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hey girl--this is Denna--how do I get to the new journal? I have missed you sooo much!!!
denna crossley
- Thursday, September 13, 2012 4:36 PM CDT

Stephanie, you have got to be the most inspiring person I know. You handle your situation in a way that leaves me in tears. You really mean a lot to me and I loved seeing God's light shine through you this summer. It brought joy to my heart. I love you and you will be in my prayers, most definitely.
Anonymous
MD - Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:14 PM CST

I have not had an update from your new site--please add me.. I do not want to lose touch.. thanks chic!
love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Friday, September 4, 2009 11:43 AM CDT

girl--I am so proud of you. you are so insipiring to so many.. you are just wonderful.. good for you! Yes--please put me on your new list.. I would not know what to do without my dose of Stepahnie sunshine.. :) I look forward to your new site and new pics..
love ya!
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, August 31, 2009 11:50 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie , I read your article and it was so good, very well written for sure. You're such a precious girl who lets God shine right through you, even in your hardest times. ~You are so loved ~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs , TN - Thursday, August 27, 2009 1:16 PM CDT

what an AWESOME piece of great news, Stephanie!! You deserve to get your book done! Congratulations and best of luck!
God Bless you and your family.
Julie Podany <podany5@bellsouth.net>
Ponte Vedra Beach, FL - Friday, August 21, 2009 3:20 PM CDT

YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to buy all three... and I want them to be autographed by you...will you have a book signing day??? Let us ALL know the release date on ur BOOKS....I CANT WAIT!!! I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITEDDDDD!!! LOVE U SO MUCH STEPH!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOOXOOXOXOXO
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, August 21, 2009 11:15 AM CDT

Congrats Steph!!! Publishing your book!!! Awesome...
Stephanie Irvin <s.irvin@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, August 21, 2009 11:11 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about your friend. You and your friends family will be in our prayers. also sorry to hear about the mrsa and uti... blah is all I can say. I am sening a big hug your way. Hang in there as you always do
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 8:50 PM CDT

I love you so much my sweet baby. Today being with you was the best day of my life. You bring me joy and happiness.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 3:01 PM CDT

Stephanie, Just thinking about you today. I hope you have a great day. I hope to see you tonight :) Love you bunches,,Kathy..your bleacher buddy says she loves you too:)
Kathy
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 1:36 PM CDT

a year ago this month my Dad was in the hospital with MRSA--toady that is all a memory. I pray that it will all be a memory for you someday also.. you are very uplifting to me and to so many. You are one of God's angels on this Earth. I mean that from my heart.. :) I think of you often and pray for you. Keep spreading God's grace everyday.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley
Vernon , al - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 12:12 AM CDT

Stephanie, Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you today. We love you and hope this new infection clears up quickly. Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 12:02 AM CDT

bonjour my dear stephanie,
I love your long hair, you look very cut. sometimes crying is good and make you feel better. even strong people need to cry. you will go through it like always!!
love u.
elodie
elodie <elodiesasa@yahoo.com>
lexington, KY USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 11:24 AM CDT

LOVE LOVE LOVE the sunshiny faces on here!! It looks like UR face... LOLOLOL... yeah for you today!!! LOVE U... MWAH!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 19, 2009 10:40 AM CDT

Stephanie, May God especially give you comfort as you miss your sweet friend and May HE erase completely this dern MRSA,poof!. You're journey touches so many lives..~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, August 18, 2009 3:53 PM CDT

You are truly amazing. I love you. I am honored to be your friend.
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Tuesday, August 18, 2009 2:21 PM CDT

You are in my prayers EVERY day. MRSA step back from my friend.....in Jesus' name we pray!!!!!!!!
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, August 17, 2009 9:56 PM CDT

Keep hanging in there and keep everyone going like you always do with that incredible positive attitude. I left TN in 2001 and you still look great. Hope you had a great birthday and you are always in my prayers.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz@nemschoff.com>
Raleigh , NC USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 8:09 PM CDT

Stephanie!! I wanted you to know I am praying for you daily. It seems that I have so many dear friends on caringbridge. I am praying daily for each and every one of you. I pray our Lord may heal you and give you strength. I hope you get feeling better soon. Keep your spirit up.
Also I am sorry to hear about your friend that passed away. May you find peace and comfort. Love you bunches!!
Brandi Maige <brandimaige@yahoo.com>
Fairview, TN - Monday, August 17, 2009 6:57 PM CDT

MRSA be gone in the name of Jesus. It has no place in this precious body. Amen.
Kendra Magee <kendra.magee@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 4:54 PM CDT

Hey Steph! I'm so sorry you had a bad week and am really sorry about the loss of your friend. You deserve a "pity party" (saw yours and Katies Facebook party) LOL! Seriously, I'm thinking of you and praying that things get better real soon! Love ya!
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 17, 2009 4:33 PM CDT

We love you, Steph! We have been praying for months for Renee and her family, and were so sad to hear of her passing...we will continue to pray for her boys. Im so sorry for the loss of a sweet friend...our prayers are with you as well. I know you dont want to deal with another round of antibiotics, and Im sorry you have to...but I am so thankful for your sweet presence and your encouragement that touches us all. I hope you are encouraged this week, and that the Holy Spirit is your great comforter and your strength. My best, biggest, warmest hug goes out to you! Lots of love, Alisa & Gary
alisa bunning <alisabunning@gmail.com>
kingston springs, TN 37082 - Monday, August 17, 2009 3:03 PM CDT

Stephanie,

I always remember your smile! You have a such sweet and infectious happiness about you that I love. May I say, you are just like your beautiful mother, whom I have always adored. You are truly an inspiration to all of us. The strength and courage that you have shown dealing with your illness is something that I admire.

I will keep you in my prayers, even though I don't pray much. But I will do this just for our sweet Stephanie. Your friend Zooey

PS. I am still designing a lot of new furniture for many companies, and of course OFS is always my favorite. I will think of you often and pray for you often to help you to get through these next few weeks.
Zooey Chu <zooey@synergyproduct.com>
Grand Rapids , Mi USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 2:39 PM CDT

Stephanie- I am a friend of your mom's and my church has been praying for you many times over the years....hang in there!
Susan K. Ballard <skballard1@earthlink.net>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 2:17 PM CDT

ARE YOU KIDDING ME????!! Here you have a UTI AND MRSA...and you are worried about my stupid home a/c going out???? What is wrong w/you girl!!!!??!!! I do not know of ONE person on the face of this earth who is like you, CARING like you, CONSIDERATE like you, LOVING like you, PRETTY (yes I went there) like you.... need I continue???? I am the luckiest girl on planet earth. I LOVE U STEPH! PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 17, 2009 1:59 PM CDT

Hey, girl!
I was here again. Just don't know what to say... I also go through some stuff, but nothing compared to you.
Know you are loved!

rejane
Campinas, SP Brazil - Monday, August 17, 2009 12:37 AM CDT

Awwww...Steph...Praying for you!!!! You are such a warrior, I just know you will come thru this! Love you!!!!
Stephanie Irvin <s.irvin@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 11:58 AM CDT

Dang infections! I kicked my desk. Did it make you feel better? laugh a little? Hope so. My toe hurts.
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, August 17, 2009 11:20 AM CDT

Stephanie, you are so amazing, You are a small package with so much strength, knowledge, courage, perserverence. Where does all of that come from with your little petite body don't seem big enough for all of your virtures. I wish you the best of luck with your book and please know that we pray for you daily. You uplift so many people with your amazing positive attitude. We love you girl, Aunt Joanne & Uncle Bud
jjoanne myers <fritzhannah@yahoo.com>
madison, ms usa - Monday, August 17, 2009 11:19 AM CDT

Steph, I'm so sorry about your UTI. It was good to see you yesterday even though I could tell you weren't feeling very well. I'm praying the meds work quickly to give you some much needed relief. I love you and the way you always find something positive to say in whatever situation arises. With much love and many prayers...
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Pegram, TN - Monday, August 17, 2009 11:14 AM CDT

Hi, Stephanie. I love the new photo of you on the swing. You look so happy. It makes me smile. Just wanted you to know I am praying for you always.
Jackie Thompson <jthompson@feltusdesign.com>
Springfield, TN USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 11:09 AM CDT

it is so great to hear from you.. I know you are sad and happy about his senior year. It is actually a great testimony to you and Bennie.. I know you are proud and sad.:)
I have chronic tiredness from my lupus. you have to listen you your body and when it says rest-rest-you have to learn to say no.. my Dr. told me Learning to say no is a learned art. Please take care of you.. oh yeah--if I could help with the pics I would.. I am not good at that stuff. :) I will pray that the Lord will hold the hand of your friend.
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, August 10, 2009 1:49 PM CDT

My youngest one starts kindergarten Friday! Hard to believe. Funny reading your comments about how fast the school years go by. I want them to grow up but then again I want them to stay little and innocent forever!
Hang in there...you stay in my prayers always!
Ginger Lewis <gingerclewis@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN usa - Monday, August 10, 2009 1:48 PM CDT

Stephanie, I enjoyed seeing a picture of the three of you. What a handsome family! His senior year will go so fast, and I know you will enjoy every moment of that.
Hello to your Mom and Jerry. Our love to you, Harry and JIll
Jill Rumohr <jrumohr@ruohrassociates.com>
Mason, - Monday, August 10, 2009 1:39 PM CDT

Hey Pal,
You're one of my heroes!
Mel Howton <mhowton@centurytel.net>
Ethelsville, AL USA - Monday, August 10, 2009 9:08 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, Happy Birthday, even though I'm real late in wishing you this. BUT, with life every day is a celebration, so keep on CELEBRATING the GIFT of you! You're in my prayers, look for the butterflies, they remind me so much of you! ~ you are so loved~ big hug, Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, August 4, 2009 5:32 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday!! Love you!!
Darla <adarlam@msn.com>
- Tuesday, July 28, 2009 12:12 AM CDT

Happy Birthday--mine was yesterday--the 26th--yes it is good to be alive and to be a child of God and do His will.. I know you are like me--there were times when we were not sure we would see this age.. I am the ripe old age of 40! ha! I am happy and Blessed to be kicking.. :) I wish you all the best in the year to come..
love ya
Denna
Denna
- Monday, July 27, 2009 2:22 PM CDT

Happy, happy birthday, beautiful girlfriend!
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Monday, July 27, 2009 11:17 AM CDT

Stephanie- Just wanted to say hello and to wish you a Happy Birthday. I know I'm just two days late, but hope you had a great day. Take care! Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82008@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville , TN - Monday, July 27, 2009 8:00 AM CDT

Hi Steph! We got to cebebrate our birthdays on the same day! Gary threw a suprise party for me last night...40 years old..aaahhhhh! Im so glad you got to celebrate surrounded by your family...what a blessing. Gary's theme for my party was "affirmations", so I was on a high all evening! You are amazing at being affirming (of God and man), and I want you to know how blessed I feel every time I read one of your entries! Someday you will know how many lives you have touched unknowingly and I think it will blow your mind! Happy belated birthday, girl!!!! Lots of love, Alisa
Alisa Bunning <alisabunning@gmail.com>
Kingston Springs, TN 37082 - Sunday, July 26, 2009 6:40 PM CDT

Stephanie!! Happy Birthday!! We all should feel blessed to "add another year" -- instead of grumbling that we are getting older. Thanks for your lesson of the day. Have a marvelous day!! Love ya! Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Saturday, July 25, 2009 1:52 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie:

Thanks for the update, and I hope you have a happy birthday. Its great to hear from you. Saw Julia and Jerry recently in Chicago, and they (Julia) looked great.

Hang in there and you will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Glen Jones <glen.jones@ki.com>
- Saturday, July 25, 2009 1:36 PM CDT

I praise God for another year to enjoy you and what God is doing through you. Keep praising the Lord.
Page Hughes <page@anchordeep.com>
Alabaster, - Saturday, July 25, 2009 1:02 PM CDT

Stephanie, I have had in my Palm your birthday, so I have been thinking about you so much! Have a wonderful day. We are thankful for your courage, and always look forward to your CarePage entries. Hello to your Mom and Dad, and Happy Birthday to your Dad, too! Our love to you, Harry and Jill Rumohr
Jill Rumohr <jrumohr@ruohrassociates.com>
Mason, MI USA - Saturday, July 25, 2009 11:52 AM CDT

Stephanie, we wish you the Happiest Birthday ever, you are so amazing and we love you so very much............Aunt Joand & Uncle Bud
joanne Myers <fritzhannah@yahoo.com>
Madisoh, Ms USA - Saturday, July 25, 2009 10:28 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE. Love you much, Kathy
Kathy Miller <2manygirls@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, Tn USA - Saturday, July 25, 2009 9:53 AM CDT

Happy birthday
Enjoy a wonderful day with your boys. You deserve it
stephanie <stephot1@hotmail.com>
PA - Saturday, July 25, 2009 9:52 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Hope you have a wonderful day! You are so sweet!! Enjoy every minute!!
Jenny Mills <jenny.mills@cbtcc.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Saturday, July 25, 2009 9:19 AM CDT

Sweet Stephanie, you are such an inspirational person! We will continue to pray for you. Wishing Zach an awesome Senior year, and time to move slowly for you so you can absorb and savor every precious moment with him. God Bless!
Lori Plemons <PlemonsL@aol.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, July 24, 2009 12:29 AM CDT

My prayer is that God continue to keep you in the palm of
his hands,also your family too. Love Gloria
gloria tucker <gloria.p.tucker@vanderbilt.edu>
nashville, tn davidson - Thursday, July 23, 2009 2:13 PM CDT

Hi!
Thank you so much for sending me the link to your Caringbridge book. I didn't even know it existed!
You're such an inspiration to me, Stephanie... and I can
only wish God's blessings upon you.
rejane
rejane <dailygrace1@hotmail.com>
campinas, sp Brazil - Thursday, July 23, 2009 1:02 PM CDT

Stephanie,
In your post, you said we should take a moment to list our own blessings...I will always count your friendship as one of mine!
Mel Howton <mhowton@centurytel.net>
Caledonia, MS USA - Thursday, July 23, 2009 11:01 AM CDT

You ARE a rainbow to all that know you. Thank you for everything you do. With all that you have going on in your life, it would be very easy for you to sit back and just - well, "sit back". But you have never taken that road! You are a joy to all around you. You give us a sense of God's true blessings and unconditional love. Thanks for sharing it with me and my family. Blessings to you always my friend.
Love you sista girl....anita xoxoxo
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, July 23, 2009 9:31 AM CDT

Stephanie,
It was nice to read your entry. I'm glad to hear this stent is doing better even though you are lacking energy. Nikki's gallbladder removal went well June 30th and she seems to be in less pain now. What a huge blessing that is for her and us. I forgot what it was like to have her smile when she got up in the morning, but her smile has returned. They found 3 impacted gallstones in her cystic duct, so her pain was very real every time she ate.
Reading your entry about Zach entering his senior year is very close to us as Nikki is entering her freshman year. She will be trying out for the volleyball team August 12th!
I will keep praying for you and remind my husband that our insurance situation could be worse; you have given me a better perspective of where we stand...sorry to hear how high your payments are right now. Our high payments at least include our whole family. God will provide!

Happy Birthday!! (Mine is next week too) :)

God Bless, Julie Podany
Julie Podany <podany5@bellsouth.net>
Ponte Vedra Beach, FL - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 8:59 PM CDT

Stephanie,
I just want you to know I am praying for you. Gosh when I read your entry today and read your thoughts on Zach,(with all that he has coming up the next year)it touched my heart! Wow... You have been through so much. Yet you see the good in everything. You give everyday a chance. I want you to know that I love you and think you are an amazing women. I pray that you inspire all that read your entries, see that we have so much to be grateful for. Not to focus on the negatives but focus on the positives!
You have been such a light. I love you girl.
brandi maige <brandimaige@yahoo.com>
Fairview, tn - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 8:09 PM CDT

Steph,

I hope your birthday is as beautiful as you are! You are such an inspiration and GIFT! I love you reading your pure and reaching thoughts..You have certainly reached me in a most special way..Always you are in my prayers..Luv You!
Stephanie Irvin <s.irvin@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN 37216 - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 6:12 PM CDT

I absolutely love this post! God is GREAT and he keeps His promises. Way to go Bennie! He loves you, what else is there to say about that? :) I am all smiles and I hope you feel the love coming at you all the way from Oregon.
Kendra Magee
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 5:37 PM CDT

AWWW...steph.... you know God SO takes care of you! And I cannot wait to get one of those books..and I will GLADLY PAY FOR mine... as you are every bit worth it. Of course, didn't know you were gonna do that...a little nervous abt my posts.. HAHAHA...you know how I can be!!!! Praying that we get some "GURL TIME" soooooooon.... OK???????????!! LOVE YOU SISTER!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:19 PM CDT

How great it was to see your post today. I can't even begin to think of that monthly bill & will also choose to focus on them covering jsut a bit more of your needs.

Love ya!
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, July 22, 2009 4:11 PM CDT

It has been a month since we have heard from you.. I hope things are going way.. I pray for you all of the time.. Please know you have prayer warriors!!

love ya
Denna
denna
- Wednesday, July 22, 2009 12:25 AM CDT

Hello Dear,
Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you, your big smile & sweet hugs. It was so good to see you the other day. I pray you're having a wonderful week - regardless of what you face. You've got the SPIRIT!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, July 22, 2009 10:48 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss, it is very hard to find words because I know what you are feeling! But Tucker is so lucky to be part of the wonderful Crowe family.
So...I will answer your question about what made me smile today! I took my Abby to Opry Mills today for some shopping, Wed is her 4th bday so we are celebrating all week (you understand!). She always wants to ride that train that goes around the mall and most days I say "we don't have time" or some other lame excuse! Silly me, huh? So, you guessed it, today without her even asking first, I said "would you like to ride the train today?" You would have thought I gave her a room full of new baby dolls and strollers! (I would say a million dollars, but that does not compare to new baby dolls with this girl). That precious look of excitement has made me smile ALL day, I'm sure it will for many years to come too! Nothing makes a mom smile like seeing a huge smile on their babies face!
Love and miss you tons!!
Tammy Akers <tamakers@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN - Monday, July 6, 2009 11:02 PM CDT

Good Morning Stephenie,
I expect that you do not remember me, but I remember you. Life as you have learned, rarely gives us what we want. But if you are patient and watchful, life always gives us what we need! That is the blessing! I hope this note finds you well, and you continue in journey with less pain or discomfort each day! Peace be upon you and upon all those you hold dear! George Lee Dyson, Sr.
George Lee Dyson, Sr. <Sparerib46@aol.com>
Columbus, MS USA - Sunday, July 5, 2009 10:38 AM CDT

Pets are so special, and I'm sorry to hear you lost a best friend! My little Yorkie was the most adorable pain in the rear you'd ever meet, and I cherish all the memories I have of the little guy. A big welcome to the new member of your family . . . Tucker will a very happy dog indeed!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Wednesday, July 1, 2009 12:58 AM CDT

AWWWWW...steph....your poor sweet Jasper....I feel so bad for you ALL. THIS is one of the reasons we don't get an animal, I get WAY TOO attached to them... its one of your children. But I know they bring many blessings too...I am praying...and know that little Tucker will bring you lots of smiles and laughs to you all. WE NEED TO HAVE SOME GURL TIME...teehee.... ILOVE YOU AND MISS YOU all the time!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, June 28, 2009 4:35 PM CDT

Stephanie - Oh I how feel all that you have written in this post. We have lost 2 "four legged members of our family" and we were devastated. Just reading your post brought that feeling in the pit of my stomach. We now have three dogs, 2 outside, and our baby inside. I know that one day we will lose them. It took me quite awhile to open up my heart for another dog - but when I did - we went overboard. :) Our dogs are a daily reminder of that unconditional love that God would want us all to exhibit. Yes, we may open ourselves up for heartache when we lose them - but in the time we have them - they are a little peace of heaven on earth. As I sit here - with my Fritz, our 3 year old Brussels Griffon curled up beside me - I will give him an extra kiss on the cheek (he loves that!) I pray your pain will ease and I KNOW Tucker will make a place in your heart - not as a replacement - but his own special place. I also pray for your continued health. Love you - Jenise
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 25, 2009 8:03 PM CDT

I am so sorry for the loss of that baby with fur.. :) My dog was out in the yard with me--she was hit right in front of me.. it was horrific.. it is something that you will never forget it.. you will never forget that lovely baby.. I have so many fond memories of my baby girl. I am so in love with my new baby Zowie.. I wish you all the best with your new baby..
love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab,com>
- Thursday, June 25, 2009 4:09 PM CDT

Oh Stephanie I know how painful it is to loose a sweet pet. They are such a huge part of our families. I can't wait to see pictures of your new addition. No dog will ever take the place of your beloved Tucker but you will make lots of new memories with the new little guy!
Ginger Lewis <gingerclewis@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, June 25, 2009 2:57 PM CDT

Now THAT is the way to celebrate the life of a wonderful pet. It provides such an opportunity to bond with the new arrival. You can hold & love on Tucker while you share with him the wonderful stories of Jasper, in turn, turning your saddness into tears of joy looking to what's ahead.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, June 25, 2009 8:51 AM CDT

Steph, I'm so glad you were able to write about sweet Jasper. As someone who has lost a very special pet before I know about crying until your eyeballs hurt and how hard it can be to express those feelings. Pets are very special family members and the loss can be truly heartbreaking. I wish you guys continued healing and growing love for the adorable little Tucker. Lylas, Gin
Ginger Sparkman
Macon, MS USA - Thursday, June 25, 2009 8:35 AM CDT

Steph,

You are most extraordinary in expressing your thoughts in
writing. You have..and are a great gift from God and an inspiration to all that are blessed to know you. I just love you!!!

