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I feel like we had another 200+ people join our family Saturday! The love and support was overwhelming. Thank you to all of Ryan's friends at Fort Campbell, Eagles, Chuck E Cheese, soccer club, his school, Ronald McDonald House and all of the friends who joined us in the celebration of Ryan's life.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

Wonderful picture of Ryan with the flag!
thinking of you all with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

Phillip and Andrea;
What a pleasure it is to have met Ryan Douglas Brown. Words will never express the love I have and will always have for Ryan. I'm a better MOUSE because of him. Thank YOU for sharing him with me, personally, and allowing me to visit with him at your home. I will treasure these memories forever and ever and ever. I'm sorry I wasn't able to attend Saturday but my 'friends' told me they were brought to tears and laughter many times! Not only do I love Ryan --they do too!! We are just a phone call away for ANYTHING you need - what I need is to see Elizabeth SOON! Love you guys!!
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville, TN U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 2:11 PM CDT

Thinking of you, as always. Hope Elizabeth is better. Sending more hugs & prayers. Don't ever forget - if God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. It is just going to take time, even though you naturally would want the healing to come faster, as would we all. One minute at a time. Try to find one small thing every day - a butterfly, the call of a mockingbird, a lightning bug, a tiny flower hidden among the weeds, a bright cardinal, a clap of thunder, the yip of a puppy - these are signs that God has left gifts all around you. He now has your most precious gift with Him & they are sending you love & are with you all the way on this difficult journey. It is such a blessing that Ryan has completed his most difficult journey & is pain-free & at peace. He wants you 3 to love & treasure each other, & whenever you hug each other, his small arms are around you, too........invisible, but they are there.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 1:52 PM CDT

Also wanting to let you know that I'm praying for you today and thinking of you and your family often. Ryan will forever be in my heart. He has touched my heart and life in such a way I don't think I'll ever be able to describe with words. Hugs!
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Just wanted to drop in and say, I am still praying and thinking of you all everyday. Love always from the Mix family.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

Sending love and prayers and hope for an easier today.
Colleen <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 10:04 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop in and tell you that the memorial was beautiful and you all did a great job of celebrating your angel. I can not tell you how inspired I am by all of you. You have been so brave through this journey, and through it all, you still managed to recognize those of us that don't have the words to say or the ability to take away the pain for you. I wish I could. I wish I could make it all go away and take back the last 17 months. But GOD had better plans for Ryan. He has given Ryan eternity as HIS angel. I am praying for all of you and send all my love your way.
The Hammond Family <katy.hammond@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, Tn - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 7:50 AM CDT

Hey Brown Family Hope Lil Elizabeth feeling better and doing good give her a kiss and a hug from me. Just though i would write before i go to work to see how u guys are. If u need anything let me know. Great Service on Sat. im glad i could been a part of it. Sorry i left early it just took alot out of me and i was drain from a long friday. Next time u in Hoptown call me or email me and we all do lunch or dinner im glad i could been a part of it.Love ya Ps Tell Phillip me and him going to have to catch a Card's Game some time..
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, KY - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 7:43 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and sissy,
Just checking in on you guys and keeping you in our prayers. Hoping sissy is doing better. Love you all.

Garry, Jody, and Emily
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 6:57 AM CDT

Just checking in on you guy's.Hope today is filled with nothing but good thoughts and signs that will let you know he is up there playing with those that went before him. He probably has maddie and cheyene and all the other kids building forts out of chairs and blankets so he can hide and ambush the other unsuspecting angels. As we that knew him know he was always very proud of his mom, dad and sissy, and he is up there making you proud of him, and even though we can't physically touch him his presence is amoung us all the time. Because of his spirit and heart he still makes us smile and laugh at the things he would come up with all on his own that far exceeded his 5 yrs. here with us. Like his memorial he will always be a true hero and a brave warrior to me and many others. And for those who have been there before you that can tell you better than anyone else what the road ahead holds for you guy's emotionally, the rest of us can only talk and offer our support. Love you guy's and miss him bad but nothing can ever take the good times I had with him away.So put it on us NANA, lets hear the the updates about a true heros memorial. love ya's and hope sissy is doing better.
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 5:10 AM CDT

Sending you hugs and prayer for peace and strength.
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

I heard about this song on another child's site and I have been searching for the lyrics to share with you. I finally found them tonight...

"Borrowed Angels" by Kristin Chenoweth

They shine a little brighter, they feel a little more
They touch your life in ways no one has ever done before
They love a little stronger, they live to give their best
They make our lives so blest,
So why do they go so soon?
The ones with souls so beautiful
I heard someone say--

There must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
But they can't stay forever
'Cause they're heaven sent
And sometimes, heaven needs them back again

They reach a little deeper, they see what's in your soul
And even when they leave, you know you'll never let them go
The world's a little richer, just cause they came along
Their love goes on and on,
So why do they go so soon?
The ones with souls so beautiful.
I heard someone say--

There must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
They can't stay forever, 'cause they're heaven sent
And sometimes, heaven needs them back again

How else can you explain why they're here and not here to stay?
I believe they must be, must be

Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
But they can't stay forever, 'cause they're heaven sent
And sometimes heaven needs them back again.
And sometimes heaven needs them back again.
Hugs & prayers from Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, MI - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:28 PM CDT

Andrea, The poem said it all. How I wish I knew what to do, what to say to take the pain away. But I know that can never be done. Ryan's picture on the page is just perfect - a hero forever.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Just dropping by - I check in on you all the time, but don't always sign, but know you are always in my prayers. I love the new picture of Ryan. Very fitting for him with the stars and flag. I thought of you often on Saturday and am glad to hear the celebration was full of love and laughter. Keep holding onto thoughts of him.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Monday, August 15, 2005 8:08 PM CDT

The celebration sounds like it was truly a celebration of our little hero's life.........& how very much he managed to pack into 5 short years. He knew how to live life, a lesson we should all learn - live, love, laugh. I wish I could have been there to see the yellow balloon cling above Sissy's head before it finally went up. What a wonderful way for Ryan to let her know that her big brother will always be there for her, as he is for you both. Cry when you need to, laugh as much as you can. The memories of him will always be there & at some point there will be more laughter than tears.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Monday, August 15, 2005 4:04 PM CDT

Just getting back in town and checking in...so glad to read through the entries and know that Ryan's memorial was so special. We knew it wouldn't be anything less than great! Just because the official ceremonies are over, doesn't mean that every day can't be a memorial to your son..you will continue to honor him by living and loving each other just as you always have and you will continue to make him so very proud to have you all as his family.
With love, Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, August 15, 2005 2:25 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,

I am so honored to have been at Ryan's memorial service. You all did a beautiful job and it was so apparent how close you are and how very loved and admired Ryan is to all whose life he touched. It was so moving to hear these brave "army men" (as Troy would say) who risk their lives for our country, talk of the smile, playfulness and love of one small boy and it brought them to tears. Ryan certainly has left an impression on many hearts. I am so glad John and I got to know him a bit better.

We finally got to put faces to the voices at the other end of the phone. You are all just as sweet as I thought you would be, though I'm sorry these circumstances brought us together. Rather, I would have loved to have met you spontaneously at a park somewhere playing with our kids as an intact family (Ryan and Troy would have gotten along so well, I just know it). But we had to choice in any of this, so considering the circumstances, I will treasure our friendship always and your whole family will always be a part of our family.

P.S. Give Sissy a hug from us! She's a love bug!

Wishing you peace,

Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 1:33 PM CDT

Hi Guys,
I am so glad that I was able to be there for Ryan's memorial. You all did such an amazing job at celebrating Ryan's life. The picture shows were soo neat and I found myself giggle at a few of the "Ryan" faces. He had such an amazing personality and it shows just looking at pictures. The balloon launch was so neat. I definatily think we were given a sign by Mr. Ryan with the "hanging" around balloon. It was like the balloon was just hanging around and then when we all noticed it, it slowly flew away. I'm really glad I got to see you all and be a part of the services. With lots of love, Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, August 15, 2005 1:18 PM CDT

Well put, Uncle Bill, the memorial was beautiful.

At one point, I took Elizabeth out to the fellowship hall to get something to eat (the program had just a little too much fiber for her!). When we were walking back into the sanctuary, she heard 'Jesus Loves Me' and she got so excited - she started running and jabbering, trying to find where it was coming from. I think she got mad at me because I wasn't moving fast enough to get her back in the sanctuary! Aunt Nae told me later that Ryan used to sing that song to her. That would explain why she was so excited to hear it again.

Every time she saw her brother's face on the slides, she would point and start jabbering. I remember when you were pregnant with her, Andrea, that you were worried that she wouldn't get to know her brother. She knows him - and she really loves him.

You are still in my constant prayers. I know this is very hard for both of you and there is little anyone can say that will make it any easier. All the platitudes and kind (or otherwise) words in the world won't stop the unbearable pain. You are loved by many, and prayed for by many more. Love you all,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, August 15, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Hi guys,

I haven't signed in a couple of days, but that sure doesnt' mean I havent' been thinking of you. I like the new picture you put up of Ryan. I remember the day we got that one in the mail. I thought he looked so brave and handsome. Thanks for sharing.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 15, 2005 10:49 AM CDT

Hello guys. It's been a while since I have wrote but I have checked your website everyday. When I got on here and seen the picture of Ryan it made me smile. He is a hansome man who you can tell was very happy. YOu guys gave him true happiness and it shows in his smile. We are continuing to pray for all of you. I wish you all happiness every day.
Crissy Hoskins <JAKHOSKINS@AOL.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO - Monday, August 15, 2005 8:00 AM CDT

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful picture of Ryan! Thank you for sharing this with us. Hugs.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Sunday, August 14, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

So wonderful to hear that the service was such a fitting tribute to Ryan and his amazing, courageous spirit. How sweet that one balloon danced above Elizabeth's head before flying off- I'm sure her big brother will send many reminders to her that he will always watch over and protect her. I'm with Uncle Bill- I think your little stinker deflated the first batch of balloons- he got such a kick out of ambushing you guys with his space blaster, that was just a different form of ambush. I'm sure heaven was shaking from his big belly laughing with that practical joke!
Thinking of and praying for you all.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:33 PM CDT

Well I am back home, wish I was still with you guy's but. I read down thru the entries since the last time I was on here and the letter from the little boy to his mom is just pretty darn good isn't it. That would be something the little guy would do, so Mom and dad, look for the letter. I am sure it is there somewhere, maybe not on a piece of paper, but it will be there just the same. For those of you who missed the memorial to Ryan douglas brown, you missed a tribute to a true Hero. All of the speakers did an excellent job of bringing his courage and spirit into the packed church. then when the balloons were let loose a small yellow one hovered above sissy's head for a long time before following the others. The amount of people that traveled a long way and had never met him knew him and his family and friends before they left. The laughter that would ring out at times had to warm his heart and let him know that he could still make us laugh. I thought it was very beautiful and and done him proud. I would like to thank all involved Roy, Julie even though you couldn't physically be there Andrea knew you were right beside her all the time. Thanks to all who done the balloon scramble at the last minute( I still think the little fart let the air out of all those himself just to watch us scramble) but he knows just how many people love him, and he knew we would get it done. Love ya and will talk to ya later.
ps: I am going to be grandpa again.
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 14, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

Remembering Ryan as I do everyday...and stopping by to let you know I think of all of you as well and keep you close in my prayers and thoughts. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip:

I am thinking of you daily and praying for you often. Ryan will always be remembered by those who have been so touched by his website.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}} May there be Peace in your heart.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Sunday, August 14, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

I thought about you and your little guy yesterday. I hope that everything went well and that Elizabeth is feeling much better now. Just a little FYI...Sween Cream works wonders for diaper rash and other skin irritations:)

I hope that each day brings you a new reason to smile.
Hugs & prayers from Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, MI - Sunday, August 14, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and always. Hoping lots of bumble bees fly around during Ryan's ceremony. Hugs, thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, August 13, 2005 9:05 PM CDT

Never forgetting, always praying...especially today.
Lisa Valente
Macomb, MI - Saturday, August 13, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Nana, and family,

What a beautiful service with wonderful memories of Ryan. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of today. Your family and Ryan are always in my thoughts.
At anytime if you ever need anything don't hesitate to call.
Love to you all
Phyllis Riley <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, August 13, 2005 4:31 PM CDT

Thinking of you all- Ryan, and all of you, have been on my mind all day- from Wes's entry, it sounds like the memorial service went well.
Keeping you all in my heart-
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, August 13, 2005 4:07 PM CDT

Hey Brown Family Great Service today im glad i could of been a part of it. You guys are like family to me. Anything ya need just call or ask. He always be my little buddy their not a day that will go by i wont remember him. Love ya See ya really soon at the eagles hopefully Love always
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, KY - Saturday, August 13, 2005 1:18 PM CDT

I'm sending you lots of hugs and love today. {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Saturday, August 13, 2005 7:07 AM CDT

Bless your hearts. Unfortunately, the poem is so true.
Praying for strength for you to keep going when you just
feel like you can't do it anymore. Even though it doesn't
seem like it could ever happen--someday you will have more
smiles than tears when you remember your sweet, sweet boy.

Love and prayers from Oklahoma

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Friday, August 12, 2005 11:08 PM CDT

Thinking about you today as I do everyday since first learning of your and Ryan's journey. I pray so very much that you have peace in your heart and the strength to get through each day, just one day at a time.
Colleen <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Friday, August 12, 2005 5:08 PM CDT

I thought I sould share this story with you:
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come
> > out of the operating
> > room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going
> > to be all right? When
> > can I see him?"
> >
> > The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could,
> > but your boy didn't
> > make it."
> >
> > Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer?
> > Doesn't God care any
> > more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
> >
> >
> > The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone
> > with your son? One of
> > the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's
> > transported to the
> > university."
> >
> > Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she
> > said good-bye to son.
> > She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red
> > curly hair.
> >
> > "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse
> > asked.
> >
> > Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's
> > hair, put it in a
> > plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said,
> > "It was Jimmy's
> > idea to donate his body to the university for study.
> > He said it might
> > help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy
> > said, 'Mom, I won't
> > be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some
> > other little boy spend
> > one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy
> > had a heart of gold.
> > Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to
> > help others if he
> > could."
> >
> > Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for
> > the last time, after
> > spending most of the last six months there. She put
> > the bag with Jimmy's
> > belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The
> > drive home was
> > difficult It was even harder to enter the empty
> > house. She carried
> > Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the
> > lock of his hair to her
> > son's room. She started placing the model cars and
> > other personal things
> > back in his room exactly where he had always kept
> > them. She laid down
> > across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried
> > herself to sleep.
> >
> > It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying
> > beside her on the bed
> > was a folded letter. The letter said:
> >
> > "Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't
> > think that I will
> > ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm
> > not around to say I
> > LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more
> > with each day. Someday
> > we will see each other again. Until then, if you
> > want to adopt a little
> > boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me.
> > He can have my room
> > and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to
> > get a girl instead,
> > she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys
> > do. You'll have to
> > buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't
> > be sad thinking
> > about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and
> > Grandpa met me as
> > soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it
> > will take a long
> > time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I
> > love to watch them
> > fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any
> > of his pictures.
> > Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus
> > himself took me to see
> > GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee
> > and talk to Him,!
> > like I was somebody important. That's when I told
> > Him that I wanted to
> > write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and
> > everything. But I already
> > knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom?
> > God handed me some
> > paper and His own personal pen to write you this
> > letter. I think Gabriel
> > is the name of the angel who is going to drop this
> > letter off to you.
> > God said for me to give you the answer to one of the
> > questions you asked
> > Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He
> > was in the same place
> > with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He
> > was right there, as
> > He always is with all His children.
> >
> > Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've
> > written except you.
> > To everyone else this is just a blank piece of
> > paper. Isn't that cool? I
> > have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to
> > write some more names
> > in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the
> > table with Jesus for
> > supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.
> >
> > Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt
> > anymore. The cancer is all
> > gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain
> > anymore and God
> > couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either.
> > That's when He sent The
> > Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was
> > a Special Delivery!
> > How about that?
> > Signed with Love from: God, Jesus &Me.

AM
- Friday, August 12, 2005 3:51 PM CDT

Sending lots of love and strength for you for tomorrow and always. Ryan and Elizabeth are so blessed to have such wonderful parents. Hold tight to each other. We love you guys, are praying for you guys, and we still beelieve.....

Colleen, Michael, Conner and Bennet
The Cosby's <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 1:11 PM CDT

I imagine Mom isn't the only one telling lies.

I'll be thinking of you and Ryan tomorrow.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 12, 2005 11:05 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we will be thinking of you this weekend. We hope Ryan's Memorial service is a tribute fit for a hero!!! Love you and miss you terribly!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
ballwin, MO - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

Andrea, that poem is so perfect. I'm sure it sums up your feelings now. Be strong tomorrow. I know the service will be beautiful. We will be thinking of you. With love from the Browning's
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:34 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip & Elizabeth,

Although I will not be able to be there for Ryan's Memorial Service tomorrow, you all are in my thoughts and prayers. Will talk with you soon.
Love,
Bobbie Smith <scrapwbobbie@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:23 AM CDT

Hi guys,
As I was sleeping I was thinking about something so intently that I wanted to tell you. While asleep, I actually told myself that I would write it to you in the guestbook when I woke up... Here I am, wide awake, and for the life of me, I can't think of what it was that was so important to share with you- all I can remember is that it felt very necessary to... I'm hoping it comes to me later- maybe if I don't try so hard to remember, it will just pop back into my head.
OK, enough rambling. I am sure your house will start to fill again with loved ones coming to share in Ryan's celebration tomorrow. What a celebration it will be! I am betting that Ryan will make his presence known to you- there is no way he is going to miss his party!
My warmest thoughts and hugs to you, Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, Nana Sherry- and, OK, Uncle Bill, too!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, August 12, 2005 7:46 AM CDT

Never forgetting, always praying....for peace and strength to overwhelm you.
Lisa <ltvalente@comcast.net>
Macomb, MI - Friday, August 12, 2005 5:42 AM CDT

Philip and Andrea, we continue to pray for your family to find the inner strength to get thru each day and pray that Ryan is happy. I know, as one mother to another, that you think no one can take care of your child like you can, but know that God will comfort and take care of Ryan like no other. We pray for your healing hearts. Love to all.
Chris and Cindy Stark and family <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 7:23 PM CDT

I found your site through Chris,who now too is a beautilful angel.
BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:47 PM CDT

Hi guys,

Always thinking of you.....

HOping that Miss Elizabeth is feeling a little better.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:40 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, and Baby Elizabeth,
Hi there, I have been thinking of you night and day and pray to you peace. Ryan is such a beautiful inspiration to me in my daily living. He makes me remember the little things and to never take things for granted. He is such a loved little boy. I'm sorry I won't be there but I will be there in spirit. I love you all.
Nonie Vicki
Vicki
Louisiana, Mo USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:39 PM CDT

{{{{{HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS}}}}}
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:29 PM CDT

Stopping by to check on you all. Im sending you all my loving thoughts and prayers as you get ready for Ryan's memorial. I know it will make your heart smile to see all of Ryan's supporters showing up to celebrate his life and share with you their love for your little boy too. I will keep you in my prayers. Hope Elizabeth is feeling better too. Take care
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:53 AM CDT

Phillip & Andrea,
Just checking in. We are moving this weekend. I will do my best to stop by the service. What a sad poem. I am sure it is true though. We are sharing your burden of heart ache. Ryan however, would not want us to be so sad all the time. Please try to smile a genuine smile a couple times a day for his sake. Your family is still in our families prayers. Close your eyes and picture your sweet boy, you will feel him close to you! Embrace the happy days the memories keep him close. That is what he wants for you!
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Just stopping in to let you know you are still and will always be in our prayers. I hope to give you a great BIG hug Saturday where we will celebrate what a true angel Ryan is! With love,
The Hammond Family <katy.hammond@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, August 11, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

Andrea,
What a sweet, sad poem for a sweet, sad family. God bless, I'm thinking about you.

take care, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

As I do every morning- night-(and some days several times inbetween) I'm stopping by to check on all of you. You all remain very present in my heart, and as I reflect over the last several months I am again inspired by each of you. I wish I could be with you all for Ryan's memorial service, truly I do- but since I cannot be there physically, please know I will be thinking of him, and all of you, and my prayers will be with you.
I am hoping Elizabeth is feeling much better...
I'll talk with you soon.
With love,
julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, August 11, 2005 7:34 AM CDT

Stopping by to say hello and let you know Ryan popped into my head as I was driving from work yesterday. I pictured his sweet face and thought of how much he touched my life. Ryan continues to always be in my heart and thoughts. It was an honor to go through this journey of Ryan and learn about his antics and his wonderful personality and his adoring family. Thinking of you all and keeping you in my prayers.
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 6:23 AM CDT

Hello,
I am coming to you from Leah's web sight. I am her first cousin. As you know Karen and Phil have suffered the worst loss ever along with you. I wanted to say how wonderful it is that you and your family sign her guest book. Karen really needs that right now. Right was such a doll and I know that him and Leah are the best of angel friends. Sorry for your loss.
Trina
Trina <Slatinsky@talkamerica.net>
LaSalle, Mi USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 5:00 AM CDT

Dear Ryans family-
Just stopping by to let you know you are in my (and ALOT of others) thoughts and prayers. I know they're havin a blast up there! Love and Hugs from a friend of Maddies-
Liz Shay <lshay90@aol.com>
mpls, mn usa - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

I hope you can feel this HUG all the way from Florida. I continue to pray for you, Phillip and Elizabeth daily.
Kim Cotnoir <acotnoir@tampbay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

Dear Annie and Phillip,
Thank you for sharing the poem with us. My heart aches for you as you try to make it through day to day. We love you, support you, and are praying day and night. LOVE to all!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:45 PM CDT

May God give you the strength to not cry, but also give you the strength to cry for days when it is needed. May he help you through this time and allow you to never (for even a second) forget how it feels to see Ryans smile, or his eyes, or forget his little boy smell. We love you and pray for you each night. Saturday we will be at your sides for anything you may need. Please call on us for ANYTHING!! We love you!
Heather & Travis Mazzanti <hawinton@comcast.net>
Elk Grove, Ca USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:05 PM CDT

Hoping Sissy is feeling better. She is surrounded by so much love....what a blessed little girl!
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 7:07 PM CDT

Still - constantly - praying for God's love to help you through this most difficult of all times. I'm so disturbed that I won't be able to be there for the service but my spirit & my heart will definitely be there with you...hopefully along with some bumblebees!
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

Thinking about you constantly. Thoughts of Ryan are never more than a blink away. We know you are not "fine" or "All right" but we also know there are no words to make you feel better. Just remember always that we love you.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 5:40 PM CDT

To Ryan's Family,

I know there is no words describe how deeply sorry I am for your loss. That you find peace with the help of our Lord up above. That God bless your heart for been such wonderful parents. There is no doubt in my mind that Ryan is in a better place all though wishing he was here. I will pray for you and your family and hoping that you find comfort in the arms of each other thinking about those wonderful memories you have of your dear child. I will always think and pray for Ryan and your family until the end of my days.

God bless you all
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 4:49 PM CDT

Hi Ryan's family,

I am praying for you to find comfort in the hands of God and your family. Just to let you know my family and I ae thinking of you everyday. We pray that God will guide you with his love threw this long journey. Just remember we are all thinking of you, we are not there in person, but we are in spirit and we will never leave.

God bless you

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 3:51 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, & Elizabeth,

I want you all to know that we are always thinking of you. Stay strong and keep your chins up high. Hope little Elizabeth is feeling better. Love you all.
Rich, Kelly, Emily, & Elizabeth Hughes <sweetykelly17@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth, just wanted for you all to know that we are thinking about you and praying for you everyday.
Anderson Family (Michael, Lori & Jacob)
St. Charles, MO United States - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 1:31 PM CDT

Just want you to know I'm thinking of you today. I pray for peace in your heart and the strength to get through each day at a time. HUGS!
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:32 AM CDT

I have tried all morning to find words of encouragement and none seem to come. It's hard to believe your faith will pull you through when so many believed our faith would bring healing for Ryan. I am continuing to learn that there is a difference in having faith in our own faith (thinking I can pray enough or believe enough)and having faith in God. Trusting in his love and goodness no matter how he answers our prayers. He did indeed answer because Sgt Ryan is now totally cancer free. So, today we are praying strength for the journey and lending you our love, support and faith when yours may seem hard to find.
With love, Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:19 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and Sissy,
Just wanted to send some love your way today. I pray that each day gets a little bit easier on you. Lots of love and prayers going out to you guys and your families.

Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters , MO USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:17 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys, you are in my thoughts everyday. Love you!!
Tiffaney Contreras
Rolla, MO - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, and Elizabeth,
Thinking of you today and keeping you in our prayers. Praying that Elizabeth feels better. Love to you all.
Jody
Boss, MO - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

To Ryan's family,

God will continue giving you strength and a lot of blessing for the days to come. I will continue to think of Ryan for the rest of my life and will always pray for you and your family. I pray that Liz gets better soon and she starts feeling better. May the memories of you beautiful son give you strength knowing he was a very happy child. You had 5 wonderful years with him and that no one can take away from you. May the Lord guide you thru the path of grieving and give you comfort with your love ones here on earth.

Ryan your missed by your Family and beloved friends like me. Even though I didn't get to meet you alive I feel like I have known you all of life. We will always think of you dear son.

May God bless you and your family.
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

Thinking about you guy's, and hope sissy is doing better. love ya's
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 6:30 AM CDT

Sending prayers and HUGS to the whole family. Leah, Ryan, Rachel, Cheyenne, Maddie ... all are in my thoughts.
Lisa Valente
Macomb, MI USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 6:25 AM CDT

Ryan will always be in my heart and your family will always be in my prayers!! Thinking of you always!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 0:54 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip & Elizabeth,
We appreciate the updates. Hoping to come Saturday. Praying for your journey and Elizabeth's tummy.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
clarksville, tn - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

When I was hired as a para-educator for Ryan's Pre-K class last year, it was a joy to see his smiling face everyday. I can still hear him say that "I" was one of his teachers. That has made a tremendous impact on me because I made a difference in someone else's life. With all that this "Little Angel" had gone through, we should all learn from him and learn to cope with life's little disappointments better. He has been an inspiration to me and I hope you can have another son down the line to carry his memory further.
Mrs. Dawn
Dover, TN USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 5:44 PM CDT

Hugs and kisses to all of you. Prayers and thoughts are always with you. Remember to go one step at a time.
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, mo USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 5:11 PM CDT

Hi Andrea & Phillip,

Sorry Miss Elizabeth is feeling so rotten, surely with 4 meds one is bound to work!! We think about Ryan all of the time. Thanks for always being so generous with his pictures. We will cherish them forever. I haven't encountered any bumblebees around our house, but still find myself thinking about him (and you guys) throughout the day.

Hugs,

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 9, 2005 3:30 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I pray you may find peace and comfort.
Kate
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 2:31 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and Elizabeth,
After reading through your journal entry today and from past journal entries, one thing that stands out each week is the re-occuring feeling of LOVE that is expressed by you-Andrea, Philip, Nana Sherry, Elizabeth, family members and friends in the journal and guestbook entries...all for that adorable, little boy, RYAN! No matter if your having a "bad day", or a "not AS Hard" of a day, your journal entries still reflect the immense love you feel and shared with him and still share with him. Because after all,
Love...bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.

-- I Corinthians 13: 7-8

This is a quote that I came across in one of my books. I liked it and I thought you might as well.

" The Reason birds fly and we cannot
is simply that they have perfect faith,
for faith is to have wings."
--J. M. Barrie

Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Calif - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

Andrea,
I pray for you and your family night and day. I may have an idea for Elizabeth's diaper rash. Have you tired Paul Mitchell's "baby don't cry shampoo"? I have found it helps the worse cases of diaper rash. Pour a little in her bath water, it won't bubble too much but the coneflower in it will sooth her bottom. Also, take her diaper off and let her lay in the sun for a short time. The combination of the air and sun will help as well.
Ann Marie Ranschaert <Ranschaert.AnnMarie@Orbital.com>
South Bend, IN USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 12:44 AM CDT

Just stopped by to check in. Andrea, I know things are tough and the easiest thing to do would be to shut everything out. It is good to hear from you and know that you are making the best of things. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 12:30 AM CDT

I hope that the bad minutes become seconds and the good minutes become hours. Please know that Ryan and all of our kids fighting change so many lives. I will continue to pray that God gives your family (including Nana) some peace.
We will continue to hope that a cure is close by.

I am so glad to have met you through caringbridge. Please send me a note if you want to talk!

Cameron�s mom
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

Keeping you all in my prayers. Hope your sweet little girl is feeling better soon. With Love & Hugs from WI, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

Now that little Leah is in heaven I know her and Ryan are together having fun and laughing. I picture them on a teeter totter together amidst a beautiful heavenly scenery. Love to you all.
Leah's mommy forever
www.leahsjourney.com
Karen <pkkl916@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 9, 2005 8:49 AM CDT

I was really trying to figure a way to make it to the memorial service, but I'm just not having any luck. I really wish that I could be there. You never know, maybe at the last minute I'll find a way. I continue to pray for your family and think of you constantly. With lots of love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 8:16 AM CDT

Thank you for keeping us in touch with you. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Hi guys,
So glad there is a new plan to help get Elizabeth feeling better. Hopefully you'll start seeing real improvement- QUICKLY!!!
Uncle Bill is right- Ryan is making his presence and love for you known- in clever ways- and formal gatherings or quiet moments with a favorite picture, blanket, book or memory- they are all ways to remember, cherish and honor that wonderful boy...
Thinking of you, with love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

To Ryan's Family

May God bless you and take care of you. Please remember that we are out here if you need help. Just let us know, I am sorry Elizabeth is feeling so bad. I hope she gets better soon. I will continue praying for you and your family. I will hold a moment of silence tomorrow the 10th at 4:45 in the memory of such wonderful little Angel Ryan. The Lord will give you stength to go on, just "keeping believing"
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

Annie, Philip, and Sissy,
Yesterday I attended my Aunt Freda's funeral service (she has been suffering with scitzophrenia (sp?) for years and is now at peace) and everyone was asking about you guys and about Ryan. Mom and I enjoyed talking about how special he is and how touching his service was. Uncle Bill, thank you for sharing your story. It raised my spirits!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, Mo - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 6:34 AM CDT

I talked to Nana last night. They finally have the house phone working again. I forgot to tell her what happened to me sunday. Saturday night I went and watched the neighbors boy's at an atv rodeo. There was this little blond haired girl riding in it and she was only 4 yrs. old. When the announcer called her name you could hear her bike start and it just so happened it was a lime green Kawasaki 50. She rode around those barrells like she was a world champion, never once letting of the throttle. Tears rolled needless to say and my little buddy was heavy on my mind. The next morning when I went down to the shop there was a news bee( for those that don't know they are often mistaken for bumble bee's) flying around the garage door as I was raising it up. Standing in the corner next to the workbench was Ryan's spiderman fishing pole, and the bee flew right straight over there and landed on it. I don't remember taking it down as the last time I messed with them was when Phillip was up and we went to the lake, but I do seem to forget some things now and then. I was working on a tractor for one of the neighbors and all day long that bee hung around, it would fly out by the tractor and do it's little hovering thing, and when I would have to go in the shop it would seem to be in there too. You know kids he is all around us all the time, and his memory and presence will never fade. He was a special little boy raised by special parents and loved by a special group of people, not just family but friends as well. When I got done that evening I hung the little guy's fishing pole back up on the wall were it belong's and started walking back up to the house, and the bee followed me all the way to the door. I left the door open to see if it would come in but it didn't, it kind of flew around in a circle and took off. I didn't see it anymore that evening so I kind of figured it had some one else it neede to go to and make them smile some that day. He will lways have that ability, no matter how long he has been away up there in the special place that angels like him and maddie and leah and cheyenne and all the other little guy's go,thinking about them we will always be able to remember some silly or goofey thing that will bring a smile to our faces and our hearts. the memorial saturday will be one of many that we will have, maybe not formal ones but memorials just the same. Phillip and Andrea, love each other the way he wanted you too, and the way he loved you. Love ya guy's and see ya soon
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 9, 2005 5:24 AM CDT

Just wanted to stop by and say hello and let you know that I am thinking about you all and your beautiful Ryan, Always..

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, August 8, 2005 10:44 PM CDT

Sorry little Elizabeth is feeling rotten!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 8, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

Just sending prayers and thoughts, wish I could ease the pain for you but I know I can not! Lean on your faith and eachother and know there are so many people out there praying for you eacH.
Kelly O'Brien <KELOBRIEN_564@HOTMAIL.COM>
Palmyra, MO - Monday, August 8, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Still sending lots of hugs & prayers for all of you. May God's love sustain you.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Monday, August 8, 2005 3:08 PM CDT

May God bring you comfort and peace. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Monday, August 8, 2005 3:02 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are still with your family.
Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 2:07 PM CDT

HI GUYS,
JUST STOPPED IN TO SEE HOW THINGS WERE GOING
THINKING OF YOU
BRYCA
BRYCA INCE <bryca10@hotmail.com>
BOWLING GREEN, MO USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

Thinking of you.
Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com>
- Monday, August 8, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
I just wanted you to know that I am praying for both of you.I check on you every morning and every night. You are so incredibly strong.I am here if you need anything at all. We love all of you :)
Christie, Anson and Tristyn Sitton <Christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY - Monday, August 8, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

To Ryan's family,
Just to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you and your family. May the lord give you strength to go on. Just remember Ryan is always with you he is gone in body, but not in spirit.
God bless you and will always have you in heart and my prayers.
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Monday, August 8, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
Just checking in on you guys and hoping today goes good for you. Love you all and miss you. Hugs to all.
Jody <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Monday, August 8, 2005 9:52 AM CDT

Dear Ryans family-
Just stopping by to let you know you are in my prayers. Love from a friend of Maddies.
love always,

Liz Shay <liz11shay@msn.com>
mpls, mn usa - Monday, August 8, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Love you guys, just wanted you to know I'm here and thinking of you.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksivlle, TN USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

I love you guy's, both phones on the blink, guess the storm got them. love ya
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 8, 2005 4:55 AM CDT

hey phil,andy, and liz...it is me mazz i dont know what to say you guys know that i am not good with words..but i want you guys to know that heather and i are ALWAYS thinking about you guys..we say prayers for you guys every night when we get in bed! heather and i are flying from california on friday afternoon to come to rhino's memorial! here it is 1:15 am and here i sit with tears of joy in my eyes thinkin of rhino running up to my trailer and askin me to come out and watch him ride his fourwheeler.. but that is just one lil memory of so many that i have the previliage of sharing with your family!! cant wait to see you guys on friday!!
MAZZ <t_mazzanti@yahoo.com>
sacramento, ca usa - Monday, August 8, 2005 3:13 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and Elizabeth,
Wishing you all sweet dreams! Love and hugs to you and our sweet Ryan!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, August 7, 2005 10:39 PM CDT

Hello,

I just wanted to stopy by and let you know that you and your family are in my prayers. When I learned that Ryan had earned his wings, I couldn't help but think my daughter might find him. Her brother was 5 when she went to Heaven and she was two. I thought the two of them could kind of look out for one another in Heaven.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
Diana Cross, http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/katherinecross/ <diana@houston.rr.com>
Houston, TX - Sunday, August 7, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Sunday, August 7, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

I'm still praying for peace & comfort for all 3 of you. Wrapping yourself in Ryan's quilt & crying is a natural way to feel/express your grief. There is a very large hole in your life. It will eventually become a little bit smaller, but I guess it will always be there. God blessed you with such a special child for 5 years. Naturally you miss that. So don't feel that anyone would judge you. Just keep on letting the feelings wash over you. God is holding you in His loving arms. You are where He means for you to be right now. Just one day....or minute...at a time. He's carrying you now & will not ever let you go. Never fear the future for He is always with you & will bring you through it. Just keep the faith.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Sunday, August 7, 2005 3:16 PM CDT

Always thinking of you guys. Thanks for the updates Andrea.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 7, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

It's Sunday morning and as I sit with a cup of coffee, my thoughts are filled by Maddie and Ryan and so many children who surely are with them... and when I think of Ryan, obviously, I think of you, too.
I keep you all close to my heart and in my prayers.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, August 7, 2005 8:26 AM CDT

Hello,
I'm not sure how I found Ryan's site.... My daughter has faught through radiation and chemo. Currently her scans are clean. I will pray for Peace for you and your family. Brain tumours are nasty and take so much away from our children.
Carolyn and Beautiful Britni
Carolyn
Grande Prairie, AB Canada - Saturday, August 6, 2005 9:29 PM CDT

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Saturday, August 6, 2005 8:38 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you all today and wishing that you are surrounded by many loving memories of your sweet boy Ryan, and the feelings of the love he feels for you his Mommy, Daddy and Sister. I'm sure he'll send you a special bumblebee or a sign with his special message letting you know that he is ok. I wish you peace and comfort in the days ahead.
amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
CA - Saturday, August 6, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

I've been stopping by but hadn't said hello in a while--still leaving hugs--still can't stop. Just letting you know there are lots of people still think of you. Take care and give each other a hug.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 6, 2005 1:49 PM CDT

HUH you might convince these other people that your not crazy but I know better. And how com Tiff got choclate kisses and all I got from her was slapped in the face.After the chewing we got from Nana the other day about getting involved I did just that last night. I went to the Reynolds county Relay for Life and walked for Doe Run's team. Didn't get in till about 12:30 and you know what happens to me after midnight. Please kids never be ashamed to express the way you feel here. That is what we all come here for everytime we get by a computer is to know how you are doing. I am sure that somewhere up there some poor little kindergarden angel teacher is saying "are you sure this little demon is supposed to be in my class". He won't change you know, when we get to see him again he will be the same sweet, innoncent, ornery little guy he was. But he is not suffering anymore and he will keep reminding you of that all the time. He was loved and loved like it is supposed to be. Love ya guy's and keep beeeelieving.
uncle Pop bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Saturday, August 6, 2005 12:36 AM CDT

It's behind you now Andrea, there will still be many firsts for you and Phillip to go through, but school has started and in a few years you will once again be looking forward to the first day of school, and then every year after that for a long, long time - until Sissy and, hopefully, some other little Browns, are out of school.

We love you, we support you and will help in any way we can.
The Amish Aunt
- Saturday, August 6, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

I wanted to stop by and let you know that you and the family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sharon
- Saturday, August 6, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

Please don't feel the need to apologize for expressing yourself. We are not here to judge you, we are here to support you and help you. Andrea, I keep forgetting to tell you that that we will not be able to make it to Ryan's memorial service. We would really like to be there and apologize for our absence. Sending love, hugs, and prayers your way!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Saturday, August 6, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

We all understand that you are not "crazy" and "ungrateful" as you put it. No one would ever percieve your journal entries that way.....you are a mother who lost her little boy and that is not supposed to happen. Please know that this is always a safe place t come and write ANYTHING you want. Noone knows how you feel unless they have been through it themselves. I am sending you lots of hugs and praying that you become stronger with each passing day.

Stephanie Smith (Caleb's mom) <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
Arnold, Md - Saturday, August 6, 2005 9:50 AM CDT

it's been a few days since I've been able to sign this. I Love You Guys!!!!! Just wanted to stop by and remind you all of that!!!!!!!!
forever Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Saturday, August 6, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Saturday, August 6, 2005 7:49 AM CDT

Absolutely still praying with you.

Shelly Van B.... <jayandshel@msn.com>
Reno, nv - Friday, August 5, 2005 11:34 PM CDT

Sending prayers and ~HUGS~ to the whole family, you are in my thoughts.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Friday, August 5, 2005 11:27 PM CDT

Just thinking of you and the cutest kid in Kentucky.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 10:45 PM CDT

We've been on vacation for the past week and just got home. I wanted to check in and see how you guys were getting along. I can't imagine how hard each day must be. Keep your chin up and pour yourselves into Elizabeth. We're thinking about you and praying for strength and comfort for your family. With love from the Browning's
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 6:43 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, Yesterday as I helped the students get to class, I was reminded of how everyday around 12 I would see you all waiting outside for class to start. Ryan has let his presence be known to me many times this week. I was taking out by dayplanner to start scheduling meetings and his business card fell out. When I was cleaning off my desk, I saw some paperwork with his name on it, that I could have sworn I had filed when we had our last meeting. Just little things, but Ryan non the less. As I was driving to school yesterday, I thought of you all the way. I said numerous prayers that yesterday would be a good day. Ryan made such an impact on so many people. Whenever you need a sitter, Lindsie is ready to keep Elizabeth. If she isn't available, I AM!!!!!!!! Love you all!!!
Ms. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
Ft. Campbell , - Friday, August 5, 2005 5:43 PM CDT

Andrea & Phillip,
Thinking of you always.
Love You
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 5:31 PM CDT

Andrea & Phillip,
Remembering you in our thoughts and prayers.
Rusty & Dolly Howard <rdhdch@fidnet.com>
Lecoma, MO USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 4:25 PM CDT

I am getting ready to leave work for the week and wont be back online until Monday. I hope you have a nice weekend and remember I'm always thinking of you all. With lots of love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, August 5, 2005 4:23 PM CDT

Thinking of you all. And praying for you all.
Love...
Brad, Jessica & Raelynn <jhughlett@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO US - Friday, August 5, 2005 4:18 PM CDT

Thanks for your entry, Andrea. I was praying for you all day, knowing how difficult it would probably be on what would have been Ryan's first day at kindergarten. I like to picture a small yellow bus motoring around Heaven, picking up the 5 years olds. They all cheer when Ryan enters. They know what a brave hero he was when he was down here on Earth. It doesn't take long for him to have everyone giggling & laughing at his antics & having a blast....from his super-soaker. He will always be remembered, thanks to your journal entries. Your journaling brought him to life for all of us who were never fortunate enough to meet him in person. Please keep it up when you can, so we can continue to know your family. Still praying & sending hugs.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Friday, August 5, 2005 2:33 PM CDT

Just wanted to say once again, that you are an
inspiration. Praying for you each night.
Sharon Price <sharon.price@barry-wehmiller.com>
Saint Charles, MO USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 2:31 PM CDT

{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Friday, August 5, 2005 1:36 PM CDT

Hey Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
Dropped by for some hugs, I sure do miss those chocolate kisses from sister. I hope next week is better for you guys. Love, Tiffaney
Tiffaney Contreras
- Friday, August 5, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

I am thinking of all of you so much today.It hit me really hard going to school and not seeing Ryan and Phillip.You are always in my heart and prayers. I wish there was something I could do or say to help you in some way. Please know I am here if you want to talk or need anything at all. We love you!!!!!
Christie Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY 42223 - Friday, August 5, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

Thinking of little Ryan and his whole family today. He and Leah are bouncing high through the sky on their trampolines. I can hear the giggles now.

Lisa Valente <ltvalente@comcast.net>
Macomb, MI - Friday, August 5, 2005 12:40 AM CDT

Missing that precious Ryan, too!
prayers and love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 12:06 AM CDT

thinking of and praying for you all today! Will forever keep you close.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 11:16 AM CDT

Aloha Brown family, I just wanted to tell you that you are all in my prayers. If you need anything at all, I am just steps away. Love you, Christy and Ohana
Christy Ramirez <cpramirez74@comcast.net>
Fort Campbell, ky usa - Friday, August 5, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

Hi,

Just thinking of you guys.

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 10:26 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip...
Just wanted you guys to know that we are always thinking about you and praying for you.I know that the pain will never go away, but I pray that God fills your hearts with the peace that passes understanding so each day will be a little bit easier on you and for you. Ryan will never be forgotten by those that were blessed enough to know him personally, and all those that only met him via the website. How blessed we all were to share in his life. And how thankful we are to share in your journey. Sending much love to you two and precious Elizabeth.
Colleen and the Cosby clan <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, mo USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

We received an e-mail today from our niece & her family (Smith Family from Arnold, MD)regarding Ryan's passing. We just want to tell you that we're thinking of all of you and we are sending our sympathy and prayers that you will keep up the strength to help you through each day. All of you are an inspiration to all of us.
Jim & Donna Andrychowski <andrychowski@earthlink.net>
Windham, CT US - Friday, August 5, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan Family,

My prayers and thoughts are with you, I know that anything I say won't make your pain go away. I know that loosing a child is the hardest and painful experience you will ever suffer. I just hope that you find comfort knowing that he is not suffering anymore. Even though I wish this experience should of never happen to your family. My heart aches everythime I think about Ryan and I see his site everyday, his such a beautiful child, a little hero. I cry so much I feel like I lost a son. So I can even start to imagine what your family is going thru. I just pray that you find peace and comfort in ech other, Elizabeth and your family, because the spirit of Ryan will always be around you. May God bless you and continue to give you signs of Ryan so you know he is truly okay and in peace.

I thought you might like to eead this words form another mother who is experiencing the begining of that awful journey when they tell you, your child has a limited time to live. www3.caringridge.org/tx/christopher

The Chosen Mothers

Most women become a mother by accident, some by choice
and a few by habit. Did you ever wonder how mother's of children with life threatening illnesses are chosen?

Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth
selecting His instruments for propagation with great care and
deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels
to make notes in a giant ledger.......

"Foppiano, Christine, son, patron saint Christopher"
Forrest, Marjorie, daughter, patron saint Cecilia"."

Finally, He passes a name to an angel and says, "Give
her a child with cancer." The angel is curious. "Why this
one, God? She's so happy."

"Exactly," smiles God, "Could I give a child with cancer
a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel."

"But, does she have patience?" asks the angel,

"I don't want her to have too much patience or she will
drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and
resentment wears off, she will handle it."

"I watched her today," said God. "She has that feeling
of self-independence that is so rare and necessary in a mother.
You see, the child I'm going to give her has it's own world.
She has to make it live in her world and that's not going to be easy."

"But Lord, I don't think she believes in you," said the angel.
"No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect. She has just
enough selfishness."

The angel gasps, "Selfishness? Is that a virtue?"

God nods. "If she can't separate herself from the child
occasionally, she'll never survive. Yes, here is the woman I will bless
with a child less than perfect. She doesn't realize it yet,
but she is to be envied. She will never take anything her child does for
granted. She will never consider a single step
ordinary. I will permit her to see clearly the things I see....ignorance,
cruelty, prejudice....and allow her to rise above them."

"And what about her patron saint" asks the angel, his pen poised in mid-air.

God smiles and says..."A mirror will suffice."

PS. If you plan to do anything in behalf of Little Ryan's memory please count me in like a charity or anything you have in mind. I truly would like to help with anything you ned703-554-9426 and 703-726-9067.

Little Angel Ryan please continue blessing us from up above, you already know that you change my life for ever. I know that I didn't meet you when you were are angel here on earth, but I am glad I still got to meet you now that your a Angel from Heaven. I will always have you in mind and heart and I promise that even my grandchildren will know about you. My sons are 11, 8, 6 and they all say hi and too take care of your self we love you and miss you.

A loyal friend and mother
Alma
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Friday, August 5, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

Brown Fmaily,
just thinking of you, and sending HUGS!!!
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

Thinking of Ryan this morning and sending you lots of {{{{Hugs}}}}. Ryan and Ryan's family will always be in my heart.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Friday, August 5, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

love you guy's.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 5:11 AM CDT

Sending you hugs, love and prayers! Hope you all sleep well tonight!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, August 4, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

My heartfelt sympathies to your family. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.
Mindy
ShipSupport group
Ftckyspouses2 group
Mindy <Mtknitwit1@aol.com>
Missoula, Mt USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 9:24 PM CDT

I know that today was a hard day for you and I wanted you to know that you and Ryan were on my mind all day.
Mary Dicus <arcticcat_27@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, Ky - Thursday, August 4, 2005 8:03 PM CDT

Checking in on you daily. Andrea - your messages are very real and I never feel like you are rambling. It helps those of us that check on you daily to see how you are doing. So never apologize for how you feel about what you are going through. You are always in my prayers.
Anissa <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, August 4, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

SENDING LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF HUGS YOUR WAY!!!!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthose are in caps because they are BIG BEAR HUGS!
and oh KISSES too!OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 4, 2005 4:02 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you, and keeping you in my prayers.

Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily and Angels Sonja and Tanner, hug a bug http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Thursday, August 4, 2005 3:55 PM CDT

I saw this I think you would love it.

You Meant So Much
by Cassie Mitchell
You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky

Your smile alone warmed hearts
Your laugh was like music to hear
I would give absolutely anything
To have you well and standing near

Not a second passes
When you're not on our minds
Your love we will never forget
The hurt will ease in time

Many tears I have seen and cried
They have all poured out like rain
I know that you are happy now
And no longer in any pain

God bless you and I will always be thinking of you.

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 3:49 PM CDT

Hi guys,
Andrea, Hoping today is going OK- Phillip, I sure hope you are hanging in there- that work schedule seems to be quite tiring just to think of...
Hope Elizabeth is feeling better.
Thinking of you all...
Well said, Nana Sherry!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, August 4, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

When my aunt & uncle lost their twins, all we could ask was "Why?" It just didn't seem fair for those babies to be sick when they didn't do anything to deserve it and when there are bad people out there that are in perfect health. Even though they weren't my children, it hurt so bad. It was 7 years in June and it's gotten better for my aunt & uncle but there are still hard days.
Just wanted to let you all know that I still am thinking of you and praying for you everyday and I hope that you know that there are so many others are praying for you also.
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
BOWLING GREEN, MO USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 1:50 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, Just needed to let you know the heart felt pain I am feeling for you. The pain does ease as time does some healing, but it never goes away. For me the birthdays and the day they die are the hardest. And the 10th of August Doug would have been 26 years old, and it still makes me cry everyday. But I have learned to live with the pain in the back of my mind.
I know this does not help much to comfort you, but you are not alone and if you ever just need to scream and cry you can always call me, I will always be here for the both of you. I love you both like my own.
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, mo usa - Thursday, August 4, 2005 12:32 AM CDT

I look at the entries everyday, and still am amazed at the strength and courage it takes to make those journal entries. I have an incredibly difficult time coming up with the words to express how we feel for the pain you are going through. All we can do is to tell you how much we Love you and wish the pain could go away. As therapeutic as you say it is for you guys, I think it is equally as therapeutic for everyone of us who continue to visit the site daily and wonder what we can do to help.

We Love you guys so very much. Stay strong.
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
mesa, az USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 12:29 AM CDT

Love you guy's. Not anymore to say that Nana hasn't said already. Doesn't matter wether you were born in, married in are just adopted you are part of this family, do one wrong and they have done us all wrong. There is a star that shines so brite in the sky and it shines for You Andrea and Phillip, because the power behind it is Ryan. Nothing or nobody can ever make that star go dim or fade away. Little pieces fall off each day and come to us as pennies, hats, bee's whatever, but the love for Ryan makes it even bigger then the day before. Yes more of us can get involved, I never knew that so many families had been devastated by this horrible thing until you guy's had me start looking at the other sites. Be proud of who you are and the care and love that Mister Ryan Brown was surrounded by the short time he was here and know in your hearts that you gave him all the love all the time that was humanly possible. I love you guy's and Nana and my heart goes out to all the other parents and grandparents and siblings that have ever had to face something like this and pray if I ever do I can be as strong as you guy's and all the others who have become part of this through this site and others have.
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 4, 2005 12:17 AM CDT

Oh, those question games will get you every time...what if? why? how long? what can I do? When you watch someone you love let go of this life and take flight, it causes such a change in perspective. The questions still come, but you realize the answers will never be known until you see Ryan again. All I know is that when we call on Jesus, all things truly are possible - even a sense a peace (it transcends all understanding - Philippians 4) and comfort in the midst of such agony. He said he is close to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34) so I know He is all over your home and near to your hearts - lean on Him and He will renew your strength (Isaiah 40). We can't imagine a way through the grief, but I know God is able to do immeasurably more than all we can ask or imagine (Ephesians 3) so I will continue to pray for physical, mental and emotional strength and peace, peace, peace. Much love to you all!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, August 4, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

To my darling daughter and son in law: First of all I love you both so much and I am so proud of you. I know that I tell you that constantly, but I can't tell you enough. Phillip, my kids were raised knowing they are and always have been the most important thing in my life and you, Heather, Mike and the grandkids have joined that circle. Ryan knows how much you guys love him. Ryan always knew your love is unconditional, that is how his Mommy was raised. I know how bad this hurts for me and I know that my pain would have to be magnified by at least one hundred million trillion zillion times to even begin to compare with what the two of you are going through. I remember Ryan asking us, "Why do I have to be so sick, I am just a little kid?" He broke our hearts then and is breaks our hearts now to think about it. Ryan was and still is a very proud little guy and wise beyond his years. Ryan hates to see anyone hurt and that is how I know he is with you now trying to say ,"It'll be okay." (another one of his famous phrases) Ryan always was a magnetic person, he just drew people to him and always had a friend. He was so loving, he couldn't understand when people weren't friendly with him.

Ryan loved getting mail, he loved getting packages in the mail no matter how small. Angel Darla, thank you - you made his day so many times. I was home with him alone the day your birthday package arrived and he couldn't wait to open it. I knew Phillip and Andrea would want to see him open it, but he used the big blue eye thing and Nana melted. I was so glad when I opened the big box and saw you had everything individually wrapped. So, I tried to bargain with him and tell him he could open one package. Well, naturally, he went for the biggest first (the dog). He hugged it, it was just what he wanted for his birthday. I turned my back for a few minutes (I think he sent me in the kitchen to get him a drink) and he had every package opened. He had his billion dollar grin shining up at me, you had to love him, you just had to.

The point of the story is, if you want to honor Ryan, Cheyenne, Maddie, Leah, Isaac, Jake, Troy and all of the other kids now in Heaven because of cancer. GET INVOLVED! You can become a chemo angel (www.chemoangels.com), you can join Audrey's Umbrella through the Braintrust.org, you can cross stitch squares for lovequilts (lovequilts.com), you can help the wonderful Mary Kitchen at Tumbleweed, volunteer at Ronald McDonald House (there are hundreds of things that need done), a new group bearhugsbear.com needs donations and possibly sewers. Ryan received gifts large and small from so many caring people that do this just so they can bring a smile to a sick cild's face. September is Childhood Cancer Awareness month, what a great time to get involved. Many of these organizations are set up so that children can be active. What a great thing to do with a Sunday School class, youth group, or scout troop. If you want to do something today in honor of Ryan's first day of kindergarten, go buy school supplies and donate them to your local food pantry or a charitable organization.

Well, enough for my tangent. I think I just needed to vent and I know you will listen. We can never let the legacy of Ryan Douglas Brown fade out. He truly did touch alot of lives. He did bring our family so much closer together, God had many purpose's for our little buddy and there are many we probably don't even know about yet and may never know about.

KEEP BEELIEVING IN MIRACLES!!!!

loveyou,missyou,seeyoulater
Proud to be Ryan's Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 4, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
I admire that you can put your feelings out there for the world to read, and it helps us to know what is going on with you. You both should hold your heads up high and be proud as you did all you could and showed Ryan more love in five years then some parents show in a lifetime with their children. Never doubt yourselves, not many people could have handled the past 18 months with the grace and dignity that you two have. Some parents would have sheltered their child and not let them ride four wheelers or horses or even go down a giant slide and cause nana injuries. You never stopped living life for him, no matter how bad it got or hard it was for you to watch you continued forward and never gave up hope. It was that perseverance that kept all of us going and helps us to stand strong with you. We love you all and pray that your struggle gets easier and that in time it won't hurt as much. I wish that I could be there to give you hugs, but know that you are in my thoughts daily. Love to you all and keeping you in my prayers.
Jody
- Thursday, August 4, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

I know nothing i could say would make things any easier for you. I just wanted you to know that your family has touched my life so much. You have inspired me to be a better mother for my son. If i could give my son half the love you have shown Ryan, I would feel as though i have done my job as a GREAT mother. Ryan, as well as your family will always hold a special place in my heart. I just want you to know you are not alone in this journey and many people are out here for you in your time of need.
Ashlie Richard <mcward_ashlie25@yahoo.com>
Lake Charles, Ft. Hood, LA USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 8:17 AM CDT

I am at a loss for words, because I no there is nothing I could say that would bring him back. I can tell you this God and Ryan spirit is all around you evrywhere you go. I was crying for Ryan last night, because I was thinking the same thing is not fair. When my son that look like Ryan at Ryan age asked me "Mommy why are you crying" I didn't want to tell him I felt bad, but my older son said " Is it because of Ryan" I said yes. My other son that looks like your little Angel told me "Why are you crying he went to heaven right, so that's a good thing his not with pain anymore" This is just to tell you that my sons are praying for you. Hoping that your Mommy's pain gets better they send you a lot of hugs and kisses.
I know is a hard thing to accept. because I know that I would of lost it already. Just remember that Ryan would always be star in the sky, a beautiful Angel in heaven. a Angel that is going to guide you thru bad and good times, and is a wonderful son that left so many memories and that touched a lot of people just by reading his story. Like me

GOD BLESS YOU, YOUR FAMILY, AND LITTLE RYAN.

IF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE CALL< I MEAN ANYTHING. I will try to help you with anything you need.
CELL---703-554-9426
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 7:42 AM CDT

Thinking of you and your family, and sending lots of prayers your way. I can't imagine the pain you and your family are going through right now. May God shower you with Blessings!
God Bless Ryan, as he is in the most ULTIMATE place to be, and won't that be awesome when you are finally together again forever! God Bless you and your family!!!

Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, mn USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

You don't know me, I'm another Caring Bridge mom. I am sooooo sorry for the loss you and your family are experiencing. Ryan was an adorable little boy! He has so many wonderful angels from Caring Bridge to play with now. My words seem so inadequate to express my feelings for you and your family. Please know that I care and will pray for peace and comfort for you all.

http://www.caringbridge.org/or/kaitlyn
Jennifer Powers <MommyJenRN@charter.net>
Central Point, OR USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:41 PM CDT

I feel for you all so much! I can feel your pain when I read your messages but, it still doesn't compare to how you all actually feel. I'm so sorry for Elizabeth also, she misses her big brother, I'm sure she will always remember him.
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:24 PM CDT

Dearest Andrea,Phillip & Little Elizabeth, and My Little Hero Ryan,
I come home everyday after working close to 14 hours, and go right to my Little Hero's site,just like I have done for the past year or so. I wish there was something I could say or write to help ease your pain. My heart truly aches for all of you. I pray every night that God heal your broken heart. Thank you for sharing your little Hero with me . He is truly a blessing in all of our lives. Please know your always in my prayers and 4ever in my heart...
angel hugs 4 ever....
Angel Darla
Angel Darla .......... www.chemoangels.com <greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA # 1 - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:17 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Don't really know what to say but wanted to let you know I'm here and thinking of you guys and praying for strength to see you though everyday.
I love you all and I'm always here for you.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Sending prayers that God continues to grant you the strength & endurance you need so desperately. The healing is slow & usually not steady, but it will happen in God's time. Wish I could speed up the clock for you, as the pain you are experiencing is greater than I can conceive. Please, all 3 of you, consider yourselves hugged.......I add 10 hugs every day.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:08 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Again, thank you for being so honest and open with us in your journal entries. I think Uncle Bill said it best (I know, I can't believe I just admitted that!) when he said that you both are "holding all of us up"! I would feel so lost and helpless if wasn't able to read your entries and respond. I pray non-stop that God helps ease your pain. I pray that you are able to remember Ryan and smile and laugh and not hurt quite so much. I pray that you remember that you and Phillip and loved and admired! I honestly don't know what else to say....other than you (and especially Ryan) have helped bring our family together in a way that no one else could have. I thank you for that! I love you both, wish I could be closer, and pray that you are able to feel comfort and peace!

I almost forgot...we were going through a box of pictures the other day and we ran across the pictures that Kev took of you, Phillip and Ryan when we was just a little bit of a man! Wow! I look at those pictures and I realize how much the two of you have had to grow over the past 5 years, and especially over the past year and a half. I am soooooo proud of the two of you! You are amazing people!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

Ann, It was soooo good to talk to you today (and Phillip adding his opinions too..haha). It really did me a lot of good. I Love You all sooo much. It breaks my heart to know that I can't take your pain away. But know, that no matter what, I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL 3 OF YOU!!!!!! On the phone, I can talk to you...in person, I can hug you and enjoy your company...on here I find myself at a loss for words and overwhelmed with feelings and emotions. You two continue to amaze me with your strength and courage. You two make all of our family, including Ryan, proud. No matter what anyone else says, you two are heros too. Don't worry about other people's opinions of how you are handling this or what you're feeling. Until they've walked a mile in your shoes, they don't know what it's like. Those of us who know you, love you and care for you look forward to your entries and pray that they are therapuetic for you.

I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
KEEP ON KEEPING ON SIS AND BRO!!!!
FOREVER AUNT MEME
ST PETERS , MO USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 6:34 PM CDT

Thinking of you. I come here and don't really know what to say but, I want you to know you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I know tomorrow is going to be a extremely difficult day for you.I will be thinking of you and praying for strength to get you through each day.
Christie Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY 42223 - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 5:53 PM CDT

Store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. Matthew 6:20-21 I know you have a huge treasure in heaven now - he will never be taken away from you again once you are reunited. It's the waiting that is so, so hard. Praying that the pain becomes less raw, and that God allows the signs and memories to continue in great ways.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 3:25 PM CDT

Still in our prayers...
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 1:36 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, and Nana,
I have been thinking about you all a lot lately. Praying for you all as well....Praying for strenth for you all to make it through your days, praying for comfort from the pain of missing that sweet little guy of yours, praying for peace from all your worries, and most of all I pray that God will hold you up and guide you through this difficult journey that you now travel...
Take Care,

Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Calif - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 11:09 AM CDT

Just thinking and praying for you guys.

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:15 AM CDT

DEAR ANDREA AND PHILLIP,
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF YOUR FAMILY. I PRAY THAT GOD WILL GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH EACH DAY. I KNOW IT MUST BE HARD. DON'T KNOW WHAT ELES TO SAY, BUT I WANTED YOU TO KNOW WE STILL THINK OF YOU OFTEN,

LOVE
STEVEN AND BRYCA
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
BOWLING GREEN, MO USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:00 AM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip,

I was so very sorry and sad to learn of Ryan's passing, on our son's birthday, July 10. I have been thinking of you these past days, and learned of Ryan from Karen James, Leah's mom, a friend from our son's school. We are praying and hoping for an encouraging word about Leah as each minute passes. We ask why these innocent children are getting so many types of cancer?? A dear friend's son is in remission from ALL, and today is his 7th birthday, from diagnosis at age 2 1/2. Other friends lost their 3 1/2 year old daughter from a neuroblastoma, who would be 14 today if she had lived. We ask why???? Our Lord is the giver of life. He does not cause these terrible diseases, and although He greets each one with loving arms, He also weeps because He wants to give life, not see it snuffed out so early on earth. The Lord is the only One we can turn to now, even though we do not have all of the answers. We will know someday. Please know that someday, you will be reunited with Ryan. You will see him and be with him for eternity. Know that he is praying for you now. He has all the answers now, but can't share them with you just yet. He is always with you, and doing things for other souls in his new life. May God be with you and give you strength and love around every corner.

And my prayers for Elizabeth. Keep Ryan's memory always alive for her so she will know her big brother when she too will see him again.

With deepest sympathy,
Diane Verploegh
Diane Verploegh <Diane@verploegh.com>
Northville, Mi USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

I just wanted to give you a note to let you all know I was thinking of you!

Ashley <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, Mo - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:22 AM CDT

I miss the same things too. Our kids are sooo special. I asked myself that same question about the pain and I can't help wonder will it get any easier? I think we learn to live with this pain. That is my guess so far. Rachel went to Heaven 9 months ago and I still can't believe it. Then we have our other kids, we feel so bad for them. They are so young and its so unfair. Danielle follows me around all the time. She's afraid to let me out of sight. All I can say is that just take one day at a time and do the best we can.

Angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Ryan's Parents

I am here sitting to begin my day at work and the first thing I do before anything else is look at your little Angel site to tell him good morning. Always hoping to see another update from you to let us know how are you doing. With tears in my eyes I read when you said that he was telling you it wasn't fair, he was right is not, but he was still a true little hero thru all of his pain. Before I couldn't say I know what you are feeling, because I haven't had loss of a child, but now I feel like I loss a child a child name Ryan. Our hearts as a mothers are aching, because we all feel like we lost our son. I cry a lot, because of what you family is going thru. Just remember that my family and a lot of family's around the world are praying and thinking of you, please let us know if there is anything ,I mean anything we can do for you and your family. Will try to help you as much as we can. My sons told me that they will be praying for Ryan and your family.
Just remember you are bless, you had 5 wonderful years and 11 wonderful days with a little Angel that left to heaven. You also have another little angel here that needs your support to get thru this. Your family always amaze me with the courage and strenght you have in such difficult time. I will continue to think and pray for you.
GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY SPECIALLY LITTLE ANGEL RYAN

Ryan please take care on Leah in her time of need comfort her inside your angel wings so she can feel a lot better. Please let us know that you will be taken care of her and her family. Lots of Kisses and hugs to Leah family and friends. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts.

God bless all of you to give you lots of strnght in your time of need.

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Phillip & Andrea,

Hi friends! My love for you both and your family keeps me coming back to this site to check on you guys. As I read your daily heartaches, I yearn for a way to ease the pain somehow. All I can physically do is pray for you each day and ask you to try to keep your mind focused on the happy happy memories. He loved you with all of his little heart! "I Love you all around the world and back" I heard him say several times! You guys were and are two of the best parents in this world; that have been on an emotional rollercoaster. Please give yourself some credit - your family has been through a lot. No one expects you to bounce back right away. You have lots of support! Call us if you need anything!
Chad & Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:07 AM CDT

Thinking of Ryan this morning and thinking of Ryan's family. I wish children and their families didn't have to go through this...it is just too painful. I'm sending you lots of love and {{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}} today. Please know that many many people are thinking of you and love you!
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 5:35 AM CDT

Kids, I am sitting here this morning with (if you can believe it a loss of words), and alot of pain for you two. You two continue to amaze me at your strength and openess about your feelings. You may not realize it but you are holding all of the rest of us up. We all look forward to the part of your day's that you share with us and the emotion that controls your lives. Ryan was so proud of you and so are the rest of us. He is all around you Mom and Dad and I am sure he is trying to tell you he is ok.We all know that he has a bunch of great friends up there, maddie, cheyene, and the list is long, and there are so many of us that I am sure have said why them God, why such sweet and innocent kids, why take them when they are just beginning to enjoy this life. It is not fair to take them when we need them so badly. And none of us have those answers, no matter how smart, how strong our faith, or how deep our love.I love you two and will do anything humanly possible to ease your pain as will so many other people out there. And when we get to see him again he will have all these answers for us and will tell us he really knew them all along, and you can bet we will be dodging jeeps, space blaster disc and worried silly about him running his four wheeler into a cloud and hurting himself. Time to shut up, Love ya and miss ya.
uncle PoP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 3, 2005 5:27 AM CDT

I came across your website through Leahs journey.com.Your story truely touched me.Ryan is an angel and was an awesome big brother!The updates you have written are amazing.God is always with you and may he never stop watching over all of you.Stay strong and keep being the wonderful parents you are.You are in my thoughts and prayers. Jaada
Jaada Urbiel <jurbiel1543@wowway.com>
woodhaven, MI USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 0:06 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys
All our love

Trina and

JOPHIE
Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:34 PM CDT

Well, I am back home and missing you all so much. The guys (for those who don't know, I work at a prison) all send their condolences and wish you well. They are trying to make things as easy on me as possible, I wish I could say the same about the staff. I love you all so much and I am so proud of you both. Give Sissy an extra big hug and a kiss for me.

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:26 PM CDT

Not ever meeting you i checked on Ryan eveyday and still check on you all still praying and giving you all (((HUGS))). So glad you are getting your "signs"
lori labricciosa <hair4u105@aol.com>
pa - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Hoping all went all right yesterday. I'm thinking of you & praying for you. Sending hugs, too.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
FRANKLIN, tn - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

Hello all you lovely people. I was just looking at Ashton Ryan Ogle's hospital pctures. He looks like a little papoose. He is soo cute. I just wanted to stop by and say I love you and I continually offer a special prayer for God to Bless you and watch over you and comfort you. I really enjoy hearing about your signs. Uncle George's mom would tell a story about her baby brother who used to like to play with potatoes(all they really had back then) but he died at a very young age, I don't think they ever found out why, but they would find potatoes all over the place where he had hid them. It got to be kind of a game with them, who could find the next potato. Little things can mean so much. Here's hoping you can find all kinds of little things for a very, very long time. Like a penny.....Aunt Carol
Carol Sue <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 4:29 PM CDT

Definitely thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers daily. ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 4:24 PM CDT

Hi Guys,

Hope that things went ok yesterday. We think of you a lot.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 3:06 PM CDT

I love you guys hope your doing well stay safe and strong
aunt meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Thinking of Ryan today. Thoughts and prayers heading your way for peace and strength.
Lisa Valente
Macomb, MI USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 2:06 PM CDT

I just wanted to check in and let you all know that my family and I are still praying for you all. Take care and God Bless, The Landry's
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights , MO 63043 - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 1:12 PM CDT

Hey Andrea,
Popping in to check on you. Thank goodness for that little peanut Elizabeth. I can't imagine what you are going through. I pray for peace for you and your family. Take care and babble away, we'll read it!

Deirdre Antalek <deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
Livonia (Rochester), NY - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 12:56 AM CDT

Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.
Stringfellow Family
Ladera Ranch, CA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:51 AM CDT

Hello Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth! I miss seeing you all, and miss you teasing Dr. K. Your Vanderbilt family is thinking about you.
Candy
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

Hi wonderful parents,

Here thinking of you and praying that God gives you a lot of stength to go on. Just remember that he will always be here in spirit helping you with every decision you make. I pray that you find peace by remembering the good times you had with your Little Angel Ryan.

God bless you ALL
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 7:48 AM CDT

All those FOE ribbons..what a beautiful heartbreaking
tribute for Ryan and the rest of your family!
prayers and love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 7:20 AM CDT

Hey, We just want to say we love you guys and had a wounderful time at dinner the other night. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Love you. Richard, Renee & Christian
Richard, Renee, Christian <rrgerald4@hotmail.com>
Ft. Campbell, Ky - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 6:19 AM CDT

I'm thinking of Ryan this morning. I pray for peace in your heart and life today. {{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}!
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 5:41 AM CDT

I also enjoyed my chat with you yesterday. It was good to be able to hear you laugh about some of the things that Sissy was up to, like her big brother I have the feeling she is going to be a character. Phillip, it had to be hard on you, not knowing what to expect but son you have a very strong support group there that loves you and understands that life is not always fair, so take each day at a time and remember how proud we all of you( and if you mess up that little bee will probably sting you) because not a step is taken that he is not with us. Nana I didn't get to talk to you yesterday but I am sure it was tough on you as well. Love ya Sis and you know I will always be there for you.I will call you today. And I did look at Ashton's web site and he is going to be a cutie. Love you guy's and will talk to all of you later, if the phone lines aren't tied up for 3 hours.
Hi back to ya Julie, thanks for all of your support. You mean so much to them and sorry to hear you have been having some tough times.
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 5:25 AM CDT

Andrea,
It was so nice to chat with you today- so great to talk with you so openly. It is truly such a comfort to have a friend like you.
Phillip,
I hope work went OK today. I have been thinking of you quite a bit all day.
Give that doll, Elizabeth, a big hug from me.
Hi to Nana and Uncle Bill.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip,
Just letting you know I am thinking of all of you. Phillip, I hope your first day back at work went okay. I can't imagine what is is like to literally have to force yourself back into some semblance of a daily life without Ryan. I am still praying for both of you. Love you guys.
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:34 PM CDT

Dear Andrea and family,
I came across Ryans site accidently one day about 3 months ago whilst lookng at a friends site who recently passed away from Melanoma....The past 3 weeks i have thought many times i would like to write a little something to you but you are so right when you said in your latest update that sometimes people just dont know what to say...that is me...so all i will say is please know that my thoughts and prayers are with all of you...and even though i only knew of Ryans story recently he touched my heart and he sure is a brave and special little man.
Toni <toni1616@yahoo.com.au>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:22 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that you are still in our prayers!
The Osborne Family <MrsOzFTCKY@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY 42223 - Monday, August 1, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that we think of you and pray for you.

The Gamblins
Dayton, OH - Monday, August 1, 2005 8:24 PM CDT

You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Rixie
Midland, Texas - Monday, August 1, 2005 6:38 PM CDT

Hey Brown Family its always great to see you guys. It was really rough on everyone and me on Sat at the Poker Run. Their wasnt a dry eye in the house when u guys talk later on that afternoon. I saved my ribbons and put them on a Stuff Frog in my room so every time i look at it will remind me of Ryan. I be at the Service on Aug 13 I wouldnt miss it for the world. You guys are a part of my family till the end now. Give Elizabeth a kiss and a hug from me and i see u guys really soon Love always. PS When u guys get the direction to the church let me know though email or tell Curtis to give them to me.
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, Ky US - Monday, August 1, 2005 6:35 PM CDT

Andrea,
I can only imagine how difficult it is for you to open yourself up on "paper" and journal. Thank you for being open and honest and for sharing your feelings so unguarded. We (everyone who has been touched by Ryan) all hope that we can be some comfort to you as you are to us. I often feel that I wish there was more that I could do for you. When you journal, I at least feel that I am a "ear" to listen and a "shoulder" to lean on. We don't expect you to be strong and courageous. Please know that we are here for you! We are willing to help in anyway you need. You are not alone. We are here supporting you! Ryan is here watching over you. We love you. We love Ryan. Forever!!!

Phillip,
I pray that your return to work is a good one. I understand that it is hard to get back into the "routine" of life (whatever that is!!!). Please remember that you are surrounded by courageous men and women there on base who love you and support you! Thank you for serving our country! You and Ryan are true heroes!!!

I know that the 4th will be a difficult day as you both think of Ryan beginning school. We will be praying for your peace and comfort. You know what? Ryan was the greatest teacher we could hope for. He taught us what it means to live and love! He was wise beyond his years. He had knowledge that most die never knowing. Knowledge that you can't learn at school. I am grateful for the lessons that he has taught me. I know that this is little consolation for you as you continue without Ryan in the flesh, however, I hope that it eases the pain a little.

Love to All!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Monday, August 1, 2005 5:51 PM CDT

Dear Andrea and Philip, just dropping by to let you know I am thinking about you and praying for you. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, August 1, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

Thinking of Ryan and all of you again today. Wishing you peace and strength to guide you through the coming days. Please say a few extra prayers for our little princess Leah as well. She's taken a turn but she's fighting with all of her heart. I am sure Ryan is looking down on her with extra love and care.
Lisa Valente
Macomb, MI USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 3:32 PM CDT

HI Andrea, Philip and Sissy, God knows what he is doing, we keep telling ourselves that but sometimes we question it. What Sissy did this weekend just verifies that He is listening to you, he hurts for you and he is sending things your way to make your days a little easier. I went by the cemetary, the balloons survived the heat as of Sat morn. I hope the Ozarks was fun, I am so glad you had a little respite, Philip, you keep on being the good Daddy and husband that your'e being now,even tho its tough, and Andrea, I cant even imagine the heartbreak, but people say it gets easier so believe in that. You had a special angel for just a little while and he wrapped his wings around your hearts. God bless you guys,maybe will see you next time you are home. Love,
Joyce Horyczun <jhoryczun@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, mo usa - Monday, August 1, 2005 3:09 PM CDT

To all of you, I pray that God will continue to bring you the peace, strength & comfort He has surrounded you with all these months. The story of Sissy & the phone calls is amazing, but it is probably done at Ryan's prompts. I'm so glad that she is keeping you laughing. Laughter is so good for the soul. Hope today is going all right for you.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
frankln, tn - Monday, August 1, 2005 2:53 PM CDT

Hey guys!!! I'm glad the poker run went well. I wish I could have been there with you all. I Love You all very much! I hope you are doing ok today and Phillip survives his first day back to work.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!! GIVE ELIZABETH KISSES FOR US!!!
Forever Aunt Meme, Brandon and Brady <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, mo usa - Monday, August 1, 2005 2:44 PM CDT

I came to your site through Connor Hunley's.

I wish you peace, my friends.

You are loved.

Take care.
Jim Warda <Jwarda7@aol.com>
Gurnee, IL USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

I just wanted to say that I am getting married on August 13,2005. That was my mother's birthday and she passed away from cancer when I was just 13 years old. Even though we don't know you and your family, I will feel like Ryan is there with us on that special day, with my mother watching over. We will continue to pray for your family. We miss Ryan everyday so that is why we always check the site for new updates. There isnt a day that goes by that I dont read your words and cry. I will be thinking of you and your family on that special day.
Kelly Cox <kelkah24@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, Tn USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 1:02 PM CDT

As I read the journal updates, the lump in my throat is almost suffocating. And if I try to even fathom what I would feel if one of my children were heaven-bound, I feel helpless to offer words of encouragement that must seem so empty at times. But I do believe that God's promises are true...no guarantees for this life, but eternal peace, eternal happiness and eternal life with Him and all our loved ones who are saving a spot just for us. We are praying that those reminders continue to come in big and small ways and thinking of you all as you begin this week.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:40 AM CDT

Thinking of you!
Brad, Jessica & Raelynn <jhughlett@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO US - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

Hi Browns,

Just thinking of you guys.....hope that today goes well for all of you. I know it will be hard. I'm sorry. I know that doesn't help, but maybe it will help to know that so many people are thinking and praying for you guys.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Thinking of you all as you start back into a routine. Hope today goes well for all of you. We love you all and miss you. We talk about Ryan daily and laugh at the silly things he did. We miss him greatly.Hugs and Kisses. Give sister kisses and Hugs for us.
Jody and Emily
Boss, MO - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

I continue to check your website and am still keeping all of you in my prayers. My heart aches and my eyes tear up when I read your updates. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling, but admire how you are coping. I remain a RMH Ryan admirer. Please take good care of each other.
Susan Woodland <dlwoodland@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

I wish that we could ease your pain. I pray that you will have the strength you need to get through you days. I pray that Ryan sends you more signs in the form of bumble bees and other ways. I pray for a day when you can think of your little man without tears and pain and feel only happiness and smiles when he enters your mind.
All our love,
Stephanie, Joshua, Abby, and Caleb Smith <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
Arnold, Md - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

Hello guys,
We just wanted to say hi. The ride sounded beautiful. It's amazing how much our kids are so much like one another. They all do something small which reminds you of something that the other used to do. We are thinking of you guys all ways and also praying. We always get on and look at the pictures too. Children are angels sent from above that touch our hearts and leave us with their memories.
Talk to you later
crissy hoskins(hurd) <jckhoskins@aol.com>
louisiana, mo - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

Just wanted you guys to know that we are still thinking about you and praying for you.
Much love.... The Cosby's
Colleen , Michael, Conner and B-nut <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

just stopped by to let you know I am praying for your family
Jeni
rockford, il - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

Just a note to let you know I'm thinking of Ryan today and sending you and your family hugs and warm wishes. I wish for peace in your heart and the days to come.
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:58 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Phillip and Andrea,
Sorry it has been so long since I've written; we've have been on leave,though youwere never far from our thoughts. Thanks for your journal entries and updates. I'm always encouraged by your strength, though I know you don't feel strong at all. We will try to be at the service and see you soon.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Juat thinking of all of you today.I look at the guestbook and website every day. I wish there was something I could do or say to help ease your pain.My husband is leaving for his R&R on the 9th. He really wants to go with me to Ryan's memorial. I hope there are no delays for his flight back home. He said if he doesn't make it he still wants to meet all of you.You all have really touched our hearts and am really blessed to know you.I will check back soon. I am here if you need anything at all.
Christie Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY 42223 - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

HI
Here I am finding myself coming back to your site and see Ryan pictures and see all of his wonderful smiles and how he liked to be silly. Always remember you are not along there is a lot of us who are praying for you and your family and for precious Ryan. I am sure that Ryan is letting you know everyday that he is okay thru his baby sister that he loved so much.
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:34 AM CDT

Thinking of your son this morning in North Carolina. Praying for comfort for your family...
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:22 AM CDT

Love you guy's. First day back to work for Dad and Nana will be tough. They won't have you Andrea to keep them in line. He is all around us guy's, in so many ways. Love ya
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 6:02 AM CDT

Just wanted to send hugs...wishing you all lots of peace in the coming days...
Maria <mwright121@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Monday, August 1, 2005 0:35 AM CDT

Just letting you know I am thinking of you all, and gaining so much admiration of your strength from your posts.
Christine, Matt, Brittany (7), Amelia (3), and Noah (15 months)
Nanaimo, BC CANADA - Monday, August 1, 2005 0:17 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
I continue to think about your family every day and check Ryan's site every time I'm on the computer. Today has been a rather melancholy, reflective kind of Sunday and also the 3 year anniversary of my beloved dad's death. I felt a need to visit and place flowers at not only my parents' grave, but of other family members and friends that have passed on, including precious Ryan. My parents and grandson are also buried at Fairview Cemetery and I think it is such a beautiful and peaceful setting for our loved ones. Usually when I walk around the beautiful cemetery I read many headstones and find them very interesting. Today, it seemed like I could feel the pain of each family, especially of those families that I know personally.
I hope having such a beautiful and peaceful resting place for Ryan will bring you and your family some added peace in your hearts as the years go by.
Love, Janet

Janet Couch <l-f-f@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 11:47 PM CDT

My family still thinks about Ryan and you guys. We just wanted to send more hugs again to each of you. Rest yourselves in God's loving arms and find comfort in Him.
Love, Jennifer Peugh, Jessica Vallely and Logan Peugh
Jennifer, Jessica and Logan <jen110268@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, tn 37043 - Sunday, July 31, 2005 10:05 PM CDT

To Ryan's Family,

It took a long time to find the right words because I didn'tknow what to say, My most deepest condolences, I am so sorry for your lost. I saw you website on Friday the 29th, I haven't been able to stop thinking about little Ryan, you see he looks so much like one of my sons, Even though I have my son next to me I feel a hugh emptyness in my heart and I am not even related. I can't even imagine what the extend of your pain is. It made me wonder if I was providing my sons with enough love, because you never know what the future holds. I know this, you were wonderful parents and I am sure that little Ryan enjoyed every second of been your son. Someone once told me that there is no name to someone that looses a child, because it doesn't suppose to happen, but God sometimes needs little Angels and he calls upon our children to be at his side. I also read that he was grinning the afternoon he died, I know he saw the Angels coming for him. By experience I could tell you that happens, we just lost my Father-law to cancer in April 4th. On 4-3-05 at 5:35am he told my Mother-law the Angels had come for him that was the last thing he said. He died 4-4-05 at 9:00am. So we know the Angels due exist. We knew the kind of pain he was in. Even though we miss him so much especially my husband we sometimes come to the conclusion that it was for the best he is not suffering anymore, and I sure that the same is for little Angel Ryan. I am Saint John's Cancer hospital Donor I am strong beliver that with the help of all the generous donors will find a cure for this horrible deseases "KIDS CANCERS", I do not have that much money, but if there is anything my family could do for yours please e-mail me. I probably won't be able to make your pain get any better, because I am crying too. But I will try my best to be supportive from a mother to another. Please let me know if you need help, I am quites some miles away, but I won't let that stop me. If your family needs our help.

P.S. The signs that your our getting is to tell you he, is next to you and he will always be there for you and your family. We will always keep you in our mind and prayers. God bless you and your family-"thats including Ryan"
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 8:47 PM CDT

Andrea,

Thanks for checking on Devin. It means so much to us. There isn't a day goes by that we don't think of Ryan and your sweet family.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 31, 2005 7:45 PM CDT

Hi guys,
Just letting you all know how much I am thinking of you...
Hopefully we'll talk soon. I just read a number of the messages and the one from Roy saying he wishes he lived closer is true for me, too. I wish often that I could pop over for a visit- the connection I feel to you and a few of my other caringbridge/dpg friends is so intense. I, too, have been having several very hard days, and I imagine being able to spend time with my "I get it" friends would be so wonderful.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie

Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 31, 2005 6:30 PM CDT

What beautiful children. We were also a Clarksville family. After our beautiful Connor went to be with Jesus we moved back to Texas. I noticed you have TN and TX connections as well.

I know your pain is hard and the time is long. Each day is a struggle. Your Ryan is a beautiful blessing. I know you are honored to be his family. Children are the greatest gifts.

Hold strong until the day we see them again. Praying for you and your family.

www.caringbridge.org/tn/peanut
Kelly Lane; Connor's Mommy <punkymonkey@houston.rr.com>
Pearland, tx - Sunday, July 31, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Lots of hugs, prayers & good thoughts for your family - those here at home & that special one who went on ahead. Whenever I hear the rumbles of thunder, I imagine it is Ryan riding his 4-wheeler all around up there. He's so happy to be pain free & has the biggest grin on his face! If you close your eyes, maybe you can see him? :-)
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Sunday, July 31, 2005 3:45 PM CDT

Just sending a note to say I am thinking about Ryan and all of you today. Sending prayers for peace and strength to help you through each day. Hugs to all...
Lisa Valente
Macomb, MI USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 11:56 AM CDT

Hi Andrea, Phillip, and Elizabeth,

Well, just about 10 minutes ago Donna and I were out in Cheyenne's Garden. I asked Donna to be sure and let me know if she saw a Bumblebee. Not 1 minute later a lone Bumblebee swooped down within an inch or so of Donna's head, circled her a few times and flew into Cheyenne's Tree.

It wanted to make sure that we saw it and it gave us both a much needed smile.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, July 31, 2005 11:25 AM CDT

Phillip, Drew and Elizabeth,
Keeping you in our prayers and thoughts daily. Love and hugs to all. Miss you guys.
Jody and Emily
- Sunday, July 31, 2005 11:05 AM CDT

Hugs from Michigan. I think about Ryan and Ryan's family every day.
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Sunday, July 31, 2005 7:24 AM CDT

Hi Phil, Andrea and sweet Elizabeth. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you. It was good to see you last week. Elizabeth is sooooo cute!! I say a special prayer for you every day. I love you guys so much and hope to see you soon.

Aunt Kath <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Sunday, July 31, 2005 0:14 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Family:

Just stopping in again with a hug from Tennessee. Hope you two can feel it 'cause I mean it. I hope you remember that you are loved and cared for.

I pray for your peace. And I also pray that you continue to get signs from Ryan to comfort you and let you know he is ok now. May you feel his warm embrace and may you find comfort in your loving memories.

Keep this journal going...and may "the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace..." Romans 15:13

His blessings,

Kriste Lanius
Leave some love for my brother - Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 11:22 PM CDT

Hi,

I am sorry I have not signed lately. We have been struggling quite a bit this week, and it sometimes becomes really difficult. We have been trying to stay really busy with lots and lots to do. Today was another one of those all day days, just getting home a short while ago.

We have not had a bumblebee yet, at least that I have seen. However, we have not spent much time in Cheyenne's garden over the past few days, and even the Mockingbird has been rather elusive.

Wish we lived closer!!!! It would be so fantastic on some days to just drop over and talk.

God Bless and stay strong.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Saturday, July 30, 2005 11:20 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that the Teeter Street Crew is thinking about you and continually praying for you. There is nothing worse in the world than the loss of a child, but know that you are not alone.
Robin Dunbar <rnddunbar1996@yahoo.com>
Ft. Campbell, Ky USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 8:37 PM CDT

Sending more hugs, thoughts & prayers for all of your family. I'm sure Ryan is all around you, waiting to play more of his "tricks" on you. You have such a tight bond which can never be broken, even by death. Hug each other & stay close......that's what Ryan wants for you. He's sending his love to you in other ways. Be open to surprises.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Saturday, July 30, 2005 7:17 PM CDT

Phill you have been more of a dad than i ever had and i just wanted to thank you for always looking out for me and always getting on me for my grades. Im so sorry about ryan but if you ever need me you know im here for you just like your always there for me.
Ian Darnell <iandarnell88@aol.com>
St.Charles, mo usa - Saturday, July 30, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

Once again stopping by to send some hugs. Also to let you know that all of you are in our thoughts and always in our prayers. Andrea, Philip, Elizabeth and family, please know that you will NEVER EVER be forgotten and Ryan NEVER EVER will be either. All of you touched hearts and lives forever. People will never ever be the same because of you and because of Ryan.
Cindy Turner
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 12:45 AM CDT

Ryan's family: I cannot imagine the pain you are going through both today, and in the future. One day we WILL all be together again!! I pray you find peace and comfort until that most glorious day! God Bless Ryan and Ryan's family!

Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, mn USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 12:22 AM CDT

Just a note to let you know I'm thinking about you and I'm sending hugs your way today.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Just stopped by to give some hugs and let you know you are continuously in our thoughts and prayers. What a wonderful idea the quilt is Andrea. I wish I had thought about doing that with my parents things. Just remember, you don't have to rush through everything, take your time and allow yourself to go through the process. I cannot imagine what you are going through but please remember that you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers.
Wes. Sheila & Zach Patton <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, July 30, 2005 8:18 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that you and your family are in my prayers daily. Praying that God will continue to comfort you and guide you through these difficult days. Ryan is with you and will always be with you.
Brenda E. <carlellis@alltel.net>
Eastanollee, Ga - Saturday, July 30, 2005 7:30 AM CDT

Your little Ryan sounds like a very special little boy; I'm glad you had a sign from him in finding his special penny. A quilt sounds like such a nice thing to do with his clothes; as you say, that way you can have his things close to you every day. I saw on one webpage where a mother started a business making bears from clothes after she lost her son and thought that quilts and bears are such a nice idea. My thoughts and prayers are with your family as you go through these difficult days.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada - Saturday, July 30, 2005 1:38 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you guys. I was tossing and turning in bed and just had to get up. I came over to the computer and pulled up Ryan's site. I read the last couple of weeks of journal entries a couple of times. I just can't imagine how he fought cancer so hard. I don't know many adults that could endure what he did. I love the poetry and the journal entries are so incredibly written. I hope that one day you can write a memoir honoring Ryan. It could help other families in the future that face the same difficult situation. Anyway, good luck with coming up with an idea to save some of Ryan's clothing. I think the quilt would be fantastic and look forward to hearing what you decide to do. My prayers continue to go out to you guys. Take care of that sweet Elizabeth. She is a precious little girl.

God Bless,

Lindsay K.
Houston, TX - Saturday, July 30, 2005 0:20 AM CDT

Hey Guys. Hope everything going well with you guys. I'm truly sorry i havent wrote it bout a week. I visited it every day i still cant believe my little Buddy Ryan is gone. I'm still praying for you guys. Getting Ready for the Poker run tomorrow and its going to be big it going to be a rough day tomorrow i can already tell. Hope u guys will be there tomorrow Love ya
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, KY - Friday, July 29, 2005 10:57 PM CDT

Thinking of you all.
I love the idea of the quilt, too. All of us are similar enough in size that Ashley, Charlotte and I all wear many of Maddie's clothing often. I hadn't heard of the bear idea, but I think I will look into doing that for all 3 of the kids- something each one can have and take with them- Ash will be living away from home for college beginning this fall...
I am so glad that you are seeing signs from that precious boy of yours- Ryan is so clever, I am sure he will continue to make his presence felt.
Sending lots of love to you all-
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, July 29, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

I love the idea of making Ryan's clothes into a quilt. I still have all of Isaac's favorite clothes sitting on a bench next to my bed. Sometimes I just sit holding them remembering how much he loved his pokemon shirt and his bright orange pokemon swim trunks! I am thinking of you all and hoping that your wonderful memories will bring you a little peace!
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 29, 2005 7:17 PM CDT

Hooray for Ryan's hat!! Double hooray for his penny!! He's definitely with you, leading you to special places with answers to your prayer for signs. Thanks, Andrea, for posting again. I realize it is difficult for you but it can also be therapeutic to share with others what you are going through. There's probably not a one of us who doesn't wish that there was something we could do to help you, but listening & hearing you... really hearing, down in our souls....is something we can do from a distance. Just wish it could be more. My heart goes out to all of you & after your posting it breaks for little Elizabeth, too. She cannot possibly understand where her big brother is. But you are loving her & making her feel safe, just like you did Ryan, so she will be all right. My unsolicited advice would be to share some of your moments of grief with her occasionally since she is feeling it all around her anyway. And share the joys of remembering Ryan, too. The teddy bear is a wonderful idea. Can they put a heart-beat sound in it? I love the idea of the quilt, too. Wish I quilted, but it sounds as though you've already had some offers. My prayers continue for all of you, every day, every minute. I have grown to love you through this website & maybe someday I'll be fortunate enough to actually meet you. God bless you. (PS I am a friend of Sharon Jackson's. She led me to you.)
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:13 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Mary Dicus <arcticcat_27@yahoo.com>
Ft. Campbell, Ky - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:04 PM CDT

We cannot wait to be there to give you the hugs and smiles that we are unable to convey through these entries or phone calls. You are always in our prayers and our hearts.
Heather & Travis Mazzanti <hawinton@comcast.net>
Elk Grove, CA USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

A quick note to let you know I was here... checking in to see how you were all doing. You are still in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping you can make a path to find meaning in all this.
Jamie <Sevendipity@iname.com>
Weymouth, MA - Friday, July 29, 2005 6:52 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family, so glad that Ryan is sending you these wonderful and clever signs. We are praying for you all everyday. So thankful that you have your Elizabeth Ryan. We're sending you all hugs and thinking about you everday.
Anderson Family (Michael, Lori & Jacob)
- Friday, July 29, 2005 4:28 PM CDT

You do not know me but I was led to your website after visiting Leah James' website several times. I love the pictures of your angel Ryan. I also believe that the hat and the penny are signs that he knows how much you love and miss him and that he is watching over your family. Peace and comfort to all of you.
Stephanie <neppy@wideopenwest.com>
Canton, MI - Friday, July 29, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that your family is still prayed for everyday...and your angel is still so special to us all. I love the signs he sends you and if you keep looking, he will keep providing them to you. Love to all of your family
The Hammond Family <katy.hammond@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, July 29, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Glad to hear that you enjoyed your trip up to see baby Ashton. I know that his birth is a wonderful blessing but also a difficult reminder of what you now have to deal with. Remember that Ashton is just one more person who will get to grow up hearing wonderful stories about how sweet, funny, and strong his big cousin Ryan was while here on Earth.

As for your longing to do something special with Ryan's clothes, I am deeply touched by all of the ideas suggested here on the guestbook. It really makes me realize how many people there are who have deeply been touched by Ryan and who care for you all very much! It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and I pray that it also provides you with a little comfort.

You are in our prayers and thoughts constantly! Love and hugs to all!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, July 29, 2005 1:42 PM CDT

Just thought I would let you know that I'm thinking of you and your family. I think about Ryan everyday. Sending you hugs and love.
Colleen Farmer
Dearborn, MI US - Friday, July 29, 2005 1:31 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about Ryan today. How Elizabeth must miss her big brother. I can't begin to imagine how difficult this time is for you family. My prayers that you are able to find peace in your new "normal".
The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 1:08 PM CDT

Andrea, I just wanted to let you know my Grandmother makes quilts all the time infact she was going to make one out of my wedding dress. I am sure she would be able to make one out of Ryan's cloths if you would like to me talk to her about it. I'm sure she would be honored. I hope all is going well. Though I have no idea what you are going through my heart aches for Phillip, Elizabeth and you. I love you guys very much. I think about you all, all the time. On a more personal level my grandfather pasted away in October and Crystal came to tell me Ryan is buried close to him. Now when I go to talk to him, I will have to drop a line to that brave little boy of yours. Just let me know if I can help any way. I am sure you have heard that a thosand of time. Love always.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 29, 2005 12:54 AM CDT

Continue to check on your family and pray for you all. I can't begin to even imagine what you are going through...but what a wonderful idea to make a quilt out of Ryan's clothes! I'm sure you would treasure it forever!
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Friday, July 29, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

Just thought I'd let you know I was thinking of you. We love all of you.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Friday, July 29, 2005 11:26 AM CDT

Just stopping by to check on your family. Thinking of the quilt - when my grandfather passed, my mom took some of his work shirts (he was a farmer) and made each female in the family a stuffed heart (about the size of a fist) on a ribbon so we could display it in our homes. I keep my grandpa's heart in the kitchen so that he is there everyday in our busy lives. It really is special.

Also, Courtney was still having a great deal of sorrow over losing him, so we blew up some pictures of him and her together and framed them for her to display in her room. I'm not sure if you have any already in Elizabeth's room, but it may be another small reminder for her. The teddy bear idea posted earlier is wonderful! Be sure to make extras in case she wears them out!

You are still in my prayers. May God's love surround you and hold you up. Love to all!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Friday, July 29, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

I so sorry for your lost and my prayers are with you God bless you and your family. You have a guardian angel now. I can't even imagine what your pain has to b like. Just remember that god is always there for you with his new beautiful Angel Ryan.
Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Friday, July 29, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Love and prayers. Still checking on you daily. And storming heaven with prayers for you and your family.
Ann Marie Ranschaert <Ranschaert.AnnMarie@Orbital.com>
IN USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

Brown family, still checking in on you all, I'll be praying for you, looks like you got your 'sign'!
Tammy DeBlaay ("Friends of Allie") <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth, Tx USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

I am glad you got a sign from Ryan. Everyday is so hard but we have our other kids and that helps us. I still haven't cleaned Rachel's room. Everything looks the same in her room and it looks as if I am waiting for her to come back. Danielle plays in her room all the time and I am glad.
Ryan knows you love him. You are his mommy and kids love their mommies. I can tell from the photos that he loves his family so much.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, July 29, 2005 8:52 AM CDT

Hello Brown Family, THinking of you guys, glad you are safe and sound back home. Congratulations on your new family member. Don't worry Ryan is all around us, watching over his beloved family. Love to you all,
Nonie Vicki
Vicki
Louisiana, Mo USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

Continually thinking of and praying for your family! Ryan is very special to so many people and even those of us that have never been through everything you have can feel what you're feeling! Ryan touched so many lives in so many ways! You are a special family and I know that God will continue to get you through everything.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

Andrea �
I have been following Ryan�s story for a while now and wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers.

You mentioned in your journal about having a quilt made with Ryan�s clothes. I�ve read about an organization that takes clothing and makes stuffed bears from them. I thought it was a wonderful idea and maybe even something you could have made for Elizabeth to enjoy. Their web site is http://www.bearhugsbear.com/ and it is completely free. The organization was started from Gage�s Mom - http://www3.caringbridge.org/ne/gageedwards/.

I will continue to lift you and your family in prayer and I pray that Ryan sends you many signs that he is nearby.
-Heidi

Heidi Foster <heidi_foster@yahoo.com>
Locust Grove, GA USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:03 AM CDT

Andrea, I know it's probably hard for you, but thanks for the update. Through this website I feel like I know you and your family, so it's nice to read how you are doing.

A quilt is a wonderful idea. I have also seen people take the clothes and make stuffed Teddy Bears. They are very cute.

You are in my prayers each night, and after reading the entries all these months, I have examined my realtionship with my children and I now know what is really important in life. Ryan, Phillip, Nana and yourself are an inspiration. Thank you.
Sharon Price <sharon.price@barry-wehmiller.com>
St. Charles, MO 63303 - Friday, July 29, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Glad to hear that you guy's enjoyed Ashton. I'll bet Cory and Heather are on cloud nine,and if they look to their right they will see the little guy on #10, and on their left he will be on #8.He is all around you Mom, and will always be there.Everytime you turn around he will remind you how much he loved and how much he was loved.You and what's his name, oh yea Phillip, should be so proud of what you were able to provide him the short time he was with us, and that was undeniable love.He taught us what it mean't to be alive and to enjoy the things God gave us as we come to them. When you were born none of us knew you would be the special person you have become, but we all know it now, and we all know that there will never be another Ryan, but Sissy is just as special, and you love her so much, that is clear anytime someone has the oppurtunity to be around you and her.So please when you are down, look up to the sky and see that ornery little angle with that special smile looking down and saying please don't be sad. I love you guy's and will always be here to surprise you on your bad day's and amaze you on your good ones.
I love you guy's and it only takes a phone call and I can be there.
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 29, 2005 5:30 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Sissy,and Nana,
Hoping your visit is going well and thinking about you daily. Praying for your comfort and guidance. Hugs and kisses to all, and stay safe.
Jody <garryp@centurytel.net>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

Thinking of you all always.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa - Thursday, July 28, 2005 7:07 PM CDT

A short story that I found very comforting when I lost my grandmother. I know there is NO Comparison but I hope it offers some comfort!

Water Bugs and Dragon Flies
Down below the surface of a quiet pond lived a colony of water bugs. They were a happy colony, living far away from the sun. For many months they were very busy, scurrying over the soft mud on the bottom of the pond.
They did notice that every once in a while one of their colony seemed to lose interest in going about with its friends. Clinging to the stem of a pond lily, it gradually moved out of sight and was seen no more.
�Look!� said one of the water bugs to another. �One of our colony is climbing up the lily stalk. Where do you suppose she is going?�
Up, up, up it went slowly. Even as they watched, the water bug disappeared from sight. Its friends waited and waited but it didn�t return.
�That�s funny!� said one water bug to another.
�Wasn�t she happy here?� asked a second water bug.
�Where do you suppose she went?� wondered a third.
No one had an answer. They were greatly puzzled.
Finally one of the water bugs, a leader in the colony, gathered its friends together. �I have an idea. The next one of us who climbs up the lily stalk must promise to come back and tell us where he or she went and why.�
�We promise,� they said solemnly.
One spring day, not long after, the very water bug who had suggested the plan found himself climbing up the lily stalk. Up, up, up he went. Before he knew what was happening, he had broken through the surface of the water, and fallen onto the broad, green lily pad above.
When he awoke, he looked about with surprise. He couldn�t believe what he saw. A startling change had come to his old body. His movement revealed four silver wings and a long tail. Even as he struggled, he felt an impulse to move his wings. The warmth of the sun soon dried the moisture from the new body. He moved his wings again and suddenly found himself up above the water. He had become a dragonfly.
Swooping and dipping in great curves, he flew through the air. He felt exhilarated in the new atmosphere.
By and by, the new dragonfly lighted happily on a lily pad to rest. Then it was that he chanced to look below to the bottom of the pond. Why, he was right above his old friends, the water bugs! There they were, scurrying about, just as he had been doing some time before.
Then the dragonfly remembered the promise: �The next one of us who climbs up the lily stalk will come back and tell us where he or she went and why.�
Without thinking, the dragonfly darted down. Suddenly he hit the surface of the water and bounced away. Now that he was a dragonfly, he could no longer go into the water.
�I can�t return!� he said in dismay. �At least I tried, but I can�t keep my promise. Even if I could go back, not one of the water bugs would know me in my new body. I guess I�ll just wait until they become dragonflies too. Then they�ll understand what happened to me and where I went.�
And the dragonfly winged off happily into its wonderful new world of sun and air.

Thinking of you at this difficult time.

Roberta Turnbull <mk91101@alltel.net>
Pawnee City, NE usa - Thursday, July 28, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

Hi, just wanted to let you know you are constantly in my heart, and continuously in my prayer. I love you all,

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 4:08 PM CDT

Hey guys..wanted to say hi. Your in our thoughts. Sorry again that we couldn't make it to the funeral, we really wanted to be there for you. But we're always here if you need anything at all. Take care of that beautiful little girl and yourselves! Love..

Brad, Jessie & Raelynn Stoops <jhughlett@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO US - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:55 PM CDT

Just wanted to wish you the best on your journey as you grieve for Ryan. God is leading you. Just trust in Him to take you where He knows you need to be.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:32 PM CDT

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you and your sweet little Ryan.

Sending hugs and love your way.

Colleen Farmer <cfarmer@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:01 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys,

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 11:04 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you and praying for you all. The Landry's
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO 63043 - Thursday, July 28, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

I hope you all are having a good trip and enjoying your new addition to your family!
Thank you for sharing Ryan with me, I only met him one day, on his 5th birthday, but he touched my heart in so many ways. I still have the coloring book page that he gave me.
Hang in there, sending thoughts and prayers,
Jeanne
Jeanne <jeanne@ivsolutionsrx.com>
Clarksville, Tennessee USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:32 AM CDT

Andrea, and Phillip,
Sending love your way and hoping your visit is going well. You are in my thoughts and prayers today and always. Let me know if I can do anything to help with Ryan's celebration. I'm here if you need me.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

Sending prayers your way....

God bless
Ozzie <ovieira@hartz.com>
Harrison, NJ - Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:10 AM CDT

Love you guy's. Hope your visit is going well
uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 5:11 AM CDT

Still thinking of you guys every day.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella ) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , MI - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Continuing to keep you all in my thoughts...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

Thinking of you & praying for God to give your family whatever you need at any given moment. Saw a bumblebee today. Guess who I thought of? ;-) I sure wish I could have actually physically met that sweet guy. I feel I know him from your journals. I know that he captured so many many hearts......mine among them. He was God's special gift & I believe God missed him, so that's why He took him home. Hopefully I'll meet Ryan someday. I know you miss him so much, but the wonderful memories you have are something so many people never have. You all are such a loving family & Ryan was so blessed to have had that all around him.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 8:01 PM CDT

sending love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 7:15 PM CDT

Praying with you. I hope today brings back some new sweet memory of your time with Ryan.
Shelly Van B..... <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 7:00 PM CDT

I learned of Ryan and your family from a website of another very special little girl named Leah. I've been reading your journal entries for sometime now, and I just wanted to let you know that there are so many people praying for you during this difficult time. You and Karen and all the other mom's out there who have such a wonderful way with the written word are a true inspiration. Thank you for sharing your life with all of us. Thank you for sharing Ryan with us. Saying prayers for peace, courage and strength...Love, Lisa
Lisa Valente
Macomb, MI - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:36 PM CDT

Remembering Ryan everyday. How wonderful there is a new baby namesake honoring him. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:27 PM CDT

Congratulations on the birth of little Ashton! As Mrs. Pam wrote, Ashton has a wonderful middle name, and I am sure he will see pictures and hear many wonderful stories of Ryan Douglas Brown.
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know we're thinking of you.

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

Another note to let you know that I'm thinking about Ryan and Ryan's family today. I'll continue to pray for peace in your heart and continued strength. Hugs from Michigan
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 12:05 AM CDT

Just dropping by to let you know I am thinking about you and keeping you in my prayers. God Bless. With Love from WI, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 11:50 AM CDT

Just checking in to let you know there are many of us out here still supporting you all. Your fight against the cancer is over, but the battle rages on - this time the enemy is depression, fear, despair, bitterness. We are praying for your strength to fight this fight just as you stood together during Ryan's battle. Go through the grief, with all it's stages and feelings but hold your heads high, keep your hearts full of faith and cling tight to one another. For all the Brown Family supporters out there, fear can get the best of us too - fear that we won't say the right thing, do the right thing or that we will be intruding. Please keep stepping out and speaking up to let them know how much we love them all!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 11:44 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and always...I hope you are having a nice visit and have a safe trip back home.We love you all :)
Christie <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

Enjoyed my time with you guy's. Next time Phillip is getting out of line just give him the "look" and say Lad. All kidding aside, you two kids continue to amaze me, the strength, the love for Sissy, and your love for each other is still there. Ryan was a very special little boy and it was part of his job to make you the people and the parents that you are. It is ok to be mad about what has happened and to ask why. It is not ok to blame each other for what has happened. Ryan has alot of special people with his name in theirs, ashley ryan, elizabeth ryan, ashton ryan, did I forget anybody, oh yea, Phillip Ryan, DADDY. Hope your visit with ashton is going good, if you are driving back today be careful Love ya all, even Nana
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 6:03 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, and Ryan,
We are still thinking of you constantly! You are in our prayers and hearts. Hope your trip up this way to visit baby Ashton was a good one. Love and hugs to all!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 8:07 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking and praying for you guys. Love, Aunt Bertie
Bertie <Birdtee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 6:10 PM CDT

I know we have not signed your guestbook since July 21. But we do think of you all and you are in our prayers. He was a super little boy.

http://www2.caringbridge.org/ky/angela/

Vicki and Angela
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 5:18 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea, & Elizabeth,

There are no words I can write to express my deepest sympathy to you and the entire family. To be honest, I think you are all amazing for your strength and courage. I'm sure you may not feel strong or courageous these days, but you are. You show your strength just be journaling each day. I can barely read them without breaking, so I can't imagine the difficulty of writing them. You are all in my prayers each day.
I was reading your journal entry about smelling, playing, and enjoying every moment. Ever since Ryan became ill, I've slowed down to "smell the roses" with my own son (2). I spend so much more time holding him & staring while he sleeps, plays, and memorizing every ounce of him. I just wanted you to know that it's because of Ryan's story that I, personally, have learned to really enjoy those little things. That is just one way in which Ryan's life touched others.
I apologize for not writing earlier, and I so regret not ever being able to personally know Ryan (although Nana Sherry described him exactly to me). As a mother, and losing a family member to cancer recently, I've had a difficult time writing or even talking about Ryan. I know the pain I feel when I think of you, so I can't even imagine what you are feeling.
Please know that you are all loved, thought of, prayed for, and held strong in the Lord's hands. Continue to live your life to its fullest so that you have quite a story to share with Ryan when you, too, walk through heaven's doors one day!
Sincerely, Christina Hays
St. Robert, MO USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 5:03 PM CDT

Dear Friends,
After having met you all through soccer and praying with you through Ryan's battle;I too have still been checking this daily. Ryan's love was so great he had a rippling effect as it sure has spread! It is with a sad smile as I see you are planning a special rememberance service. Let us know what we can do to help.
Chad & Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

Ryan's family,
Hi! I got your information from Devin Ross' site. I am so sorry for your loss. I too lost a son at a very young age. My son was only 6 hours old. His lungs collapsed and he went to be with Jesus. It has now been 13 years since he left us. He was my first child. Now I have 2 beautiful daughters, ages 11 and 9, and a 4 year old son. I know the pain you are feeling and all I can offer are my prayers and few encouraging words. Cherish every memory you have of Ryan and cherish every moment with your beautiful little girl. I hope you will feel our prayers for you here in Oklahoma. God is with you every day and is carrying you in His arms every moment of every day. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but you will get through this. You will feel better. I will be praying that you will feel comfort, the comfort that only God can give.
Keep up the faith and know our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Love,
Diana
Diana Young <shawneedphc@sbcglobal.net>
Shawnee, OK USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 4:29 PM CDT

Sending you hugs and letting you know that we are thinking of you and your sweet Ryan.

Hugs from Oregon!
Crystal (mother of Angel Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 3:57 PM CDT

We continue to check your website daily and want you to know you are never far from our thoughts and ALWAYS in our prayers.
Oscar and Staci Campos <stacicam@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

Just thinking of you guys. We all can't get you guys out of our minds. I ha ve been on this website everyday just don't know what to say. We miss you and are thinking and praying for you always.
Crissy Hoskins <jckhoskins@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 2:19 PM CDT

I just wanted you to know that I'm praying and thinking about you and your family. Hugs Hugs Hugs Hugs Hugs.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 1:43 PM CDT

Just wanted to check in & let you know that you are all in my heart & prayers. Wish I could reach out & give you hug-energy, but for now I just keep sending hugs on the website. I know that God is hugging you tightly in His loving arms all the time. He is carrying you & you only see one set of footprints in the sand. Just let go & He will help you bear your sorrows.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Hi Guys,
I wanted to sign in to let you know I was thinking about you all, like always! I'm trying to make plans to come to the celebration on the 13th. I hope I will be able to go. Talk to you soon.
With Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

Still checking on your family. God bless!
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

Hi,

Its so wierd to come here and know that there are no Ryan updates. I hope that you guys are doing ok. Its got to be the hardest thing in the world.

We miss him too,

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 26, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

To a little amazing man who touched so many-- You will be greatly missed. I watched your baby sister yesterday kissing the head of your new cousin Ashton and I pictured you there doing the same. You would be so proud of Uncle Cory and Aunt Heather's new baby boy. He looks just like Uncle Cory.. Shelby sends her love... XXXXOOOO from the Gibbons family
Jessica Gibbons <jmg34@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, MO USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 10:18 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we are praying for you here at Hospice. May God give you comfort. Love, Tina & Pam
Tina Tomlinson <tinatomlinson@peoplepc.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

Hi guys,
I just wrote you a long email, Andrea, but always stop by the site to check in on everyone and let you know how much I am thinking of you. I hope the trip to meet baby Ashton is a safe one.
I'll check back very soon.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

You are in my prayers. I'm sure this was a VERY difficult weekend for you. Update and tell us about it when you can and are ready, we'll be here.

Deirdre <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
Livonia (Rochester), NY - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 7:46 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop by and let you know that your family is in my prayers. The loss of a child is just so hard.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
Diana Cross, http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/katherinecross/ <diana@houston.rr.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

You guys are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Love
Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor
Springfield, PA USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

Just a note to let you know that I am thinking of Ryan today and Ryan's family. I pray for peace in your heart and continued strength.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:21 PM CDT

Just wanting to let you know that you are in my thoughts & prayers. I realize that the healing will take time & will be from hour to hour, but just let it be however it is. If you feel angry, feel it. If you feel sad, feel it. When you have a pop-up wonderful memory of a special time with Ryan, enjoy it. It will all get sorted out in time......God's time. He brought you to it - He will bring you through it. No matter how you are feeling at the moment, may you trust God that you are exactly where He means for you to be & that He has his loving arms wrapped tightly around you. Lean on His strength. And remember that there are no "bad" feelings. God wouldn't have given you the power to feel sad or angry or confused if He didn't mean for it to be useful to you. Trust.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:23 PM CDT

Just a short note to let you know that all of your family is still in our thoughts and prayers every day.
Love,
The Couch Family
Janet Couch <l-f-f@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 6:09 PM CDT

Hi. Just stoping by and checking on you all. Everyday is harder and will continue to be. Know that the entire family is in our prayers.
Angel Melody�s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 6:07 PM CDT

I wish we could take a trip that weekend for the celebration. I'm sure that everyone will have great stories of Ryan. I wish there was something that I could do. Please know that you are in our prayers.

Cameron�s mom
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Monday, July 25, 2005 3:58 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Sissy, Nana and the entire family;
I cannot even begin to imagine your pain. You must be the most remarkable people on earth. I could only wish to have met Ryan. You were so blessed to have him as he was blessed to have you. My neice was diagnosed with cancer last year. I have read so many journal entries on caringbridge. None that have touched me the way your family has. You will be in my families prayers and thoughts daily. We will pray for you to have the courage and the strenght to get you back to a happy, peaceful place. Sissy needs you and Ryan wouldn't want to see you sad. Continue to celebrate his life. I pray each waking day will bring you hope, laughter, joy and most importantanly, the desire to "live life".
Kimberly Tobritzhifer <kimberlydawn@baldwin-telecom.net>
Roberts , WI USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 2:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you always Love you guys. huges and kisses.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, July 25, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

BROWN FAMILY,
HOPE THINGS, ARE GETTING BETTER FOR YOU. JUST STOPPED BY TO SAY HI AND SEE HOW THINGS ARE GOING.
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
BOWLING GREEN, MO - Monday, July 25, 2005 2:21 PM CDT

Welcome, Ashton!
You have a very special middle name.
I know as you grow, you will hear many
wonderful Ryan stories.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 2:11 PM CDT

Hope you have a safe trip back to Missouri. Still thinking of you all everyday!!
Chrystal & Kayla Walker <chrystalw80@yahoo.com>
BOWLING GREEN, MO - Monday, July 25, 2005 1:41 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Don't really know what to say. Just know that we are thinking of you daily and are praying for your comfort and peace. Love and kissed to you and sissy!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Monday, July 25, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Andrea & Family, Our Sympathy goes to all of you on the lost of a very strong little Hero. (RYAN) If we all could have the courage & stregnth like he did, then this world would be stronger than what it is. I wish I could of met Ryan. My Daughter Renee Gerald & her Husband Richard & Grandson Christian Maradik talk very strong about your family & how beautiful Ryan was. We all know now that Jesus got him in his arms & he is now looking down on all of you & he now can give you the stregnth to keep going just like he did for so long. You all have a beautiful angle looking after you now until you all can be with him in Jesus's arms too. Just take it one day at a time & keep his tremendous courage & stregnth going for the children that you have & never let Ryan fade in there eyes & heart for RYAN was the first of the beatiful family you have now. He will be there at all times in all of your hearts. God Bless You All.
Therese Maradik <littlebrowneyes19@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, Al. Baldwin - Monday, July 25, 2005 12:16 AM CDT

Thinking of you all...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 12:03 AM CDT

Andrea & Philip,

Just wanted to let you know how much you are loved and supported by all of us. Our kids at church talk about Ryan every Sunday and all of the fun he must be having in Heaven with his friends. It has become our routine at worship time. He has made such an impact in their lives, and our own. I pray you all stay strong, even though I know you don't always feel that you are :) You are both so amazing to us all. We can't wait to see you again for the big celebration, and give you lots of hugs and kisses until then!!
Teresa and all the boys and Aunt Carol
Teresa Robinson <robinsts@charter.net>
Imperial, Mo 63052 - Monday, July 25, 2005 12:02 AM CDT

So glad to hear Ashton Ryan had a safe arrival! Thinking of you all and praying for comfort everyday. Be safe as you travel once again.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, July 25, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

I think about your family every day and my son and I continue to say a prayer every evening for Ryan's family. My sister and Mom have each lost an infant. The impact is beyond words. My sister said that in one survey when asked how long a parent grieves for their child, people thought about two weeks. Unbelievable - my brother died in 1972 and my Mom still is greiving. You cope a day at a time and sometimes one moment at a time. May God give you and your family peace.
Karla
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, July 25, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

Andrea & Phillip,
I just wanted to tell you both that I am so sorry that you're going through this. I'm just next door and I can't bear seeing you both because it puts this pain in my heart. I miss Ryan. We all do. I pray for you and your family everyday. We love you. Aloha, The Ramirez Ohana
Christy Ramirez <cpramirez74@comcast.net>
FT. CAMPBELL, ky - Monday, July 25, 2005 9:49 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, Grandpa Bob, Grandma Pat, Nana and Family, you all are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. We wish that there was something that we could do to make your pain go away. So glad that you saw the bumble bee. Your precious Ryan is with you every step of the way.
Anderson Family (Michael, Lori & Jacob)
- Monday, July 25, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you always. I still try to check in every day - so please know that you and Phillip are always in my thoughts. I'm sorry to hear that you are having a rough time. I wish I could just tell you to not be sad, but I know that is not realistic. Just know that Ryan loves you and so many people are praying for you.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:10 AM CDT

Just thinking of you...I check here every single morning and night. I don't always sign but please know you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you had a safe trip back home. We love you all:)
Christie <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:25 AM CDT

I hope you have a safe trip back to Missouri. We'll be thinking of you. Let us know if there is anything that you need.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:06 AM CDT

May God bless you and keep you and hold you in the Palm of His Hand. Please know that I pray for your family everyday and you will always be in my prayers. May you find comfort in God's promises to us. Love and Angel Hugs!
Louise Wind <AngelHaps@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 24, 2005 11:54 PM CDT

Just checking in with you guys. Congratulations on the new addition to your family. Have a safe trip home. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:35 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you.
Colleen <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI US - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

I am sure Ashton Ryan is adorable- and I am so glad all are doing well. I never thought to tell you until I read the little guy's name that Maddie's older sister, Ashley, has the middle name Ryan, too- Ashley Ryan, sounds so much like your nephew's name, and now her middle name has taken on greater meaning since being introduced to your wonderful family!
Travel safely.
Sending my love to you all-
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 24, 2005 8:34 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you guys know you are still in my thoughts and prayers! I hope you have a good trip back to Missouri.
Angie Timm <angiet523@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE - Sunday, July 24, 2005 5:28 PM CDT

Still thinking of you 3 & keeping you in my prayers. Curious to see what Sissy's response is to a brand new baby! That new baby is blessed with the name of one very special, very loved little boy. Someday he will feel proud to bear the name of our Little Hero. Hope your trip is safe. May God continue to keep you in His grace.
linda tune <ljatune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Sunday, July 24, 2005 5:17 PM CDT

Phillip& Andrea,

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you.

Love You,
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksivlle, TN USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Sissy, and Nana,
Be careful on your journey to see the new baby. I am sure he is a beautiful baby and will be a strong boy as he carries the name of one of the strongest boys I have ever know. Praying for your comfort. Congratulations Corey, Heather and Tony!! Love to all.
Jody, Garry and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Sunday, July 24, 2005 3:18 PM CDT

Always thinking of you guys,

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 24, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

Thinking of you...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 24, 2005 8:40 AM CDT

I just wanted to say you are always in my thoughts and I thank you so much for sharing Ryan with the rest of the world. I loved reading your stories and hope you will continue to share with us what a wonderful little boy he was.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, Md - Saturday, July 23, 2005 9:54 PM CDT

Andrea and Philip, we were glad you returned home safely. I almost feel guilty signing in and being able to touch, smell and see each of our children every morning and night. I know that might seem weird to some but I just feel guilty that you can't. The loss you have had is just way to real to us as parents. Our youngest almost died at 6 months old and the reality of not having him here hit very hard. We were very lucky then, but know that we have to count each day as blessing. I know that you know each day was a blessing and you still have Elizabeth to be thankful for, but the pain, I am sure, is somewhat clouding all of the good things. Please know that it is okay to be angry and selfish, the Lord will wait and be patient for you to come to him. He will help you to make the days seem to get a little easier. We wish you all well and pray for Ryan and his entire family every night. Watch out for those bumble bees, he is around! Love to all, Chris and Cindy Stark
Chris and Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Saturday, July 23, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

My heart cries at just the thought of one of my children passing on before me, I know I cannot imagine the intense physical, mental and emotional pain you are going through. Just know that there are so many people praying for your family. There are people that love Ryan and your family, whether we knew you or not. Stay as strong as you can, for Ryan. May God give you all the strength to get through each minute, hour and day. (P.S. Jessica will surely miss Ryan coming to Chuck E Cheese. He is very special to her!)
Jennifer Peugh, Jessica Vallely, Logan Peugh and Joey Vallely <jen110268@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I'M THINKING OF YOU AND PRAYING FOR YOU. LOVE YOU GUYS. AUNT BERTIE
BERTIE <BIRDTEE123@AOL.COM>
CENTER POINT, IA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 6:07 PM CDT

Andrea,
I read your journal entry from yesterday and all I can say is that I feel so helpless. It just doesn't seem right that someone should have to deal with so much pain in a lifetime. I didn't know Ryan, but I live across the street (only for about a month) and I watched as I saw them drive him away on Sunday. I really wanted to do something, but didn't want to intrude. Please know that I am just across the street and I'm here if there is anything you need. I would be happy to call you if you'd like to share stories about Ryan with me.
Tami <tami_maddocks@msn.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Phillip & Andrea,
I am at a loss of what to say to you guys today. I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and praying for your inner peace.

Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN - Saturday, July 23, 2005 3:15 PM CDT

The beautiful sincerity of GHSMR's entry is so eloquent. While I have only lost my parents, which is very difficult, I can't begin to feel the pain of losing one of my children. It has to be the most difficult loss. My heart aches for you, but I trust that God is giving you the strength to move ahead. No regrets, Andrea. That little boy was blessed with the best parents ever. God knew that when He sent Ryan to you. May the Lord bless you & keep you. May the Lord make His face to shine upon you & give you peace.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Saturday, July 23, 2005 2:41 PM CDT

Just wanted to say good morning and that I love you all! HUGS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!
Ms. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, July 23, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you guys know that we are thinking of you and praying that you are finding strength through the Lord. I know through my own experiences with losing my parents that it's hard not to have regrets when you love someone so much but you guys are WONDERFUL parents, you should be so proud of yourselves and should not regret a single minute. Take care of yourselves and give Elizabeth a hug for us. You're in our thoughts and prayers!
Wes, Sheila & Zach Patton <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, July 23, 2005 8:13 AM CDT

Hey Guys It was great seeing ya tonite at the Eagles Phillp im waiting for my Kansas City Jersey lol get me one. Andrea im sorry i didnt say anything to u i totally forgot and u left. Hopefully i get to see u guys at the Poker Run Next Weekend.. You know u still a part of my family and u always be u need anything u left me know. I know its a rough time but there are a lot of people that are hear for u guys. Love ya See Ya at the Poker Run. Love always
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, KY - Friday, July 22, 2005 11:21 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you.
Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily and Angels Sonja and Tanner, hug a bug http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Friday, July 22, 2005 11:12 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
GSHMR said it wonderfully.... I Love You Guys!!!! Can't wait to see you again. Give Sissy hugs and fish kisses from me!!!

LOVE YOU ALL, KEEP ON KEEPIN ON!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING FOREVER!!!!!!!
FOREVER AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

May God bless you all and help you through this horribly difficult time.
Susie Murphy <sabm1993@aol.com>
Pt Orange, FL USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:34 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea, and Sissy,
We just can't seem to get you or Ryan out of our minds. I find myself checking on your site, reading, looking at pictures several times a day. It just struck me that I don't want to get you and Ryan out of my mind. I want his presence to surround all of us, especially you, with his love. Our memory of him will keep him alive. He has touched so many people in such a tremendous way. There is no way we could ever forget such an amazing angel. Try not to let the "what-if's" get you down. Love you bunches!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:21 PM CDT

My heart breaks for you. Know that your family remains in my prayers and that you are loved.
Kendra Simpson <ksbusyboys@bellsouth.net>
Asheville, NC - Friday, July 22, 2005 6:43 PM CDT

I don't really know what to say other than I am so very sorry and sad for your loss.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa - Friday, July 22, 2005 5:23 PM CDT

You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Stringfellow Family
CA - Friday, July 22, 2005 3:24 PM CDT

I was just thinking about Ryan today and praying for each of you. Just wanted you to know,
Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com>
Reno, - Friday, July 22, 2005 3:04 PM CDT

DEAR ANDREA AND PHILLIP,
I AM GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE HOME AND SAFE. WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN WHAT YOU MUST BE FEELING RIGHT NOW. JUST REMEMBER THAT RYAN WOULD NOT WANT YOU TO BE SAD. HE NEVER WANTED TO SEE HIS FAMILY UPSET. I KNOW IT IS HARD FOR YOU RIGHT NOW, JUST KNOW THAT WE THINK OF YOU DAILY AND YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS. HOPE YOU CAN COME VISIT SOMETIME WHEN YOU ARE HOME.
LOVE,
BRYCA
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
BOWLING GREEN, MO - Friday, July 22, 2005 2:41 PM CDT

Phillip,
It was so nice to talk with you- you do share so much through your words, and I appreciate your insight...
Andrea,
The guestbook entry you posted as part of the journal entry is very powerful- whoever wrote that is so wise and compassionate- the words also resonate with me in relationship to Maddie and my other children. I truly think of you all every day- heck, I have a visual reminder with your pictures posted on the fridge- and as I said earlier, although our experiences cannot be identical, my appreciation of your journey is immense.
Sending love to you all-
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, July 22, 2005 1:45 PM CDT

Sending comforting thoughts your way today.
Susan O'Halleran <sue@craigsteven.com>
Hainesville, IL - Friday, July 22, 2005 11:51 AM CDT

Thinking of you all,

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 22, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

Your family is in my thoughts and daily prayers. May God continue to bless and comfort you through these difficult days.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 11:17 AM CDT

I just want you to know that we love all of you. Your family has affected mine so deeply that there won't ever be a day without you in my thoughts. You are in my prayers and my heart.

Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY 42223 - Friday, July 22, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

Just want you to know that there is a person, me, that has been thinking about Ryan every day since I first heard his story through a friend of mine. I just can not stop thinking about him and looking at his pictures at your web site. My son Kevin is 5 years old, born on June 21, 2000 and looks so much like Ryan. I just want you to know that Ryan's family is in my prayers and that Ryan has touched my heart.
Colleen <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:58 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Sissy, and Nana,
I just wanted to check on you all and let you know we are thinking about you. We talk about Ryan and the funny things he did daily, he was a child that found humor in all of the world around him even when he did not feel well. I wish that the pain did not have to come and that you could be at ease, but I can't see a time when it won't hurt because you gave him your all and loved him so deeply. I wish I had the ability to take the pain away. I thought you would like to know what Emily said the other day, it made me smile and made me sad at the same time. We were coming from the doctor and it started to pour rain and thunder, it was as if only where we were driving it was pouring, Emily proceeded to comment that Ryan was up there soaking us with water because now he could run on the clouds and shake the water out.It made me think of how much he was laughing at the time and how he loved to play pranks and tricks on everyone. He was truly a blessing and honor to be close to Ryan and to learn how fragile life can be. Ryan still is alive in our hearts and will never be forgotten. We love you dearly and pray that you receive comfort. Love you and miss you. Hugs and kisses to all. Asking all to keep Meme, Uncle Cory and Aunt Heather and all the boys in our prayers also as they are also dealing with the pain and need our prayer and support.
Jody
Boss, MO - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

That was the most beautiful entry in the guestbook...What words of wisdom..Not a day goes by that I dont think of you and pray for you. My girls say prayers for you...That "Ryan's Mama and Daddy will be ok" . I dont know if the day ever comes when you're "ok"...But I pray that the day comes when its easier to smile..when the tears dont come quite so quickly...
love and hugs,
Jennifer
Kaelei's mom www.caringbridge.org/ar/kaelei <mamajenn@sbcglobal.net>
Centerton, AR USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Dear Philip and Andrea,
We were just checking in and are glad to hear that you are home safely. I feel such pain in my heart and cry uncontrolably as I read your entries. I can't even begin to imagine how heavy your heart feels. We think of you daily and remember Ryan. I sit here and look at Kent and think of all the memories you have of your time with Ryan. It was just too short. He was a very happy boy, and he knew he was so special. Please keep in your heart with your memories, the acknowledgement that you too were special to him and are to those around you. We hope to see you and hug you soon. We will keep checking in to find out about the Ft. Campbell service.
With love, Cheri, John, and Kent Grantz
Grantz's <jcgrantz@alltel.net>
Rineyville, KY 40162 - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, & Elizabeth,

We think about you often, and pray for you daily. There is comfort in knowing that Ryan is in the best place ever! We miss him, but in heaven he is pain free, and having fun waiting to meet us all one day. We share the ache one's heart feels when they miss someone, and know that other's are hurting too. Don't feel guilty having fun every once in awhile. You know Ryan would have wanted that. Maybe you guys should take a few minutes to shoot each other with the disc blasters!
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Sherry,

I am in New York for another week, but wanted to let you know that no matter where I am, you are in my thoughts. There is so much I want to say, but that will have to wait for another time when I can speak to you on the phone.

Take care of one another ...

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)

Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:57 AM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip, I am so sorry for your loss. Ryan is and always will be with you. Know that you are not alone as I lost my daughter to the same tumor. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/ny/caitlintaylorgunn
Aleta, Mommy to Angel Caitlin <agunn@optonline.net>
West Nyack , NY - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip,

I am so very sorry about Ryan. I haven't been able to get online at work since Dec. 04 and I don't have a computer at home. I haven't been able to keep up with all of the caringbridge families for some time so I had no idea how ya'll were doing. I have had you on my mind and heart for about 2 weeks now and I thought to myself, I don't care if I get fired, I'm going to go to Ryan's site and check on them. I am devestated and have no words to express my sorrow for your family. I am so sorry I haven't been able to keep in touch, I cannot imagine your pain. Just know that you and Phillip were wonderful parents to Ryan, he couldn't have asked for better. He was an angel here on earth and now an angel in Heaven. Please let me know if I can do anything at all. I am heartbroken.
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:01 AM CDT

Dear Andrea,

Please know that I will be praying for you and your family every day. I will check Ryan's web sites every day. RYAN WILL BE THOUGHT OF AND REMEMBERED EVERY DAY.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Friday, July 22, 2005 6:54 AM CDT

I hope you have LOTS of wonderful memories of your beautiful and precious Ryan. One day you WILL be together again. May God bless you and hold you tight!

Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, mn USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 0:03 AM CDT

Phillip,
I was brokenhearted to hear the news from Mazz. I am so sorry. I feel heartbroke that I couldnt be there for you. I cant imagine what your going through so I wont pretend. You know you have a life long friend in me and you should feel free to contact me anytime. I miss you all very much.
Trip Kimball <Kimball218@msn.com>
Dongducheon, Korea - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:51 PM CDT

Hi Browns,

There just aren't words to express how we felt about Ryan. He is still very much a part of our daily conversations around here. He touched a lot of lives in his all too short 5 years. He did more in those years than most people do in a lifetime...and it sounded like he did it all with style. You guys did a great job with him. I'm sorry his time on earth was cut too short. I don't understand it and right now don't know that I ever will.

Please know that we continue to think of Ryan and those he left behind. I know you must be so so sad. Give Elizabeth extra hugs.

Thanks for sharing your family with us.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:40 PM CDT

Andrea and Family:

My heart breaks for you. I read your pain on this page and certainly mere words will fail me. Just know you are loved and cared for. Prayers will continue for you all, as well as the hugs you need right now and in the days ahead.

"When others are happy, be happy with them. If they are sad, share their sorrow." Romans 12:15

May you find comfort and strength knowing that so many are sharing in your sorrow now. Keep journaling, we'll keep loving you and praying for you.

His blessings,

Kriste Lanius

My Brother Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:37 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Not a day goes by that I'm not thinking of you. I find myself checking in here everytime I'm on the computer. I know I don't always sign the book, and somehow wish you just knew I was here, but I can never find the right words to say. I'm always typing in something and changing it and then not entering it. I just want you both to know I'm here for you whenever you need me, now and forever.
I love you!!
Phyllis Riley <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:29 PM CDT

Dearest Andrea,Phillip,Little Elizabeth & family,
I am so sorry, there are no words to describe the heart ache you must be feeling.Although I missed the chance to meet my little Hero in person while you were visitng in Florida, please know that I think about Ryan every single day, many times. I look at his picture and carry a photo album of my "chemo angels" in my purse and show it to everyone. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your little man with me. I know in my heart that Ryan's Mommy and Daddy are the best parents any child could ask for. He loves you both very much.... Im sure there arent any words to make what your going through easier. Take comfort in knowing that God has wrapped His loving arms around our little Hero ..and he will forever live in our hearts...Celebrate Ryans life, take pride in knowing that you are the best parents in the world. I pray daily for your strenght, and for God to mend your broken hearts.To make your days ahead just a tiny bit easier..( Im not sure if any of this makes sense) but know that Ryan and his family are always in my prayers and forever in my heart... Thank you again for sharing your precious little angel with me.. Angel Hugs 4 ever......
Angel Darla
Darla Palma <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA # 1 - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

I just wanted you to know that someone in Texas is praying and thinking about you and your family. (((((( HUGS ))))))

Susan
Allen, TX - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:02 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your beautiful boy with us...

We continue to keep you all in our thoughts and prayers...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, and the rest of the family, I cannot even begin to imagine the pain you are feeling. I have lost both of my parents, a nephew, and a grandchild but I cannot imagine your pain. My grandma once said that when you lose your husband you feel like you've lost a part of yourself, when you lose a child you know you have. There can be NO PAIN as bad as losing a child, not a husband, a sibling, or a parent. Please keep on keeping on. I can pray for you everyday, I can tell you that if you need to talk to call me, but better than that - I can call you and ask you if you need to talk. I can offer to do things for you instead of telling you to call me if you need something. I can talk about Ryan when I talk to you instead of acting like he never existed. I can let you talk about Ryan as long as you like.

Ryan is there with you. He is there when you open your eyes in the morning and when you close them at night. He has gone to Heaven, to the New Earth and you will be there someday. While you are here live your lives to make him proud. Remember everything you do and everything you say, he is there hearing you, watching you. Continue to love him as you always have, continue to make him as proud of you as he has always been. Just as he and Elizabeth are your world, you are his world. Don't ever have any regrets about the life he led, he led a fuller life and knew more joy and more love than most people in their twilight years. There are alot of people that claim to be very close to Ryan that can learn a great deal from the way he lived his life. He loved without reserve and unconditionally, he held nothing back. The only kind of love to give is unconditional. Ryan knew he was a blessing, you showed that to him everyday. Ryan did not become an angel on July 10th, he has always been an angel. He was sent to earth to fulfill God's plan, that plan may have been different with everyone that knew him, but he did it and he did it with love, joy, and enthusiasm.

Love each other, love Elizabeth, and continue to love Ryan. Keep you faith in God and the rest will just fall into place.
GSHMR
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:16 PM CDT

God bless you and your family through this very, very difficult time. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us who follow your site. Your courage and honesty are incredible and I am learning so much about the strength of character we all hold inside.
Debbie <d.shumaker4@verizon.net>
Cherry Hill, NJ USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

WOW!!! That is the one word to describe the raw emotion of your journal entry ,that you share with the world Andrea.My heart is broken from your loss,but it is because of your little man Ryan that I hug my 4 children just a little bit tigher at night!!!!
THANK YOU ANDREA,PHILLIP,NANA & SISSY for sharing your angel with all of us to "know" and love,you are a wonderfully amazing family!!!!!May Ryan bring you a TON of bees!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunshine <kssandman@hotmail.com>
claflin, kansas - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:41 PM CDT

You don't know me. I found your web site through a friend of mine whose 5 year old daughter has a pontine glioma tumor. Reading your words dated July 21, 2005 makes my heart break. I wish you and your family didn't have to go through this pain. I wish I could say something that could help you and give you some peace. Your son Ryan is making a difference in this world. Even though he was only here for a short time, and you didn't want to get out of bed this morning, you both are touching hearts all over the world! Ryan has touched my heart and by doing so I promise to God to be a better parent and I promise to works so very hard every minute of every day to to not take what I have in my life for granted. I will never forget Ryan and never forget your words. I love you and wish for peace in your heart and life.
Colleen Farmer <cfarmer2@ford.com>
Dearborn, MI Wayne - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:26 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillp: I feel for you. I know how empty your life is right now. I know you just don't know how you can get through another day without your sweet little Ryan. I must share this with you. When my first husband died of cancer I thought I could never go on. I didn't want to. I negelected my friends and my family. It took my daughter Sue, then 18 to bring me out of it. She said to me, "mom, dad died. I'm as sorry about that as you are. I'm as sad about that as you are. I miss him as much as you do. But mom, I'm still here. I didn't die. Sheila and Shelly are still here. Your grandchildren are still here. We all need you and I think you need us." From the mouths of children. It will not be easy for you. I don't think it's suppose to be. You both did a great job with Ryan. He knew how much you loved him. You still have a whole bunch of love to give. Just hug little Elizabeth extra tight each time and I know Ryan will know that extra hug is for him. It will take time but please let your family and friends help out. I'm so glad you chose to write in the journal today. You need to do that either in the journal or in a more personal, private journal. I can also tell you that it is helpful to have a good listener. Someone just to listen to you, to let you unload on or cry with. Hugs and kisses to Elizabeth. Love you guys. God bless. Aunt Bertie
Bertie <Birdtee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:55 PM CDT

Many, many prayers for your family during this tought time!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 5:54 PM CDT

I will always remember Ryan and keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 4:58 PM CDT

Ryan is a beautiful boy and all the love he felt and gave to those around him was magnatic. Ryan will always be in our hearts and souls.
kris <mcl@pro-ns.net>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 4:36 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip... still praying, still loving, still beelieving. The Bible tells us "blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted" my prayer is that you can feel Our Lord's arms around you.
Colleen, Michael, Conner and B-nut.
Colleen <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

We just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking about you all and praying for you. I'm quite sure that you were the best parents that any little boy could ask for. God Bless you all and bring you Peace. The Landry's
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 3:59 PM CDT

I am so, so sorry to hear about your loss. Patty, Jessica's mom, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica
Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net>
arnold, MO US - Thursday, July 21, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

I know the loss you are feeling at this time. I lost my brother 6 months ago and the pain is still with me. You are both wonderful parents and Ryan loved you both so much. I know your days will be lonley, more so at certain times. I pray that you comfort each other and little Elizabeth is such a doll.
Evelyn <EVELYN.KAUTZ@DOC.MO.GOV>
Eldon, mo USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 3:08 PM CDT

You don't know me. I found your site through another. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you here in NJ. I'm so sorry. Ryan is such a beautiful little boy.
Lisa <sapphirestar@hotmail.com>
Byram, NJ USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:45 PM CDT

You all are still in my heart & prayers. May you all 3 feel the love & warmth that comes from God as you learn to live a life without that sweet boy. He is always with you. Maybe you can sometimes feel him near you. His love permeates your surroundings & enters your heart constantly. He's there, loving you & thanking you for the love you poured into him during his 5 years here on earth. May God bless.
linda tune <ljtune@bellouth.net>
franklin, tn - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:45 PM CDT

Dear Andrea,
I know that this is isn't much of a comfort, however, I wanted to let you know that we will help keep Ryan alive by remembering him, talking about him, and continuing to love him. You and Phillip are amazing parents. Do not regret decisions made and time gone. You did your best and gave your best. That was all Ryan needed! We are continuing to pray for all of you and are thinking of you often.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:43 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and sissy, I am sorry that I cannot take your pain away, I would truely take it if it were possible! I wish I was with you, I know that nothing I can say are do will make you feel any better, but know that I am with you in spirit and that my ear and shoulder will always be available to you. If Tears Could Build A Stairway, And Memories A Lane, I'd Walk Right Up To Heaven And Bring You Home Again. I Love You All.
PaPa D <djw101046@global.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:22 PM CDT

God's Loan

"I'll lend to you for a little time,
A child of mine," He said,
"For you to love the while he lives
And mourn for when he's dead.

"It may be six or seven years
Or twenty-two or three,
But will you till I call him back,
Take care of him for me?

"He'll bring his charms to gladden you
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have these precious memories
As solace for your grief.

"I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.

"I've looked this world over,
In my search for teachers true.
In the crowds that throng life's land,
I have selected you.

"Now will you give him all your love
Not think the labour vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call
To take him back again?"

It seems to me I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, thy will be done.
For all the joys a child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.

"We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known
Forever grateful stay.

"And should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand."

"Let the little children come to me and do not forbid them;
for such is the Kingdom of God." Mark 10:14

http://www2.caringbridge.org/ky/angela/

Vicki and Angela
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:11 PM CDT

Our hearts break for you three. I know his little sister must be lost without him. I know she is to little to understand that he is still by her side taking care of her just as he is you two. There is no words that anybody can say to make it better. Just know that there are so many people that he touched and that loved him. Those same people have you three in their prayers.

http://www2.caringbridge.org/ky/angela/

Vicki and Angela <davistribe3@wmconnect.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

At our fire meeting last night, some of us discussed Ryan and the beautiful life he lead. Buffalo Township was so proud to have our firetrucks in the procession to the cemetery. We would only do that for someone so special, like Ryan. We continue to pray for you all everyday and wish that we could do or say something to make you feel better. Hugs and love and prayers coming from Bowling Green & Louisiana forever!
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Thursday, July 21, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

I'm praying you find peace, knowing you took the very best care of your son! Big hugs........
Tammy DeBlaay ("Friends of Allie") <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth, Texas USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 1:33 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, How I wish that there were some magic words that could heal your hurt, but we all know that there are none. You will heal in your own time and in your own way..there is no magic formula. Hugs...Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
ARmonk, NY USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 1:33 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you as you try to make sense of it all. There is no time frame for grief, and only you know how it feels. Be kind to yourself and take care.
My deepest sympathy, Susan <susan0002@netzero.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 12:33 AM CDT

Dearest Andrea and Phillip,
Words are so empty now. I'm so glad you have Roy and Julie to speak with since they're on the same journey. And thank-you for keeping us in touch with you guys...I will always have Ryan in my heart and prayers. And that goes for you all as well. And I agree, you guys will always need the love, support and comfort from your CB friends out here in cyber space. I for one feel honored to lend you all that I can...even if it means just stopping by and signing the guestbook to let you know, from all over, people are thinking of you and never forgetting Ryan.
Hugs.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 12:28 AM CDT

My heart is so very sad about your loss. A precious little girl in our church also passed away from the same tumor just six days before Ryan, on July 4. ( www.fortvillechristian.com ) It's very hard to know the right things to say or the right things to do or not to do. Please know, though, that I pray for God's comfort and that you feel joy from Ryan's LIFE. God bless you.
Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com>
McCordsville, IN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 12:15 AM CDT

Ann and Phil,
My heart breaks more and more for you as I try to cope with all that has happened and all that you have been through. I don't know how hard it is, and the void you are feeling. I know how it is for me being his Aunt, but I can't imagine it for you. Just know that I'm constantly praying that you all are OK. You two gave that baby more love in 5 years than a lot of people give their children in a lifetime. And I'm soooo proud of both of you for the wonderful parents you are. There is no time for regrets since you were busy living life and enjoying it with your children, you didn't take the time to sit and say "what if". I would rather have the memories with him than the what if's. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Ryan-- I know you are watching over all of us. Take special care of mommy, daddy, sissy and nana right now. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU KIDDO!!!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!
FOREVER AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 12:11 AM CDT

Thinking of you as you try to find a new "normal" with Ryan gone in the physical sense, but forever with you in spirit.
You did a wonderful job being his parents, he knows you love him and miss him dearly.
Brittany <Brittanys5Ss@aol.com>
Akron, OH usa - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:52 AM CDT

Phillip and Andrea,

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I will never be able to sing the Burger King song again. I have tried and I think about how you two must feel. I knew just a little of Ryan, but he could always smile and had the greatest laugh. Remember the good times, Ryan will be sorely missed by all. I am right down the road if you need me.
Kerry Bassett <kerry.bassett@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:39 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
I just read your entry and I just can't imagine going through what you are going through. It's heart-wrenching! It is just not fair. But you should have no regrets. You did a wonderful job with the circumstances God dealt you. We could tell from the entries that you made the best of everyday you were given. You are blessed with a beautiful baby girl, a loving family and lot of friends who care so much about all of you. Turn to all of them and find strength. Lean on all of them and find comfort. Take each day one day at a time. We continue to pray for you guys. With love from the Browning's
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

Sending some daily hugs. I hope they help comfort you and your family. I am truly sorry for your lose and words cannot fill the void.
Renee <rseiler67@yahoo.com>
Maplewood, MN 55109 - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

I think the field of sunflowers on the way to the cemetery
were simply gorgeous, I think they were all standing at attention just for Ryan, like the fire department and ambulance drivers and police did as the funeral procession went by. The cemetary itself was a beautiful place, as far as cemetaries go, so clean and peaceful, the rolling hills, facing the east. A very nice place to lay a body to rest. I think Ryan was happy with your choice, that's why the bumblebee's were sent to let you know. My heart aches for you all, your family loves you and wants you to know that.
My prayers for you all are continous. I have some cards some of the kids in our children church made for you. If i don't get them there before I will give them to you when little Ashton Ryan gets here...Love ya,

Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
Pevely, Mo - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Andrea, PHillip, Elizabeth, and Sherry,
I am so sorry for what you are going through. My heart hurts for you. Please know that you are in our prayers every night. Thinking of you all.......
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
CA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

MY HEART IS JUST BREAKING FOR YOU. I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR STRENGTH FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. RYAN IS NOW YOUR VERY OWN ANGEL AND ALWAYS WILL BE A PART OF YOU. TRY TO THINK OF WHAT HE IS DOING RIGHT NOW AND HOW HAPPY AND PAIN FREE HE IS. YOU WERE SO LUCKY TO HAVE EACH OTHER WHO LOVED EACH OTHER SO MUCH.
PAT ZELLMANN <P.ZELLMANN@KLEINET.COM>
YOUNG AMERICA, MN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:35 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip
Crying with you....
A few weeks ago I started another rock garden
at church for the caringbridge angels. Two days
ago, I put Ryan's rock under the dogwood
tree. Yesterday when I went to water the
flowers, there were two bees flying
under the dogwood tree. Today at home
there was a bee flying over one of my flower
pots. Three for the Trinity and, of course, for
Ryan.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:34 AM CDT

Oh Andrea, my heart breaks for you and your family. I think of and pray for you everyday. I was cleaning out the car the other day and I found one of Harlei's purses. Inside was one of Ryan's cards he sent to us and your Christmas family picture. I got a teary eyed. We will never forget Ryan or your family. HUGS, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:17 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
No words can tell you how sad we are for your family. I often think of you during my day, and I wish there was something that I could think of to say to you that would ease your pain. Just please know that though many of us have not met you, we have gotten to know you and your sweet baby boy and we love you all. We cry with you and pray for you. Ryan will always be so special in my heart...and your family has taught me to hold on to mine and to never let go. Try not to regret...you are an inspiration to the rest of us and your baby boy is watching over you with all his love keeping you afloat. I hope that our prayers and hugs can somehow ease your pain a little bit during this very painful process. With lots of Love,
The Hammond Family <katy.hammond@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:16 AM CDT

I was thinking of Ryan today and wanted to let you know. I hope he visits all of you in your dreams quite often. We are still praying for your family.
The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:11 AM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea and Elizabeth,
Welcome home. You continue to be in our prayers as you travel this difficult journey.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:46 AM CDT

Prayers for strength. Thank you for your writings.
Corella Thorbeck <cthorbeck@aol.com>
Plymouth, MN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

I will continue to pray for your family.
jenifer
rockford, il - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

I wish those of us who have come to care about your family and your precious son could take on some of your pain for a little while to give you some peace and rest. Instead, I'll keep praying to the One who can offer you peace and ask Him to continue holding all of you in His loving hands. I'm so sorry.

Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip... I am so sorry for your loss. My heart truely aches for you. I know that instead of 1 day at time, you guys are truely living 1 minute at a time. God will carry you whenever you are unable to walk. Rest in Him. I know Ryan is comfortably there with no pain and healed. And he is waiting for you both. He is with the best possible caregiver ever. All my love and prayers to both of you. I will continue to check on you guys and lift you up in prayers.... Hugs to you and your family.
Sam Foster <erleriv@aol.com>
Dallas, Tx USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

The words just don't come because this shouldn't have to be. I will continue to pray for your family.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,I just read your entry and I can not imagine what you are going through. My heart breaks for you.Every single night I pray for your family to have the strength to get through the next day. I have been wanting to make a post in this guestbook but all the words I think of I just delete it because I am not sure if my words would help you. I see now that you need them now more than ever.I want you to both know that your family has inspired me to be a better mom and to hold Tristyn a little tighter because I know our time is so special and there is no guarantee for tomorrow.When we talked that day Andrea, I left your house in such awe of you. You are such an inspiration to all that know you and Phillip when I would see you and Ryan at school I would think what an amazing relationship you had with your son and how lucky you both were and I can say you are the best daddy Ryan could have ever wished for.He was so loved and he loved you so much in return. Like I said no words I can say will ease you pain just know that we all love your family so much and are here for you.
Christie <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, Ky USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

I will always be praying for you all, always sendin you hugs. Hopeing that the happy memories of Ryan bring smiles to your face everyday.

^^Ryan^^ watch over your mommy and daddy and your sissy too. Wrap your beautiful angel wings of love around then and give them peace and strength!

Lifting you all up in prayers!
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

Hi Mom,

I understand what you are going through, believe me! I lost my son 5 months ago to the beast. You are going through exactly the same emotions that I went through, there is a void and nothing will fill that void...I am still trying to learn how to live 'the new normal' which is something that should never have to be.
None of this in normal, what we feel is...
I really feel your pain...
Hugs to you and your family
www.caringbridge.org/ca/christophersfight
Leslie <leslieandian@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Canada - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

Andrea,
I don't know what to say. That is really strange coming from a Speech Path, I always know what to say, but in this case I don't. Even though I don't have the words to give, I can listen. Ryan loved you so much. It was so obvious that he loved you, Philip, and Sissy. I drove by your house yesterday to see if you guys had made it back home. I said a prayer as I drove by that the Lord would give you comfort and strength. If you need me to come and get Sissy for awhile, please let me know. When you are ready for company, let us know! I love you all!
Ms. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
Ft. Campbell, - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

I wish I could give you a great big bear hug. Just pretend I am giving you one. I so feel for you and your family right now and please know that we care and you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. There are probably no comforting words right now but just know someday you will all be together again. That is something to look forward to.

Love,
Karen James
Mother of Leah
Karen James <pkkl916@hotmail.com>
Livonia, MI USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:43 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Sissy,
I know I don't usually have much to say, this time is no different. I wanted you guys to know that I would do anything I could for you if you needed me to. I think about you several times a day and pray that you will overcome your regrets. When you look back you always see things you could have done different, but you didn't have the opportunity to stop and analyze every movement, you lived in the moment and gave Ryan all the love you had to give. You were always willing to give everything you had and that shows how unselfish you are. I love you.

Tiffaney Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:42 AM CDT

Words are not appropriate for such a time as this- only tears. My heart is broken for you, but I am so relieved for Ryan- I can only imagine what a welcome he received when he went from your arms to the hands of the very God who made the heavens and the earth... I can only imagine how the angels sang for him...the hope of heaven is no longer a hope for Him- it is real- it is wonderful! The hope of Heaven is what those of us that are left behind cling to- Hope that you will be with Ryan again� for him it will feel like in just a few minutes- for us it feels like an eternity. I know how you long for heaven right now- how much easier it seems to go there than to stay here in this painful world of loss and suffering. I pray that God's grace would flow like rain and that you would feel His presence carrying you through these next few hours, days, and months. God is faithful... even when He takes someone we love with all our hearts. God will be there for you... Right now this all feels so wrong- like there could never be anything good that could ever come from something so awful... but I promise you that our God is a God who works best when things are the worst. He will draw you close to Him in a way that you have never felt before and may never feel again- I believe God loves the brokenhearted in an amazing way. Grieve for Ryan, grieve for your broken heart and dreams- but hold tight to JESUS, to each other, and to the children He has given you to raise. My prayers are with you.

Amy
MI - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, I wish so bad that there was something I could do or say to help you feel better for just one moment, but I know you are feeling such incredible pain right now. Just know that I am thinking of you every second of the day and I will continue to pray for your family. Thinking of you always! With love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

May your heart find peace.
Susie <kidbykalyn@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:58 AM CDT

Andrea,
I will continue to be here for you and your family... I know each of us has our personal experiences, no two being exactly the same, but we all have a depth of understanding and compassion for each other that is such valuable support. I was just talking to a friend last night explaining how my relationships with other parents like you is one of the things I hold as most meaningful in my life now.
Please know you are not alone, and that there are so many of us who truly love you and understand the enormity of your grief.
Sending love to you all-
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

I am praying for all of you.
Susie Boedeker <susan_boedeker@eogresources.com>
Pearland, TX USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that complete strangers are holding you up in prayer. May God bless you with peace and understanding.
Trish
Ashland, KY - Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:49 AM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip,
Close your eyes, take a deep breath and feel him sitting next to you, his breath on your skin and his hand patting yours, saying, "don't cry, it'll be okay."

The one thing, even to the end, that he said over and over is "I love you". He freely accepted love and he freely returned that love. If there is never anything else I can be certain of in this life, the one thing I know for sure is that Ryan Douglas Brown knew he was loved, especially by his mommy and daddy, and he loved them right back.

The two of you gave Ryan the best 16 months any little boy could possibly have. The only regret is that it ended too soon.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:48 AM CDT

Sending you teary hugs all the way from Italy.
I am so very heart-broken for your loss. Ryan is a true champ ! A very special hug to his little sister who must be looking out for him so very hard.
Thank you for sharing your amazing son, your family, your heart, your Faith with us all. HUGS
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forl�, FC Italy - Thursday, July 21, 2005 6:59 AM CDT

Nothing I can say our do could take any of your pain away. Like meme I am and always will be there for you guy's. Please continue to let pain out, don't try to hold it in. Tell Phillip the same thing as it will just continue to grow. My phones are always on and the road down there is still there, it doesn't stop because my little buddy is gone.Love you all,and I am so proud of you guy's for the way you handled this whole thing. When you put all of the power that comes from as many people as you guy's have supporting you amazing things can happen. See ya soon, love ya
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 5:46 AM CDT

Oh Andrea.....

I feel each and every word you wrote right down to the core. I am so sorry that you all have now been thrust into this worst nightmare that a parent can go through. Just please know that there are those of us out here who literally "feel" your pain, we DO understand. You will continue to be covered in prayer. Your beautiful Ryan is now, and will forever be, all around you. Thank God we have the promise of eternal life. With that, we KNOW that we will hold our babies again. THAT is what keeps me going each day. If I didn't have HOPE, I would have NOTHING. Hand onto your faith, and know that today is one day closer to you seeing, hearing, smelling, and holding your baby again.

Love, hugs and continued prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America , Our Friends In London, and our Troops and Leaders! - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:02 AM CDT

I came by way of anothe caringbridge site and after reading about Ryan I had to post a message. He is adorable and so you are not being inpartial. Take care of yourself and know you are not alone.
Deborah Forever Vanessa's Mommy
Deborah Martinez www.caringbride/ca/vanessamartinez <debra126@comcast.net>
Madera, CA United States - Thursday, July 21, 2005 1:12 AM CDT

I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH! I don't know what else to say except I've been here for you and I'll continue to be here for you! Together we can make it through this. There is strength in numbers!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
FOREVER AUNT MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Im so so sorry to hear of your loss, I signed last week. I heard of your ryan through cheyennes page. and katias i believe. I have a son named ryan also. Know people all over the country are praying for you. and ryan is free of this awful thing called cancer!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

You are in my prayers. May God wrap you in His loving arms & bring you comfort & peace. Hold tight to each other.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.com>
franklin, tn - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 6:23 PM CDT

Dear Annie, Phillip, and Sissy,
We are continuing to pray for your comfort in missing sweet Ryan. His ceremonly was truly a sweet tribute to the life of a special little boy. You all handled the weekend with grace and strength. I admire you for that! We love you all and will keep beelieving that Ryan will hold you all close!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

I just want you all to know that I am always thinking about you and you are always in my prayers. Let me know if there is anything I could ever do for you. Love all! Jenn
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 5:27 PM CDT

Our prayer for you today...
That the Lord will bestow on you a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. You will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor. Isaiah 61:3 You may not feel strong or beautiful, but God will restore you moment by moment, day by day. He has already used you all to display his splendor through the many beautiful journal entries that chronicled Ryan's life and your great faith expressed through your tremendous love for him and each other. Although there are many of us who have walked this road, none of us knows just what it's like to be in your hearts and your home without Ryan physically there. We pray that you will continue to be encouraged by the love and support of those around you and that you always keep bee-lieving!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

Keeping you all in my prayers.
With much love from WI, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 12:16 AM CDT

I found this quote and immediatley thought of your amazing family.
"The mention of my child's name may bring tears to my eyes, but never fails to bring music to my ears. If you are really my friend, let me hear the beautiful music of his name. It soothes my broken heart
and sings to my soul." (Author Unknown)

www.caringbridge.org/md/calebsmith

Stephanie <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
arnold, md - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

Thinking of you all every day...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

Think of each person you saw at Ryan's send off as a representative of so many more of us who were there with you in thoughts and prayer. We continue to pray for you and think of Ryan daily - thanks for letting us "meet" him.
Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , nv - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 0:14 AM CDT

BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 5:43 PM CDT

Andrea, Philip, Nana, and Sissy..
I just wanted you guys to know we are still praying for you.
The service was a beatiful testimony to the love that Ryan had within him. The sun was shining so bright at the cemetary you could feel God's love and joy at Ryan's return home. Praying He will keep his arms around you...
Colleen
Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

Thinking of you always and forever! With love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

He fulfilled it....

