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Thinking about Amy and how you must be missing her right now...
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

With Much Love

Happy Birthday Angel!
I love you bunches and tons more than all the stars in the sky, more than all the lakes in Minnesota, with sugars and cherries on top. You touched so many lives, you are missed so very much, and you will never be forgotten.
Love
Jodi

Happy Birthday Angel!
I love you bunches and tons more than all the stars in the sky, more than all the lakes in Minnesota, with sugars and cherries on top. You touched so many lives, you are missed so very much, and you will never be forgotten.
Love
Jodi


Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

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hApPy BiRtHdAy amers!!! miss you lots and lots i hope birthdays in heaven are just as great as the ones here!

love ya girl!

~amanda
amanda www.caringbridge.org/mn/manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
st cloud, mn - Saturday, October 29, 2005 1:07 PM CDT

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My thoughts and wishes are with Amy's family that you will always remember her laughter, her kind words, and her smile and that you will continue to celebrate her life and share her words with the rest of us.

Happy Birthday Amy!

Love and Peace,
Rhonda
Rhonda Armstrong <rhondiescafe@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 1:23 AM CDT

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I took care of Amy a few times, and I want you to know that, although I am not a religious person, if there is any one person I know would be an angel, it is Amy. Sometimes I think she is watching over me. It was an honor to have known her.
Alice
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

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Thinking of you and your family at this time of year. Keep the good memories close....they keep Amy alive in your hearts.
Angel Amy's mom....www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, October 24, 2005 10:59 PM CDT

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Mareck Family,
Thinking about you always but especially at this time of the year, her birthday and her 1 year anniversary. Although I never met AMY* I lived for her journal entries. They got me through tough times in my life. AMY* is an amazing person - I'm sending her birthday wishes, and sending you guys prayers and hugs.
Siobhan <siobhanybaun@aol.com>
NY - Sunday, October 23, 2005 5:55 PM CDT

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So this is hard for an ole badstard to get right I would like to grt more infro on Amy ....
jefff mareck <jeffmareck@hotmail.com>
honolulu, hi usa - Sunday, October 23, 2005 1:14 AM CDT

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I agree Denise, this time of the year is getting harder and harder. Amy is always on my mind and I'm always wishing she was here. I remember that terrible day last year so vividly and it just makes me sick to my stomach. I miss her a ton, and I can't even imagine what you and your parents must be feeling.
Loving & Missing Amy*
Catherine
Catherine Patefield <blue_eyes250@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 19, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

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Just want you to know that I still think of Amy and all of her blessings and words of wisdom literally every day. That has not changed one bit. I am so sorry for your ongoing pain. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 4:26 PM CDT

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Thinking of you all very much lately and Praying that
you find alot of comfort in all your Friends and Family-
My best to you always, especially this time of the year.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior lake, mn - Monday, October 17, 2005 12:41 AM CDT

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Hi, my name is Cathy Rossini. I remember meeting Amy when she and my son, Joe, were special guests at a Timberwolves game in 2001 for Make A Wish. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you, especially now as her death anniversay draws closer. Joe passed away at the age of 8 in 2003 after a 4 yr. battle with ALL. Joe and Amy share a beautiful smile. Take Care.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 7:53 PM CDT

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hey hospital buddy! i know you've been watching over me the last couple of days while i was at wonderful fairview inn!!! FIRST TIME NOT on 5/A or 5/B!!! i was on the women's cancer ward though :( today riding down the elevator the door opened and the powder blue was just glowing infrong of me with the big children's hand print-my mom and grandma asked if i wanted to stop by and i just couldnt...too many memories too soon...and too many important dates coming up i just couldnt bring myself to do it...i thought about you a lot the last couple of days while in my hospital stay...i miss ya girl...the u just isnt the same with out ya! i love you and think of you daily my friendship with you feels like the very same its always been...when asked about friends you're still one of the first mention...cant wait to see you again!

love ya forever~
manda aka hospital buddy
amanda brix <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
st cloud, mn - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

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Missing and thinking of Amy. I know this time of year will be hard for you. May you find comfort within friends and family to help you get though this time. I think of you all daily. Thank you for still sharing Amy's story.
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:01 PM CDT

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Hi Marecks!
I have been thinking of all of you this week, especially our Angel that so many people miss like crazy with you, you are never alone in that respect. I remember when Amy wrote that entry last year, I have so many wonderful memories of her from last year at this time. One of the best was on her birthday, which I know is going to be a very hard day for you guys, you are in my prayers constantly, anyway....I remember she had had a not so great day at the hospital and had just gotten home from her birthday dinner, at that awesome Pizza restaurant that I forget the name of, and that had lifted her spirits a bit. We were on the phone and I said "Did you have a good day" and she said "No", I was very suprised because it was the first time she had ever said no to that question. I asked her if her birthday package had arrived from me and she said yes, and that she would open it later, but I said oh pleasssssse open it now! She goes "FINEEEEE!!!!" Lol!!! and I forget a lot of what was in there, but remember that she FLIPPED OUT over the Blue scarf and Hat I made her. She got really excited and said "Mom, Mom, come look!!!!" I was so nervous that she wouldn't like it, and it was the very first hat I had ever knitted too! It was so nice to hear her excited and joyful!!!! It brings tears to my eyes thinking about that. She was so generous about sharing her life and her time with me. She changed my life forever and I have her in my heart all the time.
I heard an interview with someone this week, her husband also had a type of sarcoma, and constant lung surgeries. She remarked how rare the doctors said it was for someone to survive 5 years as he did with sarcoma. That made me think of our girl, how strong she TRULY was. How HARD she fought and NEVER GAVE UP!!!!!! I always get the goosebumps when I hear 100 years. It's no coincidence that the band that sings it is "FIVE FOR FIGHTING" and the album title is "THE BATTLE FOR EVERYTHING".....
I hope you all are well, I was in England for a little while and classes start again on Tues.
I am going to send a big bouquet of balloons up to Amy on her birthday with a message inside each one for her.
Thanks for sharing her with all of us, thanks for keeping the site up. Sometimes I peek at it, but have had a hard time signing recently, I have been to down about it it's the time of year. We were like soul sisters by last year this time and I miss her so much.
Peace, Love, and Blessings to all of you
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 4:23 PM CDT

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Yes AMY you are in many of our thoughts this week Be happy sweet angel,,,,Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 6:47 PM CDT

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hi EVERYONE
I OFTEN THINK OF THIS QUOTE ADVICE.IT IS IMPORTANT TO GET THE MOST FROM EACH DAY.YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW WILL BRING AND ALL THE GOOD YOU CAN ACCOMPLISH FOR YOURSELF AND OTHERS WHEN YOU DO YOUR BEST. MANY WOULD GIVE ANYTHING FOR 1MORE DAY. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 5:36 AM CDT

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Hi there. I was just thinking of Amy and your family. Its been a while since I stopped by the site and said hello. I didn't know Amy in person, only from caringbridge. I really miss her posts! She was and is still such a sweet young lady!! We're Survivor fans as well. Danni is from the same small town I live in. My older sister and Danni (or Danielle as we call her) were good friends in school, and used to run cross country together. They have survivor parties at the big steakhouse downtown. :) I can't wait to see how she does!
Natalie & Joleigh <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 1:03 PM CDT

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Hey Amers!! Missing you like crazy, more and more everyday. Really thinking about you today watching the Vikings I really miss being able to complain and rejoyce with someone who was actually a true Vikings Fan!! But I knew you were cheering just as loud as me today, probably louder. haha. I think you might have even lent them a little helping hand. Miss You like crazy, and love you soo much. My best friend, my hero, my angel!:) My Amers!!
Savannah <Klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:12 PM CDT

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Amy
THinking of you and that dimple smile in the face of adversity, pain and the unknown you forged ahead. Thank you for your example of courage...
Jeanine
VA - Friday, September 23, 2005 7:27 PM CDT

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I read Amy's words of wisdom for 9/15/04 and once again I'm simply overcome by how incredible she was and how she lives on today in our hearts and minds. She is such an inspiration! Her words keep me focused and grounded and when I have a bad day, I remember Amy's words that each day is truly a gift and then I smile and focus on all the good things.

Thanks, Amy!!


Jennifer <luckycharm7526@yahoo.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 1:28 PM CDT

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Hi Everyone
Thinking of you all and waiting for the BOOK!. You will never believe it but AMY and I had parents who were married the same day WOW -Sept 11. My parents would have been married 51 yrs this past Sunday. They shared 33 yrs together.I sure miss Amy and when I think of her I always find myself smiling. What a kid! Hugs to all,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

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Hello to Amy's family and Jodi --

I'm drawing on Amy's strength and philosopy as I move closer to the end of my own life. I am moving to assisted living on October 10th.

Rich and Judy, Amy will never be forgotten! Her influence just continues to grow and spread.

I will never forget how I was welcomed at her funeral. I wish I could have spent some time in her room, experiencing her more fully.

The little green walker lady,
Joan
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

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Happy Anniversary-
I love that you still update-Amy is a inspiration to all and I can hardly wait for her book to be published.
Have a good football season.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, mn - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:05 AM CDT

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Hi Everyone!
Happy Anniversary Rich and Judy! Judy I am so glad you have finally read the book, Amy is glowing in Heavan! She just never wanted you guys to worry, I remember once we talked about that, and I told her that you were her family and you were going to worry anyway because ou loved her and that her family would never want her to carry a burden to big for her to bear on her own. She said she had not really thought about it that way much, she was just such a warrior! She LOVED her family so Much and knew how much she was loved. Everyone close to her seems to know how strong she was, but I think she was even a bit stronger than we will ever know. Have fun Picking out the Pictures!!! Oh and I wanted to tell you guys that Prayer Bear is with a friend of mine's daughter this weekend who had a mass biopsied, that little bear's work is never done! I treasure having him and being able to share him! Thank you!
Peace, Love and Blessings!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

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My goodness...how did Amy* have so much knowledge at such a young age? I personally don't remember reading today's Words of Wisdom prior to this evening. I sat here, shaking my head, thinking "how did she think of that? Road to construction?" She was/is amazing to me! Happy 40th Anniversary, Mr. & Mrs. Mareck. :o) Take care.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

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Just checking in on Amy*'s family. It's hard to believe another school year has started. I will always remember how Amy took on each new year with zest.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, September 2, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, September 2, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

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Hi, Mareck Family. I'm just sitting here with tears in my eyes. Since there isn't an update yet, I decided to go back and read the last few entries that Amy* did. I'll NEVER forget how my heart sank, and how I was sitting at the computer crying, when I realized Amy had become an angel. I think of her, and all of you, often. With love,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 29, 2005 1:18 PM CDT

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Thanks Amy*!!! I didn't give up!!! I felt the fear, took some risks, and suprised my self!!!
Prayer Bear is looking forward to a little time off, he has been busy!!!!!

Thanks Judy, I'm sorry to have fallen apart this morning a little on you, you are a kind, sweet, caring woman!

And Rich,I just love you so much! I don't know of a man more honorable and Dignified than you. You are an elevated soul. Thanks for giving me so much of your time this morning. I spoke with someone tonight and they said "Jodi, you are a girl with a midwestern heart, and an eastcoast soul!"
Thanks for telling me about your butterflies! I decided that I would like to come back in MY next life as a Monarch Butterfly.

I can only imagine how a certain soul must love to come be with you everyday, perch on the flowers of the milkweed plant, and flutter her wings!
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi

Untill There is a Cure, Let a Child With cancer Touch Your life.........
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, August 26, 2005 0:59 AM CDT

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Amy,
I am here in the same room that a year ago, we were working together, on the start of something so special.
Although we were Miles apart, you touched me each and every time I read your words.
I sit here again, this morning knowing that all because of you, and the gifts you gave to me, I am a changed person.
Amy, I came so close to giving up, only once, but from you, I learned NEVER GIVE UP, so I didn't, and I promise you I never will.
I need you so much today and tonight, and I know you are with me.
Prayer Bear, who your Mom and Dad were so kind to give to me, is sitting on top of the desk where it all began for us. He is wearing your butterfly pin, from your pink New York hat, a Livestrong Band, and one of Mitchies "Miracles Happen" bands. I don't believe in miracles anymore, I depend on them.
I have always been able to depend on you, you carry me, and I thank you so much for that.
Here we are, a year later and one of your dreams is so close to coming true, and one of mine is about to be one step closer too.
Amy I never would have had the courage to go back to school and become a nurse, if it were not for you.
You were willing to take risks, beacause you were willing to feel the fear and do it anyway. You were willing to try and win, and you did. Along the way you touched and changed so many souls, I am so blessed to count myself as one of them.
I will never give up Amy, I promise. Never. I will do whatever I can to better the lives of children with cancer, I will always have hope for them, and I will teach each and every one of them I am blessed to be touched by to NEVER GIVE UP, and tell them about the angel named Amy*, who taught me that and who never did.
Thank you for finding a place in my heart and never leaving me.
I love you, more now than I ever did.
Thank you, for touching my life
I love you bunches and tons!
Jodi

The Greatest Reward

So suddenly, so strange
Life wakes you up, things change
I’ve done my best, I’ve served my call
I thought I had it all

So suddenly, so strong
My prejudice was gone
You needed me, I found my place
I’m different now, these days

Now the greatest reward
Is the light in your eyes
The sound of your voice
And the touch of your hand
You made me who I am

You trusted me to grow
I gave my heart to show
There’s nothing else I cherish more
I stand by you for sure

Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I’m here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am

So suddenly, it’s clear to me
Things change
Our future lies in here and now
We made it through somehow

Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I’m here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am
You made me who I am

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 7:38 AM CDT

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Huh. Either I didn't write the last time I was by, or it didn't go into the guestbook, because I do remember reading the update on the 15th. Oh well. Anyway, I'm glad to hear that the Beauty and The Beast production was so nice. I got tears in my eyes, imagining Amy*'s Dad getting so emotional, and that he had promised this to dear Amy. God, how I miss coming by for her daily updates. It was so unusual for Amy NOT to update -- and then we'd all wonder what was going on, and if she was feeling okay. How I loved that girl!!! I guess I felt like she was another niece to me or something. I sure wish I'd tried e-mailing her. I guess I just never thought it was something I should do. One of my biggest regrets, I guess, as I remember others in the guestboook mentioning how they were writing to her. As always, thanks for the Words of Wisdom. If Amy's entire journal was "her book", I'd read it from front to cover with no problem. How I LOVED her upbeat attitude, maturity, and wealth of knowledge. Well, I suppose I better get going. Hope you're all having a decent week. With love,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 22, 2005 8:57 PM CDT

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Reading Amy's Words of Wisdom, always makes me smile and cry. Much like I used to do when I would read her journal everyday. I've often thought of going back and reading the old entries, but just can't yet. That's why I so appreciate that there are little pieces of it, added at the end of the current entries. I know that Amy's sister writes the journal now and I've said it before...thank you for doing that for all of us, it can't always be easy. What is your name? I did know it before, but can't think of it now. Anyway, thank you.
Tracey
Mn - Monday, August 22, 2005 5:13 AM CDT

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Hi
THinking of AMy tonight. Glad you got a publisher. Hope the book comes soon ! Hugs to all

Jeanine
VA - Friday, August 19, 2005 9:07 PM CDT

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What absolutely fantastic news about the publisher. There is no better tribute to Amy than what distribution of her book will make possible. Reading your update REALLY gave me a lift tonight. Thank you!
Michele
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 11:47 PM CDT

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HOPE

HOPE is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.

Miss you Amy*
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 2:35 AM CDT

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hey amers! ive been thinking about you a lot lately...im more than likely going to be heading back down to wonderful fairview for some tests and stuff if i dont start feeling better pretty quick...i really dont want to go...ive been there once since you earned your wings and it was one of the hardest things ive had to do. ive tried to do all my doctoring here in st cloud so i wouldnt have to go back up to 5B/5A-im just not ready...i miss going out to eat with ya! and chatting about practically nothing! hopefully we can do it again someday ;)

love ya lots!

~amanda brix
amanda brix <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
SARTELL, mn - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:37 PM CDT

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Congrats on getting Amy's book published. I can't wait to read it!
God Bless
Megan McMorran <megz_l_2001@hotmail.com>
g-town, IA - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:08 PM CDT

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I've been thinking of Amy often lately and just wanted to pop in to say "hi" and to see how her family is doing.
Let me know when the book is published.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 9:40 PM CDT

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No matter how long this book takes, it will be worth the wait! I know Amy would be so proud that you are making her dream come true.My Mother was in the hospital last week in Willmar and there was a Little crow ski team magazine in there, I paged through it and saw Amy- I beleive it was fan of the year for 2004. Thank you for the updates.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, mn - Sunday, August 14, 2005 7:45 AM CDT

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P.S. Please please e-mail me when Amy's book is finished!!!
Thanks :)
Deandra Pensini <pensini@msn.com>
Shoreview, MN U - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:31 AM CDT

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-Marecks
Hi you don't know me but I knew/saw Amy in clinic once and a while. I never acctually talked to her, but I was drawn to her smile! She was the cutest thing and looked about my age, I wanted to become her friend as I had heard so much about her from 5b, clinic, nurses, docs, etc... She seemed to be such an inspiration to many. I was never introduced but thought of her as a friend through my heart. I've been praying for her and your family ever since Dec. She was most definatley an unique young girl, you must be so proud! Good luck on the book!!! Much love :)
Http//:www.caringbridge.org/mn/deandra
Deandra Pensini <pensini@msn.com>
Shoreview, MN USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 4:59 PM CDT

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"Perfect!"
:)


Susie
- Monday, August 8, 2005 10:30 PM CDT

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OH, and one more minor thing.......HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I I thought it was the 6th, and your card that I bought months ago was going to be really later, but it is going in the mail in the AM!!!!!!!!! AS Amy would have said "Happy Birthday to the best sister a person could have", I know that she is up in heavan telling all the other angels that today is her sisters Denise's birthday, God, She Loved you soooooooo much!!!!!
Never forget that!!! You meant the world and then some to her!!!!!!!
Blessings to you!!!I think you know who this is from!
One of Amy's biggest fans!!!!!
- Monday, August 8, 2005 0:53 AM CDT

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Oh Denise!!!!!! I have such GOOSEBUMPS!!!!!!!! What wonderful news!!!!!! I will never cease to feel blessed to have been a part of this and am so grateful to the final editor!!!!! The words of wisdom, I remember them and it brings Amy back and makes me feel like I have just talked to her!!!!! I am almost done PHYSIOLOGY,and then I hope to be human again!!!!! I will give you a call soon!!!!!
Peace, Love and Blessings to your WHOLE AWESOME FAMILY!!!!!
Jodi

"AND YOU CAN DREAM,
SO DREAM OUTLOUD"-U2........Let's all continue to dream as loud as we can for Amy* She dreamed Louder than anyone I have ever known, I love you Amareka, and I miss you!!!!
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, August 8, 2005 0:34 AM CDT

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Hi Denise,
If I remember right, your birthday is coming up soon (Is it 8/8??) I hope you have a good one. I'm sure it'll be difficult to face it without your sister, but you know Amy is sending her love down on you. Happy Birthday!
Marion Philippi <bpandmp@juno.com>
Saint Cloud, MN - Sunday, August 7, 2005 8:29 PM CDT

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Thinking of you today Amy as I do everyday. I know you liked to fish, go look at the biggest river in heaven and you will see a guy who loves to fish. He will be so happy you have come to fish with him, for he is new in heaven.
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, pa - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

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WOW -- I am sitting here, awed (again) at Amy*'s words of wisdom. Thanks SO much for sharing them every week. The timing of this entry is perfect for something going on in my life so I hope you don't mind but I copied and pasted them into an e-mail for me to look at again (and again). :o) I'm curious when Amy wrote that passage? Not that "time matters", but I always loved how Amy had a really profound way of looking at life, and how mature she was.

I'm glad we're onto a new month. I think about Amy, and how much she enjoyed summer and the weather and games and fishing and family and friends and......well, life! Take care.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:59 AM CDT

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Denise,
The Words of Wisdom this week, omg, they just blow me away. I don't think I remember this from anything I read of Amy's....These words, they are the essense of her....thank you for putting that here...I treasure being reminded of why I love her so much!
Peace and Blessings
Jodi
P.S. Tell B&B I will email them my algebra and they can do it if they are bored!!!! LOL

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:18 AM CDT

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Hello girl!! I know you can read all the stuff people write in here, and we're happy to know that. My name's Ana, i'm 20 and i'm from Mexico. A couple of years ago i had a problem in my leg, i went to the doc's office and he discovered i had a "bone" inserted in the femur, he first said it was an osteosarcoma, but when we asked for another opinion it ended up being an osteocondroma, nothing really serious thank God. I underwent a surgery and after the biopsia, everything was OK. I'm thankful that things went that way, because otherwise, i don't know what would be happening right now.
Blessings for you and your family, wherever they are. Thanx for teaching us strenght in hard times, i'll remember you when i have a difficulty. Thanks Angel :)
Love and Peace,
Ana
Ana Bermudez
Gomez Palacio, DU Mexico - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:02 PM CDT

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Hey Mareck Family,
Thanks for the work you continue to do with this sight. Even though I was one of Amy's teachers, I have learned far more from her than I could have ever taught her. I very much look forward to reading her book when it is available.
Matt Merten <mmerten@nd.edu>
Notre Dame, IN USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

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Hi Amarecka,
I miss you, and I feel you in my heart everyday.
So many people are praying for Chris, I'm sure you know this! Maybe you can help her get her miracle somehow? I know that if you can you will, I will never forget how much you taught me about helping other people, and I am so blessed to be able to pass that on to others.
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers Angel
Jodi
"All Because of you, I am"-U2
P.S. The book requests keep on coming!!!!!! WOOHOO AMY*!!!!
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 11:41 PM CDT

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HI Mareck's
Back from vacation to hear the news about Laura. Praying for her and knowing how close she & AMY were.May the Lord watch over you all. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 9:57 PM CDT

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Hi Marecks!
Hope you all had a great week! The book requests keep coming!!!! Just like Amy, I can barely keep up with them!!!! I miss our girl!! God bless all of you!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers
Jodi
P.S. Has anyone seen a ladybug lately?
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, July 29, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

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Tomorrow it will be the 3rd anniversary my cousin Claudio died.. He was 40.. He was not ill..He was shot dead while trying to defend people during a rape in Honduras..He's for sure with Amy now.. sharing great time together..
Always fight for children's future..They are our future
Monica Martino <mosci68@u2.com>
Roma, Italy - Friday, July 29, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

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Cancer and pain free in Heaven....what a wonderful thought....... :o) Miss ya, Amy*!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

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Whil visiting that "friend" you refered to who was in the hospital for lung surgery yesterday, I thought of Amy so much and her eternal optimism and that marvelous smile. She passed on so much to all of us. PS, the friend will go home tomorrow.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 26, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

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hello to Amy's Family:

I want you to know that this website is helping me through a hard time. I been on here a few times today a found comfort within the entries, pictures, ect.

elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
johnsonburg, pa - Saturday, July 23, 2005 9:05 PM CDT

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Hi, Marecks. Our wonderful pet sitter will be participating in the Relay for Life on August 5th, something that she has done for several years in memory of a dear friend whom she lost to cancer. I have always been honored to help out a bit on this, and last night when I was filling out the form, I knew immediately who to specify as the person who inspired me to do so - Amy, of course! I know that she will be there walking with them! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

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HI Mareck's
Leaving on a famly trip but stopped by It was good to see Amy's pics.( those dimples and sparkle in her eyes) Thanks.
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, July 22, 2005 3:38 AM CDT

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Still remembering Amy! I have her picture tucked into the mirror on my dresser and smile at her every day. I'm looking forward to her book and feel her presence, joy and optimism with me a great deal.
Joan, the Little Green Walker Lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

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Hello Mareck Family,
I think of you often and miss your sweet Amy. It was always such a pleasure to take care of her while she was in the hospital. I very much look forward to reading her book when it is available.
Brie (your nurse) <kbkjensen@yahoo.com>
Stillwater, MN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 4:13 AM CDT

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I really enjoy the new pictures of Amy you put up, they made me grin. I liked the one of her on her birthday. Amy and I almost share the birthdays, hers is the day before mine. Before it was just a day, now it is more special because I know a true angel birthday is near mine.

Thank you Amy for teaching me "Never to sweat the small stuff"

I miss you!
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, pa - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

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Even though she is gone, she touched the lives of so many. I still get inspired by her. Just by reading her words, she can uplift someone who thinks their life is going really bad. All you have to do is read an "Amy Entry" and know that if she could push on with life, then so can you. How blessed your family was to have her in your lives. I continue to pray for you all as time goes on.
Ramona Dickson <RamonaDickson69@hotmail.com>
Monticello, MS USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 11:32 AM CDT

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Hi
Please try to post some new pictures of AMY if possible maybe from her summer last year . Thanks.
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 0:46 AM CDT

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Hello--

I had a really bad day today and I read the words of wisdom. Thanks, it helped me out a lot.
KB
NU, MN USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 0:08 AM CDT

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Amy,
you are such a wonderful angel!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers
Jodi
"One love, one blood, one life, you got to do what you should."-U2
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

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Hello:

I find myself signing Amy's book again tonight. Her page brings me peace and comfort. I wanted to say hi to her family. I am glad to hear her parents had a nice vacation.

Take care and God Bless you all

elaine
elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
johnsonburg, pa - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:32 PM CDT

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I was just by, but didn't have any luck getting into the guestbook. I GLADLY contacted Jody about updates on Amy*'s book. :o) Take care, Mareck Family.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, July 15, 2005 11:50 AM CDT

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I was reading thru the journal history of another CaringBridge site & found words written about Amy. I thought I would share these words with Amy's family & friends. This was written the day after Amy died & 2 days after Jenna found out she had beaten her cancer.

God's plan for each of us is incredibly confusing and amazing, and sometimes it is difficult to see what he wants for each of us. I was encountered with this wonder today when I learned that my friend Amy, who had battled osteosarcoma for 5 years, died today. She was a great inspiration to me and provided me with so much guidance. I admired her perseverence, enthusiasm, and faith throughout her battle with cancer. She inspired so many and her legacy will live in the hearts of many forever. I sit in awe as I think about the blessing I had just received while she was taken from us. I now realize more than ever the fragility of life and how precious it is. Why was I granted a miracle and she had to be taken? I know now that she is laughing and crying with us from above and her spirit will remain in the hearts and minds of many. Please pray for Amy, her friends, and her family.


MP
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

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Thanks for continuing to update Amy's website. She had such a way with words & I look forward to reading "Amy's words" in each of the updates. To Amy's family, know how special she was, how many people she touched & how she lives on. Blessings & God's Love!
Mary
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

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Amaracka!!!!
I feel like this is last summer when we were emailing ALL DAY LONG!!!!YOU ARE MISSED SO MUCH BY SO MANY!!!! WE WILL NEVER FORGET HOW MUCH YOU LOVED YOUR LIFE, AND HOW YOU TOUCHED US!!!! NEVER GIVE UP LIVES ON!!!
I just had to come here tonight and tell you I love you bunches and tons with Sugars and Cherries on top more than all the stars in the sky and all the lakes in Minnesota!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles and Prayers Angel.
Jodi

"I am you and you are mine
Love makes nonsense
of space and time"-U2
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, pa - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:45 PM CDT

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Thanks I will email Jodi. I chuckled when I thought of Amy with the one roller blade. SHe dreamed it,& she did it. She found joy in the the daily things of life. Hooray for you AMY and your great example.
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

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You know, after reading Amy's words of wisdom today, I think her father's words say it best,
"God, I miss that Kid!"
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:24 PM CDT

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Hi Everyone!
It is just so incredible that the spirit of Amy lives on in so many of us. We must never forget to be grateful that she touched our lives! SHELIA FROM NY, PLEASE EMAIL ME AS I AM CREATING A LIST OF PEOPLE TO EMAIL WITH BOOK UPDATES!!!!
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

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Thanks for continuing to update the journal and to share Amy's words of wisdom. We are in Nashville for a horse show this week, and I have reminded myself each day of how lucky I am to be here doing what I love. That is one of Amy's lessons that always stays with me. And yes, a lady bug landed on my arm when I was standing in the ring the other day. What a girl! XXXOX Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:15 AM CDT

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Hi Mareck's
Thinking of you all.Glad to hear you are doing the fun things, Life is for living and experiencing. AMy would want you to continue to live it to the fullest. This is what makes your family strong. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

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Hello to Amy and her Family:

It is late on friday night or should I say very early sunday morning! It is 1 am, but something told me to come and sign Amy's book before bed. I think of Amy everyday and even though I know that there will be a great entry once a week, I still go to her page everyday, it brings me peace. A while back Jodi G. sent me three pictures of Amy and I will forever keep them. Tonight while I was helping at my parish festival(which is all weekend, great time!) I was serving food in the food booth. As I was serving I notice a women in line had a "Mall of America Surviour shirt on"! I couldn't help but grin and look to the sky and think of Amy! She always enjoyed shopping there. I could go on and write a page about when and why I think of Amy everyday, but I will leave you with that thought tonight. Have a great night.

Peace be with Amy's family and friend's. I miss you Amy!
Elaine Scida <escida@hotmail.com>
Johsonburg, pa usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 0:14 AM CDT

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Hi...just dropping by again. I am not sure why I felt compelled to stop by so soon after being here. I guess I was looking forward to a weekly update. :o) Jodi G's professor left some nice comments -- and it IS wonderful to see that new people to the site are still affected by Amy* and her wonderful spirit.

I hope your family got through the 4th okay...

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:40 AM CDT

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Keep on fighting girl and dont ever give up hope. I am praying for you.
Gina Anske
Pekin , Ill. - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:25 PM CDT

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Hello Amy's Family and Friends,
I have never been to sight before, and I am completely taken aback by all the love and support. Just reading a few entries in the journal and guestbook left me speechless. I am Jodi G's Anatomy and Physiology professor at PennState, and she had mentioned the website in an e-mail to me. Although I didn't know Amy, I can tell you that her message of "Never Give Up" lives on in Philadelphia in the form of Jodi G.
Much love and smiles...Eric
Eric Rossman <eir100@psu.edu>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

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Hey everyone!
I love that I can come here still and feel close to Amy's family and friends. I am coming up on an Amy anniversary too, July 8th, 2004 was the first e-mail she sent me that I started saving. We had started e-mailing a few weeks prior, but that's when I started saving them. I am grateful to have them, most of them keep me laughing! Hope you all had a wonderful weekend. I'm sure Amy was hanging out in St Cloud tonight! She might have been at the Phila Museum of Art though, our fireworks were pretty amazing! I can't tell you how may others I am able to pass on Amy's message Never Give Up to, I love being able to do that for her. I will never cease to be grateful for all the gifts she gave to me and the rest of the world. I love coming here and reading that people are reading her journal for the first time and are still so touched by her. She was one of a kind, someone really, really, special who will remain in the hearts of so many people for a very long time!
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:11 PM CDT

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Mareck Family,
Happy 4th of July!! Amy had the best seat in the house i'm sure with her bag of pop corn and pop!
God Bless.
Megan McMorran <mbrat_2010@hotmail.com>
Greenfield , IA - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:10 PM CDT

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Hi, Mareck family. Since there wasn't a new update I decided to go back in the journal history and read what Amy* wrote herself around July 4th. I remembered that she loved the holiday, and smiled about the yearly tradition of your family going to St. Cloud and having big bags of popcorn. I hope you're able to go again this year, and I imagine Amy will be flying above those fireworks, so that you can enjoy the show. It made me smile to see where Amy wrote that she had so much more fight in her last year at this time. She was always amazing me with her fight, determination, and love for others. For those that have time, check out Amy's entry from last July 4th. She was a trooper!!! Take care......

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, July 2, 2005 5:32 PM CDT

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With Much Love,
Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Amy* - Friday, July 1, 2005 8:51 AM CDT

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Hello Amy and Family,
The last couple days were pretty rough. The 29th of every month always is. I miss her a lot and wish she was here. I know she is with me every day to watch out for me just like she is for her family. She loved you all very much. I'm really glad that you guys are keeping up the website. It's nice to be able to still go here and read about what's going on in the Mareck life. :) Take care!!

Loving and missing Amy,
Catherine
Catherine Patefield <blue_eyes250@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:05 AM CDT

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Hello to Amy & Amy's family~ I was thinking of Amy's spunk and spirit today and thought I'd pay her website a visit. Thanks for continuing her diary entries. If Amy only knew how much of a "lift" she gave to others.....
I am definitely waiting for her book to be published and will be proud to own a copy.

Michele
- Sunday, June 26, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

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Hello to Amy's Family,
Having lost a teen daughter to synovial sarcoma, my heart surely goes out to you. I stumbled upon this webpage today and spent the entire afternoon reading the beautiful words of your daughter. Wow. What an attitude, and such a heart for others! It comforts me to know that my sunshine girl is sharing the joys of Heaven with an Angel like Amy.
Sherry C.
GA USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:27 PM CDT

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I LOVE AMY MARECK!!!!!
Happy Father's Day Rich! "That Kid" loved you to pieces!
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy*'s family. I wanted to stop by REAL QUICK and wish Amy's Dad a Happy Father's Day. Although I'm sure it isn't quite as "happy" as you wish it was, I am sure Amy has been helping all day long to make it the best as it possibly can be. My thoughts are with you.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:28 PM CDT

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Dear AMy's Dad,
Happy Father's Day! I know AMY would want you to know YOU ARE THE BEST! She loves you lots. You could tell the closeness she had to her family and especially her parents in her daily writings. It is true families are what it is all about. Their love is an eternal one. Loving one another. Wishing you find peace in knowing you possess a rare gift in today's world....Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 4:36 PM CDT

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Hi Amers, guess what? Tori is back at silverlining ranch this week, and it sure isn't the same without you there. Andrea and Heidi are talking about you with tori! We watched the video of you, tori, jill, and olivia when you went two years ago! We will always remember......tori got a little homesick the first day because she didn't know anyone there...but now is doing better...love to your dear family...xoxo love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:14 PM CDT

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HI
I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU THAT AMY WAS THE SWEETEST PERSON.I GOT TO TALK TO HER A FEW TIMES ON HERE AND I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY DAUGHTER CARINGBRIDGE GUEST BOOK AND I SAW WHERE AMY HAD FIRST SIGNED HER GUEST BOOK AND IT HAD BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAD BEEN BACK ON HERE SINCE AMY PASSED AWAY.BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY HOW SWEET SHE WAS AND THAT I AM SURE SHE IS MISSED SOMETHING AWFULLY.I WAS READING AMYS GUEST BOOK AND I SAW SOMEONE SAY THAT SHE HAD A BOOK.WHERE CAN I GET ONE WOULD LOVE ONE.THANK YOU KATHY AND KATILYNN PRESTON.www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom AMY WAS TRULY A ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN SHE TOUCH SO MANY LIVES WITH HER HEART AND HER SMILE.
KATHY AND KATILYNN PRESTON <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
TOMAHAWK, KY USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

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Hi Amy*
Thanks for standing by me right now Angel!
Love you bunches and tons forever and ever!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

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I would love a copy of Amy's book too. I never knew her, only through this website. From what I read, she was an awesome person, I wish I would have had the opportunity to meet her. You are all so strong and I admire her whole family. I am very anxious to get the book. I also think it's cool that her site is still open. Thanks.

Kelly
Kelly Boelter <polaris-star@excite.com>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:05 AM CDT

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Hi Amy*s Family!
Memories ARE everything, what a nice thought to begin the week with, something to be grateful for. Denise, I saw online there is going to be a reality nurse TV Show! You know we are watching that one! I found the quote below on another caringbrige site, it made me think of Amy, and how she inspired me to live the life that's in my heart and not be afraid of it, to jump right into it, make a difference simply because I can, and to truly cherish every minute of it!

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success acheived."
~ Helen Keller
Peace, Love, and Blessings to all
Jodi

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, June 12, 2005 10:41 PM CDT

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i would have to agree with the entry below
Apperciate everything little thing As it can be taken from you in a instance! Amy i thank your for of words of wisdom
And girl i miss you,
To Amy's Family
Please know yor in my throughts and i can't wait for Amy's Book! She would be so proud:)
Hugs Marty
know your in my throughts
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
louisville, Ky usa - Sunday, June 5, 2005 10:15 PM CDT

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Yes Amy you taught us to really stop and think and appreciate the small important things in our lives. You are a sweet angel who still touches our hearts with your words.You made a difference.. smile....
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 8:54 PM CDT

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Hello!

Yesterday I found myself reading Amy's story once again. I come on almost every day just to visit, even though I don't sign the book all the time. I am looking forward to the day when Amy's book is published. I can't wait to read it.

I miss and love you Amy! God Bless Amy's Family!
Elaine Scida <escida@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 4:12 PM CDT

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Hi Miss Amarecka!
I miss you sweetie! We all miss you! Denise is going to see the time of this post, and scold me!!! You were right, you have the best sister and the world! I love her! Thanks for always being right by my side angel ladybug!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers
Jodi
Oh, by the way Denise said that by now, you would have been allowed to come with me to Amsterdam this summer!!! lol! I'm so grateful that I can take you with me wherever I go! But we are only going if I hock enough stuff on EBAY! You know me!
"CAN YOU HEAR ME WHEN I SING?
YOU'RE THE REASON WHY
THE OPERA IS IN ME"-U2

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 1:01 AM CDT

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Hi, Denise and family. As I was driving in to work this morning, I was enjoying the beautiful sunrise and the light and colors it cast on the landscape. This experience made me think, as always, of Amy's reminders to enjoy the simple things every day. I think of her and her wisdom so often. Thanks for continuing to share with us. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:09 AM CDT

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May your spirit fly high above the heavens as everyone holds you tight in their hearts.

Our computer was down for some time so was deeply sadden when Amy's words were know longer giving me a chuckle in spite of it all(the road to surviving cancer.)

Our Daughter Alisha Osterbur met Amy on 5B when she was diagnoised with AML. They hung out at the nurses station and they fed off each other. Alisha was going to go on to nursing too. Alisha was our social Butterfly. She had a few more years of school to go. Amy as Alisha had the spirit to cheer everyone else even we they were feel lousey. I remember the day we spent together having a pinic in the waiting room. I believe Amy got one of the dolphin balloons and was in heaven. We had a nice visit and I enjoyed getting courage and laughter from her words as I read her sight. May Amy and Alisha ROCK the heavens for ever, Amen.

I would like to have a copy of Amy's book so please keep us informed of it's publication.

Once again I'm sorry for not begin on top of things. May you find compfort in his words and in all those whom have touched your lives. Take care and I think it is neat that you are keeping AMY's web page open. Here to you Amy!!! God Bless YOU!!!
The Osterbur's Kenny, Tammy, Joshua, Clinton, & Kristina <ktjcak@gwtc.net or caringbridge.org/sd/alisha>
Wood, SD USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

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Rich, I honor your courage and love in visiting 5B!

Still thinking of Amy and realizing the depth of humanity's loss with her death,

The little green walker lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 10:38 PM CDT

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Denise
Amy
Girl you must have known we would all need your
TASTE of HEAVEN:) receipe!
What a great job you are doing And i know you feel Amy as you two are very special sisters:)and she must be guiding your hand with her words of wisdom
May you know we all still think of all of you
GOD BLESS
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
:Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 11:21 PM CDT

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Denise
Thanks for the recipe, and especially thanks for Amy's words. She lives in our thoughts and hearts. I am sure the veil is thin when you are in her room and feel of the love she has. Peace...
Jeanine
VA - Monday, May 30, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

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Denise,
What a great entry! I could use a slice of heavan! Is that the same cake that she "tunneled under the frosting"? That always cracked me up. Now I want Choclate!!!!! Serious Choclate. I am so proud of your dad for visiting 5b, the rest of you will make it when the time is right for you.
Great Words of Amy Wisdom! She really did get it didn't she?
Peace, Love, and Blessings
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Monday, May 30, 2005 8:56 PM CDT

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of Amy , missing her and feeling the warmth of her spirit brings a smile when I read her words. Peace...
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Monday, May 23, 2005 7:57 PM CDT

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MISS AMARECKA,
HOW I MISS YOU!

"I WAS STRANGER, YOU LET ME IN,
THE SONGS ARE IN YOUR EYES, I SEE THEM
WHEN YOU SMILE, I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF ROMANTIC LOVE,
I'M NOT GIVING UP, ON A MIRACLE DRUG."--U2

HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO I COULD COME TAKE YOU TO SEE THE BOYS PLAY ROCK AND ROLL IN MINNEAPOLIS IN THE FALL! MAYBE I WILL CONVINCE DENISE THAT SHE NEEDS TO MEET ME THERE AND COME SEE THEM! HINT, HINT, HINT!!!TONIGHT BONO SPOKE BEFORE THIS SONG, "MIRACLE DRUG" OF HIS HOPES FOR THE FUTURE, ONE OF THEM BEING THAT GOD WILL CONTINUE TO INSPIRE SCIENTISTS, DR'S, AND NURSES...
YOU INSPRIRED ME EVERY DAY, AND STILL DO!
I'LL NEVER GIVE OF FIGHTING FOR YOU AMY*
I LOVE YOU
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS
JODI

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, May 23, 2005 1:14 AM CDT

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HI MISS AMARECKA!
"I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I still listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see"--U2 "STUCK IN A MOMENT"
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE LAKES IN MN!
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS SWEET ANGEL
JODI

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@comcast.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:54 PM CDT

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You do such a wonderful job of updating this page in memory of your sister. It's just awesome! Don't apologize for being late. We just love to hear from you when you can. Thanks.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 12:33 AM CDT

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I am so glad you keep Amy's site updated. I still check in & also miss her daily words of wisdom. I love that you put past entries of Amy's in for all of us to reread & again know the unbelievable wisdom & strength Amy had. Take care & I can't wait until the book is done!
Mary
MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 12:32 AM CDT

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I am glad that you are keeping amy's web site up . i sure missed her wisdom she had. I still check it all the time. laura's aunt shirley
shirley westerhouse <westerhouse6@wmconnect.com>
muskegon, mi usa - Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:06 PM CDT

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i signed this page a while back and am back again to tell you that Jodi emailed me and told me the story of how she 'met' amy...i thought it was a very neat story--i now consider jodi an angel sent to me-but i didnt tell her that yet...i think it is wonderful that updates are continually on here--i bet amy is just smiling away up above cheering for those who are in a fight.......

UNTIL THERE IS A CURE...
PEACE LOVE HOPE..
CHRIS....
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Monday, May 9, 2005 11:43 PM CDT

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HI MISS AMARECKA!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH TODAY AND EVERYDAY. I THINK OF YOU AND I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR THE WONDERFUL GIFTS YOU GAVE AND HOW YOU CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER.
I LOVE YOU FROM HERE TO THE MOON AND BACK, MORE THAN ALL THE LAKES IN MINNESOTA, WITH SUGAR AND CHERRIES ON TOP!
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Monday, May 9, 2005 11:01 PM CDT

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Just a note to all of our wonderful Mom's to say we are thinking of you today, and hope that you had a wonderful day.

May the love we have for our children bring us peace in our hearts.

Love,
The Rechs!~
Jimmie, Kris, Wyatt, Carter, Ali, Bryce and Justin
WYATT'S ADVENTURES <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:21 PM CDT

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Judy, thinking of you today on your first Mother's Day without your Amy. Sending prayers,
Joan, the little green walker lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

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Thinking of Amy's mom today. Praying for your strength and for a flood of wonderful warm memories to comfort your heart. Amy was special due to the mother who taught her well. Find peace in the thought she touched many...
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 5:17 AM CDT

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HI EVERYONE,
I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY YOUR MOTHERS DAY. I KNOW AMY WILL BE WITH YOU TODAY. I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS AND AMY. I BET SOMEONE SPOTS A LADYBUG SOON!
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Saturday, May 7, 2005 11:56 PM CDT

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Hoping you have a Happy Mothers Day somehow, and spend the day remembering the good times with your daughter.
Chris Gooch's mom Share the Love
- Friday, May 6, 2005 7:41 PM CDT

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Denise, what a wonderful writer you are, you are so much like Amy in your thinking, thanks for continuing her site, and a big Happy Birthday to Rich, your Dad.. I would always write to Amy when we would get close to Tori's recheck scans coming up on May 24th, we think of you often and miss Amy so much......thanks for adding Amy's thoughts at the end of you journaling, very inspirational and touching, she is right here with us....xoxo love and hugs!! Dawn and Tori MacDonald www. caringbridge.org/mn/torimacdonald
Dawn MacDonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
Eagan, - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:28 PM CDT

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Thanks for another great update, Denise. I have to tell you that my husband Jim gave me an iPod for my birthday, and the first song that I bought for it was "100 Years". I think of Amy and her spirit and inspiration every time I hear it. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 2:01 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I lit a luminaria for you at the U of M's Relay for Life last weekend. I still remember you and I pray for you everyday. I told my teams that we were doing it for Amy this time and she continues to inspire me. I'm now up in 5B volunteering and I know you would be smiling with me there. Thanks for everything. Love, Jenna
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
New Ulm, MN 56073 - Sunday, May 1, 2005 9:55 PM CDT

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HI DENISE,
YOU CONTINUE TO DO SUCH AN AWESOME JOB KEEPING AMY*S JOURNAL GOING. I HAVE TO TELL YOU I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF HER SO MUCH THIS WEEK. I TOOK MY MOM FOR RADIATION ON FRIDAY AND WE REALIZED THAT A FRIEND OF OURS WAS UPSTAIRS IN THE HOSPITAL AT PENN. HE HAS BEEN IN THERE FOR A MONTH BEING TREATED FOR COMPLICATIONS OF HIS CANCER. HE IS CANCER FREE RIGHT NOW, BUT HAD 2 BAD INFECTONS, ONE WAS IN HIS BRAIN. WE DECIDED TO GO UP AND SEE HIM. I WAS SCARED BUT I THOUGH OF AMY'S WORDS, "IF YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO HELP SOMEONE, JUST DO IT" BEFORE KNOWING AMY I MIGHT HAVE BEEN TO AFRAID, BUT SHE OPENED UP THAT PART OF HEART. THAT IS JUST ONE OF THE WAYS SHE ENRICHED MY LIFE, AND I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL TO HER.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICH! THAT IS SO NICE THAT YOU ALL WENT TO MASS FOR AMY, AND THEN VISITED HER AFTERWORDS. I LOVED YOUR CHURCH, IT WAS SUCH A WARM, BEAUTIFUL PLACE WITH WONDERFUL PEOPLE. I AM SO GLAD THAT AMY RESTS SO NEARBY TO YOU AND YOU ALL CAN VISIT HER TOGETHER. I'M SURE SHE MUST HAVE LOVED THAT.
THANKS AGAIN FOR THE UPDATE!
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS,
AMY'S* FRIEND FOREVER
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

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Dear Mareck's
Thankful I got to know AMY even for a brief time. She brought joy, and laughter and a reality check for many of us on what is truly important. Peace to you all... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday, Rich! Denise, thank you for continuing to update and for choosing Amy's most potent truths to "bring her back" for us. I'm looking forward to Amy's book as well.
Joan, the little green walker lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:06 PM CDT

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Amy's Family & AngelAmy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Amy's Dad :)
Thanks for keeping on doing the updates, and i can't wait to read Amy's book
hugs Marty
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
louisville, ky USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 5:12 PM CDT

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Amys* Family,
Hope you all enjoyed the warm weather, and thanks for sending the cold to Iowa! Amy always was trying to send the cold here to me. Hope you all have a great week! I'm trying to fill my reading befor I get to read Amy's book I know it will be worth the wait.
Megan McMorran <mbrat_2010@hotmail.com>
G-town, IA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

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Ugh! You did it again! :o) I'm sitting here, with tears in my eyes. I just LOVE reading Amy*'s entries again. She had such a great outlook on life, given the situation she was in. I remember her words, as I was reading them, and grinned -- through the tears -- at the ending about her smile with dimples. THANKS FOR SHARING!

I see my last entry didn't make it -- so I'm going to enter this and try to remember and come back on Friday, but just in case: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY'S DAD....!!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 12:50 AM CDT

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I continue to be in awe of Amy's great wisdom for such a young woman or a person of any age. The world has lost a truly great one, but her lessons, spirit, and presence live on and are very strong. Can't wait for the book! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:50 AM CDT

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hey amers...missing you like always...ive been thinking about ya lots and lots...i was at grizzly's the other day with eric and remembered how much fun you, dunner, cory and i had every month when we went out...remember space aliens and how excited we were??? haha...good times hun! anyway...i got my third tattoo awhile ago...a butterfly that looks just like the children's cancer research one...it hurt sooooooo bad! but it was worth it... it reminds me of you every time i look at it! i miss ya lots!

~manda
amanda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
st cloud, mn - Monday, April 25, 2005 6:10 PM CDT

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Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Amy* - Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:11 PM CDT

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Sending lots of "Mousey Love" to you today,



Love

Viks


viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:35 PM CDT

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I love the April 17th entry, that makes me so happy to hear about Amy's parents. They are so wonderful. When we lose a pal on 5B we lose their family too. Please tell Amy's parents I say hi and miss them.
Jill (Amy's nurse) & Coca (the weiner dog)
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

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What a wonderful entry, Denise. Thank you. Amy's reminders to enjoy the simple things and to take nothing for gtanted are with me every day. What a wonderful family you are!
Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 10:47 AM CDT

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Wow! You are so eloquent Denise. It is absolutely wonderful that Amy's mom and dad may have found a way to make some small healing steps. It must be so hard. But I love your image of Amy dancing and singing in heaven, and I know she wants her mom and dad to enjoy their life and live it to the fullest. That is what they can do for her now. Live it up!!! You are an amazing family.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
- Sunday, April 17, 2005 11:13 PM CDT

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Last Monday Amy's Dad told Amy;s story on our local radio station. He did a wonderful job. I do know now where Amy got her way of being able to speak to people and be very comfortable with it. I really commend you Rich. It took courage and must have brought back so much for you. We are all awaiting the BOOK. Thank-you Rich for sharing.
TS
Albany, - Sunday, April 17, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

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HI MISS AMARECKA,
I STOPPED BY TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND LOVE YA! I KNOW YOU ARE UP IN HEAVEN ENJOYING SPRING, BUT MAYBE IN YOUR HEAVEN IT IS SUMMER ALL THE TIME. I WISH YOU WERE HERE SWEETIE! YOU CONTINUE TO INSPIRE ME EVEN THOUGH ANATOMY IS KILLING ME! YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN REALLY GOOD AT IT!
STAY CLOSE, I LOVE FEELING YOU IN MY HEART!
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS
JODI
P.S. RACHEL H REALLY NEEDS SOME EXTRA HELP FROM UP THERE RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU COULD PUT A GOOD WORD IN. OH, AND I SENT A COPY OF MITCHIE'S MOM'S BOOK TO BENJAMINS MOM, I THOUGHT YOU WOULD THINK THAT WAS COOL!
LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE LAKES IN MINNESOTA!!!!!
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, April 16, 2005 8:31 PM CDT

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I think of you daily. I miss you Amy and love you.

Thanks for continuing to share Amy's story. I am looking forward tp reading her book
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 16, 2005 0:17 AM CDT

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my name is sharon i have a son named caisey age 11 yrs ,he had an xray on a painfull r leg this week and now we are undergoing tests for a sclerosis lesion in his medullary cavity of his r tibia pray for us. your site is beautifull thankyou for sharing it.
sharon grant <sharongrant001@gotalk.net.au>
sunshine, lake macquarie, n.s.w. australia - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

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Dear Mareck's
My heart is full, that girl of yours was something. I have nursed for 28 years and the last 8yrs as a school nurse. Amy spirit still touches me. She got it. She knew the strength of a positive attitude and spirit on wellness. She had zest for life with faith and hope for a new day. Oh I miss her. Take care.. Hugs,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

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Hi, Mareck Family. I tried signing last night but didn't get to. I think a job at Disney would be fantastic!! I always felt that I would love to work there, or Sea World. Again, as I've said before...the updates with some of Amy*'s words are so uplifting. Granted, I could go back through her journal and read them myself, but I guess this just ties a little bit of Amy with her family...so nice. Hope the book project is coming along. And, yes, they do take a bit of time, but this sounds like it will be well worth it!!! Take care.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 7:22 AM CDT

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DENISE,
YOU TOTALLY LIVE UP TO AMY'S STANDARDS AND EVEN WRITE LIKE HER. E.G. " A PERSON CAN'T HELP FEELING..", I THOUGHT I WAS READING HER WRITING THIS JOURNAL AGAIN. YOU WERE A PART OF HER AND SHE A PART OF YOU. I THINK YOU MORE THAN ANYONE HAVE HER WITHIN YOU, AND ALL OF US LOOK FORWARD SO MUCH TO YOUR SUNDAY ENTRIES. IT IS AN ACT OF LOVE AND KINDNESS THAT YOU DO THIS FOR HER. I HOPE YOUR HEART IS BEGINNING TO HEAL A LITTLE. JUST WHEN I THINK MINE IS SOMETHING POPS UP THAT MAKES ME MISS HER SO MUCH. AMY'S SPIRIT IS SO POWERFUL. I WAS THINKING ABOUT HER THE OTHER NIGHT AND COULD HEAR THE SOUND OF HER VOICE INSIDE, AND I FELT REALLY SAD. SO I THOUGHT, WELL I'LL E-MAIL SAVANNAH. I OPENED MY NOTEBOOK, AND THERE WAS AN E-MAIL FROM SAVANNAH! AMAZING! I MISS YOU GUYS AND WILL TALK TO YOU SOON!
LOVE YA!
AMY'S* FRIEND JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, April 11, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

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Denise-
I think you said it right..."doing this until our hearts heal" I thank you from the botttom of my heart, although I never had the privilage of meeting Amy- I knew her through the site, and I miss her and look forward to your updates, and seeing her words, of a young woman wise beyond her years. Your whole family is a inspiration to us all-what a wonderful family Amy has. Again, Thank you!
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
prior lake, mn USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 2:18 PM CDT

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Thanks for overcoming your frustration (nothing worse!) and redoing the entry, Denise. You underestimate the quality of your entries and their impact on others. Amy would be very proud! Thanks, and love to all of you, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

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How close is Amy's book to being published? I LOVE reading her words of wisdom!!
anne hoeschen <hoeschen@upstel.net>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

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Hey Amers!!
Just checking up again :) Wanted to say hi, and tell you I love you and miss you, I am sure you are busy as always, but I know you read this everyday :) Keep up the good work of being the best Angel ever!! :) Love you and miss you so much,

Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 10, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

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HI
Any news on when AMY"S BOOK will be done? ...
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, April 9, 2005 9:38 PM CDT

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Hi Amy's Family and Angel Amy
Boy i needed your words today more then anything
Your still helping in your Angel way
God Bless You All
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelKiss73069@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky 40241 - Friday, April 8, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

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I am first looking on the internet to find out a little about ostersarcoma, as my 24 year old nephew was just diagnosed and will start chemo this friday, not sure what to expect,so I hope you don't mind my logging onto your website. THe more information, the better, he has already had one surgery just thinking it was an old sport injury, but, to everyone's surpise it wasn't. Do you know of any good websites on this cancer as I hear that alot of the internet info can be misleading. Does the chem just prolong things or has it been known to cure?? Really don't want to ask my sister too much as this was such a surprise to her too. If you have any information that would be helpful please email me back. I never knew your daughter, but as a mother of 4 I still have passion for you and your family. Take care and my thoughts are with you.
Brenda Watts <brenda@wattsvault.com>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I just finished reading your journal and I wanted to say hi...I was diagnosed with osteogenic sarcoma way back in 1967! I had my leg amputated, three lung surgeries, chemo, radiation...and here I am, an old lady of 50! ha ha
I married and have one son...whom I think is awesome...

I just wanted to let you know that all you have been thru...well, it kind of makes you the woman you are! A survivor, one who keeps fighting...There IS life after osteo....and I wish you a very happy, healthy LONG life Amy!
Carol <carol1954@comcast.net>
mn - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

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It was great to read AMY's words. She always told it like it was and had such insight for a young woman. I can not wait to read her book? Hope it will be soon.. Take care...
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Monday, April 4, 2005 7:36 PM CDT

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HI AMY'S* FAMILY! IT'S ALWAYS SO NICE TO READ A NEW UPDATE, I LOOK FORWARD TO THEM SO MUCH. I HAD A DREAM ABOUT AMY TODAY, IT WAS SO REAL. IT'S NEAT, THIS IS THE SECOND TIME SHE HAS VISITED ME IN A DREAM AND WHEN I WAKE UP IT ALWAYS FEELS LIKE SHE IS NEARBY.
I'M SO GLAD THE VACATION DID YOU GOOD! I CAN TOTALLY SEE AMY'S DAD WORKING AT DISNEY!!!! THAT WOULD BE SO AWESOME!
THINKING OF ALL OF YOU WITH LOVE AND PRAYERS,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Sunday, April 3, 2005 8:33 PM CDT

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HI
Glad you got away for a warm break from the COLD snow and winter. Amy is grinning I am sure. Peace to you all. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 12:44 AM CST

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Sounds like a GREAT vacation! You all deserved it!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, March 28, 2005 1:58 PM CST

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So glad to hear that you all had a good vacation together. It sounds like it was a very special time. Thanks, too, for sharing more of Amy's inspiring words. You are great! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:16 AM CST

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*Happy Easter to the Mareck Family. I hope it was filled with family, fun and memories*
-- To to lady (Jodi i think it was) who posted that she dropped off some butterfly pins, in memory of Amy, for the children at the hospital... is there any way that i could get a pin? I knew Amy through school, and still come on here daily to read the entries and think about Amy. I know i wear the pin daily that i have in memory of my grandma (who also died of cancer), and have the perfect place for Amy's pin right next to it. If it's not possible - that's fine. I thought i would just give it a try. If it is possible you'll find my email address below - please email me with the information (cost ect. ) Thanks, and again, Happy Easter!
Asha <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Sunday, March 27, 2005 6:06 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family,
Happy Easter. I hope it was filled with jot and great food!
Megan McMorran <megz_l_2010@hotmail.com>
Greenfield, IA - Sunday, March 27, 2005 5:17 PM CST

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Wishing Amy*'s family a Happy Easter.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, March 27, 2005 7:56 AM CST

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Happy Easter Amy~ I can picture you in heaven hiding Easter Eggs and helping all the little kids up there find them. Take good care of the little ones until their moms and dads can join them. I miss reading your daily journals and am glad that your family has taken over for you. Stay close to your family tomorrow and if you can, send them a sign so they know you are with them.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 7:49 PM CST

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Wishing every one of you a VERY



Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!






