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HAPPY NEW YEAR CROWE FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are you STILL on your honeymoon???????teehee.....LOVE YAS
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, December 31, 2007 7:12 PM CST

I am so glad you made it to Maui and are enjoying the sun and ocean. What a dream.. very jealous.. but glad you can be there and relax. hang in there. ihope the BP is under control. Thinking and praying for you
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
phoenixville, PA - Saturday, December 29, 2007 3:38 PM CST

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 29, 2007 10:32 AM CST

Fantastic!
Is your BP back down to normal as you expected it to be when you hit the sands?
I certainly hope so. Enjoy!
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, December 28, 2007 1:45 PM CST

Aloha Stephanie! And mahalo for sharing your sweet story! You couldn't make up anything cooler than what you are living right now. I thought I'd check your site and see what you were up to and boy was I surprised to find out that you are actually IN Hawaii right now!! That's awesome -- I LOVE Hawaii!! What great memories for your family.....can't wait to see the wedding pictures!
Nancy Herndon <nanseelh@aol.com>
Nashville, TN - Thursday, December 27, 2007 10:59 PM CST

Stephanie!! That is the sweetest thing about "marrying you again". I'm sitting here at work with chill bumps and tears!! You go girl!!! Of course, Maui is so beautiful - I might even marry Allen again - if we go back there - HA!! I will continue to think about you and pray for you. I hope you and yours have a wonderful, blessed, safe, healthy Christmas and a wonderful time in Maui.
Love you! Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Thursday, December 20, 2007 1:39 PM CST

Congratulations on your engagement. I am so happy for you both. Tell Bennie that I love men who love their wives. You will have a wonderful trip and it is just a shame that we can't all go with you. Love you and have a good time.
Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 20, 2007 11:03 AM CST

I am so happy for you.. Sounds like you are going to have a magical Holiday. You deserve to have a wonderful time and make lots of memories. I am so happy for all of you. I know the guys will love the trip also..We are celebrating our 10th next week--very happy about that.. :) I wish you the best with your blood work on Friday. I hope it will give you the pep that you need to totally enjoy your special trip. I know there were days when you felt you would not be going--and here you go! God is so good.. Yes--let us know what is happening on the trip.. Merry Christmas to all of you and many Blessings in 2008--it is going to be a great year!
love ya
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Wednesday, December 19, 2007 10:37 AM CST

WAKEYs WAKEYs

I icky sickies.
I in the spa (hospital)
Frostys comings soons (we do Frosty instead of Santa)
Happy weddings day.
Huggers.
Mumbles (mommy typed)
- Tuesday, December 18, 2007 9:21 PM CST

OH MY GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was crying right along with you, girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!! How SWEET and ROMANTIC that man of yours is!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be SURE to take plenty of pics and get them to us ASAP!! I want to see both your boys dressed to the nines!!!! Make sure you get a good pic of your ring too!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 18, 2007 3:29 PM CST

Stephanie, CONGRATULATIONS on your engagement!!What a cool way to do that. He is so creative and more importantly>> so in love with you. What a true example of what love is all about. I'm so happy for you both ..Merry Christmas! ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 12:10 AM CST

Hey Susta-Gur,
Thanks for the prayers... today I felt better than I have in weeks! You are such a prayer warrior! Have fun packing for Maui and have a wonderful time. Enjoy those sunsets and precious time with your boys. I love you much!
Susta-Gur
- Monday, December 17, 2007 5:42 PM CST

Stepjanie, I hope you are finding time to get plenty of rest during this hectic season! I wish you, your family and all the posting buddies a very Jolly Holiday and best wishes for a blessed 2008! Love always, Tammy
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN US - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:09 AM CST

Stephanie, Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and praying too! How wonderful that you were able to take a bath!!! Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 2:19 PM CST

OHHHHHHHHH!! The Christmas tree from "Wakey's Wakey's" is BEAUTIFUL!!! And just the right touch on here!!!! Someone is computer literate...I could never figure that one out..hahhaha....
Just wanting to stop by and say HEY in my traditional way....HEY.... hope you are doing well this entire weekend and I hope to see you SOOOOOOOOOOON, girlfriend!!!!! LOVE YOU!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 9, 2007 6:59 PM CST

WAKEYs WAKEYs

I backs!
I was really reallys icky sickies.
I loves my baths. With lots bubbles.
I makes big mess.
I talkies Gods you gets ems all times.
Huggers.
Mumbles (mommy typed)
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 2:35 PM CST

Hey Stephanie--It is good to hear from you. Yes--a bath--oh yes it is the little things in life. We take them for granted--but it is worth a million when you are able to do it. I am so happy that you are looking forward to your trip. Just keep your eyes on that trip and sitting on the beach.. All of this other stuff is just a stepping stone in order to get there.. :) You are in my prayers my friend..
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 1:46 PM CST

Stephanie, I will be praying that all goes smoothly on Friday and that you are up to going to Zach's game. How exciting it is to be able to take a bath - we do take for granted the small things that we can do and don't even think about until thay are taken away. That is a early present - I hope that you all have a wonderful time in Maui and that the sun is shining everyday for you!! Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, December 6, 2007 1:05 PM CST

Hi Stephanie! I know it's a good feeling to have a plan! I love the comparison to the scarecrow in one of the comments. It made me think also of the courage that the scarecrow had and the journey his friends made with him!! You are continuously in my prayers sweetie! And now especially with Zach on the road!!
Nancy Herndon <nanseelh@aol.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 9:55 AM CST

WOW! That is one heck of a to-do list for the butcher, the baker & the candlestick maker. Isn't that sort of what the scarecrow went through in the Wizard of Oz!~ This will probably get you a write up in the next Journal of Medicine. We'll all be sure your prayer bucket if overflowing before you get there.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, November 29, 2007 4:19 PM CST

Stephanie, a friend sent me this today. I thought it was perfect for all of us to rem'ber but especially for those going thru a difficult time in their journey.
“The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you." ~you are so loved~

Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 2:54 PM CST

It is sooo good to hear from you.. It sounds like Dr. Church is on the case--wonderful.. I truly feel the Lord has Blessed you with him in your life.. The B12 will help you tremendously! I am low and I do a shot 2 times a month.. it makes me feel so much better. You are going to do well.. I just have that faith.. ;) Please take it slow--sounds like you have been on a whirlwind.. take care of you and it is so good to hear from you.. I love you little friend.
Denna
Denna <denna.crossley@ecolab.com>
- Tuesday, November 27, 2007 4:43 PM CST

Stephanie, We missed seeing you at church on Sunday, but I figured you were with family for the holiday. I enjoyed your story about Elodie....an angel sent by God! And I'm so excited about your Hawaii trip. What a great way to spend your Christmas holiday. My prayer will be that you will stay well and feel good for the trip. I love ya!
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Pegram, TN Cheatham - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 10:02 AM CST

Who is Wakeys Wakeys and Mumbles? We've tried to figure it out. All the news from Cleveland sounds good. Keep up the fight and look forward to your trip to Maui. The sun and beach will be such a treat during the holidays.
Caroline Sparks <csparks@hotmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 8:09 AM CST

Hey Susta-gur,
I am so glad to hear that Dr. Church eased some of your anxiety; he is our hero once again! I hope you got back in time to go to the games tonight. I am praying for strength to make it to Hawaii! Keep the vision of you and your boys, white sands, crystal clear waters and a lounge chair in your mind... need me to come and carry your suitcase??
I am thankful for my family, my health, my friends, and most of all my God. You are such a blessing to me and to all of us as you share your journey with us. Thank you for helping us to keep life in perspective and to give thanks to Him in all situations. I am so thankful for you!
I love you
Susta-Gur
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 11:39 PM CST

WAKEYs WAKEYs

I likes goes on planes.
I talkies Gods ickies sickies goes aways.
I sleepys.
I Thanksfuls for Gods. He loves me
Huggers.
Mumbles (mommy typed)
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 9:36 PM CST

Hi Stephanie, I loved your pictures.You are on my mind and in my heart. I pray for a safe trip back home and glad your time with Dr. Church was encouraging and you feel good about your decision... HAPPY THANKSGIVING to you and all your family~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 3:57 PM CST

I was so excited to hear from you so soon & that whatever takes place will be in the Springtime with flowers blooming & the Son a shinin'!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 2:58 PM CST

Stephanie, God has gifted you to be able to put things into His perspective and to point to Him all the time! I am thankful that He would bring you into my life to remind me to hang onto Him no matter what circumstances bring. I will always be praying for you and your family.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 1:02 PM CST

Stephanie- I'm thankful for you! Thankful that you open up and share- you have no idea how much it encourages us. I'm also VERY thankful for the little baby growing in my belly! Your struggle encourages me through a very difficult pregnancy to just trust God! Hope you enjoy Thanksgiving with Diva and Big Daddy!
Lisa Brachey
Gallating, TN - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 11:51 AM CST

Udate.
I just talked to Stephanie. She will have the surgery in March at Cleveland Clinic. She really likes Dr. Church and has confidence in him. She will fill you in on everything when she returns.
Hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving. I am looking forward to having Stephanie, Zac and Bennie with me for this Thanksgiving.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 10:40 AM CST

Stephanie, Praying for your appt. with Dr. Church and that all will go well! Take care. Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 7:59 AM CST

WAKEYs WAKEYs

I talkies Gods.
Huggers
Mumbles (mommy typed)
- Monday, November 19, 2007 10:00 PM CST

Stephanie, Hope all goes well for you tomorrow. Hope you and your family has a wonderful Thanksgiving. We will be checking in. As always you are in our prayers. Love,Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, November 19, 2007 4:37 PM CST

I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 16, 2007 2:03 PM CST

I am so praying for you. May the peace of God that surpasses all understanding guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus as you seek to make Him the desire of your heart.
Zach driving is a good thing! Think of all the times you need a gallon of milk and don't want to get out! He will LOVE going FOR you (for a while anyway ha).
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Monday, November 12, 2007 3:56 PM CST

Hey Susta-Gur,
Let us hear how everything went this morning. I am praying for strength and wisdom for you. Around this time last year, Dr. Church was our hero... I am praying that God will use him once again to bring you through this series of trials. I love you and thank you for sharing your pain with us. I know it's easier to say "I am fine" when your heart is crying. Thank you for allowing us to hear your worries and fears, so that God can use us to help you. Keep the vision of Maui in your mind!
Susta Gur
- Monday, November 12, 2007 12:10 AM CST

I am so happy that Dr. Church is going to help you out. He was your angel last year about this time. :) He has helped you be free of drains for a year. I just know in my heart that the Lord will guide him again. Please take care and rest up for your trip. You are in my prayers little one.
Love ya
Denna
dcrossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, November 12, 2007 10:59 AM CST

It seems that I have just left an update for the past few months. This is not an update, this is just for you.
I am so amazed at your strenght. I don't have any other words. God gave me the most wonderful gift...being your Mother. You have helped me look at the beauty of life. It is not what we have, not how we look..it is what we feel and how we love. You have opened my eyes in so any ways. Life is so sweet and we don't need to take any day for granted. Each butterfly we see is so beautiful and if we take one minute to admire what God has created we will know the joys of life. that is the joy of life on this earth. This earth is now.. our next life is full of butterflies and love. I am so blessed, YOU have helped wake me up to know what is really important. I can't say that I don't get side stepped, but I do know that you keep me grounded. You are my compass and my strentgh. God gave me two beautiful children and you are both the love of my life.
God has a plan for us all. He loves you so. We will get through this and rejoice.
I love you so.
Mother
julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
gallatin, Tn USA - Friday, November 9, 2007 7:00 PM CST

Stephanie- Its been awhile. How are you doing? Saw the picture's Zack looks alike Dusty. Your baby is growing up to be quite a young man. Every so often I ask daddy about you. Guess, I better get to work. Take care. Love you, Tammi
Tammi Brown <Tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Thursday, November 8, 2007 2:07 PM CST

Stephanie, I wish there was more that I could do. You are always in our thougts and prayers we love you so much!! Hang in there - easy for me to say I know - but I am always praying for a miracle for you. Love, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, November 8, 2007 10:59 AM CST

sorry about your news... IF they need to go in and change the mesh... they used alloderm on my groin instead of mesh when they took out 3 desmoids from my hip to my groin and all hte muscle connected to it... Seems to be doing great... maybe since its not my tissue (donated cadaver tissue) it isnt growing tumors??? I wont ask why. JUst gets stiff, but nothing I cant stretch out... Just a thought if you have to go that route.. Thinking of you and praying fo ryou.
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
phoenixville, PA - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 8:21 PM CST

yes--we never know when the Lord will bring us home.. It could be in a car wreck on the way to our Doctor's appt.. Please know that I am praying for you to get better and to not be in pain.. I hope they can come up with some solution to get you out of pain.. that is the main thing. I want you to be free of pain. I hope they can do a skin graft or something..maybe cadaver skin.. I know you will keep working on this until you get some relief. I am praying for you my friend.. love ya
Denna
dcrossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, November 7, 2007 3:30 PM CST

I am praying. LOVE YOU
Deb <dsrurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 7, 2007 8:07 AM CST

Stephanie,

We pray for you and Boys everynight. I know you are doing so well in this vale of tears.
Bill and Kelly cade <kingwilli31@cs.com>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 12:19 AM CST

My little friend,
I am once again amazed and impressed by the strength of your continuing faith.
I cannot imagine what it would be like to have a longtime wound that will not heal...........I am thinking of you.
Your shoe buddy

Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 9:44 AM CST

hey steph
just wanted to let you know I am always thinking about you and praying for you... I kknow how rough this all can be. Hang in there... I am here if you ever want to vent... seems you keep alot to yourself
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
phoenixville , PA - Monday, November 5, 2007 6:13 PM CST

Stephanie, Thinking of you and I prayed for you too!
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, November 3, 2007 10:15 PM CDT

HI STEPH!! I just had to post because my texting is SO BAD...hahahaha...anyway...thanks for keeping us up on Bennie's b-day...I always think it's on Halloween!! (probably from that ONE year where you had a Halloween/B-day party for him and I just associate it w/it being his b-day) so I'm a little behind on wishing him a Happy B-day..but I sent him an email!! Hopefully I'll be seeing YOU soon. Maybe Thursday?? I've had a few doctor appts. myself so I've not been to Sculpt in a few Tuesdays...but I'll be back...oh, and I LOVE the jellybeans on your homepage....YUMMY!!!!!!!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! LOVE YOU SISTER!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 30, 2007 8:15 PM CDT

Hi Susta-Gur,
WOW, WHAT A POST!! YOU ROCK!! I so needed to hear those words tonight. I lost a friend today, and even though I know he is with the Lord, and free of pain, my heart is heavy. All day I've been trying to carry that load on my back~you know, how can I help his wife and children? What can I do? What can I do? After reading your post, I turned on my iPod and started praising God and singing as loud as I could. The pain is still here, and the tears are flowing, but there is a smile on my face as I think about Bryan seeing Jesus. Of course, God in all His wisdom played 33miles "When I get where I'm going" (my iPod is on shuffle songs)so I knew that He was with me and hearing the cries of my heart.
Thank you for once again showing us through your honesty and wisdom, that our Father loves us and wants to bear our burdens. You lifted my spirits tonight and for that I am so grateful. I will continue to pray for you and your specific issues right now. I love you... keep the vision of Maui in your mind!
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, October 27, 2007 9:41 PM CDT

AND HE WILL ANSWER BY AND BY!!!! I LOVE THAT SONG!! I just had to add to it...hahhaha..
Yeah, now THAT'S a post alright!!! You never cease to amaze me, Stephanie!! I want to be just like you when I grow up....God is all over you!! I look forward to seeing you sooner than later...or at least a text.....LOVEYOU!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 25, 2007 8:34 PM CDT

Now THAT's what I call a great post.
Sort of like a Psalm from David. . .starts out humble & low with all the loads that have been piled so high, then after talking it out with the Lord he's shouting from the mountain tops. It is so amazing that, "just a litte talk with Jesus makes it right."

"Now let us (all) have a little talk with Jesus.
Tell him all about our troubles.
He will hear our faintest cry."
Kellt Cade
- Thursday, October 25, 2007 4:30 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I am still praying. It's nice to be able to pray more specifically for you! HE is the one that can do something about all of those things!
Lisa Brachey
Gallatin, TN - Thursday, October 25, 2007 12:38 AM CDT

Sending you a big hug also.. Girl--you are just so strong and so challeneged daily.. You are an inspiration.. I love you! Please know you are in my heart.. Oh yes--love my AFR and my praise music.. seems like when I am down--I get in the car and just the right song is on.. God works!!
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, October 25, 2007 11:49 AM CDT

Hi Stephanie, Thanks for your update and especially the verse you gave for today. It is so hard to be patient in our trials, if we could only go roller staking daily and not have to face the pain, physically or emotionally. You are in my prayers~ YOU ARE SO LOVED~ big hug, karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 3:59 PM CDT

Girl--hearing you talk about skating brings back a whole world of memories for me too.. :) I tried to go back a few years ago--I am too weak to do it--but I was able to roll around a couple of laps.. remember being out there with black lights and seeing all the neat things on the floor that would glow? Those were the days--childlike and no worries.. It is nice to have those memories to hold on to and keep us young at heart--oh yes the little girl is still in there.. :) I saw Granny's house-.. Sat. in Caledonia and Uncle Don and Aunt Vera--they are doing great.. Praise the Lord. Little one--please hang in there and know that you are loved. by the Lord and his ones on earth.. Great to hear from you and please keep us updated. I know what you mean about skating--we felt like we had wings.. when I get down-I think about days when I was having fun and days to come that I will be having fun again. :) love ya
Denna
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, October 22, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
Stephanie, Hope all goes well for you this week. You and Bennie have been on our minds at all times. Hope Bennie is healing quickly. Keep us posted how your week goes - we will continue to keep you in our prayers. We love you!!
Donna & Marc Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, October 22, 2007 9:07 AM CDT
Steph, thanks for you entry on my site. I will be thinking of you all week and hope you all come to the right decision on what to do next. Your whole family is in my thoughts and prayers..Take care of yourself
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
phoenixville, PA - Sunday, October 21, 2007 10:05 PM CDT
thanks so much Mama Julia.. I am feeling a little better now.. a little better.. :) I am still praying for all of them.. Please let her know that she is in my heart. I know she puts on her happy face.. we always seem to think that it will make us feel better--it does--but it still hurts in side.. I am so happy to hear that Bennie is better. I pray the Lord will give her strength and no more than she can bare.. I also pray the He will help her know her limitations and to rest her little weak body.. :)
love to all
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, October 19, 2007 3:47 PM CDT
Update
Bennie is doing better. He is going to therapy and mending. It was not as bad as we thought it would be. Zac hurt his back and they have beem dealing with that.
Now, for Stephanie, I know when you see her, she has that blinding smile. Don't let that fool you. She is in constant pain. Her days are so very hard. She is RUNNING to try to get things done. She has surgery to face soon.
She will never let her guard down and tell you that she is just tired, but she is very tired.I can't go into detail about her problems but believe me she has so many daily that I would not be able to handle.
God loves her and has a better plan for her. Lets all Pray that he comforts her and makes her days much easier than they have been lately.
Julia <jjsron@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, October 19, 2007 1:21 PM CDT
If anyone has heard about Bennie's status or anything on Stephanie--please update us.. We have not got an update on Bennie. I am praying for both of them--but would love some news..
thanks-Denna
Denna Crossley <drossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, October 18, 2007 9:38 AM CDT
HEY STEPH...just a note to let you know I'm MISSING YOU....and we are still praying for you AND Bennie!! :~(
Tiffini (at church) asked about Bennie, too...LOVE YA GIRLFRIEND!!!
deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 15, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
Hey Sweetie,
Been thinking of you guys & praying things are better than expected. Hope you can ALL come to the church picnic next week.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, October 15, 2007 10:26 AM CDT
Hey steph
Hope you and bennie are hanging in there. I am sorry to hear of his accident.. You guys need a break... when does it end??? Well my body had decided to grow these pesky tumors again... blah... sad part is I know chemo was the only thing that wiped mine out.. if they dont stop guess it is in my future. Hang in there. thinking of you
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
phoenixville, PA - Friday, October 12, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Mama Julia! You are an ispiration of a Godly woman to us all.. you are so special. I hope today is wonderful.. thanks for helping Stephanie and being there to hug her when we can not.. you are her rock. I hear it in her emails.. she loves you to pieces.. :)
Stephanie--take care of yourself and of Bennie.. please let us know how he is doing when you have a chance.. I am praying for your family.
hugs and kisses
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, October 9, 2007 10:32 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA JULIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm SO glad Stephanie tells us these things...you certainly DESERVE to be recognized (in more ways than one, let me tell ya!!) I sure hope you have a W O N D E R F U L Birthday!!!!!!!!!!! We ALL LOVE YOU, on here!!!! Steph, you have the BEST MAMA...now we know where you get your "specialness" from..teehee... . LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU SOOOOOON, Sister!!!! MUAH!
DEB <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 8, 2007 10:41 PM CDT
Stephanie, I'm a friend of Debbie Surdyke's. She was telling me of your amazing strength, bravery and perseverence! You are in my prayers. Prayer is so powerful. It appears you have many wonderful and Godly friends to help keep your spirits up! As you know, our Lord can easily do what others believe is impossible. I've experienced that first hand, many times. All His best to you! Daree
Daree Warner
Franklin, TN USA - Sunday, October 7, 2007 9:09 AM CDT
UPDATE
Stephanie and I had a great Friday and Sat. morning at the retreat. It was so wonderful to meet all of her Christian sisters. I will look forward to doing this again next year.
Now, I guess you wonder why we are back and why I am doing this update. Stephanie tried to call Bennie this morning and he didn't answer his cell. She was puzzled but not worried. She talked to Zach at 11:00 and he said Bennie left early and he had not heard from him. We ate lunch and went with the other ladies for some shopping in Dickson. Stephanie finally got through to Bennie's cell at 4:15 this afternoon, strange that was our room number at the Hotel.
Bennie had a very serious accident and had been at Vanderbilt since 7:00 this morning. He didn't want them to call Stephanie and mess up her weekend.
He fell from a ladder and has multible fractures and cuts. His left wrist is broken, two fingers on the right hand are broken and possibly the wrist, The right leg has tendons pulled and possible fracture of kneecap, the left side of his hip has cuts and large bruises. The abdomen has a large bruse and possible broken ribs, cuts on his head. He will most likely have surgery on Monday, just don't know how much nor how involved.
Please Pray for Bennie and Stephanie. This will be so very hard on them because Bennie will not be able to work for a while and he is self employed. Stephanie is facing another certain surgery and we don't know how involved this will be.
I am asking that you all get down on your knees and Pray for them. God only knows how much more they can take.
Please lift them in Prayer.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN usa - Saturday, October 6, 2007 8:46 PM CDT
I know that you and Diva will have a wonderful time this weekend!! (Nita is really looking forward to it.)
I pray for peaceful pain-free days for you, Little Friend.
I love you and hope to see you soon. (I need new shoes).
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
nashville, tn usa - Friday, October 5, 2007 10:46 AM CDT
Stephanie, I plan to decorate my truck with shoe polish on Friday as we travel to the retreat. Well, people who go to ball tournaments and other games decorate their windows so I thought I would put stuff like John 3:16, or Jesus Reigns or how about CRBC Go Women!. Hey, let me know your thoughts about this silly act.
You are continually in my prayers. You will see whatever through you have to -- because you are who you are in Christ. Love you, margie
Margie Crummer <mcrummer1@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 2:52 PM CDT
Stephanie, So good to see you post. Thank you for sharing the good with the bad. You don't need to carry all of that around by yourself. I wish there was more that we could do. I sure hope they will be able to find out why your abdomen won't heal and be able to fix it. Just know you are always on our minds in our prayers. Have a great week-end with Diva!! She will love it!! Give her my best. We love you!! Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 1:27 PM CDT
I don't know if I have the right words to make you feel stronger, but I can say that you are AMAZING! Thank you for such a personal snapshot of your day. You are much stronger than even you know. Don't forget.. you are DIVA's daughter!!! :) You can do anything!
I love you and I will write on your Facebook page as soon as I can. Football, soccer, and school work.... oh, my!
~Maury
Maury Howard <mhhoward@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 12:39 AM CDT
Stephanie, I'm so glad you posted your honest feelings and even your pain>> it lets us know how the whole person is feeling even though we've learned it is a little hard for you..You're in my heart and in my many prayers!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 10:42 AM CDT
stephanie, i'm glad you finally posted. i know that even though you looked beautiful sunday morning (as you normally do), things are not always going well for you. please know that you continue to be in my prayers. i, too, am looking forward to the womens retreat this weekend and am glad you and diva are going. love you!
anita <anita@afm257.org>
pegram, tn - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 10:29 AM CDT
Stephanie, I was blessed by these scriptures this morning:
"For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrews 4:15-16
During the days of Jesus' life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission." Hebrews 5:7-9
Many of us don't understand what you endure, but there is ONE who does in every way. Sweet thing, you are not alone. As you grow quiet in your posts, sometimes we grow quiet in ours, but NEVER in our prayers for you. We won't stop crying out to Him on your behalf.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 9:27 AM CDT
I am praying for you and your friend. We will all have a wonderful weekend. Love ya, Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 2, 2007 9:18 AM CDT
God Bless you my little friend. I am so happy to hear from you. I have been praying for you daily.. Please know that you are always in my heart. I hope the wounds will heal and the Lord will keep giving you the remarkable strength to press on. You have a gift of love and encouragement and the Lord helps you press on to share His love. I do not want you to be low--I want things to be shiny and glorious for you. You are a trooper. Please know that I am here for you to lean on. I have my struggles also--but I feel it makes me stronger so I can help others..I love ya! Please keep us updated as you can.. I just miss hearing from you when it is a long time.. love ya-Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, October 2, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
I just love how everyone on here loves you so much, Steph!! I almost feel as if I KNOW every single person who posts to you and cares so much for you....One day, you will have to have a big party so we can all meet face-to-face and even if that never happens....I'll look forward to it happening in HEAVEN!!!teehee.....I love all you sisters!! Steph...YOU ARE THE BEST, girlfriend!! I look forward to many more great times together...and I, too, picture you in Maui, just like your beautiful picture on your webpage!!! Bring us all back some of that Hawaiian sand, will ya??!!! LOVE YA!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 2, 2007 8:57 AM CDT
God bless you Stephanie. I am already picturing you in Maui, with flowers in your hair and sand between your toes!
Dale Graham <SCAdvocate@aol.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 8:09 AM CDT
Stephanie, I will definitely be praying for you! You are such an inspiration! Love, Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, October 1, 2007 11:14 PM CDT
thanks so much Deb.. I have been praying for her. I feel she is wearing herself too thin.. I am sure she is busy..
Steph please know that I check everyday because you are in my prayers. Please take care of your family and know that you are loved..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, October 1, 2007 1:05 PM CDT
I seen Stephanie at the Y earlier this week and she looked FABULOUS...however, to those who didn't know, Bennie had to go in on Thursday and have a "procedure" done...and he is back home (out patient) and doing well (per Steph)..I just keep them in my prayers and know that Steph will be back on here soon and giving us an update....
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 28, 2007 7:19 PM CDT
ok-14 days without hearing a word is just too long for me.. I check it 2 times a day. I am so ready to hear a word of good hope about Stephanie.. I have faith in our Lord that she is ok--but I really would like to hear some good news..
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, September 28, 2007 4:45 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie, OK we are waiting to hear back from you at how things went. You are in my heart and in my prayers. God is soooo BIG! Take it easy
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, tn usa - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 11:24 AM CDT
Have not heard from you since your procedure--please let us know how things are going.. Praying for you daily..
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, September 20, 2007 2:05 PM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
I hope that you had a good day today. Thanks for your encouragement this week; it has been a ray of sunshine! I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and sending hugs and love your way. Keep us updated on Renee's progress; please let her know how much we are thinking of her and sending well-wishes her way!
Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, September 19, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
Thinking of you.. I am hoping your tests are ok and not too uncomfy.. sounds painful and I know it is not fun to go through all of the tests.. But--I pray they will help and the test will show them great news. Please take care of that wound.
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, September 18, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
Thinking alot about you today.When I drove by your home this morning there were sun rays peeping thru the trees along with all the fog. Itlooked like angels' wings touching your home. I believe that was a big sign from God reminding us that He is right there with you along with His angels.Take it easy and try your best to get some good much needed rest.~you are loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 1:41 PM CDT
HI ALL...
Stephanie has asked me to help post for her...so here is what I know as of today, Monday 9/10/7.
Renee is still in the hospital and has had a sort of "set-back" but Stephanie seems to think she still may get to come home in a couple of days. Steph is still at Renee's side (in between going to the doctors up at Vandey herself) AND she's taking on a new patient....one of her doctor friends patients ... I guess this doctor wants to use Stephanie as an "encourager" for this friend...as we all KNOW how Stephanie is SO GOOD at being that!! We all just need to continue our prayers that God continue to give Stephanie the strength that He has been blessing her with through this entire ordeal. She will be going home tonight to cook a wonderful meal for her family and Renee's two boys....something she wants to do (I've tried to let her let me order them all pizza so she wouldn't have to cook, but they are all looking forward to Stephanie's SPECIFIC meal...and who could blame them for that!!)hahaha....as tired as she is, she is looking forward to cooking for all of them. That's our Steph!! She will be at Vandy most of the day today...WE ARE PRAYING!! Thanks to ALL OF YOU women (and men) out there who continually keep this going..it is a true blessing to Stephanie (and all of us!!)... I hope you ALL have a God-Filled day!!
Deb Surdyke <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 10, 2007 12:08 AM CDT
Hi Susta-Gur,
I love you! I am keeping Renee in my prayers and asking for strength and healing. I know it is a comfort to her to have you there with her through this tough time. I know it would be a huge source of strength for me! Let me know if I can do anything to help you. I've been listening to 33miles tonight and it made me think of you. I love the song "Hold on". I will put the lyrics here for everyone to share. These words are so true, especially when the times are hard. I pray that they will be a reminder to us all that we can reach out to the Lord and He will help us through the tough times.