Life Means So Much
By: Chris Rice

Every day is a journal page
Every man holds a quill and ink
And there's plenty of room for writing in
All we do is believe and think
So will you compose a curse
Or will today bring the blessing
Fill the page with rhyming verse
Or some random sketching

Teach us to count the days
Teach us to make the days count
Lead us in better ways
That somehow our souls forgot
Life means so much
Life means so much
Life means so much

Every day is a bank account
And time is our currency
So nobody's rich, nobody's poor
We get 24 hours each
So how are you gonna spend
Will you invest, or squander
Try to get ahead
Or help someone who's under

Teach us to count the days
Teach us to make the days count
Lead us in better ways
That somehow our souls forgot
Life means so much
Life means so much
Life means so much

Has anybody ever lived who knew the value of a life
And don't you think giving is all
What proves the worth of yours and mine

Teach us to count the days
Teach us to make the days count
Lead us in better ways
That somehow our souls forgot
Life means so much

Every day is a gift you've been given
Make the most of the time every minute you're living
Every day is a gift you've been given
Make the most of the time every minute you're living
Every day is a gift you've been given
Make the most of the time every minute you're living

Peanut
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:10 PM CDT

Brown Family,

I'm very sorry for your loss... I know I can't understand how you feel. As so many have said, Mrs. Sherry you did a wonderful job. I know I've never signed Ryan's guestbook, I'm so sorry.... I've been checking up on him. I'm sure as you know, Ryan is rooting you all on. Thats how all of us should go...

Peanut - www.caringbridge.com/al/lorin
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:02 PM CDT

Thank you, Nana, for your beautiful description of the wonderful service held for Ryan. It sounds as tho everybody went all out! The bumblebee part gave me goose pimples. How dear of Ryan to send them to comfort you all & let you know that he was pain free & full of fun as ever! I will never again see a bumblebee without thinking of Our Little Hero. He was & will continue to be such a treasure to everyone...a truly remarkable soul who had such a short visit here on earth to bring blessings to everyone. God must have missed him to call him home so quickly. Continuing the prayers for healing.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 2:55 PM CDT

Sherry
I could hardly read your beautiful update
through all my tears.
Such amazing tributes for Ryan in Louisiana!
And, I will now always see bees as a
witness of God's grace and loving mercy.
thinking of you all with love

mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 1:03 PM CDT

We are thinking of you. I hope you have a safe trip home. Let me know if you need anything.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 11:20 AM CDT

Thinking of you all.

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:39 AM CDT

Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Ryan was a fighter; there is no doubt about that! He is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.

The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable.

Ryan is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with him. She just loved children so much.

I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn�t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I�d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I�d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I�d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket�

AND KEEP YOU��..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pam�s website:
God's Garden

God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

Below is a poem that we have on a plaque dedicated to Pam:

The Broken Chain

We little knew that morning that
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly, in death
we do the same� It broke our
hearts to lose you, you did not go
alone; for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home� You
left us peaceful memories, your love
is still our guide, and though we
cannot see you, you are always at our
side� Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same;
but as God calls us one by one,
The Chain will link again.

You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of Angel Pam ( www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski ) <frmurato@nyct.com>
Syosset, NY USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

Sending prayers your way....thanks for sharing your Angel with us...stay strong...

God bless
Ozzie <ovieira@hartz.com>
Harrison, NJ - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:49 AM CDT

To Ryans Family:
Love and prayer go out for each of you and God Bless all of you for the strength that you shared with Ryan during his fight. A special thank you to each of you for allowing us to be a small part of his life! His memory will live on in so many hearts for ever. You have my deepest sympathy.
Kelly <KELOBRIEN_564@HOTMAIL.COM>
Palmyra, MO - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:08 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,

How wonderful to read Nana Sherry's beautiful account of Ryan's funeral! He was, and is, certainly loved!

God bless you all.

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 2:49 AM CDT

~*~ Ryan ~*~

i didn't know Ryan or his family .. i came here tonight via Chris (clownfish). i can't imagine what you're going through right now but it sounds like Ryan was a very special miracle boy .. and that he touched thousands of lives in his time on this earth. he will always be with you. my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family ....
Raven <raven_lllll@yahoo.com>
Denver, CO - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:05 PM CDT

Ryan certainly was a miracle boy. Thanks for sharing about the service. It sounds like the service was beautiful, honoring a very special boy who touched so many lives. Ryan will always be with us and you all will always be in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:43 PM CDT

Thanks so much for the beautiful description of the tribute for Ryan. Please know that those of us who couldn't be there in person were definately there in spirit and prayers. Thanks for being so eloquent and keeping us updated. I'm still adding hugs--I just can't seem to quit!
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

i dont know if this got something to do with Ryan but the same thing happen to me today with a bubble bee. I'm sure going to miss ryan it still hurts when i think bout hes gone now. Ya have been on my mind the past week. I'm always here for u guys. If u need anything just ask Your Eagles Club Family. This year Poker run going to be the biggest yet and we going to remember our little buddy Ryan. I love ya let me know when the fort campbell service is cause im going to be at that one. Love ya
wes ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
hopkinsville, Ky - Monday, July 18, 2005 8:32 PM CDT

What a beautiful entry about a beautiful little boy and his wonderful family. When my cousin died from AIDS several years ago, we were at the cemetary and there was a hummingbird that kept buzzing around my aunt and cousins. I had never seen a hummingbird before so I was fascinated and from the point on we have always believed that it was Tom sending us a sign that he was alright. I will keep all of you in my prayers and whenever I see a bumblbee I will think of your family. God bless!!
ann <amuraro@isbe.net>
springfield, il us - Monday, July 18, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Hi Browns,

Thanks for the update on the memorial service. It sounds like it couldn't have been done any better or any nicer for your sweet Ryan. I'm so glad that it was done right. He deserved nothing but the finest. I'm glad he has already shown you he is alright. I'm sure there will be many more signs to come.

Thanks for the detailed description of the service. I can imagine there wasn't a dry eye there. He was and still is such a miracle boy. Thanks for sharing him with us.

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 18, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

Just thinking of you today. You were in my prayers all weekend too. Thank you for the update on the weekend ceremonies.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:36 PM CDT

We were so honored to be a part of such a wonderful service. A true celebration, not only of Ryan's amazing 5 years but also the immense love felt by so many for him, both near and far. I will agree with Lauren's posting, that I'm sure God was listening to all our prayers. While we wish he would have healed Ryan here, there is no doubt he has been healed. Praying that he continues to heal your hearts and that those bees keep buzzing close by!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:29 PM CDT

This was the most beautiful service I've ever been to. Of course, it would have to be to match the beauty that Ryan posessed. I think it is awesome that so many people from Kentucky came up for the service. That just goes to show how important Ryan is, was, and always will be. We are all still praying for you all everyday.
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Monday, July 18, 2005 1:50 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all. My heart aches for you...but, your beautiful Ryan is at peace and his struggle is over.
Beth S. "The Ships Project"
Waterford , MI USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 1:00 PM CDT

The service sounds soooo beautiful and moving. Through your words, I can see it. Thank you for allowing us to experience it even though we could not attend in person.

Ryan is a pretty special young man, there in your community as well as in our household!!!!!!!!!!!

Reading about the Bumblebee made me think. We have not had a single Bumblebee in Cheyenne's garden all year. But, knowing our children, I bet we see one shortly when they come to visit!!!

Maxie's butterfly, a big reddish orange dragon fly and a black with spots on its wings dragon fly are regulars in the garden, as are some beautiful light grey doves and Cheyenne's Mockingbird. An occassional visiting Bumblebee would fit right in!!

Hang on to each other tight. You remain in our thoughts and prayers.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, July 18, 2005 11:58 AM CDT

To Ryan's family,

May God be with you all at this time. Nana, your discription of the tribute makes us feel like we were there. Your angel is free of pain and sickness and is in a better place. Bless you.
Peggy McKita
PEGGY MCKITA <peggy9544 3@earthlink.net>
ROCKY MOUNT, NC USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

Ryan's family, I came here from Chris's site. She asked that people check in with you. Nana, never have I been so moved by an account of a family's celebration of life. I am continually amazed that these little angels send signs of their presence. And I am so glad when people recognize them. I read an another angel's site where the sun was shining through the window and a child's handprint was visible. This was months after the little angel earned her wings -- and repeated window washing had taken place. God does love his little one, and He knows how very much their loved ones need to know that they are in His care. Keeping all of you in prayers.
Linda Pung Dabblesand Doodles and Hugs and Hope Club Member <ginponymom@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 11:22 AM CDT

I've been reading Ryan's page for a few months ago and I worried very much about "leaving" all of the CB kids I read about when I left last Sunday to spend a week as a counselor at a church camp. I prayed specifically for Ryan several times last week, especially knowing how fragile his health had become, and a camper asked me one day last week who I was praying for. I told her (and the rest of my cabin) about Ryan and several of the other kids, and we prayed as a cabin that night for Ryan and his complete healing, whether on Earth or in Heaven. I wish I could remember what night that happened; I do not doubt at all that God was listening. You are an amazing family to withstand this loss with such strength and support for one another. Ryan was--and still is--such a wonderful blessing from God. I feel blessed just to have "known" him and all of you through this page. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 11:17 AM CDT

Thank You so much Nana for still sharing your beautiful Angel with all of us who have been traveling this journey with your family. May GOD Bless all of you and may Ryan continue to buzzzz around all of you, letting you know he is watching over us all! We BEELIEVE!
With Love,

The Hammond Family <katy.hammond@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

What a way to honor such a beautiful boy. I'm so glad Ryan sent you the bumblebee. Know we are always thinking of and praying for you. Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:29 AM CDT

Wow! It sounds as though Ryans "Celebration of Life" was just as it should be for the "Hero" he was and is. God Bless all of you and may God bring you some peace.
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

God has blessed your little angel Ryan...he is holding him in his arms, talking about all the happy memories Ryan has from his loving family and friends. You have all been blessed. May peace find your heart and help you heal. Many prayers are going out to you. God bless you all.
Audrey Millard <amillard@lifetouch.com>
Plymouth, MN - Monday, July 18, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Beautiful....

Prayers....

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 18, 2005 7:51 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Elizabeth, and Sherry,
What a Beautiful, Beautiful tributee to one AMAZING little boy! I am so happy to hear that Ryan sent the little bumblebees down to let you all know he is doing just fine. I will be praying for you all throughout these days ahead. take care
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Calif - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:06 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Mindy "Angel Trent's Big Sister" caringbridge.org/ia/tbone <MinD78@aol.com>
Perry, IA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 11:17 PM CDT

May the peace that passes understanding dwell within you and the memories of Ryan bring you comfort. (((HUGS))) from South Carolina.
Lori Tripp <grallygripper@yaboo.com>
Fountian Inn, SC - Sunday, July 17, 2005 8:30 PM CDT

I WANTED TO WRITE AND THANK A VERY SPECIAL FAMILY FORM PHILLP,ANDREA,MY LITTLE,BUDDA,AND RYAN. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN THE THE GREATEST FRIENDS A PERSON CAN ASK FOR EVEN THROUGH EVERY THING THAT HAS HAPPENED.RYAN EVEN THROUGH PASSING YOU MANAGED TO TOUCH EVERYONES HEART,TO LET US KNOW THAT EVERY THING WAS GOING TO OK.PHILLP AND ANDREA THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU GUYS HAVE DONE AND NANA SHERRY YOU GUYS TAKE CARE OF THE BUDDA LOVE YOU GUYS.

MAC .AKA. TINA
MAC <reconscout101@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY US - Sunday, July 17, 2005 8:21 PM CDT

Dear Phillip & Andrea,

Phyllis and I are sorry we were not able to come up for the service. Please know that you were in our thoughts and prayers all day. We are here to help and offer our support to you in the coming days.
Brenda Hunley & Phyllis Riley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Sunday, July 17, 2005 7:27 PM CDT

Hi everyone,
You all continue to be very present in my thoughts and heart. I am glad to hear that the service yesterday was a wonderfully loving tribute to Ryan- I am sure the many who were there with you physically are just a small number compared to the many who continue to surround you in spirit. I pray you continue to feel all the love and support being sent your way.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie

Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 17, 2005 6:37 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. You have been on my mind. I am sorry I could not be in Missouri, but I was there in spirit. I am sure the ceremony was beautiful. Continuing to keep you in my prayers.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Sunday, July 17, 2005 5:12 PM CDT

Dear Andrea and Philip, Our hearts are aching for you. We are so sorry for your loss and we are keeping you and your entire family in our constant prayers and you all are always on our minds and in our hearts. Ryan was such a beautiful, brave, precious and sweet boy who showed so much courage and strength. I know that he was able to do that with all of the love and care that his wonderful family has for him. You and Philip are wonderful parents and I can see why with the wonderful parents that raised the two of you. Nanna, you are truly a beautiful lady and have inspired everyone with the strength and abundant love that you have for your children and grandchildren. You are an angel here on earth and loved by so many. We will continue to pray for all of your family for his abiding comfort to help all of you each day as you miss your precious darling little boy. We send our deepest sympathy and want you to know that if love alone could have cured him he would be here right now because so many people loved Ryan. Love to all of you and may God give you the strength to make it through each new day, "ONE DAY AT A TIME". Our tears still fall like rain, especially when we go to his new pictures. Thank-you for sharing those pictures with all of us. They certainly show Ryan's love for life and how much life he put into those five years. We're so glad that you have so many beautiful pictures of him. He is certainly a beautiful child and you can tell that he was all boy. Love, Prayers, Hugs and our deepest sorrow to all of you. Ryan will be sorely missed. He already is!!!!
Roy and Cindy Turner 1/502 Aco
Clarksville, TN USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

Thinking of you all....

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 17, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

hi
im sorry to hear about ryan.he is in a good plae next to god .your family will be in my thought and prayers.
troy <kingfish2345@yahoo.com>
kaukauna, wi usa - Sunday, July 17, 2005 12:12 AM CDT

Hi Browns,

Just thinking of you all this morning and saying a little prayers for you.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 17, 2005 11:14 AM CDT

I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your sweet baby boy. You are in my heart, my thoughts, and my prayers.
Teresa Ryan <teeryan@optonline.net>
Sound Beach, NY USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Am so sorry to hear of Ryans death, his was the second quilt I had ever worked on.....so glad to be a part of it and bring a little joy to him!
Joyce <pommiegirl51au@yahoo com.au>
Romsey, Vic Australia - Sunday, July 17, 2005 3:44 AM CDT

Hi Phillip, Andrea, Nana Sherry, and the rest of the family,

I want you to know that although we were not there in person today, we were with you in spirit. We had a beautiful balloon release here in Ryan's honor this afternoon.

After the release, Cheyenne made a MAJOR point of letting us know that she was pleased and that Ryan and our Pumpkin was ok.

Hang tight to each other, it is hard, but with God's help we can get through this until we are reunited with our children.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

Praying God's peace and comfort for the long road ahead. Thanks for the continued updates.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:41 PM CDT

I wish it knew the words that would help you get though this. You have many wonderful memories, you will always have these to hang on too. And if you do that, Ryan will always be with you. You all have been on our minds and in our hearts and prayers. You wrote in one of your journals that "God won't give you more than you can handle" I do believe that is true. Let God help you as you go through these very hard times. Stay strong for each other.
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:00 PM CDT

I just wanted to stop by to give you guys a hug.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella ) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , Michigan - Saturday, July 16, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

Thinking and praying for all of you.
Christie Sitton <Christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY 42223 - Saturday, July 16, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

Thinking of you today
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, July 16, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

My name is Kelly Klund and my daughter Olivia is the same age as your son (http://www.caringbridge.org/wi/oliviaklund). She has Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia.
I am so sorry for what your family must be going through.
Your son was truly a hero. From reading his website you can tell that in his beautiful but short life that he was a very special little boy who brought great joy and lessons of love to all who knew him.
The bravery that you have shown as a family is amazing � I can�t imagine that there is any harder thing in the world.
Your son was a great gift to your family and now to me too!

Many people become parents by accident, some by choice and a few by habit. Did you ever wonder how parents of children with life threatening illnesses are chosen?

Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting THESE families with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger.........

"Armstrong, Beth, son, patron saint Matthew" "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter, patron saint Cecilia" "Rutledge, Carrie, twins, patron saint Gerard."

Finally, He passes a name to an angel and says "Give them a child with cancer." The angel is curious. "Why God? They so happy."

"Exactly," smiles God, "Could I give a child with cancer parents who do not know laughter? That would be cruel."

"But, do they have patience?" asks the angel.

"I don't want them to have too much patience or they will drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wear off, they will handle it."

"I watched them today," said God. "They have that feeling of self-independence that is so rare and necessary in parents. You see, the child I'm going to give them has his own world. They have help him live in their world and that's not going to be easy."

This couple is perfect. They have just enough selfishness."
The angel gasps, "Selfishness! Is that a virtue?"

God nods. "If they can't separate themselves from the child occasionally, they never survive. Yes here is the family I will bless with a child less than perfect. They do not realize it yet, but they are to be envied. They will never take anything their child does for granted. They will never consider a single step ordinary. I will permit them to see clearly the things I see...ignorance, cruelty, prejudice...and allow them to rise above them."

"And what about her their saint?" asks the angel, his pen poised in mid air.

God smiles and says..."A mirror will suffice."

the Klunds
Baldwin , wi usa - Saturday, July 16, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers...especially today.
Kathy
caringbridge.oeg/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with the family today.
Sharon
Los Angeles, - Saturday, July 16, 2005 3:52 PM CDT

Still holding you in my heart & prayers. May God ease the pain for you. Many of us who never even met him will never forget Ryan & he will constantly be with you. Everytime I look at the stars I wonder which one is "Our Little Hero". He's up there, shining down on all of us, but mostly on you for the wonderful care you gave him as he made his transition. God bless you all.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Saturday, July 16, 2005 1:40 PM CDT

The service was very nice. You are all in my prayers. Let all us here at the pharmacy know if you need anything, you know we will do anything we can to help. I LOVE YOU ALL!!
Brittany McManus <terranb04@hotmail.com>
louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

The service was beautiful and we know Ryan is now at peace. Thank you to Andrea, Philip and Sherry for all of your postings on this site to keep us all aware of what was going on during this most difficult time. We continue to pray for your family. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 1:13 PM CDT

I wanted you to know that I have been thinking of you all today and I am praying for you and your family.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Saturday, July 16, 2005 11:50 AM CDT

To all of Ryan's family,
I just wanted to let you know I've said many prayers for you this morning. Ryan will be remembered by so many, many people who knew him and who got to know him by his website.
I am praying that you receive many visits from him to let you know he's okay and happy and having a wonderful time.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 11:43 AM CDT

Just wanting to let you know that we continue to say prayers for your family especially today and may God give you all the strength you will need today and for always. I have never personally met Ryan, however he touched a place in my heart from reading the journal and I was honored to be at the memorial yesterday. God Bless, The Landry's

Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

I just came by from Devin's site & wanted to let you know that your family will be in our prayers!

Love and Prayers,
Amy & Micah

MICAH'S JOURNEY

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:22 AM CDT

Hey Just wanna to stop by and say Ryan I LOVE YOU. Little Ma u always hold a special place in my heart. We all going to miss your smile and i sure going to miss my hugs. See you in heaven
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, KY - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

I hope that everything goes well with the service....Thinking and praying for you always.
p.s I found your website from Maddie P"s website.
klassy kernan <kernan_6_6_91@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 16, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

To Ryan's Family,
My thoughts will be with you today as you say your last good-bye's to Ryan but remember that he will always be with you and I am sure he will visit you in the weeks to come. God will help you through this difficult time.
Marcia Luck
Hazelwood, MO USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 8:34 AM CDT

By the grace of God, may your faith remain steadfast
knowing that His eternal love is embracing Ryan
with safe keeping in His heavenly kingdom.

Thinking of you today with love and prayers
as you celebrate the life of precious Ryan.

Mrs. Pam
xxoo <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
St Louis, Missouri - Saturday, July 16, 2005 8:17 AM CDT

Keeping you and your family in our prayers especially today. I pray that God will comfort you and give you the strength that you will need today and the coming days.
Brenda <carlellis@alltel.net>
Eastanollee, GA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 7:30 AM CDT

Continuing to think of you all. I am sure today's service will be the beautiful send off of which Nana writes. Ryan and your family continues to touch so many lives- your courage and love setting such a strong example.
We'll be with you all in our thoughts and prayers.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, July 16, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

Praying for you all especially hard today, as you prepare for Ryan's service. So many of us love and care about you, and God is continuing to hold you up.

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America , Our Friends In London, and our Troops and Leaders! - Saturday, July 16, 2005 6:29 AM CDT

Thinking and praying for you all,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 16, 2005 0:29 AM CDT

I have never been on your site before and got your link from another caringbridge webpage. I just wanted to say I am so sorry for your loss. I read most of your journal and I am especially sorry Ryan suffered so much. I imagine you all must have felt so helpless. I pray your memories bring your heart comfort and peace.
www.caringbridge.org/ny/allia
Rosa Fraticelli <rosafraticelli@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 11:01 PM CDT

I pray that God will hold you and help you through tomorrow. I'm sure Ryan will be looking down with the Angels and smiling to see how many people love him. Remember he is in the most beautiful place in the world, and one day we will all be with him again and just think of all the amazing stories he will be able to tell us. You are in our constant prayers!!
The Cotnoir Family (Armand, Kim, Cory, Cameron, and Carley <acotnoir@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 9:50 PM CDT

THINKING OF ALL OF YOU! BE STRONG THRU THIS HARD,HARD TIME.WE WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU ESPICALLY ON SAT. BLESS YOU ALL.
TRACEY.........www.caringbridge.org/pa/meghandougherty <TRACEYDOCX2@AOL.COM>
COLLINGDALE, PA - Friday, July 15, 2005 9:34 PM CDT

Thinking of you all...I am sure this has to be the hardest thing a parent has to go through.I wish I could take all the pain away for you.I am praying for all of you.
Christie <Christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:51 PM CDT

RYAN'S FAMILY,
THINKING ABOUT EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND HOPING THAT YOU ARE DOING OKAY.PLEASE STAY STRONG!
BECKY <RRR222@AOL.COM>
CLARKSVILLE, IND - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

I can only imagine how hard today was for all of you and I am sending all my love and all my prayers to Ryan's beautiful family today.
May you only find sunshine, love, comfort and strength in all your days.
Love, Kim {Kody's Mom}
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear6@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 6:51 PM CDT

Thinking of you...
Praying...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 6:17 PM CDT

Thinking of you all.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

To the Brown Family,
My heart aches for you because you just lost your little boy. You are a strong family. You will get through this and be reunited one day with your little boy.
Linda Tienda <j.tienda@worldnet.att.net>
Clearwater, FL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 5:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you all on this most difficult day.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 5:22 PM CDT

Phillip & Andrea,

My heart aches for you both. I am keeping you and your family in our prayers.
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth. net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Friday, July 15, 2005 4:38 PM CDT

Praying for your family.
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:58 PM CDT

Still praying for God's loving arms to surround you & bring you strength & peace as you heal. Sending more hugs for the family. Ryan got the ultimate HUG from Jesus when he entered Heaven. Praying that you, Andrea & Phillip, hold each other dearly & let God bring you even closer together as a family. You have been incredible during this loss. Keep the faith. Ryan is watching over you with a big grin on his sweet face!
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:49 PM CDT

My Thoughts and Prayers are with you all.
I hope God's rays of light shine on you and bring you comfort. (What a beautiful boy)

Flea - Aundrew's Aunt ...www.caringbridge.org/ny/andrewsmom <sdrawkcabmi@hotmail.com>
NYC, - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:39 PM CDT

To Ryan's family,
I am so sorry to hear of your sweet little boy's passing.
Thinking of you at this time.
Sending prayers.
Kiim <Kimberly245@aol.com>
RI - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

Dear Ryan's family,
May the warm memories of your dear sweet Ryan
soothe you at this difficult time and help you be at peace.
My prayers are with you.
Those who bloom in the hearts of others never fade away.
May you find comfort and strength in your memories.

Ryan is completely healed now and having fun playing with all the other little angels in Heaven. I bet he is charming all the 'widdle wadies' with his handsome good looks and big muscles. You all took such good care of him here; now he is your guardian angel in Heaven looking after you.

Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com>
RI - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:19 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss.Please know that I'm thinking of you.Ryan was a fighter and is now pain free in heaven dancing with all the other Sweet Angels.

BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:09 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my prayers ~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Friday, July 15, 2005 1:30 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers, may angels sit on each of your shoulders to comfort you through youR tough days! Lots of Love and Prayer
Kelly O'Brien <KELOBRIEN_564@HOTMAIL.COM>
Palmyra, MO marion - Friday, July 15, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

Thinking about you guys today. Wish I could make it all go away for you.

Rob (www.ourmelody.net) <rob@ourmelody.net>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Elizabeth, Nana & Grandma Pat,
You are in our prayers during this difficult time. We pray that the Lord will give you strength as you go through Ryan's visitation today and funeral tomorrow. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Tina & Pam (And the rest of the Hospice staff)
Tina Tomlinson <tinatomlinson@peoplepc.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Friday, July 15, 2005 9:16 AM CDT

Browns,

Words seem so useless at a time like this. Please know that we are thinking of you during this most difficult time. May the memories of your sweetheart help lessen the pain.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

Love, Support and prayers from Indiana. We too will be releasing ballons for Ryan Saturday. Andrea, Phillip, Nana, Sissy and especially Ryan. Even though we have never met, you have become a very important part of our lives and we love you and want you to know we are sending out lots of love to you all. Ann Marie, Joey, Nicholas and Hannah Ranschaert
Ann Marie Ranschaert <Ranschaert.AnnMarie@Orbital.com>
South Bend , IN USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

I wish I was there with you all today and tomorrow- and I guess I am, in spirit, because I am thinking of all of you, and Ryan (and Maddie, Jake, Troy, Cheyenne, Corinna, Isaac, Celeste...). You all hold such a special place in my heart- I am looking forward to visiting with you all soon... I like Roy's idea to release balloons tomorrow for Ryan- we'll do the same. (Keegan has been talking about Ryan every day. He will love to send the balloons up)
Thinking of you all-
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie

Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, July 15, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

My prayers are with you all. Ryan will ALWAYS be a part of your lives - he is such a special young man.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:39 AM CDT

thinking of you with hugs and prayers.... Ryan will live on in your hearts and minds forever. I kow you will miss him so. I lost a son too several years ago.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 7:32 AM CDT

3
THINKING OF YOU AT THIS DIFFICULT TIME, SENDING LOVE AND PRAYERS YOUR WAY...MAY RYAN REST IN PEACE AND BE SURROUNDED BY MANY OF THE FRIENDS MENTIONED ABOVE-

"Perhaps they are not the stars, But rather openings in heaven, Where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy"

~inspired by an eskimo legend~

WHAT CANCER CANNOT DO
CANCER IS SO LIMITED-
IT CANNOT CRIPPLE LOVE
IT CANNOT SHATTER HOPE
IT CANNOT CORRODE FAITH
IT CANNOT DESTROY PEACE
IT CANNOT KILL FRIENDSHIP
IT CANNOT SUPRESS MEMORIES
IT CANNPT SILENCE COURAGE
IT CANNOT INVADE THE SOUL
IT CANNPT STEAL ETERNAL LIFE
IT CANNOT CONQUER THE SPIRIT
~SOURCE UNKNOWN

sincerely, chris
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:20 AM CDT

Thinking of you and wanted to again say I'm so sorry. Prayers for peace and comfort,

Michelle and Ben

Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
Ashburn, VA, - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:04 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and hoping you're able to feel the amazing amount of love Ryan inspired from and in people.
Brenda Reeder
Mon. Jct., NJ - Friday, July 15, 2005 6:44 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, Nana Sherry, and All,

I am continuing to think of sweet Ryan, and of you all. I am sure, from reading other CaringBridge sites, that people from many states, and several countries, are praying for you all. May God bless each and every one of you!

I will pray for you tomorrow afternoon and evening and Saturday morning. May our Lord give you strength, comfort, and peace, and may He remain with you in the days and weeks to come.

Below my signature, I am adding a collect that has helped me go through, and beyond, a variety of hard circumstances. May its words be give you assurance and help, as well.

Grace, peace, love, and all good,

~Colette~

A Collect For Fridays:

Almighty God, whose most dear Son went not up to joy but
first he suffered pain, and entered not into glory before he
was crucified: Mercifully grant that we, walking in the way
of the cross, may find it none other than the way of life and
peace; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord. Amen.

~The Book Of Common Prayer, Page 99
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:04 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers and thoughts. I'm sorry for your loss. He was a fighter and will always be looking after you.
Kim Hayes (St. Louis Children's Hospital) <madcrzy@charter.net>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 1:33 AM CDT

There are no words for how I feel. Know that you all are in my heart and I'll be praying for peace for you in the days/months to come. Ryan was a true fighter to the end and your continuing faith was inspiring.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, Md - Thursday, July 14, 2005 11:22 PM CDT

wes's friend...I am very sorry for your loss... my family and I will be praying for you.
Jordan Upchurch <JordanUpchurch28@hotmail.com>
Albany, Ky United States - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:32 PM CDT

You don't know me but please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Debi (The Ships Project) <crazyeights@sbcglobal.net>
Michigan - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
I just wanted to let you know that I will be thinking about you tomorrow and Saturday (well, I think about you everyday). Hayley and I will be going back to New York for 2 weeks, but we will continue to check in on all of you.

Remember, you are not alone ... I love you all.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

Wish we could be there with you on Friday and Saturday. We will be releasing balloons in Ryan's honor on Saturday. Lots and lots of hugs and prayers.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

At this time I know that no words will take away any of the pain, but I just wanted you all to know that I am truly sorry for your loss. I am sorry I didn't get to know Ryan better, but for the short time I did know him, I loved him. So i just wanted you to know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you the best.
Nikki Miller (Pennington) <nikki_pennington86@yahoo.com>
Centralia, IL USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:49 PM CDT

Love and prayers from Oklahoma. We had just arrived in Missouri when we checked a computer and found that Ryan had gone on to be with Jesus. When Alisa came in and told us, Devin just cried.....he has lost way too many of his friends....and each one seems to hurt more than the last. We stopped by the Precious Moments factory and chapel near Carthage, Missouri and when we drove onto the grounds, Devin made the remark that this seemed like a sad place. When we went in the chapel with the ceiling full of angels we all thought of all the little CaringBridge angels that have left us much too soon. Then, the big picture of the children seeing a "Welcome to Heaven" sign seemed to make it all seem a little more tolerable......I know that Ryan is playing with all of the other CB angels who also had to leave way too soon.

My prayers go out to all of you as you navigate these new waters without your sweet, sweet little boy. This may be one of the times that you have to depend on Jesus to carry you through.

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

Please accept my deepest sympathy! God Bless all of you.
debs <porkfriedrice8@hotmail.com>
Lethbridge, AB Canada - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Can't stop thinking about Ryan and his man jeep and how he was always surrounded with such profound love from all of you. Keeping you all in my prayers and heart.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

I am so sorry. You will continue to be in my prayers.
Lisa
Mount Juliet, TN USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:32 PM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers today and everyday. Peace to you all.
B
Saint Louis, MO - Thursday, July 14, 2005 3:20 PM CDT

~Continuing to think of Ryan, and of all of you.

God bless you all!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, July 14, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Thinking of you...sending many hugs and prayers your way! Ryan did win his batle i hope he is having lots of gun up there with Maddie and the rest of the crew od the kids club!
klassy kernan <iloveyou@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 2:00 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know we are still praying for you all as you navigate through this week and the days ahead. I hope you continue to feel the amazing love and support of family and friends that has been so evident (even to those of us watching via cyber-space). As you try to wrap your minds and hearts around what has happened, I pray that you are able to fix your eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary but what is unseen is eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:18.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, July 14, 2005 1:40 PM CDT

I wish I had the words to comfort you, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Carol Beck
Mt Bethel, PA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

I love the poem, that is the same one we used for Maxie's service. I know that your sweet Ryan is hanging with Cheyenne and Maddie and Connor and Maxie. They have gone to the best place that we all wish we could. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. I too have walked in your shoes. GOD BLESS. (www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/)
Christy (mom to superstar Maxie) <imaqt430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:46 AM CDT

Praying for strength and peace at these difficult times...Ryan is your guardian Angel...thanks for sharing him with us....He will be missed...

God bless
Ozzie <ovieira@hartz.com>
Harrison, NJ - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, and Elizabeth,
I just wanted you to know that I will be praying for all of you today and every day. I am praying for peace, strength, and comfort to get through the upcoming days, weeks, and months without the physical presence of Ryan. I know he will always be right by your side helping you and guiding you.
Dotocon@aol.com <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 6:28 AM CDT

I am related to Leah who is going through the same catastrophy that Ryan did. Ryan will be your angel forever and ever and that will never change. It is so unfair what is happening to these children. We are so overwhelmed by what is happening to Leah and it seems to be happening so quickly. God will love her when it is her time to earn her wings. Children have a first pass ticket to heaven because of there innocence. I will think of you often as I have been following Ryans journal for some time now. My heart hurts for you and your family.
Love Trina
Trina <Nslatinsky@talkamerica.net>
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:05 AM CDT

I only knew Ryan for a short time when him and Luke went to school together and then when I heard that he was sick I would go and talk to him and the family but one day that I will never forget is when the boys got to play in the Jeep together and my little man was yellin "mayday mayday" and I told Ryan and Luke hey dudes yall have the same hair cut they turned and looked at each other just in the perfect way I wish that I could take all the pain away for yall in soo many ways but I know that he is rested and now an angel watching over all of us makin sure that we are safe in whatever we do We will all miss his smile and laugh God Bless you all
Misty Ray Luke and Mikalah Carr <misty.d.carr@us.army.mil>
Ft Campbell, Ky Christian - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:34 PM CDT

Your son is beautiful! He is one of my many CARINGBRIDGE HEROES. Your family will be in my prayers.
LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS!! Beth Gregory and the Gregory Gang
Portland, TN May God Bless our Troops and the USA!!! - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:33 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
Your courage and faith are amazing and an inspiration to all. My family has been praying and will continue to pray for you all. "May God bless you and keep you. May He lift his countenance upon you and give you peace."

Davidads@aol.com <Davidads@aol.com>
Duluth, GA USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:43 PM CDT

Dear Brown family,I read in the leaf-chronicle of the death of your precious son.My Prayers go out to you and your families.After going through the guest book,you had a long battle to go throught.But stay strong thru Faith in God he will help all of you thru this.
Phyllis Barnes <chsalli@charter.net>
Clarksville, Tn. U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:20 PM CDT

I have put off writing this hoping words of comfort would come to me. I am still at a loss. I just wanted you both to know what an impression your son made on us. He was a very special young man. Not a day went by that we didnt think of him and pray. I also want you to know how much both your children meant to Linda. I think she does not know what to say to you at this time but you are all deep in her and Joshs thoughts. We all hoped Ryan would get better and he did. He is in a better place now and free. We love you. From Lindas mom.
martha pennington <rlpmap@peoplepc.com>
centralia, il usa - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:31 PM CDT

Just praying for you throughout the day.
Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com>
Reno, nv - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 6:09 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about Ryan, my heart goes out to you all! May god give you strength for the days ahead!
Ginger/sunshine on Eagle's wings <craftygramginger@centurytel.net>
Donald, OR u.s.a. - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 5:59 PM CDT

Sending prayers and heartfelt condolences to you.
God bless you in Heaven, Ryan.
Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com>
RI - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 5:19 PM CDT

Continuing to think of you all- hope you are holding up...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 5:10 PM CDT

About 2 years ago we found out that my cousin had a tumor in the exact same spot as Ryan and I still remember how teriffied my whole family was when we found out. Since then she has had 4 surgeries and has been through one session of radiation treatmeants, fortunatly they have gotten almost all of, although the tumor had finger wrapped around her optic nerver they were unable to get every bit, and unfortunatly there is a chance that because of those finger it may grow back and for the rest of her life she will have to be monitored and maybe even have to have more surgeries. I am 14 now and was 12 at the time when we found abotuu my cousin. She is a year younger than me and we are every close, and when i heard the news all I coudl think of was "Oh No!" I AM SO INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS!! AND YOU WILL STAY IN ALL OF MY PRAYERS!!
Love, Emily Dawn
Emily KinKade <emily_dawn09@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 3:27 PM CDT

We are praying for you all to get through this and for safe travels for everyone traveling to MO. God Bless You!
Elizabeth Grimes <elizabethgrimes@bellsouth.net>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

Thinking of you all and sending love and prayers.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 2:29 PM CDT

I am sorry to hear about your lose. I was only 13 when my mother passed away from cancer of the spinal cord. It has been 12 years since then and I am now a mother of two beautiful kids. I wish you all the best and just know that even though we dont know you or your precious son, my mother is watching over him as if he were her own. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless!
Kelly Rush <kelkah24@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, Tn 37042 - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:05 PM CDT

We are praying for your family

John 11:25-26
Blackston Family <blackstonfamily@hotmail.com>
Fort Campbell, Ky USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 12:41 AM CDT

Want your family to know we are sorry to hear of your loss and are lifting you all-knowing and all merciful God. May God open your eyes to any good that will come.
I'm a teacher from HLG and know Grandma Sherry
Michelle Todd <mtodd@hlg.edu>
Hannibal, MO 63401 - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:57 AM CDT

Loving you from afar and praying that God continues to carry you through this difficult time.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
We are continuing to storm heaven with prayers for you all! The girls have been praying extra hard for Ryan to help you get through missing him.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:04 AM CDT

The poems are incredible and so heart felt for your sweet boy. Our prayers and thoughts are with you the next few days and always. Give Elizabeth a hug from us. Love, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

I pray the Lord lift you all during this sorrowful time. But is it a sorrowful time...Ryan is not in pain anymore and I know the Lord and his angels and saints are taking good care of him. Rejoice in Christ that you will see him again and spend eternity with him. I look forward to meeting you all in heaven one day. Always remember the Lord puts us here on earth for a reason and he moves us to another place for a reason. Until then...
Sandy <scotnoir@tampamaid.com>
Lakeland, FL US - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:38 AM CDT

I don't know you, but I saw your story in the Leaf Chronicle today and decided to look at this site. What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful little boy. He certainly is at peace now and in a much better place. During your time of sorrow, please know that God is there and He will give you the peace and happiness that you seek. Ryan was lucky to have such caring and loving parents.
Jenni
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Caue I'm still here so far away from home

In Christ there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Homesick by Mercy Me
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

May God give your family the strength to get through your loss. Knowing Ryan is no longer in pain and among the angels above in peace is a gift from God. Cherish the memories as you continue in life. Heartfelt sympathy to you all.
Sharon Sanford <bugsiesmom2@hotmail.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

Dearest Brown Family,
You are all in my constant prayers this week. In the words of the song, may God "raise you up" during this time and hold you in His arms. Thank you for sharing your story with us, your faith and trust in God is truly inspiring. In Christ, Denise Spangenberger
Denise Spangenberger <denises@clayton.k12.ga.us>
Riverdale, GA USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

I just wanted to express my heartfelt sadness to you and your family on the loss of your little earthly angel. God gives us children to raise for Him and when he calls them back it is hard for us to turn them loose. I know that little Ryan is a great heavenly angel now and is sure to make heaven a brighter place with his big ole smile. God Bless you and your family in your time or sorrow.
Barbara Jayroe <barb1jay3@aol.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 5:54 AM CDT

there are no words express the saddness i feel for you and family... memories and pictures will help keep him with you and Elizabeth to remember her big brother.
love and hugs,
Sue (Jen Shaw's mom)
Sue Lamberger <craftylamb@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, CA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 4:40 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I hope the memories of Ryan in happier times brings you some peace and comfort; thank you for sharing the story of your son through your site.
Denise Ward
Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:46 AM CDT

The Brown Family,
My thoughts and prayers continue for you all during this extremely difficult time. I pray for strength for you as you arrange Ryan's celebration of Life memorial.
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, CA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:19 AM CDT

i am so very sorry. ryan, i am sure, was greeted by the most amazing warriers, such as himself. my heart bleeds with you and for you. the tears begin again for an incredible little boy and his family. there is nothing to say other than I know, as well as many others who took a deep breath, held back the immense tears for a moment, and signed to let you know we mourn for you and your son. you have not been alone, you are not alone now, and you will not be alone.
lisa www.caringbridge.org/ar/savannah <littleredlch@yahoo.com>
russellville, ar usa - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:00 PM CDT

There are no words to express the deep sorrow in my heart. Sherry ~ you are right, although I would have loved for all of our children to play together in our presence Ryan was welcomed by the most amazing kids. We have you all in our constant thoughts and prayers.
Melanie, Gary, & Lucas (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:33 PM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear that your precious son has passed on to a happier place. I hope you have enough happy memories of his short time here to last you a lifetime. Your family will be in my prayers.
Army Hawaii Family Housing-Wheeler Community Center
Bob Weza <RWeza@ArmyHawaiifh.com>
Wahiawa, HI USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

Our little angel has gone home. My heart and prayers go out to all of you. Ryan was our little solider. Love, Michele Stratton
Michele Stratton <rstratto@bellsouth.net>
Burns, TN USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:41 PM CDT

Our love and prayers continue for you all as you struggle to cope with the loss of your precious boy.

Daddy's poems were so incredibly poignant and could not be read through without copious tears---they so honoured your father son relationship. The love your entire family shares just shines through all of your posts.

The memory of your darling boy's sweet smile will forever be etched on the hearts of all of us who prayed for his miracle on earth. He will never be forgotten.
Love,
Mrs. K and Family

Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:59 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,

Be asured that many people are praying for Ryan and for you all. Thank you for sharing Ryan with the world through his website. In this way, you and Ryan have done great good.

God bless you all!

Grace, peace, love, and hope,

~Colette~

Let us make the remembrance of sorrow as beautiful as we can, let us stitch our pain into the fabric of our lives and make a design. Let beauty be a warning of how much we have to lose, and let us not shrink from remembering the beauty we have already lost. We will have pain in life anyway, beauty or no: how we will wear it is largely our choice.

~Barbara C. Crafton
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:55 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that you all are still in my heart & prayers. I can only imagine the pain of losing a child & I daily thank God for my 3 healthy sons & 4 healthy grandchildren. He has indeed blessed me. And He blessed you with Ryan & gave you all the strength to go through the pain & suffering. Why? Only He knows. But He is always there for you, helping you to pull together & heal from this loss. Your whole family is being watched over by God & His special little angel. Ryan will always be with you.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:47 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that you have our deepest sympathy. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, The Ketchesins

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

Just to let you know you are in my thoughts today. And wanted to share something with you.

Since reading your site for the past few months, I have began to bend some of the rules at home. Let me explain. My youngest daughter, Courtney, (she's 10) loves to sleep in our bedroom on the floor next to my side. Before I met you and Ryan, Courtney was RARELY allowed to slumber party in our room but she never stopped asking. Some of your entries months ago touched me and I pretty much let her sleep in there whenever she dang well pleases. Her older sister, Kaitlynn, (she's 12) has even started joining her. Its a tight squeeze on the floor, but they manage. And Dad manages too. :-) So I just wanted to thank you for reminding me of the special times I will only have once in my lifetime. And to let you know, I hope I am taking advantage of them even half as well as your family did with Ryan. Thank you for showing us what is really important. (Courtney thanks you too since now she spends about 5 nights a week in our room. I'm thinking on making her an official bed!)
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 4:26 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing your great hero with all of us. You have been and will remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Heidi <heidi_foster@yahoo.com>
Locust Grove, GA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Thinking of yo all.....
Lauren Lucas <dlucas2385@wowway.com>
Plymouth, MI - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

Im sorry for your loss.
stephanie <stephanielauren@myway.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:04 PM CDT

We are praying for you and your family. We were glad to visit Ryan's webpage to see what a wonderful family he has and what a wonderful life he had.

The Herrera Family
www.caringbridge.org/ca/kiki
Monica Herrera <muchalucha@cox.net>
Spring Valley, CA USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 2:49 PM CDT

I am so sad for the loss of your beautiful little boy. May God grant you the peace and strength you need. I know that there must be a special place in Heaven for those who suffer so much here on earth. I hope that you can find a small piece of comfort in knowing so many prayers from all over the country are being said for your family.
Laura Connolly <Laura.Connolly@noveon.com>
Hudson, OH - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 2:26 PM CDT

We are offering up many thoughts and prayers for you all as this journey continues.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:51 PM CDT

Praying for your family at this difficult time. I can just imagine how Heaven is being blessed by a brand new precious angel, Ryan.
~Laurie, The Prayer Bears~
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:23 PM CDT

MAY GOD BLESS YOUR FOREVER ANGEL, AND YOUR FAMILY...MAY YOU FIND CONFORMT IN KNOWING THAT ANGELS DO LIVE AMONG US TO HELP US WHEN WE ARE DOWN AND LIFT OUR SPIRITS. MY CONDOLESCENCE AND PRAYERS ARE WITH ALL OF YOU.
ROBERTO A. LOPEZ <LROBERTOA@AOL.COM>
RAEFORD , NC USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:20 PM CDT

Thinking of you all so much...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:30 AM CDT

Debbie Fields Murphy, NC Tuberous Sclerosis Assn. (Olivia's Grace http://groups.msn.com/OliviasGrace) <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC 28580 - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:27 AM CDT

Victory is Ryan's! Thanks for sharing him with us. He is such a special boy and the way he faced his challenges was an inspiration to so many. Now that he is a perfect angel and in need of nothing I will be holding your family up in prayer for comfort. What wonderful parents you are (and sister, grandparents, etc.)

Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:12 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea and Family,

Im so sorry for your loss. Ryan was such a special little boy, he really touched my heart and soul when I was back there in Ky. visiting my brother last year. I had never met someone so sick but that had so much spirit and who was always happy. I know that nothing can ease your pain, but just know that your little boy touched numerous hearts while he was here and he will never be forgotten. Ryan will truly be missed by everyone that knew him.

Love Always,

Andrea Halsey
(Nates lil sister)

Andrea Halsey <cutecuttergirl15@hotmail.com>
Olympia, Wa USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:04 AM CDT

Continuing to send prayers and hugs to you and Angel Ryan!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 11:56 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea and baby girl
I sincerely greif for you, my thoughts and prays are with you everyday for the rest. Ryan, god bless you precious angel. love always
Samantha, ryan and dylan elledge <samantha.elledge@spbj.net>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

Although I had never met Ryan, I know Sherry (Nana) from work and have heard his story and visited this site. As a mother of two young children I cannot imagine the feelings of loss you have. Please know that you are in our family's prayers. Ryan is being taken care in heaven. God bless your family.
Jennifer, Gary, Tanner, and Trevor Scholes <jgscholes@rallstech.com>
Hannibal, MO - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
So sorry I will not get to met you here on Earth. May peace be with you!
Love,

Mrs. Schlag (Marshall School) <jfjameson@Charter.net>
Hopkinsville, KY USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

My heart goes out to you all at this time. God will be with little Ryan forever, but I know it does not ease the pain or make the tears stop flowing. I will pray that God will help you through this time of mourning.
May you always see Ryan in the beautiful dreams that seem perfect because God sent them to you. May you hear him in the breeze that God sends your way and feel his touch as it passes by. Know that even though he is not here, he will always be with you.
Ryan was a beautiful little boy and he has joined so many of God's Angels!

Frances Jameson (Marshall School) <jfjameson@Charter.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:42 AM CDT

first time in your site...I am so sorry for your loss, your baby boy was so handsome...I am sure he is having a great time in heaven with all the other angels...Stay strong...

God bless
Ozzie <ovieira@hartz.com>
Harrison, NJ - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:41 AM CDT

Dear Family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I came upon Ryan's webpage from keeping in touch with Leah James and her family.(Leah's Journey) My son David passed away 8-23-04 from DPG. He was six years old. May God Bless you and yours! Please contact me if there is anything I can do for you and yours! From one grieving family to another!
Lora Baker <lorab@prideinc.org>
Mandan, ND USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

Dear Family, I am so sorry for the loss of your precious boy. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May the peace of the Lord be with you. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

Dear Philip, Andrea, Grandma Sherry, Elizabeth, and All,

I have just paused to pray for Ryan, and for each of you, by name, and I will continue to pray for you throughout this week. God bless you all!

Grace, peace, love, and hope,

~Colette~

Nothing loved is ever lost or perished.

~Madeleine L'Engle, in A Ring of Endless Light, Newberry Honor Book
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:54 AM CDT

I am so sorry to read that Ryan has passed away , Heaven will be more beautiful now that Ryan is flying amongst all the angels
we are praying for your family always
Maria Liistro Sammy Joe s mum
Maria Liistro <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au>
Craigieburn , Melbourne, Vic Australia - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 2:32 AM CDT

Our hearts all broke, but his is flying free. Be strong.
Maeve Dougherty <maevedoc@hotmail.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 0:54 AM CDT

We have learned to love your Ryan. Nothing we can say is going to make the pain go away. We are here for you all if you should want to talk. No parent should ever have to go through this. Do not try to do it alone, there are to many of us out here, but everyone of is here for you.
You are in our hearts and prayers. I have asked Mel and all her beautiful friends to welcome Ryan.
God Bless you all
Angel Melody�s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 0:24 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. We are friends of Cameron in CT. I spent a little time reviewing your entries and I wish there were more to say to comfort you in this ultimate valley. But I'm sure there really isn't much that can. I'll just lift you up in prayer. May God supply all that you need and grant you peace during this difficult time.
Callie Crowder <callie.crowder@cscwealth.com>
West Orange, NJ - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:47 PM CDT

I am so terribly sorry to hear that Ryan has passed away. I know that he put up an incredible fight against that terrible cancer. I know adults that would have cracked and given up long before Ryan did. Your son has touched more lives in his 5 years than most do in their entire lifetime. That may be no consolation to you right now, but I pray that someday it will. Many prayers to you all as you navigate through the days ahead.

Sincerely,
Lindsay K.
Houston, TX - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:27 PM CDT

The Brown Family,
God bless you and have mercy on you.Ryan's in a much better place now.He can now rest in peace.
Ve Pauling <Gad7get@bellsouth.net>
Villa Rica , GA Douglas - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:03 PM CDT

Angel Ryan's family,
Please let me offer you my greatest sympathy at this hard time.I hope you will find comfort that he is in a better place with no pain and he is among other great kids who will watch over him. Fly high Angel Ryan, fly high.
Katey Redmond
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:54 PM CDT

Prayers for strength.
Corella Thorbeck <cthorbeck@aol.com>
Plymouth, MN - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:17 PM CDT

Dear Brown family,
I read this today and thought of you. I hope this brings some comfort in knowing you will see your precious son once again!
"So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." � John 16:22 (NIV)
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

Andrea,Phillip,Nana and the entire Brown family,I am so very deeply sorry for your great loss of little Ryan.I will remeber what a beautiful and spirited person he is.I will also forever remeber what a strong and loving family that he has.All of you are very special people that I admire so much.Be strong and have faith in knowing that Ryan is now cancer free and in a better place.I have to go for now,but I will continue to check Ryans website.Take care,sincerly,Gary(Isaac"s Dad)
Gary Tropple <melanietropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa. USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:09 PM CDT

Thoughts and prayers sent your way, hoping you will find peace in knowing that Ryan is in good hands...
Mary Sievert <bubbleducky19@hotmail.com>
Mpls, - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

Our prayers are with you and your family during this time of grief. I hope you fcan find some comfort in the knowledge that your angel is now being held by someone who loves him like no other. May the peace of God rest with you.
Traci Jean
- Monday, July 11, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss. We're keeping you in our prayers.
Love,
Michelle

Michelle, Bethany's Mom <VMGLPERRY@wmconnect.com>
Knoxville, Tn - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:43 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,

I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you.

Andrea and family
Matthew's Site
Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com>
NJ - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:15 PM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip,
My son Wesley got married on Saturday and I cried all day Sunday because I missed him not being in the house. He will be back from his honeymoon in a week and will live just across the street. Later that day I went to check on Ryan and I felt ashamed of myself for feeling like I did. I read how Ryan was struggling for each breath and you were having to watch him, not knowing of anything that could ease his pain. Your hearts were aching for him and as hard as it must have been were telling him that it was alright to let go. I can't imagine the pain of having to see your young child like this, knowing you didn't want him to leave, but also knowing the pain he was in and not wanting him to bear that another day. I know that Ryan is shinning bright in heaven! Thank you for sharing Ryan with me in school. I enjoyed having him in class and he was already an angel then. He was always so sweet in class. Thank you for the pictures of Ryan and Elizabeth on his sight. You have two adorable children. I hope that I will be able to come to the memorial service when you have it. You will be in my prayers and thoughts. You and all of the extended family have been so brave! Ryan was so lucky to have each of you in his five years of life. May God ease your pain and lay His loving arms around you during the trying times ahead of all of you. Much love to all.
Susan Bolinger <davidbolinger@hotmail.com>
Pembroke, KY Christian - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:44 PM CDT

As I sit here reading the poem Phillip sent to Ryan, I feel there is so much I want to say.
I have always been so proud of you Sherry, in your life of working so hard to acheive the best you could for your children and grandchildren. You can see your accomplishments in Cory, Amy and Andrea. You have been amazing and such comfort for your family. No one could ever be as great a Nana as I have witnessed you being.
Andrea, I have watched you grow up and be a good friend to Dustin in your younger years, then you accepted the challenge of becoming a young mother and wife. You were given the most beautiful little boy. We have loved Ryan from the first time I seen him and gave you the necklace of mother and child. I knew he would bring great joy to your life. You have had strength I can only hope to have if God wills me anything in my life as you have been through.
Phillip, you have been an awesome dad. You have not only given your all to your family, but to our country as well.
You are a hero in so many ways and I know you will always take care of Annie and Elizabeth.
All of you have taught me and many others that true families always are there for each other and love is so bountiful.
Ryan is and always will be my strength when I am down, I will think of him and what he went through and when all seems to be lost I will remember the little boy that loved life, mommy, daddy, sissy,Nana, meme, Uncle Cory and the rest of his family.

SMILE LITTLE RYAN, AS I WILL SMILE WITH YOU. LAUGH AND I WILL FEEL THE WIND ON MY CHEEK AND LAUGH WITH YOU. I WILL COLOR A PICTURE FOR YOU IN MY THOUGHTS EVERY DAY. AND I WILL PROMISE TO SEND YOU BALOONS IN THE SKY EVERY JULY 11TH.

AUNT BARB, UNCLE JIM AND DUSTIN <partney.inc@earthlink.net>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 7:26 PM CDT

Dear Brown family,
Ryan will always be remembered as a loving, courageous and strong little boy. He brought so many people joy and I could see that there was never a shortage of love surrounding him. I can only imagine all of the smiling faces up in heaven when Ryan came to be with them. I know all the caringbridge angels are watching over your family especially during these hard times.
Sending all my love and prayers,

Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's Friends <brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:27 PM CDT

I know no words of comfort, but wanted to know I am praying for you. God bless you and carry you through this most difficult time of your lives.

"I BELIEVE" (Lyrics from the song)

Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin
I feel you come back again
And it�s like you haven�t been gone a moment from my side
Like the tears were never cried
Like the hands of time are holding you and me
And with all my heart I�m sure we�re closer than we ever were
I don�t have to hear or see, I�ve got all the proof I need
There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, I believe

That when you die your life goes on
It doesn�t end here when you�re gone
Every soul is filled with light
It never ends and if I�m right
Our love can even reach across eternity
I believe, I believe

Forever, you�re a part of me
Forever, in the heart of me
And I�ll hold you even longer if I can
The people who don�t see the most
Say that I believe in ghosts
And if that makes me crazy, then I am
�Cause I believe

There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, I believe
Millie <matflorida@yahoo.com>
Ponce Inlet, FL - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:25 PM CDT

I, along with many many others, celebrate Ryan's short life. He was so special & will remain in my heart forever. May God's blessings flow upon the family, as He gives you everything He knows you need.....now & forever.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea, Elizabeth, Aunt Sherry, and Angel Ryan,
I just can't stop thinking of our brave little angel. You all are constantly in our prayers and may God continue to provide you with strength and comfort.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 5:20 PM CDT

I am so glad that Ryan is free of pain but I am so sorry for the pain that is left behind in your hearts. I will be praying for you all!! Have fun Ryan being pain free!!! You will be sorely missed!
Love,
Sara *Angels on Earth* <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Monday, July 11, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

Brown family, this morning I was really thinking about all of you and Ryan. Well, here come three little birds so close to me. I know that is my sign that Cheyenne and Maddie are taking care of little Ryan. Though this does little to take away your emptiness, I hope it gives you some comfort to know that there are two wonderful young ladies leading Ryan around!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:37 PM CDT

Ryan touched so many hearts in the short time that God allowed us to have him. He will forever be in our hearts and prayers.
Kathy <wildkatcountry@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:16 PM CDT

I have you all in my thoughts and prayers. Ryan was a brave young man and fought his battle long and hard. He was an inspiration to us all. May you continue to be strong and as I told when we first met all we can do is take it one day at a time and this still holds true. God is with you and will see you through. If you need anything you know where to find. You are all special to me.
Bobbie Smith <scrapwbobbie@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN Montgomery - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:55 PM CDT

Andrea,Phillip,Elizabeth and all I wish I could think of words of comfort to say, however there really aren't any. Ryan is definitely a HERO in my books. He will always be one of the bravest people I've ever had the privilge to know. I just want to tell you that I will always remember you all in my prayers and I will have a bright little star to look to. Love to all Carol Deien
Carol Deien <UBOWL2@BIG-RIVER.NET>
Louisiana, Mo. USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

I am so sorry for you indescribable loss! Many prayers are being sent up for you.
Sharon, Angels in Atlanta, AOE <skc1962@gmail.com>
Suwanee, GA - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:41 PM CDT

Continuing to pray for you all as you face these next few days. God will NEVER leave your side. My heart is aching for you as you face this, no one should EVER have to face the loss of their child.....

Love, hugs and tons of prayers through the tears,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:31 PM CDT

My heart is breaking for you all. What an amazing little man - with the strength and bravery of any soldier. Thank you so much for sharing your lives with us - we have definitely been touched by an Angel. Sweetest Ryan, I hope you enjoy playing in that wonderful playground. Heaven has become a more beautiful place today. xx

Yvonne <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:18 PM CDT

There are no words to ease your pain right now, I'm sure. Just know that you and your families are in our thoughts and prayers.
Rusty & Dolly Howard <rdhdch@fidnet.com>
Lecoma, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Thinking of you all as you travel safely back home.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, July 11, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

We love you all!!

Roy and Donna
Cheyenne's Proud Mommy and Daddy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

I have never met you or Ryan, however I know a friend of Ryan's and his mom sent me the sight...My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.. My husband and i where at fort campbell last year..
Jamie Cipolla <princess_playfulkitty@yahoo.com>
fort hood , tx U.S.A - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:22 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family, Although we have never met you, your family has touched our hearts forever. We only recently learned about Ryan in the newspaper and immediately knew we wanted to help even if it was in a small way. We have visited the website every day and left lots of hugs. I know Ryan will carry all those hugs with him to heaven. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. May God bless you with comfort and strength during this difficult time.
The Petrovich Family <sc5petro@comcast.net>
Franklin , Tn USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:20 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you.
Ashley Seratt <aseratt@ycinet.net>
Newbern, TN USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:20 PM CDT

Dear Brown family,
I have never met you, but I have been following Ryan's journey for a while. I can tell just by journal entries that Ryan was a wonderful little boy and I know that he will forever live on in your hearts. Mt prayers truly go out to your family during this time and in the many difficuly days just ahead. I encourage you to always look back at all the good times you had with Ryan and know that you will all get to see him again one day in heaven. God Bless!!
Justin
Alabama, USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:19 PM CDT

I'm not sure where to begin, since we have never met in person. However, we have been keeping up with Ryan's days through his website...and have been lucky enough to see that bright smile in person, while going on a walk and passing him in the front yard:) Just know that we are all very lucky to have such a loving, sweet, and perfect Angel to watch over us. We are extremely sorry for your loss.
The Love Family <TELove385@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

I am so sorry to learn that the physical Ryan is gone. He will live on forever in your hearts and in all who knew and loved him. He touched the lives of numerous "strangers" who came to feel he was a member of our own family. He will be remembered for his courage and strength with great respect, admiration and affection. You are all in my prayers.
ann <amuraro@isbe.net>
springfield, il united states - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:02 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
Our deepest sympathy is with you. Ryan was a brave little boy and we know he is now pain free in heaven.

Love
Steven and Bryca
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:49 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss. I pray for your peace.
Ashley Hast <ahast24@aol.com>
White Oak, TX - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:47 PM CDT

I do not have any comforting words. I am sorry to learn of your loss. The picture at the top of Ryan's page is absolutely priceless. Ryan looks so proud and protective of his baby sister. Beautiful.
Vicki Sue Fritton <vsg248@netscape.net>
State College, PA USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:11 PM CDT

Ryan was the bravest little soldier of all. I cannot imagine your pain.....for as deeply as you loved Ryan, the pain must be as deep....forever in my heart, little Ryan. Sherry, Andrea and Phillip and dear baby sister Elizabeth....you all reamin in my thoughts and prayers. Ryan is in the company of some ervy dear Angels who are surely embracing him. God Bless.
Kathy-David's mom
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Ryan was the bravest person I know. We all are praying for yall.
Kaley Willis <Buttercupkaney1@aol.com>
Sulphur, Louisiana USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

I only found your site thursday through another caringbridge site but I followed the last days of your son's life and I am very sorry for your loss.

The only comfort one can find at a time like this is knowing that he is suffering no more.
Jessie
Nisswa, mn - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

My deepest sympathy for all the family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all! My son, Christian, attended Marshall Elementary with Ryan. He says Ryan was his 'best friend'. He was a wonderful and tough little boy. May God be with you in this time.
Robin Moser <nilla_mick_owner@yahoo.com>
Fort Hood, Texas United States - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

we love you and you're in our prayers now and forever!!!Now we all have a PERFECT angel to watch over us!!! God Bless you all!!!
Amy, Ben & Addy Fortin & Lexi Sabatino <lexiamyben@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, ky - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:29 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. While I only knew you for a short time (ER nurse at St. Louis Children's)while you were here visiting, Ryan made a great impact on me, as I, too, have a terminally ill child at home. I envied the way you both handled the decisions on Ryan's care and I pray that my husband and myself will also be as strong as you both. Thank you, on Ryan's behalf, for not making him suffer as many do. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I will always remember that angelic smile and laugh.
Renee' Prager <srp1rn@aol.com>
Defiance, MO - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:22 AM CDT

My heart is breaking,my eyes are crying, but I do know Ryan taught me to keep BEELIEVING. Thank you for all the stories of your sweet boy. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

Each life... No matter how fragile or brief... Forever changes the world. Your son has touched many lives and hearts and he will always be remembered.
Danielle <bellamazzy@yahoo.com>
Sioux Falls, SD - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:02 AM CDT

I want to thank you for giving me the privilage of knowing Ryan and Elizabeth. To share him with everyone must have been a great joy for you. I dont think that there was a life that he didnt touch the first day that he met them. God must have a wonderful plan for him. I cant imagine the pain and sorrow that you all are going through. please know that if you need anything we will ALWAYS be there, no matter where we are. Love to all
Shaw Family <tjdbcshaw@yahoo.com>
Ft. Campbell, Ky USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:00 AM CDT

Our deepest sympathies are with your family during this most difficult time. Thank-you for sharing precious Ryan with all of us, he will forever remain in our hearts. He was truly a precious child who we each learned something from. I love his pictures, his smile, so beautiful and radiant made me want to smile too. I am quite sure he is laughing up in heaven with his friends. Love, Hugs and Blessings. Thinking about all of you.

Love,
The Templeton Family
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin
Mary Templeton <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:32 AM CDT

While I haven't met you, I have been following Ryan's story for a while now. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Even though I never had the pleasure of making Ryan's aquaintance, I can just picture him gleefully "shooting" his space gun and giggling in heaven. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers as you prepare to say, "see you in a while" to your sweet Ryan and in the days to come. Rest well Ryan, you are truly a great warrior!

Hugs & Prayers,
The McCarthy Family
FOA
Joy McCarthy <joymcarthy@aol.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:28 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss.
Renee <rseiler67@yahoo.com>
Maplewood, MN 55109 - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son. You are in our thoughts and prayers at this time.
Hillari
Glasgow, Scotland - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

Ryan fought a very hard fight until the end. May he rest in peace. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Katie <katie.kelley@target.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

My deepest and heartfelt sympathy go out to all of you. And my prayers are with you.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 10:57 AM CDT

Our prayers and thoughts are will you all. He will be missed at RMH!

love

the hotel girls
Amy C. Lawson <amy@rmhnashville.com>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

I have never met your family but have been following your site from another caringbridge child. My deepest sympathies to your family. You will continue to be in my prayers.

Casey <stew3878@cox-internet.com>
Natchitoches, LA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:38 AM CDT

My heart aches for all of you. Be at peace, sweet Ryan. May G-d always bless you all of you and keep you in His care. Praying for you today and for always.
Sandi Marquis <cxelady@yahoo.com>
Pensacola, FL - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

We are so very sorry for your loss and we pray that God will comfort you thru these very difficult times. We are sure that Ryan is up there watching over all of you. God Bless, The Landry Family
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

There truly are no words....Ryan will always be my hero...God Bless you all...as always, you are in my prayers
Linda Holtsman <lholtsman@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:25 AM CDT

My heart aches for your family. Just through pictures, I could see that Ryan is a warm and loving little boy. His smile would make me melt every time. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today and always.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

Deepest Sympathies!
Jana Kell <JKell@stlcc.edu>
Granite City, IL USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

My heart goes out to your family. I'm so sorry for your loss.
K-C (Angels on Earth) <kellychristine.day@citigroup.com>
NY - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:17 AM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss. I cannot fathom the loss of such a beautiful child. Cancer is such a horrible beast; I lost my mother to it last year. God bless you and give you strength to get through each day ahead.
Michelle
Hopkinsville, KY USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

Sorry to hear about your loss. You have a VERY special Angel watching over you now. I'm sure he is up in Heaven riding a jeep around! In my thoughts and prayers. God Bless your family in this difficult time.
Misty <misty79_98@shighway.com>
MO - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

Your family is in my thoughts and prayers! I've enjoyed visiting Ryan's caringbridge page. He is such a handsome little boy. He was such a fighter! I pray for your families strength and courage to go on everyday. I know it will be very hard for you. You have lots of caringbridge friends who are praying for you and that are here for you if you need to talk.
BROCK'S CARINGBRIDGE PAGE

Amy <amywaggoner@bellsouth.net>
Pinson, AL - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

I am so sorry for loss of such a handsome sweetheart. I am sure he is having so much fun playing with and blasting all the other children up in heaven. I will always think about Ryan just as I do Cheyenne and many others who are now in heaven. These kids have taught so many of us so much about life and how we all should be living it. I will keep your entire family in my prayers. God Bless you all!!
Katie <computermommy2002@yahoo.com>
Asheville, NC - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

When I think of Ryan, I think of the first time you came to visit us. Ryan was singing "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star." He doesn't just sing, he SINGS!! Like all things in his life, he did it to it's fullest. Thank you for sharing such an amazing little boy with my family. Please know that we will always miss him.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell , KY USA!!! - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You had a very brave and courageous little boy! I have seen him outside playing and now I can see him playing in heaven! God Bless your family.
Shannon Sawyer <shan_sawyer@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

My heart goes out to you. Ryan will always be watching over you. Love & Prayers, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Our hearts are truly rejoicing for Ryan as we celebrate his life and his ultimate victory. I am confident that smile came as a result of God lifting him up so Ryan could see things from God's perspective. We are praying for all the loved ones left behind, as you begin a battle of a different kind...that you too will allow God to hold you close and lift you up so you can see things from his point of view. He too watched his only son suffer and die and he will carry you through as you continually turn your grief and sorrow over to him. He will ease the pain so you can smile again. We love you all.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:56 AM CDT

We are so sorry for your loss. Ryan was a very special child. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Oscar and Staci Campos
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

Sending prayers to you all.
melissa <gilpin17@charter.net>
clarksville, tn - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

I am truly at a loss for words. I know all too well the pain you are experiencing. I wish I was there to wrap my arms around each of you. Ryan was so precious. I do know this............my Zach, Cheyenne, and all the other caringbridge children were there to help guide him. I know my Zach is showing him around the streets of Heaven. Lean on your family and friends (and your Caringbridge friends too) during this time. We are all here for you. May God wrap his arms around each of you and help you through the difficult days ahead of you. God bless you all!
Much love and prayers,
Misti Herrera-mother of angel Zach-www.caringbridge.org/nm/zach <dmherrera@pvtnetworks.net>
Artesia, nm USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:38 AM CDT

Words simply cannot express the sorrow that I feel for you, Ryan's family. I will continue to pray for you as you learn to live life without him. How hard that must be. I hope and pray that you find comfort in knowing that he is cancer-free and in the arms of Jesus.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Frankliln, TN USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,

I am sorry for you loss.

Marsha
m/o Allison 1/18/90-9/11/04 Brain Stem Glioma
Marsha Lardin <jlardin@lightbound.com>
Shelbyville, In - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Lynne Lankford <lylankfo@wfu.edu>
Germanton, NC USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

My prayers go out to your family. And I pray the Lord comfort you all during this time.
Amy
Al Jefferson - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

Dear Phillip,
You truly have a gift. Your latest poem captures your love for Ryan perfectly! I am sure he is smiling from ear to ear, feeling the love pouring from your heart! Praying for you all!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Your Vanderbilt family loves you and is thinking of you all.
Candy and Dr. K
- Monday, July 11, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Words can not express the sorrow and sympathy I wish to expess at your loss. I just hope you can feel my arms wrapped around you offering some comfort and please know that you are all in my prayers. God Bless You.
Sue Bridgman <morecsb@yahoo.com>
Palmyra, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

My heart is breaking for you right now and I will continue to lift you all up in prayer. Fly free Ryan. Fly Free... I am sure you are dancing on the the golden streets of heaven. Say hi to my Angel Taylor Johnson as she celebrates her 2 years in heaven.

Lifting you all up to the Lord in prayers
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Be at peace baby boy.
Colleen <Colleen.Cosby@usbank.com>
St peters, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

As a "surviving mom" I too know the pain of your loss, but also understand fully that we are in His care as you and yours are right now. Our hearts hurt! Pure and simple, but without that knowledge that our boys are rocked in His arms we would not be able to endure and 'survive' graciously. God really is good! He is able to meet our needs. I am on my knees for you.
Alice Bickel <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

Be at peace baby boy.
Colleen <Colleen.Cosby@usbank.com>
St peters, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

My heart is sad this morning but know that he is in God's loving arms. I know there are not words to help you feel better but hopefully knowing that we are praying for you all helps in some way..
God Bless you..
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA United States - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Kris Herbst * Angels on Earth* <kris@ercolina-usa.com>
Davenport, IA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:33 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers!
Charlotte L.(dennis' mom) www3.caringbridge.org/tn/dennis111

Bridge Of Dreams
charlotte <charlotte@bridgeofdreams.org>
tn usa - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:32 AM CDT

I'm very sorry for your loss. Many prayers continue for all of you during this difficult time. May Ryan give you many signs that he is with you - always.
Kari (Angels On Earth) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

Ryan touched so many people throughout his challenge. He has been a true inspiration to me as well as others. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in your time of loss.
Ashlie Richard <mcward_ashlie25@yahoo.com>
Lake Charles, LA USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:27 AM CDT

I am so very very sorry for the loss of your sweet boy. May you find comfort in the peace and happiness that he is now experiencing in Heaven and in knowing that you will be with him again.
Much love,
Cindy and Family -- Audrey's Umbrella <cstudnicha@alltel.net>
Cleveland, OH - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:20 AM CDT

MY SINCERE SYMPATHY TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. RYAN WAS A WONDERFUL SON AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU. WHEN THAT WINDOW WAS OPENED, MAYBE HE SAW HIS ANGEL FRIENDS AND WAS TOLD BY GOD TO COME TO HIS HEAVENLY HOME. I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR STRENGTH FOR ALL OF YOU. I DO NOT KNOW YOU, BUT I DO KNOW WHAT LOVING AND CARING PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS YOU HAVE BEEN AND HOW MUCH YOU LOVED RYAN. KEEP CHERISHING ALL YOUR WONDERFUL TIMES TOGETHER.
PAT ZELLMANN <P.ZELLMANN@KLEINET.COM>
YOUNG AMERICA, MN USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:18 AM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers our with your family as you through this difficult time. Scott & Wanda Pursifull
Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

I am so very sorry. I continue to pray for peace and strength and comfort for your family.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, fl USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:06 AM CDT

Heaven is a better place now that Ryan is there. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family everyday!
Gant family <jacklyngant@coastalnow.net>
Savannah, ga USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:05 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. He was such a little fighter, and I loved checking in on him every day. My thoughts are with your family.
Kathy Fredrickson <tkfredrickson@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

Brown family I just wanted you all to know my thoughts and prays are with you. I love you all very much. To you and all the other caring bridge family I respect you all so much you and for family's so much for having to go through this. I can't begin to say I know how you feel because I don't, But with every momment since I found out about Ryan I have tried to understand WHY. and like your poem says Phillip he took the best. I didn't know Ryan very well but I know Phillip and Andrea, I am so sorry guys. My prays are with you. Love You.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Kim Pigue <kce1613@aol.com (www.tumbleweedfoundation.org)>
Madison, TN - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.

Audrey's Umbrella Sunshine Fairies
Kevin, Steven & Sue Vendola
Susan Vendola
Harrison, NY USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

I send your family my deepest sympathy for your loss of such an awesome angel. I celebrate his joyous return home into Jesus' loving arms. He will now look down on all of you with loving arms hoping that the day will come soon that he can give you a big hug. I can just imagine him saying to you I love you and will see you soon, don't worry about me I am all better now.
Golden Angel <golden-angel@cox.net>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:43 AM CDT

Letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. He fought a tough battle but got the best prize. An eternity with the loving father. He is a beautiful boy and will never be forgotten by anyone.
Traci (Chandler) Barranco <tbarranco@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.
With love and prayers,
Fisher's Mom
www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc <oshelrina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:17 AM CDT

Prayers are with you. Thank you for sharing Ryan's story. He is truly a hero to all those who love him and also to those who have read his story. God Bless You!
Lisa
NY - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:13 AM CDT

To the family of Ryan Brown,
On behalf of all your friends at Audrey's Umbrella -The Healing Exchange Mail Program, we send our love, support, and prayers in this most dificult time.
Bonnie & Audrey's Umbrella Volunteers <audreysumbrella@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:07 AM CDT

Dear Ryan's Family,
I am saddened to read of Ryan's passing. Sending you healing thoughts and prayers and love.
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:02 AM CDT

I am sorry for your loss. I will pray for you to be strong and to feel comfort in the knowledge that your strong hearted son Ryan is pain free and happily with family and friends.
Stephanie Smith (carigbridge mom) <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
Arnold, Md - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:00 AM CDT

The Prayer Bears

Our hearts and prayers are with you all...
Bear Hugs,
Donna Boggs, Papa Bear�s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:59 AM CDT

Well little buddy, You are finally without pain. I know we will all miss your sweet smile,heart capturing laugh, and those big mischevious eyes. In the short time you were here with us you taught us all so many things. You taught us how to love and always be strong, how to be brave no matter what you were facing, how to get laughter out of the simplest things,and to cherish the time we have with each other. I will never forget the times I shared with you. The 4 wheeler ride the first time I brought you back to the house and you were still hunkered down over the handle bars and didn't want to stop. How you sit there until you got to go again. How I followed you up the road on yours and worried about you crashing. How it seems like we could always come up with some way to get in trouble, even though we never tried. The water gun fights, the slip and slide, the sparkle in your eyes when you would see fireworks, or climb up on my lap and look at me and say I love you.The time I came to your house and you were asleep, when I woke up the next morning it was to have that precious little naked bottom laying there with me, mom and nana didn't tell me you liked to sleep naked. The fishing adventure last year where we couldn't even get a bite. You having to ride in the back of the truck when we got back on the road to my house. I will never forget the way you looked all dressed up in your 4 wheeler gear, how little you were but how big you looked. The last 4th of july was the hardest for me, but there will always be so many fond memories, the laughter and joy when you would ambush someone with the space blasters, the way you would set your sites on someone with your jeep, and they had better be able to get out of the way. The joy on your face and in your eyes coming down the slide at the carnival, and the feeling of triumph in your tired little body trying to break ballons with the darts, and not giving up until you had. the disappointment in not winning the alligator, but the joy in your eyes when we were able to get it for you. The way my heart melted and my knees wanted to buckle when you clutched the little heart pillow you had won and looked up at me and said I love you uncle pop bill. It hurts to think of letting you go, but I know we will see you again, and you have no more pain in those sweet little eyes. You have only been in heaven for a few short hours, but I bet you already have everybody up there twisted around your little finger.I love you Ryan, and will miss you. Mom, Dad, Sissy, Nana the strength you showed us, the love you gave Ryan will always be remembered.

uncle POP bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem , mo. - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:51 AM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with your family at this difficult time. Fly High Angel Ryan. God Bless, Bill, Dawn, Matthew and Marissa Shilling

www.caringbridge.com/mi/matthewssmiles
The Shillings <bshilling@charter.net>
Farwell, MI USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:29 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, and all of your family, I am so sorry for your loss. I know that Ryan is having a blast, finally meeting all his wonderful friends that have gone before him. Ryan's fight showed all of us just how much he loves you and I know he will always be near you. I know Cheyenne will be teaching him ways to show he is near. Thoughts of Ryan will remind me to give it all my all and to never give up. He will always be my KY hero.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 5:20 AM CDT

My heart is aching right now. May God bless you and give you strength during this difficult time.

www.katieeliselambert.com
Judy Lambert <swtflwr66@aol.com>
Jenkintown, Pa - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:54 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Carrie <carriehemiller@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:24 AM CDT

Dear Brown family,
I am so truly sorry for your loss. Thank you so very much for sharing your little hero's life with us. Through you and through Ryan, I know that I and so many others will be extra sure to always remember to BEElieve in miracles! Fly free Ryan! Love, hugs, and prayers to you all.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:17 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Philip, Nana Sherry, Elizabeth, and All,

My thoughts and prayers were with you all, as I read that your sweet little Ryan left for Heaven this afternoon. He was a very beautiful boy, and you have the assurance, given in baptism, that Ryan is now with the Lord, and that you will see him again.

God bless you all!

Grace, peace, love, and all good,

~Colette~

Life can offer one disappointment after another, but God will always uphold us. He has promised.

~Alaric Lewis, OSB, in his book, A Healing Year: Meditations for Living With Loss
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Monday, July 11, 2005 2:07 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:09 AM CDT

Praying for you.
June <junehumphrey@yahoo.com>
Goodlettsville, TN - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:49 AM CDT

My deepest sympathies on the loss of your sweet boy Ryan. God be with you all, and may you feel his love and protection during this difficult time.

(((HUGS)))

The Prayer Bears
Heidi
NM USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:42 AM CDT

To Ryan's Family,
I'm sorry - Ryan touched so many of us throughout the nation, as this guestbook shows. May God guide and comfort you now and always.
With love and admiration,
Mary
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:34 AM CDT

My heart goes out to your family tonight and always. I have typed and retyped numerous sentences and deleted everyone. There is nothing I can say to make you pain less or your burden lighter- so I will just say that I have been praying for your entire family and will continue to do so. With lots of love and faith,
www.caingbridge.org/mo/jordanmumma
Charlene Mumma <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO usa - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:29 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family, and with your sweet little Ryan as he watches over you from Heaven. Even though I didn't know him, his beautiful spirit came through to everyone who visited -- and continues to visit -- his website.
Shelby <classicalsooner@yahoo.com>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:20 AM CDT

I have only been following Ryan's journey for a short time although it was short I still can't believe it. I'm so sorry....I was really hoping and praying for him to get through this! His life and spirit won't ever be forgotten, may he shine upon all of you always and forever!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:12 AM CDT

I'm sorry to hear about Ryan. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Little Angels

When God calls little children
to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometime question
the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with
the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world,
seem wonderful and mild
Perhaps God tires of calling
the aged to his fold,
So He picks a rosebud,
before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven more
beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult still
somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows
will always be "Good-bye."
So when a little child departs,
we who are left behind
Must realize God loves children,
Angels are hard to find.

Dana Sanford

^i^Angels on Earth^i^ <Aunty.Dana@Gmail.com>
Spring Arbor, MI - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:04 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Melinda~FOA/RA~ <mkb977@hotmail.com>
West Carrollton, OH United States - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:29 PM CDT

I'm sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Tina & Lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:28 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
i'm a friend of the Paguyo/Dornisch family and through this site Ryan has been an inspiration. This little boy has the heart and bravery like no other. The love and support from family and friends has been and will always be unconditional for Ryan and your family. Many prayers for these hard times.
*with love*
kristina amrani <crystalina2315@yahoo.com>
minneapolis, MN USA` - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:23 PM CDT

Please know that your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Ashlie~AOE and Nate (www.caringbridge.org/tn/nate) <luvourkids2002@yahoo.com>
Columbia, Tn - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:17 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers go out to your family.
Susan <susan0002@netzero.com>
Austin, TX - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:03 PM CDT

I am so very sorry for your loss.
Sending gentle hugs,
Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily and Angels Sonja and Tanner, hug a bug http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:55 PM CDT

It's hard to find a silver lining in this dark cloud
The pain is enough to make you cry out loud
One thing that's for sure, Heaven's a peaceful space
We now know that he's in a better place

Where there's no more sickness, and no more pain
Where the deaf can hear and the blind can see again
Though we're suffering through this tragedy, God,
we have to give you praise
Thank you, Lord, for giving him a better place
Neil, Jennifer, Trenton, & Tori <neildarnell@sbcglobal.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:51 PM CDT

Praying for your precious family, and your amazing angel.
Becky
Ann Arbor, MI - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:49 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Nana; My heart is heavy tonight with you......I pray for your strength. Ryan was not only a blessing to your family but also to those of us who have come to love him.
Terri George <ricknterrigeorge@cox-internet.com>
Russellville, AR - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:49 PM CDT

I am so so sorry to hear of your tremendous loss. I just finished reading your wonderful notes in my guestbook, went to the website and learned of the tragic news. Words cannot express the sorrow you must be feeling. Your Ryan was truly an angel that is now free from this horrible disease our beautiful children were dealt with. We will be keeping your family in our prayers asking God to give you the strength you need to get thru this. Thank you for sharing your beautiful Ryan with us.

Much Love,
Karen
www.leahsjourney.com
Karen James <pkkl916@hotmail..com>
Livonia, MI USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:46 PM CDT

Ryan Brown ... forever a hero.
I am so truly sorry for the pain you have to endure. Ryan was one lucky kiddo to be blessed with such love during his too short stay here on earth. May God be with all of you.

Ryan sweetie, I will always remember you as one of the bravest little fighters who ever graced this world.
Play hard and fly free, buddy.
Hugs & prayers from Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella) <zacheric02@msn.com >
Livonia , MI - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:43 PM CDT

Mt heart aches for your family as you go through this terrible time. I have come across your wonderful family by way of Ryan's caringbridge friends and have been following your journey for the past few months. My thoughts and prays and HUGS are with all of you.
Kathleen Casol <kathleen_casol@hotmail.com>
Vancouver , BC Canada - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

So sorry to hear about your loss. We know that Ryan is in Heaven right now having a great time and in no pain. We will continue to keep your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Chrystal & Kayla Walker <chrystalw80@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:38 PM CDT

Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you. May the Lord lift you up and wrap you in His loving arms!
The Pohl Family <kspohl@charter.net>
Brainerd, MN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:35 PM CDT

Ryan will always be the wonderful little boy that you loved. I know you must miss him terribly already. May God shelter you in His loving arms.
Mary <cavmary63@yahoo.com>
Red Bud, IL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:28 PM CDT

You are in my prayers for strength, comfort and peace.
Lori Tripp <grallygripper@yahoo.com>
Fountian Inn, SC - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:26 PM CDT

My deepest sympathy to all family members.
Johnna <thornton2003@juno.com>
Springfield, Illinois - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:18 PM CDT

We are keeping you all in our prayers...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:13 PM CDT

Ryan's family,
Please know you in my prayers and thoughts today and everyday. I know heaven is filled with many beautiful souls that your Ryan will be safe, happy and free. I pray that you find peace and comfort with that thought.

Sweet Ryan,
Fly high with the angels.

Many hugs,
Leslie
Kyle, Jack and Cecilia
Leslie
PA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:12 PM CDT

Brown Family, there are just no words to express how sorry we are for your loss. We are praying for you all.
Anderson Family (Michael, Lori & Jacob)
St. Charles, MO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this terribly difficult time.
Rachel
Dallas, TX - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

OUR HEARTS ARE HEAVY IN SULPHUR, LOUISIANA TONIGHT. WISHING YOU PEACE.
SHERYL WILLIS AND FAMILY <SHERYLWIL7@AOL.COM>
SULPHUR, LA. USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you at this most difficult time- Ryan is now pain free- running around playing soccer and cruzin on his four wheeler- I can't imagine what you are going thru or will endure in the next few days, weeks and months but know strangers all over are praying for you!
BEELIVING
In His Grip-
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, Il - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

Your family is close to my heart tonight. Take great care. Be free Ryan!!!!!! Say hi to Olivia for me!!! xoxo
Kacie - Olivia's Grace <twinboysmom@gmail.com>
Kenosha, WI - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:02 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
We'd like you to know how sorry we are and how deeply we sympathize
with you in the loss of your precious son Ryan.
Our thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time.
Love,
Peter, Sandra, Joshua, Jacob and Jonathan
Audrey's Umbrella
Sandra <psrockhop@aol.com>
White Plains, NY - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:00 PM CDT

My heart goes out to you tonight. I am so sorry to hear about your loss, but reassured that Ryan is in a beautiful place. The strength your family has shown through this has been encouraging and shows the depth of your faith. May you continue to lean on God for strength. You will always be in my prayers.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:57 PM CDT

Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Julie Pelker *FOA/Angels on Earth* <julzpelker@comcast.net>
Leesport, PA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:52 PM CDT

I am so sorry for the earthly loss of Ryan. I was glad to read from Nana that you were gifted by seeing his smile. Connor, too, had the best smile when he made his journey to Heaven. That was so reassuring to us. You will continue to be covered in prayer. I have been asking Connor each day to be sure and welcome Ryan, so I know he was right in there with the "Caring Bridge Welcome Committee". We WILL be with our children again, that is what keeps me going each day.....

Love, hugs, tears and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:50 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Phillip, Andrea, Elizabeth, Nana, I Love You!!!
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:47 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I am just "meeting" Ryan and your family. I can just imagine Ryan was grinning at his new angel friends coming to meet him. Praying for peace and comfort,

Michelle and Ben
Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
Ashburn, VA, - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:43 PM CDT

PR3YUUYUYU (I LOVE U)
CHARLIE SHAW <tjdbcshaw@yahoo.com>
FT CAMPBELL, KY USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:41 PM CDT

I LOVE YOU GUYS
Brittani Shaw <tjdbcshaw@yahoo.com>
fort campbell, KY USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are for your family. I pray for peace in the difficult journey ahead of you. Just from this site I could tell Ryan was and still is such a strong boy. It is such a blessing to be so close to such wonderful people, it just is so confusing as to why they have to go so soon. I'm so excited for Ryan and Maddie to be together, Im sure they're having a blast already. Love, Hugs, and Prayers to all of you.
Love always from a friend of Maddies-

Liz Shay <lshay90@aol.com>
mpls, mn usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:35 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss. Ryan will always make me believe in miracles.
Lisa <jadedlisa@gmail.com>
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:35 PM CDT

love you guys
Dustin Shaw Ryan's best friend <tjdbcshaw@yahoo.com>
Fort Campell, Ky USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

There are no words to express the sorrow that is in my heart tonight. I will never forget your brave little Ryan.
The Dicus Family (Mary, Jesse, Winter and Storm) <arcticcat_27@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, KY US - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Im so sorry for your loss. Ever since I heard about him through the newspaper I have been keeping up with him. I feel like I know him. He was such a brave little boy. May God Bless you and your family. My prayers are with yall.
Robin Silvey <robinsilvey@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, Tn United States - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:29 PM CDT

Philip and Andrea, we are very sorry for your loss. May you find the strength, courage and knowledge to go on from here. I can not pretend to know what it is like to have to loose a child, but know that we pray for you and the family to find peace.
Chris and Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Our prayers are with you and your family!

Cameron's Mom
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers for comfort are with you.
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:24 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,

Many prayers, and much love. Ryan is one of the bravest boys I know. He has been and continues to be an inspiration to me, as do all of you. I am sure he has already met Julia, and the two of them are probably running Cheyenne and Maddie ragged, along with all of the friends he is playing with. Thank you for the honor of allowing me to 'meet' your wonderful son. I am completely blessed.
Love, Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

My heart is saddened, yet relieved that my lil buddy is free to soar. May God's love surround you, those left behind here in our earthly bonds, as you heal. Ryan will always be in my heart, & whenever I look at the stars I'll wonder which one is his. Probably the one that is always jumping around! Much love to you all, as God's love cradles you gently while you grieve. He is always there for you. Footprints in the sand time.
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Godspeed Ryan! You truly are a hero!
Love and prayers to Ryans family during this time.
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Elizabeth, Nana and all of the Family,

I am so glad that Ryan's journey to Heaven was a happy one for him. Although he is in a better place with the rest of our angels, I am sorry for your loss. Please know you are in my prayers.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
Diana Cross, http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/katherinecross/ <diana@houston.rr.com>
Houston, TX - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:16 PM CDT

You and your Family our in our Prayers and thoughts!!! God Bless!!
Prayers and Hugs,
LeAnn
LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com>
Baxley, GA United States - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:15 PM CDT

We are so,so sorry for your loss.Ryan was a
very special little boy and thank you for sharing
him with us and giving us the chance to know and
love him.Your family are very close in our thoughts
and our prayers..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking of your family.
Teryl Stroud ~Angels on Earth~ <teryls@south-west.net>
Wylie, TX 75098 - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

I have been checking numerous times a day to see how Ryan was doing and to add hugs. I only was able to meet Ryan once, in Wal-Mart. I am so sorry to hear he lost his battle but left with a smile. Your family is our thoughts and prayers.
Devin's Mom
Clarksville, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

My deepest sympathy to the family and prayers that you are surrounded by the love of family and friends during this difficult time. You will remain in my prayers.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, and Sherry, And all the rest of the family (too numerous to name);

I am saddened, yet joyed and relieved that Ryan's struggle is over. He was a brave boy, with even as brave a family. I have stayed on top of all the trials and tribulations that you have been through. I haven't posted but that is just me. I want you to know I will be there for you. I am honored to have spent time with Ryan and the rest of you at the family reunion last year, and will keep you all in my thoughts. I have lit a candle for you and will send all the healing energy your way that I can muster. My co-workers will be saddened as well, as I have kept them up to date all this time. Please know that you are loved. Thank you Ryan, for all the energy and power you have shared with all of us.

Cheri Yvonne
Cheri Charleville <cherittfncyc@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:07 PM CDT

Phillip and Andrea, There really are no words. I am still in shock. Everyday we prayed for that miracle. I just keep thinking he is pain free.I am here if any of you need anything at all. I am praying for strength for all of you.
Christie Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY 42223 - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:07 PM CDT

Godspeed precious boy, Godspeed.
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:01 PM CDT

So glad that Ryan left with a smile and now he is smiling down on all of you. I wish you peace and strength and you begin this new journey.
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:01 PM CDT

May you feel God's love surrounding you during this most difficult time in your lives. I am so sorry for your loss- Ryan was and is surely an angel watching over you now. He will always be with you everywhere you go. Your family is in my prayers. With Deepest sympathy-
Mandy LeMay
Hendersonville, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:00 PM CDT

Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Angela ~Angels on Earth *- -HEATHER GRACE

<alisonheathersmama@gmail.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Elizabeth, Nana, and all Family and friends,
My heart breaks for you all tonight. There are no words to describe the pain you must be feeling. Just know that there are many hearts around the world that your sweet Ryan has touched, and now those same people are holding you all up in prayer during this difficult time. You will all be in my prayers. Love,
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, CA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:55 PM CDT

There are no words...just tears of sadness at Ryan's passing but also tears of joy that he is once again whole and healthy and will no longer suffer.
Maria <Mwright121@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

Brown Family,

We surely knew this day would come, but it certainly doesn't make it easier to accept Ryan's passing. We were proud to have known Ryan...even if only through his website and letters. He was a very special friend to many. Thank you for sharing your son with us.

Lots of hugs and prayers for your family,

The Ross family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:49 PM CDT

Our prayers continue to be with you and your family.
Jerrod and Melissa Osborne <MrsOzFTCKY@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:47 PM CDT

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet little boy. Although you know Ryan is now pain free and having a blast in heaven, I will still be praying for your comfort and healing and also to Ryan that he keeps a look out over all of his family. God bless all of you.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:45 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about Ryan's passing! Your family and Ryan will be in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you.
Shelley B.
Greenville, SC USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

I've been following your family's story for quite a while, and even though I knew this was coming, reading of Ryan's death has taken my breath away. May the Lord be your strength and comfort.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:41 PM CDT

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above,
We mortals always question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child,
Who does so much to make this world seem wonderful and mild.

Perhaps God tires calling the aged to his fold,
And so He picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them and so He takes but few,
To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view.

Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye,
And so when little ones depart we who are left behind
Must realize God loves little children.

Angels are hard to find.

Author Unknown

Prayers are with you all.
Ms Sharon--a MN Grandma
MN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:38 PM CDT

Phillip and Andrea I am so very sorry for your loss. Mike and I are thinking of you and praying for you.
Mike and Elaine Anderson <elaineanderson@usa.net>
Louisiana, MO United States - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:37 PM CDT

I know there is nothing anyone can do or say that will ease your pain, please know that others care and are thinking of you and your family.
j.cummings <allyluke32@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:37 PM CDT

I am SO sorry for the loss of your sweet Ryan! Sadly there were too many kids there to meet Ryan in Heaven but he is happily chasing everyone with his Foam Blaster and giggling until it hurts. I am So sorry for your loss! My thoughts and prayers will be with you during these awful heart breaking times. God Bless!

Rebekah Clark (Justyn's Aunt Bekah) <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

Our prayers for your family continue...
Joe & Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

Andrea & Phillip,
We are so sorry to hear about our little buddy. He did not deserve this! Life is so unfair sometimes! I know he is in a better place now, without any pain, and he has Grandma Gert and Dougy to take care of him now. We love you guys!

Jenn, Josh & Kaleb Morgan <jennlmorg@jcn.net>
Crystal City, MO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:34 PM CDT

I am so sorry for you loss , I Have never meet Ryan but I can tell he was A angel . I know he is in Heaven running and playing Blasting everyone with his blaster. My prayers are with each one of you .
Cathy <Godchilds@hotmail.com>
Woodlawn, Tn Usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:28 PM CDT

There were soooo many children there to meet Ryan. Like we said on the phone, Maddie and Cheyenne are most likely running like crazy right now to keep up with Ryan in a soccer game. That big grin is proof positive of our babies there to meet him.

Hold each other tight. We are always here if you ever need to talk. God Bless, Always.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, and Ryan's Proud Buddy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:22 PM CDT

Our hearts go out to Ryan and the family, May you find peace and understanding thru God's love. God bless each and every family member.
Roy,Carrie Caswell and family ( Catherine White's parents )
Greenville, Ky USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Ryan taught us all the meaning of the word "brave". He will always be my "Hero" and will always live on in all of our hearts.
Words alone cannot describe the pain we all all feeling tonight....broken hearts can hurt so bad but when we close our eyes we can imagine Ryan..healthy, happy and teaching all the other Angels the right way to shoot and ambush...
May his little foams disks never ever run out. :0)
We love you all and will be praying for your peace, and comfort.
Thank you so much for sharing Ryan will all of us....I truly believe the entire Caring Bridge world is in tears tonight.
Love, Kim, Kody and the entire "K" family
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear6@comcast.net>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:14 PM CDT

May peace be with you.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Heaven is a lucky place. Praying for you now and always
alyssa (www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys) <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:09 PM CDT

I love you all and you will
be in my prayers.
With deepest sympathy,
Rose
http://roseygirl7.tripod.com
Rose <roseygirl1230@yahoo.com>
SC - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:08 PM CDT

I am SO sorry, yet relieved that Ryan will no longer suffer. May God's presence surround your family. You remain in my prayers.
Kendra Simpson <ksbusyboys@bellsouth.net>
Asheville, NC - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:05 PM CDT

I love you all.
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

Many prayers for your family during this time of sorrow! I know Ryan is in heaven now having a blast with all of his friends and family that have gone on before him. May God bless your family!
Ryan, Angie, & Lexi Rachels <angierachels@Hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:01 PM CDT

Phillip and Andrea, My heart goes out to you. I had notheard how Ryan's condition had deteriorated in the past two weeks. My mom has kept us up to date through your grandmother, Geraldine. We suddenly lost our 9 year old granddaughter last week, so I am hurting with you in your loss of Ryan. We love you and you are all in our prayers. Your Uncle Harold's daughter, Sandy, in California
Sandy
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:00 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and family, you're in my thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless!
Wayne Drum <murdlien@aol.com>
Tampa , FL - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:58 PM CDT

We love you and our hearts are with you at this time.
Roy and Cindy Turner
Clarksville,, Tn USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:56 PM CDT

Fly high Ryan and peace to your family. My angel, Christopher, will show you around.
Lauren Lucas
Lauren Lucas <dlucas2385@wowway.com>
Plymouth, MI - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:54 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying that God will wrap you in his arms and comfort you in in the comming times. I know Ryan is in Heaven winning everyone over with his beautiful smile. I know with that smile he was telling you that he was in the most beautiful place in the world and no longer in any pain. He is now with all of his Angels. We Love You All!!!
The Cotnoir Family <acotnoir@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:52 PM CDT

Your family has made such a difference in my life. I will NEVER forget the courage and stregnth that you have all showed us...especially RYAN! I am so sorry! I cry so hard now, yet part of it is with relief...relief for Ryan and for you. Thank you for sharing all of yourselves...and your beautiful son with us all. Ryan is looking down on you now with happiness, and without pain. GOD BLESS you all.
with love,

The Hammonds <katy1070@earthlink.net>
Clarksville, Tn - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:47 PM CDT

Fly high Ryan and peace to your family. My angel, Christopher, will show you around.
Lauren Lucas
Lauren Lucas <dlucas2385@wowway.com>
Plymouth, MI - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:46 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Nana:

I am so sorry to hear of Ryan s passing. You all are in my thoughts and prayers.

Annemarie, m/o Ross

Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
New York, NY - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:44 PM CDT

I am so sorry, I wish I had the right words to say. You guys are a great and loving family. If you ever need to scream and vent, I am always here.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:42 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and Elizabeth, and the rest of Ryan's family, please know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. Ryan has taught us all so much. Andrea, you know how to reach me if there is anything you need.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:40 PM CDT

Praying that God will comfort you during this time of heartache and tears. Just remember that Ryan is resting in the arms of God at this very moment. He is strong, free of pain, running and playing with all of the other children. I pray that God will give you the strength you need to go through the coming days, weeks, months, and years.
Brenda E. <carlellis@alltel.net>
Eastanollee, GA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:39 PM CDT

My heart is aching for you all right now. May the Lord wrap His arms around you and bring you peace. Ryan has touched so many lives, mine included. God Bless you all.
Renee & Kennedy
Renee Garcia <CAmommy2KJ@aol.com>
Clarksville, TN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

Your family is in our thoughts and prayers always. Sweet Angel Ryan will always be remembered and missed. Love and Hugs to all

Angela and Emily (Wyatts Friends) <akornack@cox.net>
Phoenix, az USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:35 PM CDT

Phillip and Andrea,
I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories. We find comfort in knowing that our lives have been enriched by having shared their love. My life is better having had a chance to be part of Ryan's family and I feel some comfort in knowing that he is looking down on us, free from pain and discomfort.

May God shower you all with his peace and love. Please remember that we are ALL here for you! We love you all sooooo much!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:35 PM CDT

im in shock right now i cant stop crying Andrea, Phillip im so sorry to hear i been gone away from the board a few days and i read your lately journal and my little buddy is gone. I sure going to miss my hug and see Ryan smile always made my day. I'm here for u guys please keep me info on the service in fort campbell we going to miss him. I really dont know what to say right now im still in shock. Ryan I will Miss You Love ya Little Man. Feels like i lost one of my family members.
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
hopkinsville, ky - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:35 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you all at this time of your need. I am going to ask the Lord to just wrap his arms around each and everyone of you and to bring you peace.
Hugs
The Marshall Family
Wayne, MI - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

You are all in our hearts. We would put our arms around you if the miles were not so great. We love you, and our prayers are with you. God Bless You in this time.
Travis Mazzanti & Heather Winton <t_mazzanti@yahoo.com>
Elk Grove, Ca USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:33 PM CDT

I wish I could think of something profound to say..All I can say is my thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm thankful Ryan is free from any pain or suffering. I pray your pain will ease with time and with knowing he is there waiting for you someday...
much love and a thousand hugs...
Jennifer
Kaelei's mom <mamajenn@sbcglobal.net>
Centerton, AR USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:28 PM CDT

I Love You all, My thoughts are with you, I wish that I could help take the pain away, but, I know that Ryan is pain free and probably playing soccer or swimming are doing some other fun thing and having a good time with the other kids that was waiting on him. I love and miss you. OXOXOX
Dennis Williams (PaPa D) <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:28 PM CDT

Having a good cry and yet smiling through the tears at the thought of each of those precious kids waiting behind Jesus to welcome their new buddy Ryan. It's been an honor to pray with you as you helped Ryan with his most important journey. Well done each of you, what a lot of love he took with him each step of the way.
I'll continue to pray for each of you.
What a sweet little life.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , nv - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

BROWN FAMILY,
I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS, MY HEART TRULY GOES OUT TO ALL OF YOU. PLEASE STAY STRONG AND TOGETHER.
GOD BLESS YOU.
BECKY <RRR222@AOL.COM>
CLARKSVILLE, IND - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

I love you all.

Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:19 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Words alone are not adequate enough for us to express our heartfelt sadness. We are here to help you guys however that may be. Ryan is resting in God's kingdom now, he will be waiting to greet us all and show us around when our times come. Our family will continue to pray for you all.
Chad, Brenda, Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:07 PM CDT

I'm so sorry to have learned that Ryan has passed. I hope that in time the memories you have made and shared will provide you with some measure of comfort and peace.
Jana <cham@southern1.net>
Boca Raton , FL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip~
Just wanted to let you know my family and I are thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers. Stay close to eachother, you will need eachother to get through this very hard time.
Love and Prayers,
The Timm Family
Angie <angiet523@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE US - Sunday, July 10, 2005 6:42 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I have been praying for Ryan and all the family. I just got the news of his passing and know what a battle he fought. He is free of pain and whole again and in Jesus hands. I pray that the Holy Spirit comforts all of you and gives you strength in the days ahead. My prayers are with you. God Bless.
Trudy Geiger <trudove@cableone.net>
Norfolk, Nebraska, ne usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 6:39 PM CDT

You are in my prayers and my heart. Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 6:38 PM CDT

I love you guy's.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:59 PM CDT

We just stopped in and gave the 111,111th hug. That's a lot of love for a special little boy and his family. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

Still sending tons of love, prayers, hugs to you all. Remember Saint Theresa's statement: "I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." Ryan, you & your family are surrounded by angels. Fly freely, without pain, lil buddy. I love you!
linda tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:31 PM CDT

Seems like today is a better day! Hooray! Our prayers are with you all. Hugs Ryan!
Chad, Brenda, Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:18 PM CDT

What beautiful children you have. Ryan is soooo handsome. I am so sorry he (and your family) are having to deal with this. I'm glad to read he is comfortable. The poetry was heartwrenching but beautiful. I will keep you all in my prayers. xx

Yvonne - mummy to Rachael & Emily <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:16 PM CDT

I come to check on you many times each day, Ryan; always hoping for great news. I know that you already know how much your family (and even people you don't know) loves you. I am so thankful that they have shared you with the rest of us.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

Ryan and Family, I found your story on the Love Quilts website and want you to know that you are all in my prayers. Although I have never met you, you have touched my life and I know you have others as well. Praying for God to give you peace and comfort.

Kaye <bogey@intellex.com>
Fort Gibson, Ok USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:45 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
WOW! It looks like you are the best big brother! Hope you are feeling better today. Sending tons of prayers to Heaven and tons of Hugs to you. Sending lots of love and prayers to you and your family.
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you and adding my prayers to the many, many thoughts for Ryan.

Michelle and Ben
Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
ashburn, va - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:36 PM CDT

Ryan my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Get better soon little man!!!!!!
Yvonne Haslag <freeyomnd@mchsi.com>
Jefferson City, MO Cole - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

Ryan and family
Still thinking about you all. Sending you guys some extra strength, peace, and love from us here in California.
Love,
amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, ca - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

Ryan, May you be surrounded with angels,God Bless you little guy.Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, calif usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:19 PM CDT

What beautiful poetry! You have a wonderful inspiration in that precious boy. I'm glad to hear that Ryan is more comfortable. We continue to BEE-LIEVE in that miracle cure for him. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:18 PM CDT

Glad to see that Phillip is still writing out his feelings in such heartfelt & beautiful poetry. What a wonderful way to deal with the agony inside. And "peas & carrots" is so touching & cute! Glad Ryan had a better night. My prayers continue for the peace that surpasses all understanding to be with you all. Give each other HUGE HUGS as often as you can. It helps everyone. My love to all of you, & most especially to my lil buddy, Ryan. God is patiently waiting for you, sweetie.
ljtune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
franklin, tn - Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Thinking of you, Nana Sherry, with love and prayers for your grandson.
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Sunday, July 10, 2005 12:36 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. Thinking about you and praying that soon you will be pain free. To all of you, my heart goes out to you. Wishing I could say or do something that will give you comfort. I know how hard it is to sit and watch your dear little Ryan slip away. But I hope you can take some comfort knowing he is loved by so many and that he will soon be with all those that God has chosen to go before him.
God bless all of you. Hugs and Kisses Ryan. Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Sunday, July 10, 2005 12:25 AM CDT

hello Im storming heaven for prayers for you hugs

savannah and derek <mud_lover2002@yahoo.com>
bakersville, nc usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:57 AM CDT

Ryan, Your pictures really turned out great, you and sister are the cutiest kids!!

Thank you guys for sharing your most personal moments with everyone to read. I pray that today will be a good day.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:50 AM CDT

Ryan
The Ross Family and I will be together
and just a few hours. We will be thinking
about you and praying, too.

God bless your whole family.
xxoo
Mrs. Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

Phillip you write straight from the heart and it shows.....Sending out hugs and prayers to you, Andrea, Sherry
little Elizabeth and of course...our little hero, Ryan. Always in my heart.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,
Know that countless people are praying for all of you; for your strength and peace. God bless you.
Katherine <lhallkhall@cox.net>
West Granby, CT USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:42 AM CDT

Wow ~ what an amazing writer your daddy is, Ryan! I can tell that he sures thinks the world of you, buddy. And who wouldn't? You have all of the stuff that heroes are made of ... strength, courage, determination, perseverance. You are such an inspiration to us all.

I'm going to be gone for a week but I will check in on you before I leave in the morning and I will check in the minute I walk in the door next week. You take care, sweetie. I'm sending HUGE hugs and lots of prayers your way.
Hugs & Smiles from Candy Belanger - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, Michigan XOXOXOXOXOXO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

Just checking in to see how Ryan's night was. Phillip, your new poem is amazing and so true! Hope today is peaceful. Love and miss you all!!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:58 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
I'm praying for Ryan and his family.
The poems are just beautiful.
Hugs, Rose
Rose's Head Huggers of SC
http://roseygirl7.tripod.com
Rose <roseygirl1230@yahoo.com>
SC USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:58 AM CDT

your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Sandy <jjouppi@comcast.net>
Canton, MI USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

Well Philip it looks like you have done it again. Evertime I think you have went your limit, you best it again. Must be the fact that you are surrounded by my sister and niece. And here I had always felt sorry for you.I like the new pictures and am really glad to see the tradition is continuing with Elizabeth. I love you guy's and like everybody else who has come to know all of you, amazed at your strength. I pray he has another good day and send my love to all of you.Tell my little buddy I love him and miss him.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:33 AM CDT

You are all amazing. We love you.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

Still praying for peace and comfort. Sending more hugs from Georgia.
Donna M <minshews@mchsi.com>
Tifton, GA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

I love the new pictures of the kids. They are so cute.
Thank you for sharing the poems.
Ryan is defanitly a hero.
Keeping everyone in my thoughts and prayers.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles999@yahoo.com>
flint, mi - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:43 AM CDT

We've been coming to your site Ryan everyday since we met you and your family. All of you have inspired us and touched our hearts in a way that will never be the same. We check on you everyday and pray for you with all of our might. You are such a brave (SGT) and have so much courage. The strength, love, hope and faith that are so abundunt in your family reaches out and touches those of us and strenghtens our faith more with every new day. We wish that we could take all of this pain away from you and your family. We keep all of you constantly in our prayers and hope for each new day to be a much better one. Ryan, the poems that your daddy is writing are so beautiful. They are coming straight from his heart letting you know the deep feelings of love that he has for you. Philip, Andrea, Nana, Elizabeth our hearts are with you and our prayers are for you. We send hugs and we're still "beelieving." Ryan, you are always on our mind and one of us is always checking on you. We saw your story in the newspaper too and saved it. We and so many others are praying for you nonstop. Love and hugs to all of you.
Roy and Cindy Turner 1/502 Aco
Clarksville, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing these wonderful poems, so full of love for your son. I hope Ryan continues to rest comfortably and finds peace. Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Another beautiful, and powerful poem, Phillip. I am so glad to see you writing.
Ryan is indeed a hero, and so are all of you.

I pray for a peaceful, comfortable day. I'll check back in later (power permitting, looks like it's going to be anther HOT one!).
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:32 AM CDT

I am glad that Ryan is more comfortable. We are all praying so hard for peace and comfort. That poem is so true. Thank you for sharing your photos! I think about Ryan and your family all day!

Angel Rachel's mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

Hey My Little Hero !! I love the new picture. You are such a sweetheart. I have add bunches of hugs to your huggy thing.. Keep fight little guy !! My prayers continue for you and your family. You are always in my prayers and 4ever in my heart.. I love you little guy !!
Angel hugs 4 ever...
Angel Darla
Darla <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, FL USA #1 - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

Glad to hear Ryan has been more comfortable. He is an amazing boy! I am constantly inspired by him, and his strength, and the stregth of all of you. My prayers for you all continue.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:04 AM CDT

Ryan, I knew you were very popular -- but wow I have never seen Chuck E Cheese sign a guestbook before!!! I hope you have a peaceful day. May God give all of you strength.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

Philly
As you do everytime you have out done yours self again with poems.Thy were so touching. Give the Babys both HUGS&Kisses. LOVE YOU ALL
AuntTrish,Uncle Bennie,Heather,Dustin, Tabitha,Ashlee

Aunt Trish <pdarconst@aol.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:34 AM CDT

The new pictures are beautiful, thanks for sharing them! And thank you, Phillip, for sharing the poems for Ryan.

Continuing my prayers for Ryan on this sunny Sunday morning. God is holding you all up.....

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

Brown family, just making my first check of the day on Ryan. I am glad to hear that you believe he is more comfortable and he is resting a little easier. I hope that you continue to find strength to help him in whatever comes his way. We pray that he will find peace. Always in our prayers...
Cindy and Chris Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana,, MO USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 6:50 AM CDT

Hello Ryan and family,

You are on our minds constantly. Just dropping off some more hugs for the cutest kid in Kentucky.

We love you Ryan!!!!

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 6:37 AM CDT

No matter what happens Ryan will always be with you and any one that believes. We are still praying for a miracle.
May god give Ryan the will and you all the strength!
Angel Melody�s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:51 AM CDT

We are storming Heaven with special prayers
for Ryan..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:32 AM CDT

Good morning, glad to here you are resting. I hope the day goes good and you are still comfortable. You need to get plenty of rest so you can help take care of sissy, she can be a hand full at times. Lots of hugs and kisses, Love you all!!!!!
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:00 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Nana Sherry, Andrea, Philip, and Elizabeth,

The hug counter says 107520 *HUGS*. Boy, is that a lot! Ryan is greatly loved. I sent him a huge hug with 100 smaller hugs inside last night, but I did not realize there was a hug counter connected to this site, so those were not counted. I sent some through the counter tonight, but I suppose there are others out there sending hugs that are not going through the counter, too. Most of those hugs are attached to prayers, and all of them are connected to well wishes.

Philip, the poems you are writing for Ryan are beautiful.

Below my signature, I will add the collect used in my parish, St. George's Episcopal Church, here in Clifton Park, this weekend. I will be praying for Ryan in the church nave, as often as I can.

God bless you all!

Grace, peace, love, and hope,

~Colette~

The Collect For 8 Pentecost (This Weekend):

O Lord, mercifully receive the prayers of your people who call upon you and grant that they may know and understand what things they ought to do, and also may have grace and power faithfully to accomplish them; though Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

~The Book Of Common Prayer

P.S. I love the peas and carrots picture on the home page. Both Ryan and Elizabeth are beautiful children.
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:47 AM CDT

Ryan,
Wishing you the sweetest dreams tonight...I pray for peace, comfort, and serenity for you and your family.
Always in my thoughts.
With much love,
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, Calif - Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:09 AM CDT

Ryan & Family
Continue to be strong.God bless and keep you .
Ve Pauling <Gad7get@bellsouth.net>
Villa Rica, GA Douglas - Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:49 AM CDT

Hi guys,
I wasn't able to check in earlier, as we have been without power for most of the night. It was so blasted hot today, I guess the electric company really got slammed... anyhow, first thing I did when I woke up and heard the ac running- indicating power had returned- was roll out of bed to come on down and check in on you...
Continued prayers for peace, comfort and strength.
With love- squeeze that little Ryan and Elizabeth from me-
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:41 AM CDT

Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. We gave you a bunch of monster hugs tonight. Hope they help to comfort you through the night. Love, Hugs and Prayers.

Angela and Emily (Wyatts Friends) <akornack@cox.net>
Phoenix, az USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 0:18 AM CDT

Thinking of your family tons n tons and sending you hugs and more hugs from Minneapolis. I'm sure Maddie will take him under her wing the moment they meet. Kisses and Hugs and Lots n Lots of LOVE,
May peace be with Ryan and your entire family...
Dannie <paskyloohoo@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:36 PM CDT

HEY RYAN!!! I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE AND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY...I LOVE PLAYING CARDS, PLAYING SOCCER, AND PLAYING TROUBLE WITH YOU....IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I HAVE HAD! I LOVE YOU RYAN!
CHUCK E CHEESE
CLARKSVILLE, TN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:34 PM CDT

What a beautiful poem!! My thoughts and HUGS are with all of you.
Kathleen
Kathleen Casol <Kathleen_Casol@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

Our prayers are with you.
With love from Va,
Carolyn and Fisher
www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc <oshelrina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:14 PM CDT

Andrea,You are truley the most compassionate and understanding person I have ever had the privalage of knowing.When I checked Isaac"s guestbook and saw todays entry by you saying that you are praying for us,I completly broke down and cried my eyes out.Knowing what you guys are going thru right now,and to recieve a message from you saying that you are praying for us,I have to say that I have never been so touched.Little Ryan has the best Mom in the world,and I have no doubt that he has been your angel all along.I continue to pray for your family and Ryan.Sincerly,Gary(Isaac"s Dad).P.S. The 22nd of this month will mark one year ago that our sweet son became an Angel.
Gary Tropple <melanietropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:34 PM CDT

Just checking in, pray tonight is good for all of you. Philips poem has brought tears to many eyes and the struggle and strength you have all shown has brought you many new friends, and the hug counter just keeps going up for dear sweet Ryan. Love you all and my thoughts and prayers are with you.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:15 PM CDT

Ryan,
Sending you a big hug and praying for you...your Audrey's Umbrella Sunshine friend...Jacob
Jacob <psrockhop@aol.com>
White Plains, NY - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

I am keeping Ryan and his whole family in my thoughts and prayers. Keep fighting for your miracle little man.
Love Lisa
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:55 PM CDT

Sleep tight tonight, Ryan. You are still in my prayers.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:38 PM CDT

Praying.....
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, MI USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

We are thinking of you, praying for you, and hugging you!! I hope all is well. Let us know if you need anything at all.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

Phillip your words are so touching. We are praying for peace and rest for all of you. You and Andrea are such special loving people, and the best parents Ryan & Elizabeth could ever ask for! We are blessed just by knowing you.
Chad & Brenda Hunley <chiefh33@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

Ryan, I love you, I prayed for you to breathe better. Mama says you are sleeping, I miss you. Love, Brian
( Brian asked me to type this to You Ryan, sweet baby! We all love you!)
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

Ryan, you are such a brave little guy. I pray for you and your family. Be brave love and prayers from Murrieta, CA. You are in our hearts and prayers. The Wyant family
Kathy Wyant <kwyant4@aol.com>
Murrieta, CA USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Ryan and family, My family and I are still praying for all of you. May you find peace, solice, and strength through our Lord.
God bless you all!
Love, Jennifer Peugh, Jessica Vallely, and Logan Peugh
Jennifer Peugh <jen110268@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN 37043 - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:02 PM CDT

My heart breaks for all of you. There are no words that can express watching a child struggle for every breath. I myself have been there. It is just not fair...praying for Ryan and all of you
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:13 PM CDT

Phillip, that poem is wonderful! I'm sorry you have to write it. I'm so proud of all of you. And, I'm so glad I have been given the honour of calling you my brother!!!!!
I Love You!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!

Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 6:34 PM CDT

Praying with you in Nevada.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , - Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:52 PM CDT

Told ya', Sherry. Everyone wants to send hugs, to Ryan, to Elizabeth, to you, to Andrea, and to Phillip. You can't set a number that we won't at least try to reach - a trillion may take a while though.

Phillip, your poem is such a beautiful gift to Ryan and Andrea. Here's lots of hugs for you to share with everyone else (((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))!

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:38 PM CDT

What a beautiful & touching poem from Daddy. Ryan, you are so loved by so many. Praying for peace & no pain for you. I sent 250 hugs today & everytime I pushed the button for you, it jumped by 5-10 so I know everybody is sending lots of hugs for you & your family. I love you, lil buddy.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
Franklin, tn - Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:25 PM CDT

Wow, Ryan...over 100,000 hugs!!!! Hope you can feel all of the love and prayers from all over the world.

Love

Devin & family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:13 PM CDT

I found my way here from love quilts, and wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and your loved ones. I will keep you in my heart and prayers. Take care.
Jamie <sevendipity@iname.com>
Weymouth, ma usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:56 PM CDT

Hey little buddy, nana tells me you have been resting better today, thats good. I hope tonight goes as well, keep up the good work. Love to all, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

Hi, We are thinking of you and praying for you.
Sincerely, The Ketchesins

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

The poem is so beautiful and really touched my heart.
Our thoughts and our prayers are with Ryan and your
family now and in the day's ahead..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

Hey everyone, I just gave him 100 hugs, but you have to give him the 100 kisses from me. Love and prayers, will check in on you all later.

Love you all,
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, mo usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

I am just a lurker but have to express my profound admiration for your entire family including your beloved Nana. You truly are a warm, close and courageous family as you face the worst nightmare a parent can possibly imagine. We both have sons the same age and I cannot begin to imagine how you are coping. The poem brought tears to my eyes. I wish your family some peace and comfort. You are truly an amazing family!
Jana <cham@southern1.net>
Boca Raton , FL USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Family,

We are just dropping by with even more hugs!!! We hope that you feel them. Thinking of you today and always. Love, Hugs and Blessings!!!

Love,
Mary and Caity-Did
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin
Mary Templeton <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
FL - Saturday, July 9, 2005 3:36 PM CDT

I just left some more hugs for you and how exciting that you are over 100,000 hugs. You deserve it. Many prayers for all of you.
Kari (Angels On Earth) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Saturday, July 9, 2005 3:20 PM CDT

Ryan and family,Sending you hugs and praying for you all.Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 2:58 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,
You don't know us, but we know you and are praying for you and sending lots of hugs. You are an adorable young boy, and we hope you feel all our hugs from Alabama.
God bless you all. Linda & Steve Sewell (relatives of Nadine & John Paulmeno)
linda sewell
hoover , AL USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 2:43 PM CDT

I happened upon your site through the Tumbleweed Foundation.
Thinking of your family and wishing your child peace.
Kari <kfenrich@hotmail.com>
Alberta, Canada - Saturday, July 9, 2005 2:39 PM CDT

The Lord is the everlasting God...He will not grow tired or weary and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary and young men stumble and fall but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles. Praying that your strength is renewed moment by moment and that Ryan's spirit will soar on high.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St .Peters, MO - Saturday, July 9, 2005 2:36 PM CDT

Praying for Ryan and his family. Many hugs to surround you. May you find Peace at this time. God Bless.
USAF Family <carenicbrynoah@msn.com>
Scott AFB , IL USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:45 PM CDT

OVER 100,000 HUGS!!!! You are sure some special boy! We love you guys!
Don, Debbie, Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net>
AZ - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:41 PM CDT

I came here by Angel Maddie's page. My heart aches for all that you have been through and all that is happening to your darling baby. Your family and especially Ryan is in my thoughts and prayers.
Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

Ryan: I have been praying for you every day. I am a grandma in Kansas City, only my grandson is 21 years old. You are such a brave dear little boy. I am sending you 5 hugs for today fnr 5 more for tomorrow. They are great big ones since I'm a grandma.

Love and prayers to all of you
Rosemary Harrison <GV13321@AOL.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

Ryan,
My name is Suzanne and I live not to far from you near Nashville, Tn. My family and I pray for you every day! You are such a strong, brave young man!
May God give you all the strength to go thru each moment.
We are sending many big hugs your way!!!!!
Suzanne, Brian, Caleb, Tucker, and Lauren Carter

Suzanne Carter <suzlei@aol.com>
Gallatin, Tn USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

Keeping Ryan and the family in my thoughts and prayers.May you find comfort in knowing how many people are going before the Lord for Ryan.((((((BIG HUGS))))))))
God bless,
Teresa Myers <kylasue2@msn.com>
Aylett, VA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:57 AM CDT

Praying...
~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:56 AM CDT

Just thinking of you all. May God be with you and give you peace and strength everyday. It was good to see all of you. We love you and think about you everyday. God's Blessings!
Chris Weinrich <redbirds82@hotmail.com>
Orange, CA USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:38 AM CDT

Phillip, your poem was just beautiful. I am so glad to hear that Ryan is not in so much pain, I pray that everyday and hour can be peacefull for your family.

Phillip, Andrea, and Nana,
Please know that you have so many people praying for you to have the strength and courage to get through this, and even though you may not think you can handle it somtimes, remember that you have a huge support system ready to help you at all times.

Love,
Bryca
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:21 AM CDT

Ryan and Family, Just wanted to write and say that we're thinking of you all and praying for you constantly. We're glad to hear that he had a more peaceful night last night and hope that it continues. God Bless You All. The Landry Family
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:19 AM CDT

Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keeps You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!
You are so special!

Hug, Hug, Hug

Jeanie <mylittlecam@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:40 AM CDT

Phillip, that's a beautiful poem, the tears just keep coming. It's so good to hear Ryan is resting peacefully. I'm thinking of you all and praying throughout the day.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

Hey Ryan and family. I have been praying for you and will continue to do so. You are a handsome young man Ryan! Stay strong and Keep the faith. I know God is with you.
Cathy Bowman <chope2769@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, and Aunt Sherry,
Even though I haven't been able to write in a while, I have continued to pray for you all. I pray that God sends Ryan the peace and comfort that he has fought so hard for. I pray that God covers you all in his love and strength. PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE
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Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:27 AM CDT

Brown Family, I am SO glad to hear that Ryan is resting and his breathing has become a bit easier. I know how you feel because not too long ago my grandma was in this boat, it was hard to deal with, but now I've understood that she is happier with God and she's pain free and thats what we always wanted. Yes, it was hard to let her go, but it was God's plan to make her feel better. She is always with us. So thats how Ryan will be. He'll ALWAYS be with us no matter what. I hope everyone has a bit of a better day today. You all are in our prayers. Love to all!
Alissa Stark <alissa06@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:18 AM CDT

God be with you and your beautiful child. I pray he will be free of pain and discomfort.
Peggy Mckita
PEGGY MCKITA <peggy9544 3@earthlink.net>
ROCKY MOUNT, NC USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

Just dropping off more HUGS for the cutest kid in Kentucky. We love you guys!!!

Devin & family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:56 AM CDT

Hey, Phillip. I know it's hard to find any silver linings in your dark cloud, but your wonderful gift of poetry has definitely been exposed through all of this. And to be honest, I am now working on a song for Ryan myself. It is called "A Better Place". I truly understand your desire for not wanting us to come down, although my heart is totally distraught because I've always felt I can fix any problem, but there is absolutely nothing I can do but pray. I can only imagine how much more magnified your emotions are than mine right now. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that Jennifer, Trenton, Tori and I are thinking of you, crying for you, praying for you, and that we love you all very much.
Neil Darnell <neildarnell@sbcglobal.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:48 AM CDT

Ryan we all love you so much. God couldn't have given you to a more loving family. What a loving and caring poem your daddy wrote. So glad you had a more peaceful night. May god bless all of you and to continue to give you the strength to take one day at a time. God blessed you with a precious child. You will always be in our thoughts and prayers.
We love you so much.
Aunt Helen

Helen Spear <Lamar@ctvea.net>
Phenix City, AL. U.S - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

Sending many prayers to you from Wisconsin. And I'm giving more hugs too!!!
Kari (Angels On Earth) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

Continuing to pray for all of you.
Kim Jordan <kimboj41@gmail.com>
McKinney, TX - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

May God continue to give you the love, courage and strength to care for beautiful son. We send our hugs and prayers from Pennsylvania.
Lucy Garvey <garveykids@hotmail.com>
Havertown, PA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:19 AM CDT

I came by and gave lots of hugs. Your poem is so beautiful and powerful. Thank you for keeping us updated. You are a special family and I am praying for your family.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

What an absolutely beautiful poem. tears just flowed. I cant imagine where your at right now, im just praying really hard for peace for ryan, if his earthly healing isnt meant to be. It gets hard to go through a normal day when you know kids are fighting for there life. I hug mine tighter after this caringbridge journey i discovered a few years ago , when my friend lost her beautiful son Angel Nolon... Ill be praying throughout the day for your ryan!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

Phillip,
There is so much love packed into every word you wrote in your beautiful poem- even as your heart aches, you convey such strength and such abundant love.
Andrea,
I am happy to hear that Ryan's rest is so much more comfortable- the words of the reiki/cranial sacral therapist are also a great comfort for me to hear. You all hold a very special place in my heart. I will check in on Leah today, as well- and I will check back soon.
Thinking of you all.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:50 AM CDT

Love and prayers from all the rest of the Ross-Woods family here in Shawnee. Praying that today will be peaceful and easier for all of you.

Love---Grandma Gwen, ALisa, Devin and Kara
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

I am so, so sorry you're all having to go through this. My heart goes out to all of you. Ryan could not have been given better parents. My favorite Marine in Iraq gave Ryan hugs over night when we were talking online. Know that I am always here for you.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:38 AM CDT

Noah and I are sending our love and prayers.
Kelly and Noah Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Hello Brown family---this is Devin---writing from my Grandma's house in Oklahoma. Hope Ryan is doing better---it is no fair when kids have to be so sick......that is so neat that he has his own star---Devin
Devin <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Unable to find the words but wanting to send hugs and kisses to sweet Ryan.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Dear sweet Phillip. What a beautiful poem! My heart is aching for you. It is ok to let go of him for you know he will be in God's hands forever. What a peaceful place that will be for him. I can't express the emotions that are going through me every day. You and Andrea and Ryan and Elizabeth have touched so many lives in a way you can't even imagine. God gave Ryan to us for a reason and every day he is with us he touches even more lives. Please give him a hug for me and tell him how much I love him. I pray that God gives him a peaceful day. Just know that you are forever in our thoughts and prayers.
Love

Aunt Kathy <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Ryan,
Thinking about you...
Praying for Comfort and PEACE for you and your Family.
Always in my heart and Prayers.

Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, CALIFORNIA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:06 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Praying for you.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles999@yahoo.com>
Flint, Mi - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:01 AM CDT

Hello...I have an angel myself, so I know these moments of anxiety, and the need to have sacred space for your precious boy. My prayer for you: PEACE and an overwhelming feeling of love from this large group of people who leave messages...
Theresa <ray_gaetjens@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Brown Family, we are praying for you all and thinking about you constantly.
Anderson Family (Michael, Lori & Jacob)
St. Charles, MO 63303 - Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:52 AM CDT

Philip, you never cease to amaze me. I love you guy's, hope the night went better and today is peaceful. The love coming from all over the country is amazing and the people only know Ryan, you andrea and nana from the journal. I know there has never been anyone loved and cherished anymore than my little buddy ryan. love you all
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:25 AM CDT

Hello my friends,, I have been reading the journal everyday, my heart is breaking for you and I can't put into words what I am feeling. I want to just take it all away somehow and at the sametime I know I can't. You were there for me when my Markie went to Heaven. I almost lost it, but all my friends and family truly helped me. I sit and wonder how in the world you manage from day to day and still keep your sanity. The only answer I can come up with is your faith and the support for each other and from all who know of this devilish beast that has taken over this sweet little man. It is hard losing a little one suddenly like my Markie, but watching it day by day,,,,well I don't know if I would be strong enough. I think back on the days that Ryan was here with me and the kids and feel that I have been so blessed to have had the chance to watch him, in his little life, grow and learn, to know that he has been a part of my life. Thank you so much for allowing me those times. The memories will never die.
I will continue to pray for all of you. Please, Please if you would, give (baby) Ryan a gentle kiss for me & tell him I LOVE him. (((((((((((((Hugs to all))))))))))))

Nana Rosemary
Rosemary Conrow
Bowling Green, Mo. USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan,
So you have a star named after you! What an honor!
It appears that you are a hero to many, many people! Still sending you lots and lots of hugs and praying that you have a peaceful day. Also praying for your family.
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, MI USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:12 AM CDT

HI Ryan, how are you? we are praying for you and your family, that Gods loving hands never leave you.
Della Piercy <Luckygreeneyes74@yahoo.com>
Morganton, N.C. USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:08 AM CDT

Brown family, we are glad to hear that Ryan is resting a little easier. God didn't ignore all of the many prayers knocking at his door for Ryan. We will continue to pray for strength for each of you during this difficult transition. I hope today is a peaceful one.
Cindy and Chris Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 6:55 AM CDT

We are thinking of you constantly. Still BEE-LIEVING! With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 6:26 AM CDT

Hi Ryan
I bet your star is the brightest and cutest star in the sky!
love and continued prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 6:24 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I am also a member of the Angel Wings prayer Warrior group and I am keeping you close in prayer and in my heart , all the way from Australia
thinking of you always
Maria and Sammy Joe
The Liistro Family <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au>
Craigieburn , Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, July 9, 2005 6:21 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,

Wanted to stop by and let you know that I am holding each of you close to my heart in prayer. I am a member of Angel Wings Prayer Warrior group, and we are all praying for Ryan.

Hugs,
Sharon / Angel Wings <thronberrys@bellsouth.net>
Memphis, TN USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 6:08 AM CDT

Ryan and Family- Many, many hugs and prayers to all of you. Love, Jeri in NJ
Jeri Kratina <jerilyngrac@aol.com>
Garfield, NJ USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:41 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Sherry....Keeping you all close to my heart and deep in my prayers....Praying for Ryan to be peaceful and pain-free....Phillip your poem is beautiful. Thinking of you all constantly.
Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:09 AM CDT

I am glad that Ryan had a restful day, I hope and pray that he continues to rest comfortably. there is over 70000 hugs now and i am sure it will be over 100,000 by the end of the day, I am send more XOXOXO your way, tell Ryan his PaPa D loves him very much, give Izzy B XOXOXO also tell her I love her very much. Love to all!!
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 5:00 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Nana Sherry, Andrea, Philip, and Elizabeth,

Ryan is certainly a loved child. He has had almost 200 entries added to his guest book, since I signed it yesterday. God bless him!

I am glad to hear that Ryan was breathing easier on Friday. I hope he has a painfree weekend.

I send Ryan a big {{{{{HUG}}}}}}, with 100 tiny hugs inside. I send the same to his sister, Elizabeth.

Grace, peace, love, and all good,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:27 AM CDT

Ryan we are keeping you in our prayers. We are sending you love and hugs from Murrieta, CA. God Bless you all. Hugs all around. Love Kathy, Wayne,Nichole and Amanda Wyant
kathy Wyant <kwyant4@aol.com>
Murrieta, CA Riverside - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:36 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Phillip, Andrea, and Nana,
Thinking and praying for all of you around the clock.
Mary Therese Luedke, (friend of Maddie's Mom) <jmtjluedke@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:25 AM CDT

I came across your web page and I am praying for you all to have a peaceful night. God Bless you.
Michael Gallaghers Aunt Chrissy <gallagherconnect@msn.com>
Manorville LI, NY 11949 - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:18 AM CDT

Ryan, I hope that all that mucous stuff goes away soon so that you can feel better! You will get through this! Thinking of you and wishing, hoping and praying that you get better!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:16 AM CDT

Praying for a peaceful night. I just gave 100 hugs tonight. 25 from each of us here in our house. Emily wanted me to make sure I told you that her 25 hugs were big ole monster hugs. Love and Hugs to all.

Angela and Emily (Wyatts Friends) <akornack@cox.net>
Phoenix, az USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:11 AM CDT

I pray that you have a good and restful night...
Eliana
Mexico City, Mexico - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:56 AM CDT

Looks like there are people all over the country praying for you! Praying here in Nevada, for a peaceful night.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno, - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:55 AM CDT

Phillip, I was so touched by your late night poem to Ryan. Continued love and prayers to all of you through this incredibly difficult time.

Janet Couch <l-f-f@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:55 AM CDT

Praying for peace this evening. Thinking of you and praying hard for the family.
~HUGS~ Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:52 AM CDT

sending hugs and prayers
a friend <hopeyougetbetter@js.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:48 AM CDT

Wow, I was just giving you hugs and it was jumping 5 or 6 at a time so I know that there were others giving you hugs at the same time. Many hugs for you Ryan and prayers. I hope that you are resting comfortably.
Kari (Angels On Earth) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:12 AM CDT

75000 hugs and counting!!! Just had to stay up to see that happen!
Anissa P <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:03 AM CDT

Dear Andrea,
Am praying for you, and for Ryan.
With love and admiration,

Tissy
St. Paul, MN usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:45 PM CDT

Your strength is an inspiration to us all.
I think of you several times a day, praying for you always.
Vicki Patton <msvpatton@aol.com>
Woodlawn, TN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:36 PM CDT

Hope you guys are having a peaceful evening. Our thoughts and prays and love are with you always.
Crissy Hoskins(Hurd) <jckhoskins@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:30 PM CDT

Sending bunches of hugs your way. I Love You guys and I hope you all have a restful night!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:30 PM CDT

You are so thoughtful, even in your trials, to think about Leah. Your family is amazing. Rest in peace, breathe peaceful. I am amazed at the strength of your family for your little boy. WOW!!! God is definately shining his light on you.
Maria
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:10 PM CDT

Hey little buddy, I was 70,200! I know we need to keep sending those hugs your way. I wish I could be there in person to hold your hand and give you hugs!!!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:05 PM CDT

Praying for you all. I'm grateful that Ryan is resting more peacefully. Ryan is so blessed that God sent him to you 5 years ago. Now God calls him home. There is no way to understand the whys, but your faith will help you to accept it all......in time. Love to you all, you wonderful family. I'll be checking in the AM. Hope you all rest tonight.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
Franklin, TN - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:52 PM CDT

Ryan's strength and courage continues to amaze me. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Shelley Bordelon <ssbordelon@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, La - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:45 PM CDT

I pray he sleeps well tonight and you guy's can get some sleep. Will be with you allnight. Love you guy's
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 10:39 PM CDT

I sent Ryan about 500 hugs tonight, and prayers for a peaceful night for all of you, especially Ryan. G-d Bless all of you. Peace, sweet child, peace.
Sandi Marquis <cxelady@yahoo.com>
Pensacola, FL - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:39 PM CDT

I have been checking on Ryan and your family for about a month now. I think I found your website through Kody's website. I want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers throughout the day.
Lynn Perry
Herndon , VA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:37 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Dawn Leach <keithlch@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, Ga usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:31 PM CDT

We're praying for all of you. We'll see you soon.
Shawn, Rebecca, and Jacob Umbrell <beccau74@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 10:26 PM CDT

Ryan - you have been in my prayers since the day I signed up to stitch your square for your quilt and I continue to pray for you and your family. I know you will find peace with God and that your family will know that you are with him in heaven.
Chelle Snyder <chelle@altelco.net>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:19 PM CDT

Sent some hugs your way tonight. I am so glad to hear that the breathing has been a little better. YOu have been in my prayers all day.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

I hope that you are all able to rest in comfort tonight. Your family is in our prayers. Natalie is having a hard time falling asleep--she misses "her" baby. We love all of you.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:58 PM CDT

I was thrilled when I got on the website to hear Ryan has rested peacefully today. He has been in my prayers all day, along with you all. I know what a difficult time it is for you, but know that God is still in control. I know it is difficult to understand why he allows our loved one to continue each day with the pain, but He has his reasons and as we all know Ryan is being very stubborn about becoming a Heavenly Angel. Scooter, Ray and I continue to uplift you in our prayers. We are here for you. We love you!
Ms. Sharon :-) <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Please give Ryan a "Bulldawg" hug for me.
Praying for peace and comfort for all of you.
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:44 PM CDT

Thinking of you Ryan. Lots of energy and love.
Dawn Alford <wodus@hotmail.com>
Dover, TN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Hugs and Hugs and more Hugs, I am going to say my prayers now for all of you to get a restful night. Especially Ryan, I hope and pray he rest well.
Will check on you all in the morning.
Love and kisses
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, mo USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

I'm praying for Ryan's peace, and strength for your family.
Ashley Hast (FOA/AOE) <ahast24@aol.com>
White Oak, TX - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:37 PM CDT

{{{{{ H U G S }}}}} {{{{{ H U G S }}}}} Please let Ryan know I'm thinking of him and praying he is resting comfortably. **whispers in Ryan's ear - I love you**
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:35 PM CDT

Ryan, I am sending up prayers that you have a peaceful night filled with wonderful dreams. You are so brave, sweetie - your family must be so very, very proud of you. Sleep well, little one ... I'll be back to check on you in the morning.
Hugs, love & prayers from Candy Belanger <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , Michigan - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:32 PM CDT

Andrea,Philp and Nana, No words can ever take away the pain you three are going through, as Jen and I witnessed on Wednesday with you all. Just know our thoughts and prayers and love is with all of you. Just knowing all the people who are praying and sending love your way, I hope will help to comfort the three of you. Your wisdom and courage certainly comes through to all of us. I wish we could all do more to help the three of you through this. You guys are on my mind constantly. Hang in there and continue to be strong for each other. Let Ryan remember the happy times with the three of you.
Love to you all.
Gram Bet & Denny
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, MO usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

am praying for you in Virginia...it is too much from God, though of course you handle it, what else do you do?? And, it is NOT ok. We are all with you, the community of Brain tumor parents...

Mary Alice Dorschel <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
Suffolk, VA usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea and Sherry,
Be comforted by the fact that you are not alone. Our church (Woodlawn Church of the Nazarene) family is praying on your behalf, many of whom have walked this same road.
May God continue to be your comfort and strength.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:56 PM CDT

May God give you the strength you need during this most difficult time. Please know that we are all here for you and your family.

www.katieeliselambert.com
Judy Lambert <swtflwr66@aol.com>
Jenkintown, Pa - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:53 PM CDT

Thinking of Ryan and sending prayers.
Angie Schaaf-Angels On Earth <atschaaf@comcast.net>
Port Huron, MI - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:51 PM CDT

I just wanted to sign and let you know that there are many of us out here that have Ryan and your family in our thoughts and prayers... May that lift you during this most trying time. May God bless Ryan and your family and keep you strong.
Kimberlee <ksimones@frontiernet.net>
Farmington, MN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

what wonderful news! God truly answers prayers. Resting peacefully! What wonderful words! We will keep praying for the miracle known as sweet Ryan.
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 8:45 PM CDT

Ryan, My prayers and hugs are with you. Your song is great. I like your big jeep. I am thinking of you.
Conner <CONNERKAUTZ@HOTMAIL.COM>
Camdenton, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

It is really good to hear he is resting. I know that all of you are exhausted, but you are not there alone. Close your eyes and you will feel all of us with you. We love each and everyone of you and marvel at your strength and wisdom and the way you have handled all of this. Lots of hugs have came pouring in today and there will be lots more. Tell him I am thinking of him and one day we will have that "manly" and "barbie " jeep race. Love you guy's
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 8:26 PM CDT

All of you are in our thoughts and prayers! May God's peace be with you! Sending more hugs than you can imagine!!!!!!

Gary Lohmeyer & Rita Schaning <csidec@tranquility.net>
Eugene, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:08 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,
Hi! Its my first time here!! My name is LeAnn and I am a prayer warrior with Angel_Wings!! Yes if you would had asked me almost a year ago if I knew how many type of cancer there was that children had I could not have answered your question!!! My cousin lost here newborn baby girl that was only 2 months old to Neuroblastoma on Nov 12, 2004!!! After seeing her go thur her battle and found other CaringBridge families I started to understand more!!! I know how heartbreaking it was when KallieMae earned her wings!!!I pray for strength, courage and peace for your family. God Bless!!!
Prayers and Hugs,
LeAnn
www.caringbridge.org/ga/annettelee
www.caringbridge.org/ga/jcthetractorboy
LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com>
Baxley, GA United States - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:43 PM CDT

We are sending our prayers and hugs your way. With love from the Stark family.
Alissa <alissa06@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO Pike - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

It's good to read that Ryan is resting peacefully- My thoughts and prayers are with you at all times- God Bless
HUGS!
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
bartlett, il - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:04 PM CDT

I'm glad that Ryan is able to rest a bit easier, I hope he continues to rest. Lots of HUGS, it is well over 61000 now and I am sending more your way. Love to all!!!!!!!
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon , Mo USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:48 PM CDT

Praying for your precious family nonstop...
Becky
Ann Arbor, MI - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:45 PM CDT

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

Leslie
Phoenix, AZ USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

More hugs and prayers from Oklahoma. You all are constantly on our minds.

Devin, Grandma and family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

I hope and pray that Ryan's breathing continues on at a much more peaceful and relaxed pace than it has in the past few days. My prayers for Ryan and Mommy, Daddy, Sissy, and Nana continue.
Love and Prayers
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, CA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:12 PM CDT

Am praying for a peaceful, calm passing for you all. Sending many many hugs to the family and the biggest one for Ryan. Keeping you all in my thoughts. Stay strong for Ryan.
Lyn Stafiere (Audrey's Umbrella) <lynstaf@adelphia.net>
Amherst, NH USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:08 PM CDT

I am so glad to hear our little man is having a more peaceful time. GOD is cradling him in his arms...and all of you too! Thank you so much for the updates, as hard as it must be to keep us all informed. I know there are so many people that check on him every hour...we appreciate the time you take. We are all praying for a peaceful journey for Ryan and that you all find some peace too. We are loving you, praying for you and hugging you all! With Love,
The Hammonds <katy1070@earthlink.net>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:06 PM CDT

{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Lauren <dlucas2385@wowway.com>
Plymouth, MI - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

Still praying for peace, peace, peace for you all. Andrea, God hasn't underestimated you, he's counting on you to lean on him through this valley. Understanding why Ryan was chosen to walk this path may never come, but peace does cover you. He will carry you all. With love,
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

I am praying for ryan and the rest of the family.
sara <saphirelag@yahoo.com>
lagrange, ga usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

I am still praying for all of you.
Kim Jordan <kimboj41@gmail.com>
McKinney, TX - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:36 PM CDT

Glad for Nana's entry & to hear that Ryan is breathing more peacefully. God is guiding him to a fearless crossing. Continued prayers for all of you.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
Franklin, TN - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:33 PM CDT

We're all still here with you - thinking of you, praying for you, and loving you.
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 5:23 PM CDT

Thanks for the update Nana! I am grateful he is more comfortable today. Still praying, and most importantly, still BEELIEVING! Ryan, you are soooo strong, so brave and oh so cute!! Tons of love and lots of hugs
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 5:16 PM CDT

I'm just thinking...praying...loving...HUGGING...and believing. What a strong little man. I'm glad to hear that he is more comfortable today.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:55 PM CDT

Praying for Ryan's comfort and God's perfect peace for the whole family.May God hold you in His bussom during this agonizing time.
God bless,
Teresa Myers <kylasue2@msn.com>
Aylett, VA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

Just checking in - and sending lots and lots of hugs.
Mary <cavmary63@yahoo.com>
Red Bud, IL USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

I want you to know that I am thinking of you during these difficult days. May your memories and love bring you renewed strength and hope for tomorrow.
Danielle <bellamazzy@yahoo.com>
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

just checking in again- continuing to pray..
jennifer
Kaelei's mom (www.caringbridge.org/ar/kaelei) <mamajenn@sbcglobal.net>
Centerton, AR USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

Just another cyber friend here to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Donna M <minshews@mchsi.com>
TIfton, GA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

With you in prayer. Love to you all.
Nonie Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:27 PM CDT

Dear Brown family
May God wrap his arms around your family in this difficult time.
God bless you all!

Lori Smith <lorismith1616@sbcglobal.net>
Green Bay, WI - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:22 PM CDT

The love and prayers continue... We hope this brings a peace in your lives. Thanks for the updates.
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

Thinking of and praying for you. Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:18 PM CDT

Thinking of you Ryan! Continue to be the strong boy you are...and try to share some of that strength with your family!
Liz <cleaming@hotmail.com>
pittsburgh, pa usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:17 PM CDT

Thinking of and praying for you. Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:17 PM CDT

My 3 yr old daughter Amelia just sent you many hugs your way today! We are so sorry for what you all are going through. More prayers and hugs being sent your way!

Christine, Matt, Brittany (7), Amelia (3), and Noah (14 months)
Nanaimo, BC CANADA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:17 PM CDT

An Audrey's Umbrella person from New Jersey, praying for you all.
Bruce Blount <brub@snip.net>
New Egypt, NJ USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:16 PM CDT

ME AND KALEB SENT HUGS. YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS. RYAN IS THE STRONGEST AND BRAVE LITTLE BOY I HAVE EVER MET AND I AM TRULY BLESSED FOR HAVING MET HIM
JOSH MORGAN <JIGGAMAN@JCN.NET >
CRYSTAL CITY, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:14 PM CDT

I'm so sorry that Ryan is going through this. I know the words "sorry" just don't cut it, but please know I have and will continue to pray for you all. Again, I'm so sorry. . .

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:09 PM CDT

Our hugs are now for all of you. May God bless and keep all of you. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

I'm praying for you.
Lisa
Mount Juliet, TN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

Thinking and praying for Ryan and family in Delaware as part of Audrey's Umbrella.
Anne Gullo <sam1286@comcast.net>
Newark, DE USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

A day does not go by that you all are not in our prayers. Stay strong. All our love and prayers, Eileen and Richard (Lexi's grandparents)
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, ky - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

God Bless you all......may Ryan be peaceful and painfree as every child should be......
lori <nevlor2005@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and giving as many hugs as I can. We love you all and pray the pain will be overcome by happiness.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:38 PM CDT

Brown family, I just wanted to let you know I am praying for you and my little KY buddy.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:28 PM CDT

We check on you guys several times a day every day! Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire family. Our hearts are breaking wanting and wishing we could do something for you. We can tell you that we love you and wish that all it took was the love and support of all the family and friends you have to make things better because you have that by the millions. Know that we laugh with you daily with the cute things Ryan says and does and we cry with you daily too. Ryan, Jennifer loves playing with you and keeps your picture beside her bed. We sent you more hugs!
Marta Ince and Jennifer Henry <mincellio@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, Mo - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

I made a sqaure for Ryan on Love Quilts and I have been keeping Ryan and his family in my thoughts and prayers.God bless you all.
Terri <BooRooGrams@aol.com>
Gastonia, NC USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you Brown family. Praying for you ever second. You all have been on my mind all day long. much love
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:06 PM CDT

Little Ryan and your family are very close
in our thoughts and our prayers..God be with
you..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

Ryan our prayers and love go out to you and all your family. God Bless you All. Love from the Wyants in Murrieta, CA.
Kathy Wyant <kwyant4@aol.com>
Murrieta, CA Riverside - Friday, July 8, 2005 2:30 PM CDT

Our prayers are with your whole family immediate and extended. It's so true that so many people are riding the journey with you. Please give Ryan some X & O's from us in Connecticut.
Cameron�s mom
Carla <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Friday, July 8, 2005 2:18 PM CDT

When I met you Ryan, I could see you are such a precious "Angel" Boy!
Sending prayers for you and your family, and LOTS of HUGS!
I still have your picture that you gave me last week on my wall at work.
Lots of love,
Jeanne
Jeanne <jeanne@ivsolutionsrx.com>
Clarksville, Tn USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:54 PM CDT

All the staff at probation and parole are keeping you all in our prayers.

Jill Finden <jill.finden@doc.mo.gov>
Eldon, mo miller - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:54 PM CDT

I just sent hug number 56,000. I know Ryan feels everyone of these hugs we are sending. Hope you guys feel them as well. Still praying!
The Cosby Clan
Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, mo USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:54 PM CDT

Please know that you are ALL being held close in prayer and that God is watching over all of you as you go through this terribly difficult time. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Linda Terrill, Sunshine Fairy <lterrill2003@yahoo.com>
Edmond, OK US - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:52 PM CDT

Ryan,
I think of you alot and me and my Sunday School class are praying for you and your family.
Jacob - AU Sunshine Fairy <psrockhop@aol.com>
White Plains, NY USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:48 PM CDT

You are in our hearts and especially in our prayers.
Wes, Sheila & Zach Patton <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:43 PM CDT

Ryan,
We're thinking of you and praying for you. Sending you lots of hugs.
Peter, Sandra, Joshua, Jacob and Jonathan <psrockhop@aol.com>
White Plains, NY USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:42 PM CDT

Still giving hugs and praying.......
God Bless you all.
Chrystal & Kayla Walker <chrystalw80@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:28 PM CDT

I wish I had something brilliant and comforting to say but nothing will ease the pain right now. You all are in my prayers and thoughts constantly. Just hold on you will make it through this even though it feels like you won't. Tell Ryan I am sending him hugs from Georgia.
Alicia <leelee175@alltel.net>
GA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

May God watch Ryan and all of you and grant you peace, comfort, and strength. God bless Ryan!
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:13 PM CDT

RYAN IS TRUELY A GIFT FROM GOD..CHERISH EVERY MOMENT YOU HAVE LEFT W/HIM.HE IS SO BRAVE.I DON'T HAVE ANY CHILDREN BUT IF I DID I WOULD WISH THAT THEY WOULD BE AS BRAVE AS RYAN.I WILL PRAY FOR YOUR FAMILY EVERYDAY.PLEASE REMEMBER THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU.
RHONDA MITCHELL <RMITCHELL@FRUIT.COM>
BOWLING GREEN, KY UNITED STATES - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Prayers for comfort and peace.
Corella Thorbeck <cthorbeck@aol.com>
Plymouth, MN - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:08 PM CDT

Could you use another Grandma? I send my Love to you all. Grandma Jan
Jan Eckland <janieckl@yahoo.com>
Keokuk, Ia USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:02 PM CDT

Sherry I'am thinking and praying for you and Andrea and Phillip and all your family memebers...I cannot imagine this part of the journey. What you said about brain tumor/cancer research is so true....there is just so little done in that area. And how profound but true, that there are no movie stars or other famous folks who have had children stricken with brain cancer...as a colon cancer survivor I do recall how Katie Couric was very outspoken when her husband passed away from colon cancer....but brain cancer.....you rarely hear about it. My hope is that somewhere down the road there will be a spokesperson that can have the capability to reach many and be the voice for these children. I tread water constantly while watching Dave battle....I hate this so much. Ryan is truly a prince and a warrior....he has grown in my heart to huge proportions....my heart aches for all of you...praying for Ryan to attain peace and comfort. God Bless. Your friends from Florida,
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

Continuing to pray for you all. God is carrying you, and will continue to carry you, as He has done for us........

Lots of love and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:45 AM CDT

Hugs for Ryan and your entire family.
Jessie
Bremerton, WA - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Thinking & praying for you all. This is one of those times where you would only see one set of footprints in the sand, as the poem goes. Our Lord is carrying you through this horrid path you are all trodding. You are safe. He is taking away Ryan's pain & bringing His little buddy to that special playground where brave 5-year olds can be free to run & play without cancer & pain. Andrea & Phillip - remember that "friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." You are all surrounded by God's angels, earthly & heavenly. They are with you & will continue to be, as you suffer, release & heal. Much love to you all, brave ones. Please, God, relieve Ryan from his pain & bring him to be with You.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
Franklin, TN US - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:36 AM CDT

Ryan you are our hero. We love you. Our love and prayers continue to go out as we try to extend our love to you all!
There are so many people all over that love you! All of you.
Chad & Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 12:35 AM CDT

Thinking and praying for you.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:08 AM CDT

Dear Ryan:You are a wonderful little boy.. Be strong and have good courage. Know that a lot of people are praying for you and your family.
Marilyn Colvin <ms.col@sbcglobal.net>
Salinas, CA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:08 AM CDT

Still thinking of you guys. We check the caringbridge site about every hour. I am praying for all of you but especially Ryan for his pain. He is a wonderful little man.
Lindsey Elliott <wildchild_7802@msn.com>
New London, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, and Nana,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you this morning, as you travel this very difficult journey.
Mary Therese Luedke, (friend of Maddie's Mom) <jmtjluedke@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:55 AM CDT

You all are a true inspriation. Ryan, You are a hero to so many people and will never know how many lives you have touched. My prayers are with you all.
Ashlie Richard <mcward_ashlie25@yahoo.com>
Lake Charles, LA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

Ryan, You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers today and always. Carol Beck/Audrey's Umbrella
Carol Beck
PA - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:39 AM CDT

My heart goes out to your family during this time. Just know that I am praying for Ryan constantly. There isn't a moment that I do not think of him and your family. Thinking and praying for you always!
Ashley <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:31 AM CDT

Ryan, you and your family have been in my prayers for the past year. You are so special! God loves you all and I look forward to the day I will get to meet you face to face in heaven.
Sandy Cotnoir <scotnoir@tampamaid.com>
Lakeland, FL US - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:21 AM CDT

I just wanted you to know Ryan and his family are in my prayers, Lyn www.caringbridge.org/nj/justinw
Lyn Wyatt <glwyatt@gmail.com>
stratford, nj usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

Ryan,
You are such a handsome boy. You and your wonderful family are in our thoughts and prayers. May you all be enveloped in God's stong arms of comfort and peace.
Much love,
Cindy and Family - Audrey's Umbrella <cstudnicha@alltel.net>
Cleveland, OH USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

Ryan, I'm sending you lots of hugs and prayers today and everyday.
Cathy Chason Jordan <dirtpoor@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL 33653 - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Thinking of you and your family, with much love, and many prayers.
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:51 AM CDT

Praying and bee-lieving for your little trooper. May God watch over you all and bless everyone with the comfort and strength so desperately needed right now.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:50 AM CDT

Praying with you.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno, nv - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

We found out about your wonderful family through Caringbridge and our friend Devin in Utah who is also struggling with cancer. Your boy Ryan is truly a treasure. We will be praying that he can go peacefully to be with the Lord now. God Bless You all for being so willing to share yourselves with others.
In His Name,
The Wamplers of CA
The Wampler Family-Brian, Jami, Hannah and Seth <jmewamp@yahoo.com>
Los Osos, CA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

My heart and my prayers go out to you and your family during this time.
Michelle (Angels On Earth) - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilsyfight
Mission, TX USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:40 AM CDT

Ryan has touched my heart, I pray for his suffering to end. May God give you strength to get through this.
Jaynene
- Friday, July 8, 2005 10:39 AM CDT

I'm thinking of you all and praying for you.
Hugs, Rose
Rose's Head Huggers of SC
http://roseygirl7.tripod.com
Rose <roseygirl1230@yahoo.com>
SC - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

Father, please be with this family as you take them through this valley. We know that you are there it is just hard sometimes to see that and understand the "whys" Give Ryan a peace and let him come to you peacefully. Father, he is such a beautiful child and I know his parents and nana are crushed by what is happening right now. Be with them, give them strength to get through each day and peace that only you can give. I pray this in Jesus name
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

I am a friend of Aunt Renee and I am praying for Ryan and his family. I would like to send lots of hugs to Ryan and his family because I am sure they need them as much as Ryan. Be strong and I hope that your suffering comes to a peaceful end soon.
Nancy Scherer <nscherer@charter.net>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

Praying for peace for the entire extended Brown family. My heart breaks for what you are all going through. Ryan has taught me to never stop BEELIEVING, and I never will. SO much love and many many hugs for cutie patootie Ryan and everyone who loves him.
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 10:16 AM CDT

Andrea, Phllip, Aunt Sherry and sweet little Ryan- You are all in our prayers. You have taught us all so much about strength, and faith and how to really appreciate every gift. We are blessed to know each of you, for whatever time we may get to spend together, and we love you all so much. Each Sunday our entire children's church prays for Ryan and looks at his picture. The children never want to put his picture down. He is loved by so many who have never had the privelege to meet him here on earth. I pray God will hold you in His arms through all of this (I know He is) and Ryan will be comforted and peaceful. He is a true Angel. We think of you all the time and send our hugs and love- Love, Teresa, Jim, Josh, Jacob, Micah and Corey
Teresa Robinson <robinsts@charter.net>
Imperial, Mo USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

Sending lots of HUGS!! Praying his suffering will end soon.
Cathy Rusyniak <garbmike@optonline.net>
ROCKAWAY, NJ - Friday, July 8, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

Hitting my knees for Ryan and your entire family. My heart hurts!
Alice <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:58 AM CDT

Sometimes, when I'm adding hugs, there will be several other people doing so at the same time. In just a few minutes, the number of hugs you're all receiving will jump by a couple hundred. It shows how much you are all loved by so many.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

LOTS OF LOVE HUGS AND KISSES COMING TO YOU, LOVE YOU ALL, REMAIN FAITHFUL AND STRONG. PaPa D
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:54 AM CDT

Ryan, you are a brave young man. Praying hard for you. Love & HUGS, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:54 AM CDT

LOVE YA GUY'S MORE HUGS ON THE WAY
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Ryan,
You are the bravest and strongest person I have ever heard of. I'm always praying for you and your family.