Shannon, Jeff & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
"Happy Easter........What?" - Saturday, March 26, 2005 5:59 PM CST

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Denise.....
Tears are a gift and a part of the healing, So, let your dad cry and anyone else who needs to. Each person heals in their own way. Never thwart the tears! And never let anyone tell you that your grieving should be over at any given time. Thank you for updating this website. I think it is a wonderful way for your family and others to see their way through grief in the loss of dear Amy. She was a treasure!
Marie Gunderson <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Chaska, MN - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:12 AM CST

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HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 5:01 AM CST

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HI GUYS! I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT TRIP AND HAVE A WONDEFUL EASTER. I WAS DOWN AT CHOP TODAY AND DROPPED OFF SOME BUTTERFLY PINS FOR CHLD LIFE TO GIVE TO THE KIDS ON THE ONCOLOGY FLOOR IN MEMORY OF AMY*. THNKING OF YOU ALWAYS,
WITH LOVE,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, March 25, 2005 11:08 PM CST

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Thinking of you all and wishing you a blessed Easter . May you have the Peace of the Lord to be with you. May we rejoice in knowing because He loves us so much and because of His Atonement we too have the gift of Promise and Hope that we will have eternal life with our loved ones. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:10 AM CST

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Thinking of you...Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 3:42 PM CST

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I think of Amy so often, and find myself always coming back to her website for a "lift." I'm glad it is still being updated and I really enjoy the Amy quotes at the end. She is definitely still here, just in another way! I look forward to her book very much.
Michele
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 12:30 AM CST

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Hi, Amy*'s family. We sure have gotten spoiled by weekly weekend updates...sure hope everything is okay out there.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 6:18 PM CST

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Mareck Family - I still come to check the website for updates, as I have for the last few years. Thank you for continuing to update it. I'll be coming back here as long as this page exists - Amy gave me so much strength and courage.
Siobhan <siobhanybaun@aol.com>
NY - Saturday, March 19, 2005 4:38 PM CST

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Happy St Patrick's Day to you all
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 5:20 PM CST

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Hello Mareck family. I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Lentner (Denise's old college friend) <lentner@sherbtel.net>
Big Lake, MN - Thursday, March 17, 2005 7:31 AM CST

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Hi to Amy's family. I had another interesting experience over the weekend, thanks to Amy, that I wanted to share with you. We were back in Florida for a horse show, and on Saturday, I had a less than stellar day.... Being a "bit of a perfectionist", I was beating myself up and over-analyzing what had gone wrong. On Sunday morning, I got to the horse show and reminded myself that Amy would have told me to enjoy the beautiful day and the fact that I was lucky enough to be there doing what I love. Just as my horse and I walked into the ring for our first round over fences, a lady bug landed on my sleeve. I smiled and told her to come along for the ride if she liked. She did, and we had a great day. Amy's blessings continue. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 8:10 AM CST

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Hello Denise! Just wanted to thank you for keeping the web site going-you're doing an awesome job! We miss Amy and somehow there is comfort and support in referring to her web site. Hope all is going well with her book and we'll look forward to its publication. You have an amazing family and I've said it many times, but we feel so fortunate to have your mom and dad influencing our children. Hey, they did a great job with all of you:) We talk about Amy often. Recently Jack and Sadie's grandparents had to put their dog, Mike, to sleep and Jack said "Maybe Amy will get to meet Mikey in Heaven." May God bless Amy and all of you. Wishing you safe and fun traveling!
Warm regards,
Amy Opatz
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:56 PM CST

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Hi, just stopping by to thank you for the wonderful update. I enjoy coming to Amy's site to be updated on things going on with her family, brightens my day!
Kate
MN - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 6:43 PM CST

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You are so right; I just keep getting drawn back to Amy. I only visited her site for such a short while, but she was so inspirational to me. And it is so nice that you keep the updates going. Amy, I think, would like that she's still bringing everyone together somehow.
Take care and remember that Amy's always with you:-)
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 3:29 PM CST

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Thank you for keeping up Amy's website. I always check it for your message. Amy's picture in on the shelf in my office so daily I am reminded of her and her great spirit. May God continue to bring healing to all of you. Amy's grade school principal.
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 8:30 AM CST

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Hi, Mareck Family. I stopped by Sunday but wasn't able to leave a message (only had the use of one hand at the time!). Anyway, I wanted to come back and say that I'm so thankful the test results for Amy*'s Mom came back fine! The trees that are being planted in Amy's memory sound wonderful!! Thanks, again, for the personal quotes from Amy. It's almost like "hearing" her (even though I never had the chance of personally hearing that voice!!). Try to have a good week.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 5:10 AM CST

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AMy
Thinking of you and so glad I got to know you. You are one special gal. I can't wait till one day when I can meet you in person.I loved your honesty and say it like it is way. Remembering you AMy.... Peace to your family and hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, March 14, 2005 7:12 PM CST

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Hey Aimster...I just wanted to say again how much I miss you...and how much you've impacted my life. Today, someone called me Jillster...and it just reminded me of how I always called you Aimster. I just thought it was funny and sad at the same time. It got me thinking about you and how much I still can't believe you are gone. I miss you tons....wish you were here!

jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Duluth, - Monday, March 14, 2005 6:53 PM CST

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I still check in to "Amy's" website often. She was & still is an inspiration to so many. She knew how precisous life is & lived it to it's fullest. Hopefully many others can follow her example. May God bless you and help you find peace. Take Care.
Mary
MN - Monday, March 14, 2005 10:47 AM CST

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That is such a nice end to your entry each week, writing
"Amy's words". Thanks again, for keeping Amy's site updated.

Tracey
MN - Monday, March 14, 2005 6:14 AM CST

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Here i am coming to Amy's page:)
And it wa so nice to see her words that she had wrote
THANK YOU DENISE i needed that as today has been a down day and when i would come to Amy's site it always made me feel better Because as much as she was going through she always made us feel better too
SoANGEL AMY thank you for leading me here tonight
God Bless your family
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 0:53 AM CST

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Yeah for Amy's mom. I'm glad that her health news turned out OK. Amy does live on. Wow! Thanks for the updates. It is nice to see some of Amy's writing too. Have a good week!
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:43 PM CST

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DENISE,
YOU ARE DOING THE BEST JOB KEEPING UP THIS SITE! I ABSOLUTLY LOVE IT. YOU WERE MEANT TO DO IT AND I JUST LOVE THE WAY YOU PUT IN AMY'S WORDS AT THE END. I JUST KNOW SHE WOULD THINK IT WAS SO COOL THAT YOU ARE DOING THIS FOR HER. AMY* LIVES ON!
LOVE TO YOU AND ALL OF YOUR WONDERFUL FAMILY,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 8:38 PM CST

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Just thought I would post a message tonight to tell everyone Hello. Couldn't we all use a little spring? Warmer temps. would be very nice. Hope you all have a great week.

Megan McMorran <megz_l_2010@hotmail.com>
IA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 8:23 PM CST

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I just wanted to say hi to Amy's family. Also there is not a day that goes by that I do not stop and think about Amy! Thank you for updating her page. God Bless you
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 8:00 PM CST

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Hi there:) This is Katia's mommy. I have always enjoyed Amy's site and still come by but I don't always sign. I would love to send your family each a ladybug bracelet to get you into "Katia's Ladybug Club". Let me know via email if you would be interested. It would make our hearts very very happy:)
Love,
Tracy and Katia




Tracy and Katia (aka Ladybug) <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 9:24 PM CST

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Hello to Amy's family, we were so sorry that we didn't get a chance to see and visit with with you at the radiothon..A lot of the families were there for the closing hours of it. I remember Amy volunteered to face paint the kids who would come to it. We send our love and hugs to you.. thanks for journaling and sharing your updates on your how everyone is doing in your family..love, dawn and tori macdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:00 AM CST

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Hi Denise,
Thank you for keeping Amy's page updated. It's probably good therapy for you too. I'm still thinking about and praying for you and the rest of your family. I heard Amy's name mentioned on the Channel 5 news on Sunday from the Radiothon. She's got a huge fan club! I saw you a few weeks ago at hockey but you were busy so we didn't stop (we only made it to 1 game this year). Take care,

Marion Philippi <bpandmp@juno.com>
Saint Cloud, MN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 4:21 PM CST

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HI MISS AMARECKA,
I'M THINKING OF YOU AND MISSING YOU TONIGHT! IT NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME HOW MANY LIVES YOU TOUCHED, AND HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU INSPIRED KIDDO! YOUR SPIRIT LIVES ON AND ALL OF YOUR FAMILY AND MANY, MANY, FRIENDS ARE SO PROUD OF YOU.
LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE LAKES IN MINNESOTA,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Thursday, March 10, 2005 0:51 AM CST

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WOW -- I have not been by in a very long time (SO sorry for that), but have to say first and foremost -- the Amy* quotes you are adding at the end of each entry are FANTASTIC. I didn't realize just how much they would affect me -- but it's like hearing from Amy* all over again. THANK YOU!!! I know it would be just as easy for me to go through the journal, before Amy passed, but this somehow makes me feel closer to her. I sure do miss her.

I hope the test results for Amy*'s Mom come back okay. I promise I'll come back sooner.

Oh - and I had to grin about sun bathing in 40 or 50 degree weather. Although we've had a 40 degree (and yesterday 50!) day, I don't think I'd catch my white skin outside just yet!! :0)

Take care, and thanks so much for the entries. (You also made me smile about the little dill pickle that Amy* used to write about. GOSH...I MISS HER!!!)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 12:46 AM CST

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Thinking of Amy and missing her. I just received a wonderful gift the other day. It was a pin of Amy's butterfly with the words "Never Give Up." It made my day! Just wanted to tell Amy's family what an inspiration Amy and all of you are. She was such an incredible gift to all of us. Thanks for keeping her website alive.


Jennifer <luckycharm7526@yahoo.com>
Oakdale, MN - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 11:29 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
I miss you lots. It gets really hard sometimes but I just hold my Amy Bear (the Care Bear she gave me for my birthday last year) and try to remember the good memories...but even that makes it hard because I know there aren't going to be any new memories. It just really sucks sometimes...there's no better way of putting it...it just sucks!
Thanks Denise for updating the site...I love seeing new entries and pictures.
Catherine Patefield <blue_eyes250@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:36 AM CST

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Thinking of you Amy!

Love you
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
pa - Monday, March 7, 2005 7:20 PM CST

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hey amers! i miss ya lots today...like everyday! today was kinda hard...for the past few years every monday after the radiothon you'd come back to school with lots of stories about how much fun you had. its great to hear that it went REALLY well...miss ya amers!

love ya lots forever~
amanda
amanda brix www.caringbridge.org/mn/manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
st cloud, mn - Monday, March 7, 2005 6:56 PM CST

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Hi Mareck Family
Glad all went well at the Radiothon. Amy seemed to like it so much. She is still in our thoughts. Take Care Sending hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, March 7, 2005 4:56 PM CST

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Hi Denise
You do a wonderful job updating Amy's web site. You have a special way of expressing yourself through words. Just like you did when we worked together and you helped me find the right words for writing those reviews. Keep up the good work. I enjoy going onto this web site and finding out that a new journal has been added.
Brenda VonWahlde <danvonwahlde@msn.com>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 9:22 AM CST

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Hi Denise!
Thank you for keeping us updated on Amy's website. Your doing a GREAT job. Amy's spirit is so strong that she still keeps inspiring me. I go back to her past journal histories a lot just to get that contagious energy,enthusiasm and inspirational feelings of hers to help me get motivated some days and to just realize how precious life is and to never take anything for granted.
Amy is sure making her rounds with the ladybug siting! We have had many visits from the ladybugs in our home. She is making sure I guess that her inspiration for life is very strong and alive in our hearts.Thanks for stopping by Amy! I'll keep your mother in my thoughts and prayers that she will have good test results.
Karen <donkar@newulmtel.net>
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 9:22 AM CST

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Hi everyone,
Amy's dad did an awesome job on their live interview and I was elated to see they kicked off the Radiothon with Amy's story. I thought the Radiothon was a wonderful tribute to Amy and I really admire mom and dad's strength to get up there and talk about her so soon after her passing, i know it was very hard for them. Amy is so proud of them and very happy to hear about the money raised this year. God Bless you all. And Amy, you STILL rock - your legacy lives on and on. You touched so many lives and missed by so many.
::The Amazing Bailey Grace!::
Terri Peterson and family <terri@stribmail.com >
Ramsey, MN usa - Monday, March 7, 2005 6:59 AM CST

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Hi Amy's family-
Thanks for updating! I got goosebumps today listening to KS95. Every time they mentioned Amy, I felt sad and happy at the same time. I missed the interview with her dad. I'm sorry I missed that. That takes a great deal of courage to be live on the radio. Amy's spirit lives on in a zillion ways, and I feel proud that my life was touched by hers.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Sunday, March 6, 2005 10:12 PM CST

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Thank you Denise for updating Amy's website! You are doing a wonderful job keeping Amy's spirit alive!!
Tessa Wohletz <tessajay@msn.com>
Avon, MN - Sunday, March 6, 2005 10:03 PM CST

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HI AMY'S* FAMILY!
DENISE YOU ARE DOING SUCH AN AMAZING JOB KEEPING UP HER SITE. ALL WEEKEND LONG I CHECK, AND CHECK FOR UPDATES! THAT IS SO COOL ABOUT YOUR LADYBUG SIGHTING! I HAVE MY LADYBUG BEANIE ON MY JEWELRY BOX, AND SPEAKING OF BOXES I LOVE THE BOX BRANDON MADE WITH THE BRACELET IN IT, THANK YOU! LET ME KNOW WHAT EVER I CAN DO TO PUSH THE PUBLISHING ALONG. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DILL-PICKLE! THERE IS A HOPE BEAR WAR GOING ON IN MY HOUSE, I NEED HIM TO TAKE TO MY TESTS, AND MY MOM NEEDS HIM TO TAKE TO HER DR.APPOINTMENTS. SHE WANTS TO TAKE HIM TO HER SURGERY AND I TOLD HER HE HAS TO BE ID'D WITH A HOSPITAL BRACELET! THINKING OF ALL OF YOU ALWAYS!
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMLES, AND PRAYERS
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 9:43 PM CST

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Dear Denise,
Thanks heaps for continuing to update Amy's website. You help to keep Amy's loving spirit alive in my heart. Be assured of my prayer for your mom, dad and all your family.
With love from your cousin,
S. Lucinda Mareck
St. Joseph, MN USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 9:53 AM CST

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There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you Amy. I remember all the good old days when we were young. I have some great memories with you and your family.Luv ya Amy, peace be with you.
Sara Buerman <beergurl@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 1:12 AM CST

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We all do miss Amy even though we never have met her. I miss seeing her guestbook entries at my son's and other kids sites. She always had a positive light around her words and could muster up courage for us when we would grow tired of the treatment. She was a light and it still burns brightly in some way in all of you that knew and loved her and all of us that admired her from afar!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:59 AM CST

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Hi Amy: I visited your web page and it is great! Your story made me cry. I was diagnosed with an osteosarcoma of my left femur when I was 11-year-old and I understand what you went through. This happened over 20 years ago, but my battle has been so hard that I will never forget. I still have walking problems and I underwent a total of 27 surgeries! I am currently wearing an external frame of Ilizarov type to possibly allow me to walk without crutches or more stably. Reading your story and knowing your courage makes me feel well. Enjoy the Heaven now but do not forget your osteosarcoma-mates! Much Love, Giulia
Giulia <giulia.ottaviani@tele2.it>
Milan, Italy - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:40 AM CST

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Thank you, Denise, for continuing to update our Amy's site. Praying for Amy's mom! I could use some prayers, too, as things are medically hard right now for the little green walker lady.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:08 AM CST

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Hi Marecks
How are you doing I am fine. We miss her alot and we wish she was still here.Well talk to ya later bye.
Paige <pbs91292@aol.com>
avon, MN Stearns - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:05 AM CST

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Thanks so much for keeping the journal going! Amy is such an awesome person and a real inspiration to us all!!

She will live on thru us all!
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:48 AM CST

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Aimster, you still live on amoungst us. No one will ever 4get your determination and attitude. I always listen to your interview and it always brings tears to my eyes. I miss so much, and still can't believe that you're not with us. Thinking of you constantly...wishing you were here!!
Love ya!
Jill Schiffler <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:25 PM CST

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i still dont believe amy* is gone...its something i just wont accept.
missing her more every day
~amanda
amanda brix <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
st cloud, mn - Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:57 PM CST

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Amy*, I miss you and love you. I'll always keep you in my heart, and yor wonderful loving family in my prayers. I think I feel like I need to sleep with hope bear tonight.
Miss you more than all the stars in the sky beautiful girl
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:37 PM CST

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Glad to hear things are going well for you all. I know you all miss Amy very much, and I know she is watching over you all
Chris - Gooch's mom
- Friday, February 25, 2005 7:27 PM CST

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We were in Florida over the weekend, and on Saturday morning when we were in the hotel restaurant having breakfast, the song "100 Years" came over the sound system. It brought tears to my eyes to think of Amy and made me smile to think of her reminders to enjoy the simple things. Very special. Love and prayers to all of you, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 6:57 PM CST

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Hi Amers, Wishing you were still here to see your smiling face with those dimples:). It's still so hard to think that you are now up with God. You will always be in my thoughts and prayers. I look foward to reading your book. Love ya.
Nikki B.
Nikki <nabrenner@csbsju.edu>
Avon, MN - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:14 AM CST

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Missin' Amy :( Wishin' she was here with me.
Catherine Patefield <cmpatefield@csbsju.edu>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:28 AM CST

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Still remembering Amy, and praying for all of you.

The little green walker lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 10:28 PM CST

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Hey AMY
We got to keep the dream going SUPPORT RADIOTHON . AMY LOVED IT . Please post information on how donations can be sent in Amy's memory. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 6:35 PM CST

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Hi Miss Amaercka! I had a dream about you last night, we were making a scrapbook of your disney trip in your room! Thanks for coming to visit me! Hope Bear has been taking very good care of me and my mom by the way. I am on a MAJOR ebay/I want kick right now, you understand! Do they have Ebay in heaven? I hope so! I bet the shopping is really good up there! Thanks for watching over us. I love you bunches!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 10:50 AM CST

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Hope despite everything your soon feeling



Love Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 6:30 AM CST

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I anxiously await your weekly updates, Denise. Don't ever feel that there is little to write about. All of us out here still want to feel that "connection" we had to Amy. She wanted to live and be healthy so desperately and we all miss her so much. Thank you for letting us share just a little in the journey your family is experiencing. Amy would have wanted all of you to live your lives to the fullest enjoying even the plain everyday events.
Kathie
Maple Grove, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 3:25 PM CST

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Hi Amy's family-
Valentine's Day was a day when I really looked forward to Amy's posts on here. She was such a good hearted and fun kid. Even last Thanksgiving, her entry was so upbeat and fun, describing the food (that others were eating, at that). I still come here often and feel so grateful that you continue to share her with us. I miss her. Hang in there. I can't imagine that these are easy days.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:22 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Amy!
I LOVE YOU!
I MISS YOU!
Denise <forestbirdfamily@aol.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 8:43 AM CST

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of you and sending warm hugs your way. Knowing AMY loves you all, she is close. Stay strong and may you feel the love through your day tomorrow. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 6:54 PM CST

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Hi Amy's* family!
What a great update!It really warmed my heart!Our girl had such a way with her words, as all the world will soon be able to see when they read her book! I miss Amy* so much but this entry really brought a smile to my face because it made me think of how we always used to say luv ya, or luv ya bunches. The last time I talked to her, the friday before she died when we were getting off the phone she whispered "I Love you". I will never forget that. I hope all of you are continuing to heal and feel Amy's* love all around you each and every day, she loved her family beyond words!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 1:07 PM CST

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Hello, It's been some time since our last entry. We have been reading the web- page and missing Amy so much! Not a day goes by that Amy and all of you aren't in our thouhgts. We have had a couple of lady bug occasions. It's like a sign ,for in our minds you Amy are never far away. Please include us on the book list for a number of copies. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
B,B,J,T &E
Avon, MN - Sunday, February 13, 2005 8:04 AM CST

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Hello, It's been some time since our last entry. I guess we have been reading the web- page and missing Amy so much! Not a day goes by that Amy and all of you aren't in our thouhgts. We have had a couple of lady bug occasions. It's like a sign ,for in our minds you Amy are never far away. Please include us on the book list for a number of copies. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
B,B,J,T &E
Avon, MN - Sunday, February 13, 2005 8:01 AM CST

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Hello-
I was thinking of Amy and decided to stop by and leave a message for all of you. From what I read, she would be so proud of how all of you have handled this! Death is so final here on earth as we know it and so, so painful too. I lost my mom when I was 12 and she was 36. I'm now coming up on my 36th birthday in March, and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of her and miss her. I wish she was here to see her grandson (who is something else!) or to meet my husband and his family...you would think after all these years it would get better. Well, a lot of the time it is, and I accept that it's just part of life. On other days (especially really happy events or if I'm not feeling so well) I miss her so much! I've learned when the bad days happen to just go with it, cry a little, and think about her and it helps. I don't consider it having a pity party; I just miss an incredible woman who was my mom. So, that being said, I think Amy's family is amazing! She was the person she became because of her wonderful loving family. What a great thing for her and you! I am very much looking forward to the book, but do it on your own time and as you feel you can get through it. Amy would be fine with that and wouldn't want things to be harder than they already are for all of you.

I hope today is a better day and tomorrow will be brighter for all of you. God Bless!
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 4:26 PM CST

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To the family of Amy,

I have been coming to Amy's site for over a year now and am so, so sorry for your loss. I have to say that I share your pain that goes along with losing a child. My son Brad was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma on October 21, 2003 and after losing a leg and countless surgeries, he earned his angel wings on November 28, 2004 after such a trial of suffering. My heart will be broken forever and life will never be the same without the joy of watching him grow to be a young man. I hope you find peace in knowing that our children are not suffering and are up in Heaven having one heck of a party. It's just does not seem fair that God picks our children to leave this earth before we do. My heart goes out to you and your family and let Amy's spirit live within you forever. That's what she would want! My little Brad also has a website at www.thestatus.com (ID) Wallin (password) Bradley10. I will keep you in my thoughts as you endure the years ahead! Love to All! The Wallins and Angel Brad
Jeff, Lori, Brooke and Angel Brad <Wally1@mchsi.com>
Chillicothe, IL USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 3:40 PM CST

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No particiular reason - just thinking of Amy, feeling sad. I cannot begin to appreciate the difficulty with which her family is dealing these weeks and months. I will continue to check Amy's website and patiently wait for her book.
Amy lifted up and helped more people than she, or anyone could possibly imagine.
Michele
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:10 AM CST

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I read Amy's CB site, along with all the others that have died, including my daughter, and I can't help but wonder what a wonderful world this could have been if our bright, insiteful, wonderful children had lived...sad.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 7:22 PM CST

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Thinking of Amy
With a smile on my face and tears in my eyes
Can't wait for the book
Hugs to you all
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 6:10 PM CST

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Thinking of AMY.....Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 7:44 AM CST

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RachelJoy and I have been offline for almost 3 months. I'm trying to catch up on all our cyber buddies. I am stunned to read of Amy's death. Her journal was always so full of life - feeling sorry for herself was never part of it.
My heart aches for you. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 7:32 PM CST

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I also forgot to mention that I run the Kickin' Cancer's Butt store. We have been raising money through the sales of a calendar (and indeed everything else in the store) to send out some special free gifts to caringbridge families.

I have made a little ornament that I would like to send to you free of charge. You might want to keep it for yourself or even give it to Amy's friend who had the butterfly tattoo on her ankle. Below is a picture of the ornament. If you click on it, it'll take you to the store where you can view a larger picture of it. Don't buy it though - it's a free gift!

If you send me your address, I'll send it to you as soon as possible.



To any of Amy's friends who might be interested in purchasing an ornament - I do not have permission to sell Amy's personal design. I would appreciate it if you could wait until Amy's family have a chance to let me know whether they'd like it to remain on general sale. If it does, all profits made will go towards sending free gifts to caringbridge families. I will put a note in the guestbook or ask Amy's family to put a message in the journal if it is to remain available for friends and family to purchase. If you would perhaps be interested in that, please let Amy's family know.

thanks again - and shine on Amy*
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 5:25 PM CST

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Hello all of Amy's family. I just wanted to let you know I'm glad you liked the banner. I can set it up on your caringbridge page so that you can also have a photo if you would like me to.

I thought you might like to do that. I know all of the photos I saw of Amy reminded me just how strong and positive she was. Just E-mail me at the address below and let me know your site address and password and I'll do it ofr you if you want.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
THE BANNER SITE, - Saturday, February 5, 2005 4:25 PM CST

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Just to let you know you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers - We can't imagine how you feel. Amy was so full of life and that banner was great her friends made. She did always have a smile - even though she would get bad news. Thinking of you lots.
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Friday, February 4, 2005 0:19 AM CST

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Hey Amers!! I miss you so bad, it's getting worse instead of better. There are so many days that I go to the phone to call you, and when I want to talk about our Vikings :) Instead I just look at my pictures and remember all the good times and the laughs, especially all our car troubles hehe. Love you Amers and I miss you :):)
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 4:26 PM CST

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I love you Amy and always think of you!
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 3:51 PM CST

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not a day goes by that i dont think of amy*...somedays are really hard on me, others i can only think of all the good times and laugh at some of the things that we did! i miss you amers...i miss how you talk so loud when im sitting right next to ya-im sorry i still think that was hillarious! i miss your pep talks...and i miss your never ending support. you were a great friend...you still ARE. i miss ya tons!!! hope you're having fun in heaven-im sure it beats the cold temps here!!!

love ya babe~
manda
amanda www.caringbridge.org/mn/manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
st cloud, mn - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 5:58 PM CST

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Hi Amy's Family
And to Angel Amy Too!!!
I miss yu my sweet Angel, i had to quit doing the web-sites for awhile because it hit me so hard when i read you left us
Amy's family please know i truly loved your daughter and she was such and insperation to me ( and i am a grandma)
I wish you all peace and comfoort in your time of healing,but always know what a BEAUTIFUL DAUGTHER you have and now a BEAUTIFUL TEACHING ANGEL in HEAVEN as i know she is loveing and teaching all the young ones
My prayers and throughts with you all
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 11:32 PM CST

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Hello
Just to let you know I miss AMY too and think of her often. SHe became part of my life and heart. May the Lord lift you up is my prayer.HUgs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:32 PM CST

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Just wanted to say that your family is in my thoughts. I am sorry to hear this has been an especially tough week for all of you.
Ben <b234f@yahoo.com>
Brooksville, Fl USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 11:26 AM CST

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Hi Amarecka!
I miss you so much today! I love you bunches and tons with sugars and cherries on top more than all the lakes in Minnesota and allof the stars in the sky! Thanks for sticking by me and keeping me strong! Oh, and one more thing E A G L E S ....EAGLES!!!!! Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@comcast.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 1:42 AM CST

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I think it was a wonderful entry. I always love it when people share their true feelings so that I know how to pray for them more specifically. I miss Amy very much. I always looked forward to coming here to check and see what she had written and how things were going. I'm so sorry for all of those who were closest to her as I know your hearts are just breaking. I will continue to lift you up in prayer. Blessings to you as you grieve.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:07 PM CST

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Missing you Amy, We send our love to your family, tori had clear scans this past week, amy would have written to dollface with this great news, but now is having knee pain, terribly, we are going to the univ. friday for Dr. Clohisy to test and examine her. hopefully it will be good news, realize the steps of grieving and its quite a long process, where your emotions come and go, like waves. Feel them, its so important to do this, and allow God to heal you through them,Our hugs and love to all of you, Dawn and torixoxox thanks so much for sharing your thoughts and hearts with all of us who knew Amy.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/torimacdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, mn - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:49 PM CST

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I miss her too. The banner is sooo right.....she loved her life and EARNED her wings....and stayed sooo upbeat and positive throughout it all....I miss her too.
Another Lurker
AB Canada - Monday, January 31, 2005 2:09 PM CST

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Unfortunately, I know how you are feeling this week, as it being 2 months since precious Amy passed. I had a friend pass 3 days before my birthday 3 years ago and I didn't realize why I got so depressed right before my birthday until a friend pointed it out... I now make it a priority to visit the cemetery on my birthday (the day he was buried) and it really helps me. I also lost a cousin tragically over the summer and it really helps to visit him at the cemetery as well... I visit him weekly!

Your Amy is such an awesome person. She touched so, so many lives and she will never be forgotten.
A Lurker
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 8:48 PM CST

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I hope that next week is better for all of you. Thanks for journaling.
Tracey
MN - Sunday, January 30, 2005 8:35 PM CST

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Thank you for the kind offer to "be there". When you invited folks to Amy's home after the funeral, I was getting too worn out and tired to stay longer. Sometime perhaps I could visit, see Amy's room, have coffee? There is something so unfinished for me yet. I think this would help. It wouldn't be for a little while, probably this spring. -- The little green walker lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:44 PM CST

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Dear Amy's Family:

I am sorry to hear that this week has been a rough week. Remember Amy is with you wherever you go. I hope this coming week is better for you.

I still come by Amy's page once a day, it brings me comfort and joy.

Love
elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:28 PM CST

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I love the banner! That is definitely Amy. She always had a great sense of triumph in her no matter what she was facing. She always kept an upbeat attitude. God bless each of you. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug





Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 1:01 PM CST

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Dear Denise and Company,
I know we just talked about it this week, feeling this way and I said the exact same thing to Tony tonight before reading this entry. It is as if all of the things to do following Amy's passing and the Holiday's just zipped by and now it is really setting in. I had a really hard week too, feeling depressed and I said to Tony, I think I just really miss her more than I ever thought I would. But talking about her helps. The stages of grief are very trying but we will all get through it together. I have the pictue of Amy's butterfly as my background on my laptop. Please know that all of Amy's friend's are here for you and your family and we all look forward so much to your updates! I know what you mean too, about saying "died" For months after my dad died I couldn't say it either. I couldn't even bring myself to say "funeral" I would say "his service" instead. The first year is SO hard, but it will get easier. Know I am always here for you if you need a shoulder to cry on. If you haven't read Mitchie's mom's book yet, I really hope you do. I read it on the plane on the way back from MN, it is a wonderful tool to help anyone dealing with a loss such as this and I wish I had had it sooner.
Peace and Love with sugars and cherries on top!
Amy's* Friend Jodi with an I
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@comcast.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 11:48 PM CST

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Hi Denise, I had a good day at daycare today. Did you have a good time at hockey? How far are you on Amy`s book? You are the best daycare mom ever and you have the best daycare ever!
Love, Sara
P.S. This is Brandon. I edited Sara`s note just like you`re editing Amy`s book. Have a good weekend.
Sara and Brandon
Sartell, MN USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:59 PM CST

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Amy,
I have had a rough couple of weeks at work and today is especially bad. I decided to read your poem on your website and I started to cry. Your words really put everything into perspective and remind us of what really matters. Thanks for helping me out today. I now feel better.
Love you,
Cousin Michelle
Michelle Scott <michelle_scott@marshallfields.com>
Blaine, MN US of A - Friday, January 28, 2005 12:37 AM CST

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I just love that you are continuing to update Amy's* page... I check in often and pray for your strength. I know you all miss Amy* tremendously. The pic from the cruise is awesome, you all look so happy.
Erin
TX - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:45 AM CST

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I have to admit that I did LOL when I read that the spelling errors were left in the book. For some reason, I always overlooked (and often enjoyed!) Amy's spelling. It was definitely part of her character. Besides, in the Internet world we're not supposed to be worried about our spelling. Seeing Amy's smile in the banner at the top of her page was nice. When you guys were getting all of your snow I couldn't help but think of Amy*. Thanks for the update.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, January 24, 2005 5:30 PM CST

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Thanks for the wonderful update! I know how you feel about diggin' out of the wonderful snow we had, I too was not very happy about having to shovel. But it could be worse, we could've had more!!! Take care Amy's family, know that she is watching you from above!
A Friend
Foley, - Sunday, January 23, 2005 9:40 PM CST

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Sounds just like Amy*!!!!! And she was OH, SO right. Helping is never anything to take for granted. Whether it's simple, like holding the door for someone, or a bit bigger, like helping to put those groceries in someone's trunk, the act of kindness can go a LONG way. And there are SO many opportunites every day, if we just look around! Thanks, again, for updating and we all can't wait for that book to be published!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, January 21, 2005 6:50 PM CST

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Thank-you family for still sharing Amy with all of us. Denise, you are doing such a good job. I can see a little of Amy in your enteries. Waiting for the book in Amys own fun words and expressions.
T.S.
- Friday, January 21, 2005 6:48 PM CST

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Thinking of Amy and praying for all of you today.

The Little Green Walker Lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 8:54 PM CST

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Hello to Amy's family. Just wanted to say I am thinking of you, and sending positive thoughts your way. I too am looking forward to reading Amy's book. What an amazing young lady. Her strength and spirit were so far beyond what her years on earth could account for.
Ben <b234f@yahoo.com>
Brooksville, FL USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 8:06 AM CST

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I ALWAYS CHECK IN AND THE NEW ENTRY WAS VERY NICE. IAM SURE IT IS STILL VERY HARD. WE WILL KEEP YOU IN OUR PRAYERS. IAM ANXIOUS FOR HER BOOK TO COME OUT AS SHE HAD A NEAT WAY WITH WORDS.
SHIRLEY WESTERHOUSE <WESTERHOUSE6@WMCONNECT.COM>
MUSKEGON, MI USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:49 PM CST

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I so look forward to hearing your updates, Denise. I still can't believe that Amy is gone, although I never met her. On our next trip through Albany, we will be stopping at the cemetery to pay our respects. It makes me so happy to know that all of you in her family are finding comfort and joy in each other and in doing the things that Amy loved so much even though I know it would be easier to retreat for awhile. How difficult it must have been to read her book complete with Amy's "creative" spelling, I bet. Please know that there are so many of us still praying for all of you daily as you rebuild your daily lives.
Kathie
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 2:15 PM CST

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I dont even know what to say! What a suprise this is. I have not had a computer for about 6 months so have not been able to check out the site. Amy was wise beyond her years. She showed more courage and strenth then anyone i have ever met. I would be honored to have a copy of her book. She will be missed by more people then she knows, knows her!!
Tonya <da_kids@msn.com>
Vadnais Heights, mn Usa - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 11:33 AM CST

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of you all and dear AMY It was great to read the update and so nice to see pictures too. I have one of AMY and Laura from the radiothon I just love.I am glad I printed it to save. Praying for you all. Hugs,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:48 PM CST

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I was wondering what email should be used if I need to email Amy's sister something???
Helen made Amy a (graphics) banner for her page and it's absolutely wonerful!!!! Please email me or maybe post it on Amy's page.... That would be great.

Amy*, I find myself constantly thinking about you. I'm so greatful that you got to meet so many wonderful people through your journey... You are a winner in my book! Shine on Amy*....
Stephanie <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:55 AM CST

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I'm sure AMy would appreciate you updating the journal for her. Keep up the good work. Can't wait to read the book too!!
Dottie <shead@nccn.org>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:48 AM CST

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Denise, I just wanted to say thank you for updating Amy's site. I still go on it everyday and it's so nice to see it updated! Rich & Judy, thank you so much for letting me visit with you. It was a good time filled with Amy's presance. I really appreciate it! And Amy, thank you for being my friend...I miss you so much!!!

As Amy would call me...Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 1:08 AM CST

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I just know Aunt Amy was at the game:) It still is an amazing thing to me how much she has touched so many of us. I never corresponded directly with her; just checked in on her and read her entries and left what I hoped would be an encouraging message in her guestbook. I wish I would have met her because the more I read I realize what a great friend, daughter, sister, aunt...she was so much to all of you.

Thank you so much for continuing to share your family and I can't wait to ready Amy's book!
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 10:14 PM CST

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I just read Amy's journal history-she is an amazing person. She made me laugh with all her top tens. I am sorry she is here in spirit only. I am sure she has touched many lives. Best wishes to you all. The Melkonian Family www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Sunday, January 16, 2005 5:10 PM CST

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Dear Amy's family:

I was just thinking of you today and wanted to say hi. I hope everyone is doing okey. From the updates it sounds like you all are keeping busy. I am looking forward to reading Amy's book !

Take care and stay warm,
love,
Elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
PA USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 4:58 PM CST

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Hi Denise! I love the way you ended this entry, it was so Amy like, it made me cry.I always keep those words of hers in my mind, about people needing help, that was awesome to do that. It was very surreal to read words from her book on her page, butit made her book seem so real and I can't wait for everyone who wants to to have a chance to read her incredible story! (Sorry again about the Vikings, I really did kind of want to convert!) However, it would not have been the safest choice for me to make had the Eagles had lost!
Love bunches and tons,
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@comcast.net>
Philadelphia, - Sunday, January 16, 2005 4:38 PM CST

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dear amy's family, i found your site through another site...i am sorry to hear about amy.....i wish you all peace and comfort and strength.......may amys legacy live on and may she shine down upon you forever.......sincerely, chris

"YOU HAVE NEVER LIVED UNTIL YOU HAVE ALMOST DIED, AND FOR THOSE WHO FLIGHT IT, LIFE HAS A FLAVOR THE PROTECTED WILL NEVER KNOW"

www.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79
chris <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI U.S.A - Saturday, January 15, 2005 1:15 AM CST

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I followed Amy's website for a long time. She had such determination, fight and a wonderful spirit. She was an inspiration to me as well as others. My heart was broken when I read that she had passed on, and I am so sorry for your loss. She was an extraordinary young woman. Thank you for the updates on your family. Please add my email to the list for when her book becomes avaliable.
Kari Carlson <mkabc@paulbunyan.net>
Deer River, MN - Thursday, January 13, 2005 9:43 AM CST

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Please add my name to the list of those friends of Amy's that would love to purchase her book. She was one courageous,beautiful young lady.
Chloe <fca777@aol.com>
Decatur, IL USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 1:56 AM CST

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I am glad you are still updating. When I'm thinking of Amy I come here and read about her family. It's nice. I never met her, but I've been visiting Amy's site for a long time and I'm missing her! I loved her spirit and zest for life.
And I'm praying for her family.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 10:42 PM CST

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Mareck Family,
Please put me on your list to receive Amy's book when it becomes available.Thank you for updating Amy's website.Amy still lives on in each one of us as she has taught us to live life to it's fullest and never to give up. I have seen so many ladybugs and I think of Amy and her presence.She had motivated me with her enthusiasm and uplifting spirit. I truly miss you Amy!
Karen Wendinger <donkar@newulmtel.net>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 9:52 AM CST

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Thanks for the update on Amy*. I am glad her parents are keeping busy. It sounds like she had a wonderful family; what a special set of children in the family....! Thanks for sharing the story about the Hope Bear. :o)

Take care, and thanks again for the update. Can't wait to see the picture of her in the pink glasses...

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 4:36 PM CST

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Mareck family,
How wonderful of you to continue to update us on your family. I miss reading Amers but it's nice to read something when I visit. God bless and note my e-mail address change.
love <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 2:28 PM CST

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I never ever met Amy -- I only read her thoughts on Caringbridge --- but I do so miss her. Thanks for your heartfelt update. Amy was blessed with a wonderful family!

Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 11:31 AM CST

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Thanks for the wonderful update! It is so nice to be informed of how things are going for Amy's family. Miss her so much!
A Friend
MN - Sunday, January 9, 2005 10:36 PM CST

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Dear Denise and family
I sure miss checking on AMY But now I know she is all right. I miss her cute way of spelling things, and the way she just told it like it was. I miss her determination and endurance in the face of adversity. I loved hearing about her shopping adventures and good meals out with family. I admired her willingness to serve others even when she was so sick herself. What an example of Christ-like love. You go AMY enjoy the joys of heaven you truly deserve them. This tsunami thing would have broken your tender heart especially because of the children. Hugs,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 7:55 PM CST

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Dear Amy's sister,
Thank you so much for always updating Amy's site and doing it so wonderfully. I really miss Amy's words, many times I would laugh and laugh, but also many times I would cry. Anyway, thanks for doing this for Amy and for all of the strangers that have come to love her.
Tracey
Mn - Sunday, January 9, 2005 7:21 PM CST

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Amy, I do miss checking on your updates but today's update was just marvelous! Amy would be so proud. I can't wait to see the picture you mentioned. The saying from the condolence card is so true. Love,Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 9, 2005 6:16 PM CST

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I am struck at what a great writer you are. I read your words, and I feel so much emotion; sadness, happiness, peace, grief. I pray every day for your family to have the strength and courage to live these days. I can only imagine how difficult it is to go on without your precious Amy. Thank you for updating the site. As it must be healing for you, it is also healing for all of us out here who feel this connection to Amy and her family. This is true even for people like me, who never met Amy but e-mailed with her occasionally and followed this site. Take care.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Sunday, January 9, 2005 1:50 AM CST

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Stopping in to say hi and let your family know we are always thinking about you and missing Amy.

amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 8, 2005 5:07 PM CST

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Happy New Year to the Mareck family;
I am so happy to see you continue to update Amy's site. It gives us a sense of her still being here with us through your entries. It also teaches all of us so much about living and dying and helps us to realize that dying IS so much a part of living and life itself. Thanks so much for sharing Amy with us for many years and now sharing of yourselves. You are a great mentor family; you are thought of and prayed for so often. Thanks and hugs to you.

Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Saturday, January 8, 2005 4:46 PM CST

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**SIGH**

I miss you so much, Amy*. I am just so glad that your family is updating your site, and that the book continues to "move forward". Being able to stop by, and share a little piece of your family, makes me feel close to you still.

To Amy's family, THANK YOU for sharing a part of your lives with us, Amy's fans. SHE IS STILL A REMARKABLE WOMAN, IN MY EYES. She captured a piece of my heart long ago, and that will NEVER change!!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:06 PM CST

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Now I look forward to Denise's updates. It is great to know what a strong and incredible family Amy has. Of course, she must have come from a strong and incredible family to become the person she was. Thank you for continuing to share Amy with all of us. I can't wait to read the book. It sounds like Jodi has poured her energy into getting this done. Thanks!!! And enjoy the new can opener..one of the simple pleasures.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:03 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Wow what a day today! I know you know this but you have THE best Sister in the whole world! Guess what? Your Uncle Denny is coming to Phila tomorrow! I am meeting him for a few minutes to get some book material before he heads to a business meeting! How cool! We are all working together your family, Me, Susie, etc...to get the book published by one of your goal dates!
EVERYONE OUT THERE WHO IS AN AMY FAN AND HAS EXPRESSED INTEREST IN HER BOOK YOU WILL BE ABLE TO READ IT SOON! HOPEFULLY THERE WILL BE A LINK ON THIS SITE TO THE SITE FOR THE BOOK SO YOU CAN PURCHASE IT, ALL PROCEEDS WILL OF COURSE GO TO THE CHARITIES AMY SELECTED!!!
Had to get that in there! anyway Miss Amarecka, you are the best and I love you bunches and tons!
Love Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Phila, PA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:50 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
Lifting you in prayer this night, knowing the Savior will comfort you.We are so blessed in knowing He LIVES and because of HIM we can have our families forever. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:12 PM CST

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i am sorry that it has taken me so long to write you.. you should know how many people amy touched in her short life. i don't even know how i found this site but i used to check in every day on her. her outlook always amazed me, and made me smile. even when her news was bad, she found something to be happy about. usually her friends and family. what i am saddest about is that i never wrote amy to tell her how impressed i was by her and her outlook on life. i am so sorry that i never signed her guestbook -- checked on her every day, and never signed. i feel terrible about that. the day i signed on and saw that she died i just cried. i cannot imagine how much you must miss her if i miss her, and i never got to talk to her or meet her. god bless you all.. you must be wonderful to have made her feel so loved by all of you. that came thru in every post...
Rose S
Ballston Lake, ny usa - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 7:27 PM CST

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Happy New year to all of Amy's family. Thanks for continuing the messages on Amy's sight. You are quite an amazing family. I continue to hold all of you in prayer.
Blessings! S. Dorothy (Amy's grade school principal who shares a birthday with her.)
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 11:57 AM CST

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Please add my name to the list for Amy's book. Although I never met Amy I miss her terribly.

Much love,
Maggie Mager <magers@amaonline.com>
Amarillo, TX - Monday, January 3, 2005 2:16 PM CST

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Stopping in to say hi and how much I miss Amy....she was a bright shining light in her posts every day! I think of her so often.

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 12:37 AM CST

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Hi Amy's Family,

I have been following Amy's journal for quite a while. For some reason, her story touched me more than the other stories. I quickly realized that it was because her determination, courage and faith mirror my sister's. My sister has been also fighting this terrible cancer monster for the past 5 years. I visit the caringbridge site often to remind myself that our family is not alone. The stories never cease to inspire and comfort me...especially Amy's.

I want you to know that Amy's life and story touches people like me that didn't even know her personally! I thank you for raising a daughter with such a beautiful spirit. Know that her story and spirit live on and will continue to be a comfort for other families and brave cancer fighters.


Karen Broughton <kbroughton6@comcast.net>
Baltimore, MD - Monday, January 3, 2005 11:05 AM CST

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Happy Birthday to Amy's mom.

I just wanted to say a quick hi and let you know I am always thinking of you, and there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of Amy.

Take care and God Bless you all,
elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, pa - Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:53 PM CST

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Happy Birthday to Amy's mom.

I just wanted to say a quick hi and let you know I am always thinking of you, and there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of Amy.

Take care and God Bless you all,
elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, pa - Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:53 PM CST

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Dear Amy! Hi Sweet girl! It must have been so special to celebrate new years in heaven! I miss you so much and think about you all the time. Sharon sent me some pictures of when I was in MN and I have one framed of me with your whole family and brittney is holding a St. cloud State mug that says Amy. How cool is that!!! My sister was looking at it today and said "what were you guys doing shopping?" HA HA!!! I had to explain to her that your family was kind enough to take me to your mall and to sheels! I heard we are getting a sheels here, I hope so. Well I'm glad I got to give you an xmas present when I was in Albany and I am going to finish the poncho that goes with it for Brittney and a blue hat for Brandon. I told Denise I just have had a hard time going into the bag with the blue yarn! I start classes on Tuesday night! Microbiology, YIKES!!! I so wish you were here so we could be study buddies! I know I will be talking about you endlessly once school starts and of course about your book. I still have to tell you that I am so proud of what you accomplished in regards to writing the book! Remember in July when we were getting started and you didn't believe me when I said it would be done by January! You did a magnificent job and people are so excited to read it! You are the best and if you are not busy Tues night come sit next to me in Microbiology! I know I will need you! Love you bunches and tons with sugar and cherries and sprinkles on top!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 8:15 PM CST

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Amers, tori and I played your song last night for New Years Eve at our house, just the two of us here! At Christmas we had a White Elephant Game and there was a pair of cute ladybug socks someone turned in at the end of the game, i had to grab them, and say that this was Amy's symbol, so whenever I am wearing the ladybug socks I will be thinking of you! We miss you Amers!love to your familyxoxo Dawn and Tori MacDonald www.caringbridge.org/mn/torimacdonald p.s. I don't know if your family gets the butterfly magazine, Amy and Paul Magers are on the front cover of it,to honor her.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, January 1, 2005 1:26 PM CST

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My daughter and I would like to be included in the list for Amy's book. As everyone else says "she was an inspiration" to us too.
meggarsmom@hotmail.com
Susan McMorran <meggarsmom@hotmail.com>
IA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 8:46 AM CST

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Goodbye to 2004, when Amy did a whole lot of living, graduated from high school and graduated to Heaven. Love and prayers to her family,
The little green walker lady
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:14 PM CST

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hey amers! i woke up this morning and right away i thought of you! i miss you terribly it just sucks. your christmas gifts were so thoughtful and so something that you'd do. you mean a lot to me amers, i think about ya everyday. hope you're having fun up there-im sure you are! dont be afraid to show that you're around-ive had several lady bugs around here! love ya!

~manda
amanda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 10:15 AM CST

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Dear Rich, Judy, Denise, Dick, Brittny, brandon, Andy, Michele, and Dylan,
I hope you all had a blessed holiday. It was so good to talk to all of you the other night. Amy had told me about the leather jackets just before she bought them, and I know she was watching down from heaven with the biggest smile as mom and dad got their presents. I know you guys know this but she loved all of you SOOOOOOO much. I miss her terribly and can only imagine how much you miss her. Sharon sent me some lovely pictures from when I was in Albany. I put one of all of us with the Amy mug in a frame right beneath hope bear and I love minnesota bear, next to a framed picture of Miss Amarecka! Everyday
I am filled with gratitude because of the most important lesson Amy taught me, you don't dwell on life's dissapointments, you need to live every day and be the best person you can be, and be thankful for what you do have. I feel so lucky to have been touched by Amy. I am starting my pre-nursing courses next Tuesday and know that she will be with me always helping me make it through!
I love and miss you guys! I hope you can make it out here this spring or summer!
Happy, and Healthy New year!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers!!!!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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I do not know Amy or her family but have been reading CaringBridge since a colleague's grandson became sick. Every now and then I read others that are linked to his site and came across Amy's today. I cried as I read about your Christmas. I can only imagine that Amy is smiling down on your family and everyone else that she has inspired. You mentioned earlier that you would compile an email mailing list when Amy's book is available. If you would please add me to your list, that would be great! My best wishes for you and your family.
Beth <boq13@hotmail.com>
Burke, VA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:23 AM CST

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Amy's positive attitude is so inspiring. Please add my name to your list for when her book comes out.
Marion Philippi <bpandmp@juno.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, December 30, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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I still look at Amy's site every morning as I have done for the past several years fully expecting another upbeat message from her. She is a remarkable young woman. Denise, you are doing a wonderful job with continuing to share with all of us despite the very personal pain and grief you are experiencing. No wonder Amy thought you were the best sister in the world! Add me to the list of people interested in purchasing her book.
Kathie <Cole8400@aol.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:28 AM CST

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I have the song 100 Years on a disc, in my car. Its been there for a while, I have listened to it many times. After reading your most recent journal, now, everytime I hear it - I think of Amy. I never left a message before, but I have been here many, many times. My thoughts are will all of you -
Sheila
FL - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:10 AM CST

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Dear Mareck Family,

Amy once came over and signed the guest book for my daughter, Gabrielle, who died in May 2002 from neuroblastoma. I am so sorry but only now found out that Amy has died. I am so VERY sorry. This is the hardest and most painful journey a family could ever face.

Please know that while our God can allow horrible pain to come into our lives, He remains ever so faithful to His children.

I also happened across the November 23 guest book entry and I'm appalled that someone would write that to Amy. These people who leave very unpleasant guest book entries are always anonymous and we must just ignore them.

I'm sure Christmas was so very painful but hope you know that Amy's soul is overflowing with joy.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah

~*~Gabrielle's Prayers~*~

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 2:46 PM CST

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I did not know Amy but got turned onto the CaringBridge family when a friend was diagnosed with cancer. I came across Amy's page and read it everytime I logged on. (I was secretly an Amy fan since we shared the same name.) Amy always seemed full of life. I lost touch with the CaringBridge family back in August. Today is my first day signing on. I can not beleive we lost her.
I wanted to let you know that Amy was admired even by those who did not know her personally. Her witty comments and love for life is cherished. I would go to her page to read what crazy thing she was doing next. I absolutely loved the way she looked forward in life.
My only regret is that I did not post or email Amy while she was here.
Amy you will be missed by many that knew you and by many that did not get the chance to know you. I have learned a lot from your words.
Thank you for giving me a better outlook on life.
You truely are an ANGEL!!!
Amy Anderson <amy48038@aol.com>
Roseville, MI USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 2:25 PM CST

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Mareck Family,
I'm reading the guestbook entries and the tears just don't stop flowing. So many people loved your special Amy. I am so glad to have known her even if it was for a short time. If you ever need my help with anything please call me.I would really love to help you in any way. Thank you also for the Christmas Letter, it was wonderful. I love how Amy surprised everyone with special gifts. Like you said at the funeral Rich, Amy got the last word again. Isn't that great!! Sending you hugs across the miles. I would love Amy's book keep me in mind ok. Love you all
Deb. Rolfes <cruiser@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 11:09 AM CST

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WHEW! I sit here, with tears in my eyes. When I started reading about the leather coats Amy bought I suddenly remembered her writing about something special that she bought. WOW - that is so fantastic that she was able to buy them. Sounds just like Amy!!!! And how nice that her parents are able to have them now.

I hope your family was able to enjoy the holiday as much as possible. I miss Amy so much, and am so glad her site continues on.

Season's Greetings.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 8:41 PM CST

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How wonderful that Amy's mom and dad with forever feel her warmth. What a special, special gal to make sure she had those gifts for her parents:)

I wish all of Amy's family and friends a blessed New Year with loving and fun memories of their girl!
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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I, too, would like to be added to the list for Amy's book. I enjoyed reading her journal entries and checked in often. She was on our nightly prayer list from the very first time I visited this site in August '02. Thank you for sharing your life with us Amy. You were such a strong young lady and a true role model for others. I know you are watching over your family and friends from your seat by the Lord in Heaven.

Linda Resinger <resinger15@cscdnet.com>
Farmington, MO USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 2:17 PM CST

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Dear AMY
I opened my email inbox to discard some things and there was a letter from you. My heart was touched. I miss your sweet spirit BUT know you are in a place of joy and busy as ever. Take Care sweet AMY. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 9:53 AM CST

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What a great gift from Amy! She never ceased to amaze me- and it just keeps going on. A special thanks to who ever keeps updating Amy's website. I think of you all everyday and Pray that things will get a little easier for you each day. God Bless you all.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, Mn USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 7:01 AM CST

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Please add me to the list of those to be notified when Amy's book is ready!!! She had many lessons to share and I want a hard-copy to remember her wisdom by. Thank-you. Linda Loes
Linda M. Loes <lindamloes@pol.net>
Ramsey, MN - Monday, December 27, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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I think of Amy every day, and they are always happy thoughts. Funny how someone I never met can have such an influence on my life. My prayers are with you, her family and friends, during this holiday season. Please add my email address (pjohn257@new.rr.com) to those you will notify when Amy's book is ready.

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, December 27, 2004 9:57 PM CST

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Thinking of the Mareck family this holiday season. I know its hard to go through a holiday with out loved ones, but to have such awesome surprises from Amy must make it a little more soothing. The leather jackets will be a treasure I'm sure! Thanks for the updates whoever is doing them! Also, add me to the email list for the book, I'll be looking for it come Spring! email: disneypals@juno.com
Kate S. <disneypals@juno.com>
Foley, MN - Monday, December 27, 2004 9:00 PM CST

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I would love to buy Amy's book once it is published. Thinking of the Mareck family and knowing Amy lives on in your hearts forever. I remember when she wrote that she got some special Christmas presents early in November. She surely was proud when mom and dad put on the jackets she got them, I'm positive of that. Please add my email to your list!
Sandy Kleinfehn <kleinfehn_mom@charter.net>
- Monday, December 27, 2004 8:06 PM CST

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What a wonderful gift from Amy to her parents! How they will treasure those. Thinking of your family during these first days, weeks and months without her. I know the emptiness you sometimes feel.
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, December 27, 2004 6:37 PM CST

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Thinking of you this Holiday season. Amy was a wonderful person who enjoyed every moment of her life! I want to be on the email list for her book.
Mary Portner <mportner@bbinsurance.com>
New Ulm, MN - Monday, December 27, 2004 4:39 PM CST

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I thought of you and your family on Christmas day (also thinking what the big gift was going to be from Amy). I would like to be added to the mailing list for Amy's book. I can't wait - she was such an inspiration to so many.
Brenda <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Monday, December 27, 2004 11:59 AM CST

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To Amy's Mom and Dad, what a beautiful person you raised. We should all live with the spirit that she did. Nothing and I mean nothing is ever as bad as it seems when I come to her page and read her words. I love the picture and the update. Thank you for sharing her with all of us. AMY YOU RULE!!!!!
Lynn
Winston Salem, NC - Monday, December 27, 2004 11:32 AM CST

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Dear family and friends of amy
This letter may be late but you have my sympothy and my prayeres went out to and are still going out to you Your a strong and couraging family I wish you luck with the lost of a loved one. Your always in my thoughts and prayers.
Sarah
Sarah Sabrowsky <fairy11087@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN - Sunday, December 26, 2004 6:27 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you during this holiday season. I have a terminally ill 21 yr old sister with a brain tumor and the dr's say this will probably be her last Christmas. Knowing Amy wasn't here physically to celebrate Christmas with you made us really treasure Christmas this year with my sister. Life's too short....