I've been there a thousand times/Felt the rain like a thousand knives and it hurts/I know it hurts/I've been there like a fighter plane/Trying to fly my way thru a hurricane and it's hard/I know it's hard/Don't be afraid/You'll make it thru/Just call out to me/And I'll come running to you/Hold on/Hold on/when the current pulls you under/and your heart beats like thunder/Just give me your hand/And hold on/hold on/Until the storm is over/And I'll be fighting for you/just give me your hand/And hold on/I'll give you hope/I'll give you faith/And if it's dark I'll light the way for you/For you/By your side until the end/Until you're standing tall again/I'm here/I'll always be here/And if the tide sweeps you out to sea/When your strength is gone and it's hard to believe/Hold on
Susta-Gur
- Sunday, September 9, 2007 11:33 PM CDT
Hi Everyone,
We definitely need to be in prayer for Stephanie and Renee. Stephanie is doing for Renee what she's always done for us~being an encourager, a blessing, our angel here on earth. She is so tired, though, and my prayer is that God will buoy her and fill her up with extra strength as she ministers to Renee. Stephanie feels called to be there for her friend and she is listening to that call. We need to continue to encourage and support her in that, as well as praying for God to give her the mental and physical strength to carry it out. I am proud to be prayer warriors with all of you! We are a spiritual band of women from all walks of life and many of us have never met. Yet, we are bound by our love for Stephanie and the Lord. How powerful that is as a testimony to the greatness of God! Let's keep it going for Stephanie and Renee...
Susta-Gur
- Sunday, September 9, 2007 11:16 PM CDT
Stephanie, You are being so good about being there for your friend and I can't imagine how difficult it is for you to see her going thru this sad time. Many people are praying for her,the family and for you too. ~you are so loved~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, - Friday, September 7, 2007 4:03 PM CDT
yes--please keep us updated.. but do take care.. You do not need to have a set back--even though you are doing what you do best--encouraging.. You have to think of yourself also.. I know we are supposed to put others first--you do that for certain.. but--please take it slow. I am praying for both of you. I know the Lord is in the room when you are holding her hand and praying. You are a miracle and an inspiration to her and to me..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, September 6, 2007 3:24 PM CDT
Stephanie, Just wanted you to know you have been on my mind. We are so sorry to hear about you friend we have her in our prayers as well. Please take care of yourself!!! We love you. Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, September 6, 2007 12:50 AM CDT
Update,
Stephanie just called and Renee had a hard day. They are taking her for a CT tonight I am very worried about Stephanie and Renee. Stephanie is not well enough to do what she is doing. I know that her heart tells her to do this but her frail little body is worn out. I saw her for a while today and she is so tired. Please Pray for them both
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 6:34 PM CDT
When I see how God intertwines all of His children together, and how all of our lives eventually intersect, I am overwhelmed at His hugeness, His Sovereignty, His mercy and love. How sweet that He would put you in Renee's life to walk with her through this, and help her to keep her eyes on the One who heals. Tell Renee that I will definitely keep this whole situation in my prayers. And I'll be praying for you too.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 4:04 PM CDT
Please tell Renee that we are praying for her also. I am so sorry for her but I am glad that you are there with her. You are her angel right now.. you are her ray of hope.. Please take care of YOU also.. :) It really does help to have a partner when things like this come your way. I know she is so thankful for you.
Thanks for the update--please take care.. love ya, Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, September 5, 2007 9:20 AM CDT
Stephanie, I have been praying for you and the difficult time you are having. I do know you have been such a blessing to others going through difficult times too, and it's amazing how God works, bringing hearts together. We have quite a bit to pray for don't we? But then we have 2 Cor. 12:9-10.
Nancy Herndon <nanseelh@aol.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Hey Steph
I hope you are doing ok. If there is anything I can help with or need to vent, please let me know. I will be here for you.. and now how important that is... Hope you are doing well and I am sure you friend appreciates whatever you are doing for her. Hang inthere...
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Monday, September 3, 2007 7:53 PM CDT
yep, you're still in our prayers.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, August 31, 2007 4:58 PM CDT
Stephanie, I hope you get some much needed rest and that you don't have any trouble falling asleep. It's time to take it easy even though your heart would much rather stay with your friend. YOU ARE SO LOVED~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Friday, August 31, 2007 4:47 PM CDT
hey sweetie--I know you want to give back some of the love that you have been given.. But, please do not give away too much of your energy. I know that you are giving and that is your way of pouring God's love on others. Please take care and take things day by day..Please do not use yourself up. I know it is easy to do.. I will pray for your friend and for you.
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, August 31, 2007 4:23 PM CDT
My dear little friend,
I'm so glad you posted........
As you are comforting and nurturing your friend at Vanderbilt, please nurture yourself. Try to get some rest and have a sweet peaceful weekend. Thinkin' bout ya.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, August 31, 2007 3:04 PM CDT
Everyone needs to pray for Stephanie. I just spoke to her and she sounds exhausted. She couldn't go into details but I could hear how tired she was in her voice. I'm concerned.

Kim

Kim
Nashville, TN - Friday, August 31, 2007 2:25 PM CDT
Please say a BIG PRAYER for Stephanie.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, August 31, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
hey Stephanie--I hope today is brighter for you and yes--I hope you see a rainbow.. I hope you are getting stronger and stronger. I hope you are getting some much needed rest. Please take care. I am praying for you. I have a friend that lives in Kingston. She is not doing well. I have lost touch with her over the past few years.. Now--I feel her time has come to be with the Lord. I really regret not speaking with her more often. I am making you a promise--as I am to all my friends. I am going to do better at staying a part of loved ones lives--until I meet them again in Heaven. Know that you are loved and prayed for..
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, August 30, 2007 8:49 AM CDT
Hope you are feeling better and stronger today!!! Maybe with this rain we will get a rainbow!! Hope you get to enjoy a relaxing weekend with your family! Abby and I are always praying for you!! Sure hope to hear from you soon! (p.s. I think Donna's offer sounds like a great idea for all of us...one BIG girl trip!!!)
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 4:46 PM CDT
Stephanie, Hello sunshine - I hope each day gets a little better for you. I just wanted you to know that you are always, always on our minds and you are always in our prayers. I hope that one day you feel up to coming to see us at the beach and or Disney World!! We love you! Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 9:50 PM CDT
HI STEPHANIE!! We have not quit praying for you....no matter how happy your face may look ... we love you very much and pray you will be feeling better soon...all those girls in the sculpt class keep asking about ya....and they only met you ONCE!!teehee.....love ya..
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 27, 2007 9:20 PM CDT
Stephanie, Thanks for stopping by Kara's page and being an encouragement to her :-) I will be praying for your friend, as I too was diagnosed with Diverticulitis in June and was in the hospital. Then I was diagnosed with IBS. I'm still struggling since then. I hope you have been feeling better! We're thinking of you!
Love, Sherri & Kara

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, August 25, 2007 7:56 PM CDT
Hey everyone,
I talked to Stephanie today. Poor thing has been feeling pretty bad, but still trying to act like nothing is wrong. We need to keep her in our prayers. Give her a call, send her some love, email, or whatever you think might brighten her day. It breaks my heart thinking about what that angel deals with and does it with such grace. All she wanted to really talk about with me was what a blessing she had been given being able to help another friend out last week. We should all be so caring. I know she helps me try to be a better person.

Forever grateful,
Diane

Diane
- Saturday, August 25, 2007 6:24 PM CDT
just checking in to see how you are doing. I hope those pesky kidney stents arent giving you lots of problems. praying for you

steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 3:55 PM CDT
Hey, I hear it's your 12th birthday today! Have a happy day!
Jackie Thompson <jthompson@infrainc.com>
Springfield, TN USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 11:45 AM CDT
Hi Stephanie, Good Morning my friend. I saw your boyz in the yellow jeep flying to school last week. They were both just smiling and laughing having a good time.Just thinking about you today!!You are always in my heart. Take it easy. With much love and alot of prayers, ~Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston springs, TN USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 9:45 AM CDT
Please update us when it is possible. I am praying for you and checking the site often to hear some good news. Please know that I am praying this last procedure will help you and make you better.. We are still praying for healing.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 21, 2007 9:08 AM CDT
Hey stef, hope all went ok on wed. Thinking of you
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Saturday, August 18, 2007 10:31 PM CDT
Hi Steph: Hope all is going well with you by now!! Isn't it truly amazing after we "walk through a valley" that at some point in our lives - we are able to help someone because of our struggle. I have been blessed enough to have experienced this and it is a wonderful blessing, reward and you think "maybe that's why I'm going through this or that". I KNOW that is what you did for your friend and God had you well prepared. You passed the test with flying colors! It was great to talk to you for a few minutes the other Sunday. We need to do that more often!! Keep that little head held high and we're all here for you!
Love, Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 17, 2007 8:08 PM CDT
I pray that today is brighter and recovery comes quickly. I pray much delight in Him for you today.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Thursday, August 16, 2007 1:19 PM CDT
Hi Steph....well, I sure hope all went well today and I'm really glad your "procedure" got moved up to 2:00ish and not that dreaded 4:00ish time!! I wanted to check on you today to see if you were sore from yesterday....I worried a bit about ya....but you are one strong, FABULOUS, God-caring woman....I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! I sure hope to be seeing A LOT more of you!!teehee...I'll be checking on ya!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 15, 2007 7:46 PM CDT
I know that you help others almost each and every day. You are helpful with health issues and spreading God's glory. :) I will pray for you today.. It sounds so bad--I am so sorry you have to go through this stuff.. I love "your" quote today--from a wise girl.. :) If I were there--you would be getting a hug from me..

love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, August 15, 2007 1:55 PM CDT
Hope all goes smoothly today. You are in our prayers!!! Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 1:39 PM CDT
Stephanie, I just want you to know how good it is to be able to keep up with you through this website even though I don't usually sign the guestbook. That's not very nice of me so I felt compelled to do so this time! Thank you so much for taking the time to journal -- it helps me to know how to pray and what God is doing in your life since I don't see you very often now! I especially like to read your quotes and verses....it's like a little devo every time! What you are doing this week is very yucky and I'm sorry you have to go through it. I love that you have such a great testimony to the power of prayer! May it get you through this week, sweetie!!
Nancy Herndon <nanseelh@aol.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:18 PM CDT
Thank the Lord--one down and one to go.. I am so glad that one is over. Great--Please rest up for your next journey. I really hope and pray that you do not get sick.. I hope they can figure out the right combo for you.. Please have someone update us.. :) We are holding hands through our love for you--and our love for the Lord--it binds us together. :) love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 1:15 PM CDT
Denna said it so beautifully. We ARE all here and praying. Some you know quite well, others know you through someone else, others have never laid eyes on you, but all are praying for this sweet, beautiful girl in Kingston Springs who loves the Lord so much, and glorifies Him in amazing ways. Your impact is far reaching and powerful, drawing many to Him in prayer. May this week be as a blink to you, free of pain, and full of much glory and joy. We all love you.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Monday, August 13, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
Please know that I feel we are all here for you to be real and let us know about your fears and your pain. We are your friends in Christ. We are happy when you do feel well.. but--we are here for you. I know you feel that you need to be positive for our sake.. But--we are reaching out to you by clicking on your site. We want to know how you are feeling and how things are going. I truly want to know and I feel that the others feel that way also.. I know--I get tired of hearing--well things could be worse.. well--yes they could be--but for your age--they are bad enough.. daily struggles are so tough. I know one lady with lupus like me--said somedays she wished she had cancer--they could hopefully take it out and do chemo and cure it--knowing you have a lifelong stuggle daily to live with the rest of your life is a thing that you have to be strong to deal with in your heart and you for certain need the Lord holding your hand. Well--my friend--the Lord is holding your hand and He has friends in a hand to hand chain--holding your other one.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2007 1:39 PM CDT
One more thing............maybe Mama Julia can let us know how you are doing later on this week, if you don't feel like posting.
Thanks, Mama Julia, for being so good about keeping us informed on our little friend.
Kathy Shepard <Kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, August 13, 2007 11:01 AM CDT
Little Friend,
Wow.........that was a very heavy post............I wish that I could take a little bit of the pain and discomfort for you.
I am praying that this week you will feel the love and support of all your prayer warrior buddies...........
Reading what you wrote really got to me this morning..........I have no idea what you go through.........I'm sure that a lot of people don't..........you really DO look good. You're just cute as can be!!!!
I hope that our love and prayers can help make this week go by a bit easier...........
I love you a lot.

Kathy Shepard <Kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, August 13, 2007 10:58 AM CDT
Stephanie, Just wanted you to know that you will be on my mind and in my prayers all day today (andd week) that everything goes smoothly and painless as possible for you. I know we cannot see the bad parts of you on the inside and we cannot help but tell you how beautiful you look because you just radiate beauty inside and out to us but deep down we know and are always praying that one day your insides will be just as beautiful and painfree. That's what I will keep praying for. We love you!! Your Florida Buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, August 13, 2007 9:24 AM CDT
Hey Susta-gur,
Thank you for being obedient and sharing your struggles with all of us. I believe the Lord led you to do that. I can understand some of your feelings, where we paste on that plastic smile and pray that it doesn't come off and reveal our true state. We can always turn to God in these times, but He also calls us to "bear one another's burdens" and I believe that is so we don't have to feel so alone and isolated. God uses various means to allow us to hear a word from him. We love you and we WANT to hear when your days are hard. It gives us a sense of purpose, that maybe we can pray with you aloud, or here at our computers. It allows us a glimpse of your daily walk and gives us something specific to pray for. Please know that we love you and that we don't need all butterflies and hearts; we can handle some clouds and frowny faces. You do so much to uplift us and we are honored to be able to try and do the same for you. Allow us that honor,sweet friend. I knew that the Natalie Grant songs would speak to you on so many different levels, I am glad that the Lord is using different artists to speak a word to you. I speak for all of your friends when I say that we love you and will stick by you as you walk this journey, no matter if you're on the mountaintop or way down low in the valley. We love you!
Susta-Gur
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 11:59 PM CDT
What a profound post you have made. Aren't we ALL like that? I know I am and I know as I get older I care less and less who sees what, as long as I go to HIM for all my needs/wants...I just hope I can help somebody as they help me...just like YOU do!! I love you, Stephanie Crowe!! You ALWAYS make me smile-a REAL one!! You have my email address too....I will contiue to pray.
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 6, 2007 10:05 PM CDT
oh yes--I know too well about the plastic smile. Everyone asks-how are things? You can tell the ones that really want to know and the others that are just asking because they know they should. Somedays we have to just let them know-we feel bad and please pray for us. I know it is shocking for them to hear the truth-but I think it is healing for us and good for them to know they need to pray for others and be genuine. I am here for you. I too have to put my plastic face on a shelf sometimes also --sit it a bubble bath and cry it out. Such a girlie thing--but it does wonders. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, August 6, 2007 4:32 PM CDT
Thanks for all your help yesterday for Homecoming. We could not have done it without you. Love ya, Burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 6, 2007 10:58 AM CDT
Stephanie, It's Saturday morning and I'm sitting here praying for you, it will be a hot day, a good day to rest and stay cool. Rem'ber how you are never ever alone with your struggles. God is holding you ever so tightly on your journey. We celebrate with you when you are feeling better and we pray harder when you're not feeling so good, not just physically but what's inside too. Take it easy~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 11:32 AM CDT
Hey Steph
I am sorry you are struggling. I can so relate to everything you say. "you look great..." people dont see and feel the inside. Please email me with anything you need to vent, you know I can relate to some of it. Hang in there. I agree with someone else who wrote that if you share some of your pain with others, it may help you through a tough situation. I have learned what and who to share with and when to keep it in. I think I always feel better letting it out eventually. Praying for you always!
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 7:42 PM CDT
Stephanie, You are always looking out for everyone else and how they will feel, you are so sweet to think of everyone but know matter how you feel good or bad or what you post - we are all here for you with the good or the bad - I'm sure everyone feels the same if we could take and share your pain even for one day we would do it in a heart beat. As your mother said we are all mothers and we can see and feel the pain even if you don't share it. We love you and will always have you in our prayers!!!! Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 3:45 PM CDT
God gives us the strength to go forward. Mothers also have the power to guide us. I know that you want to protect me from any heartache but Mothers always know when our babies are in danger or when they hurt.
I will be your second shoulder, God will always be first. He gave me the privilege to be your Mother. God will protect us and sheild us. I love You so.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 1:09 PM CDT
"The eternal God is your refuge, and His everlasting arms are under you." Deut 33:27a~ I read your post and am glad you are opening up with this struggle inside and outside. Like your friend said, we walk WITH you but we are not in your shoes but in your heart! You've got my prayers often..you are so loved~ big hug, karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, t USA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
Stephanie I saw you from a distance today. You must have had an appointment with one of your other doctors. As always I am amazed by your grace and smile. The smile that always seems to be present even when you are at your sickest. Seeing you today made me think about you always saying you feel blessed because nobody can see your illness. But I believe in some ways that has to be harder for that very reason. You always look so good to all of us that it's so easy for us to just go on. There are some of us that know very well that your battles are far from over. What a wonderful blessing you are to all of us that cry and complain over the simplest things. None of us would want to walk in your shoes. But we want to walk with you. Thank you for showing us what grace and faith are all about.
One of your nurse buddies
Sarah <sarah 2144@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 31, 2007 0:00 AM CDT
My sweet special Angel. I can't believe we haven't celebrated your birthday together,"YET". I guess we will have a more special celebration on Monday. I can't wait to see you open you gift, it is truly from my heart.Big Daddy said the same.
I know you have been so busy with the cousins visiting. What great fun for Zac to spend time with them and get to know them.
I am so anxious to see you.I love you.
Mother

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:33 PM CDT
So boy did I have a big senior moment!!!!!!! Happy late birthday!!!!!
It's sounds like it was a very good day for you, Little Friend.
I love you dearly.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 3:22 PM CDT
What a fantastic post for the birthday girl!
No drains, no TPN, no chemo, yes packing, but all those NO's are awesome.

Love ya!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 4:47 PM CDT
Today is my big day.. :) I feel the same way. I have earned every year.. :) I hope I am a reflection of the Lord each day. I strive for that--just as you do.. Great post--really caught us up. I will keep praying that you are able to stay free of drains. You deserve freedom and joy!!
I love ya
Denna
P.S.-your friends that are able to live close and see you and give you a hug-they are so lucky.. :)
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, July 26, 2007 2:07 PM CDT
Happy Birthday!!!!! I am right behind you for # 42 and I too am proud of each and everyday! I proudly tell people my age! I am glad you are feeling better these days!
Vickie S. Chadwick <vchadwick@microtekmed.com>
Caledonia, MS USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:45 AM CDT
Happy,happy birthday, susta-gur! I hope your boys made your day extra special. Britton remembered it was your birthday, too and he wanted me to tell you that he hopes you have fun and get to eat some birthday cake. May the Lord continue to bless you and keep you. I give thanks to Him for giving us you, and today we celebrate the wonderful gift He gave us~YOU! Love you girl...
Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Stephanie, It was great talking to you today!! Hope you had a wonderful day - did you get your favorite cheese cake today - hope so. Take care - we love you. Donna & Marc
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 8:17 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, a beautiful butterfly flew by and reminded me it is your special day. Hope it was spent will all you love. Much love and many prayers~ Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 5:56 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope today is fantastic.. Many Blessings to you my little friend..
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:28 PM CDT
Happy Birthday! Since you share this special day with my firstborn, I'll have a HARD time forgetting your birthday! Hope it's a beautiful and blessed day for you and your family.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:44 PM CDT
Just dropping in to say hello.. I am looking forward to your next post and good news.. I pray.. Yes--your birthday is the day before mine.. :) A day to Praise the Lord.. I am so happy He lets us live longer to share His glory to others. :) Please take care of you!!
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:57 AM CDT
Dear Little Friend,
Just wanted to drop you a little note to say "I love you", and you are in my thoughts. Please come have lunch with Nita and me soon. We need new shoes.
And also, hello to everybody else!! I feel like I know ya'll.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:23 AM CDT
Hey susta-gur!
You looked amazing and it was so nice to catch up. I love you and am so proud of your fighting spirit and gentleness. Z-man is too much for me~a real dancing machine. Thanks for the beautiful butterflies on your post. They made me smile. Talk with you soon.
Susta Gur
- Monday, July 23, 2007 6:39 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie, here I am in Atlanta visiting a friend and I'm checking on you. I continue to remb'er you in my prayers. The butterflies here in Georgia are beautiful too but the ones in TN are more colorful! You're special day is coming up and you sure look beautiful , as always.. Especially your amazing smile.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
HI STEPHANIE!!!
Just wanting to "check in" w/ya...SOMEBODY HAS A BIRTHDAY COMING UP!!! teehee... NEXT WEDNESDAY, I believe...the 25th of JULY!!!! WOOHOO.... how young are you again??? Sorry, but you should NOT look 29 every single year..it's not fair!! hahahha.....I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!!! We continue to pray and THANK GOD for another year...for ALL OF US!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 20, 2007 9:14 AM CDT
Staphanie, Hello - hope all is going okay - let us know how you are doing if you can. We love you!! Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, July 19, 2007 10:37 PM CDT
Good to see the new pics. You look great.... Hope you are hanging in there. GLad to see you are enjoying your summer. Dont let this crazy FAP get you down!! thinking of you
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Friday, July 13, 2007 6:29 PM CDT
Stephaine, Just checking in. Hope you all had a nice 4th of July. Let us know how you are doing. Have a grat day! We love you. Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, July 9, 2007 10:24 AM CDT
Love the new pictures! Girlfriend looks pretty good considering all she has been through and still going through. And there is that beautiful smile that always seems to be on her face. She told me she would post tomorrow after she gets back from her scan. She seems a little worried, trying not to dwell on it though. Said she's "running" for as long as this good time last. So we all need to bombard her with phone calls and emails. Do stuff with her keep her busy. Just have fun, laugh, live life is what she told me she wants to fill her days with so lets all be a part of that with her. Lets be a part of that fun. Lets make some memories!
Michelle
GA - Sunday, July 8, 2007 10:53 PM CDT
Hi, Stephanie. I haven't signed your guest book in a while. Shame on me, but it doesn't mean I don't think of you often and pray for you. There is nothing like the sand and sea to make us all feel better, so I hope it worked it's magic on you too. We missed you at Neocon, but it was such a joy to see you before our trip. Thanks for taking time out of your day to see us. You make us smile!
Jackie <jthompson@infrainc.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:28 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
Sounds like you had a nice vacation; sorry about all the medical stuff that took the wind out of your sails. Did you get your package from me? I hope you enjoy it! We are praying that the medical issues will be resolved with minimal pain and discomfort. I am glad you were able to get along without a fever~praise God for that! I love you and am looking forward to getting together soon...
Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 11:53 PM CDT
It's so good to hear from you.
Bill's job is in a state of flux right now so things are a bit uncertain. We're still doing great but don't know what's ahead. We were just hoping to have been able to share a bit more of our blessings with you. You're still on our minds & hearts. I'm so glad you were able to have the trip. we love you.
Kelly Cade
- Friday, June 29, 2007 4:53 PM CDT
Stephanie, It is so good to see you post. You always have so much going on - I don't know how you do it. Hope you had a nice vacation to Florida. We are always thinking of you. We love you. Donna Shore
Donnna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, June 29, 2007 4:25 PM CDT
Hey steph
glad to hear you enjoyed your vacation. I totally understand "trying" to not think of medical stuff when you are trying to enjoy life but it is always hard. Our bodies never seem to let us forget! It is good to keep on top of things too. I will keep you in my prayers that you can find teh right answers and can hopefully avoid those lovely drains... Sorry about the stents. I know how painful then can be.. They do take awhile to get use to them and figure out how you can sit just right... cant they make them more comforable?? ha ha
Take care of yourself. enjoy your summer
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Friday, June 29, 2007 2:33 PM CDT
HI STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!! It's SO GOOD to see you posting on here..even though I'm sure you have totally enjoyed your time away!! But we MISSED YOU!! Still praying though!! I love your blue border...it goes well w/your outfit!!teehee....it's starting to rain here, so welcome back to THIS!!hahahha...we LOVE YOU and have MISSED YOU!! Kyla says HEY too...
DEB <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 29, 2007 12:40 AM CDT
I hope you enjoyed your time in FL, Stephanie! It is always good to make an escape every once in a while.
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, June 29, 2007 9:29 AM CDT
Hi Stephanie, I hope you are having a beautiful time in FL. Just thinking about you this morning. God is still right there carrying you and cares about every single detail of your life even when you sometimes feel like crumbling. He will hold you together.. YOU ARE LOVED~ karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:20 AM CDT
I am just dropping you a note to tell you that I think of you often. I am so happy that prayers have been answered for you and you are able to take some time to have fun with your family. Enjoy every second of God's love showering down on you..love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 4:41 PM CDT
Still thinking about you often.

Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, June 25, 2007 4:30 PM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
I am sure that you are lying under an umbrella enjoying the breeze off the ocean, the feel of the sand between your toes, and the sound of the waves coming ashore. Ah, I am so very jealous! I am praying for you and hoping that this time away will be healing for you in more ways than one. I love you and would love to come and see you when you get home. I'll call you!
susta-gur
- Saturday, June 23, 2007 7:55 PM CDT
Thanks for the update,Mama Julia! I feel so much better when I can have some information from time to time. I will continue to pray for strength and healing. Love you and thanks again!
Kimmy
- Saturday, June 23, 2007 7:51 PM CDT
Yes, THANKS MamaJulia for always keeping us updated on your Angel!! We will continue our prayers for her and her entire family....I'm glad she's wearing lots of sunscreen...that Florida sun is HOT!! Much love to you all....
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 9:03 AM CDT
Mama Julia, thanks so much for keeping us updated.
How good to know that our little friend is getting some R & R.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 11:15 AM CDT
Been missing you.
So glad to get the update.
The only news better than toes in sand is a complete healing! I'm on it!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, June 18, 2007 4:42 PM CDT
update
Stephanie and her family are in Florida. I talked to her this morning and she is enjoying the sound of the ocean and the sand between her toes. She is setting under an umbrella and wearing lots of sunscreen. I know it will do her so much good to just get away for some time.
Please continue to Pray.
Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 2:20 PM CDT
Stephanie,
Today is your favorite day, it's another beautiful day. I have seen plenty of butterflies today, in honor of you! Here is a verse that I learned yesterday, my little boy picked it out, " They do not fear bad news: they confidently trust the Lord to care for them. They are confident and fearless and can face their foes triumphantly."Psalm 112:7-8 ~ Take it easy YOU ARE SO LOVED
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 4:36 PM CDT
I hope you have a relaxing weekend, Stephanie! Please take care!
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, June 15, 2007 4:47 PM CDT
Update,
Stephanie is doing probably more than she should lately. Zachary hurt his foot in basketball and is on crutches. That is always hard on us Mothers to cope with. She has had a very hard few months. She continues to have her dailey issues to deal with her health but also the everyday issues we all have.
Her strenght is fortified by your Prayers and your e-mails. Please continue to lift her up. God has a master plan for my Angel. Love to you all.
Julia (Diva0
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 12:38 AM CDT
Little Friend,
You haven't posted in awhile........Mama Julia, could you maybe please update us?
Stephanie, you are so loved by so many people. I wish that I could take a little bit of your hurt away.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:34 AM CDT
Stephanie, we missed you in Chicago - it was great to see your mom dad - they are such sweet people. We were talking about making a trip up there before the summer is over. I hope that you are having a good day. You are always on my mind. Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:03 AM CDT
Stephanie, Hello - just back from Neocon - it was great to see your Mom and Dad - they are such sweet people. We are going to try and get up you way hopefully before the summer is over. Hope things are going a little better for you. You are always on my mind. Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donnashore1@aol.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, June 14, 2007 2:20 PM CDT
Hey STephanie, Just checking in to see how you are doing. I dont know the story behind who "hurt you", but your entry really says it all.. Cant let it hurt you. Gotta move on and let them deal... Hope you are hanging inthere. Thinking of you all the time
steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:37 AM CDT
How true! Sometimes I think we have to go through the valley to get to the other side and see the lessons God wants to reveal to us. Maybe it took a few weeks of "stumbling" before you were ready to give forgiveness and hear what God wanted to say to you. I am proud of you. The world tells us NOT to forgive, but to punish and hurt those who have caused us hurt. I am so proud that you chose to ignore Satan and turn your ears and your heart to hear a word from the Father. Thanks for the reminder that He is in control and that our salvation is more important than exacting revenge on others for the hurts they've caused. I love you and will continue to pray for healing.