Stephanie
Stephanie Irvin <s.irvin@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, June 25, 2009 7:22 AM CDT

Stephanie,
This is your Glorious Gloria just wanted to say that GOD LOVES you and your whole entire family; and I hold you and your family dear to my heart. Tell your husband and son that I send my love to them both and may God continue to bless you all.

Glorious Gloria <gloria.p.tucker@vanderbilt.edu>
Nashville, TN United States - Tuesday, June 23, 2009 11:14 AM CDT

Please Pray for Stephanie and her family. They lost Jasper last night. He had been with them for 11 wonderful years. He was a part of our family. He has given Stephanie so much love and comfort. He was her little snuggle buddy and we all adorded him.
Julia
Julia (Diva) <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, June 19, 2009 12:44 AM CDT

Hello Dear,
Letting you know you're still in my thoughts & prayers as I always look for updates on how you're doing. I'm looking forward to the next time I get to see you. My fingers are crossed that you'll stop by the picnic on 6/28.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, June 10, 2009 4:42 PM CDT

Stephanie, It was great to talk to you tonight - you sounded so good. Hope all goes well with your next visit. Wish you were coming to Chicago - next stop -Nashville get your calender out. Talk to you soon!! Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL United States - Tuesday, June 9, 2009 8:42 PM CDT

Hi, Stephanie,
I just read your latest post. I hope and pray that things are much improved since then. It's been a while since you posted! Count me in with Diva and the rest. We want to know how you are. I love your picture in the swing! Here's to being that carefree!!! I will keep you in my prayers. I'm running off now to read your article...cannot wait! By the way, my daughter is working for a self-publisher in Bloomington. She can help you when you write that book!!!
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Jasper, IN USA - Thursday, June 4, 2009 8:47 AM CDT

Hey Stephanie,
Just got home from prayer meeting at CRBC, and was thinking of you, and wondering about you. When I read your last post, and about what you have been through for the last few weeks, my heart just hurt for you. I will be praying for you seriously, and every time the Lord brings you to mind. Pray that by now you have some comfort, and peace about this new stent, and that it will work better than the last one. I love you and miss you and your hugs and smiles. May God Bless You!!

"miz" Peggy
Peggy Fisher <peggy766@aol.com>
Bellevue, TN USA - Wednesday, June 3, 2009 8:58 PM CDT

it is sooo good to hear from you. girl you are a light to so many.. I know it drains you to think that you keep others inspired--but you do.. God works through you my little friend.. I love you!!!
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, May 26, 2009 2:00 PM CDT

Udate
Stephanie is doing good. She and Zachary are spending the weekend with us. We are going to just chill.
Julia (Diva) <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, tn USA - Saturday, May 23, 2009 6:46 PM CDT

Hey girlie girl - words can't tell you how my heart hurts that you were in pain for so long. I never sleep - just call me - I can at least come and sit with ya!!! We lift this new stent up to our Saving Lord so that it is a blessing to you. You are in my prayers always, my thoughts and my heart. Love ya girlfriend xoxoxo
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Friday, May 22, 2009 11:05 PM CDT

Hey steph
Praying your new stent doesnt give you as much trouble or no trouble. Sorry about the possibility of shingles. That can be painful... the can last a little while or may disappear quickly, my moms were pretty fast... Hang in there. Thanks for sharing. Prayers are with your for everything
Stephanie Lynn Pusateri <stephot1@hotmail.com>
PHOENIXVILLE, PA US - Friday, May 22, 2009 12:34 AM CDT

Hey Beautiful Girl--
Reading your post is like going to church, but even better. You remind me that God, without fail or complaint, gets down in the mucky trenches with us when that's where we are. He shuffles through the desert with us when that's where we are. He flies with us on "wings of eagles" when that's where we are. He is the source of all that is good in this weary old world. Thank you for reminding me, Stephanie. You are such a blessing. I think of you so often, and keep you in my prayers. What a joy you are to so many of us--even when I just catch a glimpse of you at a distance, it brings me much joy and thankfulness. I love you still!
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Friday, May 22, 2009 10:08 AM CDT

Stephanie, You are in our prayers today. I hope that this will bring you some relief. I have just read your article - wow - what an inspiration you are and will be to so many people. Julia I know you are so proud. I will be praying for some painfree days ahead. We love you!! Marc & Donna Shore

Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, May 22, 2009 9:57 AM CDT

Steph, I pray as I type this that your new stent is in and that it will be the best one yet. And that you will be able to rest this weekend and feel much better. You are the strongest person I know and, yes, I know where that comes from. I love you and will check on you this weekend.
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Pegram, TN - Friday, May 22, 2009 9:52 AM CDT

I AM SO SO SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU GURL!!!!!!!!!!!! This has got to be the best post ever....yet the worst as in how much pain you have been in and continue to be... now we can all get back to praying PRECISE prayers for you!!! Next time you feel like you need to go to the ER (or ANYWHERE) at midnight (or ANY TIME) you had better call me....or I will be calling YO MAMA!!!! We don't want to get mama in on this conversation, do we????!!!! :)
I sure do love you girl... and KNOW that God has it...and btw, your article is FABULOUSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! Can I get your autograph?? teehee..... SEE YOU SOOOOOON! LOVE YOU!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 22, 2009 9:43 AM CDT

Hello Stephanie,
I am still lifting you up to the Father. I am so sorry that the trek has been depleting, but I know the Father is faithful evening when the pain is great and medicines don't work. He is with you and He is hearing our prayers. Hang in there girl and know you are not forgotten. Much love,
page Hughes
Page Hughes <page@anchordeep.com>
Alabaster, Alabama US - Friday, May 22, 2009 9:27 AM CDT

Stephanie,
I will be at moms for the weekend and will have quite time to walk, pray and ponder. I love that word ponder. You are prayed for now and the days to come. I love you and care that you are hurting. I am sorry that you hurt. I am praying. love, margie
Margie Crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Friday, May 22, 2009 7:48 AM CDT

Sweet Baby of mine, I am praying that today will be an easy one for you. You have so many people that are lifting you in Prayer.
I am so glad that you are letting everyone know how to Pray for you. You are our inspiration. I hope everyone reads your Story in the Momentum magazine. Your Faith and Strength is amazing. You have always had that, even as a very small child. You are a blessing in my life.
I Love you
Mother
Julia (Diva) <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, May 22, 2009 6:19 AM CDT

You will be in my prayers all day. May the Lord grant us the desires of our hearts for you to get a nice stent, Please Lord, hear our prayers. amen
Love you Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 22, 2009 0:26 AM CDT

love the picture of you in the swing.. Looks like you are having a great time!
love ya--miss ya!
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab,com>
- Tuesday, May 19, 2009 4:13 PM CDT

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! LOVE YOU SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 19, 2009 3:23 PM CDT

thought about you today.. just checking in on you.. I hope you had a Happy Mother's Day..
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, May 12, 2009 4:18 PM CDT

Hey Steph...hope today was a good day for you. Put on those big girl panties and hang in there! You're in my thoughts and prayers always. I hope you got spoiled to death on Mother's day!!!
Ginger <gingerclewis@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Monday, May 11, 2009 7:42 PM CDT

Stephanie, I was so great to talk to you yesterday!! I hope you have a great Mother's Day give Julia my best. I will have you in my thoughts and prayers on Monday. We love you, Your Florida Buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, May 8, 2009 2:00 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie,
I just wanted you to know that I appreciate your journal SO MUCH! Your Ministry of Faith inspires all who read it.
Love and prayers,
Molly Miller
Memphis, - Saturday, May 2, 2009 12:38 AM CDT

Hey Stephanie,
I am glad you are having a great day... I Love you..
I miss seeing y'all!!! But know that God will take it away!!!

WMB

RB
Rachel-Beth <rachel_martin91101@yahoo.com>
K.S. , TN USA - Tuesday, April 28, 2009 1:56 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie, Thinking of you. Your update is so inspirational :)

Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, April 25, 2009 10:30 PM CDT

You are so right.. another thing to fear is that our loved ones do not know the joy in their heart that we know.. it is something I can not imagine--how someone can live without the love of the Lord.. your words were great.. Please keep in touch..
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, April 21, 2009 1:54 PM CDT

stephanie, as always, your post was inspiring. it was a reminder to live each day to the fullest. you are such a good example of that reminder. i love you, girlfriend.
anita winstead <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 9:51 AM CDT

Good to hear from you. Takes a lot of courage to live life and ever more to share with others the challenges it brings. We are not immortal and it is a short time here. Lord willing, we will all make a difference in our journey. Thanks for making my journey an easier one with your strength and compassion. Think of you often.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz@nemschoff.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 8:05 AM CDT

Good Morning Sunshine!----Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us today! You are right on target with where we all need to be in our hearts with God! Your smile has always made me feel special and am thankful you share it with everyone!...Love Ya!..paul3
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 8:04 AM CDT

Hey Girl,

Your young man did a great job Sunday morning. Seemed so natural. Could it be that he's had "rolling" experience? LOL!
Love ya,
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, April 14, 2009 9:56 AM CDT

I hope you had a Happy Easter.. it was a glorious day for me. It was a beautiful sunny day and I focused on the love of our Lord. I hope things are going well for you. I think of you often and pray for you.
Love
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, April 13, 2009 4:33 PM CDT

Stephanie, My last note did'nt seem to make it - so I will try again. I hope that you are having a pain free day - just wanted you to know that we were thinking of you. I hope that Bennie is doing better as well. Your post always brings a smile to our faces. We love you, Marc & Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, April 2, 2009 9:48 AM CDT

so happy to hear from you.. Tell Bennie I hope he is doing well also. Your family has been through alot. I am glad the stent pain has settled down..Love the band aid thing.. we notice things more than others do--they are too busy worrying about how they look to others.. ha!
love ya
Denna
love the quote too.. so true!

denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, March 23, 2009 3:21 PM CDT

Hi Sweetness! Love your latest about the Bandaid experience. With what insight you have been blessed--thank you for sharing your gift with us. You make the world a better place.
Love,
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Monday, March 23, 2009 10:13 AM CDT

Happy to see your post and love your new photo on your site! Also loved your Band-Aid story. It is so true! I see so many patients each day that cannot "hide" their diseases and it is very evident as to how they are handling it. Perhaps I'll insist all our patients put smiley faces on their bandages! Love ya!
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:06 AM CDT

Hi girlfriend!! So good to catch up with everything. Miss seeing you at school during the games. Thanks for your encouragements during the day. You are truly a blessing to all. love ya girl xoxo
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Friday, March 20, 2009 6:24 PM CDT

WOW..what a great post!!! I LOVED your little band aid, it was the color of your flesh and I didn't even notice it till you sat down! I think you should have left the smiley face on it!!teehee.... CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU NEXT WEEK!!!! LOVE YOU GURRRRLLLL!!!!!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, March 20, 2009 5:09 PM CDT

I hope you are doing ok--it has been a month--kind of worried. I am praying that things are going well for you.. Please let us know when you have a moment.. You have so many that care for you and love ya!
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, March 16, 2009 1:44 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie, Hope you are doing OK. Miss your updates. David is still doing great.
Judy Davis
Bicknell, IN - Saturday, March 14, 2009 2:01 PM CDT

Praying for you Stephanie. So many are at this time. Thanks for your updates. Hello to your mom. Jill

Jill Ann Rumohr <jrumohr@ruohrassociates.com>
Mason, MI USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 12:46 AM CDT

Hi Steph! I have been so bad at getting my emails read, I think it's been over 3 weeks since I last looked at them! I dont have internet at the house anymore, so I am resigned to the library! I am here now, and was seaching for your most recent post. I noticed you havent posted since Feb., and I was wondering how you're doing. I have missed bumping into you lately, and you are always in my prayers. I am so thankful that the same God who sustains you and holds you up is the loving God I serve! You are a beautiful gift, Stephanie. Lots of love, Alisa
Alisa Bunning <alisabunning@gmail.com>
Kingston Springs, TN 37082 - Friday, March 6, 2009 12:29 AM CST

Another friend just sitting here thinking about you too :-). Hope you're feeling better day by day. ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, March 3, 2009 12:50 AM CST

Sitting here thinking about you.
Just thought you'd want to know.

We all love you & are still lifting you up.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, February 27, 2009 2:08 PM CST

Thanks for the updates Julia. Stephanie, just want you to know you are always in our thoughts and prayers - I hope that you will get some much needed relief from your pain. I wish that there was more that we could all do to help. We love you!! Love Marc & Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 9:39 AM CST

update
Bennie is doing great. Stephanie is having pain with the last stent. She is going to see the Dr. tomorrow. Each time it is harder. Please pray for Stephanie.
Julia
julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN usa - Tuesday, February 24, 2009 3:49 PM CST

Stephanie, hoping you're pain is better and that Bennie is doing better too. Those butterflies will be out very very soon! With love and prayers, ~you are so loved~ Karen
Thanks Diva for the update, we need another one soon when you get a minute.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, February 24, 2009 12:22 AM CST

thinking of you and sending my love.. I hope things are going well for you.. please take care and take things slow.. love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2009 1:04 PM CST

UPDATE
Hi ALL....Stephanie had the stent surgery. She has been sick with a "flu" bug for the past two weeks. The day after her surgery, Bennie had emergency surgery. They have both been home and resting. Zac has had the Flu bug as well.
They have company coming today. Josh, Allisha and their new baby Ruby are coming for the week. This is Bennie's new Grand Baby Girl. She is beautiful and will lift their spirits.
Please pray that they will all be well for this week. Josh, Allisha and Ruby will leave for Japan in May and be gone for 4 years. This will be the last time they will see her for 4 years. Stephanie has worked much harder than she has the strenght to prepare for this week. She wants this to be perfect for everyone.
Stephanie continues to struggle each day with things we could not think about enduring. She is my special Angel. Please continue to Pray for her strength.
She sends her love.
Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 5:34 PM CST

Me too!!!
I saw some silver slippers the other day.
Feet weren't nearly as cute!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, February 11, 2009 3:12 PM CST

Hi Steph! Wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you! L
Lisa Brachey
Gallatin, TN - Tuesday, February 10, 2009 1:54 PM CST

Hey Stphanie!! Just wanted to say "HI" and let you know we are thinking of you. Hope to see you soon. Love, Missy, Brandon and Braden.
Missy Schultheis <MSCHULTHEIS@OFSBRANDS.COM>
PETERSBURG, IN USA - Monday, February 9, 2009 12:30 AM CST

Stephanie,
I hope all went well with your procedure. I hope your Mom is doing better. Don has to go to UAB on Tues. to check out a spot on his liver. Will call your Mom when we know something. Take care. You are in our prayers. Vera
Vera Myers <vmyerscms@hotmail.com>
Caledonia, MS USA - Sunday, February 8, 2009 8:10 PM CST

That is great you are getting the new stent, which should be a new and improved version. We pray for you every night, and have since we met you.

Bill
Bill Cade <Kingwilli31@cs.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, February 6, 2009 12:40 AM CST

Stephanie, I hope that all went well yesterday for you and you are on the mend. Keep us posted - we love you and as always you are in our thoughts and prayers. You are an inspiration to us all I wish there was more that we could do. P.S. It is time to get the false eyelashes out again. Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, February 6, 2009 9:41 AM CST

YEAH....like they all said.... wake up sleepy head!! It's all good.... and you are BEAUTIFUL!!!! :)
Get up and let's go to the "Y"... hahahhaa....love you girlfriend...
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 6, 2009 7:50 AM CST

Okay - time to wake up. Been praying and will continue. You have the best and most amazing positive spirit I know. One step at a time right??? Doesn't matter if it's a baby one...just as long as it's a step. And this stent is going to work. Blessings always. Love you my friend. xoxoxoxo
Anita <cz3656@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, February 5, 2009 8:05 PM CST

OK SLEEPLY HEAD:
CHIN UP AS IT ALWAYS IS. THANKS FOR ALWAYS ALLOWING ME TO FIND HUMOR IN YOU. I CAN THINK OF THE PLACES YOU SEEM TO FIND YOURSELF IN AND AN IMMEDIATE SMILE COMES TO MY FACE. IF I COULD HELP CARRY YOUR LOAD I WOULD, BUT I DON'T THINK ANYONE COULD HANDLE THE PRESSURE. REMEMBER YOU ARE CHOSEN BY GOD TO WEAR THOSE SHOES.....THESE BOOTS ARE MADE FOR WALKING......(MARGIE WOULD LOVE THAT PART)
XO
QUEEN
BRENDA SCOTT <952queen@bellsouth.net>
KINGSTON SPRINGS, TN USA - Thursday, February 5, 2009 6:39 PM CST

I got your post a little late. So I am asking God and believing that the procedure went well and that your recovery time will be short and that you will have NO MORE PAIN. I will continue to pray that your body will be strengthened this week. He has you in his hands. Love you.
Kendra <kendra.magee@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, February 5, 2009 4:47 PM CST

it is wonderful to hear from you.. Bless your heart. I was getting so worried.. but still praying for you.. :)
Please know I am praying for you now--I hope the procedure is over with by now and I hope there is not much pain afterwards.. Please take care.. we do miss ya! :)
love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Thursday, February 5, 2009 3:31 PM CST

Hi, Stephanie, I hope the procedure went well and that you are reading these entries and enjoying the heck out of them. My prayers focus on you, the doctors, the nurses, and anyone else in that room, your family, especially your mom and dad who I miss very much, of course Bennie and Zach, and everybody. I know that's a lot of band width, but I also know it's doable for Him. Take care now, and I'll look forward to hearing from you soon.
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Ferdinand, IN USA - Thursday, February 5, 2009 1:55 PM CST

praying for you
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
Fairview, Tn - Thursday, February 5, 2009 11:31 AM CST

Hi Stephanie, I'm hoping the procedure went well and that you are feeling better. I loved your quote about holding on. Keep holding on to God's unchanging hand!. He is carrying you and is always right by your side.:-) ~You are so loved!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, February 5, 2009 11:05 AM CST

Stephanie, I always hate to hear about the pain you have to endure, you are too sweet and loved so much to have to go thru all that you do. I wish we all could take away your pain and suffering. We do lift you up in prayer that this stent will be pain free and the Dr.'s hands will be guided and you will have no problems waking up. Your family loves you so much,we want your life to be pain free.
You have suffered way too long. We love yu, Aunt Joanne & Uncle Bud
joanne myers < bmyers4@comcast.net>
madison, ms usa - Thursday, February 5, 2009 10:06 AM CST

Hi Sweet Girl--
I love you, Inspiration Woman. That's like a superhero name, eh? Next time I see you, I want to see what color cape you'll be sporting. I believe you could wear Wonder Woman's outfit, really.
Love always,
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, tn United States - Thursday, February 5, 2009 8:57 AM CST

I pray all went well & that you felt the improvement immediately. You are truly in my thoughts & prayers - - especially when I see tiny little silver fairy shoes! You are so adorable.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
Nashville, - Thursday, February 5, 2009 8:37 AM CST

