Thanks for visiting our guestbook!Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to return to the current guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Tammy, I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you and Hanna today. Love you - Tina <4sommers@bellsouth.net> - Monday, May 30, 2005 10:48 AM CDT Tammy, Just wanted to tell you how much I love you and think about you. I miss sweet Hanna every day and I still get tickled at all her animated ways. I wish I could make things better for you. I love you Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS - Sunday, May 29, 2005 12:27 AM CDT I have been thinking alot about you lately. When I think of Ben and Eli of course your Hanna is in there as well. Glad you are staying busy. I go to these kids you say to pray for and I do pray for them. Keep up the great work every prayer counts. Stay well and God Bless. Becky Whittington Ben Bowens Friend <BeckyWhittingtno@adelphia.net> - Saturday, May 28, 2005 10:37 PM CDT Tammy, I thought I would stop by and check in on you. It was great to spend time with you and some of the other "brain tumor" families at St. Jude's Day of Remembrance. Sorry I'm only getting around to signing in now. My thoughts are with you. Wishing you peace, Nadine (Troy's mommy forever) Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy> Hoover, AL USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 10:41 PM CDT Tammy - my name is Amie Churchill. I learned of Hanna right after she went to heaven from Ben's website. I check in on you everyonce in awhile. The poem that you were given on Mother's Day was devastatingly beautiful. I can not imagine your pain but I pray for you and admire your ongoing commitment to St Jude. I am certain Hanna is so proud of you. Amie Churchill - Saturday, May 21, 2005 9:07 AM CDT Hello Dear, i would love to tell you things will get better, but I know you just get better at faceing the days and night's without your baby and that the tears come any time any place they want.That pain never goes away and I think anyone can say even after years it never does it just gets so you can face a day a little better then you did yesterday. But now I know your heart is in broken and on the floor in pieces.God Bless and God Love Ya. Meme and her jordy www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin - Friday, May 13, 2005 10:52 AM CDT Tammy, I just read the updates. I know this mothers day was really hard for you. your in my thoughts and Prayers everyday. the poem ws beuatiful and it was so touching. I am not a mother yet. but I know that ya are heart Broken. God Bless you always love and Prayers Neilee Neilee <lilchildofGod@aol.com> Kenova, wv usa - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 10:15 PM CDT just wanted to let you know that im thinking of you . hanna i come visit you all the time. me and my momma sit on your bench and talk to you. tammy i also wanted to say happy mothers day to you too. i try to get my momma to bring me to your house to see you. i love you angel love always your big sister mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 7:31 AM CDT FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT WAS A BEAUTIFUL POEM AND I DID NEED TISSUES. I HOPE YOUR MOTHERS DAY WAS THE BEST AND REMEMBER YOU WERE A GREAT MOM AND ALWAYS WILL BE. I MISS YOU A LOT AND WAS VERY HAPPY TO SEE BIG BEN FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS. I THINK ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY OFTEN. HAVE A BLESSED DAY. CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:25 AM CDT Just wanted to say that GOD is with you on this Mother's Day. Hannah is looking down from up above and is saying how proud she is of you. You are a very special mother. Happy Mother's Day. Krissy Crites <gertc96@yahoo.com> Paris, TX USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:28 PM CDT Dear Tammy and family, We just wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers today. I can not even begin to imagine what you are going through. When I see you or talk to you, you make me want to be a better person. You are so strong. Your faith amazes me. I hope you found a way to somewhat enjoy today. You ARE an awesome Mommy!!! I can't wait to see your purse. I'll try to come by your room. Sweet dreams Princess Hanna. Kim Wood <timwood@midsouth.rr.com> Horn Lake, Ms - Sunday, May 8, 2005 10:42 PM CDT Tammy, thinking about you today and always. Julie W. <g8tor90@aol.com> Longwood, FL - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:23 PM CDT My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 4:46 PM CDT Thinking of you today and always. Tina <4sommers@bellsouth.net> - Sunday, May 8, 2005 4:46 PM CDT Just stopping by to wish all the mommies a Praying that you all will feel our heavenly fathers comforting hand on this difficult day Tammy. May your heart overflow with all the beautiful memories of sweet Hanna especially on this day and for always. All our love Happy Mother's Day, I hope the good memories of Hanna today will outweigh the sadness of missing her. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Sunday, May 8, 2005 10:21 AM CDT Happy Mothers Day Tammy! Hanna is so very proud of you & your strength I know. You were a gift to her as she is to you. I think of you often & am so sorry she is not here with you to celebrate. Your celebration will be glorious together. Love, Kerin Kerin Hentz caringbridge.com/ky/louie <Kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Sunday, May 8, 2005 8:27 AM CDT I wanted to take a minute and wish the Mom’s a very Happy Mothers Day. A bitter sweet time I am sure. Whether you have lost your child or have a friend who has. The fights you are fighting is something I have and hopefully never will experience. I cannot help but too look up to you for all your strength, and focus you give your child and the many friends you have made through St. Jude. I pray for all the St. Jude children daily. Wishing they could all he cured and sent home to play as all children should be. Heads up smiles on you are someone’s Mommy. Happy Mothers Day! Becky Whittington Ben Bowens Friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Saturday, May 7, 2005 8:51 PM CDT I wanted to take a minute and wish the Mom’s a very Happy Mothers Day. A bitter sweet time I am sure. Whether you have lost your child or have a friend who has. The fights you are fighting is something I have and hopefully never will experience. I cannot help but too look up to you for all your strength, and focus you give your child and the many friends you have made through St. Jude. I pray for all the St. Jude children daily. Wishing they could all he cured and sent home to play as all children should be. Heads up smiles on you are someone’s Mommy. Happy Mothers Day! Becky Whittington Ben Bowens Friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Saturday, May 7, 2005 8:50 PM CDT I know Sunday will be a difficult day but wanted you to know I am holding you in my heart and prayers. I understand the emotions that will overwhelm you. Know Hannah and Jennifer and all our angels will be gathered to watch over you and I pray you can feel her kisses and love surround you. She will be in each soft breeze that brushes your cheek, in the warmth of every sunbeam, smiling down on you from each sparkling star. Death can take our children, but it cannot take our memories and our love. Those are eternal. Love and hugs Judy http://www.catchanangel.com Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Friday, May 6, 2005 2:58 PM CDT <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:24 PM CDT Thank you for sharing your story of sweet Hannah with us. She is truly a beautiful princess! I pray for you as you carry on your days here on earth until you are reunited with her in the arms of Jesus. You must miss her so much. Kelly - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:31 PM CDT Tammy, I am always thinking of you!!!! Haley <haley.mills@stjude.org> Southaven, MS - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 3:23 PM CDT Hey Tammy -- Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you and Hanna. Tina Southaven, MS - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 9:29 AM CDT Thinking of your family today. I hope that you have a really good day today. I know that Hannah will. Elizabeth <Jinxysmom@yahoo.com> WV - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 7:49 AM CDT Hey kiddos ... Just wanted to say that always you are in our prayers. Even though you may not hear from us much please know you are never far from thoughts or heart. We check in on you often (but I'm SO BAD about taking time to sign). Take care and know we are ever grateful God allowed our paths to cross. Only By His Grace- Trish aka Emma Grace's Momma www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace <loadwagn@pgtc.com > Lincoln, AR - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 1:55 AM CDT My husband and I hear of you often on Bens sight. We check on the Bowens daily and have for what seems like a year now. Our hearts, and prayers go out to both of your families. We can only try to imagine you pain, and know that only God can sustain you through it. We are hoping to get to meet the Bowens some day on one of their trips to Memphis, as we live in Arkansas. Maybe we can also meet your family. We lift you up in prayer often. God bless. Dana and Kenneth Pennington Dana Pennington <babyjadeyes@yahoo.com> Springdale, AR USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 7:49 AM CDT <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 1, 2005 1:03 AM CDT Hi, This is my first time to your webpage. Hannah is just beautiful, what a precious gift she was to you! I'm so sorry I never ran into you at St. Jude's. It's people like you that keep giving, that will be the cause we will one day find a cure for our children! I can't imagine how difficult Rememberance Day was for you! I will pray for your family. Thank God we have the promise of eternal life, you will be with your princess one day again!! Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com> Covington, LA USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 11:33 PM CDT Your family and the Bowens are on there way to support other St. Jude families during such a rough time. Praying others feel comfort through your pain and that you have a awesome time visiting such great friends. Stay well and spread the love. Becky WHittington Ben Bowen Friend <Becky Whittington@Adelphia.net> WV - Friday, April 29, 2005 6:15 AM CDT Miss you Princess Hanna! Tom, Jennifer and Eli for Big Ben Bowen <tom@bens-story.com> - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:50 PM CDT Dear Tammy and David, I will continue to lift you up in prayer, that you will be able to be God's messanger with Hanna's story. I have learned about your presious girl through the Bowen's, and I know that God has a tremendous plan for all of you. Keep believing. Kim Fried Kim Fried <kmfried92264@yahoo.com> Buffalo, NY USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:50 PM CDT She is a beauty and always will be. God Bless. www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 1:54 PM CDT I just wanted to let ya'll know that your in my thougts,heart and Prayers. Hanna was such a pretty little girl and I know that ya'll miss her alot. But she is now with Jesus and no longer suffering. I feel like I know ya'll from visiting your site. I wish I could get the chance to meet ya'll in person ya'll have touched so many lifes and blessed many too. God Bless ya'll love and Prayers I love ya'll Neilee Carroll Neilee Carroll <lilchildofGod@aol.con> Kenova, wv 25530 - Friday, April 22, 2005 8:05 PM CDT I HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING YOU AT THE NEIGHBORHOOD WALMART PHOTO LAB IN HORN LAKE, MS. YOU TOUCHED SO MANY LIVES. Sherral Banks <sbanks@mdoc.state.ms.us> Southaven, MS USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 12:02 AM CDT For all you parents. God Made You For A Reason When I look upon my screen I find a happy reason the joy that comes to me from you is gratitude so very pleasing... What a wonderful creator that made a friend like you, He placed a sweet kind person and gave me lots of comfort too. A world without your kindness would be a sad sad world. But I don't have to worry, there's no need to be, because of you I am very happy, and that's good enough for me. I've found great people everywhere, they come into my life. Just like you, all those others too, have given me delight. So I thank God I met you, I thank him for all seasons. Now I know for sure with all my heart, GOD Created YOU for a reason. LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 18, 2005 0:18 AM CDT The Cord We are connected my child and I, by an invisible cord not seen by the eye. It is not like the cord that connects us til birth this cord can't be seen by any on earth This cord does it's work right from the start it binds us together attached to my heart. I know that it's there though no one can see the invisible cord from my child to me. The strength of this cord is hard to describe. It can't be destroyed, it can't be denied It's stronger than any cord man could create. It withstands the test can hold any weight and though you are gone though your not here with me the cord is still there but no one can see It pulls at my heart, I am bruised....... I am sore But this cord is my lifeline as never before.. I am thankful that God connects us this way a mother and child death can't take it away!!!!!!! LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 2:46 PM CDT Thinking and praying for you always. LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:25 PM CDT hey Hanna. just wanted you to know that this past saturday me and our grandma Peggy came to see you and gave you a angel.. i know that you saw us there..also just wanted to let you know that i love and miss you every much..and cant wait til the day that we can see each other again.. love always , your big sister MCKenzie mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake , ms usa - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 3:13 PM CDT Hey girl, just checking in on you...I so enjoyed your call the other day! You are truely an inspiration to me and so many others! I agree that we have the best hospital ever! I thought of you last weekend when I found out it was Remembrance Day. I'm so glad you went--I had hoped you would go. We still think and talk of our precious Hanna often! Her pictures are still up and will stay up in Micah's room and in her scrapbooks. We love you guys! Count me in for the 5K...I'll walk the whole way! :) Gary, Sarah & Micah (www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah) <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, , MS USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 11:28 PM CDT St. Jude is so amazing Tammy, & so are you. I love to read your updates & think of you often. I will be there to run in December. I ran(very unprepared) in a Cinti. marathon with the only goal being to try & stay in shape for the St. Jude marathon. Take care & hope to see you soon. Kerin Hentz caringbridge.com/ky/louie <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Monday, April 11, 2005 10:20 PM CDT TAMMY I WAS GLAD TO SEE YOU AND DAD. FRIDAY WAS A SPECIAL DAY AND I WAS HAPPY TO SEE SO MANY PARENTS AND SIBLINGS. IT REALLY WAS A SAD MOMENT BUT A GOOD ONE TOO. I HOPE YOU GET THE JOB YOU WANT AND GOD BLESS YOU. HANNA IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART. TAKE CARE AND KEEP IN TOUCH. I AM GOING BACK TO WORK NOW. LOVE YA XOXOXOXOXOXO CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Monday, April 11, 2005 11:04 AM CDT Just want you to know we think about you and sweet Hanna all the time. xxo. Julie W. <g8tor90@aol.com> Longwood, FL - Friday, April 8, 2005 10:36 PM CDT Hang in there Mom. Still praying for your family and your friends. Becky WHittington Bens friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:29 AM CDT Hanna, We miss you so much. You are always on our thoughts and Ivy is always helping me find things for your tree. She loves wearing her Hanna shirt and tells everybody and I mean EVERYBODY (cashiers, teachers, neighbors -- pretty much anybody that will slow down long enough for her to tell them all about her cousin on her shirt) I have learned so much from you and your mama but I wish I could hold you in my arms, paint fingernails and hear you tell me when I ask "Am I pretty?" you say "not yet" as you keep painting. As silly as it sounds I love that memory. Not quite as much as when you learned to say Aunt Pepper, that was priceless but it always brings a smile to my face. I love you. Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS - Thursday, April 7, 2005 9:47 AM CDT We are still keeping you in our daily thoughts and prayers. Tina sent me a photo...one of the Country Cares with Hanna on it. I have it in my car where I see it all day, just beside a picture of my daughter Maddie. I wanted to let you know that we made a donation in hanna's honor to St Jude. It wasn't much, but it was something we truly wanted to do. My daughter just recenly turned 5 years old and knows all about little Hanna. On my birthday last month, there was a St. Jude radio-thon here. That is rare - actually I've never heard one here in Myrtle Beach in the 8 years I've lived here. Maddie and I listened day and night and that evening we made a trip to the mall where the radio-thon was held and Maddie turned in our donation in Miss Hanna's name. You are in many hearts and prayers Tammy.......God bless you! ~~~Kelly and Maddie Kelly <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 7:55 PM CDT LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 5:06 PM CDT Still thinking of you Tammy and your family. Hanna will always hold a very special place in my heart as my first ChemoAngels buddy and now as an angel to me and just mostly for the way she (and you) have impacted my life. I continue to pray for you and now will pray that you are led to whatever "purpose" or direction for your life that you are meant to go in ... God will make the most of your special talents and experiences (I believe He's already done so with your support of the Bowen's and other families during their struggles.) Thank you for continuing to post on her website ... I like to stay "connected" to your family through it. Angel hugs, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, Oh USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:10 PM CDT Dear Tammy and David, My name is Ben Flanery,I have read about your daughter several times on Ben's website. I found out about Ben around August of last year and have been praying for them ever since. I have since become good friends with Tom and Jennifer through sharing my own story: I was diagnosed with a tumor similar to Hanna's(a cerabellar astrocytoma, the benign version) around 12 months old, the doctors told my parents the prognosis was grim, but my parents wouldnt hear it and just kept praying and persevering and after many additional surgeries and infections and other setbacks, I can proudly say that I am a 20 year old college sophomore getting ready to transfer to the University of Kentucky. As I said, I have read about you and Hanna before but I have just recently visited your website. Hanna is a beautiful little girl and I know that Ben and Hanna are having fun playing together in Heaven and I know that they are watching over you everyday. I will include you and David and Hanna in my prayers. The Bowens and I have agreed to meet with each other and share our stories in person, if it is possible, I would love to meet with you and david also. God Bless, Ben Flanery Ben Flanery <ben2003us@yahoo.com> Worthington , Ky - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:18 AM CDT Tammy and David, Thinking of you today and always. God Bless! Hugs, Susan http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Monday, April 4, 2005 10:04 PM CDT Thinking of you! The Ketchesins www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara Sherri Ketchesin <ketch16@yahoo.com> S. Amherst, Oh - Monday, April 4, 2005 3:48 PM CDT Thinking of you guys tonight... Tom and Jennifer. <tom@bens-story.com> - Sunday, April 3, 2005 1:07 AM CST LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, April 1, 2005 11:28 AM CST Tammy, I think about you everyday and I pray for you. I am friends with Kerin Hentz and she thinks so much of you. My heart still hurts when I think of Hanna. Thinking of You, Kim Hellmann Kim Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 8:56 PM CST Today I Thought of You I sat and watched a sunset today The way we once used to do I recalled the tranquility it brought Today I thought of you I watched a little child at play While others played with him too I thought of all the times you played Today I thought of you I watched a mother leave her child And walk away from the school I remembered the times when we did that Today I thought of you I watched a wedding taking place As I sat and observed the bride and groom I know I'll never share this with you But today I thought of you I saw a little girl in a store Buying candy for her brother too I remembered you and your sis Today I thought of you I sat in a church in the back pew The family torn in two They were burying their little boy Today I thought of you I saw a cloud up in the sky The background a beautiful blue I thought of Heaven and where you are Today I thought of you No matter where I'm at As long as my memories come through I'll always think of you daily I'll never stop thinking of you Sharon Bryant Angels Remembered You are never far from my heart and prayers. Much love Judy In Loving Memory Of Jennifer Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 1:52 PM CST Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you. LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 1:25 PM CST We pray your doing better, I cant tell you how sorry I am for you not to have your baby girl with you. God Bless...Jordy and her meme www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 6:23 AM CST just wanted to say Happy Easter, and i miss you so much.. the bench is so pretty, i go and sit on it and eat ice cream and talk to you.. you are always in my heart, i got my own bedroom now, and it is all about sisters forever, pictures of us all in it.. i love you so much little sis! mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:53 PM CST Just wanted to let you konw that I am thinking about you and yours. Life for us has been hard, but we are pushing through. Lots of Love, Kimberly & Angel Emerald <emislema@yahoo.com> - Saturday, March 26, 2005 3:24 PM CST Thinking of you with love and prayers at Easter and always. Just stopping by to wish you all a Happy and Blessed Easter. Love and hugs Judy Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Friday, March 25, 2005 10:15 AM CST Tammy, I work for the fundraising arm of St. Jude and today I looked at something you wrote for Hanna, and I have to say it was the sweetest thing I have ever read, I know that its hard some days but remember she is smiling down on you daily. Thinking of you! http://www.caringbridge.org/in/morgan_fogakoldyke http://www.caringbridge.org/in/morganfogakoldyke Steph - Thursday, March 24, 2005 7:49 PM CST HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk> - Thursday, March 24, 2005 3:53 AM CST HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk> - Thursday, March 24, 2005 3:53 AM CST Tammy, After my last guest book entry, I just couln't get Hanna off my mind. Me and Savannah went to the cemetary to see her bench. Everything is so beautiful. all the Easter stuff, bunnies, etc. I thank God everyday for the gift of eternal life Jesus gave us. The TRUE meaning of Easter. Hope your family is doing well. Know you are all in our prayers everyday. Rhonda <rjhs4@aol.com> MS - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:03 PM CST Thinking and praying for you always. LOVEMy Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 1:29 PM CST Dear Tammy, Just want you to know that you and Hanna have always been in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Phyllis Phyllis Veach <pveach@harrahs.com> Memphis, TN usa - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 12:13 AM CST Tami, Your entry was not depressing. It made my heart happy to hear how busy you have been! I haven't looked at Hanah's sight for a few months and didn't know that Ben had passed. I just have to imagine she was so thrilled to see him! I hope you and your family have a BLESSED EASTER. Kellie Kellie Gough <ksgo@aol.com> Eagle, ID USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:00 AM CST Thinking of you all tonight. Tami <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 7:37 PM CST Tammy, Savannah, Hailey and I went to Nashville this weekend for an "all girls getaway". We went to the Grand Ole Opry. Not knowing who would be there, imagine my surprise when Rebecca Lynn Howard was announced. She didn't sing Rosemary's Grand daughter. But she didn't have to. We Thought of Hanna the rest of the night. The first thing I did when I got home was tell your mom. Praying for your family every night, still. Rhonda Thomas` <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake`, MS - Sunday, March 20, 2005 5:53 PM CST I went by the cemetery this morning after church. It is so beautiful with all the Easter decorations and I love the bench. It was a wonderful time to just be alone with God..... as I talked to Him - I remembered last Easter - I remember seeing sweet Hanna Easter morning and giving her the little basket that I had made for her and for a moment, I was so sad... but then the Lord reminded me that THIS Easter will be SO special - she is there celebrating with our RISEN LORD -How awesome that must be!!!! Tina <4sommers@bellsouth.net> - Sunday, March 20, 2005 11:58 AM CST I went by the cemetery this morning after church. It is so beautiful with all the Easter decorations and I love the bench. It was a wonderful time to just be alone with God..... as I talked to Him - I remembered last Easter - I remember seeing sweet Hanna Easter morning and giving her the little basket that I had made for her and for a moment, I was so sad... but then the Lord reminded me that THIS Easter will be SO special - she is there celebrating with our RISEN LORD -How awesome that must be!!!! Tina <4sommers@bellsouth.net> - Sunday, March 20, 2005 11:58 AM CST Just thought I would stop in and say that I'm thinking of you always. See you on Monday. LOVEMy Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 19, 2005 0:38 AM CST TAMMY YOU HAVE BEEN ON MY MIND. I AM GLAD TO KNOW YOU ARE WORKING, I HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING IT. I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE BENCH I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL. I MISS YOU AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY IN REMEMBERANCE TO SEE A LOT OF PARENTS THAT I HAVE MISSED. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND HAVE A GREAT DAY..... CRSYTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Friday, March 18, 2005 10:01 AM CST Hello Tammy and David, I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about y'all. Come visit. Sherri Sherri Lambert-Newbold <sherrilambert@yahoo.com> Virginia Beach, VA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:33 AM CST LOVEMy Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 4:50 PM CST Hanna's bench is beautiful!! I bet Hanna & Ben are looking down on you talking about the wonderful strength God has given you and the Bowen's. I can not think God enough for my 2 year old Mason! I know you love your daughter more than anything but remember so does GOD! You are a great inspiration to all the parents who have healthy & sick children!! Keep believing............. Brandie <whites923@aol.com> NC but from WV USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 12:40 AM CST Tammy, the bench is beautiful. I know Hanna would love it. I do miss that special little angel. She brought so much joy with her every time she entered the hospital. You are doing a great job. Everything you feel is perfectly normal. Take care and I'll see you soon. Kathy (Dental Clinic at St. Jude) <kathryn.wortham@stjude.org> Brighton, TN - Monday, March 14, 2005 4:52 PM CST The bench is beautiful, just like your daughter. Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:34 PM CST Hanna's bench is beautiful. God Bless you. Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:21 PM CST Hello, I am not sure that I have ever signed your guestbook, though I have been to your website several times since I first saw it last summer on Ben's website. I wanted to tell you how beautiful her bench is. Perfect memorial for your little princess. I am sure you are right, that Hanna is very busy showing Ben all of the wonderful things up in heaven. May you be given strength to get through the harder days but may you have many more days filled with beautiful memories of the time you had with your beautiful daughter. Many hugs and prayers are going out to you... Mel (St. Jude Partner in Hope) <mschultz@i-sect.net> Bristol, CT USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 3:59 AM CST LOVEMy Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:10 AM CST Tammy, The bench is just beautiful... and fulll of love for Hanna. I found Hanna's sight through Big Ben's Story. I appreciate all the support that you have given to the Bowen's and can only imagine what a difficult time you must be going through yourself. You are very giving and unselfish. What a remarkable lady you are. Hanna must have been so happy to see Ben. I can see her dressing Ben up as a princess right now. God bless you. Diane & Ryan Diane & Ryan <dfogle@frontiernet.net> Alturas, CA United States - Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:16 PM CST I found your site through Ben's. I am a strong supporter of St Jude and pray for cures for this awful disease. I Pray tonight for comfort and strenth for Hanna's family GOD BLESS Amanda Pritt <Mommy2Brianna04@aol.com> Charleston, wv - Saturday, March 12, 2005 5:14 PM CST Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, March 11, 2005 3:05 PM CST Hey Tammy, it's been a while since we last talked. I know that you have been very busy helping the Bowens through this horrible time. I know that they cherish your friendship and are thankful for your support. When you want, call me and we will do lunch again. (I promise not to cry!!) I think of you often and pray that God will continue to give you strength each day. Much love, Dawn www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com> Hernando, MS - Thursday, March 10, 2005 10:10 AM CST I was just sitting here tonight thinking about Hanna and about Ben and about the way-too-long list of precious angels who have passed away since I first came to know about CaringBridge a year ago when a sweet little girl from our church was diagnosed with a diffuse pontine glioma and began their journey at St. Jude. My heart is heavy. Please know that your sweet Hanna is still in my heart and your family is still in my prayers. I wear my Big Ben bracelet and it reminds me to pray for a research breakthrough for these horrible brain tumors and other cancers. We've never met, but Tammy, here's a hug. Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:04 PM CST Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:58 PM CST A good friend of ours sent us a card with Hanna's website on it and I was very touched by her story. I will pray for your faimly each day and that there will a cure found so others can be saved too. Kelli Mangrum Dickson, Tn USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:50 PM CST i found your website through big bens. your daugter and ben has touched me in a way you will never imagine. your little girl is one of the prettist kids ive ever seen. she is such a precious angel. you are in my prayers.we all miss hanna and ben.we will never forget them. kandis <pauls_chick2004@yahoo.com> chapmanvillie, wv us - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 10:17 PM CST Stopping in to let you know that I'm Thinking about you today and always. Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 7, 2005 7:43 PM CST Thinking about you always, Tammy! How wonderful it must be for the Bowens to have a friend like you who can help them through this heartbreaking--but yet joyful--time in their lives...Our Lord Reigns! www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah Gary, Sarah & Micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 4:20 PM CST I have thought several times this week of Hanna and all her friends up there playing Candyland and dressing up as princesses. It brings a smile to my face while my heart is breaking. I miss you and love you sweet girl. Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS - Sunday, March 6, 2005 10:35 AM CST Hi. I just wanted to visit and look at Hanna's sweet pictures. She's still special in my heart. I was telling our sons the other night about one of God's miracles being the fact that he puts just the right people together as families. Tammy, you were and will always be the perfect Mommy for Hanna. God's miracles also extend to the people He puts in our lives. I read about the relationship your family has with the Bowen family and I thank God for that. The Bible tells us how we experience things so that we can comfort others with the same grace that God has given to us. I'll continue to pray for your strength and healing. Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Sunday, March 6, 2005 7:43 AM CST Was visiting Ben's site tonight and thinking of him and Eli, and of course, their sweet friend Hanna. Take care, hugs from a KY Mom. Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 9:09 PM CST Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 5, 2005 3:52 AM CST Thinking of you all. You remain forever in my prayers. All our love Trina
God bless you and your family diana prince <chysnan@yahoo.com> ashland, ky usa - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:38 PM CST Just wanted to let you know that I have been sending prayers up throughout the day. I imagine the last several days have been very difficult for all of you. You are a wonderful family. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:39 PM CST Hello My name is Dale Martin. I am a friend of Tom and Jennifer Bowen. Tom and I fought fire together for a few years together. I like so many others cannot even begin to understand all that you all have been through. but I want you to know that yours and Toms children have touch my life in a profound way. I tell my students in the high school where I work that life is more than what we see, its what we leave in the hearts of those around us. Ben and Hannah, I am sure has left more than many will ever know. God Bless and keep you all in his loving arms forever. Dale Martin G. Dale Martin <gdmartin@access.k12.wv.us> Milton, WV USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:01 PM CST Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and your family. We love you and pray for you daily. Kori Turner <kirb77_95@yahoo.com> West Monroe, La - Thursday, March 3, 2005 1:26 PM CST Thinking of you and praying for all.God Bless, Jordy and her Meme www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:49 AM CST Thinking of you always.Sending hugs your way. Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 1:18 AM CST Tammy I'm sure you are right; Hanna probably meet Ben at the pearly gates and said "You won't believe all the wonderful things to do here Ben. Hold my hand and I'll show you". I hope they have princess outfits so Hanna can dress all the kids up (even the boys). What a day that will be when our Jesus we shall see and all our loved ones who have gone ahead of us are there ready to take us on this wonderful tour of heaven. I pray that God's grace will continue to sustain you and I know that Tom and Jennifer are so blessed to have you as their friend. You remain wrapped in His arms, Mary Ann Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 10:49 PM CST I just want to say how sorry I'am for your loss. My friend lost her son Timothy to bone cancer last year at the age of four. They are all in heaven playing with each other smiling down at the ones they love, in peace. Your in my prayers. Amy <naahk47@aol.com> Mansfield, ma - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:42 PM CST I found your site from the BIG BEN page. Hanna now has one of her best friends with her now I can just imagine the fun they are having. You and the Bowen's are in our prayers. I have five children of my own and i can not imagine what it would be like to loose one of them. Shelly and Jamie <jhight34@msn.com> WV - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 10:32 AM CST I just wanted to send Prayers your way. I am the mom of a soon to be 21 year old that was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 18. Early on we were told that his was a highly curable cancer, and for most that is true, but for Adam it is still an ongoing fight. Moms and Dads hearts are breaking everywhere from this invader. At least we know cancer cannot enter Heavens gates. Although we did not know Ben personally, Ben and Adam's stories have been told here in our State of WV and I feel as though I do know the Bowen Family. Through their site, I kept up with your family. As I look at your sweet baby girl, my heart goes out to you as it does for Ben's family. God Bless you and your family, the Bowens and the many others battling for our children. JoeLene <Artgrl03@hotmail.com> Charleston , WV - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 0:06 AM CST Just letting you know that there are so many people who care about your family. I don't know you, but your story has touched my heart - and I just wanted you to know that. Wishing you happy memories to ease your pain... Michele Michele C. <qtmichele2001@yahoo.com> Hurricane, WV USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:35 PM CST I got through to this site from Big Ben Bowens,even though we do not know one another there are things that we can share with other people,and I think all of you that have very sick children and let us become a part of thier life is very generous of you these small kids touch the hearts of people that they do not know but I feel was sent to these pages by God.I know there is nothing we can say that makes the pain easier except to let you know we Love you all and keep you in our prayers. Linda Fisher <COUNTRIGIRL49@AOL.COM> Charleston, WVa USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:14 PM CST Thank you for being there for the Bowens. Regretfully you understand how they feel. I saw many pictures of your sweet Hanna and the boys at Bens memorial. Precious babies taken too soon. Cant help but to think of the fun Ben and Hanna are having. As a mommy of 2 boys the same age of Ben and Eli. By heart is broken for his parents. Thank you again for all you have and are doing for the Bowens they are great people. BeckyWhittington Bens friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:58 PM CST Hey I just wanted to let you know that I know how it feels to lose a loved one from Cancer. My grandpa died from it and it hurt me for the longest time! You are in my thoughts and my prayers and I wanted to let you know that I want to meet Hanna in heaven I love you =) Shelby Pike <Mattybaby12@aol.com> Chesapeake, OH United States - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:11 PM CST I will pray for Hanna. I wish you the best of luck! Brianna <Rockstargurl750@aol.com> Longwood, FL United States - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:27 PM CST It is stories like these that should make every family more grateful for something that so many of us parents will never have to go thru. It really makes a parent think of how precious every hour of every day really is. It is great that there is a place like St. Judes out there to turn to. Bruce <br1224@email.com> Smithfield, wv USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:44 PM CST Thank you for being such a special and dear friend to Tom, Jennifer, Eli and Big Ben. This is such a awful time for them and you have been a comfort to them. I am so sorry for your loss. Hanna and Ben are both in the arms of our Lord and are free from pain and suffering. Billie Wi - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:06 PM CST I found your website through other caring bridge sites on Friday night. I am so very sorry for you loss. Hanna was a gorgeous little girl, whom I know brought love into all of your lives. I have been coming to the site, as well as Ben's, all weekend. I can't get these two angels out of my head. I didn't even know either one, but somehow they have both inspired me. I know they are both in our Lord's arms right now, but I also know how hard it is on the loved ones left behind. I just wanted to let you know that you are incredible parents who have had to endure more than the "average" person, but your suffering has not gone unnoticed. You are still inspiring me!! God bless you and your family. I am praying for you everyday. Tiffany Welch <TLWelch@cox.net> Metairie, LA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:02 PM CST BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:08 PM CST Always thinking about you guys. Julie Wargo <g8tor90@aol.com> Longwood, FL - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:40 PM CST I found your story through Ben Bowens website. I have an 18 mth. old being treated for leukemia at St.Jude. I want you to know that My heart goes out to your entire family. I willkeep you in my prayers. God bless you and your angel in heaven, Brandi Sanders Brandisanders <brandisanders@comcast.net> tupelo, ms - Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:58 PM CST Just wanted you to know that your family continues to be in my prayers. I also wanted to send my admiration to you both for all the support you have been to the Bowen family. I sincerely believe that God brings people in our lives for a reason. Based on Tom's updates, God has placed you in their lives and what a blessing you have been to them. Your daughter may now be an angel in heaven, but don't forget the "angels" you both are to Tom and Jennifer. It's nice to know God uses us to help others in times like these. Prayers for you all as you face each day. God is with you! Lori <lorisw74@aol.com> Barboursville, WV - Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:40 AM CST God bless your family and sweet little Hanna. My friend whose 3 yr old daughter is a cancer "survivor" has been keeping us up to date on Ben's story and I found this link through his site. I'm sure little Ben and Hanna are happy together in Heaven tonight. Your faith, the Bowen's faith, and my friend's faith are so inspiring. I thank God everyday for my blessings and may He bless you always. Valerie Fetsch Edmond, OK USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:07 PM CST Just wanted you to know that your in my prayers.I couldn't imagine life without a loved one.GOD BLESS YOU! mackenzie <kenzie591@aol.com> proctorville, oh - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:21 PM CST I have been keeping up with you and Ben for almost a year now. I just visited Ben's site and I wanted to let you know how very sorry I am. I know that Hannah was right there waiting to welcome him. I know the Bowen's are so glad to have you there for them. Take care. Brandie Ducrest <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:38 PM CST JUST A SHORT LITTLE NOTE TO TELL YOU THAT WE ARE THINKING OF YOU ALL THE TIME. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT WE DONT THINK OF AND MISS OUR PRECIOUS PRINCESS. TAMMY I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND ENVY YOU AND HOW STRONG YOU ARE. YOU ARE SUCH A SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE. AND TO MY SWEET PRINCESS I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY AND HERE THOSE PRECIOUS WORDS"I LOVE YOU" YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF MOMMY AND DADDY, THEY HAVE BEEN HELPING BENS MOM AND DAD AND ELI. REST WELL SWEET PRINCESS. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN , MS USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 6:15 PM CST You all have been in my thoughts lately. Sending prayers and love your way. Angel hugs, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 6:10 PM CST I pray that Hanna is playing with Karley in heaven together. We lost 2 beautiful girls but we'll never loose the memories. Your a wonderful family for helping the Bowens. Karleys grandad mike mike goddard <gooddealdave@hotmail.com> auburn, me - Friday, February 25, 2005 3:44 PM CST Hello, God wanted little Hanna for a reason and we have to accept the fact that she is in a better place. I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I have been through alot to but I can't imagine losing my baby. I have a very rare disease of the brain but I look at things like they could be worse. God will bring you through it just trust him. People will never know what you are going through until they lose their baby just be strong. Natalie Midkiff <Natdawgg05@aol.com> Kenova, WV USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:56 PM CST YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GOOD. I LOVE THE HEADSTONE . IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE THE WORDS YOU PUT ON IT. HANNA IS SUCH A BEAUIFUL LITTLE GIRL AND I WILL NEVER FORGET HER. I MISS POLISHING HER NAILS TOO. GOD BLESS YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A BLESSED DAY. TAKE CARE AND KNOW I AM ALWAYS THINKIGN OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY..... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:26 AM CST You have been blessed with an angel. I will send positive thoughts for you and your family. Alisha Pittsburgh, OH USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:00 PM CST BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 11:23 AM CST Tammy and David, the headstone is beautiful, it leaves me speachless! Jen - Thursday, February 24, 2005 11:10 AM CST Keep your faith in god even in hard times.I will continue to pray for you and your family.I know you have been through alot and i bet hanna is looking down at you with a big grin!For she is in a better place. sincerely, Danielle feb.23,2005 age:11 Danielle <nichole9288@yahoo.com> oh united states - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 5:08 PM CST These beautiful children, Hanna, Ben, all of them, are so strong and so brave. They are teachers. They teach us strength and endurance and faith and love. We are blessed to have had and have them in our lives and in our world. I send many prayers and much love to their families who have suffered and continue to suffer. They are gifts to us all, sweetly blessing us with their example. May we take the lessons we have learned and offer as much support, compassion, and dedication as possible to the alleviation of suffering of all our brothers and sisters. May Hanna be held forever in heaven's unchangeable heart... peace to everyone... DTW VT - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 2:30 PM CST Dear Tammy, I pray for you often, I hope you are doing well God Bless, Jordyn and her meme www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 12:50 AM CST BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 12:49 AM CST I pray for your family and all the families that have children with cancer. Hannah was a beautiful princess. Cheryl Barbour Lexington, Ky - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 12:43 AM CST Hi, I came from Ben's site and wanted to say hello. Hope you and your family are all doing alright. :) ~Joanne’s Corner~ ~Bridge of Dreams ~ Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:31 AM CST What a beautiful little girl! I "met" you through Big Ben's site. My heart goes out to the family and you will be forever in my prayers. Amanda <mandy_renee_2000@yahoo.com> WV - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:51 PM CST What a beautiful little girl, I can't imagine how you feel. I have a 5 year old daughter. Your story was very touching, and my heart goes out to you. You will be in my heart and prayers Sherry,Ron and Alivia Pridemore <Sherryann@arczip.com> Branchland, wv - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:16 PM CST Hope you are all doing well. You have been on my mind today. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:11 PM CST I learned about Hannah from Ben Bowen's website. As a mother of 4, I cannot begin to imagine what your experience has been. I do know that Hannah is happy today with Jesus. I also know that there are many, many people whom you have never met who pray for your family daily and send our love to you. God Bless you. Robin Leonard Milton, WV USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 11:31 AM CST GOD BLESS YOU ALL. TAKE TIME TO REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES.YOU'RE IN OUR PRAYERS. the durst family <sdurst@charter.net> pomeroy, ohio usa - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:26 PM CST BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, February 19, 2005 2:40 AM CST I can not help but cry when I see that beautiful girl. God really did bless you by giving you a child. Reflect on all the wonderful moments you had with her while she was still on this earth. I heard about Hannah while reading Ben's website. He will probably soon be joining Hannah rejoicing in Heaven. I pray for you and your family. With hugs and prayers, Bethany Bethany Fizer Huntington, WV U.S.A. - Friday, February 18, 2005 8:50 PM CST Hannah was a beautiful little princess. This is my first time to look at your site and its wonderful. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. May God Bless you all. Bonnie Hayes <BSH528@yahoo.com> KY USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:32 AM CST Hanna is so beautiful! (She reminds me of my Hannah, age 3. I have seen her picture so many times on Ben's page but have been afraid to come to your site. Something in her eyes drew me to you today. May her memory always be strong in your hearts - this is true love that will last forever! May God bless you abundantly. Jeanette Boggs <HUAI@VERIZON.NET> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:34 AM CST I know its hard to be without your little princess, but I have to say the headstone you chose is beautiful as well as the poem you put on it. I looked up the name Hanna and it means grace and by reading your story Hannas name suited her very well. I am sending you guys lots of hugs and love. I also wanted to say you guys are great people to help the Bowens in this difficult time for them. http://www.caringbridge.org/in/morgan_fogakoldyke http://www.caringbridge.org/in/morganfogakoldyke steph zollman <artiestephaniezollman@yahoo.com> lanesville, indiana usa - Thursday, February 17, 2005 5:45 PM CST my prayers are with you. Amy Petrik <inky@iw.net> Yankton, SD USD - Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:15 PM CST It's very odd that I have feared coming into Hanna's site more often because I fear the saddness I feel when I do (the saddness when any mother/father has to part with their child for a moment in God's time) but today I felt drawn to see how you all were doing and read the updates. I'm glad I did. The poem that you found for Her stone is beautiful. You have chosen so wonderfully the perfect words keeping her alive to those that visit her resting place, and for those passing by providing them understanding of what she was to you and so many others while also acknowledging St. Jude. Your journey is still very much a part of my thoughts and prayers. What a gift your are to the Bowen's. God is amazing. Tami <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 1:44 PM CST Thank you for sharing your daughter with me. What a sweet angel she was and still is. What a friend you have been to the Bowen family. I'm sure they thank God for you every day.Hanna's marker is beautiful. I pray that God gives you peace and comfort in your days ahead. Hanna will always be remembered by many. What an adorable child!!!!! May God Bless You!!! Sandra Burdette <mamiesan@msn.com> Charleston, WV USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:49 AM CST I'm really sorry about your lost. I'm so glad that you got to make the rest the time you had with her full of happy menories. When I frist got on this webpage and heared the song and was reading what happen to her, I was about to cry. I bet that she watching over you right now. Morgan Baber (age: 12) <Daddyjoe@msn.com> South Charlaston, WV United State - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 9:00 PM CST Just checking on you. We think of you and pray for you often. Kristen - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 8:00 AM CST We are praying for you. Jon & Kristi <kshaffer2044@adelphia.net> Morgantown, WV USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 5:29 PM CST BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 3:36 PM CST Tammy, Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for your family. Hanna is such a princess, and it makes me smile to think of her. Also wanted to life you up while you are loving on the Bowen's...such friendship. In my thoughts, Beth Stewart Beth Stewart, Southern Illinois School of Medicine <estewart@siumed.edu> Springfield, IL USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:18 PM CST My heart aches for you.Im so sorry for your loss.What a beautiful little girl.Now pain free in heaven.Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayers always. BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 1:37 PM CST My heart aches for your loss. Her pictures are beautiful and you can see the beauty through her eyes. She is comfortable now in the arms of our Father and will soon see her family again to spend eternity. God Bless Hanna's family, my Prayers are with you. Hannah <hwellman@huddlestonbolen.com> Huntington, WV United States - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:00 AM CST A simple Thank You for giving so much of yourselves. God Bless. Mike and Melissa Steele, Matthew, Christopher and Jordan <msteele201@adelphia.net> Ashland, KY USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 11:39 PM CST We are sooo sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Steve and Tammy Culver <ms_sassy38685@yahoo.com> Waterford, MS USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 11:09 PM CST Tammy- I "met" you through the Bowens... I want you to know that they aren't the only incredibly people in this world. I have read of how you give yourself so freely. You are so quick to go to them in their time of need even when you are hurting so terribly inside. I believe you were with them the day after you bade farewell to your precious Hanna. You are such a beautiful, loving person. Thank you for being so very kind. It's not often in our world that we run into people so giving as you. Amanda Roy <manda@siliconjunkie.net> Houston, TX USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:30 PM CST MAy God Bless you, I know Hanna is in heaven with my little granson Jacob,who would have been 7 this year they are looking down on us with the blessings of God ,as he needed more angels. God bless all of you. Irene Irene <wwwhiting5@aol.com> Jackson, Ohio usa - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:26 PM CST My name is Jessica & I go to school with Jason. Im so sorry for ya'lls loss. Hanna was so beautiful.I could never imagine losing my little sister & i know it must be really hard. Just remember to keep God #1 & he'll help ya'll get through this okay! I bought a bear and a wristband to help get her story out!! Lots of Love Jessica Culver <jeca_2009@yahoo.com> Waterford, Ms USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 1:01 PM CST I am so sorry for your loss of your beutiful angel.she is looking down from heaven thanking you for being by her side through it all.one day you will be reunited my prayers are with you both AMY DUNCAN HUNTINGTON, WV. U.S.A - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:58 AM CST I can only smile through my tears looking at the beautiful angel that was in your arms for only a little while but in everyone's hearts forever. God bless you and yours throughout all your days. Thank your for sharing your angel's story with me. Patty Evans <patty.evans@pepsi.com> Logan, WV Logan - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:30 AM CST I know the "1st" holidays are hard for you. I hope you smile today, knowing that people are thinking of you and praying for your continued healing. Happy Valentine's day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> MS - Monday, February 14, 2005 6:35 AM CST Can't help but cry when reading your website. I can't believe it's been so long since she passed away. It seems like it's only been a few weeks. I just can't imagine, nor do I want to ever know, what it feels like to loose your precious baby. Your faith is amazing. Keep being so strong. Heavenly Father will keep His promise and you will get your precious angel back in your arms again one day. Her grave is beautiful. Can't help but cry when looking at it. Please know you're in our prayers. God bless, Teresa www.caringbridge.com/or/emmarose <teresabelle@gmail.com> Aloha, OR USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 0:08 AM CST Children are such a precious gift. I can not imagine the pain of losing a child. You are in my prayers. May God be with you. Anita <stealinsugars@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Sunday, February 13, 2005 3:01 AM CST I'm very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. I can't begin to imagine what you've been through. I do know however that Hanna will live on in each of us whose life she has touched. I didn't know her personaly but she definatly has a piece of my heart. Thank you for sharing her story and you and your family will be in my prayers always. Megan Huffman <megpie43@verizon.net> Huntington, WV USA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 11:08 AM CST Clicked on your link while visiting Ben's website. So terriby sorry for your loss, and pray for strength for you and your family. I'm in the middle of trying to sign a card to my folks in honor of my late brother's birthday, my baby brother died at the age of 20 months old, that was 30 years ago, and they have remarkable faith in God and in each other other. I pray that you and your family will find that same strength. Hanna is a beautiful angel. Lorilei Christner <lchristner@southslope.net> Cedar Rapids, IA 52404 - Friday, February 11, 2005 9:40 PM CST I am praying for your family. God bless Felicia Thomas <feliciat@verizon.net> Cross Lanes, WV USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 8:19 PM CST Hey Tammy and David, I know that you are with the Bowen family and I thank God that He has placed you together. I was looking though some pictures just now and found the picture of Tammy and Hannah that I hade taken when our youth group was at St. Judes in July 2003. I am thankful that I was able to met you and your precious Hannah. I pray that God will continue to strenghten you for the journey ahead. Sharon Sharon <sspencermom@hotmail.com> Trinity, NC USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 7:47 PM CST Praying that God gives ypu strength and comfort during this difficult time. I can't imagine life without my daughter. You have been such a blessing to the Bowens. I continue to pray for you as well as them. May God bless you. Kathryn Hernando, MS United States - Friday, February 11, 2005 3:36 PM CST I was thinking of you and Hanna yesterday, as I do often, but it hit me that it was the six month mark. You are an amazing person to be lending such strength to the Bowen's in the face of your own personal pain. Hanna will live forever in the hearts of those her loved her, and her parents are doing all they can to make sure this terrible disease is one day destroyed. Thank you for all you do. Cindy St. Albans, WV - Friday, February 11, 2005 12:49 AM CST Tammy, I know those anniversaries are so hard. I can't even imagine. It is so wonderful you can be there for the Bowen's though this. What a wonderful gift to give them; friendship and time. You are a truly wonderful person. Hugs, Susan FOA/RA Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Friday, February 11, 2005 12:23 AM CST What a blessing you are to the Bowens at this time. Having someone there who has been down this road is irreplaceable to them, I'm sure. God has made you so strong and loving through all this to be of such help to the Bowens. I'm sure God and Hanna are so proud of you. We all continue to support St. Jude's in hopes that other parents someday won't have to experience what you have had to deal with. You are a great inspiration. Drema Roberts <dremaroberts@yahoo.com> Buffalo, WV - Thursday, February 10, 2005 6:32 PM CST I am so amazed at you for being right there for Tom and Jennifer, Ben and Eli. I know it is a very hard thing for you to do, but what a true friend God has sent to them at this time in their life. I feel you are following His Word to be there for them. Please remember we are praying for you and your family too, right along with Ben and his family. We are on the website several times a day. Emma, Pan, Jeanette <huai@verizon.net> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 3:14 PM CST Our prayers remain with you, we keep the picture of Hanna next to our angels in our room. Our thoughts of both of them playing in heaven is comforting. It is amazing the help you provide to others during such difficult times. We have pledged a donation each month in Hanna's memory at St. Jude. God Bless. Jeffrey and Susan Ott/ Stephaniesangelfoundation <SLOJSW@AOL.COM> Pineville , WV USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 1:52 PM CST TAMMY IT WAS GOOD TO READ YOUR WEBSITE AGAIN. HANG IN THERE I KNOW IT IS HARD AND YOU MISS HANNA(I DO TOO) BUT YOU WILL MAKE IT KNOWING SHE IS NOT IN ANYMORE PAIN OR SUFFERING. YOU ARE A GREAT MOM AND ALWAYS WILL BEAND HANNA IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU EVERYDAY SAYING MOM I AM OKAY NOW. I REALLY WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND FOR BEING THERE FOR THE BOWENS AND THAY THINK HIGHLY OF YOU. I AM PRAYING FOR THEM EVERYDAY AND THEY ARE IN MY THOUGHTS. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY. I MISS YOU AND HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON...... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Thursday, February 10, 2005 1:50 PM CST Thinking of Hanna and praying for you, Tom, Jennifer, Eli and Ben. Tina <tina.sommer@regions.com> - Thursday, February 10, 2005 1:22 PM CST I'm very sad to hear about Hannah but pray that you find comfort in all the wonderful memories you have of her. I found Hannah's website through Ben's website. I've found myself searching the web for children that are going through this because my own niece who turns 3 months on Sunday just had a brain tumor removed 4 weeks ago and will be starting chemo in a 2-3weeks. I'm trying to find strength in all this. I pray for all these children and it is so overwhelming to see them go through this but also for the families. I see the support we are getting and I pray that all the other families going through the same thing get just as much support...and I'm sure they do. If you wish to see Sydni's website it is http://www.sydnitaylor.com all my prayers...paula Paula Pecevich <paula-p@comcast.net> Braintree, MA usa - Thursday, February 10, 2005 12:43 AM CST Just came to your page through little Ben's. What a beautiful little girl! I'm so sorry for all the anguish you've suffered through. Her grave marker is beautiful - perfect I'm sure. God Bless You! Lisa <lgray@usa.com> Oswego, NY USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 11:36 AM CST I read about Hannah through Big Ben's web site. I pray the the Lord blesses you beyond what you could ever imagine. I know the Bowmen's appreciate you at this time and that you truely are special to them. God Bless. Angie Rakes <rakes@myfam.com> Cool Ridge, WV USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 10:51 AM CST Peek a boo! That is how I will forever remember you, Hannah. I had the best time playing with you in the Pavilion. Know that you and your family will forever be in my thoughts and prayers. Tammy, it was great seeing you at the radiothon last week. Keep up the great work that you're doing with the "little monsters". I look forward to seeing you again! Chuck Donlin Bartlett, TN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 10:29 AM CST I'm so sorry for your loss of Hannah... the stone is beautiful - like a warm, pink blanket! I came to Hannah's page via many other Caringbridge pages... it is so sad that children are suffering so much.. I pray for a cure to all diseases! Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net> Bensalem, PA USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 7:19 AM CST Sweet Hanna. As you know already. Your Mommy and Daddy are the greatest. They are taking such good care of your boyfriends Tom, Eli and Ben Bowen of course Jennifer too. Loving all over Ben and Eli. They sure miss you princess. You'd be so proud. I still pray for you. Watch over the Bowens, they really need someone on there side. Miss your sun shine smile. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 10:39 PM CST Thinking of you. What a precious little angel you have. Megan - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 10:03 PM CST You've been on my mind all day. Hope you are doing okay. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 6:26 PM CST Hello! I never knew Hanna or her mommy until after Hanna went to be with Jesus but I am so glad I met Tammy. We were both flying on the same flight from Cincinnati to Huntington. She was going to see Ben Bowen and I live in Huntington and have known about Ben for a long time. I just wanted to say I am very touched by Hanna's story and admire her family very much. She was the cutest little girl in the world and I can't wait to meet her when I get to heaven!!! God Bless you Tammy and thanks for the company on the plane :-) Alicia Smith <smith700@marshall.edu> Huntington, WV Wayne - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 5:31 PM CST Hey i just read Hanna's story. I am a student of Mr. David Pinnow i am in the 11th grade i bought one of the rist bands that they are selling to support other children who need support. My thoughts and Prayers go out to ya'll. She will always be in your heart. Brenya Baker <Folly07@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 5:06 PM CST Hey Hanna!!! I just wanted to let you know that you were a strong girl and Im very proud of you!!! I cant wait untill your mommy and everyone else (including me) can be in heaven with you one day!!! I love you and I am very proud of you!!! Megan Sites (friend of Joy Manschien) <chsmegz07@aol.com> Chesapeake, Ohio USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 4:06 PM CST I just read a story about Big Ben of the Bowen family and Eli's best friend Hanna. My wife's friend has a son currently at St. Jude's and we continually support this organization through donations and any other methods possible due to great people like Big Ben and Hanna. GOD BLESS you and your family. Ron Elgin <ronelgin@comcast.net> Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 12:10 AM CST We are deeply sadden to hear about little Hannah. This is Mrs. Paine's class from Putnam Career and Technical Center. We have been following the Big Ben story when we heard about your little girl and we wanted to say that we are so very sorry for your loss. We will pray for you. Angel Kelly <jpaine@access.k12.wv.us> - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 12:05 AM CST Thinking of you, God Bless, Jordyn and meme www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 11:28 AM CST Just wanted to let you all know that I am thinking of you still, I can't believe tomorrow will be 6 months. It still doesn't seem real. May God continue to hold your hearts in His hands. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 5:38 PM CST I want to express sympathy during this time and sorrow in the loss of Hannah. I know she is sitting in the arms of Jesus resting and enjoying Heaven and saying, "don't worry mom and dad, I am fine and will be here waiting for you." May God Bless you during this time... Lori Angotti <lbangotti@aol.com> Clairton, Pa USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 4:00 PM CST Im so sorry about Hanna, She was so beautiful, My heart goes out to her family and friends, I just herd her story along with the Bowen Family story about Ben. Ill continue to pray hard for him, what a beautiful child! I dont want to take up your time I just wanted to say: hang in their because Hanna is still the princess she always was and thats what she would want you to do. Love & Respect Katie Katie Cobb <katiebug_609@hotmail.com> St. Albans, WV USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 2:19 PM CST her stone is so pretty, you did a wonderful job, She is and will always be an angel.God Bless You and yours. www3.caringbridge.org./mo/memerobin Jordyns grandma - Monday, February 7, 2005 11:40 AM CST I just wanted to let you know that Morgan and I went to the cemetary yesterday after church. Hanna's headstone is just beautiful. There is not a single day that goes by that we do not think of her. Your faith, strength, devotion and friendship never ceases to amaze me. Love you, Tina Tina Sommer <tsommer@regions.com> Southaven, MS - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:59 AM CST I just wanted to say I'm so sorry about your lilttle Princess. she was so cute and adorable and she's is an Angel now lookin out for her mommy and daddy. just stay close with God and you will see her again somedays. PS her headstone is beautiful and I love the saying on it. you'll are in my,heart,thoughts and Prayer love and God Bless Neilee <LiLchikdofGod@aol.com> Kenova, wv 25530 - Sunday, February 6, 2005 9:09 PM CST I saw Hanna on Ben's website and thought "what a precious little girl!" So I clicked over to her website. Thank you for being supportive of the Bowen family. Hanna and Ben have brought these two wonderful families together. Bonnie Huntington, WV - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:57 PM CST i know ben bowen he go's to my church. evry time i look at hanna it makes me cry. i feel soo bad for you and your family. so goodbye for know intill we met again in heaven. sind haley mills. haley mills <deannafritsch@msn.com> South Point, Oh USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:20 AM CST We heard about your little Hanna on Bens website. Stay close with God and things will be a little easier. Always in our prayers. God Bless you all. Megan Thorne and Misty Vaughan megan thorne and misty vaughan <megothorne@yahoo.com> ivydale, wv usa - Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:49 PM CST Tammy, I am listening to the Kix 106 Make A Wish for St. Jude and I keep hearing all these people calling in to make a donation in memory of Hanna. Your little girl has touched the lives of so many. I pray daily that God gives you and your family strength and comfort. Love and Prayers, Jennifer Jennifer <mkw100280@hotmail.com> Hernando, MS United States - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:43 AM CST Dear Tammy & David, Hanna's headstone is beautiful. She is truly a Princess. I loved the words you used "She lived life to the fullest". I know there are many lessons to learn from the hearts of children. I thank God that he gave Hanna to you if only for a short time; I know she touched your life beyond words. You remain in my prayers and wrapped in His arms, Mary Ann Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:12 AM CST Wow.... What else can we say? We still think about you guys every single day! Micah still has all the pictures of her and Hanna up in her room and we remember the fun times the girls had together often! Tammy, you are incredible! We are here for you and can't wait to go visit Hanna and her beautiful new headstone! Sarah & Micah (Rucker) Barker www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 8:56 AM CST The headstone is absolutely beautiful. The kids are already talking about when the bench gets here that they want to go have lunch with Hanna. They love it when we take turns telling our memories of her. We love y'all. Pepper Glenn <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 9:18 AM CST hey baby sister, i just found out about your headstone, so when i get out of school tomorrow im going to see it .. i cant wait to see how pretty it is.. i love you so much and wish that i could still have you around to play with. i miss you so much, but i know you are waiting to see me again.. i love you baby sister mckenzie gibson <nejesse69@netscape.com> horn lake, ms usa - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:57 PM CST Tammy, The headstone is beautiful.. You are a very strong lady and I pray for you daily. GOD is blessing you for all the support that you are showing to Ben's family. He is giving you strength to be the shoulder and rock that they need during this time. May God Bless you and them. Krissy Crites Katelyn's webpage Krissy Crites <gertc96@yahoo.com> Paris, TX USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 0:57 AM CST Tammy, you are so gifted with words and with clear expression. The marker is absolutely perfect! Thank you for sharing it. I would like to share it with another family who is creating a marker for their child. Hanna's smile continues to be a bright part of our family's days. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:14 PM CST Thank you for sharing Hanna with us all. I strive for your peace & faith each day. Always in our families prayers. Kerin Hentz Kerin Hentz caringbridge.com/ky/louie <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Monday, January 31, 2005 3:41 PM CST What a beautiful marker! It is such a fitting tribute to Hanna's spirit and life. Monica F <filyaw@bellsouth.net> Florence, SC - Monday, January 31, 2005 3:08 PM CST I read about you on Bens site. I just wanted you to know that our prayers are with you. Hal, Kristi and Logen Ord <hklord@charter.net> Fort Campbell , Ky - Monday, January 31, 2005 3:06 PM CST TAMMY YOU ARE AN INCREDIBLE PERSOMN TO DO THE THINGS YOU DO. YOU HAVE BEEN MARVELOUS BEING THERE FOR THE BOWENS AND I KNOW THEY LOVE YOU FOR THAT AND ALSO YOUR HUSBAND WAS THERE TOO.. I LOVE ALL THE POEMS THAT YOU HAVE ON HANNA TOMBSTONE. YOU ARE SUCH A BLESSED PERSON. I MISS YOU AND I HOPE YOU DOING WELL. HOPING TO SEE YOU SOON WHENEVR YOU COME BACK TO ST JUDE. GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DAY.... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Monday, January 31, 2005 11:15 AM CST Beautiful. Anyone that sees her marker will be touched. I have to tell you what an incredible friend you have been to the Bowens. I was talking with one of Jennifer's close friends and she commented on how glad she was for you to be here with them.As much as we try to imagine what they are going through, we can't. But you can. What a strong and amazing person you are. To help friends, when everything is still so fresh for you. God Bless you. Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:22 AM CST A beautiful stone of a beautiful child. It does her justice. Thank you for sharing her with us. Thank you for taking such good care of the Bowens. God Bless you. BeckyWhittington-Bens Friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:22 AM CST The grave marker is absolutely beautiful. What a perfect way to honor and remember your daughter. Now all who sees it will know how precious she was. Tonia Ernst - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:40 AM CST Hi Tammi, I think of you and Hanna so often. I made a Dora blanket for the daughter of a good friend after I sent the one to Hanna. I was over sitting with her the other day...her name is Hallie she's four. She loves her blanket and it just made me think of Hanna...You sounded good in your last journal entry. I was happy to "hear" that! Take care, Kellie Kellie Gough <ksgo@aol.com> Eagle, ID USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 11:18 PM CST After reading your latest journal entry, Savannah and I went to the cemetary. The stone you chose is Perfect. Of course I cried again, and Savannah hugged me and assured me everything is okay, reminding me once again that Hanna is in a much better place than all of us. If only adults could keep that perspective as we age. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Sunday, January 30, 2005 8:14 PM CST Hanna's marker is truly beatiful just as she is, thank you for sharing her with us. Teri <teri22677@hotmail.com> - Sunday, January 30, 2005 8:01 PM CST Your daughter was absolutely beautiful, only 4 days older than my son. I am so sorry for your loss, but I am so happy for the life she lived, shared with the ones she loved. The headstone is just beautiful. Hugs and Prayers for your family from ours. Stacy (Friends of Allie), Mallory 12, Anthony 9, Brayden 4, and Savannah 20 months <sbmrrm@yahoo.com> NC - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:19 PM CST You have one beautiful angel looking over you! Thisis the first time I have been to your site, and I just want to say I am sorry for your loss. The headstone is magnificent! My love and prayers go out to your family! http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/michelelynn/ Becka *Friends of Allie* <rlmarsch@nycap.rr.com> Delmar, NY USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:05 PM CST Beautiful little Hanna's headstone and saying are perfect. Please know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Angela- -HEATHER GRACE - Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:56 PM CST The headstone is beautiful and perfect for such a princess! It's so sad that you have to be posting pictures of headstones instead of having Hanna with you but that is a glorious tribute to her. Tammy, you are so wonderful in the way you are giving yourself to the Bowen's. I'm sure you are making this horribly difficult time easier. What an awesome woman you are! Hugs, Susan ~Friends of Allie~ Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> zimmerman, MN - Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:49 PM CST Thinking of Hanna. I looked at the picture of her headstone & marker. It looks really nice. You chose the perfect words for it to say. I pray that you & David find the joy you so deserve. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Saturday, January 29, 2005 11:27 PM CST As always, we appreciate our friendship. We love you guys. Tom, Jennifer, Eli and Ben Bowen www.bens-story.com <tom@bens-story.com> - Saturday, January 29, 2005 9:31 PM CST As sadness and grief still surround you, Know that He also surrounds you, holding you in His arms, bringing to your mind happy memories of the time you had with Hanna. I know that you already know all of this. Hanna's life changed your life, so that you may help change other lives. Helping the Bowen's is just one of many things. I still think about and pray for all of you daily. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Saturday, January 29, 2005 8:22 PM CST I too have been reading Ben Bowen's website, and I was so moved by the way you have supported his family. It really touched my heart to read their entries in the days surrounding Hanna's death and how in spite of all you were going through, you were still there for them when they needed you. And I read that you continue to be with them now. Your actions on earth will surely be rewarded in Heaven. Tammy, I hope that you will find something that brings you joy very soon. I cannot even begin to imagine what you have been through. You will be in my prayers. Danielle Brown <dannibrown@juno.com> Mobile, AL USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 4:56 PM CST Tammy and David, I just wanted to let you know that I think of you often and continue to pray for you. Diane McCallum <buddyanddiane2gc@yahoo.com> Nesbit, MS USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 3:11 PM CST Tammy, May God continue to Bless you and Keep you in the coming days. Whether you feel it or not, you truely are working as the hands of God. To be there with the Bowens as they have been with you before is not by chance. Your lives have been sealed together forever. The trust I place in our Lord Jesus Christ tells me your Hanna will definately be there to welcome Big Ben when the time comes. Please continue to confort oneanother in this very difficult time. God Bless you and David Chris Lyons <chlyons@bsamail.org> Huntington, WV US - Friday, January 28, 2005 3:25 PM CST You are an inspiration to everyone who reads Hanna's & Big Ben's story. I am sure that Hanna is watching over everyone and waiting to take Big Ben's hand and show him around. It is amazing how God works through us. I will keep you in my prayers. Lori Laws <tlaws@austin.rr.com> Round Rock, TX 78681 - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:59 AM CST I am so sorry for your loss. I have 2 children ages 4 and 1 and can't bear the thought. Your daughter was beautiful! I'm sure she was even more beautiful inside. Please take confort in knowing that she is in such a wonderful beautiful place!!! One day you will see her again...what a reunion! I'll say a prayer for you. Shelly Adkins <sadkins1974@yahoo.com> Branchland, WV Lincoln - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:39 AM CST I visited Ben's page and read about how much your family means to the Bowen's. I admire your strength in helping support their family during this difficult time. Your daughter was so beautiful and I know she is in heaven smiling down upon you. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Stephanie Williams <williams79@marshall.edu> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:48 AM CST Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <rurka70@hotmail.com> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, January 27, 2005 10:32 PM CST May God continue to comfort you as you comfort others. What a precious, beautiful daughter Hanna is. I cannot imagine the heartache of having to give her up (temporarily); she is a reminder to all that children are a gift of the Lord, but we don't know for how long on this earth we will be blessed with them. Every moment is precious. May God fill your heart with encouragement, comfort, and peace. In His love, Susan <susanbreeding@hotmail.com> Plano, TX - Thursday, January 27, 2005 10:15 PM CST You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless. Sammie Culpepper <SamC64@att.net> Tupelo, MS USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 10:12 AM CST David and Tammy, I am so glad that you guys are able to be with the Bowens during this time, but I am sure that it must be extremely hard watching another child as he struggles with a brain tumor. I am sure that your presence speaks volumes into their lives... what an amazing ministry (but I am sorry that you can relate). The new picture of Hanna on the site is so cute! I know you miss your beautiful girl and it gets harder each day. You guys are in my prayers along with the Bowens! Mindy Rogers <minrogers@yfc.net> Aurora, CO - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 2:07 PM CST I just visited Ben's page and read how you have been helping their beautiful family. The strength you show is remarkable. Hanna is looking down and saying "That's MY Mommy"! God bless you and all of the families suffering from cancer. I pray everyday for a cure. Stay strong. Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com> Roswell , ga USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:14 AM CST Health and happiness to you and your family from my family in the UK, and blessings to your beautiful daughter Hannah. Richard Northampton, UK - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 5:29 AM CST Hi, I just wanted to let you know how much I admire your strength and courage. To be able to reach out to others while still grieving the loss of your beautiful Hanna is truely by the grace of GOD!! GOD bless your family! Remembering you in prayer. Teresa Beter <soluky1990@adelphia.net> Huntington, wv 25705 - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 8:47 PM CST Hello! Wow, what a wonderful Christian example you lead by acting out your love and friendship by helping others who you really can help through your own understandings and experiences. You're beautiful just like your lovely daughter, Hannah! I'm sure she's proud of you too. God bless and take care of you always. His peace be with you forever and always as you help others through very, very difficult times! Love and prayers, Beverly Beverly <rodandbev@ma.rr.com> Fairmont, WV USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 7:32 PM CST Hope you made it home okay, I know Hanna is so proud her mommy is loving on the Bowen's. My prayers are with all of you daily. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 4:53 PM CST hi, a teacher at my school, also my moms friend is friends with ben bowen's mom, your story is very touching, and it makes you act and feel nicer to other people around you, when you think of how our lives are, its not a dress rehersal. Allie O. <chcheckitout88@netscape.net> - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 4:32 PM CST Hi, Tammy. I don't know your family except through your site, but I am touched by your strength and faith, and your ability to care for others (especially the Bowens) while you are still grieving for Hanna. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you. Wendy Foster <fdfoster@comcast.net> Brentwood, TN - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 4:10 PM CST To the sweet little Angel Hanna's family, my heart and prayers go out to you. The courage and strength you have to reach out to others, who are living out the heartbreaking experiences you've endured, is overwhelming to me. God bless you all. My prayers are with you and the Bowens at this time. Love, Kelly, Corey, Craig, and Cameron Smoot <kaksmoot@yahoo.com> Chesapeake, OH united states - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 0:25 AM CST i am student at marshall university in huntington, wv and the story of your daughter hannah has deeply touched me. i am praying for you and your family in this difficult time. it amazes me how God uses everyone (even the young) for His glory. what a mighty God we serve! abby bullard wintersville, ohio - Monday, January 24, 2005 7:33 PM CST I just wanted to stop in and say what truly wonderful people you guys are. You are an inspiration to the world and especially to the Bowen family in this hard time. You guys are great. I know you lost your little Hanna but know that she is in Gods Garden playing on his wonderful playground. http://www.caringbridge.org/in/morgan_fogakoldyke http://www.caringbridge.org/in/morganfogakoldyke stephanie lanesville, ind usa - Monday, January 24, 2005 12:37 AM CST I know you're helping the Bowens with Big Ben. Just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless. Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net> Mt Sterling, KY - Monday, January 24, 2005 12:27 AM CST Tammy, I think about you everyday and visit this sight regularly. I know this has been so hard for you, I can't even imagine. Your strength is amazing. Dana Barlow <d_barlow2@yahoo.com> Marion, AR USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 7:39 AM CST Hey Tammy, just checking in on you this evening. I saw your car at St. Jude last week but never ran across you inside. We have been working on some more ideas, and are currently doing a gift basket fundraiser. We are meeting each week for coffee/lunch to go over ways we can bring more awareness to research here. Please email me or call me if you would like to join us. You remain in our prayers. Jodi www.caringbridge.org/ms/abigail Jodi Shaw <itsashawworld@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 10:07 PM CST Hi Princess Hanna, you're a beautiful little girl who I know brought everyone who knew you much joy, and I know you will never be forgotten. I've enjoyed reading your website, and still check in on your mommy and daddy all the time. Allie Santa Barbara, CA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 12:22 AM CST Thank you so very, very much for helping the Bowens. I so wish you didn't know what they are going through, but I am so thankful that you are so caring and loving. This has to be just as hard on you as it is for them and yet you do not shy away. Thank you for doing what do many of us are not equipped to do. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> wv - Sunday, January 23, 2005 10:52 AM CST What a beautiful girl your Hanna. I hope for peace for you and your family. Lisa Paredes <loumicsmom@comcast.net> Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 9:54 AM CST Dear Tammy, what a wonderful thing you are doing by supporting the Bowens at this time. What a terrific friend and Godsend you and David are to all the Bowens. Thank you for being so kind, I know this is so difficult for you as well. Cindy <cidole2@aol.com> - Sunday, January 23, 2005 4:19 AM CST I have visited your sight many times, but don't think I have ever signed the guestbook. I pray to God that as time goes by life gets a little easier without your beautiful daughter here on Earth. She is with you daily, watching over you. You are doing something important here on Earth and that is helping the Bowens. I pray for you all everyday. Give Ben a big hug for me will ya? Lori Johnson <babyj305@hotmail.com> Shelley, Id USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 10:25 PM CST Tammy, I just visited Hanna's story for the first time. I have a very heavy heart as I read about her life that was cut far too short. She is such a beautiful little girl and I'm sure that you feel very blessed for the time she was loaned to you. God must have a tremendous amount of confidence in you to have made you Hanna's mom. She was very lucky to have you as I can tell you love her very much. I will go hug my little 9 month old daughter and her 2 brothers a little tighter tonight. I have been following Ben's Story as I am a native of Huntington, WV. I can tell that you are providing so much strength and encouragement to Tom and Jennifer. You are so good to be there for them after just going through this yourself. My prayers are with you as you search each day for the strength to move on. May your memories of beautiful Princess Hanna always be bright and vivid. Kelly Waugh <krwaugh@juno.com> Athens, OH USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 10:07 PM CST Tammy, I just visited Hanna's story for the first time. I have a very heavy heart as I read about her life that was cut far too short. She is such a beautiful little girl and I'm sure that you feel very blessed for the time she wads loaned to you. God must have a tremendous amount of confidence in you to have made you Hanna's mom. She was very lucky to have you as I can tell you love her very much. I will go hug my little 9 month old daughter and her 2 brothers a little tighter tonight. I have been following Ben's Story as I am a native of Huntington, WV. I can tell that you are providing so much strength and encouragement to Tom and Jennifer. You are so good to be there for them after just going through this yourself. My prayers are with you as you search each day for the strength to move on. May your memories of beautiful Princess Hanna always be bright and vivid. Kelly Waugh <krwaugh@juno.com> Athens, OH USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 10:06 PM CST Hi Tammy. I have visited Hanna sight before, but I don't think I ever left a message. I read a little of your journals and enjoyed seeing the pictures of precious Hanna. I also know that there are really no words I could find to say to tell you how sorry I am that you are here without Hanna and for all you've been through. All I can say is that Hanna is being remembered here in KY today and we are sending you lots of hugs and hope. I'm also the mother of an angel, and like I always say, three years later it still feels like it was yesterday. Time really hasn't healed but the power of my love for my son and from the people who've cared for us, have kept us going. It's still a battle everyday to go on and do "normal" things, but I have to believe as you so appropriately say "It's all apart of me, and that's who I am" I've always loved that song and it's so true! Courage,love, hope The Miller family Carol Miller <dmill3@insightbb.com> Bowling Green, ky - Saturday, January 22, 2005 4:07 PM CST Hanna was a beautiful little girl...I cannot imagine your pain. I hope the days fill you with peace knowing how much Hanna was and still is loved by her family. Liz - Saturday, January 22, 2005 7:13 AM CST Thank you for taking such good care of the Bowens. Your an angel. BeckyWhittington Friend of Bens <BEckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Friday, January 21, 2005 8:32 PM CST Thank you for everything that you are doing to help Ben & his family. Although we've never met, you must be one super special Mom to help them when your loss is so new. Enjoy the snow during your time in the north. Dee <titanfan@warpnet.net> Lacon, IL - Friday, January 21, 2005 7:34 PM CST Dear Parents of Hanna, I saw your webpage on Bens webpage. I heard about Hanna. I am sorry for your loss. And I know sometimes that no words can ever help your pain, but I would like to say. Hanna is now healed and will no longer have pain. God truly picks the best for heaven, and with such a beautiful little girl, I bet she looks great wearing her little angel wings. There are so many things that we will never understand about God and his plan for all of us. But I am guessing it will be like a suspense movie, keeps you guessing until the end and everything falls into place. You will see her again, and then she will be showing you the beautiful world of heaven, Like you showed her the world when she was here. Her time was brief. But I truly believe God felt he needed her with him. I am glad your keeping close contact with the Bowen Family. See I work for ALSAC. The fundraising arm of St.Jude. And Hanna means that were not done, we still have to do our best to find the best ways to beat this ugly disease. Hanna may have went on to heaven, but she may have saved someone else little girl or boy. So don't ever think that she was lost in vain. She was a wonderful, beautiful little girl. And you were wonderful parents. May God bless you all. Misty <mistyandjoe@earthlink.net> Milltown, In USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 10:49 AM CST Hi, I check on Ben everyday and saw where your precious Hannah had gone on to heaven to be a "princess" angel. I can't imagine the loss you and your family must feel, but I do know that God will keep you all wrapped in his sweet loving arms and be with you each and every day. The angels are truly rejoicing to have your precious Hannah with them. Thinking and praying for you always. Love Pam Clark <clark53@verizon.net> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 8:28 AM CST Just checking in on you and your family. I still think of Hanna often, especially when I see Sponge Bob. Stay strong and good luck in your job search. Amie from Friends of Allie(www.scotthousehold.com) NC - Friday, January 21, 2005 8:05 AM CST We still think about you guys and pray for you continually. I often think about the day Hanna was born and how beautiful she looked. I hope you keep this website going so we can continue to know what to pray with you about. I check it quite a bit to read the new journal entries and see what to pray for. In His Love, Carrie and Cody Howell Carrie Howell <clynnhowell@yahoo.com> Senatobia, MS USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 3:16 PM CST TAMMY I WAS GLAD TO SEE YOU ON FRIDAY. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS AND YOU ARE A SPECIL MOM. YOU ARE A STRONG PERSON. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP HANNAH PICTURE ON MY BOARD AND HER I MY HEART. THANKS FOR THE IN HONOR OF HANNA COUNTRY CARES PICTURE. I HEARD YOU SPOKE VERY WELL AND I KNOW YOU DO LOVE ST JUDE I CANT WAIT UNTILL YOU GET A JOB HERE. I LOVE YOU AND YOU TAKE CARE OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. TELL DAD AND THE KIDS HELLO..... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 12:39 AM CST I was thinking about you this morning. Said a prayer for you. Hope you have a nice day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 7:08 AM CST Dear Tammy, Please forgive me, I spelled Hanna's name with an h on my entry below. I didn't realize it until after I posted my message, God bless you. Peace~ Deanne Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net> Big Bear Lake, CA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 1:01 AM CST Dear Tammy, I recently found Ben Bowen's website and read about him and his family. I pray that they continue to feel God's grace as they care for Ben now and the days ahead. He is truly a beautiful boy. God loves him so much. Then, I saw a picture of your sweet little princess Hannah and came to her website and I read about Hannah and your family. God bless you now and always. I can only imagine how you must feel and though I have never met Hannah or your family, the thought of this loss weighs so heavy on my heart. I pray with all my heart that you feel God's love and grace surround you always, especially during your most painful hours. Your little Hannah has touched many lives, and will continue to touch many lives. I have been a supporter of St. Jude's Children's Hospital for several years. I received Hannah's envelope in the mail the other day. I opened it and thought, wait a minute I read about this sweet baby on her website. The pictures of Hannah are just so precious. I just want to thank you for sharing Hannah with so many people and know she will never be forgotten and her soul lives on. I pray that God blesses you and your family as you continue finding ways to help St. Jude's find a cure for cancer. Hannah is and always will be a special gift and I believe, as you do, that you will see your precious baby girl again. And on that special day, as she opens her arms and says "welcome home Mommy," the angels will sing and there will be a most joyous celebration!....in heaven, a beautiful place where are loved ones dwell with our Loving Savior, Jesus Christ. A sister in Christ Deanne Gafford Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net> Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 0:55 AM CST Dear Tammy, I was just thinking about you and wanted to drop you a note to let you know that I am praying for you. I can't begin to even imagine your heartache, but I care. Thank you for sharing your story at Country Cares. You are making a difference for all of our kids who are fighting or have fought this horrible battle. Hanna's life lives on in all of her St. Jude siblings. We go back for a checkup next Wednesday and there are always so many new faces..it breaks my heart each time. We just want you to know we think of you often and that we care. Donna & Ashley Garrett <donnagarre@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett> - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 5:55 PM CST Always in my prayers & you I agree with you whole-heartedly on your feelings about St. Jude. Take care, Kerin Hentz caringbridge.com/ky/louie <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 1:55 PM CST I can't even imagine how heartbroken you must feel every day. I can only imagine that it must be like having the wind knocked out of you over and over. I lost a baby girl, as well. However, mine died before she ever came into this world. I never had the pleasure of holding her, touching her, watching her, getting to know her. I miss her every day, but I'm sure its different than your sorrow. I pray for you and your family often. Every day I check Ben's site and see Hanna'a sweet face smiling back at me. She was, no doubt, a beautiful girl. May God grant you the peace you need to make it through one more day. Tonia Ernst <mternst@citlink.net> Morrison, IL - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:55 AM CST Dear Tammy, I'm sorry you are feeling down. I can't imagine how you get through it but I know people do it all the time unfortunately. I wish I knew words of wisdom to make you feel better but honestly I don't. Do know that your sweet daughter has made a huge impact. I see that beautiful face and I just smile. I use her name daily as I have my own Hannah (spelled differently obviously) but I still think of your little girl when I say it. Everytime I hear that song that is on this page, I think of Hanna no matter where I am. The more children I watch go through this, the more determined I am to fight this beast and win. Hanna has changed lives. She has done more in her short time on earth than some people do in 80 years. How fortunate you are that God picked you to be her mama. We're thinking and praying for you. I hope you can find something to fulfill yourself. Be proud, you are an inspiration! Hugs! God Bless, Susan Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com> Zimmerman, mn - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 0:45 AM CST Hi Tammy, sitten here with my Travisman and he loves looking at Hanna's pic's with me and the music. I so think of you and Hanna all the time. She is a vison forever in my mind and always will be. I'm looking at my son right now and I kow you have said a prayer for him before. May our prayer that we say for you and your family be heard as well. Once again we are fortunate to have met you and Hanna, and we thankyou for that time. Maybe we will see you again in Memphis, I would like that. julie and travisman-www.caringbridge.org/il/travisman <juls_willi@yahoo.com> Princeton, IL USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 10:26 PM CST just wanted to let you know that i am thinking about you and i miss you so much..i cant wait til the day i can you see again.. i love you baby princess, your my angel love always your big sister mckenzie mckenzie gibson <jsse69@netscape.com> horn lake, ms usa - Monday, January 17, 2005 10:06 PM CST Hi Tammy, I always check in on you. My girls always come running when they hear the music and start talking about Hanna in heaven. It has been a great lesson for my whole family. Thinking of you often, Kim Hellmann Kim and Dave Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 8:38 PM CST Tammy, I know you are really going through a hard time and I wish I could make things better. I love you so much and I miss and love our Hanna Banana. Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven , MS - Monday, January 17, 2005 6:52 PM CST Hi Tammy, I visit your site just about everytime I visit Ben's site. I think of you, Hanna and your family often. I hope that knowing so many people keep you in their thoughts and prayers each day helps lift your spirits, if even a tiny bit. Take good care of yourself and I hope you find a job that brings you joy. Cindy LeGrand - friend of the Bowens <cidole2@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, January 17, 2005 5:03 PM CST Children are such a blessing. Their little hearts and tiny hands make a huge impact on an enormous world. In memory of little Hanna may we live a little fuller, laugh a little harder, and hold on a little tighter. www.babiesonline.com/w/willbug password:mustard Paige Holland <preacherswifeph@yahoo.com> Bluefield, VA USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 2:53 PM CST Dear Tammy, just another complete stranger letting you know that you are thought of. Hope you feel better soon. Greetings and hugs from Canada. Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, January 17, 2005 2:24 PM CST Dear Tammy, I am so sorry that you are feeling especially down lately. I am praying that God will lead you in the right direction as you search for a new way to occupy your time ... you have so much to offer to others. I continue to think of Hanna often and to pray for you and your family. Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 1:52 PM CST Hi Tammy I too am a friend of the Bowens. I checked on Hanna daily and still check in on you and David. It is good to hear the prayers that were and are sent to you and your family have helped. Hanna is just one of those special kids never to be forgotten. Good luck with the job search. Maybe you will find something to help children. Peace and prayers. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Monday, January 17, 2005 7:45 AM CST I know we have never met but I saw Hanna's address on Aaron Hunter's website. I am a good friend of Aaron and his family. I worked at the school where Aaron attended and I have been a st jude runner for 17 years. I know that Aaron's mom is hurting too. And she has decided it was time to go back to work as well. She will begin her new job next week. It is good that you are going back to St Jude to stay connected. Know that your are in our thoughts and prayers. Also know that as we runners begin our training for our event..we will be thinking of Hanna's fight and those still fighting. We have to continue to run to fight for them until there is a cure. Pat Ridings and the St Jude runners <patridings@yahoo.com> Chicago, IL - Monday, January 17, 2005 4:04 AM CST Thinking of you and Hanna Claire *Friends of Allie* <clairehand@conwaycorp.net> Conway, AR USa - Monday, January 17, 2005 0:29 AM CST love the pictures of sweet hanna...my prayers are that the days will get easier for you.love sandra 2nd floor rn sjcrh sandra hood <shood@stjude.org/webmail> sheffield, al - Sunday, January 16, 2005 11:46 PM CST I just found your site through Ben's site and I want to let you know that you are in our prayers. Hanna is a beautiful angel and I loved seeing her adorable photos. I'm sure you miss her more than words can say, but she is with you always to hold you and keep you strong. Megan D - Sunday, January 16, 2005 11:45 PM CST Thinking of Hanna. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Sunday, January 16, 2005 10:00 PM CST Tammy and David, I find myself every few days checking Hanna's site. I absolutely love to look at her slide show, as does my 4 year old daughter. My daughter calls Hanna A princess Angel. She recently drew a picture of a princess for you Tammy. I do not know if you got it or not. She gave it my son's speech therapist who is a good friend of the Bowens. They may have gotten it to you. Anyway, we think of you and your princess angel often. My heart aches for you. You are in our prayers. Laura Fulks <LauraFulks@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV - Sunday, January 16, 2005 1:00 PM CST Just checking on you all. You are in my prayers as this new year is beginning. Kristen - Saturday, January 15, 2005 10:26 PM CST Miss you, sweet Hanna. Tom and Jennifer, Eli and Ben <tom@bens-story.com> - Saturday, January 15, 2005 9:10 PM CST Just stopping by again (and again...) to visit, pray, and be inspired by Hanna's smile. Prayers for better days continue! Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Saturday, January 15, 2005 4:12 PM CST Tammy you are in our hearts and prayers everyday. Myself nor my daughter Maddie ever had the pleasure of meeting you or Princess Hanna but you have both touched our lives profoundly. God bless you as you embark on a new journey in going back to work. He will lead you in the right direction. Your Hanna is so very proud of her mommy...what a wonderful inspiration you are. As a Christian, a mother and a person. God bless you Tammy...many hearts are filled with prayers for you. ~~~Kelly and Maddie Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC - Saturday, January 15, 2005 4:00 PM CST I am a friend of Cole Walker, a patient at St. Jude, and I came across your story through them. I am a Pediatriac RN and the mother of a child with special needs. My heart is so heavy for you. Children are such a special gift from God, and though we are only lent them for a short time these little soliders can have such an impact on our lives. I am so sorry that I was not able to know your precious princess in this life, but I pray that one day I will see the wonder and joy in her eyes. I have much appreciation for parent's who endure what the parents of children at St. Jude endure, and I know that your faith in God is the absolute only way you are able to survive. Philippians 4:13 has always given me the courage and strength to "keep on moving" when I have had no desire to do so. "I can do all things through Him who gives ME strength". Please know that you are on my heart and mind, and I pray that God give you the strength to face each day. You were there caring for your precious Hannah for so long. You watched over her, and put a caring hand on her when she needed one. Now Hannah is the one watching over her mommy, and her memory will give you peace and happiness. May God bless you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Shelley Utz <shellyutz@bellsouth.net> Greenwood, MS USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 9:20 PM CST MY DEAR SWEET PRINCESS, I HAVE THOUGHT OF YOU ALOT TODAY. I ALWAYS HAVE YOU ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART AND SO DOES HUNTER(HONEY), CHANCE AND MR.RANDY BUT ME MORE SO TODAY. I WATCHED SOME VIDEO OF YOU WITH MOMMY TODAY.YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I MISS THAT SWEET LITTLE WAY YOU WOULD PUCKER THOSE LITTLE LIPS UP TO GIVE ME A KISS AND THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES WHEN MR. RANDY WOULD GIVE YOU GUMMY BEAR MONEY AND OH HOW I MISS THE WAY YOU WOULD SAY "I LOVE YOU". IT IS STILL SO HARD TO BELIEVE THAT WE CANT HOLD YOU OR OR SEE THAT SWEET ANGEL FACE OF YOURS. THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER IS KNOWING THAT YOU ARE WITH GOD AND YOU ARE HAPPY. YOUR MOMMY AND DADDY ARE VERY SPECIAL TO US AND YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF THEM. MOMMY IS THE BRAVEST PERSON I KNOW AND I LOOK UP TO HER. YOUR MOMMY IS THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE AND EVEN MORE GRATEFUL TO HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH HER.ALWAYS LOVING YOU AND THINKING OF YOU. SLEEP WELL MY SWEET PRINCESS. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 0:09 AM CST Tammy, It was really nice to talking to you last night. I will keep praying for you and David and the kids. Just keep telling yourself that this life is just the blink of an eye. Love in Christ. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 6:59 PM CST Hey Tammy, I enjoyed lunch with you today. I'm sorry that I cried.....I don't know where it came from. It's never hit me like that while talking about Shae. Thanks for being so sweet and caring. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I am so thankful that we met. I only wish that I could have known Hanna and you could have known Shae. It gives me peace to know that both of our babies are in Heaven playing and living disease free. Thanks again for being a friend to me. Love, Dawn www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com> Hernando, MS - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 1:28 PM CST I recieved a letter from St. Jude and is was about Hanna. I notice her right away from Ben page. They are such cute pictures of Hanna, I am just so sorry for your lost. Thanks for share her with all of us and with st. jude mailing. Tina Carow (FOA) <tflecke@hotmail.com> Evansville, IN - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:29 AM CST Thinking of you guys. You are such a wonderful support for the Bowens, I am so glad they have you to lean on. Sweet Hanna is in our thoughts. Take care. The Hentz's Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 7:08 AM CST Thinking of you and David and sweet Hanna. Wishing you a wonderful 2005. Hugs, Susan Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Saturday, January 8, 2005 4:30 PM CST We received a letter today (actually it was addressed to Gary & Jaimie!) from St. Jude, and it was all about Hanna. Goodness, I wept. So today you are especially on our minds, as you are always in our hearts. Julie Wargo <g8tor90@aol.com> Longwood, FL - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:57 PM CST AND GOD SAID I said, "God, I hurt." And God said, "I know." I said, "God, I cry a lot." And God said, "That is why I gave you tears." I said, "God, I am so depressed" And God said, "That is why I gave you sunshine." I said, "God, life is so hard." And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones." I said, "God, my loved one died." And God said, "So did Mine." I said, "God, it is such a loss." And God said, "I saw mine nailed to a cross." I said, "God, but your loved one lives." And God said, "So does yours." I said, "God where are they now?" God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the light." I said, "God, it hurts." And God said, "I know" Author Unknown Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:02 PM CST I am a nurse and help a single dad care for his multiply handicapped child at home. This little fellow is four years old, about thirty five inches long and weighs twenty two pounds.He is microcephalic , has a seizure disorder, and has infantile cerebral palsy. He is only able to move his head, mouth and one arm although without control. He is blind and is fed through a Gtube in his stomach. His overall functioning is perhaps similar to a two month old infant. Because of his low muscle tone he has difficulty swalling his secretions and requires frequent suctioning. His life is quite different in some ways than was Hannah's. However it is my honor to view the unconditional love for him that eminates from his Dad, and the pure joy of this little guy's response to his Dad's voice. It is clear in reading your journal, that in this way, your family and his are similar. I believe that to experience this kind of love is God's supreme gift to mankind. I am happy that you and Hannah have experienced it and, as you know, it is never lost. I have prayed for you. Eileen Torpey Melrose , MA USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 11:21 PM CST Thninking of you always. You are all still in our prayers. Rhonda <rjhs4@aol.com> - Thursday, January 6, 2005 6:40 PM CST I am an old friend of Tom & Jennifer Bowen's. I saw Hanna's web site while visiting Ben's. She was a beautiful little girl. My heart aches for your loss. Love & Prayers. Mitzi Burgess Vance <mrgats@charter.net> Lavalette, WV - Thursday, January 6, 2005 12:24 AM CST Thinking of Hanna often. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:30 PM CST I learned about Hanna through Ben's website. How sweet she and Eli's friendship must have been for your families. I felt compelled to write, not only to express my sympathy for your loss, but also to thank you for sharing so much of your personal experience. Your testimony of your faith in God's plan, and the wisdom of knowing that your Princess is resting with Jesus now, is touching. Please find some comfort in knowing that although you are feeling sadness which is difficult to fathom, you can rest knowing you will see her again. I understand that the day to day can seem, at times, too difficult to bear, but you have God on your side, and many people around the world keeping your family in their prayers. My brother and his wife lost their first-born son to SIDS in 1998, at the tender age of 5 1/2 weeks. They still have their bad days. That is okay. The death of a child to me, seems unexplainable, and can never be understood while we are living in this world. Sometimes that is the hardest part. Trying to accept something that just doesn't make sense. Your daughter will be in many memories of many people, even those who never met her personally. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, not only that you find strength to cope with the loss, but to thank him for your belief in God's plan. You truly are an inspiration to others. Remembering Princess Hanna... Lori <lori0674@msn.com> Barboursville, WV USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 3:39 PM CST just wanted to let you know that i am thinking of you like always lil sis!! i wish you was still here with us so i could play with you.. i miss coming over to your momma's house to see and play with you.. i love and miss you so much baby sister.. tammy and david , i hope this year gets a little eaiser for yall two, thank yall so much for letting me come over to your house to see my sister.. yall keep up the good job, and let me know if me or my mommy can do anything for yall.. i love you baby sister!!! mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:50 AM CST Hey Tammy--Thanks so much for that journal entry! It is so full of genuine gratitude and hope that it brought me to tears (even more than usual...) We think of you and Hanna alot, so many things remind us of her. I know Hanna has affected Micah's life more than you or I will ever know--that is so powerful to think about! I miss seeing you, Tammy and would love to get together with you soon if you have time. We love you guys! Sarah & Micah (Rucker) Barker www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 1:14 PM CST YOU REALLY ARE A SPECIAL PERSON TAMMY. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALWAYS. I HOPE HAD A GREAT XMAS WHICH I KNOW IT BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES BUT YOU WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS. HANNA IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SAYING MOMMY I AM IN GOOD HANDS WITH GOD AND THE ANGELS. I KNOW YOU MISS HER BECAUSE I DO TOO, I REALLY MISS POLISHING HER NAILS AND SHE LOOKS UP AND MISS CRYSTAL I WANT PINK. YOU ARE A GREAT MOMMY AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A GREAT MOMMY AND WE BOTH WILL SEE HANNA AGAIN AND I AM GOING TO POLISH THOSE NAILS AGAIN. I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR. I AM PRAYING FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE A STRONG PERSON. GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DAY...... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 11:10 AM CST Tammy, I loved your latest journal entry. Somehow you always manage to inspire me even when I am feeling down. Its amazing how you give others strength and life balance when you loss is so great. Thank you, Kim Hellmann Kim and Dave Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 9:11 PM CST My heart aches for you, I cant imagine the loss, but my heart and my prayers are with you, may the Lord Jesus Christ wrap his arms around all of you, may you know your tears do not go unseen, and that his love in encamping around you. Your beautiful baby girl is parading in the heavens and will never experience suffering again. Resting in the arms of Jesus. God bless you as you grieve and God grant you strength in this incredible loss. Praying. Tina RIgney <tina.rigney@kp.org> napa, ca 94558 - Monday, January 3, 2005 3:54 PM CST What a beautiful journal entry! Continued blessings in 2005. Warmly, Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com> Mpls., MN - Monday, January 3, 2005 1:48 PM CST Tammy, What beautiful words in your New Year's Day update. You continue to inspire ... God bless you! Angel Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 11:41 AM CST Alli misses you but knows she will see you again. Watch over us, Angel, we love and miss you. Rob, Rachelle, Alli, and Colby Rob <rleonar1@midsouth.rr.com> Horn Lake, MS 38637 - Sunday, January 2, 2005 5:01 AM CST Thinking of you, Princess Hanna! Tom, Jennifer, Eli and Ben <tom@bens-story.com> - Saturday, January 1, 2005 10:44 PM CST Happy New Year. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Saturday, January 1, 2005 10:00 PM CST May the new year be filled with peace and happy memories of Hanna. May God continue to comfort you and hold you through your grief. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Friday, December 31, 2004 10:23 PM CST Hey Tammy....I just wanted to say Hello today and let you know that I was thinking about you. I woke up thinking about Hanna this morning. She is still so very much alive in all our hearts. I hope you have a good day. Tina Sommer <tina.sommer@regions.com> Southaven, MS - Friday, December 31, 2004 8:13 AM CST I stumbled across your webpage after reading about Ben Bowen from St. Jude's Promise magazine. I just wanted you to know that your family will be in my thoughts and prayers each day. It is stories such as those of your courageous little Hanna that give me inspiration and courage to reach for my own dreams. It is stories such as Hanna's that make me want to be a doctor. Wishing your peace in your time of need. Erin Perkey <perkeyel@muohio.edu> Kettering, Oh USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:04 AM CST Hey. Just checking in. I too am a friend of the Bowens. They are indeed great people. I loved the poem you posted. I too miss Hanna not like you. But I miss the mark she would of had on the world. Only here a short while and look at the mark she made. Hanna and Ben have showed me alot in the past few months. They are here for a much needed reason. Still praying for you guys. Thank you for sharing Hanna with me. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:23 AM CST Dear Tammy, It was so good to see you this week-end. I am soooo excited to have you back at HLE. Your family has been heavily on my mind. I know these past few months have been the hardest times to get through. I can not even begin to imagine. Your strength never ceases to amaze me. You and Hanna have truly blessed my life. My little girl talks about and prays for Hanna daily. She can spot anything with St. Jude on it. We were walking through Wal-Mart the other day and she said "Hey! Look, it's St. Jude paper." After awhile I finally saw it. She has seen the little white label at the top. Of course we bought all the ones they had. We are always looking for ways to support such a wonderful cause. Again, it just goes to show how Hanna's life has made such an impact on my little girl. Thank you so much for continuing to share Princess Hanna with us! kim wood <timwood@midsouth.rr.com> horn lake, ms usa - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:36 PM CST Merry Christmas to all of you. I was thinking of you all this holiday season and am sending you wishes of peaceful, happy memories of Hanna and a renewed strength for your whole family for the New Year. My prayers and thoughts always, Angel Sharon. Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 2:01 PM CST Thinking of Hannah and family through the holidays. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, Wv - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 7:58 AM CST Thinking of all of you, always. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, December 27, 2004 6:24 PM CST Tammy, I just wanted to drop you a note and let you know that you and Hanna have not been forgotten. I think of you often and I have a wonderful memory of beautiful Hanna playing in the D-clinic waiting room with her bigger than life smile. I also recall her at the St. Jude Fashion Show, prettier than all the models. I wish we had gotten to know you better while we were at St. Jude. It seems our paths only crossed briefly from time to time. However, our prayers are with you and the strength that you show has impacted my life. Thank you for sharing through your pain and for allowing us to be a part of Hanna's life through your words. May God hold you in the palm of His hand. Donna Garrett - mom to St. Jude patient - Ashley <donnagarre@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett> - Monday, December 27, 2004 6:19 PM CST Thinking of you & cannot imagine how hard the Holidays & the days in between are. Thank you for your strength & faith. Here is to staying in shape & maybe we will tackle the FULL Memphis Marathon next year Tammy! Kerin Hentz Kerin <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Monday, December 27, 2004 4:04 PM CST Hey there guys--Thought about you this weekend. I know it was hard, but you are so faithful to remind us of how meaningful Hanna's life was and how happy she is now in Heaven! You are such an example, Tammy--we love you guys and pray and think of you often... www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah Gary, Sarah & Micah (Rucker) Barker <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Monday, December 27, 2004 2:15 PM CST I love you Hanna. I know you are having a great time in Heaven, but we sure miss you. I love watching your videos. I cry the whole time, but it makes me feel better seeing you and watching you have so much fun. I know it doesn't compare to the fun you are having now. I love you silly goose. Aunt Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS - Monday, December 27, 2004 9:48 AM CST I don't think it's possible to read a journal entry without crying. There's no way to imagine your feelings. Your little girl is gorgeous. You must miss her so much. My heart just breaks for you. Thank you for sharing her with us and for being an example of how faith works. We pray for your strength and peace. God Bless, Teresa www.caringbridge.com/or/emmarose <teresabelle@gmail.com> Aloha, OR USA - Monday, December 27, 2004 1:26 AM CST Thinking about you all the time. Julie Wargo <g8tor90@aol.com> - Sunday, December 26, 2004 9:23 PM CST You're in my thoughts and prayers. Merry Christmas. Brandie Ducrest <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS - Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:42 PM CST Thinking of you today. Jonna <schruppj@cs.com> Mound, MN - Saturday, December 25, 2004 8:40 PM CST Dear Tammy and David, We just wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers and thoughts this Christmas Day. May Jesus hold you tightly in HIS loving arms and give you peace and joy. You have blessed us the past few months through your deep faith and witness for the Lord. Hanna is rejoicing in Heaven!!!! God Bless you all, The Bronczeks The Bronczek Family <bronczek@aol.com> Memphis, Tn USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 6:05 PM CST tammy- i know it's been hard for all of us getting used to hanna's absence but i'm glad we found you, jason, and hanna. I always wanted a little sister before we met you and hanna was the best sister ever. i'm glad i'm your step-daughter! i love you! Emily <angel55ep@aol.com> Horn Lake, ms usa - Saturday, December 25, 2004 11:26 AM CST Merry Christmas Hanna. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, December 25, 2004 1:47 AM CST We will be praying for you and your family. Richard, Jody, Austin (2 years), and Brayden(4months) <clingerfamily1@aol.com> Kenova, WV USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:44 PM CST A PRAYER FOR CHRISTMAS God Give Us eyes this Christmas To see the Christmas Star. And give us ears to hear the song of angels from afar And, with our eyes and ears attuned for a message from above, Let "Christmas Angels" speak to us of hope and faith and love Hope to light our pathway When the way ahead is dark, Hope to sing through stormy days, with the sweetness of the lark Faith to trust in things unseen and know beyond all seeing That it is in our Fathers love We live and have our being And love to break down barriers of color, race and creed, Love to see and understand and help all those in need. Lord, bless those we love this Christmas Day,be they near or far away Bless those good friends who mean so much and those with whom we're out of touch. We bring them all to You in prayer, and ask You to keep them in Your care. Please know that you are thought of, in a very special way, not just this beautiful season but every day. Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma> - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:22 PM CST Of all the gifts we have received this year, knowing Hanna and your family are among the best. We love you guys! Tom, Jennifer, Eli, & Ben <info@bens-story.com> - Friday, December 24, 2004 10:59 PM CST Thinking of Hanna and wanted to wish you a Peaceful Christmas. You're in my prayers...Imagine what Christmas is like in Heaven. WOW! Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 6:44 PM CST Merry Christmas sweet angel!! I miss you. Tina Sommer <tina.sommer@regions.com> Southaven, MS - Friday, December 24, 2004 8:44 AM CST Merry Christmas sweet angel!! I miss you. Tina Sommer <tina.sommer@regions.com> Southaven, MS - Friday, December 24, 2004 8:44 AM CST Remembering Angel Hanna and family. Our hope is for your holidays to be blessed and peaceful. You will be in our prayers. Smile Quilts Angels and all your friends at Smile Quilts <smilequilts@smilequilts.com> - Thursday, December 23, 2004 6:23 PM CST I am here anytime you need anything. I still miss her and I feel so much for Eli. He is going through alot and will have more to deal with. I am still praying for you and your family as well as Big Ben's. Hailey Spoon <Ssweetbubbles@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Thursday, December 23, 2004 12:20 AM CST I saw your site on Bens site I just wanted to say how sorry I am to hear about your little Girl. I'm remembering you in my thoughts and prayers. please feel free to e-mail me antime ya need my e-mail is LiLchildofGod@aol.com, I would love to hear more about your precious Angel. God Bless you always Neilee <LiLchildofGod@aol.com> Kenova, wv 25530 - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:51 PM CST I found your website thru the Michael W. Smith site and my heart hurt hearing about your joys and sorrows. Hanna was and is a blessing to your family, its so easy to see. I could never imagine what you must be going thru during this Holiday season, but I want you to know that my family and I will have your family in our prayers. With love, Angie Galipeau (single mother of Adam-9 and Nicholas-6) God Bless Angie Galipeau <dolffin2222@yahoo.com> grand prairie, Tx United States - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 12:07 AM CST just wanted to say merry christmas tammy and david and a happy new year... and to my baby sister to have a merry christmas too.. i love you and still think about you everyday.. i love and miss you with all my heart.. my birthday is coming up in 2 months and i wish you was here to see me turn 6 years old.. but for the past 3 1/2 years i have had a very good time getting to know you and play with you and having you teach me new things.. i love you mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:18 AM CST Just checking in on yal. I pray you have a safe trip to visit the Bowen's. Yal are still in my prayers each and every day-several times a days. I can not image the pain you are feeling this Christmas, but just know that people everywhere are praying for your strength to handle it. Whatever God leads us to-he will lead us through it. Prayers, Hugs, and Loves, Crystal Kirkland Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com> Cleveland, MS USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 1:09 PM CST Tammy, I just want to wish you well on your trip to visit the Bowen's, You are such a wonderful friend. I know it must hurt to be that close to another child with cancer, but there you are, with them, understanding and literally feeling their pain. I think you underestimate your own strength, I'm proud to know you. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:50 PM CST From one mother to another that walks the same journey in life as you do, let us not travel it alone! You have a friend in me, our sorrows are the same and our daughters are so very close in age too! God bless you during this holiday season! and remember, we will see our children again! Sincerely, Elaine, Trinitys mother http://www.trinitysdiary.com http://www.rapturealert.com Elaine Janzen-Jadunath <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com > Surrey, BC Canada - Monday, December 20, 2004 5:44 PM CST Tammy and David, I learned about Hanna this summer from the Bowen's website and wanted to let you know that I am praying for you during this first holiday season without Hanna, that God will continue to provide you with the grace to face each day. Laura Clary <Laura.Clary@uscm.org> Louisville, KY - Monday, December 20, 2004 1:52 PM CST Savannah asked me if Santa was going to visit Hanna in Heaven. Where does she come up with questions like this? I told her I did not think so because Hanna has everything she will ever want or need in Heaven. Apparently that was a good answer, she just smiled and said, "OOOHHH yeah", then went back to what she was doing. She still remembers and we still pray for all of you every night. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:52 AM CST I am sorry about the loss of your baby girl...I am a little lost for words, but I wanted you to know you and your family IS in our prayers! I hope you guys can still have a wonderful christmas. My god bless you! Amanda KY USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:29 AM CST I know you are missing your sweet baby girl, especially with it being the holiday season, but this year, you will have a very special little angel watching over you from heaven. She is probably playing with all of the other little angels and telling them how proud she is that you ran a marathon in her honor! Liesel Sitton <nottis@msn.com> Woodinville, WA USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 7:49 PM CST Tammy and family, Just wanted to drop you a note and tell you we are still praying for ya'll. It seems like I only see you in passing (usually when I'm going down the driveway) but please know that the boys and I pray for you everyday on the way to school and wonder how you are doing but afraid to ask. I have asked Aunt Char how you are doing. She says some days are better than others. I know I'll be seeing ya'll Christmas day, a very tough day for you I know. I will be praying for you extra hard that day!! I know it will be a very hard and very awkward day for everyone. We'll just bath the day with prayer!! Love ya'll, Tracey P.S. Emily did such a good job in her debut stage performance. Tracey Butler <tlbtlr30@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:37 PM CST We've followed Hanna's journey and our lives are touched forever. She is the same age as one of my grandchildren. I was a volunteer at St. Jude thru Beta Sigma Phi for a few years giving tours and working in the office. The children are so amazing and the whole atmosphere at St. Jude is one of hope and miracles. Sadly, they are not all to remain miracles... God chooses some for his angels. This season will hold a special angel in your life. May our blessed Father give you peace and wrap you in His and Angel Hanna's love. Doris Hodges <psbbn@iwon.com> Southaven, MS DeSoto - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:32 AM CST Although this holiday season will be so hard for your family, I'm sure you can take comfort in believing, as I do, that this will be Hanna's best Christmas ever. She will be spending it with Jesus, who can give comfort, love and joy beyond anything we can imagine. Drema Roberts <dremaroberts@yahoo.com> Buffalo, WV - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:40 AM CST HI TAMMY,I KNOW YOU WILL HAVE SOME SAD DAYS AHEAD OF YOU. HOLD YOUR HEAD UP AND KNOW THAT HANNAH IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU AND IS IN NO PAIN. I PRAY THAT YOU DO HAVE SOME GLORIUS HOLIDAYS BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE SAD. GOD BLESS YOU AND I LOVE THE NEW PICTURE OF HANNAH. I WAS GLAD TO SEE YOU YESTERDAY. I HAVE HANNAH PICTURE ON MY BOARD SO YOU CAN COME BY AND SEE IT NEXT TIME YOU ARE HERE. LOVE YOU AND WILL TALK TO YOU OR SEE YOU SOON...... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:18 AM CST Tammy and David: I came across this poem and wanted to share it with you. I hope it may help in same way during this Holiday Season. You are always in my prayers. I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below With tiny lights, like heavens stars reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring For its beyond description, to hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart, But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart. So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear. And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my undying love. After all, Love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always more important in the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do. For I can't count the blessings or love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear. Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. Amy Leedy <blazergirl04@yahoo.com> Milton, WV USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 7:47 AM CST I was connected to your site several months ago through Ben Bowen's website. I pray God will give you the strength to endure this holiday season without your precious daughter. Your other children still need Christmas and all the magic that comes with the Christmas story. Your family will be in my prayers. Tonia - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 12:14 AM CST I will be praying for you guys during this Christmas season. Kristen - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:48 AM CST MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN I still hear the songs I still see the lights I still feel your love on cold wintery nights I still share your hopes and all of your cares I'll even remind you to please say your prayers I just want to tell you you still make me proud You stand head and shoulders above the crowd Keep trying each moment to stay in His grace I came here before you to help set your place You don't have to be perfect all of the time He forgives you the slip If you continue to climb To my family and friends please be thankful today I'm still close beside you in a new special way I love you all dearly now don't shed a tear Cause I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year. by John W. Mooney, Jr Anonoymas - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 11:17 PM CST You are all still in our thoughts and prayers. May the Lord pour His peace and love on your family and remind you of His presence every day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 9:47 PM CST I sat down at my computer tonight to review the fabulous concert I will be attending tomorrow night (Michael W. Smith's Christmas Concert). I have an employment burden on my heart and feel extremely down, but realize your burden MUST be so much greater this Holiday season. As you know, Our Father has the big picture and we MUST Trust Him to unfold it in His perfect time. I will be praying for your family, for His comfort to fill your being. Theresa Haskins <thehaskins@yahoo.com> Newport News, VA USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 6:20 PM CST Tammy and David, I've been following your story for several months now and you continue to be in my prayers. I know the holiday season will be difficult but I admire your spirit of giving, especially to other St. Jude families who are facing what both of you have already faced. Sincerely, Gina Justice Gina Justice <ginaj1450@hotmail.com> KY USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 2:31 PM CST just to let you know you and yours are thought of at this holiday season. i';m a friend of Hannah's angel in ohio. Keeping you in my prayers at this difficult time. god bless - emills Ethel Mills <e.mills@bsa-gwrc.org> Warren, Ohio usa - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 9:56 AM CST Tammy and David, I just wanted you to know that you'll be on my heart and mind during this season. May God bless you both. Sarah Hastings <shastings7776@yahoo.com> Lexington, KY - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 9:44 AM CST Tammy & David, just want you to know that every time I thank the Lord that I am able to spend time with my family this Christmas, I will think of you and say a prayer, that God will send you peace because part of your family--your precious little girl--is spending Christmas this year away from you, in a place far more peaceful than anywhere in this world. Merry Christmas and may God bless you with His love and peace. Allison Kays <asheils@marshall.edu> Huntington, WV - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:45 PM CST I have heard about your family through Ben Bowen's webpage....I just want you to know I pray for your family, and am so sorry for your loss. I will continue to pray for you especially through this tough holiday season. Merry Christmas to you. Katie Deakin Katie Deakin <katiejean102180@hotmail.com> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:05 PM CST Just stopping by to say I think about you all the time. It was great seeing you briefly last week in the radiation waiting room. Thanks for being there for the Bowen's and other St. Jude families. Thankfully Jill's first post-treatment check up went well after one BIG scare with the PET scan. Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net> Columbia, MO - Monday, December 13, 2004 7:22 PM CST Merry Christmas and may the New Year be better then this one. Still praying for you and your family. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Monday, December 13, 2004 6:53 PM CST May God be with you both during the holiday season. You are in my prayers everyday. Hannah is beautiful little girl with a wonderful smile Stephanie Huddle <shuddle1@excite.com> Grayson, KY - Monday, December 13, 2004 3:53 PM CST Merry Christmas you guys are in my prayers Ashley France <ashleyf82004@yahoo.com> Chesapeake, Ohio U.S.A. - Monday, December 13, 2004 3:18 PM CST Many thoughts and prayers as you celebrate your first Christmas without Hanna. I pray that your memories of her will comfort you during this holiday season. God Bless You! Anita Kay <ajkay0809@yahoo.com> Mansfield, OH - Monday, December 13, 2004 11:19 AM CST Merry Christmas and God Bless You! Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:44 AM CST Just want to let you know you are thought of, prayed for, and loved -- as is Hanna. I know that God will provide you the strength & grace that you need...