<3Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor <colls724@aol.com>
Springfield, PA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

Sending many hugs and many prayers your way. *Stay Strong*
klassy kernan <kernan_6_6_91@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

We have been adding hugs all morning! It is fun to watch how the numbers jump. There are lots of others doing it too! We love you!
Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

My thoughs and prayers are with you this morning. Sending many hugs to Ryan and his family.
Lynne <lynne.o'dea@ropesgray.com>
Boston, MA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:16 AM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, & Nana,
I am praying for you all. Ryan is the bravest little boy I know. He knows how much he is loved. I pray that God will comfort you and keep Ryan pain free. I am here if you need me.
Tina Tomlinson, Hospice Social Worker <tinatomlinson@peoplepc.com>
Hopkinsville, KY USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Ryan,
I am praying for you. You are my friend.
Your friend, Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Dearest Family - Hold on to your faith and know that God will bring comfort and strength. Remember, He does things in His time, not ours. Patience is difficult, but He will take care of you and Ryan. As hard as it is, you WILL survive, changed forever, and much stronger than you ever thought. Time.....that's all it takes. My love and prayers coming your way - give Ryan a hug for me. Hug eachother often!
Kris-Ships Project <ladyntsn@yahoo.com>
Milliken, Co USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

Sending lots of prayers and love your way....
Abby Kinch (Angels on Earth) <abbykinch@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

My hugs are on the way............
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:07 AM CDT

My prayers (and hugs) go out to Ryan and his family. I am a friend from Love Quilts. God Bless you All!
Lisa <lisashan@cape.com>
Falmouth, MA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 9:05 AM CDT

Just letting you all know that there were so many prayers sent to heaven last night and this morning for all of you! You all are surrounded by love. If this experience has done anything the least it has done, is made everyone come face to face with how precious time is. Lets take a lesson from this and love one another as much as possible each day. As our tears and prayers flow for this family, please Lord, ease thier pain. We love all of you, and are better people just for knowing you. I will keep checking the updates and praying all day.
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

To Ryans Family...
I just wanted to let you know that I continue to pray for all of you. What you are having to go through is awful. I know Ryan is going to be flying free soon and he will always be with you. He will be your angel on your shoulder. He will watch over all of you and your happy memories of him and remembering the silly things that he does will get you through each day.

May God send his angels to wrap there wings of love around you and give you all peace, strenthg and courage to get through the next few days. May he be with Ryan as he enters Heavens gates free of cancer.God Bless you all.

Lifting you up to the Lord in prayer.

In Gods loving Arms,
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:56 AM CDT

I am praying for you and your family. Ryan is so brave and strong...a true hero. Its not fair that this happens, and please know that you are not alone. If you ever have any questions or need to vent...email me.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

I am praying for peace and comfort for all of you. Please know that we all love you, and you are never far from our thoughts. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Ryan is a treasure.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Sherry,
I wanted to share something with you that our little 4 year old Cameron had to say this morning. He got up all excited about his water party at preschool but he asked to see Ryans picture before we left. I showed him the pictures and explain to him who everybody was and after a quick trip to Walmart to get a batman beach towel we were on our way. He was real quiet and out of the blue he said grandma I think Ryan is already in heaven.

I am sorry that you are having to go through so much pain and I wish there was something we could do or say to make it better. Just know that we are still praying for a miracle and that god will give you strength to handle each day and that he will take away the pain from little Ryan.

I love you
Aunt Carol <hchason@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Were praying for Ryan to be at peace and pain free. Our thoughts are with the entire family for what you are going through. Lots of hugs for everyone.
Scott & Wanda Pursifull
Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Praying for you Ryan and your family.
Kari (Angels On Earth) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

More prayers going up this morning...Will check back in a little while..
Jennifer
Kaelei's mom <mamajenn@sbcglobal.net>
Centerton, AR USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:38 AM CDT

Sending all the LOVE and more HUGS from Arizona! Words simply cannot express what our feelings and emotions are at this time. We love you guys! It was amazing to see the Hug meter jumping 4 or 5 at a time!
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

Praying for you always. But today will be a special prayer for peace for the entire Brown family.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

You're in my thoughts and prayers today as you are always. I Love You.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:27 AM CDT

Hugs and prayers from Oklahoma. We love you guys. Ryan, you are braver than any boy should have to be. We are so proud of you and your family.

The Ross Family

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

I have said many prayers for Ryan in the last couple days. I am sending all the hugs from Iowa I can.
Ashleah Dumdei (Scotties Cousin) <ashleah_dumdei@hotmail.com>
Des Moines, IA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Sherry - I don't think you can issue a challenge for hugs that would not be met, no matter how ridiculously large you think the number is. I was just there, and the hug meter was jumping 3 or 4 numbers with each hug I gave - so I know there were others giving him hugs at the same time. Hugs are wonderful things. They can be shared with a lot of people, like you, and Andrea, and Phillip, and they still stretch enough to give lots of love to Ryan and Elizabeth. I love you all,
Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 8:17 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers. I will pray for calm and peace for all when it is Ryan's time.
Erin <erinmfoster@hotmail.com>
Grapevine, TX USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Ryan,
You have fought the good fight and none of us could have done better. We love you so much and you will be present in every thought of everyday that we have. You have brought us many laughs and many tears and we thank you for all of them. Andrea, Phillip and Nana, you all are hero's also in this story as every parent or grandparent who has had to go through this. We love you all and are praying for you and still praying for our miracle.Love to you all.
Garry, Jody, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Still praying for you all.....
Chrystal & Kayla Walker <chrystalw80@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:10 AM CDT

I have so many thoughts going through my mind that I will share with you all personally some day. Just know that I am here for you in any way you may need- today and always.
Ryan, I am so happy for you that you will be running, giggling, playing... completely restored and eternally blissful. Give my Maddie the biggest kiss and tightest manly squeeze your strong arms can muster from me.
I love you.

With love to you all,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:06 AM CDT

Hey little buddy...
Sending you prayers and lots of love.
Andrea and Philip -- I'm praying for God to give you strength and peace during this time...there's no need for you to worry about anything else but being with Ryan...your whole family loves you and just wants you to know that we are thinking about you and that we love you very much and we wish there was something we could do or say to help...we are sending prayers for Nana too...we're glad that she can be there with you.
Love Aunt Tina and family <tina.rigger@agedwards.com>
festus, mo usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:03 AM CDT

Just to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I love you very much.
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:01 AM CDT

Praying for each of you and sending lots of hugs your way. The support from family and friends and the strength your family displays are truly amazing. May God sustain you with peace and comfort during this time.
Lynne Lankford <lylankfo@wfu.edu>
Germanton, NC USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:00 AM CDT

I'm praying for you Brown family. I love you guys.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:58 AM CDT

Sending our love and prayers from Oklahoma. May God give your family extra strength to make it through this very difficult time.

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Sending you lots of hugs and prayers!
Amie
NC - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

We love you so much, dear Ryan!
Aunt Kath, Uncle Steve, Crystal, Michael, Keri, Micah, Braden, Stephanie and Alycea
K Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Sending hugs your way Ryan. Praying for your family this morning in NC.
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.com>
Raleigh, NC - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR RYAN TO BE PAIN FREE, AS HE WILL BE WHEN HE IS READY TO BE WITH OUR LORD. LOVE, PAT ZELLMANN, MINNESOTA.
PAT ZELLMANN <P.ZELLMANN@KLEINET.COM>
YOUNG AMERICA, MN US - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
We are thinking of you and praying for you and your family.
Lots of hugs!
Your Sunshine Buddies from Audrey's Umbrella
Kevin And Steven
Susan Vendola
Harrison, NY 10528 - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:52 AM CDT

Hey lil buddy,
Stopping by to check on you and say hi. I'll be stopping by all day.
Praying for you and your family.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles999@yahoo.com>
Flint, Mi - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:38 AM CDT

Dear Brudder
I wuv you soooo very much. I cry crocodile tears for you cause I want you to be happy an' no be sick. I did a bunch o' hugs for you big brudder. You will always be my hero. I WUV YOU BIG BRUDDER
Your Baby Sister Elizabeth Ryan Brown <Elizabeth@loveyou.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 7:33 AM CDT

In a previous entry Sherry was explaining to us how Andrea was staring at Ryan while sleeping in order to capture the memory. That moment I felt a calmness for Ryan. I knew that no matter what happened he would be surrounded by people who loved him dearly. I feel that way this morning. Through all this darkness, this family has managed to see some light. I will be praying...
Sharon Price <sharon.price@barry-wehmiller.com>
Saint Charles, MO 63303 - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:28 AM CDT

Praying - Praying - Praying!
Hugging - Hugging - Hugging!
We love you Ryan and Family.
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:28 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Philip, and Ryan,
I am banging on the doors of heaven with prayers for you guys. I can't even imagine what you must be going through, but remember that God is in total control.
May this offer some sort of encouragement today:
"God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging." (Psalm 46:1-3 NIV)

Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

Ryan and family,
i send you strength, courage , hugs, and peace from IL. Ryan is a wonderful little boy and i know he is really lucky to have the parents/ family/ and friends he does. i can only hope to someday possess the same hope and love that you have for him. good luck with everything and as always i send my thoughts and prayers. Ryan, stay srong honey, you can do it.
ashley <kimmerzmail@sbcglobal.net>
carpentersville, il usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

sending so many hugs to you Ryan! You're a super hero.
Thinking of you always and praying for you. Do what you need to do sweet child! One day we'll all be together in a happy and pain free house - HIS house.

To everyone else - God does what he does - sometimes we don't know why and don't LIKE it at all - but HE'S in control of everything. Sending you all positive thoughts and prayers.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:06 AM CDT

We are thinking of you all...
Travis and Brenda <fsgsmom@gmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Friday, July 8, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

love ya's. Tell the little guy we will all be together again someday and he can show us around his new playground.I am there even though I am 300 miles away. Phillip, Andrea, and Sherry, God bless you all for the love, care and affection you have shown this special little boy for the past 5 years.Love you.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 7:00 AM CDT

Praying for the peace that passes all understanding.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

I am sorry that I am not there to help you through the pain, I have always tried to be there when you was hurt or hurting. I wish I had the words to help ease the pain you are feeling, but I know that nothing anyone could say would do that. You know that I am with you all in spirit and that I will see you soon. God bless you and I love you all very much, keep talking to Ryan letting him know how much you love him I believe he can still hear you. Please tell him his PaPa loves him very much, and that I will get to watch him ride his four wheeler finally. Lots of hugs & kisses to you all and a bunch to my little buddy.
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:46 AM CDT

Everyday I read about Ryan. I never sign in or send a message. I always pray for your family, morning, noon and night and in between. I cannot believe that we have to go through this in our lives, that we have to loose innocent children to make some of us believers. God does have a plan for all of us young and old...we may never understand. My belief is that one day we will understand, one day we will wonder why we weren't the chosen ones to meet God earlier in our lives. Ryan is so lucky to have such a wonderful family and so many friends. Ryan has been so fortunate to experience his life throught such a loving family. My prayers will continually be with you now and always. Please keep beelieving that God has a much better plan for little Ryan and that plan will be filled with soccer, running, playing, swimming,laughing, and best of all no more pain. May God be with you now and forever.
Pamela Combs <ilovetopaint1@msn.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:40 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers! Ryan is such a strong boy!

Charlotte Leach (mom to Dennis) www3.caringbridge.org/tn/dennis111

Bridge Of Dreams
Charlotte and the DreamTeam <charlotte@bridgeofdreams.org>
tn usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:37 AM CDT

SENDING RYAN MANY MANY HUGS...MAY GOD BE WITH EACH OF YOU AT THIS DIFFICULT TIME.
Sherry <tnsncnj@aol.com>
pa - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:22 AM CDT

Hang in there Little Man Ryan. I always say a little something before i go to bed each nite. You going to pull though with them just like lexis did. Hope to see u at the Poker run in a few weeks. Your my little buddy I miss getting my hugs from u at the Eagles Love always Wes
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, Ky - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:18 AM CDT

~Sending sweet Ryan a hug HUG.

God bless him, and God bless all of his loved ones and friends!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:14 AM CDT

I challenge Ryan fans everywhere to 100,000 hugs today.
hugs4ryan
- Friday, July 8, 2005 6:13 AM CDT

Praying...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 6:10 AM CDT

Brown family, I have been awake alot of the night going through those emotions with you. I slept with 2 of our 4 children tonight as Chris was working a 24 hour shift. I was thanking God for our children and praying that we never have to let go of them at the same time I was questioning why you had to. Thank goodness he is a forgiving and patient man. He will wait for us to "accept" life on his terms and still be there for us. I lost someone very special in my life 24 years ago. It took me 13 years to "accept" it. It didn't just hit me it was ok, I just finally felt a peacefullness and restfulness inside. God never left me during the time I was questioning his committment to me and my loved ones. So take what ever time you need to go through all of the emotions, he will not turn his back on you and he will wait for you to get over your anger, questioning, doubt and whatever else you may feel. Please know that we all continue to pray for you as you sit there, I too have been there at that stage in someone's life and it is the most horrible thing ever. But, I think the fact that you feel like Ryan is already with God in Heaven, playing pain free will help you to allow his vessel God has used these 5 years go. God bless to all.
Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:10 AM CDT

Praying for all of you today. May God comfort you and send you sweet peace at this heartbreaking time.
Brenda <carlellis@alltel.net>
Eastanollee, GA - Friday, July 8, 2005 6:07 AM CDT

I hadn't looked at the new pictures until just now. I really like the last one, and you guy's always said I never taught him anything but bad and mean stuff. If that isn't an angel sleeping on that platform then there is no such thing as angels on earth. love ya
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 5:46 AM CDT

Dear Andrea and Phillip,
Well, once again I get to this point and don't know what to say. How do I tell you what a privilege it is to watch the way you love your children? You have tried so hard to include everyone and not take advantage or hurt anyone's feelings, and still your focus has remained true to loving your children above everything and everyone else. Ryan has known so much love in his short life. What a wonderful blessing you both have been to him! I know you will pour that love out on Elizabeth, and you will never stop loving Ryan. It's just not possible.

I love you all. Kiss the babies for me.
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 5:46 AM CDT

Love you guy's, wish I could do more. Hope today is less painful for all of you's. And kids, don't worry about upsetting someone by telling them NO. It they really care they will understand where it is coming from. I love you all and support you with everything you have done. I prayed for no more pain for Ryan last night and do not understand how someone so sweet and loving could ever suffer the way he has. I don't know where the strength that you kids have came from but it is amazing . love ya
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 5:16 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
Wanted to let you know that even at this hour you guys are not alone, there are many of us up praying for you. And please know that you could not say anything wrong or divulge too much information...you have every right to say whatever you want. I am praying for peace and strength for all of you. I love you guys and as many have said before, you have done everything right...you have shown Ryan so much love...you have made him feel safe...you have been there for every turn good or bad. Ryan has taught so many of us so many lessons and you two have allowed us to share him. Thank you.
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:51 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers remain with your family, for Ryan and you who love him so much to find peace and comfort tonight.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:01 AM CDT

Praying for peace and hugging you all in my heart.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 0:51 AM CDT

We love you Ryan and wish for nothing less than complete comfort and peace for you and for your family.
Elena (FoA) <arl_tx_techie2004@yahoo.com>
North Richland Hills, TX USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 0:45 AM CDT

Sending prayers to Ryan and his family. May God bless you all.

Lynn <lynnhinkle@yahoo.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 0:44 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,

I know just where you are now and you are right, it is not fair. We had to watch Troy struggle to breathe for 18 hours and it is something no parent should ever have to witness. I have asked Troy to take Ryan's hand. I know they will have so much fun together, just like little boys should.

No one understands how you are feeling better than each other - so hold tight to one another.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:50 PM CDT

I come to you from Connor Hunley's page- his Mother is such an earth angel and has requested for us to pray for you all- I am praying for comfort, peace, and rest for all of you, and especially for Ryan to be pain free. I am so sorry and don't understand- but know that our Heavenly Father loves you so much. There is a reason and To everything there is a season. May the Lord bless you and keep you-
Mandy LeMay
Hendersonville, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:49 PM CDT

My continued thoughts and prayers are with you. Praying for a peaceful journey...wherever it may lead you
Lynda <Lyndah73@yahoo.com>
San Antonio, Tx - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:43 PM CDT

When my mother-in-law was suffering with Parkinson's and Alzheimers, I asked a priest why this woman, who had lived such a good and moral life was suffering like this, his answered changed my life forever. He said that though it appeared to me that she was suffering, her soul may have already gone to God, leaving her sick body behind. He told me her work was not done.....that she was still here in body because God was still using her to send a message, to mend a soul, or to bring someone back to Him. Though what I saw in my human eyes was a body eager to let go, what may have been happening beneath this was a purification with or ascension toward God. I'm sure Ryan's body is suffering, but I hold onto the hope that his soul has already gone to God and that his presence and your struggles are teaching us very valuable lessons about faith and love. God bless you all........
A compassionate friend....... <d.shumaker4@verizon.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:35 PM CDT

I send endless thoughts, prayers, hugs, and strength your way in hopes that you will all be at peace and feel no more pain... Stay strong
Mary Sievert <bubbleducky19@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

I just gave Ryan his 40,000 hug this evening. I hope Ryan is comfortable at this time. Ryan you and you family are in my thoughts and prayers..I have been checking on you ever hour or so to see how you are doing.
Jeannie <jfordlodge@sbcgloabl.net>
Arnold , MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:13 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
May Ryan be pain free and at peace. May his angel keep watch.
Love & prayers.

Beth S...The Ships Project
Waterford, MI USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:12 PM CDT

I bet we can get 45,000 hugs by morning... This is a small number, though, compared to the people that are praying for you all right now. God be with you and I pray that He make Ryan not hurt or suffer anymore.
Kayla W. <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:06 PM CDT

We are praying for you ALL! It sounds like everyone needs lots of hugs. I hope you can feel how much everybody cares and is praying for you! Bee strong!!!
Angie and family <angiet523@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

We are praying for you! We hope you feel better! Jesus Loves You Ryan! (((((HUGS))))) God Bless!
Philippians 4:13 "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!"
Jessica Arnold and Jonathan Badgett
Memphis, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:57 PM CDT

I've never signed in before - came here through Connor Hunley's site. I send my prayers and a multitude of hugs to Ryan for the blessing of God's peace during this time and a withdrawal of all pain. I am a Reiki practitioner and was giving my stepbrother hands-on Reiki when he passed on. I saw his grandfather come for him and take his hand to lead him to eternal life. Ryan will be met early in the journey and surrounded by those who love him. I ask for God's blessing and peace for his family.
Debbie <endyke@speakeasy.net>
Litchfield, NH - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:52 PM CDT

I too pray for peace and strength during these most difficult days and nights ahead. You all will be in my thoughts.
Johnna <thornton2003@juno.com>
Springfield, Illinois - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:51 PM CDT

Sending ((((((((HUGS)))))))) and praying that God gives you strength to endure the suffering and sadness that is upon you.I'm so sorry and I will keep everyone in my prayers.
God Bless,
Teresa Myers <kylasue2@msn.com>
Aylett, VA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:48 PM CDT

Dear Brown family,
I am speechless. All I can say is I'm praying for all of you still. You are never far from my thoughts.
Ryan, I am praying especially hard that you may find peace, sweet boy.
Kelley Edler
Flower Mound, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

My family and I are praying for you.
Kristin Azbell <bkazbell@sbcglobal.net>
carol stream, IL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:36 PM CDT

I have been thinking about you all day and even in between solitare games on the computer I check your website to see how your doing. You are such a strong person! I keep hoping you are not in pain and feeling ok.
God Bless, Sam Robertson
Ellen and Sammi www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean <scanmom@hotmail.com ****new email>
Wyandotte, MI usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:32 PM CDT

It saddens my heart to read how everyone is suffering - Ryan physically and everyone whose heart is breaking. I am a volunteer at RMH and have fond memories of Ryan's visits to the House whenever he would be in town for Vandy appointments. He could literally bring the staff and volunteers to their knees to spend some time playing games with him on the floor - so full of energy and wearing an infectious smile. I hope knowing that others care deeply and are praying for God to make Ryan pain free and give you all the strenth and courage to get through this very difficult time will help. Please take good care of each other.
Susan Woodland <dlwoodland@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:31 PM CDT

Please know that someone in Nevada is praying and sending hugs.
Kathy
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:30 PM CDT

I'm sending Andrea a reassurence email, so please check her email, print it off, and give it to her to read. I think she'll find it helpful. Thanks Jeanie ps. I sewed Ryan's love quilt together...
Jeanie <mylittlecam@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:30 PM CDT

Praying for peace...

Praying for comfort...

Praying...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

We have been praying for you all before but today we prayed extra hard. We just asked that Ryan not be in any more pain and that you guys have all the strength in the world. You all are so incredibly strong and you are on our minds every minute of the day. God Bless you all. Tons of hugs and prayers from Bowling Green.
Chrystal & Kayla Walker <chrystalw80@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

Ryan- I am storming heaven with prayers for no pain and suffering for you- it breaks my heart to read your mother's words- I cannot imagine what you and your family is going thru- Sending thousands of prayers and hugs for you!
In His Grip-

Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, Il - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. This is just one of the many special sayings that has been sent our way as we dealt with this horrible beast. Many hugs to all of you!!!
With Love,
The Hayden Family (www.jeffreyh.com)

Just For This Day
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles��
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won�t worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won�t stand over you trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald�s and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.
Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.
Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.
Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.
Just for this evening when I run my fingers through you hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
I will think about mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children�s graves instead of their bedrooms, and mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and screaming inside that they can�t handle anymore.
And when I kiss you good night I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing, except one more day��

Cindy Hayden <chayden@ritetrack.com>
West Chester, OH USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

Sending you Hugs, love, thoughts and prayers
Love from a friend of maddies,

Liz Shay <lshay90@aol.com>
mpls, mn usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

Ryan --- I LOVE YOU!
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville, TN U.S.A. - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

Praying for peace for Ryan and his fabulously wonderful, supportive, loving family that stands by his side.
Elizabeth
Germantown, MD - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:05 PM CDT

Dear Nana, I tried to get the Hug total over 37000 but it kept jamming on me, I'm too fast. Sending 40,000 hugs through cyberspace.
Dear Andrea,
When my son was gravely ill 5 years ago I was told the same thing about God not giving you more than you can handle, sorry I don't believe it either. I can honestly say there is nothing worse than seeing your child suffering. It breaks my heart to hear that Ryan is suffering and I am praying that he becomes pain free, and for his breathing to not be a struggle. You have such a precious special boy whose fighting spirit will live on in so many of us who just "know" your family through caringbridge.
Love Hugs and Prayers to all of you, we will always Beelieve in Miracles!
Mrs. K and Family
Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:55 PM CDT

Ryan I'm so sorry to hear about the pain you and your family are in. It hurts me to hear about everything that's happening. I pray that you have no more pain and that if you decide to go, go in peace. I pray and love you.
Alissa Stark <alissa06@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:52 PM CDT

Prayer:
May today there be peace within you.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing that you are a child of God.
Let his presence settle into your bones and allow your soul
the freedom to sing, dance and to bask in the sun.

the Tindall Family <cindysells4u@sbcglobal.net>
festus, mo usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:43 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Sherry - you all are in our prayers during this extremely difficult time. My heart just aches for all of you. My God give Ryan freedom from his pain.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:40 PM CDT

Ryan,
Praying...still Praying for Peace, comfort and No Pain or suffering for you Ryan. Praying harder than ever.
Also my heart goes out to you Andrea, Phillip, Nana, and Elizabeth. I wish you didnt have to endure this heartbreaking pain. I pray for you all. Hugs to everyone, especially Ryan.
With Love and Prayers,
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, Ca - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:37 PM CDT

Hi my name is Tony Pridgeon I heard about Ryan through a friend at work (D. Willaims at JCCC) I'am very sorry that ryan is not feeling to good. My family and I will keep you in our prayers God bless Ryan and your family.
Tony Pridgeon <tonyp@fidmail.com>
Rolla, Mo. U.S.A. - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

Love, hugs and prayers from Oklahoma

Devin and family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:26 PM CDT

Your family is in my prayers. May your son pass peacefully surrounded by the people who love him. Stay strong. May God bless you and your sweet boy.
Nikki Sims <nikki_sims84@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

This is my first time to your site. I am sooo sorry to hear what your precious son is having to battle right now. I am praying that you feel the sweet peace of Jesus all around you! I will continue checking your updates.
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

Hey guys, just wantedto let you know that we will be back home tomorrow evening. If it is ok, we would like to bring Dustin buy. If not, I understand. We have presents from CA. for Ryan. Cant wait to see you all. I pray for you all every night in hopes that he will find peace in all of this madness. It isnt fair to have a child go throught this pain and suffering. I know that god needs him for a special job. please tell him that we all said hi, and tht we miss him and sissy very much. Give eachother a hug from us as well.

Jennifer and Todd Shaw <tjdbcshaw@yahoo.com>
Ft. Campbell, Ky USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:04 PM CDT

RYAN, I PRAY THAT YOU WONT BE IN ANY PAIN ANYMORE. ANDREA AND PHILLIP YOU TWO ARE THE STRONGEST PEOPLE I KNOW HANG IN THERE,
LOVE
BRYCA
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:04 PM CDT

Wow - over 1,000 hugs an hour! Amazing! Prayers for you continue!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:03 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and the rest of your family..I know from experience that this is a time that you need to hunker down and be by yourselves. I am praying that Ryan has some peace and that the pain ends. Know that there are alot of people all praying for Ryan right now.
Barbara <Dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:01 PM CDT

as one who has walked the road before you, i extend my heartfelt sympathy and will keep you close to my heart. wishing for no more pain, and a peaceful evening. my precious daughter made the journey last november 43 days after being dx with a diffused pontine glioma.....so i have some idea of your pain. godspeed ryan...............no more pain.
wendy www.caringbridge.org/mi/oliviasgrace <wethomps@aol.com>
shelby, mi - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:01 PM CDT

Andrea I pray that god will give all of you strength and that he will take away Ryans pain. Tell Ryan that his little cousin Cameron is sending him some hugs.

Aunt Helen has tried to sign the guest book many times but for some reason has not been successful.

Aunt Carol <hchason@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:55 PM CDT

Andrea I pray that god will give all of you strength to help you through this and that he will take away Ryans pain. Tell Ryan that his little cousin Cameron is sending him some hugs.

Aunt Helen has tried to sign the guest book many times but for some reason has not been successful.

Aunt Carol <hchason@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:53 PM CDT

You know that I know your pain, your anguish, your helplessness. Wish I could be there in person to hug you. You all are my hero's.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever and Ryan's Buddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:45 PM CDT

I am praying that Ryan feels no more pain, suffers no more and that he is not afraid. I am praying for all of you to have the strength you need, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. I know it's unbelievable to think it right now, but hold tight to your amazing love for each other, you will keep going, one breath at a time.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

Hello Ryan and family. We just want to let you know we were here... we continue praying for all of you.
Familia Salazar
Medellin, Colombia - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:39 PM CDT

You are in my prayers.
kathleen
seattle, wa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:39 PM CDT

Praying that your prayers for precious Ryan are answered.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:32 PM CDT

Sis, I want to sign this a hundred times to let you all know that I'm here for you, but you already know that. I, like most everyone else am at a lose for words right now. I pray none stop that you guys find the strength to make it through this. But with family and friends like you have, you will. We will. I also pray that our little buddy doesnt have to suffer anymore. Me and Mike gave Ryan a bunch of hugs. I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now and take some of your hurt away. You are both so much stronger than you feel or think right now. You two are two of the strongest people I know.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:32 PM CDT

Many, many prayers for your family at this hard time!!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:26 PM CDT

To dear Ryan's family,

There are no words, really, that are adequate. Know that we are praying that you will all be aware of God's everlasting arms holding you up and carrying you through. Your boy is amazing and so very, very well loved.

Christine <cpurvis@lclark.edu>
Portland, Oregon - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

Hi my name is sammi robertson and i had a benign tumor in my pituitary gland. You are just one of the bravest kids i have ever heard of!! we are praying for you every day.

God bless, sam and ellen
Ellen and Sammi www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean <scanmom@hotmail.com ****new email>
wyandotte, MI usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:21 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan and his family. Hey Ryan are you feeling all the HUGS, it just went to 34,000.
Hugs, Kathleen Casol
Kathleen Casol <kathleen_casol@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Andrea & Phillip,

Chad and I are praying for you all. Nana, your letters have been so informative, thank you for keeping all of us updated. Ryan, we love you little man! Your family is right, we will see you again in heaven. I pray for you to receive the peace that you so richly deserve. Andrea, from one mom to another, I love you like a sister, and will do whatever I can to help you. I wish I could take this pain away. But right now that seems like prayer is all I can offer you. Phillip, you are so strong, and Ryan gets that from both of you. We love you both! Ryan, we love you!
Lots of love, hugs and kisses, Chad, Brenda, Cory & Brian <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, Tn 37042 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:17 PM CDT

Andrea, We're still praying for Ryan to be pain free, but we're praying for all of you for the strength to get through this.
Rusty & Dolly Howard <rdhdch@fidnet.com>
Lecoma, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:07 PM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip & Aunt Sherry--Thinking and praying for you. Love, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:05 PM CDT

Sending lots and hugs and prayers for Ryan to be pain free.
Love, Another Caringbridge Mom
Stephanie Smith <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
Arnold, Md - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:51 PM CDT

You are all wrapped in so many hugs now. Ryan's hug meter jumps by hundreds every few minutes. Isaiah and I sat and gave Ryan a lot of hugs, but they are for you, Andrea, and Phillip, too. May G-d be with you! Ryan couldn't have had better parents.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:42 PM CDT

Lord Jesus, please give Ryan comfort and his parents strength at this time. Peace be with you. We love you Ryan and hugs,hugs,and more hugs are being sent your way!
Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:41 PM CDT

Precious Ryan,
Tell Nana that she under estimated us when making that hug goal of 25,000. We wrap our arms around all of you, mommy, daddy, sister and nana. Andrea, never be afraid to share your feelings, we continue to check for news, we are all still beelieving and asking God to remove the pain from your precious little boy and to give you the strength to endure. We love you all forever
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:39 PM CDT

Still checkin in on you & your family, holding all of you dearly in my heart & prayers. Ryan, I pray for a painless passing into that wonderful world where God will let you play all day & all night, if that's what you want to do. No rules........just the Almighty's everlasting love. It is all around you right now. Just let go into the light. God is there to help your Mom & Dad find peace in the release of your pain. Love you, little buddy.
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
Franklin, Tn USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

May you all find the strength you need to stay positive and supportive to each other and to Ryan. Ryan you are a brave and strong little man, who is obviously loved by many. We are busy praying very hard for you all from Minnesota. Our friend Maddie will keep an eye on Ryan in her day care in Heaven.
God Bless you all!

Julie Cameron <rjac63@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

Leaving hugs and letting you know we'll pray exactly as you've asked, for strength for all of you and for Ryan to be pain free and unafraid.
Brenda
NJ - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:36 PM CDT

I just recently learned of Ryan through other caringbridge families and came to learn about your wonderful son. I just prayed for his peaceful passing and prayed that he will also be met by my niece who passed away at 4 years old October 2004. Ryan please tell Hailey we said "Hi" you will really love her! I prayed for peace, comfort and strength for your family and loved ones as well. Also sending many (((HUGS)))
Kim Chesley (Aunt to Wilm's Angel *HAILEY* <KimChesley@aol.com>
Phoenix, AZ - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:30 PM CDT

I am praying for peace for each one of you.
Janet K
Springfield, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:26 PM CDT

Sending prayers and loving thoughts your way. Ryan is one tough cookie but our prayers are for his comfort and all of yours during this time.
michelle
Cave Crek , AZ USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

Once again I checked the website to see how Ryan was doing. Scooter cried when I showed her the beautiful picture at the beginning. We wrap our arms around you during this time to comfort you and pray God's strength for you. I am glad Nana is there for you. God Bless you all. Love you!
Ms. Sharon <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

God Bless You All! I have a 6 year old son, and I can only imagine what Ryan and your family are going through. It breaks my heart each time I read a journal entry. I wish there was a way to give Ryan and all of you strength to get through what must be the worst thing to ever happen to a family. I pray and pray that God will help Ryan find peace and be pain free. I also pray for your family- I pray that God gives you continued strength, peace, hope, and that He holds you all very closely to Him. We don't know why God puts us through these impossible to bear times, but I DO BELIEVE that He has a plan for each of us, and that no matter what happens, somehow those of us that are still on this earth will survive until He is ready for us to live happily with Him. Soon the Angels will take sweet Ryan to a place where he is pain free and happy. I pray that God will lift you all up and comfort you.
God bless!
Jennifer Gudgeon Peugh <jen110268@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

I'm praying for your family, for peace and no pain for Ryan, for all of you to have the strength you need. May you feel God's loving presence with you every second of the present, and the days and months to come.
Kendra Simpson <ksbusyboys@bellsouth.net>
Asheville, NC - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:23 PM CDT

I check on all of you several times a day, and just want to tell you that I don't think I could be as brave and strong as you have been through all of this. Your family is beautiful and your Ryan is my pesonal hero! We are praying for a peaceful journey for Ryan and for the strength that you all need to take this journey with him. I think your family is wonderful, and we have sent many hugs and prayers your way. We always BEE-LIEVE! With love,
The Hammonds <katy1070@earthlink.net>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:23 PM CDT

Praying for Ryan and all of you. Come, Lord Jesus...
Amy Kate
Holland, MI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

Sending a hug to your beautiful, brave boy. We came to your page from Angel Troy's. Although we are far away...and you don't know us...our hearts go out to your family during this difficult time. We hope you feel the caring and kindness and love behind all of messages your receive in the guestbook.
Shannon Morris <smorris@sigmamail.com>
Highland Mills, NY - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Everyone....Prayers for peace, calm and comfort at this very difficult time. You are a special boy with a very special family who loves you dearly. Peace to you all forever..
Shelly and Sean www2.caringbridge.org/ca/sean <mom24wildboys@charter.net>
Glendale, CA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:09 PM CDT

Sending lots and lots of ~HUGS~ we are all watching the hugs go up by 5 and 10 at a time! Amazing all the love being sent...with the love comes lots of prayers and thoughts of you!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:07 PM CDT

Hi Handsome Man! Love your napping picture Ryan....sending tons of hugs to all and checking in constantly...you all know that if there was something that any of the thousands of Ryan fans that stop by each day could do to make everything easier on all...it would've been done...but I know I can pray and I know I can love and you guys have that....by the looks of it you have it with thousands of people who are here sending support, love and prayers...Hugssssss
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:55 PM CDT

Ryan is one lucky man to get all of those hugs in just a few hours!! I feel like I'm playing hug tag with someone. We are just taking turns loving him!! I hope he is more comfortable now.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:50 PM CDT

RYAN AND FAMILY,
WE HAVE BEEN CHECKING IN ON YOU EVERYDAY. KNOW THAT OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU EVERY DAY. RYAN YOU ARE SUCH A STRONG LITTLE BOY WHO HAS TOUCHED SO MANY PEOPLE'S HEARTS ALL OVER THE WORLD, KEEP FIGHTING. LOVE YOU ALL

LOVE,
BRYCA AND STEVE
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:33 PM CDT

Ryan, My heart hurts for you and your family buddy. Hang in there, and when you start to feel afraid, just remember all of the people that are thinking of you and loving you. You will never be alone. Let your mommy and daddy know we are all thinking about them, and praying for them. Keep the faith, God is Good even when we just don�t understand everything. My family will be lifting yours up in prayer tonight as a group. Take care my little hero.
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters , mo 63376 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:33 PM CDT

Ryan, lots of prayers are being lifted up just for you! We are lifting you and your family up in prayer each day here in Douglasville Georgia! I found out about you from some dear friends...Bill & Katy Hammond. Much love to you and your family all in the tenderness of Jesus!
Jody Casey <momajocasey@comcast.net>
Douglasville, GA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:03 PM CDT

Cutie Patootie!!! I think Nana should have said 35,000 hugs 'cause I think you may just get there. Could there BE a more loved Sargent Ryan in Kentucky??? I sure hope that your and your loving family can FEEL the hugs, love, support and prayers being sent to Kentucky from all over the world! Praying for a peaceful night. Still and forever BEELIEVING!!!
Tons of hugs and tons of love from Canada.
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:44 PM CDT

You're in our thoughts and prayers everyday.
Joe and Liz O'Donnell <eodonnell1@kc.rr.com>
Gardner, KS - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:41 PM CDT

God bless you all. Ryan, a million hugs for you little angel. Let go and let God. Soon you will be pain free. I wish I could give you a for really bear hug but I'll have to do that when next we meet. Just imagine what it would be like right now if everyone who loves you and sends hugs to you and thinks about you would all get together for one big group hug. Wow. All of you are in my prayers. Love you Ryan. Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

I LOVE YOU GUYS, stay strong and give my little buddy XOXOXO for me.
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:36 PM CDT

You and your family have touched so many. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
The McDurmitts <nascarchic@cox.net>
Lubbock, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:33 PM CDT

Wow, I was right...30,915 hugs now! Ryan and family, you are so very loved. Praying for you all.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:31 PM CDT

Thinking of you all and praying still. That hug counter is really moving - it's at 30,771 right now, and I'm sure that by the time I finish typing this message, it will be much higher. When I went to enter my hugs, every time I clicked, the counter didn't just jump by one but by two or three! So Ryan, you and your family are being hugged by MULTIPLE people every second! I hope that all of the love and prayers are bringing some comfort. Love and many, many hugs to you all.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:28 PM CDT

Ryan, you are such a fighter! You have fought so hard and so long and I am so proud to say I know you.. if only through the internet. I will always remember you for the strength, courage, and love you showed the world! Of course, your smile had me hooked from the get go. Andrea, Phillip, and the rest of the clan, I am still holding out for that miracle but praying for strength for all of you. Ryan will know when it is his time to go. He may be holding out for a big balloon party. Hugs and prayers
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:23 PM CDT

25,000 hugs - you have way surpassed that number. There are thousands and thousands of people that Ryan has touched. I've been praying so hard for you and your family. I pray that Ryan will be cancer free and in no pain. I HATE cancer.
Minnesota girl <mbarrett@mcgough.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:07 PM CDT

Praying for you!
Amy and Nicholas <mom2lilnick@alltel.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:04 PM CDT

Just checking in on you this afternoon, I have been praying for you today. I love to pray for Caringbridge kids. I know that there are a whole lot of kids waiting to meet you, Ryan. You have a welcoming committee of Zoie, Stanton, EmmaGrace, Gage, Spencer, Cheyenne, and a whole lot of others who can't wait to show you all the amazing things you can do when you have no more cancer. Wishing peace of mind and heart to each of you.
Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , nv - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Praying for you in Texas. Hold him close and love him lots!!!
Someone touched in Texas
Pilot Point, tx USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 5:01 PM CDT

wow little buddy, you have went well beyond the 25,000 hugs that Nana put in the guest book. Goes to show you that there are a lot of people hugging and praying for you.

Dawn <dawnmarshall@wowway.com>
Wayne, MI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:58 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Adrea, Phillip, Elizabeth & Nana!!!

It has taken me a while to get to sign the book. I guess Dial up is not in any more??!! Ryan is one popular lil dude!!! But this has not kept our family from praying with out ceasing for you all daily!!!

We have been praying for all of you. Blake has been keeping his pictures of Ryan & the one of your family at Christmas time under his pillow!! He prays everymorning & nite for you!!!
Ryan: You sure have fought a very couragous battle. We want you to know how proud we are of you for this. God is watching over you & your parents & saying, "Well Done my good & faithful servant, now it is time for you just reward"!! Blake wants you to know that he has a goat named after you. When we had to sell the cow, Ryan, he immediately told John his pretties goat (male, of course) was being named after his "kentucky Friend Ryan. He is a fiesty "lil booger" but strong!!!
Thank You Adrea, Phillip & Nana for keeping us up to date about Ryan. For this we are grateful!!
THe Stephens' Clan:
John, Julie & The Blakester
http://www3.caringbridge/sc/blakester
(this is a new page made by Angel Chris in AC especially for Blake!!!)

John, Julie & Blake Stephens <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
Greenwood,, South Carolina The good ole US of A..........................................IN GOD WE TRUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:58 PM CDT

I am on my knees for your family. God does and will sustain you in this difficult time of your life. His strength is sufficient. Ryan, you are His child and He will hold you tight. Jesus does love you.
Alice Bickel <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:56 PM CDT

WOW! That was amazing - I was hug number 29,999! I watched it grow by 1,000 hugs in about 5 minutes! I hope you are feeling all the love being sent to you!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:56 PM CDT

Wow-You are receiving so many hugs!!! There are so many people that care about you. May you feel the peace and prayers that are being sent.
Susan LeBas <susanlebas@austin.rr.com>
Austin, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:55 PM CDT

30,000 hugs and counting! Keep shining your love down on Ryan and his family, huggers!
Candy (Audrey's Umbrella ) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:55 PM CDT

Hi Ryan- When I was leaving hugs they were multiplying like crazy! Prayers and hugs and wishes for a peaceful journey.
Katie <katie.kelley@target.com>
Mpls, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

Jesus loves you Ryan!!! Sending tons of HUGS your way!

Karyn <csdesignbuild@aol.com>
Fenton, MI USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

Ryan, i have never met you personally only through this site, but by reading all the guestbook comments, i can tell that you are such a sweet, caring, well loved little man! I am on my way to work at a hospital, but I will try to check the site tonite, if not 1st thing in the morning. You are in my Prayers !! God Bless You!!
Misty <misty79_98@shighway.com>
Mo - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

Ryan and family, We are sending you all kinds of hugs and kisses. Scooter is still in the hospital. Looks like we will be here for another day. She had to have her cast spilt on both sides because they were too tight and they will come back tomorrow to seal them up. She is enjoying being with her dad and feeling some btter. We are still praying for you and hoping you are doing better. Hang in there and keep BEELIEVING!! We love you!
Ms. Sharon <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:52 PM CDT

Just stopping by to offer some more prayers. My thoughts are with you.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:50 PM CDT

I can't imagine how hard it is to sit with Ryan as he
waits to take his ultimate journey. I'm sure a little
boy named Luke in heaven will want to play with him when
he arrives.
Prayers for peace in the midst of your pain,
Kirsten Petty <kgpetty@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:48 PM CDT

Hey Ryan just wanted to say hello, your Uncle Gregg and Aunt Lisa have been keeping me up to date. I just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy
Clarksville, mo us - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:45 PM CDT

Ryan you are such a wonderful little man. All of us here at P&P send you lots of hugs (15). We are thinking of you and your family.
Evelyn <evelyn.kautz@doc.mo.gov>
Eldon, mo usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

Hey big guy, you sure have a lot of admirers out here hugging you and wishing you well:) Each time I give you a hug, the number goes up by 4 or 5. It's already gone up by over 1000 since I've been on your hug page (it was at 27,200+ when I signed on 10 minutes ago)...if that's not a symbol of how much you are loved and how many lives you have touched, I don't know what is! Keep fighting, little one...we'll all keep praying.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella ) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , Michigan - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:37 PM CDT

Oh my gosh! Check out the number of hugs you have!!! People have been busy today!!

Ryan, you are such a brave young man. No wonder you drive a manly jeep! Everyone is so proud of you and praying for you and your family! This morning when I was thinking of you a song came to mind. I bet you know it....

Jesus loves you this I know for the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to Him belong. They are weak but He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves you.
Yes, Jesus loves you.
Yes, Jesus loves you, the Bible tells me so.

Ryan - you are loved soooooooooooo much here and even more in Heaven!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

Ok I was wrong---There are at least 10 of us hugging at the same time--30,000 is getting very close. You've got to be able to feel the love.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

Just checking in again today. I was leaving hugs when I realized there were at least 4 other people leaving hugs at the very same time I was. You are on so many peoples minds and in their hearts right now (as always).
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:30 PM CDT

I am praying for you all, especially Ryan who was the bright spot of my day/week/month when I got to meet him. He is a true joy. I could tell how much he loves you all.
April Cotthoff, PT <aprilcotthoff@bellsouth.net>
Hopkinsville, KY - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:28 PM CDT

I know as I type prayers are being sent to our Father in abudance & urgercy,
lifting Ryan's name to the throne of our King, claiming Ryan's healing in Jesus name.

Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Spirngfield, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:24 PM CDT

Our prayers are with Ryan and all his family
Kim & Ashley Brooks (Chuck E Cheese) <kkbrooks@montgomerycountytn.org>
Clarksville, TN 37040 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:24 PM CDT

I keep sending Ryan more hugs and praying for peace and comfort for all of you. Know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:20 PM CDT

My thoughts are with you all during this difficult time. May you take comfort from the love you have always shared.
Debbie Lewis
Columbia, CA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:16 PM CDT

Checking on you from Illinois. Praying that Ryan goes peacefully to a wonderful playground in heaven and praying for the strength you family will need in the days and years to come.
Cathy Tingley <ctingley@prairieinet.net>
Sidney, IL - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:16 PM CDT

I continue to lift Ryan and the whole family up in prayer. I would so love to see Ryan get his miracle. God Bless all of you!

"Be strong and courageous, do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9 (NIV)

Bebe Troppoli
Charlotte, NC - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:09 PM CDT

Ryan you and your family have been in our hearts and prayers day and night for quite some time now. You don't know us but we feel like we know you. Nick who is 2 tells everyone to pray for his buddy Ryan. So there are lots of Indiana folks praying for you as well. Love and Prayers from Hannah, Nicholas and Joey ( and their Mom, Ann Marie)
Ann Marie Ranschaert <Ranschaert.AnnMarie@Orbital.com>
South Bend, IN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:08 PM CDT

My 3 year old son Erik and I have been praying for you every night. May God's peace and comfort be with all of you.
Karla Clow
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:04 PM CDT

Although I have followed Ryan's journey for a few months now, this is the first time I have signed the guestbook. My heart breaks for you. I will do only what I am able - lift you all up in prayer. May our Heavenly Father hold you so very close right now.

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strenghen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand" Isaiah 41:10

Love, Amy
Amy Barry <barrymail@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:04 PM CDT

Sending you lots of hugs and a million thoughts, and one prayer to an almighty God for your miracle.
Heather <hollybelle7376@earthlink.net>
Howard, OH - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:00 PM CDT

My word, I love that child's smile! I don't know what to say except that I love you all, and am praying for peace and comfort for all of you.

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:00 PM CDT

I've been following Ryan's story for quite some time, now, and just wanted you to know that there's one more in Minnesota thinking of you. May you continue to find the strength to endure this battle with your adorable Ryan.

Thinking of you in Minnesota,
Lisa
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:56 PM CDT

I've been following yall for a while now- Cant even remember which caring bridge site led me to you...
I pray for you daily, check in on you all the time..
Thank you so much for being so faithful with your updates for us when I know there is more than enough on your plate already..
will check in again to see how the evening goes..
Jennifer
Kaelei's mom (www.caringbridge.org/ar/kaelei) <mamajenn@sbcglobal.net>
Centerton, AR USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:55 PM CDT

You don't know me but I found your site through another caring bridge friend. Here is a hug for you!!!!
jenifer
rockford, il - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:52 PM CDT

Since you guys keep checking, I'm letting you know that I keep checking in on you. Thanks, Sherry, for keeping us posted.
With love,
CDL
CDL <cdl@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:49 PM CDT

My name is Trish and i am a prayer warrior at
Angel_Wings and a dear friend shared Ryans site with
me.We are holding little Ryan very close in our thoughts and our prayers..God be with you..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:48 PM CDT

I have been following Ryan's story since dx and have nevere signed before. I just think he is the cutest thing ever. I hope that he has the most peaceful transition. One day Elizabeth will be so proud to be Ryan's little sis! May GOD Bless you all~
Thinking of U
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:48 PM CDT

Ryan and Family, I have come to check in on all of you. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you as you go through this difficult time in your lives. We just went to a visitation last night to a friend that passed away unexpectedly-he has been paralyzed for many many years due to a car accident. He always had a smile on his face and never complained. He once said he would never change anything in his life. We will miss him so much but my first thought when I heard of his death was that he was free and able to walk once again. I know we never want to give up a loved one but it is so hard to see them suffer too. May God be with you every minute to give you the strength you need for whatever lies ahead.
Marcia Luck <marcialuck@yahoo.com>
Hazelwood, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

hey ryan,
we love you.

Your RMH hotel girls.
Amy C. Lawson <amy@rmhnashville.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

Ryan and family, Rob, Melodys dad directed me to your site, I'll be praying for you all here in Texas.
Tammy DeBlaay ("Friends of Allie") <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth, Texas USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

Praying for you all, I pray God will be with each one of you. Goc Bless All of You
Cathy Perrone <Godchilds@hotmail.com>
woodlawn, tn usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:39 PM CDT

Praying and praying for all of you. Hugs for Ryan.
Susie <susan_boedeker@eogresources.com>
Pearland, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:37 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I'm sending you hugs all the way from Canada. I pray for a peaceful journey for you. Just think of all the fun things waiting for you :) We will always remember you...not a day goes by that I don't think of my brothers and they were freed from cancer 9 and 10 years ago.

So....BIG BIG HUGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
A canadian Friend
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:37 PM CDT

RYAN AND FAMILY,
THINKING OF YOU ALL ALOT.PLEASE KNOW I FEEL WHAT YOU'RE GOING THRU RIGHT NOW AND IT IS THE HARDEST THING YOU'LL EVER GO THRU.BUT, PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP HOPE, MIRACLES HAPPEN EVERY DAY.LIKE MY BROTHER SAID, IT MAY NOT BE THE ONE YOU WANT BUT, THERE WILL BE ONE. GOD BLESS .

BECKY <RRR222@AOL.COM>
CLARKSVILLE, IND - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:36 PM CDT

Sherry, thanks for the update. Still praying and thinking of you all.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:29 PM CDT

Sending Ryan and the family Lots of hugs. I am praying for all of you. God bless you!! Lots of love from a Hopkinsville neighbor!!!
Karen <knight5@hopkinsville.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:29 PM CDT

Just wanted you guys to know we are still hanging in here with you. Prayers are still flowing. You have shown incredible strength and faith on this journey.sending lots of hugs ,
The Cosby family
Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St peters, Mo USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:28 PM CDT

Thinking about you and saying prayers for you!

~Tabby�s Page~

Tabby & Mom <karenpuddn@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:28 PM CDT

THINKING OF YOU. LOVE YOU ALL.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:26 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family-

I heard of your story thru another child's website, Leah, with the same diagnosis. I have been following Ryan's story, and I am so sorry to hear that he is getting worse. I cannot imagine the pain you are going thru. Please know that I think of your family daily, and you are in my prayers. God love your beautiful son!
Jen Corbett <jlcmer0776@sbcglobal.net>
Northville, MI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:25 PM CDT

Your hug ticker is going to explode!!!!
Tiffaney <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

My prayers are constant for Ryan and your family. I hate that he is struggling and hope that part of the journey will be over soon. I am so sorry for all the pain you are all feeling. I cannot imagine. Let God cradle all of you in his gentle arms.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Hugs, Hugs, Hugs, and more Hugs.
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:16 PM CDT

I am praying that God would give all of you strength at this time. Please know you are in my thoughts.
Angela Alderman <daalder@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:15 PM CDT

Hugs and hugs and more hugs to all of you. My prayers and thoughts are with you constantly.
Rita <thompr@rpi.edu>
Troy, NY - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:13 PM CDT

Ryan, I sent hugs and now prayers. You are a awesome kid, and you have touched so many peoples lives.
God Bless you and your family.
Liz
millburn, nj - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

WE BEELIEVE IN YOU RYAN!!!!!!!!!
The Casner Family <lcasner@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

I just wanted to check in. Thank you for updating the home page, I am always thinking about you. Love you all.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:11 PM CDT

May Ryan feel the love sent with every one of the "hugs" sent over the computer by the thousands of people loving and praying for him - - including us.
Paul & Janet Couch & family <l-f-f@sbcglobal.net>
Lousiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

i am one of those that check in daily but never signs. keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. sending tons of hugs from long island new york.
peters sister, jo anne s.
jo anne
smithtown, ny usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:09 PM CDT

Ryan you are a beautiful soul. You and your family are in our prayers.
Robin <robin@shiptlc.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN 55076 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:09 PM CDT

My heart goes out to Ryan and his familly. I will make a special trip to our chapel and light a candle for Ryan.
Lise <ljones65@mail.com>
Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

All of you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Brad Stoops, Jessica, Raelynn and Cindy Blaylock <cindy.blaylock.iemq@statefarm.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:05 PM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, and Nana,
I am thinking about you all and praying for a miracle. I have pushed the hug button so much that it told me to slow down. I wish I could give him real hugs and I would even bring that sister of mine who talks to much according to SGT. Ryan Brown. We love you all and continue to keep you in our every thought and prayer. Hugs and kisses to all. Tell Ryan we love him.
Garry, Jody, and Emily
Boss, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

More hugs to Ryan and his family from Upstate NY.
L Dunlap
NY - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

I am one who keeps checking in and praying hard for Rayn. Sending lots of ~HUGS~ and prayers.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:02 PM CDT

I am holding all of you up in my prayers today as so many people are. While there are no words that could possibly help, I hope you can feel all of the prayers that are being sent to Ryan and the rest of your dear family. I will add some more hugs too.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

Sending lots of hugs and constant prayers...love you all.
Aunt Tina <tina.rigger@agedwards.com>
festus, mo USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:00 PM CDT

Ryan and family- this family is holding you all in our constant prayers. May God's grace guide you where ever he may lead you. Have faith in his mercy.
Kathryn <kathrynhelen@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

I'm praying for your entire family and sending tons of hugs your way. I am a beeliever!!! God Bless You- Kim
Kim W. <kimbert27@yahoo.com>
Lemont, IL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:58 PM CDT

I was directed to this site from Kody's site. You are in so many people's thoughts and prayers. May you all find peace and comfort.
Still praying for a miracle....
Jaime <JCTMRG@yahoo.com>
Newington, CT - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:53 PM CDT

Praying, beelieving and hitting the hug counter....
Tons of love and hugs
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Well you got your higs RYAN!! 25,000 Plus!!! I think 13 was the highest jump I saw! HUGGING YOU!!
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

The rate at which the hugs are flowing is unbelievable. Ryan . . . you are sooooo loved. :) The Browning's
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

I am thinking of you all and praying constantly.
Candy
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:48 PM CDT

Your family is in our prayers. You all have been on our minds since we had the honor of meeting you. What an AMAZING family you are. Your faith, strength and courage is such an inspiration. Thank you for sharing that gift with strangers and teaching us what life is really about. God bless!
Oscar and Staci Campos <stacicam@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:42 PM CDT

sending hugs and prayers your way.
Dawn <dawnmarshall@wowway.com>
wayne, MI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:42 PM CDT

Still sending hugs your way...
Maria <mwright121@bellsouth.net>
GA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

Ryan,
I think I added like 50 hugs to your hug counter. I would love to stretch my arms through the computer and wrap them around you. You are such a brave boy and I know you family loves you very much. But when you are ready end you fight know that we all love you so much and there will be many CB Angels waiting for you at the Gates of Heaven to welcome you into their Cancer free world. You will be able to look down upon your family and be there angel forever. If you choose to keep fighting, fight! I will continue to ask God for a mircle for you.

Please Lord be with Ryan and his family. Guide them and give them strength.

In Your loving Hands,
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

Know that you are not alone during this trying time. Many from our church are praying for your family and have left messages here. Sending lots of hugs...
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

Boy Nana, ask and you shall receive...as I hit the hug button, it was increasing by 5 to 10 hugs at a time as all the Ryan fans out there were piling on the hugs as fast as we could! There's an old song that goes Somebody's praying, I can feel it, somebody's praying for me, mighty hands are guiding me, to protect me from what I can't see, cause somebody's praying for me. We are continuing to pray for you all!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

I hope you all can feel all the thoughts, love, and prayers going your way. Sooo many people care for Ryan and all of you. As I was just leaving a few hugs for Ryan, I could not help but notice that he is averaging a little more than 1 hug per second. That's a lotta hugs for a sweet little boy!!!!

God Bless

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:39 PM CDT

Ryan and family - I am holding you in my heart. Thank you for teaching me the importance of each day, and now, of every moment.
Katie
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Family,

Please know that you are not alone in this. We are all here as well is God I am praying for all of you.

God Bless

Barbara Moran <mmoran410@hotmail.com>
owings mills, md usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Ryan,
You are the bravest and courageous young man I have not had the honor to meet. I am praying peace and comfort for you and your family.
Leslie
Leslie <faithinhim99@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth, TX - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:37 PM CDT

I prayed this morning that you would all feel God's love surrounding you at this time. I can't even begin to imagine the emotions going through your household right now. Draw Ryan in close and hold him all you can today. Let him feel your love surrounding him. We are praying for Ryan's comfort and your strength. Be strong. With love from the Browning Family.
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:35 PM CDT

Ryan, I do not know you or your family, we are a fellow military family and I stumbled on your website by accident one day. I've been checking here for a couple months now and you are one strong young man who has touched my heart. Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers all the way from sunny Florida! God Bless and peace to you all.
Nicole <davenic@bellsoth.net>
Cocoa Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:30 PM CDT

Ryan and Family, you a in my prayers at this time. Just keep the faith that God knows what he is doing!! You are a great fammily with so much love. Ryan is very lucky to have you their by his side holding his hand at this time. Keep up the strength in your hearts.
Jennifer
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:27 PM CDT

Ryan and family: I can't imagine the pain you're going through and my prayers are with you right now!

Ryan: I, and many others, want you to keep fighting, but if this battle is too hard, you fly, straight towards baby Jesus. You win the war either way. No person in exsistence can beat the courage you've exhibited in the past 15 months.
Lauren <lauren.gamache@gmail.com>
Surrey, B.C. Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:26 PM CDT

Just wanted to let Ryan know we are thinking of him and praying for him and your family.
Mike, Crystal, Madison, McKenzi Ingram <bestbuy@nemonet.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:25 PM CDT

You are all in my prayers..I will be thinking of you always..Give Ryan lots of Hugs today..
Jeannie <jfordlodge@sbcglobal.net>
Arnold , Mo - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:24 PM CDT

Praying and thinking of Ryan in his time of need. Hope he gets to feeling better.
Toni Murphy (Rx Solutions Pharmacy) <toni_murphy@sbcglobal.net>
Hannibal, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers~!~! God Bless You All in your time of need & may angels surround you all and keep you strong!!!
Ashlie Richard <mcward_ashlie25@yahoo.com>
Lake Charles, LA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:22 PM CDT

Sending prayers and comfort to Ryan and the family during this difficult time.
Tammy Wambles <frothy27@yahoo.com>
Murphy, TX - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:20 PM CDT

Praying for you and your family. I had fun giving you hugs because apparently a lot of other people were doing it at the same time - so everytime I'd give you one, I'd see the number jump by a few.
Vicki Sue Fritton <vsg248@netscape.net>
State College, PA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

HI. YOu don't know me... found your website through another child that I "know". Praying for you at this most difficult time.
Kari
MA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:13 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts. I am hoping for comfort for Ryan.
Kathy Fredrickson <tkfredrickson@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:08 PM CDT

Praying for God's angels to surround your home and hold you all close. I won't stop praying for Ryan's miracle.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, Michigan - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:07 PM CDT

We're so sorry to hear about Ryan's night. We hope tonight is better. We all are thinking of and praying for your family. Hugs, kisses, and prayers from Bowling Green.
Chrystal & Kayla Walker <chrystalw80@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, Mo - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:34 PM CDT

I'll be praying for you all during this most difficult time.
Kathy Maxwell
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

Praying that God holds Ryan and his family in his loving arms.
Andrea
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:31 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. You have a very special little boy.
Shelly, Amanda & Sami Jo <mhipes69@aol.com>
Center Point, IA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:29 PM CDT

Many thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kari (Angels On Earth) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with yall. God BLess yall!!!
Robin <robinsilvey@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, tn united states - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:12 PM CDT

Prayers and peace for your family come from all over the world. Please know that we are all keeping Ryan in our thoughts.
Sara and ~Emily~ <wafffle13@sbcglobal.net>
Southern California, - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:11 PM CDT

I am sending many prayers for a peaceful transition for Ryan and for peace and comfort for you all.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/katherinecross/ <diana@houston.rr.com>
Houston, TX - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:02 PM CDT

I don't really know what to say at a time like this. I would say I know how you feel but I have no idea. This must be the hardest thing in the world to see your son in so much pain. I am praying for all of you guys. Stay strong and keep beelieving. I will pray for Ryan extra hard today.
Lindsey Elliott <wildchild_7802@msn.com>
New London, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Our prayers are with all of you.
L Dunlap
NY - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:58 AM CDT

My prayers are with Ryan and all of you. (((Hugs))
Amy <afulcher@localnet.com >
PA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:54 AM CDT

There are no words to convey how much our hearts are breaking for you. You are in our thoughts and prayers as you walk a road no parent should ever have to walk.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:53 AM CDT

I am praying that God sends Angels to be with Ryan and you all. Always believing in miracles!!!
Love,
Sara *Angels on Earth* <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan.
Tina & Lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:40 AM CDT

This is the first time I have signed the guestbook, but have been following and praying for Ryan for a while. I pray for Ryan's miracle and I give him as many hugs my computer will allow me I read your updates. I pray for strength for your entire family. May God Bless You all!

Renee <rseiler67@yahoo.com>
Maplewood, MN 55109 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:40 AM CDT

Ryan ...You are such a special little boy and God has big plans for you..Family--Not only do I pray for Ryan, but I pray for each of you as well. Peace and faith in knowing that God is bigger than all of this pain. God is bigger then cancer. God IS in control and loves you all very very much. Nana.. thank you for the timely updates. It helps all of us out here to know how and what to pray for specifically.
Sam Foster <erleriv@aol.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:27 AM CDT

Hey guys! Just wanted to let you all know that I Love You more than words can express. You are all so strong and Ryan is the luckiest boy ever to have you guys. I am praying constantly for your strength and his comfort.
SIS, You know where I'm at when you need me.

Give him and sissy kisses for me.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:23 AM CDT

Dear Sherry, Andrea and Phillip,
There are no words...just prayers of comfort, peace and love.
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:19 AM CDT

This is the first time I have signed the guestbook, but have been following and praying for Ryan for a while. I pray for Ryan's miracle and all kids that face this horrible tumor! I also pray for the strength of your entire family. May God Bless You all!
Katie <computermommy2002@yahoo.com>
Asheville, NC - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:17 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:16 AM CDT

JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS. GIVE RYAN A BIG HUG AND KISS AND TELL HIM THAT WE ALL LOVE HIM AND ARE PRAYING FOR HIM.
MARY ANN CHANDLER <machandler@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
LOUISIANA, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:09 AM CDT

I am so sorry, wish I could be there for you right now. I am
just at a loss for what to say because I realize nothing I could say or anyone else for that matter could make the pain of the last few days go away. Just know my heart is with you, my thoughts are with you and my prayers. I LOVE YOU ALL----STILL beeliving. I am asking God in the name of HIs Son Jesus to touch Ryan and give us the miracle we have been waiting for.
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:07 AM CDT

I found your site through another caring bridge site. I have visited from time to time, but never signed the quest book. My heart breaks for your family. You are in my prayers.
TTA
Emmetsburg, IA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:05 AM CDT

Praying hard for you all. Stay strong Ryan. You are an inspiration to me! With much Love, and Tons of Hugs, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:58 AM CDT

WHAT A PRECIOUS CHILD GOD LOVES YOU ALL AND SO DO WE WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU ALL AND YOUR WONDERFUL FAMILIES
VICKI ROBBINS <VROBBINS@STARKBROFULFILLMENT.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:48 AM CDT

Having been where you are I know there are no words...only prayers and love.
Praying for comfort for all of you, as you journey through this very unfamiliar territory.
Peace to all of you
Sara Dornisch <saradornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

Your family will always be in my thoughts & prayers.
Sandy Bowen <sbowen@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Bowling Green, MO United States - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:44 AM CDT

I love you all.
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:39 AM CDT

My heart and prayers are with all of you.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:35 AM CDT

Thinking of and praying for you all.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I am keeping your family in my prayers. Remember that God always has a different road in life for all of us. Give that little boy a big hug and kiss. Keep him comfortable and close.
Traci (Chandler) Barranco <tbarranco@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:21 AM CDT

I'm praying for His perfect healing and peace for your sweet boy.
Ashley Hast (FOA/AOE) <ahast24@aol.com>
White Oak, TX - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:19 AM CDT

Ryan has been strong this long because of the strength he gets from his loved ones. He is a fighter because he comes from a family of fighters. He will continue to get the strength he needs from those he loves so much and who love him so very much.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:16 AM CDT

Just wanted to send you a note to let you know we are all praying for your family and little Ryan. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless you all.
SANDY MIX <SMIX@STARKBROSFULFILLMENT.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO PIKE - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:16 AM CDT

Still BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!! Still praying.
Tons of hugs and tons of love.
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:15 AM CDT

It is so amazing how a little boy and his family that I have never met has touched my life. I am praying for Ryan's comfort and your family's strength.
Sharon Price <sharon.price@barry-wehmiller.com>
St. Charles, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:15 AM CDT

continued thoughts and prayers for Ryan and the entire family as you struggle with each passing day. May you continue to find the strength that you have shown us all.
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

Praying for all of you, and for peace for sweet Ryan. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

Praying for you through this difficult time. God be with you as only He can.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:07 AM CDT

Love you all very much...still praying for a miracle!
Aunt Tina <tina.rigger@agedwards.com>
festus, mo USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:03 AM CDT

Brown Family, may you know that you are doing all that you can and all that God expects from you. We hope that you find the strength to deal with whatever comes your way. God bless each and everyone of you.
Chris and Cindy Stark & family <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Dear Andrea,Phillip, and the whole Brown family,
My prayers continue you for comfort for Ryan, and strength for all of you.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

My special friends...my prayers and thoughts are with you all. Ryan is a fighter - a special little hero.
I know that the Lord will accept him with open arms when RYAN is ready to go. He means so much to so many - even those of us that have never met him in person.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:52 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and in my prayers
today. May God comfort you.
Love,Rose
http://roseygirl7.tripod.com
Rose's Head Huggers of SC
Rose <roseygirl1230@yahoo.com>
SC - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Dear Brown family, I am sending this again,do not think my first message went. This will be a tough time for you all, he is such a little fighter, so brave and so beautiful. The angels will be with him and make his journey easier, and I pray they stay with you and give you the strength to get thru this. I will never forget Ryans sweet little face, thank everyone at CaringBridge for allowing us to share this with you. Bob and Pat, please ask us to do anything you need,just call us. heartbroken in Louisiana but still believing in miracles xoxoxo
Joyce Horyczun <jhoryczun@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, mo usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:41 AM CDT

We want you all to know we are praying for you! Call us if we can do anything for you--EVER!!! You know Brad's number. God bless you all...and that beautiful little boy! My dad passed away in April with brain cancer, and the only thing I can say is he's not suffering anymore! That's the only thing that can get you through it. God Bless you all...we're alway here for you.
Jessica Hughlett Brad Stoops & Raelynn Stoops <jhughlett@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:34 AM CDT

I have been following Ryan's site for a while not but have never left a note. Today, especially, I wlll be earnestly praying for strength, comfort and peace for you all. God bless.
Janet <jmckemie@cps-stl.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:31 AM CDT

We love you guys...

Praying for you all.

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

Love you guy's.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:19 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
We are lifting Ryan and your family up to the Lord in prayer. Ryan is such a little fighter, we continue to pray for your miracle! May you feel the prayers of us here in San Angelo today and every day!
Angel Cheyenne's friends the Wheeler family <frogbear@worldnet.att.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:09 AM CDT

Once again, I wish I could just put my arms around all of you. I must echo what Julie wrote, you will never be alone in any of this. Far too many of us understand and we will always be friends.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:08 AM CDT

Praying for each of you.

Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , nv - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:04 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family, just wanted to let you know that we are praying for you all.
Anderson Family (Michael, Lori & Jacob)
St. Charles, MO United States - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

Praying for peace, comfort and strength today and always.
Kate
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:56 AM CDT

I find great comfort in knowing that Maddie- and so many others I have grown to love- will be right there to show Ryan around. She has the patience of a saint, is a fantastic soccer(and basketball) player, and is always up for a thrill ride- Ryan is sure to love her just as much as I have grown to love him!
You guys know that we are here for the long run- you will never be alone as you continue to navigate this incredibly challenging path.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:48 AM CDT

As always, I am praying and thinking of each one of you!
Love, Dena
Dena Calvin <dena@onemain.com>
Kampsville, IL US - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:48 AM CDT

Dear Brown family,

We are lifting all of you up in our prayers today and we will keep bee-lieving.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:47 AM CDT

My special family. We continue to lift you up to our heaveny Father who knows all that you are going through each moment of the day. We are still at Vandy, but our thoughts are still with you and our prayers. Give Ryan a hug for us and know that we will continue to lift you up in our prayers. May God strengthen you each time your name is metioned by all your Caring Birdge friends and the millions of other supporters your have around the world. Remember: "I can do all things in Christ who strengthen me". He will get your through all this. We love you!
Ms. Sharon <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

God says love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. We are praying that you all can feel the love surrounding you and that God's love fills your home and your hearts with peace way, way beyond understanding.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:43 AM CDT

We just want you to know that we are praying extra hard for you all. Ryan has brought joy and tears to us all! We still bee-lieve! With Love,
The Hammond Family <katy1070@earthlink.net>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:41 AM CDT

I just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers today and always. Call if you need anything. We are all doing fine, so don't worry about Sissy.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

Nana Sherry, Andrea & Phillip, Oh how I know days like these are so hard. Reading your entry brings back all those memories. The doctors do not do enough to understand what this does to the kids, family, siblings!!!! I know this is rare, blah blah blah, but what about those kids. They deserve more than what they get, they deserve a chance. I wish I could tell you this was a temporary phase and he will be up and running again tomorrow. Ryan is a fighter and I hope he does do that for all of us. God can grant a miracle at any time and I am still asking for it!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

May God bring you peace and comfort at this difficult time. I will be praying for the Brown family and asking for God's blessing on you all.
Melissa <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:33 AM CDT

We are thinking of you.
Travis and Brenda <fsgsmom@gmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:31 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that "ALL" of you are in my thoughts and prayers today. Just hold him tight, and give him hugs from all of us.
Blessings,
Cindy Fallert
Cindy Fallert <cfallert@jcn1.com>
Festus, Mo. USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:19 AM CDT

I am SO SO sorry you continue to facet hsi nightmare ... Ryan~what an amazingly strong little man you are ... we are all SO sorry you are struggling and so sorry to hear things aren't getting better! You continue to be in our prayers daily and we think of you often! You and your family were there for us when Justyn was in his accident and we can never thank you eneough ... but please please know Andrea, Phillip, Ryan and Sissy that you are an amazing family and so strong in your faith ... God holds you tight during this excrutiatingly long process ... every second counts - please hold your baby tight for all of us out here praying ... God Bless!
Justyn's Aunt Bekah & Family (http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/justyn/) <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Know that there are many people out here praying for Ryan and your family including us. May god hold you all tight during this time and the times to come. You are in our hearts and prayers.
God Bless you
Angel Melody�s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Praying for the peace and comfort.Stay strong ryan. I will be praying for you and your family.
klassy kernan~( caringbridge.org/mn/maddie) <kernan_6_6_91@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Ryan and Family, Our family just wanted to let you know that we are praying so very hard for all of you today and always. May God bless you and comfort you. The Landry's
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

Our Sweet Ryan,
You have been fighting this battle so hard and we are so very proud of you. You have given us such wonderful memories of this past year. And you opened your arms and let so many people fall in love with you. Thank you our little man. I will forever love you to the moon and back.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

You all are in my heart and prayers.I just wanted you all to know I am thinking of you and praying so hard.
Christie <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Oh Cutie Patootie....I am so sorry you are having such a rough time. The whole wide world is wrapping their arms around you and praying praying praying.
Ryans family, I think the world is wrapping their arms around you too. I pray for peace for the Bravest Cutie in Kentucky and his family. God Bless
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:58 AM CDT

Please hold Ryan a little bit from us today...our hearts are truly breaking over the last update.
Thank you so much Nana for taking the time out to let us know how Ryan is doing, giving of yourself like that is a beautiful gift to all of us.
Many prayers for all of you, for peace, strength, and comfort.
Ryan..we love you!!!!
Love, Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear6@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

Ryan and family, know that there are a lot of people praying for you right now. May Ryan find the peace he needs. Just hold him close and let him know how loved he is. GOD BLESS YOU!
Misty <misty79_98@shighway.com>
MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

Thinking and Praying for you always!
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:52 AM CDT

Ryan I am praying so hard for you right now!!!
Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles999@yahoo.com>
Flint, Mi - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:51 AM CDT

Hello, Stay strong Brown family. That Angel you all have is so wonderful and strong, hold him tight. You all are in my prays. I love you guys. You are so sweet and Strong. Phillip, I have known you for a long time you are like the big brother I never wanted, Stay strong keep that baby boy comfortable. Andrea you are such a loving and caring person, Stay strong sweetie. Nana you are a brave and honorable woman. Love you all. kisses and hugs from Missouri.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:49 AM CDT

All my prayers are coming your way today. I lift you up to the Lord and ask for his comforting grace. Know that you are in His sight and His hands.
Our hearts are breaking for you guys today. Sending our love. The Cosby family.

Colleen Cosby <Colleen.Cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:48 AM CDT

May a herd of angels encircle Ryan and protect him from any more pain and suffering. Peace sweetest boy, may God's love for him and your family be extra strong right now.
someone who cares in pa <lcasner@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

Praying for comfort and peace today
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:35 AM CDT

Sending my prayers your way today May you feel them from all around the world...
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA United States - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:33 AM CDT

What a lovely little boy. With all my heart I wish you the best outcome.

Judy Hammond <sun3max@aol.com>
Alachua, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:27 AM CDT

I am praying for peace, comfort, and strength.

Angel Rachel Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:26 AM CDT

Ryan,Andrea,Phillip,Sissy, and Nana,
I pray that GOD comforts all of you in this time of struggle and that he gives you all the strength to get through this day. I love all of you so much and it is very hard to be away from you right now. I wish I could be there to help, but know that you are in my thoughts. Ryan we love you so much and pray that you find peace as the thought of you having to struggle anymore is unbearable to us all. Hugs and kisses to all.

Garry, Jody and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

Brown Family, Our hearts go out to you. We keep your entire family in our thoughts and prayers.
Scott & Wanda Pursifull
Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

I am so very sorry for all that you are going through. I will continue to pray for all of you.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, fl USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

I too have a Ryan B. I will be sure to pray for your Ryan and for all of you loving him and taking such good care of him. You are in my thoughts as you face this.
Laurie http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanbiegler
York, pa USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:58 AM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, and Philip,
All my thoughts and prayers are with you. I am currently in Texas but will continue to pray for strength for all of you.
All my Love.
Ms. Chrystal
Chrystal Krannich <jramos8@satx.rr.com>
San Antonio, Tx. Bexar - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:48 AM CDT

LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS SENT YOUR WAY FROM MINNESOTA.
PAT ZELLMANN <P.ZELLMANN@KLEINET.COM>
YOUNG AMERICA, MN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:44 AM CDT

Hugs and prayers to you all.
B
Saint Louis, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:34 AM CDT

I am so sorry that Ryan is not doing well, my heart goes out to him and your family. It just not seem fair that little ones have to go through this. My heart and prayers are with you today.
j. cummings <allyluke32@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:30 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Love, Rose
http://roseygirl7.tripod.com
Rose <roseygirl1230@yahoo.com>
SC - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:29 AM CDT

I'm sending prayers and hugs for the entire family.
Maria <mwright121@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:18 AM CDT

Hello guys,
Hang in there, we are all thinking and praying for all of you always. Keep being a strong little man Ryan, you are so big and strong. I like your new pictures.

With Love
Crissy Hoskins(Hurd) <jckhoskins@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

Prayers for all...
strength & peace for the day...

Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

Ryan & family,

We are praying for you all. We brought your cute pictures with us to Oklahoma so we can see you while we travel. We love you Ryan!!

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:03 AM CDT

Ryan
God is with you and your family.
May all of you somehow feel His love.
Mrs Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:02 AM CDT

Dear Nana and family, I am praying for your beautiful boy and for all of you. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Thought of you all, all night.
Sending every one of you my love.
Tell Sargent Ryan Brown that he is my hero- stronger and braver than the Hulk, yet a gentleness showing through those beautiful blue eyes that melts my heart.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

I wanted to let you know that I am also praying for a miracle for yourselves and your little angel. I work with Aunt Susan and have kept and will keep Ryan and all of you in my prayers.
Gayle Doss <Gayle.Doss@stl.usda.gov>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:51 AM CDT

Praying for a miracle, for strength and peace for you all. You don't know me, but I am,
Someone who cares
Sparks, NV - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:48 AM CDT

My prayers are with you during this tough time. Andrea and Phillip I pray that God will give you the strength to make the right decisions and comfort you as you make them. Sherry, there is no love like a child and a grandparent I see it in my childrens eyes everyday with their own. You are doing an amazing job. Ryan, keep talking to those Angels, you are an amazing little guy. I will continue to pray for you minute by minute.

Kim
Kim Cotnoir <acotnoir@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:30 AM CDT

I am pryaing so hard for miricle.
Paula Tincher <pdtinch@tampabay.rr.com>
Largo, FL USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:27 AM CDT

Praying extra hard ~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:25 AM CDT

I love you guy's and can only pray that Ryan finds his peace without anymore suffering. It has to be tough on you guy's to sit and feel helpless at times but no one can ever fault you for not doing all you could. Love you all and pray for peace for my special little buddy. It is hard to think of letting go.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:05 AM CDT

Hi little earth angel. Just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and love you little one. May your flight to heaven be on the wings of a snow white dove. I love that song, wonder if you have ever heard it. Andrea and Phillip I think of you every day and admire your strength and devotion to your son. You have done and are doing all you can. Your most important job has been to love Ryan and there is no question you have done and are doing a wonderful job. I shouldn't use the word job but you know what I mean. Just know that we all love you guys. Phillip, sure hope your mother can get there to be with you when Ryan finally lets go. I know she needs to be and I know you need her too. Just remember God has something better in mind for Ryan. We have to believe that. After watching him the past couple of days struggling to breath, you must believe that too. My heart and prayers go out to all of you. Love you, Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:01 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan and your whole family.
Bekah
bekah <rebekah_e_white@hotmail.com>
cleburne, tx usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:38 AM CDT

Ryan,
My heart and prayers are with you and your family. I BEELIEVE IN YOU SERGEANT RYAN BROWN! I pray for peace and comfort for you and your family.
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, Calif - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:51 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you all.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:20 AM CDT

Praying and crying for your family tonight.
www.caringbridge.org/mo/jordanmumma
Charlene <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO usa - Thursday, July 7, 2005 0:39 AM CDT

I will continue to keep Ryan and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I pray for a fast, peaceful passing into heaven for Ryan. He has fought hard here on earth, and if complete healing is not possible here, then I pray for peace and comfort during his final days/hours/minutes here on earth.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 0:32 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Nana, and Family,
Sweet Ryan's guestbook reflects the love and prayers throughout our nation for him and for you. What a SPECIAL little boy. God bless you all.
Mary
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 0:31 AM CDT

Hugs, Love and prayers sent your way. Why children have to suffer is something I will never understand. Your son is so precious our hearts go out to all of you.
Love,
Mrs. K and Family
Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 0:06 AM CDT

Praying for you all, especially praying for Ryan's comfort and peace. God is holding you all up.

This is all so unfair, I will never understand it, as long as I'm on this earth anyway.......

Love, hugs and lots of prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:59 PM CDT

Just felt led to check back in...I'll be praying for you tonight. I'm up with my boys at night so I'll pray for Ryan throughout.
I'm sorry for your heartache. Ryan is sure a well loved little boy.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno, - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:36 PM CDT

Our prayers are with you.
Jerrod and Melissa Osborne <MrsOzFTCKY@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:30 PM CDT

May God hold all of you very close. I am continuing to pray for your baby.

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:12 PM CDT

My heart is broken for your family tonight. I pray that the Lord will provide peace and comfort for each of you.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:03 PM CDT

Phillip, my heart is aching for you and Andrea and also for your Mom and Bob. I know how hard it must be for you to go through this and it is also hard for us here at home not being there with you. I hope you know how much you mean to us and that we are praying for all of you. You guys are such wonderful parents and Ryan and Elizabeth are so lucky to have you! Tell Ryan how much I love him and give him hugs from me, Uncle Steve and Crystal.
Love,
Aunt Kath

Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:02 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea, Ryan,and Nana,
Our family is praying for peace, and relief from pain for Ryan, and strength for his loving family. Special intentions were prayed for you this evening.
Mary Therese, friend of Julie (Maddie's Mom) <jmtjluedke@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:54 PM CDT

Having never been in your situation we can't begin to say that we understand, but please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Praying for peace and comfort for all of you.
Rusty & Dolly Howard <rdhdch@fidnet.com>
Lecoma, MO USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:54 PM CDT

I can't even remember how I found your site, but I've been compelled by your story. I am so very sorry that Ryan is suffering right now. I am shocked by how quickly his condition changed and can't imagine how you are all staying so strong. Only a family with a very strong faith could handle this crisis with such strength. God is holding Ryan in His hands right now, but I can also imagine the pain that all of you are feeling as his parents, sibling, and grandmother. To have to watch your child or brother suffer is something that should never happen. Nana, the pain you must be feeling is an incredible load to bear. Not only do you have to watch your grandson suffer, but you must also endure the pain of watching your own child and son-in-law suffer as well. May God's strength and presence comfort you all.........
Debbie <d.shumaker4@verizon.net>
Cherry Hill, NJ USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

RYAN AND FAMILY,
PLEASE JUST STAY TOGETHER AND BE WITH EACH OTHER, AND NEVER GIVE UP.GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY!
BECKY <RRR222@AOL.COM>
CLARKSVILLE, IND - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:44 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, My thoughts and prayers are with you every minitue.My heart just breaks for your family and especially little Ryan.No Family or child should have to endure what you are all going thru.I will be watching and praying. Sincerly,Gary (Isaac"s Dad).
Gary Tropple <melanietropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, WA> USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:35 PM CDT

Ryan - youa re such a cutie!! I am sending TONS of prayers to you and your family. You will be in my thoughts!
Kacie of Olivia's Grace
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:31 PM CDT

Dear little Ryan, You are so very special and precious. You and your family are in my prayers. I am so glad your Mama and Daddy and Nana are there to take care of you. I know they hold you and cuddle you and do everything they can to make each day special. God has given them so much strength to share with you. Bless all of you.
Mary <morninglory@bellsouth.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

Hold your angel close tonight and know that you are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Shelley Bordelon <ssbordelon@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

Praying so very hard for you all.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}
Lauren
Lauren Lucas <dlucas2385@wowway.com>
Plymouth, MI - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:24 PM CDT

PEACE, COMFORT, STRENGTH, PEACE, COMFORT, STRENGTH...

I love you all, and my heart is breaking with all of yours.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

PLease know that I am praying for peace and comfort for Ryan and strength for all of you. In His Strong Love,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:17 PM CDT

Phillip and Andrea--Mom just called me and let me know the latest. Jennifer and I just wanted to let you know our prayers for Ryan are stronger than ever. If you need us, just give us a call and we'll be there. We love you all very much.
Neil <neildarnell@sbcglobal.net>
Bowling Green, MO 63334 - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers, as you go through this difficult time. Thank you for sharing your amazing boy with all of us.
Love and hugs from a friend of Maddies,
Liz Shay <liz11shay@msn.com>
mpls, mn usa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

I just heard of your sweet ryan from maddies site. i followed maddies illness, and her death was so hard on me! I never met her but adored her! Like we all did! I havea 4 yr old named ryan also . I cant even imagine what your going through. I am praying for God to Heal this precious boy . That he doesnt suffer another minute! How can a mother watch her child suffer? why would we be expected to. its just awful. I think of mary watching Jesus suffer so. Its beyond my comprehension I quess. Just know My heart breaks for you. But God is in control so I will continue to pray for your little ryan. Sleep well little guy!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
In - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

Oh Ryan, I'm sorry that you're having such a rough time, sweetie. You are such a brave and awesome kiddo and it breaks my heart that you have to go through all of this. Stay tough, little guy...we're all out here praying for you. I hope that you and your family can feel all of the hugs and good thoughts I'm sending your way tonight. Sweet dreams, buddy...I'll be back to check in on you again tomorrow.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , Mi XOXOXOXOXOXO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Praying hard for your sweet baby
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:26 PM CDT

i am praying for all of you !

God Bless
Cathy Perrone <Godchilds@hotmail.com>
woodlawn, tn usa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, Know you are all in my prayers with little Ryan at the top of my list. God be with you all. Our 101st family is thinking and praying for you daily.

Becky Connolly <Connollybb@aol.com>
Orangevale, CA USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

You are always in my prayers Ryan. I hope you will feel better soon... :)
Eliana <eliwessel@yahoo.com>
Mexico, Mexico - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

Keeping your entire family in my prayers. Sending you lots of ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, I wish I could do something to help, but I know that Ryan is being well taken care of and you need to stay strong, he could come out of this like he has every other time when he wasn't doing good. He is the strongest willed person I have ever known, he has just amazed me with his zest for life and his strength and courage. He has and will continue to be an inspiration to a great number of people. My thoughts and prayers are with you, I Love you all, give Ryan and sissy hugs and kisses for me. Keep Beelieving!!!!!!!!
PaPa D <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

Ryan, I just wanted to tell you we love you, and thank you for letting us come visit. Baby Kaleb is sleeping so good right now, thanks for teaching him to take such a good nap :)

Andrea, I hope I will be as good at being a mommy as you are! Call me anytime if you need to talk. I love you all, (yes-even you Phillip)
Jenn <jennlmorg@jcn.net>
Crystal City, MO 63019 - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:04 PM CDT

I am so sorry that the 'experts' have failed to provide Ryan with kind - considerate - humane treatment. Horrible to imagine, and so sorry that all Ryan's loved ones are trying to exist in the midst of this sadness and pain. The unknown is horrible...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth and my little buddy Ryan, After weeks of not being able to sign your guestbook I have finally been able to access it at Vandy while Scooter is in the hospital. She has been having some pretty rough times with adjusting her pain medication too. I thought we were going to be able to come home on Wednesday, but it looks like it will be Thursday or Friday before we can come home. She has two bright hot pink cast on her legs from the top to her ankles. She will not be able to walk on them for at least a month. Ryan I have been thinking about you a lot and saying a lot of prayers for you and the family. I have been wearing my pin everyday. Please continue to be strong. You are one special little boy who has touched so many lives. I love you. I hope to see you soon. Andrea and Phillip, there is no greater pain for a parent than not to be able to help your child who is experiencing frustration and pain. I know exactly what you are going through and it hurts so bad. I continue to lift you up in my prayers. I love you guys. Scooter sends her love too.
Ms. Sharon <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Continuing our prayers for your sweet family. Hoping to visit soon and bring hugs.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:17 PM CDT

Sherry, Andrea and Phillip...truly there are no words to express the heartache....I continue to hold Ryan in my heart and prayers as I do you all too. I'am just so sorry for what Ryan and you all are going through. Forever in my heart,
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:14 PM CDT

Words cannot express to you how sorry I am. I am praying for Ryan and your family.
Rachel
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:09 PM CDT

I ache reading the "heartbreak" in the words on the last journal page. I want to hug you all and make it better and I have never met any of you. I am friends with Amy and Colleen. I have an 11 year old that has Rett Syndrome and when she is hurt or crying she cannot tell me why and I know that pain. It is something that is so heartbreaking that you cannot possibly put it to words. Your supposed to be able to fix things and when you cannot your left feeling helpless. Just know there is a purpose. I know that is not very consoling right now but someday there will be peace in knowing that Ryan has touched so many hearts! I feel like my Amber has moved mountains!I also feel like she was given to me to change my life. Remember, God is with you always and we are all praying for Ryan and your family. BIG HUGS to you all!

Jacklyn Gant <jacklyngant@coastalnow.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 7:35 PM CDT

Andrea, I'm not sure what to say b/c I know nothing is as hard and upsetting as seeing your baby be miserable. Please know we are thinking of and praying for you. Hugs, Angelique and girls

p.s. tell ryan the girls sent him a strawberry scented kiss

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 6:35 PM CDT

I just sat down at the computer and realized I didn't leave a message when I checked in this morning- I think after talking to Phillip and Nana I must have thought that I had... I'm so sorry after reading your most recent update, Andrea, for all that Ryan is going through, and, in turn, for all that you all are going through. I truly can feel every bit of your pain in my own body, and I wish there was something more that I could do.
I am thinking of you all, and of course, praying for peace and strength- the love you all share for that little boy and for each other is so powerful...
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 6:31 PM CDT

Dearest Brown family...
All I can say is I pray, pray, pray for you.
I pray for your family to have peace, for Ryan to have peace.
Kelley Edler
Flower Mound, TX - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 6:27 PM CDT

Extra prayers for all of you today. I am so sorry to hear that today has been extra hard on all of you. You are in my prayers always. Love to all!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 6:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you Cutie Patootie! Sending tons of hugs and praying. Guess what I learned from the cutest strongest five year old in Kentucky?? To keep BEELIEVING!!!!
Tons of Love
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 6:14 PM CDT

Something made me get back on and check in again today. I am so glad I did. I am so sorry to hear of Ryan's misery. We continue to pray for a miracle. We love you guys. With love from the Browning Family.
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 5:49 PM CDT

I hope tomorrow is a better day for Ryan. He is such a brave and strong little boy! Keep fighting, I will continue to pray for him and his wonderful family.
Sending all my love and prayers!
Much Love,

Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's Friends <brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 5:46 PM CDT

Prayers and hugs to you. I can't imagine the heartbreak of what sweet Ryan is going through.
Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com>
Roswell, Ga USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:45 PM CDT

Lots of prayers coming to you from NY. May you all find the strength you need at this time.
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

Praying with you in Nevada.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:36 PM CDT

I just wanted to drop in and say "HI". I'm thinking and praying for you Brown family. Stay STRONG!! LOVE YOU.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:24 PM CDT

Ryan,
I hope the evening gets better for you little man. My heart breaks to know that you have to struggle so hard to do something that is a normal body function. I wish that we had a special magic wand and could take your pain away.You are tuffer than most adults and have proven time and again just how hard you are willing to fight. Our prayers and support continue. We love you very much. Hugs and kisses.
Jody
Boss, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:14 PM CDT

Just want you to know that I am praying for Ryan's miracle here on earth and peace and strength for all of you.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, fl USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:08 PM CDT

You don't know me Ryan, but we know your grandpa Dennis. He comes into our video store and talks about you alot. We are praying for you. Mike & Cindy
Mike & Cindy (The Video Factory & Tanning)
Eldon, MO Miller - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Hang in there guys, no one can say they know how you feel or can second guess you. I have seen you and been with you and I know that you are doing the best you can, no one else in this world is loved or cherished more than ryan by anyone.You will never make the wrong decision or do the wrong thing, your hearts and god won't let you. I love you all and you know it just takes a call if you need me.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

I wish I knew some of the answers you are looking for. Sweet Ryan is always in my thoughts and prayers.
Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:40 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know that you're always in my prayers - and I think of you daily, although I've been awful about signing lately. We were on hospice (with our little 5-year-old and so I know how it goes!!!!! hang in there!!!!! sending hugs***) 412.726.1740
Tami, Angel Celeste's mom <tsy2@comcast.net>
pgh, pa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 2:39 PM CDT

Prayers for ya'll, & especially little Ryan, storming heavens gates with Ryan's name,
claiming his healing in Jesus name.

Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 2:39 PM CDT

Sounds like you guys had a great time at the carnival!! I bet it was funny seeing you all go down the big slide! Hope you have another great day and we'll be thinking about you!
Kayla W. <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, Mo - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 2:06 PM CDT

Oh Nana! How I understand your pain. I have added you to my prayer list. I am on my knees for you all. From a Mimi to a Nana....
Alice Bickel <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Ryan,
I just seen the new pictures of you and they are so handsome.Just thinking about you and know that we send our love and prayers to all of you. Hugs and kisses.
Garry,Jody, and Emily
Boss, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 1:00 PM CDT

Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!
Sincerely, Sherri (Kara's mom)

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

Praying for answers to help you. My heart is with you.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 12:29 AM CDT

I just got your article to read!
It was so beautiful.
If tears could help you,
there would be no more pain.
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:48 AM CDT

Wish I could give you all a big hug. Keep BEE-LIEVING in yourselves. Ryan, stay strong little man. I hope you have a good day today. I love the new pictures. You are such a handsome guy! Sending Love, Hugs & Prayers, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

I am thinking of you. Never doubt you are doing the best you can.
Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, ID - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:38 AM CDT

Sending love and prayers and hoping that answers come soon. Maybe another opinion would help? Praying hard for you little buddy!
~HUGS~ Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:22 AM CDT

Dear Nana, I'm sorry things have been so rough for your family! It isn't fair when the doctor's aren't playing the "what if" game with you all. Is there any room for a second opinion from another specialist? I will keep Ryan in my thoughts and prayers!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:16 AM CDT

I loved the new pictures! Ryan sleeping in the play house reminds me of me. I can fall asleep anywhere. Just give me a pillow and I'm out. I hope Ryan has a better day today. Thank you so much Nana for keeping us all posted so well. I continue to pray for Ryan pretty much all day. He is always in my thoughts and prayers. With lots of love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Nana, my heart aches for you, Phillip and Andrea. I can't imagine how hard it must be to not know what to do. I do believe that many prayers have been answered. It sounds like Ryan is hanging tough. Although none of us are there to see and experience what you go through every day, it always sounds like Ryan is a trooper and braves it all in stride even though we know he is suffering. As hard as it is . . . continue to keep your chin up and pray for a miracle. I know we all are! We BEE-LIEVE! We are praying for Ryan and all of you, his family. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

I hope you are having a great day. Natalie and Noah had a good time being goofy with you yesterday. I had a good time when Elizabeth initiated Andrew!! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:11 AM CDT

Ryan Ryan Ryan - my little man Ryan... I'm dropping in before I'm needed here at the store to say HI and to let you know I'm thinking of you as I do each and every day. Everyone here sends their love and pray each day gets better and better for you. I posted a 2006 calendar in my room here and highlighted June 29, 2006 - I want that day to be the BIGGEST birthday celebration I have ever seen - all for YOU my friend! I love you Ryan - continue to be strong and always know I BEE-LIEVE in you!!
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville, TN U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

Dear Nana, I am praying for you, for Ryan, and for all your family. My own mother went through this, but you are right, adults and children are different. My heart aches for you. All I can do is pray for Ryan in all ways needed. He will remain in my prayers today. Hang tight -- many prayers are coming his way. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, Sissy, and Nana,
Hope today is peaceful and calm for all of you. Hope you have a fun day and get to ride in your jeep. How is Emily's fish Shark bait doing? She knows you will take good care of it. You are the best little man. Praying for all of you. Hugs and Kisses.
Garry, Jody, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:52 AM CDT

Ryan, we love reading your journal updates and how great to read about you in the newspaper too! You will have to start wearing sunglasses to block out all the flashes from the paparazzi. Remember God shines the brightest and most beautiful light and it is reflecting all around you and your family. We love you!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:49 AM CDT

Hi Ryan
I found the Chronicle, but I didn't know how to find your article.
The only one that showed up was April 2004, but it said there were 3 articles.
Are you going jeeping today?
I'll be seeing Devin soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know, Alisa's the one who told me about
cute you a long time ago!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:40 AM CDT

Hi Ryan - stopping by to let you know that I'm thinking about you! Keep fighting the fight superman! You're a special guy in a lot of peoples eyes!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family. I am a friend of your Aunt Renee's. It sounds like you had a great time at the carnival. I'm with you Ryan - The Fourth of July is great. I too love the fireworks. I hope your Nana recovered from the ride down the slide. You are all in my prayers. Enjoy every moment!
Brooke <Brooke.Poskin@ssa.gov>
Fenton, MO - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

Hey little buddy, I guess I am going to have to make one of those mean phone calls to daddy, mom and nana about not posting to the web site. I talked to nana earlier yesterday and she told me about you taking that monster jeep to the park and stirring up all that dust. Said it sure tired you out, them women just don't understand how hard of work that is keeping one of them things under control do they. Hope that big alligator you won at the fair isn't giving you to much trouble, if it is just tell dad to tie a rope around it's nose and it will tame right down. Love ya little buddy, sure miss seeing you bad. Tell mom,dad,sissy and nana love them for me.Hope you have a fantastic day and get out of the house for awhile. Please ask them to update the journal and to lets us know about scooter. love ya
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 5:18 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! What a wonderful story about the strength of a family. Every day you prove the doctors wrong and what a blessing that is for all of us. You give us hope and remind us never to stop BEE-Lieving because miracles can and do happen.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:36 AM CDT

Hi Buddy,

Hope today was a good one. We're just stopping by to say good night and hope you are able to rest well tonight. Next time we check on you we will be checking from Grandma's in Oklahoma!!!!!!!!

Thinking of you!!!

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 6, 2005 0:01 AM CDT

Hello from Tennessee, Ryan and family! I found you thru Angel Connor Hunley's site.

Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. What a cutie you have on your hands!

May God's love continue to surround you and may you have many more fun days and slide burns with Nana ahead!!

Peace and Love,

Kriste Lanius
Tracy's sister from http://www.caringbridge.org/tn/tracylanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 11:29 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,Sure is good to see you doin well.Sorry I haven't wrote in a while, computers a piece a crap and couldn't get in. We're all proud of you for being so tough. Keep those pictures and those smiles coming. Give Mom,Elizabeth and Dad a hug for me, then make dad drop for some pushups,Sarge. Gotta keep him in line. I'll try and keep uncle Benny and uncle Greg in line. Love ya, buddy.
Mike Trower and family <mtrower@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 11:07 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
It sounds lke your 4th was really fun! I hope the fireworks were huge and colorful just for you. From every entry I read about your fun filled days it is 100% clear that there is no limit to the amount of love in your family. It sounded like a lot of fun going on the giant slide with your Nana, and spending the day at the fair with your whole loving family. I hope you have more fun filled days like this one. You keep on fighting hard like you have been!
Sending all my love and prayers.
Much Love,

Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's Friends <brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:54 PM CDT

Ryan and family, It is so great to hear you are doing better. You don't know how down our family got when we heard of you not feeling your best. For my mom and I, we have to get on your site at least twice a day, or we don't feel like we've had a day. You have become a VERY special and important person in our lives. I think everyone here in Louisiana is praying for you, I sure hope it makes a difference soon. (Grandma Stark (Jean) said for me to tell you that you are in her thoughts and prayers everyday, and she learns more about you from your Grandpa Bob everytime she sees him.) I would have loved to be at the fair and saw you go down the slide with Nana. That sounds like it would be fun. I hope you have a good day tomorrow and I'll check in later. Love from the Starks
P.S. You continue beating Uncle Bill with your "manly" jeep. My little brother had one, and it was the greatest ever, and it beat everyone and everything, I'm sure your's is the same!
Alissa Stark <alissa06@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

Hi Ryan & family,
I read your story in The Tennessean today and just want to let you know you are in our prayers. I have a friend whose daughter had cancer last year and used caringbridge to stay in touch and it is such a great resource. She is a healthy 16 yr old today. Continue to trust in God that his will be done. God performs miracles everyday. Here is the article on the Tennessean website for those of you who do not receive the newspaper.
http://www.tennessean.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20050705/COUNTY05/507050344/1001
God bless you Ryan and your family.
LaDonna Cherry
LaDonna Cherry <cherry61@bellsouth.net>
White House, TN USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

Hey there Sgt. Ryan! Sounds like you have really been busy the past few days. What a fun 4th you must have had!! Your teacher Ms. Sharon is a friend of mine & she tells me you are really something special. I think she's right! You & your whole family are very special. You have been on my nightly prayer list ever since Ms. Sharon told me about you. I've sent you & your family on to several prayer lists I know of. You know, Ryan, prayer is so very strong & God listens to all of them. Wishing you the very very best. Stay strong, my young friend. I'm praying that Scooter's surgery went well today, too. You are both safe in God's gentle, loving hands. I love you, kiddo!!
Linda Tune <ljtune@bellsouth.net>
Franklin, TN USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 7:14 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Sounds like you had lots of fun over the week-end. I am really sorry I wasn't able to make it down to see you but I will definitely be down very, very soon. Sometimes things that we think we don't feel like doing turn out to be the bestest of fun, just like the fair. Wish I coulda seen Nana's face too!! Love you to the moon and back,
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 6:12 PM CDT

Always great to hear about Ryan's good days.Thanks for keeping us posted. You remain in our prayers
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Hello Cutie!
I read your story in the newspaper! It seems you're very brave! By the way, I'm sooooo jealous that Chuck E. Cheese writes you letters! ~~That's VERY cool!!! :o) Hooray for you! I'll put something in the mail for you today! Keep being cheerful! Love, Dawn, Jeremy, Carter & Katie
Dawn Woehlert <deenjer14@earthlink.net>
Clarkville, TN - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 2:36 PM CDT

Hi Cute Stuff,

We havent' been able to post for a couple of days....we went to visit our buddy Chris in Wisconsin. She is having some rough days too.

Hope today is a better one for you. We are so proud of how strong you are!!!! Glad you enjoyed the fireworks...Devin and Kara did too.

Love you lots!!

Devin and family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 1:34 PM CDT

I loved the article in the Nashville Tennessean today about your family. Thinking about you and praying for the whole Brown family.
Lots of hugs and love,
Kim Pigue <kce1613@aol.com www.tumbleweedfoundation.org>
Madison, TN - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 1:28 PM CDT

It's good to hear that you guys had a good holiday. Stay strong. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

Sgt. Ryan
You are a special little boy! You have lots of people you don't even know praying for you and your family. Let us know next time you are in Nashville--we'd love to meet you!
sending hugs your way----ooooooooooooooooooxxooooooo
Joann Strickland <josarah@comcast.net>
Nashville, Tn USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Glad you had a good 4th of July. Don't ya just love the fireworks? I tried to read your article on the leaf chronicle site, but couldn't find it. Maybe you can get your NaNa to help us get to the article. I hope you have a great day! Thinking of you always!

Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Wished I was getting to come see you this morning instead of having to go to work. Emily was so tired last night that we just set off fireworks at our house instead of going in town. Sounds like you had a good time watching the fireworks. Hope you have a better day today and get some rest from the busy weekend we had. You always manage to wear us out because you are such a busy boy. We love and miss you already, sending you lots of hugs and kisses. Love to all!
Also a big THANK YOU to the SHAW family for their generousity, it made our weekend with the family calmer and more enjoyable.
Garry, Jody, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:34 AM CDT

Happy 4th Ryan.....sounds like yours was a blast, especially for Nana!! :0)
You know, I still cannot get over all those balloons, I don't think I have ever seen that many balloons at one time in my whole life {and trust me, I am not young anymore!!}. It took me a minute or two before I actaully found you in all those balloons...but then, how could I miss you..you were absolutley the handsomest one in the bunch!!
Hope your day is a great one...
Love, Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear6@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
I am so glad to hear you had such a good weekend. Uncle Bill is a pretty special uncle, isn't he? And since you are a pretty special great nephew, the combination is a no-brainer! Here's lots of love and hugs to you -
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 7:37 AM CDT

I'm up early to check in on you all- sounds like the 4th was filled with several priceless moments. Ryan, I'm glad you rested well and were able to wake up to see the fireworks- like I said in my last post, I think fireworks really are magical.
Your Uncle Bill stopped by Maddie's page and left a very nice message. As I read his last note to you this morning I smiled- I love his sense of humor! It's wonderful to know how many people care about you and how much you are all loved. I echo his words about daddy's broad shoulders carrying much weight very well.(mom's and nana's, too!)
I hope today is a happy, peaceful day.
Off to do some laundry and clean my room before Keegan gets up.(I know I said I was doing that a few nights ago, but I only got through 1/2 of the room before I climbed into bed!)
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 7:22 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, I just got back to my computer, and I'm so glad you had such a great weekend. What fun in the jeep and the pool AND the water slide with Nana! Hope today is filled with more fun, honey. You and your wonderful family are in my constant prayers. Lots and lots of love and hugs, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 6:57 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! So glad you enjoyed the fireworks!! I bet Fort Campbell put on a beautiful display! Hope today you enjoy your Jeep and laugh alot and just have fun! Thinking of you and keeping you and Mommy, Daddy, Elizabeth and Nana Sherry...deep in my heart and prayers!!
Hugs!
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 6:44 AM CDT

Hey little buddy, dad says you had a little better evening,
sounds like you enjoyed the fireworks, that is sure one of your favorite things. I didn't know if my sissy truck was going to make it home or not, everytime it got close to a jeep it would just shudder and shake all over the place. Guess it was still scared of getting whipped by the "man".Hope today is really good for you and and you have an awesome week. I miss ya already and look forward to the next time I can come down and see you. Tell nan and dad that the burns were a very small price to pay for the expression on your face coming down that slide. It was along with everything else you did that night priceless. Tell mom she needs to put up a sign that says stop at your own risk, because they will either get ambushed with the terrible "space blaster" our chased down with the "manly jeep". Tiff rattled all the way home since you wouldn't let her talk any while she was down there and emily slept since you had her all wore out. Love ya big guy, tell mom, dad, nana, and sissy love them too.Ease up on dad with the pushups cause he is starting to really get some broad and wide shoulders, he has a big load to carry and he does it well. love ya
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 5:28 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,

What a great picture of Ryan with his Balloon Balloonzaa! I have never seen so many balloons in one place. I am glad Ryan had such a great birthday.

I am also glad Ryan likes fireworks. My boys always enjoyed them, when they were around his age. We used to see them, twice a season, at a baseball park in Albany, where we watched AA ball (the former Albany/Colonie Yankees). Two of our favorites are still playing in the Yankee organization, Bernie Williams and Derek Jeter.

God bless you all, but especially Ryan, our five year old hero!

Grace, peace, love, and all good,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 1:58 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, sounds like you had an awesome day. Glad you enjoyed yourself and liked the fireworks. Adam said that slide sounds pretty cool. We're all thinking of you and praying for you everyday. Hope your day is just as good tomorrow.
Love You,
Phyllis, Mike, Adam & Matthew <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, July 4, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

Hi Ryan - sounds like you have had a great weekend. The carnival sounds like a lot of fun!! Thinking of you always!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Monday, July 4, 2005 7:02 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Glad to read you are keeping everyone on their toes!!!!! Good job.

Hope you enjoy the fireworks!!

Devin & family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 4, 2005 6:12 PM CDT

HI RYAN! Happy Happy 4th of July!! I want you to know I'm thinking of you and wish you a GREAT day. Any chance you could give me a ride in your jeep? That would be super cool, huh? Always know I'm thinking of you and praying each day gets better and better for you. I love you Ryan and hope to see you soon. Your friend forever, Chuck E. Cheese
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville, TN U.S.A. - Monday, July 4, 2005 2:15 PM CDT

Happy 4th of July. I am glad that you are able to have so much fun this 4th.
Lori Tripp caringbridge.org/sc/jarrett <grallygripper@yahoo.com>
Fountain Inn, SC - Monday, July 4, 2005 1:43 PM CDT

Happy Fourth of July Brown Family and friends! It sounds like an awesome day at the fair. Please-please-please tell me there are pictures of Nana going down the slide!!!
Here's hoping that today is even better than yesterday.

Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Monday, July 4, 2005 1:22 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
What an exciting Sunday you had! Nana is certainly brave to go down the slide with you. Many moons ago Creve Coeur Park had the tallest slide I've ever seen. My Junior Kindergarteners had a blast going down it, but I was really scared!
Are you taking it easy today?

love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 4, 2005 1:13 PM CDT

Hi Ryan: Just wanted to say that we read about you in the Leaf-Chronicle today and wish you much peace and comfort because through GOD all things are possible. Keep the faith and believe because GOD is a miracle worker and seems to step in right on time. You are a precious gift and one of his angel's so you keep your chin up and you fight and as for your Mommy and Daddy please do the same because GOD hears and answers prayers but only in his time. Take care and God Bless each of you...
Truman and Lucy Wood <dianewharris05@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, July 4, 2005 12:45 AM CDT

Ryan, I am so happy to hear that you are having fun. Hope you have a great 4th and keep smiling. Phyllis Riley keeps me posted. God bless you, lots of love from Murrieta, California.
Kathy Wyant <kwyant4@aol.com>
Murrieta, CA Riverside - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:45 AM CDT

Boy kiddo, you sure made me smile this morning when I read about all of the fun you had in your pool and at the fair. I'm so glad that you got to have such an awesome day! I hope that Nana and your daddy are healing from their slide-induced injuries:) Have a wonderful 4th of July, buddy!
Hugs & Smiles from Candy Belanger - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, Mi XOXOXOXOXOXO - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I am new to your site and LOVE it! I have a brain tumor too! Mine is called a GBM. We both can fight this together along with so many others! It sounds like you have had a very busy day! Have a Very happy 4th of July! I am adding you to my prayer list. Remember, God is with you EVERY step of the way and loves you so much.
Take care.
caringbridge/ca/kate
Kate Burke <KBLIFTCH@aol.com>
Santa Rosa, Ca - Monday, July 4, 2005 10:27 AM CDT

OK- I'm tired just READING what all you packed in yesterday!!! Ryan, it sure sounds like you guys know how to live every second of every day. I'm proud of you scaring Uncle Bill into saying "uncle." I really wish the camera crew was at the fair with cameras rolling to record your "Mastercard commercial"- there couldn't be a more effective add campaign than that!!! Dad and Nana, I sure hope your wounds heal quickly- I know how much those burns can hurt, but I bet you will smile looking at them until they clear up, remembering the story behind them.
I just put ChaChi on a bus for a week at camp this morning- my house will definitely be quieter. I will miss her soooo much, but I know how much she loves this camp- it was the highlight of a few of Maddie's summers, too.
Hope you all have a wonderful 4th- I love fireworks- there is something so magical about them.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie

Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, July 4, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

Wow you guys sure know how to pack a ton of fun into one day!!! Sounds like everyone had a great time! Wishing you all a very Happy 4th of July and sending tons of prayers and hugs to our buddy Ryan!
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Monday, July 4, 2005 6:20 AM CDT

HOLY COW....WHAT A DAY!!!!!!! It sounds like you all had sooo much fun. I'm glad you were able to go to the carnival and slide down the BIG slide. I can only imagine how funny you all looked on your second trip down. You had us laughing just reading it.

Uncle Bill....better luck next time with your truck up against the unbeatable Ryan.

I hope tomorrow is a good day for you also kiddo!!!! I Love You! Have a wonderful 4th of July and enjoy the fireworks.

Don't forget to thank all of your Army Buddies for me for helping to keep our independance!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
AUNT MEME AND MIKE <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 11:42 PM CDT

Hi all-
It was nice to speak with Uncle Bill on the phone tonight. Ryan, if you're up to it, you should challenge him to a jeep race- you in the "Manly Jeep" and Uncle Bill in the Barbie jeep. What do you think?
I sure hope you are all enjoying the many visitors- how wonderful for you all to be together!
Talk with you in the morning.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 3, 2005 10:15 PM CDT

Hey Ryan.
I hope your headaches go away really soon. Those suck! I will be praying for you!
God Bless
Emma <woodsfamily@nexicom.net>
Peterborough, ON Canada - Sunday, July 3, 2005 9:06 PM CDT

Hey Ryan -- Keep fighting the fight my friend! You know that you've got LOTS of people praying for you!

Sounds like you had a wonderful birthday! I've never seen so many balloons! You're one special guy to have so many people that care about you.

Big hugs to you.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 9:06 PM CDT

Ryan,
Sounds like you had a wonderful birthday. I don't think I have ever seen that many ballons at one time. We are praying for you and thinking about you every day. I hope you and your family have a wonderful 4th of July. Keep your head up, stay strong, and don't forget to smile. The smile of a hero like you warms that hearts of many. Much love from the Doskal family.
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters, MO - Sunday, July 3, 2005 7:35 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! I just got home from my trip to Colorado and I just had to check in on my little man! Ms. Sharon kept me updated while we were in Colorado after she would talk to Daddy. Ms. Sharon and I have a picture for you from Colorado. I will try and get it to you pretty soon! Love you!
Ms. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
Ft. Campbell , - Sunday, July 3, 2005 6:28 PM CDT

Sending prayers of comfort to you Ryan....hope you don't experience pain and discomfort...just peace and smiles....wishing you all a Happy 4th of July and thinking of you everyday. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Sunday, July 3, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

Ryan, Glad to read that you are feeling a bit better..hope everyday brings you more strength. Hope you see some fireworks this weekend, and that the noise doesn't scare sissy too much! Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
ARmonk, NY USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Just doing one of my daily check-ins to see how you are doing. I was glad to hear that yesterday was a better day. I keep hoping every day is better than the one before. Enjoy the fireworks!!!! I saw some at the Arch last night and it was awesome--kinda like you!
Here's to a good day.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Sunday, July 3, 2005 1:15 PM CDT

Sending lots of prayers and hugs your way. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

We are thinking of you and hoping you have a good holiday. We love you!!
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!!! - Sunday, July 3, 2005 11:49 AM CDT

Hello Ryan
I read your story in the fort campbell Courior. You are a brave little boy, I'm praying for you. I have a little boy who is your age too! Much love and blessings to you!
Amy hiort
Fort Campbell, ky 42223 - Sunday, July 3, 2005 11:01 AM CDT

Hello Ryan and family. Just wanted to wish you a Very Happy Birthday and to tell you that you are always in our prayers. Hope you had a wonderful day, we loved all the balloons. All our Love and Prayers. Eileen and Richard Graham (Lexi's grandparents)

Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Sunday, July 3, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Hi guys,
I'm thinking of you all constantly, and praying for you all as well. Ryan, sweetheart, I'm really hoping that you are headache free and comfortable all day long! So many people are thinking of you and your wonderful family.
Whether it's a sleep on mommy kind of day, or a riding in your manly jeep one, I just want it to be the best it can be for you.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, July 3, 2005 9:07 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just checking in on you lil buddy.
Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Sunday, July 3, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

Mom---I am so glad that God gave you the time to slow down and just let Ryan sleep in your arms. I know you were drinking in every moment listening to him breathing and feeling his heartbeat---nothing could be any more special for either of you!! I always think that the song on Devin's website is so appropriate for all of these kids and families that are fighting every day---none of you ever want to miss a thing!! God Bless you all. I'm praying that today will be a better one for all of you....

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Sunday, July 3, 2005 7:50 AM CDT

Ryan
praying that today is a good running-through-the-sprinkler day!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 3, 2005 6:31 AM CDT

Ryan,
Sorry to hear that you haven't been up to playing much the last couple of days. Hopefully after a dayor 2 of rest you'll be up and about again. Have a wonderful 4th or July.

I Love You ALL!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 11:37 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. I am just checking in to read how you are doing. I hope you have a blast with your family that is visting. Happy 4th of July to you. I am sure you received lots of great and fun gifts. But, you know what, Mom and Dad, Elizabeth and Nana get the best gift of all, they get to be with you everyday! Hugs and prayers.
Chris and Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 4:36 PM CDT

Ryan, you now have over 20,000 hugs! We gave you a lot of them today so you'd have the most of anyone! That's because you're such a special boy!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

Ryan, Elizabeth, Andrea, Phillip and Sherry,
I just rolled out of bed, and I came to check in first thing on my favorite Kentucky family. I hope the pattern continued and that yesterday was a good one- I'll check in on you again later...
Always thinking of, and praying for you all.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, July 2, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Glad you are having good days. Are you ready for the fourth of July?? Devin is. We've got a stockpile of fireworks for the BIG day!!! He and his dad have been letting off a few every night....but the big 'show' will be on the fourth.

Hope tomorrow is great too!!

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 2, 2005 0:05 AM CDT

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Friday, July 1, 2005 10:58 PM CDT

Hugs and Kisses good night.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 10:49 PM CDT

Wow! I am soooo glad to hear that you were able to go run som errands with Mom and Dad so that Nana could have some quality time with Sis!!

I still can't believe how many balloons you got! When we have balloons that loose their helium, our dog LOVES to chase them around and pop them by biting them! It's funny!

Hope you all have a great weekend! Love and kisses to ALL!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 10:22 PM CDT

Sherry it's so good to hear Ryan has been having these good days....you are all in my prayers day in and day out!! Continuing to BEELIEVE.....huggggsssss and love!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Friday, July 1, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

Hi Sgt. Ryan,
I asked all the soldiers I know, and no one has ever heard of anyone having so many balloons. My son Dan, who is 26, would love the Sponge Bob Squarepants one! Isn't that silly that a grown man likes Sponge Bob?!! I hope you had another good day. We love you so much!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

Looks like you had a great birthday I keep track of you daily alway's remember you in my prayers as well as mommy and daddy and baby Elizabeth, hang in there.

Carol&Bob Deien,and Alexis Walker <UBOWL2@BIG-RIVER.NET>
Louisiana, Mo United States - Friday, July 1, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Hey Ryan---way to go---you just keep having those good days--OK???

Nana, I just had to laugh at your comment about being home alone with the "wild child"---we laughed at Kara last year because the same comment was made very often with her. She and her Grandma had lots of together time while Devin was in the hospital so much.....wouldn't trade a minute of it!!

Have a good Fourth of July weekend----and stay well everyone!

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Friday, July 1, 2005 3:14 PM CDT

Keep having wonderful days!! I believe in miracles too! My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, July 1, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Sending hugs and prayers your way.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, July 1, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

Ryan, glad to see you had a wonderful day yesterday, I sure hope you continue having those kinds of days. I hope you have a really good weekend including the fireworks show. You're always in our prayers.
The Stark Family <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 12:25 AM CDT

Hi there Ryan, I'm sending my daily hug your way. I hope you have a great weekend and have fun watching the fireworks on the 4th. Thinking of you always! Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 1, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Hi Ryan--
I visit you every day, and you certainly had a great week. Glad you had a super birthday. Sending lots of hugs and prayers! Have a great July 4th!
Susan <susan0002@netzero.com>
Austin, TX - Friday, July 1, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

We are so glad to hear that you are having some good days. We are thinking about you everyday! With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 10:38 AM CDT

Hi Brudder,
I am having so much fun with all those balloons we got. Your birthday was funner than mine. Nana says that's cause you are 5 and I am only 1.

I want to go on a ride in your jeep again, but next time don't go so fast, pleez brudder - I thought I might fall out!

I Love you big brudder,

Your Little Sister <Elizabeth@loveyou.com>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
So glad to hear you are feeling better.

Your birthday sounds like it was better than last year even! Wait until you are six, then I bet you get 300 balloons!!!

I don't think I can come down to see you this week-end but if I don't, I will definitely be there very soon! I really miss you and Elizabeth and Mommy and Nana - oh, did I forget someone? Oh yes, and Daddy too!!

Glad to hear you are using that "real man's" jeep - I will contribute to the purchase of the Barbie jeep for Uncle Bill-I think it will be the best present he ever received too!

I love you to the moon and back.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
st louis, - Friday, July 1, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Just checking in and admiring the balloons again!! W-O-W that is being surrounded by a lotta love! Way to go Ryan! I wonder how balloons react to being "Blasted"?
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
I am packed and ready to come and get all my kisses and hugs from you and sister. Can't wait to see you all. Hope you are having a great day. Love you all.
Garry, Jody and Emily
Boss, MO - Friday, July 1, 2005 8:36 AM CDT

Thinking of you, Ryan, all the way from Texas. Happy Birthday !
Susan
- Friday, July 1, 2005 8:33 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Hope today is a good one. Today is Devin and Kara's last day of school....then vacation!!!! Yeah!!! Hope you have something special planned for the 4th...like LOTS of fireworks!!!

We'll check on you later,

The Ross Family

Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 8:33 AM CDT

What an awesome display of balloons! I am glad you had a wonderful birthday.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, happy Fourth of July, sweetheart! I hope you have a lot of fun this weekend. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, July 1, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Ryan,
I loved your song! YOu are a very special boy, and very lucky to have so many wonderful friends and family who love you so very much! You're in my thoughts and prayers big guy! Keep on staying strong, and keep on smiling!
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, Ca - Friday, July 1, 2005 0:31 AM CDT

I hope you had a great Birthday!
Have a great weekend!

BROCK'S CARINGBRIDGE PAGE
Amy <amywaggoner@bellsouth.net>
Pinson, AL - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

WoW Ryan all them balloons... Happy Birthday to you !
I am glad you had such a great day and you are doing better In our prayers everyday !
Cathy Perrone <Godchilds@hotmail.com>
woodlawn, tn usa - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:29 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Every time I check on you, you have more hugs!!! Wow, a lot of people must really love you! And now that you are five you might even get more hugs! I can't believe how many balloons you got. That is craziness!!! I'm glad you had a great birthday! I see that Chuck E Cheese has been signing your guest book - VERY COOL! You must be famous! Love you bunches! Sleep tight!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:18 PM CDT

How's everyone today? Sounds like the birthday celebration was full-blown! Ryan, I certainly hope that the good days keep coming!
Give Mom, Dad, Nana, and Elizabeth all a hug, you, too!

I'll check in later...
With love,
CDL- Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, June 30, 2005 6:40 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! There are so many balloons in your picture, it took me a little while to even realize that you are in the picture too! I'm so glad you had a great birthday...wow, 5 years old! Give sissy a big kiss for me and here's a kiss and a hug for you from me XXXOOO!
Love Aunt Tina
Tina <tina.rigger@agedwards.com>
Festus, MO USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Wow what a lot of balloons!!!!!! For a very special guy. Hope you are having fun. Tell Mom, Dad, Nana and Sissy I said hi. Can't wait to see you again. Your are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love ya,
Nonie Vicki
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
So happy to know you had a great birthday! I just love your balloons.
Linda Tienda <j.tienda@att.net>
Clearwater, FL USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 11:53 AM CDT

Hi Cute Stuff,

Hope you are still celebrating today......we like to celebrate birthdays for a long time around here.......

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 11:21 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Happy 5th Birthday!!! 150 balloon for one little boy! That sure is a lot. It sounds like you had a fun filled day yesturday, and that you tired out your mom and dad. You are a great kid, you are so strong and brave! Keep fighting and I will always pray for you and your family.
Sending all of my prayers and all of my love,

Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's Friends <brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, June 30, 2005 11:19 AM CDT

RYAN! You have so many balloons! I've never seen that many in one place before! You are a very lucky little boy. I hope you have a good day again today, and remember you're always in our prayers.
Alissa Stark <alissa06@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:23 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family, God's strength is PERFECT when our strength is all gone...with all the prayers and love going up for you guys, you must feel like superheroes by now! Sounds like the party is going strong...keep celebrating every day!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! I can not beelieve you are already 5 years old :)

Hang in there, and I'm still waiting for my ride on that 4-wheeler. Love you, and tell Mommy and Nana we love them too!
Jenn, Josh & Kaleb Morgan <jennlmorg@jcn.net>
Crystal City, MO - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

I've never seen soooooo many balloons in one place before!!!
All surrounding the amazing Birthday Boy!! So glad you've been having so much fun Ryan!! Hope today is as awesome as the one before!! Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Thursday, June 30, 2005 9:16 AM CDT

Hey kiddo, just checking in to say HELLO!!!! I hope today is a great day for you all. Even better than the last couple have been. Give everyone hugs and kisses from us!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, stay strong, Mom! Prayers are coming your way today from Boston! So glad that Ryan enjoyed his day and did what he wanted to do, playing and enjoying his balloons. Sending lots of love, hugs, and, of course, prayers! Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

Ryan,
WOW what a big bunch of balloons. You are such a special little man. Can't wait to get down there and give you lots of hugs and kisses. Tell mom,dad, sissy, and nanna HI and that we love them also. Praying you have a good day. Hugs and kisses.
Garry, Jody, and Emily
Boss, MO - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Ryan, I have never seen so many balloons in my entire life. You better not hang on to them all at once or you might fly away. I'm glad you had such a good birthday. I hope you have a great day today! Thinking of you always!
Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:03 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. You had an awesome birthday it looks like!! I wish I could be a Sergent and tell everybody what to do and not talk to people on the phone if I didn't want to, that would be too cool!!!I hope you have another really good day. Your song is really cool too. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your whole family.
Chris and Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:36 AM CDT

Ryan, I was thrilled to read what a wonderful birthday celebration you had yesterday.....tell your folks you can handle that kind of treatment and you see no reason to not just keep on celebrating----you're welcomed Mom, Dad, and Nana!! So glad to hear that you are feeling stronger every day---maybe that manly jeep is just what the Dr ordered!!

Love, prayers and good wishes from Oklahoma.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:32 AM CDT

Hi Ryan

mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 5:39 AM CDT

hey buddy, it sure is neat to have so many balloons, i don't think i have ever seen anybody get that many or deserve them more than you do. You are one unique little man. Aunt meme sure knows how to throw a guy a party doesn't she. Make sure the battery is charged up in that jeep, sounds to me like there is a list of people wanting to experience the thrill of a ryan brown jeep ride. I hope today is a good day for you and make sure you get plenty of rest,before you know it i will be there and it will be party time. love ya pal, tell mom,dad,sissy and nana i love them too.see ya soon
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 5:22 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Ryan. Hope you had a good day. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
Rusty & Dolly Howard <rdhdch@fidnet.com>
Lecoma, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:45 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!! Sounds like you had an awesome day! Praying for more and more wonderful days for you! You are the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:29 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan. I hope you enjoyed a wonderful day. Your always in my thoughts!
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

HHHAAAPPPYYY BBBIIIRRRTTTHHHDDDAAYYY to the most amazing 5 year old ever! Lucas wanted me to let you know he thinks that you are a great kid. He loves all of your balloons. We are always thinking of you and your family. Take care.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:41 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

I'm glad you had a good birthday. I can't believe how many balloons you got!! That is awesome!! It looks like they could carry you away...did you try it??

Thanks for the pictures. My mom showed them to us tonight and they are good!

Your friend,

Devin

My site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:35 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! I'm so glad you enjoyed your day...and WOW is that a lot of balloons! Your song is great too. Thank you so much to your family for sharing with us! Love and hugs to all of you.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:19 PM CDT

Sounds like you are having a terrific birthday! Tell your folks thanks for sharing you with all of us! We continue to think of you and pray for you daily.
Lydia Jones <lydia.jones@tmcmed.org>
Blue Springs, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:03 PM CDT

WOW! I can't believe all those balloons. Sounds like you've all had a very busy and fun day.
Ryan, I'm send in a ton of hugs. Hope you have another awesome day tomorrow, and everyday.
Love You
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:57 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!! Wow the big 5- sounds you are having a great day! Don't hold on to too many of those balloons at one time- you might just float away! :)
Hugs

Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, Il - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Hey Buddy!!!!! WOW, that sure is a lot of balloons!!!! You must be someone special to get all those balloons from people who love you so much. Happy Birthday Kiddo! I Love You. Hope you all had a wonderful day.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL HELPED MAKE RYAN'S DAY SO SPECIAL AND HELPED MEET OUR BALLOON GOAL!!! IT SEEMS TO HAVE TURNED OUT GREAT!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, Mo usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:48 PM CDT

WOW!!!!! I don't think I have ever seen so many birthday balloons in one place before----you must REALLY, REALLY, REALLY be loved a lot. Hope your birthday has been absolutely wonderful from beginning to end......

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:22 PM CDT

Ryan,

I have been thinking of you all day birthday boy! I'm glad I made it over here before the day was over to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Do you think your house is going to float away with all of those balloons?!

Here are 5 BIG hugs from the Paulmeno family. We love you big man. Some extra hugs are being sent for mommy, daddy, sissy and Nana.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:44 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!!!!!!! What a big guy you are now! I'm so glad that you have been keeping everyone on their toes! It's always good to do that once in a while! But, have a great rest of the day today! Thumbs up Ryan!
Connie <conniecalvo@earhtlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

Happy Birthday!
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ryan!!!! I hope you have a wonderful day. I love all your balloons!
Suzanne (from the Ships Project) <DMDJOCHS@aol.com>
MD - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Master Ryan Brown!! Man so many balloons I bet you and little Elizabeth will have a ball popping them. I will give you a little secret keep them away from the ceiling fans. Have a great day with mom, dad, Elizabeth and nana. You are all in our prayers.

Aunt Carol
Carol Chason & Uncle Henry - it took him longer to make Sgt than it took you. <hchason@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:04 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
I've never seen that many birthday balloons at one time.
WOW!
You are SO LOVED by so many people!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
St Louis, mo - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 6:37 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 6:28 PM CDT

Whoa!! I think you finally have more hot air in your livingroom than Uncle Bill has in his when he's watching TV! What a wonderful balloon bouquet! My favorite is the one in the middle - looks kind of like a really cute kid! Happy Birthday, Ryan Douglas Brown. You have a lot of love coming to you and more prayers than you can imagine!
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:52 PM CDT

HEY! I just happened to think of a song that we sing in Childrens Church about a hippopotamus, that when you get to see your hippo, you can sing to it..
"In the beginning God made the seas, He made the forest full of trees, He made the mountains way up high, and up on the top He placed the sky. His fingerprints are everywhere, He wants to show how much He cares, so right in the middle He made some fun like the big Hippopotamus that weighs a TON! Hip hip hip hipopotamus, hip hip hooray God made all of us. Hip hip hip hipopotamus, Hip hip horray God made all of us." Yeah! Nana can sing it for you but she has to do the motions while she sings..
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:41 PM CDT

Happy birthday, big guy!! We hope you are having a wonderful day; you deserve it!!
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:38 PM CDT

HAPPY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU RYAN,
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:35 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! I hope you are having a great day with mom, dad, sissy and nana! I hope your birthday wish comes true! Love you all!!!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:09 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Our prayers are with you. Eat some cake for us!!

Cameron�s mom
Cameron's Mom <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to one of the sweetest boys I know. I hope your day your day was as great as we think your are, and personally I think you are the GREATEST!!!!I am praying for many, many, many, many, many more!!! Love to you all.
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:47 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! Have a wonderful day! We're praying for you! We bee-lieve!
Shelly Van B.... <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno, - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!! We hope you have LOTS of fun today, we are all praying for you and sending you our hugs and love
Love: The Hammond's
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:09 PM CDT

Hey buddy, I hope you are having a great Birthday. Will see you again real soon.
Bobbie Smith <scrapwbobbie@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:07 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ryan!!! Just remember to clear the roads of cars and especially motorcycles if that certain uncle decides to take a spin with the Jeep. Love you all.
"Concerned Cititzen"
MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:56 PM CDT

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY RYAN!

I hope you have a Wonderful Birthday Day. Remember, you "are" five now. Five is so much better than four.

Enjoy your cake, enjoy your day. Have lots of fun in the MANLY JEEP. ((((((((BIRTHDAY HUGS)))))))))

May you all have a GREAT day, and many more to follow.

The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

Happy BIrthday, I hope that your day is filled with lots of fun, friends, and love. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Scott Okerlund <okerlundro@wood.army.mil>
Fort Leonard Wood, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

Ryan, Just between you and me, my 4 year old told me she wouldn't want a Barbie jeep!!! So now I know they make those Barbie jeeps just for your uncle.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:36 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ryan! I am glad you are having a wonderful day. Eat lots of yummy cake for me!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

Hello you Manly Birthday Boy! Hope today is as fun as yesterday and you get to chase everyone around in your Jeep!!
Ryan, you continue to amaze me and make me smile! Hugssssss
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

"Happy Birthday" 5 years old today!!! I hope your day is soooooo wonderful. It's great to hear that you are feeling better. Stay strong.
Mary Dicus <arcticcat_27@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again Ryan,

Hope today is a fun filled day with lots of laughs and lots and lots of riding in your jeep. I wanted to be the first to wish you a Happy Birthday today, so I stayed up special last night for a late night wish. I believe it was 1 minute past midnight. Of course, I am paying for it today, especially since I had not slept real well the last couple of nights, but YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless you Big Man, FIVE YEAR OLD, MANLY Ryan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:30 PM CDT

Here I am again, but this time with a wee song for the Birthday Boy....
Hippo Birdie Two Ewes
Hippo Birdie Two Ewes
Hippo Birdie Two EW-ES
Hippo Birdie Two Ewes!!

You already have the hippo, now you just need to adopt a parrot and some sheep!!!
Still thinking of you and sending tons more Hugs from Canada
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:24 PM CDT

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY RYAN
Jeannie Ford <jfordlodge@sbcglobal.net>
Arnold, Mo - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 3:00 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!
Wow you're 5 today!
Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ryan! Hope you have an awesome day!
Jody Vander Hart <jvanderhart1@hotmail.com>
West St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!! I know a cute lil' girl who would like to ride around with you in your jeep. But NO holding hands or kissin!!!!!! :) Enjoy your special day! Lots of hugs,kisses,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:43 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!! Love the cool, manly jeep! Wishing you a terrific day.
Kellie Davideit (www.caringbridge.org/nj/ian) <kelbri27@optonline.net>
Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:12 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Manly Man!
All the very best to you and your family as you celebrate this and every day!
Sara Dornisch <saradornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:09 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG MAN!!! I WISH YOU THE BEST TODAY AND EVERYDAY FOLLOWING. I HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WISHED AND WANTED FOR. YOU WILL HAVE TO TAKE ME FOR A RIDE IN YOUR JEEP. THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:55 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You!! Happy Birthday, God Bless You, Happy Birthday to You!!
Lots of birthday hugs and prayers and best wishes for a very, very special little five year old.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:50 PM CDT

I can't believe you are already 5 years old!! I remember seeing you when you were just a couple of days old. You are growing so fast into such a strong-willed 'little man'! I hope you have a great day and don't worry about running everyone over - they'll get over it! It's YOUR day, do whatever you want!!! With love from BG,
Kayla W. <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, Mo - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:40 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!! We hope you have lots of fun today!!! Sorry there are 8 candles on this cake, we know that your five today though!!! :) You are getting to be a big boy now. ((((Hugs))))

www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin
Caitlin Templeton <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:12 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ryan. Hope your day is full of fun.
Mathew, Tammy, and Jazzy <luvs2havefun2002@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, Ky USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:07 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to you....You belong in a zoo...

Nooo, you don't belong in a zoo, just your hipo, right?

Hope you have a great day!
Brenda Reeder <reederbj@yahoo.com>
Monmouth Junction, NJ - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to you, Ryan! I wish you the very BEST Birthday EVER! Sounds like it starting out to be a FANTASTIC DAY! Have a blast and remember we are thinking about you here in California. Happy Birthday...
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, Ca - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday, Ryan!! Have lots of fun on your special day!
Susan <susan0002@netzero.com>
Austin, TX - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

Happy big 5Th Birthday Ryan.
With Love,
Tincher Family
Paula Tincher and family <pdtinch@tampabay.rr.com>
Largo, FL USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

Hey buddy, barbie jeeps are cool to. That way we can have daddy haul our neat stuff around. Hope you are having the very best day yet, and we know that 5 is just a starting point for many,many more. Tell them all I love them, even dad. love ya
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:15 AM CDT

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY RYAN!! I hope you are having a wonderful day! Thinking of you always. With Love, Hugs & Prayers from WI, Jen
Jen Learman@gapac.com <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:02 AM CDT

Oh what a Happy Happy day. Best Wishes to my most favorite 5 year old. I love you lots, have a wonderful day. Give kisses to Sissy.

Love, Nonie VIcki
Vicki
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Ryan, who is having more fun in the MANLY JEEP, you or daddy? haha I am so glad that you are having so much fun!! Keeping you forever and always in my prayers buddy!!
~HUGS~ Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:49 AM CDT

Happy, happy day! What a glorious day to turn 5! Have the best birthday so far!!!
Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, mo USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

Hey Ry Guy:
Happy Birthday! It is so good to hear that your having some pretty great days lately. I bet you are keeping Nana, Mommy, and Daddy very busy (but happy). Keep smiling and I hope your birthday is the best one EVER!!!!
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:39 AM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY!!!!! I hope you have the best birthday ever today. Being 5 is a great age. You caught up with Ally Cat, she's only going to be 5 for a few more months then she hits the big 6. I'm sending lots of hugs and kisses your way. Your mom and dad are holding them for me so anytime you need one they can give it to you. Thinking of you always!!!
Ashley <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:29 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! Thinking of you today.
Ashley Seratt <aseratt@ycinet.net>
Newbern, TN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

Ryan & Family,
God is so great and I'm extra happy to have found your
caringbridge site today of all day's Ryan's 5th birthday!
Happy birthday to the BRAVEST 5 year old boy I've ever come across.
And I've come across a lot, you see I'm the Mom to Five grown boy's
(All men now) and three grandsons. We too had loved ones living at
Fort Campbell just up until late January our second son Jeff is in the
101st airborne, he, his wife and new son (born @ the base hospital) just
moved back to Calf. Our youngest son Danny is our special caringbridge
story. He is much older than you Ryan so with you being a new 5 year old
I must call you the bravest! We will be following story and praying for your
good health have a very Happy Birthday" little buddy"
Blessing's to all,
BEELIEVING in MIRACLES!!!

Kris
Danny's Mom
www2.caringbridge.org/ca/dannymunster
Kris <ccougarfan@aol.com>
Clovis, Ca - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:14 AM CDT

Hello Ryan,

Soooo glad to read that your birthday is off to such a terrific start!!!!! That is terrific news. I hope your whole day is great. I have to tell you, you made MY day. I went and checked my mailbox and sure enough there were some pictures of the cutest boy in there!!!! Give mom an extra hug or two for sharing. I love them. Devin and Kara are going to be so excited to see new pictures of their favorite Kentucky boy!!!!!!

Happy Happy Birthday Ryan.

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:11 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Hope today is a really good day. I hope you get everything you wish for and more. We are all here thinking about you at the pharmacy.
Love ya ALWAYS!!!
Brittany McManus
Brittany McManus <terranb04@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:07 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RYAN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Have a great day. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

All your friends back in Louisiana, MO are also rejoicing with you as you celebrate your 5th birthday! Your special day made me think back to the first time I met you when you were too little to remember. Mommy and Daddy brought you by our house to visit and you came right to me with a BIG smile on your face and then bounced with your legs on my lap when you seemed too little to be so strong. It is that same strength and determination and beautiful smile that continue to make you a very remarkable boy that continues to bring SO MUCH joy into so many lives. Wishing you a super-duper special and fun birthday!!
Love, Janet, Paul & family
Janet Couch <l-f-f@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!! I'm so glad to hear that you are having some good days. We pray that they continue and we hope that you have the best birthday EVER! Best Wishes. The Landry's
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Happy Birthday!! I love you so much I feel like my heart could explode.
Nana
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:57 AM CDT

Happy birthday Ryan! WOW, you must be really great friends with Chuck E Cheese! Come to think of it, it looks like you have a million friends all over the world! Take care, and have a great 5th birthday.
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

HAPPY FIFTH BIRTHDAY RYAN !!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY !
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:50 AM CDT

Ryan, Happy Birthday have a great day and have lots of fun!! Scott & Wanda Pursifull
Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Happy happy birthday Ryan!!!!
Hope you have an awesome wonderful fun filled day.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Sending you birthday wishes today on your special day.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! WOW to be 5 again! It looks like you are having a great time in that Jeep! God Bless you real good today on your special day!
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:31 AM CDT

Happy Birthday To Ryan! I hope you have a wonderful day! Praying for you & your family.
Lynn
TN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:29 AM CDT

Happy Happy 5th Birthday. Wow! A 5 year old.
Dee, Dick, Austin, Bobby, and T-Rac <titanfan@warpnet.net>
Springfield, IL - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:27 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan~!~!~!~! Hope you get everything you wish for today!!!!!
Ashlie Richard <mcward_ashlie25@yahoo.com>
Lake Charles, LA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:21 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!I am sorry I am a day late. It sounds like you had a great day. You are in my prayers my sweet boy. Say hello to your mom and dad for me. I love you - Michele
Michele Stratton <rstratto@bellsouth.net>
Burns, TN 37029 - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

Happy 5th birthday, Ryan! I hope it is the best one yet!
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

Good Morning!!!!! BIG BIRTHDAY BOY. Just wanted to hop in & wish you the Best Happy Birthday ever. Heard you took your sister for a scary ride, (you little stinker you, Ha! Ha!) You are creating great memories for her & the family. I am so glad to here that you have had some fun & are having some good days. All the kids here wish you Happy Birthday to & wanted to come to your party, but I explained to them that you live very far from us. They said, "That's OK, you can drive us there, Pleassssseeee, (silly little rugrats), they're just to young to understand yet aren't they? Anyway we are gonna have our own party here for your birthday, even though you won't be here, we are gonna pretend you are. (hope that's ok with you). I am sending an Angel to watch over you forever. Love you Ryan. XOXOXOXO ((*_*))

Nana Rosemary

Rosemary Conrow
Bowling Green, Mo. USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:09 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTIE PATOOTIE!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope that today is a day fit for a Sargent, a Fighter AND the strongest Kentucky Cutie I know!!!! Just think of the things you can do now that you are FIVE!!!! I was just giving you 'hugs' and you know what? They were NOT going up by one, nor twos, not even by threes but by FOURS!!! Could anybody be loved more??? I think not. Gotta go and give you more hugs!!! Tons of hugs and lots of love and still BEELIEVING!!!
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:55 AM CDT

YEAH, RYAN!! My favorite soldier is now 5! I can't believe what a big boy you are now. We are all so proud of you and love you very much! Make today the best day ever!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:53 AM CDT

I hope all your birthday wishes come true!
Angel Brynn
Bree <adt0123@hotmail.com>
Drexel Hill, Pa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

Blessings,
Terri ^Friends of Allie - San Diego^
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:50 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!! I hope you, mommy, sissy, and daddy have fun today. I heard you had fun chasing everyone around the yard yesterday in your jeep. Have a wonderful birthday. I love you very much, Papa D
Dennis Williams <djw101046@sbcglobal.net>
Eldon, Mo. USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:46 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!
You tell sissy and Nana, it's a jeep thing...you wouldn't understand! So glad to hear you were out and about showing off your joy for life to the entire neighborhood. Drew said to tell you he is already 5 and we hope you have the best birthday ever - CHA, CHA, CHA!!!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:43 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Sgt Ryan. I love you!
Aunt Kath
Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! So glad to read about all of the fun that you had in the JEEP! Hope you have a wonderful day!
Michael, Lori & Jacob Anderson
St. Charles, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!! I hope you enjoy your day with your family. You are a precious boy. I love you and most importantly, Jesus loves you.
Tina, Hospice Social Worker <tinatomlinson@peoplepc.com>
Hopkinsville, KY USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Happy Happy Happy 5th Birthday Dear Ryan!

I hope you have a wonderful day filled with much fun and laughter! (Although I have to say in your house with your amazing family, every day must seem like a special birthday!)

I think 5 years old is the perfect age, of course I'm biased as a former Kindergarten teacher! LOL!

I hope you can do some more riding in your "manly" jeep and lots of space blasting!

May the sun shine down on you today and leave blessings of good health for the coming year!
We Beelieve in miracles!
Love,
Mrs. K and family

Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:13 AM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU RYAN !!! Hope you have a really good day today and enjoy your birthday. Just remember we are all thinking of you and praying for you always. Once again - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

Debbie Myers <dkbmyers@gmail.com>
Bowling Green, Mo USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

Happy, Happy Birthday Ryan. Being 5 is so cool my kids tell me. You get to do all the stuff big kids do now! Have lots of fun today. Hugs and prayers for you:)
Chris and Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, mo usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:32 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! Hope you have a fun filled day.
We love you,

Phyllis, Mike, Adam & Matthew <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:26 AM CDT

Happy happy happy birthday Ryan!!! Being 5 is sooooo cool!!! Hope you have a great day!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:21 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!! How very exicting to be 5! Enjoy your day. Sending out God's blessings to you and your family.
Melissa <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you have an AWESOME DAY!!!!!!!
Angie Timm <angiet523@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RYAN.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.................

Hoping that today is a super terrific fun-filled day for you, your family and friends because you deserve nothing but the best!!!!!!!

Love you lots Mr. Ryan!!!!

Your friends in Utah,

The Ross Family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.c&c3 --> Ryan,
Hello big man.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! We love you very much. Hope you have a great day and get to eat lots of cake. Love you buddy. Hugs and kisses.
Garry,Jody and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:09 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Sgt. Ryan,
Seems like you have had a lot of fun the past few days, I can't wait to see the pictures. Hope you have a great day today!!! We love you.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On this day, 5 years ago, the world was graced with one of the sweetest baby boys EVER! 5 years later, you continue to touch so many lives- that pure heart, infectious giggle, never-give-up attitude, and boundless joy and love you give to so many... Sargent Ryan Brown, you are a real hero. I wish I were in Kentucky to celebrate with you and that wonderful family of yours(although I am just a girl, and as Uncle Bill suggests, being a girl I'm probably too wimpy to ride in your jeep with you- you're such a daredevil!). But since I can't be with you today, I'm going to do the next best thing. I'm going to tell everybody I encounter today in Minneapolis about you. I'm going to share your story and let them know it's your birthday and I'm going to encourage them to celebrate, RYAN STYLE, with all the energy they have to truly enjoy the day in your honor!
I hope your day is very special- you are very special to me!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:06 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan. I hope you have a great day. Hugs and Kisses to you on your special day :)
Christie, Anson and Tristyn Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! Hope you have a great day today.
Love you very much
Aunt Tina
Tina <tina.rigger@agedwards.com>
Festus, MO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN - I am addicted to your site - but this is the first time I have signed the book. What better day than your birthday to sign. Wishing you the best birthday ever. Love and prayers to you and your family.
Rita Thompson (Justyn's grandmother) <thompr@rpi.edu>
Troy, NY 12182 - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

****Happy Happy Happy Birthday Ryan****
All my friends here at the store wish you the greatest fifth birthday any boy has EVER had! May this day be filled with lots of love and tons of fun! Okay, hit it Helen, Munch, Jasper and Pasqually ----- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU --- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU --- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RYAN --- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOO YOUUUU!!! We all send our love on your special day and may it be filled with magic!
Your friend always,
Chuck E Cheese, Helen, Jasper, Munch & Pasqually
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:25 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Ryan!!! I continuing believing in miracles, because in fact, you ARE a miracle!! May all your birthday wishes come true.
Heather <hollybelle7376@earthlink.net>
Howard, Ohio - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:17 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Ryan! I am coming to you from Devin's site. I hope you have a fun-filled day!
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@cs.com>
Lithia, fl USAtt - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:16 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, dear Ryan! May you have a WONDERFUL birthday today, full of fun and all good things! I believe in miracles, Nana. You are ALL in my prayers. Much love and hugs to Ryan, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:12 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Ryan. You are a blessing to all who know you. I love you,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan, Happy Birthday. Hope you have a wonderful, fun day. Hugs and kisses. Love you. You are always in my heart and prayers. Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 6:09 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!

My this day bring you such wonderful things...feeling good and fun times with your family and friends. Have a happy day!!!!
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 6:06 AM CDT

happy birthday to you Sgt. Ryan, little buddy, big guy, cutie, sweetie pie, Man you sure have a lot of names all these women are going to have you spoiled. I hope today is your best day so far and that it is just the beginning of many more. It is good to know that all the driving lessons daddy gave you took so well. Sissy is just a girl and they don't know how you real men drive do they. Make sure the batteries are charged in that jeep and we will go out and cruise the boulevard for sweeties this weekend. Have a really super day today, and get lots of rest after the parties are all over. Don't eat to much cake and ice cream, chuckie cheese pizza, chicken nuggets, drink to much(juice boxes) are dance to late into the night. I am really looking forward to seeing you this weekend and then we will have some real fun. Tell mom,dad, sissy and nana that i love them and they had better not be mean to the birthday boy today cause this is your special day for a special little man. Love you buddy
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:16 AM CDT

Hi Birthday Boy!
Have a wonderful Family Celebration today!
Birthday Blessings, Ryan!
Mrs. Pam
xxoo <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:49 AM CDT

*****HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!*****

I pray this is your best birthday EVER, and that you are able to fully enjoy your special day! Lots of love and prayers.....coming your way!

Love,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net >
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:34 AM CDT

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN,

I hope that today you have the greatest time in all you life. You have a FUN day today. God Bless

Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 0:01 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! Happy Birthday to YOU! You are 5! (a whole hand)
You friend, Devin Ross, told me about your birthday. I hope you have a VERY nice day. Take Care!
Sam in Salt Lake
Samantha Stults <samstults@hotmail.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 11:31 PM CDT

Happy birthday Ryan! Praying for you and your family.
Rachel
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 11:08 PM CDT

Praying without ceasing.
June <junehumphrey@yahoo.com>
Goodlettsville, TN - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

Ryan, enjoy your birthday tomorrow! And try not to run over to many people :) But after the 1st couple, they will learn to get out of your way !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!! Be sure to take a couple minutes out of your busy day tomorrow and update your webpage! maybe you can sneak on here and write your own update!
Misty <misty79_98@shighway.com>
MO - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 10:58 PM CDT

Happy birthday Ryan! May your day be very very blessed.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

Its so GREAT to hear that you have been putting more miles on that jeep of yours! Keep on riding! Happy Birthday! We keep beelieving.
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, Ca - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:54 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Sgt. Ryan! I'm so happy you're five now! Tell everyone they have to obey you all day. You are the boss! Tell Mommy to give you a hug and kiss for me.

Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:36 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Ryan, Happy Birthday to you!!! Today you are five years old!! Yahoo..Wishing you and your family a wonderful day filled with happiness and love. Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Ryan!! I check your website every day and I sure enjoy reading about your good days. It sounds like you have such fun. You are an amazing little boy with a wonderful family. You are always in my prayers. I am praying for your miracle.
Pat Jernigan <roypatj@aol.com>
Columbus, GA USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Hi, I'm not sure if I have ever signed in or not but have been following Ryan's journey for a long time. I just wanted to let you all know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Happy Birthday Ryan. Wow!! 5 years old?? How cool is that?
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:05 PM CDT

Ryan,

I'm not sure if you remember me, but I did your birthday party at Chuck-E-Cheese's last year! I wanted to say I hope you have a wonderful 5th birthday!!! My brother, who is turning 6 on Thursday, has been looking at your website everyday with me. He wants to say: "I want to be your friend and Happy Birthday." My mom has looked everyday also and is praying for you and your family. Have a GREAT day tomorrow!!!
Jessica <titansgirl1987@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 7:46 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
Five hours from now
you will be five!
Whoopee!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 7:39 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!! Wow! You and Elizabeth sound like you had alot of fun in the Jeep today!! I think it's so cute how she helps Nana Sherry do the laundry too! :)
Keeping you close in my heart and prayers buddy...HUUUGGGGGSSSS!!!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!! HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY WITH MOM,DAD,SISSY AND NANA. WE ARE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY. XOXOXOXOXOXOX (HUGS AND KISSES). WE LOVE YOU LOTS.
The Tindall Family <cindysells4u@sbcglobal.net>
Festus, Mo usa - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS praying for the birthday boy!! Sending hugs and birthday wishes!!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 4:41 PM CDT

Have a wonderful 5th birthday Ryan. You are the man.
Praying for you and all your wonderful caring family.
Leslie from Fort Worth Texas
Leslie <faithinhim99@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth , TX USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 3:48 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! Sounds like you are having a great day today. I'm so happy for you! Hope tomorrow is even better! Happy B-day pal (one day early)!! You're in my thoughts & prayers. Sending Love & Hugs from WI, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

Hey Ryan and family,

I found your page from Devin's. You are such a cute little boy. Sounds like you are having a great time riding around in the yard. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
We'll come back often to check on you.

BROCK'S CARINGBRIDGE PAGE

<amywaggoner@bellsouth.net>
Pinson, AL - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 2:54 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Boy, reading about your sis hanging on for dear life, brought back lots of memories. You and Cheyenne are a couple of WILD drivers, I guess. Around here, it was always me Hanging on for Dear Life!!!!!!

Keep that battery charged, both in your jeep and you. God Bless.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

YEAH YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE BIG "50"! OH SORRY THAT'S NANA IN A FEW MONTHS DOWN THE ROAD. YOU HANDSOME YOUNG MAN ARE GOING TO BE THE BIG"5"! MY GOODNESS, THAT IS SUCH A NEAT AGE. I SHOWED THE FIVE AND SIX YEAR OLDS IN MY SUNDAY SCHOOL CLASS YOUR PICTURES AND THEY ALL SAID A VERY SPECIAL PRAYER FOR YOU TO GET BETTER AND HAVE FUN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. SOUNDS LIKE YOU BETTER WATCH THE SPEED LIMIT IN YOUR JEEP. DO YOU HONK YOUR HORN TO MAKE PEOPLE GET OUT OF YOUR WAY OR DOES NANA RUN ALONG YELLING"CLEAR THE ROAD, SPEED DEMON ON THE LOOSE!" I LOVE LOOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES! GIVE MOM, DAD, ELIZABETH AND NANA A REAL BIG HUG FOR ME PLEASE. I LOVE YOU ALL. AUNT CAROL
CAROL MCCAIN <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

Happy early birthday Ryan. I hope you have a good day today and an even better one tomorrow! You are always in our prayers.
Chris, Cindy, Alissa, Alexa, Collin and Caden Stark <alissa06@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO 63353 - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 2:02 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

I'm glad you are feeling good!!! Hurray for YOU. Keep everyone on their toes around there...thats what little boys are supposed to do!!!!

Hugs

The Ross Family

Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 2:00 PM CDT

Hey big guy, sounds like another repeat of yesterday. it is so good to hear about you and know you are having these good day's. Have a really happy and fun big#5 tomorrow and save some energy for me this weekend. Mom said I couldn't send you any toys, but she didn't say i couldn't take you out and buy some. Love ya big guy, tell mom,dad,sissy and nana i love them to. see ya this weekend.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 1:06 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I understand that you're having a Birthday tomorrow... well congratulations and I hope it's a great day for you and your family. We're all so proud of your strength Ryan. You are a wonderful young man. Hugs to you today and always from Sacramento California.
Karla Weinzheimer <karla@staff-tech.net>
Sacramento, CA Sacramento - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 1:05 PM CDT

Sending lots of love, prayers, and hugs for you, sissy, mom, dad, and nana!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 12:03 AM CDT

WOW--just one more day and you will be a big five year old!! Happy, happy birthday in advance!! Hope tomorrow you are feeling good and get to do lots of fun things on your big day---although, I have to admit, Chuckie Cheese will be hard to top!! My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!! YOU ROCK BUDDY!
You are my Hero!! You have a GREAT day on your 5th birthday and hope you know that here in Kansas City, Missouri, we think YOU ROCK!!! Happy Birthday man. You are the COOLEST!! :)
Laura Blunt <laurablunt@yahoo.com>
Liberty, MO USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 11:29 AM CDT

Happy ALMOST Birthday Ryan!! Hope you have lots of fun on your special day! In my Prayers

Misty <misty79_98@shighway.com>
MO - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 10:18 AM CDT

Only one day to go! I know there is a lot of excitement building at your house. It is soooo good to hear of these good days. Climbing the cabinets can be a good thing in Ryan's case. We're glad to hear of it. Still praying for you guys. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning @sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 10:08 AM CDT

Oh boy Ryan!!

The big "5" is only hours away. I'm sure there's excitement building at your house today. I'm going to be making a wish for you here, hopefully while your wishing on your birthday cake and blowing out candles, for lots of fun and good days ahead for you and all of your family. My prayers will never stop. Happy day before the big day, Ryan.
Dot O'Connor <dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:47 AM CDT

Ryan, So glad to hear that you are having good days!! Just one more day until your 5th birthday hope you have lots of fun on your big day. Always in our thoughts and prayers. Scott & Wanda Pursifull

Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:32 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, WOW only one more day til the BIG 5. I remember when I turned 5. Well not really but I'm sure I had fun, as I hope you do too. So good to hear you were up and around yesterday. Hope today is just as good and tomorrow even better.
Love You
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

Ryan, You are such a STRONG little man. YOu shock us very day and show us how strong you really are. You keep smilling for us you have such a nice smile. We are wishing you the happy happy early birthday.

Thinking of you all,

Crissy Hoskins(Hurd) <jckhoskins@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO 63353 - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Hey Ryan!!!! I hope your 5th b-day ROCKS!!!!! I'm always prayin for you and thinking of you!!
STAY STRONG!!!!
<3LOVE<3
Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor <colls724@aol.com>
Springfield, PA USA! - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:10 AM CDT

Hey, Sgt. Ryan! Only one more day until you're 5. I remembered when you turned 4! You're such a big boy now and a soldier, too. That is soooo cool. My friends are signing your guestbook. You have the whole Ships Project praying for you, Mommy, Daddy, Elizabeth, Nana Sherry, and all the rest! We all love you so much! Please give Mommy and Daddy hugs for me, and Sissy and Nana, too.

Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:49 AM CDT

Good Morning Cutie Patootie!!
Happy Day Before Your Birthday!!! WOW gonna be 5!! It seems to me that it is required of ALL 5 year olds to TARGET all Uncle Bills with Space Blasters...especially in ambush situations....hoping that today is as good as yesterday and that tomorrow is even better! Thinking and praying for the cutest almost 5 year old I know!! Sending TONS and TONS of hugs from Canada
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:48 AM CDT

Wow, Ryan, I ate at Burger King yesterday, too! I am glad to hear you had a great day. Gosh, one more day until the big day!!!!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:43 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan, We just saw your picture on your website. What a handsome guy you are! Hope you have a great birthday - we'll be thinking about you. Ellen, from the Ship's Project told us about you. Here is a great big hug from us to you and your family. Take care - We love you.
Barb Melton and family <wmelton@new.rr.com>
Marinette, WI USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

My family is praying for yours every night. I have a little girl, who turns 1 on June 30. Happy Birthday Ryan a day early, but its really your birthday week!

God bless you - I was link to your page via Maddie P's.
Karla Clow
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

HAPPY ALMOST BIRTHDAY, RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From reading Uncle Bill's message, sounds like yesterday was a pretty good day- I sure hope so!

Hope today is filled with peace and contentment.
Give Mommy, Daddy, Nana and Elizabeth all a hug from me- oh, and one for yourself, too, of course!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie

Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you and your family Ryan. Wishing you all the best.

Shirley Atkinson <satkinson67@yahoo.com>
West Point, NY USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

Thinking of you...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:03 AM CDT

Thoughts and prayers for you today and everyday. Take care little buddy.
Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com>
Roswell, Ga - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

Hello Mr. Ryan,

Just had to stop by and wish you a happy Tuesday!!

Always thinking of you buddy,

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Hi Ryan wanted to say hi and wish you a Happy 5th Birthday!! Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of hugs sent your way, wishing you another good day!! :)
Tammy LaBrecque <tlab3275@comcast.net>
Fairhaven, MA USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 6:49 AM CDT

Hey big guy, good to hear you had another good day and you and nana were playing ball while i was talking to her. It was good to hear her tell you to get back on the couch. It is even better to hear all of them talk about you getting up and walking around on your own. You have always been the strongest little man i have known. Big birthday is tomorrow and you will be 5 years old. There is not another 5 year I know of with the strength and love that you have. Rest up today and get ready for that big birthday and then i will see you this weekend, we have to keep our july 4th tradition going on. Tell mom,dad,sissy and nana I love them and especially you.But you have to promise no ambushes with the wicked space blaster.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 5:20 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
We pray for you lil man. Hope you are feeling good today.

Ronnie, Nina & Tem <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
Europe, - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 1:11 AM CDT

Hello Ryan, I wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday. Hope you gets lots of fun presents and a yummy cake with candles. I am a member of ShipSupport and help make items for the soldiers. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Elizabeth Zang <sheeptosweater@msn.com>
San Ramon, CA United States - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:42 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I am a member of the "Ships Project" and read that you will be having your BIG 5 year birthday in 2 days. Please have a big piece of cake and ice cream for me. Hope you get lots of fun presents. We will say a prayer that you will be able to sleep better at night so you can get some rest to feel better and play longer.

Love, The Ladner Family
Karen Ladner <karengms@excite.com>
Oceanside, CA USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:14 PM CDT

Hey Littel Buddy Ryan I just wanna to wish u a Very Happy Birthday since i wont be in town im going to Daytona for the Nascar Race. Havent seen u in a while . Hope all is going well I hope u get to feeling better cause u got to make it to the poker run next month Talk to u soon Love always Wes
wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
hopkinsville, ky - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:52 PM CDT

Happy Happy Birthday Ryan! Being 5 means you're a big boy now! That's what I tell my 5 year old son, Chris. He had his 5th birthday at Chuck E Cheese, too! It's his favorite place. We're sending you lots of great big hugs and prayers from Las Vegas, Nevada! We believe in miracles! Stay strong little buddy!
Michelle Rhodes
Las Vegas, NV USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:51 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Wishing you a Happy Happy Birthday a couple of days early. And a whole bunch of hugs. I will keep you and your family in my positive thoughts.
Cynthia Obrzut from Ship Support <wichesstiches@msn.com>
Warren, MA USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:48 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Hope you had a good day and got some rest. Did Mom and Nana get those errands run today? I'm sending you lots of hugs. Wow, I see even Chuck E Cheese signed your book. How special. I bet he's still smiling about seeing you for your big day and helping to celebrate. Love you
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:24 PM CDT

Heard about you from the Ship Support and sure hope you have a great, happy birthday, being five is alot more fun then being four..I am sure you will find out for yourself.Lots of hugs,Pat in TN
Patricia Pennifield <ppennifield@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:51 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Hope you have a super birthday! Did you see how many hugs you have??? WOW!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:23 PM CDT

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:55 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

We finally got your card sent today. How many birthday cards do you think you'll get?? I bet bunches. Cute boys always get lots of cards and you definetely qualify as cute!!!

Just thought we should drop off some more hugs...

xoxoxo

and some kisses too!!!!

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 8:52 PM CDT

Just dropping off some more hugs. Ryan, have you blasted Nana Sherry lately?? I'm sure she needs it!!
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, Andrea, Nana Sherry, and Elizabeth,

I am glad to read that Ryan has had a good day yesterday and today. I hope he has many more beautiful, pain-free times and that he will be healed.

God bless you all!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:16 PM CDT

Hey little man, Hope this finds you had a good day. Hope you are keeping Nana busy with reading stories and coloring pictures, we don't want her to get into any trouble. I can't believe only 2 days to the big birthday. I can't believe you are going to be 5 years old. That means your mom and dad are getting old. and Nana is getting even older. But that is ok, we sure are glad to see you have another birthday. I hear Chuck E Cheese thinks you are pretty special. I may get to come see you in a week or so. Give Elizabeth and mom and dad and of course Nana big hugs and kisses.
I love you very very very very very very very MUCH !!!!!
Gram Bet (Nana's old best friend) <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, MO USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

Hello Ryan, we heard about you through the Ships Project and send you hugs from Illinois. It is hot, hot, HOT here!!
Kathie
- Monday, June 27, 2005 7:59 PM CDT

Just dropped off a bunch of hugs!
Brenda Reeder <reederbj@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

2 more days until your big day..wanted to get my wishes in now because I am sure your guestbook will be very busy on your special day! Sending lots of hugs from NY to a great guy and his wonderful family. Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

Greetings and prayers from central Kansas, wish you could see the wheat fields, they are beautiful. Take care and we'll be thinking of you. Love.
Marilee Paynter <cpine@gbta.net>
Otis, Ks USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 5:37 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. Sounds like you had a wonderful pre-birthday, birthday party. Gald to hear you could enjoy most of the day. And what a surprise, Chuckie Cheese was there! How special is that. Just want to let you know I'm thinking about you and praying for you. Tell Daddy it's nice to see him responding once in awhile to all the mail you are getting. Tell him, Mommy and Elizabeth that they too are in my prayers. Love you Ryan and can't wait to hear how your for real birthday with your family is. Maybe that will be a day to just kick back and watch the day go by. A little quiet time. What! you say not. Hugs and Kisses. Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Monday, June 27, 2005 5:01 PM CDT

Oh my gosh! Only two days to Ryan's birthday? I better get moving. Let's see: how about some hugs from New Jersey for now. And maybe a surprise or two later on.

Betty Nolan (Ships Project) <mamapuff0127@aol.com>
Voorhees, NJ USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 4:50 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! I work here at the Saint Louis Zoo, and boy, our
hippos are still trying to win the contest of who gets to be
adopted by you! They've started a splashing contest - whoever
can make the biggest splash gets to be your hippo!

Still thinking about you, kiddo.
Katie <stlbuckeye@aol.com>
Saint Louis, MO USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 4:44 PM CDT

Hey Buddy!!! Just sitting here thinking about you and showing my family your pictures. Jacob wanted me to tell you "hi". Tell your daddy to do push-ups.

Love, Shawn, Becky and Jacob Umbrell
Shawn Umbrell <sumbrel@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan. I saw the messages at the Ships Project for you and wanted to tell you to keep on keeping on! There are a lot of people pulling for you and praying for you. I'm so sorry you have to go through this, but I hope everything works out for the best and you get a cure. Keep up the good work and I hope you are feeling better.
Catherine F. Clark <cccquilter@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL 60618 - Monday, June 27, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I just wanted to say hi and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope today was a good day for you. I heard about you from Ellen with the Ships Project. You are a very very brave young man!
Suzanne from Ships Project <dmdjochs@aol.com>
MD - Monday, June 27, 2005 4:25 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I hope you are feeling good enough today to go outside and see the beautiful picture God painted across the sky just for you. He can out-color all of us!! It is bright and sunny (and VERY humid, of course) here in MO. Get lots of rest...only 2 more days til the big 5!!!!!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:55 PM CDT

Hi Ryan!
I'm sending you hugs all the way from Edmonton, Alberta, Canada!
Tracey
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

I�m glad to see that Ryan is such a fighter, he is a true miracle! Glad to see that so many good things are coming your way! Take care and enjoy your birthday Ryan, I am sure it is to be a very special one.
Love Lisa
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:41 PM CDT

Hey Buddy! Just sending some love and prayers to you and letting you know your friends in Florida are thinking of you and your family!!! Glad you had a nice long rest...hope today is a good day for you.
Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:39 PM CDT

Sending big hugs from New Jersey
Tina Riga
Somerset, NJ USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:23 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, Birthday greetings and my prayers are with you. I belong to the Ships Project and knit hats for Marines so I am sending my prayers for you to heaven on knitted angel wings. Much Love to a dear boy!
Shirley Cropcho <honeybun@relymail.com>
Lower Burrell, PA USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:06 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! WOW - Saturday was so much fun! I'm so glad I was able to visit and play games with you. You are very special Ryan and I want you to know I LOVE YOU very much. Stay strong and always SMILE!
Your friend, Chuck E Cheese
Chuck E Cheese
Clarksville , TN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I just asked Jesus to let you feel that He is with you.
A Ships Project Grandma
Priscilla Arnett <arnett73@earthlink.net>
Cape Canaveral, FL USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I just heard about you today from The Ships Project. I hope you are having a good day.
Anne
Ky USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:32 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I hope you have a GREAT day today! Hugs, hugs and more hugs to you!
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:25 PM CDT

I'm always thinking about and praying for your little guy.

Hugs!
Maria <mwright121@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:19 PM CDT

Prayers from South Carolina.
Lori Tripp <GRALLYGRIPPER@YAHOO.COM>
Fountain Inn, sc - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:14 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Just stopping by to drop off some hugs!!!

Lots of love being sent to you buddy,

Alisa &
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 1:58 PM CDT

Hello, Ryan, from Massachusetts. Happy birthday!!!
Lu
Acton, MA USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 1:57 PM CDT

Hi little man. Boy, it sure sounds like you have had a busy and exicting weekend. Make sure to get a lot of well deserved rest so you can fill up on cake and ice cream again on Wednesday! You are such a cutie and make us all count our blessings. Constant prayers and hugs to you.
Chris and Cindy Stark <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 1:47 PM CDT

Happy Birhtday Ryan!!! Happy Birthday Ryan!!!Happy Birthday Ryan!!!

www.caringbridge.org/pa/ourlittleangel
Holly & Hannah Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Bevaer Falls, PA USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 1:46 PM CDT

Hi there Kentucky cutie! If I were there, I am sure you could sit on my lap and drain me of hugs, but since I am not, here you go. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, You are hugged! We have added your name to our list of prayers. You are so blessed to have a wonderful group of people to support you during this time. Happy Birthday Ryan!!! :):):):):):):)
Ed, Lynne and Elizabeth <lylankfo@wfu.edu>
Germanton, NC USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

Ryan, I check on you several times during the day and each time that I think of you I say a little prayer; thanking God for you and your wonderful family. I hope you're gearing up for you birthday. Rest up and feel well for the celebration.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Sending lots of hugs from HOT, HOT, HOT Arizona. (it was 114 degrees the other day!)
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
mesa, az USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 12:25 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, I am glad you had a nice weekend. Have a happy early birthday. We are all thinking of you and your mom and dad. God bless you all.
Crissy Hoskins(Hurd) and family <jckhoskins@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, June 27, 2005 12:13 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, sending you hugs and many prayers. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, June 27, 2005 12:11 AM CDT

Great to hear that you had such a wonderful day! Continuing to pray for your family; hoping to visit again this week. Thanks for the updates Nana!!
Rachel <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, June 27, 2005 12:00 AM CDT

Prayers...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 11:55 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking and praying for you little guy. Stay strong. Give Mommy and Daddy a hug for me you all need them. Love you guys.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:52 AM CDT

Ryan
I am so happy to hear that you had a great birthday party! Keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers!
Melissa Gilpin <gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:37 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, ID - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

Hello Brown family. How great that Ryan is up and moving around today. We sure do love to read those kinds of updates. We are praying and hoping for a miracle everyday. What a strong little guy you have. We check everyday and night! Staystrong!
www.caringbridge.org/mo/jordanmumma
Charlene and Jordan Mumma <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO usa - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:31 AM CDT

Hi Ryan just letting you know you are thought of and prayed for in California. Stay strong.
Amanda
Glendora, CA USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

hey, hope you are feeling better so you can enjoy your birthday! wishing you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance.
(((hugs)))
sheila
sheila bohannon
rogersville, mo - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:24 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, we are sending hugs,kisses,snuggles and lots of love too. Is Nana allowed to talk yet? :) You are so funny! Have a fun day! Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:16 AM CDT

Wow! Ryan, I've never seen anyone get as many hugs as you're getting. We give you at least a hundred every day, and it looks as if everyone is giving you hugs! I think you must be the most popular boy in the world! We know you're the most popular soldier! Mommy sent me some pictures of all of you, and you are one handsome young man!
We love you and always pray for you.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

What a birthday celebration! Not everyone gets a personal visit from Chuck E. Cheese, not to mention their own hippo at the zoo. You are such a special little boy. I hope the actual birthday is a special day for you and your family. Have a good day today and sleep well tonight. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:05 AM CDT

Hugs and prayers from Oklahoma. Your birthday countdown is really getting close now.....gets lots of rest so you can feel good and really enjoy it when it gets here.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Oh I forgot.....Sending you a million hugs!
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, CA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Ryan and Family,
I have been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers a lot lately. Keep on fighting, Ryan! You are doing an awesome job at staying strong and keeping that beautiful smile on your face. With your great family and friends I bet its pretty easy to keep up with that great smile! From what I can see, you have many friends and family pulling for you and sending all the positive energy and strength your way. Much love and prayers
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Westminster, CA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Stay strong bro. We are all prayin for you.
Patrick Elliott <p_elliott_10@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO US - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:24 AM CDT

hi ryan!!
you dont know me but i check up on your site daily. i just wanted to say happy birthday and i hope your feeling GGGRRREEEAAATTTT today! keep growin strong!! (HUGS)from IL
ashley
ashley white <Kimmerzmail@sbcglobal.net>
carpentersville, IL USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Checking in...
I'm sending all the positive healing energy and prayers I can muster to you all.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:42 AM CDT

Just checking in on our favorite little boy this morning!! :0)
Ryan..it sounds like your birthday celebration was a blast!!!
Love, Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear6@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Ryan,Elizabeth, Andrea, Phillip and Aunt Sherry,
I hope you all are having a good day today . May God comfort you all at this trying time and bring peace.Ryan I hope you are free of the headaches today.We love you and are praying for you all. Ryan we send you lots of hugs and kisses. Love and kisses to you all.
Garry, Jody, and Emily
Boss, MO - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just checking in on you. Sounds like you had an awesome birthday. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers buddy
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:09 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, It sounds like you had a wonderful birthday celebration! I wish I could have joined you.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Hope you are rested up from that big party!!! We are thinking of you today.

The Ross Family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 7:46 AM CDT

Hey big guy, hope you rested yesterday and those headaches stayed away. Saturday was a big day for everyone and sunday was a day you and all the gang should have rested. Lots of hugs and kisses and tell mom,dad,sissy and nana I love them to for me. You are one amazing young man.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 5:14 AM CDT

Hi Ryan!
I've been away since last Monday and I've missed checking in on you, buddy. I'm glad you had a nice weekend with your family and friends. My son went to a birthday party today and he won a disk shooter and I immediately thought of you and your surprise ambushes on everyone:) Keep up that winning spirit...you are such a brave kiddo. I'm giving you LOTS of hugs as I'm typing this and I'm going to keep giving you more to make up for all of the hugs I missed out on while I was gone. Here's an extra big one for you too... ((((((((((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Hugs, smiles & prayers from Candy - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , MI XOXOXOXOXOXO - Monday, June 27, 2005 0:27 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just stopping in to give you some big hugs and let you know I'm praying. Sounds like you had a great birthday party on Saturday, and I hope you had a nice Sunday as well. Love and hugs to you and your entire family.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 0:07 AM CDT

Keeping you in my prayers as I head to bed...sending lots of ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Sunday, June 26, 2005 11:11 PM CDT

I always check in before heading to bed... since my bedroom is such a mess, I guess I'll go clean it and check in after that to see what's been happening with my favorite Kentucky family.
Hope you got the r&r I requested for you all today.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, June 26, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

Sweetheart, I am praying that God will wrap His loving arms around you and your family. God Bless.
Connie Clatt <tomakeadifference2001@yahoo.com>
Palmyra, Mo Marian - Sunday, June 26, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for you Ryan as well for your family. I will be praying for a miracle for you and also that we will all see God working in you. God bless you Ryan. You are special in God's eyes.
Noah Clatt <gma_gpa_clatt@hotmail.com>
Palmyra, Mo. Lewis - Sunday, June 26, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

What a birthday party!! Wow!! Ryan you deserve the very best and I'm so very glad you had so much fun and all the special visitors...especially Chuck E Cheese!!
Praying for comfort and easy breaths...praying for all.
Love and Hugs,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Sunday, June 26, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

Ryan,
Wow...a personal visit by Chuck! You are such a special little man! Glad to hear that your open house was so much fun! Hope that you sleep well tonight and don't have any more trouble catching your breath. Love and kisses to you, sissy, Mom, Dad, and Nana!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 26, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

Chuck E. Cheese at your house...oh my goodness!! Drew has been trying to figure out all day how he can get to KY to celebrate with you. I told him it was pretty far away so he has decided we should take Grandma's car because it goes the fastest! We are praying for deep, cleansing, healing breaths for the whole family!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Sunday, June 26, 2005 5:16 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, Nana Sherry, Andrea, and Elizabeth,

I have just viewed Ryan's Smile Quilt. It is beautiful. I saw many dogs on the quilt. I have always loved dogs, and I gather that Ryan does, too. Toward the bottom of Ryan's quilt is a pair of dachshunds. They are my all-time favorites.

I remembered Ryan at church this morning beneath our Jesus and the Children stained glass window. The window was installed last summer, and I have used it, from the beginning, to pray for CaringBridge kids. It is a privilege to add Ryan to those children.

If Ryan and Elizabeth have a token from their baptisms, try to show it to them often, or display it, where they can see it. In our church, everyone in the parish signs a certificate, saying we will support the newly baptized in his/her new life in Christ. The certificate is framed and given to the family immediately after the parish coffee hour. Our parish also gives everyone a baptismal candle to be lit annually on the anniversary of baptism. Ryan and Elizabeth may have these, a baptismal shell, a cross, a baptismal booklet, and/or photos.

God bless all of you on this, Ryan's fifth birthday! May he have many more.

Grace, peace, and love,

~Colette~

Gratefully. Faithfully. Peacefully.
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Sunday, June 26, 2005 3:13 PM CDT

Hi Mr. Ryan,

Glad you had such a great day yesterday...hope that Chuck E. Cheese didn't wear you out too much!!! I bet he is a fun guy to hang out with!!

Thinking of you little buddy!!

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 26, 2005 11:11 AM CDT

Prayers for entire family.
Corella Thorbeck <cthorbeck@aol.com>
Plymouth, MN - Sunday, June 26, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Good morning Ryan and all. Sounds like the house got rocking after Ms. Chrystal and I left. I pray you had a good night. I just wanted to check in and see how things were going. I promised you yesterday that I would sign in each day. I may not be able to this week while I am in Colorado, but don't think that I am not thinking about you and your gang. I had better go iron and start packing for my trip. Luv you!!!!
Ms. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
Ft. Campbell , KY - Sunday, June 26, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Wow Ryan,
Sure sounds like yesterday was filled with lots of fun and great surprises!!! I sure wish I had gotten my act together and been there to celebrate along with everyone. You certainly know how to have a good time.

I am thinking of you all, and keeping you always in my prayers.
I hope the day is restful- sounds like you could all use a little r&r.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, June 26, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Wow Ryan---sounds like lots of people love you all over the world. I am so glad that you had such a good time yesterday!! Sending lots of hugs and prayers and birthday wishes from Oklahoma.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Sunday, June 26, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

Ryan,
WOW! What a day you had. I am glad you felt good enough to enjoy it. I hope you have a great day today also. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses and birthday wishes. Love to you all.
Garry, Jody, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Sunday, June 26, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Hi Ryan
Sounds like your birthday celebration was a great one!
Chuck E. Cheese had a lot of fun, didn't he?
You know what? All four hippos at the St. Louis Zoo wanted
to be yours. So, they had a contest to see who could sing
"Happy Birthday, dear Ryan" the loudest. They all jumped in their
pool and tried singing under water. That wasn't easy. I wonder who won!
love and prayers
Mrs. Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 26, 2005 7:40 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Plus One!

Dear Ryan,

This is the greeting we use in our family on the first day past a birthday. We say the same, with plus two, on the second day, and the same with plus three, on the third day, as birthdays are too special to be over in a day.

I hope you had lots of fun at Chuck E Cheese, and I hope your mom took lots of pictures.

I have looked at your photo page, and you really are an earth angel!

God bless you always!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Sunday, June 26, 2005 5:19 AM CDT

Boy Ryan,

Quite a day it sounds!!!! I have never met Chuck E Cheese, boy you are lucky. Wish I could have been there today, just to watch you have fun!!!! I hope that tomorrow is an even BETTER day. God Bless you little man, and your whole family.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, June 26, 2005 0:39 AM CDT

Ryan,
Sounds like you had a great birthday party. Zach had his 9th birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese's. You have your very own hippo? How lucky you are. All the kids will envy you now. I love your pictures on the photo page. You are such a handsome little guy. I want you to know that I am praying for you. You don't know me but I have been keeping in touch with your Aunt Amy. She is a very nice lady. My Zach had the same thing you have. You are such a brave and strong little boy.
Misti Herrera-mother of angel Zach-www.caringbridge.org/nm/zach <dmherrera@pvtnetworks.net>
Artesia, nm USA - Sunday, June 26, 2005 0:25 AM CDT

Hey My Little Hero !!
I am soo happy you had a good day and a great birthday party. Im glad the mail man got your birthday box to you on time. I hope you liked all your goodies. I hope you have a good day tomorrow. Your always in my prayers sweetie and 4 ever in my heart !! Keep beelieving GOD for our miracle..
angel hugs 4 ever....
Angel Darla
Darla <greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA # 1 - Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:36 PM CDT

Hey Birthday Boy, Your day sounded like so much fun. We love you!!!!

Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:23 PM CDT

Hi Sweetheart,

Sure sounds like a fun day!! Who had the most fun?? You or Nana???

That hippo sure sounds like a neat idea. You sure are lucky to be loved by sooooooo many people!!!!

Sending you lots of hugs and early birthday wishes!!!!

Your friends in Utah,

The Ross Family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:16 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
I was so busy (like a BEE) today that I only got to stop in now. SO glad to hear that your birthday bash was so much fun! Chuck E Chesse AND a hippo! Wow you ARE one special guy!
Thank your mommy for the great photo's she sent of your beautiful family. You all hold a special place in my heart.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:15 PM CDT

WOW little guy, Chuckee cheese and a hippo at the zoo. Sounds like you had a full day. Hope you sleep good tonight and have lots more good days ahead. Love you and all the rest of the gang.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

Ryan..sounds like today was pretty neat!! Chuck E Cheese...what a treat! You are such a tough little guy! Praying for you...
alyssa (www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys) <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, June 25, 2005 10:30 PM CDT

Hey Ryan
I Hope You had a Really Terffic Day.
Sure Wish Where There. Uncle Bennie took me fishing .
We only caught two all day. I sure hope You enjoyed your
self to day. Love You & Sissy.Give Mom,Dad & Sissy Kiss and Hugs for me. Then thy can give Big Kisses & Hugs Too You From Aunt Trish .
LOve You
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Aunt Trisha <pdarconst@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 10:08 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, I'm sorry we couldn't make it to your party today. I was thinking about you and hoping that you had the time of your life. Stay strong little guy.
Mary Dicus <arcticcat_27@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, - Saturday, June 25, 2005 9:47 PM CDT

Ryan, I hope you had a terrific party and that all your family and friends could be there with you. Did you share your cake with your sister or eat it all for yourself? Hope you let her have a little bit.

Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

RYAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY, WITH LOTS OF FUN. SAY HI TO YOUR MOM AND DAD FOR ME.

LOVE,
BRYCA
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO - Saturday, June 25, 2005 7:51 PM CDT

It was great to see you having such fun at your party today. What a surprise to have Chuck E. Cheese there!! Thanks for sharing such a special time with us. Much love to you on your special day.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell , KY USA!!! - Saturday, June 25, 2005 7:22 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! Hope you felt good & enjoyed your party today! Praying for you & your family!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 6:14 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just checking to see how you were doing today.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers lil buddy
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Saturday, June 25, 2005 4:55 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES FROM MS. SUSAN AT SOUTH CHRISTIAN SCHOOL. I was so happy for you and sissy when I heard that you were both baptized on the same day. What a special day for the two of you. I hope that your birthday will be a VERY SPECIAL and FUN day for you. I pray that you won't be in any pain and that you will keep that wonderful smile on your face. I loved the new pictures of you and you keep going on beating daddy on those exercises. You really look great! You are on my mind daily along with Mom, Dad, Sissy and all of your wonderful family and friends that have been able to be with you and keep you company. I miss you! Hang in there buddy. Love Ms. Susan

Susan Bolinger <sbolinge@christian.k12.ky.us>
Pembroke, KY Christian - Saturday, June 25, 2005 4:55 PM CDT

Hope you are all enjoying the day!!!!

Thinking of you all..........

The Ross Family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 4:11 PM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RYAN
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
Sending you lots of (((HUGS)))) and holding you up in prayer.Hang in there champ!!!

Much Love,
Teresa Myers

Teresa Myers <kylasue2@msn.com>
Aylett, VA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 3:31 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, we just stopped in to give some hugs and to wish you a Happy Happy birthday!!! Hope it's a great one!!!!
Love Wes, Sheila & Zach Patton <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Saturday, June 25, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

I added a few extra hugs to make it an even amount. That is alot of hugs! Still praying in Minnesota. Happy Birthday buddy.
Melissa <melfsh5@comcast.net>
Lakeland, Mn - Saturday, June 25, 2005 2:22 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. RYAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! Ryan, Thank you for letting me color with you today! I had lots of fun with you. I am very honored that you wanted a picture of us with Ms. Chrystal. Tell Daddy to stay out of trouble. I forgot to remind you that a SGT out ranks a PFC. You let Daddy know that, okay!!!! Andrea, Phillip, and Sherry, Thank you for sharing your angel with me!!!!! Love you all!!!!!! By the way, Daddy will you email me the picture?? Luv ya!!!!!
Ms. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
Ft. Campbell , KY - Saturday, June 25, 2005 2:07 PM CDT

Ryan
I will pray for no pain today as you celebrate your birthday! How exicting! We will be celebrating a birthday for our daughter today also! Stay strong. Sending God's blessing to you all on this special day!
Melissa Gilpin <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, - Saturday, June 25, 2005 9:58 AM CDT

Ryan,

Have fun with all of your company today. We'll be thinking about you!! Hope you get to eat lots and play even more!!

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

OK little buddy, today is your FT.Campbell birthday.You need to make sure you rest good and can really have a good time when all those people that love you show up to make this day special.Pick your targets carefully with your space blasters and remember take no prisoners. Love you and mom and dad and sissy and even mean old nana. Have a really good and happy birthday
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 9:43 AM CDT

Ryan,
I am so glad you felt good enough to play and color last night! I am sure that you kept your Nana busy! Love you and sending you lots of hugs!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

O h Sherry so glad to hear Ryan is having these good times...praying for his comfort and lots of fun for his party. God Bless all of you!
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 7:44 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Elizabeth,

Congratulations on your recent baptisms! I am so glad that you have participated in this sacrament of grace. (Sacrament is a big word, but your mom understands it, and that is all that matters about that word, right now.)

I hope your family was able to take many pictures of you on that special day, and I also hope she can take lots of pictures on Ryan on his birthday. May it be a very happy day.

Grace, peace, love, and all good,

~Colette~

Ryan, enjoy your ice cream and cake!
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Saturday, June 25, 2005 2:17 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, we are praying for you every day. I hope that today is a day that doesn't hurt. I hope that you have a happy birthday. You are a very loved little boy and we are praying hard for you.
Melissa <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Saturday, June 25, 2005 1:01 AM CDT

Did someone say birthday???? Is it your birthday Ryan? If so, Happy Brithday! I HOPE that all of your wishes come true!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Saturday, June 25, 2005 0:29 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Wish I could be there tomorrow, but it is way too far. You wake up feeling GREAT and have a WONDERFUL time celebrating your birthday. Bet you have lots, and lots of friends come see you, because you are very special to many of us.

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Friday, June 24, 2005 9:59 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
It's Brian's mom. I am just checking out your site to see how you are doing before I go to bed. Brian is already asleep. He prayed for you tonight. We all did. Have a great birthday party tomorrow! I am sorry we can't come. We will check on you when we get back from our trip to Florida. Hugs to our favorite superhero! Hugs!
Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 9:20 PM CDT

Ryan
I'll be thinking about you tomorrow!
I hope you have fun seeing all those
folks dropping in to wish you a Happy Birthday!"

love and prayers from St. Louis
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 9:01 PM CDT

Hey Little Soldier,
Hope you were able to get some rest today so you can have more energy for tomorrow! Love, hugs, and prayers to you, sissy, mom, dad, and nana!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 8:44 PM CDT

Ryan im so sorry to hear that you are feeling bad we will be praying for you everyday. Keep smiling and laughing.
Pam Smith <elvispk@frontiernet.net>
KIngman, Az Mohave - Friday, June 24, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, my name is Chris Stark. I worked at the doctor's office when your mommy found out she was going to have you and I know how much she was looking forward to you coming into hers and daddy's life. I told her then that God only delivered blessings. You are such a blessing to everyone and very brave. I have been reading about you and thought I should take the time to write and tell you how much of an impression you have had on me and my family. I hope I can be as brave and strong as you are if I have to fight any yuckies! My family and I are saying prayers for you everyday. Love to you and your whole family.
Chris and Cindy Stark and family <cstark6@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 5:11 PM CDT

So sorry to hear Ryan's head is hurting....Sherry I just saw the new update...I do love his sense of humor and his strong spirit....truly this has been a driving force with him...you and Andrea and Phillip remain close in my heart and thoughts. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Friday, June 24, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

Ryan sorry to hear that your having a bad day, We hope you feel better soon. Your whole family is in our thoughts and prayers.
Wanda & Scott Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 4:16 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

The kids and I just wanted to drop off some more hugs from you!!!! Hope you can feel them!!!!!

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 3:59 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. From a friend here at the Saint Louis Zoo - keep checking your mail, buddy.

You're an awfully tough little man, who has impressed the heck out of all of us here. We're all thinking of you.
Katie <stlbuckeye@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just checked in to see how your were doing. Hope you have lots of fun tomorrow. I gave you some hugs so you could share them with Nana, Mommy, Daddy and sister. We love you, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Friday, June 24, 2005 2:26 PM CDT

Ryan,
I'm so sorry your head is hurting you- you are such a tough guy, and such a sweet boy, too- I'm praying you are feeling more comfortable by the time this note reaches you.
Let mom and dad know that I received the wonderful photos of all of you today. They will go right onto my fridge next to the photos I have there of my own children. You are all very special to me, and I am praying hard for comfortable, peaceful, family-filled days for you all.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, June 24, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

Here's hoping that every day is better than the one before and that the "one before" was a great day. Keep on blastin' Ryan.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 1:12 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just checked on you and read that you are not having a very good day. I hope things get better for you this evening as you have such a big day tomorrow. You are such a brave strong boy and we are praying for you, mom, dad, sissy and nanna. Love you all. Hugs and kisses.
Jody, Garry, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO - Friday, June 24, 2005 1:06 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Sounds like two very special angels have been sent to look after a very special boy!! Love and prayers to you and your family! Hope all of you have a good weekend!
Sheila Patton & family <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Hoping after a little break from the action you'll start feeling good again. I hate to hear about you not feeling good...even if its just for a little while. Little boys are supposed to be playing and making lots of noise.

Keep you chin up buddy...lots of people are praying for you.

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 12:56 AM CDT

Hey Ryan!
Sounds like you're a little tuckered out today. Hope your day gets better soon! I'm praying hard for you to feel better! Sending Love, Hugs and Prayers from Wisconsin, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Friday, June 24, 2005 12:22 AM CDT

Hey Cutie Patootie Ryan!!
Thought I would swing by to tell you that I am thinking of you, praying and last but not least....BEELIEVING in MIRACLES!!! Oh, and also to send you a whole BUNCH of hugs!!!
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 12:19 AM CDT

So glad to know the prayers are working. GOD sent 2 GUARDIAN ANGELS covered in dove feathers :)
Sending more prayers
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
Paloma
- Friday, June 24, 2005 11:26 AM CDT

Hi! You don't know me but I used to live in Fort Campbell and I had a friend who still lives there who sent the link to me. I hope all the best for you and your family! You are such a handsome little man. We are all praying for you, hope you have a wonderful day today!
Robin Moser <nilla_mick_owner@yahoo.com>
Fort Hood, Texas - Friday, June 24, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

It is wonderful to know you are feeling better and having awesome days. Never give up! Andrea, I am glad you had such an awesome sign. I had a similar experience when Cheyenne was still with us here on earth and the overwhelming peace that overcame me was so awesome. Have a wonderful weekend!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 10:57 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan! Hoping today is as good as yesterday! Maybe you can ambush some more people today! Sending out our daily prayers to you and your family...with lots of love and hugs!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 10:42 AM CDT

You don't know me, but I got this link in an email. I am praying for you and your family. You are precious in God's eyes and he always looks out for his children. God Bless you and have a great day!
Mindy Smith <msmith@mdatasys.com>
Lake Charles, LA USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 10:00 AM CDT

Hey little buddy, just talked to nana and dad and said you weren't feeling so good this morning. Lots of prayers and love for you.You have such a big day tomorrow you really need to rest today, hope you get to feeling better.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

It sounds like the angels are watching over that precious boy. We're praying for another good day today. With love from the Browning Family

Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, I am so happy that yesterday was a great day for Ryan. I pray today is just as good, if not even better! Ryan and all of you are in my constant prayers. Much love, Linda

linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, June 24, 2005 9:31 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,

We are sad to hear your morning was yucky! Sounds like the doctors at Ft. Campbell really helped make the experience good with as little hassle as possible. Kudos to them! Hooray for you and a great afternoon! Baptized huh? How nice. What a special memory! Keep your chin up, as I know how brave you are! Enjoy all the company tomorrow! We will not be able to come as we are going out of town. As soon as we get back I will call your mommy and daddy! Hugs from the Hunley family! We are proud of you! Happy Happy Birthday!
Chad, Brenda, Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 8:26 AM CDT

Hey Ryan and gang,
I am so glad you are feeling so good. We love you and pray for more good days for you. Phillip thanks for keeping us updated. Hugs and kisses to all.
Jody, Garry,and Emily
Boss, MO - Friday, June 24, 2005 8:13 AM CDT

Hi Cutie!!!

Hope today is even better than yesterday!!! We're thinking of you buddy!!!!!

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 8:09 AM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
It tickles my innards to know you had such a good day yesterday!

I finally took all those tabs to the Ronald McDonald House yesterday, and you know what? That woman that worked there couldn't believe there were so many. She asked if if we really drank all that soda just for you! I told her we didn't drink them, we poured them all into a big hole in the ground so when we get hot and thirsty we can just jump in our own Ryan Brown soda pop pool!

Just kidding, but she was very impressed that so many people had collected so many tabs in your name. I told her that's because you are a very impressive kid.

Have a great day today. Love to you
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

Ryan--so glad to hear that you had such a good day yesterday. Such a cutie little boy needs to be enjoying every minute---and you know what----when you are having a good time---I'll just bet that your whole family is just smiling from ear to ear because they are so grateful to see you being happy and not feeling so yucky....

Here's hoping that the good days outnumber the bad---love and prayers from Oklahoma.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Friday, June 24, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

Way to go Ryan! Sounds like you were up to some fun! That's what I like to hear.

Thank you so much for the pictures - I put them on my bulletin board with the other pictures of my special friends.

Keep fighting the fight my friend. Big hugs to you and your family.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <Secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 7:06 AM CDT

hey buddy, sounds like you had a really good day, hope tomorrow is even better. Don't let up on daddy with the spaceblaster, he needs shot at least twice a day just to keep him on his toes. Tell mom, dad, sissy and nana hi for me, love ya bunch
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 5:45 AM CDT

WAY TO GO RYAN!!!!! It makes me smile alllll over when I read about your Great Awesome Day. Have another one today!!!!!!!!!

Phillip,

I also smiled at the story about the 2 doves. We also have had 2 doves appear here. They are very light grey, almost white, with a ring around their necks. Just beautiful!!! And they cooo so pretty when they talk to us. I have said that it is almost like God had sent them to watch over us on our bad days. Your dove have a special, precious boy to watch out for there.

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
salt lake city, tx - Friday, June 24, 2005 5:43 AM CDT

Phillip, it is so nice to read a journal entry from you! I know you have your hands full, but our thoughts and prayers are with you always! Please give Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth our love! I am happy to hear that Ryan had a good day!! I pray for many more!
Vona <jaynvona@aol.com>
Coalinga, Ca USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 11:50 PM CDT

Hey Little Guy!
I LOVE your new pictures! You have the best smile ever!! Hope you all sleep well tonight!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 10:05 PM CDT

Hey Sweetie Pie~~ Just checking in to say hello and tell you how much you are loved and how many people are praying for you. Stay strong my little hero !! Be on the look out.. birthday box is on its way !!! Your always in my prayers and 4ever in my heart.. Angel hugs 4 ever..
Angel Darla

Darla <greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl # 1 USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

I can't believe I didn't sign on this morning, like I always do- I actually did check on you, but I was racing out the door, so no time to write my "thinking of you" message.
I do think of you ALL, quite a bit throughout the day. I'm hoping that icky eye is improving, and that today was another playful day.
I'll check back before my bed time...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

Congratulations Ryan to you and your sister on your Baptism and having a flag flown over Iraq and dedicated to you. Two tremendous events and both happening on the same day. Praying for you and sending hugs too. God bless you on this very special day.

Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com>
RI - Thursday, June 23, 2005 5:54 PM CDT

Have a good day big guy! I am always praying for
you and your family.
Stacy Frysinger <stacyfrys@yahoo.com>
Eagle River, AK - Thursday, June 23, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, Hope you have had a good day today. Just wanted to drop by and tell you guys I was thinking about you. Love you, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Thursday, June 23, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

Just wanted to stop in and say Hi, hope you are having a good day big guy. Shoot daddy with the space blaster a few time for me. Give mommy and sissy and hug and kiss for me and Nana give Ryan and big bear hug from me. Love you guys. My prays are with you.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo - Thursday, June 23, 2005 3:45 PM CDT

Hi, Brown Family, Ryan we saw your picture in the newpaper, lookin' good. Congratulations on your baptism its so neat that you and your sister did on the same day that makes it really special. We hope you contiune to have good days. Scott & Wanda Pursifull
Wand Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! We are Tiffaney Contreras' friends, Angie and Dustin Crawford. I (Angie) went to high school in MO with Tiff, but now we live in Florida. We are running a marathon (26.2 miles) to help fight cancer and we wanted to know if you would like us to run in your honor. We could put your name on the back of our shirts while we run and think of you. We also have a friend who has a caring bridge website at http://www2.caringbridge.org/ks/nevin/index.htm He is one of the people we are running for. We also have a website about our marathon if you (or your family) want to look at it:
www.angelfire.com/sports/marathon Stay strong and good luck. We love the quotes at the bottom of your page!
Dustin and Angie Crawford <angietropical@gmail.com>
Jacksonville, FL 32225 - Thursday, June 23, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I just stopped by to say I love you! I love your new pictures too! Give sissy a hug for me. Love Aunt Kath
Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 2:48 PM CDT

Hello, I just wanted to add my thoughts and prayers for all of you, especially, Ryan. I am Dennis, and I work with Diane at Jefferson Memorial Hospital. Diane has kept me aware of Ryan, so I just wanted to drop this note of support and love for you all. God bless. Dennis
Dennis Heck <dheck@jeffersonmemorial.org>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 2:25 PM CDT

Congratulations to you and Elizabeth on your Baptism's Ryan! How special that you were able to do it on the same day! Hope you are having a good day today! Keeping you in our prayers and in our hearts.
Sheila Patton & family <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, June 23, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Congratulations on your Baptism. It sounds like it was such of a special day for you and your sister! I saw your picture in the paper. I know you are excited for your birthday. It's good to hear you are having some better days. We continue to pray for you guys. With Love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 11:49 AM CDT

Ryan,
Congratulations to you and sister on the baptism. I hope you have a great day today. I hope your eye is feeling better. Love you very much. Hugs and Kisses.
Jody, Garry, and Emily
Boss, MO - Thursday, June 23, 2005 10:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying hard for you little buddy!!
~HUGS~ Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, June 23, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

Good morning Ohana!
It was a wonderful surprise to see Ryan last night! All of us enjoyed seeing him play with Aiyana and Genesis. He looks much better than the last time we saw him. I truley believe in the power of the Lord and yesterday he was blessed. Thank you for dropping by. It made our day and we hope that he'll be by again real soon. We love you Ryan! Love and Aloha, Ramirez Ohana
Christy Ramirez <cpramirez74@comcast.net>
FT. CAMPBELL, ky usa - Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:56 AM CDT

hey kiddo!!!!
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!!!!
take care of your eye!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:35 AM CDT

Ryan and Elizabeth
How beautiful that you two were baptized at the same time!
God bless you both!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:19 AM CDT

Ryan,
Wow! Congratulations on your and your sissy's baptism! What a special day for both of you. I am so glad to hear that you had some fun playing with the neighbor! I love to hear that you are laughing and having fun. Love you lots and praying for a miracle!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Ryan I hope you have a good day. Thinking and Praying for your family today.
Lynn
TN - Thursday, June 23, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Just a quick hello before I get Devin & Kara up and ready for school. Sorry about your eye...those kinds of things just happen sometimes. Hopefully that medicine will get you feeling better in no time. It certainly sounds like yesterday was full of lots of good things!!!! Hope today is terrific!!!!

Keep Smiling!!

We BEElieve in you buddy,

Love from

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 8:18 AM CDT

I am so glad to hear that Ryan is feeling a little better. You all are always on my mind and I pray for Ryan all day long. With lots of love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, June 23, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Thanks for the updates!! We're all out here hoping and praying for all of you. Have a great birthday.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:51 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, your baptism, and Elizabeth's, sounds just beautiful. I am happy to hear you are feeling a bit better. You and your family are all in my prayers today. Much love (and lots of hugs), Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:17 AM CDT

Ryan,

Sounds like your Baptism was very special!!! :) Congratulations to you and Elizabeth on such an important event! We just stopped by to read your news and drop off some hugs for you! You sure are handsome!!! Love, Hugs and Blessings! We're thinking of and praying for you.

Love,
Mary and Caitlin
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin

Mary Templeton <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL - Thursday, June 23, 2005 6:51 AM CDT

Hey Ryan sounds like another exiciting day for you. What an honor to have the flag flown over Iraq and have it dedicated to you. The army family holds you as dear in their hearts as the blood family does. Two big events in one day, you and sissy getting baptised on the same day was really special. Stay tough little buddy we all love you, and that smile of yours will melt any bodies heart.Keep your aim true with the space blaster and take no prisoners, love ya.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 5:14 AM CDT

Glad to hear that ryan had a good time at the neighbors. Hope all goes well.

King Dave

caringbridge.org/fl/david
king david fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:51 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Elizabeth,

Congratulations on the Baptism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Both on the same day, that is Fantastic!!!!!!

Ryan, I am sorry your eye got all yucky on you, but I bet the Dr gave you some good stuff to make it all better. But I understand that you are still a crack shot with your blaster!!!!!!!!!!! Wish I was there. You could get some good target practice on me. I make a good target!!!!!!!!

You and your whole family are always in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong, and like I said, You are my Hero!!!!!

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:29 PM CDT

Ryan,
This is the first time that I've been on your site. We live around Salem, MO and my husband knows your Uncle Bill Courtney. It sounds like you've had an exciting day. We'll keep you in our prayers.
Rusty & Dolly Howard <rdhdch@fidnet.com>
Lecoma, MO USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:02 PM CDT

Ryan~
I love your pictures! Have fun with Aunt Meme, she was so excited to come visit you. Make sure you shoot her with your space blaster for me! Stay strong!
Love and Prayers,

Angie Timm <angiet523@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:59 PM CDT

Ryan, Congratulations on your baptism. Glad to hear your day got better. We're all thinking of you and praying for you all day.
Phyllis, Mike, Adam & Matthew <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

Congratulations Ryan and Elizabeth. How neat to share the same Christian birthday. Christene and I both chose Easter Sunday - - just years apart. I was glad she chose the same day. It sure makes it special just like you! Ryan, no one deserves that flag flown in their honor more than you. You are my hero. You have taught everyone so much about faith and courage.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

Congratulations on your Baptism. What a special day! We are keeping you in our prayers.
Melissa GIlpin <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:06 PM CDT

Happy Christian Birthday to you both! What a wonderful day! Glad to hear you are feeling better Ryan. Concentrating my prayers on you!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:54 PM CDT

Wow...that is amazing!

We are thinking of you all and praying for you...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:51 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Wow, what an honor. Those servicemen/women are fighting for our country away from their families but know how special you are and you are also waging a war. Glad you're feeling better. Give mom,dad,Elizabeth,Nana,and all your other caring family hugs from us up here in Ohio. Love you lil' guy, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:47 PM CDT

Hey Ryan -Just checkin in- wanted to let you know I am thinking of you! BEELIEVING!
God Bless
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
bartlett, il - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!
Today sounded like a big day, and it is very good to hear that you started to feel better. I am visiting you via Maddie Paguyo's website, they sure think you are amazing! Reading your journals and seeing your adorable photo's shows me that you really are one tough kid! Keep fighting and being as brave as you have been. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Also, that is so cool what your friends dad did for you in Iraq. That really shows how many people think you are one great kid!
Sending all my love and prayers,

Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's Friends <brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

How nice that Elizabeth and Ryan were baptized together Andrea! So glad he is having a better afternoon/evening. Ryan is nestled right in my heart and I just want you to know he's always in my prayers.
What an awesome tribute for an awesome little man, to have the American Flag flown over in Iraq as a tribute....and to know friends from all over are holding Ryan close to their hearts too. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 7:04 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan, Just wanted to let you know I am praying for you on this very special day. Love you all,

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:05 PM CDT

Ryan,
I saw your picture in the paper today!! You are so handsome and growing up so quickly! I hope you have a great day and congratulations on your Baptism! Remember, keep your heads up and God Bless!!
Kayla W. <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

HI, I saw you in the paper today. I wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you all and that you are an inspiration.
Kinzi Duban
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 4:26 PM CDT

WOW Ryan!! Sounds like you have had an extra special day so far! I sure love coning here and hearing about you and your space blaster!! Praying and praying and praying!!
Tons of hugs from Canada
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 4:12 PM CDT

Hey, just wanted to tell you that my thoughts and prayers are with you all. Thinking of you,
Love from all in Louisiana
Jessie Stoops <jessieannstoops@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 4:03 PM CDT

Love the pictures. What a handsome young man. Hugs and Kisses Ryan. Love, Aunt Bertie
Aunt Bertie <BirdTee123@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 3:48 PM CDT

Happy Baptism Day, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family on this very special day.
B
St Louis, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 1:49 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! David says Hi again. It sounds like you're having a great time with your blaster! You have a great family! Lots of people that love you. When ever David is feeling down, we remember how strong you are and you encourage us so much! We are praying for you and can't wait to see you Saturday! Keep blasting!!
Justin and Caroline Schafer <scharerj@bellsouth.net>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 1:17 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, we are praying for many, many blessings today...that you enjoy the extra visitors and have a wonderful baptism. And keep that space gun blasting - TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 12:53 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Greetings from CT. We are friends and neighbors of Cameron Brooks and family who mention you often in their journal. Just wanted to stop by to let you know we are also praying for you. You are such a handsome boy with beautiful eyes! Have a very Blessed Baptism Day!
The Surowiecs (sir-o-wick)
Laura Surowiec <Auntylaura@comcast.net>
West Hartford, CT USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:53 AM CDT

Ryan, it is so great to see you looking so good. God Bless you and your family. We're praying for you all!
Michael, Lori & Jacob Anderson
St. Charles, MO United States - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

These great updates on you are addictive!!!! Keep 'em coming!!! Love to read about you....especially good news!!!!

Hope today is super great!!!!

Lots of love and hugs being sent from Utah,

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:22 AM CDT

Godd Morning Ryan, It's good to hear you were feeling better yesterday and I hope today is good also. Great pics! God Bless You on your Baptism day. We're all still praying, keep up the good fight. Hope you have a great birthday celebration! The Landry's
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:38 AM CDT

Ryan, you are ADORABLE and I hope you have a wonderful day!
Katie <katie.kelley@target.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:17 AM CDT

Continuing to pray for you each day! Loved the pictures! WOW you are such a cutie Ryan! I hope you have a good birthday celebration!
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

HEY RYAN
HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE FEELING BETTER. HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY.

LOVE,
BRYCA
BRYCA INCE <BRYCA10@HOTMAIL.COM>
LOUISIANA, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

You're such a handsome young man Ryan! You have the kind of cheeks that just say PINCH ME! :-)
Glad to see that smile on your face. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Keep fighting the fight my friend.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

Ryan,
I love your new pictures! I wish that I could jump right through my computer and squeeze those adorable cheeks of yours and give you a great big hug. You take care and rest up for your big party. Tell your family that we are thinking of them always.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com>
Roswell, Ga p - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I just wanted to stop by and say hi. I hope you are feeling good today. Keep fighting little buddy!
Kathy Fredrickson <tkfredrickson@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

We loved the new pictures. You look so handsome!!! We're still praying for you to get well enough to come visit Rosemary's soon!
Becky and Brynn Orf <lcpabecky@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

I found Ryan's site from another. Praying for many more good days to come. The pics are great. Keep blasting people Ryan :)

Michele (nurse from Syracuse)
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:42 AM CDT

Ryan,
What a big day in store for you today...
Your house will be filled again with so many of the people you love most in this world- all coming together to be with YOU and to celebrate your baptism.
If you haven't figured it out yet, I thought I would point out that you, Ryan, are stronger and more powerful than The Hulk himself- you see, not only do you continue to battle that yucky tumor with such courage, you- a just shy of 5 year old little boy- have brought together thousands of people- big and little- and you are leading the charge, teaching us all what really matters and how life truly is so very precious.
Thank you, Sargent Ryan Brown- have a terrific day!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

Hey Ry guy!
What a great day for you to see Uncle Cory, Aunt Meme, and getting baptized! You have fun and keep blasting away at Uncle Cory and Cpt. Umbrell...Did you know that giggles keep the yuckies away? Keep giggling little man! Have an awesome day!
Cousin Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

You look wonderful in your pictures. Noah and Natalie really enjoyed them. I hope your day today is terrific. Your baptism will be wonderful, but you have always been blessed. We love you.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Wow, Ryan you must have turned on your charm for those pictures. You are the most handsome kid, I am so happy that you are feeling better. Hope you have a good day today. We love you, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

Prayers from Missouri...

Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

Ryan Douglas Brown,
You are one amazing boy, I am so glad you had such a good day yesterday. Way to go ambushing all those silly men. I hope you have a wonderful day. We love you so much and are praying for you. You are a true soldier. Love you all.
Jody Parker <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Good morning! We were so happy to see you smiling yesterday! Hope today is GREAT, too!! Kent likes to look at your website, especially at the four wheelers...he calls them "tractors." Today, he enjoyed seeing the sparking Tweety Bird you received. You are a very special boy, Ryan!!! We're sending lots of thoughts your way!
Hello to Mom, Dad, Elizabeth, and Nana!
Love, John, Cheri, and Kent Grantz <jcgrantz@alltel.net>
Rineyville, KY USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:03 AM CDT

Keeping you in my prayers, Happy Baptism and I am glad you get to share your days with so many people that love you! We are all praying for you! ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 7:59 AM CDT

Good morning, dear Ryan! God bless you on your Baptism today. I hope it is a good day for you in every way, and I am praying for you and your entire family. Much love and hugs, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:50 AM CDT

Hello Handsome Ryan!
Just stopping in to say hello and I'll be thinking of you as you get baptised today! Just love you beautiful smile Ryan.
Hugs and prayers to all.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:42 AM CDT

Wow Ryan those pictures are wonderful! You are so incredibly handsome. It is awesome to know you had such a great day yesterday and I pray that there are many more ahead.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:24 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I posted yesterday but that guest book entry still must be floating around out in cyberspace so I'll post again today. You're certainly one handsome boy!! We are praying every day for you and for your family. We are praying for good days and it looks like yesterday's prayer was answered. I also sent hugs this morning. Unfortunately, the computer told me that I was hugging "too quickly" and that I had to allow 2-3 seconds in between my hugs. Sorry:o( I'll make sure I give my next hugs more slowly:o)

I hope today is a good day, Ryan.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:12 AM CDT

Hey sarge, pictures like that will make you a movie star. It was so good to see them and to know you had such a good day, just one of many many more is what we are praying for. Hope today is just as good. Tell daddy he needs to be the one doing the exercises though. You already are the toughest and strongest guy we know.Love you and even mom,dad, and nana and sissy even if I can't send you toys for your birthday. hugs and kisses
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 5:21 AM CDT

You are such a cutie!!!!!!
Praying for many more good days!
love and hugs,
Liz Shay <lshay90@aol.com>
mpls, mn usa - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 0:55 AM CDT

Ryan, you sure are a "Wadies Man"!! Thinking and praying for you.
Jackie <loco4luco@charter.net>
Athens, AL USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 11:28 PM CDT

Hi everybody! The pictures are the greatest thing I have seen in quite a while. Such a sweet smile and beautiful eyes. So happy for you all that today was a better day, and am praying for tomorrow to be even better than today. Phillip better get busy, bet he doesn't look that good with his shirt off....gonna go give some hugs, BIG ONES!!!!!
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 11:14 PM CDT

Love, Hugs and Prayers... and more love hugs and prayers!!
Mavis <MyThreeSonsAndME@aol.com>
Ringoes, NJ US - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, My name is Lenny I am7 years old My mommy showed me your pictures and told me all about you , I am praying for you that God will make you feel better soon. I hope you have a Happy Birthday Ryan ! God Bless Love lenny
Lenny Perrone <Godchilds@hotmail.com>
Woodlawn, Tn Usa - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

Hugs and oodles of prayers!
Love
Mary, Mike Slade and the kids <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

Excellent pictures! I almost couldn't tell that he was the same boy I visited yesterday!! Praying for more great days like today!~
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

Wow Buddy!!!!! It was sooo good to hear you were up and full of energy today. Hopefully you'll be like that again tomorrow too. I Love You Buddy!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

Wow - what a handsome young man! I'm so glad that you're having a good day. I am praying for you and all your family. Give your Nana a really big hug for us, o.k.?
Kim Jordan <kimboj41@gmail.com>
McKinney, TX - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:55 PM CDT

Ryan, you sure are handsome in the new pictures! Thanks for sharing the pictures and the smile.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

Ryan
Do you have a favorite animal in the St. Louis Zoo?
I am going to the Zoo on Thursday for a luncheon,
and I thought I might like to visit your favorite animal.
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:32 PM CDT

Hi Ryan--
You sure are a cutie! Glad you had a good day today. Sending prayers for the whole family.
Ssuan <susan0002@netzero.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:19 PM CDT

Ryan, you sure are one handsome young man!!! I love your toothless grin. :o)
Keeping you in our prayers,
Marcia and the gang, HugABug http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:18 PM CDT

I'm praying for you.
Lisa
Mount Juliet, TN USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

Wow!! What a terrific update. Great pictures too....how could anyone NOT take a cute picture of you though...you are such a cutie!!! Glad you know it....glad you know that everyone loves you too!!!!! Heck, you might just be the most popular boy in the world!!!!

Just dropping off some more hugs....share them with sis, mom,dad, nana and the rest of your gang.

Love you lots Ryan!!!!!!!!

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:22 PM CDT

HEY RY-GUY--
WHAT HANDSOME BLUE EYES YOU ARE SHOWING US IN THOSE NEW PICTURES..KEEP ON MY WARRIOR FRIEND...
LOVE AND HUGS...CHRIS
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:10 PM CDT

Soooo glad to hear that Ryan has been feeling more energetic!!! Love you all and hope you have a good evening!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:46 PM CDT

Thinking of you.
Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, Id - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:29 PM CDT

Ryan,

You are so cute!!! We love your new pics. Thinking of you and praying for you sweetie. We sent you some hugs today too! Love, and Blessings!!!

Love,
Mary and Caity-Did
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin
Mary <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:27 PM CDT

hi ryan,
you are one cutie petewtie. love the pics.
sending prayers, hugs,and kisses your way
jo anne, peter's sister <joanne@j4media.com>
smithtown, ny usa - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:15 PM CDT

You all continue to be in my prayers and thoughts....everyday. Ryan sweetie, you are amazing. Sending hugs and lotsa love to you. So glad you posted more pictures. Sherry thanks for keeping us all posted. Hugs.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:37 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I found your link while visiting another CB child, and I thought I would sign your guestbook. I hope that is okay with you. Boy, are you a handsome guy! You sure are a "wadies" man and with big muscles too. Guess it's from all that exercising! Sending lots of hugs to Kentucky, Sweetie. You and your family are in my prayers. God bless you. Have a nice sleep tonight snuggling with Nana.
Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com>
RI - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:36 PM CDT

You are one handsome guy! Keep fighting and making us laugh.

Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:13 PM CDT

Keep fighting Ryan, we're still praying for your miracle!
Lauren Gamache <lauren.gamache@gmail.com>
Surrey, B.C. Canada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:02 PM CDT

I am thinking and praying for you guys! My dad sent me this website and I am so glad you have one for him. I will definately visit it as often as I can. Andrea, email me and tell me what kind of toys he likes.
Natalie McKenna <nataliemckenna3@hotmail.com>
Wentzville, MO St. Charles - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:00 PM CDT

Hugs, kisses and love to Ryan. Love to all of you.
Aunt Bertie <Birdtee123@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

Ryan!
We love your new photos and don't think you could get any cuter!!! You are a "Wadies Man" for sure!
So happy that you are having a good day, We sent you lots and lots of hugs!
Prayers for you and all of your wonderful family!
We're Bee-lieving in Miracles!
Love Mrs. K and Family
Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

Ryan,
I am always keepin you in my thoughts and prayers!! You are so strong, stronger than I could ever hope to be. You are an angel on earth and my hero!
STAY STRONG!!!

<3LOVE<3
Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor <colls724@aol.com>
Springfield, PA USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:40 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, you are in my prayers! I am sending Ryan many hugs, and hugs to all his wonderful family members.
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:26 PM CDT

Ryan looks awsome in the pictures that were just posted. It is great to see him smile. Like always, you all are in my thoughts and prayers. With lots of love, Ashley
Ashley <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:19 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with your family during this time.
Scott & Wanda Pursifull <wpursifull@pcmhmo.org>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:13 PM CDT

Ryan, you are just too cute! Keep doing those situps and you will be stronger than your Dad! Hope you have more good days, and I will be praying for you and your family
Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:05 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I love the new pics. You are one handsome little man! Stay strong buddy. I'm praying for you every day.
With Love & Hugs from WI, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

Ryan,
I am so glad to hear that you are having a good day today!
The new pictures are great. Sending you hugs today!! Love you.
Annette Campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
St. Charles, mo - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:00 PM CDT

Well, well, well, Mr. Brown...all those hugs must be making your muscles grow! You look pretty buff in those new pics!! Praying for many more strong, bright-eyed, picture-taking days!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:58 PM CDT

Well,that's just too cute, kiddo. You are looking pretty chipper there. Keep it up and all the girls on base will be coming to visit you!

Love you
Aunt Susan <susanself.@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:19 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, your in our prays every day. Your such a strong boy.
Thinking of all of you always
Crissy (Hurd) Hoskins <jckhoskins@aol.com>
Louisiana, Mo Pike - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:14 PM CDT

Thinking about you,

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:01 PM CDT

Ryan,
I just jumped on to look at the new photos- you look FANTASTIC!!!!!!! So very handsome- so bright-eyed- really GREAT!!!!!! Wish I was there to play cookie frisbee with Daddy and Nana...

Have a great day!!!!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 1:34 PM CDT

Eeny, Meany, Miney, Moe - Who's the strongest boy we know?

RYAN!!!

Just wanted to let you all know that you are constantly on our minds. Stay strong. We love you!!
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
mesa, az USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 1:16 PM CDT

I am so sorry that I have not signed in so long but please know that Ryan and your family are always in my prayers. I have the picture you sent me out and love to see his precious face each day!
Kim Pigue <kce1613@aol.com (www.tumbleweedfoundation.org)>
Madison, TN - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 1:15 PM CDT

Hi Ryan--
I just wanted you to know you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Susan <susan0002@netzero.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Our family is praying for your family and sending much Love!
Dan and Jen Krause <jennifer.krause@dpsnc.net>
Cary, NC USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:45 AM CDT

Hello Ryan, The pictures are great. Tell daddy he needs to change them every day so we get to see you everyday. Hope you have a better day, give sissy hugs and kisses for me. Tell Nana I miss her.
Love and kisses to you all
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro , mo usa - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:30 AM CDT

I wanted you all to know that I am thinking of you all and praying.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:05 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I just came by to leave you some hugs and let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you and for your family. Love and hugs.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just looked at the new pictures and I must say I think you are THE cutest little boy I have ever seen (but don't tell Tyler okay?) I love you. Hope your having a good day!
Cousin Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 11:58 AM CDT

Hey Ryan
I heard you had a pretty good night. I'm really glad you were able to get some good rest. I checked out your new pictures...they are great! You are tougher and stronger than anyone I know!:)

I love you. ooooooxxxxxxx lots of hugs and kisses for you!
Aunt Tina <minitina2@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 11:45 AM CDT

Many prayers for peace and understanding.
Susan Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:55 AM CDT

As always, you are never more than a thought away.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

Good morning Brown Family. I am just checking in to see how the night went. I hope it was better than the last one. Ryan continues to prove that little boys are as tough as nails. We are sending hugs and prayers to Ryan and the rest of the family too!
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:38 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Just stopped in to send some hugs. Please tell mom, dad and Elizabeth that I sent some for them too. I am praying that you will have a peaceful day today. Stay strong and remember that there are lots and lots of people praying for you.

Sheila Ince Patton <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:09 AM CDT

Stopping by to say hello. I'm hoping for a peaceful day for you all.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan!
Sending you hugs from Canada...tons of them!! I bet you can feel the love from all over the world!! Praying for you!
Kel <kmms1972@yahoo.ca>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:31 AM CDT

Ryan just sending you some hugs from San Angelo Texas. You are in my families minds and prayers.
Theresa Troncoso <scorpiomaa@wc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:16 AM CDT

Your family is a true inspiration. The strength that your family continues to show is remarkable. I continue to send up prayers for Ryan along with so many across the world and hope for a miracle. It�s never too late!!
www.caringbridge.org/ct/cameron
Toni (Cameron's Aunt) <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, Md - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:56 AM CDT

Good Morning All,
Just thinking about you all and praying for you. Hope you are doing better today Ryan, I send you lots of love, hugs and kisses. Keeping you in our prayers.
Jody, Garry, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan, how is Hufflelump this morning? I hear Daddy's telling funny stories already today. He's such a silly man sometimes. I guess that's why we love him - he can make us laugh.

I gave you a bunch of hugs, again. Don't give Aunt Nae all my kisses tomorrow, kiddo. I'll have to come and give you a whole bunch more! I am praying for you once a day, all day long.Love you much,
Aunt Susan <susan.self@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Good Morning Sweet Boy! Hope you slept okay. I'm leaving a bunch of hugs for you, sissy, mom, dad, and nana! Love and prayers for you all!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Sending love and prayers from Oklahoma this morning.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

There are so many from church praying for all of you. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Continue to find hope, peace, strength, comfort and love from God. Hugs to all of you, extra ones for Ryan.
Peggy Duban <dubanp@louisiana.k12.mo.us>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Hi Sweet Boy,
I really miss you and Elizabeth. Seems like forever since I saw you last but it's really only been 2 weeks. I keep thinking about all the fun times we have had on my visits to Kentucky and your visits here. Remember when we went to the apple festival last year, all you wanted to do was jump in the bouncy house. And then all the trips to Chucky Cheese when we were in Nashville - you gave me a new outlook on Chucky Cheese! I remember the walks we took, watching you ride your 4-wheeler, watching Dora movies, playing with Elizabeth, going to the store for your Krispy Kreme donuts, hours and hours of putting puzzles together. I have had so much fun with you and thank God all the time that he let me know one of his very, very special children.

I love you always and forever.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

Ryan and Family, I am keeping you all in my prayers everyday, Love you lots, Candy
Candy
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Brown Family, Peace, Love, Hope, & Faith these are the four things in life that no one can take away from us. These are also the four things in life that we can freely give to our loved ones, friends, strangers, enemies. My family is praying for your strength. May your hope & faith strengthen you, and may our Lords peace, and love cover you. We love you Ryan.
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Charles , mo - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:59 AM CDT

Good morning all, I woke up this morning at 3:00 am with a real strong urge to pray for Ryan and all of you. I am hoping you had a good night. I left a bunch of hugs last night. One for Uncle Mike, Uncle Gary, Uncle Joe, Aunt Teresa, Aunt Tammy and Aunt Debbie and all 18 grandchildren, Me and Uncle George. My prayers and love was put in every one of them. I love you and am beelieving!!!!
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
Pevely, MO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:11 AM CDT

Sending love and warm thoughts out to you this morning Ryan....keeping your mom, dad and baby sis and Nana close to my heart and prayers too. Hugs little buddy.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:10 AM CDT

Good morning Ryan. I just wanted to send you some love this morning. I know your family is surrounding you with plenty of love but a little more never hurts.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:03 AM CDT

Hey little buddy hope you had a good night. Love ya all
uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:19 AM CDT

Continuing to pray for you all....

I pray that you can FEEL the prayers and the love being sent your way.

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:33 AM CDT

Prayers...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:17 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,

I learned about the current situation with Ryan through Connor Hunley's website. I am adding my prayers to the many being offered for Ryan and for you all.

God bless you all!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:00 AM CDT

Brown family,
I'm so sorry to hear about his fever today. I know that Ryan is so strong and that he can beat this. My heart is heavy for Ryan and your family. I just pray and pray that everything will end up just fine and that this is all just a bad dream. Please know that there are so many that care for you guys and think about you all hundreds of times a day. I can't express in words how reading the entries make me feel... helpless, I guess. But, I do know that there is power in prayer, and I'm going to try my hardest to make all of my prayers be heard. I'll keep checking in. Keep your heads up and God bless.
Kayla W. <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 0:45 AM CDT

May your family have peace, love and joy on this difficult journey. I pray for your comfort and support--mental, physical and spiritual.
Laura
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 0:15 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Near and far Ryan's story has touched a lot of people, you have a brave and strong little boy, The strength Ryan has reflects the courage and faith given to him by you.
You two are hereos as well.
Paula Neuber and Family <bluecrabjunkie@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:49 PM CDT

Thinking and praying for sweet Ryan.

Your entire family is in our thoughts and prayers,

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 11:45 PM CDT

Sending extra prayers as I head off to bed...Ryan is in my thoughts!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:11 PM CDT

To the Brown family, May God give you the strength to be strong for Ryan. May He smile upon Ryan while he is with you all. I will have my daughters include Ryan in their prayers.
Erwin McNair
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:50 PM CDT

Ryan and Family-
Your in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you have a good night, and that the days to come are peaceful.
Love and hugs-
a friend of maddies

Liz Shay <lshay90@aol.com>
mpls, mn usa - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just dropped by for some hugs. Hope you all have a good night, we love you, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Praying hard..really hard.
Megan <mbarrett@mcgough.com>
West St Paul, MN 55118 - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

Ryan,
Hope tommorrow is a better day, Stay strong, and be brave.

Love,
Bryca
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
louisiana, mo - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:57 PM CDT

What a beautiful boy- You don't know us but please know you can add us to your long list of people thinking caring thoughts of you & your family.
Angelucci's <angelucci9@aol.com>
Trumbull, Ct. - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:51 PM CDT

Still praying, praying, and more praying for God's blessings of peace and comfort for you and for Ryan.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

Checking in again this evening. You can feel the love coming off this site--may it all settle around you for comfort.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:29 PM CDT

PRAYERS AND LOVE COMING YOUR WAY FROM SULPHUR, LOUISIANA.

SHERYL & KALEY WILLIS <SHERYLWIL7@AOL.COM>
SULPHUR, LA. USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:29 PM CDT

Praying for your sweet boy
alyssa (www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys) <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:50 PM CDT

Hello Brown Family -

Just wanted to add our names to the many who are praying for all of you...we beelieve in miracles too, whatever form they take.
Love, Brenda Reeder <reederbj@yahoo.com>
Monmouth Junction, NJ - Monday, June 20, 2005 6:55 PM CDT

We keep praying and praying for all of you. I hope Ryan's afghan has arrived. I want him to be wrapped in the love of all of us. Stay strong!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 6:41 PM CDT

Hugs and oodles of prayers!
Love
Mary, Mike Slade and the kids <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Monday, June 20, 2005 6:41 PM CDT

You are on our minds and in our prayers daily.

God Bless
Angel Melody�s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
Hemet, Ca - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, and Aunt Sherry,
Sending more prayers and hugs your way. I love and miss you all. Praying for a peaceful evening!!!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 5:40 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just wanted to stop in and see how you were doing.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers buddy
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

Hey Big Guy! I love you lots! I am so proud to have you in my life. You made my day so much brighter every afternoon when I walked into your classroom for speech time. I am so thankful that God sent you to my school. I am blessed to have you and your family in my life. Jesus has such a wonderful plan for your family. LOVE YOU!! Ms. Roscella
Roscella Meeks <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
Ft. Campbell , KY - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:22 PM CDT

Ryan,

Your hug counter cannot keep up with all of the love we are sending you.....

Hope you can feel all of the love of your friends around the globe holding you tight!!!!

((((HUGS)))) to you and your sweet family,

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

Praying, praying, and praying some more......

You are COVERED in prayer, rest assured of that.

Love and hugs,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan - it's Stacy's friend, Andrea, again. I see lots of people are sending love your way and I just wanted to add a quick note to let you know you're in my heart!
Andrea Morrison <amorrison@stlcc.edu>
Imperial, MO - Monday, June 20, 2005 3:52 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family, Thinking and Praying for all of you today. Ryan you are such a special little boy that is surrounded by family and friends that love you very much!! I hope you don't have any discomfort today and the days ahead. Love, Lynn
Lynn
TN - Monday, June 20, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

Hey little buddy,
I am so proud of how hard your fighting! I am so glad you see and talk to your angels. They will lead you home! I love you...thanks for sharing your smile with me. Andrea and Phillip - you are two of the most amazing people I know. Ryan is lucky to have you. Aunt Sherry, I love you. I am praying for all of you.
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, Mo US - Monday, June 20, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

RYAN, I JUST RAN ACROESS YOUR WEB SITE A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO, BUT HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING IT DAILY FOR UPDATES. I DO NOT KNOW YOU, BUT I DO KNOW THAT YOU ARE AN AWESOME LITTLE GUY. YOU ARE SO LUCKY THAT YOU HAVE SEEN THE ANGELS AND TO KNOW THAT WHEN GOD IS READY YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH THEM. I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR MIRACLES AND FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD LOVES YOU. PAT ZELLMANN
PAT ZELLMANN <P.ZELLMANN@kLEINET.COM>
YOUNG AMERICA, MN USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 3:32 PM CDT

Dear, sweet Ryan,
You are such a wonderful, handsome, funny, and fun to be with young man. I love your smile, and when I want to see you smile, all I have to do is close my eyes and think of you. Thank you for being my friend and letting me be your friend. Thank you, Phillip and Andrea, for giving the chance to know your children to anyone who wanted to take advantage of it.

Love and prayers to all (including Nana)
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, We are still praying for your miracle. We check your website all the time. Tristyn always wants to see your picture.You are such a strong and amazing boy.We love you and am praying for you to get strong.Phillip,Andrea and the whole family please know you are in my heart and prayers.
Christie and Tristyn Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, Ky 42223 - Monday, June 20, 2005 2:29 PM CDT

Ryan, you are so lucky to be able to see your angels. I know I've always wanted to see mine. I'm praying so hard that you get better so we will see you at school. Stay strong little guy.
Mary Dicus <jcdiv@comcast.com>
Fort Campbell, KY - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:44 PM CDT

Ryan,
I have never met you but you mean a great deal to my family. Tristyn is lucky to have a friend that is so strong. I wish I could come see you with Christie and Tristyn but I am in Iraq. I can't wait to meet you and will think about you till that day. Be strong!
Anson Sitton <anson.d.sitton@us.army.mil>
Baghdad, Iraq - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:38 PM CDT

I know that this is a very difficult time for all of you. We continue to pray for your family. Ryan is truly an angel himself and know that we are all thinking of him constantly. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:33 PM CDT

Ryan,
Angels, what a most beautiful thing to see! You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Praying for you and your families peace and comfort (and for your miracle in whatever form it chooses to take).

Hugs,
Joy FOA/RA
Joy McCarthy <joymcarthy@aol.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 12:10 AM CDT

Ryan, I just put in so many hugs it told me to stop! Can you believe it? So I am going to concentrate real hard and send you a hug that you will feel any minute! Then I want you to share that hug with Mommy, and Daddy, Sissy, and Nana, ok? Let me know if you need me to send another hug, just in case Sissy doesn't share, ok? We are thinking of you and praying that your pain will go away so you can enjoy your wonderful family! Have a great day today! Colleen
Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, mo USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:59 AM CDT

Ryan, Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Say strong little guy. You are a hero to many people. You are a true soldier. Thinking of you always.

Amanda Mix (McDaniel) <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, mo pike - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:47 AM CDT

I wish there was something that I, or anyone, could say to help, but I just don't know if there is. I can say that Ryan is certainly loved by all as I've read his name on so many other caringbridge sites. I will be praying for Ryan and your entire family.
Vicki Sue <vsg248@netscape.net>
State College, PA USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:40 AM CDT

We will coninue to pray for peace and comfort for Ryan and all of the family. May God continue to bless your family!
Melissa Gilpin <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:16 AM CDT

Hey little Buddy,

You and your family sure are special to us and lots of other people. We love you all! I had another one of those talks with Cheyenne and asked her to hold your hand and make you smile. You probably didn't know this, but Miss Cheyenne loves you soooo much and thinks you are the cutest boy in the world.

Many prayers and hugs.

Roy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5

Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:57 AM CDT

I am so sorry that you have to go through this. I know it is as tough on you as it is on Ryan. I know that there are some wonderful angels ready to take Ryan's hand when the time is right. Ryan will always be my hero. He is blessed with wonderful family and friends!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

I hope today is a better day for you Ryan. I'm so glad you told the angel's not yet, next time tell them...never!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San antonio, TX - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

Just learned of your precious Ryan from Connor Hunley's site and want you to know I'm praying for your whole family.
June Humphrey <junehumphrey@yahoo.com>
Goodlettsville, TN - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

I'm praying you through. It must be so difficult to watch your little boy go through this.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:29 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family members,
I am so sorry that you had such a rough day yesterday. My family sends our wishes for strength to help you all face this challenge. We will pray that Ryan does not suffer. How wonderful that he has such a strong, supportive, loving family!
Leanne Lederer <LeaLed@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO U.S. - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:22 AM CDT

Greetings from Pawnee City Nebraska, a small (population 1000) town in southeast Nebraska. Just know that there are people from all over thinking about you and praying for you and your family.
Roberta Turnbull <mk91101@alltel.net>
Pawnee City, - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

Hugs for Ryan :) You are all in my prayers during this time of need.
God Bless You
Carol Owens <Cowens624@wideopenwest.com>
Shelby Twp, MI USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family and Aunt Sherry,
I am amazed by the strength you all show. Ryan is already with the angels, the ones here on Earth. I hope you all have a good day today and I am always thinking of you. Love, Tiffaney and Cristian

Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Hello to my favorite Kentucky family,

I'm sure hoping for a day that is filled with comfort and peaceful, joy-filled moments. I know you don't start off each day with the thought that you will be an inspiration to so many of your friends, family and admirers... but your boundless love for each other, your unwillingness to allow that darn tumor to steal Ryan's vibrant heart and soul, the courage and strength you ALL are demonstrating each and every day... you are teaching us all what the words family, commitment, faith, hope and love really mean.

I am thinking of you, and sending my love and support to help sustain you as you continue to navigate through this unbelievably challenging journey.

Ryan- I'm with Kody's mom- you're my #1 favorite terrific boy, too!!!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, June 20, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Crew,
My heart is heaving knowing of the difficult day you had yesterday and the difficult time that is ahead. You are all in our prayers. Not a moment goes by that we are not thinking of and praying for you all. May God give you all the strength to make it through this.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 9:02 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
We are so sorry to hear you had such a rough day yesterday. You are such an incredible boy whose spirit touches us right through our computer screen. Keep fighting that beast, Ryan!
We bee-lieve in miracles and are sending loads of prayers and hugs your way!
Love Mrs. K and family
Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:49 AM CDT

God has blessed Ryan with an amazing family to walk this journey with him. Continuing to pray for all of you. Hoping to visit soon. Always ready to help.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family, Love to all of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. I love you all very much. Big hugs and kisses to Ryan, I love you Buddy. I am here.
Nonie Vicki
VIcki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Keeping you all in my prayers.
Ryan, this is for you ....

Marcia and the gang, Hug a Bug, http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:36 AM CDT

I know it' not not right to pick favorites but Ryan you are our #1 most favorite guy in the whole wide world!!
Thank you so much Ryan's Nana for updating.....at least 20 hits on the counter had to have been from us yesterday. :0)

Praying for a peaceful day for all of you.

With love and always BEElieving...

Kim & Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <kodybearsplace@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

Ryan- You are a brave and strong little guy. I know many adults who would not handle this as well as you do. You are a tough little soldier. I pray for you and your family everyday.
stephanie smith <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
arnold, md - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, & Elizabeth, & Nana of course~!
Thank you for the updates on Ryan. Checking this website is something I find myself doing several times a day. I am not ever sure of a good time to call. Our church, and Sunday School classes have put you all on the prayer list. When two or more are gathered together the Lord is with them, the Bible says. The Lord is with you all. We will keep praying. If there is anything you guys need, something picked up, a visit, food, call us! I will be checking!
Chad, Brenda, Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:18 AM CDT

Dear Nana, I am praying for Ryan and for all of you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers throughout the day. Hugs and kisses to sweet Ryan. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Ryan,
Just wanted you to know that I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I am sorry that you are having to go through all of this. What a brave boy! Know that you are very special and that I love you!! Take care and may God bless you and your family!
Trishi
trish juoza-clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
nashville, tn usa - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Sending love and prayers from Oklahoma. Sorry that things are so hard right now---bless you all.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

I'm sending my hugs and kisses to you all. Thinking of you always. With lots of love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

Ryan,

I am so sad to read you had such a rough day. I was afraid when Nana hadn't updated that was the case. Devin and I checked on you several times during the day hoping to hear some news of you giggling. Hopefully today will be better. I can imagine you are all exhausted. Please know that people around the world are praying and sending positive thoughts for strenghth for your family.

We love you Ryan Brown!!!!!!!

Millions of ((((HUGS)))) are sent your way.

The Ross Family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

Prayers for your little guy, asking for strength for the day for his family...
Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:53 AM CDT

Ryan, All I can say is you are one big man. My family has been praying for you everyday. I pray that soon you will not be sick anymore, and that you will live with peace forever. I pray that God be with you all, and help Ryan & family not to be afraid. God is good, and as hard as it is to understand, he has everything already taken care of for Little Ryan and the rest of us. I would love to be your Hero, but I guess I will have to settle with you being mine. Thank you Ryan, you have helped me to not put so much into my work, and put more into my family. Thank You Thank You Thank You!
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters , mo - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:48 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with all of you and especially Ryan. Sending big ~hugs~ and prayers for you buddy!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:28 AM CDT

Ryan,Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth,and Aunt Sherry,
We love all of you and pray that you be comforted and given strength at this time. Ryan we love you very much and hope that today is a better day for you. Love to you all. Hugs and Kisses.
Jody, Garry, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:16 AM CDT

Ryan is ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers! I will never stop believing that miracles happen. Please give Ryan a BIG Hug from me.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:07 AM CDT

Rhonda said it so well. My heart aches for you all and my prayers and thoughts are with you during this incredibly difficult time. You don't know me; I am
Someone who cares
Sparks, NV - Monday, June 20, 2005 6:51 AM CDT

You all remain steadfast in my prayers and heart. Ryan is surrounded by love and his spirit is amazing to say the least. I cannot imagine the difficulties you are all facing day to day and moment to momemt. Ryan has captivated everyones heart, forever. Thinking of you.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 6:41 AM CDT

I know that yesterday was your most difficult day yet. Your journal brought back so many memories. I'm so sorry that you all are having to go through this, I can't say that enough. Ryan is one remarkable little guy, with an amazing family. You are doing everything RIGHT. Ryan knows that you are with him, and that he is not alone, I think that is one of the most important things. You are in all of our hearts and in prayers around the world. I pray that today will be a better day.

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Monday, June 20, 2005 6:26 AM CDT

Hey Sgt. Ryan, Haven't heard about to many ambushes since I left you. Hope You have a really good day and that you keep that wonderful laugh going. Love you and miss you all. The strength that mom, dad and nana shows everyday is amazing.But the strength that you continue to show is unreal.You are the strongest sgt. I have ever known. Lots of hugs and kisses, even if you do have a sign up that says no kissing Ryan.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:57 AM CDT

Ryan and Your family are in my thoughts and prayers this morning. Sent Ryan many hugs. Blessings.

Love,
Mary Templeton
Mary Templeton <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:46 AM CDT

Ryan
Praying for you!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 5:32 AM CDT

sending some love-prayers healing strength-and some special special glue to take away some pain and frustrations and the stinky bugs...

and sending some dancing snoooooopys--smile ry-guy-i hope you are having an ok day..

your friend, chris
~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Sunday, June 19, 2005 11:56 PM CDT

I just wanted to stop by and say hello to the little hero before I leave for camping in the morning. I won't be able to check in on you for awhile but rest assured, I will be praying for you. I already packed my rosary in my bag. Keep fighting, little guy...you and Hulk can do it together!
Hugs & prayers from Candy - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, MI - Sunday, June 19, 2005 11:16 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just left you a bunch of hugs and wanted to say hi. You are still my hero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless,
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, June 19, 2005 11:06 PM CDT

Prayers for everyone...
Maria <mwright121@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA 30093 - Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:44 PM CDT

I linked to Ryan's site through Angel Troy's site. I just wanted to drop a note to let you know that your beautiful little Ryan is in my prayers. Ryan appears to be quite a fighter. May GOD give all of you the strength to face the challenges ahead.

Kathy Preis
(a friend of Nadine Paulmeno)
Kathy Preis <preisfamily4@yahoo.com>
Paramus, NJ - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:37 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. We are back in Ohio, closer to you and wanted to tell you be on the look out for some big shiny lip gloss kisses from us. Harlei and Lexus have on their favorite shades and are sending you kisses. SMOOCCCHHHHH!! Catch them. Happy fathers Day!! Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY PHILLY!!!!!!
YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS.

I LOVE YOU!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
We are friends of the Grantz family and heard about your fight. Please accept our best wishes and know that our family is praying for you. You are an inspiration for all of us!
With love and hope:
Joe, Catherine, and Jackson Cimato
HHC/1-327 IN
Joe Cimato <jcimato@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN Montgomery - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day Phillip! Praying for Ryan & your family!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

Ryan, I hope you didn't shoot you Dad too many times today with your blaster..it is Father's day you know! Praying extra hard for you today and every day. Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:54 PM CDT

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY PHILLIP, JUST STOPPING BY TO SEND ALL OUR LOVE, HUGS AND PRAYERS.

Phyllis, Adam & Matthew <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarkville, TN USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day Philip!! Love, The Grantz's
Cheri, John, and Kent Grantz <jcgrantz@alltel.net>
Rineyville, KY 40162 - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:34 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day Phillip. Thinking of you today as always.

Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:30 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day Phillip. I came by to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for your family. I know how hard this illness is and from reading your site I can tell how much of a great daddy you are. If at any time you or anyone in your family has any questions or want to talk just email me.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, June 19, 2005 7:53 PM CDT

Happy Fathers Day Phillip...I hope your day is going great! I am so proud of the father you have grown to be! WE love you!
Stacy, Tyler, And Sadie <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 7:42 PM CDT

Hi,
Just want to let you know that I became familiar with your site through another caringbridge site. I am familiar with childhood cancer because my daughter survived leukemia. I just want to let Ryan's family know on this Father's Day I too am wishing for that miracle you want for your beautiful little boy. I also would like Ryan to know that he is a very special little boy!

Linda Tienda <j.tienda@worldnet.att.net>
Clearwater, FL USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 7:36 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day Phillip...you are amazing.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

Phillip-
You are a terrific father and I wanted to drop by today to let you know that I think you, and your entire family, are wonderful.
Ryan- I think you are really a terrific boy!!! I think of you and that amazing family of yours all the time. You continue to inspire me greatly!

With love to you all,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, June 19, 2005 6:37 PM CDT

Ryan,Andrea,Phillip,Elizabeth and Nana, I just want to let you all know that I am thinking about and praying for you every single day. Ryan is truley a little soldier and like all the kids that have battled the beast,has a purity of spirit and heart that will live on forever.I wish I could trade places with these beautiful kids so that they could still physically be with their families that love them so very very much.Hold each other,love each other and cherish each and every moment and know that Ryan knows that you love him.He is with those that he needs the most.This is difficult to write,especially on this particular day,but I have to let you know that myself and many families are with you during this most difficult time.Sincerly,Gary(Isaac"s Dad).
Gary Tropple <melanietropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa. USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 2:54 PM CDT

YOU ARE A MIRACLE, AND I THINK I SPEAK FOR ALL OF US WHO HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING YOUR BRAVE JOURNEY...THAT WE LOVE YOU RYAN! YOU INSPIRE US ALL! YOU GIVE YOUR FAMILY SO MUCH LOVE AND JOY...HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO YOU ALL. STAY BRAVE...OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU!
LOVE: THE HAMMOND FAMILY
Clarksville, TN - Sunday, June 19, 2005 2:47 PM CDT

We are keeping up with Ryan and his family thru the Grantz's , just wanted to say we have said many prayers for you guys and bless each and everyone of you.
The Minor Family <minors4sjam@cox.net>
Williamsburg , Va USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

Dear Phillip,
Just wanted to wish you a VERY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! You are a blessing to your family!
Debbie <Debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 19, 2005 12:00 AM CDT

Sending you love and lots of hugs. I hope you have a good day today. Happy Father's Day to Phillip and all of the daddys with you today.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:54 AM CDT

Hi
I found your page through Cameron Brooks. You are in my prayers now and forever. God Bless all you.
Karen Boettinger <jjallimom@aol.com>
West Orange, NJ USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:26 AM CDT

Hi Mr. Ryan,

Just stopping by to drop off more ((HUGS)) Hope you and your family can feel all of the love and support being sent to you from around the world!!!!

We love you Ryan!!

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

~Praying~ ~Praying~ ~Praying~ for sweet little Ryan!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

Ryan
sending love and hugs to you and your Dad and Mom....
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 19, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

We are thinking about you all.
Fred and Leanne Wintrich
Ft. Campbell, KY USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 6:21 AM CDT

Sending you much love and many prayers today from Hendersonville. Ryan, what a brave and mighty "soldier" you are! The Hulk could take some lessons from you! We are all so proud of you. My heart-felt prayers are with you all as you travel this journey, you KNOW that I feel your pain. Keep enjoying those moments of joy and laughter, they will sustain you. You are in the hearts and prayers of people ALL OVER THE WORLD!

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net >
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, June 19, 2005 4:49 AM CDT

Ryan,
We just sent you a hundred and one hugs!!! We hope you felt them. Love you sweetie, God Bless!!!

Love,
Mary and Caitlin Templeton
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin

Mary <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL - Sunday, June 19, 2005 3:34 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
I am praying for peace, comfort, and most of all Ryan's miracle!!
Lia <bcbabe73@yahoo.com>
BC Canada - Saturday, June 18, 2005 11:37 PM CDT

Hey Brown Family,

Just wanted to send you a note to let you know that we are still thinking about you even though we moved away. Ryan, we were glad to see that you are a true Strike! soldier now. Congratulations! We are thinking about you guys everyday and checking your website. Your family is a true inspiration to ours.

Love,
John, Cheri, and Kent Grantz
John, Cheri, and Kent Grantz <jcgrantz@alltel.net>
Rineyville, KY USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 11:25 PM CDT

Ryan....you are our Hero Buddy!!
Love you always and forever...
Kim, Kody and the entire "K" family
fl/kodysstory <kodybearsplace@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

You know that we all love you out here, little man. You are my hero and one tough young man. HUGS from us to you.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

I DO believe in miracles!
Maria <mwright121@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

Ryan and Family:

Greetings from Goodlettsville, Tennessee. I found you thru Angel Connor Hunley's site. I just started a Caring Bridge page for my brother, Tracy, so I know how important and encouraging these messages are!

You are all in my prayers tonight and I hope you feel the love of God surrounding you all. May peace be yours and may you be blessed for the inspiration you are being to others!

Kriste Lanius
Visit my brother at http://www.caringbridge.org/tn/tracylanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Hey My Little Hero !!
Angel Darla here, sending lots and lots of angel hugs and prayers your way.. keep fighting keep beeelieving.. My prayers go out to mommy & daddy and family too , for strenght.. Your always in my prayers and 4ever in my heart..
angel hugs 4 ever....
Angel Darla
Darla <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, FL USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:15 PM CDT

Hi Sgt. Ryan,
We mailed you a package today so you can all cuddle under a camouflage afghan, and no one can find you if you want to hide. Know, Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth, Nana Sherry, and all the rest of the family that we keep praying and "beelieving" because you are all special to us. When Isaiah looks at your picture on the computer, he tries to talk to you and doesn't understand why you don't talk to him. He thinks the people on TV are talking to him!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:48 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just wanted to stop in and say that I was thinking about you all day today.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint , mi - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:41 PM CDT

Ryan
My thoughts and prayers are with you. You're truly an inspiration and the world is a better place for having someone like you in it. Keep on Believing!!!

Heather <hollybelle7376@earthlink.net>
Howard, OH - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,

Just wanted to write and let you know how much your brave little guy inspires and amazes me. Blessings to you all.
Jody Vander Hart <jvanderhart1@hotmail.com>
West St. Paul, MN - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

Ryan and family,
I heard about Ryan from Kody's site. I just can't imagine
the pain and heartache as you watch Ryan in his battle.
I pray for smiles and peace in the midst of tears.
Blessings,
Kirsten Petty <kgpetty@earthlink.net>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

My prayers are with you all. I have been checking on Ryan since the Leaf Chronicle article. (Clarksville is my hometown.) The strength of Ryan and all of the family is amazing. Your faith in God is evident in your words and actions. I pray that He gives you all peace throughout this fight. Keep fighting Ryan, you are such a brave boy!!
Michele Milligan
Columbus, OH USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 7:53 PM CDT

Much love and hugs and thoughts filled with prayer for you, little man.
Kathryn Gallagher
Hemet , CA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Crew,
Congratulations on beating Nana at Bowling!!! Sorry to hear that last night was so rough. I am praying that you have a more peaceful night tonight! I love you all!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 6:43 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Just dropping off some hugs for you and your family!!!!!

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 6:00 PM CDT

Hey buddy, I hope you are up to going golfing today. I don't know how the weather has been there, but it's been great in St. Louis. I hope your night tonight is better than last night.
Unfortunately, I'm not sure I'll be able to come and see you. But even though I'm not there, doesn't mean I Love You any less. Keep on laughing, I know everyone loves to hear it. I Love You Kiddo!!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Saturday, June 18, 2005 5:55 PM CDT

Hello Ryan,
Just wanted to say "hi" and let you know I was thinking about you guys. Hope you have a good weekend and get to do a lot of neat stuff. We love you, Tiffaney and Cristian.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Saturday, June 18, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

Ryan--hope that you felt all of those hugs that I just left you.....they always seemed to make Devin feel better---so hope they make you feel better too.

My thoughts and prayers are with your family. God Bless you and keep you strong.

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Saturday, June 18, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

Dear Andrea & Phillip
Just a little note to say I'm thinking of you all daily and saying lots of prayers for Ryan and all of you. Annette showed me some really nice pictures of the kids that she took when they were at her house. Ryan looked really good in the pictures and I couldn't believe how much Elizabeth has grown. My thoughts are with all of you.
Debbie Myers <dkbmyers@gmail.com>
Bowling Green, Mo USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 3:23 PM CDT

Hello Ryan and family. I just want to say hello and tell you that I'm praying for you... keep the faith.
Eliana <eliwessel@yahoo.com>
Mexico, Mexico - Saturday, June 18, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Just thinking about YOU!!!!!

Love you lots!!!!

The Ross Family
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

Ryan, Sounds like you are doing great. I believe that God has a miracle waiting for you little buddy. Life is a miracle in its self, but the best is yet to come. I will keep praying that God keeps you safe, and that his love covers you and your mommy & daddy. You are a special boy, a boy that many people are very proud of. Keep the faith, and God will deliver. Our big Hero!
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters , MO - Saturday, June 18, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that precious Ryan and your family are in my thoughts and prayers today. Love, Hugs*, and blessings to all of you.

Love,
Mary Templeton
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin
Mary Templeton <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL - Saturday, June 18, 2005 12:14 AM CDT

Hi. I'm Sarah, Justin's mom..(you may have read about him on Cheyenne's caringbridge page) Please know you will be in my thoughts and prayers. As loving and caring as Justin was I know he will be looking out for a brave little guy like Ryan...Take care.. Love and prayers to you all...
Sarah Tackett <Sarahtx34@aol.com>
San Angelo , Tx USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 11:28 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip (and NANA):
It is easy to see where Ryan gets his love, courage, and strength from. All you have to do is look at his family. You guys have done such an amazing job raising him and fighting this together...Know that I am praying for all of you. I love you all.
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 10:08 AM CDT

Love and prayers from Oklahoma!! Bless you all.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK - Saturday, June 18, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

Ryan,
I hope your having a much better day today. Soak up all that love everyone down there is giving you and it will give you the HULK's strength. Your the bravest boy I know! I love you.
Cousin Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

Ryan,
I hope you are feeling better this morning after a hard night. We love you so very much and are praying for you with every breath. We are also praying for mom, dad, and nana as we know this is just as hard for them. We love all of you and send lots of hugs, kisses, and prayers for a good day today.
Jody,Garry, and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO 65440 - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:55 AM CDT

We LOVE you. All of you. Please know that we are here if you need anything.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!! - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

I'm not certain that I've ever signed your guestbook though I've been following Ryan's journey for several months. I even got to see he and his mom on television here in Nashville. I want you to know that I am praying for each of you at this time.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

May the good Lord bring you peace in this difficult time. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Melissa Gilpin <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

Hey Little Man Keep on Fighting if u need anything just email me Hope u get better so i can see u out the eagles i sure do miss your hugs. Let me know next time u come out there i get my mom to bake u some cookie or something Love ya
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, KY - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

Our hearts are heavy for you. Our prayers are with you. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

Good morning Ryan! Brian and I are back checking to see how you are doing! Wow~! Bowling and rode your bicycle too? You are such a super hero! Have fun! We love you!
Our prayers are with you and your family!

Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,
You don't know me, but I have been praying for you. I am the aunt of Angel Troy Paulmeno, and I heard about Ryan from my sister-in-law Nadine. My heart breaks for you all, because I remember how difficult it was to see Troy struggling to breathe. I pray that God brings Ryan peaceful breaths and each of you His strength. You're in my prayers.
Linda Sewell
Hoover, AL USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Saying prayers for Ryan and all of you.
With love, Brenda Reeder <reederbj@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

I am so sorry that Ryan and your whole family have to go through this horrible battle. I pray every day for a miracle for all of the kids who are ill. I wish you strength and send my love.
Lisa
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:18 AM CDT

Many prayers for Ryan & the entire family as he fights this battle!!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

I wish I knew the right thing to say but I don't. I understand your pain, I've traveled this journey too. I was so glad for the morphine.
I am so impressed with Ryan...he rode his bike and went bowling! He is a strong, brave, and amazing boy. His parents and family are so loving. Thank you for keeping us updated. I am praying for your family.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

Our prayers are with all of you as you face the difficult times ahead. Ryan has faught a very courageous battle and we still pray for a miracle! Just know that we are with you in spirit if we aren't physically present. If there is anything we can do don't hesitate to ask. We love all of you. God bless you
Aunt Carol
Carol Chason <hchason@tampabey.rr.com>
Plant City, Fl - Saturday, June 18, 2005 7:50 AM CDT

My heart, too, is heavy for you, Sherry, Andrea, Phillip, Elizabeth... and all, including me, who love Ryan, and you all, so very much.
Ryan, you continue to be such an inspiring, brave, beautiful boy. As, Roy, Cheyenne's daddy suggests in his post, I am certain that Maddie and Cheyenne- the "big girls"- are keeping a close eye on you! With them as your adopted big sisters and the Hulk for protection, I know you are going to be OK. I pray you are feeling relaxed and peaceful. I love you.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, June 18, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

Sherry my heart is so havy for you and Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth and your entire family. I'm praying for Ryan's comfort. Praying for all of you. In my thoughts and heart every single day.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 7:02 AM CDT

I LOVE YOU!
CAROL SUE <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 6:49 AM CDT

Yes, I, as well as others, know what you are going thru or similar situation. (not with a child, but mother in my case). The extra morphine will help. I pray for all of you right now. And for Ryan at this time...tell him Hulk will protect him. Love and continued prayers,
Vickie whicker
Mocksville, NC - Saturday, June 18, 2005 6:04 AM CDT

Words cannot express my feelings. I know how the feelings that are there as I type. You are in my prayers and thoughts constantly. I asked my baby to hold your baby's hand and put in a good word to let him stay here with us for awhile longer. Give Ryan a big hug for me.

Cheyenne's Dad
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Friday, June 17, 2005 11:06 PM CDT

Hey Sgt. Brown,I was gald to read that you are keeping your Nanna on her toes with all of the great stuff you have been doing. As soon as you are ready Cody and I are up for another trip to McDonalds. Keep your chin up Big Guy. We are thinking happy and wonderful thoughts for all of you and you are always in our prayers. Sherri, Dennis,Jared & Cody.
P.S. Tell your Nanna if she needs anything to give me a call.
Sherri Noel <sjbaarrc@aol.com>
Curryville, Mo - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:55 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I'm so glad you had a much better day today. Maybe you can tell some of your bowling tricks b/c I'm not very good. I always fall down in those silly shoes and Harlei and Lexus laugh at me! :)Give Elizabeth a big hug from us. She didn't have anything floating around in the bathtub with you?? You know little kids are goods for that! OOHHHH grooss!! HAHA!! Have a fun weekend! We love you and your family. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I heard about you from a lady at my church. You are such a special boy, I have read about you and you are so strong. I will be praying for you and your Family. God Loves you so much. In my prayers
Cathy Perrone <Godchilds@hotmail.com>
Woodlawn, tn usa - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I have been thinking of you often and praying. It was a priviledge caring for you on your flight home. You and your family touched my heart. Thank you for allowing Tim(Grandpa) and I fly with you home. You are very special. Love, Sabra RN (SLCH Transport Team) I will keep visiting your web site.
Sabra Havey <ssh0331@bjc.org>
Saint Louis, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:20 PM CDT

Hi Brown family and friends! Just checkin' in and letting you all know how much you are on people's minds and in their prayers. Sgt. Ryan keep up the good work and teach those other soldiers how to act in another true war. Lots of hugs and good wishes.

Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:52 PM CDT

Hey kiddo! WOW, it sure sounds like you had a fun but busy day. I'm soooo glad you had a good day and was able to go bowling and ride your bike. Have fun shooting Cpt. Umbrell!!! You know, you need to be careful how much you do in one day, Nana is getting old and has trouble keeping up with you on days like today!!!!!LOL (Love you mom!) I like your new pictures too. I'm still trying to figure out how I can get down there soon. I Miss You!!!!
Give everyone hugs and kisses for me.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:50 PM CDT

Riding a bike and sooting your shooter and bowling ten frames!!?? I want to play at your house! That's where all the fun is!! Ryan sweetie you are wonderful. Sending BIG HUGS and lotsa love and prayers to you and your fabulous family! Prayers to little Riley too.xxxxoooo
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:01 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, We're finally home and will be by to see you soon. We're checking in on you and see you've been busy with that new shooter. Sounds like fun. We're all praying for you and your family and are sending you lots of hugs.
Phyllis Riley <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 6:54 PM CDT

Wow Ryan!
Keep on doing all the ordinary and the Extra-ordinary things you are doing! You are lucky to have such wonderful "storytellers" writing your journal it makes us feel like we are right there! I hope you had a blast riding your bike!

Keep on Fighting that Beast Ryan! We Bee-lieve in you and in miracles!
Hugs, Mrs. K and family
Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, June 17, 2005 6:14 PM CDT

My goodness, I am worn out just reading about how busy and active you have been . You can't keep a good boy down!!!! Way to go Ryan!!!My love and Prayers and Hopes and Dreams and every good thing I can think of goes out to you Ryan and all of your family. Hug MY baby sister Nana for me.OK?
Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 6:12 PM CDT

Thinking of you and sending prayers! Boy, we had all better start "DUCKING" or Ryan will be shooting us in "cyberspace!!" hee hee I am so glad you found more discs! Lots of wonderful people out there! ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:40 PM CDT

Hello, it's me again. It's my first time signing a guestbook. I'll do better next time and not hit the button twice!!!!!
Jeanne McSweeney
Bridgewater, MA - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:07 PM CDT

I salute you Sgt. Ryan all the way from Massachusetts. I am thinking and praying for you and your family. Please give Ryan a hug and a kiss from a stranger who cares and whose heart is with all of you.
Jeanne McSweeney
Bridgewater, MA - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:03 PM CDT

Saying prayers for Ryan. I hope you all have a good weekend!
With Love, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Friday, June 17, 2005 4:01 PM CDT

Hi Brown Family,
Hope you had a wonderfull day filled with smiles and fun.
Love
Bryca

Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 3:51 PM CDT

Hey Cutie,

Hope today is a good day. Bowling sounds like fun, but so does swimming and just hanging out....hope you have fun whatever you feel like doing!!

Always thinking and praying for you sweetheart,

The Ross Family

Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 3:48 PM CDT

I hope you are having a great day. I'm glad to hear that your ammo supply is in. Look out Ft. Campbell, Sgt. Brown is on the loose. We love you!!
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Congratulations on your new ranking. How exciting!! I was just checking in to see how you were doing and to send you a hug. Please tell mom, dad and sissy I said hello and I am praying for all of you.
Sheila Patton <wspttn@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 2:30 PM CDT

The Travis Family in Bowling Green Ky are praying for you. Maybe sometime soon you could send us some pictures of you on your Uncle's 4Wheeler. God bless you.
Marty Travis <martytravis@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 2:25 PM CDT

Hey Buddy! Just checking in to see how you were doing! It was great to see you this week. I love you! Have Mommy give you and Elizabeth a hug for me. It is great to know that you went for a walk this week. If you need me to make another Walmart run just have Mommy give me a call. Phillip and Andrea, if you need me you know what to do!!!!! Love you all!
Mrs. Roscella <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I am so glad to hear that you felt up to going on a walk with sissy, mom and nana. The weather up here has been absolutely beautiful!!! I hope that you get to go bowling and have fun with your family! I know it's hard, but remember to try your best to be patient with Mom, Dad, and Nana when they can't understand you. They love you SOOOO MUCH and are taking such wonderful care of you and your sis! Blessings to all!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, glad to hear your ammo supply is stocked and loaded. Everyone better watch out for the big ambush! Praying that you have a great weekend!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 12:08 AM CDT

Hello Brown Family-

I read about your story in a round about way. I have a co-worker who's daughter has the same illness your son has. Her name is Leah James,
( web address: http://www.leahsjourney.com/), and someone wrote in her book about their son, and they wrote about your son Ryan. I read his story and wanted you to know that in addition to praying for Leah, I will also be praying for your adorable son. I truly hope that God works a miracle for him.

Jennifer Corbett
Jennifer Corbett <jcorbe11@ford.com>
Northville, MI - Friday, June 17, 2005 11:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan - Bowling sounds like fun! Hope you get to go. I won't be able to check on you for a few days - no email...so have a good week!

Stay strong!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 11:34 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and Family, I have been keeping up with you. Ryan you are an awesome person and my family and I love you and care very deeply for you. I have 2 boys 10 and 11 I wish we lived near you so we could get to know you. I will be praying everyday and ask God if he as an miracle to grant to please please give it to you. Hang in there little buddy.
Barbara Moran <mmoran410@hotmail.com>
Owings Mills, md usa - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:22 AM CDT

Dear Sgt. Ryan Brown,
I never knew anyone so young who was a Sgt. before. I bet you boss everyone around, and they have to do what you tell them. That is so cool. I gave you over 100 hugs last night, and today baby Isaiah and I are going to do that again. He likes to sit on my lap and look at your picture. Know that we are all praying for you, Mommy, Daddy, Nana Sherry, and all the rest of the family. You are such a special boy, and we love you so much. Since you are now a soldier, I'm going to send you something special from The Ships Project.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
I'm so proud of you (and of Ft. Campbell for recognizing your bravery and courage!) Sadie and Aunt Susan are coming to see you guys this weekend...make sure you blast Sadie a few times for me! (Aunt Susan could probably use a few too) Love you buddy!
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I just stopped by to give you some hugs and kisses. I hope you have fun with Grandma Pat and Grandpa Bob this weekend. Congratulations on your Membership to the regiment. I bet that was pretty cool. Grandpa Steve and Crystal both send their love also.
I hope you have a good day today.
Love Aunt Kath

Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO usa - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:05 AM CDT

Hi Browns,
I was great to see Andrea and Nana out and about yesterday. I'm hoping that Hannah can come soon to color for Ryan. Watch out...she may bring her space blaster gun! You continue in our prayers.
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

Hi Ryan:
I just wanted you to know how special you are to the folks at Midway United Methodist Church in Columbus Georgia. You are on our prayer list and every week we get updates in church about you. We believe that you are one tough soldier and we love you. We are praying for you every day.
LaWanna Estwick
Columbus, GA USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Sherry,
Thank you so much for continuing to keep us informed of all that is happening (I'm sure Andrea appreciates you sharing ALL the details!!). You really are in my thoughts all day.

Hey little man (sorry, with the new rank and all, I should say BIG man) keep laughing, keep smiling ... you make everyone's heart happy.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

Ryan,
WOW! Have you had an exciting week or what. Keep up the ambushing. I hope you have a good day today. Me, Garry, and Emily send lots of hugs and kisses to you, mommy, daddy, sissy and Nanna, and maybe a few to Uncle Bill. I hope you are making Uncle Bill behave. Love you. Hugs and Kisses.
Jody, Garry, Emily Parker
Boss, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Nana Sherry, What a wonderful honor. To be a Nana to two of the most wonderful caring bridge kids - - Ryan and Kaidrie. They have stolen my heart! I am so sorry Ryan has so much pain. I hope the patches continue to relieve it. Ryan, I am praying for a wonderful day for you. Tomorrow Christene is supposed to run a race in Lubbock and it is supposed to be 105!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Good Morning Sgt Ryan,
You are the bravest soldier, glad to hear you had a good laugh last night. We love you, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Just checking in for the day. I love those pictures! I'm praying that today is a good day for you all! Kiss both kids. With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

I LOVE the new pictures! They are great - Elizabeth is growing so much! You must have been so proud, when Ryan got his award! That is so awesome! Continuing to pray and Bee-lieve!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 7:43 AM CDT

Well, of course you should feel special! You are! Praying for a good day today.
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfs.nc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:43 AM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! See - those big guys are so gullible! They fall for the same thing every time! Keep ambushing them and keep fighting the fight.
Big hugs to you and the whole family. You are all special to me.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach park, IL USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:39 AM CDT

Hi all-

It's the "little things" in life(or maybe the "big things" Andrea, since I wasn't in the bed with you all last night-lol) that keep humor and joy in our lives during even the most challenging times... it is so wonderful to read of your shared love and collective bond with each other. Ryan is not only the beneficiary, you all are- and in turn, we- your friends and admirers are- because as a family you are demonstrating so clearly what unconditional love and commitment truly means.

Ryan, it sounds like you are making very good use of your Space Blaster... those silly, silly men are certainly no match for Sargent Ryan Brown's cleverness... keep smiling, sweetheart. You are showing a LOT of people how to live!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:20 AM CDT

Hi Little Buddy!

I'm thinking of you this morning. You are in my prayers!
Lisa
Mount Juliet, TN USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:16 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Crew,
Thank you for sharing the new pictures! They are sweet! Andrea...you should be ashamed of yourself...don't do that in the bed!!!! Glad you all had a good laugh! We miss you all so much! May you all sleep peacefully.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:57 PM CDT

Just stopping by to send "sweet dream" wishes to the bravest little soldier in the world. I hope you have a good night, buddy. I'm sending big hugs and many prayers your way tonight.
Hugs & Smiles from Candy Belanger - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , MI XOXOXOXOXOXO - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:40 PM CDT

Hi Sweetie,

Hope today was good. We're thinking and praying for you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

Hey buddy its me Tommy Sloan.I'm your cousin. Aunt Kathy gave me the adress for your site. Uncle Frank,aunt Kerry and I are praying for you and your mommy and daddy.We all arew wishing you the best of luck buddy. See i ride bulls in a rodeo and its hard but you know what i bet your having a harder time then i am so you know what im going to do is dedicate one of my bullrides to you. Ill cover the bulls 8 seconds for you buddy.And also tell mommy and daddy i said hi and grandma pat and grandpa bob. We all love u buddy.
Tommy Sloan <rebelbullrider_1234@yahoomail.com>
Columbia, Mo U.S.A - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

Hi Ryan & Family, My son-in-law is stationed at Ft. Campbell and that is how I learned about Ryan. My daughter just found out about your website today and then called me.
It is great to have pictures of Ryan. I have been praying for him every day for several months. My entire church has also been praying for him. We definitely believe in miracles and are claiming one for him.
Pat Jernigan <roypatj@aol.com>
Columbus, GA 31907 - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:14 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Boy, you sure sound like a good shot with your blaser!!!!!! How many people did you get today?? Sending BIG hugs tonight as always.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

Ryan, congratulations on your big honor..and for sneaking a shot or two off with your blaster! We are all praying for you here and know you are staying strong.
Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

I haven't visited the site in a while and am catching up on all the news. My prayers are with you all--what a wonderful love you share as a family--it really comes through in the journal.
Blessings,
Beth Lennox
Newport News, VA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:25 PM CDT

BIG BIG BIG ~HUGS~ for Ryan! Praying harder and harder for you little buddy!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, June 16, 2005 6:10 PM CDT

Hey guys, just wanted to say hello and let you know my prayers are with you. Everyday all of us at the pharmacy read the entrys you put in the journel. We are all praying for a miracle. Well I just wanted to say we love you and we are thinkig about you-always!!

Brittany McManus <terranb04@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 6:07 PM CDT

Love you Ryan...

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 6:03 PM CDT

Hello Ryan. I just came by to check on you. I hope you are getting plenty of smiles from all of the messages being sent your way. Just as much as we smile when we see your photo you sent us!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate & Christene <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

Hi, I'm new to your site today, but...not anymore! I will visit often and keep you in my prayers. Found your site through my grandson's site "www.2caringbridge.org/fl/jacob/" Who is also fighting the beast! Ryan is so cute, Praying,Praying, Praying
Nancy Johnson <tjohnso7@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL usa - Thursday, June 16, 2005 4:25 PM CDT

It was great to see Ryan's picture! We have been praying for him every day for a long time. The Beldas told us about him. Yes, God is in the miracle business and we talk with him about one for Ryan.
Norma and Jerry Hults <norjer1@mchsi.com>
Columbus, GA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 4:11 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers, and even though i don't sign the guest book, i am always reading and following up on or lil john deer guy! Stay strong.
Lynika (Peds Hemoc Clinic front desk)
lynika <lynika.l.adams@vanderbilt.edu>
nashville, tn davidson - Thursday, June 16, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

Hey little Buddy. I just found your site and read all about you. You are a cutie for sure. Thanks for being an inspiration to all of us. I will be praying for you.

Left you a bunch of hugs!
David Daniel <rhondavid@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, Al USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 3:11 PM CDT

Congratulations on your ranking! Very exciting news. Keep your chins up and we continue to pray for you guys. Andrea and Philip . . . I don't know how you do it. You are so very strong. I remember sitting and looking at my father's face, trying to etch it in my memory. I can't imagine looking into my child's face that way. You both are amazing. I pray for you every day. Keep the faith! With love from the Browning Family
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 3:05 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
I am stopping by thanks to Julie Dornisch who is recruiting more "prayer soldiers" for all of you. Ryan, congratulations on your big honor yesterday! Know that a family in Connecticut will be praying for all of you! Peace,
Katherine Hall <lhallkhall@cox.net>
West Granby, CT USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 2:16 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. I just stopped by to check on you and let you know there are sooooooo many people out here that care about you. BIG HUGS from a Love Quilts stitcher.
Jackie Bennett <jackielovequilts@yahoo.com>
La Porte, TX USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 2:09 PM CDT

Hey big guy! It was so great to see you yesterday. Have Nana or Momma give me a call when you run out of "Smiley" and suckers, I will make another run. You need to pull rank on Daddy and keep him in line. Have Momma give you a big kiss from me. Love you lots big man!!!! :) Ms. Roscella (Mrs. Meeks)
Roscella Meeks <prmeeks@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 1:17 PM CDT

Congratulations, that is such an honor. You
are such a brave boy.I am praying
for you and your family.
Stacy Frysinger <stacyfrys@yahoo.com>
Eagle River, AK - Thursday, June 16, 2005 12:52 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I heard about you from a friend at church. I wanted to tell you and your family that me and my family will be praying for you. What a brave soldier you are!
God Bless you
Melissa Gilpin
Melissa Gilpin <Gilpin17@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, June 16, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! So glad you are at home, but I do miss seeing you. Dr. K is officially back from vacation this week and has been asking about you. Lots of love. kisses, and prayers!
Candy
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 12:42 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I just wanted to let you and your family know that I am praying for you!! Keep fighting little guy!

Emily <emilym613@hotmail.com>
Raymore, MO U.S. - Thursday, June 16, 2005 12:25 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just dropping by to see how you are doing, and to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. Stay strong little man! You're a hero in my eyes! Sending love & hugs from Wisconsin, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:55 AM CDT

hi ryan
if you or someone can read this message to you we are letting you know you are being prayed for by me and many other people dont give up keep hope alive
God bless

matt <mymission247@gmail.com>
Queen Qreek , az USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:34 AM CDT

Just stopping by to offer my prayers and to send love to all of you. I just found this wonderful site from another CB page and I will continue to visit and wrap little Ryan in a blanket of prayers.
Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com>
Roswell, Ga - Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:32 AM CDT

Ryan: We will be holding you and your family up in prayer in Oklahoma. Linda Terrill
Linda Terrill <lterrill2003@yahoo.com>
Edmond, OK US - Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:25 AM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
My, my, my! I have never hugged a man who is an Honorary Member of the Regiment and a Sergeant to boot! But today I gave you 10 hugs. When I come down, will you give me 5 of them back? Hugs are much better when you get them back - not like chewing gum or a kleenex! I am praying for you and Mommy and Daddy and Elizabeth and Nana. I love you,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:17 AM CDT

A man's spirit sustains him in sickness Proverbs 18:14. Ryan, we know your spirit is strong and courageous...keep up the good fight young soldier man!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:10 AM CDT

HI
I come from the distant land of Minnesota and send you hugs and prayers!
Jill
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:53 AM CDT

Congratulations on your HMOR. Everyone is proud of you. We'll stop by to visit soon; I can't seem to get enough of those great Ryan kisses!! You are such a brave, strong boy. We all love you so very much.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:27 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and Family,
Just wanted to sends hugs and kisses from your hotel girls! We love you and are thinking of you.

Amy
Amy Lawson <amy@rmhnashville.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:11 AM CDT

Good Morning Sgt Brown and all,
I just wanted to check in and hear all the details of your ceremony. Hope you have a good day today. We love you, Tiffaney and Crisitan
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:56 AM CDT

Hi Brown Family, It's Lynn. Thinking and Praying for all of you each and everyday! I hope your day is filled with lots of smiles from Ryan. Enjoy the lollipop you brave trooper and keep blasting away! Love, Lynn
Lynn
TN - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:55 AM CDT

Ryan and Crew,
It's me AGAIN...I found the lyrics to the song I was wtiting you about. Here they are.

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don�t you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can�t be broken
I will be here don�t you cry

And you�ll be in my heart
Yes, you�ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You�ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You�ll be here in my heart
Always

Why can�t they understand the way we feel
They just don�t trust what they can�t explain
I know we�re different but deep inside us
We�re not that different at all

And you�ll be in my heart
Yes, you�ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You�ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You�ll be here in my heart
Always

Don�t listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They�ll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They�ll see in time, I know

We�ll show them together cuz...

You�ll be in my heart
I believe, you�ll be in my heart
I�ll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You�ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You�ll be here in my heart always

Always...
I�ll be with you
I�ll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I�ll be there always

Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Hi Brown Family,
I just want each of you to know that you're in my prayers. You have such a special family and I pray that you cling to each other during this time. God Bless.
Erin
Erin Foster <erinmfoster@hotmail.com>
Grapevine, TX USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,
It's me again...I wanted to tell you about a song that inspires me and reminds me of what you all are going through right now. It is the "theme" song to Disney's cartoon movie TARZAN. I believe that it is titled, "You'll Be In My Heart". It is very moving and reminds me soooo much of Ryan. I brought it with me when Mom and I came to visit, but forgot to play it for you. If you have the TARZAN movie, it is the song that the Mom gorilla sings to the Tarzan baby. What Aunt Sherry wrote about Andrea concentrating on Ryan's beautiful face reminded me that I wanted to share this song with you. Keep BEEEElieving!
Debbie <Debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:13 AM CDT

Hey buddy!!! I'm glad you were able to get your HMOR. I wish I could have been there. I hope you have a wonderful day today and I'll check in again tonight. I Love You!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, I am praying for you! Much love and many hugs across the miles, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:07 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! Congrats on your rank, I am very impressed. You are higher rank than my own husband~!~! There isn't anyone out there that deserves it more~!~! I just wanted to let you know i am thinking of you and praying for you always.
Ashlie Richard <mcward_ashlie25@yahoo.com>
Lake Charles , LA USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Aunt Sherry,
I am so touched by your strength and courage. Ryan is so blessed to be loved and cared for by the three of you. May God continue to provide you with the strength and courage that you need. I love you all so much and am praying for our little soldier all day.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:58 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
Congratulations on your HMOR ceremony! I can't wait to see the pictures. I am soooo glad to hear that you are up and walking to the bathroom by yourself. I bet that takes a lot of strength! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:57 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, sounds like you're having a lot of fun with that blaster!
We just wanted to stop by this morning and let you all know that we are constantly thinking about you guys. We love you and miss you.
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:46 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan!

Brian and I will keep our eyes peeled for more shooter disks! Maybe eBay? We are glad to see that you are happy and having fun! We love you!
Chad, Brenda, Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Thank you so much Ryan..for making my morning a beautiful one!!
I just can't help myself but laugh everytime I hear about you "blasting" everyone that walks by!!
Have we told you lately how much we love you???
LOVE YOU...LOVE YOU...LOVE YOU...LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kim and Kody
fl/kodysstory <kodybearsplace@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:33 AM CDT

It's morning, and I woke up thinking of my favorite sargent and his family- Good morning, sir!
I think it's soooo funny how easily you and Nana tricked the guys into your lair... I'm guessing you'll be able to trick them again today when they stop by... those soldiers are brave, like you, but Ryan, you are so clever!!!
Praying for you all- NO HEADACHES< NO HEADACHES< NO HEADACHES... that will be my mantra today.

Love you all,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Holding you up in prayer, and checking in on Ryan often. What a beautiful family you have, Ryan. And they're so lucky to have you!
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:05 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Sherry....I think of each of you everyday...holding Ryan in my heart and prayers and all of you as well. The ceremony sounded wonderful. Your grace and strength and love are beautiful. It's evident Ryan is completley encircled in this very strong bond of love by so many. I'm so glad there is something out there to take away the pain and make it easy for Ryan to administer himself....who would ever think, a lollipop? Still beelieving...sending love and hugs.
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 7:38 AM CDT

Thank you so much for keeping all of us Ryan-fans updated, Nana Sherry. I'm so happy to read that Ryan is having some fun moments in his days. God is holding you all up. And Ryan is able to have good days, because he is surrounded by a most-loving family. It is evident in your posts just how LOVED he is! You all are loved, as well! Keep doing what you are doing, and we'll keep holding you up in prayer! We love you, Ryan!!!!!

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Thursday, June 16, 2005 6:37 AM CDT

We've been checking in on you from Kaidrie's site. We'll be praying and BEELIEVING exactly as you've asked.

Hey Ryan - you can't see us but we're saluting you.
Love, Brenda Reeder <reederbj@yahoo.com>
Mon. Jct. , NJ - Thursday, June 16, 2005 5:55 AM CDT

The prayers are still coming! Praying for your miracle! ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 11:35 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just checking in to see how you are doing! Praying for you and your family every day!
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 11:10 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
It's fun to read about all the things you are doing these days. We pray for you and your family every day.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

Hey, Ryan! Aunt Jen and I had a GREAT time seeing you and your family Monday and Tuesday! I have fully recovered from the disc blaster wounds and hope to get back there soon to get shot again! Anything I can do to keep that face smiling, let me know! Also remind Private Daddy to keep checking with payroll now that you're a Sergeant! Hey, you gotta get paid, too! Trenton & Tori said to tell you "Hi!" and we all hope that you get better soon! We love you very much!!!
Uncle Neil <neildarnell@sbcglobal.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

Hey kiddo!!!! You have disc shooter refills on the way, should be there tomorrow!!!! I hope the ceramony was wonderful. Sorry I couldn't be there for it.
I Love You and Miss You sooooo much!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:47 PM CDT

hi ryan this is sadie i miss you so much and hope i can see you soon be good

love
sAdIE
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:51 PM CDT

Hey Sgt. Ryan, Sir:
Glad to hear you outrank your daddy now! I miss you and Sissy and Mommy and Nanna and Daddy. Can Sissy talk yet? It seems like forever since I was there last week! Hopefully I will see you very, very soon. I love you to the moon and back.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

This is one busy web site! There is lots of love and hugs coming your way. BEEEEEEEEElieve and BEEEEEEEEEEEEE Strong.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, Mo - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:08 PM CDT

Congratulations, HMORyan! What a great honor, buddy!

Nana... this year in Preschool Sam's grandfather gave us something,
and my assistant gave Grandpa John a hug.
Sam said, "Hey, do you know that he is an OLD man!?"
love and prayers
Mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 6:04 PM CDT

Ryan... your Aunt Vona told me to hold you in my prayers and there you will stay! My summer study group will be sending something to you. Stay strong!
Tisa Aley <poshponyco@aol.com>
Yorba Linda, CA USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 5:54 PM CDT

Hey buddy!!! I'm trying my best to figure out a way to come see you again soon. I Love You. I hope you are having a wonderful day.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 5:32 PM CDT

http://www.alieneight.com/buy_the_SPACE_BLASTER.htm
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 5:04 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
Hope you have a good time at your ceremony! I hope you feel better and I miss you!!!
Kristen Kessler <kristenkessler1@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:59 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I hope you feel better tomorrow and I wish that I could do all of the things that you get to do because they are so cool. You are very lucky to be a kid and to be loved so much.
Alexandra Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:58 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I was sitting here thinking of you and thought I would write. You are in my thoguths and prayers. Tell your Nana to give youa big kiss. I love you, Michele
Michele Stratton <rstratto@bellsouth.net>
Burns, TN 37029 - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:57 PM CDT

More Space Blaster refills are on the way. A little boy can NEVER have enough. Keep having fun with them.
Sending lots of prayers from Florida

The Cotnoirs (Armand, Kim, Cory, Cameron and Carley)
Kim Cotnoir <acotnoir@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

Hi Ryan (Sir)

Boy you've had lots of visitors since I signed your guestbook on Monday. Stay strong!! You amaze me. I am in awe of you. Sending lots of hugs & prayers.

Cindy Manning <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

I am having some discs sent there so you can keep blasting people. I am not sure if they are the right ones, but hopefully they will work! Let me know if they are and we will have more sent. I hope your headaches go away soon. You sure do have an awesome Nana, Mom, Dad, and Sissy, huh? Love you buddy!
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, Mo USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 3:47 PM CDT

WOW! I FINALLY GOT ON THE GUESTBOOK! I am at work, guess my puter at home is just to tired to let me in. Hi Ryan, just want you to know I love you and am praying and praying and praying for you to get better so maybe we can go 4-wheelin with all the kids for your birthday. Mom, Dad, Elizabeth and Nana you are all the greatest! I was going to write GREATEST, but aunt Nae says when i write with capital letters that means I am yelling and since I am at work I am using my inside voice. I am yelling on the inside cause I mean it! Love to you all Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <carolmccain@fusz.com>
Pevely, - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

Hi, just checking in to see how things are going today! I cant wait to hear about the HMOR ceremony Ryan!!! I hope you are feeling better today and that your headache goes away and stays away! Many prayers are being sent your way! Take care! God Bless!
Vona
Coalinga, Ca usa - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

DEAR RYAN: YOU'VE BEEN ADDED TO MY PRAYER LIST! MAY GOD PEACE KEEP YOU CONTENT, AND HIS HEALING TOUCH MAKE YOU WELL!
Dr. Karen Lacy <drklacy@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 2:01 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, Just checking in to see how everything is going. We were very glad to hear that you got to go swimming. Hope the headaches stay away today. You're always in our prayers! God Bless You. Landry Family
Stacie <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 1:43 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth; our preayers and thoughts are with you everyday. I wish the best of love and hopes with you. I'm glad to see that you guys have such great spirits. I love the web site and look forward to reading it. Love always
Ryan, Dylan and Samantha Elledge
St. Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 1:24 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! I am the official booger catcher at our house. Now that I know you passed that job onto Nana, I'm going to have to talk with Drew and Cole's Grandma about taking on some extra responsibilities around here! We are praying for you all!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 1:24 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, I was checking in to see how you are feeling today. I am so happy to hear that you were able to swim yesterday. I will continue to pray for you!
Sheila Ince Patton <sheila.patton@energisllc.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 12:51 AM CDT

To The Entire Brown Family,My thoughts and prayers are with you.I have been keeping track of Ryan for well over a year now.I have been checking Nana's updates a couple of times a day.I too believe in Miracles and hope that one comes Ryan's way.Keep on believing.God Bless all of you especially Ryan.
Linda Kneisler <lindamarko1@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, Tn USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I sent a web address to your mom's email for the disc refills. I'm not sure if it the same gun, but maybe Nana can look at the website and see if it will work. Hope you all are having a good day today, you are in my thought. Love you.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

Hi Phillip, Andrea, Ryan & Elizabeth!

Now that the dust is settling, do you need anything? Brian is eager (as am I) to help out any way we can. I will babysit so you can go out, or help with Elizabeth, whatever will work best. I know you will not ask, so I will just keep checking. We are excited over the new pictures! Love and prayers for you all and special hugs to Ryan!
Chad,Brenda, Cory & Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth. net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:40 AM CDT

We will have to look out for those Blaster Discs. Glad to hear that something is making you laugh through any discomfort. It shows your true spirit.

Thanks for the updates Nana. By the way who wouldn't want you for a Nana?

Cameron's Mom
Carla <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT 06117 - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

Ryan and crew,
Sounds like you guys are going to have a busy day today. I can't wait to see the pictures from your ceremony. I love you all. I hope you have a great day Ryan. I miss you and love you. Hugs and kisses.

Jody
Boss, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:26 AM CDT

Ryan,

Just dropping off some hugs...your hug counter is BUSY today!!!! Can you feel them?? Hope so..

Alisa &
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

Hello Ryan & Family, It's Lynn. I hope your headaches aren't bad today. I believe in miracles and I sure do hope and pray that you get yours! I can only imagine how your whole family's heart aches for you. As a mother Andrea I can only hope that these entries can help you with dealing with everything that your little guy is going through. I'm so sorry that this is happening. It's just not fair. Thinking and Praying For All!! Love, Lynn
Lynn
TN - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:53 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan! I am so glad you got to swim yesterday and sit up an watch cartoons! I hope you have a good day today and those headaches stay away. I am excited about you becoming an honoray member. I was so impressed with the Sgt stripes and now this! Ryan, I you so much and most of my day is full of prayers for you and your family. Hugs and Kisses!
Aunt Kath
Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

Good Morning Buddy, Just wanted to thank you all for the birthday wishes. I'm glad you got to use your pool. I hope you have a better day today, and many more better days.
I love you
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, mo usa - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Good morning! I hope you have a great day today and can share some laughs with your family!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angel, TX USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

morning my special friend. got you on my mind and it's all good thoughts! Glad to hear any upate on you! Keep hanging in there and fighting the fight.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USS - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

Ryan and Crew,
Thank you for the update! Glad to hear that Nana is helping keep your headaches away! We are praying for you all!!!!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@ao.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:58 AM CDT

Ryan, I just wanted to let you know that I had a really awsome dream about you this morning right before I woke up. I hit the snooze button three times to keep it going and finally had to get up. It was such a great dream. Like always, you are on my mind and I pray for you all day long. Tell your Mommy, Daddy, and sissy I said Hi and that I love them,too. Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:50 AM CDT

Hey Buddy,

Thinking about you and praying for you again this morning. Everybody sure loves you, you know. Keep those headaches away today.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:48 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth,
Thanks so much for sharing your sweet family with all of us. The website reports are a great way for us to update our prayers for all of you. Nana Sherry is doing a great job and keep up the head rubs!

I'm hoping to visit today. See you soon!
Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Little Ryan, you are being such a brave soldier, your family here at Stark Brothers and all of Louisiana are just praying so hard for you, We pray your headaches go away and you can get out of bed for awhile. Tell Mommy and Daddy it's going to be ok, God is watching you and them and your little sister. I see you have a birthday coming, lots of hugs and kisses. We are lighting candles and praying hard, your'e a very special little boy.
Joyce Horyczun <jhoryczun@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, mo USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Ryan,
A friend of mine told me about you and how you were a very special boy. So I decided to send you a letter. The Holy Spirit really touched my heart about you, so I talked to God for you. I really do not know what He has planned for you but it seems like He has touched many people's lives through you even though you are very young. I also seems like many people have talked to God about you. This is a good thing. You know anytime you talk to God it is a good thing because He likes to talk to us. I told God my wish is for you to feel better and not to have to take any more medicine. Love and Prayers from me and my family (Tammy, Drew, Rachel, Kailianne, Hannah, and Abigail)for you and your family.
Tim Fitzgerald
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:08 AM CDT

Happy Wednesday Mr. Ryan,

Hope your headache leaves you alone for awhile today. We are always thinking and praying for you sweetheart!!

Love from Utah,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:04 AM CDT

I hope today is better for Ryan. My prayers are with you .
I read the journal everyday. We are all thinking about your family and the journal helps us keep upto date .
Paula Elledge <pkelledge@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:53 AM CDT

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!!!!!!!!!!! Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and praying for ya all. I Love You!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAILC.OM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:01 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan!!! Just wanted to let you know I am praying and sending hugs. You are a very special boy. Keep smiling...lots of love, hugs and kisses to you!
Trishi
trish juoza-clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
nashville, tn usa - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 6:24 AM CDT

Hello Ryan, Elizabeth, Andrea, Phillip, Nana Sherry and all-
I am praying that you are all filled with a comfort and peace that can hold you gently during these difficult days and nights.
You are all so very loved.

Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

Hello Ryan and family. How I wish there was something to take this all away and make it just a bad nightmare. It is not fair. I know how frustrating this must be for anyone especially someone so young. Your strength is unshakeable! Ryan, you are and always will be our hero.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate & Christene <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:48 PM CDT

It's Ms Susan again. I just realized that I put Shirley instead of Sherry. Please forgive the mistake. Don't know what I was thinking. Hope that you have a better day!
Susan Bolinger <sbolinge@christian.k12.ky.us>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:41 PM CDT

Hello Sgt. Brown, PFC Brown, and ladies of the house! I was just checking in to see if this has been updated yet today and tell you all I Love You!!!! Hey Ryan, I'm not a cracker!!!! Keep it up and I'll buy a disc shooter and shoot you! I'm glad you are eating better today and I am jealous that you got to swim and I didn't. Next time I come down we'll have to go. I Miss You too much kiddo!!!!

PFC Brown, and ladies of the house.... you are all doing a wonderful job taking care of Ryan and your strength is amazing. I Love You all very much!!! If you need anything at all, just let me know.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:40 PM CDT

Hello Ryan, Phillip, Andrea and Nana Shirley,
I haven't written in a long, long time, but I want you to know that I haven't forgot about any of you. I have been checking on Ryan's site and trying to keep up with what is going on. I admire all of you and the family members that are there for Ryan, Phillip, Andrea and immediate family. You are all so brave and attentitive to the needs that are before you. I love looking at the pictures on the web site and can't believe how the baby has grown. Nana Shirley, I feel like I know you and want to thank you for keeping the journal entries up to date when need be. You are a very devoted mother and grandmother, who the whole family is lucky to have. I am so glad that you all have such a close family that can be there for each other. I truly have missed not seeing Ryan and having him in class this past year. He was always such a joy! I will pray for all of you and for that miracle! I am having Ryan's name put back on the church list for prayer requests. The more people praying for little Ryan the better. Love to all of you. Please tell Ryan hello from Ms. Susan. I don't know whether he remembers me, but tell him I love him and am thinking of him. If there is anything that I can do I would love to do it. I'm just a phone call away (475-4086). I guess that I have rambled on too much. I'm thinking of you all.
Susan Bolinger <sbolinge@christian.k12.ky.us>
Pembroke, KY Christian - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:34 PM CDT

Hey Little Man Ryan I havent been on in a few days u can beat me up next time u see me if u want. I start checking more often. Hope u feel better u are a Tough Boy. If u need anything just let me know though email. Hope to see u really soon. I miss my Hugs.. Hugs and Kisses See you Soon.
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, KY USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

I saw your Nana's post on Jordan Mumma's site and just wanted you to know that I am praying for you. You are certainly right, God deals in miracles more than statistics, so just keep believing. Ryan, you hang in there, bud, and know that God is watching over you.
Kim Martin <kimdarr@fidnet.com>
Rolla, MO USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

Just checking in again--I don't think my last message posted so if you heard this before--sorry but I really wanted you to know there are lots of people thinking about you. Thanks for sharing the BEAUTIFUL smile Ryan. Elizabeth, you are one beautiful young lady--nice birthday cake too--it looked yummy. Lots of love is coming your way Brown family. BEEEEEEE strong.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:25 PM CDT

Just checking in again tonight. It was good to see new pictures. Ryan, that is a BEAUTIFUL smile--thanks for sharing it with us. Elizabeth is beautiful but looks like she should be wearing a sign that says "Here come trouble". It looked like she enjoyed the birthday cake too!! Stay strong and BEEEEEEElieve.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:17 PM CDT

hey guys, Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you. If there is anything I can do for you please let me know. Give both those babies kisses and hugs for us. Love to you all, From Sheila, Terry, Ashley and Nicholas.
Sheila Mcgraw <sheshe0413@aol.com>
Moscow Mills , Mo Lincoln - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:16 PM CDT

I've been checking on you nightly. Continue to have strength and I will continue to pray for a miracle.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, Md - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:54 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
Today when i went to summer school i told my teacher about you She said you sound like a very nice young man She called you a young man thats a complament or something nice to break that down i forget your only four sometimes. lol well she said if she gets around to it shell write you isnt that neat well gotta da go
love

Sadie <Buggygurl5@hotmail.com>
Affton , Mo Usa - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:47 PM CDT

Hi guys! Aunt Bertie said it so well! We are all praying for you and Ryan! You are constantly in our thoughts! Hang in there, we love you!
Vona
Coalinga, Ca USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

I heard of Ryan thru a friend who knows one of Ryans aunts.I just want you to know that I pray all the time for you and your family. Lots of HUGS and PRAYERS from Nebraska.
Angie Stevens
Norfolk, NE USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 6:52 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
just stopped in to let you know that we are still thinking about you all and praying for little Ryan. Ryan, you have truly touched the hearts of so many people all over the world, and you should know that you have a very strong support system. Be strong!!
Love,
Steven and Bryca
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 6:38 PM CDT

Ryan's Nana from MO signed Jordan's guestbbok and left your web site address. My heart is just breaking for your family. I have typed and retyped entries in this guestbook and deleted them again because not only do I NOT want to say the wrong thing, but I am looking for the right thing to say... And the truth is, there is no right thing to say. I know how your world has stopped right now and I am inspired by your insight and strength. You are going through the hardest ordeal a parent can go through and I can tell through your journaling that you are cherishing Ryan and giving him the best love and attention! How great to have such a large family caring and praying for Ryan as well. We are sure adding him to pur prayers here and will check in on you often.
www.caringbridge.org/mo/jordanmumma
Charlene and Jordan Mumma <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO usa - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 5:19 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip. I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am about what's happening to Ryan. We all agree it's just not fair. We all agree that especially it's not fair to watch your child go thru such a horriable ordeal. Having gone thru this twice now with Paul and then Dave and still Ican not imagine what you are going thru with Ryan. You both have been thru hell and still you give so much to him. You give into his every whim, and why not. He has to know how much he is loved. And you guys have to know how much we all love you and pray for you. I wish there was something I could say or do that will make a difference. I shared with your mother Phillip something that a very dear friend shared with me. There are 3 ways God answers our prays. 1) he says yes, 2) he says not now and 3) he says I have something better in mind. I have to believe that God has something better in mind for Ryan. You have so many friends, so many friends that will always be there for you. Just let them. Your family will be there for you. You just have to let them know how they can help. Sometimes we think we are helping but we just seem to get in the way. I just want you to know I'm thinking of you all. Praying for you all. Love, Aunt Bertie
Bertie <BirdTee1@aol.com>
center Point, IA Linn - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:51 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you all know that you are all still in my prayers. I believe in miracles too.
Laura Connolly <Laura.Connolly@noveon.com>
Hudson, OH - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:38 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Family -- I am a cousin to Nadine and John Paulmeno and read about you in Troy's guestbook. I am sending HUGS to you and prayers for you. I saw your picture and beautiful smile - I'm looking forward to seeing more pictures - Keep smiling.
Joan Vicenzotti <joan.v@verizon.net>
So. Hackensack, NJ Bergen - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Ryan, you're our hero. We are so proud of you for becoming a Sgt. in the Army! Now you can boss everyone around! Our thoughts and prayers are with you, Mommy, Daddy, Nana Sherry, Elizabeth, and all the rest of the family.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:14 PM CDT

Prayers for Ryan and your family from ours. Cecelia, Dustin's Mom
Cecelia Kenna www.carringbridge.org/in/dustinkenna <ckenna@sbcglobal.net>
Lebanon, IN USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:04 PM CDT

Hello Brown Family, It's Lynn. I am thinking and praying for Ryan today and everyday. Glad to hear you had some fun blasting with your gun. I hope you go swimming in that new pool and have fun! Praying For All!! Love, Lynn
Lynn
TN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 1:42 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan, glad to see you have had some smiles, honey. I am praying, praying, praying for you and your family, Ryan. Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 1:31 PM CDT

Some smiles for you Ryan!!!
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

Hello, I found your page about 3 weeks ago from Kody Bears page. My prayer circle and I are sending prayers from Texas. If you will list what kind of "space Blaster" he has I will search the Toy stores in Texas and we will keep Ryan laughing. That must be one of the best sounds you have ever heard. Our continued prayers for your entire family!
Rachael <rachaeltaylor@allstate.com>
Cleburne, TX - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

I was just checking in to see how things were going. I'm glad to hear of your milestones. We are thinking about you and praying for you. With love, The Browning's
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 12:53 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! Just stopping in to let you know you I'm thinking of you, and praying hard for you to feel better. Those space blaster things are fun, aren't they? My nephew just LOVES them (and so do I!) Hope your day is full of smiles! Sending Love, Hugs, and Prayers from Wisconsin, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 12:42 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I know how much you like mail, so I sent you a birthday package. I hope you enjoy it. As always you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. Linda
Linda Holtsman <lholtsman@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

Ryan.

Of course we are thinking of you!!! All the time!!! Hope today is a better day.

Stay strong and keep BEElieving!!!!!

Lots of love from Utah,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 11:44 AM CDT

Hey Buddy, Hope you are feeling a little better, I know it is frustrating for you at times. But you are a special little guy, with lots of love from soooooooo many people. I love you so much it makes me hurt some times when I look at your picture. I have your picture taped to my computer so I can look at you all day while I am at work. I also have you and sissy's picture on my refrigerator so I can see your smiles at home. I don't know when I will get back down to see you, but I hope soon. Hang in there and keep making Mommy, daddy and NANA laugh. I love you
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, mo usa - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 11:07 AM CDT

Praying ever so hard for your little boy! ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
My name is Cindy Fallert and I am a friend of your Aunt Diane Tindall's in Festus,Mo. She has told me so much about you, so I wanted to write and say "HI" and tell you that I love you and that I am praying for you and all of your family. There are alot of people here at our hospital that are praying for you. Keep smiling and remember that there are sooooo many people that love you!!
Lots of Love and Blessings,
Cindy
Cindy Fallert <cfallert@jcn1.com>
Festus, Mo. USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

Hey Sgt. Brown,

Since your a sergeant, does that mean you get to order Daddy around since your a higher rank?...I think so!(Of course, we all know Mommy and Nana rule over EVERYONE!) Hope your having a good day today soldier...we are all thinking and praying for you!
Stacy, Tyler, and Sadie <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:30 AM CDT

Sending lots of love and hugs your way. Keeping all of you in constant prayer.
Cindy Turner
Clarksville,, TN USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Just popped over from Kody's website to let you know I'm thinking of you and sending lots of prayers your way.

xxx
Nicole
London, England - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:38 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,Mom, Dad,Sissy, and Nanna,
Just wanted you to know we are thinking about all of you and keeping in our prayers every minute of the day. Ryan I expect when that silly Uncle Bill gets down there today you will ambush him. I hope you have a good day pal. Love you all.
Jody, Garry, and Emily
Boss, MO 65440 - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

PFFFFFT!! Did you just push your toot box button? You sure made us all laugh last night. Noah says he loves you. We hope you have a good day. Lots of love
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:58 AM CDT

Hi guys,

Prayers, prayers and more prayers coming your way. I hope you can feel the enormity of the love and support that sooooo many of us are sending your way.
Hoping for a peaceful day.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

I met Ryan and Elizabeth at Kelly Mackrell's house. My kids and I were having a "campout" there the night that they came to stay for a few hours. My kids (Brody, 4 and Caelan, 18 months) enjoyed playing with them. They had such a great time! Your children are beautiful, but I am sure I don't have to tell you that! I am checking the history each day and praying for all of you. My sister and her husband pastor a church in MS....so you have a prayer team in MS praying hard for you, also!
Lori Arnold <thegooflori@aol.com>
Woodlawn, TN USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Ryan,
Glad to hear that you were able to make a few surprise attacks yesterday=) We usually buy refill discs for our foam guns at Walgreens. I don't know if you have a Walgreens near you or not.

My class in summer school has made some cards and pictures for you. I will send them to you when they are all finished. They ask me everyday how you are doing.

I know that you have been getting frustrated when Mom, Dad, and Nana can't understand what you are saying. Try this...everytime someone guesses what you are saying incorrectly...shoot them (or have someone else) shoot them once with your foam gun. Maybe this would help you laugh and not get so frustrated. Praying for you every minute of the day!!!!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:16 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

I just came by to say hi, and to tell you that I am praying that you will start to feel better soon. I hope you will be able to enjoy your new pool. Take care, and keep fighting. We are all BEElieving in you Ryan!
Kathy Fredrickson <tkfredrickson@msn.com>
Northfield, MN US - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

I am inspired by your strength and positivity. Although I do nor know your family, I pray for you daily...must be that military connection I feel towards you all. Just know that someone in Maryland is thinking of you.
Stephanie (www.caringbridge.org/md/calebsmith <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:00 AM CDT

Sending Love and Prayers from Tristyn's Family in Sulphur, Louisiana.
Sheryl and Kaley Willis <SHERYLWIL7@AOL.COM>
Sulphur, LA. USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! ALWAYS keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! You're a hero and an awesome young man! Keep fighting the fight - and better be careful with those ambushes....the good CPT may decide to retaliate! :-)
All in good fun.

Big hugs to you and the family.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:12 AM CDT

Ryan, We have all experienced days when we are not 100% and how frustrating that can be. I don't think we can even begin to understand your frustration to its fullest extent. Get mad, let out your frustration, but don't forget to smile. I know you have the smile of a hero. Your smile warms the hearts of those that can see it, and those that only have the great pleasure of hearing about it. Your smile can defeat more than Superman, Spiderman, & Mr. Freeze put together. We are praying for you everyday. You are battling more then any four year old should have to, but you are kicking butt. Thank you for your superhero smile. Ryman my HERO! Hey maybe they could make an action figure of you.
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters , mo - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Hey Sgt. Ryan, heard you been pulling off some good ambushes. I will see you in a little while and we will see what kind of trouble we can get into. Love ya
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 6:22 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, wanted to say hi again.. you are in my thoughts and prayers.. Great new pictures of you and sissy.. congratulaions on your promotion to sargent..
Group hug to all.. Sue ( Jen Shaw's mom)
Sue Lamberger <craftylamb@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, CA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 0:37 AM CDT

Hi Ryan-

I am Troy's cousin (forever). I heard all about you from Nadine. I now have you in my thoughts and prayers daily. I also wish all of your family much peace through this tough time. I will keep checking in on you to see how you are doing!

Love, peace and prayers-
denise, John and Cole Vas
Denise Vas <denise_vas@mckinsey.com>
Bloomingdale, NJ US - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:08 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family...Just got your email from a friend of mine. I will pray tht each day you are feeling stronger and ready to do your favorite activities. There are miracles in the power of prayer and you have many praying for you.
Marie <jem12111@comcast.net>
Oxford, NJ USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
I just wanted to let you all know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Ryan, you are one brave hero!
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

I'm praying for you and for Ryan tonight, and sending
(((((((((HUGS))))))))))
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 10:11 PM CDT

You're absolutely right...nobody should have to watch their child go through this. It is just not fair! My prayers are with all of you tonight. May tomorrow be a better day for your special little guy.
Candy Belanger - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , MI - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

Ryan - I gave you some more hugs tonight! I like giving you hugs because I bet it makes you smile! Does Sissy like to give you hugs? I bet she does! I like your new pictures. You are just so cute!

Courtney (she's 10) says you are just the sweetest little boy she knows and she has cousins your age that are pretty sweet so you must be EXTRA sweet! Smile.

She is glad that you know who God is and she knows he is watching over you.

Love you and praying for you always. Give mommy, daddy, Sissy and Nana big hugs for us.
Anissa and Courtney <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Marla and I were checking in to see how you were doing. We want you to know that we are thinking of you and praying for you every single day. We love you! And God Bless you!
Love, Nancy and Marla
Nancy Geeson <nancygeeson@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. We are in the same boat right now. Hoping for a miracle for all of these families suffering thru this journey. God Bless you and may the heavens be stormed with prayers.
www.leahsjourney.com
Leah and Karen <pkkl916@hotmail.com>
Livonia, MI - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:35 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family. I am new to your story but I just wanted to say that I am praying for Ryan's miracle. Ryan, you are way too cute!!
Lia <bcbabe73@yahoo.com>
BC Canada - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:34 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, GUESS WHAT?????

CHICKEN BUTT!!!!LOL
Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm thinking of all of you. I wish I could be there to help you. Or put my arms around all of you and make it better. You are all constantly in my thoughts. I Love You So Much!!!!!
Ryan, I'm glad you are laughing at the Army Guys. Nana says that disk shooter is pretty cool!
Stay Strong and Keep Beelieving!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:30 PM CDT

Hey little Buddy,

Wish I could come over and hear that beautiful laugh!!!! You are still my hero!!

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:26 PM CDT

I am thinking of Ryan and all that your family is going through daily. Please know that my prayers are with you at this difficult time.
Terri <route66hello@aol.com>
Berlin, Ma - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:26 PM CDT

ryan this is my second time writing tonight but i cant stop thinking of you you are a very special and talented boy i love you so much i cant even write it down i gav you more hugs just now it didnt seem to tally them though you should have 1422 but i dont think you do oh well in this letter i will give you all of those hugs all 1422 and then some xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love you always and 4 ever
sadie <buggygurl5@hotmail.com>
St. louis, Mo USA and proud of it - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:24 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,
It is amazing and awesome how many lives you and your family have touched, inspired and changed by your courage and deep faith. All of you have been and continue to be such an inspiration to others around the world. You have a lot of people here in Louisiana, Missouri that also love and care about all of you and are praying for you every day.
With our love and prayers,
Paul & Janet Couch & family
Janet Couch <l-f-f@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

Sending lots of prayers from Ontario!
Marcia and the gang, HugABug http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for a miracle!!
Hugs to you Ryan!!!
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
bartlett, il - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:00 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, just want to let you know we were thinking about you. We love you. Hang in there your a very strong boy.
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, AZ US - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:56 PM CDT

I've been coming to Ryan's site for a long time now (I found it through another caringbridge site). I have not posted before this, but I have been praying for you, and Ryan all along. I am so sorry for what all of you are going through right now. I hope that Ryan will find peace soon, and that you will find the strength that you need to help you through this.
www.caringbridge.org/mi/shanerezmer
Cathy Rezmer <cjrezmer@yahoo.com>
Bay City, Mi USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

Feeling the pain in todays entry just breaks my heart so much..I am so, so sorry and you are right, NOBODY should ever, EVER have to experience what you all are right now.
How badly I wish I could just take all the pain and heartache away.
We'll be kickin' up the prayers and as always we will never stop Beelieving.
Love you Ryan....We love you so much Buddy!! :0)
Love, Kim, Kody and the entire "K" family
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 7:15 PM CDT

We come to your page from little Troy's page. We are in NY but wanted to let you know that our thoughts and prayers and good wishes are coming to you even from this far away. Ryan is a superstar. And its obvious when you see his smile (in his pictures) what a treasure he is. Thinking of you...
Shannon Morris <smorris@sigmamail.com>
Highland Mills, NY - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

Hey Ryan how you doin? I love you soooooo much and I can't wait for you to get better. Get well sooon.
Sadie (Aunt Susan's grand daughter) <Buggygurl5@hotmail.com>
Affton, Mo U.S.A - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:07 PM CDT

hey buddy wats goin on haven't seen u in a while love ya buddy
cousin tyler <tilr13@hotmail.com>
affton, mo USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

Just checking in on our favorite Kentucky kid!!! Thinking of you Ryan.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 6:58 PM CDT

I am so, so sorry for all of you. A child should never experience this and a parent should never have to experience this. I ask Melody and Jesus every night to be with Ryan and comfort him as well as your family.
Debbie Schleigh <rdschleigh@adelphia.net>
Hemet, CA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:37 PM CDT

I've been following your beautiful boy for many months now, and think of him often. Much love and strength to all of you. He is a lucky boy, to have such a loving family.
Jennifer
Silver Spring, MD 20906 - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:32 PM CDT

I pray that Ryan finds peace and is free of pain. No child should have to go through this. I HATE cancer. HATE IT, HATE IT, HATE IT!!! I fundraise money to find a cure for cancer..I will never stop until there is a cure. Ryan is what makes me keep on going. I could never endure what your family has gone through. You have a strong,loving, close family...that gives Ryan his strength. I could never be as strong. I admire you for all that you've done. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
Megan <mbarrett@mcgough.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 6:30 PM CDT

As the parent of a 3 yr old I really don't understand what it would be like to be in your shoes. I pray that God gives you a peace that surpasses alll understanding! I also pray that He takes care of sweet Ryan, and gives you the miracle you so desperately seek!! God bless you & your family!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:03 PM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, Aunt Sherry, and Sissy,
Praying for PEACE and COMFORT for you all. May God surround you with his peace and love.
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 5:57 PM CDT

Praying for you Ryan.
Keeping you in my thoughts.
Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Monday, June 13, 2005 5:52 PM CDT

Hello from RAdiology, you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. I know this is so hard, I wish I could take away your pain. Please give Ryan a big kiss for me. Love, Michele Stratton
Michele Stratton <rstratto@bellsouth.net>
Burns, TN USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 5:43 PM CDT

Hello,

I am Cory Ogle's trainer for a sales course he has been taking. We talked to him this afternoon and he shared why he was not at class last week. We are a very spiritual group here at Dale Carnegie Training and wanted you to know that we are all praying for your entire family. God gives such great strength and miracles do happen every day. We are praying for you all. Billie Bright
Billie Bright <bbright@carnegiestl.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 5:35 PM CDT

Hi Guys, I just wanted to send a hug you way and to tell you I love you all! Thinking and praying for you always!

Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

I'm praying for Ryan and your family.
Lisa
Mount Juliet, TN USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

We're still BEElieving in miracles. You're in our thoughts and prayers. We'll be thinking of you all while we're gone, and will continue to send up TONS of prayers for sweet Ryan and all of you.
We love you all,
Josh, Amber, Kycie & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

Ryan,
Thinking of and praying for you! God is capable of great things...he made you didn't he!!!!
Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 4:30 PM CDT

Hello!!! Just wanted to let you know that your Anesthesia family is praying for you and your family. Every day someone asks about you. You have touched so many lives here. God has blessed us all and I know he is blessing you and your family. Lots of LOVE, HUGS, and KISSES. Trishi
trish <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
nashville, TN USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:26 PM CDT

Ryan, I am continuing to pray for you and your family that you receive a miricle. Have all the teachers at the school praying too! Stay strong..Lots of love coming your way from NY...Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:03 PM CDT

Ryan I'm praying for you big guy. Andrea and Phillip I wish you all the best. You are in my thoughts and prayes. Keep yourselfs motivated. No regrets. I love you all. Give Elizabeth and Ryan a kiss from Jacob Destiny and I.
Amanda Mix (McDaniel <amix@starkbrosfulfillment.com>
Louisiana, MO pike - Monday, June 13, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

Hi buddy! This is Tristyn's aunt. I hope you get better and me and my family pray everyday for a miricle. Hang in there little guy!
Kaley Willis <Buttercupkaney1@aol.com>
Sulphur, LA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 3:11 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!
Just thought I would drop you a line to let you know I am thinking about you....i should be working but we will keep that as our little secret!...Love you buddy...I am sure Tyler and Sadie with write you tonight! Give everyone a hug for me.
Stacy <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO - Monday, June 13, 2005 2:07 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! It's me Brian! Mom is helping me to check on you! I have been praying a lot. Our family is too. Did you get your pictures yet? I am sure you will soon! Lots of love and hugs from the whole Hunley family!
Brenda, Brian, Chad and Cory Hunley <bcsquared@belllsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Monday, June 13, 2005 1:39 PM CDT

I have been thinking of you and praying for you. Noah prays for Ryan nightly, and he has added a "special" prayer. He has begun to pray that Ryan's balloons don't pop!! :) We'll be by later to say hello. Lots of love...
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell , KY USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:52 AM CDT

Ryan, Just wanted to let you know that we are all praying for you. You are a very tough big boy. God is with you at all times. Mom,Dad and Nana may God keep his hand our you.
love you,

Aunt Sandy
- Monday, June 13, 2005 12:50 AM CDT

Praying for you and your family, you are such a strong
and brave boy I know you can win this battle.
Stacy Frysinger <stacyfrys@yahoo.com>
Eagle River, AK - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:33 AM CDT

Ryan, Hey buddy:) I check your web page every day all day to see how you are doing. We really enjoyed seeing you the other day. When we got home Tristyn said " I'm a genius I have an idea to make Ryan all better,lets get him some super duper medicine and he will be all better." I wish it were that easy. We are praying so hard for a miracle. It was such a pleasure meeting all the family and when I walked into your house I could just feel all the love.You all are such and inspiration and I am truly blessed to know all of you. We are praying for you and hoping for that miracle. Let me know if there is anything I can do.
Christie and Tristyn Sitton <Christiesitton@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY 42223 - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:25 AM CDT

Warm thoughts and fervent prayers coming to you from Connor's Mommy. I'm so glad that Ryan had some good times yesterday, AND that he felt like eating, even a little bit. As someone told us when Connor was sooo sick, through this website, and your network of family and friends, know that somewhere out there, someone is praying for Ryan at every moment! That thought brought me much comfort and peace!