Hi Stephanie,
You're beautiful through and through, and I hope that today is a great day for you.
Love, love, love
Dale
Kingston Springs, Tn Cheatham - Thursday, February 5, 2009 8:31 AM CST

Praying for you today, Stephanie!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Thursday, February 5, 2009 7:56 AM CST

steph, i'm lifting you up in prayer today that everything goes well and that this new stent will not give you the problems that the old one did. keep us posted. love you so much (as catie says)!
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 10:32 AM CST

UPDATE
STEPHANIE HAS BEEN DEALING WITH A LOT OF PAIN ISSUES FOR THE PAST MONTH. SHE HAD TO RESCHEDULE HER STENT CHANGE THEY WILL BE DOING THAT TODAY. PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS. WE HOPE THIS NEW STENT IS BETTER THAN THE LAST ONE.
SHE WILL POST SOON. SHE SENDS HER LOVE TO YOU ALL
JULIA <JJSROB@AOL.COM>
GALLATIN, TN USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 4:56 AM CST

has anyone heard from Stephanie--it has been a long time since her last post.. just wondering.. :)
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, February 2, 2009 4:29 PM CST

Heya, Stephanie! Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you today. I hope your procedure went well earlier this month, and as always I'm sending prayers your way!
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, January 30, 2009 2:23 PM CST

Steph Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. I am sorry those stents are so annoying. I had one several years ago and truly though they were so annoying. So on top of everything else, you truly are a "strong" person for putting up with th ose. I hope the shorter one helps. Take care and keep enjoying those boys!... oh and for you quest about vegas. my inlaws live there, so yes we do head out alot.
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Thursday, January 29, 2009 7:10 PM CST

Stephanie - I was thinking about you this morning. Just wanted to tell you I love you. Have a bless week.
Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82008@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, tn - Monday, January 26, 2009 9:28 AM CST

Hi Steph! I saw Zach heading home from school today when I was dropping Gary off (late), he looked like he wasnt feeling too hot, so please tell him we are all hoping he feels better quickly and he is in our prayers. I just now got your update from the 9th, thank you for so faithfully keeping us updated. I love being able to pray specifically, and your updates are an encouragment in my own life...thanks! I interviewed for a new job yesturday, and would covet your prayers that, if this is the wonderful opportunity it looks like for our family, that I would have wisdom & opportunity in this area. I would like to get away from Starbucks in the near future if possible, but the benefits make it hard to step away from without a really good offer. This one looks really promising. Where do you find all the wonderful quotes you put in your updates? I want to post them all over my house! I hope your day is wonderful and filled with the joy that only He brings! Lots of love, Alisa
Alisa Bunning <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 12:00 AM CST

Hi, Stephanie, The only change in how I think of you is that my admiration grows every time I read a post! You go, girl!!!
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Jasper, IN USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 8:45 AM CST

Stephanie, thinking about you and praying with you in this journey. You are simply amazing, just like your other friend said. That sums up how all of us feel. We will never ever stop loving you! We're all cheering for you. ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:26 AM CST

You are one of the most amazing women I know (as I often tell you.) Love you my friend. xo
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:25 AM CST

This was a good post...very uplifting (to me).. MISSING YOU and waiting for next week (??????-YOU??????)teehee...

LOVE YOU and will be praying hard for this stent change!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 9, 2009 4:35 PM CST

Stephanie, as usual you make us view life differently. Thank you - I hope Wednesday goes well for you we will keep you in our prayers. We love you! Donna
donna shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
longwood, fl - Friday, January 9, 2009 3:56 PM CST

Steph! Glad to see your post. You are an inspiration to me today. I have the shingles and am sitting here at home feeling sorrow for myself. Thanks for making me view life from a different prospective. I hope you know you can always be as honest with me as you want to be! No one will treat or think of you differently. We are all here, as God's children, to hold onto each other, pray for each other and sometimes cry for each other. I think that's why God put us into each others lives. Hope you enjoy your ballgame (and I know you will). I'll be thinking about you and praying that the new stent is a miracle - because I believe in them!! Love you!
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 9, 2009 3:21 PM CST

I really like that song too...it does bring so much hope. Thanks for sharing!
Lucas Winstead <LWinstead@dcbe.org>
- Friday, January 9, 2009 12:17 AM CST

Thanks so much for sharing & for reminding us how to wisely spend our days. I pray the new smaller stent really will make a difference.

See ya later!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, January 9, 2009 12:15 AM CST

Stephanie - Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you this wonderful day the Lord has given to us. May we praise and worship him all day long. He is our Redeemer, Rock, and Comforter! Praise the Lord!! Have a good weekend. Love you, Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82008@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville , tn - Friday, January 9, 2009 7:36 AM CST

Hey Girl,
Just wanted you to know you were in my thoughts this morning, happy thoughts. You're one of the many ways the Lord keeps a smile on my face. Enjoy the sunshine today. We both LIVE for it! :^)

Love ya,
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 9:30 AM CST

Happy New Year!! I hope you are doing well.. We had a wonderfuk holiday.. I just had another reconstructive surgery on my eyelid.. eek! It looks ugly.. :) Can't wait for it to heal.. I wish you the best in 2009. It is going to be a great year for all.. I just know it.. We have to Lord on our side.. thanks for friends like you.. :)
love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 3:16 PM CST

It is New Year's Eve and I thank God that you have been able to have this wonderful year without another large surgery. I know that the small surgeries this year have been difficult but you make it seem so easy to everyone that sees you. I know they have not been easy. You inspire and encourage so many people to be the best they can be.
Zachary is so lucky to have a wonderful Mother like you. You are a role model for all of his friends as well.
I am a very lucky Mother to have you as my daughter. Thank you God for this special gift you gave me.
The Thanksgiving dinner was the best I have ever eaten. Since I have asked to do it next year, I have large shoes to fill.
Happy New Year to everyone. I am going to focus on all the blessings that God has given us and not the things I have no control over.I think God is tryng to get our attention and wake up this world. Let's all love one another more and be the best friend we can be. Stephanie is a great example for us all.
I love you my sweet Angel.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 8:50 AM CST

Just thinking about you this morning. I love how you express your feelings and how you care about what each person may be going through as well. We are blessed to simply know you and to go with you in this journey, some days good others not so good. BUT with God's loving hands wrapped around us, each day truly is a gift! ~You are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, December 29, 2008 11:17 AM CST

Dear Stephanie, Your journal entry encompasses the peace of the season, taking time to appreciate the beauty of the season. I want to know how the dinner turned out...my first time will be next Thanksgiving! Have a wonderful New Year! God bless you.
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
- Monday, December 29, 2008 7:11 AM CST

Love the quote. You sure have some good ones. Can't wait to hear how the dressing turned out. It's a lot of work but so gratifying when you see everyone on the floor belly up like a bunch of ticks all because of your own hard work! What a wonderful Christmas for all & another year full of blessings. Love ya!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, December 26, 2008 11:57 AM CST

I hope you and your family had a wonderful Christmas!! Yes...it does fly by, it's so much fun to see kids' and grownups faces on this day! I know you had a great dinner, so glad you felt like being the hostess with the mostest! Please give Diva a big hug for me, I miss you guys so much! Now let's please make a promise to get together in 2009, like really soon!! Love you girlfriend
Tammy Akers <tamakers@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN US - Friday, December 26, 2008 0:24 AM CST

Stephanie, Merry Christmas to you and your family!! Hope you all had a wonderful day!! We love you!! Marc, Donna and Brittany
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL United States - Thursday, December 25, 2008 5:49 PM CST

MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED our time together!!!!! I just know your meal is going to be AWESOME!!! Especially the stuffing...YUM!!! Look forward to our new year together too!! DON'T YOU!!?!! ahhahaha... You bring me so much joy!! Can you tell I'm smiling right now!? LOVE YOU SISTER!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 25, 2008 11:01 AM CST

Have a great Holiday Season and will look forward to hearing more good news next year. Thanks so much for the card. Thinking of you often.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz@nemschoff.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Monday, December 22, 2008 8:56 PM CST

Hi my dear Stephanie,
I am reading your journal and happy that overall everything is good. We moved back to US 2 months ago and busy with the move. You look great on your pictures in Vegas.
I am sending you hug and kisses and wish you mery christmas and happy holidays.
Elodie
Elodie
Lexington, KY USA - Sunday, December 21, 2008 2:18 PM CST

Hey Steph- Hope that you guys have a Merry Christmas. Thanks for keeping us updated! It helps us pray for you!
Lisa
Gallatin, TN - Thursday, December 18, 2008 2:50 PM CST

Stephanie - I wanted to wish yall a Merry Christmas. Take care.

Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville , tn - Thursday, December 18, 2008 12:49 AM CST

Stephanie
Beautiful post page! I like the snowmen it reminds me of "out of school" days. I continue to pray for you. Love, margie
Margie Crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN Cheatham - Thursday, December 18, 2008 7:38 AM CST

Thanks for the details Dear. I know what it's like to lose a new pet tragically. Getting a new baby right away is always the best cure. It give you somewhere to put those hugs Zeus will miss. These 2 years have definitely been a blessing to us all while watching & waiting on His timing. Love ya! Merry Christmas!!!!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2008 1:27 PM CST

Stephanie,
I always enjoy reading of your updates...and your accomplishments. A puppy at home for Christmas? That is something I could not let out at my house. The boys would love a dog, but we know mom and dad (mostly mom) would be taking care of it. Enjoy!
I wish you and your family a most Blessed Christmas Season and may 2009 bring another year of no surgeries, etc.
God Bless!
Love,
John
John Buening <jbuening@ofsbrands.com>
Evansville, IN USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2008 1:07 PM CST

HEY GIRLI GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!! Awwww....I am so sad to hear about that poor puppy!!! But so thankful God replaced her...
I'm missing you, I can't say it enough, ya know!!! Hopefully we'll connect sooooon!! I love ya Steph....A LOT and miss ya TONS!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcst.net>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2008 1:05 PM CST

Stephanine, Hello girl - it has been a while since I left a note but I am always checking for your updates. So sorry to hear about the puppy but glad you have a new addition. Just wanted you to know you are always in our thoughts and prayers - and hope that you have a wonderful Christmas!! Love,
Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, December 17, 2008 12:55 AM CST

long time--no hear--I have been sick--the flu--I think--wow--that was bad news.. :) I am just now starting my shopping. I hope this year is about our many Blessings that each of us have and not about the gift.. The true gifts come from our Lord.. :) Happy Birthday to Zach and the puppy is soo cute!!
love
Denna
denna crossley <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, December 8, 2008 2:12 PM CST

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ZACH!..Thanks for taking such good care of your Mom!
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, November 24, 2008 1:29 PM CST

OK GIRLFRIEND!!! I promise you, that pic on here looks like YOU with your hair pulled back...and I was even thinking, wow, these girls are all over Stephanie, they better not hurt her hanging on her like that....then I read your post...and realized it's ZACH!!!!!!!!!!! WOW.....I did not realize how much you two look SO MUCH ALIKE...what's up w/that??? Like it just happened or something.... hahahhahahha..... I LOVE IT!! I'll see if Kyla has his number and we'll say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him.... I sure hope you all have a very HAPPY THANKSGIVING.... guess I won't be seeing you this week....(or last, or the week before last or....you know!!) Well, we'd BETTER hook up before CHRISTMAS, sister!!! And I mean it!!

LOVE YOU GIRL!! MISSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
Fairview, - Monday, November 24, 2008 1:24 PM CST

Hi Steph! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! I love this holiday the most I think. Enjoy! Lots of love, Gary & Alisa
Alisa <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 23, 2008 2:34 PM CST

HEy steph
the pup is very cute. Enjoy your busy week. Make sure you rest. Glad you had a great time in vegas. we are heading there for christmas. (my in laws live there) Take care
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Monday, November 17, 2008 3:57 PM CST

AWWW...Little Lexi is ADORABLE!!! As is her puppy, too...

I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

We need to hook up.... WHU?????!!!!! You gotta go check out my blog.... it's quite amusing!!
DEb <dsrudyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 17, 2008 3:05 PM CST

Hi Stephanie, just thinking about you this morning. I love Zach's name for his new pup. Tell Brenda to take it easy, healing and recovery take time. Have a beautiful day! ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, November 17, 2008 12:55 AM CST

Look forward to reading your magazine article.....maybe you need to consider writing a book! The Boxer puppies are cute. Humans need to learn the same kind of unconditional love these puppies have for others!...Have a great week and a Happy Thanksgiving!....Love Ya!....Paul, III....
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, November 17, 2008 10:21 AM CST

Was so glad to read from you this morning.
Didn't know about Brenda ~ hope all is going well.
I'm sure having you by her side got her over the hump.
Thank you for sharing the shining moments with us.
It reminds us of the power of all the prayers prayed for you over the past few years. God is ALWAYS good.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, November 17, 2008 8:12 AM CST

Hey Stephanie,
The pictures of Vegas - say it all....you had FUN! That is so wonderful. Your life is such an encouragement to enjoy each moment we have! You're so right - If we don't, we have the fun and blessings we would experience, to lose.

Thanks for posting and I look forward to reading more.
Janelle Doyel <janelledoyel@comcast.net>
Franklin, TN Williamson - Friday, November 14, 2008 1:31 PM CST

Heya, Stephanie! Glad you enjoyed Vegas. I was just there with my Mom and Dad last month and we had an awesome time. I love that town! Be well, friend!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Thursday, November 13, 2008 3:11 PM CST

Hey! Its been awhile since I have been on your website. The picture of Bennie and you is really good. Tell Bennie I said Happy Belated Birthday. I was thinking about you this morning, wanted to say hello. May the Lord bless you this day. Take care!

Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Thursday, November 13, 2008 7:00 AM CST

Hi Stephie,
I'm trying to plan a visit to Nashville soon. Let me know your schedule... I'd love to visit at a time when we could spend some time together. I need some time with my girl friends! These boys are wearing me down!! :)
Love, Love, Love ya!
Maury Howard <mhhoward@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 8:11 PM CST

Hi Stephanie,
I was delayed in reading your last entry, so now you have been back and forth to Las Vegas! Thanks for your continued updates..You are in my daily prayers. I will be anxious to hear from you again. Blessings, Jill Rumohr

Jill Rumohr <jrumohr@rumohrassociates.com>
Mason, MI - Sunday, November 9, 2008 4:45 PM CST

Thank you for keeping this journal. Without you realizing it you are a wonderful example to us all of the beauty in a continuing faith in our Father. On the days I am feeling discouraged all I have to do is come to your words in your journal. Please keep up the good fight for not only yourself but also all of us out here. Your friend, Karen, is so right, you are so loved.
Dianne
Nashville, TN - Sunday, November 9, 2008 11:04 AM CST

My Dear Sweet Angel,
What a wonderful week we have had. God is with us and we are sharing the most wonderful days in our life. I thank God for allowing me to be your Mother. I know that you are an Angel on this earth and I am so very blessed to be your Mother.
The laughter we share is like medicine to my soul. Thank you God. If I could just bottle the wonderful moments and time that we share... I Pray that every Mother has the joy that you give me everyday. Your beautiful smile simly blind me. I look at you and the things that were issues just melt away. Thank you God.
I love you so much and I thank God above for my sweet precious Angel on this earth.
I Love You
Mother
julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 6:15 PM CST

Published author? That's fabulous! I can't imagine the mound of bills & claim forms. I wouldn't have a lick of patience with it. You're still in my prayers for strength & I'm so glad you were able to pull off the birthday trip.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2008 5:19 PM CST

Hi Steph! Great to hear from you! Did you love Vegas or what?? It's another world - a great place to escape! So glad you were able to go. Hope things are still well with you. Love ya!
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2008 3:06 PM CST

Aloha Stefanie & Bernie,
It has been awhile since we last e-mailed. You are in my thoughts often since the time you visited Maui. Maybe someday you will visit again. I'm so glad you had a great time in Vagas you certainly deserve it. A big Happy 50th B'day to Bernie. With much Aloha to you my friend....til we meet again.....Normajean & Larry
Normajean & Larry
Maui, Hawaii Usa - Monday, November 3, 2008 12:31 AM CST

Stephanie, loved the pictures! And I'm so glad you and Bennie had a great time, but I knew that you would. Missed seeing you and your family at church yesterday. Love you, girl!
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Pegram, TN - Monday, November 3, 2008 11:16 AM CST

Hi Sunshine, I loved the pictures too, but I must say, you look better then Bennie-Man! I LOVED how you decorated your home with the balloons and even the tape that wrapped around your home, all in honor of ole Bennie. Glad you had a wonderful time together. I treasure all your words,they are so true and straight from your heart. God isn't done, and you strive with each day to get the most from each new day, no matter what it brings. You are a gift to us! Take it easy ~ You are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, November 3, 2008 11:00 AM CST

Hey, Stephanie, I'm glad to hear you were whooping it up in Vegas and enjoying life! Your accomplishments as an advocate and now writing an article!...I always knew you were an amazing person! God bless you!
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Ferdinand, IN USA - Monday, November 3, 2008 10:00 AM CST

it is great to hear from you.. I am glad that you are doing the article.. I may be doing one for Lupus Now.. My Mother and I both have it--they may do an article on both of us. I will let you know.. Please let us read yours also.. I am so glad you got to have some time alone with your man.. that is awesome. I know what it is like to treasure those times. Yes-I know what you mean about our special time on Earth.. I feel the Lord is not done with you or with me.:) Keep keeping on..
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2008 9:15 AM CST

Hi Stephanie,
I can't wait to read the article when it is published. It sounds like you had a great time in Vegas. I am glad to see you living-it-up with Bennie in Vegas.

Whitney Smalley
Nashville, TN - Sunday, November 2, 2008 1:30 PM CST

Hi Stephanie!
I am so glad y'all got to go on such a fun trip! I hope you didn't behave yourselves....
Love,
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Sunday, November 2, 2008 1:25 PM CST

I am sure Julia and Jerry gave you their special lists of Vegas "Hot Spots" and "Must See Shows"! Best Wishes with all of your procedures this month...you certainly look healthy in your photos and Benny doesn't look a day over 49! You are always in my thoughts and prayers!...Love Ya!...Paul,III......
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Sunday, November 2, 2008 1:17 PM CST

OH MY!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE the new pic and the pics of you all in VEGAS BABY!!!!! I believe you're now, officially, ADDICTED!hahahhahaha.... LOVE VEGAS...and remember, "what happens in Vegas, STAYS in Vegas!!" LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND and hope hope hope (and praying) to seeeeeee you soooooooon! LOVE YOU
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 2, 2008 6:41 AM CST

Stephanie- Wanted to wish yall a Happy Halloween. Hope you and Bennie enjoy your trip. Take care.
Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Friday, October 31, 2008 9:36 AM CDT

Update,
Stephanie is doing good. She and Bennie have gone on a short trip for his birthday. She surprised him with this. She will post when she returns. She sends her love to all.
Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, October 27, 2008 11:34 AM CDT

Hope you have a nice, relaxing weekend. Wishing you well! Think of you often.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz@nemschoff.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Friday, October 24, 2008 6:52 PM CDT

Hello Dear,
Just checking in to let you know you were in my thoughts & prayers today. I hope you were able to relax & enjoy a rainy day. Have a wonderful weekend.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, October 24, 2008 4:49 PM CDT

Hi Precious Girl, what a great time to spend with your mom and family. Neither one of you will ever forget those special little treasures, just sharing the wonderful life of family...and being together. I loved the pictures too. You are a gift and as I always say>> ~ you are so loved~ big hug, Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, October 16, 2008 2:09 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie,
Got your site from your Mom; and am so blessed to be able to read your postings (only read back a couple of months so far, but I'm sure I will re-visit many more times). I have a caringbridge site, name is "auntiem"; started 2 years ago sometime during the 1st 6 cycles of chemo for Ovarian cancer.
You are in my prayers!
Molly Miller <MEMiller1051@aol.com>
Memphis, - Monday, October 13, 2008 10:25 PM CDT

Stephanie,
I hope and pray things will work out to God's will. May he bless you and give you peace during this time.
Gary Moore <slowmo535@yahoo.com>
Columbus, MS USA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 7:03 PM CDT

Stephanie, I loved the pictures! I'm sure glad this "girls trip" went better than last year's. It sounds like you had a wonderful time, but you always do when you spend time with your mom. And I hope/pray that the new stent will bring you some much needed relief. Love you!
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Thursday, October 9, 2008 3:56 PM CDT

I am so glad that you had fun with your Momma.
Love ya
Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 8, 2008 2:24 PM CDT

Thinking about you this morning. Hope you have a bless day.
Love you, Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 7:02 AM CDT

YOOHOO....me again...hahahhaha.... I could really wear you out on here (and texting too!)hahaha...just wanted to let you know how much I HEART you.... and am ALWAYS praying for you. HOPE to see you soon....at STARBUCKS..hahaha..

