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Thank you for the beautiful sunset Super Luke, I knew I could count on you ;-) You are sooooo missed!! Love for eternity, Tracey xoxo
Tracey <traceyeh639@gmail.com>
Calgary, - Wednesday, July 31, 2013 10:06 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Super Lukie ! I know you are having lots of cake and ice cream with all the other angels !! Love You !!
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Sunday, July 8, 2012 7:50 PM CDT

Happy Birthday in Heaven, baby! Love you Lukie xoxo

Tracey <Tracey.hewison@crossmark.com>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Sunday, July 8, 2012 1:48 PM CDT

Super Lukie sent me one of his messages yesterday, to not forget his birthday coming up! I was sitting in the McDonalds drive thru to get Quinn a McFlurry as a treat, as he's working so hard, gazing into the beautiful evening sky and all of a sudden, thoughts of Luke popped into my head....I hate to admit it, but it had been a long time since that had happened with the crazy business of day to day life....it really does seem that it must come from above. I hope it never stops! Xo
Tracey <Tracey.hewison@crossmark.com>
Calgary, - Friday, July 6, 2012 0:10 AM CDT

Luke certainly catches my heart in those photos. Best wishes :)
Ahlam Ali
london, england britton - Wednesday, December 14, 2011 7:20 AM CST

Thought of you so many times this past week, Super Lukie...thank you for sending the butterfly I requested before we left for holiday...a beautiful yellow Monarch on the beach in Montana, the only one I have seen the whole summer....I was starting to wonder where you were :-) As we all drove home from the theatre tonight, we kept commenting on what a GORGEOUS and rare summer night it was in Calgary...it seems every year on your anniversary to Heaven, we always have the most beautiful day. Such a blessing but none as big as YOU. You are so missed and never forgotten. Love you xoxo
Tracey and family xo
Calgary, - Monday, August 1, 2011 0:38 AM CDT

Super Lukie, I was lying in bed the night before last when all of a sudden, you popped into my head, out of the blue...and I realized, the very next day was your birthday. This kind of freaked me out, as things have been so busy around here and I haven't had much of anything on my mind, other than stress!! Thank you for sending your messages, I really do believe there must be a Heaven...you definitely have some type of connection back to us here down on this much less than perfect earth. I hope you had the most magical, joyful 11th birthday, sweet boy. Love and miss you always xoxoxo Maybe you could send me a butterfly this weekend? I will be watching....
Tracey xoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, July 9, 2011 2:49 PM CDT

HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY SUPER LUKIE !!! Thinking about a very special little boy today on your 11th birthday. You are always in my heart and always on mind. Sending you many birthday hugs and kisses ! Love you so much, we will be together someday for ever and ever. Barb B
P.S. Take care of Jacob, Ty, Peter and Kate !!
Barb Bogner <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Friday, July 8, 2011 7:48 AM CDT

Dear ^Lukie^ Hard to believe that it has been seven years since you went to your heavenly home to live with Jesus. You will never be forgotten though we are apart you are always and forever alive within my heart. I Love You ! Barb
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Saturday, July 31, 2010 7:46 PM CDT

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY SUPER LUKIE
Love you, Barb
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Thursday, July 8, 2010 9:44 PM CDT

Super Lukey, Happy 10th Birthday in Heaven! Sometimes I forget that there is only a year in age between you and Callum. You are so missed, I wish I was looking at photos from the big party you would surely be having down here on earth, but I know there must be some greater purpose for you and hope we can understand one day. Love and kisses xoxox Tracey
Tracey and family xoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Thursday, July 8, 2010 11:23 AM CDT

Dear Angel Lukie, Thinking about you today in a very special way knowing that you are celebrating with Jesus who died on the cross for you. Someday we will all be together forever and ever. Love you so much, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Sunday, April 4, 2010 9:01 AM CDT

Hi Ivy,
Been awhile, but I'm back.
Love to read about your family and everything.
I cannot believe that Autumn is already 4!!!! Time does fly.
I still have my picture of Lukie by my computer and even though I haven't kept in better touch I think about you and your family all the time.
We lost Bob's mom unexpectedly in May so this is going to be a "low" Christmas but we will survive.
God Bless and have a wonderful Christmas and a blessed 2010.
Linda Tracy <linda.nascar@comcast.net>
Lafayette, IN USA - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 6:59 PM CST

Ivy,

I cannot even imagine how much loss you must have and do feel. I never knew your little boy and that is my loss. I am glad you and the rest of your family are doing well. God bless you and your family.

Chris Fackelman
Macon, GA US - Friday, November 20, 2009 8:47 PM CST

The pic at the top is the very first pic you ever sent me of Luke!!! I soooo love it!
Cathy Wiggins <Mommy2Dev@msn.com>
Fort Worth, TX - Sunday, October 4, 2009 10:49 PM CDT

The pic you have at the top of the page right now is one of my favorites of Luke. Those long fluttery eyelashes & his grin make me want to scoop him up & snuggle him!
Liz Reeves <Lizreeves2@aol.com>
Whitehouse, TX USA - Wednesday, September 2, 2009 10:11 PM CDT

Still reading, still listening, always standing by. You and your precious family are always in my heart. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, September 1, 2009 8:47 AM CDT

Hello Ivy,

I had heard about the death of Elizabeth Edward's older child. But it is always kind of a surprise when you read about it happening to someone well known.

I also want to tell you that you should never have to lose journal entries. Type them into Word first and then just cut and paste. Then you can even start one and return to it later. I keep a boilerplate document so that I don't have to retype my titles or all the html for the different fonts and colors. You will never lose a journal entry again if you do it that way!

We very briefly drove through a corner of Ohio on our way to Tennessee. The rolling hills are pretty!

Hope all is as well as can be for you and the rest of the family.

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, August 29, 2009 7:38 PM CDT

Just sitting here thinking about Luke . . .
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH U - Friday, August 14, 2009 11:41 AM CDT

I was crying looking at the pictures of Luke. Espeshilly the one of Daddy. :(
Love,
Jos :(
Joscelyn
Mansfield, OH Springfield - Friday, August 14, 2009 11:15 AM CDT

Hello Ivy,

Thinking of you and praying for Peace from the Father above. I know we will never understand in this life why such innocent young ones are taken, and taken so cruelly, but I know when we see them in Heaven and we will then understand His higher ways and His glorious plan.

I'm sorry that Lukie is not here.

God bless,
Monica & family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, July 31, 2009 4:34 PM CDT

Remembering our "Super Lukie" too special to ever be forgotten. I can't believe that it has been six years now and our pain is the same as the day Luke left us. What an impact Luke has made on my life. The special people who cross our path in this life make the journey more beautiful. Lukie make my journey more beautiful. I love you Lukie with all my heart and all my soul and we will meet again in heaven !!! Barb B.
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Friday, July 31, 2009 7:27 AM CDT

Thinking of you all today as you are missing Super Lukie sooooo much. I know your pain is no less today than it was 6 years ago. Time does not heal. Praying for a peaceful day and a beautiful sunset painted by Luke and Jesus. Right now, even the sky is "crying" (it's raining). Your sweet boy is gone but never forgotten. Through him, I have found so many other families that I would never have come to know if it wasn't for Luke's Legacy. It stinks that it is through the loss of Luke and the pain of other kids that we have become friends. Sending hugs your way.
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Friday, July 31, 2009 1:06 AM CDT

I will be watching the sky on the 31st for the gorgeous sunset that Lukie always sends, I think to show us he loves us and he is doing great up in Heaven (even though he should be HERE, with his family!)...thinking of you all, give the kids a hug, one for yourself and Monte too....love ya...
Tracey xoxo (ps butterly yesterday and rock out of the dryer today!) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, July 30, 2009 0:56 AM CDT

Dear Ivy,

Thinking of you and your family on Lukie's birthday. I'm so sorry that Lukie is not here on this earth. But I praise God for His promises about the saints and know that Lukie is happy to be home.

