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Sue Schneideman <sschneid58@gmail.com>
Cedar Rapids, Iowa, - Wednesday, September 11, 2013 11:25 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen!

Was reading through our guestbook considering doing the whole CareBook thing they are advertising and saw an entry you had posted several years back- just want to say hi and again how thankful I was to have met you in NY.
Angie Gallegos <fearlessforhim@gmail.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, July 8, 2010 4:57 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, just wanted to tell you that I think of you all the time. God Bless,
Nicky H,
dear friend to Angel Carter
nicky H <three4me235@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, May 6, 2009 9:33 PM CDT

Gretchen, sorry it has been so long since I have contacted you my computer went on the fritz but I finally got a new one. Congrats on your new job. I bet Neil is getting so big. I know what you mean about the diffrent stages of grief it has been 3 1/2 since Elijah became an angel and it sounds like we are in the same place. I would love to catch up with you when you get a chance.
Jonel mom to Dante and angel Elijah <jonelbrowning@yahoo.com>
panama city, fl usa - Sunday, November 2, 2008 10:41 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know that we still think of you guys and Alex, and pray for God's peace and healing and encouragement for of you. We are sure that the antics of Alex and Carter must be God's favorite form of entertainment! ;-)
Nancy Shawgo and Family
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 9:19 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, So glad the healing process isstarting to take place. Sure will miss hearing about you and Neil as he grows up. Take care and God Bless!!! I will always think of Alex and Carter.
Karen
Toledo, OH - Wednesday, July 23, 2008 2:10 PM CDT

hi gretchen wilson just a little note to say hi and to see how everything was going see ya
erinbradbury <erinbradbury26@yahoo.com>
seymour, ind - Sunday, July 20, 2008 11:54 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen and family.
Sounds like Neil is getting too big, too fast.
I am so glad you enjoy your job. It means so much to know your job makes a difference.
Take care, you have my email if you need to get in touch.

Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Thursday, June 26, 2008 1:30 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I saw that you rec'd my msg on the 6th. Just wanted to check the site. I'll w/b tomorrow. Gotta go to bed. I too, wish you were at a kindergarten graduation 2 years ago.

Love,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
- Saturday, June 14, 2008 11:41 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, Just checking in to see how eveything is going with you and yours. Have a safe and happy Spring and Summer. Most of all I wish you A very HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!
Karen, Toledo, OH
Karen <local50creditunion@sbcglobal.net>
Toledo, Oh USA - Monday, May 5, 2008 9:20 AM CDT

It was great to see you and PJ on Saturday. We had a really good time and look forward to next years.
Thinking of you all.
Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 10:08 AM CST

Gretchen, I want you to know I always think of you (and of course Alex too). I hope we can get together again sometime. Hope all is well.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Sunday, February 24, 2008 0:55 AM CST

I am sorry for the lack in postings but I just wanted you to know that you and your family are deep in my thoughts and close to my heart each and every day. Sending Angel Hugs and Love to your little star in Heaven.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 28, 2008 6:21 PM CST

Hi Gretchen,

Those days in NYC are imprinted on my heart. I thank you for keeping Alex's memory alive by continuing this website. You are a special mommy!

Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net>
Auburn Hills, MI - Friday, January 4, 2008 10:56 PM CST

Merry Christmas! I've been thinking a lot about you guys lately! I am sure we'll see ya around :)
Jen Murphy <jmoran99@hotmail.com>
N Huntingdon, PA USA - Friday, December 21, 2007 12:53 AM CST

Hi Gretchen. I wanted to wish you guys Happy Holidays. The holidays are so bittersweet. They remind you of fun and joy and yet the ones we lost and cannot be with.
Think of you often,
Heather
Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, December 17, 2007 11:40 AM CST

Gretchen and family, Happy Thanksgiving.
Hope you all are well. Neil, hope you are being good. Not too long before Santa comes.
Love,
Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 3:06 PM CST

Hey Gretch,
Just wanted you to know that I was here checking in and you were on my mind today! Your Bud
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 8:09 AM CST

Hi Gretchen and family. Hope Neil is doing great in kindergarten and getting ready for Halloween.
Sean has the garage ready to run and thinks Carter may have popped in to check out the new props.
I think of you often, and of course Alex.
Take care,

Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, October 23, 2007 2:47 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen. Just stopping in to let you know I was thinking about you.
Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, September 17, 2007 3:05 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen, Sorry for not signing for a while I have had some major computer problems. I will be back checking in as usual. Sending Love and Hugs to the warriors in Heaven.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Monday, September 10, 2007 10:00 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to Neil and Alex.
Gretchen, you have been and will continue to be a wonderful friend to Rhonda. For you to be there at the viewing and funeral says so much about you.
I kept looking over during the service and thinking about your sweet Alex, and you being there for sweet Carter. I never met Alex, but I am sure him and Carter are together, getting into something.
Love to you and your family.

Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Friday, August 24, 2007 3:58 PM CDT

Happy Party, Neil! We hope you had a great celebration!

Happy Birthday, Alex! We know that you and Carter are having a celebration of your own...

We are with you in thought and prayer on this bittersweet day. It was good to see you on Wednesday, though I wish with all my heart that it had been for a different reason. May you all be surrounded by God's love and comfort today and every day... Peace Out! :-)
The Shawgo Family
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, August 24, 2007 3:51 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!!!!!! I will do something fun today for you!!! I hope you have a huge party in heaven with your best bud Carter!!!!!
Gretchen, as always I am thinking of you today and everyday!!!
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Friday, August 24, 2007 7:23 AM CDT

Gretchen, God Bless You and yours. It must have been truely hard on you to attend Carter's service and open up all the raw feelings again. I am sure you will be a great help to Rhonda as she deals with this tremendous loss.
Karen
Toledo, Oh USA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 9:09 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen, Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you also during this difficult time. Please know you are in my thoughts as always.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA 15601 - Friday, August 17, 2007 8:14 AM CDT

Hey there. Just wanted to let you all know that I think of you all so often. Isn't it amazing how people that have never met can feel so close to each other.

Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to the amazing Angel Alex
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 6:20 PM CDT

I'm sorry that I couldn't post last week. I was away on business. I thought of you all on the 3rd aniversity of Alex's healing. As always I keep you all close to my heart and deep in my Pryers.
Dale angel wing <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 11, 2007 6:18 PM CDT

I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU GUYS ALL DAY. PLEASE KNOW THAT EXTRA PRAYERS WERE SAID NOT ONLY FOR ALEX, BUT FOR YOU, HIS FAMILY. PLEASE TAKE CARE.
DEB (RHONDA, CARTER & MARIAH'S NEIGHBOR)
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:42 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I've been thinking about you a lot as this difficult 3 year anniversary is coming up. I can't believe it's been so long. I'm sorry to hear Carter is getting worse daily. I feel so badly for Rhonda, Mariah and the rest of their family and friends. I think it's great that she has you in her life.

The things that Neil was telling Banjo are just precious! He must really be attached already. I think we will be dogless soon. Our dog will be 13 in August. Maybe my allergies will be better, the kids too. We will miss him when he's gone though.

Wel, I'm going to go. I hope to see you soon!
Love,
GIna
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Saturday, June 2, 2007 9:29 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and family. It was nice to see you guys on Monday and to meet the new puppy. Neil seems to love to swim as much as Sweet Pea.
Let me know when you get together a lemonade stand. Hopefully I can stop by with the family.
Love,
Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Thursday, May 31, 2007 11:35 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen. Just stopping by to say hello. Hope all is well.
Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 2:59 PM CDT

Gretchen, I'm sorry you have had so much trouble getting a place to have the lemonade stand. I work until 1 p.m. each day but if I can help after that at the library on the 6th of June, please let me know. I check Alex's site often. Also, thank you for being such a friend to Rhonda. Carter and Alex were such wonderful friends and your continuing on to be there for her is just what she needs. I pray for them daily. Carter is living each day to the fullest. You are God's blessing to her. How I hate Neuroblastoma, having gone through it in our family also many years ago. God Bless you Gretchen for continuing on in Alex's memory.
Bev Gorr - Make-A-Wish <bgorr@verizon.net>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Monday, May 21, 2007 1:04 PM CDT

Happy Mothers Day Gretchen.
I hope your day is full of smiles and memories.
Love,
Heather
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Friday, May 11, 2007 7:27 AM CDT

I didn't know that about ACS. Thank you ofr sharing that information.
Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Thursday, April 19, 2007 6:28 AM CDT

Gretchen,

Just signed this a few minutes ago, but must not have clicked submit. Thinking of you and blessed all over again that we got to meet Alex and hang with your awesome family! Love you,
Angie xo
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:29 PM CDT

Gretchen- my sister...... thinking of you! Thinking of Alex, blessed once again we got to meet him and hang with your awesome family. Hugs and kisses, Angie xoxoxo
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:22 PM CDT

Thinking of you all more and more. I wanted to know can I donate to the lemonade stand via e-mail. Please let me know How I can help from far away Japan.
Daleangel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 6:33 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen! Just read there will be a lemonade stand for Alex - I would be honored to help out. I hadn't checked the site in a while but think of Alex more than you know. He will never be forgotten.
Becky
Becky Deane <rebecjdeane@yahoo.com>
Irwin, PA USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 10:38 AM CDT

Hello all. Just stopping in to wish you all a Happy Easter. I hope Neil finds many eggs.
I am going to mark down June 9th, hopefully we can take a trip out to the lemonade stand, I just need directions.
Think of you often, take care.

Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 9:54 AM CDT

Hey there, Sorry I have not signed for a while I have been sooooooo busy. I think about you and your family alot and always keep you close to my heart and deep in my prayers. Hope that everything is fine at home.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 9:05 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and family. Thanks for the update, I think about ya a lot. Wanted to sign to let you know I was checking up on everyone. Great news about your brother.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Thursday, March 15, 2007 2:07 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and family. Happy Groundhog Day, good thing spring is just around the corner. Just checking in and hoping everyone is doing ok. The candy bars seem to be selling good, great idea for a fundraiser.
Take care, you know how to reach me if you need to!

Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Friday, February 2, 2007 10:22 AM CST

Gretchen,
God bless you for the comfort that you bring to Rhonda. Don't let anyone tell you any differently. You, of all people, are a person who can talk to her, express yourself, and understand her pain more than any one else could ever do so. I know that you are truly a God send to her. Please keep up your loving ways. God Bless you and your family.
Deb
Rhonda's Neighbor, - Friday, January 26, 2007 11:10 PM CST

I'm so sorry to hear about Chevy. It's so hard to lose a pet, let alone back to back. And my heart breaks each time I check Carter's site. How hard it must be to just wait and wait knowing things aren't good. I'm glad Neil is a little ray of sunshine in your life. I love to hear the kids sing. Corey was singing Jingle Bells and Sccoby Do at the top of his lungs at the grocery store last week. Everyone we passed was cracking up. :-) Your family, the Fingers, and Erik are in my prayers. Take it easy. Hope today was alright. I know Christmas won't be the same for you. Hope to see you in a few days.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Monday, December 25, 2006 9:12 PM CST

Gretchen, I feel like such an idiot! I'm sorry I forgot your birthday! I should have remembered. It's the same day as my mom's. What did you do? I'm sure it's such a bittersweet day. All those memories. How is Erik? EJ's wish was so sweet. I hope you can join us on Dec. 28th at Chesterfield's. Update the site on how Neil did at with his acting debut.

Love ya and again I'm so sorry I forgot!
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Friday, December 22, 2006 9:43 PM CST

Hi Gretchen, Happy Birthday!
God Bless,
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, December 16, 2006 1:31 AM CST

Hey there Gretchen.

I just want you to know that you guys are always in our thoughts. I can't imagine what you are going through. and this time of the year, must be very difficult. When i see the sadness on your face, i just want to figure out how to help you.. but i can't. I guess i just wanted you to know that if there is ever anything i can do, please just say it. I hope to see you guys soon.. give neil a kiss from us! and Merry Christmas. I'm sure Alex will be proud of his little brother in the play! :)
Kristin <Irishopekm@hotmail.com>
North Huntingdon, PA USA - Friday, December 15, 2006 10:35 AM CST

Hi Gretchen, just checking in and hoping everything is going good for you and the family.
Wishing you a Merry Christmas.
Love,
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:57 AM CST

Gretchen dear, I was thinking of you today and decided to check caringbridge. Love the "mom" poem, and how true it is. Peter has had some of his chemo and his leg surgery (two weeks ago). He may be having his lung surgery some time before Xmas with chemo to follow after Xmas. Things are going according to plan. He is doing well, still has lots of spunk! His friends were home over the holiday weekend, and that cheered him up. Brother Andy was home, and it was great to see him. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your family. Hopefully, we'll see you on one of our many visits to Children's. Hugs to all, Cathy
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Sunday, November 26, 2006 7:50 PM CST

May God give you and your family comfort during the holidays. Happy Thanksgiving and Merry Christmas. God Bless.
My NB ^angel^ Tevis www.caringbridge.org/visit/tevisbrinley
carrie brinley <ourlittleangel@copper.net>
lou., ky us - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 6:08 PM CST

Gretchen and Neil, hope you have a great time in NYC. Give Carter and Rhonda a big hug from me.

Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 3:09 PM CST

Just to let you know that you are all in my prayers today and always. Sorry for not signing but I have been thinking of you all.

I found this on another site and wanted to share it with you.

My Son Lives in Paradise

The dust has settled on the things
That I have stored away
A favourite toy, for little boy
A jar of dried out clay.

A photograph when you were young
Sits quietly on the shelf
Thoughts of you come drifting back
I just can�t help myself.

A drawing that you made for me
When you were very small
Is framed within this heart of mine
And hangs upon the wall.

A scrapbook lies within the room
Where you once laid your head
Your favorite book, a model car
The pillow on your bed.

I miss you coming in from school
�Hey mom, it�s me, I�m home�
I miss the little words and hugs
The special times we�ve known.

A part of me just disappeared
The day you went away
An empty space now fills my heart
There are no words to say.

A closet filled with memories
Of happy days gone by
A baseball cap and souvenir
Why did you have to die?

The trophies that you won at school
Stand proudly on display
Your many friends can�t understand
Why God called you away.

I hear your voice within the halls
It echoes in the night
I see you in the evening mist
And in the morning light.

So many things you left behind
Are now a memory
But little arms that held me tight
Will always stay with me.

An empty space now fills my heart
My boy, my child, my son
You�ve gone into another world
Where golden dreams are spun.

I do not know the answers
It�s not for me to know
But I will know the truth one day
Just why you had to go.

My turn will come to leave this world
I�ll gaze into your eyes
God�s perfect plan will be revealed
Up there in paradise.

Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
�2005

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 6, 2006 8:07 PM CST

Happy Halloween Neil and Angel Alex.

Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 8:52 AM CST

Hi Gretchen,
It has been so long since i have had the chance to check you page. I finally updated ours after 8 months. It sounds like you guys had a nice beach trip and are enjoying your little one. Grant will soon be 4 and it makes me think of you and how old Alex was when we first met. Take care and know that I thinking of you.
Beth Nitchman <bnitchman@yahoo.com>
Warren, PA - Sunday, October 22, 2006 6:16 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, Hope all is well!
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
greensburg, pa - Sunday, October 22, 2006 8:17 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen, just stopping by to check in and see Alex's cute smile. Thinking of you.

Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 9:10 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen. Just checking in, glad to see you had a great time at the beach. I have my cancer sucks sticker on my windshield, Thanks.
Thinking of you always, take care.

Heather <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, October 2, 2006 11:52 AM CDT

Hi Grethen
Just wannted to let you know I am thinking of you and always praying for you. I check Alex's site regularly but don't always sign. Rhonda is truly blessed to have a wonderful friend like you.Take care and see you soon.
Melissa Wanker
Melissa Wanker <robandmelissa25@msn.com>
Bridgeville, Pa - Friday, September 22, 2006 9:02 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,
I love the ways you honor Alex's memory! How awesome it is you do a blood drive and serve cake. Thank you for still checking in on us. You are reaching out and helping others at a time when you have every right to retreat. I read the other guestbook entry and the woman shared you were going to Christi's funeral- isn't it amazing how connected we feel? I sobbed my eyes out as I read her last moments to Steve. Sydney's dad said it well "she had the whole world crying". Do you now how to sign her blog? I tried a few weeks ago and it seemed I needed to have my own blog first. I also tried to get to her caringbridge site and can't seem to find it. Have you been successful in signing? Hope to see you next summer.
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Friday, September 22, 2006 7:52 AM CDT

Gretchen,

Your friend Gina Barnes recommended I check out Alex's site. What a precious child! She also mentioned you may be at Christi's funeral service this weekend. I will be there as well, so may have the chance to meet you. I will be sure to keep your family in my prayers as you continue to miss your sweet little boy. If there is ever anything I can do for you, please do not hesitate to ask.
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews, Asher and ^Jacob^: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Hollidaysburg, Pa - Thursday, September 21, 2006 10:45 AM CDT

Hi Gretch, When you get a chance call me I would like to buy some candles. Thinking of you all and praying fo Eric, Let him know he has a perfect angel ALEX watching over him also. Love you all. Beth Lutz
Beth Lutz <bal291976@earthlink.net>
Penn, PA usa - Thursday, September 14, 2006 9:07 AM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello". I hope neil had a wonderful birthday

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, September 2, 2006 1:52 PM CDT

Gretchen dear, I have been thinking a lot of you and Alex. A belated b-day greeting to Neil and do hope your brother is doing well.

One of the reasons I have been thinking of you is Peter has to go through chemo again. His osteosarcoma is now in his left tibia and left lung. He had one chemo last week, and we return to Pgh on 9/12 for more. He has a nasty road ahead of him--lots of chemo and two surgeries. He is still a strong young man, although he has lost some of his spunk this time around. Prognosis is good, but as I said, it is a nasty road ahead.

We are blessed with good family, friends and excellent medical care. Perhaps on one of our many trips to Children's, we will be able to see you. You and Alex will always be remembered by Peter and me.

Take care and lots of hugs to Neil. Cathy
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 9:44 AM CDT

Hello my name is Rachel Akers. My som was diagnoised stage 4 neuroblastoma on 4-18-06. It is so scary! Your son was so beutiful. I can't imagine your pain. I will pray for your family.
Rachel Akers <rmakers@iowatelecom.net>
cambridge, Ia U.S.A - Thursday, August 24, 2006 2:13 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!!!! Gretchen I am thinking of you today and we will be sure to do something special for Alex today also!
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 8:24 AM CDT

Just wanted to say I love you guys and how blessed we are that your a part of our lives!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 5:31 PM CDT

Gretchen dear, Have been thinking of you and decided to check your web page. Spoke with Betty Lou Youngworth last week. We occasionally keep in touch, and of course, we speak of you. Her Elise is doing well, although they make frequent trips to Pgh.

As to my family--Peter is doing well. He has a couple of part-time jobs to keep him busy and in $$$ for next year. He is looking forward to going back to the dorm, not school, just the dorm. He had a year at Mercyhurst College right here in Erie. He has another check-up the end of August. We hold our breath for each check-up.

The rest of the family is doing well. Our older son, Andy, is working in Cleveland for the summer for Walgreens. One more year at John Carroll. Yea! Erie is having a beautiful summer so far. We deserve it; winter can be so harsh.

Will close for now. I do think of you quite often and wish you love and peace. Cathy (your former roommate at Children's)
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA - Monday, July 17, 2006 8:10 PM CDT

Hey Gretch and Family,
I cried as I read your poem! I miss Alex sooo much! It sounds as though you have been busy. Hope you were able to steal the baby for the night. Talk to you soon and I am always thinking of you guys.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, July 3, 2006 9:02 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen,

You do not know me. My name is Nadene Delaney and I live in West Virginia.

I will not tell you that I understand what you are going through -- I cannot imagine it.

But I will tell you, anytime you need someone to talk to, cry on my shoulder (I'm 6 ft tall), please do not hesitate.

I will stand with you, weep with you, laugh when you need it, and hand you the tissue box. I do understand pain.

Hugs & Hope,
Big Sister
Nadene Delaney
Philippi, WV USA - Friday, June 16, 2006 9:00 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen. Wanted to stop in to say hi, I check in on you guys ofter but don't always sign.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, June 12, 2006 3:49 PM CDT

Gretch,
Just wanted to let you know how special you guys are and we are always thinking of you! We love ya man!
Rhonda <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 9, 2006 3:20 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, I'm thinking of you tonight. I'll go give each of the kids an extra kiss in honor of Alex. You are right to celebrate this day in some way, even quietly in your mind. I know that you are sad and you miss him so much, and I hope that you can feel his Angel hugs in some way tonight! God Bless you all, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:59 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen,wishing you peace and good memories of Alex on this his Eternal Lifes Day. The cycle is neverending so we will all be reunited at the time of Gods plan.
Sweet Hugs from Gma gail and gpa gene and sweet Angel Luke,xxxooo
http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet/
gailsweet@zoominternet.net <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
ashland, ohio USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 3:37 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you today. I hope you make it through this anniversary alright. I will watch Veggie Tales with the kids today and be extra silly in memory of Alex.

Love you!
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 7:21 AM CDT

�Come here let me take a look. You know they live in these helmets...� Memories Gretchen, they�re with you forever. There is seldom a day goes by without a word, a smell, a sight, that undoubtably triggers memories I have of you, and or your brothers and sisters. The happy with the sad, their there, and I enjoy them all. I may live alone, but... I am never really alone. Just one more of the many wonderful gifts our Lord has given to us. Alex will never leave you alone, he'll always be there for you. I love you Gretchen,
Dad <Com4tZone@comcast.net>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Saturday, June 3, 2006 5:51 AM CDT

I have never met you, but I found your website thru Carter's website, my neice is in his class. I will be thinking of Alex on June 6st. I have 2 little boys as well, I can't imagine what you are going thru. I'm sure it doesn't get any easier. Praying for your family and the Fingers.
Lisa Frambes <frambes@comcast.net>
South Park, PA - Friday, June 2, 2006 10:49 PM CDT

Hi there just to let you know that you are all in my prayers today as always.I will be sending Alex a balloon on the 6th from the roof of my school with my students.Hope you have a nice camping trip. You both deserve the rest.
What Cancer Cannot Do
Cancer is so limited.
It cannot cripple LOVE
It cannot shatter HOPE
It cannot corrode FAITH
It cannot destroy PEACE
It cannot kill FRIENDSHIP
It cannot suppress MEMORIES
It cannot silence COURAGE
It cannot invade the SOUL
It cannot steal ETERNAL LIFE
It cannot conquer the SPIRIT
Love and Blessings your friend in Japan
Dale <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 7:03 PM CDT

Hi gretachen I was just thinking of alex and was so suprised to see all of the cute pictures. I think of you and Alex often!
Lindsay clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Saturday, May 27, 2006 9:50 PM CDT

I just have to say those pictures you added are ADORABLE!!!! He looked just like you! I'll bet you love to hear that!!

xo,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 11:00 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, Just to let you know that you are all in my prayers today and always
Dale <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Monday, May 15, 2006 10:10 PM CDT

This is the first time for me to visit your site and tears were rolling as it brought back so many memories. I also lost my son to NB. It has been 10 months ago today and times is slowly creeping by. Please know I am thinking of you all and will keep you all in my prayers. I pray I continue top stay as strong as you sound. Im keeping the faith. Wishing you a good Mothers Day.

A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she�s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you�ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I�ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Saturday, May 13, 2006 8:39 PM CDT

Hi Gretch,

Just checking in. How was your trip with the Fingers? How's Neil, school, etc? Thinking of you often this time of year. Write when you can.

Love,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:39 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen, this is my first time visiting Angel Alex's Caringbridge. I just didn't know if I could handle it. It affected me much harder than I even thought. Gretchen, you are a truly beautiful person. The Lord only knows what a blessing you have been to me. I see that you are a true example of His grace and strength. I am still so touched at how you came to comfort and encourage me when Elijah was first diagnosed, and you did not even know me.

Your love for him is so visible. After reading your most recent update, I am sitting here in the hallway of CHOP's transplant unit and I am grieving for your loss even more than I already have. Gretchen, I am so deeply sorry that all those things happened as they did. I truly cannot even begin to image what those days must have been like for you. Only the Lord could bring healing to such a horrible string of events. My respect and awe of the Lord in you has increased so much. I pray the Lord continues to minister to you everyday.

I also wanted to thank you for taking the time to give me and Elijah a surprise visit!!! Neil is a cutie! I really enjoyed meeting Rhonda and Carter. I see why you two have such a special bond. I am thankful you have each other. True friends are priceless.
Kara Ketley <ketley@verizon.net>
Johnstown, PA USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:53 PM CDT

Hi, I just wanted to tell you that you touched my heart with all the poems you put on Alex's website. My 6 year old was just dx in March with this horrible disease and I don't even know how I ended up on your site but it really touched me. God Bless you and your family. www.caringbrige/visit/codeystjohn
Amy StJohn <Rickamyst@comcast.net>
Bellaire, oh Belmont - Sunday, May 7, 2006 3:08 AM CDT

I just read your update. What a special person that flight attend was two years ago. What a terrible day. I remember Alicia calling me to tell me the horrible news you received. I agree, why did all the doctors have to come in your room like that. Maybe they thought you were going to have a million questions, I don't know, but that would lead me to believe it was good news too.

I'm so glad to hear Carter's spaghetti dinner went well and that you'll be able to join them in Philly. I'm sure Rhonda will be thankful for your company.

Take it easy re-living these days a couple of years ago. I can't imagine anything worse.