Love ya sister
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 2, 2008 6:49 AM CDT

I LOVE THE NEW PIC!!!! It is incredibly sweet... like YOU!

Wow...you and your speeches really get around, sister! I love the way you keep ALL of us informed..constantly! I would not even know about stuff like this if it weren't for you!

I miss ya ALOT....we need to get back to "normal"...whatever that means!! hahahhaa....LOVE YA..
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 23, 2008 12:37 AM CDT

Stephanie,

Surprised!! Yes, I have been reading your wonderful, couragous, special, educational writings or should I say testamonials. Even I, a big mouth Colon Cancer Survivor myself did not know about the info in this last educational info you share with us all.

You are very special to me Stephanie!! I am signing up to attend those meetings. Also passing along the bills to St. Thomas Hospital/Dan Rudy Cancer Center and Tennessee Oncology.

You are awesome!! One big thank you for being you!!

Much love, Helen
Helen Olsen <helenolsen@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Monday, September 22, 2008 9:07 PM CDT

That verse in Romans is one of my (many) favorites! I wish I had known about that conference...I am really trying to learn as much as I can, esp. since I am considering my future children. I need to call Vanderbilt and ask again that they put me on a mailing list about things like this. Glad that you were able to go and feel extra support there. Will definitely sign those petitions. Thanks for letting us know!
Lindsey Slaughter
- Monday, September 22, 2008 4:58 PM CDT

What an inspiration you truly are!!! You are truly amazing and I love reading your posts because it gives me so much knowledge because of all your research. Plus it strengthens me in my walk with God. Your positive outlook is always so refreshing. I thank God for you Stephanie. For His making our paths cross in His Kingdom here on earth and for knowing that our paths will cross in His Kingdom in Heaven.
Give our love to Diva and Jerry. Love the picture of you two.
Looking forward to your next posting.
Love,
Mott and Wayne
Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 10:16 AM CDT

Glad things went smoothly for you. I love your up beat spirit and your faith in our Lord. If everybody could have you faith the world would be alot sweeter. God Bless You!
Brandi Maige <brandimaige@yahoo.com>
Fairview, Tn - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 10:02 AM CDT

Thanks so much for the great update.
It was a thrill seeing you Sunday.
You're such a hoot - you looked like you didn't have a care in the world. Now THAT is a good God that can lift you above it all, time & time, & time . . again. Have an absolutely wonderful day!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:55 AM CDT

Little Friend,
I just wanted to drop you a note to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
I love the picture of you and your mama.
Kathy Shepard <Kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:51 AM CDT

I am so proud of you for speaking at the event. Yes--knowledge is power.. :O) I know having that stent changed was scary for you..I have had procedures like that.. it is scary each time. :) I am glad you have good docs and nurses--that makes it a little easier. But, most of all you have the Lord Jesus on your side.. He listens and answers and holds you and keeps you close to Him. You are also Blessed with loving family members.. You are a true joy!!
love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:45 AM CDT

Stephanie, I am so very proud of you. May the Lord continue to bless your efforts to help other people.
with love and admiration, margie
Margie Crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 15, 2008 8:04 AM CDT

Wow...this story takes, even me, WAY back. I totally remember that time when Zach was getting ready for his b-day party and bbgame. I remember the "story" going around and then finally being able to see and talk to you.... it seems like yesterday, yet seems like YEARS ago...You have come A VERY LONG LONG WAY, sister....and God will continue to bring you on like only HE can do. I am so proud of what you are and what you are doing w/your life! I bet you really inspired those future doctors! One day....steph....one day!!!! :) :) :)
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 14, 2008 3:26 PM CDT

Stephanie, Thinking of you! I loved your speech....you're an inspiration!!

Take care, Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, September 13, 2008 1:21 PM CDT

STeph
Way to go to speak to the future docs. they need to know about this rare disease... the funny part, it my FAP story is totally different...shows how are this disease and how we are all so different.
Great job. Take care
steph
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Friday, September 12, 2008 5:56 PM CDT

You are amazing and we are SO proud of you!!! Thanks so much for sharing, because...YES we did all want to be there for you. Hope you have a great weekend. Love you bunches girlfriend!!
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN US - Friday, September 12, 2008 10:41 AM CDT

Stephanie, I know it's been awhile since I've been in touch, but I still think about you all the time and continue to read your journal. What an amazing journey you have gone through and are continuing to go through, you truly are an inspiration.
Christy <chridan2@msn.com>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Thursday, September 11, 2008 11:06 PM CDT

Fantastic!! You are amazing. What a wonderful opportunity you gave to those students! They learned more from you today than anythng they could have read in a textbook. Congrats!! :)
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, September 11, 2008 4:32 PM CDT

I am so proud of you. U done good...
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
Fairview, - Thursday, September 11, 2008 3:33 PM CDT

looks like you sure ran a good race today! you go girl!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, tn us - Thursday, September 11, 2008 3:31 PM CDT

Awesome job Stephanie...I am sure it was even more awesome getting to hear you tell it. I know God was glorified through your talk!
Lucas Winstead <LWinstead@dcbe.org>
- Thursday, September 11, 2008 3:30 PM CDT

Awesome!! I told ya' so!!

Love ya' girlfriend!! Gin
Ginger Sparkman
Macon, MS - Thursday, September 11, 2008 3:27 PM CDT

Praying for you, but knowing you will do great! Stephanie, I am so sorry but I have lost your number again. That's why I haven't call back. Please forgive me--some new medicines, and I can't keep track of anything right now. Just whenever you feel like, I would love to talk.
Lindsey Slaughter
- Thursday, September 11, 2008 12:34 AM CDT

Chicklet, you can make a 300 lb. linebacker look weak. Zach is right, you can absolutely do it and I know that you are doing a fabulous job as I write this. I truly believe it will be a great experience for them and for you. God put you there and he will see you through it. Thank you for being such an inspiration and for reminding all of us that faith in God will comfort us in all situations. I know I don't write to you enough but you and your wonderful family are always in my prayers. Lylas, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman
Macon, MS - Thursday, September 11, 2008 10:37 AM CDT

Steph, my prayers are with you this morning. i can't wait to hear about your talk. i'm sure you are wowing the students as i type. i love you, girl!
anita winstead <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Thursday, September 11, 2008 9:58 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie,
I will pray for you while you are speaking to the med students this morning. I know you will be fine!

Janet <jhhaselton@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 11, 2008 9:15 AM CDT

Stephanie, So many of those surrounding you continue to keep you in our prayers. You have shown such strength and courage. Thanks for the inspiration for us all during the tough times we will face.
Will pray for you today. Our love to you. Harry and Jill

Jill Rumohr <jrumohr@rumohrassociates.com>
Mason, MI - Thursday, September 11, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

In light of everything you have to face, speaking to a group of VERY young doctors will be a piece of cake. God, who chose you, will equip you, and He will be glorified. I agree with Zach, you can do this. will be praying for you.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, Tn US - Thursday, September 11, 2008 7:46 AM CDT

Father, I praise you and thank you our sister in Christ Stephanie. I thank you for your mighty warrior in which you have trained. I thank you for Stephanie's life in which you have used to win many souls for your kingdom. I thank you for Stephanie's dedication through out her life of serving you. I come humbley before you father and ask that you give her the strength to get through each day. I ask that no weapons that have been formed against her shall propser. That you will protect her from the wiles of the Devil. I thank you for her life in which she has been an inspiration to many people who know her and will get to know her. I thank you for Stephanie for all the work that she has done for your kingdom. One of these days when she sees you Father, you will say to her. "Well done my good and faithful servant!" Thank you Father for your mighty warrior in Christ.
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville , TN - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 10:00 AM CDT

I LOVE your new "look".... and the pic is fabulous!! You're just adorable!! MISSING YOU... yeah, it's been a hectic few weeks, hu!? SEE YOU SOOOOOON and I know you're going to do just WONDERFUL on your speech Thursday at Vandy.... watch out Oprah!! LOVE YOU SISTER....
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2008 7:53 AM CDT

Step,
May every day greet you with a smile. Be strong as you always are. Look forward to hearing from you soon. Julia,thanks for keeping us posted.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
RALEIGH, NC USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 7:30 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, glad you're home resting. Take it easy>> ~you are so loved~ you're in my prayers.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, September 8, 2008 3:26 PM CDT

Hey Susta-Gur,
I hope that today was a little bit better for you. You have been in my thoughts and prayers. I am praying that the stent was what you wanted it to be, and that any pain will be minimal. I love you so much!
Thanks to Mama Julia for the update; you are so kind to us all. Keep looking to the Father for strength and wisdom.
Love you...
Susta-Gur
- Thursday, September 4, 2008 7:30 PM CDT

Stephanie, Just wanted to let you know you were in our prayers yesterday. Hope you were able to rest last night and today. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers. Thanks for the update Julia.. Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, September 4, 2008 2:42 PM CDT

I was glad to read Diva's post about you because I had you in my thoughts all day today. I am happy the surgery is over and you are home and resting now.
We love, love, love you! Even though I know you are feeling bad, remember all of the prayers that are being sent up for you and your family.
Maury Howard <mhhoward@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 8:26 PM CDT

Update.
Hi Everyone. Stephanie is back home an resting. My Angel continues to amaze me with her mighty strength. It is so clear that all of her Dr's an Nurse's adore and admire her.
She always smiles and makes everyone feel comfortable. She had a visit from one of her favorite Dr's after the procedure, they had a good talk.
Please continue to Pray for her and the upcoming surgery. She is not looking forward to this but it is necessary.
I know that you all see her smiles and the "I am fine" but her day's are a challenge. Please pray for her, Bennie an Zachary.
Love to you all
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 6:19 PM CDT

Hello Stephanie, You are such an inspiration! I've been forwarding your updates to Gary in Tokyo. You and your family are in our prayers. Love you girl!
Debbie
Debbie Owen <debbieintokyo@yahoo.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 8:33 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, I LOVE the great picture of you and your mom. You can just tell how much the both of you are loved by the other. I love your sweet expression and the heart smile from your mom!! It is a true gift when relationships treasure each other, even more-so in your own family.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 11:30 AM CDT

I hope they get your surgery scheduled soon! I will try to sneak in to your talk if you let me know what time and what room you will be in.
Whitney Smalley
Nashville, TN - Sunday, August 31, 2008 4:07 PM CDT

Steph- You should have someone videotape your speech and post it on Facebook or Youtube (for those of us who can't be there to hear it). I would LOVE to hear you speak. Keep up the FUN. I think you should move it on in to FUN FALL. That is kind of catchy! :-) Love you girl.

Kendra Magee <kendra.magee@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, August 29, 2008 5:09 PM CDT

hey girl--good to hear from you.. I have been helping my Daddy with an infection of MRSA. I was thinking that is what you have --the wound that would not heal.. Bless your heart.. Daddy is taking ZYVOX--it is helping him totally! He took FLAGYL by IV--cleared up his yeast in his mouth. He was not able to eat.. now he can.. He also had a great rinse--something like nystotin(?) worked great! He is doing better now.. He had a high fever--in the hospital a week. Watch your fever.. :) I am confident that Dr. Church will help you too.. Sounds like you are finally at the right place. God is watching over you little one.I think it is great that they asked you to speak. You can help them more than fellow doctors--you have lived it! I know you will be a Blessing to them--that is great! I had a great time when I talked to senators about Lupus..It helps you deal with it better knowing that you are trying to help others. Keep an eye on that MRSA infection and take care.. yes--the antibiotics will make you feel yucky.. please take care.They did not give Daddy that one--just ZYVOX--it is actually one step higher than IV Vanocymin..
I love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@ecolab.com>
- Friday, August 29, 2008 10:18 AM CDT

Stephanie, I just read your post and I just don't even know what to say other than you are so brave and so strong and we love you and are always praying for you and your family. I love the picute of you and Julia - too beautiful people inside and out. Have a great time at the beach - who cares what the doctor says you have to live every minute you can doing what you want to do!!! Love your Florida buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, August 29, 2008 9:57 AM CDT

Hi Sweet Friend. I love you. Always will.

Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Friday, August 29, 2008 9:52 AM CDT

So sorry to hear about Zach's friend. You are such a good mother and I am sure a wonderful support to all of Zach's friends.
Please send the update as soon as you can on your procedure with Dr. Church.
In our prayers and love always,
Mott and Wayne
Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Monday, August 25, 2008 11:32 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of Zach's friend. Losing them so young is so hard to understand. My heart is with you all. I so understand your broken heart for your "baby". That never changes, I've learned. I was once told that when you become a mother - a little piece of your heart goes with that child forever and gets broken each time your child hurts. This is so true. However, we both know, in the end, the joy is overwhelming more plentiful. Hope you are feeling well - Love ya!
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:16 PM CDT

I am so sorry about Zack's friend's brother and for the family. I lost my son 4 years ago and you never get over it. There is no other loss like losing a child. Time only makes it get better but memories forever. May God confort this family in their loss. Our prayers are with them and you. God bless.
Jane Stephens <janeandbill57@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, Tn Cheatham - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:38 AM CDT

Stephanie,

Your words are truly an inspiration to me. You are in my prayers.

Jill Rumohr
jill rumohr <jrumohr@rumohrassociates.com>
Mason, MI USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:18 AM CDT

So sorry to hear about that loss, which is so close to you all. Will say a prayer for Zack and his friend's family. Looking forward to hearing your update!
Lindsey Slaughter
- Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:12 AM CDT

SO GLAD you're back... you are a strong strong woman Steph....and I, for one, am SO fortunate to have you as my VERY DEAR, GOOD FRIEND!!! I just love the fire out of you, girlfriend... you make me smile-ALL the time!!

PS: You should have said how BAD that procedure HURT!!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 19, 2008 2:09 PM CDT

just wanted to let you know--I read up on your life all the time and I do not always send you a note like I should.. sorry...You are always in my heart.. I want the best for you.. you are an angel..I am doing ok--having some bad days and some good days.. :) God Bless you my friend..
love ya
Denna
Denna <d.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, August 19, 2008 10:04 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie,
Please forgive me for not contacting you for so long. Between health problems, new treatments, traveling, and so many other day-to-day things that keep one busy, I have not been able to sit at the computer and read through all my emails. I just sat down and read all of the entries I have missed. I am so sorry you are going through so much. I will be praying about all that is going on in your life right now, esp. involving these medical appointments. As I read your posts, I was just amazed at your level of faith and contentment in the midst of so much difficulty. I work on that daily, but have so much farther to go. Your willingness to share not only what you are going through, but your thoughts and feelings through it all provide such an example and encouragement to me (and so many others). Once, when I was feeling pretty useless and unable to be a help to others because of being bedridden so much, a friend told me, "God's ability to use you for good isn't based on what you can do. You can be such a help and encouragement to others just by who you are." I was reminded of that while reading your journal. Praying much!
Lindsey Slaughter
Murfreesboro, TN USA - Monday, August 18, 2008 9:42 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie,You are such a beautiful woman! Your faith is such a blessing for us who read your site. I will continue to keep you in our prayers and I look forward to hearing how your appointment with Dr. Church went.

Janelle Doyel <janelledoyel@comcast.net>
Franklin, TN USA - Monday, August 18, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

Hey Susta,
My morning reading included this verse from Psalms, so I thought I would share. "The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you." Psalms 9:9-10
Praying for God to give you strength and wisdom. I believe he placed Dr. Church in your life for a reason, and that we can trust him to make decisions in your best interest. I love you and will continue to lift you up to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine!

Susta-Gur
- Saturday, August 16, 2008 11:01 PM CDT

My Dear Stephanie,
Very good luck and lots of courage!!
with lots of love.
your french friend.
Elodie <elodiesasa@yahoo.com>
France, - Friday, August 15, 2008 4:51 PM CDT

Wow!
I also pray that the botox worked (& that insurance will come through).
It will be such a relief to you. we're so thankful you have Dr. Church. Any news is handled much better if given from someone that we know truly has compassion for us. We love you little girl!
Kelly (& Bill) Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, August 15, 2008 1:22 PM CDT

Stephanie,
Know that we love you guys and we are praying for you. Continue to be strong and have faith. Take care of your sweet self and know that we will always be here for you and your family. God bless you all. Love, Debbie
Debbie Geddes <dgeddes@hewittcoleman.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Friday, August 15, 2008 8:40 AM CDT

You and Bennie will be in my prayers as you travel and I will pray Zach adjusts well. I will be praying you receive good news.
Lucas Winstead <LWinstead@dcbe.org>
White Bluff, TN - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 1:04 PM CDT

Be strong and trust in Him!! We love you! Keep going and asking, keep knocking on doors and always expect to win!
Danny Hurt, C & Ex4 <Blueflame171@aol.com>
Pegram, - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 12:59 AM CDT

praying for yall today. looking forward to good reports of God's grace all over you.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, Tn US - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 8:29 AM CDT

I will be thinking about you while you are in Cleveland! I hope they give you some good options.
Whitney Smalley
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 9:03 PM CDT

Hello Stephanie,

We read your log often, and you have truly been an inspiration to us in your courage and your faith. I will pass on to Jon that you will be going to Cleveland. He is now in Houston, and will be there until next year. You and your family are very special to us. You will be in our prayers.
Blessings, Harry and Jill Rumohr
Jill Rumohr <jrumohr@rumohrassociates.com>
Mason, MI - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 8:33 PM CDT

Hi Bennie & Stephanie! Little Gary told us about Zach's wreck and I saw the jeep when I drove by the other day...WOW...our God is an awesome God. Gary had a similar experience that could have ended disastrously and instead God gave this mama a huge blessing and saved my son as well. I know you probably could cry just thinking about it, but I praise God every time I think of it as well! We will be praying for you guys and that your time in Cleveland is a blessing and that the Devil doesnt have any foothold anywhere to bring you down...you are circled in angels I am sure at this very moment, and they are so excited that they got YOU as their assignment! YOU are a blessing! Have a safe trip! Lots of love, Alisa & Gary
Alisa Bunning <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
Kingston Springs, TN 37082 - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 4:05 PM CDT

Stephanie, I am praying for you and Bennie...the peace that passeth all understanding that only God can give. I love you and hurry back home.
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 3:18 PM CDT

Hey Girl,
I love that verse.
It's never popped out at me before but describes it perfectly. Be safe & I pray you will have non-eventful travels & that everything & everyone is on time & ready!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, August 12, 2008 11:59 AM CDT

We too are praising God that Zach was ok and was not hurt and that Diva is ok. We are as always continuing to pray for you. We will pray for you and Bennie for safety and strenght during your visit to Cleveland. Sometimes our "Big Girl Shoes" don't fit to well and if it wasn't for God's strength and strong arms we couldn't make it. I know HE is walking beside you each step of the way.
God Bless you and Bennie!
Love,
Mott and Wayne
Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 11:58 AM CDT

Hang in there girl, I am praying for you. I know the Lord will give you strength and wisdom.
Page Hughes <page@anchordeep.com>
Alabaster, Al USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 11:23 AM CDT

Hello beautiful people. Just dropping a note to say hello and that we are always thinking of you and prayers are always on our lips for your family. Find joy in the little things and in eachother this week. Just remember to stomp your foot on the devil Steph. It works. Sometimes you just have to physically do it. He doesn't have a foothold on you, you just remember that. You are covered by the blood of Jesus Christ. He is your stregnth, He is your fortress, He is your deliverer, so trust in Him. Hallelujah!
Kendra Magee <kendra.magee@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:57 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie! I'll be thinking of you and Bennie and pray for safe travels and some news! Praise God for Zach's safety in that wreck - I saw the Jeep. Keep us informed when you can - as we are always thinking of you!
Love ya! Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:19 AM CDT

Dearest Stephanie, you and Bennie will be in our thoughts and prayers as you travel to Cleveland. Please know we love you and we are praying for some encouraging news from Dr Church. We are so glad Zach is OK. I know it must have scared you to death. Have a safe trip and we will be looking forward to your post when you return. We love you, Aunt Joanne and Uncle Bud
joanne myers <fritzhannah@yahoo.com>
madison, ms usa - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:14 AM CDT

Stephanie, We wish you and Bennie safe travels to Cleveland and hope that you will get some good news this time. I am so glad that Zack is alright - I cringe everythime the kids get in the car. Just know you are always in our thoughts and prayers and will await your news from your trip. Love always, Your Florida Buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

Stephanie, I have been thinking about you lately. Do you remember the song that we used to listen to "I wanna do want love is"? I heard it the other day and it made me think of you. I can remember listening to it when we did alot of stuff together right after Daddy and Judy got married. Gosh, how time flies. You, Dusty and I use to have a good ole time together. Where have those times gone? I just wanted to tell you that I have been thinking about you. Take care of yourself. Love you, Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Friday, August 8, 2008 8:00 AM CDT

Hey Susta,
Hope your week has been a good one. Back at school for me, but all is well. I am thinking about you and smiling... so enjoyed our time together! We need to do it again soon, ok? Love you

Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, August 6, 2008 10:03 PM CDT

SEE YOU SOON SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 4, 2008 6:46 PM CDT

happy belated birthday!! Hope you felt extra loved on your special day, and today too!!! we were at the beach last week, rough I know, and celebrated by baby's 18th birthday on the same day as yours. are you supposed to cry on somebody's birthday!?!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, tn us - Monday, July 28, 2008 9:14 AM CDT

Happy happy happy birthday, Little Friend!
Nita and I enjoyed lunch yesterday. (and the shoe store)
I hope that you do fun stuff all day!
love you
kathy shepard <kathy @afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, July 25, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

Heya, Stephanie! Wishing you the happiest of birthdays!
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, July 25, 2008 8:24 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR STEPHANIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.....and may you have many more!!!!!!!!!!! I'm singing to you on here because you don't want to hear me REALLY sing to you...hahhaha....may your day be GOD BLESSED!!! I HEART YOU!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 25, 2008 6:38 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE! HOPE YOUR BIRTHDAY IS GREAT TOMORROW. TAMMI
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Thursday, July 24, 2008 10:14 AM CDT

A little birdie told me today is your special day..........