& will pray for you to feel Him extra near during this season. I know she is in paradise -- and know still that she is loved and missed here. I am certain you will see her again. Thank you for all that you are. Bless you and know that you -- and she -- are never forgotten. His peace be with you. Much love. Aimee Brashears <arbrashears@msn.com> - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:01 AM CST hi, i found your page on the rhabdoid kids site. i just wanted to say im praying for you, i just lost my daughter elliana on october 20 2004. at 18 months old, her tumor was in her lung. we(my husband and i) gave her up for adoption, but it was open so we still saw her and spoke with her adoptive parents. they are the msot wonderful people.she had a caring bridge page to but it was inactive after she died. but i was hoping to chat with you, i and very confused about the whole thing, please e mail me thanks. your daughter is so very beautiful.perfect. tanya rose <dooney_rose@yahoo.com> goodyear, az usa - Monday, December 13, 2004 3:54 AM CST I got a link from a Michael W. Smith page, and my heart just ached for all the little guys in Ben's page. I am so sorry to hear about your loss, but Jesus continues to take such great care of your little girl. I'm not a parent, but there is a little girl in my church who is 3, will be 4 on Christmas day, who is suffering from a rare form of stomach cancer. It's not easy, but I know God is doing all He can. You will be in my prayers. God Bless you this holiday season Janna <abbaeyes@yahoo.com> Evanston, IL USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 12:21 AM CST I'm very proud of you Tammy and David .... yall did a great job and for a very very good cause... i love you little sister.. mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Friday, December 10, 2004 6:31 AM CST As the holidays draw near, I continue to think of you. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:46 PM CST Hannah we miss you very much I got to see you ride in the horse show at Northwest it was an honor to meet you and see you riding that day. May God bless and keep your family safe until we meet again. Teresa Cole <trcole2002@yahoo.com> Sarah, Ms usa - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:06 AM CST I came across this from a link on a birthboard I am on. This has taken me by suprise. My grandma died last year, she has 30 grandchildren and 9 great grandkids. They are all Gibsons. I had visited her for a week last year (we live in diff states) and she had this card w/ a little girls picture on it and her name under the picture Hanna Gibson taped to the front of the fridge. I thought it was a distant cousin or something, being we had the same last name and my aunt told me that my Mamaw had made a donation and they sent her this little girls picture, and that my Mamaw had been praying for this little girl. I cannot help but think this is your baby that was on my Mamaws fridge and that she continued to pray for. Please know that if this is the case your angel has a wonderful grandma up there looking after her. I am so sorry for all your family has endured, please know my thoughts and prayers are with your family. Heather Reyes <heather1129@hotmail.com> Bowie, MD usa - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:30 AM CST hi, i want to congratulate you on what you achieved. i left a little gift for Hannah on the cancerkids.org, wall of memory thank you for sharing Hannah with us she inspiered us a lot. God bless you. guardian angel <guardian_angel@angelwinks.zzn.com> Lebanon - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:41 AM CST I was so sorry to hear your story. But you seem to be in good spirits. Remember that "All things work together for good for those who Love God, who are called according to his purpose". (Romans 8:28) Just remember that whatever happened is all a part of God's plan for your lives. Keep the faith. You're on my prayer list! Brittany <Bump-Set-Spike101@juno.com> Michigan U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 7:11 AM CST God bless your family. martha mercer <motlkm@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:47 PM CST Angel Hanna and family... I dont know who you are and were but I give all my heart to you and your family. I just had a friend who one of her twins passed away. She needed a liver transplant but couldn't find one in time. I dont know why you little babies have to go through pain and hurt when you haven't even had a chance to be in this world. But you are still here in all of our hearts. You and Rachel(my friend) are both in my hearts and I will always think of you, all though I never met you or talked with you. You are and always will be a part in my heart along with Ben. You are in a better place now and I promise you won't hurt anymore. You will get so much love and everyone will love you!! My heart and prayers go out to you and all of your family!!! Love, Sandy Young from Southaven, MS Sandy Young <syoung@cstb.com> Southaven, MS US - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:36 AM CST Conratulations on the marathon! You both continue to inspire every life you touch! God Bless! Paige Faucheux <myangelz3@earthlink.net> Southaven, MS USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 6:37 PM CST Tammy and David, I am so proud of y'all. Watching the marathon was a WONDERFUL experience and I encourage everyone to go and watch and cheer on these wonderful people. Anytime they are running for any cause, they need the people on the side lines. It was so beautiful to see that many people care enough to be there, give up their Saturday and it was for children that a lot of them didn't even know. For Tammy (who is not the athletic person) this was a big acomplishment and I am SO PROUD of you. All day Saturday I kept thinking about how when anyone would ask Hanna, How old is mommy? And she would say REAL OLD and she would just laugh and laugh. Well, you proved 32 wasn't real old on Saturday. And I know that God pulled that curtain back and let her watch you cross that finish line (in less than 3 hours -- I might add). Once again, I am so proud of you and you are still amazing me. I love you both. Pepper Glenn <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS - Monday, December 6, 2004 3:59 PM CST Great job on the race Tammy & David! Kristen - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:34 AM CST Congratulations! You had an angel watching over you, a very proud angel. God bless you Tammy. Hanna is so proud of her mommy! Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:33 AM CST A Great Big congradulations to David and Tammy Pinnow!!!!! A job well done, I saw your results on the internet. I know Hanna is smiling. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:01 PM CST Tammy, I saw you as Louie and I were returning from the hospital. You looked so strong running. You looked very inspired as I'm sure you were. Mike Hentz <hentz_mike@emc.com> - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:49 PM CST Can't wait to hear how you did today!! We're thinking of ya'll and of Hanna--I know she would be proud of you both and for all the heroes, runners, and volunteers at the REdbirds statidum and downtown today! Can't wait to hear how you did! Gary, Sarah, & Micah Barker www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 11:15 AM CST Good luck in the run today. Hanna's spirit is with you. God Bless! Susan ~Friends of Allie~ Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Saturday, December 4, 2004 8:42 AM CST Wishing you the best tomorrow, we'll all be cheering you on in spirit. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Friday, December 3, 2004 6:17 PM CST Good luck with the run this weekend. We'll all be running with you in spirit. I'm sure Hanna is so proud of you. You're in my prayers! Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 2:55 PM CST Hello, I had seen Ben's website on an msn group I belong to. I found Hanna's page through that, something seemed to pull me to this. There isn't too much I can say except sending sympathy for your loss, yet in celebration for Heaven's gain.... Barb Powell <bstlouis@shaw.ca> Saskatoon, SK Canada - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:06 AM CST I just wanted to tell you to stay strong and that we love you here at St. Jude. Kathy in the dental clinic <kathryn.wortham@stjude.org> Brighton, TN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 4:58 PM CST Good luck with the marathon this week!!! Hanna will be right there cheering you on! May God give you the strength during the Christmas season. Shea Albritton <salbritton@grmc.com> West Monroe, La 71291 - Thursday, December 2, 2004 2:33 PM CST just wanted to let you know that i am thinking about you little sis!! i love you so much and miss you so much... good luck tammy and david , yall are doing a wonderful thing love you always little sis... kenzie mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Thursday, December 2, 2004 12:50 AM CST Praying that your marathon run goes well. I think of you often. God Bless. Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net> Mount Sterling, KY - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:38 PM CST My name is Jerica Hammond and I go to church with the Bowen family. Good luck with your run! You're doing it for such a wonderful cause!!! Be encouraged and know that there are people all over the place praying for you...and I am one of them! Jerica Hammond <Jerica.Brae@Verizon.net> Huntington, WV USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:14 AM CST I just wanted to say hello and tell you thank you for sharing your story about your little Hanna. She is so beautiful. My name is Karen and my husband Daniel was diagnosed with a Grade II Mixed Oligoastrocytoma back on December 27, 2003, he underwent surgery on January 7, 2004. We just got back today from a visit to Duke Medical Center and the doctors there. I was searching around the web for different websites (which I do often - just looking for anything to give me courage and strength during our fight). After coming upon Hanna's page I just wanted to share my thoughts and prayers with you and your family. I can not imagine the loss you have experienced, but I can assure you that we will be praying for your family and so many others that have been touched by this terrible disease. After looking at some of the pictures of your beautiful little girl I can not imagine the strength of such a small child of God. I know that you must be so blessed to know how courageous and strong she was. My husband is 25 and I am 23 years old and sometimes the pain is so great and we both just feel so weak. Your little angel brings us so much courage. Our prayers are with you during the holidays and continuously through the new year. Thank you for sharing your story. May God Bless you always, Karen. Karen Gregory <kas0480@aol.com> Ashland, VA USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:55 PM CST Good luck on your run. Cant think of a better cause. Thank you for allowing us to be part of your journey. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:22 PM CST The dove relese sounds like it was just great. I wish we could have been ther with you. You all contiue to be in our thoughts and prayers. I am sure the holidays are are tough. But Iknow thwe Hana is there with you. And she would want you to enjoy them. God bless you all. Melody’s Daddy Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net> Hemet, Ca - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:11 PM CST Went to Chilli's for dinner tonight and had the pleasure of seeing Tom, Jennifer and the boys. Tom and Jennifer shared with us how wonderful it was to have you with them at Disney and Eli told us about his balloon release for Hanna. Tom also shared with us that yesterday at church Eli saw a picture of Jesus on the video screen and said he saw Hanna in the clouds-WOW! We are so thankful that God has put your two families together and given you the grace to share your lives with one another. We continue to pray for you during this holiday season. You remain wrapped in His arms, Pat & Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:45 PM CST Wanted to let you know I think of your sweet Hannah everyday and continue to pray for your family. I wish you luck in the Marathon next week. You have trememdous strength. Love, Vanessa Ashley Vanessa Ashley <vsashley@fuse.net> Villa Hills, KY - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:57 PM CST You dont know me and i yet i feel as if I know you. I've been following Hanna's story for what feels like forever and wanted to tell you that she lives on in the heart of a stranger from Toledo. K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org> Toledo, OH - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:04 AM CST I just wanted to wish you strength through this holiday season. Stay strong for you are setting an example for all of us. Happy Thanksgiving, Kim Hellmann Kim Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 5:45 PM CST Wanted to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayer's on on this Thanksgiving Day. Sending love and prayer's, Hollie Miller and family hollie <millersagain@aol.com> - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:05 AM CST Just want to wish all of you a Happy Thanksgiving. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Tanya <marktanya@bellsouth.net> - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:04 AM CST Dear Tammy and David, I just wanted to say that your birthday celebration for Hanna was just beautiful, and I continued to enjoy it through Eli's celebration in Disney! I have simply felt honored to learn so much about your little girl, and to come to know such an extraordinary set of parents. You are quite an example for all of us. Have a blessed Thanksgiving...I look forward to seeing you again soon. Paige Faucheux <myangelz3@earthlink.net> Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:58 AM CST From out house to yours HAPPY THANKSGIVING! May God bless you all on this day All our love and many prayers Trina JOPHIE AND JAMIE Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net> Kitts Hill, OH United States - Thursday, November 25, 2004 3:16 AM CST I came across your website thru links from friend's websites. My boss's 11 year old son has osteosarcoma and has gone thru a number of surgeries, including a leg amputation. Having a 4 year old and a 15 month old, I am saddened by your loss, yet happy for the time you had with Hanna. She is beautiful. I am so happy you have so many happy memories. You are in my thoughts and prayers as the holidays approach, and will be all other days as well. Desirae Smick <pccprograms@hotmail.com> Chillicothe, IL USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 0:49 AM CST Well i came across this website through caringbridge. Your daughter is absolutely beautiful! What a wonderful little princess who has earned her wings! My best friend Lindsay earned her wings on July 21, 2004. "Forever 21"(www.caringbridge.org/ny/lindsaym).I miss Lindsay greatly and i know that lindsay is looking over your princess and keeping an eye on her! Two princesses together..im sure they are having lots of fun! Happy birthday Hanna! Have a safe and happy holiday season! Kristine <irishprincess094@aol.com> tonawanda, NY - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:43 PM CST Still praying and remembering ya'll! Hanna is such a beautiful angel. I pray for God to give you comfort during this season and all year long. Love you in Christ. Tera Bernard <abundantblessing@comcast.net> Franklin, TN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:33 PM CST I'm thankful for having known Hanna. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:40 PM CST Have a Happy Thanksgiving, and hope you have a wonderful weekend!!!!! Continuing to have you all in our thoughts and prayers!!!!!!! Tom,Vanessa,Gabby, & Alex Molnar (www.caringbridge.org/tn/alex) <vmolnar@midsouth.rr.com> USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:16 PM CST Happy Birthday our sweet precious Princess. Always know that you are always in our hearts and on our minds. I hope you know how much you are loved and missed. You would be so proud of your mommy and daddy. I know that you have gotten your SnowWhite balloon mommy accidently let go of Sat. It went exactly where it was supposed to be. Tammy and David, we want you all to know that you to are such an important part of our family and our loves. Always thinking of you. Love you all. See you when you get home. Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 4:37 PM CST Thinking about you........Hope your trip continues to be filled with lots of good times and smiles. Have a Blessed Thanksgiving Holiday! Still believing in Ben's healing, Maegan Eplin <megpegwv22@hotmail.com> Chapmanville, WV United States - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:12 PM CST You had an amazing lttle girl! So beautiful! She is a little princess! I will keep you in my prayers! Have a very Good Holiday! Love Chelsea! Chelsea Carr <chelsea.carr@staplespromo.com> Newton, IA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:25 AM CST I hope your Thanksgiving Day is showered with unexpected blessings! Cheryl <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:36 AM CST Hello you dont know me but i have read your story and iam not that old to have children iam 16 but i really feel heart broken by reading this. I have prayed for you and your family. I also want to wish hanna a happy birthday. I reallly want something to make your pain go away but there really probabliy isnt anything to say. I got hanna'a page through Ben's story and they both touched me very much and i waish there was something i could do but all i think i can do is pray and i will always keep you and your family and also hanna and ben in my prayers i know i can do that. thanks for scaring your story to everyone i bet it was not easy. Jennifer Johnson Jennifer Johnson <illgall88@yahoo.com> Spotsylvania, va usa - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:14 PM CST Hi Tammy and David! I just wanted to say that I was touched by Hannas story. After being involved on the AlliesAngel MSN board now for awhile, I can say that I truely have a heart for you and am grateful that your little one is out of her misery and with the Lord. Your little one went to be with the Lord the same exact day that the Lord sent my little angel down to start her life with us. I am sure that Hanna had some words of wisdom for Chloe on her way out of the gates:) Thank you for sharing your story and being such an inspirational and giving family. It takes incredible strength to do what you have done and go through what you have gone through and still manage to want to do more for others!! Happy belated birthday Hanna!! Jennifer Mom to Chloe born 8-9-04 and Jordan born 8-31-98. Jennifer Lamas <jenipher17@cox.net> Laguna Niguel, CA USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:04 PM CST Hi Tammy and David, Monet, mom and I got home home late yesterday evening, returning to the reality of work.... Wish we could live in the magic of Disney forever huh? This trip meant so much to us and we were so happy that we got to share part of it with you. If we had known you were coming we would have stayed an extra day just to share your company. You are your husband are some reamarkable people. We hope to spend time in the future with you. I was so worriwed while there that my daughters presence would be hard for you and if it was I am so sorry. I hurt so deeply for you though I cannot understand your pain or deep loss. I find you are in my thoughts quite often and so I continue to pray for you. Im so glad God put you and Hanna in Bens life. It is so evident how much you guys mean to them. I was honored to photograph Eli sending Hannas balloon off and though I was never blessed to meet your sweet princess I cried for her and felt a great love for her. i look forward to kissing those sweet cheeks someday when we meet. Ps I will send you copies of those pictures if you send me your address. I will keep in contact . Pss stay away from those dirty bananas, I cant even believe they allow those in the magic kingdom. Lots of Luv, Sarah and Monet Sarah and Monet <monetsimages@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 3:26 PM CST Although I never met Hanna, I think about her a lot. Her story truly touched me. My birthday is also Nov. 20, and you were all in my thoughts and prayers during that day. Brandie <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:27 PM CST Dear Tammy, Just wanted to let you know that you have been in our thoughts and prayers. My little girl still talks about Hanna. Hanna has made such an impact on Anna Madison. She thinks she is the "little princess of all time". Thank you so much for sharing her with us. Our computer has been acting up but You and Hanna have been on our mind all week-end. I know it has to be extremely hard but yet you still find God's grace to be so positive. I think you are doing an excellent job keeping Hanna's memory alive. There's not a day goes by that Anna Madison doesn't ask to see Hanna's website. It's just amazing how God works. You were talking about Spongebob and we went to see it Sunday. They have a St. Jude commercial and tears falling down her face Anna Madison said I wish Hanna was back. The movie was actually very inappropriate for children I thought. I know that doesn't take away your hurt but I hope maybe it will make you feel better. I hope you enjoyed your trip to Disney World. Best of luck on the marathon. Please let us know if we can do anything for you all. Love, Kim Wood kim wood <ktwood@worldnet.att.net> horn lake, ms - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:31 PM CST You were in my thoughts much of the day on Hanna's birthday. I am so proud you are honoring Hanna's memory by going to her favorite vacation spot. Melissa Middleton <Melissa.b.middleton.nast@statefarm.com> tupelo, ms - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:56 AM CST happy birthday baby sister.. sorry i couldnt be with you saturday, but i didnt forget about you.. you were on my mind all day.. but im coming to see you when i get out of school monday.. i hope that you had the best birthday party ever, and i miss i could not be there with you, but one day i will and we will be able to play together again.. tammy and david i pray for yall too, i know it is just as hard on yall as it is on me. maybe one day it will all get easier for all of us ( Or maybe not ) hanna keep watching over me , i know that you hear me talking to you every night before i go to bed.. i have to keep you updated about me too. i tell all my friends at school about what a wonderful sister you was, and such a great person. i know you hear me when i talk about you.. your my little angel. i love you so much love always , your big sister mckenzie mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake , ms usa - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:51 AM CST Just wanted to say happy birthday baby sister.. sorry i missed coming to see you saturday, but i didnt forget about you.. i am coming to visit you today though.. theres not a day that goes by that you dont cross my mind .. i tell all my friends at school about what a wonderful sister you are. and just how great you were.. tammy and david i pray for yall two. i know it is hard on yall just as much as it is on me.. one day things will get easier ( i hope ) for all of us.. i love you little sister.. keep watching over me love always mckenzie gibson McKenzie Gibson <jmemills@aol.com> horn lake, ms usa - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:40 AM CST My name is Gretchen Morris and I learned about Hannah from Ben Bowen and Alethea McIlrath's websites. My son, Carter, was diagnosed with Acute Monoblastic Leukemia in September 2003. We are very fortunate that he is now in remission and pray that he stays that way. I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for your loss and I can't even imagine how difficult her birthday was for you. Hannah was a beautiful little princess and her story has touched me. My husband will also be running the half marathon in December to honor Carter and all of the other amazing kids of St. Jude. We will be in Memphis for one of Carter's check- ups so hopefuly will be celebrating good results. God Bless your family. Gretchen Morris <gsmorris@mindspring.com> Metairie, LA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:34 PM CST Tammy and David, Happy Birthday to your Angel Princess Hanna. Please know that I will be speaking your name in prayer tonight. God Bless you. Laura Fulks Huntington, WV - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:57 PM CST Happy Birthday my "silly goose." I miss you so much and can't wait to hold you in my arms again. There are so many times that I think about you and there are so many memories that I have. But I have to say besides when you learned to say Aunt Pepper and when you would tell your mama, you wanted to stay at my house, my favorite memory is when you painted my fingernails and I kept asking you, do I look pretty now? And you kept saying, not yet. Your voice was truly one of an angel. I think we used a half a bottle of fingernail polish trying to get me pretty enough that day. David, You were so right when you said we had to think about the memories of Hanna and what she taught us. She touched so many in her 3 1/2 years. The dove release was beautiful and I know she watched it from above. Hanna, I am going to play Candyland and go to the Spongebob movie (with a box of tissues) and I am going to imagine you sitting right there beside me. I love you sweet girl. Aunt Pepper Pepper Glenn <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southaven, MS 38671 - Sunday, November 21, 2004 3:44 PM CST You don't know me, but I came to know Hanna and your family through Ben's website. Thank you for sharing Hanna's story. I have three girls ages 1,4, and 7 and you have helped me to remember to treasure every moment,and I certainly do. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Pam Mays <PamelaGailMays@netzero.com> Barboursville, WV USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:28 AM CST Memories are such a blessing. May her smile glow in your heart at you know you have a precious angel looking on to you all. Ginny Adkins <cubmiceter@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 11:16 PM CST Hello this is Samantha Mckenzie's aunt. I wish Hanna a very Happy Brithday! I know that i really didnt know you,or you really didnt know me but you are ALWAYS in my prayers!! we all miss you so very much! we all know that you are in a much better place now and that you are doing alot better!Mckenzie says hello and that she loves you!! Tammy i hope you are doing ok and just wanted to let you know that i will always be praying for you and your family.I hope everything is ok and i wish Hanna a VERY Happy Brithday!! Thanks Samantha Bright Southaven, MS USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:52 PM CST You guys have been in my thoughts and prayers today. I am sorry that Hanna died before she saw this birthday. Mindy Rogers <minrogers@yfc.net> Aurora, co - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:44 PM CST Happy Birthday ^i^Hanna^i^ Dana Sanford ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <Aunty.Dana@gmail.com> Spring Arbor, MI - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:27 PM CST Happy Birthday, Hanna. I'm sure that Walt and Roy Disney have built the grandest of all the Disney parks up there in Heaven, and you're today's special guest. To Tammy & David, we know that feeling of loss you have runs deep, and we pray that in time your pain will ease and you'll be able to enjoy the many good memories of your times together with Hanna. She's running with the angels and what better place can any of us be at than in the company of our Lord. Tim, Lynn & Family Mesa, AZ. - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:23 PM CST Happy Birthday Hanna! I lit a candle today in memory of Hanna and prayed for your family. I just saw the pictures of Eli's tribute to his dear friend. Truely touching. God Bless you! Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:49 PM CST Happy Birthday Hannah. I know that you are having a big party in heaven today!!! Kristi Haney <kristihaney@adelphia.net> Huntington , WV - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:27 PM CST Today I too celebrated my sons 4th birthday. I have thought and prayed for your family all through this day. For now until we all meet again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Hanna! BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:10 PM CST Happy Birthday Hanna!! Kathy (friends of Allie) <red44@optonline.net> NJ USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:36 PM CST Happy Heavenly Birthday, Hanna Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net> Mount Sterling, ky - Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:47 PM CST Hanna is having a great birthday today. I hear that every day is even better than Disney. I know that your heart breaks because you can't be with her today. You folks are in the hearts and minds of folks around the planet and most of all, our Savior. J.P & Sarah Branham <jpbranham@charter.net> Asheville, NC USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:32 PM CST Happy Birthday Angel. Jared turned 4 on October 22, you two are the same age. Enjoy your daily party in peace. Missing all our angels today and every day! Much love , Christy Christy <christyspence@comcast.net> Dallas, TX USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 2:10 PM CST Happy Birthday Hanna.....Hoping your having a wonderful heavenly birthday....Missing you on this special day baby girl.....Praying for you Tammy and David on this difficult day.... All our Love Trina JOPHIE AND JAMIE Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net> Kitts Hill, OH United States - Saturday, November 20, 2004 1:39 PM CST A candle will burn thruout the day in memory of your precious angel, and in our prayers today we asked the lord to provide the best birthday ever!! Jeffrey Ott <SLOJSW@AOL.COM> Pineville, WV USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 12:06 AM CST Happy Birthday Precious Hanna! Thinking of you on this difficult day, my heart is so very heavy for the loved ones of this special little girl! I hope you find comfort, in your memories with her, during this difficult time in your lives. My God comfort and bless you. With Prayers and Love, Ashley and Caleb Dutton (friend's of Micah and Sarah) Ashley Reid Dutton <tohappycamper@yahoo.com> Greenville, SC - Saturday, November 20, 2004 12:04 AM CST Found your site through Ben's and just want to say Happy Birthday to Hanna. Praying that this day is full of happy wonderful memories. Ali {Friends of Allie} <usmomx4@hotmail.com> Omaha, NE - Saturday, November 20, 2004 11:53 AM CST Happy Birthday to Beautiful angel Hanna. My thoughts and prayers are with your family today. Michael's Aunt Chrissy <gallagherconnect@msn.com> Manorville, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 11:12 AM CST Today I witnessed the most precious site of the doves being relased in honor and memory of Hanna, I know she was smiling down from Heaven. The poem that was read was perfect. I was also so happy to meet Pepper and Pam, I read their words of encouragement so often, and it's nice to have a face to put with their names. I really felt honored to have been able to share this time with Tammy and her family and friends, remembering Hanna. Happy Birthday Hanna!!!!!!! Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:40 AM CST Dear Tammy & Family, I just lit a candle and spent some time watching Hanna's slideshow and listening to her song (and imagining the awesome dove release)and was reminded of just how much her special life touched mine and so many others. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET HANNA!! My heart is so heavy for you all and I am praying for your sorrow and grief to be lessened and for you to be filled with peaceful and happy memories today and each day forward. Enjoy your time in Disney and wishing you much luck with the marathon in a few weeks. You are always in my heart, Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:11 AM CST Happy Birthday Sweet Hanna! Thinking of you on this difficult day. God Bless! Hugs, Susan ~Friends of Allie~ Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:55 AM CST Cradled in the arms of Jesus. THis is where I see sweet beautiful little Hannah. One day you will cradle her again..what a wonderful hope this is. May God cradle you today..and give you comfort. Read Isaiah 57:1-2 and the comfort chapter Isaiah 40.. My love and prayers... Evelyn Rogers <evyrog@aol. com> Weston, wv USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:24 AM CST Dear Tammy and David, We remember Hanna today and everyday in our thoughts and prayers. We look forward to meeting her one day in heaven when our awesome Lord calls us home. May the Lord give you comfort as HE wraps HIS arms around you and holds you close. Dave and Judy Bronczek Dave and Judy Bronczek <bronczek@aol.com> Memphis, Tn. USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:16 AM CST We are thinking of you and your family on Hanna's birthday. I hope you find comfort in your memories with her. Jill - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:06 AM CST Can't wait to see you at Disney! Tom, Jennifer, Eli and Ben Bowen <tom@bens-story.com> - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:59 AM CST Happy Birthday to Hanna! Our thoughts & prayers are with you today & every day. You help so many Tammy you'll never know how far your strength to continue to fight this disease & compassion for others reaches. Bless you all always. Kerin Hentz Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:43 AM CST Praying for you on this special day. Penny St. Louis, MO - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:30 AM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!! Micah and I are thinking of you and can't wait to release those beautiful doves today in honor of the day God sent you to this earth! You are still so very much loved and thought about here, we envy the awesome birthday party you're having in Heaven! Tammy--we can't imagine what you're feeling, please let us help if there is anything we can do for you! Sarah Barker & Micah (www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah) <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:10 AM CST Happy Birthday to Hanna...Mommy and Daddy's precious angel. We are praying for your whole family that they will find peace and comfort, especially on this day that you were sent to them from God! Bless you all... Paige Faucheux <myangelz3@earthlink.net> Southaven, MS USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:02 AM CST Happy Birthday Princess... We miss you! Jeff Barnes <jebarproserve@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:46 AM CST Just wanted to say, our thoughts and prayers are with your family today. Lord, please give Hannah's family Peace and strenth as they get thru today and everyday.Let them know the love and support of so many. Bless and keep them Lord. Amen. Tanya <marktanya@bellsouth.net> N.C. - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:39 AM CST Thinking of you today. May you find strength in His hands. JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net> Moultrie, Ga - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:48 AM CST Happy Birthday Hanna! When I look at your photos, it is easy to see the wonderful gifts God created in you. The day you came to join us on Earth is reason to celebrate! Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:39 AM CST Happy Birthday to a special angel and to her mommy you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Your heart is big your smile is warm. Hold on to those thoughts and memories and know you are not alone. Ellie (Friends of Allie) <Ellie_bellie99@hotmail.com> Encinitas, Ca 92024 - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:26 AM CST My heart and prayers will be with you tomorrow. I'm not sure how one can be expected to cope under such horrific circumstances. But, God promises not to give us more than we can handle. Praise Him for allowing you to experience all that is Hannah. So many are affected. God Bless you and keep you. Robin K. (friend of the Bowens). Robin Kirtland <marina4@zoominternet.net> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:19 PM CST We miss you Hanna! Eli, Ben and family. <tom@bens-story.com> - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:11 PM CST We will be praying God's grace for you in this very difficult day. May the peace of God which goes beyond our understanding guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. The McIlraths (Jeff, Heather, Karissa, Ian and Alethea) <mcilrath1@frontiernet.net> Morrison, IL - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:25 PM CST Tammy & David - You will be in our thoughts and prayers this weekend. We pray that your friends and family will bring you comfort and that you will be blessed with the strength and peace that only God can give. Cindy Bulthuis <cbulthuis@att.net> Lockport, IL USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:21 PM CST I just wanted you to know that I will be thinking of you and Hanna tomorrow. Mindy Ernest Oro Valley, Az USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 4:29 PM CST Thinking about you guys this weekend. Julie & Easton <g8tor90@aol.com> - Friday, November 19, 2004 3:55 PM CST Your precious little girl is still on my heart, and I know she will be there for quite some time. As you approach her birthday, I'm praying that God will give you joy in the midst of your grief. I'm very sad about Hanna. I'm very happy that you were blessed with such a sweet little girl. Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Friday, November 19, 2004 2:42 PM CST hi everyone. pls on sturday 20th of november is the birthday of Hanna. we are honoring her memory by lighting candles at 10:00 am all over the world. so pls light a candle in the memory of Hanna in your house or in the church at 10:00 am. Tammy we are praying for your angel to protect you and help you in your daily life. God bless you. ange gardien <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> Lebanon - Friday, November 19, 2004 2:23 PM CST I'm a friend of Karen Mathes who mentioned Little Ben Bowen and my grandson Willy and my daughter Melanie say prayers every AM and PM for different peoples' health or if they have problems and so we added Little Ben. I also cannot know what it is like to lose a child -- they do go to "Heaven" but the parents are the people who have to go on with a hurt in their hearts that does not go away soon. I saw the picture of Hannah, she is adorable and certainly the Lord saw a reason to keep her in his kingdom. God bless you, her family. What I have been doing aside from the praying is supporting orphanages in Ukraine. My daughter Melan and I have a letter from our Priest authorizing us to gather whatever we can after the different churches have their sale of a variety of childrens clothes, etc. and just last week we gathered l7 large construction bags full of clothes, shoes, gloves, etc. and are still sorting out the sizes because they have children from infant to l6 years of age. It's a good feeling helping those who are so alone in life without parents. We will continue to do this as there are no agencys there as there are here in the USA. In fact when two huge boxes were sent to a boys orphanage the nun said to the driver that they didn't order anything and he said "no, this is from the USA" and the children were so happy and surprised that someone thousands of miles away thought about them. God is good and we try to help. I pray that time will ease the pain of your loss. Mrs. Pauline K. Sokolski <pauline.sokolski@de.ngb .army.mil> Wilmington, DE USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:56 PM CST Happy Birthday to one of the most beautiful and most loved angels in Heaven. I can't imagine how perfect the day will be for Princess Hanna :-) Anne Barnett <anne@bonac.net> Roswell, GA USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:42 PM CST Hello, I am a friend of the Bowens and I have heard so much about you. I think it is wonderful that you are there for them. My daughter has Retinoblastoma, patient of St. Jude, and I just can't imagine what you are going through right now. I know the ache in your heart that cancer had afflicated your child, but losing her, I can't fathom it. It is so hard to understand this great big world. I would never have dreamed life could turn out this way. We have to keep our faith and trust in God. It isn't about us, although it hurts so bad. Just remember, he keeps track of our every tear. I look at your little girls picture and think of stories of her and Eli and my heart breaks in two. She was an angel. We can hold on to the fact that you will see her again someday. I know I am ready for Jesus to come back soon. If you ever need to talk, please email me. Amanda Kirkendoll- www.caringbridge.org/wv/mckinley <kirkendoll1977@verizon.net> Chapmanville, WV - Friday, November 19, 2004 12:30 AM CST I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking of you. I was thinking of you last night, too, when I was disussing supplements with another mom. Anyway, you are never far from my thoughts. Hugs, Kimberly & Emerald Maes <emeraldsmama-supportcancerresearch@yahoo.com> - Friday, November 19, 2004 11:55 AM CST Just stopping by to wish Hanna an early Happy Birthday! And to you , her parents, I send you good thoughts, prayers and strength in the days to come. God bless you. Stacy-A proud "Friend of Allie" <haybag22@hotmail.com> ON Canada - Friday, November 19, 2004 11:52 AM CST Praying for you today and wishing Hannah a very special birthday. Tonya Wiersma <thewiersmas@charter.net> St. Albans, WV USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 11:51 AM CST Hanna's birthday is quickly coming. Celebrate with warm smiles and your memories. She wasnt here long enough. But made her mark on our lives. I continue to pray for you all. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Friday, November 19, 2004 11:04 AM CST I just wanted to tell Angel Hanna Happy Birthday! My thoughts and prayers are with all of you in these hard times. Paige Miller <pmiller@cmaaccess.com> Vivian, LA USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:45 AM CST My thoughts are with you today. Lisa Mayne-ALSAC-St. Jude <kaykel@mindspring.com> Southaven, MS US - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:09 AM CST Praying for God to comfort you while you grieve your daughter's death and celebrate her fourth birthday. Hanna died on my mom's birthday. I'll always remember her and say a prayer for her on that day. Good luck running in the marathon. Although we have never met, and probably never will, we are connected through Jesus Christ. One believer praying for another. Tonia Ernst <ternst@grics.net> Morrison, IL - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:08 AM CST Thinking of you today. Susan Wilhelm Houston, TX usa - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:02 AM CST Praying for you and your family as tomorrow will be Hanna's fourth birthday. I know that there are memories all around you I just want God to surround you with lots of love, family and friends. Shea Albritton <salbritton@grmc.com> West Monroe, La - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:54 AM CST I think of you all and your beautiful princess Hanna so often, and my heart is broken anew each time. I hope it comforts you a small measure to know that so many strangers continue to grieve for your beautiful child as well. I can only imagine the pain that this time of year brings for you, but know that I am praying that God continues to wrap his arms around you, just as he is with Hanna. And I'm positive she got that sneak preview!! Cindy St. Albans, WV - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:49 AM CST Praying for you as you remember and grieve your precious little girl. May God give you comfort beyond human ability or imagination. Sending our love, the McIlraths. Heather for the McIlraths <mcilrath1@frontiernet.net/www.caringbridge.org/il/alethea> Morrison, IL - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:42 AM CST Praying that God gives you strength and comfort on Hanna's birthday and during the holiday season. Melissa Horn Lake, MS United States - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:16 AM CST Hello, I am McKinley Kirkendoll's cousin and I just wanted to say that you are in my thoughts and prayers. May God give you peace and comfort to help you through each day. Thinking of you..... Maegan <megpegwv22@hotmail.com> Chapmanville, WV - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:24 AM CST I can't even begin to imagine what it is like to embark on this holiday season with your sweet little girl. I will pray for you to make it through even though it will be a horribly difficult task. I wish with all my heart she could be with you. I think of Hanna often, she has touched my heart! God Bless, Susan Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Friday, November 19, 2004 6:10 AM CST Just checking in on you Tammy. I spoke with Sarah today and she gave me the details for Saturday; we will plan to see you there. We all think of you often, if you ever feel like talking please call me. I can't wait for you to hear details on how much we have going on for the Desoto Darlings. Hanna's jewelry collection has been a hit with everyone who has seen it, reads her story, and sees the picture with her beautiful smile. I hope it brings you some comfort to know that she is helping to make a difference for others by sharing her story. We have already raised quite a bit of money for research and have a catalog in the works right now. Hopefully we will be able to get it to everyone in time for the holidays. I am sure your days are very long, but if you get the time please meet with us soon. I have been checking in on Ben daily. I am so glad they are having such a great time! Please let them know our thoughts and prayers are with them the next time you guys speak. I hope you get some rest, I will see you in a couple days. -Jodi www.caringbridge.org/ms/abigail Jodi Shaw <itsashawworld@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:57 PM CST Just wanted you to know you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I can only imagine how difficult the holiday season is without Hanna. I pray God's grace will sustain you. You remain wrapped in His arms, Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:19 PM CST My daughter is a St. Jude patient,also. Our prayers are with you all in Monroe,LA. Praying for your peace,strength and understanding. Emily and Shelbi Mae Monroe, LA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 4:57 PM CST Good afternoon, I realize Hanna's Birthday is soon and I can't get you off my mind. You are in my thoughts and prayer's through this time of pain. May God be with you. Hollie Miller hollie <millersagain@aol.com> - Thursday, November 18, 2004 1:00 PM CST We are so very sorry to see that Hannna has become an Angel. We were not aware of the website and just found it through another CB site. Please accept our sympathy and our prayers will be with you as you travel this new journey without your precious Hanna. Smile Quilts Angel Sprite and all your Smile Quilts friends <smilequilts@smilequilts.com> - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:34 AM CST I think his kind of tradegy is the most touching a family can possibly endure. I feel for all of you,and know what it is to have tumors, having had a few myself, but all successfully removed. Robert E. Trout <fishegg1@msn.com> Philadelphia , PA United States - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:05 PM CST Sending prayers from Hemet Ca. Karen Peji (Melody's Aunt Sissy) <kdpeji@adelphia.net> Hemet, CA USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:28 AM CST Tammy and family... Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We have quite a few photos of Hanna in our office and they always make us smile. She was, indeed, a princess. Deirdre Jack <deirdre.jack@stjude.org> Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 11:51 AM CST I found your site through Baby Jay's (GA) and wanted you to know that I pray for you and your family almost every day. I am the mother of two small children and just can't imagine the pain you are going through. Your daughter was so beautiful and precious and will never be forgotten! Karen Gober <Karengober@cox.net> Macon , GA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 1:43 PM CST I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful girl. I will pray for you that someway, somehow, the pain will ease. I wish so badly that you didn't lose her, and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~ <karenh596@sbcglobal.net> Stow, OH - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 11:47 AM CST Just to let you know you are in my heart and prayers. We have not forgotten your beautiful Hanna!! Love and hugs Judy Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:44 AM CST I check in on your updates often. I have a 4 year old little girl and I can not imagine what pain you go through. I am a friend of the Cole Walker family. My sister in law is Cole's great aunt. I pray that Hanna's birthday will be a celebration of her life for you and the pain will removed. Melissa Middleton <Melissa.b.middleton.nast@statefarm.com> - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:51 AM CST Tammi and David, I still check in on the site periodically, but I never forget. I think of Hanna every time I watch "Sue Thomas..." on Sunday night. Her theme song is the same. I lost my father Aug.29. He was 86 and quite ready to be with the Lord. But I still miss him and think of him at the oddest times; at the grocery store as I see something I always got for him,or as I look on my calender and see that he had a doctor's appt. in Nov.I know that the Lord gives us the strength that we need, so we just have to hang on tight and keep looking to Him. Sandy Adkins <retrn2003@yahoo.com> Vero Beach, Fl USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:32 AM CST I am not sure how I found your website, I believe through a chain of them following links from one to another. I would just like to say that Hanna was a beautiful little girl and I am sorry for what she and your family had to endure. You are in our prayers. Kara Kara Linz <linzk@rocori.k121.mn.us> Cold Spring, MN - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:44 AM CST I had heard abt Hanna's story from a friend. I read Hanna's story in the paper this past summer. I never thought I would be typing Hanna's story on the Desoto Darlings web site. How tragic it is to lose a child. I cannot imagine the heartache you must be feeling. Take one day at a time. God has a plan for you. I wish I could tell you what it is but I do not know. But I can tell you this, you will know it when you see it. God Bless you and your family - you are in our prayers. Tina & Luke Caron <LCaron1310@aol.com> Southaven, MS USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 0:37 AM CST We are still thinking of you and praying for you often. Kristen - Sunday, November 14, 2004 11:45 PM CST May God comfort you each and every day, may He ease your grief, and may He bless you with precious memories of your beautiful Hanna. Praying for you... Stephanie Jackson <stephaniedjackson@msn.com> Wayne, WV - Sunday, November 14, 2004 11:10 PM CST Thinking of you. I'm so so sorry for your pain & loss. Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Sunday, November 14, 2004 10:38 PM CST I'll be honoring Hanna by releasing a helium balloon at 10:00am on her birthday. Anybody want to join in? Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Sunday, November 14, 2004 8:33 PM CST Tammy you are still in our thoughts and prayers each day. I will be saying extra prayers for you over the next few weeks with Hanna's birthday, the Spongebob movie, and of course, the holidays. I cannot imagine how you must be feeling, but your strength is obvious and an inspiration. Maddie (my daughter) wanted to tell you that Hanna still loves you. She came running when she heard the song from your site. She knows that as "Hanna's song." God bless you Tammy. I wish there were a way I could help ease your pain and take away your grief. What I can do is pray - and that we shall continue doing. Love, Kelly & Maddie Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Sunday, November 14, 2004 2:04 PM CST Tammy, You have really been on my mind alot lately, maybe it's Hanna's birthday coming up, maybe it's the holidays, I don't really know. But the last few days I've found myself thinking of you and praying for all of you several times a day. I look at Savannah and I'm overwhelmed with the thought of what you must be going through. God is amazing to see you through this. I pray for your continued faith and healing. You are an inspiration. Your reward will be great in Heaven!!!!! Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, November 13, 2004 5:05 PM CST Not a day goes by that I don't think about Hanna and all the kids at St Jude. Your still in my prayers. Good luck with the marathon training. God Bless! Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 3:25 PM CST Tammy, Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Friday, November 12, 2004 7:43 PM CST Our prayers remain with you daily. As we also struggle thru the upcoming holidays we know somehow the lord will get us thu this, as hanna and stephanie will both be spending christmas with jesus this year. Jeffrey and Susan Ott <slojsw@aol.com> Pineville , wv usa - Friday, November 12, 2004 5:26 PM CST Read about Hanna on Bens site. My heart goes out to you. I know we dont always understand Gods plan, but personally I have had a reality check since I found this web-site. I dont know any of you but your all in my thoughts and prayers. God bless all.One thing I am remembering is in our darkest times we are not alone... Praise God... Tanya Berube <marktanya@bellsouth.net> Dana, N.C. USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:08 AM CST Thank you God for your beautiful works in Hanna. Her smile, her love, and her joy give us a glimpse of you. Thank you for the way Hanna has touched my life and continues to each day. Thank you for holding her family close until they are together again. Amen Karen T. WV - Friday, November 12, 2004 6:41 AM CST I've just popped over from Ben's site and want to say I am so so sorry that your family has had to go through this. I hope someday you find peace. Your little Hanna is so beautiful and she has every right to be proud of the photo that hangs at St Judes - it is adorable. xx Yvonne "Friends of Allie" <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz> Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:32 PM CST hi , i lost my son to an anaplastic astrocytoma on september 21 2004, jack was only 10 years old and fought it bravely till the end , my prayers are with hanna and her family john kelly <John.kelly327@ntlworld> manchester, england - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 5:24 PM CST Just thinking of little Hanna. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 3:59 PM CST Quick note to say we are thinking of you! Micah still talks about and tells people about her friend Hanna--she misses her terribly! I know Halloween was so hard for you, Tammy--just know that the dove release to honor Hanna and Shea was amazing and we know that Hanna loved it too! www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah Sarah Barker & Micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:37 PM CST Tammy & David - I'm a new friend of the Bowen family and want to thank you for all the love and support you're giving them during this time. My family continues to pray for them and for you. We pray that you all have the strength and peace that comes only from God. We wish there was more we could do. Still believing. Cindy Bulthuis <cbulthuis@att.net> Lockport, IL USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 6:45 AM CST JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY, AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU LIL SIS!!! I GOT SOMETHING FOR YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!! STAY STRONG TAMMY AND DAVID , I KNOW ITS VERY HARD ON YALL TOO, I THINK ABOUT YALL EVERYDAY THAT GOES BY TOO.. I LOVE YOU BABY SISTER.... I WILL NEVER EVER HAVE ANOTHER SISTER THAT THOUGHT ME AS MUCH AS YOU DID MCKENZIE GIBSON <JMEMILLS@AOL.COM> HORN LAKE, MS USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 1:05 AM CST I'd like to thank you for being there at St. Jude to support and be with the Bowen's as they just received news that Ben's tumor is growing. I've been following Hannah's story since the summer but never knew quite what to say in your guest book. So once again thanks for supporting all the parents at our St. Jude Hospital. We head back to Memphis the first week of Dec. Jill will have her first post-treatment check up, scans, MRI, x-rays, etc. God Bless you this holiday season. Best of luck to you in the upcoming marathon. I admire you so much. Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net> Columbia, MO USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 5:52 PM CST sending you loving thoughts hoping as you go through these "firsts" your tears will heal your heart and you will smile at the memories.... michelle <michellecandler@suscom.net> PA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 4:13 PM CST Praying for you! Stephanie Alvarez <salvarez@mail.com> Shreveport, LA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 1:58 PM CST A LETTER FROM HEAVEN "To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you." "It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on. I need you here badly, you're part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do, and foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you... in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too.... That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, then you can say to God at night... "My day was not in vain." And now I am contented.... that my life has been wothwhile, Knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind; I'm walking in you footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free, remember you're not going.... you're coming here to me. Used with permission of Author Ruth Ann Mahaffey georges karam <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> lebanon, lebanon - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 5:49 AM CST hi i want to express my deepest sadness for ur sadness and tell u that Hanna is now in heaven with Jesus she is ur gardien angel now and i am sure she is praying for you. God bless you and give you the strenght. georges karam <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> beyrouth, Lebanon - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 4:56 AM CST Just sending a quick note to recognize your amazing family. I stumbled upon your little princess and her adorable smile upon seeing a link on Erin's website that featured Ben. I want you to know that your web site is making people aware of the greatness of the simple pleasures in life. Thank you for sharing your life with others. Melissa <shemekm@doubleotransllc.com> Monroe, NE Platte - Monday, November 8, 2004 1:53 PM CST Hope your Halloween was tolerable, I can imagine the rest of the year will be rough, but please remember that many, many people continue to pray for you daily, for God to comfort you and hold you and remind you that Hanna is waiting patiently. I know it must seem like forever, but for her it will be just the blink of an eye until she sees her mommy again. I wish there were something I could do or say but all I can do is pray. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake`, MS - Sunday, November 7, 2004 5:25 PM CST I stumbled onto your website merely by accident yet I am so glad I did. I have two children that by the grace of God are healthy and I have not had to deal with all that you and your family have. Thank you for allowing me to recognize that there are far too many other things that are important rather than a clean house and everything in its place. Today I will appreciate life - mine and that of my children. You are an inspiration. You're little angel is in God's hands. Thank you and God Bless you! Jennifer Chandler <jnnfr_chandler@yahoo.com> Beckley, WV - Sunday, November 7, 2004 10:09 AM CST Hello, I found your site through the Bowen's website (which I came across through another site, ironically after I had just recieved his photo & story in my monthly mailing from St. Jude's children's hospital since I am a monthly donor). I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful little princess. I cannot imagine anything worse than losing your child. I will keep you in my prayers and hope that the memories of the time you spent with little Hanna help to keep her alive in your hearts always. Hugs & prayers to you... Mel <mschultz@i-sect.net> Bristol, CT USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 7:12 PM CST Just a quick note to let you all know that we continue to pray for you every day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Friday, November 5, 2004 5:44 PM CST you are in my thoughts and prayers. Tina Ferguson <tinafrgsn@yahoo.com> fort gay, wv usa - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:25 PM CST My name is Ben Flanery, i saw your site through bens site,lately ive been keeping up w/ his progress and reading the updates, im trying to get in touch with the bowens personally to try and meet them because i had a similar brain tumor around the same age as ben and i just thought that i could offer them some much needed comfort and hope. When i went to your site and started reading the story i saw that your daughter was diagnosed with the same brain tumor as i was. Although mine was in the cerebellum, my parents are all too familiar with your situation and how much strength it takes to get through each day. God Bless, Ben Flanery Ben Flanery <ben2003us@yahoo.com> Worthington , Ky USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 4:39 PM CST Just a quick note to let you know I was thinking of you today! Still praying for God's peace and grace every day. Michelle Fowler <mfowler777@msn.com> Atlanta, GA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:13 AM CST Mrs. Tammie I miss Hanna so much, she was such a joy to be around, this page is beautiful i know she would have been so proud of it. I finally started a website on here too, and i am doing vey well, i only have two more treatments left, and i will be through sometime around Christmas. Love, lindsay harwell <danzinlinz06@aol.com> southaven, ms us - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 2:47 PM CST David & Tammy, I miss seeing my little Hanna. I think of yall so often. Your family is in my prayers. Love, Haley (Hanna's favorite sedation nurse) Haley MIlls <haley.mills@stjude.org> Southaven, MS - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:16 AM CST Dear Tammie I'm Jennifer, I found this website through Sue. My dad and Randy are close friends. I miss Hanna and still am praying for you. Through Hanna i've figured out that life is short and only the sweetest go first to heaven. I'll keep you in my prayers. with the deepest love Jennifer M. Jennifer <swtbabygurl201@aol.com> Nesbit, MS - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:51 PM CST I am sorry for your loss. My mother died of a brain tumor also. I know words cannot say how you feel but I truly feel that you will see her again some day and she will be healthy and very happy. Love and Prayers. Lisa Tomlin Lisa Tomlin <tabbysflower@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, November 1, 2004 2:29 PM CST It brings tears to my eyes thinking a child so young and innocent can be taken away so fast. My heart goes out to you all, I'm so sorry for the loss. I do believe she is up above watching over, and she will always be by your side. Alison Boca Raton, FL USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 11:58 AM CST As we approach the Holidays, may God continue to fill the void and give your family the strength and courage you need. Now that you have been a blessing to me, God will surely bless your family in abundance. Happy Holidays Saundra Watson <saundra.watson@exp-med-sys.com> San Antonio, Texas USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:59 AM CST Just a quick note to tell you and I know you this but not a day goes by that I dont think of Hannah. Just so unreal!!! Stay strong and call me for anything you guys need. Love Ya!!! Karen Russell Sardis, MS USA - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:41 PM CST Hanna, God was ready to have you with him in Heaven! Dawnya Smith <aynwads@yahoo.com> San Angelo, TX, United States - Sunday, October 31, 2004 1:41 PM CST Tammy and David, Thinking and praying for all of you this weekend as always. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:29 PM CDT Thinking of you Tammy and David hope you are doing well. I know how you feel for the tough days ahead. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. ~Karley Blouins mom, Wendy Wendy Blouin <Maine_girl_here@yahoo.com> Lewiston, ME USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 7:36 PM CDT Please accept my sorrow for you at the loss of your daughter. I am confident she was a wonderful girl with a soft heart. Her life has served to soften others' hearts as well, including mine. Thank you for your persistence in loving her. Know that your daughter's life has not been lived in vain. Love, Michael and Lexi Harmon Michael Harmon <harmonmsp@yahoo.com> Santa Barbara, CA 93109 - Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:40 AM CDT thinking of your family this weekend. I know this very brave princess is very much missed. Although she may not know it but she has touched hearts from around the world! Catroma - Saturday, October 30, 2004 0:40 AM CDT Don't get discouraged about the running. One day you'll do a 6 mile run with no problem and then another day you will struggle with every step of a 4 mile run. Just like in everything else you'll have good days and bad days. I really notice a difference in my running when I do not get enough rest. Take a few days off and then go out again. You'll feel revived! I wouldn't put too much pressure on keeping up either, just shuffle along at your own pace and try to get lost in your thoughts, clear your mind of the negative, enjoy the fall scenery, and concentrate on how proud Hanna is watching you from heaven training for this challenge. Everything willjust fall in place. I really do practice clearing my mind of all negative thoughts, stress, and guilt. (they only wear you out) I like to think about happy times and sweet memories. I get so lost in my thoughts its like I forget I'm running and then I'm finished. Have a great weekend! Try to enjoy halloween as much as you can. I'l be thinking of you and praying hard. Beth Tampa, - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:18 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that i pray for you, and to my baby sister happy halloween and i am bringing you something sunday for halloween. i hope that you like it .. i love you so much.. love always your big sister MCKenzie Gibson <JMEMILLS@aol.com> Horn Lake, ms USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 9:20 AM CDT Extra prayers this weekend for you and your family! Shelbi Moseby(family of www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace) <shelbiowasso@aol.com> Owasso, OK - Friday, October 29, 2004 0:15 AM CDT Tammy, I pray that God's grace will get you through the tough times of missing your sweet Hanna. When my baby was ill with encephalitis and in a coma, God poured his grace on me by the bucket fulls. My blessings are with you and your family during the difficult times ahead. Love in Christ Erin Emerson Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, October 28, 2004 2:32 PM CDT Hey Tammy. Don't forget that you can call me anytime to cry, laugh, scream, or just talk. I am here for you sweetie. I will be thinking of you this weekend. Call me for anything. Leaning on Him, Dawn www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com> Hernando, MS - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:58 AM CDT I just learned the stories of Hanna and Ben. I am so sorry about your loss. You are in many thoughts and prayers through these hard times. Amanda Christian Austin, TX - Thursday, October 28, 2004 2:14 AM CDT I walked in and heard Eli talking to God about Hanna tonight. Hardly a day goes by that he (or us) doesn't speak of and remember our favorite little princess. David, Tammy and the kids - we love you all. Tom and Jennifer Bowen <tom@bens-story.com> - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:28 PM CDT Tammy I know I dont write you alot on this site, its because I talk to you everyday...but I do get on here everyday. You know Im here for you, Im just a phone call away. I will always love you and Hanna more than words can say. I thought of Hanna like she was mine. I miss her deeply! She will forever live in my heart. Love you Char! charlene <charlenetully31@earthlink.net> nesbit, ms - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 3:52 PM CDT Tammy, Still thinking of everyone. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:12 PM CDT Thinking of you daily. Love you. Diane McCallum <buddyanddiane2gc@yahoo.com> Nesbit, MS USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:05 PM CDT There isnt a day that I dont think of Hanna or your family. I still pray for you. And thank you for being such great friends for the Bowens. It is good to have someone who understands. Wish you didnt but you do. Your strength and friendship helps them help Ben and Eli. It has too. Thank you and may god bless and watch over you. For your journey has just began. Becky Whittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Sunday, October 24, 2004 9:04 PM CDT Just stopping by to "visit," to thank God for Hanna and to lift you up to Him again and again. Thank you for sharing Hanna with us and allowing us the honor of praying for her and for getting to know her a bit through her website. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Sunday, October 24, 2004 5:44 PM CDT A gift for you.. Praying for you..i know that this will never bring back Hanna, but she wants you to know - she has her angel wings. a friend <afriend@rememberinghanna.com> Any City, Any State Here on Earth - Sunday, October 24, 2004 2:05 PM CDT Tammy & David, We admire your strength & are so glad you are able to be with Tom & Jennifer. I know your support means the world to them. Think of you often & are always in our prayers. Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Saturday, October 23, 2004 2:06 PM CDT Tammy, Still praying for you all and forever missing Hanna.....All our love, Trina(Forever looking upward) and Jophie(Who remains wrapped in our heavenly fathers arms) http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/jophie/index.htm Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net> Kitts Hill, Ohio United States - Saturday, October 23, 2004 1:04 PM CDT Tammy, my family was at Ben Bowen’s church service at River Cities on October 17. I’m sorry we did not get a chance to do this in person, but I wanted to express our sympathy on the loss of your beautiful little girl. We hope you will continued to be comforted by the love of friends and family (and even those of us who have never met you). Your family will remain in our thoughts and prayers. Cindy Bulthuis <tigerflower@att.net> Lockport, IL 60441 - Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:29 AM CDT Tammy, I go to River Cities and have been following Ben's story...Our preacher told us about you and Hanna and how much you mean to the Bowen's and how you need our prayers as well. You're an amazing inspiration and in my thoughts and prayers. Kati Bailey <Katidid313@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Friday, October 22, 2004 5:04 PM CDT Love you guys. Tom and Jennifer <tom@bens-story.com> - Friday, October 22, 2004 7:54 AM CDT How small our world is...it is almost 1 am and I need to leave at 7 am to travel to Cincinnati Children's with my son. Before I go to bed I always check my email, my sister sent me one asking me to look at Ben's story from our local WSAZ channel 3 website. I live very close to Huntington WV, actually South Point, OH and never knew the story of Ben. As I read through the pages my heart began to beat faster and the tears began to flow, then I met the most beautiful little girl, your precious baby Hanna. I am so sorry for your loss, I wish I could say or do something more. I would love to meet you both, and I am very anxious to contact the Bowen's since we live so close. I have a 16 year old son who has a rare muscle disease, autism and cerebral palsy. I have almost lost him several times and I feel blessed every day that God allows me to spend with him but I know someday that I will probably experience your pain and your loss. Somedays I can't bear the thought. Hanna's web pages are so special, all of the Disney characters. I saw the picture with Mickey, we also were able to go to Give Kids the World, through Make A Wish and visit Disney World. It was a true dream for our entire family. I am so thankful to them for allowing us the opportunity. Please know that if there is anything I could ever do for your family I would love the opportunity. My heart goes out to you all and you will remain in my prayers. I know that God is helping a beautiful little girl tonight to cross a beautiful street of gold, waiting patiently to be joined someday with her parents. Hold fast to those thoughts and know that I am praying God will keep you safe in his arms tonight with peace in your hearts that Hanna is safe, loved and secure. God bless you all! Always Praying, Tammy Tammy Rowsey <truckinbean@msn.com> South Point, OH USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 0:04 AM CDT Ahhh San Diego what a great place. Starting to get a little crowed. Glad you enjoyed it. I was wondering when you were all coming this way. I was hoping to meet you. Maybe another time. You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Melody’s Daddy Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net> - Thursday, October 21, 2004 1:43 PM CDT JUST WANTED TO STOP IN AND TELL YOU THAT WE ARE THINKING OF YOU ALL AND THAT WE LOVE YOU. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU PRINCESS. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:53 PM CDT Tammy and family I have a picture of Hanna on my cork board at work, and often think of you and her. She was a special little girl, and we all at Justice Court thought she was a little darlin' I love the web site created for Hanna. It is very nice. Most sincere, Teresa Rodgers ( Charlene's friend & coworker) Teresa Rodgers <Teresarodgers@desotocountyms.org> Southaven , MS USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 4:59 PM CDT hi its me again just checkin out the site.im so upset that Hanna passed away. but any time im down or depressed i can get on the site and see Hanna's picture and i feel a whole lot better. well love ya brittany brittany <gurlbiz93@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 9:58 PM CDT Mr. David and Mrs. Tammy, I was thinking about a day when you still lived next door, Jason had taught Hanna how to "MOOOO" when he asked "what dose a cow say?" And Hanna would not do it. She was not feeling well that day as I remember, she had the patch on her eye, but she wanted to come out with Jason to play. Right about the time I was walking away I heard Hanna say "MOOOOOO!!!!" and Jason was so proud that she said it. Then Jason and Hanna just smiled so big at each other. I wish that I could see that again, just once more. I am still praying for ya'll. Hailey Spoon <ssweetbubbles@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 3:48 PM CDT Mr. David and Mrs. Tammy, I was thinking about one day when you still lived next door, Jason had taught Hanna how to "MOOOO" when he asked "what dose a cow say?" And Hanna would not do it. Her counts were low that day, as I remember,and she had the patch on her eye, but she wanted to come out with Jason to play. Right about the time I was walking away I heard Hanna say "MOOOOOO!!!!" and Jason was so proud that she said it. Then Jason and Hanna just smiled so big at each other. I wish that I could see that again, just once more. I am still praying for ya'll. Hailey Spoon <ssweetbubbles@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 3:45 PM CDT Dear Tammy, It was wonderful to see you at River Cities yesterday morning. I am in awe of your strength and how God has just poured His grace upon you. You are an incredible lady and I know God will use this tragedy in your life to help others who are going through the same struggles. I know how much Tom & Jennifer appreciate your friendship and espcially having a friend who can feel there every pain. I hope you had a safe journey home and hope that you can come back and visit again soon. I have a picture of Hanna (from the website) hanging on my refrigerator door and each time I go by I pray for you and your family and then I praise God for giving you such a beautiful little girl to love and that He has taken her to be with Him and I'm sure He is loving her with a love she could have never imagined. You remain wrapped in His arms, Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:45 PM CDT Praying you had a nice peaceful weekend with the Bowen family. Shelbi Moseby(family of www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace) <shelbiowasso@aol.com> Owasso, OK - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:55 AM CDT Tammy, I was thinking of Hanna today, went by the cemetery, the butterfies and windchimes are wonderful. There was a light breeze and the music was so pretty. I can't believe it's been more than 2 months, We still pray everyday for you and your family to find some sort of peace. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Sunday, October 17, 2004 6:00 PM CDT Always thinking about you guys. Hope your trip to WV is wonderful - take care of you, and we will contiue to keep you in our prayers. The Wargos <g8tor90@aol.com> - Sunday, October 17, 2004 0:15 AM CDT hey i'm brittanys friend. i'm so sorry about hanna well even though she's gone i hope your lives are happy. i will think about u and pray for u samantha <lilsam20135@aol.com> southaven, ms - Saturday, October 16, 2004 12:04 AM CDT Happy to hear you and David had a nice trip, I pray everyday for God to comfort you. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, October 16, 2004 11:54 AM CDT She was beautiful! I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Shannon Tonawanda, NY US - Saturday, October 16, 2004 10:39 AM CDT My family and I, and everyone who has come to know Hannah through your and Ben's web-site have grieved along with you and your family. I have prayed for God to continue to make His Grace sufficient for you. May God fill you every day with that perfect peace that the Bible says goes beyond all understanding. Your praying friends in Columbus... Alan Gianettino and family(Christy and 6 year old Kensey) <gnatinos@columbus.rr.com> Columbus, OH U.S. - Saturday, October 16, 2004 0:20 AM CDT How blessed you are that God allowed you to care for his beautiful little angel while she was here, spreading his love. You must be very special for him to have entrusted you with the care of such an important little angel. God bless you. I will be praying. I learned of Hannah through Ben's page. What an incredibly beautiful child. Her beauty (seen through pictures and words) bubbles over and radiates out spreading the truth of the existance of God. How could anyone look at her, read her story, and not be fully convinced that God lives! Robin Kirtland <robinkirtland@clearchannel.com> Huntington, WV - Friday, October 15, 2004 11:33 PM CDT I met you on the plane back to Memphis and I didn't get your name, but know that I think of you and your family often. I look forward to the day when I reach Heaven and finally get to meet Hanna and give her a hug and tell her that I knew her mother. Mollie Lyons <molliel@midsouth.rr.com> Bartlett, TN USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 5:27 PM CDT Hi. I pray that you are doing well. I hope the pledges continue to come in. I haven't seen the total go up in a while; so folks, if you haven't yet made a pledge to sponsor David and Tammy, do it quickly! Peace to you . . . Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Friday, October 15, 2004 11:51 AM CDT Hi Tammy, I just wanted leave a message today. I think of you often. Hugs, Kimberly & Emerald Maes <emislema@yahoo.com> - Thursday, October 14, 2004 11:42 PM CDT I visit your site regularly. I knew y'all from LeBonheur. I still can't believe it. Good luck with the race. Melissa <rn2000melissac@aol.com> Olive Branch, ms - Thursday, October 14, 2004 2:33 AM CDT just wanted to say once again that i am thinking of you and i love you so much .. i will always miss you , and i know that you are looking down on me . please keep me save .. i miss you so much your big sister mckenzie McKenzie Gibson <jmemills@aol.com> Southaven, ms usa - Thursday, October 14, 2004 0:42 AM CDT Hello, I learned of your site through Ben's story. Your sweet angel daughter is just precious. I just want to let you know that I am sending you hugs and prayers. Leslie and family Leslie (Allie's Angels) <ohcecilia@comcast.net> Harleysville, PA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:27 PM CDT I just wanted to let you know that i was thinking about you and am so saddened by your loss. I truly am sorry. Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk> Glasgow, Scotland - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 2:10 PM CDT Tammy and David - Wanted you to know that I am thinking about and praying for you and your family each and every day. Love and Prayers, Tina Tina <tina.sommer@upbna.com> - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:19 AM CDT I can't imagine your grief, I can't imagine your pain. I can pray for you, and think of you often. The thoughts and prayers of many are with you. An Allie's Angel CA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 11:18 PM CDT First let me start off by saying I am sorry for what you have been through........ My 4 yr old daughter was diagnosed with Leukemia August 2002. It is really hard to explain how you feel when talking to someone about your child being sick. I have never heard it put as well as you have. Thank you so much for sharing your story with everyone.. Julia Morrel <julia.morrel@sbcglobal.net> Arlington, Tx USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 11:04 PM CDT What a beautiful angel....My heart goes out to you and your family as I sit here and read your story.But I know your daughter is in loving hands and running happy now.God be with you all......... Rachel Madison, WV USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:40 PM CDT Just wanted to check on everyone, and remind you all that we are still thinking of you and praying for you every day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:19 PM CDT I think of you daily and pray for your happiness. Keep up the good work, you truly are an inspiration to many. Sending love and prayer's, Hollie hollie <millersagain@aol.com> - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 6:07 PM CDT just wanted you to know that i am thinking about you lil sis!!! and wanted to tell you happy halloween!!! keep watching over me .. i love you always, your big sister McKenzie MCKenzie Gibson <jmemills@aol.com> Southaven, ms usa - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:08 AM CDT Tammy, I think of how you do everything and how much you obviously miss Princess Hanna, so much. It seems to me like you are superwoman. Like you are on top and in control of everything, waiting paciently to be with you angel once again. I know that our Lord has a wonderful plan for you and until then keep being strong and pacient because I know you will find peace and happiness with Hanna once again. I also hope Mr.David reaches his goal for the marathon. Every night I pray for you, David, Jason, Emily, and Andrew and I will continue to do so. Love, Hailey Hailey Spoon <Ssweetbubbles@aol.com> - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 0:07 AM CDT Tammy, I love you so much. I think about Hanna every day and Ivy and Jay tell Jesus to give her a kiss every night when they say their prayers. You are a GREAT mother. Hanna was so lucky to have you. Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com> - Monday, October 11, 2004 9:21 PM CDT Tammy, David & Family: Still thinking of you all and lifting you up in prayer today . God Bless and best of luck with the marathon! Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:57 AM CDT May god give an over flowing of peace and strength and to know what special people you are, and that your angel will be alive in your hearts in all you do until the day you meet again. God bless you all. Jennifer Mattingly <jjana@charter.net> Newnan, GA - Monday, October 11, 2004 9:42 AM CDT God Bless you. You are in my prayers. Denise VA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:37 PM CDT I can not even imagine the pain of losing a child. My heart just aches for you- Just know that you are in my prayers. God Bless You All- Love and Hugs from Texas- Wendy Wendy - Allie's Angels <stroudtx1@sbcglobal.net> Irving, TX usa - Sunday, October 10, 2004 3:00 PM CDT I found your site while visiting Ben's. I am so sorry for your loss. I just cannot imagine what you must be going through. I really loved the story about the egg vs. the rock... what a great analogy. I also really love the cowgirl pictures! I live in Calgary, Alberta, and Hanna looks like she would have fit right in here - especially during the Stampede! God bless, and thank you for sharing Hanna with us. Connie Calgary, Alberta Canada - Saturday, October 9, 2004 10:29 PM CDT I continue to pray for you. I think of Hannah with a smile. Cheryl <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Saturday, October 9, 2004 6:34 PM CDT Our prayers for your comfort are with you. jeffrey and susan ott <slojsw@aol.com> pineville, wv usa - Saturday, October 9, 2004 2:30 PM CDT Thinking of Hanna today, praying for all of you. I know how happy she must be about the marathon. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, October 9, 2004 2:10 PM CDT I'm praying for you and your family today. Prayers for comfort and happy memories of sweet Hanna! Shelbi Moseby(family of www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace) <shelbiowasso@aol.com> Owasso, OK - Saturday, October 9, 2004 11:24 AM CDT Just to let you know we are thinking of you tonight. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Friday, October 8, 2004 7:18 PM CDT This page was very moving and our Student Council cant wait to get started on our new service project which is raising $1,000 for Hanna's plaque. Thanks Cordova Middle School, Student Council Pres (Korey Sasse) and VP (Ashlyn Tarr) Cordova, tn united states - Friday, October 8, 2004 12:21 AM CDT Still thinking of you all and praying for your broken hearts to be healed. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Thursday, October 7, 2004 6:19 AM CDT Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free. I’m following the path God has Laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to Love, to sing, or play. Things left undone Must stay that way. I found that peace at The close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill It with remembered joys. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life’s been full, I savored much. Good Friends, good times, my family's love. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don’t lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free! www.caringbridge.com/ma/heathergrace HELLO TAMMY AND DAD I JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW I MISS YOU ALL ALOT AND MISS HANNA TOO. GOD IS GOOG AND HE IS GOOD ALL THE TIME. TAMMY I PRAY THAT YOU WILL HAVE HAPPINESS AND I KNOW IT IS HARD BUT HANNA IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SAYING MOMMY I AM FINE AND YOU TOOK SO GOOD CARE OF ME. HOLD YOUR HEAD UP AND SAY WELL DONE I DID A GOOD JOB. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU...... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 12:49 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that we are still checking on you often and praying for you daily. Jeff & Kristen Brentwood, TN - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 10:36 AM CDT You have been in my prayers since your precious baby went to meet Jesus.I can't even imagine your pain,but I will continue to lift you up in prayer. I pray daily for all the St. Jude families and I am a partner in hope with St. Jude,may God bless you as you get ready for this marathon! Good Luck Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net> Minden, La. USA - Monday, October 4, 2004 11:04 PM CDT i see the pictures of princess hanna and can't help but notice how peaceful she looks ... she positively glows in all of them ... i can't even begin to imagine what you're going through right now ... but i do know that the Lord has you in the palm of His hand and will give you the comfort that you need to be strong ... the marathon is such a wonderful idea and will show others how special hanna was and she will never be forgotten ... you are in my prayers jennifer carpenter <demarco_1@charter.net> charleston, wv usa - Monday, October 4, 2004 10:18 PM CDT hi my name is anna mcnamara and i love you wed page and i have my own wed page. i have r.s.d and i maed my page because of the rsd from my faily and friend and pepol to go on it it is caringbridge.org/pa/anna.mcnamara i love doing the updane on it and i do it on mondays or tuesdays and somthtime on wednesdays and i love raeding you updenat and i wish you can go on it. and i hope you can be all haely for live. and i am preat for you 24/7 and and and i do not now if you now the the baend jump5 it is a christan one and i love this sign it call god bless the usa and here it go If tomorrow all the things were gone I hoped for all my life. And I had to start again just my family by my side. I thank my God above to be living here today. Cause the flags still stands for freedom and they can't take that away (e). CHORUS: I'm proud to be an American where at least I know I am free. And I won't forget the man who died and gave that right to me. And I'll gladly stand up next to you and defend ourselves today. Cause there ain't no doubt of this land [lamb ?] God Bless The USA From the lakes of Minnesota to the hills of Tennessee. Across the planes of Texas from sea to shinning sea (e). From detroit down to Houston and New York to LA It's part of every American heart It's time to stand and say (e). i love have it go. may god bless you and you faily - anna mcnamara anna mcnamara <amcnamara@entermail.net> allentown, pa usa - Monday, October 4, 2004 6:57 PM CDT Hello Tammy and family, I just want you to know that you all are still in my prayers and thoughts and I am still telling others about your precious Hanna. The little Savannah, Rhonda Thomas's daughter, is my niece so that is how I know about Hanna and your family and how I have grown in my spiritual walk by seeing your faith. May God be with you. Jessica Jernigan <JJblue33@aol.com> Denton, TX USA - Monday, October 4, 2004 2:42 AM CDT Hi Tammy & David -- I just looked through your wonderful tribute to Hanna. She is so precious. I can't even imagine. It is such a hard battle -- but you just get thru it one day at a time. My thoughts and prayers are with you. ps I love the egg analogy. It's so true. Thank God for St. Jude. Tom & Lisa Murdock (Ashley's mom & dad) <lmur0504@aol.com> Cordova, TN USA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 9:37 PM CDT Good morning, I am thrilled to hear you are running in the Marathon! I wish you the best of luck, I admire you for doing so. I hear Kerin Hentz is running too! I will say extra prayer's for you through these holiday's, I can't imagine the pain you must feel. Your Hanna is a special girl and we will not forget her. Sending love and prayer's, Hollie Miller and family hollie <millersagain@aol.com> - Sunday, October 3, 2004 8:14 AM CDT Sending love and prayers to the family Cindy <Zindy88@hotmail.com> Finland - Sunday, October 3, 2004 7:56 AM CDT I'm so sorry! I can´t speak so good English that I could tell you how sorry I really am... but lots of love and strenght! Tina Finland - Sunday, October 3, 2004 7:38 AM CDT Dear Mr. and Mrs. Pinnow, I really admire yall for the strength you have to be able to get through this kind of thing. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Good luck on your marathon, and may God bless you all. Christy Gipson <hlhottie17@yahoo.com> HornLake, MS USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 9:21 AM CDT Hey Tammy,David & kids:Hard to believe its going on 2 months already since we saw our little princess.when i read your thank you card all i could think about was thanking you & David for allowing me to be a pall bearer.i've carried my share on these final journies-some way too close together-but none that meant more to me than little Hanna, i'm still so honored.i think about Hanna everyday & remember the weekends she would come stay & play with us.when we wonder if they really exist, we would all be wise to realize we have truly known an angel. Jeff Barnes <jebarproserve@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 6:38 AM CDT Tammy, just thought you would like to know that Savannah is so proud for Hanna, one of the kids at my aunt's house was bragging about meeting Elmo recently and Savannah (not to be outdone) put her hands on her hips and told him, "That's okay, my friend Hanna met Jesus". Our prayers and thoughts are with all of you daily. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Friday, October 1, 2004 6:25 PM CDT JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU WE ARE STILL THINKING OF YOU GUYS. WE LOVE YOU. TAMMY, JUST REMEMBER I AM HERE FOR WHATEVER YOU MAY NEED, IF I CAN DO IT I WILL AND IF I CANT I WILL FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN.I LOOK AT HANNA'S PICTURE AND IT IS STILL HARD TO BELIEVE THAT OUR LITTLE PRECIOUS PRINCESS ISNT HERE WITH US ANYMORE. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SPECIAL MOMENTS WE WERE ALLOWED TO SPEND WITH HER. I HOPE SHE KNEW(KNOWS)HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER. TALK TO YOU SOON. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 5:39 PM CDT Still thinking of you and praying for you. Good luck with the training. I really admire people who are so dedicated. Unfortunately, I don't run unless I'm being chased. Hanna will be with you the whole way. Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 1:54 PM CDT Dear Tammy and David, We keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Tammy, it was such an honor and pleasure to meet you yesterday. You radiate the Lord's love! God Bless you and David, Dave and Judy Bronczek Dave and Judy Bronczek <bronczek@aol.com> Memphis, Tn USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:22 AM CDT I don't know you all personally; just through the web. Just wanted to let you know how awed I am by your family's strength and faith. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. I think it's wonderful that you are honoring Hanna's memory with the marathon and 1/2 marathon. I pray for your continued strength and comfort. Wendy Foster <fdfoster@comcast.net> Brentwood, TN USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 5:52 PM CDT Always thinking about you guys. So proud of you for running! Julie Wargo <g8tor90@aol.com> - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 9:25 PM CDT I was proud and honored to of donated to your run. I hope it is able to help. I never met Hanna. I often think of her and all she had to offer. She was only here a short time but yet touched so many. I know you must miss her. I still pray for you and your family. Stay well. Becky Whittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:54 PM CDT I think about your family everyday and my 3 daughters pray for Hanna in heaven every night. My 5 year old daughter Katie has a prayer box bracelet she brought to kindergarten for show and tell today. One of the five prayer boxes on her bracelet was for Hanna. Her life has made a huge impact on my family and thank you for sharing so much. Kim Hellmann Kim Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 6:47 PM CDT I still come to Hanna's site daily just to see her smiling face---the most precious!!! Thank you for continuing to update us who only know your family through Hanna's website. Shelbi Moseby (family of www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace) <shelbiowasso@aol.com> Owasso, OK - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 1:20 PM CDT Tammy, I heard Hanna's song on the radio just a few minutes ago. I know you miss her terribly. Good luck to you and David on the marathon. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 9:27 AM CDT I think it's so awesome that you all are participating in the marathon. If I could get my schedule clearned I'd start training for it and join the race but I'm not sure if that will happen but I will be sure to send a donation to St. Jude in the absence of my registration. If I could box up a hug and send it to you I would. Bless you, and all of those that Love Hanna and miss her so much. Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY US - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 2:25 PM CDT TAMMY I HOPE YOU ARE DOING OKAY. I WAS JUST SITTING HERE THINKING OF YOU. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD WILL GET YOU THROUGH YOUR DIFFICULT TIMES. I KNOW IT IS HARD BUT REMEMBER YOU WERE A GREAT MOM AND HANNA IS HAPPY WHERE SHE IS. I LOVE YOU AND I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME. TAKE CARE AND REMEMBER GOD KNOWS BEST...... CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:36 AM CDT Hanna continues to be such an inspiration. Just remember that the Lord will get you through these difficult months. Good luck with the half marathon! The first step is hard, but you always feel better when you're finished. Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 10:21 AM CDT Each time I look at Hanna'a picture I think about how incredibly devastated I would be if this had happened to my 3-yr old daughter. My heart continues daily to go out to you and your family. Knowing where Hanna is can only ease the pain, not get rid of it. It's good that you have such wonderful memories to hang to. I will pray for you during the upcoming months. Deanna <deannafritsch@msn.com> South Point, OH usa - Monday, September 27, 2004 11:47 PM CDT I came across your site while visiting the site of another child who also recently earned her wings. My heart breaks for you and I hope that you find peace in the short but wonderful life that Hanna had. My thoughts are with you and your family. Kelli Shipman Seattle, Wa - Monday, September 27, 2004 10:47 PM CDT I still check your site on a daily basis even though I know that you probably won't update that often. I love to look at the pictures of sweet Hanna. She so reminds me of my daughter, Sarah who is 3 1/2. I can't imagine your pain and loss. I'm so sorry she is no longer here on earth with you. God Bless, Susan Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Monday, September 27, 2004 10:42 PM CDT Hi you don't know me-but i am the cousin of Katja Sufka who earned her wings on Sept. 18th 2004 at the age of 5. Your daughter is so beautiful. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm not sure exactly how I got on this site-just kept clicking on other sites. Wanted to let you know how sorry I am-what a precious girl. I also lost my Dad at the age of 53 to lymphoma. I will say a prayer for him and Katja to watch over her. God Bless you now and always. Take care-Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> ClearwaterM, MN - Monday, September 27, 2004 10:00 PM CDT You're still on my heart daily and tops in my prayers. Thank you again for letting us get to know and love Hanna via the internet. I feel so blessed to have been one of her prayer buddies. Thank you for sharing her! I wish I had some profound words of wisdom or comfort to offer, but all I can do is continue to stand with you in prayer. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Monday, September 27, 2004 8:32 PM CDT David and Tammy, not a day goes by without Hanna crossing my mind, Still thinking of all of you and praying for your strength and happiness every day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, September 27, 2004 5:58 PM CDT Tammy we are still thinking of you and sending prayers your way each day! Maddie still ask about Hanna and talks about how happy she must be in Heaven. I know the upcoming months will be hard for you. I only wish there were something that I could do or say to make them better. All of the reasons you miss your dear Hanna are just a few of the things that made you such a terrific mother to her. The memories you have of her at her birthday, at Halloween, and Christmas all were special times for Hanna because her family loved her so dearly and made her life a wonderful one. I can only imagine how your heart aches to hold her and experience these times again...I feel so deeply for you Tammy. Know that you and Hanna remain in our thoughts and prayers...this year Hanna won't need a costume - she is a beautiful Angel and is smiling down and putting her arms around her mommy from above. God bless you Tammy. Our love, thoughts and prayers...Kelly and Maddie Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC - Monday, September 27, 2004 4:37 PM CDT Praying for God's peace and comfort to be with you all. Feel free to contact me anytime to talk. I can honestly say that I know how you feel. Leaning on Him, Dawn www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com> Hernando, MS - Monday, September 27, 2004 1:54 PM CDT Tammy... I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you this morning. I know Hanna is so proud of you and David. You are both "Heroes" in my eyes. Thoughts and prayers are with you always - Tina Sommer <tina.sommer@upbna.com> Southaven, MS - Monday, September 27, 2004 8:58 AM CDT I check your journal entries daily and continue to pray for you and your family. Made a donation to St. Jude in memory of Hanna and wish you much success in your marathon efforts and fund raising for St. Jude. I know Hanna would be pleased that you are helping other children. You remain wrapped in His arms. Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 7:03 PM CDT Prayers of Love are sent your way, May the Blessed Lord stay with you and comfort you as each day passes. Angel Toto <angeltoto_qol@yahoo.com> - Sunday, September 26, 2004 12:16 AM CDT Good morning Tammy, The sky is blue and the air is crisp, a perfect day for running. Just thought I would check in with you to see how things were going and to let you know I'm still here praying for you and your family. RNforHIM Katie K. - Sunday, September 26, 2004 7:42 AM CDT Dearest Family, I have been thinking of you and your Angel today. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and comfort in the beautiful memories of your precious child in heaven. God Bless you all, Island Princess Butterfly Island Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net> - Friday, September 24, 2004 12:08 AM CDT Tammy and David, May the peace of our Lord comfort you during this difficult time. Rely on God for your strenth and comfort. I will keep you in my prayers. I learned of your site from the Allie Scott site. Mary Pletzer <m-pletzer@tamu.edu> College Station, TX USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 2:41 PM CDT Tammy, I just found your site. As I was reading your past joural entries, I found myself at the one about Hanna's third birthday. It sounded so wonderful...it made me cry. God bless you and your family. What a precious little angel Hanna is. She isn't gone, she is with you always. Tracey - Thursday, September 23, 2004 10:30 AM CDT Hi, I saw your beautiful daughter on Ben's site. Please know you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Many hugs to you and your family. Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net> Marietta, GA USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 9:21 AM CDT Tammy, What's that saying in Finding Nemo? "Just keep swimming... just keep swimming." :) We really enjoyed the beautiful pictures of Hanna tonight - strutting her stuff (as always). Love you guys, Tom and Jennifer <tom@bens-story.com> - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:09 PM CDT Hi Aunt Tammy , I have been praying for you,David,and the kids.Im not sure what to write but i do hope you know that after all youve been trough you have a loyal family and the best husband in the world! David has stood by you the whole time.I know nothing can ease you pain but do know I love you and your my favorite aunt in the world!!!!!!!!!! Brittany <gurlbiz93@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 9:10 PM CDT Just wanted to let you al know we are still praying for you. I stop by often to see how you all are doing. God Bless you Melody's Daddy Rob Schleigh - www.ourmelody.net <rdschleigh@adelphia.net> Ca - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:12 PM CDT Still keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Best to you in the marathon! Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring , KY USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:49 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you lil sis.. I love and miss you so much. I talk to you every day and I know that you can hear me.. Always thinking of you and miss you .. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! McKenzie Gibson <jmemills@aol.com> Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 3:04 AM CDT Tammy, I have often wondered how anyone could stand losing a child, my cousin died at 17 with leukemia and I was 12 and watched my aunt suffer terribly for months. She told me that it got harder every day for the 1st year. then as each year passed she remembered him with less saddness. She leaned on family and friends, and of course God. I don't think she ever stopped mourning him, but she seemed to find her way through the rest of her life with lots of happy times and memories of him, of course with the knowledge that one day she would be with him again forever in heaven, she died 17 years after he did, and I KNOW she is with him now. I wish there were something I could do or say to ease your pain, but we all know that will only come with time, Hang in there, there are so many people praying for you every day, God knows, God understands, and God loves you. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:31 PM CDT Wishing you a peaceful day. Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:27 AM CDT I am Carson Braun's cousin, and I learned about Hanna through the Braun family. Know that I am praying for you, and will continue to pray for you as you learn to cope with your loss. My heart goes out to you, and I wish you the best in everything. Anna Gill <flairchic@yahoo.com> Springdale, AR - Monday, September 20, 2004 10:49 PM CDT I just wanted to let you know that I have looked through your site. Hannah is a beautiful little girl. I am so so sorry that she is not with you now. I am sending my prayers for healing and peace for you and your family. I know you will see her again some day. Julie Pool Cleveland, OK USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:32 PM CDT David, Tammy, and Kids, We are all still thinking of you and praying for Jesus to give you the peace you so desperately need. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Monday, September 20, 2004 7:36 PM CDT Hi Tammy, Keep up the good work with training. Keep thinking that you can and will do this, do not think of the distance you need to go but reflect on how far you've already gone. It really helps. I ran the Philadelphia Half Marathon yesterday. My legs are a little sore today but boy did it feel good, and we had superb weather to run in. I wore a sign on my back about September being Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. I also had Hanna and Ben's name on it. At the end of the race a woman approached me and thanked me for wearing it. It was her first race and I set the pace for her. She said she just focused on my shirt and read it over and over again. I personally focused on Hanna, Ben and other caringbridge children. It was the extra strength and determination I needed to get to the finish line. Keep up the great work! You will be in my thoughts and prayers! "Run because you can!" A friend Philadelphia, - Monday, September 20, 2004 10:26 AM CDT Hi, I came to this site through my friend Trina. I have followed Hanna's story for a few months and have wanted to write here for a while now. It is just so hard to know what to say. I know there is nothing I can say that will ease your pain. Having lost two of my brothers within a 2 year period I understand fully that it does get harder before it gets better; but in our wonderful Lord's love for us you will find your way through this. Just hold on to Him and let Him carry you during the hardest times. He will always be there for you with open arms. Somehow someday this will all make sense to us but that is in His time not ours. I will be praying for your family that He will heal your fragile hearts and fill you to overflowing with sweet expressions of His love. Many HUGS!! JO Joanne Davidson <ldavids3@tampabay.rr.com> Tarpon Springs, Fl USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:56 PM CDT I would just like to send a hug your way. You sound like you could use one and I don't know what else to say or do. If I can ever get my thoughts together I'll try to email more. Heather <heatherlee74@hotmail.com> Oreana, IL USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:50 PM CDT I found your web page through the banner's site. My daughter Alyssa is 18 months old and 2 months ago was diagnosed with a benign brain tumor - but a brain tumor non the less. I felt a tug on my heart to sign your precious daughter's guest book. I read your journal entries and can't lie - I cried with you. See, Alyssa's tumor was diagnosed because she had a head tilt as well. She also has a little eye wobble. It scares me to death to think of what the out come could be - but then I regain my strength and go right back to Jesus. He is my salvation and the only reason I can say I have a peace with all of this. I'm only human and I do fear the worst at times but then I come across your story and have to say a prayer of peace and strength for you and your husband. I just want to say that you have given me some strength today...I pray you continue to stay strong and that God gives you the peace you need. I know it's hard - I can only imagine what you continue to go through. But I can say that God's will is gleaming through your pwerful journal entries - thank you. Erika (Alyssa's Mama) www.caringbridge.org/al/sweetalyssa <tonysfreaka@hotmail.com> Gunter AFB, AL USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:55 AM CDT Hope you find sucess in battling cancer. We offer a wide variety of fabulous plants including daylilies, oriental lilies, tulips, iris, daffodils and more. Visit thehomegardenshop.com Buy Online and Have Plants Shipped to You! Proceeds go to Cancer Research J. Smithsen <order@thehomegardenshop.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:39 PM CDT Great to talk to you yesterday Tammy--I think of you everyday! I'm so glad you'll be helping us with the Desoto Darlins--Let me know how we can help you and David with his "empty stroller"--we love you! Sarah & Micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS 38651 - Saturday, September 18, 2004 4:38 PM CDT I'm still thinking of you and my prayers are with you. Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:20 AM CDT I have also come to hear of your family thru the Bowens. Our family has met them in Memphis. I check your website often, but haven't made any entries in the guestbook. I hope and pray that you gain continued peace and strength. As a mommy of a 14 mo. old girl, I cannot imagine a day without her. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. My sister, ironically, had an anaplastic astrocytoma in 1989. She was blessed enough to make it thru! She is using her experience with her tumor to spread the good news of our Lord. Blessings to you- Trish Totty Trish Totty Memphis, TN - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:16 PM CDT WE LOVE ALL OF YOU.YOU ARE STILL IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:56 PM CDT I learned about Hanna through The Bowen Family. Tom and my husband worked together with Youth for Christ in Huntington, WV. You and your husband are in our prayers. Hanna has touched so many lives, that will never be forgotten. Thinking and praying for your family. Robin Massie Coal Grove, OH - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:31 PM CDT Thinking of you all tonight... we love you guys. Tom and Jennifer <tom@bens-story.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:32 PM CDT Just thinking of Hanna today. Thought I would write to let you know you are still in our thoughts and love. Noelle Noelle Gordon <noeygordon@yahoo.com> Senatobia, MS USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:27 PM CDT Dear Tammy and David, We have been thinking of you and praying for you. It's nice to hear you both and mother-in-law will attend the St. Jude marathon in December to honor Hanna. It is very meaningful. We are walking the same journey as you are. Paulina and I both had birthdays past without Esther this year. Esther used to be the sweetheart to wish us happy birthday. We both had lots of tears on our birthdays. However, we are sure God understands our weakness, and He knows our needs to mourn...and He will comfort us. With our love and hugs. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Dayton, OH US - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:20 PM CDT Tammy, I was so glad to read that you/David were running. That is so wonderful to be able to do it and to run with a purpose. I'm thankful if I can walk without to much pain :-) .At one time I ran distance for Marshall University (A local Universtiy). Tammy unfortunately this whole year will be full of firsts. It's OK to be sad and they ARE very hard times. Some will drop you to your knees. But your going to find that's OK too. Because as you have been depending on Christ he will give you the strength to stand again. Like I told you before - time is the healer - not days or months but years. Definitely continue the positive things: reading God's word daily, praying, fellowship, look at nature, and RUN. If you see the Bowen's any time soon would you please give them a BIG HUG for me - Thanks.RNforHIM Katie K. <kkinder@zoominternet.net> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:48 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss and will keep you and your family in my prayers. I can't imagine your pain, but please stay strong and look forward to the day that your are with your beautiful girl again in heaven. kathleen limerick, pa usa - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 0:02 AM CDT This is Anthony, the oldest son of the man that Tom Bowen found on 9/11. When I met Tom, he brought you up and I thought I might say that I pray for you and for Ben Anthony <guitargodfather@aol.com> - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 7:14 PM CDT Constantly thinking of you guys... much love and prayers, Tom and Jennifer <tom@bens-story.com> - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 6:46 PM CDT Tammy, I found your website through Melody Schleigh in Hemet. A truly beautiful little girl, what a loving tribute.Your pictures are worth a thousand words.I hope you find comfort and peace in these entrys from people who care . Someone in Hemet who is thinking of you and Hanna.Always Sherry sherry vasquez <Cowpies5@aol.com> Hemet, Calif USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 2:29 PM CDT I have tried many times to sign Hanna's guest book but I don't know what to say. I think of you both often and pray for you daily. Hanna was a beautiful angel here on earth and now she is a beautiful angel in Heaven. I know that she is missed so much by all that loved her but I am sure that she is watching over you. Tammy I have heard from Ginger what an inspiration you are! Just know that Hanna's story has touched so many lives and she is missed by all. Good luck with your training I have a feeling that you will do very well and you might surprise yourself how very far that you can go! I will continue to lift you in prayer! Sonja Ray <sonjaray@mindspring.com> Bossier City, LA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:52 AM CDT Tammy, Continue to know that so many people are praying for you and continuing to pray for God to wrap you up in His arms. As you struggle this week I will pray that He wraps you up even tighter and give you the comfort and strength to get through this time. Kristen - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:09 PM CDT I heard about Hanna thru Ben Bowen's website and I was so sorry to hear about your loss. My prayers are with you. I wish that I had the right words to say, words that would fix some of the hurt, but while I don't, The Lord sees every tear drop and loves you tremendously. I will continue to lift you up! Blessings, Deb Acker <DebAcker@pknet.org> Golden, CO USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 3:55 PM CDT You don't know me but I heard about Hanna thru Ben Bowen's website. My heart aches for you and your loss of your beautiful girl. Please take comfort that many are praying for your comfort to get thru this very difficult time. I read somewhere that memories are the legacy of love, so I'm sure Hanna will have a great legacy with so many good memories of that sweet little girl! Judy Pauley <jbp@ramlaw.com> Red House, Wv usa - Monday, September 13, 2004 3:04 PM CDT Tammy, You don't know me, but your name was given to me since we share something in common besides being members of CHC. I too have a child who lives with God. His name is Taylor and he died on Thursday, February 19, 2004, from injuries he received from an automobile accident. If I have learned anything during all this, I know that Taylor lived each day (not one more and not one less) that God intended for him to live. Your Hanna did as well. I know that as mothers we don't like this part of God's will - but I do know that He sees the entire picture, when all I see is my little world. I would be glad to be there if you ever need an ear to listen. Please don't hesitate to call day or night - whenever you need someone to talk to. Sometimes it is nice to have someone just to listen and not try to "fix" things for you. Home (662) 781-8356, Work (901) 818-7511. In His Love, Stacey McRae Stacey McRae <mcraes4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 2:24 PM CDT Hi Tammy, Hope you were able to enjoy your birthday. I think it is terrific that you are starting to run. Its not easy but it does help relieve stress and clear your mind. I am attaching a link to another caringbridge site. If you can go to the entry from Friday, December 12, 2003. Its a heartwarming entry from a mom just like you who decided to take up running with team in training to honor her son's memory. Actually every entry on this site is soooo motivational, inspirational, elegant and touching. http://www3.caringbridge.org/nc/ryan/history.htm In the meantime, I will continue to pray for your family and friends (Big Ben and family are amazing). And of course I will run too. Each race I think about the children who should be out running and playing and cannot. This weekend is The Philadelphia Distance Run (13.2 mi)I will do this race for you and Hanna. When I get tired and feel like walking I will think of Hanna and the battle she fought and pick up the pace. One step at a time. (baby steps) A friend Philadelphia, PA - Monday, September 13, 2004 2:06 PM CDT You are in my prayers! Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Monday, September 13, 2004 1:12 PM CDT My heart goes out to you. I pray that the memories of your sweet Hannah bring you joy and smiles. Loosing someone so dear is so very hard. Your family is still flooding my prayers. Much Love, Cheryl <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:23 PM CDT Tammy, I hope you had a calm and peaceful birthday. You deserve it. I think of you often and include you in my prayers. It's good seeing you at St. Jude's. I hope it helps you as much as your friendship and smiling face helps us fighting the same battle. Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney Joyce Zulovich <zulovichja@missouri.edu> Columbia, MO - Sunday, September 12, 2004 9:44 PM CDT Tammy, I hope you have a Happy Birthday knowing that your precious Hanna is now healthy and not hurting. I'm so sorry for your pain, and I think you're amazing for turning that pain into a positive by running in the half-marathon. May I say again that you are amazing?? You continue to inspire me. God bless you, and may he help to ease your heart. Cindy St. Albans, WV - Sunday, September 12, 2004 7:21 PM CDT Happy Birthday Tammy! Make a special wish on Hanna's star tonight ~ I know that she is watching out for you especially today. You are an amazing mom ~ your family is so lucky to have you. Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 6:59 PM CDT Tammy and David, We came to your site from Ben's Story. We have been following your story since it was posted on Ben's site. Hanna was a beautiful girl and she captured our heart as I am sure she did to everyone she came in contact with. I can't say that I know what you are going thru because I can't begin to imagine. I was 25 when my mom died very quickly from leukemia and I thought she was so young. You have continued to be in our prayers. One thing that has continued to help me is that I know all things work together for our good even when we don't understand. May God comfort and bless you. Betty Bailes and Wanda Eskins <bjbailes@zoominternet.net> Huntington, WV - Sunday, September 12, 2004 4:11 PM CDT Tammy I can not imagine how you feel. But know this. There are so many people out there praying for you and your family. I pray every day for the lord to let you find peace and happiness in your heart.I know this message will not make your pain stop today or the next. May the peace of the lord overcome you. Melody's Daddy Rob Schleigh - www.ourmelody.net <rdschleigh@adelphia.net> Hemet, Ca. USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:26 AM CDT Hell-o to each of you, I was on Ben's website and thought you could use a few words of encouragement also, but what do you say to someone who has suffered such a tremendous loss. My husband lost his son (9 years old) to cancer several years back(before we knew each other) but I know it is still hard on him and the family around birthdays and such. He would have been 21 this year. Please keep the faith and know that even strangers are praying for you. Marian Kirk <mawmawx3@zoominternet.net> Chesapeake, OH USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 9:57 AM CDT Happy birthday Tammy! I'm sure that today will be hard, but you'll be surrounded by people who love you. Hanna will always be with you, just not in the physical form. Your family is in our prayers. Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 6:46 AM CDT Tammy and David, All the "firsts" without Hanna will be hard. I'm sure she'll be smiling on you for your birthday Tammy, I'm just sorry that you can't wrap your arms around her...only your heart. But I also know she feels that love. Good luck with the half-marathon. I would love to do somthing like that. If I lived by you I would be on board training to run it with you...you continue to be an inspiration to others. Take good care of you, Tammy. Love, Kellie Kellie Gough <ksgo@aol.com> Eagle, ID USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 1:50 AM CDT I do not know what to say and almost didn't sign in because of it... your heart is aching and your loss is great right now... time does heal and memories become so much sweeter and meaningful.. Our God is truly remarkable in that he gives us a heart to hold so much love and the world's greatest computer (our brain) to recall all those special times! I continue to pray for you. Rhonda Mathis <Mythreesunz@cox.net> Phoenix, AZ USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:37 PM CDT My prayers and thoughts are with you each and every day! Stephanie Alvarez <salvarez@mail.com> Shreveport, LA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:35 PM CDT My prayers and thoughts are with you each and every day! Stephanie Alvarez <salvarez@mail.com> Shreveport, LA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:35 PM CDT My 3yr old daughter walked up while I was looking at Hanna's pictures and she said, "Mommy, who is that?" I said,"That's Mommy's friend, Hanna". She then waved and said,"Hi Hanna!" I am a stranger to you, but I feel as if we are friends...I have cried and suffered along with you and your family. Yet I find joy in looking at Hanna's beautiful face on your website. I also rejoice that she is laughing, singing and dancing in Heaven right now! I pray that you may find peace and comfort, in God's time. Happy Birthday tomorrow, and good luck with your training. Love, Tracy Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com> Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:11 PM CDT I believe you are the true inspiration Tammy - for many many people. I know that tomorrow will be hard for you - I cannot even imagine. Happy Birthday to you - know how many thoughts and prayers you will be in tomorrow and continue to be in each day. I hope that the day will come when instead of getting harder it is more peaceful. That is my prayer for you. I don't know when it will come, only that it will in time. Hanna is so proud of her mommy and I'm sure is up there saying - THAT is MY Mommy! My little girl Maddie wants me to tell you Happy Birthday from her and to send you a kiss...so here is a happy birthday kiss from Maddie. God bless you....our love, Kelly & Maddie Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 7:58 PM CDT My prayers are continuing for your family. Words seem so small. GOD is good, he will provide. Joy Hakala <misspara@charter.net> Ona, WV USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 6:50 PM CDT My prayers are with you. I am a writer, but right now there are no words I can think of to make you feel better. My heart aches with you even though I just read about Hannah a few minutes ago. Go be with you. Virginia Hernandez-Delgado <vhdelgado@satx.rr.com> San Antonio, Tx USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 11:13 AM CDT It's been a while since I stopped by. Crazy and selfish as it may sound and me being a stranger, but it's hard for me to come in here sometimes. Hard because of the pain of the loss of a child here in your Earthly life. You are living the unthinkable. For us, for you, The Blessing, The Promise, as you very well know, will be the day we get to go home to Jesus in Glory and see Hanna again. God has not forgotten you. How precious it is for a child to grown up, be raised by the Lord, to be protected, safe, healthy, happy in a way we just can't provide here. How hard it must be for you but I know your reward shall be so sweet someday. It will never will be fair, even though all things belong to the Lord, the hurt still is there and I pray time will allow your heart to feel less broke. Soft comforting hugs and prayers always. Tami <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:20 PM CDT Hello, I want you to know that you all are still in my prayers. I have been following your story and Ben's story for over a month now. I found out through my sister, Rhonda Thomas and I am so grateful b/c my perspective on life has been forever changed and my faith in God has grown tremendously by hearing about the family of both of your families. Thank you for that and know that God has everything under control. God bless your entire family! Jessica Jernigan <JJblue33@aol.com> Denton, TX USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:30 AM CDT Thinking of you every day! I was given a book that has really helped me with the battles & sufferiing here & thought it may help you Tammy. I am sure you have been given many things like this but this really hit home for me & deepened my faith which I know you already have. It just takes a few hours & is called "Lessons from the School of Suffering". Please take care of yourself. Love, Kerin Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:55 PM CDT I have been thinking of you all today and know that this day must be so hard. All our love and prayers are being sent your way...I'll can imagine Hanna and the angels celebrating her first "Heavenly birthday." God bless each of you and mayhe give your peace and comfort. Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:54 PM CDT Tammy, You and Hanna have been on my mind all day today. I'll pray extra long for you tonight. Know that so many people are sending up prayers still and thinking of you every day. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:05 PM CDT Just wanted to know we were thinking of you and checking in on you and your family. Hanna is watching over you! Sylvester Family <nursnmom@maine.rr.com> saco, Maine - Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:43 PM CDT I am 26 yr old and a past patient at St. Jude. Today is the first I have seen pictures of Hanna. She was such a beautiful child. I hope you know that so many families are praying for you and your family. God is with you everyday!! Amanda Saxton <arsaxton@charter.net> Kingsley, MI United States - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:11 PM CDT Tammy and David, Know that Hannan is beieng remembered and you are being prayed for. I know today will be a difficult day. I pray you will feel God's loving arms around you. Billie Billie Thacker <thacki@webtv.net> Chesapeake, OH - Thursday, September 9, 2004 5:25 PM CDT Our family sends the utmost sympathy to your family with the loss of your beautiful daughter. We too are fighting this battle of life for our niece, Gracie. Gracie is 3 and has ewings sarcoma (located within her brain). Gracie is currently being treated at Columbus Children's Hospital. Hanna's story is so incredibly similar to Gracie. Gracie is so full of life and love -- When Gracie was first diagnosed with the brain tumor, Hanna's picture was one of the one that we used to show Gracie that soon she would lose her hair, but that she is not the only one.. Also, Gracie met a patient in Columbus Children's Hospital - (whose name happened to be Hannah also). Hannah had already lost all of her hair, so when Gracie's hair fell out -- she told us she had a "Hannah Hair Cut." What a wonderful part our children are in our lifes -- WE will continue to keep your family in our prayers and please, please keep Gracie in yours. Diana Diana Cunningham <dianamcdaniel@hotmail.com> Belleville, MI - Thursday, September 9, 2004 2:53 PM CDT May God fill your hearts with peace and love and wonderful memories, especially today. You were blessed to be chosen as Hanna's earthly family. What an honor God bestowed upon you! What a blessing it will be when you are reunited for eternity. Praise God for our loving Savior. Blessings to all of you. Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:32 AM CDT Just wanted you to know that I've been thinking of Hanna. And praying for your family. Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:23 AM CDT I just wanted to remind you that you and David are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Love you, Tina Sommer <tina.sommer@upbna.com> Southaven, MS - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:11 AM CDT Dear Tammy and David, Your beautiful daughter Hanna touched my heart and my life. I will always remember Hanna. I am so sorry for what you have to go through. You are going through what no parents should have to go through. I’m praying that God will guide you through this difficult time. I don’t know your family personally but I learned about Hanna from Ben Bowen’s site, which I learned about from Karley Blouin’s site. I live in the same city as Karley’s family but I don’t know them. I read an article about Karley in our newspaper. (Maybe I’m repeating myself from an earlier message). My heart goes out to both of your families. God Bless, Melissa Melissa <mlavall2b@yahoo.com> Lewiston, ME - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:07 AM CDT Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers today. Barb Warner <BABSGOATS@aol.com> South Point, OH USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:33 AM CDT Sending loving thoughts and extra prayers today. God's blessings on you all. Angel hugs and prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:40 AM CDT Just a line to let you know I'm thinking of you today. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:01 AM CDT You're on my heart and in my prayers a lot today. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Thursday, September 9, 2004 5:25 AM CDT Tammy, It was so great to see you today. You are an amazing person and are definitely an inspiration to us all. I think about you daily. Ginger, Cameron & Carson Braun <Cgccbraun@earthlink.net> Bossier City, LA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:39 PM CDT Our prayers for your comforting. Jeffrey Ott <slojsw@aol.com> Pineville , wv usa - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:34 PM CDT I miss you lil sis! just wanted you to know that i am thinking about you .. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH MCKENZIE GIBSON <JMEMILLS@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 3:24 PM CDT You don't know me but I am a friend of the McIlrath family. I was blessed with the oportunity to make the trip to Memphis to help them out while Alethea was there receiving treatment. I just want you to know that I am lifting you up in prayer. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going thru but the Lord does. Jesus sees and feels every tear. Keep looking to him as your source! May God bless you and keep you! Tasha Monthei <tashamonthei@hotmail.com> Cooper, IA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 12:14 AM CDT What a loving God we have. No words can make the hurt disappear, but God will, in time... You all are loved and thought of every day. Kerry Sloan <kerry_l_sloan@bankone.com> South Point, OH - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:25 AM CDT I continue to pray for your family everyday! Your strength and faith is an inspiration for so many. Your very special angel in heaven is smiling down on you, hold on to all of the great memories. God Bless. Kathy <ypnkathy@qwest.net> Cedar Rapids, IA US - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:38 AM CDT Tammy and David, we pray for your family that you will have strength to get through these tough times, knowing that indeed with the passage of time, things will be better. You have a new extended family out here, all praying for you guys. Bill Sheils <bsheez@aol.com> Huntingtin, WV - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:32 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know another family is praying for you. I found your website via the message board for Allie from TX. I too have a 3 year old and your posts speak directly to me. I cannot imagine what you are going through. It hit me when you said you feel that sometimes she has just gone away for the weekend. We cannot fix your pain, but I hope that knowing we are all praying for and caring about you, that it makes it just a bit easier on you. May god bless Claire <clairehand@conwaycorp.net> Conway (Baton Rouge, LA native), AR USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:36 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. She was a beautiful child. I found your site from Ben's. I'll be praying for him too, now. I have a 15 month old daughter. I understand when you say I was blessed to be this child's mother. Children are gifts from God. Your faith through all of this inspires me. Keep your faith, God will comfort you. I will pray for your family and Ben's and the other children at St. Jude. Monica Filyaw <filyaw@bellsouth.net> Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:41 PM CDT found your website through a brain tumor link, and please know you are in our prayers here in Virginia. We are also a St Jude family, 2 years out of treatment. We send you our love. Mary Alice Dorschel, mom of Lizzie, age 11 <jay.dorschel@verizon.net> suffolk, va - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:23 PM CDT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE A WONDERFUL MOTHER, FRIEND AND WOMAN. DO WHAT I DO WHEN I START FEELING SAD AND LONELY, IMAGINE THAT BEAUTIFUL LITTLE ANGEL FACE SMILING AT YOU. AS YOU KNOW THAT ALWAYS WORKED WHEN SHE WAS HERE FOR ME AND MADE ME FEEL BETTER. YOU ARE RIGHT DAVID IS THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN AND I HOPE HE TRULY KNOWS HOW MUCH HANNA LOVED HIM AND HOW MUCH HE MEANS TO YOU (TO ALL OF US WHO KNOW HIM.) TALK TO YOU SOON. DEAR HANNA, WE LOVE AND MISSSSSSS YOU SO VERY MUCH. REST WELL SWEET PRINCESS AND WE ARE SENDING BUTTERFLY KISSES TO HEAVEN FOR YOU. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 6:35 PM CDT I found Hanna through Ben's website. I am very sorry for your loss. I have two little girls, age two and four. I cannot even imagine what you are going through. My heart aches for you and your family. Stay strong. Brandy AZ - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:51 PM CDT Hello, I am a friend of Kerin and Mike Hentz. I usually check in on Louie's friends websites when seeing how Louie is doing. My heart continue's to hurt for you and your family. As I read your updates I can only imagine what you are going through and how painful it must be. Hannah and your family have touched so many people. I pray that God makes each day a little more bearable for you. Terri Miller <terri.miller@fmr.com> Ft. Mitchell , KY - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:40 PM CDT What else can be said? Only words of encouragement and comfort can help. Through your faith in God--HE will replace the pain of your loss of Princess Hanna. What a beautiful little girl. My prayers come by way of Big Ben's Story. My prayers are with you and God remains by your side. Jean Yarger <jeanyar@msn.com> Jersey Shore, PA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 2:29 PM CDT I learned of Hanna through Ben's website. Your family is such an inspiration to us. Your faith in God is truly amazing. I can't fathom what you are feeling, but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Kelly Vaughn <kellyjvaughn@yahoo.com> College Station, TX USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 2:17 PM CDT Just a note to let you all know that you are thought of and prayed for daily. Thank you for being such an encouragement to all of us that read your updates. You are stronger than you may think...:) Sara Howard <sarabeth55@hotmail.com> Catlettsburg, KY USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 2:06 PM CDT I learned of Hanna's story through another caring bridge website. I think of her often and pray for you and your family. I can't imagine the pain that you are experiencing, but please know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many. May God bless you and keep you. Stephanie Dent <dent@tranquility.net> Columbia, Mo U.S. - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 1:31 PM CDT I learned of Hanna's story through another caring bridge website. I think of her often and pray for you and your family. I can't imagine the pain that you are experiencing, but please know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many. May God bless you and keep you. Stephanie Dent <dent@tranquility.net> Columbia, Mo U.S. - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 1:30 PM CDT We are praying for you. Your strength is an inspiration to me. Aimee Chesapeake, OH - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:55 AM CDT I am afraid it will continue to get harder before it get's better, but indeed someday it will get better. God is there for you as you know and he's not going to leave you now. I am happy you have such a wonderful husband, you are a fortunate woman! You are in my thoughts and prayer's alway's. Love, Hollie Miller hollie <millersagain@aol.com> galloway, oh - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:22 AM CDT I think about and pray for you and your family every day. I can't believe it has almost been 1 month. I wish there was something I could do for you to make it easier for you. Just know that many, many people are praying for you. Susan <sym38@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:14 AM CDT David and Tammy, you are in our prayers and on our hearts and thoughts everyday. We are so sorry for your loss. She is in great hands with God. We know she is gone, but she in not in anymore pain or suffering. I know that this does not make you feeling any better. But, we will pray that God will keep making you strong each and every day. We love you all and pray for you all. Linda L., Linda R, Ernie, Kay, Jennifer, Jared, and Michele Ornellas, Tonya, Keith and Jeremy Reed <mornella@wvwcc.org> Charleston, WV USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:00 AM CDT David and Tammy, you are in our prayers and on our hearts and thoughts everyday. We are so sorry for your loss. She is in great hands with God. We know she is gone, but she in not in anymore pain or suffering. I know that this does not make you feeling any better. But, we will pray that God will keep making you strong each and every day. We love you all and pray for you all. Linda L., Linda R, Ernie, Kay, Jennifer, Jared, and Michele Ornellas, Tonya, Keith and Jeremy Reed <mornella@wvwcc.org> Charleston, WV USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:59 AM CDT Hey girl-- Still thinking about you guys! Wow what an awesome guestbook! Isn't it awesome to see how God uses people all over the world to comfort you in your time of need? What a huge fan club for Hanna! Micah and I still talk about her good friend and we want you to know that we love you guys so much! We'll keep you posted on Desoto Darlin's so that we can help other kids while honoring Hanna's memory-- Sarah & Micah Rucker <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net> Nesbit, MS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:57 AM CDT Tammy, David, and family, Just a little note to let you know you are in our prayers. I've known about Hanna through Sarah Fizer, who I've known since she was born. We're good friends and go to church together. We're also friends with the Bowens and can't imagine what you and they are going through. God is the only answer for our needs. God bless you. Judy and Elroy Kuhner and family Chesapeake, OH USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:33 AM CDT Tammy, David & Family, We continue to pray for you daily that the love of Jesus Christ will help you through this tough time. Stephanie & John Alvarez <salvarez@mail.com> Shreveport, LA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:25 AM CDT Tammy and family, we have been praying for your family from Big Ben's website and Sarah at our church. Be encouraged that God is the Great Comforter and the Prince of Peace. He will give you all that you need. David and Laura Moir <themoirs@zoominternet.net> Chesapeake, OH - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:03 AM CDT Tammy - It is so wonderful to hear you praise David and your friends and that you are still able to support the Bowens. I don't know you but can tell that you are an incredibly strong and loving person by your ability to still recognize the good in other people and the needs of other families. I hope that somehow life becomes easier for you. I pray for this for you and for your family. Jessie Richardson <jessie@cloh.com> Scottown, Ohio United States - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:52 AM CDT Hi Tammy and family, I'm a friend of Big Ben's and wanted to let you know we are still praying and thinking of you. I was reading about Sanctuary this morning...how God invites us, cleanses us, makes us whole. I can't imagine feeling whole at the place where you are, but I pray that God will give you Sanctuary. I pray for rest and peace and enough strength to get through each day as it comes. With Love, Stephanie Fisher <siouxjoe@verizon.net> Huntington, WV - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:32 AM CDT WHILE VISITING BIG BEN'S PAGE, I WAS REMINDED TO LIFT YOU UP IN PRAYER. THAT GOD WOULD COMFORT YOU TODAY. THAT YOU WOULD FEEL HIS BIG ARMS HUGGING YOU. ISN'T IT AWESOME TO KNOW THAT THE SAME ARMS THAT ARE HUGGING HANNA, ARE HUGGING YOU? WHAT A MIGHTY GOD WE SERVE! LOVE AND PRAYERS MAMAWROSIE HUNTINGTON, WV - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:56 AM CDT Hi Tammy and David. I am so sorry you guys are going through this deep and dark valley of grief. I take great comfort in knowing that God is walking hand-in-hand with both of you and is guiding you through this, day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, breath by breath. You are never alone in this. Please know that you remain in many hearts and we continue to pray for you guys. Sarah Hastings <gohorsey@hotmail.com> Lexington, KY - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:53 AM CDT Prayers go up to Heaven everyday for your broken hearts to heal. I can only imagine how hard it is to face the world everyday without your precious little girl. Knowing she is in God's arms now - happy all the time, feeling no pain, and basking in HIS glory is a blessing. Tonia Ernst <ternst@grics.net> Morrison, IL - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:29 AM CDT Thinking of you. Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:00 AM CDT I don't know you personally but within the family of God I know you spiritually. I lost a child of my own and, while each circumstance is different, I can feel your pain. We often do not see what God sees. If we did, we wouldn't be able to live with it. He sees the BIG picture and feels the pain of us all. God knows what it's like to lose a child. He knows for what purpose He created Hanna and He knew when it was time to receive her. You will see too, one day, the lives that Hanna touched with her smile and grace. God used Hanna for His kingdom so be proud that He chose you to care for His angel while she was here. I didn't have Ethan as long as you had Hanna but I know, in his small way, he was part of God's plan too! Love and prayers to you and your family! Tonya St. Albans, WV - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:49 AM CDT Visiting you via Ben's page. I wish we could witness what fun and joy your baby is experiencing right now. One day we will! Praying for you in North Carolina Kristen B. <kristenb@rfsnc.org> Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:42 AM CDT You know we are thinking about you all constantly. Please be easy on yourselves - do what you need to do and know that the "constructive" things can wait. Keeping you all in our prayers... The Wargos <g8tor90@aol.com> - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:41 AM CDT You are such an encouragement to the rest of us. We are praying for you daily that God will touch your heart. What a joy it is to know that one day we can all be with Hannah again. May god bless and keep you and your family! Lisa Penix <rowe2@marshall.edu> Proctorville, OH US - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:02 AM CDT DEAR DAVID AND TAMMY, I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND FOR GOD TO TOUCH YOUR HEAVY HEARTS. IT IS SAID THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND THAT GOD DOES NOT GIVE US MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE. I KNOW THIS IS SO HEAVY ON YOUR HEART'S AND I CANT IMAGINE WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. THE ONLY THING I CAN TELL YOU IS THAT GOD NEEDED A SPECIAL ANGEL TO BE WITH HIM AND HANNA WAS THE LUCKY CHOSEN ONE. I KNOW IT IS HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND NOW AND IT DOES NOT MAKE THE PAIN ANY EASIER. IF YOU COULD SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS I HAVE A GREAT BOOK I WOULD LIKE TO SEND YOU . IT JUST MIGHT GIVE YOU SOME COMFORT ON DAYS WHEN YOU NEED IT. READ IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I DO MY FATHER IN-LAW PASSED AWAY ON SEPTEMBER 11TH. OF LAST YEAR AND AS THE 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY DATE OF HIS DEATH GETS CLOSER I FEEL MY-SELF PICKING UP THE BOOK A LITTLE MORE OFTEN THESE DAYS. I WOULD LOVE TO SHARE A COPY WITH YOU. IF YOU COULD E-MAIL ME YOUR ADDRESS I WILL GET IT IN THE MAIL. I KNOW WE HAVE NEVER MET BUT I LIVE IN HUNTINGTON, WV AND I FEEL LIKE I KNOW YOU JUST FROM FOLLOWING THE BOWENS STORY. I WORK AT NORTHWESTERN MUTUAL IN HUNTINGTON. ALL OF OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU BOTH. MARLENE SIMS MARLENE H. SIMS <MOOKEY6646@AOL.COM> HUNTINGTON, WV USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:07 AM CDT I am still praying that you will feel God's comforting arms wrapped around you and that His peace will fill your being. Kathy Kumpe <KathyK@TheHeritageCompany.com> Mabelvale, AR USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:01 AM CDT I only know of your story through the Bowens but have tried to keep up with you and your story. Hanna, as well as Ben have touched so many lives. There isn't much that any human can say to help you understand all this but I only pray that you constantly feel Gods comfort. You will continue to miss your special little girl but know that she is happy, pain free and "living it up" in heaven! Kim Day <jkbday@aol.com> Proctorville, OH USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 6:55 AM CDT I was just visiting Ben's website and Tom had mentioned you all. I just want you to know I'm sorry about your loss. I know you will miss Hanna very much but as you said she is in a better place. Jesus is now taking care of your little Angel. Keep trusting God He loves you so much and knows all about your pain. Praying for you and your family. Thank you so much for sharing Hanna with us. God Bless you! Love and prayers, Marilyn Vandivier Marilyn Vandivier <mvandivier@coxohio.com> Dayton, ohio usa - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 5:23 AM CDT Tammy & David. Words can't express how I feel for you and your family. Please know that my family & church family pray for you each day and through GOD's grace and strength you will make it through. Thank you for sharing Hanna's life and story it has touch many lives and shows us how precious life is each and every day. We love you and think of you each day. Love in Christ, Diana & Family P.S. We learned of Hanna through the caringbridge families and how special your family was to everyone at St. Jude's . Please know how special you truly are to GOD!!!!!!!!! Diana & Dwight Adell <adellfamily@msn.com> Lee's Summit, MO - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 2:29 AM CDT I heard of Hanna's website through Ben Bowen's and then through Alethea McIlrath's, but just the same I want to give you my condolences on Hanna's going to be with GOD. I know that this must be a real tough road that you are going down, but know that God has a plan and sometimes it is hard to understand that plan. Please know that you aren't alone and that my family will be praying for you to get through this difficult time in your life. Once again I am sorry about your loss. Kevin Medenblik <kjblik@essex1.com> Morrison, Illinois - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 1:27 AM CDT Tammy and David - Hang in there. God has a plan and we must have FAITH and BELIEVE. Hanna is in a much better place right now. We will coninue our prayers for your family each and every day. God Bless you! Dawn (Kerin Hentz's cousin) <dawnsykora@sbcglobal.net> Downers Grove, IL USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 8:52 PM CDT Hannah is pain free and best of all, she's with Jesus! I can't think of a better place to be. God is with you and He loves you all. We'll be praying for your family. Jeremy, Michelle and Allie Hill (friends of the Bowens) <gods4us3@charter.net > Charleston, WV United States - Monday, September 6, 2004 8:23 PM CDT Tammy and David: God bless you here on earth as he blesses Hanna in heaven. Faith, love and Hanna's spirit will accompany you as you move forward in life's journey. Nancy Jardon (Easton's Nana) <nmjg8tr@mac.com> Longwood, FL USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 7:31 PM CDT I was recently a volunteen at St. Jude hospital for the month of July. I cant tell you how sorry i am about Hanna but i can tell you that she is in a great place right now, free from pain and she will always be remembered and kept in my prayers. If there is anything that you need or i can help with feel free to email me whenever.God bless! Tania Tania Valdivia <tootsiexrollx28@aol.com> ridgefield, nj 07657 - Monday, September 6, 2004 5:06 PM CDT I met Hanna and your family through "Big" Ben Bowen's website. My prayers and sympathy go out to you and your family during this time of hurt. Please know that Hanna is in my prayers. Take comfort in knowing that God will keep her safe. Jennifer Manzione <Velvetpixz@aol.com> Queens, NY - Monday, September 6, 2004 4:58 PM CDT Hanna is still touching hearts and making the world a much better place...my daughter and I took a weekend trip to visit my parents in Greensboro, NC. We were to leave for home this afternoon. We got about 40 miles when the rain and wind became too much to drive further...it was too dangerous. My first instinct was to wait it out (not knowing how long that would be since it is from the hurricane) or to just try and keep going (which in my heart I felt was not safe). I ended up turning around and back at my parnets house we were (Maddie THRILLED) to the surprise of all! Usually I would have been mad. Mad b/c tomorrow is her first day of school and she will miss it. Mad b/c I have work to do and need to be at there tomorrow. Worried b/c my manager is not going to like me missing a day so close to a deadline. Mad simply b/c these were not our plans and not what we "should be" doing. Instead, I have a different outlook b/c of Hanna and your family...I am THANKFUL that we indeed did turn around and are safe with family. I am THANKFUL that Maddie is with her grandparents for an unexpected extra day and night. And I am THANKFUL to you Tammy, and to Hanna...I am thankful that you opened up your hearts and lives to share with us so that we may have learned a vey special lesson from a beautiful angel named Hanna...simply to be thankful and appreciate all of what we DO have taking nothing for granted and that God has a reason for everything in this world - and it is for the best. I think of you and Hanna each and every day and pray for your heart to heal - I have said many times, I cannot imagine the grief you are going through right now and will contiue to face. I only wish there were something that I could do to help you personally - but I know only God can do that - and we all know HE is and HE will continue to do so. God Bless you Tammy! Hanna is smiling down on her very dear and very special mommy every moment of the day. All of our love and prayers to you... Kelly <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Monday, September 6, 2004 4:32 PM CDT I am yet another stranger who was touched by Hanna and her story. There are no words - I pray for you every day. Amie Churchill - Monday, September 6, 2004 4:07 PM CDT TAMMY, DAVID, & FAMILY, I PRAY FOR YOU DAILY FOR HEALING POWER FROM ABOVE. THE BUTTERFLY ENTRY WAS INTERESTING. I LOVE BUTTERFLIES AND I WILL ALSO THINK OF HANNA WHEN I SEE ONE. LOVE GLENNA WITSCHY (SWEET LOUIE'S GRANDMA) <BERT_GERT@YAHOO.COM> RAVENSWOOD, WV USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 3:53 PM CDT Dear David, Tammy and family, I learned about your Hanna and Big Ben from the McIllrath family who live close to my town. Words can't express the deep sense of sadness I feel for all of the families and especially yours. I just want you to know that I think of you daily and keep you and your extended family in my prayers. Sincerely, Lorna Engwall Lorna Engwall <lengwall@mchsi.com> Lyndon, IL USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:59 PM CDT Tammy, I was just outside with my dogs. I saw more butterflys than usual. Sarah was telling me about all the butterflys you have seen lately at Hannas grave. I'm so glade you shared this because now ever time I see a butterfly I will think of Hanna. Hope you and David have started to heal a little. I know you must miss her terribley. You guys are still in my prayers as is Big Ben. Love and Prayers Gloria Suiter <gsuiter@netacs.net> Chesapeake, Oh USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:47 PM CDT I pray that God will grant you peace and comfort. As a mother, my heart breaks for you and, although I know there are no words, I truly wish I could find some that would be comforting. I just know that your precious Hannah is dancing with the angels and playing at the foot of Jesus. I pray for your peace and comfort through this most difficult time. Mothers around the world are praying for you and your family. Shelley Buffaloe <shelley@shelleybuffaloe.com> Clayton, NC - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:41 PM CDT Hi. I learned about your princess Hanna thru sweet Louie's site some time ago. She's such a beautiful angel. Please know that there are so many people out there praying and thinking about you everyday. Smile for your daughter, love one another and be strong for yourself. Hanna wouldn't want it any other way. You're in my thoughts and prayers, always. The Wiles family <sheri.wiles@cinbell.com> Independence, Ky USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 1:08 PM CDT I don't know really what to say except that I am so sorry. Hanna is a beauty. I have a 6 1/2 year old son that has been in treatment since Jan 2003 for a Rhabdoid brain tumor, sam as Ben. I too know that God is great, but it is still so hard not to worry. I would probably still be like that even after a death. I know that GOD is getting us all through this some how. I pray for you a continued sense of peace that Hanna is doing great now and to hold on to the realization that you will see her again someday. I wish I knew more to say that would help. Just know that so many are praying for your family. Kelley Canada www.caringbridge.org/tx/collin <kcanada@nortelnetworks.com> Rowlett, Tx USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 12:36 AM CDT We are praying for you. We are friends of Tom and Jennifer. We think of you and them often. Vicky Rowe <Samoylady@zoominternet.net> Proctorville, OH USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 12:36 AM CDT I do not know you personally, but through reading your site and Ben's site, I feel close to you as a mother. My daughter just turned three in June and is in remission (almost 6 months...Praise God!) from AML, a type of leukemia that is most common in teenagers and adults. Comparably speaking, we had a fairly "easy" journey in the fight against cancer, but I have often wondered what would happen to our family if Madison is called to Heaven. I cannot say that I know how you feel, but believe me when I say that you are CONSTANTLY in my thoughts and prayers!!! You are such an amazing wife, mother, and woman, and I am truly inspired by you!!! Andrea Shover <abshover@bellsouth.net> Valdosta, Ga - Monday, September 6, 2004 11:24 AM CDT My heart breaks for you both, even knowing that Hanna is well now. As in the 'Footprints' poem, let God carry you until you regain your own strength. This must be one of the most difficult challenges any of us could face. Praying that you will continue to receive the love and support you need. You are wonderful to be such support for Jennifer and Tom, even in the midst of your own struggles. With Christ's love- MJWyant - Monday, September 6, 2004 10:37 AM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of Hanna. I have a daughter the same age, I can't even imagine. I have been following your story for a while now and just cried when I found out Hanna had gotten her wings. I am thankful she is no longer in pain as I know you are. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Susan Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Monday, September 6, 2004 7:38 AM CDT As a mother of a little girl around Hanna's age, I can't even fathom what you are going through. I just know God will get you through it some how. I have continued to keep you all in my prayers and thoughts & know that we are sending hugs your way. Take care of yourselves Alice Meadows <wildchildzmom@yahoo.com> Lavalette, WV USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 1:02 AM CDT I just heard that Hannah has gone home to heaven. There is nothing anyone can say to make you feel better. The pain will never go away but time will help you deal with it better. Love and prayers Sharon IceDream <icedream_ca@yahoo.com> Ont Canada - Sunday, September 5, 2004 9:41 PM CDT We have been following Ben Bowen's website and have learned of Hanna. We are so sorry for your loss. You wonder why and so do we. David and I have been Partners in Hope with St Judes for over 10 years and I cannot imagine what you and the families go through. I hope your family feels the love and prayers that are being sent your way and somehow, if possible, ease your sorrow just a little. Love, David, Amy, Claire (6 1/2 yrs and another princess!) and Michael (3 1/2 yrs) Ashworth Amy Ashworth <aashworth@rubberlite.com> Barboursville, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 9:29 PM CDT There is no way you can ever be ok with out Hanna. But what you can be is suportive to others like you are. Strong like you are. There often are no known reason to us why things happen. We arent supose to know why. Just make the best of our time here. Hanna done that and more. She is continuely in my daily thoughts and prayers. As well to others who never met her. That in its self is amazing. A special child Hanna was a constant reminder of who she was, she IS.. God loves us and will help you to understand he is just babysitting. One great day you will see her. Pain free, running being the child she should of always been. Stay strong. Know you are still being prayed for. Becky Whittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 9:24 PM CDT Dear Tammy, David and Family, Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. My heart breaks for you all. I hope that in some way knowing how many people are holding you in their hearts and prayers will bring you comfort and perhaps ease your hurt a little more each day. Take good care of yourselves and know that you are loved and thought of often by so many. Cindy <cidole2@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 9:18 PM CDT I wanted to let you know that a family in Texas is thinking about you. I am hugging my child a little tighter and longer now. The Paddack family Susan <suspaddack@yahoo.com> allen, tx - Sunday, September 5, 2004 8:06 PM CDT I just want your family to know that a ton of Texas Christian University students have heard your story and are inspired to work for St. Jude. I personally spent 12 hours of my labor day weekend working on the PR campaign for our Up Til Dawn. I hope that each day gets easier Whitney <w.k.merritt@tcu.edu> Ft. Worth, tx - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:23 PM CDT I am so sorry about your loss. We have been praying so hard the last few months for your family and for Hanna. Be strong and Believe. God bless you all. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die. Patti <periippa@stthomas.edu> St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:10 PM CDT As a friend of the Bowen family, I am grateful of your friendship to them. I pray for your comfort. God will carry you through this time. I trust in that characteristic of His and I pray you are encouraged to continue to do so. Your sister in Christ-Andrea Andrea Milton, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:20 PM CDT First, don't think that we have abandoned your family. It seems that everyday my married children talk about Hannah and her family. Just today at Sunday dinner, we were visualizing the homecoming that Hannah must be receiving as our Father greets her with "well done, my good and faithful servant!" Through the lives of your family and that of the Bowens, so many thousands of people are drawing nearer to the Lord and focusing on God's kingdom. The pettyness of life is brushed away and forgotten to embrace each day with you guys and to reflect Christ's love to others. This split second of life here on earth cannot be wasted, but we so look forward to the day when our family can spend eternity with Hannah and her family. You have no idea how much you and your husband minister to the rest of us around the world. We are learning to live for Christ through your example. Hope you feel our love as it grows each day for your family whether you are here on earth or in Heaven! Larry and Bev <larodell6859@charter.net> Saint Albans, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:05 PM CDT The one thing that is comforting to know is when you read the gospels, how much Jesus loved the children and drew them unto Him! He used them as examples for us to follow. I too have a son in Heaven, he left me twenty years ago, it does get easier and I love pictureing him in the arms of Jesus, laughing, playing, free of pain, it's harder for us who are left here in this world of pain, but our time here is but a moment compared to all eternity with our loved ones in heaven! We have such a HOPE, a Joy, to look forward too!! You are in my thoughts and prayers and may His strong and loving arms sustain you through these days. In Christ Love! ><> Marie Hutchison <flhutch7@juno.com> Huntington, WV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 4:55 PM CDT When my daughter was young, I often thought that if anything happened to her I would thank God for the time that I had her. I know it can't heal the hurt, but I pray that each day will be a little easier for you as you remember the hapy times with Hannah and thank God for sending her. Shirley Ferry Huntington, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 4:35 PM CDT I know nothing of what you are going through, I know God does, so I am praying to him that he let his presence be known, and let his love carry you through this heartbreaking time. Julie Cook <COOKMJ55@MSN.COM> Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 3:51 PM CDT I wish I had some wonderful words of wisdom or support. Honestly, I am at a loss. I hope you are strengthened just knowing that someone stopped by to share your tears and to pray for your family. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 3:24 PM CDT Tammy, What you are feeling and going through is completely normal. Grieving is a very long slow process. There is no way to speed it up, to get past it, time is the only healer. Keeping busy, even for the sake of just being busy is great. Keep it up! Corrie ten Boom once said, "No pit is so deep that the love of God is not deeper still." He is there and he cares! I still think of and pray for you and David. RNforHIM Katie K. South Point, oh - Sunday, September 5, 2004 3:16 PM CDT Hi Tammy and David. I just wanted to let you know that you both and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I love watching Hanna's slide picture show - she was so beautiful. I know she must be the most beautiful Angel that Heaven has. God Bless. Karen Bowen Wilburn <brose1956@adelphia.net> Barboursville, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 1:30 PM CDT Years ago our precious son, Andrew, lost his battle with cancer and has been with Jesus since. Believe me when I say I understand your pain. I know you are waiting for things to get back to "normal", which they won't because it is a "new normal". I remember those difficult days of adjustment for our family. Our lives had centered around chemo, radiation, and blood counts for a year and then all of a sudden it didn't!! I will continue to pray for you. Pam Lehmer , Youth for Christ <slehmer2@cox.net> Wichita, KS - Sunday, September 5, 2004 1:20 PM CDT We still have beautiful Hanna on our refrigerator. We remember her everyday. With Love and admiration, Noelle Gordon Noelle Gordon <noeygordon@yahoo.com> Senatobia, ms USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:47 AM CDT What a beautiful little girl!! My heart bleeds for you. My worst fear has always been of losing my daughter. I just can't imagine the pain that you are experiencing. May God bless you and give you peace and the strength to carry on. Judy Holcomb <jaholcomb@verizon.net> Wise, VA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:12 AM CDT I bet Hanna is the prettiest angel in heaven! I pray for you to receive continued strength to get thru this difficult time of missing Hanna. Your strength and devotion is already an inspiration to all. Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com> - Sunday, September 5, 2004 10:33 AM CDT I pray for your family at this difficult time. You are suffering what no parent should ever have to suffer. May God comfort you at this time and always. Sara <jeffsara@telus.net> Port Moody, BC Canada - Sunday, September 5, 2004 10:20 AM CDT I too was struck by your entry regarding the time that continues to pass since you held your little girl. I frequently think of that when I am holding my little girl. I interceed for you during those times, since the pain of such a thought seems unbearable. I pray that you will be aware of being held during those times. Just as you held Hanna while she cried, wishing you could make it better, your Heavenly Father now holds you as you cry, It is good to hear that you are surrounded by friends who are loving on you. They are able to show you God's love with skin on. I am struck each time I read your posts and Big Ben's posts about the triviality of so many things in our lives. The "to do" list seems ridiculous when you are trying to savor each moment with someone you love. How easy it is for the rest of us to forget that. Don't apologize for not accomplishing "things." Your focus is on relationships and your honesty is a reminder for each of us about the importance of doing the same. May you be given the strength to take one more step on your journey today. You are loved by our Almighty Father, by your friends, and by the many strangers who you have share your journey with. Jean Fennema <jeanfennema@hotmail.com> Tucson, AZ - Sunday, September 5, 2004 10:12 AM CDT I will continue to pray for strength and comfort. Know that Hanna is with God and he wraps his arms around her everyday. Laura White RN-friend of Bowens <Whitefamilyof4@netscape.com> Cincinnati, OH - Sunday, September 5, 2004 9:03 AM CDT I am praying for the both of you and your families. I am in awe of your faith, and do agree that God is good ALL the time....and then some. Just when it seems unbearable He has a way of wrapping his arms around you. Michelle Lyons <lyonzie@charter.net> Sparks, NV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 8:55 AM CDT I think of you every day. I can only imagine how terribly you hurt and miss your little Hannah. I will continue to check in and pray for you daily. Take care. Brandie <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS 39157 - Sunday, September 5, 2004 8:43 AM CDT We're keeping you in our thoughts and prayers always, and we're missing Hanna too. God bless you. Cindy St. Albans, WV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:52 AM CDT Tammy & David, I come to you thru Alethea, as a relative to a church member of Emmanuel. We lost our precious Grandson to heart defects a year ago. Yes, there is great pain. But our LORD is greater (as you know), and does walk with us each step of the way, one day at a time! I know we all want to see down the road and find the wonderful place to which we are going (And we are!) but Jesus has promised to be a lamp to our feet and a light to our path. That means we only get light for the next step or two! The next year will be hard, and each holiday, birthday, etc. will bring a wave of grief. But GOD IS FAITHFUL! He has been there every day for us, and will be with YOU! A verse the Lord gave to me last year is Psalm 73:26 "My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak, BUT GOD remains the strength of my heart; He is mine forever!" May you feel Jesus' loving arms around you! May you know that He holds you in the palm of his hand. And may you rejoice that Hanna is playing right now with our Benjamin, that she will never be in pain again, and in the knowledge that you will never have to worry about her again. She is safe forever!! I take comfort in know that Ben is one grandchild I will never have to worry about getting into the wrong crowd, etc. I know that our Ben and your Hanna have glorified God with their lives and ministry thru Caring Bridge, and the people they have impacted around the world. The LORD bless you, especially as you continue to minister to others going thru the same pain! I also pray for your parents as I know they are hurting for 2 children, Hanna and You! Dee Bush Dee Bush <deebush1@netzero.net> Madison Lake, MN - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:49 AM CDT David and Tammy, I keep praying for your family and thinking about Hannah daily. I check her website daily and listen to her song. I think how hard everyday must be for you all. Know there are many many people that haven't forgotten Hannah. We think of her often and pray for your strength daily. I feel like I know yours and Ben family through your websites. We used to live in Memphis 14 years ago and St. Judes has always been close to my heart and I continue to support them monthly. I know the Hentz family. I was Morgan's Kindergarten Asst. last year. Thinking of you often. Vanessa Ashley Vanessa Ashley <vsashley@fuse.net> Villa Hills, KY - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:42 AM CDT Dear Tammy and David I have followed Hanna's journey through Big Ben's website and have prayed for you often. Not knowing her personally, I was still very much touched by her healing. I know this wasn't the healing you were looking for, but God will use this little princess's ministry for years to come through your lives. I pray now that God will put his big arm of comfort and peace around you. Jenny Signorini <jfsignorini@aol.com> Huntington, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:13 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this devastating time. Susanne Bailes <scbailes@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:12 AM CDT I checked on the progress of your little sweetheart, and I continue to check for your updates. The intensity of the pain you are feeling should ease some over time. Personally, I have found that even though the missing increases, the pain becomes less intense. Try to continue to leave your spirit open to God and Hanna because the comfort it brings is great. I will continue to pray for you. Beverly Durham, NC USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:52 AM CDT I keep up with you all through "Big Ben". I don't think they ever send a mesage that they don't mention you and ask us to pray for you all as well as Ben. I can't imagine what it's like to lose a child.. And even as a Christian.... I can't imagine the strength it would take to go through it... It's only the strength God gives us when we need it. I think of you often and will be praying for you. Paula Paden <bopajes@msn.com> Wayne, WV USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:49 AM CDT i just wanted to let you guys know that i think of you often. i can't imagine how you feel, but i know that our Father does. i have to trust that the Holy Spirit will do what He says is His job, to comfort and to guide. So i believe you are in the best of hands and i want to thank Him for taking care of you...i just hope He does it top speed. i know that you will always miss your baby, but i am praying for a healing for you. i know it takes time. sherri <iambl07@aol.com> htg, wv - Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:44 AM CDT I have been keeping up with Hannas' website for months now but have never written. It was the sincere request from Tom Bowen which I just read asking all to take a moment to let you guys know how much support and prayers that there are for your family. He mentioned that it was worth the moment of awkwardness to lend our support. Well let me tell you, I have wanted to write so many times but "akwardness" is what prevented me from doing so. I can not imagine the pain and sorrow the two of you are going through but I do believe Hanna is at great peace and very happy. I am sure she is watching you and knows how much you miss her and I am sure she wants you to be happy also ,so be strong and remember someday you will all be together again. Hanna has touched so many lives, I am sure of this. I am only one person who has checked on you guys for months without letting you know about all my prayers and good thoughts I have had for Hanna. I am sure that there must me thousands of people out there just like me who just didn't know what to say, take comfort in this. I am sure God and Hanna want you to be happy and enjoy life, don't waste a precious momemt of it...you deserve to go on with joy and pride your heart. Take care, my prayers are always with you. Joanne Blouin <jjblouin11465@msn.com> Auburn, Me. USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 4:54 AM CDT i am praying for you in the difficulty that you face everyday....i came to know you through bens website...just know that my prayers continue... sandra <shood@stjude.org> sheffield, al - Sunday, September 5, 2004 2:35 AM CDT I have been reading Hanna's story through Ben's web page. I cannot imagine the pain that you feel, it must hurt so bad. I have passed along your story to my family and friends. I just felt led to drop you a note and let you know I am praying for your family. May God give you strength each day! Jamie Ball (Kyle's Mommy-patient at St. Jude) <jamieeb9@hotmail.com> Collierville, TN Shelby - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:55 PM CDT Tammy, Don't think your feelings are unusual. Although I've never lost a child my sister lost her only daughter when she was 17. She was the light in our lives and although it has been eight years this November...I can still think about her and cry...but I can also laugh and smile. It's a process that takes time. God will see you through. Take care of YOU!! Love, Kellie Kellie Gough <ksgo@aol.com> Eagle, ID USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:43 PM CDT I am sorry that it seems to get harder everyday. I am sure that it will be this way for awhile. Having been through a trauma, I know that you have to hit bottom before coming back up again. It sounds like you guys are still on the downhill slope. I pray that you hit bottom (I know that is a strange prayer) but only then may you start to slowly climb back up again. I thank God that you have His comfort! Mindy Rogers <minrogers@yfc.net> Aurora, Co - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:11 PM CDT I came to Hanna's page via Ben's and I just wanted you to know that I am praying that God will hold you close and get you through this terrible time. Your little girl was so precious and I am so sorry for your loss, I will keep praying for you. Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net> Minden, La. USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:54 PM CDT Hi Tammy, Thinking of you & so sorry that it continues to be harder for you. Hanna will always be remembered in so many hearts & has touched so many. Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:16 PM CDT Tammy and David, I stopped by tonight via Cheyenne's website. What a beauty your darling Hanna is! A smile that absolutely shines. I am so sorry for the pain that you feel- I know it's such a mix of emotions- on the one hand, you know that she is in a wonderful place, eternally blissful and healthy, but on the other, you are here, missing her so terribly, and have to find a way to carry on until the day you get to join her... I, too, am walking this very challenging path, as my daughter, Maddie, died on May 6. I miss her more than any words can say, but I find great comfort in the peace she had and the unwaivering faith and grace with which she faced this next permanent phase of her life with. Take care. Warmly, Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com> Mpls., MN - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:18 PM CDT Tammy and David, I came about your site from Ben Bowens site and I have been praying for you all often. I have just lost 2 babies to miscarriage and at the devastation that that has caused me i can't imagine how much that you are hurting after having held and loved this angel for 4 years. Just remember that we are praying for you. even my 3 year old elijah prays for you. Crystal williamson <meddings2@hotmail.com> genoa, wv US - Saturday, September 4, 2004 7:20 PM CDT Just wanted you all to know that we are still praying for you. God's strength will lead you through this emotionally draining time. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Saturday, September 4, 2004 5:59 PM CDT DEAR HANNA, I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY. YOU WERE SUCH AN IMPORTANT PART OF OUR LIVES. PEOPLE SAY THERE IS NO WAY SOMEONE CAN LOVE SOMEONE ELSE'S CHILD LIKE THEY LOVE THEIR OWN CHILD BUT THAT IS NOT TRUE, I SHOULD KNOW BECAUSE I LOVED YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY NOW AND ARE NOT SUFFERING ANYMORE BUT WE STILL MISS YOU.THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT WE DONT LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE AND YOUR SWEET SMILE. YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN OUR HEARTS. NOT EVERYONE CAN SAY THAT THEY HAVE KNOW A REAL ANGEL, THAT THEY HELD ONE IN THEIR ARMS OR KISSED ONE BUT WE CAN. WE KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN SMILING AND WATCHING OVER US. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, REST WELL SWEET PRINCESS. TAMMY,DAVID AND KIDS, WE LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE ALSO IN OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS. PAM <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 1:47 PM CDT Tammy and David, We are praying for you during this hard time. You are so right, Hanna is in a wonderful place that is so much better than anything that we can imagine, but we understand how much you must miss her. Just know that there are so many people out there praying for you. And that Hanna's life has touched so many people. Hanna still lives on in the hearts of so many people who have seen her sweet smile. Thank you for sharing her story. It has meant so much to us to know about her and witness the awesome faith that you have shown during this time. We are praying for God to wrap his arms around you and carry you through the hard times still to come. Kristen - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:55 AM CDT I cannot fathom your grief, but please don't ever feel as if it's something for which you have to apologize. Faith and grief are two different things. Your absolute trust and faith in Our Heavenly Father is so special and true. I truly believe it is these times that are wonderfully reflected in the "Footprints" poem, when we don't see the Lord's set of footprints because He is carrying us in His loving arms. You're missing your little Angel and holding her in your heart. It's been four months since my mom died, and I'm still mourning her. I miss her every day and think about her all the time. But I know in this way, too, she lives on in my memory, and God, most compassionate, truly understands. Many hugs, Jane Jane Crescent Springs, KY US - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:03 AM CDT Thinking of you and Hanna. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Friday, September 3, 2004 9:33 PM CDT I don't really know what to write, but wanted to let you know that I think of Hannah often and your family is still in my prayers. Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:33 PM CDT DAVID AND TAMMY, MY CONDOLENCES TO YOU AND DAVID ON HANNA'S DEMISE. I'M SURE SHE IS RESTING PEACEFULLY IN HEAVEN WITH NO PAIN OR SUFFERING. PLEASE CALL ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING. LOVE DR. NARAYANAN AND STAFF HERE AT THE NARAYANAN PEDIATRIC CLINIC. MANOJ NARAYANAN <C.SHAW@CENTURYTEL.NET> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:23 AM CDT Tammy....I thought of you first thing this morning when I woke up as I do often. I was thinking of it being a new month myself and wondering if that was going to be hard for you and I now read that it certainly is. I cannot imagine your grief and the feeling of loss you are going through. I only wish there were something that I could do to help along the way. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers each and every day - as is little Hanna...can you imagine how proud of her mommy she is? I can! She is watching over you every moment and so very proud of you Tammy - you are an amazing mother, wife, friend, and Christian! Our love, thougths and prayers continue to go out to you. God bless you and your family!! Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Friday, September 3, 2004 9:22 AM CDT There isn't a day that passes that I don't come to your sight and look at your little angel Hanna. I know you were so blessed to have her, even for a short time. And, I know she was blessed to have you as her Mom. I continue to pray that God will give you the grace and comfort to fight this; what must seem to be an endless journey. My prayer is that God will keep all the wonderful memories fresh in your mind and allow you to find strengh and comfort in each precious one. You remain in my prayers and I know you are wrapped in His arms. Mary Ann Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:43 PM CDT I do not have a child of my own. However I have raised a lil girl she is 9 now but anyway I have raised her and I know I could never love anyone more than I love her. When you wrote that you couldn't believe it had been 2 weeks since you held her or seen her or kissed her that just broke my heart. I could never understand what you are going through. When I read your update I just cried and cried I feel so much pain and grief for you and your family. I wish there was something that I could do to help lessen that pain. Just know that you and them are all in my prayers. I will keep you close to god in all my prayers. I wish you nothing but the best. << jamie <jamieleann23@yahoo.com> - Thursday, September 2, 2004 2:02 PM CDT Plz know your family is in my thoughts & prayers. I lost my son Mason in May 2004 and it has been and continues to be hard. As you had in your journal bout the not seeing or kissing them again. Its an everyday battle. I pray hard that you find strength to make it in the future. Many prayers & hugs to your entire family. Christie (www.caringbridge.org/ky/mason_d.) <christie95992001@yahoo.com> KY - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:50 AM CDT It's been a while since I came here but I just need to let you know that even though we are strangers, I think of you very often and hold you in my conversations with the Lord. I do know what it's like to look forward to seeing someone again in Heaven - what Joy we will experience someday! Your child, your precious Princess, she's in such good hands. I love your faith. I cry for your heartbreak. I hope and pray that somehow, someday it will not hurt so much for you and all that Hanna touched. May you be held in comfort and have peace. You amaze me. God amazes me. Thank you. Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 10:42 PM CDT Dear Tammy, David and kids, Keeping you close to my heart each and everyday and think of you often. I sure do miss your updates on how Hanna is doing too!!! We welcomed her loving smile into our lives and miss her much. Even though were strangers you became part of our family in prayer. I pray that you have strengh each and everyday. Knowing Hannah is smiling upon us and the reasurrance of God in our lives makes things easier each and everyday. Your are a blessing and a wondeful inspiration to others. You are loved much. Blessings to you each and every day!!!!! The Gayman Family Steve & Tina & Ashley & Katie Tina Gayman <stgayman@pa.net> Pleasant Hall, Pa. usa - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:04 AM CDT I pray for you and your family whenever Jesus brings you to mind. I know that this is a really hard time for you all. People will be uneasy talking about Hanna because they are afraid of hurting you, or are just insecure about what to say. I never had the oportunity to meet Hanna, but I am looking forward to meeting her in Heaven. She is a very beautiful child. Marylou Good <bml1066@netzero.net> Harrington, De USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 11:07 AM CDT I learned about Hanna through Ben's page. I was very saddened to learn she is a real angel now holding Jesus' hand. She has been a great source of inspiration and strength for many children as well as grown ups. Which is more than most people accomplish in a lifetime. Remember, our Lord only gives us what we can handle. Be as brave as she was, and know that it's her turn to watch over you now. God bless you all Petrina Picerno Holmdel, NJ USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:10 PM CDT I read Hanna's story through Ben's page. I am so so sorry for your loss! She IS a beatiful princess and is running and playing in Heaven now and making it more beautiful. I will think of her everytime I hold my princes and princess! Misty <hurdsmanx4@msn.com> WY - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:05 PM CDT Tammy, David, and kids, Just wanted you all to know that we continue to pray for you and tell Hanna goodnight everynight. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 8:06 PM CDT I got to know Hanna through Ben's page, I want to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Erika Huntington, WV 25701 - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 2:52 PM CDT Let God be with Hanna, and don't worry she will be fine. brian & Lisa belfry, ky usa - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 1:48 PM CDT A Mom in Alabama is praying for you and remembering your sweet Hanna.... Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com> Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:55 AM CDT Hi Tami, Was thinking of you today. Just wanted to let you know that Hanna remains in our hearts. Love, Kimberly & Emerald Maes <emeraldsmama-supportcancerresearch@yahoo.com> Clinton Township, MI - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:00 PM CDT Thinking about you all tonight...just saw some St. Jude fundraising letters on the counter that Gary was going to send out, and sweet Hanna's photo on them made me cry. As always, praying for your peace and comfort. Julie & Easton <g8tor90@aol.com> - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:53 PM CDT You and Hanna remain such an inspiration. May God wrap his arms around you, and help you to cope on this new journey. Cindy St. Albans, WV - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:34 PM CDT David & Tammy, I am praying for you! I look at the pictures on your website and Hanna seems so full of life! She was such a beautiful girl! I am praying also for Eli Bowen as he deals with losing his girlfriend and for you guys as you handle this with him. I know that you have said that everything seems unreal right now, I wish that I could say something to make it all better, but there is nothing. I had a friend once tell me that he wished that he could take away my suffering, but he couldn't find his magic wand... I am sure that many of us who have been touched by you guys feel the same. HOWEVER, I am glad that you believe in Jesus, because he will comfort you (that is a promise). I am praying for strength each day as it gets harder! Mindy (a Youth for Christ friend of the Bowens) Mindy Rogers <minrogers@yfc.net> Aurora, CO - Monday, August 30, 2004 1:10 PM CDT How terrible it must be for you to try to comfort the Bowen family when you have lost your own sweet child. I cannot imagine such faith and strength you must have to get through each day. I shall continue to remember you in prayer. May God continue to be with you as you face this terrible tragedy and witness to others such as Ben's family. Sue Fentress <123beach@bellsouth.net> Greensboro, NC USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:10 AM CDT I first came to know of your family through e-mails that I received from the Carson Braun family. My heart goes out to you in the loss of your precious little Hanna! You will continue to remain in our prayers as you go through this difficult time. Stephanie Alvarez <salvarez@mail.com> Shreveport, LA - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:52 AM CDT I continue to pray for your family to feel Jesus' comforting presence. I came to your site through Ben Bowen's site. I think of Ben, Hanna, and Eli everyday as well as both families. The only way that I ever knew little Hanna is through this web-site but I my life is enriched from your sharing. Thank you. Jessie Richardson <jessie@cloh.com> Scottown, OH United States - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:28 AM CDT May God continue to give you strength and peace at this time. Sending love and prayers. Sonya Dillon <sdillon@zimsbagging.com> Fort Gay, WV usa - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:24 AM CDT Know that you are in my prayers. Although it is often hard for us to understand God's will, He has promised us that He will never leave us. Lean on Him, and know that Hana is in His loving arms. Susan Packer Libertyville, IL USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:43 PM CDT Your family continues to be in my prayers. Hannah has touched more lives than you will ever know. Blessings, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:06 PM CDT Not a day goes by I dont think of your family and sweet Hanna. Know you are still in my prayers and thought. I thank God for giving your family the strength to help the Bowens when dealing with your own grief. You are truely special people. Thank you. Becky WHittington <BeckyWHittington@adelphia.net> WV - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:47 PM CDT I sit here with selfish tears at my computer, only wondering what I would do/think/feel if God decided to bring my only child back to him in Heaven. Yourlast journal entry stating that Hanna was almost perfect,being innocent when entering heaven was one of the things that struck me the most this evening when I checked on your update. My 7 year old daughter has heard,seen, and experienced things robbing her of her innocence at such an early age because of the world in its current state. May Hanna's innocence be an extra special memory that comes to your heart when you think of her. What a beautiful child she IS! Trish Young <Drpeppertrish@aol.com> Fraziers Bottom, WV USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:22 PM CDT my thoughts and prayers are with the family at this sad time c sidaway <freezer181@yahoo.com> uk - Sunday, August 29, 2004 4:51 PM CDT I want to express my sorrow for you and your family. I had been keeping up with Hanna's progress. I found out about her through the Warren family, who spend a lot of time at St. Jude with their son, Matt. I pray that God will give you strength during this most difficult time in your life. Jan Etheridge McComb, MS - Sunday, August 29, 2004 2:46 PM CDT I met Tom, Elli and Baby Ben at Walmart in Southaven the beginning of August. They told me about Sweet Hanna. We have a picture of her on our refrigerator. We think of her everyday. I watch for updates on Ben everyday and tell everyone that will listen about your families. With Love Noelle Gordon noelle gordon <noeygordon@yahoo.com> senatobia, ms usa - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:10 AM CDT We are praying for you to keep your strength and courage through all of this. God Bless you Darlene Witschy <al@fuse.net> Independence, KY USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:08 AM CDT Tammy, I just wanted you to know that I still think of Hanna (and all of you) everyday and continue to pray for your family during your healing process. May God Bless you all with special memories of Hanna and may He grant you a pleasant day today. Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:27 AM CDT We continue to pray for you and your family to have strength to carry on the day to day routine. Thinking of you. The Millers Hollie <millersagain@aol.com> galloway, oh - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:27 AM CDT My heart is breaking for you. I will be lifting your family up in prayer. I know that there are not any words I can say to bring comfort but please know your story has truly touched me. God has used you to work in my heart. I will be a better mother, a better wife and a better sister in Christ because of Hanna's story! As I have sat here throughout the day reading all about Hanna and Ben Bowen the tears have flowed and God has moved. I hope you can find comfort in the fact that God used His precious angel Hanna in my life today! Callie Neves <scott_callieneves@yahoo.com> Kelso, WA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 1:03 AM CDT Just wanted to let my baby sister know , I am thinking about her.. You are my very special angel forever I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH LITTLE SIS!! MCKENZIE GIBSON <JMEMILLS@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 9:09 PM CDT Love you all!!!!!!! Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 3:09 PM CDT We were so saddened to read about your Hanna. Thank you for sharing her story. Hanna and your family are in our thoughts and our prayers. Sincerely, Allie, Ann, Erica, and Scott - Friends of CampJack, www.caringbridge.org/ga/campjack Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com> San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 0:36 AM CDT I just wanted to say that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I wish that I had something to say that would ease your pain, but there are no words. Time is a great help, I know because I've been there more times than I care to think about. My daughter was stillborn in 1980 and although I have never forgotten, the pain in my heart has eased some what. I know that God will help you through this and all the prayers of everyone that knows you and the story that has touched so many hearts. She is an ANGEL at rest now and just take comfort in knowing she no longer suffers and that she is with God. May God be with you and your family always. Sandy <michael_harvey@hotmail.com> Logan, WV - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:38 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you everyday. Hanna would be so proud of her mommy and daddy, and her brothers and sisters for being so brave. She knows that her family and friends love her and miss her. I know that she is a very special little angel and that she watches over those that she loves. Rest Well Sweet Princess. WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:03 PM CDT Even though I only saw Hanna in passing at the clinic, I still think about her all the time and I continue to pray for your family. PS. I hope you don't mind but I've been praying to Hanna to put in a good word for my son. I pretty sure she up there lobbying for all of us St Jude families. She is a special angel. Mike Hentz <mhentz@legato.com> - Friday, August 27, 2004 2:54 PM CDT Tammy and Jason, We want you to know that you are still in our prayers.(we want you to know this but, somehow it keeps getting deleted) Hanna, Daddy,McKenzie and I miss you very much.We know that you are in a much better place.Lots of hugs and kisses.You really are a princess. Carrie <dentalhygentist2004@yahoo.com> - Friday, August 27, 2004 2:40 PM CDT My heart is hurting for you today...through Carson Braun's site, I heard about your loss of Hannah. In 1970, we lost our precious 2 1/2 year-old son, Russell, who was born in Memphis, and had heart surgery at LeBonheur Children's Hospital, then Mayo Clinic. While reading your journal update, I remember so much how difficult it was to both grieve and put others at ease while they tried to inquire about our well-being...and, my unwanted anger sometimes when there was no way to bring up what had happened to our family in normal social discussions. My thoughts will be with you as you adjust, and help others adjust, to this huge loss. And, although I know that time helps some things, I also know that adjustments to our sweet Russell's absence in our active life is ongoing, and his presence in our hearts is a great source of both strength and deep sorrow. When Russell died, his Memphis adolescent babysitter wrote the following poem in his memory...we want to share it with you: SMALL CHILD, WANDERED, TIPTOED FROM US, FORSAKEN TOYS,OUR LOVE. WE CRIED AT RINGING LAUGHTER, AND CURSED THE MYSTERIOUS LAWS, EMPTINESS MOCKED OUR QUESTION. YET, THERE GREW A CALM IN THE SILENCE, QUIET OF A STRICKEN HEART, A GENTLE ECHO...LIVE ON. AND ONE WHITE BIRD, FLEW FROM OUR OPEN HAND. Chris Hoehe, 1970 John and Betsy Webb <nanab2@charter.net> Tullahoma, TN United States - Friday, August 27, 2004 1:46 PM CDT Tammy, you don't know me, but I have been praying for your family and the Bowens. I came across Ben's website while looking at my boss's grandson's site. He had his fourth open-heart surgery and is doing well. But I just want to tell you what your story and the Bowen's story has done for me. What a friendship you guys have. God knew what he was doing when he put you in each other's lives. I wish I were closer, and I would be reaching out to you guys. But I am reaching out with my prayers. Hanna is such a beauty. I know you miss her terribly. I just want you to look for the "little signs" from her. You may not know what they are right away, but trust me, they are there. She is sending you signs to let you know that she is okay and with our Lord. The hurt isn't going to get better for a long time, but knowing that you will see your angel girl again is very comforting. I have no more words, for what do you say to someone that has lost the love of their life? Just know there are strangers praying for you. And keep looking for those signs. Debra Guthrie <dguth12890@cableone.net> Odessa, Tx usa - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:28 AM CDT Just wanted you to know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I know that God will carry you through allowing you to hold on to the wonderful memories of your little girl. She was absolutely beautiful. I know that she is sitting at the feet of Jesus with her perfect little body taking in every word that He has to share with her. I pray that you can find comfort in knowing that she is at perfect rest. You remain wrapped in His arms, Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:03 PM CDT The strength that I read through entries, is strength from God. In Matthew 28:20 it says " I am with you always". God is there with you and your family and He will never leave you. He will be there when you cry, when you laugh about Hannah's memories, or even when you are angry, He is there to comfort you and listen. One day you will all be a family again with Hannah, but until then God is here with you to help you through the hard times. Just know that if He brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Y'all are in my prayers daily!! Reneé <rlemmond1216@hotmail.com> Auburn, AL USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:45 PM CDT God didn't bring you this far to leave you now. God's word says "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death"....remember that word THROUGH -- hes not going to leave you in this valley. My heart is heavy today thinking of your loss... I'm praying for you, Mother to Mother. Gail Burns <grannygail@aol.com> Jonesboro, GA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 5:56 PM CDT .....Dear Folks...I can only imagine the pain and sorrow you are dealing with....as a Mother and Grandmother, I understand the extreme pain you have to be enduring...I lost my Dad last Dec of the mean/EVIL Cancer...but I thank God for the opportunity to care for my Dad through it all....I wish there was a real word to express something that would help you all...I just offer prayers...God does Know and He will carry you thru...( I go to the same church that ''Baby Ben's family attend) Brenda Goodman <replacedwv2002@yahoo.com> Huntington, wv USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 3:36 PM CDT Yesterday Tammy, I stood next to you with not an idea of your loss. When you told me "you don't know do you?" and you went on to tell me of your loss of your little girl. I do think you know of the shock that over came me. I will always keep you and your baby girl in my heart and thoughts forever. I will always be able to remember Hanna as the beautiful little girl she was that I had told you she was so pretty. My thoughts and prayer's go with you and Hanna's daddy and her brother and sister. I have met alot of parent's and children while I have brought Travis to St.Jude, and Tammy, you and Hanna will always be faces in my mind for the rest of my life. I do have to say I am bad at remembering names, so your best friend will forgive me because her sweet face will be there forever as well. She, I see is a very special friend staying by your side. I thankyou for sharing your daughter with us in our life and let you know that you have given me strength. By you Tammy being the person to have told me about Hanna and seeing the strength in your eyes while I stood there with Travis you are an inspiration to me to try and be as strong as a mother as you are to Hanna and your other two children. God Bless. Julie and Travis <juls_willi@yahoo.com-www.caringbridge.org/il/travisman> Princeton , IL USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 2:43 PM CDT What a beautiful little girl your Hanna was. Your life must feel so unbearable right now without her but just try and remember she is free from pain and in a far better place. I,m sure you will see her again. until then I pray you will find comfort from the good memories of her. God is good and always there to see you through. Put your trust in him! You never know how much you need him until he is all you,ve got.LOVE AND PRAYERS TO YOU! donna cheesebrew <jcheesebrew5053@charter.net> point pleasant, wv us - Thursday, August 26, 2004 11:08 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. As I spent yesterday afternoon/evening with Elijah I wanted to let you know that he spoke frequently and fondly of Hannah--some of his stories were true and others were fabricated (oh the imaginations of 3 year olds!). He got a huge kick out of the picture of the missing hot dog...memories... Praying for you during this different time of struggle. My mother-in-law lost her daughter when she was 34. That was 4 1/2 years ago (Teresa had two children in elementary school). My mother-in-law just finished reading from Grief to Glory (I think that is the title) and really enjoyed it. Just an FYI. Love in Christ, Laura Thomas Laura Thomas <elthomas@pkfamily.com> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:16 AM CDT Just a note to let you know that your family is on our Prayer List at Longview Point Baptist Church in Hernando. We will continue to pray daily for God's love, peace, strength and comfort for all your family. Hanna is cured now! Praise God. Joan Crowson <jcrowson@utmem.edu> Hernando, MS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:59 AM CDT I continue to pray for strength for you to get through each day. After losing my parents only 3 months apart,(each very unexpected), and losing a granddaughter (born premature), I know that some of the hardest times are afterwards. Everyone else goes back to their normal lives, and your life will never be normal again. You are left with the many chores required after someone's death, and just getting through every day. People don't know how to treat you, they don't know whether to talk about it or not. Sometimes you just want to hear their name. I needed to talk about it, to grieve, to cry. Their deaths were all I could think about, and I couldn't understand why it wasn't on others minds too. I know that I have rambled here, but just know that there are many people praying for you. My mother was a beautiful christian lady and a wonderful Mom, Gran, and Great Gran. It comforted me to know that she was in Heaven rocking little Chasey Grace. I wouldn't be surprised if she isn't rocking and singing to your little angel too. You are in my prayers daily! Janet Elliott <janet.elliott@mtdproducts.com> Martin, TN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:08 AM CDT Tammy - it was so good to talk to you today; we so miss seeing you with Miss Hanna. We are always thinking of you both - especially, as I said, when we hear those songs on the radio - and keeping you in our prayers. You are incredible. Julie & Easton <g8tor90@aol.com> - Thursday, August 26, 2004 0:58 AM CDT Hi.. I wanted to take a minute to thank you for being faithful friends to the Bowens in there time of need. Not many people understand there situation but you do. Thank you for loving, hugging and reminding them that God loves them. They too miss Hanna. I miss Hanna and never heard her voice. Your daughter will not be forgotten. I hope you are finding peace in your lives. I continue to pray for Hanna and your family.. Becky WHittington Bens Friend <BeckyWHittington@adelphia.net> WV - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:12 PM CDT I couldn't help but think of Hanna today when I heard "Streets of Heaven" by Sheree Austin. You are in my prayers. Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:58 PM CDT May god bless and keep you and your family.I will have Hana in my prayers. As well as the rest of your family.MY son had a brain tumor,so i can relate to what u are going through .I miss him with all my heart and soul. A friend ,Mabel LaMore. Mabel LaMORE <amazinggrace602000@yahoo.com> Jonesville, S.C USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 5:33 PM CDT Dear Hanna, I will be praying to God that He grants you a speedy recovery and that your tumor is completely erradicated! Henry J. Breitenstein <henryb@comcast.net> Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 3:50 PM CDT Tammy, I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you this morning. When you are ready, please call me. I will be at St. Jude tomorrow donating platelets, and then back home around 3:00pm, other than that I will be here. My prayers are still with you guys daily. May the Lord bless you and keep you, Jodi www.caringbridge.org/ms/abigail Jodi Shaw <itsashawworld@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:35 AM CDT I just wanted you to know that Hanna has touched my life as she has so many others. I also came across your site through Ben's and I have spent the last couple of hours crying as I read his and then Hanna's stories. I now miss my children, even though they are in the next room sleeping. My heart is aching. Be strong and support eachother. My love and prayers go out to your family. I will always remember Princess Hanna. Reonna <fallers@earthlink.net> Fredonia, KS 66736 - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 4:51 AM CDT Still can not believe it. We love you guys. Tom and Jennifer. <tom@bens-story.com> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 1:31 AM CDT I found your daughter's page through Ben's, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I pray for some sort of peace for you now, I cannot even imagine your pain but I can pray and know that God does hear our prayers. What a powerful story you have to tell! Your daughter's story really touched my heart! Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net> Minden, La. usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:05 PM CDT Tammy, I'm continuing my prayers for you all. The worst time seems to come when everyone is gone, the kids are back in school, and you're alone. But you know that God is still in charge, and you will see Hanna again. Sandy Adkins <retrn2003@yahoo.com> Vero Beach, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:52 PM CDT Tammy, I was just thinking of Hanna, and thought I would let you know, you (the whole family) are in my prayers still. "Rejoice and be glad, because you have a great reward waiting for you in heaven." Matthew 5:12. Jesus AND Hanna, who could ask for anything better. Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:43 PM CDT I know that you have heard this numerous times, and I cannot say that I know that it will soothe you, and to be honest, I hope and pray that nothing ever happens to one of mine for me to see, personally, but I know this: Every word in GOD's Holy Word is true, and GOD has proven this verse to me over, and over, and over! James 4:8 says, "...draw nigh to GOD, and HE will draw nigh to you." I cannot think of a more comforting feeling or emotion in the world, than to think of my LORD JESUS, drawing nigh to me. And the good news is, HE will do it for you and yours as well, as HE already is as close to Hanna as anyone could ever hope for. May GOD bless and keep you all. I love you, but more important than anything in this world, GOD loves you. luke martin <deerthief@hotmail.com> monticello, ms United States of America - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 1:16 PM CDT We are so sorry for your lose. We will keep your family in our prayers. Hanna is in a better place where she will not feel no more pain. God is holding your little girl and smiling at a wonderful job you did with Hanna. We want you to know that we love you all. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL NOW AND FOREVER. Michele, Linda, Little Linda, Ernie, Kay, Jennifer, Jared Ornellas and Tonya, Keith, and Jeremy Reed <mornella@wvwcc.org> Charleston, WV USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:27 AM CDT I am so sorry about Hanna. I have only read about her today and I almost feel like I found out about her too late. My thoughts will be with you and your family. Marianne <m.murray1@shaw.ca> Swift Current, AB Canada - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:54 PM CDT Thinking of you today... Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:10 PM CDT Tammy, You are so amazing and I am so proud to say you are my sister. I love you. Pepper <Pepglenn4@yahoo.com> Southave, MS - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:27 PM CDT Tammy I just wanted you to know you are in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling right now - I only wish there were something that anyone could do to ease that pain. I do know that there is a beautifullittle angel resting on a cloud in Heaven who is telling all of her new friends how she was blessed with such a wonderful family. God bless you and all of your family Tammy - we pray for you daily. Love, thoughts and prayers~~Kelly & Maddie Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Monday, August 23, 2004 2:23 PM CDT Tammy, I think of you often and pray for you daily. Billie Billie Thacker <thacki@webtv.net> Chesapeake, OH - Monday, August 23, 2004 2:09 PM CDT Dear Tammy and Family, I want you to know that myself and the other military members of the church continue to lift you all up in our prayers. You and your family have touched so many lives with your faith, kindness, and strength. Hollie Miller <hollie.a.miller@us.army.mil> Afghanistan - Monday, August 23, 2004 5:39 AM CDT We are always thinking about you & keeping you in our prayers. Julie & Easton <g8tor90@aol.com> - Sunday, August 22, 2004 10:55 PM CDT Hi, My daughter Jordan is in Ms. Pinnow's class this year. We just wanted to let you know that we have been thinking of all of you during this time of loss. Yall are on our prayer list at church. May God continue to give you strength in the coming days. God Bless You Melissa <jor9573@aol.com> Olive Branch, Ms - Sunday, August 22, 2004 5:23 PM CDT Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> - Sunday, August 22, 2004 2:58 PM CDT Hello my name is linda and i live in the UK i am very sorry to hear and read your story about your little girl it up set me so much my prayers are with you and your family at this very bad time take care all of you. linda linda day <lindaday16@hotmail.com> UK - Sunday, August 22, 2004 8:23 AM CDT Dear Tammy, David, and family, I just wanted to let you know I still think about you daily. I was so touched by your words from Hanna's service. I would have loved to have been there for you but it's hard to get away at the beginning of school. I don't have to tell you that. I can't tell you how much I appreciate you opening your hearts to all of us. I have learned so much from you and Princess Hanna. The biggest thing is not to let little things get too me. There are much bigger problems I could face and your faith amazes me. Hanna was so fortunate to have you as a mother. I'm not sure how strong and able to function I would have been. I know she's smiling with every sunbeam saying "That's MY Mommy". You are an awesome person. I pray that God continues to wrap you in his love and gives you the strength you so desperately deserve and need. I also pray for David as he tries to get through this himself and being there for you and your children. I'm still here and my offer still stands if you need anything. I'm at school if I can ever help with Andrew or ANYTHING you might need. Please let me know. Praying and Believing, Kim kim wood <ktwood@worldnet.att.net> horn lake, ms usa - Saturday, August 21, 2004 10:32 PM CDT Your grace and faith are such an inspiration. Your loss will always break my heart, but I am so happy for you that you were able to have Hanna in your life for as long as you did. What an amazing child she was. You'll remain in my prayers. Cindy St. Albans, WV - Saturday, August 21, 2004 9:14 PM CDT I am sorry are the only words I can say to you and your family after suffering the most devastating loss of Hanna. I pray that God gives you the strength you need to get through this. The love and faith you have demonstrated are an example to all of us. Julie Huntingtong, wv usa - Saturday, August 21, 2004 8:00 PM CDT God bless you all. I am very sorry to hear about your tremendous loss. Michelle <mgtowle@verizon.net> - Saturday, August 21, 2004 6:46 PM CDT I will always remember Hanna & keep the photo of her & Cinderella in a place of importance. Thinking of you & praying for peace & ease of what I can only imagine is a deep & lonely suffering. Bless you Tammy. You will always be the mom here at St. Jude who listened & helped me through one of my roughest, clueless days here! Thank you very much. Kerin Hentz Kerin Hentz <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Saturday, August 21, 2004 6:29 PM CDT Hanna's family, I have come to know you through my great friend Kerin Hentz, I just wanted to drop in and tell you how my heart breaks for your loss. I will pray for your courage to keep going and know she's watching over all of you now. Sending love and prayer's, Hollie,Ted,Capell,Carsyn and Andie Miller Hollie <millersagain@aol.com> galloway, oh - Saturday, August 21, 2004 6:22 PM CDT Miss you sweet Hanna. Eli <tom@bens-story.com> - Saturday, August 21, 2004 4:20 PM CDT I visit daily... but never have found the right words to put on this site. ..Please know I pray for you every day and your baby is not forgotten. K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org> OH - Saturday, August 21, 2004 11:03 AM CDT Dear Hannah and family. I do not know you guys personally but this website was given to me by my boyfriend whos friends with you guys, even though i don't know you guys my heart goes out to everyone in your family, I will keep everyone of you in my prayers. I hope and pray that things will look up for everyone in your family. May God Bless you and your wonderful family. Anne TX - Saturday, August 21, 2004 0:16 AM CDT Tammy, The day we learned Hanna was sick, We started including her in our nightly prayers, Since she has gone to live with Jesus, Savannah tells her every night that she loves her and can't wait to play with her in heaven. There are so many what if's and why's and I know one day we will all understand, for right now I can't imagine how hard this is for you. I admire your strength and faith. I admire your ability to "go on". I pray for God to continue to hold your life in his hands and give you strength to face each day. I wish I knew words to say to help you during this devastating time in your life, but I don't know what they are. My heart aches for you and David, Emily, Jason, and Andrew, for the emmptiness you must feel. We really enjoyed having Emily and Jason over last weekend, they need to come again real soon. For now, know that ya'll are still in our prayers and Hanna will ALWAYS be remembered. Rhonda <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Friday, August 20, 2004 9:55 PM CDT Dear Tammy and Family, We have not met. I came across your page through a link on another's child's page. I am so very, very sorry to hear of the passing of your beautiful princess. I too have a 3 year old with cancer. My princess, Molly, has leukemia and she is fighting very hard for a full recovery. I will pray for you and your family that you have the strength to go on and that you remain faithful to the fact that you will be reunited with your daughter one day in the Kingdom of God. God Bless You all. Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com> N. Bellmore, NY USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 9:47 PM CDT Hi Tammy Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking about you. Love, Emerald Maes and Emerald's sappy mama <emeraldsmama-supportcancerresearch@yahoo.com> Clinton Township, MI - Friday, August 20, 2004 9:29 PM CDT Tammy, May God's arms still hug you and your family. Still praying for you. Suzanne Scarbrough <suzy@scarbrough.net> Martin, TN - Friday, August 20, 2004 9:16 PM CDT Tammy, I have really enjoyed the days we have spent together this week. As you say Hanna was truly a blessing, so are you. No one could ask for a better friend than you. And David I don't think you really realize how wonderful you are. I pray for you every night right after I blow Hanna her goodnight kiss. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 8:14 PM CDT Tammy, I have really enjoyed the days we have spent together this week. As you say Hanna was truly a blessing, so are you. No one could ask for a better friend than you. And David I don't think you really realize how wonderful you are. I pray for you every night right after I blow Hanna her goodnight kiss. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 8:14 PM CDT I pray that the GOD of comfort ,comforts you at this difficult time. mona <munatgabriel@aol.com> cincinnati, oh usa - Friday, August 20, 2004 7:57 PM CDT Hanna I wan't you to know I think you are a very stong and brave young girl. Your story is an inspiration to me and many, many other people. I am keeping you and your family in my prayers and will think of you often. I also hope that you recover soon and, live the rest of your life greatfull to have a family who was there for you threw it all. Kim Crossno <www.kkc589@bellsouth.net> Memphis, TN United States - Friday, August 20, 2004 7:28 PM CDT Blessings and peace to you today, precious family. I understand the ache, the emptiness. God is with you all, especially now. Love and prayers, Jane Jane Bratton Crescent Springs, KY usa - Friday, August 20, 2004 2:04 PM CDT To Hanna's Family, I have been out of the loop for many months now about Ben Bowen and Hanna's story. I just happen to get on-line today to see what was going on and get an update. I'm from Huntington where Jennifer and Tom are from and I work for River Valley Child Development Services. That's how I learned of the childrens stories. I want you to know that I'm deeply sorry to hear about your precious daughter Hanna. She was and still is an angel. These updates that I just read has really touched me. My Great Grandmother went home to be with the lord on Tuesday, August 10, 2004. She was battling lung cancer. I was with her alot before she passed. I was also with her when she passed. It truely was a blessing to be there with her when she went home. It really made me wake up and realize how important it is to have God in our lives. I hated to see her suffer and be in pain. A week before she passed I had come to realize that her passing and going to be with the lord was the best thing for her. It was a hard thing to accept. As sad as it is, its just one of the things that is real hard for the loved ones left behind to deal with. I'm like you when you said that it doesn't really seem real yet with what has happened. It doesn't seem like their really gone, It's like they are just down the road and you'll see them in a bit. I know that my great grandmother and Hanna may not be here with us on earth but they are here with us everyday in spirit. Hanging on to that is what makes my missing her go by easier. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think back about the times that I had with her or the time she left us. I do know that she is in heaven and she is waiting there for me. I'm sorry to make this so long, but I wanted to share a little bit with you. Not alot of people really have the right words to say at a time like this and I can't say that I do, but I do know and understand what your feeling cause I'm feeling it to. I want you to know that I'll pray for you and your family everyday. Keep the Faith cause they are waiting for us! Crissy Estep <crissyrose1980@yahoo.com> Huntington, WV Cabell - Friday, August 20, 2004 1:57 PM CDT Tammy and David, I just wanted you to know that we will continue to lift you up in prayer, asking that God will somehow hold your broken hearts together in His hands. Jennifer has told me how you have been there for her, despite your own heartache--thank you. Krissie Warbel <krisdan7@aol.com> Russell , KY - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:21 AM CDT Tammy and David, Just wanted to let you know you are still and my prayers and thoughts daily. Thank you for showing me to keep up the faith and not to give up. I too have had medical problems and have been faced with a new one and seeing your strength and God's love I can get through what lies ahead. Thank you for sharing your Daughter with the world. It makes us learn to love a little more and to know that this time on earth is for just a little time until we all met Jesus. Praying for you for the days and months ahead and Hanna sure is a beautiful angel looking down upon us all. God Bless You Always, Love, Tina & family Tina Gayman <stgayman@pa.net> Pleasant Hall, Pa usa - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:27 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that I'm still praying for all of you. Even though I don't know you, I think of Hannah and your family every day. I just noticed on her quilt of love that Hannah and I share the same birthday. I'll always remember to say a special prayer for you on that day. Take care. Brandie <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:00 PM CDT Tammy and David, Just wanted you to know that we are continuing to pray for all of you, If we can do anything you know where we are Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:40 PM CDT I am praying for God's comfort for you as you travel this devastating road. You are not alone. Leah Edwards <csedwards@msn.com> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:52 PM CDT I am so sorry about the loss of your lovely daughter. My sister and her friend have been following her and Bens story as well. Your family puts a true meaning to the word Christian. I just know in my heart that your daughter was a God send to you and now God needs her to help with other children through her strength of spirit and her looking over and being an angel for other children who are suffering. God Bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.. I will help all I can. Sincerely Diana L. Benefiel Diana L. Benefiel <Benefidl@nc.rr.com> Lumber Bridge, NC USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:49 PM CDT May your faith in God never waiver and may he pour his grace upon you to see you through this time. Josh and Judy Buessing <josh.buessing@jmmdhs.com> vacaville, CA USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 3:15 PM CDT I am so sorry that your family has gone through this pain. I know that the Lord will bring comfort. Hannah was a beautiful princess and I know her short life touched those she met. I am a friend of Cole Walkers family who are in St Jude now. My heart is very heavy for all those families who are fighting this terrible disease. Melissa Middleton <melissa.b.middleton.nast@statefarm.com> Tupelo, MS USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 2:29 PM CDT I stumbled upon your website and the life of your precious daughter. Please accept my deepest sympathy. I can't imagine the pain but know that even though we are strangers, you are in my thoughts and prayers. You may never know how much your daughter's short journey through this life touched the lives of others, but do know that she has touched mine. Hanna has put some things in perspective for me and really encourages me to be thankful for everyday and what I have experienced in life. She sounds like a beautiful angel above and for that we can all be thankful!! Cindy Gorby Williamstown, WV Cindy Gorby <ggorby4960@charter.net> Willilamstown, WV USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 1:05 PM CDT My heart breaks for you- know that the Lord is by your side, and cries with you. Remember that He is love; lean on Him and draw strength from Him daily. Susan Packer <suzichacha@comcast.net> Libertyville, IL usa - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:42 AM CDT Dear Friend, I am so sorry to hear about Hannah. I had really hoped and prayed that she would be a survivor. There are no words that can ease your hurt right now. I can't even express my sorrow for you. Just know that I will be praying for you and your family. May Hannah's memory never be forgotten. Again, I am sorry for your loss...Please let me know if there is anything that I can do. Sarah Rowe <imaprincess15891@yahoo.com> Proctorville, OH USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:28 PM CDT I don't know you or your family heard about Hanna a few months ago on Ben Bowen's web site, and i prayed for all the sick children at St. Jude. I am so very sorry about your loss, Hanna was a pretty little girl and i know she was very special to you and many others.She is now up in Heaven with Jesus she will never again have a pain, she will always be with you, and one day you will be with her again. I will keep praying for you and your family. I hope that one day a cure for cancer will be found. Keep your faith in the Lord he will take care of you today and each and every day that comes. Brenda Conrad <Reidbsue@aol.com> Lesage, WV USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:13 PM CDT We are so sorry for your loss. We are praying for you all.Here are some healing ((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))). Wendy <WGLTK@aol.com> - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:13 PM CDT Although we have never met, I feel like I know you through your beautiful words about your precious little girl and the kind and caring words from Tom Bowen about you and your family. You have been such a blessing to the Bowens, as I am sure they have been to you. God places people in our lives just when we need them most. He has placed you and your family on my heart. I pray that he will hold you in the hollow of his great hand and give you the peace that only he can impart. Norma Tucker <tuckers0303@aol.com> Huntington, WV USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:48 PM CDT I have no words that will ease your pain, only the love of Christ to extend to you and the knowledge that he is Lord. Bill Madison, Al - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:46 PM CDT SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR LOSS. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. GLORIA CLAXON <gjclax@vba.va.gov> GRAYSON, KY US AMERICA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:36 AM CDT I am lifting your family up to the throne of the LORD. He is faithfully strengthening you and will use all things for good. Even HE is interceeding for you. Recieve His love and support even today my friends. Alice Delaney Sanger, TX USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:05 AM CDT You have my deepest sympathies and I will pray for you. Hanna's photos look as though she radiated love, and I cannot imagine the devastation your are feeling. May God be with you during this difficult time and forever. Trust in the Lord, have faith, do not despair. Psalms 27:14. (We found your information through a link on Ben Bowen's website. We found Ben Bowen's website through a link on Alethea McIlrath's website - Jeff & Heather McIlrath are our Pastor and wife.) Darrel, Angie & Faith VanderVinne <angievv71@yahoo.com> Morrison, IL USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:01 AM CDT Having lost a child myself, I carry you in prayer understanding what you are feeling. Each day will be different, and time is the only manner of delivery for God's overwhelming grace to you. He'll use people, places, memories, and the emotions will be many...and each emotion is acceptable. I learned that God was big enough to handle my anger and still hold me close. May you have many many days of experiencing Him holding you close. One day at at time. It says alot that you remain by the Bowen's side as they continue their days by Ben's side. Cherish that friendship forever. Diane Johnson <dianeljohnson@excite.com> Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:49 AM CDT I am praying for you and your family. I have no words adequate to express the feelings from my heart at the loss of your beautiful little girl. Just know that I am praying for strength for you to get through this, and understanding. God says he will not put more on us than we can bear, but at times we are made to wonder. Trust in him alone. Janet Elliott <janet.elliott@mtdproducts.com> Martin, TN 38237 - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:31 AM CDT Tammy, Hannah was a beautiful child. Even though I never knew her, I felt like I did and I think about her daily. I also think about you and your family and pray for you daily. God loves you and He is already showing you what His purpose was for sending Hannah to you and everyone who came to know her either personally or through this website. She may be gone physically, but her spirit, smile, sweetness, and the people she brought together as well as the lives she continues to touch will live on. May God Bless You. Treassa Setser <Treassa.Setser@med.va.gov> Prince, WV USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:25 AM CDT Tammy, David and Family, I have been struggling to find the right thing to say to you, but have come to the conclusion that there is no right thing to say, other than I am praying for you. I am so sorry for your loss. I am the mother of 4 and 1-year-old daughters and I can’t imagine the pain you must be in. It is a parent’s worst fear. I have been following Hanna’s story since the beginning of June when I found a link on Ben’s site. I have been so touched by your little girl that words can’t express. I pray for your family often and there is not a day I don't think of your beautiful Hanna. She was so strong. She was truly an angel sent here by God, and she touched so many people in her short time here. I will continue to pray for your family as well as for Hanna. God Bless you all. The McKinzie Family, Leslie, James, Abigail and Sarah. Leslie Mueller <lesliemueller1977@yahoo.com> Concord, CA USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:43 PM CDT The same Arms holding your precious Hanna will also hold you close to Himself and never let either of you go. Some finish their work on earth faster than others. Your precious Hanna was one of those. I cannot imagine any hurt that is deeper and more painful than the loss of one's child. May God be with you as you attempt to find meaning in this heartache then to go on to teach others. Betty Black <bblack @tampabay.rr.com> Tampa, FL Hillsborough - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:13 PM CDT Dear Tammy, David and family, What a tremendous legacy your daughter has left for you to remember. The tremendous love and strenghen she displayed in the most difficult of times will be a testimony that will never be forgotten. I pray that God will bring grace and healing to your hearts and that you will rest in His love. I know that Tom & Jennifer appreciate you so very much and are very grateful to have you with them in their time of need. You remain wrapped in His arms, Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 7:43 PM CDT Dear David and Tammy, Emily, Jason and Andrew: The Lord is with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you (Heb 13:5b). All things work together for good for those that love the Lord ... (Rom 8:28). Nothing can separate you from the love of God ... (Rom 8:35-39). The Lord is with you ... (Ps 46:1). Paul <enyamasi@yahoo.com> Denton, TX - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 4:12 PM CDT Just read where little Hanna went to be with our Lord recently. I know your pain, I too lost a 16 year old son in a motorcycle accident years ago. He was saved in Bible School when he was 12. At the time I was so happy for him, but the day we got home and got the bad news about his wreck, I was so thankful to God for providing Heaven for us, that I spent the next few days crying and praising God for the previsions he has made for all of us, if only we will believe and repent. Well as you will see, it does not allow us to miss our child any less. However, I think if I did not know that we will be together again someday, I do not think I could go on. I too have 3 other children and I love them all dearly, but not one of them can replace my son Jeff. The first year is gonna be very hard, if you ever just need to talk, please contact me. Betty Shaw <Shaw@fis.admin.unt.edu> Denton, TX USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 12:14 AM CDT Just read where little Hanna went to be with our Lord recently. I know your pain, I too lost a 16 year old son in a motorcycle accident years ago. He was saved in Bible School when he was 12. At the time I was so happy for him, but the day we got home and got the bad news about his wreck, I was so thankful to God for providing Heaven for us, that I spent the next few days crying and praising God for the previsions he has made for all of us, if only we will believe and repent. Well as you will see, it does not allow us to miss our child any less. However, I think if I did not know that we will be together again someday, I do not think I could go on. I too have 3 other children and I love them all dearly, but not one of them can replace my son Jeff. The first year is gonna be very hard, if you ever just need to talk, please contact me. Betty Shaw <Shaw@fis.admin.unt.edu> Denton, TX USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 12:05 AM CDT We said a special prayer last night for all of those that love Hanna - that the wait to see her again in Glory will be calmed by the Lord's hand and you will find peace. Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:49 AM CDT DEAR TAMMY, THANK YOU FOR SHARING--WHAT A HEART-WARMING EULOGY. NOT ONLY HAS HANNA TOUCHED SO MANY LIVES, YOU HAVE DEMONSTRATED MORE FAITH THAN I COULD EVER IMAGINE. YOU ARE A TRUE INSPIRATION TO ME. MAY GOD KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY STRONG THROUGH THESE DIFFICULT TIMES. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR PRINCESS. LOVE & PRAYERS GLENNA WITSCHY <BERT_GERT@YAHOO.COM> RAVENSWOOD, WV USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:46 AM CDT Precious Lord, Wrap your loving arms around this family in their time of need. Help them to hold onto the promise of eternal life for their baby girl. Give them strength to carry on for their other children. Heal their broken hearts. I thank You for your gift of grace. Amen Tonia Ernst <mternst@citlink.net> Morrison, IL - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:32 AM CDT Praise the LORD that there was a time to have and to hold Hanna. You are blessed beyond measure and our prayers will certainly be for you and yours. Peace, Grace, and Mercy are yours. In Love! Dwight & Susan - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:07 AM CDT Tammy: Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for the comfort that only our dear Lord can provide during this time. Hanna strengthened our faith in so many ways and has made me look at my own children in even a more special light. I'll never forget you, your family, or Hanna. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Tammy Vernick <ripvnwkl@shentel.net> Front Royal, VA USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:48 PM CDT Tammy, I just finished reading your journal entry. I can't begin to tell you how it touched me. Your strength through this amazes and inspires me...surely God is holding you. Hanna is the same age as my daughter, Kelsey. My heart is aching for your loss although I know Hanna is with our Father in heaven. Thank you so much for sharing her story with me, all of us. I've prayed for her on many occasions and will continue to pray for you as well. God bless you, Tammy. You'll see Hanna again someday. Anna Mills <annamills2001@yahoo.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:29 PM CDT My deepest sympathy. May God grant you the greatest shoulder you can ever lean on. I have buried an infant son & daughter and know that pain. My wife & I know Jesus and the comfort that only Christ can give. Jesus SAVES! We love you! Chuck & Pam Hermann <chermann@ci.rochester.mn.us> Rochester, MN USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:21 PM CDT Just want you guys to know the I'm thinking of you all. I'm so sorry for the loss of little Hanna. She was truely an angel. Shes up in heaven now playing with my little beautiful neice Karley who just passed away in June of the ATRT brain tumor. :( It's so hard going through something like this, hang in there and know that you have so much love and support through your hard times. Lori Goddard <Lorz_2006@yahoo.com> Auburn, ME USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:41 PM CDT hi i dont know u personally but i am chelsea bleifus's aunt i just wanted to say that i am so very sorry for your loss and that i'm thinking of your family. My sister has told me a lot about hanna's condition and I wish I would have had the joy of meeting your beautiful daughter! Dora Ruckman <desbkrd@aol.com> Rayland, OH US - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:35 PM CDT My heart is filled with hurt and pain as you greive for your sweet angel...and also filled with hope as you await the day you will again hold your precious baby in your arms. You are not alone. She is not alone. I just picture that beautiful little girl, with no more pain or tears, no more hurts or fears, sitting in the lap of Jesus -- Him cradling her in His arms and holding her close...and her knowing you will be with her again some day. You are such speical and beautiful children of our Father -- and I know it is so hard to understand -- I will pray that he strengthens your faith in a time that it would only be natural to doubt -- that you'd feel His love and presence even as you are missing hers...I am so sorry...so, so sorry. Thank you for the way you are allowing God to work good even in this to bring Him glory and honor through your faithfulness and vulnerability. Wish I could somehow wrap my arms around you all -- trusting God is doing that now. May He bless and keep you all -- and keep in your mind the FACT that Hanna is with Him now -- and He adores her. I am sorry for your loss, and sorry for your pain, and your bravery and faith has touched my soul in a place I will never be able to thank you for as I struggle within my own faith and trust of God. She is free. Aimee Lansing, MI USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 7:27 PM CDT Dear Tammy, Your words from Hanna's funeral were absolutely beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing them with those of us that could not be there in person to celebrate Hanna's precious life. You are right; she (and you) do still have more to share of yourselves with others and I'm so grateful that you take the time to update her site. I thank God for placing you all in my life - Hanna because she is such a special angel, but also you because you are truly an inspiration as a mother and a Christian. I, as well as many of my family and friends, will continue to pray for your family. My Grandma just went to be with the Lord this weekend ~ and I pray that she and Hanna will find one another, because they both were such important parts of my life here on earth. Angel hugs and prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 6:57 PM CDT I came across your site from another caring bridge site and wanted to let you know how sorry I am for the loss of your precious Hanna. I too lost my little princess Lindsay almost 5 years ago from a brain tumor and hate to see so little progress made in helping these children. Your strength in helping your friends the Bowens is amazing. I will continue to keep your family in my prayers. Diane Rivard <dsrivard@cox.net http://lindsaysleague.tripod.com/ > Chesapeake, VA - Monday, August 16, 2004 6:10 PM CDT Losing a child has to be the most difficult thing any person could ever go through. But to go through this and still be thinking about updating this site and being there for the Bowens take an amazing woman, and family. I want you to know that I had been keeping up with your amazing little girl and I am so proud of you and her. She will always be a wonderful lil princess. I didn't really know her but she touched my life in such a way that I can't even explain, and you continue to touch my life in that same way. I hope for you and your family to be well and love and care for one another. Be there for each other in these trying times. JUst know that hannah is watching over you. She truely is one amazing lil angel. I will be praying for you and your family. Jamie <jamieleann23@yahoo.com> Pikeville, ky usa - Monday, August 16, 2004 1:05 PM CDT I was introduced to your Hanna through Ben Bowen's web page. May Our Heavenly Father place his healing hands upon you and your family at this difficult time. Cherish the time God lent this beautiful child to you and know she'll forever remain in his loving arms. Ann Lucas <macksmommy2003@yahoo.com> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 12:18 AM CDT I am so sorry to learn of Hanna's recent death. It was such a joy to be able to provide the special princess party for her at We Three Kings where she learned about your wonderful trip to Disney World sponsored by Katlyn thru Make A Wish. God bless you and your family in the days ahead. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers. Ruth King Ruth King <ruthmking@bellsouth.net> Germantown, TN USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:58 AM CDT Your words bring tears to my eyes. The understanding you have is amazing. Hanna touched so many people for such a small person. But the heart, smile and sole of a giant. She lives in all of us who has prayer for her during her illness and now that she is able to rest. As a Mommy it has to be hard. But one wonderful day she will be waiting to welcome you to heaven. Hand in hand as you should be. Take care of yourself and your family. This is a time for you to heal together. My love and prayers sent to you and your family. Take care. Becky Whittington Bens friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:46 AM CDT We know the Bowens and heard about Hanna from their website. We are so sorry that Hanna lost her battle with cancer, but are so thankful that you have the Lord to be your comfort. We are praying that you will have love, peace, and joy in your hearts in the midst of your grief and sorrow. Michael and Laura Clary Louisville, KY - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:32 AM CDT Hello, Rhonda Thomas, my sister, has been keeping me informed the past week about Hanna and your situation. I want to tell you that I have been touched and inspired by your story along with Ben's story. I am putting you on a prayer chain so that we can have more people praying for your families. I am sorry that Hanna has left you behind but I am so encouraged to see your faith and hope in God and knowing without a doubt that she is in heaven, pain-free. What an amazing thought! I had to have brain surgery twice this year but I didn't have to go through nothing compared to what these little precious kids have gone through. That inspires me to get on with love and to take every day in and as a new day. You are all in my prayers and keep seeking His face and He will give you the strenth that you need to persevere through this time. He is faithful and will not leave you hanging. I am sure you already know this but I hope to encourage you all. May God continue to bless your family and Ben's also. Jessica Jernigan <JJblue33@aol.com> Denton, TX USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:35 AM CDT Thinking of you. Remember I am home all day now so if you need anything just call. See you soon. Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 7:38 AM CDT I will miss you and second of every day.. I have learned so much from you.. I loved the times we got to play together and spend time together.. I will always keep you in my mind and you will always be in my heart.. You are my Angel and I know you are watching over me .. love you lots.. your big sister McKenzie McKenzie Gibson <JmeMills@aol.com> southaven, ms ua - Monday, August 16, 2004 3:27 AM CDT I am sorry for your loss!! I will continue to pray for you and your family!! God bless you!! Thank you for sharing Hanna with us!! She is forever a beautiful princess!!! Mary Beth Lovett - (I am a friend of Jonathan Summers and his family) Mary Beth Lovett <mblovett6572@hotmail.com> Columbia, TN USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 0:17 AM CDT Tammy: I know that God has blessed our family in many ways through Easton's illness; one of those blessings has been knowing you and Hanna. Your devotion to your precious girl, the way you fought to give her every chance, your "egg-like" strength over the past weeks and months...you are nothing less than an inspiration to every St. Jude mom. We will continue to pray for your peace as you continue on this journey, and we will never, ever forget Hanna. Julie & Easton <g8tor90@aol.com> - Sunday, August 15, 2004 11:15 PM CDT Thank you for being such a support to the Bowens. I will pray for your family. Leslea Ashton <jefflez@zoominternet.net> Proctorville, OH - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:18 PM CDT Tammy and David, Just wanted to let you know you are still in our thoughts and prayers. I can not begin to tell you how amazing you are. I Have learned so much through you and Hanna. I hope you got to enjoy your well deserved get away as much as possible. You have a wonderful man by your side and I know you don't have to be reminded. Thank you again for sharing Hanna with so many people. She is a beautiful princess forever in my mind!! I'll be in touch. May God wrap you up tonight and give you a good nights rest. kim wood <ktwood@worldnet.att.net> horn lake, mss usa - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:14 PM CDT We follow Ben's story and were saddened to hear about Hanna. I think of the 'Footprints' poem, and know that there is one set of prints in the sand, with God carrying you. She is a beautiful little girl...is, not was. Losing a child has to be one of the most diffiicult things any of us could face. How fortunate we are to know that she is in God's hands. Although not easy to bare, we have the comfort of God's promises. You are a wonderful family and a blessing to others, as was Hanna. With prayers and thanksgiving for you and Hanna, Mary Jane Wyant MJ Wyant - Sunday, August 15, 2004 5:06 PM CDT I spoke with Tina last night who said that David surprised you with a trip out of town this weekend...how wonderful and exactly what you needed! I hope that you were able to relax somewhat while away. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family now and always. Happy Heavenly birthday to Hanna today - I am invisioning her watching over all those she truly loved in a body fully healed while walking the golden streets of Heaven with her beautiful new angel wings...God bless you all.... Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 11:02 AM CDT I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Hannah was a beautiful little girl and I know she meant a lot to quite a few people. She is a beautiful angel now, watching over you. Always remember the good times you had with her and know that things will get better. You have a lot of people praying for you and here for you, and if you need anything, please let us know. Ben Reed's parents http://www.benjaminfrankreed.com Brad and Gina Reed <bradr@iland.net> Marshall, MO 65340 - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:23 AM CDT Thank you so much for being there with Tom and Jen during what is a most difficult time for you. I was comforted by the fact that they have friends who understand and are so willing to put their grief aside to support. Your faith is amazing to me and your little Hanna has become so precious to all of us following "Ben's story". Hanna is forever a part of us as well. I have known Tom and Jen for many years and have witnessed what great people they are and they seem to attract that same quality in their friends. God Bless you and your family during this difficult time. Love, Stephanie Fisher <siouxjoe@verizon.net> Huntington, WV - Sunday, August 15, 2004 7:59 AM CDT Truthfully, I don't know what to say, but I am compelled to say something. When I get to heaven I will have a list of questions for God and Hanna will be on my list of questions? The comfort I receive is that I know God has an answer and I know someday we will all understand. That is where I find my peace. I don't know you and I love you all and my heart is breaking for you. Just remember what the bible says - "I have fought the good fight. I have finished the race. I have kept the faith." Kim Hellmann Kim Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 2:14 AM CDT Tammy, I am so sorry for for the pain and emptiness that you must feel. Hanna was such a beautiful girl. All of the courage she had while facing this disease she learned from you. You have been in my thoughts and prayers and will continue to be. love always, Dana Dana Barlow <d_barlow2@yahoo.com> West Memphis, Arkansas US - Saturday, August 14, 2004 5:14 PM CDT I am so very sorry for your loss. Between this site and Ben's site (with Tom's comments on Hanna and her family), it is clear that Hanna is so loved! It's also clear what wonderful people her mommy and daddy are -- to be with the Bowens at their time of need just a day after you said goodbye to Hanna...amazing! Lara <LaraRosier@hotmail.com> Huntington, WV - Saturday, August 14, 2004 2:43 PM CDT First of all, I am so sorry for your loss of such a little angel from God. I commend you for the strength and your strong faith throughout this battle of your childs' life. Hanna is now safe and at peace with no more pains, and I know she has left smiles and love on many faces her on earth. Your family has shown true love and continued care for Hanna, and that is hard and painful thing to do when one of those that you love is very ill. Keep the good memories close to your heart. Feel her love forever close to your heart. You will also feel God's love. I pray that one day, you will not feel pain but love. Kim, Bluidnymph@aol.com aka and on the quit net <Bluidnymph@aol.ocm> Sacramento, CA USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 10:46 AM CDT David, Tammy, Jason, Emily, and Andrew- I love all of you dearly! I continuously thank God over and over again that He brought us together almost two years ago, and I was able to know and love Hanna. I am also thankful to God that He used me to bring you and the Bowens together, because now you are able to lean on each other through the toughest of times. Tammy, I was not a bit surprised when I called last night and David told me that you were at the hospital with the Bowens. That is exactly who you are: selfless, caring, and loving. You spent the day after Hanna's funeral extending yourself to those who need you. I know Hanna is so proud of you. You told me of Hanna's bravery in her last hours here on earth, but I think that there were two extremely brave people in that room, seeing each other through. You are truly amazing. David, you are such a wonderful husband to Tammy and father to all of your children. Tammy is in such great hands. Once again, I just can't tell you guys how thankful I am to our heavenly Father for bringing all of us together. I love you all dearly. I am so glad that I was able to make it down to the funeral to say goodbye to my precious, perfect, princess Hanna. She went from princess to angel in only a second. I will absolutely never stop loving her. In rememberance of Hanna and Out of hope for Ben- Sarah Sarah Fizer <sarahfizer3@hotmail.com> Chesapeake,, Ohio USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:15 PM CDT Tammy and David, We just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you all the time. Tammy, I want you to know that you were just as brave as our little princess. You and David fought her battle right along side her. I know that she would be very proud of both of you as well as her brothers and sister. David, always remember anyone can father to a child but it takes someone very special to be a daddy and that you were to Hanna. She loved you so much and I can't thank you enough for loving my best friend and Hanna and taking such good care of them. Remember, we love you. To Hanna, sweet princess, we love you and miss you with every heart beat. I would give anything to get to see that sweet smile and hear the words I Love You from you again but I know you are in a better place and are pain free now. So until we see each other again, sweet dreams and we will blow you a kiss every night. Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com> Southaven, Ms USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 6:17 PM CDT My thoughts & prayers are with you during this difficult time. I pray that your faith will carry you in the days to come. Hannah is a beautiful girl and your website is a wonderful tribute to her. Cindy Henry <cchhenry@aol.com> Victorville, CA USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 4:51 PM CDT Tammy and David, Jason and I were so sorry to hear about Hanna. Even though we haven't seen her in a while she has stayed in our hearts and prayers. We love you! Molly Michael <www.Mol73199@aol> Booneville, MS - Friday, August 13, 2004 4:15 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with Angel Hanna's family. What a beautiful little girl...God Speed. Teri Nashville, TN - Friday, August 13, 2004 3:17 PM CDT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW WE ARE THINKING ABOUT ALL OF YOU AND KEEPING YOUR FAMILY IN OUR PRAYERS. I FEEL LIKE I KNOW HANNA AND YOUR FAMILY FROM FOLLOWING THE BOWENS STORY ABOUT BEN. I LIVE IN HUNTINGTON WV WHERE BEN IS FROM. BENS UNCLE IS OUR FED-X GUY AND HE KEEPS US POSTED AS WELL AS THE WEB-SITE. YOUR STRENGTH THAT YOU HAVE RECEIVED FROM GOD IS A TRUE TESTAMENT TO ALL OF US. ALL OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. MARLENE H. SIMS HUNTINGTON, WV. MARLENE H. SIMS <MOOKEY6646@AOL.COM > HUNTINGTON, WV USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 2:43 PM CDT My deepest sympathies go to out to your family for the loss of your beautiful little angel. Your love and faith are a true testiment and you must know that her life has not been in vain. Your faith has renewed my faith, and what an inspiriation you are to others. I am praying for peace that surpasses all understanding. Sincerely, Carol mom to McKenzie, 22 months, Rhabdomyosarcoma www.caringbridge.org/ga/mckenzief Carol Fleming <scfleming27@hotmail.com> Moultrie, GA - Friday, August 13, 2004 10:32 AM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers. We lost our 3 year old granddaughter to auto-immune diseases a couple of years ago, and greatly feel your pain with you. I know words are inadequate at this time. God's grace is sufficient, and will get you through this. Cling to the thoughts, prayers, and words of encouragement offered by those close to you, as well as those you don't know. They will help to sustain you through the upcoming hours, days and weeks. May God's peace and comfort be with you all at this time of great loss. Tom Bottoms <klubexodus@yahoo.com> Proctorville, OH USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:19 AM CDT At this time no words will ease the pain for the loss of hanna, as we have felt the same loss to our family by the passing of daughter stephanie. Just know we keep your family in our prayers and thoughts daily. Jeffrey and Susan Ott <slojsw@aol.com> pineville, wv usa - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:07 AM CDT Your family is setting an example for all of us to follow. We are meant to be blessings to others; however, no one would expect you not to take a long break to recover abit from Hannah's journey to heaven. Instead, you focused your love and energy on another hurting family. From around the world you are receiving the love and respect from so many of us. Your family is now a part of ours---we won't forget Hannah and we won't leave you guys. You'll always have our love and be in our prayers. Larry and Bev O'Dell <larodell6859@charter.net> Saint Albans, WV USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 7:22 AM CDT Dear David, Tammy, and Kids, Knowing no words can ease even little pain for the loss of your loved one, we come to send you prayers and love from our tearful and aching hearts. Your faith has made your family truely the blessing to many other like us. Surely in Heavenly Father's house now our Esther and many other lovely children are welcoming Hanna and introducing her with many other friends. We pray the comfort and strength from God will accompany your family through the valley. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Dayton, OH US - Friday, August 13, 2004 2:46 AM CDT My mom is an employee at Marshall University, where one of her co-workers keeps her posted on Ben's story, my mom forwarded me this website today, my heart aches for you. Your little princess is in a much better place and if given the choice she would not want to come back here. After sitting on the lap of Jesus, she would never choose this wicked world. In September of 2001 I lost my firstborn son at birth. He weighed 8lbs and 4 ounces and he was beautiful, i knew he was gone prior to being placed in labor for 32 hours. I always pictured god coming to him and holding out his arms and telling my son John Preston to come with him. And i have always pictured my son reaching for him with a smile. As i held my lifeless son in my arms after delivery, i knew he was happy and in a much brighter place, but my pain was unbearable. I cannot imagine how you must feel after spending so many yrs with little Hanna, just knowing my pain of losing my child at birth, i cant begin to understand the pain you must feel. The following September 2, 2002 I gave birth to my daughter Kelsie after a very long pregnancy that the doctor's told me would probably end the same way, but got was in control and he allowed me to give birth to my premature daughter that was born 5 wks early. She was immediately rushed to the the NICU where she lay for over a wk before i ever got to hold her in my arms. We almost lost her, b/c she was born with congential lobar emphazema in her right lung and no one diagnosed it until we rushed her to the emergency room at 3 wks old. She had emergency lung surjery and today she is fine. All glory and praise to god! I know we are only human and we will always wander "WHY" god took our precious babies, but he had a reason, although we dont understand it, he DID have a reason, and in Hanna's situation i believe god wanted to wipe away all pain and give her a life she could never have here on this earth. She is playing and sitting around the feet of Jesus with my son at this very moment. I am looking forward to meeting you in heaven one day and watching our children play. I know if Hanna could talk to you today she would say, " Mommy, Daddy dont cry, no more pain!" My prayers will be with you! May the good lord give you strength always. I can express how sorry i am that you are going through this, but it will get better, just keep your eyes upon Jesus. Jennifer Whitaker <jjwhita@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:40 PM CDT Tammy you are one heck of a women. With all that has happened in the last week. You were able to comfort the Bowens in the best way. Being there friend. Leaning and praying together. Thank you for helping them. We pray. But sometimes it takes the physical part to really show comfort. Your an angel. Becky Bens Firend <Beckywhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:25 PM CDT Tammy, What a blessing it is to be able to share in your lives via the web. I appreciate you for being such a wonderful Mom and friend. Only God knew that you and the Bowen's would need each other so much during this time. I praise God that you have one another. Thank you for allowing us to share in Hannah's life. We will continue to pray for you. Suzanne Scarbrough Martin, TN 38237 - Thursday, August 12, 2004 9:39 PM CDT I've been reading tonight and I came to this website for the first time through reading on Taylor's website. I don't know how I could ever express the love to you I'd like to. I love all children! They are the most precious of all God's gifts. Today is the one year anniversary of my son's best friend's meeting with Jesus in Heaven. He passed away of a brain tumor. I do not know how you feel. I do know that I still miss Logan very much and so does my son! He's touched so many lives in the past and I'm positive will continue to do so just as your precious Hanna will! Only God can give you the courage and strength you need right now. I'll be praying that his comforting, Fatherly hands do just that in the tough days to follow! I care and I'll pray for you, your family and friends. Remember to Cast all your cares upon HIM (1Peter 5:7) and His peace He gives unto you; it's a peace that the world cannot give. It's a peace that the world cannot understand; peace to know, peace to live, His peace He gives unto you. (Nahum 1:15) You are special! Hanna is special! She's in a beautiful place not made with hands. She's in a very loving place with many other children who are now having a healthy, glorious, playful eternity. Some day we will all be able to be in that very special place with our loving Father and so many other loved ones! With hopefully comforting LOVE! Bevelry <beverlyrichards@juno.com> Fairmont, WV USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 8:10 PM CDT Tammy...I spoke with Tina today and also visited Ben's site for an update on that little cutie pie. I am saddened by the disturbing news that came from the surgery - many prayers are being said for him! I continue to be amazed and uplifted by your nature and your faith. I cannot possibly begin to understand what you are feeling - only that it is horrific - and for that I feel and pray for you. Not only was Hanna so blessed to have an truly exceptional mother, but you are a testament of what a Christian should be. You as well as the Bowen's are so blessed to have one another during this trying time for you all. God does work in mysterious ways doesn't he! On Ben's site it was said best today...that after having just attened your daughter's funeral yesterday, you were today at the hospital with them supporting their family - just as friends do. Hanna is smiling down on you Tammy - how proud she must be of her wonderful Mommy! God Bless you all - your family and Ben's continue to be in the front of of minds and first in our prayers. Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:32 PM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful, sweet daughter. She touched so many people. May you find peace in her memory. Laura <ldelanoy@aol.com> - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:03 PM CDT Dear Ones, I just learned this afternoon of you and your precious Hanna through bens-story. We have lost a son with leukemia and in the last 5 years our daughter has gone through 5 brain surgeries due to a brain tumor. My heart is heavy for you and have already lifted you to our Lord in prayer. He alone can comfort where we as humans can't. Always remember, God loves her more than you. Sometimes I feel that some children are too special to live in this ugly world. Just wanted you to know that I am praying (and so is Kandace, my 23 year old daughter that's had the brain surgeries). God has given her such a tender heart for the hurting! Because He lives, Rita Rita Pritt <rpritt1@aol.com> Bradley, WV USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:58 PM CDT Tammy and David,My heart really goes out to you! Hanna is not dead!She is alive more than ever now...home with Jesus! Barbro <barbronu@hotmail.com> Klavestadhaugen, Norway - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:47 PM CDT Hi I just read your post on CP-SK Yahoo Support Group and clicked on the link for Hanna. There is nothing I can say to ease the pain you and your loved ones are going through but I wanted to let you know that I will be lighting a candle in your little Hanna's honor and in Big Ben's recoup. Just wanted to send you as many positive vibes as possible to provide you with the strength that you need. I too have a child with a life-threating disease ( you can go here for more info www.ebinfoworld.com). All my love and many prayers! Sally Contreras-Mata <simba9960@yahoo.com> Miami Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:28 PM CDT I must share my experience this morning. It was raining the boys and I was on the way to Charleston for Speech Therapy. Ben was on my mind as he has been all morning. I was asking God to send him someone he knew to talk to him while he was in surgery so he wouldn’t be afraid. After I said thank you to God and Amen I looked at the clock it was 10:02 am. I flipped the radio channel and it was Hanna’s song. The song that is on Hanna’s slide show came on. I had never heard that song on the radio. The only time I had ever heard it was on her page. Instantly I had goose bumps and a since of peace. Hanna is watching over Big Ben in his time of need, I am sure of it. I had to share. Hope all is going well. Hope this get all the tumor and we can start treating him with a clean slate. Lets but this monster where he belongs in the trash. And on our way to a normal childhood. Praying and believing for all the St. Jude Children. Your sweet Hanna is still doing her job. Watching over your family and friends. Becky Bens Friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Thursday, August 12, 2004 12:54 AM CDT You and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers. Jessie Richardson <jessie@cloh.com> Scottown, Ohio United States - Thursday, August 12, 2004 12:38 AM CDT Your post yesterday was so amazing. You were telling all of your mostly anonymous supporters (including me)that everything is going to be okay, while you are suffering so. You are a truly incredible person, and Hanna was so lucky to have you, and I know you all are so grateful to have had her. May God bless you and your family, for I can only imagine how difficult today, when everything quiets down, will be. You are in my thoughts and prayers, and you and Hanna will always be an inspiration to me. Cindy St. Albans, WV - Thursday, August 12, 2004 11:42 AM CDT I don't know where to begin to express my heart break for the loss of you child. I only know that the two of you must be very special people for God to have entrusted you with the care of one of his 'Angels'. God knows what he is doing. It doesn't say that we will always be happy or sad; up or down, in our life but that we have Him to help us overcome the sad and downs in our lives. I pray that He will give you the strength you need to get through this today, tomorrow and in the future. I have had cancer twice in the past 4 years, and it is sad when anyone has cancer that I hear about, but it doesn't affect me as much as a child having cancer. Love to you all and God Bless and keep you in his care. Pat Aldridge <pat.aldridge@eku.edu> Richmond, KY USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:02 AM CDT Tammy & David, I'm a friend of Tom & Jennifer's and have been in much prayer concerning the recent events in their life as well as the families they are surrounded by. I lost my only brother 11 years ago, he was 12, to a rare heart defect. I know he's sitting in Jesus lap today with many other children, including Hannah who just joined him a few days ago. Knowing they are in a safe place with Jesus is the only thing that allows us to find peace & rest here on this earth. I am praying for you & your children, knowing God's provision for your life is so much greater than what you can see now. In love & prayer... Kelly <kelly.ewing@ambassadoragency.com> Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 9:00 AM CDT Princess Hanna has really been an inspiration to me. Following her journey as well as some of the other kids at St. Jude has helped me to be a better person and better mother. I have learned to have more patience with my 3 year old and 11 month old. Yesterday while we were playing in Olivia's (3 year old) room the top of her desk (hutch style) fell over inches away from landing on Kaiden (11 month old). This would have crushed him. Everything on it broke including Livi's piggy bank and 4 out of her 5 globes she has collected. Normally, I would have been upset by everything breaking. Instead all I could say is "Thank You God". I am so thankful noone was hurt I could care less what was broken. Thank you for sharing Hanna's story so we can learn what's really important in life. I am sorry for the pain of your loss, but thankful that their is no more pain for Hanna. May God keep you comforted during your grief and always. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:53 AM CDT While praying for Big Ben this morning, my heart and thoughts rested on you. Hanna could not have imagined the many people she touched, the prayers that were lifted on her behalf, and the faith that grew stronger with each day as believers committed themselves to do what they could for these children and pray, pray, pray. While there is little we can say to bridge the gap in your hearts for the loss of this bright shiney little penny, may it make your faith swell when you think of each time God heard your child's name every day as we reminded him how special she was. I personally can't wait to meet her. Tom & Nancy Norris <tnncruiser@aol.com> Dickinson, TX - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:14 AM CDT We have been blessed with another day. Regretfully our Princess Hanna isn’t here in body. But it is amazing the people she has touched and the people who care about her now just as much as we did a week ago. I cannot imagine how you must feel. But I do know people live in those who knew and loved them. Your sweet Hanna touched so many and more then half she never knew. She lives in us all. I still pray for you guys. I pray for Hanna to comfort Ben today. When he maybe scared and his Mommy and Daddy aren’t able to be with him. For Hanna to help Eli understand why his best girl had to go. You don’t miss someone like this unless they were special and loved. And your kid was all that and a whole lot more. I am proud to of known her, and enjoyed praying for her. I look forward to meeting her that one day in heaven. Stay well. Becky Whittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> Eleanor, WV - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:59 AM CDT I read about your daughter on Cheyenne's site, and my heart breaks for you. I am so sorry for all your family has endured, and your unimaginable loss. Chris - Gooch's mom Share the Love - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:56 AM CDT Tammy & Family, I just wanted to tell you that Hanna's Memorial was absolutely perfect!! It was such a sweet celebration of her short but very full life. You have been an amazing mom and family and have so many beautiful memories to relive. May all the wonderful memories bring you comfort in the days ahead. Thank you for sharing Hanna! May we all realize what a gift she was. I know she is so happy to be in Heaven. I see her beautiful face just full of wonder with all that she is seeing and doing. I'm so glad that you have peace with Hanna's passing. I know it is because of God's grace and your acceptance of it. I know too that one day you'll be together again. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Love and Hugs to you all--Angie Angie <actapley@bellsouth.net> Southaven, MS usa - Thursday, August 12, 2004 3:35 AM CDT Hi Tammy, Stopping by today to let you know that we are thinking about you. Hugs, Kimberly and Emerald Maes <emislema@yahoo.com> Clinton Township, MI - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:50 PM CDT Hanna' parents: This is my first visit ti Hannas site. Wish I would have come sooner. I am so sorry to hear that Hanna has earned her angel wings. I bet she is dancing on the clouds with Gabby's friend Zoie S. My daughter Gabrielle is a patient at St. Jude's also. Sending lots of prayers your way Sheena---Gabrielle's mom www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou P.S. Remeber "There are Holes in the Floor of Heaven and Hanna is watching ya'll now" Sheena <sheenajennnings@hotmail.com> port Barre, LA USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:50 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear about Hanna. I know she is in heaven right now smiling down and running and playing again. I am friends with the Hampton's and that is how I learned of Hanna's site. My little boy (3yrs old) loves to come sit on my lap when I am on Hanna's page, because he loves to dance to the song, and look at all the pictures from Disney! He couldn't understand the other day when I started crying. I know we never met, but I checked on Hanna daily, and her beautiful face and intense eyes affected me in a way I can't explain. Even as I write this, I am blinking back tears. Please know that I am praying for your family, and rejoicing in the fact that Hanna is no longer suffering and she is walking hand in hand with Jesus. Tonya Kimbrough <tkimbrough@cox-internet.com> Springdale, AR USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:37 PM CDT I am sorry about the loss of your beautiful daughter. Hanna was a very special child. May God send you and your family comfort and strength. I am praying for you. Sharon - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:16 PM CDT I found your website through Alethea McIlrath's website and have been following your story. I too have a precious little Hannah and have held her much closer lately. Thanks for sharing your story and may God continue to give you peace. I have included the lyrics to a Michael W. Smith song entitled "I Hear Leesha" I changed the name to Hanna. Seems like it was only yesterday She was living here Yea, she was living here Lord know why He's taken her away It isn't very clear, no it isn't very clear Into every life a little rain must fall And losing one you love is like a storm But storms are passing I hear Hanna Singing in heaven tonight And in between the sadness I hear Hanna Telling me that she's alright Life goes on even after life That's what I believe Yea, that's what I believe Hanna's gone, but she will still survive In a memory that I'm keeping here with me Silencing the voice of mortal tragedy Listening to whispers of the soul All is peaceful I hear Hanna Singing in heaven tonight And in between the sadness I hear Hanna Telling me that she's alright Brooke Sterenberg <dbsterenbe@cin.net> Fulton, IL USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:33 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Dianne Breakstone <premierdianne@yahoo.com> Collierville, TN Shelby - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:24 PM CDT I have been following your website for quite some time now, and just haven't posted. My family is going through a terrible ordeal in dealing with my only grandchild's leukemia (dx'd at 4 and a half months old). I was so heartbroken when I read your news that Hannah had gotten much worse and had to go on hospice and then more recently when I read that she has gone to heaven. She was a beautiful little girl and I know you will always miss her. I pray for your entire family that each day you find more strength and peace and knowledge that your little angel is free of pain and suffering and that you will see her again. Our little Allison (Allie) is fighting for her life and I her outcome does not look good, but I hope we can handle whatever comes our way with as much faith and courage as you have shown. If you wish to view Allie's website it's www.scotthousehold.com Sharon Lawson <sharontxladi@yahoo.com> Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:05 PM CDT i know that you have a great emptiness in your heart. may the love of Christ and comfort fill every spot. may He give you strength and in some way...rest. you are in my prayers. sherri <iambl07@aol.com> htg, wv - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:32 PM CDT My heart is broken for you. Hannah has really touched my heart since I came to know her through Ben's website. As the words of a song go ( I'm standing in the gap for you. Just remember someone somewhere is praying for you. Calling out your name, praying for your strength ) Pam Mays <PamelaGailMays@netzero.com> - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:22 PM CDT I wanted you to know that we are still thinking of you and praying for you each and every day! We came to "know" your family through Tina. Hanna and my daughter seemed to have such similar qualities that I felt an instant connection. Maddie has prayed for Hanna since I first showed her your website, and has even told her friends about her. When I told her of Hanna's passing....she cried and was so sad...then said that she was "glad that Charlie (our kitty who died earlier this year) was there with Jesus to take care of her." Tammy, I want you to know how many people's lives Hanna touched - although I am sure you already do. Because of Hanna, I take NO moment for granted with my daughter. I hug her tighter. I have more patience. I yell a little less, and I love a little more - all because of a sweet innocent child with the eyes of an angel named Hanna. Aside from her impact on our lives, you have been a true inspriation as a mother. Your strength, courage and faith are amazing to me and something I admire so deeply. Hanna was a very blessed little girl. God gave her a wonderful mommy! I know the days and weeks to come are going to be hard. Please know that we are still thinking and praying for you each and everyday. And along with all of the prayers going up from earth - you now have a very special guardian angel looking down on you from Heaven above. God bless you all! Kelly and Maddie Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:22 PM CDT I have been reading your upates through Ben's Story. My son Kyle is at St. Jude. Just know that God's arms are around your family and Princess Hanna is so happy and pain free. May God bless your family and know so many people are praying for you. Jamie Ball <jamieeb9@hotmail.com> Collierville, TN - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:20 PM CDT Please know that you have been in my prayers today. Thank you for your testimony! You reflect Jesus and remind us all that death is swallowed up in victory. He is Lord and He is Faithful! And your sweet baby is safe in His arms. In Him, Deanna Grice Deanna Grice <srgjr5@aol.com> Snellville, GA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:14 PM CDT I hope that you all can find some comfort and I hope that you can be strong still for eachother, because even though she's not physically there with you she will forever be in your hearts. She will also be in the hearts of all those who knew her. I felt very privaleged to have gotten to meet this wonderful girl. She seemed so happy even though she was not well. And even though she was so little, she was actually much bigger than I could ever dream of being. I'm sorry for your loss and I will pray to God that you can be strong for eachother and I know that Hanna is sitting with him right now looking down on you, and I know she is thankful for every moment yall did get to spend together. So, just remember the good times you did spend with her and try to forget the pain even though I know it's hard. We are all praying for you at school Mr. Pinnow. Christy Gipson <hlhottie17@yahoo.com> HornLake, MS United States - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:56 PM CDT I have been checking on Hanna through Taylor's website. I am so sorry for your loss. Take comfort in knowing that Hanna is a beautiful angel looking down on you now. Kyndra Tingler <kyndra_tingler@yahoo.com> Morgantown, WV - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:47 PM CDT I have no words that can express the sympathy I feel for your family, today is the 5 month anniversary of my nephew who we lost to Rhabdoid of the kidney. I will pray that God gives you and your family the stregnth to make it through the very tough road ahead of you. I know that Hanna is playing in heaven with all the other angels lost to this horrible disease. Sharles ( Remebering Anthony 3/11/04 ) <sharlesdaniel@comcast.net> Carteret, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:47 PM CDT I'm so sorry. I will pray that God gives you comfort and peace that passes understanding. I love you and God Bless! Nichole Chipman <nickichipman@hotmail.com> Plano, tx usa - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:36 PM CDT I am praying for your strength during this most difficult time. May God comfort you in the bosom of his love. Hanna and her beautiful smile will be truly missed. Take care and know that we (St. Jude) loves you. Ursula N. Ridley, RN <ursula.ridley@stjude.org> Memphis, TN - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:20 PM CDT We are friends with Jeff, Chantal, Zeke, and Abby in Seoul, Korea. We have been praying for your family since last school year. I will continue to lift you up to the Lord every day! Our hearts go out to you! I pray you will feel God's loving arms around you as the great comforter and Prince of Peace! Much love, Brant, Sara , Avery and Delynn Harmon Seoul, Korea - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:13 PM CDT I have been at a loss to find any meaningful words, but I was thinking about this today (from Steel Magnolias)..."When something like this happens, I pray very hard to make heads or tails of it and I think that her poor little body was just worn out. It just wouldn't let her do all the things she wanted to, so she went on to a place where she could be a guardian angel and she will always be young, she will always be beautiful"...I picture Hanna this way, a beautiful angel, lighting up heaven the way she lit up earth. We will continue to pray for your peace, and hope you can feel all the love coming your way. Julie & Easton <g8tor90@aol.com> - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 5:43 PM CDT There are no words that I can say that you haven't already heard. I have been following your website because of following Ben's website. I decided to add a post since you keep saying how much they help. You have been and will continue to be in my prayers. Melinda Damhoff <thedamhoffs@frontiernet.net> Morrison, IL USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 5:23 PM CDT Tammy, David, Jason, Emily, and Andrew, Sometimes there are no words to say to bring comfort. I try so hard to look at it from Savannah's perspective. She is so excited that Hanna is with Jesus. She told me yesterday that she wants to go to heaven and play with Hanna and Jesus. I told her someday she will. We will continue to pray for all of you, and we will always remember how precious and sweet your Princess Hanna was and always will be. Now your angel, has real wings. Love and Prayers, Rhonda, Kevin, Jamie, Hailey, and Savannah Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com> Horn Lake, MS united States - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 5:03 PM CDT So sorry to hear of this loss to your family. It is always hard to loose a child, especially one so young! Even though you will never forget her or your loss, you know they are in heaven. We lost our first born before he had the chance to experience life here with us many years ago but will never forget Nicholas and look forward to seeing him and Hannah in heaven! What a blessing so see so many people on this web site. May He continue to comfort you during this time! In Jesus Love, Craig, Ellen and the entire Reckord family. Craig Reckord Memphis , TN US - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:41 PM CDT I'm so sorry to hear about your precious Hanna. She was a very beautiful little girl. I read "Gabbie's" website and so that is how I found yours. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Becky <peanutpie3879@netscape.net> GAYLORD, MN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:19 PM CDT I just found out about Hanna this morning from Tina Sommer. I am truly sorry for your loss. I can't say that I know what you are going through because I don't but my heart goes out to you. The only words of comfort that I can say is for the family to stay focused on God, He will provide you with a peace that no one else will be able to understand. Only God can see you through this tough time. May God continue to bless you and I will keep you in my prayers. Raquel Gatlin <rgatlin@shl.org> Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 3:47 PM CDT I don't know you but I am so sorry and am praying for your family with tears streaming down my face. ((hugs)) R C Seattle, Wa US - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 3:35 PM CDT YOU ARE A PRINCESS IN HEAVEN NOW WITH GOD!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS!!!! VALERIE ROSEBUR <valerie.rosebur@upbna.com> MEMPHIS, TN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 3:10 PM CDT Another friend of Sweet Lou's is praying for you. You have heard it all by now, but this has helped me along the way: Psalm 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. "You may feel you will never heal but, dear one, you will heal. The good memories of the one you loved so much will stay fresh always, but this nightmare will fade...There are kind people who will hold you up. God never intended that you make this journey alone...No one knows exactly how you feel. Your pain is your own. But some of us have felt pain that seemed unbearable. We have made it to the other side and landed in sanity and wholeness. And so will you. Feel the pain. Share your suffering with the sensitive ones who care. It's the way God mends broken hearts. You are loved so much by Him, and by me." Wurtz Family <jwurtz@fuse.net> Crestview Hills, KY USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 2:35 PM CDT I am really sorry about the lost of your precious baby girl. I never got a chance to meet Princess Hanna personally, but when I heard of her passing it touched me. I know that Princess Hanna is much happier now. She has to suffer nomore. She may not be here physically but spiritually she always will. I will continue to pray for you and your family. My Sincere Wishes Treandra Hamilton <Treandra.Hamilton@upbna.com> Memphis, Tn United States - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 2:21 PM CDT God Bless your family who are such a testimony. In this time of darkness your light shines so bright, may He comfort you and surround you in his love. Linda <LindaDawn619@AOL.com> - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 2:18 PM CDT To Hanna's family, I'm so sorry about Hanna. We know that she is not in pain any more. She's in a better place. She's flying high with the angels looking over her family. My prayers go out to you. Stacey McNamara <Stacey.McNamara@upbna.com> Memphis, TN - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 2:09 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your beloved daughter. Please know that she is in a better place and dancing and laughing and feels no pain. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!! Angela Smith <georgiaferrets@yahoo.com> Scottdale, GA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:55 PM CDT Tammy, David, and family, I learned of little Hanna's passing early after it was posted, but have struggled with what to say. I have been following your story along with Big Ben's. As a parent of a three year old son, I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. I must admit I am deeply moved by both your family's and the Bowen's level of faith. I work towards being a better christian everyday, but often struggle. Your ability to accept and understand this event as part of God's plan is amazing. I only hope that one day I will feel the spirit as much as you and the Bowen's do and have that peaceful feeling enter my heart. One thing I do know for sure is that both Hanna and Ben have been used by our Lord to reach out to many who don't know him or those of us who need to understand him better. May God continue to bless you and your family in this time of need. Yours in Thoughts and Prayers, Chris, Tiffani, and Spencer Lyons Chris Lyons <Chlyons@bsamail.org> Huntington, WV US - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:06 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. We have been praying for your family for the last few months and will continue to pray that God fills your hearts with His love and strength. Thank you for sharing Hanna's story with all of us. It has been a blessing to pray for your sweet girl. And your faith has been so inspirational to us. We will be praying for God to wrap His arms around your family with His great comfort and love. Kristen Nashville, TN - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 12:58 AM CDT Dear family of precious Hanna, I have never been to Hanna's site before and it saddens me so that the first time to be here is today. I came over from Gabbie Paquette's site. I can only imagine how difficult today is for you, and how difficult the days ahead will be. I am thankful to read in your journal of your faith in Jesus, because I believe He will carry you through this devastating time. My prayer for you is to be surrounded by God's people to care for you, even more so than they did when Hanna was still alive. It is obvious from the guest book that you have had wonderful caring people to support you through this most difficult trial. I will also pray for strength for Hanna's family as only the Father can give. Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 12:54 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you today. Your Hanna has touched my life and has made me a better mother, wife, daughter and sister. Thank you for sharing Hanna's story. She is a precious angel. God Bless. Melissa Lewiston, ME - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 12:53 AM CDT May all the thoughts and prayers and notes coming to you now give you some of the same love, peace and warmth that Hanna is now feeling in God's arms. Anne Barnett <anne@bonac.net> Roswell, GA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 12:30 AM CDT I AM SORRY TO HEAR OF HANNAH'S HEAVEN DAY. I KNOW THESE ARE THE DARKEST MOMENTS YOU HAVE EVER KNOWN. I KNOW YOUR ARMS ACHE TO HOLD HER, AND YOUR EYES ACHE TO SEE HER FACE. THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SEND AS COMFORT TODAY, BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE. PLEASE HANG ON TIGHT DURING THIS PERIOD OF DARKNESS, AND THE VISIONS OF YOUR HEART WILL SOMEDAY HELP YOU TO SEE IN THE DARK. LAURA GAY <me31162@aol.com> HURRICANE, WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 12:28 AM CDT I have followed your story through Big Ben's website. My heart is saddened to hear of your loss, but know that heaven is rejoicing because she is with her Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Sara <sarabeth55@hotmail.com> Catlettsburg, KY - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:30 AM CDT i'm so sorry you lost your little hannah but she is not suffering now she is with jesus god bless your family my prayers are with you melissa <msmokey33@yahoo.com> huntington, wv usa - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:21 AM CDT I want to send my thoughts and prayers out to the family at such a devastating time in your lifes. I have been following Hanna after a friend I work with ask me did I know about Ben's story and she told me about Hanna and all the other children. I have a 4 yr old daughter and since I began following all this I really see how thankful I am and I thank the good lord for such a blessing in her and ask him each day in prayer to keep his hands on her and keep her safe. I do go to church and there the other night I ask the church to pray for Ben,Hanna and all the families dealing with such things. I will ask the church tonight to prayer for you the family because of such a time that you have to go though. My heart goes out to you. I am very sorry for your lost, but kept the postitive thoughts about the lord and that she is gone home to be with Jesus. Crystal Crum <CrCryst6@aol.com> Freeburn, ky - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:19 AM CDT we are friends with Sweet Louie. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Hanna is now in the hands of Jesus. Please be strong and remember many people love and care for you and your beautiful Hanna. Thinking of you, Adam and Julie Boerger and Family Julie Boerger <jaboerger@yahoo.com> Ft. Wright, KY - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:13 AM CDT Still keeping you in my prayers..I can't imagine what you are going through..especially today. I do know that God does and I leave your family in his HANDS..for HE is the greatest COMFORTER. You have shown so much strength through this - I see what troubles come my way, and I know I can make it through...because God doesn't put on us more than we can handle. Stay strong, we are praying for you. There is so much POWER IN PRAYER. Velinda Spurlock <Billy3535a@msn.com> Ona, WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:08 AM CDT May God continue to strengthen you and your family, may he encamp his angels around and about you each and every day.For his grace is sufficient for you his strenght in you is made perfect in your weakness, walk in his strength. Prayerfully Yours!!!!!!!!!!!! Brenda Judkins <brenda.judkins@upbna.com> Eads, Tn - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:01 AM CDT So sorry.... Lisa Borger, TX USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:58 AM CDT Dear Tammy and Family, My heart continues to go out to you today. I can't imagine what today is like. It has been a total honor and privelage to get to know Princess Hanna through this website. Now God has his little Princess Hanna in his arms to hold till you are able to join her in heaven. No matter what, she will always be looking down on you as you live your life to the fullest. You are in my thougts today and always. Michele Howard <michelehow@yahoo.com> Madison, WV - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:55 AM CDT I WILL CONTINUE TO KEEP YOU IN OUR PRAYERS MARILYN P WRIGHT <MARILYN.WRIGHT.@UPNBA.COM> MEMHIS, TN 38118 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:47 AM CDT Hanna's family, I am sitting weeping and reading through your journal entries...what a brave little soldier for Christ Hanna was (is!). She has given incredible witness through her much-too-short life and I for one am amazed at her beautiful courage and strength. God has used her in ways that we'll never know until we reach heaven and he will continue to use her memory for his perfect will. BUT, oh how you will miss her little smiling face! Oh sweet Jesus, wrap your loving arms around Hanna's family and cover them with peace amidst the sorrow. Know of our prayers for you... In Christ, Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <WeLoveTeesa@earthlink.net; www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose> St. Paul, MN United States - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:46 AM CDT The family of Youth for Christ sends their deepest sympathy and prayers to you during this time of your loss. In the midst of weeping with you, we know your precious little one is whole and happy in the arms of Jesus, and someday you will see her again. May God's love and comfort be with you. Kaaren Rexroth, YFC National Prayer Coordinator <yfc@pray.net> MD USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:43 AM CDT My heart is broken for your family, but is comforted by the fact that Hanna is in no more pain. It's amazing how a child that I've never met before has touched me so. She was a very special girl. You and your family are in my prayers. Leigh Ann Irvin <lirvin@vhs-wv.org> Huntington, WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:24 AM CDT Sending prayers your way...God Bless dee a mullins wwww.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net> mt sterling, ky - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:17 AM CDT My heart cries for you! I hope you find comfort in all those that are thinking of you now. Your child, Hanna, is beautiful and I'm certain that Heaven had a special homecoming celebration for her. We are all blessed by her heroic story. May the Holy Spirit fill you and all those that held her precious love with peace. Big Warm Hugs... Tami Trunick <trunicks@hotmail.com> Cold Spring, KY USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:15 AM CDT Our loss is heaven's gain. May God continue to bless your family. Vanessa Sain <vanessa.sain@upbna.com> Memphis, TN U.S - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:06 AM CDT She was an angel indeed. And she will make a beautiful angel in heaven. God Bless the family and my prayers are with you. Talisha Hines <Talisha.Hines@upbna.com> Memphis, TN Shelby - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:58 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I have followed Hanna's story through this site and our paper. I know your strong faith will comfort you as God said He would do. Bless all of you and know that you are in my prayers. Joan Crowson <jcrowson@utmem.edu> Hernando, MS USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:46 AM CDT Your strength amazes me. Your faith is evident. I pray God's peace and blessings on you now and forever. Hannah, darlin', spread your wings and fly.... Darlene Sanford a/k/a Sniggles the Clown <csanford@fulbright.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:44 AM CDT I am checking in to see how you are coping with the loss of your beautiful baby, I know God is taking care of her and she is in turn taking care of you and they are seeing you through this sadness. I acan not imagine your pain but will continue to hold you in my thougths and prayers! The Sylvester Family <nursnmom@maine.rr.com> Saco, Maine USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:34 AM CDT You don't know me, but I know of you through Ben Bowen's family. My heart breaks for you today. There is no greater loss than the loss of a child. I'm praying the Lord will surround you with ministering angels and comfort you in a way that only He can. While you are grieving, take comfort in the fact that your beautiful baby girl is with Jesus and is in pain no longer. You will see her again. I'm so sorry and you are in my prayers and thoughts. In Christian Love, Bonnie Jefferson Bonnie Jefferson <PhiFellows@aol.com> Barboursville, WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:06 AM CDT To the beautiful angel's family, my prayers are with you. JOYCE DAVIS <JOYCE.DAVIS@UPBNA.COM> MEMPHIS, TN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:03 AM CDT Hello, you don't know me, but I frequently went to Hanna's site as I follow Louie Hentz's progress. I just wanted to share my sadness for your loss and let you know how inspired I am by your faith and your strength. Trusting the Lord with my children has been one of my greatest challenges in life and I am inspired by your incredible trust in the Lord and all of your Grace. Hanna inspired so many people and I hope you will carry on that legacy by continuing to share your faith. Colleen Kearney <kearney.cc@pg.com> Cincinnati, OH USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:49 AM CDT Tammy & David, Your pain saddens me and your faith encourges me. God Bless you and sweet Hanna! Gary Wargo (Eastons Dad) <gcwargo@aol.com> Longwood, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:40 AM CDT I am praying for you ~ this is such a hard time. Through my tears I am smiling - because Heaven is rejoicing. Sweet Hannah is free from pain. ~~I Pray that you find comfort in Gods Love.~~ "Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD." Psalm 27:14 Much Love, Cheryl H. Cheryl <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:39 AM CDT Tammy, I showed Hanna's picture to my daughter and her friend Rachel yesterday and they both commented on how cute she was and how said it is that she had to leave you. We're thinking of you and praying as well www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean Ellen and Sammi Robertson <Hellen177@aol.com> Wyandotte, MI - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:29 AM CDT Tammy & family-I have just heard of Hanna's passing. My thoughts and prayers go out to you. May God wrap you in his arms and hold you close during this time. Bryann Williams Jackson <bryann_jackson@bellsouth.com> Senatobia, MS 38668 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:27 AM CDT May God continue to use you as inspiration for so many. I am praying for you from San Antonio Texas. Saundra Watson <saundra.watson@exp-med-sys.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:23 AM CDT The Kirkendoll family has given me the news about Hannah. God only knows best and he will give you comfort and peace. My heart goes out to you and we will be praying for your family. Thoughts and Prayers......... Maegan Eplin-McKinleys cousin <maegane@southern.wvnet.edu> Chapmanville, WV 25508 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:09 AM CDT I have been following Hanna's story for awhile now. I found out about her through Ben's site. I work with Ben's great Aunt Karen. Many days after checking her website in the morning, the song Rosemary's Grandaughter pops in my head and I say a prayer for all of you. She is such a beautiful little princess - her pictures always make me smile- thinking of when my own daughter was that young and how she loved to dress up. Thank you for letting us know Hanna, for reminding us of how precious life is, and of your faith and belief in His word. My prayers are with you and your family. Dovie Bowen <wvdove@hotmail.com> Barboursville , WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:08 AM CDT I am so sorry to hear about Hanna's passing away. I have been following your story after learning about her from the Bowen's website. I have and WILL continue to pray for your family that God will give you comfort and peace during this difficult time. Kellie Kellie Oxley <momto3blessings@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV 25705 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:05 AM CDT I HAVE BEEN OFF WORK SICK. I CAME BACK TODAY AND HEARD OF MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS HANNAH TAMMY I ADORED HANNAH VERY MUCH ANSD SHE WILL REALLY WILL BE MISSED BY ME. I ENJOYED POLISHING HER NAILS. HANNAH IS AN ANGEL IN DISGISE.GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND. LET HIM KNOW THAT YOU AND HIM TOOK CARE OF HANNAH VERY WELL.HANNAH I LOVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER FORGET HER. MOM AND DAD TAKE CARE AND REMEMBER GOD ALWAYS KNOWS BEST. CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@ST JUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBYH - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:55 AM CDT I have been checking on you and praying for Hanna for some time now. I heard about Hanna through Easton's webpage. My son Jay(3yrs old) is also a patient at St. Jude. Jay walked by the computer yesterday as I was pulling up your webpage. He stopped and asked, "Mommy who is that? She looks like an angel." I told him that he is right. Hanna is Heaven's most beautiful angel! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. My family and friends will continue to pray for you. God Bless. Blessings, Cindy caringbridge.org/ga/jay Cindy Gaskins <gask3534@bellsouth.net> Macon, GA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:56 AM CDT Tom Bowan was right,upon announcing Hanna's passing he said. "There are no more words". After reading that, I couldn't speak one more word. Dear Hanna has been in my thoughts and prayers for months now, and though she is gone, know that she remains in the hearts and prayers of so many people that have never met this Angel Of God. I am so sorry, words can not express. Godspeed to your whole family, and God Bless. Veronica Neale <vneale@hotmail.com> Huntington, WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:48 AM CDT I cannot get you guys and Hanna out of my mind, so I'll be offering up today in prayer and sacrifice for all of you. Here is something I took comfort in after my mother died in May: : Gone From My Sight: : I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle with each other. Then someone at my side says: “There, she is gone!” “Gone where?” Gone from my sight. That is all. Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says: “There, she is gone!” there are other eyes watching her coming, and other voices ready to take up the glad shout: “Here she comes!”...... And that is dying. : : Henry Scott Holland : : May God hold you in the palm of His Hands today and forever. Love, Jane Jane Bratton <thebrattons@zoomtown.com> Crescent Springs, KY 41017 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 5:56 AM CDT Still praying for guys. Praying for comfort and strength for the days ahead All my love in Christ http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jophie/ Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net> Kitts Hill, OH United States - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:43 AM CDT I have followed Hanna's story for quite a while now. My heart breaks as I see she has gone to heaven. She is in a much better place but that doesn't help the emptiness in your heart and home. I lost my son "Eli" to a rhabdoid tumor in April and beleive me when I say I know who you feel. Hold on to God and you will see your little princess again someday. Your family is in my prayers, May God be with you. Becky Collins <collireb@aol.com> Fairdale, WV USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:37 AM CDT My heart and my prayers are with you. May God keep his loving arms around you holding you so close and comforting you. Franni <Txfranni@aol.com> Odessa, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 0:54 AM CDT My heart breaks for you all. She is in a much better place, but it is so hard for the family and friends left behind. She has influenced even those of us who have never met her. She is too special to live here on earth. Please know that you are in our hearts and in our prayers. We pray for your strength through all of this. Love, Teresa www.caringbridge.com/or/emmarose <teresabelle@comcast.net> Aloha, OR USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 0:53 AM CDT May God grant you the peace which passeth all understanding. My heart breaks for your loss. What an impact Hanna has had on this earth. She continues to be such a blessing. Your family will remain in my prayers. Colleen Arceneaux (Mom of St.Jude patient, Hayley Arceneaux) Colleen Arceneaux <Fitzarcen@aol.com> St. Francisville, LA USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:53 PM CDT Just received an e-mail from Amanda Kirkendoll.....my prayers are with you and your family! Judy Hicks <jhjh@charter.net> Chapmanville, WV USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:39 PM CDT Tammy and David, It is so encouraging to look through your guestbook and see so many family, friends,and strangers backing all of you in prayer. I too am a stranger and yet a sister in the Lord. I also will be praying for you and your whole family.RNforHIM Katie K. South Point, OH - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:34 PM CDT Prayers are reaching out to you tonight. Another of our precious "Jude" children has earned her wings...Heaven is more beautiful tonight. Bless You. www.casringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld` Candyce <cywolsfeld1@insightbb.com> Spring Valley, IL USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:17 PM CDT I can't get beautiful little Hannah off of my mind. I have thought of your family constantly since learning of her death. I am still praying for all of you, especially tomorrow as you deal with the funeral. Stay strong and know that God is with you and that He is with Hannah. Brandie <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:57 PM CDT I would just like to say to you and your family that I am so sorry for your loss, and feel your pain. You are in my prayers. Keep strong for Hanna is still here not in body but in your hearts and that she will be with you for ever. Be Strong! Love the Beaulac's Jennifer, David, Justyn Beaulacwww.caringbridge.org/ny/justyn <bobobeaulac@aol.com> Johnsonville, NY US - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:49 PM CDT Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Susan Culp little superhero Aaron 's Aunt <drippingrose@sbcglobal.net> Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:39 PM CDT May God's comfort, strength, power, fill you and give you peace each minute each hour, each day! Praying for you! In His precious Love, Marie -- Joshua 1:9 <>< Marie Hutchison <Flhutch7@juno.com> huntington, WV - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:33 PM CDT I am so sorry. I am praying for the entire family. Try to take some comfort in knowing that Hanna touched more lives in her short lifetime than many adults do. Again I am so sorry. John Kelly <shauna@bright.net> Pedro, OH USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:15 PM CDT I cannot emagine how tough these days will be. But know I still for sweet Hanna, Ben and all the children at St.Jude. I also pray for your family and the broken hearts of those she has touched and will miss Hanna. Becky Whittington Bens Friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> Eleanor, WV - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:02 PM CDT I read about Hanna on Cheyenne's Website and I wanted to write and tell you that I'm so sorry and that I will keep your family in my prayers. I so pray for stength for all of you in the difficult days ahead. I too lost my precious Zach at the age of 9 to a Pontine Glioma. I know too well the pain and emptiness you are feeling. What keeps me going is knowing that some day we will see our babies again. They will be waiting at the gate with their outstretched arms and beautiful smiles. I wish I was there and I would give you a great big hug. God Bless you all! Misti Herrera-mother of angel Zach <dmherrera@pvtnetworks.net> Artesia, NM USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:47 PM CDT May God grant you peace and comfort in the loss of your beautiful child. Barbara King <bjkwv1@aol.com> Charleston, wv - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:44 PM CDT Im soooooooo sorry to hear about your dearest Hanna. Dont worry she is pain free now. I know far to well how you feel, Karley went to the Lord 2 months ago now, and theres not a day that goes by that I dont cry for her. I miss her, but I know the pain is gone. I wish I could tell you that it will get easier, but im just not sure it does to be honest. Everyday there are things that remind me of Karley, it breaks my heart but puts a smile on my face. Ill be praying for you and your family. Wendy Blouin <maine_girl_here@yahoo.com> Lewiston, ME - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:38 PM CDT I read about your daughter on Cheyenne's website. Hanna is so beautiful. I pray for strength and a moment of peace, if possible. I know you have to be so very tired. My prayers are with your family. My five year old son died a month ago today from Leukemia. This part of the journey is so very hard but Heaven has to be an incredible place. It sounds like she was surrounded by love--and I believe that is the best we can offer our children. I hope you may find some sleep in the coming days. Blessings, Lisa Trapp, www.steventrapp.com Lisa Trapp <LTrapp@satx.rr.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:34 PM CDT May the peace that passes all understanding be with your family at this time. The prayers of many will lift you up and carry you through your loss. I was once asked if I could think of a better place than Heaven for a child to grow up. God Bless. Amy Reilly <arreilly@earthlink.net> Orlando, FL - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:21 PM CDT I think anyone who looked at Hanna's beautiful, innocent, sweet face was instantly taken by her and deeply touched by her journey. I have been praying for Hanna and your family since I learned of her through Louie's website, and am very, very saddened to learn of her passing. Please know that you will remain in my prayers always, especially in the coming days and months. Jackie Hunt <jhunt_899@fuse.net> Lakeside Park, KY USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:50 PM CDT I wish there was more that I could do for you at this time. God is the only one that can give you the peace that you need. It isso hard for us to comprehend what you are going through. Please know that you will always be in our prayers Amanda Kirkendoll <kirkendoll1977@verizon.net> Chapmanville, WV - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:30 PM CDT I have been regularly checking on Hanna since I learned of her and I am only 21 but as I've said before she has made me re-evaluate my life and my choices and there are no words that I can give to make the pain less and I can't understand but I want you both to know as you go through this time that Hanna's story and life had a purpose and has obviously brought people together the world over. My thoughts are with you. Erin Schreck <emschreck@stthomas.edu> St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:27 PM CDT To Hanna's Family, Losing a child is the hardest journey that God can set before us but true to His word He will never forsake us. Hanna's soul is now with Jesus and if we could experience that for even a moment we would fully understand that these children who depart far too early really do go to a better place. However, this pain is so very great and I am so very sorry that your family has to go through this. Hanna is a very precious, beautiful little girl. I will pray for strength from the only Father who can help as you begin this sad journey. God bless, The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah * * Gabbie’s Site * * Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net> Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 6:25 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your precious little girl. As the mother of two small children my heart just aches for you. My mother lost a child at 19 months of age due to a heart-valve abnormality and found this poem on the wall of St. Mary's Hospital in Rochester, MN. When I told her of your loss she asked that I share this special poem with you. A Child Loaned I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine. He said, "For you to love while he lives and mourn for when he's dead. He may be six or seven years or twenty-two or three, But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me? He'll bring his charms to gladden you, and should his stay be brief, you'll have his lovely memories as solace for your grief. I cannot promise he will stay, Since all form earth return, But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. I've looked this wide world over In my search for teachers true, And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you; Now will you give him all your love Not think the labor vain, Nor hate me when I come to call and take him back again." I fancied that I heard them say, "Dear Lord, Thy will be done, For all the joy the child shall bring, The risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter him with tenderness We'll love him while we may, And for the happiness we've known, Forever grateful stay. But should the angels call for him Much sooner than we planned We'll brave the bitter grief that comes And try to understand." Karen Gober <karengober@cox.net> Macon , GA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 6:04 PM CDT I have learned about Hanna through Louie Hentz's web site. Please know I was deeply saddened when I heard about Hanna. Hanna is free without pain and sorrow now. Oh, to be in the Arm's of the Lord. How he loves the little one. Carrie Taylor <carrie.taylor@verizon.com> Honolulu, HI - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 6:04 PM CDT Dear Tammy, David, and family, Words cannot express how deeply saddened we are for you and your precious family. Our hearts and prayers are with you! We are also praying for Ben and his family. We've been blessed reading the entries and seeing the wonderful friendships develop. Susan, Chris, Kathryn, and Caroline Powell <jags3000@yahoo.com> 0live Branch, MS - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:55 PM CDT You don't know me, my name is Pat and I found you from Emerald's page. There is a candle burning here for Hanna and for you tonight. Pat Somerset, England - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:51 PM CDT I am so sorry about your loss. A learned of Hanna today from a friend who had a child at St. Jude's. God had a purpose for taking your little angel home. She is with the Lord now in Heaven along with my mommy now who left me 2 years ago because of thyroid cancer. Just think, Hanna dosent' have to wish upon stars anymore for she is with the very One who made those stars!!! You family is in my prayers. May God bless you with peace beyond understanding. Renee' Fortune <rfortune@woodlandpress.com> Chapmanville, WV USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:47 PM CDT Hanna is with my 2 little angels in heaven now. My heart hurts for you guys. She will forever be in my heart. Kathy Wortham ( St. Jude Dental Clinic) <kathryn.wortham@stjude.org> Brighton, TN US - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:47 PM CDT I work for Dr. NarayanaI only saw her child once. I just wanted to tell you that I;m very soory about your loss. All are thoughts and prayers are with you and yout family. mary brooks mary brooks <mbrooks@centurytel.net> southaven, ms usa - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:44 PM CDT I work for Dr. Narayanan I only saw her child once. I just wanted to tell you that I'm very sorry about your loss. All of are thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. mary brooks mary brooks <mbrooks@centurytel.net> southaven, ms usa - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:42 PM CDT We are saddened to hear about Hanna's demise. You will be in our prayers Hanna, and live in our hearts forever. Narayanan Pediatric Clinic Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:32 PM CDT I am Praying for you and your family--- Gracie at St.Jude Hospital. Gracie Young <Gracie.young@stjude.org> Memphis, Tn. USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:13 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Hannah was a beautiful little girl. I will be praying for you all. I am a friend of Louie Hentz's mom. Tracy Heinrichs <theinrichs@lqplaw.com> Edgewood, KY US - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:59 PM CDT I had an E-mail from a Mum asking for a banner who mentioned your family to me. Hanna was a beautiful little girl who's influence will live on in your hearts forever. Keep wishing on those stars Hanna - you're closer to them now than ever before! HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com> uk, KICKIN' CANCER'S BUTT - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:58 PM CDT My prayers are with your family and God is watching over each one of you! Annie <cancersurvivor12@aol.com> Barboursville, WV USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:51 PM CDT I'm continuing to keep you all in my prayers.I've never had to go through what you're going through, so I can only imagine the pain and sorrow you're feeling. Keep giving it to God, as He's the only one that can see you through this. Sandy Adkins <retrn2003@yahoo.com> Vero Beach, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:51 PM CDT My prayers are with your family. May God bring you the Peace you need to get through. Lori <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com> baldwin park, ca usa - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:41 PM CDT Our prayers are with you and your family as you say Goodbye to little Hanna. May God comfort you in this time of loss. Ivan & Catherine Reynolds <Ireynolds9@zoominternet.net> Chesapeake, OH USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:38 PM CDT I have been following your beautiful Hanna's story for quite a while now and am so very sorry for her loss. Know that strangers far away are thinking of you and praying for your comfort in this difficult time. Little Angels When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He bends and picks a rosebud, before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye." So when a little child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children, Angels are hard to find. Robyn Walsh <robynwalsh22@hotmail.com> Christchurch, S.I New Zealand - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:33 PM CDT You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Wendy Foster Brentwood, TN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:16 PM CDT My heart breaks for you at the loss of your beautiful daughter. I have been praying for her and for you after reading about you on Ben Bowen's web site. Words seems so inadequate, but my prayer is that God will wrap his arms around you and give you comfort, strength, and peace. "Cast all your cares on Him, for He cares for you." (I Peter 5:7) Carla Cook <cookc@marshall.edu> Huntington, WV USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:08 PM CDT I am at a loss of words to tell you how sorry I am that you guys are having to go through this. My daughter is the same age, and it breaks my heart to think about what Hanna went through. I am comforted in the thought that she is in NO MORE PAIN. She is now an angel watching over all the children that are going through the same things!! Angela Summers( a mom at St Jude)www.jonathansjourney.com <angeladawnsummers@yahoo.com> Sharon, Tn - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:54 PM CDT Even though we may not have met. I feel I know you guys through Becky Whittington. Please know that our prayers are with you and your family. Rebecca Thomas <knight@blanchardmachinery.com> Pelion, SC USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:23 PM CDT Tammy, I thoroughly enjoyed caring for Hanna while you taught school. I now know it was a gift from God just to know her. She had a sweet and beautiful spirit. Before her cancer was diagnosed, I took for granted my healthy children. Hanna opened my eyes and while I feel so heartbroken that she is gone, I will be ever grateful to her for teaching me to thank God everyday for my children. Life is too short not to be everminded of the blessings that our children are to us. I hope you will find comfort in the fact that Hanna is with our Lord forever and that you WILL see her again. But, this time there will be no threat of disease or suffering. I can see both God's grace and His mercy through Hanna's situation. God's grace is that we were so undeserving but He allowed us to know her. God's mercy is that He called her home and ended her suffering. I hope many receive Christ as Saviour so that Hanna's life wasn't in vain. I believe her purpose in this life was to win others to Him. I will keep you in my prayers. Please call if you ever need anything. Jeanne Burns <Jeanne.C.Burns@MVM02.USACE.ARMY.MIL> Horn Lake, MS USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:12 PM CDT I was so saddened to hear of your loss. I have been following Hanna's illness. It is so fortunate that she got to go to Disney recently...that must have made her smile and you too. Jill Berry <JillAnneBerry@msn.com> Woodbine, MD USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:09 PM CDT We are humbled by the stories of faith we read in these pages. Please know that we pray for you all. May God continue to bless you with His loving presence in your lives. Patty and John Waldorf <dorfsareus@mchsi.com> Marion , IA USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:03 PM CDT We have been praying for Hanna and your family. And my prayer now is for God to send you comfort through this difficult time. Hanna is a beautiful child and has touched mine and my childs life. We will continue to pray for you all. Tera Bernard <abundantblessing@comcast.net> Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 1:19 PM CDT Words cannot express our hearts as we read the update from Big Ben's page about Hanna. May God cover you with mercy and peace, may His comfort lift you from sorrow and grief. My heart tells me that Hanna's eyes are sparkling, free of pain, her smile is like sunshine, and she's been restored, playfully delighting in the newness of Heaven. May this thought be of comfort to you in the days ahead. Tom & Nancy Norris Dickinson, TX - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 12:30 AM CDT My heart breaks for you all with the loss of your baby girl. I am at work right now weeping at my desk. I praise God for Taking Hanah at a time in her life when she was surrounded with her loved ones, and not in extreme pain. May God please send His comforter, the Holy Spirit, to be with you all in your time of need and grief. God bless you all! You are all in my prayers. Diane Mazar <dmazar@ycdo.ca> Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 12:25 AM CDT Our prayers are with you on the loss of your little ange. Sherri Zesch-Cheyanne Fiveash's friend Sherri Zesch <sherri.zesch@sanangelopolice.org> San Angelo, tx tom green - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 12:13 AM CDT I'm so sorry for the loss of your little girl. She was truely an angel. My thoughts and sincere are with you. Take care. Lori <Lorz_2006@yahoomail.com> Auburn, ME USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 12:05 AM CDT Another angel takes flight. My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Hanna was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! She is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you! We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain. The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable. Hanna is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with her. She just loved children so much. I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam: If you were a star That wasn’t expected back In the universe For a thousand years, I’d wait. If you were the sky And everyone went inside When you got sad And started to rain, I’d stay. And if you were a peach And the world decided to get rid of all peaches, I’d pick you up, Put you in my pocket… AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER. I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website: God's Garden God looked around His garden And found an empty place He then looked down upon the earth And saw your tired face He put His arms around you And lifted you to rest God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best He knew that you were suffering He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough And the hills were hard to climb So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace Be Thine." It breaks our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com> SYOSSET, NY USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:47 AM CDT My heart goes out to all of you. Lean on God for his love will see you through. No one but God knows your pain.But in heaven "Little Hannah" is smiling. God Bless, Cathy Cathy Hargis <cathyh38574@yahoo.com> Monterey, TN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:11 AM CDT To The Family and Friends of Hanna ~ May the love of Jesus Christ shine brightly upon you and bring light to your darkest days. My heart and prayers go out to you for the incredible loss of your daughter, Hanna. Hanna ~ Your darkest days are over and now you are completely healed. I am so happy for you that you suffer no longer! You are one loved girl and your family is going to miss you incredibly. Keep an eye out for them. I will continue to pray for all of those still suffering from these types of illnesses. A Friend Always in Jesus Christ, Michelle Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us> Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:07 AM CDT I am sorry to hear about the loss of your daughter, Princess Hanna. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Susan Hentz Susan Hentz <susan.hentz@ky.gov> edgewood, Ky United States - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:46 AM CDT I was very sad to hear about Hanna. Our good friends Mike & Kerin Hentz had something on Louie's webpage about the lil Hanna!! She no longer feels pain and sadness. She's a true angel now, and a lot of people were fortunate to have met her during her short time here on earth. God Bless, and best wishes!! Lorrie Bosch <boschsl@fuse.net> Villa Hills, KY USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:45 AM CDT Our hearts are saddened at the loss of Hannah. Rejoice knowing that she is in the arms of our precious Lord who has taken away her suffering. She is dancing with the Angels and will always live on in your hearts. Sandy & Jonathan (22 mths. hydran) COTP Louisville, OH USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:02 AM CDT forever remembering hanna abbie «♥Angel Mitchell♥» <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca> truro, ns canada - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:56 AM CDT We have been praying for Hanna to be healed of this disease. She has been healed...but she had to go to heaven to have this accomplished. "For God has said, "I will never leave you; I will never abandon you." Heb. 13:5 Gail Burns <grannygail@aol.com> Jonesboro, GA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:51 AM CDT You are loved! I will never forget Hanna. Jamie Gough <gough2000@cs.com> Kuna, ID USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:37 AM CDT We are so sorry to hear about Princess Hanna. Just be comforted in knowing God has had a beautiful angel come home. May your memories bring you joy in the days to come. Ginny Adkins <cubmiceter@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:33 AM CDT Dear Tammy and David, We are so very sorry to learn of your sweet little girl's passing. So very sorry. Please know that we join the tremendously long list of people praying for you and your family to find their way through whatever the coming days may bring you, and for Hanna's peaceful passage to heaven. Love and sorrow, Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca> Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:27 AM CDT David Tammy and family ~ My name's Angela and check Hanna's page everyday after i check my nephew's. I am so sorry to hear about your angel just remember she is not suffering anymore. Just know that you are in thoughts and prayers here in Nebraska. God Bless you. Angela Angela Schaefer <angelaschaefer@msn.com> Cozad, NE USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:27 AM CDT Dear Sammy $ Jean We send you are love abd prayers. Please call us when the time is right. Love and prayers to ALL Ron & Carol Ron and Carol Anderson <weservw@Iglou.com> Louisville, Ky. USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:24 AM CDT I was introduced to Hanna through Ben's website. I would pray for Hannah every day. I know your hearts are heavy and the question "WHY" keeps coming up in your mind. The Bible says that God has to be surrounded by children. Oh what a special child Hannah must be to be chosen by God to be in His presence. I don't know if it helps you to think in these terms or not. I don't really even know what to say. I don't know how you feel and no one know how you feel unless they have been through it. Just remember that 1000 years on earth is only 1 day in Heaven. Hannah will see you tommorrow. Kelly Gilkerson <kellygilk@yahoo.com> Hamlin, WV USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:21 AM CDT My heart is breaking for you today. Once again I am reminded that we have a merciful, loving heavenly Father as evidenced in the fact that he took Hanna home to save her from prolonged pain and suffering. Heaven is a much sweeter place today because Hanna is there in the arms of Jesus. I am praying for you that God will continue to comfort you and give you peace as only He can in the days ahead. Teresa Grimes Olive Branch, MS United States - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:19 AM CDT May God grant you peace and let you rejoice in knowing that Hannah is now without pain. Nancy Sexton, RN <nancy.sexton@stjude.org> - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:02 AM CDT Oh, my heart is saddened by your great loss. I rejoice with you though, as Hanna is now dancing with the Lord. I pray the Lord of Peace surrounds you and yours in the days to come. Renee <zoo-keeper00@comcast.net> Kingston, TN Roane - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:00 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I received the sad news here in Texas from another beautiful little girl's website, Cheyenne, who is also deeply saddened by your loss. We all know that Hanna is in a much better place. Jody <jodylynn64@hotmail.com> San Angelo, TX - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:47 AM CDT May God keep you at peace now. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. Just keep in mind that she is at peace now sitting beside God and Jesus and watching over you day and night. There are no words for me to express how truly sorry I am to hear about this. May God bless you always, each and every one of you. Kim Johns <johnsmk@eng.auburn.edu> Tuskegee, AL USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:37 AM CDT May God give you peace and comfort. May you feel His presence in these days ahead and know how very much He loves all of you. Thank you for sharing Hanna and this journey with all of us. Sara - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:20 AM CDT I have been checking Hanna's progress nearly every day for several weeks now. I was extremely saddened by the news of her passing. I will continue to pray for your family. Mark Charleston, WV - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:19 AM CDT She will be missed, remembered, and adored forever! Keeping you and your family in my prayers! A friend - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:18 AM CDT SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THE LOSS OF YOUR LITTLE PRINCESS. THANK-YOU FOR SHARING HER WITH ALL OF US!! KELLI ARLINGHAUS <KELLIARLINGHAUS@AOL.COM> FT WRIGHT, KY - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:00 AM CDT My deepest sympathy on the loss of your darling little girl. Renee Weinrich <rejewe@aol.com> St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:52 AM CDT This is karleys granddad mike. Im so sorry to hear about Hanna. She is a beautiful little girl and she will be missed by all. I Truley feel your pain after losing Karley 2 months ago. Know that Hanna has a little friend Karley in heaven and together they will make heaven even a more beautiful place to be for eternity. and someday she will great all of us who be luckey enough to go there also. In the days ahead try to know that her pain is over and a new journey has begun for all of you. Again im sorry and may god bless you all. mike goddard <gooddealdave@msn.com> auburn , me - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:50 AM CDT We only knew her in our hearts but we loved her. She has touched our lives and we will never be the same having know of her brave fight. As parents ourselves we know that there is no better comfort than to know that she is happy and free but it doesn't fill the space she leaves. She was a beautiful little person thank you for sharing her with us. Haynes Family <enah@etwv.com> Charleston, WV 25302 - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:43 AM CDT We are so sorry to hear about Hanna. All of us here in Patient Registration at St. Jude will miss seeing her pretty little face. May God be with you'll and we will keep you in our prayers. Gloria Scales & Joann Jackson <GLORIA.SCALES@STJUDE.ORG> MEMPHIS, TN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:32 AM CDT Dear Tammy and David, I just learned through our "Sheltering Trees" email that your precious Hanna has left our world. I am at a loss as to just what to say, but please know how grateful I am to have known, even though only through the web, your little princess. My heart and soul ache this morning for your loss. I cannot imagine what you must be going through. Nothing prepares you for this, I know. But I pray you feel dear Hanna's presence, for I certainly know what remarkable parents you were to her. And she knows this, too. No one can understand why these things happen, but I know in my heart our God weeps with you during your grief but rejoices in having His Hanna home with Him in Heaven. Of this, I am certain. Know you are all in my thoughts and prayers. And thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter with us. Peace, blessings and much love, Jane Jane <thebrattons@zoomtown.com> crescent springs, ky 41017 - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:26 AM CDT I am so very sorry to hear about the loss of Hanna. I know she will be missed by everyone she touched. She was a beautiful, beautiful little girl. Christine Smith Christine A. Smith <chrisarn@bellsouth.net> Charleston, sc USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 6:26 AM CDT Tammy and David I just read on Ben's site that your little Hanna went home to be with Jesus. My heart goes out to you. It is so hard when you loose a child. She is at peace with the Lord. You and your family will be in our prayers. Look to Jesus for your strength.God loves you and cares for you and he feels your pain. He will see you through this. Thank you for sharing your precious daughter with us. God bless you. love and prayers. Marilyn Marilyn Vandivier <mvandivier@coxohio.com> Dayton, ohio USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:42 AM CDT I heard of Hanna through Emerald's site. I am so very, very sorry to hear she has passed away. Our thoughts go out to Hanna's friends and family. May she shine brightly in the sky. Christine Pover and family <cap@paradise.net.nz> Wellington, New Zealand - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:05 AM CDT Tammy and David I heard about Hanna and Ben Bowen from Trina. I have been following her story for a few months now. I am so sorry for your loss. She was a very special little girl and touched the hearts of many people. May our precious Lord wrap his arms of love around you and all your family during your time. JO Joanne Davidson <LDAVIDS3@TAMPABAY.RR.COM> Tarpon Springs, Fl usa - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:09 AM CDT I wasn't sure I should even leave a message. Then I thought I would just let you know I am praying for you all. God bless your friends and family with wonderful memories of a beautiful little angel. Little Elijah Bear's Page Ann <Akurtz1974@msn.com> Brighton, Co - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 1:53 AM CDT Oh Tammy and David I am so very sorry I just heard the sad news and am just heartbroken please know you are in all the Quilts Of Love Angels thoughts hearts and prayers at this most difficult and stressful time for you both and the rest of your family I am sending lots of angel (hugs) and love to you I had the honor of making Hanna's makeover website and will hold her in my heart always.. Blessings Angel Chris Quilts Of Love Chris <wardsweb@earthlink.net> Los Angeles, CA USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 1:07 AM CDT This is my first time to visit this site - I saw on Cheyenne's site about the loss of Hanna. What a beautiful little girl! My heart is broken for you and my prayers are for you to have an abundance of God's strength, courage, comfort and peace. I am so very sorry but I know that faith in God will see you through. Charlotte Kolls <ccharkolls@aol.com> San Angelo, TX - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 0:56 AM CDT Hanna's beautiful smile is lighting the heavens above. God is rejoicing to have His precious Hanna among His angels. Many prayers are going out to your family for today and the days ahead! Emily Kaiden <eakaiden@stthomas.edu> Saint Paul, MN - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 0:25 AM CDT Hugs and Love Carolyn ~Quilts of Love~ Carolyn <carolyn@quiltsoflove.com> Oklahoma - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 0:11 AM CDT Words cannot express the heartache and sorrow that I feel for you in the loss of your precious little Hanna. But, I know that Jesus took her home to be with our Heavenly Father, and she'll be smiling with all the other little angels in Heaven.... I pray in the name of our Lord Jesus that God will grant you strength and peace in knowing that someday you'll all be together again. With love and caring......God Bless You. Carole & Jim D Carole Vaughn <cab1934@citlink.net> Monterey, TN United States - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:59 PM CDT We cannot imagine your grief and loss. Neither can we imagine the glory Hannah now resides in, a place where there is no more disease and no more pain, a place filled with God's glory. May God give you the strength, grace and peace for the minutes, hours and days ahead. You are loved and prayed for!! The McIlraths (Jeff, Heather, Karissa, Ian and Alethea) <mcilrath1@msn.com/www.caringbridge.org/il/alethea> Morrison, Il USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:52 PM CDT I have been checking on Hanna's web site for awhile, I have gotten to know quite a bit about her. She was a beautiful little princess. My heart just aches and tears flow when I heard the news of Hanna getting her Angel wings. As a mother of four children myself, how can I even imagine what you both are going through. I truly believe that she is next to you both at this very minute telling you not to worry that all is fine. She is walking with our Lord cancer free! May you lean on God during this difficult time and he will see you through, he promises that in the Bible! My prayers are with you both. I pray that God will put Peace in your hearts. I pray that Hanna's spirit and memories will live strong in your lives. May God wrap his loving arms around your family forever and always. Love in Christ Erin Emerson <erinemerson@comcast.net> Jacksonville, FL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:46 PM CDT I have been checking on Hanna's web site for awhile, I have gotten to know quite a bit about her. She was a beautiful little princess. My heart just aches and tears flow when I heard the news of Hanna getting her Angel wings. As a mother of four children myself, how can I even imagine what you both are going through. I truly believe that she is next to you both at this very minute telling you not to worry that all is fine. She is walking with our Lord cancer free! May you lean on God during this difficult time and he will see you through, he promises that in the Bible! My prayers are with you both. I pray that God will put Peace in your hearts. I pray that Hanna's spirit and memories will live strong in your lives. May God wrap his loving arms around your family forever and always. Love in Christ Erin Emerson <erinemerson@comcast.net> Jacksonville, FL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:46 PM CDT My first time to your site tonight. The first thing I said was" ohh what a beautiful child." She has that special something captured in all her photos. My heart is so heavy. My little girl Paulina also is fighting this horrible battle. My heart goes out to you and your family. May God bless you. Ann Cooper <jcoop@sunflower.com> Lawrence, KS - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:28 PM CDT Tammy and David I've been logged on to Hannas site nearly all day trying to find the right words. There are none My only thoughts right now are I love you guys and I love sweet Hanna I surely don't understand this all but I do trust my heavenly father He IS faithful and good I can't wait till we all meet in heaven! What a day that will be! All our Love Trina, Jophie, and Jamie http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jophie/index.htm Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net> Kitts Hill, OH United States - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:23 PM CDT I am so very sorry for the terrible loss of your precious little girl. I pray for strength for your family. Kim Hart Maumelle, AR - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:15 PM CDT What does one stranger say to grieving parents? I'm so sorry for your loss. Hanna was a beautiful angel working with God to touch and help the lives of many. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY.... Roseann <roseannr1@hotmail.com> West Bend, WI - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:10 PM CDT My heart broke when I read today's entry. Words seem so inadequate at a time like this. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Heaven is a better place today because Hanna is there brightening it up with her beautiful smile. Please remember that she is right there, with you, as you face the difficult days ahead. Lisa Seattle, WA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:02 PM CDT I'm not quite sure how I got to your site but my heart breaks for you tonight. My daughter Alyssa is in Heaven with Hannah. She went there in September. I don't have a cure for your broken heart but if you ever want a mom to talk to who has been down this awful brain tumor road, I'm here. I pray that you will be carried through this time and covered with a peace that is beyond understanding. THe grace of God is amazing. Just hang on! Beth Blackburn <Beths34t@aol.com> Juno, FL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:58 PM CDT Hannah has now become a beautiful flower in the Master's bouquet. May God Bless You and Keep you stong Judi <cabincleaner43002@yahoo.com> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:55 PM CDT Dear Tammy, David and family, I am so deeply saddened by your loss. The world has lost another precious princess before her time. Anna Madison and I have been praying so hard for a miracle, I wasn't expecting it to be the one the Lord gave you. Hanna can now walk, run, see, and hear without any difficulties or pain. Please know that we are storming heaven with prayers for your comfort. We know that God never leaves or forsakes us. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful daughter with us. You'll never know the impact she has had on so many lives. Please let me know if we can do anything for you. ( I MEAN ANYTHING!!!!!!) Again, I am sooo sorry for your loss. kim wood <ktwood@worldnet.att.net> horn lake, ms usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:40 PM CDT I've never had the chance to meet this angel, but she was a true Princess. May your family find peace. God Bless you all. Debbie Peasley <sewbuzycreation@yahoo.com> Martinsburg, WV Berkeley - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:38 PM CDT Dear Hanna, I can only imagine how peaceful and wonderful heaven must be now that you're a part of it. I know that you're without pain and walking tall holding the hand of Jesus. I will forever remember you and hold you and your family in my heart and prayers. Love You, Kellie Kellie Gough <ksgo@aol.com> Eagle, ID USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:36 PM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Hanna. I came to your site through Emmagrace's and I have been praying for your family and will continue to do so. I pray that you will feel God's prescence in your lives during this difficult time. Hanna touched so many lives in her short time here, and I know I will never forget her . Remembering your family in prayer . Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net> Minden, La. USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:33 PM CDT MY DEAREST SWEET PRINCESS HANNA, WE LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU WERE SO VERY SPECIAL TO US AND WE WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH. WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY NOW AND THAT YOU NO LONGER HURT. THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SPEND YOUR LAST FEW DAYS WITH YOU. NOW YOU CAN PLAY MICKEY'S CANDYLAND ALL YOU WANT SWEETHEART, JUST MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU GET TO PLAY BY YOUR OWN RULES. YOUR HONEY SAID HE LOVES YOU AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR BOYFRIEND AND CHANCE LOVES YOU TOO. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. WE LOVE YOU. PAM,RANDY,HUNTER,CHANCE AND MICHEAL <PSOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN , MS USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:31 PM CDT TAMMY,DAVID AND FAMILY, I CANT TELL YOU HOW SORRY WE ARE. HANNA WAS A TRUE PRINCESS AND ALWAYS WILL BE. YOU ARE ALL SO SPECIAL TO US AND WE ARE SO GLAD THAT WE WERE ALLOWED TO BE WITH HANNA THE LAST FEW DAYS. (TAMMY) I KNOW HANNA IS LOOKING DOWN AND TELLING ALL THE ANGELS "THAT'S MY MOMMY AND SHE IS THE BEST MOMMY IN THE WORLD." WE ARE HERE FOR ANYTHING THAT YOU NEED- ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS ASK. SEE YOU TOMORROW. WE LOVE YOU. PAM AND RANDY <PSPOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:31 PM CDT I am so sorry. Praying for peace and a special awareness of God's love. Jenny Jenny Wilkins <jencarroll@hotmail.com> Guyton, GA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:28 PM CDT Hanna is a beautiful child. Her wings will carry her far- into a land where there is no more pain- and only fun things for little children to do. Her story has touched my heart and I am so sorry she left you so soon. What a wonderful day when you will meet up again. Prayers for your family and a safe cross over for Hanna. God Belss Her!! Jennifer and the boys Jennifer <mom23boys@optonline.net> ny - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:28 PM CDT May God give you the comfort that you need now. I can not fathom what your family is going through but God promises that he will give you peace. God bless your family. Kristi Haney <kristihaney@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:27 PM CDT MY DEAREST SWEET PRINCESS HANNA, WE LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU WERE SO VERY SPECIAL TO US AND WE WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH. WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY NOW AND THAT YOU NO LONGER HURT. THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SPEND YOUR LAST FEW DAYS WITH YOU. NOW YOU CAN PLAY MICKEY'S CANDYLAND ALL YOU WANT SWEETHEART, JUST MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU GET TO PLAY BY YOUR OWN RULES. YOUR HONEY SAID HE LOVES YOU AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR BOYFRIEND AND CHANCE LOVES YOU TOO. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. WE LOVE YOU. PAM,RANDY,HUNTER,CHANCE AND MICHEAL <PSOILEDSILLY@AOL.COM> SOUTHAVEN , MS USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:24 PM CDT I teach with Hanna's grandmother at Pleasant Hill Elementary. I am very sorry for the loss, I am praying for each and every one of you in the family. I know this is very hard for you and I am praying for God to give you the strength to make it day by day, and I know that He will. Martha H. Liston <martha_hughes@ hotmail.com> Hernando, Ms USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:22 PM CDT May God grant peace and love to Hanna's family as He welcomes the little Princess to Heaven.......you are in my thoughts and prayers at this difficult time. Dolores M. Kaiden <dmkaiden@aol.com> Cedar Rapids, IA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:11 PM CDT I am a Pediatric nurse in Peoria, IL who cares for many St. Jude children which is how I found your website in the first place. I have been following your story on a regular basis and always keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I am truely sorry about your loss and I don't know what else to say other than to let you know you will always remain in my thoughts and prayers especially at this difficult time in your life. I never met Hanna, but her story reached central Illinois and touched my heart! Tara Osman <tlendres12@hotmail.com> Farmington, IL - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:05 PM CDT I am so very sorry for your loss. Your sweet baby is free from all her pain and suffering. I pray that God will help you through your own pain and suffering. Debbie Sheils <debsheils@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:56 PM CDT Dear Family, This is Kate and Sharon. Our hearts are just broken for you all. I know how hard this must be for you all. We are praying for each of you for strength and the peace that only comes from God. I know you are relieved that she no longer suffers or is in pain but that does not help the pain you feel now. Our Lord is gracious and will give you all that you need to get through this. She was such a bright light that went out way too soon. We love you all and will continue our prayers for each of you Tammy - David - Jason - Emily - Andrew. We are praying for you by name. Sharon Atwell <ratwell1@midsouth.rr.com> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:38 PM CDT MY prayers are with you during this sad time..but beautiful little princess Hannah is not hurting and sick tonight. She has a totally new body. And is being loved on by Jesus. And.. she will be in safe loving arms and care...until the day you can all be a family again. May our Lord comfort you and Bless you. Please don't lose faith..I love you. Evelyn Rogers <evyrog@aol.com> Weston, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:36 PM CDT I am very sorry to hear about Hanna, the only thing I can say is what a glorious day when we can all be with Hanna. Brandi Beller <BrandiBeller@direcway.com> Red House, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:23 PM CDT I pray for God to comfort you, may He help you through this troubled time. Believe that Hanna will be an Angel to protect you and there will come a day when you can be together forever. I'm so very sorry for your loss. Marci Osburn <ozzy468@cs.com> Huntington , WV 25705 - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:08 PM CDT You've never met me but I have prayed and checked on you all through the time you met my friend Ben and Eli Bowen. No words can express how I feel. I prayed for Hanna to be free, comfortable and at peace. This wasnt the way. I wanted so much for her to be a normal little girl doing her normal little things. She is in no more pain, no more doctors, no more trying to understand why her little body does strange things. With Jesus she plays like the angel she was. But here we will miss the sweet face of a princess we called Hanna. I too have two small children almost 4 and 16 mo. I cannot emagine how you feel. But I pray for you both and your family. Feel her love and peace as she plays in heaven. One day you will see her sweet face. Again I am so sorry for your loss. Becky Whittington Bens Friend <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:03 PM CDT Dearest Family. I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and comfort in the beautiful memories of your precious child and in knowing that they are home, healed and in heaven tonight. God Bless you all, Island Princess Butterfly Island Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net> - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:00 PM CDT Dear David, Tammy and family, I find it amazing how God joins His children together even though we are complete strangers. The tears flow freely as I read that Hanna went home to be with Jesus. She was such a beautiful little girl and has touched the life of so many people. We may never know in this life why God chose to bring Hanna home to be with Him, but I am thankful that her little body is now perfect and she is truly wrapped in His arms. You remain in my prayers, Mary Ann Aten Mary Ann Aten <maryannaten@adelphia.net> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:59 PM CDT Dear Sweet Hannah, I've never met you, but I am looking forward to seeing you in Heaven someday. You were born an angel and now finally have your wings. I know God is rocking you in his arms right now. All my love and prayers to your family, Karley Grandy Karley Grandy <ckGrandy@charter.net> Klamath Falls, OR USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:53 PM CDT Tammy & David, May God's Arms Embrace And Comfort Your Family during this painful time and always. I too am the relative of a St. Jude child, Benjamin Reed. We learned last week that Baby Bens tumor has not responded to treatment and we will probably only have the little guy with us for a short period of time. I hope that you can find comfort, like we have found comfort. By being Born Again we not only believe, we KNOW that there is Eternal Life with God, that all suffering ends and we shall claim a new PERFECT body, that we will sit at the feet of Jesus. It is extremely hard to let go of our precious loved ones, especially when our time with them was very short, but I hope knowing that princess Hanna hurts no more, and will Never hurt again and now resides with OUR SAVIOR will help to ease your pain until you are reunited again with your little angel. Rest now Princess Hanna, for your journey has been long, but you are now truly home. With His Love, Gail Cook God Bless and Keep Hanna's Family Gail Cook <dgjscook@swbell.net> Independence , MO 64050 - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:24 PM CDT My prayers are for you at this time,my best friend,Saint Jude,is with me to help this family.God bless everyone. Mrs. Anna Mann, Susan Rivers,aunt. Anna Mann <AAnnager@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, Fl USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:21 PM CDT Tammy & David, I wish I had the words to tell you how sorry I am. I can't begin to even imagine the pain of losing precious Hannah. It seems like yesterday she was dancing around the room at the St. Jude Fashion show with her beautiful smile and bigger than life personality. She is an angel in every way. Tammy, your sweet disposition and quiet spirit touched all of us who met you at St. Jude. Please know that I am praying for the comfort that only God can give at this time. His grace is sufficient. We are promised that. Know that Christians everywhere are calling your name before the Father for his love and peace to be very real to you today and in the days to follow. Heaven is celebrating right now as Hannah dances on golden streets. I wish I could say the right thing to help ease the pain, but I can pray and I know that God is faithful to hear our prayers on your behalf. In His Love, Donna Garrett donna garrett (mom to st. jude patient - Ashley Garrett) <donnagarre@aol.com> collierville, tn - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:16 PM CDT My heart goes out to you all, those left here to suffer your loss of sweet little angel. May you gain comfort in knowing she is in the light of our dear Lord Jesus. God saw you getting tired, and a cure was not to be, Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so saddened to hear of your loss. Hanna, what a beautiful Princess indeed! May you be surrounded by God's love in the coming difficult days. God Bless You. Gretchen Rhinehimer Indian Springs, OH - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:12 PM CDT Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so saddened to hear of your loss. Hanna, what a beautiful Princess indeed! May you be surrounded by God's love in the coming difficult days. God Bless You. Gretchen Rhinehimer Indian Springs, OH - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:12 PM CDT Lady Ilene <ladyilene@yahoo.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:09 PM CDT We continue praying for your family at this difficult time. We feel like we knew Hannah by following her story on her website. She was a beautiful little girl. We know Hannah is at peace now with our Lord. Laurie Johnson (Kerin Hentz's cousin) <gardentm@aol.com> Brookfield, IL - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:07 PM CDT Dear David and Tammy, I cannot begin to express my sorrow for you in the loss of your beautiful daughter. I know it is small comfort, but the thought that Hanna is no longer suffering or in pain;that she is happy and free and smiling in Heaven brings a smile to my face... Love and prayers from a Mom in Alabama... Tracy Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com> Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:06 PM CDT May God watch over your family during this incredibly difficult time. May he help you find the peace that might be so very hard to find. And may he comfort you. Time does not heal all wounds, but with time comes acceptance. I know that no words can take away your pain, but know that you are not alone. Prayers are with you and will always be. Your Hanna will always be with you...until we all meet again. Leslie Lopez whittier, Ca USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:00 PM CDT David and Tammy (and family): I am so sorry to hear about Hannah, I do know that she is not hurting anymore and I can take some comfort in knowing that. I wanted to send you this poem, I hope it means as much to you as it did to me after losing our loving Pastor. God's Garden: God looked around his garden, and he found an empty place. He then looked down upon this earth and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, Hanna, and lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful. He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain. He knew that you would never get well again. He saw the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb, so he closed your weary eyelids and whispered, "Peace be thine" It broke our hearts to lose you, but YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE, FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU, THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME. Hanna, you have really touched my heart. I feel like a part of me went with you. What a beautiful princess - and it's because of you that I take time to "smell the roses" and enjoy every minute with my 2 beautiful kids as well. Thank you for sharing with the world your strength. Heaven truly is a brighter place - and I look forward to meeting you in heaven. God Bless your family and may he give them the peace and comfort they need to see this through. You will always have a special place in my heart. Velinda Spurlock <Billy3535a@msn.com> Ona, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:00 PM CDT Such a BEAUTIFUL rose has been added to God's flower garden where the SON always shines. My heart goes out to Mommy and Daddy. I pray that God will hold you ever near and put His arms of love around you and give you calm and peace. Hannah has just graduated! Keeping you in my prayers. Lois Viars <lmviars@charter.net> Ona, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:55 PM CDT Dear Hanna, Your journey on Earth is now complete, you are in your Heavenly body that is pain free. Hanna, please know that we are praying for your family, and our hearts are heavy for the grief they now carry. Dear Heavenly Father, we ask that your love and comfort be with Hanna's family over the next few days, carry them through what lies before them and give them your peace to indure. Andy (Verandah Man of the DISboards) West Deptford, NJ - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:54 PM CDT Dear Hanna, You have been set free, but that doesn't make it any easier for your Mommy and Daddy. For them there is a lot of love sent by everybody who has been touched by your sweet smile. God love you all and bring you peace. Vicki Scott <cyberfogie@AOL.com> Prosperity, SC USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:24 PM CDT I have been following Hannah's story after learning about her through Ben's website. I am so sorry to hear of her passing. God, for whatever reason, chose to heal her in Heaven instead of here on earth. I read about it this morning. With my heart breaking for you, I didn't have the words for a guestbook entry. After having your family on my mind all day, the words still aren't there. Hannah's pictures are incredible...such a beautiful little girl. Each time I got onto her website, I just had to take another look at them! I especially liked the rodeo pictures. You have been so, so strong through this battle. I admire your family's strength and courage. May God give you the grace and mercy needed to get through this difficult time. Connie Nelson <iluvpamperedc@charter.net> Hurricane, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 5:50 PM CDT Hanna has been an Angel on earth for only a few short years, and today she received her wings and is in the arms of Jesus looking down on us all. Tammy, David - I cannot imagine your pain or grief. My daughter and I have prayed for you all daily and just this weekend, Maddie had made some pictures to mail to Hanna....I will still put them in the mail for you as a reminder of how many many hearts your angel touched while on this earth - even if for all to brief a time. God bless you all and hold you near during this time and the days to come. Hanna was so very blessed to have such a wonderful family - she was truly loved....as are you. We will be thinking of and praying for you all. Kelly and Maddie Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com> Myrtle Beach, SC US - Monday, August 9, 2004 5:43 PM CDT David, Tammy and Family. I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time and in the future. Hanna was such a beautiful little girl and now she is an Angel in Heaven. God Bless. Karen Bowen Wilburn <brose1956@adelphia.net> Barboursville, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 5:37 PM CDT We go to church with Susan Rivers whose grandson is Jake Rivers. Emma Grace is Susan's angel. We just received an email from Susan about Hannah. She is a beautiful little girl. Our prayers and thoughts are with all of you at this time. May God's love give you peace at this time and the strength that you need. Mickey & Marie Cochran <mtcmpc@aol.com> Williamson, GA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 5:23 PM CDT I was priveledged to have come to know about Hanna thru Trish and Emma Grace. What a beautiful girl, Heaven is such a more beautiful place with her there. I was trying to think of something to say but I know words cannot even begin to fix what you're going thru. Please know that there are people all over praying for your family during this difficult time. May God shower you all with his love and wrap his comforting arms around you tightly. I am so sorry for you all. Paula Wright <pwright@dmtservicesinc.com> Siloam Springs, AR USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 5:19 PM CDT Just a little note to say that I am praying for your comfort. I think that you are amazing to have tackled all that you have so far. May you find some comfort in knowing that Hanna is healed, feeling good, probably playing hard with others from St.Jude's that have planted flowers for her in heaven and made sure that the view from heaven to Disney World was perfect and that the clouds would never get in the way of her view of Snow White. I know it all sounds a little silly but that's how I cope with things- just imagining things that Hanna would enjoy. Many hugs and prayers to you and your family. Boo Edmiston, Fayetteville, AR (Friend of Emma Grace Hampton and family) Barbara "Boo" Edmiston <boobarb@hotmail.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 5:02 PM CDT God's blessings on you and your family.We are friends of Tom and Jennifer's and have been faithfully praying for Ben and Hanna.Our hearts and prayers go out to you. Terri and Greg Booth <tldb16@yahoo.com> Huntington, W.Va. U.S.A. - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:53 PM CDT Tammy and family, We want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers. May God wrap you in his arms at this most difficult time and give you the strength to get through the coming days. There are no words to express the sorrow we feel for you and your family. May you one day be able to smile at the memories of your beautiful Hannah without all the pain you are feeling now. If we can do anything at all just let us know. Toby, Claudia Rowell & family <crowell@midsouth.rr.com> Southaven, MS 38671 - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:29 PM CDT i don't know what to say,except how sorry and sad i feel,the thing that get's us through this is knowing that your little girl is with jesus and suffers no more,keep your faith and know that you will one day see her again in heaven,i don't know you personally but i feel like i do,love to you and your family,joretta carr,Cjorettajo29@aol.com joretta carr <Cjorettajo29@aol.com> culloden, wv usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:29 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Jeff, Tina and Stanton Haynes www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com> Memphis, Tn - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:28 PM CDT I am Emma Grace's Chemo Angel and learned of Hannah through her. I also have a three-year-old grandson, Jake, who has leukemia. The walk down the road with cancer is long and hard. My heart hurts for you all. Hannah is truly a beautiful Angel. You will be in my prayers. May God give you peace in this hard time. Susan Rivers <sqr322@yahoo.com> Griffin, GA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:19 PM CDT I work at St.Jude and I just received an email saying that Hanna had passed away this morning. I had never met Hannah, but just looking at her website I feel as if I have known her. I know Dr.Fouladi and I'm sure that Hanna was in the best of care here. I know that it is impossibe to ease the pain you must feel, but please just know that I am just around the corner in Olive Branch and if you need anything (babysitter, etc) I will be happy to help you. My daughters and I will be praying for your family. Amy Yarbrough <amy.yarbrough@stjude.org> Olive Branch, MS USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:17 PM CDT I will be praying for god's hand to be on your family during this sad time. Your sweet baby is with Jesus now and happy and pain free. Blynda Kellner Blynda Kellner Olive Branch, MS Desoto - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:16 PM CDT dear tammy and david: please know i am thinking of you and your family. hanna-bug was a true pleasure to work with for these past two years. she touched me with her sweet smile and impeccable fashion. i will miss her sorely. thank you for touching my life. lulie callaway memphis, tn usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:12 PM CDT You don't know me.. but I feel as though I know you. I am feeling such a deep loss for you all. K.Peters K.Peters <kate.peters@tps.org> Toledo, OH - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:07 PM CDT I know this probably don't mean much to you right now. Especially coming from someone that you don't even know but I am completely heartbroken. I know I didn't know Hannah or your family but I have been keeping up with you all since Tom starting putting about you all on Bens page. Just know that she is in heaven playing with Jesus and that she is cured of everything. She truely is a precious lil angel. I do not what you are going through and I don't even want to imagine but know that I am here praying for you and your family. Thats all I can say. God bless you..... Jamie Adkins <jamieleann23@yahoo.com> Shelbiana , Ky USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:41 PM CDT I'm so sorry that you had to say goodbye to your precious little princess. I can't imagine the heartache you are feeling right now. I just wanted to say that seeing her smile in the pictures that you have up was so very bittersweet. She is just so beautiful and I know you have many wonderful memories with Hanna. How I wish you could have more. I am crying for you and your family. Sara - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:40 PM CDT MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AT THIS VERY DIFFICULT TIME. AS A GRANDMOTHER OF SIX I CAN'T IMAGINE THE PAIN. BUT I DO KNOW THE GREAT COMFORTER AND I KNOW HE WILL GET YOU THROUGH THIS. MAMAWROSIE HUNTINGTON, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:40 PM CDT I am so sorry for the passing of your child. My daughter was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 4. May God bless you and comfort you. God Bless Cathy Lewis <micathe@adelphia.net> - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:36 PM CDT We are so very sorry. I wish I could pass on some wisdom & comfort to you. I just know Hanna is on the princess cloud with Jesus smiling down at her very courageous, caring, & strong mother. Kerin, Mike, Louie, Morgan & Abby <kerin.hentz@fmr.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:30 PM CDT David & Tammy, Just wanted to let you know we are praying for you and your extended family to have peace and comfort during this difficult time. Sorry to hear about Hanna passing away this morning.....may it comfort you to know she's with Jesus and no longer in pain. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Paula Myers & Family (friends of the Bowens) <pkrm@juno.com> Ona, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:30 PM CDT We are heartbroken at the news ~ We know Hanna is now completely healed and free of pain ~ playing in Heaven's gardens and watching over all of you. We are just so sorry that she couldn't be healed here on Earth. Please know that we are sending our love and many hugs. Jean Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:28 PM CDT Our prayers are with you during this very difficult time. I am sure that Hanna is with our Lord in a very beautiful place. My you find comfort knowing that she is with HIM. With our deepest sympathy, Dawn, Jim, Jimmie, and Tommy Sykora (Kerin Hentz's cousins) <dawnsykora@sbcglobal.net> Downers Grove, IL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:27 PM CDT I am so sorry... I don't know what else to say... May God help you during these difficult times. Remembering Princess Hanna... Natalie Robinson <nat2p@aol.com> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:17 PM CDT Dear Tammy, David & Family My heart is breaking for you. So many people have grown to love your little princess thru her website. May God confort you and get you through this. Prayers, Glenna Witschy <bert_gert@Yahoo.com> Ravenswood, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:10 PM CDT Tammy and David, I struggle to find words that may comfort you at this most sorrowful time. I am a total stranger to you but feel as though I have know you for a long time. I have been following your story since "Big Ben" became ill and started treatment at St. Judes. Even though I read your updates daily I have never signed the guestbook. Please know and believe that Hannah is at peace now. She is free of this horriffic disease. What a beautiful sight she was to God as she began the walk on streets of gold. You must be so proud of the fight she fought. What an amazing young princess!! May God give you the strength and guidance to help your pain heel. I will continue to pray for each of you. God Bless, Keri Sites Keri Sites <kdsites@zoominternet.net> Chesapeake, OH USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:02 PM CDT Tammy and David, I came home from work and checked in to see how Hanna and Ben were doing today as I do everyday. My heart is broken for you guys. I don't know what to say that has not already been said. Hanna was beautiful. She is pain free and with Jesus maybe she is trying to get Him to put on the pink TUTU like Tom :) I can not begin to even think of the loss and pain you must feel. I pray that you will feel God's loving arms around you in the difficult days ahead. Billie <thacki@webtv.net> Chesapeake, OH - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:00 PM CDT Hanna is now a precious angel. Your little girl and so many other small children who spend most of their short lives fighting for it do more of God's work than most adults who live to be old. Their strength, their bright smiles, and their will to live happy, teach all of us that God gives us blessings everyday. I am sorry to hear she has left us on earth, but please have comfort in knowing she is in the arms of our savior. Jamie May Poca, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:55 PM CDT We have followed Hanna's story since my daughter, Julie Wargo, told us about her just prior to your recent trip to Orlando. I have struggled with words since hearing of her passing this morning and their just aren't any to adequately express our sorrow and heartache for your family. We must all find solace in knowing that Hanna is no longer in pain and is in God's loving hands. Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time. Jim and Renee Jardon (Easton's Grandpa and Grams) <rajardon@aol.com> Orlando, FL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:42 PM CDT May God wrap his loving arms around you and give you peace. I am a friend of Taylor's Aunt Edie and have been following your web page thru Taylor's. We just lost a granddaughter of a GOOD friend---Paige Rutter passed away a month ago from neuroblastoma. What a sad day for everyone. Take Care and remember God is with you. Fran Thomas Greensburg, PA usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:41 PM CDT Tammy,David and Family. There are know words to say how sorry I am. Hanna is now with Jesus! She is no longer in pain. I have some wonderful pictures of Hanna with Addi and Josi. We all will miss her very much. I will continue to pray for you and you family. I am so very sorry for your loss of a special little angel. Gloria Suiter <gsuiter@netacs.net> Chesapeake, Oh USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:32 PM CDT David, Tammy, and family I am at a loss for words right now. Just remember that Hanna is being loved on by Jesus now and she suffers no more. I pray that God wraps you in comfort and love during this difficult time and gives you the strength you need. May God Bless You. Amy <blazergirl04@yahoo.com> Milton, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:25 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear about the passing of your precious Hannah. May you know the peace, comfort and strength of God in a special way in the days and weeks ahead. Cynthia Bondzie <cnbondzie@hotmail.com> Altamonte Springs, FL - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:21 PM CDT The Ship I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of strength and beauty, and I stand and watch her until she is only a ribbon of white cloud where the sea and the sky seem to mingle with each other. Then someone at my side says "There, she is gone!" Gone? Gone where? Gone from my sight, that is all. She is just as complete in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side, and just as able to bear her precious freight to the place of destination. Her diminished appearance is in me - not in her. And at the very moment when someone at my side says, "There she is gone!," Other voices shout with gladness "Here she comes!" And that is death. Death is only a horizon, and a horizon is the limit of our sight. Luther Beecher You have been and remain in my prayers. I am so sorry. Alice Meadows <wildchildzmom@yahoo.com> Lavalette, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:06 PM CDT Dear Tammy & David; I am at a loss for words at this time, but I just want you to know how very sorry I am. I pray that you will take some comfort from the care of all the people who, like myself, have come to love Hanna and who will continue to think of her with her very own angel wings in heaven. That's how I'll be thinking of her and of course, I will keep you and Emily and Andrew close in my heart as well. May God be with you all at this time. Angel hugs & prayers, Sharon Sharon Lohan <lohan@ncweb.com> Perry, OH USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:05 PM CDT Are prayer are with you just know that there a new angel in heaven today Patty Hoschar <hoscharpatty58@hotmail.com> Sandyville, Wv USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:03 PM CDT I'm sure Hanna is looking down on this earth right now and smiling at her wonderful family. She realizes how much her family loved and cared for her during her illness. She is feeling nothing but joy and is standing with her Saviour. I'm so sorry of your loss here on earth. But you will all see and be with sweet Hanna in Heaven. I can't wait to meet all of you there. Be strong in your faith, knowing where your baby girl is and that she is in His magnificent presence! Crystal Perkins Fresno, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:02 PM CDT We are so sorry to hear of Hanna's passing. Your journey has touched so many lives. We will keep your family in our thoughts and prayers. Misty, Malik and Cailyn Wallace <maww74@hotmail.com> Cincinnati, OH USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:02 PM CDT Sending Love and Prayers...God's Blessings Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net> Mount Sterling, KY - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:00 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss of your precious daughter Hannah. She will be looking down on your family now and is pain free. Please know that Hannah has touched many people hearts even many she didn't know. My heart goes out to your family. Ms. Ashley Vanessa Ashley <vsashley@fuse.net> Villa Hills, KY USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:59 PM CDT Peter Marshall once concluded that since Jesus promised to be with us always, those we love who believe in Him join Him and therefore are with us always as He is. We haven't lost Hannah, she just went before us to help Him prepare for our homecoming. She will always be with us as long as we remain in Him; someday we WILL meet her again in a new, disease-free body. Please know that we grieve with you, but are so thankful that there is no more suffering for the precious little princess. No words, just our love and prayers... Larry and Bev O'Dell <larodell6859@charter.net> Saint Albans, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:58 PM CDT My family and I are praying for yours today. I can't imagine the sorrow you must feel. Heidi & Todd Boren <hnboren@aol.com> Orlando, FL - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:49 PM CDT Our hearts are heavy with you as we just received word from Tom of Hanna's passing. Prayers are lifted on your behalf to our Father who has her in His arms of love today. Larry & Mary Greene Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:47 PM CDT I cry with you today, and pray that both of you will be strong for eachother. I will be praying for you today and always. I got to know Hanna, through her web-page and although I never met her in person, I felt how special she was. I was checking in to see how she is doing almost everyday, until I went on vacation last week. So, when I found out today that Hanna has become an angel, all I could do is cry. This must be so difficult for both of you, and I can't imagine how you feel right now. My thoughts are with you and God bless you! Hanna is free now, and she wouldn't want to see you cry for her. Madeline <madeline.pasnik@sickkids.ca> - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:46 PM CDT I follow the Bowen's website and read today about Hannah. I am not sure what to say to you. You maybe experiencing a mixture of emotions from grieving over the loss of your little girl to relief that she is with Christ and pain free. I wanted to let you know though that I will be praying for you that you will feel the Lord's presence in all of your emotions. Jan Carrier Jan Carrier <jncarrier@fedex.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:37 PM CDT We learned of you and your beautiful little Hanna through Ben's website...we are so very sorry for your loss. May God's love comfort you. Joe & Jean Garrett <jgarrett@russellreynolds.com> Houston, TX - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:20 PM CDT I am so sorry about your loss. My heart breaks for you. You are in my prayers. In His care, Dawn - mommy to ^Angel Shae^ & precious Mason www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com> Hernando, MS - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:20 PM CDT Oh Tammy, My heart is broken. I loved little Hanna so very much...always a bright spot in my day to see her precious face (and those boots!) No more sticks from me or anyone else!! Hallelujah!!! I pray for God's comfort to wrap around you and give you some sense of peace. Much love and many prayers, Terri Sedation RN Terri Wood <wood0610@bellsouth.net> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:17 PM CDT I am deeply and sincerely saddened to learn of your loss. I pray that God will hold you though this time and help your hearts to be filled with beautiful memories of your little angel. God bless you. Love & Hugs, Erlene Gramma Giraffe Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:14 PM CDT May the God of all hope wrap you closely in His arms and cradle you in the palm of His hand as He also holds Hannah. My heart cries with you, and lifts up unspeakable thankfulness that her life has touched yours - and now mine. Grace and Peace, Ronya Johnson <ozibelle@tpg.com.au> Wellington Point, Q AUSTRALIA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:12 PM CDT Dearest St. Jude Family Members...Please know that our family's prayers and thoughts are with you at this time. Gracie prays for all of her St. Jude brothers and sisters each and every night. Please be assured that Hanna is home now with our Heavenly Father and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Also be assured that you will see her again - ALIVE AND WELL, when our Savior returns in his full majesty and glory to cleanse and reign on the earth - to fulfill the perfect and divine plan of salvation for all of us. We love and care for you and hope that the Holy Spirit will comfort you and give you peace, love and hope during this difficult time. The Campbell Family <jkccpamom@yahoo.com> Monroe, LA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:01 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I got to know Hannah through Ben's Story. I know that Hannah is with Jesus and has no pain now. I will continue to pray for your family Brandi <brandic24@charter.net> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:01 PM CDT I know that Hannah is in the loving peace and arms of her Savior now and healed. I also know that this is a difficult time for you and your family. May the peace of God that surpasses ALL understanding fall on you in comfort. You are truly being lifted up to our Father continuously. Sherri <iambl07@aol.com> Htg, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:45 AM CDT Dear David & Tammy, My prayer is for God to wrap His loving arms around your family and comfort you as only He can. Kathy Kumpe <KathyK@TheHeritageCompany.com> Mabelvale, AR USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:41 AM CDT Dear Tammy and David, I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot fully imagine the pain you are in right now, but I will keep your family in my prayers for peace and healing. Hanna is now a beautiful angel with no pain, and she will be with you forever. Sending love and hugs, Jordan's Mommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/jordan Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net> Murrieta, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:29 AM CDT Hanna's Family, I'm so sorry to hear the news today from my aunt Trish Hampton. I want to share a Bible verse that I hope brings you all some comfort, "HE heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."(Psalm 147:3) Thank You for sharing your baby with us all that have followed her journey through your website! She has touched my heart. My 4 boys and I enjoy looking at her video and listening to the song with it. I will never be able to see another little cowgirl or hear "That's Who I Am" without thinking of Hanna and saying a prayer for you, her blessed parents! Shelbi and my boys Hayden,Harrison,Hilton and Hudson Moseby <shelbiowasso@aol.com> Owasso, OK - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:20 AM CDT May God bless you. Heaven welcomes the Princess Angel. I have followed your website for a while now and feel blessed to have been included in her short wonderful life. She will be everyone's guardian princess angel. You are in my prayers and thoughts. Kelly McVicker and Family Fairmont, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:19 AM CDT If You Could See Me Now By Don Moen or Kim Noblitt Our prayers have been answered I finally arrived The healing that had been delayed Is now realized No one's in a hurry There's no schedule to keep We're all enjoying Jesus Just sitting at His feet If you could see me now I'm walking streets of gold If you could see me now I'm walking tall and whole If you could see me now You'd know I've seen His face If you could see me now You'd know the pain's erased You wouldn't want me to ever leave this place If only you could see me now My light and temporary trials Have worked out for my good To know it brought Him glory When I misunderstood Though we've had our sorrows They can never compare To what Jesus has in store for us No language can compare This song was played at my Daddy's funeral and was so encouraging, I wanted to pass it along. I am so soo sorry you lost your precious baby girl. Don't know what else to say except I am praying for your strength and God's love to surround you. Lori Thomas <nanajoylori@yahoo.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:18 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Hanna was truly a princess. I am glad you got to enjoy Disney World and had a wonderful "Hannafest" for her birthday. I hope these happy memories of her give you comfort and peace. May god guide you through these darkest hours of your life. Draw strength and comfort knowing that Hanna was loved by many people who didn't even know her. God bless you all. Rosie Hebert <heb4@aol.com> Windham, ME - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:15 AM CDT You have all been in my thoughts and prayers for the past few months, and you continue to be now. May God bless you with memories and comfort you in your loss. Lara Rosier Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:14 AM CDT I'm so sorry for your loss. You will continue to be in my prayers. Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com> St. Albans, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:12 AM CDT I came to know about Hanna through Big Ben's website.After following her story for the past several weeks, it breaks my heart to know that she is no longer with us.There just are not enough tears.Please know that your little girls life as well as your overwhelming faith in God have changed me both as a Christian and a Mommy.The greatest gift we can give our children is the knowledge of Jesus and you guys did that.That gives me comfort.We will continue to keep you in our prayers. Elizabeth Nicely <NICELY1997@AOL.COM> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:12 AM CDT There are no words, only tears and heartache for your loss. We have grown to love Hannah through the Bowen Family and this website - her pictures and your updates - her story -- have made her somehow real to us here in our home - we have spoken of and prayed for her daily -- and we will continue to pray for each of you -- believing He has a purpose -- believing He knows and loves you more than any of us can -- Knowing His Grace is sufficient -- and that HIS peace truly does surpass all understanding ... MaryEllen Black Mary Ellen Black <megsraae@aol.com> Barboursville, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:09 AM CDT I can just imagine Hanna, a true Heavenly Princess, tugging on the angel's robes, asking if they want to play dress up. (and of course they will all say YES!) I look forward to meeting your precious daughter when I make it home. Thanks for sharing Hanna and your testimony with so many. Your lives are living definition of faith before the world, you will continue to be in my prayers. Patrina Adkins <master_treen@yahoo.com> Lavalette, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:07 AM CDT Jesus' Rocking Chair Many hopeful moms and dads try to have a child of their own Some never get the chance,others do and see them grown there are those who are expecting that precious baby soon But it's gone before it ever leaves the safety of its mama's womb Chorus But Jesus has a rocking chair And he holds that precious baby With,oh,such tender care He takes the place of mom and dad He's the greatest parent a child could ever have Don't worry about the children there Jesus has a Rocking Chair There are those who have a boy or girl,a lovely gift from God.But sickness or a tragedy takes them from there parents arms.Mamas wish for days gone by And daddy's long for that lost child But children are not lost when you know where they are She was eighteen and not married,expecting her little one But in her time of confusion,she took the life of her son Since then,Jesus forgaveher and took all her shame away but still she cries,missing her baby but she hears the angels say Chorus But Jesus has a rocking chair And he holds that precious baby with,oh,such tender care He takes the place of mom or dad He's the greatest parent a child could have Don't worry about the children there Jesus has a rocking Chair Yes,Jesus loves me Dear David,Tammy and Family I am truly sorry for the pain you are going through right now.I do understand what you are feeling.The song that I put above this was played at my 15 mth old daughter's funeral.It really helped later and meant a lot to me.I know your hurting right now but please remember in time and days to come that it will get better,not go away,but get better.since 1998 I still long for my baby girl.Take care and you and your family are in my prayers. Holly Muriel <hollyhobbie88@aol.com> Southaven, MS - Monday, August 9, 2004 12:04 AM CDT Hanna's Family, My thought and prayers go out to you in this difficult time in your life.... Hanna will always hold a special place in my heart for the fight she put up during her short life on this earth. She was so brave and strong and now she has NO pain and we should rejoice in that. She is now watching over her family that she loves so dearly=) May the Lord Bless You and Keep You and Give You Peace That Only HE can give!!! God Bless Kacie Kacie <watermelon14@yahoo.com> Vidalia, La - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:57 AM CDT Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Amy Robertson Greenfield, IN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:50 AM CDT Hanna was a beautiful little girl taken too soon but now she will live surrounded by a land as beautiful as her. I am sorry for your loss and will keep your family in my prayers that you have the strength to endure the next few days. Fly Hanna...Fly... Melissa Carpenter <melissadawn726@yahoo.com > Charleston , WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:49 AM CDT Dear Hanna's family,I have been praying for Hanna and your entire family everyday. I will continue to pray for you always.Hold on to the incredible memories you have been blessed with, and know she will be a wonderful angel in heaven. God bless you all! Kathy Kaiden <ypnkathy@qwest.net> Cedar Rapids, Iowa US - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:49 AM CDT Tammy, David and family, I am so very sorry that we will no longer have Hannah here with us but I know in my heart that our Lord has taken her into his arms and will take all the pain from her. You will remain in my prayers forever. Gerri Porter (Carla's mom" <gerri.porter@milliken.com> LaGrange, Ga USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:46 AM CDT May God watch over you all during this difficult time. I am so sorry for your loss, but know that Hanna is in a very special place in Heaven. Our prayers are with you all. Carol Schulz (grandmother of Tori) carol schulz <carolcolby@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/fl/tori> orlando, fl - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:46 AM CDT May god comfort your family during this difficult time. Sean McLain <smclain@vba.va.gov> Huntington, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:40 AM CDT Dear Hanna Family My heart goes out to you may you find peace and joy with HIM He will help you in your time of sorrow> I have enjoyed following your story these past couple of months>| Hanna will always be a princess in my heart of hearts> Michele Howard <michelehow@yahoo.com> Madison, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:37 AM CDT May God Bless and keep you all close. Linda S. Evans Bartlesville, Ok Washington - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:35 AM CDT Tammy & Family, We are praying for you and that you'll have strength for your sorrow. Suzanne Scarbrough Martin, TN - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:25 AM CDT I will not pretend to feel the pain you're going through I know I cannot comprehend the hurt you've known And I used to think it mattered if I understood But now I just don't know Well, I'll admit sometimes I still wish I knew what to say And I keep looking for a way to fix it all But we know we're at the mercy of God's higher ways And our ways are so small (Chorus) But I will carry you to Jesus He is everything you need I will carry you to Jesus on my knees It's such a privilege for me to give this gift to you All I'd ever hope you give me in return Is to know that you'll be there to do the same for me When the tables turn (Chorus) And if you need to cry go on and I, I will cry along with you. yeah I've given you what I have but still I know the best thing I can do Is just pray for you (Chorus) I'll carry you I'll take you to Jesus on my knees Lyrics by Steven Curtis Chapman With Love, Allison Kays Allison Kays <abkays@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:15 AM CDT Hannah, honey, spread your wings and fly! I have come to your website through Ben Bowen's and rejoice in the fact that because of your faith, Hannah is alive and well in Jesus' arms! I know you are hurting right now and I pray that God will surround you with a peace and comfort. Again, I am sorry for your loss. God speed, Hannah! Darlene Sanford a/k/a Sniggles the Clown <csanford@fulbright.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:14 AM CDT I am unable to think of anything to say but that my love, thoughts, and prayers are with you. Liz Tracy Willauer <etrack4169@yahoo.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:13 AM CDT Please accept my deepest sympathies. I have been following Hanna's story ever since I found "big Ben's" website and have followed each of them daily. I am a mother of a 14 month little girl and know what it means to love a child, my heart breaks for you and your family. May God help you down the next path. Kathy <red44@optonline.net> Ringwood, NJ 07456 - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:02 AM CDT I am a friend of Emma Grace's. I am praying for your family and there are no words to express my sympathy, as I can only imagine how you are feeling. Death holds no victory over Hanna, as I know without a doubt that our precious Saviour Jesus is holding her close. Dixie Siloam Springs, AR - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:57 AM CDT My deepest sympathy is with you. You will remain in my prayers. Cindy St.Albans, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:54 AM CDT There are no words to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. Now she is pain free and happy. Sitting on our Father's lap. God bless your family. Angel Charleston, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:48 AM CDT I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I came know Hannah through Taylor's sight. My heart breaks for you. I will pray for God's continuous love for you, that He will wrap His arms around you and give you and your family the love, strength, and peace that you need and so deserve. May God Bless All of You. Treassa Setser <Treassa.Setser@med.va.gov> Prince, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:47 AM CDT Dear Tammy & Family, So sorry to hear about Hanna'a passing. Glad she did get her miracle and got her wings to fly again knowing she is in Jesus's arm today with out any pain and smiling that big smile that lights up the heavens today. God be with you in this time of your loss and that God gives you strength for the coming days and months ahead. You are loved!!!! Tina Gayman <stgayman@pa.net> Pleasant Hall, Pa usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:41 AM CDT Hanna is pain free and singing with the angels now. I am so sorry for your loss. I came to "know" Hanna through Ben's page. I know you have many beautiful memories of your precious little girl. Jill Songer Christiansburg, VA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:40 AM CDT I'm so sorry for your loss. I came to know you through Ben's site, and quickly came to love Hanna, and all of you.As I'm sure you know, the theme song played on Hanna's site is the theme from "Sue Thomas, FBEye" on PAX.As I watch the show each week, I will always be reminded of Hanna.I'll also remember the loving family that not only lifted her spirits, but also introduced her to Jesus.As her earthly body was losing its battle,she knew that she would one day be pain-free and would be embraced in His loving arms. We can take comfort in knowing that's where she is today. But she will be missed here. Sandy Adkins <retrn2003@yahoo.com (new)> Vero Beach, Fl USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:35 AM CDT May God hear the prayers for comfort and peace that passes all understanding. Knowing Hanna suffers no more. May God comfort the hearts of Tammy and David and pour out His blessings. I am so sorry to read the update on Hanna. Saundra Watson <saundra.watson@exp-med-sys.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:34 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I have no words - I don't know what to say. I pray that the family will feel the love of God through this although I know it will be difficult. There is a beautiful princess angel in heaven today named Hanna........................ Susan <sym38@aol.com> Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:32 AM CDT I have been following Hanna's updates through Ben Bowen's website and was just devasted to read this morning of your little Hanna's passing. From a parent to a parent, I can't imagine your pain. I send my prayers from WV and my deepest apologies for your tremendous loss. I figured since Hanna's website hasn't been updated that Hanna must have taken a turn for the worse and when I got to work this morning - that was the first thing I did was check on her and learned of the news of her passing. I have a friend who recently lost a child to brain cancer and the pastor that preached his service told that this child left this world in the loving arms of his mother and entered into heaven into the loving arms of Jesus. Somehow, for some reason, I found this comforting. How more comfortable to slip into eternity than in the loving arms of your mother and entering into heaven in the loving arms of our Lord and Savior. GOD BLESS YOU!!! Pam Campbell <pamcampbell7@hotmail.com> Hico, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:32 AM CDT Heaven is blessed with one more beautiful angel.I pray that the Lord wraps his loving arms around you comforts you in the days ahead. Susan Proud Mother of a Heavenly Angel.....www.caringbridge.org/wv/stephanieott <slojsw@aol.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:30 AM CDT Tammy & David, I learned of your sweet Hanna thru Ben's website. Years ago we were in your shoes so I completely understand your feelings and emotions. Please know that I am so sorry for you and I will be praying for you both. Pam Lehmer, Youth for Christ <slehmer2@cox.net> Wichita, KS - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:30 AM CDT I learned about Hanna and your family through Louie's website. Our deepest sympathies and heartfelt prayers are with each and every member of your family at this time. God bless. Harold, Jamie, and Paige Fort Mitchell, KY USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:27 AM CDT I have been freqently checking your website to check on Hanna and am so deeply saddened to learn of her passing. There are no words to say how sorry i am. I am praying for God's peace and comfort for your family. Love, Dana Sturgill Dana Sturgill <dfsturgill@adelphia.net> Wise, Va usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:16 AM CDT My heart goes out to you as you mourn your dear Hanna. May God be with you. Carol Cleveland, Ohio USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:14 AM CDT May God be your comfort at this difficult time and Jesus your hope. There are no words...my heart breaks for your family. Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com> Sunnyside, WA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:14 AM CDT Heaven is singing with joy to have Hanna home, although your hearts are broken and aching may you find comfort knowing she is with our Lord and she is pain free to watch over you until you can all be together again. May God bless your family in this time of need. Angela Pratt <angela.pratt@stjude.org> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:12 AM CDT Tammy and David, The Bible talks of the death of a saint being precious in His sight and Hanna is a saint who is now being rocked in Jesus's arms to take all the pain and fear away. She is at peace and I'm praying for that same peace to envelope you and your family now and in the years ahead. God bless you! Ellen Hampton, VA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:12 AM CDT Tammy, David & family, Our hearts are broken for you this morning as just getting the call from Sharyn and Monica. As much as our hearts break, we have to be thankful for God's mercy on Hanna and most importantly, her perfect healing. We don't even begin to understand ... we just trust God and believe God as His ways are perfect. God has allowed Miss Hanna to touch so many lives in her short precious life. We are certainly one of many and we thank God for sharing her with us. Know we are here for you and wish we could say or do something to ease your pain. The one thing we are doing is praying ... just praying for His loving arms to wrap you up with His comfort, peace & precious love. We love you. In His Love - your St Jude family & God's family in Ark - Trish, Barney, Eli & Miss Emma Grace Barney, Trish, Eli & Emma Grace Hampton <loadwagn@pgtc.com or www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace> Lincoln, AR - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:08 AM CDT Sending love and prayers from South Florida. The Kingdom has grown by one more beautiful angel.... The Fisher Family <bncfish@bellsouth.net> Greenacres, FL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:06 AM CDT I know there is nothing I can say to make your pain easier. I just want you to know I care. beth mcgowan <bethmcgowan49@yahoo.com> somerville, tn usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:58 AM CDT I have only learn of your sweet girl from Ben Bowen's site. I am so very sorry for your loss. I bet that my little Michael and all the other angels are playing with her right now. I'll be praying for you. Christina Miller <christina_rose_miller@msn.com> Flower Mound, tx - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:57 AM CDT You are in my prayers. Have followed your story through Easton's website. brenda <bmw.mail@comcast.net> atlanta, ga usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:55 AM CDT To Hanna’s Family, Words cannot express how I feel. My heart breaks to learn that Hanna has passed away this morning. She is in a better place and will always be with you but I know that won’t take away the pain you have. I have been following Hanna for a couple of months and she has been in my prayers ever since. I will continue to pray for your family. May God give you the strength you need at this time. Melissa <mlavall2b@yahoo.com> Lewiston, ME 04240 - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:54 AM CDT I am sorry that Hanna did not get her miracle. Your family will always be in my thoughts. Whitney Merritt <w.k.merritt@tcu.edu> Ft. Worth, Tx - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:54 AM CDT Your little Hanna dove straight into my heart the moment I saw her. My heart is broken. You taught your daughter about Jesus and you loved her and will continue to love her with all your might. I'm praying for God to give you peace and to fill the Hanna-sized whole in your hearts. Thank you for sharing your daughter's sweet live with others. I pray that you feel our prayers and are comforted. Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:53 AM CDT Tammy and David. Have become familiar with hanna and her family through Ben Bowen's site. My heart aches for you and your family. I will continue to uplift all of you in my prayers. Laura White <lyelton@cchmc.org> Cincinnati, OH - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:51 AM CDT Praying for an extra measure of God's grace for you and your family right now. May He bring you peace and comfort as you face the next few days and weeks. Anita Stephens Kay <ajkay0809@yahoo.com> Mansfield, OH - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:49 AM CDT David, Tammy and family. I have been following your story through the Bowen's web site. I am so sorry for the loss your sweet Hanna. God Bless you all. Lisa Maynard <Mtdwlvwr@aol.com> Chesapeake, Ohio USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:26 AM CDT As we woke this morning to check on Hanna, we read the news, our hearts just dropped. She was and still is a beautiful and precious little girl, from the first day we saw her at the hospital. Our heart and prayers go out to you and your family throughout the rest of your journeys. Tom,Vanessa,Gabby, & Alex Molnar <vmolnar@midsouth.rr.com> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:25 AM CDT I am a friend of the Bowen family and have been following Hanna's story through Ben's website. I know words are inadequate at this time, but please know there are many people who are covering you with thoughts and prayers. Barbara Tucker Huntington, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:22 AM CDT I have been following Hanna's story through Ben Bowen's website. I am extremely heartbroken to hear of Hanna's passing. She is a beautiful little girl. Stories like Hanna's and Ben's make me hug my two children a little tighter each and every day. I pray that God will ease the pain you are feeling. Chasity Chapman <cchapman@huddlestonbolen.com> Proctorville, OH U.S.A. - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:19 AM CDT I am so very sorry. I am praying for you. Brandie <ducrest@bellsouth.net> Ridgeland, MS - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:15 AM CDT Oh my Gosh, I am soo sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. Me and my sixteen yr old daughter was sitting here last nite looking at all of the beautiful picture's of Hanna she is soo beautiful. I hope that you can find some comfort in just knowing that she is in no pain anymore. I am so sorry for your loss. We will be praying for you now that you are facing the unimagineable. Kim Winkler <kimwinkler70@centurytel.net> Springhill, La - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:15 AM CDT Oh my Gosh, I am soo sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. Me and my sixteen yr old daughter was sitting here last nite looking at all of the beautiful picture's of Hanna she is soo beautiful. I hope that you can find some comfort in just knowing that she is in no pain anymore. I am so sorry for your loss. We will be praying for you now that you are facing the unimagineable. Kim Winkler <kimwinkler70@centurytel.net> Springhill, La - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:14 AM CDT My heart is breaking for you. So many have been moved by Hanna's story and the strength of your family. God bless you all. Nancy Jardon (Easton's Nana) <nmjg8tr@mac.com> Longwood, FL USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:13 AM CDT My heart is broken for you for the loss of your beautiful daughter. Words cannot express the sorrow that I am sure you are feeling. My prayers are with you. May God bless you all with comfort. Susan Faulkner <susangf2@comcast.net> Schaefferstown, PA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:13 AM CDT As I sit at my computer with tears filling my eyes, I am not sure what to say. I have followed Hanna and Ben's story for the last couple of months. May God walk with you, and know that you are in many people's heart right now. Sending love and prayers from Indiana. Paul and Candy Candy Oliver <stormy_new@yahoo.com> Garrett, IN United States - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:05 AM CDT Tammy & David, I am so sorry to hear that Hanna died early this morning. I am sure that you are full of pain and tears right now for your little girl. Grieve and know that God grieves with you! God bless you and comfort you. Mindy Rogers <minrogers@yfc.net> Aurora, CO - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:02 AM CDT Tammy & David, I am so sorry to hear that Hanna died early this morning. I am sure that you are full of pain and tears right now for your little girl. Grieve and know that God grieves with you! God bless you and comfort you. Mindy Rogers <minrogers@yfc.net> Aurora, CO - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:01 AM CDT OH NO. I have no words. I am so very sorry. Love, Kimberly and Emerald Maes <emeraldsmama-supportcancerresearch@yahoo.com> Clinton Township, MI - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:01 AM CDT I was praying, praying for a miracle for you. I guess the miracle is that now Hanna is pain free. There are no words that can be said at this time of horrible loss that can comfort. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hugs, Susan Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:57 AM CDT Hanna has the face of a princess. Her smile lights up your heart. I can only imagine the pain you as parents are feeling. I am praying for her miraculous healing and that God's Holy Spirit will grant her peace in her heart as she battles on. I will pray for your strength and peace knowing that Jesus loves your baby more than you could ever hope to. Hal <shad246@aol.com> Ona, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:50 AM CDT I really don't have words to express the sadness I feel for you and your family. I do know it's comforting that Hanna is free of pain now and no more treatments or tests or tumor to make her hurt. I will be praying for you all. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:48 AM CDT God Bless you and your family. May you find comfort in knowing that she is in a much better place and she will never feel sickness or pain ever again. Hold on to her memories until you go to be with her. She'll be waiting with open arms! Melissa Roberts <mroberts623@comcast.net> West Hartford, CT US - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:46 AM CDT Dear Tammy and David, I know that Hanna is free from pain and with God. That does not mean that you are not filled with pain and sadness here on earth. Please know that you are an inspiration to parents everywhere for your strength, faith and love you shared with us as you shared Hanna with us. You are in our prayers! Dorothea Stahl and family <stahl4psu@netzero.net> Boalsburg, PA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:44 AM CDT Tammy & David, I am praying earnestly for your precious Hannah, as well as for both of you. Proverbs 3:5-6 Much Love & Many Prayers, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:24 AM CDT Dearest Hanna, Tammy and David, We are storming Heaven with prayers for comfort for your precious princess and strength and peace for your entire family. Our hearts and fervent prayers are with you always. Love and hugs, Judy Jennifer's Mom http://www.catchanangel.com Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:22 AM CDT Hanna ~ The prettiest princess in the land! May God wrap his loving arms around you and your family and give you a peace that surpasses all understanding during this difficult time. Carrie South Bend, IN - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:11 AM CDT Hanna, What a beautiful princess you are! I pray that your pain will be lessened and that your whole family will feel God's arms wrapped tightly around you. He loves you. Even though we may not understand why such hard things happen, He loves you more than we can begin to imagine. Praying for all of you, Jenny Catie's mom www.caringbridge.org/ga/catie Jenny Wilkins <jencarroll@hotmail.com> Guyton, GA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:57 AM CDT Hannah, I am praying for you and your family. May God make you pain free and give your parents the strength they need. Keep your precious smile for your family. You are such a beautiful little girl. God Bless you and your family. Love, Ms. Ashley p.s. Morgan Hentz (Louie sister was in my class last year and this is how I found out about sweeet Hannah) Vanessa Ashley <vsashley@fuse.net> Villa Hills, KY USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:54 AM CDT I read your updates daily and My daughters main prayers are for Hannah and Ben each night. As I type this I am asking God to ease Hannahs pain and strengthen you both during this trial. you and your family are dear to mine. God love and cares for you. Christy Gianettino Sunbury, oh usa - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:47 AM CDT Hello Hanna and your family! I have stumbled across your webpage. I have twin girls who are 6 and they LOVE your page. We have said a prayer for you and hope that you are feeling better soon. Please know that God loves you! Nicole Lightfoot <NicLfoot@aol.com> Weatherford, TX USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:40 AM CDT Hello Hanna, You are a beautiful little girl and I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your family. Joan Miller <joanandherb@aol.com> Sedona, AZ USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:26 AM CDT Hi Hanna! You remain in my prayers and the prayers of my children. We know that God loves you and will NEVER leave you! We pray that you have a day full of peaceful rest and smiles. We pray that your mommy, daddy, family, and friends feel His strength and peace. Karen T. <karent924@charter.net> WV - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:22 AM CDT We are loving on you with our hearts and minds, since we cannot be there with you physically. Our love is so strong for you guys, and our belief in Him remains steady as we trust Him and His promises to you. Hannah continues to bless our lives and to draw us nearer to hers and our Heavenly Father. Praying for you in every minute... Larry and Bev O'DEll <larodell6859@charter.net> Saint Albans, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:12 AM CDT hi..thinking about you all Della Zubler <carride203@yahoo.com> huntington, wv america - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:08 AM CDT Sweet Hanna . . . Thank you for the love that you have brought to my heart for you . . . love for a little girl I have never met but hold in my heart. Kisses to you, little one. Peace to your family. We serve a MIGHTY God. It is awesome to know Jesus loves you even more than we can humanly love someone. You are a gift. I love you, Hanna. Claire Strayer <claire@designplaninc.com> McCordsville, IN - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:54 AM CDT HANNAH, HANG IN THERE JESUS LOVES YOU AND HE CARES ABOUT YOUR PAIN. PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. BELIEVE GOD, HE WILL HEAL, IN HIS TIME. MARILYN MARILYN VANDIVIER <MVANDIVIER@COXOHIO.COM> DAYTON, OH USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:51 AM CDT Hanna, I wanted to let you know that I am lifting you up to my daddy. I pray that he makes you as comfortable as possible. I also want your mommy and daddy to know that I am praying for them that God gives them comfort and strength through this difficult time. I think you are a wonderful little girl thanks for sharing your story with me. Jenny <swim_back@yahoo.com> St. Peters, MO 63376 - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:26 AM CDT Dear Tammy & David, My heart aches for the difficulties Hannah, you, and others that hold her so dear are carrying at this very trying time. I pray God gives all of you strength & eases Hannah's pain. I hope that you can feel the warmth of the many people that are praying for all of you and that it brings some comfort to you as well. May God surround you with His love & grant the prayers & wishes of so many for Hannah. May His love and the love of others bring Peace to all of you. With hope & Prayers, Debbie, Dick & Tyler Debbie Higgins Cincinnati, Ohio USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:39 AM CDT Hanna, you don't know me, but I have been following you on your Caring Bridge. You are such a precious sweet little girl. I am saying a prayer for you, your Mommy and Daddy, that God will give you all peace and that your pain will be all better. I love you and God loves you, too. Rosemary <GV13321@AOL.com> Kansas City, MO USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:33 AM CDT "He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart." I love you sweet Hanna. Sleep well baby girl. http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jophie/ Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net> Kitts Hill, OH United States - Monday, August 9, 2004 0:59 AM CDT I have gotten to know Hanna through Ben's website and know that I pray for your beautiful little girl and your family. Brandi Beller <BrandiBeller@direcway.com> Red House, WV USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 0:38 AM CDT Hanna, I am so very sorry that you are suffering so. I am praying for you, and for your family, that God surrounds you with His glorious love, that He sends His angels to protect you, and that you will be able to feel His healing peace no matter what the night brings. He is with you in all things. I pray that healing will happen for you. Cindy Rapid City, SD USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 0:30 AM CDT For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. Isaiah 41:13 Click here to sign the guestbook. | |||||||||||
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