Love and hugs,

Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN
God Bless America! - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and all the rest of Ryan's family,
Please know that my thoughts and prayers are always with you. Know that we, too, continue to pray for a miracle for Ryan and peace for all of you.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:17 AM CDT

Ryan,
My name is Becky & I teach with Debbie in St. Louis. She told me all about her visit to Kentucky & being with you & what a wonderful person you are. I want to let you know that you & your family are in my thoughts & prayers. You are a very strong young man...
Smile!
Becky Vinyard
Becky Vinyard <rvinyard@hazelwoodschools.org>
Brentwood, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:13 AM CDT

Ryan hang in there champ. God still performs miracles and I pray that you receive one. May all the angels watch over you and may you stay comfortable and out of pain. Praying for you everyday. God Bless you champ!
Jill
Fyffe, AL - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Hi Sgt Ryan

Wow! What an honor to be a Sergent! I have a Sergent in my family too! He just left this morning to go back to Iraq after a two week leave. I'm praying for you Ryan and hope you do kick this thing.
Cindy Manning <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:56 AM CDT

Ryan, I am saying continous prayers for you today!!!
Suzanne Townsend <suzanne.townsend@bellsouth.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

Nana Sherry,
What a blessing you are to your family! Take comfort in knowing Ryan is, and has always been, surrounded by love. You will remain in my prayers.
Mary
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:45 AM CDT

I heard of your story by visiting Cheyanne's website. Your son is beautiful. I am praying for you and your family.

Wishing you peace and strength during these difficult times.
Teresa Pline <plinet@fps.k12.mi.us>
Fowler, MI USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:42 AM CDT

Hi just wanted to wish you all a nice day and let you know I am praying for you. God be with you.
Amanda
Glendora, CA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:38 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Mommy, Daddy, and Nana
I have heard of you from my daughter, Nadine, Troy's mommy.
I am Troy's nanny and you remind me so much of him. You are a brave, loving and caring boy. Iam praying that you will be your nana's miracle. I believe they do happen.
Many, many hugs to you.
Ann Brodsky (Troy's nanny forever)
Ann Brodsky <avbtroy@yahoo.com>
Barnegat, NJ USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:34 AM CDT

Ryan,
Hey dude!! What's up? I'm prayin SOOOO hard for you. I admire you for having so much strenght and courage.
STAY STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!
<3LOVE<3
Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor <colls724@aol.com>
Springfield, PA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

Ryan & Family, My name is Lynn. I have been following Ryan through CB for a while now. Ryan you are a brave little boy! You have a wonderful family! I hope you get to feeling better! I will be praying for you! Love, Lynn
Lynn
TN - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
this is another hello from St. Louis!!!! Don't know if you have ever been to Missouri but I have been to Kentucky. In fact I was born there.....you may have been born there, too!!
I just want you to know that there are a lot of people now in St. Louis who know you!!! Wow, you are important to so many people. A lot of us work at the same college with your Aunt Stacy. So just wanted to say hello today!
Mo Ottenlips

Maureen Ottenlips <mottenlips@stlcc.edu>
St Louis, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

Ryan, I got your address from a friend who works with Stacy. You are an amazing little boy. Remember that every step you take, has Jesus right there with you. I'll be praying for you and your family. My name is difficult to pronounce so I'll just sign my notes as Miss M.
Marquetta Melzer <Ktsgrannie@Yahoo.com>
Granite City , IL United States of America - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Praying for you dear sweet child of GOD. i work with your aunt stacy and she passed this along... i pray GOD's grace, peace, blessings and miracles on you and your family. :)
Cheryl Gruber
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:41 AM CDT

I am praying for Ryan everyday. Praying for a miracle.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

Hi Mr. Ryan,

I just love reading about you and your special family. It is great to read about all of your loved ones surrounding you!! You have a terrific family!!! No wonder you are such a great kid!

We are hoping that you are able to share some more smiles and laughs with your family today. We are thinking of you buddy and sending lots of prayers and positive thoughts your way!!!!

We BEElieve in you Ryan!!!

We love you!!!

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 10:27 AM CDT

Ryan
praying that today is filled with your precious giggles.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

Ryan, you are a amazing little boy. We will send you many good thoughts from Fort Bragg. Stay strong little guy!
Sarah <Stinkerdoodle@aol.com>
Fort Bragg, NC 28307 - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

I am sending many prayers for a miracle for precious Ryan. You are all in my thoughts.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Now that all of the relatives are gone, you get some QUALITY snuggling time with Mommy, Daddy, Nana and that squirmy sister of yours!

I am sending many, many hugs your way ...

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)

Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

Hey Sgt. Brown,
It was so good to see you over the weekend. Thanks to mommy and daddy for opening their house to everyone. I'm sure sissy doesn't know what to think without an audience. Hope you have a good day today, we love you, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras <tiffaneycontreras@hotmail.com>
Rolla, MO - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

Hi Ryan!
I'm just stopping by to see how the bravest little boy in the world is feeling today. It sounds like you have a big family who loves you very, very much. I bet that they are so very proud of you. I'm praying for your miracle every day. Stay tough, buddy...and keep smiling:)
Candy Belanger - Audrey's Umbrella <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia , MI XOXOXOXOXOXO - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

Thoughts and prayers from California. May Ryan's little body be touched by His hands. I pray for an earthly healing of your blessed one.
Kathryn
Hemet, CA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

I have been checking on Ryan for several months now and have grown quite fond of him. I pray for him and for your family.

Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

Ryan, I just read your story and you are undoubtedly the bravest fellow around! No wonder everyone loves you so much and you have so many prayers and wishes and Hugs, oh so many Hugs!!!!! I will keep you in my prayers.
Jeanette Arvay
Dyer, IN 46311 - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:22 AM CDT

I believe in miracles and am praying for you and your family.
Sue
WI - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Hello Ryan! I am so sorry to hear that your symptons are causing you so much frustration. I wish you did not have to go through this. I want you to know I have not given up that you can beat this and I don't want you to do so, either. Smile, laugh, and enjoy your family! Have a great day!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

I sought the Lord and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant. A righteous man may have many troubles but the Lord delivers him from them all. Psalm 34:4-5,19 I read this psalm this morning and thought of you. Then I got to work and saw the new pictures posted with Ryan's beautiful smile...truly radiant!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

We are praying for your family, especially that Ryan pain remains controllable. Many {{{HUGS}}} from our family to yours.

The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you all know that I am praying for your entire family. You all are amazing. Keep fighting.
Fellow Kentuckian
Ashland, Ky - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}} from Kody Bear and Mama Bear this morning!! :0)
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

Ryan - You're a doll! I'm praying for you, sugar and your family.

{{{!}}}}
Leslie <coasterfreaks3@yahoo.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Just know that this Alabama mom is praying for you!
Alabama Mom
Helena , al - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:21 AM CDT

Hi again,
Just getting my day started by having a cup of coffee and checking on my favorite sargent ever!!!! Nana Sherry's update is written so well that I can actually see everything going on in your house clearly in my mind- it helps to make me feel as though I am right there with you all. You are all managing with such grace and clarity- keeping focused on truly living in the moment and enjoying the unquantifiable love you all share. Ryan, you continue to bring so much joy to so many people. I am thinking of you and your family all the time, buddy- and keeping you in my prayers.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:17 AM CDT

Sgt. Ryan Brown,
I am glad to hear you were laughing yesterday after we left. It was wonderful to share time with you and mom and dad and Sissy. You are such a strong wonderful boy. I hope you have a great day today. I still think you need to be giving that Dad of your some orders, maybe a little PT. Love all of you and praying for a miracle.
Jody , Garry and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Thank you for taking the time to update us so regularily. I don't think I've ever signed before but I've followed Ryan for awhile.

You will continue to be in my prayers.

Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Hello everyone, I am so glad I was able to share time with all of you. I am very happy to have shared time with you Ryan, you have a very special place in my heart. I hope you are feeling a little better. I know all Nana's hugs and kisses help. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Love to you all
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro , MO usa - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,
You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
(((Big Hugs))),
Bree www.caringbridge.org/pa/brynnwlodyka <adt0123@hotmail.com>
Drexel Hill, PA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:01 AM CDT

The gates of heaven are being stormed with prayers. I am praying for Ryan and each family member and friend. God Bless You all!
Bebe Troppoli
Charlotte, NC - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:58 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
Keeping you and your family in my heart, thoughts and prayers.
Sending strength, blessings and healing wishes, Angela <AB@rcn.com>
NJ - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Wow, there are sure a lot of people giving Sargent Ryan Brown a hug - but he's worth hugging a few thousand times a day. I am praying constantly for all of you. Love to all,

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Saying a prayer for your family and Ryan. Wishing there was something someone could do to ease your pain Ryan. Just know others are thinking about you. I check on you every day to see how you are doing.
Janet C <allyluke32@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 7:44 AM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
Your courage and faith are an inspiration. I've been wearing my pin and ribbon each day since I got it and faithfully praying for each of you. I look forward to visiting with you again soon. May God continue to bless your sweet family. He is good.
|Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Ft Campbell, KY - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:31 AM CDT

Prayers coming to you all from Minnesota
Melissa <melfsh5@comcast.net>
Lakeland, Mn - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:30 AM CDT

Laughter goes a long way! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers my friend. Keep fighting the fight! You will prevail.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

Ryan,
Praying for you every day! I work with Stacy and thinking about you!

Jana <JKell@stlcc.edu>
Granite City, IL USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

I am someone who found you through another site. Even without ever meeting you, I feel so connected. I am praying very hard for you and your family at this rough time. God bless you all.
Paula <pboze@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA US - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:10 AM CDT

Ryan and Family,
Glad to hear you got a few good laughs yesterday! We are praying for you every minute! Aunt Sherry, thank you for taking the time to update! All of us away from our strong soldier really appreciate it! May you find comfort in God and in one another.
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

Through Him all things are possible. (Philippians 4:13)

Laura
Louisville, KY - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:52 AM CDT

Hi little buddy, just wanted to let you know I missed seeing you today. I will be back down there with you tomorrow and will have to just share you with mom and dad and nana, so I will get more time to pester you. It was good all the family and friends that came by to see you and spend time with the family. You really have sissy spoiled, you know that don't you. Stay strong sgt. Ryan and I will see you tomorrow. Lots of hugs and kisses
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem , mo. usa - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:51 AM CDT

Ryan, we have been thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers since we first read about you. You have given us so much hope in life and we admire you dearly. We pray for a miracle for you have truly touched our hearts.
Lisa & Tarquin <jadedlisa@gmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:45 AM CDT

Praying for you during this difficult time. You may have thought of this, but we used a message board when my mother was at this stage... I wrote out various words on big poster boards and we would point to each word or watch her eyes--and it would tell us what she wanted to say...words like: hungry, thirsty, pain, hot, cold, rub feet, rub hands... potty, talk to (and we would have various names), pray, you get the idea. It worked great and saved some of the frustration of her trying to communicate with us and us not understanding her.
I'll be praying for Ryan and all of you daily.
Vickie Whicker
Mocksville, NC - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:26 AM CDT

Hey there Ryan I have been praying for you everyday for you and your family. I only know you thur the website but you have truly touched my heart I love you and never met you. Please keep fighting and we will keep praying. May God Bless you and your family
Barb <mmoran410@hotmail.com>
Owings Mills, md usa - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:22 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,

We're praying every day for that miracle! Hoping you and your family can feel all the prayers going up for you.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:21 AM CDT

HI KIDS. I TALKED WITH YOUR MOTHER YESTERDAY PHILLIP AFTER SHE RETURNED FROM THERE. SHE BROUGHT ME UP TO DATE ON RYAN'S CONDITION. SORRY I COULDN'T BE THERE AS WELL. I THINK ABOUT RYAN AND ALL OF YOU EVERYDAY. I PRAY THAT YOU ALL WILL HAVE THE STRENGTH AND LOVE EACH OTHER ENOUGH TO GET THROUGH THIS. RYAN KNOWS HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HIM. YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR HIM AND FOR EACH OTHER FROM DAY ONE AND I JUST THROUGH THIS. RYAN KNOWS HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HIM. YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR HIM AND FOR EACH OTHER FROM DAY ONE AND I JUST KNOW THAT LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR EACH OTHER WILL CONTINUE ON. THE SAYING GOES "GOD DOESN'T GIVE YOU ANYMORE THAN YOU CAN HANDLE". YOU HAVE THE LOVE OF SO MANY, NOT ONLY FROM YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE READ ABOUT RYAN. IT'S SO GOOD OF YOU TO KEEP THIS JOURNAL UP TO DATE. IT'S PROBABLY GOOD THERAPY AS WELL. I KNOW IT WAS FOR ME WHEN I WENT THROUGH THIS SAME THING. LET THOSE WHO WANT TO HELP IN ANY WAY THEY CAN, IT'S NOT ONLY GOOD FOR YOU BUT IT HELPS THEM AS WELL. GIVE RYAN A HUG AND KISS FOR ME. I KNOW HE WON'T REMEMBER ME BUT I WON'T FORGET HIM. I'VE BEEN HESITATE TO WRITE IN THE JOURNAL BUT REALLY NEEDED TO LET YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT ALL OF YOU AND PRAYING FOR YOU. GOD BLESS, AUNT BERTIE
BERTIE HARTJES <BIRDTEE1@AOL.COM>
CENTER POINT, IA LINN - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:18 AM CDT

Storming the HEAVENS with prayers for you today and always!! Sending ~HUGS~ to the whole family.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Monday, June 13, 2005 5:48 AM CDT

Ciao Ryan,
I'm coming from Kody's web.site. I am sending you lots of very sunny and very warm hugs all the way from Italy. A kiss and a hug to you all.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forl�, FC Italy - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:44 AM CDT

Hi Sgt Ryan! It was way cool to be there when you got your sgt stripes. It was a lot of fun going to Burger King with you and watching you and Daddy and Uncle Cory going down the slide. Your smiles were wonderful to see. Tell Mommy and Daddy and Elizabeth that we appreciated them letting us spend time with you this weekend. I know they cherish every minute they have with you and it was great of them to share that time with us. You are such a blessing and keep on being the little trooper that you are! My prayers and hugs and kisses are being sent your way! Love Aunt Kathy!

Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 2:47 AM CDT

Ryan,
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sending you our love.
The Little Family <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Monday, June 13, 2005 1:16 AM CDT

Sending sunshine and prayers your way. I have been coming here daily for months. Your such a sweet boy, who could resist checking on you and seeing what each day brings for you. ~~~*I Beelieve In Miracles*~~~
Emily <emilysgk@hotmail.com>
Genesee, MI USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 0:27 AM CDT

Ryan,

I found your site from Angel Connor Hunley's Mommy. She and MANY, MANY people are praying for a speedy recovery for you. I just read a few of your Nana and Mom's postings, but I'll go back and read some more later. I thought it was important to let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you too. Hang in there kiddo.
Sincerely,
Lindsay K.
Houston, TX - Monday, June 13, 2005 0:23 AM CDT

Hi Sweet Ryan! I am praying you continue to get better each day! Kody sent me to your site. You are both champs!!!
Lots of hugs from Nevada
Gina Laws <Ginardh1@aol.com>
Sparks, NV - Sunday, June 12, 2005 11:04 PM CDT

Congratulations little sodier man! I'm so happy to read that you are getting so much support from all of us strangers and from your loving family! Keep up the fight...you are a tough one! =)
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, TX - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:55 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I am glad that you are feeling a bit better today. I hope you continue to feel stronger each day. Have a good night's sleep. Sweet Dreams...
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, NY - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:45 PM CDT

Hello to you all-
Just got back in town from ChaChi's soccer tournament- they took 2nd place- and you all have been in my thoughts and prayers the entire weekend- I didn't have computer access, so I called home to have Ashley read your updates to me. I am so happy you have had some fun days- filled with tons and tons of love coming from so many people. Ryan, you are one popular boy, and I continue to feel so blessed to have you and your family as my friends.
Keeping you all close to my heart...
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, June 12, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

Keep marching strong little soldier man! You've have already won many battles in this war...we know God will give you the strength to keep on keeping on!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Sunday, June 12, 2005 4:49 PM CDT

Continuing to pray for your miracle! ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Sunday, June 12, 2005 4:20 PM CDT

Ryan is in my prayers.
Tina & Lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

Ryan,

We are praying for a good day for you and your loved ones.

Always thinking of you little buddy!!!

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 2:06 PM CDT

Ryan-
You sound like one tough boy! Keep fighting, stay strong and just keep doin what your doing! You will be in my thoughts and prayers! Have an amazing day!
Liz shay <liz11shay@msn.com>
mpls, mn usa - Sunday, June 12, 2005 12:50 AM CDT

Noah wants me to say "LOVE!!!" He had fun reading with you and your grandma. We are all thinking of you, Sgt. Ryan!

Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA - Sunday, June 12, 2005 12:18 AM CDT

I have been checking up on the website often but am just now getting a chance to write. I was your nurse in the ER at SLCH. I will continue to pray for you and your family. I am sorry to hear about your dog. I do hope you are feeling well and am happy to hear you made it back home. You made a great impact on me with the short time I was taking care of you and your Mom, Dad and Grandma. You are a very lucky boy to have so many people caring for you. My boys are praying for you too.
Take care and God Bless You.
Renee' Prager
"Stop Telling God How Big Your Storm Is, Instead, Tell Your Storm How Big Your God Is."
Renee' Prager <srp1rn@aol.com>
Defiance, MO - Sunday, June 12, 2005 12:03 AM CDT

Praying for you in Nevada.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
reno , - Sunday, June 12, 2005 11:29 AM CDT

Hi Ryan
Our family in Hawaii are praying for you and thinking about you. We miss our friend ringing our doorbell. We are waiting for that day when you'll be around the corner to surprise us after that ring. We love you. Aloha...God Bless you and your Ohana. Miss Christy, Aiyana and Genesis
Christy Ramirez <cpramirez74@comcast.net>
Fort Campbell, ky - Sunday, June 12, 2005 11:07 AM CDT

Praying for Ryan and your family.

Love, Sherri & Kara

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri ketchesin <ketch16@yahoo.com>
Ohio - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

I am so sorry for the emotional torment family has been going through. Praying for a miracle for Ryan
Chris & Gooch
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I hope you are having a good day today. I heard of your strength and wonderful courage from my friend Maddie Paguyo's website. From your story, I can imagine how tough you have been throughout this whole sucky cancer thing.(ICK!) You keep on fighting bud, and I will be praying for your miracle and for your wonderfully loving family.
Sending all my prayers and love,

Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's Friends <brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

Hi,
we came to from Kody's page. Just want say we were here and hello to you all. We are praying for a miracle for your sweet Ryan.
God bless you.
Nina, Tem and Ronnie <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
Europe, - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:31 AM CDT

Jesus loves you this I know, for the Bible tells us so, little ones to Him belong, we are weak but He is strong....
Yes, Jesus loves you, Yes, Jesus loves you, Yes, Jesus loves you... the Bible tells us so..........
You are a special little boy Ryan and our world is a better place, because you're in it.
Jeanette Chinavare <jchinavare@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

Please know that we are praying so hard for Ryan, and for you all! You know that we DO know just where you are right now, hang onto every moment. It is not too late for a miracle! May Ryan's day today be pain-free, with lots of giggles and snuggling going on! We love you and are here....praying.....

Love and hugs,
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, June 12, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

Hey buddy!!!!! I was just checking in to say Hello and I Love You! I hope you have a super duper day! Sorry I'm not still down there to spend it with you. I'll see you soon OK? You take care of Mommy, Daddy, Nana and Sister. You take care and I"ll call you later.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!
KEEP ON KEEPING ON BUDDY!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS , MO USA - Sunday, June 12, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

Good Morning, Ryan,

Just thought I'd stop by to see how you are doing and to let you know that you've touched so many hearts, there are a gizillion prayers going up for you!!

Wishing you all a good day!

Love and hugs,
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caingbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, Grand Rapids, Michigan - Sunday, June 12, 2005 8:40 AM CDT

MY Dearest Ryan, thought I would write to you & let you know that all the children here ask about you almost everyday, wondering when you are gonna come see them again. WE try to read your journal everyday to see how things are going down there. Sounds to me as though you are getting the royal treament that you so richly deserve! That Nana & Meme (along with mom, dad & the rest of the family)are treating you like a PRINCE!!!!, which makes me very happy. If I was there that's what I would do to. In all the years I have been in this Daycare business, I have never seen or known such a brave, strong, courageous, smart, handsome & loving "Little MAN" as you. I love you so much. I pray for you, your family, all your sweet little friends & their family's everyday and night. God does answer prayers.
xoxoxo Nana Rosemary
P.S. Ryan, give Elizabeth x's and o's for me. I know you will cause your a TERRIFIC big brother.
Rosemary Conrow
Bowling Green, Mo. USA - Sunday, June 12, 2005 7:42 AM CDT

Ryan and crew,
Thank you all so much for allowing us to share in your time together on Saturday. It was comforting to see Ryan surrounded by SO many loving and caring family and friends. Sooo glad to hear that you are feeling a little better and were able to go down the slide at BK! How fun!! We are thinking of you and praying for you constantly and really appreciate Andrea and Sherry taking the time to update the site. It allows us to feel like we are there with you. God Bless you all! Ryan, you are a true inspiration to us!
Debbie (and Aunt Carol) <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 6:59 AM CDT

Always keeping you all in my prayers. Ryan your a champion....Hugs and love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Sunday, June 12, 2005 6:40 AM CDT

I also got yoursite throught Kody's. Ryan you are such a cute little guy! You are all in my thoguhts and prayers. May God bless you all!
Olivia <tropobella@yahoo.com>
Germayn, due to military, - Sunday, June 12, 2005 1:56 AM CDT

Ryan..

We love you!!!

Stay strong sweetheart,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 0:38 AM CDT

Continuing to offer up MANY prayers for you all. You're in our thoughts constantly. We're still beelieving in miracles.

Love,

Amber, Josh, Kycie, & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:14 PM CDT

Always keeping you in our prayers! ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:13 PM CDT

Ryan Sweetie~~ Your always in my daily prayers and 4 ever in my heart. I pray that the good Lord give you the strenght you need to keep fighting. Prayers for Mommy & Daddy too. Your the greatest little solider I know.. Love you bunches.. Angel Darla
Darla <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:02 PM CDT

I've sent over by the "K's"
Sending prayers your way
GOD BLESS

Paloma
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:51 PM CDT

I'm one of the many who found your family through Kody and Kim. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy
Sparks, NV - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Praying that our heavenly father will hold you all close giving you the strength and courage as you face the days ahead. Praying also for Ryans comfort.
All our Love

Trina and

JOPHIE
Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

Ryan, you keep fighting. Your strength, and the love and faith of your family, are simply amazing. You will be in our prayers every day. God Bless you...
Stephanie and Cooper Hain <shain@chiefs.nfl.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:07 PM CDT

Prayers...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:26 PM CDT

Hello Ryan and His family,
I will keep Ryan in your prayers tonight and many more nights to come.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gigihepc19
Georganna
Georganna <HyperPrincess507@aol.com>
Jacksonville, FL USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:48 PM CDT

Hi Brown Family, Just checking in again today with more hugs. I posted yesterday but the site must be really busy because the posting isn't listed. Please update us whenever you get a chance, you are on everyones mind. Be strong.
Doris <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, MO - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:31 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Ryan and Elizabeth. We are Lexi Sabatino's grandparents. Lexi last report looks really good. She has a little sister born in December, and a beautiful little girl, just like her big sister. Read the updates, please know that you all are in our prayers daily. Eileen & Richard
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

You're in my thought's and prayer's.
Tina Mosteller <Angelpbear22@aol.com>
Cogan Station, PA USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 6:48 PM CDT

Hey Ryan-
I am not sure you could possibly know how many people you have touched with your courage, strength and incredible spirit...We are all coming together for you now, sending prayers and love your way. I hope that you and your family can feel all the positive energy and "virtual" hugs!
I have heard a lot about you from Julie, and once Julie gets something in her mind and heart, she is sure to take action. I am sure she is talking about you to many people at Chachi's soccer tournament this weekend, and asking them to send their best thoughts and prayers your way.
I also know that Maddie will be very close by to comfort and assure you. She is my personal hero, and I know she will do her best to help you in the best ways possible!
I do believe in miracles! I just to always recognize them...but they are happening everyday!
Sara Dornisch <saradornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls, MN - Saturday, June 11, 2005 6:15 PM CDT

Ryan,
You are such an amazing little boy,who has the ability to touch the hearts of people you've never even met!
You are surrounded by such an incredible loving family that I firmly BEE-Lieve that their love alone could erase that horrible cancer. Your Dad's poem is so amazing, his love for you is so strong we can feel it through our computer screen.
Keep on fighting Ryan, so many people need you here!
We are all praying hard for you here in Calgary, Canada.
Mrs. K and family
Calgary, AB Canada - Saturday, June 11, 2005 6:06 PM CDT

Ryan and Family:
It is very comforting to know you are feeling better. In the hours we had the pleasure of spending with you and your family you touched more than our hearts, you touched our souls. We wish you and your family our best and will always keep you in our hearts.

Jeffrey Leonard, MD and Jose A. Menendez, MD
Pediatric Neurosurgery
St. Louis Children's Hospital
Jose A. Menendez, MD
St. Louis, MO United States - Saturday, June 11, 2005 5:49 PM CDT

Sent by Kody and his mom. Lots of people are praying for you Ryan!
twalker
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 4:07 PM CDT

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13 So glad to hear your family is able to be together and surround Ryan and each other with such great love. There are lots of us out here rallying around you even though we can't be there too. We know God's love is all around you.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Saturday, June 11, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

Ryan

Sending you big hugs, thoughts and prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/moe

Shannon Carlson <carlson@elltel.net>
Ellensburg, WA USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 2:18 PM CDT

Ryan,

We love you little man! We were so glad to hear you have been up and eating! Hooray! You are so brave! You are in our prayers!
Chad & Brenda Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, Tn USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 1:25 PM CDT

HI Ryan!

Mom helped me put your soccer pictures in the mail today. I put the stamp on all by myself! I prayed for you last night when I went to bed and again this morning. Jesus loves you! Mom told me she will keep checking this website to see how you are so she doesn't disturb your mom and dad. You had lots of people there to see you the other day! You are loved a whole lot! You are my friend, and I know you will get better soon! I am sending hugs through the computer, since I can't be there right now, hug the monkey for me!
Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 1:23 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I am sending you big hugs today. Make sure your mom gives them to you! All of my friends are praying for you to get stronger. You are a great little boy.
All my love
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY 10504 - Saturday, June 11, 2005 1:05 PM CDT

Hello Ryan!!!!! I just wanted to let you know that I LOVE YOU and am keeping you in my prayers. I will touch base with Nana tomorrow and if you are feeling like talking I will say Hi to you. Until then...you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Hugs and Kisses!!! Trishi
trishi <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
nashville, TN usa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 12:35 AM CDT

Hi I'm a friend of Kody's and you know when Momma Bear asks for prayers,I always listen. Ryan is such a beautiful boy, I am sorry you are going thru this, I will keep you all in my prayers, Lyn www.caringbridge.org/nj/justinw
Lyn Wyatt <glwyatt@gmail.com>
stratford, nj usa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 12:02 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I found about you from Kody. They sure think alot about you. You are a very special boy and are in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of Love Kathleen
Kathleen <Kathleen_casol@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:59 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. We are saying many prayers for you and your family. Keep snuggling with Nana,mom,dad,and Elizabeth. You have alot of people who love you and are praying for you. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

p.s. I wanted to tell you we saw a baby deer the other day and I thoughts of you. It was cute, only about foot and half tall.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
Angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:53 AM CDT

Ryan,
Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family! Have a good day!

Rawlins Family www2.caringbridge.org/ca/sean <mom24wildboys@charter.net>
Glendale, CA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

I'm reading along and keeping all of you, especially sweet Ryan, in my prayers.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:26 AM CDT

Hello Ryan and family! (I came here from Kody K's site) I want you to know I will be praying for you as you endure this new part of your journey. I too have been there as a parent to a child with an inoperable brain tumor (ependymoma). Keep your eyes on God and what He is doing for Ryan and your family. Only with His love and grace will you be able to go on. Hugs...
Ivy Ervin ***Missing Lukie*** <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin>
Mansfield, OH - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:26 AM CDT

Ryan, we are thinking about you today and are keeping you and your family in our prayers. Sending you a great big hug.
Glenn & Cindy Turner <turnercld@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:14 AM CDT

Ryan,
This is to let you know that everyone at Marshall School is thinking about you and hope you start to feel better. Have a nice day.
Mr. Casa Santa, Counselor <ndchris@comcast.net>
Fort Campbell, Ky - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
I came to your site from Kody's site. Please know that my family is praying so hard for Ryan. I'm sure you all are taking comfort in the fact that Ryan is surrounded by loving family and friends.
Our thoughts are with you today and always.
Lisa and Kari and family
Kari's Page <Lisa@iamtheshoe.com>
Langley AFB, VA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

I feel so blessed to be able to spend time with Ryan, Elizabeth, Phillip, Andrea and the rest of the family. I felt an abundance of love surrounding Ryan when I was in your home yesterday. The Lord is watching over all of you and always will. You are in my prayers every day. God Bless you Ryan.
Tina L. Tomlinson, Hospice Social Worker <tinatomlinson@peoplepc.com>
Herndon, KY USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

So glad that you have your loving family with you to help make this time a little more tolerable.....from one Grandma to another....give Ryan lots of extra hugs from Devin's Grandma. Love and prayers from Oklahoma.

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just wanted to drop you a little note and tell you I hope you have a good day today with lots more spaghettios. Tell Mom, Dad, Elizabeth, Nana, Meme, and Cory we are thinking of them too. Love ya Buddy!
Stacy, Tyler, and Sadie <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Just wanted to stop by and wish you a happy Saturday!! Devin got home from camp yesterday. They had a lot of fun and didn't want to come home! Can you believe that? I think I missed them more than they missed me. Today is his last soccer game and trophy day!! That should be exciting. You were the first CB kid Devin asked about when I picked him up. You are so special!!!

We love you little Ryan!! You are so brave and strong. Keep on beelieving.

Alisa & Devin
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:13 AM CDT

Ryan I will be praying for you...Your family and you are in my htoughts and prayers....
Jeannie Ford <jfordlldge@sbcglobal.net>
Arnold, Mo - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:07 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I found your site through Kody's. I wanted to say hi and let you know that I am praying for you and your family. Our family loves to hike in Acadia Maine! When the going gets tough I close my eyes and dream I am in Maine. I will keep checking on you and storming the gates of heaven in your name. God Bless you!
Liz
Millburn, Nj us - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, we pray for you everyday. We have been checking on you everyday. bless you and your wonderful family. Holding you up to Christ and praying for a miracle,you are so loved. Lindy
Lindy <turver@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, va usa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Just wanted to say hello and to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Jesus loves you all. May God bless you and strengthen you in this difficult time
hugs
Vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Poland, In - Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

Good Morning Beautiful Boy!!
We're stopping by this morning to send lots of love and a million {{{HUGS}}} to the most precious & bravest boy in the whole wide world.
We love you Ryan!!
Love, Kim, Kody and the entire "K" family
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Good Morning, Ryan. The sun is shining. The birds are singing. It is a beautiful day in New York. I am heading out for a walk by the beach. I will be thinking of you, and hoping you are having a sunny day too.
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, NY - Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:17 AM CDT

Keeping you in our prayers!!
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

Just thought I would drop by and say hi and that I was thinking about all of you today.
Keeping you in my thoughts buddy.

Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:05 AM CDT

Hey there Ryan!!! My family and I are thinking of you.
Dana <danamwilkins@yahoo.com>
Maquoketa, IA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:38 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you and sending lots of prayers.

God bless...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:22 AM CDT

This is my first time signing the guestbook. I have come to your page mutiple times daily for updates from the beginnng. Your family is in my prayers every second of the day. My three little ones Cory, Cameron and Carley pray for their cousin Ryan every night in their prayers.
Stay Strong and give Ryan a big ((((HUG)))) from us.

The Cotnoir Family (Kim, Armand, Cory, Cameron, and Carley)
Kim Cotnoir <acotnoir@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:19 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family -
We're thinking of you and have you all in our prayers.
Brenda Reeder <reederbj@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:08 AM CDT

It is early (yes 7:06 is early on a Saturday) Saturday morning and when I woke up I thought of you and your beautiful smile. So I thought I would drop you a quick note to let you know I'm thinking of you and sending lots of love your way. May God's love surround you.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:06 AM CDT

Hi sweet Ryan
Today I am going to paint your name on a Prayer Rock for my garden.
thinking of you with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

We have been thinking of and praying for all of you. God Bless!
Joe and Liz O'Donnell <eodonnell1@kc.rr.com>
Gardner, KS 66030 - Saturday, June 11, 2005 6:46 AM CDT

I found your site through Devin's page. Thinking about Ryan and praying for all of you. Ryan is truly a precious little boy. God Bless you all.

Love,
Mary Templeton
(Caity-Did's mommy)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/caitlin
Mary <mary.templeton@gmail.com>
Citrus Springs, FL - Saturday, June 11, 2005 5:16 AM CDT

I was linked here from another site. My thoughts are with you. I wish you pain free days ahead.
Cheri
Olympia, WA usa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 1:14 AM CDT

I was linked to you from another Caringbridge family and I wanted you to know I am praying for Ryan. I received this email today and thought of you all.

This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, he saw me, and
he asked: My child, what is your greatest wish for today? I responded:
"Lord please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their
family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very
much". The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginnings but not
its end.

Beth <bethm1031@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Saturday, June 11, 2005 0:23 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Cinnamon and I just wanted to drop by and give you a few hugs and thought we would say hi. Cheyenne's "Little Cinnie Minnie Mun" sends lots and lots of licks and kisses. God Bless

Cheyenne's Proud Daddy and Cheyenne's puppy Cinnamon
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Saturday, June 11, 2005 0:11 AM CDT

HI Ryan,

I saw your link over at Kody's and thought I'd stop in and tell you hello.
I heard you could use some extra prayers, so I'm here to offer you lots of them. I'll be sure to add you and your family to my thoughts and prayers.

Sending you love and hugs from Michigan,
Eva Holland <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, Grand Rapids, Michigan - Friday, June 10, 2005 11:38 PM CDT

I too came from Kody's site and as someone who walked a similar path with this monster we call cancer, my heart breaks for you. Please know my heart and prayers are with you. No one should ever have to watch a child suffer this way and it is often much more than we can understand. May God's love and strength sustain you.
Love and hugs
Judy
www.catchanangel.com
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:46 PM CDT

I am a silent stalker of yours and I just wanted to come and say hi all the way from maine. I check in on you daily and pray for you nightly.
God bless you sweet boy and I will check in on you again tomorrow.
BIG BIG ((((HUGS)))) from Maine
Amy Jurgen and Family <kitmineau@aol.com>
Saco , Me - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

Through Him all things are possible. (Philippians 4:13)
Laura
Louisville, KY - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:26 PM CDT

Hello Ryan I'm sending ((((Hugs)))))and Kisses XOXOXO your way.Yall are in my prayers.
Much Love,
Teresa Myers <kylasue2@msn.com>
Aylett, VA - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

I heard about Ryan through Kody's site. May God bless Ryan and his dear family.
Wishing you God's greatest blessings.
Karen
Karen LaMountain <angelgrammal@netscape.net>
Selkirk, n USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:22 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Wanted to stop by say hello and send some more hugs your way. Wow!! You've really gotten a lot of hugs!! What a special little boy you are to get so many hugs and to have so many people love you!!

Sending you lots of hugs and prayers from Virginia!
Sherri Wheeler

Sherri Wheeler <wheelerd@cox.net>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:19 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you all know that I stopped in and I'm thinking of you.

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:17 PM CDT

Hello family. Just wanted to give you these words to work with. Roy and I have been going thru a lot of situations in our live thour nothing like you all are going and I just lost my grandmother a few weeks ago. Going thru her things my mother found some old books of hers and read me a passage from quotes from the bible and it is helping me get thru my situations and home it will get you thru yours.

I ask the lord for bread
all i recived was a stone
I used the stone to grin the grain
that made the flour
to form the bread i would not have obtain

in stead of asking him to give me the things
for what i pray all i need to ask from go
is this

SHOW US THEY WAY.
cindy tindall <cindysells4u@sbcglobal.net>
Festus, Mo USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:21 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I read that you ate part of a grilled cheese sandwich today. That is what RachelJoy wants for dinner tonight!
We are praying for you and your family.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 10, 2005 8:13 PM CDT

Jesus Loves You this we know, for the Bible tells us so, little ones to him belong, they are weak but He is strong. Yes Jesus Loves You! Yes Jesus Loves You! Yes Jesus Loves You, for the Bible tells us so. Hi Ryan, you have been so strong and we all love you so much! You are such a brave boy. I am so glad to hear that you have been able to get up and go outside and eat some! Keep it up!! I hope you have a good night and we will see you and Mom and Dad and Sissy sometime tomorrow. There are so many people in Louisiana and all over praying for you! You are such a special blessing to all of us!
Love ya lots,

Aunt Kath <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

We hope the best for you Ryan and Family. We are keeping you in our prayers every second of everyday. Wish we could be there for you in person however we are their in sprit.
Aunt Diane Tindall and Family <cindysells4u@sbcglobal.net>
Festus, Mo USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:07 PM CDT

Ryan,

We Are Praying For You In Ohio!

From One Soccer Family To Another...

"Turn It Around Ryan !"

All Of Our Love,

The Beaver's: Dan, Darleen, Kyle, Kasey and Kari
Medina, OH USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 7:43 PM CDT

hey buddy wats up it feels like i havn't seen u in forever i had a lot of fun with u in california this year i miss u and hope u get to feeling better
cousin tyler <tilr13@hotmail.com>
affton, mo USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 5:25 PM CDT

Ryan is in my thoughts and prayers
Jennifer Schmaltz <www.jenniferschmaltz@gwh.com>
Barnhart , Mo US - Friday, June 10, 2005 4:59 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family! My name is Crystal and I work with Betty Rogers (GRAMBET) and I just wanted to let you know that I get to hear how sweet and precious you are quite a bit at work! I will keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers! Your family seems to be a very caring and remarkable bunch of people! Best Wishes in everything!
Crystal Johnson <crystal.johnson@gwl.com>
St. Peters , MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 4:30 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. Just wanted to let you know that you and your family our in our thoughts and prayers here in Missouri. Also, my dog "Buddy" say's hi.
Pam Leahy <pleahy@stlcc.edu>
St. Louis, MO US - Friday, June 10, 2005 3:56 PM CDT

Hi Ryan!

Thank you for letting us come by to visit you. We pray for you every day! I will send your soccer pictures to you in the mail tomorrow okay?

Love,
Brenda, Chad, Brian & Cory Hunley
Brian Hunley <bcsquared@bellsouth.net>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Friday, June 10, 2005 3:52 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan - my name is Andrea (like your mom) and I'm a friend of your cousin, Stacy. We work together so I see her a lot. I have your caringbridge website in my "favorites" so I visit every day to see how you're doing. You are a very brave young man and very, very loved. I wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and your family, especially your mom and dad. They love you with all their hearts and will do everything in their power to keep you feeling safe and loved. Remember, you're an awesome boy!
Andrea Morrison <amorrison@stlcc.edu>
Imperial, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

Ryan
Hey!! I found your site through Kody's. You seem like one totally kool kid. I'm keepin you in my thoughts and prayers.
STAY STRONG!!!!
<3LOVE<3
Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor <colls724@aol.com>
Springfield, PA USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

Hey Ryan...Tyler, Sadie and I are all thinking of you and praying really hard...Your so strong and everyone is so proud of you! Your our very own little hero!
Stacy, Tyler, and Sadie <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Affton, MO 63123 - Friday, June 10, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

Hey buddy! We are all thinking of and praying for you and your family. We read your updates everyday (sometimes two or three times) and are always hoping for the best. Aunt NetNet said she had tons of fun with you this weekend! Remember, that you are loved by so many people!!
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 2:04 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, HUGS, PRAYERS, and LOTS OF LOVE are coming your way from Boston. I will be keeping Ryan in m special prayers at Mass on Sunday. Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, June 10, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

We're storming the heavens with prayers for you and your precious family. There's lots of love out there...just remember that.
Angela
Meridian, ID - Friday, June 10, 2005 1:36 PM CDT

Praying you all throught this difficult time.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Friday, June 10, 2005 1:34 PM CDT

God Bless you all i am visiting from Kodys site
you are such a Darling young man hang in there we shall storm the heavens for you ryan
Buffy McKenzie <buffymckenzie@Tampabay.rr.com>
fl - Friday, June 10, 2005 12:32 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,
You don't know me, I was directed here by a friend of your Aunt Amy. My family and I just wanted you all to know that we are praying for you all the time. From what I've read and heard about you, you are a very strong little boy and I know that you will keep fighting. We will continue to pray for you and hope that you stay strong. God Bless You. Stacie Landry and Family.
Stacie Landry <stacielandry772@hotmail.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 12:22 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I'm visiting you via Kody's page and Cheyenne's page,as each of their parents said you could use an extra good wish or two. I'm glad you got to enjoy the pool last night and had Spaghetti o's too. I hope today has been peaceful for you and all your fantastic family. I'll be praying for you all.

Sending you lots of love from Dallas.
Rene Woods <rwoods@hpdps.org>
Dallas, TX - Friday, June 10, 2005 12:16 AM CDT

Hello there Ryan!!! You don't know me but I was linked to your webiste from another and just wanted you to know I am praying for you! Also thought I would share with you that we have the same birthday but I am a lot older then you are!Hope you get everything you want for your birthday! Keep up the fight little man..
Doreen
Columbus, OH USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 11:42 AM CDT

Hi there Ryan! I have not had the great oppurtunity to meet you, but I hear so many great things about you. I know your Aunt Amy, and I am friends with her neighbor Colleen. My family has been praying for you daily. You have been quite the little soldier through all of this. My husband was in the military not too long ago and used to fly around in helicopters everyday,ryday. I thought it was fun living on a base. You can even hear the booms from artillary every now and then. It's like your own personal 4th of July.
My daughter Amber has a hot pink wheelchair, she got to pick out her own colors. I hear your getting one too. That is awesome. Maybe your mom and dad can help you pop wheelies! Amber loves it!
Well you hang in there buddy...... and remember Jesus loves you and he's always with you!!!
God Bless!
Jackie Gant & family <jacklyngant@coastalnow.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

Hi Sweet Boy,

Thinking about you always. Hoping today is a good day for you and your family.

We love you Ryan and BEElieve in YOU!!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 10, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

Hello Brown Family,
You guys have have been in my thoughts and prayers constantly. I was happy to hear that Ryan has roused and is eating. Keep those donuts coming. We are having a quiet day here in the Radiology Dept. I need the rest. Give my little guy a big kiss. Love, Michele Stratton
Michele Stratton
Burns, TN 37029 - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

Just want you to know that we are all praying so hard for you guys right now. It was so good to see Ryan playing this last weekend with his cousins.Seeing his sweet smile and hearing his laughter. You guys are always in our thoughts and prayers. Big hugs for Ryan from me, Michael, Conner and Bennet.
Colleen Cosby <colleen.cosby@usbank.com>
St Peters, mo USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:05 AM CDT

My Dear Ryan, Hi there little buddy. You are such a strong big boy.. I'm thinking of you and praying. Can't wait to see you and Sissy.. Hugs and kisses to you.
Love you, Nonie VIcki
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:59 AM CDT

Dear Andrea & Phillip,
Was so sorry to hear about Ryan's setback. All of here at the pharmacy read the journal entries daily and we are praying alot for you guys and also shedding tears at the same time. Tell Ryan that Aunt Annette told us about how much fun he had at her house on Saturday and I know she enjoyed spending time with him as well. Just remember all of you all are in our prayers and we think of you guys daily.
Debbie Myers <dkbmyers@gmail.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Thanks for coming to see the Steamers play this year! St. Louis has the best soccer fans in the MISL! There is a rumor going around that Ryan Brown is our #1 fan! I just had write you and say thanks for cheering on the Steamers! We could'nt have done it without you!

Randy Soderman #24 St. Louis Steamers <rsoderman@steamerstv.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:42 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! Glad to hear that you had a great day! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Keep fighting the fight my special friend.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! How are you doing buddy? We were so glad you came to see us play! I'm back home in Texas right now, but I can't wait to get back to St. Louis for next season! Its the great fans like you that make it so much fun to play for the Steamers! Hang in there buddy, talk to you soon!! -Shaun David, #26 St. Louis Steamers
Shaun David <sdavid@steamerstv.com>
Dallas, Tx USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:22 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I too just found your website. I am praying, praying, praying for you and your family.
Alice <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

Wow! We are so glad to hear of Ryan's great day! Swimming is sooo much fun! We are praying for you day and night! Hope today is another fun filled day!
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

I found your site through Kody's and I just wanted to let you know that we are praying that today is just as good or even better than yesterday!
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Springfield, PA - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

Saying my constant prayers for you Little Ryan ... and of course your ENTIRE family ... I still have so much hope for your miracle ... please know I am thinking and parying for you everyday!

God Bless!
Justyn's Aunt Bekah (http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/justyn/) <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

I'm so glad that you had a better day yesturday Ryan!!! Hopefully you will continue to get your strength back and have many more better days. We love you and will never stop praying for you. Thinking of you always! Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Ryan,
You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Please know that Scooter and I are cheering for you. We know you are a strong little boy who will do everything to beat this "Beast" that has invaded your body. I was so glad I came by to see you yesterday and meet all your wonderful relatives. You have a very strong support group. Please hang in there and remain the strong little buddy that you have been throughtout this illness. I love you. I will be by to see you again in a few days. You know I can't go too many days without a Ryan hug and kiss. I am so glad you had such a wonderful day yesterday. I bet the water felt wonderful when you went swimming. Love you and hugs and kisses from Scooter.

Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
Thank you for adopting me into your family. I know you are doing all you can to pull Ryan through this. Please know that you too are in my thoughts and prayers. I am here for you anytime you need me just pick up the phone and call. Love you guys!
Aunt Sharon AKA Ms. Sharon <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Ryan you are amazing! Your parents are great too. I am so proud of you. Always seem to find the fun in life, even when it's a struggle.
We will send up special prayers for you and I will tell all Cameron's friends to stop by to check on you.

Cameron�s mom
Carla <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

Hello, I heard your news via kodys page, im so sorry. sending my love to you, viks x
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, June 10, 2005 7:41 AM CDT

Ryan, You are a tough little man. I am sure you mommy & daddy are very proud of you. Keep up the spirit. I believe that God is still in the miracle business. It is great to hear that you are not in much pain. My Son Drew is about your age, and he makes sure that we pray for you every night before he goes to sleep. May God's peace and comfort be with you today and forever? Your a true super hero!
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters , mo - Friday, June 10, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! :o) I've been checking your caringbridge page every day to see how you are doing. It sounds like yesterday was a pretty good day. You got to dunk donuts AND go for a nice swim in the pool! I hope today is even better! :o)
Sending you lots of love,
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Friday, June 10, 2005 6:18 AM CDT

Praying for Ryan and his family in Cleveland, Ohio. May God hold you in his strong arms.
Cindy <cstudnicha@alltel.net>
Cleveland, OH - Friday, June 10, 2005 5:56 AM CDT

Came over from Kody Bear's site. I will be praying for your precious Ryan.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Friday, June 10, 2005 0:42 AM CDT

My heart is breaking as I catch up on the last few days of Ryan's page-I check up on him just about everyday-Words cannot express how deeply sorry I am- God bless Ryan and Family- keep him comfortable and eating lots of donuts!!
In His Grip
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
bartlett, il - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:44 PM CDT

Sweet little Ryan...sending you love and prayers from Minnesota.
Tracey
Mn - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:35 PM CDT

Still praying ~ all day and all night ~ for *RYAN* and the entire family. Sending you ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:13 PM CDT

Thinking of you all- especially that adorable doughnut lover!!!
Thanks for the update, Nana Sherry- I just did one myself, because i wanted to get Ryan and Kaid's names out to our family and friends.
we'll be out of town at a soccer tournament this weekend, but I'll have my cell phone with me- 612 770-0334.

Love you guys,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:02 PM CDT

This is my first time to your site. I wish I wouldn't have waited so long. I heard that you aren't feeling very well and I just wanted to let you and your family know that Jerry, Brett, Briley and I are praying for all of you. Hang in there and may God bless each one of you! Sincerely, Stephanie Browning
Stephanie <jerrybrowning@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 10:49 PM CDT

Rest assured...I am pray, pray, praying for your miracle.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella ) <zacheric02@msn.com http://www.braintrust.org/umbrella.htm>
Livonia, MI XOXOXOXOXOXO - Thursday, June 9, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

I check on and pray for Ryan every day, I will be stepping up those prayers! Please give Ryan a big "Bulldawg" hug for me!
Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and Many Prayers!
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

precious Ryan,
I am praying for you.
love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

Hey Buddy,

Just wanted to stop by and send our love and prayers.

Roy and Donna
Cheyenne's Proud Mommy and daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Kristi Schoolfield <snickles04@comcast.net>
flint, mi - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:32 PM CDT

HI, I came here from Kody's page. I will be praying for Ryan and your whole family. Stay strong.
Cathy Bowman <chope2769@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:16 PM CDT

Prayers for your sweet family.
Nicole <metaphor82@aol.com>
Stockbridge, GA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:00 PM CDT

Sending lots of prayers your way,I am sorry ryan is having to go through this.love marsha
marsha <mmlmercer4@aol.com>
jacksonville, fl us - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

Wishing for a miracle...
Linda Tienda <j.tienda@worldnet.att.net>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

Love and prayers from Oklahoma. My heart goes out to you. There is just no easy way to watch someone you love so much suffer. May the prayers of many from all over the world bring some comfort to your family.

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:18 PM CDT

Hi everyone, I found your site through Kody�s. I will keep Ryan and his whole family in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Lisa.
Lisa <jadedlisa@gmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:06 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,
I am a friend of Christie Sitton. Your son Ryan went to school with her son Tristen, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Tammy Revesz
Tammy Revesz <Tammyrev@earthlink.net>
Raeford , NC Hoke - Thursday, June 9, 2005 5:55 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,
I am another visitor by way of Kody's site. Ryan, you are adorable and so very brave! I just wanted to let you all know that I will be keeping you in my prayers.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 5:21 PM CDT

Hi All
Found your site through Kody Bears.Sending lots of love your way.Hayley and family U.K.XXXXX
Hayley <hayleyspence1@hotmail.com>
U.K. - Thursday, June 9, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

Through Him all things are possible. (Philippians 4:13)
Laura S.
Lousiville, KY - Thursday, June 9, 2005 4:28 PM CDT

Ryan, you are a very loved little boy! I think everyone in the Caringbridge Family is praying ~EXTRA HARD~ for you right now. We came from several sites yesterday and now Kody Bear's mom sent us. We will keep praying for you and your family, big hugs to NANA too! We're storming the Heavens with prayers for you little buddy. ~HUGS~
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, June 9, 2005 4:09 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! This is my first time to your site. Kody Bear's Mom is asking all us Kody K fans to pray for you. So I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong little man! With much Love from Wisconsin, Jen
Jen Learman <jennifer.learman@gapac.com>
Hortonville, WI - Thursday, June 9, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

We are all so saddened to hear teh latest MRI news....we prayed so hard that things would be different.
We will never stop storming the Heavens with prayer though....gosh, we love you all so much!!
Thank you for updating..I know how difficult that is during stressful times.
Ryan's Gramma...you are doing a GREAT job...thank you so much for thinking of all us Ryan fans!! :0)

With all our love...your friends,
Kim, Kody and the "K" family
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 3:20 PM CDT

Glad to hear you've been up and moving a little today. Thinking about you and wishing you well.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Nana, thanks so much for your faithfulness in keeping the journal entries updated during such a stressful time. It means so much to all the Ryan fans out there who are anxiously checking in on him throughout the day. Ryan, we are praying that as you breathe in that oxygen, the healing power of God will flow through your little body!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, June 9, 2005 2:26 PM CDT

I sure do hope that you get to go swimming today Ryan! And Ryan you have a very fun loving Nana...your whole family sounds so wonderful, you are lucky to have them but I'm sure they will say that they're even luckier to have you!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, TX - Thursday, June 9, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

I'm sending lots of hugs and kisses your way. Thinking of you always and praying for you every second of the day. Lots of Love,
Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:56 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know that I'm thinking of you! I hope you have a GREAT weekend! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>�<><

Lighting Children�s Lives
Caged Kids
Raise Awareness

*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children�s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:50 PM CDT

Ryan,Andrea and Family,I just want you to know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers.Cherish each and every moment with Ryan.Hold onto and love each other.Many,many people are praying for little Ryan in hope of a miracle.Stay strong, Sincerly,Gary(Isaac"s Dad)
Gary Tropple <melanietropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa. USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:29 PM CDT

Hey Buddy, you stay stong and we will see you as soon as we get back. In the mean time here's some hugs from me, Adam and Matthew. Love you all
Phyllis Riley <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Crew!
Just wanted to let you know that we are praying for! Even though we haven't had the chance to talk much, we are constantly thinking about you! Ryan, you are such an amazing and strong young man! We are so proud of you! Have you seen the new Madagascar movie yet? We are going to see it this weekend. Hopefully, you can get up enough energy to go check it out! Love you all!!!
Debbie, Kevin, Kristen, and Alexandra Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

Thank you all for allowing me the opportunity to meet such an amazing little boy. He had me wrapped around his finger at first glance. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Lindee Monroe-Hospice Social Worker <socialwork@hesenergy.net>
Hopkinsville, KY Christian - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:41 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Just thinking of you. Hope you and daddy can swim a little today. That sure sounds like fun.

We love you Ryan. We BEElieve in YOU!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Alisa

The Ross Family

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:38 AM CDT

Hi buddy!!! I'm so glad you are having a good morning so far. I Love You so much. You stay strong so we can try to take you swimming today.
I Love You buddy!!!!
Stay Strong and Keep Beelieving
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Thursday, June 9, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

Ryan,

I feel that we have gotten to know you and how special you are through your mom and nana. You are an inspiration to us all and we are all praying for you and your family, hang in there little guy.

Nana Sherry, you have been a tower of strength for your family through the past months I don't know where you get your energy! I can just see Phillip pushing you and Ryan through the hospital and everybody shaking their heads.

Andrea and Phillip, Ryan and Elisabeth are very blessed to have you as their parents and to have been born into a family with so much love to give.

My 2 year old grandaughter Carley Elizabeth just came to tell me to be careful in the kitchen the floor is wet, she just moped it. Thank god for wonderful imaginations
(I hope)! Love to all Aunt Carol
Carol Chason <hchason@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, Fl - Thursday, June 9, 2005 10:51 AM CDT

Ryan and Family,
Just wanted to let you all know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there Ryan I know you are one tough little boy.
Love'
Ms. Chrystal
Chrystal Krannich <chrystal.krannich@am.dodea.edu>
Clarksville, Tn Montgomery - Thursday, June 9, 2005 10:26 AM CDT

I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. We love all of you.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, Ky 42223 - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:59 AM CDT

OK, here's 5 more hugs. Love you,
Aunt Susan <Susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
I just gave you 5 hugs - did you feel them? You can give one of them to Sister if you want, and Brandon, Brady and Tony. I guess I better give you some more, huh?

Listen, don't let Nana play tag too long, she's almost as old as Aunt Nae! That's too old to play tag!

Love you, Ryan. I am praying for you all day and all night.
Aunt Susan <Susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

I was sent here from a couple of other sites and want to let you know that you'll be in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip, Grandma Pat & Grandpa Bob, we love you all so very much. Ryan we are so proud of you and you are our hero!! You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Michael, Lori & Jacob Anderson <lori_a_anderson@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO United States - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:51 AM CDT

I have been following your family for so long that I feel this is happening to MY family. You are in my prayers and thoughts, constantly.
Terri George <ricknterrigeorge@cox.net>
Russellville, AR - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:51 AM CDT

Our Prayers are with your family.
The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

I am wrapping my arms around all of you, especially you little man. You are a beautiful family, hold tight to one another and Ryan will guide the way for all of you. I don't think I need to tell you that though. The strength and will of our children is unbelievable. I will be in touch.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's moomy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:32 AM CDT

Ryan - BIG hugs sent to you today and always! Keep fighting the fight my special friend. You are in my thoughts, prayers, and heart!
Nana - they are all very lucky to have you! You're another hero to everyone.
Keeping the whole family in my prayers.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:23 AM CDT

Ryan - I gave you some hugs today. Be sure to share them with mommy, daddy and Nana! love to you all!

Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, mo - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:00 AM CDT

Your families strength is such an inspiration in my life. I am praying for all of you.
Sharon Price <sharon.price@barry-wehmiller.com>
St. Charles, MO 63303 - Thursday, June 9, 2005 6:53 AM CDT

I was led to your page from another friends Caringbridge page. I am praying for your whole family. My husband spent a lot of time at Campbell, so I feel a connection to you.
Ryan, I love you without ever having met you! Be strong buddy!
www.caringbridge.org/md/calebsmith
stephanie Smith <stephnjosh@cablespeed.com>
arnold, md usa - Thursday, June 9, 2005 6:39 AM CDT

Nana,

Thanks for the update. You are great. You're all great. Thanks for keeping us up to date on Ryan. He's such a special boy.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 2:20 AM CDT

I have to tell you. Ryan is such a charmer, I love him from a thousand miles away. He is my hero!!!! You all are always in our thoughts and prayers, all day, every day. God Bless

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, June 9, 2005 0:16 AM CDT

Continuing to pray for Ryan's miracle here on earth. What a very special boy! It does not surprise me that he charms every one who meets him!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 0:06 AM CDT

Praying for you. Continue to have strength.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 11:15 PM CDT

I've read about Ryan in a lot of Caringbridge pages the past couple of days so I came by to send my prayers and ~hugs~ to him and your family. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 10:46 PM CDT

Praying for you every day.
Anissa <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, mo - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 10:23 PM CDT

We have been following Ryan since he was in the Leaf Chronicle and had the pleasure of meeting the family one day in Wal-Mart. We are thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers. You guys are doing great in keeping everyone updated on Ryan.
Devin's Family (http://devindude.blogspot.com)
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:54 PM CDT

I have been hoping and praying that needing a shunt is the cause of Ryan's new symptoms. I have asked Melody to be with him and comfort him in his dreams. Give him a kiss from Melody's mommy.
Debbie Schleigh www.ourmelody.net <rdschleigh@adelphia.net>
Hemet, CA USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

((((Hugs))))
Anne <annedonnelly@gmail.com>
BC Canada - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 7:08 PM CDT

Hey Buddy,

So glad you were sprung from the hospital. Hope getting home in your own bed will make you feel tons better!!!

We BEElieve in you Ryan!!!

The Ross Family

Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:31 PM CDT

Ryan,
Just wanted to know that I am praying for you and thinking about you constantly!
Love you,
Amy
Amy Lawson <amy@rmhnashville.com>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:27 PM CDT

What a beautiful poem your daddy wrote for you Ryan. Saying lots of prayers here in NY for you to feel better and get home soon.
Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:02 PM CDT

I just want y'all to know that I'm praying for all of you!
Dena Calvin <dena@onemain.com>
Kampsville, IL US - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 3:47 PM CDT

Just a quick note to let you all know, you are in my thoughts and prayers. As soon as I get out of work on Friday, I am going to head down. If any one needs anything call me.
Give Ryan lots of hugs and kisses from me. Tell him I will see him soon.
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
Hillsboro, MO usa - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

Dear Brown Family,
You continue in our prayers.

Joe & Rachel McLamb <rachel.mclamb@us.army.mil>
Clarksville, TN 37042 - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 3:09 PM CDT

Ryan,
Just stopping in to let you know that you're always in our prayers and constantly in our thoughts. You're one amazing little guy, and we're pulling for you, buddy. Glad you're on your way home!
We're still BEElieving in miracles.

Love,
Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 3:00 PM CDT

Ryan little buddy, This is Roy Doskal Drew Doskals Daddy. It is funny how our family has never had the pleasure of meeting you, but our love for you has grown very strong. Our church and family pray for you and your mommy and daddy all the time. You have a special place in the hearts of many. Stay strong, Jesus and his Angles will protect you. You are a great kid, a big man, and Our Hero! God Bless!
Roy Doskal <rdoskal@techelectronics.com>
St. Peters , mo - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! My knuckles are raw from being up all night praying for you,Harlei,Kaidrie,and all the sweet innocent children fighting this horrible monster. I hope you are feeling better and get to go home and play with Elizabeth and Nana, mom and dad. Saying many prayers! Hugs, angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

Ryan, I just wanted to say that I love you and I hope you are feeling better. I miss you at school! I am ready to start speech again!!!!
Roscella Meeks (Mrs. Meeks/ Speech Pathologist) <roscella.meeks@am.dodea.edu>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 12:37 AM CDT

Ryan,
I hope your headaches are gone and that you have a wonderful day!
Love, Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 12:30 AM CDT

Ryan - I found out about you from Audrey's Umbrella. You are such a little guy to have to put up such a big fight but I know that the love that surrounds you will help you do it. You are in my prayers and I pray for good news to come.
Laura Connolly <Laura.Connolly@noveon.com>
Hudson, OH - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Aunt Kath loves you and is praying for you! You are such a brave boy! I am sending you hugs from Me and Uncle Steve, Crystal, Stephanie, Alycea, Michael, Keri, Micah and Bradon. We love you sooooo very much!!!! Tell Mom, Dad and Elizabeth we love them too and are praying for them. Be strong and hang in there.
Hugs and Kisses, Aunt Kath
Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 10:39 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,
My heart has been touched by your strength. I add my prayers with your's. May God's presence be very real to you daily.
Vicki Patton <msvpatton@aol.com>
Woodlawn, TN USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:50 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I just got off the phone with your mama, and I thought I would drop you a note. I know you have had a LOT of people tell you how strong and brave you are- they are so right- you are stronger than The Incredible Hulk and braver than the bravest soldier- but you are also such a kind, sweet boy, and you fill so many people's lives with love and laughter. I am so lucky that Caringbridge exists, because I have been able to get to know you and your wonderful family through your website, emails and phone conversations, and now I have you all as VERY special friends!
I am thinking of you and praying that you are feeling better- no more headaches!!! Hold tight to your mom, dad, sister, nana and all those other uncles and aunts... your hugs, giggles, smiles, words... are a great source of strength for them- being as strong as you are, they rely on you, buddy!
I'll check back soon.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:46 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I just wanted you to know that my mommy and I are thinking about you and praying really hard for you! I can't wait to see you again at Rosemary's!
Brynn Orf
Bowling Green, MO USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

Praying for positive news this morning, and always!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
You are such a brave young man.I am sending lots of hugs and kisses to you. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God Bless all of you!!!

Kristi Curto <curto@grics.net>
Pekin, Illinois USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

Hi Ryan...Stay Strong, we love you so much Buddy!!!

Dad...BEAUTIFUL poem...it is so obvious through your words how much love you hav ein your heart for that sweetheart lil' boy of yours. :0)

Mom....If it happens that you need to go down the shunt route...please get ahold of me if you have any questions at all. I know how scary it seems but it wil really be OK. :0) Heck, we even celebrate Kody's shunts b-day every year. LOL!!

Keep up the fight guys...we are here praying for you and keeping Ryan in our hearts always.

Love, Kim and the "K" family
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

Hi Brudder,
I really miss you and want you to come home. I miss mommy and daddy too but I really miss you a whole buncha lot. The great-aunts are kinda weird and funny but not as much funny as you. Uncle Cory is going to see you today, he came to see me last night. Aunt Heather and Tony too. Well I am getting crabby so the great-aunts think I need to take a nap but it is really 'cause I miss you so much.
Love you big brudder,
Sister (Elizabeth)
Elizabeth Brown <Elizabeth@loveyou.com>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

We love you Ryan and We are praying for you. Christian loves you and can't wait until you both can go back to Chucky Cheese and play again. God Bless YOU!
Richard, Renee and Christian Gerald <rrgerald4@hotmail.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY 42223 - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 7:46 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family, I loved Daddy's poem. It says it all so beautifully. I am praying for you with my whole heart. Much love, Linda
linda champa (Audrey's Umbrella) <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 7:37 AM CDT

Hello my little Ky man! I am so surprised to hear about you when I got back from vacation. Don't ever give up! God can heal you at any time. I know there are a lot of prayers being offered up in your name.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:26 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I'm Dustin, Brittani and Charlie's grandma.
Wanted to say "hi" to let you know that you
are in my thoughts and prayers..
I met your mommy, when I was visting them at
Halloween time.
Love & Hugs... Sue
Sue Lamberger <craftylamb@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 2:37 AM CDT

ryan and family--
i have posted this once before i think a long time ago...and want to post it again...its on my page but i think it is a great quote..thinking of you and praying hard-keep hanging in lil' man-i hope you don't mind me sending people to your page my warrior buddy....

DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS NOT A PRESCRIPTION. IT PUNCTUATES OUR LAUGHTER. IT SIMMERS UNDER SORROWS. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS DREAMING OF TOMORROW. IT'S PUSHING PAST THE IMPOSSIBLE. ITS QUESTIONING THE ANSWER. IT'S RUMORS OF A BREAK, A ROLLER COASTER RIDE. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS PERFUME FOR THE SPIRIT. TAKE MY HAND....COME....IT'S MAGIC AND ITS FREE. ITS NOT IN AN I.V. IT SPARKLES IN OUR TEARS. IT DISPUTES OUR FEARS. ITS REACHING PAST TODAY. ITS TRYING A NEW WAY. ITS POUNDING ON THE DOOR. IT'S ALWAYS SEEKING MORE. IT WHISPERS A CURE. OF REMEDIES UNSURE. IT'S CANDY FOR THE SOUL. TO SHARE IT MAKES YOU WHOLE. LETS SHARE THIS HOPE TOGETHER..." SOURCE UNKNOWN

--chris--
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 11:44 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you all know that we are praying for all of you. Please please let me know if you need anything at all. Ryan, keep fighting little buddy. Lots of good thoughts and prayers headed your way!!!!
Christie and Tristyn Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, KY 42223 - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 10:38 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, I am one of Chris's followers and I hope to become one of yours also...if that's ok with you???? ;) I want to learn more about you so PLEASE get better! I will say a lot of prayers for you!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, TX - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

Ryan~
You and your family are in my prayers! You are such a trooper. I have been thinking about you all day, I hope things went well for you!
Angie Timm <angiet523@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

Hey Little Man Hope u feel better and cant wait to see u again. Its Wes from the Eagles Wishing u the best Hope everything alright and i might have my mom make u some cookies just let me know though email when the next time u guys be out the eagles. Talk to u soon Your Truly
wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
hopkinsville, ky - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 5:32 PM CDT

Sending you positive thoughts and prayers, from Minnesota.
Tracey
Mn - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 4:52 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, Bonnie from Audrey's Umbrella sent me over here, and I'd like to say hi. How are you doing today, honey? I hope your headache is better and you are resting and having fun watching something good on tv. You are in my thoughts and prayers, Ryan! Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

We are praying for you and your family and hoping all goes well.
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 2:14 PM CDT

So glad to hear your trip was safe, that Ryan is comfortable and ready to get his MRI today. Thanks so much for keeping the journal updated so we can check in to see how everyone is doing. Drew has a little cold so last night he asked if I could pray for him and he assured me that Ryan's mommy would say a prayer for Ryan. I'm sure you had it covered Andrea, but we went ahead and said an extra one for you too:-) We are continuing to pray and bee-lieve for you!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 2:05 PM CDT

Thank you for keeping us posted. I'm sure you know that everyone is praying constantly for our little buddy. We love you all! Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:51 PM CDT

Andrea,

Thanks so much for the update. Praying all goes well.

We BEElieve in Ryan!!!

Alisa
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

God Bless your family as Ryan continues his fight. What a strong boy with a great family that helps him fight. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay tough Ryan.
Kimberlee <ksimones@frontiernet.net>
Farmington, MN USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:15 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! Keep fighting that fight young man! You're a very special young man and are consistently in my thoughts and prayers.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Ryan & family - - - You are continuously in my thoughts and prayers.... I'm sorry you are not feeling well today. Keep your spirits up. That is most important. *Tough times never last ... tough people do*
Rita (Audrey's Umbrella) <OoLewieoO@aol.com>
Holmdel, NJ USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

My heart it aching for your family right now. I am praying for Ryan.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:41 AM CDT

Ryan...

Always thinking of YOU!!! Get better buddy.

Alisa
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

I am Cheyennes martial arts instructors wife Theresa. I am writing to let you know that we are praying very hard for you. Hang in there and keep up the fight.
Theresa Troncoso <scorpiomaa@wcc.net>
Christoval, Tx - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:33 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! We are here praying VERY VERY hard for you and storming heaven for that miracle! I am SO sorry that you aren't feeling well but please know my thoughts and prayers will continue to follow you along this difficult journey! God Bless ...
Justyn's Aunt Bekah (http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/justyn/) <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

Ryan,
Just a note to let you know we are praying for you and wishing you well. We hope you are feeling better today and are sending you lots of loves and hugs. Love you buddy.

Love you all,
Garry, Jody and Emily
Jody Parker <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, MO USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:05 AM CDT

I'm praying for Ryan
Donna Klein (Buddy's mother-in-law) <dktravelshoppe@sbcglobal.net>
Bolingbrook, Il USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 8:42 AM CDT

Praying for you, Ryan!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
St Louis, - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

Hello Ryan,
We are friends of Bonnie and Audrey's Umbrella in New York. I have a 7 year old little boy named Peter. He had to also take the medicine for a tumor and is doing great. He is very brave and a hero to us all. Keep up the good work and always know that there are people all over the world cheering for you!
Maria Barbieri <mariabarb@netzero.com>
Harrison, NY USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

Hang in there little buddy. You will have to rescue sis from aunt nae after her singing to her all the way from st.louis. I love you and know you can beat this thing back again cause you are the strongest and bravest little guy I know.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo usa - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 5:20 AM CDT

thanks for the update....we are holding you in our thoughts ry-guy--we are pulling for you buddy...hang in with your courage..i am going to ask some more of my followers to come to bring more strength to you...i hope that is ok...

MIRCALES HAPPEN--BELIEVE-HOPE
--chris--

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:21 AM CDT

Buddy,

Sorry to hear today has been so rough. Tomorrow is another day and hopefully it will have you feeling better.

We love you Ryan!!!

We beelieve in YOU!!!

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:20 AM CDT

still thinking and praying for you guys-waiting for an update...sending all my love to you at this momment..

-chris-
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Monday, June 6, 2005 11:18 PM CDT

Children have amazing strength. Ryan has been so strong through this and I know he will continue to be. I will be praying extra hard that something good comes out of this visit.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Sending TONS of prayers your way. Continuing to pray for the miracle Ryan deserves.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 10:03 PM CDT

Ryan Buddy,
You have been such a trooper the past couple of days with everything you have been going through. We are so proud of you. I am so glad I was able to spend time with you but I wish it didn't have to be at the hospital. It was fun going to the toy store though. I think it was cool that anyone who visited you had to bring a present before they could come into your room. I'll see you soon. We finally got Elizabeth home and in her own bed and she went right to sleep. She missed you on the car ride from St. Louis, I had to sing the alphabet song to her a hundred million times 'cause that's what you do for her on your car trips.

I love you Ryan.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my prayers.
Lyn Staffiere <lynstaf@adelphia.net>
Amherst, NH USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

I'm storming Heaven with prayers for your little guy. I will keep you all close in thought and prayer.
Candy Belanger (Audrey's Umbrella) <zacheric02@msn.com >
Livonia , MI - Monday, June 6, 2005 9:03 PM CDT

Ryan, I am praying for you and your family. You are a brave boy and I know everyone who knows you loves you lots and lots.
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Carol Beck
Mount Bethel, PA USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:57 PM CDT

I am sorry to read the news that Ryan is not feeling well, and has been increasingly symptomatic over the past few days.
My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan and your family.
Bonnie - Audrey's Umbrella <bonnie@braintrust.org>
Rye, New York - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Sending tons of prayers and strength...love and healing prayers!! Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:54 PM CDT

Thinking of you all.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! Sorry to hear about the bump in the road! I'm glad you're coming back to Vandy... it's our second home too... raise heck for those nurses! I'm sure they all love you there! :) We're praying for you every day.
Renee and Kennedy
Renee Garcia <CAmommy2KJ@aol.com>
Clarksville, TN - Monday, June 6, 2005 5:54 PM CDT

Hi my Soccer Stud!! I hope you remember me... I am Travis's Fiance. I miss playing soccer in the living room with you and chasing you around the kitchen. Ryan you are the strongest little person that God ever made. I know he smiles on you and your family everyday and you will one day play a little living room soccer with him. We love you Ryan and you are in our prayers each night.
Heather Winton & Travis Mazzanti <hawinton@comcast.net>
Elk Grove, Ca USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 5:40 PM CDT

hey RINHO!! it is me MAZZ! i just wanted to say how much i miss you buddy i am so thankful for you and your parents friendship..it means the world to me to have a loving family like yours in my life! I KNOW you will get better and fight through this i know you can!! take care RHINO, i will see you soon!!! MAZZ
Travis Mazzanti "MAZZ" <t_mazzanti@yahoo.com>
Elk Grove , Ca USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 5:35 PM CDT

Ryan,
You are a brave and courageous soul. I just learned of your tumor and your journey so far. You hang in there, know that I am praying very hard for you, your family and your doctors.

Ellen Taylor
Charlotte, NC - Monday, June 6, 2005 5:04 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,

We are so sorry to hear Ryan is not doing so well. May the prayers and positive thoughts of your friends around the world help you through this tough time. Keep on beelieving!!!!

We love you Ryan!!

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

We are praying for peace in the midst of your storm...JOY comes in the morning, no matter how dark the night gets!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, June 6, 2005 1:30 PM CDT

sending loads of sunshine your way...i hope this is just a bump...praying hard that ryan will defeat the odds yet again-he has so far...keep hanging in and surround yourself with the love and prayers and light being sent your way..we are cheering you on....hang in...

--chris--

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Monday, June 6, 2005 1:16 PM CDT

Please know that you and your family are in our prayers. You have and will beat the odds of this ugly tumor! I am so happy to hear that this tumor can't take away your will to keep trying - I wish we could all be like that. You are truly and inspiration.
Cameron�s mom
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Monday, June 6, 2005 12:00 AM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Keep fighting the fight my special friend. Big hugs to you and everyone else.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:35 AM CDT

Praying for you during this difficult time. God be with you and I know he is
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:25 AM CDT

Just a quick note to let you all know that we are thinking about you daily. Stay strong. We love you all.

Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
mesa, az USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

We are all praying for you. May God bless you and your family.
Kris Miller <kris_m_2001@hotmail.com>
Louisiana , Mo US - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Always on my mind and in my prayers. I love you, Ashley
Ashley MInor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, June 6, 2005 9:52 AM CDT

You are never more than a thought away. Stay strong little man.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 9:35 AM CDT

Many prayers for your little guy & your entire family!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Hello to all-

I know you know this, but I am thinking of you all and keeping you close to my heart.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:45 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Just wanted you to know that we are praying for you and thinking about you alot. You start feeling better. You are still our hero, you know... God Bless

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, June 6, 2005 0:18 AM CDT

Hey buddy!!!!!!! I love you. I'm glad I was able to see you this weekend.
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:18 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. I'm so soryy you are not feeling well. Harlei has had a few rough days also. This stinks!! Feel better soon so you can ride your 4 wheeler again. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

Oh Ryan,

I'm so sorry to hear you're not feeling well. That makes me feel sad. You get better quick...I know you've got a lot you want to do.

'

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 5, 2005 3:28 AM CDT

HEY RYAN!!!!!

Hope you have a REALLY, REALLY fun day today and get to do lots and lots of GREAT things. I told your mom that we think about you and pray for you many times a day. You are our Hero, and I just wanted you to know that!!

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, June 5, 2005 0:32 AM CDT

Sending tons of prayers for healing and wellness...Ryan is such a trooper...I'm so sorry he's having trouble. I know it will feel more comfortable to be back with your own doctors...
Andrea and Phillip I think of you two all the time, you are such wonderful parents and you have so much on your shoulders, sending prayers for strength and peace to you both. Hi Elizabeth...cutie!! Sherry, sending you hugs and prayers as well. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Saturday, June 4, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

Hey Buddy,

Hope you have a fun weekend. Dev has a soccer game and soccer pictures today. Fun!!

Thinking of YOU

Alisa & Devin

#1 Aerosmith fan <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 11:28 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Glad to hear you got to ride your 4 wheeler!!! That sounds like a blast.

Hope you are enjoying your break from school.

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 3, 2005 2:35 PM CDT

Hello Ryan! This is Tristyn from school's aunt! I hope you feel better and my family and I are keeping you in our prayers.
Kaley <ButtercupKaney1@aol.com>
Sulphur, Louisiana USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 11:07 AM CDT

Hi Ryan...
WOW...swimming lessons, that's so exciting!! Make sure Mom and Dad take lots of pictures of you swimming like a fish.

Oh Boy..that last week or two of school is busy, busy, busy...but summer is here so ENJOY!!!

Love you Buddy!

Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Hi Everyone,
Sounds like everything is really busy for you, about normal! Haven't seen you all for a month and am having withdrawal symptoms about now - guess we will make up for it in June.

Hope Ryan is adjusting to not having school, I know how much he loves school. Ryan, tell your angels that Aunt Nae says hi.

Hsppy Belated birthday to Elizabeth -
Miss you, love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 1, 2005 7:17 PM CDT

I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I fixed it now .Thinking of you always.

Image hosted by TinyPic.com

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 7:13 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you from the Ronald McDonald House. Sounds like you are busy and feeling well. Hope you have a great summer.

Love Amy
Amy Lawson <amy@rmhnashville.com>
Nashville , TN usa - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 4:15 PM CDT

So glad to hear that Ryan is doing better! Have been thinking about him and keeping him in my prayers!

I hope that this is a great week for all.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

Hello, I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you today. I haven't had a chance to write in the guest book lately, but don't think I haven't checked in every day. I hope everything is ok. Have a good week and I hope to see a journal soon. Thinking of you always!!!

Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

stopping by with a big hug and smile to let you know that you're being thought of today! Keep fighting the fight my special friend. You're an awesome guy!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 9:52 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! Hope you had a wonderfully fun Memorial Weekend with your family and friends!! It was SOOOOOOO HOT here in Florida!! But we did see fireworks! Just letting you know we're thinking of you buddy....hugs to the entire family!!
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 7:09 AM CDT

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Monday, May 30, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
You look so cute wrapped up in your new awesome quilt!
sending love your way...
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 7:25 AM CDT

Hi Ryan
You look so cute wrapped up in your new awesome quilt!
sending love your way...
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Just stopping by to say HI!!

How do you like summer vacation?? Pretty fun so far?? Hope so. Devin & Kara are enjoying their time off. We haven't done anything too productive, but its been nice not to 'have to' get up and be at school. Tell mom we'd like to know more about the hollyhocks.

Have a good week buddy!!

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 1:11 AM CDT

Hi everyone-
Stopping by to say hello and hoping you're having a fantastic holiday weekend!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, May 29, 2005 4:38 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. It's David Schafer. I am looking forward to meeting you. I think we'll have lots of fun on the playstation! Did you have fun at your sister's birthday? I bet the cake was yummy! I have to have special cake because of my celiac disease. It tastes pretty good I guess. Maybee I can bring some of my special food over sometime. Ok, bye.
David Schafer (with mom Caroline helping with typing!) <scharerj@bellsouth.net>
Fort Campbell, KY USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 11:56 AM CDT

Well Ryan,

Your quilt is super-duper cute!! Devin got one from those same great people back in December. He just loves it. His is patriotic and just beautiful!!! Hope you get lots of good use out of it...although its almost too pretty to use.

Looks like sis enjoyed her cake. I can't believe she is already one!!! Time is flying by...

Here's a picture of Devin & Kara with his quilt...

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 3:59 PM CDT

Dear Ryan
My name is Mrs. Schlag and I will be the teacher's assistance in Mr. Hill's room next year. I look forward to meeting you and getting to know you.
I am a Grandma and have two grandchildren Cody and Lauren Hall, that I really enjoy spoiling and can't wait to start on you.
Have a great summer, rest up and get ready for a great year of Kindergarden.
Love
Mrs. Schlag
Martha Schlag <martha.schlag@am.dodea.edu>
Hopkinsville, Ky - Friday, May 27, 2005 8:01 AM CDT

hey ry-guy...
hope the new chemo is going ok--sounds like you had a good time at chucky cheese...yippppeeee-what a cool quilt you got in the mail...that is really neat...it will help shield these stinky 'c' bugs..
sending love and miracles..
chris

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Friday, May 27, 2005 2:27 AM CDT

I am so glad that you are coming to my kindergarten class next school year. We are going to do so many fun things together with the other students. Learn all you can about dinosaurs because that will be our class theme. I'm sending lots of love and prayers your way.
Mr. Samuel Hill <Shill423@charter.net>
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Ryan, the new turtles on your website are so cool! Drew and Cole found a frog in the backyard last night and got to hold him. He got scared when daddy picked him up and peed all over the patio. So if you ever pick up a frog, let daddy do it first so he gets all his pee out before you touch him! We love your quilt and that chocolate cake sure looks yummy!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:07 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Elizabeth!! Ryan your quilt is awesome....hoping and praying always....Memorial Day Weekend is already upon us!! I can't believe it...I hope everyone has a fantastic weekend and shares lots of laughs and fun times...always thinking of you both!! Love- Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Thursday, May 26, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Wow, what a beautiful quilt! I love the turtles on your web page, Ryan. You know, I got some of the hollyhocks last year, and now they were taller than me! They're getting ready to bloom, too. I'll bet the flowers are going to be HUGE! Some of them are Gramma Betty's. She let me keep them for a while, but I guess it's time to give them back now.

Happy birthday, Elizabeth.
Give Mommy and Daddy a hug for me, OK?
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, May 26, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, I knew you were a tough young man - - playing the soccer game like that. I wish I could see you play sometime. That is an awfully big quilt. What a great blanket to hide under. It would be hard to find you! I bet you can fit Elizabeth under it, too! I hope you had a great time at Chuck E Cheese. The closest thing we have is Mr Gatti's and we went there Sunday evening. My girls love the bumper cars and TICKETS!

Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 5:30 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Elizabeth! Ryan, you look so snuggly in your new quilt. Enjoy your summer vacation. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

Happy belated birthday Elizabeth! Give your big brother a hug from me! You are always in my thoughts Andrea and Philip.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (TRoy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 8:42 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Hope you had a good time at Chuck E Cheese's. I know Adam sure did. He can't seem to stop talking about it yet. Make sure Mom and Dad keep in touch with us this summer. You'll have to come over and go swimming with the boys. They'd love it.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:12 PM CDT

Just wanted to stop in and say we are pullin for you. How exciting, no more school... yeah yeah
melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 8:39 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Have fun at your party!!!! Say HI to Chuck E. for us!!

Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 12:04 AM CDT

What a handsome guy you are Ryan! We will check back in on you! Have a great great week!
Travis and Brenda <fsgsmom@gmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:53 AM CDT

Hi guys - It really sounded like Elizabeth was having fun opening presents last night. But, it sounded like Ryan was having alot of fun trying them out for her. Have fun at your soccer party tonight.

luv you,miss you, see you later!!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 8:10 AM CDT

My Number 1 Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 0:06 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Elizabeth!!!

Hi Ryan, Andrea and Phillip-
Thinking of you always...

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

Hi Ryan!!
Hope your last day at school was filled with laughter and lots of fun!! Sounds like you're quite the soccer player, good for you and hope that your tummy is doing better. You're in my prayers everyday sweetie. You and mommy, daddy, Elizabeth and Nana Sherry...sending hugs and love...Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Monday, May 23, 2005 8:10 PM CDT

Hi Ryan!! Glad to hear you are doing ok! My name is McKennah and I am almost 4 years old! I live in Wisconsin. If you want, you can visit my site:
www.caringbridge.org/wi/kennahbug
McKennah (and my mommy Amie) <aschneider2@charter.net>
Fond du Lac, WI USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 2:47 PM CDT

Hi Cutie,

Boy Elizabeth's cake sure sounded good!! Did she share some with you?? I bet she did...she sounds like a really sweet little sis.

Have fun at Chuck E Cheese!!

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 23, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

Good Morning Ryan! Glad to hear that you had a great weekend! I hope that your soccer party is awesome! Keep hanging tough and never lose the faith.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Hello all, we weren't able to check in since last Thursday, so I was relieved to get to work this morning and read that not only are you home from the hospital but out playing soccer too! As long you keep making those double chocolate cakes, Daddy, you will be a hero in Elizabeth's eyes forever! Have a great week!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, May 23, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

Hey little buddy, so soccer is done and swimming starts. I like to swim and you will to. I am sure looking forward to seeing you over the fourth of July and riding the four wheelers.I am getting Jody's pool ready and we can swim and act goofey all weekend long. love ya and can't wait to see you.uncle bill
bill courtney <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo usa - Monday, May 23, 2005 5:43 AM CDT

Hey Guys - I sure wish I was there for Elizabeth's birthday. I miss you all very much and can't wait to see my one year old Princess. Hey Buddy - Nana will see you soon I hope. I love you all very much.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

Hi Sweetie, I was just checking in on you. I mailed your love quilt to you on Friday. I can't wait to see pictures of you all snuggled in it. Hugs to you and butterfly kisses.
Jeanie <mylittlecam@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, just dropping by to say hello! I hope you have had a wonderful weekend. This is the last week of school in San Angelo. Christene is excited but she will be ready to go back quickly!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:49 PM CDT

Hi Ryan (and family) I got your name from Audrey's Umbrella. I would like to send you cards and "stuff" each week. In my first card I will tell you all about me. I hope you are having a fun day..and I look forward to sending you lots of mail!
Barbara
Barbara <dirnursery@aol.com>
Armonk, NY USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 6:59 PM CDT

Hi Guys,
Seems like forever since we last talked- I sure hope things are going OK. I also see the birthday cards I intended to send to Miss Elizabeth sitting on my table... looks like the cards will get there late, but my good wishes are coming your way EVERY day. I'll call and sing tomorrow- maybe we could do the speaker phone thing and I can hear you all singing, too!!!
Thinking of you all- Ryan, I'm excited to hear how soccer is going!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, May 22, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

Sending prayers your way that Ryan is having a GREAT day!
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Sorry I haven't signed in so long. I want you to know that even if I don't sign I do check on Ryan and many others very regularly. My computer is just so slow in loading up guestbooks that I tend to visit and then leave.
I am so glad Ryan is doing so well, He seems to be gliding through chemo with very little problems. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Saturday, May 21, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

Sending smiles and BIG HUGS Ryan!!! Hope today was filled with some of your favorite things to do!! Hi Sherry, thanks for keeping us all updated, prayers to you and Andrea and Phillip too...always in my heart and thoughts. God Bless.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Saturday, May 21, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
Hope you did something fun today.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

Hey kiddo!!!! I was just checking in to say Hi and see how you were doing. I hope you were able to make it to the zoo. Me and Mike will give you a lot more hugs tonight!
I Love You ALL!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!
aunt meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Saturday, May 21, 2005 7:13 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Family,I have not signed your guestbook in quite a while but I do check on you every day or so.I hope you are doing well.You are a special little boy.I know your mom and dad are very proud of you.Have a great weekend.....Linda
Linda Kneisler <lindamarko1@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, Tn USA - Saturday, May 21, 2005 7:22 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I stop in to check on you all the time! Hope your head is feeling better where you bumped it. Sure looks like your hugs are really going up!! Hope you have a really fun weekend!!

Sending lots of hugs from Virginia!
Sherri
Sherri Wheeler <wheelerd@cox.net>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 10:18 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
This is my first time to your page. It's really nice. Just want to let you know I will include you in my prayers. You are one brave little boy! Keep believing, and trusting Jesus.
Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:43 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. I'm glad you are back home. I tried signing a few times this week and every time I tried my computer froze. I'm sorry you fell. Hoping your weekend goes well. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers,Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, May 20, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

Ryan, Elizabeth, Andrea and Phillip,
Just thought I would drop you a note and let Ryan know that me and Uncle Pop Bill are getting the pool ready for him to come down the 4th of July. I miss my buddy and can't wait to see him. It sounds like he has had a rough few days, but we know he is tough like a super hero and will come through on top. We love and miss all of you and can't wait until we get to see you again. Talk to you soon. LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES!!!!!
Jody, Garry, and Emily
Boss, MO - Friday, May 20, 2005 5:53 PM CDT

I found your site through Kaidrie's. Ryan is in my prayers today.
Tina & Lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

Ryan, I am sorry you missed going to the zoo. I hope you feel better soon though. Just wanted to let you know that we are praying for you and your family.
The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! I love your website. I am glad you are feeling better and sorry you missed going to the zoo yesterday. Thanks for the picture you colored for me. I have it hanging above my desk and can look at it everyday!
Candy <candy.stefansic@vanderbilt.edu>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Ryan,

I'm so glad to read you are home!!! You've made my day!! Hope you have a fun weekend.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

Hey Buddy...
No more "noggins'" OK?? :0)
We're storming those Heavens and praying that you feel well enough to come home and get to see some zoo animals today.
Love ya Pal!!!!!
Love, Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

Hi from North Carolina!

Sorry to hear that you bumped your head. I can tell you're a tough guy! Hope you're all better soon!`
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.com>
Raleigh, NC - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:37 AM CDT

hey ryan - keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Sending a BIGGGGGGGGGG hug to you today! Keep the faith my special friend.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:19 AM CDT

I'm a new visitor, sent over by sweet little Kaidrie. I'm sending lots of prayers and hugs your way!
Angela Griner aka Calvin's Mom <nick11951@yahoo.com>
Pearson, GA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 6:23 AM CDT

hi my warrior friend--sending prayers my friend....we will win this together...

To BELIEVE is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that MIRACLES happen, and that dreams really do come true.

To BELIEVE is to see angels dancing among the clouds, to know the wonder of stardust sky and wisdom of the man in the moon.

To BELIEVE is to embrace the value of a childs innocence, and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings that we learn how to love.

To BELIEVE is to know that life is a precious gift to cherish, and that wonderful suprises are waiting to happen. All our dreams are within reach......
IF WE BELIEVE
--chris--
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Friday, May 20, 2005 2:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I'm Nicole (from Georgia). I was linked here from Kaidrie's site. I'll keep checking in on you from time to time! See ya!
Nicole <metaphor82@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way. You're in our thoughts daily.

I'll be calling you in the next few days, Andrea (thanks for the email).

Love,
Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
Alisa told me that you fell and hit your head.
I am so sorry!

I just read about your red and yellow toenails. Those colors sound like a lot of fun.

Your letter to your angel friends was a great one! I know they enjoyed reading it.

love and prayers from St. Louis
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:59 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!! Hope you get to see those zoo animals soon! Sorry about the bump you got on your head. David and I are sending you tons of prayers and hugs little buddy!!!

Sherry you and Andrea and Phillip are all in my thoughts and prayers....keeping you all in my heart and praying with all my might. Hugs.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I hope you are feeling better. We sure did miss you at the Zoo today. It would of been so much more fun with you there. Maybe next time:) I hope you start feeling better real soon.
Christie ( Tristyns Mommy) <Christiesitton@aol.com>
Ft Campbell, Ky 42223 - Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:39 PM CDT

Hope you escaped the hospital and made it to the zoo! If you didn't make it, maybe you'll get to go see that Madagascar movie that is coming out soon!
Beth Lennox
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 5:37 PM CDT

Hi everyone - I sent some hugs your way today because it sounds like you need some! I hope your head feels better and that you made it to the zoo. Have you hugged your mom today? I bet she needs one!!! Take care!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO 63031 - Thursday, May 19, 2005 4:58 PM CDT

Hey Little Buddy Ryan Man i hope u are alright u know if u need anything just let me know though email hope to see u and hope u get to feeling better. I have been feeling bad the last few days too. Keep us updated hope to see u soon. Talk to u later Wes.
wes ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
hopkinsville, ky - Thursday, May 19, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

Hello Mr. Ryan,

Sounds like you really banged yourself up. Darn it!! Hope they spring you from the hospital soon so maybe you can meet up with your class at the zoo.

I gave you some extra hugs today...boy, I had to wait in line. Seems your hug counter has been extra busy today.

Keep Beelieving !!!

Hugs, hugs and more hugs from Utah!!!
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 2:08 PM CDT

Hey Buddy, I hope you get better really soon and hope they let you go out to the zoo with you class. Giving you bunches of hugs today should help. Give mommy and daddy hugs and sissy too.
Hope to see you soon.
I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooo Much!
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogers.betty@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 1:59 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Ouch! That fall must have been a doozy to land you in the hospital! I hope you break out today - the animals are waiting for you!! Stay strong little man.

Hugs,
Nadine (Troy's mommy)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:34 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, I wanted to let you know that I love you and I pray for you all day long. Thinking of you always.
Ashley
Ashley <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:22 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! Get better soon cuz all those animals at the zoo are waiting to see you. The monkeys and the bears are our favorites and riding the train. Keep up the faith and keep talking to your angels - they know better than we do!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, May 19, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

Hey buddy!!!! I gave you bunches of hugs. 40 to be exact, but if i were with you, i'd try to hug you forever. But not just you.... mommy, daddy, and sister too!!!Make sure you share some of those hugs with mommy and daddy, cuz I'm sure they could use them right now too. Aunt Susan said something about Uncle Cory breaking his head, you need to ask your mommy about that. She used to tell people that he lost his brain jelly. Looking back, it was really cute the way she said it...... AH-life in the eyes of a child. Take care of yourself kiddo. I hope you are able to go to the zoo with school.

Sis- it's been a long time since i've read journal entries or talked to you and felt helpless or not known what to say to you. I wish I could put my arms around all of you and make it all better. I gave Ryan lots of hugs today, but they aren't all for Ryan, they are for you and Phillip too. You two amaze me everyday with the way you have handled all of this. I am so proud of you both. Your strength is something I admire. And even though I am your big sister and you are suspost to look up to me, when it comes to your strength and courage.... that role changes. I Love You All so much!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan, I gave you 4 hugs today so you can share them with Mommy and Daddy and Elizabeth if you want.

You know, Uncle Corey banged his head once when he was little, but he had to stay in the hospital longer than one night. His head BROKE!!! I guess his head isn't as tough as yours!

Take it easy, kiddo. Everybody wants you to get well and stay well. love to all of you,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

Hi Sunshine!! I hope you are feeling much better today. Andrea, I know what you mean about believing. I know I should know the signs but I can not ever give up on a child. One day the right combination of drugs will be found and that could be today, tomorrow. Ryan, don't ever give up!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 5:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. Wanted to let you know we're thinking about you. Sending you lots of hugs too.

Hugs~
Ashley, Alex, Mike, Casey & (\*/) Riley Jo caringbridge.org/oh/shafferfamily
The Shaffer Family <nannaoftwo@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:16 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Aunt Kath loves you and Elizabeth and Mommy and Daddy. It was good to see you last week. I know how you enjoyed your soccer games and now you get to have swim lessons. Alright!! Aunt Crystal had her shoulder surgery Friday and went back to work yesterday. She is tough like you are. Give Elizabeth and Mommy and Daddy a hug for me. You are always in my prayers and I can't express how much you mean to us. Love ya lots, Aunt Kathy
Kathy Waite <katnstv1@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:47 AM CDT

Hey guys! Can't wait to hear about the trip to the zoo and see some pictures too! So glad Ryan is doing so much and keeping so busy. You know you're always in our thoughts and prayers. Sending hugs from Florida!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:31 AM CDT

hey ryan,
its winton, i dont know if u remember me im friends with your dad and mazz. i just want you to know that you truly are a miricale and we all love you and pray for you every chance there is! to see how vibrant and full of joy and happiness is truly an inspiration and it warms my heart to know that i was able to be blessed enough to know such a wonderful and strong little boy!!
william winton <william.winton@us.army.mil>
sacramento, ca USA!! - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 0:36 AM CDT

Andrea, hang on tight to that faith...it's the only thing that will get you through anything life throws your way! God promises that he works all things together for the good of those that love him. He's bigger than cancer and can make something good come out of something even that ugly and unbearable. We stand in faith with you and keep praying for your miracle.
Ryan, it sounds like you already swim like a fish! You'll be zipping all around that pool. Drew is taking swimming lessons this summer too. Have fun!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 2:07 PM CDT

Hey Ryan! Sounds like you're getting pretty worn out these days. Must be over working yourself! Playing and going to school will get you every time! :-)

Faith is a great thing mom - everyone should have it - hold on to it tightly and never let go! Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

Hey, Ryan, has this past week worn you out? Wouldn't it be great if you could blow that cold right into a balloon and let it fly away? Try it - it might work. In the meantime, all of your family and thousands of friends will say a whole bunch of prayers for you. We are going to be like pesky kids and keep asking God to make you all well!

Love you a lot,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:54 AM CDT

Andrea,
Your faith is not crazy at all....in this world that we live in it makes all the difference. Your love for your children shines through your journal entries. It is that pure, unconditional love that will hold up your faith.

Ryan,
Soccer, swimming, school....you rock buddy! Take care pal we are always thinking of you.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

Hi there, I've been wanting to sign the guest book the past few days, but my computer has been acting up and wouldn't let me. I hope Ryan and Elizabeth get over their colds soon. I'm sure Ryan will enjoy his swimming lessons, Ally will be taken them too this summer. Give Ryan lots of love for me. Thinking of you always.
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 8:40 AM CDT

It's always fun to check in on you guys and see what you are up to. Ryan, swimming lessons are going to be great! I bet you are just like a fish in the water. So glad soccer has been such fun for you- I love watching ChaChi play- she had a game last night(in the cold rain again, darn-it) and they won! Another one tonight- just call me "Soccer Mom"!!!
I sure hope everyone is getting over those yucky colds. I think of you all EVERY day.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

Hey Buddy Bear - I am glad you went back to school and had a good day. You are such an awesome guy. I love you very much. Tell Sissy that Nana said hello and I love her very much. See you soon!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 9:27 PM CDT

Ryan and Phillip, it was so good to talk to you on the phone. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. We can hardly wait to see you in a few weeks. Ryan have a good time with the swim lessons...something tells me you'll do just fine. :-) JJ, Andy and Ian send their love.
Annette Campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
St. Charles, MO - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I check your website everyday along with others but I haven't signed guestbooks for awhile sorry!! I am glad your cold is going away (sorry about your sisters getting worse). It makes me happy when I read about you having so much fun with your family.
I wish you and your family the best of luck and hope your colds go away real fast! I have sent you many hugs!!!
Alisha Jandernoa <ajandernoa_22@yahoo.com>
Fowler , MI USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 5:10 PM CDT

Hi Ryan

Just dropped in to say hello. You don't know me but I live just outside of Nashville (Thompsons Station) and have another caringbridge friend (Sadie Grace). I've been keeping up with you for several months. Glad you had a great weekend. Keep talking to your angels - they are the best buddies a guy could ask for. I'll be checking on you. Have a GREAT week!!

P.S. I sent you 3 hugs also.
Cindy Manning <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

Angels are great friends! They are always there for you and never take you down the wrong path! Thinking of you all today and praying that this is going to be an awesome week!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 11:28 AM CDT

Hi Guys, just wanted to drop a line and let you guys know I was thinking about you. We are so happy that things are going well. Cristian is making fun of me because I am already thinking about all the stuff we can do for the 4th of July, maybe we can have a water fight since Ryan and Phillip have been practicing. :) Love you guys, Tiffaney and Cristian.
Tiffaney and Cristian Contreras
Rolla, MO - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:11 AM CDT

hello mr ryan.
I have been to your site before and i just read about how you talk to the angels....they are boy angels--i talk to my angels to and tell them to protect me..i have about 50 angels in my room.....
well i wanted to post an angel for you today....a boy angel--maybe this is the one you are talking to...
--chris--

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie)a <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Monday, May 16, 2005 0:20 AM CDT

Hey buddy! I'm glad I got to see you this week. I had fun getting the pedicures. Everyone loves my red and yellow toes!!!! Mike wants to know what your father is teachin you? LOL..... I'm glad you had a good weekend. I Love you and can't wait to see you again!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!

give mommy, daddy and sister hugs and kisses for me and noogies from mike!!!!!
Aunt Meme and Mike
st peters, mo usa - Sunday, May 15, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Hey Brown Family - I am glad to hear you had a good weekend. Guess what Ryan, the pool is still not open. But, even if it was, it is really cold at Nana's. I love you guys and can't wait to see you all real soon. Sissy is going to be having a big birthday real soon.

KEEP BEELIEVING IN MIRACLES!!!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:47 PM CDT

This elephant said, "Don't forget to tell Ryan to have a GREAT week !!!"

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 7:44 PM CDT

Hello Mr. Ryan..

Raining and soccer just seem to go hand in hand, don't they? This Saturday was Devin's first game of the season with 'nice' weather and it actually seemed a little wierd. He played sooooo well and we were sooooo proud of him. I wish we could see you play sometime. I bet you are GREAT!!!

I have to admit I'm a little jealous that you got to see that new movie. I want to see it too...NOW...not tomorrow, but now. I'm glad that YOU got to see it. I've heard its really funny!!! If you lived closer I'd make you go again with us. Devin and Kara get out of school for 3 1/2 weeks on Thursday and I figured that might be something good to do while they are out of school. They go to what is called 'year round' school. They go for about 9 weeks, then get out for 3 weeks....over and OVER and OVER again. Its taking me a while to get used to this new schedule...its our first year for it.

I have to tell you that I absolutely LOVED your letter. It sounds like you've been doing a lot of thinking. You're such a smart boy. Too smart. I'm so sorry you have to be so brave and strong all the time, but I'm so glad you are.

We are soooooo proud of you Ryan Brown!!!! Keep BEE-lieving!!!

Your friends in Utah,

Devin Ross & family
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 7:43 PM CDT

Hey Little Man Ryan.. Please forgive me for not writing in a long time i been so busy. I havent seen u guys out the eagles lately hopefully i see u guys really soon. How was Disney land just wondering if u had a great time. I still check the page when i have time. Hope to see u really soon Love always Your Buddy From the Eagles Wes.
wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, KY US - Sunday, May 15, 2005 7:17 PM CDT

Ryan,
I'm so glad you are having so much fun playing soccer! Maddie loved playing soccer and basketball, too. Maddie's younger sister, ChaChi, is also a very good player- I've been at a soccer tournament all weekend with her- her team ended up winning the tournament, so that was really exciting! It's been REALLY cold and rainy here, so that wasn't so much fun for us moms and dads who were standing around watching... oh well, I LOVE to watch my children play, so I have to put up with whatever the weather decides to throw at me!
Thinking of you and your whole family!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, May 15, 2005 12:50 AM CDT

Ryan, I sure have missed seeing you this week at school. I hope you are back with us on Monday so I can get my hugs. Love you!
Ms. Sharon <beepteacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, >Y USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:21 AM CDT

Thank you so much for the mother's day card Sherry. Ryan will be in our daily prayers. God bless your family.
Michelle, Joe, Dylan & Gianna (www.saveourdylan.net) <saveourdylan@yahoo.com>
Stroudsburg, PA 18360 - Sunday, May 15, 2005 7:36 AM CDT

Hope you are doing well. Hang in there
Janet Hackworh
Owasso, OK US - Saturday, May 14, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

we wanted to come
by to wish you a
happy weekend....

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Saturday, May 14, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

Hey Buddy Bear - I hope you and Sissy start feeling better. I sure do miss you guys. See you soon!!!!

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, sorry to hear you're not feeling too good. But sure is nice to hear that you're up and running around. I hope you feel well enough to play soccer tomorrow morning. Sure did miss you at practice. It was pretty hot out there. Matthew had a water gun and was squirting the team to help cool them off a bit and keep their mind off of how hot it really was. Hope you were in a nice cool place. Hope to see you tomorrow morning. Love You
Phyllis Riley <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, May 13, 2005 8:27 PM CDT

Just came by to give you HUGZ and to say HI.
You are in my prayers.

Sari and Ashley <Saribearbear@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 6:35 PM CDT

I'd love to see those toes Ryan! I think pedicures are awesome! Who cares what others think about your toes & nails being painted! A bit of independence! Take care my friend - keep the faith and never stop believing. BIG HUGS TO YOU AND THE FAMILY.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 7:48 AM CDT

Hi Brown Family - I am glad you made it home safely and with only minor incidents. I sure did have fun with you in Bowling Green Ryan. Nana is going to have to get a webcam so we can see each other every day. Sissy is going to be walking everywhere before I see her again, which will only be a few weeks. Be good and have fun until I see you again. Take care of Mommy, Daddy, and Sissy. I love you!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 12, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Hi Cutie Ryan,

I've been thinking about you all day. Glad you're home safe and sound, although I bet your grandma sure misses you!!!! I bet you look great with your new polish on...although that red and yellow might make me hungry...whenever I see those two colors together I always think of McDonalds!!!

There is another little friend we met that likes to polish nails...he even set up a nail salon in his hospital room. I don't know if he likes soccer, but I bet he would like a new friend named Ryan. You'll have to check out his site...caringbridge.org/wi/benjamin

Anyway, he's a cutie too!!

Enjoy your chemo-free days!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 12, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

Ryan
glad your Missouri trip has been a fun one!
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals @yahoo.com>
St Louis, - Thursday, May 12, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

hey kiddo!!!!! I can't wait to see you tomorrow. I miss you!

Love you all!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!
AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 9:05 PM CDT

Hi again Ryan...

Found this soccer ball earlier and thought you might like it!!!!

Every time I think of cool soccer players, of course I think of you!!!

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 6:16 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Its always fun to read your updates and hear how well you are doing!! Are you ready for summer time?? We are...but boy has it been raining. Its only 40 degrees today so of course we have to stay inside. Devin has been playing soccer again. I was surprised his game didn't get rained out on Saturday, but it stopped just long enough so he could play.

Hope today is a good one for you!!!!

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 2:50 PM CDT

So glad your having good days. I often check on you and continue to pray for a complete healing. Keep having so much fun Ryan.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, Md - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 10:37 PM CDT

Hi ~ Thank you so much for visting the girls page and signing the guestbook. You have a very handsome young man!! Thank you for the kind words of encouragement...sometimes, family can get the best of me!!

www.caringbridge.com/mn/sydneygrace
Rachel, Olivia and Sydney <chiappetta3girls@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 10, 2005 12:35 AM CDT

hello ryan i have been praying for you for a while
remember you are in my prayers have a great week
God bless
-matt
matt <mymission247@gmail.com>
Queen Qreek, az usa - Monday, May 9, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, sometimes traffic makes me cry too! I hope you have a great week filled with smiles :-)
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, May 9, 2005 9:59 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
It sounds like you had a good time with your Nana. I like to visit your webpage and hear about your week. You sure can fit in a lot of fun. I hope you have a good day!
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

Hi guys,
Checking in to say hello. Sounds like you had a nice day yesterday, Andrea and Sherry, and you two wonderful mom's deserve nothing short of special!

Ryan,
Just so you don't feel alone- I cry a LOT, too, and sometimes I'm not sure why, either. Just remember, the world has a way of balancing things out. Since we both have such a wonderful, happy life filled with so much love, maybe the unexplained tears are just a measure of that?... Anyhow, I hope today is a day filled with lots of laughter and love.

Be well.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Good morning my friends. Thinking about you today and praying that this will be a wonderful week! Keep the faith and never stop believing.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

were thinking of you from Michigan. my daughter Beth had the same chemoangel as you. hang in there!
Jenni Simsack <simsack1@comcast.net>
Holly, MI USA - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

Happy Mothers Day to Andrea and Sherry! Have fun with your 2 special little ones. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, May 8, 2005 12:21 AM CDT

www.caringbridge.org/pa/celeste
Tami <tsy2@pitt.edu>
pgh, pa - Saturday, May 7, 2005 5:13 PM CDT

Hi Cute Boy,

Don't forget some extra hugs for mom this weekend?? What special plans do you have?? I'll bet you and Elizabeth have something fun and exciting cooked up!! Have fun...

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 4:21 AM CDT

<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, May 6, 2005 10:00 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Just dropping by to see what you are up to today. Bet you played some soccer or something and had lots and lots of fun. God Bless you and have a WONDERFUL fun day tomorrow.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Friday, May 6, 2005 9:54 PM CDT

Andrea,

Because I think of you all the time and always check in, I neglect writing in the guestbook (typical me). So I am just touching base and happy to read your little man is doing so well.

Ryan - tell your mommy and daddy we need to see some action shots of you and that soccer ball!!

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Friday, May 6, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Forgot..was going to share this cute picture with you...

How's your doggy?

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 10:20 AM CDT

Hello Ryan!!

Devin asked me to sign for him and tell you a BIG THANK YOU!!!

We just pick up the p.o. mail every few weeks so he just got the package...but he LOVED everything. HE has big plans to put all of that stuff together and decorate his room.....won't that be cool?? You sure did a good job picking things out..you are quite the shopper!!

Tell mom and dad thanks too...and I'll send Devin by soon to write a message himself!!

Have a great day Ryan,

Alisa
Devin's mom

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 10:19 AM CDT

We won't be back online til after this weekend, so Andrea, Happy Mother's Day a little early. Enjoy the weekend with your beatiful children and know that you have given them the best give ever...your daily love and prayers.
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:57 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! I just wanted to stop by and send you some hugs today. I hope you have a wonderful day at school tomorrow.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:22 PM CDT

just stopping by...

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 4:22 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!!
Sorry it's been too wet for soccer....hopefully it will dry up soon and you can go to kickin' that ball! Glad your cold is starting to clear up...I'll be thinking of you tomorrow...hope
all goes well at the doctor's!! BIG HUGS!!!!!((((()))))
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 12:41 AM CDT

Hello Ryan and family,
I found your website on Jessica Roth's site. My son also has cancer. He is 13 and has Rhabdomyosarcoma. My sister and her family use to live at Ft. Campbell. My brother in law is retired now but they were there for six years in the 1990's. I just want to let you know that I will add Ryan to my prayer list. Glad to see he gets to do some "normal kid" things. I know that those are Kameron's favorite days. (caringbridge.org/in/kameronjohnson)
Jean Johnson <jrjohnson11111@aol.com>
Jeffersonville , IN - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:31 AM CDT

<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 3:30 PM CDT

Sounds like you have this soccer thing down pat. Just keep kicking away little buddy. Tell mom and dad hi for me.
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 2:49 PM CDT

Sorry it's been so long since we've signed in...we are always checking on you! We even drove through KY this weekend to get to Nashville for the Country Music Marathon. We have started watching the Save-ums and think of you every time we hear them say beee-lieve it! Hope it stops raining soon so you can get back to playing soccer.
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:53 AM CDT

Hi guys,

Sounds like you've been busy, busy, busy...
The soccer match sounds awesome, and I love to think of Ryan playing on his own team now... way to go!

Thinking of you all, and hoping you come across an airfare to Minneapolis too good to resist! We would love to have you as our guests!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

Hi everyone,

Sorry I take so long to write but think of you every day. I had a great time at the soccer game - it was loud, boisterous and FAST! It was a thrill to see Ryan come out on the field with the players.

Glad to hear everything else is okay. Ryan is still kicking butt - way to go Ryan!

Love you all and miss you.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, May 2, 2005 6:19 PM CDT

Sounds like you had a wonderful weekend Ryan! Keep hanging tough - you're a very special young man!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 8:41 AM CDT

Ryan, you are my hero. Thank you for helping me win the game against Chicago. Bringing you out on the field that night gave me huge motivation to win. E-mail me anytime you want. Let me know when you have a soccer game in St. Louis so I can watch you play.
Brett Phillips <bpkp1111@msn.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 1:41 AM CDT

Just stopping in to say hi and let you know I'm thinking about you all.

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Monday, May 2, 2005 1:00 AM CDT

Hi Brown Family - Just checking in to let you know I have been thinking of all of you. I miss you and can't wait to see you next week. The guys say HI and they hope you are feeling good Ryan. Remember KEEP BEELIEVING IN MIRACLES!!!!!
Nana (Sherry Courtney) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Sunday, May 1, 2005 9:42 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Well, now I know why I couldn't tape the soccer game for Alisa. You were in St. Louis. Heck! I could have gone to the game to see you in person. I bet that was a fantastic experience!

My grandchildren love the City Museum! It is fantastic, isn't it? I don't take my Preschoolers on a Field Trip, though, because there isn't any way I could keep my eyes on each one.

love and prayers from Missouri. (So, now that I know you have a St. Louis Nana, I bet you liked the Preschoolers' magnet that we sent you!)
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 30, 2005 7:09 AM CDT

Noah and I saw Phillip dropping Ryan off at school yesterday, and it really helped with his case of jitters. I don't know who will be worse, him or me. He liked the fact that Ryan goes to "his" school!! I hope Andrea gets well soon.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY USA!!!!! - Thursday, April 28, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I am always thinking about you and checking in. So glad to hear that you've been keeping so busy Ryan!! I'll check in again soon.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:42 AM CDT

Hey, Ryan, it was so good to see all of you this weekend. I really enjoyed the soccer game - but don't tell Buddy - he won't believe it anyway!

Give Elizabeth a big, big hug for me. She is so much fun! See you soon, love to all,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 7:11 AM CDT

Hey just wanted to say hi and hope everyone is doing ok. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Hang in there.
Jessie Stoops <jessieannstoops@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:24 PM CDT

I'm glad to hear all is going well and people are doing what they can to make Ryan happy. It is the best medicine! We are looking forward to a busy summer -we'll keep checking in on you!

Cameron�s mom <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Harford, CT - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 7:21 PM CDT

I have been thinking of you guys a lot lately, but every time I get on your site the phone rings, or Keegan cries, or somebody needs my attention... so I haven't signed in awhile- but I do check on you EVERY day.
I sure hope EVERYBODY is feeling well and enjoying Spring.
I'm heading to bed soon- we've had quite a bit happening here, and I am BEAT!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

LOVE BRENDA Image hosted by TinyPic.com

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 1:39 AM CDT

Hey little buddy!!!!!! I'm so glad I got to see you this weekend. I really like when you come see me. Maybe this summer you'll be able to come stay with us for a few days like you used to. You looked so cute out there on the soccer field. Just wait, in about 15 yrs, you'll be one of the big guys out there getting ready to start their game. So what did you think of the city museum? I thought it was pretty cool. I hope you all had a safe trip home. Take care of Sister, mommy and daddy.
I LOVE YOU BUGGER BUTT!!!!!!!
Stay Strong and Keep Beelieving!!!!!
Kiss Kiss
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
saint peters, mo usa - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:51 PM CDT

Ryan, I am so excited about your weekend. I can't wait to hear about it on Monday. I hope you have a great weekend. I love you and continue to pray for you and your family. It looks like God is hearing all the prayers that are being sent up for you. YEAH!!! I love you!
Ms. Sharon:-) <beeptreacher@worldnet.att.net>
Herndon, KY USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 8:03 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!! Two soccer games!! Wow! I wish I had half of your energy!! Good news on the scans and you guys have tons of fun in St. Louis!!! Always thinking of you all and sending tons of prayers and lots of HUGS!!!((((()))))
Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 7:32 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
Yeah for the good scan! Alisa just told me that you were going to be playing soccer with the St. Louis Steamers. So, now I have a job to do....find out when it will be on tv so that I can program my VCR. Keep your fingers crossed!
love and prayers from Missouri
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 22, 2005 5:46 PM CDT

Ryan, That is such great news!!! I hope you have all the ice cream you can eat to celebrate. The weather is warming up here. My girls can't wait for the ice cream truck to hit the streets. Have a wonderful weekend! : )
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 5:04 PM CDT

Hi everybody, just want to stop by and say hello. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day even if I don't always get to stop by and say so. But I will try more often, just because I love you all and want you to know that. So happy about the MRI results, happy you had a good trip to Florida, just happy you are all part of my family! I thank God for that. Sometime when Ryan wants to come back up and ride 4-wheelers just let us know..we are always ready! Aunt Carol
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
Pevely, mo - Friday, April 22, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

So happy to read stable. And glad Andrea is feeling better. Enjoy your weekend! Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, April 22, 2005 11:43 AM CDT

Awesome news on the MRI! You go Ryan!!!! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 10:50 AM CDT

GREAT NEWS on the MRI!!!!

Glad to hear you're feeling better Andrea....its hard being sick when these kiddos are fighting everyday without complaint. I can relate.

I'm so excited about Ryan being on tv...I"ll have to see if my St. Louis friends can record that so I can see the little man as a celebrity!!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 22, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

We are happy to hear that everything is stable. We are praying for you, Ryan, and your family.
Mary and Winter Dicus <jcdiv@comcast.net>
Fort Campbell, KY 42223 - Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

HELLO AGAIN RYAN, JUST GOT THE GOOD NEWS ON YOUR PROGRESS. JUST HANG IN THERE SWEETHEART, YOU ARE GOING TO BEAT THIS AND HAVE A COMPLETE RECOVERY. THERE ARE SO MANY PRAYERS GOING ON FOR YOU, YOU CANT MISS. I WILL BE WAITING FOR THE NEXT UPDATE. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY..
TRISTYN SITTONS GREAT GRANNY...
JULIA FONTENOT <JUJUTWO2@AOL.COM>
SULPHUR, LA USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:31 PM CDT

I have been anxious all day to read this update. Thank GOD for the news!!! Your in my thoughts and prayers always!
Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, April 21, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

I'm glad to hear the news... hope you are all doing OK, I'll check back soon.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, April 21, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

You are in my every thought and prayers. Hope to hear good news soon and keep hanging in there.
Ashlie Richard <MCWARD_ASHLIE25@YAHOO.COM>
Lake Charles, LA U.S.A. - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:58 PM CDT

I just wanted to let all of you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I kept thinking about you all last night and I am praying you get good MRI results.
Christie <christiesitton@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, KY 42223 - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:52 PM CDT

I have followed your site for quite some time now. I am praying for you guys.
Allison <alligator22187@yahoo.com>
Montrose, Mn - Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:49 AM CDT

I couldn't sleep last night and I used that time to pray for Ryan and for your family. Tests are nerve wracking at best, and I prayed that God would bring peace to your hearts as you await the results.
Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com>
McCordsville, IN - Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Always praying for Ryan! He's a real hero and a trooper! I know those MRI results are going to come back fine.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

Praying for those good MRI results. Can't wait. Alwaying thinking of you and praying for continued good days.
Cameron�s Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, several months ago I saw you on TV and I took a card to my Sunday School class and we all signed and sent it to you. I wondered for a long time about how you were doing and now your teacher, Mrs. Jackson, is my class. I'm so glad she can tell us about you. Keeping you in our prayers.
Rose and Terry Thorpe
Hopkinsville, KY USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 1:17 PM CDT

Glad to hear that you are feeling better Andrea!
A cool way to enjoy the water Ryan! You're very own personal water park! If I wasn't so old - I'd do the same thing! Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers! Keep hanging tough.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:04 AM CDT

So glad to hear you are feeling better Andrea. We will be praying for you all this week...that God's peace will surpass those jitters and all reports will be great!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan! I just wanted to let you know how speical you are to me. I send lots of prayers up for you and your family. Scooter ask about you a lot too. She is ready to go back to Chuck E. Cheese. I miss you when you aren't at school because I don't get all my hugs and kisses. God has very speical plans for you. Hang in there and with His help you will accomplish many things. Tell Aunt Susan the person from Ronald McDonald House will be at our school sometime in May. She can bring the tabs by our classroom anytime. I am anxious to hear the news about your MRI on Wednesday. Think positive thougths. I love you!
Ms. Sharon :-)
Herndon,, KY USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 7:28 PM CDT

Hi Mr. Ryan,

Hope that you and your family are having a good week and mom is feeling lots better.

Thinking of you,

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 7:22 PM CDT

Hi, I've been praying hard the last few days (but praying everyday). I'm praying things go splendiferously tomorrow. By the way, Aunt Nae and I are going to have to make a trip down there very soon, but I have to rent a huge truck first!! Roy and Cindy Tindall, Aunt Diane, and several people that I work with have just loaded me down with tabs for Ronald McDonald House. When does Ryan have to turn all his in for school? I'll just drop the aluminum mountain off there!

Love you all, hope you're fieeling better, Andrea.
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 4:22 PM CDT

Hi Everyone,

Wow, so much happening in such a short time. Elizabeth has teeth, that's great, I hated the thought of going the denture route on her!

Sounds like the GKTW trip was as wonderful as I thought it would be. I am so glad you have been able to take two great trips. Now Ryan has two beach houses to go back to!

Sorry you are not feeling well Andrea, it sounds pretty bad with a temperature of that magnitude. You need to take care of yourself -- Ryan and Elizabeth need you -- oh yes, and Phillip too!

Take care of them Phillip, you all mean so much to us. Will try to write more often.

PS Chris and Kasey will be here from June 21st to the 29th. They are leaving on Chris and Ryan's birthday!

Love you all
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 5:16 PM CDT

Good morning Ryan! Thinking of you today and praying that this is an awesome week! Keep hanging tough and enjoying things.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

For you parents

God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

LOVE BRENDA Image hosted by TinyPic.com

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:59 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, you are in our prayers little guy! Keep fighting!
Renee and Kennedy
Renee Garcia <CAmommy2KJ@aol.com>
Clarksville, TN - Sunday, April 17, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Hope you are having a good weekend. Sorry your mom is sick. Tell her to get better soon.

Thinking of you,

Devin
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 16, 2005 3:25 PM CDT

Ryan,
We will be praying for you to get better soon!
This is Tristyn's mommy's friend, Kim.
We are keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Kim, Sambo, Brooke & Austyn Madison <madisons719@msn.com>
Schofield Barracks, HI - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Ryan, Hi sweetheart. We are praying for you and your family.I can not wait to hear that you have beat this cancer. Andrea and Phillip, If either of you need anything at all don't hesitate to ask. I will be praying for good results on Wednesday. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Love to all, Chistie, Tristyn and Anson Sitton
Christie Sitton <christiesitton@aol.com>
Fort Campbell, Ky - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:20 PM CDT

HELLO RYAN, I JUST READ ABOUT YOU AND WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. BELIEVE, THAT PRAYERS CAN AND DO WORK MIRACLES. I MIGHT ADD, YOU ARE A VERY HANDSOME YOUNG MAN AND I WILL BE WAITING TO HEAR THAT YOU HAVE BEAT THIS CANCER AND HAVE A FULL AND COMPLETE RECOVERY. MAY GOD BLESS YOU SWEETHEART. THESE GOOD WISHES COME FROM TRYSTIN SITTONS GREAT GRANNY.XO
JULIA FONTENOT <JUJUTWO2@AOL.COM>
SULPHUR, LA USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

Hi, Tristyn's mom told me that you have been sick. I want to let you know we will keep you in our prayers and I hope Andrea and Ryan get better soon!
Kaley <Buttercupkaney1@aol.com>
Sulphur, Louisiana USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

I hope that Andrea is feeling better! Let her know that I'm thinking of her and I hope she is up and running soon. Tell the rest of the clan I said Hi and that I'm always thinking of them.
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, April 15, 2005 8:58 AM CDT

Hi Sherry,
So sorry we could not get together while you guys were in Florida...sounds like it was just what everyone, especially Ryan!, neeeded! You are all, always in my thoughts and prayers!! Dave gets his MRI next week too...we will definetley be praying. Sending tons of hugs to all...will we see a picture with Elizabeths new tooth? :) God Bless
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:18 PM CDT

Thinking and praying for you always.
LOVE BRENDA Image hosted by TinyPic.com

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 1:56 PM CDT

Boy, am I sorry the week got away without us meeting face to face! I'm glad to read about your fantastic vacation- ours was wonderful, too, but much lower key- just a lot of beach and pool time... exactly what I needed!! Susan is truly a wonderful friend, and of course it was nice to see my dear friend, Jan, again.
I'm looking forward to coordinating a meeting place for our families- you tell me when and where, and I'll do the best I can to get there!!!
Thinking of you all.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

Sounds like you had an awsome trip. I'm glad you all had fun and are home safe. I hope your doctors appt. goes well today. Take Care, Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Sounds like you had a really good time. Glad you're back. Can't wait to see all the pictures. We'll see you Thursday at soccer practice.
Phyllis Riley <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

Welcome Home Ryan!!!

So glad to read about all of the fun you had on your big trip!!!! Thanks for posting the new pics up on your site. They are very cute!!!

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

Sounds like you had a wonderful time!! Many prayers that everything goes well with the next set of scans!!
Angie Rachels <angierachels@hotmail.com>
Sycamore, GA USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 11:20 AM CDT

Welcome Home! Glad to see that you had an awesome time! Looking forward to seeing the pictures. Keep trecking kiddo!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Hi,

Sounds like you all had lots and lots of fun!!!! Wish we were there with you during all of it.. You just keep on having those GREAT days. We are always praying and praying for you.

Andrea,

By the time I heard the message on the machine I noticed that you had already signed the guestbook, so I didn't call. Just so you didn't think I was not calling. If I get a chance in a day or so I may call just to say hello!!!

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Prod Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, April 10, 2005 11:04 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Hope you had a great time on your trip. Can't wait to hear about your adventures!!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 10, 2005 10:48 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
I hope many magical wishes came true for you on your Disney trip!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
St Louis, mo - Sunday, April 10, 2005 6:40 PM CDT

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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:55 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Glad to hear you are having fun in Florida. You'll have to tell us about your adventures when you get home. Tell mom and dad to take lots of pictures!!!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I know that you're having an awesome time in Florida! Can't wait to hear all about it. Keep hanging tough young man.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Ryan, I know that you are enjoying your trip to Disney. There is nothing like the magic of DisneyWorld. We lost our babysitter to Disney. She had all these dreams of working near us, but she went to Disney to work three months and she stayed! I know you were so excited about the swing set, too. My kids were just like you they couldn't wait to get it together. I am glad so many good things are happening in your life. I can't wait to hear about your trip!!!!!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 5:27 AM CDT

Just anted to wish you all a wonderful week in Florida.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
wichita Falls, Texas - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 7:55 PM CDT

Hi Mr. Ryan,

Hope you have a great time in Florida. Please say Hello to Mickey for us. Are you out for autographs on this trip or just rides?? Devin and Kara both loved that Buzz Lightyear ride. I bet you will too.

Have fun little guy,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

I'm so sorry ryan! I was not too awake when I typed the last entry! I know that you're RYAN and not KRISTEN! Either way - Have a great time with Mickey!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 8:10 AM CDT

Happy Monday Kristen! Just stopping by to say hello and to send a big hug and smile your way! Have an awesome week with Mickey Mouse! Enjoy it all! Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 8:09 AM CDT

Ryan, have a great time with Mickey. Be sure to tell mom and dad we need lots of pictures.
Phyllis <pmriley4@msn.com>
Clarksville, TN - Sunday, April 3, 2005 4:15 PM CDT

LOVE BRENDA Image hosted by TinyPic.com

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, April 3, 2005 12:48 AM CDT

Hi Ryan..

We are soooooooooooo excited about your big trip!!!! We hope you have so much fun and remind mom to take lots and lots of pictures.

Hugs

The Ross Family

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 3, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Sounds like you have been busy as usual. That is great to hear. Your new playset sounds really neat. Kara and Devin LOVE those climbing walls. We went to a place the other day..similar to Chuck E Cheese where they had a ride that was a climbing wall that moved...it was so cool!!!! I bet you would love it...

Jez sounds cool. I bet she would like our dogs, Casey and Willie...Willie is a black lab mix and he thinks all other black dogs are related to him. Isn't that funny? He's a nutcase dog....Casey is the smart one.

Hope you have fun on your trip...

The Ross Family

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 12:43 AM CST

Hi Ryan,
Hope you and your new puppy are having fun together. I stitch for Love Quilts and wanted to let you know that I have finished you square and it is posted on the picture site. Sorry I did not have any with soccer but hope you like Pluto and the baseball.
Jeneen
Stevens, PA USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 12:32 AM CST

http://www.kentuckynewera.com/articles/stories/public/200504/01/04eU_news.html Ryan in the Kentucky New Era heres the link just click on it. Have fun in Florida.
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, KY - Saturday, April 2, 2005 1:42 AM CST

Ryan,Elizabeth, Andrea and Phillip
Hello to you all I hope little man is doing well I heard he had a great Easter visit with the family. Sorry we couldn't be there but Emily was ill and I was afraid to bring her if she could get the other kids sick. I miss you guys dearly and could not get Ryan off my mind today. My how that baby is growing she is beautiful. Ryan I hope you and Sissy enjoy your new swing set. Hope to see you all as usual 4th of July. Love and miss you.

Jody and Emily <garryp@centurytel.net>
Boss, mo USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 9:21 PM CST

Hi Guys, I'm glad things seem to be going good for all of you. I just wanted to leave a small note to let you know I'm thinking of you all always.
Love, Ashley
Ashley and Allyson Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, April 1, 2005 7:57 AM CST

Ryan and Elizabeth: I am sitting here this afternoon thinking about you. I have showed everyone at work your pictures with Chuckie Cheese. I bet you were surprised to see him at your house weren't you? I can't wait to see you. When Mema gets her car fixed, I will be down to see you and your new house, your new dog, and your new swing set. The weather will be nice and we can play outside and hopefully even get to see you play soccer. I miss you and hopefully will see you soon. Love you both, Hugs and Kisses.
Pat Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO US - Thursday, March 31, 2005 3:29 PM CST

It was great seeing you guys for Easter. We are looking forward to seeing you on the 4th of July. Take care of yourselves. Love, Tiffaney and Cristian
Tiffaney Contreras
Rolla, MO - Thursday, March 31, 2005 2:36 PM CST

Wishing an awesome day and a wonderful trip to Florida! Enjoy it all! Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 11:36 AM CST

I hope you are getting all geared up for the spring and summer! Keep everyone on the go so they can stay as healthy, young, and good looking as you!!!!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 9:55 AM CST

Can't wait to meet you all...

See you in Florida!!!

With love,
julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, March 31, 2005 8:05 AM CST

Hooray for Jez!! Labs are so wonderful....and to get her already housebroken! That's a bonus! The new swing set/rock wall sounds so cool! My little nephew just got one of those...I think the rock wall is the coolest thing! You all have fun next week! Can't wait to hear all about it! God Bless!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Thursday, March 31, 2005 6:48 AM CST

Have a blast in Florida!
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:45 PM CST

Hey Ryan.

Hope you are having a good week. My mom signed me up for soccer yesterday...and today it is snowing!! What do you think?? Maybe that is why the ball is black and white so you can see it in the snow??

Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:51 AM CST

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you.

LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 1:11 AM CST

Hey Little Man Ryan Its Wes just wanna to say it was good to see u guys at the Eagles last friday nite. Have fun at Disney World heck i wish i was going Tell Mickey and Minnie i said Hello. Hope to see u really soon.
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, KY - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 1:42 PM CST

Wow! What fun you all had! I'm so glad everyone enjoyed themselves. Can't wait to hear about the new puppy! Praying Ryan's chemo continues to go well and he remains active and happy! You guys are always in our thoughts and prayers! God Bless!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 6:57 AM CST

Hey Ryan! Wishing you a wonderful week! Keep hanging tough. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 1:03 PM CST

I hope you had a wonderful Easter. I bet the Easter Bunny was very good to you!!!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 5:49 AM CST

Angel Lady from Smile Quilts
Vancouver, BC - Sunday, March 27, 2005 3:15 PM CST

Thinking of you all daily.

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Saturday, March 26, 2005 10:26 PM CST

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 9:19 PM CST

Ryan,

Find lots of eggs...

Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 7:13 PM CST

Hi Ryan,

So great to see an update...and a GREAT one at that!!! So glad to hear you are feeling good and keeping busy doing things little boys should be doing!!! Hurray for YOU!!

Hope you have lots more fun this weekend and the Easter bunny is extra nice to you and your sis.

Hugs

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 6:31 PM CST

Hi guys,
Stopping by to wish you a happy Easter!
If it works and we could meet while we're all in Florida next week, that would be wonderful!
Talk with you soon-
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, March 25, 2005 8:42 PM CST

Hey Ryan...

Hope you're getting ready for some Easter fun this weekend.

We're thinking of you always.

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 10:26 AM CST

i was looking for an update--but you must be having a better week instead....i just wanted to drop by and say...........

love chris
~Chris's Page~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Friday, March 25, 2005 2:23 AM CST

Hey Ryan,

How was your Thursday??? Ok here...just rainy. Its supposed to snow tonight. Boy that will make finding eggs easy against that white snow?? YOu think?? Anyway, we are getting ready for EAster around here. Devin and Kara are ready for some egg hunts if we could just get this weather to cooperate.

Hope you are having a great week.

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:39 PM CST

Hope all is well. Enjoy Easter! Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:07 PM CST

Hey there Ryan,

That I happened upon your website was a blessing. Though I am not sure exactly how I got here, I am awefully glad I did. My name is Dave. I am 33 years old and I remodel houses in St. Louis, Missouri. Lately I have been depressed at how my life has turned out, why I wasn't "in a better place". I am divorced, I work a billion hours a week, yet the bills are piling up, and I don't feel like I spend quality time with my daughters when I see them. I have been moping around feeling sorry for myself. Then today, I stumble across your webpage, your story, and I realize that if you can be as strong as you've been, I can be too. Ironic how "life" lessons can be taught by a young child. Your story is an inspiration to us all, and has certainly put things into perspective for me. Keep up the good fight, and thank you for sharing your story with us. We love you and pray for you!
Dave <dmneu@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, March 24, 2005 3:10 PM CST

Hi there, I hope all is well! Do you all have any big plans for Easter? Hopefully we will get to see you all at church Sunday. Happy Easter!
Love, Ashley and Allyson Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, March 24, 2005 8:44 AM CST

LOVE

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:28 PM CST

Happy Tuesday Ryan....

Hope your week is GREAT!!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 8:20 AM CST

Hi Ryan,

Hope you and your family have a great week,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 21, 2005 2:52 PM CST

Sounds like the fun keeps on rolling! I'm sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way everyday!
Be well. Happy Easter!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 12:52 AM CST

Good morning Ryan! I hope that this will be an awesome week! Keep hanging tough my friend.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:46 AM CST

Hi Ryan, sounds like you had one great big party! What a difference one year can make in our lives! Have a great week!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:12 AM CST

Hey there Ryan. I just wanted to stop by and say hello! You have been on my mind a lot this weekend. (Could be watching all those Kentucky basketball teams remind me of the cute little boy from KY!)
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:39 AM CST

Hi Ryan
That is so super that Chuckie got to surprise you! What fun!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 20, 2005 7:08 PM CST

Hi Ryan!
Just stopping by to wish you a wonderful week! Hope the weekend was grand with lots of laughter and fun!! Sending hugs and kisses!!xxxooo
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Sunday, March 20, 2005 1:06 PM CST

Hi Ryan,

I haven't visited in a while...WoW! Sounds like you have been up to a lot of fun- with Chuckie too!

Ali is ending chemo in 8 days! Glad you are through also!
We are rooting for you from California,
XXOO, Marey and Cali Ali
Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:27 PM CST

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 4:34 PM CST

Ryan That I so cool that Chuck e cheese got to come see you. Hope your having a good day. Say hi to mom and dad for us!
Love,
Bryca and Steven
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, March 19, 2005 11:55 AM CST

Hi Ryan,

Hope you have a fun Saturday!!! We're thinking of you,

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:41 AM CST

Ryan - you are so lucky that Chuck E Cheese came to see you! Hope you had a great time at your party with all of your friends! God bless you!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:00 AM CST

Hey there Ryan! Chuck E Cheese at your house. What a big surprise. It sounds like you wore him out. I am glad you had a special day because you are a special boy.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 6:42 AM CST

Just thought I would stop

in and say that I'm thinking of you always.

See you on Monday.

LOVE Image hosted by TinyPic.com

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 19, 2005 1:36 AM CST

Ryan,

Just came back to see if there were any Chuck E Cheese pictures and sure enough there were!!! Tell mom and dad thanks for sharing. Looks like Elizabeth likes the big cheese too!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 0:48 AM CST

Oh my goodness! I can't wait to see you Sunday and hear all about Chuckie Cheese! Love you all very much,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 10:33 AM CST

Ryan,

Hope you had a good day. I know you are a busy boy. That is great. I like to hear that you are feeling good and just busy..that is what I like to hear...especially from our favorite little Kentucky boy!!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 10:56 PM CST

Whew, glad it wasn't the chicken pox! Did I read correctly?? Chuck E Cheese at your house?? NO way!! How exciting!!! You are a special boy!! Enjoy your weekend!! Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, March 17, 2005 9:39 PM CST

Ryan, What and AWESOME suprise you got yesturday!!! I can't believe that Chuck E Cheese was at your house. Not too many kids can say that. Happy St. Patrick's Day too! Have a good weekend. Lots of Love, Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:21 AM CST

Happy ST.Patrick's Day and happy last day of chemo. And WOW!! Chuckie Cheese came to your house!! That's awesome! I'm so gald you had such a wonderful time!! Thinking of you everyday little buddy. God Bless you!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton, FL USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 7:17 AM CST

Oh Ryan,

You've once again brought tears to my eyes. I bet you were just on cloud 9 hanging out with Chuck E Cheese. I am so proud of you for fighting this darn cancer for one whole year!!!! I remember when I first came across your page...and you had just been diagnosed...you've stayed strong and brave through everything. We are so proud of you and all you've done. You keep on having fun and doing all the things cute little boys should do.

Lots of love,

Alisa & Devin
* #1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 1:53 AM CST

a candle for you brown family, in honor of you all in honor of the one year marker--in honor of a fight that has been fought...in honor of life and peace and HOPE...and miracles....BELIEVE.................love chris

ps..word is you are going to FL...have a blast--i was just there.....
~Chris's Page~ ( WI FoA/Wisconsin Angels ) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 11:18 PM CST

LOVE

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:16 PM CST

dear browns...
uncurable is a word i refuse to believe in--a word that should have never been given a name or place in the vocabulary or the dictionary....keep shining...UNTIL THERE IS A CURE---CHRIS

this is a quote from my page

DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS NOT A PRESCRIPTION. IT PUNCTUATES OUR LAUGHTER. IT SIMMERS UNDER SORROWS. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS DREAMING OF TOMORROW. IT'S PUSHING PAST THE IMPOSSIBLE. ITS QUESTIONING THE ANSWER. IT'S RUMORS OF A BREAK, A ROLLER COASTER RIDE. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS PERFUME FOR THE SPIRIT. TAKE MY HAND....COME....IT'S MAGIC AND ITS FREE. ITS NOT IN AN I.V. IT SPARKLES IN OUR TEARS. IT DISPUTES OUR FEARS. ITS REACHING PAST TODAY. ITS TRYING A NEW WAY. ITS POUNDING ON THE DOOR. IT'S ALWAYS SEEKING MORE. IT WHISPERS A CURE. OF REMEDIES UNSURE. IT'S CANDY FOR THE SOUL. TO SHARE IT MAKES YOU WHOLE. LETS SHARE THIS HOPE TOGETHER..." SOURCE UNKNOWN
~Chris's Page~ ( WI FoA/Wisconsin Angels ) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 5:19 PM CST

Hey guys,

You are gonna have a great day today. Really looking forward to seeing you all at the Easter Egg Hunt on Sunday. Hope the Easter Bunny brings some really big eggs for you Ryan.

Love you all
Aunt Nae
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 4:51 PM CST

Hey guys,

wanted to come by
to see how you
are doing..

big Easter plans?

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:32 AM CST

Hi, Ryan I hope you have a very special day. May you enjoy everything that comes your way. Rememeber JESUS loves you,Monica (theprayerbears)
Monica Martin <monie48m@lycos.com>
Livingston, Louisiana USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 8:55 AM CST

Andrea and Phillip, thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Enjoy the party! I remember the days of Chuck E. Cheese...
Hugs,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 11:12 PM CST

Hey Buddy, I know it is hard for everyone to imagine that Nana is not going to be there for the big party, but I need to save time off for the next big event. Have fun!!! The trip to Florida. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and wishing I was there. Love you, miss you, see you later.

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:18 PM CST

Hey Ryan,
Just stopping by before I go to sleep to say I'm thinking of you andd sending my prayer wishes to you.xxxxoooo Hi Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth and Sherry!!!!! Thinking of you all. Can't wait to see the soccer pics and the party pics Andrea! Glad to hear all is well from the doctors too. God Bless.
Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:16 PM CST

Hi Ryan! I know you don't know me personally, But I have been praying for you everyday as well as the rest of my band at Holland Christian High School. I am so happy to hear that you are doing well and that your having a lot of fun! Remember I am thinking of you and God is watching over you every minute of everyday! Hang in there! Love,
Jenna Kuipers
Jenna Kuipers <jenna_kuips@hotmail.com>
Holland , MI United States - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 5:01 PM CST

Hi Ryan
That was fun to read about all your exciting plans for this week!

love and prayers from Missouri
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 4:50 PM CST

Hello Ryan! How are you and your family doing? I hear you have a party coming up. I hope you have a great time, I will be thinking about you. I sure do miss you! You are always in my prayers and I just wanted to tell you that I think you are the bravest little boy in the world. Love ya and miss ya, Jenn Jenn
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 3:51 PM CST

Miracles DO happen ... Never give up!
Jerri Lovallo
Cos Cob, CT Fairfield - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 1:46 PM CST

Good morning my special friend! Keep going and going and going! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Have an awesome week young man.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 7:04 AM CST

Hey Buddy..

Guess what we found in the mailbox today?? You're right the picture of one of the cutest boys ever....RYAN BROWN. Thanks so much for the cool picture...what a clever idea!!!!

Hope today was good.

Thinking of you buddy!!

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 7:22 PM CST

LOVE

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:18 PM CST

Hi Ryan, Keep growing strong, keep running long and keep smiling! Glad to hear you are feeling better!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, March 14, 2005 10:00 AM CST

Hi Ryan,

Hope you are doing something fun today...you didn't catch that stuff your mom and dad have I hope. Being sick is no fun...you know that. We just got back from Chuck E cheese a little bit ago. Wish you could go with us sometime. They have lots of fun games I bet you would like. The kids got a bunch of tickets...I think about 260. They each got a whoopie cushion, Devin got a plastic lizard and Kara got some boa necklace thingy..

Found you something I think you're gonna like last night at the grocery store of all places.......I'll send them to mom and dad and they can hide them for you.....bet you know what they are now, BUT you don't know what shape they are...THAT will be the surprise!!!!!!!!

Hugs

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 5:11 PM CST

Hi everyone! Just checking in on you. Glad you are feeling good these days. Hope is you mom is feeling better. Your new jammies are very COOL! Have a great week!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:24 PM CST

Hi Cutie,

We are back from our trip with 2 very worn out kids!! Hiking really wore us all out. Devin is mad because he didn't catch any lizards. They were everywhere, but boy were they fast!! Teeny, tiny little guys. Devin and Kara tried to be quiet so they could sneak up on the lizards, but honestly neither one of them aren't too good at being quiet.

I can't believe your sis is trying to walk!! Wasn't she just born?? She must be as smart and talented at you....or maybe you've been giving her lessons?? I can remember Devin trying to teach Kara to walk and do things. They have always been so cute together.

Hope you and your family have a good day. We had one of dad's Kentucky friends over last night (he's in town for a conference) He said it was snowing at his house when he left on Thursday...he was surprised at our 60 degree weather. I'm surprised at how nice it is too. We are ready for spring!!

Talk to you later,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:30 PM CST

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Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:10 PM CST

Hello there, Mr. Ryan I found your pages when I was visiting someone elses, and I had to come say hi to you! I must say, I sure do like your SpongeBob outfit, and so does my little girl Brooke. She thought they were 'way cool'. I hope you're having a good day Ryan! Sending lots of hugs to you!

Caged Kids
Raise Awareness/Friends of Allie
Jennifer ( CK & RA/FOA ) <tag@cagedkids.com>
Fancy Gap, VA U S A - Friday, March 11, 2005 6:25 PM CST

Ryan! I Spy someone who is really handsome and very smart...and oh yeah, full of energy!! Who could that be?? It's Ryan Brown that's who!!! Keep up the fight you're doing awesome.
Andrea I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin Stacy. Please let her know your caringbridge friends will be praying for her. Hope you feel better real soon too. Hi Phillip! Hope you're doing well, I know you're working real hard! You two are such wonderful parents and you have such an amazing strength and spirit.
Ah, Elizabeth....I had alittle one just like you...now he's not so little...but when Dave was about 3 he came running out of his big sisters room(who was at school) and said that the darn guinea pig tried to bite him! I asked why she would ever do that?>...He said he did not know, he guessed she did not like to get her hair cut!!! AGHHH!!! She also had been colored red with permanent majic marker...! I will say these days he's very gentle with animals! :) Love to all and a very happy weekend!!!!
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 2:41 PM CST

Thinking of you all and sending prayers for Stacy, too.

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, March 11, 2005 12:41 AM CST

Just doing a read-by and I wanted to say Hello! I am relatively new to your site... but I wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers!

Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:39 AM CST

Hey, Ryan, I wrote a letter to the Easter Bunny to try to get him to leave a REALLY BIG Easter egg at Gary and Lauri's next week, as you requested! I haven't gotten an answer yet. I guess we'll have to wait until next week to see if he found a really big chicken to lay that egg!

Love you a bunch. I'm glad you are feeling so good. Give Sissy a big hug for me, OK?

Thanks, Andrea, for including the information about Stacy. She really needs prayer right now. Love to all of you,
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 7:50 AM CST

Hi Andrea and family,
Thanks for the messages in Haley's guestbook; I wish I was as good as you about taking time to do that. I'm glad that Ryan is doing so well and hope that you guys are feeling better. Your cousin will be added to our prayers. God bless,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 4:06 PM CST

Hey sugar bear, I love you very much and I miss you. I will see you next week. Start practicing hunting
easter eggs. Remember to pray for Stacy, Ryan's cousin that has done so much work on both of his websites. She is experiencing some serious health problems of her own.

KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 10, 2005 10:45 AM CST

Hi Ryan

I hope you are having a good day!! Just wanted to say "hello".
Cindy Manning <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:49 AM CST

Dear Ryan,
My name is Katy and I am so very inspired by your strength! What a courageous boy you are. We have three kids and you and your family remind all of us how much we have to be thankful for EVERY day!!! We are all praying for you and your family. GOD Bless You!
The Hammond Family
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:06 AM CST

Dear Ryan ~ You don't know me, my name is Lisa and I live in Oregon where another one of our friends lived (Ray Anne Copeland) - it's where I saw your posting. You are such a strong little guy, I am adding you to our long prayer list because YOU can be the miracle we all need to see. Love from a stranger.
Lisa Jordan <LJordan@bendcable.com>
Bend, OR USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:47 PM CST

Hi Ryan
Sorry I haven'twritten lately, glad you feel better. Give
Elizabeth a kiss for me. See you at the Easter Egg Hunt!
Love you, miss you,
Aunt Nae
ReneeWeinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:40 PM CST

may god bless you you are in our thoughts and prayers

love the reynolds family
laurie elizabeth and chris
laurie <reyn5952@bellsouth.net>
murfreesboro, tn usa - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 4:55 PM CST

Hi Ryan, I haven't checked in for a really long time. Glad to hear you are starting soccer! And new shoes too! WoW!

We are rooting for you from California! GO RYAN!!

XXOO, Marey and Cali Ali
Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 9:10 AM CST

Hey Ryan!!!
I love your Sponge Bob jammies!! I want to hear about those new FAST sneakers too!! I need a pair of those to keep up with everyone! I love the pictures and Elizabeth is getting so big! She's very lucky to have such a wonderful big brother like you!! Hi Andrea and Phillip and Sherry!!! Hope things continue to go well on the treatment and it's so good Ryan is tolerating it so well. We just started a much needed two week break from chemo. All else is going well! Hugs!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:43 AM CST

Well, it sure sounds like the fun keeps rolling for the Brown family! Swimming at the hotel, Easter pics, fast shoes and SOCCER?! ALL RIGHT!!! I love checking in and seeing how well everyone is. The new photos are great- that Elizabeth is a beauty, and Ryan, you are certainly very handsome. Hug your mommy and daddy extra tightly from us.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.com/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 2:31 PM CST

Hi, Ryan,
Wow, sissy is so pretty! And you are very handsome in your new PJ's. Did SpongeBob bring those to you? I'm glad you're back in school. Have fun and stay strong, OK, guy?

Love you
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 12:01 AM CST

I bet those Easter pictures are so handsome! Keep hanging tough Ryan and go give those other teams heck on the soccer field! Let those legs run as fast as they can!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 6:57 AM CST

Hey Buddy,

Glad you got to go to school today...and Easter pictures too? Sounds like you were busy. We took Devin and his sister to get theirs done the other day. Devin's hair is so long that I don't even think the pictures look like him. He said that he never wants to lose his hair again and is refusing a haircut!! He is strong willed!! I'm just glad his hair is back...its no fun being on chemo that takes your hair away..especially in the winter. How is the new medicine treating you?? Hopefully it will do its job AND let you live like a little boy should.

Thinking and praying for you buddy,

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 0:20 AM CST

Stopping in to let you know that I'm Thinking about you today and always.
Always LOVE

Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 0:04 AM CST

Hi Mr. Ryan,

How's the day treating you? Ok here. We're just being lazy again. The kids are out of school on break and just haven't even made it out of the house yet....in fact its almost noon and Devin is still walking around in his jammies!!! Can you believe that?? Crazy kid.

Did you have school today?? I bet you are learning lots..of course you're so smart I bet you could teach them a thing or two. Smart and strong...what a kid you are.

Hope today is a good one for your family,

Thinking of you buddy,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 12:36 AM CST

I'm so glad to hear that Ryan is feeling better. I have to say that I'm jelous of his Sponge Bob PJ's. I love Sponge Bob. Hope to see you all soon, are you going to be in Missouri for Easter? Lots of Love,
Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO 63353 - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:29 AM CST

Hi Cute Ryan,

How's it going?? Still feeling good I hope. We are having some sunshiney days here in Utah. The kids are wanting to have an egg hunt...what do you think of that?? I think its a bit early to get that started...but, you just never know what I might get talked into doing.

Hope you and Miss Elizabeth have fun doing something, anything today.

Thinking of you guys,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 11:59 AM CST

Hi Ryan!!

We wuv your new pictures!! Glad you are feeling better and were able to get to school. You are your sister are just too cute!!!

Hugs,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 5, 2005 6:31 PM CST

Always LOVE

Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 5, 2005 5:38 PM CST

Hello Ryan. Glad to know you are feeling better. We are glad to hear you like the blanket. We figured you would like a Spongebob. I hope Mom and Dad bought you the new movie that just came out.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 10:23 AM CST

Hey Sugar Bear - I am glad to hear you had a good day. Seems like Dr. K. was right and you just had a nasty old bug. I think of you at least a trillion, billion, quadrillion, gazillion times a day. I will see you again soon. Love you, miss you, see you later.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 5, 2005 6:26 AM CST

Hey Little Buddy,

I just can't get you off of my mind today. I sure hope you're feeling lots better. I know when you feel better everyone feels better!!

Hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:41 PM CST

Praying for you sweet Ryan.

Hope today is a good one.

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:53 AM CST

Thinking of you always.Sending hugs your way.

Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:23 AM CST

I am glad you guys are home, and I am very glad the MRI didn't change. Ryan is in my prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:22 AM CST

Ryan, I sure don't like to say I am glad you had a stomach bug to many people, but I am glad that is all you had!!! My Hannah had one of those nasty bugs two years ago and they put her in the hospital. But before you know it she was back to her old self, just like you will be.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate & Christene <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:22 PM CST

I am so happy!!!! Great news.
Cameron�s mom
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 3:34 PM CST

I'm so glad you all are home and Ryan is feeling better. I have been checking in all day for an update, and was excited to hear you are home now. Give Ryan an extra hug and kiss for me. THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS!
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 3:17 PM CST

Glad to heart it was just a stomach bug. Hope you will be outside playing hard real soon little man!

Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 2:21 PM CST

Thank you for sharing the MRI results. Praise God! We're thankful you were spared any bad news. Continuing to pray for you. . .
Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com>
McCordsville, IN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 12:14 AM CST

Hi, Ryan I hope that you are feeling lots better today. May GOD Bless you with much to smile about. JESUS loves you,Monica (theprayerbears)
Monica Martin <monie48m@lycos.com>
Livingston, Louisiana USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:29 AM CST

Good Morning Ryan!
So glad you're home. Hope your tummy bug is going away and you start to feel more energetic soon.
Andrea you must be exhausted, you all continue to be in my prayers and thoughts. Love and Hugs ((((()))))
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:49 AM CST

Hey Little Buddy, I'm so happy you are home and back into your own routine. You are so brave and big with everything you had to go through at the hopital. Big hugs and kisses to you. Tell Mom and Dad and don't forget Elizabeth hi and give them all kisses, I know they'll love it!!!
xxooxxooxxooxxoo
Nonie Vicki
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:37 AM CST

Good Morning Ryan,

so glad to read you guys are HOME where you belong. We were so worried about you. Glad they think it was a virus....you take it easy. We'll check on you later.

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:02 AM CST

Hi Ryan,
I'm stopping by first thing this morning to say hello and let you know that I'm hoping you're feeling really good today! Let's see...today it might be a good idea to just relax and have fun... another viewing of Freaky Friday, some fun puzzle piecing, arts and crafts- and maybe a challenge to your mom and dad to play a round or two of that funny card game you're so good at... I know you can beat the pants off them!lol! I'm praying it's a really GREAT day!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:53 AM CST

Praying and praying for you sweet boy,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:56 PM CST

Hi Ryan. I just had to come home and check on my Kentucky boy. I hope you are home and resting comfortably!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:11 PM CST

Just thinking of you and wishing for good news.
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ct/cameron/
Toni (Cameron's Aunt) <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:35 PM CST

Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:57 PM CST

Hello,
Just want you to know that your in our prayers.
Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:33 AM CST

I'm praying for your family and for good MRI results.
Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com>
McCordsville, IN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:42 AM CST

Ryan,

Praying for your MRI to go smooth. Hang in there tough guys.

Love

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:04 AM CST

Hi Ryan

Sending prayers on your behalf. Hope you feel better soon!
Cindy Manning <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:15 AM CST

Thinking warm thoughts and sending lots of prayers!!
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:33 AM CST

thinking about you young man! I know that all the tests are going to come back a-ok! Keep the faith. Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL usa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:45 AM CST

Just thinking about you all like always. I hope the MRI goes ok today. Keep us posted.
Love to all,
Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:37 AM CST

Another scarey twist for you all... I'm so sorry for that, but glad to hear, from Nana Sherry's most recent update, that the CAT scans look good. I popped over, as I do every morning to check in on my favorite big boy, and I am glad I did... now my prayers will be even more fervent and specific for you all.
Thinking of you, with love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:20 AM CST

Hey Ryan. Just wanted to let you know that another prayer was said for you. Hang in there.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:43 AM CST

Thinking about you and praying for Ryan!

Loving you all and hating cancer!!

In Christ's Love Always,
Michelle Bartoletti Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:44 PM CST

Hey Ryan and family,
Just letting you all know that Ryan and all of you are in my prayers. Keep fighting little buddy!
Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and Many Prayers!
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:51 PM CST

Hey big guy,
Just wanted to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers. You are one brave, awesome, young man!
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 10:40 PM CST

Hey there little Buddy,

So, you hurry up and get out of that old hospital and get back to having fun!!!!!!!! Way out here in Texas we are thinking about you and praying for you to hurry and get home.

God Bless you, Bunches!!!!

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:15 PM CST

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:11 PM CST

Hi Ryan! AHHH, this stinks!! I'm sorry to read you are inpatient. Saying many prayers for it to be just a virus. As crazy as it sounds we parents would rather have a virus than a stupid tumor. Saying lots of prayers!! Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:13 PM CST

Nana,

Thanks so much for the update on your little fighter. So sorry he is feeling so rotten.....know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers.

Much love,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:29 PM CST

Hey Little Man Ryan. Hope you get well really soon. I had a busy weekend and didnt check the web site out till today. We had our Big Eagles Club Teleton we made 40,000 doller over two day. Hope u feel better i sent u a card the other nite. Love always
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, Ky 42240 - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:15 PM CST

Praying extra hard for you guys. Ryan, honey feel better soon!!!!! You are too cute to be sick.

Love

Alisa & Devin
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 11:39 AM CST

Hi Guys,
Just wanted to let you know I'm praying for our little man. Keep up your strength and faith.
Love you all, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:50 AM CST

Good morning young man! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! I know that what ever has got you down now is going to go away! Keep the faith Ryan! You too mom - you've got lots of prayers and thoughts coming your way from lots of people.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:25 AM CST

Hello Ryan. I wanted to let you know that yesterday at Cheyenne's ceremony you were not far from our minds. People are now aware of our buddy, Ryan. I could not forget to mention the name of my litte Kentucky man. You are one special little boy. I know your mom is very proud of your protective nature! Hang in there, Ryan, you can beat this.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:39 PM CST

Hi Ryan,
I wanted to see how you are doing. I hope you are having a nice day.
Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
NJ USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 1:54 PM CST

just wanted to thank
you for coming to
Craig's website.

have a good week

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:57 AM CST

hey there buddy!!!! we are at your house now. I've had tooo much fun with you this weekend. Baseball and duck duck goose were fun. It's been years since Meme has played quack quack honk. Well, you are doing a puzzle now so I'm going to help you with it now. Don't get in too much trouble with that flywheel that Mike got you.
I LOVE YOU KIDDO

Mom and dad, glad I got to see you again. I really had a good time this weekend.

Stay Strong and KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme
st Peters, mo usa - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:02 PM CST

Ryan,
You are some typist little man! And tell your daddy he is a beautiful poet. Could you do something for me please Ryan? Tell your mommy to e-mail me your phone number again. I wrote it on a small piece of paper and can't find it. Thank you buddy.
Thinking of you all,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 2:57 PM CST

Hi Ryan

Hope you're going to have a good weekend. I went and traded that soccer ball for something red...I'll get it to you soon!!

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:24 AM CST

Hey Buddy, I knew exactly what you were trying to say in your email. I am working on getting a job down there by you. Just think, maybe you willb e able to see me everyday. I love you so much my heart feels like it is going to explode.

nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 11:44 PM CST

Well, we haven't written anything in here in quite a while, but feel compelled to do so today. We have been keeping up with the journal entries, though. You guys are always in our thoughts and on our minds. We love you all and miss you.
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:52 PM CST

Hi Cutie Pie!!