Love you,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 1:23 PM CDT

Just wanted to say hello as I'm checking e-mail, Alex's website, etc. How did you do on your paper by the way? Are you off of school for the summer? WE hope to see you again the next time we come home. I'm sure Carter's Spaghetti dinner went well tonight. Can't wait to hear about it.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Sunday, April 23, 2006 11:08 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, I'm glad your keeping busy and are doing ok. Good Luck with the Dinner for Carter and say hello from the Hansons. God Bless, Love Ellen
Glad Neil had a nice Easter!

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma - Friday, April 21, 2006 6:51 AM CDT

As always the words and poems that you write in your journal are so meaningful and full of love. You give us all strength to carry on each day. As I have said in past guest book notes I wish I could have met your angel Alex befor he left for everlasting peace. But I also hope that some day I can come to the USA and meet his special and caring family. God Bless you all and I will keep you in my prayers today and always.Luv Dale
Dale Harrison <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Monday, April 17, 2006 7:31 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,
I wanted to let you know how perfect your Easter poem is. Spring is such a bittersweet time for me too. A time of new beginning and renewal, but all the time remembering that we are beginning without our beautiful babies..

Are you a memeber of the NB Angels group? Did you know that some of the NB group is getting a plan together to meet in Atlantic City sometime in July. Do you think you might be interested? It will be great to get to meet each other!
Take good care!
Kimberly Mease <knikdan@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Sunday, April 9, 2006 8:27 AM CDT

Good to hear from you! I know you said spring is the hardest time for you. I'm sorry to hear they cleaned up so many of the things you left at the cemetery, that stinks!! Let us know when you get the results from your paper. It was great to see you and Neil a few weeks ago! Maybe we'll get to see you again at Easter-time?

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:27 PM CST

Hi Hope things are going well at school. Just to let you know that you are in my prayers today and always. If you have time please let us know how things are.
Dale Harrison <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 7:14 AM CST

Hi there to all of you! We think and talk of you a LOT! Can't believe what an impact that precious Alex left on everyone of us that met him (just that very short time) Madie and Jake are proudly wearing their t-shirts to school and I thank you for sending them. We didn't care how long it took. Hope to be going to Pa. again for a visit in the spring. We MUST get together this time. Our thoughts and prayers are always with you! Love to all!

Marion Rosengarth <marozey@aol.com>
Manahawkin, NJ - Sunday, March 5, 2006 10:28 AM CST

I love ya Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 9:48 AM CST

i cannot imagine wat you have been through, and pray i will never have to , but i have so much admiration for you, your courage was and still is outstanding, i will say a prayer for you family and you everyday.take care
debbie <debbiemitchell766@msn.com>
liverpool, england - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:59 AM CST

Yo Chicky,
Its your bud Rhonda Just signing In!!!!!!!
Love Ya Man
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, February 25, 2006 10:22 AM CST

Hi Gretchen. Just stopping in to see how things are and say hi. I give you so much credit, going back to school.
If I can help you with the dinner for Carter, send me an email. Take care,

Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Friday, February 24, 2006 9:49 AM CST

Hi Gretch,

Miss getting an update from you. Write when you can. You must be busy. How is Neil? How's school? I think of you and Alex often.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Thursday, February 23, 2006 9:59 PM CST

Gretchen I was thinking of you tonight and wanted to let you know your on my mind. I know you busy if you get a chance drop me a line. How is school going? What's Neil up to these days I bet he is getting big.
Love Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler , Pa USA - Monday, February 20, 2006 10:22 PM CST

Hello Gretchen,hope you are fine and great news about the Steelers. I watched a little on cable T.V over here in Japan. Keep writing the Journal I and many of my friends enjoy reading about you and Alex. You are in my prayers always.
Dale Harrison <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Sunday, February 12, 2006 9:29 PM CST

Hi there Gretchen, P.J. & Neil! We honestly think of you a lot and I read your journal quite often. So happy the Steelers won for you guys and the NJ fans!! Once again we will be headed out your way, possibly around April but will let you know. Lots of love to all, Marion
Marion Rosengarth <Marozey@aol.com>
Manahawkin, NJ - Sunday, February 12, 2006 6:53 PM CST

Hi Gretchen. Just wanted to say hello. Think of you often, but never sign the book.
Heather (Sweet Peas mommy) <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, January 16, 2006 10:21 AM CST

Wow, you have taken some big steps! I'm proud of you! It must have been difficult. I loved the Alex sayings at the end of your message. What's that noise sound, so cute!!! You will be a wonderful social worker, good for you! How long do you have to go to school? I'm sure you'll be one of the most motivated students in the class.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Sunday, January 15, 2006 4:10 PM CST

Stopping by as we do EVERY DAY to see how you are doing. I am so sorry it is so hard for your family. I cannot imagine what you are going through.

May God bring a sense of peace into your lives knowing that Alex is WITH God. The separation must be HORRIBLE. I'm so sad for you to have to go through this.

May God Bless you and we hope to hear from you soon.

GOD BLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 9:38 PM CST

Hi Gretchen, I just came on for the first time in a very long time. I am very sorry! Please know that I still always think of you and I have your babies' pictures hanging in my living room. Thank you. I hope you are doing well as I am sure you have had many a rough road to travel down. You are all always in my heart.
Debbie Rosengarth <drosengarth@suretycoastal.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Monday, January 9, 2006 1:27 PM CST

HI Gretchen, I called you yesterday morning but you must of been at work. I made my first trip back to the clinic yesterday to drop off a few things for the kids and something special for Carter I had hoped we could get together but maybe next time. Thinking of you guys hope to hear from you soon
Jonel mom to Dante and Elijah nb4 dx 3-14-03 gained his angel wings 4-8-05 <rainygirl73@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
butler, pa usa - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 10:54 AM CST

Hi Gretchen,

Thinkin' about you- may you this day, experience God's comfort like never ever before!

Lvoe, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net>
Auburn Hills, Mi - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 11:41 PM CST

My dear Little Alex: I hope you had a wonderful Christmas in heaven celebrating Jesus's birth. We are selfish and wish you were here with us. I visited your grave today and your blanket was beautiful. Mam-Maw added some snowflakes. I remember your last Christmas here on earth, oh how sick you were. Neil and EJ had a great time opening presents--but you know that--you were right there with them. I know that you are happy where you are, but oh how we miss you. Merry Christmas little guy and remember MamMaw loves you very much and misses you even more.
Mam-Maw Cheryl <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 5:15 PM CST

Merry Christmas to your family. You are always in our thoughts.
Sean, Heather, Lauren and Sweet Pea <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:26 AM CST

Gretchen and PJ
Merry Christmas I love the poem it is beautiful. You both will be in my thoughts and prayers this Chritmas as always
Melissa Wanker (Carters Aunt)
Melissa <robandmelissa25@verizon.net>
Bridgeville, Pa - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 11:27 AM CST

http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/sierra
http://www.sierrasjourney.com
Factor <Journey1414@aol.com>
Mims, Fl USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 2:49 PM CST

What a wonderful surprise to see new pictures of Alex!!! He had such a great smile! I think it's terrific that you and Rhonda went to see the Cronins. We will keep them and the Fingers in our prayers. Keep doing what you're doing. You're an inspiration to many people!

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
MD - Saturday, November 26, 2005 10:12 PM CST

hello, you don't know me, i saw your entry on aaron's page and i want to say that the poem about my mom lies made me cry, that's what my mom and the whole family did when we lost our big brother to a car accident. it is so true.
God bless you
guardian angel <guardian_angel@angelwinks.zzn.com>
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Monday, November 7, 2005 3:15 AM CST

Dearest Gretchen, I took some time tonight to read Caring Bridge entries from you and my husband's second cousin. I cried when I read your poem, and I also read your entry about Peter. Update on Pete--he is doing well (we think); he doesn't call much. He is staying on campus at Mercyhurst College (across town in Erie) and seems to like it and hopefully is doing well. He does not call much, so I call him and he doesn't like it when I call. I have reduced my calls to him to once a week. He says I don't call Andy all the time (but there is a difference between the two boys) so why should I call him.

I thought of you a lot yesterday (Halloween) and how sweet Alex was in his costume. The boys did have fun (well, as much fun as they could going through what they did). I will already cherish our brief friendship at CHP.

Peter has to see his orthopedist this month, then he sees Dr. Wollman 12/22. Everything seems to be going well (thank goodness).

I mentioned my husband's 2nd cousin. Her mother (Dennis' first cousin) had leukemia and battled it bravely for a few years, but lost her battle in August (about a week before he found out about Peter. Sometimes life is not fair, but we go on.

Good to read your updates; XOXOX to Neil and you too. Take care. Lovingly, Cathy
Cath Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 7:39 PM CST

Hi Gretchen, that poem was heartbreaking with a much needed comic relief at the end. It was great though. I still think about you all the time, especially when I'm holding Corey at bedtime. Maria had on her Alex Lonero Memorial Run t-shirt today. I love all the cute things Neil is blaming on Alex, how sweet!! Miss you! I hope the next time I see you we really get to talk. Seems like there's always a crowd.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
MD - Saturday, October 29, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

gretchen wondering how you have been I have been OK I guess. I dont like the winter either wishing it was summer again so we dont have to go through the pain of all the holidays about to come. Dante is doing well he is playing basketball for the YMCA. So that has been keeping me busy. What a BIG boy Neil is finally being potty trained. Hope to hear from you soon
Love, Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
butler, pa usa - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I miss those updates and points of view spoken from your heart. Hope to hear form you soon!

Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net>
Auburn Hills, MI - Friday, October 7, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

Wanted to see how you've been. Send a journal entry soon, especially if you get a message from Alex. I didn't tell you that there was a huge butterfly that kept lingering around me and my kids the day of Alex's birthday. I didn't make the connection until later in the day. Probably because my kids only met Alex once. Maria still asks me about Neil.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
MD - Sunday, October 2, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

Unfortunately I too understand your loss as we lost our only child, Ryan, on July 1 to Neuroblastoma. I'm sure Alex and Ryan are good friends in Heaven.
Linda, Pat & Angel Ryan (www.caringbridge.org/mi/ryanc) <padwik@yahoo.com>
Fenton, MI USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 9:58 PM CDT

What a beautiful boy!!! We check your site everyday to see how you are doing.
May God Bless you and bring you strength until that glorious day when you are finally back together with Alex FOREVER!!! Praise the Lord!
God Bless!

Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 8:48 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen. I really liked the poem you added yesterday, even though it's heart-breaking. Is your e-mail working yet? I think of you, Alex, PJ, and Neil all the time. Maria still asks me about Neil. She had fun with him at my Dad's pool.

Love ya,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
MD USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:10 PM CDT

I never knew what heartache meant until my son David lost his life. I know that I am not alone, wondering what his future would've been if he didn't die or had cancer. Thank you for the message that you left me, these messages means so much to my husband and I. So thank you....and we never know, Alex and David is probably playing together right now.

love,
Sarah (Angel David's Mom)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, FL - Saturday, September 3, 2005 10:30 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know we love ya and are still checking the page
rhonda finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
pittsburgh, pa - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

I still check in to see how your family is doing, I had followed Alex for a long time. I have a potty training tip! My Adam is 4 1/2 and was only trained at 3 1/2. I just couldn't get him to go that first time, so knowing he always had to pee right after getting in the bathtub I had a jar that as soon as I put him in the tub, I had him stand up and held the jar and he "peepeed in the jar" as he says! after that, he would tell me that he had to pee pee in the jar. Good luck!
Susan Faulkner <susangf2@comcast.net>
Schaefferstown, PA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 10:21 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop by and say hello. And to tell you I was thinking about you guys, I pray that you are all doing well. Take care and God Bless!!!
Your friend always,
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin@juno.com>
toronto, oh us - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:49 PM CDT

BUON COMPLEANNO ALEX ! Happy Birthday Alex.
To Alex family : I can only imagine how heartbreaking it must be for you all to be without your precious Alex, especially on his birthday.
Hugs and tears from a Mother in Italy. LOL
p.s. best wishes for the lemonade stand !
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Italy - Thursday, August 25, 2005 6:12 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our little Alex, our very special nephew & cousin who is deeply missed today and always! We love you Mommy, Daddy, & Neil very much. Love Uncle Sam, Aunt Darlene, Kaylee, Brandee, & J.J.
Sam Lonero <splonero@comcast.net>
Jeannette, pa USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 11:19 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Alex!

Heather Melvin and family <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:42 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel Alex!! Me and Noah and Owen will do something special for you today.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:30 AM CDT

Special thoughts of Alex today and the Lonero family. Peace out.
Becky Deane
Irwin, PA USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Alex. Sending lots of hugs and kisses to you and your mommy today.

xoxo
Love Beth <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Ontario, Canada - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen, thinking of you and Alex today. Bless you, your Angel and your family!
Have a great time at the Lemonade Stand!
God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <seannblist@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 7:34 AM CDT

Thinking of you, PJ, and Neil today, Alex's 5th birthday. I will pray for you to make it through today. Take it one hour at a time. I hope you don't have to work. (I sent a message to your home e-mail and it came back.)

Love you.
Peace, out.
Gina

Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 0:24 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I hope all is well with you and your family. I love the butterflies you have up on your pages. I think of Alex everytime I see one. And they are everywhere at my house this year. I hope to talk to you soon. We are going to philidelphia next week, I'll let you know when we get back. Give Neil a hug from the us.
Your friends the Cronin's
carinbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Saturday, August 20, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

Hey Gretchen just stopping by to let you know I have been thinking of you and your precious angel I wish I could have met him I know how you feel about 5 being such a big age. Elijah should of been going to kindergarten this fall also. I am missing him so very much today has been 4 months since my beautiful boy went home to Jesus
Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler, Pa USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Hey Gretch,
I love the poem! I know that you hate always hearing that your an inspiration to so many people because I know that you feel that it isn't fair that you must be so sad to be without Alex. But I have to say it anyway your the sweetest! strongest! friend I have met! I am once again going to say it I am so happy that God has brought us together. That is soo cool what happened witht he butterfly! I know that it has to be hard for you to look at Carter and not wish that Alex was still here. I feel very badly for that. I can't help but always question WHY WHY WHY I want you to know that I love you and thanks for being my friend. PEACE OUT! WAY HUP!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh`, PA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 10:23 AM CDT

I just wanted to tell you that you are really an inspiration to a lot of us. My friend Erik (mn/erikludwinski) is going through the whole chemo process, and I know that your encouraging words help so much. God bless you for being strong, and thank you for showing us that you can go on.. even when the worst happens. Thank you so much. You must be an amazing Mom to Neil.
Adey Maves <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 7:02 PM CDT

Hello,

thank you for visiting Jared's page and giving us words of encouragement. We desperately need that sometimes.

I love the poem too. It is beautiful. Carrie does write so well.

I hoe you had a great time at the conference. I wish I could've gone. To meet people more than learn iformation. The information would be interesting but I am really a people person. Maybe next year.......

Take care and I am glad you all had a fun time camping. boy you are right, sleeping in a tent at 8 months pregnant, wow, I don't know how you did it either. that is amazing. Well, not pregnant now so glad you could enjoy.

Take care.
Connie Strayer (Jared's web page) http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, July 22, 2005 5:12 AM CDT

Gretchen,

See you in a couple days! Yeah!!!!

Love you,
Angie

PS- the poem was beautiful!!! It sounds like your friend lost a child and then now her husband is battling NB. Is this true? Did I understand it right?
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, just wanted to say that we are thinking of your family and little Alex.

With love,
Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 1:06 PM CDT

Gretchen, Just stopping by to let you know your on my mind. I hope you have a great time in at the conference next week. Hopefully next year I will make it.
Jonel <rainygirl73@yahoo.com>
Butler, Pa USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:39 PM CDT

Hi Sister!!!

Thinking about you and praying for you!!! I will see you in a couple weeks. Looking forward to it!!!!

Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:46 PM CDT

Gretchen, I just wanted you to know that I check in on your website at least 2 times each week. I should sign in more often. Something each day makes me think of you or Alex. I have a cute picture of you, Neil and Alicia to give to you when I see you next. Sure hope to see you soon. Remember, you and Neil can come anytime now. My last day of work was 2 weeks ago! We'd love to have you!

Love,
Gina
301-570-0206
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Sunday, June 26, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

You are very welcome :-) I'm glad that you guys enjoyed the concert - we did too! How cool that was when they brought Stevie out during Hotel California!!!

I am so glad that you and PJ decided to go, despite the threatening weather - I think Alex cleared that storm for us, because it was so awful right before show time!

I really believe now that it was his little whisper that I was hearing when we were trying to think of who to give the tickets to, because we both kept getting this feeling that we should just quit thinking about it and take them down to the stand (which really made no sense for us to do that, at the time, because we knew the stand went until 8pm, when the concert started)! I think that "feeling" we were having is named Alex! :-) I totally agree with you that he was looking to arrange a fun night for you guys - you certainly need and deserve that! 'Coincidence' and 'luck' is just God (and in this case one of His little angels) trying to remain anonymous ;-)

Take care - you are in our thoughts and prayers along with the Finger family...
The Shawgo Family
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:17 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you Gretchen. Alex will always be in my heart. His pictures are so cute :-) I didn't realize that not only does Alex share a birthday with Austin, but he was born only two months after Austin's little sister Erika. She too was a millenium baby!

It's so true what you posted about things we need as grieving parents. I share your thoughts exactly.

Take care of yourself, and when you have time, I'd love to hear stories about Alex. Email me when you have a minute!

(((Hugs)))
Beth (Austin's mom) http://www.caringbridge.org/page/austin.d <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Ontario, Canada - Friday, June 10, 2005 1:52 PM CDT

Gretchen,
Thinking of you today!
Janene Freerksen <janene23@cox.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:33 PM CDT

Gretchen, I am thinking of you today, we colored Alex some pictures and released some balloons for him. God bless you and you family.

Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:16 AM CDT

Hi, Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of your this week and praying for your strength. Bless your angel and family, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 0:13 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen,
Your journal was so on the money. I have never heard of our lives compared to the Wizzard of Oz and it is so very true! If only all the angels could click their heels and come home to us.... I wonder would they want to? After all, Heaven...? Perhaps we could just catch a true glimpse of them and their happiness. Perhaps it could tide us over until it's our turn to really experience the glory of Heaven...

Angel Michaela's Mom Kim Mease ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

Hey Gretch,
Just wanted to let you know I had a wonderful time yesterday with the two of you! I cannot say thank you enough for just being my friend! I thank God all the time for bringing us together. Thank you again and I hope to get over their this week to do it again.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:50 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen, We have all been praying for you and your family.
Love, Lindsay, John, Noah and Owen Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Friday, May 27, 2005 12:14 AM CDT

It has been a few months since I came here to Alex's page. Oh, Gretchen and PJ, I will pray for you on the one year mark of his passing. I cannot believe it was a year already. Please know that people that you hardly ever see, still think and pray for you often.
Yours,
Rhonda Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 6:19 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen,Gail and I want you to know we think about you and Alex a lot. Like you said the day will come when we are reunited with our blessed angels.
Grandpa and Grandma Sweet to Angel Luke.
www.3caringbridge/oh/lukesweet

gene and gail sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
ashland, ohio usa - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

Gretchen, I just wanted to stop by and let you know I have been thinking of you a lot yesterday I wish I would of known about the ceremony at the hospital. My heart is sick about Isaac relapsing again oh how I hate this damn disease it has taken too many.
Jonel mom to angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler, Pa USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

Gretchen, I just wanted you to know that I stopped by. I love what you have done with Alex's page. Specially the slide show. He is such a handsome boy and I know that he is in heaven with all of our other angels playing. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa Wimberly- Angel Chyanne's Nana <lisaw@charter.net>
Jackson, TN USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

Gretchen I just wanted you to know that I have been thinking of you and hope your doing ok. I lost your number call when you get a chance.
Love Jonel mom to angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler , Pa USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

Yes, I was crying along with you as I read your journal... if only those tears could somehow ease your pain. I can only imagine how hard it must be to experience each new holiday, each new season, without your precious boy.

Sending lots of love and know that you and your family are in my prayers always.
Katie, Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

Hello. I found your site from somebody else's guestbook and came by to 'meet' Alex and read your story. I too know about how dumb we were before the world of childhood cancer- maybe naive is a better word. I know it never gets easier but I hope you are finding some lighter moments.

Please know another family is praying for you tonight.
love,hope, courage,
Carol
mom to Riley,Reagan, Reese and angel Reid
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, March 31, 2005 8:28 PM CST

Gretchen,
You are right; tears, tears, and more tears after reading your entry. I know what you mean about not knowing what an oncologist was when Alex was first diagnosed. I had no clue either. Trey was admitted to the ped. oncology ward at 2 am.. I actually had to ask the nurse!!!

Praying for all of you!!
With love,
Misty

Trey's mommy forever!!! <mistrey00@aol.com>
Vinton, Va - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 7:09 PM CST

Gretch,
I am sorry we missed you toady too! I know that Easter will suck with out Alex and no words I say will make it any easier. Please just know that I am here if you need an ear just call my cell and I pray that the 3 of you have a good day tomorrow! Tell Mom I said hello! Take Care and know that I love you
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 9:06 PM CST

Our thoughts and prayers for your family and for Alex this Easter. May God bless your family!
Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:12 PM CST

Gretchen, I just wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking of you guys. Hoping all is well I have not heard from you lately and i miss placed your phone number. Hope to hear from you soon. Thanks for the advice with the steriod cream it seems to be helping a lot.
Jonel mom to Elijah nb4 dx 3-14-03 <rainygirl73@yahoo.com>
Butler, Pa USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:47 AM CST

Hi Gretchen, I just waned to let you know I will be thinking of you over the Holiday.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Friday, March 18, 2005 9:33 PM CST

Hello Gretchen, sorry to hear the flu has hit.. we seem to keep passing this sinus virus around and we have all had it at least 2 times since November! hope you all get better soon. I agree spring needs to arrive and soon! I was informed you would be at this large Easter egg hunt (from Tumbleweeds) a very nice lady opens up her property and hides eggs for the kids? I am not sure Hannah and I can be there yet, Mark and Blake will be in VA visiting Mark's brother so it will just be the 'girls'. let me know more about it if you get a chance. I have pictures to load on Hannah's site but have not had the time and now I am suffering with another sinus infection! YUK! take care. Holly
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Beaver Falls, PA USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 1:57 PM CST

Hello, I hope that everyone is feeling better. The flu was going around our house a couple of weeks ago, luckily I escaped getting it. I think that mothers know that they don't have time to get sick so their bodies just keep the germs at bay. I just wanted to say a quick hello. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 10:39 PM CST

Gretch, I continue to check this site often and think of you guys everyday. Please know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Staci Sailor <sailstac@aol.com>
Greensburg, PA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 8:20 AM CST

Hi I came across Alex's page when I seen that you had signed Aarond Hunter page.I knew Aarron and mom.My child too has battled cancer.She is doing good now.I wanted to let you know that we will be praying for your family.I read some of your Journals and they are so moving.I had tears in my eyes.You get so much joy out of Alex's life.God bless you and my Alex's precence surround you in your darkest hours.
Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott>
Tracy City, Tn u.s.a - Saturday, February 12, 2005 11:43 PM CST

Gretchen: Thinking of Alex and how he must be "dancing in the streets of heaven" with Becca right now. It will be 8 months for Becca on 2-17-05. I can't help but share tears with you especially in seeing your beautiful angels' eyes.
Love, Theresa Angel Becca's Mom 6-17-04
Theresa <TLockler@aol.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 5:16 AM CST

Hi Gretchen, I'm glad you have friends who understand and can share your sorrow with you. He is a beautiful angel! God Bless, Love Ellen~Seans Mom

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 1:40 AM CST

What totally AWESOME friends you are for driving that far to visit such good friends!!! You are great friends to the Fingers. I hear you all had a great time too :-))

Always praying for you all,
Nicky H
The Finger's neighbor
Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
Heidelberg, - Friday, January 21, 2005 11:07 PM CST

Hi Gretchen, You don't know me, but I am Shawnna's grandmother and she talks about you all so much. You've been a good friend to her. I've been praying for you all ever since Shawnna told me about you and continue to do so. You sound so brave. Alex was such a cute little guy. I pray they find a cure for this terrible disease soon.
Alice Egy <eegy@eohio.net>
Bloomingdale, Ohio USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 10:48 AM CST

Hello Gretchen, I just wanted to stop by and say hello. and thanks for stoping to see us. It reaaly brightens up our days. You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Monday, January 10, 2005 8:30 PM CST

Good Morning Gretchen,
Becky told me you had contacted her, so I wanted to stop and say Hello. What a beautiful boy Alex is! Thank you for stopping by the Foundation,and I will stop to check on you more often if you don't mind,
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@Tumbleweedfoundation.org>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 10:10 AM CST

Hey Gretch,

I LOVE YA MAN JUST THINKIN OF YA !!!!! CALL ME CHICKY!!!!!!!!!
Your good friend/Partner in Crime Rhonda <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:21 AM CST

Shim Sham, Hello I was just on Alex's site again. You are all weighing heavy on my mind. I just keep thinking of you and your family. I pray for you all and it just hurts so much to hear how much you all are hurting. And you have had so many things and advice given to you; but noone can tell you something that they never experienced. Sure we have all lost but to lose your baby my gosh shim sham it still breaks my heart for all of your loss. As you know I had alot of deaths in my family around the time of Alexs cancer and treatments; but now I fell sorta selfish even though I was so upset and depressed you had so much more on you. I am sorry for not being able to be there more. I thought I would not be of any good because I felt so awful; but that was selfish. I am so sorry, I cant say anymore but that and that I love you all and Alex will always be in my heart. As with you and all of your family.
Beth <bal291976@earthlink.net>
Penn, PA usa - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 10:17 PM CST

Hello Gretchen and P.J. I just wanted to stop by and say a quick hello, You are always in my thoughts and prayers. It was really nice to see you this weekend. I hope you are enjoying your days off. I will continue to pray for your family. I hope to see you again soon, maybe one day when things with Isaac get settled we could get together outside of the hospital. Take care and God Bless!!
Shawnna and Bubba
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:55 PM CST

Hello Gretchen & family, keeping you all in thoughts and prayers daily and especially during the Holidays. Hannah and I did make it to the telethon however with Joey Porter there and the timing running short as well as being bumped each time we were to go on we did not get interviewed. Yvonne Zaynos and Melanie Finnegan(PR) wanted so much to tell how Hannah was on last year going through her last treatment and letting everyone know she is nearing her one year remission date. Yvonne did get in at the end Hannah was on last year and is 11 months in remissoion and I was glad to be behind the cameras as all I could think of was the heartbreaking stories I heard and your family and others who suffered losses. I try to make it up to 8 North when I can (usually after her clinic appointments) and I took them up a cookie tray the night of the telethon. so much has changed there with staff leaving and new security measures installed but it will always be our 'second home'for the majority of 2003. I agree the smells and sights do take me back to memories while we were there and for you to go back and see the staff it is a healing and forever connection to Alex. I am glad he sent the birds for you. welcome to the world of thirty 'something'.....LOL I hit 36 four days after you hit 30, Happy belated Birthday. always in our prayers. Holly & Hannah

www.caringbridge.org/pa/ourlittleangel
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Beaver Falls, PA USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 0:34 AM CST

Gretchen dear, The holidays are over, and I am catching up on e-mail, etc. I just read your last journal entry. Your birthday is one day before mine. Christmas birthdays aren't all that bad. Our older son, Andy, was born on 12/24, and that was a pretty good gift. We think of you often. Peter is doing well. He returns to school tomorrow; lots of homework over the break. He hopes to go to Duquesne in Pgh; he has been accepted at Mercyhurst College in Erie, but he wants to leave town. We'll have to wait and see. When you go back to 8N, please give them my best; Andy, Ronnie, Kim, Janet; there are too many to thank. Each one is so special. I do hope you managed to have a good holiday. Life can give us some raw deals at times, but I know my family and I have been blessed in many ways. You take care, and I wish you a healthy and prosperous new year. Your friend from 8N, Cathy Marin
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 8:56 PM CST

Hi Gretchen,

I love the way you set up Alex's pictures with the music. You do such a great job with this web site. I am so proud of you! How awesome it was for you to deliver candy on the 8th floor. We attempted to do something similar, but woke up on Christmas morning with yucky head colds. Thank you for sharing your heart so clearly and so tenderly!!!!! Alex's memory is forever imprinted on my heart!
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www. caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 9:27 PM CST

Gretchen and PJ: Today is our first Christmas without our Little Alex. All of us are hurting today. We know that he is in heaven and celebrating Christmas with Jesus. We will make it through the day. I got a present from Alex this morning. For two months now we have had bird feeders in the back yard. No birds ever came. We changed the feeder to another feeder. Still no birds. Our next alternative was to buy different feed. But this morning as I was preparing our Christmas dinner I looked out the kitchen window and there was a big bluejay and several birds. Alex sent them to me for Christmas. What a joy in my heart to see those birds. This poem was on Aaron's website and it is from Alex to you and PJ.

