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We received the gift in memory of your little Josh and it made our daughter's day. She picked a Cinderella doll. She has autism and usually doesn't speak but she was quick to say "Cinderella!" Any time she speaks, it brings me great happiness. Thank you.
Kimberly
Lincoln, NE USA - Saturday, February 3, 2024 8:32 PM CST

Our toddler son recently had to be seen in the St. E’s ER. When his nurse brought in the toy for him, he was filled with joy and was able to forget about his fear and pain for a moment. Thank you, from the bottom of our hearts, for this selfless gesture on behalf of Josh. We are so sorry for your loss, and although we know your heart will never fully heal, we will be praying for peace for you and your family. Thank you, and God bless.
Taylor
- Saturday, January 6, 2024 4:21 PM CST

My daughter Autumn had to come to Children’s hospital for low hemoglobin levels. She was blessed with a wonderful Lego Set in memory of your sweet son. It has brightened her spirits and given us a wonderful experience to enjoy together as we build it. I am so sorry for your loss, but so grateful for your generosity. Thank you so much! Please know I am also praying for your heart as you continue to miss your baby boy.
Karen
Norfolk, NE United States - Thursday, January 4, 2024 3:29 PM CST

My son was in the children’s ER at St E’s. His biggest emotion was fear about being at the hospital. Upon arrival, he received a toy in honor of Josh. I shared Josh’s story with him and he said it helped him feel “brave like Josh” and even encouraged him to take some yucky medicine. Thank you for brightening our and others’ experience. It’s a beautiful way of honoring Josh.
Kara Loschen <Kara.loschen@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Saturday, December 16, 2023 3:05 PM CST

My 2 year old son was at St.Elizabeth Burn Unit and went through two surgeries, he received a few toys from your toy drive. This is such a special way to honor your son. Thank you so much for making it a little easier for my baby.
Sierra <Milonnismommy@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE Lancaster - Friday, June 16, 2023 6:53 PM CDT

My son was seen in the ER at St Elizabeth’s, unexpectedly.

We received a gift in memory of Josh. What a wonderful way to carry oh his legacy. Thank you for this. May God be with you.
Jessica <Huskerlvr88@gmail.coming >
Geneva , Ne Usa - Monday, April 10, 2023 5:26 PM CDT

My 3 year old son is in st Elisabeth in Lincoln ne, with RSV really bad, and he wanted to color and they give him a box of crayons with your sticker on it about your son, I'm so sorry for your loss, I loss a 2 year old daughter in 2005, I have 4 kids, and losing a child hurts so much and doesn't get easy. 😢 I'm so sorry for your baby boy.
Heaven Hammons <Heaven.hammons25@gmail.com >
Henderson , Ne York - Wednesday, November 30, 2022 2:26 PM CST

My daughter was unexpectedly admitted to Children’s over Christmas while visiting from out of state, and we received a gift donated in memory of your son. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for the kindness you continue to offer other children. We reviewed Josh’s story with our kids and will find a way to give back.
Thank you!
Sarah
Alamo, CA USA - Friday, December 31, 2021 11:05 PM CST

We are here in the hospital and received a wonderful gift donated in memory of your son. I read his story and was touched. Thank you, my daughter Morri loves her new squishy.
Jolie Ricenbaw <joliericenbaw@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, New - Tuesday, December 21, 2021 9:22 PM CST

Today our 3 year old boy picked out a toy donated in Josh's memory after his nuclear medicine scan at Children's. It's a Fisher Price train set and he's so excited to play with it. Learning about Josh's story and seeing all the other families who have been touched by his memory is more than my heart can handle. Thank you so much.
Markeya
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2021 4:11 PM CDT

My two year old daughter was in the ER last night at St. E’s. She had to have a test done and she had lots of screaming and tears. The nurse brought her a Pocahontas Barbie doll with the sticker leading to this page and she was so happy.

Thank you for your generous toy donations to St. Elizabeth and Children’s. I know how much joy it brought my daughter in such a scary time and know it has brought many others similar feelings. You are in our prayers. Your sons memory continues to live on through your generosity. Thank you!
Stephanie
Lincoln, NE USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2021 8:27 PM CDT

My 12 year old son had to get an unexpected heart surgery this week. He received 2 gifts on Christmas Eve at Children’s in honor of your son. Thank you for sharing love and hope with us. He loves legos and the lego set will be a big hit to create memories with his older brother while the puzzle will be something he will enjoy doing with his little sister. Thank you.
Ashley Pano <Ashley.pano@gmail.com>
Lexington , - Thursday, December 24, 2020 10:32 PM CST

My 3 yr old had to visit the ER at Saint Elizabeth. He was sick, bored, and grumpy. The nurses brought in a pack of mini playdoh and he perked up with excitement. Thank you for providing my son some entertainment when he’s feeling poorly. I’m sorry for your loss and grateful for your generosity.
Leah Stamps <Lstamps81@gmail.com>
Lincoln , NE USA - Sunday, December 20, 2020 8:24 AM CST

My 3 year old daughter had to have a procedure done and was given a pasture pals toy that was donated in honor of your sweet son. We are so thankful, and we want you to know that we are praying for your family. Even though your precious baby boy was taken 16 years ago, the heartache still lingers. My heart is with you, my prayers are as well. Thank you so much for sharing your sons story. He will forever have a spot in my heart. Gods blessings.
Chancie Bowers <chancie.bowers@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE United States - Wednesday, March 11, 2020 2:27 PM CDT

My son had a visit to the er this evening he is 4 yrs old the kind people brought him a set of hotwhells that said donated in memory of josh as a father I'm sorry for ur lose
Katline (KJ) Cutshall <Cutshallkj666@gmail.com>
Lincoln, Nebraska United States - Tuesday, January 14, 2020 7:05 PM CST

My 4 year old had surgery at St Elizabeth and she was super nervous but after getting to pick out the Play-Doh Kitchen creation burger BBQ set and the hospital nurses letting her play with it. Her mood completely changed. She was at ease and trusted the nurses/doctors. Of Course made mom feel so much better! Thank you Josh Brestel! Your story brought tears to my eyes but I know you were loved & strong!
Melissa Svoboda <wils17@hotmail.com>
Lincoln , NE USA - Friday, June 21, 2019 2:01 PM CDT

My son received a package of hot wheels after having a procedure done at St. Elizabeth today. It made him so happy and he keeps telling everyone about the cars. Thank you. It meant so much. So sorry for the loss of your son.
Kendra <Kendra_victoria@hotmail.com>
Lincoln , Ne United States - Friday, May 3, 2019 8:07 PM CDT

My son who has Cystic Fibrosis received a gift donated by you at Childrens in Omaha. It made his day. It was a remote control vehicle and he drove it around the floor terrorizing his nurses. Both he and them loved it. Thank you so much for your generosity, and our thoughts and prayers to your family on the loss of your son.
Michelle <mab10164@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE United States - Monday, April 8, 2019 8:01 AM CDT

God bless you for bringing so much joy to so many children, including my 2 year old son. I am humbled by your story and your incredible generosity.
Greg
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, February 12, 2019 3:12 PM CST

My three year old son recieved a gift from you after an ER visit at St. Elizabeth’s on Christmas Eve. Your gift brightened his evening and helped to ease his pain. Thank you so much for your generosity and for sharing your story!
Stacy
Lincoln, Ne - Monday, December 24, 2018 10:23 PM CST

Thank you for your donations. After one unsuccessful hospital stay in our local town we ended up at Children’s. My daughter was in horrible pain from a medication and the toy you donated made her day! She picked out the game trouble and our entire family has had the chance to battle my daughter in the game. We are so thankful for your thoughtfulness. Today we head home with our daughter on her way to good health. Prayers that your journey of heeling continues.
Macie Rubida <maciemrubida@gmail.com>
Sioux City, IOWA United States - Sunday, October 14, 2018 11:10 AM CDT

After a few rough tests at the doctor's office, a purple teddy bear brought smiles to my ill daughter. Thank you for helping bring happiness to others through the memory of you son. God's blessings.
Lauren
Omaha, - Friday, March 16, 2018 2:56 PM CDT

Thank you so much for the gift in memory of your son. My 3 year old daughter had a visit to Urgent Care and your gift of Melissa and Doug puppets made a scary visit not so scary. We truly appreciate your generosity.
Erin Perez <eelizmcdow@gmail.com>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, February 5, 2018 10:12 AM CST

Thank you so much for your kind gift. Made a scary night of a emergency room visit a little bit better. High fever over and now at home resting. My daughter chose the nerf balls. The love you have for your child is still bringing smiles to many children. Thank you!
Veronica
Lincoln, NE - Sunday, January 28, 2018 6:55 PM CST

I want to thank-you for the continued toy donations in honor of Josh. These donations touch so many hearts; recently one of our volunteers took a stuffed elephant to a patient in short stay and she said the smile that she got when the toy was handed to him was the best moment she had encountered while volunteering as the child was not feeling well but this made him feel a little bit better. We thank-you for your kindness and for building such a wonderful tribute to Josh.
Rhonda Brinkman <rbrinkman@stez.org>
Lincoln, NE - Wednesday, December 20, 2017 1:29 PM CST

My 3 year old daughter just received a Doc Mcstuffins helicopter donated in memory of Josh. Thank you for sharing your story. Not only did it touch my heart but I was able to share it with my daughter today. Josh made our day brighter during a pretty tough day here at Children's.
Jessica <Jlmille3@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, June 21, 2017 6:48 PM CDT

Our daughter was in the hospital over Christmas and was given a puzzle set from sweet little Josh. Your story and generosity touches out hearts. Thank you Brestel family.
Teresa Hansen
Omaha, Nebraska United States - Saturday, December 31, 2016 1:10 PM CST

Hi! My name is Sue and I am a foster parent of a sweet little 2 yr old who has been in the hospital since before Christmas this year. We were so touched to see the gift provided by the hospital and when we opened it we saw the sicker that it was from Josh! Thank you so much for your kind and generous donation for kids like ours, especially over Christmas. I read Josh's story and some of the updates and I know you truly understand what it is like to be in our shoes! Nothing more painful than seeing your sweet child sick and in the hospital. Please know that your gift was such a bright spot in our day here and we are so grateful. Thank you for taking the time to help others!
Sue Hamilton
Omaha, Nebraska - Friday, December 30, 2016 9:28 AM CST

My little guy is the children's hospital over Christmas and the nurse just brought him in a Mr potato head. He is love with it. Thank you so much for your donatations. They light up this little eyes so big.
Jackie <ajnosekabel@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Saturday, December 24, 2016 8:30 AM CST

Our 3 year old daughter was hospitalized last month with an illness that doctors couldn't figure out. Your gift (a little doll house) was the only thing that brought light to her eyes that first day there. Thank you so much for sharing your story and blessing others with these wonderful gifts.
Wade & Amy Clement
Lincoln , NE USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2016 12:54 AM CDT

I want to thank you for your donations to St. Elizabeth Hospital. My daughter received a Barbie doll following surgery today to have her tonsils and adenoids removed. It had Josh's name on it and I had to find out who Josh was and to thank his family. The doll brightened up a nervous day. I thank God for my children and their health because I know all to easily it could be reversed. God bless you and Josh!!
Shawnie M. Zepf <smzepf@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, NE United States - Monday, June 13, 2016 2:32 PM CDT

My son was at Children's yesterday getting an MRI. He was diagnosed in February with three new brain tumors and this MRI will determine our next steps in treatment. My son turned six last week and had a fireman birthday. The nurses brought in a Paw Patrol UNO fireman card game for him and he was so excited!! I want to thank you for doing what you do. What a wonderful tribute to your son.
Paige Rivard <rivard64@msn.com>
Omaha, NE Douglas - Thursday, May 26, 2016 11:31 AM CDT

My 2-1/2 year old twin boys had a four night stay at St. Elizabeth in February 2016 with RSV. It brought back a lot of scary memories from their 4 month NICU stay when they were born at just 23 weeks gestation. Our boys are actually part of a set of quintuplets that were conceived through mild fertility treatments. We lost three of our five precious babies within 3 months, having buried two of them in Omaha. My heart aches for any family that has had to deal with the loss of a child no matter the stage of pregnancy or age of the child. Your story and generosity through the donation of toys to our boys is truly inspiring and has encouraged me to share my own story so that it might help someone else reeling from the pain of loss. Thank you so much for passing along Josh's memory to other kids fighting in the hospital.
Jenny Samson
Lincoln, NE USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2016 2:40 PM CDT

My son was born at St. Elizabeth on January 25, 2016. He was born through emergency C-Section because he went into Cardiac arrest during my labor. The nurses and doctor revived my son and he was diagnosed with H.I.E (A condition of the brain when it goes without oxygen or blood for a certain amount of time) he was without oxygen for 10 minutes. He had a seizure during that time as well, and now has some scar tissue in his brain. He was placed in the NICU for 10 days and made a miraculous recovery from all of it. In his room there was this beautiful blanket in there that said it was donated in memory of your son and I absolutely love the blanket. I decided to check out the website that was on it and I'm touched by your story and I'm very sorry for your loss. Your story has inspired me to do good and I think I will donate toys to your drive or whatever else you guys do. I hope you continue to inspire others :)
Melissa McCaul <MelMelinthehouse@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Sunday, March 20, 2016 9:33 PM CDT

My 2 year old daughter had an overnight stay at St. Elizabeth's for pneumonia. She was so brave getting her IV (i wasn't). Anyways the nurse brought her a Doc McStuffin toy and told us all about Josh. Thank you so much for what you do in his memory. I don't know you but you are amazing people! i can't imagine what you have been through but I thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting a smile on my sweet girls face. She plays with it all the time and loves to tell people she got for being so brave. We will definitely be donating toys! Thank you!
Jordan
- Friday, February 12, 2016 4:37 PM CST

Thank you so very much for the amazing, generous donation to the St. Elizabeth Pediatric department! What a great way to remember your little boy! Our patients love these gifts all year long, and the amazing story that goes with them. Thank you again, you kindness will never be forgotten!
Christine Vogt <cvogt@stez.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Tuesday, December 22, 2015 3:44 PM CST

We are at children's with our little man as we wait for him to get out of surgery. We grabbed your John Deer tractor, he will love it. Our heart goes out to you family and Josh's story. Thanks for your generosity, it'll calm him a bit after his pain. Love from our family to yours this Christmas season!
Tiffany Brasch <TiffanyBrasch@hotmail.com>
Elkhorn, Nebraska - Tuesday, December 22, 2015 11:32 AM CST

Our 6yr old son was admitted yesterday for a severe unknown bug that has left him in complete and utter pain. This morning our nurse delivered a special gift and shared with us Joshs' story...we thank you from the bottom of our hearts for donating gifts in Joshs' memory. Once Keegan is feeling better he will love putting this lego box together.
White-Micheners <swhite3413@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, NE Lancaster - Tuesday, June 24, 2014 7:18 AM CDT

My daughter Aleigha was at Children's Hospital in Omaha with both arms broken and was having a hard time when the nurse gave her a beanie ball in memory of Joshua it made her day better. Thank You For Caring.
Geri Gomez <gerikgomez@gmail.com>
Shenandoah, Iowa 51601 - Saturday, May 10, 2014 9:40 PM CDT

Once again you touched our hearts here at St. Elizabeth's Pediatric Unit by your tremendous donation in memory of Joshua. It was really special that you were able to present a gift to one of our patients. Your generosity is always greatly appreciated by staff, parents and patients.
Susan Walsh <swalsh@stez.org>
Lincoln, NE - Monday, December 30, 2013 2:19 PM CST

My 4 year old son recently spent some time at St. E's, after having complications with getting his tonsils removed... I can not tell you how excited he was to receive the Nerf dart gun that was given in Josh's memory. Shooting darts at a big window was great entertainment for all of us! Thank you, and God bless you!!
Shelley
Palmyra, NE - Monday, May 13, 2013 9:36 AM CDT

Our daughter, Olive, recently spent some time at St. E's. Waiting for her in her room was a beautiful blanket donated in the memory of Joshua. She has slept with the blanket every night since. Thank you for your comforting and kind gesture. Your angel is in our prayers. God bless.
Ryan Clark
De Witt, NE USA - Wednesday, May 1, 2013 8:49 PM CDT

Our son, Jack (7) spent 5 days in the hospital last week for a bad infection in his arm. The nurses told us right away about Josh and quickly brought a Lego set for our son. Jack spent quite a bit of time on the floor putting together his new 'Loader and Dump truck'.
Thank you and please know that during our week in the hospital we thought about Josh and gave prayers of thanks for his gift to the kids coming in to St E's.
Paige Felt <Prfelt@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, Ne USA - Monday, April 29, 2013 8:20 PM CDT

Bless Josh's lil heart and lots of love to you all! It doesnt matter how many years fly by, the pain is always there! My Lil man Tiki who is four was hospitalized at St Elizabeth and was given cars donated in memory of Josh! He liked the cars but was more interested in the Lil boy they were donated in memory of so we came to this page and we read all about Josh! That was the calmest he was all day...at 4 he already understands far to much about cancer and loss! I can assure you we will both remember Josh ALWAYS!! <3 THANK-YOU! Josh is smiling down on you for sure!
Brandy Reisdorff
Lincoln, NE - Wednesday, March 27, 2013 12:53 AM CDT

The last weekend in February my twin boys were both hospitalized at St. E's in Lincoln. They had been there about 2 days when I asked if there were any toys that they could play with. As you know, it's tough entertaining 1 year olds, let alone in a hospital setting. They were so bored! The nurse brought in a "Little People" Boat. That boat helped us through our stay and they play with it in the tub at home. I am so sorry for your loss, but what you are doing in Josh's memory is so inspiring. Thank you so much!!
Jamie Woods
Syracuse, NE United States - Thursday, March 7, 2013 6:58 AM CST

This morning, my son and I returned home from St.E's after being there since Monday. He had pretty serious dehydration from complications with the flu. As we were getting ready to leave this morning, he was given a Cars Bubble Packback and has been playing with it since we've been home. Thank you so much for your donation. It definately made his day. I'm so sorry for your loss, but what you're doing to honor his memory is so great! Your son is definately proud of his parents.
Thank you again!
Denise Pritchett <denise_35@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, January 9, 2013 3:51 PM CST

Our son Justin 4, was recently at St E's for surgery & an overnight stay. Justin was given a large bucket of safari animals & landscapes to play with & take home. He was head over heels! This is such a great way to help others in Josh's memory. Thank you so much for this wonderful thing you do!