I am definitely interested in Amy's book. Please add my email to the list.
Nancy Lane <dnklane@netins.net>
Spragueville, IA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 8:02 AM CST

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DEAR AMYS FAMILY
I AM SO SORRY THAT AMY PASSED AWAY.I HAVE BEEN CHECKING ON AMY FOR A WHILE THEN KATILYNNS TREATMENTS GOT CHANGED TO EVERY WEEK AND I GOT BUSY AND IHAVENT CHECK IN A WHILE AND I WAS SURPRISED AND HURT THAT AMY PASSED AWAY I THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS GETTING BETTER THE LAST TIME I CHECK ON HER.SHE SIGNED KATILYNNS WEB PAGE A FEW TIMES AND I THOUGHT SHE WAS THE SWEETEST PERSON AND SHE WAS JUST SO BEAUITFUL AND THROUGH IT ALL SHE HAD THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON HER FACE.I HOPE THAT YOU ALL KNOW WHAT A SPEACIAL ANGEL SHE WAS AND IS.I WILL BE BACK TO CHECK ON YOUR FAMILY.LOVE KATHY AND KATILYNN www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom
KATHY AND KATILYNN PRESTON <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
TOMAHAWK, KY USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 5:02 PM CST

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hello.
i am so sorry for your loss and will be praying for your family. i am very interested in amy's book. my e.mail is: melindahughie@hotmail.com
melinda <melindahughie@hotmail.com>
memphis, tn usa - Saturday, December 25, 2004 3:41 PM CST

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Still checking on Amy's family-thank you for updating. The other day I was finishing up my shopping, and I was thinking that I hadn't bought a new tree ornament this year. After awhile, you don't really need more, so I only get ones that have some significance for me or my family. It is fun to put the tree up each year and remember why we have each ornament...anyway, I found the cutest ladybug Christmas ornament. There was only one left, and I felt so lucky to get it. It is hanging on our tree and is beautiful. Each year when I put it up, I will be reminded of Amy and the countless lives she touched through her life and her spirit. My prayers to all of you in computer land and especially to Amy's family whom she loved so much. I bet Christmas in Heaven is the most incredible thing ever. Too bad you have to miss her so much here on earth. Take care and Merry Christmas!!
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Saturday, December 25, 2004 0:04 AM CST

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Will be looking forward to Amy's book...my email is below...pleast let me know when it is ready!
My heart is with your family during these holidays. It is our second Christmas without our precious Amy Marie and there is still that huge hole in our hearts as we prepare to celebrate.

Rosemary Harris www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 10:52 PM CST

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of you. Thanks for the neat picture of AMY I hope her book will have lots of photos too. Looking forward to that this spring. Peace to you & yours this Christmas Eve.
Hugs,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:37 AM CST

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Amy's family,

So many are praying for you during this time. Thank you so much for keeping her site updated. The picture and poem are so wonderful, and I appreciate that you're so willing to continue sharing Amy with us. We miss her, and we pray for you. Thank you for keeping the many people who were somehow touched by her life updated on how you're all doing. It makes Amy feel close by. My prayers are with you today and tomorrow especially. Have a blessed Christmas.

PS I'm another person who's very interested in Amy's book.
Tonia <shanez4ever@hotmail.com>
MN - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:22 AM CST

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Thank you for posting the wonderful picture and poem, and for staying connected with all of us. It means so much. I hope that all of the love and support for your family from everyone out here comes through loud and clear and helps to brighten your days. Not a day goes by that I don't think of and pray for Amy and remind myself to enjoy the simple things, as she always advised! Love to all of you, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:46 AM CST

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Dear Mareck Family,
You don't know me but somehow I came across Amy's page via various links from my nephew Tom's page. He had Fanconi Anemia, a rare genetic disease and became an angel on 2/17/04. He was 17. Christmas will be so bittersweet without him, but we will gather to remember him and his spirit will always live on, through the people he touched, as will Amy's. (I never knew her and she has already touched my life!) She has touched lives all around the world, if her guestbook is any indication! She was an amazing young woman and you should be so proud. Please let me know when her book is published! Thank you:)
Friend in Rhode Island <terryp23@cox.net>
Cranston, RI USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 5:44 AM CST

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Thank you Amy's family, for continuing to journal for her. I keep coming here, maybe out of habit and it's nice to still read about Amy. I really miss her entries, they were so, well... Amy. I'll be anxious to buy her book.
Tracey
MN - Friday, December 24, 2004 4:44 AM CST

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Amy was truly a remarkable and beautiful woman and I look forward to her book coming out. Please let me know when that happens.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 9:22 PM CST

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Amy,

We were all going to be together on Christmas day. You requested a few things that we are going to have. We will for sure have moist turkey, dressing, mashed potatoes and for sure corn on the table. I remember you requesting this when Jeff and I came to visit you on that Friday. We will be thinking of you and I am sure you will be there along with Grandma. I am sure that you, Grandama, Uncle Eddie and Mischief are all going to celebrate on Christmas together. We love you baby girl!!

Love,
Jeff, Michelle and Maisy.
Michelle Scott <misdsmrs@comcast.net>
Blaine, MN Usa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:46 PM CST

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Amy,

We were all going to be together on Christmas day. You requested a few things that we are going to have. We will for sure have moist turkey, dressing, mashed potatoes and for sure corn on the table. I remember you requesting this when Jeff and I came to visit you on that Friday. We will be thinking of you and I am sure you will be there along with Grandma. I am sure that you, Grandama, Uncle Eddie and Mischief are all going to celebrate on Christmas together. We love you baby girl!!

Love,
Jeff, Michelle and Maisy.
Michelle Scott <misdsmrs@comcast.net>
Blaine, MN Usa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:46 PM CST

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Amy has been on my mind many, many times. I miss her upbeat posts, grit, and determination. She helped keep many other cancer patients hopeful, without ever knowing it. Merry Christmas to you, Amy.
Michele
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:21 PM CST

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You don't know me but I've heard about Amy through my daughter's friend, Jenna Langer. I'm so very sorry to hear about your loss. So many lives have been touched by cancer. This will be my family's first Christmas without my brother who passed away in June from Luekemia. We hold onto so many memories and the assurance that they would want us to be happy at this time. They live on in so many ways!!! Thinking of you and your family. God Bless!

P.S. Please add me to your email list as I would love to purchase Amy's Book this Spring!
Ann Seifert <seifert_ann@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 3:52 PM CST

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Your family is in our thoughts and prayers this holiday season and beyond.
Natalie & Joleigh <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:33 PM CST

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Just a note to let you know I'll be thinking of you and your beautiful Amy the coming days. Blessing --
Tamsen Aichinger <aichinfo@cox.net>
Elkhorn, NE - Thursday, December 23, 2004 1:24 PM CST

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My thoughts are with your family this holiday season. Amy was such an inspiration, and she is missed by many, many people. I hope that the knowledge she has touched so many lives in her short time on earth brings you some comfort during this difficult time.
Ben <b234f@yahoo.com>
Brooksville, Fl USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:36 AM CST

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Thinking of you this Christmas,

Love

Viks



viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:21 AM CST

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To the Mareck Family:

I know this must be a really hard time for you. It must be awful to have to look forward to the Christmas Season without having her contagious humour and smile around.

Somehow, I know she is up there looking down over you as you celebrate this holiday season. I know she would especially hoping that Dylan, Brittany, and Brandon, those three precious ones that she thought so much of, really enjoy themselves this season. She would hope that Santa brought them lots of gifts. The picture I remember the most of Amy is one of the latter ones that was taken of her hugging Dylan while sitting on the floor.

I certainly would like to be notified how to order her book when it comes out. Will it be distributed in bookstores or will it have to be ordered personally on an individual basis from somewhere in Minnesota. And what will the cost be, including shipping, for somewhere up here in Canada?

Once more, I really miss being able to read Amy's updates on a daily basis. I used to really get out a cheer of reading the day-to-day activities of a teenaged girl living in a small town like yours.

Best wishes for a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
John W. Clarke
St. John's, Nfld. Canada - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:52 AM CST

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Thanks for continuing to update the web page. Yes, put me on the list to be notified when Amy's book is published. You, Amy's family, are so much in my thoughts and prayers these days. Your courage is such an example. It seems you are enjoying all the good memories that Amy left for you. What a gal!! Christmas blessings and love,
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN 56374 - Thursday, December 23, 2004 8:22 AM CST

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of you all. If possible please post a picture of AMY from the holidays last year. I still remember her talking about how cold she was wearing gloves and her scarf around even in the house. We miss you AMY. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 3:35 AM CST

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Thank you Stephanie for notifying me of Amy's passing, but sadly I had already read about it :(
I also would like to be added to the list of people for information on Amy's book when it is done.
I thank Amy's family for continuing to update the webpage. We do enjoy hearing how the rest of her family is doing. Wishing you all a healthy and comforted Holiday Season.
Brittany Ross (www.caringbridge.org/mn/brittanyross) <peachy_252@hotmail.com>
Pine River, MN US of A - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 11:15 PM CST

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Please add me to the list to be notifyed when Amy's book comes out. I have been following Amy for at least 2 years now. We got to know each other initially via CaringBridge sites, since my son was also a patient at the U of MN, for leukemia. Amy also paid us a visit when we were inpatient. She was such an incredible young woman, to reach out to strangers with kindness and enthusiasm. Thank you for the updates. I think about your family often and remember what a great person Amy was.
Sara Freking
<sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:25 PM CST

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hey amers! i miss ya hun! i miss your emails so much...and talking to you and sharing our "recipes"-we are no emeril but we had a few tricks didnt we??? haha... i know you'll be with me on the 3rd at fairview-we can cause some trouble!!! add me to your list so i can grab a copy of your book!!!
amanda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
sartell, mn - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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I HAVE BEEN FOLOWING AMYS WEB SITE FOR OVER A YEAR. STILL CHECK IN .HARD TO BELIEVE THAT SHE IS IN HEAVEN.LAURA JAHNKE MY NIECE FIRST TOLD US ABOUT AMY. I WOULD LVE TO BUY A BOOK WHEN THEY COME OUT. LAURAS AUNT SHIRLEY
SHIRLEY WESTERHOUSE <WESTERHOUSE6@WMCONNECT.COM>
MUSKEGON, MI USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:46 PM CST

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We are missing Amy and her entries so much; however, we are comforted in knowing that her site is still being maintained by her loving family. It makes us feel closer to her to come here.

Please add our name to the mass emailing when Amy's book is ready. We are eagerly waiting for it to be published!

We hope that this Christmas will bring some peace for you all. We cannot imagine how difficult it will be without your beautiful Amy. She was and will always be very special. Take care and God bless you all.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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I would love information on Amy's book. I hope Christmas and the New Year bring peace to all of you.
Ellen <EllenG40@aol.com>
Mosinee, WI - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 9:44 AM CST

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Yes, Yes, Yes! Please include my e-mail address on your list of interested book people! Amy was a wonderful young woman and I will cherish her memory and her written legacy when it is published.....From one who never met her but whose life is changed because of her..........
Marie Gunderson <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Chaska, MN - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:01 AM CST

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Wishing Amy's family a wonderful holiday season and thanks for keeping the questbook updated for all of us. Also put me on that long list anxiously awaiting her book.
Janie Buckley <poohlady60@hotmail.com>
Miamitown, OH - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 6:28 AM CST

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Add me to that list of those wanting Amy's book. I'm sorry I've never signed the guestbook before, but I've been reading the updates for quite a while. Amy was just one of those people that you know would have been your best friend if you knew her in person.
Michele <Michele212@gmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 6:24 AM CST

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Please be sure to add us to the LOOOOOng list of those intrested in Amy's book. God Bless and protect you in this Holy season.
Jim & Pat Braudt <jbraudt@HomePlaceMinistry.com>
Clinton, Iowa USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:49 PM CST

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I had this feeling that I should check on Amy today, even though I hadn't been to her site in months. When my 7-year old son was diagnosed in March of this year with Osteosarcoma, I came on Amy's site and she e-mailed me back with some wonderful words of encouragement. In her usual way she said "Fight with all you've got." I appreciated her love and encouragement then.

My son finished his protocol this last week. I was going to share that information with Amy, but was shocked and saddened when I came and saw that she had lost her fight to this terrible disease. She was truely an inspiration to many people, and I thought of her often through this year. I wanted to send my condolences to Amy's family. May God bless and comfort you, and may you know that Amy is loved not only in this world, but through the eternities.

Love,

Tuli's Page
Janelle <jankin74@hotmail.com>
SLC, UT USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:27 AM CST

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Please add me to the list of people who never met Amy, but feel a connection to her. I am a better person for having read her journals, her struggles, her triumphs, etc., and I just can't believe she's gone! My heart is broken. But I am a better person because of her and I will go forward and try to make the world a better place. I think she would like that. I would love information on how to get her book when it's ready. Thank you!
Sue Kirtz <skirtz@lmnc.org>
Apple Valley, MN - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:06 AM CST

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May you all have a very special Christmas.
Please add me to the long list of people who
want to get a copy of Amy's book. I can not
wait for it to come out!
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, Mn USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Hi,
I would love to know when amy's book is ready to go! I want to get it as soon as I can. I am looking forward to it coming!
Trinayani Christiansen <liltt02@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:48 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you this holiday season. Know that Amy is up there in heaven, having earned a whole bell choir full of angel points. I told my Mom, who died 7 years ago to look Amy up and show her the ropes. Please add my email address to your massive list when her book comes out. BJ Brengartner
BJ Brengartner <bajahuma@accesstoledo.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:46 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with the Mareck family this holiday season. I never personally met Amy, but she inspired me more than you can imagine with her daily updates and positive outlook on life. She was truly a gift from God that we all had touch our lives, even if only for a short time. God Bless you all. Please include me in the mailing when you have information on her book being published.
Mary <mrrothstein@msn.com>
Richmond, MN - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:33 AM CST

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Hi, Mareck family. My heart aches for you every day and especially during this holiday season. I can't imagine how difficult it must be, but I also suspect that you will share some good laughs and wonderful memories! I am anxious to hear about the Christmas surprises as Amy was obviously so excited about them. My e-mail address is attached, and I would love to stay informed on the book. Love and blessings to you, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:00 AM CST

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Wishing your family a very Blessed Christmas. Please include my email address for the book when it is published. Amy was such a beautiful person and I loved reading her journal entries.
Resa Krepps <rkrepps@pa.net>
Mifflin, Pa USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 5:16 AM CST

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Wishing the Mareck family the most joyous holiday they can possibly have! I sure would like to get on the email list for Amy's book! Blessings to all of you and to your new angel!
Jann Garofano <JannTom1@aol.com>
Fridley, MN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 1:25 AM CST

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I want to wish Amy Mareck's family a Merry Christmas. I know it will be a sad one without Amy around but she is up in heaven looking down on all of us. Please let me know when Amy's book is published and how I can get a copy. You can contact me at my email address. Keep strong and keep the faith. Much love to all.
Nancy Goers <goersjrt1@aol.com>
Eagan, MN USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:29 PM CST

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Sending a warm wish for a very Merry Christmas to all of Amy's Friends and Family.
I also would like to get a copy of Amy's book as soon as it comes out. Please add my email address to the list.
Asha Poepping <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:52 PM CST

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Hi:

I still come here every day. I miss Amy sooooo much. I do want to know when her book is done, if you would let me know, my e-mail is escida@hotmail.com

Thank you to whoever is updateing Amy's page. It is nice to hear how everyone is doing. Merry Christmas to you all.
Amy, I love you
Love,
elaine
elaine scida <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, PA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:22 PM CST

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I really miss Amy's updates---and just Amy. It brings tears to my eyes. She felt like a close friend even though we never met outside of cyberspace. Thank you for continuing to update her page so that we can still have something from her family to read. It means so much. I will be praying for you throughout the holidays--I know you miss her so much. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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I really want to be notified when Amys book is published. I followed her for a long time and really miss those daily updates when I check in. We are so happy that her family keeps us informed and up to date. etstang@albanytel.com
Tina
Albany, - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:06 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers will be with you this Christmas. Please include me on your mailing list when Amy's book is published! Thanks
Carrie Hemiller <carriehemiller@yahoo.com>
St Paul, MN USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 5:44 PM CST

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Hello...just checking in to see how things are going. I would love to be notified when the book comes out. Hope everyone is doing ok...I am sure Amy is missed very much.
Mel <mschultz@i-sect.net>
Bristol, CT USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 3:39 PM CST

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I can't wait to get Amy's book! you can put my e-mail address on the list!!! kjenson08@wat.midco.net
Kristin Jenson <kjenson08@wat.midco.net>
Watertown, SD USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 1:43 PM CST

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I would be honored to give you my email address so that when Amy's book is published, you can let me know.

Amy will be missed by far more people than you can ever imagine possible. My prayers for a wonderful Christmas and loving 2005.

Haley

Haleymo@aol.com
Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 11:23 AM CST

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We miss you, Amy --- so very much!!!! We come here hoping to read your journal entries. It's so unfair that you had to leave us all; however, we know that those beautiful dimples of yours are smiling down on all of us, from Heaven.

We continue to keep your family in our thoughts and prayers.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:01 AM CST

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Oh, Amy...how I miss you and your updates!!! It all seemed so sudden, you leaving us here on earth. I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I still think of you so very often. You will always have a special place in my heart.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, December 19, 2004 10:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I miss you soooooo much! I had an idea for the book the other night and just did not know what to do! I knew in my gut you would love it and when I was flipping around the channels and something came on that said welcome to Aspen I knew I had to talk to your Mom and Dad about it! They liked it and I am going to e-mail denise and susie about it. Thank you so much for welcoming me into you world Amy, having your family in my life is such a gift! I am set to work on some book stuff tonight and e-mail Susie. I got a ladybug charm and put it on my vest last night, I think I will start collecting them! This way I can shop in your memory, lol! I know you would approve!
I miss you and love you ladybug girl!
Have a Happy Christmas in heavan! Give my Dad a big hug and kiss for me. I bet he was really impressed with your teeth! Love you bunches and tons forever!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
phila, Pa - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:20 PM CST

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hey there amy! ive been thinking about you A LOT, i miss you more than ever too. ive been going through all of the emails you've sent me, some make me laugh, some make me cry, and a lot of them inspire me! there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of ya...i have pics of us all over my apartment... i even have one so that i see you every time i write out a check! wish me luck...im heading back to our favorite hospital in two weeks! im not sure wether i'll be on 5a or 5b...they switch me around every time. i know you'll be there with me! i miss ya hospital buddy!
amanda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 11:34 PM CST

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of you all and AMY. Praying for your strength. Missing Amy's daily thoughts, triumphs,and positive attitude to go forward in the face of adversity that would paralyze most.She is amazing. Peace to you in heaven this Holiday sweet AMY. Know she will be close in spirit. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:42 PM CST

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Life can change so fast and yet when you look at the journal entries, one can quickly see that Amy was someone special. She had to do her work more quickly than some of us and the impact of that work continues to be realized. My thougths and prayers are with all who mourn this loss, but I know my Redeemer lives and so did Amy and thus we will meet again. God Bless all who mourn...
Don, Barb, Ashley Joy and Tyler <pdbat@charter.net>
Montevideo, MN - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:42 PM CST

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To my Amers!! :):) I miss her like crazy she was one of the greatest friends in the world, and she will always be close to me, pics all over my room, and many, many memories. College is tough but all I have to do is look over at my pics of her and I know I can, she will always be there to help and keep pushing for success which she was amazing at:) To Amy's Family you know you aren't getting rid of us, I will be home next week, and you can count on a few visits from us, and ofcourse going out to eat like you promised :) Can't wait to see you all, take care, and remember I will always be here.
Savannah <klugx016@d.umn.edu>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 5:25 PM CST

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I miss Amy so much, so I wanted to leave a note letting her family know how much I still come by, just to read old entries and remember her. Merry Christmas to you. I'm sure you're missing her like crazy. I hope you are able to find joy in the midst of the sorrow.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, December 16, 2004 7:14 PM CST

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To the Mareck family,
Thanks for being so thoughtful to all of us when you are dealing with such a great loss. It is easy to see why Amy was such a caring person thinking of others first before herself. It is so nice to feel like we can still be in touch with her by your entries when we come check in on her webpage. Your family is in our prayers and thoughts all the time especially at this difficult/wonderful time of year. I hope you can make it through the Christmas season and with Amy's blessings from above, I'm sure you will. Thinking of you so often......
Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Thursday, December 16, 2004 12:28 AM CST

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Still missing Amy and checking in daily. Thank you for continuing to update.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:28 AM CST

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Thanks so much for the updates on Amy*'s site. It is so hard to come by, knowing that she won't be updating herself, but they sure do keep a connection with her. I'm glad your family was able to go to the Viking game -- sounds great! I am continuing to think of all of you, and hope that you get throug the holidays as best as you can.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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Mereks,
Two weeks ago, I'm making my Caringbridge rounds. Wondering if Amers was home yet from the hospital. Wham, it was like I was slapped. Overcome with sadness and complete shock having NO idea she was that bad. I haven't known what to say, I'm still in shock wondering what happened? Still stopping by to read her updates. I just can't believe it and I want to finally let you know how I'm feeling and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. What a special girl you have there and how lucky you are to have had her as long as you did. My heart goes out to you and just aches. Take care and thank you so much for continuing the updates.
with love <Deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 7:49 AM CST

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Amy, the last time I saw you and your family was on June 1, 2002 at my aunt's (Marcella Godlesky) 80th birthday party at the German House. I was very impressed with how you handled yourself. I, too, know what it is like to be a fighter. I was born with congenital hips and have had numerous surgeries on both hips. I know your parents know who I am. I don't feel sorry for myself and make the best of each day. Marcella always kept me informed about your progress. Amy, keep watch over all of us and I, too, miss you. Keep the faith, Mareck Family.
Nancy Goers---Roman Jaworski's daughter <goersjrt1@aol.com>
Eagan, MN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:31 PM CST

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I was just saying a prayer earlier with my son for all of you. It's so hard to say goodbye to someone and the hurt is just tremendous, but I'm sure you all still "feel" Amy with you and always will. She is with you and everything she stood for is passed on to all of us by getting to know her through her journal.
Even though you're not looking forward to the holidays, I hope you find peace, comfort and hope. Amy would want that for all her family and friends.
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:13 PM CST

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I, like everyone else find myself coming to Amy's site everyday. Unfortunately I was not able to ever meet Amy in person, But it sure feels like I knew her. I miss her and think about her often. I am anxious to read her book! Thank you to who ever keeps updating the site. Know that you all are in my thoughts and Prayers as well as all of Amy's "friends" on the internet. She definately was an inspiration to us all.
Deb Meyer <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:23 AM CST

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Hi to Amy & her family:

I miss you so much Amy. Thank you for sharing your story. I will always remember that first e-mail re exchanged, I was so happy to see your name in my inbox. Thanks for teaching me a new lesson through your journel. Amy's Family, I was glad to hear you got to spend a happy moment at the football game this weekend. Amy was so thoughtful, like you said she is still giving gifts. I hope you find peace and comfort this holiday. I know it will be hard, but Amy is with you and will always be. Amy, your the best!
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, PA USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:00 PM CST

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Thanks to whomever is putting an occasional update on Amy's web page. Yes, I still check the site everyday. Amy's beautiful smile graces my offices. Rich, Judy and Amy's siblings, know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. God's love and peace! S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph,, MN USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 4:02 PM CST

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I became familiar with Amy's site through another caringbridge site...I still check in everyday, just in case. My thoughts are with Amy's family.
Sarah <sarahrotering@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 8:21 AM CST

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Hi Miss Amarecka!
I miss you so much! I talked to Denise yesterday, she is so awesome! I told her I kind of felt like I was talking to you. Your family is ahnging in there, I know you worried about that, they miss you but they are all there for eachother. We are working on getting everything in order with the book. I was reading over a chapter the other day and thought of a question for you, that meade me sad. I miss your e-mails and our talks. I know we would be talking about our almost most important subject a lot right now SHOPPING!!!!! I miss knitting for you, I just miss you so much sweetie and can't believe you are gone. I'm so glad I was able to meet your family though and carry on the connection with them.
Love you bunches and tons forever!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Phila, PA - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:03 PM CST

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Dear Mareck's
Thinking of you all especially after the wind on the news. Hoping all is okay. Praying for you I know each day is so hard.Take it hour by hour. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, December 13, 2004 4:22 PM CST

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Amy*
I saw a ladybug yesterday in my bedroom and I totally thought of you! I so miss your up dates Amy! Remembering you always and forever.... Shine on friend!
Stephanie J.
- Monday, December 13, 2004 4:19 PM CST

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Amy,
Gosh, it's still so hard to come to your site and not see one of your updates! Your family is doing a wonderful job, but it's still just not the same.
Did you hear our wind yesterday? It was crazy all day long with winds up to 60 mph! Our house shook and I'm afraid to go outside and see if our roof is missing! And hey, that reminds me! When Jodi was here, at one point I said something about a roof to her but I pronounced it "ruff" and she didn't know what I was talking about! It was so funny! It reminded me of when my cousins would visit from Canada and they would make me say things like root, and roof and creek. (I do not talk Minnesotan, you betcha!) :)
I know I told you I'd never watched any of Survivor this year, well, last night I watched the final show. I wish I'd been watching so I'd know why everyone disliked the woman who made it to the final two. But throughout watching the show, I kept thinking to myself that you should be here, watching this too. And when I see American Idol commercials I think that you should be here to watch that, too. Stupid stuff, I know, compared to life in general, but those have been some of my thoughts this weekend.
I hope Heaven is the best (I know it must be!) and I hope you were greeted by your nurse Amy. You were so sad when she died and it's nice to think that you two are spending lots of time together now.
Love you Amy and miss you so much ~ Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:48 AM CST

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I miss you too, Amy! So much!! I visited your website every single day, rooting for you and hoping the news that day was good. It is like something missing from my life now, not being able to read your beautiful posts. I so hope you and my Amy Marie have found each other in Heaven and are running and laughing and having a ball!
I will never forget you, Angel Amy....you were such a beautiful person!
To Amy's wonderful parents: please know you are not walking this journey alone....those of us who knew your beautiful daughter through this site, are with you in spirit every day!

Amy's mom ...Rosemary www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 10:48 AM CST

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I miss you, Amy*. You will forever be an inspiration to me.


Pam <Pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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Phew! I sit here, with tears in my eyes. I immediately noticed the border change and was anxious to see an update. It was almost like getting an update from Amy*. She was so good about updating every day. And if she didn't you knew she was busy, and hopefully a FUN type of busy! :)

I cried when I read about Amy's parents and how they were shown all of the guestbook entries after she passed. As I've said before, I imagine Amy's website will be a source of comfort for them. Almost like when you hope to find a special note or "something" from a loved one after they pass. I remember going through my Mother's stuff after she passed away and how refreshing it was to find old notes tucked away in a not-so-often-used wallet, or a special little "something" that helped me know her "that much more". I cannot imagine the tears that will flow when Amy's parents read her journal entries from her long road that she traveled. She was so strong. So committed. So loving.

Amy, I miss you so very much. I believe the first time I came to your site you were 17 years old. I loved you and your site from Day One. I could tell there was something very infectious about you. Your personality was just phenomenal. I "envy" people that knew you personally. I felt so close to you and am SO THANKFUL that my life settled down enough the last several months and that I was able to come by almost daily to "check in" and leave messages. You are obviously missed but will NEVER, EVER be forgotten.

Your friend,
Shiela

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My First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees
Around the world below
With tiny lights, like Heaven’s stars
Reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can’t compare
With the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you
The joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description
To hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me
I see the pain inside you heart
But I am not so far away
We really aren’t apart.

So be happy for me, dear ones
You know I hold you dear
And be glad I’m spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift,
From my heavenly home above
I sent you each a memory
Of my undying love.

After all, love is a gift
More precious than pure gold
It was always most important
In the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other
As my Father said to do
For I can’t count the blessings
Or love he has for you.

So have a Merry Christmas
And wipe away that tear
Remember I’m spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, December 11, 2004 5:59 AM CST

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I just wanted to send my condolences to Amy's family. I checked in on her website regularly but didn't often leave a message. She had such and infectiously good spirit and always seemed to be upbeat on here. I pray for your family and that you will always be blessed with wonderful memories of such a special person.
Alyssa <AKDuncan2002@yahoo.com>
KS - Friday, December 10, 2004 7:57 PM CST

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I have checked in on Amy since she signed my son's site for over a year and a half now. I am so saddened to read of her death. But she has won her fight - she is cancer free and pain free and watching over all that she loves. She was an inspiration to so many of us that never met her, but adored her from afar. Prayers to your family.
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Friday, December 10, 2004 2:48 PM CST

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I found my ladybug at the top of Cheaha Mountain, the tallest peak in north Alabama, last week during a camping trip. Thank you Amy! We miss you here.
This Sunday, December 12th, is Worldwide Candle Lighting Day. Everyone please light a candle at 7 pm, your local time, for one hour in each time zone around the globe in memory of Amy and all the children who have died. It's a 24 hour wave of light in remembrance of children so that their light may always shine. This event is the second Sunday of December each year and more information is available at www.thecompassionatefriends.com

Ann - Steven's Mom www.reddlegg.com/Leukemia_info.htm <ahart@troyst.edu>
Troy, AL USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 2:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I miss you today. Today is Davis's birthday, and on all his birthdays, I could count on you being the first one to write in his guestbook and tell him to behave (for my sake) and than to be naughty (for his sake)!

I miss that note.... you ALWAYS made me laugh in the morning. I saw a ladybug yesterday. She was on my hand lotion. Than when I came back later - she was gone. No where in sight. If she was a regular pest, she would have been crawling around somewhere obvious. But she vanished. Thanks for making me smile yesterday.

I was surprised to see, on the window sill next to the lotion, a glass ladybug I've had forever. I've had it for so long that I don't even see it even when I see it... if ya know what I mean. Yesterday, I saw it. I dusted it off and put it next to my lotion gleaming.

Shoot a 3 pointer for us, will ya? Davis says hi and to not watch over him too close. Love and HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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When I was in junior high (many many years ago), one of my classmates died suddenly. It was very traumatic for us. This poem was read at her memorial service by her best friend, another one of my classmates. It's very simple, but it has always brought me some measure of comfort, so I thought I'd share it here:

I'll lend you my child....

I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine, He said ...
For you to love the while she lives ... and mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two and three,
But will you, till I call her back, take care of her for me?

She'll bring her charms to gladden you. And shall her stay be brief,
You'll have her lovely memories as solace for your grief.

I cannot promise she will stay, since all from Earth return.
But there are lessons, taught down there, I want this child to learn.

I've looked the wide world over in search for teachers true,
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you.

Now ... will you give her all your love ... nor think the labor in vain?

Nor ... hate me when I come to call ... to take her back again?

I fancied that I heard you say ...
“Dear Lord, it will be done!

“For all the joy Your Child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.

“We'll shelter her with tenderness. We'll love her while we may,

“And for the happiness we've known ... forever grateful stay.

“But shall the angels call for her much sooner than we've planned,
“We'll brave the bitter grief that comes ... and try to understand.” *


Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN j - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:13 PM CST

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Count me as one more who is checking this site daily. Like Jodi, I somehow think that we will get an update from Amy about heaven. It is so comforting to think of her pain free and with people that are important to her and with G*d. I know many of you have had children die and now they are with Amy. Lucky them... I'll bet heaven rejoiced when she arrived! Just as we despair that she has left this earth. Like so many others, I am a CaringBridge friend/junkie and never had the honor of meeting Amy, but because of her openness and her gift for sharing her life, I feel like I knew her and have lost a friend. THank you to the family members that posted the last message. I know all of us are praying for you, especially Mom and Dad. You all seem absolutely amazing. No wonder AMy was so absolutely terrific. I know I'll still be checking in often, and I enjoy seeing others' posts in the guestbook too. When that book comes out, I'll be in line (with all the other Caring Bridge friends) and so very excited to read more from Amy. Boy, do I miss her. To her family...please know that there are hundreds of us out in the world praying for you and sending you our strength and hopes for peace. This has to be difficult...there's no way it couldn't be. God Bless.
Ann Jaede <Jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:00 PM CST

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Hi to Amy and her family:

I was thinking about Amy tonight and wanted to stop by and say hi. I know she is up in heaven smiling at her family and friends with those cute dimples!
I hope you find peace and comfort this holiday season. I look forward to Amy's book!! Fly with the angels Amy!

Love
Elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, PA USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 6:15 PM CST

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We miss Amy sooo much!!!! It's still so hard for us to believe that she is gone. We also miss her words -- we come here daily, too! We read her past entries and are reminded, over and over again, how very special she was. She was an angel on earth and we will never forget her.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 1:01 PM CST

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Hi Miss Amarecka!
I miss you soooo much! I talke d to your dad last night where I used to pull over and talk to you so I would not lose my signal! He is so awesome, your whole family is. You have brought so many people together Amy, I still can't belive you are gone. I hope heaven is fantastic! I feel like I will stop by your page and there wil be an update from you telling us all what it is like! I put Hope bear with your Butterfly pin and I love Minnesota bear right behind a picture of my dad. I have to get some frames of for my pics of you. Fly high and proud sweetie!
I love ya bunches and tons forever!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers,
Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Phila, PA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 12:32 AM CST

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Amy's family,
I found this on another site and I thought I would share it with you.

It matters not how
long a star shines
what is remembered is
the brightness of
the light.


I thought of Amy when I read that poem. I'll be looking for her book when it gets published. Wishing your family a Happy holiday Season and New year. God bless your family!
Denise <onlypookie@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, December 9, 2004 5:37 AM CST

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I have to confess, like so many of you, I'm also stopping by here every day ~ sometimes more than once! I reread whatever is posted on the main page and look at my most favorite picture of her ~ the one of her and Paul Magers. That's such a good picture of her (and of him!).
I miss you Amy ~ I hope you're having a grand ole time in Heaven! Love, Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, December 9, 2004 0:18 AM CST

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Stopping in to let you know I was thinking of Amy today and you her family.
I am so glad to hear that her dream is going to become a reality. It is a wonderful way to honor such a brave and beautiful young lady.
WYATT'S ADVENTURE

Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:32 PM CST

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I, too, still check this site daily. Checking on Amy was such a normal part of my life for so long. I'm going back to the beginning and read Amy's story all the way through again. I was blessed to be at her funeral and feel the warmth of her family and friends. Her sister gave me a picture of Amy, and I've tucked it into the mirror frame on my dresser. About once a day, I look at it, smile, and say "Hi, Amy! Enjoy your new freedom!"
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:09 PM CST

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I miss Amy's daily updates. I still check her page because its all a routine! Here is something I'd like to share with you for the up coming holiday...
MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
on cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes
and all of your cares
I’ll even remind you
to please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
You still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
Above all the crowd

Keep trying each moment
To stay in His grace
I came here before you
To help set your place

You don’t have to be
Perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue the climb

To my family and friends
Please be thankful today
I’m still close beside you
In a new special way

I love you all dearly
Now don’t shed a tear
Cause I’m spending my
Christmas with Jesus this year

~John Wm. Mooney, Jr.

Miss you AMY, fly high you special ANGEL!
a friend
MN - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:44 PM CST

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I was saddened to hear of Amy's passing. I have always found your page a great source of hope and inspiration and still do.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 8, 2004 6:15 PM CST

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It will be so great when her book is put into print for the rest of us to read. I'm sure there will be a lot of inspiration in her pages.

I just wanted to leave a little message to say "hello" and let you know I'm thinking of Amy and all of you.
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 2:36 PM CST

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Amy, you were and always will be an extreme inspiration in my life! Fly high ANGEL!!
Jill Salzl <jillsalzl@hotmail.com>
St Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 12:06 AM CST

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I still, like a lot of people, check your site every day Amy. I guess I still look for updates. I look back at your old journal entries with such admiration for you. I couldn't imagine not checking your site, as it has been a daily routine for me for the past two years. We all miss you.
Siobhan <siobhanybaun@aol.com>
NY - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:59 AM CST

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Five For Fighting -
"100 Years"

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

THINKING OF YOU AMY* ALWAYS...
LOVE YOU ANGEL BUG!
someone that loved Amy* too !
- Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:00 AM CST

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Angel Amy
I came here to check on you, Andwas saddened to see you left us, I know you are in a better place, but i will miss you so much my friend,
You where such an insperation to everyone especially to me like i have told you before You have taught me alot,Amy you are so loved,
Run Sweetie flyyyyy with the Angel's and know i will never forget you!
To Amy's Family i am so sorry on yopur loss
but how proud you must be of your Amy:)
My Deepest Sympathy
Love Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:48 AM CST

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Amy, I miss coming here and reading your updates. I see where Jodi is updating the site now. How blessed you were to have such a wonderful friend. You can hear it in the updates how much she admired you along with the rest of us. I have signed myself up to me a Christmas Angel to very handsome young man name Noah who has leukemia. I know from your updates how much you loved children. I do it because of you. YOU made me a better person. Amy you rule!!!
Lynn
- Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:37 AM CST

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Just stopping by. It seems so odd to find my last entry so "close" to the one I'm doing now. You used to get so many entries, I'd never dare find my last entry! :) I know it's hard for people to know what to say. I'm still looking for my ladybug, like everyone else is seeing...! :)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 0:51 AM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
THinking of you all and thinking of AMY. Praying for your peace.
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:24 PM CST

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We miss you Amy, I'm thinking about you all of the time, Jody, you did a wonderful job on Amy's site with your words and heart, we are so happy to have met you at the wake and will be in touch with you!!!!love, dawn and tori macdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:07 PM CST

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I still find myself checking here everyday as I have for so long. Amy was a wonderful young woman who was wise beyond her short 19 years. I looked to her quite often for inspiration. I miss her. Please accept my sincere sympathy.
Debbie Schneider <jdinc@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 5:35 PM CST

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My prayers go out to you and your loved ones during your time of sorrow. Know that Jesus said that "soon we shall see our loved ones when he comes to take us home". May the Lord bless you and keep your faith strong in Him

Simply Enchanting Angels @ http://www.seangels.org


Singing Angel proud member of Simply Enchanting Angels <iluv2prstheLORD@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 9:26 AM CST

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Sending All My Love to this wonderful family. My heart breaks for you at the loss of a loved one! May you find peace in knowing that she is safe now and is watching over you from above.

Many Love and Hugs!

~*Butterfly Angel*~
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://www.seangels.org

Butterfly Angel
WI USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:08 PM CST

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My heart is with you, as you walk through this journey of grief. I lost my beautiful Amy Marie on January 6, 2003. And that is about the time I got to know your beautiful Amy, and followed her website daily! I rooted for her and prayed for her and so hoped she would conquer the beast!! Now in God's way, I suppose she has, along with my Amy. Hope they have met each other, because they had so much in common....so full of grace and dignity and a spirit that was so awesome! And guess what....my Amy Marie was an Environmental Specialist for HDR Architects in Sioux Falls. I noticed that your Amy was in the Environmental Club.
My heart and my love is with you at this time.

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder

Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN - Monday, December 6, 2004 10:52 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. I have lost children and know of the pain, I do not know of your particular pain but know I am thinking of you. When you feel the rush of the wind upon your cheek know your angel is giving you a kiss *many hugs*
Angel In Waiting - Simply Enchanting Angels - http://seangels.org <MommySalamie@aol.com>
Modesto, CA USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:57 PM CST

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I was just thinking of Amy and wanted to write a few words in her book. Earlier this evening I was thinking of Amy too and I e-mailed a friend of hers. After I sent that e-mail I went into the other room and saw a ladybug! I couldn't help be smile. Thanks Amy for teaching me never to "sweat the small things" in life. To Amy's family, I hope each day finds you a little stronger.
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
Jonsoburg, PA USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:57 PM CST

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You see.........I'm back. I just can't stay away and not see those dimples and that great Amy* smile. I still can't believe Amy has left us here on earth. I am glad she is pain-free, but it is still so very hard. I remember feeling so nervous for her, when I heard how hard it was for her to get her breath. Gosh -- she was SOOOO brave and strong. Much more strength than I think a lot of us would have if we were to walk down the same path as Amy did.

Take care, my sweet Angel friend...

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:42 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Amy was a beautiful young woman. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.



With love!
Mystical Angel
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://www.seangels.org
Mystical Angel <mystical_shadow_mistress@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 4:34 PM CST

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Amy*
I still find myself checking your cb site... I am so blown away by how many people truely loved you! You are an inspiration to everyone. Shine on Amy*!
stephanie J <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 2:14 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you at this time



hugs

angel sprite
simply enchanting angels
http;//seangels.org
angel sprite <sheepocreep@yahoo.co.uk>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 4:33 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
I miss you so much! I think it is all setting in now. I just can't believe that I will never get another e-mail from you, never hear your sweet voice on the phone again, there will be so many nevers. But, (there is always a but!), for all the nevers there will be so manys. So many times I will think of you, so many times I will be grateful that you were a part of my life, so many memories. I loved being with your family so much. I loved being in your room, I know we would have had the best time hanging out in there! I loved your mural, and your butterfly light. I loved your globe lights! I loved your mom and your dad. They are so special Amy, they miss you so much, but they take comfort in the fact that you touched so many lives, and are now free from pain. They picked me up on Sunday mornig and when we came to visit you and all had our arms around eachother, and our hands piled on top of your marble square, your Dad said "Look, Look at the shadow!" Then I told him about the shadow passage from the book and he was so taken. they are so proud of you Amy, and I prmise to be a part of their lives forever and keep a close eye on them for you. I loved Denise and her family. Denise told us how you never slept in your room as a little baby because she liked keeping you with her! I feel a special connection to her now, and I am so grateful for that. Brittney and Brandon were just awesome! Such good kids, and I told Brittney I would send her the matching poncho to the xmas hat I knit for you. Andy and Michelle were just amazing too.
On Sunday we all went out to lunch at Granite City, we asked to go somewhere you liked to go. We all toasted you, and felt you with us. Then, I got to see your MALL!!!!! We went to scheels and I got some SCSU stuff! Your Dad bought me a SCSU mug with the name AMY on it. I will treasure it forever. The best part was on the way out when you dropped a penny from heaven for your mom from 1985, the year you were born. She just loved that, it made her so happy. Keep making your presence known, everyone just loves it!
I also got to meet so many of your friends and loved ones, there is just so much I want to tell you, but I guess you already know anyway. I miss you and I cried for you tonight in my car, at the spot I aways pulled over in to talk to you on my cell so I wouldn't lose reception at my house! I know by a few things you said last Friday night that deep down you knew what was happening. Up untill the end you were courageous. And Amy, you did beat cancer, you beat it every day that you lived with it here on this earth. I am so grateful that in the end, God just helped you go to sleep peacefully and welcomed you to heaven. I know you didn't want to go, and none of us wanted to say goodbye to you, but Gods will be done.
I miss you, and I love you bunches and tons, more than all the stars in the sky with sugar and cherries on top.
Give my Dad a hug and kiss for me, tell him I love him and miss him so much.
Talk to you soon:)
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles and Prayers!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net or jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Phila, PA - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:14 AM CST

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amy was a good person

reed voit <www.reedv1990@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 8:45 PM CST

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I am sorry for your loss, I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts, Amy sounded like a really awesome girl, You know my mom always told me God only picks the best to be jis Angels. God Bless
Angel deepoet <deniseclark75@peoplepc.com>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 7:42 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Well, it is now Sunday night. I have just been to Laura's and Tori's web sites and I've signed their guest books. Now I feel as if I need to sign your guest book too because that's the way it's always been for me.
Amy, I am so, so glad that I got to see you that Saturday after Thanksgiving. You seemed to be doing so well, and it was so fun to chat with you and hear you giggle. Most of all, it was wonderful that I got a last hug from you, although at the time I never would have dreamt that it was a last hug.
Amy, your wake and funeral were beautiful! I could not believe how many people came to see you!!! I met some new people that also knew you because of your web site and that was so special for me! And I can't tell you enough how much it meant to me to be able to see your town, your house and most especially your bedroom. Everything was so "comfy"!
I got to spend a lot of time with your dear friend Jodi with an "i" and I learned more about you from her. It was great!
And I played cards with your niece and nephew and had so much fun!!! I can see why you loved spending time with them ~ they are so neat!!!!
Amy, I miss you so much and I'm sad that you're gone. But I have some wonderful memories of you, both from your web site and from you personally that I will cherish forever!
Love to you in Heaven, Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, December 5, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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Amy was a beautiful girl, I will be praying for all the family to get through this.
Angel Hugs

Childrens Christmas Angel - Simply Enchanting Angels http://seangels.org <cca@fmtc.com>
Ontario, Or USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 2:08 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
Will there be a scholarship fund in memory of AMY at her high school or is there a list of places to donate in her memory? What about the camp she went to and loved so much? Please let us know.Keeping you all in thought and prayer.
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Hi Amy's GANG ... although I miss Amy's daily excerpts, it's incredible to read here from so many of the people Amy touched ... all who are expressing their love for her (& for all of you). How AWESOME! I think God AND Amy are SMILING down (with BIG dimples of course), pleased at all the people they brought together with ... LOVE.
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Saturday, December 4, 2004 6:51 PM CST

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I have known Amy for about 2 yrs now....When I read about ya'll seeing the ladybugs I had a ladybug on my window this morning....And right away I thought about Amy and said "Hi" while looking at the ladybug!!!
Jill Cramer <uptown_154@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 3:18 PM CST

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Wow, I read over these entries and I am just amazed. I mean I have always been amazed with Amy and she has always spoken so highly of her family. As you know, we treasure our "Little Ladybug", Katia and admire the fight she has put up against her leukemia. It was just always nice to be able to come read Amy's own words about her fight. I will definitely get a book. I just want you, her family (and all her Caringbridge friends) to know that we will keep each of you in our prayers as we know you are missing Amy so very much. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 4, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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Jodi, you are so fortunate to be able to share in Amy's memory, what with helping to have her book published. What an honor to be able to attend yesterday, and also sit at her desk and update her website. I keep coming back to see that great smile of hers.....and am so glad there will be updates in the future. Loved the ladybug story...

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:26 AM CST

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Your ladybug reminded me of something that brings me comfort when I'm missing my mom (dragonflies happened to be our "thing").

The Dragonfly Story

Down below the surface of a quiet pond lived a little colony of water bugs. They were a happy colony, living far away from the sun. For many months they were very busy, scurrying over the soft mud on the bottom of the pond. They did notice that every once in awhile one of their colony seemed to lose interest in going about. Clinging to the stem of a pond lily it gradually moved out of sight and was seen no more.

"Look!" said one of the water bugs to another. "one of our colony is climbing up the lily stalk. Where do you think she is going?" Up, up, up it slowly went....Even as they watched, the water bug disappeared from sight. Its friends waited and waited but it didn't return...

"That's funny!" said one water bug to another. "Wasn't she happy here?" asked a second... "Where do you suppose she went?" wondered a third.

No one had an answer. They were greatly puzzled. Finally one of the water bugs, a leader in the colony, gathered its friends together. "I have an idea". "The next one of us who climbs up the lily stalk must promise to come back and tell us where he or she went and why."

"We promise", they said solemnly.

One spring day, not long after, the very water bug who had suggested the plan found himself climbing up the lily stalk. Up, up, up, he went. Before he knew what was happening, he had broke through the surface of the water and fallen onto the broad, green lily pad above.

When he awoke, he looked about with surprise. He couldn't believe what he saw. A startling change had come to his old body. His movement revealed four silver wings and a long tail. Even as he struggled, he felt an impulse to move his wings...The warmth of the sun soon dried the moisture from the new body. He moved his wings again and suddenly found himself up above the water. He had become a dragonfly!!

Swooping and dipping in great curves, he flew through the air. He felt exhilarated in the new atmosphere. By and by the new dragonfly lighted happily on a lily pad to rest. Then it was that he chanced to look below to the bottom of the pond. Why, he was right above his old friends, the water bugs! There they were scurrying around, just as he had been doing some time before.

The dragonfly remembered the promise: "the next one of us who climbs up the lily stalk will come back and tell where he or she went and why." Without thinking, the dragonfly darted down. Suddenly he hit the surface of the water and bounced away. Now that he was a dragonfly, he could no longer go into the water...

"I can't return!" he said in dismay. "At least, I tried. But I can't keep my promise. Even if I could go back, not one of the water bugs would know me in my new body. I guess I'll just have to wait until they become dragonflies too. Then they'll understand what has happened to me, and where I went."

And the dragonfly winged off happily into its wonderful new world of sun and air.......

Thank you God, for the story of the water bugs and the dragonflies.

Please remember________who left the pond we live in...and remember me...

STICKNEY, D. (1997). Water Bugs and Dragonflies. Explaining Death To Young Children. The Pilgrim Press.

Jennifer S <mdscomm@hotpop.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 11:07 PM CST

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Dear Marecks,
Altough I have never met you, my thoughts and prayers are with you. I am a friend of Karen Mead and her family and I know that Amy was very special to Karen. May God's love and peace surround you at this time.
With Love.

Arika and Brent Mareck <arikamareck@hotmail.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:25 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
Thank you for making me, a stranger, feel so welcome at Amy's service. Your family is warm, inviting and loving. At the service you invited everyone, anyone who wanted to come over, spend time in Amy's room, have a coke, or go to dinner with your family. I could tell this was a genuine invitation! You really meant it.... and it just showed what kind of family you are.

You also said you haven't had a chance to read any of these entries. I hope that when you do decide to read them, that we can give you some comfort, like your Amy did for us.

I can see why you are so proud of your family... you've done a wonderful job raising your kids and loving them fully.

I was honored to shake hands and hug your family today. May time bring peace and comfort to you all.

Mary Lee and Davis Shand (Leukemia)
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 8:53 PM CST

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I never really got to know Amy, but I could tell that she was a truly great person. Just seeing her in the hallways at school, and all the people that were around her, you could just feel the love. She will always be remembered. Today at Albany High School, we had "Wear Blue Day" to honor her memory. I was very impressed to see that the majority of students and staff were wearing blue, and not just blue jeans, most of the people were wearing blue shirts. It was great to see. Amy will be in my thoughts and prayers. She was a truly great person. WE'LL MISS YOU AMY!!
Venna Tschida <hafrovrt@msn.com>
Avon, MN Stearns - Friday, December 3, 2004 7:49 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
As I awoke this morning I thought this is the day Amy will be layed to rest at first I grew sad especially for you her family and than I thought how fortunate I was to get to share even a glimpse of AMY's life. Her positive attitude, perserverance, her funny side, her compassionate side for others, her love of children, her expressions of faith in doing service,her love to shop, her love to eat out a good meal or watch a new movie,her excitement over her favorite team winning, her joy in being an aunt,and many more things.She loved life and found joy in her life. SHe loved her family and realized they were her true treasures. At 19yr she knew things it took many of us to learn at an older age. I salute you AMY for the special woman you are. May your hearts be comforted in knowing you did so well raising her and one day you will be with her again. Praying for your peace. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, December 3, 2004 7:49 PM CST

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Thinking of you......Our hearts go out to your family!
Stacey ~~Camp Jornada~ <jornadarocks@aol.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 4:20 PM CST

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I signed on to check on Amy and found out the heartbreaking news. What a tremendous loss--she displayed a courage and grace that most of us will never achieve. She fought a good fight and now she's free. No more pain, no more fear. Blessings to the family.
Katie
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, December 3, 2004 2:26 PM CST

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With deepest symphathy. God Bless her and her family and friends. Her struggle is now over, she has earned her wings.
Jill Wedel
Albany, MN USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 1:21 PM CST

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Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Amy was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! She is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.

The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable.

Amy is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with her.

I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn’t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I’d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I’d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I’d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket…

AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pam’s website:
God's Garden


God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

Below is a poem that we have on a plaque dedicated to Pam:

The Broken Chain

We little knew that morning that
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly, in death
we do the same… It broke our
hearts to lose you, you did not go
alone; for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home… You
left us peaceful memories, your love
is still our guide, and though we
cannot see you, you are always at our
side… Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same;
but as God calls us one by one,
The Chain will link again.


You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of Angel Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
SYOSSET, NY USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:58 AM CST

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Rich, Judy and family, I am so sorry to hear about Amy. I have gone on Amy's site and read all the wonderful things about her. Your family has so shown me just how important family is to us. You are all such special people and Amy must have been really special for God to take her at such an early age. I am sure he has special plans for her. Our prayers go out to you and your family. Dave and Lori Doll
Lori & Dave Doll <ldoll@childcarechoices.net>
St Martin, MN United States - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:50 AM CST

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I just find myself coming here still unable to comprehend that Amy's beautiful spirit has passed from the earth. Today especially, I'm praying for Amy and her family. Fly free .. know that you've left this world a better place! Thanks for teaching us to "Never Give Up"!!
Sheila
Arab, AL - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:54 AM CST

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Dear sweet *Amy, Oh how I've been thinking about you! I look at all the messages in your guestbook and see how truely special you really are. Amy you touched and changed so many lives! I thank you for sharing yourself with everyone, you are beautiful....I am praying for your family especially today as they celebrate YOU!!! Shine on sweet *Amy........

ps. Give Libby a big hug for us!
Stephanie J (Tori's friend) <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 8:37 AM CST

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To the Family of Amy: I wanted to share this poem:

I'M SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS THIS YEAR

I see the countless Christmas trees
Around the world below.
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars
Reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
Please wipe away that tear,
For I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear.
But the sounds of music can't compare
With the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you
The joy thier voices bring.
For it is beyond description
To hear as angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
For I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the spendor
Or the peace here in this place.
Can you just imagine Christmas
With our Savior, face to face?

I'll ask him to light your spirit
As I tell him of your love.
So then pray for one another
As you lift your eyes above.

So please let your hearts be joyful
And let your spirit sing.
For I'm spending Christmas in heaven
And I'm walking with the King!











J Tamm <ghtamm@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 8:02 AM CST

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Amy was the first person I "met" on caringbridge , I will never forget her tremendous courage, her beautiful smile, her loving spirit.
I was so shocked when I first read the other day ..I just can't believe it and am still speechless.
I can't even bear to tell Katelynn as she is not at home right now.

I miss you AMY
I am glad you are free of pain
Love and many prayers to Amys family
Love always
Maria and Katelynn

KatelynnS Quest <regattacrew68@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 5:59 AM CST

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i miss you amy! i miss you so much
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:23 AM CST

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Dear Mareck family,
I offer my deepest sympathies to you today. Amy was a true hero. In a world where true heroes are hard to find, your family was blessed with the BEST. I have two young daughters and I have been sharing with them about Amy's courage and determination. Thank you, Amy! You have been a wonderful example and blessing to me and my family. Even though I have never met you in person, I will miss you dearly.

Ken K. <kmknipp@hotmail.com>
Bainbridge, OH USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 2:12 AM CST

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Mareck Family,
I finally got the guts to sign in. I'm used to sending
Amy messages. I just wanted to say how sorry I am. She was everything a person should be. Good-Hearted, courageous, great attitude, and everything else that she was. I'm still in shock about this. I'm just so lucky to have met her and to have been friends with her. I'm just thinking about all the good times I had with her and all the things we talked about. She is in a better place now watching over your family. Your family is so strong, I know where she gets it from! If you need anything, I'll always be here for you! Just remember she'll be in all of our hearts forever and she was an inspiration to everyone.
Amy, I love you and will always miss you! You're my hero! I'm really going to miss going on here and seeing all the updates. I'm going to miss you so much Aimster!!!

~Jillbert
Jill Schiffler <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:59 PM CST

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Marecks,
I received an e-mail from my mother, Darlene Felling, informing me of Amy's passing. I can see she had tremendous impact on everyone she came in contact with, whether directly or indirectly! After I broke my neck and became paralyzed many have said how well I overcome it, but I think how Amy was obviously able to not only overcome but persevere through her much more difficult mental struggle is inspiring, at least for me. In affecting so many so deeply, she truly made the best of a terrible situation. In your mourning, feel peace in knowing that few people are able to accomplish in their lives what Amy seems to accomplished without even trying... sharing unconditional love, and causing everyone to look around themselves and appreciate... instilling a new loving appreciation for their lives and everyone in it.

Amy was truly a blessing to us all!

I hope you do not mind, but I published her poem on my web site (www.markfelling.com) as a tribute to her amazing attitude!
Mark Felling <Mfelling@yahoo.com>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:21 PM CST

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Dear Amy's Family, Oh how Amy will be missed. She had such spunk and such a positive attitude and joy in her being.

My prayers are with you.
Deb Price
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Dear Family:
I just found out tonight that Amy Passed away- Please know that you are all in my thoughts and Prayers. I never had the pleasure of meeting Amy in person, but felt I "knew" her through her web site. She was a wonderful person, and a true fighter in every sense of the word. Know that she has touched many people's lives through her own. My deepest sympathy to you all.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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GOD'S GARDEN

God looked around His garden
and found an empty place.
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face.
He put His arms around you
and lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best.
He knew you were suffering,
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough
and the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
and whispered "Peace Be Thine".
It broke our heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

We love you and we miss you.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:33 PM CST

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Dear Amy's Family:

I am thinking of you all tonight. I can't say enough about Amy. I will never forget her. I saw a bright star last night and was thinking that must be Amy. My thoughts are with you during this hard time.
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
PA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:33 PM CST

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Oh my..I hadn't been on the site in a few weeks and was absolutely shocked to learn that she is now an angel. I have always admired the honest way she told her story, whether she as having a good or bad day she told it. She had so much strength, so much courage and so much life in her. Praying for you and your family.

Amy~thank you for sharing your journey with us. You are one heckuva inspiration to us all
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Baudette, MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:29 PM CST

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Rich,Judy&Family,
My deepest sympathy to you,Amy is truly an angel.Let me
know it there is something I can do,I'll be their for you.
I enjoyed visiting her website.

Betty Sand <bcsand@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN Stearns - Thursday, December 2, 2004 7:34 PM CST

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Even though I left a note earlier, I have been thinking of Amy and her family all day since reading the news. I have to just write again what an amazing person we had the privilege of being touched by. I only signed her guestbook a few times and I always tried to stay upbeat like it was just a "thing" that she would get through. Even though she knew what she was facing, I just wanted to be as encouraging as I possibly could. I figured she had enough "reality" from all the doctors and specialists!!

I can't imagine how everyone else feels because I was very new to meeting her through her CaringBridge site, but the thoughts and prayers were always sincere. I can only say I empathize with you and I'm thinking of you.
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 6:46 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
My thoughts travel across the country to you all this evening as the viewing of AMY and the celebration of the life she led is occurring.. SHe touched oh so many people. May you feel that CHristlike love this night as others share their fondest memories of times with her. May it bring her ever close and in someway console your broken hearts. Praying for you all. Hugs,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 6:27 PM CST

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I knew Amy only through this site. Now, though, I so wish I'd dropped up at the Fairview Inn to visit. Tomorrow, I need to be in Albany as a witness to a marvelous young woman's life and legacy. I am disabled, but I know people will help a tiny little woman with a green walker if needed.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:21 PM CST

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Rich, Judy, Denise & Andy:

I just wanted to offer my condolences to the passing of Amy.
Amy touched many people with her fight against cancer.. She also touched many childrens lives at Holy Family School with the volunteering of her time.. She was with my daughter Sidney's class this past year at one of their classroom parties & the kids just loved her..
Please know, that our thoughts & prayers are with you.