I hope you have a wonderful one!
Love ya-
Missy, Brandon and Braden
Missy Schultheis <Mschultheis@ofsbrands.com>
Petersburg, IN USA - Thursday, July 24, 2008 7:55 AM CDT

God is so good, and His love endures forever! All thanks to Him for keeping everyone safe today.
I love you

Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, July 23, 2008 11:16 PM CDT

YEAH....HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG DADDY!!!!! Have lots of cake and ice cream....and get ready to celebrate ANOTHER birthday....MS. STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRIDAY IS YOUR DAY!!!!!!

LOVE YOU SISTER!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, July 23, 2008 6:39 PM CDT

Hey,hope Big Daddy had a wonderful celebration! I am sure you all had a blast being together... isn't it fun to get together with family?
Praying that you are feeling your strength return a little each day, and a peace that passes all understanding as you wake to a new day. Call me so we can plan a date... school starts August 1st for me! I need me some "susta" time...
Susta-Gur
- Tuesday, July 22, 2008 10:14 PM CDT

Well Happy Birthday to your dad!!!!
I am sending you healing and happy thoughts today. I hope that we can have lunch with you this week........Nita and I need new shoes.
Little Friend,I love you.
Kathy <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 11:21 AM CDT

Hi, Stephanie! It has been a while since I've posted a note, and wanted to say hello and wish you well. You are always in my prayers!
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 9:41 AM CDT

Stephie,
You've been on my mind all day. I am hoping your day has been a good one.
Love to you all....
Maury
Maury Howard <mhhoward@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Monday, July 21, 2008 10:30 PM CDT

Hi, Stephanie,
It was good to see you at church yesterday. I talked to Kathy this morning about us getting together with you for lunch/shoe shopping. She said any day but Wednesday would be good for her. So, girlfriend, come for visit! Love you.
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Pegram, TN - Monday, July 21, 2008 2:43 PM CDT

Stephanie
Talking to you this past year has had an amazing impact on my life. You have inspired me in so many ways that have helped me get through my battles a little easier. God created a beautiful and strong person in you and has used you to touch so many around you. You are truly a special person and a blessing in my life. For all you have done for me, I just want to say thank you. Continue to keep your head up...God has many more plans for you!
Molly <menke03@yahoo.com>
TIanjin, China - Friday, July 18, 2008 1:54 AM CDT

Stephie!
I just read your recent journal entries. God is bigger than this, and he will guide you through it! Let his word continue to be your light. You are an inspiration to us all. We are all lifting you up in prayer. Can you feel it??? :)
I love you,
Maury
Maury Howard <mhhoward@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Thursday, July 17, 2008 10:49 PM CDT

Oh, Stephanie, there are those beautiful butterflies that ALWAYS ALWAYS remind me of you! Your words encourage me too, we're all on different journeys no matter how difficult they may seem, God will never ever fail us. He is so faithful, He is so good. Thank you for your life and how it truly inspires us! Never forget just how much~ you are so loved~ with a big hug and continued prayers...Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, July 17, 2008 5:50 PM CDT

Steph, I love you. Even from a far you inspire me to be a better person.
Kendra Magee <kmagee@serena.com>
Portland, OR 97229 - Thursday, July 17, 2008 12:52 AM CDT

NEVER too busy to leave you a comment....or two or three...
YOU are a true blessing in MY life and I am so thankful to have you. Sometimes, it's your posts that literally help ME make it through my rough times....thinking about you. We'll get together soon, sister.... I SOOOOOOO MISS YOU! LOVE YOU!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 17, 2008 11:17 AM CDT

Oh, how great is our God! Thanks for once again lifting us up with a word from the Lord. You are amazing and I thank God each day for you. You seem to be making "peace" with all the issues you are facing and there is strength in that as well. Keep listening, for He is not finished speaking to you yet! He will continue to reveal Himself to you with each day. I love you so much, sweet friend!
Up for a poolside chat on Friday? Text me...
Love you
Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, July 16, 2008 9:53 PM CDT

Fear is the highest fence.

I love you always.

Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 7:56 PM CDT

Stephanie: You are a precious and beautiful daughter of God.....and an inspiration to all who know you. Thanks for staying true to the Lord and sharing your journey with others.
love you, "Grandma Vicki"
Vicki George
- Wednesday, July 16, 2008 6:07 PM CDT

always praying...and looking for you to bless us at cardio.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, tn us - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 4:47 PM CDT

Hey Steph! Just wanted to send you a quick note to tell you that I love you and that you guys are always in my prayers! You are an absolutely amazing little chick--stay tough friend!! Love ya', Ginger
Ginger Sparkman
Macon, MS - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 3:33 PM CDT

Hey Stephanie,

Just wanted to stop by and say hello. I visit your sight all the time to get updates since I am not nearby that often. You are always close in my heart and prayers! Love you girl, su
Susan Underwood <susanunderwood@hotmail.com>
Gainesville, GA 30504 - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 3:13 PM CDT

Hey, Sweet Stephanie!

Just finished reading your last 2 posts, and just want to encourage you to keep on enjoying God's gifts to you. Love of family and friends, especially. I was amazed to see you at the parade, was so proud of you.

Even though you have had some news that was not welcome, I know that God has a plan for you, and this "fun summer" is just part of it. We are praying for a miracle and God is in the business....."He is at His best, when things are at their worst"...so sit back and watch to see what He does now.

We will keep the prayers going up, too.

Love You, (and missed you at church yesterday)

"Miz" Peggy

Peggy Fisher <peggy766@aol.com>
Bellevue, TN USA - Monday, July 14, 2008 10:54 AM CDT

HEY GIRLFRIEND!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE the new 4th of July pic of you and Bennie....how FESTIVE!!! And, as usual, you look FABULOUS (as does your boo, Bennie!) Can't wait to get BACK in the swing of things, just you and me-or is it me and you??hahhaa... LOVEYASISTA!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, July 12, 2008 12:08 AM CDT

Oh Stephanie, You know I loved to see the butterfly picture( and of course the other pictures with you and Benny then you and your precious gift Zach) becuz you and I both LOVE them! but more important then that, is your last note in your journal. Your words are incredible and the Journey God has put you on has helped so many of us realize just how important the little things in life really are. He breathes in us our breath, and He gives us the strenght to notice those things that He has truly blessed us with. All of us go thru those storms, BUT with His amazing strength, He guides us and helps us in our hard times no matter how big or small they may seem. HE IS THERE. HE promises us He will never ever leave us.. He is carrying us with each new day. God never sleeps. He knows. Don't you ever forget just how much~~you are so loved~~

Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Friday, July 11, 2008 6:43 PM CDT

thinking of you daily.. I am praying for you.. Please know you have many thinking of you daily. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Thursday, July 10, 2008 12:35 AM CDT

My Dear Stephanie
I just read this and thought of you. "You don't have to be happy to laugh.. You become happy because you laugh" written by, Barbara Johnson. She always inspires me... so do you.
You amaze me everyday. God gave us such a gift the day you were born. I love you so.
Mother

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, Tn USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 4:06 PM CDT

It was great to meet you today, Stephanie. I hope everything goes well with your appointment with Dr. Church in August! I will be thinking about you and your family.
Whitney
Nashville, TN - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 2:19 PM CDT

I love you and I'm praying for you and your family.
Karen
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 10:37 AM CDT

Hope the Family had a great 4th! Keep on doin what you do. The blessings are abundant. Prayin for you and think of you often!
Grayson Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
Raleigh , NC 27613 - Saturday, July 5, 2008 9:23 PM CDT

Hello Sweet Girl,
I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you and your family.
You totally amaze me, with your strong will and unwavering faith in our Lord Jesus Christ.

God bless you and keep you always close to his heart in Jesus name, Amen
Love you,
Deborah Castle

Deborah Castle <dcastle@dermessrenewal.com>
Ashland, TN United States - Friday, July 4, 2008 12:26 AM CDT

Leah and I love you guys! You continue to be in our prayers.
Thomas and Leah Payne
Nashville, TN US - Friday, July 4, 2008 6:56 AM CDT

LOVE the pics!!!!!!!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 3, 2008 1:59 PM CDT

Stephanie, I do not even have the words to express how sorry I am that things did not go better for you and yet you hang in there and keep plugging along. You are stronger than I am. You know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Hey maybe I can come up and get in one one of those shopping trips... Hope you and your family have a wonderful 4th of July. Your Florida buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 2:39 PM CDT

Stephanie- I read your blog this morning. My heart goes out to you. I wish I could do something for you. The only words I have to say is God is with you. He will give you strength to get through this trial. Press on! I want to share this scripture with you that I love: And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. You are a light for God that never goes out. Your strength, mercy, and love show people that there is a God. Our lives are suppose to show people of this wicked world that God is real and he lives in us. You truely do that! Take Care. Love you, Tammi

Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 7:43 AM CDT

OK Steph..... BRING IT ON, SISTER!!!!!!!! I will "let's go to lunch"- "let's go shopping" - "let's go to Starbucks" till you DROP!!! hahahhaha..... I LOVED the way you ended this post...didn't like what the docs had to say, but I'll let God handle that one!! :)
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 1, 2008 8:10 PM CDT

My little friend,
Wow...........I will continue to send up prayers.
Love you,
kathy shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 11:01 AM CDT

Stephanie, You are incredible. I feel so inadaquate and weak compared to you (and I thought I was strong). We ALL love you (especially Emmy Kate!!!)! Always, Always...No matter how difficult - Expect to WIN !!
Danny Hurt, Christi & E x 4 <Dddano17@aol.com>
Pegram, - Monday, June 30, 2008 2:09 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie, I found this today just for you and others who need to be reminded of how loving the God of all creation is. If you read and reread Psalm 91, you will discover that in Him we have a permanent abode and residence, and that all of the comfort, security, and affection which the human heart craves is found in Him.
~~"He that dwells in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty."~~ Psalm 91:1. He is carrying you in His great big arms...tucked very closely. Hold on>>With love and prayers, Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Monday, June 30, 2008 1:03 PM CDT

Stephanie, you and your family continue to be in my prayers. I was glad to see you at church yesterday...your strong faith is an encouragement to me. It sounds like you, my Mom, and Aunt Kathy need to do some shoe shopping!
Lucas Winstead <LWinstead@dcbe.org>
- Monday, June 30, 2008 10:50 AM CDT

Stephanie - what wonderful gifts you give to all of us. You give us the gift of hope, you show us the path of faith and you shine a light on God's love. Thanks for sharing with us. Enjoy this beautiful, sunshine filled day. You, Bennie and Zach are in our prayers. love you anita xo
anita d <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, June 30, 2008 9:58 AM CDT

Stephanie,
You have always had the most wonderful attitude which is such a gift to all of us. Remember God is the great physician and nothing is to big for Him to handle. You are a testimony for Him. Remember the little song, "He's still working on me, to make me what I ought to be, it took Him just a week to make the moon and the stars......." Well, He is still working on you and He loves you so much. Keep the faith!
Love,
Mott and Wayne
Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Monday, June 30, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Hey Susta-Gur,
Hope that your time in the sun was refreshing and relaxing. I know that the Lord spoke to your heart while you were there. Thanks for sharing your heart with all of us; for letting us in to pray with you. The Lord really uses you to further His word and for that we are all grateful. Can't wait to sit by the pool with you! Talk with you very soon...
Love you
Susta-Gur
- Monday, June 30, 2008 9:32 AM CDT

Stephanie--
I love you. I love you.

Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Monday, June 30, 2008 9:31 AM CDT

I am praying for a MIRACLE. Love you.
Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 30, 2008 9:05 AM CDT

Hey Girl,
Your faith has always been such an inspriation to me. Thanks for the quotes and verses you pick to share. Here is a quote to add to your collection.

**Don't tell God how big the storm is, tell the storm how big God is.**

I will be praying for you and your family.
Love you lots!

Kristi Oakley <kristioak@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 30, 2008 8:54 AM CDT

So true . . so true.
Couldn't have summed it up better.
You've given us a wonderful example of how to live day by day trusting in the care & wisdom of the Lord, knowing whole-heatedly that He is working this entire experience toward a goal that will bring him ultimate glory. We all look forward to the day when all the answers will be laid out before us & can finally see the magnificent result of your endurance & faithful praise. The line of souls enriched & changed by your abiity to run this race with such internal joy & never letting go of the Lord's hand will be a site to behold. Until then, I pray amazing strength on you & your family, for your closeness to the Lord to beome even more powerful as the days go by. "He's especially fond of you."
Kelly Cade <Kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, June 30, 2008 8:51 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie-----For these many years you have always shown us that "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...it's about learning to dance in the rain." Keep dancing Lady!...Love to You and Yours, Paul,III......
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, June 30, 2008 8:32 AM CDT

We continue to pray every night for you and the boys.

May God bless you all.

Bill and Kelly Cade
Bill Cade <kingwilli31@cs.com>
nashville, tn usa - Monday, June 30, 2008 7:34 AM CDT

Hey there sweetie!!

We are coming down soon and we cannot wait to see you again. You enjoy yourself this week and kick some sand up for me.

HOW FAR IS FAR?
HOW HIGH IS HIGH?
WE'LL NEVER KNOW UNTIL WE TRY.

LOVE YA....
MISSY, BRANDON AND BRADEN
MISSY, BRANDON, BRADEN SCHULTHEIS <MSCHULTHEIS@OFSBRANDS.COM>
PETERSBURG, IN 47567 - Friday, June 27, 2008 1:12 PM CDT

So glad to hear you are getting a brief break! Are plans still the same for the next stent surgery at the end of the summer? I will add that to my prayers. I have a question for you when you get back and have a chance (no rush!). I can't seem to find your number, so I'll email mine to you. Thinking of you!
Lindsey <joshandlindsey@gmail.com>
- Friday, June 27, 2008 9:51 AM CDT

steph, the beach?? that's wonderful. there's nothing like sitting on the beach at night under the stars watching and listening to the waves. may God bless your time there together with your family. look forward to your return.
love & peace, anita
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Friday, June 27, 2008 9:38 AM CDT

Hey Crowe Clan, I hope you are having a wonderful time at the beach! Relax and rest and I hope to see you sometime this summer. Love and Praying for you, Wendy Cox
Wendy Cox <wendymcox@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN USA - Friday, June 27, 2008 9:01 AM CDT

Enjoy the sunshine, your family and love. May the peace of the ocean help you to 'be still'. love ya anita xo
Anita D
Kingston Springs, TN - Friday, June 27, 2008 1:07 AM CDT

Enjoy the sun! No medical talk, just relax. Have some fun for us!
steph
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Thursday, June 26, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

WAITING PATIENTLY FOR YOU TO GET HOME!!!! I miss those texts...but KNOWING you're having fun!! :)
PS: I met your friend Alisa Bunning!!!!! Small world, hu!?

Love ya girl..
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 26, 2008 8:48 PM CDT

Stephanie- I just wanted to say I was thinking about you this morning. Have a bless day. Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 7:30 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, Just running by to say Our God is so huge that we can't possibly ever figure Him out, BUT He ALWAYS knows what He is doing. Your journey has helped the rest of us in our hard days too. You have an amazing love that truly shines. Thank you girl! now, go look outside your window, you might see a butterfly come on by! Rest and Be Still, know that He is God>>with a big hug, Karen ;)...~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, June 24, 2008 1:00 PM CDT

Stephanie please remember that "Greater is HE who lives in us than he who lives in this world." Regardless of what the doctors say you know the one who heals and the one who delivers! And absolutely nothing is too difficult for my GOD!
Richard Franey <richardf_5@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 23, 2008 2:09 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie! We haven't seen one another in awhile but I have thought of you many times. I'll continue my prayers and hope to hear that all is going well soon! In the meantime - remember we are all here - rooting away for you!Love ya!
Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 22, 2008 8:43 PM CDT

Dear Stephanie... it seems that what God is speaking to you..."be still..." is what I am hearing that He is speaking to so many people I know right now that are seeking answers to life's many questions. I pray that you will find peace in knowing that God is so consistent, and that your heart is right where He wants it. Rest up, absorb God's love, and let us know how you're doing and how we can pray, when you can. We'll be here...lots of love, Alisa and family.
Alisa Bunning <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
kingston springs, tn usa - Saturday, June 21, 2008 10:47 AM CDT

thinking of you my little friend--yes--rest and be calm and take things one thing at a time.. May the Lord keep blessing you.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Friday, June 20, 2008 9:41 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie---With your beautiful heart and caring spirit always being open to God's Will, we find comfort in knowing He is lovingly guiding your decisions! As you pray for His guidance, we lovingly and patiently pray for your healing and look forward to hearing from you!
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, June 20, 2008 9:25 AM CDT

Stephanie, Thinking and praying for you today - rest up take it easy we are all here for you... Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, June 20, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

It all comes down to love, doesn't it girl? And you have received and given so much. I hope you can feel it washing over you when you close your eyes and listen to your heartbeat. We all love you so much, every minute of every day.
Dale
Kingston Springs, TN - Friday, June 20, 2008 8:31 AM CDT

being still with you, and knowing He is God.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, tn US - Friday, June 20, 2008 8:24 AM CDT

So good to read from you this morning & to sense the calming peace the Lord has given you. Take your time. We'll all still be here lifting you up.
kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, June 20, 2008 8:13 AM CDT

You are in my prayers every day.
Greg Brewer <crbcpastorgreg@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, June 20, 2008 8:12 AM CDT

HI girl...doing much thinking and praying for you! I was going to text you on my way to the gym yesterday morning then I remembered where you were...I'm so used to seeing if you are coming that my mind just went blank....
You know God's got it all, from the beginning to the end-I love your courage and the love you have for Him. Words can't be put on this post what I feel for you-but you know my spirit totally connects with yours! I'll be waiting....