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, July 8, 2009 5:51 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Super Lukie,
How I wish I could change things and you would be here today to celebrate your 9th birthday with us but I know that you are happy with Jesus today. I look forward to the day when we will all be together for eternity. This life on earth is just a moment but our life with Jesus will last forever. Sending you much love and many hugs today on your special day. I know a lot of celebrating is going on in heaven today. Love you so much, Barb
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Wednesday, July 8, 2009 8:23 AM CDT

Thinking of you sweet Lukie! Im so glad your mom posted one of my ALL time favorite pics of you! I so think of you often and am hoping that my grandmother found you and gave you the biggest hug up there in Heaven from me!

All my Love!
Angel Cathy <Mommy2Dev@msn.com>
Fort Worth, TX - Tuesday, July 7, 2009 1:29 PM CDT

Ivy,
I completely understand wanting to pull away from this site a bit. I'll keep up with ya on Facebook & by email, but I do love peeking in here & seeing pictures of Luke. He was such a sweet little treasure. I'm glad you shared his life (and his illness & death) with us. I'm honored to have "known" him that way. Love ya girl!
Liz Reeves <Lizreeves2@aol.com>
Whitehouse, TX USA - Thursday, July 2, 2009 8:50 PM CDT

Hello Ivy,

You wrote, I have a lot of anger over the whole thing, & the fall-out since. Only other bereaved parents can even get a glimpse of what I am talking about. It is absolutely crazy to see how much is affected by childhood cancer....So even though it is 6 years out, there are big gaps in my psyche that simply are still raw with emotion and I'm not sure will ever be whole again.

Sometimes I don't know whether to cry or be glad when others express the VERY SAME strong feelings I have about losing a child. Particularly the "fall-out." The fall-out can be tremendously huge and not many will understand that. I think of the "fall-out" all the time as every aspect of our lives, even our dreams at night, are forever changed.

I'm with you. Even with faith this is a very hard struggle. I'm sure you miss Lukie so very much and as with our family I wish so much it had not happened to your family.

Thinking of your family often.

Love and God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, June 25, 2009 5:35 PM CDT

My dear Ivy,
I'm not sure you'll remember me - maybe Pinata/Luke's birthday will bring me to mind. I still have Lukie's picture on my fridge. He smiles at me while I'm doing dishes. I love to remember him and the wonderful family that loves him sooooooo much. Every July/August I get a sad feeling and realize it's the anniversary of Luke getting his angel wings.
I'll always remember him!!
Jeanine <jeanrm2003@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, June 11, 2009 1:45 PM CDT

Dear Super Lukie, Tonight Beth and I visited your grave. We left you a colorful little pinwheel. How we both wish that we could have known you. You are very special to both of us. We love you very much. Sending sunny thoughts your way today and always, Barb
Barb Bogner <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Sunday, May 24, 2009 8:21 PM CDT

My Dear Super Lukie, Happy Easter with Jesus !! I visited your grave this evening. It was a very beautiful evening and so peaceful. Many people were out visiting their loved ones also. This is Resurrection Sunday and I know that you live with your Savior Jesus. Sending you much love and many hugs, Barb
Barb Bogner <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, April 12, 2009 7:30 PM CDT

I am praying for you and always will..............Your pictures of you and Luke are so beautiful, loving and heartfelt. I can remember when they were taken.... My Lori's date she passed away is this month..March 30th....As soon as I turn the page on the calender it is there.......My eyes drop down to it.........remembering..................But we must go on and we do............day by day. As I know you do too. My heart is with you and Monte, always as you know Im only an email away. Lin http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jimmyjoe/
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl USofA - Sunday, March 8, 2009 11:00 AM CDT

need to check my mail
Joseclyn Easley <joseclyn@verizon.net>
Baltimore, Md United States - Saturday, February 14, 2009 1:02 PM CST

Dear Ervin family,

Thank you for sharing this webpage with me. Luke is your little angel and seeing his pictures brought tears to my eyes. I know you will hold him in your heart forever.

Love,
April Wilson
April Wilson <awilson@ncstatecollege.edu>
New Washington, Oh United States - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:43 PM CST

Dearest Angel Lukie, I am always reminded of you on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day when I hear the wonderful Christmas Story read from Luke. You were truly a gift from God and I am so happy that you are in my life each and every day. You are thought about tonight in a very special way. Missing you and loving you so much, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 5:18 PM CST

Well, it seems as though I missed your birthday Ivy. I saw it on the calendar and had every intention of getting here and at work today when I realized it was already the 23rd- well, I had to run home to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! So, while I'm here I might as well wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS too, since it is technically Christmas Eve already. Have a great holiday and be careful out there, the roads were nast tonight.
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 0:55 AM CST

Happy Birthday, Ivy!!! I think I have just missed it by a few hours...I was out shopping till 1:30 AM at Walmart and Superstore, finishing off stocking items :-) The tree is up but I have to finish decorating. Quinn had hockey till after 10pm and then I had to drop everyone off at home before carrying on to the store. I was just checking some emails and then I remembered....Ivy's birthday!! I hope you had a lovely day, I hope you are all ready for Xmas...I will be back tomorrow to read your post.

Much love and birthday hugs,
Tracey xoxo <traceyhewison@Shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 3:40 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JOSCELYN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

I can't believe you are ten today! Hope you have a great day at school and a wonderful birthday. Happy Birthday!
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 9:48 AM CST

To hear your voice just a few minutes ago made an "old lady" very happy. God Bless You and your wonderful family.
Linda <linda.nascar@comcast.net>
Lafayette, IN USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 6:40 PM CST

Hello Ivy,

I agree with you, our world is changing and I am so concerned for those who do not have Jesus Christ as their Savior. I also know that America is not referenced in Revelation, which to me means we will no longer be a main player on the world scene. No surprise, when I look how far our nation has fallen from true faith.

No matter how tough things become we can at least know that in the end God will win.

Praying for you guys!!

Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, November 23, 2008 5:48 PM CST

Love the pictures Ivy. Autumn is a beauty! and great angle on the hay maze.... I wish I had thought of that! take care!
Beth Hostettler <thehoss@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH - Thursday, November 6, 2008 6:07 AM CST

Hi Ivy, As usual I enjoy visiting Luke's special page. I love all the "new" photos. How cute that Autumn wore Lukie's panda bear outfit. Hey, Batman looks pretty good !!!! Enjoy this beautiful weather before that "white stuff" starts to fall. I am very, very proud of you going to school and having a very busy life with all the kids. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love you, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Monday, November 3, 2008 9:52 AM CST

Hello to my friend living in the land of "Joe the Plumber"!!!