Steve , Jill Schiffler & family <sjschiffler@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 4:16 PM CST

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My name is Andrea Domeier, i am Jenna Langers cousin, i just wanted to write you a quick note to say that my prayers are with you and your family and Amy must have been a great person because i saw firsthand the affect that she had on my cousin and it was a very positive one.
God Bless
Andrea Domeier <adomeier_19@hotmail.com>
Sleepy Eye, MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 2:11 PM CST

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Amy is a great model. She fought the fight with dignity and courage. She is a great example for all who are ill. I hope my brother will be a strong as she was.
Claire Mahling
Richmond, MN USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 1:44 PM CST

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Amy certainly touched a LOT of lives and she definitely will never be forgotten by us. I came by here to see her smiling face:) Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug




Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 12:37 AM CST

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To all of Amy's loving family and friends-
Please accept my heartfelt sympathy! I only knew Amy through this site, and she was such a courageous girl! I haven't been online in the past few days and was completely shocked when I pulled up her page and read she passed away. Not that it helps those of you that miss her so much, but she's no longer in pain, no longer fighting the sore throats, the fevers and all the other nasty things that she's had to endure. I will miss reading her journal updates--she really had a great sense of humor!! I really wanted Amy's miracle for her. The world has lost a great person.
God Bless all of you!
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 12:16 AM CST

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Richard,Judy and family,
We are very sorry to here about the loss of Amy.We pray for you and your family.It is hard for us to understand all this and why does this happen..Cyril and I talk about this alot. We pray and trust. That is all we can do. It is not easy. We will be their for you, just give us a call. We will try to help you and your family in aany way we can.
Amy will help all of you,just like Jennifer helps us.





Cyril and Darlene,Sindey and Kristi <cderkens@msn.com>
Cold Spring, Mn USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 12:07 AM CST

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Amy's Family and Friends,

We are so very sorry to hear of Amy's passing. This young lady was such an inspiration to everyone who read her page. NEVER GIVE UP!! That is most definilty the motto Amy lived by!!

Please accept our deepest sympathies and most sincere condolences. We will continue to keep you in thought and prayer, especially as you go through these most difficult upcoming days!

God bless you all.....
TEAM WERBE RACING
www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel, - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:51 AM CST

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Rich, Judy & Family:

Our deepest sympathy to you and your family on the passing of Amy who is truly an angel. Amy has been, and will always continue to be, an inspiration to all of us. Her courageous fight to battle her cancer has touched so many people. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
DeWayne & Sharon Mareck & Family <dfmareck@charter.net>
St Cloud, MN Stearns - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:55 AM CST

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Rich,Judy - With our sympathy and love, I write to you and your family. What a tribute to Amy this is! And what a healing process this has been for those of us who had the privelage of knowing Amy and you, her Family. A thank you to everyone, out there, who has taken the time to contribute to this guestbook. AMY's MOM has been my day care "MOM" for my four children.(..and if there ever was a daycare "DAD", yes Rich, you!) Judy was the only one 'brave' enough to take on a pair of red-headed twins at six months of age along with a 3 1/2 year old (now attending his first year of college). Five years later, my youngest arrived and also became apart of the Mareck household. Shannon's arrival to the MARECK's as early as 5:30 a.m. on my work days earned her a spot as AMY's roomate. We will miss Amy so... And DENISE and ANDY, thank you, for sharing your parents with ALL the daycare kids. We can't begin to sense your loss of your baby sister, but you two, also, have played an INCREDIBLE role in AMY's journey - THANK YOU.
RICH and JUDY - What a wonderful Family you are and what an inspiration Amy has been. Our love to all of you.
Barb Mergen <krrymrgn@meltel.net>
Farming , MN - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:50 AM CST

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Hello, again. I find myself stopping by Amy's site almost every day. Just like "old times" -- I knew I'd miss her inspirational updates. :) I have her entire family in my mind. I know one of Amy's last updates mentioned that her Mom and Dad don't visit her website, but I imagine this will be a source of comfort for you when you are ready. With that in mind:

The Broken Chain

We little knew that morning
That God was going to call your name
In life we loved you dearly
In death we do the same
It broke our hearts to lose you
You did not go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home
You left us precious memories
Your love is still our guide
And though we cannot see you
You are always by our side
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same
But as God calls us one by one
The chain will link again

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, December 2, 2004 7:20 AM CST

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Amy,

I never got to meet you in person, but your awesome courage, endurance and faith have inspired me. Rest in peace, sweetheart.

We all love you.

Tonia Christle <shanez4ever@hotmail.com>
Champlin, MN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:15 PM CST

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I have followed Amy's story for awhile now. She was a courageous young woman who never gave up. I can't believe that I will never read her updates again. Even when the odds were overwhelming she still remained optimistic. She had a great spirit that will live on forever.
I am sure she is dancing and laughing in heaven with so many of her friends who went before her.
God Bless all of you and Thank you for sharing Amy with all of us. She will never be forgotten.
Ellen Grod <EllenG40@aol.com>
Mosinee, WI - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:04 PM CST

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Dear Miss Amarecka,
I should not be awake right now! I have been trying for hours to print out our e-mails for your family and of course my computer is having an attitude problem! I am just blown away by your guestbook, so many people loved you and you touched so many lives, uplifted so many spirits! I told Sharon last night you were you own little army, and she said yup, there was just something about that girl! That something is that you lived your life with character and integrity. You made me want to be a better person. I am getting on a plane at 6:18am and Sharon is picking me up at the airport! We are going to stop by the famous fairview inn and then head up to Albany. I am excited to meet your family, can't wait to give them great big hugs. I am bringing you some stuff too! So a lot of people have e-mailed me about the book,wanting copies and stuff! Isn't that awesome? You should be so proud of yourself! I hope to work a little with denise and get some more stuff done on it. I told her about the quote you wanted in the beggining. I will assure everyone I meet this weekend that we will get it in print asap! That was the first thing Denise said to me on the phone the other day! Well I should try and get a little sleep. I just wanted to come here and talk to you for a little. I will see you tommorrow sweet angel!
Love you bunches and tons, more than all the lakes in Minnesota!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:46 PM CST

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Amy, Amy, Amy, You will be missed, but never forgotten!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You were a one kind of a girl who was very special.So many memories for the last three years that we have known you. Thanks for touching our lives with your funny, loving, and accepting self. We will always remember you and will miss you tremendously, give Mitchie,Alisha,Libby,Jamie,Kimbre, hugs from us!!~xoxoxoxoxDawn and Torixoxoxoxoxoxxoo love to your family tooxoxox
Dawn MacDonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
Eagan, - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:32 PM CST

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Amy..You'll never be forgotten everybody loves and misses you soo much!! You were the strongest fighter of all time!! You were always so optimistic and had a great attitude towards everything. You were inspirtation and strength for everyone..may you still be as an angel.
wendi schmitt <w_schmitt21@hotmail.com>
st.martin, mn usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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Your going to be TRULY missed. You'll never be forgotten and i know you'll be by our sides forever. You were the miracle. GOD BLESS YOU AMY!!!
Lauren Herzog <superstar12_30@hotmail.com>
Avon, Mn - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:40 PM CST

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I was Amy's Month End Monitor for Chemo Angels. Amy was always my first responder of the month. When I didn't hear back from her right away, I just got that feeling.
I normally check her site each day but for some reason I hadn't.
Amy, you taught me to cherish each and every second. You taught me to hug my kids and tell them I love them all day long. You taught me that family and friends are more important than anything else.
You worried and cared about everyone else. You always had a kind word or prayer for someone in need.
I will never forget that twinkle in your eye or those dimples.
My heart goes out to your family and friens.
All my best,
Chemo Angel Lori
Chemo Angel Lori Gray <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, MN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:57 PM CST

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To Amy's family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. Amy was such a wonderful person. Whenever I felt down about my son's cancer I would go to her page. Reading what she wrote always encouraged me look at things in a positive way. Her fight will never be forgotten.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 4:47 PM CST

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Were are sorry for your family. What a Remarkable Courageous daughter you had. We have never met Amy , only heard what a great person she was. We are from Albany and Avon
Scott Heinen Patty Blonigen <scottheinen@hotmail.com>
Waite Park, MN USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:33 PM CST

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To AMy's loving family....
I am so sorry to hear that Amy has become and Angel....we have lots of tears here today.
I will always remember that Amy, despite feeling horrible so many times would still find the time and love in her heart to send Kody messages of love and encouragement.
Amy will be missed greatly by her whole Caring Bridge family,.
With love...
Kim and Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 2:49 PM CST

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Rich, Judy, Denise, Andy and extended family. I'm so sorry about Amy. You need to know how special Amy will continue to be. Her words will make everyone appreciate their lives, their children and everything they have. You as well as us were truly blessed to have known Amy. I have such an admiration for such a young person. I will miss her spunk, smile and the truly wonderful person she had become. I will truly miss her words they were my inspiration and I hope people who have read them will hug their kids and be greatful for what they have. Rich, Judy you raised an amazing daughter. Her heart was huge, her smile bright and know that many wish they had a third of her strength. I'm so sorry for your loss. Love all of you
Susan Koll <klfd@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, MN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 1:46 PM CST

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Rich, Judy and family..I am so sorry to hear about Amy. What a precious, precious girl. I first saw her while I was waiting for my radiation treatments and I always admired her for seeming so upbeat. When I started talking to her I realized she was your daughter. Amy will never truly be lost to you. She will always be remembered in the friends and family she left behind. She had the smile of an angel and I know everyone is enjoying her up in heaven. You have my sympathy.

Jan Klaverkamp <jklaverkamp@rajhan.com>
St Cloud, Mn - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 1:24 PM CST

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to amy Mareck family and friend sorry to hear about amy she help out many kids with cancer she was and all way be a great girl in all our lifes god bless you all
greg shuck <TAZSFOREVER97@AOL.COM>
orlando, fl usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 1:20 PM CST

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To the Mareck family and Amy's friends:
I am so sorry. I've been reading Amy's updates for nearly 2 years and I echo the words of her many friends. We will miss her terribly and remember her always. Amy was an amazing young woman! It's been 2 years and 9 months since I lost my only child, Steven (age 20 years) to leukemia. It is the most difficult thing to experience, to lose a child. You never get over it, you have to learn to live with it. There is a group that is helpful for family members and their website is www.thecompassionatefriends.com

In loving memory of all children who are no longer with us (no matter what their age), The Compassionate Friends extends an invitation for everyone to join tens of thousands of people around the globe for the eighth annual Worldwide Candle Lighting. (The U.S. Senate unanimously passed Resolution 436 declaring Sunday, December 12 National Children's Memorial Day to coincide with the Worldwide Candle Lighting).

On Sunday, December 12, 2004, hundreds of community candle lighting ceremonies will be held in parks, churches, and other public places by TCF chapters, allied organizations, and other compassionate groups. Thousands more will be held informally in homes. The Compassionate Friends Worldwide Candle Lighting is held every year on the second Sunday in December at 7 p.m. local time for one hour in each time zone around the globe—a 24-hour remembrance of all children who have died.
We do this . . . that their light may always shine!

Those of us who are able to can also remember to give a most precious gift of blood or platelets on a regular basis so that other cancer patients can keep fighting as Amy and Steven did.



Ann-Steven's Mom www.reddlegg.com/Leukemia_info.htm <ahart@troyst.edu>
Troy , AL USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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Mareck Family:
Our thoughts and prayers are with you!
Cory Eggert & Katie Lauer
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:32 AM CST

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Richard,

My sympathy to you and your family at this time. amy was a stregnth and inspiration.

Richard Ice <rice@csbsju.edu>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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To Richard, Judy, family, and friends - I am so sorry to hear Amy lost her battle. She was such a courageous fighter and a true inspiration to all she touched in this world. Please know you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Bernadette Schneider <bschneider@stmonicasea.org>
Bellevue, WA USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:56 AM CST

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You will be greatly missed and your courage and attitude will endure forever!! When I look at my childrens dimples it will also remind me of you. You are truly an ANGEL.
Your cousin, Nancy <www.swarthoutn@aol.com>
Avon, MN stearns - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:56 AM CST

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Amy is one that I checked on each and everyday! She was wise beyond her years and even though I never meet her, she felt like a friend! Fly high sweet girl! Sh was a true inspiration! God Speed Amy!
Jennifer **--**Friends Of Allie**--** <jmoritz6@austin.rr.com>
Texas - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:32 AM CST

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Mareck Family,
I am so sorry for your loss. Amy was an inspiration to everyone she met and through her website. May God comfort your family right now.
Words of comfort for you:

Life Begins at Death
Truly, truly, I(Jesus) say to you, he who hears My word, and believes Him who sent Me, has eternal life, and does not come into judgment, but has passed out of death into life. John 5:24

Our brief time on earth is nothing in the light of eternity, yet we live as if it's everything.
I'll pray for your family through this difficult time.
Denise <onlypookie@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, FL - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:15 AM CST

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To Amy's family

You can not even imagine how much Amy has touched my heart. I personally never talked to her but she has been in my heart for a long time - and will remain there. She probably never realized just how much she has taught us (her website readers). She has touched people from all over the world. I am truely going to miss reading her journal entries. She was my inspiration. She was one remarkable girl.

She will be missed by everyone but remember she is in a much happier place now.

My 5 year old daughter has those beautiful dimples also and she will forever remind my of Amy.

My sympathy goes out to the Mareck family

Brenda VonWahlde <danvonwahlde@msn.com>
Avon, - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:09 AM CST

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Judy, Rich and Family, I cannot tell you how much Amy touched my life in the years I knew her, even though I only saw her at the annual radio marathon each spring. No matter what was going on, there was a warm glow about her. Despite the difficulty of the last 5 years, she seemed to live more fully than many of us who've lived decades longer. We will miss her, but always remember her with love and laughter and joy and life--all those things she embraced so vigorously. May God give you peace and comfort in this time of great sorrow. Sally (Brie's mom)
Sally Neckvatal <sneckvatal@mmm.com>
River Falls, WI USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:47 AM CST

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To Amy's family,
Our hearts are breaking over the passing of Amy. Never has anyone person touched so many lives around the world. Her website was a constant inspiration to me as well as everyone. Take consolation in knowing that Amy is spending Christmas with Jesus and watching over all her family and friends. She was AWESOME!!

Joan Tamm <ghtamm@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:03 AM CST

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To Amy's family -- sorry to hear about the loss of Amy, what a courageous battle this young lady has endured. God bless you at this time and know that the Lord is with you all.

Mary (friend of the Zeman family)
Mary Canton <mamacanton@comcast.net>
plymouth, mn usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 6:58 AM CST

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i am so very sorry to hear of Amy's passing. she has won the war, but the pain for those left behind will be almost unbearable. but your family wouldn't want her suffering to continue. may you all find some peace and comfort in this holiday season.
lisa www.caringbridge.org/ar/savannah <m-lhurley@centurytel.net>
russellville, ar usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 6:57 AM CST

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I am sorry! I miss her so much... i can't imagine how much you miss her, you lived with her, you knew her personaly, and i knew her only trough ther entries every day. I pray for you guys.
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 6:55 AM CST

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To Amy's family,
I am so sorry to hear Amy lost her battle. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. FLY FREE AMY!!! God Bless. You'll always be in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 6:48 AM CST

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I have chills, reading the last entry. Amy has been, and will forever, touch my life. She had such great courage, strength, determination, and love for others. To Amy's parents, you did a SUPERB job raising your daughter. You obviously have something to be proud of. To Amy's brother and sister, I am so, so sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine.

With deepest sympathy,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 6:42 AM CST

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What a wonderful tribute to Amy's life. She truly did live by her motto and it's something I will strive to do myself. Her strength and courage were an inspiration.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 1:17 AM CST

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Sorry for your loss. Cancer is tough to beat. I know, I deal with it daily. I hope she rests in peace and is finally without the horrible cancer pain.
I'll be thinking of your family during the holiday that is approaching and hope it will be a happy time for you.
fighting cancer too!
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 0:31 AM CST

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my prayers are with you at this time of loss. Amy truely has been an inspiration to all people!
Deb Bueckers <debbrasky@yahoo.com>
Albany, MN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 0:14 AM CST

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We are so deeply sorry for the loss of your beautiful Amy. Blessings,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager. xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:55 PM CST

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The Little Crow Water Ski Team in New London has posted a picture of Amy and has a section of the Main Page about Amy. This can be viewed at www.littlecrow.com Amy and her mom and dad were Fans of the Year and gave enthusiasm to our club by their attending shows at Neer Park. We will miss her as a Super Fan!
Bonnie Haug <jhaug@willmar.com>
Apache Junction, AZ USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:50 PM CST

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Dear Mareck family,
I am so sorry to hear of Amy's passing. I'm sure she is a wonderful angel, because she certainly inspired many during her time on this earth. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:19 PM CST

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Amy's family, I am struggling today but I do want to let you know what I truly loved about Amy. Everything. She was always happy, strong, a true inspiration. She loved living and people. She was so very wonderful to me and my son Addison. When he was extremely sick she would come up to the hospital and see him every time she was at the U. She brought him treats and would just make him feel like smiling. He was only 4 but he loved when Amy would come through the door. She made me feel like apart of her family. Please post when her book comes out I know alot of us would love to have it. Amy will NEVER be forgotten. She is to much apart of us. When we become sad I will think of her fight and will hit head on just as Amy would. Love to you all and my God give you peace throughout the next part of the journey.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:56 PM CST

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We are so sorry to hear of Amys passing.I am sure or Lord welcomed her with open arms. What a beautiful girl. Our thoughts and prayers are with you durring this difficult time.
Alice and Wally Hoeschen <wahoeschen25@albanytel.com>
Freeport, mn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:51 PM CST

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Amy was truly a beautiful person and an inspiration to everyone that knew her, whether it be in person or through her website. Amy always had a way of seeing the good side of life, even when she was having a difficult time. She will certainly be missed, but never forgotten. I will be praying for Amy's family and friends in the difficult days ahead.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:46 PM CST

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HI, AGAIN, SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I TOO, WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A DONATION TO AMY'S FAVORITE CHARITY, AND ALSO WOULD LOVE A COPY OF HER BOOK, PLEASE POST INFORMATION ON THAT. HOW PROUD YOU MUST FEEL, EVEN WITH YOUR LOSS, WITH SUCH AN INCREDIBLE DAUGHTER, I ALREADY MISS READING HER UPDATES AND HER WORDS OR WISDOM TO LIVE BY. I WISH I WAS CLOSER TO WHERE YOU LIVE, CAUSE I WOULD BE THERE....I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS AND THE LOSS OF ALL OF US THAT FOLLOWED HER... GOD BLESS US...EVERYONE
JAN HENDERSON <JAH512@AO;.COM>
WAYNE, NJ USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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My heart felt very heavy all day Monday and I just knew something wasn't right. Amy was a true fighter to the end, with her strength and determination. I have never met Amy, but I have followed her journey for almost 2 years and I thought she would beat this beast. My MIL died about 8 months ago of Lymphoma, so I know how hard this 5 years has been on all of you, since that's how long she fought her cancer as well. Amy will be looking down on all of those who made a difference. I wish Amy's family peace in this time of grief.
K C
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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My sincere sympathy and prayers go out to Amy's family and many friends. I have checked in here for a couple of years now and have come to love Amy as I know many others do. So bright, so pretty and so determined to beat the beast. My heart goes out to each of you........God bless and God speed Amy.

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:56 PM CST

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To Amy's family,

I only knew about Amy through Jenna Langer's site. Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers! We are so very sorry for you. Amy sounds like she was quite the fighter and a beautiful child inside and out! She showed great courage when the normal person would not have been able to keep going! You can be proud to have raised such a wonderful, giving, caring child! Thinking of your family with all our sympathy!! Sincerely, Julaine Balbach
Julaine Balbach <weare@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:04 PM CST

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Extremely devistated by your loss. I definately want a copy of the book. Take care.
Kelly
New Ulm, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:47 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family
I come tonight with a heavy heart thinking about our shining star. Amy was so real, so special,& so full of love for others.Please post at your convenience what we as her friends can do to remember her by donations to one of her favorite charities. Wishing I could be there this Friday to celebrate her life. You will all be in my prayers. I am also interested in getting a copy of the book she was writing. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:39 PM CST

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To the Mareck family from Laura's friends in Toledo, Ohio come much sympathy, love and prayers. Our hearts go out to you.
Julian Davies <julian@epworth.com>
Toledo, OH USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:39 PM CST

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Dear Mareck Family, I am deeply saddened by the passing of Amy. My deepest sympathy to all her family. I checked this website daily for updates, but mostly I kept coming back because Amy made the site such an inspiration and joy to read. She shared her true feelings with everyone and never gave up her quest to conquer this dreaded disease and always with a smile and a thought for others. God has one determined angel on his hands because I'm sure she is not done with this fight yet. Amy will continue to fight for everyone else on earth who is still waiting for their miracle cure.
Diane S. <dscepaniak@warpdriveonline.com>
Avon, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:34 PM CST

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Oh My....Through so many tears I type. Amy has always been so strong such a role model her legacy and story will live on! I never left her page not feeling the strength and courage of this lovely young lady! She has signed my daughters page on occasion although we never met I feel I have losted a great friend. To her family please know we will continue to hold you all in our prayers, to Amy fly free swwt lady!
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:45 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss of Amy. I don't know any of you, but I have been following Amy's fight for about 2 years when I came across the caringbridge site. She was so strong and determined to beat this cancer. Her spirit will live on through all of those that she has touched on her journey.
A Lurker
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:43 PM CST

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My heart goes out 2 you & your family. I too lost my darling Cheanelle 11/29/01. I'll keep you In my prayers to know she Is at peace with her heavenly father. GOD bless you!!
Kyla <rikkialese824@aol.com>
Albany, NY USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:08 PM CST

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I know I wrote yesterday but felt like I needed to write again. Amy was a great person, Its hard to believe she is gone. She taught me the important things in life. I will never forget your sweet daughter. She is now a beautiful angel watching over all who cared and loved her. Fly high sweet Amy!
Elaine Scida <escida@hotmail.com>
Johnsonburg, PA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:51 PM CST

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Our deepest sympathy to your family. It has been so many years since we first met your precious little Amy with you at Holy Family School. Looking back we are so grateful for the deep friendship that developed between her and our family, especially Michael. They so enjoyed each other and were blessed by a very special friendship. Michael was so anxious to come home from college and would look forward to being able to do something with Amy. We are so grateful for the devine intervention that brought him to the hospital on Saturday. I am so sure that that evening together will forever remain a wonderful memory-thanks to your family for allowing them the gift of being "kids" and enjoying one last pizza party together! You unselfish sharing of Amy's last days was a gift that we will always be grateful for-we now hold you, an us all in prayer as we learn to live our lives with precious Amy watching over us.
Our deepest gratitude for sharing your precious daughter, Amy with us all these years. Our most sincere sympathy and love to you all. Geralyn, Dave, Michael, Matthew and Luke
geralyn nathe-evans <dgmml00@aol.com>
avon, mn usa - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:27 PM CST

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Albany High School misses Amy terribly, and today was a very sad day for all of us.
*The High School Student Council would like to have an "Amy" day, this Friday in memory of Amy. We would all like to wear her favorite color, and the council would also like to pass out ribbins to remember her by, also in her favorite color. There is just one problem. We don't exactly know her favorite color! There was comments it may be blue...or pink or purple? We want to get it right...so, i would like to ask for your help. **If anyone reads this and knows Amy's favorite color**, if you could please either post it on here or email me directly to, ashapoepping@hotmail.com -- This would be a great help. Thank you so much. And *God Bless You Amy*
Asha Poepping <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:12 PM CST

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My prayers are with you during this painful journey. I wish you peace in the days ahead.

Jillian~ Friends of Allie <jillianmandic@hotmail.com>
Fort Lauderdale, FL - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:31 PM CST

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MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO THE MARECK FAMILY. I KEPT UP WITH AMY'S PROGRESS THROUGH JENNA LANGER'S SITE. MAY YOU ALL GAIN STRENGTH WITH THE HELP OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS AS YOU FACE THE DAYS AHEAD. ROSE FORST
ROSE FORST
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:15 PM CST

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Hi Miss Amarecka,
I wanted you to know that I had the honor and privledge of talking to your Dad and your sister this afternoon. I know you worried about leaving your family behind but they are strong, and even though their hearts are broken they will get through this. I talked about that with your dad, about how you and I always talked about that strength that is deep down inside. How you may not even know it is there but there is always a little more left just when your need it most. I read your Dad the part from your book about how he spent the first night with you when you had chemo for the first time, he really enjoyed hearing that. He was so sweet and shared some really special things with me. My mom and I were talking about how my dad brought us together and you are with him now(give him a HUGE hug for me!) and how your Dad said to me that I am a link from you to him and I will be with him now and we will keep in touch. He told me to come find him on Thurs night at the church, and I can't wait to give him a great big hug! oh yeah did I forget to tell you I am coming? I wouldn't miss it for the world. I just have one favor to ask of you, if you could please try to spread the word around up there that I would really appreciate it if it did not SNOW between now and Saturday night! Thanks! I am bringing what I have of the book for your family and all of our e-mails, your dad asked to see them. And THE PRINTOUT! I love you bunches and tons beyond this world Amy, and I will see you soon!
Love always and always!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:06 PM CST

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I just could not believe it. I came in to check on her like I have every morning for the last year. She always had a way of making me laugh and making ME stronger. I never signed in to tell her or thank her. Now my heart is crying out no no no. To Amy's family: She is and was so special. A friend that I never met. Strength and character that I only dreamed of. Amy you rule!!
Lynn
Winston Salem, NC - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:44 PM CST

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Amy,
I've never formally had the privilege of meeting you face to face, but through your family and friends I feel as though I have always known you. With periodic updates during this battle, please know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers always. You are a true inspiration to all the world. Knowing that we have a new angel to look over this world kinda softens this whole ordeal. God Bless.
Sherry (Tamm) Hubbard <hubelec@sherbtel.net>
Becker, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:29 PM CST

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I'm sorry to hear about Amy earning her wings. She is truly an inspiration for many who are fighting this awful disease. May you have many happy memories of all that she has done.
Kari (Friends of Allie) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:13 PM CST

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Dear Rich, Judy and family,
You have been a big part of our lives for the past twelve years. Amy was just starting 1st grade when we brought Michael to daycare at your house. Mike is now 12, Blake 10 and David is 6. We talk about "Judy's" a lot. The boys miss you Judy and have always said that you make the best lunches and snacks. Needless to say, we all are struggling with Amy's death. Mike thought that we should come over to vist you today. I know that now more than ever you will need time to get through this as a family. Please know that we love you and that you have always been and will always be special people in our lives.
Love from Aleta, Tim, Mike, Blake, and David
Aleta Holbrook <timothyholbrook@msn.com>
St. Cloud, MN Stearns - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:09 PM CST

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Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Heaven is truly a brighter place with your beautiful, strong willed daughter. She was beautiful.
Tracy (Friends of Allie) <feeneyd@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:08 PM CST

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This is just one more person who never signed in but was touched by Amy. She will be missed.
Langgaard www.caringbridge.org/ia/kris
Guthrie Center, IA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 12:38 AM CST

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Dear family
Last night, I was so sad I had to leave the house. I went to Target and laughed because I knew how much Amy likes to shop!

As I was driving, feeling so very very upset, I looked in the sky and broke out into a smile.... there, as big as Amy herself, was the orangest, brightest harvest moon! Nothing could make that moon shine so bright unless Amy was behind it! Her radiance was evident, even in passing. Well, anyway, that was how I looked at it and it gave me great comfort.

When ever I look at a harvest moon, I know Amy will be there in my thoughts. I loved your daughter for her spirit, her essence of life and her will to make all the worlds negatives into positives. Davis and I will be at the memorial service if there is one. God Bless.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 12:02 AM CST

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I'm just so sorry to learn of Amy's passing. It was so clear to all of us out "here" that your Amy appreciated so much of what life had to offer her. And her perserverence? Wow. She may be an Angel, but to me she is a survivor in every sense of the word.

Please accept our prayers for you all to find the strength to face the days ahead, and for Amy to finally find her peace.

Love and sorrow,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 12:00 AM CST

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Amy's Family,
I am one of the MANY who read Amy's journal very often, but didn't sign in. I prayed for her and your family. I took away SO much from her endless smiles and attitude...know that I will never forget your WONDERFUL daughter.
Barbara
Tampa, Fl - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:54 AM CST

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I'm so sorry and totally shocked as I read the post. Amy was a special young women. Please know you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:54 AM CST

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God Bless you Amy! I know you are flying with the Angels. She fought so hard.
Christi <cmcev1@hotmail.com>
Mesquite, TX USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:51 AM CST

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I can't believe it, I really can't....Amy had such a good outlook onlife. I didn't sign very much, but I checked on Amy daily. Please know that Amy touch the lives of so many people, she was always so positive. I'm so very, very sorry!!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, Mn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:48 AM CST

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I have been on vacation for the last week and truly missed checking on Amy every day. As your parents, I would like to tell you just how special your daughter really was, although I am sure you have a good idea. She really touched my life more than you will ever know. I have been having some marital trouble, and I would start feeling so sorry for myself. All I had to do was check on Amy, and I would immediately put things in perspective again. Although I never met her in person, I feel like I know her so well. I would think, "You are sitting here feeling sorry for yourself, and look what Amy goes through every day of her life for the last five years." I have prayed for her and cried for her. Now I will pray for her soul and especially for the loving family she left behind. God Bless You All. I am so sorry for your loss.
Ramona Dickson <ramona@telepak.net>
Monticello, MS LAWRENCE - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:21 AM CST

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I am totally in shock right now... Many prayers to Amy's family and friends that loved Amy for who she really is. I am so sad right now words can not describe it. Amy~ girlfriend, I'm glad you are no longer in pain... Fly high Angel...
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:07 AM CST

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We work with Amys Father, and watched him suffer thru this with Amy. Now Amys Heavenly Father has her by his side. With promises of nothing but peace, joy and happiness.
Dick, your co-workers extend our deepiest sympathy to you and your family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Co-workers
Melrose, MN Stearns - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:06 AM CST

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All my heart goes out to Amy and her family! Amy is done with her suffering and is in a better state of mind. She will be missed by so many! I will miss her very much, but I just have to be happy for her. AMY WAS AN INSPIRATION TO ME. AND SHE IS SUCH A FIGHTER!!
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:01 AM CST

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AMY! I have been following Amy's site for two years. Amy has touched so many lives with her ever positive attitude and her ability to bravely face every roadblock she encountered. While I am joyful that Amy is cancer free, and dancing with Jesus in heaven, I am heartbroken for her family's loss. My prayers are with you all. I will sorely miss reading Amy's updates each day. This exceptional young lady will NEVER be forgotten!
Cathie Hartman <budstermom@aol.com>
Blaine, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:56 AM CST

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My prayers go out to Amy's family. She fought so very hard,
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:54 AM CST

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Amy was an inspiration to live by, and a hero to aspire to. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.

Fly free Amy!
Natalie & Joleigh <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:48 AM CST

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Dear Mr. And Mrs. Mareck and Family,
I am so very sorry that your lost your beautiful Amy yesterday. I told her often that her parents must be so proud and were so lucky to have her as their daughter. She loved you all SO much. I am so grateful that Amy was and always will be a part of my life. I learned so much from her and my heart always leaped when I got an e-mail from her! She was so kind and loving. My deepest sympathy and prayers are with you.
With Love,
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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We are so very sorry for your loss. She has joined with our son who went to heaven almost three years ago. We will keep you and your family in our prayers. Our son had A.L.L. Leukemia and after a successful Bone Marror Transplant, he lost his battle due to lung problems. We know he is in heaven with others who have lost their battles. He as will she will be with us until we join them. God Bless You and your Family. Steven's website www.reddlegg.com/Leukemia_info.htm
John Lester <jlester@reddlegg.com>
AL USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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To the family of Amy Mareck, sorry for the loss of a very precious angel. She was a very strong person and continued to fight. Amy has a very wonderful loving, caring and devoted family. The Lord seen her struggle and now has taken her home. Peace & Prayers.
Mary <mhiltner@kraft.com>
Albany, MN Stearns - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:32 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your family's loss. Another amazing young woman leaves us too soon. I just learned of Amy's fight and her passing from Kathie Mayo. Amy clearly leaves a wonderful family and friends. You are all in my prayers.
Ron Springsteen <ronspringsteen@charter.net>
Sheridan, MI United States - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Amy has her Angel Wings! She is definitely an angel. She was an inspiration to so many & made others realize how precious life is. Fly free Angel Amy! You will be missed here but Heaven has a special Angel!
Mary <mportner@bbinsurance.com>
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:10 AM CST

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We know Libby was there to greet you. That is what takes away - just a little - the sadness in our hearts today. You so touched her life as well as ours. The bittersweet of this awful disease - you meet some awesome people. You were such an inspiration to all of us during Libby's fight and we always were excited to see you even if it had to be while we were at the Fairview Inn. Thank you for sharing your story, for the countless others who are better today for having known you, either through this site or have had the priviledge to meet you. We will miss you terribly. But you will always be in our hearts. Give Libby a hug for us and we'll look for another "trinkling little star" in the sky tonight and know you two are dancing and running, healthy and painfree.

To Amy's family - thank you for the gift of Amy. She IS an amazing person and we send our sympathies and prayers as we know she will be missed.
Mike, Bonnie, Angel and Jessica ... and Libby who is now running and laughing with her <mbaoj@wdemail.com>
Johnstown, CO - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:03 AM CST

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Amy's spirit, inspiration and devotion continue to shine. My thoughts and prayers go out to the entire Mareck family. I hope this guest book is a constant reminder of the powerful being Amy was and how many people she touched and inspired in her short time here. Amy, have fun running, playing and watching over us. You're battle is done! Say hi to Grandma Rose for all of us. We'll miss you.
Gina Glenna <Gina.M.Glenna@BankofAmerica.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:41 AM CST

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I have never signed in before but I too have been following Amy for over a year and she was an amazing person. I was shocked to hear of her passing but she is free now to do what she wants and free of pain. My prayers are with you during this diffcult time. I will NEVER forget Amy!! She was an inspiration to me and my Mom who is fighting breast cancer. May God bless you and your family. Amy is in a better place but will be missed.
Brenda
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:31 AM CST

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To the Mareck family,
This is so unbelieveable and so hard to write. First of all I want to offer my heartfelt condolences and tons of prayers to help you through this very sad and difficult time. I believe volumes are spoken of what a wonderful family she has by the great person she was. Her outgoing, exciting and loving personality she had came from and was nourished by some great family. She shared her story and love with people from all over the world, literally. What a wonderful gift all of you gave to and so willingly shared with all of us. She always was so concerned about everyone else (inc. our Mark) and many times asked us to pray for various friends fighting as she was. Her smile (and dimples) were one in a million. God must have decided he needed abright spot at his side. The only consoling thougt is knowing that she is now free to dance, run and play basketball as never before. Our family's prayers will continue on for a long time for all of you as a continuation of praying for Amy. Love and hugs to Amy and all of you......
Darlene Felling and family <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:21 AM CST

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I have faithfully followed Amy's journal for about a year now. I was drawn to her because of her joy in trial, her courage in difficulty, and her optimism in the face of pessimistic situations. I was honored to be inspired by her.

I was saddened to hear of her passing, but I must admit, elated to consider how she "fought the good fight" and is being rewarded in heaven with her Father, God, who is delighting over her and has made her whole again.

May God bless you, her family and dear ones, as you work through your grief, handing each question, each disappointment, each tear to our God who loves you with an unending love.

My prayers will be near you.
Blessings,
Carolyn Master <guisebaby@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:20 AM CST

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I am devastated to find out that Amy passed away.She was an amazing young woman, strong and beautiful, loving and deep. I loved comming to her site. She was a real fighter, a true inspiration to me. I know she is in a better place now, butI will miss her and her entries. My prayer is that God gives comfort to her family and friends, whom she loved so much. Fly free, dear Amy.
Kate <corades@mail.ru>
Voronezh, Russia - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:16 AM CST

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Hi, I have been keeping up with Amy through Jenna Langer's website. Today I read that she had passed. I am writing to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. God Bless.
Missy
NU, - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:52 AM CST

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We are deeply saddened to read about Amy. We are actually at a complete loss for words. She touched our lives and hearts to the core. We are going to miss precious Amy. We know that she's in Heaven now and is smiling down on all of us --- with those great big, beautiful dimples!!!

Please know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers as you go through this very difficult time. We will NEVER forget your Amy!!! We loved her!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:46 AM CST

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I cannot believe my eyes. What is this?

Amy fought a battle that was so filled with strength and courage.

I remember when I met her once when I was visiting Libby. She was a very remarkable young woman.

My thoughts and prayers are with Amy's family.

Amy say Hi to Mitch and Libby. I will miss your posts.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:44 AM CST

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I'll bet Amy has the biggest and brightest wings of all angels. She was so amazing for such a young woman. I loved coming on here every day, even if it was just to hear about her day and her Thursday night tv watching. I didn't even personally know her, but will miss her terribly. I am so sorry for your family. Please know that my prayers and thoughts are with you.

Soar Amy!!!!!

Jodi
Jodi Green <jodisgreen@aol.com>
Roselle Park, NJ USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:42 AM CST

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What a thoughtful daughter you had! I found her site over a year ago and have followed her struggles! I enjoyed reading her positive journal entries each day! She is in a better place today! May God be with each and everyone of you during this difficult time!
Lisa <lflynt@bellsouth.net>
Elon, NC USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:39 AM CST

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Amy you will be missed. Your spirit and courage was remarkable. My prayers are with your family as they continue the difficult path to healing.
Jan Shaver <jshaver@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Albany, mn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:37 AM CST

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Godspeed Amy!

I never met you but you were always in my heart and I will miss you!

Till we meet in heaven,
Love Maggie
Maggie Mager <magers@amaonline.com>
Amarillo, TX US - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:32 AM CST

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Amy's family,
I never has the pleasure of meeting your daughter, but she touched so many lives in her short time here. May God and the prayers of people around the world be with you and support you today and in the future. God speed Amy!
Carrie <carriehemiller@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, Mn USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:31 AM CST

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Many of us hadn't ever met Amy, but find comfort knowing that she touched the hearts of many people and that we all share in your sorrow at her passing. What a wonderful young woman she was! Many here in Crosby and Brainerd are holding Amy's family and friends in our thoughts and prayers. We will miss her determination and reminders of all God's blessings. The sun is shining brightly today, I'll bet Amy has something to do with that! May God be with all of you during this very difficult time.
Ann Thielen
Brainerd, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:23 AM CST

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It is with tears in my eyes and a broken heart that I stop by here today. I just wanted to let Amy's family know they are in my prayers. My precious Tiffanie and Amy were exactly alike and I know they are friends in heaven.
Hugs Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:20 AM CST

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I am so very sorry
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:06 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
I am so sad that you are gone. What an incredible, honest,
Beautiful girl you are. I e-mailed you a few times in the past. I found your site after my nephew Gabriel passed away from complications from a cordblood transplant. He was diagniosed with osteosarcoma and then got leukemia from all the drugs. I so believe we are all placed on this earth for a reason. I also believe that some of us are Angels sent down to bless a special family. I believe that young people are those Angels. I feel you are one of those Angels,and how wonderfully lucky your family and friends were the chosen ones. It is bittersweet to be blessed by you because they only get you for a short time. But I know for a fact that you angels are always with us. Sometimes it is hard to feel you because our pain is so great. I am sure Gabriel has welcomed you,he has a wonderful smile too.
He is also a friend of Rachael's. I am so sad......
TO Amy's family, words cannot express the sadness I feel for you. I remember when Gabriel died we were all by his side at the Fairview.
I will keep you all in my thoughts during thismost difficult time.

sincerely,

Vicki Jones


Vicki Jones www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
mpls, mn - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:56 AM CST

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Amy has touched the lives of soooo many. She is an incredible young woman filled with love, compassion, and humor. She has taught myself and sooo many others to look for the positive side of every situation, if things bring you down take a day and regroup so you can come back stronger and most importantly don't take anything for granted, appreciate every moment and every day! She is the perfect reflection of the wonderful family she has! Amy will truly be missed more than words can express!
May God give you comfort and strength to get through these hardest of times. I will keep you in my prayers and Amy forever in my thoughts!
Sincerely,
Dottie
Philadelphia
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:54 AM CST

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Dear Amy's Family,
I feel such an emptiness this morning as I have come to look forward daily to Amy's beautiful updates. She has touched so many of our lives, and will continue to do so with her positive spirit and reminders to enjoy the simple things every day. I woke up throughout the night last night thinking of you and what you must be experiencing at this time, and I want you to know that I continue always to send thoughts and prayers your way. You are a wonderful family. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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oh God, I am so sorry you guys. Amy fought this head on and we all thought for sure she'd beat it here. But yes, she has moved on to bigger and better things, and I hope her loved ones feel her presence all around them to help them get through the next few weeks that will be so incredibly hard.
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love (formerly Adopt a Kid's Site)
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:27 AM CST

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Amy's family -
I'm so sorry for your loss. I too have never met Amy but have followed her journey - led to her site by anothers. I will miss her too and am sitting here with tears in my eyes. She & you have been in my prayers and will continue to be.
Kelli
Rogers, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:24 AM CST

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I just wanted to stop by and let Amy's family and friends know how much she's been on my mind. I cried a lot last night, and when I woke during the night I thought of Amy. I know she's looking down at us, free from any pain and suffering, but it is always so hard to say goodbye. I'm getting tears as I write this. It's going to seem so hard, not seeing updates from Amy* on a daily basis. She was raised to be a wonderful, loving, caring, young woman. I know you're proud of her, as you very well should be.

((((((HUGS FROM NEW YORK))))))

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:33 AM CST

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To Amy's Family:
My heart is so sad today upon learning of Amy's death. Though SO much younger than me, she has been such an inspiration. Her courage and strength have touched me deeply and will forever. Fly free, sweet Amy !

Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:10 AM CST

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To the Mareck Family:

I am truly sorry to hear of your loss. I have followed Amy's struggle for about a year or so through the Caringbridge Site. She was a bright eyed, compassionate, kid, whom I know enjoyed telling her story in her own way. I know it is hard for you as members of her family to accept her loss. However, I believe she is gone to a far better place. Now she can look down upon all of us with Angel Wings.
John W. Clarke
St. John's, NFLD Canada - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:44 AM CST

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To Amy's Family,
You have our deepest condolences! God truly has a beautiful angel sitting beside him today. I have been following Amy's progress for the past 2 years and just wanted you to know what a great, inspirational, loving person your daughter is. But, you already know that! I can only imagine the emptiness and sadness you are feeling, but I am positive that your sweet angel with those gorgeous dimples is smiling down and watching over you. God Bless!
Sandy K. <kleinfehn_mom@charter.net>
Melrose, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:42 AM CST

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Dear Mareck family,
I'm so incredibly sorry for your precious loss... Amy was truly a wonderful and incredible young woman. I have no doubt that she has inspired tons of young kids on Caringbridge and to others around her...you have a very special daughter to be so proud of. She is at peace forever.. I'll be keeping all of you in my prayers and you try and face each day.

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Lots of love,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:25 AM CST

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i love you amy, i will miss your update. i can't stop my tears all though, i know you are on the better place now. i love you, i love you, i love you! you are brave young women, you thought me so many things.... God bless your family!
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 2:28 AM CST

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Grazie Amy.Un abbraccio a tutta la famiglia
Daniela Coccetti <d.coccetti@chiesigroup.com>
Viadana, Mantova Italy - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 2:15 AM CST

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Mareck Family,
I never had the privilege of knowing Amy. In fact, the first time I found out about this amazing lady was today though a close friend of mine. She told me what and inspiration Amy was in her life and how much Amy’s friendship had meant to her. Then she gave the address to this website and I quickly saw that Amy was strong, talented, and loved by many people. My thoughts and prayers are with Amy, her family and friends, and all those, like me, that did not meet Amy, but were still touched by her.


Alaina Traut <amtraut@csbsju.edu>
Foley, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:30 AM CST

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I am so heartbroken to hear that Amy passed away. I've been following her site for a very long time and thought she was an incredibly sweet person! You are all in my prayers during this very sad and difficult time.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:14 AM CST

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We are so sorry for the loss of a remarkable young woman.
Amy and your family is in our prayers.
In Sympathy,
Allie, Ann, Erica and Scott - Friends of *Allie* and CampJack
Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com>
San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:14 AM CST

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I have been following Amy's story through my daughter, Emily Wolff, for the last two years. Amy was a real inspiration to her and to us. Thank you for sharing her life with all of us. We are sending you our condolances and support. Best Wishes to you in this next journey.
Beth Allen <betha@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:08 AM CST

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Amy had a great impact on so many people, including myself. I am so sad to hear of her passing. My thoughts and prayers are with her family. I cannot speak enough about her.. her strength and courage and love for all.

My deepest sympathies... Kris
Kristina Gregory <gregory@nccn.org>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:06 AM CST

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This was one entry I was praying I'd never have to make. I've been crying on and off all day since learning of Amy's passing. To be honest, it was a shock. I really was expecting Amy to pop up again in a few days saying, "I'm baaack!" I'm sad that she's gone, but I know with my whole heart that she is well, and whole in God's embrace. Goodbye for now, sweet girl.
Heidi M. <hehmorris@yahoo.com>
Morgantown, WV - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:48 PM CST

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Amy touched my life both as being a Little Crow Fan and because she is related to Nancy Wehseler a friend of mine. She had to be very courageous. I have a daughter the same age so know how precious they are. I am so sorry for her and your family and send my sympathy. Sharon Nelson
sharon Nelson <slnelson@tds.net>
New London, MN usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:38 PM CST

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Amy gave me so much guidance and strength to fight my own battle against cancer. She gave me so much energy to beat it because I was lead by her optimism. Never was there such a strong young woman who was so determined to positively influence others. She has inspired so many and her legacy will live in my heart forever.
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:22 PM CST

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I never had the pleasure of meeting Amy personally, but I've been reading Amy's entries for about a year now and I was so shocked and saddened when I read today's entry. Amy's optimism and amazing outlook on life was such an inspiration. My heart goes out to the Mareck family during this difficult time and they are in my prayers.
Ashley <strauss.52@osu.edu>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 11:19 PM CST

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I offer my thoughts & prayers to the Marecks during this terribly difficult time. Amy was a gift from God and has now gone back home. She touched so many lives - more than any of us will ever know. Her attitude, her zest for life, her courage and her kindness showed us how we can all be better people and how we should try to live. May she dance in heaven, shoot hoops with ease and enjoy all God offers at his table. I am so saddened but also feel blessed to have had the opportunity to know that I walked amongst an angel.

Strength, peace and hope for all.
Karen Schleicher <schleicher@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:53 PM CST

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Sending lots of love and prayers to your family. May you find peace and rest each day.
Kelly ~Friends of Allie~ <kellymann@grandecom.net>
Waco, TX USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:51 PM CST

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Dearest Mareck Family,
Thank you for sharing your precious, vivacious, inspirational daughter with us. She has touched our hearts more than you will ever know. It is comforting to know that she is free and with God and that she can walk, dance and sing with the angels. We'll miss that 1,000 watt smile, Miss Amy. Thank you for showing us what it's all about.
Forever in our hearts,
The Frerotte Family
Ann and Gus Frerotte
chanhassen, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:50 PM CST

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I have been following Amy for a long time now...I am just stunned...I know God has His reasons, but it is so hard to understand. Amy has inspired me countless times. I never had the privelege of meeting her face to face, but I will never forget her. I will watch for her book. Amy is with our Lord now so I pray for you- her family and friends- may God give you peace and grace and wrap His mighty arms around you at this time.
Debi Tonsager <debijhohn@yahoo.com>
Puyallup, WA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:46 PM CST

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I am sad...Amy was such a trooper. It has been a joy to come to know her...what a strong young woman she was. God bless all her family.
Patti <cnpvanno@compwrx.com>
Yakima, WA USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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Just wanted to say how sad it was to lose such a darling young woman. I am very sorry for all her friends and family.
Our sincerest condolences to all
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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Dear Amy:
You had such amazing charisma over the past 5 years with this evil battle of cancer. You remained so positive and had such an uplifting spirit even when you knew things weren't at it's best. You have touched so many lives because of this. You are truly an ANGEL in my eyes. As I hesitate to write this... I know you are in a much better place now- even though you were put up one heck of a fight to get there- Thank you! You will be missed by all! I will continue to pray for you and your family.

Lisa Jensen <weezjensen@yahoo.com>
Corcoran, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:07 PM CST

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My heart breaks tonight as I read the entry. I have followed Amy's story for the past 6 months or so, and she truely was an inspiration to me. How she put on such a wonderful fight amazed me. And that she was willing to share every step of her battle inspired me as well. I will continue to pray for her family and Amy, that she has a wonderful time in the House of the Lord. Shine down on us Amy, watch over your family and friends and guide them through this with all the strength you have!
Kate <disneypals@juno.com>
Foley, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:56 PM CST

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I just wanted to stop by and let you all know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I will continue to check the site for any updates you may post. Many hugs and prayers during this very difficult time,
Moni "Friends of Allie" <momtograyson@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 9:44 PM CST

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i've never signed amy's guest book, but trust me i've followed her story for about 1 yr now. while i'm saddened by amy's passing i'm also rejoicing that she is now set free to walk run and dance with the angels. i follow all of the cancer childrens stories and i was lead to amy's site thru that website. amy had such a tenacity about herself, she definitely made herself clear. she had so much love and devotion for her family and friends. amy aspired me to laugh even when times were tough. i'm a cancer survivor of 6+ yrs. amy was an old soul in a young woman's body, she lived her life to the fullest and she made sure she touched many more lives with love and grace. about the person that signed amy's guest book on nov. 23rd who was truly being ugly and selfish at that time, i bet they had no idea they were signing a true angel's guest book, because only an angel could have handled that situation so gracefully, especially with only a few precious days left here on earth. only an angel could take something so negative and turn it to positive in such a short time. it's always important to be mindful of what you say to a person thru writing or in person because that person may not run across an angel the next time around. sorry for the length, but amy was worth every word i've said. she'll be missed.
donna <dancar@swbno.org>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 9:37 PM CST

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To Amy's Family and Friends,

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Amy seemed to have a love of life that poured through her journal entries. I feel as if I know her but have never actually met her. Godspeed Amy.
Laurie
NJ - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:36 PM CST

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I have only signed Amy's guestbook a couple of time, but found it through my friend Mary Lee. I've been following her site daily for well over a year.

I was so certain Amy would receive her miracle. She did, just not the way we all hoped and prayed she would.

You're finally free, Amy. You may be gone but you'll never be forgotten.
Tami
Marquette, MI - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:24 PM CST

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I have only signed Amy's guestbook a couple of time, but found it through my friend Mary Lee. I've been following her site daily for well over a year.

I was so certain Amy would receive her miracle. She did, just not the way we all hoped and prayed she would.

You're finally free, Amy. You may be gone but you'll never be forgotten.
Tami
Marquette, MI - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:24 PM CST

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Dearest Amy,
I have come to your website today as I have daily for a long, long time. I promptly closed the site in disbelief upon reading the words-only to reopen and reread the same words with much sadness. How can it be that someone who I have never met has impacted my life like you have? I feel so sad that you are gone, but rejoice that you did indeed receive your miracle and are safe and healed in God's home. I feel like you are smiling down on us with those great big gorgeous dimples and saying "Hey, it's great in heaven!" You will truly be missed. What a girl! God really does chose the best! Unfortunately, you were like a precious, rare diamond here on Earth too and that is our loss. God bless you Amy and may God bless your family and friends who have shared your journey to everlasting life. You will be missed. You fought long and hard. You won in my eyes.
Karen <Valenti56@aol.com>
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:13 PM CST

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I am so heartbroken to read about Amy. Yet, I am grateful that she was able to pass peacefully with all of you by her side. Her light will shine forever, and tonight I will look for the newest star. May you all find peace knowing the pain is gone. God has reached out his hand and lead another angel home. Amy was such an amazing woman...an inspiration to this world. She has touched so many people and she will continue to live on in all of our hearts! ((Sending all of you big hugs))
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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Dear Rich, Judy, & Family~
We are so very sorry to hear that Amy passed away this afternoon!! We want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. It will be a difficult road to travel without your beloved Amy, but remember that your family will always be here for you when you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to talk to!! Amy will be greatly missed by ALL!!!
Tessa & Jason Wohletz <tessajay@msn.com>
Avon, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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Amy and Family,
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
May god be with you

Tamm Family
Albany, mn. - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:04 PM CST

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I can't believe it! I don't want to believe it!!! I'm heartbroken to read today's entry. Amy was truly an amazing young lady and I can't thank her enough for sharing her story with us for so long. She was so open and honest and I learned alot from her. Heaven is a brighter and better place today having Amy there. I will never forget her positive attitude and look on life. She was a fighter in every sense of the word. I only wish I had been able to meet her here on earth. I guess I will have to wait and meet her someday in heaven. I will keep her family and friends in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you will let us know when her book is published, I definately want to buy a copy.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:49 PM CST

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Mareck Family,
Even as I write this, my eyes are blurred with tears.
I keep thinking about all the memories me and Amy had. Like at SLF in Aspen, and our annual trip to rainforest cafe every KS95 weekend, and all the times we bumped into eachother in the hospitial.
She will be greatly missed.
Amy fought hard, She was a good person. She was never mean to anybody.
I'm gonna miss those dimples.
My thoughts are with your family in your time of need.
Love,
Brittany

Please email me with an address or sumthin where i can send a card or flowers or if you are having a memorial or a funeral. I would like to be there. Amy ment so much to me.

Brittany Rezmerski <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:47 PM CST

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Goodness ... it doesn't feel like she's gone. Her spirit is SO strong. I can't imagine how YOU her family and Doctors must feel. She affected all of us out here who although we didn't get to personally meet her - she SO inspired us each DAY. What am I going to do without my daily uplifting Amy "fix"? WEll, that was a child who earned her Angel wings LONG before she got to Heaven! You know what I'm going to do? LIVE like she wanted to - and ENJOY everything. Thank you Amy. Thank you Amy's family - sending HUGS and love from out "here" ...
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, mi - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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Dear Mareck FAMILY
I am so very sorry for your pain & grief at this time. I will miss Amy and her daily updates about life from the eyes of a girl in battle. Know she is now free from the pain & suffering . She walks in the presence of our Savior. May you feel Him at your side in the days ahead. May you have a flood of warm memories to sustain you. Hugs to you all.

Jeanine
VA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:36 PM CST

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We love you AMY. You are forever in our hearts. You are a true angel and inspiration to all of us.
Michelle and Jeff <misdsmrs@comcast.net>
Blaine, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:35 PM CST

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Dear Amy's family,
I first heard of Amy from ks95. I have been praying for her for her over the past year. What an amazing daughter, sister, aunt, niece, cousin you had. She was so strong, I was just so amazed!! I could tell from her messages how much she loved each and every one of you. I can see Ms.Amy playing with Mitch and all the other kids up in heavan. She is pain free with a huge smile on her face running playing basketball and eating as much choclate as she wants. I thank Amy for teaching me to hug my son a little tighter tonight. I thank Amy for teaching me to live life to the fullest. I thank Amy for teahing me to have a better attitude. You are all in my prayers forever and always
Sarah <thapas@parknicollet.com>
Plymouth, MN usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:34 PM CST

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I have followed Amy's journal for several years and have corresponded with her from time to time. She was wise and mature far beyond her years and had a remarkably positive attitude until her very last day on earth. While I rejoice that she is whole again and reunited with so many that she met on her journey on earth, I cry with you, her family and personal friends here on earth who will continue your journey without her. Your hearts are broken and may never quite be the same again but please know that there are many of us out here who you will never meet that grieve with you and send you love and prayers at this very sad time of loss. I will miss Amy's updates which, even in the face of bad news, never stayed "down" for very long. What a beautiful young woman she was and what a wonderful legacy she leaves with only nineteen short years on earth. My thoughts and prayers will be with all that are left behind in the coming days.
Kathie
Maple Grove, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:31 PM CST

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It was just this morning that I wrote for the first time in Amy's guestbook letting her know that we are praying real hard for her miracle and to let her know what an extraordinary young lady she is. It just broke my heart when I read the entry that she is now an ANGEL. Thank you Mareck family for giving us all the opportunity to be touched so deeply by Amy's inspiration and upbeat contagious attitude. We are all so lucky as we now have the best ANGEL looking down upon us. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all at this difficult time.
Karen <donkar@newulmtel.net>
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:30 PM CST

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Dear Amy's family,
I am so very, very sorry. Amy had such a cheerful and optimistic approach that it's hard to believe that she has passed on. I never knew her except through her web site, but she is the most inspiring, spirited person I know. What a treasure--forever.
Godspeed, Amy.
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:21 PM CST

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You guys are in my thoughts and prayers
Kristin Jenson <kjenson08@wat.midco.net>
Watertown, SD USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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My dear Miss Amarecka,
I was so sad to learn tonight that your fight here on earth has come to an end. I can't believe that I will never get another e-mail from you, or hear your sweet voice on the phone again. I feel so blessed that I got to talk to you on friday and I can't remember the all the details of our conversation but I know we exchanged I love you's, tht means the world to me. Amy, I am so grateful that you allowed me into your life. I loved working on your book with you and I PROMISE that I will get in touch with Laura and Susie so we can finish editing it and get it published. I know how much the project meant to you and you did an outstanding job of writing your story. I am so proud of you. I am so sorry we never got to meet in person, I dreamed of the day that I would get to give you a big hug and see your beautiful dimples that are so legendary! I got a lovely e-mail from your friend Sharon who said that your pink New York hat was right near on Saturday! That made me feel so special, I loved sending you things and knitting things for you. I am almost finished knitting a poncho for you with a matching hat in your favorite color, blue. I am going to send it to your Mom and Dad's house and ask them to give it to your neice Brittany, I know how much you loved and treasured your family, I am praying for their comfort.
One more thing, today, I was praying for you in my car, and I felt this feeling come over me that is hard to explain. But right after that this song came on the radio called Passin' Thru. It was just about the time you left this world and earned your angel wings, it goes like this..
Passin' Thru
written by Randy Scruggs and Johnny Cash

I have stood upon the mountain
I have seen the other side
I've wrestled with the devil
I've wrestled with my pride
I've been down in the valley
I've stood out in the rain
I've seen my love forsaken
Felt the pleasure and the pain
There's one thing that's for certain
One chord that rings true
It's a mighty world we live in
But the truth is, we're only passin thru
I have cried the tears of sadness
I have cried the tears of joy
I have found a life worth livin'
Found peace within the noise
I have turned my back on hatred
Lyin', prejudice and greed
Found the future in the present
Found hope within a seed
(Chorus)
Passin' thru, passin' thru
It's a mighty world we live in
But the truth is we're only passin thru
I have seen my bucket empty
I have seen my well run dry
But there's water down the road
And I'm only goin' by
If I'm settin' on dead ready
When my chances come and knock
I'll make it where I'm going
I'll be tall just like a rock
There's one thing that's for certain
One chord that rings true
It's a wicked world we live in
But the truth is, we're only passin thru
Yeah, it's a mighty world we live in
But the truth is, we're only passin' thru

I love you bunches and tons from here to the moon and back with sugar and cherries on top more than all the stars in the sky! I will keep you in my heart forever Amy.
Love Always,
Your Jodi with and "I"
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:02 PM CST

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God bless all of you. Sending thoughts and prayers.
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:58 PM CST

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I didn't personally know Amy, but I did know that she was the most inspiring person I knew in our entire school. No matter what, she always had a smile on her face with those adorable dimples and always found the silver lining in every situation. Again, even though I did not know Amy personally, she is my hero and I love her with all my heart. Amy...you are with the angels...
Andrea Erickson <frisky_me25@yahoo.com>
Albany, Mn usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:50 PM CST

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I am so saddened to read Amy has moved onto the heavens. I kept up-to-date on her battle daily and will always remember how she ALWAYS got back up and fought, no matter what circumstances where thrown at her.
I'm so sorry.
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
vancouver, bc, canada - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:45 PM CST

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Amy,
Thank you for the "fried rice" suggestion at Ichiban.
Thank you for being such a good friend to Laura.
Thank you for being a shining beacon of courage.
Thank you for your infectious spirit.
Thank you for your always positive attitude in the face of adversity.
Be at peace.
Doug
Doug Jahnke <cdj04@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:34 PM CST

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I sit here, bawling. I just had "this feeling", and of course Amy was true to her being -- she was still very upbeat and positive. WHAT A WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, young woman. As I have told Amy before, I truly hope my daughter grows up to be as much of a woman that I saw in Amy. What a fighter. I have followed Amy for over 1.5 years -- something that I am truly honored to say.