God Bless,
Kenzie-Raymond, NE
Kenzie Broders <kbroders626@gmail.com>
Raymond, NE USA - Monday, January 7, 2013 8:33 PM CST

My little girl was in the hospital over New Years Eve and was given a monkey ball / rattle in memory of your angel Josh! Thank you so much for your kindness! God bless you and your family!! What an amazing way to honor your son!!
Abby
- Monday, January 7, 2013 9:52 AM CST

I saw a donated toy with Josh's sticker on it. I found a computer to read his story on CaringBridge. Thanks for your kindness by trying to make sure other children are happy at Christmas time. You must be wonderful people.
Leo <lejablonski@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, December 21, 2012 4:07 PM CST

During our stay at St. Elizabeth's, my 3 year old daughter Sophie was given a board game to take home with her in memory of Josh. Thank you so much for your kindness and making kids happy!
Abbey and Sophie
Lincoln, NE - Thursday, August 30, 2012 3:08 PM CDT

We just arrived home from a procedure our 10 month old baby girl Paizley had done today. Upon leaving we got to pick out a toy for her to take home that was in memory of Josh. Though our visit at Children's was nothing compared to what your family had to endure, it was still scary as first time parents and I wanted to thank you for your donations to Children's helping make other's visits a little brighter. Thinking of your family today...
Ashley and Justin
Omaha, NE - Friday, July 20, 2012 11:20 AM CDT

Our 4 year old son just left the hospital with a great Lego set in memory of Josh and his grandpa. He was so excited for a fun treat after his hospital stay. THANKS!! It's such a nice way for you to honor your son by making other kids happy. Our family will keep Josh and his Grandpa in our prayers tonight.
Theron and Stacey <satroxel@yahoo.com>
Adams, NE United States - Sunday, July 1, 2012 7:24 PM CDT

Hi Angel Josh
my name is Jenna and i came across your site. You have never met, but I wish I had. I am just someone that is touched by your story, and the fight that you fought so bravely and courageously. You are a really beautiful angel, and a hero forever. You have taught me that know matter how hard my battle is, I cant give up, because you never gave up. You fought untill your body just got tired and god called you home cause he didn't want you to suffer anymore. You won your fight, and you taught everyone about life. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <fighterchamp9@aol.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Sunday, January 29, 2012 12:54 AM CST

My daughter received a toy after she had a procedure done at the hospital. While it was nothing compared to what Josh had to go through, but it was traumatic for her. This has given her something nice to remember from her visit. I offer my condolences for you losses. Thank you for your generosity.
Susan
- Saturday, January 21, 2012 7:50 PM CST

On behalf of all the children we care for here at St. Elizabeth’s Pediatric Unit we would like to thank you for the donation of toys, games and stuffed animals. Your generosity is always greatly appreciated by staff, parents and patients. Many of the nurses still have such fond and sweet memories of your special son Josh.
Susan Walsh
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2011 2:15 PM CST

Thinking of you!! Hope we see your family soon.
The Hernandez Family (Aaron, Christopher, Dahrin & Sara) <hernandez104@juno.com>
- Saturday, October 1, 2011 9:35 AM CDT

Thinking of you all so much lately, God Bless and sending you all BIG HUGS!
Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com>
Lincoln , Ne - Thursday, September 8, 2011 6:48 PM CDT

Thanks so much for the Thomas the train set our Dupree received today after his testing. We love this website and greatly appreciate your love and caring, what a great thing! Thanks again.
Brian Bockelman <pfrd747@neb.rr.com>
Lincoln, Ne USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2011 7:09 PM CDT

My 19 month-old great grandson had a skeletal survey at St. Elizabeth's Hospital due to his twin brother being a victim of child abuse. After the x-rays he received a wooden puzzle. He was so excited. His twin brother is in Children's Hospital in Omaha and will be there for some time yet. Wanted to thank you for the gift and your thoughtfulness in your son's memory.
Karen McClanahan
Lincoln, NE USA - Sunday, June 12, 2011 10:00 PM CDT

My daughter Morgan was at Children's today for some testing, and was just thrilled to receive a wonderful NiHao Kai-Lan toy after she was done. I just pulled up Josh's story and am touched. Thank You for putting the donation sticker on the toy so others can be touched by your story. What a wonderful idea.
Jill Grant <jillandbrian@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2011 11:18 AM CDT

I just wanted to say thank you...my daugher was recently at Children's starting her recovery from a stroke. Her twin went to the weekly bingo and won a Barbie that was donated in Josh's memory. Very amazing that something so simple has brought Josh into my familes life. Thank you.
Nick <shoppearth@gmail.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2011 0:23 AM CST

What an amazing young boy Josh must have been! We received a CARS toy that was donated in memory of Josh while we were inpatient at Children's Hospital this week. Thanks to your donation the IV poke didnt seem so bad when my 5 year old son Caleb received the toy after. My son had to stay in isolation his whole stay and playing with the car kept him busy.
After sharing your son's story with mine he now wants to donate toys back to Children's as well.
THANKS AGAIN!!!
The Alford Family
Robin Alford <alford927@aol.com>
Omaha , Ne USA - Friday, January 14, 2011 10:17 AM CST

Thank you for the giraffe that Jet recieved on christmas eve. What a great way to remember Joshua with a toy drive and make so many kids happy. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/babyjet
Jared Hansen
- Monday, December 27, 2010 0:11 AM CST

Merry Christmas to your family! My daughter had a procedure done at St. E's today and received one of the toys donated in memory of Josh. We are so thankful for your heart to keep giving after such a tremendous loss. May God continue to use you to bless others as you have our daughter/family today.

Blessings,
Pam Lang (for Sophia)
Pamela Lang <lang4him@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, December 20, 2010 11:15 PM CST

Happy birthday Josh!

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL - Monday, December 13, 2010 0:35 AM CST

Just stopping by to say hello and send you hugs and kisses. Thank you for allowing us to be apart of your lives. Josh touched our hearts so much. Skyler took some toys to Josh the other day as we went for a visit...He made a huge impact on my sons life, all of us as well. You are always in our thoughts! I can not believe that daughter of yours is so grown up!!! :) God bless...Please visit my neices website, we just found out she has neurofibromatosis, her name is Hailee, www.caringbridge.org/visit/haileesmutzler
Tina Tindle <skysamjonpooh@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, NE - Tuesday, November 2, 2010 10:54 AM CDT

Hello, Just looking again at the beautiful pictures of your little boy. Your family is always in our thoughts and prayers.

Fondly, Sue Henry
www.caringbridge.org/visit/meghanlynn
Sue Henry
Itasca, IL usa - Friday, October 29, 2010 11:06 AM CDT

We just wanted to tell you our sincere thanks for the gift presented to our daughter after being an outpatient for 5 days at the St. E's peds unit, in memory of your son Josh. On our last day, the nurse presented our 7 yr old daughter with an easy bake oven donated from your family. I have goosebumps writing this. Josh's life touched many. Thank-you for sharing so much with others and for your generous hearts donating the toys to make others happy. God bless you!
Mary
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, October 25, 2010 4:15 PM CDT

First of all, I want to say how sorry I am for your loss. Josh was a beautiful little boy with so much happiness in his eyes! I know this is a different entry from all the rest, but this is how I came to know about Josh... I walk almost every night in the Mahoney Park area. I started walking the cemetary on the corner because I find it so quiet and peaceful. You can always get a good prayer in there! :) For some reason, I always found myself walking by Josh. Now I make a point of going up there to say Hello every once in a while. It's been in the back of my head that I needed to go online and find out more about him. I'm glad that I did! He was so strong and your whole family is truely an inspiration to all of us.

I will definitely make a point of donating to Josh's toy drive before Christmas!
God Bless you and your family!
Patricia B <pattyndrew@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE - Friday, June 11, 2010 0:53 AM CDT

This afternoon we came home from a 24 hour stay at St. E's with our four year old daughter who had become dehydrated after having her tonsils and adenoids taken out. Shortly after checking into the hospital room the nurse gave our daughter colored pens and a notepad - a gift from Josh. The nurse continued to tell us about your brave son and with tears in her eyes told us how he inspired everyone he met. Although our daughter loved the gift I just couldn't help but think why is this family who lost so much giving to us who should be out of the hospital in a day or so? God is clearly working through your family to show us all what unconditional love is, the importance of giving and how wonderful God intended us all to be. Thank you so much for your devotion to making making sick kids smile and keeping Josh's wonderful spirit alive! May God bless your family and keep you in His and Josh's loving arms.

Sincerely,
Kathy
Lincoln, NE - Saturday, June 5, 2010 11:06 PM CDT

I really shouldn't have looked or read this at work. I'm a mess now. I want to thank you for your gift donations to the Peds department at St. E's in Lincoln, NE. During November, 2009 our 2 year old daughter Hailey was admitted to the hospital. She had been throwing up every 15 - 30 mins for the entire day. She didn't eat anything or drink anything so they admitted her to keep her hydrated. She was such a tough little girl. Didn't even cry when they stuck her for her IV. She was so sick. She was admitted on a Wednesday, and on Sunday night she was able to eat. We thought she'd be able to go home on Tuesday. Sunday night comes around and she threw up again. I called my husband (who was spending his time with us at the hospital and at home with our other two children) and I was broken. I just wanted to take her home and we had a set back. Through all the tests they couldn't find out what was wrong. After a quick trip home to shower and eat, I return to find that they were putting in an NG tube! She was a trooper. Cried, but didn't fight them. When they were done, she said "Please don't do that again." On Monday night, my husband told me to stay at home and he'd stay with Hailey as I hadn't sletp in our bed since Tuesday night and I was exhausted. Tuesday morning, I went to work only to be on the phone every 10 mins with my husband because Hailey again had taken a turn for the worse. My boss sent me home and I went straight to the hospital. After talking with family members, I decided to get "tough" with the doctors. Really demanding more answers and "ACTION" to find out what was wrong, as it was now 1 week since she had eaten or drank anyting. We decided to do a laproscopy of her abdomen. "Go in and look around. Fix what we can, or get a diagnosis of what's making your little girl so sick." We were told the procedure would take 45mins to an hour. Two hours and 30 mins later they finally called. Her appendix had burst (they thought about a week ago) and so they were cleaning her up and they'd be done in about an hour. She was doing fine they just wanted to make sure they cleaned everything really good. THANK GOD!!! Finally, we knew what was wrong. It wasn't that this was over looked. They pushed on her stomach, tapped it, massaged it, and what would've brought a man to his knees in agonizing pain, just made our little girl say "my tummy hurts" no tears, no tantrums, nothing. She's so tough. Well, after her surgery, she had to have a PIC line put in and had that surgery done the next day. She became very anemic so she then needed a blood transfusion. After that, she became allergic to her antibiotics and was sent up to Omaha. There they found that the surgeon missed a fecal lithe and so the infection was still in her abdomen. After stronger antibiotics and constant monitoring, she started getting better. She wanted to play. She wanted to see the babies on the floor. She wanted cookies! My baby was getting better. She spent a total of 23 days in the hospital between Thanksgiving and Christmas. After her blood transfusion, she was given a toy with Josh's name and website on it. I immidately wanted to tell you thank you! It was a baby. She loves babies! I apologize for taking so long to write and thank you. In the extreme chaos of everything, I miss placed the tag. Cleaning out her toybox, I found it! I am so sorry your outcome wasn't the same as ours. I litearlly cannot breathe when I think of what I would've felt if we wouldn't have been able to bring Hailey home. Thank you again. And my God bless you and your family with continued strength.
Amanda (Mandy) Boltz <a.boltz17@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, April 5, 2010 11:56 AM CDT

I wanted to stop by and say our daughter was rushed to the hospital on Friday and after getting her all "hooked up and poked" she received a toy from Josh. Needless to say this kept her busy and happy the whole time we were there~and being 2 that is saying a lot! I am so touched that after the most incrediable loss a parent can face that you have the strength to keep sharing his love and happiness with other children. God bless you and your family and know that your kindness is reaching lots of people........and Josh's courage lives on through each one of them,Sophia Jo being one of them:) Although her hospital stay was only 24 hours(thankfully)that toy means so much to her!
Stephanie Kolbo <stefijol@aol.com>
Waverly, NE Lancaster - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 1:33 PM CST

I just wanted to say thank you for the beautiful blanket, my daughter just loves it <3
Your son's sorry truly touched my heart, what a true warrior he was.
Christina Scheibe <scheibe05@hotmail.com>
omaha, ne - Saturday, January 23, 2010 3:56 PM CST

Dear Brestel Family,
We wanted to say Thanks again for your awesome donations. Aidan had been in the hospital right before Christmas and received toys in Josh's honor. Well, we were there last week again and the nurses supplied him with hours of entertainment through Josh's donations. As you know its hard to entertain a little person in one room when they are grounded with IVs. I only fear he will begin to think its fun to go to the hospital because of Josh's generosity. We sincerely appreciate your gifts and keep you and Josh's memory in our prayers.
Jamie Kabourek <jkabourek@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Tuesday, January 19, 2010 7:50 PM CST

I saw a post on Children's Hospital Facebook about Josh's Toy drive. What a magnificant pile of toys for Childrens (and I imagine St. E's). What a great way to keep Josh's spirit alive! Hugs to your family!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Wednesday, December 30, 2009 11:58 PM CST

I wanted to say Thank You so much for the blanket that my baby got on christmas morning. It was the perfect gift. Logan is 7 months old and had to have surgery the day before christmas because he had an intussessception. It was very scary and I saw Josh's name on the blanket and I have been thinking of him since. I finally found the website and wanted to tell you how much it meant to me. We are at St. E's and will hopefully be taking Logan home tomorrow. So Thank You so much.
Logan's Mommy <mcanby27@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, NE US - Saturday, December 26, 2009 1:22 PM CST

Dear Brestel family,
Thank you from the bottom of our heart for the many gifts our daughter Vivienne was able to wake up with this morning. She is 7 weeks old and was having trouble breathing on her own. When she is older, I will tell her of her 1st Christmas spent in the hospital, and the special children and families who need our love. Looking at the page about Josh brought tears to my eyes, but also put a smile on my face because he is watching over us all. God Bless you and your family.
xoxo
Whitney
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, December 25, 2009 4:39 PM CST

Dear Josh, I wanted to say thank you from the bottom of out hearts. Sophia is 3yrs old and has type 1 diabetes. She was diagnosed at 21mths. Sophia has been in and out of the hospital 19 times. On monday night Sophia got sick and had to be rushed to Children's hospital from our home in Lincoln. We have been here every since. Sophia is apart from her two big sisters and 2 big brothers and her daddy. As a mother I was worried how she would handle spending Christmas here. When we woke up this morning I saw a smile on her face that I have not seen in a long time and thought I would not see again. It is all because of you and your tremendous heart. I know that your mommy is vary sad today not having you with her. I want you to hug her and be with her now that you are finished giving to all these wonderful children. You have done God's work and now it is time to be with your family. I will never forget you and will always have you and your family in my prayers.
Jodi Tvrdy <joditvrdy@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, ne usa - Friday, December 25, 2009 11:29 AM CST

Dear Brestel Family,
We wanted to send a BIG Thank You for all of the great stuff our son Aidan received during his stay at St. E's. He was admitted for asthma and we got to come home this morning. He was so excited to play the games and draw with his new markers. You brightened his Christmas so much because he was sure Santa wouldn't find him. Josh would be proud beyond words of your selflessness and kind offerings.
Jamie Kabourek <jkabourek@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE - Friday, December 25, 2009 11:00 AM CST

I just wanted to say thank you. My son Carter was just diagnosed with stage 4 Nueroblastoma, he has a tumor above his right kidney and they found cancer cells in his bone marrow. He was admitted into childrens hospital on 12-12-09. We stayed a week and a half recieving his first round of Chemo, we went home for one day and he spiked a fever and had to stay at the hospital again over christmas,we recieved gifts in memory of your son Joshua I'm sorry for your loss. The gifts in memory of Joshua really brightened up Carters Christmas morning again THANK YOU.
Michael Mattsen <blks2k@hotmail.com>
La Vista, Ne USA - Friday, December 25, 2009 8:42 AM CST

I love you, I miss you, I kiss you, I hug you goodbye
From Brooke
Brooke Brestel
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, December 11, 2009 2:45 PM CST

My favorite pic still carried in my heart, the little boy in the bit black cowboy hat. Josh that picture is with me when I visit in D.C. It helps to give me courage, to remind me of why I am there, so that brave little boys shouldn't have to be sooo brave or so strong. So that families don't have to have hearts hurt so. So that all in the battle can win here on earth. Praying for those who love Josh.
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
- Thursday, December 3, 2009 7:53 AM CST

We will be praying for you throughout the month, and we have been so thankful for your commitment to advocacy for the Wilms' kiddos and for the toy blessings you share in Omaha and Lincoln.
Jen Neeley www.caringbridge.org/visit/rachelneeley <jjneeley@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 9:34 PM CST

Our thoughts are with you as you mark this 5 year anniversary without your son. Thank you for all that you do to honor him and advance the cause of pediatric cancer cures, especially for Wilms.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/superotto
Sarah Rudolf <happythursday@gmail.com>
St Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 9:31 PM CST

Wishing you happy holidays.
Kelly and Adam Walsh & Saint Skylar <dudeslady@msn.com>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 3:53 PM CST

Thinking of you and your angel today. Sending all our prayers and warm hugs.
The Sweeney Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/mikaylasweeney
Megan Sweeney
- Wednesday, December 2, 2009 12:19 AM CST

Diane and Steve and family,

Thinking of you all, and keeping you in our prayers at this time. God Bless you and all the work you do to honor Josh's memory, and to help save all our children.