I hope you are all doing OK and that your nursing studies are going well. I really don't seem to get on the computer that much anymore and our schedule is a bit different with both Aubrey and Noah at Our Lady of Peace.

But I am keeping your family and our nation (sob) in prayers. Our children faded from our lives and now America and our Christian heritage are also fading, fast, from our lives.

God bless,
The Paquette Family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, October 26, 2008 9:51 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUTUMN! I meant to make it here yesterday but was having a cleaning spree and as your mommy knows- once you get started you better not stop!!! Hope your birthday was fantastic and that you had losts of cake and ice cream for me. I can't believe it has been 3 years already! Sending you lots of (((HUGS)))!
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, October 19, 2008 8:47 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE MISS AUTUMN, HUMMMMM ! Your birthday just happens to fall on Sweetest Day !!!! Maybe because you are such a sweetie pie !!!! Hope your special day is "GREAT" !!! Have Fun !!!! East lots of birthday cake and ice cream !!!! It's Happy Presents Day !!!! I can't believe that your are three years old already, I remember the day that you were born. Jesus loves you and I love you, ((( Hugs )))
Barb

Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Saturday, October 18, 2008 7:33 AM CDT

Hi Ivy, You and Luke have been on my mind and in my heart so much lately. I think of you constantly. Sending sunny thoughts your way today and always. Love you both, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Monday, October 13, 2008 1:54 PM CDT

Sending love and hugs from Portland. All is well here. Everybody is healthy and we're having a beautiful fall.

Nan & family xxoo
www.caringbridge.org/visit/johanlofas

Nan Lofas
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 0:05 AM CDT

Dear Ivy,

I know, I know...time does not heal. Maybe people think we are criticizing God if we don't say or act as if He has taken away all our pain and suffering. I think of Gabbie and Lukie and all the cancer kids and how their suffering in this life was not removed until they died. They carried their very heavy crosses until the day they died. And so my cancer is Gabbie's death...and I will live with that horrible cancer until I, too, go home.

God's grace is that He helps us carry that cross and He helps us adjust, as you mentioned. I never tell others that it gets better, only that it changes.

Thanking God for your friendship!

Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, September 6, 2008 10:40 AM CDT

Ivy,
Just checkin' in.
Think about you all everyday.
God Bless.
Linda <linda.nascar@comcast.net>
Lafayette, IN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 5:02 PM CDT

Hi sweet girl,
I hope and pray your heart is feeling God's precious comfort as this time of year passes again, this time of commemorating once again.. the earthly completion of a little life so well lived.
Sunset may have marked the final day here, but a glorious and eternal sunrise marks Luke's days forever more. As the song in the video I emailed you a couple of weeks ago reminds us - "no more night, no more pain, no more tears - never crying again. Praises to the GREAT I AM, we will live in the light of the risen Lamb!"

AMEN! Come quickly Lord Jesus!
Love ya friend!
Lynn
Lynn <lynn@legacyofhope.org>
Dothan , AL USA - Friday, August 8, 2008 11:21 PM CDT

Hi Ivy, I have been having puter problems and wanted to message sooner on Luke's page. I rememebr all of the pics you had posted during Luke's last weeks. I had never seen the one of Monty. The feelings so vivid yet, I am sure. Know Luke is looking down at all of you and so very proudly and with such love. I can feel that from my baby Lori. She reminds me to "look up". Much love to all and know I am praying for you all for peace, strength and promise. Love, Lin N Fam.~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
BocaRaton, Fl. USofA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 9:17 AM CDT

Ivy, I never realized how much you and Dane look alike until you posted that picture by the sunset. Thank-you for supporting my Dad and family during this difficult time. After my first miscarriage I remember feeling determined to have some good come out of the bad. You sure have done this, by allowing God to use you to touch others. I will keep your family in my prayers as you continue to grieve the loss of your sweet little boy.
Beth Hostettler <thehoss@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, , OH - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 1:59 PM CDT

Hi Heide,
Sorry it has been so long since I signed in here. I completely understand the edgeyness. Know that we are praying for you.
God bless
Christine
christine <cmbradley6@yahoo.com>
mansfield, oh - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 6:37 AM CDT

Sending you love and hugs from Portland.

Nan & family xxoo
Nan Lofas <lofas1@comcast.net>
Portland, OR - Monday, August 4, 2008 11:18 PM CDT

Ervin Family,
It's been a while since we stopped by to check up on you guys and girls!
Considering Autumn wasn't even here when we checked on you last:]
Your always in our thoughts and prays!
And remember Luke is in way better place right now sending you lots of sunsets and lovelovelove from heaven:]
lovelovelove,
-M- & -N-

Meghan & Nate Gapa www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com>
Lyndonville, NY 14098 - Saturday, August 2, 2008 3:27 PM CDT

Hello Ivy,

I am thinking of you and your family. I am not sure I have ever seen the picture of Monte by the casket before. I am so very, very sorry. Their deaths are the sunsets we never want to see in this life but that will turn into the most beautiful sunrise in heaven.

Praying for you,
Monica and family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, August 1, 2008 4:43 PM CDT

Thinking of yall today and lifting yall up in prayers!! I so remember today 5 years ago...... I love yall!!
Cathy Wiggins <Mommy2Dev@msn.com>
Fort Worth, Texas USA - Thursday, July 31, 2008 5:11 PM CDT

Monte, Ivy, Joscelin, Dane & Autumn,
We're thinking of you today! Just wanted you to know that you're loved!
Liz Reeves <Lizreeves2@aol.com>
Whitehouse, TX USA - Thursday, July 31, 2008 3:07 PM CDT

I have been here for five years too. I feel like my life has been changed forever by Luke who was my first Caringbridge child and all of the other children and families that I have loved and supported since finding Luke's site. My love to all of you on this day when we all remember Luke.

Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, July 31, 2008 2:24 PM CDT

Dear Sweet Luke- 5 years ago I did not know you or your family, or anything about CaringBridge. Through you, I have come to know your family and have followed many others in their journey. I so wish things were different and that you were here for me to meet. Today is a very hard day for your family and I know you are watching over them. They miss you terribly and can't wait until you are all together again. Send Mommy a beautiful sunset tonight. You are my little hero and will always be remembered for the courageous little boy you were. Fly high Super Luke...fly high.