Love, and God Bless. Fly free with the angels, my friend....

Luv & Prayers,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:28 PM CST

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How does one say goodbye? The best thing seems to be "till we meet again!" All my condolences, love and prayers for peace go to your whole family. Amy's dimples will live on in our minds forever, and the sun will seem to shine a little brighter with her smile up there above us. Please know that we are all thinking of you on this very dificult day.
ELZABETH, SCOTT and ZOE <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 7:28 PM CST

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Amy
It has been a pleasure to get to know you from your site. You are one amazing woman and Heaven is lucky to have you now. May you rest in peace and may your family find that same peace knowing that you are no longer in pain.
Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 7:13 PM CST

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Amy,

It's difficult to say goodbye to a legend. Heaven is lucky to have you on board because this cruise ship just got a little less fun. We love you Amy in the Sky!

Our lives are forever changed. Will is sure going to miss crawling to your room and seeing that bright smiling face. We don't know anyone who deserves heaven more.

Anne, Scott and Will
ahoeschen <hoeschen@upstel.net>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 7:05 PM CST

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God Speed, Amy.

Sara Phillips and family <samatzoll@charter.net>
Farmington, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:52 PM CST

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Amy,
We'll miss you a lot. Your attitude and spirit never gave up. You asked for a miracle; Amy you ARE the miracle. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself. The world is way emptier without you, but I'm glad that I can say to you and to Brent "cul8r".
Jim Hendrickson (Brent's Dad)
St. Paul, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:49 PM CST

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God Bless you Amy, we'll never stop praying and we'll never forget your remarkable life here on Earth and the truly exceptional way you lived it to the fullest each and every day. I am celebrating your life and crying for your family and friends' loss. You were truly a beacon of light for so many. And you still are. Our prayers are with all of you as you come to terms with Amy's eternal journey of love, laughter and spreading her cheer in heaven down.
Terri Peterson and family <terri@stribmail.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:49 PM CST

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To Amy's family and friends,
I'm so sorry!
I am so glad that I got to see her on Saturday and I will cherish that last hug as long as I live.
Oh how I will miss reading her updates!
Love to you all.....Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:48 PM CST

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She fought the fight and lived the the life...A child like this does not just happen. She was born by a miracle and then raised and loved by such an extraordinary family. I am so, so sorry that you lost her and I am so, so happy that there is a heaven and that she is with her friends who were waiting right there to show her the way and make her feel right at home.

God bless you, Mareck Family!!!!!!!!
Cheryl Ellingson <cherylellingson@yahoo.com>
Albany Area Schools, - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:43 PM CST

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I am so sorry to read this sad sad news..... your family has my prayers
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 6:39 PM CST

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I am sad to hear that Amy has passed away and have had her web site on my desktop here in AZ. We exchanged messages recently and I did not realize the struggle she has gone through in the last days. Amy was such a fighter always thinking positive, trusting her Drs. and staff, loving her family and friends. As a Fan of the Year of the Little Crow Water Ski Team in New London, MN she inspired us by her enthusiasm attending the shows, talking to the skiers and families. As her family you were there for her and she was there for all of you giving others support! Amy was one of a kind! I feel honored in calling her friend and am glad their is no more suffering just peace in being with God!
Bonnie Haug
Apache Junction, AZ
Bonnie Haug <jhaug@willmar.com>
New London, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:36 PM CST

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Oh, Amy, I feel like I've lost a member of my family. I would so love to have had a daughter just like you. I will never forget your bravery and optomistic fighting spirit. You've taught me so much about life. My thoughts are with your family.
alicia <ablovens@aol.com>
Castro Valley, Ca - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:27 PM CST

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Beautiful Amy,
Although I followed your page for over two years, I only recently emailed you and got a wonderful response. I honestly believed you would get your miracle - although I thought it was to mean that you would be cured here on earth. I am at least happy though, that you are free from pain and hurt, and doing everything that you love. Amy you will remain in my heart forever. I will carry you with me always for you helped me face my own health issues with your amazing determination.

To Amy's family and friends, I send you hope and strength as you deal with your loss. Please know that you too are loved as family and friends of such a wonderful person.

God speed Amy.
Siobhan <siobhanybaun@aol.com>
NY - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:23 PM CST

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Dear Family and Friends of Amy, We are so very sorry for your loss. You are in our prayers, she is walking on streets of gold with Jesus. Fly free Amy! Love and prayers,

Debbie and the Dreamteam - and 'Friends of Allie' <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org>
VA USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:21 PM CST

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May God hold all of you REAL tight! Oh Amy, what an inspiration you are to so many!
You will be missed so greatly by so many!

Cindy Carey <retro@LL.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:19 PM CST

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Oh how my heart is broken, I can only imagine yours. I was shocked to "hear" that Amy was now an Angel. It was just here this morning that I wrote to her for the first time. Amy is now shining down on all of you, no pain, just happiness. Keep smilin' girl, those dimples are adorable. My deep condolences go out to the family and friends. I am glad that I got to visit her page and see her beautiful smile and feel her warm spirit! God Bless, Angel
Angel R. Guy <bbbear4@msn.com>
Littleton, Co. USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:14 PM CST

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Words cannot express how I feel right now. I am so sorry Amy is no longer with all of those who loved and admired her. She fought with such courage, strength and determination, while all along showing grace and love. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vingence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 6:03 PM CST

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I'm truly sorry for your loss. I wanted so much for Amy to get her miracle, but I know she is at this very moment with God, in her healthy body looking down and smiling a dimply smile. What an Angel we've all been blessed to know! She inspired me daily as she did many others. If I ever feel down, I think of her and the positive attitude she's had through all her struggles. I've learned so very much from your little girl/sister/friend.

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

Sheila <sheilablair@mindspring.com>
Arab, AL - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:01 PM CST

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I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of such a wonderful and beautiful person. My thoughts and prayers are with all of Amy's family and friends.
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~ <karenh596@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:57 PM CST

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Amy's spirit and determination were admirable, and provided strength to all who read her compelling diary. This quote, sent to Amy earlier this week seems to have been written just for her:

Hope is a renewable option: If you run out of it at the end of the day, you get to start over in the morning.
Barbara Kingsolver

I am wishing very hard that her hopes can now be met in a better place. She was, and is, an extraordinary girl.

Michele
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:53 PM CST

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I am so very sorry. Amy is still as special as always.
Amy (Friends of Allie)
Thousand Oaks, CA US - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:52 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. Amy was such an amazing women. I've followed her site, and left messages from time to time, she was such a fighter and inspiration to us all. There have been times I checked on her, when I was feeling down, and reading her site picked me up, since she never quit. I feel lucky to have followed her site, and sure you are proud to be her family....there is going to be a large whole in this universe without her...god bless you all, and may she rest in peace.....
Jan Henderson <JAH512@aol.com>
Wayne, NJ USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:47 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. Amy was such an inspiring girl, I have never seen such spunk. She would get hit with such bad news and test results and just be more determined. When she did get down it was just for a very short time and then she was just back at it. I am really going to miss her. I am happy she is free and in a better place but I so wish she could have remained here, healthy. Fly free Amy - you only deserve good things.
Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland Center, Maine - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:41 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I only found Amy's website last week, but I have read much of her journal; she was an extraordinary young woman. I pray your family has strength during this difficult time.
Kellie <kelliel3@cox.net>
Portsmouth, VA - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:39 PM CST

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I'm so sorry for your loss,Amy is a beautiful angel now,your in my prayers.
~FRIENDS OF ALLIE~
Carmen <carmena@mikrotec.com>
Ky - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:32 PM CST

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I am so sad about amys passing. I prayed real hard that she could fight the monster.. She is now at peace... The stars are shining a little bit brighter tonight...
Tammy ~~Friends of Allies~~ <Tammygal@Elvis.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 5:30 PM CST

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Sweet Amy,
A beautiful girl I have never met or talked to, only know through her journaling. A young lady who has done so much in her 19 years of life. A girl who is now flying high in the arms of God. She is pain free now. Free from hurt.
She lives on though in our memories and hearts. The memories of her should keep people fighting to find a cure and help inspire others to be as strong.
To Amys family. I am so sorry for your loss. Words can't fill the void you all must be filling now. But know her spirit lives on in all of you.
Crystal Geike(friends of Allie) <cngeike@earthlink.net>
granger, wa usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:28 PM CST

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Praying for Amy's progress in the next world and for the strength of her family to continue without her.

My heart aches to hear of Amy's passing and I will continue to keep her in my thoughts.
Angela Afaganis <angelpilot@yahoo.com>
Mission, BC Canada - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:22 PM CST

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Well AMY you are now FREE those of us left behind will miss your spirit and I am sure those of you in the family are in pain but AMY is FREE to fly where her spirit will reach to beyond the rainbow. God has blessed all of us just by knowing that loving spirit and shining smile. God be with all of you.
Jim & Pat Braudt <Braudt@HomePlaceMinistry.com>
Clinton, Iowa - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:14 PM CST

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I am so sad as I read today's entry. I have followed this site for a few months and have truly fallen in love with this remarkable young woman. What a champion!! Gods speed Amy as you embark on the greatest journey of all - your journey to the next place. Perhaps you, and my son Tucker can talking about your meetings with Gus Ferotte!
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:08 PM CST

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I'm so so so sorry to hear about Amy.
I met her a few times at radiothon and she was a good friend of my little buddy Mitchies.

As soon as I read the guestbook, I just couldn't believe it. She was always so nice to me at radiothon. It will be very weird not seeing her there this year.

I know she's now with Mitchie ans Sara flying high and free, but still, she left to soon.

You will never be forgotten Amy. Fly high and free.

I'm sorry, I would say more, but am at a loss for words.

Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:04 PM CST

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I am so, so sorry to hear of Amy's passing. Although I never got to know her, I learned through this website that she was a beautiful, headstrong young lady who gave so much of herself and who loved life. My heart goes out to all who knew her. My deepest condolences.
Chris Black (Friends of Allie) <blondinkaya@hotmail.com>
Sumter, SC - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Please know that your family is in my prayers during this difficult time.
Valerie **Friends of Allie** <val_0017@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:58 PM CST

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I am so sorry. I knew this was going to happen and was so sad because I didn't want it to be true, but I just kept getting "that feeling" all day---I've checked about 5 times today for an update. I just so didn't want it to happen and was hoping to see an update saying things were better. I wanted her to be out of pain, but I wanted her to get better here. That sounds like such a dumb thing to say because it's so obvious--of course no one wanted to lose her--she's such a wonderful person. Amy fought long and hard---I felt like I knew her even though we'd never met except for on here. She is amazing--and I say IS because I believe that I will see her again...on the other side. My condolences to family and friends that loved her so much. I know she will be missed.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:51 PM CST

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To Amy's Friends and Family...
My heartfelt sympathies to all of you. I have been relatively new to following Amy's story and have gained a great strength by watching her champion thru her battle with such an incredible attitude. I am sure that Amy has already found the perfect Angel wings to fit her...

God Bless! My thoughts and prayers will be with you...
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:50 PM CST

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Although I never met Amy I feel like I have lost a friend. My heart is heavy with sadness. My deepest condolences to her family.


Kathy <KLENC@AOL.COM>
Clarkston, MI - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:50 PM CST

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My prayers are with Amy and her family. I've followed this website for a long time after seeing a link for it on another Caringbridge website. I was amazed at Amy's courage and positive attitude throughout her battle.

My mom passed away this summer from cancer. In her memory and for all those who have been lost to cancer, I have and will continue to donate blood and platelets.

From all of Amy's postings, you could tell that she loved and was loved by her amazing friends and family.

God bless.
Lisa Hedden <lhedden@csom.umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:48 PM CST

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The REAL Amy is now free to soar with the angels and leave her troubled body behind! I have followed Amy's site since 2002. She lived a beautiful life. I am older and disabled, but I felt such a bond with this vibrant, caring young woman. Prayers for Amy's family.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:47 PM CST

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I AM SO TRULY SORRY TO HEAR OF AMY'S PASSING TODAY. ALL OF YOUR FAMILY ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS YOU GO THROUGH THESE TRYING TIMES...

FRIENDS OF ALLIE

ALLIE SCOTT'S PAPA BILL
BILL RICHARDSON <willybill44@sbcglobal.net>
ALLEN, TX USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:43 PM CST

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I've walked around with a very heavy heart all day today. Our "energizer bunny", as Merilee called her, will never be forgotten. Those dimples and her courageous and positive attitude are characteristics that will long be admired. My hugs and love to you, thankyou for sharing her with us.
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 4:42 PM CST

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My hero.... I love your "spirit" whether it is here or there. You carried me thru so many hard times with Davis. My heart is heavy.... yet I can see you playing basketball with all the other kids!

You were beyond your 19 years in wisdom.... Just know, you made a difference in my life... I LOVE ya! HUGS and so many more HUGS for your family. Mary Lee, Jeff, Davis, Darrel and Brett Shand

p.s. Please watch over Davis for me and keep him on the straight and narrow - would ya? He needs all the angels he can get and you are the PERFECT one!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 4:39 PM CST

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Godspeed, Amy. Throughout the time I followed her fight on this website, I so admired how she always looked to the future. Just last week she was registering for the spring semester! I know she will be fondly remembered.
Anne Teddlie <ateddlie@aol.com>
Decatur, GA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:35 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I have been following this site for about 6 months. Amy is truly an Angel. Heaven is now a better place
Theresa
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:34 PM CST

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To Amy's family & friends...
I am sorry that I only recently got to "know" Amy. She seemed like a wonderful a wonderful young lady. She will be a beautiful angel. My prayers & thoughts are with you at this difficult time. I hope Amy lives on in your hearts forever.

Mel (~*Friends of Allie~*) <mschultz@i-sect.net>
Bristol, CT USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:33 PM CST

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I am so very sorry for your loss. I will keep your family in my thoughts. (((HUGS)))
Ginny **Friends of Allie** <jgdeegan@msn.com>
Mtn. Home AFB, Id USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:33 PM CST

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I am so saddened to hear today's news. Amy finally did beat cancer and Heaven has won a beatiful new Angel with the cutest dimples.

Jennifer & Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:32 PM CST

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I am so sorry that Amy had to leave her family so soon into her journey. But as sad as she must have been to leave you all behind, I can only imagine what that first moment without pain, without labored breathing, and without fear must have felt like to her.

Wishing you peace and strength in the days to come.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:30 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I sit here with tears in my eyes. Its hard to believe Amy is gone. She is truely an angel. God Bless you all during this diffucult time.
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
PA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:29 PM CST

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Dear family and friends of Amy,

It goes without saying that what I so wished would not happen, has happened.
Amy has headed for the stars. Her spirit has soared far beyond 'mortals like we.'
Fly Amy! And please greet and meet all the wonderful children who have preceeded you.
Look for a young woman, around your age, who probably is sketching your arrival...that would be my Rachael...play among the stars together...


Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:29 PM CST

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I am soooooooo heartbroken!! I prayed so hard all day and kept checking the site. Have been so worried and fearful all day....posted a message and clicked it away!! Please accept my heartfelt condolences. I know the journey you now face and it is a rough one also. Amy was such a wonderful fighter.....we all wanted her to beat the BEAST!! I guess she has, but not in the way us mortals wanted. She now graces Heaven's door, along with so many from these sites.
May peace be with you all!
my angel Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 4:29 PM CST

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I am so sad for your loss. I know Heaven is one angel brighter today; may we gaze up at the stars and remember Amy's tremendous courage and optimistic spirit.



Jann Garofano <JannTom1@aol.com>
Fridley, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:27 PM CST

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I am so very very sorry for your loss. I lost an Amy to this very same dreaded beast...osteosarcoma. God be with all of you. My Amy...is now welcoming yours into Heaven.

www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Kelly...sister to Amy Schroeder <samkat03@aol.com>
Eagan, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:25 PM CST

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I am sooooo heartbroken!! I had checked the site every hour today, and prayed for Amy all day. My most heartfelt condolences to Amy's family and friends. We all loved her so and wanted he to beat this beast.....finally she has, but not in the way any of us mortals wanted it to be. She now graces Heaven's door, along with my Amy.
May peace be with you all,
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 4:25 PM CST

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amers-you were the best hospital buddy ever! im going to miss you tons...but i know that you're no longer having to fight...you were a great friend, supporter, and a great pick me up on some of the bad days that i had...thank you for being the best friend that you could be! i will always remember you!

luv ya~
manda- aka hospital buddy!
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
sartell, - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:24 PM CST

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Be with the Angels. Your spirit will live on forever. I never thought this day would come. I feel so sad. I am speechless.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:24 PM CST

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Amy,

I've only signed your guestbook a couple of times in the past, but I wanted to sign today, to let you know that I'm praying for you and thinking about you. Stay strong, girl!!!


Jodi Green <jodisgreen@aol.com>
Roselle Park, NJ USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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Hi Amy!

Lots of people are praying for you. I was sadden by your update, you have been on my mind all day. I hope you are getting lots of rest. I look forward to an update from you. Get better soon Amy!

Love,
Elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
PA - Monday, November 29, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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Hi Amy- I was sad to see you are in the hospital again. If there was ever a person that deserves a break it would be you. You have so many wonderful people who care about you. You are lucky in that respect. I wish I could trade places with you so that you could enjoy your teenage years like you are supposed to. School continues to go on. I can't complain as that would seem trivial. Keep fighting- you are remarkable. I am always impressed by your strength and attitude. I will put in my request for a miracle for you, hopefully God will be listening. Keep up the fight.
Jan Shaver <jshaver@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Albany, mn usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 3:46 PM CST

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Praying for your miracle Amy!!!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts, and that I'm praying for you!! :)
Caileigh
- Monday, November 29, 2004 2:21 PM CST

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Praying for your Miracle, Amy!! Hoping to see an update soon...everyone is pulling for you and praying as hard they can.

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 1:49 PM CST

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Amy - You are a wonderful person and an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your journey. I'm praying for your miracle. Get well soon!
Terry Alleman <terry.l.alleman@mail.sprint.com>
Overland Park, KS - Monday, November 29, 2004 1:08 PM CST

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Praying for your miracle!
Holly
MI - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:50 AM CST

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You are always in our hearts and prayers. "Lord, please let Amy feel good and give her a miracle." Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vingence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug




Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 11:48 AM CST

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Amy,
Let God be with you and your family. You truly are very strong and have the will... you go Amy!! This is the first time I have read about you and I have got to say you are beautiful and those dimples... adorable!! You take care and I will pray for you. Hugs, Angel
Angel R. Guy <bbbear4@msn.com>
Littleton, Co. USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:47 AM CST

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Amy:
I am a frequent visitor of Jenna Langer's website. She had a miracle happen to her and I beleive that God has one for you too. See? It's not impossible to triumph over cancer (but I'm sure you already knew that!:) As for that "NEGATIVE POSTING"...I am totally disgusted by that. How can she say that? She/he obviously doesn't care what she/he does or who they hurt by the things they say! So how can they blame you for it? I guess I'm just confused. If they do read this message and they want to make people feel bad, they can answer to me. There's no need for you to have to deal with people like that. I don't even know you and I don't think you are "wining" and I can tell that you are a very caring and intelligent person. Thank you for having this website, Amy. You are AWESOME!
Kelly <polaris-star@excite.com>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:36 AM CST

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Dear Amy -

I am praying for you harder than ever!!! As a mom of a cancer kid (6 year old boy that just relapsed to the lung) I know how hard this is. I check on you every chance I get and may I just say THIS REALLY SUCKS!!!! You are such an inspiration to me and I find your posts very uplifting. You have boosted my spirits with your positive energy and now I am going to lift you up in my prayers.

Stay Strong Girlfriend!!

Love,
Maggie
Maggie Mager <magers@amaonline.com>
Amarillo, TX US - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:24 AM CST

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stay strong hun! remember that even though the bad times suck and seem at times unbearable, they make you a stronger person in the end!

luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 11:20 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. So sorry you are having such a hard time. FEEL THE LOVE AND PRAYERS FROM ALL OF YOUR FOLLOWERS.................!!!!!!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:20 AM CST

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Praying for Peace and the Will of God. Keep fighting Amy!!!!! We are all rallying around you in your time of need.
Angela Afaganis <angelpilot@yahoo.com>
Mission, BC Canada - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:12 AM CST

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Praying for you Amy, today and everyday.
Debbie Schneider <jdinc@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:04 AM CST

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More prayers for you, Amy.
Cheryl Ellingson <cherylellingson@yahoo.com>
Albany Area Schools, - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:54 AM CST

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Hi Amy. Thinking of you and wanting to let you know you can count on us to keep the prayers headed your way! Stay strong, love you lots.
Brian, Sherri, Jake & Taylor
Albany, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:46 AM CST

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Amy, it is so hard to sit here while you are there. Please know that we are thinking of you, and keeping you and your family in our prayers. All our love,

Beth, Elzabeth and Zoe <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 10:41 AM CST

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Amy stay strong. I am praying hard for you. Hang in there.
Crystal Geike (friends of Allie) <cngeike@hotmail.com>
Granger, WA USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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Keep kickin'! Prayers and happy thoughts here in the Kansas snow!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:23 AM CST

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Keep on fighting Amy. We are praying for you.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Keep fighting Amy! I am praying for you.

Sarah <thapas@parknicollet.com>
Plymouth, Mn usa - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:08 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you! KEEP FIGHTING! Hugs and prayers
Melissa McCarthy (Friends of Allie) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:00 AM CST

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Amy,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Please keep fighting. You are an inspiration to so many people!
Carrie <carriehemiller@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:45 AM CST

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You keep on fighting and moving forward girl! You are in our prayers here in Kansas.
Natalie & Joleigh <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:43 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I just stopped by to check on you. I am praying for you constantly. Remember to take it one day at a time, your miracle is on it's way. I love reading your guestbook and seeing how many people you bring together in prayer and good spirit. I love you lots!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles and PRAYERS< PRAYERS< PRAYERS!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:40 AM CST

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Sending lots of love and prayers today and every day. XXXOX
Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:37 AM CST

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Amy- You are in my prayers and I am praying for your MIRACLE!!!! You are a super girl and I love you lots and lots! You are an inspiration to so many people, including me. Love you tons!
Sarah from 5B <smearsypoo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 9:36 AM CST

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Amy~
I LOVE your entry - sounds so you! You kick butt girl! Davis and I are with ya - and we know you'll do what needs to be done. HUGS and lots and lots and lots more HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 9:15 AM CST

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This is the season of miracles. Believe. As always you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, Mi - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:14 AM CST

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Hello Amy ~ Sending you lots of love, support and prayers from Wisconsin. Thinking about you today and hoping that the love and light of our Savior, Jesus Christ is brightening your dark days! Wishing you only the best Amy!

Always a Friend in Jesus Christ,
Michelle Bartoletti Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:06 AM CST

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Amy,

I am praying. I believe in miracles. I believe in you.

Carol
Cleveland, OH - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:26 AM CST

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Amy,

Our family is praying for you!


Love always, The Klasen's <Maryk@albanytel.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 8:23 AM CST

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Dearest Amy,
Scott, Will and I are praying and thinking of you. We love you!
Anne
anne hoeschen <hoeschen@upstel.net>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 7:34 AM CST

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Amy - Just want to let you know you're in my thoughts ands prayers. Stay strong!!
Kelli
Rogers, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:30 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
We are new to your site. We want you to know that we are praying extra hard and often for you and your miracle. I have read your journal entries and you are such an inspirational person who is strong, determined and has so much courage. You have made me look at life so differently Amy,life is so precious that we sometimes forget how lucky some of us are and we still complain of every little ache and pain. Your a strong fighter Amy! With all the power of prayers being sent your way you are going to fight this.
Karen Wendinger <donkar@newulmtel.net>
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:14 AM CST

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Amy
I love you and pray for you. Be well, keep fighting, i know you can do it. God is with you. Don't give up now. Love you so much, praying. Hugs darling!
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:10 AM CST

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Praying for you, Amy!
I am in awe of you. Hope you're feeling the love of your countless admirers!
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:10 AM CST

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Amy, I am sad to see a not so good update...guess my hopes were wrong that you hadn't posted for good reasons. =(
Praying hard that you are doing ok and that you bounce back. Lots of hugs & prayers...
Mel (~*Friends of Allie~*) <mschultz@i-sect.net>
Bristol, CT USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:50 AM CST

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Amy,

We are praying for a miracle for you!! Keeping you very close to our hearts and prayers. (((Sending you huge hugs!!))) PS~Thanks for the email!!
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:47 AM CST

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Amy

There must be a time, there must be a place in this universe of ours, where ALL the powerful thoughts, good wishes and intense longing, come together to give you the strength you need.

Today I hope the combined energies of many, enter your body while you are at the Fairview Inn, and help you in your fight.

Need to see those dimples again.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 5:54 AM CST

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I am praying hard for your miracle. Keep up the fight!
Jann Garofano <JannTom1@aol.com>
Fridley, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:52 AM CST

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Amy-
I am sorry that things are not going as we all hoped they would. You are the fighter, keep fighting! We are all here keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Your recovery is my Christmas wish this year also. Keep strong.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, mn USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:22 AM CST

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Ames,
I just stopped over on 5B to visit you, but you were sleeping. I just want to let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers, and we all love you!!!
Brie <beezysparkles@yahoo.com>
Stillwater, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 0:48 AM CST

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You hang in there, girl! We're praying for you, and know that you can win this fight with God's help. You're an inspiration to so many people. Thank you for sharing your courage with all of us.
Natalie Sal <twobadlizards@hotmail.com>
Morgantown, WV USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:35 PM CST

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Amy,
I am praying so hard for your Miracle!! Keep fighting beautiful girl....we are praying non-stop for you.

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:12 PM CST

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Amy~
Stay strong! There are plenty of people praying for you, and helping to pull you way through this. I pray that God will keep you safe and give you the miracle that you deserve. Keep the faith!
Kate <disneypals@juno.com>
Foley, MN - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:42 PM CST

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You have lots of girls at Sweet Briar praying for you. Especially me! The Lord is good and He will bless you. I love you lots!!!
Laura <jahnke08@sbc.edu>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:40 PM CST

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Amy- I said a prayer for you that God will help you through this time. Miracles happen and I will pray for one to happen for you.
Amanda
TX USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:39 PM CST

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Hi Amy~ I just had to come back and see how you were doing tonight. Thank the person who gave a quick update for you tonight. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. You are an amazing woman and my Christmas wish this year is for your miracle. We need a lot more people like you, who give everything you do 250% of your effort. Keep fighting! I also pray for your peace and comfort and hope that you are pain free during your tough times right now.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Hi Amy.. I just came to check on you and hate to hear you're having such a horrible time right now.

Dear Lord, please be with Amy during this time and comfort her. Please lay your healing hands on her and take away her pain so that she may rest comfortably tonight and please dear Lord heal her body and give her strength. I know that your plan for Amy is perfect. Only you have the power to grant her a miracle. If it is your will Lord, please heal Amy's body completely so that she may continue to serve you and shine her light on all who know her. You know better than anyone what a blessing Amy is to this earth and of her ability to share the message of your love and grace. I know her family and friends who are so close to her are sad that she is hurting. Please be with every person who cares for and loves Amy, let them feel your power and love as they help her get through this time. Be with her doctors and nurses, give them wisdom and guidance to help Amy get back on her feet again. Thank you for being a loving and merciful God and for blessing us each and every day. In Jesus' wonderful name, Amen

Hang in there kiddo.. we'll all continue to pray.. you get better and out of the hospital soon!
Sheila <sheilablair@mindspring.com>
Arab, AL - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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Hi Amy!

I have been a silent reader for a few years. I just couldn't stay silent any longer after reading today's entry. I hope and pray for all the best for you. I wish I could wrap my arms around you and just let you feel the love that is out there for you.
Praying for you always,
CIndy <gokissmydonkey@yahoo.com>
Maplewood, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:04 PM CST

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Best wishes!
Brenda and Travis <fsgsmom@gmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:52 PM CST

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I have read your page for a long time but this is the first time I have written in it. You will most certainally be in my prayers. I truly admire you.
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:37 PM CST

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Amy,
Storming heaven for you. You are so strong and we all know you won't give up. You are in my constant thoughts and prayers...
Kelly <kandrade75@yahoo.com>
St. Petersburg, FL USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:32 PM CST

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Amy - we are working on it to get you better. We will be in to see you in the morning, until then hang in there. You've done it before - you can do it again. We love you lots and you are an inspiration to all. Beth, Elzabeth, and Zoe Hugs til then.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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Ohh Dear Amy... Tonight my thoughts and prayers are with you like never before. There's too many people to count praying for a miracle for you this evening. Let our prayers carry you as the road gets a bit bumpy. Know how much we all care.
Asha <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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Praying hard in Eagan for you Amy...
Kelly Espy <samkat03@aol.com>
Eagan, MN - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:16 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Just wanted you to know that we are praying for you and hope that you can feel the strength of our love and prayers. And now a word from Scooter-I hope to see you soon. I will pray to Jesus. I will send you a piece of gum. You are my buddy.
Love Always,
The Opatzs
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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I hope that you get better very very soon.
Thoams Morris <tommy_gun2305@yahoo.com>
Morgantown, WV United States - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:50 PM CST

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Miss Amarecka,
I'm sending extra, extra, prayers your way. I love you bunches and tons sweetie.
Love always,
Jodi
jodi graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, Pa - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:40 PM CST

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Amy, I am thinking about you. I will put in extra prayers. All my love!!
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:16 PM CST

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Dear AMY
I wondered if this pneumonia has turned around. Perhaps NO chemo for awhile and let the antibiotics due their thing. I was concerned when I heard about the Lasix and the fluid building up. Praying you can get some rest this evening and the breathing is easier and less uncomfortable for you. Sending hugs,

Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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Sending prayers for the Will of God.
Angela Afaganis <angelpilot@yahoo.com>
Mission, BC Canada - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:58 PM CST

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Praying my heart out
Ellie (Friends of Allie) <Ellie_bellie99@hotmail.com>
Encinitas, ca 92024 - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:55 PM CST

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Praying for a miracle!
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:31 PM CST

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Praying for a miracle for you! Take care Amy
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:23 PM CST

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All of my prayers are with you tonight. I will see you in the morning as we planned.

Susie
Susie Lott <Phillermon@aol.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:14 PM CST

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I'm praying, too.

"The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." - Exodus 14:14
Tonia <shanez4ever@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:10 PM CST

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Amy,
Hugs and hugs and more hugs are being sent your way....Seeing you last night was the highlight to my otherwise gloomy weekend! And if I may tell everyone the news ~ your dimples are just as cute as ever! Those stupid steroids haven't taken them completely away from you! Your smile continues to light up a room!
Hoping you feel better soon!!!!!!!
Love,
Sharon in Brooklyn Park <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:45 PM CST

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I'm praying even more than normal for your miracle. I know that it's possible. Please have comfort in knowing that so many, many people out here are praying for you, your friends, your family and your healthcare team. Stay strong!
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:36 PM CST

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Praying for you in Albany. May all these prayers blanket you with love.
Karen Schleicher <schleicher@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:34 PM CST

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Amy, as I read your entries daily, my prayers are forever with you and your family. May you soon realize better days ahead and be restored to feeling better and stronger as you continue your incredibly brave struggle. I hope you'll always know that even this old eighth grade English teacher cares very much for you. You remain an inspiration to me as I am humbled by your attitude, determination, courage, and faith. It takes a very special person to share their experiences as you so faithfully have done from the very beginning. It's your gift to us, to realize how precious life is and to cherish each day, trying always to make each day count for something good. God bless you all the days of your life and give you peace when the time comes to enter His Kingdom.
Sherry Johnson <scainjohnson@astound.net>
St. Coud, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:23 PM CST

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I'm praying...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 5:11 PM CST

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Amy,
praying SO HARD for you. I"m trying to pray so hard that you can FEEL it. All my love. . .
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 5:07 PM CST

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Amy,
I agree with Kay, from Mi. Miracles DO happen everyday and you DO deserve one. I'm praying that you get yours NOW!!
Tracey
Duluth, Mn. - Sunday, November 28, 2004 5:06 PM CST

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Amy, I heard you were having a bad day...I called to chat awhile and they said you weren't feelin so hot. Hang it there and know that we are all praying for you and love you tons.
the marker sniffer <pscnurse_2004@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
This is special for you!
GOD'S MIGHTY HAND
You have a strong arm; Your hand is mighty, Your right hand is exalted.
Psalm 89:13

God has you in His hand, and His hand is a mighty hand. Mighty not only to save and to keep, but mighty to deliver. He brought the children of Israel "out of Egypt with a mighty hand, when they cried to Him" Deut 9:26; Exodus 2:23-25. Can He not also deliver you with His mighty hand?

Just a little note to let you know everyone cares for you, I hope you get strong soon!
anonymous
San Diego, Ca - Sunday, November 28, 2004 2:40 PM CST

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Amy,
I'm wishing you all the best with your fight against your cancer spreading. Try and Keep prayer number 1 right now! You haven't updated in awhile so I hope everything is going well for you and nothing has happened. Miracles happen everyday and I don't see why not you shouldn't get one! Give us one of your inspiring updates soon so we'll all know your fine.
Kay McGillis <tigerlilly2015@yahoo.com>
Grayling, Mi - Sunday, November 28, 2004 2:18 PM CST

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Amy,
Did you write that your cancer was spreading? Gee I sure hope not. Stay focused on your health and I'm sure the Dr. can find a cure for you. Stay positive and you'll lose the weight and we'll be able to see those dimples again everyone likes.
Take Care and Get Better Soon,
Beth









Beth Richards
Virginia Bch, Va - Sunday, November 28, 2004 2:06 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Just checking in to see how things are going. Hoping your absence is just because you are having too much fun doing stuff to hop on the computer ;) Hope you're doing well & I will check back again soon. Hugs & prayers...
Mel (~*Friends of Allie~*) <mschultz@i-sect.net>
Bristol, CT USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:58 PM CST

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Stopping in to check up on you!
I bet that home cooked food was so wonderful, I just wish that you could have enjoyed it with your family outside of the hospital.
Well now we have snow....perhaps it is time to leave the state...LOL.
I am not a snow loving person.
Looking forward to positive news in your next update.
WYATT'S ADVENTURE

Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 12:07 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
We don't know you, but we have heard about you from Jenna who is a friend of my daughter's. We are praying for you.
Kraus' <sauerkraus@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN U.S. - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:19 AM CST

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Amy,
I read your page from time to time but rarely sign any guestbooks... however, I just wanted to let you know that I too am praying for you and for the heart of the person who left such a cruel message. Do not let that person get you down--there is no right or wrong way to deal with cancer, how CAN there be when the disease itself is so unfair?! You are dealing the best way you know how, and that alone is incredibly admirable. Keep up your faith, you are so strong and I truly admire the grace and courage with which you face this at such a young age. I'm only 24 myself, and I doubt I could handle it with half the strength that you show. You are in my prayers.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:03 AM CST

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Amy,
It's just my opinion but shouldn't everyone visiting your site show a little compassion for the person who sent you that email. I'll be wishing for our health to get better and your anonymous writer's health to get better as well. I actually feel sorry for both of you dealing with this horrible cancer. May he or she be comforted in knowing that someone out there is concerned for them and their health. Oh yeah, do your best to get back on your feet. I do hope that you will be feeling better next week.
Tom
Benton Harbor, Mi - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:06 AM CST

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Amy,
I'll be praying for the person who left that nasty letter to you. I hope their health improves and they are cured from their cancer. It probably broke your heart that their is someone out there dealing with some of the same issues as yourself. I was surprised by their comments though, I hope that person is having a better day today. Nasty comments are no longer welcome on this site, so please stay away. Keep the faith and get better!
cathy
Tallahasse, fl - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:06 AM CST

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Amy,
I'd have to agree with the person from Tulsa. The person who wrote that entry we should feel sorry for. I don't know if their story is true but it sounds like they are going through the same things as you. Maybe everyone shouldn't blast this person, but try to show some compassion towards them. I might be wrong but didn't they write that they were fighting cancer too? Enough of the bashing the poster let's worry about Amy now!
I hope your feeling better. Get Strong!
Don't worry about the person who wrote that Amy, you need to be more concerned about yourself. They are just probably very sick with cancer right now and felt sorry for themself. I do hope your health improves with time and take care.
michael <chefgull@yahoo.com>
Dunedin, fl - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:33 AM CST

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sounds to me like the person who wrote that email everyone should feel sorry for and not blast them with hateful postings. Anyway I hope your feeling better!
lori <tigitch2015@yahoo.com>
tulsa, ok - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:52 AM CST

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((Amy)) I have been following your site since I learned of you through an entry you left at Rachel Hansen's CB site. I have wanted to drop you a note for a couple days but have been so mixed about what to say. That negative entry had to have hurt you so bad....but, I really feel it was done by someone who is angry and not dealing with things well.....they lashed out in the wrong place and the wrong person. You did not deserve that at all! I pray that they will realize what they have done......and maybe return and be blessed. They could learn so much from you. You amaze me.......every single day.....you amaze me! I learn so much from you......from your beautiful outlook on life. You are such a strong woman.......your kind heart is a blessing to many. I will continue to hold you close in prayer........May God hold you tight! (HUGS) Cindy
Cindy Carey <retro@LL.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:24 PM CST

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((Amy)) I have been following your site since I learned of you through an entry you left at Rachel Hansen's CB site. I have wanted to drop you a note for a couple days but have been so mixed about what to say. That negative entry had to have hurt you so bad....but, I really feel it was done by someone who is angry and not dealing with things well.....they lashed out in the wrong place and the wrong person. You did not deserve that at all! I pray that they will realize what they have done......and maybe return and be blessed. They could learn so much from you. You amaze me.......every single day.....you amaze me! I learn so much from you......from your beautiful outlook on life. You are such a strong woman.......your kind heart is a blessing to many. I will continue to hold you close in prayer........May God hold you tight! (HUGS) Cindy
Cindy Carey <retro@LL.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:23 PM CST

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Hi Amy, my name is Ellen and my 11 year old daughter had a pituitary cyst which has been removed but she's still having some problems. I was led to your site from Savannah Hurleys. You are inspiring and I'm glad I got a chance to read your entries. Keep fighting, you're doing great!!!
Ellen and Sammi Robertson www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean <Hellen177@aol.com>
Wyandotte, MI - Saturday, November 27, 2004 7:38 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I wanted to get on here to wish you a very happy belated Thanksgiving. It is hard for me to believe that the Holiday season is off and running away with me. It doesn't seem like it has been so long since we were all in Florida. I am hoping to get in to see you this week, so I will get Zoe ready with her finest outfit to wear. Hang in there, and remember to keep your chin up. You continue to make me want to be a better person. All my love and prayers,

ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 5:32 PM CST

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hey amers! sorry you had to be in hospital during thanksgiving...but you seem to be doing just fine! eric says hello and to get better soon! i say the same as well! just wanted to say a quick hello and that we're thinking about ya!
luv ya~
manda and eric
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 12:49 AM CST

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Dear Amy,

ALL my prayers are with you now. My scans came back amazingly good and I know there's going to be a miracle for you too. You have inspired so many and made so many people reflect on their own lives. So many look up to you and you definitely have a mission here. You are so special to so many and you just wait, there will be a wonderful Christmas miracle in store for you too. Just keep hoping.

Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
New Ulm, MN - Saturday, November 27, 2004 12:35 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. Hope you're feeling better today.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, November 27, 2004 11:41 AM CST

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Amy, Just a quick Hello and Happy Holidays from the SD area. Alisha's wonderous Holiday came and went but we had the house decorated inside and out in her honor. We spend Thanksgiving with our families one earlier in the month but it all works out. Sorry to hear you spent Thnaksgiving in the Hospital. The first year Alisha was in she and her granparents, her aunt,siblings, and I spent the day together in the hospital. The Caffetria dinner was good but there are no leftovers to nibble. Hope you get over your bug before the Christmas Holiday and that your Chemo does the trick once more to give you the time you need to succeed in life. Take care.
The Osterbur's ( Alisha's Family) <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:55 AM CST

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I was saddened to hear that you are in the hospital. Hopefully you are getting the rest that you need and you will come out Monday recharged and refueled. I took a few minutes to scroll down your guestbook tonight. You have people praying for you all over the world - that is just so cool. It is amazing how so many people that you have never met feel a connection with you. I, too, am sorry for the mean spirited entry that you received. I am sorry that she didn't leave an email address - sounds like she could use some support. This is a horrible illness that sometimes makes the worst of us come out. Anyway - it sounds like you dad is out of the hospital? Has he fully recovered? Wishing you a weekend full of good movies and long quiet naps. I will be praying extra hard that this new chemo is the one that will finally do the trick.
Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Friday, November 26, 2004 9:03 PM CST

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Thinking of you Amy and wishing you well!!!!
Take care and break out of the Inn!!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, November 26, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! I'm glad you are getting junk out of your lungs. That mix of potatoes, stuffing and corn sounded yummy! :) Glad to got to talk to all of your family. Thanks for updating last night, and thinking about all of us! :0)
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, November 26, 2004 7:07 PM CST

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(((((( Amy ))))))
I am so sorry what you are going through:( But please know there are so many of us out here who are pulling for you!!!!!!
I haven't written for awhile as i have been in the hospitial my-self with pnemounia :( wrong spelling) but when i had some really bad day's Know what got me going? YOU Yes you. if you can do everyhting that you do and go through everything that you go through, Then i said hey !!! What is the matter with me
So Amy my Dear friend you give me insperation and to treasure each and everything in my life and for that i say
THANK YOU :) You are a dear friend Amy and i wish i could hug you in person so here from louisville is a ((((( huggg))) Hang in there sweetie and keep on FIGHTING!!!! And always know you are loved!!!
And for that hateful person who sgned your guest book isn't worth any words and to heck with them
Remeber take one day at a time
Love and Hugs
Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 11:40 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

Happy Thanksgiving!!! Mashed potato's, dressing & corn mixed - Yum! That's how I love it!
You are in our thoughts and prayers daily!!!


The Klasen's <Maryk@albanytel.com>
- Friday, November 26, 2004 11:32 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I am from Minnesota, too! I came to your site from Savannah's. I'm sorry about the mean-spirited post that you received. There is no reason for that person to strike out like that. You are a beautiful girl. I'm glad that you were able to enjoy some Thanksgiving dinner, even if you were in the hospital. Take care!
Kathy Fredrickson <tkfredrickson@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 9:37 AM CST

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Hello Amy
God bless you darling! Hope you feeling better already! LOve ya
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Friday, November 26, 2004 4:24 AM CST

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Amy
So glad you got to have some lovely home cooked food at Thanksgiving.I often look at your web-page and you give me such inspiration.You are one of those people that are beautiful on the outside and inside.Take care,you are so well loved.Hayley and family U.K.
Hayley <hayleyspence1@hotmail.com>
Leeds, U.K. - Friday, November 26, 2004 4:13 AM CST

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Hi Amy, I saw your link on a few CaringBridge pages and just wanted to come by and say hi to you. I only read back a few entries in your journal, but I can tell already that you are a great person with a phenomenal attitude. You are awesome, so don't you forget it! I'm glad that the treatments are making you feel a bit better and stronger, and I will pray that that will continue for you. Happy slightly belated Thanksgiving, and I hope you have a good day! Love, hugs, and smiles! :-)
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 1:03 AM CST

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Hi, Amy - We are happily stuffed. Zoe and her Cousin Stella were great on their first Thanksgiving. We smiled when we realized that they each waighed the same as the turkey we roasted!! Elzabeth had brough Harley, the donkey, over yesterday, so we had quite the menagerie for the pre dinner walk - three corgis, one golden retriever, one rotweiller, five jack russels, and two mixed breeds, plus Harley. So that was twelve dogs and we were 11 people at the table. Go figure that one. Hope all is going better for you, and that your brother will keep us posted.
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:57 PM CST

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Hi.
I am sorry that you are spending the holiday in the hospital.
I made my way to your site from Savannah's.
Imagine my surprise when I found out that you are from Minnesota. I live in MN as well. New Prague.
I just wanted to let you know that those who cannot sign their name and say hateful things are not worth someone as strong as you are worrying about. It seems that there are people who get a kick out of going to Caringbridge sites and writing nasty messages. You are not the first, and will not be the last. How sad is it that someone goes to someones guestbook and insults them or writes horrible things.
Keep fighting young lady! You have come too far to quit now.
I have added you to our caringbridge family list and will be back to make sure you are home soon.


WYATT'S ADVENTURE
Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:28 PM CST

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING Amy!
Hope you had a great day!


Kelly ~**~Friends of Allie~**~ <kr72@hotmail.com>
Fort Mill, SC - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:11 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. Sure hope you're feeling okay -- or at least as can be expected in the hospital -- and that you had a nice Thanksgiving.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:20 PM CST

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Dear AMY
I thought a call today rather than an entry would be a nice surprise after about a year of writing. May the Lord watch over you & His angels protect you. We are grateful for you AMY and you genuine spirit. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 6:49 PM CST

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I completely missed that entry but I have gone back and read it now. I am so sorry Amy that you had to go through that. I admire you for keeping this site up and for always being open with your feelings. I always say that I wish everyone facing these kinds of things had the ability to feel the love of the Caringbridge Family. I also understand that many people handle things in different ways. So, to the other person fighting cancer, like Amy, my heart goes out to you also. I know this can't be easy and even though some days feel better than others, I am sure you can always use a friend to turn to or a shoulder to lean on. Amy, I have been praying for you especially today that you will have a good day, feel good and have a good Thanksgiving with family and friends. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vingence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 4:56 PM CST

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Hello Amy, I just found your site through Savannah's site. I just want to tell you to keep on fighting, you deserve to win and don't let unpleasant messages get you down, that person is obviously feeling very ill and sad, and having a very bad moment. Pity it was anonymous, you could have written to her/him to help to cheer them up.
Take good care of yourself, love Angela
Angela <p.sturges@tiscali.fr>
France - Thursday, November 25, 2004 12:07 AM CST

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Amy, I found your site through Lisa/Savannah's site. Hope you run out of minutes in this thanksgiving day to count the people who care about you and are thankful you are battling this demon cancer as hard as you can. Now that I've found your site, I will continue to follow your story. I'm sorry you are suffering so much; thank you for sharing your story. It's hard to know what some of the very young patients are feeling and thinking and your words are so important to the friends and family of the caringbridge community.
Karen Altwein
Ladera Ranch, ca - Thursday, November 25, 2004 10:31 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. One of the things I am grateful for on this Thanksgiving is your inspiration. Rest, and let everyone take good care of you this weekend. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN 55057 - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:05 AM CST

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Amy,
I hope you have a great Thanksgiving today. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Megan McMorran
IA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:05 AM CST

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Amers,
That poor person is obviously very bitter and sad and needed someone to lash out at. You got to be that person. Today, be thankful you aren't like that, you don't need to shoot another cancer patient down to make yourself feel better. This person needs people to feel sorry for them and you just aren't like that. YOU know you wouldn't purposely ignore someone!

Your updates are your updates. That is what Caringbridge, and those of us who read it, are for! That person does not have to read your site but for some reason DOES choose to. You are an inspiration. God bless.

with love <Deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:59 AM CST

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came from savannahs site - ignore the horrible comment - I am with you all the way
Cindy Rachmilowitz <cbr1958@mac.com>
Staatsburg, NY USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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Thinking of you today. Hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving!
Kathy <kmayo42@aol.com>
Whitehall, OH - Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:35 AM CST

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I was reading over at Savannah's Mom's site. She mentioned you and decided to stop by. I hang out on the FOA website, not because I am just a member there, but live the cancer horror through my daughter, Emerald. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and hoping you find lots to be thankful for this year. Dispite it all, may you always find a bright spot, somewhere.

Lots of Hugs,
Kimberly & Emerald Maes <emislema@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:17 AM CST

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Amy!
I love you and i admire you! Fight girl, we pray for you. God bless you! Hold on! Don't let any thing, any one put you down, cause there are more things that you have to achive in your future. Have a nice Thanksgiving day. Love and hugs
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Thursday, November 25, 2004 6:44 AM CST

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Well Amy I am in such pain that your going through this for this long. I am not going to comment on the persons guestbook entry. I thought this is what caringbridge is for if you want to moan we will listen. If you want to groan we will groan with you. At least you have support and you are woman enough to live through what you do. I will be thinking of you today and always. I will eat dressing just for ya! www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy (mom to superstar Maxie) <imaqt430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 6:39 AM CST

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DEAR AMY....It is really sad the mean spirits that
come on these CaringBridge sites. I know of others
that have received negative comments. The best way
to deal with those is to 1. PRAY for those people
2. IGNORE their hateful remarks 3. DELETE it from
your guestbook if possible. These kind of people
are looking for attention. Don't give them any.
Just continue to go forward as you have been
doing. I check on you everyday to see how you
are doing. You are loved!


Jacklyn
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 0:41 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. Sorry you have to spend Thanksgiving in the hospital, but I'm sure it will help you to get back on track ASAP. Be good to YOU and feel better soon!

Warm, loving thoughts and hugs,
Heidi
Heidi <hehmorris@yahoo.com>
WV - Thursday, November 25, 2004 0:02 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I tried to count the number of guestbook entries since last night at this time, and there are close to 100 more entries in your guestbook. You are so generous to thank this community of supporters for support and prayers, but we should be thanking you for all you have taught us about courage, bravery, truth, and facing it all head on. You rock, you truly do.

You made the right decision to get checked out and go into the hospital. It makes no sense to "tough it out" at home, all the while feeling scared of what is happening or might be coming. The hospital folks will surround you with love and gentleness, not to mention needed medical expertise.

Your post last night to your anonymous guest (I use that word loosely) was the essence of your being: empathic, generous, and reaching out to others, even when they have been unkind. That is phenomenal. I hope you feel better soon. I am so grateful to have found you here on Caring Bridge and am honored to continue to know your story. Happy Thanksgiving!
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:55 PM CST

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Amy,
I am here after visiting Savannah's website. I have read some of your entries, and I have to say you are an amazing young woman. I am so sorry that you will be spending Thanksgiving in the hospital. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Kellie <kelliel3@cox.net>
Portsmouth, VA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:05 PM CST

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I'm still praying! Keep your head up! :) Happy Thanksgiving!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:45 PM CST

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Amy, Can you believe all the support in your guestbook! You are loved!!!!! Although the hospital is not your first choice of places to spend Thanksgiving, it is the place where you will get fixed up and feeling better! My son just got out of the hospital himself and now today my father-in-law went in the hospital for a heart procedure. Geez! I've been at the hospital so much lately the cashier in the cafeteria asked me if I worked there-she was going to give me a discount if I did!!!!You know we are all here for you more than ever!!!! Take care and get yourself well!!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Thinking of you this evening and remembering you in our prayers. Stay strong Amy !!!
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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Happy Turkey Day Amy! Just wanted to let you know our thoughts and prayers are with you on a daily basis! I realized how much your compassionate influence has rubbed off on my children when Jack wanted to wrap fun fruits up "to make you feel better." You are such an awesome role model and I can't thank you enough for being a part of our lives (I know I've said that before but I think of it every day!) It truly is an honor to know such a courageous person and it is also so inspiring! SO keep going AMY! I'll shout it all out for you and cheer you on and BOO the cancer-you know I've got a loud mouth:) Take care and hope to see you soon!
Love,
Amy
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:36 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

I'll miss your dimply posts while you're in the hospital. I hate to hear that you'll be there over the holiday, but I know you'll be thankful to be near doctors and get rid of that infection. I bet you you'll have people bringing the banquet right to you too!

I don't know what to say about the hateful post you got except to keep your chin up and don't ever doubt yourself! This is AMY'S place to come to for support and love.. everything you post is from your heart and you touch SO many lives with your incredible sunshine. I am praying for you and for the person that posted that.
I am just heartbroken that your scans weren't good news. I know that God is working His will with your life Amy.. you can always tell by the love and peace that surrounds everything He touches and it sure shines through in you. He'll carry you through this set back and give you the strength to keep fighting. Please know that every step you take has a purpose.. every trial, every tear, every precious moment is leading you to a destiny that God designed just for you. He knows your heart better than anyone, and I pray that He'll continue to guide you through until you beat this!

Happy Thanksgiving and lots of love to you sweet Amy girl!
Sheila
Arab, AL - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:35 PM CST

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Hi and Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family ~
I am hoping that you will be feeling better soon and that you can experience a complete healing and recovery. I have a cousin named Grace that was diagnosed with brain cancer almost 20 years ago, and I think you must be a whole lot like her. She was an inspiration to all who knew her, and those who knew her well knew what a fighter she was. She never complained. To say the very least, she changed my life forever just by knowing her. I can't imagine how many people are as positively affected by you! Keep on fighting, tho you must surely be tired. I am sorry that you have to suffer in so many ways that most are totally unaware. You will be in my prayers.
Jennifer Cook <jencook@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:17 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
First I just want to say that I love you so much and you have the best attitude ever! I know you know better than anyone that that is always half the battle. My heart is broken for you that your scan results were as they are. I have been praying so hard for you and I know God is on your side helping you accept his will for you right now. I'm sorry you have to be in the hospital for the holiday but if it makes you feel better than it is for the best. I am thankful that you will be with your caring nurses and doctors there who tak such good care of you. As for that nasty posting, I saw that yesterday in the middle of the day when I signed your guestbook. I called caringbridge to see if they could do anything and unfortunatly they couldn't. She said that someone who knew the password could remove it but I didn't want to interfere anyfurther. I did talk to someone very nice at caringbridge who said that kind of thing happens often. I know you know now it has nothing to do with you and that people are just angry and hurting in this world. I'm just sorry that someone felt the need to be angry on your webpage. Never forget that this is your space to say whatever you want. It broke my heart again to read your response to it, you are so kind and loving and wonderful. You will get through this latest bump in the road sweetie. Remember the quote from your book, a bend in the road is not the end of the road unless you forget to make the turn!
I love you so much and it is so clear that there are just dozens and dozens of people in this world who love you too!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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Amy - Wishing you the best. You are an amazing girl, with such strength. This is my first time to your site, but I will continuously check on you. Stay strong, feel better. Happy Thanksgiving - there is so much to be thankful for. So many of us care about you and your health!
Amy (Friends of Allie) <amy@amyballen.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA US - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:13 PM CST

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Amy,

I am a "frequent flyer" on Savannah's website and read about the unkind message left in your guestbook. Let me first say that this is my first visit to your page and that you have the cutest smile and dimples in the world; I am sorry you have to spend Thanksgiving in the hospital, but I agree that you will have peace of mind with doctors nearby!


I read the message left by the person (I assume they had emailed you and did not receive the response they expected?); you know, I am just going to pray for this person because when I read the message, I sensed a lot of pain and fear and alone-ness. I don't think you personally were this person's target, but I am sorry you wound up in the crosshairs,so to speak.

Wishing you the best...

M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:04 PM CST

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Amy,
my name is lisa. i am the mother of Savannah, who became an angel on 4-30-04. I am writing because of a post to our site this evening regarding a venomous post to you. I will copy and paste what I wrote.
this is for stephanie and amy...
my recommendation, mine only
leave a post there. the followers will flog that person. i am not mean spirited by nature, but when I had my post, they attacked with a vengenge. I am much more willing to attack on someone elses behalf than my own. There are many reasons WHY a reponse was not given to this mystery person.
1)they are an unknown? this can be very scary. Have you ever bee TAKEN before? Is this person real? There have been other caringbridge incidents that I AM aware of? We have GOT to protect ourselves and our children, families.
2)Maybe she did repond? Hell, I just found out ALL my emails were never received for over a year! And I, ought to have figured that out. All those people I reached out to, and all that was worth was me wiping my hiney.
3) Time is crucial. If you live in a crisis situation, family and friends eat it up. Not to mention the sickness from treatment, work, updating the site, wellwishers, people who stop by, who MUST be entertained, church, it goes on and on. There is NO time to get a good night sleep. I NEVER expected the world to stop because of ME or my CHILD!!!!! But, I still cry because there was not enough time for me to talk to everyone, to thank everyone properly.
4) they are a weenie! where is their website, their email? huh? they can spit venom and then hide in anomisty! they are a joke.