Sounds like you're going to have a fun weekend. Tell those headaches to leave you alone!!

Alisa & Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 10:07 PM CST

Hey Little Man!
Just wanted to let you know we're thinking of you and sending out tons of love and prayers!! I'm still trying to learn the new "Ryan" language! I'm sure I'll master it soon.....hope you guys have an awesome weekend with your friends and family! Andrea I keep you all in my prayers everyday. Faith, Hope and Love...that's what keeps us all going..I'm sending it to you ten-fold!!! God Bless. xxxooo
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Friday, February 25, 2005 6:37 PM CST

Ryan- I completely agree with you- (seems to me you were yelling at this nasty disease in your message!) Keep fighting little one! I read your sight every day- you are never far from my thoughts!

Stay Stong- God Bless-
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
IL - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:39 PM CST

Andrea, call me tonight, need to talk to you, and dont have your new phone number......jennifer shaw
jennifer shaw
ft. campbell, ky us - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:34 PM CST

Hello Ryan! I talked to your mommy on the phone today and she told me about you and your sister you sound like a really cool kid! I have a really cool kid named Tyler that wants to meet you. He is 9 years old I will bring him by your house soon while I drop off some yummy goodies!! Cant wait to meet you and your family.. Talk to you soon
April Stephenson <redlegwife2001@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN - Friday, February 25, 2005 3:17 PM CST

Hello Ryan, I'm wearing my praying hands to remind myself and everyone around me to pray for you. You are such a special boy, I know God has big plans for you, you prove that everyday. You are my Hero and always will be. Linda
Linda Holtsman <lholtsman@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 2:57 PM CST

God Bless you and your family.My great nephew has A.L.L. his name is William Moore.I will keep you all in my prayers
cathleen <cathleenfrasier@sbcglobal.net>
groves, tx us - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:02 PM CST

Hi Ryan.....

Just dropping by to say Hello.

Have a beautiful day!

Hugs~
The Shaffer Family caringbridge.org/oh/shafferfamily <nannaoftwo@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH - Friday, February 25, 2005 0:05 AM CST

Hi Ryan, you know what?? I had a lazy day today too. I didn't want to get off the couch. I was snuggled up watching cartoons. But then Lexus came and jumped on me, Harlei wanted a waffle, Lexus wanted to play in the snow and well you know how it goes. I haven't stopped since. HAHA:) You have a fun day. Saying lots of prayers. Hugs to all, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, February 24, 2005 6:48 PM CST

Hi Ryan
Have you been watching some good cartoons today? When I woke up I saw Max the Rabbit and his sister. They are so cute, but I can't remember her name, and they never said it. So, I've been wondering all day about her name. Maybe the Preschoolers can tell me tomorrow.'love and prayers from Missouri
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 5:14 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 4:05 PM CST

Hi, Ryan just popping in to wish you a really blessed weekend. JESUS loves you,Monica
Monica Martin <monie48m@lycos.com>
Livingston, Louisiana USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 4:04 PM CST

Just saying hello and we are praying for you and your family hope you do well
fran hoilman <fhoilman28777@peoplepc.com>
spruce pine, nc us - Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:46 PM CST

Hi Ryan! Just checking in on you. If you and your dad need any help whomping on the money man, just let us know! I'm sure there are a lot of people that would be willing to help out. Hope you are having a good day. Give you mom a big hug and kiss today. Talk to you later!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:45 PM CST

May God Bless you and keep you. I am praying for your recovery.
Mark Pethan <pethanranch@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:43 PM CST

Hey, Ryan, how are you today? It snowed here last night and everything was so pretty this morning that I wanted to stay home to play in the snow. But I couldn't. You are very lucky that your mom and dad let you stay home from school sometimes.

Love you
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 12:28 AM CST

Ryan,
What a good boy you are, taking care of your mommy like that. That new medicine will take care of you like you take care of mommy. I hope it doesn't make you feel bad, and you are able to enjoy your back yard lots.
The Hardin's <hardinrt@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:56 AM CST

Hi There, I just wanted to let you all know I was thinking about you! There's not a day that goes by that I don't check in on you all. Thanks for always keeping us posted. Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:12 AM CST

Hi Ryan!
I'll be praying for that new medicine of yours... that it won't make you feel yucky. Hang in there ok?

~Joanne�s Corner~

~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:54 AM CST

Ryan,
Your mom says you really like checking your "email", so I'd better get off my duff and get a note sent off to you!
It sounds like your new house has lots of room to run and play- YIPPEE!!! Just what an active boy like you needs! I am so proud of you for taking such good care of your mom, she is such a nice mom and you are such a sweet boy to keep such a good eye on her! You continue to be well, we are all Beelievers here in Minnesota!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:43 AM CST

Hello Ryan

Just stopping in to say "hi". I know you are in Nashville today which is basically where I live and work. I'll pray that your trip is good! Keep taking care of you mommy. Mommy's need all the help they can get. And give her lots of hugs too! We really appreciate hugs. See you later, handsome! :o)

Cindy <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:40 AM CST

Well Ryan,

I found you a clean soccer pillow today...not an easy feat. I'll take it back and see if I can find you a red one. Devin's first one is a red rectangle...the one he got for Valentine's Day is a blue star...its really cute. Maybe I could find you one like that. I'll go looking tomorrow after I drop off my kiddos.

Devin was telling some kids at school about how brave you are. You are such a big, brave boy. I'm proud of you for taking care of your mom. You are such a sweetheart.

Hugs and prayers...ALWAYS

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:00 PM CST

Morning Ryan! Just dropping by to say hello and that I'm thinking of you! Sounds like things are going good for you! WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!
And Dad - I never stop believing in anything! :-)
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:48 AM CST

Oh Ryan..

You and Devin would get along just fine!!! He LOVES that medicine too!!! He says he likes the way it makes him feel...

So you have a squishy pillow too?? Devin and Kara got one for Christmas from Santa, then I bought them each another one for Valentine's Day. Maybe we'll just have to find one and send to YOU!!! I've seen one like a soccer ball...do you have that one??? If not, just let me know and it will be on its way to you.

Hang tough little buddy. We are so proud of YOU.

Alisa & Devin #1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:52 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 5:08 PM CST

Hello Brown Family

I read your entire journal one day last week and was amazed at the journey you guys have been on for the past year. I am so thankful that Ryan is doing well. He really sounds like an amazing child. I will pray that he continues to do well and that he will come out the victor in this battle. It sounds like God definitely has a plan for Ryan. It was wonderful reading about your family time and how much you all appreciate each other and the time that you have together. You seem to enjoy each other so much. I have an 8 year old son (his middle name is Ryan) and I lost a 5 week old baby to a heart defect 4 years ago at Vanderbilt. That is a wonderful hospital and they were very good to Michael.

What does Ryan's yellow squish pillow look like (shape ?)? Maybe he will get his wish for a red one.

Dad - I appreciate you being in the military and the sacrifices that means your entire family makes. I have a stepson in Iraq now.

I pray for good things for your entire family! Especially good health for Ryan.
Cindy <cmanning22@charter.net>
Thompsons Station, TN USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 2:34 PM CST

Hi Ryan,
It sounds like you made some very good wishes. I like sports, too, but since I'm a Grandma, I don't get to play many these days. I heard from Mickey Mouse that you might be coming to visit him. That would be soooo cool!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 2:08 PM CST

Hey Ryan and family!
Hey guys!! Im glad you got to have some fun playing baseball. I sure hope you got some pics for all us "Ryan fans"! Please know that Ryan and all of you are in my prayers, and will continue to be. Please give Ryan a "Bulldawg' hug for me!
Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and Many Prayers!
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:48 PM CST

Hi Cutie,

Hope today was a good day for you and your family.

Thinking of you!!

Devin's Website
DRR <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 21, 2005 6:24 PM CST

Hi Ryan,
Thanks for coming and playing with us last week. I've been thinking about you and wanted you to know that I love you very much Big Boy.
Have mommy and daddy call me next time you come to Nashville so I can wear jeans to play on the floor iwth you.

Your other Girlfriend Rebecca <Rebecca@rmhnashville.com>
nashville, Tn USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 10:24 AM CST

Hi Sweet Boy,

Hope today is a good one for you and your family. We think about you all the time and wish we hadn't met under these circumstances. Cancer stuff is just no fun whatsoever. I'm glad you're so strong and brave. Keep up the good fight and keep beeelieving.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 20, 2005 12:25 AM CST

Hey Buddy! I'm thinking of you! Glad to hear you had a good day today.
Mike <lightning99@charter.net>
St Peters, MO USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:40 PM CST

Phillip, today was a very touching entry!!!!
I Love You Guys
meme
st p, mo usa - Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:25 PM CST

Hey buddy! It sounds like you had sooo much fun today. You better save some of that energy so you can play baseball with us next weekend. And remember no matter what your daddy tells you.... GIRLS CAN PLAY BASEBALL!!!!!!! I can't wait to see you all next weekend and give you big hugs. I miss you guys. As far as I know we will be down on Friday. I got off of work early, so maybe we'll get there early enough to spend some time with you that night too. Have a good day tomorrow and I'll talk to you soon!
Oh ryan, one more thing--Guess what? CHICKEN BUTT!! haha

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
bye love you see you later, bye love you see you later.

Aunt Meme
St Peters, MO USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:24 PM CST

Hey Ryan,

Boy, I wish I had been there to see you play baseball. I have never been any good at it. Probably my hand eye coordination, just couldn't hit that ball. I hope tomorrow brings more and more fun. I will be reading about you someday in the Major League's!!!!!

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Saturday, February 19, 2005 7:24 PM CST

Hey Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth!
First of all.....Phillip you write beautifully...and you know just how to tug on the heartstrings. So glad you guys had such an awesome day!! And Dave and I just wanted to thank Ryan for signing his website!! I promise to learn Ryan language, until then, we're just happy he "wrote" to Dave!! :) Hope your weekend continues to be full of fun and laughter! Lotsa love,
Kathy & Dave
www.caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 6:13 PM CST

Ryan,
Wow, you sound like a great baseball player. We could use you in St. Louis because we'd like to try to actually win a World Series.
praying for you on Monday.
Mrs Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 4:00 PM CST

Phillip,
Such beautiful, tender words for your dear boy. Please know that near and far, you are all being thought of and prayed for with great determination. Your family has certainly touched my heart- your positivity, courage and constant demonstration of total love is an inspiration. Continue to soak up every moment you are afforded... I remind myself often that life holds no guarantees for ANY of us- except that it is certainly more enjoyable and meaningful to live with optimism, laughter and love!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, February 19, 2005 9:30 AM CST

Ryan & family, Hang in there! God performs miracles in His own time. Praying this chemo is the trick.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 9:21 AM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:17 PM CST

HI GUYS! Just thought I'd say hi too and let you know that I'm thinking about you. Hopefully I'll see you all next weekend.
Mike
st peters, mo usa - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:28 PM CST

Hey kiddo!!!! I just thought I'd stop by and say HI! I can't wait to see you next week. We will have too much fun! Take care of sissy, mommy and daddy.
Andrea and Phillip, I know you didn't hear what we were all praying for, but stay positive. If either one of you two ever need anything.... you know where I am at!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!

Hey Ryan, Guess what? CHICKEN BUTT!!!! ha ha.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!
AUNT MEME
ST PETERS , MO USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:27 PM CST

Ryan,
I just found your web page on one of Daniel Gade's guest book entries. I just wanted to let you know I will be praying hard for you. I will have to sit down and read your whole story tomorrow. I will be checking on you daily now.
Wishing you the best,
Leslie Jameson <lesalee_annie@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Friday, February 18, 2005 8:45 PM CST

Praying for Ryan, not the news I was hoping for.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:48 PM CST

Ryan and family,
Just wanted to say hi.My daughter has an optic glioma and is 4yrs.old.Hope we can put a smile on your face.
www.caringbridge.org/il/erin
Mary <marymcd14@aol.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:38 PM CST

Hey Ryan,

It's been fun being with you for a couple of days. I have had fun playing games even if you did win all of the time. You are really good at finding pairs in the card game. Funny story, when we were playing the game Ryan was matching all of the cards and he looked at Nanna and Aunt Nae and said, quite seriously, okay guys, look and learn! Then proceeded to match another pair!

I was glad to meet your teacher at school today too. You sure seemed to have a lot of energy after school.

I will pray that your spinal MRI Monday goes great, I am sure it will it's just that they will probably have to stick you again, but these are gentle nurses like you had yesterday.

Always remember how much everybody loves you and Mommy and Daddy and Sissy.

Aunt Nae
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 3:27 PM CST

Hi Ryan,
I'm here from Devin's site. I live in St. Louis, but I read your homepage this afternoon and missed your story on the radio.
I will pray for you and add you to our Preschool Pen Pals.
I think maybe you will be our first Pen Pal in Kentucky.
love and prayers from Missouri
Mrs. Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 2:27 PM CST

Ryan,
We will be praying for your complete healing in 2005.
Lisa Young mom of Blake's Page
Lisa Young <lyoung@austin.rr.com>
Round Rock, Texas - Friday, February 18, 2005 1:39 PM CST

Hi Ryan,

The Copeland Girls want to stop by and let you know we are thinking of you.

Keep up the good fight little man.

XOXO,
The Copeland Girls
Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 1:28 PM CST

Ryan,

Love you buddy. Hang in there.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 10:13 AM CST

Hi Ryan,
Aunt Kath and Uncle Steve love you and Elizabeth and Mommy and Daddy dearly and you are always in our prayers. We visited with Grandma Pat and Grandpa Bob last night and guess who we talked about? Ryan you are such a special little boy to all of us and we know you are in God's hands. Maybe this new drug is the miracle we are looking for. Phil and Andrea, stay strong and keep believing. Love ya lots,
Aunt Kath and Uncle Steve <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 8:32 AM CST

Hey Ryan, sure do
wish wecould go hiking
together.

have a great weekend.

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 6:22 AM CST

I love you guy's. Hang in there, he has always been and always will be special
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem, mo - Friday, February 18, 2005 5:28 AM CST

Hi Ryan,
How are you doing? You're such a special boy! I told Mommy that we have to meet one of these days soon! I know my dogs and cat would like you. One of my dogs thinks all children only exist to play with her. She's so silly!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:22 PM CST

Hey Ryan and Family,
We wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you ALL the time. Sorry to hear your MRI results. We will keep praying!! Can't wait to see you all again!
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:16 PM CST

Hi Ryan - it's been a while since we last visited and we were sad to hear of the latest news but we are BEEEELIEVERS and know that your miracle will come ... I continue to pray for you everyday and thank goodness you are growind so well! We will be sure to visit you again soon ... HUGS from Minnesota ~ Justyn's Aunt Bekah
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:31 PM CST

Ryan Just wanna to drop by a say Whassup Little Man. Its Wes from the Eagles Hope everything going well. Hope to see u really soon. I be praying for u.
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hopkinsville, Ky - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:46 PM CST

Hello Ryan, just to let you know that people outside of America are praying and thinking of you too! I often visit to hear what you have been doing. Give your mum, dad and sister a big hug and keep up the strong fight ...
sue young <young-hayes@xtra.co.nz>
Mangonui, New Zealand - Thursday, February 17, 2005 6:42 PM CST

Hi there Ryan!
What an adorable little guy you are! I came here to let you know that I am thinking about you and for you to keep the up the good fight! I am a good friend of Melody's Bammom and Papa. So, I went to Cheyenne's webpage and gave her Mommy and Daddy my thoughts and prayers and now I am here!

I pray that Ryan stays strong. God is wonderful and will be with you every step of the way! You are at Ft. Campbell, I noticed. My son is going to try to try to get that as his first duty station..so perhaps we can meet sometime. He is 29 and has been accepted in the army, but, has had to fight to get his job. We will be moving along as we cannot have our granddaughter's be far away! We also live in Tennessee. In a small town near Bristol. Do e-mail me sometime and I will respond. God Bless You and I pray that Ryan stays strong. He is precious. Hugs and Love to all of you.
Pat Edington <patmeloon@yahoo.com>
Mountain City, Tn. USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 6:13 PM CST

Thinking about you and your family and praying fervently for your little boy. What wonderful parents you are. Keep believing!
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:35 PM CST

Oh Andrea,

I'm so glad your dad was there to be with you. Hope today is a good day for you and offers you more hope. Praying hard for your precious boy. We believe in him and YOU GUYS.

Lots of love,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:26 PM CST

Ryan,
Hey buddy! I'm praying sooo hard for you and keeping you in my thoughts.
STAY STRONG!!

<3LOVE<3
Colleen O'Connor
Colleen O'Connor <colls724@aol.com>
Springfield, PA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:01 PM CST

Hi guys,
I certainly understand the stress of the MRI- I also read your words closely, and it sounds as if Ryan is doing great! Keep your focus on that, as that is the most accurate assessment of your sweet boy! Andrea, you know I am just a phone call away... I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers, and hanging on to the belief that Roy has shared... Ryan is our miracle boy!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, February 17, 2005 12:38 AM CST

Hope is confident expectation that God will do what he said he would...and he always keeps his promises! Keep your hearts and heads up and we will be praying for you all!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:54 AM CST

I was heartsick for you all when I read the update this morning. You are in my prayers......... Hang Tuff
Terri <ricknterrigeorge@cox-internet.com>
Russellville, AR - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:48 AM CST

I have been sick to my stomach since I read your journal last night. I'm sorry you didn't get good news and I'm praying for Ryan even harder then I already do. I know he can beat this. Ryan is my hero, and heros always win. Keep up your strength and know that you have a lot of people thinking about and praying for your family. WE LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:12 AM CST

I am praying for Ryan and for all of you, and I love you all very much.
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:05 AM CST

I promise I will pray every day, several times a day for your baby. Don't give up hope. We have to have a miracle baby, and Ryan is the one. Hang tough and never, never give up to this beast!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:23 PM CST

I'm sorry to hear that the news was not as you hoped. You are all in my prayers.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 6:46 PM CST

Hey Y'all! I totally understand the fact that those nurses never listen!!!! We have the same problem when Lexi has to have labs drawn. I hope the results come out good and all is GREAT!! I can't believe how big he's getting and i bet little sister is huge by now. It been a while since we've seen you guys. Keep up the spirit and courage. Hope to see ya soon!! Stay strong!!!!!!!!!
Amy Fortin (Lexi's mom) <lexiamyben@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, ky - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 4:28 PM CST

Hi Cute Stuff,

Sorry they were using you as a human pin cushion!! That has happened a couple of times to Devin and he did the same thing as you...YES, IT HURTS!!!! Darn it, I wish you didn't have to be so brave and strong all the time.

We are so proud of you sweetie. Hope today is a good day...know that mommy, daddy and everyone who loves you is praying extra hard for a good MRI.

Love you big guy.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 11:01 AM CST

Hey Buddy - Nana isn't very happy that the nurse's stuck you four times. We may have to let Dr. know about that. I will see you soon. Have fun with Papa D.

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 9:35 PM CST

Know that we are praying for your family today, as you wait for Ryan's test results.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:37 PM CST

Hi Sweetheart,

I've had you on my mind alot today. Hope things went well. I know you are such a brave boy when it comes to things like MRIs and chemo. Glad to hear you liked your party....

Hugs to you and your family

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:57 PM CST

I am praying for you guys! Jodi(Mom to McKayla liver tx)

McKayla's Site

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:51 AM CST

Happy V-day Ryan Hope u didnt have to many girls giving u kisses. I be praying tomorrow for u but everything going to go alright with the MRI. Your a tough kid. Good Luck. I drop u guys a email later bout the Eagles Teleton Next Sat and Sunday Feb 26-27 and if u are in town u can stop by or drop me a email wesdaman05@charter.net Thanks.
Wes <wesdaman05@charter.net>
hoptown, ky - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:40 PM CST

Hi Ryan!! We're sure glad you will be our Valentine!!:)XOXOXOXO Saying lots and lots of for a safe trip and great MRI. Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:18 PM CST

Happy Valentine's Day!!
HUGS,

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:37 PM CST

Hugs, Annie
Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Monday, February 14, 2005 2:30 PM CST
Happy Valentines Day Ryan!!!

I found your website off of Harlei Parkers site. I hope for good news tomorrow at your MRI, I will be thinking about you. I hope that you had a great time at your party and that you shared your Power Ranger cards with your friends.
Megan Weber <meganweber01@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 10:50 AM CST
Happy Valentine's Day Cutie Ryan...

Hope you have fun at your Valentine's party. I bet you will.....just don't eat too much candy.

Hugs and kisses from Utah..

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 10:18 AM CST
Hey Ryan, I hope you had a wonderful party today! Happy Valentines Day!!!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:14 AM CST

yOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:07 AM CST
Thanks for signing Jessica's guest book. I was just reading about all that Ryan has been thru. I'm so glad that tx seems to be working and hope it continues to work and that he gets his wish of becoming an old man. Ryan, have fun at your party today. I get to give a party for my daughters' class at school today. She is 17 and a junior in high school but she attends a private school and they still have parties even in high school! Happy Valentine's Day! Jessica's mom, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica
Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net>
Arnold, MO US - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:34 AM CST
Hi, everyone, Happy Valentine's Day. Ryan, have lots of fun at your party today. You and Elizabeth and mommy and daddy are in everyone's heart and prayers.

Love you,

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 8:08 AM CST
Hey Ryan Hope everything goes well with the MRI. Just thinking of you and hope to see u and get a hug next time u at the Eagles. You are a great little boy hopefully u can come to the Eagles Teleton on Feb 26-27 let me know drop me a email if u guys can come. Talk to u later
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, Ky - Monday, February 14, 2005 1:05 AM CST
Hi Mr. Ryan,

The kids were thrilled to get a valentine's card in the mail from you! You even signed your name...way to go!! Hope you and sis (and mom and dad) all have a great Valentines Day.

Thinking of you and praying for you always,

Devin, Kara and mom
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 13, 2005 10:43 PM CST
Hi Mr. Ryan,

The kids were thrilled to get a valentine's card in the mail from you! You even signed your name...way to go!! Hope you and sis (and mom and dad) all have a great Valentines Day.

Thinking of you and praying for you always,

Devin, Kara and mom
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 13, 2005 10:43 PM CST
I just found your site through Devin's. I just wanted to let you know Ryan will be in my prayers.
Tina & Lance www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 13, 2005 8:32 PM CST
Hi Ryan! Will you be our Valentine?? :) Wish we lived closer, we would have alot of fun! Sending you kisses and hugs. Lots of thoughts and prayers too, Angelique and girls

www.caringrbidge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, February 13, 2005 11:50 AM CST
Tell Ryan's Nanny that there is no better place to pass the time with a little one than Give Kids the World. Can you say "Carousel, playroom, swimming pool, and movie library that you can borrow from the front desk?" She'll love it!

Love, Janelle
Tuli's Page <jankin74@hotmail.com>
SLC, UT USA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 12:55 AM CST
Hey Ryan, I am really glad to hear you love your new school. That is absolutely wonderful. Andrea, I know that one year mark weighs heavy on everyone's mind as does everyone's MRI day. My prayers are with you. Don't ever quit believing!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ulcardfan@verizon.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 9:53 PM CST
Stopping by to let you know that we are thinking of you and sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Wishing you a very bless Valentine�s day!!!!!!!!!!
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
God be with you.

~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, February 11, 2005 3:45 PM CST
So glad to hear that things are going well! Will continue to keep you all in my prayers and thoughts. Keep hanging tough Ryan - you're an awesome young man. Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 10:24 AM CST
Just checking in - glad to hear everything is going well. You are always in my prayers.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, February 10, 2005 9:59 PM CST
Hi Ryan!!
David LOVED the puppy Valentine card you sent! Thank-you so much, it sits on his bureau. I guess I've been so caught up in my older kids activities I forgot about Valentine's Day, my grandmother's b-day, and my niece's!!! :( Usually I'm very good about all that! Andrea, so glad to hear you love your home and the location! It sounds perfect! I love the description of all the parks! It sounds wonderful! Also glad Ryan is having fun at school and has so much energy!!
Always thinking of you guys. You are such an awesome mother!
Please say hi to your mom..(Hi Sherry!) Lots of cyber hugs and prayers ((((()))))!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 9:03 AM CST
Ryan,

I'm so proud to read how well you are doing. Sounds like you and the new teacher will get along just fine...knew you would. Off to write EArthlink......

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 6:54 PM CST
Well, I spoke too soon, as usual. There is a 'feedback' link that I just used. It's very hard to find, but it's there. Just search for Earthlink on your internet browser and go way down to the bottom of the page.
Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:41 AM CST
I went to the Earthlink web site to try to find a contact option, but you have to be a member to even talk to them! My letter will be written today.

Love to all, (my new e-mail address is listed)

Aunt Susan <susanself@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:28 AM CST
I'll do my part and write them that letter!
Checking up on you all and wishing you an awesome week!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:16 AM CST
Hey see you guys having problem with Earth Link I had a problem with aol charging me 1,400 doller for dialing from a long disant number and i switch to charter high speed and only paid 39.95 a month but signed up now and u get can get it for 19.95 for the first three months. Its bring fast. Hope everything works out with that. Let me know if u guys need any help.
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, Ky - Sunday, February 6, 2005 10:45 PM CST
Hello Brown Family, Miss you so much. Am happy that you are moved and doing great, ugh what a job moving. Ryan keep up the good work at school. You are doing a great job. Tell sissy I said hi and give her a kiss for me. Andrea miss you, and think of you all daily. I love reading your daily journal. Keeps you close.. Lots of love your way. Tell Phillip hello.
Nonie Vicki
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
La, Mo USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 4:37 PM CST
My name is Sharon Jackson. To Ryan I am known as Ms. Sharon. I am Ryan's preschool teacher. The first few days that Ryan came to Marshall Elementary I was not here. I wish I had been here for his arrival. Ryan is such a trooper. The other children do not know what is going on inside Ryan's body, but from the outside you can not tell what he has endured in his short life. Ryan is a true inspiration to me. He and his family will be in my prayers as God will make us all stronger through this experince. I am thankful Ryan has been brought into my life.
Sharon Jackson :-)
Herndon, KY USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:16 AM CST
What a great story about Ryan's new teacher. She sounds like a great teacher - especially since she was so open about her faith in telling Phillip that she knew what God's plan was for Ryan. What a blessing she will be to your family just as Ryan has touched her already. I'm glad to hear that everyone is feeling well. You are always in my prayers.
Anissa <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, February 3, 2005 6:41 PM CST
Hey there guys! Sorry I haven't signed this in so long. I still need to get my computer up and running. I hope everything is going good for you guys. Ryan, give sissy lots of hugs and kisses from me!!!!!

Love you all!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
AUNT MEME
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:21 AM CST
Hey, Ryan,
Sounds like you are definitely going to be a leader of men (and pre-schoolers). Thank God for kids like you!

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:07 AM CST
i say ya should switch to Charter High Speed Cable modem its really good. Hope You doing Good Ryan Man Hope to see u at the eagles some time soon and then on 26-27 at the teleton. I sent u a personal invite. Talk to u guys Soon Later.
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, KY - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:28 AM CST
Hi Ryan! Hope you had a great day today with a super duper great MRI! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 5:26 PM CST
Dear Andrea:

Awaiting good news about Ryan's MRI.

Annemarie, m/o Ross
www3.caringbridge.org/ny/rossmanhattan
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
New York, NY - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 2:29 PM CST
Hi all! I'm glad to hear that you are enjoying your new home and neighborhood. I really enjoy getting the updates on Ryan everyday. It sounds like Andrea & Phillip are doing a great job raising two children under such pressure and stress. I hope that you get news from the MRI today. We are all praying for and thinking of you everyday.
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 2:12 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you! Hope you hear good news today. We'll be praying for you.

Bryca
Bryca Ince <bryca10@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 1:27 PM CST
We are saying special prayers for you today. Hope Ryan and Daddy have a great road trip to Nashville and home again!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 12:39 AM CST
Hey Guys,
I just wanted to say Hi and tell you that I'm thinking about you all. I hope you all get nothing but wonderful news on the MRI. Talk to you soon,
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 9:58 AM CST
hello! I just wanted to say hey and tell you that I have been thinking about you all. Miss you!
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 11:29 PM CST
I know that I will pray for you by name!!! Everything will be fine. Ryan - keep up the great spirit - it helps to keep us parents sane.
Cameron�s mom

Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Harford, CT - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:32 PM CST
Hope that your first day at school was awesome! Gotta watch that head of yours tho - it's not that HARD! :-)
Keep hanging tough my special friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 7:58 AM CST
Hi, Ryan,
How was your first day at your new school? What's your teacher's name? Have lots of fun today.

Love you,
Aunt Susan <Selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 1, 2005 6:23 AM CST
Hey Ryan Just wanna to stop by and say Hi. Its always great to see You and the family at the Eagles from time to time. I will have a very busy month of Feb with the Eagles Teleton coming up on Feb 26-27. If no one invited ya yet Your welcome to come down. I let you know the details in a email or next time i see u at the Eagles.
Wes Ricks <wesdaman05@charter.net>
Hoptown, Ky 42240 - Monday, January 31, 2005 3:12 PM CST
Ryan, I hope you had a wonderful day at school. Those sound like some cool SpongeBob pajamas.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <ul_card_fan@cox.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 11:07 AM CST
Ryan, Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
Hey guys! Glad to hear that all is well. Hope you are settling in okay! We will be awaiting more good news after the test results on the second. You are all always in our prayers!
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, January 30, 2005 7:12 PM CST
Hi Ryan and family.....

Hope you have a fun day at school tomorrow. We are thinking and praying for you.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 11:45 AM CST
It's great to hear that you are settled in and enjoying your new surroundings... sounds like Ryan takes his head bonks in stride, which is a good thing- I didn't know how frequently boys bonk their heads 'til I had one of my own! I swear, Keegan bonks his head more in a day than any of my girls have bonked theirs in their lives!!! Anyhow, we will keep sending our positive thoughts and prayers from MN all the way to KY with the belief that the 2nd will bring good news!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, January 28, 2005 10:41 PM CST
I hope you love your new house. I also hope Ryan continues to feel good. Thinking of you always.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Friday, January 28, 2005 10:21 PM CST
Glad you are all settled in! Sponge Bob P.J.'s!!?? They are my favorite! Don't tell anyone but....I have a couple teenagers who have SpongeBob undies!!!
Hugs to everyone! You will be in my prayers on Feb. 2nd Ryan!
Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:23 PM CST
I'm glad the move is over. Please tell Ryan the hat I sent is his, but he's supposed to give Mommy the scarf. It's for her!
Hugs,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 11:19 AM CST
Ryan,

What a great update!!! Sounds like things are going well. I bet you will love your new school. How lucky that you can sleep in in the mornings, then walk to school. Sounds like fun.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 27, 2005 12:02 AM CST
Hi, Ryan,
Have you and Daddy tried mattress surfing yet? Thanks for letting me work on your puzzles with you. I'll send you some more before I come back down. Gram Bet will LOVE your new house when she comes down - it's so cool! Have fun today. Love you
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 2:31 PM CST
Ryan is so lucky to have a NANA like you! :-)
I'm glad to hear that the move went well. Boys will be boys - sliding across the floor in the socks - he'll survive! Keeping the whole family in my thoughts and prayers. you're friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 3:27 PM CST
Glad to here everyones moves went well, including Nana's. Hope all goes well with the MRI next week. I will be praying. I know I keep saying I am coming to see you guys, but things never seem to work out. Maybe if I say I am not coming then I will get to come. Take care and love you all of you.
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 10:24 AM CST
Hi Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth. I wish you the best in your new house and I am so glad Ryan is feeling sooooo good! I hope Phillip is feeling better. Crystal sure had a good time playing with Ryan when you were home. It was so good to see you all. Elizabeth had grown so much since the last time I saw her. GOOD LUCK IN YOUR NEW HOUSE AND REMEMBER YOU ALL ARE IN OUR PRAYERS DAILY. Love, Aunt Kath
Kathy Waite <kathyw@Bola.cc>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 10:45 AM CST
Just stopping in to say hi and let you know I'm thinking about you. I hope the move goes smoothly!
<penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 1:02 PM CST
Hello Brown family. Long time no write..haha. I haven't wrote in a while but I have thought about you guys alot. I hope the move went good and everything is settling nicely. Call me if you need any other help, I'm always close by. I'm glad Ryan is doing so good. He looks great in the pictures. And I can't believe how big "little Miss Priss" is getting, she's adorable.
Please give she and Ryan hugs from us.
Our new addition, Addyson, is almost 7wks now and doing wonderful. Her big sister, Lexi, is wonderful with her...such a BIG help to me.
Hope to see you guys soon. Take care!!!
Amy Fortin (Lexi Sabatino's mom) <lexiamyben@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, ky - Sunday, January 23, 2005 10:59 AM CST
Ryan, It will be so easy for me to remember to say an extra prayer for you on the 2nd as I am flying to KY on that day. Pray for a KY boy on the day I fly to KY.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 10:48 PM CST
Dear Andrea:

Got a good feeling about this kid!

Regards,
Annemarie and Ross
www3.caringbridge.org/ny/rossmanhattan
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
New York, NY - Thursday, January 20, 2005 6:12 PM CST
So glad to hear that things are going well for everyone. Hope the move goes smooth for you! We always keep you in our thoughts and prayers!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
- Thursday, January 20, 2005 4:28 PM CST
We are so encouraged to know that the God who spoke the universe into existence stops to listen every time we speak Ryan's name in prayer! Have a great move and enjoy your new home!
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, January 20, 2005 10:03 AM CST
Hi Ryan and family. Have a safe easy move. Moving is alot of work so I'm glad you have some help. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers for your MRI and have grandma keep us updated when she can. Sending healing wishes and the chemo to go easy and kick tumor butt!! Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 1:22 PM CST
Glad to hear that the move is going smoothly so far!
Will Ryan become the next Robin Williams!? I love it when the little ones become so serious (to themselves at least) and act upon it. Can't help but smile!
Keep hanging in there and I'll be thinking of and praying for you!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:22 AM CST
Move over, Bill Cosby!!!- Ryan Brown is ready to take center stage!!!
Glad to hear things are going so well. I'm sure the move is a lot of work, but I'm glad that it's all working out in your favor.
Thinking of you guys always,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:04 AM CST
Happy Tuesday morning, Ryan! Aunt Nae and I went to see Nana at her new apartment yesterday. You are going to love it!! See you soon.
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:27 AM CST
Hi Ryan! Just wanted to send a smile your way today :)

Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 10:40 AM CST
Hey Guys,
Sounds like things are going pretty good. I hope your move goes well. Andrea, I got your Christmas card the other day after it being forwarded to two different addresses. I have your picture on the fridge with the rest of them. Thank you! I'll talk to you all later,
Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, January 17, 2005 8:23 AM CST
Sounds like all is good. Keep it up.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 16, 2005 0:00 AM CST
Hello!
Sorry that I don't always sign in, but I do check your web page all the time, Just want to let you know that you are in our prayers and thoughts.
Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++
Have a great weekend.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
God be with you.
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, January 15, 2005 9:29 PM CST
Hi all! I am so glad to hear that Ryan is doing so well. I very much enjoyed seeing Andrea & Elizabeth at the pharmacy when you all were in Louisiana! Elizabeth is so beautiful and reminds me so much of Ryan at that age. I would've liked to see Ryan but I know he was probably tired and didn't want all the ladies at the pharmacy loving on him! All of us here are always asking Annette how your family is doing. I hope this new year brings many more miracles for your family. We are all praying for you! Come back and see us soon!
Kayla Walker <kayla_w2003@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 2:11 PM CST
Hey, Ryan, are you helping Mommy pack everything for your BIG MOVE???? You have so many neat things going on right now that you must feel pretty special - and you are!.
See you soon,
Love you
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 1:30 PM CST
Don't forget the little people! I know how you stars get. I'm very proud, Ryan sounds like he makes an inpact on everyone he meets - you sound like a great mom also.

Your familiy is in our prayers! All of the DPG children that deserve a cure are in our prayers.
Cameron�s mom
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:36 PM CST
Our prayers are with you.
Marilyn A. Burdt <BURDT5647@comcast.net>
Murrieta, Ca USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 2:14 PM CST
What a wonderful time you had! I would love to have been 4-wheeling in the mud! Now Ryan will be TOO famous - a TV star and all! But we all know that he is already a star in his own right.

a small poem to let you know that I'm thinking about you today! Keep hanging tough my special friend.

A Prayer For You

I said a prayer for you today
And I know God must have heard
I felt the answer in my heart
Although he spoke no word!
I didn't ask for wealth of fame
(I knew you wouldn't mind)
I asked him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind!
I asked that He'd be near you
At the start of each new day
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your way!
I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small
But it was for His loving care
I prayed the most of all!

Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:13 AM CST
Hey there Ryan,

So it was a little cold riding that 4 wheeler? Down here it is in the 70's, so I took a spin today in Cheyenne's honor. I bet you would have fun on yours around here.

And on TV, wow, you are becoming a celebrity. Tell your mom and dad hi, and give them both a big hug from me. You have a FUN day tomorrow, ok.

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 11:59 PM CST
Hello!! That is just awesome to be on TV about the RMH! To be on TV at all is fun! I love Disney!!! It is truly magic. It is so totally awesome. I love the Buzz Lightyear ride and my kids love Pizza Planet. You can't tell we are Buzz fans, can you???? When that warm front passes through, you hang on to it, okay? I will be heading to KY later in the month and I want warm weather. (My kids want snow but I won't tell them I told you to keep the warm weather.)
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:34 PM CST
Hey movie star, can I get your autograph? :) I can see why they chose your family. You all are so special! Hoping you have no more headaches and a fun week! Lots of hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 1:37 PM CST
WE WANT NEW PICTURES!!! I know you have some. We all had such a great time as well this weekend. It was so nice to get away and play and spend time with everyone, especially the boys doing boy things like shooting guns and getting muddy!
I can't wait to see the TV spot for the RMH. I was only there a few days of your stay, but i was amazed at how wonderful that place was. It is truly, in every sense, a home away from home during the most troubling of times. If you are anyone you kow is ever in the situation to donate anything, RMH should be at the top of your list; and of course Caring Bridge as well.

We can't wait to see you all again. Maybe next time you come up we will be in OUR new house as well.

LOVE YOU MISS YOU SEE YOU LATER!!!
Ucle Cory, Aunt Heather, Tony <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
eureka, Mo usa - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 11:15 AM CST
Glad to hear the move is finally set, talked to your mom last night, I am trying to work things out so I may get to come with her next weekend, but have to get things worked out at work, they are wanting us to work. Will try my best. Glad you all had a good time at Chuck E Cheese, I knew that would be a good gift. Hope all goes well with chemo this week. Love and kisses
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 7:53 AM CST
Hello! How are you all? I just wanted to say I have been thinking about you and miss you! I can't wait to see you. Love, Jenn
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 7:50 PM CST
Hi Ryan! We are here in Bowling Green, I can't rember where Oak Grove is- I know sugar grove,but not oak. I think I found your site from Connors. Disney is the best! How fun that will be! Happy New Year to your family.
The Miller family.
Carol Miller <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, January 10, 2005 4:41 PM CST
Dearest Andrea,
Can't wait to hear about your adventure in the cabin with all your loved ones! What a beautiful after holiday get-away!!
Glad Ryan is doing well I bet he'll have a blast! Say hi to your wonderful Mom for me!( Hi Sherry!) Sending well wishes hugs and love!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Monday, January 10, 2005 2:38 PM CST
Good luck with the house and move! A weekend in a cabin with no phone! I would be so blessed to be in that situation. :-)

I am glad to see that things have been going well!

Stopping by to say hello and to wish you a great week!
A couple of corny jokes to make Ryan smile!

Q. Why do you go to bed?
A. Because the bed won't come to you!

Q. Why did the computer go to the doctor?
A. Because it had a virus!

Q. Why did the chicken cross the playground?
A. To get to the other slide!

I don't write them - I just find them! Keep hanging tough. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 12:30 AM CST
Good luck with the new house! Ryan will have plenty of boxes to play with. Children get so creative with moving boxes - let us know what they get into!

Your in our prayers!
Cameron�s Mommy

Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Saturday, January 8, 2005 8:43 PM CST
Wow Ryan....

Santa left you presents at two houses?? You must have been extra good this year. Enjoy your weekend...it sounds great.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 7:22 PM CST
Wow, Ryan,
You sure have A LOT to look forward to!!! Let's see... a new house, a trip to Disney AND a weekend of great family fun and MORE PRESENTS!!! Yippee!!!
Have a blast- I'll check in to hear the update next week!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:21 AM CST
Good morning and Happy Friday! I hope that you'll have a great week end and it will be filled with lots of fun! Keep hanging tough! Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:54 AM CST
Only two more days and you get all of the presents Santa left at Nana"s. YEAH!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:09 PM CST
Hi Ryan! I bet you had a lot of fun at Chuck e Cheese spending all of those tickets! WOW that is a lot! My kids don't save theirs very well. They get them, they spend them right away! I'll be sure to tell them about you and your 9000 tickets! I bet all of the other kids were checking you out and thinking that was so cool! I'm glad to hear that you shared with your sister. That is very sweet of you! Glad that everyone is feeling better! I check on you often! You are always in my prayers!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO 63031 - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:00 PM CST
Hey Ryan and Family,
Glad to hear that everyone is feeling better! Thank you for taking the time to write so often in the journal. It is really great to be able to read and catch up on how everyone is doing. Thinking of and praying for you...
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, Mo - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:19 PM CST
So glad to hear how well Ryan is doing. My daughter, Chloe, and I got to meet him at his Aunt Heather's salon this past summer. I always check in to see how it's going with all of you, but today when I read your message to please sign in, even if you don't have anything to say, I decided I would. Just want you to know there are a lot of us out here praying for all of you. It's so fun to hear about all of Ryan's antics! What a character!! Thinking of you.
Jean Acquavella <jaycee0053@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:40 PM CST
Good Morning from snowy Utah!!

Ryan, sounds like you really made out at Chuck E Cheese. My kids have been saving tickets too..in hopes of 'getting something good'.

The move sounds so exciting. It will be so nice to be closer to all of your friends and everything.

Have a good day,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:02 AM CST
Good morning! Just stopping by to say hi and that I'm thinking of you! I hope that today brings you lots of smile and laughter.

As a quirky note, just yesterday, I was saying how sad I was that we haven't had any snow up this way yet!!! Someone was listening in - we're getting hit with a bad snow storm!!! It is so beautiful! God blesses us in strange ways and today it is the snow! Your friend,

Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:24 AM CST
Hi Ryan and family,
Glad you had a great Christmas but I new you would. I had a good Christmas too in California with Chris, Kasey and Taylor. It rained a lot but we had fun anyway. We didn't get to go to Disneyland but we will the next time.

You be careful on the four wheeler --

I am glad Santa brought you the skateboard - I knew he would 'cause he's like that. Love you, miss you, love you, miss you. Have fun with Nana and everybody else next week-end!
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 1:49 PM CST
Hi Ryan! You're such a sweetheart! Sharing your tickets with family!!!! I know that some boys wouldn't do that! Keep up the good work! Thinking and praying for you every day! I know that this is going to be an awesome year for you and the family. Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:45 AM CST
Only 5 more days until Santa comes back for a visit to nana's. WOOHOO!!!!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 10:47 PM CST
Hi Ryan,

It sounds like you are starting off the new year right.....a trip to Chuck E Cheese! Just stopping by to let you all know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers every day.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 9:58 PM CST
Happy new year everybody. Love you all,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 6:13 AM CST
Hi Ryan: You don't know me, but I am a friend of your wonderful Nana. I enjoyed looking at your pictures. I am praying that you will have a happy day today and tomorrow too.
Dot King <dm-king@sbcglobal.net>
Bowling Green, MO - Sunday, January 2, 2005 6:23 PM CST
Glad that you're feeling good and anxious to get to school. Devin and Kara start back tomorrow too. We are all ready!!

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 2, 2005 11:51 AM CST
Happy New Year Buddy!!!

Praying for a healthy and happy 2005,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 9:17 PM CST
hey there kiddo! I'm sooo glad I got to see you the other day. Have fun at Uncle Cory's house tonight. I can't wait until we are able to spend more time with you next weekend.
I Love You!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
AUNT MEME
ST PETERS, MO USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 7:30 PM CST
May your prayers be answered in 2005. Health and happiness the whole year through. Love and prayers, (Justyn's grandmother)

Rita <thompr@rpi.edu>
Troy, NY - Friday, December 31, 2004 5:51 PM CST

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Friday, December 31, 2004 3:00 PM CST

Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 2:44 PM CST
Sending you all love and wishing you a peaceful New Year!

Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Friday, December 31, 2004 12:12 AM CST
Hi, Ryan, I just wanted to stop in and wish you a very Happy New Year. May GOD Bless you with much to smile about in the coming year, Jesus loves you, Monica (care mail)
Monica Martin <monie48m@lycos.com>
Livingston, La. USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:44 AM CST
Hi Ryan,

Hope you are enjoying that skateboard. Its so windy here today that you would blow right off of it!! What do you think of that??? We're supposed to be getting some snow sometime soon.

Hope all is well,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:43 AM CST
HAPPY NEW YEAR BUDDY - give Sissycakes lots of squeezes from Nana. I will see you next week. Santa will finally come to Nana's house then.

I love you so much I feel like I could explode.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:24 AM CST
Hi Ryan! How cool that you got a skateboard! My daughter Courtney is 9 and she got a scooter and just loves it! She is outside on it right now since it is 60 outside today! Her sister, Kaitlynn is 11 and she got a pogo stick and thinks that is the coolest! Sounds like everyone got just what they wanted! I'm glad to hear that you had a great Christmas and I'm glad you have been feeling well lately! Have a great holiday weekend! Do you think your mom will let you stay up until midnight! I get tired if I stay up that late! Smile. Talk to you later!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 4:48 PM CST
So glad you could all enjoy the holidays and Ryan is doing so well! Praying for you all and Phillips stepdad as well. Can't wait to tell Dave about Ryan's new skateboard since all that kid does is live and breathe for his skateboard(s).....!!!
A Very Happy New Year to All! ANd HI to Nana Sherry!! :)
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 2:46 PM CST
Thank God for such a wonderful holiday for your family! We will continue to pray for a healthy and blessed 2005. Enjoy your time in MO - what with the heatwave we are having :-)
Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 1:13 PM CST
WOW!!!
The "fire" skateboard sounds so cool!!! And, do you think you could send that Cleaning Santa my way... I could REALLY put him to work!
Hoping this message finds Phillip's stepdad feeling much better...
Happy New Year, and continued good health!
Love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 11:34 AM CST
Hi Ryan,

Glad Santa brought you that skateboard you wanted. You are quite the little daredevil. I'm so glad you're feeling so good and so full of energy.

Give your parents a hug...oh, and Elizabeth too.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 9:35 AM CST
Hi Ryan, I am glad to hear you had a wonderful Christmas. My mom said KY was covered with white stuff called snow. Did you get some of that? We had our windows open on Christmas Day!
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 8:39 AM CST
Hi, Ryan,
That's a really nice letter you wrote on Nana's computer. It's so thoughtful that you keep finding treasures for Mommy. But do you know what her best treasure is? YOU and ELIZABETH and DADDY!!!

Love you - hope to see you soon,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 6:47 AM CST
Message from Ryan: ryan ki love you daddy i loveyyou santaoannd nana i want you momwy osxs (the last part of the message is the treasure, or so Ryan says) He says he found a treasure for his mom on the rocks when he was on the four wheeler. He says his Mom likes treasures. 1123454 67890-=
ryan <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
northpole, - Monday, December 27, 2004 9:18 PM CST
Hi Ryan,
I hope you had a wonderful Christmas
with your family..We didn't have snow
here in our area in Tennessee but we did
have the bitter cold temperatures..Holding
you close in our prayers..
Trish/Legacyofhope/PrayerBears <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 11:08 AM CST
Happy Holidays to Everyone!
So happy to hear that you are all enjoying the season so thouroughly! Hope Santa was "extra special" to all of you...
Thinking of, and praying for you always.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:18 AM CST
Hi Kids, hope you had a good xmas. sounds like Ryan has really enjoyed the snow and xmas. Please caution him on this donut thing. That is a very dangerous thing to do. All that has to happen is one wheel catch on something and it will flip. I can't begin to say how good it feels to read and hear about the little guy's progress, but we all knew he was something special from day one. Love ya and have a happy and joyful New Year.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem, MO USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:44 PM CST
Ryan,Hope Santa bougth you everything you wanted for Christmas.Little William thanks you for your Christmas wish and wishes you a Happy New Year and our family will keep you in our prayers
Eddie Moore and little William and family <bass4evr@aol.com>
Nederland, tx usa - Saturday, December 25, 2004 5:15 PM CST

Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:55 PM CST
Merry Christmas To All of You!!! I miss you all so much especially today. But, we will have our Christmas get together in a few weeks. Be good and have fun with all of your toys.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 10:04 PM CST
Hi Ryan! I'm so glad to read you are feeling well. I think you ae on Santa's nice list, even when you fart in mom and dad face. HAHA!! :)PPPUUUUU!! Give Elizabeth a hug from us and we wish you a healthy happy holiday and new year! Lots of love,hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:41 PM CST
Hey Cuties,

Sounds like everyone is ready for Christmas at your house...GREAT!! Hope you get everything you want and MORE this year.

Lots of hugs and love,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 6:14 PM CST
Ryan and Family,
Wishing everyone a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Sending a double dose of Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and MANY PRAYERS!
I also want to introduce a new Caringbridge kid, William http://www3.caringbridge.org/tx/william/ His papa is a friend of mine. Please stop in and give him a welcome to the Caringbridge family, Thanks!
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:20 AM CST
Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas Ryan and Elizabeth. I'm getting the raindeers ready for our Big Nite on Friday Nite. Hope You Have Been Good you and your baby sister. I will leave you all some nice Gifts under the tree. Be Sure To Leave me Some Choc Chip Cookie and Some Milk. Just thought i stop by and type in the guestbook before i leave for my big nite.
Santa Claus <Santa Claus@aol.com>
North , Pole USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:45 PM CST
Hi handsome, hope this finds you doing well. We wish you a healthy and happy holiday!
Angel Chris {Gooch's mom} and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~

- Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:39 PM CST
Just dropping by to wish you all a very Merry Christmas!! It is wonderful to hear how well Ryan is feeling and I am praying that he just keeps feeling better and better. I check on you all regularly and although I don't sign often just know I am thinking of you.

God Bless!
Sherri <wheelerd@cox.net>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:28 PM CST
Merry Christmas you guys!!
I am so glad to hear Ryan is feeling so well, and I sure hope baby Elizabeth gets better before Christmas. Have a very happy Christmas this year, I know we will.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 4:29 PM CST
Hello, My name is Alisha Jandernoa and I am 14 years old. I have stopped by a few times now, I just found this site about 1 week ago. I just wanted to stop by and wish you all a VERY Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!! I also am just letting you know that ever since I found this site I have been praying for Ryan and the rest of your family. Also if you want to you can stop by my cousin Emily's website it is www.caringbridge.com/mi/emilygoerge. I hope Ryan continues to feel better and I hope your whole family stays healthy for the holidays.
Merry Christmas
Alisha Jandernoa <ajandernoa_22@yahoo.com>
Fowler , MI USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 12:04 AM CST
I haven't signed since the summer, but I check on your sweet boy faithfully and hold your family in prayer. What a lucky boy to have such devoted parents. I hope you have a loud and fun holiday!
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:41 AM CST
Sorry to be so long in signing but wanted to wish you all a very Merry Christmas and may God bless Ryan with good health in 2005.
Lots of hugs and love,
Kim Pigue <kce1613@aol.com>
Madison, TN - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:52 PM CST
Merry Christmas, Just wanted to say Hi to you all.Hope you have a Merry Christmas.
Love,
Bryca
Bryca Love <bryca10@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 5:53 PM CST
HELLO EVERYBODY,,JUST WONDERING IF YOU ARE GETTING LOTS OF SNOW DOWN THERE.. WE AREN'T HERE YET BUT THEY SAY WE ARE SUPPOSED TO GET A LITTLE. PLEASE BE VERY CAREFUL IF YOU GO TO PLAY AND SEND US A PICTURE OF YOUR SNOWMAN IF YOU GET TO BUILD ONE. LOVE TO YOU ALL, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!RYAN I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU GOT FOR CHRISTMAS. REMEMBER:
JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON. HE HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO US ALL.

AUNT CAROL <carolmccain@fusz.com>
- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 1:33 PM CST
Merry Christmas Brown Family,

I hope ya'll have the most fantastic and blessed Christmas this year. We are so happy for your family, for Ryan's wellness and your togetherness. Nothing is more important than family and we all have so much to be thankful for. God bless you all and have a Happy New Year, too!!
Tania
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania & Ashley <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:44 AM CST

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 1:49 AM CST
What a blessing you have in those two little ones. I pray for your beautiful sons healing. God is ABLE!! I hope you and yours have a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 0:16 AM CST
Hey kiddo!!!!!!!! I'm sorry I havent signed in awhile. I talk to you guys and to Nana about everything and just havent been on here much lately. I will try doing better. I Love you all very much and I hope you all start feeling better soon. Can't wait to see you all soon!!!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:24 PM CST
I am always thinking of you.

Nadine (Angel Troy's mommy forvever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 6:30 PM CST
Hi Ryan!!
Thank you so much for the beautiful Christmas card we received in the mail. Mommy and Sissy are beautiful adn you and Daddy are sooooo handsome!!
We hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and a happy and Healthy New Year.
Love, Kim and Kody

~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 4:15 PM CST
Hi!!

What a great update. So glad to hear that Ryan is doing so well. I hope Miss Elizabeth is feeling better before Santa makes a trip to your house.

Lots of hugs for you guys,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:30 PM CST
Hi just checking in again, I check in on a regular basis just never sign. Hope you all have a Merry Christmas and all the colds are gone
Donna <mommyfitz30@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 1:22 PM CST
Hi everyone! We are always checking in but guilty of not always signing the guestbook. You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. We love to see your smile in all your pictures and read all the great reports about how good you are feeling. Have a safe and blessed Christmas!
The Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:33 AM CST
hey little buddy. I haven't signed in awhile, just read about your adventures and call you on the phone. I just want to tell you what a big boy you are and how much you amaze all of each each and every day. You are always laughing and smiling and having such a great time that you melt all of my meaningless little problems away. All i have to do is look at your picture or think of something silly you did and it all seems insignificant compared to what you are going through. I know you won't understand this if mommy or daddy reads it to you.

You are my hero and we love you soooo much.
love you see you later.
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:01 AM CST
Hey Guys,
Sorry I haven't signed the guestbook in awhile, I guess I'm guilty of just checking in daily and not signing. Sounds like things are going pretty good for you all!! Are you all planning a trip to Louisiana for the Holidays? If so maybe I'll see you all at church on Sunday. I will try to write more often to let you know I'm still here checking in daily. Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:13 AM CST
Hey Ryan! Wow, you get an added bonus with your 4-wheeler! I hope you and daddy have fun on your boys day. I'm sure mom and Elizabeth will love anything you get them. Harlei started her chemo. yesterday, too. You kids are amazing.
Keep making us smile! Lots of hugs,thoughts, and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:49 AM CST
Just stopping by to say hello and let you know that I am thinking of you. I hope your holiday is peaceful. Merry Christmas.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.com/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:24 AM CST
Merry Christmas! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers daily :)
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:43 AM CST
Merry Christmas!! I check in on Ryan's site almost daily, but am unsure if I have ever signed his guestbook. Just know that I am praying for your son and your family. Remember, with God all things are possible. Keep believing for a miracle.
Tricia
Ashland, Ky - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:05 AM CST
I have been checking in on Ryan through your website, but have not signed your guestbook. I have been fortunate to be volunteering at the Ronald McDonald "Hotel" several times when Ryan has come by to visit after his Vandy appointments. I must say that the "Hotel" really rocks when he is around. That perpetual smile is something else!! It is hard to believe that he has medical problems from watching him. I hope that y'all have a nice holiday season, and I will remember you in my prayers. I hope that I am "working" at the "Hotel" next time Ryan visits. Its so much fun to watch his enthusiasm. Take care!
Susan Woodland <dlwoodland@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 7:54 AM CST
I remember the picture with the water gun, Ryan is wearing goggles we bought him the week I stayed down in Nashville with them. The girls at Ronald McDonald House took lots of pictures of him in his goggles and with his water gun. Then we went outside and I got drenched - my water gun was much smaller than Ryan's!

Have a Merry Christmas and I will talk to you when we get back from California.

Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 7:33 AM CST
Hello. I'm one of your visitors and wanted to sign in and tell you what an inspiration Ryan is. Praise God for his success. What a blessing. Merry Christmas to your family.
Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com>
McCordsville, IN - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 7:29 AM CST
Well, goodness, gracious, Ryan. Ronald McDonald must really like you a lot. I do too. The Ronald McDonald house is a great hotel, isn't it?

Merry Christmas, kiddo. Give Mommy and Daddy an extra tight hug for me, OK? Love you a whole bunch,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 6:45 AM CST
Hey Buddy- It was really fun to talk to you on the phone tonight. You had to tell me all about seeing the girls at "Donald House". Be a good boy and take your medicine like a champ.. Santa will be here before you know it and then Nana will be visiting soon. Take care and remember I love you and Mommy and Sissy and Miki and Peanut Butter and I think I am forgetting someone. Oh, yeah, DADDY!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 10:55 PM CST
Hi Ryan! Have fun shopping with your daddy! Be sure to get your mommy something special! And don't forget to get your sissy a fun present! I'm so glad you are feeling good! Have a great great merry merry Christmas!
Anissa <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:44 PM CST
Just saying "hi". Merry Christmas.
nat
- Monday, December 20, 2004 10:30 PM CST
Ho, ho, ho... just a few short days to go!!!
Glad to hear things are looking up, with everyone feeling a bit better. Rest well, so you can REALLY enjoy the holidays!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, December 20, 2004 3:46 PM CST
Good morning Ryan! Just checking in to say that I'm thinking of you and I know that with Christmas sooooooooo close you are probably too excited to sit still!! It's great to see that you are feeling better! As far as the rest of the family goes - I too hope that the virus passes quickly!! I hope that this week brings you lots of smiles and hugs. Keep hanging tough my special friend.

Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 8:10 AM CST
Ryan - just a few more days and then Santa Claus comes! Wahoo! I am going to California in a few days to spend Christmas with Chris, Kasey and Taylor. Have a wonderful Christmas and I know Santa will bring you everything you asked for! I am so glad you are finally feeling better.
Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 7:48 AM CST
Glad to see Ryan is feeling better... come on, Elizabeth, now it's your turn!
Always thinking of you.
with love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, December 18, 2004 11:24 PM CST
finally found the site. we have prayed alot for all of you.
dawn buffington thomas <dndplus5@cs.com>
oak grove, ky usa - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:36 PM CST
Hey Buddy,

Hope you and your sis are feeling better each day.

Hugs,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 4:11 PM CST
Hi Cutie,

Glad to hear you're feeling better. Poor Elizabeth...my goodness, poor thing. Are you ready for Santa, Ryan?? My kids are getting a little more anxious each day.

Thinking of you,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 6:32 PM CST
Good morning sunshine! I hope that today brings you lots of warmth and laughter! Keep the faith and hanging in there. Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:06 AM CST
Good morning! It's a wonderful sunshiny morning! Not as cold as I thought it was going to be which is even better!
It's suppose to snow this weekend - I am so looking forward to it! Nothing like snow at Christmas time! I hope that you're having a wonderful day. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers --- today and always! Keep smiling! Your friend,
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:49 AM CST
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karel (caremail) <kidwellk2002@yahoo.com>
annandale, va - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:16 AM CST
Hi Ryan and family! So sorry to hear that everyone has been feeling sick lately! You need some extra prayers today, huh? Andrea, I'm sorry to hear that you encountered an uncaring individual. But you did the right thing to keep your cool. Hang in there. You are all in my prayers. God bless you all!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:17 PM CST
Good morning! Just checking in to let you know you're being thought of today! Keep hanging tough young man.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:54 AM CST
Hi, Ryan,
How are you feeling today? I hope you didn't make Nana sick for her BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Did you give her a lot of germy kisses?

Love you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Your house sounds like my house. Alyson came down with pnuemonia last week and now Ashley has it and I'm suspecting that Tucker is coming down with it too. To top it all off, I had a stomach virus Sunday and Monday. So needless to say, Craig had to do pretty much everything. Thank God for wonderful husbands! I hope your family gets better and stays well for Christmas. We are always praying for ya'll.
Lots of love,
Tania
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 7:46 AM CST
Feel better soon!

Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 4:56 PM CST
My goodness, when it rains it pours.

Hoping everyone is feeling lots better soon,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 1:59 PM CST
Ryan - Just stopping by to say hi and that you're being thought of and I hope that this day brings you lots of sunshine and laughter! I hope that you're feeling a lot better today and that the cough goes away! Keep hanging tough young man.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 11:52 AM CST
Thank you for the update, Stacy.

Ryan,
We are thinking of you and praying that you are feeling better!!! I am sure Santa has you on the top of the "Good Boys" list... I know we do!
Tell your mommy, daddy and sister we are thinking of them, too!
Be well,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, December 13, 2004 5:19 PM CST
Ryan, I am so sorry to hear you are sick but you need to get better for Christmas which is only 12 days away! Sending you lots of love and kisses.

Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, December 13, 2004 1:39 PM CST
Hey Ryan;

The new picture is great. You look really good in front of that tree. I made a donation to the Lance Armstrong Foundation for Christmas for all my co-workers. I am giving them all a bracelet and a picture of you so that they will know why we do this. I am glad you had a good holiday, and I am sure that you will have a good Christmas even though you do have a chemo on Christmas Eve. Keep smiling.

I know it will be hectic when you move on base, but it will all be for the better.

Philip: I cried when I read your letter and the poems. I can't imagine how you do this day in day out. I understand the love. We all have it for our families. Even with that, we have enough to send out to you and yours to help you get through this. Keep the faith.

Love to all the Browns,

Cheri
Cheri Charleville <cherittfncyc@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 11:29 AM CST
My Christmas card came back and I got totally worried!!! Looks like there is a new address that I missed somewhere along the line!! Going to send it to you again! Awesome picture in front of that tree Ryan! Perhaps Santa will bring you a new tooth for Christmas! Keep the faith my special friend.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 7:50 AM CST
Hi Ryan,

Came by to see you 'sleeping' and find a cute new picture. Looks like you guys did a great job decorating that tree!! Those candy canes sure look inviting. Devin and Kara want to pop some popcorn and string it up on the tree. What do you think of that idea??

Hope you had a good weekend.

Thinking of you buddy,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 10:34 PM CST
Thinking of you all and praying that all is well-
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, December 12, 2004 6:53 PM CST
Hi Andrea,
I bet you're just relieved to know what the "move" will be and it sounds like the right choice for all. Glad to hear Ryan is feeling better. I know the day of...but actually more the day after, Dave is down for the count. I do hope and pray that Ryan will not be in nedd of the hospital. You have such a wonderful family Andrea. And yourmom is pretty terrific too! You guys are always in our prayers and thoughts. Hope this is a good weekend for Ryan and all of you! Much love and hugs ((((()))))>
Kathy and David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:16 AM CST
Hi Ryan. Glad to hear you are doing better. I bet you are really excited about Christmas.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:30 AM CST
Sounds like you made a good decision to me! Everything will be closer for you living on the base also.

Remember that the times that Ryan has been so sick there have been other things going on - he fell and hit his head during chemo week one month and last month you were really sick the week before chemo. I got sick after being down there chemo week-end so it was probably a virus that we were passing around.

My precious little Elizabeth - she's only gained 6 pounds in 6 months, unbelievable the way she eats! You would never believe that she was so big when she was born and she is so petite looking now. I can believe she is climbing up in her crib, she will be out of it before too long. Nothing is going to keep that little girl down! You know all that time she just lays in her crib quietly, we think she is playing but she is really scheming and planning out her exit!

Will someone be spending time with you Christmas? I know you celebrate Christmas with Andrea's family in January but you need someone there Christmas week-end. Maybe Andrea's dad can spend Christmas with you. Hopefully Ryan will have a good week-end with the excitement of Christmas.

Love you, miss you

Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 8:23 AM CST
Hi Sweetheart,

Just love to come by and check on you and your sweet family. Wow...sounds like Miss Elizabeth is growing up fast. My, my how they grow. Just wish you could make time stand still for a few moments while you take it all in...the hugs, the smells and even the tears. They are so precious.

Hope today is a good day for you. Good luck on everything.

Love,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 3:01 PM CST
Hi Ryan! I'm glad to hear you are feeling better. Hope you get some more sleep. Got to go! Bye!
KAITLYNN PHILLIPS <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:20 PM CST
Hi everyone! Glad to hear that Ryan is feeling better these days. Just checking in on you. Stay strong! And be sure to get some rest - that includes you too Andrea!

Take care!
Anissa <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO 63031 - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:02 PM CST
Greetings Everyone!
So glad to hear Ryan's feeling better! David was (still is) having a very difficult time sleeping...I thought chemo would knock him out but he'd either get his second wind or finally fall asleep around 2 am and sleep later...meanwhile, I get up at 5:30am for my 10th grader to get her out the door by 6:30...so I was beat...the doctor did give him ambien (Dave's older so I know the meds are different...) but that did not work!! Benedryl didn't either...now, we're back on it and it seems to do the trick...that and melatonin...I agree, it's a catch-22....so very happy we have our boys...yet with rest we know they'd be stronger....maybe benedryl could help Ryan....I know it can also cause hyperness too....I hope you two come up with a solution as to whether to move or not...you're in my prayers and thoughts everyday!! Love,
Kathy/David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy cummings/david fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:47 AM CST
Hi y'all, it's been a few days since I have stopped by to check up on Ryan, and it sounds like other than not getting enough sleep, he's doing great. Little Elizabeth is just moving right along, my youngest did the same thing, by the time she was 4 months she was crawling and at 5 months she was pulling up and moving around the furniture, they grow so fast and when they have another child in the house they seem to do everything a little faster than the first. I'm glad to see all is going well in the Brown family. And just pray about the decision to move or stay, God knows whats best.

Love & prayers,
Tania
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 7:22 AM CST
Hi there, I just wanted to stop by and tell you all HI. Sounds like everyone is doing good. Andrea, sorry but I think you are right about the name of the cat. Everyone would have gone for Ryan's name. I know the feeling, one time I let Ally name a bunny and we had a bunny named Puppy. I'll talk to you all soon.
Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:46 PM CST
Hi Ryan! Right after I turned 4, I started staying up very late and having a hard time sleeping too. Say some extra prayers for a good night's sleep and reassure Mommy that this too shall come to pass!
Drew <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 10:03 AM CST
Good morning Ryan! Hope that you're feeling zippy today and acting like a little boy should act -- just don't get into too much trouble! Thinking of and praying for you every day!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:42 AM CST
Hi, Ryan,
Tell Mommy you need another pet that you can name Jelly. Then you you'll have PB & J every day! I'm glad to hear you are all doing so well.

Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:10 AM CST
Hope all is well today and no more fevers. I need a picture, either of the 4 of you or just the two kids, very soon, PLEASE. It is for a special present for you. I love the new pictures especially the santa picture.
So glad to here all are doing well. I love you all and miss you all very much. I wish I could come see you before Chistmas, but don't see it happing too much going on.
Love Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:27 PM CST
Hi, Ryan,
I hope you're ok now. Take care of Mommy and Daddy and Elizabeth. That will make Santa very happy with you!

Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 12:07 AM CST
Happy Monday morning to you all! Just stopping by to say that I'm thinking and praying for you and that I hope this week is going to be awesome for everyone! Keep hanging tough.

Andrea - I work for the military, and trust me - I know all about the reorganizations that to on! I'll be praying extra hard that things work out and with luck you guys won't have to go anywhere!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:40 AM CST
Hi Ryan,
Santa will be here soon, keep your fingers crossed for that one thing really, really want him to bring you!

Sorry to hear you had a fever again.

Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 7:12 AM CST
Hey Buddy - I miss you and can't wait to see you again. Tell Sissy she is too young to be doing all of those things. See you soon.

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:00 PM CST
Hey Ryan and family!! :)
I, too, hope there are no more fevers, but I always feel better when I know what is causing them, so I will pray not only for them to be gone, but if they would not, that the doctors could find out what specifically would be causing them. Alex had a lot of low grade fevers for a while and we ended up later having a line infection in his Broviac. It may be nothing of the sort for Ryan, but it seems like they tell you to give Tylenol and "wait and see". I'm not a wait and see person...I like to know! :) Alex's poor doctor, but I figure they are getting paid for me to bug them about every little detail and they were so patient with me, too. I hope he can get and stay comfortable and all smooths out before Christmas gets here! We will also keep you and the job change in our prayers. Much love (email anytime),
Jen
Jen and Alex www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
Heyworth, IL USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 8:45 PM CST
Hi Little Precious One, You look like an angel sleeping so peacefully. I hope you have a great week with no more fevers. Your always in my prayers and forever in my heart. Take care of little sissy.. Angel hugs 4 ever... Angel Darla
Darla <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:21 AM CST
Hi Ryan! I hope you are feeling better and no more fevers. Watch out for Elizabeth, she could be playing tricks on you. HAHA! Have a good fever free weekend! Lots of hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:10 PM CST
I hope Ryan is feeling better! I got your site from Annie so I just thought I would drop in a and say hello.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/ashleyr
Ashley Reber <alrhm@dnet.net>
cullowhee, NC USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 8:13 AM CST
Andrea,
Sorry we have not gotten to talk. It seems like everyone has been under the weather. Philip's poems are beautiful. A poet and an "army man." That's what Troy would always call the men we would see out dressed in their uniforms. "Look Mommy, an army man!" I told him Ryan's daddy was one. Our thoughts are with you. Please call again if you'd like. Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Angel Troy's mommy forever)
P.S. Thank your mom for her cards and guestbook signings.
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 9:33 PM CST

Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 2:12 PM CST
Glad that you're feeling somewhat better Ryan! Keep hanging in there and know that there are LOTS of people praying for and thinking of you! Keep hanging tough.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 1:03 PM CST
Hey Buddy, I am glad you are feeling better. TellMommy she shouldn't be mean to Nana. I love you and Sissy and I miss you both very much.

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:51 PM CST
Great poems...

Isn't it amazing the feelings your kids can make you have. So glad that Ryan and Elizabeth have you guys as parents. You guys are doing an excellent job. Glad to hear you got the card.

Love the Santa picture...Elizabeth is looking so big.....wasn't she just born???? My goodness how time flies.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:16 PM CST
Hi Ryan. You just look so precious sleeping. I bet you are like my little girl! Sleeping so soundly but running around non-stop when you are awake. I was so glad to get back to Texas and away from that cold KY weather.. and guess what?? That cold weather blew in here. Take care, stay warm, and enjoy the Christmas season.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:13 PM CST
Just checking in. I'd like to know what Ryan was thinking when he was on Santa's lap. He sure doesn't look innocent in that picture! :-) But he does sure look sweet when he's sleeping! Isn't it funny how innocent they are when they sleep. I like to just watch my kids sleep and gently run my hand on their cheek. That picture of Ryan sure makes me think of that. You are always in my prayers!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:26 PM CST
Phillip and family
We are beleiving with you and asking god for the Miracle that so many of us need. I know how you are feeling. You are not alone.
God Bless you all
Melody�s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
Hemet, Ca - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:27 PM CST
Phillip, thanks for sharing, as always you bring tears to my eyes. As I told Andrea this week-end, you are both handling this journey admirably and your reactions are normal for what you are going through. I love to watch you interacting with both Ryan and Elizabeth. You make Elizabeth giggle sunshine! Thanks for letting me once again, share a week-end of your beautiful family. Luv,
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:55 AM CST
Phillip,
The love you hold in your heart for your family burst right out onto the page for all to read... lovely, touching, powerful words! Thank you for sharing them with all of us.
Praying that you get exactly what you are asking for for Christmas-
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:21 AM CST
Awesome words Phillip -- the tears are in my eyes and my heart is just so full of admiration for you. I know that Ryan is going to grow up to be a special daddy just like you are! Please give him a big hug from me.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:45 AM CST
Phillip, you have brought me to tears with your heartfelt words in the journal. I KNOW!!!!! You and Andrea are an inspiration to so many and you probably don't even know it. There is so very much to be thankful for, isn't there? Those little things don't matter anymore. What a wonderful feeling, being able to let go of so much trivial stuff and focus on what is really important. Family, love, health and happiness no matter what the situation is. Thank you for your feelings, for writing them down so others can benefit from them. God is working through you, your family and sweet Ryan. I am thankful to know you. God bless you!!!!!!
Always in our prayers,
Tania
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:39 AM CST
Dad,
Really nice entry in the journal, I could feel the love in every word. I continue to keep your family in my prayers. I hope that your Christmas wish comes true.
Tracey
Mn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:30 AM CST
I am new to Ryan's page, but feel connected through the Caringbridge family. I will keep Ryan on my list of those to pray for and will check his site often. Keep strong and keep the faith!
www.caringbridge.org/or/javad
Shannon Mashinchi <smashintwo@hotmail.com>
Happy Valley, OR USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:20 AM CST
Phillip, It was so good to have you do the journal. You are such a good Dad and husband, I am so proud of you. The words you wrote for the kids are so incredibly beautiful. You and Andrea do such a good job with the kids. You are both so strong and I admire your strength. Ryan and Elizabeth are so lucky to have the two of you for parents.
MIL (Sherry) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 11:16 PM CST
Phillip and Andrea,
It's good to see Phillip doing an entry. WOW!!! You guys are handling all of this wonderfully. I know you don't always want to be so strong, but you are doing a wonderful job with it. Keep up the good work.
Ryan, Make sure you give Izzybit and mommy and daddy lots of kisses for me. If all goes well, I'll be down there to see you in a few days.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME
ST PETERS , MO USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:12 PM CST
Ryan,
Hope you are feeling better! When Alex felt bad like that, it was because of an infection in his central line. He had to be on stronger-than-normal antibiotics for that. I hope that's not what's going on with you. We will pray for you to get better, ok, buddy?
Stay strong, guys.
Jen and Alex www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
Heyworth, IL USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:23 PM CST
Dear Ryan,
Sorry you weren't feeling well, but am thankful that you are back home. You are so precioius in the picture of you sleeping at the top of your web page. I will keep praying for you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Monday, November 29, 2004 0:34 AM CST
Hi Ryan,
I sure hope that you are feeling much better... the picture of you asleep is beautiful. I think of you, your mommy, daddy and little sister all the time.
Be well, sweetheart.
Love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Sunday, November 28, 2004 3:10 PM CST
Hi Ryan,
I'm so sorry you aren't feeling well..I
am storming Heaven with prayers for
you..
Trish/LegacyOfHope/PrayerBears <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 12:03 AM CST
Oh Man! This stinks!! I'm glad you were able to come home. I hope they get you feeling better SOON!!! Sending lots of hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:20 AM CST
I will keep Ryan in my prayers. He is adorable.
Tina www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 26, 2004 5:24 PM CST
I am a friend of Nadine's (Troy's mommy) and I just wanted to stop by your site. Ryan looks like an amazing little boy. I will include him in my prayers. May he continue to do well.

Kathy Preis <preisfamily4@aol.com>
Paramus, NJ - Friday, November 26, 2004 4:42 PM CST
Just wanted to say hello and let you know I visited your site for the first time tonite. I will remember your sweet boy in my prayers!
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 11:02 PM CST
Wishing you and yours a wonderful Thanksgiving and happy holiday!
Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS)))!
Bulldawg
b <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, t - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:38 AM CST
Thank you all, and your extended family, for your friendship. We hope that you have a wonderful Thanksgiving!

Love and hugs,
Rhonda and Eddie, Forever Connor's Mommy and Daddy

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:04 AM CST

May you all have a very blessed Thanksgiving this year.
We are very thankful to have such wonderful friends as you all and to see in Ryan's photos that he is looking as great and as handsome as ever!!
Love, Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:29 AM CST

Stopping by to wish you a happy thanksgiving. You're in my thoughts and prayers
www.caringbridge.org/ny/caitlintaylorgunn
Aleta, Mommy to Angel Caitlin <agunn@optonline.net>
West Nyack, NY - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:53 AM CST

Happy morning everyone! Thinking of you this morning and hoping this is a great day. I'd like to send a warm blessing from my family to yours that you have a wonderful Thanksgiving! Keep that smile Ryan - you're precious.

Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:00 AM CST

Hi guys!
Ok, where to start?... Ryan, the new picture of you holding the BEAUTIFUL turkey you made is so cute! You are a very handsome AND talented boy!!! The new pictures on the photo page are wonderful, too. I am so sorry you got so sick, Andrea... but obviously true of the friend you are, in the midst of feeling so horrible you were making phone calls to help your friend who is moving... pretty amazing. I'm glad Phillip was able to take control of the house and kids for you while you were resting. Sounds like perfect timing so you can all enjoy a lovely Thanksgiving together. I continue to pray for all of you, sending positive thoughts and warm wishes today and everyday.
Enjoy the holidays and each other... can't wait to have you all to Minnesota for a visit!
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:00 AM CST

Hey Ryan;

I am so glad to hear that you are better. Hang in there little buddy. I am also sorry to hear about the loss of your friends. Just feel happy that they are in a better place now. I am so jealous of you. I haven't gotten to see "The Polar Express" yet. We are going next weekend to see it. It is showing on the OMNIMAX screen at the Science Center in St. Louis. We saw "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban" there. It was awsome. If you are in town, make some one take you there. It will be really intense. It needs to be someone who can hold you down into your seat when the train takes off. I am also jealous that you get to ride your 4-wheeler at night. It sounds really fun. I hope you, mommy, daddy and your sister have a wonderful holiday. Don't eat too much turkey. You would grow to fast and we might not recognize you. Oh, wait!! That would be a good thing. Eat the whole thing. I have to go now. Tell all the grandmas, grandpas, aunts, uncles, great aunts and uncles and cousins that I said hello.

Love to all.

Cheri
Cheri Charleville <cherittfncyc@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:55 AM CST

Hi Ryan,

I'm writing you from OK tonight. Just had to come by and check on you and your family. I sure like your new pictures. Are you ready for turkey day? We are. The kids are ready TODAY...but we'll wait until Thursday. Hope you have a good day.

Thinking of you guys,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@velocitus.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 5:28 PM CST

JUST WANT TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU ALL HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THANKSGIVING! WE ALL HAVE SO MUCH TO BE TRULY THANKFUL FOR THIS YEAR! RYAN THAT PICTURE OF YOU WITH THE TURKEY YOU MADE IS AWESOME. I CAN'T WAIT TO EAT SOME. BE CAREFUL ON YOUR 4-WHEELER. MAYBE SOME DAY YOU CAN COME UP HERE AND RIDE WITH ALL OF US. WE HAVE A LOT OF FUN ON THEM, SOUNDS LIKE YOU DO TOO!!!I LOVE YOU ANNIE AND PHILLIP AND LITTLE ELIZABETH AND YOU RYAN. AGAIN, HAPPY THANKSGIVING.
AUNT CAROL <carolmccain@fusz.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:18 PM CST

Hey Brown family
Andrea I am so glad you are feeling better. I was really wondering what was going on with all of you. Way to go Phillip for being such a good husband and dad while Andrea wasn't feeling well.

I love the new pictures. I always print them out and put them on my desk at work so I can see all of you everyday. I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving.

Ryan, I really like the turkey you made. Maybe Mom will let you help make one you can eat! Give your sissy a big hug and kiss from me and here's a big smooch and hug for you...XOXOXOXOXO.

Love all of you
Aunt Tina

Tina <minitina2@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:33 AM CST

Hope you're feeling well for Thanksgiving Andera...what an angel Phillip is! Glad to hear Ryan is continuing to feel well and enjoy school and his friends and to just be a 4 year old! Hello Elizabeth!!! Thanks so much for your cards and Sherry has been wonderful in that department as well...I have to get these pictures off to you all...please know you are thought of everyday and prayed for...it's been a bit crazy here....love and hugs(((())))
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
HAPPY THANKSGIVING
kathy/david <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:42 AM CST

Good to have you back. A good indication of how bad you really felt, we didn't talk on the phone for two days, twice this week. I think that is a new record.
Mom <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 10:16 PM CST

I have to let you know that Ryan went to dinner with our family tonight. Kaidrie got both of your cards today and the cute picture of Ryan and she has yet to put the picture down. She keeps looking at it and saying how cute it is. Hoping you all have a great week ahead, and Nana too. You're in our thoughts and prayers.

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:06 PM CST

Hi Ryan. I hope your appt. went well today. You are so cute I can't imagine you being defiant!! :) Tell your dad at least he won't have to cut grass around the house. HAHA!! Have fun riding you lite up 4 wheeler. Lots of hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:10 PM CST

<penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Monday, November 22, 2004 4:34 PM CST

Andrea,
I am so sorry- I put a package of info together for your friend and thought that I had sent it... just found it under a pile of other mail/paperwork. I'll try to get to the Post Office today... otherwise it will go for sure tomorrow.
Hope you and Elizabeth are feeling better, and that Ryan and dad have avoided it!
Take care.
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:53 PM CST

Hey, Ryan,
Are you going to help Mommy cook the turkey this year? I am going out to see Buddy and Debbie and Ashley and Tyler so I won't see you this weekend. Maybe soon, though.

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving. I know our whole family is very thankful for all God's blessings, but especially for you and Elizabeth.
Love you all,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 10:36 AM CST

Good morning young man! Just stopping by to say hi and that I'm thinking of you!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
beach park, IL USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:30 AM CST

Hey Buddy, I hope you have a good week. I will see you at the end of the week with Aunt Nae. Take your medicine like a good boy for Mom and Dad. Give Sissy a big hug from Nana.

Love you, miss you, see you later
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:21 PM CST

Hi Ryan, I hope all is well down in our neighboring state Kentucky. Hope you have a healthy happy turkey day, and yummy too! :) Lots of hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, November 21, 2004 9:37 AM CST

HELLO NURSE!!!!
WOW Im so excited bout the news, Ryan you are kicking cancers BUTT! Today was a boring day and I kept looking out the window thinking you might come by and see us here at the House. I needed a buddy to play with and you were not here. Geez. And yes Phillip I wore pants so I could play and you three didnt come over. =(
But I am so Happy about the drs appointment going so well. I think I will have to tell the the rest of the House.
Well my love and kisses to you all. and the biggest hug to you Ryan.
Miss Rebecca - RMH <Rebecca@rmhnashville.com>
Nashville, Tn usa - Friday, November 19, 2004 4:37 PM CST

Good morning Cutie Patootie Ryan, I hope you have a fantastic weekend and ride that four-wheeler lots. Maybe you can bride mom and dad into taking you to see The Incredibles this weekend, I hear it's great! Ashley wants to see the Spiongebob movie this weekend, but I don't know just how much Spongebob I can handle. Anyway, what ever you do, have a blast doing it. You are growing so fast, you look like a little man now. Take care.
Lots of love and prayers,
Tania ( Ashley's Mom )
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes

Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:26 AM CST

Hey Ryan,
I am so glad to hear that you are doing better. I hope mommy and Elizabeth get to feeling better!I just wanted to say hello and tell you that I miss you!Love ya!
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:51 PM CST

Hi Sweetie, This is Angel Darla.. First time in a lonnngg time I can actually send you a message. ( site wouldnt let me) Think about you and everyday and always keep you at the top of my list when it comes to my prayers.. Hugs to Mommy, Daddy, and baby Elizabeth... Angel hugs 4 ever.. Angel Darla
( Getting the christmas goodies ready...hehehe)
Angel Darla <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:38 AM CST

Good morning young man! Just stopping by to say hello and that I'm thinking of you. I hope that this day brings you lots of sunshine and laughter. Keep hanging tough.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:12 AM CST

Hi Ryan. I am glad to hear you enjoyed the movie. I may take my girls to it now. I will be in your neck of the woods for Thanksgiving. I first learned about you when I was in Louisville in April. You take care and enjoy lots of turkey and dressing next week.
Angel Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 10:52 PM CST

Hi Ryan! Glad to hear you are feeling good! I haven't seen Polar Express, but we have the book. Courtney just read it again last night. Its a cool story. Say hi to mom, dad and your little sister. Always praying for you!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 5:41 PM CST

Hi Ryan!
Well I'm glad to hear The Polar Express is good! We all want to see it, now I know we'll like it! So happy to hear you're doing so well in soccer and school! Wow!! Good for you!
Andrea it's so good to get on his site and read such a wonderful journal....Ryan is amazing. I hope you and Elizabeth start feeling better real soon!! It's almost Thanksgiving!! I have been waiting to finish one of my camera's so I can get some pictures to Ryan....David was a cow for Halloween and I wanted to send him that silly picture! Thank-you so much for your kind words of encouragement, same with Sherry!! You're all wonderful. Feel better!!
Love,
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton, FL USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:00 AM CST

Hi Sweet Ryan,

I'm glad you liked the Polar Express movie. Last year our family got to ride on the Polar Express. Boy, that train goes so fast...then when you get up to the North Pole..its so cold, but then Santa gets on the train and everything was alright again. Devin's Christmas wish: NO MORE CANCER!!! We all agreed with that one.

Hugs to you and your family,

Thanks again for that cute picture.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 10:46 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Ryan and Family.
You are in our thoughts and prayers always.
Hugs,
Angel Gloria and Your Smile Quilt Family <SimplicityMD@comcast.net>
Owings Mills, MD USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:56 AM CST

Good morning young man! A soccer player hey? I bet you're good at it too! Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of and praying for you. Keep Hanging Tough!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:47 AM CST

Hey Ryan, sounds like you had alot of fun playing soccer this year. Spring soccer is fun too, my nephew plays and he loves it. My son Tucker plays football, so we are finished for the year with that,but he's in joining a group called the youth Police Explorers which should be alot of fun, they help the public safety department and police department with a bunch of stuff and they get to go through sortof a police academy training in the summer. I'm so glad to hear you are feeling so good lately, you really are doing fantanstic. You take care of mommy and sissy while they're sick, okay. Hope to see you soon, and tell your mom and Nana Sherry thanks so much for the cards and the pictures they sent to Ashley, she has your picture in a frame in her bedroom. You sure are a handsome thing. Love you lots.
Always praying for you,
Tania
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:29 AM CST

Hi Ryan ~ My name is Michelle and I found your website from Celeste's! You are one handsome young man and I am glad that you are feeling good. Keep smiling, riding your 4-wheeler and having fun!!! I agree with the previous post that you should go see the "Incredibles" if you get the chance. Have a great day and I will continue to pray for you and all those that are sick.

A Friend Always in Jesus Christ,
Michelle Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 5:46 PM CST

Hey Ryan,
Glad to hear that you are feeling well. We went to see the "Incredibles." You might like that one too. Tell mommy I am going to send her an e-mail.
Hugs, Nadine (mommy forever to angel Troy)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Ho, AL USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 4:14 PM CST

Hey Ryan! Just stopping by to say that I'm thinking of you and that you're a pretty special young man! Keep hanging tough!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:27 AM CST

hey Ryan, great picture
on the home page

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY

helen <trula1@comcaset.net>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:00 AM CST

hey ryan,i know it's been a while, but i have been very busy.i am glad to hear your test came back well!!!!!!!!!i am glad you are having fun singing "we are the tiggers"i've got to go to my soccer game.bye!!!!!
KAITLYNN PHILLIPS <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo st.louis - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:16 PM CST

Hi Ryan! I know the song you are singing! When I was in school I was a tiger - a Sherrard Tiger! And the song goes like this...

We are the tigers.
The mighty mighty tigers.
Everywhere we go,
People want to know
Who we are,
So we tell them..
We are the TIGERS!

Glad to hear you are feeling good these days! Keep singing and keep believing!

Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:08 PM CST

Hi Ryan,

We got the CUTEST picture of a soccer player in the mail yesterday!!! Devin's first words were "mom, he looks so grown up". He is so proud of you for fighting this cancer so hard. You are such a brave little boy. I'm glad to hear about your growth spurt. That is exciting news.

Hope you found the lights for your 4 wheeler. Sure sounds like you have a lot of fun on it. I'm so glad.

You have a fun weekend.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 9:47 AM CST

Hey Ryan!!!

Sorry that it has taken so long for us to come back to visit ya. Blake has been really having a hard time adjusting to being Homebound. He also is trying very very hard to stay well around here!!!
We are soooooo glad to hear the news about your tumor shrinking!!! That is wonderful.
Blake has been so happy to get your cards. He has them hiding under his pillow. He takes them out to re-read all of the time especially at bed time so he can pray for you(he also has your picture there!!!!). He has shared your Prayer Card with all of his aunts, Uncles & cousins. He loves the gold & red ribbon pin....these are his FAVORITE colors. He keeps that with him all the time & is always praying for you. He wants complete healing for you soooooooo bad!!!! Just know when you have Blaek praying for you, you have one of the best & most sincere prayer warriors in the USA on your side!!!!
Blake has been taking really good care of his goats & cows. Every one has a name of a person that really means a lot to him. He even has a cow named Ryan for his "friend". So, when you see you friends you can say that there os a "Cow in SC named Ryan"!!!! As far as Blake's schooling goes, he just got his report card today. 2 B's 1 A & 1 C(1 point from a B). He has a real hard time paying attention(even one on one!!!!)so, he has to study really hard each day. But today he proved to himself that the grades are well worth the studying time!!!
Well Bud...........We need to go. I hope you have a great time in school & keep up the singing!!! Singing is a very good thing!! I love to hear Blake singing(especially in the potty.....means all is going good for him LOL)So, keep singing & being Happy!!!

Lots of Love to Ya!!!!

http://www.caringbridge.com/ca/blake

The Stephens Family: John, Julie & The Blakester <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
Greenwood, South Carolina USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 6:04 PM CST

Hi everyone,
Ryan, be careful on that 4 wheeler - I know you are a good driver 'cause you did a good job when you helped me drive my car!!! So Elizabeth is trying to crawl, pretty soon she'll be chasing you around the block Ryan! Have a great week-end all of you -- there is so much to be thankful for as we approach the holiday season. Keep BEE-lieving.

Love you all
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 11:34 AM CST

I AGREE WITH AUNT SUSAN....THANK YOU PHILLIP!!!!!
AUNT CAROL <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 9:47 AM CST

Hi Ryan,
It looks like I'm not going to make it down for one of the soccer games after all if Saturday is the last one.

Hey, Ryan, can you give Daddy a really big, hard hug for me? I want to thank him for being a soldier and taking care of all of us. Isn't he just the greatest?

Be careful riding that 4 wheeler at night. Don't hit any deer or other wild animals.

Love you very much,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 6:16 AM CST

I tried to sign a few days ago but I was crying so much that I just couldn't see through all the happy tears. YAY!!! To such GREAT! WONDEFUL! FABULOUS! AWESOME! news. All these prayers are working. Ryan, you are too precious. And you are becoming quite the big boy. Keep it up!!
You're in our thoughts and prayers daily.
hugs ~
Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:03 PM CST

Hey Buddy - I really miss you guys. I can't wait to see you again. But, Nana would see you everyday if she could. Take care of Sissy for me. Give Mommy and Daddy a big hug. I will see you soon, I hope you get to feeling better.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:09 PM CST

So glad to hear the good news about the MRI. You continue to be in our prayers. God is good!
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, MO - Thursday, November 11, 2004 3:48 PM CST

Just thinking of you.....hope today is a good one for you!!

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:34 AM CST

HOW TOTALLY AWESOME TO HEAR YOUR GREAT NEWS. GOD TRULY DOES HAVE HIS HEALING HAND ON YOUR LIVES AND YOU DESERVE IT. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK RYAN, YOU ARE FIGHTING SO HARD AND STRONG AND YOU ARE WINNING!!!!!
HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL...
AUNT CAROL <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 5:44 PM CST

Awesome news little dude!
Thinking about you!

Shannon A.
Tumbleweed Foundation
<leddedchic@yahoo.com>
Sch. County, PA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 3:44 PM CST

WHAT WONDERFUL NEWS!!! This is just one of many signs that show our prayers are being answered. Give Ryan a kiss for me and tell him he is such a trooper, I'm so proud of that little man.
Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 2:33 PM CST

WOOOHOOHOO!!! GREAT!!! I am so happy for all of you. Enjoy your day!! I'll be smiling all day!! Now just tell those stupid cancerous cells to move on out and never return!!! Lots of hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 11:28 AM CST

So happy for you all that Ryan is doing so well!!!
Continued good health and well wishes to your family-
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:28 AM CST

Wonderful news about Ryan's MRI results. I am very happy for all of you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:36 AM CST

Congradulations on the wonderful MRI news. Finally, some good news from someone. I know how relieved you are, because I feel it every MRI time when we get good results.
Go Ryan!

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:38 AM CST

Andrea and Phillip and sweet precious Ryan, I am sooooooooo overcome with happiness that your MRI results were so fantastic. I know you can breathe now, without that constant worry and ache in your heart. God is wonderful and still working miracles. I am just thrilled for ya'll.
God bless!!!!
Love and prayers always,
Tania
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:48 AM CST

Well......at last...some SUPER GREAT, WONDERFUL, PERFECT NEWS!!!!! Ryan, I am so happy for you and your wonderful family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for sharing...and keep smiling!!!!

Love,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 1:12 AM CST

I am soooooo HAPPY. THANK YOU GOD!!! You guys just keep on keeping on kicking tumor butt.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy, Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Monday, November 8, 2004 11:35 PM CST

Hi there, just stopping by to say hello, that is good news....a stable MRI. Please know that you all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers each and every day. Take care.
Melanie (www.caringbrige.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 10:31 PM CST

At last, tears of JOY on Caringbridge!!!! How happy we are to hear of Ryans latest MRI. I can only imagine what has been going through your mind over the last week, with all the sadness.
Keep up the good work Ryan, and you will beat this bad monster....Take care.

Rita Holte <rchajh@yahoo.com>
Fargo, ND USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 9:39 PM CST

Thank God. This is wonderful news.
Love to you all,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 7:38 PM CST

Thank God for miracles great and small. We can't begin to tell everyone how thankful we are. Thank you all for your prayers and support.

Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 6:45 PM CST

Hallelujah, Praise the Lord, what good news. I am overwhelmed with joy.

Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 4:10 PM CST

Ryan,
I'm stopping by to check up on you- your mom's journal entry is pretty funny- it's those really silly things(like farting on mom and dad) that make the best stories! Glad to read that you are having fun- hope to read that you are feeling well, too! Best wishes- today and everyday.
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, November 8, 2004 9:41 AM CST

Hey little buddy, it is good to know you can still toot. If you pull the covers over mom and daddy's head it will be even better though. Glad to hear you have been riding the big green machine. I know in my heart that God has taken charge of you and that we will have good news from today.Tell mom and Dad that I love them and if they need me they just have to call.Love you all
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem , Mo - Monday, November 8, 2004 6:02 AM CST

I loved the halloween pictures! Somebody is very creative with the pumpkins at your house. I love cuddling with my kids in my bed. I especially love those belly laughs. Keep laughing and keep tickling. :)

Will be thinking of you on Monday and praying for great news. I will be watching for an update.

Michelle and Ben
Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
Ashburn, VA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 11:08 PM CST

Hiya Ryan!
I found your site from Justyn my new yorkian buddy's site!
We this for you:

Love,
Nater Gapa www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com>
Lyndonville, NEW YORK ***USA*** - Saturday, November 6, 2004 11:12 AM CST

Hi,

I came to your site fom Kaidrie's site and I just wanted to stop in and wish you miracles. I will pray for healing and peace for your family. So glad to hear Ryan is on Protocel.

Take Care & Stay Strong,

Laura Hinkle ~ Love Notes Ministry~ <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com>
Weddington, NC USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 5:59 AM CST

Hi Andrea and family,
We'll be thinking about you on Monday and praying for good results! I have to tell you that my son, Heston, (and Haley too sometimes) loves to do the kind of thing you are describing about Ryan farting on you. The two of them can sometimes get a "fartfest" going on! I know that sounds gross, but it's really funny and gets the giggles going big-time. Have a safe weekend and we'll check in on Ryan next week. Love,

Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 4:04 PM CST

Hi,
I found your site through Kaidrie's. I'll be thinking of and praying for you all. And I'm going to add your page to the links I have on my site. If you have a chance, come check it out!

<penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:13 AM CST

Hi!
We are cyber friends of Kaidrie's, and just stopped by to say hi, and let you know we will be praying for you, especially on Monday.
Haley , Cheryl (mom) and family <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 8:48 AM CST

Hi Ryan!
I bet that cake must have tasted good. lol... I'll be praying for your test results on Monday!
~Joanne's Page~
Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 8:21 AM CST

I will be praying for you this weekend as you attend your grandmother's memorial service and also for the results on Monday. I think I came by Ryan's site a few times last spring, but then failed to return. I am glad that I have found his site again. It looks like you have a lot of family and friends from Missouri. God bless.

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:17 PM CST

Oh my goodness!! I am laughing so hard here. Ryan you are such a silly boy. Kaidrie is silly too when she farts. But she says it really softly, almost like a whisper.
Happy Birthday to Ryan's Daddy!!
You all are in our prayers, especially with the weekend ahead and Monday.

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:22 PM CST

HI Ryan,
Happy Birthday to your daddy!! I hope he had a "tootin'" good time!!
Sorry, I just couldn't resist that one. I was laughing so hard while I read your page. It's a good thing that no one was in my house, listening to me, they would'a thought I had definitly lost it!
Anyhow, my name is Eva. I found your link over on Gooch's page, and thought I'd stop in and say hello!!
You sure are a cutie and that jack-o-lantern is pretty awesome!!
So, how did your cake turn out? I'm baking bread tonight. Sort of the "old fashioned" way. I'm using the frozen loaves! I remember my mom fooling my step-dad for many, many years. He'd go to work, and she'd make bread that way, telling him it was very homemade!! Sometimes, us Moms have to do silly things, huh?
I will keep you in our thoughts and prayers as you travel to your beloved Grandmother's service this weekend, and for good results next week!!

Moving FORWARD with you and all of our Caringbridge buddies...
Eva Holland and Rodney Reeves <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreevees, Marne, Michigan - Thursday, November 4, 2004 5:40 PM CST

Andrea,
My 3 year old thinks it's the funniest thing in the world when he lets one rip and says "I Farted!" I must admit I think it's pretty funny too, even though I always correct him and tell him to say "tooted" I hope Ryan is feeling good these days, I will be waiting for you to post his MRI results and praying that they are good.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:44 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILLIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope all of you have a wonderful day today and I'll see you all this weekend!
Love you guys.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:37 PM CST

We are family of Cheyenne, and I just wanted to say you made me laugh with the farting story. Our Dominic is 3 and he loves to fart on us. It must be a boy thing. He giggles and says mommy I farted on you. It is moments like that I love. Some might think gross but not Mommys and Daddys right. We are praying for your family every night and all of the rest of the families everywhere who need it. Ryan is so cute and reminds of Dom. I hope you sleep this weekend. Angela, Adam and Dominic
Angela Busalacchi <abusalacchi@paragonhomelending.com>
West Allis, WI USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 1:16 PM CST

Hi Ryan!! Have a safe trip this weekend and don't be farting in the car!! HEHE!! Thanks for making us laugh. You are always in my thoughts and prayers, Angelique Parker

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:28 AM CST

Happy Happy Happy Birthday Phillip Brown! I know this has been a very difficult week for you and I am so sorry. Phillip, I want you to know how much I love and admire you. I have watched you with your children and with your wife and am very proud that you are my nephew. You are a wonderful, devoted father and husband. I am here for you, anytime, day or night. I celebrate your birthday with joy, the joy of having you as a nephew and being a part of your family.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:08 AM CST

Andrea,

We are praying and praying extra hard for the MRI and continued great news. Fight, fight, fight. This thing can be defeated. Hold your baby tight. You all are very, very special to all of us. God Bless

Roy
Cheyenne's PROUD Daddy forever,
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 10:38 PM CST

Andrea - just want to let you know you and your family are in my thoughts every day. Just remember that as you hold Ryan close to you, God is wrapping his arms around you as well. He loves you very much. Continue to rely on His strength. I pray for peace for you. Ryan's has a very special mom.
Anissa Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
St. Louis, MO 63031 - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:32 PM CST

Ryan & Family,

I have been really bad about signing guest books for a while so I must apologize. I am praying that the MRI results come back with wonderful news. You are in our every day thoughts and prayers. Big Hugs from The Copeland Girls.

Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:08 PM CST

Hi just wanted to let you know I am praying for you and thinking about you.

Jessica'sPlace
Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:40 PM CST

Hi Guys,

What a sweet entry. Yes, it has been a hard week. I know you probably won't get much sleep until you know the results of that MRI. Waiting is so hard. Know that we are thinking of you guys and hoping and praying for a good MRI.

Hugs,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 3:54 PM CST

Andrea, I work with Aunt Renee and have followed your family's difficult journey since Ryan's first diagnosis. Many times including today, I have prayed for you, cried for you, and been in awe of the strength you, Philip and Ryan have shown. This has been such a hard week. I can see God holding Ryan and you especially close to His breast this week so you can know that peace and comfort only He can bring.
Marge <McWe7@aol.com>
St. Louis, Mo - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 3:53 PM CST

Andrea,
I pray to God Ryan's MRI results are good. I know losing all these kids lately just makes you scared to death.. I makes me so scared too. I recently have been feeling just like you, I just want to bottle Mitch up and keep him right by my side (and his smell) forever. It's just so horrible to have to live in fear of losing your child. We must continue on with faith.

Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 1:19 PM CST

Hi,
Your journal entry is beautiful- oh, the wonderful smells of our children!!! I'm not at all embarassed to say ALL my kids snuggle and sleep with me, just like Maddie did- Ashley is 17, Charlotte is 12, and Keegan is coming up on the big #2! I treasure every smell, each noise, every accidental kick, everytime I awake with a chill because someone has snatched the covers... I am constantly reminded of what a gift each of them are, and how fortunate I am to be their mom.
I think of you often, and am sending positive, hopeful thoughts and prayers to you all.
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:57 AM CST

Hey baby, I have your
pretty ribbon hanging
on my refrigerator
so I can always
remember to pray for
you.

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 6:55 AM CST

Hi there,
Stopping by to say hello and let you all know that I am thinking of you. I hope the MRI goes smoothly. Take care.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:34 PM CST

Hi Ryan. We had a busy day today but I thought of you this morning. I hope you had a good day and get great results. I'm glad you had fun riding your 4 wheeler. I bet scaring Mommy was funny!! Sending you hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique Parker

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:01 PM CST

Just thinking of you today as you undergo another MRI. Hoping and praying you get the results you need.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 2:43 PM CST

Hey Sis and Phil, I am thinking about you all and praying that the MRI goes good with great results. If you guys want me there, just lemme know and I'll be there. Remember, flash has wings and can get me there fast!!!!!! I Love You guys sooo much.
Ryan, make sure you give your mommy, daddy, and sissy lots of hugs and kisses for me until I'm able to see you again. I Love You Little Buddy!!!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
AUNT MEME
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:17 AM CST

Hi, Ryan, I am praying for you today. I love you very much.

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:42 AM CST

My constant thoughts and prayers have been with you the past few days. This is such a rough journey for you, for all of us, but especially for you. I miss you all and am sorry I didn't grasp the opportunity to go down this past week-end. I will see if I can talk Nana into making an extra trip -- it might be tough for her, seeing you almost every week-end in one month. Praying for good news from the MRI.

Love you, miss you,
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:28 AM CST

Hi Ryan and Family. I found your website through other caringbridge friends. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! I will be praying for good news from the MRI. My nephew has a diffuse pontine glioma as well so I am praying for a miracle for all of us. http://www2.caringbridge.org/ct/cameron/
Toni Brooks <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 11:10 PM CST

Hey Buddy - I know you will be a good boy for Mom and Dad tomorrow. The doctors are going to give us miraculous news when they tell us the results of your MRI. There are people all over the world lifting you up to God in their prayers tonight. Love you, miss you, see you later!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 10:12 PM CST

Ryan, I just wanted to write you and tell you I love you. You are such a special person to me. I think about you every day and I'm glad you are doing so well. It sounds like you had a pretty exciting weekend. I can't wait to see you next time you make it back to Missouri. I just want to give you the biggest hug in the world, so make sure you tell your mommy to give you and extra hug for me tonight!!! I'll talk to you later.
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, November 1, 2004 4:05 PM CST

Hi there lil Mr. Ryan!!

Just wanted to pop on over and send a big HI from ALL of us over here at The Bridge of Dreams! I pray that your MRI results come out GREAT! Also hopeing that this week goes smoothly. You and your family are in our hearts, oon our minds and in our prayers.
Blessingz & Big Hugz,
Melissa
Melissa www.bridgeofdreams.org <myss911@juno.com>
Lancaster, CA USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:53 AM CST

Hi Andrea - I had to smile at your story about Ryan and the cereal and the bowl. My 4yo daughter Katie is like that all the time - I forever seem to be picking out the wrong food; clothes; shoes; hat and everything according to her. I chalk it up to trying to control what they can in thier lives when there is so much other crappy stuff they have to do and have no control over it.

Hope the MRI goes well and the results are good.
Susan (Katie's Mom) and Katie <harverd@rogers.com; >
Ottawa, Canada - Monday, November 1, 2004 7:11 AM CST

Andrea, I am praying that you start feeling better soon emotionally. I am also praying for the MRI this upcoming week. Take care and God bless.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Wichita Falls, Texas - Sunday, October 31, 2004 11:39 PM CST

Hey kid, we are here for you. You know that I am always only a phone call away. I have even got the trip down to less than four hours (I hope there are no state troopers reading this). I love you forever and for always.
Mom <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 11:24 PM CST

Hey Buddy - I had a good time this weekend with all of you. I can't wait to see you again. Give Mommy, Daddy, and Elizabeth a big hug from Nana. Be sure you hug yourself, okay. Have fun at school this week and be good at the dr. Maybe you will see Ms. Trishy.
nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:53 PM CST

Happy Halloween Ryan and Elizabeth,

Hope you got lots of fun treats this year!!!! We enjoyed seeing your cool pumpkin.

Good luck on that MRI this week. We'll be praying for you!!

Devin and family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 3:39 PM CST

Hey kiddo!!! I'm glad to hear you enjoyed blue's birthday party. Your pumkins look really good. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!

Andrea and Phillip, I know today is a rough day for you. You are all in my prayers. You both are very strong and together you can make it through this. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I'M HERE FOR YOU IF EITHER OF YOU NEED A SHOULDER OR EAR.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Sunday, October 31, 2004 2:37 PM CST

Ryan, I sure hope you enjoy your trip to Louisville, my home town. I am so jealous you are seeing Blue's Clues. I love them. I check on you often but I felt I had to write tonight!
Forever Cheyenne's Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

Hoping that this finds you doing well sweetie.
We'll be keeping you in our thoughts & prayers.

Angel Chris {Gooch's mom} and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~

- Friday, October 29, 2004 6:22 PM CDT

Happy Halloween from Canada! I'm sure it's much warmer for you to go trick or treating than it is for us!! Have fun !!
Tracey <t.reed@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, October 29, 2004 3:43 PM CDT

Ryan I love all your pictures! What a great jack-o-lantern!
Hope you have lots of fun at Blues Birthday party!! I know you will!! Happy Halloween and God Bless!! Lots of cyber hugs ((((())))) and prayers!!!
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy cummings/david fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:03 AM CDT

What great pictures. Have fun this week-end. I am so thankful that everything went so well this week.
Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, October 29, 2004 8:59 AM CDT

What great pictures. Have fun this week-end. I am so thankful that everything went so well this week.
Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, October 29, 2004 8:58 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I hope you have fun at your Blues Party. I enjoyed looking at your pictures. Your pumpkins are really nice. Aunt Steph is having a big halloween party and we are all going to dress up too. Ask mommy and daddy to check this web-site out for you to see if it is something you might be interested in: www.makewish.org/Ben. I found it in a Guideposts Magazine. I have not checked it out yet. Have a Happy Halloween and give Elizabeth a big hug and kiss from me. Tell Mommy and Daddy I love them and sorry I didn't get to spend more time with them when they were home.
Aunt Kathy <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO Pike - Friday, October 29, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

Hey there! How's the super star soccer playin angel. Have a wonderful time at Blue's Clues. It'll be sooooo much fun. Enjoy trick or treating too.
Take care of everyone and give them all kisses for me.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters , MO USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:31 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
Hey, you look good on the Quadbike!
Our son Matty has a Quad and he loves it! especially when he gets MUDDY!
Take Care, Hope the MRI scan goe's well.

love

www.caringbridge.org/europe/matty

Jackie Woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro,Cornwall, ENGLAND - Thursday, October 28, 2004 3:42 PM CDT

Hey you Super Star Soccer Playing Angel, I know you are gonna have lots of fun this week-end at the Blues Clues party and then trick or treating. Don't let your daddy eat all of the good candy!
Love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you, miss you
Give Elizabeth a kiss for me
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 3:02 PM CDT

Hello, how are you. You guys don't know me and I do not know you but we do know two in common. I know Carla, Cameron's mom, we went to high school together and I know the lord. Through him all is possible. I was on Cameron page a read your insert so how could I not come by and give some hope and faith to you guy. Keep you heads up and believe.
Steven Gibau <s_gibau@yahoo.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 12:53 AM CDT

Hey Ryan you goodlookin' little man! I hope you have a fantastic Halloween. You are gonna be so great as the Red Power Ranger. Andrea, I hope you had a wonderful birthday and I hope to see you all soon.
Love you all,
Tania & Ashley
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:40 AM CDT

What a wonderful present you got Andrea. Ryan, you are such a cutie. So thoughtful and caring. We're praying for you all each and every day.

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

Sounds like you had a great birthday Andrea. Phillips' birthday will top yours because that's the day you will get the results from the MRI that shows the chemo is kickin' butt!

Ryan, that was a very special birthday gift you gave your mom. The next time I am in Kentucky I think we should make some presents for all your favorite people. Like Aunt Nae and Nana and Aunt Nae and Uncle Bill and Aunt Nae and Meme and Aunt Nae and Uncle Cory and Aunt Nae and Aunt Susan! Love you, miss you, love you, miss you, keep BEElieving!
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 7:29 AM CDT

Hi kids. Hope our little buddy is doing good with his chemo. Sorry to hear about Jackie and Billy. It is good you guy's are with your dad. BJ called and he is doing good. Love ya's and will keep the prayer's going.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem , Mo USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 5:36 AM CDT

Hi Ryan - I hope your chemo helps this week. I'm still praying for you and have sent prayer requests to church again. Well I've got to go to bed. Bye!
KAITLYNN PHILLIPS <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, Mo - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:16 PM CDT

Hey Ryan - I hope that this week isn't too rough on you! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Keep hanging tough young man!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I wish you an easy chemo week and lots of hugs for your mom and her family. Lots of hugs,thoughts, and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com >
ohio - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:25 PM CDT

Annie, I am so sorry to hear about Grandma Jackie. She was always so good to include Dustin in her family so many times. I called Dustin and told him, he said that's very sad and he's sorry for all you have to go through.
You have certainly had your share sweetie.
God be with you, Phillip, of course Ryan, and baby Elizabeth.
aunt barb <partney.inc@earthlink.net>
st louis, mo usa - Monday, October 25, 2004 6:42 PM CDT

Andrea,
I am very sorry to hear about your grandmother, I know how sad I was when mine died, even though it was her time. I will pray Ryan has a good chemo week (if there is such a thing) Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:38 PM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear about Jackie! Family is such a wonderful thing and when one passes on - it hurts everyone and everywhere!

Perhaps the Pumpkin Patch this week!!!?!?!?

Thoughts and prayers are always with you.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:14 AM CDT

Andrea, I am so sorry to hear about Jackie. Even though we know she is free from her suffering now, it is hard to let go and be happy for her.

Special prayers this week for chemo week. Hopefully all will go well.

By the way Andrea, Happy Birthday tomorrow! Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 8:09 AM CDT

Hey Ryan;

Saw the new photos. you are awesome. I see you went to a Cardinals game last week with Uncle Cory. You got to see a great game. GO CARDS!!! Hope you have a good week this week. Don't stay up too late watching the Series.
Cheri Charleville <cherittfncyc@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just stopping by to say hello and check on you ~ leaving you lots of Hugs,
Jean

Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
- Saturday, October 23, 2004 1:02 AM CDT

Hey Buddy - I know you and Daddy are busy planning a big surprise for Mommy's birthday on Tuesday. She could use some cheering up. It won't be long until you get to see Blue. I may see you next weekend. I love you, I miss you, I'll see you later.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 22, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

thinking of you today and hoping that this weekend is filled with lots of fun things! Keep the good attitude up young man.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:26 AM CDT

Hey guys, have a great week-end. Hope Phillip likes working with his new CO even if Ryan insists on letting everyone see the impish side of his personality!! I am sure the CO will be exposed to the adorable Ryan also. You know, it takes a while to train him again after a few wild days with Uncle Cory!

Praying for a smooth week next week, for Mom, Dad and especially Ryan. Also praying for your Grandma Jackie.

Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, October 22, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
We are so glad to hear you feel well recently. Looking at your pictures brights our days and make us laugh :) You are really funny and cute. We are praying for your next MRI and wish God grant you everything you need. Please tell Mom many thanks for her coming Esther's site and praying for us which we are definitely in need of.

Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Thursday, October 21, 2004 9:34 PM CDT

Saying hello ... you're in our thoughts and prayers. I got a kick out of the new pictures. You are too adorable.

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Thursday, October 21, 2004 1:51 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,I have not written you in a long time but I check your website every day or so.I hope you have a great Halloween.We are doing a hayride for all the kids in our neighborhood.I wil continue to pray for you and your family...Linda
Linda Kneisler <lindamarko1@yaoo.com>
Savannah, Tn USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 8:00 AM CDT

Hey Guys!!!! I was just stopping by to say HI and check in on you all, seems as though the week has been sooo hectic that I havent had much time to do that. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 7:16 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, from Haley. She wants you to know that she received your card in the mail and says thank you. She says her prayers for you. She wants to tell you that her brother also has a Spiderman costume and he likes to pretend that Mommy is the Green Goblin. Love, from
Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Hey Buddy!!! You are going to be a great Spiderman for Halloween. But, have you told everyone what else you are doing that weekend? Andrea and Phillip, time flies and it really seems to be speeding by, but you are both taking advantage of every second you have with you precious little ones and that is all any of us can do when our kids are small. It seems like only yesterday you were playing in the dirt, eating cat food, and pushing Brownie around in your baby stroller. I love you all very much and am here for you anytime you need me.

Love, Mom, Nana, MIL
Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

Hi all,
I sure hope you enjoy your time at the pumpkin patch as much as we did. I will be sure to say some extra prayers for Ryan's next MRI. Mitch will be due to have one at the end of November. Ryan will make a great spiderman, and I'm sure the baby will be cute as a bug as a ladybug. ha.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

Hello Ryan! It was great to see you this weekend, I sure did miss you. Your pictures are very cute.Tell baby Elizabeth hi for me and mommy and daddy. Have fun at the pumpkin patch and have a great safe Halloween. Love ya!
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:29 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! Your pictures are so funny! Have fun with your class at the pumpkin patch. Watch out, Elizabeth is rolling over, pretty soon she will be sneaking off with your toys. HAHA!! You will definitely be in my prayers for your mri and always! Lots of love, hugs, thoughts, and prayers, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, I know how difficult it is building up to chemo week and then chemo week itself. At least now you know what side effects there could be and everyone else can be alerted on what to watch for. Stay strong and remember how much we all love you. Remember Nana and Aunt Nae are only a phone call away - we can be there likkity split (especially with Aunt Nae driving). Love you
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:28 AM CDT

Ryan, you are such a clown. I love the pictures. It was good to see you this weekend. Tell your mommy I wish I could have chated longer, but it was so crowded. Sorry I missed you at church Sunday. I bet everyone was glad to see you all. What are you going to be for Halloween? Ally is going to be Tinkerbell. I hope she doesn't get too cold. Tell your mommy and daddy Hi for me. Take care.
Love, Ashley and Allyson Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 2:18 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Boy do you look like a silly kid in those pictures. Looks like you were having some fun. Thats good to see...you keep having fun. Pick out a good pumpkin at the pumpkin patch.

Thinking of you,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 10:42 AM CDT

Ryan, you are crackin' me up in those pictures. You look like you have grown a mile since I met you in March. We will have to see you soon. We are always praying for you.
Your mom says you want to be the Red Power Ranger for Halloween, well, I think you would be the best one ever. You have such big muscles!!

Love you,

Tania & Ashley
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 8:56 AM CDT

Hey fella', Uncle Cory took some great shots of you. Well, the fun's over now so it's back to school! Give sweet Elizabeth a kiss for me.

Love you, miss you, love you, miss you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:42 AM CDT

Hey handsome! At least Uncle Cory was able to capture the Ryan that we find so entertaining. I am glad you had a good time with Grandma Pat and Papa Bob. I miss you.
Give baby sister a hug for me. Be good for Mommy and Daddy.
Love you miss you see you later!!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 10:28 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello!!! I'm praying for all of you.
Angel Caitlin's Story
Aleta, Mommy to Angel Caitlin <agunn@optonline.net>
West Nyack, NY - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:52 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Ryan, and Lizzie,
It was sooo good to see all of you at the family reunion. I enjoyed watching Ryan playing and sliding on the playground and also enjoyed holding baby Lizzie. Phillip, thank you for letting me hold your precious little one for so long! Ryan, keep helping Mom and Dad take care of your little sis! Love you all!
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Monday, October 18, 2004 7:05 PM CDT

Hello Ryan and
family, just
wanted to tell
you those little
ribbons are such
a great reminder
to pray for Ryan
DAILY!!!!!

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 6:39 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,this is Kaitlynn.You are VERY lucky to have such a nice aunt!!!!Mrs.Kessler is nice and is also very caring.I hope you have been getting better as the days go by!I have been praying for you EVERY night.I wish i could meet you,because you look like very nice person.Also I enjoyed your pictures.I thought they were pretty funny!!!!!!!!Talk to you later,I have to go.BYE!
KAITLYNN PHILLIPS <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
florrisant, mo U.S.A. - Monday, October 18, 2004 5:33 PM CDT

hey superstar. I just put some new pictures of you on the photo album. Remember dancing for me and Aunt Heather. You sure are a silly boy!
I love you and miss you SOOOOOO MUCH!!!
LOVE YOU SEE YOU LATER
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO usa - Monday, October 18, 2004 12:09 AM CDT

Hey Ryan!!! We are glad you are back from St Louis and feeling pretty well! We will pray for those stinky headaches to go away, ok? Sleep lots, drink lots of water and keep on fightin! You're going to kick cancer's buns and you're doing a great job!!!
Lots of love in IL for you,
Jen and Alex
Jen Scott www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
Central, IL USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:20 AM CDT

Sounds like you're enjoying every minute of every day! You keep going my friend. Sounds like you have lots of family that loves and adores you.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangle@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:10 AM CDT

Well kiddo, your visit to Nana and Uncle Cory is over, the colorfest is over so you must be back home again! Guess you had lots of fun, let's see that's like about every week-end now you are having soooo much fun!

Know what Ryan? Love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you, miss you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 8:29 AM CDT

Thank you, Mr. Ryan, for the cool package you sent to Connor! He was so excited to receive it. Sounds like you have had quite a busy week! You make SURE to keep everyone on their toes, O.K.? We love you and continue to pray for good news for you.

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom

**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, October 17, 2004 7:08 AM CDT

Hi Ryan - You sure were funny when I got to see you. I had to go to school so I didn't get to see you as much as Mom did. Good luck in soccer and school. Glad you are feeling good and I can't wait to see you again.

Tony
Tony
Euruka , MO USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 0:49 AM CDT

Stopping by to say hello, and to thank you for the wonderful package you sent us a few weeks ago. Both girls have your card sitting on their night stands and Kaidrie touches the pin and says "hello, Ryan" every night she climbs into bed. It's so sweet. You're in our thoughts and prayers daily.

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Saturday, October 16, 2004 11:55 PM CDT

Hey there kiddo! I'm so glad you had so much fun with Uncle Cory and Aunt Heather. I think it's very thoughtful of Uncle Cory to offer his time for the game!!! Have fun this weekend and kiss everyone for me!!
Uncle Cory--If you decide to take Ryan and not give him back, you have to promise to share him with me!!!! It was good to see you guys enjoyed him so much. I know it means alot to you when he stays there. Thanks for doing the journal and letting all of us know how much fun you had!!!
Love you all very much!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS , MO USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
You are so lucky to have such an unselfish uncle that would sacrifice his time to take you to one of the remaining Cardinals' games. That's one of the things we love about Uncle Cory! :) Of course, If there were some tickets that mysteriously appeared, and if it works out that Uncle Cory can't make it, I'm sure one of your other family members would be happy to make the sacrifice!

I am so glad you're feeling good and having so much fun. Give Mommy and Daddy a hug and kiss for me when you get home,
Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, October 15, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

Wow Ryan, sounds like you are having fun at Uncle Cory's. Of course anything you do with Uncle Cory is fun since you think Uncle Cory is the top dog! Have fun at the Colorfest this week-end.
Miss you, love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you

Aunt Nae
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, October 15, 2004 9:36 AM CDT

Ryan, you are just having too much fun with your uncle Cory and Aunt Heather. I'm sure they never want to give you back to mom and dad. I want to see some of those silly pictures! Those are the best kind. Remember, I am always praying for you and love you lots.

Kisses,
Tania & Ashley
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, October 15, 2004 7:36 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
Oh boy it sounds like you are having a great time buddy! We love to play Uno in our house too, except I think it is the stinky boys that cheat:) Just kidding big guy, I am so glad that you are feeling so well, please tell your wonderful family hello. Take care.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 9:44 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! We need to hook up sometime b/c Harlei's favorite game is Uno and guess what her favorite food is .... yep, you guessed it, chicken tenders and french fries. When she gets to pick a special restaurant for her birthday or special occassion she picks Red Lobster and still gets chicken tenders kids meal!!???!!! HAHA! oh my, you turkey birds!! :) I'm glad you have been feeling well and making your family laugh. Give your sister a hug from us. Lots of thoughts,prayers, and hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, October 14, 2004 6:39 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, Sorry I haven't written in awhile. I have only been able to read your journal daily, but not write. Anayway, I just wanted to tell you HI and let you know I'm still praying hard every day for you. Give your mommy, daddy, and baby sister a kiss for me. We love you!!!
Ashley and Allyson Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisisna, MO - Thursday, October 14, 2004 1:53 PM CDT

Hello Ryan!
Wow you sound like such a fun guy to be with! I love all your energy! Just wanted to let you know you are always in our prayers and thoughts sweetie. Hope today is a great day for you!!!
Love,
Kathy-mom to Dave
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 10:24 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! I am sending this note to you from Virginia. We aren't really that far away from where you live. I bet it is beautiful there right now. My kids love to play games and they love Spongebob. Any they all love to ride on their grandpa's ATV. You look like you are having a lot of fun. Your picture in the sand is awesome! :)

Take care. Have faith and hope!
Love,
Michelle and Ben
www.caringbridge.org/va/benjamin
Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
Ashburn, Va - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 11:19 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I hope you feel better soon. I will make a prayer request for you at my church. Mrs. Kessler is my teacher and she told us about you. Until next time, bye!
Kaitlynn Phillips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:54 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! How's your day going? We are going to be able to go home to Bowling Green (that's by Louisiana) and visit this weekend and go to the Colorfest. Are you going to be at Colorfest too? I would love to meet you and give you a big, huge, HIGH-5! I hope everything's going great and the rest of the family is enjoying the Fall weather.
Christina Hays <moshutterbug@yahoo.com>
St. Robert, MO USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 12:45 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, what a handsome young man you are!! I got your link from Jakey Bear's page. I want you to know that I will be praying for you. My little girl Caitlin also had a pontine glioma and she used Protocel as well. She would take it straight. Caitlin went to Heaven in February. I'm sure she would be happy to look over you. I will check on you again very soon.
Angel Caitlin's Story
Aleta, Mommy to Angel Caitlin <agunn@optonline.net>
West Nyack, NY - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:52 PM CDT

Well, we aren't from St Louis, but we used to be! I was trying to think if we would know your family at all, but that is a big town. ;) But you never can tell!!

This is Alex's mom again in Illinois...glad to hear you got to have some fun! Hope you are feeling all right most of the time and will keep getting better. We are keeping you in our prayers!

Love,
Jen
Jen www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
Central, IL USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 11:47 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! i just finished looking at your cool website. I work with your great aunt Renee in St. Louis and gosh, does she LOVE you!!! What a wonderful family you have.
Have a Happy Halloween -- i can't wait to see your costume on here. God bless you all. Debbie Zeller
D. Zeller <itzdaz@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:52 AM CDT

Stopping in to say hello and that I'm thinking of you. I pray that this week brings you lots of sunshine and laughter. You are a super young man and have filled so many hearts with love and joy! Sounds like you're keeping Nana real busy!!! Keep hanging tough.
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 9:27 AM CDT

What a wonderful day Saturday was. Ryan was a delight and I can never get too much of Elizabeth. I was stunned by the overwhelming support of our family at the auction. The tears, the laughter, the DONATIONS! Thank you to our Aunt, Ann Becker, for organizing the family reunion again this year. It was the best ever!

Ryan, have fun at Nana's and Uncle Cory's this week. I know you will, you can't help but have fun, 'cause fun follows you whereever you go!

Love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you, miss you
Aunt Nae
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:50 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Wow!! It sounds like you're having way too much fun at Nana's house this week. I hope you have fun every minute of every day. I am still praying for you and miss you. Ashley would like to see you again soon. Tell mommy to let me know when you will be at Vanderbilt and maybe we can come down there and see you again.

Lots of love and prayers,

Tania & Ashley
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan, Brady and Brandon,
It sure was fun playing soccer Saturday. I'll have to practice for next year because you guys are waaaayyy too good! Keep Nana on her toes this week. Bee good and remember how much everybody loves you all. Tony too. Bye,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:08 AM CDT

HI EVERYBODY, IT WAS INDEED, A WONDERFUL FAMILY REUNION. RYAN WAS SO FULL OF ENERGY AND SMILES, HE KEPT SAYING
"HEY I WANNA SHOW YA SOMETHIN" ONCE HE DID A SOMERSAULT ON THE WALK AT THE PARK, IT WAS SO NEAT, HOW PROUD HE WAS! I WAS SO IMPRESSED AT HIM AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY. IT WAS SO NICE TO SEE THE AUNTS AND UNCLES:UNCLE BILL AND AUNT TATA, UNCLE SONNY AND AUNT BARB, AND AUNT SISSY AND UNCLE HARVEY, WE REALLY NEED TO KEEP HIM IN OUR PRAYERS. ALL THE NEW BABIES IN THE FAMILY. I THOUGHT IT WAS THE BEST EVER.
LOVE ALL YOU GUYS. AUNT SISSY, THE AUCTION WAS AN AWESOME IDEA. RYAN YOU SURE ARE COOL KICKING THAT SOCCER BALL..GOOD JOB. CAROL SUE

AUNT CAROL <carolmccain@fusz.com>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 2:40 PM CDT

Hey Andrea and Phillip,
It was really good seeing you this weekend. I promise I'll take good care of him for you this week. I just wanted to let ya know that I'm thinking of you and to say hello. Kiss that baby from her favorite Aunt!!!!!!!!!!

TO THE CHARLEVILLE FAMILY...What can I say other than WOW!!! I have seen the ones that have checked in already and I can only imagine that there will be more to follow after tonight. I know I can't speak for Andrea and Phillip, but I wanted to thank you all for everything that everyone did yesterday. I always knew that we had the kind of family that can really pull together in the time of need. I never in my wildest dreams would have thought it could be like that. You can't begin to imagine how great it was for me to see the kind of love and support that was there. So many people to thank and for so many different reasons. But, how do you and where do you start? It means sooo much to all of us. I will keep you all posted on all of the local benefits for Ryan and family.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme (Amy) <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:48 PM CDT

Hey Little Guy,

Hope this week was a good one for you. Have you picked out your pumpkins yet? Its getting closer....my kiddos are wanting to pick out some pumpkins SOON. We grew some in the garden, but they aren't going to be big enough to carve.

Check on you again soon,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Hi Ryan....and Ryan's mommy, daddy and baby sister. It was nice to see you at the Family reunion:)

Love and God Bless you all,
Jeff, Cheri, Matt, Jesse, Sarah and Abby Charleville
Jeff & Cheri Charleville <march302001@hotmail.com>
O'Fallon, MO 63366 - Saturday, October 9, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

Ryan, It was so good to see you at the Charleville Family reunion I hadn't seen you since you were a tiny baby. I had more fun at this reunion than I had in years. I'm just sad that our rallying point had to be you. The family really seemed to come together today. Lots of laughter and lots of tears. You know what they say; "It takes a child to help us see what we are missing sometimes". Kiss Elizabeth for me. Say hi to your Mom and Dad. Amy, keep us posted on any local fundraising efforts. We will do what we can.

Love to all Cheri
Cheri Charleville <cherittfncyc@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

Just coming by to wish you a happy, fun-filled, headache free weekend. We are always praying, praying, praying and hope to see you again soon.

Love,
Tania & Ashley
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, October 8, 2004 12:19 AM CDT

Just checking in on Ryan and hoping that those headaches go away soon! All of our love and prayers,

Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 11:49 PM CDT

Hey buddy, Thank you so much for the wonderful pictures. You are too cool and your baby sister is so pretty. I hope you are feeling better today. I hope you don't fall to many times, that really hurts the knees doesn't it? I really am sorry I did not get to come see you last weekend with Nana. But I hope we can come real soon to see you. I will call Nana and see when we can come. I really miss you and Elizabeth, (Mommy and Daddy too) But I miss you most. Can't wait to see you and again thanks for my picture. I made a copy of it, so I have one at home and one on my computer at work so I can see you everyday. Love, Hugs and kisses.
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, mo - Thursday, October 7, 2004 6:21 PM CDT

Hey guys, sounds like
Ryan is having some
fun. I like those
blow up things, too

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

Hi Ya'll, once again, thanks for coming by to visit Ashley's site and sign her guestbook. I also want to thank you for sending Ashley the cards. She loves them and she wears Ryan's prayer pen all the time, everywhere she goes. She is quick to tell people what it is and tells them to pray for Ryan too. She is such a sweetheart. I hope ya'll have a good weekend. We are going to East Tenn. for a reunion/memorial for Craig's dad who passed away a few years ago. Have fun this weekend and remember, you are ALWAYS in our prayers.

Lots of love,
Tania & Ashley
www3.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
MT. Juliet, Tn - Thursday, October 7, 2004 7:41 AM CDT

Hey kiddo!!! Just checking in to see how you are doing. I will call you guys tomorrow to check in. I can't wait to see you guys. You better be taking good care of that baby sister of yours. Also, better be taking good care of mommy and daddy for me. I have all kinds of cute pictures of you guys from California. I will get them to you soon. And, thank you for all of my pictures from there. I got your soccer picture to!! You are tooooo cute.
I LOVE YOU BUDDY!!!!!!!!
Stay Strong and KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO usa - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:35 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Elizabeth,
I got some really cute pictures in the mail the other day. I thought 'now who can this really handsome big boy be? He must be a famous soccer player. And look at this beautiful baby girl? She looks like a movie star!' Then I read the note and guess what? It was You and Elizabeth! Thank you so much. You are now on my wall of fame!

Did you give Aunt Nae all my hugs and kisses, because I could really use one right now. I hope you are feeling on top of the world today. I have your picture on my desk so I can look at you and pray for you all day long. See you Saturday, cutie pie,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 12:41 AM CDT

So sorry to hear about Ryan having headaches. It probably is just the protocel, I know when Mitch started taking it he had alot of headaches. Ryan remains in our daily prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 12:03 AM CDT

Meme said it really good, You are all four very loved and you have multitudes of people that will do anything they can to help out. Ryan, can you have all of your friends pray for Sadie's doctors to find out wha tis wrong with her and to pray she gets well really soon. Can't wait to see you this weekend. Love you, miss you, see you later!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 5:11 AM CDT

Hey Mr Ryan........How are you? I'm sorry to hear that you have been having headaches again. I pray for you a bunch of times a day. I know it really worries your mommy and daddy. Can't wait to see you again real soon!!! I Love You kiddo, stay strong.
Andrea and Phillip, I know all the recent events are tough on your guys. I can't even imagine. But my arms have always been there to wrap around you and my shoulders for you to cry on. They aren't going anywhere. I Love You Guys sooo much. I not only pray for Ryan, but for all of you! I am so proud of you all. Your strength and courage is unbelievable! I Love You guys!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!

Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO 63376 - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

Hi ryan! I know your Ant Debbie. She is my sistter's six grade teacher at cold water. I have to go!

BYE!!!!!!
Courtney Phiilips <phillipsfamily@bigfoot.com>
Florissant, mo USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:27 PM CDT

Andrea,
I am glad to hear that Ryan is doing okay. I was worried when Sherry said he was not feeling so good the other day. He is going to have days like that, and I am sure they must worry you. But you have to think positive thoughts for his health's sake. The mind is a wonderfully powerful thing. If given the chance, it can heal the body. So help Ryan to think positive, and don't let those negative thoughts in!
Love,
your cousin Brenda
Brenda Manion <jenni@robsoncom.net>
Sun Lakes, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 3:03 PM CDT

Boy Ryan, am I sore from wrestling with you on Saturday night. You were too strong for me although I did make you say Uncle Bill, Uncle Cory, Uncle Chris and Uncle Buddy a few times! I had lots of fun with you and Sissy this week-end. You are just too precious and remember you are really lucky 'cause you have the best Nana in the whole wide world! (And your mommy and daddy are pretty special too!)

See you this week-end at the family reunion!

Love you, miss you, love you, miss you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, October 4, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

Ryan,

Devin and Kara like those blow up things too. Lots of fun to burn off energy that way.

We are thinking of you and your great family.

Hope those darn headaches leave you alone.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 4, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

Hi Ryan!!
Thank you so, so , soooooooo much for the package of cool goodies that Kody got in the mail this weekend.
He and his brother Kolin had the greatest time blowing up balloons and then torturing me by running after me and popping them.....Boys!! :0)
I put a photo of Kody with all his things on his site last night if you'd like to pop opn by for a visit.
We hope you day is a really good one today and that you have lots and lots of fun playing and getting into little boy trouble! :0)
Love, Kim, Kody and the "K" Krew
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~

- Monday, October 4, 2004 8:35 AM CDT

Hey Buddy-I really had fun wuth you. We will have to get together again soon. I don't know if I ever played so many games of Sorry. But, we will play UNO next time. Nana will buy several decks. But, now that you are a big boy you won't lose them. I have to go to work. Love you, miss you, see you later. What does Nana's big furry friend say, TTFN!!!@!!!

Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 4, 2004 6:13 AM CDT

Just checking in on Ryan. Glad to read that he had fun with Nana and that Mom and Dad had a little break. That's so important! We want you to know you are never far from our thoughts and always in our prayers. Love,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 2:02 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Cheyenne and I were just reading your update from yesterday and wanted to tell you hello. Sorry ot hear about the hard time yesterday, we are praying that you just get better and better. No more falling, OK? Tell you mom, dad, Nana and Papa hello for us.

God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Saturday, October 2, 2004 9:59 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! I'm so happy you had a safe and fun trip!! I bet mom and dad are excited to get some alone time and eat a hot meal. I'm used to eating a cold dinner. HAHA! Lots of thoughts, prayers, and hugs, Angelique Parker

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, October 2, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I am so glad that you got your family together at Disneyland. It's a very magical place.
Your nana's story is so sweet. I'm glad you know that the angels are always with you.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Friday, October 1, 2004 10:13 PM CDT

Sheri that was such a beautiful entry. And so full of innocence. Thank-you so much for sharing that incredible story. I have had situations with Dave where he matter of factly tells me he will not be an attorney when he grows up because he won't be growing up so he wants to make the best of each moment. You're right, your heart just goes into your throat and it's so hard to swallow. These children are filled with grace and strength and I'am constanly amazed....Ryan is always in our thoughts and prayers. Love,
Kathy-mom to David
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 8:15 PM CDT

Ryan
I am having so much fun with you today, going for a walk and playing soccer. You are doing really great even if you are having a "little trouble" today as you put it. It will be lots of fun to go to your soccer game tomorrow and apple picking. I can take some apples to Aunt Susan and she can make us an apple pie for the picnic next Saturday.
Otay Aunt Susan?
Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, October 1, 2004 3:31 PM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
I'm glad your OK and back home. It's no fun being sick, is it. That medicine must be pretty yucky.

Tell Nana and Aunt Nae hi for me, but don't give Aunt Nae any of my kisses!

Love you
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, October 1, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Nana Sheri emailed me this morning and said you were on the way to the doctor in Nashville because you're not feeling too good. I have been thinking about you all morning and praying that God will wrap you up in big healing hugs. Hey - how'd my heart get so wrapped up in you? - You must be awfully special because I think about you all the time! Hope you are feeling better!
Christina Hays <moshutterbug@yahoo.com>
St. Robert, MO USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 9:16 AM CDT

Hi ya'll, I love Nana's story. Of course it made me cry, but it is such a precious story. Ryan is a special little man and I have no doubt that he talks to his angels. I believe in our guardian angels with all my heart and I love that he does too. Ryan, you are such a sweet boy and I love to see new pictures of you. You have grown a mile since I met you in March. And your little sissy has grown too. I hope to see you very soon. Have a good weekend and kiss your sissy for me.
All our love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, October 1, 2004 7:31 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I found your site through another. Your trip sounded so fun and made me homesick for so. Cal! I must also add that you have a great nana to add an entry to your journal :)

I want you to know that I am rooting for you from California and sending extra prayers your way. And keep talking to the angels! A friend of ours told my daughter to talk to her angels to help her get better.

I will check in again soon to see how you are doing.
XXOO, Marey

http://caringbridge.org/ca/ali
Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 30, 2004 11:45 PM CDT

Hi Ryan!!
WOW Buddy...Your trip to Disneyland sounds like so much fun!!
How did you like the ocean? Playing in the sand is so much fun, isn't it? Were you able to take home some seashells?
Are you helping Mom with baby Elizabeth? She sure is a cutie pie...and Ryan, you are such a GREAT big brother!!
Take care Hunny....remember, we love you lots and are praying for you to feel better and better every single day!!
Love, Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~

- Thursday, September 30, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

What a handsome young man you are! I'm glad you had some wonderful family time in Disneyland. God is working through you, little guy, to make wonderful times for your family. I visit your site regularly and wanted to sign in and say hi. What a tough guy you are!
Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com>
McCordsville, IN - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

Hey kiddo and family!!!!! It's so neat to get on here and read all of the messages from people who are commenting on our trip and the fun.... and of course, hearing their stories. It's like reliving it all over again! I got my pics back today and some of them are sooo cute. I have Mr. Ryan sleeping in his Mickey ears too, remember that one? I hope this week is still going good for you. I'll try to call you tomorrow. Have fun this weekend, sorry I can't come down.
LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye love you see you later, bye love you see you later!

Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO 63376 - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 8:06 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Sending you hugs all the way from Canada! I'm glad you had a great trip. I love the ocean and live very far away from it. Winter is coming and it gets very cold and snowy here.
Love,
Tracey
Tracey <t.reed@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 5:22 PM CDT

Glad you all had a great trip to Disney Land. Praying for you.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Wichita Falls, Texas - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,

Wow!! It sounds like you had a FANTASTIC, AWESOME, SUPER-DUPER trip with your family!! I'm so happy for you. Could you believe how HAPPY everyone working at Disney is? I remember when I went I thought it was the best, most special, place in the whole world! And you got to do my favorite thing...play on the beach. You're so lucky! Did Elizabeth try to eat the sand? :)

I hope you are having fun now that you are home. Good luck with the soccer games. Do great in school and learn LOTS!!

I read the journal that Nana wrote. So, you talk to the angels? That's so neat. Maybe some time you can write in the journal and tell us all about them. I'm sure we'd all love to hear about your adventures with them. I know a little girl who told me she talked to angels too. They must think you are extremely special to visit with you all the time. Maybe Mom & Dad would let you tell us all about them someday.

So, are you ready for Fall? I saw some leaves falling from the trees this week and I love the Fall air. Do you smell the "Fall" in the air in Kentucky?

Have a great week! Prayers & Love!
Christina Hays <moshutterbug@yahoo.com>
St. Robert, MO USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 10:54 AM CDT

Ryan - I totally believe in angels! They are awesome. I prayed last night for you to not only God, but my mother and grandmother and told them how special you were and how much your parents needed you. I know that they will watch over and protect everyone. You keep growing young man - you're so special to everyone!
Mrs. Linda Hoover <secureangel@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Could you do me a favor and tell those angels to be sure to watch over my son Mitch. I'm pretty sure they already have been but just to be sure you could tell them for me.
I'm so glad you guys had fun on your trip. We went to Disneyland for Mitch's wish trip and had the time of our lives.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 9:08 AM CDT

Thank you Nana Sherry for sharing that story with us. The innocence and purity of heart in these young children is one of the things that allows us to continue to know that the Lord is always there and that the Angels watch over us.

All of the California pictures so far have been great. I am just so glad you all had so much fun!

Ryan, I will see you soon. Love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:39 AM CDT

Uhm, Ryan, don't tell anybody, but you lost your legs! Are they still in the water? That's a really funny picture. Nana said you have grown 3 inches, but it sure doesn't look like it!

I'm so glad you had so much fun and that God and his angels kept everybody safe and happy. I think you have a neat family who loves you very much. Me too, Love you.

Will you be at the family reunion this year? Or are you ready to stay home awhile? Love you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:03 AM CDT

WOW!! Sounds like you all had a grand time in California. The pictures sure are cute. Elizabeth is getting so big. And Ryan has grown an inch ... that's wonderful. As always you're in our thoughts and prayers.
((HUGS))

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 0:13 AM CDT

Hey there big guy,
Boy it sure sounds like you had a lot of fun on your trip! Glad to hear you are feeling well keep up the good work. Take care and tell mom & dad hello for me.
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 27, 2004 11:08 AM CDT

Sounds like a fantastic trip. I have heard about the trip from several different people and what is so exciting is that you all tell me something different but still the same. It is fun to hear about the trip from so many different perspectives. The one thing you all agree on is that it was a wonderful experience and everyone really enjoyed Disneyland.

Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, September 27, 2004 10:07 AM CDT

And finally, the last of the pics.
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/biggbaddon/album?.dir=352b&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/biggbaddon/my_photos
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill and Tyler Sechrest <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 8:39 PM CDT

Ok, I don't know how to make a link, so you will have to highlight the web address and copy it, then paste it in your address bar. Here are pics of the aquarium and Rain Forest Cafe. And yes, Phillip's balloon hat is included here! http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/biggbaddon/album?.dir=1477
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill and Tyler Sechrest <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

Wow! We don't even know where to begin. The trip to California was absolutely incredible. Although we didn't get to spend 8 days there, the 4 we did spend were extremely enjoyable and memorable. I will try to send a link to view the pictures we took. http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/biggbaddon/album?.dir=/3c77
Although I have said it several times, I still want to say Thank you to Andrea, Phillip, Ryan, Elizabeth, Amy, Brandon, Brady, Cory, Heather, Tony, and of course Aunt Sherry for sharing your time and wonderful trip to Disneyland with us. We have some memories that will last a lifetime. Thanks to Chris and Kasey (and Taylor) for allowing us to stay with you while we were there. Hopefully the pics will help illustrate the fun we had.
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill and Tyler Sechrest <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 7:53 PM CDT

WOW!!! What an amazing adventure. You must all be exhausted! It sounds like a wonderful trip. I love the pictures, especially the one in the sand. You are one handsome little guy, Ryan. My son would love to have the same graphics on his page that you have. He loves motorcycles and ATV's. He's a little thrill seeker. :)

I am visiting via Harlei's site. Sending prayers for faith and strength for your family.
God bless,

Michelle and Ben
www.caringbridge.org/va/benjamin
Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
Ashburn, VA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 7:06 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I am sssoooooo happy you and your family had a fun time in Cali. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers for your mri. I love the pictures, you and your sister are so cute!! Many thoughts, prayers, and hugs, Angelique and girls

P.S. Have any of those cheerios left?? HAHA!!

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, September 26, 2004 5:57 PM CDT

Hey there Buddy!!!!!!! I'm sooo glad you had fun in California. All any of us have done the last 2 days is talk about the trip. While living the experience, you don't realize how much you will look back and smile at it. There were things that while they were happening I thought this is a memory to be etched forever, then there were other things that were just happening and enjoyable. Now that I'm telling everyone about it, it seems to be the little things that were just enjoyable are some of the things I'm smiling and laughing about the most. I never realized you could remember so much and have sooo many wonderful memories combined into 8 days. I'm sooo glad we were all able to experience it together. I've always said I loved to see the excitement in kids when they were doing something for the first time....Like briefly living life through a child's eyes! But, to experience something like that with them for our first time and have all of our excitement combined with thiers was great. And one of the best parts was it wasn't one child's eyes, it was a few of them!!!!!!! It's still almost sooo surreal. I was there and lived it and still can't believe it all happened!
Ryan, Thank you for seeing Mickey Mouse with me!
I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!

AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

I can add that the California trip was the most wonderful experience I have ever had. To be away from the realworld for 8 days with my kids and my grandchildren was great, but then add Buddy, Debbie, Ashley, Tyler, Chris, Kasey, and beautiful little Taylor. My cup runneth over.

The trip was exactly what we had hoped for and Ryan was so happy to have everyone in Disney with him. He wants to go back and guess what? Aunt Nae is ready to start planning another trip, but she will be going this time.

I can't wait to see you next weekend and have a chance to see your soccer game. Love you, miss you, see you later. I will be there in just a minute.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 25, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, I am so glad you're back. I have been looking every day to see if there has been a new journal entry. I want to hear all about your trip. You know this whole time I thought ya'll were going to Florida (disney world) but you went all the way out to California. Wow, that's a long,long way. I hope your trip was lots of fun and I can't wait to see the pictures of you having the time of your life.

Always praying,
love,love,love,
Tania and Ashley www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes

Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, September 24, 2004 12:32 AM CDT

Hi Ryam.

Hope you guys are having a fabulous time on your trip. Thinking of you buddy,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 9:44 PM CDT

Ryan, I know you have been having a wonderful time in California - and that you especially love the beach. It was really good to talk to you on Saturday -- I talked to Chris twice while you were at Disneyland Monday and it sounded like you were having a great time. I want to see lots of pictures when you get back, especially the ones of you trying to cover yourself up with sand!

Hope your plane ride home Thursday is fun.
Love you, miss you, love you, miss you, love you, miss you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:15 PM CDT

Well, Mr. Ryan, Nana called me yesterday from DISNEYLAND! I am sorry I didn't get to talk to you and even more sorry that I'm not there with you. I Love Disneyland! I hope you have lots of fun. Don't get too much sand in your shorts! Love you, take care of everybody, bye,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:08 AM CDT

Ryan, I hope you are having a blast at Disney World. There is so much to see and do, and it's ALL fun. I'm looking forward to what your mom has to say when ya'll get back. I know it will be too much to write in a journal, but maybe over several days and with some pictures we can get a pretty good idea of how much fun you're having. Always praying for you and your family.
We love you,
Tania & Ashley
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Monday, September 20, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

Hey Ryan! I am so very glad that you are getting stronger every day. You are one brave boy! I have never met you, but I feel like I know you. Your Grandpa Denny is my cousin, so that makes YOU and your Mom my cousins too!

Did you know you have cousins who live way out in Arizona? Yes, that's where we live. And your Grandma Sherry said that one day she will bring you and your Mom, Dad and Sister to visit me and me boys. I can't wait!

My boys are a lot older than you. Their names are Mike and Matt. Mike works in an office, and Matt plays guitar in his own band. I know you like to play soccer. When I meet you I want you to tell me all the other things you like to do.

I think you may be at Disneyland right now, so you probably won't read this message for a week or two. I am sure you are having a great time. When you get home and read this, you will know that you have more family in Arizona who are thinking good thoughts for you.

Be strong and happy, Ryan.
Love from your cousins, Brenda, Mike and Matt
Brenda Manion <jenni@robsoncom.net>
Sun Lakes, AZ USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:33 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Bet you are having fun, fun, fun!!!! Today Cheyenne felt well enough to open the rest of her cards and letters, and there was a "Pray It Forward" card for you from your Nana. Just to let you know, Miss Cheyenne placed it in her special "Place of Honor" on her wall. Her very, very best caringbridge friends all have things there. She looks at all of them every single day. Also, not only does Cheyenne pray for you every day, but mom and dad and EVERYBODY we know do also. You are a special young man. God Bless you.

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Sunday, September 19, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I hope you are having lots of fun in Disneyland, that sounds like so much fun. It looks like you really like soccer, and you are having fun. Just wanted to say Hi to you, your mom and dad and little sister.
Love and prayers
Bryca and Steven
Bryca and Steven <bryca10@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 8:45 PM CDT

Glad you are having fun with soccer! Love the socks! Have FUN in FL- hope you are going to GKTW- it is an awesome place! Our daughter is a BT survivor-off chemo 7 months! always hope!
Jenni Simsack <simsack1@comcast.net>
Holly, MI USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:01 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

You sure looked cute in your soccer gear. Looks like a lot of fun. You are one cute, strong boy!!

Hope you have a blast at Disneyland!! It is a fun, fun place.

Check on you again soon,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Ryan and baby Elizabeth,

We can't wait until we see you guys this weekend. We are so excited! Disneyland is going to be so much fun!
See you in a couple days.
Buddy, Debbie, and Ashley Hill & Tyler Sechrest <Donthelegend@cox.net>
Mesa, Az USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 11:01 PM CDT

Dear Andrea,

Although your mom has always kept me updated, I've spent time this morning reading over the last few months of your journal. Bad idea, I'm at work reading it and I should've done it at home. :) I've been crying, praying, crying some more, and praying again. My cousin, 22 years old, passed last year of leukemia after only 4 weeks of having it. So, Ryan's story is very difficult for me, yet I find that it also reminds me daily of God's infinite power and grace. I just know, without any doubts, that God has placed his healing hands on Ryan and he is right next to your family everyday.
I am writing this note to you, not Ryan, because I wanted to tell you how strong I think you are as a mother. My son is just a year old. My heart breaks for you and you've taught me a lot about taking advantage of all the little moments in his life. I know that you feel Ryan is a hero, as I do, but I want you & your husband to remember that you are also heroes. You are hereos to all of us as parents because you are so strong and faithful to God.

Thank you for being a strong, Christian example. My family is praying for all of you.
Christina Hays <moshutterbug@yahoo.com>
St. Robert, MO USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

HI RYAN!
YOU DON'T KNOW ME BUT I KNOW YOUR GRANDPA, DENNIS WILLIAMS, WHO WORKS AT THE PRISON IN MISSOURI. I SIGNED ONTO YOUR WEBSITE BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF PRAYER. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WILL PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY AND SO WILL MY HUSBAND. WE HAVE FOUR CHILDREN OF OUR OWN WHO ARE ALL GROWN UP NOW! I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU ARE GETTING TO PLAY SOCCER! I BET YOU HAVE EXCITED TOO! YOU ARE A VERY PRECIOUS LITTLE BOY AND I HOPE THAT ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! HAVE FUN AT DISNEYLAND! I LOVE TO GO TO DISNEYLAND! I GO ONCE A YEAR WITH THE FAMILY AND I NEVER GET TIRED OF IT! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I PRAY STRENGTH AND PEACE TO YOU AND YOURS.
IN CHRIST'S NAME,
CYNTHIA
CYNTHIA AND DANIEL ANDERSON <dancyn4u@hotmail.com>
COLUMBIA, MO USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:31 AM CDT

Glad to hear that all is going so well. I love the new pictures...they are so cute. It does look like he had a wonderful time with soccer.

Thinking of you and continuing to keep you all in my prayers,
Susan....mommy forever to Jakey Bear
Griffin <@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 14, 2004 7:49 AM CDT

Ryan,

You look way cool in your soccer uniform. I hope you have a blast playing soccer. None of my kids play soccer, but Tucker plays football, he plays defensive end or linebacker, because he's such a big guy. We lost our game Saturday night though, but it was fun anyway.

I hope you have the best time ever at Disney. You will love it so much. Take care and remember you're always in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Monday, September 13, 2004 12:32 AM CDT

Wow Ryan, soccer looks so cool! Guess who we saw this weekend...your Uncle Cory! He and Daddy went for a very long bike ride - 200 miles! We are always praying that you keep feeling better and better!
Drew & Cole Doskal <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:48 AM CDT

Wow, Ryan you look so big in your soccer uniform. I think you will be a great soccer player as much as you like to kick things!

Have a really good time in California.
Love
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, September 13, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

How cute! Ryan, you look so big in your uniform! Let us know what your schedule is so we can all come down and watch you play!

Love you,
Aunt Susan <Selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, September 13, 2004 7:24 AM CDT

Hey Buddy!!!!!!!! I'm so glad you had fun at soccer. Meme will have to come down and watch you play. You know what? I'm looking forward to California. I'm still trying to get all the details done so we can just go out there and have fun. You need to let me know what snacks you want for the plane....
I love you buddy! give Mommy, Daddy, and baby sissy big hugs and kisses for me.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Meme
st peters, mo usa - Sunday, September 12, 2004 10:41 AM CDT

Love, love, LOVE the pictures. Glad you're having fun playing soccer, Ryan. You're in our daily thoughts and prayers. Have tons of fun in Disney. Can't wait to hear all about it when you return.
((HUGS))

Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Saturday, September 11, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

A merry heart doeth good like a medicine!
Tom Holman <cavemanusg@yahoo.com>
Lathrop , MO USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:26 PM CDT

soccer sounds like
so much fun. have
fun on your trip
to disney.

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Saturday, September 11, 2004 3:05 PM CDT

Hello Ryan :) :)

Just wanted to wish you a
fantastic trip! Have a blast!
Your soccer pictures are awesome,
have fun while you play !!
Lots of love & hugs,
Jennifer
Jennifer
VA U S A - Saturday, September 11, 2004 2:47 PM CDT

Great pictures of your first soccer practice! I haven't signed the guestbook in a very long time but I do check on you frequently and always have you in my prayers, Ryan along with the rest of your family! I am so happy you are doing so well and get to go to Disney Land next week! Can't wait to hear about your trip and I know Mom will post more pictures of you and Elizabeth at Disney Land. Hope you become the star of your soccer team! My younger son, Kurt started flag football today, his last year before he can play tackle. My older son Marcus is 14 and plays high school football. Playing sports is always fun, no matter the sport!
Hugs,
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

Ryan, I know you must be VERY excited about going to see Mickey and Minnie!! I know Nana Sherry is! I hope you have a wonderful time. Be careful and keep Nana Sherry safe. Love, Wendy
Wendy Alexander <walexander1950@sbcglobal.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
We've never met, but I used to work around your Nana Sheri in Bowling Green. Even though I haven't written before, I want you (and your mom, dad, & sister) to know how often I think of you. Your Nana has told me so much about you and I think you are JUST AWESOME!
I remember last year when my husband was gone to Iraq I was getting ready to have our first baby and I was very scared...and sad. But, I kept praying and remembering that God is ALWAYS with us and he is always in control of our world. So, I hope that you can ALWAYS remember that God is right next to you. I think of him like the greatest, invisible buddy you can ever have. Do you ever smile at something for no reason at all, well that's God giving you a great, big hug!
How's soccer? Are you so excited about Disney that you can hardly even sleep??? :) You will have so much fun there.
Enjoy your trip, be the best big brother in the world, and keep smiling!
Love, Christina Hays

Christina Hays
St. Robert, MO USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 3:22 PM CDT

Well, Aunt Nae is falling down on the job since we haven't been keeping up with the countdown to California! 5 more days to Disneyland! Yoohoo!!! Chris and Kasey and Taylor are excited about seeing you and going to Disneyland and the beach and Knottsberry Farm with you.

I had a wonderful time over the week-end with you and Elizabeth. It was especially nice because your mommy and daddy were doing grown up stuff and we could do fun things like playing miniature golf!

I know you will have fun next week with Mickey and Minnie - give my granddaughter, Taylor, a kiss from me.

Luv you, miss you, see you, luv you, miss you, see you

Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, September 10, 2004 8:55 AM CDT

I am so excited about you going to Disney World. Ashley says that you need to make sure to ride the Buzz Lightyear ride and the ET ride if you go to Universal Studios. Maybe I should just let Ashley call Ryan and tell him all the places he needs to visit, because I cannot type everything she says. Ha ha!!

We're always praying and thinking about ya'll.
Have a great weekend.
Lots of love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, September 10, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

Hello! I just wanted to say hello! I have been thinking about you all. I can not believe how much Elizabeth has grown, she is so cute. I hope you have a great time in Disney Land. Ryan I have been praying for you, I hope soccer is fun. I know you will do great! Love, Jennifer
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 3:21 PM CDT

Hey Ryan Have fun at Disney Land say hello to Mickey and Minnie i used to have a crush on her when i was little. Ya be safe and we cant wait to see the Picture. Hey get me some mouse ears lol. Cant wait to see ya guys again at the eagles. Have fun and Good Luck with Soccer.
Wes Ricks <Wesdaman2001@aol.com>
Hopkinsville, Ky - Thursday, September 9, 2004 2:58 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Tell Mickey we said "HI" and hopefully we will get to see him soon too. We will keep praying for you and your family because we know God is watching out for you!
Drew & Cole Doskal <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:44 PM CDT

Ryan,
The other day I was reading an article on heroes and started to think of who mine was. I sat there for a few minutes and thought about all the important people in my life, and came to realize that you are my HERO!!! I sit and think about what a strong and amazing person you are and couldn't think of anyone else that I look up to as much as you. So, the next day when I was asked in class who my hero was I stood up and proudly said, "A 4 year old little man named Ryan Brown" Every day when I have a bad day, I just get on here and it always make me feel better when I read how you are doing. I just thought I'd let you know this and make you feel a little more special then you already are. Thank you Ryan for being such a big boy.
Love you,
Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:32 PM CDT

Hi, Andrea and Phillip and Ryan and Elizabeth -
I love the pictures. She sure looks a lot like Ryan at that age.