Kiki's dad and family
Stephen Brennan
Randolph, NJ - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 6:20 AM CST

Remembering precious Josh on this day and keeping you all in my prayers! Love you!
Janel
Callaway, NE - Tuesday, December 1, 2009 10:30 PM CST

Hey Brestels!
Thinking of you all and enjoyed reading your update! It is hard to image Josh as a 10year old. He is for sure a very sweet almost 10 year old! I can't believe it has been 5 years!! My how the years fly by!!
And Miss Jess at sweet 16!! WOW!! I hope the volleyball season went well!!
I look forward to seeing you in December!! Hugs to all!!
Love, Anisa

Anisa Hoie <ahoie@cox.net>
- Saturday, October 31, 2009 10:29 PM CDT

Hello Brestels,

Just stopping in to say hello. I am always in awe of the incredible way in which you honor your young man and how selfless you are in all you do for others...I am sure Josh is looking down on each of you, so very proud of his family and the way you keep him alive in our hearts and memories...
We think and pray for you all often~

PeaceLove-n-Hugs, Grace and Katey <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, October 16, 2009 10:09 PM CDT

Hi Dianne:
Just stopping by to say hello. I was reading about your toy drive for Children's, and this is great. I will donate a toy for next year if you remind me. I would love to see the kids faces when they receive them. This is the first time that I've seen your video. Sending you a cyber hug. We will see you at the walk.
Brenda Everson-Wiesman <bewstudio@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, April 29, 2009 9:50 AM CDT

Dear Diane and family,
Thanks for the tips for the Reach the Day trip. I would have really liked to meet you but maybe another year:) I admire all you do to keep Josh's memory alive and to help fight childhood cancer. Josh was a sweet little guy and I pray that God hold's him in his arms until you see him again. God Bless you all.
Sue Henry <shenry@aisint.com>
Itasca, IL USA - Thursday, April 16, 2009 8:55 AM CDT

I just had surgery and got one of the games you donated now me and my family are playing it thank you so much and I'm extremley sorry for your loss you are a strong family!
Jessica Coplan
Lincoln, NE United States - Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:13 AM CDT

Dear Brestel Family,
My 3 year old daughter had her tonsils out shortly after Christmas at St. E's. She was given a beautiful baby doll that was donated in memory of your son. Thank you so much for bringing a smile to her face. Your family is in our prayers. God Bless!
Melissa Hawley <chawley@sentco.net>
Falls City, NE USA - Sunday, February 8, 2009 9:36 PM CST

Dear Brestels,
It was such a pleasure spending time with you in Washington at the CureSearch Team Leader conference. I learned so much from you both. After what you told me about Josh's birthday parties, and his elephants, and everything you do to fight this terrible disease, I am truly humbled.
Curt McCormick <curt.mccormick@gmail.com>
Darnestown, MD - Thursday, February 5, 2009 8:00 AM CST

Hi from Caden and Jen in Lincoln! Are you the one responsible for the great big elephant in my house? LOL Caden loves it!!!
Jen
Lincoln, Ne USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 4:47 PM CST

Our little girl Delaney just spent the night at St. Elizabeth's in Lincoln and came home with a wonderful snuggly blanket with your son's website on it. We are SO sorry for your loss and will add you to our prayers. It sounds like an amazing thing you are doing to cope and honor your son's memory. Good for you! Many thanks

Delane, Sioux, Darin, Steven, and Delaney Jae
Sioux Baumgartner <siouxbaum@yahoo.com>
Cook, NE USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 4:03 PM CST

Awesome on all the toys you collected for the kids at the hospitals. What would they do without a loving family like yours to bring these kids toys? Truly a wonderful tribute to the sweet boy named Josh Brestel! Hope 2009 brings you much health and many happy times!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, January 5, 2009 3:33 PM CST

Dear Josh,
I love you with all of my heart and while I was looking at your site I wrote a poem. Here it goes:

Whenever I see pictures of you I smile,
But sometimes all I want to do is cry.

I know I should be brave,
And I do try.

But without you,
I don't know how to.

So when I think of you,
I don't think of the bad or the good.

I think about the times when I was with you,
And the times you would smile all of the while.

I know you're happy now,
Although I freight.

I won't see you in a while,
At least not yet.

I miss you Josh everyone loves you.
Stay strong Steve, Diane, Jess, and Tyler.
Brooke Brestel <BrookeBrestel@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE United States - Monday, December 29, 2008 8:05 PM CST

Merry Christmas Brestel Family!! I hope you have a wonderful holiday!
Thanks again for all the great presents you brought from the party!! The kids in clinic have loved all the new prize box treats!! It was so good to see all of you that day!!
Enjoy the season!!
Love, Anisa
Anisa Hoie <ahoie@cox.net>
- Thursday, December 25, 2008 10:49 AM CST

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena & Gabrielle <SHEENAJENNINGS@HOTMAIL.COM>
Port Barre, LA - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 12:45 AM CST

The birthday party was awesome! It was so great to see you guys! You should be proud of what you do for all those kiddos in the hospital! You guys are awesome! Josh is loving every minute of it I'm sure and every time a kid gets a present from his party I'm sure it makes him smile so big! Lots of love, Darby

Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2008 2:57 PM CST

I'm a little late-but I wanted to stop by to let you know I'm thinking of your family! Happy Birthday sweet Angel..
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
Saint Charles, MN USA - Monday, December 15, 2008 8:34 PM CST

Continuing to think of you often. We are sending many birthday hugs to Josh. We wish you and happy healthy holiday and 2009. Many hugs to all, Angelique and family
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 13, 2008 10:42 AM CST

Happy birthday Josh!

I know you must be thrilled with the way your birthday is being celebrated on Earth, but it can't compare with the party you'll have in Heaven. I think Mamie has the archangels busy right now blowing up balloons. We'll be able to see your candles - they'll look just like stars.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Friday, December 12, 2008 9:08 PM CST

I hope you have a wonderful toy drive tomorrow! We think of you often, even if we don't sign as much anymore-Josh is forever in our hearts!
Take care,
mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
Saint Charles, MN USA - Friday, December 12, 2008 8:39 PM CST

Wanted to stop by and wish you much success with the toy drive what a wonderful and giving way to remember Josh and help others, thanks so much for all your words of encouragement and we will all be thinking of you on the 13th.

Paula Reed <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 8, 2008 8:23 PM CST

Hi Brestal family. I just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you today, and of your sweet Josh. It must be a difficult day on every level. I hope that sweet memories of Josh are also there to comfort you. I am sure Josh will let you know he is around today. I LOVED the poem you posted. How sweet and poignant. And what a great way to celebrate Josh, with the toy drive. I think it's great that Gavin is doing magic. He is a cool kid. :)
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, December 1, 2008 8:25 AM CST

Beautiful poem . . . brought tears to my eyes.
Tim Hindman <th42820@navix.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 12:32 AM CST

Thinking of you guys today! P.S. I LOVE the song choice!
Mandy Haas
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, October 24, 2008 10:58 AM CDT

Hi Diane and Steve,
Just want to thank you for all you have done and continue to do to stop childhood cancer. You have my deepest admiration and gratitude. Two years ago just after Autumn was diagnosed w/Wilms, seems like I visited Josh's site once but was unable to sign, only cry. It's not much easier two years later. Josh was such an adorable little boy. May God bless you abundantly and grant you peace. Blessings. Joyce-Nina to Autumn www.caringbridge.org/visit/autumnreadling
Joyce Weisent <joyceweisent@bellsouth.net>
Cornelius, NC - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 11:20 PM CDT

In the "better late than never" category, I just wanted to say THANK YOU for all the hard work you put in on passing the CCCA. You worked tirelessly for this bill and many people e-mailed their congressmen from your links.

I hope the "Star" night went well for the girls and that you raised a ton of money for Josh's Toy Drive. I am sure he was smiling down...
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, August 21, 2008 5:58 PM CDT

Hi Diane and Jess,
I have visited the page before but not signed in. I saw you signed in on someone's page and saw a pic of Jess with my kids from CureSearch pics on the same day and it made me think of you guys a lot. Jess and Ali were so nice with my kids, Kailey just loves them. She has made three pictures for them each, but I told her I didn't have an address to send them too. It was nice to meet the Rech family, and everyone at RTD, I wish we could have met also. I am glad Kris and family is coming for a visit, tell them I said Hey. We posted Wyatt's pic on Hollyn's site too. Hollyn is doing great and looking forward to school, and playing soccer. Her next scans are Oct. 7. The dance sounds like a blast! Wish we lived closer to attend! Jess, good luck with volleyball and school. Jorie does cheerleading and gymnastics, with so much practice it makes me wonder wear will she fit in the homework?? Yes, I did say the "H" word! I hope you have an awesome school year, and thanks for throwing that dance, it is an awesome thing! YOu are a spectacular young lady, and I am so glad we got a chance to meet! So who are you dressing up as? You know Hollyn would go as Hannah Montana...probably. Well, give Ali a hug from us and Wyatt.
Hugs to you all,

Jennifer and Hollyn <jdhknme@juno.com>
Waukesha, WI USA - Sunday, August 17, 2008 8:46 AM CDT

Hi Brestels.
It has been awhile since I checked in. So glad to hear the great news about the Curesearch bill passing. I know you all worked very hard to get this passed and all your hard work has paid off. Josh has to be smiling down on you. What is the date for the big dance? I hope the newspaper is planning on covering it! Love to you all, Holly
Holly Ostergard <haostergard@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 11, 2008 12:20 AM CDT

We are on our 6th day of being at St. Elizabeth's in Lincoln with our 7 year old daughter Sydney who aquired an infection from what we thought was a bug bite. She had been especially fearful and anxious about procedures when a nurse brought a toy today that was donated in memory of Josh. Our nurses have been so wonderful to make our stay better and having gifts to give is such a wonderful idea. We plan to donate gifts for this purpose and would not have thought about it if we wouldn't have had this experience. Thank you so much!!
Jana <jana.maddox@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE - Friday, August 8, 2008 3:59 PM CDT

Congrats on having all the hard work you guys have done in Washington pay off with the bill being signed!!!! GREAT NEWS! Hope the dance turns out great! You do so much good work in Josh's honor. No doubt he is so proud of all of you. Have a great rest of the summer!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, August 7, 2008 8:38 AM CDT

Congratulations?!? I'm not sure if that's appropriate to say, but thank you for your incredible efforts. (Darby Brion directed me to your site this evening.) It seems forever since we met 2/13/08 at the Mourning Hope fundraiser. You'll remember, Lauren Johnson was my niece. May your days be blessed.

Sonia Johnson Harford (Lauren's aunt)
Lincoln, NE - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 11:17 PM CDT

WOW! The dance sounds like a great idea! What fun! Thank you for all your work you did to help get the bill passed! It is MUCH appreciated! You guys are always on our minds too. Thanks for signing Brooke's guestbook. It's just been a rough week for some reason. I know you know what I'm talking about and I wish no one did. Love & Prayers, Darby
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, July 31, 2008 7:34 PM CDT

Missed you in D.C., saw Josh's beautiful big sister, but missed the rest of his family. YAY it is done, being signed, moving forward. Our local paper had an article this week about my county having the most cancer, guess what all adults. UGH I wrote a letter to the editor. About September, the bill, etc. Two new Wilms warriors 15 mos old one in March, the other May, in this county. But overlooked by the papers. Oh well didn't want to rant, want to let you know that I think of all of you often and hope that we will meet again. hope Cure Search gets us together for something or I'm gonna have to come west and do an event in Omaha with you all.
Debbie Grace's MomMom
- Sunday, July 27, 2008 8:17 PM CDT

Great that the bill passed in the senate this week, huh?
We are so happy that it did!!! Thanks for your work on the bill.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/drewwiesman
Brenda Everson-Wiesman <bewstudio@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, July 18, 2008 2:46 PM CDT

Happy 4th of July weekend to the Brestels.
What a wonderful picture of Steve, Jessica and Angel Josh hoisted on top of Dad's shoulders. I justed wanted you to all know that you are in my thoughts. With lots of prayers and love, Holly
Holly Ostergard <haostergard@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, - Sunday, July 6, 2008 11:37 AM CDT

Hello:
I said hi to you at the walk. I was the person passing out 800 flyers for the CCCA bill. I just found your website after visiting Sadie's. I have been on Team Unite working with Kate from CureSearch for a few months. Are you going to Reach the Day in DC this week? I can't go as we have four kids and two are in summer school and another one just got back from a trip. I was wondering who the team leaders were for NE. I have met many of the team leaders on cb sites while working on the bill, many who are in DC now. Just stopping by to say hi and thanks for all you are doing to get the bills passed.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/drewwiesman
Brenda Everson-Wiesman <bewstudio@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, June 22, 2008 2:24 PM CDT

i remember

x
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 27, 2008 5:50 PM CDT

Stopping by to say hi. I hope you had a beautiful memorial day. Love you all!
Jen
Ogallala, NE - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 1:08 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say we think of you all often, hoping things are going well and always know that your family and the memory of Josh will always be with us.
The Reeds
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 26, 2008 6:53 PM CDT

I was just thinking about you guys and checking in to see if you'd updated. Josh's Dudes is doing pretty well! Hope to see you at the walk in a few weeks!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, May 18, 2008 0:04 AM CDT

Hi There! Christy Rhine forwarded an email from you to me about the Curesearch Walk and the Wilms Initiative. We have formed a team named Rachael's Rainbow in honor of our 9 year old daughter, Rachael who was diagnosed with stage 4 favorable Wilms tumor on May 29, 2007. She completed her treatment on Jan 29, 2008. We would like the money that Rachael's Rainbow team raises to be designated for the Wilms Initiative research. My email address is ljhueftle@msn.com. God Bless You for all your help for our wonderful children. Sincerely, Lori Hueftle (Hef-lee)
Lori Hueftle <ljhueftle@msn.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, May 15, 2008 11:28 PM CDT

Hey Brestals! I just wanted you to know that I've been thinking about you and sweet Josh. Hope your fundraising is going well. We'll look forward to seeing you in June at the Walk!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <sknudsen@epsne.org>
O!, NE - Friday, April 25, 2008 0:37 AM CDT

Stopping by to say HI! Lexie got new crocs in her Easter basket. They were camouflaged. That's what she wanted. :) Hope everyone is well! Lots of XXOOs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, April 7, 2008 8:43 AM CDT

Sending you many hugs. XO, Angelique and family
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, March 22, 2008 10:21 PM CDT

hey hey family you are awesome Happy Valentine's Day need to talk Email me at BrookeBrestel@gmail.com Jess all I have 2 say 2 u is stay out of trouble. Again E-mail me!
Brooke Brestel <BrookeBrestel@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE U.S.A. - Friday, February 15, 2008 8:35 PM CST

Diane & Steve, Thank you for all your hard work! You two just give & give & give of yourself - all for Beautiful Josh. I still remember the shock of losing him when I had just found the Wilms group. I had a hard time accepting that this was a possibility.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 11:27 AM CST

Remembering an unforgettable smile, and love in action. Thank you for all you do for all of the children. See you in June.
Debbie Grace's MomMom
Cape May, - Thursday, January 31, 2008 8:41 AM CST

Just checking in. Hopeing Steve made it home from D.C. without any delays.
Carrie www.caringbridge.org/visit/ianblack <tessasmomy@yahoo.com>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 3:57 PM CST

Wanted to stop and say Hi! Wishing you all a happy 2008. Many hugs, Angelique and family
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, January 12, 2008 3:54 PM CST

Just stopping in and wishing a nice Christmas...I know this time of the year must be so difficult for you. But please know that you and your family remain in our hearts and remembering Josh.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <Johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, December 21, 2007 11:29 AM CST

Hello, just want you all to know that I have been thinking of you,Merry Christmas to all of you and a very blessed new year. This is such a rough time for all of us...but I wanted you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers.... www.caringbridge.org/mi/sweetlauren
Sharon Shuttle grandma to Angel Lauren, Jay and Hailey <laurenjh123@juno.com>
st clair shores, mi - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:31 AM CST

Diane, Steve and Jess,

Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas with all our love from Illinois. Hope the ice storms didn't hit you too bad and that you are doing well this winter. Congratulations on another successful birthday toy drive in Josh's memory. We never forget him or you.