Thinking of you all today and wishing you a beautiful sunset.
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Thursday, July 31, 2008 1:14 PM CDT

Thinking of you and your family today.....love,Kathy
Kathy Welch
Lexington, Ohio USA - Thursday, July 31, 2008 12:12 AM CDT

Love ya ladybug! I was just thinking last night how you're coming up on the anniversary again. In a lot of ways, I'm amazed that it's been five years...but in other ways, I know that just means it's been FIVE years. Wow. I'm glad you're hanging in there & have inspired me and loved me so much in the past few years. You're a treasure, girlfriend. I'm praying for ya!
Liz <Lizreeves2@aol.com>
Whitehouse, TX USA - Saturday, July 26, 2008 0:32 AM CDT

Especially this time of year you are heavy on my heart. There is awesome comfort in knowing that you are walking hand in hand with our precious Saviour as your comforter and strength.
Melissa <mehartley7@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 22, 2008 9:14 AM CDT

Ivy,
I feel like an insensitive boob. The plans I made to meet you in Ohio, wondering why I hadn't heard from you, not even thinking twice that it is July and you would be, of course, struggling. Please forgive me my "cyber friend" and know I think of you often and am amazed at your strength and courage to go on. Brian read you for the first time tonight. He has never shown an interest in all the years I've visited sites, but wanted to visit your's. He too is amazed by you and Monte. My prayers are with you, especially this month brave family.
Deirdre <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, July 21, 2008 10:15 PM CDT

Hello Ivy and family,

That is a wonderful picture of Lukie and your mom and I don't think I've seen it before. I know July is an exceptionally painful month for your family. I know that imagining our loved ones in heaven can be comforting and at the same time a painful reminder that they have left us. This many years later...the grief marches on.

Praying for strength in your losses and praying that God bless Lukie's story here on earth.

God bless,
Saint Gabbie's Family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, July 14, 2008 4:59 PM CDT

Ivy girl, I'm always reminded when you talk about Luke's birth/death dates that he & my Samuel were the same age. Born just a couple of months apart, I always picture Luke & Samuel being best buddies if Lukie was still here. Our beliefs & homes & parenting styles are so similar that I really do believe they'd be best friends if we'd lived a little closer.

I'm sorry I missed the actual day, but happy (late) birthday to Luke. I bet the celebration in Heaven was pretty spectacular!
Liz <Lizreeves2@aol.com>
Whitehouse, TX USA - Thursday, July 10, 2008 11:36 PM CDT

Ivy,
I just gave blood in memory of Luke.He was born on my favorite uncle's birthday(who has since passed away)Bless you all and know you are in my thoughts every day.
Linda Tracy <linda.nascar@comcast.net>
Lafayette, IN 47905 - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 5:57 PM CDT

Sending (belated) wishes that your Luke came to you in the form of warmth and sunshine on your special day.

lisa
jersey shore, nj - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 2:16 PM CDT

Happy 8th Birthday in Heaven, Lukey, I hope it is glorious, sweet boy. Miss you sooo much, miss hearing about all your adventures with Joscelyn and trying to think of silly jokes to send to you. Thank Mom for posting that wonderful photo of you and your Grandma on your special day, I have never seen that one and it is WONDERFUL! Thinking of you all, especially your family left behind....one day, you'll all be together again, of that I feel sure.
(((Hugs for Ivy, Monte, Josc, Dane, Autumn and family)))
Love Tracey and family xoxo
ps Ivy, I hope you got that sunset.
pps You are wonderful to be giving blood, you always think so much of others, that's why I love ya!
Tracey <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
calgary, - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 10:53 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Luke! Miss you in Sunday School but I know you can't beat being with Jesus. He is a better teacher than me. Hugs in Heaven, pumkin.
Love,
Miss Annie
Annie Weirich
Bellville, OH United States - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 9:26 PM CDT

Just thinking of you on this day.
Love ya.
Erica B <ebayes@neo.rr.com>
- Tuesday, July 8, 2008 8:14 PM CDT

Dear Super Lukie, Happy Heavenly 8th Birthday ! ! ! What can I say? How I wish that things were different and I was calling your house to tell you Happy Birthday. How I wish I going out to Toys R Us and buying you a favorite toy. How I wish I could drop by with my camera an take your birthday picture. Please know that you are loved by many people and will never be forgotten. I know that one day we will be together and what a wonderful day that will be. Take care of Grandma and soon we will see you. Sending you much love and many "superman" hugs, love you so much, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO 44903 - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 2:04 PM CDT

Just stopping by to wish Super Luke another Happy Birthday with Jesus. I'm sure him and Grandma are having a grand party for their birthday's. I know how you long to have him here, with you, celebrating his 8th birthday. I hope God grants you the perfect sunset, as he has in the past. Just one more sign from your sweet baby boy that Heaven is all we hope it will be. Even though you can't have Luke here with you like we all wish, you will see him again someday for eternity. That, I believe, will have been worth the wait. Thinking of you all and praying you have a memorable day with Joscelyn and Monte as you all remember Luke and the times you shared.
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 11:37 PM CDT

Hi Ivy. What you mentioned in your latest entry..so very right on. I too wonder when I go...........my sister said Lori will meet me at the gate. What a poetic and beautiful vision.........but yes, missing the physical being is so hard...We live life and wait. God is in control and the older I get thru wisdom and believing I know....have a great day and the kids are so gorgeous! Hug them for me. I am glad your hubby is ok. So, you had first hand experience on a bleeder?? Yikes...........That could only happen once in a lifetime. Enjoy summer. I love checking in on you guys. Love, Lin n Crew~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 8:03 AM CDT

Hi Ivy,

It's hard to believe that it has been almost 5 years since Luke went to be with Jesus. I am sure that the pain hasn't let up with the passing of time.

The pictures of the kids are so cute! What a pretty young lady Joscelyn is! And Dane and Autumn - what cuties! I have looked for you at church to show you my new granddaughter Jillian, but I seem to miss you (not hard to do in a church the size of ours!) I think that 3 will be enough for Holly, but I can keep hoping for more!

Hope you and your family have a great and safe holiday week-end!

Love, Kathy
Kathy Welch
Lexington, Ohio USA - Monday, June 30, 2008 11:56 AM CDT

Hello Ivy,

It's about time you updated! What a scary story about Monte's accident--good thing you are almost a nurse don't you think! All your kids are growing up so fast. How strange that time can go slow from the perspective of being away from the departed child but so frightenly fast from the perspective of watching our surviving children.

On a serious note, I know July is an extra hard month and I will certainly be praying extra prayers.

Keep up the good school work!!

God bless,
Monica & family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, June 28, 2008 10:07 PM CDT

Hi Ivy!

I miss you!! Congrats on doing so well in school, I never doubted you would come out with all A's :-) You are a star! I cannot believe how big Miss Autumn is getting, Dane and Josc too, I hope they are all having a wonderful, fun summer :-) Scary about Monte's ankle, very glad he is ok! We are just into day 2 of summer holidays, it is wonderful, haven't done much yet but we'll get to it. So far it's all stuff like dentist, haircuts, laundry, etc. but the boy are over at their cousin's house right now having a short playdate.It's beautiful and sunny and I managed to get out for a good, fast paced walk, up and down hills, I worked up a good sweat. Drop me a line when you can, ok?
love and big hugs, missing Lukey always (was just talking about him with my sister Angie yesterday!),
Tracey xoxoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Saturday, June 28, 2008 7:44 PM CDT

great pictures of the kiddos. I can't believe how old Autumn is looking! That's great Dane sat still long enough to get his whole face painted. I bet he felt so cool to look at himself in the mirror. Congrats on doing so well in school.I can not imagine keeping up w/ school and a family. You must be a quick learner!? Give us a call if Dane ever wants to let out some of his boy energy w/ my Luke. The two would have fun playing super heroes together..saving the day.Now that preschool is out for the summer we're trying to stay busy or we all go crazy! -take care!
Beth Hostettler <thehoss@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH - Friday, June 20, 2008 3:12 PM CDT

Just stopping in to look at your sweet smile!!! Oh how I think of you Super Lukie and of course miss you to pieces!!!
Cathy Wiggins <Mommy2Dev@msn.com>
Fort Worth, TX - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 3:40 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know you are never far from thought....
Deb M.
Green Bay, WI - Sunday, June 1, 2008 1:51 PM CDT

Just stopping by to wish Ivy a Happy Mother's Day and Monte a Happy Birthday! Too bad it's a rainy gloomy, day. Although, that just means that you can relax today!!
Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 8:34 AM CDT

Ivy,
I know this will be a difficult weekend for you and wanted you to know I'm thinking about you.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, May 9, 2008 9:23 AM CDT

Hello Ivy!