Susta-Gur
- Tuesday, June 5, 2007 9:39 PM CDT
Hello Dear,
I SO know the feeling. I've had to stay in prayer & praise music all day just to keep from going postal on a few of the Lord's creations. So far He's working His magic.
I'm still smiling & they're still breathing.
Keep on keepin' on!
Love ya!
Kelly Cade
- Tuesday, June 5, 2007 4:59 PM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
Just wanted to tell you that I love you and am praying for you daily. I know that God is sending some "sunny days" your way soon! Keep holding on to His hand; He will never leave you or forsake you. Trust Him to heal the wounds and hurts~both physical and emotional. I love you dearly...
susta-gur
- Monday, June 4, 2007 10:33 PM CDT
Stephanie, Just wanted to let you know you were on my mind. I hope tht you are able to have a good week-end. If you are ever up to talking on the phone I would love to talk to you. As always you are in our prayers. Your Florida Buddy, Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, June 1, 2007 3:47 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie, thinking about you with a great big giant hug in my heart to you and your family.The butterflies are in your yard! YOU ARE SO LOVED ~Karen
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 3:28 PM CDT
My dear sweet little friend,
I am so sorry for extra stuff you are going through. I hope that you are pampering yourself a little bit now and then. (I personally think that a new pair of shoes would help some.)
I love you.

Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 3:02 PM CDT
Update.
Stephanie sends her love to all. She has been struggling with some personal and health issues. Please continue to Pray. I know that God is lifting her up to get her through this tough time and will guide her through this.
Sometimes our darkest days bring us to our realization of what is most important in life. Remember to love your family and always tell them how wonderful they are and what they mean to you. We have such a little time on this earth. Make each day count. Love each other .
Love to you all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 1:03 PM CDT
Hi Susta-Gur,
I just wanted to leave you a little note, to say that I love you and have been thinking about you. You have really been on my mind today! I was at a workshop,and your smiling face just kept popping up in my mind. I am praying that these days are getting easier for you, and that you are able to enjoy the summer days with your boys. I can't wait to come and see you and sit on the couch giggling, like school girls. I always love our time together. You are such a precious friend to me! Looking forward to a post from you when you are up to it...
susta-gur
- Thursday, May 31, 2007 8:47 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie! I'm sorry I have been so long in signing the guestbook - just been busy - but should have written to you!! Sorry!! Katie's baby (Mia)should arrive in a very few short weeks and this old "granny" has been getting ready!! I've missed seeing you at church - but I understand there are things going on in your life right now and I just trust and pray that everything works out for you and that you will, again, have peace. Relationship problems are probably one of the worst things I have ever experienced. Details do not matter - but please know that I pray for your peace and relief from the emotional pain - which can be as binding, often times, as physical pain. There is no medication we can take to heal our "broken heart". But - in the meantime - I hope you know that there are SO many of us who love you, trust you, will be honest with you and will not betray you. And - hang in there regarding the "accessory". We'll try and pray you outta' that one! Love you! Jenise
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Sunday, May 27, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Stephanie, That is music to my ears, YES we are going to Neocon - I would love to see you. Call me if you get a chance - 407-383-2787. Your Florida Buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, May 24, 2007 7:46 PM CDT
Stephanie, That is music to my ears - YES I am going to Neocon and would love to see you... That would be so wonderful!!!! Call me if you get a chance - 407-383-2787. Hope to see you there... Your Florida buddy, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, May 24, 2007 7:34 PM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
So glad to see your post and the pretty balloons. As always, you amaze me with your strength and resiliency. I admire you so much. Even when you are feeling low, you manage to find a way to say "thank you". I will continue to pray for healing for all involved, as well as for the desmoid to just absolutely disappear! I am proud of you for standing your ground with the dr. and just saying NO to any accessories.
May God constantly wrap you in His loving arms and just hold you. Enjoy the summer days with your boys.
I love you so dearly...
Susta Gur
- Thursday, May 24, 2007 2:15 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie!!
Glad to see your post...yet sad about the news....and just as Kelly said it..."been there, done that...." I think God just has bigger and better plans for you...take the path He offers and learn...you do that OH SO WELL!!! It was good seeing you the other day.....and I'm going to send you a seperate email--TO DO LUNCH!! teehee....I love you and will continue to pray for you-- and all circumstances...
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 24, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
Stephanie, we missed you and your family at the picnic Saturday and at church yesterday. The senior recognition yesterday morning was really good. Hope you are doing okay and look forward to seeing you Wednesday night.
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Pegram, TN - Monday, May 21, 2007 1:41 PM CDT
Stephanie, Sorry that you are hurting. Will keep you in my prayers! Much Love, Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, May 21, 2007 12:10 AM CDT
Hey Girl,
I was so hoping to see you @ the Sunday School picnic Saturday. We all missed you. I'm heartbroken for you over what looks "now" to be a great disappointment & complete separation from someone you held dear. Been there . . done that . . & know the physical pain the emotional separation can cause. Just a thought but please remember that a "real" relationship can never be completely broken. The pain you're feeling now is proof of your pure love for them. That will never die, no matter how long the separation. The thread connecting you will always be there. I believe & pray that there will come a time, the right time, when all involved understand that love is free but trust is earned. I'm in my 3rd year of waiting for the "right" time in a similar situation. The love is still there. The hurt is still there. I still think of them daily & truly look forward to the time when I KNOW all will be well. The Lord works in "all" the facets of our lives. I'll remember your hurts, all of them, in my prayers. You are very precious to me.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommrce.com>
- Monday, May 21, 2007 9:23 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
I will be praying for you next week. Tell Z-man I can't wait to see him smile without those braces~not that it's possible for him to be any more handsome! I am sorry for all the stress you've been feeling. Turn it over to God and allow Him to shoulder the burden. He will carry you through. I love you, girl!
susta-gur
- Saturday, May 19, 2007 10:41 PM CDT
I just wanted to tell you that you are a true blessing and i can see that you are that to more than just one person. I think that you are an angel of God's and are just precious. I am glad that you are doing better these days because God has given me the opportunity to get to know you better. I pray daily that things will continue to go smoothly for you :) Just remember that I am a friend and I can be there for you just like you have been there for me. I love ya girl :)
Alisha :) <sweetlady_nhhs@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 18, 2007 9:54 PM CDT
STEF,

MAY I CARRY YOUR MEALS UPON MY HIPS? JUST LET ME BEAR THE BIG CROSS. THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I CARRY THE EX-KRA! SMILE AND LEAVE THE BURDEN AT THE CROSS, YOUR NOT BIG ENOUGH TO CARRY IT ANYWAY...REMEMBER

LOVE YA
B

QUEEN <952QUEEN@BELLSOUTH.NET>
KINGSTON SPRINGS , TN USE - Friday, May 18, 2007 10:50 AM CDT
I hope you are doing well.. we have not had an update in a while.. I dreamed that I ran upon you in neat little downtown square. In the dream we went and ate! ha! You ordered bbq ribs! HA! I hope you are eating well in real life.. :) Wish I could see you in real life.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 1:42 PM CDT
Stephanie, Hope that you had a lovely Mother's Day. It was great seeing your new post. We all take so much for granted you always know how to put things in perspective for us all. I hope that you continue to make those baby steps. As always you are in our prayers. Your friend, Donna Shore

Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 3:50 PM CDT
Hi Susta-Gur,
I hope this finds you well and able to enjoy the beautiful sunshine that we've had the last few days. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you, and praying for peace for you on this day. All my love to Bennie and Z-man. Mama Julia, in case you read this, I miss you! Please post soon, your words always feel like a warm hug. Love you all,

Susta Gur
- Tuesday, May 15, 2007 3:11 PM CDT
Oh, girl, see it's those "little things" that we can easily take for granted as we move thru this life down here. You remind us all to stop and realize what really does matter. Once again, you bless us with soooo many endless words of wisdom!! YOU ARE SO LOVED~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 10:10 PM CDT
Girl, the Lord has truly blessed us by using you to testify! This post was AMAZING! How often we forget to stop and just say "thank you" for all of life's simple blessings. We want and almost expect the big things, but what about recognizing the day to day things that we tend to take for granted? I thank God for using you ONCE AGAIN to remind us of His wonderful love for us. I love you and can't wait to see you... school's almost out for the summer! Love you,
Susta Gur
- Monday, May 7, 2007 3:23 PM CDT
You are truly a gift from God!! I sooooo needed to hear your words of wisdom this morning! I have been so busy and way to caught up in the day to day activities, it is great to stop and remember we are ALL truly blessed to be here and have such special friends as YOU! Love to you and your family, Tammy
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN 37075 - Monday, May 7, 2007 12:35 AM CDT
My sweet little friend,
That was such a good post! We all need to be more thankful for every little blessing.
Nita and I would sure love to have lunch with you soon.
Love you a bunch.
Your shoe buddy
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 11:12 AM CDT
I can truly relate to your ray of God's sunshine experience. Bless your heart.. I know that feeling of thinking--I am so happy to just be able to do the smallest things. I know that somedays we are not sure if we will ever be able to do normal day to day things again. I am so glad you are in a great spot right now--as well as myself.. I hope it lasts for both of us and the Lord continues to shine down His blessings on us. Yes--it is the little things when you are ill that really add up.. I guess sometimes having an illness really turns into loving the Lord more and more. I think we notice His glory more.. I hope that we can share our view of life with others that are healthy and they can share that inner love for the Lord that we have.. Praise to Him!
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, May 7, 2007 10:40 AM CDT
Stephanie, what a bright ray of sunshine to see you post, and with such praise and glory to God! makes my saturday morning coffee mmmmmm so much better!! When we get to heaven I just want to have you over for coffee and watch the videos that God has of all the COUNTLESS ways He has taken care of us. You know it really is all small stuff (not unimportant, but not hard)from His perspective, huh? Love you and pray EVERY day for you and your family.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, TN US - Saturday, May 5, 2007 9:49 AM CDT
Stephanie Crowe!! You NEVER cease to amaze me....and I STILL cannot hardly read one of your posts without crying myself!!! This one was a HAPPY CRY!! I don't know to the fullest of your extent how you were blessed, but I do know I've been "THERE" before myself...and I LOVE leaving out of a place and just talking away to God with the biggest smile on my face!! It makes you wanna just stop people who are walking by just to TELL THEM!!! God has that effect on people, ya know!!!!! I am SO BLESSED to be a part of YOU!! I can't wait till we ALL get to Heaven!! I love you girl...and I would LOVE to do lunch...really!!!!!SOON!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 4, 2007 7:00 PM CDT
Stephanie, What a great update....You are an inspiration!
Love, Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, May 4, 2007 6:46 PM CDT
I'm sista gur's mom. So glad to find your site.You are a blessing to so many.You seem to take every moment and just SQUEEEEEZE every bit of joy from it.I believe there is a purpose for each of us who are allowed to share the journey of another.How excited I am that He has let our paths join.The power of His love and blessings continue to be shown. I am glad you decided to post. I am beginning to pray for your cure and healing. Please pray for me that I may clearly "see" His direction. Peace to you, Stephanie.
Cheryl Yellow Fawn
Cheryl Yellow Fawn Scott <sampleweaver@hotmail.com>
Mt. Airy, N.C. USA - Thursday, May 3, 2007 6:47 PM CDT
U 2 looked so cute Sunday morning! I was quiet surprised when Bennie told me it was HIS idea to match your colorful ensemble. These days are truly the answer to so many prayers laid up in HEaven. To see your smiling face so often is such a confirmation of the wonders our Lord can perform.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, May 3, 2007 4:32 PM CDT
Susta-Gur,
So glad to see your post! Tell Bennie I asked about him. Sounds like you guys are hanging in there. I wish I could've seen the video; I'll bet it was AWESOME!! Hey, the mangosteen juice is GREAT! My mom is a distributor of it. My grandmother has used it for years, since she was diagnosed with colon cancer. It works on lots of different conditions. I will send your email address to my mom and have her send you some information about the juice. If you need her to get it for you, she'll be happy to. I love you and hope that you are having a wonderful day. Hugs
Susta Gur
- Monday, April 30, 2007 2:07 PM CDT
It is so great to hear from you. Sorry about the rain showering down on you. It is times like these we call on Jesus and wait for His sunshine. I hope all of the times will pass with the medical stuff. I am so happy that you can also focus on all the love of your family and friends. It takes a special person to look through the pain and focus on the Lord's love.. :) you are a wonderful girl..
love ya
Denna
dcrossley <dcrossley@micrtotekmed.com>
- Monday, April 30, 2007 9:19 AM CDT
The youth presentation last night was awesome. I am so glad that they all love each other. That means so much. The words you spoke were so precious to me. I am sure it meant as much to the girls that you were there as it was for you to be there. You are just a walking talking miracle and a visable answer to prayers. Keep up the Good Work. Your Father in Heaven is so proud of you. love ya, burn
Brenda B <dogamo2003@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 30, 2007 8:35 AM CDT
Stephanie,
Thinking of you.
Love, Sherri & Kara
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, April 23, 2007 7:03 PM CDT
Stephanie
Hope you are still staying out of the hospital. David goes to St Louis Tuesday to find out when his adrenal gland surgery is. Our daughters heart surgery didn't help, come to find out she had 2 things wrong and they could only fix 1. Keep us updated---miss hearing about you when you don't.
God Bless

Judy D.
Bicknell, In USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 7:26 AM CDT
The sunniest day I ever have is your smile. As I have said so many times, God gave me two of the most beautiful gifts, my children. He took one early but he always gives us somethng to let us know how much he loves us. he gave me you to make my days happy and to help me throgh the hard days.
I thank you for your love, your smile, your beautiful smile. I am always amazed each time I see you,your ability to be who you are in the good time but more so in the hard times. You are my rock, you are my hero. I thank God when I wake up, during the day and when I go to bed, that he allowed me to be your Mother.
Bless ou this day and for all the days to come. i ask that God will heal you and give you all that you and that all of us have Prayed for. I love you so.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 8:01 PM CDT
HI STEPH!!! WOW....A LOT sure has happened since you last posted....Looks like Bennie's gotten a little taste of YOUR medicine now!!teehee.... BLESS HIM!! We'll be saying prayers for him too. Yeah, our little ones are almost grown, aren't they!!? DRIVING!! I'm in the process of teaching Kyla..I thought I'd be real nervous but she's done so well...then again, we've not been on the interstate YET!!hahahha...YOU??? We really need to do lunch....I'm still WAITING on ya!! LOVE YA!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 3:11 PM CDT
Stephanie, you are a ray of sunshine this morning. I've been gone too but not a day passes esp as I zip by your home and a prayer flies straight into God's Hands and His heart to continue to take GOOD care of the Crowe's. YOU ARE SO LOVED. I think of you everytime I see a butterfly!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:34 AM CDT
It's been a while since I've posted, but I think about you often! Always praying for you . . .
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, In - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 4:51 PM CDT
My ray of sunshine today was hearing that you are doing ok.. Bless your heart.. You have been so busy taking care of yourself and taking care of everyone.. I know you dread another appt. but it sounds like you need to have that spot seen about.. I know you dread it.. I hope Bennie will recover soon. My Dad had knee surgery--he has never had surgery either--I wish I would have had a video camera! HA!
Yes--listening to praise and worship and praying sure does make you feel great on a Spring day.. take care of YOU!!
hugs ---Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 1:49 PM CDT
Z-man is driving?? That is TIGHT!!(Be sure and tell him I'm up on the cool lingo~lol). I was so happy to see those butterflies and see your post. I am amazed by how God continues to work and give us rays of sunshine even in the middle of the storms. I love it that He used a school project to allow Zach to learn about your illness. I am so happy that Natalie Grant continues to inspire you. Her music has helped me through so many difficult times in my life, so I felt that it would do the same for you. I love you my friend; keep on pushing through all the "junk" and know that we are here and we are praying for you daily!
Susta Gur
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 11:19 AM CDT
Z-man is driving?? That is TIGHT!!(Be sure and tell him I'm up on the cool lingo~lol). I was so happy to see those butterflies and see your post. I am amazed by how God continues to work and give us rays of sunshine even in the middle of the storms. I love it that He used a school project to allow Zack to learn about your illness. I am so happy that Natalie Grant continues to inspire you. Her music has helped me through so many difficult times in my life, so I felt that it would do the same for you. I love you my friend; keep on pushing through all the "junk" and know that we are here and we are praying for you daily!
Susta Gur
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 11:18 AM CDT
I hope that you can take advantage of the sunshine today. Everyone needs a little ray of light to keep them going. God has truly blessed us with the hope of Spring in Middle TN. Keep smiling and know that God's arms are around you!
Peggy Brandon <pegelaine@comcast.net>
Lascassas, TN United States - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 11:17 AM CDT
Stephanie, So good to see you post. If it's not one thing it is another. Would you even know what to do if all of this wasn't going on in your life? I hope that you appointments yesterday went okay and that Bennie is healing quickly. You are always in our thoughts and prayers - keep having those sunny days. We love you!! Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 9:38 AM CDT
LOL! My spirit just 'told' me you'd posted & sure enough . . . I click on & there were the butterflies! Always thinking of you & having you in my prayers. I've been thinking of Becky as well. Hope she is doing well in her home. Have a wonderful day!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 9:37 AM CDT
Stephanie, Thinking of you:)
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, April 14, 2007 10:30 PM CDT
I would love to hear an update on Stephanie. Good to know that she was able to make it to Church on Easter..I hope things are still going well for you after your stent. Take it slow and take care..
hugs and kisses
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:47 AM CDT
So good to see you Easter Morning. So sorry our time was cut short. So many going to & fro. Wanted you to know I was lifting you up today.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 4:28 PM CDT
Hey Stephanie
Hope you had a nice Easter and are feeling better. Thinking of you always.
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville, PA - Monday, April 9, 2007 6:21 PM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
I pray that you were able to make it to worship yesterday. It was a glorious morning and a time to reflect on the risen Lord. You are in my prayers, precious friend. Looking forward to hearing from you when you are up to it. Hugs to Z-man and Bennie. Love to you too, Mama Julia!
Susta Gur
- Monday, April 9, 2007 3:16 PM CDT
Yes--Happy Resurection Day! I hope it was a great one for all. We are all so Blessed that God keeps His promises. Just as He did with Jesus. It is a glorious time to be loved by the Jesus and have Godly friends.
love to you all
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, April 9, 2007 9:44 AM CDT
HAPPY EASTER to Stephanie and EVERYONE in her family, including everyone on this guestbook... Steph, I hope you have a FABULOUS Sunday!!! We love you all very much!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 6, 2007 2:17 PM CDT
Stephanie- Wanted to tell you Hello and wish you a Happy Easter. You are in my prayers. Take care. Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Friday, April 6, 2007 10:15 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
Hope that you are healing and resting. I am so sorry that you've had a rough go of it lately. I am praying that you get to make it to church for Easter. Love you so much...
Susta Gur
- Thursday, April 5, 2007 11:43 AM CDT
Just letting you know you're in my thoughts & prayers right now. Hope to see you Easter Morning!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, April 3, 2007 4:54 PM CDT
Thanks so much for this update, mamajulia!! We will always continue our prayers. Her last update was a doozie!! WOW....so much happened in ONE day!! She sure does look good though!! I hope she gets to feeling better soon...tomorrow is her favorite day!!!! We love you Steph!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, March 31, 2007 7:09 PM CDT
Update,
Stephanie had the stent replaced today. She is at home resting. A very long day for her and Bennie. It took a little longer than anticipated. She was very sick after waking and had to stay longer than normal to get stable before leaving. Please pray for our little angel I know she post with her sunny words but she is having her daily struggles. She has some hard days to come with the infection and the strong possibility of skin grafts.We are all very concerned and Praying very hard that this will not happen.
Thank You for your love and support
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
It is soooo good to hear from you. Bless your little heart--my goodness-that is too much for one little lady to go through.. I got tickled thinking about you driving a big truck. I am that way with my VW bug--I can not handle Buddy's truck.. :) I will be praying for you. I want it to all go smooth for you. You are such an inspiration. You always keep on going.. I am so glad you were able to make it to the retreat. I am sure they all learned so much from you and your family.
hugs and kisses
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 2:39 PM CDT
Well then . . .why don't you "save up" next time! LOL
What a hunk-a-news! You are my little hero. I need to take a little photo of you in a crown & paste it to a wand. Wave it over my head when I need a little "extra" encouragement. I'd like to see a Doc just TRY to do those things to me. I guess it's as you say . . practice helps. Take care Sweetie.
God is good . . .ALL the time!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 2:28 PM CDT
Stephanie, So glad to see you post we like to hear the good things going on to. You know you are our inspiration!! Hope all is going well with the exception of your very bad day and that all goes smoothly today too. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Your friends, Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 8:22 AM CDT
We have not heard from you in a long time--please give us a few lines when you get a chance.. I am happy that you are feeling well enough to keep busy. But, please do not overdo it.. thinking of you often..
love ya
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, March 27, 2007 10:44 AM CDT
Hey Girl!
I can't believe it's been so long since I checked your page!
It's not that we've forgotten you. I guess it's that down deep we're a bit relieved (& assured) that God DOES answer prayers & that you've been able to have fun times with family & friends now that was so long in coming. How's THAT for a run-on sentence! You've GOT to tell me how my nephew did on his 1st Youth trip! Love ya!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, March 26, 2007 4:41 PM CDT
Stephanie,
Thinking of you:)
Love, Sherri & Kara

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, March 23, 2007 5:06 PM CDT
Hi Steph!!
Sounds like you've been having GREAT GREAT TIMES!! Gotta love that!! We are all so blessed..... your mama's post was AWESOME!! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK...we all love you and miss hearing from you....but know you are out and about having a GREAT time w/your life!! E N J O Y!! we love you...
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 21, 2007 9:52 AM CDT
hey girl--I have been having migraine issues.. but I am better. I have been checking your page and praying for you. Tell us about the retreat when you get a chance.. I hope you are doing well.. hugs and kisses
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, March 20, 2007 11:32 AM CDT
It's a brand new day, the sun is just now peeping up and I'm already thinking and praying for you! I've been gone and couldn't wait to catch up with you. I loved how your quote says, " God answers prayer...just look at me!" He has carried you through those storms, you've watched Him work,and now you teach @ help the rest of us. YOU ARE LOVED~ have a great time in Gatlinburg, it will be beautiful...
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, March 15, 2007 6:59 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
I love hearing the joy and awe at God's goodness in your posts. You are going to be such an inspiration to those girls this weekend. I can't wait to hear all about it. I thank God for the blessings of time and health~that you are getting to spend quality time with your family and just enjoy the "normalcy" of life for a change. Blessed is our God and worthy of our praise! I love you so much... thanks for being an inspiration to us all.
Susta Gur
- Wednesday, March 14, 2007 1:51 PM CDT
The past two days have been just what I needed. You and Zachary bring so much joy to our life. Today was sunshine when we walked out and SUNSHINE being with you. YOU ARE THE SUNSHINE OF MY LIFE!!!!!1! The girls miss you already. Laila is waiting for you to come back.
Thank you for being the sweetest gift God has ever given me.
I love you so.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 5:57 PM CDT
HI STEPHANIE!!!!!
HOW AWESOME!!! That you get to give those girls a devotion!! They don't know how much they are about to be blessed!!! You will be FABULOUS!! I'm so jealous!!! I'll take a devo from you ANYTIME!!!teehee.....you have FUN on your trip and keep up that great attitude, that you're not going to stop living this wonderful life God has given you!! I LOVE THAT!!! You are such an inspiration!!! I LOVE YOU, girlfriend!! It was so nice seeing this post on here....and I'm so happy you've been SO BUSY that you don't have time to sit in front of that computer all day long anymore!!! TAKE CARE and we'll all be praying for you!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 7:59 PM CDT
Stephanie, It is so good to see that your life is getting somewhat normal again. How was the ski trip? Hope you have a great spring break. We are on spring break to - my parents are in town and we are heading to the beach!! Talk to you soon!! Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood , FL - Monday, March 12, 2007 4:00 PM CDT
Please take care and have a great time.. I am glad you are feeling up to going to the retreat. Please do not overdo it. Do not feel bad--I have had to put up my skates too.. remember the pom poms we used to have on them--with the bells.. :) I have osteoporosis--take Fosomax--I hope your medicine will help you also.. oh--age---hehe! I know you are going to do great with the young girls. You will truly be an inspiration.. p.s. Love the quote of the day--it is by a smart God loving lady..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 3:20 PM CDT
Stephanie, you have a great week ahead of you starting with a visit to your mom's. I'm so excited about your trip to Gatlinburg. You will have a wonderful time. They are such a good group of young people. And I'm sure the girls will be blessed by your devo. Can you tape it so we can hear it when you get back? Love you!
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, March 12, 2007 12:44 AM CDT
These are wonderful days for you. So many prayers answered in a big way. Enjoy!
We love you!
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, March 8, 2007 4:43 PM CST
Thinking of you my little friend.. please take care and yes--enjoy every moment of these beautiful days! God's gifts to us. You are truly amazing. You inspired everyone that meets you.I am so happy that someone was Blessed and the Lord laid it on their heart to give to your fund. I wish I could do more to help you. I am paying for some tests that I have had ran.. please take care and please know that I love ya!
hugs and kisses
Denna
denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, March 6, 2007 1:57 PM CST
Little Friend,
Yes! Thank God that you can eat and dress without thinking about a ding dang drain!
Today the sun is shining and Anita has spring fever really bad! It's a good day!
I love you lots.
Your forever shoe buddy
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 9:24 AM CST
WOW!!!!! I LOVED your post today!!!!!! GOD IS GOOD!! And you are right, he even answers the prayers we have "inside" of us. You continue to amaze me, Steph....and I'm SO HAPPY that God has given you MORE sun-shiny days!! Thanks for the post...we love and adore you, sister!!!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, March 5, 2007 10:38 PM CST
HI STEPH!!
It's going to be a beautiful day today....I hope you are out enjoying every second of it!! We love and miss chatting w/you...tell everyone HEY for us...God is GOOD!!
Love you all...
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, March 5, 2007 8:34 AM CST
Hey Steph! Sounds like you guys have been super busy! Tell Zach congrats!! That's awesome!! Take care and know that you're in our thoughts and prayers. Love ya!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Thursday, March 1, 2007 4:17 PM CST
Stephanie- It's been awhile since I've been on. I just figured out where my new favorites button was. Hope your doing okay. I had a dream about Dusty, you, and me. Totally wild.Take care. Love you, Tammi
Tammi Brown <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 9:47 AM CST
I am happy that you are doing better. Please do not overdo. I am so happy they have made it to the finals. That is just great.. You take care.. God loves all of us.. :) God is great!!
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, February 26, 2007 10:29 AM CST
It is very nice seeing a new post...and hearing about all the "stuff" you are going about doing....keep it up girlfriend...and we'll keep up the prayers!! Much love to you all...Becky, Zach, Bennie, MamaJulia, Big Daddy and everyone on this board for you, Steph!! We love you all....
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 23, 2007 9:40 PM CST
So good to see you post & getting about life.
Have a beautiful weekend.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, February 23, 2007 4:35 PM CST
Just sending good thoughts and blessings your way today! I hope you are feeling well!
Amanda <afritz@ofsbrands.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Thursday, February 22, 2007 9:43 AM CST
Stephanie, I hope that you had a wonderful trip and Happy Valentines day. Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 11:24 AM CST
Skiing?? YOU GO, SUSTA-GUR!! I hope you had a wonderful time with your hunny-bunny on the ski slopes. I love the red hearts... they were wonderful to see. I am praying that all the news you receive in the next several days will be positive, and that any potential problems are only minor and can be easily remedied. I love you so much!