Hugs,
Jen Scott and family
www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
Midwest, USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 4:29 PM CST

I look forward to working with you in the coming year, if I am needed I hope I can help. Will CureSearch have a walk in Omaha again? We would like to attend this next year - Charli was just off chemo last year and had too low of counts to go, I hear we missed an amazing event...

Brenda
www.brenda-chad.blogspot.com
Brenda Preister <bkborg@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:23 PM CST

Happy 8th birthday buddy! We miss you alot!!
Amanda and megan <baby03302003@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, ne - Thursday, December 13, 2007 10:09 PM CST

Happy 8th Birthday, Josh! Miss you much. Love ya.
Jen
Ogallala, - Thursday, December 13, 2007 2:10 PM CST

Hi! Just stopping in to say hello! Your slide show from the walk is great and the poem you put up rings so true! Thanks so much for all you do to raise money and awareness for childhood cancer! Your work is a wonderful tribute to Josh and benefits so many children. Hope the holidays are good for you all. No doubt Josh is close by your side, enjoying it all with you!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 8:20 PM CST

Diane, Steve, and Jess
it's your favorite neice and cousin Brooke. I couldn't wish for a better family. If I did I'd be crazy. I hope you're doing okay. I know Josh is, and I know he wants you to be to. Astala Bye Bye!
Brooke Brestel
Lincoln, NEB U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 1:45 PM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.

Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 11:38 AM CST

Weve been thinking about your family this week-It seems like yesterday I stumbled across Josh's page-the first page I ever went to and signed when Autumn was diagnosed and it seems like yesterday that Josh went to Heaven. Autumn still likes to send her ballons to Angel Josh throughout the year and I hope he enjoyed them. I hope the toy drive goes well. what a great way to honor Josh.
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
Saint Charles, mn USA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 3:11 PM CST

Thinking of you these past few days. Hope everyone is well. Sending many hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 7:52 PM CST

Just want you to know we've been thinking of you. It still seems like it was just yesterday Josh was still here, doesn't it? Love & prayers, Darby
Darby Brionr <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, December 3, 2007 10:56 PM CST

Miss you!
Jen
Ogallala, NE - Monday, December 3, 2007 11:21 AM CST

Hi, Josh.

It's three years since you went to live with Jesus. I know that doesn't mean much to you - even if time worked the same way in Heaven as it does here, you would be having to much fun playing non-stop with Mamie and the other children to notice the passage of time. There are too many things to see and hear that are more beautiful than anything we can imagine.

Usually it is the grownups who have to explain to the children that unpleasant times will pass and things we think we just can't wait for will be here before we know it. When our work on earth is finished, we will understand, as you do now, that our time of separation is very short compared to eternity together without pain, fear, or sadness.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 9:51 PM CST

Myspace Graphics at WishAFriend.com
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 3:50 PM CST

Diane,
Just stopping by to let you know I've been thinking about you and Josh. I know his Angel Day is quickly approaching as well. I wanted to let you know I'm thinking of everyone as I will be busy the next 3 or so weeks - going to Ohio to celebrate my parent's 50th Wedding Anniversary! Lots seem to have married in '57! My g/f's parents celebrated theirs this past summer as well, and my boss' parents are next April.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 10:43 AM CST

Wanted to stop by and say "HI". glad to read about Jess. Sending many hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 8:17 PM CDT

It has been a month already since our Haunted Holiday. Time flys.

We will always grieve for the loss of our children. I know that we both know that grief is a never ending journey. There is no end. And no two people take the same path. But without the grief, and the memories we wouldn't have those special moments that bring us comfort, joy and peace. I think that you would both do a great job for Mourning Hope.

I was so hoping that we would have Diane with us for the January meetings. And here I was thinking that after your surgery you would be able to eat Mexican with us. Steve and I are just going to have to have dinner at the Mexican restraunt without you! Tee Hee.

Jess we miss you, (Ya, and maybe Mom and Dad too) only a little over a month to go before we will be down. Jimmie maybe hunting that weekend so perhaps Bryce will also be making the trip......

We are going trick or treating in the residence halls at Winona State. Wyatt misses his big brother.....and Justin's refridgerator is on the blink and he needs food. For what I am not sure.

Happy Halloween! We love you.

Kris and family

WYATT <kmrech@hotmail.com>
Montgomery, MN USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 8:43 AM CDT

Stopping by to say "HI" and we think of you often. I was talking to Kris the other day and she said Jess made the volley ball team. WOW!! Enjoy the rest of summer! Hugs, Angelique and clan

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, August 30, 2007 5:43 PM CDT

Hey Diane, Steve and Jess,

Just wanted to come by and love on you for a little bit. Hope you can feel my hugs.

Jen
Jen Scott
IL - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 12:01 AM CDT

hi, i just wanted to say that this story really hits me hard, i have a daughter that also has a wilms tumor (stage 3)but i pray and leave her in the lords hands and have a lot of faith. you are strong and may GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALWAYS AND YOUR ANGLE ABOVE !!
EMILY CORTINAS & ALYISSA CORTINAS (DAUGHTER) <cortinas76@satx.rr.com>
SAN A NTONIO, TX U.S - Friday, July 27, 2007 3:31 AM CDT

God bless your family. My husband was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer last September (one day after his dad died of leukemia) and it has been such a struggle but just recently was diagnosed as in remission for now. He's only 54 years old. Cancer knows no age, gender, heritage or religous affiliates. Cancer makes victims of all of us. I cannot imagine what it would be like to loose a child. My thoughts & prayers are with your family and all those that are suffering from this terrible disease. May God bless you all.
Debra Lehnherr-Dowling <deb.lehnherr@nreca.com>
Avoca, NE 68307 - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

Any cute Wild Wyatt stories? We really missed not being there this year. Harlei wants to come to MN next year. Maybe we can meet up then. We think of you all often. Sending many hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:14 PM CDT

What great pics you have from the walk!!! Is that Jess one outstanding student and athlete or what?!!! Way to go, Girl! Hope the trip to Washington DC was good. It's so great how hard you guys work for childhood cancer research! What a wonderful tribute to Josh! Hope you have a great rest of the summer!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , NE - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:36 AM CDT

It was a great pleasure to meet your family in D.C. I am in awe of you. You have not walked away from this battle or issue. You are fighting for those in the trenches. I will always have stored in my heart and mind a picture of a little boy wearing a BIG black cowboy hat and a big smile. That photo is the picture that caught my attention. That was a photo I had in my mind walking the streets of DC, that and several other children's, we need to get those weapons necessary to all the kids in this battle. Praying you get home safely and thanking God for the energy you bring to this effort.
Debbie Grace's MomMom visit/gracebaker
Cape May, NJ - Thursday, June 28, 2007 5:13 PM CDT

Congratulations, Jess on all the great awards! That is awesome! You deserve it. Happy Father's Day to Steve! Hope you all had a good weekend. Thought about you over the weekend as we were in Lincoln for a wedding. Love the poem you put on about fathers and the new video, too. Have fun in DC! Lots of love, Darby
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 8:54 PM CDT

Love the story! Hope you all have good trip.
Tim Hindman <th42820@navix.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

It was great to see you at the walk Saturday! :) Thanks for sharing the story of Josh's Dudes. What a great way to get a name for your team. Hannah had an imaginary friend named Katie at that age. Katie went everywhere with us, had her own seat at the table, and was pushed regularly on the swings. We always remember Josh! :)

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Sunday, June 10, 2007 11:46 PM CDT

HI there Brestel's! It was SO great to see you today! Thank you for stopping at the cemetery! We could see you had been there and that means SO very much to us. I'm glad to see you are going to make it to DC again this year! You guys are great representatives for all of us. Gavin sure wishes we were going (so do I, but he is really wanting to get to go again). I said maybe next year we can make it. I love the story about Josh's Dudes - I never knew where you came up with that before. That is SO cute! Love & Prayers, Darby
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Broin <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, June 9, 2007 9:39 PM CDT

Good luck with team Josh's Dudes!!!! I am hoping by next year Mike and I are ready to head to DC, we will be praying for everyone attending, we think of you all often and want you to know that Josh will always be remembered!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 2, 2007 10:24 PM CDT

Diane,
Thanks for the update. I always love hearing about your family. Hard to believe that Jess is going to H.S. in the fall. I also loved hearing the great story about Josh's Dudes! Great memory and fun way to use it for the walk and to share it with all of us.
Holly Ostergard <haostergard@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:18 PM CDT

Hi Diane! Jess sounds like an all around sports all star. :) We are trying to make it in June but like you said the prices are getting too high. I hope we can but as of now not sure. I like 'Josh's Dudes' LOL!! Lexus had an imaginary friend when she was little, his name was Max. I loved to hear her talk about Max and his brother Brownie. We asked her about them one day when she wasn't talking about them as much and she said they moved to Florida. LOL!! We are always thinking of and praying for you. Many hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, May 24, 2007 3:40 PM CDT

DIANE,

MySpace Comments at GlitterBell.com
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou, - Sunday, May 13, 2007 0:55 AM CDT

Hugs and love today. Don't have a reason...just wanted to come out and love on ya.

Jen
Jen Scott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Thursday, May 10, 2007 5:06 PM CDT

Hey, Brestals! Just wondering how you are all doing. Hoping you are still coming to the Milestones walk June 9th? I hope to see you then!! Keeping Josh and your family in our prayers
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:45 PM CDT

It was so nice to hear about Josh's birthday. His memory will grow with each child who gets a toy in his name. And your traditions will help you feel his presence until you meet again in Heaven.

Mamie had a favorite restaurant in every town. When we went to St. Jude we had to go to Macaroni Grill. For Children's Hospital in Birmingham it was Red Lobster.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:56 PM CDT

Hello Brestels, just stopping by to let you know we are thinking of you, praying for you, and always remembering Angel Josh...

HugsLovePeace-n-Prayers, Grace and Katey <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Monday, April 23, 2007 11:40 PM CDT

HI Brestels! Thanks so much for continuing to check in with Alex's progress. It would be so easy to leave this whole world to itself after losing Josh...I'm glad you haven't, but it would be understandable, for sure! Anyway, hope you had a Happy Easter and were able to enjoy yourselves the better part of the day with family and friends if that's what you did.

Anyway, sending you a hug over the 'net... {{{hug}}}

Jen
Jen and Alex Scott
IL - Monday, April 9, 2007 1:04 PM CDT

Hello! and Happy Easter! Dad told me that you wanted me to update Dylan's site, and I see that you do check in on us. Thanks! Thinking about you and wondering how things are going. Do you have big Easter plans? We are at my parents for the weekend. All three of my brothers came home as well. To bad it has to be so cold for all of those kids out there hunting eggs. Hello to all and have a great weekend. ~~~Rachel
rachel odom
- Saturday, April 7, 2007 11:25 PM CDT

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Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou, - Thursday, April 5, 2007 10:43 AM CDT

Wishing you all a blessed Easter holiday this weekend! Hope we can still arrange to come in June!
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
St. Charles, MN USA - Thursday, April 5, 2007 10:17 AM CDT

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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:28 AM CDT

Josh,
I miss you. Hope you're happy.
Brooke Brestel
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, March 16, 2007 11:41 AM CDT

I'm glad that they toy drive went so well! I heard about Jordan doing that. He is such a great kid. I hope that we will be able to make it to Christmas this year. I know that is a long ways off, but that is the plan. Take care you guys.
Jen Baney <jmbaney@hotmail.com>
Ogallala, NE USA - Thursday, March 8, 2007 8:37 AM CST

I have been checking back from time to time to hear about the toy drive. I am glad you guys had such a great drive. I am sure that Josh is very proud.
Holly & Abby www.caringbridge.com/visit/abigailbeth
- Wednesday, February 28, 2007 4:18 PM CST

Diane, Steve and Jess,
Thank you for continuing in the fight against cancer! I have taken a portion of your journal and highlighted it on Alex's page, with a credit to you and a link back here. I hope many read it and come back here and find out even more. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You make Josh proud, I just know it.
We are proud to call you friends.

Much love,
The Scotts
Jeff, Jen, Stephanie, Alex and Carson
Alex's site:www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
- Thursday, February 22, 2007 10:46 AM CST

Diane,
Glad all was a success for Josh's b-day toy drive:)
Hope you are all well

www.caringridge.org/la/gabbylou

Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 4:21 PM CST

I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.

Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."
**~

BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Monday, February 12, 2007 10:24 PM CST

Diane, I again have tears in my eyes. what Jordan did is so inspiring! How I wish I could get Laurel to feel that way. Whenever I dare mention her not getting gifts, she blows up. maybe w/time?

I'm glad you are taking care of yourself. did you read on the Wilms Listserv what an on-line friend of Donna's did in honor of Gabe? I cried then too. So many caring and giving people. You are and will always be an inspiration to many!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Sunday, February 11, 2007 3:37 PM CST

Thank you for the update, and the great picture of Steve and Josh at the game! Wow, you guys have been so busy! And that Jess, well, we are so proud of her and all of her achievements.

What time is the walk on June 9th? Hard to believe, but there is a fundraiser scheduled for that date, so I am not sure we will be able to make it...but if we can we would love to be on Josh's buddies team!

Take care, and keep us posted about the Volleyball schedule!

Jane
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:11 AM CST

Thanks for the update, Diane, I was glad to read what all has been going on with you guys. I hope you're feeling better after getting that gall bladder out! I love all the new info you put out there. I'll prob. use some of it on Brooke's site! Glad things are going well! Love, Darby
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 2:10 PM CST

Loved the article in the paper yesterday on Jordan & Josh. How sweet!!!

Sending hugs your way
Angel Haley's family
This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love…and blessing inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love…
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

It’s not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
It’s being sent to my child…, who left earth so soon,
Who’s now in Heaven with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your Valentine,
“I Love you…my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And it’s sent with hugs and kisses…from me to you.”

“I know you are with me each and everyday,
You listen as I talk to you…and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do…
You’ll always be a part of me…and me a part of you.”

“I know God did not give you this awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me…would you please?
I don’t know what I would do without His undying love…
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above.”

“I know you are in the best of care,
But it’s so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind…?
For God to send the knowledge…so a cure we can find.”

“So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night…
And see you shining down your BIG bright light.”

“Happy Valentines Day sunshine…I miss you so much,
I know you know how many lives you have touched;
You’ll always be mine…I love you with all my heart,
I know we will be together again… and then we’ll never part.”

So you see the meaning is still the same…
The method of delivery is the only change;
Mine must be sent by a little white dove…
“On the wings of Love.”

Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Monday, February 5, 2007 11:01 AM CST

Hey, Diane, thanks for signing Hannah's guestbook. I imagine you are busy with all the day to day things with Jess and Tyler. I just had to come by and see Josh. He has the sweetest smile. It just warms my heart every time I see it. :)
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:45 PM CST

Just came by and was thinking of you.

Hugs
Jen
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
IL - Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:44 AM CST

I'm sorry I missed Josh's birthday. I know he was pleased watching all the children down here get their toys.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 9:17 PM CST

Hey, just thought I'd contact you again - it's been a while. I was reminded to pop in and say hello after meeting an adorable little one with wilms tumour at the hospital the other day. Every time I meet these amazing kids, it reminds me of all the good work you are doing to fight wilms. Keep it up.

Emily's Story
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 13, 2007 6:49 PM CST

Thinking of all of our families we have met through caringbridge, wishing you all the best in 2007 and wanting you to know that we will always hold you near to our hearts and will always remember Josh!!!
The Reeds
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 7, 2007 9:05 PM CST

Hello, just wanted to let you know that someone was thinkin' about you today. www.caringbridge.org/visit/meganbishop
Lisa Bishop <diamantesonrisa@yahoo.com>
Bunceton, MO USA - Saturday, January 6, 2007 11:12 AM CST

Happy Belated, Diane! Sorry I'm late, but I've got that over 40 CRS disease! Someday maybe you'll have it too! :) Hope you had a good holiday filled with memories! Congrats on Josh's Birthday toy drive. It was fun! Admire all that you do!

Mary Sue <mmeyers@hws.com>
- Wednesday, January 3, 2007 4:13 PM CST

Happy New Year, Steve, Diane, Jess and Josh. 2007 with Jesus will be amazing. I hope He is with you, too, with that still, small voice telling you He won't leave you or forsake you.
Love and hugs,
Jen
Jen Scott
IL - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 12:58 AM CST

Always soo very thoughtful of others, I am sure Josh was beeming proud once again at how you all remember him...May His Love bring you all Peace and Comfort in the New Year and beyond--ALWAYS in our prayers~

*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Sunday, December 31, 2006 7:21 PM CST

Steve and Diane, I saw Rod, Janel and Sara's notice in the Callaway paper about your successful toy drive. God bless you all for such a great idea to celebrate Josh and to give to kids that are in the hospital.
Mark B.
mark brohman <mark.brohman@net.ne.gov>
Lincoln, NE - Friday, December 29, 2006 1:38 PM CST

Love and hugs to all of you today. Josh's smile is timeless and we remember him always. Hope your Christmas was full of laughter and smiles, even as you missed your baby boy.
Love,
Jen
Jen
IL - Monday, December 25, 2006 8:45 PM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I hope you are having a good holiday weekend!! I am keeping you all in my thoughts!!
Thanks again for all the toys!!! What an awesome thing to do!!! It was great to see you all!!
God Bless!
Love, Anisa
Anisa Hoie <ahoie@cox.net>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 12:25 AM CST

Merry Christmas Brestals,

I hope you have a good day tomorrow. Sounds like the toy drive was a success. I can only imagine the smiles on all those children. Molly and I wanted to come for Josh's b-day party but there was a fundraiser that afternoon for Mrs. Tripe, one of the teacher's at ST.Cecilia. She had a stroke and is being rehabilitated at Madonna. You were in our thoughts though.