Wow I cannot believe how your children have grown! Joscelyn is beautiful! while scrolling down to your most recent journal entry, I paused at the "ticker" you have on the main page thinking ". . . oh my gosh, I cannot believe it has been that long since Luke went to heaven . . " 4 years, 9 months and 5 days. Oh how I still think of that precious little guy I never met. He stole my heart the first time I visited his site.

I pray things are going well with your classes still. I am sure you all are ready for some summer fun! Much love,
Deb Mathy
GB, WI - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 9:17 AM CDT

Hi Ivy, How are you all doing??? Hope well and getting some warmer weather there. Love, Lin N Crew~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Monday, April 14, 2008 8:42 AM CDT

Hey! I do remember snows like that, I do like it in the south in my old age. Actually I miss seeing kids out sledding etc. Poem gave me a laugh. Love the picture of handsome,content, sweet Dad getting his loven from Autumn. Keep up the good work in college.Take good care. Love Aunt Pat and GAP.
Pat Wilson <pattycake13@hotmail.com >
Roanoke , VA U.S.A. - Friday, April 4, 2008 10:56 PM CDT

Hi Ivy and troops. :0) I loved the poem, how very true. Hope all that white stuff melts soon. If not you maybe have to come down here and visit us for awhile. :0) warning though, its been rainy here and damp. Yuk.........Mother Nature is mad maybe?? Hope not.....Much love, Lin, Jim n Kiddo's~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
BocaRaton, Fl USofA - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 8:56 AM CDT

Thinking of you this Easter Day. Glad we didn't get the snow that the weather called for. I'm about done now! Hoping all is well at the Ervin household and that school continues to go well for you. Just think, Spring is here and it won't be long now til summer break- sorry Joscelyn if you have to make up any snow days!! Have a great rest of the weekend.
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, March 23, 2008 7:29 PM CDT

I liked the poem. My daughter's son was very sick and had a transplant at about the same time that you were all going through this. We were at Egleston. Our Jeremy still seems to be doing good, though with a few ups and downs. My daughter spent months on the AFLAC floor, and now she is also taking nursing classes. I am thinking of you, today. You are a strong person and will be a wonderful nurse! Feel free to share insights with my daughter, Holly. She's just getting started in school.
http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/jembug/
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Thursday, March 20, 2008 3:15 PM CDT

As always, we're thinking of you all here on earth, of Luke with God in His heaven, and praying for you and sending our love to you all. You've been on an unfathomable journey and I'm glad you've shared it with us. I only hope the love and presence of the many of us who've borne witness - and continue to do so - helps ease your way, even if only a litle.

Much love to you, Ervins!

Nan, Johan and family xxoo
www.caringbridge.org/vist/johanlofas
Nan Lofas <lofas1@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 10:11 PM CST

Just thinking of you as the snow continues- or now the rain! I've had about enough shoveling already- we just trade in the shovel for the mower!! The dog sure is loving it though. Hope you have a restful weekend.
Beth L <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 6:39 PM CST

Hi Ivy and family,

A big hello and hug to you all. Sorry I haven't signed in for ages, but know you're all never far from my thoughts and prayers.

Nan xx
www.caringbridge.org/visit/johanlofas

Nan Lofas <lofas1@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 11:32 PM CST

OK Ivy,

Your site is confusing me!! Earlier today I stopped by to check on you and your journal entry for February 19 had white font so I could only read it if I highlighted the text. I was going to stop by tonight to let you know so you could change it before you archived it. But now your main page has a January 22 journal entry while the first entry in your History has February 19 entry. How did you do that??

I see the white font is gone....

Anyway, sorry your family had so many car problems. Seems like those always happen at once. And I can relate to going through lotion because of the cold. I keep lotion near the front door so I can slather my hands right before putting them in gloves.

I think I can honestly say...it's colder here!

Hope all else is well and that you have a great quarter at school.

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 10:06 PM CST

Hi Ivy! Your children are adoreable; I love the new photos.

Just stopped by to say that I think of you all often - obviously I am ecstatic to read about you and Monte-thats fantastic news. Keep up the good ~ albeit hard work!!! Hope classes are still going well.

As always, thoughts and prayers being sent your way.....
Deb Mathy
Green Bay, WI - Friday, February 15, 2008 5:28 AM CST

Hello my sweet friend!

It has been a while since I wrote here. I have not forgotten you for one minute though. We have recently moved so it has been a hectic time since back before Christmas. I wanted you to know I stop in regularly and I love you and think of you so often. My heart was rejoicing as I read the latest entry, that you and Monte have recommitted to one another. BLESS YOUR HEARTS. I know it has been a bumpy road - but I am proud of you for this decision. I am asking the Lord to bless and strengthen your family and reward your commitment to keep your family together and strong. Your family has a special place in my heart and I pray the Lord will make His face to shine on you and be gracious to you, and give you His peace.

Now you stay warm and well! I can only imagine the COLD you are enduring up north! This deep south gal could never make it there! : )

I love you girlfriend!
HUGS,
Lynn

www.legacyofhope.org
Lynn <lynn@legacyofhope.org>
USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 9:39 PM CST

Hi Lin here.....I loved the pics of the kids on the photo page. Gosh, they are getting so big....God Bless them. I remember how you said once "There they Grow". Its true. I use that saying often. :0) He He......... Also, Stay warm and use vaseline intesive care. Its the best. Gold Bond came out with a new one too. Even though we live in Fla. we still get chapped. The sun is harsh and I always have my hands in water it seems from cleaning up after Jimmy-Joe. Love to all. Lin N Fam,.~*Jimmy Joe
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. UsofA - Saturday, January 26, 2008 7:05 AM CST

Miss Ivy,
Thank you for stopping by Catherine's site. I've been thinking about you so much lately as another child I check in on is about to earn her wings and I am broken hearted for them and you. I have also had you in my thoughts because I got a St. Baldrick notice. Will Monte get involved again? Let me know! We'll be out in March for my niece's b-day so maybe this time we can actually come visit!
Caringbridge.org/visit/catherineantalek <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Saturday, January 12, 2008 8:50 AM CST

great site, makes my heart smile!
mandi <xaerofan@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 11, 2008 10:23 AM CST