Have fun at soccer tonight, kiddo. See you soon,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:34 AM CDT

Hey Buddy, Good luck at soccer tomorrow night. I know you can kick, you have kicked me a few times. It was good spending the weekend with you and playing Candyland one or two or five hundred times. Can't wait until I see you again because we will be going to Disney then.

Love, Nana
Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

I hope ya'll had a great weekend. I hope you and Phillip got to get out together, moms and dads need that time alone. I see that Elizabeth is growing like a weed and I am glad Ryan is finished with his 3rd round. He has come such a long way and is doing so well, I pray that he continues to be perfect and that God will heal him completely. Thank you for signing Ashley's guestbook, I am so relieved that she is fine, we have an appointment with Dr. Kuttesch on Thursday morning for her check up and them we are home free for another 6 months at least. Always praying for ya'll.

lots of love and prayers,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

My daughter had a malignant brain tumor that was operated on when she was 10- now she is almost 12. We were watching a program on St Judes the other day and it showed a young girl who had brain stem tumor ( they didnt say what kind) but basically the doctors told her parents she had 3 months to live. the doctors kept trying new protocols and then it showed her now-all grown up and she even got married at the st Judes chapel! Never give up. Dr. Gajjar at St Judes is there for you if you ever have any questions- he is the BT king! Always hope- we will pray for your darling son.
Jenni Simsack <simsack1@comcast.net & bethsplace.net>
Holly, MI USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 8:40 AM CDT

Hello Sweetie,
Island Princess here and I have popped in to say hi, and that I am thinking of you. I hope you are doing well. I will keep you in my prayers.
God Bless,
Island Princess

Butterfly Island

Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 2:59 PM CDT

Hi Guys,

Glad to hear you are going to get a 'break'. Hope it all goes well and you come home refreshed and ready to take on the world. Those breaks, no matter how short, really help.

The new pics of Elizabeth are adorable. I can't believe how big she is already. They just grow up so fast.

Have a great weekend.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

Hello....hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! Thanks for stopping by with your prayers and encouragement...Ryan is always in our prayers...it is amazing how these little people, faced with more adversity then many adults...seem to handle their situations with grace and courage...you can't help but learn from these wonderful children. And you are so right...I can't stop kissing them either! Now, my 15 yr.old won't let me near her!!! But the boys never fight all the hugs and kissing! We are waiting for hurricane Frances....(and waiting...) one of neighbors knocked on my door and offered to drill plywood to the two windows I had not covered...he gave me a big lecture on projectiles, etc...I told him thank-you so much but I only had a small piece of board left and there is nothing left in the stores...so there's this little piece of wood partially covering one of the windows...I tend not to panic about these things and I really think we could have gone to Duke....but it wasn't worth the chance of not being able to get back to the other two kids!! So we'll go next week! Love. prayers and cyber hugs ((((()))))
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, fl usa - Friday, September 3, 2004 12:44 AM CDT

What wonderful parents you are to such a special boy. I check in on him often and keep you in my prayers.
Kristen B <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:46 AM CDT

Stopped by today to check on Ryan and your family- you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope school is tons of fun!

Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, September 2, 2004 1:34 PM CDT

Dear Andrea,
I have to say ditto to Renee's words. Your faith and courage are amazing to me. We all continue to pray for a miracle in healing and for the Lord to continue giving you the strength you need to walk this path.

Love you very much
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:29 AM CDT

Ryan - you are not going to believe this but it is only 13 more days to Disneyland. I know that Mickey Mouse and Goofy are just waiting for your visit and Tinkerbell can't wait to see Elizabeth!

Luv ya sweetie
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

Andrea, how you touch our hearts with your words. I believe that God was also preparing you and Phillip for this journey even before Ryan was born. You and Phillip are great parents to your two little angels. I also believe that in time Phillip will be able to verbalize his feelings about this journey more. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us and never forget how much we love you, Phillip, Ryan and Elizabeth.

I feel very blessed to be
Ryan's Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:03 AM CDT

That class your taking sounds wonderful. I'm sure the class was in shock at your story.. I know I would have been before Mitch's tumor. It's amazing how different our lives have become. I remember before Mitch's illness, I used to Thank God for how lucky I was to have such healthy kids and such a wonderful family. Now I Thank God for how lucky I am to have such a brave young boy who has changed my life. It's funny to have such a tragedy and still be able to be thankful for soooo many blessings.
I hope Ryan is doing o.k. It sounds like he's one tired little guy. I hate chemo.
Take care.
www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

Andrea, you have once again brought tears to my eyes with your eloquent words in your journal. You wrote everything I have thought about over these past years with Ashley. Every little thing they do is precious, just feeling Ashley's breath on my face is bliss. You know how I feel, you've got it down pat. And I'm so glad that we have gotten to know each other. I pray so hard for Ryan and you and Phillip as well as your whole family, because we could never make it through without out our Dear Father holding our hands. You are a strong and wonderful and loving mother and you are the best mom for those two sweet angels you have. Keep believing, Andrea because you are truly an inspiration to so many. Thank you for praying for my girl, and for me, I need all the extra strength I can get. You are precious.

All my love and prayers,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn - Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:32 AM CDT

HI Andrea!
Just a quick note it worked!!! (the link)
I need to get to bed but, will be back soon
Love and lots of prayers always
Maria and katelynn
ps I forgot you can copy(right click) it once and then keep pasting it each time you go to another page
Katelynns Quest <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 11:21 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I'm glad you are feeling good and enjoying the last bit of summer. Tell your mommy and daddy Hi for me and give baby sis a kiss. Allyson wanted me to tell you HI. Take care of everyone! Love, Ashley
Ashey Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 3:13 PM CDT

Dear Andrea and family
I wanted to come by and thank you so much for all your entries in Katelynns guestbook, and especially for your prayers.
Ryan is a TROOPER and a HUGE inspiration!
We have been gone and will be gone alot this month but, I will be checking in on you guys even if I can't sign...you are in our prayers and thoughts daily!
Much Love
Maria and family

Katelynns Quest! <regattacrew68@yahoo.com>
Denver/Charlotte, NC - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 11:44 AM CDT

Hey Ryan - In 14 days you will be on your way to Disneyland. How exciting. Hopefully while you are there you can go to Chris and Kasey's school and visit their classrooms since they have been praying a lot for you. They are really looking forward to your visit.

Glad you are having so much fun at school - you only have about 20 more years to get the full pleasure of going to school then you get to go to work and that is really a trip!

Take care of Sissy - the picture of you and Sissy is soooo cute.
Love you, miss you, see you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

Hey Buddy, I am glad you are still feeling good. I will see you and Sissy soon. Love you, miss you, see you later.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

Yes, no news IS good news sometimes. I hope Ryan does well on his next round of chemo, and I hope baby Elizebeth starts feeling better soon. Poor baby.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just checking on you and your little sissy. I have heard that lots of kisses from big brothers makes little sisters feel lots better. I hope you are loving school and having alot of fun. I'm sooooooo glad to hear you are doing so well. Take care, big man.
Love and prayers always,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:38 AM CDT

hey ryan, i am glad to finally have my computer up and running so i can send you this message from jeff city your grandpa gave me your address and you are a real cutie. louie and i are praying for you every day that, you will be blessed with no more medicines and a long, long happy life with all your family, and friends. you are in our prayers and thoughts. god bless; tess and louie
tess s. and louie watkins <tessmybabygirl@aol.com>
jefferson city, mo united states of america - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

may god bless you and heal you to be with your grandpa williams for a long, long time. we know how much, he loves you cause he gave us your website and speaks of you often. we are praying for you. louie and tess
tess stoltz and lewis watkins <tessmybabygirl@aol.com>
jefferson city, mo usa - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

Hello Ryan and Family: I just wanted to check in, say hello. We are still praising God for your complete healing! You are His miracle. With love, from your hillbilly friends in Branson. Vee John
LaVeeta John <sjohnvee@aol.com>
Branson, MO USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 1:51 AM CDT

Ryan we are all glad to here that you love school. Andrea thanks for the updated pictures. Both of the kids look like they've really grown. We have been very busy fixing up the house so that we can put it on the market. We have a contract on a new house so just waiting now to see how long ours will take to sell. The boys are all doing good and send their love your way. Take care and keep in touch.
Love ya.
Annette Campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
St. Charles, mo - Sunday, August 29, 2004 3:28 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just stopping by to say hello and let you know that you are in my prayers and in my heart.
Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com>
RI - Saturday, August 28, 2004 2:29 PM CDT

A big thank you to cousin Stacy for the www.keep-beelieving.com web page she has done. If you haven't checked it out, please do. Ryan you will really like seeing all of the pictures of yourself and everyone else.
THANKS STACY, WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!! and the BUG!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 28, 2004 8:30 AM CDT

Hi Buddy - I hope you are having funwith Mema Pat and Papa Bob. I sure do miss you and can't wait to see you next weekend.
Love you, miss you, see you later.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 8:23 AM CDT

hi ryan hope your having fun in school

love
sadie <bugses5@aol.com>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 3:17 PM CDT

hi ryan how are you i hope your doing better i miss you and wish you the best of luck take care of your mommy and sissy

love your cousin,

sadie
sadie <bugses5@aol.com>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 2:55 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan, Happy Friday! Are you helping mommy with Sissy? Give her a great big kiss for me! Have a good weekend.

Love you
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 1:05 PM CDT

Hey Ryan and family, just wanted to stop and check up on how you're doing. I am so proud of you going to school. Ashley loves school, well okay, sometimes. But you are growing so fast and you are such a sweetie pie. Kiss your sissy for me and have a wonderful weekend.

Lots of love and prayers,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes

Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:18 AM CDT

Hello Ryan!!!! What a big boy! I cannot believe you are in school. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. All of your anesthesia buddies say hello! God Bless You! We love you and are praying for you.Love, hugs and kisses, Trish
Trish Juoza-Clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:34 AM CDT

Hello Ryan
We stopped in to checkon how things are going with you. I see you are likeing school that is cool. And we are thanking about you and praying for you guys too take care hope the baby is feeing better soon

www.caringbridge.org/nc/kyle1989
Kyle and Crystal Brown <brownsuperstar89@aol.com>
Denver, NC - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:40 AM CDT

Hello to all the Brown Family! It was great news that Phillip and Ryan told us on Friday night!! He just looks great and everyone was excited that he told all the golfers "Good Luck". I especially loved the Good Bye kiss that he gave me!!!! As always, we all are in our thoughts and prayers. We Love you "Little Man" Eileen & Richard
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:30 PM CDT

Ryan...you are such a little ham. ALWAYS ready to pose for a picture! I sure hoep we get to see you and sisy REALLY soon.
Cool pack pack!!
love you miss you see you soon!!!
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:11 AM CDT

Love the pictures, I am so glad Ryan had a good first day of school.
I hope the baby gets feeling better soon also. It's no fun to have a fussy baby.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

Wow! Ryan you look awesome in your back to school pictures! What a cool backpack! Hope you had lots of fun! Do you take a school bus? Well you know you're in my prayers everyday Ryan. Your wonderful Nan signed David's page, that was so kind of her. Give that adorable baby sister of yours a big hug! You get these cyber hugs...(((())))! Have a great day!
Love,
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:42 AM CDT

Ryan, you looked like such a little man in you pictures. I bet you had a blast at school. I hope sissy starts to feel better soon. Talk to you later.
Love, Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

The pictures are great - Ryan is too cool with his backpack on. Hope the knee starts feeling better, I am sure it doesn't keep him from playing hard though.

Luv
Aunt Nae

22 more days
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:09 AM CDT

Oh, my goodness, he is so cute! He looks so happy - you guys are doing a great job. Keep loving him and Elizabeth and each other, and of course, God!

Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:18 AM CDT

Hey! I just wanted to say hello and let you all know I am thinking about you and praying for you. I set Ryan's picture of his first dy of school as my wallpapaer on my computer. Love you all! Jennifer
Jennifer Henry <jennmichelle2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 1:09 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,

I check in on you from time to time and love to hear the good news. Hope you had a great time at school! Just think of all the people from all over the place praying just for you and sending you their very best wishes...
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, August 23, 2004 2:25 PM CDT

Ryan and Family,
I am so happy to read you had an excellent report at the doctors last week. GOD has answered all our prayers for you and your family. I hope your first day of school today was the best ever. Keep up the good work! I am so happy I can go to Church next Sunday and share your good news with all my Church family. We have you and your baby sister's picture posted on our bulletin board so everyone can lift you up in our prayers. God Bless You All!
Sue Bridgman <mbsb74@marktwain.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 12:29 AM CDT

Hey Buddy, Have fun at school today. Tell Mom and Dad to take lots of pictures. Call me at work when you get home tonight. Love you , miss you, see you later.

Nana
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
At Peters, MO USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:18 AM CDT

Ryan, have a great day at school today.
Ann, have a great day with Ryan at school today! :)

23 days to Disneyland!
Love
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

YAY!!! So happy that Ryan's tumor is stable. That's great to hear. And I can't wait to hear all about soccer. Go Ryan!! You're in our prayers.
((HUGS))
Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Sunday, August 22, 2004 11:03 PM CDT

hi ryan. we will be out of town for a few days so i wanted to stop over tonight and tell you have a great first day of school. tomorrow would be harlei's first day of 2nd grade but she's playing hooky! haha!! i'll check back in a few days and read how it went. pack lots of goodies in your lunch. YUM!! thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, August 22, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

Soccer!!! How exciting is that!!!! I'm so happy for you. I bet your sister will just LOVE watching you play...I know Devin's sister always did....she was just a smidge older, but when she got old enough, they threw her in the game too. Boy was that funny.

HOpe school is extra fun!!!

Keep on keeping on!!!

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 22, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

Hi Ryan!
Wow soccer!! What a great sport...I know you'll have so much fun. And school starts Monday? It will be great to friends and meet new one friends! Sounds like you have alot of neat stuff about to start! You are always in our prayers and thoughts. Just keep on smiling that beautiful smile of yours (love that 4-wheel vehicle in the picture) and just have fun! God Bless.
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, fl usa - Sunday, August 22, 2004 8:21 AM CDT

Hey Ryan Hope u had a great day at School on Monday. It was really great to see u and your dad at the Eagles Friday nite. Talk to u soon. Dont get in trouble your frist day at school and also have fun playing soccer too.
Wes Ricks <Wesdaman2001@aol.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Sunday, August 22, 2004 2:18 AM CDT

RYNIE--I LOVE YOU BUNCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!
PSST..... GUESS WHAT? (CHICKEN BUTT)!!!!!! HA HA

PHILLIE......GREAT JOB ON THE NEW ORDERS! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
STP, MO USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 11:45 PM CDT

Hey Bud..... I'm so glad you get to play soccer this year. You'll have to teach me how to play. We will come down and watch some games. Have a wonderful time and school Monday. Can't wait to see you all again!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

Haley and I think the pictures in your photo album are just adorable! Haley has a new niece in North Carolina who turned three months old yesterday, and yes, they do grow up fast! Playing soccer is awesome- way to go Ryan! And hooray especially for your fantastic MRI results. Keep up the good work! Love,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

what great news!!!!!!

your hearts must be
jumping wiht joy

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Saturday, August 21, 2004 7:01 PM CDT

Andrea:

Wonderful, excellent, stupendous, fabulous, amazing...hummm...oh well you get my point. I am so happy for your great news!

Thinking of you,
Susan ... mommy forever to Jakey Bear
Griffin <@aol.com>
Palm City ... Soon to be Park City, Forida..soon to be Utah! USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 3:48 PM CDT

Hi Andrea and Ryan,

This is great news. I just love to hear the tumor is stable. Will be praying that it stays that way, love from Kim m/o Michelle

Angel Michelle
Kimberley Clayton <michelle9kim@yahoo.ca>
Guelph, ON, Canada - Friday, August 20, 2004 11:06 PM CDT

Terrific News !!! I love hearing it. Enjoy your weekend, now that you can breathe again.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <PHstyln@aol.com>
vancouver, wa - Friday, August 20, 2004 4:49 PM CDT

Hey ya'll, it's raining cats and dogs here too. We're supposed to have rain off and on all weekend, I guess it would be a good weekend to clean the house and do all the other stuff I've been neglecting by staying at the pool all summer. But one way or another it will get done.

Thanks for stopping by to visit Ashley. Have a good weekend.
Lots of love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, August 20, 2004 12:25 AM CDT

I'm so excited about the great news. I was having a bad morning until I read the journal and now my day is a lot brighter knowing this. I'm so happy that things are good for you all right now. God answeres prayers, and trust me there has been a lot said for Mr. Ryan. I hope you all have a good weekend. Good luck with school Monday Ryan!!!!
Love Ashley and Allyson
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana , MO USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:34 AM CDT

This is really good news. Hope school goes ok and really enjoyed seeing all of you last sat. Love ya all
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Friday, August 20, 2004 9:39 AM CDT

Hello to you all, Thank the Lord for the wonderful news. I have been on pins and needles waiting the good news. Ryan have a great time in school, you are getting to be such a big boy I can hardly believe you are going to school!! Love to you all, Nonie Vicki
Nonie Vicki
Louisiana, Mo USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 8:38 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!! I am sooooo happy.

Ryan, I hope you enjoy going to school, it can be lots of fun!!! Take care of baby Elizabeth, I'm so happy you got such wonderful results. PRAISE GOD!!!

Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, August 20, 2004 7:13 AM CDT

Hey...we didn't get a call either!! LOL!!!!!
COngratulations on the awesome news...Ryan you are such a toughie and we love you soooooooo much!!
Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <kodysmom1995@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:07 PM CDT

Hey now, Your mom didn't call me. I must have been in the other 1/2 country. Ha. CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I said on Cheyenne's site, never a doubt. You guys all have so much prayer being sent your way it just had to be.

Ryan, just keep on keeping on.. God Bless

Roy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Dear Andrea & Phillip,
Congrat's on the great news today!!! We are all so happy for all of you. Ryan I bet you are really excited about going to school on Monday so I hope you have a great day on Monday. Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Debbie Myers <dkbmyers@daffron.net>
Bowling Green, Mo USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:45 PM CDT

Hey buddy!!!!!!!! You have given me the best birthday present I could have EVER asked for!! I love you guys sooo much and I'm so glad the news today was good. Enjoy school and I'll talk to you all soon.

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

oh ryan, i am soo happy for you and your family!!! i hope you have a great first day of school. don't be too embarrassed my your mom crying. hahaha!! harlei and lexus get embarrassed when i get teary eyed in front of their friends. we as parents are just so proud of you!! keep fighting and i will keep praying!!! thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, Ryan and Elizabeth,
Thousands of people share in your joy and relief . . . and in giving thanks to God for more answered prayers. Our thoughts and prayers will continue to be with all of you and for your many new Caring Bridge friends . . what an inspiration Ryan must be to many of them!

Love,
Paul & Janet Couch & family
Janet Couch <73jlc@big-river.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:41 PM CDT

I am overwhelmed with the joyful news today. We thank the Lord for all of his goodness and mercy.

Love you all,
Aunt Nae
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

Praise the Lord! Hugs and kisses to you all!

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 12:39 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Ryan, and Elizabeth, my thoughts and prayers are with you. I've been checking about every 15 mins. to see if there is an update yet. We're all with you!
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:46 AM CDT

hi ryan! you are stronger and tougher than those guys on tv. keep doing your push ups b/c i have 2 girls and i need a big strong guy in a few years to scare the boys off!!!! hahaha!! i'll stop back later! you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:44 AM CDT

Ryan I love the pillow case. My Zach had one just like it that went everywhere with him. We would buy him fun pillowcases for his pillow when we had to go to the hospital. My Zach is an angel now. He was so strong and brave and that is what you need to be always so eat your green beans and drink your milk. Zach was 9 when he became an angel. I have asked him to watch over you and all the other caringbridge children especially the ones with this horrible tumor they call a Pontine Glioma. That is what Zach had too. I hope your MRI results are great. After Zach did radiation his tumor shrunk 30 to 35%. That is alot. I will be praying for you and for your family. I know waiting is very hard. I am sending you a great big hug from New Mexico.
Misti Herrera-mother of angel Zach-www.caringbridge.org/nm/zach <dmherrera@pvtnetworks.net>
Artesia, NM USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:54 AM CDT

Ryan was the first thing on my mind when I woke up this morning, and I have been praying constantly, as I know so many others have been doing.

Love to all of you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:51 AM CDT

Hey there Mr Ryan, I sure would like to see you do some of those strong man push-ups. I bet you are really good at them. I think if you work really hard you can be just as good as those guys on t.v. Andrea and Phillip, I hope everything goes good today, and you get the great news we are all praying for. I will be anxious to read tonights entry. Love, Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO 63353 - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:01 AM CDT

Waiting is soooo hard - no matter what we have to wait for but this one is even more difficult. Will be praying all day for you -
Love you
Aunt Nae

PS only 27 more days
Renee Weinrich <rejewe @aol.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:52 AM CDT

I just know the MRI results will be good. Ryan seems to be doing so well. But I also know the agony of having to wait for the results. I am praying for ya'll and so are many others, so don't worry, God's got your back.

Love and prayers always,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn - Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

I am praying extra hard for good MRI results. I can't stand the wait, it's brutal. Poor Ryan, hating to go the the Dr. like that, it breaks my heart. It's just so unfair what these kids have to go through.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

Hello Guy's,

Prayers are still going your way as you await the MRI results. God is AWESOME. The MRI will be GREAT! Keep the faith and know that we are there with you every step of the way.

Please tell Ryan that Cheyenne says hello and loves reading his updates.

God Bless

Roy
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Praying for good results on Thursday,
& thanking Him inadvance.
"If we know that He hears us-
whatever we ask-
we know that we have what
we asked of Him."
1 John 5:15
Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:29 AM CDT

Still praying for a great report tomorrow and good days and peaceful nights in between...waiting is the worst!!
Doskal family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:12 AM CDT

Sounds like it was a big day - with lots of big days coming up. Just a few more days until school starts - If they would have that enthusiasm for school all of the time - praying for good results on Thursday.

28 more days to M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E

Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:59 AM CDT

Hey Buddy - I am so glad you were a good boy for Mommy and Daddy today at the Dr. I laughed all the way home from work after I talked to you on the phone. Hey Ryan - Guess What ?????? Andrea dn Philip - I love you very much and can't wait to see you again soon. Give baby E a kiss and hug for me.
Nana, Mom, MIL <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

Hey Guys, Just to wanted to say hi and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers these last few days. Hope Thursday brings good NEWS to all.

Love you all
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 3:49 PM CDT

PRAYING, PRAYING, PRAYING FOR GREAT RESULTS OF THE MRI. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.GOD BLESS.

TANIA
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 12:03 AM CDT

I know the MRI is today, I am praying for phenomenal results!

Ryan - 29 more days to Disneyland!
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

I am sure glad to hear Ryan is feeling much better today. It can be really scary when they get sick. Not like before diagnosis, when it was no big deal. I sure wish we could all go back to those times.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Monday, August 16, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

Hey Ryan and family! We are always checking in and glad to see you are feeling better. We are praying for good reports this week. Psalm 139:13-16 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.

Doskal Family <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Monday, August 16, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

Hey guys, I'm happy to hear Ryan is feeling good today. I hope ya'll had a great time over the weekend. I will be praying extra hard for Ryan on Tuesday and for absolutley fabulous results. I will be praying for yours and Phillip's sanity during the waiting period as well, I know how much worry and axiety come with each and every MRI, I still have it after all these years. God bless and keep you all safe.

Lots of love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Monday, August 16, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

Ann, I know how scarry that was for you on Saturday night. I remember when we were there in February and he had one of those headaches. You don't need to apologize for your fears, they are real, this is a good forum for you to express those feelings and any therapist will tell you that it is very helpful to write those feelings down.

I am so glad he had a good day on Sunday. I thought it must be better since you didn't call before your mom left my house on Sunday morning.

I am glad you didn't need us to make a trip to Jefferson City on Saturday night, although we would have been there in an instant if you had asked -- but the sisters had been drinking margaritas all evening and you know how funny I can be with 1 margarita; by the time you called I think I was on my 4th. Fortunately we were at home but since none of us are drinkers, it didn't take much for us to get silly. I think your Uncle A was having a great time just watching us.

Ryan, only 30 more days to Disneyland! Yoohoo!!!

Love you, miss you
The Easter Bunny -- oops sorry, no, it's really Aunt Nae!

Renee Weinricy <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, August 16, 2004 8:37 AM CDT

All the best on Tuesday. Will be thinking of you Guys.

am
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

hi ryan! oh man, i'm sorry you aren't feeling well! yuck!!! i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers to feel better and for your mri. thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:43 PM CDT

I work with Sherry (Nana) and was just talking to her the other day about Ryan and the new baby. She gave me the website to check out, and I'm glad I did. My family and I are thinking of you and praying for you all. We hope the MRI turns out well.
Jennifer Scholes
Hannibal, MO USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 8:33 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we too, are praying for great scan results. Hope your trip this weekend is bringing you many reasons to smile.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Saturday, August 14, 2004 3:52 PM CDT

Lots of prayers your way for the MRI. I know how stressful the wait can be, but we are praying for the BEST MRI's ever. God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Friday, August 13, 2004 11:46 PM CDT

Hi guys, have a good time with your dad and grandma this week-end. I know how hard this is for you Andrea, with your grandmother being so sick right now also. I have always thought of your grandmother as an artist because of the beautiful counted cross-stitch work that she does.

I know Tuesday will be a good day - we will have so much to celebrate.

Ryan, only 32 more days to DISNEYLAND!! You are so lucky, not only going to Disneyland but you will get to spend time with Chris and Buddy and their families. They're silly so you should have a good time with them.

Andrea and Phillip, Chris and Kasey are planning on taking off school on the 16th and 17th. Buddy and Debbie are planning on being there on the 20th and 21st. You'll have a great time.

Love you,
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, August 13, 2004 7:56 AM CDT

Just wanted ya'll to know I'm still thinking about you and praying lots. Ryan, you look so grown up in the new pictures. I just think you are going to be such heartbreaker when you go to school, all the little girls are going to like you. Take care, and God bless.

Lots of love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, August 13, 2004 7:36 AM CDT

Hey there Ryan,

Wow, School!!! Cheyenne looooves school. You have lots and lots of fun in school. We will be saying an extra prayer on tuesday and also while the MRI is being done.

God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, August 12, 2004 2:18 PM CDT

Hi guys,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you today. I hope all goes well with Ryan's MRI. I will be sending some extra prayer your way. Take care.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
vancouver, wa - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:18 AM CDT

Hello Brown's, Thinking of you today and everyday. So glad to hear Ryan is acting like a 4 year old should!! I will be praying for good results on Tuesday. Have a wonderful weekend and be safe. Love to you all.
Nonie Vicki
Nonie Vicki
La, Mo USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 9:06 AM CDT

Hey ya'll, I hope you have a very safe trip this weekend and lots of fun when you get there. It sounds like Ryan is doing great and I'm so happy to hear that. I will be praying like crazy for his scans to be good. God bless ya'll and take care.
Lots of love and prayers always,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I work with Nana and this is my first visit to your website, I am very impressed! I have heard many stories about your mom, dad, baby Elizabeth, and you. Nana is very proud of all of you. Just wanted to let you know that your family is in my prayers. Bye for now
Linda Beasley
Perry, MO Ralls - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:07 AM CDT

Hi kids, just got a few minutes and when in to check on the 4 year old terror. I sure am glad your internet is working. Even though it was a rushed trip I was glad I got to come and see you guy's the other day. I hope and it sounds like we are all doing ok. Tell bare butt I love him and he can wake me up anytime. Love you all and miss ya's.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem, mo - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:15 AM CDT

I want to thank you
so very much for
praying for Craig
when we needed
the extra prayers.

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:22 AM CDT

Hey Ryan!!!

Thank You soooooo much for coming for a "play date" with Blake!!! He is feeling a lot better because of it!!!!
Blake was able to start school at home yesterday(Mon.) He did really well after mom had a talk with the teacher & she felt better too. He made 96 on his first math test yesterday(yep!!!! He had his first test) today he made 100 & 92(he has already had 3 tests.....man, 6th grade is really testy LOL!!!). He is still down with the infection,& he is still on the IV meds., but on Fri. he got his IVIG. He slept through the whole thing(all 4 hrs). That was a great break for mom. He asked the nurse if he had fallen asleep after about 2 hrs. she told him he could go back to sleep....then he was so funny & told her "well, I can't just sleep all day you know?!!" Then he went back to sleep any way.
As for his "Petting Zoo" Blaek is anxiously waiting to see if his favorite Goat, Nurvana(she is a Nubien, a type of Spanish goat)will be having a baby or 2(maybe even 3!!!!) she should start showing in a month or two!!! We are really excited. The other animals are just as spoiled!!! They think everytime someone rides the 4-wheeler, they are suppose to be fed....how funny & very loud (when you hear 18 cows & 5 goats mooing & maaing.....)

We want you to know that we will be praying for ya at all times & hope all is well with the MRI. God is a miracle worker & has performed some awesome miracles....You ar eproof of it!!!!
One other note...the pictures are great. Your little sister looks a lot like you....just a s cute as you 2 can be!!!
Know that we are praying always!!!

In Jesus' Love,
John, Julie & The Blakester

http://www.caringbridge.com/ca/blake

The Stephens Family: John, Julie & Blake <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
Greenwood, South Carolina USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
I was looking at your baby pictures this morning and guess what? Your baby sister looks JUST LIKE YOU! That's pretty special. Have fun today. Love you bunches,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:34 AM CDT

What cuties! Just wanted to pop in and check on everyone and let you know I am still praying for ALL of you. God Bless!!!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:51 AM CDT

Hi Ryan!
Hope you had a great weekend! Tomorrow the kids go back to school....seems so early! It's been pretty hot out too!
I know your MRI is next week so I'll be back to check in on you...stay srong..cyber hugs ((()))...and lots of prayers!
Kathy-mom of David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:00 AM CDT

Still praying for all of you, and glad today was a much better day. Take care and God bless.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Wichita Falls, Texas - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 0:32 AM CDT

Hi Ya'll I found you through Eli Kurtz's site. I just wanted to let you know I was praying for you all.
Roseann <roseannr1@hotmail.com>
West Bend, WI - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:49 PM CDT

Andrea, Ryan, Elizabeth and Phillip
The pictures are so cute, im glad everything is going so well for you. Ryan stay strong!!! God bless you all!!
Samantha Elliott <monkeygirl0888@hotmail.com >
Louisiana, Mo 63353 - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

Love the pictures..... Talk to you all soon!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:54 PM CDT

I just thought I would stop by and meet you little guy. Top Gun is a really cool movie. I have seen it a bunch of time. I think I even have the soundtrack somewhere. I am happy to see that you had a really good day. Those are the best.

Elijah bear's Page

Ann <akurtz1974@msn.com>
Brighton, Co - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

I am praying for you Ryan all the way from O'Fallon
Missouri!
I pray that God take away your pain and show you the
way to go.
I pray that God help your mommy too.

Praying for you in God's name,
Michelle Galik
Church of the Shepherd, St. Charles, Mo.
Michelle Galik
O'Fallon, MO USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Stopping by to say hello and while I'm here mention that you are a VERY HANDSOME BOY!!!! I hope your tummy ache is long gone, and that you are feeling terrific today!!! Take care of yourself and your beautiful family. I'll be thinking of you all here in Minnesota.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
I'll be thinking of you all here in Minnesota.
With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:28 PM CDT

Hi Guys, I was glad to see your internet is working again. I was really starting to miss you all. We had problems with ours so I just now got to catch up. I hope Ryan is feeling better today and doesn't have a tummy ache anymore. I'm glad you found a church you think you might like. Take care and I'll talk to you all soon. Give Ryan and baby Elizabeth kisses for me.
Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:35 PM CDT

Hey little turd...we can't wait to see you and sissy again, hopefully REALLY soon.
Love you miss you see you just this minute.
Ucle Cory, Aunt Heather, Tony <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:33 AM CDT

Hey, Big Guy (not you Phillip!), how are you doing? I have lots of tabs for you - people at work and at church are saving them. So is your Great-great Aunt Diane. So, when can you come get them? Just kidding - it's too far for your 4-wheeler! I'll bring them down soon. Be good for mommy and daddy, and take care of Izzy B. Love you,
Aunt Susan <Selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, August 9, 2004 10:34 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
It looks like you love to ride four wheelers, that's one of our favorite things to do also.
Just wanted you to know that we have received much inspiration by just coming and visiting your site!
We'll keep you in our thoughts and prayers!
You're right, the Lord doesn't work in statistics, he does specialize in miracles!
We'll visit you again soon.
The Kinikini Family Our Son Tuli's Page <jankin74@hotmail.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:10 AM CDT

I love your new pictures in the photo album. I hope you have a good week. Love you, miss you, see you in a minute.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 9, 2004 7:29 AM CDT

I can relate to the Sear's story. Somedays it seems as if I am raising a princess while others it feels like a terror. Kaidrie goes through awful mood swings as well. We're thinking about Ryan and your family, and continue to keep you all in our daily prayers.
((HUGS))
Amber & Kaidrie <uthamomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Sunday, August 8, 2004 7:57 PM CDT

Hello, I found ryans website through Maddie Paguyo's. That article was just amazing and ryan seems like a strong and caring four year old boy from all of the stories. I hope ryan has fun at preschool and enjoys playing soccer with all of his new friends he will make. I will pray for ryan and hope that his tumor continues to shrink. Stay strong. Much love,
Brittany Dahlen- One of Maddie Paguyo's friends <Brittanydahlen@hotmail.com>
minneapolis, mn - Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:11 PM CDT

Hi Andrea and Ryan, I love that green machine. I think my kids would like that too. Thanks for sharing your pictures with us. I am visiting from another caringbridge site, but wanted to leave you my prayers and well wishes. Be positive and believe, miracles do happen!

Michelle
www.caringbridge.org/va/benjamin
Michelle Hawkins <michellehawkins3@yahoo.com>
Ashburn, VA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 4:14 PM CDT

Praying for all of you. Take care and God bless.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Wichita Falls, Texas - Sunday, August 8, 2004 2:13 PM CDT

Hey Ryan and all. Just letting you know we're thinking about you. I sent Ben a t-shirt from the Poker Run, so i'll have to send ya a pic when he takes one with it on. He was sorry he had to miss the big event. We loved the article too in the paper, it was great. Talk to ya soon!!
Amy Fortin, Lexi Sabatino <lexiamyben@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville , ky - Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

Hi kids!!! Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about the four of you. Love ya bunches!!!!!!!
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

Hi Andrea,
I just read your journal entry and want to let you know you are not alone... we have been through so many trying phases with Haley. She was on decadron for two years so we blamed that, she is on phenobarbital so we blame that, the doctor says that we can blame the tumor itself for affecting her behavior, but the fact is her behavior has NOT been typical for a child her age. It has been very frustrating and I just wanted to share this with you so that you know it's not just you and not just Ryan. So glad to hear that he's doing great otherwise! Love,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 0:51 AM CDT

Hey guys!!!!!!! Glad to see that you are up and running agian. I love you guys and miss you all bunches!!!!!!!!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 11:03 PM CDT

hi ryan! i'm so glad you are feeling good and playing soccer. i hope that was the last chemo. you ever have to take and that cowardly tumor runs away forever!!!! many thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angeliqueparker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, August 7, 2004 8:36 PM CDT

Wow...

So good to hear that Mr. Ryan is feeling so good!!! Soccer is a great sport for these guys with so much energy. I just loved to watch Devin play.....we will watch him again someday too.

You enjoy those babies. They are precious and they just grow up way too fast!!!

Thanks for always stopping by to check on Devin.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:09 PM CDT

Hi Ryan!!
Congrats on your counts and starting pre-school! I love to hear how much energy you have! Andrea I also wrote 3!!!updates and I pushed the pre-view button and GONE....everything I wrote....I just don't understand computers...finally was able to post my new journal...never had such problems before....anyway, glad to read such a wonderful post and your spirits are fantastic...you are all in my prayers and thoughts! God Bless!
Kathy-mom of David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 6:43 PM CDT

Hey guys, i know you
are happy to have
your computer up and
going again!!!!!!

thanks for all the extra
prayers for Craig.

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:03 PM CDT

It is good to have you back doing your journals. Even though I talk to you everyday and talk to Ryan everyday, I enjoy reading your entries. Can't wait until Daddy does another entry. I am glad the two of you had a good time at dinner. Tell Trip to be careful in Korea and to keep in touch. Remember I love you and I am so proud of the woman that you have become. Phillip you are a good Dad and I am so proud to call you my son, I love you.

Nana, Mom, MIL (the best one ever) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 8:43 AM CDT

Hye Ryan!!! It is cool that you have done so well with the 2nd round of Chemo. Keep up the good work.!!!!
Blake wanted me to tell you that you look really cool on your new 4-wheeler. Green is sooooo cool. But he still thinks Red is the best.
Do you get to start school this year? Blake was suppose to get to start 6th grade on Thursday (Aug. 5th) but a nasty sinus infection had to come & take ofer. He is now on some powerful IV meds. to get him back up to snuf'. Hopefully he can start with his Homebound teacher on Monday!!! He says that you have a really cool site & a very pretty "Sissie" I have to agree with him.
Well we will now let you go since Blake is up past his bedtime(to day was IVIG day 2hrs from home, & the infusion itself took 6 hrs. So Blake os pooped & already passed out in his bed(he forgot to remove his shoes......does that from time to time).
We hope you continue to do well with your Chemo. We WILL be praying for a cure for Ryan!!!!

http://www.caringbridge.com/ca/blake come on by for a little visit. Blake loves all of the encouragement he can harbor in his sweet heart!!!!

Blake Stephens(along with mom Julie & Dad John) <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
Greenwood, Southcarolina USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 10:22 PM CDT

Hello Ryan!!!!
Was thinking about you and just had to let you know that I love you and miss you!!! Get your rest...come see me when you get to Nashville. I miss your smiling face...everyone in Rad/Onc asks about you. Give Mommy, Daddy, and Elizabeth a big hug and kiss for me and do not forget to give yourself the biggest one. Have kept you all in my prayers. Miss you, take care.
Love you,
Trishi XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXO
Trish Juoza-Clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

Andrea and Phillip,
It was great talking to Andrea today and hearing that Ryan's second week of chemo has gone so well. Actually, phenomenal as his doctor's put it. Remember a few months ago when our little guy had very little energy and playing was an effort, now even with his treatment he is, as Andrea put it today, "a ball of energy".

Ryan, I heard you had a great time spending some money a nice man gave you for a shopping spree at Toys R Us. That must have been really exciting for you.

Give IzzyB a kiss and hug for me. Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 4:04 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Only 40 more days until Disneyland, woohoo! Better get that suitcase packed buddy.

Love you, miss you, keep beelieving
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

Hey, Just wanted to let both of you know, you are on my mind and in my prayers. I am always here if you need a shoulder or an ear. I love you both and care about you both as if you were my own. Let me help if I can. Remember I have been in a similar situation and know if you keep it all bottled up, it hurts everyone. Especially the ones you love the most.

I love you guys.
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Hey Brown family, I hope you are all doing well. It's been awhile since I signed the guestbook, but as I see now, ya'll haven't had too much luck with your internet lately. I am still and always praying for ya'll. Remember, if you ever need anything, I am not that far away. Hope to see ya'll someday soon.
Take care.
Lots of love and prayers,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, August 6, 2004 7:24 AM CDT

Hey Guys, hope you get your internet up soon, we certainly miss the updates on Ryan. Hope he is doing as well with his chemo this week as he did the first week he had it.

Miss you, love you, keep beelieving.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:11 PM CDT

Hey guys!!!!!!! I just wanted to tell you all that I love you and can't wait to see you ALL AGAIN!!!!!!!!
Miss you all!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING
Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,Andea and Phillip,I have not added an entry in your journal in quite a while.But I have been keeping up with you.I pray that all goes well with you in this next round of treatment.I think of you all and pray that you will be getting some good news.God Bless.....Linda
Linda Kneisler <lindamarko1@yahoo.com>
Savannah, Tn USA - Sunday, August 1, 2004 8:34 PM CDT

Hi Big Boy Ryan,
You did a great job writing your update. Isn't it funny how you know what you're writing but the computer messes it all up so only you know what it says?!! I hope you found a special bear waiting for you when you got back. The reason it is so soft is that it is full of love and hugs! Please give Mommy a hug for me and tell her to give you and Elizabeth some for me! Andrea, I'm here if you need anything.
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Sunday, August 1, 2004 1:23 PM CDT

Hello to the Brown Family.. Ryan, loved reading your entry!!!! You did a wonderful job!! We hope you had a great time with your Nana. Just wanted to let you know that we have you on our minds, in our hearts and in ours prayers too. Take care of your little sister, she is beautiful too. Eileen and Richard
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:41 PM CDT

Ryan...

Sounds like you have a lot on your mind. Hope you are enjoying that fun four wheeler.

Have a great weekend.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 11:24 PM CDT

hello little guy this is kyle the one who sent you the b-day gift and we are thanking about you today that was so cool that you write that on you page how sweet was that will need to go hope to here from you soon take care hugs

www.caringbridge.org/nc/kyle1989
Kyle Brown <brownsuperstar89@aol.com>
Denver, NC - Friday, July 30, 2004 12:14 AM CDT

Good morning Ryan, just stopping by to say "hey there" and hope you are doing great. I hope you have lots of fun this weekend, and play hard. Hope to see you soon, sweet pea!

Love and hugs and prayers,
Tania
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, July 30, 2004 7:14 AM CDT

Ryan !! You made me smile all morning !! I LOVED your update to your website. I have a grandson your age and I reconized your typing !!!
You make lots of people smile...so keep giving us these smiles !!
Gail Burns <grannygail@aol.com>
Jonesboro, GA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 2:07 PM CDT

I just wanted you to know that of all of the journal entries, yesterday was my favorite! I wish you well...enjoy that trip to Disney!!
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@msn.com>
Oak Grove, KY 42262 - Thursday, July 29, 2004 2:00 PM CDT

Ryan,
I had lots of fun with you at Rosemary's the other day. I told my mom all about it. She had lots of questions about what I did all day wth you and the other kids. She always asks questions! I wanted to tell you that it was really good to see you and play outside and take pictures! I had a great time.
Talk to you later,
Brynn
Becky Orf <Becky.Orf@courts.mo.gov.>
Bowling Green, MO - Thursday, July 29, 2004 10:16 AM CDT

Hey Ryan -
Thanks for letting us know about all those things you just love! Six weeks to Disneyland - yippee! I know you are having loads of fun with Nana, Meme, Brandon and Brady this week. Hope I get to see you tomorrow. Love you miss you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:35 AM CDT

Ryan, I believe you need to become a writer when you are all grown up. You are fantastic at journal entries and I hope to read more from you soon, little buddy.

I hope you are all doing just great and I am always praying.
Lots of love, hugs and prayers from the Haynes'
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn - Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

Hey buddy, you are laying about 5 feet behind me sleeping. I'm so glad you came to stay with us and I've had sooo much fun with you here. I hope you have enjoyed it too!!!!!! Brandon and Brady have loved it too. I can't wait to have a Ryan, Meme day tomorrow. We will have too much fun!! Your entry today was great.
Hey, want some knucklebutter????

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 10:31 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

I enjoyed reading your journal. I hope you have a wonderful, great, and fun day today. God Bless.

Cheyenne's dad
www.cringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 3:22 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, I hope you are having a good time at Meme's and with Nana and Brandon and Brady. You are such a special little guy who certainly has alot of love from a whole lot of people. I have a box full of soda tabs for you to take to Ronald Donalds house. I will probable mail them to your house,as I am not sure when I will get to see you or Nana. Maybe I can come to Ky real soon and see you and IzzyB? I will let mommy and daddy know when I can come.
I love you very very much.
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <reogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 2:22 PM CDT

Ryan! Great typing, kiddo! You are so funny - and so thankful. That's wonderful. Love you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 28, 2004 9:23 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth,

I am so sorry we could not make it to the Poker run on Saturday. We wanted to be there sooooo bad. We will certainly get together soon though. I am glad to hear it went so well and everybody had a great time.
Ryan, you are so good lookin' on that four wheeler. I'll bet it's lots of fun to ride. Take care of your little sissy, she is lucky to have you for her big brother.

Take care,
love and prayers,
Tania (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes)

Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 7:30 AM CDT

Miss you kids. It really makes my day when I can read what good things are going on. Tell Ryan I love him
UNCLE BILL <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem, mo - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 5:00 AM CDT

Andrea,
So glad to read that Ryan is feeling well. Sorry I have not kept up with our caringbridge friends lately. We have moved from New York to Alabama and its been quite hectic. Thank you so much for Troy's link! I will do the same when I get some computer guidance! Please keep in touch.
Nadine Paulmeno (Troy's mom) <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

hello kyle loves that green 4- wheel kyle had one like that when he was still walking and loves rideing on it hate to here about the ear pain hope i will go away soon. will we will be back soon take care
Crystal and Kyle <brownsuperstar89@aol.com>
Denver, NC - Monday, July 26, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

I am so glad to hear Ryan is feeling good, sorry to hear about the ear pain though. I hope you guys are enjoying your summer. I know we all feel so terrible about the loss of Issac, even if you never have met face to face it still is a loss.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Monday, July 26, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

Dear Andrea:

It's not unusual to have very hardened wax plugs in the ears after radiation treatment. The oncologists and radiologists usually don't mention it. I finally took Ross to an ear specialist to have his ear pain addressed a couple of months after radiation ended, and the "plugs" were removed.

Best regards,

Annemarie, m/o Ross
Dx: DPBSG

Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 25, 2004 11:59 PM CDT

Hey guys!!! Ryan, you are at uncle cory's right now and I just wanted to tell you that I can't wait until you come and spend a couple of days with us. I've got all kinds of fun stuff planned for us. Andrea, you and Elizabeth are currently sitting in my living room. I'm glad you guys are here. I have enjoyed your visit. Phillip, I can't wait to see you again too!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!
meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st P, mo usa - Sunday, July 25, 2004 8:27 PM CDT

Hi Andrea, Phillip, Ryan and IzzyB,
I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed Saturday with all of you and all the family - it was good to see your family again, Phillip. Isn't it great to know you have so much support from both sides of the family. And then to see all the people that came out for the Poker Run was just phenominal. I never would have believed it if I hadn't seen it for myself.

Ryan is just so lucky to have you two and all your friends and family, and we are all so lucky to have Ryan. Thanks for sharing him - and Elizabeth - with all of us. Love to all of you.

Ryan, here's a secret for you to tell Clifford - I love you.
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 25, 2004 6:08 PM CDT

Hey Ryan this is Miah and Shawna Smith, we just wanted to say that we love you and keep strong and keep getting better.You have a great mom and dad and baby sister, have fun on your new 4wheeler and be safe.
Jeremiah and Shawna Smith <supermanblue23@yahoo.com>
Big Rock, TN USA - Friday, July 23, 2004 1:50 PM CDT

Hi there Ryan, Just stopping by to send my love to you all. I'm glad you are having such a good time at camp. Take care of Mommy, Elizabeth and Daddy. Thinking of you always, Love, Nonnie Vicki :)
Nonnie Vicki
Louisiana, Mo USA - Friday, July 23, 2004 9:58 AM CDT

I HOPE Y'ALL HAVE A GREAT TIME AT THE POKER RUN ON SATURDAY. I'M SORRY CRAIG AND I CAN'T MAKE IT, HE JUST STARTED A NEW JOB AND HAS TO WORK OVER THE WEEKEND TO GET IT FINISHED. I WILL MISS SEEING YOU GUYS, BUT YOU WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. RYAN, I HOPE YOU GET TO RIDE A REALLY COOL MOTORCYCLE TOMORROW.

LOVE Y'ALL,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, July 23, 2004 7:02 AM CDT

I sure hope you all have a great weekend. Your in our thoughts and prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, July 22, 2004 7:10 PM CDT

Hey guys!!!!! I can't wait to see you all this weekend. I'm sooo sorry that I can't come down for the poker run. But I promise to try and make it down there really soon. I miss you all.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 5:00 PM CDT

Ryan
Hey there littly Buddy !! How are you today?? I hope that you and your sister are already feeling lots and lots better and back to having lots of fun.. I am sorry about your ear and I will say a pray that you are better very soon.. It is good news about your counts being good though and I am very happy to hear that you have been having so much fun with your Big Buddy at Day Camp that is wonderful.. Well Here's hoping that you have a great today, a wonderful tomorrow, and an awesome weekend.. We are thinking about you, and sending you lots of love, hugs, and prayers from the SUNNY and WAY TO HOT state of Oklahoma..
Love your Friends,
Kimbra and Dillion BOOGIE Craig <okbabygirl20@yahoo.com>
Muskogee, Ok - Thursday, July 22, 2004 2:56 PM CDT

Hey Buddy, I like your website, it is so cool to see those 4 wheelers. I bet you like riding it. I really miss you alot. I hope you have fun at the poker run, you will have to wear your vest and shirt from your biker buddies. I know you are having fun at camp, that is so cool, I wish I could go to camp. Give Elizabeth, mommy and daddy all hugs and kisses for me. Luv ya Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
Crystal City, MO Jefferson - Thursday, July 22, 2004 2:38 PM CDT

Just wanted to bring you some sweet wishes,

and Happy thoughts for your weekend,

and let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers!!!!

sending you lots of love, and BIG ((( HUGS )))

~ Boogie's Website ~
Boogie's Caring Bridge Page

Kimbra and Dillion (Boogie) Craig <okbabygirl20@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 22, 2004 11:02 AM CDT

my kids and I are thinking about you daily bud, hang in there and God Bless You.Kyle Ableman and kids
kyle ableman <whsepop@hotmail.com>
salina, ks USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

Once again the kids internet is down. So, for everyone visiting, they are all doing good. Ryan is looking forward to the poker run this weekend. Please pray for Isaac, check his website, and sign his guestbook. Pray that Ryan's blood count continues to be good.
Sherry (Nana) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 21, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

hi ryan! i hope your fundraiser goes great!! i'd spend every last penny to get harlei the best care possible, and i'm sure your parents feel the same. it does gets expensive, but money well spent on you two brave kids! if we are ever in the area we'll stop and you can take harlei a ride on your 4wheeler. haha!! many thoughts and prayers fory you! angelique, harlei, lexus parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 3:26 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Sounds like camp is lots of fun. I am sure you are looking forward to the big Poker Run this week-end and then coming to St. Louis for Tony's birthday party. We miss you lots.

I really like what Stacy has done to your website. It is really cool with the 3-wheelers and I really like the flying words! Good job Stacy!

Give your mommy, daddy and sister a big hug for me. I love you.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 2:32 PM CDT

Hey guys, just stopped by to say hey and check up on you. Andrea, girl, I know how it is when you have 2 or more kids sick at the same time, a couple months ago, all three of mine had strep throat. Talk about needing a vacation!!ha ha ha. Craig and I are going to do everything we can to be at the poker run on Saturday, I am looking forward to it alot. Take care. And thanks for checking up on us and signing the guestbook, you're such a great person.

Love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

Ryan-
I just found your website off of maddies site and I wanted to say that you are in my thoughts and prayers! Im sorry to hear about your earache. You sound like one tough little boy! Stay strong!
Love from a friend of Maddies,
liz
liz <liz11shay@msn.com>
mpls, mn usa - Monday, July 19, 2004 9:27 PM CDT

I found Ryan on Isaac's web. We just wanted to let you know we are praying for you and are pleased to hear how much fun he is having at daycamp. Much love from our family to yours
susan <suzoja@msn.com>
brush prairie, wa usa - Monday, July 19, 2004 4:12 PM CDT

Ryan,
My Family and I wish you and your Family the very best. You are a real trooper! Our Prayers are with you. Phillip and Andrea you are in our prayers as well.Stay strong and god bless you all!!
Steve (earthlink rep) <bronnenste@corp.earthlink.net>
bartlesville, ok usa - Monday, July 19, 2004 4:04 PM CDT

Hey little buddy. Sure am glad you get to hang out with a real man at day camp instead of just old dad. Sounds to me like you are having lots of fun and being real big for mom and dad. We got to take Emily and jody on one of our long 4wheeler rides last week. Wish you guy's could be here for one of them. Hope your poker run goes good and you keep some of your money. Hate to think you would lose it all by not running fast enough, cause I know how fast you can run. Sorry to hear about your ear hurting but if I had to listen to the (worm) all day mine would probably hurt to. Mom and Dad, you two ar e wonderful and the whole family loves you, hurry back up so we can spend some more time together. Love ya Uncle Bill
william courtney <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem , mo usa - Monday, July 19, 2004 12:57 AM CDT

So glad to read that Ryan is doing so well! Haley says she wants you to put a picture of baby Elizabeth back on the website (I guess it's a girl thing)! Love to your family,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 8:55 AM CDT

Ryan, Andrea,Phillip and Elizabeth,
It was great to see you all at the Eagles on Friday night. Ryan, you just look great. Richard and I just loved seeing all of you and getting to talk. Richard was amazed at how strong Ryan was on the playground equipment. We hope that you all like the shirts! We thought they turned out great. Hope that you all have a great week and we will see you on Saturday. Amy and Lexi are looking forward to being with you too.
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Sunday, July 18, 2004 8:15 PM CDT

Sounds like everyone is having fun when they feel well. I hope they both get better soon, it can be tiring staying home with two sick kids. Keep up the good work and we will see you next weekend. I can't wait.
Nana, Mom, MIL <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Sunday, July 18, 2004 6:45 PM CDT

Ryan,
So glad to hear you are enjoying your summer. Have fun at camp and tell Mommy, Daddy, and Elizabeth hello for me. I miss you very much...come see me the next time you are at the hospital. We have another wave of children in radiology...none as cute as you!!!! They do not like me singing...can you believe that? I guess that will always be OUR song. Take care. My prayers are with you and your family. Keep the faith! I love you! Lots of Hugs and Kisses!XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXO
Trishi
Trish Juoza-Clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
Nashville, TN USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

Hi Sweetie! AngelSheri from Quilts of Love stopping by to make sure you're having a fun summer.

Lots of Love!!!
AngelSheri <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Friday, July 16, 2004 4:05 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, Are you having a good summer? I read that you are going to day camp, how awsome. I bet that is so much fun. Ally went to a day camp and had a really good time, but she didn't get to do as much as you do. I hope you have a good time. I'll talk to you soon, just wanted to tell you hi. Give everyone a big hug from all of us in Louisiana. We miss you all. You need to come and visit us at church when you are in the area. Love, Ashley and Allyson
Ashley and Allyson Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 9:45 AM CDT

Ryan,
Hello There.. My name is Dillion Craig. Your Nana (I have a Nana too!) Came to visit me last night and told me all about you, so I thought I would come over and say hello.. IT is really great to meet you.. I wanted to tell you that I think that you are a very brave and amazing little boy, and I wanted to let you know that we will be saying lots of prayers for you and your family.. I hope that you have lots of fun at day camp, and that you are able to have a really great weekend.. we will keep you in our prayers, and be back soon to visit..

MY Website
MY Caring Bridge Page

Lots of love, hugs, and prayers coming your way from your friends
Dillion (Boogie) Craig and my mommy Kimbra <okbabygirl20@yahoo.com>
Muskogee, Ok - Friday, July 16, 2004 9:13 AM CDT

Hey guys, I was just checking in to ssy hi and I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH. Have a wonderful day at school today Ryan and I'll talk to you tonight or tomorrow.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO 63376 - Friday, July 16, 2004 6:34 AM CDT

Hello everyone,

I have noticed with Cheyenne that when she gets overheated or it is really hot outside she doesn't look as good and gets really tired. It has been that way for several months. We always thought it was the Temodar.

You remain in our daily (many times a day usually) prayers. This tumor is beatable, so don't ever give up hope. God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

Hello Ryan ... wow you look for cute on that ATV but these days around our family that is a bad word! We thought we would come and give you a visit and send some prayers your way ... we know there is a miracle out there some where for all of these dreaded childhood cancer's and I pray for the day to be soon that it is revealed! Please know you and your family are in our thought and prayers and THANK YOU so much for praying for us ... God Bless!
Rebekah A.K.A. "Aunt Bekah" www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryanbrown <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 9:12 PM CDT

HI GUYS, I JUST WANT TO SAY DITTO AND AMEN TO WHAT AUNT RENEE AND SHERRY LYNN SAID (NANA) YOU ARE ALL GOING THROUGH AND DEALING WITH SOMETHING NO ONE SHOULD REALLY HAVE TO AND ESPECIALLY SOMEONE WE ALL LOVE AS MUCH AS WE DO YOU,OUR FAMILY. I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE AND WILL CONTINUE TO SAY HOW MUCH I RESPECT YOUR FAITH AND STRENGTH AND MATURITY. HOPING TO HEAR A GOOD REPORT FROM THE DOCTOR. LOVE AND PRAYERS TO YOU ALL AUNT CAROL PS. EVEN WHEN THE FULL MOON IS OUT PHILLIP.
AUNT CAROL <crlmccn@aol.com>
PEVELY, MO - Thursday, July 15, 2004 4:56 PM CDT

Hello my precious angels - Andrea, Phillip, Ryan and Elizabeth -
So glad to hear about the day camp - what a great thing for Ryan and I am sure he is having a fantastic time.

As we have said in the past and will continue to say - you are both doing a wonderful job and are parents to admire. Remember that your family loves you and supports your decisions - that's what families do -- they love each other and they support each other. No one could be loved more by their families than we love the Brown family, Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth.

Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 15, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

Ryan, I hope you have a fantastic time at day camp and pray all goes well at the Doctor today. Have lots of fun no matter what you do and take care of little sissy.

Andrea and Phillip, I am so proud of you both, I know what you're feeling and how hard it is to constantly worry about tomorrow. Just pray and trust God to guide you in the right direction. You have done a wonderful job so far and your babies will always know how much you love them. I will be praying and praying for you all. Remember if you need to vent, please don't hesitate to email me or even call me collect.
Lots of love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Thursday, July 15, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, Remember how very much I love both of you and will support any decision the two of you make. I can't even begin to imagine what you may be going through or how helpless you may feel. I think the grandparent's of the other caringbridge kids may agree that the hardest part for us is being so helpless when it comes to helping you. After all, you are still my baby. There are only four people in this world that the two of you need to make happy. That is your family, Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth Brown. As you have been taught all of your life, pray before you make your decisions and follow the path God is laying out before you. You and Phillip are wonderful parents and shouldn't have to apologize to anyone for anything you have done. Very few people could make it through the last five years the way the two of you have and many of those who fail at it are much older. Ryan knows how much the two of you love him and that is what is important. Unconditional love, isn't that what you were always told. Families love unconditionally, especially parents and children. Ryan and Izzy B know this love because of you two. Don't ever apologize again, until we have walked a mile in your shoes we can't know how we would react or what we would do.
Nana, Mom, MIL <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 9:48 PM CDT

Just sending a quick hello and lots of prayers for Ryan. I came from Justyn's site. Careful on that 4-wheeler buddy.

Aimee <Aimee1072@aol.com>
Waterford, NY USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

Hey there little boy, you better be careful with all the swimming, you might turn into a little fish!!!!! I'm sooo glad to hear you all had a wonderful weekend. That is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ryan, you'll have to teach baby sissy how to swim when she gets a bit bigger.
I LOVE YOU GUYS
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 8:48 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Just wanted to say hello and let you know we are thinking of you. Sounds like you had a great time swimming. Come and visit us soon!!

Amy Lawson (Ronald McDonald House)
Amy Lawson <amy@rmhnashville.com>
Nashville , TN Davidson - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 10:50 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I am so glad to hear that you are doing much better. I am sure you will beat this thing yet. I love that 4 wheeler, it is really cool. We will continue to pray for you. Give mommy, daddy & Elizabeth a hug for us.
Love & prayers,

Judy Shade <snqqpy45@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, Mo USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 1:25 AM CDT

Thank you for coming by and visiting LaKotas webpage.
Sending lots of prayers your way. +++++++++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota~*~
DOG (DEPEND ON GOD
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Monday, July 12, 2004 10:29 AM CDT

Andrea, thanks for stopping by Maddie's website.

Ryan,
Well- it sure sounds like you and your family had a FANTASTIC weekend- I am sooooo happy that you are feeling so great!!!! And, my goodness, what a fish you are!!! Swimming, swimming and MORE swimming!!!! Our family loves to have "family fun time" just like yours- nothing better than being together, being silly and simply enjoying the gift of a wonderful family!!!! Keep up the fun- you are an exceptionally handsome boy and I am keeping you and your family in my happy thoughts and prayers!

With love,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, July 12, 2004 9:06 AM CDT

Hey fishie,It was so good to talk to you last night. You sure were being talkative. You had to talk to everyone here. I am so glad you all had such a good weekend. I just know you will have many, many more. I can't wait to see you. I love you, I miss you, I'll see you later! I'll be there in just a minute. Love, Nana
Sherry Courtney <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 12, 2004 7:13 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,

I came to visit from Cheyenne site. I know what you mean about taking our children for grant. I never would have dreamed I'd only have 9 years with Michelle. I have miss out on so much. I never did half the stuff I would have like to do with Michelle. Although Michelle did get to Maineland, ON Canada as one of her wishes. She had been want to go there since she was 5 year old and I never had the money to take her. Her other wish was to go to Disney World in Florida. We went there from Jan. 24 - 31, 2004. I never really got to do the special stuff I want to do with Michelle. She had just asked in Jan. 2003, if she could go to swim lessons in the summer and if she could do dance lessons in Jan, but I never had the money to sign her up for dance lessons. When I did have the money Michelle was having problem with balance and was unable to stand on her toes. I wish I had of tooken more picture while I had the chance. I feel that I don't have enough. I am hoping that you are able to do all the special stuff you want to do with Ryan and take lot of pictures of him. Your in our prayers, love from Kim m/o Michelle ~~ June 25, 1994 ~ May 31, 2004.

Angel Michelle
Kimberley Clayton <michelle9kim@yahoo.ca>
Guelph, ON, Canada - Monday, July 12, 2004 0:26 AM CDT

We got your website from our previous angel, angel Darla. You are so lucky she is your angel! She sends great packages! Our daughter, Beth, had radiation and was always cold & tired too. We have an electric blanket she loves- even in the summer! But she has been off chemo now for 5 months for a brain tumor and doing wonderful!!! See, there are miracles. We will pray for your little guy. feel welcome to email us if you have any questions we can help with. bethsplace.net
Jenni Simsack <simsack1@comcast.net>
Holly, MI USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 7:58 PM CDT

Hey my little Champ Ryan,
I love the picture of you on the the 4wheeler. You look so cute. I hope you had a great birthday. Have you been getting all my mail? I will keep them coming.. Little Angel, please know that you are always in my prayers and forever in my heart...
angel hugs always,
Chemo Angel Darla
Darla <Greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 9:28 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Hope your feeling good and haveing a good time on your four-wheeler!
Lots of Love,
The Portwoods
Jessica Portwood <jessica_portwood@hotmail.com>
Bowling Green , MO 63334 - Saturday, July 10, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

Ryan, what a great looking 4-wheeler you have and how big you look on it! Just want you to know that you are in my prayers and my church prays for you also. We talk to Nana Sherry all the time about you. Know that you are thought about a lot by a lot of people.

Wendy Alexander <walexander@missvalley.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, July 9, 2004 9:35 PM CDT

Ryan,
How cool to have lost your front tooth and to have a brand new really, really cool four wheeler! I hope the tooth fairy was good to you! I'm sure you are really enjoying your four wheeler! So glad you are doing so good with your medicine. Give your Mom, Dad, and baby sister a hug for me.
Sue Bridgman <mbsb74@marktwain.net>
Palmyra, MO 63461 - Friday, July 9, 2004 12:48 AM CDT

Ryan, you're such a big boy to be taking your medicine so good for mommy. I know it makes you feel bad, but in a couple of days you will feel all better. Have a great weekend filled with lots of fun, and kiss your baby sissy for me.

love and prayers always,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. juliet, Tn t - Friday, July 9, 2004 12:26 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I'm so proud of you the way you are taking your medicine. You are sooo big. Give little Elizabeth a big kiss for me, I love you both. I'm getting a package together for you both and I will send it when I get it complete. Andrea, hang in there sweetie, sending you strengh and love your way. Tell Phillip hi, take care to all. Love, Nonie Vicki
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 8:46 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, can't wait
to get to see you in
person soon. hope
you get to feeling better
really soon

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 7:31 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,

For each tooth you loose, i heard you get to make a wish along with the nice chunk of change that the fairy brings you. My daughter's sing "All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth"...every time they loose a tooth...even if it is nowhere around Christmas and even if they lost teeth other than their "front teeth"...I have silly girls, don't I? Thanks for stopping by and keeping us in your thoughts. You remain in our thoughts and prayers! God Bless and Keep Strong!

Big Hugs from The Copeland Crew!
Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Escondido, ca USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 1:50 AM CDT

Ryan,

Congrats on finally getting that tooth out. Bet you look cute with it missing. Wonder what the tooth fairy will leave for you. Hope its something good.

So happy to hear about your 4wheeler. How lucky. I'm not going to tell Devin or he will want one too. He has a friend that has one and hopefully he will get to go and ride on it pretty soon. They're a lot of fun.

You keep on having fun. You deserve it.

Best wishes for a fun-filled summer.

The Ross Family

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 0:19 AM CDT

Hey Ryan
Congrats on loosing your first tooth! When Alex lost her first tooth, she wrote a letter to the tooth fairy all by herself. It said, "Dear Tooth Fairy, I lost my first tooth today. Please bring me $6 since I am turning 6 years old in a few weeks." Well....of course the tooth fairy brought her $6, but she told Alex that she always pays more for the first tooth! Let us know how much you get!
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 9:06 PM CDT

The Tooth Fairy in our home paid $5 per tooth when two got knocked out in kindergarten......
Glad Ryan is doing so well. Wrestling is a good thing!
Best wishes for a complete recovery.
Karen Z. - Dallas, TX
Karen Z.
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 4:33 PM CDT

Hi Andrea:

The tooth fairy pays more for the first tooth. I laughed when I read Ryan's wish that the fairy place his tooth back in position. When Ross woke up the morning following the loss of his first tooth, which was placed under his pillow, he was crying hysterically. I thought the going rate for teeth must have risen drastically since I was a child, until I found out he felt the fairy "stole" his tooth. Ross thought he just had to prove to the fairy that his tooth had fallen out, but that he could keep it.

Sorry to hear about your Grandma. Also, thanks for including Ross' site.

Annemarie

www.caringbridge.com/ny/rossmanhattan
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@ol.com>
- Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

Hi sweet Ryan and family,
Wow your front tooth huh! The tooth fairy brought Lucas $2 for his front tooth! Personally I think she was simply exhausted and didn't realize there were two one dollar bills when she visited in the middle of the night but I could be wrong (hee hee) Please let mom & dad know that they are doing an awesome job and we think of you every day. Take care big guy.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
vancouver, wa - Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:49 AM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
Can you whistle through the hole where your tooth used to be? I hear you had lots of fun at Uncle Bill's house - that's good. Sometimes Uncle Bill forgets how to be a kid and have fun, so he needs you or Brandon or Brady to remind him!

Give Sissy a kiss for me, okay? Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:21 AM CDT

Hi guys!

WOW! You lost a tooth, AND the tooth fairy came...how exciting! Connor has lost three teeth over the past 3 months, we told him that the tooth fairy is going to have to take out a bank loan just for him if he continues to lose his teeth. But somehow, she always comes through for him. I'm so sorry about your grandmother, but glad to read that she is taking it so well. We will pray for a miracle for her, as well. Hope today is a good day for you all, expecially you, Ryan!

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom

**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Thursday, July 8, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

Ryan, I am jealous that you lost a tooth and I haven't!!! I have been wanting the tooth fairy to come see me, but have not been lucky enough. Rosemary said that you might come visit sometime this summer. That would be great! I would love to be able to play with you again. My mommy and I continue to pray for you and your mommy and daddy. I know that you will get better soon!

Love, Brynn
Becky Orf <Becky.Orf@courts.mo.gov.>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

I realized I haven't signed the guestbook in a while, but I check in everyday. Ryan, that is so cool you lost your first tooth. How is your baby sister doing these days? I bet she is getting big. I'm so proud of you for taking your medicine so well. That really shows what a big boy you are. I can't believe you got a 4-wheeler for your birthday. That has to be the coolest present in the world. Allyson says HI!! Andrea, sorry to hear about your grandma. I will keep her in my prayers as well. Take care! Love, Ashley
Ashley and Allyson Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, July 8, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

Wow Ryan, you lost your first tooth, this is a special occasion and the Tooth Fairy should give you lots of money for that tooth. It sounds like you are doing great and I'm so happy to know that. You are a sweet and special boy and I hope to see you soon. Tell Mommy to let me know when you will be back at Vanderbilt because I would like to see you and deliver a birthday gift to you.

Take care and God Bless you all!!!!

Love,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Thursday, July 8, 2004 7:12 AM CDT

Hey Sis!!!!!! I think the going rate is about $20 right now. Rate of inflation keeps making it rise. Or so Brandon keeps trying to convince me of that!!!!! I'm glad you all are doing well right now. I Love You guys and will keep praying.
Ryan, congradulations on losing your tooth. You are such a big boy now. And, you are being such a big boy for taking your medicine sooo good for mommy and daddy!
Elizabeth, It won't be long before you start getting teeth. Don't grow up too fast cutie!!!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
THE ONE AND ONLY AUNT MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
We found your site from Mitch's site and stopped by to say Hi. You are soooo lucky to have already lost your first tooth (however it probably wasn't the easiest way to lose a tooth) as Katelin is anxiously awaiting the loss of her first tooth and she's 6+ years old. Katelin is also taking Temodar and Protocel...here's hoping the combination works miracles. Take care

Linda & Katelin caringbridge.org/or/katelin
beaverton, or usa - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:17 PM CDT

Hi Brown Family! (Brown is my maiden name!) Just stopping by to say I'm keeping you in my prayers. God Bless!
With Much Love,
Miss Judy <taejme@aol.com>
Naples, FL - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

Hey Buddy!!!!! It was good talking to you today, and yesterday and the day before that. You have really been talkative lately, but Nana doesn't mind. I can't wait to see your new smile. Bye, Love you, Miss you, See you later - be there in a minute.(Ryan's favorite saying of late)
Nana Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:07 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!! Just thinking about you from Texas. Have a great week!
Love,
Susan
Susan Paddack <suspaddack@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:19 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, I am sending this message from North Dakota. I came across your site through another CB site...My son and I think you are the cutest little guy, oh, and your sister is way cute too!!!! And that 4-wheeler, wow, you are a lucky guy, I wish I had one. We were wondering if you would be interested in some Chuckee Cheese free token coupons??? We just don't get there enough, so we thought that if you could use them, we would send them to you. We hope you are having a good day....keep up the coloring!!!
We are praying for you tons!!!
Rita Holte and Alex <rchajh@yahoo.com>
Fargo, ND USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 8:54 PM CDT

hey little buddy.

i missed you sooo much this weekend. i wished i would have been there and i am sorry i missed it. i will talk to you VERY soon and see you soon.

love you miss you see you soon.
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
EUREKA, MO usa - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 7:54 AM CDT

Andrea, I know your uncertainty well. It was the hardest thing I ever did, signing the papers to start Ashley's chemo. You just don't know what will happen. Keep your faith in God, He will show you the right thing. I am always praying for your family. And now I will add your Grandma and dad to my list also. I wish there was more I could do, other than just signing the guestbook, just know that I will do anything if you need me. I have been where you are and I know exactly how you feel, and so do all the other parents of these precious gifts from God. When you need to vent, go right ahead, and remember you are NEVER alone.

God bless you and your sweet family,
All my prayers and love,

www.caringbrige.org/tn/ashleyhaynes

Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
MT. Juliet, Tn - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 7:02 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
My name is Jaime and i just found your caringbridge page. I hope you are feeling well. Have a good week.
Jaime <Jaime13042@aol.com>
NJ USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

Rynie,
Thank you for letting me ride your 4 wheeler so much. I had fun. I love you and miss you and can't wait to see you real soon!!
KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!
BRANDON <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 5:58 PM CDT

Hi Guys, I wish I could help you come up with the right answers with the decisions that you are facing, but I can't. All I can do is be here to listen and give you all the love and support possible. I couldn't imagine having to make such important decisions. I'm not sure there is a right or wrong answer with all of this. Just pray hard and follow your heart (and gut instinct). I am here for ALL of you if you need me. THAT INCLUDES YOU TOO MR PHILLIP!!!!!!
I know you will make the decisions that you feel are best for Ryan, and that's all you can do.
I'm glad you all had fun this weekend, I know we had a blast!!!!
Ryan, I miss you and Elizabeth already, can't wait to see you again soon! Keep being a big boy. I love you kiddo!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 5:56 PM CDT

I wish I could tell you what the best thing to do is, but of course I can't. We are all just doing the best we can, and what is best for our kids. The most important thing is that Ryan is loved. I'm glad he had a great weekend and enjoyed his new 4 wheeler. Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

Hey buddy, I sure had fun with all of you guy's this weekend. I hated to see you all leave. missouri sure is empty without you here. We will have to do it again after the weather cools down just a little. But we don't want to wait to long or you and daddy will have that 4 wheeler wore out. So hurry back and be good for Mom and Daddy.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem , Mo. - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

glad you had a
great weekend Ryan.

i love the new backgound

tell mommy she did a good
job!!!1

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 6, 2004 1:07 PM CDT

Hi Andrea, Ryan, and family,
Thanks for stopping by Haley's site. I'm so glad to read that Ryan is doing well and I can understand your feelings about starting chemo. Just remember you are giving Ryan the ammunition he needs to fight this thing. Love, hugs, and prayers to you and your family,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 9:36 AM CDT

Glad to hear you had a good week-end with Uncle Bill and the Princess!

Ann, I am so sorry to hear about your Grandma Jackie's brain tumor. We will add Jackie and your dad to our prayers also.

Isn't it great having sisters -- you and Meme have learned from the best on how to be good sisters! My four sisters have certainly helped get me through tough times too. Of course, brothers are pretty special too!

No one can make this journey easier for you and Phillip, we can only continue to support you and the decisions you make, keep you in our prayers and be there to embrace you with our love. Remember - keep BEElieving! I love you!
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 6, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

Ryan, I so love your 4-wheeler. And especially the picture of you on it. You look tooooo cool. I hope you have a great week.
Andrea & Phillip, just think of chemo as one step closer to having Ryan all better. I know how very hard it is to go through this stuff, so remember I will be here if you need anything at all. Ya'll are always in our prayers and we think of you all the time.
Lots of love and prayers,

www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 7:07 AM CDT

Hey Buddy!!! It was really good to see you. We really had fun with Uncle Bill, Jody, Garry, and Princess Emily. You do a really good job riding your four wheeler, it looked like fun but a little small for Nana. Brandon, Brady, and Meme were having fun too. Baby Sister is getting cuter all of the time. You are such a good big brother. You were such a big boy last night and took your yucky medicine for Mom and Dad. I miss you, I love you, and I will be there in just a minute.
Nana (Sherry) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 5:27 AM CDT

Wow, Ryan what a cool website you have.
Thinking of you.
Love Colleen and Kaitlyn

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 1:33 AM CDT

Hello,
How is everyone. Just got finished looking at your updated web site. very cute, we love the 4-wheeler.
We are glad your test results are looking good, keep up the good work. Good luck with your Chemotherapy you will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Love The Tindalls: Diane and Billy, Cindy and Roy, Alvin and Patti, Brandy, Jamie, Travis and Shelby, Dennis and Patty, Steven, Tasha and Baline <cindy_tindall@sbcglobal.net>
festus, mo usa - Monday, July 5, 2004 6:59 PM CDT

Hey guys!!! I just got home from Uncle Bills house. I had sooo much fun with you all. Ryan your 4-wheeler is tooo cool. Meme liked riding it too! I'm praying that all goes well this week with starting the stuff. If any of you need anything, you know how to find me.
Ann, I am glad I could help out the other night. It broke my heart that I wasn't able to wrap my arms around you and make it all better. It was all I could do not to drive down there that night(but I didn't think you'd approve and wasn't sure mom would have been happy with me either)!! But I want you to know, no matter how many miles are between us.... my shoulders are always here for you to cry on and my ears are always open for listening!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH! You are all in my prayers.
Ryan, take care of baby sissy!!!!! She is getting so big and I think I heard her say MEME yesterday! You thought you heard her too huh? HA HA.

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

Ryan and Family,

Have a safe and happy Fourth! Hope you are having a blast in Missouri!

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom

**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, July 4, 2004 9:51 AM CDT

Yep, that is absolutely, the coolest, bestest, greatest looking 4 wheeler I have ever seen. And you look REALLY good sitting on it. Now don't you pull a Cheyenne on it. If you didn't know, she turned her's over a few months ago, scared us to death. She was looking behind her at something and turned the wheel and the front tire caught a fence, and over it went.

YOu have a wonderful weekend, and we are praying for you all the time. God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Friday, July 2, 2004 11:29 PM CDT

Dear Andrea:

Thinking of you and your family, and praying for Ryan's miracle.

Annemarie
www.caringbridge.com/ny/rossmanhattan
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
- Friday, July 2, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

Hey Ryan and family,
I just wanted to wish you a Happy Fourth of July! Have lots of fun this weekend! Congratulations on your new four wheeler!

Stacy, Tyler, Sadie <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Festus, MO 63028 - Friday, July 2, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

RYAN,
JUST WANTED TO CHECK TO SEE HOW YOU ARE DOING AND TO WISH YOU A HAPPY 4TH!! I WORK WITH YOUR NANA SHERRY AT NECC.
LOVE, SUE
SUE <SWIILIS@VANDALIAMO.COM>
VANDALIA, MO US - Friday, July 2, 2004 11:15 AM CDT

I see a cutie patutie on that new four wheeler. You look like you have grown a mile since I saw you in clinic a few months ago. I am so happy for you, you are such a goodlookin' little thing. I know your mommy and daddy are proud of you. Have sooooooooooooo much fun on your new four wheeler.
lots of love and prayers always,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Thursday, July 1, 2004 4:13 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!

I know you were really surprised to get that 4-Wheeler!!! Blake has one too(but he is a bit older & it is really his dad's but he lets Blake drive it whenever he is outside with him). There is really nothing like getting the gift that you have always been wanting....congratulations.
We sure hope you have a Very good Summer & a Wonderful 4-of July Celebration!!!
The Stephens Family (& petting Farm/Zoo!!!!)
John, Julie & The Blakester

http://www.caringbridge.com/ca/blake
Come by for a visit, I sure would love to have ya stop by!!!
Blake
Julie & Blake Stephens <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
Greenwood, South Carolina USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 3:43 PM CDT

HAppy Birthday Ryan Bear!!!
You sure are grow'n. I bet you can ride all the way to the Ronald House on your new ATV, cuz your all grown up now. Huh?
Poor mommy I know that was a hard decision to make, but he does look so happy and I know that the big kid aka Phillip is just as happy as Ryan.

I can wait to see you all. And see how big that boy is... Now that he is all 4 years old and all.
Love you all.

Rebecca
Nashville, Tn US - Thursday, July 1, 2004 9:39 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
Are you tired of your 4-wheeler yet? Don't let Uncle Cory teach you how to ride it. He's really good at being an uncle but really bad at riding 4-wheelers!

A lot of people that I work with have been saving soda can tabs for the Ronald McDonald House. They are pretty special friends. I'll bring them down soon (the tabs, not the friends!).

Have lots of fun at Uncle Bill's this weekend. We used to have so much fun when we went there. He didn't have a 4-wheeler then - he had a mule named Fred. We used to ride Fred. It was fun!

I am going to see lots of fireworks Sunday night. I will say a little prayer for you, Mommy, Daddy and baby Sissy every time I see one.

Love you all,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:39 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!! i hope you have a great day and many many more healthy happy birthdays!!! thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 11:44 PM CDT

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GOT SUCH A BIG BOY PRESENT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY. THAT IS SO TOTTALLY COOL!!!!!AWESOME DUDE!
MOM AND DAD HAVE DONE SUCH A GOOD JOB WITH YOU AND YOUR CARE. YOU ARE A VERY BLESSED LITTLE MAN.......LOVE AND PRAYERS ALWAYS, AUNT CAROL
CAROL MCCAIN <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 5:14 PM CDT

Hello! What a nice birthday present! Be sure to give Grandma Sherry a ride.
I was just thinking of you today and decided to check out your page. Happy belated birthday.
Krista Dicks (Cohort 16 HLG) <krista.dicks@gardnerdenver.com>
Quincy , il USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 11:46 AM CDT

Oh my goodness!!!! Ryan finally got his 4 wheeler, what a GREAT surprise for Ryan's birthday. It was the right gift, the perfect gift! Hooooray for great parents like the two of you.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 8:46 AM CDT

Wow! What a great suprise. I'm sure the look on Ryan's face was priceless. Have fun on that thing, I just love 4 wheelers. Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 8:08 AM CDT

WOW Bubby, that sure is a cool 4-wheeler. I show hope i get to ride it when i see you again. Be careful, and use your brakes!

You DEFINITELY DESERVE such a wonderful birthday present since you have been such a big boy. Can't wait to see you again.

Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
EUREKA, MO the greatest - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! I found your website (somehow). I am not sure really how I found it. It started with a baby girl in my neighborhood that has leukemia. She is 6 months old. Her website is www.scotthousehold.com. Anyways, somehow it led me to you. You have a very beautiful family and I bet you are a wonderful big brother. I spent a long time reading your entries. I will continue to check on you daily and I will say a lot of prayers for you and your family.
Love,
Susan
P.S. I can not wait to hear what you got for your birthday.
Susan <suspaddack@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 5:56 PM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I AM SO ANXIOUS TO HEAR ABOUT WHAT YOUR SPECIAL PRESENT FROM MOM AND DAD IS. WHATEVER IT IS, I AM SURE YOU WILL BE VERY HAPPY WITH IT BECAUSE IT WILL BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF LOVE. I AM SO GLAD I GOT TO MAKE IT TO YOUR PARTY SUNDAY BEFORE EVERYBODY LEFT, IT WAS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU AND BABY ELIZABETH AND EVERYONE ELSE. I ENJOYED OUR SCRABBLE GAME WITH BRANDON AND BRADY WHEN WE WENT TO YOUR HOUSE. HOPE YOU ENJOY YOU CAME CUBE GAME AND SPONGE BOB VIDEO. MAYBE I CAN WATCH IT NEXT TIME I SEE YOU. BYE BYE AND AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY. LOVE TO ALL, AUNT CAROL
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

Hello Sweetie....

Island Princess here from Quilts Of Love wishing you a wonderful birthday. I hope all of your hopes and dreams come true on this your day.
Warm Hugs,
Island Princess

Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 5:06 PM CDT

It sounds like Ryan had an absolutly fantastic Birthday celebration. I am glad to hear it. I can't wait to find out what his big suprise was.
It also sounds like you have a great family and support system. That is so helpful. You guys take care and tell Ryan Happy Birthday.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:01 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!! Hope you have a wonderful day! Love, Ashley and Allyson Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 10:26 AM CDT

Yee-Haw - Ryan is 4 years old - Happy Birthday Pard'ner. We had a great time this week-end, chasing alligators in the swimming pool, having a pizza party Saturday night and then Chuck E Cheese on Sunday. What cool gifts you got. Glad you all liked the swing. Have fun this week-end at Uncle Bill's - I will think about you and say a special prayer for all of the caringbridge kids when I see the rockets bursting in the sky. See you, love you, miss you

P.S. Phillip, love you and I am very proud of both you and Andrea. Thank you for sharing so much of Ryan with all of us.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 8:13 AM CDT

Ryan, I'm so happy to hear you had such a GREAT birthday party. Sounds like you got lots of good stuff. I can't wait to find out the surprise. Hang in there buddy, you are a super little guy.
Happy birthday to you!!
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

Happy Birthday!
Love you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:21 AM CDT

Hey Ryan,
Happy Birthday Big Guy! Wow! Four years old! Sounds like you had a great weekend! So many wonderful presents! You have such a great family! Hope you have a day as wonderful as you are - that will be a pretty awesome day! I cannot wait to hear about your surprise! Big hugs to you and your family!
Mary Kitchen - Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.org>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 6:14 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!! I wish I was there with you today when you get your big surprise from Mom and Dad. I had fun with you this weekend swimming and going to Chuckie Cheese. I was really glad to get all of the hugs and kisses you gave me. I will see you soon. Be a good boy and take care of Baby Sister. Give Mom, Dad, and Sister a big hug. Bye, I love you, I miss you, I'll see you later.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 5:10 AM CDT

hey guys!!!!!!!! I'm really glad you all had fun this weekend. Me and the boys had a blast! Ryan, I had fun riding your bike. Probably not as much as you did, cuz it was too small for me. But still fun! We'll have to go bike riding sometime when I come down there. I hope you like you birthday present from mommy and daddy! I know you will have a wonderful day.
Andrea and Phillip-- It was really good to see you guys. I can't wait to see you again. And, I wouldn't have missed his party for the world!!!!!! You all are very special to me and the boys.
Love you guys!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Monday, June 28, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG GUY! Sounds like you received lots of cool gifts. If it is anything like our house on christmas or birthdays mom & dad are going crazy trying to open everything and put all your presents together. But you know what? That is one of the coolest things about you little rugrats.....spending time with you putting together your toys and seeing the joy on your faces. Tell mom & dad hello.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
vancouver, wa - Monday, June 28, 2004 8:39 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan, Andrea, Phillip and Elizabeth,
God gave me a great gift when He let me have all of you in my family. Thanks for sharing Ryan and Elizabeth with me. That is a pretty special blessing. (and Brandon and Brady and Tony, too!)
Glad you enjoy the swing. If I had known that Phillip would put an outdoor toy together so quickly, I would have moved your entertainment center to the front yard a long time ago!
Be careful on your new bike, Ryan. And have a Really Happy Birthday tomorrow!!
Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, June 28, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

Happy Birthday!!!!!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Monday, June 28, 2004 2:29 PM CDT

Andrea, I wanted
to say thank you
for the wonderful
guestbook entry
you left for us.

you are amazing

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 28, 2004 8:22 AM CDT

Angel Toto <pat_totoofoz@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 6:01 PM CDT

Hello Brown family. I met you guys in the Hospital when my little girl was having a cat scan on her scull on June 16, we dont get results until July 21. I just wanted to visit your web site and see how Ryan is doing. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Keep your faith in God because he does work on miracles not statistics.
Kalissa Buchanan <ka14buchanan@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, Ky USA - Sunday, June 27, 2004 12:02 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan. I hope you have a wonderful day today.
Wish we could be there to celebrate with you. Love you!!!
Jeff, Annette, JJ, Andy & Ian
annette campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
st. charles, mo - Sunday, June 27, 2004 10:48 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. It sure sounds like you are a great big brother. I bet all that work taking care of her is tiring you out. I am glad to hear of your good results and pray that the tumor is soon gone for good.
Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 5:33 AM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RYAN!!!!!!!
I hope you have the happiest birthday ever, I wish I could be there and watch you blow the candles out. I just know you are going to have lots of people there and lots of fun fun fun!!!!
I know you're worried about Ryan's energy level, but I think it's just from the treatment. He was unable to do lots of running and playing for awhile there and now he's just worn himself out. His body has gone through alot of stuff these past few months, so he probably just needs alittle rest.
I hope ya'll have a great weekend and enjoy every minute with your family.
I love the pictures you have up, that baby is so beautiful.
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhayes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, June 25, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

Hello, I am sorry to hear that Ryan hasn't had much energy lately, I sure hope that improves. I will keep Ryan in my prayers. He is such a cutie. You all take care.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, June 24, 2004 9:35 PM CDT

Hey Buddy Boo, Happy Birthday to you. I am so sorry, I can not come for your birthday, but I promise as soon as we get everything settle with our house and get moved, I am coming to see you. And I want you to take me to Chuckie Cheese. I hope you have a great birthday and you get everything you want.

Love ya, bye, love ya, bye
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Thursday, June 24, 2004 1:02 PM CDT

Hello Ryan and family. I check in each day and keep you all in my thoughts and prayers along with all the other caringbridge children. ((((HUGS))))
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Thursday, June 24, 2004 9:23 AM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
Are you resting up for the big BIRTHDAY weekend? It's almost here! I'll see you soon,

Love,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 24, 2004 8:30 AM CDT

My Dear Sweet Littlest Angel Ryan,
Hi cutie, its me your new friend Angel Darla. I want to thank Mommy & Daddy so much for letting me be a part of your life. I love the picture of you and your new baby sister. God Bless you all... :) Watch out for the mail man.. Im sure he will be visitng you real soon. Your always in my prayers and forever in my heart..
Angel Hugs Always,
Chemo Angel Darla
Darla P <greeneyes4luvin@aol.com>
Deland, Fl USA - Thursday, June 24, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

I am glad to hear that all is going well. Just keep your positive attitude...it seem to be working so far. You are always in our prayers.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@msn.com>
Oak Grove, KY USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 7:08 PM CDT

Dearest Ryan and family,
I go to church with your Aunt Susan and the love that she has for you and your family has spread through the church. Even though we don't know you very well, we feel a great love for you. I will keep praying very hard for you and hope that you get some of that energy back (you know that same energy that sometimes pushes moms and dads over the edge) :) Play hard, rest well, but most of all feel good.
Rose Bohnert

Rose Bohnert <rbohnert@prodigy.net>
Festus, MO - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 8:22 AM CDT

Annie, Phillip, Ryan & Elizabeth,
First of all, HAPPY BITHDAY, MR. RYAN.
Glad to hear the news. Ryan, you are one good looking young man. Keep smiling your beautiful smile. Little Elizabeth is just a doll. Annie and Phillp, you are bless with two beautiful children. God is awesome. Remember he is the same God in the valley as he is on the mountain top. I love you all and keep your faith. Annie, there is so many people that are saying prayers for the whole family. God Bless and Keep you.
Aunt Sandy
- Wednesday, June 23, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

Hello Ryan,

can't wait to
meet you on the
8th. we are going
to have sooo much
fun!!!!!

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 23, 2004 7:41 AM CDT

Hi there sweet Ryan,
I am sooo glad to hear that your tumor shrunk and that you are feeling better. So sorry we haven't signed in a while but Isaac was locked up in the hospital for most of last week. It sounds like you are all enjoying baby elizabeth, boy she sure is cute. Tell mom that she is doing an awesome job and let her know that we think of you guys daily. Take care
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
vancouver, wa - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 9:56 PM CDT

Hello little bubby kyle was the one who sant you the b-day package. And we are praying for you and hope that the up coming cheo will work. Will take care hugs.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/kyle1989
Crystal and kyle <brownsuperstar89@aol.com>
Denver, Nc - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 7:09 PM CDT

Hey sis and Phillip......
I know this doesn't help much, but I'm sure the "what if's" and fears are normal. I know that the family still has them. But try not to think of that. Remember one day at a time. Live and enjoy today, try not to worry about tomorrow. I know those are hard words to live by.
You are doing a wonderful job. I am sooo proud of all of you for the way you've been able to handle all of this. You all amaze me more everyday. Keep up the great job. I Love you all and can't wait to see you in a few days.
Ryan- keep up the good progress. I Love you little buddy and can't wait to see you in a couple of days. You need to call me and tell me what you want for your Birthday!!!! Take care of baby Izzibet for us and make sure you give her and mommy lots of kisses for me!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 5:25 PM CDT

Hi there, thanks for stopping by Mitch's website. I hope Ryan does well with his upcoming chemo (is it Temodar?) if it is, most kids seem to tolorate it well. I will keep Ryan in my prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, (mom and dad and sweet baby Elizabeth)
Just coming by to say "HELLO" and hope you have a great summer day. Craig and I will be at the Poker Run in July. We are so excited about that. We have a Harley Davidson and Craig would like to take Ryan for a ride. Ashley just loves to ride on the "hog" as she puts it. We can't wait to see you!! Take care.

Love and prayers
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 7:07 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I came by to check on you. I read that you made your star appearance on TV. I wish I could have seen it. Please know that you and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Keep up the fight!
Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Escondido, CA USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 2:22 AM CDT

Happy birthday
to Ryan, andrea,
thanks for all the
prayers for Craig.

we are ready for
our play date.

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

craiggy

helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 21, 2004 7:12 PM CDT

Ryan,Phillip and Andrea,
Praise God for you wonderful report at the doctors. I just wanted to let you know I'm still checking in on this site regularly and I keep my fellow church members posted on your progress. I printed off your pictures and we have you posted on the bulletin board at church so everyone can see the family we have been praying so hard for. Keep up the good work and we'll keep up our prayers! God Bless you all! OH, and happy, happy birthday to Ryan! HAVE A GREAT DAY!
Sue Bridgman <mbsb74@marktwain.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

Hi guys, It was just wonderful to see all of you on Ryan's day. Sorry this note is just a little late, had puter problems, but I guess you all know all about that stuff. I just read the wonderful news about your progress Ryan, I cried for joy, and thanked the Lord. I know in my heart it will just continue to get better and better. I loved all the hugs and kisses Ryan, you look super. You looked so cool on the motorcycle & did such a good job washing my car, about the best job ever. My internet friends from Ark. and Ill. that were with me on Ryan's day thought you were just a cute as a bug in a rug (just amazing) & I do to. The couple from Ark. were here on vacation & they just had to meet you. Oh, & by the way the couple from ILL. thought you were just adorable & liked the wash job on their car. Your sister is so cuddly & precious. I wanted to bring her home with me, but I think I would have had trouble from mom, dad & probably from mama's & papa's to. And besides, she needs to be with her strong, rough and tough big brother so you can help take care of her. Well, sweetie, guess I will stop for now, keep up the good reports. Mom & dad, I can't find the words to tell you how I feel about both of you, you're just amazing. I will continue to pray for all. Elizabeth is just beautiful!! Please take care. Hope to see you in July. Love, Hugs & Kisses, Nana Rosemary
Rosemary Conrow <sofie_2000@hotmail.com>
Bowling Green, MO. Pike - Monday, June 21, 2004 9:34 AM CDT

It was really good news from the Doctor. We all knew he could pull through this because we all know how tough he is. I got to talk to him the other night and he told me about his dog. Sounds like he has the ultimate buddy now. I am really looking forward to CHUCKIE CHEESE Saturday and seeing all of you guy's again. And then when you are up for the 4th me and him are going to take a long ride, tell him I said he could take his dog to. Love ya and tell Mr. Ryan I said hi.
Uncle Bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem, Mo. - Monday, June 21, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

I just learned of Elizabeth's arrival, she is adorable. It is GREAT to hear that Ryan's tests went well. He is such a handsome little boy. Hang in there, if you need anything at all I am more than willing to help. You are in my every prayer.
Brittney Darnell <brittdarnell_16@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

Hey Buddy!! It sure was good to see you, Sissy, Mommy, and Daddy. I was really glad I could be with all of you when you received the good news from your doctors. Keep up the good work and take your medicine for Mom and Dad. Have fun with "Me-ke toy" and take good care of Sissy. I will see you soon for your birthday.
Nana <xcourtney209@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 8:38 AM CDT

So Ryan, I hear you ar a TV star! WOW! Can I have your autograph? Also, congrats on the GREAT news about your tumor shrinking! That is AWESOME! Well, give that baby sister of yours a BIG KISS! She is a cutie, just like her BIG brother!
Mary

Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Saturday, June 19, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

I am a member of the Fraternal Order of Eagle # 3423, 2600 FT Campbell Blvd, in Hopkinsville, KY. Just wanted to remind everyone that we are planning our second annual Lexi Sabatino fund-raising Poker Run in Ryan's honor on Saturday, July 24. The club will open at 9:00 a.m. and the Poker Run will begin at 11:00. The cost is $10.00 per person and all vehicles must be back in by 6:00 p.m. (This Poker Run is not just for bikers, any vehicle can participate.) The prizes for the Poker Run are $100.00 for 1st, $75.00 for 2nd, $50.00 for 3rd and $25.00 for 4th. As part of the fund-raising, we will have door prizes, 50-50 pot, and are raffling off a 2004 Harley Davidson 883 C Sportster provided by Appleton's in Clarksville. The raffle tickets are $20.00 each, with only 1000 being sold. The drawing will be after the Poker Run and the winner does not have to be present to win. We will serve free food after the Poker Run and have a band later that evening. We hope everyone will come out and support the Poker Run. We will have it rain or shine and want to raise a lot of money to help out. The raffle tickets are almost sold out, but if anyone wants one they can buy them from any Poker Run committee member or at the Eagle's Club . Our Poker Run is named in honor of 8 year old Lexi Sabatino, who was our first recipient. She was diagnosed with PNET cancer, but has completed her treatments and is doing very well. Her Caringbridge address is http://www.caringbridge.com/ky/lexi/
Shirley Ezell <ezells@dynasty.net>
Cadiz, KY USA - Saturday, June 19, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

Congrats you guys!!! We're all so happy for you all, and proud of you for your strength. All of you,and especially little Ryno are constantly in our thoughts.Give the kids and yourselves hugs from all of us.
Mike, Keri, Micha, and Braden <mtrower@hotmail.com>
Perry, MO - Saturday, June 19, 2004 0:01 AM CDT

Hey There Ryan!!

I see you got some good news as of lately!!! That is totally AWESOME!!! God is sure to complete His Good works in you!!! I love the family photo of you "sissy" Mom & Dad. You have a very cute family.

Blake has been praying for you every day & nite ever since we found your site. He asks God to give you the same amount of energy he has to play all day!!!! That Blake!!!! :) He sure loves his play time. Well you keep up the good job of looking after Dad,Mom & Lil sister. They sure look happy,especially after all the good news that arrived just in time for Father's day!!!!
keep up the good work.

http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/blake.......come by for a "Play Date" & leave an encouraging message for Blake.....he loves his messages just as much as he LOVES to PLAY!!!!

come also to visit him at Hugs and Hope Club for sick children..........the folks of this club send smiles across the miles by sending HAPPY Mail to Terminally or Chronically Sick Children.........http://www.hugsandhope.org

Blake is featured on the August 2001 page & april 2004 page check him out!!!
Julie Stephens(mom to Blake) <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
Greenwood, South Carolina USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

Hi Everyone, What wonderful and exciting news. I am so thrilled for all of you. We will keep Ryan in our prayers.
Becky http://www.tumbleweedfoundation.org/
Pittsburgh , Pa - Friday, June 18, 2004 11:00 AM CDT

Hi Family! Congrats on the great news!! We will all continue to pray for you guys as well as all the other families with children affected with a illness! Take care and let us know how Garfield was!
Jay, Vona, Kalen, Austin and Bri <jaynvona@aol.com>
Coalinga, Ca US - Friday, June 18, 2004 8:18 AM CDT

Oh praise the Lord!! I started reading your journal entry and when you wrote of the FANTASTIC news I got chills all over. I am so happy, I cannot explain what a wonderful feeling it gives me to know how well Ryan is doing. I cannot wait to share the news with my family and friends, they all know about Ryan, I keep them updated regularly on his condition. I am soooooooo happy for y'all, I am thanking the Lord even as I write. Have a GREAT weekend and enjoy your time together as a family. Nothing is more important as you well know.

Love, love, love and prayers,
Tania
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet , Tn - Friday, June 18, 2004 7:47 AM CDT

i am so happy i could cry, again. Keep up the GREAT work and we will keep doing everything we can to help. The war is far from over so if any of you guys EVER need anything, you know that all you have to do is ask.

I love you guys and can't wait to see you soon.
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
eureka, mo usa - Friday, June 18, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Ditto Amy's. Love to all, and we will keep praying hard everyday,
Aunt Susan <Selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, June 18, 2004 7:27 AM CDT

Hey guys!!!! I am soooo glad you got the news you did. I can't imagine how happy you guys feel right now. Sitting here trying to think of what to say, I'm speechless. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY FOR ALL OF YOU (AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY). I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH AND WISH I WERE THERE TO PUT MY ARMS AROUND ALL OF YOU!

Ryan, keep up the good work buddy. All your hard work is paying off. I Love you kiddo and can't wait to see you again soon.
I LOVE YOU GUYS AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 6:33 AM CDT

Dear Andrea & Phillip,
It was really great to see you guys last Friday and we were all so happy that you brought Elizabeth in to see us. She is a beautiful baby and I'm sure Big Brother is very proud of her. (even though he says girls are grose) Was so excited to her the good news about Ryan's tests. Everyone here loves you guys and we're always thinking of you and we will continue to pray for all of you.
Debbie Myers <freebird63334@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 11:08 PM CDT

AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!
GOD IS SOOOO AWESOME AND YOU KIDS DESERVE THE BEST YOU CAN GET AND HE LOVES YOU ENOUGH TO GIVE IT TO YOU. LOVE TO ALL

AUNT CAROL <crlmccn@aol.COM>
- Thursday, June 17, 2004 5:43 PM CDT

YYAAHH! So glad to read this wonderful news! We have been praying hard for Ryan. I think we just missed you guys today at clinic, I have been hoping to run into you all at Vanderbilt. I talked to Michelle in Radiology, earlier in the week, and she told me that Ryan helped her feed the fish. We will continue to pray for that tumor to shrink and completely disappear! Have a great weekend!

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom

**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Thursday, June 17, 2004 5:39 PM CDT

We're so happy that you all got good news today. We'll keep praying for you. It was good to see you all last weekend.
Joe and Liz O'Donnell <joseph@odonnellpowercleaning.com>
Gardner, KS USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 5:18 PM CDT

HOORAY!!! We are celebrating for you over such great news! Keep track of how many times God answers prayers and you will be amazed....He's always listening!
Roy, Jen, Drew & Cole Doskal <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, June 17, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

Hi Phillip, Andrea, Ryan and Elizabeth. My prayers are with you today that you will get wonderful news. We had such a good time with you all over the weekend. I am soooo proud of your extended Louisiana family. The whole town was so supportive and everyone had a great time! I will be anxious to hear from you guys today and remember, Miracles do happen! I love you all.
Aunt Kathy <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I love the family picture.What did you name your new puppy? He is so cute. I bet he keeps you company doesn't he?
I am praying for you and your family. Love, Kristi
Kristi Curto <curto@grics.net>
Pekin, Il USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:27 PM CDT

Praying for great news tomorrow. We love you all.

Aunt Nae
Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 10:28 AM CDT

Dear Ryan and family,

Keeping you close in prayer! Remember, "what is impossible thru man, is possible with God." Keep smilin' that beautiful smile!

Neena Tate, RN <neena.tate@stjude.org>
germantown, tn usa - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 4:18 AM CDT

HI SWEETIE !

JUST STOPPING BY FROM YOUR
QUILTS OF LOVE FAMILY
TO SAY HI AND LEAVE YOU
LOTS OF ANGEL ((HUGS))
AND LOTS OF PRAYERS

BLESSINGS ALWAYS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

ANGEL CHRIS
QUILTS OF LOVE
CHRIS <WARDSWEB@EARTHLINK.NET>
LOS ANGELES, CA USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 0:03 AM CDT

Hey Ryan- I was so happy to have been able to see you Saturday at the bowling alley. You were having such fun carrying those little puppies around. Did you talk anyone into letting you have one? Your little puppy is so cute. Your baby sister Elizabeth is so beautiful and has such a pretty head of hair.
She was sleeping so peacefully, even with all the noise in the bowling alley. Did I win the quilt? Tell Nana that if I didn't, she can make me one, ok? Sounds like you were a very big boy for the doctors and nurses today...WAY TO GO!!!
We are praying and believing along with everyone else for GOOD NEWS Thursday. Amen? AMEN!!!! Love to all Aunt Carol
Sorry I did't get to make it to the Salon Sunday, I was afraid Nana and Aunt Nae would hold me down and have Aunt Heather cut all my hair off so I would look like them....
Aunt Carol <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 0:01 AM CDT

WAY TO GO RYAN!!!! You are such a brave young man, I bet your mom and dad are soooo proud of you. YOu just keep playing and having fun. My Cheyenne goes so much I can't keep up with her. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.

God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
san angelo, tx - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:35 PM CDT

Ryan - Mommy told me what a good boy you were today at the doctor. I am so proud of you!!!! You were surprised today by Ms. Trishy weren't you? What a good surprise!! I will be at your house tomorrow and I will stay for a few days. Mema Pat and Grandma Audrey are coming with me. Won't we have fun. Give Baby Elizabeth a big hug and a kiss for me. I will see you, I miss you, I love you. We are going to celebrate the good news the doctors are going to give us Thursday.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:35 PM CDT

Hello all,
It sounds like you guys had quite a weekend. We wish we could have been there. Good luck tomorrow with the MRI.

Lotsa love,
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley
Buddy (Don), Debbie, and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

Hey Brown Family!
I was soooo touched after reading the last two entries about how people have really come together to show their love for the four of you...and the pictures are AWESOME! We will be praying extra hard for you this evening and through tomorrow. Can't wait to hear how the DR. appointment goes!
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

Hi Guys!!
We had sooo much fun Saturday!! And it seems Ryan had a blast! Hope you all have a safe trip home, and i pray we get good news Tuesday!! Ryan can you give Baby Elizabeth hugs and kisses for us?
Love Always,
Marcia,Cara,Shelby,Gregory & Lil Sarah
Marcia <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 1:22 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
I love your new haircut! Saturday was really fun, but you wore me out. I have lots of pictures to bring to you, even one of Brandon dunking the Chief of Police a couple of times! That was so funny. Are you going to wear your motorcyle shirt and vest tomorrow? I'll bet all your doctors would like to see it. We're all praying for you.
Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Monday, June 14, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

Hey Gang!
I think the new look is you Ryan! We all miss you Ryan here at the Ronald House. Thank you coming by and sharing all your love and kisses with us on your last visit with your new sister. That puppy sure does look cute and fun, I bet you two are best friends. Hugs and Kisses
Rebecca
Nashville, Tn US - Monday, June 14, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, It was so cool see you and all your family at your Aunt Heather's salon yesterday. There are so many people who love you and your new baby sister. Thanks alot for showing me how those tongs work to grab the fruit! Good luck this week. Remember God is always with you.
Jean Acquavella
Chesterfield, MO USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 10:33 AM CDT

What a great week-end for everyone. Ryan, you look really cute with your new hair cut that Aunt Heather gave you yesterday. I like my new hair cut too. Can't wait 'til the birthday party -- wahoo -- not much longer 'til Ryan Brown is FOUR!!!!

Love you, miss you
Aunt Nae
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 10:19 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Sounds like you are having a lot of good times. Isn't it great how many wonderful people you have around you. Maybe when you get a motorcycle of your own, you can come to California to show us your wheels? You are kept in my prayers!
crystal (mother of Ray-anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Escondido, CA United States - Monday, June 14, 2004 0:18 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
I was just checking in to see how everyone was doing and it sounds like you had a wonderful day in Louisiana. To be a real member of a motorcycle group is really neat. Is there maybe going to be a picture posted of you in your new motorcycle outfit??
Please keep us updated on the puppy and Baby Elizabeth and good luck on the MRI Tuesday.
Doris

Doris Brooks <dorisvbrooks@yahoo.com>
Farmington, M O USA - Sunday, June 13, 2004 4:39 PM CDT

Dear Ryan and Family,
Knowing about Ryan from another child's site. It is so exciting to hear about "Ryan's Day" and "Cut-A-Thon" at Aunt Heather's salon. My family will pray for Ryan's MRI on June 15th. May God's peace and strength be with your family.

(www.caringbridge.org/oh/esther/)
Benjamin, Paulina, & Erin (4Ever Family w/ Esther) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Friday, June 11, 2004 9:07 PM CDT

HI PHILLIP AND FAMILY. IT WAS SO GOOD TO VISIT WITH YOU AND RYAN RECENTLY. WE SURE HAD A GOOD TIME WITH THE WHOLE FAMILY TOGETHER. WE MISSED SEEING ANDREA AND ELIZABETH BUT WE HOPE TO SEE THEM THIS WEEKEND. IT SOUNDS LIKE THE WHOLE TOWN IS GETTING EXCITED ABOUT RYAN'S DAY. I AM SO GLAD HE IS FEELING SO GOOD. I COULDN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH HE RAN AND JUST DIDN'T STOP ALL DAY LONG. I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING ALL OF YOU THIS WEEKEND. LOVE YA, AUNT KATH
KATHY <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
LOUISIANA, MO - Friday, June 11, 2004 8:22 AM CDT

Hey Brown Family...
Wanted to let you know that we won't be able to make it up this weekend...but we will be keeping you in our prayers.
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 10:42 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that all of us at Rx Solution's can't wait to see all of you. The baby is really cute. I hope you guys have a safe trip and will see you all on Saturday.
Lindsey Elliott <wildchild_7802@msn.com>
Frankford, MO USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 12:46 AM CDT

Hey Guys, can't wait to see you all this weekend. Everyone is looking forward to meeting baby Elizabeth. Have a safe trip!!
Love, Ashley Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, Mo - Thursday, June 10, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! We miss you and are sooo proud of you for the wonderful job you've done as "Big Brother" so far! We can't wait to see you guys this weekend! We love you VERRRRY MUCH!!! See you soon buddy!
Love,
Uncle Cory, Aunt Heather, & Tony
p.s. give Mi-Ki kisses for us!
Aunt Heather <Bellegens@sbcglobal.net>
Eueka, Mo USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 0:33 AM CDT

dear ryan i hope you get better soon ,give elizibth lots of hugs and kisses for me love your cousin shelby.
shelby d. <boyz_r_toyz4eva@hotmail.com>
Louisiana , MO United states - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 9:52 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and family,
I have followed a number of Caringbridge sites for the last few years, but today was the first time I was directed to your site. I read about you in our local newspaper(West County Journal)in St. Louis, MO. I think it is wonderful that your Aunt Heather is trying to help raise money with the cut-a-thon in Wildwood. I live in a suburb of St. Louis, about 5 miles from Wildwood, called Manchester. I will be back to check on you from time to time and will certainly add you to my prayer list. You look like a fine young man, and a wonderful big brother. God bless.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

First I want to let you know that I LOVE those flames on your shorts. I am so happy to read that you have been playing with the kids outside. I am sure your Mom and Dad LOVE to see you out there playing. Give your sister a big hug from us.
Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Escondido, CA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 1:13 PM CDT

Hello Ryan, I heard about you from one of my co-workers, Joy Long...I see she sent you a message awhile back. We have put your request for a miracle on our company prayer list...isn't it neat to think you have 120+ people you don't even know praying for you???

What a cute picture of you and your little sister. I can certainly tell you are a good big brother. You take care of her...I can also tell from the picture that she thinks her big brother is somebody special! Take care yourself and I hope you are feeling good today. Our love and prayers are with you, Jeanne Gill
Jeanne P Gill <jgill@shelterinsurance.com >
Columbia , MO USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 10:18 AM CDT

Hi Ryan
You have some really big week-ends coming up, first you have Ryan's Day in Louisiana, MO on Saturday then Sunday Aunt Heather is doing a benefit at Bellegens, hopefully lots of people will be there getting haircuts and manicures, then you get to start having birthday parties, wahoo!!! Just think, in 20 more days you will be 4 years old!!! We love you Sweet Boy and we love Elizabeth and Mommy and Daddy too.
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:34 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, I'm so glad to hear about your new puppy and your new sister. You're such a big boy taking the puppy out to potty. I hope you have the greatest birthday ever, ever, ever!!!! WOW, four years old. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
God Bless,

Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn usa - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 7:25 AM CDT

Have a safe trip, and Ryan, have the best birthday in the whole world.

Cheyenne's new puppy also just loves her to death. They are so good together. However, lately when we leave the little stink in the house for awhile, she gets mad and chews up something.

You all are always in our thoughts and prayers.

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
san angelo, tx - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 10:22 PM CDT

Dear Ryan, I have been thinking about your birthday and the
big party that is being planned for you in Louisiana. You
get to be the star of the show...but you have to show your
sister to all of us. Grandma Pat said we might get to see
you again this weekend. I sure hope so. She had some really
cute pictures to show everyone at church last Sunday night.
However it is better to see YOU than the pictures. I hope
you are getting excited about your birthday. You sure have
a lot of people who love you. Hope to see you soon and I
ask God every night to make you feel really good again.
Love to you and your family. Your SS Teacher, Miss Doris
Doris Turpin <djturpin@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 4:31 PM CDT

what cuties the two of you are!!!! Congratulations!!!! Continuing to remember all of you in my prayers and thoughts. God is absolutely AWESOME!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 3:25 PM CDT

We are praying for everyone.
Tom Weable
Columbia, Mo US - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 11:11 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, I am so grateful that you are enjoying the out of doors this summer. It must be great fun to share it all with your new puppy.
I'm stopping by to catch up on the news and to spend some time praying for you and your family.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 10:16 AM CDT

Hello Ryan,
Hope you are feeling great today and the days ahead, with going through similiar situation you will get through, FAITH is all you need and to thank the mighty Lord for all the healing he has given you.
Renee Boeck <boeckchapinfamily@msn.com>
Columbia, MO United States - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 7:49 AM CDT

Hi, just wanted to write and say I hope you are all doing well. I know these times are very hard, but hang in there. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jessie Stoops <jessiestoops@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 1:25 PM CDT

Hi Ryan Brown's family, My name is Joy Long. My husband and I are christians and minister in the prison where Ryan's grandfather works. He gave us this very important prayer request and we have passed it on to the companies where we work and our church. So please know that there are many out there praying for this very miracle. God is so faithful. We are looking forward to the great report this week. Just wanted you to know that you have family that you don't even know about praying for you. Love you, Joy
Joy Long <jlong@shelterinsurance.com>
Ashland, MO USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:03 AM CDT

Thanks for the picture of Elizabeth and Ryan. It is toooo sweet! Glad to hear that all are well. Looking forward to hearing more good news after the next appointment.
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 5:20 PM CDT

Ryan's Day is a week away!!!!!
If you are within 100 miles of Louisiana, Missouri please sign up your bowling team today for the Bowl-A-Thon. We want to make this a fun day for those who care about Ryan and want to help.
Call Jenny or Diane Guthrie at 573-754-3565
Please show your support!!!
Linda Holtsman <lholtsman@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, Mo - Friday, June 4, 2004 12:12 AM CDT

Hi guys,
Elizabeth is beautiful. Wow Ryan a new puppy.....how cool is that! What kind of puppy did you get? Isaac is trying to get me to buy him a snake!!! He tells me that you can get one that is harmless but I am still not convinced (Hee Hee). Tell your mom and dad hello, take care big guy.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
vancouver, wa - Friday, June 4, 2004 9:15 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say hi. So good to hear that Ryan is enjoying his new baby sister. Hope all of you have a great summer!

Love,

Alice
Alice <BoRhap77@aol.com>
Buffalo Grove, IL USA - Friday, June 4, 2004 1:58 AM CDT

Phillip,Andrea,Ryan,and Elizabeth, It was great to see Phillip and Ryan on Sunday. Ryan is still adorable as always! Congrats on baby Elizabeth too! 10 pounds WOW!! Hope everything goes well, you're in our hearts and prayers everyday as well as the rest of the family! See ya soon!
Love Ya, Nancy and Marla
Nancy and Marla <raerae_19@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 8:08 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. Boy I sure am glad your new sister looks like me and You and not all of those wicked old aunts of yours, aren't you. It sure doesn't look or sound as if you and mom and dad are proud of her though. I do want to know more about this dog of yours though. what is a mi-ki dog. Can it hunt and play fetch or is it just to sit on your lap and keep you company. You know sometimes those are the best kind. Hang in there buddy, may not see you in La. but plan on being down on your b-day love ya
Uncle Bill
uncle bill <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
salem , mo - Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
What a beautiful baby sister you have. I hope you are feeling better.
How is your new puppy? What did you name him?I sold my two Mi-ki puppies today. It is very quiet around here now. I hope to see pictures of you and your new puppy soon.
Take care and may God bless all of you.
Love, Kristi
Kristi Curto <curto@grics.net>
Pekin, Il USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

hey little buddy. it was SOOO good to see you and get o play with you this weekend. You are such a funny and great little boy and my best buddy. i miss you already. Tkae care of little sister and mi-ki puppy and give them LOTS of HUGS AND KISSES!

I will see you just this minute.

Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
eureka, mo usa - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

Ryan and Phillip, it was good to have you home this weekend. It meant alot to me to have all five boys and most of my grandchildren here at one time. Ryan's appetite was not what I would have wanted but who can eat when one can play. He had so much fun running and playing with all his cousins this weekend. I don't know where he gets the energy. Everyone commented how well Ryan looked and that is due in part to good medical care, two loving parents, and prayers. Everyone continue to pray. Andrea, sorry you and Elizabeth couldn't make it home this weekend, but I realize it is a little early for you to be travelling. I hope to see you all on the 12th here in Louisiana for RYAN'S DAY. I hope to have someone open the CD for me that Phillip left. I am sorry my computer is so ancient (like me).

For those interested, Ryan has a birthday on the 29th of June. He will be 4.

I want to personally thank EVERYONE who has prayed, read the journal, made entries in the journal, sent cards and money, and for showing your love to my son and his family. Everytime I read the journal, I thank God that so many people care about this grandchild of mine and his family. Sometimes it is just overwhelming the words of comfort and love that are sent their way. Continue to pray for his recovery and for strength for the whole family in the coming months. God is still in control. Phillip and Andrea give baby Elizabeth and Ryan a kiss for me. Love your, MOM.
Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO Pike - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 6:11 AM CDT

Ryan and Phillip, So good to have you home this weekend. It meant a lot to me to have all five boys home at one time and almost all of my grandchildren. Everyone has commented how well Ryan looks and I know that is due in part to his medical treatments, his wonderful care by two loving parents, and last but not the least PRAYERS. Ryan not only looked well this weekend but played and laughed like the old Ryan. I thought he was going to wear himself out running and playing with his cousins this weekend. He had so much fun. His appetite was not what I would have wanted but who wants to eat when you can play. Andrea, I wish you could have been here with Elizabeth but I know it is too early for you to be traveling. I will try to get someone to open the CD Phillip left. I am sorry my computer is so ancient (old like me) that we couldn't view the pictures right away. Looking forward to seeing you and Elizabeth along with Phillip and Ryan on the 12th.

If anyone is interested, and I am sure they are, Ryan has a birthday on the 29th of June.

Phillip and Andrea keep up the good work and remember God is still in control. Give Ryan and Elizabeth a kiss for me and remember I love all of you very much. MOM
Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO Pike - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 5:57 AM CDT

Hi, Andrea,
It was really good to see Ryan and Phillip yesterday. Ryan looks great! (You, too, Phillip.) We had a really good time in the pool. One time, when I was catching him as he came down the slide into the water, he hit me hard enough with his feet to cause me to lose my balance and we both went under! He just got up and did it again. He is so much fun sometimes.

Can't wait to see you and Elizabeth. She's really a cutie. Nana had just a picture or two to share.

By the way, there are several members of the Courtney family that keep up with the journal, but for some reason don't sign the guest book - I think they are convinced you wouldn't know who they were. I wanted you to know that you have a LOT more support, prayers, and love than you are aware of.

See you soon, Love you all,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 2:13 PM CDT

HI RYAN,

I CAME BACK TO SEE IF YOU HAD ANY MORE UPDATED ON YOUR SITE. I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND. RAY-ANNE, FRIENDS AND FAMILY HAD A BBQ, WE HAD WATER FIGHTS, IT WAS A BLAST. I WAS TOLD BY A LITTLE BIRDIE THAT YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP SOON. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY WISH? I THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS ALWAYS. I WILL BE BACK TO CHECK UP ON YOU AND WILL SIGN TO LET YOU KNOW I CAME BY. KEEP STRONG AND TELL YOUR MOMMY I SAID TO KEEP STRONG TOO.
Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Escondido, CA USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 1:21 PM CDT

Hi guys! I really enjoyed my time with all of you! That baby is toooo precious! Ryan and Phillip, sorry I didn't get to spend more time with you guys. I will try to get your puter up and running asap so you can get it back. I love you guys.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

What a beautiful picture! What a beautiful baby! CONGRATULATIONS!!! Glad to hear you are all doing well. Sorry I have not written in awhile. You are all always in my thoughts and prayers. Wow - what a happy time for you all!
Mary

Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Monday, May 31, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Congradulations on baby Elizabeth. She is very beautiful. I cannot believe she was 10 pounds, but she is cute as can be. Well hope all is well with the new baby. Ryan you look so cute holding your baby sister, Big Brother! Well hope to see you all on June 12th. I just want you all to know that we have been and are praying for you all the time.
Rich, Kelly, & Emily Hughes <sweetykelly17@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Sunday, May 30, 2004 11:12 AM CDT

Andrea and Phillip, your baby girl Elizabeth is very beautiful, but then I knew she would be(beauty runs in our family). Andrea how could you hold such a big baby inside you for so long? I can't believe she weighed 10 pounds!!! Good job-well done. I am continually praying for you all, especially now that you can all get som rest, or at least as much as possible. Ryan you look sooo big holding your baby sister. I can't wait to see her and be able to hold her. Babies are such a Blessing from God. Love Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 29, 2004 11:48 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Looks like you are doing wonderfully at taking up the responsibility of being a big brother. How fun! Your sister is so beautiful and you are equally as handsome. I was going through my weekly caringbridge research and found your site. My daughter Ray-Anne was dx 2/9/04 w/ a pontine glioma brain stem tumor. We will continue to follow you through your fight.

Our thoughts & Prayers are with you all.
Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com>
Escondido, CA USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 4:32 PM CDT

Ryan, You look so cute holding your baby sister, even if she is almost as big as you. Give her big kisses for me. Can't wait to see you, hopefully on the 12th. Love you buddy and miss you whole bunches. PS give mommy hugs and kisses too.

Love Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
De Soto, MO - Friday, May 28, 2004 4:29 PM CDT

Andrea & Phillip,

Congradulations on baby Elizabeth she is very beautiful. Just wanted to let you know Ryan and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Shelly <mhipes69@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Friday, May 28, 2004 12:22 AM CDT

Congrats on the new baby girl. Ryan looks so happy holding her. Ryan I am glad to hear that you are finished with the radiation. I pray that god makes a miracle happen and you and Elizabeth grow up together and are very close. Philip and Andrea I can't imagine the joy and pain you are going through. I will keep you all in my prayers. You have 2 beautiful children. Love Beth (Charleville)
Beth Gantner <angel123@jcn.net>
Desoto, Mo - Friday, May 28, 2004 8:44 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. Looks like you are doing a great job being a big brother! I love the picture of you holding your baby sister. She's so lucky to have you as her big brother.

Andrea and Phillip you guys did a great job...Elizabeth is so cute. What cheeks!! I can't wait to see her.
Take care and God bless.
Love Aunt Tina
Aunt Tina <minitina2@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

Wow, Ryan sure has taken to being a big brother. The pictures are great. Elizabeth is a beautiful child, just like her big brother. Love to all
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 7:38 AM CDT

It's wonderful to see that Ryan's doing so well.....and loving to be with his little sister. Looking forward to seeing the new pics. Hope you get rid of that pesky computer virus!

Love,

Alice
Alice <BoRhap77@aol.com>
Buffalo Grove, IL USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:38 AM CDT

Ryan, Elizabeth, Andrea and Phillip, what a beautiful family you all make. I can not wait to get my hands on that little angel she looks beautiful just like her big brave brother Ryan. Glad to hear you are better buddy and such a brave boy. We keep you in our thoughts daily. CONGRATS on ELIZABETH and FINISHING YOUR RADIATION RYAN!!
Jody, Garry and Emily
Boss, MO USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 3:08 PM CDT

Hey, Ryan, Izzy looks just like her big brother! She's too cute for words. Love you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:04 AM CDT

Ryan,I am so happy to hear things are going well for you & your family. You all are in our prayers constantly. And to finally be at home all together I know that it must be a great relief. You take care of that baby sister "BIG BROTHER". I wish you all the best.
Judy Shade <snqqpy48@earthlink.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 1:04 AM CDT

Congratulations on Baby Elizabeth! Ryan looks so proud!
I hope all goes well at Vandy. Spoil that little girl rotten Ryan (I doubt that will be a problem as my 3 year old has been very spoiled by all!)
Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

Congratulations!!!!!
What fantastic news. Elizabeth is just beautiful Ryan. I bet you are going to enjoy your new little sister. Mom and Dad...you have a beautiful family. I am so happy for you.
Warm Hugs,
Angel Island Princess
(Quilts Of Love)

Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

Ryan and Elizabeth - nana misses you already. I must say Elizabeth is one of the most beautiful baby girls ever born and I am not prejudiced. Phillip and Andrea, keep up the good work. Our old Ryan is back most of the time and so joyful to be with. He truly loves his baby sister.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 8:46 PM CDT

Congratulations Andrea, Phillip and BIG BROTHER Ryan! We are so happy to hear about Elizabeth and also that you are finished with radiation Ryan. We think of you every day, and wish we could see you, but we are with you in spirit! Enjoy some nice time at home as a Family!
Nicky, Sophie & Luke Foster <nfoster_03@earthlink.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 4:00 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, Ryan, and baby Elizabeth,
Wow, a new baby and no more radiation.....congrats! It sounds like you all are doing well, I know that what a huge relief it was for us when Isaac finished radiation. Take care and I can't wait to see the new picutres.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
vancouver, wa - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

Sounds like all is going great in the Brown family. I'm so happy that Elizabeth is here and Ryan is finished with his radiation. God bless you all.

Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 12:31 AM CDT

God Bless all four members of the Brown family!!! We are thrilled to hear of Elizabeth's arrival and wish everyone well!!! Ryan, congratulations on becoming a BIG brother! Elizabeth is luck to have you looking out for her!
Debbie Kessler (and crew) <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 8:35 PM CDT

CONGRATS TO YOU ALL!!!!! YOU FINALLY HAVE YOUR BABY SISTER RYAN NOW YOU TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER AND GIVE HER KISSES FROM ALL OF US.
LISA GARY & KIDS <TOMMYSMAWMAW@PEOPLEPC.COM>
DESOTO, MO - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 6:48 PM CDT

Congrats to all on the arrival of Elizabeth. I am glad to learn that Ryan has completed his treatments. It sounds like he has been so brave. Continued prayers.
Holly Henze <hjhenze@adams.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS to the Brown Family!!!!!
WELCOME Elizabeth!
Ryan you will make a TERRIFIC big brother!
I am VERY happy for you all!
Sincerely, Linda (Isaac's aunt)

Pleasanton, CA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:42 AM CDT

Congratulations! We are very happy for you! We hope all is going well and Ryan is enjoying being at home, we still miss him here at the Ronald McDonald House. Take care and visit when you can.
Kaye Slater <kayeslater@yahoo.com>
Nashville, Tn - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:26 AM CDT

Congratulations on baby Elizabeth! It was a nice surprise to check on the website and find out the good news. I am sure you are relieved to be together for lots of hugs and kisses. Keep the faith. God will continue to bless you.
Krista Dicks
Quincy, Illinois USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:14 AM CDT

Welcome baby Elizabeth! Congratulations Andrea, Phillip and to big brother Ryan. So glad to hear everyone is doing well. Love you all.
Aunt Tina
Tina <minitina2@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 9:06 AM CDT

Welcome baby Elizabeth!!!! Everyone is so excited to finally hear the good news. I bet big brother is excited. Congratulations to you all.
Love, Ashley
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 8:32 AM CDT

Welcome to the world, Elizabeth....your so lucky to have a great big brother like Ryan. Ryan, you take good care of her, she needs someone to show her the ropes. Andrea and Phillip...Congratulations...I know "calmness" is not a word that is used much around households with brand new babies, but I am praying you find some soon.
Stacy, Tyler, and Sadie <sjames@stlcc.edu>
Festus, MO 63028 - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 7:35 AM CDT

YEAH! Ryan is done with Radiation and baby Elizabeth is here. Congrats to all of you. Take care, love you all. will see you soon.
Love Gram Bet
Gram Betty <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 1:27 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea & Ryan,
Congratulations on the arrival of baby Elizabeth. She is such a lucky baby to have you all for her family. Ryan, I am so happy your treatments are behind you now. I'm sure you will be a great big brother! Phillip and Andrea, I'm sure it is a relief to have your family all together now. Stay strong, you are such great parents and enjoy Ryan's milestone and your new additon. We'll keep praying for you all.
Congrats!!!

Sue Bridgman <mbsb74@marktwain.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 12:55 AM CDT

Congratulations Andrea, Phillip and Ryan!!!!! Ryan, you are finally a big brother!! I hope that she is as cute as you!!! Give her a big kiss from her Vanderbilt Anesthesia family. Love and prayers to you all. God Bless.
Trish :)
Trish Juoza-Clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Congrats to you Andrea and Phillip, I am so glad to hear that baby Elizabeth is here. I wish the best for you and your family. We wil be praying for you. You'll have to send us pictures of the new baby and Ryan.
Love,
Bryca and Steven

Bryca <bryca10@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 11:23 AM CDT

Welcome baby Elizabeth :) Ryan you lucky boy you get to be a big brother and there is no better job in the whole world than being a big brother! You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Monday, May 24, 2004 11:18 AM CDT

Congratulations!!!!!! I am so happy for all of you. Ryan is going to be the greatest big brother ever. Always praying and thinking about y'all. God bless your family.

Love and prayers
Tania Haynes http/www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn usa - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:05 AM CDT

Congratulations Andrea and Phillip. Welcome to Elizabeth. We love you.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, mo - Monday, May 24, 2004 7:32 AM CDT

Praise God for another miracle. I love you all.
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 7:01 AM CDT

Congratulations!! Isn't it amazing to watch Big Brother and Little Sister get acquainted with each other? I am glad to hear that it is all over with...the treatments and the labor. Hope all is well. We have been thinking about all of you.
Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@msn.com>
Ft. Campbell , KY USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 6:59 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS Andrea,Phillip and Big Brother Ryan,I have continued to keep you all in my prayers every day and check you website at least every other day.I'm so happy to hear that Ryan is finished with the radiation and home again.Please stay strong and I will continue to check your page every day or so and will continue to keep you all in my prayers.Ryan I know you are going to be a great big brother and will help take good care of Elizabeth.God Bless all of you.
Linda Kneisler <linm494@wmconnect.com>
Savannah, Tn USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 4:22 AM CDT

Phillip,Andrea&BIG BROTHER RYAN,
Congratulations!!! Andrea, I'd say by the size of baby Elizabeth you difinitely took good care of yourself and her too!!! I hope to get to see all of you this weekend!! If not, I love you all!
Marcia McCarty <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO - Sunday, May 23, 2004 11:48 PM CDT

Congratulations and welcome to the world baby Elizabeth. We'll be back to visit and see how the whole family is doing. You'll be in our prayers.
Amber & Kaidrie <utahmomto2@aol.com>
SLC, UT - Sunday, May 23, 2004 10:29 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea, & Big Brother Ryan:
So glad to hear of Elizabeth's arrival. I bet Ryan is so proud of his little sister. Can't wait to see her and of course all of you too. Get some rest cuz I'm sure you all are really tired. See you soon.
Debbie Myers
Louisiana, Mo USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!! I'LL SEE YOU ALL IN A FEW DAYS!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

Congratulations Phillip, Andrea and Big Brother Ryan!!!!
We're so happy to hear of Elizabeth's arrival. Let us know if there is a hospital website that can visit to see her picture. Can't wait to see all of you. Love to all. Annette
annette campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
st. charles, mo - Sunday, May 23, 2004 5:10 PM CDT

HELLO EVERYBODY, ESPECIALLY BIG BROTHER RYAN AND BABY SISTER ELIZABETH, WHO WILL SOON BE MAKING HER GRAND SPECTACULAR ENTRANCE IN OUR BIG LOVING FAMILY. CONGRATULATIONS BIG BROTHER RYAN ON YOUR COMPLETION OF RADIATION TREATMENTS(BET YOU SURE ARE GLAD THAT'S OVER). YOU HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD, GOOD BOY WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE HAD TO THROUGH. WE ALL LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. ANDREA, WE ARE PRAYING FOR A VERY EASY SPEEDY DELIVERY FOR YOU ON SUNDAY. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE NEW BABY. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES, LOVE AND PRAYERS ALWAYS....AUNT CAROL
CAROL MCCAIN <CRLMCCN@AOL..COM>
PEVELY, - Saturday, May 22, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

Andrea and Phil and Ryan,
I can't tell you how happy we are that Ryan has finished his radiation treatments. We think about you and pray for you every single day. I think you'll be wonderfully surprised by how the whole town of Louisiana is pulling together for "Ryan's Day". We're all anxiously awaiting baby Elizabeth's arrival. Jeff, JJ, Andy and Ian send their love.
Annette Campbell <Jumpwavs@aol.com>
St. Charles, mo - Saturday, May 22, 2004 9:01 AM CDT

Wow you are going to be a big brother soon! what great news!

Angel Toto <pat_totoofoz@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 21, 2004 10:55 PM CDT

We hope we will get to see all of you in Louisiana May 28th
even Elizabeth!!! Glad to hear you are home and feeling a little better. It is a long road but I am sure you will all make it and look back in later years and think to yourselves "It wasn't so bad" You will survive, remember God only gives us what we can handle and is always there to pick us up when we fall no matter how many times it takes.
Hope to see you all soon
Uncle Bennie and Aunt Debi
Bennie Sloan <dsloan01@charter.net>
St Louis, Mo USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 4:54 PM CDT

Ryan,
My mommy read to me that you are done with your treatments. I bet you are so happy. I know that they were probably not much fun, but it sounded like you were very brave. My mommy said that I should be proud of you. Rosemary told me that she talked to you on the phone the other day. Did you know that she got a new puppy named Sasha? I don't know what Sophie thinks about it. Probably about the same way you are feeling about that new baby sister you will have soon!!! I am glad that you don't have the yucky treatments anymore. We still pray for you all the time. I know you will get completely better and then maybe you can visit at Rosemary's and we can play again!
Love,
Brynn
Brynn Orf <Becky_Orf@osca.state.mo.us>
Bowling Green, MO - Friday, May 21, 2004 4:46 PM CDT

Hi Ryan & Family!
So happy to hear the radiation treatments are over and you are home now! We will be watching for updates on baby Elizabeth's arrival too ~ God Bless you all ~
Jean

Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Friday, May 21, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

YEAH RYAN, WAY TO GO!! YOUR FAMILY IN LOUISIANA IS SO PROUD OF YOU ALL AND WE CAN'T WAIT FOR BABY ELIZABETH TO BE BORN. PHILLIP, I CANNOT EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT HOW YOU TWO HAVE HANDLED THIS WHOLE SITUATION. WE THANK GOD THAT HE HAS BEEN WITH US ALL. RYAN'S DAY WILL SOON BE HERE AND IT WILL BE A BIG DAY FOR LOUISIANA. WE ARE SO THANKFUL TO BE LIVING IN A TOWN WITH SUCH CHRISTIAN AND CARING PEOPLE. TAKE CARE AND I HOPE TO SEE ALL FOUR OF YOU SOON. LOVE TO ALL,

AUTH KATH <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, May 21, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

Hello. I am so happy to hear Ryan has completed his radiation treatments. I work with Great Aunt Susan, and am so grateful for the website, so I don't have to bug her all the time for updates. Your story has touched me deeply, as I have three boys about Ryan's age. We are all praying for your family.
Sheri Bickmeyer
St. Charles, MO USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 9:26 AM CDT

Hi Ryan. Congratulations on completing radiation. I know you will be happy to be back home. I hope you get your new baby sister soon!
Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:16 AM CDT

Hey y'all, So baby Elizabeth has not arrived yet!! Well it will be soon enough. God sure planned it out great, Ryan is finished with radiation and now there's more time for that baby. I am so happy that y'all are all home together. That makes such a big difference in your life. When you can all be together it's just better. I am praying for y'all everyday and Ashley asks about Ryan and how he's doing and wants me to tell him she said "hi". God bless your family as you go through the next little while, everything will be alright.

Love and prayers,
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:42 AM CDT

Ryan,
I read your story and I want you to know how proud I am of you.You are such a brave young man.I am saying my prayers for you every night that you will soon be feeling better.May God Bless you and watch over you. Love,Kristi
Kristi Curto <curto@grics.net>
Pekin, Illinois USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 0:27 AM CDT

GREAT NEWS ! NO MORE RADIATION !!!

HI SWEETIE

STOPPED BY TO SAY HI AND
JUST READ THE GREAT NEWS !

SENDING YOU LOTS OF ANGEL ((HUGS))

BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY..

ANGEL CHRIS
QOL ANGELS
CHRIS <chrisatqol@yahoo.com>
LOS ANGELES, CA USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

YAHOOOOOO!!! NO MORE RADIATION!!!!!! Way to go Ryan!!! You are one tough cookie, we are proud of you.

Keep on keeping on and have a wonderful, great, fun day tomorrow.

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Thursday, May 20, 2004 8:48 PM CDT

Woo hoo Ryan on finishing up your radiation treatment!! Have fun being at home, I know you must be looking forward to being a big brother. Little sisters are very special :)
Devin's family
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 7:21 PM CDT

Hello Ryan!
I was thinking of you today and wanted to say hello and send you a big hug and kiss. XO :) Hope you have been a good boy for Mommy and Daddy. Take care. Do not forget to come and see me. I will keep you in my prayers as always.
Love Trish
Trish Juoza-Clark <trish.juoza-clark@vanderbilt.edu>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 3:39 PM CDT

Hello Brown Family,

Hope all is well and you get that new baby girl here safe and sound VERY soon...sounds like you are all ready.

Wishing you all the best,

The Ross Family

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 0:17 AM CDT

we hope ryanny gets through with going to the doctors we all hope ryanny gets through with it safely we love him very much we hope he could get loved alot from everybody and we are sending him lots of tabs of the soda cans to save Ryanny and we are dropping them off at the doctors we drop off alot
Brady
St Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
I am soooo happy that you get to go home today. I think baby Elizabeth is waiting for her big brother to get home so she can meet the world! You'll be such a good big brother, I'll bet you get an award (or some kind of great prize!). See you soon. Love you all
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 19, 2004 3:22 PM CDT

Hello visitors to Ryan's webpage. What are the odds that the computer at Phillip and Andrea's and the computer at Ronald McDonald House would both be acting up at the same time. Well, they are. Please keep visiting and signing the guest book. We will start getting journals again as soon as they can get the computer to cooperate.
YEAHHHH RYAN- today is your last day of radiation. Now, you and Daddy can be with Mommy when your baby sister decides to make her entrance into the world. Tell Ms. Trishy and all of the ladies at Ronald McDonald House thanks for all they have done to help all of us out. I hope to see you real soon (that would mean Mommy is having the baby). I will talk to you later, bye I love you, see you later, I miss you.
Nana <SCourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

hey little man,

just wanted to tell you how much i miss you and hope to see you very soon. Maybe you can come to my house soon and play games. good luck today on your LAST treatment.
i am VERY proud of you for being such a big boy through all of this.

love you see you later love you see you later.
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, mo usa - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 7:00 AM CDT

Hi Brown Family!
Just stopping by to say hello and to see if Baby Elizabeth has arrived yet? After reading the last post it sounds like it will be a few more days. Hang in there Andrea! Phillip and Ryan hope all is well for you guys in Nashville. Thinking of you all and hope you all have a terrific weekend!!
Hugs,
Linda (Isaac's aunt)
p.s. Phillip, it is so nice to read your post. Maybe my brother Gary (Isaac's father) will take your lead and post once in awhile...that would be great!
carrot

<lindatrop@yahoo.com>
Pleasanton, CA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 7:41 PM CDT

It doesn't look like Baby E is going to get here before the 24th, that's okay with me but I know you are ready Andrea. You and Nana did a great job decorating the nursery and Ryan's room last week. Looks like Elizabeth has everything a little girl could need. Kudos. Phillip, how is it going in Nashville this week? Only one more day, hurray, hurray! Love you, miss you, keep BEElieving
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 18, 2004 3:47 PM CDT

Hello all, Ok I am getting a little nervous with no updates!! Is Baby Elizabeth here?? Thinking of you all. Ryan, Nonie Vicki misses you and can't wait to see you. Give baby sister a kiss for me when she arrives, and take care of Mommy and Daddy. Love you all.
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
La, Mo - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

I love you guys!!!!!! I'll talk to you all soon! Just think, after today, one more day of nasty radiation!!!!! Can't wait.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 7:41 AM CDT

Ryan, I hope you are feeling better. I hope your radiation doesn't make you lose all of your hair or get sick. You are doing so good so farso let's hope you just feel better. By Ryanny, I Love You. Love Brandon
Brandon
St Peters, MO USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

Phillip, I hope things go good for you the rest of this week in nashville. Tell Ms. Trishy thanks for all of her help. I hope we get an email address or phone number so we can stay in touch with her. Give Ryan a big hug for me. Keep us updated in the journal entries. I am so proud of the two of you. You are wonderful parents and handle yourself superbly through this challenge. I found someone to buy things for instead of Andrea and Ryan. (NO, not you) Baby El!!!!!! I love you very much.
MIL
st peters, MO USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I have been thinking about you a lot lately. I ask my mommy almost everyday about you. She is trying to find out more information about how you are doing. She said that we could look at this website to learn more. Things have been going pretty good at Rosemary's. There are no other kids there that are real close to my age anymore. Deanna isn't there anymore so the closet to my age is Dakota. Sometimes Dakota and I don't get along. I will try to let you know how things are going at Rosemary's. My mommy and I pray for you every night. My Aunt Sara is an angel in heaven and she is watching over you too. Maybe she can help get you through your treatments. I miss you and will keep thinking about you.
Love,
Brynn
Brynn Orf <Becky_Orf@osca.state.mo.us>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 4:07 PM CDT

Just checking in on you all. There hasn't been an entry in your journal since the 12th which makes me believe that maybe there is a new addition to your family. Hope eveyone is doing well and we hope to hear from you first chance you get to let us know how you all are doing. If baby Elizabeth is here give her a kiss from everyone and make sure you give big brother Ryan lots of kisses as well. I hope everything is going well with Ryan, his fans start getting nervous when we don't have a daily update. With everything going on in your alls lives it is totally understandable not haveing the time. Take care and we love you all.
Ashley Minor
Louisiana, MO - Monday, May 17, 2004 1:13 PM CDT

Hi Phillip, Andrea and Ryan,
I hope everything goes well this week -- radiation, saying good-bye to RMDH and having a BABY! I miss being with Phillip and Ryan and wish I had stayed for this week also, we had so much fun. Ryan, thank you for helping me do the laundry last week, I couldn't have finished it without your help. Love you
Aunt Nae <rejewe@aol.com>
St Louis, - Monday, May 17, 2004 10:41 AM CDT

Hey Guys! I just wanted to say hi and that I love you all very much. Sorry I haven't been doing my daily entries lately, but now I should be able to get with the program again. I hope you all understand!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL and CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN SOON!!!!!!!!!!
Phillip, you can't imagine how good it is for me to see you doing the journal and getting some of your feelings out!
I know it can't be easy, but you are both doing a wonderful job and I'm sooooo proud of both of you. Give my little guy a kiss and make sure you kiss Elizabeth for me as soon as you can.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Sunday, May 16, 2004 10:07 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and of course, Ryan

i hope you all know my prayers are with you daily. although I cannot make it down as the others have, I have been working diligently to aid in the help you all need and most deserve. You are so special to me, all of you and no matter what it takes we are all going to give you strength to beat this thing. Never has one child in our family been loved by so many, you are a very shining star Ryan and God is looking down on you always. I love you so much. Aunt Barb
barb partney <partney.inc@earthlink.net>
St. Louis, Mo usa - Sunday, May 16, 2004 2:46 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip,and Ryan - I hated to leave the three of you this morning and can't wait to see you all again. We met alot of people tonight that are praying for all four of you. Remember how much you are loved by everyone. Enjoy your time together without anyone else there. You three deserve it.
Mom, Nana, MIL <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Sunday, May 16, 2004 2:17 AM CDT

Just stopping by to see how things are going and to spend some time praying for you.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Friday, May 14, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

Hey Ryan!
I love Chuckie Cheese's and I also like to save my tickets for a really cool BIG prize! Have a great weekend.

Kristen Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, May 14, 2004 6:13 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
This is Alex (Alexandra), your cousin. I hope you have a great evening. Did you have fun at Chuckie Cheese's? I hope so. Bye!
Alexandra Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, May 14, 2004 6:12 PM CDT

Hey Guys!
We are glad that the treatments are continuing to go well! Keep working on getting those Chuckie Cheese tickets! We are praying for you all (and Baby Elizabeth).

Debbie <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, May 14, 2004 6:10 PM CDT

Hi everyone,

You know, a lot of people don't realize that this tumor as well as many of the medications ususally cause temporary personality changes, real quick mood swings. There have been a few times when Cheyenne blew a gasket. We now understand what caused it, and by the most part, it went away just about the end of radiation. Just remember, that temper is not your little man, and I am sure that if your friends and relatives knew the cause, they would understand also.
You all are always in our thoughts and prayers,

Roy
Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Friday, May 14, 2004 3:22 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
It's almost time to get that needle out again and have fun! Isn't Aunt Renee fun? I don't know what your daddy was talking about, that picking on her thing, because we love her a lot! We love you a lot, too. I hope I get to see you soon. Bye, love you,

Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Friday, May 14, 2004 7:19 AM CDT

Ryan and Family: Just wanted you to know you are in the thoughts and prayers of many who work with your Aunt Susan. Even though we don't write often we keep up on how you are doing and pray daily for God's healing and strength for the whole family.
B
Saint Louis, MO - Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:52 PM CDT

I think we set a record. 22 puzzles in 4 days. We finished the 10 that we bought this week, re-did the ones he already had and then began working through the 15 yet again. It has been wonderful spending time with Ryan and Phillip this week. Thank you Phillip and Andrea for giving me the privilege of spending this week with Ryan at the hotel. I will always consider it a blessing from God. I love you all and KEEP BEELIEVING.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
My daddy works with your Uncle Cory and sometimes they ride their bikes together too. Uncle Cory is alot faster than daddy but he is working hard and will catch up with him one day soon! I just turned 4 and have a little brother who is 1. We will keep praying for you because we know God is watching out for you!
Drew Doskal <jdoskal@bullmoosetube.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 3:01 PM CDT

Just to let everyone know, we still haven't had baby Elizabeth make her grand entrance. For everyone in the St. Louis area, there is a benefit for Ryan at Stevie Ray's in downtown St. Charles Saturday night. Please come by if you can, there will be prizes, music, food, and fun. Also, thanks to everyone for their prayers and support of the kids and the whole family.
Nana Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:05 AM CDT

Hey little man.

Be good for daddy and maybe i will come see you this weekend. We can play bat & ball, fly your airplane, or play with our water guns. Whatever you want.

I love you and miss you VERY,VERY much!
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, mo usa - Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I checked out the Tumble Weed Foundation web site and found Ryan.
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:17 AM CDT

Hi Andera'Phillip &Ryan, I'm so sorry to hear about Ryan. I just found out yesterday. I will keep you all in my prayers and check in often. Love you. Aunt Barb Charleville
Barbara Charleville <masquawbc@earthlink.net>
Eureka Springs, Ar. USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 10:55 PM CDT

HEY BUDDY!!!!!!! Glad to read that you are doing good and keeping Daddy and Aunt Renee out of trouble. I miss you all and can't wait to see you again!

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!
MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

Fell upon your sight from another caringbridge sight. Just wanted to say keep on truckin Ryan! And many prayers out to Ryan and the family!
Debbie <debcat82@juno.com>
Fenton, Mi USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:26 PM CDT

HELLO RYAN, I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR YOU ARE KEEPING AUNT RENEE BUSY. I HOPE I GET TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO TO CHUCKIE CHEESE WITH YOU SOME DAY. I WOULD LIKE TO COME DOWN SOME WEEKEND, MAYBE AFTER BABY ELIZABETH GETS HERE, AND HAVE FUN WITH YOU TOO! I MAY BE OLD BUT I STILL LIKE TO HAVE FUN. YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL LITTLE MAN. I AM SO PROUD TO BE PART OF YOURS AND MOMMY AND DADDYS FAMILY. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK WITH YOUR TREATMENTS AND YOUR MEDICINE. GOD BLESS YOU SWEETHEART, ALL THE WAY FROM THE TIP OF YOUR HEAD TO THE BOTTOM OF FEET. DON'T LET AUNT RENEE TALK ALL NIGHT LIKE SHE DID WITH ME WHEN NANA GRADUATED, I DIDN'T THINK I WAS EVER GOING TO GET ANY SLEEP. HOPE YOU LIKED YOUR LITTLE FAN. LOVE YOU ALL....AUNT CAROL
CAROL MCCAIN <CRLMCCN@AOL.COM>
PEVELY, MO - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 4:36 PM CDT

Ryan's Day Ryan's Day Ryan's Day
June 12th, 2004
Please help us!!!!

Louisiana Mayor Jim Yokem has declared June 12th Ryan�s Day. There will be several fundraisers through out town including:

Twin City Bowl:
v Bowl- A- Thon Ten 5 man teams starting every three hours---teams and team members get sponsors - How much can your team raise?
v Bake Sale-We need volunteers-Please!!!!
v Quilt Raffle
v Horse Shoe Tournament-Need participants
v Hog Roast- Sally Brazier & Sherry Miederhoff will have grills going with carry out meals
v Massage Table
v Manicurist
v Dunking Booth-Louisiana Police Department
v We�ll also be selling Prayer Packs, �I Prayed Today� pins, Rosaries with prayer cards, St. Anthony Metals with prayer cards all for $1.00
v Flowers for sale

We would like to see teams from work places, family groups, boy scouts, girl scouts, 4-H groups, football teams, baseball teams, or just teams of friends. Sign up and get sponsor sheets at Bowling Alley.

In addition, the Farm Shed has agreed to participate by:

v Bartenders donating wages
v A Pool Tournament
v A Dart Tournament
v Plus other actives

Raintree Mall:
v Car Wash

If your or your business wishes to participate, please feel free to do so. Call Linda and we�ll include your actives in our flyers. We need all the help and ideas we can get. If we all do a little it adds up. Let�s help this family with prayer and service. They need a miracle. Show Ryan�s favorite colors of red and yellow on that day to let people know you�re participating.

If you would like to make a donation, or turn in money raised mail it to:
Ryan Brown Fund / Janice Slominsky
1509 Georgia Street
Louisiana, MO 63353
janice_slominsky@hotmail.com
Any and all help will be greatly appreciated.
Please get involved and involve those around you!!!

Ryan�s Day Committee
Diane and Jenny Guthrie,
Marcia McCarty
and Linda Holtsman

P.S. we need help putting together prayer packs and selling them�.if you have time to help call :
Linda Holtsman 573-754-6710 or lholtsman@hotmail.com
I have sold about 900 Holly Hocks for Ryan---Everyone can do something!!!!
Thanks

Linda Holtsman <lholtsman@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

HI there! My name is Shannon & I help out with the Tumbleweed Foundation. I'm so glad to have found your site. You and your family seem like great people! And YOU are such a cutie! I have a little girl that is just one week younger than you! Keep Smiling, ok? ((big hugs to you!))

Shannon A. <leddedchic@yahoo.com>
Schuylkill County, PA USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 12:38 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, Mom & Dad:
It is Sandy from DeSoto. I am SOOOOO happy to hear you are doing so well. It is a bright spot in my whole day.
God Bless all of you each day better than the day before.

Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 12:15 AM CDT

Glad to read Ryan is doing well. Funny about the corm dog. My son had a friend over and they said they wanted corn dogs for lunch. It was the friends first time having one. I asked him how he liked it and he said "it's OK except for this breading on the hot dog" Ha Ha!! Ryan is in my prayers everyday.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 10:31 AM CDT

Hi Guys,
Just wanted to check in and say Hello. I'm glad Ryan is doing so well. It has become a daily routine to check up on Ryan. Thank you all for keeping everyone posted. Keep up your spirits, and know everyone is still praying for you all.
Ashley and Allyson Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 10:18 AM CDT

just checking in. Wanted to let you all know I was thinking about you guys! God Bless!!!!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 9:29 AM CDT

It is a great feeling knowing that Ryan only has a few more treatments left. He is such a happy little boy. We went to the park yesterday and he met two new friends, Chaz and Henry. It was so heartwarming to see him playing with other 3 year olds. Ryan quickly became the leader and they played so hard for the hour or so we were there that he was really tired when we got back to the hotel. Ryan had a headache last night but seemed to get over it quickly after Daddy gave him some medicine. Ryan loves puzzles and we have put together 10 puzzles in the last 2 days. What is amazing to me is that he can look at a puzzle piece and know exactly where it should go. We bought 5 new puzzles yesterday at Toys R Us and we only have one left to put together today. Ryan is an amazing little boy, a real trooper about going to the hospital for his treatment. Hopefully today we will go to a ranch and see some horses.

KEEP BELIEVING AND PRAYING.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:45 AM CDT

Hey there guys! Sorry I haven't signed this in soooo long. Ryan, I really had fun with you last week at the hotel! It was good to have meme Ryan time again like we used to. I miss all of you guys. Andrea- take care of yourself and remember the trampoline!!!!!!! Phillip, glad you did the journal again and things are going so well in Nashville right now. You need to keep Aunt Renee in line, she'll make Ryan more wild than he already is! I hear you all have been having a good time down there! Things are coming along nicely for the Benefit Saturday night!!! Hopefully it will be successful. Talk to you all soon!!! Love you all bunches.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:31 PM CDT

Hey guys...glad to hear things are going well...as far as Ryan's hearing, while it may indeed be a medical issue, Trenton has the same condition...we call it selective hearing. Every time we want him to pick up a toy or do a chore, he says "What?" over and over, but if you even whisper the word "candy", he's on you before you get to the second syllable. I hope to hear more good things from you all soon. We're always praying for you.
Neil, Jen, Trenton & Tori Darnell <neild@alwayson-line.net>
Troy, MO USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

Hang in there kids. It has to really be tough, but he is one special little boy. I sure hope he still plans on coming up and seeing me. All the fun he is havung he may not want to spend time out there where it is boring. Sorry I haven't been more in touch but I have really been busy at work. Love ya all Uncle Bill
Bill Courtney <bcortneyus@yahoo.com>
Salem, mo usa - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:16 AM CDT

Hi there,
Happy late Mother's Day to you Andrea. I hope you had a wonderful one that will provide you with memories for years to come. It's such a special day for us moms and even for our kids, cause I think it makes them feel extral special to be making such a big deal over their mom all day.My kids sure love it when I just thank them and thank them for what they do for me, they feel like superstars. I love to see that big smile of pure pride and happiness on their sweet little faces. I know you're getting really ready for little miss Elizabeth to arrive and I hope everything goes perfectly for you and her. You and Ryan and Philip and your whole family are always in my prayers and my thoughts. Please take care and keep your faith. Ryan is doing great from what I'm reading every day and I couldn't be happier for you. God Bless!!!
Love and prayers,
Tania
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet , Tn usa - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 7:36 AM CDT

Ryan, You have fun with Daddy and Aunt Renee. Mommy and I are just walking and walking and walking. Oh, we have been doing alot of cleaning. Sounds like you are having more fun. Bye love you see you later, bye love you see you later.
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
Oak Grove , KY USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 7:21 AM CDT

Just a note to say that all of you are in the thoughts and prayers of many people. Hope baby Elizabeth showes up soon. I really hope it is a nice easy delivery!!
Good luck,
Doris (another librarian like grandma)
Doris Brooks <d.v.brooks@sbcglobal.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

Praying for healing in Jesus' name...
Ken and Fran
Canyon Lake, TX - Monday, May 10, 2004 7:48 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
Aunt Renee loves to play baseball, so take her to the park every day! Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Monday, May 10, 2004 7:35 AM CDT

Gee, I was surprised at how nice the rooms are here at RMH. Ryan is still watching his video. I met some of the other folks here already, everyone is very friendly and concerned for each other. Ryan misses having mommy here but I have promised -- guess what -- Chuck E Cheese! Yum Yum. Take care of Elizabeth, mommy. Love you
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Annie!!!!!!!!
Hi Phillip & Ryan!!!
(and Elizabeth)
Lisa, Gary & kids <tommysmawmaw@peoplepc.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:03 PM CDT

Hello,
Island Princess here from Quilts Of Love to check in on you and leave you with lots of love and hugs.

Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 3:01 PM CDT

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ANDREA! Hope you have a wonderful day! Thanks for letting feature Ryan this month - what a perfect month to have him on our site!
Mary

Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Saturday, May 8, 2004 5:10 PM CDT

We hope you have a great Mother's day weekend. It sounds like last weekend was a ton of fun at the circus and at the Cardinals/Cubs game. I sure wish I could have been there. We love you guys. Take care.
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 10:05 AM CDT

Our prayers and best wishes are with you.
Aunt Diane Tindall c/o Dave Thompson <davedavalan@jcn.net>
Festus, MO Jefferson - Saturday, May 8, 2004 9:46 AM CDT

Dear Andrea,
A poem for you on this Mother's Day Weekend:

Portrait for a Mother

A halo that reflects a life of
wisdom, kindness, and caring.
Eyes that sparkle with pride
and show how much she believes in you.
Shoulders that have been slept on
and wept on and
carried a world or two.
Arms that never run out of hugs.
Hands that know
just when to hold on
and when to let go.
A mind filled with amazing things,
from fairy tales to family tails
and long-ago stories of you.
A smile that can jump right into your heart
and warm you faster than hot chocolate.
A heart of gold
that holds more love
than you can possibly imagine.

~Author Unknown~

Enjoy your special day!!

Linda (Isaac's Aunt)
Pleasanton, CA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 7:15 AM CDT

Just wanted to wish you a Happy Mother's Day Andrea... glad to hear treatments are almost over. Take care of yourself, you need just as much rest as anyone ~ we will be praying.