Happy Holidays,
Cindy and Molly
www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie

Dycus
Hastings, NE - Sunday, December 24, 2006 11:19 PM CST

Hello everyone!

Wishing the Brestels a Merry Christmas. I think of all the kids who will have a smile on their face because of his toy drive this holiday season and time to come. We are definitely thinking of you guys!
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
Saint Charles, mn USA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 12:26 AM CST

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:36 AM CST

What a great way to celebrate Josh's birthday. Hope you all have some great Christmas moments this year, and find time to enjoy each other. I am sure Josh will find ways to let you know he is joining in.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:14 PM CST

Hi:
It is so neat that you are collecting toys for Children's Hospital each year. We have been donating fleece blankets and art supplies for the art cart and we know how good it feels to give back. Keep up the good work. www.caringbridge.org./visit/drewwiesman
Brenda Everson-Wiesman <bewstudio@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:34 AM CST

Love to all of you Brestels. What a wonderful Christmas present you have given to the kids who will be spending their holidays in the confines of a hospital room.

Your hearts are so big. We are blessed to know you, even a little.

Hugs and love,
Jen Scott
Jen
IL - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 9:11 AM CST

Happy Belated Birthday to Joshua! How wonderful a birthday in heaven must be! How awesome you guys do that toy collection for the hospitals. What a wonderful tribute to Josh! We hope that the holidays go well and are filled with as much laughter as tears. We keep you guys close in our prayers all the time. The best of wishes for you guys in 2007 too - for good health and much laughter! Merry Christmas!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Monday, December 18, 2006 12:02 AM CST

Happy Heavenly Birthday Josh!!!!!

Steve, Diane, Jess & Tyler
I hope you had a good time, good memories and eating Josh's favorite foods.

Thinking of you.

Cindy and Molly
www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie
Dycus
Hasitngs, NE - Thursday, December 14, 2006 2:41 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Josh!!! Thinking of you today and always! Hugs, Angelique

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:02 PM CST

Happy Birthday Josh! I can't wait to hear about your amazing toy drive. May God send all of your famliy tons of peace and comfort and love today!

Holly & Abby www.caringbridge.com/visit/abigailbeth
- Wednesday, December 13, 2006 4:06 PM CST

Thinking of you today as you spread Josh's joy and your love to those who need it.

Josh sent lots of sun, and warm temperatures for a safe drive to Omaha.

With Josh in our hearts...Jane and all
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 11:51 AM CST

Happy Birthday ^Josh^! There's a lot of partying up in Heaven today, that's for sure!

I'm glad the toy drive went so well. Enjoy delivering all the goodies!
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
St. Charles, MN USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 7:53 AM CST

Hi Diane, Steve and Jess,
Just came by to see what happened with the drive. It must have been wonderful and you are super busy organizing all that came in! I hope so!
Love, hugs, and wishes for peace this Christmas,
Jen
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
il - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:51 PM CST

Just checking in to see how the toy drive went. I'm sure great. Do you have any funny Wyatt stories? :) Hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, December 10, 2006 8:10 PM CST

You have been in my thoughts and prayers at this time of year - so many memories! Sending you (((((HUGS)))))
Harri, mum to Wilms' angel-girl Lowri <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Friday, December 8, 2006 4:07 PM CST

Diane,
Being brave & stopping by during work hours (home computer on fritz) to let you know that I've been thinking of Josh and his family a lot these past weeks. I will be thinking of him and saying a little prayer just for him on his earthly birthday. I love how you have continued the toy drive in honor of his birthday. Thank you for being so caring!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Friday, December 8, 2006 11:03 AM CST

It was so nice of you to sign Hannah's guestbook, Diane. I just visited your site this weekend but didn't have time to sign. I love the poem that you put up, and I am sure no one cares that it has been up before. It bears repeating. I have never met Josh, but I have to confess that every time I see his beautiful face and your family, it brings me to tears that he is gone. He is such a compelling child. Would it be OK to add his address to Hannah's "my story" page? Thanks for continuing to keep his memory alive. I think it is wonderful that you are collecting toys again this year for his birthday. I am sure he is smiling down from heaven. Keeping you in our thoughts.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 2:47 PM CST

The pictures of Josh are beautiful. I did not have the honor of knowing Josh, but I am sure he is so very proud of you as you continue to fight against cancer for him. Blessed are those who mourn. May God richly bless you.
Holly www.caringbridge.com/visit/abigailbeth
Holly O
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 10:38 PM CST

Thinking and praying for you each and every day. -chloe
www.caringbridge.com/mt/ellieanna
chloe moore <teamellieanna@hotmail.com>
bigfork, mt - Saturday, December 2, 2006 1:23 AM CST

Best wishes to all of you on this anniversary. God bless you.
Kathie Thomas <kitkat15818@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 9:20 PM CST

Thinking of you today and everyday. The toy drive is a great thing to do for Josh's honor and memory. Lots of love and hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, December 1, 2006 6:31 PM CST

Thinking of you today and throughout the upcoming holidays.
Joyce Z. www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net>
Columbia, MO - Friday, December 1, 2006 1:06 PM CST

Dear Steve, Diane, Jess and Tyler,

It has been awhile since we've talked. Know that Molly and I think of you everyday. You will be in our thoughts especially today. I think this is wonderful what you are doing in memory of Josh. I would like to do something in memory of Addie but my mind is so fogged and I wish I would get past this. I've talked to the school, I guess that is a start. I hope you guys had a nice Thanksgiving. Our lives are different now without our sweet angels.

BB season has started and Molly had her 1st game last night. They won, 42-29. We travel to Columbus tonight. From here on out we will be very busy with BB.

Keep in touch and I hope you feel warm Josh "fuzzies" today. I know you will.

Love, Cindy, MOlly and angel addie
www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie
Cindy Dycus
Hastings, NE - Friday, December 1, 2006 8:36 AM CST

Dearest Brestels,
Josh is never far from our thoughts, and neither are you. All our love and hugs today.
Jen and the rest of the Scotts
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
IL - Friday, December 1, 2006 8:15 AM CST

Dear Friends,

We are thinking of you all and Josh, we do so often, but especially today....

With deep affection, Jane and all
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 7:58 AM CST

Hey Buddy,

I can't believe it's been 2 years. We miss you so much! You would be proud of your Mom, Dad, Jess & Tyler. I know the pain is so fresh and they hurt but they are always there to listen and talk about you. For a four year old, we sure do have a lot of stories! When we shop, we see things that you would like or things that remind us of you. When we eat Applebees, we remember steak & the dessert you shared with your mom! When I get in my car, I see the blue three-wheeler you would ride in our driveway - you would put on the red batting helmet and ride right in the middle of the "big" kid's basketball game! When I see Griff, I remember how brave you tried to be around him, but how HUGE he is and how you would gladly go with me to the back door to let him outside.

I remember two years ago like it was yesterday. My last vision of you will not be how sick you were at the end; it will be how at peace you were in your mom's arms like the angel you are!!

We love & miss you Josh!

Aunt Rhonda
Rhonda Haas
- Friday, December 1, 2006 7:40 AM CST

Diane, Steve, and Jess...

I woke up this morning visualing the many pictures I have in my head of Josh, namely one of my favorites, the one of him in the black cowboy hat. There are so many dates that stay with us, and today is one of them. Dec 1 will not be the same for me, as I always have a special place in my heart for Josh and your family.
I'm thinking of you today, and all the balloons Autumn sends to Angel Josh (he got a white one last week!)
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
St. Charles, MN USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 7:07 AM CST

Thinking of you all and still not able to comprehend that it has been 2 years, always wanting you to know that your sweet Josh is always remembered, we were unlucky never to have met him, in our prayers and our hearts.
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 30, 2006 5:54 PM CST

Josh, Brooke and Haley have been in my thoughts. Such beautiful angels, who taught many about the power of love and the impact of what a terrific smile can have on a persons heart. When I think of Josh, I always think of Carter as well. They are alot alike. Can you imagine what steadfast friends they too would be?

I just want you to know that we are thinking about all of you, that we remember that sweet face and smile, and hope that those precious memories that you hold dear to your heart are a comfort to you and that they bring you peace in the next dificult days.

Love and hugs to all of you! Jess, wait to you see what Jimmie ordered you for Christmas, LOL, it is a hoot! Call me if you need an ear to listen.

Kris, Jimmie, Wyatt, Carter, Ali, Bryce, and Justin
Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
MONTGOMERY, MN USA - Thursday, November 30, 2006 3:24 PM CST

The poem left me with an ache in my heart for you, Diane, Steve and Jess...thank you. I need that ache to remind me not to take Alex's gift for granted, as I anticipate we will do as he gets farther out from treatment. I guess it's natural, but we will come here and to other pages and remember your sweet baby boy and the fight he put up to try and stay with you. He is NEVER forgotten, you guys. Even those of us who never did meet him keep him in our hearts. Now he has the most to be thankful for; a loving family who holds him close in their hearts and his gift of freedom from a body that just couldn't be fixed by anyone on this earth. I hope this Thanksgiving was filled with smiles and warmth and laughter in Josh's honor.

Prayers that Friday will be filled with a supernatural peace.

Love and hugs,
Jen
Jen <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Monday, November 27, 2006 12:13 AM CST

Hello Diane! I hope that you and your sweet family had a wonderful Thanksgiving. I love the poem, what a constant reminder. I was excited to see that you are having another birthday party for Josh! I pray that you will have a wonderful turn out. How rewarding it is to give back smiles to others and their families. You have a very special family with huge hearts. Hello to all~love Rachel
rachel odom
- Saturday, November 25, 2006 6:28 PM CST

Diane, I am thankful you posted "For that I am thankful." It shows a true caring heart, the aches and pangs, along with its dose of blessings...thinking of you all this Thanksgiving and praying always in memory of your lil man~

HugsLove-n-Peace, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, November 23, 2006 8:55 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving! Autumn sent a green balloon to Josh yesterday...I hope he's have a party in the sky with it! We are thinking of you and wish you a good day with family!
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
Saint Charles, mn USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 8:47 AM CST

Dear Brestel Family,

It is so nice to see that you are looking forward to this weekend, it is surely Josh sending you peace, and the ability to enjoy. Though this day is yet another one of those terrible anniversaries, Josh has given you the strength to carry on...yes, with an inexplicable void, but to carry on.

May you find peace and comfort with your family, who can cherish the memories with your Sweet Josh.

We are, as always, thinking and praying for you.

With affection, Happy Thanksgiving,

Jane and all
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE - Thursday, November 23, 2006 7:17 AM CST

Letting you know we will never forget your sweet Josh, just wanted to let you know you will all be in our heats and prayers this holiday, and as the anniversary of Josh's passing approaches and his birthday, we are always thinking of you all. Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 8:57 AM CST

Greetings Brestel Family,
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Bob and I were reflecting that this is such a difficult time for you guys. We remember you coming to tell us there was no more they could do for Josh and how brave all of you were. Prayers and Peace to you and may sweet little Josh remind all of us what to be thankful (Faith,Family,& Friends)
Cindy & Bob
- Friday, November 17, 2006 3:33 PM CST

Hello! Hope you are all doing well. Thought we'd write in to say "hi" and let you know that we're thinking of you and still enjoy reading the updates. :)
We're planning on seeing you in December!

The Hernandez Family
Lincoln, NE - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 10:20 PM CST

Hi everyone...
I come here and don't sign in as often anymore, but wanted to let you know I keep Josh's site in my favorites and visit here often. Just as often, I think of you and hope you are "getting along all right" or as close to that as possible. The Toy Drive sounds wonderful and we will be praying for a good turnout and hopefully participating by sending along a little something, too.
Hugs and prayers,
Jen and Alex
Jen
IL - Monday, November 13, 2006 10:14 PM CST

Diane and family,
Wanting to stop by and and let you know your thought of so often, I find it painful most times to come here and not being able to update about our son, and reading so many others who are suffering and losing, but I know we need to be their for them because we know what this awful journey is like, hope all is well with your family, and we will always remember!!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 5, 2006 7:15 AM CST

My Son Lives in Paradise

The dust has settled on the things
That I have stored away
A favorite toy, for little boy
A jar of dried out clay.

A photograph when you were young
Sits quietly on the shelf
Thoughts of you come drifting back
I just can’t help myself.

A drawing that you made for me
When you were very small
Is framed within this heart of mine
And hangs upon the wall.

A scrapbook lies within the room
Where you once laid your head
Your favorite book, a model car
The pillow on your bed.

I miss you coming in from school
“Hey mom, it’s me, I’m home”
I miss the little words and hugs
The special times we’ve known.

A part of me just disappeared
The day you went away
An empty space now fills my heart
There are no words to say.

A closet filled with memories
Of happy days gone by
A baseball cap and souvenir
Why did you have to die?

The trophies that you won at school
Stand proudly on display
Your many friends can’t understand
Why God called you away.

I hear your voice within the halls
It echoes in the night
I see you in the evening mist
And in the morning light.

So many things you left behind
Are now a memory
But little arms that held me tight
Will always stay with me.

An empty space now fills my heart
My boy, my child, my son
You’ve gone into another world
Where golden dreams are spun.

I do not know the answers
It‘s not for me to know
But I will know the truth one day
Just why you had to go.

My turn will come to leave this world
I’ll gaze into your eyes
God’s perfect plan will be revealed
Up there in paradise.

Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
©2005

??? <baby03302003@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, Ne - Saturday, November 4, 2006 8:43 AM CST

Hi Brestels...
Hope this Halloween is fun, despite missing Josh so much.

Love you all,
Jen
Jen
IL - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 4:59 PM CST

Hey Guys!!
Just sittin in my TA(teacher's aide)period just lookin up on Josh's site!! Today we are in the sub-district finals!! We are all pretty excited..Jess you just wait and you'll soon find out how fun it is!!! Have a good day!!
Happy Halloween!!
Love Ya Lots!!
Sara Jo
Sara Jo <sarabrestel_08@hotmail.com>
Callaway, NE - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 2:42 PM CST

Welcome back! Looking forward to seeing you on Thursday and /or Friday...I really need a Jess update!!!!

Ciao, Jane and all
Jane <janegriffin@earthlink.net>
- Monday, October 30, 2006 8:18 PM CST

Stopping by to say hello and to see the sweet pix of your lil man--A very belated Happy Birthday for 13yo Jess, too~ Still thinkin and prayin for you all...

Sending you all LoadsaHugsLovePeace-n-Blessings, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Sunday, October 29, 2006 5:55 PM CST

Harlei and I ate at Panera's afer her appt in Pittsburgh today. A guy working there looked alot like Steve. He was very nice too. Another thing in common w/ Steve. We are so jealous you get to spend a few days w/ Wyatt and clan. Have fun! (i know you will)Hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, October 26, 2006 6:21 PM CDT

Hello Friends,

I enjoyed reading the Sister-Brother poem. You always finds such nice things to put on Josh's page.

I am looking forward to seeing Jess next week! Let me know what day(s) might work. In the meantime have a great trip up to Minnesota.

Thinking of you all, and remembering our sweet Josh, who I met for the first time 3 years ago...
Jane <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Thursday, October 26, 2006 6:53 AM CDT

Hey guys been thinking about you lately & know that you a fun trip coming up have lots of fun up North this weekend....I know that you will have loads of stories when you return. Beware of the neighbor lady huh?

Safe travels
Kevin, Patti, Angel Haley & Hanna too
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net>
Panama, Ne - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 9:43 AM CDT

JESS 8 DAYS WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM SO BORED!!!!!!! LOL I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!
love yaz
ali
Ali <alicatrech@hotmail.com>
Montgomery, MN USA - Thursday, October 19, 2006 4:00 PM CDT

Hi Diane,
Just stopping by and thinking of you today. It's a little grey and cold and rainy, but seeing those smiles on the front page warms me up a little. Josh was and is so beautiful. I hope today is a good day and he sends you a little sign that he is happy and well.

Love you,
Jen
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 9:17 AM CDT

HI there Brestel's! Just stopping by to say Hi! I hope you hade a great 13th birthday, Jess! It's hard to believe you are a TEENAGER already! Lots of love, Darby
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, October 9, 2006 10:17 PM CDT

Hi Brestels-
Dropping by to let you know we keep your family in our prayers. Jess I hope you had a wonderful 13th birthday. What a milestone. -Chloe Moore
www.caringbridge.com/mt/ellieanna
Chloe Moore <teamellieann@hotmail.com>
Bigfork, MT - Sunday, October 8, 2006 3:26 AM CDT

Hope Jess had a great 13th birthday. Thanks for the great slide show of Josh and your family. It's such a great way to remember Josh.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, October 7, 2006 11:40 PM CDT

Jess girl you are old.....wow 13-I'm sure everything has changed around the house lately hasn't it? Your Mom & Dad making you do more chores:) Just kiddin' hope your birthday was a blast!!!