First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below.
With tiny lights like heaven's stars
reflecting in the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away that tear.
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear.
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir here.

I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring.
For it is beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place.
Can you just imagine Christmas
with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit
as I tell him of your love.
So then pray for one another
as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful
and let your spirit sing.
For I am spending Christmas in heaven
and I'm walking with the King.
Mam-Maw Cheryl <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N.Huntingdon, PA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:55 AM CST

Gretchen and PJ: Today is our first Christmas without our Little Alex. The pain and hurting is so great. But we know that he is in heaven with Jesus celebrating his birthday. We will make it through this day. We have to remember our memories of him and make new ones with our Neil. This poem was on Aaron's website and I felt it needed to be on Alex's. I know that Alex would have liked it.

First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below.
With tiny lights like heaven's stars
reflecting in the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away that tear.
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear.
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir here.

I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring.
For its beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place.
Can you just imagine Christmas
with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit
as I tell him of your love.
So then pray for one another
as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful
and let your spirit sing.
For I am spending Christmas in heaven
and I'm walking with the King.

Maw-Maw Cheryl <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 6:51 AM CST

Hello. I have been following this site for a while now after being referred here by Howard and Rhonda Finger (call him Howie, he loves that). I just wanted to let you know that there's another person out here that's wishing you and your entire family well and hoping that you enjoy this holiday season. Peace.
Jim Spellman <oxbullseye@hotmail.com>
Derry, NH USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 3:25 PM CST

I never met you, or your Alex, but had been checking in on his site for a very long time. I have a cookbook and think of your family when I see it on my shelf. I pray that you can get thru the holiday and find joy when you look into the sweet face of your innocent Neil as he enjoys his Christmas. He is a gift to you and represents what all you have to look forward to. I can't imagine losing a child, but I'm sure that Neil can stand being loved for 2! God Bless you all, and Merry Christmas.
Susan Faulkner <susangf2@comcast.net>
Schaefferstown, PA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:10 AM CST

Gretchen and family,
I was just checking in on you and letting you know that I am saying extra prayers for you and your family to have the strength to get through this holiday season. Neil will be a great help through this next holiday.
Jodi Mclaughlin

Jodi McLaughlin <jodimiclock@earthlink.net>
Lexington, SC - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:18 AM CST

Hello!
I came across your website from Hannah and wanted to say hi. Praying for you at this time of the yr!

~Joanne�s Corner~

Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 3:00 AM CST

Hi Gretchen and PJ
Just checking in on the web page and wanted to say Hi and to let you know extra love and prayers are coming your way this difficult Holiday season. Take Care and God Bless.
Melissa Wanker
(Carters Aunt)

Melissa <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
Bridgeville, Pa - Monday, December 20, 2004 12:16 AM CST

Happy Birthday Gretchen!
I hope you enjoy your Day!

Amy (Rhonda & Carter's cousin)
Amy Stevens
Scott Twp, pa usa - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:48 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRETCHEN!
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Friday, December 17, 2004 6:51 AM CST

Hello Gretchen, Stopping by to sign the guest book and wish you a Happy Birthday (2 days early) I had no clue you are a fellow sagiterious! thinking of you and sending prayers to you and your family at this time. Alex must have sent the rainbow knowing you would look out the window, he is watching and helping you each day. take care, always thinking about you and your family and praying for you. Holly
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Beaver Falls, PA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 8:32 PM CST

hello guys, I just wanted to say a quick hello, and to let you know I was thinking of you.Thank you sooooo much for stoping and seeing us during radiation, It was so nice to see a friendly face. Isaac LOVED the cookies. Please know that you and you family are always in my prayers. Take care, I will tlk to you soon.
God Bless!!
Shawnna Peace Out!
Oh by the way thanks for the e-mails, I loved the calender and can't wait till it gets here so I can see it up close.
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:33 PM CST

Thinking of your family, especially today. I can't imagine how difficult it must be, between Alex's 6 month anniversary and the holiday season. Please know we are holding you all close in our hearts.

With love,
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:29 AM CST

Hi GRETCHEN, JUST WANTED TO STOP BY FOR THE FIRST TIME AND SAY THANK YOU FOR SIGNING MY SON'S GUESTBOOK AND WILL BE PRAYING THAT YOUR HOLIDAYS SLIDE BY FAST TO MAKE IT AS EASY AS POSSIBLE. MOTHER TO CALEB
WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/PA/CALEBCARSON
Lisa Carson <Bigh7605@aol.com>
Erie, Pa Erie - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:16 PM CST

Hey Gretchen,
Just finally read your page and I am sorry that I have not been better at signing guest books and especially yours. I know this holiday season is very hard for you! I just wanted you to know that your always on my mind and I am sorry that I don't call you more. Alex is right there by your side through these holidays and he would want you to be having a good time with your family. Why? Because Alex was and always will be a special little boy that cared about everyone!!!! He got that from his family and beleive me you did a wonderful job!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss seeing you and hope that we can get together! Take Care and I love you guys!!!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.,net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:22 AM CST

Hi Gretchen, PJ, and Neil
Since working at the Hillman Cancer Center, I am going to lectures on cancer. We only do adult cancer at Hillman so I really only need to learn about adults. There was a lecture about Childhood Malignancies and I asked my boss if it would be okay if I attend that lecture as it has special meaning to me, meaning Alex is the first I ever heard of this dreaded disease and I wanted to know more. He let me go and I learned a bit. I have gained a lot of strength for other things in life just by seeing you continue every day and I pray for you to do just that as Neil will need you for a long time. I will especially start praying more for you during this time as I am sure it will be hard.
I was very happy to hear the news about Carter and will continue to pray for him and his family.
Love
Rhonda Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA US - Friday, November 26, 2004 1:24 PM CST

Hi Gretchen and PJ
Just wanted to say Hello and to let you know that there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and Alex in other words you are always in my prayers. Take care
Melissa Wanker <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
Bridgeville, Pa - Monday, November 22, 2004 11:35 AM CST

Hi Gretchen and PJ
Just wanted to say Hello and to let you know there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. In other words you are always in my prayers. Take care.
Melissa Wanker <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
Bridgeville, Pa - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:02 PM CST

Gretchen,

CLAM CHOWDER for Thanksgiving?????? This has potential of spreading like wild fire!!! hehehe I think it would be a fine tradition to start in Alex's memory!!!!! Love you SIS!!!
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:20 PM CST

Hi Gretchen,

It was so nice to finally "meet" in person. I was glad to work side by side with you selling 50/50's, anything to help friends. Just wanted to stop by and say HI! Hope to hear from you soon.

Love and Prayers,
Apryle
www.caringbridge.com/pa/victort
Apryle Flinko <mansroom36@aol.com>
Pgh, PA - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:43 PM CST

Hi Gretchen,

Thank you so much for your emails and updates! I went to the article about Alex's playground and I loved it. How perfect to have this playground in Alex's name. You are so special to me Gretchen- keep up the journaling!
Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:35 PM CST

Still praying for you, thinking of you and "peacing out" everybody I see. :)

Katie Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
Toledo, OH - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:46 AM CST

I found your site through another (can't even remember whose at the moment, you know how that goes!) Just wanted to let you know I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I just wanted to stop by and see how things are going! I have got a group of friends and family together to go to the Bingo on the 7th and I hope to get the chance to meet you there! I got to get me one of those sweepers!

Love and Prayers,
Apryle Flinko
www.caringbridge.com/pa/victort
Apryle <mansroom36@aol.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 8:12 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen how are you doing.We Have to see your new house my mom told me that you moved.How do you like it there. And how is buddy Neil. I have not seen him in a while.Well the janitor is mopping and Im in the way so see you Latrer. TELL BUDDY LITTLE NEIL THAT I SAID HI!!!!!!!!!
Mariah Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburg, pa Pittsburg - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 1:45 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I'm so sorry about the wedding, It is strange how the smipliest things can make you think of so many hard to handle things. I pray you are feeling better now. I hope that we can get together some time over the holidays. Isaac is doing well, we leave for disney on the 23rd. I will find Alex's star while we are there. Please know that I think about you and your family daily and are always praying for you also. I'll talk to you soon.Take care and God Bless!!!
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Friday, October 15, 2004 1:22 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and family,

I was just checking in to see how you are doing. I am so glad to see you are doing well for the most part. I am a friend of your mom's and check in weekly if not more, but never write we too have just moved but far away from family for a better job and hopefully better life for our boys. What we won't do for them! You are the strongest mom I know. Take care! Peace Out!
Jodi McLaughlin <jodimiclock@earthlink.net>
Lexington, SC USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:50 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen, Just stopping in to say hi, hope you are all settled into the new house. Your in my thoughts daily. Take Care.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Monday, October 11, 2004 12:07 AM CDT

It has been a while since I visited your site. I have also started a new job. I am working at the Hillman Cancer Center in Cancer Research. I am not sure how I, an x-ray tech, ended up there but I feel that it is where I should be right now. Gretchen, your mom told me yesterday at Ligonier Days that the playground was done and when the dedication is. I am glad that it is finished and will go and take a look at it. Maybe I'll bring my niece, Sami to play on Alex's playground. I still pray for all of you.
Rhonda Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 7:15 PM CDT

Hey SHIM SHAM!!!!!
Just thinkin about ya.This is a pretty cool website,this is
first time I've seen it.You sure do got alot of people that write to you,that's cool.what day are you going to ligonier?
Take it easy,talk to ya,Love your brother Erik(UNCLE LOBES)
Erik R. Loebach Sr.(uncle lobes) <ahimes75@yahoo.com>
Derry, pa usa - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

Gretchen dear, I have been following you on Caring Bridge (what a great thing). Do hope you and your family enjoy your new home. Good to hear that you are enjoying your job. The hospital is lucky to have you.

Peter continues to do well. He is a senior back in school. He has looked at some colleges in Erie, and even Duquesne in Pittsburgh. If he gets in Duquesne, he can hop on the bus to go to see Dr. Wollman.

He went to Homecoming last weekend; fun was had by all. Now he wants to go to a rock concert in Pittsburgh this weekend. It is so hard to let go. Dennis and I have not decided if he's going to the concert.

Fall are hit Erie; it's cold and the leaves are falling. I hate fall clean-up in the yard. Plus winter is right behind. Fortunately, we won't have all those long trips to Pgh every other Tuesday.

We do think of you and your family and hope all is going well. OXOXOX to Neil. Love from your friend in Erie, Cathy
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 9:33 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I have been thinking about you alot lately. I pray that everything is going well in the new house. I will have to plan a trip up to see you guys again. Take care and god bless!!!
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen
Just checking in and happy to see that you are all unpacked and settled in your new home. We were in on Friday for Grant's one year check up but they couldn't do a bone marrow because he had a cold - so we'll go in this Friday instead. Take care and know that I am still thinking about you all.
Beth Nitchman <bethnitchman@yahoo.com>
Bridgeville, PA - Monday, October 4, 2004 8:10 AM CDT

My name is Jessica. I am college student in Ohio, but I am originally from the Washington, DC area. You don't know me, but I have a little friend named Carolyn (a little girl in a family to whom I used to teach sunday school) who is currently an NB warrior, and she is doing great! Anyways, I followed a link on her page to end up here and was compelled to read the story of your amazing little boy. I just want you to know how much it means to me that you were able to share his life with so many people, including myself in a way, and how touched I am by his spirit and strength. I am glad that he is "boo-boo" free now and I'm sure he is up in heaven dancing and playing with all the other beautiful angels who were claimed by this horrible monster they call cancer. I am sad that I never got to meet him, so I can't imagine what it must be like for someone who did know him to have to live without seeing his smiling face everyday. But I'm glad he came with you to your new house and I'm glad you will be closer to him now. He will always be with you. Just when you least expect it he'll be finding his own special way of saying hello. Anyways, I wanted you to know that I am thinking about your whole family tonight and especially your little angel boy. He is one more reason I know I have to stay strong and do my best in school, so that one day I can make the world a better place for children like him. Right now, that's really important to me, so thank you. Your son means more to me than you will ever know. Much Love to you all,
Jessica Uze <Jessica.Uze@Oberlin.edu>
OH/VA USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 11:27 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen Just saying hello and signing the book. I was up early this am surfing the net trying to get more info on blistery rashes on palms of hands. Later today I think the kids and I will go to the cemetery and put the pumpkins on Alex's grave that we grew in the garden. I was going to carve them but I think they'll do better if I leave them intact. Talk to you soon-Love Cynkar5
Darla Cynkar <janddcynkar@msn.com>
Trafford, PA united States of America - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:55 AM CDT

Hello guys, Thank you so much for coming to visit while we were in the hospital. It was os nice to see you. I recieved your new address and phone number today. I hope this means the move is complete. I'm very excited for the construction on Alex's playground to begin. I will have to bring Bubba to play when it is complete. Take care I will talk with you soon.
Lots of Love, God Bless!!
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Saturday, September 25, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen, Neil & PJ. just saw the guest book entry from you and thought I would pop over and see how you're all doing. I was glad to finally have Hannah's picture updated on her web page, it took long enough, LOL! I can understand some of how you feel with Neils scare.. Blake had a lump on his breast and I freaked and rushed him into the doctors as well. turned out this was normal and hormonal due to puberty! we went from a scare and near panic to OMG a TEENAGER with puberty! you can imagine the relief but it was much more relief for Blake who was scared after being exposed to so much information about cancer in the past year. I will keep you all in my prayers and say one specifically for the lump to go away. hope the move goes smoothly and you can rest some between working and packing and of course who can forget... unpacking! take care, Holly Hannum

www.caringbridge.org/pa/ourlittleangel
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Beaver Falls, PA USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:27 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen P.J. and Neil It has been awhile that I have been on the computer, glad that you are working. WE had a good time at your place for Alex and Neil's birthdays thanks for inviting us. I still miss that little guy even though I did'nt know him all that long. One day we will all get to see him again. Glad to hear that the playground is underway that is great. We just found out about a boy who is 12 in our area that has the same cancer. We will be praying for you guys. Maybe we will see you again soon.Glad to hear that you are moving, but Iam sure it is hard,.We saw Ray and Jeannie last Sunday they came to Washington and met us there, we were on a ride for the March of Dimes, we has a nice visit.
Cindy Sebek CMA

Cindy Sebek <jrscls@alltel.net>
Waynesburg, Pa. USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 9:12 PM CDT

Was just thinking of Alex and thought I'd stop by and say hello!
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen- I haven't been on the internet in a couple of weeks and reading the your latest postings... Wow! I am so happy for you to move closer to friends and family. Icant imagine how hard it must be and even I have thought about how I would ever feel if something happened to Grant if I would even be able to go into his bedroom or just want to seal it off and keep everyone out. I am glad that your working nights is all over and know that you are probably the best care giver out there! Give Neil a big hug from me and Grant... did you like the cd? I really like Gretchen Wilson because she makes you forget about your problems and just listen to her music. Take Care.
Beth Nitchman - Grant's Mom <bethnitchman@yahoo.com>
Bridgeville, PA - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:28 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen, Thank you so much for coming and seeing us this past week. It sure does help me alot ahen I talk with you and Rhonda. I hope the move goes smoothly, I can't imagine trying to pack up all my junk. I'll be thinking about you and your family. Give Neil a hug from us.
God Bless
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:51 PM CDT

Hi, Alex was born on the day I was married. I lost my husband on May 10th. I hope he is watching over your angel in heaven. What a handsome boy you have. God Bless you and your family. Best wishes with the move. Love, Ellen~Seans mom

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

Congratulations and good luck with your move! Thanks for updating. I think of you often and it's nice to know how you are doing. I wish for your continued strength everyday.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA 15601 - Thursday, September 9, 2004 4:07 PM CDT

Always thinking of your famil and your PRESCIOUS Alex ... thank you for sharing his story and making Neuroblastoma more aware in the communities out there ... always praying for you!
Rebekah <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, mn usa - Thursday, September 9, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

Hello guys, I just wanted to stop and say hello, we think about you and your family everyday. I hope things are going well with the new house. The cookbooks are so wonderful, my dad is always baking so he has gotten alot of use out of it. I have showed alot of people and they think it is so touching. Take care, we will be in the hospital this weekend so I will try to check in somethime next week. Give Neil big hugs and kisses from us.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 6:53 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and PJ
I just wanted to say Hello and tell you we think and pray for you often.I really admire your strength. It was so nice to see both of you at the OZ Fest What a crazy night. Take care.
Love Melissa and Rob Wanker
(Carter's Aunt and Uncle)

Melissa <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
Bridgeville, pa - Saturday, September 4, 2004 4:51 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, PJ and Neil,

It's me, Mariah, stopping in to say Hi. I was just looking at all of your pictures, they are soooooo cute. How is Neil, the big 2 year old? Please tell him Hi from me.

Mom and Dad had to take Carter back to the hospital because he had a fever. His throat and chest are hurting a lot too. I will be going to visit Carter tomorrow with Gram and Pap.
Mariah Finger <bubbs1972@attbi.com>
Carnegie, PA - Friday, September 3, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen, Happy Birthday Old Fart PJ just kidding. I am always thinking of you guys and everytime I do I get so full of emotions. I am very happy Gretchen that your moving only because I know that you wanted to move before! Alex was and will always be a special little boy with a place in my heart as well as many others he has touched and How could he not be! You and your family are such a wonderful spiritually filled family that no wonder Alex is sooooo special to sooooo many people. I know I have said this before but I must say it again. I am sooo very thankful that we met and I know that God played a huge part in that! I hope we can see each other again soon! Give that Neil a huge kiss from the Finger bunch and give PJ 41 punches from the Fingers too! I hope to talk to you soon.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:21 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I'm glad to hear your job is going well. Good luck with your new home. Please send me your new phone number and address, I don't want to lose touch, you really have become a big part of my life. God bless you and everything you do. Your always in my thoughts and prayers. GIve Neil a BIG kiss and hug from us.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Thursday, September 2, 2004 11:05 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, Was just thinking of you, wanted to stop by and say hello. Please know that I am still praying for you.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:52 PM CDT

I was away from my computer til now, but I just wanted to wish Alex a Big Happy Birthday! I did think of him on the 24th. I'm sure he had a great birthday in heaven.
Tina
- Friday, August 27, 2004 2:13 PM CDT

Gretchen, I'm here in the MICU checking out your website and wanting to tell you how I admire your strength throughout Alex's illness and passing. If ever in a similar situation I hope to be like you. I never can say this in person because you know I start to cry. We all miss him and think about him everyday. He'll always have a special place in the Cynkar's hearts. It touches me how you keep him alive and involved with everything that goes on. Thank Goodness for little Neil who keeps smiles on everyone's face. Keep your chin up!
darla cynkar <cynkardj@upmc.edu>
trafford, PA USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:23 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,
I just sent this but it didn't register on the guestbook- so here is a condensed version. check out www.lunchforlife.org put Alex's story for all to read and hopefully raise money for neuroblastoma research. They are asking us to ask our family and friends to give up a lunch and send $5.00 to this campaign.
I love you sister- thought you would want to be part of this-
Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:45 AM CDT

Dearest Alex,
We know you had a beautiful Birthday yesterday. We love you & miss you now and everyday! We visited you on your Birthday and said a prayer for you. We know your little Angel friends each caught a balloon and gave it to you for your beautiful birthday party!
Love Aunt Darlene, Uncle Sam, Brandee, J.J., and Kaylee
Darlene Lonero <splonero@comcast.net>
Jeannette, pa 15644 - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 3:28 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Alex!!!! Your day was beautiful here! We took Grammie to the zoo today. We saw the bears catching fish in their mouths. The little one kept missing them but she waited patiently until the zoo keeper was all done throwing them and then she climbed down the rocks and found the ones she had missed. We will all try to wait patiently until we see you again in Heaven! We will all carefully climb over "rocks" we come across in our "path" to Heaven until we find the ones we miss in Heaven, like you!

We love you and miss you, Alex.
Aunt Sally, Uncle Mike, Josh and Colton <mlonero@msn.com>
Trafford, pa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:16 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!!!
PEACE OUT
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Alex! I never met you, but I followed your website. I hope you are having a party with all your new friends in heaven!

Peace out!
Stacey <slmpckins@comcast.net>
Tumwater, WA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Alex. We thought about you all day, I remember this time last year going to the hospital to celebrate your birthday. And just watching the back of you and Kendra walking down the hall together side by side with her little head of blonde hair just looking up at your cute bald head like a little couple in love. Not ever thinking that you would not physically be here with us this year, but I thought how lucky this year was-that you had a party on Saturday and Im sure you had a great party today. And I still got to see that little blonde headed girl look up at you today. I hope you liked your birthday song she sang to you today. And did you get the spider man balloon she sent to you on Sunday? We love and miss you - xoxo.
Janet , Chad , and Kendra Pampus <jmpampus97@msn.com>
N. Huntingdon, pa Westmoreland - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:25 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX; I hope you had a wonderful birthday in heaven with all your new friends. Did you get the four balloons that Neil released from the cemetary? We really miss you a lot, if only we could hold you in our arms and tell you Happy Birthday. I know you are watching over all of us back here on earth. Give Jesus the peace sign for us. Someday Mam-maw and Pap-pap Gary will see you. Lots of love and hugs and kisses.

Mam-maw Cheryl and Pap-Pap Gary <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:23 PM CDT

Happy Eternal Birthday Little Alex! I know Father God & Jesus
and all the angels are celebrating your special day! Lots of love to your Mom & Dad & little brother.
Sandy <sbante@christianlife.net>
Trafford, PA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:25 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!!! PEACE OUT!
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
St Louis, Mo - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:56 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Alex! Me and My almost 4 year old Noah colored a Veggie Tales picture for you this morning and taped it to a balloon and let it go!! Happy Birthday Angel.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:59 AM CDT

Good Morning Gretchen, Good Morning my dear Alex we will definately do something crazy at Idlewild for ya! I shall never forget your precious ways. I hope they have an entire bag of crabby patty's for you. Gretchen and Pj I shall continue to pray for you! Neil I could just eat you up your sooooo darn cute and tiny. Mariah and Carter love you too! I hope you like the car/scooter we got you.
Your Friend Rhonda <bubbs1972@comcast.net/I am always here if ya need to talk!>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:08 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Alex!





Happy Birthday To You,

Happy Birthday To You,

Happy Birthday....... Dear Alex,

Happy Birthday tooooooooyoooooooooou!



Peace Out

Tim & Family
Cactus Patch, AZ. USA. - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 1:30 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I had such a wonderul time Saturday. Thank you so much for inviting us. The Kids had a awesome time. I will definetly be thinking about you over the next couple of days. And we will do something goofy for Alex tomorrow. You are alays in our prayers.
GOD BLESS
Shawnna
P.S. We love the cookbooks they are so nice.PEACE OUT
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

Hey Gretchen just wanted to say I love ya man and I am always thinking of you.

PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:48 AM CDT

Just wanted to wish Neil a Big Happy Birthday!! And a special Happy Birthday to Alex. I will remember him on Tuesday and I will say an extra prayer that he is enjoying his fourth b-day with all of his angel friends. I'm sure by now all of the other little angels are saying "peace out" and they all know how to do the peace sign. I'm sure Alex was smiling down on you and enjoying the party on Saturday.
Tina
Somerset, NJ - Monday, August 23, 2004 6:48 AM CDT

Been following your journey for months now. Just never seemed to know what to say...

..Please know I pray for you all often. Having never met Alex, it amazes me how frequently I think of him.

PEACE OUT.

K.Peters
K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
- Saturday, August 21, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

Looking forward to the picnic today. I hope God gives you a beautiful evening as the morning is not too promising. I love to see Neil as he seems so happy and full of energy. As I read your entries I cannot imagine how it is to be you, but I pray all the time that God will give you strength to make it through another day as I feel that we should only try to make it one day at a time instead of months or years. It is a bit more managable to take it one day at a time.

Rhonda & Mark Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA US - Saturday, August 21, 2004 8:08 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I'm "positive" Alex is running and playing and tossing a football around with all the other angel babies with him! I feel your heartache, know you are thought of (all of you).As I pray for Gabriella and Ethan and others battling this..you are not forgotten.
Cindy Abare
Cindy Abare <cabare@charter.net>
Helena, AL USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 2:38 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
I always talk about you to Rhonda. My heart just aches for you, I can't imagine what you are going through. I can only hope that God will supply you with what you need to heal after such a devastating loss.

Always thinking of you and praying,
Nicky H
Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:45 PM CDT

Hi. I check on you all the time, I sign on rarely (sorry). I remember your entry recently where you stated that you need support more now than ever, so I wanted to write and tell you that you remain in my prayers as does Alex. Thank you for the challenge on his birthday. I will certainly give it some thought as to what I will do to remember him, and I will surely report back what I came up with. :) It should be fun! Also, I would like to order a cookbook if you could e-mail the info again. Thanks!!
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

Hey Girl
Just wanted to let you know I LOVE YA MAN!!!!!!!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 12:38 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing Alex's story with us.
Deanne Zelenak <dazelenak@aol.com>
Belle Vernon, PA USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen. I received my "Recipes from the People Who were Touched by Alex". It's obvious by the number of recipes that your son touched many many lives. Albeit small, I am very honored to have been able to contribute to the memory of your son Alex. Thank you Gretchen for your inspiration and courage. Your sons have an excellent role model in you.God Bless You.
Diane Lucci
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, I recieved my "Recipes from the People Who Were Touched by Alex" today and judging by the tons of recipes it's obvious that your little boy truly touched many lives. Albeit small, I am honored to be a part of the tribute to his memory. God Bless you.
Diane Lucci
Pittsburgh , PA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 4:56 PM CDT

I haven't signed the guest book for a while but I do check in on "Lonero World" about once a week. I hope everything is going well with your new position at Presby. I think that you'll enjoy your work. My mom said Neil was fine in Bible School last week for her. She brought him out with the preschoolers when they had their snack and when they were out playing so he could be around other kids since he was the only one in the nursery. We will see you at the picnic. Until then take care and remember that you are always in my prayers.
Rhonda and Mark Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA US - Monday, August 16, 2004 7:42 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I just wantedto say thanks for your message, but unfortantly we had to postpone our trip.We got a phone call Saturday morning with the news, the storm had knock out all of the power and phone lines. Oh well we will get there.I pray everyting is going well with you and your family I think about you everyday. I will try to call you tomorrow. Take care, give Neil a kiss from us.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

Hey Gretchen,
I am just checking in as I always do but this time signing your guestbook. I am always thinking of you and what you must be going through. We missed you dearly on Saturday at the Lemonade Stand! I hope your ok and when you need to talk please give me a ring! I am hoping that we can still come to your picnic! Take Care sweetie! Oh I saw your mom on Saturday she is such a doll to drive all that way to donate to our stand.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 3:48 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen-
Just checking in with you. Cant wait to see you on the 24th. Give Neil a big hug from me.
Beth Nitchman <bethnitchman@yahoo.com>
Pgh, PA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 1:50 PM CDT

Hi guys I E-mailed you but I am on my moms computer so I hope you got it. So I am writing here now. Just thinking about all of you. If you need anything for the 21st I will be happy to do it. I"ll call you or stop to see if you are home. I also wouild like to take you out for lunch or something. Well love and prayers.
Beth Lutz <www.wellaz@adelphia.net>
penn, pa usa - Thursday, August 12, 2004 11:27 AM CDT

I just found out about the playground in honor of Alex, and will find out tomorrow what the Bridgeville, Home Depot can do to help. I will be in touch with you ASAP on possible donations and/or labor.
Rob Wanker (Carter's Uncle) <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
- Monday, August 9, 2004 7:39 PM CDT

hello Gretchen, I'm glad to hear you had a good weekend, I can't imagine how hard it is for you everyday. I continue to think about you and always pray for your family. I hope to talk to you soon.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:54 AM CDT

I just read your entry today and wanted you to know that I do think of you and your family. I came across your site quite awhile ago thru another and was praying and hopeful for your Alex. I have a son, Alex also, he is 13 and Adam who is 3. My heart breaks for your loss. I just wanted you to know that there are strangers out here who care so much. I will be sending a check for a cookbook toward the playground. I think it is a wonderful memorial! Good luck at starting your new job. I hope your friends remember to not forget you.
Susan Faulkner <susangf2@comcast.net>
Schaefferstown, PA USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen-

It was so great to talk with you the other day. I really like the photos and music on the front page. Good luck with your job - if anyone was caring enough it is certainly YOU. I am looking forward to your party and seeing Neil and Grant play together. As for the sprinkles I hope that you bought them and gave them to Neil... I am thinking about you.
Beth Nitchman - Grant's Mom <bethnitchman@yahoo.com>
Bridgeville, PA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:56 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen, I wanted to say a quick hello and let you know I'm thinking of you and your family.Good luck with your job, I know you will do great. You are in my prayers everyday. I will talk to you soon.
Shawnna
caringbridge.org/oh/bubba <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, oh usa - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 0:33 AM CDT

Loving and praying for you all,
Love Jenny, Rob, Jesse, Josiah in heaven, Ezra and Abi
Jenny Hill <jennyannhill2003@yahoo.com.au>
Warnbro, WA Australia - Sunday, August 1, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and PJ just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and that you both are in my daily prayers.Take care
Melissa Wanker
(Rhondas sister in law)
Melissa Wanker <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
Bridgeville, pa - Saturday, July 31, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

I'd love to see pics of "Little Alex's playground" once its finished.
Love Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn
Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 6:48 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
Your journal entry is so wonderful it really put so many of my feelings into words. I think you are the most wonderful person and have so much strength inside you . I feel you have a great purpose on this earth and that I met you for a reason. I hope to be able to talk with you soon. Good luck with the new job, and I will be thinking of you and your family.
God Bless
Shawnna Cronin
Shawnna Cronin <dcronin9@juno.com>
toronto, Oh USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 6:56 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
I just read your update and it is sooo touching. I am soo very glad to have you as a friend and we have met each other through our journey's. God shall carry you when you most need and lead you when your astray. I pray that your new job is wonderful for you.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 6:57 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
Just wanted to let you know that I read your journal often and I pray for your continued strength. You are in my prayers daily as is Alex and PJ & Neil. May God keep you safe and Alex watch over you always.

Take care

Cathy Marshall <smars66274@aol.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 7:35 PM CDT

I've been following your joural for several months and I have been wanting to say how very sorry I am to hear of Alex's passing. I read your jornal tonight with a heavy heart. I came upon your site while visiting Carter's site. I just love the photo's you put together and the music too. I never heard that song before, i just love it. Would be interested in finding out more. I pray for you and your family for strength and comfort.
Sharon Smith <tjs1957@adelphia.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

The video montage is... (can't think of a word that would be good enough). Your pain is so deep, yet your love for Alex, so profoundly lives on. As does his love for you. My heart aches for you as you face these sad days. Please know you are lifted in prayer, highest on the days you feel the lowest.
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
Maumee, Oh - Friday, July 23, 2004 8:35 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and PJ,
Sounds like you had a lot of fun with your friends last night. It was hot enough to swim.
I love to read your updates and see how you all are doing. I check Carter's and Alex's site about 3 times a day.
My heart feels for you today since you are feeling to sad. It is ok to feel sad. I don't know what to say to make you feel better, just know that you and your family are an inspiration to me, and you are always in my prayers.

With Love in Christ,
Amy Stevens
(a cousin of Rhonda Finger)

P.S. I am looking forward to the blood drive.
Amy Stevens <lovespenguins66@yahoo.com>
Scott Township, pa usa - Thursday, July 22, 2004 1:46 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
I think the scrapbooking idea is wonderful! Maybe some day when you are visiting Rhonda we can meet :-)

Our prayers are always with you,
Nicky H
dear friend to Carter *http://caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/*

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, July 21, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,
The picture video is really nice. I love the song, never heard it before. It did take me 3 times to get through it though, was getting too upset. I hope to see you soon. Remember that you guys are always welcome to come visit. We'd love to have you.

Take care!
Love,
Gina
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 1:22 PM CDT

Wanted to send love and prayers to you. I can't imagine and pray I don't have to face the pain that you arne enduring so gracefully. Love to you and all who love your little man! (found your link on Katherine Cross' page.)

www.caringbridge.org/ca/hadleyfox
angela fox <bahkfox@aol.com>
alameda, ca us - Sunday, July 18, 2004 10:30 AM CDT

I have found your website through other children's websites. I pray daily for all the children and their family's suffering from this horrible disease. I was saddened to hear of your son's passing. I see you are having a blood drive, while I do not live near you, I used to donate blood and haven't for many years. I have been thinking I should do it again. So next week I will find a blood donation center and I will go and donate blood in your son's name.
Stacey Monahan <slmpckins@comcast.net>
Tumwater, WA - Friday, July 16, 2004 11:06 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and PJ. I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. As much as I would like to come out to visit for the birthday celebrations, I don't think that I can manage it.

Your entries tear at my heart and I wish I could help. Please take care of yourself.
Debbie Rosengarth <drosengarth@suretycoastal.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 11:02 AM CDT

to the Lonero family,
I am a friend of the Fingers and have prayed for you and your little one for some time. I am still praying for you daily, that God will find some way to give you comfort in this dark time. And yes, he (Alex) is with you -- although you know that. My heart aches for you, and I am thinking of you with all the love I have, from one mom to another. May God send you blessings. ~Heather
Heather Spellman <hjspellman@hotmail.com>
NH - Thursday, July 15, 2004 8:37 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and P.J.,
You've both endured such heartache of which I cannot even imagine. It is said that God does not give you more than you can handle. I have my doubts about that. But I truly believe that there is a master plan. Your son is in a place of eternal bliss now. I pray that God grants you both the strength and comfort to carry on in your times of need. Much love and blessings to both of you.
Carla Roberto <i1ajaguar@msn.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

Hello..This is the first time I have read your site. My heart breaks for you. You take all the time you need to the carseat out, I agree he does need a spot to sit. He will always be with you. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers..
Jeannie Ford <fordlodge@sbcgloabl.net>
Arnold , MO - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 4:42 PM CDT

If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.

At least that is what everyone keeps telling my sister. I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you must have gone thru and what you are still going thru. My niece was diagnosed in Dec, 2003 with stage IV. Visit her site at www.caringbridge.org/ky/aleah. You will always be in my prayers.
sheila <josieandbaby@yahoo.com>
Nicholasville, KY - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

I have been following your journal for the past 2 months an just got up enough courage to write to you. My bosses daughter has NB. It has been very tough on all of us. My heart just aches for you and your family. You re a wonderful mother and I have the utmost respect for you. You are truly a Hero to do the things you did to make your
son as comfortable as possible and give him the love that you and your family did. I am so sorry for you and I pray for you all daily. You are a very strong woman!!! Thank you for sharing Alex's story with us all. May God bring you comfort!!! God Bless
Kristin Galloway <KrisGalloway@CreativeFinancialMortgage.com>
Plant City , Fl usa - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 10:44 AM CDT

Hi Everyone, Just thinking about you guys. YOur experiences you told about are amazing and heartwarming. I hope that you always feel Alex so close to you all. We just got back from vacation and was thinking of you all. I hope to see you all soon. Love and prayers
Beth Lutz <www.wellaz@adelphia.net>
Penn, PA USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 1:12 PM CDT

Gretchen and family,
I'm so very, very sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you and your family, and for all of us who have suffered the loss of a child!

Much love,
Susan Armenio, mom to Angel Justin, forever 2 <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Monday, July 12, 2004 3:23 PM CDT

Gretchen dear, I am sorry it has taken me so long to write, but the news of Alex has been hard for us. I follow your journal (as well as my husband's cousin who has leukemia) regularly. You are truly amazing. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I think back to our days at Children's, and I am very happy I got to meet you and Alex.

Peter is doing well. He is enjoying summer; got his driver's license; has a summer job selling hot dogs and drinks on a golf course; having a great time. We may be going on a cruise through make-a-wish. His first wish was to meet Carman Electra (some hottie), but Make a Wish doesn't do Carman. We should find out soon if the cruise is going to happen.

Our other son, Andy, is home from school for the summer; also working selling ice cream. Summer has finally hit Erie, and I hope its here for awhile.

Peter does not have to go back to Pittsburgh until August for a scan and x-ray. Hopefully everything will be good and he can get the mediport removed. It protrudes from his body, and he doesn't like to remove his shirt for swimming.

Gretchen, you and your family are in our prayers along with the other children and families dealing with this terrible disease. But there is new hope each and every day. Some day there will be a cure.

You take care. Your friend from Children's--Cathy Marin
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 8:25 PM CDT

Hello, yes I do remember you from Children's. I had followed your site thru another site as well as Carter Fingers site. I was so very sorry to hear your son lost his battle. you have my depest sympathy to you and your family. when a fellow caringbridge and Children's kid loses his or her battle we all feel a loss, nothing near what you and your family have felt and deal with daily I am sure, but know you are prayed for with continued strength to get you through each day and know Alex has his angel wings and can fly cancer free without pain. Thank you for stopping by Hannah's site. GOD bless, Holly & Hannah Jane Hannum
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net.>
BeaverFalls, PA USA - Saturday, July 10, 2004 3:08 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I'm glad you enjoyed the weekend. A month has zoomed by and inched by at the same time just like this last year. Alex has taught us so much about appreciating the moment and not fretting over yesterday or tomorrow. I pray that in your TODAY you would be able to reflect on some more special memories, cry through a bit more hurt, get through a few more heart-aching moments of missing Alex and smile at the huge blessing Alex was to so many. I pray that your moments with Neil would be fulfilling and sweet! I pray that your relationship with PJ would be blessed as you venture through this season of grief- together! You guys are very special and I love you!
Angie
Angie (Steve, Gabriella, and Isaiah, too) Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, July 8, 2004 10:09 AM CDT

I do not think that you are crazy, Gretchen. God allows signs all the time. After reading Guideposts for as long as I have, anything is possible. But if you are crazy it will surely help with getting the job at Presby because I always say 'You have to be nuts to work here (at Presby)' I was just thinking about Alex today (I usually do) because I was at Manor bank with my husband and there was a collection jar with a picture of a little boy, Kolton, on it and Mark told me he has what Alex had.

I keep saying a pray or two for all of you. I am sure God hears. He has made you so strong, he has to. God Bless you all.

Rhonda
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 7:50 PM CDT

I'm sorry to hear that your Angel has gone home. I'm overjoyed to know that he is no longer in pain and that he is walking, probably running with no pain or assistance. I know that Alex was giving you a sign, telling you not to worry, he is in the hands of the Lord. Good Luck on getting the job.

In my prayers always,
Leonya <crumbz33@aol.com>
Toledo, Ohio - Monday, July 5, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

Gretchen,
I am sorry I have not called you back. Please remember even though I have not called your always on my mind constantly! I pray that you get the job that you want and I pray that you enjoy it. I really beleive Alex was with you and that it was so nice of Alex to let you know that he is still here with you in your heart. My prayers are with you as always!!!!! Take Care and hope to talk to you soon
Your friend Rhonda <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 5:23 PM CDT

Gretchen,

I think it's wonderful what you talked about in your last journal entry. I believe Neil saw Alex and that Alex was with you when you talked to his picture. I hope many more things happen like that so you will always feel Alex and God's presence. By the way, I also think you would make the best nurse. Best of luck with finding out about the job. Your strength and honesty are very admirable and inspiring.

Love,
Gina
Gina <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Thursday, July 1, 2004 10:22 AM CDT

Dear Lonero Family. This is the first time I have signed in to Alex's guestbook. I just recently found it through Carter's. My prayers continue to be with you and your family. I had followed with updates on Alex because I work with Make-A-Wish and we really wanted him to enjoy his trip. I truly believe he probably came to you to assure you that he is, indeed, ok. We had it happen in our own family. God works in mysterious ways, doesn't he. I am also continuing extra special prayers for Carter. Take care and believe that there are many people out there thinking about you daily.
Bev Gorr <bgorr@helicon.net>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 9:25 PM CDT

You remain in my thoughts and prayers. I feel that if it weren't for moments like the ones that happened during your vacation - we parents, who have lost children, would probably truly go crazy. It is those special messages from heaven that keep us going and keep our faith strong.
God Bless you and your family.
Clara Dasilva <clarbelo60@yahoo.com>
Wilbraham, MA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 3:53 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen. I wrote a while ago, I am a friend of Carters. I am one who totally believes in spirits and loved ones staying near. I have lost my mom and dad (dad to cancer) and I know they are still in our home. I may smell my moms perfume or hear footsteps in what was my dads room. My little girl, Caitlyn, was about 2 when we were sitting on the front porch one day and she looked at the steps and said hi pappy and then looked to the sky and said bye bye pappy. She never met him, he left 6 weeks before her birth. I ran upstairs and found a picture of my dad and asked her who it was, and she said my pappy. Needless to say, it was the best feeling. They are around us, and the young, innocent children seem to see them most clearly.
My best wishes to you and your family.

Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 2:47 PM CDT

I am a friend of Beth Nitchman and you are not loonie. God works in mysterious ways and I beleve that that was your little boy telling you he is fine and sitting with Jesus and no longer suffering. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
lynne suchoza <suchozla@comcast.net>
bridgevillle, pa usa - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 2:43 PM CDT

Hello,
I loved your stories from your trip this past weekend. How wonderful that you are so open to receiving the messages God and Alex are sending you!! You are not crazy, just very blessed! May God continue to bless you for your faith. Take care and know that you, Alex, and your family are in many hearts!

Suzanne Calvano <smcalvano@yahoo.com>
Troy, MI USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 1:12 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, P.J. Neil So glad to hear that you went on vacation, it was a joy to my heart to hear of those great things from Alex,he is there and is letting you know he is ok and not to worry or be sad he will be waiting at the golden gates one day for you. I will be praying for your job interview and hope all goes well there. Keep strong and God will help you through it all, yes there will be sad days,but there will be a lot of happy days with Neil growing up. We eill keep you in our thoughts and prayers always. You are a very strong person,talk to you later. Cindy and Jim
Cindy Sebek <jrscls@alltel.net>
Waynesburg, Pa. U.S.A. - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 6:48 PM CDT

Gretchen,
My name is Amy (a cousin of Rhonda's), I met you at Carter's Benefit in May. I never had the blessing of meeting Alex, but I feel I know him just from reading your entries and from Rhonda. You and P.J. are the strongest people I have ever met. You strength and faith are an inspiration to us all. My heart filled with Joy when Rhonda told me the story of Neil and the air, and again when I read your entry today. My heart also feels for you and your family, and you are in my thoughts and prays daily.
This is the first time I signed the guestbook, but I have Alex's site in my favorites and I check his every time I check Carter's. (which is 3 times a day) I love the picture you have on the front page of his site. Everytime I open Both the boys sites, I know I can get through my day, because they are both an inspiration to me.
Sorry for rambling on. I want you to know that you and your family have been on my heart and thoughts daily.
My prayers are with you! God Bless!

With Love in Christ,
Amy Stevens

Amy Stevens <lovespenguins66@yahoo.com>
Scott Township, pa usa - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 1:58 PM CDT

Gretchen, I just read your entry and fully believe that Alex was there and that Neil was playing with him. Ask him about it. Maybe he can tell you something about it with the innocence and openness that he has. I really wish you could have stayed with me but I saw the longing in your eyes and really wished that I could help you thru it. We have a great picture of Danny and Neil when they were playing and Danny was pushing him. Can't wait for you to see it. One thing that I need to say is that you and P.J. seem to really have something special between you. Don't let go of that. Take care and keep me updated on your progress with the job. Love, Debbie
Debbie Rosengarth <rozey6@aol.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

hi my name is mike and i work with melissa wanker( rhonda's sister-in-law). you are one of the strongest women that i have ever met. your courage and strength is such a awesome quality to have. you will make through it, you really will. just believe that alex is being well taken care of and that he still loves you, and one day you will see eachother again. god bless and take care of yourself and your family!
michael popham <popham22@comcast.net>
pittsburgh, pa usa - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 12:10 AM CDT

You are definitely experiencing signs from Alex letting you know that he'll always be with you. I'm so glad that you are not frightened by them like some would be....embrace them and keep believing. I think of you all often. Your journaling touched so many hearts...What great parents you are!
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 10:00 AM CDT

A looney? Professional help? Are you kidding?

All that you have just demonstrated is the clearest, most pure portrayal of FAITH possible! That's what faith is! You know in your heart of hearts that Alex was trying to reach you and let you know he is HAPPY. That's faith. God is rewarding you for that faith - he is letting you not be blind to what so many others are- the signs from our loved ones that they are with us. So many people never see what is right in front of them. You are blessed and truly faithful.

HELLLOOOOO ALEX!!!!

(I check this site every single morning... Thank you for keeping it updated for us. We all pray for you daily!)
K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:15 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen,
I believe that God comforts us in many ways. He knows you and what you need to be comforted in this day...and He is faithful to provide it. Praise God that you have a heart open to receive His comforts. My continued prayers are with you and your family.
Christine Fisk (friend of the Gallegos') <cfisk@wideopenwest.com>
Troy, MI USA - Monday, June 28, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

Hey Gretchen-
Just checking in - we went to the BMT reunion this past Saturday - it was nice. I missed you... Glad to hear that Neil is alright. I am praying for you guys and hope to see you soon and give you a big hug :)
Beth Nitchman <betsy_annblue@hotmail.com>
Pgh, PA - Monday, June 28, 2004 11:46 AM CDT

Hi Sweet Gretchen,

I wanted you to know I'm still checking in on you guys. I think nursing is a perfect idea- I miss you.

Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Monday, June 28, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

Gretchen & PJ
I pray for you often. I am amazed by your strength. God only gives us what we can handle. And I was once told, special people are given special children. Alex is in a better place. We can only strive to get to where he is some day. And Gretchen, if you get the job at Presby, I am only on the First floor in radiology. Good luck.

Rhonda & Mark Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 8:51 AM CDT

Keeping you in our hearts, Love last forever, it is promised.
Love Jenny, Rob, Jesse, Josiah in heaven, Ezra and Abigail
Jenny Ann Hill <jennyannhill2003@yahoo.com.au>
Warnbro, WA Australia - Thursday, June 24, 2004 9:34 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen P.J. and Neil
We pray that things are well with you. I still think of Alex everyday,even though we havent know him for a very long time but meeting him has touched my heart so much being a grandma with little ones around is so wonderful. He will be missed greatly by everyone arond him, the service was wonderful and I know he would of thought that to have been great. Please take care and we will keep in touch, remember that God is our rock and strength and will guide us through all our trials and troubles. Till we see each other again hopefully at Ten Mile Church. Our Love and prayers are with you all. Jim and Cindy Sebek
Cindy Sebek <jrscls@alltel.net>
Waynesburg, Pa. USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 1:33 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
It's me, Dawn. I saw you on 8North today. It is fate that I keep running into you. I think that we are somehow connected. I want you to know that you have our condolences. I feel that we all need to get together with our families. Maybe a cookout or something. You let me know when it is a good time for you. I think that you getting into the medical field is a wise choice. YOU HAVE GOT ALOT TO OFFER TO OTHER INDIVIDUALS. You would be wonderful as a nurse. It is the greatest gift. It is so rewarding. It is something that I would never throw away. I love my job enormously.

You are an amazing family. What you did for Alex was immense and loving. Love is so much different for a child. Until you have children, that is when you understand that it is a "different love." It is undescribable. You are so strong. Alex knows that he was your baby. He will always be your baby. No matter what. The love that was shown to him that he will always have with him. Forever. You have gotten to enjoy what it is to be a mom. For what that meant to him, on good days and bad. Emotions are like roll-o-coasters. Fasten your seatbelt and hold on. You will get through those rough days. As impossible as it may seem. Cry a river if you want to. Cherish your everyday experiences with your family. You are all so meaningful to each other.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL. Have a great vacation and catch up with lost time. Enjoy.