Love you girlfriend-like no other!!! :)
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 20, 2008 7:24 AM CDT

Step,
You are always amazing to me how you continue to lift up everyone you touch. Continue to do that for all of us and help us be strong for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Can't wait to hear about your "Dance in the rain". Two-step would be fitting.
You are so loved by so many.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Friday, June 20, 2008 7:23 AM CDT

Update
PLEASE say many Prayers for Stephanie and Bennie and Zachary. They have had two very hard days. Things have not worked out as they had hoped and they will need time to think and Pray about the next steps.
Stephanie is very tired. She will update everyone when she can find the words.
For now, please continue to pray .She sends her love to all of you,
Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Thursday, June 19, 2008 3:58 PM CDT

Stephanie- Its been awhile since I've been on your website, that doesn't mean that I have not thought about you. I just haven't known what to say. I would like to say to you this now: I have never in my life met someone that has more strength than you. Beside God himself! You always seem to have a smile on your face no matter what the situation is. You are truely a blessing from God. Through you he shows his mercy, grace, and love. You are a true servant of God. More people in this wicked world need to be more like you. Keep standing up on the inside for God. When things seem to get tough, always remember that God is with. Of course, you know that! Your faith in God is an inspiration to me. Thank you, Lord for your servant! Take care and I Love you, Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Thursday, June 19, 2008 12:34 AM CDT

Stephanie, Just wanted you to know you have been in my thoughts and prayers today. Thank you Julia for the update - it was so great to see you last week. Stephanie we will await your post when you return and praying for some good news for you. Your Florida Buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 7:32 PM CDT

Update
I just talked to Stephanie and she has seen her first round of Dr's. She really likes them and was incouraged by the collective ideas that they have for her surgery. The Dr's are very informative and there is one that specializes in FAP. This is amazing since FAP is a very rare. She and Bennie are very tired and will be up early tommorrow to see the rest of the Dr's and them fly home tomorrow night. She has no access to a computer up there.
Please know that your messages mean so very much to her. They are a bright spot in her day. Please continue to pray as she has some big decisions to make.She feels very optimistic.
She loves you all.
Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 7:24 PM CDT

You are in my prayers. Love ya Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 18, 2008 4:16 PM CDT

Love you, dear Stephanie, and thinking of you always.

Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 12:13 AM CDT

Stephanie...
It's my 41st birthday today and I want to give a gift to you. Your posts have been a tremendous gift to me over the years. Your contagious joy & unrelenting faith are always a spoonful of upliftment each & every time I read anything from your hand. I TRIED to make a listing of all the scripture references & quotes you have used...going back to the beginning...but it was a huge task.

Thank you for yourself. Though we haven't met in person...I count you as "friend". Praying for you today.
Annie <03Captivating@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 18, 2008 12:08 AM CDT

Stephanie,
My prayers are for your strength and the doctors' wisdom. I will be anxiously awaiting the advise of the doctors.
We certainly missed you at NeoCon this year. I can assure you that you were there in spirit.
John Buening <jbuening@ofsbrands.com>
Evansville, IN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 11:20 AM CDT

Hey Step,
It was so good to see your updates. You are in our prayers. Sounds like you have everything down pack and in order for the summer, you go girl. You are so organized, do you get that from Julia?HA!. Love to all!
Mott and Wayne
Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 9:56 AM CDT

Hey Stephanie,
LONG TIME no see, girl! However, you are often in my thoughts & prayers, and always close in my heart. I pray you have an encouraging day today. The Lord bless and keep you; The Lord make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance upon you, And give you peace. Numbers 6:24-26
Susan Underwood <susanunderwood@hotmail.com>
Gainesville, GA USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 9:43 AM CDT

Stephanie,
What is all this talk about dancing in the rain? I thought dancing in the was running your trash to the can before the light sprinkle turned into a downpour.
Lets get together and laugh. I love, think about you and pray for you often, margie
Margie Crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 8:15 AM CDT

Hey Susta-Gur,
I am praying with and for you as you prepare for the next phase of the journey with your health. Keep us updated as you feel up to it, so we know specifically what to pray for you. Remember that God is in control and His way is perfect! I love you, and we will have our pool side chat when you return...
Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, June 18, 2008 8:02 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie, I look so forward to this doctors' consultation as the first step in making you stronger and better. I will be praying for you every step of the way. Thanks for sharing with us.
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Ferdinand, IN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 7:19 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie--You are our 24/7 sunshine!!!...Our prayers and love are always with you and yours...With Love, Paul,III.
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 5:58 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie - you are in our thoughts and prayers. May the doctors be filled with all kinds of good ideas. Blessings to you and yours my friend. xoxo
Anita D. <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 1:18 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, Thinking about you girl especially whenever I see a beautiful butterfly! I know they are one of your favorite things to see. With love and a lot of prayers. ~ you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, June 12, 2008 4:27 PM CDT

Stephanie, Hey girl - missed seeing you this week-end. I was good to see your sweet mother and Big daddy. They are the best and looked great as usual. The recital went well then I caught a very early flight to Chicago. Did'nt get to do much shopping maybe next year. It was so great to see your post - I always have you in my prayers - and hope they will be able to fix you up in August... Keep in touch let me know if you want to come to the beach this summer...
Love, Donna (your Florida buddy)
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 9:09 PM CDT

Great to see your post & so thankful that (as of right now) you only have to focus on maintaining the physical & mental status quo. That alone could be overwhelming if not for the wonderful power of strength & endurance that the Lord so graciously gives to us. A full tank each morning if we just pull up to the source! Thankfully the high price of that fuel was paid in advance for us long, long ago. What a great day! Cherish & enojy them all.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, June 11, 2008 1:15 PM CDT

Hi, Stephanie, Your courage is amazing! What a bright spot you are, touching so many lives in such a positive way! I'm glad that things are moving along for you and that you can now plan for the surgery. I will pray for it's success. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:37 AM CDT

stephanie, it was good reading your post. i do pray that your summer will be the best ever. still hoping to get together with you soon. the mission trip was last week and vbs is this week, so hopefully, next week? just know that i love you and am keeping you in my prayers.
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Monday, June 9, 2008 1:33 PM CDT

Stephanie, I pray for you often. I admire your perserverance. love, margie
margie crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 9, 2008 5:47 AM CDT

Stephanie, Your strength and faith are a testimony to so many. You and your precious family will be in my prayers. I hope you have a FUN SUMMER!!! I am planning on having one myself. Tell Zach Hi, and if he does service learning next year as a junior to give me a call. First graders love big basketball players helping them and so do I. In Him, Wendy Cox
Wendy Cox <wendymcox@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN USA - Sunday, June 8, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

AWWW.. you got a post from Dale at the SCA!!! I love her!! YOU are so loved too!!! Your summer is a little too BIZZY for me, girl!! But I KNOW we'll hook up (at some point).. I LOVE IT WHEN YOU POST!!!!! You know we are FOREVER praying for you....even little Lauren Moore says it at our cardio EVERY Tuesday and Thursday nights when we ask for prayer request...how cute is that!!!??????
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, June 8, 2008 8:31 PM CDT

That is great that you have the summer all planned out. No one on earth can have a better attitude than you. We pray for you guys every night.

Bill Cade
Bill Cade <kingwilli31@cs.com>
- Sunday, June 8, 2008 12:02 AM CDT

Dearest Stephanie---We are all truly grateful God continually blesses our lives with your encouragement to each us, your wonderful zest and love for life, and your love for your family!....Paul,III
Paul Biggers, III <paul.biggers3@gmail.com>
- Sunday, June 8, 2008 7:08 AM CDT

Stephanie, you are truly a beautiful blessing to your wonderful and loving family, friends and community. I pray that each and every one of your days brings you blessings and smiles, love and happiness.
Dale <SCAdvocate@aol.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Sunday, June 8, 2008 6:38 AM CDT

The next time we have a nice steady rain "we will Dance in the rain'
I love you
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, June 6, 2008 1:47 PM CDT

Well, when you two decide to "dance in the rain" make sure someone video tapes it....I WANNA SEE IT and be a part of it!!! How sweet!!!!!!!!!! (and oh so much fun!!) Steph, you have the BEST mama in whole world!! I've been missing you so so much...but I know we'll "connect" when the time is OK... I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 3, 2008 9:18 PM CDT

My Dear sweet Stephanie,
You have always seen the good side of everything. I can see you "Dancing in the rain". I want to do this with you. We have both always loved butterflies and rainbows... now we have to share dancing in the rain. Lets pray for a nice soft steady rain when we do this together.
I love you so much.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 5:59 PM CDT

Hey Girl,
I've been out of pocket for awhile but didn't want you to think you were out of our hearts & minds & prayers. Don't know the dates of your next procedures/surgery but hope all is well with you. Enjoy the Summertime!!!!
kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, May 30, 2008 4:41 PM CDT

You can get Godwinks from Amazon or try eBay.... fyi for ya.

Steph..... MISSING YOU.... hope you're doing OK...I know it's been hectic for you lately but we will definitely hook up, OK...especially now that school is out!! LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, May 24, 2008 1:26 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie! Its been too long since Ive run into you! I love getting your updates...you are such an encouragement to me! I am going to put your quote about "dancing in the rain" on the bulletin board at work! What a great word picture! We will be praying for you and your family as you prepare for surgery and for a great connection with your doctors. Enjoy every minute of your summer! Lots of love, Alisa and the Bunning Herd :)
Alisa Bunning <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
kingston springs, TN - Friday, May 23, 2008 1:04 PM CDT

hey, stephanie, i stay in a state of confusion. i thought your sleep study was this wednesday. i'll bet that was a weird thing to go through. thank you for the tips last week. they definitely helped! we missed you at church yesterday. you are always in my prayers. hope to see you sometime this week!
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Monday, May 19, 2008 10:34 AM CDT

Where can I get a copy of the "Godwinks" book??? Is that the title? It sounds wonderful!
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, May 17, 2008 10:29 PM CDT

Susta-gur,
I had the most awesome image of you with your head thrown back and arms wide, dancing in the rain with that beautiful smile of yours on your face. I love you, and am also looking forward to school being out. I love to spend time with my babies and friends. Can't wait to see you... only 5 school days left for me...woohoo!!! I'll be in touch...
Love you
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, May 17, 2008 10:28 PM CDT

Hey Steph!!

Yes, "Godwinks" is a GREAT book!! So true....
Well, I sure hope you have a GREAT weekend....
Waiting to catch up w/ya!! LOVE YA.
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 16, 2008 2:26 PM CDT

Stephanie: Thanks for your update today. You are such a beautiful daughter of God.........walking in His Light and His Love.......for all to see. Our Lord is wonderful and he makes his promises so that his children can rest in him.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Vicki George
White Bluff, TN USA - Friday, May 16, 2008 2:24 PM CDT

Love ya

Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 16, 2008 2:15 PM CDT

Stephanie, Thinking of you! You always have such a positive attitude, which makes you an inspiration to others :-)
Take care, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, May 16, 2008 1:38 PM CDT

Happy Friday! I will be praying for you and your upcoming surgeries and your Doctors. I pray God will make you better. Your a lovely women with one of the biggest hearts I have ever seen. Have a great weekend with Zach and Mr. Benny.

Take Care,
Brandi Maige
Brandi Maige <brandimaige@yahoo.com>
Fairview, TN - Friday, May 16, 2008 1:29 PM CDT

Hi Dear--
"Dancing in the rain..."--I really like that. So apt. So you.
Love,
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN United States - Friday, May 16, 2008 1:24 PM CDT

Hi, Stephanie, I hope it's as beautiful a weekend as we've been promised and that you will get out and enjoy it! I am reading a book about "Godwinks," those little coincidences that prove that God answers our prayers. It jarred me into thinking how many good things happen each day, but I'm too busy to notice. One of those is hearing from you and keeping in touch with your joys and your battles. You're always in my prayers.
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Ferdinand, IN - Friday, May 16, 2008 1:19 PM CDT

great to hear from you.. You are so right--we have a choice--give up or give in.. I have chosen to give into my disease and just deal with the things it throws my way. You are a fighter also--way to go!! You are a doll! You have favor with the Lord. I feel that anyway.. You touch so many lives. I know He must be proud.. Take things one day at a time.. that is all we can do.. They had lupus on ER last night--that was great. Way to get the word out. I will have to send them a thank you.. :)
love ya!!
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, May 16, 2008 12:36 AM CDT

Stephanie,
hope you had a special Mother's Day. I know your boyz made it as wonderful as you are. I know you are such a gift to them as you are to the rest of us, but especially to your family!! ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
KIngston Springs, TN - Monday, May 12, 2008 4:37 PM CDT

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, STEPH!!!!!!!!!! I miss and LOVE you...

:)
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 7:53 AM CDT

Well???? How did it go????
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 8, 2008 3:21 PM CDT

Hey Dear,
Thinking of you & hoping you're enjoying these Fresh Spring rains in the morning as much as I do. - Watching the birdies grap the early worms. There are so many wonders in the world to enjoy & bring smiles to our faces & warm our hearts - you're one of them.
kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, May 8, 2008 9:09 AM CDT

hey steph
sorry you had problems with a doc... Hang in there with the dentiest. Maybe you should do that dentistry where they knock out or at least mildly sedate you... I hate dentistry work too, must be an FAP thing... ha ha
take care of yourself and please email me to talk or vent...
steph
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 10:14 PM CDT

Muscle relaxers.... hummmmm...Great suggestion, Kendra!! I will keep that in mind the next time I go to the dentist. I am cracking up at your analogy of "opening your mouth as wide as a hippo" because that's exactly what I had to do yesterday afternoon for over an hour to get some teeth fixed. Susta-gur, I hope that made you smile. I pray that you enjoyed the sunshine today and focused on the mighty love that our heavenly Father has for you. Thanks again for your post. Talk with you soon...
Susta-Gur
- Tuesday, May 6, 2008 9:26 PM CDT

Hey Steph! I am always encouraged by your posts. I agree with you about the dentist! I just went for the first time in 10+ years! Can you believe that? I had a tooth that broke and they fixed it...minus a root canal, but the doc was fabulous, and they took out those ugly old silver fillings and my teeth are all filled in with white. Very pretty, even if I have to open up my mouth as wide as a hippo for you to see. :-) So hang in there! I found that taking a muscle relaxer before going does wonders. LOL
Kendra <kendra.magee@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 6:28 PM CDT

Ooh, I would NEVER laugh at your fear of the dentist, susta-gur! I have my own somewhat irrational fears from my early childhood, and it's bad when I have to go. Sweaty palms, elevated heart rate, etc... I will pray for calm when you are in the dentist chair. I am happy to see your post. I love you and thank you for challenging us all to make it a good week this week. I for one plan to take your advice to heart. Yeah, for vacation time!!!
Love you bunches!
Susta Gur
- Tuesday, May 6, 2008 1:25 PM CDT

So glad to hear from you. I think about you often and pray you are well. One blessing you always share is your quote and scripture. It seems to always parallel something in my life and I'm sure in many others as well. Thank you for that blessing.
Grayson Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 10:21 AM CDT

Hope this is a good week for you (denist and all). You'll be in our prayers. David is doing great. Liza our daughter with heart problem is a week overdue with baby number 2. Keep her in your prayers. She is going to need it since her other little girl is only 19 months. Take care

Judy Davis
Bicknell, IN - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 10:16 AM CDT

HI STEPH!!!!!!!!!
LOVED hearing from you....even my little textes (did I spell that right?) mean so much to me... :)
I have a HHHHUUUUGGGEEE dental phobia....but I've had FOUR root canals and I LOVE MY endodontist....Daniel Price...girl, if you can get him (he's on 21st Ave.) he is FAB-U !!!!!! I am not kidding or exaggerating...he did not hurt one tee-niny bit, not even the shot or all the work he had to do....and each tooth was done THAT day...not done in a two and three step process... take my word on this one!
BTW, when do we meet again??? Let me know.....LOVE YOU AND WIll be praying....
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, May 5, 2008 7:21 PM CDT

Stephanie, it was great to hear from you today. I hope your week is wonderful. I think of you and pray for you often.
Jackie Thompson <jthompson@infrainc.com>
Springfield, TN USA - Monday, May 5, 2008 3:44 PM CDT

Hey From Mississippi!
It was so great to get an update from you Stephanie. Hello to all and keeping you continually in our prayers.
Mott and Wayne

Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Monday, May 5, 2008 2:38 PM CDT

stephanie, i enjoyed getting to spend some time with you on saturday. i missed seeing you at church yesterday. i brought your gift(book), but i will get it to you soon. kathy said wed. or fri. would be good for her (shoes!)if that would fit into your schedule. just let us know. love you lots!
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Monday, May 5, 2008 2:18 PM CDT

Great to hear from you.. I know all about the phobia.. I had a bad time with my wisdom teeth. I hate it when they clean mine even.. ha! Glad the sun is shining and you have a spark of happy today.. :) I feel you should go to have the surgery--then come back asap.. I feel you are getting really great treatment in Ohio. They seem to really know what they are doing.. I feel it is an answer to prayers. :)
I plan on having a great week too.. it does make your heart feel good when you start out the week with a great attitude and the Lord in your heart and a smile on your face.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, May 5, 2008 2:13 PM CDT

Good afternoon Stephanie, What a blessing I received today. I've been thinking about you frequently and today, I went to your site, and you had just posted! I will continue to keep you in my prayers as you make your decisions. You are such a special person. I truly enjoyed having tea with you a while back. I hope your day continues to be bright :-)
Janelle Doyel <janelledoyel@comcast.net>
Franklin, TN usa - Monday, May 5, 2008 1:58 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie! So good to hear from you. I'm still thinking about you (and looking out from the choir - HA!)I understand your "dental phobia". Girl -- I have a HUGE one also!! I'd rather do just about anything - than go to the dentist!! However, I had a root canal just last week and all went well - so hang in there! Love ya! Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, - Monday, May 5, 2008 1:56 PM CDT

Stephanie, it has been a long time since I have connected with you but I want you to know that I am consistently checking your site to see how you are doing. Even though I do not post on here regularly I do want you to know that you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. You are a very special lady!
Always your friend.
Richard Franey <richardf_5@hotmail.com>
Owensboro, KY - Saturday, May 3, 2008 12:12 AM CDT

Little Friend,
I'm justing thinking bout you this morning...........hoping that you are pain-free and having a peaceful happy day.
Love you lots,
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, May 2, 2008 10:21 AM CDT

Hello Dear,
Wanted you to know I was thinking of you & praying for you. Looking forward to seeing / hearing / reading you.
kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 9:28 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, just checking in with you today and praying for you too. ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs,TN, TN - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 4:15 PM CDT

My Dear Sweet Stephanie,
My Good is, God, You, our family and our wonderful friends. The butterfly I saw today. Your sweet voice this morning. The memory of the first time I felt you move and the first time I held you in my arms and kissed your sweet little feet. Your first steps and first words. and the day Zachary was born.(There are too many things in between to mention)
I am so thankful for Zachary. He is a bright ray of sunshine in our life. God sends me a little glimps of Dusty just at the time I need it most. They are so connected.
I am Praying tonight that you find the right answers to your questions. My Daddy, (your PapPaw) always said to follow your heart. God will guide you. When I listened to my heart, it was always right. God will hold you and comfort you as you make the right choices. Look deep inside and trust God to give you the answer.
I love you so very much, you are my ray of sunshine.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 6:32 PM CDT

stephanie, as always you find a way to encourage us by your post. you are so right about finding the "good" in every day. my "good" for the entire week is that catie will become a winstead on thursday. that is a good that will last me a long time. please pray everything goes well. i love you!
anita winstead <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 12:27 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie - I'm so glad you included me in your update. You and your family are in my prayers often. Thank you for making me STOP, THINK, and LOOK at my life. Sometimes the small things - when appreciated - can refocus us. My good today was sharing a meal with Bob. And your journal. That was an extra blessing. xo
Anita DeFrancesca <cz3956@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN US - Monday, April 21, 2008 11:43 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie:

Long time no talk to. I talk to Jerry every few months, but it was great to hear from you. Thank you for sending me your website. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Glen
Glen Jones <glen.jones@ki.com>
- Monday, April 21, 2008 12:45 AM CDT

hello to our sweet Stephanie
joanne myers <fritzhannah@yahoo.com>
madison, ms usa - Monday, April 21, 2008 12:10 AM CDT

Good Morning Stephanie, My good today is your encouraging words right off the bat, and I guess I love the 5 senses God gives us. I can't imagine not being able to not see the beautifulness of nature, His butterflies, His fresh green grass, new flowering buds and seeing a friend. Smelling the freshness of Springtime, hearing the birds and people talking kind words, oh and tasting some yummy foods like chococlate chip cookies right out of the oven. Touch, the touch of a hug. You are a gift girl and ~ you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, April 21, 2008 11:53 AM CDT

LOL! I just love it!
MY good, is weightless/freedom I feel every time I think that God NEVER leaves me. Never! The only times I can't clearly hear His voice is when I've allowed pain of one type or another or self-inflicted guilt to speak to me louder than it should, drowning out that wonderful familiar, voice. The one that never forces His way into our thoughts & lives but is constantly, patiently sharing his wonderful love for us & plans He has for us. It's up to us to ask for His power to help keep the other voices from getting out of hand.
I know I'm rambling - but my "good" is just so darn . . .
GOOD!
Can I get a witness?
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, April 21, 2008 10:59 AM CDT

My good this morning is seeing news from you! Also, the fact that we got to dedicate our sweet little Will to to LORD yesterday morning. He is an amazing miracle and I'm so thankful for the opportunity to stand before my church and be an example that God is still in the business of working MIRACLES!
Lisa Brachey
Gallatin , TN - Monday, April 21, 2008 10:47 AM CDT

I hope you continue to improve..take it day by day.. I am so glad you are home and I am so happy Uncle Don is home.. Yes--you both come from tough stock.. :) good people.. :)
I was talking with someone the other day about your Granny and Pawpaw--in the red and white truck going to Wal-Mart every morning.. Granny would drive.. he was just happy to get out of the house.. too sweet.. :) I know they are your angels now.. :)
ER had an episode or two about a priest with lupus. It was so great for them to talk about it. They often speak of it on House also.. it is a thrill when they get the message out.. :)
Love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, April 21, 2008 8:28 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie, Your visit to Huntingburg was our yellow butterfly that Saturday! Hope your week getting accustomed to the new stent will turn into days!
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
- Monday, April 21, 2008 6:57 AM CDT

Stephanie ... Hi ... and ... thanks for telling us about ER ... I didn't know about that, I will look for rerun!