Hugs to all
Angel Haley's family
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net>
Panama, Ne - Friday, October 6, 2006 4:32 PM CDT

hey happy belated birthday jessica. I can't believe you are an actual teenager now!! I remember when you used to be up here visiting at the hospital and i had to help you get your earrrings out of your ears because you wouldn't let anyone else do it. I hope you had a great day and birthday weekend. Tell your mom and dad hi for me!!
Debbie <poohbear_f33@cox.net>
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 2:48 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday Jess. I'm sorry I missed it on your day. It sounded like you had fun. Hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 11:09 AM CDT

Wow, you got a happy birthday wish in Italian! Cool! I only really know Spanish, so I'll add to it: Feliz Cumpleanos! :) Have a great day and busy weekend full of fun! You're officially a teenager! Congratulations! You now have permission to get lots of zits, cry uncontrollably for absolutely no reason, alternately hate and love your best friend and family, and shoot up into a gorgeous young woman. Phew. Takes a lot out of ya, so sleep late whenever you can!! :) I can say this, because I am gearing up for Stephanie to be 13 in January. Let me know how it goes for you, ok, Jess? I, as a mom, might need some suggestions on things NOT to say, (like the litany I just gave you) to my daughter! ha!

Have a BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY, Jess!! Give your mom a big hug for me, ok?
Love,
Jen
Alex's mom
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
- Friday, September 29, 2006 1:35 PM CDT

BUON COMPLEANNO JESS!

Now, I bet that is the only Happy Birthday wish in Italian you will get!

We are all thinking of you, and were wondering when might be a good time to deliver our birthday treats. From your update it looks like Sunday might be better.

Have fun with your friends tonight...good luck in the volleyball game...and so on and so forth.

I will give you a call to find out when we could come by!

HAPPY 13!
Jane <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 10:26 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!!!!!!!!

THE BIG 13. WOW. I NEVER KNEW YOU AND ADDIE WERE THE SAME AGE. ADDIE WILL CELEBRATE HER 13TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN ON THE 6TH OF OCTOBER. ENJOY YOUR DAY AND HAVE A GREAT TIME THIS WEEKEND. CHEER THE HUSKERS ON. SENDING LOVE YOUR WAY.

MOLLY AND CINDY DYCUS
WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/NE/ADDIEMARIE
CINDY DYCUS
HASTINGS, NE - Friday, September 29, 2006 10:22 AM CDT

Just checking in on your family. I imagine the birthday plans are really rolling now for Jess's birthday. Keeping you in our prayers and smiling each time we check your site at the very cute pictures of Josh.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:12 PM CDT

Add Another early Very Happy Birthday to Jess! I just came seem to get to all the CB pages on time anymore (too many lil ones being dx).

Life w/a teenage. Oh what joys! But again, I'd take 100 teens to not losing a child. Teen years can be a long & trying time - but I know u and Jess with fly thru the years! (Laurel will hit teen years when I hit menopause - talk @ fun time!)

Just wanted to let you know I'm always thinking of your family!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 6:27 PM CDT

Hello Jess,

Well, the countdown is nearing the end...3 more days...hope your birthday week is going well!

Jane and all
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 9:17 AM CDT

I thought I'd better wish Jessica a happy birthday now or I'll miss it. Too bad about being a teenager, though. They tell me I was a teenager once, but you can't believe every thing you hear.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, September 23, 2006 11:01 AM CDT

Always thinking of you and your family. I saw the previous entry wrote about oreos. YUM, Oreos!!! I'm going to go buy some today and eat a few, ok like 15, for Josh. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and family

ww.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 1:44 PM CDT

Hello Brestels,

I ate chilled oreos in honor of Josh today! Great way to enjoy them! Thinking of all of you...

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 4:25 PM CDT

Hi friends. We miss you. Seems like there are not enough hours in the day to do all that needs to be done, or all I would like to do. I saw this poem and wanted to share it with you.

Love,
Kris

MEMORIES OF MY SON

Pictures of yesterday, happened upon.
Sweet, precious pictures of you, my son.
They're from a time that can't be erased.
And my heart fairly breaks as I gaze on your face.

Stirrings arouse in me...words can't explain.
I want to go back, but I can never again.
Such a sweet pleasant child, how I wish you were here.
To reassure me with hugs and your own special cheer.

To see your beautiful smile just one more time.
And hear that you love me, would make everything fine.
Though I yearn for all this. I know it can't be.
Oh God, why on earth did this happen to me?

The pain of losing you is so hard to bear,
I hurt so badly, does anyone care?
This is not what was supposed to be,
I want and need my son; can't you see?

I want to love him and care for him and have lots of fun.
And I'm sad, because those days will never come.
Instead, a precious life was cut chort,
Four years of memories are my moral support.

I'm trying to live--day by day.
How can I do this? I wish it weren't this way.
This love for you is mine to keep;
Pain is the price for the love so deep.

You're with me every day, you live in my heart
And none of this will ever depart.
I'll look at your pictures, and remember with love,
Because you're at peace now...with God above.
~Unknown
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
Montgomery, Mn USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 2:58 PM CDT

I have followed your site for about 6 months now. I came to you - I do not know how - maybe Abby - maybe Brooke - Maybe Haley .... Anymore - I am not sure. Josh is on the next batch of brochure's ....... with Haley & Brooke - I will send you some when I get them. I pray for you daily,
Cathy
cathy bauer <bauer3133@cox.net>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 11:07 PM CDT

Love you guys! Plan on seeing us in December! Put us to work!
Mary Sue <mmeyers@hws.com>
- Monday, September 11, 2006 9:09 AM CDT

Diane, I'm glad this month has good memories to go with the bad. so we never forget the date of diagnosis. So strange the dates that run thru our heads. I so admire you for your fundraising and awareness raising efforts! I need to learn from you.

I will be helping Chair one of the committes for the ACS Relay for Life here in town - as I don't have the wherewith all or knowledge to start a CureSearch group. I guess every little bit counts.

Thinkinf of you and Josh. And good luck w/the teenage years (eeeks). I got one out of the house, and the other is looking forward to getting out soon too.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Monday, September 11, 2006 8:49 AM CDT

My prayer is that Josh will always be near you and that God will continue to strengthen you and your precious family each step of the way. May He bless your work toward awareness and cure for this evil childhood cancer. Autumn (granddaughter), age 4, was diagnosed with Wilm's on August 9, 2006 and had her right kidney removed August 10. Her address is www.caringbridge.org/visit/autumnreadling.
Love and hugs to each of you.
Joyce Weisent <joyuus@bellsouth.net>
Cornelius, NC USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 4:46 AM CDT

Diane and Steve,

Thinking of your family and your precious son today...its just not fair at all...praying hard that His peace and your Josh's sweet memory finds you today when you need it most...

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, September 7, 2006 11:10 AM CDT

Hi Diane and Steve,
Just wanted to say hello and hope you had a good holiday weekend.
Love,
Jen
Jen <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 5:11 PM CDT

HI!!!
Jess im sorry you started school but you know your GOING!!! to come up 4 halloween (bed and bedsheets)(YES!!!)lol hope you all are doing great and are planning fun thing to do to keep you busy. love you all
Ali
Ali <alicatrech@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 1, 2006 4:45 PM CDT

Wanting you all to know we are thinking of you all and remembering Josh, always know we are here!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 1, 2006 2:13 PM CDT

Hey Brestels,

I hadn't taken a look at the new photos. Love the both of them. Wow, what great smiles. May those memories be close to you forever. Take care, Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 2:03 PM CDT

Hi Diane, Steve and Jess,

I have not forgotten you guys. I always think of you. As you know, I go through the emotions and sometimes just don't have the energy to write.

Happy Belated Birthday Steve. How old again? :-)

I hope school is going well for you Jess. I bet you are glad to have Tyler in Lincoln. We'll miss him here in Hastings and his painted car so you will have to keep an eye on him and keep him from being so onry.

Molly started school on the 23rd. It is nice to get back into a routine. She went out for golf this year and so far is having fun. She'll start up dance next week which she'll be gone four nights a week. She'll turn 16 on the 6th. Oh no!!! It's making me nervous but will be good for her to get herself around. She wants to get a job too. When will she find time for homework?????

I wish Josh and Addie were here to enjoy the school days but God has made other plans for them. Still doesn't take our pain away.

Love your new pictures.

If you ever travel back to Hastings you better call. No pressure or anything. We don't get to Lincoln much but if we travel that way we will be sure to call.

Keep in touch and always you are in our prayers.

Much love, Cindy and Molly
www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie

Dycus
Hastings, NE - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 9:28 AM CDT

Happy First day of school Jess! I know Josh is right there with you...he is strong beside you, like he is strong in your heart.

You're the best...hope you can come by one night with you Dad!

Jane and all
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, August 28, 2006 10:49 AM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", I hope the toy collection continues to go well.

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, August 25, 2006 9:00 AM CDT

Dear Diane, Steve Jess and Tyler,
I so enjoyed the new pictures of Josh they are really wonderful. Steve Happy Belated Birthday hope you and Jess had a nice evening and that you got to celebrate together later in the week, since Diane had to work.
Hard to believe that Tyler and our son Winston are both Freshmen at UNL. Just wanted you to know I am always thinking about you and keeping your family in my prayers. Love to you all, Holly
Holly Ostergard <haostergard@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, Nebraska - Thursday, August 24, 2006 11:20 PM CDT

Diane,
Just stopping by to let you know I've been thinking of Josh. I think it's great that you're doing this toy drive every year! Josh's memory will be around for a LONG LONG time! Your love was so deep & strong for him!

And ahem, 29? How bout 'anniversary' of your 29th b-day - now THAT I can accept! LOL
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 11:41 AM CDT

Thinking of Josh this morning.
Love and hugs to each of you!
Kris
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 9:32 AM CDT

Mommy, I dreamed you a letter
This comes from Heaven above
Even though I’m up here
I can still feel your love
In Heaven there is no sorrow
There’s never any pain or fear
And would you believe I’ve not been sick
One time since I’ve been here?
You’d be so proud of me, Mommy
I can do so many things
And everyone says I look real cute
In my Halo and my wings
Every year at Christmas
We have a great big tree up here
And guess who gets to be the Angel
On top of the tree this year
Mommy, I dreamed you this letter
That I’m sending you tonight
To tell you not to worry
And let you know that I’m all right
Sometimes I hear you crying
And I wish you weren’t so sad
Cause I think you’re the best Mom
Any Angel ever had
So please don’t feel bad for me
I’m in God’s tender care
And he wanted me to tell you
That he hears your every prayer
I know you miss me, Mommy
You know I miss you too
But remember, me and God
Are always watching over you
We want you to have a good life
Full of happiness and joy
I’ll see you in your dreams, Mommy
Love, Your Little Boy
Amanda Hollmann <baby03302003@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, Ne - Saturday, August 19, 2006 1:31 PM CDT

I do love that Lifehouse song that you have on your home page. Love the new pictures of Josh and your family. Although I never met Josh, he has an impact on anyone who visits this site. You do a great job of keeping his spirit alive. What an awesome boy! We keep your family in our prayers!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, August 17, 2006 11:27 PM CDT

Glad you are keeping busy, and I remember the toy drive and thinking what a wonderful way to remember and give back, we felt good about the best shot, I know I will be in your shoes on August 25th, the first day of school, the day we thought Kyle would be going to kindergarten, but is not, it is amazing how you strive to live life for them and make it right with your children that are still here, but trying to keep the memory alive because you don't want anyone to forget what great kids they are and how strong they were and what fighters, I will always remember all the angels and keep praying that you continue to celebrate in Josh's honor, all these kids are truly amazing!!! Love to you all!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 1:57 PM CDT

Hello Brestels,

Happy belated Birthday Steve! I am so sorry I did not send you b-day greetings on the correct day. I will have to make up for that somehow?

I love the picture of you and Josh! We all think of him so often, and want you all to know that he will never be forgotten.

I am glad to hear you have a date for the party. I will mark it on my calendar, and am happy to help out with whatever you need (crafts again, if you want, or anything else).

I am looking at Wednesday afternoon for Jess and Sofia to help (maybe I should choose a better word) in the office. I will be in touch to confirm!

Thinking of all of you....take care!

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, August 14, 2006 10:22 AM CDT

Hi Diane - thanks for coming by my site to say hello. Please accept my apologies for not visiting for a while. As you know I have been mad-busy but Josh and your family are never far from my thoughts. I was just over in the US a couple of weeks ago and saw you had some crazy weather there in Nebraska. I hope that's cleared up!
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 13, 2006 6:36 PM CDT

Steve, I hope you had a wonderful birthday! Sounds like you had chinese with Jess. Have a good time celebrating tomorrow with family:)

Jess, Wyatt loves you. He wants to know when your coming to see him.

Diane thanks for thinking of Bucket.

Love and hugs,
Kris
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, Mn 56071 - Saturday, August 12, 2006 5:06 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Steve!! I love the pictures. The 2nd picture Josh is wearing an orang and black jacket. Could that maybe just be a Bengals jacket?? :) Your sweet Josh always has a smile on his face despite the monster that was terrorizing him. I think it was b/c of the special family he has. Diane, we were in Target after Harlei's appt the other day and she picked out a pair of brown Hello Kitty boots. Hugs, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, August 12, 2006 10:35 AM CDT

Hi Diane and Steve and Jess!!
hey, Diane, can you send me an email with the HTML for the "write to Congress" button you have? I'd like to include that in Alex's site, too, if that's ok.

Hope you are doing 'all right' lately. I know it's a relative term. We think of you often and love you very much.

Prayers of strength and heart-healing from above;
Jen and family
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 12:57 AM CDT

Hope summer is going well. Stay cool. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, August 3, 2006 4:04 PM CDT

Hello Brestels,

Well, Sunday came and went. We had a busy weekend with the relatives in for a quick weekend visit...so I did not get Steve called. I hope you enjoyed a relaxing Sunday afternoon. Just have Steve call me when it would be convenient to stop by.

Also, I am looking forward to having Jess into help at the office...Sofia will want to do it with her, so maybe next week (Sofia and Milo are at Vacation Church School this week).

Thinking of you guys always...take care,
Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 9:45 AM CDT

Hello Brestels,

WOW, the DC trip sounds amazing! Glad it all went well :> Hope you all enjoy the family reunion as well as the rest of the summer :> Always thinkin of and praying for you all in memory of your lil man~

Hugs-n-Love
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, July 27, 2006 4:45 PM CDT

Hey guys! It's Jen, just coming by to let you know we are thinking of you and hoping you are resting a little after all this busyness I am reading about! Phew! You guys wear me out just reading about it! ha! :)

We are starting VBS here and it is really fun. I hope you've have a chance to get to something like that this summer. I always enjoyed that as a kid, and now it's even more fun to watch them enjoy. Josh has the BEST "VBS" with all the other kids up in heaven WITH Jesus. I hope that thought brings you a little comfort as you miss him.

Love you all,
Jen
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Sunday, July 23, 2006 8:58 PM CDT

Have a great time on your family vacation!

Jess, Wyatt misses his favorite pretty girl:) I am sure that you are enjoying the peace and quiet.

We have been busy working on the house. Ali's room is going to be "tart apple." Jimmie told her that with a color that bright she will need to keep her door closed! LOL

We had a great time at the water park, and made it back for the game. Justin's Legion team won Wed. and again last night. They will play again tonight. Forecasts predict near 100 degree weather again for today. We could use a water park excursion!~

Love,
Kristine
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, Mn USA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 9:00 AM CDT

Wow, thanks for the update. You sure do know the meaning of keeping busy, and all such great things. I know Josh is proud of you, and sending you all the extra energy needed to keep up with your busy schedules.

We all look forward to seeing you after you have returned from SD. Sofia is especially anxious to introduce you to the new puppy.

In the meantime, have a wonderful time in SD, may you all relish in memories and happy thoughts of your inspiring Josh.