Ivy, thanks for supporting my family during a rough time. I think it's nice to hear something new about a loved one who has passed, that you didn't know. So I thought I would share that I had the privledge of watching "your" Luke in the nursery once. Someone shared his story w/ me, and I remember feeling honored to be able to spend that time w/ him. He was a special little boy. I'm glad I met him. Love to you and your family!

http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=davidjradke
Beth Hostettler <thehoss@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH - Monday, January 7, 2008 10:12 PM CST

Happy Birthday Ivy, Okay BETH once again beat on the birthday wish. I guess I have just been too busy doing pre-Christmas things to even remember. I hope that your special day was "Great". I may have forgotten your birthday but I will never forget you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Hey, I'm ready to do lunch again. Much love and many hugs, Barb
P.S. I have been thinking about Luke alot lately, I seem to do this every December as I am reminded of the Christmas Story in Luke and he always is on my mind every December and all through the year. Hope you had a "Super Lukie Christmas" Luke, I love you.
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Friday, December 28, 2007 10:01 AM CST

Thank you so much for stopping by Chase's website and signing the guestbook. I draw strength from the messages.
I am so glad Christmas has come & gone since we had to spend it without my precious son, Chase, this year. I know that he and Luke had an awesome Christmas being with Jesus and all of our loved ones who have gone on before us. I can't wait to join them. What a reunion that'll be!!!
I hope you & your family had a wonderful blessed day. I keep you in my prayers.
DeAnna ~ Chase's heartbroken moma <Chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
USA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 5:37 PM CST

Hello ALL! I hope Santa visited you all last nite and left some nice goodies under that tree!! :0) Santa...(our neighbor J.B. lol) came to visit. All the kids were asleep and that was funny because when they woke up none of them remembered him standing at the foot of their beds saying Ho,ho,ho! Or should I say they thought they were "dreaming". lol. Ya gotta love neighbors that go all out!!!:0) . lol. But anyway, I couldnt let today go by without wishing one of my fav. families a happy Holiday and the most blessed Christmas ever. You have a great day, hug a lot... eat a lot.... enjoy a lot. Much love, Lin, Jim, Angel Lori, Mike, Amy n Jimmy-Joe.~* P/S I hear it was your birthday Ivy??? Have a GREAT day! http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jimmyjoe/
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 8:21 AM CST

Lordy, Lordy, Look who's 40!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY! Hope you have a great weekend and I'm soglad to hear you are all ready for Christmas. It's hard to believe it'll be Christmas in 4 days. Merry Christmas to you all!

P.S.- I am first, I won today.
Beth Leppo <beanieb@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 8:21 AM CST

Though I don't know you, I found you cb page while visiting another. I appreciate your posting about being thankful for the thorns, what good thoughts, thanks for sharing it. I have spent some time reading some of your journal entries and crying for your family. Our four year old son had an astrocytoma tumor removed from his cerebellum in June. We are schedule at 3 month intervals for MRIs, next one this Friday. I marvel at your strength and faith. May God continue to sustain you and may your family have a Merry Christmas.
Trina Shaw
Trina Shaw <tshaw@esu10.org>
Kearney, NE - Monday, December 17, 2007 12:25 AM CST

Merry Christmas!

Love, Colton's family

www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
Laura
ca - Saturday, December 15, 2007 0:26 AM CST

Rats, even later for Jos! I have to get my calendar in order....

Happy (belated) Birthday, Joscelyn!!! It sounds like you had a truly wonderful birthday :-) You are growing up so quickly, into the finest of young ladies. I love the photo of you with Luke, I have not seen that one before, what little cuties. That is how I remember you and Luke from when we first 'met'....you are forever the very best big sister a little boy could wish for.

Ivy, I am so happy to hear how well you are doing in school, I am not even surprised, I always knew you were a smart cookie :-) I am happy also to discover it is not so stressful and you are enjoying it all, yay! Good luck on your finals!

I have to run, I have so much to do and not long to do it...I too am having trouble finding my Christmas spirit this year, but I know that once I am together with family and friends, the love and magic will come flowing through.

Big hugs,
Tracey xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Monday, December 10, 2007 10:39 AM CST

Happy Birthday Joscelyn!! I forgot how close in age she is to Aubrey. We eat LOTS of ramen noodles at our house too. I even will drain them and then add garlic and cheese--very good but very fattening.

Ivy, I knew you would do well in your classes. I will still keep praying that God bless your studies. How fun to meet new friends.

I'm not into Christmas shopping either. Everytime I think I'm done I remember other things that need to be done.

God bless you and your family,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, December 6, 2007 10:40 PM CST

Happy Birthday to dear sweet Jos! Gosh, 9 already. Time is zipping by.........Wish we could slow down the years sometimes, right??? Ivy good luck on your tests. I give you a lot of credit for going back to school. My math skills are so poor Im still counting with stones and pebbles. lol. DEFINATELY on my fingers and toes stages. The kids always yell.......NO!!!!! when I ask if I could help with their homework. They'd get worse grades when Mom here lent a helping hand. lol. Oh well. Have a GREAT Holiday~* Peace to you and the family and we remember our sweet children that when on to be with Jesus.......I picture them all taking turns to sit on God's great knee. Much love to you all. Lin, Jim, Angel Lori, Mike, Amy n Jimmy-Joe~*Jimmy Joe
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 7:28 AM CST

Happy Birthday Joscelyn! Hope you had a great day and school and some yummy birthday dinner when you got home.
I bet there was cake and ice cream too!!

P.S.- the only reason mom beat me was because I was gone all day celebrating my sister's birthday at the Pine Tree Barn in Wooster!!
Beth L <beanieb@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 5:26 PM CST

Okay let get this right today !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSCELYN !!! I hope your special day is "GREAT". I hope you get lots of presents and have lots of ice cream and cake too. Many birthday hugs, Barb

P.S. Ivy, I beat Beth today on the birthday wish !!!!!
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 1:14 PM CST

Oh what a fool I am. I always do this on December 2nd. I know it is NOT Monte's birthday but Katia's dad Myron's birthday. When Beth reminded me yesterday I still came here to wish Monte a Happy Birthday. Some year I will get this right. Ivy I know you will a kick out of this. Have a Great day anyway Monte. Love you, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Sunday, December 2, 2007 12:52 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONTE !!!!
It's "YOUR" special day !!! Enjoy !!! Eat lots of birthday cake and ice cream and Hey you don't have to share with anyone because it's "YOUR" day !!!! May this birthday bring you life's real gifts . . . good health, friendship and love. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! Hugs, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Sunday, December 2, 2007 7:15 AM CST

Thank you for the thorn story again. I remember reading it a few years back. Its still so true. Much Love and Happy Thanksgiving. Lin Jim N Fam.~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 7:28 PM CST

Thoughts and prayers from Roanoke VA. I always end your up dates with tears in my eyes, how it would be nice to have an eraser to wipe out all the pain on this planet.
Read where Heaven was nothing but LOVE how it would be nice to wrap ones self in it. Think of all often Love and prayers GAPAT
Pat Wilson <pattycake13@hotmail.com>
Roanoke, VA USA - Sunday, November 18, 2007 8:24 PM CST

I love the description of the way that Dane is getting to know Luke and understanding who he is as his brother. Sometimes these little ones seem so wise. Luke is a wonderful brother for Dane and Dane is a wonderful brother for Luke. Bittersweet but still sweet.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 3:22 PM CST

Argh - Not Dane's clown costume, Autumn's clown costume. One slip of the fingers on the keyboard......