Steve (SandDude)
Atlanta, GA US - Sunday, April 20, 2008 3:36 PM CDT

The best thing yesterday was seeing a hummingbird at my newly cleaned and filled hummingbird feeder in my backyard. I told him to go tell all his friends and family! One of my favorite quiet time places is the patio in my backyard, and that little guy to me was just a promise of the pleasure to come!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, TN US - Saturday, April 19, 2008 9:28 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie!
So glad to hear you are doing well. You have been on my mind ALL week and I was just waiting for your "auto update" e-mail! I watch ER also!! That was so cool - I knew what they were talking about!! I have a HUGE praise -Ally Grace accepted Christ and will be baptized this Sunday morning. I am one proud granny!
I pray you continue to feel better and enjoy the beautiful spring days! Lots of yellow butterflies to come!!
Love, Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Saturday, April 19, 2008 0:10 AM CDT

Stephanie, thinking of you today - I am so glad you were up to posting. I hope the pain is easing a little bit - you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Brittany and I will be traveling to Boca Raton next week-end - I'll let you know how it goes with the false eye lashes (HAHA). Talk to you soon!! Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:57 PM CDT

I love you! You are such an inspiration! I love your comment about the butterfly. It reminds me of how my little boys see the world. No wonder they are so happy!
May all your unspoken negatives turn into positives. Feel better. You are loved.
Maury Howard <mhhoward@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

Stephanie, You continue to be such an inspiration to me! You've been through so much and yet your attitude is amazaing and your faith so strong!

Take care, Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:23 PM CDT

Hey steph,
Hope you start feeling better soon. I was so excited too when I hear FAP, I had to rewind it to make sure I heard what she said and if what she said was correct... I was impressed.. take care, thinking ofyou all the time

steph
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:05 PM CDT

Oh, thank you so much for sending me the link to your web page. I have been thinking about you often since we last talked, but lost your number so haven't been able to call. I am so sorry to hear you have been going through so much! Reading through some of your posts I realized a lot more of what you deal with than what I got from our brief conversation. You probably already know this much better than I, but it is always good for me to be reminded that God doesn't always use us by what we can DO (which is very little sometimes when you're dealing with health problems) but also, and many times more often, through who we ARE. You are such an encouragement to me because of who you are. My husband and I will be praying for you. By the way, did you ever get to ask about the Levsin for the intestinal spasms?
Lindsey Slaughter <joshandlindsey@gmail.com>
Murfreesboro, - Friday, April 18, 2008 6:49 PM CDT

Hey Susta-Gur,
Funny story: Little kindergarten boy walks up to me at the end of class and says,"Coach, it's raining in the gym". Of course, I immediately look up to see if maybe there is a leak in the roof... I see nothing. I say, "Ethan, why do you think it's raining in the gym?"
His reply? "Because my hair is wet!" He had been sweating so hard from all the activities we had done that he was sweating in his head. Is that not hysterical? He was so serious!
Hope that brought a little smile to you today. Thanks for the post; it was great to be reminded to find the joy in each day, whether it's something big or small. I love you so much. We continue to lift you up in prayer to our God, who is the comforter and healer.
Susta-Gur
- Friday, April 18, 2008 6:45 PM CDT

WOW....what a post!!! I loved the yellow butterfly! You really show us what LIFE is all about, Steph! God is GREAT! (and so are YOU!!) LOVEYA...
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 18, 2008 6:27 PM CDT

Hey Girl,
So glad to hear from you.
Bill & I were hoping for some good news. I hope the new stent was there & that by today you're awake!!!
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, April 18, 2008 4:38 PM CDT

Stephanie,
We are praying for the best results possible with your latest procedure. Don is recovering and resting at home after our Monday morning scare. As you always remind us, life is precious so live each day with joy. We love you. Vera and Don
Vera Myers
Caledonia, MS USA - Friday, April 18, 2008 1:36 PM CDT

We love you Stephanie..... :)
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 17, 2008 8:42 PM CDT

thinking about you today and hoping all goes well.~you are so loved~
Karen paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:19 PM CDT

It will be a while until you read this.. but I hope that you can feel the Lord's hands holding you while you are in surgery. I am thinking of you today. I have peace about this surgery and I hope that you do also. Please rest afterwards and heal. Sounds like the doctors have listened to you and they have great ideas for you to have a better daily life. You are in my heart this week.
Love ya
Denna
dcrossley <dcrossley@ecolab.com>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2008 12:40 AM CDT

Stephanie, You are in my prayers today..as always!!! Julia will you let us know how she is doing? Love,
Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 12:29 AM CDT

Hi, Stephanie, and all who love Stephanie,

God just prompted me to read your post today, and to pray for you and family. I am praying for the doctors to have compassion and wisdom as they minister to you. Also that you have comfort, faith and courage during this time, and that you heal quickly and have minimum pain.

"FEAR THOU NOT, FOR I AM WITH THEE; BE NOT DISMAYED; FOR I AM THY GOD: I WILL STRENGTHEN THEE; YEA I WILL HELP THEE; YEA I WILL UPHOLD THEE WITH THE RIGHT HAND OF MY RIGHTEOUSNESS." ISAIAH 41:10

LOVE,
"MIZ" PEGGY
Peggy Fisher <peggy766@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2008 10:59 AM CDT

You are in my prayers today. We all love you so so much.
Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2008 9:21 AM CDT

My sweet baby, I am Praying now as you are in surgery. I am Praying that uou will wake up with no compications, that the new stent will take away the pain. We all love and adore you. You are our Angel and you give us the inspiration to be better each. day. God is holding you while you are in surgery. He will hold you close until you wake up. I love you.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 7:31 AM CDT

THANKS MAMAJULIA! She will remain in our prayers and know that she will post when the time is right for her. LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!
DEb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 9:28 PM CDT

Hey Girl,
Bill & I read your post while we were on vacation in San Diego. So sorry to read about your struggles getting home. I know the decisions are tough for you but, bless your heart, now's the time. You're always in my prayers.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 4:55 PM CDT

thanks Moma Julia for the update. Please let her know that I love her and I have been praying for her. I am so glad they are back home safe and sound.. Tell her to rest and Lors will lead her as He has in the past. Sending my prayers and love--Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie,
I just read your latest update and wanted to say that you are an inspiration!! Thinking about you!
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 6:45 AM CDT

Update... Stephanie and Bennie had a safe but eventful plane ride back to Nashville... Bad weather and delayed flights and a bumpy ride. She has a lot of things to consider and think about. She will give you a udate when she gets to feeling a bit better. She loves you all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, April 14, 2008 5:49 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie! You are daily in our prayers...we will be praying that God's strength will carry you like a lovely set of wings until we see you again! Have a great trip! Love, The Bunnings
Alisa Bunning <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 12, 2008 8:52 PM CDT

Praying for you, Susta Gur! Let us know how things went when you feel up to it. Love you tons.....
Susta-Gur
- Friday, April 11, 2008 11:23 PM CDT

Stephanie, I wish you a safe and Bennie and productive trip. I will praying that they are able to give you some relif from your pain. We love you and will be awaiting your return.. Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 3:06 PM CDT

Hey Susta-Gur,
I am praying for you as you begin this next phase of the journey. I am sorry for the pain you are feeling...try going back to Maui in your mind(hey, at least it will bring a smile for a moment!). What time is the dr. appt. tomorrow so we can pray for you specifically at that time? Know that we love you and are asking God for strength and wisdom and for a solution to all this. I love you so much...
Susta Gur
- Tuesday, April 8, 2008 2:51 PM CDT

Stephanie,
You are in our thoughts and prayers as always. Be safe on your trip. We love you. Vera and Don
Vera Myers <vmyerscms@hotmail.com>
Caledonia, MS USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 2:08 PM CDT

Stephanie,
I know I never sign your guestbook, but that doesn't mean that I don't think about you and pray for you every day. You are an amazing person, so cute and so sweet. You don't deserve all this pain. I wish you and Bennie the best of luck on your trip to Mayo. We will all be praying for you.
Shelve Bell <ShelveB@Aol.com>
Caledonia, MS USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 1:53 PM CDT

We had SUCH a good time today!! I am thankful for every SECOND with you!! I'll be praying for your trip and KNOWING that God has it planned the way it's supposed to go...I LOVE YOU STEPH!!! You certainly know how to make me laugh!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 8, 2008 12:54 AM CDT

Little Friend,
I will be praying for your safety on this trip, and also for the doctors to have wisdom and kind hands in taking care of you.
I hope you feel like shopping soon...........Nita and I need new shoes.
Love you,
Kathy Shepard <Kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 11:05 AM CDT

I will be praying for your trip. Please know that you are on our minds and in our hearts. Pray and the Lord will be good to you. He has held you close to His heart for years now--He will not forsake you.. :) You are one of His angels.
love ya
Denna
denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, April 8, 2008 10:35 AM CDT

Stephanie, Thanks for your e-mail. I hope your appointment goes well next week and they can come up with a plan for you. You are always on our minds and in our prayers. Keep up posted - we love you!! Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Saturday, April 5, 2008 9:53 PM CDT

I can't wait to see you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XXXOOOXXXOOO
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, April 5, 2008 7:15 PM CDT

Hey Stephanie,
Just read your post, I just had to let you know how much you are loved and prayed for. Extra prayer will be going up now, and will carry you through this difficult time. You are a constant on our SS prayer list, so you are lifted up regularly.
"May today there be peace within you. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. I believe friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly" Amen

We are lifting you on the wings of prayer today

Love You
"Miz" Peggy

Peggy Fisher <peggy766@aol.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, April 4, 2008 4:02 PM CDT

good morning, stephanie, just wanted you to know that i love you and will pray that your trip next week will give you insight about your next step. my mind cannot comprehend the struggles you live with every day. when you feel up to it, there's a shoe shopping excursion waiting for you. anita
anita winstead <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Thursday, April 3, 2008 11:29 AM CDT

Ms. Stephanie-just to read your words and see you surround yourself with God, it fills my heart. I pray for you as a mother as I'm sure it must be difficult to have Zach see your constant challenges; I pray for Julia as well, as a mother I know it would pain me so much to see my child go through this; and I pray for you as the person you are-sweet, perservering, God-fearing, and that your pain will be comforted. We don't want you to continue to be "jacked-up"!! Continue to be a Warrior!
Kathy Reinke <kreinke@ofsbrands.com>
Dale, IN - Thursday, April 3, 2008 11:05 AM CDT

I just want you to know that you and your boys are constants in my prayers. But even more, your name is lifted up so often that even now as we take prayer requests before we exercise, if I or Debbie don't mention your name, my five year old daughter will! How marvelous that God is using your life down into the details of even a little girl's heart. She is learning by your life the importance of holding one another up in prayer, and giving one another over to the only ONE who can do anything about it. Thank you for loving Him so loudly, and so well.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, TN US - Thursday, April 3, 2008 9:02 AM CDT

Stephanie you are always in my heart and my prayers. I pray that the Good Lord gives you strength to carry on as you have done in the past. You are a very strong person, with lots of love and support from all who know and care about you. I always enjoyed talking to you when I was the Customer Service Rep.for the TN area. You probably do not remember me, it has been a long time, but I do remember you. Julia still makes time to say "hi" when she is in the office and I alway enjoy seeing her. Be stong and keep in touch. Good luck next week, I will be praying for you!
God Bless you!
Connie Kissling
Connie Kissling <ckissling@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:50 AM CDT

Stephanie-You my dear are the strongest person that I have ever had the honor of meeting in my life. We are all truly blessed to have you in our lives. We will keep praying for you and soon, we will all know what to do. I cannot wait to see you again. You would not believe how big little man is getting and he cannot want to see you all again. We all love you very much and take care sweet lady!!!

Missy, Brandon and Braden Schultheis <Mschultheis@ofsbrands.com>
Petersburg, IN 47567 - Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:45 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie, You are very much in my prayers every day. And my admiration for you grows every day. Your sharing with us is a wonderful, compassionate undertaking. I pray that the doctors find a way to lessen your pain.
Lori Schnieders <lschnieders@ofsbrands.com>
Ferdinand, IN USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:22 AM CDT

Dear Stephanie,
Very very good luck for your appointement. I will think about you very very much that day . I wish i could be like cinderella fairy grand mo with my magic stick telling bibidi babidi boum ...... kisses , elodie
Elodie
Shaker heights, OH USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 9:44 PM CDT

Hey steph
Good luck with your appt next week. My hubby is from MN. It is a beautiful place just cold... Good luck with your travels and all of your appts. Thinking of you and praying for you

steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 7:50 PM CDT

Stephanie,
It is such a blessing to read your updates. Your faith, courage and perserverance never ceases to amaze me. God is using you in so many ways. Tonight, He used you to make me put things in my life in perspective. I thank God for that and I thank Him for you!
God Bless! My best to the family!
John Buening <jbuening@ofsbrands.com>
Evansville, IN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 7:37 PM CDT

So glad to read that your finally made your appointment.
Be safe, we're praying.
KElly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 4:18 PM CDT

PRAY>>>PRAY>>>>>PRAY - ING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE TO YOU ALL!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 4:11 PM CDT

Update.... Stephanie and Bennie are going to Mayo Clinic next week. Please Pray that they will have a new approach and have the answers we are all Praying for. Stephanie sends her love to you all

Julia <jsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 5:06 PM CDT

Hi Stephanie, You are in my prayers. Just think all the sweet butterflies will be coming out anytime. The moment I see one I will think about you!! Take it easy, keep holding and pressing on. ~ you are so loved ~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 2:05 PM CDT

THANK YOU MAMAJULIA!! We'll be praying and waiting.....much love!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, March 27, 2008 11:40 AM CDT

Thanks for the insight, Julia.
We'll all continue our prayers.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, March 26, 2008 4:54 PM CDT

Udate. Stephanie has had a hard few day's. She will update this afternoon to catch you up. She has some very hard decisions to make in the next few weeks. Please continue to Pray.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 7:56 AM CDT

Dang! I've been waiting for months for the skit. Last I heard it would be 3/9.Didn't know it had been rescheduled for Easter & I was away with family.
I'm with Anita, "Play it again Sam."
Ok . . .It's tomorrow . . . Hope to read from you soon!
Miss you,
KElly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, March 25, 2008 2:31 PM CDT

stephanie, i'm so glad you had a great time at the retreat. it sounds like a wonderful time was had by all. i've heard nothing but good things about it. isn't GOD good? and i heard the skit was awesome on sunday morning, but since i was home sick, i didn't get to see it. now i'm going to have to beg the youth to do it again sometime soon. love you lots! anita
anita winstead <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 1:02 PM CDT

Stephanie,
What a blessed time we had in our "cabin". The cabin was truly full of teens, lots of laughter, and praising the Lord. Thanks for your encouragement and help throughout the weekend. Enjoyed the fellowhsip. Love ya girl, margie
Margie Crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 9:03 AM CDT

I am so glad you had a chance to relax and be "YOU". Hopeyou had a great easter too. I will wait to hear how you are feeling and any new developments. Always praying for you.
steph
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Monday, March 24, 2008 4:17 PM CDT

So good to hear that you were able to experience a true retreat! Those type weekends are lovely, this one especially! Look forward to hearing the other updates, but glad to hear you had a great time and beautiful Easter! Love you always, Tammy
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN US - Monday, March 24, 2008 3:48 PM CDT

Stephanie, you and your family are in my prayers. I was glad to hear of all the great things that went on at the youth retreat...they did an awesome job yesterday on their skit!
Lucas Winstead <LWinstead@dcbe.org>
- Monday, March 24, 2008 2:10 PM CDT

Stephanie, I hope you had a Happy Easter. Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you have been able to have some relief from your pain. Let us know how you are doing. Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, March 24, 2008 7:09 AM CDT

My Sweet baby... I know how hard these days are for you. The smile is on the outside but the pain is there.. a Mother always knows. You can use the "I am fine" I can always can tell by the voice. I fall to my knees each day and Pray that God, in his own time will bless us all with your healing. You have a book to write and a lesson for us all.
I Love you so.
Mother

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 3:27 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers. I know that the Lord is going to make things so clear for you, keep your head up. You are so strong! You are such an inspiration to me and so many others! Thanks for always listening to my problems and being so helpful. Remember that I am here for you and will do anything for you that You need. I hope thay your retreat goes great and you get to retreat for a few days! Call me when you get home.
Thanks for all you do,
Jessica Mahaffey
Jessica Mahaffey <weatherford_jess@hotmail.com>
Ripley, TN USA - Sunday, March 16, 2008 8:59 PM CDT

Hey steph
good to see an update. I know you are very confused right now. Hope you have a good time on your retreat. I hear you on the CT scans. that is why my docs are monitoring my tumors via MRI, however I know the CT showed them better... despite everyones arguments. Good luck with your third opnion. I wish I had answers for you. But I can only pray you find the right ones.
Take care, it was good to hear from you
steph
steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Sunday, March 16, 2008 1:54 PM CDT

Stephanie, Just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you too :-)

Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, March 15, 2008 4:23 PM CDT

Kelly and I hope all goes well with the review. We know how important that is. Hope they have a great youth retreat. I just got back from New Orleans and it is still recovering from the storm. We won't make it to Hawaii this year but hope to be in San Diego next month when it is warmer.

We are praying for you each night.