Leave a post there. let the world see the cowardness. oh, THAT shows their true colors. Yes, I do have empathy. Yes, I understand ANGER well. But I do not ATTACK another. THAT is EVIL.

This is when I am kicking, because my outgoing email does NOT work. I cannot make this private. However this must be addressed. So, with a quick prayer, I walk on a limb and make this public. God forgive me if it is wrong, I do not know another way with what I have at my disposal. Please go to Amy's website, www.caringbridge.org/page/amymareck, leave a message of support. If you are just nosey...DON'T BOTHER...if you really care about the hurt and pain of another individual, go and leave a message of support. Do not lower yourself to the level of the mystery person from 11-23 at 2am and spit venom. Leave something nice. Show the spirit of caringbridge. Just saying 'I am sorry you had to endure such a post' suffices. We can all be better.

On the eve of thanksgiving, prove what we are thankful for. Prove our worth. Go to the site with LOVE.
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I do not know your story, yet. But I will. I did not get any details, other than the post. I in NO way mean to ever offend you, but you need to know what has been posted about the situation you are dealing with. You can delete the entry, but I do not recommend it. I have been through this twice myself.

With all my love,
lisa www.caringbridge.org/ar/savannah <m-lhurley@centurytel.net>
russellville, ar usa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:36 PM CST

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Amy, Your Iowa adopted Grandparents continue to check you each and every day and hold you in our Prayers many times each and every day and night. You are loved by so many prople that one small speck in the world is unimportant. Keep up your fight and you will be rewarded. Remember even though we have never met or even talked we feel you are truely one of our family members and maybe someday we will meet and you will be able to feel the loveing hug that we give you by the spirit.
Jim & Pat Braudt <jbraudt@HomePlaceMinistry.com>
Clinton, Iowa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:14 PM CST

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Amy,
I hope your feeling better soon. Is someone sneaking you some stuffing?? I hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving and are resting comfortably in the hospital. Keep fighting. You are a very strong young woman!!! {{{HUGS}}}
Monica F (Friends of Allie) <filyaw@bellsouth.net>
Florence, SC - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:05 PM CST

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Amy you are so special and you have to know that many of us depend on you to keep us going when times get tough. One insensitive person cannot change any of the love you share with all of us. Life is so precious!!!!!!!
L.S.
Albany, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:56 PM CST

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Oh Amy!
I sit here with tears of anger and sadness. I know how sensitive you are. I know what steroids can do to the emotions. The last thing you need is some freak coming down on you.
Please know that you are loved by so many. Each one of us that reads your journal daily prays for you. My goodness, if you can't vent here where can you vent?
Amy, we love you and support you. We never, ever get sick of reading about your daily trials and triumphs. You are sharing the most painful and private times with complete strangers.
I personally cannot wait to read your book!! One question, can I send it to you to be autographed? :)
Hang in there Amy! We love you!!!
Your Month End Monitor
Chemo Angel Lori
Lori GRay <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:43 PM CST

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Amy,

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers!
Frank and Sandy <fswohletz@charter.net>
Sartell, mn stearns - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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Hi Amy, Stopping in to let you know that you have lots of people praying for you. Have the best time possible in the hospital.
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:36 PM CST

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Amy, I sit here with tears in my eyes. Do you know something? You -- someone more than half my age -- make ME stop and THINK so often to appreciate life and my family. You are so strong and brave for your age. Here you are, headed off to the hospital on the eve of a holiday that could be shared with your family and you are thankful for all of your devoted followers. YOU, my dear, are who I'm thankful for. I sure hope you get some rest at the hospital. I don't blame you for wanting to be there.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING, MY DEAR....!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:21 PM CST

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Hey Sweet Amy. I have been checking on you often. I'm sorry their are such rude people in the world. I am also very sorry you are going to the hospital. But you will get good treatment there. I hope you start to feel better soon.
Have a nice thanksgiving, even if it is in the hospital. Keep your chin up.
Crystal Geike (friends of Allie) <cngeike@hotmail.com>
Granger, WA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:03 PM CST

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Hey Amy! I just learned of your website from the Friends of Allie site. I wanted to come here and check up on you. You are a very strong courageous young lady and have just the cutest *dimples* I have ever seen! Your smile is the best! ;o) I hope you feel more comfortable at the hospital and I will be thinking of you often. XOXO
Rachel, *Friends of Allie* <lovemyavery2000@yahoo.com>
Tampa, FL - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:43 PM CST

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Hi Amy! It's the Bedard's checking in on you...we're at home after a clinic visit today. Adam has one donor that is 100% (very good news) and no cancer cells present at post 119 days (really good news). We are going to try to schedule our return visits on a weekly basis now. We still have the Ronald room so we can split the visits into a two day deal so Adam doesn't get so worn out. Today, with Thanksgiving here, we made the trip in a one day so I could get home and attempt to look organized to cook. Adam will probably be really tired tomorrow! I am cooking Thanksgiving this year since family members are not healthy and we need to keep Adam away from that junk. We are having a traditional menu...hope it will TASTE traditional! With me cooking it's anyone's guess-maybe Adam would be better off exposed to germs than eating his mom's cooking!

Amy, we are saying prayers for you to have healing. My heart just aches for you to find healing and success. I am so happy you have this website so we can keep up and talk to you. Your strength is an inspiration and we love to look in on your smiling pictures. It makes our day! We wish you and your family a festive Thanksgiving, please greet your parents from us.
Andrea and Gang <andrea_bedard_@hotmail.com>
Crosby, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:37 PM CST

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Heard about you from Friends of Allie, and sooo glad I came by! Sorry to hear you are going to the hospital, but you are right, that is the best place to be if you need medical care. Not being able to breathe is NO FUN! VERY scary to say the least!



Great big bear hugs at that!! Good medicine...ranks right up there with pain meds! :o)



Even though you won't be able to spend this Thanksgiving at home, I hope that darn depression will allow you to find some things to be thankful for! To help jump start that overly worked brain...be thankful for the hospital, the compassionate, caring, and knowledgeable nurses, the knowledgeable doctors, all your family and friends both in real life and those you have "met" through this page, be thankful for the medicines available to cure pneumonia and the oxygen that makes breathing so much easier...I could go on and on...but I think you get the idea. Having dealt with the beast called depression for many years...some days it is difficult to see beyond the fog.
I have spent several hours reading your caringbridge page from beginning until now. Your strength and determination, along with your strong faith will see you through this. Rely on others for support when you are feeling down. Don't feel you have to do it all alone. You are definately someone I would be proud to call my friend! HUGS AND TAKE CARE!! Feel free to email me anytime you want! You might want to join Friends of Allie as well. Wonderful group of supportive people. Just let me know and I'll send you the link!

~*~Friends of Allie~*~
Janice Stevens <Heresdami@aol.com>
Bedford, VA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:07 PM CST

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Hello Amy:

I am sorry to hear you have to go to the hospital. Take it easy and get better soon. I am sure the doctors will help you get well. I hope you have a good Thanksgiving, even though you are in the hospital. I know you will be with friends and people who love you. Enjoy the holiday and get well soon, so you can come home again. I am praying for you.
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 4:46 PM CST

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Hello Amy!
I red it yesterday and i wanted to coment it, but after all i didn't cause i don't know what trough exactly that person goest trough. I didn't want to be judgemental, and knowing how mature you are, i knew it is some kind a mistake. Any ways.
Don't be hurt by such a comment, only some one who is in very bad situation could say something like that. Hold on there.... and be fine. I love you and pray for you. I hope you will get better soon. Prayers
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 4:29 PM CST

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Amy,

You don't know me, but I got your link off of another cb page. It amazes me that anyone could be that mean. You sound like a really mature, wonderful young woman. Remember that there are people that care about you all around the world! Hang tough, keep smiling and have a happy holiday!
Carrie <carriehemiller@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 4:11 PM CST

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Amy - don't let the "enemy" defeat you, whether he's working through a lost soul, a CT SCAN, or through your own Spirit. RUBUKE it all babes (smile). We all DO love you, and know you are NOT alone! HUGS, Blessings, and have a great Turkey Day!
pam <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 4:03 PM CST

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Amy Amy Amy! Wow! I can't believe that someone would be so heartless and write someting like that in YOUR guestbook! It's ironically funnee that they were all bent b/c you didn't respond to them... Did he/she forget that they are NOT the center of you world! AND how chicken of them to not even put an email address or name or CB site down. YOU do not offend anyone! If someone has a problem with how you express yourself, then they can go elsewhere! No one makes that person come to your CB site and read your up dates. I think I'm on the same page as Julianna Banana's Dad on this one! You should have possitive and uplifting people around you. People that LOVE YOU for who you are! Which we do!!!! I so love reading your site every morning! You can moan and grown(even thou u don't) ALL YOU WANT... cuz we are all here for you Amy! And we love you.

"May You Always Feel Loved"

May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not
always understand.
May the pain you have known and the conflict you have
experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism.
Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone.
May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace.
May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them.
Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.
Teach love to those who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world.
May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them.
Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have
touched yours are
always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you
would have wished.
It is the content of the encounter that is more important than its' form.
May you not become too concerned with material matters, but
instead place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart.
Find time in each day to see the beauty and love in the world
around you.
Realize that each person has limitless abilities, but each of us is
different in our own way.
What you may feel you lack in one regard may be more than
compensated for in another.
What you feel you lack in the present may become one of your
strengths in the future.
May you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility.
Learn to view everything as a worthwhile experience.
May you find enough inner strength to determine your own worth by yourself,
and not be dependent on another's judgments of your
accomplishments.
May you always feel loved.




Stephanie Jackson <stepojac@yahoo.com>
AMY U R THE BEST!!!!, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:54 PM CST

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Don't worry about that Guestbook entry...some people are just like that
Kristin
Watertown, SD USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:33 PM CST

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Amy...just a quick note from one of Jenna's aunts...You go right ahead and use your Caring Bridge website however the spirit moves you. Remember (And I hope it makes you feel okay with whatever you are feeling) that everybody, no matter what their challenge, responds differently at different times. You are not responsible for someone else's place on their emotional rollercoaster.

Bless you and thinking of you!

Cate <Buffalo3760@aol.com>
Buffalo, mn U - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:24 PM CST

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Hang in there Amy. Keep on fighting the fight.

My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:46 PM CST

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Helloooooo Amy!!
YICK!! Some people can be reeeeeallly inappropriate. I'd feel sick to my stomach too. Try to let it roll like water off a duck's back. You've 1,000,0000,000,000,000,000,000,000 people that love and support you on this site, don't let one bitter person ruin that for you---not even for a second. It's Thanksgiving, we're all thankful you're on this planet to celebrate it with your family. We're all thankful for all you're teaching us about love, life and friendship. YOU ROCK!! You've beaten the odds before and you'll do it again. We all believe in you Ms. Amy Mareck. And don't you forget it!
xoox
The Hoeschens
anne <hoeschen@upstel.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:44 PM CST

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Amy,
Please don't beat yourself up over a negative comment. It looks like the writer is a "new" amputee. I'm sure he/she is just having a hard time right now. Sometimes people lash out at others, because they are hurting inside. It is clear to see from your journal, that you are a very sweet, caring young woman. Maybe the writer will contact you again and you can talk. Until then, please don't worry about it. Take care.
Tracey
Duluth, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:31 PM CST

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Amy,

Our sweet, precious, friend!!! We are so saddened to read of your latest scans. You have been through so much and it's hard to imagine that you are having more to deal with. Please know that we pray for you all the time. We pray that you have complete and total body healing. You are the strongest, most upbeat, and positive person we know! We will pray for the miracle you so rightly deserve.

Have a Happy Thanksgiving. Enjoy precious memories with your family. God bless you, sweet girl!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:26 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I check on you quite a bit, sitting here at work... I don't remember if I have posted before, I think I might've...LOL Seeing your entry today compels me to speak up.

There has been a real "epidemic" of posters with ill intent on caringbridge recently. I know of one person who has closed their site down because of it. Don't let them bring you down girl. You have this site to vent what you are feeling and going through, and if you post something, its your business. If they were walking in your shoes, I doubt they'd be so brave!!!! The people that come on here to check on you may not know you personally, but most of us care very much how you are, and if you're feeling down, we want to lift you up in the ways we can. In my opinion, every bit helps. Every prayer helps. Knowing that there are people in this world that have the guts and compassion that you do help me and many to keep moving forward every day. I just wanted to put my two cents in. My two year old and I pray for you and many others every night before we tuck in. I have nothing negative to say, I just wish you and our other caringbridge families did not have to deal with things like this. You have enough on your plate.

Hopefully you get your pain level down enough to enjoy a little turkey or mashed potatoes. I hope you enjoy the company of your family and friends over the holiday!
Natalie & Joleigh <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:56 PM CST

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Hi Amy:
I wanted to say I enjoy reading your entries, I check on you everyday.

I am sorry that you didn't get good news at the doctors. I just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts. Have a nice Thanksgiving with your family

a friend,
Elaine
Elaine <escida@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:56 PM CST

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Hey Amy -- You do not know me, but I've been reading your site for a while now. The reason I felt I needed to write was because of the problem you had with one of the guestbook entries. I know other sites have had problems with people writing terrible things and, of course, not signing their names or email addresses. It was probably some CRACKPOT (not probably, it was!) who has nothing better to do at 2:00 in the morning but try to make someone else feel as bad as they do. So please, please, please, do not give it a second thought. Anyone who knows and cares about you would never even consider writing something harmful to you. You are one of the BRAVEST, TOUGHEST girls I know. Do not let anyone take that from you. Amy, you will be in my prayers. Hang tough!!
Judy Mengers <judy.mengers@ssa.gov>
Baltimore, MD - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:36 PM CST

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Hi, again, Amy. I'm sorry your scans weren't what you wanted and that you are suffering from pneumonia. :( You are one tough girl, and you'll get through this, though.

I know you asked for people to e-mail you about the nasty guestbook entry. I do not have my own CaringBridge site, but I do konw of 4 different people that have had this happen. Some people choose to delete the message; others leave them there to not give the "bad person" the satisfaction. You make the call - it's your site, but I just want you to know that it sounds like there are some people that deliberately do this, just to get something going. Again, if they really cared, they would have left their name/e-mail address "again".

PLEASE DON'T LET IT BOTHER YOU, even though I know that's probably impossible since you are such a warm-hearted person. DO NOT take it personally, by any means.

Luv & God Bless,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:06 PM CST

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You hang in there, Amy! My heart aches for you, but I know you're strong and won't let this get you down for long! You're a fellow "Minnesota Girl" after all and we're tough cookies, right?! =) Take good care and know you are in our prayers. Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family!

and p.s. Anyone making such heartless comments and doing so anonymously is purely a coward. Know there are thousands out there who are behind you 100%!
Sara , Brian, Ryan, Elizabeth and Sophia Phillips <samatzoll@charter.net>
Farmington, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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Dear Amy, please do not waste one bit of your precious energy worrying about a negative posting on your web site. We all know how wonderful and caring you are, and I am always amazed at how you find positive things to say and how you care so much about others no matter what is going on with you. You are the best! I am sending prayers for your anonymous poster, as this is a obviously a person who is really hurting, but it has NOTHING to do with you! Now, keep fighting, and know that there are, as always, so many of us out here who love you and are pulling for you. XXXOX
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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You are in my prayers.. Fight Hard....God Bless...
Tammy Hoopingarner ~~Friends of Allies~~ <Tammygal@Elvis.com>
IN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:31 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

I am a visitor from Allie's Friends MSN Board and is where I heard your story. Just a quick note to say you are in our prayers today:)

Amy
Emily & Nicole
09/23/03
Amy
Canada - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:30 AM CST

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Amy,
It's so hard to believe how cruel and inconsiderate some people can be, isn't it? You have this caringbridge site for support and so we can keep up with your progress. This person obviously does not want/need your support, and personally, after writing the cruel way he/she did, they do not deserve your support. You are fighting a battle and you do not need to put any of your energy towards somebody that is so intentionally cruel! This person really is lashing out at the world, so I guess maybe we should pray for this person to feel better about him or herself first of all. It's got to be very lonely for someone to write an entry such as that one and NOT SIGN THEIR NAME OR EMAIL ADDRESS! It makes us think he or she wants to be alone in this battle. And, the world is there to support anyone that is dealing with cancer, we all care. You can keep putting your feelings down in your journal, if someone doesn't like it, either don't read it or keep quiet. Keep your spirits up Amy, have a good Thanksgiving and know THE WHOLE WORLD CARES SO MUCH!! You are amazing, girl!!
Sandy K.
Melrose, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:29 AM CST

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You don't know me...I came here through "Friends of Allie". I just want to send warm hugs and wishes for a good day. Take care!
Katie (Friends of Allie)
Northern California, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:04 AM CST

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Hey Amy! It is so strange how the nasty people never seem to remember to put their e-mail addresses on their posts! ;0) Guess there was too much venom running around in that brain to remember that. Please know that for every one nutcase there are 1,000 or more people who think you are one courageous young woman. Don't let that person stop you from writing what YOU need to write to cope with this beast. And the rest of the world will bury any nasty comments with blessings for you.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:01 AM CST

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Amy -
I don't think we have ever met (except maybe briefly). My daughter shared a room with Laura Jahnke during some of her stays in the hospital. We became friends with her and her family, and through her and her caringbridge site, came to your site. I check in every once in a while, and pray for you often. My daughter, too has a caringbridge site, and I understand the need to vent and share info with people who care. As the mom of a chronically ill child, I not only understand, but encourage the need to get things off your chest, good and bad. It gives you a release, and lots of times, seeing your feelings in black and white helps you deal with them and put things in perspective. Never apologize for your feelings, Amy. Don't feel you should have to edit or sanitize them, either. Keeping it all inside is definitely not healthy. No one can completely understand what another person is going through, because we all have different tolerances, perspectives, histories and reactions. The best we can hope for is to be empathetic and caring. Reading how you really feel about stuff helps those who care about you to know how YOU are doing, which is different than test results. It gives us clues as to what we can do to help or what we should pray about for you. I have to feel a little sorry for the person who was so negative on your entry page. He or she must be very bitter and lonely to have felt the need to lash out so unkindly. Just know that there are a lot of people, many whom have never even met you, who care and pray and hope for you. Thus is the miracle of caring bridge and friendship.

Karen Barta <k_lizb@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:55 AM CST

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Hello Amy. I am so sad to hear about how things are going right now at this point!! Are you in the cities today (Wed) because I would love to come and see you! You know what, I think you do a wonderfull job writing on your page! I love how much you express yourself... you need to do that. This person who wrote must have no confindance and must not feel as comfortable expressing everything on her mind. Don't make one stupid entry make you change how you write. I love you Amers and Enjoy tour Thanksgiving as much as you can!! HUGE HUGS!!
JILL ZEMAN <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
NEW HOPE, mn - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:28 AM CST

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Hello Amy! I am sorry to hear that your results weren't what you hoped for....we all hoped for. I know you feel all the love and support everyone is sending your way. When I read your update, I became very upset that someone could be so mean spirited. Everyone who reads your site knows what a caring and giving person you are and for them to make you second guess yourself is wrong! Don't let it get to you...I know, easier said than done...I read that message...and on the way, noticed(once again)how many people care about you. So many wonderful messages and thoughts sent your way. You just keep fighting and saying what you need to and we will just keep supporting you in your fight. Do not let anyone make you second guess telling what is in your heart and soul. This site is for expressing yourself...good or bad...long and short. Don't stop because one person decided to be a brat. Happy Thanksgiving and know there are so many prayers being said for you and asking for that mircle you so deserve!
Heidi Troseth <heiditroseth@hotmail.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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I'm so sorry for what you are going through, sweetie =( And forget that ignorant person. I will pray for you to get better. You sound like a very strong young lady. I can't imagine what you are going through, but you keep on fighting this hideous disease & Livestrong!!
Hugs & prayers...
Mel (~*Friends of Allie~*) <mschultz@i-sect.net>
Bristol, CT USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:14 AM CST

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Well, this is a great support system here for you. I know of someone else that had a similar kind of thing entered into their guestbook. I beleive you can delete the entry as well so you don't have to look at it.

I found your site through someone else and I love it. I pray for all my cancer friends every day. You are on the list. You will Beat this!!! Let God handle it.

"God is suffient unto me, He, He verily, He's the all sufficing. In Him let the trusting Trust." The Bab.
Angela A <angelpilot@yahoo.com>
Mission, BC Canada - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:11 AM CST

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You are a strong woman, Amy, please don't let cancer or that anonymous poster get you down.

You've been fighting for such a long time, Amy, and you're right that you can't give up now. Stay strong and fight this monster. I know you can do it!!
Becky (Friends of Allie) <mashedpeas@msn.com>
El Mirage, AZ - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:04 AM CST

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Hi Amy! I'm sending TONS of Friends of Allie love and support to you. Please don't listen to the negativity, some people won't ever understand.
Ashley Hast (Friends of Allie) <ahast24@aol.com>
White Oak, TX - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:02 AM CST

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Amy, hang in there! I'm sure you'll feel 100% better once you get this infection under control. After reading your last entry, I went back and looked at the guest book. What can I say? That was a nasty, mean spirited entry. I'm not going to try and defend that person, but I have a hunch it wasn't personal. That person is probably scared, in pain, and angry at the world. For some reason he or she chose to lash out at you. That doesn't excuse the behavior, but maybe it's an explanation.
Heidi <hehmorris@yahoo.com>
Morgantown, WV - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:58 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I found your site through a MSN group called Friends of Allie. I just wanted to say that yoiu are a very strong young lady. Don't let what one person said in your guestbook get to you. Just keep reading the positive ones. There is so much love and support here for you. Have a great Holiday and think good and powerful thoughts.
Renay
Renay (Friends of Allie) <rrmkrr@comcast.net>
Williamstown, NJ USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:57 AM CST

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Sweet Amy, I am thinking and praying for you. Please don't let one hateful person make you feel like you are doing anything wrong! Will continue to check on you so please continue to let us all know how you are doing.
Kim - Friends of Allie (www.scotthousehold.com) <kimboj35@yahoo.com>
McKinney, TX - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:56 AM CST

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Hi Amy
Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU in case you did'nt already know that. Can't you just feel the postive strength and power coming from everyone who loves you. I know I can. Hang in there sis.
All my love always, Denise
Denise <forestbirdfamily@aol.com>
Sartell, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:46 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Wow~What a great person you are. My heart breaks for this terrible journey you are on, One I am certain will end with a miracle:) To be so young, yet so wise. Your journey must be extremely difficult, you are still a child (to me, I am WAY old!!, 41) but old enough to understand everything that is happening to you. Your great attitude and faith will bring you back on track.
As for the hateful one, sadly there are hideously ugly people in this world that feed off of making others feel badly. Pick yourself up, dust off and move on. Forget whomever that was. Clearly by seeing your site, you have an enourmous support, focus on that and not one bad seed.
I will check on you often and pray for your speedy recovery.
Have a super holiday season,
Cindy W
CIndy W ~ Friends of Allie <ozw38@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, Tx - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:42 AM CST

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Hang in there, Amy.
tina www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:40 AM CST

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Hang in there kiddo! I completely agree with what others have said -- this is your place to talk, your place to vent, and you have done nothing wrong!!!!!

Thinking of you and sending good thoughts and lots of prayers your way...
"angel" Jo Follmer <follmers@msn.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:36 AM CST

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Hey Amy,

Jeez, I'm so sorry to hear about those latest scans. All the emotional ups and downs that come with this whole crappy cancer mess as bad as the disease itself. But to quote the great Bono, don't let the bastards grind you down!!! You HAVE fough too hard and you HAVE fought for too long to ease up on your fight now! Amy, THIS IS your watershed moment...you stare this cancer right square in the eye and don't you give an inch!!!!!

As for that person who shown his/her true colors by hiding behind anonymity and taking those hurtful swings at you, I can't use the words that I would like to in your guestbook to tell you what I think of that person right now. People from around the world have come to see how you are doing OVER THREE HUNDRED THOUSAND TIMES!!! Remember them, forget the one.

Not an inch, Amy, not an inch!!

Bless,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:28 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. I was just "introduced" to you by a member of Friends of Allie.

It's not fair that people get to post whatever they want in a guestbook and leave it up for the person to give a rebuttal. I guess they don't realize how much comments can hurt. I know it's easier said than done, but just try to ignore such rudeness.

The fact is, you are a wonderful person who loves life and is fighting for it. How do I know this? By reading your journal, of course. I just finished reading every single entry (and, sheesh, you keep on top of things)! I remember a quote you posted last year: "Don't ruin today's sunshine thinking about tomorrow's storms". That person who signed your guestbook may want to take that to heart.

Anyway, I wish you the best, and keep fighting!

Chris Black (Friends of Allie) <blondinkaya@hotmail.com>
Sumter, SC - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:26 AM CST

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Amy, you are such a brave, strong young women. You have every right to complain if you want to: cancer sucks!!! Don't let cancer do to you what it has obviously done to that person: made them mean and uncaring!!! Unfortunately you are not alone in getting these type of messages but don't worry the Friends of Allie are here to make sure that one horrible entry is totally squashed by good and loving thoughts :)!!!

Love life and live strong! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Lois (Friends of Allie) <lbish2@hotmail.com>
NJ - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:19 AM CST

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Amy,

Please do not let the comments from that stranger get to you. Sadly there are people out there that take delight in making others feel bad , perhaps to make themselves feel better.

You are an incredible cancer warrior, a hero to many of us. I have such respect and admiration for you, you have more courage and strength than a super hero. You make Superman look like a wimp:)


Elaine <elainevezina@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, Ont - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:18 AM CST

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Hi Amy, I too found your site from Friends of Allie (www.scotthousehold.com) and I say "Pfffffffttttttt" to your negative poster. This site is for you to vent don't you worry about a thing. Keep doing what your doing and don't worry about people that have nothing better to do than post negative comments to people already down. I'm sorry you are feeling so badly and hope that you feel better soon. HUGS and PRAYERS from FL!
Michelle *~*~ Friends of Allie~*~* <chellrome@bellsouth.net>
Lake Mary, FL - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:17 AM CST

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Amy,
The person who left the negative comments for you, did not have the COURAGE to leave an email address, so you could respond! I think that says a lot....you invite people to your website, to share your feelings with them. And you have amazing COURAGE! Don't let the post worry you, it was probably just someone who visits these sites, with the sole purpose of hurting people.
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:07 AM CST

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Amy
I just read your site - I was too excited to put the article down before I read it.

1. Obvious the person who wrote to you has bigger emotional problems than you can imagine - to be that mean spirited means she is hurting bad inside - I'll say a prayer for her that her emotional state gets healed.

2. This caringbridge site is for YOU not anyone else. It is like a journal to feel safe and write your feelings down. Your job is NOT to babysit other sick people, your job is to get stronger and better. Yet, you boost all of us up with your wonderful entries - DO NOT CHANGE A THING!

3. Davis and I feel just so bad about your scan news... and your lung news.... Davis has had pneumonia for the last 3 years and I know it SUCKS. You need to stay home and get better - those 6th graders need you feeling your best!

4. We love everything about you... you are an inspiration to me, Davis and the whole family. You probably didn't know this, but my husband Jeff always reads your site - the only one he does.

5. HUGS and more HUGS....hope you can stay out of the hospital "jail" for the holidays!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:07 AM CST

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AMY!
I have some interesting news you might be interested in:
PEOPLE magazine, dated 11/22 - page 105

Article about a new treatment for osteo sarcoma - for the worst of cases. It's a NEW stem cell transplant - from a parent - called "haplo transplant" uses a device that creates a magnetic field, doctors isolate stem cells from your parents blood and inject them into your bloodstream. The new cells should boost your defenses. Perhaps you've already heard of this.

I read this at work and IMMEDIATELY thought of you..... HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:55 AM CST

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HEY Amy,
You need to know that what you write helps alot of people and it helps people appreciate what they have in life. Obviously this person has deeper issues and if this person chooses not to sign the email or write back you have way to many things to focus on. You have extended a hand and if they don't take it it is their lose. I have known you since you were born and you are the most unselfish, considerate and generous person I know. I think it takes alot of courage to write on a website as often as you can and let us know how lucky we are and how much you mean to all of us. Live life and don't let offers get you down. You are a great person. Wish you and your family a great Thnaksgiving and say hi to everyone. Love ya lots.
Susan Koll <klfd@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:44 AM CST

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Hi Amy.
Stay focused, stay positive. Enjoy thanksgivng and your family and friends. I will pray for the person who wrote that entry. I'm sure they are just angry and scared and in need of faith.
I love reading your journal!
My heart, thoughts and prayers are always with you!
Beth
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:29 AM CST

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You are delightful. Praying for you and sending you best wishes. Don't let negative comments affect you, they are not good for your health or spirit. Sometimes people have nothing better to do, or they are so miserable they want to spread it around. Just ignore it and keep fighting.

Robin Brunet (Friends of Allie) <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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Hi Amy! I just found your site today through Friends of Allie (www.scotthousehold.com). Please know that I am adding you to my prayer list of incredible, amazing people who are fighting cancer so courageously, and I will be praying for you daily and checking in on you often! I haven't had a chance to read through your journal or guestbook yet (I will very soon!) but after just reading your latest entry and glancing over the guestbook, I can tell that you have quite a fan club! I'm so sorry that you've been feeling bad. I hope you will be able to enjoy the holidays without too much pain.

Hang in there, Amy. You have so many people in your corner who care!

Oh, and I just want to add that you are a beautiful girl, and I just LOVE those dimples!! (No fair, I always wished I had been blessed with dimples!) Your smile lights up a room, so keep smiling and chase that darkness away!

Blessings and big hugs to you.

Kat (*~* Friends of Allie *~*)
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:26 AM CST

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I have just come upon your site through the Friend's of Allie site. Please don't be upset/worried about the person that posted the nasty comments. She/He is just venting and hurting. I hope she/he has better days in the future, they obviously need them. As for you, keep the great attitude. You are a beautiful person and will beat this horrible disease! Keep the faith.

Mandy (Friend's of Allie)

Amanda Bauer <abauer@adamscounty.org>
Hastings, NE USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:22 AM CST

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Amy,

I haven't signed your guestbook before. But I wanted to let you know that I check on you often and am sending good thoughts and prayers your way! Thinking of you in Michigan. And don't let that mean guestbook signer get under your skin...not worth it at all!

Love and hugs from Michigan,

Angelina's Family
Jennifer I ~~Friends of Allie~~ <ingmankidsmom@hotmail.com>
Warren, MI USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:17 AM CST

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Amy, dear Amy, You are always in my thoughts and prayers, often focused on wisdom for doctors, nurses, family, friends, and you. I think we often don't understand or recognize the miracles around us and they go fleeting by. But, that doesn't mean that we don't want more!!! So, we keep praying. And will. FOR YOU!!!! Did you know that you can eliminate responses in the guestbook that are rude and inappropriate? Only you can do it as the registered signee. Let me know if you need help. Enjoy your turkey day and remember that you are cared about by THOUSANDS across the globe who read and value your thoughts and insights everyday.
Love ya, Juli <julievers@albanytel.com>
Albany, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:04 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

I can't believe that person posted the nasty message they did. I personally think you are fighting this thing with all you have and this is your place to be able to vent.

I'm continuing to keep yoe in my prayers and have added you to the prayer chain at my church. Please know that we are praying as hard as possible for you.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:49 AM CST

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Dear Amy,,
I am SO MAD on your behalf. YOU DO NOT COMPLAIN! You are one the bravest and most inspiring people that I've ever met. I work with children who have cancer. My mother had cancer. I've had friends die of cancer. YOU DO NOT COMPLAIN@. First of all, even if you did, you have every right to. You are going through something unbelievably horrific and this is YOUR private space. You may say anything you like here, everyone else makes the choice to come here and read what you have to say and support you. Outside of that, you just tell people what is happneing in your life, which happens to suck. You can't help that. I wish so much this wasn't happening to you, that it could be taken away from you. All my love,
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:37 AM CST

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Amy, first, let me say that I am praying for you. I don't know exactly how you feel but I am having a hard time right now too. So, we can be there for each other and pray for each other. As far as that rude comment. I have had people leave nasty comments on my guestbook too. I generally leave them there to let other people witness how idiotic they sound. Don't worry about them. This particular person was upset because they had emailed me and I hadn't emailed them back yet. I was going through a hard time and couldn't get to email. They said something to the effect "thanks for not caring!" That's ridiculous. Anyone who knows me knows that I care for people very deeply. The same is true for you. Just focus on getting better and taking it easy. Know that you are loved and prayed for. Blessings in Christ. I'll check back on you soon.
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:32 AM CST

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Hi Amy, My heart aches for you. You are fighting this cancer so hard and so bravely. Just know that I continue to hold you in prayer. May God continue to give you strength.
Love,
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN 56374 - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:27 AM CST

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Amy- I check on you every day, you are an inspiration. Please dont take to heart the hurtful comment that was left, it is obvious that person is angry. Your feelings are important and if someone has a problem with that, they have some true soul searching to do. Keep your chin up, keep fighting and know you have many people praying for you.
Debbie Schneider <jdinc@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:59 AM CST

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Amy, I check your website every day, but don't often post. Just know that I -- as well as plenty of other folks -- pray for you daily and am in your corner all the way. I admire the way you fight every minute, and also the way you can share your thoughts and feelings with us. I feel as if I know you, in some ways, and wish I could know you in person. Keep your chin up.

Anne Teddlie <ateddlie@aol.com>
Decatur, GA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:49 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

I have been following your site for some time now, but this is my first time posting in your guestbook (I'm sorry I haven't sooner). After reading the rude entry that was left on your guestbook I felt I needed to write. Please do not take the comments to heart. The person who left that message is hurt and angry, but I don't think it really has anything at all to do with you. You are an amazing person, Amy. You are doing everything right, so please do not dwell on the negative comment left by one person, who sadly does not have your strength and wonderful attitude.
Ben <b234f@yahoo.com>
Saint Pete, Fl USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:47 AM CST

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Ohh Amy. You are the strongest person I know! Don't worry about whoever posted that note. It sounds like they were just having a bad day... You however manage to always make the best out of things, which shows your good character. I love coming on here each day and checking out how you are and what's happening. It is OK for you to tell all of us about what's going on. We love hearing from you, even if sometimes it's not so good news. We just pray harder for you then! Keep Truckin’ Amy, I know it's gonna get better soon!
Asha <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:39 AM CST

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Amy,

Just a few weeks ago Rachael's CB site was plagued by "non-comforting" messages. For a while, I made it Password Protected, but then realized that my Rachael would have hated that. So once again her site is open. Any messages that come without a name, or without an e-mail address are deleted. It's been working. Don't let the small-minded, sad people put you in a place you don't deserve to be!
I am sorry your scans were bad. I am sorry you are experiencing so many difficulties right now. Maybe rest, surrounded by your favorite nurses would be the right step, and would give you some much needed rest...follow your heart! It must be 100% pure gold!

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:36 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

What a contrast between you and that person who signed your guestbook yesterday! You are so strong, cheerful, and brave, and it's obvious how much you help other people (that person must not have read very far on your journal entries, or he/she would have seen that right away). You never ever ever said you were the only person with cancer or that you were the only person having a hard time. Your compassion for others leaks through all of your entries--how could anyone not see that?

That person said "at least I don't moan and groan on my web site"--then what's he/she doing moaning and groaning on yours? He/she was probably just at a very low point and maybe now even regrets having written that--but I'm sorry you had to bear the brunt of it!

Please don't feel bad about that entry! It wasn't at all fair.

You inspire so many people. It's not fair that you're in this position, and if the wishes of other people could make you healthy, you'd be the healthiest person on Earth.

Take care.
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:24 AM CST

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Hi Amy, stay strong, stay positive, look to the Lord for strength..And always know we are just a phone call, or an email away! Knock off this sick stuff, or Gus and I will come and get you again!!! Smile, surround yourself with the ones that love you soo much ! My life is better with you in it! We love you Amy..xoxoxoxoxoxxo And all that MUSHY stuff! PS- pay NO attention to the negitive words, we got a few ourselves when Mitch was alive here on Earth, we are all here to LISTEN to you and your HEART!All who enter this site each and everyday have made a choice when CHOOSING to go to your website!! You HELP us each and everyday, you give us COURAGE, you INSPIRE US, and you touch our hearts..Dont change a thing, I speak for most all Im sure..Do not be negitive(not that you have a negitive bone in your body), or even feel you have to respond like that again, it takes TOO much energy..YOU NEED THAT ENERGY!! Simply PRAY for that individual as we all will! Keep your eyes on the Lord ! Stay focused on your fight, DO NOT get side traked by someone elses..Just lovem, as the Lord loves you! Oh, one more time...We LOVE YOU TOO!! BE STRONG!!!! EXPECT A MIRACLE!!! MIRACLES HAPPEN!!!Write me back when you have time..Conserve your voice! TYPE!! :-)
Steve, Becky, & Melissa Chepokas <steve@miraclesofmitch.org>
Chanhassen, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:13 AM CST

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Hi Amy
I read your journals daily. I have you on my list of favorites. I do not write in your guestbook as often as I should (I maybe only wrote in it a couple of times). Let me reintroduce myself - we do have a couple of connections. One way is that I used to work with your sister at Fingerhut many years ago. She and I were both suupervisors for the same department. (I miss talking with her) and another connection is that your mom babysits for my nephew -- Will. Will's dad is my brother.

Enough with all that - I just couldn't let this past entry go on without responding to it. I had to take a peak at this entry in your guestbook and I could not believe what I read. You do not moan and groan about everything. Matter of fact I read your journals and they inspire me so much. How just the simple things in life such as swallowing, walking, talking we take for granted. You made me realize that I am such a lucky person because I can do all these things with little to no effort involved and so can my husband and three children. I am truely blessed to have excellent health. In this fast paced world we all can get so wrapped up with everything going on and we do not realize how lucky we are. I give you credit for making me slow down and be thankful for what I have.

Keep up the good work on your entries. I know I still want to keep reading them. I have also past your website on to other people who enjoy them also.

My prayers are coming to you in full force.

Thanks again for reminding me occassionally how lucky I am that I can do the simple things in life and other people in the world struggle with.


Brenda VonWahlde <danvonwahlde@msn.com>
Avon, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:55 AM CST

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Amy-
I am sorry that you had to be the one that someone "vented" to- It is obvious he/she must have had a terrible day. Please don't let that get you down, you have every right to say what ever you want on here. If we didn't want to know these things we wouldnt keep coming back! You are loved by many and we are all here for you no matter what you want to talk about. I know another person who was sent very nasty Guest book entries, Just hang in there either they will write you again and let you be their Friend, or they won't come back, May you have a Happy Thanksgiving.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:46 AM CST

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I have been following your site for a long time along with my daughter (you have "talked" to her on aol and taughter her alot about life) You are one of our topics of conversation especially if I can't get to your site on some days. Obviously the person that wasn't positive the other day needed to vent and you happen to be the one he/she vented upon. Don't let it get you down there are to many positive ones to let one bad one bother you. There are alot of us pushing for you so keep fighting and we will keep praying!
Sue McMorran <meggarsmom@hotmail.com>
IA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:38 AM CST

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Dear AMY
Praying for a blessing on you as you heal from this pneumonia.Get lots of rest , watch some good movies, stay ahead on the fluids.Hoping you will be able to enjoy some time on Thanksgiving with your family. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:23 AM CST

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Amy,

I enjoy reading your website every day. I too am guilty for not signing your guestbook every time I log on. Do not let the negative e-mail discourage you. I am also an amputee right a.k.a. and a survivor of osteosarcoma. I lost my leg in 1988 when I was 16 (thats right I am 32 now and feel much older) and I had a lot of anger much like the person who e-mailed you. The one thing I did not have was a wonderful website like yours to visit. I wish there would have been someone like you sharing your experience when I was sick. I find your site uplifting and not selfish in one way. You are so brave to share the experiences you are going through and I know there are many people you are touching every day in a very postive way. Keep taking it a day at a time. Praying for a miracle, in Ohio.
Ken K. <kmknipp@hotmail.com>
Bainbridge, OH USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:08 AM CST

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Hi Amy. I check in on you every day, but don't sign each time. Sweetie, you have enough on your plate...... don't worry about what one negative person writes in your guestbook. You've done nothing wrong. This is your site and what you write comes straight from your heart. We want to know how you feel and how you are doing. Every person who comes here has grown to love you and care for you !! Take care and keep up your journal when you feel like writing. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Have a blessed Thanksgiving.

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 0:36 AM CST

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Amy,
Hang in there kiddo! Tomorrow will be a better day! The pneumonia has got you feeling really down-physically and mentally. Think positive and know there are a worldful of prayers coming your way! Your journal is the best-don't let anybody let you think otherwise! If it weren't, then you wouldn't have all of us standing right beside you in your fight! Ignore the poor soul who posted negatively-you didn't need that and I'm so sorry you were subjected to it. This is your site-it is a place for you to journal, vent, or do as you please. You have so many people caring about you and we've never met you! You will regain your fighting spirit once you get back on track and get the pneumonia under control. Thinking of you and praying for you too.
Karen <Valenti56@aol.com>
Bloomington, Mn. - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:11 PM CST

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(((((Amy)))))
This is a little hug for you.
[[[[[[[[[[AMY]]]]]]]]]]
This is a big hug for you.
I have nothing else to offer today but hugs. Just wish I could give you one in person.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:54 PM CST

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I am sending you every positive thought, every prayer that I possibly can. I, too, believe in miracles. Never give up, never give in!
Jann Garofano <JannTom1@aol.com>
Fridley, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:43 PM CST

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Oh Amy. I am crying as I write this, having read tonight's update. Where are the words? You will fight this absolutely. And there is a miracle coming to you too. Pneumonia (it is hard to spell!) makes you tired and worn down physically and emotionally. It is simply not fair that you have to keep getting bad news when you are fighting so hard. But, who said life was fair?

Surround yourself with the people who love you and can be strong with and for you. It sounds like you are already doing that. You will pull yourself back out of this paralyzing fear; it is only normal that you would get mad, frustrated, and scared all at the same time.

Thank you for your honesty and regular updates. For my own prayer life (and I suspect others' too), it helps to have a lot of information to send really specific prayers to Him. I will pray for strength. I will pray for wisdom. I will pray for peace. And I will pray for NO MORE STUPID Cancer.

You're the greatest.

P.S. I'm sorry that you received such a negative post on your guestbook. As someone else said, the writer must have her own pain and fear, but I think it's unfair to direct it towards you. You are so giving and generous with your prayers and friendship. Don't you change.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Hi Amy~ I just read your journal entry for today. Words can't express my feeling right now. I know that we have never met, but I wish I could reach out and put my arms around you to give you a big hug right now. I will continue to pray for a miracle for you. I have never met, or known anyone to be more deserving of a miracle than you are. You are an incredible young woman and I have learned so much about life from you. Thank you for helping me to be a better person. You are never far from my thoughts or prayers.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:28 PM CST

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Hi Amy~ I just read your journal entry for today. Words can't express my feeling right now. I know that we have never met, but I wish I could reach out and put my arms around you to give you a big hug right now. I will continue to pray for a miracle for you. I have never met, or known anyone to be more deserving of a miracle than you are. You are an incredible young woman and I have learned so much about life from you. Thank you for helping me to be a better person. You are never far from my thoughts or prayers.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:25 PM CST

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Keep fighting, Amy!!! Your troops are behind you and pulling for you all the way. Hugs and love Beth
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:59 PM CST

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Amy After I posted I went to your guest book and I guess this worked for someone else also. I got a chuckle when I read almost what I had just written. Oh well......
Happy Thanksgiving.
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:32 PM CST

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Hi Amy, I have read your site for a long time and have never written but I have a hint for you tonight. My son always had a hard time with pills durning treatment and transplant...so we tried to make it easier on him and put them in empty gel caps. They make them and you can buy them in different sizes. Sometimes if he had alot of little ones we would put four or five in one gel cap that way he would only have to swallow once.
He had his transplant at Fairview, I wish we had met you when we lived there.
God Bless you and keep your chin up.
Good luck tomorrow.
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
westerly, ri - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:27 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

Just wanted to pass along a suggestion because your having a hard time swallowing your pills. Try gel caps! You cut up your pills then put them into a small gel cap and they are much easier to swallow. When my son was on treatment thats what worked for him when he found it hard taking his medications. You can get the gel caps at your pharmacy. Hope it helps! I check your website every single day and your never far from my thoughts. You are one amazing young lady.
Elaine <elainevezina@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, Ontario - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:26 PM CST

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Dear Amy
Hope you are doing okay with the news from your scans. Looking for your update tomorrow. AMy the person who wrote at 2am sounds like someone in need. Fear & emotions can cause us to react and that seemed like what was happening in that entry. Lifting you both up in prayer Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:53 PM CST

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Dear Amy, I am a friend of Jenna Langer. I saw your name on her sight and she had mentioned to pray for you before. I decided to visit your sight today. Your poem is very beautiful, it brought a tear to my eye! I will continue to pray for you as I pray for Jenna also! Keep up your strength and most important keep on smiling!!
Kacie Balbach <kacie.balbach@mnsu.ed>
New Ulm, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:40 PM CST

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Amy - After signing your guestbook I went down and read a few of the posts and my mouth dropped open at the one from 2:00 this morning. I really hope it doesn't upset you, and that you delete it from your "guest"book. That person sure can't be considered a GUEST. <:(

At least you know that this person isn't very brave, since they couldn't leave their name and you KNOW you have a WHOLE LOT OF FANS ROOTING FOR YOU!!! It's obviously someone that hasn't been coming to your site for a very long time, to know full well what you have been through, and HOW VERY STRONG YOU ARE!!!!! Like I've said many times before, your strength and maturity amaze me.


Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:31 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! Sure hope those scan results were okay today. Glad to hear your Dad is doing alright.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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All through the day, I've been stopping to pray for you. You are loved and admired by so many strangers like me!
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 6:15 PM CST

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I am praying for you:) Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vingence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug




tmsol87@aol.com <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:50 PM CST

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Hi Miss Amarecka!
I want you to know how proud I am of you! You have achieved so much in such a short time. the work you have put into your book is outstanding and the finished results are just amazing! I am praying for you and know that whatever God puts on your plate you can handle, One Day at a time. You are a beautiful, remarkable, amazing woman! The world is a better place because you are in it!
I love you bunches and tons from here to the moon and back!!!
Love,
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:54 AM CST

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I have you in thoughts and prayers. This road you are traveling is not easy, I think you are doing a remarkable job......
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:17 AM CST

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I am hoping and praying that you get good news today. GLad to hear that your dad is improving. Wishing you and your family a Happy Thanksgiving. We are headed to Chicago. My second daughter attends college there. Both my husband and I are from Chicago originally so we will spend Thanksgiving there with family. my thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your dad.
Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:29 AM CST

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Sending lots of prayers over your scans today. And I am so glad that your dad is doing better!
Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:15 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
How did the scan results go? Anyway, hope you're doing good. Thinking of you today!


~Joanne’s Corner~

Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 6:09 AM CST

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Hello Amy! How are you feeling today? I hope all goes well for you! God bless you, we pray here for you. I posted your web page to some of my friends here, so they will post to their friends :)
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:27 AM CST

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Amy,
I was pretty surprised you didn't want to correspond with someone who had their right leg amputated 7/2004 and is now fighting the cancer that spread to my lungs. It would have been nice to talk to someone who is another amputee, but I guess you are the only one that is sick with cancer. I also have difficulties getting around with my leg as well, but I guess you assume your the only amputee out there with a leg as well. At least I don't moan and groan on my caringbridge site, I'd get sick of reading your daily updates. I'm surprised you don't put how many bm's as well.
fighting cancer too!
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 2:05 AM CST

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Hi, Amy -- Caught up with Laura and Merilee at Elzabeth's this afternoon. Looks like our wishes for Laura are working. Now we need to kick in double time to get the same results for you. We tease Laura about her "baby" vibes!!! Zoe gives her a hard time!!! Wilbur, the jack rusell, continues to adore Laura - absence in that case definitely makes his heart grow fonder!! Our thanksgiving wishes are with you! Hugs and love
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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Hello, Amy:)
I tell you, girl--you are tough!! I hope your throat feels better soon. That can really drive you crazy and make you miserable. Like you don't have enough going on, right? It just is the pits that something to help has to hurt so much.

Please take care and know you're in our thoughts and prayers!
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 3:13 PM CST

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Hi Amy, just wanted to check in and see how things are going for you. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers!!

I also wanted to second the reccomendation for "Magic Mouthwash". It has liquid Benadryl, Maalox Susp. and Lidocaine. I think liquid Tylenol can be added to it also. You just swish and swallow this mixture 30 minutes or less before meals and it numbs and coats the throat to help with the pain and irritation.

Take care, and know we are all out here rooting for you!
Sara Freking
<sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:59 AM CST

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Hey kiddo -- haven't visited in awhile, but you are always in my prayers!

Ask the doc for some "magic mouthwash" to help you swallow. You swish it around or gargle with it and it numbs everything so swallowing doesn't hurt so bad. My hubby had stomach cancer, and had 5 weeks of rad to the stomach and esophagus, and it helped him tremendously!

Keep fighting--
"angel" Jo Follmer <follmers@msn.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:28 AM CST

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Amy--
Go to www.ratemyprofessor.com. Its a LIFESAVER when planning your classes. It gives you a review of the teachers! Hope it helps!
Sarah <saretta04@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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HI AMY
Warm is good because it brings blood and more circulation to damaged area-soothing too. NOT hot, warm. I love Wonton soup and hubby likes the egg drop but that is good too for a change from chicken noodle. Take Care Amy ...HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:54 PM CST

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Amarecka!
I love you bunches and tons!
Love
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobyco@earthlink.net>
Phila, Pa - Sunday, November 21, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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Hope you hare having a relaxing weekend. Both you and your dad have been on my mind. I spent the day putting my xmas tree up - my kids think I am nuts! I usually don't put it up this early but we are taking Lu's Make A Wish trip over Christmas so we might as well enjoy the tree now! I hope this coming week is less stressful than last.

Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Sunday, November 21, 2004 2:27 PM CST

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Amy, I'm a friend of a friend who has followed you on your journey. You're an amazing young woman. Your courage and determination is..well...unequaled. If I were ever in a foxhole, I'd want you with me.

Please, though, have someone with you when you drive all over the place. Or have someone drive you there. Driving is scary enough...and the last thing you should worry about.

You go, girl.
A friend in Chicago
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 4:10 AM CST

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Amy
Here's the thing. It can only get better from here on in. I demand it to. LOL. After you mentioned that your ribbon was stolen, I checked my car and my pink ribbon(in memory of my mom) was gone!!!! How terrible is that? I hope you have a restful and carefree and relaxing weekend filled with family and friends.
Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
Oceanside, - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:51 PM CST

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Amy,

Hope you have a great Thanksgiving. Rest and have some fun, you run yourself ragged. I read your journal and how much you get into a day and am amazed. I don't have cancer and I would be exhausted too. Give yourself a break.
This year for Thanksgiving I am thankful for YOU, you have singlehandedly insprired me with your courage and strength. Next year at Thanksgiving I am going to be thankful that you had a good miracle filled year and are feeling great.


Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland Center, Maine usa - Saturday, November 20, 2004 12:44 AM CST

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Happy Thanksgiving Amy!
We hope your Thanksgiving is joyous and filled with many blessings! We are blessed to have you as a member of The Smile Quilt Family!
Warm Hugs,
Angel Gloria and your Smile Quilt Family <SimplicityMD@comcast.net>
Owings Mills, MD USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:57 AM CST

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Hello darling!
We wish you nice weekend, peace and rest. Thanks God that this week is behind you.... Love you and praying for you
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:14 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Sorry the week hasn't been good but the weekend is here so relax and take a break. Also sorry to hear about your dad's difficulty. Please give Rich my best regards and we will be praying for quick and complete recovery.
On the positive side, we are leaving right now to go pick up Laura at the airport!!!
Take care,
Doug
Doug Jahnke <cdj04@aol.com>
Chanhassen , MN USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 6:50 PM CST

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WOW - WHAT A WEEK, Girl!! I take it you decided to stop the steroids without consulting with your doctor? How scary that must have all been. Sure hope your Dad recuperates real fast. Thank God it ended up the way it did. As for the "Bless our Troops" ribbon. Hopefully the person that stole it couldn't afford their own. (Kind of a "positive" way to look at it, but still maddening.)

HAVE A NICE, RELAXING, WEEKEND!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, November 19, 2004 6:36 PM CST

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AMY
WE CAN REALLY APPRECIATE TGIF!! Enjoy your night... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, November 19, 2004 5:48 PM CST

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Amy -

Our precious friend!!! We hope that you have a great weekend. We pray for you all the time and will not stop! You are amazing! God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:20 PM CST

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Amy, my dear, those dimples aren't you! Those dimples are just a part of you...a very CUTE part of you...but you are so much more than just dimples. Don't let the steroids get you down. You have faught so much more, and overcome much greater challenges. I am sure the dimples are just hiding for the time being, and they will be back in no time. I am thinking about you, and always keeping you in my prayers. I heard a rumor I might get to see you on Monday, and I am going to keep my fingers crossed. All my love,

ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Friday, November 19, 2004 10:47 AM CST

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Those dimples are still there - you just can't see them right now! No med is ever going to change who you are. I am confidant that you will get over this bump in the road and those dimples will return!
Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:24 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers during this tough week. Hang in there kiddo!
Love you bunches!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. What a week you have had! Take today to rest and take care of yourself. And you are beautiful inside and out, no matter what those steroids do! We're all out here thinking of you and praying for you. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:21 AM CST

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Hey, Amy! You know what I think? I think your dimples are a lot like your heart. Sound kinda weird? Well, let me put it this way. Your big, warm, caring, beautiful heart is tucked deep inside you. Even though we can't see it, your friends and fans all know it is there, and love you just the same. DITTO for your DIMPLES!!! :o) Even if we might not be able to see them for a little while, we all know they are there, and they make Amy AMY!!

Sure hope everything is going well with your Dad. Try to relax a little today, in between radiation and updates, but hey...it sounds like you don't have to run, run, run today.

Take care, and God Bless.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:11 AM CST

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AMY!!

I am watching Good Morning America and they are having a contest......the story of my Life. You send in a synopses of your life and Simon and Schuster will publish the winner. I thought of you immediately!!!!!
Go to their website and check it out!!!!

Hope you are feeling better today. Know that we think of you daily and continue to pray for your recovery!!!
Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
Va beach, - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:04 AM CST

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Hello Amy! I pray for you. Those who were taking steroids know much better then me what emition ups and downs it cause. I just know that this isn't easy thing for you. Hold on. You are holding on pretty long and pretty well, so keep doing it. I can't wait to hear the deatils. Love
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Friday, November 19, 2004 6:44 AM CST

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Hi Amy:)

Don't worry...steroids cause all those emotional ups and downs, unfortunately, but it will get better for you:-) I'm sure you feel like everything is just crazy right now. And IT IS!! The important thing is you are still you!! And you're quite the busy person, aren't you? It sounds like you need the serious day planner with school and everything;-)

I sincerely hope you're feeling better and your dad's okay. It's so much for all of you to deal with. I just wanted to stop by and say you're in our prayers and see how you've been doing.
Take care:)
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:46 PM CST

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No doubt about it, steriods are h&*^! Your dimples are beautiful, but rest assured, you are so much more than your dimples. There is no hiding your love of life and your will to beat this. But it is hard to see yourself looking differently than how you think of yourself. Hang in there, though. You can let your CaringBridge friends know about your week when you are ready...we can wait. Get your rest and hug your mom and dad. I'm glad you made it through your week, it sounds like it has been very difficult. All of us out here in computer-land are praying hard for you and doing our best to send you strength. Take care.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:02 PM CST

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Amy - I hope Elzabeth has had a chance to read this, as I am sure she will give you her commentary on steroids!!!Hope your Dad is feeling better. Will be eager to read your words tomorrow, and I know you will be coming through this phase just fine! Hang in there. Hugs -
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:46 PM CST

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Whooo...another busy week for me. Glad I stopped by, as you sound like one busy young lady! I SURE HOPE YOUR DAD IS DOING OKAY and that those steroids are leveling off for you. Sounds like being stuck between a rock and hard place, since you need the steroids but am sure you don't "need" the ups and downs they cause.

