I am having trouble writing my post because my hands don't want to cooperate. Gonna do my best though. 
The boys started their summer camp program today and love it! Happy smiles and loving hearts. What more could I for?! Well, I could ask God for more time with them physically, but that would be selfish
in my eyes, because I don't want them to see me in the gross condition that I'm in right now. I don't want to scare them. Please pray that they feel the comfort and safety of mommy now and forever. 

I have been sick. Not fun here. I'm surprised because I was trouping through treatments and completed successfully with a bang! I guess now is the after math where the clean up crew comes through. Hopefully the radiation and chemo mess will drain out of me in the next 4-6 weeks that I have to heal before surgery. I have 3rd degree burns down below and I'm having trouble moving every inch of my weak body. That's about all I can say at the moment other than God bless my family for all of their love and support. XOXO...P.s. Sorry to sound so negative.