Dawn Phillians <dmphil@comcast.net>
McKeesport, pa - Saturday, June 19, 2004 1:24 AM CDT

There will be a position as a secretary on 9th floor opening soon. Apply
Dawn Phillians9 <dmphil@comcast.net>
- Saturday, June 19, 2004 1:01 AM CDT

There will be a position as a secretary on 9th floor opening soon. Apply
Dawn Phillians9 <dmphil@comcast.net>
- Saturday, June 19, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

There will be a position as a secretary on 9th floor opening soon. Apply
Dawn Phillians9 <dmphil@comcast.net>
- Saturday, June 19, 2004 0:58 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen PJ Neil, Just thinking of you all. I hope everything is going as well as it can. Maybe we can get together soon. We are still praying every day for you and the families who still have and have lost their little angels. God bless
Beth Lutz <www.wellaz@adelphia.net>
Penn, PA usa - Friday, June 18, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

Hi Gretchin , PJ and Neil, just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you all and contuing to pray for all of you. You may not realize it , but your strength is an inspiration to many. I can only imagine what you feel, but in reading your words I know you will find a way to fight through every day!
Take care,
Alison & Pat Tobin
PAtrick Tobin <atobin@nauticom.net>
gibsonia , pa usa - Thursday, June 17, 2004 12:27 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ: You and in my thoughts and prayers daily. I hope you know if there is anything I can do for you, I am here. Gretchen, I will always remember the smiles and laughs Alex gave me when you would bring him over when it was my lunch time. What a cutie! I would drive back to work just grinning at the joy Alex would bring to a room. Thanks for the memories. Always,
Karen Brown
Irwin, PA USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 9:14 AM CDT

Gretchen & PJ, You don't know me, but my cousin Kristin told me about you guys. I am so very sorry for your loss. I could not imagine what you are going through. Reading through your journal entries, you truly are a pillar of strength, and an inspiration to me as a parent. It is obvious that you have given your heart and soul into caring for Alex and making sure that he got to live his life to the fullest and know that he was loved beyond belief. I just wanted to extend my condolences. The one thing that sticks in my head is the statement that someone made that "It takes a very special person to be the mother of an angel" and from what I have read, you were chosen for a reason. God Bless you and your family.
Jennifer Moran Murphy <jmoran99@hotmail.com>
Winchester, VA USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 11:50 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful son.

Sending love and prayers...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

Dearest Gretchen,
I just read your updated journal entries and I wanted you to know that I think of you and PJ often. I do not have any children so I cannot say that I feel your exact pain, but 2 years ago I lost my father and then six weeks after his passing I lost my sister, both to Cancer. My sister had no hushband or children and I, along with my other family members took care of her. I spent countless nights in the hospital with her during her several stays and went to every single doctors visit with her. Toward the end of her ordeal,when she was under hospice care, she experience much of the same things that Alex did and went through many emotions at that time. To watch my sister suffer in the end and pass aways was one of the most difficult things I have every had to do. But, toward the end I prayed to the lord to take her and end her pain. As difficult as that time was, I felt such relief and happienss for her because I knew she was at peace and the pain was over for her. After her funeral there was such sadness and there will be for the rest of my life. I will miss her and my father as you miss your precious Alex, but I understand your feeling of peace and relief. No one can ever say that you do not greive for your child, but your greif does not have to be constant tears and pain. You were given Alex for a purpose and he was taken from this world too soon, but the Lord has a purpose for him greater than we know. I have often thought that I was not given children because my purpose was to take care of my sister. I know that my sister had a greater purpose in this life and that she is with the Lord and Alex and all of the other angels serving the Lord and living a much happier life than we are. I sometimes feel guilty that I am healthy and living my life and that my sister is no longer hear. Shortly after her passing, I felt that I could pull the covers over my head and never get out of bed again because of the sadness. I soon learned that that was not want the Lord had intended. We do have a life that we must live and we can do that and still love and miss our loved ones at the same time. I wake up each morning and tell my dad and sister hello and I talk to them often. I know they are with me and they are watching over me as I know that Alex is with you and PJ in everything that you do each day. You are one of the strongest people I have come across in a very long time. I know that this is really a cliche, but time really does heal all wounds and just because you do not cry every minute of everyday, does not mean that you do not think of Alex and miss him every minute of everyday. I am sorry to have rambled on for so long, but I just wanted you to know that I can feel your pain and I will constantly pray for you to continue to have strength. Your faith is unwavering and I admire you so much.
May God always be with you, PJ and Neil and may our loved ones watch over us and guide us.
God Bless you Gretchen.
Cathy
Cathy Marshall <smars66274@aol.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:03 PM CDT

I just wanted to echo the sentiments of some of the nice folks here. There's no way anyone could think you're bad parents!!! That's crazy talk. You're still de-compressing from the last year and a half. Everyone grieves at their own pace.

Nobody could ever have been better parents of your precious child than you are. I "doff my hat" to you folks. So sorry for your loss.
Uncle Scotty of Patrick Weismann; http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/patrick <k6blabber@comcast.net>
Stockton, CA USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

I admire your strength and courage.
With prayers from my family to yours.
Travis Eaton <eatontrav@aol.com>
Choctaw, OK USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 4:17 PM CDT

Hey Gretchen-
I just sent you another email. I am thinking about you guys and was just sitting here looking at the photos you have posted. That is how I think of Alex, the very first time we met on 8N and here was this geared-up little boy and my baby. Seems like years ago... I am here for you.
Beth Nitchman <betsy_annblue@hotmail.com>
Bridgeville, PA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:49 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss, I lost my little boy 12-28-03, I am also from Pittsburgh. If you find that you are in need of support please call the compassionate friends TCF they are a wonderful support group for parents in the pittsburgh area
Diane <Daw15237@aol.com>
Pittsburgh, Pa USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 11:22 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen and P.J.,
I am Rhonda's neighbor. She has been keeping me updated on Alex and all that has been going on. You posted about dinner at Carter's on Sunday and I was standing in the street to wave as you were leaving. My prayers go out to you and your family.

With love,
Nicky H.
Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
Heidelberg, PA, - Monday, June 14, 2004 10:36 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen & P.J.
You two are remarkable people. Your strength and unconditional love for Alex is beyond words. Although I just met you January of 2004, you and your entire family and our Dear Alex have made Norm and I better people.
Our prayers are with you.
Love
Elaine & Norm Terrijoni <eterrijoni@juno.com>
N. Versailles, PA Allegheny - Monday, June 14, 2004 11:21 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ, I am sorry I did not learn about your family until after Alex's passing. I have sat at my computer with tears reading your past journal entries. I don't have proper word to express how sorry I am and to please accept my condolences.
Becky http://www.tumbleweedfoundation.org/
McCandless, Pa - Sunday, June 13, 2004 11:34 PM CDT

I am so sorry to learn of Alex's passing. I met a cousin of yours at the lemonade stand we held today to raise money for peditric cancer research. When he told me you had lost Alex, I was shocked and so saddened.
You are very strong and loving parents to put Alex's happiness and comfort above your own grief and loss. I hope you will always have peace knowing no parents could have done more for their child than you did.
Jennifer Click and Evan & Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 11:16 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,

Maura and I just went back and re-read your journal entries, and it's clear to us why you were chosen to be Alex's parents. You're both remarkable people and you had the strength and faith to be there for Alex every step of his journey. You walked him through all his painful and scary times until he found his peace in heaven.

And we know that when you or PJ or Neil are feeling sad or having a difficult day, your little angel Alex will be there on your shoulders and in your hearts to help pull you through.

We will always have you in our thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Ron, Maura, Alexandra, Kathryn, and Ronnie
Ron Ecoff <ecoff5@nauticom.net>
Allison Park , PA USA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 1:22 PM CDT

PRAYERS TO YOU FROM US..... YOU HAVE OUR SYMPATHY. ITS ALWAYS TOUGH TO READ ABOUT A SITUATION LIKE THIS BUT AS YOU SAID HE IS FREE FROM ALL PAIN AND HE IS IN GODS HANDS RIGHT NOW AND I BET HE IS LOOKING DOWN RIGHT THIS MOMENT SAYING "MY MOM AND DAD WERE SURE GOOD TO ME" ......
MASON BROWN FAMILY <amyjeanbrown@yahoo.com>
GRINNELL, IA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 11:18 AM CDT

I can't imagine your loss. It is so heart breaking to read about your beautiful child. You are so strong! Your faith is amazing. Reading this has brought me to LOTS of tears. You're family will be in our prayers as you go through this tender time in your lives.

God Bless,
Teresa
Teresa (www.caringbridge.com/or/emmarose) <teresabelle@comcast.net>
Aloha, OR USA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 2:14 AM CDT

Thinking and Praying for you all daily, I remember feeling just the way you have said. No more pain only glory. Praise the Lord. I hope Josiah was there to show him around and share with him all the wonders of heaven. May they still enjoy Rescue Hero's, Vegi tales and Tweety Bird.

Love Jenny, Rob, Jesse, Josiah in heaven, Ezra and Abigail
jenny hill <jennyannhill2003@yahoo.com.au>
Warnbro, wa Australia - Friday, June 11, 2004 10:32 PM CDT

I am very sorry for your loss & I absolutely understand your emotions. I too felt a sense of relief when my daughter, Katie, died. The Good Lord had finally healed her of cancer and all the maladies of this world, not as we had wished but in the way which was best for her. It has been almost 2 years & the hardest times for me are still when I think about how much she suffered. These children are so special and were put on this earth to bring much joy & happines to all around them especially through their suffering. Like you, I feel so privileged to have been the parent of such an extraordinary child. After Katie died, the times which my emotions got the best of me unexpectedly were when I was shopping, either at the grocery store or children's clothing stores. I still gravitate towards the girls section & pick out stuff Katie would have liked. Sometimes the loss still hits me unexpectedly like a rock but I feel that our family is much stronger and closer as a result of all we have been through. Please don't hesitate to let me know if you need anything or if you just need to talk. You remain in my thoughts & prayers. God Bless You!!!
Clara DaSilva <clarabelo60@yahoo.com>
Wilbraham, MA - Friday, June 11, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

You give others hope and faith. What wonderful parents you are. Hopefully others will not question and just try to understand. Sometimes it is hard for the ones that have to watch the people they love go through such heartache. We have to learn to live without our loved ones and others have to watch us do it. So they are just as lost as us. Your faith is such a blessing to all of us out there. You give us hope to keep living and loving. Thank You.
Kathy <ktex381@aol.com>
- Friday, June 11, 2004 1:38 PM CDT

Never feel as if you should be ashamed for your happiness and relief. What better way to honor Alex, than by living your lives in HAPPY remembrance of him?

There is no "grief protocol." You are managing in the way YOU know how, and that can never be wrong.

THE AMOUNT OF TEARS DOES NOT EQUAL THE AMOUNT OF GRIEF.

You may have sad moments, but from the sound of it - You are wise enough to recognize that Alex desperately needed to be free of his pain.

You are remarkable parents and even better people.

K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
- Friday, June 11, 2004 11:18 AM CDT

Dear P.J. Gretchen & Neil,
I want you to know that Renee' and I are thinking of and praying for each of you. Alex's funeral was a wonderful celebration of a precious life.It was my priviledge to officiate and to lead his loved ones in such a fitting tribute. To all of you who read this I want you to be aware of the incredible courage I saw in Gretchen and P.J.. Grandma Cheyrl led the way in raising funds and I am convinced that she could have and would have raised a million dollars if that's what it took. Both families, the Lonero's and the Loebach/Renner's pulled together in a remarkable display of love and unity to help in a time of desperate need.As King David said when he lost a child to illness, "I will go to him, but he will not return to me." II Samuel 12:23. I pray that everyone who knew and loved Alex, will come to know and love Jesus Christ the One who gives eternal life that they may see Alex again, whole and healthy as God intended him to be. In Christ's Love, Pastor Gary Simpson.
Rev. Gary Simpson < g.simpson@christianlife.net>
North Irwin, Pa Westmoreland - Friday, June 11, 2004 10:20 AM CDT

Hi guys, Just thinking about all of you and praying for comfort and peace for all of you. I know you have heard this time and time again but if you need anything just give us a call. I feel that the lord has overwhelming joy having such a beautiful angel in heaven helping him watch over all of you; even if Alex has him in jail (ha). We love you.
Beth Lutz <wellaz@adelphia.net>
Penn, PA usa - Friday, June 11, 2004 9:31 AM CDT

Hi, we have never met but I am Michael Haughey's Mom. We were all so sad to hear about Alex. Michael was the boy from Trafford with the birthday wish for Alex to get better. He prayed for Alex every night. After I told him Alex went to heaven he looked at me and said, "It is going to be alright Mom, I know Alex is going to love heaven he will be new again there right?" Then he said that God must need Alex to be someones angel.
We all pray for your family and I know that eventhough Michael never got to meet Alex he will remember him forever.
God bless you.
Tracey Haughey <tmh4697@aol.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 10:40 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Being the mother of two boys, I can't even begin to imagine your pain. I have been following Alex's journey for a little over a month now. I came to his page from a friend of ours who lost their 7 yr.old to a brain tumor. I am sure that Alex is in heaven right now playing with all the other little angels. You are in my prayers and thoughts. I can only hope that in time, precious memories of your sweet boy will replace your pain.
Tina Riga <vriga@verizon.net>
Somerset, NJ USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 6:45 PM CDT

We are so sorry to hear about your loss. Alex was a very special boy that everyone will miss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Our deepest sympathy,

Bev, John and Rena
Jeannette, PA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 5:20 PM CDT

Dear Family, We are so sorry for you loss.Alex is smileing down on everyone having a great time.God bless him.All our love and Prayers to all at this difficult time.
Deborah & Andrew Roll <rolldda@yahoo.com (www.caringbridge.org/ny/andrew)>
Lockport, ny usa - Thursday, June 10, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

Gretchen, PJ, and Neil
We are so sorry for your loss. You are in our thoughts each day and Alex will forever be in our hearts.
Tara and Craig
- Thursday, June 10, 2004 1:50 PM CDT

My Friend's Grandpa died the same day you laid Alex to rest. Grandpa Gill loved kids. I am sure they have found each other by now. So don't worry, Alex is in great hands.
Beth Fincke <bfincke@abbott-resorts.com>
Destin, FL USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 1:42 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,

We are friends of Mimma and Tony Lonero's and got the address of your website from Tony this morning. Both I and my wife April were absolutely overwhelmed as we learned of the ordeal you and your family had to go through, but also inspired by your strength and courage.

Though we don't know each other, we feel very much close to you in this moment of sorrow and wish to express all our sympathy for such an untimely and painful loss.

You are in our prayers.
Maurizio and April Izzi <m_izzi@yahoo.com>
Hopedale, MA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 12:58 AM CDT

PJ & Gretchen: You do not know me personally, --I am Tony and Mark Lonero's Mom, JoAnn. The sadness I feel cannot be expressed in words. I know that your faith in God will get you through each day without Alex. My condolences to you and your family.

JoAnn Bary <jbary@pghmail.com>
Plum Borough, PA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 11:48 AM CDT

Dear PJ e Grentchen
I have had tears in my eyes and pain in my heart all day after I found out about my little hero who I never got to meet. I don't think there are any words that we could write that could help ease the pain but I want you both to know even if Mimma and I are here in Italy are thoughts and prayers are for you both. I called Terry today I didn't have your number or I would have called . Take care and Mimma and I send our love
Hope to see you soon

Tony and MImma Lonero
Tony Lonero
Anzio, roma Italy - Thursday, June 10, 2004 11:45 AM CDT

Your strength,courage and love truly amaze me. Alex was so lucky to have had you all as his family for his short stay here on earth. I will pray that you all find a level of peace that is comfortable in order for you to move forward
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@aol.com>
Mo - Thursday, June 10, 2004 11:04 AM CDT

You have been in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for the reminder of what is REALLY important in life. I hope everyone's prayers wrap you like a blanket.
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 10, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

To PJ & Gretch, my admiration for the manner in which you conducted yourself in the past 14 months. I am so proud of you I have no words to describe how I fill.
Pap, AZ
Paul Lonero <Loneorder@aol.com>
Sun Lakes,, AZ US of A - Thursday, June 10, 2004 8:17 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,
My heart and prayers go out to you and your family.Alex was such a special little boy to so many people. I pray that our Lord Jesus will wrap his loving arms around you at this time and comfort you as only he can.Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding and in all ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths. He will carry you through no matter what. Nothing is too difficult for Jesus.Alex has no more pain and he is dancing with the angels. We will see him again someday.
Love,
Dee
Dolores Sutton <doloresmdms@aol.com>
Trafford,, PA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 11:04 PM CDT

I too came to this site a few months ago through Sydney Welch's site (via Gigi's site).

Sometimes people ask me why I keep up on these stories. "Why read these things every day?" they ask me.

My answer is always the same. "These people LIVE it, every day. They feel these things ten times stronger than I do, and I am so deeply touched by their stories. The very least I can do is read their struggles and become a support system for them - stranger or friend."

I would like for you to know that Alex became a very special part of my heart and my daily routine. I included him in my prayers as I include my OWN son, and have no doubt that God's hand is holding Alex right now.

What kind of a God would have wanted Alex to suffer? He brought him home to be free of his pain and while that brings trmendous grief to those left here, we must put Alex above that grief and bless his journey (finally) to health, freedom and happiness in Heaven.

He deserves it and Lord knows, he's earned it.

May God treasure you as he is treasuring your little boy right now.

Katie Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
- Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

Gretchen and PJ, Please know that you will be in our prayers as you begin your life without Alex by your side. I am so happy for him that he is in heaven, but so sad for all those that he has left behind, especially you, his loving family. Living your life loving your parents and then your spouse you think you know what love is. But you really have no idea. None at all until you have a child.
The love that fills your soul when you have a child is like no other in this world. And the pain when you lose that child, I can not even imagine. I am happy for you that you have a loving family and friends surrounding you and of course you have your faith. Don't ever lose that. It will sustain you through each day. We love you and care for you. Love, Nancy Frydrych
Nancy, Barry, Drew and Carly Frydrych <nrmfry@adelphia.net>
Trafford, PA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 7:53 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,
Our hearts go out to you and all your family! Alex will always hold a special place in so many peoples' hearts. Someone wrote in your guestbook that it takes special people to give birth to an angel. You have been the very best of parents to Alex - special parents chosen by God. In my work in hospice, a mother, whose child had cancer also, gave me this poem. I wanted you to have it.

"I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine", He said. "It may be months, thirteen years, thirty five, or ninety three. Will you, till I call him back, take care of him for Me? His charms will gladden you. He'll bring frustrations that will help you grow. Yet, his stay will seem far too brief, and you'll have memories as solace for your grief. I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth go on, but there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. I've looked this wide world over in my search for teachers true, and from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you."
"Now will you give him all your love nor think the labor vain, nor hate me when I call his flight and take him back again?" I think that I heard myself answer God, "Dear Lord, Thy will be done; for all the joy thy child shall bring, the risk of grief I'll run. I'll shelter him with tenderness, I'll love him while I may. For all the happiness I've known, forever grateful stay. Should his flight be called much sooner than I'd planned, I'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."

May God enfold you in His arms as you grieve. You are always in our prayers.
With much love and deepest sympathy,

Patrick and Sherry Anderson <Sherrhospice1@cs.com>
Irwin, PA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 7:03 PM CDT

PJ,Gretchen and family,
I send you my heartfelt sympathy.I have always kept updated on Alex thru Howard and Rhonda and the wonderful pictures of Carter and Alex.Alex became a wonderful friend to Carter, Howard and Rhonda as well as Mariah My prayers and thoughts will be with you and your family ,
Carters Aunt Patti
Patti Spampinato <pattispump@aol.com>
Pgh, Pa USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 5:09 PM CDT

Dear PJ and Gretchen, I am so sorry to hear about your sweet little Alex. I never met him but I heard a lot from Uncle Mike and Aunt Sally. I also have a little boy named Alexander. It is a wonderful name for a great brave boy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Kathy Brown <kbrown1@pghboe.net>
Monroeville, PA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 4:56 PM CDT

I understand the pain you are experiencing at this time in your lives. We too have lost a son at 15 months old due to a heart defect. That has been seven years ago and I am still thankful that God has taken him to a better place where there is no suffering or pain. They say, everyone has a cross to bear as did Jesus, but I pray god grants you and your family the strength to get through this difficult time. If you every need someone to talk to, please email me. Take care.....
cindy riazzi <criazzi@alltel.net>
irwin, pa westmoreland - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 4:15 PM CDT

My heart, and my prayers are with all of you. What a blessing he was in his short life, and how he touched so many, united so many. I look forward to seeing him again when we all get home! God bless you!!
Midge Tomovcsik
Port Vue, PA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 4:10 PM CDT

Dear P.J.and Gretchen, We have heard from so many about your dear baby. I know he is peace in our Lords hands, and is free from all he had to go through in his time here of earth. How we feel for you and your family in this time. God Bless you. Michael and Jennifer Botti and families
Jennifer Botti <jbotti@elfhcc.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 3:46 PM CDT

Gretchen and PJ,
Alex is going to be greatly missed!!!! I will never forget the memories that we have made together. I don't care what anyone says even though we have only been friends for a short time we will remain friends forever. Every time I think of you guys I think of the song sung by Michael W. Smith "Friends are Friends Forever" I truly know that we were brought together by the Lord. God Bless you and I pray for your strength in these very hard times.
Your Friend Rhonda <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 3:14 PM CDT

Hi guys,

Last night had to be one of the hardest things i have gone through. But seeing the strength and peace that your WHOLE family had made it easier for me.

Although i am having alot of trouble dealing with what happened and understandind it, i know one thing. That Alex is now holding Carter's hand and guiding him through these painful times. Alex is Carters little angel and i am positive that Alex will take good care of my son. In that reassurement i can carry on and start to understand what happened.

I hope i made some sense of what i feel and we will always love Alex and you guys. Please take care and know that you are continually in my thoughts.
Howard Finger <howard353@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 10:56 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your son

I cam to your website through Sydney Welch's website...who has a link to Gigi's website. Sydney passed away on St. Patrick's day...she is my friends daughter.

We are all still trying to recover from Sydney's death...but have faith in God....and believe she's in a better place.

As I've told Kelly, Sydney's mother....it takes special people to give birth to an angel. Hold that thought close to your heart....know that Alex had a much greater purpose than being your child...

Cherish the memories....and everytime the sun shines...know that Alex is blessing you with a wonderful day...and after every storm..,.look for the rainbow he's sending you.

Please know that the Toledo Community is holding you close to their heart....and that we're praying for you....today and always.

chris <chris.coleman@tps.org>
- Wednesday, June 9, 2004 9:21 AM CDT

PJ & Gretchen
I am so very sorry to hear about Alex. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Kim McNaney (Shultz) & Family <Amazingangel69@msn.com>
Harrison City, PA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

Gretchen,
Words cannot express the sorrow I feel in my heart for your loss of little Alex. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Sandy
Sandy Duckworth <sandy4044@aol.com>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:45 AM CDT

Father God, give the grace & strength & peace to all those
who mourn,we know Alex is resting in your arms,and one day soon we will all be rejoicing in your glory together forever.
In your Son's Holy name JESUS we pray. Are Love goes out to you and your family.
Bob & Sandy Bante <sbante@cabco-usa.com>
North Huntingdon, PA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

We cannot completely understand what your family is going through during this difficult time. Please find comfort knowing that you had a lot of people praying for you and Alex's recovery. We met briefly at Carter's benefit and were amazed at the strength you found through our Lord. Let him carry you during this time and the future to come.
Mike and Cheryl Fladeland <mvcaam@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, June 9, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

We are praying for you on this difficult day, that God's peace and comfort will be wrapped around you as you lay your little one to rest.
The Shawgo Family
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 7:24 AM CDT

Our deepest sympathy to you. May the Lord give you strength during this time. Alex was a very special boy who touched many lives in the short time here on earth and the memories of him will continue to touch and change lives. All our love to you.
Chuck, Darlene, Samantha & Jordan Bolena <Bolena@thesafety.net>
Harrison City, Pa USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 6:33 AM CDT

With deepest sympathy and many prayers,

Love, the Thomas Team
Shayne, Angela, Christi & Shayla

Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 3:54 AM CDT

Our deepest sympathy to you and your family on the loss of your son. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Amy Capets and Family <mysterylane@adelphia.net>
Trafford, PA Westmoreland - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

PJ & Gretchen
I am very sorry to hear about Alex. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you all the strength to get through this hardship.
Lori Simmers (Householder) & Family <Lorisue1@msn.com>
North Huntingdon, Pa Westmoreland - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

May God's grace be with you. As you face this unimaginable loss we pray that Alex's never ending love for you and your never ending love for him will always bring you peace.
Jack & Lori Doran
Trafford, PA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 12:46 AM CDT

Our hearts and prayers and support go out to you, May god's grace give you all you need, may his arms wrap around you. We rejoice with you that alex is playing in heaven. God Bless
Pastor Jim, Becky, Drew & Lindsay <jim@christianlife.net>
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:04 AM CDT

We want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Jared and Lindsey Parks <parks292@aol.com>
Manor, pa - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:03 AM CDT

My heart is filled with sadness and love. You don't know how you have been a blessing to me. "Now let your unfailing love comfort me, just as you promised me, your servant." Psa 119:76 NLT
Karen Sophiea <ksophiea@hotmail.com>
Lake Orion, MI USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 8:50 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Your situation sounds a lot like ours. Our daughter, Amy, was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma at the age of 11 and passed away at 14. I have been following Alex's progress but never wrote because I didn't have good news to share. I pray that all your friends and family will put their arms around you for a very long time because you need their support. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.
Jane Brawner <jbrawner@tfbf.com>
Summertown, Tn USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 8:45 AM CDT

Dear Lonero's,
As one who has "sort of" walked in your shoes, I know of the pain that is gripping at your heart. I know also that there are no words that can ease that pain, although people in their kindness do try to help. I hope that you can accept all of those good intentions to help ease your pain (if that's even possible at this time). Please know that my prayers are with all of you.
Deb
Next Door to Carter, - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 8:38 AM CDT

I JOIN YOU IN YOUR SADNESS, BUT ALSO JOIN WITH YOU IN THE KNOWLEDGE THAT HE IS WITH OUR LORD OUT OF PAIN AND CANCER FREE. PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY PRAYERS. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo usa - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

Dear Lonero Family,

I am so sorry for your loss. No parent should ever have to go through the loss of a child. You are in my prayers.

