This morning before getting into the shower and then while in the shower clumps were in my hands. I'm scared and afraid. The doctor thought I would only experience thinning but I'm afraid of what I saw this morning. I'm afraid of losing my hair. My hair has always been "my thing"---even back in high school my friends nicknamed me "bush" because of my big hair. And now...I am losing it.
It's so hard to explain the emotional feeling of it. It seems so superficial, but it's terribly scary and sad. I know my hair doesn't define me, but it's always been my thing.
Like clumps in my hands.