Susta Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 17, 2007 3:46 PM CST
Hey Steph, glad you are keeping busy. I too have lumps, that I think are little desmoids on my scars, but they have stopped, I hope yours do the same. I will write you personally, soon. Hope you had a good valentines day. Take care, Always thinking of you.
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:14 PM CST
Hope you and your sweetie have a wonderful and relaxing trip! I love you and you are always in my prayers! Tammy
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 3:55 PM CST
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, Steph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO, going skiing???!!!!!! YOu'd better be careful out there....OK????!! But what fun you will have!! I just know you'll be out in that beautiful white white snow and be thinking about the Lord the entire time!! He does bless us with this type of beauty, doesn't He??!! Well, have fun and thanks for the post...I LOVE the hearts!! Really puts me in the festive mood today...such a gloomy day!! LOVE YA GIRL!!
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:41 AM CST
I hope you guys have a wonderful Valentine's Day and a great time. Be careful skiing please ma'am! Love ya! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 1:05 PM CST
Hi Steph,
Just wanting to say HI to you today....and let you know we continue to pray for you and think about you every day...I hope you are having a GREAT week....tell Becky, Zach and Bennie HEY for us, too...oh, and let's not forget MamaJulia and Big Daddy!!teehee...LOVE YA GIRLFRIEND!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 5:38 PM CST
Hey Steph! I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you. No unwanted accessories!! I love you little friend and I really hope that Zach is doing better. Stay warm!! Love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Friday, February 9, 2007 2:50 PM CST
I'm sure that not so good news is always tough to hear, and that just spurs me on to pray even harder for you! Whatever comes your way, know that I'm thinking about you!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 11:25 AM CST
Hi Steph...
Yeah, not only do you feel good,sister...you LOOK good...I was AMAZED at you the other day/evening at the mall...you are just as pretty as can be (ALWAYS) and was fully able to keep up with not only YOUR teenager, but mine too!!!hahahhahah....take her, OK!!!?????!! I think you'd do a much better job than me....hahhaha....God will give you the strength you need...no one else. He IS faithful!! I love ya girl...and miss you!!! We will just continue with our prayers and KNOW God is God and we.......are not. You will continue to be blessed. May you rest well tonight and may the Lord bless us with sunshine tomorrow!! :~)
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 5, 2007 9:54 PM CST
Hey Susta Gur,
Sorry it's been so long since a message from me. I had some surgery (minor) and was down for a few weeks. I am up and feeling better and back at work. So sorry to hear of your setbacks. I am praying for good news on Wednesday, and also that the Lord will heal your body quickly. I agree with the earlier suggestion of talking to Dr. Church before having any more procedures done? Maybe you could go see him earlier this week instead of later? I'm sure you've already thought of all of these things. I love you sweet friend! May the Lord continue to hold you in His arms and give you peace. I pray that Zach is holding on as well. You are such an amazing family. When you get through this, you should write a book about your journey. What a fantastic testament to the power of love from your God, your family, and your friends. I am humbled by your continued ability to find the true meaning of life and faith despite the setbacks that come your way. I thank God for blessing me with your friendship. Take your time to rest and let us hear from you when you feel up to it. Know that we are praying daily for you. Hugs...
Susta Gur
- Monday, February 5, 2007 3:08 PM CST
Ditto what Kay said 3 entries ago. You are loved, Stephanie. - RL
Robin
M'boro, TN - Monday, February 5, 2007 12:40 AM CST
the wonderful thing is that you are not feeling bad this time- I hope it will continue--the feeling of wellness and peace. Yes--please know you are prayed for daily. Have you spoken with Dr. Church about this--personally I would update him and get his opinion before having more procedures. He seemed to help you out last surgery. Yes--please enjoy all of your moments with your family.. We all need to--we just had a funeral in our family this weekend. Time is preciuos. It is not beginning or the end but how we spend the moments in between.. :)
Hugs and kisses
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, February 5, 2007 8:40 AM CST
Hi, Stephanie, sorry about the news you received. I will keep you in my prayers!! Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, February 4, 2007 2:20 PM CST
We remain faithful in prayer for you and your family. and our God is faithful, He is indeed HUGE, and NOTHING is too hard for Him.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, TN US - Saturday, February 3, 2007 9:48 AM CST
Hey Steph, Glad to hear the desmoids seem the same. Sorry about the kidney and the possible fluid. I have a few pockets in my abdomen. They drained one several months ago. It came back that it was not infected, so they leave it alone. Hopefully maybe the can drain, test and if its ok leave it alone so you dont have to deal with those drains again. Enjoying eating!
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Friday, February 2, 2007 4:41 PM CST
Oh Dear,
I'm so sorry for the news. I'll choose to focus on the 4 months of being accessory-free. There may be more . . . we pray more, but this time alone (Im thinking) had to have been/be wonderful to you. Every day of mobility treasured. That may even make the though of back-tracking that much more difficult to take. I DO pray the time of reprieve will be lengthened for you.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, February 2, 2007 3:35 PM CST
Wow..........I just read your post. I will keep thinking of you and praying. I realize that we have to hold onto every single moment and blessing that we have. You certainly keep me reminded of that.
I love you, Little Friend.
kathy shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, February 2, 2007 2:27 PM CST
Stephanie, I just do not know what to say sweet girl except that we are praying for you and your family. Just take one day at a time. We love you. Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, February 2, 2007 2:25 PM CST
Hi Beautiful Friend!
I dreamed about you last night and was determined to read your journal entries today. My goodness, you've been through so much! Please know that my family loves you and that you only need to call if you need us for anything.
Love,
Jane
Jane Brock <janebie@comcast.net>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, February 1, 2007 11:00 AM CST
HI STEPH...
You know we are praying....thanks so much for keeping us all posted...especially on new developments. I hate hearing that about Zach....they are so fragile in their teen years!! We miss and love you very much...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 29, 2007 5:02 PM CST
Hey steph. Hope all goes well with the scan and your appt on wed. Hope zach is ok and you guys can work through all these issues. Thanks for the email. I think of you always. Take it easy.
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Monday, January 29, 2007 11:21 AM CST
I was just thinking of you--and you posted--Please let us know about the visit--I feel the Lord is going to Bless you with good news--on both visits. I know this is hard on Zach. But, I know that he is also grateful to have his Mom with him and doing better.. Please remind him to count his Blessings shed down from our Lord above. :) Please take care of yourself and I will be praying for your family.
Love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtek.com>
- Monday, January 29, 2007 9:20 AM CST
Stephanie, Hope all is going well with you and that you are feeling better everyday. Just wanted you to know we were thinking about you. Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, January 29, 2007 8:54 AM CST
Hi Stephanie, it was so awesome to read your precious words.. I too copied and pasted your note on faith. There are alot of people struggling and need to be reminded of what faith is truly all about. Amazing~I love you, Your Savior is holding you ever so tightly and our prayers are with you all.Have a beautiful day my friend~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Thursday, January 25, 2007 9:09 AM CST
wonderful news--my sis had a good report on her blood---praise the Lord. Thanks for the prayers. She is going to have a PET scan--we will just pray about that and wait it out--all in God's time. :)
I hope you are still improving with each day. Take it easy-get ready for your trip to Ohio. I wish you a safe and successful trip.
Hugs and Kisses
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, January 24, 2007 11:56 AM CST
Hi, Steph! I was so happy to see your post and to hear that you are feeling better. This is a great start to my week!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, In Us - Monday, January 22, 2007 9:15 AM CST
WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! Our Steph has posted!!!!! I am so happy...and now my week is complete!!hahahha....I'm so glad you're doing much better...and don't worry, you'll put those few extra pounds on in no time!! Us girls have a way with doing that and not even realizing it....till we're 500 pounds!!hahhaha...... We will continue our prayers and know that God is ever so faithful!!!! I LOVED LOVED LOVED your post...it always makes me cry (in a joyful-sorta way!!) LOVE YOUGIRL!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 19, 2007 3:53 PM CST
Thrilled to see the "new birth" butterflies. Copy, pasted & emailed your "FAITH" entry from 1/18/07...powerful stuff. Thank you for who you are...you beam Christ, Stephanie. - RL
Robin
M'boro, TN - Friday, January 19, 2007 12:42 AM CST
It is so wonderful to see the butterflies and to hear that you are finally starting to feel like your old self again!! That is great news!!! We will keep praying that you continue to get better and gain some weight--I wish I could share a bit of mine with you. I could have you joining the "chub club" in the blink of an eye. heehee!! Take care of yourself and know that we love you!! Love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Friday, January 19, 2007 12:37 AM CST
Stephanie, how good it was to read your post today. It really ministered to me and I was in much need of those words today. I am so glad you are feeling better and over the gastro-bug. That could not have been much fun. Please keep my mom in your prayers. I love you.
anita <anita@afm257.org>
kingston springs, tn - Friday, January 19, 2007 11:57 AM CST
It is so great to hear from you!! I am so happy to see the butterflies.. Girl--I think of you each and every day. I share your journey with so many. My friends at work always ask me--how is your little friend in Tennessee doing? I will be so happy to tell them that you are improving. You still need to rest and get some strength back. I am so glad that you are able to rest. Sounds like your family is a true God send to you. You are so Blessed.
I love you! Hugs and Kisses
Sending a prayer request of my own--my sis will go on Monday to go over her BW --testing for Myleoma cancer--please keep her in your prayers.. thanks so much!!
Love ya,Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, January 19, 2007 9:52 AM CST
Hey steph
good to see an update, sorry you have the gi bug... everyone around here has it too.. Knock on wood, I am not but getting fevers instead. Take it easy and make sure you take care of yourself.. Us FAPers with our weird organs act differently. Hope to hear from you soon when you are up to sitting at the computer. Take care of yourself.
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 6:56 PM CST
Update
It's me again. Stephanie has had the flu gastro bug. It is very hard on her with just trying too get over her surgery. She is such an amazing young lady with a smile even when she doesn't feel like smilng. I know it is hard to know her struggles when she just will not complain. When I say I have a 6 pain level, she says hers is a 2 with a smile. Please continue to Pray that she will gain some weight and be able to start her chemo to reduce her tumors. She goes back to Cleveland on Feb. 9th. Check up stuff.
She sends her love. I promise she will update when she is able to set down and put her feelings in words.
Thank you all for your love and support for our Angel.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 4:28 PM CST
Hi Stephanie....
Just wanted to send you a little "hi" on this dreary morning (but we know the sun is behind those clouds!!) to let you know I'm thinking about you and praying for you. Missed seeing you at OUR hometown game on Tuesday....and again, YOU all won!! Missed seeing Zach play too!! We love you all....
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 7:36 AM CST
Hi Steph! I continue to remember you in my thoughts and prayers! I appreciate your mom's update so we don't worry any more than we already do. We just want YOU to rest and take the time you need to get better. Just know we are all right here - cheering for you! Look forward to seeing your sweet smile and our "special wave" from across the room. I love you --
Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 7:48 PM CST
There is just nothing like the love of our Father Lord and our angels that He has sent to take care of us--our Mothers. I love my Mom to pieces and I know that Stephanie adores her Mom also.. We are so Blessed to have them.. Please take one day at a time and take it slow--it will get better--I pray this for you daily.. hugs and kisses..
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 1:22 PM CST
Stephanie, you are so loved. We read the updates from your mom ;and rem'ber how God truly is there, holding you all in His mighty arms. He will never ever fail you, He knows what is best even in the midst of the struggle. Rem'ber, every time I drive by your sweet home, another prayer goes up. YOU ARE LOVED.. thx, Julia for the update. You are being prayed for too, I can't imagine what you're going thru when you know how your daughter really is feeling.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 11:11 AM CST
Stephanie, Justed wanted you to know that you and your family continue to be in our daily prayers. Thanks Julia for the update. Take one day at a time. We are all here for you!!! Hope today is a great day!! We love you. Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, January 15, 2007 9:42 AM CST
THANKS AGAIN, MamaJulia!!! We certainly could not know what to pray for or post here if it were not for you keeping us all in the know of how our Stephanie is doing. I know she "tries" to hide that pain, we all see how strong she is...but we know. That's why we continue our prayers!!! ALL THE TIME!! She is on our minds and hearts all the time....everyone on here! I don't like to hear that "fever" word....we know God is still in control. Please let us know if we can do ANYTHING for her....Bennie, Zach, and Becky (and you too!!)...OK???!! We love you all....and will be praying!!!!!!!!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, January 14, 2007 4:56 PM CST
Update
As you can see, Stephanie has not been able to update. She is trying to take each day and go forward. She has realized that she has to focus on getting well first. She has SO much to deal with at this time. Her health is still so fragile. She tries so hard to be there for Zachary. I know when you see her you see her big smile, but as her Mother I know the pain she tries to hide. Each day is a struggle to balance what she can do. I know how much I take for granted when I look at the day she faces. The struggle to learn to eat again. I know how simple this sounds but when it has been a forbidden thing for so long it is a scary thing. I just pray that each day will begin as a much brighter day. The struggle this family has to go through each day is so hard. I know we all have our aches each day but mine have become less important when I talk to Stephanie and hear the sweet voice tell me she is doing "OK" when I know , as only a Mother can know, that it is not a good day. Today when we talked, it was not her best. She has had a temp for the past few days. Her Dr said if she is not better on Monday she will go in for a CT. That is not what she wants to hear. She needs to go back to Cleveland for the follow up from the past surgery. Please Pray for all to be the very best of news. When things are better she will be able to start the Chemo again. She needs to get her blood levels improved to do this. Please know that she loves you all and sends her love. She looks at this daily and it gives her strength to know that you care and love her.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Saturday, January 13, 2007 5:51 PM CST
Can't wait to see a post from you. I check it each day.. I know you are resting. Please take care and know that you are loved. hugs and kisses
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, January 11, 2007 3:18 PM CST
Stephanie, Just wanted you to know we are thinking about you. Hope recovery is going well. Can't wait to see a post from you!! Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 8:56 AM CST
HI STEPH!!
I saw you at the HHS/FVHS BB game on Friday night...Sorry I couldn't make my way over to you, it seemed like you always had someone over by you, so I didn't want to be another one...hahaha....but Kyla was glad to see and hug you!! I tried to wave at you from "the other side" but I guess you didn't see me...(How could you miss this fuzzy head of mine???!!!!HAHHAH) anyway, it sure was good seeing you out!! Zach played really well!!!! It was good to see all of the old gang and all my kids that I used to substitute teach for!!!! GOSH, they grow up SO FAST!!! Well, we are still praying for you and can't wait for a post....we love you all and hope every day brings more and more strength to you!! LOVE YOU...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 8, 2007 5:17 PM CST
Hey Susta Gur,
I hope that each day finds you gaining your strength back. I am continuing to lift you up in prayer. I had to have some minor surgery last week, so I haven't been on the computer much lately. Give all my love to Z-man and Bennie. How is Becky? Hugs and kisses all around...
Susta-Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 8, 2007 2:00 PM CST
Hey Girl,
Just letting you know Bill & I haven't forgotten you.
You're still in our prayers.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, January 8, 2007 8:35 AM CST
THANK YOU, MamaJulia for your continued updates to us all...we SO appreciate them. It is VERY good to hear she's doing well...I know she can feel our prayers!! Tell her I keep trying to call but her answering machine is a bit messed up...I don't think it records my messages...anyway....we love you ALL and will continue our prayers....GOD IS GOOD!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 4, 2007 11:05 PM CST
Thanks so much for the update, Mama Julia! I am happy to hear that things are moving along, albeit slowly. Please pass on to my susta gur that I love her and am wishing for her continued healing and patience. 2007 promises to be a great year of healing! We love you all...
Susta-Gur
- Thursday, January 4, 2007 10:29 PM CST
Hey steph
glad to hear you are doing well. Take it easy and dont push matters. Things are definately more difficult after so many surgeries. Our bodies dont keep up with the positive attitudes. Hope to hear an update from you soon. Take care. steph
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 6:46 PM CST
Yes--thanks for keeping us updated. We all love her and we all love to hear great news.. Please tell her to rest and let her body heal on it's own time. We can not rush things and we have to let go and let God.. :) Tell her I said hello and I wish her all the best in 2007. I really feel this is going to be a great year for all.. :)
love ya
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, January 4, 2007 2:20 PM CST
Happy New Year, Steph and family! It is always good to see an update from Julia. Thanks for thinking about all of us who care about Stephanie and making sure we are kept up to date on her progress!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Thursday, January 4, 2007 11:53 AM CST
Thanks so much Julia for the update. You don't know how much that means to hear how our girl is doing. Thousands of things run thru your mind and it was nice knowing she's ok.She is truly an inspiration to all of us. Remind her again how much she is loved and being prayed for~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 9:36 AM CST
Update
Stephanie is doing well. She is still working hard to eat and gain some weight. She saw her Oncologist today and he wants her to go off of the chemo drug she has been on for the past 5 years.they will do a Ct next month to see how things look. She will go back to Cleveland in a few weeks to see Dr Church. It has been a struggle for her this time. After 15 major surgeries in the same location, it takes more time to heal. She has the most positive outlook and is looking forward to spring. She loves you all.
Thank you for your love and Prayers.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 5:52 PM CST
Little Friend,
I hope that this is a really good year for you and your family.
I think of you often.
Your forever shoe buddy,
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 3:04 PM CST
OK Stephanie, it's time for another update. Hope everything is ok. Let us know. 2007 is a good year to see how God will continue to work in your life and your family. Becky will be moving in her new home too. It's beautiful already!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 12:05 AM CST
Happy New Year Steph!! I am hoping and praying that it will be a good year for us all and that things will continue to improve for you and your family!! We look forward to a post really soon! Much love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 10:54 AM CST
Hi Stephanie! Happy New Year and I am praying this is YOUR year! So far - it sounds like things are going great and we will continue praying that this will be the case. Have a great holiday and see you on Sunday!
Love ya! Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Monday, January 1, 2007 6:30 AM CST
HEY STEPH!!!!!!!!!! I have been out of town AND unable to have access to a computer (if you can imagine that!!)hahha...anyway....I just wanted to wish you ALL a VERY HAPPY 2007 NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God is good! ALL the time and you are living proof!!!!!! We love you all and will be praying real hard in 2007, as we did in 2006!!!!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 31, 2006 8:37 PM CST
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF STEPHANIE'S PRAYER BUDDIES. 2007 is going to be Stephanie's year to show us all that our Prayers have been answered. Love to you all and thank you for your Prayers.
Julia( Diva)
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Sunday, December 31, 2006 5:31 PM CST
Stephanie, Hope yoy and your family had a nice holiday. We wanted to wish you a Happy New Year! I know 2007 is going to be a great year for you. Your friends, Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, December 29, 2006 5:48 PM CST
YES, YES, YES!!! Words cannot express how HAPPY I am to see those Christmas trees! No offense, but I NEVER want to see those blue snowmen again. They have overstayed their welcome (hahaha). Our God is truly an awesome God. He has answered our prayers for a Christmas homecoming for the Crowe family. I am simply overjoyed to hear how well you're doing. I hope that this Christmas Day has been one of thanksgiving and peace~even as you help Becky through this tough holiday. We continue topray for you all. Halleluijah! Praise God from whom ALL blessings flow!! I love you...
Susta-Gur
- Monday, December 25, 2006 4:57 PM CST
I AM OVERJOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To log on and FINALLY see something other than the blue snowmen page....as soon as I saw those Christmas trees.....I YELLED "STEPHANIE HAS POSTED!!!!!!!!" WOOHOO!!!!! That has made my Christmas!!!!!hahahhahaa.....gosh, we love you so much girl!!!!! We will continue our prayers and KNOW that God is always in control....HE IS SO GOOD!!!!! MerrY Christmas and may you all have a VERY HAPPY 2007 NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:38 PM CST
Hi Stephanie! It was GREAT to see you on Sunday mormning -sitting there in your "pew"! You looked great for what I know you must have been through. Your post has just made my day and one of many answered prayers that God has granted me just this week. I just know you are on the right road to recovery. It is such a busy time of year -please take care of yourself. I hope to see you on Sunday and I wish you and your family a very Merry Christmas and a most blessed New Year! Love You!
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 21, 2006 3:47 PM CST
Oh my goodness--I am happy and my eyes are full of tears--all at the same time. I am so happy to hear from you. You are amazing.. Yes--things do not heal us--but they can make things better for our day to day life. I truly feel the Lord led you to Dr. Church in His time.. This is just wonderful news. Take your time eating--the weight will come back on.. it is a great time to gain. :) You need to make that gingerbread house and then eat it! hehe I am so glad to hear from you. Do not overdo it over the holidays. You are amazing. You are a reflection of God's true love for us.
love u
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, December 21, 2006 10:33 AM CST
Stephanie, It is so great to see a post from you and that things are going so well. We will continue to pray that you continue healing and gaining weight - I have a few pounds that I would love to give you. What a difference from your last surgery. We wish you and your family a Very Merry Christmas!! Your friends, Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:46 AM CST
What a wonderful Christmas gift to receive today . . . an update from you, Stephanie! I'm thrilled to hear you're doing so well. Have a wonderful holiday with your family, and enjoy ALL of that good festive cookin'!!!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 4:42 PM CST
Stephanie, So thankful to God that all is continuing to go well:) You're in my thoughts and prayers! Have a wonderful Holiday! Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 4:23 PM CST
Hey Steph!!! I was OVERJOYED to see the beautiful Christmas trees on your home page!! What a glorious blessing to have you home and feeling better every day!! I am so excited and happy for you and your family. I will Pray that Christmas dinner will do the trick and help you over that 100 lbs hump!! Merry, Merry Christmas and we love you little chick!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 3:36 PM CST
I am looking forward to hearing from you ---thanks Moma Julia for the updates. We are all going to be so happy to hear from our girl again. Yes--please put on some weight and get some energy and feel better. I pray that you continue to improve and feel great. I hope you are able to eat some goodies for Christmas. :) Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to all and let's all look forward to new things in 2007. We need to reflect on our Blessings of 2006.
love, Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, December 20, 2006 9:21 AM CST
Stephanie, It is so good to hear how good things are going. Take it easy - can't wait to hear from you. We wish you and your family the very best holiday ever!!! Your friends, Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, December 18, 2006 10:19 PM CST
Quick Update,
Stephanie went to Vandy today to have her staples removed. She is doing very well. Just needs to put on some weight. She looks better than I have seen her in so long. Thank you all so much for loving and Praying for her.
This family has been so blessed to have your wonderful support.
We love you all and wish you the very best Holiday. This will certainly be our best.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 6:12 PM CST
Hey Steph!! I'm so glad that you and Bennie are home! I know that you have had several beautiful days and I sure do hope that you were able to enjoy at least part of them. Please do be patient with your food/eating situation and don't rush it. It will improve in time. We're still praying for you and thanking God for how well you're doing!! Take it easy, please ma'am!! Love you, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Monday, December 18, 2006 1:27 PM CST
Good Morning Girlfriend!! Well, today is your favorite day of the week!!!! It's going to be beautiful out....just for you!!teehee....ENJOY!!! We are thinking about you and praying for you.....we love you all..
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 17, 2006 7:44 AM CST
Hey Susta Gur,
Tomorrow is your favorite day, and it is supposed to be a beautiful one! I pray that you will get to go and sit outside and enjoy the feel of the warm sun on your face. May it bring you comfort and peace. I love you!

Susta-Gur
- Saturday, December 16, 2006 10:05 PM CST
Hi, Stephanie! I cannot tell you how excited I am that things went so well for you in Cleveland!! What an answer to prayer, and what an awesome Christmas gift for you and your family! We're all anxiously awaiting your next post. Get some rest and "Welcome Home!"
Christy Atwell <catwell@infrainc.com>
Gallatin, TN - Friday, December 15, 2006 1:27 PM CST
Hey Susta-gur,
I know that since you can see a rainbow at the end of all of this, you are ready to rush headlong down the path. Try to be patient! It will all come back to you soon. Remember, God's timing is always just right. I am so thrilled that you are back home and will be able to be with your friends and family for Christmas. God is so good, His love never fails. Hold onto the words from Natalie Grant: you are still being "Held". We are praying for steady healing, for patience, for taste buds, too! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Susta-Gur
- Thursday, December 14, 2006 8:56 PM CST
Stephanie! Welcome home and best wishes for your recovery! Have a wonderful Christmas. I know I am thankful this holiday season that you are on the way to wellness!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, In - Thursday, December 14, 2006 1:14 PM CST
Hi Stephanie
Glad to hear the surgery went well. Cant wait to hear you are up and around. Take the food slow. experience from all my gi surgeries, your intestines have to heal and will be shocked by the new food. DOnt rush it. GLad you are home already
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:59 PM CST
HI Stephanie!!!!! I am so happy you are finally home...I bet Zach is too.....and Becky!! We will continue our prayers...and thanking God. YOu have the best mama....I can't wait to do the Gingerbread house with you....even if it's after Christmas!!teehee..... I hope you have a very happy day tomorrow....it should be SUNNY all day for you!! We continue to pray for you down at cardio too!!!! We LOVE YOU ALL...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:28 PM CST
Update. I am so sure you will all be glad when you see a post from Stephanie and not from me. She is very tired and struggling to find something that is easy for her to digest.After being on TPN for so long and not having to really think that much about eating, I guess her taste buds just aren't back yet. I am struggling because I can't go see her until I am sure to not be contagious.Please leave her a message. She looks forward to hearing from all of you.
Love to all
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 3:55 PM CST
Welcome home Stephanie and Bennie.. I know Zach is so happy to see you both. I am sure he is happy to see you feeling better. It is just a miracle. I know Christmas will be sad with your sadness this year--but we must thank the Lord for Blessings also. God is good..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:36 AM CST
Stephanie, So glad that all is continuing to go well and that you are home! I'm Thanking God for that!
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 12:23 AM CST
WOW, and WELCOME HOME STEPHANIE AND BENNIE!! Reading your mom's update and has just made my day.... Take it easy. we're so glad your home..`
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 9:09 AM CST
Update
Stephanie is so glad to be home. She will take it easy for the next few weeks. She will go see her Dr. at Vandy to have the staples removed sometime next week. The trip home was very hard on her but just being home is wonderful. I have not been able to go to her house because I have an infection but will be there when I know it is safe for her. We will make the plans for the GingerBread house and will let you all know.
Love to all
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 8:59 AM CST
Words simply can't express...purely and simply THANK YOU GOD! It is such wonderful news and what an incredible Christmas blessing!!! Mama Julia, you made my week!! I, too, wish that I lived closer--I would SO be there for the gingerbread house making. You guys have a fantastic time and know that I am with you in spirit! I love you Steph and I am so happy for you. You are living proof that Faith, Love and Prayer will bring us through. Thank you so much for that. Love always, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Monday, December 11, 2006 4:17 PM CST
We are rejoicing right with EVERYONE!!!!! You take your shower, MS.STEPH!!!! A LONG ONE!!!teehee.....can't wait for YOUR post!!!!!! We serve an awesome God!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, December 11, 2006 4:00 PM CST
What glorious news!!! Welcome home to all of you!! I'm so happy to hear how well things went and so glad Stephanie is enjoying the little things she has not been able to in SO long! God is sooooooo good!! Love you, Tammy p.s. I would love to join the gingerbread party too!
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
- Monday, December 11, 2006 3:06 PM CST
As my pastor says: "Yeah, God!" What an amazing blessing to be able to again feel whole, as Denna said. Susta-gur, I marvel at your strength, patience, perseverance, faith. You have been a living testament to what it means to have total and complete faith in God. I am so happy for you! Can't wait til you are up to having visitors. I love you,
Susta Gur
- Monday, December 11, 2006 2:54 PM CST
I can not put it into words--as I read the update--I have a huge smile on my face and tears in my eyes. I know is the tenderness of the Lord in my heart. God is good.. I am so happy for Stephanie. I know she feels whole again. I know this was an act of God for her to get to the right Dr. I am so happy for her. I wish I lived closer--I would give her a huge hug. I am just in awe of God's work and in awe of Stephanie's endurance through the trials. I know she is grateful for her family's love also. I know she can not wait to get home to Zach. love to you all!
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, December 11, 2006 11:02 AM CST
Update
I am home and Stephanie and Bennie are on their way to Kingston Springs. She has had a long day but so excited to be on her way home to be with family again. The things we all take for granted have not been her luxury for the past year. For the first time in a year,she is able to stand in the shower and let the wonderful feel of warm water relax her again. Yes, she is drain free and the pic line has been removed. She ate rice crispys and a banana for breakfast. Please thank God for our Prayers being answered. She still has to get strong enough to start her chemo again but we are on our way to having our Prayers totally answered. I have thought about all of the hard times she has had to go through and the humiliating things she has had to endure.She has never complained, she just smiles and takes each day and makes the best of it. I don't know why she has had to be the one, but I do know that God has brought many people to Pray for my Angel. Please contnue to Pray for Stephanie and her family. Her hard long journey has brought me to treasure the samll things I had taken for granted before This has made me think each day about the things we all have to be thankful for.This will be our best Christmas ever. I give my praise to God for this blessing.
I hope you all have a blessed Holiday with your family.
Thank you for your love and support.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
gallatin, TN USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 5:17 PM CST
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are SO ready for you to come HOME!!!!! We'll be waiting....and I'm IN on the Gingerbread House making TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THANKS MAMAJULIA!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 10, 2006 5:00 PM CST
On today, Stephanie's favorite day, the sun is shining here in Nashville. I sit with tears in my eyes as I read your update, Mama Julia. So thankful that God is answering our prayers with a big "YES!" Our God is an awesome God. His love endures forever~We have been "praying for sunny days to return" to our sweet friend, and praise be to God that those days are here. We look forward to your return, Susta-Gur. By the way, I am definitely IN for the girls day gingerbread making. Thank you Mama Julia, for everything. Love to you all!
Susta-Gur
- Sunday, December 10, 2006 8:32 AM CST
What wonderful news!!! What a great holiday this will be for you all. Please give her our love and have a safe trip home! Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Saturday, December 9, 2006 11:38 PM CST
Stephanie, So glad that things are going so well:) I continue to think of you and pray for you!!

Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, December 9, 2006 9:46 PM CST
It is a good thing to thank God when He answers our prayers...and.....He has certainly answered our prayers!!
Mama Julia...Thanks for the update...we will keep thanking and praising God for His wonderful mercy and love to Stephanie, and to Benny and the sister-in-love, too for their wonderful support...this is a blessing at this season of blessings...we will not forget why we celebrate Christmas...Christ was born to save us, and thank you God for blessing us with a plan so that we can live FOREVER with our Savior
Miz" Peggy <Peggy766@aol.com>
Bellevue, TN USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 10:23 AM CST
UPDATE
The sun is shining and the Lord has blessed us. Stephanie is doing VERY GOOD. She looks better than I have seen her in so long. One of the Dr.'s came in few minutes ago and said she can try a soft food diet and maybe go home tomorrow. She will continue her care with her Dr. in Nashville.
God has listened to all of the Prayers and we are so grateful. My heart is so full with thankfulness. My baby is back and we are going to go home. As soon as she is rested and ready we are going to make a large gingerbread house. We saw one in the hotel lobby and she loved it.If anyone would like to join us just let me know. We can amke a girl afternoon out of it.
Thank you all for your love and Prayers. God is wonderful in his blessing. See you at home soon.
Stephanie send her love.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 9:36 AM CST
I like the song that Sista-Gur (did I say that right?) sang..."PRAISE GOD FROM WHO ALL BLESSINGS FLOW"...and as it ends "PRAISE FATHER, SON AND HOLY GHOST"....AMEN!!!!!! We are SO thankful that Stephanie is on to better, brighter days!! We serve a mighty and gracious God....we are thankful and will praise Him the rest of our days!!!!!! Come home soon Steph....and thank you MamaJulia!!!! We love and pray for you all...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 8:29 PM CST
God is so incredibly good! Thank you Mama Julia for keeping us updated and I am so happy for you guys. This is absolutely the beginning of better days!! We pray that the recovery continues to go well and that Stephanie gets to come home soon and enjoy her wonderful family and friends. Much love!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Friday, December 8, 2006 1:10 PM CST
UPDATE
We have lots of snow in Cleveland. Stephanie is doing well. She got up and walked this morning. She still hasn't gotten her own room yet. We hope today she will. Her pulse rate has been a little high but they think this may be due to dehydration. They have increased her fluids. She is still sleeping most of the time due to the pain medication.
The Dr. feels very good about the surgery. I am so thankful that we are on the way to much better days.
Thank you all for your love and Prayers. If you would like to send a card, please send to her home because this place is so large I am afraid she would never get it. This hospital is as large as some small towns. Thank goodness they have good signage or I would be lost all the time.
I really like her Dr. but the staff here is not as nice as Vanderbilt. Too many people to take care od to give that personal southern touch.
Thank God for this blessing. we are so blessed. Thank you all for your love and Prayers.
Stephanie sends her love to all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, December 8, 2006 9:40 AM CST
Stephanie

Great news that your surgery went well. Hope the healing process is going great too. Hang in there. Your in our prayers

Judy D
Bicknell, IN USA - Friday, December 8, 2006 7:11 AM CST
That is such WONDERFUL news!!! I am so so happy to hear that the surgery went well. I hope that the wonderful news just keeps on coming!! Big grins and tears!! Praise our Glorious Lord for this great blessing!! Tell her that we love her SOOOOO much and we are all still praying for her recovery. Love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Thursday, December 7, 2006 5:26 PM CST
PRAISE GOD FROM WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW! I am so elated to hear this good news. Thank you for the update, Mama Julia. I pray that Stephanie had a restful night and that today is going well. We love you all so very much, and give all glory to God that this first step(surgery)is over and the healing can begin. We love you so much! Keep fighting, Susta Gur!
Susta Gur
- Thursday, December 7, 2006 11:40 AM CST
God is good..thanks so much for letting us know and please send my love to her. Please let her know that her prayer squad is on duty. This news is answers to prayers. Praise Him. Please tell her to rest and take each day one step at a time.
love,
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:34 AM CST
What wonderful news! I am so glad to hear that the surgery went well, and will continue those prayers!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:27 AM CST
PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE THE GOOD LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is SO GOOD!!!!
Thank you MamaJulia......give many hugs to everyone for us!! Can't wait to hear MORE good news!!!!!!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 7, 2006 9:02 AM CST
What wonderful news. We can breathe now for a minute. Please send our love and hope that she has a good night. Thanks for the updates - you know we all sitting on pins and needles and saying our prayers. Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood , FL - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 3:29 PM CST
UPDATE.. Thank You God. We got the call at 12:21.
Stephanie's surgery is over. Great news. The Dr.said it went very well.He was able to fix the two fistulas and he reported it all went very smoothly. It is 1:30 and she is in recovery. We just got a report that she is resting well and pain free. We hope to be able to see her soon. She will be so glad to hear this wonderful news. Thank you so much for your love and prayers.I will keep you updated. What a wonderful Christmas present this is for our family. Praise God for this blessing.
Love you all
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 1:36 PM CST
I'm just thinking of you, Little Friend, and praying hard today.
Thank you Mama Julia, for updating us all.
kathy shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 12:32 AM CST
Stephanie, I'm praying for you!!
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 11:55 AM CST
you and your family have been in my heart all morning. I know the Lord is leading Dr.Church with your treatment. I really feel this is the time you are going to hit the jackpot and he is going to be able to give you healing. We are praying for you sweetie..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 10:08 AM CST
Our prayers are with you all today!!! We love you, Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 8:44 AM CST
Update
Stephanie went in at 7:30 Nashville time. We haven't heard anything yet. She was in great spirits and ready to get this taken care of. Continue to Pray. We will keep you updated.Love to you all
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 8:17 AM CST
WE are in SO MUCH PRAYER RIGHT NOW!!!!!! I'm nervous for her!! And you too, MamaJulia....
May God's hands guide those doctors and give Stephanie the peace she needs over this entire process!!
We love you all....I'll be calling!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 10:15 PM CST
Please give us the address of where she is in the clinic.
I want to be sure our cards get to the right place.
Thanks so much.
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 4:55 PM CST
I am praying for a safe trip for you all and for God to work his amazing miracles through your wonderful doctor in Cleveland!! Stay strong and know that we are all there with you in spirit and love!! I love you, little friend! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 4:13 PM CST
Stephanie and Bennie, God is right there with you in Cleveland. He is amazing and will work right through the drs' hands and through the recovery. May God remind you of His great mercies, love and strength. ~ HELD ~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 8:51 AM CST
just wanted to let you know that I will be thinking of you on your surgery day and all the days before and after. I hope this is the ticket for you and you can leave "fap" behind.. as much as you can. I will be waiting to hear how it goes. You are in our prayers
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Monday, December 4, 2006 4:10 PM CST
To Stephanie's friends,
Stephanie and Bennie left this morning and I will be there tomorrow. Her surgery is scheduled for early morning on Dec 6th. I will try to find a place to update this site. If not, you are welcome to call my home and talk to Jerry, 615 452-5941. I will be calling him as the surgery is underway.
Please continue to Pray. Thank you all
Love to all, Julia
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, December 4, 2006 3:39 PM CST
sending travel mercies your way my little friend. May God watch over you and keep you. I know you will make great friends with nurses out there at the Clinic. I know the Lord's light will shine through you and you will touch many lives. You will open many doors out there with your strength and love of the Lord. I wish you all the best sweetie..
love ya
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, December 4, 2006 2:58 PM CST
Stephanie- I just wanted to tell you I love you and will be praying for you. Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Monday, December 4, 2006 11:52 AM CST
Prayers going your way for a successful and safe surgery!!!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Monday, December 4, 2006 10:48 AM CST
I am praying for your trip to Cleveland and your surgery. May God's healing hand be on you and His peace be with you.
Peggy Brandon <pegelaine@comcast.net>
Lascassas, TN United States - Saturday, December 2, 2006 2:50 PM CST
Ditto!
Thanks you so much for the news. Silver Nitrate has left some increditble memories with me as well. I remember your original post about the surgery. You felt like it was already Christmas Eve. I pray that excitement returns & the dread of recovery fades away.
kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, December 1, 2006 9:48 AM CST
WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! (Can you HEAR ME??!!!!) I know you needed that LONG break, but we didn't....and it's always "all about US"..hahhahahhahahaha.....no, I am so happy that you are smart in those ways...you just KNOW what you need, when you need it...plus you have that fabulous MamaJulia there to help you!! We sure do love and miss you very very very much!! We are praying very hard, as the time is drawing near, FAST!! It does seem like it was just months ago that you told us about this surgery, and now, here it is upon us!! May the Lord hold you very close to Him, like only He can....and bring you back safely! We'll be watching and waiting along with you!! We love you girlfriend!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 1, 2006 8:11 AM CST
I was SOOO happy to see your adorable snowmen!!! Please know that we love you and that we are praying for you and your family. I am so glad to hear that Zach is doing better--I believe that Betty is right. He has to be a strong fella because his mom is the toughest little chick I know. Stay strong and know that we will all continue to raise you up in our prayers while you are in Cleveland. We look forward to hearing from you again very soon and to the updates from Mama Julia!! Many hugs!!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Thursday, November 30, 2006 3:50 PM CST
Yes--it is great to see your new page and hear from you. I was so happy to see the snowmen.:) You know you have a cheer prayer squad. I have a peace in my heart about your surgery. I feel that you are going to have great care. Dr. Church really seems to know his business. I know that a new Dr. can make a world of difference. I feel the Lord has led you to him. Please know that we will all be missing you and praying for you. You have been a good Moma to Zach--he has needed you and you have been there for him--good job.. well done.. Please keep up your strength for your new endevor. Please know the Lord will be with you.. and we are behind you.
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, November 30, 2006 3:43 PM CST
How wonderful to hear from you! God will continue to hold everyone tight, especially while you are gone. I pray that you have a safe, quick and successful journey. We will all be anxious to hear how things are going. Much love, many prayers, warm hugs, and sweet kisses sent your way!
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN - Thursday, November 30, 2006 11:40 AM CST
HI, I think about you everyday. I wish you a good trip and safe homecoming. Zac will be fine , he is your boy and just like his Moma. STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. I will be praying for all of you. Love ya Betty
Betty James <Betty.james @vanderbilt.edu>
Kingston Springs, Tn Cheatham - Thursday, November 30, 2006 11:08 AM CST
Hey Dearie,
Been looking everyday for a few ensights from Stephanie.
You know we're not going to wait forEVER . . . . my name is KELLY . . .not JOB. You mentioned you'd have limited abilities to post while in Cleveland so I do hope you set our minds & hearts @ ease before you go. We all care for you deeply & continue to pray.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, November 30, 2006 8:53 AM CST
Oh, Mama Julia, what a blessing you are to us all! Your beautiful words were like a balm to the soul. I pray that my own daughter will know how much I love her, and that I will always find ways to let her know. Susta Gur, I pray that you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving... even in the rain, we hope to find a rainbow. I know it must have been hard in so many ways, but God is good and He can give us "sunny days". I can't believe the time for Cleveland is just around the corner. We continue to lift you all up in prayer, that you will feel the loving arms of our Father around you as you begin the next step of your journey. Thanks Kelly for the post, and Mama Julia, you are our angel. I love you all so very much...
Susta-Gur
- Tuesday, November 28, 2006 8:20 PM CST
Stephanie, Hope you and your family were able to have a nice Thanksgiving. Please let us know how you are doing. We miss hearing from you. Hope all is falling in place for your trip to Cleveland. You continue to be in our prayers. We love you. Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, November 27, 2006 10:28 PM CST
Hi Steph....
We sure are missing you, girl!!! Hope you and your family had a nice Thanksgiving holiday....we love you all and are praying much for yous....
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 27, 2006 2:29 PM CST
Stephanie, Happy Thanksgiving and blessings to your whole family. You remain in my prayers.
Kay Moore <jmoore2@comcast.net>
pegram, TN US - Thursday, November 23, 2006 11:28 AM CST
Stephanie, Happy Thanksgiving. I'll keep you in my prayers for your upcoming trip and surgery in Cleveland.
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:54 AM CST
Hey Steph! I wanted to wish you and your family a Happy Thanksgiving and let you know that we're praying for you and for your trip to Cleveland to be a wonderful blessing. We love you!! Take care, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 12:45 AM CST
Stephanie- Wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving. You wil be in my prayers for your trip to Cleveland. Take care. Love, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 10:42 AM CST
A Happy and Blessed Thanksgiving to you and your family, Stephanie! I will pray for you during your journey to and stay in Cleveland!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 2:14 PM CST
Hi Stephanie, We're all counting down the time to Cleveland. When you first mentioned it to us, it seemed so long away and here it is already. I will continue to pray,many thanks for your mom's beautiful words and encouragement. HAPPY THANKSGIVING ~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 11:14 AM CST
May your family have a blessed Thanksgiving and may God bless you in your journey to Cleveland.
Peggy Brandon <pegelaine@comcast.net>
Lascassas, TN United States - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 10:14 AM CST
YES!! YES!! YES!! Finally, a post....THANK YOU MAMAJULIA and Kelly!!!!!! I love it when people see you out and then post about it....it lets us all know that you are doing OK...silence is NOT golden on here!!!teehee....we are continuing our prayers and time is getting closer!! Wishing you ALL (and I do mean ALLLLLLLLL) a very HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! We have MUCH to be thankful for....(I could go on and on....hahaha) and yes, Steph, you have the BEST mama in the world!! No wonder YOU'RE such a GREAT MAMA too!!!!! We love you all......TO PIECES!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 8:34 AM CST
I am so happy that you are doing well.. Yes--God is good.. He is watching over you and hearing our prayers for you. Please take care little one. I am praying that the Lord will have His hand in your trip to Cleveland. Your Mom is an angel. Her words are poetry to my ears and I am sure they are cherished by you. Moms make the world a better place. :) You are a great Mom to Zach and Becky. Please post when you can and know that your cheering squad is still here--forever and always..
hugs and kisses
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 8:20 AM CST
Stephanie, I wanted to wish you and your family a very Happy Thanksgiving. We miss seeing you post but we know you have a lot going on. Hope your plans are coming together for your trip to Cleveland. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Your Florida buddies, Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, November 20, 2006 10:09 PM CST
Update to Stephanie's friends
Please know that Stephanie loves you all. She has so much going on at this time. Her shoulders just aren't large enough to carry this. I know God has this under control. Please Pray for the next week for Stephanie and her family
to get prepared for this trip to Cleveland. Stephanie has the strength of an Ox and I know this is God given.

To My Angel,
When I looked over my shoulder last Friday and saw you, my heart was so full I almost wept. You have always done this to me. God gave me an Angel to love and cherish.Your smile was so radiant it made the room brighten and I knew you were there without turning around to see you. When you answer the phone, I can feel the energy of your love and it makes my day.
The joy you bring to my everyday is abundant and I thank God that he has allowed me to be your Mother. God will protect you and see you through this valley.
I love you bigger than the rainbows. You have the beauty of a butterfly in flight and with the magnificent serenity of a butterfly in spring. My heart soars with love for you I thank God for you each day I wake and each night before I close my eyes to sleep.
I love you
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 8:43 PM CST
Hey All . . . Saw our girl @ church yesterday looking wonderful. She put away a plate piled as high as mine at our Thanksgiving dinner. Put fears asside for now. Prayers are working as always. She's been very busy & hopes to post soon!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 4:58 PM CST
I would love an update.. I am concerned--I pray extra hard when we do not hear from our girl for so long.. Please let us know that you are ok. I know you are resting up for your trip and helping with Becky and Zach. Please let us know that you are happy and ok.. I love ya! Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 2:38 PM CST
Hey susta-gur,
The countdown begins for the Cleveland trip! I pray that you are finding some "sunny days" as you look forward to your trip. I am praying for Dr. Church and his staff as they plan for your arrival. How are Bennie, Zach, and Becky? Lots of love to you all. Post when you can...
xoxoxo,
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:30 PM CST
I have had the flu--boy--it has set me back a few days.. But, I have been checking your site. I am waiting to hear your plans about your trip to Cleveland. Please update us on your surgery plans. I am praying about it. Please take care of yourself and rest up for the trip. You are an angel on Earth. love ya hugs and kisses
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, November 17, 2006 1:25 PM CST
Hi Steph!!

Just wanted you to know we, too, love you and are praying every day for you....we miss hearing from you. Praying all is well. Have a pretty day!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 17, 2006 8:48 AM CST
Stephanie- I just wanted to tell you that I love you and was thinking about you.Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Thursday, November 16, 2006 1:25 PM CST
I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you and your family. God will make a way. May He give you peace as no one else can give. I am praying for God to give you success and healing and courage.
Peggy L Brandon
Lascassas, TN United States - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 10:49 PM CST
Hey Girl!
It was so wonderful to see you @ church! I had a feeling you'd be there to check out the "new guy" if @ all possible. I hate that I didn't get a chance to speak with you last night. So. what do you think about Bro. Greg?
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, November 13, 2006 9:00 AM CST
Hi Stephanie

Hoping you are doing better and gaining strength for your trip and surgery. David is getting ready for all his yearly tests at St. Louis. We try and turn it into a fun thing by Christmas shopping while we are there. We will keep you in our prayers and hope you are able to post while in Cleveland.
Judy Davis
Bicknell, IN USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 8:48 AM CST
Hi Stephanie!!
Just checkin in on ya!! I called last week and talked to Bennie for a bit, you were out taking Zach to the ortho...today is your favorite day AND it's ended up being a pretty, sunny day for you!! I hope you are doing well and taking life easy! We contiue our prayers for you and your entire family!! We love you all so much!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 12, 2006 3:49 PM CST
Hey Susta Gur,
Just checking in to say hi. Tomorrow is your favorite day; I pray you get to go and worship with your church family. Love to Bennie, Zach, Becky, and definitely you. I hope you are getting some rest. Looking forward to your posts. xoxoxo,

Susta-Gur
- Saturday, November 11, 2006 6:11 PM CST
Thanks for the udate - I miss seeing Stephanie post - I know there is a lot going on right now. She and her family are always in our thoughts and prayers. Please let her know we are thinking about her. Love, Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, November 9, 2006 7:57 PM CST
Thanks for the update, Mama Julia! Stephanie is so lucky to have you; you treat us all so wonderfully and we appreciate it. All my love to Stephanie, Bennie, Zach and Becky. I, too, am at peace about the surgery. I just feel that the Lord has led your family to this Dr. Church and that this is the right move. We will continue to be in prayer for everyone. Take care and thanks again for being thoughtful enough to keep us updated.
Love,
Kimmy
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:52 PM CST
THANKS MamaJulia!! We all appreciate these little updates...The time is coming up so fast!! We will continue our prayers and KNOW that God is in control!! Zach, Becky and Bennie continue to be in our prayers also!! Enjoy the rest of your day, Steph!! The sun is finally shining again and tomorrow promises to be an even prettier day!!! We love you all...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 2:53 PM CST
I have been thinking of everyone --Stephanie and her entire family. I have a peaceful feeling about the surgery. I really feel the Lord has His hand in this.. Please know that I love you and I am thinking of you.
love ya,
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 10:38 AM CST
Quick update,
Stephanie and Zachary spent the weekend with us. My brother Bud and his wife Joanne and the girls were here also. We all had a wonderful weekend.
Stephanie is at Vandy today to have the PIC line checked. She is still planning the surgery for Dec. 6th. Please pray for her to be strong enough to have this surgery. Please Pray for her and her family during these difficult days.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:35 AM CST
Hi Stephanie, Just a small little note to remind you I'm praying for you all, especially Zach. Have a safe trip and a good time. YOU ARE LOVED ~ and so precious!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 9:15 AM CST
Hey Susta-Gur,
I await your posts as we continue to pray for you, Bennie, and most especially sweet Zach and Becky. I am praying that you will hear the voice of God and that He will lead you on the path that you need right now. Keep trusting Him to guide you, and know that we love you dearly. Keep holding each other tight and sharing your strength and comfort with one another. Give yourself a hug from me! Xoxoxo
Susta-Gur
- Monday, November 6, 2006 10:16 PM CST
Hi Stephanie! I have been keeping up with you through your posts but haven't left you a message before. I just can't imagine the difficulty you are all going through. I do especially think about Zach, and I am so sorry he is having such a tough time. But he couldn't have been blessed with a better parent to teach him about the valleys than you and I will pray that the counseling and medicine will help. I will also pray about Cleveland and that decision. Thank you for sharing. Great is His faithfulness.
Nancy Herndon <nanseelh@aol.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, November 2, 2006 10:10 PM CST
Hey, Stephanie! Good to see your post. I will definitely keep you all in my prayers. With faith as strong as yours, I know you will get through all of this.
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, In - Thursday, November 2, 2006 8:50 AM CST
HI STEPHANIE!!
It was SO good to see your new post...but sad to read it. I can't imagine what you all have been going through and continue to go through~I always think of Job when I see things like this happen....but we know that God is faithful...so we continue to take comfort in that and KNOW that He is......I will always pray for you, Zach, Bennie and Becky....ALWAYS.... You are an Angel...I keep saying that Bible verse...."and this too shall pass"...
Your surgery time is getting closer and closer....I am praying that you will know exactly what God has planned out for you during this time....we love you all to pieces...please let me know if I can do ANYTHING for yous...and tell Bennie "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY"...you'd think I'd remember it from the time you all had that b-day party/Halloween party for him and Karl got hurt trying to push the four-wheeler for Bennie and took a big chunk out of his leg - YUCK!~!hahahhaha.....oh, the good ole days!! I hate getting old!!!!!hahahhaa.....We love you, girlfriend!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 1, 2006 9:44 PM CST
Hello Dear,
There is no way I can comprehend what all this has been like for you & your family. You still amaze us all & show us God's miracles every time we see you.
You ARE a miracle you know. WE'll keep ALL of you in our prayers.
Kelly & Bill cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, November 1, 2006 3:49 PM CST
Stephanie, I always check your site to check up on you and see how you are doing. I'm keeping you in my prayers! Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 12:06 AM CST
It is so great to hear from you. I am praying that the drain will get easier on you--less pain.. You do not need any more of that.. :) I feel that the counselor will be a good thing for Zach. I pray he will find a great one. :) The Lord will lead.. Please rest up and try to get some energy back--build it back up.. you have really used up alot--trying to keep everyone else going.. it is time to take care of you.. :) You are such a joy and you are so important. My Dr. told me" Learning to say no is a learned art---that is so true.. You must say no to some things and take care of You--love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, October 31, 2006 4:02 PM CST
Hey Steph!! I know that God will lead you guys and help you find the right counselor for Zach. We are praying for you all and I am praying, wishing and hoping for nothing but brighter days ahead. Stay strong, little bit!! Love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 2:50 PM CST
Stephanie and family, Just wanted you to know you are never far from our thoughts and prayers. I hope that each day may get a little easier for you all. We miss seeing you post - post the good with the bad so we can keep those prayes coming your way. We love you, Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 11:00 AM CST
Please let her know that I am thinking of her and praying that the Lord will keep His hand on her. We all have faith that He is doing so. God is good. Yes-it will take a long time for things to get back to normal. Things will be different for a long time without Lewis.. things will not ever really be the same.. the Lord makes changes in our paths. I will keep all of them in my prayers. I think of them each day. :) Please give her my love
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, October 31, 2006 8:39 AM CST
I will give you a brief update. Stephanie had the drain replaced and repositioned last Friday. She is in pain where the drain is located. Zachary is having a hard time and has felt really bad for the past two weeks. They are all trying to adjust and get the family back into some sort of normal routine.
Please continue to Pray for all of them. They are all so very tired and it is hard for them to lift each other at this point. I do know God will carry them through this difficult time.
Love to you all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, October 30, 2006 6:22 PM CST
Stephanie-Wanted to see how yall were doing. Yall are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Monday, October 30, 2006 2:13 PM CST
Hi Steph....
Haven't heard from you in awhile....just wanted to let you know that I've been thinking about yous..and PRAYING!! I know today is your favorite day and the Lord gave you a BEAUTIFUL one!! ENJOY!! We love you all...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 29, 2006 9:49 PM CST
Hi Steph: I'm sorry it's been awhile since I've written - but please know that you and your family have been on my mind and in my heart and prayers. I know God will bring all of you through this. My prayer and wish for all of you is for brighter days ahead. My love to you and all of your family!
Jenise
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 26, 2006 8:40 PM CDT
Hi Steph! I'm so sorry that Zach is having such a difficult time. He is very lucky to have such a wonderful Mom and family. I hope Becky is doing ok--I can't even begin to imagine what she's been going through. Faith and time will see you all through this sad time. You are all still in our prayers. Please TRY to not overdo it. Love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Thursday, October 26, 2006 12:55 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
What a good and strong Mama you are! You were there for him as long as he needed you to be, went to the school when he asked, but made him stay and tough it out. Awesome! I am so sorry that he is having such a tough time; there is no "timetable or rulebook" for grief. It just comes in waves and about the only thing you can do is ride them and go wherever they take you. He is lucky to have your support. Becky,too.
Just wanted to drop you a little note to let you know I am thinking of you today. Love to you all. I pray that Friday goes well for you.
xoxoxo

(Susta Gur)
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 5:01 PM CDT
You are so good to be there for Zach--I am sure that living daily with the memory of Lewis and his death is very hard on him. I am praying that the Lord will comfort him. I am so glad he has his parent's loving arms around him also.. Please take care and pace yourself. I know that you are overdoing it--I know that it is impossible to not do things. But please take care. You want to be strong for your journey on Dec. 6th. I am thinking of you and praying for you. love ya, Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 3:40 PM CDT
You have been through such trying times these last couple of weeks, that I don't even know what to say, except that I continue to pray for you and your family. Please know that I am thinking about you all!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Monday, October 23, 2006 11:51 AM CDT
Hi Stephanie,

Just thinking about you as I look outside my window at the pretty fall colors and the sun shining so brightly on the trees....makes me think of you. Hope all is well and you've kept that fever down!! Praying this morning for ALL of you. Much, much love...
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 23, 2006 9:49 AM CDT
Oh Susta-Gur,
I wish I had the words to make it all better and make it all turn out differently for Becky. We got the message right before we left for Disneyworld on Fall Break. I am so very sorry! We prayed for you all, and will continue to do so. It is so hard to find a rainbow in all of this; I am just glad that Becky has you all to surround her with love and attention. I will give extra prayers for sweet Zach as he tries to deal with all of this. I hope that your fever has broken and that you are able to go to church in the morning. I know that your soul always feels full after you get to worship with your church family. Thank you for keeping us updated. Please give Becky my love. Hugs for you and Bennie and Zach, too. Email me when you get a chance. Love you all...
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, October 21, 2006 9:40 PM CDT
Steph,