Dear Alex,
God watched you as you suffered.
He knew you had your share.
He gently closed your weary eyes and took you in His care.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.

God bless you, Angel.

With deepest sympathy, Diane White
Diane White (came via Carter Finger's website) <customerservice@keymarkfundraising.com>
Kettering, OH USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 7:57 AM CDT

With my deepest, deepest sympathy. My thoughts are with you and your family. Stay Strong.
Dayna (Painter) Cortazzo <daynac@has-corp.com>
Jeannette, PA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 7:40 AM CDT

To My Daughter: I wanted to write to tell you how much I love you and am so proud of you. You were the most wonderful mother that Alex could ever have. You loved him with every part of your heart and soul. The last year has been so hard on all of us, but especially you and PJ. The Lord gave us the strength to go on day after day. He will continue to do that now. You hold onto to the Lord and love our special little Neil. He is a gift from God. Thank you for giving me such beautiful grandchildren. Gary and I will miss Alex so much, but he is in a better place. We will see him some day. My Mother is holding him in her arms and he doesn't feel any pain. I love you so much. You know both Gary and I are there for you.

Love,
Mom and Gary
Cheryl and Gary Renner <rennerg7@Aol.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 6:40 AM CDT

Dear Gretchin & P.J.,
My heart is just breaking for you. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through right now or what you've been through over the last year. I only know that God is the only one who can get you through this. Remember, even when you feel alone that God is with you always. It is so hard to understand why. Especially for Christians. We cannot understand why our miracle that we all have been praying for, couldn't be. I believe God will reveal to us why when we meet with him. I send you and your family my deepest sympathy. I will continue to pray for you and your family for strength, faith and someday...happiness.
Remember not to feel guilty about living your life or about laughing again or being happy. Alex would want you to be happy again. He wouldn't want you to be sad for the rest of your lives. So live for Alex.
I would like to share a poem with you:

God's Heavenly Garden

Sometimes God picks the flower
That is still in full bloom;
Sometimes the rosebud's chosen
That we feel He's picked too soon.
Sometimes the flower is fading
With petals floating down,
But God knows the perfect time
To gather flowers from the ground.
There is a heavenly garden
In which God takes great pleasure
Because He's placed within it
The loved ones that we treasure.
He walks among the blossoms
Giving them eternal rest,
And I know that it must please Him
Because He chose our very best.
~Dorothy K. Barwick

My daughter would like to read this poem at the services on wednesday for you. (if you would like her to.)

Cathy Bridges & Family <JJB62@MSN.COM>
North Huntingdon, PA USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 1:35 AM CDT

Gretchen & Pj
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.May God Bless you and help you through this sad time.
With Love,
Marla Graham <Mg24j48@aol.com>
North Huntingdon, Pa 15642 - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 1:27 AM CDT

Gretchen & PJ
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, GOD BLESS YOU
Love always
Marla Graham <Mg24j48@aol.com>
NorthHuntingdon, Pa US - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 1:18 AM CDT

May God Bless you. I never got to meet you in this life. I hope to meet you in Heaven.
Give my Love to my Father who went there 4 weeks ago, Ask him to watch over you like he did us.
John Diroll <jdiroll@thetechs.com>
Pittsburgh, Pa 15235 - Monday, June 7, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

We had heard about Alex's web site from Gigi's site. We are friends of Steve and Angie from church. We had prayed for a miraculous healing for Alex, but God had other plans. It will be a wonderful day of rejoicing when you are reunited with your son. Our prayer for you now is for God's divine peace and comfort.
Alan and Maureen Augustyniak <caringbridge.org/mi/emilyaugustyniak august605@yahoo.com>
Waterford, MI USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:20 PM CDT

Dearest Gretchen, I am so very very sorry. You can be sure our thoughts and prayers are with you and your wonderful family. Love and peace, Cathy Marin
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:54 PM CDT

My heartfelt sympathies go out to all of you. I have thought about and prayed for Alex and your entire family many times over the past year and will continue to do so.
Jo-Ann (Petrina) Paha <paha@netscape.com>
North Huntingdon, PA United States - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:23 PM CDT

PJ, Gretchen & Neil
Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this very difficult time. No words are going to take away your pain, but we only hope that our heartfelt prayers and God's love will strenghten you each day. Remember every great moment with Alex and let yourselves experience every emotion. As hard as it may seem now, God will carry you through this difficult time. Alex is in heaven, he is a beautiful angel, and he will watch over you always.

May God Bless PJ, Gretchen, Neil and the entire Lonero family. We will keep you in are prayers always.
Scotty & Cathy
Scott & Cathy Marshall <smars66274@aol.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:58 PM CDT

We followed along with your sons progress thru the web site and thru Rhonda. We are so sorry for your loss.Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Amy & Owen Mutschler
Carnegie , Pa - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:42 PM CDT

Gretchen & Family,
Your in our thoughts and prayers.

Love always

Sandy (Kuchta) Sekerka & Family <Candlesanytime@aol.com>
Irwin , PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 6:55 PM CDT

My thought's and prayer's are with you during this sad time. I am so sorry for your loss. God Bless
Toni
Brady, NE United States - Monday, June 7, 2004 6:06 PM CDT

Please know you have our heartfelt sympathy and our thoughts and prayers. Cling to each other, love each other and let God lead you into the knowledge that Alex is no longer in pain and is running and playing at His feet.....

Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 4:08 PM CDT

PJ, Gretchen, and Neil,
Please know how much you are thought of and loved. Alex now knows peace and joy like we only can dream about. He is before the Lord singing and dancing. My heart is soft and my eyes are crying because Alex is such a precious little boy and how much we all longed for him to grow into a mighty man of God here on earth. "Hold me Jesus, cause I'm shakin' like a leaf, you are my King of Glory, won't you be my Prince of Peace!"

Love, Angie xoxoxoxo
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Monday, June 7, 2004 2:17 PM CDT

pj gretche and neal i will miss Alex and love him very much Your girlfriend Kendra
Kendra Pampus <jmpampus97@msn.com>
N. Huntingdon, pa usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 1:43 PM CDT

PJ,Gretchen,Neil,and family, Words can not desribe the sympathy and heartache we feel for you all. Watching your family go through this makes me realize little problems we have in our life are not so bad.You guys are the most loving and strongest family I know, and not selfish like when my dog was sick and we were going to childrens museum Gretchen was concerned for me not to go because of my dog when she had bigger problems of her own,that is how caring and thoughtful of her---what a friend.I never got to give the family their special thank-you in the book,but I know someday in the future Alex will be able to, when that day comes you will see his smileing face playing and laughing he will greet you all with open arms to tell you thank-you for everything you have done for me and tried to make me better again but most of all thank-you for letting me go to a special place where this no doctors or treatments or no more pain I LOVE YOU ALL.....XOXO
Chad,Janet ,and Kendra Pampus <jmpampus97@msn.com>
N. Huntingdon, pa usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 1:38 PM CDT

P.J.,GRETCHEN,NEIL,SAM&CHEVY

YOU ARE ALL IN OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS. WE PRAY FOR THE LORD TO GIVE YOU THE STRENGHTH AND COURAGE YOU NEED. MATTHEW 5:4 GOD BLESSES THOSE WHO MOURN,FOR THEY WILL BE COMFORTED. RUS,HEIDI,BOYS,&KIA
HEIDI RICHARDSON <usamom3boys@aol.com>
trafford, pa usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 1:06 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I will continue to pray for you all. May God be with you and hold you close to his heart.
Kristin Galloway <Daiseymae231@aol.com>
Plant City , Fl usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Dear Family,

I found out about your son through Carrie Smith when she was asking for recipes for a cookbook fundraiser. Little did I know that your Alex had the same cancer that my little cousin, Benjamin Brewer, of Columbus, Oh is battling right now. He, too, was diagnosed at Stage 4 just a few months ago and given no hope. Our family, too, is battling forward. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Cindi Geiger <zach88@acconnect,.com>
Greensburg, PA - Monday, June 7, 2004 12:32 AM CDT

Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Alex was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! He is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.

The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable.

Alex is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with him. She just loved children so much.

I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn�t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I�d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I�d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I�d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket�

AND KEEP YOU��..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website:
God's Garden

God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
SYOSSET, NY USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 12:29 AM CDT

I prayed for Alex and your family in church on Sunday, only to visit Russ and Heidi after church (my usual Sunday routine)and learn that he had joined the Lord on Saturday night. I am Russ' mom, Cookie, and I met you all when you dropped the dogs off at Russ and Heidi's house prior to your trip to New York for Alex's first treatment. I am so very sorry for your loss, but your memories of your short time with him, and your faith, will surely sustain you and give you peace. May God continue to bless you all.

Carol "Cookie" Richardson <richardson@mlmpclaw.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 12:08 AM CDT

You have our deepest sympathy. We will be praying for your family.
Rob and Melissa Wanker
(Rhonda and Howards Brother and sister in law)
Melissa Wanker <robandmelissa25@aol.com>
Bridgeville, Pa - Monday, June 7, 2004 11:36 AM CDT

The Lonero Family
I was so saddened to hear of your loss.My Familys Thoughts and Prayers are with you. If you need anything at all please don't hesitate to call! (No. in phone book)
Love Bunny

Bunny Armstrong <Superstarur@adelphia.net>
Sutersville, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 11:18 AM CDT

To the Lonero's
I am truly sorry for your loss. Alex will always hold a special place in my heart. If you need anything please cantact me.
Sincerely,
Child Life CHP
Gayle
- Monday, June 7, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

My heart goes out with you at this time of sorrow. There is comfort in knowing that the Lord has him now. Along with several other workers at PENNDOT we have been lifting him up in our prayers for months. Even though we do not see the big picture, God knows what is best for him. Trust in the Lord and let him carry your burden.

Lisa Little <lilittle@state.pa.us>
Monessen, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 10:03 AM CDT

Alex is with My son Colter who also fought the battle with NB. I know your feelings right now and I am praying that you will find peace and know that Alex is in a better place with no more suffering.
With prayers from my family to yours.
Travis Eaton
Choctaw, OK USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:33 AM CDT

Dear Pj, Gretchen, and Neil...

Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers at this difficult time. I am a friend of Alicia Cutruzzula's and have been following Alex's progress. I am sorry to hear of your loss and wish you all strength.
Cris Hunn <hunn_c@yahoo.com>
Reston, VA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:29 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ and Neil

My heart is very saddened and heavy this morning as I write this. I found out about Alex last night in Yukon at McShoaf's. I saw Mr. Grafton there and I asked about you and your family. And he then told me about Alex. You and your family have my deepest sympathy.

I stopped at your yard sale once or twice. I am not sure you would remember who I was. But about 2 weeks ago I rode by and saw you on the porch and I waved to you and you were so polite. You waved back at me. How I wish now I would have stopped and talked to you and met Alex and Neil. My heart aches that I didn't stop. "Please forgive me"

The best news is that Alex knew Jesus and now is with him in heaven dancing on the streets of gold with no more pain and suffering. One of my favorite promises in the bible is "To be absent from the body is to be present with the LORD" I know this is true for Alex Also.

I will be praying for you, PJ, and Neil and I know in the human form it will tough and rough going for you all and you will be remembered by many in our prayers for you.

Remember that Jesus is walking with and holding your hand and giving you the strength to face each moment.

My Love to you all, your neighbor
Dee Walker
351 Turkeytown Road
724-872-6741
Dolores Walker <bluewatter@earthlink.net>
West Newton, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

I was very saddened to hear in church on Sunday the death of Alex. He fought a courageous battle. His pain is over. I continue my prayers for the family as you deal with his loss. His life was short but he has touched so many in those few years. You have my deepest sympathy.
Dona Baker <donab114@comcast.net>
Level Green, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen,
You may not even remember me but I did a party for you (at that time our company was called Country Peddlers, my name is Kim Deri) I was looking for my friends son's obituary online he passed away this morning, when I came across your son's. I am so very sorry for your loss. My deepest sympathy's. There are not words to express how peoples hearts are breaking for you but know that people are truly saddened for your loss. We might not always say the right things at times like this but people are truly trying to lessen your grief anyway they can. Again my deepest sympathy for you and your family. God Bless, Kim Deri
Kim Deri <kderi@comcast.net >
North Huntingdon, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:28 AM CDT

Alex's struggle is over, but ours must continue.
We know he is in a better place.
Maybe now he can pray for us.
Mark Markovic <markm@questfore.com>
Irwin, PA USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:12 AM CDT

My familys thoughts and prayers are with you all. I am so saddened to hear the news this morning
Heather Melvin and family (friend to the Fingers) <Heather.Melvin@LibertyMutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, June 7, 2004 6:52 AM CDT

Dear PJ Gretchen,
You have my deepest sympathy and all our prayers are with you guys. I am sorry to here about the loss of such a great little boy. It makes me sad to even write this to you guys. I will miss the saying "get out of here" But i will always remember him.

Sorry,
Joe Dzurko
Joe Dzurko <dzurko235@hotmail.com>
Charleroi, Pa Washington - Monday, June 7, 2004 4:58 AM CDT

I can't even begin to say how sorry I am for your baby boy Alex leaving you:( I told our prayer circle and they will keep your family in our prayers that you all make it through these next trying days. May God ease the pain and fill your hearts with loving memories of your special angel in heaven. God bless you Alex. your friend in prayer Dee Dee
Diana Moore <fidledeedee@webtv.net>
DeSoto, Mo usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 0:25 AM CDT

PJ & Gretchen

I wanted to write something all day but no words can express how saddened we feel about your loss. Alex was obviously Loved very much and has touched the hearts of alot of people. He is now in a better place and can watch over Mommy, Daddy, and Neil. Our prayers our with you and your family.
Lois and Bill Ramsay <loisrmsy33@aol.com>
Level Green, PA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:40 PM CDT

I have followed your story for months and wish you well in the weeks to come. While my heart is heavy, my head is secure in knowing God is holding your little man right now waving at you all from above.

I hope you will continue this web page for some time to let us continue to know how you are doing.

So many of us care...
K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

Prayes and thoughts for you all. The Lord will catch every tear, he knows you pain. Love and cherished memories last forever. Sorry.
Love Jenny, Rob, Jesse, Josiah in Heaven, Ezra and Abigail
Jenny Hill <jennyannhill2003@yahoo.com.au>
Warnbro, WA Australia - Sunday, June 6, 2004 7:11 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of your loss, but glad that Alex is not feeling the pain anymore. May the Lord shower you and your family with the Peace that Alex now has.
Char <cjbortz@alltel.net>
Jamestown, PA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 6:43 PM CDT

All of our thoughts are with you and your family.
Brenda and Sandy Nebel <Sandylaoh@aol.com>
Turtle Creek, PA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 4:23 PM CDT

As I weep for you, I imagine your Angel Baby wrapped in the arms of Jesus and know that he is finally at peace. May God's peace and comfort be with all who will miss him.
Nancy Shawgo (friend of Carter's family)
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 3:51 PM CDT

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

Nancy
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 3:31 PM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,
I am SO sorry for your loss. My name is Nancy, I'm Marion Rosengarth's daughter-in-law. I'm married to their oldest son, Paul. Marion has been keeping me posted on Alex's condition. I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to meet you when you stopped by their house in New Jersey. I'm sure you must know that two years ago our 15 year old daughter Chelsea was killed in a car accident. I know what it feels like to lose a child. There is a saying that has helped me through the past two years and its this.....If God brought you to it, He'll bring you through it. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you all! Chelsea and now Alex are basking in the presence of God. I long for the day when we can see them again!
Nancy Rosengarth <roze02@hotmail.com>
Bealeton, VA United States - Sunday, June 6, 2004 3:10 PM CDT

You don't know me, but I just heard from Carol (Rhonda's mom) about your sad news and my heart goes out to you all. Rhonda has told me about Alex and how much she just loves you all. I can't begin to imagine your pain but know I am sitting here reading your entries w/tears streaming down my face. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. And I do believe that Alex is in a happier place. It's those he leaves behind that have a difficult time ....missing his presence in their lives.
Linda Benko <benkoli219@hotmail.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 1:29 PM CDT

Joshua 1:9
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.
This was shared with me this morning at church by my friend who has terminal brain cancer. To always continue to walk by our faith in God because that is what gets us through any and all diffucult times knowing that God is always there right with us even when we may think he doesn't hear us. May God give you comfort and peace. I have and will continue to pray for you and your family. With the Love of the Lord, Linda Guijarro (Niece of Marion Rosengarth)
Linda Guijarro <lguijarro5@yahoo.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 1:22 PM CDT

I am so happy to hear that Alex is able to be a normal little boy and no longer has to think about doctors, hosptials, booboos, etc. However, I am saddened that it could not happen here on earth. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers as you face the challenges of life without your precious little boy. Alex, you are a beautiful angel and I know that there were lots of friends there to meet you when you earned your wings. You fought the hard fight and I thank you and your family for sharing your story with me. I learned a lot from you and know that you will be there to help your mom and dad as they find a way to live without you here on earth.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 12:57 AM CDT

The Lonero Family,

I am sorry for your loss. Alex is in such a better place and free of his pain. He is your "special angel" and will watch over you always. Neil will be there to help you through this more than you know. Our deepest sympathy.

The McLaughlin family
Jodi McLaughlin <jodimiclock@earthlink.net>
Chalfant, PA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 12:46 AM CDT

There does not seem to be the right words to say how saddened we are to learn of your loss. We will keep you in our prayers. With deepest sympathy, Dan and Barb Wrobel
Barb Wrobel <ChefBarbW@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 12:31 AM CDT

Lonero Family,

I am so sorry for your loss. Finally he is in no more pain, and you are right, he is the lucky one. Bless your hearts for all you have gone through, and are about to embark on. I will be praying for strength for your family and keeping you in my thoughts.

Jackson's Page

Jennifer Smith <yestoloans2002@yahoo.com>
Hidden Valley Lake, CA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 11:11 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen, PJ and Neil,

My sympathy to all of you. Your words were so true. Alex is in a better place. No more day to day struggles. I cannot not begin to imagine the loss of a child. I pray for peace from this day forward. May God continue to bless your family. Thinking of you,
Cindy
Cindy Abare
Helena , Al USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:45 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and family,

I am so sorry to hear the sad news about Alex. Although, as you say, Alex is in a much better place and so much happier and free of pain now. However, that will not ease the enormous pain you must be feeling at this time. I can't even imagine it. Know that others deeply care (even those, like me, who only met you and Alex once or perhaps not even at all, but have been touched by your story) and are holding you close in prayer. My heart breaks for you and for the loss of your most precious son. However, I do rejoice for Alex who is now with God and able to laugh, run, play and be finally happy and at peace. May God bless you with His comfort and His peace.
Love and prayers!
Suzanne Calvano <smcalvano@yahoo.com>
Troy, MI USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

Gretchen and PJ,
My deepest sympathy is with the two of you as well as Neil and both your families. Although I only met Alex once, I feel blessed. I am so glad I met him at my parents house when you guys stopped in Jersey.God Bless all of you, and peace be with you in your time of sorrow.
Donna Bonsky <mvgirl3751@aol.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:18 AM CDT

Hello. I have been following Alex's story for some time now. I found him through another caringbridge site. I am so sorry to hear about your son. You seem like very awesome people who love your son very very much and always wanted the best for him. I am praying for you during this rough time and know little Alex is happy in his new kingdom. Take care and God Bless you and your family.
Holly Wadworth <Holly-w@comcast.net>
East Greenville, Pa - Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:39 AM CDT

i have been checking on and praying for Alex from Carter's website. My heart aches for your loss. He is in a much better place now and free from pain. May God bless you and be with you and your family during this time.
Donna VanTassell <vanfox3@alltel.net>
Wana, WV - Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

I am so very sorry for your loss, but heaven's gain. A shining new little angel.
Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net>
Scotch Plains, NJ - Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:16 AM CDT

Our deepest sympathy on the passing of your precious little boy. (We came across your site while following Miranda Rae.) Take care,
Amy Hausman <amyholli1@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:41 AM CDT

I am so so sorry Gretchen and PJ. Now he will be free of pain.

Love,
Rhonda & Mark
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA US - Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:05 AM CDT

To all of Alex's family and friends, our prayers are with all of you. To Alex, you now know without a doubt how much you are loved and will always be loved. There will be no more pain and one day everyone will see, in there own time, Alex's smiling face and realize that his true happiness is, his family and friends happiness.

May God's True Blessings be with all of you,
Wayne, Cindy, Jordan, Zora & Angela Lock <zambo_34@hotmail.com>
Penn Twp, PA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:01 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,
You know our hearts go out to all of you and we all know that Alex is in a much better place and at this point we do thank God for freeing him from all of his pain and now holding him in his arms. Our prayers are now for God to give all of you peace and the strength to go on from here. Please give Neil a kiss for us. You are a very special mom and dad and still have big hearts left to give hope and love to many others.
We will keep praying for you guys!
Love always, Marion & Paul

Marion & Paul Rosengarth <marozey@aol.com>
Manahawkin, NJ US - Sunday, June 6, 2004 6:09 AM CDT

PJ and Gretchen,

HIS JOURNEY'S JUST BEGUN

Don't think of him as gone away - -
His journey's just begun,
Life holds so many facets - -
This earth is only one.
Just think of him as resting
From the sorrows and the tears
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years.
Think how he must be wishing
That we could know today
How nothing but our sadness
Can really pass away.
And think of him as living in the hearts of those he touched...
For nothing loved is ever lost - -
And he was loved so much.

We will all miss him dearly.
Love, Sally and Mike <mlonero@msn.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 3:13 AM CDT

You do not know me from Adam, but I came across your website today from Miranda Rae's in Charlotte, NC. Please know that my deepest sympathies are extended to you and you will be in my prayers. God Bless you.
Pam <hcnet1992@yahoo.com>
Bluefield, WV USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 2:44 AM CDT

Gretchen,
Sweet sister- I pray that even right now, you can take a deep breath and fall back on Jesus! I pray a supernatural peace to guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus. I pray that you would be able to cry like never before- (we know those tears are collected lovingly- every drop). I love you Gretchen- you are the best mom for Alex and Neil- you were hand-picked! I am so thankful our paths have crossed.

Alex, thanks for hanging out in the dining room for cookies and milk, (even though you were tired). Thanks for playing grocery store with the veggies and cash register in the playroom. I love you Buddy!

Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Saturday, June 5, 2004 8:47 PM CDT

Im so sorry for the latest news. I check the site often. And my heart breaks for everyone. May God Bless you and your family at this diffecult time.God will give you the strength,and be with you at this time. All my Love and Prayers.
Deborah Roll <Rolldda@yahoo.com (www.caringbridge.org/ny/andrew)>
Lockport , NY USA - Saturday, June 5, 2004 6:54 PM CDT

Lonero Family,

I have been checking in on you daily for sometime now and am so sorry to hear the latest news. My heart is just breaking for you all right now.

I will be keeping you close to my heart, in my thoughts and prayers.

Jackson's Page

Jennifer Smith <yestoloans2002@yahoo.com>
Hidden Valley Lake, CA USA - Saturday, June 5, 2004 6:16 PM CDT

Gretchen & PJ
I do not know how you do it, but it cannot be without God. I am still praying daily but it is also for you. I cannot read your journal entries without crying. It breaks my heart to hear that Alex is not doing well. I hang onto every good moment you write about. I am so thankful to God that you had a very good trip to Disney and that he was well enough to enjoy that trip! God works miracles and I believe that if more people pray, perhaps he will see how important it is for little Al to stay here with you.

Do not dwell on how you might have missed out on Neil because later he will get your attention and love more. He will have a special job to take over. And he will have someone special looking out for him. His very own guardian angel.

I pray all the time and will continue to. Keep strong and that miracle may happen soon.

Love,
Rhonda & Mark Berlin
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA US - Saturday, June 5, 2004 12:26 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,
I must say that you guys are amazing people. I can not even begin to put myself in your shoes or would want to for that matter. My heart hurts when I think of all that you have been through. I hope that you find the courage to be strong in these last days. I get pissed at god and and can't understand why he does this. Please give Alex a kiss and hug for me. I am here if you need anything. Don't hesitate to ask.
Love, Peace and Prayers,
Marsha
Marsha Reck <MLReck726@aol.com>
Penn, Pa US - Saturday, June 5, 2004 10:34 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen & PJ,

We've never met, but we live next door to your Dad & Ginger. We're looking after their place while they're gone. We've just gotten to know them over the last couple of months.....neat people. We've also been praying for Alex and your whole family. I'm glad your Dad was able to have the chance to see you and Alex, he really loves you guys. Just know that Jesus loves you so much and we're praying for the His peace to be part of you right now.
Tim & Lisa Bowers <tbowers1@alltel.net>
McPherson, KS - Saturday, June 5, 2004 9:21 AM CDT

Hi Alex!

Keep being strong. I want you to know that you�re in my thoughts and prayers daily. You are so lucky to have such a strong family behind, especially your parents Gretchen & PJ. You�re a great friend!

Love always,
Justin and The Lamanna Family

Justin Lamanna <jlamanna@imagenetamerica.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Friday, June 4, 2004 3:11 PM CDT

Dearest Gretchen,

It has been a few days since I read your journal, and I am so very sorry to hear of the situation there. You know you and your family are in our prayers. I will always remember the sweet little Alex sharing Halloween candy with Peter and raising Peter's bed.

Peter is doing well. He has a part-time job selling hot dogs and drinks on a golf course. Just enough for him. Did I tell you he got his driver's license? He seems to be doing well with driving (knock on wood).