All our love,
Nicky, Sophie & Luke
Nicky Foster <nfoster_03@earthlink.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 4:20 PM CDT

Hi. Just wanted to say hi and I'm thinking of all of you. I pray for a miracle for Ryan. You kids have so much going on right now. I know you must be excited for the new baby, a girl I just read, but the joy of having a new little baby must be overshadowed by the illness of little Ryan. I hope little Elizebeth will be a healthy little girl. Enjoy your Mother's day and thank God for every day with your son. I'm glad to hear that his treatments are going well and he can enjoy being a little boy. I know how your emotions can run helter skelter right now. This dreadful disease invades our lives no matter how young or how old. Just keep fighting and praying and keep holding on to each other. It must be tough living so far away from you family but thank God they can get there when ever you need them. Lean on them for support. Not every one can give financial aid but they all are willing to give their time and love. This is what family and friends are all about. Isn't it amazing how many friends you have that you didn't even know existed until now. Give that little one a hug and kiss from his Aunt Bertie. I continue to pray for all of you. Love, Aunt Bertie
Bertie <Birdtee123@aol.com>
Center Point, IA Linn - Friday, May 7, 2004 10:24 AM CDT

Best of Luck to all of you and have a Happy Mother's Day. We can't comprehend how tough things are for you, but keep the faith and have hope. Miracles do happen.
Jim and Stacey Ross <jross2@bola.cc>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

ryyny, he likes to play he likes power rangers ryyny do not surrender
brady
st pters, mo usa - Thursday, May 6, 2004 9:08 PM CDT

Single digits, YEAH!!!!! Have a Happy Mothers Day with your family - you, Ryan, Phillip, and baby Elizabeth (from the tummy) Remember, she can't come until after this weekend. I will see you soon. I love all three of you very much, oh you too Phillip.(Just Kidding) Ryan , by love you see you later, bye love you see you later.
nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
stpeters, mo usa - Thursday, May 6, 2004 9:05 PM CDT

Glad to hear your down to single digits now, that is very exciting. Mitch is at the end of his treatment also. Thank goodness. Take care and have a great day.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy

Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, May 6, 2004 7:08 PM CDT

Andrea, I hope you have the best mothers day ever. Enjoy, you deserve it. I hope Phillip cooks or takes you out to dinner. I Love you very much and am so proud of you for being so strong. I pray for you everyday along with my prayers for Ryan. I also say one for Phillip, but an extra one for you. Hope to see you soon. I love you guys
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, Mo USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

Andrea,
Don't worry about venting or what anybody else thinks. You are a wonderful mother to Ryan and will be to Elizabeth as well. Wishing you a very Very Happy Mother's Day.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, wa - Thursday, May 6, 2004 5:57 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, just stopping
by to see how are and wish
you a great weekend

lots of love

love, craig, lauren and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 2:10 PM CDT

hey little man. i am back here at work now but i really miss you already. I had soo much fun at the hotel with you. i am glad we finally found you an airplane that flies!! Be a good boy for mommy daddy. see you soon.

love you see you love you see you.
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO the greatest - Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:10 AM CDT

Dear Andrea,
I just wanted to let you know that we have been praying for your sweet little guy every day. I'm sorry I didn't sign the guestbook sooner, but I do read it & I check your journal daily. We are all here for you if you need anything & we believe Ryan is your miracle & he will beat this. We've been saving all of our can tabs, Taylor even has her 5th grade class saving them. We love you all and pray for you.
Love, Steff,Todd,Taylor,Lauren,& Katelyn
Steffanie Rundel <steffrundel@sbcglobal.net>
Festus, MO USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

rryny, is a very healthy boy he is loved a lot we hope he does not get scared he is a very nice boy we hope a lot of people are cheering for him he is a very healthy boy he likes to play a lot.

love ,brandon and brady

(BRADY DID THIS BY HIMSELF)
brady and brandon <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:57 PM CDT

Hi Andrea,

We have those days also. Today happened to be my day.

God Bless, keep up the fight and we will keep praying for a miracle for Ryan.

Roy
Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5

Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:48 PM CDT

Andrea,
Don't ever apologize for needing to "vent" in your entries. That is exactly what they (and we) are here for. We all feel a little helpless and I know that I take some comfort in knowing that I can be an "ear to talk to." My class at school asks about Ryan daily and they are keeping you all in their prayers. Let it out any time you need to...
Debbie Kessler <debbiekkessler@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 6:46 PM CDT

My heart goes out to your family, I pray you will find a few moments to rest as all of you need it. Rest is very important for a sick child and an expectant mother!Andrea, please continue to vent all you want,as parents, we understand your exhaustion and despair. Love to you Doris
Doris Kurz <towrhill@usmo.com>
Frankford, Mo usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 5:59 PM CDT

Oh Andrea, you are breaking my heart, because I know how you feel. It is not fair that Ryan or any child should have to suffer this beast or any other kind of serious illness that keeps them from having a normal childhood. It's also NOT selfish for you to want Ryan with you forever, if you didn't feel that way then that would be selfish. I am so sorry that you and Phillip and Ryan and the rest of your family has to go through this, it is the hardest thing you could ever have imagined, I know. Parents who have not experienced this kind of grief and pain have no clue, and I'm happy for them. Ignorance is bliss sometimes. Just trust God, He is the Great Physician and our very best friend. He will never leave us or forsake us, even though time to time we feel completely alone and nothing can touch on making us feel better, He is always there. Please take care and remember, you are NOT alone.

Love and prayers,
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:56 AM CDT

"Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee: He shall never suffer the righteous
to be moved." Psalm 55:22

"Father, I ask You to bless my friends reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a new confidence through Your grace, In Jesus' precious name. Amen."

Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

Sweet Andrea and Phillip,
All I can say is your family and friends love you and if there was any way we could put our hand on top of his head and let this beast come into us, we would. I do not believe there could be any worse pain than watching your child suffer. We love you
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

Dear Andrea,
Let it out any time you feel like it. The questions will never stop - not until we are in paradise with Christ and all those that went before us. We are all still praying for a miracle, and prayer is very powerful. Take care of yourself - you're almost finished with this round of treatments and will be able to spend some time with your family in your own home. Lean on the Lord as much as you can. There is much more peace in giving it to God than in trying to 'handle' it all yourself. I love you dearly. If you ever want to talk, I'm here to listen, as are most of your family.

Love you all,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 7:46 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, Daddy, and Mommy,
I sure wish I was coming down to see you with Meme, but I have a big weekend coming up. I will be down next weekend to see you and do some things to help Mommy. Ryan,you can help me. Have fun with Meme. Take her to Chuck E. Cheese. She likes it there. Give her big hugs and kisses. Bye love you, see you later, bye love you see you later.
Nana Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 7:10 AM CDT

I can't imagine what you guys are going through. I know it can't be easy. I wish I could put my arms around you and make it all better..... that's what big sisters are suspost to do. I love you guys and I'll see you in a few hours.... Ryan, get ready to keep me entertained!!!!!!!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING...
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
STP, MO USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 6:49 AM CDT

Andrea, Philip, and Ryan
Just wanted to let you all know that your family is in our prayers everyday. You all have inspired so many of us with your strength against this.
Joe and Liz O'Donnell <je_odonnell@earthlink.net>
Gardner, KS USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 10:00 PM CDT

Ryan
Its Aunt Trish hope you are doing great today.

Love you

Aunt Trish <pdarconst@aol.com>
Louisisana, Mo 63353 - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 8:03 PM CDT

Ryan, It's good to hear about your great trip to the circus and ball game. (I'm a grown up now, but when I was a kid the horses and motorcycles were my favorites.) Today is the first time I visited your site. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers every day from now on. Keep smiling. Miss Shirley
Shirley <sjh_again@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 5:35 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,

I am so glad you had fun at the Circus and at the Cardinals Ball Game. Are you and Uncle Cory playing lots of video games together? I am sure you can beat him!

Love ya
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 3:41 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
I bet Uncle Cory can get you all the way up that slide! Hit a home run this week so you can tell all your doctors. Tell mommy to take it easy. Love you,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 7:41 AM CDT

Ryan,
It sounds like you had a fantastic weekend! I am glad to hear things are going good. I hope your mother gets to feeling better soon! I pray for you every night! Take care and have fun with your Uncle Cory these few days!

Missy
Missy Stevens <mjstevens@charter.net>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 11:33 PM CDT

Hey Guys,
Sorry Ryan had such a hard week last week! Hope the wknd. was better for him!!! Andrea, you be sure to take care of yourself right now! We're all praying for you guys continually!!!
Love Always,
Cara,Sarah,Gregory,Shelby&Marcia
Marcia McCarty <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 2:22 PM CDT

Andrea, "Shrink and disappear", that is my prayer also.
Amen !!! I believe in miracles and YES, Ryan is one !!
Marsha Kratzer ( Fairview Christian Church) <Marsha.D.Kratzer@ahom.com>
Festus, MO - Monday, May 3, 2004 1:39 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
This is Sandy in DeSoto. Just wanted you to know that I think of your daily and pray for you everyday as well.
Wonderful things are in store. God Loves YOU!

Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 11:50 AM CDT

Good morning here from north carolina it is good to know that God answers prayers. I have signed this book before and i read it everyday i have grand children and would not know how to react to something like this. I pray for Ryan and all the childre of the world. It is good to know that he is doing so much better. Please keep everyone informed. I am form Clarksville Tenn. But North Carolina is my home now. God bless you all and always FULLY RELY ON GOD- F.R.O.G and he will do the rest.
sandra
raleigh, nc - Monday, May 3, 2004 8:05 AM CDT

RYAN,
It is so good to hear you are feeling much better. I just know you are going to beat this thing yet. Hope you had a Great weekend. Give mommy & daddy a hug. I am sure they can really use one. We are continuing to keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Judy Shade <snqqpy45@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 1:37 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan. Richard and I have been keeping up with your progress through this wonderful website. You must have had a great time this past weekend at the Cardnals game. They are one of our favorite teams!! We pray that you will have another great week. You are always on our minds and in our prayers. Take care of each other. And as MeMe says "Keep BEElieveing!!!!
Eileen and Richard Graham <egraham48@yahoo.com>
Hopkinsville, KY - Sunday, May 2, 2004 8:01 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan
I'm glad to hear that you all are doing so well. It's good to hear that Ryan has been having fun. Hope you have a good time at the baseball game. It's raining here now, hope you didn't get to wet at the game. I'm sure it was fun. Have fun at this weekend and have a safe trip home. Our prayers and thoughts are with you everyday.
Love ya,
Bryca
Bryca Love <bryca10@hotmail.com>
S. Louis, MO USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

Glad to hear the good news , you are going to have a great weekend!You are in my prayers. Doris Kurz
Doris Kurz <towrhill@usmo.com>
Frankford , Mo USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 11:17 AM CDT

Hey guys! Glad you had a safe trip home. Phillip, it's good to see writing the entries.... I'm sure it'll help you get someof it out, as it seems to be helping Andrea. I'm glad ryan had another good day yesterday, and hope he did again today. I talked to him, but didn't ask him (bad MEME). Can't wait for the circus!!!!!!! Talk to you all soon.

STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!
Love You Guys.
meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Friday, April 30, 2004 11:20 PM CDT

Annie, Phillip & Ryan
Hi guys, glad to hear Ryan is doing so well. I am sure Amy has told you we just sent about 12,000 tabs with mom to Amy for RMH from Mandi's school. We have more on the way.
Gary, Lisa & kids <tommysmawmaw@peoplepc.com>
DeSoto, Mo - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:46 PM CDT

Blessings for a great weekend.
Ken and Fran
Canyon Lake, TX - Friday, April 30, 2004 7:31 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
I had soooo much fun with you this week. Thanks for letting me visit you, and play with you on the slide. Thanks for playing ball with me, and for taking me to Chuck-E-Cheese and for singing songs with me. Have fun with Uncle Cory and Aunt Heather and Meme and Brandon and Brady and Tony! Love you,
Aunt Susan
Susan Self <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Friday, April 30, 2004 5:48 PM CDT

Andrea and Philip,

I just found your caringbridge site. My son Troy also has a diffuse pontine glioma (diagnosed 12/03). Life changes very quickly... I will send you a private e-mail with more of my information if you would like to talk sometime.
Nadine Paulmeno (Troy's mom) www. caringbridge.org/ny/troy <Spitter24@aol.com>
Sparkill, NY USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 12:24 AM CDT

Hey Andrea, Phillip, and precious Ryan,

So glad to read that everything is going so well. Sounds like Ryan is a little super-trooper. Just wanted you to know that we pray for you every day, and that we love and miss you. Hang in there.

All our Love,
Nicky, Sophie & Luke Foster <nfoster_03@earthlink.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 11:07 AM CDT

Hey guys....I don't have your e-mail address...I have the article from the Louisiana Press-Journal and want to get it re-printed in the Lincoln County Journal, where I work. The only catch is that the photo in the Press-Journal is from the caringbridge website, which uses low-resolution JPEGs....in other words, the picture quality is not good at all...I asked Mom to ask you all to send me a photo...I don't care if you send an actual photo by mail or if you could send a high-resolution JPEG in e-mail. I would love to give Ryan some publicity in this area and see if we can get more contributions to the trust fund from here. Every little bit helps.
Just to update you, the family is doing well. We may have to be moving before long as Jennifer's parents may have sold the doublewide we are currently living in. I hate moving! Anyway, the kids will be celebrating birthdays very shortly. Tori will turn 2 on May 4 and Trenton will be 4 on May 29....I cannot believe he'll be starting school in about 16 months! Once again, our family is praying for you every day. We are glad to hear that Ryan is feeling better and are full of hope that this brave little boy will beat this monster!
Neil, Jennifer, Trenton & Tori Darnell <lcjclasssales@alwayson-line.net>
Troy, MO USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 10:00 AM CDT

Hi lil bro, glad to hear you are doing so well and having fun with your dad. Love and Prayers, Chance

Big Bro to Mitchell, Connor and any one else who wants me
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 9:49 AM CDT

God's joy is new every morning. I believe in miracles !

Marsha Kratzer ( Fairview Christian Church) <Marsha.D.Kratzer@ahom.com>
Festus, MO USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, I miss you and can't wait to see you again. Tell Daddy he needs a better map or a better navigator. Nana and Aunt Susan used to get lost ALL OF THE TIME!!! Phillip, I was really glad to see you do the journal entry. Now we are hearing from both of you. Be careful traveling today and remember we love you all four very much. Bye I love you see you later, Bye I love you see you later.
Nana (Sherry Courtney) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 5:52 AM CDT

Hey there kiddo.... I can't wait to see you this weekend. I hope you all had a wonderful day today and that the dr went good. I love you guys!
Stay Strong and Keep BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 9:27 PM CDT

Dear Andrea:

Sounds like Ryan is facing down the situation he is in. Even though Ross was much older (almost 11) during radiation, he also gave the doctors and nursing staff the business - verbally, during his treatment. I have faith Ryan will move through these feelings in his own time.

Annemarie
www.caringbridge.com/ny/rossmanhattan
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 29, 2004 4:22 PM CDT

Andrea,Phillip & Ryan,
I just wanted to let you know that Nelsonville Baptist Church members are still praying for you all. I went to college with Sherry and our whole class supports you with our prayers. I am so glad to see your on the down hill side of the treatments. I don't know how to express how your story has touched my life. I think of you all alot and I just want you to know people you have never met are lifting you up to the One who has the power to make it all better.
I am so impressed with your strength and faith.
God Bless You All,

Sue Bridgman <mbsb74@marktwain.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

Just wanted to say HI !! :) I hope things continue to get better and better for y'all. I remember Ashley being on steroids and boy was she ever moody!! She was also constantly hungry. She still is, so I think it stuck.!!!! ha ha ha. Take care and remember God is in control and He loves us all sooooo much. I'm always thinking and praying for Ryan and y'all and so many other kids who I found out about through your site.
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, TN USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 12:25 AM CDT

I just want to let you know that Ryan and your family has been added to our prayer list at Victory Tabernacle Church. With God, all things are possible.
Alana McKnight <kaynich@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 10:09 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and that I am so very proud of you. Try to help mama and daddy out by being the big boy we know you are. Hang in there Andrea and Phil. You have all our love and support and most of all, our prayers. The Community is getting excited about Ryan's Day. My Bank is sponsoring our bowling team and we are excited about that. I am hoping the family can get together two or three teams also. The girls are working hard to make this a great day for Ryan and I know you are going to be overwhelmed by the love and support you have in this community. I love you all so much. You have my 800 number, give me a call. I would love to hear from you.
Aunt Kath <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 8:59 AM CDT

Dear Ann and Phillip,
I was reading back in the journal at the entries you made a month ago - the temper tantrums may be a trade off for the headaches and lethargy he was experiencing then. Two more weeks then he won't be able to fuss about the port cath any longer. Hang in there, you and Phillip are making the most experienced parents look like novices, you are doing great.
Luv
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 29, 2004 7:59 AM CDT

Andrea,

I just thought I'd let you know that I've been thinking about you and praying for your family. I am glad to hear that Ryan is having a better time with all of this. Let me know if I can do anything to help.

Kelly Mackrell <infantrybabe@msn.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY 42223 - Thursday, April 29, 2004 5:54 AM CDT

Hi Andrea,

Boy I remember those days of Cheyenne having drastic mood changes. With her it was first the tumor (it changes temperment and causes fast mood changes), then it was the steroid. It does the same thing. So for awhile, we were in a no win situation. But that is all history now, and she is back to her sweet self. Glad you have less treatments than originally planned. Can't be anything but GREAT news. You all are always in our thoughts and prayers.

God Bless
Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 9:20 PM CDT

Hey Ryan
Its Aunt Trisha . Call Me
Love you all and miss you.
Aunt Trish <pdarconst@aol.com>
louisiana, mo 63353 - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:25 PM CDT

HI I'M JOEY BETTY ROGERS IS MY AUNT. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU.
MICHAEL JOSEPH ROGERS <THORGODOFBOOM@HOTMAIL.COM>
PEVELY, MO JEFFERSON COUNTY - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:13 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,Andrea and Phillip,Just wanted to let you all know that I check in on this website every day.I'm soo very happy to hear how well Ryan is doing.I say a prayer for all of you every day.I wasa blessed with 9 healthy children and cannot imagine what it is like to ahve a sick child.I will continue to keep you in my prayers and to check your website every day.God Bless.....Linda
Linda Kneisler <linm494@wmconnect.com>
Savannah, Tn. USA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 7:07 PM CDT

Hey sweet Ryan,

I wanted to let you know that you are not alone when it comes to throwing fits! Even though I am a grown up I just love to throw fits especially when it comes to yucky doctors and radiation. Hang in there buddy, please tell mom & dad hello for me.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, wa - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 3:34 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, I am glad to hear that you are half way done with your treatments. I think about you daily, and pray for you nightly. Keep up the goos work. You are a strong little boy. Andrea and Phillip, take care, and be strong. You guys are doing a wonderful job. I cant say that I could stay as strong as you all are if I were in your shoes. I pray for strength like yours. God bless you all even more than you are now with such a strong family and support. God has blessed you everyday for the 3 years that you have had Ryan, and he will bless you for many more years to come when Ryan beats this thing.
Jennifer Shaw <tjdbc@aol.com>
Cadiz, Ky - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 2:38 PM CDT

Hello Brown Family!
Just stopping by to check up on you guys. So happy you are almost halfway through Ryan's treatments!
Sure sounds like Ryan is a tough little fellow who voices how he feels...good for him!
I'll check back later.
Take Care,
Linda (Isaac's aunt) www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac/
stand

Pleasanton, CA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 12:17 AM CDT

Ryan, you are going to really enjoy the baseball game this week-end, remember to cheer for the guys in the red hats! You also get to go to the circus, woohoo, what a lucky week-end you are going to have.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 28, 2004 7:40 AM CDT

Hey there y'all!!
It's so good to hear that you're half way through radiation and doing so great. Those puffy cheeks will return to normal soon. I hope you have lots more fun and exciting days watching baseball games and going to the park. The summer will be so much fun, things like this make us appreciate things we never thought about before, huh? Hang in there little guy. You're an inspiration to so many people. Lots of love and prayers always.
Tania
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, TN USA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 7:36 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Andrea & Phil;
I am so happy to see that the treatments are going so well. Ryan, you a brave young man and I know God will continue to bless you and your family. Remember that you are in all our prayers. Thank God these treatments are half over. Love & Prayers.
Judy Shade <snqqpy48@earthlink.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 3:33 AM CDT

Hello Brown Family,
We check in on Ryan regularly and are glad that you are going to be on the downhill side of the radiation soon! We'll keep Ryan and your family in our thoughts and prayers,
Lin and Haley Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 0:56 AM CDT

Ryan,Phillip,Andrea,Aunt Meme and Brandon, It was good to meet you guys Sat nite at the Eagles. You all probly dont remember me but i was the Guy that had the Atlanta Braves Jersey on and Lexi Haircut. My family are good friends with Lexi.. Ryan rocks Hes a cute little boy and a funny guy he knows how to make people laugh. Everything end the long run is going to be alright. They going to get rid of this like they got rid of lexi. I'm praying for everyone of u guys and Cant wait to see ya all again Ryan a Tough Little Guy.
Wes Ricks <Wesdaman2001@aol.com>
Hopkinsville , KY - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 0:37 AM CDT

Glad to hear that the radiation is half over! Even without the stress that he has to deal with, it sounds liek Ryan is pretty much a typical kid of his age! Haha...I remember working at the daycare..yikes :) He likes baseball?? A man after my own heart. Its my favorite too! Anyway, you are all always in my thoughts and prayers,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:52 PM CDT

Hey there kiddo!!!!!!!! Almost 1/2 done with the nasty radiation stuff. I'm glad you got to see a bat and ball game today. I can't wait to see you this weekend! I miss you! You be good for everyone there and I'll see you in a couple days and we'll have tooo much fun!
Andrea and Phillip, I know you are trying your best to hold up through all of this, but I just wanted to remind you both of how much I love you! I'm so proud of you guys for the way you are handling this. Stay strong and draw your strength from each other! Just think, as far as the radiation goes....you are beginning the downhill part of it. Andrea, you've said a few times how you can't wait until the bigger number was behind him and he had the smaller number to go....WELL YOU'VE MADE IT THERE!!!!!I know it can't end soon enough, but half way done. And by this time next week, he'll be 2/3 of the way done. I can't wait to see you guys again too. Love You All!!!
Bye, Love You, See You Later... Bye, Love You, See You Later!
STAY STONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!
Love you!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:14 PM CDT

Woo hoo Ryan! You are half way done now. You are doing such an awesome job, I know your mom and dad are so proud of you. You keep up the good work. Devin likes to watch baseball too. He is a Cub Scout and is so excited that this weekend he gets to go camping. Last year he was too busy seeing doctors, just like you do.

We hope you have a great week and it goes by just as quickly as the last two weeks have.
Devin's Family http://devindude.blogspot.com
Clarksville, TN USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

Praying you have all good days ahead...in Jesus' name.

Blessings,
Ken and Fran
Canyon Lake, TX - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 1:23 PM CDT

hey little turd,
it was SOOOO nice to talk to you on the phone last night. It has been so long since i heard you laguhing like that, i almost thought you were crying. I can't wait to see you this weekend.
Talk to you soon.
Love you see you love you see you.

Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO the greatest - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 8:05 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
It was so nice to meet you on Saturday night at the FOE. You are such a cutie. Hope you are having fun with your new tractor. Tell Mom and Dad hello also. We are all thinking about you. Hope to see you again soon.
Shirley R. Ezell <ezells@dynasty.net>
Hopkinsville, KY USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Came to visit and let you know your in our prayers. Love from Kim m/o Michelle

http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/michelle
Kimberley Clayton <michelle9kim@yahoo.ca>
Guelph, ON, Canada - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 0:24 AM CDT

Hello Dear Family, It sounds like we are already experiencing some of the Miracle that we all have been praying for. It is so encouraging to hear how well Ryan is doing with the medicine and the treatments. We will just keep praying and believing for total and complete healing. God is so good. and as Amy says"keep beelieving" Love Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
Pevely, Mo - Monday, April 26, 2004 11:07 PM CDT

Hey kiddo!!!!!!! I haD tooo much fun this weekend with you. I know Brandon really enjoyed it too. Almost Circus time and then the bat and ball game! I'm glad to hear treatments are goin sooo good for you! I love you little buddy. Just think, you are almost 1/2 way done. And cuz you are doing so good with it, MEME will get you something for that. You be good for Nana, Mommy and Daddy for me OK? I Love You and I Miss you all already!!!!!!

stay strong and keep beeing a big boy!
KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST PETERS, MO USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 9:09 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. I thought I'd check in with you this evening to see what everyone is up to. Give mom and dad a big hug for me. We're thinking of you all back here in BG. Take care and we love you!
Leslie and Steve Niemeyer <steve100@daffron.net>
Bowling Green, mo usa - Monday, April 26, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

Just wanting you to know you were on my mind. I have been saying lots of prayers for you. God is the coolest EVER!!!! Don't forget to talk to Him!!! If you all have any specific prayer requests, please let me know! I am lifting ALL of you up!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Monday, April 26, 2004 3:59 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, My name is Kathy Knoshaug and I work with your Aunt Amy @ Salon De Christe' in St. Charles, MO. I have two children Nick and Angie and we are praying for God to work a mircle for you. Never Ever forget, Jesus is always there to hold your hand no matter what you are going through. May God Bless you and keep you and make his face shine upon you and your family. In His Love,
Kathy Knoshaug <kkj63376@yahoo.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 0:30 AM CDT

Im praying for you Ryan and your family.I work everyday with your Grandma Capps and see how frustrating this is for her not to be able to bring you back your health and stop the pain for her loving family. My prayers will continue to go out to all of you. Love Doris Kurz
Doris Kurz <towrhill@usmo.com>
Frankford, Mo USA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

Hey Ryan,

Way to go. All of us out here in cyberland are really proud of you being such a big boy. Almost half over, YIPPEE! And all the time you are kicking that mean old nasty tumor's butt!! Just keep it up, but boy. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Hi to mom and dad!

God Bless
Roy
Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Sunday, April 25, 2004 4:40 PM CDT

Hello Brown Family!
So happy to hear Ryan's treatment is going well and that Ryan's moods are improving!
Kids are amazingly resilient...it's the adults who struggle with change.
Hope you are having a good weekend!!
Take Care,
Linda (Isaac's Aunt)

Isaac's Website
Pleasanton, CA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,Phil,and Andrea,
So glad to see things are going so much better! That is a definite answer to our prayers! We all hope and will be praying things go well Monday! I hope you're doing okay Andrea, be sure you get plenty of rest too!
Love Always,
Gregory,Shelby,Cara,Sarah&Marcia
Marcia <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 12:38 AM CDT

Hey Buddy!! Nana really misses you and can't wait to see you again. Have fun with Meme and Brandon this weekend. It won't be long before I get to see you again. Stay brave and take good cre of Mom and Dad. I love you very much.
Nana Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:03 PM CDT

HEY RYAN, ANDREA AND PHIL, I'VE BEEN KEEPING UP ON THE PROGESS THROUGH THE WEB SITE, IT'S GREAT. I'VE GOT SOME OF THE OTHER NURSES CHECING IT OUT WITH ME AT WORK AND WE'VE ADDED IT TO OUR FAVORITES HERE IN THE ER COMPUTER! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!! LOVE YOU ALL

STARLA CARROLL AND THE ER NURSES AT LINCOLN CTY <STARRLITE_22@HOTMAIL.COM>
TROY , MO USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

hi ryan hope this finds you in good spirits and hope all there is doing good
karla shinn
bowling green, mo pike - Saturday, April 24, 2004 7:19 PM CDT

Hey guys, just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you all and I think about you all everyday. I haven't been able to keep up with everything because of my computer being down, but it may be for the best anyway, I cry everytime I read them and I wish that you all didn't have to go through this. I feel so sorry for Ryan and pray for him everyday. I miss and love you guys very much!! I will call you soon! Give lots of hugs and kisses to Rynnie for me.
Stephanie Price <stephanieprice_74@hotmail.com>
Mexico, Mo USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 9:37 AM CDT

Thank you, Ryan, for calling me today. I am glad you are headed for home. Have fun with Meme and Brady this weekend. Be sure to share your new game with Brady because that is the right thing to do. Andrea, enjoy your sister this weekend and try to get some rest. Phil, sounds like you are the babysitter for a while while Andrea and Meme spend some quality time together. You be sure and let the boys play the new game and win some of the time. I love you all. Have a good weekend and call when you have time. My prayers go up daily and judging by what Andrea is reporting on Ryan's progress they are definitely being answered. God is still in control. Hugs, kisses, and all my love. Mom
Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 5:12 PM CDT

Hi guys,

I am glad to hear that radiation is going well and even more pleased to hear that you are able to taper his steroids. Hang in there, please contact me if you need anything. Hope you have a great weekend! Take care
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, wa - Friday, April 23, 2004 4:33 PM CDT

Yeah Ryan, You are such a big boy, I am so proud of you for being so brave and letting the doctors and nurses do what they have to, to make you feel better. I pray that next week goes as good as this past week. Have a great weekend with Mommy & Daddy give them both hugs and kisses for me. I love you all very much.
Love Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 1:22 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, our little buddy
just dropping by to thank you
for coming to Craig site
and to wish you a happy weekend.

love to ALL your family

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 23, 2004 7:05 AM CDT

Hey Ryan!
how are you doing my little buddy?I think of you and pray for you.
love
laura
www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Friday, April 23, 2004 1:26 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, How are you little guy? I wanted to talk to you the other night, but understand you had important things to do. I miss you, but am thinking of you everyday and keeping you in my prayers everday. I pray that god would take that ugly thing away from you and give it to me, so you could be healthy and happy for a long time. Lord knows I have done enough and would gladly take it, if it meant you would not have to go through any more of this.

Give mommy and daddy hugs and kisses for me and I hope to see you soon.

I love you
Gram Bet

Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 4:55 PM CDT

Hey, Ryan,
I really liked talking to you today. You sounded so happy that I wanted to laugh with you. Is there anything you want me to bring for you next week? I know some really neat bubble tricks I'll teach you, but you'll get all wet so wear old clothes! Guess what? I really like Chuckie Cheese. Will you take me there?
Love you,
Susan Self <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Thursday, April 22, 2004 9:56 AM CDT

What good news that he is having more "good" days. That, of course, means you are having more good days too and you all deserve them.

I received a message yesterday that the Mayor of Louisiana, MO has declared June 12 "Ryan's Day". There are lots of activities planned and the entire town is getting involved in this benefit for Ryan.

Ryan, besides going to Chuck E Cheese when I am at the hotel with you, we are also going to get to go to a horse ranch if it is okay with Mommy and Daddy where they raise race horses. I think that will be fun too because I know you like horses. Keep feeling better because we have lots to do when I come down to see you.

Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:15 AM CDT

Hey buddy,
I am so glad to see you are doing so well and are getting back to your old, rotten self. Now that you have your own Pikachu game, are you still going to want to come to my house and play games? *sniff, sniff*
I sure can't wait to see you and will call you tonight.
Love you, see you. Love you, see you.

Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO the greatest - Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:08 AM CDT

Hi Andrea,

I just wanted to stop and say hello and ask you to give Ryan a GREAT BIG HUG from Cheyenne. She is a pretty good hugger, even from a distance. You all are in our thoughts and prayers every single day. God Bless

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:21 PM CDT

I'm soooo glad you had a good day today. We will be seeing you soon. Can't wait. Andrea...... we have a date Saturday! And I'm not taking NO for an answer so don't try it. You need Andrea time. Phillip, you won the honors of watching all the boys!!!!!!!Yeah I love you too! Hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow and I'm praying that the doctor goes as good as radiation did today.
Amy <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:21 PM CDT

Ryan and family,
I am so glad you are starting to feel better- and getting to go to Chuck-e-Cheese's so often! Zachary and I pray for you every night before we go to bed. We also pray for your daddy and the other soldiers defending our country too. We wish you all the best and hope to see you soon.
Tisha
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 8:00 PM CDT

Ryan,
I'm so glad that you are now being a big boy by taking a bath, but the thought of your daddy being naked in the tub....ewwww! On top of that, your daddy singing...kid, I feel for you. Seriously though, Jenn, Trenton, Tori & I are so glad to hear that things are going so well for you right now. Tell Mommy and Daddy to give you kisses for us and that we love you very much! And tell Daddy to let you play the video games once in a while!
Neil, Jenn, Trenton & Tori Darnell <neild@alwayson-line.net>
Troy, MO 63379 - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 4:48 PM CDT

Hello Brown Family!
I know it must be difficult to manage a 3 year old through this horrible ordeal, but I think you are doing great!
Hopefully that expensive game will help to keep his mind off not feeling well. Poor little guy, he has reason to be cranky! Although, it does not help mom and dad!!
Hang in there and please know there are many people praying for you all.
Take Care, Linda (Isaac's Aunt)
http://www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac/
Pleasanton, CA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 3:33 PM CDT

Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Janice Bruning
St. Louis, Mo USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 11:34 AM CDT

Hey Ryan and family, just
dropping by to see how
everyone is and send you
all our love.

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 11:03 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea and Ryan. I just wanted you to know that you are in our prayers daily. I am glad Ryan is feeling better. Andrea, believe me, you are not the only one crying, we are all hurting for you and the family. It is ok to cry. It will make you feel better and then, when you are through, you say "enough of that" and get up and go on. You guys are super I love you all so very much! I am sure Ryan (and Phillip) will enjoy the new game system. Tell Ryan Aunt Crystal had a good time playing Go Fish with him. Maybe someday soon, I will come visit you and go to the park or play Go Fish with you. I hope you all have a good day and I'll keep praying for that miracle. Love ya,
Aunt Kath <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 8:38 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan...... I love all very much... Just think, this time tomorrow, radiation treatments will be in the double digits. 1/3 of the way done!!!!!!!!! I will talk to you all tomorrow. Have a good night and I Love You!
Stay strong and keep BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amy <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:40 PM CDT

Andrea, Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you during these trying times. If there is anything that I, or the FRG can do for you and Ryan, please let me know. Please tell Ryan that he is in our hearts and we are thinking about him everyday. I am glad to hear that he had a good day today, and wish him many, many more. Hang in there, but cry if you need to, you dont need to always be strong.
Jennifer & Spc. Todd shaw <tjdbc@aol.com>
cadiz, ky - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:11 PM CDT

Our church has placed Ryan on our Prayer Bulletin since we learned of Ryan's illness three weeks ago. I work with Renee Weinrich, and our Church is Grace Baptist Church in St. Charles. My children and I will remember Ryan in our daily prayers together, in Christ's Name.
Dale Lindberg <mostatesanman@charter.net; Lindbd@dhss.mo.gov>
St. Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Hi I'm Catherine I work with Renee Weinrich
I'm glad to hear that things are going so well for Ryan
and I hope they continue to improve Best wishes

Cat
Catherine Gray <grayc@dhss.state>
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 12:06 AM CDT

Hey Guys! Glad to hear you had a good day, Ryan. I only get on the computer on tuesdays and I always look forward to reading about you. Kristy always ask how you are doing. We think about you all the time. You have a good and fun week!

Love, Lisa, Jack & Kristy

Lisa <ldye@misn.com>
- Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:34 AM CDT

Hello Ryan and family,
I am a member of the Fraternal Order of Eagle # 3423, 2600 FT Campbell Blvd, in Hopkinsville, KY. We are planning our second annual Lexi Sabatino fund-raising Poker Run in your honor on Saturday, July 24. The club will open at 9:00 a.m. and the Poker Run will begin at 11:00. The cost is $10.00 per person and all vehicles must be back in by 6:00 p.m. (This Poker Run is not just for bikers, any vehicle can participate.) The prizes for the Poker Run are $100.00 for 1st, $75.00 for 2nd, $50.00 for 3rd and $25.00 for 4th. As part of the fund-raising, we will have door prizes, 50-50 pot, and are raffling off a 2004 Harley Davidson 883 C Sportster provided by Appleton's in Clarksville. The raffle tickets are $20.00 each, with only 1000 being sold. The drawing will be after the Poker Run and the winner does not have to be present to win. We will serve free food after the Poker Run and have a band later that evening. We hope everyone will come out and support the Poker Run. We will have it rain or shine and want to raise a lot of money to help you out. If any one wants raffle tickets, they can buy them from any Poker Run committee member or at the Eagle's Club . Our Poker Run is named in honor of 8 year old Lexi Sabatino, who was our first recipient. She was diagnosed with PNET cancer, but has completed her treatments and is doing very well. We hope to see you Saturday night if you feel like coming out to visit with us.
Shirley R. Ezell <ezells@dynasty.net>
Cadiz, KY USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

Hi Guys! So glad to hear today was a good day! There's not a day or nite goes by that all of you are on my mind and in my prayers!! Ryan, you are such a big boy!! There's times I think you should give Gregory a call and let him in on your secret of being such a BIG BOY! Shelby says hi, and she wants to come see you! Sounds like you are really enjoying yourself with Chuckie!! I love Chuckie too!! I love you all, and make sure you all hug each other tight for us back home who can't be there physically for you guys!
Love,Gregory,Shelby,Cara,Sarah,Marcia
Marcia McCarty <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, Mo - Monday, April 19, 2004 11:16 PM CDT

Hey there Buddy! I'm glad you had another good day today. I really miss you guys and I'm counting the days until We get to come down. Make sure you take care of yourself this week and come up with some fun stuff to do this weekend, cuz we are leaving mommy and daddy at home, and going to do fun stuff!!!!!!! Brandon and Brady says hello. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:40 PM CDT

Hello,
I just wanted to say stay strong and i am praying for you Ryan every day. Hey Phil guess what...on Ryan's day, i am going to be having a dunking booth for the police officers...hahaha...this will be the way to get back those pigs b/c they will all be there. well i hope all is well and that Ryan takes his meds. i love you all and wish you the best of week.
Kelly Hughes <dewey1819@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, MO - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:26 PM CDT

Wishing you a great week!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:58 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Sounds like you had a great weekend with lots of pizza! Those steriods can really make you hungry, huh? Taking medicines is no fun either. Do you know that Devin can swallow 15 pills at one time? Why he wants to do that is anyone's guess but he is very proud of the fact he can do it. Those bath crayons sound really nifty. We hope that you have a great week this coming week. Devin gets to come down to Vanderbilt tomorrow to see his doctor, we will look over towards RMH and wave to you. We hope your mom is able to take it easy some and get some rest.

Devin's family http://devindude.blogspot.com
Clarksville, TN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 12:08 AM CDT

Hey Buddy! I am glad you had a good time with Mema and Papa. Be good this week for Dr. Landsman (remember he wants to be the pink Power Ranger). Take care of Mom and Dad. I really, really miss you and can't wait to see you again. Tell Papa D you ALWAYS win at air hockey. I will see you soon. Love, NANA
nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:51 AM CDT

Glad your weekend went so well and that Ryan had a good time with Phillip's family. Since Nana said that he doesn't have a lot of energy after his treatments and likes to stay in, I am looking for indoor activities for him. I understand he likes working on puzzles and coloring.

Ryan, the bathtub time sounds like fun. Make sure you save enough energy so we can go to Chuck E Cheese when I stay at the hotel with you 'cause I love to go there.

Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, April 19, 2004 9:23 AM CDT

Hi y'all, I heard about the car wash on the radio on Saturday, I hope it went great. I have to say, when I heard little Ryan's name and what was going on I just had chills come all over my body. I am still amazed at how much even strangers care for our children. I hope y'all have a wonderful week. The weather is so beautiful right now, I hope y'all get a chance to get outside and enjoy it. Lots of prayers going up for all of you.

tania h. <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
mt. juliet, tn usa - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:00 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, just wanted to come
by and wish you a happy week.

lots of love, little buddy!!

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Monday, April 19, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

hey little buddy,
Hope you have another great day at the mean ole doctors. We can't wait to see you soon. We miss you SOOO much!! I will give you a call tonight or tomorrow so we can talk.
love you, see you. love you, see you.
Ucle Cory, Aunt Heather, Tony <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, MO the greatest - Monday, April 19, 2004 7:52 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I said a prayer for you today
And I know God must have heard
I felt the answer in my heart
although He spoke no word.

I didn�t ask for wealth or fame
(I knew you wouldn�t mind)
I asked Him to send treasures of
a far more lasting kind.

I asked that He�d be near you at
the start of each new day
To grant you health and blessings
and friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you
in all things great and small
But it was for His loving care
I prayed the most of all!

Bless you Ryan, I feel I�m learning to pray for the first time in my life, truly from my heart. How can one little boy posses such power? I want a miracle for you more than anything else on earth. My prayer time is 9:00 to 10:00 a.m. in my garden, where I think of you, while digging up Holly Hocks.
Everyone please say this prayer to St. Anthony for Ryan, and make a miracle happen.

St. Anthony is the �Saint of Miracles�

O Holy St. Anthony, reach down from heaven and take hold of my hand.

Assure me that I am not alone.
You are known to possess miraculous powers
and to be ever ready to speak for those in trouble.

Loving and Gentle St. Anthony, reach down from heaven I implore you
and assist me in my hour of need.
Obtain for me �the removal of Ryan Brown�s tumor from his optic nerve�

Dearest St. Anthony, reach down from heaven and guide me with thy strength. Plead for me in my needs. And teach me to be humbly thankful as you were for all the bountiful blessings I am to receive.
Amen.

I encourage everyone to come by Twin City Bowl and pick up some Holly Hocks (only $1.00 each) to start your own prayer gardens. I�m trying to keep about 20 out there at all times. For larger orders you can e-mail me, lholtsman@hotmail.com.
All proceeds go to Ryan�s Day.

Linda Holtsman <lholtsman@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 11:42 PM CDT

Sis,
just be careful with the oils and make sure they aren't synthetic... some essential oils are, and those aren't good. But I'm sure you've already done that.... find out if he can get massages or not.
STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!1
MEME <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 11:11 PM CDT

Hey kiddo! I hope you had a wonderful weekend. From the sounds of it, Mema and papa had a blast. You stay strong for mommy and daddy this week and remember the doctors are trying to help you......not hurt you! I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH! STAY STRONG AND KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!
MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
ST P, MO USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

Ryan, sorry we had to leave you today, but will see you again soon. I had a wonderful time playing Go Fish with you today. So good to hear you laugh and have a good time. We will hit Chuckie Cheese again next time and win more tickets for an even bigger prize. Have fun with Papa D this week and be a good boy for Mommie and Dada. Papa Bob says he had a good time too and Uncle Greg talked all the way home about what a big boy you were for taking your medicine like you should. Remember we are praying for you, for the doctors and nurses that take care of you, and for your Mommie and Dada, too. Much love and kisses, Mema.
Patricia Capps <pattycap444@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

Hi Brown Family!
Sure sounds like you have had a rough week, but happy to hear that Ryan's treatment is going well!!
Just stopping by to say hello!
Linda (Isaac's Aunt)
http://www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac/
Pleasanton, CA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 6:05 PM CDT

So glad you could join our family! it is great to have you here with us!
Love Angel Toto <pat_totoofoz@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 18, 2004 1:27 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,

Have you ever heard the saying "It takes a village to raise a child"? Well, Louisiana isn't very large and many people don't how exactly where it is, but it is a place that wants to take care of it's children. We might be small but we have big hearts.

We are planning an townwide event on June 12, 2004 that will last the entire day. We are calling it "Ryan's Day" and it will be the week before Ryan's Birthday. Our central location will be Twin City Bowl where we'll kick off the day with a Bowling Marathon. All bowlers will get pledges, if they bowl 3 games their sponsors pay a minimum of $10. We would like to have businesses, families, community organizations and clubs along with football teams, soccer teams, softball teams and community leaders all come together to sponsor a team or individual to bowl for Ryan.

In the parking lot of the bowling alley we will have Sally and Sherry with their large grills going the entire day. We hope to have a bake sale, horseshoe pitch, volleyball games and numerous other activities going throughout the day. We will have items to raffle and games for the young and young at heart.

Presently, we are selling Hollyhocks at the bowling alley for $1 each. We nicknamed them "Hollyhocks For Hope". Hollyhocks get six feet tall and their seeds reproduce plants for years, so everyone purchasing them will have a flowery reminder that they helped. Those receiving them have signed their name and address so you can see how many prayer gardens there are in town and how spread out they are.

In conjunction with the Catholic Church, we are making Prayer Packs to sell for $1. These will include Rosaries and Prayer cards. We all know that prayers can make miracles happen so we are setting up a 24-hour prayer chain where everyone commits to pray at a certain time each day to keep a constant prayer going. We want to incorporate the words to the song written for Ryan and anything else that someone wants to add.

We would like to involve all your friends here in Louisiana in their favorite events and activities and if they would involve their friends, who involve their friends, it won't take long before we can spread throughout Louisiana with activities and events. We hope to involve all those who express a desire to do something for Ryan but just don't what to do. If everyone will just spread the word we will find that it is truly a "small world" after all! We have lots of ideas but can always use more suggestions or ideas that we didn't think of. We will update this site with further details of the "L.A. Group's" work. Anytime we give details about Ryan's Day, we'll write in blue since it is one of Ryan's favorite colors, that way you can scan the web page fast to find our activities. Remember, sign up sheets as well as pledge sheets and hollyhocks are at Twin City Bowl, 3511 Georgia Street in Louisiana, MO 63353. We hope you mark your calendars for "Ryan's Day".

Diane and Jenny Guthrie, Marsha Tobias and Linda Holtsman
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 10:28 AM CDT

Hi Ryan...Mom & Dad too,
I hope you have a really good week-end visiting with
Grandma Pat and crazy Pa-Pa Bob. Isn't he a silly guy?
They sure love you and want you to feel better real soon.
That is exactly what I want too! Sending lots of love to
a very special guy. I love to say prayers for you that you
will get better soon. Thank you God for Ryan. Love to you,
Mom & Dad. XOXOXO's from Miss Doris
Doris Turpin <djturpin@earthlink.net>
Louisiana , MO USA - Saturday, April 17, 2004 8:59 PM CDT

Hello, Ryan, Andrea & Phillip. We are Freinds of Betty Rogers. Just wanted you to know that www.chapter132-gatewaystarriders.com motorcycle group is praying for you. We ride for Ride for Kids-Pediatric Brain Tumor Foundation every September. http://www.rideforkids.org
Rick & Kat Rogers
Festus, Mo Jefferson - Saturday, April 17, 2004 7:37 PM CDT

Dear Andrea,Phillip and Ryan,
Andrea, sorry you had such a rotten time w/Ryan's medicine! If it helps you any i have a terrible time giving my baby Sarah medicine she has to take for her breathing! And there are many times we both cry together! You are doing a wonderful job givin your situation! I am praying for all of you continually and I believe in miracles!!
Ryan, you have a good weekend and enjoy your company, cuz i know they're gonna enjoy seeing you!
Love Always,
Marcia
Marcia McCarty <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
- Saturday, April 17, 2004 6:46 PM CDT

Dear Ryan how are you doing we are all praying for you all the time we all love you
get well soon
Love Shelby and Gregory
Shelby Darnell <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO - Saturday, April 17, 2004 6:40 PM CDT

Just stopping in for my daily round of hugs and kisses!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!! Have a wonderful weekend and I'll talk to you soon! Stay Strong group!!!!!! Have tooo much fun with mema and papa there.
KEEP BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMY <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Saturday, April 17, 2004 4:46 PM CDT

Welcoome to Quilts Of Love Ryan!!
We are so very glad you have joined us Buddy!! Your quilt is being made by some of the other Angels and will be ready for you soon! :)
I'm very happy to hear that you are doing well with your radiation Ryan. I know how scarey that can be...I had radiation too a few years ago. Just remember that it's to do you good Sweetie. :)
I'll check back again soon to see how everything and you are doing. :)
HAPPY SPRING!!!!

Love, Prayers & {{{HUGS}}},
Angel Tracy ^i^
Quilts Of Love
Tracy Skinner (Angel Tracy) <tracy.skinner@comcast.net>
East Liverpool, OH USA - Saturday, April 17, 2004 2:53 PM CDT

Hello you don't know me. I saw ryan's story in the paper. I work at Vanderbilt Children's Hospital on 6a (hematology/oncology). I just want to send my blessings your way. Stay strong little man and you to mom. Maybe I will meet you one day at work. Just remember God will not give us more than we can handle. I am so happy to hear the radiation is going well. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers. Take care!
Jessica Vaughan <jvaughan14@apmail.apsu.edu>
Clarksville, TN United States - Saturday, April 17, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

Hello Everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know that the kids are having a problem with their computer at home. They will update the journal as soon as they can. In the meantime, Ryan's treatment went well today. He is back home for the weekend. Mema and Papa are going to be down to visit. There is a carwash in KY. for him tomorrow, so for all of you in that area, please stop by. Thanks for visiting and please sign the guestbook!!!!
Sherry (Nana) <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Friday, April 16, 2004 11:46 PM CDT

Hey there all!!!!!! I just wanted to give my daily well wishes. I love you guys. MONKEY BOY---I'm sooo glad that you had a good day at treatments today. 7 down and 21 to go. Before you know it, the high number will be first. It just makes me toooo happy to hear the news. Keep up the good work kiddo and I'll see you as soon as I can.
Drew and Phillip-- I love you guys too and stay strong.
KEEP SMILING AND BEELIEVING!!!!!!!!!
Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Friday, April 16, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Love and prayers to you and your family.
Keep on being a brave boy, you're doing great!
Marsha Kiel
Bowling Green, Mo - Friday, April 16, 2004 3:44 PM CDT

Hang in there Mom, you are doing a great job! Don't beat yourself up over the little stuff. ((((Hugs)))

Way to go Ryan! I'm so glad you are doing well and no more headaches! You are such a big brave boy. (((Hugs for you too)))
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Friday, April 16, 2004 2:44 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, are you getting tired
of us coming by so often? Are
we wearing you out? hope you
have a great weekend.

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 16, 2004 2:40 PM CDT

Hello Sweetie...
I have come by to welcome you to the Quilts Of Love family. We are so very happy to be making your personal online quilt of love and hugs.
God Bless you,
Angel Island Princess

Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com>
- Friday, April 16, 2004 1:26 PM CDT

I am glad to hear that the radiation is going well and that Ryan is tolerating it so well! Praise the Lord!

Sorry your trip to the zoo wasn't as easy as you had hoped...glad that Ryan didn't get hurt when he fell out of the stroller!

Take care! Love and ((hugs))
Patty, one of Lynn's Prayer Warriors - Legacy of HOPE <groups@pattyslittleplace.com>
- Friday, April 16, 2004 10:42 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Phil and Andrea, I am so glad to hear the radiation is going so well and that the doctors are feeling pretty positive about it. Andrea, don't be so hard on yourself. Ryan is getting pretty fed up with all this medicine-taking and this is his way to vent his frustration. You guys are doing a great job! Keep up the good work. THANK GOD!!! that he is not having as many headaches. I am glad he had a good time at the zoo and you two are wonderful parents to see that he has more to think about than this dreaded disease. Ryan, I hope you will have a good time with mema, papa, Uncle Greg and Aunt Crystal this weekend. Maybe I will come see you soon. Ryan, give your Mommy and Daddy a hug and kiss for me. Phil, I am still waiting on that phone call. Love ya,
Aunt Kath <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Friday, April 16, 2004 8:38 AM CDT

So happy to hear the radiation is going so well. The doctors being positive is a good thing. Andrea, we ALL lose our patience sometimes, and having a child with a brain tumor doesn't mean that we are perfect parents all of a sudden, we are still human, and what you're going through right now would test the patience of a saint. Don't put yourself down, you are a wonderful mother, and Phillip is a wonderful father. Take care of yourselves and enjoy your weekend with your family. Ryan, you sweet thing, take care of mommy and daddy and have fun playing this weekend. You deserve some time off, buddy! Always in my prayers.

God Bless
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn usa - Friday, April 16, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

Ryan, Your Grandma Sherry talks about you all of the time. You are so very special to her. Be sure to give her lots of kisses and hugs.

Krista Dicks <krista.dicks@gardnerdenver.com>
Quincy, IL USA - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:44 AM CDT

That is good news about the radiation. Ann, you are 8 months pregnant, I think you are showing remarkable patience! It would be difficult to discipline a child who is ill though, I understand that. You are doing a great job though. Now I have already decided that if Ryan wants to go to Chuckie Cheese and Toys R Us every day the week I am there , he can; but he will have to take his medicine!

Luv
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, April 16, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Hey there, Just wanted to let you know Ryan is gorgeous.
Mum, hang in there, these times are sent to test us, and I know exactly how you feel when things that should be so simple (eg medicine taking) seem so hard.
Hugs from Australia
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:34 AM CDT

Good morning you guys, I was just reading the GOOD NEWS to all your little friends here. We are so happy to hear this today, there were lots of smiles and clapping. We are all praying there will be many, many more. I have one of your pictures on my frig Ryan, it is so cute and I print out a journal page everyday for the parents to read. They ask about you and your mom and dad all the time wanting to know how all of you are doing. Phillip and Andrea I am sending something for all of you with Pat when they leave this weekend to come down. I sure hope all of you enjoy it. Well, love to all of you, I must go now, the house is getting pretty rowdy. GOD is with you, and may all the Angels in Heaven watch over you.

Nana Rosemary
P.S. sending you kisses Ryan and by the way I think Elizabeth Ryan is such a great name for your sister
Rosemary Conrow <sofie_2000@hotmail.com>
Bowling Green, Mo. USA - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:34 AM CDT

Hi Cutie,

Did you like the zoo? I bet you did. It can be pretty tiring though. I'm glad you had a stroller to ride in...all these steroids can make it harder for us guys to walk. I'm glad you are doing so well.

I'll keep checking on you and you keep being strong!! Lots of people are praying for you and wishing you well, including me and my family!!

Be strong!!

Your friend,

Devin
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <arross@velocitus.net>
- Friday, April 16, 2004 0:19 AM CDT

Hey guys!!!! You can't imagine what kind of HAPPY DANCE I did when I heard and read how good the dr's went today. I pray they are all that good.
Andrea... I know none of this is easy on you and you are only human. You will lose your patience from time to time, but it's ok. Ryan still knows you love him with all your heart and soul. The unconditional love we grew up with and we talk about as adults goes both ways, remember?
I love you guys and stay strong!
Ryan baby... It was soo good talkin to you, Brandon and Brady enjoyed it too...We all love you very much and will try to get to the "hotel" as soon as we can so we can play with all your new toys. Stay Strong Buddy, and only one more day of doctors before you get a couple of days away from them!!!!
Keep Smiling Ryan!
LOVE, MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Thursday, April 15, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

Praying for healing in Jesus' name.

Blessings,
Ken and Fran
Canyon Lake, TX - Thursday, April 15, 2004 9:20 PM CDT

HI RYAN, JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET YOU KNOW WE ARE ALL THINKING ABOUT YOU. TELL MOMMY, DADDY & NANA WE SAID HI
LISA, GARY & KIDS <FF62012@JUNO.COM>
DESOTO, MO - Thursday, April 15, 2004 9:17 PM CDT

Dear Andrea & Phillip,
Just wanted to let you know that I don't know anyone who is as strong as the two of you seem to be during this trying time in your life. I read your journal entries everyday and I know many of the other girls at my work do the same thing. It's a wonderful way for us to keep up on what is going on with Ryan. I'm glad he had a good Easter and it sounds like he enjoyed the zoo also. Andrea with all you are dealing with I hope you are getting the rest you need for you and Elizabeth Ryan. Her day to greet the world will be here really soon and I bet her big brother will be really glad to see her and to hug her. Just remember you all are in our prayers and thoughts everyday.
Debbie Myers <dkbmyers@daffron.net>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 8:40 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, thank you again, baby
for coming to Craig's site. I'm going
to have to add your link to Craig's
home page. Is that alright? email
me and let me know. lots of love,

craig, lauren and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 7:05 PM CDT

Our prays are with you, we hope for recover for Ryan.
I received and e-mail from Jennifer Holmes for prayer for Ryan
Sandra Owen <deslowen@aol.com>
Plainfield, IN U.S.A. - Thursday, April 15, 2004 6:43 PM CDT

Hi Ryan, I hope you are feeling better today, I hope you are keeping Nana in line, you know how silly she can be. But she loves you and I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much.
I hope Mommy is feeling ok too, and Elizabeth. Be brave and hopefully you will get to go home soon and all those yucky things they are doing to you will go away. Give mommy and nana a big hug and kiss for me.
I love you and will talk to you soon.
Love Gram Bet

Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO - Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:39 PM CDT

Andrea,
Your letters are so upbeat, good for you! Day by day God is in control of this whole situation. Trust in Him. Ryan is so blessed to have you two as his parents. FCC is continuing to pray for a miracle.
Marsha D. Kratzer <Marsha.D.Kratzer@ahom.com>
Festus, MO USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:36 PM CDT

We will be praying for your family. Remember, God works miracles everyday!!!
Josh and Briana Petersen <brianajp1983@aol.com>
Ft. Campbell, KY - Thursday, April 15, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
My name is Michelle Todd. I teach at Hannibal LaGrange College. Ask grandma if she was in my class! We are thinking of you and praying for you. May you and your family see Jesus in all of this.
Michelle Todd <mtodd@hlg.edu>
Hannibal, MO 63401 - Thursday, April 15, 2004 2:44 PM CDT

Hello Ryan. My name is Mrs. Likes and I teach English at Hannibal LaGrange College. Sorry you're having this tough time. I'll put you in my prayers. I have a big boy who is 33 years old. He, too, is having a tough time fighting the same disease you're fighting except his is in his lungs. God will stay with both of you because your parents, your family and all your friends pray for you at least "seventy-eleven" times a day.
pat Likes <plikes@hlg.edu>
Barry, IL USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 12:30 AM CDT

Just want you to know I am praying for you.
Steve Stogsdill,
Hannibal-LaGrange College, Hannibal, Missouri.
Steve Stogsdill <sstogsdill@hlg.edu>
Hannibal, MO USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 12:06 AM CDT

God Bless!
Brice Baumgardner <bbaumgardner@hlg.edu>
Hannibal, MT - Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:56 AM CDT

Ryan, i wanted to thank you for coming to craig's site. we are wishing you a great weekend. love,
craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:42 AM CDT

Best wishes Ryan, to you and your family. We're praying for you!
Jo Ann Raney <jraney@hlg.edu>
Hannibal, MO USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:36 AM CDT

BEELIEVE.........
MEME
ST P, MO USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:30 AM CDT

You are an absolute CUTIE! Know that you are being prayed for daily!!! You are a great blessing to many, many people!!
Jennifer Holmes <jholmes@hlg.edu>
New London, MO - Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:29 AM CDT

HEY THERE MY MAN!!!!!!!! I was soooo glad to hear that they cut back your steroids! That seems like such a big step in the right direction. Mommy told me that you did good at treatments today too.... keep up the good work buddy. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!! I'm praying that the vistit to the doctor goes good today. Have a wonderful day and know that soooo many people love all of you and are standing strong to help support you!
BYE... LOVE YOU...SEE YOU LATER
BYE... LOVE YOU...SEE YOU LATER
BYE... LOVE YOU...SEE YOU LATER
BYE... LOVE YOU...SEE YOU LATER

Hugs and kisses for sis, phil, and my monkey boy!
Aunt MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St P, MO USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:25 AM CDT

Thanks for being there for the many people
who need you!
Donna Greene
Quincy, Il USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 10:28 AM CDT

Phil, Andrea and Ryan, this is my way of letting you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Not a minute goes by that I don't wonder how you all are doing. Tell Ryan that Aunt Kath loves him and hopes he has a good day today. Phil and Andrea, you take care of yourselves and be strong. Love ya lots
Aunt Kath <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 8:12 AM CDT

Hello guys! I'm happy to see you are all doing well. As well as to be expected. This site is such a great idea, I imagine it is very encouraging for you and your family! We are all praying for Ryan, and I'm going to send this webpage to my church in New York, and you bet they will be praying for you all as well! You have a strong family, and a little boy who is a fighter, I believe there is a lot of hope for you all!
Sandi Gascon <csgascon@aol.com>
Fort Campbell , KY United States - Thursday, April 15, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, found your link for Laura's page
What a cutie you are!!! lots of love to
you baby

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comocast.net>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 7:59 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan,
Wow - you are a very popular little guy! Lots of people come to see how you are everyday. Did you see any snow yesterday? In St. Louis the weatherman showed pictures of snow in Nashville TN! I hope you have a really good day today. Give mommy and daddy a hug for me,
Love you, Aunt Susan
Susan Self <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Thursday, April 15, 2004 7:15 AM CDT

Hi!

thanks for signing my guestbook.I will pray for you Ryan!
love
laura
www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Thursday, April 15, 2004 5:26 AM CDT

Ryan,Andrea and Phillip,Just wanted you all to know that I stop by everyday to keep up with Ryan and all of you.I pray for him and his family every day.Even though I don't know you I set here and wish there was something I could do or say to help.I will continue to check this webpage every day and to keep you all in my prayers every day.....God Bless all of you.
Linda Kneisler <linm494@wmconnect.com>
Savannah, Tn USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:51 AM CDT

Hi Ryan!!!

You sure are one VERY BRAVE little fella!!!
We got your caringbridge site from someone named Amy who stopped by My son's page for a "Play Date"(that's what Blake calls all of his visitors who stop by & leave him encoruaging notes). We wanted to bring you a "Basket full" of Smile, Kisses & Lots of Hugs!!!!

I can tell you one thing You have a very loving & supportive family. My Blake, his dad, & I got down & prayed for you just as soon as we read about you.
We prayed that God will pour down His Gentle kisses along your path & He will heal you. You are now on our prayer list & we will be in prayer util the day the Drs. declare you "healed" then then for you to be able to stay "healed"!!!
Hang in there Buddy. We will be back to keep a check on you & hopefully encourage you as you endure!!!!

Blake's website: http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/blake
Come by for a visit ANY time..........Our door is ALWAYS open for visitors & encoraging notes!!!!

The Stephens Family.......John, Julie & Blake <momtoboywholoveshisgoats@yahoo.com>
GREENWOOD, SOUTH CAROLINA UNITED STATES OF AMERICA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:58 PM CDT

Hey guys! I'm glad you guys had fun and the park and carnival. I'm praying that all goes good at the dr tomorrow. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
MEME and boys <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

Hi Ryan! Tell Grandma Sherry to get you some ice cream.
Barb Lemons
New London, MO USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

Phil & Andrea,
Just to let you know i have you all in my prayers. I hear all the details from Amy time to time and i admire you guys for the strength you and your family have.If there's anything I can do for you guys just let me know...
Janel Fortner <sea_629@yahoo.com>
st charles , mo usa - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:12 PM CDT

Dear Phil, Andrea, & Ryan,
I just want you to know I lift Ryan up to the Lord each day and I am still praying for that miracle. Take heart and know that so many brothers and sisters in Christ are praying for all of you. God Bless and Keep you in the hollow of His hand.
Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 4:01 PM CDT

Phil and Andrea,
Sandi and myself are praying for you all constantly, for your strength, your hopes, and your dreams for little Ryan. We are also praying that little Ryan can beet this thing. We all know that kids are strong willed and determined to do out landish things and recover from a wound with just a kiss. We are all sure that doctors know what they are talking about but for once I my life I am hoping that a little boy proves those doctors wrong. Please remember that if you need anything you just let us know. God bless all of you and give your little boy kisses from all.
Charles Gascon <csgascon@aol.com>
Oakgrove, ky United States - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 3:42 PM CDT

Praying that Ryan has great days ahead...

Blessings,
Ken and Fran
Canyon Lake, TX - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:50 PM CDT

It must be an unconditional reflex, but I go to tears every time I read a journal entry from you. I know my emotional pain in no way compares to yours (or Ryan's physical pain) right now, but every time my little brother feels pain or sorrow, I just want to be the big brother that takes it all away. When Uncle Joe died and Phillip cried in my arms five minutes before I had to sing for the funeral, I lost it. When Phillip left for Iraq, I lost it. At Phillip's sister's funeral, I lost it. And now, at Phillip's lowest point in his life, like Mom said, it is so easy to be angry at God and curse Him. And yet, we praise Him, for we are thankful for what He has given us. Look at all the people from all over the country sending their heartfelt love and support for Ryan! That is remarkable. It shows that while we don't always understand God's motives, He does indeed have his reasons. Maybe He wanted to bring our family closer together, as we are indeed a tighter-knit group. Maybe He wanted us to show more appreciation for our families, as we hug our little ones a little tighter every night when we come home from work. Whatever it is, there is a Plan, and God will see Ryan, and all of us, through. For those that read this, I apologize for rambling. Sometimes you just need to get things off your chest, and I guess all feelings and emotions do not have to be rational or put into a well-organized essay. Bottom Line: Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan: I love you all very much, and my family's thoughts and prayers are always with you!
Neil Darnell <neild@alwayson-line.net>
Troy, MO USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:11 PM CDT

Just dropping in to say hello and that I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I hope you all are having a wonderful day today. I will talk to all of you later!
Keep smiling and laughing Ryan.... right now, that's like music to our ears!!!!!!
MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 1:57 PM CDT

Phil, Andrea and Ryan,

Just wanted to drop you a quick line and let you know that we are thinking of you guys and keeping you in our daily prayers! I've been keeping up with your journal and I truly admire the strength and courage you carry during this battle. God Bless you on your journey to recovery! Ryan, next time your in town have your mommy bring you to see Vicki and I at BBHC! Love You Lots!
Sarah Haines <shaines88@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 14, 2004 1:52 PM CDT

Annie, You may not remember me but I hope you do this your OLD babysitter Becky. I have followed Ryans site for a while now I just didn't know what to say (which ask your mother is a first for me) Annie when I took care of you and you would fall and hurt yourself all I had to do was put medicine on, a band-aid, and then came alot of BIG HUGS AND KISSES it always worked well except when Amy and Corey would pick on you till you got so mad you would cry. I just wish I could wrap my arms around you, Ryan, & Phillip and make it better, it might help but it won't take away the pain. Phillip, you Annie, Ryan, and Elizebeth are in my prays every day. You guys are very lucky to have Sherry, she was alway by my side when I needed her. So I know just how much she is with you giving you love and support. I know her grand kids are very important to her and even though Amy and Corey always picked on you they love you very much. And You guys have Aunt Susan who is a very special lady. Annie if there is one thing I know for a fact it is that your family is totally CRAZY but so full of love and support for Ryan, you and Phillip and that is what you guys need.
Phillip, I have never had the pleasure of meeting you but I hope I will soon. I am so glade you are home now to be able to be with Ryan and to be here when the baby is born. I will stop for now, but please know I will keep you in my prayes and pray very hard for Ryan to get better.
All MY LOVE
BECKY
P.S. CARL AND THE BOYS SAID HI!
BECKY
FESTUS, MO UNITED STATES - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Hey there Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,
It's been a few days since I have written , but I wanted to say "hi" and hope all is going well. Radiation is a hard thing and that anethesia will make Ryan woozy and dizzy and even confused and run a low grade fever. If he's dizzy and has no appetite after sedation that is probably what it is. Ashley's been put to sleep so many times, she's had just about every mild reaction there is. I wouldn't worry too much about it being anything else. Keep your head up, but get some rest too. You have to take care of yourself, too. God has His hands on Ryan, trust Him. You are always in our prayers!!

Love, Tania
tania haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
mt. juliet, tn usa - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 12:39 AM CDT

Hello, Andrea & Philip. Just to let you know our church prayer group is praying heartfelt prayers for your little Ryan. We also pray for you -- that God gives you the strength and the absolute trust you need for a time such as this. We are so glad when we read of the happy times Ryan has with you. May God be with all three of you.
Mary Anne Burns <burnsrichmaryanne@sbcglobal.net>
Cahokia, IL USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 10:48 AM CDT

Phil, Andrea and Ryan. My heart aches for all that you are going through. I would give anything to take all this pain and fear away from you. I know our faith will get us all through this, but this is a hard one to deal with. I wish there was something I could do for you other than my constant prayers that God will give us a miracle. We love you all so much and I will send my hugs and kisses for you with Crystal when she visits you this weekend. Call me anytime if you just want to talk. You have a wonderful support group and you know that you are not in this alone. I hope you all have a better day today. Love to all.
Aunt Kath <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

Hey Ryan, Andrea, and Phillip I just wanted to say hi and i am still keeping you in my prayers I love you little man keep strong and I will talk to you soon
Andrew Becker <drewdog862003@hotmail.com>
Poplar Bluff, MO USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:18 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,

Want to let you know your in our prayers. Love from Kim m/o Michelle

http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/michelle
Kimberley Clayton <michelle9kim@yahoo.ca>
Guelph, ON, Canada - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:05 AM CDT

Andrea, I can hardly stand it not being there with you and not being able to help you. My heart just breaks to read what you guys are going through. I keep hoping that each day Ryan will get used to going to the hospital but he seems to be getting worse. I just don't know what to tell you to do to make it easier on you. I feel so helpless here and you guys down there. I fear also for the little one you are carrying, that the stress will be too great and you will go into early labor. Please rest when you can. Having your mother there I am sure is a great deal of help. It will be hard for her to leave you. I'm bringing down some essential oils that Dr. Young has given me. We will talk to see if you wish to use them. Maybe some of your friends on this CaringBridge site can tell you whether they have used them and whether they have worked for them. I know of a few cases where they have been used and very effectively. We will talk about this some more this weekend. I talked to Phil last night a little about them and he thinks many of the medicines Ryan is taking have the same effect as these essential oils but all of these go on the outside of the body and work inward. We will talk about this more over the weekend. I love you Ryan and pray for your recovery almost every minute of the day. Please be brave for Mommie and Nana. Andrea, I love you, continue to think positive thoughts and keep in mind God is till in control. I am mad and angry at God too but He is also my strength. We would not be human if we did not get angry at the things that are happening to our baby. Phillip, I love you and hope you know if there is anything you need you can give me a call. Talk to you tomorrow. Love. Mom

Patricia Capps <pattcap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

Ryan and family. Keep up the good work it has to pay off. I got your name from Jacob Rudisaile's webpage. My heart breaks for all of you and all of the families going through this. My best friend from high school (many years ago) has an 8 year old daughter going through the exact same thing you are. Caringbridge has provided such an inspiration for everyone to keep in touch and know that you are not alone and I so admire you for keeping everyone informed on all of the angels that get there wings that you know of. Don't give up there is a cure and it will happen soon. GOD BLESS ALL THE LITTLE CHILDREN!!!!
Christine Lang <chewylang@hotmail.com>
Arnold, MO United States - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

Andrea,

There are many days that I would loved to have taken Devin right out of the hospital and home again. It is so hard to feel so helpless. {{{{hugs}}} You are not alone! Give Ryan an extra hug, he is a special little dude.
Devin's Fa,mily
Clarksville, TN USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:45 PM CDT

Dear Andrea:

Bringing the Little One for radiation every day is indeed heartwrenching. Hoping when the steroids are tapered, Ryan will feel more like his old self.

Annemarie
m/o Ross
www.caringbridge.com/ny/rossmanhattan
Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

Hey Sis and Phillip,
Ryan- I hope it did you and Nana good to get some of your fears and tears out. I can't even imagine how scared you are with all of this. I know that for all of us adults, it has us terrified too. And we aren't the ones going thru the treatments. Just remember we all Love you Buddy!
Mom and Dad- I'll be praying that they feel it's safe to lower his meds again.
Time does seem to be going by so fast, yet it almost feels like our world has stopped cuz life took on such a drastic change. The whole meaning of it shifted for most of us. But cherish every minute of it.
When I'm with you guys, I just want to figure out a way to stop the clock so we can have more time and not have to go our seperate ways, knowing what all of you have to go thru once you get back home or the weekend's over. (They can do it cartoons and movies, so why can't we?)
I think you guys are doing a wonderful job of staying strong. I know it can't be easy on you, but you have a wonderful support team. And I'm ALWAYS here for all 4 of you. Give Ryan and Baby Izzy a kiss from me and the boys. Phillip, please don't use the megaphone system to do this for us, as I'm sure Andrea can't kiss her own belly right now.
If you guys feel up to it, the boys would like to come down a week from Friday. Please let me know so I can make the plans.
Phillip, sorry I had to back out on coming down tomorrow. I hope you understand that I'm doing it to try and keep you all healthy so you guys don't get little man sick.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
STAY STRONG AND KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugs and kisses,
Amy (Meme) <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO 63376 - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:07 PM CDT

Andrea,
Every since reading the article in the Leaf-Chronice, I have been checking in on ya'll. I pray every day for healing for your beautiful little boy. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. My thoughts and prayers are with your son and your family.
Missy Stevens <mjstevens@charter.net>
Clarksville, Tn usa - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:11 PM CDT

Hope Ryan had a better day today. Glad to hear that everything is going well for you and Elizabeth --
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 13, 2004 3:42 PM CDT

I just want ot say that I found this family through Jacob Rudisails page and that my thoughts and prayrs r with u throughout this journey. I will b checking in on a daily basises and hope that Ryan continues to do good. Thank u for sharing him with everyone.
moonlight
- Monday, April 12, 2004 9:34 PM CDT

DEAR FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND OTHER WELL WISHERS!
For those of you who don't know me, My name is Amy. I am Ryan's Aunt Meme (and Andrea's sister). I want to Thank each and everyone of you for your thoughts and prayers, and for signing this guestbook. I know it really helps Andrea and Phillip stay strong....knowing they have ALL this support. I know that it helps me and I can only imagine that it helps the rest of the family as well. Please keep up the networking of Ryan's story and this website. And keep signing the book. On a tough day, I know a lot of us turn to it for strength.
God Bless You and Keep Praying!!!!
Thanks Again,

Amy <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
St Peters, MO USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 9:07 PM CDT

Hey Buddy! I'm glad to hear that you are laughing more and more. That's good for all 4 of you! Keep making mommy and daddy laugh. I Love You! Can't wait to see all of you again!
Aunt Meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Monday, April 12, 2004 8:52 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan. I wish I could go to Chuckie Cheese. I like that place too. There are so many games and I know you are good at playing them. Papa has gone bowling tonight so I am home typing this note to you and want to tell you how much I love you. Can't wait to see you this coming weekend. I am so pleased you had a good time over the weekend and hope we can find some fun things to do this next weekend. Mind Mommie and Dada and be good for the doctors. Show everyone what a big boy you are. Love you. Mema
Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:52 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I work with your grandpa at Missouri State Penitentiary and I have been keeping up with your progress ever since I found out about your condition. I'm so happy you had a wonderful Easter!! I want you to know I pray for you, your mommy, and daddy each and every day. I always look forward to hear how you are doing. Keep updating Andrea!
Susan McLellan <heisman24@msn.com>
Holts Summit, Mo U.S.A. - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:23 PM CDT

Hey BEST BUDDY-Ryan,

I sure do hope you had a good, fun day today at the "hotel". I sure had a good time with you this weekend. You are such a silly little boy. It kills me to have to leave you after spending so much time together, especially when you you beg me to stay or to come to my house. I can't wait to play with you again. Talk to you soon.
Love You, See You! Love You, See You! Love You, See You!
Uncle Cory <teamgiantmtb@hotmail.com>
Eureka, Mo usa - Monday, April 12, 2004 4:19 PM CDT

Ryan,Andrea and Phillip,Glad to hear that you had a good Easter.You all have been in my prayers every day since I read the article in The Leaf Chronicle.God Bless all of you.I will continue to check your web page every day to keep up with Ryan's progress.....Linda
Linda Kneisler <linm494@wmconnect.com>
Savannah, Tn. USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 3:51 PM CDT

I hope U had an awesome Easter Ryan I came to finding you through Jacob's site. I will check on ya each and everyday.
Megan <mouse_20_2002@hotmail.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 2:39 PM CDT

So glad you had a good week-end and that Ryan experienced the joy of coloring Easter eggs. I am sure he is really excited to have his Nana by his side!

Love you all lots
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
St Louis, mo - Monday, April 12, 2004 8:29 AM CDT

Hello Everybody, So excited to hear you Easter was fun and happy. Ours was also, after Church we all went to Gary and Lorri,s and the kids all hunted for eggs. The weather was wonderful. At Church we had a parade with all the Nursery kids(3,4,and five year olds), we blew up ballons and marched around the Church and we let the ballons go, like we did at the park last Sunday. That sure was a lot of fun. You kept wanting a yellow balloon and then you kept letting it go. Also happy to hear Nanna is with you this week. I am praying for you treatment tomorrow Ryan, I am asking God to let it go as well for you and it did last week. You are a brave little boy and I love you and your Mommie and Daddy very much. Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 11, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

Hey guys! I'm so glad we got to spend the weekend together and have fun. Ryan, it was really good to see you laughing and smiling alot this weekend.... Stay Strong Little Man! Meme loves you!!!!!!! Enjoy the "hotel" this week. And be nice to your doctors.
Drew and Phillip, I'm here for you guys and Phillip-I should see you on Wed. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!! Hope you all enjoyed your weekend.
MEME <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Sunday, April 11, 2004 9:59 PM CDT

Ryan, I am glad to hear you had a wonderful weekend. Have fun with Nana this week, too. Papa and I worked in the yard this weekend and attended SONRise services this morning, had breakfast with Aunt Kathy and Uncle Steve then back to church for sunday school and regular church. Everyone is asking about you and some are sending you gifts next weekend when I come to see you. You be a good boy this week and maybe the Easter bunny will bring you something this next weekend,too. Andrea and Phil take care this week and keep the faith. God is still in control even though we find it hard to understand why these things happen. I am sorry for your other little friend but he too has become one of God's little angels and is rejoicing in his new painfree body. I pray continually for you.I love you both very much. Keep me posted.
Patricia Capps (Mema) <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 9:41 PM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, Phillip
You all have been in my prayers since my mother told me about you all. I have been reading all these jorunals that u put in here to keep updated on lil Ryan. I pray every night and day for you and i hope u get better. GOD BLESS YOU!! Hope u had a wonderful Easter and hope the Easter Bunny brought you lots of new stuff!! Andrea and Phillip if u all need anything, just let me know im here for you all.
Sam
Samantha Elliott <monkeygirl0888@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

Hi Ryan. Hope you and mommy and daddy are having a good Easter. Chocolate eggs....what a concept. LOL
Uncle Jay, Aunt Vona, Bri, Austin, and Kalen <Jaynvona@aol.com>
Coalinga, Ca - Sunday, April 11, 2004 2:08 PM CDT

Happy Easter Ryan, Andrea, and Phillip.
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:12 AM CDT

Happy Easter Ryan!!!
Angee, Mike and Ethan
Clarksville, TN USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 7:15 AM CDT

I heard about Ryan on the news, and than I seen the article in the paper and I just want to say my prayers are with you all. May God bless you and give you the strength that you need.
pat latham <pl947@mchsi.com>
Oak Grove, ky USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 0:02 AM CDT

I read about Ryan's story and wanted to let him know that I will be praying for him and his family. My husband and I had a friend who struggled with childhood cancer ( when we were seniors). We can't honestly say we understand how you feel but we know how painful, long, and lonesome this journey can be at times for all involved. Keep your faith. Miracles happen when we least expect them to do.
Christie Litchfield <CMlitchfield@charter.net >
Clarksville , Tn USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 8:45 PM CDT

Love to you all. Hope your Easter with the family goes well. Ryan have fun and play hard. The Easter Bunny has been waiting to see you I'm sure. We love you all very much, you have the support of a very stubborn family and we can help you weather any storm.

Aunt Barb <partney.inc@earthlink.net>
St. Louis, Mo - Saturday, April 10, 2004 7:47 PM CDT

Hope you all have a great Easter. Ryan, I hope the Easter Bunny leaves lots of candy and eggs for you!! Love you.
Annette, Jeff, JJ, Andy, and Ian
annette campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
st. charles, mo 63301 - Saturday, April 10, 2004 9:10 AM CDT

Hi Ryan, hope you have a Happy Easter !!
Vickie
Stickney, IL USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 2:57 AM CDT

Ryan,
We all hope you have a great and wonderful Easter!! Good luck on your Easter Egg hunt, and i hope u find lots of candy!! I'm sure dadda will help you find more eggs than can fit in your basket! You guys on in our prayers and thoughts forever!!
Love Always,
Gregory,Shelby,Cara,Sarah&Marcia
Marcia <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO - Saturday, April 10, 2004 0:53 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and family, I hope you all have a very happy Easter weekend. All my love and prayers.
~Tess (Angel Nolan's Aunt and Angel Dave's Wife)
www.nolans_hope.tripod.com
Tess Baker <tndbkr@aol.com>
Fresno, CA - Friday, April 9, 2004 5:00 PM CDT

Have a very Happy Easter Ryan, Andrea and Phillip.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Friday, April 9, 2004 3:41 PM CDT

Happy and Blessed Easter to all of you.I will keep Ryan and all of you in myn prayers.It is so good to see that he did well yesterday with his treatment.I will continue to check on the website to see how all of you are doing.Ryan find lots of easter Eggs.God Bless all of you.....Linda
Linda <linm494@wmconnect.com>
Savannah, Tn USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 5:34 AM CDT

Ryan, so glad today went well for you and that you had a good day. You have a happy weekend and find all the Easter Eggs you can. :-)
Judy Shade <snqqpy45@yahoo.com>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 2:51 AM CDT

Dear Annie,
You were probably Ryan's age when I saw you last. Aunt Diane called and gave us this website address so that we could keep updated on Ryan. I want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers every single day. Even though we live so far away, a Courtney's a Courtney no matter where we are and we will help with whatever you need. --- Cathy, Brady, & Kayla
Cathy Chason Jordan <dirtpoor@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant City, FL USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 11:43 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I just came by to see how you did on your radiation treatment. I'm so glad you felt alright afterwards and I hope that you continue to feel good. I wanted to also wish you a Happy Easter! I am one of Legacy's Prayer Warriors and we are praying for you sweetie! Remember that Jesus loves you very much and we will keep you in our prayers!
In His Service,
Susan

Susan Jewell Dillon <sjewell@austin.rr.com>
Lockhart, TX USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,
Just want to say have a good Easter and enjoy your family. Wish I could do more to help. Glad to hear that radiation went well today. I dont blame the little guy for not wanting to see the Docs and nurses anymore, bless his heart. So glad to see you have pray from all over the U.S. Have a safe, happy holiday and God bless you all.
Love and Prayers
KELOBRIEN_5642HOTMAIL.COM <KELOBRIEN_564@HOTMAIL.COM>
PALMYRA, MO - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

Ryan will be in are prays and we will pray for the family that loves him and the friends that are always there when you need them the most the kind and caring hands of the strangers that come in your life that have the heart of gold in time of need.
Barbara Abbott <babbottb@aol.com>
Clarksville , TN - Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

Andrea,Phillip,and Ryan,
My Prayers and thoughts are with you! Hope today went well for you all. I just found your website,looking online.I work with children that have cancer,down at Children's in Birmingham. I kinda know what you are going through from a nurse's view. Just remeber what the doctor said"God dosen't work with statistics he works miracles"!He's there! Talk to you soon!
Love,and God Bless!

Renae Adams <NurseRena28@aol.com>
Oakman, AL - Thursday, April 8, 2004 4:46 PM CDT

Hey, Andrea,
You can say anything you want to us - we are your family and friends and there are only a few things we can do to help you. One of those is listen. Let us do that. I am so happy to hear things went so well today. Thank God for every small miracle you get. God is also there when you get mad, so let it out,girl. We all love you! That's what family and friends are for (you, too, Phillip).

Love,love,love
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 4:02 PM CDT

Hi there Andrea,

i'm working with Ryan for a while now ( distant healing) and i enjoy connecting with him. I agree that it's important to keep a positive attitude to help Ryan through the process.
Radiation is nothing a child can comprehend, but how about telling him those doctors have very strong sun beams locked into this machine and they want to put those sun beams into his head so that the sunbeams can help his head heal.
But also don't forget to have fun on Easter!! there is still spring and eggs and easter bunnies out there and laughing and enjoying yourself is the best way to get rid of fear and negative thoughts.
all the best for your family
sending love and healing energy from Ontario
mia
Mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
Staffa, ON Canada - Thursday, April 8, 2004 1:15 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that everyone here at Rx Solutions is keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. I hope everything goes well today!!!!
annette campbell <annettecampbell5@aol.com>
st. charles, mo - Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:42 AM CDT

Hey guys...I know you're going through the most difficult times in your life right now. If I can make a suggestion: when those negative feelings creep in, try to remember this from the Bible: "I can do all things through Christ, which strengthens me." That always seem to help me when I'm down. I'm sure you know that Tori, Trenton, Jenn and I love you all very much and are praying for you every possible chance we get (like I am right now!).
Neil Darnell & Family <lcjclasssales@alwayson-line.net>
Troy, MO USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers.
Kristy
Clarksville, TN - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

Hi, I saw the article in the paper today and decided to visit. My son, Devin (in the blue shirt), has leukemia and has been treated at Vanderbilt for the last three years. Last summer he underwent full body radiation prior to having a second bone marrow transplant. The doctors and nurses at Vandy are simply the best on the earth, they are like a family. Devin's nurses still visit him and he loves them dearly. It is not easy for anyone to have to deal with a child with a life threatening illness or disease, I know that from having been there. I really can empathize since I was pregnant with baby #7 when my Devin was diagnosed and had delivered #8 when he relapsed...we were back down at Vandy less than 48 hrs after giving birth. Keep up the great work and accept help when people offer it. More so when that baby arrives. You sound like you are doing well and dealing with things as best as you can. There are several of us dealing with similar things here in Clarksville so you are not alone. Feel free to visit Devin's page at A Day in the Life of Devin

Devin's family
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:09 AM CDT

Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan.
I just wanted you to know that i'm thinking and praying for all of you, there's not a day that goes by that i don't. I stop and think of everything we've all been through together and i know we will all make it down this long rough road ahead of us. Phillip you've always been my big little brother and you know whenever you or Andrea need
a shoulder to cry on I'm always here for you. I promise we will all make it through this together. I miss you all and love you all very much!!
Love always, Jenny

Jenny <lucky99_13@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO Pike - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:02 AM CDT

Hello,

I'm not quite sure how we stumbled on your site, but glad we found you! What a beautiful little boy you have. We will put him in our prayers. I'm sorry you are having to deal with this. Stay strong and keep fighting!!

Devin and mom
www.caringbridge.org/ut/devinross
Aerosmith's #1 Fan
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

Hallo Andr�a, Phillip and Ryan*I am Gina, living in Europa*I'm connected with a group that support cancer"Legacy of Hope" and someone of the group give me the link to Ryan's page, that's why I am here and I will say that I will pray for the little Ryan,will ask on Jesus to complete healing and to give you the strenght to go on, send you my greetings and support*Gina xxx
Jacky and Gina Vyvey-Desmedt ** Prayer Warrior**LegacyOfHope** <jackina96@hotmail.com>
Gistel / West-Vlaanderen, w-vl Belgium - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:43 AM CDT

TO GOD BE THE GLORY WE WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND RYAN HOLD YOUR HEAD UP BECAUSE YOU KNOW THE POWER OF PRAYER.EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY AND YOU WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS. PRAYER WORKS.
SANDRA <ownnit@yahoo.com>
RALEIGH, NC USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:36 AM CDT

Ann, it is okay to be MAD!!! I think I can safely say that we are all mad about this. We will just keep praying that between the radiation, Protocel, chemotherapy and prayers, God's miracle will be for Ryan to get better. We love you.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you all. Today will go well. Please keep the faith, and give my little Ryan a big hug and kiss for Nonie.. Love you all.
Vicki <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:14 AM CDT

Just wanted to say hi. You are all in my prayers today as every day. Andrea, I cannot express to you how important it is for you to allow yourself to feel angry, sad, depressed, despair, MAD, lost, every thing. You have that right as a mother, and God understands that we are human and we are going to feel those things, it doesn't mean you have lost your faith, sometimes we just have to let God carry us. He know our feelings better than we do. Trust Him to get you through each day. I pray that God lifts you, Phillip and Ryan up in His loving, protective arms and takes care of ya'll. Ryan, you are a strong little man and your life will help others in the future. God has a special plan for you. Imagine the testimony he will have. Take care.

Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn usa - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

Dear Ryan, Andrea and Phillip. Our heart and prayers go out to you. We had a daughter with cancer too. Recently I got this email from a friend, whos daughter went through treatments the same time my daughter did. Anyway the email was a "Beeper Prayer." You called this 1-800 # as you prayed for this boy in Ga. with cancer. and everytime his beeper went off he knew someone was praying for him. I did call the number and got a recording from the church sponsoring the beeper. It is a very uplifting thought. Anyway here is the number for 9 yr old Joe William Sheffield's "Beeper Prayer" in Tifton Georgia. I hope you will give it a call and maybe the same thing can work for your family if someone will sponsor it. Here it is: 1-877-5546-0248, listen to the msg. and input 733#. Miracles do happen and come in many ways, we just have to recognize them as such. May God Bless you all! Randy
randy <holderhome@aol.com>
clarksville, tn us - Thursday, April 8, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,Andrea and Phillip,I am so very sorry to hear of the pain that you all are going through.I saw your article in The Leaf Chronicle and had to write.I can't imagine the agony you are going through.I said a prayer for ryan and will continue to do so.I prey that you will remain strong throughout this ordeal.I am so glad to hear that the Army is being unbderstanding of the situation and giving Phillip the time off he so greatly deserves.thank you Phillip for protecting our country.I will continue to check your wedsite and will continue to pray for Ryan.God bless you all.
Linda Kneisler <linm494@wmconnect.com>
Savannah, Tn. United States - Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:41 AM CDT

Ryan, I am so glad to hear that you had a good day. Mommy & Daddy keep praying and hang in there. Remember God is still on the throne and we are all praying for that miracle.
Judy Shade <snqqpy48@earthlink.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 3:22 AM CDT

I can't even begin to understand what the two of you are going through. I know how my heartaches everytime I think about what Boobers has to go through. The four of you are going to weather this storm. I am so very proud of you both for handling this the way you have been. We are going to beat this terrible beast. I love you very much.
Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 0:23 AM CDT

Hang in there little man :)Mommy and Daddy too! Always in my thoughts and prayers,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:57 PM CDT

Ryan, I am sitting here this evening wishing I could be there with you tonight and tomorrow and forever. I know you are frightened. Doctors scare me too. Be sure Mommie and Dadda do something special for you when the doctors are finished tomorrow. Remember "you get everything you want".
Andrea, I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of the way you and Phil are handling this. To be so young and encounter a parents worst nightmare. Phil, I am so glad the Army is allowing you to spend this time with your family. I know Andrea needs your support. They both need your strength. You have always held your emotions in check but remember what I told you about your Dad. He would cry at the drop of a hat and anyone will tell you he was a big, strong man. Cry if you need to, be angry when you need to, but remember it was God who gave Ryan to you and be thankful for the time we have had with him and keep in mind that God is still in control and that miracle will happen. Let me know how things go tomorrow and try to get a good night's sleep. I love all of you. You are in my prayers continually.

Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Lousiiana, MO USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:28 PM CDT

Andrea, please feel free to ramble....you have every right to wonder why and to feel the way you do. I can not imagine what you are going through. I wish that cancer didn't exist, wish there was a way to make this monster go away from Ryan's life and the lives of so many other innocents.

I will be thinking of you all tomorrow and will keep Ryan in my prayers. Please post when you get a chance and let us know how it went.

Patty, one of Lynn's Prayer Warriors - Legacy of HOPE <groups@pattyslittleplace.com>
- Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:57 PM CDT

Hi Guys.... I'm glad things went good at the Neurologist and the Dentist. My prayers are with all of you thru the next few days.....REMEMBER WE ARE HERE FOR YOU AND LOVE YOU!!! That includes you too Phillip. If you guys need anything at all, let me know.
Give Ryan lots of kisses and hugs from me and the boys and we will see you all in a couple of days.
Ryan....I'm really glad to hear you've been having good days lately. I LOVE YOU BUDDY!!! Stay Strong and Keep Up the Good Days!
meme and boys <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:44 PM CDT

Sweet Ryan, I am so glad you had such a good day today. I would have loved to have been there to see you play and have such a good time and I am so sorry you have to go through all this. Andrea, you are doing such a wonderful job with Ryan and I pray for your continued strength. Phillip, my heart aches for you and re doing such a wonderful job with Ryan and I pray for your continued strength. Phillip, my heart aches for you and Andrea. I am so blessed to have such healthy, happy children and grandchildren and I would give anything to take all this hurt away from you. Please remember that all of us in Louisiana are praying for a miracle. I wish you could have seen everyone at the Bowling Alley tonight. They were asking about you all and wanted to let you know that they were all praying for you and I think they are hoping to raise some money to help out. Take care of Andrea and Ryan and I hope to see you all sometime soon. Give me a call sometime, you have my 800 number. I love you and am so very proud of you all. Give Ryan a hug and kiss for me and I pray that all goes well tomorrow.
Aunt Kath <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:37 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I miss you! Get well soon. I'll always pray for you!
Love,
Shelby
Shelby Darnell <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 7:52 PM CDT

Dear Ryan,
I'm praying for you. I hope I can play with you again soon. Miss you.
Love,
Gregory
Gregory Darnell <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 7:46 PM CDT

Hey Ryan, (Mom & Dad too!)

Glad to hear that you've been having some happy days. Good luck in the next few days and stay strong. Have a blessed Easter, and God Bless. We love you.

Love from,
Nicky, Sophie & Luke
Nicky, Sophie & Luke Foster <nfoster_03@earthlink.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 7:22 PM CDT

Hey guys, tomorrow is a BIG day for ya'll, but everything is going to be just fine. The Lord has intervened with Ryan, He is going to take care of him. Ashley has alittle minor surgery to put a tube in her right ear on Friday. Maybe I can find ya'll and say hi:), Take care. Lots of prayers going up for Ryan, I have him on the prayer list for the prayer group I am in called the Prayer Warriors, started by my aunt and uncle a few years ago. People from West Viginia to Africa are praying for precious Ryan.

Love,
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
MT. Juliet, Tn usa - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 4:20 PM CDT

Phillip, This battle is fought with the power of prayer. No weapon can be used against those who are in Christ. This battle is fought on your knees. The battle has already been fought and the victory is in Jesus. ("soldier on your knees"). That is where I find that inner peace. God has equipped you for this battle, now go and win it for Ryan.
Marsha Kratzer ( Fairview Christian Church, Festus, Mo) <Marsha.D.Kratzer@ahom.com>
Festus, mo usa - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 2:25 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea & Ryan,
Hello! I hope things are well for all of you today! Wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers daily. We all love you and know in our hearts that Ryan is a trooper!! He will win this battle!! Gregory and Shelby say hi, and they can't wait to see you again!
With all our Love and Prayers,
Marcia,Cara,Shelby,Gregory&Sarah
Marcia McCarty <m_mccarty@earthlink.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 2:03 PM CDT

WEll I guess I need to tell you all good luck Thursday. You are starting a long, rough road with that little bundle of joy. You all will be fine. We'll be thinking about ya. Feel free to add me to your contact list for e-mail. I would love to be able to keep up with his progress. Again GOOD LUCK! Love Kylah and Tommy
Kylah Root <rooty96@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, Mo - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 1:35 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan,
Hi and Blessings in Jesus name! I know that you don't know us, but we were forwarded information about Ryan and asked to add him to our prayer list. I can't imagine what you must be going through - we are parents of 3 children -- Ethan (14), Destiny (9), and Abram (2). Our hearts and prayers go out to you. We are originally from Pittsfield, IL which is about 30 min. from Louisiana, MO. We just moved to Tulsa, OK, in Aug. so that Bill could attend Bible School. Ryan, hang in there buddy and trust in our AWESOME God!

Your new friends in Christ! The Miller's (Sue and Bill)
Sue and Bill Miller <bmiller@cfaith.com>
Tulsa, OK USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 11:07 AM CDT

Hi - as the Chairman of our deacon board I asked for prayer for Ryan. We all took part in asking Jesus Christ to intervene on behalf of this young man - may God do so and rest assured that we will continue to remember you all in our prayers - skip price
skip & kay price <sprice@boyertrucks.com>
Eagan, Mn USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:25 AM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip & Ryan,

That is such great news from the neurologist. We will keep on praying. I have been reading about Protocel and it sounds like it has had some amazing results, now I understand why you are anxious to get Ryan started on it.

Love you

Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USa - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 7:31 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,

You made me smile today to hear how good things are going. That radiation is tough, but your little man is tougher. One thing that helped Cheyenne an awfully lot was music. Before she would start, the techs would put on her CD and she would listen to it the whole time, concentrating on the words. Remember, you will be in our prayers every single day, even when Ryan is in that blasted radiation machine.

God Bless
Roy Fiveash
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 11:46 PM CDT

Keep your chin up and remember you have a tremendous amount of support. The FAMILY may be a little crazy, but they all love you and will do anything to help. Are the AUNTIES starting to remind you of the Golden Girls? Which one would be Rose (she is the dingy one)?
Nana <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 11:15 PM CDT

Hey everyone!!!!! It is sooo good to hear that the dr's went good today. I was excited to hear about the good days. That's GREAT!!!!! KEEP IT UP!!!
Andrea and Phillip, I did get off of work, so I WILL BE IN KENTUCKY FROM WEDNESDAY, MAY 26TH UNTIL MONDAY, MAY 31ST. I will be down before then, but I don't know for sure when yet. I'll keep you all posted.
I LOVE YOU GUYS........ CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL THIS WEEKEND.
Ryan, have fun with all the toys at Ronald's House!!!! I know me and nana had fun playing with them while we were there before!!!!
LOVE YOU BUNCHES,

Amy (meme) <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

Ryan, Mema was so glad you called this morning. I am so proud of you. You are such a big boy. Uncle Greg, Aunt Lisa, Papa and I will be down to see you on the 17th. Maybe Crystal will come too. We will color and maybe you will let me have a ride in your jeep. Be thinking of some fun thing to do that weekend. Maybe we can try to fly your kite again. Mema and Papa love you very much. Can't wait to see you again. Tell Mommie and Dadda we will look forward to seeing them too. Get plenty of rest and sunshine. Love, Mema.
Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 7:06 PM CDT

ANNIE, PHILLIP & RYAN
IT WAS GREAT TO SEE YOU GUYS SUNDAY. IF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE LET US KNOW. LOVE, LISA, GARY & FAMILY
LISA ARNOLD <ff62012@juno.com>
DESOTO, MO USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 5:34 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,

I just want you all to know that I think and pray for all of you everyday! I am so glad the port cath surgery went well!!!!!

Dena Calvin <dena@onemain.com>
Kampsville, IL US - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

Dear Andrea, Phillip & Ryan;
We are praying for all of you and have put all on our prayer list at our church. Hang in there, Our God is a God of Miracles!!!
Sheila Storts <sstorts@hotmail.com>
Curryville, mo usa - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 1:11 PM CDT

Hi,Ryan, I sure had fun Sunday. I'm glad I got to see you and Mommy and Daddy. Thanks for letting me take your picture. Have fun and be careful on the jeep, OK?

Love,
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 12:09 AM CDT

Ryan, Andrea, and Phillip, Hope to find that all is well with you. I have been thinking about you all a lot lately. Have a good day and we will talk to ya later.
Kylah and Tommy
Kylah Root <rooty96@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, Mo - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:15 AM CDT

Hi, Ryan, sending prayers and love and hugs your way...hope that your fever goes away and that you can have a happy day. You are special, you are loved, Ryan!

Patty, one of Lynn's Prayer Warriors - Legacy of HOPE <groups@pattyslittleplace.com>
- Tuesday, April 6, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family, Ryan. I'm a friend and bowling partner of your Aunt Kathy Waite.
Marian Kuntz
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 7:58 AM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan,
I'm so glad to hear that the port-a-cath surgery went well. Of course I've been there so I know the worries you experience. Sounds like Ryan is a trouper though, he is so cute. Ya'll hang in there just like you are and everything will work out the way it's supposed to. You know God is with you always. If you need anything, please, you know I would do anything. Tell Ryan hello from Ashley.

Love and Prayers
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 7:33 AM CDT

I LOVE YOU........SEE YOU LATER!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU........SEE YOU LATER!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU........SEE YOU LATER!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU........SEE YOU LATER!!!!!!!!!
Just thought I'd remind you all that I love you and i'll see you later. Got caught up sounding like Ryan there for a minute huh?
meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Monday, April 5, 2004 10:31 PM CDT

LOVE IS GREAT.GOD IS THE WAY
CHARLES JASEN BURKS <FREEATLAST4GOOD27@YAHOO.COM>
WARRENTON, MO WARREN - Monday, April 5, 2004 10:29 PM CDT

Hey Guys..... I had a great time with you all this weekend. I hope you guys had fun. I love you all. It was a relief to hear that Ryan did ok today. If you need anything at all thru his treatments, you better let me know. AND THAT INCLUDES YOU TOO PHILLIP!!!!! I will be down the Wednesday before Memorial Day and stay until Memorial Day! Of course, I plan on coming down before then, but that's the longest one I have scheduled right now! I'll talk to you all soon!
Hey Chunkie Monkey!!!! I Love You and I'll come take care of those doctors for you!!!!
Love you bunches and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMY (MEME) <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Monday, April 5, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

Dear Phillip, Andrea & Ryan,
I have been keeping up with you through your webpage ever since you were in Louisiana recently. It was SO good to get to see and hug all of you!

I have simply been at a loss for words to say to you since finding out about Ryan's condition. It has been so heartwarming to see all the wonderful support your family is receiving from family, friends and strangers that have been touched by Ryan's story. In the midst of your trial and pain, God has provided you with a huge support system of so many people that love and care about you. Hopefully you have found a tremendous amount of strength and comfort in knowing that so many people love and support you daily in prayer. Please know that our family is among the many praying for you and we are only a phone call or email away.

Love,
Janet Couch and family

Janet Couch <73jlc@big-river.net>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, April 5, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan,

Sorry we couldn't be there this weekend physically, but we were there with you all in spirit. Stay strong and stay positive. We are all pulling for you guys.
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, az USA - Monday, April 5, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Ryan, I met your mom and dad on Saturday at the Alan Jackson concert. They are wonderful people. You are very lucky to have such caring parents. I just wanted to let you all know that each and everyone of you are in my prayers. You are an adorable family. I have also sent an email to all the members of my Adult Bible Fellowship and shared your story with them. I know you will be in thier prayers too. It was great to have met you. Dont lose faith. God never gives you anything any cant handle. My favorite bible verse is Phil 4:13...."I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me". Never forget that. Take Care!
Tina Bullock <tnt@tetranet.net>
O'Fallon , MO USA - Monday, April 5, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

Wow, what a day the Annual Ryan Brown Easter Egg Hunt yesterday was. It was so great to be able to spend time with Andrea, Phillip and Ryan. All of the kids had so much fun. There were so many poignant times during the day, especially the releasing of the balloons and Ryan's Song. We are so blessed to have you in our family. Love you --
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
- Monday, April 5, 2004 8:41 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
This is Sandy from DeSoto, MO again. Just checking in to tell you "Hi" and hope this day is the best ever. God loves you!

Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO 63020 - Monday, April 5, 2004 8:32 AM CDT

Hey Andrea,Phillip, and Ryan I am sorry to hear about Ryan if there is anything i can do to help give me a call, I will keep you in my prayers
Andrew Becker <drewdog862003@hotmail.com>
Poplar Bluff , MO USA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 5:54 PM CDT

Phillip, Andrea and Ryan,
Love is unselfish, understanding, & kind, for it sees with its heart & not with its mind. We all think and pray for each of you often. Remember GOD is still in control and He loves all His people, especially the little children.

Scott Thiel <mthiel@inweb.net>
Louisianl think and pray for each of you often. Remember GOD is still in control and He loves all His people, especially the little children.

Scott Thiel <mthiel@inweb.net>
Louisiana, MO United States - Sunday, April 4, 2004 5:21 PM CDT

We both are praying for you two and Ryan, we feel so helpless here, knowing there is nothing we can do but pray,please know our thoughts are with you always
Uncle Bennie and Aunt Debi
Bennie Sloan <dsloan01@charter.net>
St Louis, Mo USA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 3:54 PM CDT

I am so sorry to read about yet another child being diagnosed with cancer. Ryan, sweetie, I will be praying for you and your family every day.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Saturday, April 3, 2004 9:29 PM CST

Ryan, sweetie, your story is so heart-touching. The only thing that I can do is pray. I know that you don't know me, but my mom works with your great aunt Renee. She keeps me informed about everything. But I wanted you to know that God loves you, no matter what. And to your parents: Prayer changes things.
Stay encouraged, and believe God.
Ashley Byington <MyGodsProperty@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 7:09 PM CST

hello Andrea and Phillip,

We are Tania Haynes parents and wanted you to know we are praying for you daily. God does perform miracles as He did with Ashley. Keep your faith.

Richard and Barbara McGaugh
Richard McGaugh <richmc@nctc.com>
Bethpage, TN USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 4:58 PM CST

Prayers for healing in Jesus' name.

Blessings,
Ken, Fran & Robert
Canyon Lake, TX - Saturday, April 3, 2004 10:58 AM CST

Andrea, Philip, and Ryan I just wanted to let you guys know that your in my prayers everyday and I hope everything goes good with the treatments. I was so shocked to hear about this. You all are in everyone's prayers at RX Solutions. If you guys need anything, anything at all don't hesitate to call 754-2004 even if you just need to talk.

LOVE YA!!
Brittany McManus <terranb04@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 10:06 AM CST

Hi Ryan!
I'm a friend of your Grandma Sherry's. I feel like I know you because she talks about you alot! She loves you very much. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your Mommy and Daddy everyday.
Pam Kuda <pkuda@socket.net>
Curryville, MO - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:11 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you. We were told that our oldest daughter would never grow up, but she is getting married this June. My grandaughter was born with her valves switched and had to have open heart surgery and angioplastic at 2 weeks old. I know the feeling of letting these babies wait without drink or food. She just had a MRI heart scan. They told us that when the surgery was done she would be forever healed. But that is not the case. Each visit it seems something else is wrong. These kids are the bravest and the world could learn a lot from them. May God bless this young man to handle what is given to him. You as parents will be tested and tried each day.

Deanne Bahr <deannbahr@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 2, 2004 3:02 PM CST

Just found out about Ryan and wanted you to that everyone is thinking of you and preying for you!

Love, Lisa Brown and family

Lisa Brown <sassyone84@excite.com>
Louisiana, Mo usa - Friday, April 2, 2004 1:53 PM CST

Hello from wet south Texas. Raining heartily today. In II Timothy "God hath not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and a sound mind." We hold tight to God's promises and want you to know we are in constant prayer for Ryan. We know God has a plan for him and we expect miracles.
All too often we say Jesus was the only on to walk on water. Well, it just ain't true. Peter said to Jesus, "Lord if it be you, bid me come". Jesus bid him to come and Peter stepped out of the boat and walked toward Jesus. Only when he allowed his faith to waver did he begin to sink. Even then, he cried out, "Lord, save me!" When our faith wavers, all we have to do is to cry out, "Lord, save me", and he is quick to respond.
The message to you the other day was right on target, and proves you are listening to God's voice. The plan you have started must be the right one for Ryan.
Ken, Fran and Robert
Canyon Lake, TX - Friday, April 2, 2004 1:18 PM CST

Hi Ryan,
This is Sandy, your aunt Susan's friend, again. I love Pop Tarts too! I would have been mad also. I like the iced cherry or cinnamon best. Have a great day sweetie!
My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday.
Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 11:08 AM CST

Dear Philip,Andrea,and the Sweet Little Angel Ryan-
I am praying night and day for Ryan to get well and for the treatments that your poor son has to go through to go well. Also I am praying for you Andrea and Philip for the strength to get through this and to be as strong as you can possibly during this time. God Bless all of you and don't forget God will always be with you no matter what. Take care.
Pamela Marie Taylor <Hotshot_042000@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, Mo United States - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:18 AM CST

Dear Andrea, Philip & Ryan,

I am here via way of Jenna and Kody's website's. I just want you to know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers!! What a very strong little boy you have been blessed with. Enjoy every moment as we should all do with our loved ones daily!!!

Shannon
Columbia, SC - Friday, April 2, 2004 8:53 AM CST

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,

I received your website from Heather and wanted to tell you that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. He sounds like a very strong little boy. And remember, God never gives us anything that we cannot handle. From what I read, you have several friends and family and people like me praying for him and along with God, that is a powerful thing. Take care and be strong!

Love,
Terry
Terry Fallert <tfallert1@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Friday, April 2, 2004 6:22 AM CST

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Ryan ~ I came to your site through Kody Kruppenbacher's. I have added Ryan to my prayer list. We had a granddaughter who was seemingly healthy until one day she developed little spider veins and found out that night through spinal fluid that she had acute myelogenic leukemia - she was two. So I am very familiar with how your lives can be turned upside down in an instant.
Things will be different for a while - porta cath, new medical terminology, procedures, etc. But I too, believe in miracles and the power of prayer, and Ryan will have a support system here at CaringBridge which you will find grows and grows.
I will check in from time to time, if nothing else, just to say hello, keep Ryan in my prayers, and try to lend a bit of support. God bless all of you.
Hugs from Karen
http://gramma1.012webpages.com/index.html
Karen I. LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 11:11 PM CST

You will all be in my thoughts, heart and prayers. God bless all of you.
Sandi Marquis <cxelady@yahoo.com>
Cantonment, FL - Thursday, April 1, 2004 10:26 PM CST

Hello to the Brown Family,
Andrea, Thank you for being my son's best friend as he was growing up.
Phillip, thank you for being Andre's best friend, now husband.
Ryan, thank you for being the joy in mommy and daddy's heart, and for being the big brother to baby Elizabeth.
Dear Jesus, thank you for the life you have given these three beautiful people.

Aunt Barb <partney.inc@earthlink,net>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, April 1, 2004 9:15 PM CST

Phillip and Andrea, I have been contacted by a special agency that would love to help you with anything that you might need. Please call me when you get a chance so that I can tell you about what they might be able to do for you. I left all of my papers at school so that is why I am hoping to get you this way. My home phone number is 270-475-4086 or you can call me at school next week 270-271-2020. I look forward to talking with you. My prayers are with you both and Ryan. I think of Ryan each day. I hope that you will get some good news soon. Please contact me when you get a chance. Give Ryan lots of kisses and hugs from Ms. Susan. Love you all.
Susan Bolinger <davidbolinger@hotmail.com>
Pembroke, Ky United States - Thursday, April 1, 2004 6:57 PM CST

Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan,
Your story has truly touched my heart. I have included Ryan in my prayers. He is a beautiful, brave little boy. Please continue to update.
Susan McLellan
Susan McLellan <heisman24@msn.com>
Holts Summit, MO U.S.A. - Thursday, April 1, 2004 5:40 PM CST

Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan,
I just want you all to know that we are praying for you. I know it is going to be very hard but just stay strong and hope for the best. I feel so sorry for you all. I wish I could help. Well you all can e-mail me anytime you want. We Love You
Rich, Kelly, and Emmy
Kelly Hughes <sweetykelly17@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO - Thursday, April 1, 2004 11:32 AM CST

Andrea, Phillip & Ryan,
Please know that you are in my prayers! God does work miracles and he will watch over precious Ryan. I have put Ryan on the prayer list at my church. He will have lots of peoples praying for his healing.
Vicki Hubbard
Troy, MO Lincoln - Thursday, April 1, 2004 10:21 AM CST

My prayers are with you all.
Zabrina Myers <rock_n_roll_queen2003@yahoo.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 8:32 AM CST

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and miracles will happen. You all are always in my thoughts and prayers.Good luck and God bless you.
Nancy Elfrank <MLElfrank@aol.com>
Festus, MO US - Thursday, April 1, 2004 8:07 AM CST

I am so sorry that you have been thrust into the world of childhood cancer. It is not an easy road, but always remember to take things ONE DAY AT A TIME. And ALWAYS trust in God, He will see you through. Caring Bridge has been such a wonderful tool for us in this battle. We are so thankful for the support we have received. You can rest assured that Ryan is covered in prayer by us, and countless others who have been touched by your story. We live about 30 minutes from Vanderbilt, should you ever need anything, PLEASE let me know and I'll do my best to make it happen.

Love, hugs and tons of prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom

**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Thursday, April 1, 2004 8:02 AM CST

Andrea,Phillip,and Ryan..Just wanted to say hay and I love you and you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Please don't ever think this beast is because of anything you did, or didn't do. God didn't say oops I didn't know this was going to happen and He has a plan even tho we don't see or understand it. Someone's life is going to be specially touched and blessed by Ryan's story and we are all going to able to witness the miracle healing power of our loving Father. And it's ok to cry, just know every tear you shed, we all, who love you all so much, are sharing those tears with you, and would love to take your pain away if we only could. Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 31, 2004 11:26 PM CST

I know this all must seem overwhelming to you guys, but hang in there. You are all very strong, including Ryan. Guess this is one time where him being a strong willed kid is a good thing. WE'RE GOING TO BEAT THIS THING!!!!!
Can't wait to see you all this weekend. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!!
Give Ryan lots of hugs and kisses from me and the boys!!!
amy <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st p, mo usa - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 9:54 PM CST

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMY <MKYMSE10@HOTMAIL.COM>
ST P, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 9:09 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan
We just want you all to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Stay Strong.
Love,
Judd, Danielle, Tayler and Aiden
The Andersons <juddanderson@sbcglobal.net>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 9:06 PM CST

Praying that God guides the decisions you must make in the days ahead for Ryan's well being. We pray that Ryan's body will respond to treatments and he is healed in Jesus' name.

Blessings,
Ken, Fran & Robert
Canyon Lake, TX San Antonio Area - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 8:22 PM CST

Hi Phil, Andrea and Ryan. We finally got the internet back up. It was good to see all of you this last weekend. You are in our prayers and if ever there is anything we can do for you, please let us know. You all mean so very much to us and we are praying for that miracle as are so many people we don't even know. I am so sorry you are having to endure this but keep in mind you are never alone. Give Ryan a hug and kiss for us. We are so proud of how you are both handling this situation and just wish we could be there to help you out. We love you all!!
Aunt Kath and Uncle Steve <katnstv1@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 4:54 PM CST

ryan was a friend of mine that my grandma babysat for a while. he was fun to have around. i miss him alot. he and his family are in my prayers every night. miss you lots ryan.
tabitha rios <dolphin_luv_313@sbcglobal.net>
bowling green, mo usa - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 3:53 PM CST

I know Ryan from my grandmas house. I really miss him a lot. We use to be really good friends. Im praying that he gets better soon. Tell Ryan i said i hope he gets better really soon.
Brianna Rios <horse_luv_1@sbcglobal.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 3:38 PM CST

Dear Andrea
You just use us as your sounding board anytime. We care so much about you all and I pray everyday for Ryan as if he was my own grandson. I go to God and ask for a miracle and I have seen them and know they happen all the time because of the prayers of the believers. We don't understand why things like this happen, but we know God is in control and He loves Ryan very, very much. I am waiting to hear a miracle has taken place. God Bless each of you.
Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 1:40 PM CST

Hi guys......I'm a friend of Vona (who sent me the link). It's obvious Ryan is surrounded by people who love and care for him. That in itself, has great healing power. Trust me on this. Being a cancer survivor myself, I realized the healing power of family, friends, and my faith in God. Just keep on being strong, yet cry (or scream at the wall) when you need to, and accept a helping hand from family and friends when you need it.
You will all get through this and love each other even more.
Take care and thank you for sharing. Please email me if you ever want to talk.

Lou Ann Higgins
Lou Ann Higgins <Swenhig@aol.com>
Terre Haute, IN USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 1:06 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip, and sweet Ryan,
I read your journal entry from yesterday and cried for you and Phillip, and Ryan, because I have felt the same way. You are a very strong woman, I can tell just from meeting you the other day and from the things you write. Ryan is so fortunate to have you and Phillip for his parents. Andrea, you may never know "why", but that's okay, because we have our faith in God to just guide us through each day. I promise it is not because of something ya'll did, it's just this sinful, awful world we live in. Keep your faith, as that is all we ever really have in this life that's ours. Keep loving that little precious angel you have, be the best parents you can be and when you need to break down and cry, CRY!!!!!! No one expects you to be a pillar of strength all the time. You are doing the best you can do. Take it from me, you have got to allow yourself all of the feelings that go along with this and hand it over to God. He loves us soooo much.
My girls and I are praying for ya'll everyday.

Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, TN USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 12:21 AM CST

You are in my daily prayers. Believe in miracles!
Brenda Brinker <brenda @ nothingbutnet.com>
Winfield, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 10:28 AM CST

As hard as it is God loves us and wants the best for us. Why these things happen remains a mystery to us. I do know that it is nothing you have done. God works miracles all the time. I am praying for a miracle for your family.
David Thommpson <david@pbtc.net>
Troy, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 10:24 AM CST

Hey Ryan, I love you. and can't wait to see you on Sunday, I also think the easter bunny, may leave you and the other boys something at my house. If he does I will bring them with me. I can wait to see you.
I love you
Gram Bet

Andrea & Phillip,
I am so happy you have gotten your answer. I knew God would lead you to what is right. Praise the Lord.
I love you guys and can't wait to see you Sunday.

Love
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 10:21 AM CST

Children . . . God's greatest gift. My prayers are with you all as you travel this road in His care. And, you ARE in HIS HANDS.
Jere Burkemper
Troy, MO Lincoln - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 10:11 AM CST

ANDREA, PHILLIP & RYAN,
I just read in the paper what is going on with you all. I hope everything goes right. Ryan is a sweet little boy.
Jami Chandler <sundrop_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, Mo USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 10:06 AM CST

I will offer my Masses and communions during the Lenten Holy Season for Ryan's recovery. I will also have my 7th grade religion class pray each week for his healing. Believe without doubt that God is with Ryan and both of you. May the love of God, family, friends and strangers bring you hope, strength, courage, and a sense of peace.

You do not know me but I found out about Ryan through my sister-in-law, Rosemary Conrow.
Deborah Meyer
Troy, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 9:32 AM CST

Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan
Crystal has been keeping me up to date on Ryan's condition. My heart goes out to you guys and I'll be praying for you. You guys will be in both Bob and my thoughts. Be strong.
Beth Mueller/Bob DeCamp <beth_marie00@hotmail.com>
Clarksville, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 8:57 AM CST

sending love and healing energy from Ontario/Canada
i'm glad you are trying Protocel!
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
Mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
Staffa, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 5:28 AM CST

ANDREA, PHILLIP & RYAN,
Just a note to let you know that all of you are in our prayers and that God will bless you. Ryan is a very cute & I can see he is loved and prayed for so much by family and friends. If there is anything we can do, let us know. It is always so hard when a child or grandchild is in any kind of pain. I know this has to be overwhelming for you all. We always wonder why things happen. God will bring you through this ordeal and be with you every step of the way if you will let him.

Judy Kay Holman-Shade <snqqpy48@earthlink.net>
Bowling Green, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 1:05 AM CST

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan:
Know that everyone in Louisiana and at Stark Bros Fulfillment are thinking about you and saying that special prayer just for your family. We will be here for you and just let us know when and what we can do for you.
Wishing you peace and hope (along with a little rest!)
Prayers for you all.
Becky White <beckywhite68@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 11:23 PM CST

Hello, Ryan! I'm sorry you had such a rough day, little guy...

I believe in miracles, Ryan! Your mom and dad are feeling overwhelmed and I'm sure it's confusing to you, too, just remember that GOD is with you through all of this. I pray that He will reach out and heal you, little Ryan!

He loves you - each and every one of you - very much! It's so hard to try and understand "why" yet it's not for us humans to know why...all we can do is trust God and pray for acceptance of His will.

You are in the hearts and prayers of many, many people. God bless you!

Patty, one of Lynn's Prayer Warriors - Legacy of HOPE <groups@pattyslittleplace.com>
Monett, MO USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 10:29 PM CST

Andrea, I am sorry you and Ryan have had such a bad day. I wish I could be there in Oak Grove with you, but you know my situation here. You are always in my thoughts and I pray almost every minute of the day for the four of you. Tell Ryan Papa and I shopped tonight and bought more peas and remembered to get applesauce this time. Andrea, you are doing a wonderful job and I love you. Please don't get discouraged. God is with you and he understands your anger, your bitterness, your disappointments and your feelings of helplessness. But, he is with you and please continue to trust him. We are depending on the doctors to do their very best in the treatments they provide and I also pray that God gives them wisdom as they work with Ryan.
Phil and Andrea, God is still in control. Don't lose sight of that. Love, Mom.
Patricia Capps <pattycap44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:47 PM CST

Hey there my little monkey boy!!!! I hope you had a good day today!! I LOVE YOU and MISS you guys. Can't wait to see you all this weekend. Take care of mommy, daddy and baby Elizabeth for us.
Hugs and Kisses,
MEME

Brandon says........I Love You and had fun playing with you this past weekend. Can't wait to see you again!

Brady says....... I hope you are feeling good today. I Love you and had fun playing too!!!!

Stay Strong All, We're still praying for you all (even the kids are)!!!
See you soon.
amy <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:45 PM CST

Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan,
I miss you guys and you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. My 70 sorority sisters are praying for you too and they all think Ryan is absolutely adorable...which he is. With God all things are possible.
Maggie Thiel <thielml@jaynet.wcmo.edu>
Fulton, MO USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 7:24 PM CST

Hi Andrea, Nicky F. told me about Ryan's web site; John L. had also mentioned the challenges you are all going through. Please know you are in a lot of prayers. I'm so happy Ryan had a good day yesterday!
Judy Lemons
HLG
Hannibal, MO
Judy Lemons <jlemons@hlg.edu>
Palmyra, Mo USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 5:14 PM CST

Hi Ryan, Andrea and Phillip, You know I love you all I'm praying for you all too. Bub said to let you know that everyone he's talked to at Fort Bragg NC is praying for you too, some soldiers have had ryan added to prayer lists back home. Give my little 'Ryno' a hug from auntie star
starla carroll <starrlite_22@hotmail.com>
louisiana, mo usa - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:49 PM CST

Hi, Ryan, Your pictures are too cute! I especially like the one with mommy and daddy. Can't wait to see you Sunday,

love to all
Susan Self <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO 63028 - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:43 PM CST

Hi Ryan-
You don't know us, but we know all about you. We at the Probation and Parole Office are Praying everyday for you to feel better. Jill, Craig, Kim, Evelyn, Tena, Robin, Vanessa, Kathy, Susan, Donna, Emma and Francis Tell grandpa to behave while he up there visiting.
Probation and Parole <clemfin@advertisnet.com>
eldon, mo Miller - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:02 PM CST

I believe in miracles.
Marsha D. Kratzer <Marsha.D.Kratzer@ahom.com>
Festus, MO usa - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 2:50 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan & his family. We pray everynight for all of you.
Carla Byington <ByingC@dhss.mo.gov>
St. Louis, MO St. Louis County - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 12:44 AM CST

Hi Ryan,
What a special little guy you are. God loves you so much and is watching out for you. My name is Sandy and I am a friend and sister in Christ with your Great-Aunt Susan. I feel such a bond with you, Ryan, and think of you everyday and pray for you everyday. I have grandsons your age as well. God hears every prayer from everyone. You are a cutie pie and I love you!!

Sandy Gulledge <sdra_gull47@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 11:13 AM CST

Hi Ryan!
Just wanted to stop by and offer you lots of prayers and hugs! Hope you're having a good week. I got your website from
Katelynns site...we like to visit as many as possible and get to know everyone so we can let them know they are being prayed for and thought of! Stop by David's website and you'll see him with Rakifi from Lion King! He's also a bigtime skateboarder! So stop by anytime and have a very good day! We'll be back!
Kathy-mom of David GBMIV
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <Joy2Jak@cs.com>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 10:58 AM CST

Ryan - I am a friend and prayer warrior of your Great Aunt Susan. What a joy it is to see you in pictures; I pray for you daily trust that God's work will be done and that His name be glorified through all that you're going through. Stay strong, little man! Lord Bless!
Doug Greeley <dgfresh74@ameritech.net>
South Bend, IN USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:17 AM CST

Hello my dear Andrea,Philip & Ryan, I was so happy to find out about this site. I have been praying my heart out for all of you and will continue to. I have alot of online friends to that are so caring, always asking about Ryan and the both of you, saying they will continue to keep all of you in their prayers. Andrea, Kaelin told me this morning that she saw Ryan last Sat. in the car with you at the funeral home, said she and Kylie talked to Ryan and that he was his old sweet self, talking up a storm. They were just so happy they saw him. I have a picture here of all the kids at Christmas time that I have blown up and will be sending to you for Ryan to put in his room if he wants to. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. Love ya all, Nana Rosemary, P.S. kiss Ryan for me
Rosemary Conrow
Bowling Green, Mo. USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:16 AM CST

Poor little Ryan, thinking his mommy and daddy weren't coming back. I remember when my dad was sick and I told Chris he had a bug. Chris was about Ryan's age and for years he was afraid of spiders because in his 3 year old mind he thought grandpa had swallowed a spider. The 3 year old mind is very much into the processing of information but they still haven't developed the logic yet. Of course I know a lot of adults who haven't developed the logic yet either! It was good to hear that Ryan and Phillip had some giggle time together. We continue to pray for Ryan's miracle and for your strength.
Renee Weinrich <weinrr@dhss.mo.gov>
St Louis, mo - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:39 AM CST

Hi lil bro had to come check on you and let you know we are all praying for you to get well real soon. Love Chance

Big Bro to Mitchell, Connor and any one else who wants me
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:03 AM CST

Hello Friends,

I have been visiting Cheyenne Fiveash and came on over to meet you guys. BLESS YOUR HEARTS. :" / You certainly won't be alone in this fight. So many wonderful people will be right there in the trenches with you... not family by flesh and blood, but family by suffering, and by strength, and by love! You will be held and carried in prayer continually as you journey this road.

GO RYAN! Be Strong!
Friends Always!
Love and Hugs

A LEGACY OF HOPE! Cancer Support & Encouragement

Lynn <lynn@legacyofhope.org>
Panama City, FL USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 11:52 PM CST

Kids do get the strangest ideas. Like you would leave him. I guess their minds are at work all the time. If you get calluses on your knees, you will get the direction to take for your son. God has a plan, and it is a perfect plan. A marquee on a church down the street from me says "Don't fear tomorrow, God is already there".
Ken, Fran and Robert
Canyon Lake, TX - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:43 PM CST

Ryan, Mema was glad to have you home this weekend. Looking forward to seeing you again soon and riding the skateboard.
Uncle Greg is going to get you another kite. Maybe we will get this one in the air for you. Love you. Hugs and kisses.
Patricia Capps <pattycapp44@aol.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:05 PM CST

Didn't know if you knew about the Burzynski Clinic (www.cancermed.com)in Texas, they have had good results with brain tumors especially in children. Out prayers are with your family!
lisa reich <dreich4013@charter.net>
birmingham, al usa - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:55 PM CST

Hey guys!!!!!!!! I'm SO glad we got to see you guys this weekend. I know the decisions you are currently facing are very tough on you both. I couldn't imagine having to make them, but rest assured whatever decision you make.... WE ARE RIGHT HERE BESIDE YOU!!!!!!!!
We love you!!!! See you soon!
amy and boys <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:53 PM CST

Hi Ryan,

I found you through my friend Chance's page. Just wanted to say Hi and let you know I'm in your corner. Keep up the fight!

Still Fighting,

Brecklin

www.caringbridge.com/ga/brecklin
Brecklin Anastasia Jessup <brecklin@fastmail.fm>
Tybee Island, Ga USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 5:11 PM CST

I am a co-worker and friend of Betty Rogers. I just want to let you know our whole church is praying for you. We believe God can and will heal your son. Our childrens prayer club will be making and sending him a prayer pillow with our kids signatures. We should be able to send this sometime next week. Please know your in our thoughts and prayers.
Heather Besch <besch7058@cs.com>
Hillsboro, MO Jefferson - Monday, March 29, 2004 4:11 PM CST

Sorry to meet under these difficult circumstances, but please know that we are all here for you. You are part of a "family" that will support you in every way possible. Feel free to email anytime. Your entire family is in my prayers.
Lin Vana, www.caringbridge.org/nv/haley <linv31@charter.net>
Minden, NV USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 4:04 PM CST

Hi Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,
GREAT to see the pictures of your beautiful family! Thank you Phillip for serving our country!!
Ryan, I don't blame you for not wanting to leave your Uncle Cory...Uncle's and Aunt's are very special people :).
Andrea, it is clear in your journal entries that you are a very wise and a very strong woman! And...a VERY GOOD mother!!
Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers!
Take Care,
Linda Tropple (Isaac's Aunt)
Pleasanton, CA - Monday, March 29, 2004 12:11 AM CST

It's great to see the pictures. We miss you guys, and the pictures help. Take care, and as always, we send all our love and support.
Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <Donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, Az USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 10:24 AM CST

Hi, Ryan and family,
I came here from Chance's page. He said Ryan was a new friend and needed our prayers. I'm Patty, one of Lynn's Prayer Warriors from Legacy of Hope. You are all in my prayers...God is watching over Ryan. May His angels hold Ryan close and offer him comfort.
Patty, one of Lynn's Prayer Warriors - Legacy of HOPE <groups@pattyslittleplace.com>
Monett, MO USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:45 AM CST

Phillip, Andrea and Ryan
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you and keep you strong. I always look to Isaiah 40:31 when I have troubles in my life.
"Those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength; They will mount up with wings like eagles; They will run and not get tired; They will walk and not become weary."
Your church family is there for you and yours with love in our hearts.

Barb Christopher and family
Louisiana, MO USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 7:18 AM CST

Hello!

I found your page through Cheyenne's. Know that many will be praying for Ryan and your family, and asking for guidance for you and healing for him. You are not alone!
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, March 29, 2004 7:12 AM CST

I've come to your site through Cheyenne Fiveash's site. I wish you well on your journey of healing for your little boy. Adding Ryan to our prayer list here. God bless you all
Frannie
Grove City, OH - Monday, March 29, 2004 5:28 AM CST

HI Please check out Jakes site and also the links on the bottom of his page for Protocell. It is giving more time for brain tumor and other kids than doctors are giving them.
we'll keep you in our prayers
Jake
With lots of love and many many prayers
Maria and Katelynn
Katelynns Quest! <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
Charlotte, NC - Monday, March 29, 2004 5:20 AM CST

Hi lil bro I just found you and am adding you to my prayer list and my page. Ms Tami sissy Celeste mom is great I see where she signed. Fight this lil bro you can beat it. God is Awesome and Miracles do happen every day. Love Chance

Big Bro to Mitchell, Connor and any one else who wants me
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 3:18 AM CST

Thank you for the beautiful pictures. I am so looking forward to seeing all of you at the park next Sunday. I have such respect for you both right now because of the extreme pain in your hearts and the heartbreaking decisions that you are having to make concerning the best course of treatment for Ryan, you still take the time to keep us informed of his day to day experiences and that means so much to us. I know it can't always be easy but it is greatly appreciated. Take care of yourself, as you take care of sweet Ryan, and I think Elizabeth Ryan is a simply beautiful name....But what's what's all this Elizabeth stuff? Sue is a good name also or Carol..either one will work. I love you, Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
Pevely, Mo - Monday, March 29, 2004 0:42 AM CST

Our little one is battling the same tumor and although she has had many complications along the way, continues to be the happiest, busiest little person I've ever seen. Ryan and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong and yes, you're right to fight this! Don't listen to any of those doctors that treat the situation as hopeless. I know we've encountered so many and continue to do so.
Tami, Celeste's mom http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/celeste <blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
pittsburgh, pa - Sunday, March 28, 2004 11:34 PM CST

Thank you sharing Ryan with us. We are from Cheyenne's webpage and have come to care for her as our own child; we are so sorry to hear about your son and wanted to offer our prayers and loving thoughts during this time.
M. Elton
Richmond, VA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 10:08 PM CST

Hello. I just wanted to say hello and let you know that an additional prayer will be said for you. I know it all must be overwhelming to you. I coached Cheyenne Fiveash and she is proof that this tumor can be beat.. don't give up hope and follow your heart! I am originally from Kentucky and think you have a great place to be!
Coach Slate <jpaulin972@aol.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 9:58 PM CST

We are always there. Love you all and would take this pain and suffering he is going through in a heartbeat, just like all the rest of us.
UNCLE BILL
SALEM, MO USA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 9:02 PM CST

...We walk by faith, not by sight...II Corinthians V,7
...And be assured, I am with you always... Matthew 28:20
Our prayers are with you,
The Thiel Family

The Thiel Family <mthiel@inweb.net>
Louisianna, MO USA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 8:38 PM CST

Remember what our own God the Father said through His only begotten Son..""Through Him ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE"".. You and your son are in my prayers. May God bless you and yours
Jimmy Block
Evansville , IN USofA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 7:03 PM CST

Remembering your family in our prayers. May God bless you and keep you in His tender care. Love & Prayers from WV.
Matthews Family <asmatthews@citlink.net>
Genoa, WV - Sunday, March 28, 2004 6:11 PM CST

Our family's Love and prayers go out to you. I admire your courage and strength. We will be lifting Ryan up everyday with our thoughts and prayers. God Bless You
Ruth & Jason Johnson <ravishing_ruth64@hotmail.com>
Queen Creek, AZ USA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 6:11 PM CST

Dear Andrea:

I am sorry to hear about Ryan's diagnosis. My son, Ross, was diagnosed with a Diffuse Pontine Brainstem Glioma at age 10. Because of his survival, he is believed to have an "atypical" version of the Beast. If there is any information or support you need, please feel free to call me.

Annemarie
www.caringbridge.com/ny/rossmanhattan

Anne Saputo <annesaputo@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 28, 2004 2:45 PM CST

Hi to the 3 of you. It was so good to see you in church
today. Ryan, it was such a pleasure having you in my Sunday
School when you were a toddler....a long time ago. I sure
enjoyed you and miss seeing you, Mom and Dad very much each
Sunday. I will be so glad when you are feeling better. We
all need to keep the faith, keeping praying and expecting a
miracle. That is exactly what we are all doing at church,
and expecting that miracle. Stay sweet. I love you.
Miss Doris

Doris Turpin <djturpin@earthlink.net>
Louisian a, MO - Sunday, March 28, 2004 1:21 PM CST

Hi,
I found your page from Cheyenne's. Please know that your little Ryan is now added to our family prayer list and I will add him to our church's as well. I love the name Elizabeth! That is also my first name though I use my middle name, decided that when I was 5. Prayers that all goes well with her birth! I will be checking back daily and will be praying that Ryan will kick this beast in the butt!
Hugs,
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Sunday, March 28, 2004 11:43 AM CST

Hi Ryan...
We found your site through our good friend, Cheyenne.
Stay strong like a bull and fight, fight, fight...you WILL come out the winner!!
Mom and Dad...feel free to call on me whenever...I too know the emmotions you are going through...I remember it clearly,as our 8 year old son, Kody has a beast of a brainstem tumor also.. Anything I can do to help..I will.
Your new friends...
Kim & Kody Bear
~KODYS STORY~ <kodysmom1995@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 28, 2004 11:39 AM CST

I just read your journal and said a prayer for Ryan. I'll keep him and you in my thoughts and prayers. I love the name Ryan and think it's a great name for Elizabeth as well. My youngest son who is now 25 is named Ryan. :)
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Sunday, March 28, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Phillip and Andrea,
I sit here trying to think of what to say and you know more than I do, words seem to come up short. I know you both are aware of how many people care for you and Ryan and there are so many prayers for him right now. We do know that God can heal Ryan and that is what our prayers are for - that and that his pain would be reduced and that you two will find comfort and strength in God. It must be so tempting to get angry with God - You probably are going through that or have already been there. Please remember that He is your Father and Ryan's Father and loves you very much. We know that sometimes God's Will for our lives doesn't make sense to us and this is definitely one of those times for your family. I pray you'll not turn from God (don't let Satan win during this trial in your life) but to Him completely.

We love you three very much and will keep praying.

I think Elizabeth Ryan is a beautiful name and she'll be a beautiful little girl. Ryan is going to love having a little sister!
Viki Cadwallader and Family <dvcadwal@nemonet.com>
- Sunday, March 28, 2004 8:37 AM CST

I just wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers. We have a girl and 3 boys, one around the age of your son. We just went through a cancer battle with our friend's 2-year old girl a couple of years ago. She is doing great now. I know her mom tried to keep a journal of the positive things that happened each day to help them out. Our family and church will be praying for you.
Melinda Griesbaum
Palmyra, MO USA - Sunday, March 28, 2004 8:31 AM CST

May God's healing hand visit little Ryan and give him strength to fight this awful beast of a cancer. We lift up Ryan and will pray for him daily until this beast is under our heel.
Ken, Fran and Robert
Canyon Lake, TX - Sunday, March 28, 2004 7:50 AM CST

sending healing energy and love to your little boy from Ontario/Canada
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
Mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
Staffa, ON Canada - Sunday, March 28, 2004 7:31 AM CST

Hi, my name is Cassandra. Just wanted to let you know that all of you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Nice name for your daughter. I knew a girl named Ryann :) It is a strong name, even more so because of the strong boy that holds it! Hang in there and just keep swimming.
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Sunday, March 28, 2004 1:11 AM CST

Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan,

I am so sorry that your family has to also suffer through this beast of a tumor. Rest assured, you have been added to our daily (actually many times a day) prayer list. Also, if you would like, I would be more than happy to add Ryan's website link to Cheyenne's site for additional prayers. Just let me know.

We, like so many of the other parents who are on this journey, have done so much research and have experienced and learned so much about this horrible tumor, if we can help in anyway, or if you have any questions of which we might be able to answer, please email or call ANYTIME. You are not in this fight alone. We are here in the trenches with you, every step of the way.

God Bless you. Keep the faith.

Cheyenne's dad
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, Tx - Saturday, March 27, 2004 11:57 PM CST

Our family continues to pray for yours. We know this is a very difficult time for you, and we hope that God will heal Ryan. Please know that we think of you often, and pray for all 3 of you. God Bless you.
Michael, Dawn, Benjamin & Emma O'Donnell <mikedawn@socket.net>
Hannibal, MO USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 11:52 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan
I heard the news from Bryca. I just want you all to know that you are in mine and my family's prayers. I am so sorry to hear about this. Take care!
Courtney Cassady <courtneycassady@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, Mo 63146 - Saturday, March 27, 2004 10:22 PM CST

God Bless You All
Patricia & Bennie <pdarconst@aol.com>
Louisiana, mo usa - Saturday, March 27, 2004 10:02 PM CST

Dear Family: I live in Branson, MO, and am a friend of Betty Rogers,who loves you very much. This trial that you are going through has touched my heart. I want you to know that we are speaking and believing for Ryan's healing. We are speaking and believing for strength and wisdom from the Lord for you to know what to do, how much to do, and when to do it. We know that God never sends illness, He heals people and it's His will that all are healed, just like Jesus did on Earth. I am standing for that. My heart goes out to you all, that you may receive, see and feel healing and the presence of Christ Jesus in your lives. In His Name, LaVeeta John, Branson MO
LaVeeta <sjohnvee@aol.com>
Branson, MO Taney - Saturday, March 27, 2004 4:25 PM CST

Oh, Andrea, I wish I could do something to take this from you. Just know that I am constantly praying for Ryan, for you and Phillip, and for your entire family. I am at your service for whatever I can do to help. Love you all.
Aunt Susan <selfcaps@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Saturday, March 27, 2004 5:01 AM CST

Hey Guys,
You are probably feeling pretty overwhelmed by now if not exhausted. Just remember to stay focused on what is important, remember to take a break when you feel you need one, remember also that is okay to cry, and remember there are a lot of people out here praying for all four of you. We asked our church prayer group to include Ryan in their prayers they have been getting a lot of requests from us lately, but that is what it is all about. Remember if you need anything I / we are a phone call away.

Love
Mary Venturi-Schutz and Steve Schutz
Mary and Steve Schutz <ablkdurango@wmconnect.com>
Puyallup, WA 98374 - Friday, March 26, 2004 8:52 PM CST

DEAR ANDREA,

I DONT KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER ME OR NOT BUT I SAT ACROSS THE TABLE FROM YOU AT NICKI FOSTERS DINNER FOR FINISHING CEMO. MY NAME IS KELLY O'BRIEN FROM PALMYRA. I THINK WE SPOKE AT THE TIME ABOUT MY FATHER BEING SICK. NICKI JUST CALLED TODAY TO TELL ME ABOUT RYAN, AND I CAN NOT TELL YOU HOW BAD MY HEART BLEEDS FOR YOU ALL. PLEASE BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF PRAYER AND GOD WILL SEE YOU THROUGH THIS. I LOST MY DAD IN DECEMBER AFTER KNOWING FOR ONLY 6 MONTHS THAT IT WAS CANCER. WE WERE DIAGNOISED AT MAYO'S. LOOSING A FATHER IS MUCH DIFFERENT FROM DEALING WITH A SICK CHILD AND THE POSSIBILITY OF DEATH. I JUST HATE THE WORD CANCER AND WISH I COULD HELP YOU ALL IN SOME WAY. I DO HAVE SOME INTERESTING CANCER INFORMATION THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH YOU BUT NICKI HAS GIVEN ME YOUR PERSONAL E-MAIL SO I WILL SEND IT THERE. PLEASE TELL RYAN HOW VERY MANY PEOPLE ARE PRAYING FOR HIM, I CAN NOT IMAGINE TRYING TO EXPLAIN THE PAIN TO SOMEONE SO YOUNG. I LIVE BY THE SAYING "IF GOD TAKES YOU TO IT, HE WILL TAKE YOU THROUGH IT". I HAD IT ON A CARD WITH A PICTURE OF JESUS ON IT HANGING IN MY BATHROOM WHERE I WOULD SEE AND READ IT EACH MORNING.....BELIEVE ME IF IT WERE NOT FOR FAITH I WOULD NOT HAVE MADE IT THIS FAR. MAY GOD COMFORT YOU AND ANSWER YOUR PRAYERS. KEEP GOD IN YOUR HEART AND PRAYERS ON YOUR LIPS AND YOU WILL SOMEHOW SEE THIS TO THE END (AND HOPEFULLY A GOOD ONE AT THAT). PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I CAN HELP IN ANYWAY.
LOVE AND PRAYERS
KELLY O'BRIEN
KELLY O'BRIEN <KELOBRIEN_564@HOTMAIL.COM>
PALMYRA, MO USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 5:40 PM CST

Hi Ryan,

This is Sophie. Remember me? My Mommy went to school with your Mommy, and we had some good times together at the apts. I haven't forgotten you and wanted to tell you that Mommy has shown me how to pray for you. We love you and Mommy is going to send you a blanky in the mail. Mommy also wants to tell Andrea and GMA Sherry that she still carries her cross that you gave her (when whe was sick) in her purse, and we hold it when we pray, it works, and we know it will work for you too.

Love from,
Sophie

XOXOXOXOXOX

P.S. Hey Andrea - Sophie wanted to write Ryan a letter, so I had to help out! Hoping that things are better. I know you don't have much time at home, but if you are home tomorrow (Sat.), I would love to make a trip to see you. Please call if you can. 769-7520 Love you guys and praying for you.

Love from,
Nicky, Sophie and Luke
Nicky, Sophie and Luke Foster <nfoster_03@earthlink.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 3:30 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan
I know first hand how difficult the decisions are when it comes to this tumor. Please know that whatever decision you make is the right one for your son. These are decisions that no parent should ever have to make but unfortunately for reasons that we cannot explain we find ourselves having to make them. Please know that you are not alone and there are people all across the country who will be praying and be there when you need support. Keeping Ryan and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Melanie (Isaac's mom) Caringbridge.org/wa/isaac <mtropple@comcast.net>
Vancouver, wa - Friday, March 26, 2004 2:58 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that we all thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers. Have a safe trip to St. Louis tomorrow. JJ, Andy and Ian all send their love to Ryan.
Love ya guys!

annette campbell <annettecampbell@aol.com>
st. charles, mo - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:11 PM CST

Andrea and Philip, I am doing everything in my power to help with your burdens. I have so many people in the working community who I have approached and all of them are so willing to help you. When we need people to be there for us, they are. I will keep working for your cause and to make sure Ryan has what joy I can give him for now. You are special people and I know if this were me you would be there also. Andrea you have always been such a friend of Dustin, you never turned him away. We are there for you. Aunt Barb
Aunt Barb <partney.inc@earthlink,net>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, March 25, 2004 7:51 PM CST

I am a co-worker of Carol Mc Cain. She has told us all about what is going on with your little boy. I had my church pray for Ryan in their last prayer meeting. We will be keeping Ryan and your whole family in our thoughts and Prayers.
Ashley White <garyandashley10052002@juno.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, March 25, 2004 4:53 PM CST

Hey guys, hope and am praying today that all went or is going well with the doctor visit. Have a safe trip to Louisiana and be very careful.
Love you all
Gram Bet
Gram Bet <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:56 PM CST

Andrea,Phillip, & Ryan,
It was great to meet ya'll today. I hope we will stay in touch. Please have a safe trip to St. Louis, and maybe to the Mayo Clinic( sometime ). Cause you never know. If I have learned anything in my life it's "if mamma has a feelin', go with it" Please remember you are in our thoughts and prayers and we will do anything to help ya'll.
I have spread the word throughout my family and they will be putting Ryan on the prayer lists at their churches. My friends are doing the same. God has Ryan in His hands and loves him even more than you do. Keep your faith, even though I know it's hard, believe that miracle you've asked for.

Stay in touch and let me know how the weekend goes.

Love and prayers,

Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, tn usa - Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:35 PM CST

I found Ryan's web page from Isaac's and just wanted to stop in and say hello and I will add Ryan to my prayers. I am so sorry that another family has to go through this pain. Take care of yourselves.

www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy
Paula (Mitch's mom) <Phstyln!@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Thursday, March 25, 2004 1:34 PM CST

Hey sis and Phil,
I'm hoping and praying that all is goin well with the doctor today! You know I will do anything and everything to help you guys right now and forever!!!! And this does include the offer I made to you the other day. Keep your chin up and give Ryan lots of hugs and kisses from me until I see him this weekend!!!!

Ry, Stay strong buddy, and meme will have a surprise for you this weekend. We both know that's what I am good for!!! I love you kiddo!!!!!!

meme <mkymse10@hotmail.com>
st peters, mo usa - Thursday, March 25, 2004 10:47 AM CST

Dear Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,
I am thinking of you all and hope you have a better day today! At least the pain medication is helping your little fellow to get some rest. It is a very scary time and please know you are not alone. There are people from all over the world who are saying prayers for you all.
Thank you for visiting my nephew Isaac's website and for your kind words.
Sincerely, Linda Tropple <lindatrop@yahoo.com>
Pleasanton, California - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:49 AM CST

Dear Ryan and family,

I am sorry to see that another child has to go through the trauma of having a brain stem glioma. I pray God blesses you through this journey. By the way, I'm a member of Quilts of Love, an organization that makes online quilts for children with cancer and other illnesses, and we would love to make one for Ryan. Just come by our site and check us out. My friends and I will pray for you.

Bryanne Weaver <weaverbj@nsuok.edu>
Tahlequah, OK USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:39 AM CST

Dear Ryan and family,
I have classes with your Grandma Sherry and I consider her a good friend of mine. I know she loves you very much and I want you to know that you and your family have been on my mind and in my prayers every day. Andrea and Phillip, I pray that God gives the two of you and Ryan strength, courage, and comfort as you face the days ahead. I would like to share my favorite scripture with you found in Proverbs 3:5-6. "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths." He not only walks with you on your journey, He carries you when the going gets tough.
If you need anything at all, do not hesitate to call.
Love in Christ,
Cathy
Cathy Vance <cvance@centurytel.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:16 PM CST

Hey Buddy -
It was good talking to you today. I hope your headache has gone away. I will see you soon. Phillip and Andrea - Don't look back and don't doubt your decisions. Pray for God's guidance in the decisions you make and they will be the right ones for both of you, Ryan, and baby E.
MIL <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 24, 2004 10:11 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip & Ryan

You are in our prayers. You have been wonderful friends to us and we would like to return the favor to you. We are here if you need us for anything. We love you all very much

Hi Ryan, I can't wait until we can go play again. I like playing with you and your toys. I pray with my mommy everynight for you. God will take care of you. Love Christian
Richard & Renee Gerald & Christian <rrgerald4@hotmail.com>
Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:03 PM CST

Ryan,
I am a classmate of your Grandma Sherry and I just wanted to tell you that I think of you and your family every day. I will continue to pray for you all because I know that with God all things are possible.
God Bless You All,
Sue Bridgman <mbsb74@marktwain.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:51 PM CST

Ryan, Andrea, and Phillip,
Ryan wasn't at school today and I have wondered all day if he has been feeling worse. I hope that yesterday was not too much for him. I want you to know that Ryan and your family are always on my mind. I E-mailed all of the Elementary School Staff in Hopkinsville to tell them about Ryan and to ask for their prayers. Several people wrote back and said that they would pray for Ryan and thanked me for letting them know. I have had Ryan's name put on our prayer list at church and have asked others to put his name on the prayer list at their churches. I tell you this just because I want you to know that there are people out their praying for little Ryan's recovery and for that miracle. I read some of the other entries in the guestbook and was encouraged by some of them. Please keep me informed on his progress and let me know if there is anything that I can do for you. I truly feel like Ryan is one of my own. He is such a sweet boy and the two of you have done a great job raising him. Good luck and may GOD BLESS YOU! I love you Ryan, Hugs and Kisses OOOOO XXXXXX Ms. Susan
Susan Bolinger <sbolinge@christian.k12.ky.us>
Pembroke, KY Christian - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 4:05 PM CST

I am so sorry to hear about Ryan. We are praying for you guys, and I believe he will pull through this - Something strong about that name of his ya know :) Love you!

Jenn & Josh Morgan <jennlwink@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 3:25 PM CST

Andrea and Phillip,
I just want to let you know I have been praying for Ryan everyday. Ryan is like family to me and I wish he didn't have to go through this. I just pray things will get better soon. But you know I am here for you all and don't hesitate to call if you need anything, just let me know. Love, Jen
Jennifer Henry <jennmicheele2004@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 3:10 PM CST

Ryan, I am your Grandma Sherry's teacher at her school. She is a good student. I bet she gets that from you! I hope you are feeling better today. I am offering up prayers for you and your family.
Holly Henze <hjhenze@adams.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:19 AM CST

I haven't signed the guestbook before because I didn't know what to say to offer you comfort. I suppose what Aunt Carol said is all there is, it is in God's hands and yes, he is still in the miracle making business. He is our strength and our refuge. We love you all.
Aunt Renee <rejewe@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:59 AM CST

Dear Family and Friends,
My name is Linda and I am the aunt to my beautiful nephew Isaac who was diagnosed in October 2003 with this horrible disease.
I certainly understand your shock and grief and as devastated as you are feeling right now, you will pass through this gut-wrenching time and began to just enjoy every moment you have with your beautiful child.
When you have the time, please read Isaac's parent's journal history of their personal struggles and lessons learned as my brother and his wife faced and continue to face the medical community with this horrible disease.
http://www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac
I hope this in some small way will help with your decisions on how and what personal and medical approach is best for your beautiful child and family.
My thoughts and prayer are with you and Ryan as well as the rest of your family and friends.
Sincerely, Linda Tropple <lindatrop@yahoo.com>
Pleasanton, CA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:35 AM CST

Andrea & Phillip,
We just cannot even begin to imagine what you two are going through right now! But I hope that you both know that we are all here for you for the long haul! ANYTHING you need please let us know. Between all of the family we will figure out a way to make sure you have it! And we really beleive that we could beat this! We just have to! See you all soon.
Ryan,
Hey buddy! We hope you're feeling good today, we will see you soon! WE LOVE YOU!!!!!

Uncle Cory, Aunt Heather, & Tony <Bellegens@sbcglobal.net>
Eureka, Mo USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 0:49 AM CST

I love you!
Mom <scourtney209@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, Mo USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:55 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan,
I just want you both to know that I have been, and will continue to pray for Ryan, and for strength for you and your family. God answers prayers. I miss you guys. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do. We Love you all.
The Millers Kris, Brent, Dalton and Hannah <kris_m_2001@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, Mo. 63353 - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:20 PM CST

Andrea,Phillip,and Ryan: We were all so shocked to hear about Ryan and what all of you are going through. We know that God does grant miracles and hopefully with everyones prayers he will grant one for Ryan. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Debbie <dkbmyers@daffron.net>
Louisiana, MO US - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:54 PM CST

Andrea, Philip and Ryan.
We am so sorry to hear about Ryan. There are no words we can say to help easy the impact of the news you recieved about Ryan. All I can tell you is how I felt when I first remember finding out about Steve having cancer. Here were my exact thoughts on the matter....It can beat us or we can beat it... we chose the later. Now with God's help and all of our prayers you can beat this. You guys stay strong and please let us know if we can help in anyway. If you want to try the Seattle hospitals you have a place to stay right here with us. Please take care.
Love Mary Venturi-Schutz and Steve Schutz
Mary and Steve Schutz <ablkdurango@wmconnect.com>
Puyallup, WA USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:20 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan, I was so shocked to hear about Ryan! I have been thinking of him ALOT and praying for him. If you guys need anything at all don't hesitate to ask. Tell Ryan that I said hi and we are praying for him.
Lindsey, Kaden, and Brookelyn <wildchild_7802@yahoo.com>
Frankford, MO USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 6:15 PM CST

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan, I have been thinking of you all so much. I just wanted to let you all know that you are in my prayers and heart. Keep up your spirt. Love, Ashley and Allyson Minor
Ashley Minor <ashley_m_23@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, MO USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:23 AM CST

Andrea, Philip and Ryan
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. We know that God grants miracles and we are praying for one. Your dad is keeping us updated on how things are going. Please let us know if there is anything you need us to do and we'll be happy to help in any way we can. We love you all. God Bless.
Love Aunt Tina and family <minitina2@aol.com>
Festus, MO USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:14 AM CST

Phillip, Andrea, & Ryan,
Your family has been on my heart and in my mind and prayers since hearing your story. I spoke to Phillip this morning on the phone and offered my support & prayers.I have been through exactly what you are going through right now. I know your pain very well. My daughter was only 13 months old when she was diagnosed with Brianstem glioma at Vanderbilt. That was in July of 1998, Ashley is now almost 7 years old. They only gave us days for her to live. But we asked God for a miracle and believed with all our hearts and He gave it to us. She is a walking miracle today. There is soooo much I would like to tell you, I hope you will email me or call me. I will be very happy to do anything I can for your family. Please do not hesitate to let me know. You are in our prayers daily. home(615)758-4281 cell(615)405-0174.
May God continue to Bless your family and your precious little boy. I would love to meet ya'll and have Ryan and Ashley meet, too.
Love & prayers,
Tania Haynes
Tania Haynes <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn. United States - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:33 AM CST

Hi Guys! Thank you for keeping us posted on Ryan and your lives. We think about you everyday and pray things start looking up. Even Kristy thinks of Ryan, I know she even prays for him without being told to. I know we don't get to see you to much, but we love you all and our thoughts are with you. Hope you have a good day.
Love, Lisa, Jack & Kristy <ldye@misn.com>
Potosi, MO - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:09 AM CST

Hey, kids, I don't know what to say. I guess only that, no matter what the messages on this page may be or how inadequate our words, remember that they are out of love for you and Ryan, and yes, even now, baby Elizabeth. We will continue to pray for God's intervention and will support you in any way possible. Love, Aunt Susan
Susan E. Self <selfcaps@aol.com; ss397@stl.rural.usda.gov>
Festus, MO usa - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 7:25 AM CST

IF EVER THERE WAS A NEED FOR GOD TO ANSWER PRAYERS IT IS NOW. RYAN, YOU HAVE BEEN A BLESSING TO SO MANY AND I WANT YOU TO HAVE THIS FROM ME.

RYAN IS A SPECIAL BOY, WHO FILLS OUR HEARTS WITH SUCH JOY,
WE HAVE WATCHED YOU RUN AND WATCHED YOU PLAY,
FOR EVER AND EVER IN OUR HEARTS YOU'LL STAY.
BE SWEET LITTLE RYAN, I'LL THROW YOU A KISS OR TWO,
REMEMBER FOR ME I LOVE YOU AND THROW ME A KISS TOO.

AUNT BARB, DUSTIN AND UNCLE JIM <PARTNEY.INC@EARTHLINK.NET>
ST. LOUIS, MO USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 10:23 PM CST

Phillip, Andrea, and Ryan
I am so sorry to hear about this tramatic ordeal that you all are suffering through. I want you to know that I am praying for you and I think about you all everyday. Let me know if there is anything I can do. Give Rynnie a BIG hug for me.
I have told people at work about you and asked them to pray for you as well. I love you all!

Stephanie and Alycea <stephanieprice_74@hotmail.com>
Mexico, Mo US - Monday, March 22, 2004 9:41 PM CST

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!! And I'm here for you guys in any way you may need. Stay strong! Give my baby LOTS of hugs and kisses for me until I can again!
Meme
st peters, mo usa - Monday, March 22, 2004 9:18 PM CST

Andrea,Phillip and Boobie,
I love you guys sooooooo much and have past the word for everybody I know to pray for Ryan. He is so special to me. As you all are. I wish I could be there with you guys, but you know you can call me any time night or day and I will do what ever you need me to do.

Love and prayers
Gram Bet & Denny
Gram Bet Rogers <rogersbet@yahoo.com>
DeSoto, MO USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 11:47 AM CST

Andrea, Phillip, and Baby Ryan,
We just wanted you to know that we are praying for all of you! Keep us updated.
Love,
Bryca and Steven
Bryca and Steven <bryca10@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO U.S.A. - Monday, March 22, 2004 11:05 AM CST

Dear Andrea, Phillip, and Ryan,

God is with you and so are we. Don't hesitate to call or email. Whatever it is that you need, we are here. Just wish you weren't so far away now. We are praying for you.

All our Love,
Nicky, Sophie and Luke
XOXOXOXOX

Please give Ryan a hug from us.
Nicky Foster <nfoster_03@earthlink.net>
Palmyra, MO USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 9:38 AM CST

Andrea, Phillip, and baby Ryan,
We just want to re-iterate the fact that you guys are in our thoughts and prayers. You have a wonderfully caring support group in your families and friends. They will all be especially important now.

Aunt Sherry, Amy, and Cory,
If there is anything we can do for you or Andrea please, please, please don't hesitate to call or write to ask.
We love you all very much. Stay strong for each other.

Buddy, Debbie and Ashley Hill <donthelegend@cox.net;debhil@hotmail.com>
Mesa, Az USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:22 AM CST

Andrea, Phillip and Ryan, I'm thinking of you all constantly, and praying for you as so many of us back home here in Louisiana, MO.. Love to you all, can't wait to see you.. Love, Nonie Vicki
Vicki Pursifull <vpursifull@bestbuyhomecare.com>
Louisiana, Mo Usa - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:14 AM CST

Annie, Phillip and Ryan, My thoughts and prayers are with you and we know God is still in the miracle making business and we are believing right along with you for one. I love you and would like to just put my arms around you and hold you right now, So, until I can, just know how much I want to.
Love and hugs to all, Aunt Carol
Carol McCain <crlmccn@aol.com>
Pevely, Mo. USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 11:33 PM CST

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