Take care,

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 1:11 PM CDT

Hello! We're so glad to see that your summer is going well. We really enjoy reading the updates and getting caught up. Hope you have a wonderful time in SD and hope to see you all again soon.
The Hernandez Family
LINCOLN, NE - Thursday, July 13, 2006 10:17 AM CDT

You work at Target??? That is Harlei's favorite store!! Ok, it's mine too!! :)So glad to read you are enjoying summer. I'm sure there are many memories of Josh shared w/ your family and friends you have been visitng. He's so special. Have safe trips. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and Harlei
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 1:15 PM CDT

Hope you and Jess are enjoying summer. Did Wyatt come and visit? We are so jealous!! :) Have a safe fun summer. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and Harlei aka the shoe addict :)

angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, July 9, 2006 10:08 PM CDT

I came by, too, Diane. Hope DC was all you hoped for and that the congressmen/women were receptive and respectful of you and your loss of Josh. You're now officially and national "mover and shaker" !! :)

Love and hugs,
Jen
Alex's site: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 6, 2006 2:29 PM CDT

Diane,
Sorry I missed in in DC, but just couldn't do it this year, I will check in to hear your update, hope all is well and your family is thought of each day,
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 5, 2006 3:19 PM CDT

Diane,
Popping in to see if you had any more updates. thinking about you and Josh.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 12:15 AM CDT

We are so excited to be coming to see you and to bring Jess back with us! Wyatt keeps asking when we are going, and is now on his way to the tub.
See you in the morning!
Love, Kris, Ali, and Wyatt
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, Mn USA - Sunday, July 2, 2006 9:55 PM CDT

Brestels,
Just wanted to thank you all for going to Washington on all these wonderfuls kids' behalf. Our son has neuroblastoma cancer, and for the life of us we can't figure out why any child should have to go through this. It is so very hard on the families as well. Something needs to be done and done now.. we are so very lucky that such wonderful people like you are willing to go 'the extra mile' to make sure that there is an awareness of what is going on.. thank you from all of us for all of your time and energy as well as your compassion. I hope you realize what an impact you are making for us.. we are truely thankful.
pat t and joey
www.caringbridge.com/visit/joeythompson
pat thompson <pat.thompson@ops.org>
- Wednesday, June 28, 2006 8:37 AM CDT

Ciao Brestels,
We returned last night, it was a great trip. We have been thinking of you...and hope that things went well in D.C.! Your dedication is so great! More soon....

Jane and all!
P.S. Thanks Steve for sending the bid!

Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Sunday, June 25, 2006 10:04 AM CDT

Hey, Bristals. I just finished watching "A Lion in the House" on PBS and was thinking of your family. Hope things went well in D.C. Thanks for fighting the good fight for the rest of us! Keeping you in our prayers
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Saturday, June 24, 2006 0:57 AM CDT

Good luck with everything on Capital Hill, I think that is awesome, I always have wanted to do that and try to talk to our senators about getting more research funding for fanconi anemia which is what our son died from. Good luck and i will keep you ALL in my prayers
Darla L, Angel Matt's mom 7-3-90-4-22-04, www.caringbridge.org/in/angelbarneyboo
- Tuesday, June 20, 2006 10:17 PM CDT

Diane,
Just stopping by with thoughts of love and peace for you and your family. Another 'holiday' is upon us. I know the absense of Josh is felt even more during these times. I pray that all of Josh's family and friends feel his arms wrapped around them and his kisses upon your cheeks.

God is blessed to have such a beautiful soul with Him!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, - Friday, June 16, 2006 3:10 PM CDT

Diane: I just wanted to tell you that I did use the box above to contact both our senators and my representative, Lee Terry. This week we got a letter from Mr. Terry indicating his interest in children's cancer and his support for the bill. Thanks for making it so easy to send an email and support money for cancer research!

I am so sorry to read about your sadness and grief. It must fill like a void that can't be filled. I can't imagine what that feels like, but know that we pray for you.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 11:26 PM CDT

Diane,
I keep stopping by to see how things are going. I again have to say thank you soooo much for all you do for Childhood Cancer Awareness! I feel as if you will be the one to help find a cure!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Sunday, June 11, 2006 4:42 PM CDT

Just thought I'd swing by and drop a message in the guestbook so you know I've been. Big hugs to all as always. Just wanted to let you know too, we are STILL buying gifts for kids out of the money from this year's calendar. there was an excellent response to it this year and we raised about $500 to send out free gifts. Thank you to Jess and Tyler for taking part in that. If you have any families you'd like to recommend for a free gift, let me know.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
THE KICKIN' CANCER'S BUTT STORE!, - Sunday, June 11, 2006 6:03 AM CDT

Thought I would stop in to see how things are going, thinking of you all!!!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:17 PM CDT

Good morning guys,
I came by to see how things are going. Keeping you close in thought and in my heart....
Love,
Jen
Alex's page: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:09 AM CDT

IT'S ME... FINALLY.
Debbie <poohbear_f33@cox.net>
- Saturday, June 3, 2006 11:29 AM CDT

We are a day late but wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Ever 1st of the month gives a chance to remember Josh, you guys and the important things in life, family, friends, and faith.
Bob & Cindy <bterwilliger@inebraska.com>
- Friday, June 2, 2006 8:35 AM CDT

Hi Jess and all,

Summer is here! Enjoy your busy summer days...we will see you when we get back from our trip.

We will be thinking of you all tomorrow doing the walk....

Yesterday did not pass without me thinking 18 long months. Since I may not have a chance to write, have a great trip to DC, and let those Senators know what they need to do!

Our best to you all,

Jane and family
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 6:23 AM CDT