Nan xx
Nan Lofas <lofas1@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, November 12, 2007 0:19 AM CST

Hi Ervins,

Great Halloween photos! Dane's clown costume looks identical to the ones that Finn and Ava wore two years ago (you would think they were twins, they always wear the same Halloween costumes - this year they were both chickens!)

So sorry to hear that Autumn is battling asthma. That is no fun! We'll be praying for her.

Glad to hear school is going well for all, and that your math brain kicked in (I'm impressed because I don't have one :). We're all well here in Oregon and have enjoyed great weather so far - lots of late-autumn sunshine.

Love to you all,

Nan & family (Lars, Johan, Finn and Ava xx)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/johanlofas
Nan Lofas <lofas1@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, November 12, 2007 0:14 AM CST

Cute pics! Poor Autumn. My kids had a form of asthma when they were young and out grew it if that makes it any better. Glad all else is going well. I'm praying for you guys.

with love, <deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 7:33 AM CST

Darn, a day late!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUTUMN!!! I can't believe you are TWO already, it seems like yesterday that you arrived to bless this world! Have the most wonderful party on Sunday, can't wait to see the pics!

Ivy, please stop by Andrew's page and pray for him...
www.caringbridge.org/visit/andreweyssens
He needs all the prayers he can get, please all faithful readers of St. Luke's site, pray for Andrew! Thanks so much. I'll be sure to pray for your friends too, Ivy.

Give the birthday girl a big kiss from me!!
love Tracey xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Friday, October 19, 2007 12:47 AM CDT

Here I am a day late :-(
Hope Miss Autumn had a very Happy 2nd Birthday!
Mom only won this one because I reminded her- HAHAHA! I'll have to do better next birthday (which I believe is yours Ivy!) Glad everything's going well as the days just keep going by faster and faster.
Beth <beanieb@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Friday, October 19, 2007 7:50 AM CDT

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY MISS AUTUMN, Today is your special day. It's Happy Presents Day. Eat lots of ice cream and cake. When the gifts are all opened asked "Is that all????" Hurray! Have Fun! Just bringing a wish for a terrific birthday! Love you bunches, Barb
Barb <babogner@eathlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Thursday, October 18, 2007 8:12 AM CDT

Dear Ivy,

Based on the date of your journal entry I'm assuming your math test is completed--hope it went well!! Math can be tricky. In college I had to have a tutor for algebra but then one day during a session something literally clicked and it all came together. Of course, it's gone again and I know I will need to study again in order to understand Aubrey's homework in a few years.

Thanks for being a friend to me!

God bless,
Monica and family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, October 13, 2007 11:20 AM CDT

Glad to hear you have survived your first 3 weekd of college! Yeah for you! I can;t imgaine how busy you must be balancing school and a family. Hopefully Miss Autumn is still doing well at daycare. Talk to you soon. Love, Beth
Beth L <beanieb@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

Hello Ivy!

Just want you to know I'm praying for your schooling and for your marriage. I know I have to wait a few years for the schooling but I will be so excited when you graduate! You'll make a great and exceptional nurse.

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Mpls, MN - Friday, October 5, 2007 6:10 PM CDT

Hi! Great to see everyone again, even if its only via the net. You know we love ya's. :0) The kids look GREAT! Happy belated birthday to Dane. I couldnt believe how big Autumn got. God's belssings to all. Josc looks brave in the water, if I was there I wouldve been hanging onto you and Dane. lol. Lakes and oceans scare me. Pretty sad for a gal living in Fla. huh??? lol. Oh well.....have a great week. Much love, Lin, Jim n Kiddo's~*Jimmy Joe
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Sunday, September 30, 2007 7:46 AM CDT

Just a note to wish you a happy First Day of School, Ivy!! You have the courage I wish I had. I hope all goes well!

Only through Him,
Deb <debmathy@new.rr.com>
GB, WI - Sunday, September 16, 2007 5:40 PM CDT

Never can beat that Beth to anything !!!!! I guess I will be person #2 to wish Mr. Dane a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY". I can't believe that you are four years old already. Won't be long till you are off to school. Hope your day is filled with fun. Don't eat too much birthday cake and ice cream. Oh why not, don't let anybody else have any. Happy Presents Day, Mr. Dane. Love you, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Thursday, September 13, 2007 12:03 AM CDT

I just wanted to be the first to wish Dane a HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY! MY how time just keeps flying. Just four short years ago Ivy, you were recieving that "potassium" to deliver Dane! (sorry Monte!)
So glad to hear Autumn has finally rounded that corner at daycare. This will make it so much easier on you when you start school next week. Have a great weekend and stay warm!
Beth Leppo <beanieb@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Thursday, September 13, 2007 8:12 AM CDT

Hi, Ivy - it's Kelli, Melissa's friend... I hope you remember me. I just found this page because we visit Jacob Williams' page frequently. (my oldest son is friends w/ Jacob) I just wanted to tell you that I think of you guys and that I'm really proud of you for returning to college! I am also in the RN program out there, so maybe we'll see each other sometime! I begin clinicals in 2 weeks. If you ever need anything or any help/advice, I'm here! It can be very difficult, but it can be done.
Keeping you in my thoughts,
Kelli Eater
Kelli Eater <working2banrn@aol.com>
Lexington, oh usa - Sunday, September 9, 2007 9:00 AM CDT

Oh my gosh.....I have thought and prayed about Luke and your family many many times over the past few years. I followed Luke way back when and then shortly after he went to heaven my computer crashed....I was never again able to find his/your CB site. I saw that you had signed sweet Anna Jane's site and whala!!!

While I am oh so glad to have found your family again, I have just read the last few journal entry's and am so sad to read of the heavy burden you are carrying. Many prayers will be said for you, Monte and your marriage. I can only try to imagine how hard it must be to "go on" after the loss of a child - adding to that the "normal" trials of everyday life. Hopefully the deep faith you have will continue to sustain you.

I am happy to read that Autumn (the sister I didn't know Luke had until I found your site again!) has decided that day care is not all that bad - that has had to reduce your stress level some??

Hopefully, things will only continue to improve in your life, Ivy. I know sometimes faith is a hard thing to lean on - just remember all things happen - only through HIM.

Sending love and prayers you way,
Deb Mathy <debmathy@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, September 8, 2007 8:41 PM CDT

Dear Ivy,

I just want you to know I am thinking of you and praying for you every day. I pray nightly for my own marriage and it reminds me to pray for yours.

I'm also so sorry that Autumn is having a hard time adjusting as I know that only makes it harder for you. I will pray also for this that she soon adjusts. If it helps, I've heard of children having trouble making the adjustment but have yet to hear of a child who didn't eventually make the adjustment!

While our kids will probably never ride the school bus I do know what you mean about school and the departed child. Gabrielle would now be in second grade and it breaks my heart to know she never even saw the insides of any school.

Ivy, know that God cares deeply for you in all these difficult troubles. It may seem otherwise but I know His promises are sure even when life seems the exact opposite.

