Journal entry by Missy Johnston —
I have great news to share...I’m cancer free and done with treatment!!!
Wow does it feels good to say that. It’s been a long 18 months. I look back on my treatment and I honestly don’t know how I did it. There were so many days that I prayed the whole day to just be able to make it the next minute. I’m so thankful for my work family and the support I have received as well as all the support I got from my family and friends.
What are my next steps? Well in October I see my surgeon and schedule to have my port out. I’ll see my oncologist every 3 months as well as have labs every 3 months. I’ll have echocardiograms every 6 months. I’ll be watched still which gives me peace of mind.
I'm still recovering from everything. I get tired pretty easily and I have no immune system. I still have lots of joint pain that I deal with. I try to stay away from the pain pills and I use CBD.
My hair has officially been growing back for a year. It’s not as thick as it was and it’s very curly. It’s a love hate relationship. To me the curls represent cancer and all that I went through. The loss of my life the way it was. But I’m lucky to have my hair and my life. Also I look like both my grandmas now. Also love/hate...I mean I’m only 45. I don’t want to look like a 60yr old grandma. Lol...
I like to think of a popular movie quote as what my encouragement was like while fighting cancer:
Thank you everyone!!
Wow does it feels good to say that. It’s been a long 18 months. I look back on my treatment and I honestly don’t know how I did it. There were so many days that I prayed the whole day to just be able to make it the next minute. I’m so thankful for my work family and the support I have received as well as all the support I got from my family and friends.
What are my next steps? Well in October I see my surgeon and schedule to have my port out. I’ll see my oncologist every 3 months as well as have labs every 3 months. I’ll have echocardiograms every 6 months. I’ll be watched still which gives me peace of mind.
I'm still recovering from everything. I get tired pretty easily and I have no immune system. I still have lots of joint pain that I deal with. I try to stay away from the pain pills and I use CBD.
My hair has officially been growing back for a year. It’s not as thick as it was and it’s very curly. It’s a love hate relationship. To me the curls represent cancer and all that I went through. The loss of my life the way it was. But I’m lucky to have my hair and my life. Also I look like both my grandmas now. Also love/hate...I mean I’m only 45. I don’t want to look like a 60yr old grandma. Lol...
I like to think of a popular movie quote as what my encouragement was like while fighting cancer:
"We will not go quietly into the night!
We will not vanish without a fight!
We're going to live on!
We're going to survive!"
So today is my Independence Day of sorts. And I will live on!!
Thank you everyone!!
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