Looking forward to an update about your dad.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:05 PM CST

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Dear AMY
Lifting you both up in prayer right now. The main thing is your dad is holding his own and many are praying for his healing. You stay as well as you can. Safe trip tomorrow, get your stuff handled, and then get home safe too. Concentrate on the task at hand. Worry & fear only complicate. I know I do my share. Let go and turn some over to your loving Father in Heaven. Lots of hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 4:40 PM CST

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Hello darling! I am sorry that you go trough the stressful situation, but brave as you are, you went trough. I am praying for you and yoru family. Hold on. As i red in your guest book, i agree with that person, that soon you will find blessings and good news. God bless you, give you strenght, love and clear emotions. I love you
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Thursday, November 18, 2004 1:52 PM CST

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Praying for you and your Dad Amy. And also your family, you are all due for good news soon! Hope the rest of the week is better for you all. Take care
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 1:36 PM CST

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Thinking of you and all you are experiencing right now! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. So glad your Dad will be okay. And praying that your sister's friend will hear really good news about her surgery...PLEASE, no more cancer!!
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:07 AM CST

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I can't imagine how scared you are about your dad. Don't forget to take care of yourself. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:45 AM CST

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HEY AMY,
EMAIL ME TO LET ME KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR DAD WITH YOU HAVE TIME. MY PARENTS SENT OUT THE X-MAS PARTY STUFF AND I EXPECT YOU THERE!!!! IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE WE HAVE TALKED. HANG IN THERE AND WE WILL TALK SOON. REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME. lOVE YA
SUSAN KOLL <klfd@hutchtel.net>
LITCHFIELD, MN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:12 AM CST

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Take your time, catch your breath, no rush. Everything will work out, it always does! You are an incredible person and I am confident that you will make it through this setback as well. I will continue to pray for you and your family, special prayers for you dad too!
Hugs, Love and Prayers,

Donna <donna826@msn.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:43 AM CST

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I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time right now. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I will check back in on you as soon as I can. HUGS!
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:29 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I am thinking about you and your family today, praying for strength and health for all of you.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 6:49 AM CST

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Amy, I am praying for you and the rest of your family. Have a safe trip to the cities in the morning.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Wichita Falls, Texas - Thursday, November 18, 2004 1:41 AM CST

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Amy, steroids can definetly make you emotional. When in doubt, BLAME IT ON THE DRUGS! That's my moto anyway. :)
Hope your Dads recovery continues to go good.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa
Marisa, liver transplant, Fairview University <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:20 PM CST

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Amy, You are an amazing women!!! I check in on you often. I pray for strength of mind and body for you. Keep that smile comin'.
Debi
WA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:03 PM CST

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Amy,
I hope your dad is okay. It's always scary when someone in your family gets hurt. When you find yourself down and stressed out just take some time to collect your thoughts. Also try to find somthing to laugh about. I know at the moment that may seem absurd, but laughing always helps relieve the stress and helps brighten up your day. No matter how bad it may be.
Ben <calduper@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:22 PM CST

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Dear AMY
Girl you are running on water. You need RBC's bad to get that HGB up. You need something to carry the O2 to give you energy. and steroids talk about causing havoc with emotions. It can roller coaster you into you thinking you are dyno-woman one moment and then crash.I hope you got some blood by now. You can't think clearly when you get too low. Maybe get someone to drive you Thurs if you haven't gotten the blood.Take Care Sweet AMY ..Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 5:45 PM CST

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Sometimes we all need a good cry to reenergize ourselves. I suspect the steroids have something to do with your emotional ups and downs so don't be so hard on yourself! One of my favorite TV shows is Everybody Loves Raymond. I remember an eposide when Ray observes his wife sitting on the couch crying her heart out. She doesn't know he is watching. He tries desperately to find out why she is so unhappy - and when he finally confronts her she says - sometimes I just need to cry - it feels good. He of course is perplexed! I think my feel good therapy would have to involve crying and chocolate!
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 10:40 AM CST

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Hey Amy, you can cry whenever you feel like it. You don't need a reason. If you feel like everything is coming down on you just take a second to relieve your stress. I have to do that often to, it feels good to just sit down for a second and think. College won't help your stress level either, sorry to say.
But stay strong, and try your hardest. It will get better. I hope you are doing better, and if you ever need to talk to someone give me a call, I will make time for you. Good luck, with everything
Love, Cory
Cory Klemmer
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:56 AM CST

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Hi Honey! I would say that your tears are completely expected. There is only so much that our bodies can handle before our emotions get the best of us. I always say that if you feel the need to cry....there is a need to cry! I guess having a three month old baby girl is just the beginning of many years of tears for me. You always need to honor your emotional self! I am thinking about you, and I am hoping that you are taking it easy and refilling your tank as I like to say. Snuggle up at home, watch a good movie, spend some time with friends and family....take care of yourself and refill your emotional "tank". Much love,
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:46 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Guess what you are entitled to feel that way once in awhile. I can honestly say your sister has made me feel better a time or two also. You need to remember we all all pulling for you and think of you always. Good times and bad I read your writings everytime you write and I feel better and because of you appreciate things that may not have mattered before. You give that to me and I'm guessing you do that for many people. Hang in there and remember you never have to apologize for how you feel. Love you.
Susan Koll <klfd @hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:18 AM CST

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Amy
Steroid hell - remember? Yes, we as women get the brunt of hormonal surges - especially on steroids! This is getting you ready for menapause..hehehhe

Crying out of the blue is NORMAL, feeling blue is NORMAL. It'll get better.
HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:09 AM CST

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Good Morning Amy :) I hope today finds you in better spirits and with more energy. Hang in there.. those steroids can do a number on your emotions! I'm thinking about you and praying for you every day!
Sheila
AL - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:31 AM CST

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Amy,
Tomorrow will be a better day! Sounds like everything came crashing down on you today. I'm so sorry you had a rough day...those steroids are real nasty. I was thinking of you this morning-my son was very sick and called me to get him into the dr. at the U. He was too weak to walk since he doesn't have a car and his apt. is a long walk from the dr.....turns out he has mono. I brought him home with me after the appt. and tried to get him to eat some fattening foods like fudgsicles and cheesecake, but he didn't have an appetite. You will be in my thoughts and prayers Amy. Slow down a bit and let your body heal-it's going thru alot right now. Take care and rest up.
Karen
Minneapolis, Mn. - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 11:06 PM CST

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Hey Amy. I wasn't going to sign anyone's guestbook tonight. I just spent several hours at clinic myself and am exhausted, but the Lord led me here to check on you and when I read your update, I HAD to sign and share. I've been on steroids in some capacity since I was 12 and the answer to your question is YES! Steroids can make you angry, sad, upset, crabby, crying, disappointed, discouraged and just about every other emotion you can name. Sometimes in combinations and sometimes all within the same 5 mintues. I have to get 250mg IV steroids each Tuesday and am on a small amount in between. I HATE, HATE, HATE, HATE did I mention I HATE steroids. I am not ungrateful because I know they have helped save my life, but I just hate the intense emotions and mood swings that change my disposition so quickly and drastically at times. I know it's not me, but you can't help it. Then you feel bad for acting a certain way when you feel like you have no control over it. Kind of like EXTREME PMS. Alright, I just wanted to share that. You are NOT alone. If you ever need a shoulder or to vent, I'm here. I love you and am praying for you. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:59 PM CST

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Hanging in there with you as always, Amy!
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:22 PM CST

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hey there amers... i know how those steroids can get to you...the first time i was on them i was the same way, but it gets better...now when i have to be on them, i usually have a couple "bad" days and then things start to get better. you'll be fine babe! just hang in there! love ya lots hope to hear from you soon!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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HI AMY
Thinking about you , hoping you aren't getting too worn down from the driving and treatments. Get lots of rest. This isn't forever.Hang in there.!! We are routing and praying for you ..Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:29 PM CST

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Hi Amers, lucky you, you got to go out to eat with Merilee, and friends. sounds like you are enjoying food, thats great!! i can't believe that the scale isn't changing at all tho., thats interesting!!! Laura will be in town soon, any chance for all of us to out and eat somewhere? i remember the daily seven weeks of radiation for tori, its a lot of driving, but your doing great with keeping up with your schedule. I'm happy to hear you are going to take a couple of classes, you will love it!! what college will you go too?? hope to hear from you soon, love, dawn and torixoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:15 PM CST

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Hi Snookums, I'm thinking about you today. I had a great weekend! I got to take my neighbor's kids to see the Incredibles on Saturday! It was so great! Have you seen it yet? You must see it. It'll make you laugh. I"m thinking of you. i hope you are feeling well.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
Rochester, NY - Monday, November 15, 2004 7:21 PM CST

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Dear Amy, I just read your web page and you sound wonderful!!!Thinking of food is never a problem for me-- I just don't want to cook!!I'd rather eat it!
It's almost winter down here in the south.It was 39 when we got up and I thought we would all freeze to death!It did get back up to 60 this afternoon. I have started a tutoring program for some needy kids. We have 22 kids and we offer free after school, tutoring and a snack. Our chuch is helping us with the snacks and the kids seem to love it. This keeps me busy and "out of trouble." (and out of the garden) We pray for U daily. We love U. Mimi and Papa
Lois Gibbs <lomgibbs@aol.com>
Marietta, Ga USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:05 PM CST

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Amy, I will be thinking of and praying for you as you travel for your dr. visit tomorrow. I am glad you have been having an excellent time. I'm on steroids all the time so I know what you mean about the food :) Hugs and lots of love to you. I haven't forgotten ya, I've just been busy too. You're always in my prayers though.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 15, 2004 4:32 PM CST

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Well Amy I feel like going out and inhaling a french silk pie and a french vanilla frappachino from Starbucks! Chocolate is truly food for the soul. Glad to hear you are eating well!
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:37 AM CST

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Love

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 8:27 AM CST

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Amy - I you need me to vouche for you with Uncle Joe, I will. I was sitting next to you and watched you inhale enough food for a small county, and with chopsticks no less! The chef would put something on our plates, I would start eating and look over and your plate would be empty!

Aside from the delicious food - the company was even better! It was a wonderful evening - thanks Rich, Judy and Amy!

With love and blessings,
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:08 AM CST

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Well, Amy, you certainly got me thinking about food (not that it takes much!). Is it a bad sign that it is not even 8:00 on Monday morning, and I could go for a caramel pecan silk supreme pie?! Thanks ALOT! Can't wait to hear about the Christmas gift! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 7:59 AM CST

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OMGoodnes Amy,

You've made me very full, by reading all that you've been eating!! If I tried to eat even 1/2 of that, I would not fit through my door!!
The pie sounds YUMMY!! But not good for me, as I can't have the nuts!!

Sounds like you are in good spirits. That's really showing all of us what it means to fight the fight and move FORWARD! Keep up the good work!!!!

Sending you lots of love and hugs....
Eva.....Werbe Racing (www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel) <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, <~my brother - Sunday, November 14, 2004 9:28 PM CST

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Amy -

We are keeping you in our prayers all the time. We are hoping that you are having a wonderful weekend. You are one of the most amazing people that we know. Take care and God bless you.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 3:12 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
You are such an inspiration to me! Keep God close to your heart because he loves soooooo much!! He will always, always be there for you in whatever way you need him to be!! You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Krista Klemmer <wozzer02@hotmail.com>
Moorhead, MN - Saturday, November 13, 2004 8:49 PM CST

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Hey Amy, hope you are doing well. Just stopped by to see how you were doing. If you are going to the game, look for me. I will be by the zamboni doors, give me a call or something. Have fun tonight, and go Huskies. Give me a call sometime when you are around.
Cory Klemmer
- Friday, November 12, 2004 10:31 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! Just wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking about you! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, November 11, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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Amy it's HelenH here. I'm interested in sending you a free item from the "Busy kickin' cancer's butt" store (up to $15) if you'd like one. Please let me know via E-mail whether there's anything you fancy. I can adapt the phrase to suit if you'd like me to.

Love to all
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
2005 CHILDREN'S CANCER RECOGNITION CALENDAR - $5 FROM EACH SALE BENEFITS CARINGBRIDGE FAMILIES!, - Thursday, November 11, 2004 2:40 PM CST

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Hi Amy! It's great to hear that wonderful enthusiasm you have for life is back in full swing :) We just watched Shrek 2 with the kids.. about a hundred times since Friday! A laugh for you.. imagine a 5-yr old boy running around the house in nothing but his undies.. a black hat, black boots and a sword pretending to be puss-in-boots (but calling it poots-in boots). :) I love it that you can slow down and appreciate the little things that bring so much joy. You continue to be a daily blessing no matter what you are "rambling" about. Your spirit is contagious! Good for you getting back in school!! Just keep moving forward and God will do the rest :)


Sheila <sheilablair@mindspring.com>
Arab, AL - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:19 AM CST

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smile ... thats what God does to us Babes! He lifts us UP - and reminds us He is ALWAYS with US, and gets us back to the place where He intends us to be. HUGS!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:30 PM CST

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HI AMY
Thinking of you and glad you are signing up for school Way to go. 6-9 credits is the best. After that it gets too crazy, too time consuming, and plain tiring. Hope the radiation doesn't knock your socks off too bad..You rest up some. You may have to stay away from the germs at the school (HF) for awhile till your counts are up. Lots of bugs I am seeing in my clinic. Off to continue watching CMA Awards. Good night Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:15 PM CST

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Hey Amy!
I'm a first time reader of your webpage, and like you, I am a survivor. I was diagnosed with NHL when I was 16 and i am now 20. Luckily I went into remission very quickly and have stayed there ever since...but no matter the road, it is always difficult. My LEAST favorite part about treatment is the steriods.Because of those stupid pills, I was forced to get my left hip replaced a few months ago and will have the right one done next summer. I understand that my experience has been nothing compared to you, but it's no fun either way!! Except for all the cute hats we get to buy!! Anyways, I am glad to hear that everything so far is going well. I hope that you continue to beat this aweful disease!! Your story is amazing and you truly are a blessing to everyone who reads this! I'm going to be a reader until the day that you say you are cured! And I KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE!! All my love from Dixie Land!!! :)

Jennifer
Jennnifer <bamajrf34@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 2:08 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
It's been alittle while but I wanted to touch base. Sorry I missed you at the wedding, but it sounds like your night was great. I have to say that everyday I read what you write and I gain more admiration for you. For such a young girl you are sooo wise. You need to know how much your words help people and you need to keep it up. Let me know about the radio thing, when it will work. Have a great week and I will talk to you soon. Lots of Love.
Susan Koll <klfd@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, MN USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:11 AM CST

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Hello again!
I think that coming by your page is my daily need. God bless you dear. I am so glad that you are so brave and you have so many things to say and share. Your entry has become like daily lesson :)... Kick the cancers but :) Love
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 4:10 AM CST

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Hi Amarecka!
your last 2 journal entries were just awesome! You totally "Get it". that's one of the reasons I love ya so much!!!!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Phila, PA - Monday, November 8, 2004 9:50 PM CST

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HI
THANK YOU FOR THE WORDS YOU WROTE ON THE END OF YOUR ENTRY. I LEARNT FROM IT. GOD BLESS YOU. I PRAY FOR YOU
BEBA <beba405@hotmail.com>
NOVI SAD, SERBIA - Monday, November 8, 2004 4:28 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! I found my way to you through Katia Solomon's site. You're quite the fighter, aren't you! And I do get what you're saying about the little things and appreciating everything every day, but thanks for reminding us because we all need a little "refresher course" about remembering what's important in life:)
Take care! We'll be praying for you and sending good thoughts your way!
Shelle <hpechik@aol.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 10:06 PM CST

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It sounds like you had a great weekend. Thanks for the great advice and reminding us all to get the most out of life and more importantly to give the most we can. I am glad to hear you had a good dream about playing BB. I am also an amputee(right aka) from osteosarcoma. It has been 16 years since my surgery and I dreamed of myself with two good legs for about 10 years. Hope you have a great week and continue having great dreams!! Praying for you and your family daily in Ohio.
Ken <kmknipp@hotmail.com>
Bainbridge, OH USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 10:06 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Wow! You have done it again...you, with all you are having to cope with...have lifted my spirits...made me stop to think about life, and what is really important...of value...and that we all must take it as it comes...one day at a time. Thank you, Amy...God bless you.
Patti
- Sunday, November 7, 2004 9:28 PM CST

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Amy, I know EXACTLY what you mean. One of the wonderful things about being thrown a MAJOR curve at an early time in life is that you get to experience and enjoy many things that others take for granted. It's not always fun, but it makes you soooo thankful. Fall is my favorite season and I have been so happy this entire time just watching the leaves change and thinking how beautiful they are. It makes me smile every day. You are in my thoughts and prayers. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, November 7, 2004 9:00 PM CST

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Thinking of you this evening and praying that you have a good week. God bless........

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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Hi Amy ... what an AWESOME dream. I could almost envision it! God LOVES you SO much (& is proud of you)! HUGS
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:09 PM CST

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Hi AMY
yes where did the wkend GO?!! I was in Washington Dc and put your name on the prayer roll there for the next 2 weeks.My hubby made homemade buttermilk waffles for dinner wow were they good tonight. Then I read about your great breakfast. Take Care Have a good week Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 7:12 PM CST

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hey amers,it was great being with you at the Dawn of the Dream event, some moments to remember. i had no idea that it was your birthday, because i was working the table and hardly went inside??? so soooorrry, happy belated birthday tho!! i have been too busy to write to you, but i do get to check every week. We would love for you to come to one of tori's games and spend the night if you would like, i do have a noisy house. i am sure you are use to that with your moms daycare!! we could have jill and laura come possibly too?? it was fun being with you that night, you looked dashing and chic with your hat!!!!and outfit!! take care of yourself love, dawn and tori and familyxoxoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. Cuddling up in a comforter tonight sounds like a good plan. There are many nights when I am ready to do that before 8 o'clock, and I am not running around half as much as you are! Sending love and prayers, as always, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 7:40 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! Sure hope you're feeling okay and enjoying a nice, relaxing Friday night! Have a good weekend!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, November 5, 2004 7:07 PM CST

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HI AMY
Well Fri nite Fun to eat out(IHOP) and watch TV or a movie to wind down from the busy week. I am with you on that one. TEMP check good idea to do that esp with a 19.6 WBC I think morning or night for sure & in between if needed esp. if you are hot. Hard to tell with pain meds too which may lower a temp and you miss it. With all the scans and treatments you got to fit the temp check in. We don't want an infection. Just want to keep you as well as we can. Have some fun tonite. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, November 5, 2004 6:52 PM CST

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Amy, I'm just letting you know that you are very much in my thoughts and prayers. I know you only share glimpses of what you go through here. I know that it goes much, much deeper sometimes. Stay strong and know that you are loved. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 4, 2004 5:29 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Guess you are down in the cities or MD apt. Hope the day went well for you. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Amy,
You're so easy to stick with. Your courage and enthusiasm for life is like gum in Will's hair on a hot sunny day!
Anne
anne hoeschen <hoeschen@upstel.net>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:05 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I am so happy to hear that your spirits are being lifted. You are correct in thinking that we are all praying for you double time. I was so sorry not to be able to get together with you yesterday, but I am looking forward to getting you out here to meet Zoe and to see her room. Merilee has done such a beautiful job, and it needs to be showcased as often as possible. I am thinking about you all the time, and I will anxiously await hearing from you. Take care, and keep that chin up!!! Much love,
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:07 AM CST

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Amy! I lovvvvvvvvvve you! You are so cute, so smart and oh so together. Girl if anyone can beat this monster, it will be YOU. I have followed your journal and others for a long time but never leave a message. Just didn't know what to say. But you are soooo strong and when I grow up, I want to be just like you. (By the way, I am a grandmother, ha ha).
I believe with God on your side, your determination and the help from doctors, family and friends you will be a survivor.
I just lovvvvve you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sharon Smith <sharsmith@dragonbbs.com>
Glouster, OH USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:02 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
I just admire you for your strength and love! God bless you dear! Keep being strong and hold on Him. I check your page daily, but i don't sign guestbook always. Sorry! I promise wont' miss a day to whish you the best day on the world! Love
Beba <beba405@hotmail.com>
Novi Sad, Serbia - Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:45 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Thinking of you. Glad you're taking care of yourself. I voted! Not telling you who I voted for, though I will tell I didn't WIN!!! Ah well. . . I hope you got who you voted for. I hope you are feeling okay today. I hope you never feel that your struggle is more than you can bear. I hope you know we are here for you. I hope for you, I hope for everything for you.

Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:38 PM CST

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Amy...wish I had the talent to write something wonderful...or even good...that would help keep your spirits up. Just know that I continue to be amazed at what a strong young woman you are. I am amazed at how you take the bad stuff, give yourself some time to accept it, then start to climb out of the depression. You are an inspiration.
Patti
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 6:22 PM CST

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hi AMY
Well you answered lots of my questions. I hope you got the Halloween note I sent to your PO BOX. I tucked a picture in it. Can not wait to read this best seller you are writing. Keep plugging along with it. Weather is cool now dropped 20degrees here. We went from 82 to low 60's and 50's BURRR...Take Care HUgs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:53 PM CST

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Amy, I have said this before and am going to say it again. You are one of the most mature young ladies that I have ever known. I sure wish I knew you personally. Everyone deserves to know you personally. You are such a strong woman. I am so glad to hear the strength in your words!!! I'm sorry I'm not able to stop by every day like I used to - but that doesn't mean you are not on my mind.

Take care, and keep on keepin' on!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:57 AM CST

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Bad bad Me I do check on you but dont sign your book. I just want you to know you are in my prayers
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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HI AMY
Glad things went well with the New MD. Sounds like you will be busy running down to appts this week. How far a drive is that? After awhile will you have someone to car pool with you? I bet you could use the company and you may get tired from the treatments too. When do they rescan to see how that procedure from last week worked on the tumor reduction? How often can that be done? How are your counts for radiation? besides platelets. Lots of medical ??? going thru my head. You take care. Remember one must treat the mind and spirit also. Some rainforest or ocean tapes are nice to listen to.Try and get some funny movies in.Laughter lightens the heart. Eat good. Enjoy these fall days.. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:35 PM CST

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Hi Miss Amarecka!
I just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you! You are in my prayers as always!
Love you bunches and tons with sugar and cherries on top!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

Jenna has told me many things about you. You definitely have an awesome attitude!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Keep Fightin'
Kyle
S.E., MN - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 5:58 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I've gotten the recent updates and looks like you've got more cancer butt to kick. We're thinking of you at Albany HS. You're an inspiration to all of us.
Tim Wege
Albany, MN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 3:48 PM CST

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Hey, Amy! I am brand new to your story. I have just started reading, and now check back every day to see how you are. Though I have no personal experience to relate, I have always heard that curing cancer is 20% medicine and 80% faith and hard work. If that is true, you are going to be 100% healed in no time!!! I believe in you and I am praying for your full recovery! I know it will happen. YOu are very strong.

Rebecca Fleming <rektorikfleming@yahoo.com>
Ridgeland, MS USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 1:53 PM CST

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HI Amy,
Glad to hear things are moving right along for you. Hope all goes well with the treatments. Enjoy the Day!! Stay Strong!! Always in my thoughts and prayers.
((HUGS from Nebraska ))
michelle ~Friends of Allie~
Daivd City, ne - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 1:50 PM CST

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Hey Amy: You are an inspiration to all! I know I've said that before but it is worth repeating. Keep fighting & keep believing! Prayers continue for you - stay strong and know so very many people are praying for you! Take Care!
Mary
MN - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:42 AM CST

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Amy, I just wanted to let you know I still follow your journals closely. I find it hard to deal with certain things daily, but your words always bring me inspiration. You are the strongest person I have ever met and you will be the miracle everyone is search for. You have the determination and power to fight this. You will succeed. I wish you the best and remember you have touched so many people and we all love you. Keep your head held high and kick some but!

Bonnie, Mike, Angel and Jessica
PS. Remember Olivia is looking after you too

Bonnie <bmaoj@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 9:17 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
I haven't written in quite a while but you have not been forgotten. We are doing extra duty on prayers lately--between you and Carol A., there aren't too many left for everyone else!! I'm glad to see you are getting past Friday and movin' on. Cancer, move on over--Amy's coming in with lots of gusto. Hang in there girl and let the radiation begin. Hugs and prayers to you.
Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:21 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I was glad to read from Friday's update that you celebrated your birthday with your family and pizza. Your new doctor sounds pretty good and I hope you continue to be pleased with her and that she can be of great help to you.
You are in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:15 PM CST

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Hi there Amy! Hope you had a great birthday! You continue to inspire me and for that, I thank you. Kick that cancer butt! That was a great picture of you and your helpers carving a pumpkin:) And now, of course, a word from "Scooter": I like it when you call me Scooter and Jake calls me Scooter. You are my buddy. You are my best friend...
Take care Amy!
With love,
The Opatzs
amy opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:19 PM CST

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Just stopping by to say howdy. Sending hugs and prayers. Praying you have a better week than last. Like you said, this is a new week and you gotta move ahead.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:17 PM CST

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Amy, thinking of you every day and praying for your healing.

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:37 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I was thinking this morning, about how I check your site every day, and read the words that you write. Its a part of my day. Do you ever think about how many people have made you a part of thier day? About how many lives you've touched just through sharing your fight with us? It's pretty awesome don't you think? Thanks for emailing me. Thanks for sharing your life with us. I am honored.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 6:48 PM CST

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Amy, I am praying for a miracle. We love you. I am praying very hard...We missed you at the wedding and the shower.
But at least we got to see you at the furniture store...ha ha ha

Love you
Lynn Wells (Jen's mom)
Lynn Wells
Watertown, mn Carver - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:57 PM CST

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Amy,
I'm so sorry I haven't signed your GB in 4EVER!!!! I've checked it but haven't signed it in a LONG time. I've been super busy w/ school and all that good stuff.
Happy Belated Birthday. How's being 19?? Fun I hope.
I hope you are feeling good these days.
Gotta Run.
Lots of Love,
Brittany
P.S. Be Bad!

Brittany Rezmerski <gitchiegurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN Usa - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:30 PM CST

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Dear AMY
Sounds like you had a wonderful Saturday night!I am glad you got the special treatment you deserve it all. Crazy weather here BUT oh so warm mid 70's --shorts time. haha Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:30 PM CST

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Hi Amy..I just learned about you a few days ago, and have been reading the past journal..I have to say you are one brave young lady..I just wanted to post this to you..So you can know that you have one more person, thinking about you, and praying for you....Your a real inspiration to other young people in this world today..Take care, and God Bless !!


Cathy .·:*¨¨*:·.Friends Of Allie.·:*¨¨*:·. <sister_2@hotmail.com>
Weatherford, Tx USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:09 PM CST

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Amy~
Glad to hear the weekend was better than Friday was for you. I'm so jealous that you got a kiss from PAUL MAJORS! He's so cute, you're one lucky lady. Happy Belated birthday as well! Prayers and good luck wishes being sent your way...
Kate S. <ksob25@hotmail.com>
Foley, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 4:59 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you and praying for you. You are very loved. I'm sorry for all the rough things you're having to face at the moment. And, I'm very proud of you for how you just keep going. I know that isn't easy to do. I'll be back to check on you.
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 1, 2004 3:22 PM CST

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A couch potato huh? YOU are no couch potato! haha Glad you had a great time at the Gala...and kissing a handsome married man? Ouch.. you are something else! Seriously, I am so happy to hear the weekend lifted your spirits. Hope all goes well with the new Dr.

We're still praying for a miracle for a magical girl! Keep smiling :)

Sheila
Sheila
AL - Monday, November 1, 2004 3:06 PM CST

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I just had to stop by and say that I'm praying for you today and hope that the radiation doc can work miracles! I'll be back later to see how your day went.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Monday, November 1, 2004 2:58 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
I have been reading through your journal for a few weeks now, and I want you to know that my daughter, Alexandra, and I have been praying very hard for you. I would like to tell you about my daughter Alex. On Sept. 19, 2001 at the age of 8, Alex, like you, was diagnosed with osteosarcoma. Through testing, it was discovered that Alex had one very large tumor on her right femur. After 9 rounds of chemo Alex had her entire femur replaced with an extendable titanium rod (1/31/02). Alex then underwent 9 more rounds of chemo. She had to remain completely flat in a brace for six months. She then progressed to sitting up and learning to walk again. Alex has endured excruciatingly painful physical therapy over the last 2+ years, but thanks to Alex's hard work and determination, and the grace of God, she walks with no crutches or cane. Alex went almost two years off chemo with good clean scans, and then it came back again in her lungs in March of this year. She had a small spot removed on 4/02/04 with an open thoracotomy. The Dr. felt around and did not feel anything else and her biopsy came back showing the surrounding tissue was clean. Then 3 months later another small spot showed up very close to the original. She had another thoracotomy to remove this spot. She is doing well right now, and we are awaiting rescans on Nov. 16th. Alex is a very strong, very positive, very upbeat person like you. Her faith is very strong, and she handles things with grace as you do. I am amazed by her every day. I am writing because I wanted you to know that I think of you often, I pray for you often, and I marvel at your strength and will. I have to ashamedly say that I often lack the strength to stay positive, and I allow worry and fear to drive my actions at times.Instead of concentrating on the good and enjoying every day, I dwell on the thought that I might loose my daughter.I get so mad at myself sometimes I could scream. Thank you for being you and writing all your thoughts and feelings. You really help me put things into perspective. I have told Alex all about you, and she prays for you daily. Keep up the fight. You are an inspiration. God Bless You!
Amanda McCumiskey
Amanda McCumiskey <amanda_mccumiskey@crcs.wynric.org>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 2:34 PM CST

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Amy,
I have to agree with you on this one ... Paul Majors is a hottie! Wow! And here I am sitting next to you when he comes over and starting whispering "sweet nothings" in you ear and kissing you!!! I was sooo jealous! (I hope his wife wasn't watching!)

It was so wonderful spending Saturday night with you and others from our "hospital family". Such a great cause, and of course - your birthday! To spend time with our docs, nurses and cancer families is always a special moment in my life. And you ... all dressed up ... new leg and all! It was a magical night!

Doug is still not sure what you fed him, but it sure wasn't a bussel sprout! There aren't too many things that are little green balls like that - sure makes you wonder? And your mashed potato fish. I think we lucked out with the pizza.

Good luck today breaking in the new doc. It's always a challenge when you have to start with someone new - but you'll train them right!

Love you bunches!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 12:41 AM CST

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Amy~

You are such a strong woman with amazing heart, spirit, and trust. I pray for your continued strength and determination with this bad news. Lean on others for support and don't be afraid to cry. It's not a sign of weakness but just emotion. May God bless you and your family and heal your body, mind, and soul. I'll be praying for you relentlessly!
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 11:43 AM CST

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Dearest Amy,

There is so much I could say but it all can be said in one line. There is so much love for you in the world right now, at this very minute.... Best wishes for a good week from a friend in South Dakota
Beth <mrsrickel@hotmail.com>
Sioux Falls, SD - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:13 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
I picture you as a human magnet, drawing people to yourself with your dynamic, upbeat attitude and personality. Have you noticed the "hits" on your website lately? Over 315,000! Now, just think about that! 315,000+ times you have impacted lives.........even if many of those hits are from some of the same persons. Actually the number is far greater because the site doesn't record EVERY person who logs on because a lot of them don't leave messages. Who can really measure your impact? We can only try.

Every time someone reads your latest message, that person is touched by your inside beauty. And, then there are all of the people who are in your life who are helping you..... in your family, or neighborhood, or in your network of friends who end up getting helped themselves. You are BEAUTIFUL, that's what you are! Your superb attitude brings encouragement and hope to others. Your cheer radiates from your site. You bring those wonderful gifts to your world and ours and I daresay you have done more for others than most people that walk this earth.You know what I think? God is honored by those who give to and bless others! It's what love is all about in this world. You have done much to spread His love everywhere!!!!

When you are honest with your suffering and you have rotten days you also touch lives in a positive way because others can see you are not a pollyanna and their suffering become less frustrating and more manageable because of what you model for them. Someone like you also causes medical people to rise to their best and greatest capacity. You challenge their expertise, you help them grow as professionals and as human caregivers who are in the compassion business!

Amy, your life is very, very significant! I am praying that God will keep you around for a long long time cause you really know how to let your light shine, girl!!!!
Thanks for blessing my world!
Love and prayers,
From one of your fans,
Marie Gunderson


Marie Gunderson
Chaska, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:48 AM CST

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Amy, I just forgot to say....that's SO AWESOME that Paul Majors said that to you....he's so awesome. That's very special and I'm glad you got kisses from him too....I'm so jealous. It's a time you'll remember for the rest of your life.
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 2:11 AM CST

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Hey Aimster,
Happy late Birthday. I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner. I was going to call you, but I didn't want to when you were having a really bad day. I'm so sorry! I don't even know what to say anymore, except that I'm praying for you and that I love you!!! :) I miss you a lot too. I hope the days ahead bring you better luck and results. Keep smiling like I remember. I love you Amy!!!
Jill Schiffler <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Duluth, - Monday, November 1, 2004 2:08 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
We're praying for you and asking the Lord to provide plenty of love, laughter, and grace, to see you through the tough times.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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Hey Amy-
I am so GLAD to hear your weekend was good. It sounds like you had a wonderful time at the galla....I can't wait to see your pic's (I sooo miss all the hospital friends).

Amy, I believe God has answered many, many prayers for you -He knew you NEEDED a happy ending to a difficult week.
"Thank You Jesus for putting that beautiful smile back on Amy's precious face!"

With Much Love,
Becky, Steve, Melissa & our Angelic Mitchie Boy

www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org
goodbyemitch.com
Chepokas Family <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Sunday, October 31, 2004 10:00 PM CST

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HI AMY
HAPPY HALLOWEEN. THINKING ABOUT YOU. HOPING THE ARM HAS EASED UP SOME. HOPING YOU GOT SOME PUMPKIN PIE AND HAD SOME FUN TODAY! TAKE CARE,,,,,,,,,,,,, HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:09 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Happy Birthday. May it be blessed with love, and fun.

I am saddened by the latest updates, and will be praying for pain relief, as well as treatment that will be successful. You are a very strong young lady. Go Amy!
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 5:23 PM CST

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HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I'm sorry it started out so bad.... I'm glad it ended with family.

You know we are here...... HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <Mleep@msn.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 8:29 AM CST

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HI Amy.....

I'm so sorry to read that your birthday sucked! Well...the daytime part of it, anyhow!! You know that you will have literally thousands of people praying for you. With that much prayer, the power of prayer will deifitly be with you!

I pray for comfort from the pain for you too!!

I hope your Halloween weekend has been somewhat better for you!!!

Forever moving FORWARD with beautiful Amy.....
Eva......Werbe Racing <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Sunday, October 31, 2004 5:54 AM CST

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Hi Amy, Happy belated birthday. sorry to hear your news was not better and your in such pain, I pray the doctors can get that under control. you are a brave young lady who inspires so many! keep fighting girl! storming heaven for you! the Hannum Family

www.caringbridge.org/pa/ourlittleangel
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Beaver Falls, PA USA - Sunday, October 31, 2004 4:38 AM CST

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Happy Belated Birthday Amy!!!! You are such a strong and inspirational person. What a hero you are. We're praying for you and will think of you daily.
Cheryl Pellett <Cheryl@dungeon.cirr.com>
Highland Village, TX USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:39 PM CDT

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Dear Amy, Happy late birthday! I'm glad that you had a great night, even thought it was sucky day. I am so sorry that you have to go through all of that pain, and I hope that the doctors can help you get through it. I am so impressed with your great strength. I'll be praying for you!!
Wendy Tessier <bwtessr@winco.net>
Fairview, IL USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

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Dear Amy
What can we say - we feel so for you, cry for you and pray for a miracle for you! What fight you have - May you look to the Lord for extra strength, because "His Strength is Perfect when our Strength is Gone" How true this is - only He can give you peace. Have you trusted Him with your heart?
Give your mom and dad a hug for us - can't imagine what they feel at this time - not knowing what tomorrow holds and hating to see you suffer and get bad news all the time.

Sincerely in Christ, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:27 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAD SOME DAY FRIDAY wow. Hope MOnday brings more answers and new treatments. Hang in there
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:04 PM CDT

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amy i just came across your name on the caringbridge site i have a niece that is parlysis from the waist down from a 4 wheeler accident so we are doing alot of prayers for her and we are praying that you get better prayer really do help in many ways.we also have something in common my birthday was the 29 of october. so hope you had a happy birthday. today we went and watched my daughter play hockey in rochester they won two game out of three
chere wieneke
adrian, mn usa - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:30 PM CDT

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Amy,
Happy Belated Birthday!!! I am so sorry to hear your special day was filled with so much pain and painful news. I am sure it was very nice to spend your evening with your family and friends. Amy, you are such an inspiration to so many people. I will continue to pray for a miracle! Keeping you very close to my heart and prayers!! (((Sending you big hugs!!)))
With Love,
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:27 PM CDT

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Hi Amy. I just found your site. I am so impressed by your strength. That said, I am so sorry you are even fighting this battle, but I can see you have spunk and determination and I believe in miracles too!
Thinking of you and praying too!
Happy Birthday!
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~
Stow, OH - Saturday, October 30, 2004 8:15 PM CDT

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Amy,

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.
Frank and Sandy <fswohletz@charter.net>
Sartell, mn USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 7:53 PM CDT

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My thoughts and prayers are with you Amy.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

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I stop by often, but do not sign often. Please know you are in my prayers. Stay strong Amy and fight, fight and fight. Never stop that beautiful smile.

Love and Prayers,

Renne' I. Cole-Dowler <rennedowler@aol.com>
Washington, PA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 7:38 PM CDT

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You are in my thoughts and prayers Amy..........

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

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Amy,

I continue to pray for you. I can't begin to imagine what you're going through, but please know that you have all of us, and tons more people, I'm sure, who are praying for you. We all care about you, and we're all behind you in this fight.
Tonia <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
MN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 6:26 PM CDT

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I was concerned when there were no words from you from Wednesday to Friday!!! At least the weather gods were thinking of you yesterday! What a gorgeous day. Belated happy birthday. You're very much in my thoughts. Hugs
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

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Amy: We are inspired by your determination and hope. We visit your site often but this is the first time we've made an entry. I'm originally from Elrosa, not far from Albany, and I grew up listening to KASM-Albany radio old time music while milking cows! I know everyone in Albany and beyond are rallying for YOU more than any political candidate could ever dream of for themselves. Happy Halloween!

Marc, Becky, Christian and Lauren Thoen (caringbridge/mn/laurenthoen)
Dawson, MN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 4:48 PM CDT

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Happy 19th Birthday just a little late!!!!
We were all thinking of you. Sorry your day was "sucky". Hopefully today is a better day. We are just going to have to pray even harder for you!Sending lots of Love and hugs to very special YOU!!!
B.B.J.T&E
Brenda
Avon, mn - Saturday, October 30, 2004 3:58 PM CDT

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Amy sending you thoughts of encouragment. You are a beautiful lady and please have a restful weekend! Sending prayers to you.
Kelly ~Friends of Allie <kellymann@grande.com>
Waco, TX - Saturday, October 30, 2004 2:31 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm sending you lots of prayers for your recovory from this horrible cancer. I know you can win, just remember to fight the good fight!
((((HUGS))))

p.s. i love your poem on your home page.
Jennifer (friends of allie msn group) <madisonsmama2004@excite.com>
Durant, OK USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

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Amy I think I can speak for many of us when I say that we are just going to have to "kick it up a notch" in the prayer department. You have shown such tremendous strength and courage already but I know if you just dig a little deeper you will find the strength and courage to get you over this bump in the road. My thoughts continue to be with you.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Saturday, October 30, 2004 1:41 PM CDT

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Hi Amy - just sending a note to remind you how many of us are out here PRAYING for you! Keep the faith! One local church put you on their prayer chain which reaches out INTERNATIONALLY. People are praying IN THE SPIRIT for you across the world!. You just keep smiling that beautiful smile, and give the fear up to God. SENDING BIG BEAR HUGS thru the computer!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Saturday, October 30, 2004 1:21 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, happy belated birthday!!! I think you know us, we go to an awesome daycare in Sartell :) We Pray for you lots. Our mom & dad check up on your website a lot, and we like to check out your pictures (especially the ones where you're with Brittany & Brandon!) We always holler "Hi Amy" when we drive past Albany on our way to our grandparents' house (so if you hear voices, that's just us!). Take Care and keep smiling :)
Brandon and Sara <maaser@astound.net>
Sartell, MN USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. It's been a while since I've been by, and I'm sorry about that. I wanted to stop by and wish you a Happy Belated Birthday. I see it wasn't the best birthday in the world, but I'm glad to hear that you are fighting all the way, just like you always have. I have never remotely walked in your shoes, but I admire how much strength you have. YOU WILL WIN THIS BEAST, AMY! I can just feel it!

I hope you rested well last night, and I promise to be in touch sooner next time.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:57 AM CDT

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Hi Amy :) Happy belated Birthday Girl!! I'm so sorry you had to spend your birthday at the hospital and not getting the news you needed to hear. I'm praying hard that your pain will go away so you can get some much needed rest. It's good to hear that you got to spend the evening celebrating with your family... keep enjoying the good moments in life and fighting!! You remain such an inspiration to me every day.. please know that God is working through you and is right by your side every minute! I have an 18 year-old son, and I have been sad since he went away to school (and it seems like such a small thing to fret about in light of what you have been through), but I want you to know that you've helped me to recognize the incredible spirit and drive in the heart of a young person. Sometimes a Mom can't see that and you've changed my outlook on letting him be free to live his dreams.. you are such a blessing!
We are praying in Alabama.. that God will give you your miracle SOON!!

Sheila
Sheila <sheilablair@mindspring.com>
Arab, AL - Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:43 AM CDT

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I'm so sorry to hear that your birthday sucked! Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I believe that a miracle can and will happen for you. You have fought soooooo hard, you deserve it more than anyone I have ever known. Keep fightin!!!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:32 AM CDT

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*~*~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, AMY!!*~*~ Sounds like you had a hard day. But, glad you were able to go out and enjoy a birthday dinner with your family! I will keep you in my thoughts.
Ginny **Friends of Allie** <jgdeegan@msn.com>
Mtn. Home AFB, Id USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:08 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, happy birthday! Wishing you many, many more birthdays! Stay strong and keep fighting!
Rachel (Friends of Allie) <rmoter@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:40 AM CDT

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Hi! Happy late Birthday. I'm sorry you didn't have a better day, but at least you got Pizza out of the deal. :) I hope you have a nice Halloween. Keep fighting.
Crystal Geike (friends of Allie) <cngeike@earthlink.net>
Granger, WA 98932 - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:32 AM CDT

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Happy Belated Birthday!! Sounds like you had a rough day. You are such a tough young lady, what a fighter. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you.

Carrie Valdivia (Friends of Allie) <carrievaldivia@hotmail.com>
Santa Clara, Ca - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

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Happy Belated Birthday! Sorry to hear most of your day yesterday was bad. Hopefully today will be much better and brighter! I'm sending well wishes your way. Be strong.
Renee ~*Friends of Allie*~ (formerly Allie's Angels) <renee.lorck@gmail.com>
Somonauk, IL USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:28 AM CDT

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Happy belated birthday! Thinking of you!!
Annie (Friends of Allie) <kinseydivine@gmail.com>
TN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

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Sorry to hear that your birthday started out such a bummer but it sounds like it ended well. I hope that next years is so much better! Happy Birthday!
Anita <drandmrsreilly@yahoo.com>
Doha, Qatar - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:19 AM CDT

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Just wanted to say hi and I hope your feeling better soon. Happy belated birthday. My 24th birthday is today :)

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Big Hugs to you.
Kimberly (Allies MSN angels) <kmomma3@msn.com>
Zanesville, Ohio United States - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:17 AM CDT

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Amy,
I just learned of you through Friends of Allie. Your page is bookmarked and I'll be checking on you regularly, Missy! I know times are tough right now, but now you have a whole new group on your side...and we're somethin' else, if I do say so myself. So, please know, you're being thought of, and I'm praying for you!
Jacquelyn (Friends of Allie) <jmills@gatewayrealty.com>
Fairfield, CA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:50 AM CDT

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Amy,

I haven't posted in awhile, but I check your website every day to see how you are doing.. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.... You have the BEST ATTITUDE of anyone I have ever met.. and I am wishing you nothing but the best! You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers always.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. YOU ROCK!!!!!
Denise Stang <dstanger@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:33 AM CDT

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Amy,

I sit here with tears in my eyes wondering why . I know that you have taught me and so many other people so many things through your journals. I know many times when LIndsey was sick and then in March when we lost Tanner I would visit and always feel inspired by you. Please know we have not "thrown in the towel" either. We continue to hope and pray for your miracle.
Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey, - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:33 AM CDT

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I just came across your site today from the Friends of Allie MSN group too - and I'll definitely be keeping an eye on you ! You're in my prayers ...
Kathi (Atlanta Friends of Allie) <scrapntime@hotmail.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

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Amy,
I just came across your site through Allies msn angels or as we now call ourselves ~Friends of Allie~, I will be adding your site to my fav. folder and following you daily. Keep happy thoughts have a great weekend!! Hope you enjoyed yourself at your Birthday Supper . ((HUGS from Nebraska))
Michelle ~Friends of Allie~
David City, NE - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:28 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
You are such a brave and strong woman. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Keep your chin up and keep on fighting!
Janice Phillips (Friends of Allie) <janicem@bu.edu>
Boston, MA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

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Hi.
I've been following your story and had never posted before (sorry). I just wanted to say you are awesome! You have such an amazing spirit and you are an inspiration. By the way, happy belated birthday! Take care.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

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I can't believe after reading your journal entry that you are only 18 years old. You are so strong and couragious. At 18, I was so clueless about so many things. You have more insight at 18 than I ever did. I am so happy that you are a fighter. I have faith in you. I hope you had a good time at your birthday dinner. Don't eat too much candy!!!
Tracy Feeney - Friends of Allie <feeneyd@earthlink.net>
Newburgh, NY - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:01 AM CDT

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Checking in on my daily Amy journal. Stay strong. It's hard when you feel like you're getting beat down, but if anyone CAN do it, YOU CAN. You have a strong determination and mindset, so hang in there and hit it with everything you have. You might think I'm a kook, but i'm putting myself in your position and giving you some ideas that I would take into consideration - and that is to see a Naturalpathic Doctor and have them write a program of nutrition for you that might help shrink your tumors and help them stop growing. I have seen some pretty amazing things happen with a strict regimen of herbal and vitamin supplements. I just think that there are healing capabilities through other, alternative resources. Some of the things you would be taking would also help detox your system of the chemo and radiation and weaken malignant cells, and alkalize your body's PH so that they no longer have an acidic environment to grow in. I'm not trying to give false hope, but I know that if it were me, or one of my kids, I'd be giving this avenue a try.
You are in our prayers continuously!
::The Amazing Bailey Grace!::
Terri Peterson and family <terri@stribmail.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:00 AM CDT

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Amy;
You do not know me but I visit your site daily in search for a new update. Each time I am amazed at your continuous courage and strength. Young lady you are wise beyond you years. You are an inspiration to me! Stay strong and I will continue to pray daily for you! LIVESTRONG sweet girl!
Jennifer **--**Friends Of Allie**--** <jmoritz6@austin.rr.com>
TX - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:49 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday!
Happy Halloweeny!
Hope today is much better than yesterday!
*Marisa, liver transplant * <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 8:55 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. I am back in town, and have missed keeping up with you during the last couple of weeks. I am so sorry that you are having to deal with all of this. I can not imagine any other person taking in all that you had to yesterday and then talking about what a great evening you had. I will never be able to tell you how much I admire and respect you. The prayers are continuing strong and unabated! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

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Hi Amy!
I'm sorry I have written lately. I check every single day to see how you are doing, but I mostly think that me writing something couldn't possibly mean anything to you. But here I am to tell you that I am so sorry things are so hard. You are the biggest fighter I've ever seen. You can do this. I'm here every day, cheering you on, and will be writing in this guestbook (whether it means something to you or not!), to make sure you know it.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
Rochester, NY - Saturday, October 30, 2004 8:39 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Amy
How are you doing this Birthday Day ??? You wanna hear somthing funny ?? My Birthday was yesterday too ...I have never ever met a person with my birtday in all the 24 (couging ) years that I have been around ...
I wish I knew it was your Birthday Amy I would of sent you a package ...you know things sure do take twist and turns ...I am amazed by your strenth you know that ??I mean you hear that the turmors are growing and you get the gumption up to fight even harder ...I am in awe ...if I could only have 1/2 the strenth you do ...
I want you to know that Werbe Racing is storming heaven with prayers for you ...I know the power of prayer I have seen MIRCLES all over and with Diane too ...I BELIVE and Have FAITH that God will do his will and answer our prayers ...if nothing else helps Amy Know that in Kansas there is all of us praying for you always ...
You have become very special to us here in Kansas and we are in your fight with you !!!
Moving FORWARD With My Birthday Sister
Racquell
Werbe Racing <PiggysPita@aol.com >
Kansas City , Ks www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Saturday, October 30, 2004 7:28 AM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!!!!!!!! :)
I am so sorry for your your news today, But Amy you know you have a #1fan here in Louisville,And i will be praying my heart out for you And you keep on fighting!!
here's some (((((((((( hugs from me to you )))))))))
Hang in there sweetie and know there are alot of us out here rooting you on!
With much prayers and lot's of hugs:)
Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 5:41 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday! I am sorry that you had sucky news.
"Dear Heavenly Father, Ive never met Amy but I know that she is such a fighter. But to win this battle she needs your help. I pray that they are able to control her pain, and kick this nasty stuff. I pray that many many years from now, she'll be able to remember back to this birthday...when she received such icky news..and relish in the thought of how many wonderful birthdays she's had since then"

Praying for you....
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Baudette, MN - Saturday, October 30, 2004 0:32 AM CDT

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Dear sweet Amy, Happy Birthday to you. You are the strongest girl I know. Just know God is in your corner. Let him have the worries and just trust in him. Miss you lots. We love you so very much.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:20 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!! I'm hoping that you haven't updated because you are out celebrating your special day. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. You are such an amazing young woman and a true inspiration to me. Keep fightin' and I'll keep praying!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Friday, October 29, 2004 10:44 PM CDT

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Dear AMY
DID YOU SAY BIRTHDAY? 19th HAPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. Hoping all is well on your end Praying for you ... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, October 29, 2004 7:42 PM CDT

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Wishing the MOST courageous gal we know a very Happy Birthday! Love Jim & Pat from Iowa
Jim & Pat Braudt <jbraudt@HomePlaceMinistry.com>
Clinton, Iowa USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

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I pray you are having a wonderful birthday!!!!

I am so worried about you and I pray you are feeling better and have the answers you need. You have become someone very dear to my heart since I have been checking on you and you have been checking on our little ladybug. I appreciate you and admire you. Love,
Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")





Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, October 29, 2004 3:40 PM CDT

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^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMY^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^

WOW! Looks like today is the day for birthdays!! We have a special birthday over at Werbe too! It's Racquell's!!

I hope that your arm is feeling better and you are getting answers from your doctor over it!

Have a great birthday!!

Moving FORWARD with Amy, our birthday girl....
Werbe Racing
www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel, - Friday, October 29, 2004 2:59 PM CDT

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Hope you have a great Birthday.
You're friends aunt ,Terri, told me about you and
you sound like you are really an exceptional person.
Hope you are feeling better soon.
Ellen Bourgeault
Roseville, Mn usa - Friday, October 29, 2004 2:04 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!

We almost have the same birthdays, mine is tomorrow. Enjoy the day Amy! I hope you are feeling better!
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
Johnsonburg, PA USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 12:07 AM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMARECKA!!!!!
I love you bunches and tons!
Just hang in there, talk to your doctors, and let the prayers of all of those who love you do all your worrying for you! I hope and pray the situation with your left arm improves STAT!
Thinking of you always with much Love and Prayers!
Luv Ya!!!!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:08 AM CDT

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Amy, so sorry to hear abot the pain in your arm. I hope by now you have gotten some relief. You continue to be in my prayers.
Happy Birthday, as we celebrate together our life day. I'm sure your friends have plans to help you celebrate the gift of your life. I pray you will feel well enough to enjoy the day. God bless!
Love,
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 8:01 AM CDT

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Hey, little girl...you hang in there...you use that super strength that you search for and you always seem to find. You are going to move beyond this bump in the road...and you will come out being the AMY we have all come to know and love!! God Bless
Patti
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 11:54 PM CDT

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hey Amy!!!

I've met you a few times before at Radiothon and I was also a friend of little Mitchie's!!! I am also 18 and for most of my life have been a hospital kid. I am now a freshman in college in Colorado.

Amy, there need to be more kids like you who have the faith to continue fighting. There has been so many times that I have wanted to give up, but then I read your journel entries and have you like you, kept fighting. I know Mitchie is looking down on you and is with you.

If you ever want to talk or whatever, feel free to e-mail me anytime! God Bless
Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Gunnison, CO USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

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Just had to stop by and tell you that I'm praying even harder than usual for you tonight.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

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Amy, I've been keeping up with your entries and it worries me that you are so scared. Is there any type of support that is offered to you 24/7? If not, there sould be. Even if a doc is not available at all times, there should be someone for you to talk to. I'll keep you in prayers, honey!
Heidi Morris <hehmorris@yahoo.com>
WV - Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:18 PM CDT

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Hey Amy...sending prayers heavenward tongiht for you. You are such a fighter..I know God has big plans for you!
(((HUGS)))
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Baudette, MN - Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:11 PM CDT

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Amy -

We will make our prayers more specific tonight! You are the strongest person we know!!! We love you and know that you can beat this! As always, you are in thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless you.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:24 PM CDT

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Dear AMY
Deep breath ,let's go over this. -now numbness ok how is the color, warmth and nailbedsblanching the radial (wrist) pulse in that arm compared to the other. It may all be sensation--Maybe due to the drugs &tumor affecting the nerve.It just may be transitory. Just move it. think commands and try to do things Move manually if necessary. Usu nerve triggers the muscle.Praying for you. Definately check with your doctor. Main thing is circulation and movement. Fear immobilizes. Faith empowers. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:20 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Found your site via another CB site.
Hope you are well?
*C* is a B***h.
It affects so many innocent people.
Matt's friend Dave has Osteosacoma, he had a bone graft, but has relasped and the tumors have returned with revenge!
Take Care
Matty's Page

Jackie Woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro,Cornwall, ENGLAND - Thursday, October 28, 2004 5:03 PM CDT

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Hoping you feel well this holiday season, Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 4:44 PM CDT

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Oh Amy, I pray that you are feeling better. I hate that tumor bothering you. It does need to just stop and let you go on being the wonderful YOU you always are! Love,
Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")





Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 2:35 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Check your email - we have a little something for you in December.
Faith, Courage and Hope - your stamina is overwhelming.
Love,
The Applens
Eric Nicolin Applen Fund
Mark Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 1:27 PM CDT

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Amy:

I was glad to hear the surgery went well. You have many prayers comming from PA. I am praying hard that everything goes well and you get feeling back in your arm. I am just an e-mail away if you ever feel like you need to talk, just drop me a line. Thinking of you.
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
Johnsonburg, PA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 12:38 AM CDT

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Amy, I hear your panic. Many people are praying for you, and you are such a strong woman, and you will beat this tumor as you have beaten them for years. We will all storm heaven for you!
Anne Teddlie <ateddlie@aol.com>
Decatur, GA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 12:11 AM CDT

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Amy,
I am so glad to hear everything went well! Prayers do work and I will continue to pray for you.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

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Glad to hear things went well for you- hang in there they will get the left side yet too. Keeping you in thoughts and Prayers.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:53 AM CDT

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Glad to hear that everything went well! I wish I could have been there to see Josie tape your head down! (I'm still chuckling about that one!) Can't wait to see you Saturday night.
Love and blessing,
Merilee
(PS Our baby girl Zoe is on her bib airline trip to Las Vegas with her Mommy and Daddy. I warned her about gambling too much and the wild parties! She is so darn cute, it drives me crazy!!)
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

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Amy,
You are an amazing young woman. You must hold miracles in those lovely dimples of yours! Love your spirit, envy the strength of your faith...wonderful!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:03 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
So HAPPY that you are home:)
I know how hard it can be laying in bed for 6or more hr's without moving your head ( had heart caterzations) and yes it is hard, but i will have to say it sure sounded funny when your nurse taped your head to the bed :) LOL you must've been a site! Did i tell you i love the dimples i bet that's your nickname, And i meant to tell you that you look just like your mother!
I am sure everything is going to go your way Like i said before you are a FIGHTER!!!!!!!!
Lot's of Hugs
Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:37 PM CDT

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Hey Amy. The shot you were talking about sounds a lot like GCSF. I used to be on it all the time and I HATED it. And, not only because of the expense--though that was a major factor. If I'm able to stay out of the hospital without it, I'd rather not take it--and I certainly don't want to go back to every day. Now, I only have to do it when I get infected somewhere. But anyways, if you are doing G shots, ask them about neulasta. That way you won't have to get a needle every day. It is the same as G but lasts a lot longer. Just a thought. You might be on something totally different. But, if I can save u some sticks with this tidbit, that would be great. I love you and am praying for you. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:36 PM CDT

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AMY
HOORAY!! YOU ARE HOME IN YOUR OWN BED. WRAP UP STAY WARM AND SLEEP WELL TONIGHT!
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

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congrats on doing so well during surgery, i could never have been awake let alone watch wat they were doing! you amaze me every day!!! i just wanted to wish you the best. also ifthe girl you met jenna, wants to meet other cancer kids you can give her my email or number, i am in rochester so if she needs support when shes at the mayo clinic i could visit her... love you--jenn
jenn (former ewings patient, and former 5B nurse) <pittman.jennifer@mayo.edu>
rochester, mn - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

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congrats on doing so well during surgery, i could never have been awake let alone watch wat they were doing! you amaze me every day!!! i just wanted to wish you the best. also ifthe girl you met jenna, wants to meet other cancer kids you can give her my email or number, i am in rochester so if she needs support when shes at the mayo clinic i could visit her... love you--jenn
jenn (former ewings patient, and former 5B nurse) <pittman.jennifer@mayo.edu>
rochester, mn - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

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Hello Amy! I've been stopping by regularly but haven't signed -- so now I am! I do hope you heal quickly and well and that the surgery brings improvements for you!!! I haven't read your entire journal, but have seen Duluth (my stomping grounds -- born in Bemidji, grew up in Hibbing) and of course Fairview, which is where my two kids were born. We miss Minnesota -- the lakes, trees, and embracingly fresh air. Know there are prayers being sent out from Nebraska -- peace gorgeous girl, and blessings ...
Tamsen Aichinger <aichinfo@cox.net>
Elkhorn, NE - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

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Dear AMY
BEST NEWS so glad you did well. Hang in there get the rest while you can & need it. You'll be home soon. In time for the "GREAT PUMPKIN". oh boy CHarlie Brown....Take pics with the kids and be the official candy giver.(that's when you can really dip into the bowl-haha) Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 5:26 PM CDT

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Hi Amarecka!!!
It was so good to hear your voice last night! You are just amazing and I love you bunches and tons! I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers!!!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers!!!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!