Hello! Hello! I wish that we could say that we would be able to join you and your family on the walk Saturday, but my youngest brother will graduate that day. I hope that it is a wonderful day and a wonderful turn out. I look forward to walking next year.
I hope all is going well with your family as we enter into the summer months. The boys are looking forward to swimming and all of the things that you enjoys about summer.
You will have to let us know how things go Saturday. Have a great day and we will talk to you later.
~~~Rachel
Rachel Odom
- Wednesday, May 31, 2006 1:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today and especially Josh, this is so hard, there are no words!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 29, 2006 8:38 PM CDT

Hello Brestels,

Thinking of your little hero Josh....today, as every day.

Praying for you, for peace, strength and comfort.

Always with you in thought...

Jane and family
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, May 29, 2006 5:09 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we love you and we are thinking about you guys. I pray everyday for God to give you strength and healing.

Harry, Teresa and kids
Teresa Starks <tstarks@esu3.org>
Springfield, NE USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:50 AM CDT

Hi Diane, Steve and Jess,
Have been here a couple of times lately but not taking time to let you know. Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you. Hope things are going all right for you this weekend!
Love,
Jen
Alex's page www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 26, 2006 9:18 PM CDT

Good Morning Jess,

Have a great day at school today! How many days left???? Talk to you soon....Jane and Sofia
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 6:38 AM CDT

Stopping by to let you know we are thinking of you all, hoping your staying busy and crazy, sometimes a little crazy helps!!!! Never forgetting Josh!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 24, 2006 8:38 AM CDT

Hi there! Just stopping in to check on you and thank you for all the work you are doing with Cure Search. I think of you all often and hope its ok that I like to think that Josh and Haley sometimes look in on Tess down here and give her the boost she needs to make it through the harder days.
Jennifer - Tess's mom <jennin111@comcast.net>
Eugene, OR - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 0:34 AM CDT

Okay we took a vote here and we think you should move to Minnesota. What do you think? Ya....I know wishful thinking. I am so glad that last week is over. Still waiting to here on our offer on the 1st house. We upped our bid, but have not heard if the bank will accept it. Looks like closing around the first will be out of the question.

Hope you are having good weather, and Jess is winning some soccer games. We miss you, and maybe the 3rd isn't out of the question.

Love,
Kris and family
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN 56071 - Monday, May 22, 2006 10:16 AM CDT

Hello Brestels,

Just stopping by to say hello and that we are thinking of you...Diane, we pray you've had a nice Mothers Day in celebration of your babies, both here and in heaven above...Nothing will ever change the fact that you are an awesome mom and have shown us all more dignity and love as you mothered your children. Your little man Josh will NEVER be forgotten~
I'm sad to say I'll be missing out on Gold Ribbon Days, I was really looking forward to meeting each of you *sigh* We'll be praying for you as you take this courageous trip to keep fighting in Josh's memory and for all kids fighting the beast...

PeaceLove-n-Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, May 19, 2006 1:32 PM CDT

Diane, I know that this is a day late, but I just got it and wanted to share it with you. XXOO Jen

A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven
By Jody Seilheimer

Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven,
and though it must appear
A rather strange idea,
I see everything from here.

I just popped in to visit,
your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother,
as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought,
I saw every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card,
from a child who lives in heaven.

She is still a mother too,
no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands,
but oh the tears she's cried.

I thought that if I wrote you,
that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now,
I still love my mother so.

She talks with me, and dreams with me;
we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now,
would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart,
her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me,
sometimes far into the night

She plants flowers in my garden,
there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents,
trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark,
though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way to remind her
of her wondrous worth.

She needs to be honored,
and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark,
I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do;
to you I'll leave the rest.

Find a way to tell her,
how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself,
when she joins me in eternity.
Jennifer Baney <jmbaney@hotmail.com>
Geneva, NE - Monday, May 15, 2006 4:23 PM CDT

Diane,

It was great to see you guys. Tyler had a good turnout. Did you get those pics. taken? You and Steve are such inspirations.

Love, Cindy
Cindy & molly Dycus & Angel Addie www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie
Hastings, NE - Monday, May 15, 2006 11:01 AM CDT

Dear Diane,

I am a day late...but still wanted to let you know I thought so often of you yesterday. I wanted to get a note to you on time...but regretfully the day got away from me.

So, better late than never, please know that many thoughts and prayers are with you to help you through each day, and especially holidays, like yesterday. May you continue to feel the strength that Josh provides for you to carry on, and be such a wonderful person, who helps so many others.

With sincere affection...all of my best to you.

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, May 15, 2006 10:58 AM CDT

Happy Graduation to Tyler!!
Jen Scott www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott
- Monday, May 15, 2006 9:14 AM CDT

Hey Jess
how r u doing? i cant wait to see you agian i need to stay at your house this summer 4 a week like you did at my house we can do that in Augest LOL ttyl
Ali
Ali <alicatrech@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 15, 2006 9:06 AM CDT

Hi Diane...
I wanted to come by and offer my love to you..and let you know I'm thinking of you today. You are an incredible, wonderful person. I can only imagine the wonderful mother you are. Josh was so blessed to have you. I know you'll meet again, even though it seems so far away. THen you'll have an eternity of Mother's Days and birthdays and every other holiday to be together. I hope that's a real place of hope for you in your heart and not just a "wish I could feel like that" kind of thing to say. Anyway, I know you understand that I mean it very sincerely and love you much.
Jen
Alex's page www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 5:25 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day, Diane. I just want you to know that I am always thinking about you - knowing that you know how I feel. I hope you can have a nice day tomorrow with Steve and Jess. Love, Darby
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, May 13, 2006 10:20 PM CDT

hey guys,
im a friend of the Mathis family!!! They always talk about you guys!!! love you guys your in our dreams!!!

Hannah Blythe <fanchonsnails@yahoo.com>
Roca, NE United States - Saturday, May 13, 2006 9:58 PM CDT

Just want to wish you a HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire

Mary 'beth Shelton <Sheltonfamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, May 13, 2006 1:33 PM CDT

Hi Diane,

Thank you for the info. Molly and I will be sure to make a story with pictures of Addie to send to you. Thanks for signing the guestbook. We will be thinking of you tomorrow also. Happy Mother's Day. We are planning on stopping by for the reception for Tyler. Molly and I made cards for all the graduations. Molly is going to a bunch of receptions tonight but I have to go to Superior for one of my childhood friend's daughter's graduation. I hope Jess did well at her soccer game. It was healing to share stories about Addie and Josh with Steve at the track meet.

Take care and have a safe trip to Hastings.
Cindy Dycus www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie <imprecious912@yahoo.com>
Hastings, NE - Saturday, May 13, 2006 11:26 AM CDT

I will be thinking of you Diane on Mother's Day, and I will be thinking about all the angels!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 12, 2006 8:52 PM CDT

I found your site when visiting another childs site. I just wanted to say i'm so sorry to your son lost his battle with Wilms. I hope when you go to D.C. this summer you can make a big difference in those kids fighting this awful disese now. Your family is in my thoughts.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/mckinzierine
Scott and Christy Rine <foster_christy@hotmail.com>
Bellevue, NE - Friday, May 12, 2006 6:56 PM CDT

Hi Diane and family,

Thanks so much for stopping by and checking on us. I am so glad you and Kris and a huge gathering of Wilm's families are heading out to DC in June. I wish I could be there to help make a difference but I know that you all are going to represent for us that won't be there. Sounds like summer is fast approaching and your family is quite busy, especially Jessica. I hope that summer is fun-filled and exciting, that's what we are hoping for anyways. :-)
Take care,
Mel
Autumn's Page <zickrick@hotmail.com>
St. Charles, MN USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 6:58 AM CDT

Diane,
I am stopping into say hi and wishing you a good Mother's Day and let you know you will be thought of in a very special way. My heart goes out to you and all the other families during the holiday's and pray for peace (if it can be found). My heart just aches and I wish I knew what to say other than I am thinking/praying for you.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, May 10, 2006 2:06 PM CDT

Diane,
Thanks for the support as I know you know the pain so deep in your heart you yourself could almost die. I think about our angels all the time, all the angels, but like Mike and I have said before, your heart and your head are not on the same page, we miss him so much, as I know you miss Josh, your head says yes, they are no longer suffering, yes they are in a better place, but your heart says no, a better place would be with us to see, feel, and hear them. I realize this takes a long time, but it feels like it will never get better, thinking of you always, and waiting until June, to connect with the greatest families around!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 10, 2006 12:51 AM CDT

Hi Brestels,

Congratulations to the proud parents of a soon to be graduate. Have a safe trip to Hastings. Molly said she talked to you, Steve. She didn't have a good day but I told her we all have off days. She gets hard on herself because she knows she can do better but I told her it will just make her stronger in character. They have districts Thurs. in GI. I will be going over there. Will you be coming to town for the weekend or just Sunday? Diane, I used your site to write to Tom Osborne. I did it the other day and I received a letter from him in the mail yesterday. Awesome. I will write to the others also. I feel sometimes I am not quite as aware of everything as Addie was diagnosed and gone nine months later. It was all such a whirlwind. What is Gold Ribbon Days? I think its great you all get to go do whatever it is to give a voice for our children and all the other kids.

Thinking of you with continued prayers.
Love, Molly & Cindy and Angel Addie www.caringbridge/ne/addiemarie

Dycus <imprecious912@yahoo.com>
Hastings, NE - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:28 AM CDT

Hi Diane and Steve,
Josh was/is so amazing, and so are you guys. I'm so glad you guys who have lost little ones are in such close touch...it must be like having family when you can grieve together and lift each other up. Did you know Josh went to heaven on Carson's birthday? He turned 3 when Josh got his "birth" into heaven. It has been so good to know you and I am excited (and scared a little) for June. Scared to have the awesome responsibility of being an ambassador of sorts, but excited, of course, to see you again, and meet new friends.
I hope you are having a good week. Thanks for keeping up with Alex.
Love,
Jen
Jen <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
IL - Monday, May 8, 2006 8:51 PM CDT

Jeez, I think it has been a while since I have signed in here:) Sometimes talking on the phone is easier.....lol

Although I have seen that picture on the home before, it is precious.

Tyler Congratulations on your graduation! I hope that track is going well and that you are enjoying all the days and memories leading up to Graduation Day with your friends and family.

The kids and I are getting excited about our upcoming trips, and about getting to see you all in DC. Swimming on the roof of the hotel has been mentioned numerous times, along with the "elevator incident." LOL

Have a great week! We miss you all!

Love,
Kris and family
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 9:00 AM CDT

Diane,
I love that picture of Josh with that hat on, so tough, so cute. We think about you guys all the time, and we will always remember Josh, all our angels they deserve that when they were with us they were larger than life each day is such a struggle, it's just not how it is suppose to be. But we continue to lift your family in prayer and we cannot wait to see you all in June.
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 6, 2006 9:32 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that...the picture of Josh is of course one of my favorites !!!! Sending Hugs your way always

The Mathis family
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net>
Panama, Ne - Friday, May 5, 2006 12:12 AM CDT

Hello~I sorta 'surfed' onto your site. What a beautiful family. I am sorry for the loss of your son. You seem like a very strong family with amazing courage. I wish you peace as you still mourn the loss of your son. I will pray for strength for your family as you continue down this unknown path. God Bless.
deb mathy <debmathy@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Friday, May 5, 2006 5:08 AM CDT

Hi Diane and family...just stopping in to say hi. I was reading more on Curesearch and since you are going I was wondering if I could get Gage's story together and send it with you. They suggested leaving many stories if you can attend so thought I could at least get Gage's to you, maybe a few more too to leave on the Senator's desk. I am sorry the days are still hard...kind of scares me for the future. I hate to watch all these kids pass on from cancer weekly and seems like daily lately on Caringbridge. It is just so sad because all us "angel families" know the pain and just how hard it is. I hope late spring and summer bring you all some sunshine and smiles. Angel mom hugs to you all,
Heather
Gage's Page,
BEAR HUGS BEARS
the Edwards <hinteriors@yahoo.com>
Alliance , NE - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 11:53 PM CDT

Hello Dear Friends,

I have always loved the picture of Josh you now have on the home page! What a guy!

Sofia turns 10 tomorrow...dog or no dog, that is the question! I think she will give up on us as parents if we don't get her a dog. Watch out Jess, she may come move into your cool new room with you!
Take care,

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 1:18 PM CDT

hey guys
This is a friend of the mathis family ! Thinking about you guys every day !
A friend
Taylor
Taylor Tebo <ttebo5@yahoo.com>
lincoln, USA roca - Sunday, April 30, 2006 2:20 PM CDT

Hi Diane, Steve & Jess,

I've been trying to write all week. I got Darby a message this morning. Between work and being a taxi driver for Molly, I have little time to myself but wouldn't have it any other way for now. We too, we're happy to finally get to meet you guys. I loved our visit. Sunday was another healing process. Very hard but glad we did it. Molly said she enjoyed going and wish we would visit more often. When you are younger everything seems a little easier until you get older and know what reality is all about.

The boys and girls had their track meet in Centura today. I was suprised but Molly called and said it wasn't raining there. She did say the Freshman and Sophomore Track Meet did get cancelled tomorrow in Loop City. I was going to go that one. Oh, well.

We always think of you guys and angel Josh. I'm not always good at writing but told myself I need to do a better job. Keeping you in our prayers.
Cindy & Molly Dycus, angel addie www.caringbridge.org/ne/addiemarie <imprecious912@yahoo.com>
Hastings, ne - Friday, April 28, 2006 6:00 PM CDT

Can't sleep, can't stop crying and I am thinking about all of our angels, love to you!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 26, 2006 11:16 PM CDT

Hi guys! It was great seeing you yesterday at the hospital. I knew that was you in your van on the interstate from the conquer kids cancer magnet and from your license plate! Love that! We were headed to Gretna to a birthday party! See you soon, Darby
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
- Monday, April 24, 2006 9:45 PM CDT

Hello dear friends~it seems like I never have time to sign everyone's journals, there are so many anymore. You guys always have been & always will be close to our hearts. I know that Josh & Haley have been joined by way too many little friends, but we know that they are being taken care of!!
I read Paula's entry & I'm wondering what in the world she is drinking over in Iowa?? I know they say...Nebraska the Good Life, but I truly feel that there is a lot of other places to go than here, she is so crazy!!! I'm sure the reason is that she would love to be closer to us, I don't know-maybe the sign is that we should all move to IOWA(I'm sure Steve is okay with that, right?). I do know that Kris won't be headed to see us all that often if we go there, cuz I'm sure she couldn't afford the tickets:)

Hugs to all
Angel Haley's family
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net>
Panama, Ne - Friday, April 21, 2006 12:05 AM CDT

Ok here's the deal, I'm thinking about moving to Nebraska, what do you think?? Yes I know I am crazy I suggested this idea to Darby, have not dropped the bomb on Patti yet. I think my husband and children might be against this!! It's just a thought!!! Always remembering Josh
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 19, 2006 4:05 PM CDT

Hello Brestels,

It has been way too long since I have left a message in the guestbook. I have visited Josh's page quite a few times, and have enjoyed all of the recent updates. I wanted to thank Jess for the message she left at my office...you are cool too Jess!

I am sure the weekend was bittersweet for you all. We all were often thinking of you. As I was reading a story to my kids about Jesus and his love for children I could only think of how much Josh is enjoying that love.

Looking forward to the next opportunity to be together. We hope to make a soccer game in May...these next two weekends are too busy. But we will surely find time in May!

Thoughts and prayers are with you all, as always!

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, April 17, 2006 3:05 PM CDT

Diane,
Thanks for putting Easter in a new perspective for me I think I am being very selfish this year, I know Kyle is in the best place, but it is so hard, and I know you know this, we will be thinking of you all tomorrow and always remembering Josh!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 15, 2006 3:37 PM CDT

This is my first visit to Josh's site. It is a wonderful tribute to him and the other children we have been blessed to know and love.

Tonight we remember how suddenly Jesus' disciples lost the loved one they had known for only three years. But He told them they would eat and drink together again in Heaven. It was hard for them to understand, but several of them went on to share the story so that we, too, can be sure of our reunion where there are no needles or surgery.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 9:14 PM CDT

Hey Josh,

Had to stop by because we were thinking of you and your family. Holding you all close in our hearts and prayers for always. Easter Blessings to you all, It was through His Sacrifice that we can look forward to being rejoined with our loved ones in Paradise!

PeaceLove-n-Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 2:12 PM CDT

Diane,
I am just having a hard time right now, just signed Haley's page and will be going to Brooke's next, as I told Patti, I do not understand this, I have faith and I know that a higher being is making me get up each day and function, but all these kids had amazing qualities that would have made a difference in this world, I wish I could understand and make sense of it, I guess I am having a moment and realizing the grief that Brooke's family is going through. Cannot wait to see you all in June and Mike and I still wish we could have talked with you both longer, you seem like old friends, always remembering Josh and our other Wilms angels!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 8, 2006 3:29 PM CDT

Diane,
Still trying to get a few bugs worked out for Gold Ribbon Days, but I believe it will be a go. Finally got our computer fixed and wanted to drop a line to let you know we think about you alot and can't wait to see you in June, I think I will be by myself, but hopefully the next year we will bring the whole crew out, loves Josh's picture, those eyes are something else. God bless!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyleg <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 5, 2006 11:04 PM CDT

We hope to see you again in June at Gold Ribbon Days. I don't think I would like an 18 hour drive either. We have a 6 hour and that is enough! Bless you for your continued work for childhood cancer. Hugs,thoughts,and prayers, Angelique and Harlei

angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, April 1, 2006 9:01 PM CST

Diane - I copied/pasted a part of your entry onto BonBon's site - hope you don't mind.
We are all signed up for Gold Ribbon Days in DC!!! I don't know how many of our children will make it (camps, etc.) but, for sure Bonnie and Kary will make it.
I was FLOORED by the miniscuel (sp?) amount of Relay For Life funds for childhood cancer research!
Diane - thank you for fighting for our children. Really - thank you so much!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaie
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern , NC - Friday, March 31, 2006 9:42 AM CST

Brestel's,
I told myself I would try to login every first of the month to say Bob and I are thinking of you. I haven't been good at that but I want you to know we always do think of you and Josh on the first,as well as throughout the year. I am actually before the first this month but I have so been thinking of you guys and the other families who have gone through the same journey. You amaze Bob and I with what you are doing to keep Josh alive in all of us. I am going to write our Congressmen as soon as I get my thoughts together. Looking foward to our outing with the Rath's. That is so nice of them to take us all out!
Cindy & Bob
- Thursday, March 30, 2006 6:18 PM CST

Whew! Great updates, guys!!! I'm so glad to read about Gold Ribbon Days being up on the CureSearch page...last I knew, it was in the process, but now I can go and get registered! You will see me there, probably with the Reeds, and I think we are driving. :) No car rental, that way. Can't wait to see you there!
Love,
Jen
Alex's page www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 30, 2006 9:37 AM CST

Just stopping by and seeing how things are going. I think and pray for your family. Josh has a family to be proud of. Look at all the wonderful things you have done.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, March 28, 2006 10:39 AM CST

I know I will not be the first to say it, but nice update Jess!!! We think of your family all the time and cannot imagine how rowdy it must be in heaven, we are hoping to see your folks at gold ribbon days, we are working on it always in our thoughts and prayers!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:48 AM CST

Just wanted to stop by and say Hi. I enjoy reading the updates, so keep them coming! :) We hope you are all doing well and we hope to see you soon.
~Aaron, Sara, Christopher & Dahrin Hernandez
Sara Hernandez <sara.hernandez@ubt.com>
Lincoln, NE - Monday, March 27, 2006 7:37 AM CST

Thanks for the update, Jess! You always do such a great job and it is great to hear from you! Good luck in your upcoming soccer season! Lots of love, Darby Brion
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:06 PM CST

Nice update Jess, you did a great job. I bet that you will be excited if Ty does go to UNL. Nothing better than having a pesky brother around to make the time go by.....lol Okay so on the serious side, I know you miss him, and that would be great to have him closer.
Time is flying and soon we will be in DC, and you and the rest of the crew will be on the roof in the pool:) I wonder if your Dad will want to tour any of the monuments? LOL LOL
You know if you want to talk just call Ali and she can call you back since we have unlimited. Just be prepared for Wyatt to have his chance to talk too.
Miss you goofy girl, and after having Jimmie with on vacation I now know that him and your Dad should not be allowed out together in public unless you wanted to be embarrassed!
Love,
Kris
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 8:37 PM CST

HI Steve and Diane,
Just wanted to come by and give you hugs today...

Jen
Alex's page www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 23, 2006 11:22 PM CST

Diane, thank you too for all you have done! One day we will have a cure for Cancer and will not lose any more children to this awful monster.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 1:44 PM CST

What wonderful news regarding CureSearch...thanks for the link to follow your progress...I HATE CANCER too! I am sure that Josh is very proud (and we are too) of your efforts.
Love,
Stephanie and Brooke

Stephanie Clemons (www.caringbridge.org/ky/brooke) <Stephanie_Clemons@merck.com>
Louisville, KY - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 1:10 PM CST

Thinking of you all today and praying for more peace and everlasting memories of your brave Mr. Muscle(wow!) Remembering Josh for always~

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 11:26 AM CST

Hello to you all, hope you are doing Ok and thinking about you and about Josh all our Wilms Angels and others too. I am really hoping Jenn and I can come in June, hope this works out, thinking of each of you everyday, Love to you all
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 18, 2006 9:42 AM CST

So glad to meet you and visit with you at Kyle's funeral dinner. It was so special you made the long trip. I love the picture of Josh on your home page. What an adorable little guy.
Kyle's Aunt Barb
Bellevue, Ia USA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 2:01 PM CST

hi this is friend of hanna and angel haley ! it must be so hard i no how you guys feel i lost a cuzin his name was josh ! he earned his wings when her was 8 ! :( it is hard getting over that kind of stuff ! well i wanted to stop by and say that just hang in there and live every day like your last !

your friend,

tebo ( they call me ) ( Taylor Tebo )
Taylor Tebo <cmtebo18@alltel.net>
lincoln, ne roca - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:46 PM CST

Diane and Steve,
Thank you so much for attending Kyle's service and it was so nice to meet the two of you I could have talked to you both all day, today has been the hardest day now everyone is starting to go home, but time is standing still here, I just want you to know I will continue to remember Josh and your family, we seem to have alot in common, I'm so glad to you got to meet Jenn. Once again you will never know how much that meant to us, God bless you all!!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 13, 2006 0:04 AM CST

Hi Diane!
It was great to meet you and your husband (having a mental block..can't remember his name..ahh!!) but wish it had been under different circumstances, of course. I bet Kyle and Josh are having all kinds of fun up there while we do whatever is our purpose in life and go Home to be with them. :)
Hope to talk to you again, soon. We'll have to get a conference call together, so a bunch of us can talk!! Maybe we can get things together for the Gold Ribbon Days that way. hmmmmmm

Gotta run...thanks for being there and again, it was great to meet you!!!

Hugs,
Jen Scott
Alex's page: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 5:38 PM CST

Hi Brestels, I just wanted to stop by and say Hi and let you know how much we appreciate what you are doing for childhood cancer. Don't you wonder where they get those numbers? Maybe they skipped the midwest! Anyway, Thank you! Love & prayers, Darby
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, March 12, 2006 11:05 AM CST

Hey Joshie
I miss you so much its so hard not to have you around. You were always someone that I could laugh and smile with. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU BUNCHES!
Love
Sissy
Jessq <jess3242@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 11, 2006 8:02 AM CST

HEY I'M AT GKTW AND I LOVE THE ICE CREAM!!!!!!! WELL HOPE YOU ALL R HAVING FUN I KNOW I AM
LOVE
ALI

Ali <alicatrech@ . >
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 1:32 PM CST

Hi Brestel family, stopping by to check up on you and tell you all hi. I am proud of all those standing up for childhood cancer too. I would like more information on who to write to and what specifically to say in the letter. More funding is definitely needed. I am sorry you guys are having a rough time too. We have our ups and downs...roller coaster ride of life I guess. Beau has a hard time being the only child and tells me so at least twice a week. I can't imagine their thoughts and pain as I never had to deal with it myself, but I know how bad it hurts on my side. I don't know Kyle or his family besides CB, but read, cry and pray right along so many others. Cancer is such a horrendouse disease. I hope to see at least childhood cancers wiped from this earth before my time is up. I continue to think of you all and please know if you ever need to talk or Jessica wants to talk with Beau...I know big age/gender gap but same pain. Hope your week gets better.
Angel Mom Hugs,
Heather
Gage's Page,
BEAR HUGS BEARS!
the Edwards <hinteriors@yahoo.com>
Alliance, NE - Monday, March 6, 2006 11:27 PM CST

Hello Brestels,

Hope everything is well with you all...we are anxious to get together...we can touch base next week, and see if schedules coordinate!

Take care...love the picture of Josh on the homepage!
Jane Griffin <janegriffin2@earthlink.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 6:31 AM CST

Hey, Guys! Just stopping by and seeing you guys have been very busy. How great all you have done for Childhood Cancer! Josh is so proud of you guys - what a wonderful thing to do in his memory! Hope you guys have a great week - enjoy this awesome weather!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 12:47 AM CST

Hi Diane, Steve and Jess,

Thanks so much for coming by Alex's site. It's amazing what a community of loving friends can do for one another, this side of heaven. I can't believe what you've been through, what the Mathises have endured and what the Reeds are facing. I can never, truly, know the feelings you have right now...watching it happen again. It's not right, it's not fair and it's not from God, that much I'm sure of. I mean to keep on trying to thwart the plans Satan has to destroy us, emotionally and spiritually by attacking the body. We'll just keep getting stronger and turning it around for good, just like you are doing by going out and speaking out to Congress and everyone!!! WAY TO GO!!!! I want to lift you up and encourage you with Galatians 6:9 - I won't quote it. You go find it. :)

Love you guys! Josh is never forgotten!!!!
Love,
Jen
Alex's page: www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 26, 2006 6:48 PM CST

hello everybody hope u had fun in mn with us love ali n wyatt

wyatt and ali <alicatrech@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 26, 2006 6:19 PM CST

Hope all is well with you guys, there is not a day that goes by that I do not think about your family, I say many prayers, prayers for peace, prayers for cure, and I hope some of them are being heard, some I know are not but maybe some of the prayers are not meant to be. I admire your strength, (I hate when people say that to me so I cannot believe I am saying it), but I mean to keep fighting, you are still not giving up on the beast and I hope one day I will follow!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 20, 2006 8:09 PM CST

A Valentine sent to Heaven...truly beautiful...here's praying you've had a sweet reminder of your handsome young man this past week to let you know he's there. Ours was a safari visit--Katey received a tiger that says "wild about you." Take Care all of you, even Warm Hugs can come from the Cold Lands~

LovePeace-n-Blessings, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Monday, February 20, 2006 3:20 PM CST

I thank you for the strength & courage to continue the battle for all the children fighting the beast! How caring & loving you are! Josh will never be forgotten - his presence will always be felt by many - even by those of us who never knew him.

Also, thank you for the valentine you sent Laurel! She loved the gift!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmatil.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Saturday, February 18, 2006 8:41 AM CST

Hope you have a safe trip up North...and that temps aren't much colder than here. Have a great weekend!

Jane
Jane Griffin <jgriffin@nebraska.wish.org>
Lincoln, NE - Friday, February 17, 2006 9:44 AM CST

Just wanted you to know, Kyle is enjoying blowing bubbles, many of them. Hope you are all well. I think about Josh, Brooke, Haley all the time your family and the rest have all been through so much, yet you are there for everyone else, I am amazed at that and hope I can be that supportive someday myself, even though now I'm not sure that I am, always praying and thinking of you all!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 7:15 AM CST

I know I'm a day late but want you to know that I was thinking of you.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 2:56 PM CST

Well there is good news and there is bad news.....the good, NO, GREAT NEWS is you will be here this weekend HURRAY! The bad news is that before I left for the games yesterday my email contained weather advisories for Thursday. We are on the fringe, less than 5 miles, of a winter storm warning to the south of us. And overnight lows will be in the negative numbers over the weekend. BRRRRR..... So we will see if it holds true. I will call later today.
Ali's game is away, not a big deal it is in LeCenter which is only 10 minutes from our school. She is excited to see you, as are her friends to meet, or see Jess.
Hope you had a wonderful Valentines Day!
Love,
Kris
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 9:25 AM CST

It has been a while since we have signed in but I want you all to know that we are always thinking about you and praying for your family. I also wanted to say thank you for all that you are doing to find a cure for childhood cancer. I think it is wonderful and I admire you so much for all that you are doing. Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you. (((BIG HUGS)))

Angela and Emily (Wyatts Friends) <akornack@cox.net>
Phoenix, Az USA - Monday, February 13, 2006 0:47 AM CST

Hello Brestel Family,
Your update was great!! It is amazing how dedicated you are to research and funding, it really is where the emphasis needs to be. I am hoping that we are able to make it to GRD's this year and we can finally meet some of our fellow wilms families! You are all always in our prayers! The new puppy comes home in just 3 weeks, and will begin training shortly after to become a therapy dog for our children's hospital :)
Much Love,
Manon & Jackson www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
OH - Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:32 PM CST

I am here signing in and am hoping we can attend one of these conferences ourselves, I have said over and over again to many people, childhood cancer #1 killer of children of all the diseases combined, this is huge deserves more attention, thank you for speaking not only for Josh but for all these kids, thank you for your kind words, it helps, no family should live through this and no child should have to endure it. God bless you all and enjoy your trip your always in our thoughts and we will never forget Josh!!!!!!!!!!
Paula
Paula www.caringbridge.org/ia/kyle <getwellkyle@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 8, 2006 11:39 PM CST

Well I feel especially honored to be the first to sign this next portion of Sweet Josh's guestbook.

Jess, how many days is it? Do you REALLY want another trip to the MOA?

We are looking forward to seeing all of you! We have basketball tourneys again this weekend, so I am sure I will have bleacher butt by Sunday...lol.

See you soon!

Love,
Kris
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 9:10 PM CST

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