Your words are powerful....I am praying you through these trying, trying times. Zach is always on my mind too....his little broken heart--PLEASE let me know if there is anything I can do to "physically" help you all out, especially with moving stuff. OKAY??!!! We love you all... God is near.
Deb <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 19, 2006 7:47 PM CDT
Stephanie, My heart is breaking for you all. You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers!! Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 4:32 PM CDT
Stephanie, Thinking of you and your family.
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 9:18 AM CDT
I am so sorry that you weren't feeling well enough to make the trip down here. I hope that you have beaten that awful fever--since you all are heading out the door I'm REALLY hoping that you have done so. I have to tell you how very glad I am that I went to the memorial service for Lewis. Bennie said this to me when I saw him there and I truly believe it--I missed a great opportunity by not having met Lewis. What a wonderful young man! I was so blessed to have shared that with Becky, Bennie and the rest of his family and friends. I was really touched by the pure love that everyone felt for him. I hope that it is of some comfort to Becky to know that he touched so many lives even though he was here for such a very short time. I didn't get a chance to speak to her--I wasn't sure if she'd even remember me. She really seemed to be surrounded by love though with all of Lewis' family and friends. Please tell her that she is in my prayers--and, as always, so is your entire family. Love Always, Ginger
Ginger <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 1:51 PM CDT
Thinking about you all during this difficult time. I will be praying for you all and especially for Becky. She is so blessed to have you all for support and love. There is nothing more comforting than the love of family and friends who care so much.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 2:03 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear your family is going through this loss! You are all in my prayers! Love, Tammy
Tammy Akers <tammy_akers@dell.com>
Hendersonville, TN US - Monday, October 16, 2006 12:15 AM CDT
Please give Stephanie our love - I know she hated missing the service but Becky knows she is there for her. She has got to keep her strength up and that fever down. As always, you all will continue to be in our thoughts prayers. Thanks for the update. Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Sunday, October 15, 2006 8:18 PM CDT
MamaJulia, thanks so much for the update....I was so worried (as was everyone on here) that Stephanie was going to try to make that trip....I know she wanted to...and she's a GREAT Bonus-Mom to Becky...Becky and Lewis'family will remain in our prayers for the days, weeks, months, years to come....I pray that she finds comfort in the only one who can give it to her...and we continue to pray for Steph....she needs that fever to go away!! We will also continue to pray for Becky and Bennie as they make that journey...may they be safe and return soon. MUCH love to you all...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, October 13, 2006 7:37 PM CDT
Update
Stephanie and Zachary are here with me for a few days. Bennie and Becky have gone to MS. for the Memorial service there. That is where Lewis is from.
She is absolutely exhausted. I got her here and put her to bed with no distractions. I am going to let her rest as much as possible for the next few days. She was running a fever and simply worn out.
Zac has his room all fixed up with his games to play and movies to watch. I promised we would watch one scary movie since it is Friday 13. Not too scary though.
Thank you all so very much for the love you have shown to our family. We still have the hard days ahead. Please continue to Pray.
Love to you all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, October 13, 2006 4:28 PM CDT
Stephanie, I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers! Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, October 13, 2006 11:06 AM CDT
Little Friend,
Your family has been through so much. I am praying for and thinking of all of you. Please please please rest as much as you can, you have the surgery in December that you need to be as strong as possible for. Becky will be needing you so much thru the holidays.
I love you.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, October 12, 2006 9:38 AM CDT
Stephanie, Just wanted to let you and your family know that we are keeping you in our prayers - hope all goes well the rest of the week - Becky is lucky to have you all. We are so very sorry for her loss. The Shore's
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, October 12, 2006 9:26 AM CDT
We all know that the next few days will be extremely difficult on all of you. We are continually lifting you up to the Father. He will not let us down. Our hope remains in Him.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Thursday, October 12, 2006 7:35 AM CDT
Thank you so much for posting the information about Lewis....our hearts go out to you and the entire Lee/Crowe family. I am still in such disbelief...please know that prayers are being said- 24/7!! May God comfort you all like only HE can do. Words fail me at this time. We love yous.
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 11, 2006 1:49 PM CDT
I am so happy you are there for Becky. I know she loves you so much. I am sure that Benny loves you for helping out so much also. I will be there on Sat. I will be there to give you a big hug and I will meet Becky. I will give her a hug and I will thank her for taking such good care of you in the past. Now, you are there for her. :) Please be careful on your trip to Ms. Let me know if I can do anything for you on this end. love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, October 11, 2006 8:34 AM CDT
Oh Steph, I am so so very sorry about Lewis. My heart just aches for Becky and both of your families. I will ask for the prayers of all my friends to help you all through this incredibly hard time. I love you little friend--please try to take care. Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 4:19 PM CDT
Please take care of yourself. I know Becky needs you now--but please take care of you.. you do not need to be sickly and not be able to have your surgery. Please take things moment by moment. I know that she loves you and needs you--I know that you love helping her through this sad time. She loves you for it. I know that you are so caring.. that is what we all love about you. You have so much love to give.. but, please take care.. I am thinking of your family and his family and praying..
love
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, October 10, 2006 1:49 PM CDT
My heart goes out to Steph and the family. Such sad news. I will be praying!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 9:52 AM CDT
We all mourn with your family, and continually lift up you all in our prayers.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Monday, October 9, 2006 4:58 PM CDT
Oh Steph,
I'm so-o-o sorry for your family. My heart breaks for you as does the Lord's.
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, October 9, 2006 1:56 PM CDT
I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR THIS SAD, SAD, NEWS!!! We have begun praying and praying. Please let Becky know we are spreading the word so prayers all around can be said. God is listening....we all feel her pain....we love you all...
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 9, 2006 1:55 PM CDT
Stephanie, Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, October 9, 2006 9:43 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I asked God to give you strength and to smooth your path. I also pray that He will give you relief from the burdens you are bearing.
Peggy Brandon <pegelaine@comcast.net>
Lascassas, TN United States - Monday, October 9, 2006 9:22 AM CDT
Words can not express how my heart is breaking for ya'll right now. I am just shocked. I went on your site this am expecting to see improvement in your world. I am so sorry to read this.. I am just speechless. Please tell Becky that even though I do not know her--she is in my prayers. I am spreading the word and my co-workers will be praying for her also. Please know you family is in my prayers. I love you and so does our Lord.
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, October 9, 2006 9:08 AM CDT
Update.
Stephanie had a rough week. She will give you an update later. Please PRAY for Stephanie and her family. Their Daughter Becky and son-in-law were in a very seriuos accident last night. Becky was hurt but is OK. Her husband Lewis didn't make it. He was a very fine young man and we all loved him very much. They were in the process of building a new home in Kingston Springs. Please Pray for Becky as she goes through this very hard time.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, October 9, 2006 7:54 AM CDT
Good Sunday Morning Steph! Wow!! You have had a hectic week. I've been thinking about you and knew you'd post when you had time! I am so thankful that all is well with Zach and Bennie. Now -- we just need to keep you well until your surgery. My family just returned from Disney World and I am trying to get back into my "routine" (and rest - I am TOO old for for all that physical activity - HA!). My mom is having hip replacement surgery tomorrow -(the 9th) -so please keep her in your prayers.
Hope to see you this morning at church - if you are up to it!
Love you - Jenise
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 8, 2006 10:10 AM CDT
Susta Gur,
GOODNESS!! What a week you have had. I am thankful everyone is alright, and hopefully on the mend. I pray that you all get some rest and a chance to enjoy the beautiful fall weather. You are all in my thougts and prayers!
Love you...
"The Lord is faithful to all his promises and loving toward all he has made. The Lord upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down." Psalm 145:13,14
Susta-Gur
- Saturday, October 7, 2006 8:33 AM CDT
I am so glad that everyone is ok...what a week?!! Now, YOU have got to take care of yourself. I hope everything goes well with the drain repositioning today and that you guys have a wonderful weekend. It sounds like everyone could stand to get a little rest--I hope it works out that way. You guys are, as always, in my thoughts and prayers! Love, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Friday, October 6, 2006 1:44 PM CDT
Hey Little Friend,
Wow.........your whole family has really been through a lot this week. I am thinking of all of you.
I need to start thinking about Christmas shopping......have you been making necklaces lately?
I love you dearly.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, October 6, 2006 10:09 AM CDT
My goodness---Bless your heart.. you have been going like crazy.. I have missed hearing from you. I am so glad you have some answers on Zach.. Yes--tell that little one to drink more--we all need to do that.. :) I know I do not drink enough. I hope Bennie gets better also--I know that is painful for him. I will pray for your family. I hope today goes well for you. I hope the smelly smell will go away.. Bless your heart.. you put up with so much--you are a brave little one. have a great weekend. I hope you can make it to Church..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, October 6, 2006 9:09 AM CDT
Stephanie, You have had alot going on the last couple of weeks. Glad to see everyone is doing better. Hope all goes well today too. As always you and your family is in out thoughts and prayers!! Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Friday, October 6, 2006 9:09 AM CDT
HEY MS.Steph!!

WOW.... you have had yourself one heck of a week, now haven't you!!?? BLESS YOUR WHOLE ENTIRE FAMILY!! You know that old devil likes to strike us where he thinks we are weak...he just doesn't know how strong you are in the "health area" now does he!!!???teehee.... God's got it all under control and you are all going to be OK....praise HIM!!! Zach is OK, Bennie made it to the hospital in time and now he's on the road to recovery and YOU are going to get that drain re-positioned and smelling like FeBreeze once again!!hahahhaa......IT'S ALL GOOD!!!!! I love hearing you talk and be so uplifting! Look at your pretty border with the fall leaves on it...just like outside!! YOu make me appreciate life so much more...I am thankful for you. Everytime you feel the wind blowing on your face today, know that is God breathing on you!! Letting us all know, He is there. I love you girl!! Thank you for keeping us posted...let's get together soon....OK!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, October 6, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Stephanie, looks like you best listen to your friends and S L O W down!! you over did it even though i know you wanted to be there and help out... BUT, ya gotta take care of yourself. I saw another butterfly yesterday and thought of you. When I rode by your house this morning I saw angel's wings!YES, you know when the sun peeps it's rays thru the trees. It was beautiful! Enjoy God's sunshine.
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Thursday, October 5, 2006 10:42 AM CDT
GOOD MORNING STEPHANIE!!!

I was just looking outside at the beautiful day the Lord has given us all and was thinking about you...how you always look outside your office window...I do love Fall....the leaves are so pretty out now. I hope you are having a GREAT week and are feeling better...we continue to pray for you and have been praying for Zach, too!! LOVE YA GIRL!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 5, 2006 7:53 AM CDT
Ok Girl . . . how's the boy?
I do pray it's turned into nothing to worry about.
You too!
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 3:17 PM CDT
please let us know how you and Zach are doing. I hope things are going well for your family. I know you are so thankful with each glorious day that you have with your loved ones. We all need to cherish all of our moments. We are all so Blessed. Thank you Jesus..
love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 2:16 PM CDT
I will add Zach to my prayers! You hang in there and know that I am thinking about you and your family!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, In - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 9:27 AM CDT
I "ditto" what Denna says... R E S T !!!!!!!!!!!! We'll be praying for Zach too.... we love you girl!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 2, 2006 4:43 PM CDT
I am so glad that you were able to stay home and rest and improve.. Please rest after you get home with Zach. Please rest--I am afraid you overdid it this past week.. But, I know it was fun to live it up and work on the float.. Now, you must rest.. :) Yes--I pray that Zach will be ok.. sounds like he is going to have alot of prayers coming his way--Praise the Lord. :)
love ya
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, October 2, 2006 1:34 PM CDT
HI Stephanie!!!!
I LOVE the pumpkins on your webpage!!! You always cheer me up when I log on and see a new and different border!! How can we top that??!!hahaha....anyway, you'd better be taking it EASY...it doesn't sound like you have been good at all!!tsk tsk tsk!!(do you see me pointing my finger at you??)hahahha....I'll continue praying that things just keep getting better and better for you. I like that you have been out and about...and as for Zach...well, now that's a whole new set of prayers to begin praying!! BLESS HIM!!! I'm so glad God has control of EVERYTHING!!!! I hope you all have fun tonight!! Maybe you'll see Kay there!! We love you girl!! Now just BE GOOD!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 29, 2006 5:05 PM CDT
I will be praying for you this weekend. I hope you are able to rest after all the excitement of the week. Please take care and rest. I know Zach will be ok--Bless your heart--I know that was scary for all of ya'll..yes--please get him checked out. It was great God-timing that he had the appt. that day when he felt bad. I will be thinking of you.
love ya,
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, September 29, 2006 2:00 PM CDT
Wow! A very busy week!! I hope everything is ok with Zach. That had to be really scary for you guys! We'll be saying a little extra prayer for him. It sounds like you have had a good time working on the float all week and I'm glad to hear that. I'm so happy that you are able to get out and do some fun mom stuff! You still need to take care of yourself though, miss ma'am!! Enjoy homecoming and I hope you guys get good news about Zach's EKG!! Have a wonderful weekend!! Love ya'! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Friday, September 29, 2006 10:12 AM CDT
Hi Stephanie!!!!!

MISSING YOU!!!!!!!!!! Just wanted to let you know that....

LOVE YOU!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 27, 2006 8:30 PM CDT
Wonderful news! I am so glad your visit went well. Dr. Church sounds like the perfect match for you, and I'm glad you found him. I will pray for you as you continue to take this journey to better health!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 1:32 PM CDT
Awesome!! I am so happy to hear that things went so well! I love your goals and I just know that you will reach them!! Bennie is always in my prayers as is all of your wonderful family and friends. I am so very thankful that he is there for you. I always tell you how strong you are (and you absolutely are) and I know that Bennie's strength is a huge part of what keeps you strong. You both are so amazing and inspirational--your love is so wonderful!! I am so glad to have been blessed with your friendship for so long--take care and you have a blast working on that float. Love ya!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 2:36 PM CDT
It was so good to read your post and feel the sunshine in your heart. I think I was smiling while I read it.:) I know that this Dr. will do his best to help you have a better quality of life. I am so happy our prayers have been answered and you are being given the chance to get some help. I pray he is the shepherd of the Lord to help you. :)
Please take care..
love ya,
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Stephanie, I am so glad you had a good visit with Dr. Church. We will continue to pray that all goes well between now and December. You and your family have indured enough. We will also keep Bennie and Zack in our prayers - it is tough being a caregiver but he knows you would do it for him too. It is great to see you so upbeat!! Hang in there 2007 is going to be your year to feel good and be healthy. We love you!! Marc and Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:10 PM CDT
I'm so sorry to hear that your weekend was uncomfortable. We are all praying for a better week for you though!! It's supposed to be a beautiful one--I hope you get to enjoy some of it!! We look forward to hearing all about your trip to Cleveland when you are feeling up to posting. Take care and don't overdo it! Love ya! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Monday, September 25, 2006 3:54 PM CDT
I know you are all wondering how Stephanie is doing. She has had an uncomfortable weekend. She had the stent changed out on Friday and was at Vandy all day. After she woke up, she was feeling a little sick so they kept her for a while longer. She will post later today.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, September 25, 2006 9:59 AM CDT
It was good to receive Julia's updates about your visit to the clinic. I hope you will quickly recover from the trip and your visit to Vanderbilt and enjoy the weekend, and as always I will look forward to your next post! Sending my love and prayers your way!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, September 22, 2006 10:38 AM CDT
THANKS, MamaJulia....I was glad to hear it was a "planned" procedure...but still will be praying that it will be a quick, painless procedure for her. Steph, you have a GREAT weekend...despite the rainy day today...we love you, girl!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 22, 2006 8:48 AM CDT
Update
Stephanie asked me to let you know she will post as soon as she can. She is on her way to Vandy to have the stent in her Kidney replaced. This has to be done about every 3 months. The was a planned procedure.
She had computer issues yesterday.
She is ready to take on Cleveland clinic in Dec.
She sends her love to you all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 7:19 AM CDT
Oh! I'm so excited for you.
Also can't WAIT for the details!
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, September 21, 2006 8:50 AM CDT
Hi STeph.
I have been in the hospital so just checking up on you. I see you made it to see Dr CHurch, who I know is a desmoid guru. I saw the update you will be on two new meds. Very excited to see when you get back what they had tosay. I hope you can get the tumors under control as I did. Cant wait to read your updates
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 8:56 PM CDT
It is so great to feel the excitement in your post! That is just so wonderful!! I, too, can't wait to hear the details! Have a safe trip home!! As always, you are in my prayers and I love ya' bunches!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 5:02 PM CDT
THANKS MamaJulia for keeping us all posted...as usual!! We SO appreciate you...

Steph....we CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR EVERYTHING!!!! I feel like it's high school again and we're all sitting here waiting for you to post (only we didn't have the internet when we went to school!!) It's SO EXCITING!! I love what the Lord is doing for you...I thank Him every day!!! We love you!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 20, 2006 4:19 PM CDT
Stephanie- Glad thing went well in Cleveland. You sound very excited. Hope you have a good weekend. Going to Columbus tomorrow afternoon. Take care. Love, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 11:07 AM CDT
Stephanie, I'm so happy to hear that your visit to Cleveland went well. I can't wait to hear the details. It was wonderful being able to spend time with you over the weekend at the womens retreat. God is so GOOD! I love ya.
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Kingston Springs, TN - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 10:23 AM CDT
Stephanie, Hope your trip was successful!! Can't wait to hear the details. Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:21 AM CDT
Stephanie, Glad that things went well. I look forward to hearing more about it when you update. Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 7:42 PM CDT
Hi Steph:
Thanks for the updates through your mom! It sounds like Cleveland went GREAT! I am so happy and excited for you. You are still in my thoughts and prayers!! Hope your appetite is "hanging in there". Even though I know you can't eat any and everything - I still like the sound of your wanting to eat!! Hope to see you on Sunday if you feel up to it!
Love Ya - Jenise
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 19, 2006 4:04 PM CDT
It is great that he is offering to help her. I am so glad he has given her some hope. I know I have been to Doctors and they just say--there is nothing more to do.. it is really sad to hear that.. so I am glad that she has some hope. I really pray this will improve her quality of life. She needs to have some joy and get back to spreading sunshine! :)
love ya girl
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, September 19, 2006 3:35 PM CDT
steph, i just read your update and i am excited about your new treatment. i pray this is your breakthrough. i'm so glad you got to go this weekend, we had such a awesome (but emotional)time. remember God's presence is on you.
love, renee

renee powell <tpowell777@bellsouth.com>
kingston springs, tn 37082 - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 3:17 PM CDT
Update
I just spoke with Stephanie, I will give you the short version and she will fill in the details when she gets back. She is scheduled for surgery December 6th. She will start on two new drugs to help shrink the tumors before surgery. She feels good about the surgery and feels confident in Dr. Church.
We all need to hear some good news.
She sends her love to you all.
Julia <JJSROB@AOL.COM>
Gallatin, TN US - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 10:52 AM CDT
Update
I talked to Stephanie at 4:00 this afternoon. They made it fine she is just tired. She said Cleveland Clinic is huge. The Buildings are A-Z. She and Bennie had found there way around and found where she needs to be tomorrow morning.
I met Dr. Church a few years ago and was very impressed with him as a Dr. and a very caring and compassionate man. He took the time to answer our questions.I just know he and his team will do all they can to help our Stephanie.
Thank you all for your love and Prayers.I will let you know as soon as she calls me.
God bless you and Love to you all.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 8:58 PM CDT
Hi Steph!!
You sound so excited in your post...I'm so thankful this day is finally here...you go and have a safe safe trip...you KNOW we will ALL be praying for you. WE LOVE YOU!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 18, 2006 1:27 PM CDT
I hope you guys have a great trip! I am so very excited for you!!! I pray for a safe trip and for wonderful things to begin!! Stay strong girlfriend!! You are one amazing little chick and I love you lots!!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Monday, September 18, 2006 12:27 AM CDT
May God bless your journey and may He bless the hands that will take care of you while you are away.
Peggy L Brandon <pegelaine@comcast.net>
Lascassas, TN United States - Monday, September 18, 2006 12:02 AM CDT
Stephanie, We wish you all the best on your trip to Cleveland. We will await updates from Julia. Take care we love you. Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Monday, September 18, 2006 8:57 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
I hope you had a BLAST at the retreat... I love them! It is so wonderful to just have "girls time" and worship with only the female voices. It is so beautiful and uplifting. Tomorrow is the big day; I am praying double time for you this week. I am praying for Dr.Church (that is just SO COOL!) and his staff as they prepare for your arrival. God is watching over Zach and keeping him safe and in good spirits as he waits for news and your return. I love you all and can't wait for what the Lord is going to reveal on this leg of your journey! Stay strong and firm in your belief that this is where you should be. Can't wait to hear all about it!
Love you much...
Susta-Gur
- Sunday, September 17, 2006 7:20 PM CDT
My Sweet special angel, I know this weekend will help you get ready for the trip on Monday. I sure wish I could have been there with you. You know I am there in spirit.
letting go and having you make the big girl decision has been hard for me. I do know there is a time that all Mothers have to do this but it is never easy. We never want that cord cut or to be too far away. I do trust that you have made the best choice. I am on my knees tonight as I am each night, Praying for God to heal or Angel. You are not mine alone. I share you with all of the friends that love you.
I love you with every breath I take. i have loved you from the first little flutter I felt. You are my very special gift. We are blessed to have you in our lives.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 7:40 PM CDT
My Sweet special angel, I know this weekend will help you get ready for the trip on Monday. I sure wish I could have been there with you. You know I am there in spirit.
leting go and having you make the big girl decision has been hard for me. I do know there is a time that all Mothers have to do this but it is never easy. We never want that cord cut or to be too far away. I do trust that you have made the best choice. I am on my knees tonight as I am each night, Praying for God to heal or Angel. You are not mine alone. I share yu with all of the friends that love you.
I love you with every breath I take. i have loved you from the first little flutter I felt. You are my very special gift. We are blessed to have you in our lives.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 7:37 PM CDT
Stephanie...

You go and have SO MUCH FUN!!! God's got BIG plans for you sister!!! We are praying for all these new and exciting things coming your way!! We love you!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 15, 2006 7:37 PM CDT
Steph! I am sure you will have a great time on the retreat. Be well, be safe, and have a ball! Of course there is also the big trip to Cleveland to look forward to, and I will be praying all goes well for you!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, September 15, 2006 4:35 PM CDT
I hope you have a wonderful time. I am sure you will--please do not over do it before your trip. I know it will be great to be with your girlfriends in the Lord. I hope it is nice weather and you share your Blessings and they share theirs.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
AL - Friday, September 15, 2006 3:51 PM CDT
Little Friend,
I know you are so excited that you are going to be able to run away for some 'girlfriend time'. Nita is so looking forward to that too. Girlfriends are so important. What an incredible gift they are. I know that you will all have a wonderful time.
I love you dearly.
Your forever shoe buddy
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 9:29 AM CDT
Yay! I am so happy to hear you will be going to Cleveland, and SO SOON! What a blessing for you. I pray for a safe and successful trip!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Thursday, September 14, 2006 4:41 PM CDT
I knew the power of prayer would Bless you beyond imagination. The Lord is so good.. He has just revealed a miracle to all of us. We all must thank the Lord for prayers that are answered. I had faith in the Lord and He came through. I pray that Dr. Church will be able to give you some relief. You need a break from your pain. I wish you all the best.. God is good.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, September 14, 2006 9:10 AM CDT
Hi Steph! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And a Big AMEN!!!!!! I am so excited and happy for you that your visit to Cleveland is taking place next week. Prayers are indeed being answered. Being in a medical office - I know that the odds of getting an appointment NEXT WEEK - with a specialist - is almost unheard of. But - we should have expected it. Prayers are answered and the butterflies are all around!
Love Ya!
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:03 PM CDT
WOOHOO! seems to be the theme today, huh!? I think that is really Greek for Hallelujah!!! We rejoice with you in answered prayer, and praise God for His CONTINUED faithfulness. You go girl, and take a whole lot of prayers with you!!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 2:02 PM CDT
WELL, I'm off the web for a few days and look at all the changes that take place here!!!! GREAT GREAT GODLY CHANGES, at that!!!!! WOOHOOWOOHOOWOOHOO GIRLFRIEND!!!!!! Dr. Church better be ready....cuz he's not only getting YOU as a patient, but ALL OF US OUT HERE!!!!!!! We'll all be writing about him and everything that goes on in Cleveland....so I hope he's ready for this REVIVAL ~ of sorts!!HAHHAHAHHAA.... I am thrilled beyond what I can type right now!!!!!! God is SO good....not just good, but SOOOOOOOOOOOOO good!!teehee....we love you to pieces and it's all GOOD!!!! Take it easy on yourself....you can't be Wonder Woman....(that's right, I said it).... so you just take it easy and know that Tuesday will be here before you know it!! I'll be online more frequently now!! We love you girl!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 1:51 PM CDT
YEAH, celebrating your great news with you. You sure have a lot of people praying for you. Take it easy, you've got a lot to get done before your trip but it will all come together! Day by Day,I love ya~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 12:08 AM CDT
Yeah!!!!!What great news.
Now we just need to somehow advertise that FUND of yours so the masses can have a part in this wonderful new door that has been opened. So looking forward to this weekend AND your trip!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 12:05 AM CDT
WOOHOO WOOHOO WOOHOO!!! What an awesome and wonderful God!!! I am SOOOO happy and excited for you!! Remember to take time to rest and relax a bit too, please ma'am! We are praying for you and we love you!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 11:18 AM CDT
STEPHANIE, I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!! PRAYER ARE BEING ANSWERED LEFT AND RIGHT. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST NEXT WEEK. PLEASE KNOW YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN OUR PRAYERS!!! LOVE, MARC AND DONNA
DONNA SHORE <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
LONGWOOD, FL - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 10:16 AM CDT
I just know that I am going to look on your page and you are going to have news about Dr. Church. I am waiting patiently. But, I know it is coming. :) It is all in God's time. I hope today is a bright one for you. Please take it easy and do not overdo it. I love ya!
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:04 AM CDT
Stephanie, I am praying that you will be able to go with us on the womens retreat. I know you are very much looking forward to it. I can tell you are enjoying the Chris Tomlin CD. Isn't it great? I love every song on it. I love you!
#15 <anita@afm257.org>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:25 AM CDT
Stephanie, What wonderfuil news, I was so happy to read that you are feeling good. I hope you get a call back today I know you must be so anxious to get this next phase started. I will continue to pray that he will be able to make you accessory free and able to eat again. Have a wonderful day!!! We love you!! Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:42 AM CDT
Hi Steph!
I saw you yesterday morning at church -- but I was sitting in a different seat in the choir and did not get to wave and smile. My week will not be the same. I'm funny about those things - I like our "tradition". I hope you are having a good week.
Love you -
Jenise
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 11, 2006 4:38 PM CDT
Hey Stephanie, Just want to say hello and to let you know I am thinking about you.
Christy <chridan2@msn.com>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 2:56 PM CDT
Hey Girl!
Missed seeing you in your pew.
Zach said you were feeling much better since your treatment.
Just wanted to SEE you feeling much better.
Prayers & hugs coming your way . . .
Kelly & Bill <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, September 11, 2006 9:14 AM CDT
Stephanie, I can't say I know anyone whose faith is stronger or more inspiring to me. Be sure that I will be praying for you and everyone involved in your Cleveland Clinic experience!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, September 8, 2006 4:28 PM CDT
Hi Steph! I hope today goes really well and that you feel much better this weekend! I am so excited about Cleveland and Dr. Church--how awesome is that?? What a wonderful sign that this is the way to go. I just love it when God lets us know, in the coolest of ways, that we are on the right track. (smile) Have a wonderful weekend and take care of yourself!! Love you, Ginger
Ginger <gindink@yahoo.com>
Macon, MS - Friday, September 8, 2006 2:07 PM CDT
I am so proud to be your Alabama buddy.. you are my Tennessee bud.. :) Well--you and Vicky of course.. :) I love you both so much.. I want to come and see you--someday I will. I am feeling better since the weather is getting cooler. I will be there in my VW Bug--when you are better. I will wait until things settle down for you.:) I know the Lord is going to Bless you with a visit to Dr. Church. I read the article--he is a man of God. I just have so much faith in God working through him. I know it is a matter of time and you are going to see him. I am going to send you some money for your trip. I will do what I can.. :) I am confident you are going. I am sending gas money.:) I hope today will be a success and you will feel better over the weekend. I will be checking on you and I love ya!
The Lord is pouring out Blessings on you..
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, September 8, 2006 8:28 AM CDT
I LOVE that song! I have been looking for the name of it for a long time, and should have guessed Chris Tomlin (as I typed his name just then, I accidently put a "T" on the end of his name!) How faithful God is to CONTINUALLY remind us of His presence!! He uses you in my life to put my focus back on Himself. Thank you for allowing your open and honest walk with Him to be public for all of us to see and grow in love with Him. I love you dearly, and keep on praying!!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Friday, September 8, 2006 7:25 AM CDT
Hi Steph:
Your post today brought to mind one of my favorite quotes. "I can choose to be bitter or better". I have found that I use this quote almost every day - in many varied situations - as I realize that God gives us the wonderful ability to make choices - with our hand in his. I certainly don't think you are bitter (anything but!!) but I do believe that when I am doubtful - I can feel bitter, tired, doubtful - whatever you choose to call it. Please never beat yourself up about doubting your faith. You are human and you have more faith in your little body than most anyone I know! (Remember - we only need faith the size of a mustard seed!) And you've got it!!
I will pray about your upcoming tests, the transfusion and your visit to Dr. Church.
You are SO special -- my goodness -- even the butterflies know that! I hope to see you on Sunday! Love ya!
Jenise <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 9:00 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE that song!!!!! It is SOOOOOOOOOOOO good to see you post!!!! And I love the pretty fall leaves on your site...you sound SO GOOD!! I am excited about you going to see this Dr. Church... God is so good!!! I will be praying praying praying....we love you so so so so much!! Now I'm singing this song all night!!teehee....
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 8:33 PM CDT
Stephanie, I'm thinking of you and praying for you. I love the song "Indescribable" too and find myself singing it quite often! Take care. Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, September 7, 2006 7:36 PM CDT
So good to read from you today.
I do hope your weekend was joyful to help get you through this tough week. Sounds like the butterfly & the Coccoon sunk in! Bill & I cherrish you dearly.
Kelly <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 4:43 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie!!!