I'm so sorry for all your pain.

Love and God bless,
Monica, Gabbie's Mama

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, September 7, 2007 5:32 PM CDT

Ivy, I am a long time visitor to Luke's site. I love your journal entries and wonderful pictures of your family. I wouldn't generally offer advice in a CaringBridge guestbook but I thought I might share my experience with my own son when he was about Autumn's age. Rory was usually great about being dropped off at daycare. He had two special friends there and was usually happy all day. One day, I had a meeting in the building where the daycare was located. I decided to stop in and say hello to Rory. WRONG! He completely lost it and cried and screamed when I tried to leave. I decided that he used up all of his coping ability with the one drop off and one pick up each day. I thought it was interesting in your last journal entry that the day care providers suggested that you drop in to reassure Autumn that you will be back. That might work for some children but it wouldn't have worked well for Rory. I will keep you and Autumn in my prayers. I admire your courage for going back to school and all of the juggling you have to do to get there!
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 10:27 AM CDT

Hi Ivy, I know what you are saying since Jonathon and Luke are the same age I thought about Luke when I took Jonathon to school!
We all miss him so much! Jonathon talks about him but not as much as he used to. I am just glad he has never forgot about his best friend.
Leslie wanted me to throw away that broken firetruck but I could not I look at it and remember the boys playing on it on Jonathon's birthday. But she said but its broke. Well so is my heart! Love you guys! Love you Luke Jonathon says Hello!
John Finley <fin73@yahoo.com>
Lucas, Oh Richland - Monday, September 3, 2007 9:55 PM CDT

I was wondering how you were doing and now I know. I've been caringbridge surfing today checking in on everyone. From your update it sounds like thing are going pretty good.
God Bless,
Chritine and Jacob
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacobwilliams
Christine Bradley <cmbradley6@yahoo.com>
mansfield, ohio - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 5:02 PM CDT

Hi Ivy
We have been thinking about you often and saying extra prayers for your family and all who loved Luke. I can't imagine what you are going through but I know The Lord will get you through this.
God Bless
Christine and Jacob
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacobwilliams

Christine Bradley <cmbradley6@yahoo.com>
mansfield, ohio richland - Thursday, August 16, 2007 7:18 AM CDT

You've been on my mind a lot lately. I pray that things are going good for you. I love you and wish that I had reunited with you before all of the sad happened. I am grateful that you share your life with us. It helps to see your strength when I think my life gets hard. You are a blessing to so many. "The blessing of the Lord be upon you." Psalm 129:8
Erica <ebayes@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, - Thursday, August 16, 2007 7:11 AM CDT

Hello Ivy and family,

Forgive me for not coming by the actual date--which was the actual day of the 35W bridge collapse in Minneapolis. I watched the horror-stricken faces on TV, especially of those who lost loved ones. But while the entire world has taken note of the tragedy in Minneapolis, I know in my heart that you and I and all other parents who have lost a child have suffered the greatest tragedy of all.

At the moment of the death of our children, there is no rush to help save them. And that is an ironic difference that has not escaped me. Our hearts are as broken and crushed as the steel that crumbled over the mighty Mississippi on July 31. And yet the world did not notice.

Thankfully, we can know with peace that Lukie and Gabrielle are at this moment worshiping our LORD and Savior.

I pray for you and your family every night. I thank God I know you--even if only by e-mail and CaringBridge.

God bless,
Monica & family & Saint Gabrielle

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, August 6, 2007 4:57 PM CDT

I check in and see how you are doing. You share from your heart and your hurt. Your honesty before God is a mark of how far He has brought you. It does not mean it is easy, it just means you are real. We all suffer certain levels of sadness in our lives, each allows us to become more like our Savior if we allow it to. You and your family have suffered a loss I cannot begin to understand. I do know God is and will be faithful. You know it too as you have experienced it first hand. I made an index card and put it in my kitchen window. It reads " God is more interested in changing me than my circumstances ". I pray that that thought will give you strength when you need it and eyes to see how He has changed you. Have a God day, you are a strong woman.
Jenny Morris
Mansfield, OH USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 9:28 PM CDT

Hi Ivy, thinking of you and the fam. much love and many hugs. Lin, Jim n Kids~*Jimmy Joe
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 10:48 PM CDT

You've posted that picture of you and Luke before and it always makes me tear up. I feel badly for forgetting to send you a little note on Tuesday saying I was thinking about you. Praying, praying for you sweet, wonderful mother.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, August 2, 2007 8:40 AM CDT

Dear Ivy, Monte, Joscelyn, Dane and Autumn,

You are all in our thoughts and prayers on this most difficult day. We know that when you lost Lukie, you also lost so much more....dreams of the future with your special boy. When the time comes to be reunited with Luke in his Heavenly home, I hope all your questions will be answered and all will become clear. We miss you, sweet Luke, but I know you are safe and healed in the arms of God. Please be sure to send Mommy, Daddy, little bro and your sisters the most beautiful sunset ever. And some more butterflies for me, please! We love you!
Special prayers for your family today and many hugs,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 8:39 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today as you relish in the memories of sweet Luke and rejoice in his eternal life. I bet Lukie was there to greet my Grandma upon her arrival to Heaven. Praying for a beautiful sunset painted by Luke and Jesus especially for you. Super Luke- you are loved and missed dearly.
Beth Leppo <beanieb@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 1:36 PM CDT

hi I know how painfull annaversety are I lost my mom/Aunt in 2000. She was 44 years old. She died from cancer. Her annaversity date is April 12 and the next day is her birthday. So it is very hard. I was in 11 grade. I just go up and decorate her head stone and talk to her.
I am a handicapped kid so it is very hard still.
Sincerely,
Amanda
Amanda M. Jaycox <sunnyjaycox@msn.com>
Laramie, WY USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 12:04 AM CDT

Hi Ivy and Monte, What can I possibly say? How I wish that things had turned out different but then how can I wish Lukie back again when I know that he is so very happy. He has victory over death and he is so happy. We shall never forget Super Lukie. He was so amazing. Lukie, we love you and we miss you so much. Soon we will be together and everything will be alright. Until then know that you are loved by many. Sleep tight Super Lukie, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 11:50 AM CDT

Dear Ivy, Dear All,
thinking of you especially today.
A very special hug to your Super-Lukie and to your mum, as well as a huge hug to Josc, Dane, Autumn and Monte.
You are all always in my heart.
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Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Italy - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 10:27 AM CDT

Hello, I just wanted to let you know I'll be thinking of you all tomorrow.

Good luck with going back to college, I hope the maths goes well.

Love Viks from Post Pals/Hugabug
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, July 31, 2007 4:48 AM CDT

Praise God that by His grace our sorrow is not one of hopelessness! May the precious thought of holding Luke again continue to lift and encourage your hearts as his Homegoing anniversary approaches.

Yolanda, mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 7:39 PM CDT

Hi Ivy and family,

Just want to let you know we're here and thinking about, and praying for, you all, always. May God bless you in the days, months and years to come. We send a special hello to angel Luke.

Nan, Lars, Johan, Finn & Ava xxoo
Nan Lofas <lofas1@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:49 PM CDT

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