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"Then Moses said to God, 'If I come to the people of Israel and say to them, "The God of your fathers has sent me to you," and they ask me, "What is his name?" what shall I say to them?'
God said to Moses, 'I AM WHO I AM.' And he said, 'Say this to the people of Israel, "I AM has sent me to you."'
God also said to Moses, 'Say this to the people of Israel, "The LORD, the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has sent me to you." This is my name forever, and thus I am to be remembered throughout all generations.'" Exodus 3:13-15

It always bothered me that the English Bible translates the tetragrammaton, YHWH, as LORD. LORD is too easily confused with lord and thus doesn't stick out to the English reader. Out of respect for God, the Hebrew people chose not to even pronounce his name. The thinking was that it was too presumptuous for fallen man to utter the sacred name of God. Since they also did not write vowels, the pronunciation of God's name was lost over time. When scribes began putting vowel pointing into the text, they took the vowels from the word adonai, which means lord, to fill out the name Yahweh.  YHWH is a proper name built on the verb that means "he is" in Hebrew. Though there is some debate on what exactly the name means, God explains this name when he gives it to Moses as "I AM WHO I AM." John Piper has a great devotional here on the meaning of the name. Some of the things the name conveys is that God has no beginning and no end, he is completely independent, indeed everything depends on him, he is the same, yesterday, today, and forever, he is the standard, and he does whatever he pleases.  I think it is fair to translate it as I AM, or HE IS, or HE WILL BE. It is interesting to me that Moses asked how he should refer to God to the people of Israel, and then the people decided that name was too sacred to use and used other names to refer to their God. God, on the other hand, uses his personal, proper name of YHWH over 1300 times in the Old Testament.  When the soldiers and priests came to arrest Jesus in the garden, Jesus asked who they were seeking. When they responded, 'Jesus of Nazareth,' he replied, 'ego eimi.' This was simply the Greek translation of I am, but it was also how the Greek translation of the Hebrew Bible translated YHWH and those there to arrest him immediately recognized what he meant and fell backwards expecting fire to fall from heaven and consume him for blasphemy.

So what? Why does it matter to me how we translate this word or what we call God? I've been reading a lot in the Old Testament lately and the sheer number of times God's name is used is weighty. I've been trying to read LORD as Yahweh when I read on my own or to my kids just to impress upon us that it is the name of God and not just the word lord that we are reading. Today I tried something new when reading Psalm 11 by substituting the English translation "I AM" for YHWH. I think it makes the passage feel quite a bit different:

"In I AM I take refuge; how can you say to my soul, "Flee like a bird to your mountain,
2 for behold, the wicked bend the bow; they have fitted their arrow to the string to shoot in the dark at the upright in heart;
3 if the foundations are destroyed, what can the righteous do?"
4  I AM is in his holy temple;  I AM's throne is in heaven; his eyes see, his eyelids test the children of man.
5  I AM tests the righteous, but his soul hates the wicked and the one who loves violence.
6 Let him rain coals on the wicked; fire and sulfur and a scorching wind shall be the portion of their cup.
7 For  I AM is righteous; he loves righteous deeds; the upright shall behold his face." Psalm 11
 
What do you think?
 
Rebecca got the results of the MRI and ultrasound back from Monday. Great news in that her head MRI came back completely clean. This, along with much reduced vertigo symptoms last week, seems to confirm that it was the oxaliplatin that was contributing to her vertigo. The ultrasound did not show much, but her liver enzyme numbers have continued to slowly climb, so now they have ordered an MRI of her liver. Please pray that when they draw her blood on Tuesday, the liver numbers will have fallen.
 
Due to the Memorial Day holiday, Rebecca's infusion has been moved back to Tuesday next week. This also pushes her disconnect back to Thursday. As I mentioned in the last journal, I received notice from work that hybrid workers are expected to be in the office three days a week. I was in on Tuesday of this week and I'm in the office today and expecting to check in tomorrow for a half-day as well. Rebecca and I are taking a half-day off on Friday to sign our will and to meet with Dr. Mark Wheaton about my meniscus. With the holiday next week and Rebecca's re-arranged schedule, I will probably be in the office on Wednesday and Friday.
 
We were able to get Rebecca's appointments at Mayo moved up, so we will celebrate our 24th anniversary in Rochester on July 1st. Because of this and because our first appointment at Mayo is at 8am, I booked a hotel (with a pool for Rebecca!) for Sunday night. At least we get to celebrate it together.
 
Live 4 Him,
Toby

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