Summer is very slow in arriving in Erie--very chilly.

We think of you and pray for you daily.

Much love,
Cathy Marin (and Peter too!)
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Friday, June 4, 2004 1:50 PM CDT

Hello,
This is Alicia's cousin writing again.
I got a laugh out of today's entry and Alex telling you, Alicia, and Jesus, "you are suck!". That's so funny, as well as the part about him saying he was going to put God in jail. I know he doesn't really know what he's saying, but it's nice to have these little moments that make you smile. Just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking about you and praying for your entire family, as well as Carter and Gabriella. You are very special people and I pray that God will bless you with comfort and peace during these difficult days.
Suzanne Calvano <smcalvano@yahoo.com>
Troy, MI USA - Friday, June 4, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen and PJ,

Through Angie I have come to your site. I can't begin to find the "right" words to say. I pray that your final days will be remembered with fond memories. I cannot imagine what Alex is feeling. A brutal battle against a monster of a disease. You have been wonderful parents in his care. I enjoyed reading the special times you have had these past few weeks. I hope they will be fondly remembered. God Bless,
Cindy Abare
Cindy Abare <cabare@charter.net>
Helena , AL USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:04 PM CDT

Dear Lonero family,
I have been checking the entries daily to keep up on how things are going. I feel so inadequate and don't quite know the words to say. I do know that when Carole and I first met
the Loneros, there was such love for their children. As time goes on, it is that love that continues to impress. I
know God has his loving arms around you all.
Becky Deane <rjdeane@verizon.net>
- Thursday, June 3, 2004 3:02 PM CDT

My heart goes out to Alex and all of you! He is continually in my prayers. In my work with hospice, I know that often times it gets to be a "trade-off" between being awake but in pain, or having less pain but sleeping most of the time. I pray that God will give Alex sweet, pain-free rest and will help you to have good memories of Alex, in spite of this disease! Gretchen and PJ, you really are doing a wonderful job in caring for Alex! Please know and believe that in your hearts! May God continue to give you strength and courage. We love you all!!
Sherry Anderson <Sherrhospice1@cs.com>
Irwin, PA USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 12:40 AM CDT

I am praying for you and your family. I asked God to please wrap his loving arms around you and give you comfort as only He can do.
April Dodd <aprildoddk99@yahoo.com>
Huntingdon, TN USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 11:48 AM CDT

I am so very sorry for what you are going through. My thoughts are with you, as well as my prayers that Alex's pain will stop so you can enjoy your precious boy.
Heather Melvin (friend of the Finger Family <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:01 AM CDT

Hello to all,
My daughter, Autumn is standing here beside me and she heard me saying I don't know what to say. So she is speaking and saying how sorry she is that Alex is sick and she loves him. The tears can not stay inside. She knows that he will be in heaven with her PaPa. There isn't one word that I can say to make you feel better or ease the pain for everyone. Just know, the pain is always going to be there, but as time goes on it will become some what easier. God has a reason for everything, but we just don't understand his reasoning. You guys are on my mind 24/7 and I send my love to Alex. Please give him a hug and kiss for me.
Love, Peace and Prayers,
Marsha
Marsha Reck <MLReck726@aol.com>
Penn, Pa US - Thursday, June 3, 2004 9:59 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen I couldn't stop thinking of you guys after I talked to you on the phone. I just got done reading your last few entries and if you think it will upset alex having visitors tonight then maybe another time. I'll call and make sure. If we don't see you tonight I'll still be asking the lord for Alex's pain to be comforted and for all of you to be taken under his love and compassion. Well I am thinking of you all and I love you guys. GOD BLESS Love Beth Lutz
Beth Lutz <wellaz@adelphia.net>
Penn, Pa USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 8:41 AM CDT

Dear Alex, BUONGIORNO !
I am coming from Carter's we.site, I am so grateful to having been introduced today to you, such a strong, sweet, handsome boy. My name is Sabrina and I am writing to you from Italy. You would think that I am writing to you in a beautiful, sunny, glouriously warm Italian June day...well, NOT. We are experiencing a very crazy summer and I keep getting wet on my way to work (I drive a scooter to work). Do I understand that you like spaghetti ? Well, I do, too. Just last night my mum made the most wonderful tomato-meat-pees sauce and we had a whole packet of spaghettis. I also love that sauce on plain bread, just delicious. I am sure you also love pizzas ! I hope you have a good day today. Lots of hugs to you and to your family from this side of the ocean !
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forl�, FC ITALY - Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:05 AM CDT

Alex, I am sending hugs and kisses to you because I remember a day you were here with Neil and Josh and Colton, playing with every toy in the house, and you let me give you a kiss goodbye on the forehead and then asked me for a hug too. I know you like them! You share them with your Mom and Dad and Neil. I'm sending them some too. They make everyone feel better. I love you, Alex, Aunt Sally
Aunt Sally <mlonero@msn.com>
Trafford, PA USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

We are friends of the Gallegos family and just wanted you to know that we are praying for you and thinking of you.
Dave, Jenni, and Hannah Sopko <Djsopko@comcast.net>
Utica, MI USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 9:43 PM CDT

Hi Alex, I am sending you lots of warm hugs and hoping you are feeling ok today. I still want to see all your pictures from your Florida trip, maybe Becki and I will be
able to visit you. See you soon. Carole

Gretchen, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Carole Pellis <clpellis@bellatlantic.net>
Greensburg, PA USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 7:10 PM CDT

Gretchen,
My heart is aching for you!!!!!!!!! I know that you wish you could take it all away! Your Alex is such a wonderful boy as you and your entire family. I am so very glad we met! I know you hear it all the time but please do not hesitate to call me just to talk or cry or just say hello if you need to! I cannot say that I know how your feeling but I can listen! Dr. Egler was telling me that she was coming to visit. Your absolutely right what a wonderful women! Not only is she a doctor but she truly cares for her children! I hope that the medicine starts working as it appears that it has and continues! I told Carter all about the incident with Alex screaming at everyone in front of the paper and stuff and Carter of course found it absolutely hilarious! Oh and so did Mariah! Please don't forget about the power of prayer! I pray that God will releive Alex of his pain! I pray for your strength and PJ ! Your always on my mind! I love you guys!
Your Friend Rhonda <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 11:03 PM CDT

Alex i just want you to know what a special little man you are and that i pray for you every day that GOD will t
touch you and your family with love and a healing for you.

God bless
Pat Anderson <Pasonny1@cs.com>
Irwin, Pa U.S.A. - Sunday, May 30, 2004 8:34 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen, PJ, Alex and Neil!!!!

Hi guys! Just wanted to say hi- thank you for your sweet note in Gigi's guestbook. Be strong, do not fear for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go!!!! You are truly living out this verse- We love you!

Love, Angie
www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella (you have it as "ma" on Alex's page) I know.... you just want us to live in a closer state so we could be "neighbors" and bug you guys all the time!!! lol hahahahaha
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:36 PM CDT

Gretchen, your courage and strength encourages all of us! I pray that the increase in meds will allow Alex to have comfort and be his sweet self! Even in the midst of this terrible trial, I pray you will feel God's love and presence with you. We love you all and will keep praying for Alex and all who know and love him!
Sherry Anderson <Sherrhospice1@cs.com>
Irwin, PA USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 6:40 PM CDT

Hi Alex, I know you don't know me but my cousin Paul use to serve with your dad. Wanted to let you know that people continue to pray for you all the way in California. I heard you went to disneyland, that is a very cool place to go and have fun!!!!!Alex can you do my one favor? Always make sure to give your mom at least one great big hug and smile along with some laughter everyday, believe me all the mommies in the world just eat that kind of stuff up.You take care and may God and all his Angels give you great comfort each day. With all my prayers and the love of the Lord, Linda (Swartz) Guijarro
Linda Guijarro <lguijarro5@yahoo.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 3:23 PM CDT

We are continuing to pray for Alex and for all of you!
Sherry Anderson <Sherrhospice1@cs.com>
Irwin, PA - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:35 PM CDT

Have a blessed Memorial Day weekend! Praying for you every day.
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Hi Gretch,
I finally got to see the website - it is great! Glad to read you guys have been having some good days to offset the bad ones. Call if you need anything and as usual you guys will be in my prayers...
Renae Brown
Irwin, PA USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I am so blessed to hear that Alex is having a good time. Your family is truly an inspiration for many people. You are in my prayers, and to Alex, You are the best. I hope you love the new Veggie Tales movie. Love Tina Tillman
Tina Tillman <Jobreri@aol.com>
Greensburg, PA USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 6:24 AM CDT

Hello, we continue to pray for Alex,as well as your family. It is really great to see Alex enjoying himself going to movies, visiting with friends and family. He is a special guy! I really like this website, I am sure it is a blessing to be able to express yourself and pass along information.
Please be assured of our continued prayers.

All our best,

The Patrick Tobin Family
Patrick Tobin <atobin@nauticom.net>
Gibsonia, PA US - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

hey gretchen, i don't really know what to say. i'm gingers(your dads wifes) son. i've never had the opportunity to meet you or alex, and i wish that i had. i've heard so much about him. it's extremely sad that this has to happen to him and to you and your family. like i said i wish i could have met alex, but from what i hear it doesn't look like i will ever get to do that. best wishes to you in your time of dispair. i wish that alex could miraculously pull through it, but like my mom says, the lord has a path set for each and everyone of us.
Sam Allen <VWman1986@hotmail.com>
Salina , KS - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

Hey Guys,
Sounds like your having some fun lately. So did ya like Shrek II? PJ and Gretchen we had a wonderful time when we were there on Sunday hopefully we can do it again really soon! Take Care you guys and give Neil a hug from Mariah!
Your Friend <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, pa - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 12:15 AM CDT

Hello to all,
I am glad to hear that everyone is having a great time. Alex, you are a trooper and keep it up. How wonderful to know that you are having fun times with everyone.
XOXOXOXO's
Love and Prayers,
Marsha
Marsha Reck <MLReck726@aol.com>
Penn, Pa US - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 11:16 AM CDT

Oh please Lord let this be the blessings we are all praying for:) Keep getting better everyday Alex:) your friend in prayer DeeDee
Diana <fidledeedee@webtv.net>
DeSoto, mo usa - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 2:13 AM CDT

What a fun day! Praying for you Alex. (and your whole family)
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 7:24 PM CDT

Hi Alex! We know your buddy Carter's family, and I can just imagine what a great time you two had playing together!!! I'm so glad you all had such a great day, and that you guys have become such good friends. You and Carter are both in our prayers every day.
The Shawgo Family
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:44 AM CDT

Hi Alex,
I am very happy to hear that you are doing well. You will remain in my prayers.

Kristina and Emma <kchi1108@aol.com>
Trafford, Pa - Sunday, May 23, 2004 11:20 PM CDT

Our God is an Awesome God!! Lord, Thank you so much for blessing the Lonero Family with these wonderful days. I know more is yet to come. I am so happy to hear you had a great weekend. Praying for you always!
Sincerely, Leonya <crumbz33@aol.com>
Toledo, Ohio - Sunday, May 23, 2004 8:54 PM CDT

HI ALEX,

MY HEART IS BLESSED TO HEAR THAT YOU HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME GOOD DAYS! I AM ALSO BLESSED TO HEAR THAT YOUR MOM & DAD COULD GET OUT AND ENJOY EACH OTHER A LITTLE. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS WILL STAY WITH YOU.

LOVE
TINA TILLMAN

TINA TILLMAN <JOBRERI@AOL.COM>
GREENSBURG, PA USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 3:16 PM CDT

God is our Healer and our Comforter, He is our help in times of trouble. I will be praying for you and your family. My love to you all.
Cindy Woolley <Shckrswife@yahoo.com>
Sherwood, Or uSA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

Hi Alex!
We are standing in total agreement with the people who signed in before us. (Which happen to be Logan's grandparents!) In case you are wondering who in the world Logan is, he is our little guy, who is 4 years old! If you'd like to hear more about him, we'd love to have you visit his website. www.caringbridge.org/tx/logancherry
We know that God has many fantastic plans for you, and you are already doing so many things for Him. Keep smiling, and "Keep Swingin' For The Fences"! We are praying for you little man!
Wally, Marcie, and Logan <marciejen@charter.net>
Granbury, TX - Saturday, May 22, 2004 5:33 PM CDT

Alex:
We were forwarded your website address and asked to pray for you. Our grandson, Logan, (caringbridge.org/tx/logancherry) was diagnosed with cancer in February and since then we have become very comfortable asking God for really big things. We are asking Him to help you know the feeling of His arms wrapped tightly around you as he blesses you and your family with both physical and mental comfort and a peace that passes all understanding. God bless you.
Marque and Jimmy Mooney (Nana and Chief) <mooney@our-town.com>
Stephenville, TX - Saturday, May 22, 2004 3:29 PM CDT

Hi, Alex! I am glad to hear you've had some good days, and I hope they continue!
Ruth Scalpone <scalponefamily@msn.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 1:23 PM CDT

I have put Alex on a prayer circle I belong to, hope it will bring your precious baby a blessing from GOD and take away this horrible disease:) hugs and ksses your friend in prayer DeeDee
Diana <fidldeedee@webtv.net>
DeSoto, Mo usa - Saturday, May 22, 2004 7:51 AM CDT

hi alex and family,we heard about you from our friends angie,steve and gigi gallegos,we go to church with them,they are such an awsome family,we love them so much!!! we will pray for your precious angel alex,we have a daughter alexia she is 7,and a son gatlin he is 3,as parrents our selves we can only imagine what you and our friends go through.please know that god loves you and he will always be with you,be strong have faith and know that we will pray for your precious little boy,he is beautiful!!god will protect him and you,just let god work his miracles.god bless all of you,love tracy,paul,alexia and gatlin cloeman.
tracy,paul coleman <pdc891@aol.com>
rochester hills, mi usa - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:25 PM CDT

I don't know where I got this addy from but I do know I will be praying for your son. You sound like a very good mom and I was told by a little old lady to remember to keep the prayers going up and the blessings will come down. So I will keep my prayers going up for Alex:) be ready for the blessings ok. Diana
Diana Moore <fidledeedee@webtv.net>
DeSoto, Mo usa - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

It's amazing what the power of prayer can do. I am so happy that Alex is feeling better. I hope his body keeps up the good work. I'm glad you had a good time at the grocery store Alex. I wish mommy could have gotten some mommytime, but she did the right thing, stayed home with her baby. You are a great mom. I will also pray for your grandfather to heal from that nasty fall. Keep the faith. God Bless You!
Sincerely, Leonya <crumbz33@aol.com>
Toledo, Ohio - Friday, May 21, 2004 1:24 PM CDT

Alex,
Last year our newly formed motorcycle club (Jeremiah 29:11) was part of a poker run motorcycle fund-raiser for you. It was a great time and if there is a follow up one for you this year, I'm hoping that you'll be able to be a part of the event. I'd even be more than glad to take you on my bike for the ride if it's alright with your parents and if you'd like to do that.
Will add you to my personal prayer list, big guy.
You take good care of yourself and keep pluggin' away.
There are more people than you could ever imagine that know, think, pray and are pullin' for ya.
Again our club name is Jeremiah 29:11 in which the prophet Jeremiah says "For these are the plans I have for you". declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you; plans to give you hope and a future." This is the Lord's wish for you, Jeremiah's wish for you, my personal wish for you and many other people's wish for you!!
Take care, big guy.
Love ya, <>< Nick D
Nick <ndhd1450@aol.com>
Jeannette, PA U.S.A, - Friday, May 21, 2004 11:22 AM CDT

I learned of Alex through my chapter of MOMS Club in Monroeville. I have a three-year-old daughter and a four-year-old son and so I know what a blessing Alex is to you. He is truly blessed to have parents like you. May all of your days be as full of love and caring as they have been. I shall think of you often. God has blessed you.
Tara Reis <tarareis2003@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh - (Churchill boro), PA USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:45 AM CDT

Hey Gretchen,
I just loved to awake this morning and read your update hit has clearly made my day. I am soooo happy that he had such a good day yesterday. I am praying that this will continue and he will have a wonderful day today too. I could not wait to see what he purchased at the store. As always I am praying for happy days. I pray for your strength and happiness during these very trying times.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, May 21, 2004 6:22 AM CDT

Alex
Sounds like you had a wonderful day mate.
Wishing you many many more.
Love Colleen and Kaitlyn

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:09 PM CDT

Hey Buddy Alex,
Sounds like your having a good day. I hope you get all kinds of junk at the store today. Make sure you buy everthing you think that you can fit in that tummy. We love you and we took get to look at your picture. Carter put the picture of the two of you together right on our entertainment stand. You guys are quite a pair. Gretchen hang in there we are praying for strength for you. You are such a wonderful person. It seems as if I have known you forever not just a couple of months. I hope your pap is ok I will say a prayer for him too. Hugs and Kisses
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 2:35 PM CDT

To our sweet little nephew Alex,
Honey, We really enjoyed our visits with you. Your a sweet little boy, and to see you laugh made our hearts smile! We love you very much, Neil, Mommy, and Daddy too! We pray for all of you everyday.
Love Uncle Sam & Aunt Darlene
Uncle Sam & Aunt Darlene <splonero@comcast.net>
Jeannette, PA USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 2:16 PM CDT

I am still praying for you, Alex and for your family. Chuck Welch keeps us reminded to pray for you. May God bless you with healing totally and completely in Jesus name. I'm so glad your Mom got to go get pampered a little bit. She needed that so much. I'm so happy that she got to go!! Love n prayers for you all!
Franni <Txfranni@aol.com>
Odessa, Tx USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 0:21 AM CDT

To my little cousin Alex,
Thank you for playing Spider Man with me. I had a lot of fun that nite with you, Neil, your mommy, and daddy and my mommy and daddy. We say prayers for you every night to God. I love you.
Your Big Cousin Kaylee
Kaylee Lonero <kay1108@comcast.net>
Jeannette, PA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

Dear Alex,

I'm so glad we got to meet you at the spaghetti dinner on Saturday. Your a very special little boy. We're all praying for you. Love, Lois, Bill, Shawn, & Erin Ramsay

Lois Ramsay <loisrmsy33@aol.com>
Level Green, PA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 8:30 PM CDT

Dear Alex, what a little trooper you are. May God bless you. I pray that you are getting stronger each day and that God will continue to smile on you. I love you and I am praying for you dear. I have four little grandchildren and I would hope that they would be half as brave as you.
Jan Jones <grmaj_99@hotmail.com>
Windsor, Ontario, Canada - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 7:30 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen:

As soon as I got home from work today I checked the website. I am glad to here that Alex is having a better day. I have emailed his page to everyone in my address book and requested prayer for your family. He is such a cute little boy with a wonderful smile. Just know that you are in my continual thoughts and prayers.

Love and prayers
Tina Tillman
Tina Tillman <Jobreri@aol.com>
Greensburg, PA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 4:52 PM CDT

Hello everyone,
We just wanted to say hello and that we are thinking and praying for you everyday. God bless you Alex.
Dan , Shawnna, Kayla, And Isaac Cronin <dcronin9@juno.com>
Toronto, oh Jefferson - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 4:33 PM CDT

I don't really know what to say? Your son sure is a handsome young man! When I look at the picture of your son, I can't stop thinking of how much God loves us! Surely, It is a love that surpasses all understanding and is unmatched by anyone anywhere. While I certainly will hold your son in my prayers, please know that God sees him, knows him and loves him more dearly than you and I can comprehend. He knows what is happening with your family and he's big enough to help all of you through this. As a soldier, people often take what I do for granted. I want you to know that I serve for you and your family and wish more than ever that I could take care of the "enemy" that you are up against. But rest assured, one far greater than me, has everything under His control! May God Bless you and keep you!
CPT Guy LeVeille Army National Guard <guy.leveille@pa.ngb.army .mil>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 3:01 PM CDT

Please know my heart and prayers go out to you.

I wish I knew more to do as I would if I could.

A dear freind Chuck Welch sent me the web site about Alex.

God be with you,
Denise
Denise Franklin <dfgabby42@aol.com>
Land O Lakes, FL USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 2:08 PM CDT

Gretch, I pray for you guys every day. I just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I keep updated through this site. Thank you for sharing.

Alex, I haven't seen you in awhile. I used to work with your mommy. You are just the cutest little guy. I will never stop praying for you and your family.

Love, Staci

Staci Sailor <sailstac@aol.com>
Greensburg, PA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 12:26 AM CDT

I found your website through a link from another cancer patient website. I went through the same thing with my 8-year-old daughter, Katie, almost 2 years. She died on July 6, 2002 from liver cancer. The only advice I can possibly offer is to keep turning to God. I had no prayers left in me except "God, please do whatever is best for her". I came to realize that even though losing her would be heartbreaking for us, she would finally be healed and free of pain. The last weeks of her life, I read many books to her. Her favorite was "Chicken Soup the Kids Soul" which has many inspirational stories. A couple of books I really liked which I read to her that deal with dying are "The Next Place" & "Remember the Secret". One book which helped me personally was "The Tunnel and the Light: Essential Insights on Living and Dying With a Letter to a Child With Cancer" by Elisabeth Kubler-Ross. Even though some parts of this book were a little off the wall, it really helped me to see that Katie was ready to let go and needed us to let her go. My thoughts and prayers are with you. If you need to talk, please e-mail me & I will call you back.

God Bless You All!!!

Clara Dasilva <clarabelo60@yahoo.com>
Wilbraham, MA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 11:27 AM CDT

I am a friend of Gina Barnes. We work together. She has been keeping us informed about Alex. I sent a small donation, and felt priviledged to do so. God bless you and your family. My father passed with Cancer. It is not easy. My prayer is for God's continued blessing on your family.
Madeline Griggs
Ft. Washington, MD 20744 - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 11:24 AM CDT

I am praying that God gives me the words to ease your worries. I know that his arms are around Alex and that everything will be alright. I pray for total healing for your precious son. Nobody knows what tomorrow will bring, but I do know that with God all things are possible and with so many people praying for Alex I know he will make it!
Leonya <crumbz33@aol.com>
Toledo, OH - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:48 AM CDT

Hello. I am a friend of Carter and his family. I could not even begin to imagine watching your child fight cancer. My father was stricken with it, and eventually was on hospice care. The book you have from them, I got one too. It was called Gone From My Sight. It is very hard to read the book, and watch the symptoms first hand. I am 3 years down the road from losing my dad, and I now find comfort from the words in that book. Just know that when Alex is picking, he is reaching out to a loved one that is waiting for him there. I will pray for your strength through these coming weeks and beyond.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp., Pa - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:42 AM CDT

Dear Alex and Family,
We admire your strength and courage in this trying time. We are praying for you, and hope that you have more good days than bad. You're in our hearts and prayers.

Melanie, Joel, and Robbie Fleming <melanflemi@cs.com>
Monroeville, PA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 8:59 AM CDT

Dear Alex,WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR I HAVE A COMPUTER PRAYER LINE I WILL PUT HIM ON RIGHT AWAY I AM TINA TILLMAN GRANDMOTHER AND WE PRAY TOGETHER AND I HAVE LOTS OF PRAYER PARTNERS ESPECILLY ONE AND WE WILL BE ON OUR KNEES AND FACES FOR YOU,SO BE PRAYED UP AND GOD WILL TAKE YOU THROUGH HE IS FAITHFUL TO US ALL
THE WORDS IS YOUR BEST SOURCE NOW SO READ IT AND UNDERSTANDING WILL COME
A SISTER IN CHRIST HELEN C GUEST
hguest1@juno.com
HELEN C GUEST <hguest1@juno.com>
JEANNETTE, PA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 7:38 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen,
I am just dropping a line to let you know that I am thinking of you guys. You were my first thought when I woke this morning. I hope your night was not to bad. I will be checking the web to keep up with Alex's progress and I am sure my mom talked to your Dad. I will keep in touch with him also. Please give a huge hug and kiss to Alex for me.
Love and Prayers,
Marsha
Marsha Reck <MLReck726@aol.com>
Penn, Pa US - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 7:17 AM CDT

My prayers and the prayers of others are with you. I placed Alex on a lot of prayer list, and he is getting prayer for all over the world. God Bless<*))><
Chuck Welch <Chucky1146@aol.com>
Harrison City, Pa U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 7:08 AM CDT

Hey Gretchen if you need to talk just give me a call. My prayers are with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 18, 2004 11:26 PM CDT

Gretchen, P.J., Alex, and Neil:

I can't stop thinking of you all and cannot believe that we met only a short time ago and the impact you have made on my life. My job even suffers! I just needed you to know that I am thinking of you constantly and again, Gretchen, please, call me any time. My heart is with you and I only wish that I could say something to help you through. You are such special people. I lost my niece at 15 years of age and the only saving grace was that God is calling for his special army. We are given our children as a gift and for a reason that we will not know. I know that we met for a very special and spiritual reason and I will find it. My love and thoughts are with you forever. Love, Debbie
Debbie Rosengarth <drosengarth@suretycoastal.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

My name is Tina, I am Joyce's (a friend of your dad's) youngest daughter. I am sitting here just trying to think of what to say to you and my heart is just breaking. In Philippians 4:13 it tells us that we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us and I know that to be the truth. In 1997 I lost my 5 month old baby to SIDS at the time I truly thought I would never make it through, but through Christ I know I have made it this far.

Alex is a beautiful little boy, a true angel. If there is ever anything that I can do for you just say the word. I am praying your strength in the Lord he will see you through this!!!! He is an all seeing all knowing God.

I send my love and prayers!!!!