It sure sounds like you and Zach had a wonderful time with MamaJulia and BigDaddy!! I'm so glad!!!!! I hope you got a lot of R & R too!! We will continue our prayers and can't wait to hear from you ...SOON!!!! We love you to pieces girlie!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 6, 2006 9:30 AM CDT
Stephanie...did you or anyone else see Dr. Church from the Cleveland Clinic on the 700 Club today, Tues. 9/5? It was a great story of a man that experienced profound healing, I hope you can get your hands on it. Have a super day.
Robin <robin@bmetresource.com>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 1:30 PM CDT
Hey STephanie
Glad to see you are trying other options. I know in 2000 when I had the football size tumor, my surgeons talked to Dr C too. I guess he is the best. My docs just consulted with him over my case. I guess some of it help me get where I am today except I chose to do the chemo that finally got rid of my tumors and then the transplant that gave me back my intestine... Good luck, hope you had a great weekend. You continue to be in my prayers
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 11:38 AM CDT
Stephanie, I'm so glad you had such a good time just getting away. I loved your butterfly. She was just what you needed that day, even if it was in the form of a simple beautiful butterfly. Many people never even notice signs of nature. Thanks for teaching us to take the time to look around.We never are quite sure how God will surprize us and give us reminders of His strength and how He really is , right by our side! Much love and continued prayer,
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 11:19 AM CDT
Stephanie, Sounds like you all had a great week-end. So glad to hear. I hope that you continue to have a great week. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers. Marc & Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 9:20 AM CDT
I am glad that you were able to go on your trip and get away from your daily routine. I know you loved every minute with your Mom. I love butterflies also. I heard a neat story once.. This lady said that she found a butterfly trying to get out of it's cocoon.. She thought that she would help it out. So, she did--it died.. Someone then told her that it is the stuggle of getting out of the cocoon that makes them strong. Sort of like our struggles that the Lord sends us--it is to make us stronger and ready for the big world. :) I hope you are having a Blessed day..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 8:51 AM CDT
I thank God every day for blessing me with you. I thank God for this very special weekend we had together. Sometimes the most wonderful times are just the moments we have that we look at each other and feel the love we have.
This weekend gave me so much joy. I loved our laughs and our time with Zachary. He is truly our gift. He is a light in our life.
I love you so VERY MUCH. I miss you so VERY MUCH now that you are at your home. It is too quiet here. I miss the laughter.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, September 4, 2006 5:46 PM CDT
Steph- Hope you have a wonderful visit with Diva and Big Daddy! Enjoy your holiday weekend! Love, Lisa
Lisa Brachey
Gallatin, TN - Friday, September 1, 2006 3:33 PM CDT
Have a wonderful holiday weekend with your family, Stephanie!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Friday, September 1, 2006 3:21 PM CDT
Have a wonderful holiday weekend with your family, Stephanie!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Friday, September 1, 2006 3:21 PM CDT
Hi Steph!!!
Just wanting to wish you a WONDERFUL weekend with your family....we'll be praying for Bennie and his travels...and for you and Zach...that you all will have a great weekend! It will be cooler, so that will be nice!! I'm wearing your necklace today and just thinking about you...we love you so much!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
FAIRVIEW , - Friday, September 1, 2006 10:11 AM CDT
Hi Steph:
I was glad to read your post. You sound even more optimistic than usual!! I hope you have a great weekend with your family. In the meantime - if you need anything -- you just call me!! (Since your Benny will be away!) I look forward to seeing you on Sunday. Tim Gibson (former member at CRBC) is suppose to be there and sing 2 songs. He has the most beautiful voice (or I think so)and the sweetest spirit that has always blessed me so very much. He was there when Shelley was a little girl. She always wanted him to sing at her wedding! So - I plan on this being a very special day for all of us! Take care and will see/smile at you on Sunday!
Love, Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 31, 2006 3:49 PM CDT
Great post.. loved hearing from you.. I am so glad you are getting "fatter" hehe! :) Yes--you need to be on TPN--but you need to be able to munch on the chips also.. :) I pray for the best for you. I want it to level out for you really soon. You really deserve some fun time and peace. I feel good about the Dr."Church" also.. I pray that they will get you in really soon. I know the waiting is hard. In God's time... :) Please take it easy this weekend--but have a great time..
love ya,
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, August 31, 2006 10:34 AM CDT
Okay, I personally don't believe in "coincidences" so the fact that the name of the Cleveland Clinic doctor is Dr. "CHURCH" is, to me, God's way of verifying that this is where you need to go. Are you kidding me? Dr. CHURCH???That is too awesome!
I am praying that Dr. Church and his team are going to have the answers we've been seeking. I just know we are going to look back and see how the Lord worked this all out to end in an amazing new quality of life for you! I can't wait to see how this all turns out! We are going to have even MORE reasons to praise Him!!
I am so glad Becky is doing okay; tell her hello from us. She is so blessed to have you in her life ~ as are we all. I am glad that you are able to get out and do some things that you want to do. Doesn't the sunshine feel great coming through the windshield?
I love you so much... have a wonderful weekend. Hope you get to go to "church" and worship with your friends on Sunday. (I am still just tripping out that this doctor is named CHURCH! Like, your favorite day is Sunday and you love to go to church and his name is church... Our God rocks!!)
Susta-Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 30, 2006 10:59 PM CDT
I am excited to hear that you are going to the Cleveland Clinic! I have heard of many people who have had very successful treatment there. I will pray that you get the best nurses and hostpital staff and that Dr. Church will take wonderful care of you!
Amanda Fritz <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 4:17 PM CDT
Wanted to let you know ahead of time that even though I'll be in a place that's never "heard" of cell-towers or high-speed internet for the long weekend, You'll still be in my thoughts & prayers. I look forward to reading how your holiday goes. I pray it is full of sun & smiles.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Wednesday, August 30, 2006 3:53 PM CDT
Stephanie,

I'm glad to hear you have chosen Cleveland Clinic. David went to Huntsman in 2004 and didn't do very well. They weren't very helpful and we ended up paying for 2 tickets since they changed our appt. Everyone said we could get a refund. Everyone but the airlines. David didn't do well on operating table (due to mass on adrenal gland) and didn't even have the procedure after all we went through to get there. Anyway I think you've made the right choice at Cleveland. Please keep us posted on how it goes. You are continually in our prayers. Let us know if there is anything we can do.
Judy Davis <judy47512@yahoo.com>
Bicknell, IN - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:28 PM CDT
My Sweet beautiful angel. I have thought about this all day. What a wonderful name, Dr. Church. I just knew there was something about this absent minded looking Dr. that I loved. We met him on our trip and I have always remembered his attentive response to our questions. God has the plan for our lives.
If Cleveland Clinic is our path, then let us be on our way.
You are my breath each morning and my prayer each night. God gives us our babies to love and cherish and I plan to love and cherish you until the day I go to join my sweet Dusty and not one day sooner.
Cleveland clinic needs to be ready for us. Dr. Church, I just know you have earned this wondeful name. How amazing is that. Dr. Church. God is Amazing...............
I love you so.. Mother

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 7:50 PM CDT
I'm still thinking of how beautiful & radiant you looked in your royal blue on Sunday.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:47 PM CDT
I am really glad that you are able to get out and do a few things on your own (or with Zach). Please do be careful and don't wear yourself out. I am also happy that you have made a decision about who to add to your team. That is great!! You are always in my prayers and I am still in awe of your strength on a daily basis!! Take care of yourself and don't forget to rest!! Love you!! Ginger
Ginger <gindink@earthlink.net>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:37 PM CDT
Stephanie, you CONTINUE, by your example, to remind me to count my blessings every day. Things that I could complain about or be poopy about (going to Wally World for example) are now blessings because I remember what a struggle it is for you to do stuff like that. You remain in my prayers. I am confident that God is leading you in the right path on this journey. He is faithful, isn't He? Love, Kay
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 1:28 PM CDT
I pray they will get back with you soon. I am so happy your local Dr. is willing to work with you on this.. great news. I know the Lord will help bring all of this together. His will is going to be done. Yes--I will be praying and I will be waiting to hear the good news. Please do not over do it today--sounds like a full one..
love ya
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 10:29 AM CDT
have not heard from you in a few day. I pray that you are taking it easy and resting. I hope things are going well for you and your family. My family is doing better.. My Granny is going to have a tumor biopsied to check for bone cancer. I will keep you updated. Please take care and keep in touch.. love ya!
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 9:08 AM CDT
Hi Stephanie....
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you today and am praying that you are doing better....it's been really hot out...nice time for some ice cream!! (smile).... we love you!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 28, 2006 4:32 PM CDT
Stephaine, I hope that you were able to have a restful week-end. Just wanted you to know we were thinking of you. Your friends, Marc & Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Sunday, August 27, 2006 8:44 PM CDT
I am so happy also that you are out. Please do not overdo it. I am glad that she is ok. I have had many broken arms--I am glad that it is not broken.. hurts either way--Bless her heart. My family is doing great--we had a major prayer day yesterday. :) But--praise the Lord--we have so much to be thankful for.. :) Please have a nice weekend and do rest..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, August 25, 2006 3:06 PM CDT
HI Stephanie!!

I was so happy to see the "HAPPY FACES" on your website today....and I was happier when you said you were going over to Becky's house....I love that you are able to get out and about...on your own..just please don't over do it!! I'll be praying for Becky and her arm...and you and your arm..I also pray that you will have a FABULOUS weekend!!! I pray for you to get stronger and stronger every day! Then, I'm ready to do some ice cream with ya!!teehee.... we love you very much!! Enjoy your weekend little Angel!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, August 25, 2006 11:32 AM CDT
Stephanie, I will keep praying for you. I live about 50 minutes away from the Cleveland Clinic.
Take care, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, August 24, 2006 5:12 PM CDT
I was so happy to see the sunshine faces on your site this am. I know you still have sunshine in your heart and I know that it will always be there--no matter what comes your way. Yes--I am all for you going some other place.. there are so many specialists out there that can make your life so much better. You deserve all there is out there.. I want you to have a better quality of life. I do pray for your family also--you are so Blessed to have them. I love my family also--they are a daily support for me--not my husband--but my family. I am so glad you have Bennie. It must be the best feeling to know you have him to talk to..:) Please pray for my Granny--my sister and my brother in law--they are all finding out big test results --today! It is a big day of praying for me.. :)
I love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, August 24, 2006 10:51 AM CDT
Stephanie,
I just want you to know that I pray for you and your family everyday. I check this website often to check on your progress. Seeing that your Faith is so strong no matter how bad you are hurting has been a blessing to me. We have had our own share of health problems too. Flipper had a heart attack in April and he is fine now. But, I can really relate to how it effects the whole family. Keep your Faith Strong and God will help you! I think you need to go where ever your feel is the best place that will help you.
Love in Christ,
Vickie Stapp Chadwick

Vickie Chadwick <vchadwick@microtekmed.com>
Caledonia, MS USA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 7:57 AM CDT
Susta-Gur,
As I was praying for you tonight, the Lord put these verses on my heart. For all I know, you may have put them on your webpage in the past, but I felt led to share it with you. I love you and am praying for your physical, emotional and spiritual strength. I am asking the Holy
Spirit to intercede and say the words that will bring you comfort.
"I will praise the Lord at all times.
I will constantly speak His praises.
I will boast only in the Lord;
let all who are discouraged take heart.
Come, let us tell of the Lord's greatness;
let us exhalt His name together.
I prayed to the Lord, and He answered me,
freeing me from all my fears".
Psalms 34:1-4 (New Living Translation)
I adore you, my sust-gur!
Susta-Gur
- Wednesday, August 23, 2006 10:40 PM CDT
I am praying for no pain and sunny days VERY soon for you and your wonderful family!! Get some rest little friend and gain a few pounds!! Love Ya!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@earthlink.net>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 5:03 PM CDT
Stephanie,
We will be in MUCH prayer for you, Bennie and Zach....I cannot imagine what each of you go through day after day after day...but I do know the Lord is on your side and HE will carry you all. We are behind you 100% on things that you feel you need to do to "go forward".... I can't wait to see what God's next chapter is in your book of life!! I'll be praying that all will be directed by God..no worries...WE LOVE YOU!!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 23, 2006 4:20 PM CDT
You and your family are in my thoughts. Yes--you are loved.. I am praying that the pain will let up for you. It is time for you to have a break and enjoy life for a while. I know you are ready to go shopping. :) You need to check out some magazines--can you believe the stuff coming back in style? UGH! I am old--thought I would not ever see it.. :) Things we used to wear skating! :) Girl--I am thinking of you. I hope to come and see when it gets cooler..
love ya
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, August 23, 2006 8:41 AM CDT
Well HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BigDaddy.....and HAPPY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY to you, Stephanie!!!! We will continue our prayers for you all... we love you all so very very much!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 22, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
Update.
Today Big Daddy and I got to spend a little time with our sweet angel. She is so very thin and very fragile. I must say she had a sunshine smile for us. The 22nd of August is a very Big day for Stephanie and her big Daddy so we needed to see her a little early. Butterflies were all around and it was very special. They were able to celebrate his Birthday and her very "Special Birthday" It makes my heart full to see the love they share. As they both have said it is love that is unconditional love. I just said, I am so lucky to see my Angel with so many people that truly love her.
I Pray that tomorrow will be a better day. She is the sunshine of our life and always makes us smile.
Please Pray that her night is peaceful and that tomorrow will be the start of a much better day.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 7:07 PM CDT
It was such a surprise to look over to your pew (as I do every Sunday) & see you there! You are so precious. I gave Bilbo a big hug from you & told him the next one has to be from him to you! Have a peaceful night!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Tuesday, August 22, 2006 4:53 PM CDT
Hello, Stephanie! I have been out of town quite often over the last few weeks, but my thoughts never stray far from you and your struggles. As always, I send my prayers and love your way!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 11:55 AM CDT
Stephanie-Just wanted to say HI and I was thinking about you. Your in my prayers. Love, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 11:41 AM CDT
Stephanie, I just don't even know what to say. I hope that you are able to rest up and start to feel a little stronger each day. Can't wait to check out your jewelry website. Let us know when it is ready. You will continue to stay in our prayers. We love you. Donna Shore

Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 9:58 AM CDT
Hi Steph,

Well, I hated hearing that you had to go back to Vandy, but I'm glad to hear that you're on your way back home!!!!! I pray that you will rest tonight and not have anymore pain in that delicate body of yours. God is watching over you and HE CARES very very very much...we LOVE YOU Steph!!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 21, 2006 7:57 PM CDT
Steph: I was SO glad to see your sweet smiling face yesterday morning at church. I can only imagine what it must have taken for you to get up and get there. I am so sorry about your PICC line. I will pray they can get that thing right and get you feeling better. Please keep looking up and smiling -- because God is surely looking down and doing the same. You amaze me and I count it a privilege to be your friend (even if through e-mails most of the time) - HA!! I love you --
Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Monday, August 21, 2006 6:43 PM CDT
Update
Stephanie was back at Vandy today. Her PIC line for the TPN was not working. This meant she had no nutrition since last Frday. She had lost 3 pounds since then. They redid the PIC in the left arm. She has had the Pic in the right arm so many times, the vein was not reusable.
I talked to her when she was on her way home. She was in OK spirits, just very sore nad tired. Please continue those beautiful messages and Prayers.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 6:04 PM CDT
John 14:27 says "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid". That is my prayer for you this day. That the God of peace will give you an abundance, that you will not fear, and that you will be able to see His hand at work. I love you so much and I am sorry that you have had rough days. I want to remind you that although we as your friends are grateful for the strength and blessing you give to us, we understand that there will be days when you just feel like curling up and having a good cry. Those are healing tears and they can give you strength. You must NEVER feel like you have to always be "up" for us. WE will be your warriors, and we will try our best to be a source of strength and blessing to YOU. You just have to LET us, okay?
I am praying for you daily and asking that God bring some sunshine into your life. For Bennie, Zach, Mama Julia and Big Daddy as well. You are all such an inspiration and a reminder of what family is and should be. Thank you for allowing us to walk this journey with you. I love you!
Susta-Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 21, 2006 5:18 PM CDT
WOW!!!!!!!!! What a POST!!!! You are the only person who can have me cry, laugh, smile, frown, and hmmmmm..... all in ONE sitting!!!!! I was SO HAPPY to see the "fish"... they are a huge reminder of "God", to me....and I was so thrilled to hear how the Lord just worked one thing after another for you (except that PICC line thing....that hurt me just reading about it!!) But through it all, I know God is still in control and holding you tight! I can just "hear" you talking as I read that whole thing....I am so glad you are home...and tomorrow is your favorite day...WOOHOO!! Now, get that link put on so we can order some necklaces- ours is about to wear thin from being worn so much (and I've tried to wear it just on special occasions, but seems like every time I think about you, I wear it and THAT is a special occasion!hahha)...WE LOVE YOU!!! Let's go out for some ice cream!! OR, call me and I'll just bring some over!!teehee... Go rest....
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, August 19, 2006 7:41 PM CDT
Kingston Springs is celebrating that you are home. We don't like it when you're gone!! May God give you lots of good rest, strength and take away your pain.. I saw another butterfly today and thought of you. It made me smile.. YOU ARE LOVED~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, - Friday, August 18, 2006 4:10 PM CDT
I'm very happy to hear that you are home and we are all praying that you will be where you want to be VERY soon!! Hang in there little friend!! Lylas!!
Ginger <gindink@earthlink.net>
Macon, MS - Friday, August 18, 2006 3:31 PM CDT
Please go home and rest.. I am so happy you are back home.. I know you will rest better with lots of rest and milk shakes. :) I wish I lived closer. I will have to send you a big through the net.. I would love to hug you and have a good "girl" cry with you. There is just something about a hug when you are sad--girls know that kind of hug.:) I am sending you one.. I really praying for you today my friend..
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, August 18, 2006 9:23 AM CDT
Steph,

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY you are home.....and I gotta tell you, you sounded great over the phone....you sounded upbeat and you even had some energy about you...now I know you're not "there" yet, but it sure was good to hear your voice and hear you laugh a little!!! I believe I could wear you out talking as much as I do!!hahaha....but I can't help it...you're an Angel and I absolutely love you!! May the Lord take hold of your pain and bring you great relief tonight!! WE ARE PRAYING!!!!! Now you rest!! We love you..and THANK YOU MamaJulia for keeping us all posted the way you do....We appreciate you!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, August 17, 2006 10:28 PM CDT
Stephanie, Hope this visit was able to bring you some relief. You are always with us and we continue to pray for a full recovery. We love you!! Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, August 17, 2006 8:46 PM CDT
Update,
First and foremost, Thank you all for your love and prayers.
Stephanie went home this afternoon. She is back on TPN.Even though she is on her way back home, she is still a long way from where we want her to be.
her spirits were better today. She gave us a smile when we went to see her today. One of her very special friend was there and she lifted our spirits. Thank you, you are a doll and we love you.
Our Angel needs your special Prayers.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 5:13 PM CDT
Stephanie,
We are all still here crying out to the Father on your behalf. Please take heart and rest in His grace. May He bless you today with an overwhelming sense of His presence!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Thursday, August 17, 2006 7:59 AM CDT
Please know that we are lifting each of you up in prayer. Our hearts hurt to know the pain you are suffering. Our hearts also hurt for you Julia, Jerry, Benny & Zach. To see Stephanie in such pain is gut wrenching. I wish that there was more that we as family & friends could do to make life a little easier for you at this time. Please, please know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers each day. We love you all.........Love, Joaane & Bud
joanne myers <fritzhannah@yahoo.com>
madison, ms usa - Thursday, August 17, 2006 7:59 AM CDT
Update
Stephanie had her Ct scan but we don't know anything yet. She is back on TPN. She is still very weak and struggling with this set back. They are going to try to reposition the drain and see if that helps. Thank you for all of your Prayers and messages. This means so much to Stephanie and us.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 6:01 PM CDT
I am so sorry that you are back in the hospital. Boooo!! Hissss!! You are going to feel better and be able to go home very soon--I just know it!! Please know that you and your wonderful family are always in my thoughts and prayers!!! You are still the toughest little chick I know and I love you!!!
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@earthlink.net>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 4:25 PM CDT
STEPHANIE- WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU. YOUR IN MY PRAYERS. LOVE TAMMI
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
HENDERSONVILLE, TN - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 12:50 AM CDT
Please know I am praying for you. We have prayed you through the pain before and we will do it again. The Lord let you get better a month or so ago and you were able to go to on a small trip. I hope the Lord will help you be good as new again. I hope they can give you some fluids and help you feel better really soon. Please take care my friend and please rest. You need it.. :) I am thinking of your entire family.
love ya,
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
Vernon, al - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 10:33 AM CDT
I really don't know what to say.........I will just echo what Debbie just wrote....
Little Friend, I just want to you know I'm thinking about you.
Love you.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 9:34 AM CDT
Stephanie.....I am SO SORRY to hear this.. GOSH!!! I don't know what else to do but just continue praying and knowing that God is totally in control of this...MamaJulia, I am praying for you too...and the entire family, Zach, Bennie, Big Daddy, Becky and her husband....everyone...we love you so so much!! Please get better....
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 15, 2006 8:42 PM CDT
Stephanie, I am thinking about you and praying for you!
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 3:24 PM CDT
Update
Stephanie is back in the hospital, room 9213. She has been running a fever and feeling bad for the past few days. She is going down for a CT later today. The plans are to put her back on TPN. She is very tired and weak from all that she has had to go through. Please Pray.

Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 3:11 PM CDT
Stephanie, It makes my heart ache to see you in such pain. I hope they can give you some relief today. We will be awaiting an update from somebody to let us know how you are doing. We love you and as always are in our prayers. Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 9:55 AM CDT
good morning sweetie.. I hope the Dr. will give you good news about your nutrition. If they have to put you in and give you an IV--then it will be ok. I am sure that it will make you feel better. I know it will give you some energy to deal with the pain. I am so sorry your drain is hurting so much. I know that pain can really wear your mind down and try to defeat your spirit--but I know that you will not let it win. The Lord is standing in front of you and defeatng the enemy. We are all around you also with prayers. We do miss you--but you do need your rest.. Please rest and get stronger and stronger and then you will be able to go to Church and shop a little.. You deserve some new shoes.. :) hehe You have been a big girl and you need a shopping trip. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 15, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Stephanie, I am praying for a perfect and blessed day for you. Today is cloudy and threatening rain, but somewhere the sun is shining. The Son will shine whereever He takes you today I know. "God is light; in him there is no darkness at all." Walk in His light today sweet one.

Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 7:32 AM CDT
GOOD MORNING STEPHANIE!!!!

The sun is shining and all I could do was think about you smiling! I pray you are having a good day today and trying to consume lots of calories!! Sorry you missed church yesterday...I know how much you hate that. I'm ready to go out for ice cream anytime you are!!hahahhaha....we love you girl!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 10:35 AM CDT
I had a feeling I wouldn't be seeing you & church but I can only imagine how many others were focused on your absence as well & sending up pleas for a pleasant day for you. Last night during dinner (& my bowl of Breyer's) I asked the Lord to graciously (& miraculously) apply any access calories I was consuming to you. Do you think He laughed? I do, though I was completely serious in my request. If only the scientific community had perfected Weight Transference . . . . miss you!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 8:49 AM CDT
Hi Steph: I missed your sweet little face smiling up at me this morning! I pray you are doing well and that things will get better for you --
Love - Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 13, 2006 4:30 PM CDT
Thanks so much for taking the time to post.
I pray you'll be able to make it to church Sunday!
Kelly Green Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
- Friday, August 11, 2006 4:50 PM CDT
I am so happy to hear from you--but wanting your posts to be brighter. I want you to have some good days. It is time for the sun to shine on you for sure. I am so sorry about your pain. I pray that you do have some good days to come. Just stay calm and still and enjoy the a/c and rest. Please rest when you can. I know the pain keeps you up. I hope the new drain and meds will help you over this hump. I am praying for you.. girl--we need to get that wait up. I am going to start sending you Pizza Hut.:) I wonder if I can do that on the net..hehe I will be thinking of you this weekend. Great to see the smiling suns on your page.
love ya! Denna
denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, August 11, 2006 11:55 AM CDT
It was good to see you post.....how is it going today little Angel?? We have all been lifting you up in prayer and hoping that little procedure helped a lot...yes, it's a bit rainy today but that just brings rainbows, sometimes!! And that makes me think of you too!!SMILE!! You just rest and let us know if you need/want anything (other than our prayers....hahah)..we love you!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, August 11, 2006 10:36 AM CDT
So sorry to hear you are having another tough time. I keep on prayin' for ya!!!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN - Friday, August 11, 2006 10:17 AM CDT
Wow, I know that it really rattles us all when our little friend hasn't posted for awhile.
I know that we all think about her and pray for her countless times every day.
Mama Julia, please put a note in to us all today, and let us know how she is doing on this rainy Friday. We all love her so much.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Friday, August 11, 2006 9:28 AM CDT
MamaJulia,
We are continually praying...I know the Lord has her every second of the day...we will be praying for the whole family, too. BLESS HER!!!! We love you all.
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, August 10, 2006 12:27 AM CDT
Stephanie, Wanted you to know you are on minds today. Always, you are ALWAYS on our minds and in our prayers. Brittany is wondering when she is going to get to meet this Stephanie that we are always praying for. Even though she has never met you she says the sweetest prayers for you and just knows you are such a sweet and kind person. Hope you are feeling a little better today. We love you. Marc, Donna & Brittany Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, August 10, 2006 10:28 AM CDT
Udate.
Stephanie has had a tough few weeks. She went back to Vandy yesterday. She was dehydrated and was given fluids. They changed the drain for a more comfortable one. She went home yesterday late afternoon.
She has lost too much weight and we are all very concerned. Please continue to Pray for her and her family.
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, Tn USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 7:11 AM CDT
Hi Stephanie, I'm hoping you're feeling better today. I went for a long walk early in the morning and as I passed the Z-Man sign on the lot that is underway in our neighborhood, I especially prayed for you. Take care... You are so loved and being "HELD" I love your butterflies!
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 3:35 PM CDT
Stephanie, Hello - hope you are having a restful painless day today. You were on my mind. Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:34 PM CDT
Hi Steph: You have been on my mind, in my prayers and in my heart. I don't know exactly what to say to you but I do want you to know you are in my thoughts. If you don't hear from me - I'm still here! You have spoiled all of us with your postings each day. Now - it's our turn to be brave and wait for you and the time that you feel better and feel like posting. It will come. We all know you have alot of things going on with yourself and your family! I love you!
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 8, 2006 9:36 PM CDT
My Dear Sweet Angel, Thank you so much for being there today. I could see that it was a struggle and I have prayed all afternoon for you. I pray for God to lift this burden and heal you and bring you back to where you want to be. I know you are trying to not let us see your pain but it is ok for you to be open with us. Your wonderful friends are so right. We all love you and want to help you through this hard time. It will soon be better.
I love you so.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 8:45 PM CDT
I hated to miss another Homecoming, especially with Bobby speaking. Bill & I didn't get back from Atlanta until late Sunday. That's 2 wks in a row. They'll probably make me re-join the church. It's been so good to read that you've made it the last 2 Sundays. What perseverence you have, but believe us all. You don't HAVE to do anything. We understand that it helps to keep your mind & body as busy as possible focusing outward instead of inward. Just focus upward as you have been. Though we look everyday for news from you, there's no pressure. . . just prayer.
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 4:32 PM CDT
Stephanie, So sorry that it's been awhile since signing your guestbook (Kara had another surgery). Sorry too, that you have been in so much pain. Kara goes through this too and boy is it tough. She had a break down yesterday and cried, but my son and I prayed with her and we just have to keep our faith! I will keep you in my prayers! God Bless!
Love, Sherri

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 10:41 AM CDT
I agree 1000% with Denna.....we ARE your buds..and we ARE here to hold your hand and help hold your head up for you when you are no longer able to do it on your own. That's why God put us here...to BLESS you...as you do for us...you are made just like us and when there is pain, there is pain-no time for laughter-so we who are without pain will be YOUR laughter...and may our good Lord be over all of us. Because it is only through HIM that all this is even possible. We love you Stephanie....and will continue to PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!! God hears and listens to every single word from every single person. YOU are so loved. Thank you for loving all of us. You keep posting, we'll keep reading and posting back...THANK YOU!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 8, 2006 10:40 AM CDT
I pray that the burden of pain will be lifted off of you--please know that we are ok--you do not have to be strong for us.. We are thinking of you and you do not have to keep our spirits up.. if you are in pain--cry and let it out.. girl we are here for you. You are not whining or complaining we are here to walk through it with you. I feel you need to try to not be so brave. I know that I do it and I know why you do it--but it is time for both of us to let that wall down and start letting others know that we are sad inside and in pain. You do not have to wear your big girl pants with us. We are your buds and we are here to hold your hand each day.. It is the way I feel--from what I have read of the others post--I feel they agree with me.. I hope so.. let it out girl--you can tell us about the pain and fear-we are your prayer warriors.. :)
love ya
Denna
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 8, 2006 10:15 AM CDT
Stephanie, Sometimes it's hard to know what to say without seeming to say the same things over and over, and making them sound trite. But the truth is we ARE praying for you and your family, and believing that our precious Lord is faithful and loving and in control of every detail. I pray that He will warm you from the inside out with His presence and assurance of His love. I pray that He will allow you to feel His loving smiles over you. "The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 7:47 AM CDT
Stephaine, You are always on my mind. I am praying that you will get some relief soon!! We love you. Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL 32779 - Monday, August 7, 2006 1:17 PM CDT
I hope I can help bring a little ray of sunshine to you...just know that I think of you ALL the time...and I pray for you and your entire family ALL the time....everytime I see a rainbow, I think of you...and on Sunday's I think of you....it is truly a supernatural thing that God puts in us to make us who we are and like we are...you are very much loved!! I pray for some relief for you today. Go rest....We love you!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, August 7, 2006 1:09 PM CDT
Stephanie, it was good to see you this morning at the hangout. I could tell you weren't feeling real well. But I always feel bad if I don't ask you how you are, even though I know you will tell me "fine". I said a prayer for you as I was leaving Sonic. I love your quotes from yesterday's sermon. Ed and I didn't get back in town until last night, so we didn't get to go to church yesterday. I heard I missed a very good Homecoming service. Didn't you just love Bobby? Anytime I think of he or Teri, I think of the word "joyful". I love you and promise that I will not stop praying!
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, August 7, 2006 1:00 PM CDT
Stephanie-Thinking about you this afternoon. Hopefully the pain will ease. Hope you had a good Birthday. Love you, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
hendersonville, TN - Monday, August 7, 2006 12:39 AM CDT
HI STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!