Bill and Kelly Cade
Bill and Kelly Cade <kingwilli31@cs.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Saturday, March 15, 2008 9:11 AM CDT

Hi Sweet Girl--I love getting to "talk" and listen with you thru this web page. You are constantly in our thoughts and petitions---You are a LIGHT already--forget the radiation light--Thank you for Blessing my life with yur LIGHT! Love and Hugs to you--Terri Hightower
Terri Hightower <thightower57@aol.com>
Nashvile, tn Davidson - Saturday, March 15, 2008 9:08 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie! So glad to see your post. I know I haven't seen you at church but knew there was a reason - so I thought and prayed harder. Please always know that I will do anything for you! We'll put you in the motorhome and drive you to those far away doctors if you need us too - SERIOUSLY!!! You can lie down and rest ALL the way! I just want to do anything and something for you (physically) so please remember us if you need anything. That's why God gave us one another! I hope you have a great weekend and laugh lots!
Love, Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN 37221 - Friday, March 14, 2008 9:23 PM CDT

Hey Susta-Gur,
Thanks for your post, and for opening up with us.(Is it getting any easier to do?) We are praying for clarity as you have to make so many choices and decisions. We pray for strength and we pray that the pain will cease. I am so happy that you have the retreat to look forward to; I know that you will feel God's presence there. I know that being with the youth, coupled with Thomas' ability to lead powerful worship will help make the trip fabulous for everyone involved. I love you and am praying diligently for you. Talk with you soon.
Susta-Gur
- Friday, March 14, 2008 9:22 PM CDT

Ms.Stephanie, So glad I got to love on you Sunday morning. You are a ray of Sunshine! I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Hope you and our youth have a safe and Spirit filled trip. Read Psalm 20. It is dedicated to anyone who is facing a battle in their life.
Love in Christ, Brandi Maige
Brandi Maige <brandimaige@yahoo.com>
Fairview, TN - Friday, March 14, 2008 9:06 PM CDT

Too much for one small little body to have to handle. You remain in my prayers, and on my heart.
Do the possible, and let God do the impossible.
Love you.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Friday, March 14, 2008 8:18 PM CDT

HiSteph!!! I loved your post...I will be praying that you will have a WONDERFUL time at your retreat w/your WONDERFUL friend, Thomas (I love his music, too!!) I sure do miss you...but I'm ALWAYS keeping tabs on you through someone!!teehee.... Hope to see you sooooon sweet sister! We love you very much!
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, March 14, 2008 7:31 PM CDT

Stephanie, Just checking in with you and wanted to let you know how many prayers are being said for you and your whole family. Take it easy, Remb'er how you're being Held by God's great BIG strong hands. He will never ever let you go.~ you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Friday, March 14, 2008 10:32 AM CDT

Hey Dear,
Thinking about you a lot. I know you have so many thoughts & decisions rolling around in your head (along with the pain) put I do pray that all those that hold you up to the Lord keep it up. The quiet times are usually the tough times for you.
Love you.
Still praying.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, March 12, 2008 4:52 PM CDT

So good to hear from you. We will keep the prayers comin. Keep up the good fight!
Gray Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 9:01 PM CDT

It is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gooooooood to see this post....you just don't know!! It has made my MONTH (well, past few months anyway!!) Still praying and loving you...God has it ALL!!!!!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, March 7, 2008 8:10 PM CST

Stephanie, I found this today.."So if you are suffering according to God's will, keep on doing what is right, and trust yourself to the God who made you, for He will never fail you." 1 Peter 4:19. I am praying for you alot sister. Hold on for He is carrying you.~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, - Friday, March 7, 2008 10:47 AM CST

Stephanie, Thanks for the update - I am so sorry to hear that you are still hurting so much. We love you and are praying for you all. Please know you are always on our minds and in our hearts. Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, March 6, 2008 9:26 PM CST

Hi susta-gur,
I hope that today finds you able to smile! I have been thinking about you this week, so I thought I would send you a little message. I love you and continue to pray that God will heal all the broken parts. Call me when you feel up to chatting, ok?
Susta Gur
- Thursday, March 6, 2008 3:02 PM CST

HI STEPHANIE...just getting ready to leave for "sculpt" and was TOTALLY THINKING ABOUT YOU!! I hope today will bring smiles to your face-all day long! I know it will to mine, everytime I think about you!!! LOVING AND MISSING MY GIRLFRIEND SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, March 6, 2008 6:55 AM CST

Hi Stephanie, Just another great big hug from me.~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 3:51 PM CST

I am just stopping in to say hello. I hope things are going your way. I hope it is sunny in your part of the world. :) take each day slow and hold the hand of the Lord--he is holding it out to you. :)
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtek.com>
- Tuesday, March 4, 2008 1:41 PM CST

Stephanie, Hey girl - just checking in to see how you are this week. Always thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers. Keep you chin up and hope you are having a great painfree week. Your florida buddy!! P.S. Chicago is just around the corner...

Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, February 28, 2008 8:21 PM CST

Thanks for the update,Susta-gur. I am glad a new set of "eyes" has been added to the team and that you feel comfortable with him. I will pray for healing of the newest pains in the bones and joints. I am proud of you for giving us the whole story, complete with fear and uncertainty. I know it is hard to do. I love you so much and hope to see you very soon. Let us know what the dr. visit today revealed when you feel up to it.
Susta-Gur
- Friday, February 22, 2008 11:50 PM CST

Do you know how much I miss you???????????? :~)
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 22, 2008 3:13 PM CST

Stephanie, Just thinking about you today! you're in my heart and I still say a prayer everytime I fly by your home!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 4:00 PM CST

stephanie, i was glad to see that you had posted. what wonderful news that you were able to see the dr. you wanted to see so soon and to "click" was even better. of course, if they can't click with you, then something is bad wrong with them. keep hanging onto God's promises, steph, they have always seen you through the tough times. and remember where fear, stress and worry comes from. you are the definition of "faith-in-action". i love you!
p.s. thanks for the prayers last week and know that you are always in mine.
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 3:43 PM CST

Stephanie,

I have not talked with you in awhile, and, I am sorry for that. The photo in Hawaii is so beautiful of you, Bennie, and, Zach. He has grown so tall and handsome! You continue to amaze so many people with your strength and inner beauty. You put most all of us to shame! God does continue to take care of you; he knows how special you are! I am praying for you as you make plans for your next surgery. May God grant you and the rest of your family the strength and courage to watch over you. I wish you peace in the days ahead, and, you will remain in my thoughts.
Pat Kelley <pkelley@azorinc.com>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 3:32 PM CST

hey girl--sounds like you have your plate full today.. that is for certain.. I know how hard it is to let go and let God.. I have to do it often and I know that you did also. It is our faith that keeps us close to His side. :) I take a R arthritis medicine for my bone and joint pain. It is new--called Arava. I have really done well on it--it really helps. I hope that if it is RA--I hope a medicine will work for your pain. I know how it hurts.. The medicine does help. I know you would like to do without adding another one. :) You are in my prayers daily. Please put all of this in the hands of the Lord--His hands are big and they are open..
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Wednesday, February 20, 2008 2:57 PM CST

Stephanie, I was great talking to you yesterday too... Hope today is a good one for you!! We love you and will be talking to you soon...As always you are in our prayers..
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 2:42 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day..... You are so loved by everyone. I know that Bennie will do something special for you because you deserve it. Never forget how much you are loved.

Burn <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:09 AM CST

Oh Susta-Gur...
I know how hard that post was for you, but I am so very proud of you for sharing it! We who know and love you are not fooled by the smile you put on~we know that it is for our benefit and that inside you are hurting. Please don't ever thiink that you HAVE to do this for us... we are your sisters, your friends, and we want and NEED to be here for you on the good days and the bad. Our shoulders are strong enough to bear your burdens on those extremely hard days. We are told to "bear one another's burdens" and we want to do that for you! You will be an encouragement to us whether you are smiling or crying. It's okay to cry and not feel strong. No one will ever for a moment doubt your strength or faith just b/c there are moments when you just feel too tired to muster the smile. My prayer for you is that you will release that guilt and allow us to be there for you. Allow us to bear your burden. We love you so much and pray for healing and strength. God can use your tears just as He uses your smiles, so whatever the emotion of the day, let it come and don't feel guilt or sadness over it. Sleep well tonight, my friend.

Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 5:47 PM CST

Well, all I can say is...I am SO PROUD of you!!!!!!!! Because I know how you didn't want to EVER open up about the truth....so for you to do this, it is GOD!!!!!! We want to know-all of it! That just means MORE and MORE prayers go to Him for YOU....God does have it and now we do too (well, a little piece of it anyway)..keep going Steph....WE LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!! Hope to SEE you soon....
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, February 12, 2008 2:53 PM CST

Stephanie, I can't imagine how difficult it must be to let us see the "real" window to what is going on in your heart inside.To let us see how and what you've been feeling for many years. This has been a long journey but as your mom said in her beautiful words, God has a plan but it is in His time. We want things to happen NOW and not have to wait. God ALWAYS knows what He is doing, it's up to us to continue to trust, obey and watch for those miracles. They are there, even through our closet friends ... ~you are so loved~
karen paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
kingston springs, - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 11:23 AM CST

sweet thing, I pray for you everyday, and even this morning told the Lord that I really didn't know what to pray for you, but just trust that He knows. while i only imagine that it is hard to open up, expose yourself, it really is how it's supposed to be. i am so sorry that you are having to go through this, but it really is being used by God to bring so many to Himself. so, please don't be discouraged, and know that fervant prayer is being lifted up on your behalf. we all love you
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 10:12 AM CST

Please know that you are inspiration to me--it is hard to put into words--but by seeing how it has worn you down--the pain and trying to help others feel good about it.. it all makes me realize that acting the same way you do is just going to catch up with me too --eventually. I am going to make you a promise--seeing your suffering through the days--I am going to start taking better care of myself and saying no more often. I fight my lupus this way--act like it is all ok and do not tell others when I am scared to pieces. I talk to my Mom.. you are Blessed to have yours also. Mothers are angels from God.. Please know that it is ok to be afraid and to be sick of all of it. I find myself getting jealous of others that have problems that can be fixed.. they get them fixed and move on.. we know that ours is a lifetime thing.. It does get really old. It is a huge array of emotions. Please know the Lord gave us these feelings in our heart and He is there each step to help us deal with them and try to make some sense of them.. take care little one--know that I am praying for you my friend.
I love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, February 12, 2008 9:18 AM CST

I feel is if God has put you here to be a conduit of strength for everyone around you. Interesting how so much time has gone by since we last spoke and you are always in my prayers.
The smile is your signature but it is ok to open up. You don't need permission from anyone. We are all amazed either way and our thoughts and prayers are with you. Thank YOU for your inspiration!
Grayson Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 8:45 AM CST

Hello Dear,
You don't have to but on the Jack-head grin for us. We love you & need to know when you need those special touches. We love you so.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, February 11, 2008 4:56 PM CST

Stephanie, I was so hoping you would have some good news by now or at least some answers. How frusted you must be - I know I would be. I'm sorry that some people can be so incentive - just because you are so beautiful - to think that you are not well. Your beautiful smile just shows us what a beautiful heart you have. It is okay to have those days that you can say I feel like crap - you don't always have to sugar coat it for us we can take it. If give us all the more reason to pray a little extra harder for you!! We love you!!
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, February 11, 2008 3:17 PM CST

Tonight was the most wonderful night. Stephanie and I meet two of God's Angels. We all know that God answers our Prayers. I have been friends with Terry for ten yeras but have never met her dear Mother They have a Prayer group that meets once a month and they have continued to Pray for Stephanie. I have never been able to go because of my work schedule. When I saw Terry this week she asked, as always, about Stephanie and said they had just prayed for her. As you all know, Stephanie has had a very hard week. Terry asked if we could meet her and her Mother so we could all Pray together tonight. We arranged to meet at 5:00. She is a very busy business woman with a thriving business to run and I knew this was taking time from her family. She said it would be a blessing to her and her Mother. It was like God was alone with the four of us in this very small room. The emotion that I felt was so intense watching Stephanie that I thought my heart would explode. I truly klnow that God was with us in that small room tonight. A very dear friend and her sweet Mother prayed with us. I felt a calm that I haven't ever felt before. The anxiety just seemed to leave my body and I felt like God had answered our Prayers. Stephanie will be God's messsenger to carry tonight forward to others. Another dear friend of ours recently looked at Stephanie and said,"you are going to write a book". I realized tonight that she is ready to go forward with this book. Her journey will help so many people that are struggling to find the way to God. Above all... that is always the answer.I have certainly had my times of extreme doubt.. not understanding the why of things, I no longer have that. I know in my heart that my baby will be healed. I can sleep a very peaceful night tonight.
I hope that everyone that reads this will rejoice. God has a plan and it is all in his time.
God is love.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 8:26 PM CST

Stephanie, I will say an extra little prayer tonight for you. I will pray that you rest easy and your pain is gone. We love you!!
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassocites.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 7:15 PM CST

Hello, Beautiful! I LOVE this photo. You are wonderful AND beautiful, and have always been so as long as I've known you.
I forget you not,
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 6, 2008 2:11 PM CST

Hey, Stephanie! It has been a while since I've posted an entry, so I wanted to sneak in here before I start the work day to say 'hello' and that I'm thinking about ya!
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Monday, February 4, 2008 6:51 AM CST

Hi Stephanie! Gary and I had planned to go to the game last night, but instead took advantage of a rare night alone together, and just hung out! Im sorry I missed the opportunity to say "hi" as I dont seem to run in to you very often anymore. I am so thankful for these updates from you...they fill me with so much hope and encouragment and open my eyes even more to God's amazing love and mercy. I love your wedding pictures! What beautiful memories! I know what you mean about having to get away and just be yourselves sometimes without the interferance of the world...those are precious times. I am really struggling right now with letting my sons grow up and begin to make their choices, and to not need me nearly so much. Their whole lives it's been our job as parents to nurture and protect and do for them...it's a hard thing to step back from. Will you pray for me...to have the right words, the wisdom, the strength to pray when I want to just cry? I will be praying for you, too...this mom thing is a hard gig! You and Bennie and Zach are in our prayers all the time...thank you for embracing life and being the "half-full" gal that you are! May God just wrap you up in His goodness today! Lots of love, Alisa
Alisa Bunning <sixbunnies91@hotmail.com>
Kingston Springs, TN 37082 - Saturday, February 2, 2008 3:30 PM CST

Dear Steph,

You are one of the bravest people I know. Hang in there!! See ya in gym.

Love ya,
Sue
Sue Clark
Kingston Springs, TN - Saturday, February 2, 2008 11:42 AM CST

Good morning Susta-Gur!
So good to wake up and see your post; and I LOVED the pics! I got chills on the lastt picture, b/c it brought back memories for me. We also went on the road to Hana and stopped to look at the black sand beach (that is where the picture was taken, right?) Anyway, I pray that you will have peace of mind w/ the decisions you are having to make, and that Dr. Church will intervene with your drs. here if necessary. Maybe you can get out this afternoon and enjoy the sunshine! I love you much and am glad you felt up to posting. I will talk with you later this weekend???
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, February 2, 2008 8:26 AM CST

Stephanie, I had to check before we headed out to our dance competion. So glad to see your post - hope you have a great day. I'll send you some pictures later. Marc just walked in and says hello.
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Saturday, February 2, 2008 7:56 AM CST

Hey Susta-Gur,
I love you! I hope that the pain is going away and the drs. are able to find out what's going on in that ole' body of yours. I've missed talking to you, maybe we can chat this weekend? Saturday is supposed to be pretty; hopefully you can sit outside for a minute and let the sun warm your face. Just thinking about you and wanted to let you know. Praying for you everyday...
Susta-Gur
- Friday, February 1, 2008 11:02 PM CST

Hey Stephanie just checking in hope you are having a wonderful painfree day!!
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, February 1, 2008 8:38 AM CST

THANKS MAMAJULIA!!!!
Steph...I was wondering what had happened to my text-buddy... now I'm you're "prayer-buddy"....taking it to a whole new level... I LOVE and MISS you....
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 31, 2008 8:10 PM CST

Thanks so much for the update.
She's in our prayers.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, January 31, 2008 4:44 PM CST

Stephanie, It was so great talking to you. I love the new pictures what memories you have made. Don't forget to work on Marc - haha - it would be a miracle but you seem to know how to work those. Hope you get your answers soon from the doctor. You will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Keep posting - we are always checking on you!!! P.S. I found the eyelashes - let you know how it goes this week-end.
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 7:12 PM CST

Stephanie, I hope you are feeling much better today. I am praying for you today, you're in my heart ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 1:32 PM CST

Hey Stephanie,
I'm think about you. You can e-mail me anytime,I love getting e-mails. You or Zachary can e-mail me anytime.

I love you....

Love from a FRIEND,
Rachel~Beth
Rachel-Beth <AngelKisses4J@comcast.ent>
K.S., TN USA - Monday, January 28, 2008 7:03 PM CST

Julia thanks for the update. Stephanie, hope this week you are feeling better. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, January 28, 2008 2:02 PM CST

Udate... Yes it is Mother Julia.
Stephanie has been struggling this week with pain & nausea. She has had two CT. trying to determine if it is related to kidney or gallstones.
For her to admit that she is in pain is very unusual. I can hear it in her voice. The first CT did show kidney stones but they are in the top of the kidney and haven't traveled down. Today they were looking for problems in the gallbladder.
Please continue to sign on and give her your love and encouragement. This means so much to her.
Love to you all.
Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, January 25, 2008 5:53 PM CST

Stephanie, Hello hope all is well. Have'nt seen any posts lately. Let us know how you are doing. We need some more Hawaii details and pictures. As always you are in our thougts and prayers. Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 3:43 PM CST

Congrats on your wedding celebration! Enjoyed the beautiful pics.
You are such an inspiration to all of us. I look forward to keeping in touch and wishing you well. The power of prayer and strength of positive energy is so evident in your journey.
Congrats!!
Grayson Fitz <gfitz5@mindspring.com>
Raleigh , NC USA - Monday, January 21, 2008 9:55 PM CST

Just thinking about you today on this beautiful cold day. Hope God blesses you in a special way on this day.~you're so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, January 21, 2008 8:47 AM CST

Hey Susta-Gur,
Awesome pictures! I, too, love Maui. When I'm having a tough day, I just go there in my mind and pretend to lie on the beach listening to the waves. I am glad you are back and hope that the time away was all that you wished it to be. I love you so much...
Susta Gur
- Wednesday, January 16, 2008 3:09 PM CST

stephanie, i love seeing your pictures of hawaii! it was great talking to you last night and hearing about your trip. i hope bennie's plan for the condo works out. how exciting would that be? i'm glad the trip was everything you hoped/prayed it would be and more. love you!
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 9:59 AM CST

Wow!!!!!!!!!! The pictures are great. I'm so happy for you! Congratulations on your wedding celebration. You made a beautiful bride.
I love you, Little Friend.
Your forever Shoe Buddy
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
nashville, tn usa - Monday, January 14, 2008 11:00 AM CST

I am so happy that you had this special time with your family. I think we all have our own little haven that is a piece of paradise to us--sounds like you have found yours in Maui. I am so glad that you were able to go and enjoy it. Please take care and do not overdo it.
love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Monday, January 14, 2008 9:42 AM CST

Stephanie, I hope you realize the MANY people like me who are strengthened and encouraged by this life journey of yours put on paper. We are knit together in an odd sort of way through this journal, and can unite together as we pray together.
I love the scripture you included on this post. I read in a book the phrase, "Do the possible, and let God do the impossible." I think that applies to all of our journeys. God really has it all anyway. Thank you for living your journey out loud.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Sunday, January 13, 2008 5:48 PM CST

You guys look great in the new pics. Hope to see more. Kelly has been to the Islands and loves it like you do. I haven't made it yet but we might someday.

Glad you guys made it home safely.

Bill and Kelly Cade <kingwilli31@cs.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2008 11:17 AM CST

Stephanie, you all look so happy and tan! You are often in our prayers and always in our thoughts. We love you, Matt, Kendra and Jacob
Kendra Magee <kilngurl@hotmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, January 12, 2008 9:39 PM CST

Stephanie, I am glad you all had a safe trip home. Sounds like it was a dream trip come true. That is wonderful - I look foward to reading all about it and I love the pictures. I will have to see Maui through your eyes - because I don't think I will ever be able to get Marc on a plane for that long. Maybe I can go with you on your next trip... I hope that all goes wells next week with your appointments, as always you are in our prayers. Your Florida Buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Saturday, January 12, 2008 8:33 PM CST

Hi Stephanie,
Your Aunt Dot Sansing is my hairdresser and I hear about you when I get my hair done. Just want you to know I'm another person who's praying for you and your family. I loved touring your webpages and will visit again soon. May 2008 be all you hope and pray for.
Ann Copeland
Sulligent, AL USA - Tuesday, January 8, 2008 11:50 AM CST

You're FINALLY H O M E !!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to see ya....all tan and everything!!!! LOVE YAS
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 7, 2008 7:50 AM CST

Stephanie & Bennie, Congratulations and Happy New Year!! I know you were a beautiful bride today - I can't wait to see pictures - thanks for the e-mails you are sending - it makes us feel like we are there with you... Enjoy the sun and sand - they are a great healer.. We love you. The Shore's
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 9:20 PM CST

Stephanie and Benny,
May today be especially beautiful as you renew your vows with God's most gorgeous background as you celebrate in Hawaii. Our prayers are with you all during this special time in your lives. We are sooo grateful you are there! ENJOY ! ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 12:26 AM CST

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