Tina
Tina Tillman <Jobreri@aol.com>
Greensburg, PA USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

You and Alex are in our prayers. Sandy

We Love you guys...Call if you need anything..Love Beth
Sandy Lavrinc & Beth Lutz <lavrincsw@msn.com>
Irwin, Pa USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 4:30 PM CDT

I can't imagine any human words that could comfort you right now, so I just will pray that God will give you His peace and comfort to carry you through what you are facing. I know that he's holding your sweet angel child, and all of you, in His hands.
The Shawgo Family (friends of Carter's)
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 2:36 PM CDT

I found your sons site through another friends and are praying for you and your family. I pray that God will give you all the strength that you need to help your brave son through this horrible disease. May Gods blessings be on you.
Anna Hawkins <annahawkins1@hotmail.com>
McKenzie , TN - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 2:24 PM CDT

God Bless all of you. Praying for strength as you face these days ahead.
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 18, 2004 1:27 PM CDT

Dear Alex,

I'm sorry you are feeling so yucky! I am going to pray real hard that these next weeks will be very peaceful for you and all those "textbook" things won't even happen. You are one special little boy.

Love, Gabriella xoxoxoxo

Dear Gretchen,
All I can do right now is cry. I am asking the Lord to help me write something that would encourage your heart, but....... please know I love you. Alex has the best mommy in the whole world. You acted couragously and fought bravely with everything you had available on this earth- like a momma bear protecting your cub! I am proud of you!

Dear PJ,
I think it would be wonderful if you followed through with that idea you had back in March when we met..... see if you can bring awareness by getting on Oprah. You are a strong daddy for Alex and Neil. It blessed my heart soooo much to see your committment to being there for Gretchen and Alex in New York.

Neil,

You have a special calling on your life. God will be your strength as you face everything the future brings you. Alex sure has one awesome little brother!!!!!

Love, Angie xoxoxoxoxo www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 1:20 PM CDT

Dear Loneros,

Just a note to let you know that another person is praying for your family. Alex's struggle has touched more people than I'm sure you ever imagined. I pray God's love surrounds you all in the days ahead.
Amy Ludwig (Mike and Sally's friend)
- Tuesday, May 18, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

Dear Gretchen, PJ, Alex and Neil,
I am sitting here lost for words and can't even imagine going through this. My problems with Autumn's cleft seem to fade away. I want you to know that my Mom and I will be by your side all the way. Your Dad has been a good friend and we will continue to support him also. Please know that I think of you all the time and pray that God gives everyone strength through this difficult time. Give Alex and Neil xoxoxoxox's from me and I'll Keep in touch.
Love, Peace and Prayers,
Marsha
Marsha Reck <MLReck726@aol.com>
Penn, Pa US - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 9:04 AM CDT

Dearest Gretchen and Alex, Thank you for your note, and I am so very sorry to hear of Alex's condition. Peter was moved to read your note. Of course, you are in our prayers. Peter is doing well; finishing up classes for the year; got his driver's license (I just don't have enought stress in my life); and got a summer job. In fact, he will be marching in the survivor's lap in the local Relay for Life this summer. He is a tough teenager, but amazing at the same time. My other son, Andy, is home from school for the summer. He will be selling ice cream this summer.

I don't know if you met Erin Ruckliez (mother of baby Hans) at Pgh, but they will be going to Sloan soon for Hans. His cancer has returned, and they are going to NY to try to beat this. Such a terrible disease.

Gretchen, I don't know what to say. I wish I could give you and Alex a hug; even Peter would find a hug or two in himself. Again, our prayers are with you. Take care.

Cathy Marin
Cathy Marin <drmarin@adelphia.net>
Erie, PA USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 8:12 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you.......
Linda Shumaker <llshuma@aol.com>
Level Green, Pa Westmoreland - Monday, May 17, 2004 7:51 PM CDT

Hi Alex,
I'm so happy you had a great time at the spaghetti dinner on Saturday. You were laughing and having fun playing Brain Warp with me, thank you! We really laughed, when Mr. Cynkar was trying to reel in that big fish with your new rod. I think about you and pray for you all the time. I love you! Uncle Mike

Uncle Mike <mlonero@msn.com>
- Monday, May 17, 2004 9:30 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,
We had a wonderful time at the dinner! Carter was glad to see Alex and Mariah just adored Niel! It was very nice and the Spaghetti was excellent! I hope you did well at the benefit. I pray for Alex to feel no pain and to eat. My heart and prayers are with you every day. I will try and call you this week. We are off to the clinic this week to see if Carter can start chemo today. God Bless you! Oh and buy the way I met your mom and she is just a sweetie!

Love Rhonda
Your Friend <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, May 17, 2004 8:21 AM CDT

Hello Gretchen,

I am Alicia's cousin and have been keeping updated on Alex's progress through Alicia. I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear the latest news. You and your family are most definitely in my prayers. Alex is a special little boy to have so many people who care about him so much. You certainly have a lot of strength and faith to be handling everything the way you are. I can't even imagine what you must be going through. I just wanted to let you know that I (along with all my family and friends that I have told about little Alex) am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and praying that God will give you comfort, peace, and many more happy, special moments like you had this past Saturday. Take care and know you are loved.
Suzanne Calvano <smcalvano@yahoo.com>
Troy, MI USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 7:36 AM CDT

Alex, it sounds like you had a lot of fun with your buddy Carter. Your family is lucky to have so many friends that care about all of you so much. Keep smiling buddy!
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Sunday, May 16, 2004 10:14 PM CDT

So happy you had a great day. YOU DESERVE IT!!!!! In my thoughts and prayers.
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 16, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

What a beautiful young man you are! Alex, your eyes are full of life. I pray that you will not have pain and that you will continue to progress. I will also pray for your family. God Bless you Alex!
Passing through
- Friday, May 14, 2004 10:59 PM CDT

Hello Gretchen,
I want you to know that mine and Rebecca's heart and prayers go out to you, Alex, Niel, and PJ. Not a day goes by that I do not think of all of you and pray that the man upstairs grants us the miracle that we all so much want to witness and be a part of.
We love you all very much and hope to see you soon!!!

Love
John and Rebecca
John Renner <GaryRenner@hotmail.com>
Oakmont, PA USA - Friday, May 14, 2004 7:33 PM CDT

Our prayers continue,
The Thomas Team
www.ChristiThomas.com (7 year old neuroblastoma fighter since 9/11/02)
Christi Crew
Tiffin, OH - Friday, May 14, 2004 3:47 PM CDT

Alex:
My family & I pray for you EVERY DAY!!
I'm the secretary at Christian Life Church, so your MamMaw keeps me posted about your progress.
To your Mom & Dad: Keep looking up!!
Linda Houston
Trafford, Pa - Friday, May 14, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

Alex
Hope you are having a good day. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Gary Morris <gmorris@state.pa.us>
Mechanicsburg, pa us - Friday, May 14, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

My God Bless and our prayers are with all of you.
Wayne Lock <wayne.lock@usfood.com>
Jeannette, PA USA - Friday, May 14, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Hi Alex, We only met you once so far and know that you are a very brave little guy and know that you will fight as best you can!! Tell your mommy and daddy that you are all in our thoughts and prayers every day! We hope you can get out here again, maybe this summer for a visit. Be a good boy and just do whatever you are told because everyone is really pulling for you! Hugs and kisses to you, your mom, dad and Neil, Marion and Paul
Marion & Paul Rosengarth <marozey@aol.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

Praying for all of you. Hope Alex has a better day, and a great weekend.
Audrey Fox <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 13, 2004 4:09 PM CDT

Alex you are a strong little boy and God Loves. You are adorable and full of life. May God Bless and Keep you close. I live across the street from your grandmother and I know she loves you very much.
Brenda
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:59 PM CDT

I pray for Alex daily. I cannot understand why God wants him so badly but I do beg him to leave this little boy here to live a full life. Alex must be very special to God for him to want to take him so early. I believe in miracles though and that is why I pray daily.
Rhonda Berlin <catfish762@aol.com>
Harrison City, PA US - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 4:37 PM CDT

1just lost my son 3/24/04 so my hearts with you at all times
sylvia williams
pgh, pa alley - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

Thank Heaven for Spongebob!!!! Thinking of you every day. God Speed
Audrey Fox (Sydney's site) <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 12, 2004 7:26 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Carol Cooper <samsean99@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, PA United States - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:26 AM CDT

Beautiful web page Gretch-Love Darla
Darla Cynkar <janddcynkar@msn.com>
Trafford, PA united States of America - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 4:17 AM CDT

Dear Family,
Our prayers are with you all, stay strong. Look only to the Lord these days.
Jenny Hill <jennyannhill2003@yahoo.com.au>
Warnbro, W.A. Australia - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 7:19 PM CDT

Alex, We are praying for you. Hang in there and keep that wonderful smile.
Lisa Little
Monessen , PA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 3:32 PM CDT

Gretchen, Words cannot express my feelings and how I wish I could do something to help you. Please know Alex is in my prayers and has made quite an impact on my life since I met him. I am still working on the cookbook and will be sure that anything I can donate will go in Alex's name. I pray for you and P.J. for the strength to see this through. As a mother, my heart goes out to you.
Debbie Rosengarth <drosengarth@suretycoastal.com>
Manahawkin, NJ USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 2:49 PM CDT

Alex,
You hang in there! You have touched so many people! Gretchen and PJ - You have the strength that many can only wish they had. Alex is a wonderful and loving little boy. God put an angel on the earth the day you had him and Neil. My prayers and the prayers of many are with you!
Sending lots of hugs!
Cheryl Luketic - (Cyndi Cochran's sister)
Cheryl
Boston , PA USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Hello,
Grethen it was so nice talking to you last night. You are a true inspiration to all mothers. I could only imagine how hard it must be to stay upbeat. I am sure God is holding you and the entire family up. My prayers are with you and your family. Give that little guy a hug from us and yes we definately need to get the boys together for a play date. Maybe once I am out there this Saturday and have some idea how to get to your house we can drive out the following week. Of course it depends on Carter's chemo days. Take care and we are always thinking of you guys.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:41 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of everything Alex and your family have been through. There's no way I could understand, but my prayers are with you all.
Char Bortz
Jamestown, PA USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 6:38 AM CDT

Came through Kaitlyns site..Just want you all to know you are in our prayers and may you be comforted by family and freinds during this hard time...Thoughts and Prayers..Yvette Hidding

www.caringrbidge.org/oceania/curlykaitlyn
Yvette Hidding <hiddings@dodo.com.au>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Monday, May 10, 2004 3:22 AM CDT

Alex, I'm praying for you and your parents. I ask God to be with all of you and give you peace and comfort. Chuck Welch told me about you and asked me to pray and of course I am and will continually pray for you!!!
Franni <Txfranni@aol.com>
Odessa, Tx USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 0:13 AM CDT

Hi Alex! I come to you through Kaitlyn's site. Your smile is absolutely beautiful! I will be praying for you as I know that with God anything is possible. Keep fighting buddy! I'll be keeping up with you and praying for your healing.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 12:30 AM CDT

My prayers are always with you!!!

Nicky H~~
friend of Rhonda's and Carter's

Nicky H <nhinnebusch@comcast.net>
- Saturday, May 8, 2004 11:19 PM CDT

Dear Alex and family
I'm sorry to read of your current battle.
I came to your page through Carter's.
You guys must be very good mate's.
Hang in there cutie, have some fun days.
Love Colleen - Kaitlyns mumma

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Saturday, May 8, 2004 10:51 PM CDT

Gabriella's mom has told us what a great little boy Alex is and I just want you to know that we are praying for Alex and your family. We are praying that God will continue to give you strength, faith and peace as you meet Alex's needs at home. I work in a hospital and can see how patients just want to be home. May God keep Alex comfortable and allow him to know how greatly loved he is and that he has touched the lives of people he doesn't even know. Ps 4:6 & 8 "Many are asking, "Who can show us any good?" Let the light of your face shine upon us, O Lord. I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety." May we keep in mind that Alex will find peace and comfort. We will continue to pray for Alex and your family.
June Craft <www.bcbmuzk@netzero.net>
Rochester Hills, MI USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 7:28 AM CDT

Alex, I am your Aunt Sally's brother. Do you know how happy it makes me feel to know that my nephew's, Joshua and Colton, have you and your brother as cousins. I know that Uncle Mike, Aunt Sally, Joshua and Colton, all, love your family very much. You don't know me Alex, but I have been thinking of your family for quite some time! I guess it is because I heard that you and your brother and Mum and Dad are very special people. I'm sending you all loads of hugs and kisses! Warmly, Mark Tobin xxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooxxxooo
Mark R. Tobin <www.tobinsy@aol.com>
Allison Park, PA Alleg - Friday, May 7, 2004 1:25 PM CDT

I am a friend that used to live up there in Pennsylvania, and I want you to know we are pryaing for you here in Bradley Junction,Florida///Mike & Linda Keener
Linda D. Keener <mkeener1@verizon.net>
Bradley Junction,, Fl usa - Thursday, May 6, 2004 11:03 PM CDT

Alex and family,

I am a friend of your grandma Cheryl's and want you to know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Jodi <jodimiclock@earthlink.net>
Chalfant, PA USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

Hi Alex!
I found you through Carter too. I am sad about your news, but glad you are feeling ok, and going home. You just have the best time of all from now on! God bless you and your family.
Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net>
Scotch Plains, NJ - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:12 PM CDT

Hi family,
I am a volunteer in ca at our Children's Hospital. I found your page from another caringbridge child. I know your struggle may sometimes seem overwhelming, but the Lord Reigns. I believe God can heal. It is my prayer that God touches your family, and that He provides al of your needs. My Love to your family, Summer
Summer James <summer@summertimetots.com>
Chowchilla, CA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 5:02 PM CDT

Hi Alex, We found you from your buddy Carter's page. It sounds like you guys had a lot of fun playing together! You are both God's very special children and I know that He loves you very much and is holding you both tight in His arms all the time.

Lots of prayers for for Alex's pain to be relieved, and for Mom and Dad, too, for peace and comfort at this sad and uncertain time.
The Shawgo Family
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 3:54 PM CDT

Alex,
What a handsome little man you are. You sure have grown since I last saw you! You are in my prayers!
Gretchen,
Remember God is with you, ALWAYS! I pray for Alex, his Mommy & Daddy, and his family everyday.
Love,
Sandy
Sandy Duckworth <sandy4044@aol.com>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:53 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that i'm praying for you all. I know that GOD is still in the healing business. He is such a cute little boy, what a smile
ROSALIND (SYDNEY WELCH AUNT) WELCH <WELCHR44@AOL.COM>
TOLEDO, OH - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that all four of you are in the thoughts and prayers of everyone I know! It's wonderful to look at Alex's sweet face in the updated pictures. Would love to visit when I come home in 3 weeks.

Love,
Gina (Alicia's sister)
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

HI, I am a friend of Rhonda's and Carter's. She told me of your situation and you have my prayers going to out to you and Alex. May god be with you.

Nicky H
Nicole Hinnebusch <nhinnebusch@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:03 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen and Alex,
I read about you through Gigi's page, so I don't know your whole story yet. Just remember that God is in the miracle business, keep praying and loving every minute that you have right now. You don't have to always be strong, Let God carry the burden for you. And strangers will pray for you. I'm sending love and prayers for you right now. My son had neuroblastoma 14 years ago and survived. Many times God held me up, because I could no longer do it myself. Many times I was stronger than I ever knew, I think you probably are also.
Susan Smith <spsmith56@yahoo.com>
Farmington Hills, MI - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

Hey Alex! I linked over from your buddy Carter's page...you are a real cutie! I'm praying for you ok? and sending lots of {{{hugs}}} to you and your family.
Diane
Pittsburgh, - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 4:26 PM CDT

Our family is praying for little Alex. I found your site through Gigi's site. 'I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirt in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge- that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurable more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! (Ephesians 3:16-21)
The Imbrunone's (Frank, Mary, Emily, Seth, Leah, Vincent, and Sara) <frankmaryi@netzero.com>
Auburn Hills, MI United States - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:41 PM CDT

Hi Alex and family. I linked to you through your buddy Carter's site. Just wanted to extend my prayers to you and let you know you will be in my thoughts.

Heather Melvin
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 1:15 PM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

I know exactly what you mean about the hospital feeling like a safe haven. It feels good to know other people feel similar things in this battle against childhood cancer. I read this on Michaela's page (www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann)and I thought it so perfect in describing our "strength".

The Strength of an Egg By
Juliet Freitag

Parents of children with cancer, or really any serious condition, are often referred to or viewed as having strength "like a rock." Albeit flattering, it isn't quite true.

It is more like the strength of an egg. An egg, you ask? Yes! If you'll think about it, you'll see my point. An egg has a polished, smooth outer appearance, with no cracks or weak spots visible. It seems almost inconceivable that the inside might not be so smooth or solid.

Most children, at some point are shown the famous egg trick. An egg set at just the right angle can withstand enormous amounts of pressure and cannot be cracked or broken. Yet the same egg, tapped gently at an ever slightly different angle, will break. The contents, once so neatly concealed, will come spilling out. The no longer perfect shell will be crushed. It looks so fragile that it seems inconceivable that it ever held any strength.

A rock, on the other hand, is solid all the way through. To break it is almost impossible. If you succeed, you will find that there is nothing inside but more rock.

It takes a lot more than pure hardness to hold the hand of hope. Parents of children with cancer are not solid all the way through. We hurt, we fear, we cry, we hope. It takes a very careful balancing act to keep the shell from being shattered. "Balancing an egg" while running a household, going for doctors' visits and hospital stays, keeping the family together, and holding on to the constantly unraveling ties of your sanity can be very tricky indeed! Occasionally, the angle will be off and the shell will break, shattering hope and all the neatly secured appearances of a truly fragile existence.

Unlike Humpty Dumpty, though, parents of kids with cancer will pick themselves up and put themselves back together again. OVER and OVER again...........

I agree with this to a certain extent. But the word picture in my mind is the Lord holding the "egg" in the palm of his hands and him putting the pieces together. He is there when we blubber and think we can't stand one more minute of this and He is present when we celebrate the victories of a happy and joking Alex!

Thank you for sharing this journey and for being so honest!

Love, Angie xoxoxoxo

Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Monday, May 3, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

Hi, I came to this page through Gigi's page through Sydney's page. Trust in the Lord and lean on Him. I will be praying for your precious Alex and his family.
Pam Downour
Oregon, , Oh USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

It's complicated how I came to your site, but simple too...so many people care about so many kids, and thank God for Caringbridge. We are praying for Alex and your entire family.
Audrey (friend of the Welch family) <nojoicfox@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 5:16 PM CDT

Learned of your struggles through Gigi's page. Hold tight to the Lord. We will hold you in prayer for strength.
Jim & Cathy
Cathy Forster
- Monday, May 3, 2004 3:06 PM CDT

Hello,
As I was checking in on Gigi, Angie shared a few words on Alex. I will keep Alex and your family in prayer. It saddens me to read that the cancer is back. It must be so frustrating to know you have no control over this stubborn disease. Our children are a gift from God. We need to trust him with the journey they are destined to travel. May God bless each of you and may you find peace through Him.

Cindy Abare <sabare@charter.net>
Helena, Al U.S.A. - Sunday, May 2, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

Hello. I came across your page through Gigi's page. My wife and I were at Mott Children's Hospital with our daughter at the same time as Gigi. I just wanted you to know that we are ALL praying for you and your family. If there is ever a time when things get hard just turn to Him for strength. We are here if you ever need to talk.
Charles & Kelly Welch <charliemack1073@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Sunday, May 2, 2004 7:28 PM CDT

hi gretchen!
i found out about alex from my friend angie g. my son ethan just had a transplant 3 months ago. he had t-cell all (leukemia). he had 2 relapses. these were worse than the initial diagnoses!!! i know all the fear & anger & wonder you are feeling right now, but remember that our SAVIOR is bigger than this! He loves alex more than you could ever imagine!!! He never wants to see him sick or in pain, but sometimes allows it for His glory! we are not here for us, but for Him, to serve, love & honor! keep looking to Him & not the doctors! He's the "ONLY" one who will bring alex through this!!!! your family will be in our thoughts & prayers daily!!!
all my love & blessings, Leslie ( caringbridge.org/mi/ethan) <jackson694@netzero.net>
Pontiac, Mi. - Sunday, May 2, 2004 5:55 PM CDT

Dear Alex,Gretchen,& P.J.,
I don't have words to describe how I feel. I do want you to know your family is continually being lifted in prayer. I am so glad your trip to Disney was a good trip for Alex. And to picture him playing in the sandy beach-What a beautiful sight. My prayer is that You find comfort in Our Lord Jesus during this diffucult time. I love you. Gus and Stephanie send their love too.
Alma Gustafson
Mechanicsville, Va Hanover - Sunday, May 2, 2004 5:41 PM CDT

Praying for you and your beautiful boy. Please give him a hug from all of us in Mich.!
Vicki <vriedel01@comcast.net>
salem, MI USA - Sunday, May 2, 2004 2:14 PM CDT

Dear Alex and Family, You do not know me, but a special friend of mine (Angie Gallegos) told me about you and how awesome you are!! I am praying and standing in faith for wonderful things to happen in your life. Our God is mighty and strong and everything is possible through Him!
Christine Fisk <cfisk@wideopenwest.com>
Troy, MI - Sunday, May 2, 2004 1:17 PM CDT

Hello! I was just checking Gigi's page and her mom asked for some serious prayers for Alex. My family will keep you, Alex and the rest of the family in our prayers. God is a HEALER!!! I believe that Alex will be healed through Jesus Christ! Keep the faith! :)
Erica Early <Earlygirlie1687@aol.com>
Toledo, OH U.S.A. - Sunday, May 2, 2004 8:53 AM CDT

Hi Gretchen,

Thank you sooo much for tracking us down. I tried to find your web site, too. I am so blessed and very honored to have met you, PJ, Alex and Neil. I just read your e-mail and cried my eyes out. Alex is a strong, brave and spirited fighter with a sweet, gentle and tender spirit. He captured my heart with just one glance from those baby blues. As his Momma your heart is being torn out. In our finite thinking this in no way makes sense. Every ounce of our being wants to see Alex grow and become a strong man of God. It is supposed to be that way, God did not create us with death as the end (at four nor at eighty-three). Our spirit will live for eternity, but at the Garden of Eden the decision was made for our earthly body to die. When we receive Jesus and choose to follow Him daily- Heaven is truly our reward. No pain, no tears, no neuroblastoma at any stage!!!!!!!! As Momma's still here on Earth our hearts can not understand how or why neuroblastoma is allowed. We do know God will and is being glorified through Alex's life. We do also know God blessed his family and friends with an opportunity to know a very special little boy. We definitely know God loves Him more than any of us combined!!!!!!I will pray ferverently for Alex, his daddy, his brother and you, Gretchen, his momma. I'll ask all of Gabriella's prayer warriors to do the same. Jesus has NEVER left you or abandoned you NEVER!!!! HE is right there holding you and caring you when needed. I pray Your Father, who is crazy about you Gretchen, will give you perfect peace that passes all understanding. I pray you feel His arms of comfort like never before and that you could receive His love like never before. I pray Alex to be healed in the Mighty Name of Jesus! I love you Sister!

Love, Angie (Gabriella's mom) www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella
Angie Gallegos (Steve, Gabriella and Isaiah, too) <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Saturday, May 1, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

To Little Alex and his Mommy, my good friend Gretch--
Thank you Alex so much tonight for the requested hug and kiss. You are such a handsome little guy and I feel special that you asked me for that. Such a little gentleman, I don't know if I believe that you're as grouchy as your Mom says - ;) Dream wonderful dreams tonight and make sure you eat something yummy in the morning. Gretch, I'll see you soon and you and PJ are in my thoughts all the time. I'm here for whatever, whenever you need. Love and prayers.
Melissa
Melissa <mlissajewel@aol.com>
Oakmont, PA USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

Dear Alex,
I know that you don't know who I am, but I went to highschool with your mommy. I was in to meet you, but you were fast asleep. What a beautiful little boy you are. Your family is so lucky to have you as their son. I brought you some snacks and lollipops. I hope that you enjoy them. I saw your pictures from Disney. WOW! You looked as if you had a blast. I am happy to know that you all enjoyed the trip and spent quality time together. You mean alot to your family. I want you all to know that I am here for you. I wish you a good night and sweet dreams.

Dawn Phillians, RN
Dawn Phillians <dmphil@comcast.net>
McKeesport, pa - Saturday, May 1, 2004 1:18 AM CDT

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Dawn Phillians <dmphil@comcast.net>
McKeesport, pa - Saturday, May 1, 2004 1:10 AM CDT

Dear Alex, This is your Aunt Rita-Kay. I was so excited to get to see the wonderful picture of you on your web site! Aren't you a special little boy! I love you very much. I keep your picture on my computer and another one behind my desk. Uncle John and I also have one on our refrigerator, just to remind us to pray for you. We know Jesus loves you very much. You are a very strong man and I am so proud of the way you take care of your mom and dad and even Neil! We love you, Alex! You too, Gretchen and PJ and Neil! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Aunt Rita-Kay <rbaughman@mccag.org>
Mechanicsville, VA USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 1:10 PM CDT

Hello there Alex. I love and miss you and Neal a lot. I hope you all had a great time in Disney World. I keep your pictures with me, even at work, and I am always praying to Jesus that He will take good care of you. Now that I'm back on the Internet I can write you short notes. I'm also looking forward to coming back to visit with you soon.
Pap-Pap HULK <HULK@cox.net>
McPherson, KS USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 8:34 AM CDT

Dear Alex,
I think of you everyday and wonder how you are feeling. Having this web site keeps me posted and I have a answer
for everyone who asks how you are doing. I also want Mom and Dad to know I am thinking about them also.
You are in my everyday thoughts and prayers!!!
Marsha
Marsha Nichols Reck <MLReck726@aol.com>
Penn, Pa - Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:28 PM CST

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