I am back from being out of town and was ready to get on this computer and read all about YOUR week!!!! Things sound like they are going much better for you....especially with all those yummy foods your trying to eat!! I'm definitely going to have to try Wendy's VANILLA frostys.... who knew!!! I pray that you are getting stronger and stronger every day....AND gaining weight (gosh, I never thought I'd be praying for that!HAHHA) I love ya and miss ya!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Friday, August 4, 2006 9:45 PM CDT
If I could--I would come and get you and take you to get a couple vanilla frostys. I would have some also.. :) I wish I lived closer. We could shop for shoes on days when you felt like it and the rest of the time we could just sit around and eat candy bars and wear the neat shoes we already have.. :) I do wish the best for you my friend. Please do not overdo it with Zach going back to school and all of your Mommie stresses.. :) God is with your entire family my friend. I love you and so does our Father--we are a Princess to Him. :)
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, August 3, 2006 8:26 AM CDT
My Sweet Angel,
I smile each time I read the beautiful messages from your wonderful friends. The love is abundant and so very real.
I have meet some but not all, but I feel like I know them all. God is so amazing. He helps us realize what the big picture really is.
I was with customers in Chattanooga today, they have never meet you but they always ask about you. I have been so blessed to have the friends and support also.
Please drink that milkshake and gain some weight. The pressure is on you to help me now. Big Daddy has the surgery next week and I can promise you that you will be helping me. We can have babies but men just can't take too much pain.
I love you so and I can hear in your voice that your strenght is coming back.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.cpm>
Gallatin, TN USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 6:49 PM CDT
oh yes--I have been told to drink shakes also--they will put it on you.. good news--Wendy's has a vanilla Frosty--you will have to get a couple of those.. :) I know Twix bars will help out also.:) I was also told to eat baked potatoes.. I hope your brain will get back in the swing of things and make you crave things--then you will get some back on :)love ya!
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 9:18 AM CDT
Oh how I LOVE that song from your "Susta-Gur"! Those of us who know it, I'll bet won't be able to just read it, but will SING it!!! This site is full of His Spirit!! Only He can use electronic stuff like the internet to draw hearts together to Him for a common good, and for His glory! His love knows no bounds, does it?! This is a big week for you and your baby, and I will be much in prayer for ya'll. My baby turned sixteen on your birthday, so I can relate to this letting go phase. God has them, and He will take care of them. Go eat some ice cream! Put some whipped cream on top, and syprup too!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 7:51 AM CDT
Hey Susta-Gur,
Okay, first, you GOTTA EAT! Do I need to come and fix you some soul food? Next, I can't believe "our" baby is going to high school this week. Give him a big hug from me and remind him of the rules I gave him on Mother's Day (about driving and girls~he'll remember).
A song came to my mind as I was reading and thinking about how special sundays are for you. We had this song at the end of our wedding. It's called "Sweet, Sweet Spirit". I thought of you and envisioned you worshipping at your wonderful church. I hope you enjoy!

There's a sweet, sweet spirit in this place,
and I know that it's the spirit of the Lord.
There are sweet expressions on each face,
and I know that it's the presence of the Lord.
Sweet Holy Spirit, sweet Heavenly dove,
stay right here with us, filling us with your love.
And for these blessings, we lift our hearts in praise.
Without a doubt we'll know that we have been revived,
when we shall leave this place.

If you haven't heard it before, I'll sing it for you next time I see you. Did you get my message last week? I love you so much and will say extra prayers for you on Friday, as well as for Bennie, Big daddy and Mama Julia. Give her a hug from me. And remember, EAT!!
xoxo
Susta-Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 0:21 AM CDT
Stephanie, It is so good so see you in better spirits and hopfullly feeling a tiny bit better- it so great to see you posting again, boy I have missed that this summer. Keep those milkshakes coming. Hope they are able to put a few pounds on for you. You are just simply amazing how you seem to keep it all together but is okay to just let it all go sometimes too. Hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers. Donna & Marc Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:44 PM CDT
My dear little friend,
I hope you are feeling well enough to spend a little time looking out your window.
This morning I was sitting on my back porch with my dogs, drinking coffee, (I was, they weren't) and you were heavy on my mind. My view is grass and trees and a hill, and a church steeple. (It is the big Pentacostal Church across the road from your church. That building is just enormous, but from my little porch, it looks like the steeple of a little country church.)....and to me it is the most beautiful view.
God sure did an amazing job on making "nature stuff", didn't he?
You have no idea the impact you make on my life.
I love you so.
Your forever shoe buddy,
kathy shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 1:37 PM CDT
I am thinking of you often.. Yes--darling--you must gain some weight. I have been low on my weight before and I know it makes you feel bad and weak. I hope they can get it up for you. Please take care and I hope the drains will come out soon. I will pray for Bennie and Zach. They will be ok--they have the covering of the Lord--just as you do. Through your fight--you have brought all of these wonderful people into your entire family's life. So, you have an entire prayer team for all of them.. God is good!!
love ya,
Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, August 1, 2006 10:08 AM CDT
MY STEF,
THANKYOU FOR YOUR CONSTANT WORDS FOR ENCOURAGEMENT. WHERE DO THEY COME FROM? LOOK AT IT THIS WAY....IF IT WERE FOOD YOU WOULD BE FULL!
THE QUEEN <952QUEEN@BELLSOUTH.NET>
KINGSTON SPRINGS, TN USA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 4:28 AM CDT
Hi Steph,

Loved your post today....I am praying that you will have a wonderful rest of the week. I will be out of town till Friday, but I'll be keeping in touch!! LOVE YOU!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Monday, July 31, 2006 7:51 PM CDT
I was lucky enough to spend the weekend at a friend's house on a little lake in Michigan, and had some time alone on the porch swing looking out over the lake. It was a lovely view, and I thought of you and said a prayer, because I know how much you enjoy the sunshine. I just keep sending those prayers your way!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, In US - Monday, July 31, 2006 10:46 AM CDT
STEPHANIE- THINKING ABOUT YOU THIS MORNING. HOPE THE PAIN HAS EASED. LOVE, TAMMI
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
hendersonville, TN - Monday, July 31, 2006 9:48 AM CDT
Hi stephanie
Just trying to catch up on CB sites that I have stored. How are things going? Where is the pain you complain of? You will continue to be in my prayers. Take care. Email me if you have any questions.
Steph - with FAP too
stephanie www.caringbridge.org/visit/stephanie6 <stephot1@hotmail.com>
Phoenixville , PA - Sunday, July 30, 2006 3:59 PM CDT
Stephanie,

This is a wonderful song....and I sing it and think of you through the whole thing. I am praying that God would be with you like only He can...comfort you like only He can and love you, like only HE can. Today is your favorite day and it's sunny outside. I'm thankful that you are home and are able to look out and see God, everywhere. You bless us ALL so very much, I hope my post can bless you in some way (ANY way)... we all love you so very much...you are our Angel on Earth. THANK YOU, for all you do. We will continue our prayers.
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, July 30, 2006 11:18 AM CDT
Steph: You more than deserve to have a "down" day. Please - never apologize for sharing that with those you love who - that's what we are here for!! My prayer for you today will be that the sun that is shining outside (at the moment) will enter your heart and lift your already sweet spirit. We are about to leave for church and, again, I will look at "your pew" and smile - whether you are there or not. I love you --
Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 30, 2006 10:15 AM CDT
Stephanie, My heart breaks for you!! Please hang in there - as always you are in our thoughts and prayers. Donna & Marc
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood,, FL - Saturday, July 29, 2006 10:13 PM CDT
Praying always that your pain will lessen and your days will soon be brighter!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Friday, July 28, 2006 3:21 PM CDT
Steph: I will be in constant prayer for you - as you cross my mind many times during the day. Please know how much we all love you and pray for you. One of my favorite verses in the Bible is - "For when I am weak , I am strong". I didn't understand that verse for a long time but after going through some tough times myself - I totally knew what God was saying. I know there are times you feel weak but you need to know how strong we all think you are - even when you don't feel it. Through our precious Jesus - we are given strength we don't even know we have. I know that you know this -- but please put your arms and your heart around that promise that he gives us. I pray for your best day yet!! Love you -
Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 28, 2006 8:20 AM CDT
My SWEET perfect Angel. Your Birthday each year is my gift and my Blessing. My heart breaks that your Birthday was not the perfect day I had wished for you. I do know that this is God's perfect day for us all and we are all blessed to live this together on this earth. I do know that this is just the Baby steps to our eternal life together. This sustains me.
I had the most wonderful dream. Granny and Papaw and Dusty was there. We had a Barbie cake and Dusty did some of his famous jokes. We hugged and kissed and they said it was the most wonder day they had ever had. I woke up and knew that we have God's grace and love to protect us.
I do know as only a Mother can know, that these past days have been monumental. It is so obvious that your pain is more than most of us could tolerate. God is with you and has great plans for you on this earth. You touch more souls and bring more joy to God each day than you coud imagine.
I have known since the day you were born, and I was a 16 year old baby,you are our gift and I share you on this earth.
God gave me the most precious gift a Mother could ever hold. Even though I was a baby myself, I knew in my heart the gift that God had bestowed upon me. I have been in love with you since I first felt you move. I just knew God had blessed me and I was and I am still amazed thst he gave me the honor to be the Mother of an Angel on this earth. I know you are special. I felt this from the start. God doesn't make mistakes... God gave us YOU....
Our everyday lives lead us away from our values but you bring us back to what is real. This is our life before we get to the place we want to be. God has BIG plans for you to help us get there.
I am blessed that he gave me you.
I love you so.I thank God for you in every breath I take.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:14 PM CDT
Stephanie-Justed want to tell you how much I love you and was thinking about you. Wish there was something I could do to ease your pain. Love, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
hendersonville, TN - Thursday, July 27, 2006 11:41 AM CDT
I think of you often each day. The Lord knows how you are loved and He will not let you down. I do feel that He is holding you. I was very happy to see that you posted today--that brought a smile to my face. Please keep resting. I hope you are out of pain enough to relax and try to sleep..
take care
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 11:06 AM CDT
You're ALWAYS on my mind. My prayers for you never cease.
Today I pray that you truly feel lifted up, to the point of physically floating on air, by the prayers that are being lifted up continually for you. I pray that you feel no stress on any part of your body, & the pressure is equalized leaving you with a perfect, weightless . . peace. Love you
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
Nashville, TN - Thursday, July 27, 2006 9:47 AM CDT
"BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD." Psalm 46:10. Praying for you especially today that God will ease the pain and you feel much better quickly. I wanted to zip by your party, there were alot of cars there(cuz YOU ARE SO LOVED) but i needed to see my boys after work. ~ Keeping holding on to God's unchanging Hands. He is there and you're being HELD~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
KS, TN USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 9:01 AM CDT
On bended knees....we love you.
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 8:56 AM CDT
We remain steadfast in prayer for you sweet one. Love, Kay
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:46 AM CDT
Stephanie, I am so sorry you are still in so much pain. I wish there was something else I could do to help ease it. Please know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Your friend, Donna
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:12 AM CDT
What wonderful news to read this morning! I hope your birthday celebration at HOME was very special. Wish I could have been there!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 8:44 AM CDT
Yeah God! Thanks be to God for getting you home in time for your birthday!! Sorry we missed the celebration; I only checked your site before I headed off to bed and saw Bennie's email(tell Bennie I KNOW why he made sure I wasn't invited~ha ha) Anyway, hope you enjoyed visiting with your friends tonight and please rest double tomorrow to make up for your late night tonight, okay? I love you so much... happy 41st!
Susta-Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 9:36 PM CDT
What a JOY it was seeing you tonight for your b-day!!! You are SOOOOOOOOOOOOO pretty....and I LOVED your pink shoes!! Gosh, it was good seeing everyone!! Including Queen... but we missed seeing Big Daddy and Diva...we'll catch them the next time!! We love you Stephanie and hope you had the BEST birthday EVER!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 9:03 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Stephanie, I hope you are having a wonderful day. We are so happy to see you are home. I hope that you are feeling up to celebrating at least a little bit. Wish I lived a little closer i would be there to celebrate. Enjoy!! Marc and Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:20 PM CDT
I sO wish Bill & I could make it for a short visit tonight. He has to be in bed by 8:00 to be up @ 3:30AM this week. can only imagine the tiara & feather ensemble Bennie & "friends" will have you in since you REALLY can't fight back at the moment. Oh but what lovely memories. I wish you many!
Kelly Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 4:35 PM CDT
My little friend,
I hope your birthday is a happy one.
I love you.
Kathy Shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 3:22 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY girlfriend!! I'm so glad that you're home to enjoy it! Enjoy all the friends and family that want to share this wonderful day with you too!! I wish I could be there myself but just know you are always on my mind and in my prayers. xoxoxox Birthday hugs and kisses!!! Lylas!! Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@earthlink.net>
Macon, MS - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 2:11 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to Stephanie. Happy Birthday to you! Have a wonderful day!
Jackie Thompson <jthompson@infrainc.com>
Springfield, TN USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 1:37 PM CDT
Hey Girl , happy Happy , I wish I looked good as you at 41 or 29, love Ya, Betty James
Betty James <betemtj01@aol.com>
Kingston Springs, tn - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 12:15 AM CDT
Happy, Happy Birthday!!! And you are at home!! I am so happy for you. I know being at home with your friends and loved ones is the best gift ever. I look forward to seeing you really soon.
Love -- Jenise
Jenise Dixon <hootenhows@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 11:19 AM CDT
Stephanie,
Happy Birthday!!! You still look only 16 I'm sorry!HA! We all wish we could say that. I am glad you are home for your birthday. Have a great day!
Love,
Mott and Wayne
Columbus,MS
Love to Diva and Jerry!!

Mott Ellis <mwellis1@cableone.net>
Columbus, MS USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:33 AM CDT
I wish I could come and celebrate with you. Mine is tomorrow! Praise the Lord for another great year that we have to look forward to.. I pray that this year will be full of sunshine and happy days for you and your family. Yes--I would love to come by your party. Girlfriend--I would be there if I could.. you know it.. :) Happy Birthday!!
love ya,
Denna
dcrossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:29 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Stephanie!!! I am SO glad that you don't have to spend your special day in the hospital! Welcome home! Hope you have a FABULOUS day!!!
Christy <catwell@infrainc.com>
Gallatin, TN - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:56 AM CDT
Here comes another song to ya.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ANGEL STEPHANIEEEEEEEE.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!! You look every bit of the 29 years old that you are!!!!! We love you and are praying that you will get to come home and eat cake and ice cream soon..... I have a little "cake" with your name written all over it for ya!! We love you!!!!!!!!!!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:47 AM CDT
Just to let you know, Stephanie is home. She was discharged from the hospital yesterday evening. So I thought that since today is her birthday and we are so glad she is home, I am having a kind of drop by the house to wish her a happy birthday party. It is from 6:00 until 9:00. Anyone who would like to drop by for a few minutes is welcome to share her birthday with us. Come to enjoy eating birthday cake with her. She's 41 today.
Thank you for your prayers.

Bennie
Bennie <crowe725@aol.com>
Kingston Springs, TN - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:46 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, susta gur! I am sorry that you are in your least favorite place, but I know those nurses are taking care of you. I love you so much and I feel confident that this year will be a better year! God has a plan for your life and you are just the ambassador to do it. Try and rest (as much as you can with all the nurses in and out~ha ha)and get ready to come home soon. Britton says he will send you some more Gritz soon! We love you sweet friend. I will give you an update on Campbell as soon as I get one. Love to Bennie and mama Julia...
Susta-Gur <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:07 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Stephanie! I'm sure you are getting the best of tender loving care at the hospital, and I hope you are able to enjoy this day even though you are not at home. Sending my love your way, and hoping you will get to go home soon!
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:03 AM CDT
Stephanie,
Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, You shine with God's goodness, and bless us all too!
couldn't figure out how to type out a tune! we are still praying, and hoping that today finds you home and eating some cake or anything!!
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram , TN US - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 7:58 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR STEPHANIE... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. Please make sure those nurses take extremely good care of you today. My wish for you - is to come home very soon.

Amanda
Murfreesboro, TN - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 7:55 AM CDT
Stephanie- Wanted to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Love you always, Tammi
TAMMI BROWN <tammi82002@yahoo.com>
hendersonville, TN - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 7:12 AM CDT
Stephanie
Sorry to hear you are in the hospital. You and your family are in our prayers. Hang in there.

Judy Davis
Bicknell, IN usa - Monday, July 24, 2006 8:57 PM CDT
Happy Birthday--Happy Birthday--it is going to be a better year for you.. I just know.. yes--the Lord has better things in store for you. You have alot of rainbows coming your way-I just know it. You have had enough rain--bring on the rainbow.. :)
Denna <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Monday, July 24, 2006 1:55 PM CDT
I am so sorry about you being in the hospital on your favorite day.. But--you are so Blessed to have Bennie at your side. He knows when you have been strong enough and you need some help. He knows when it is time for you to go back. I hope they will be able to help you and get you back home. I pray that the Lord made your day special even though you were in the hospital. You can celebrate life everyday and each day is like a new birth for all of us.
I love ya,
Denna
denna crossley <dcrossley@microtek.com>
vernon , al - Monday, July 24, 2006 10:53 AM CDT
My heart hurts so for my dear little friend and her family. May God watch over them.
We all love you, Stephanie.
Mama Julia, thank you for letting us know what is going on.
kathy shepard <kathy@afm257.org>
nashville, TN USA - Monday, July 24, 2006 10:52 AM CDT
Stephanie, I was so sorry to read you are back in the hospital. You are in our every thought and prayer. We love you!! Marc & Donna Shore
Donna Shore <donna@marcshoreassociates.com>
Longwood, FL - Sunday, July 23, 2006 8:08 PM CDT
MamaJulia...
I am so sad to hear this...and am praying so VERY hard...
I don't even have words to say. May the Lord know my words and relay them to you like only He can. Bless you all. My heart is heavy for her right now. I am praying for Bennie and Zach too.. thank you MJ, for keeping us all posted. We love your baby so much!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Sunday, July 23, 2006 4:40 PM CDT
Update...
Today is my Baby's favorite day. She is in her least favorite place. Bennie took her back to the hospital. I felt this coming on Friday. Her voice was weak but she was trying so hard to not let it show. Yesterday she was even weaker. This morning she was so weak she could not talk to me. Bennie called at 10:00AM and they were headed to the Hospital. They are in ED and don't have a room yet. With security the way it is, it is not easy to get in , so I wait for bennie to let me know the progress. He is so good to call me and let me know. Stephanie's Sister-in-love works at the hospital and I feel so much comfort just knowing she is there today. She has a very special connection to Stephanie and can certainly pull some weight and get things done.
Please pray fo Stephanie. Her body is so tired and she is trying so hard to not let it show. Bennie is so tired and also trying so hard to be everything to everyone. Zachary just got back from church camp only to have his Mother leave to go back to the hospital.
PLEASE PRAY like you have never Prayed before. This family needs God to give them his Grace and heal them. It is so hard on the family to go through this. Bennie has been wonderful to Stephanie. He has put his jobs on hold and has done everything he can think of to make Stephanie more comfortable. I truly do appreciate his devotion and love for her. I do know everything is in God's time. Please let this time come soon. Stephanie has much to do and she has a mission to fill.
Stephanie's Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Sunday, July 23, 2006 1:08 PM CDT
I TOTALLY agree w/that last post... WWSD... that's GOOD!!!! I tend to whine about all my little aches and "stuff" going on and then I, too, have to step back and think about you....all the "stuff" you are constantly dealing with...and the FAITH you have.. it SO encourages me!! You know how much I play the lottery...and you know if I win that YOU and your family WILL be taken care of!! But then again, God knows what He's doing!!hahaha.....
I love your purple wall paper today... we will continue our prayers.. Tomorrow is almost here!! Your favorite day of the week!!!
We love you, girlfriend!!
Debbie Surdyke <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, July 22, 2006 6:31 PM CDT
Ha!
You are my definition of strength.
Whenever I want to whine or pout I just think WWSD (What would Stephanie do!) Give me a good talking to I suppose.

We need to find one of those posters of the little kitty hanging from a tree limb saying, "Hang in there". Then we could paste a photo of you dangling in the middle of it with you're thumbs up & a big grin! You are truly a piece of work little girl.
Kelly & Bill Cade <kcade@aptcommerce.com>
Nashville, TN - Friday, July 21, 2006 2:58 PM CDT
I wish I could give you alot. I am paying my bills from past surgeries.. The Lord Blessed me with great Doctors to help me--but I am still paying them.. hehe I will help you when I can.. Bless your heart.. You deserve to be on disability more than anyone else I know. I hope it will get better for you sweetheart.. I hope you have a great weekend.. Stay cool and rest.. love ya, Denna
Denna Crossley <dcrossley@microtekmed.com>
- Friday, July 21, 2006 11:14 AM CDT
Great post, such words of encouragement when we wonder when God is coming through during our storms in life. Thanks for sharing your journey with us, think about how much you're teaching us along the way. I'm so glad God created Stephanie Crowe~
Karen Paseur <snspaseur@yahoo.com>
Kingston Springs, TN USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 8:39 AM CDT
Hey Little Friend!! I'm so sorry that you had such trouble. But, somewhat real food for your bday will be cool--even if it is only a bite or so. I'm still so very thankful for your wonderful family and friends who are there to take such wonderful care of you. Get some rest and know that we're still praying for you!! LYLAS, Ginger
Ginger Sparkman <gindink@earthlink.net>
Macon, MS - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 2:19 PM CDT
Hi Stephanie....

Just thinking about you today....and seeing that your BIRTHDAY is getting closer!!!!! Hope you are feeling better and are able to eat a little more each day. We love you...and we continue our prayers!!
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 18, 2006 11:08 AM CDT
Welcome home! Not only from your Savannah trip, but also from the unexpected stay at the hospital. I hope you are comfy back in your own space.
Amanda <afritz@ofs.com>
Huntingburg, IN US - Monday, July 17, 2006 2:22 PM CDT
Stephanie, I was sorry to hear that you had to go back to the hospital last week while I was out of town. I hope you are fever-free and feeling better. Zach will have such a good time at DRG. The mission team has been praying for the youth and their week at camp. Can't wait to share with you our trip to Colorado. I'll send you some of the pictures. It was an awesome time. Love you!
Anita <anita@afm257.org>
Kingston Springs, TN - Monday, July 17, 2006 10:57 AM CDT
I am so glad you are home..I am so sorry this has happened to you. You have handled it like a brave little soldier. I am hoping and praying that things will settle down for you. I am glad you were able to go on the trip--but I am sure that you need to rest. It is the best thing for you--please take care of YOU.. :) We love you and we want you to have some energy and stamina to get through your new tests. I thought of you this am. The Lord puts you in my heart alot. :) Anna is flying to Oregon today to see friends--please say a prayer for travel mercies for her.
love ya,
Denna
denna <dcrossley@microteked.com>
- Monday, July 17, 2006 9:08 AM CDT
Stephanie, You shine with the love of God! My family has just come back from some much needed beach time, and I have so missed the encouragement I get from your journey. Thank you for your sweet reminders of the faithfulness and the love of our Lord. He truly is so good! I am glad that you are home, and that your stay in the hospital was so short. You remain in my prayers always.
Kay Moore <jomoore2@comcast.net>
Pegram, TN US - Monday, July 17, 2006 7:30 AM CDT
My Sweet Angel,
I am so fortunate to have this coming week with you. God gives me blessings each and every day.
My blessing is you. I love you and thank God for you each day.
Mother
Julia <jjsrob@aol.com>
Gallatin, TN USA - Sunday, July 16, 2006 3:51 PM CDT
Oh my susta-gur... I am so sorry about your "impromptu" trip into the hospital. I am happy that you are home now, and that you get to experience some soft foods. Please rest and take care of yourself. Sydney and I are also going to church camp on Sunday. It is such a blessing for our children, that they get to go and worship with their friends. It's an amazing experience to watch these young people praising the Lord.
I love that Dennis J. song, it applies to so many aspects of our everyday lives, doesn't it? Your quotes were right on time for me. I needed those reminders today. Thanks for uplifting me. Hey, aren't I supposed to be doing that for you? I love you my susta...
Kimmy (Susta Gur) <Kimmyluv22@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 15, 2006 12:38 AM CDT
HI MS.STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so THRILLED you have finally posted....we have all missed you so much!! You know how much we depend on these little posts and it just meant the world to me to read and read and read....I'm so happy you are home and you sound so good. I LOVED the song you posted and I just sat here and sang it over and over. I am thanking and praising God that you are home and getting things cleared up...and what a blessing to be blessed by your Glorious Gloria. I love it when God works like only HE can in our lives!! I am praying that you have a very relaxed day w/your boys and that Zach would have a good time at his camp thing he's leaving to go to tomorrow. I am hoping I can see you soon. We love you very much.
Debbie <dsurdyke@comcast.net>
- Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:23 AM CDT

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