It was so wonderful to be able to finally meet you today. I'm so thankful to meet you because you can identify with what I'm gonig through because you have definitely been there! You are so strong and brave, I can't believe you watched your own surgery! How brave it that?! I'm so glad that all is well, you looked very well when I saw you today. I hope that the Lord continues to heal you both mentally and physically...I'll be praying for that!
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 2:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy-
So happy to hear the surgery went well!!!
Amy, your fears are normal.... It is what you choose to do with them that effects your life, and you are choosing to be empowered from them!
You continue to go to Jesus, sitting on His knee receiving peace, comfort and strength. Continue to gather information, prepare for what is ahead, and then enjoy living your life.
"Go Girl", your spirit of strength is amazing, you have been blessed in so many ways.
GOD WILL CONTINUE to give you EVERYTHING you need. Now, you just keep living each and every day to its fullest.

We love you and are sending up many prayers....

The Chepokas Family
(www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org and goodbyemitch.com)

Becky Chepokas <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:39 AM CDT

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Was there any doubt????? NOT
You are a teacher to those doctors... you are why doctors should NEVER give up....

Did you watch it? Pretty brave not being knocked out but it is healthier to stay awake. The more you get knocked out, it just adds to possible complications.

We are proud of you and Davis smiled HUGE when I told him you did well. HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 7:36 AM CDT

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Amy,
I am so glad your procedure went well. You do not know me but I visit your site and pray for you every day. I am uplifted every day by your courage and spirit. I look forward to reading your book and sharing it with my children. Praying daily in Ohio!!

Ken <kmknipp@hotmail.com>
Bainbridge, OH USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 2:12 AM CDT

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YEAH AMY!!!!
So glad the procedure went well and hope it is very successful!!!! You go girl!!!! You amaze me in your determination and strength!!! You WILL win!!!! Hope you feel better real soon and smile big with those great dimples of yours!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:56 PM CDT

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Amy/family:
I am so glad you did fine in surgery and you are doing well, will continue to have you in our prayers and that the pain is less, if you would like to visit my daughters site it is caringbridge.com/mn/jaws, Jessica is 14yr and maybe you guys would have something to talk about, you have the same kind of storys but different paths and I hope yours will end cancer free soon. take care and will keep seeing how you are doing and will pray every night for you, take care
Pam Wiering-Jessica's mom <wiering@svtv.com>
- Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:46 PM CDT

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My dear Amy, I have been without my computer for about a month and half. I couldn't wait to come visit you. I am praying for you and think of you so much. I love you girl. If you need anything, anything you call me. I mean it. I am here for you.
deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:42 PM CDT

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Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today as you go through another surgery. I know that you will kick cancer in the butt and win this battle! Stay strong and keep fighting!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:08 PM CDT

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Amy - your Michigan Prayer Warrior is KICKING it into HIGH gear. You are not alone babes. HUGS!
freedomroad@prodigy.net <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

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Amy, that is the attitude we like to hear. I am praying for you, and hope that everything comes out okay. Keep up the great attitude, stay strong. When you are feeling better, we will go out to eat :). Good luck,
Love Cory
Cory Klemmer
Albany, MN - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

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Dear AMY,
As the day is just about over and winding down thoughts of you & wondering how you are flood my mind. Praying hard you are still fighting tough lady. Hoping all went as well as expected today. May the angels guard you this night. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 7:47 PM CDT

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hey hon, you are in our thoughts and prayers today, i hope all went well--love you- jenn and jared pittman
jenn pittman <pittman.jennifer@mayo.edu>
Rochester, - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 4:29 PM CDT

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Hi Amers, we are thinking about you and praying for you!! take care of yourself. hugs and love, dawn and tori macdonaldxoxo p.s. we talked to harriet kohen and the shadowwriters from New York will be here in Nov. to see all of us and interview us. we hope you recover soon and that we might, might, get us chance to be with you on Sat. night. for the Dawn of the Dream. oxox
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 4:17 PM CDT

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Amy:

Hi, You do not know who i am I have a daughter that has battled with osteosarcoma and has also lost her left leg above the knee about shorts level, she has been cancer free since Sept of 2003 when they took her leg, she is attending school again and is the 9th grade is adjusting as well as can be expected. SHe loves high school , we know Jenna Langer from new ulm she was doing treatment the same time Jessica was, a person from New Ulm told us about you, you are a amazing person, we will pray for you today and always we hope they can help this cancer from growing and you will be pain free. Take care and we will pray for you and your family.
Pam Wiering
Pam Wiering <wiering@svtv.com>
tyler, mn lincoln - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 4:01 PM CDT

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Hi Amy Marie! My prayers are with you! Love,
Amy Marie
Amy Yonts <yontsdirect@hotmail.com>
Pasadena, - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 2:17 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today! You are such an awesome person. You are the true definition of courage and determination. You go girl!
Special Education Staff at Albany High School <wendyh@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Albany, MN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 1:43 PM CDT

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Hello Amy! I'm thinking of you all day today and saying prayers throughout the day for you!! I love you and I hope evertyhing is going well! See you on the flip side of things.... Love you so much.
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 26, 2004 1:32 PM CDT

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Amy, I'm a relative of Laura Jahnke...you are in my prayers today...for God's peace to quiet your soul. The Lord's blessings upon you.
Betsy
Holland, MI - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 12:38 AM CDT

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Amarecka!
I love you bunches and tons and bunches and tons!You are in my prayers!
Peace, Love, Hugs, smiles and PRAYERS!!!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

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Good luck tomorrow Amy!! I will be praying for you!!
Ronda Christian <ronda.christian@co.brown.mn.us>
New Ulm, MN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 12:01 AM CDT

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Praying for God's Will.
Angela
Canada - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

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I am praying for God to send a whole flock of angles to watch over you and your medical team tomorrow. You said it so well.........it's not over until the fat lady sings. Stay strong, you are in the hearts and minds of so many people.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:30 AM CDT

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Good Morning, Amy! What challenges you continue to face. Be assured of my special prayers for you.
Love,
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:28 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Hang in there and knowing you this cancer doesn't have a chance keep fighting. We all think of you daily. Derek says thanks for the support, he didn't make it past sectionals, but said there's next year. Now it's on to basketball. Stay strong and hopefully I will see you this weekend at the wedding. Oh, by the way are there any pictures of your dad dancing !!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers and we will talk soon.


Susan Koll <klfd@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, Mn USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I will be praying for you. Stay strong. You're really brave so just hang in there!
~Joanne's Page~
Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 26, 2004 3:14 AM CDT

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Thinking about you Amy........keep fighting!
Amanda
- Monday, October 25, 2004 11:37 PM CDT

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Amy,

I visit your website often - your are truly a unique and special person. My thoughts and prayers are with you tomorrow.

Kris
Kris Gregory <gregory28@comcast.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:30 PM CDT

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Best of luck tomorrow. With thoughts and prayers from Packer Country!

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:28 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you face this large hurdle - we pray for doctors wisdom to know what they should do. Lately we have had lots of trouble on the farm - like a 15-$18,000 motor job on the tractor, a truck burned tonight and other breakdowns. Then I came in and read your entry (and had tears for you) We have NOTHING to complain about - our troubles are so materialistic compared to the health of a loved one and how we remember that as Gwen battled cancer. We will contine to keep you in our thoughts and prayers and will keep watching your site.
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:14 PM CDT

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Amy,
I am praying for you. I know things will all work out because God is in control!
I really like the new pics. Dylan sure is a cutie!
Sending lots of hugs your way.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:54 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers go with you Amy.........

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:39 PM CDT

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Hi Amy~ I will keep you, your family and your doctors in my thoughts and prayers. You are an amazing young woman and your strength and courage is an inspiration. I know that you will kick cancer in the butt!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Monday, October 25, 2004 9:45 PM CDT

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Hey Amy! You will kick butt big time tomorrow and WIN this battle! Keep up your spirits and know that we are all out here praying for a succesful procedure tomorrow! We will be anxiously waiting for an update cuz we can't stop thinking of ya!!!! God bless you!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, October 25, 2004 9:41 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Wishing you and your medical staff the best of luck, because you deserve the best! And now a few words from "Scooter": I hope you feel better and get back! I like you when you give me all that candy and you are my buddy! Love and prayers always,
Amy and Scooter Opatz
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:58 PM CDT

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Look out cancer here comes the CHAPAMION!!!!!!!!!
AMY!!!!!!!! She is going to beat you down like you have never been beaten before, Do you think your ever going to win? You haven't yet nor will you ever!!!!!!! You are messing with on tough girl,so just hang up your gloves and leave as she won't never ever let you win!
Amy know i am praying for everything to go well for you tomorrow and i know the ANGEL's will be with you:)
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

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Goodluck tomorrow Amy! I am sending prayers out for you!
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
PA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:47 PM CDT

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Amy,
We think about you often and pray for you more often. We will be praying again tonight for the skill of those great doctors to provide the relief you deserve with a successful surgery.
Best of luck,

Doug and Merilee Jahnke <cdj04@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

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Dear AMY,
As I prepare for bed I will be lifting you up in prayer for your procedure tomorrow. Knowing all will go well.Angels are always in the wings watching over our Heavenly's Father children. Take CAre. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:13 PM CDT

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Amy,

You don't know me, but I have been following your story for a little while. You are one of the most inspirational, courageous teens I have had the pleasure of "crossing paths" with. I wanted you to know that major prayers are coming your way from Colorado! Hang in there - God will take care of you, and take care of those taking care of you. I once read that the definition of grace is the "way you carry yourself through fire". You are one graceful young woman! We'll be thinking of you tomorrow.
Susie
Greeley, CO - Monday, October 25, 2004 7:58 PM CDT

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Amy, Just got home - you've done it before and you will do it again. Lots of love and let us know how soon we can come in to see you. Beth
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 7:18 PM CDT

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Good luck tomorrow Amy!!! We are praying for you...


Love always, The Klasen's <Maryk@albanytel.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 6:36 PM CDT

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Amy,
There are lots of girls praying for you here in VA!
Love you lots!
Laura <jahnke08@sbc.edu>
Sweet Briar, VA United States - Monday, October 25, 2004 6:22 PM CDT

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Hey Amy-
I'm praying for you! Keep your head up and keep the faith...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 5:19 PM CDT

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HEY BABE!
stay strong, you have wonderful doctors working on you and a band of angels praying for you and sourounding you... I love you, and you and your family will be getting SUper prayers tomarrow. keep smiling and keep fighting---jenn
jenn pittman <pittman.jennifer@mayo.edu>
Rochester, mn - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:58 PM CDT

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You have the right attitude Amy, KICK BUTT! You have a huge network of friends out here rooting for you and praying for you, while YOU just keep on doing the fighting!! You go girl....we are all rooting for you!!
Best of all luck to you tomorrow.
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 4:37 PM CDT

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Praying for you EXTRA HARD this week! And for your doctors.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:28 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! You dont know me, however I have been following your story for a little while now through your site. You are such an inspiration to me! I pray that everything goes good for you tomarrow, and you come out of surgery pain free.
Kate S. <ksob25@hotmail.com>
Foley, MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

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Amy!
We are here with ya.... as always. Tomorrow is the beginning of a new phase that will put this beast to rest. I feel a positive vibe.

Davis and Sully (his friend who is over) said Kick Butt tomorrow!

I'll check on ya... don't fear... take a deep breath... feel all our prayers surround you.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 3:59 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I have been following your journey and know you still have a lot of fight left in you! You are one of my hero's. If only we all could have the courage and strength you continue to show...the world would be a better place! I am sending out a prayer for you. You will come through this like you have all the others. Good luck!
Heidi Troseth <heiditroseth@hotmail.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 3:56 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,

Looking forward to another smiling photo of you, showing your dimples, after the surgery tomorrow is a success!!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 3:39 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! You don't know me but I came to your site through a friend. I am praying for you and I hope all goes well tomorrow. Hang in there - you are one of the strongest people I know and I know you will get through this!
Tricia
Harleysville, PA - Monday, October 25, 2004 3:16 PM CDT

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stay strong babe! im praying for ya! we gotta go out to eat when you get back!
love ya lots and lots!




manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 2:30 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy..
I've been keeping up with your ups and downs and I think you are just the greatest. I like the way you write because it is straight from the heart. You face a huge day tomorrow and I want you to know that I'll say special prayers for you tonight. I have two young boys and you always help me to remember to "count our blessings every day." God works miracles and I hope we'll hear about one of them tomorrow. Take care and I'm looking forward to YOUR next writing.
Ann Thielen
Brainerd, MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:20 PM CDT

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As we were reading our post in the guestbook, we forgot to add one more word to describe you ----- BEAUTIFUL --- inside and out!!!

Take care and a God bless you!!!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:20 PM CDT

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Sweet, precious, strong, courageous, wonderful, one-of-a-kind, optimistic, Amy (just a few words that come to mind when we think of you)! First, we must say that we have had major computer problems again and haven't been able to get on our computer, but we have been "praying without ceasing" for you!!! We didn't want you to think that we had forgotten you --- which could NEVER happen!!!!

You are such an amazing person and we are so sorry to hear that you are in pain!! You are on our minds and in our hearts constantly. Not a moment goes by that we are not praying for complete and total healing for you. We have grown to love you and we know that you can beat this horrible disease.

We will pray that things go well with the procedure and for the doctors' wisdom and skills.

Take care and we will check on you tomorrow. As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:17 PM CDT

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Keep moving forward and fighting! You are in our thoughts and prayers here in Kansas.
Natalie & Joleigh <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

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Hi Amy -

Although I check on you several times a week for about 2 years now, I don't think I have ever signed your guest book. I am amazed by your courage and optimism. I will be saying extra big Texas prayers for successful procedures.

Love,
Maggie (a fellow cancer kid mom)

Maggie Mager <magers@amaonline.com>
Amarillo, TX - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:41 AM CDT

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Good luck tomorrow Amy! I'll be praying for you!


Laurie <h82luz5@aol.com>
Becker, MN US - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:31 AM CDT

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Amy,
You are an inspiration to all of us that read your journal. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Best of luck tomorrow. Know that many are praying for you and thinking about you.
Terry Alleman <terry.l.alleman@mail.sprint.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:29 AM CDT

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Amy,

Tara and I will be praying for you. It's a scary time, but just know that you have so many people all over this country pulling for you and praying for you.
Tonia <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:28 AM CDT

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Lots and lots of prayers and hopes from people in Iowa who have been checking on you :)
Langgaards <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

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Amy,
Praying everything goes well and as expected tomorrow. You continue to show amazing strength and courage during this difficult time. I admire you so much.
You are so young but have so much wisdom. There are many days I have read your site and it has uplifted me.
I don't think I 've ever told you but thankyou for sharing your story with us.
Sincerely, Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.ner>
www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey, - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:34 AM CDT

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Good luck tomorrow. I'm sure things will go really well for you!!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:03 AM CDT

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Hope this finds you doing better Ames.
We're keeping you in our thoughts & prayers.

Angel Chris {Gooch's mom} and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~

- Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

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hey amers...yes please do REMEMBER TO BUCKLE UP...even when you're in town...i had to remind ya once...hopefully i dont have to again! it was great to see ya again...and yeah it was great to have our group all together again...too bad not everyone could make it...have fun this weekend and keep warm...im thinking about ya lots!

manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 23, 2004 5:28 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
I went to see "SHall we Dance" nice flick. Go with your mom. It is funnier than I thought and a little romantic too. Have a great Saturday. Have you thought about getting a blessing before your surgery Tuesday? Praying for you and your doctors. Lots of hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 3:46 AM CDT

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Hi Amy:
I am sorry to hear about your friend, but like you said he is in a better place.

I just returned from Minneapolis.......I had a great time there! I was attending a conference at the hilton for people with disabilities. Guess where we went for fun, The mall of america! It was so great!

I am glad you are doing well.
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
PA - Friday, October 22, 2004 4:37 PM CDT

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AMY MARECK,
You are the strongest person I have ever met. You are such an inspiration to me and to everyone. I am a phone call away, we need to go out to eat sometime soon. Give me a call, keep smiling :).
Love ya forever,
Cory
Cory Klemmer <prazz86@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

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Amy,
It sounds like your doctors continue to be on the cutting edge of things to try with you and that procedure you're going to have next week sounds SCARY but yet awesome. How lucky that you have such wonderful doctors taking care of you!
You're always in my thoughts and prayers and I hope everything goes the way it should when you have that procedure done. Hopefully you'll be feeling really good and you'll spend your night at the hospital relaxing and visiting with all your favorite nurses!
We're heading out to Sever's Corn Maze this Saturday for the third time and hopefully our wacky weather will cooperate! Hope you do some fun things this weekend too!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Sorry to hear you are in pain. Hope the doctor can help you out with that. I'll be checking back to see how you are doing. You are in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

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Amy, we are off to Maine for a few days to see how the construction of the little house is progressing. Will be home on Monday and will check and see where you are. Hange in there, girl!! Lots of hugs
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:53 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Listen girl you should not be in pain. There are meds for that. Maybe put a call in to Dr Joe and have something added. Have you tried etra strength tylenol?. Check with him to add something. You need to be able to enjoy the day and still navigate if you know what I mean. Hope to get to the movies this wkend-I want to see the new Richard Gere movie.Rent yourself something light and fun to watch Laughter feeds the soul.
Hugs, PS thanks for your note..
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:34 PM CDT

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Amy:
would you please post your mailing address at home. I found a card at my mother in laws that I really want you to have, but i cannot find your home address anywhere on this site. keep your chin up and keep fighting. I read the other day that GOD doesn't put any more on you than HE thinks you can handle. I know that sometimes when problems get me down, I think, "OK GOD, THIS IS ENOUGH" But my best friend Susan told me just this morning that He watches how you handle it. HE is surely proud of you. Please keep uo the good fight and I will be checking on you every day.
Ramona Dickson <ramona@telepak.net>
Monticello, MS USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

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hello Amy
I am a family member of Diane & Ed & Racquells I was reading there post & you were in it. so here I am to tell you to keep your chin up & know you have alot of us people out there thinking of you & wishing you the best are hearts are going out to you & are prayers with them I also hope your keeping warm it is getting nasty out so lots a hugs to help you with the cold & lots of love to you from us all to give you streth on your jurnee to recovery all my love
Csis
ks, - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 7:50 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!

I know EXACTLY what you mean when you say you're cold! I would have the heat on in my car during summer, I'm not even kidding. I think my roommate may be getting a little tired of the heat being blasted all the time! I'll be praying for you all week and I am having all the girls in my bible study group pray for you. They are super nice and I know they'll have your back, don't you worry. Enjoy your playtime this week and get those platelets, they are delicious aren't they?!
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN 55455 - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 5:05 PM CDT

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Hi Amy...

WOW! It's been a very long time since I've signed your guestbook, and I'm very sorry!!

I love your ever so positive outlook on things! You are certainly an inspiration to many!!

I can't get over how it's snowing in so many places already!! I think Mother Nature got a little confused. I don't like cold Halloween, but considering I'm in Michigan, I guess I have no choice!

I have to go back to doing my chores, but I wanted to stop by and say hello!!

I'll be back soon to check on you!!

Keep that chin up and continue fighting the fight and moving FORWARD!!

Sending lots of good thoughts and prayers.....
Eva.......Team Event Coordinator for Werbe Racing ~~www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

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Amy,
I have never signed your guestbook before, i don't even know how I linked to your website, but I keep up with you as often as possible. Something you said on your latest update made me realize what I already knew already more, you are one of the most kind, considerate and caring individuals I know. There are few people who are facing all of your battles who would ask for prayer and thoughts for so many others in light of all of the medical issues you are facing. God truly created a special person when he made you; you make me face up to the fact that my problems are so trivial and what I have to worry about is nill -- everything revolves around placing your faith in trust in Jesus Christ. May God bless you as you continue your journey. I certainly hope that you have a book in the works, as I would love to read it and have you autograph it. You are quite amazing!
Robin Smith
NC - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:23 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I am praying for you. Enjoy that snow, it sounds like winter is hitting early this year.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 0:45 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, I just happened to find your website yesterday. I stayed up really late reading most of what you've posted in your journal. It's really hard for me to know what to say...I think a lot of people could learn a real lesson about life--and what it really means to live from your example. I'll include myself in this. Keep the faith, my friend. I'll pray for you (and your platelets), and your friends, and all children who suffer from similar diseases. You're amazing, Amy!
Love,
Heidi
Heidi Morris <hehmorris@yahoo.com>
Morgantown, W.V. - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 0:40 AM CDT

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Hi AMY
SNOW NO way too cold too soon for that.Sending warm thoughts and rays of hope your way. Good night..Do you like Sci Fi.? Farscape is back for a miniseries. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:25 PM CDT

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Amy, Great picture of you and Gus. I have a picture of him with my son Tucker in 1995. Gus played for the Washington Redskins then and Tucker was 3. He called him "just forgot". Gus was such a neat guy and found that to be very funny. I'm sure he's still great and it is wonderful you had the opportunity to meet him. Not such a bad thing that he's pretty good looking too!
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Monday, October 18, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

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Dear AMY
Hi I am gone a few days and so much happens WOW.Glad to hear you can breathe better, Praying for you. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 8:21 PM CDT

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Amy,

You continue to be in our throughts and prayers. We admire your strength, courage and determination!
Frank and Sandy <fswohletz@charter.net>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 7:34 PM CDT

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Still praying for you and hoping and knowing that you're having a good time through everything! I can't wait to meet ya!
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 3:42 PM CDT

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Amy,

Someone has posted about the hundreds that read your journal and pray for you. Well, I'm one of the hundreds that you don't know, but I come here almost daily to check up on you and to pray for healing and health. I came here from Katia's page and have been so amazed and inspired by your strength.. I always want to know how you're doing, most of all, I want you to know that you are loved and prayed for every single day. I hope it comforts you to know that when you're tired, frustrated and not feeling well enough to pray, there is always someone lifting you up to God.

I pray the doctor's have some answers and can get you on the schedule this week. You are such a strong girl.. always ready to continue fighting. Don't ever give up that amazing attitude of yours!! Trust in God.. he will never leave your side.

Your book title... well, you are the only person who can pick the perfect title for that because it is your story. I immediately thought that you are fighting for your future. I have never known anyone who lives life as fully in the present as you do. The things you do every day.. even when you don't feel well.. a lot of people couldn't do that for five years and still have the enthusiasm that you do.

God Bless You Amy!! I'm glad you're finally able to breath at night, and pray that God will be with you and your Dr.s this week.. guiding them toward a healing solution for you.

Sheila
Sheila <sheilablair@mindspring.com>
AL - Sunday, October 17, 2004 1:59 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. I will be leaving the country tomorrow for a couple of weeks, and will not be taking my computer along (vacation, not work, for a change!). I will miss getting your updates, and just want you to know that I will be thinking of you and praying for you every day. Keep on fighting!! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 9:43 AM CDT

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Amy
Greetings from you Team out of Kansas City ....How are you doing today ??? I knowe that you are one of the strongest people that I know (Just Like Diane is ) I came here to leave you a message and saw your Journal ....I want you to know that if anyone can beat it that it is you ...Do you know 4 months ago that the Docters had given Diane 72 hours ...Ya they did!!! Diane is gaining weight getting teeth and is off Hospic and in Remission !! So see somtimes things go the way that we need them too ...the reason I am telling you this is so that yes scans and things look bad but GOD is in control ...I know alot of Dianes recovery had to do with getting mad that the docters gave her 72 hours (Diane always shows them docters diffrent then what they say !!!) The reason I am telling you this is cause through Diane I find HOPE ...I will tell you that I BELIVE IN YOU !!
I KNOW YOU Can BEAT THE CANCER!!!!
Diane and I want you to watch your GB and see all of your TeamMates that will be coming over to cheer you on !!!! Diane and I will come by everyday to see what is happenening and how your Kicking Cancers Hinny Right To The Curb !!!
Know that you have Kansas and Werbe Racing Moving FORWARD With You !!!
All Our Love ...Continue To Fight Amy !!!
We Sure Do Love You
Diane and Her Pita
Pita Did The Typing <PiggysPita@aol.com>
Wishing Onn A Star For You , Moving FORWARD With You www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, October 17, 2004 8:24 AM CDT

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Amy,
I'll keep checking in to see the results of the scans. In the meantime.
Hope you had fun at the football game. What movie did you see?
Enjoy your weekend.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 1:44 AM CDT

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Amy,
As always our thoughts and prayers are with you.
You continue to amaze and inspire us in so many ways.

Lindsey is doing well and enjoying first grade. We are starting a puppet program with the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. I will be going to kids classrooms that have cancer and help explain to there classmates what is going on and what will happen. It's all been inspired by Lindsey of course. I am excited. I feel like I can give back. So many people helped us. Stay strong! Take care.
Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey, - Saturday, October 16, 2004 2:58 PM CDT

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Amarecka!
Have I told you lately that you are the best!!!! Just remember to do like you always do, one day at a time. That is all any of us can do! All any of us have is today, and you are the best at making the most of of it and then some! You are in my prayers!
I love you bunches and tons!!!!
Jodi
ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 12:16 AM CDT

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AMEN! You GO Girl! (SMILE & HUGS). Those scans don't mean a thing in the eyes of the BIG MAN Upstairs!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Friday, October 15, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,

I haven't written in here for a while but after reading today I just felt I needed to let you know we are still out here praying for you and wishing you success in your continuing fight. I know it is hard to know what the right thing is to do or not do. Just know that God won't bring you to something that he won't help get you through. So , please keep fighting and Kick Cancers Butt!!
Shannon Gatewood <jsgatewood@yahoo.com (caringbridge.org/mn/mandy)>
Princeton, MN - Friday, October 15, 2004 4:27 PM CDT

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Amy, keep us posted the best you can. My car is on auto-pilot when it comes to visiting you at the "Inn". Hugs
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
Hugo, - Thursday, October 14, 2004 9:05 PM CDT

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Amy
You know i am here praying for you honey
And i just know everything will go well!!:)
Have fun with Dylan
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 8:01 PM CDT

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Amarecka!
I love you bunches and tons and bunches and tons! I will pray for you every minute of every day. I am working on getting the manuscript out to the right people who need to see it and editing all the prefaces. Your strength blows me away, and remember not to let anything build up inside ok? Talk to someone, anyone! You know you can call me anytime if you need to, I mean that. Hang in there kiddo, you are in the right place in the right hands and you will sail through this with flying colors! I know you will! I'm going to ask my dad to hang oput in the operating room, he was really good at getting little needles into little places gently, I'm sure he would be happy to help out!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers!!!!
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 6:25 PM CDT

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SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME
Hilary Duff

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
Champlin, MN USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 6:19 PM CDT

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hey hun! i havent signed on here for a while but ive been checking everyday...stay strong-kick this thing in the butt! always know that im a phone call away and whatever you need, im here for ya! stay positive-you're doing great!
luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
sartell, mn - Thursday, October 14, 2004 5:59 PM CDT

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Aimster, I love You!!!! Hang in there, something will go your way soon. You've been so strong throughout this whole thing. Keep fighting and stay positive. You don't deserve this but I love how optomistic you are. You give life so much meaning. You are the best and I MISS seeing you and your dimples. I can't wait to see you again....it's been too long. I Love You Amy!!!
Jill Schiffler <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Thursday, October 14, 2004 4:46 PM CDT

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You're such a beautiful person with such an amazing attitude. I'll be praying for you and hope your surgery goes well.

Joy
Joy
Wilson, NC - Thursday, October 14, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. I am sorry that your scans were disappointing, but I am glad you have a path with your medical team. As always, I am in awe of your beautiful attitude. You are absolutely amazing. Sending love and prayers, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

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Amy, what a battle you are fighting--it is so powerful to hear your optimism and confidence in the power of prayer. The Bible tells us how Jesus layed hands on the sick, through their faith they were healed. I believe in that powerful healing for us now, just as the Bible tells us about some 2000 years ago. You keep the faith, we will keep on praying.

Merciful God, how often we come to you with prayers for Amy. Once more Lord we believe you for a miracle in her fight with this cancer. We praise and thank you for the peace in her heart and soul about all of this. You are a faithful God and we ask your continued blessings on her. Wrap her in your comforting, healing arms.
Sheila Mitchell <tutz59@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 12:05 AM CDT

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We are praying too, Amy!!

Mike, Bonnie, Angel, Jessie, and Libby, our "Trinkling Little Star"
Mike Munns <Bmaoj@yahoo.com>
Johnstown, Co - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

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Hi Amy -
"I'm praying!!"
Becky Chepokas (www.amberwoodspublishing.com) <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:18 AM CDT

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HEY AMY,
SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR SCANS. jUST ANOTHER CHALLENGE FOR YOU TO OVERCOME. REMEMBER YOU ARE A FIGHTER AND YOU WILL OVERCOME. LIKE I HAVE SAID IN THE PAST YOU ARE AND INSPIRATION AND WHEN PEOPLE READ WHAT YOU WRITE IT MAKES ALOT OF PEOPLE FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES AND YOU NEED TO CONTINUE THE FIGHT AND YOU WILL COME OUT ON TOP. LOTS OF LOVE
SUE KOLL <klfd@hutchtel.net>
LITCHFIELD, MN USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:44 AM CDT

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Amy
Isn't it wonderful that God provides doctors like the ones you have? Keep moving forward..... HUGS a lot
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 7:31 AM CDT

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Hi Amers, so sorry to hear about your scans, i am glad that they are still offering some new ways to kill the cancer tumors and to figure out how to get the gunk out of your nose and head area. I had another idea about your title for a book how about AMY'S FIGHT! the title from your website? so many hundreds of people know you by your site, and if you had a book with the same title, they would say i know her. just another thought and idea for you. if you ever need a home to stay in, you are welcome to our noisy one:-) about 20 minutes from the university. hang in there. love, dawn and tori... p.s. tori has her scans next tues. and physicals, will be in touch with you.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 9:41 PM CDT

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Amy
I am so sorry that those darn scans didn't come back the way they should have!!!
But you know i think GOD has a special plan for you And only he knows what that is You are a Fighter and he knows that and we know that and ALL the DOCTORS know it, so all we can do is wonder And know that PRAYERS are coming your way from alot of us out here and know that someone in Ky prayers for you every single day Hang in there sweetie
Remeber one day at a time:)
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:09 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are praying extra hard for you right now! We were sorry to read that the scans weren't the best news. Then, we had to take comfort in reading your upbeat and positive attitude! You are truly an amazing person. You are our inspiration!!!!

Sorry that we haven't signed in awhile. Our computer is acting up and is running so slow!!!! So, we had to go back to your journal history to get your past few updates! Our favorite title for your book is: "The Fight of my Life" We think that fits you to a tee and we are looking forward to buying your book and reading it when it comes out!

Keep fighting the good fight, as we know you will. And, remember that there is a family in Hampton, Virginia (us) praying for your total body healing --- we are praying without ceasing!!!

Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 3:02 PM CDT

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Amy,

You are a real inspiration and a breath of hope every day. I'm sorry to hear that things didn't go the way everyone hoped they would, but find comfort in knowing that you are making a difference in this world every day and that people are praying for you. Adam B. continues his recovery and has high and low points, too. You both are gifts from God in this world. Take care of yourself - you have many people pulling with you.
Ann Thielen
Brainerd, MN - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 2:09 PM CDT

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Amy, You are very much in my thoughts. Hang in there as ou always do. Will be eager to read your Tuesday report. Bestest
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Glad you had a great weekend and know lots and lots of PRAYERS are coming your way for great scans!!!!!!!!!
Remeber One Day At A TIME:)
I'll be thinking of you sweetie
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:03 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
The scrapbook sure sounds nice. I'm doing one of my trip to Disney too. Sure is fun. :) I'll be praying for your scans on tuesday. Take care!
~Joanne's Page~
Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 7:44 AM CDT

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Hey Amers, me and Ross choose Struggling to Survive, it just goes together really well, and describes how you struggled with everything not just cancer, but school because of it, and relationships,etc, but they all sound good, just my opinion. Love You Girl.

Savannah <klugx016@d.umn.edu>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 5:30 PM CDT

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Hey Amy
How you doing ? Werbe Racing is doing really good and getting Ready for Ch4ristmass ...actully we are getting ready to call all the elfs in ...Christmass is a huge thing for Werbe Racing ...pretty soon we will have the whole house full of boxes lol ...infact the reason I am here is I need your addy (your part of Werbe Racing too :) so if you could leave me a email and give me your addy I will make sure that a Christmass Box goes out to you :)
I am sorry that I havnt been here much (I havnt forgot about you ) Things are crazy busy out here in Kansas ...we finally got Diane moved in with us ...Racing is over with for the year for us at I70 Speedway and Diane will have her teeth on the 5th of Nov whooohoo that will help her get more weight put on so we can do the TRAM Breast Redonstuction ...I cant wait for that ...Diane has been living up to her name of Miss Piggy too ..shes now at 115 whoooohooo we only have 50 more pounds to go :)
Diane and I along with your Driver Ed are trying to get a membership to Golds Gym too ...we will see where that goes ..there membership is quite steep but Diane needs to bulk up while I need to loose weight and tone up ...I will try to get better with the postings ..
I better get posting Amy I just wanted to come say Hello and let you know what has been going on in Kansas
Oh for the book I was wondering when you get it done where can we buy it at ??? I will be one of the frist ones in line to get that book
You have a AWSOME week and dont forget to email your addy (in subject put it Amy ....I wont open if I dont know who it is from )
Moving FORWARD With You And Loving It
Diane Her Pita and Your Driver Ed
Racquell The Pita wrote this <PiggysPita@aol.com Or PPrincess2424@aol.com >
Kansas City , Ks www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:47 AM CDT

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Just a short hello from me,



Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 6:26 AM CDT

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Hey kiddo, how ya doing? I gotta go with #3 myself, I dunno, had a better ring to it to me... and do not get put down and personally offended- you will likely get 100 rejections for every one acceptance letter. Go to the library, I forgot the name of it but we had it when I worked at the book company, its a book listing all the literary agents & publishers, and start sending out letters....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, October 9, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

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I like the fight of my life.
Hope you are doing well Amy. I look at your site everyday, but has been awhile since I left a message. Glad you are
enjoying helping at the schools.
Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Saturday, October 9, 2004 5:35 AM CDT

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Hi Amy...I really like #1, "The Fight of my Life".
"Keep it up girl!"
Becky C.
Becky Chepokas www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Friday, October 8, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

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Hey Amy! Just got your message on our site so wanted to send you one too! I love the pictures you have posted and I'm glad to hear that things are going well. Enjoy, right?! Adam woke up this morning not feeling to great. Not sick enough to head into the hospital, but I had started packing the bag thinking it would lead to that. Instead, he just felt better and better as the day went on. He doesn't have much energy so we haven't been doing much last couple days. Mostly homework...boring, but necessary and in some ways it has been good to have something for him to work on. About getting together, I think we should pass for now. We are not encouraging people to come as Adam continues to be immune suppressed and we really want to work at getting home and not risking exposure that would delay that process. I hope you don't feel this is harsh, we would or course enjoy seeing you, but it doesn't come without risk...let's just keep up by writing. Take care, Amy. We really enjoy hearing from you. Andrea and Adam P.S. We like: The Fight of My Life
Andrea and Adam @ Ronald Mc D House <andrea_bedard_@hotmail.com>
Mpls, MN - Friday, October 8, 2004 8:04 PM CDT

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My wife Pat and I both like the title "Fighting for my Life". I will try to tell you how much you made an impact on the retreat I talked to you about several weeks ago. Keep up your faith and we covet to continue to pray for you several times each day. God Bless
Jim & Pat Braudt <Braudt@HomePlaceMinistry.com>
Clinton, IA - Friday, October 8, 2004 4:17 PM CDT

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Amy ... I like "the fight for my life". Appropos!
Glad you are having a GREAT week. You deserve it!
Blessings!

pam <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Friday, October 8, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

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I definately like "The Fight of my Life" the best. You are still in my daily prayers. Keep up the good fight
Ramona Dickson <ramona@telepak.net>
Monticello, MS USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, So your book is nearing completion! You must feel so good about that. The title I liked best is "The Fight for my Life." I think it is stronger than "Fighting for my LIfe." But whatever one you choose, I'm sure it will be a great book.
Blessings!
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

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Definetly The Fight of Your Life. I think that says it so well.
Sarah <saretta04@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Friday, October 8, 2004 1:40 PM CDT

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Hi Amers, how about "AN AMAZING Journey and Fight" or "AN AMAZING FIGHT", or "NEVER GIVE UP!" those were always your words. just had a few ideas there otherwise i like the first one. love, dawn and tori macdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, October 8, 2004 11:28 AM CDT

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The first one seems fitting.

Stay strong and my prayers are with you.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 9:17 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Glad to hear you are having fun! I agree that this weather is wonderful, and was marevling at the beautiful trees on the way to my office this morning. My vote is for title number 1. You are indeed a fighter, not a struggler, and your story is about so much more than fighting for your life. You are stronger in every way! Thanks for the constant inspiration! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I like number one the best. Maybe because I have known you since you where in diapers(ok we will leave it at when you were young)! You have always been a competitor and you have always done inspiring things. Here is an example, Derek has made sectionals for punt pass and kick and he is kinda worried. I told him my cousin Amy did it and made it to the dome, and she is a girl. I don't know if you remember but Rich and I were at that game. Anyway, it show for many years you have set your mind to do things and you go for it. So, I define it not some much as a fight but a challenge and I see you saying BRING IT ON!!!. Talk soon, take care.

Sue Koll <klfd@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, Mn - Friday, October 8, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I like number one the best. Maybe because I have known you since you where in diapers(ok we will leave it at when you were young)! You have always been a competitor and you have always done inspiring things. Here is an example, Derek has made sectionals for punt pass and kick and he is kinda worried. I told him my cousin Amy did it and made it to the dome, and she is a girl. I don't know if you remember but Rich and I were at that game. Anyway, it show for many years you have set your mind to do things and you go for it. So, I define it not some much as a fight but a challenge and I see you saying BRING IT ON!!!. Talk soon, take care.

Sue Koll <klfd@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, Mn - Friday, October 8, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

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Just checked your website before I leave for AZ. With Little Crow Ski Shows ended we are all in withdrawl and can't wait till another season starts in the spring. It is always exciting seeing you and your mom and dad at the shows. Writing your book will be a work of love! I leave for AZ on Oct.20 and will keep in touch with you from the desert! Coming home for Xmas and in Feb. for Traci, my nieces, wedding. She is the little red headed swivel skier, ballet and pyramid builder. Her brother Chad who was a fantastic jumper at LC and will be home from Universal Studios in Japan. Hope you can get started on your college studies. Keep cheering the Vikings on!
Bonnie Haug <jhaug@willmar.com>
New London, MN USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 7:29 AM CDT

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I like #1 best as it describes your poem and your life, totally!!!Can't wait to read your book!

Sandy K. <kleinfehn_mom@charter.net>
Melrose, - Thursday, October 7, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Number #!
The Fight of my Life
Yes that one is definetly you You area FIGHTER!!!!!!!!
Put me on list of buyers have a great weekend AMY and know i always check on you and say a pray
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 10:00 PM CDT

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A title that comes to my mind is...KNOCKED DOWN BUT NOT KNOCKED OUT.
Jacklyn <Jacola2@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:36 PM CDT

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"The Fight of my Life"! I like that one the best. I look forward to reading your book in the future!
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
Johsonburg, PA U.S.A - Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:20 PM CDT

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How about "Fighting to Survive!" or "I Won't Give Up!" This is how I view your "Battle." You need words that reflect you. Strong words like you. I really admire your strength. Best wishes, "One of your fans"
Adrienne <asaunders@newbedford.k12.ma.us>
New Bedford, MA 02740 - Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

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Definately "The Fight of my Life", that sounds perfect. I'm amazed that you're able to write an entire book about your stuggles - it's gotta be hard to relive it but rewarding at the same time to realize how much you've overcome! Hope everything's great in MN, and it doesn't get too cold too fast! New York's been fun but it has definately gotten cold here and then warm and then cold again! weird weather! Have a great weekend!

Kristin (Big K) <kmm92@cornell.edu>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 8:00 PM CDT

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I like "The Fight of my Life" best out of the three options. I am looking forward to when your book gets published, what a incredible project to work on! But I wouldn't expect anything less from you. Take care!

Sara Freking
<sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, October 7, 2004 7:09 PM CDT

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How about... "Five Years...Still Fighting!"
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
"LIVING IT to the FULLEST EACH DAY" That is my title for you girl. I guess the first of the 3 you wrote. but your life is so much more than the fight Amy. You really do share the joy of living with those about you. Take CAre. HUGs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 6:32 PM CDT

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title idea, how bout "Out of the Shadows" as how you have written your book, come to some peace with everything and am now ready to share your story... just and idea--jenn
jenn pittman <pittman.jennifer@mayo.edu>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 5:10 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know I haven't forgotten you. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and I will check in on you as I can.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, October 7, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

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Good titles.. I like "The Fight of My life" It just seems right. Take good care and as I have said before you help keep some of us up and going. I look for you entry daily. Love and admire your courage.
LS
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 4:20 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Sounds like everything is going pretty good with you. I like the book title "The Fight of my Life." I gotta go. talk to you later. bye
Megan McMorran <megz_l_2010@hotmail.com>
Greenfield, IA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:58 PM CDT

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I check your site regularly, Amy. You are such an inspiration. You make me think...about my life, your life, and all that we fail to recognize as the good stuff...the really important stuff. Thanks.
Patti Van Nostran
WA USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 0:04 AM CDT

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Hi Amers,Five years, wow, thats a long time, you've come a long way on this journey, tori's reached her third year, september 28th since being diagnosed. She hasn't been through as much as you have Amy, we are so grateful that you and her are still here today, as we look and take each day at a time. We hope we see you soon, any time you are in the Mega Mall area, call us and visit. we are five minutes away from there. Love to you, hugs, dawn and tori macdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:37 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I think you're really amazing. And as I read your entry, I kinda saw what its been like for you through your eyes and I think you're just amazing because you've made it through and came out even stronger. Thats an amazing attitude. :) Well, you take care!
~Joanne's Page~
Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

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Amy, you continue to amaze me. Your description of the past 5 years was powerful. You have been touched by many persons but you also have touched many. Your courage inspires all of us.
I enjoyed the picture of you and your folks with McComb. Give your folks my greeting and tell them they look great.
God bless! S. Dorothy (Soon we can celebrate our birthdays!)
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 9:13 AM CDT

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HEY AMY
WOW FIVE YEARS, BY READING WHAT YOU JUST WROTE YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE IMPACTED MANY LIVES AND YOU HAVE INSPIRED SO MANY. YOU NEED TO CONTINUE TO INSPIRE ALL AND IF YOU EVER FEEL (WHY ME) KNOW WE ASK EVERYDAY (WHY YOU) BUT I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I DON'T THINK MANY PEOPLE COULD HANDLE AND EVEN TEACH WHAT YOU HAVE. YOU HAVE STRENGTH THAT I WISH I HAD. TAKE CARE AND ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU.
SUE KOLL <klfd@hutchtel.net>
LITCHFIELD, MN USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

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Isn't that a good name for a book: CANCER SUCKS!?

Yes, 5 years of chemo isn't what a teen should be facing. Yes, you have come so far these last 5 years, and yes, what a gift to meet all the wonderful people you have met, make the friends you have, helped those around you (yes, you are a teacher to all of us) and yes, it is time that the cancer LEAVES so you don't have to have all this fun... heheheh

CONGRATS - bittersweet - of beating the beast for 5 years, yet it is still a fight. IF anyone is up to this challenge, it is you, BUT I pray that this challenge goes away so you can relax like you should and have normal fun. Hmmmmm what exactly is "normal???"

Davis says "hi" and I read your messages to him, and he ALWAYS smiles! He only saves that treat for people he really likes and admires. HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 8:10 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
YOU GO GIRL!! You are the best! The Lord said Thou shall not fear...You continue on in faith and enjoy each day given..Have you thought about a correspondence course on line for college credit.? Maybe a sociology class or some literature , poetry class. Check with a local Community college to see what they offer on line. Take Care Good luck with your book. Hugs,
Jeanne
VA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 4:01 AM CDT

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Amy,
I'm sorry I've neglected to leave a message lately. I am constantly thinking about you though and keeping up to date through good ol' caringbridge. It's great to hear you are doing so well and enjoying life!! Sounds like you are incredibly busy volunteering and writing! You continue to amaze me. I miss you lots. We'll have to get together during thanksgiving break. School is great. I just love it here, it's beautiful and everyone is so friendly. Lots of work though! Who thought you'd have to study in college? I thought it was all about having fun!
Love and prayers,
Laura
Laura Jahnke <jahnke08@sbc.edu>
Sweet Briar, VA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 0:17 AM CDT

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YOU are the Star!!!!!!
Love you Bunches!!!
Jodi
Jodi <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 8:06 PM CDT

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Just checked in to see how you are doing and came away so proud of you and so determined to always cherish the small things. The horse show is up and running. Elzabeth has been in to coach each day, so I get a little hands on Grandma time with Zoe. (There are many willing hands for that little package.) I almost got fired today as I had a hard time changing her diapers. There I was on the floor, she was not happy, and the little tab kept tearing off! So when I tackled the third diaper I resorted to duct tape as the fastener!! I could hardly wait to lift her up and start walking!!! I keep telling Elzabeth I am definitely from the old school, cloth and pins!! I realized as I walked Zoe today that all too soon she will be too big and squirmy and not content to fall asleep in my arms. As you said, I did and do treasure each moment, especially with her. You are an inspiration for all. I'll check on you again soon.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:51 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Just dropped in to say HI and what an INSPIRATION! ( spelling:( you are
All i can say honey you are one tough cookie wink wink <<
and i knowwwwww everyone in your family are mighty proud of you
Remember one day at a time
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:16 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Wow - five years today, eh? You are such a strong fighter! And to think you have a birthday coming up at the end of the month that you can celebrate even more!!

Hope you are having a great night!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 6:15 PM CDT

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Amy~

You may remember me and you may not, but I was also diagnosed with osteosarcoma just over a year ago. You wrote on my website a couple of times. I just want to tell you how inspiring you are to me and I completely identify with you when you say that this is not only a hardship, but also a blessing. We have both come to realize love, hope, and unbelievable support from others that many don't even recognize in their lifetime. I am between treatments right now, just waiting to see how the tumor holds up without treatment. It's nerve wrecking but in the meantime my hair is growing back (very patchy, but still hair!) and I am a fulltime student at the U of MN. I would love to talk to you about your fight. If you would ever want to email me or visit my website - caringbridge.com/mn/jennalanger, I would love to talk to you and gain support and understanding through each other.
Your pictures look great and your attitude is crazily happy. We're all so lucky to be able to learn from you.

Love,
Jenna
Jenna Langer <lang0712@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 4:27 PM CDT

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Hi Amareka!
I just saw this quote and it made me think of you!
"Every strike brings me closer to the next home run"
-Babe Ruth
Love ya Lots and Lots!!!!
Jodi

Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 10:44 AM CDT

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Hi Amy!

I am glad your cousin shower went well. I too, like chicken salad. I just wanted to say a quick hi.

I will be in Minneapolis next week, Never been to MN. so I am looking forward to it.

Take care Amy!
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
Johnsonburg, PA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 8:19 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Hope you had a great weekend! If it was cold and windy on Friday night, it is downright arctic now! I am so much looking forward to your book! XXXOX
Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield , MN USA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Have fun. Be careful driving. Get the platelet count we don't want those nosebleeds again. Take Care. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, October 1, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

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Oh, I forgot to give you this quote, you probably already have it - "Life is not measured by how many breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away."
Teri A. <teri.atkinson@comcast.net>
Indianapolis, IN - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:56 PM CDT

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Amy - You don't know me, but I happened on to your site. You are truly a beautiful, courageous young woman. I read through your journal and was just amazed. I will pray for you daily and trust God to give you your miracle.
God Bless You,
Teri A.
Teri Atkinson <teri.atkinson@dfas.mil>
Indianapolis, IN - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:52 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Hope you're doing well and those headaches are easing up.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, September 30, 2004 7:11 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, my name is Jacklyn. I read about you everyday. Your
life has captured my heart. That picture of you and Gus is FANTASTIC. I am so glad you had a great time at the game. I just wished I would have been there with a front row seat to give to you so you didn't have to climb all those stairs. But like you said..YOU MADE IT! Keep fighting the good fight of faith.
Jacklyn <Jacola2@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 11:13 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are a Fighter and an inspiration. I believe that you are going to win your fight against cancer, like I am going to win my fight against my bone disease. I love your amazing attitude towards life, and you deffinatly do have a lot of dertimination and courage.
You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Jenna
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:36 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm sure you've never heard of me, but I saw your page and entries on Adam Bedard's site. I just wanted to let you know that you're an inspiration, and I deeply admire your courage and fortitude--and that was really cool about the Vikings game. Take care.
Joe Radinovich <jradinovich@macalester.edu>
St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I've been thinking of you and wanted to drop in and say "hi". Enjoy the rest of your week.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

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Hi Amers, what a nice treat from the Chepokas family to treat you out to the Vikings game and to get to meet the owners, and players. What an experience for all of you! pretty cool, i hope you are feeling up to going to the Dawn of the Dream event. Julie Evers is trying to get spots for all of us to volunteer for the night, even tori and jill, and merilee, it wouldn't be the same without you there. i heard the butterfly winners get to go free every year, say you and tori could go together, while the rest of us would work!~! i would have to check on that. what do you think of the idea?? I agree about your head pain, let Joe Neglia know as soon as possible. especially if its a pain that you've never felt before. Say, I also wanted to tell you that tori loves the survivor show too, and there is one guy who had the same cancer as tori, synovial. pretty interesting that he is on there too. I am always checking up on you and thinking about you! hugs and lovexoxo dawn and tori macdonald p.s. tori has her scans coming up on Oct. 19th..
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 6:57 PM CDT

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For the record, I am not a footfall fan. I mean, I like the sport and everything, I just don't have a favorite team and I certainly don't enjoy Friday, Saturday, Sunday, AND Monday Night Football (one night a week was plenty for this gal!). Anyway, since I saw a picture of that cute Vikings guy on your home page, I can understand completely why you're a fan!!! ;0) It sounds like you had such a terrific time, and what great memories!!! So glad it all worked for you!

Hope those headaches go away. Please don't wait to tell the doc's about it.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

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AMY! YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T BE THE JUDGE OF EVERYTHING!!! YOU REALLY NEED TO LET NEGLIA KNOW ABOUT YOUR HEAD ACHES RIGHT...? YA TOO BAD THAT YOU CAN'T JUST SAY IT'S NOTHING, BUT YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT THAT ISN'T THE RIGHT THING TO DO.. YOU BASICALLY HAVE TO TELL HIM EVERYTHING (WHICH ISN'T TOO BAD!... I LIKE NEGLIA.)
JILL Z. <ZEMANJILL@YAHOO.COM>
U'R IN , MY PRAYERS! - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 5:11 PM CDT

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Wow is right Amy,
What a day to remember. You will have to fill us in. Hey, how does the weekend of the 23rd of October look for you. We are thinking of having Octoberfest at the cabin. Andy and Michele are checking their schedule. We are going to grill some oysters.....another level.
We love you,
Your Aunt and Uncle
Dennis DesMarais <ddesmarais@par.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 9:22 AM CDT

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WHOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO
AMY:)
I am so HAPPY that you had a great weekend!!!!!!!!!
And with some handsome men too!!!!! ( lucky you )
Love Ya Sweetie
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 11:25 PM CDT

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AWW Amy!! I'm so happy for you!! How fun would that have been.... gosh! I bet you sure did meet som hot men! Well, i'm happy to see that you had a great eventfull weekend.. aren't those Chepokas's just the best?? Sounds like ya' all had a bomb digity ol' time! Have a good day and rest up!!
Jilly <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
ya' know..., - Monday, September 27, 2004 11:08 PM CDT

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AMY
WHAT A WEEKEND!!HOW AWESOME! SOME GOOD FUN STUFF. I got to take my niece and nephew for a train ride at the park and watch some hydroplanes race on the ELizabeth river here in VA then on for icecream cones. It is small stuff compared to your time.We all had fun though. That's what it is all about being together and sharing the joy. Sweet dreams AMY. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 27, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

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Even though I am a Packer fan, I have to admit that the pictures of you and the Vikings are way cool! What an awesome day you must have had. And, by the way, I do like the Vikings better than the Bears!

Pam <Pjohn257@msn.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, September 27, 2004 5:33 PM CDT

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AMERS!!!!!!!!!!OMG You are so awesome, you have always been my hero, but the Vikings thing just tops it off. I am so excited for you, and so happy that you had a great time, and I want to hear every detail. lol I am going to call you tonight, I want to hear all about it. lol Tice is a giant huh? Love you girl, Hopefully catch you tonight.

Savannah <klugx016@d.umn.edu>
- Monday, September 27, 2004 3:42 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
You've haven't heard from me before although I've been keeping up with your website for a long time. So, I thought it was about time to let you know that you've got my support too. Your spirit and determination remind me of my son, Steven, who was diagnosed with leukemia when he was 19 years old. You are a beautiful person and so many people care about you! I'm proud of you for working on that book. There is a real need for young/adult cancer patient authored books. I looked for one 3 years ago and couldn't find any. Take care Amy, best wishes are sent your way.
Ann www.reddlegg.com/Leukemia_info.htm <ahart@troyst.edu>
Troy , AL USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 1:23 PM CDT

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Amarecka!!!
WOW!!!! It sounds like you had the most amazing time yesterday!!!! Those are some great pictures, I mean great! And I just love that pink hat you are wearing! Go Vikings, Go Eagles! I don't know what team to root for anymore, I would get a Hoagie and some soft pretzels thrown at me for saying that in this town!!!! So glad you had such a fabulous time!!!!
Love you Much!!!
Jodi with and "I"
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, September 27, 2004 10:59 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. I have not been much of a correspondent this past month. Such fun having the two little grand daughters, and Seth continues to be the greatest grand-son. How glad I am for you and all of us that this past weekend was so lovely and that quality time could be spent outside enjoying it. Elzabeth arrived around one and we plopped Zoe into the baby bjorn and slung her around her grandpa's neck. Elzabeth came with her usual compliment of jack russels and Max, along with my three corgiis we were quite the parade. The adults and dogs loved the romp and Zoe slept thro it. We are off to Elzabeth & Scott's for dinner, it was my birthday last week, so the family is gathering there for dinner. Just a week away from the Harvest Horse Show. I am a bit behind, but hope to catch up in the next 48 hours. Keep plugging on that book!! Hugs Beth
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 26, 2004 5:05 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! First time we visited your site, wanted you to know we were here and we are thinking about you.

We are hanging out at the Ronald McDonald House, Adam is smearing on the steroid cream before we head out to eat. There is a group of volunteers raking and sweeping out the play area for the kids today and from our window above, it is looking really grand. It is such a beautiful day today...Adam is hoping to take the digital camera and drive around looking at buildings downtown. He is wanting to do a photography portfolio for an elective credit this next semester. We'll see...mom tends to drive too fast and down the wrong roads, which doesn't always give him the best prospective for a photo-op moment. I'm just not a city girl! He doesn't have a lot of stamina to be walking much either. His platelets are about 44,000. Hemoglobin hanging around 8.6 or so. You know how that low hemoglobin feels! Otherwise, he is doing really well. He tries to walk the 4 flights of stairs to our room at least once a day. We do get cabin fever now and then and feel an urge to flee North, but with the start of school studies that helps keep the mind occupied. Did you ever have Julie Evers as an instructor at the U? She is coming to our room at Ronald McD now to keep Adam motivated and she helps communicate back to his home school teachers about his progress.

Well, it is off to lunch for us. Adam is all greased up!

We both send our love, Amy, and hang in there...you certainly have many people pulling for you. Us included!

Andrea and Adam
Andrea and Adam @ Ronald McD House <andrea_bedard_@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 11:38 AM CDT

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Amy....Just visiting your site for the first time today. I found my way here after you visited Rachel Hansen's site to ask her mom, Jodi, a question. I decided to come for a visit and I'm so glad I did. I woke up early this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. So, I went way back and read your journal history all the way to the present. What a journey you have been on, what an inspiration you are, and what a special person you are. I wish you much luck on your book......I'm sure it will be a blessing to many. I will add you to my prayers......and ask God to continue to hold you tight!
God's peace......Cindy Carey
Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 10:35 AM CDT

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Hi Amy with a "Y"!!!
Guess what I heard Buddy Ryan say today, he is a former Eagles coach, He thinks it is going to be the Eagles and The Vikings in the NFC championship! UH OH!!! So glad you are out of the hole, there really isn't any good shopping down there!
Love Ya Lots!!!!
Jodi with an "I"
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, September 24, 2004 3:50 PM CDT

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This quote might not be book worthy, but it is a good one and I keep it by my computer to remind me not to take things so seriously:

"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well-preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champagne in one hand, strawberries in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, WOO HOO, what a ride!"

Hang in there. You are an inspiration to millions even on your darkest days.
Sue
Apple Valley, MN - Friday, September 24, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

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Hi Amy :)
jUST STOPPED BY TO WISH YOU A VERY AND GREATTTTTT :) WEEKEND
Enjoy it sweetie, So glad you picked yourself up and dusted yourself off:) Still thinking and praying for you
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 12:20 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,
It is great to hear that you are feeling a 100% better! I just wanted let you know that I been thinking and praying for you. Keep up the good fight. We can never give up!
Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, MN USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 10:39 PM CDT

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Ok, I have to do this here, You're the best, no you are, no you, no you are!!!!!! So excited about today, moving right along! Thank god we don't stay in our holes for very long, or we would miss all this!!!!
:):):)
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:19 PM CDT

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HEY AM!
I'M SO GLAD YOU ARE FEELING BETTER TODAY. HEY WE ALL HAVE THEM. I WAS A LITTLE CONCERN THOU, I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE TO HIKE IT UP TO ALBANY WITH THAT DRAGON ATTIRE. WE ALL KNOW THAT WOULD MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. HA HA HA. HANG IN THERE YOU PICK MY SPIRITS UP EVERY DAY. I'LL DO SOME CHECKING TO SEE IF I CAN GET NAMES FOR YOU.
SUSAN KOLL <KLFD@HUTCHTEL.NET>
LITCHFIELD, MN USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
If it makes you feel any better, EVERYONE goes thru depression at some time. I know I do. I even take meds for it which are little miracle pills hehehe.

Every time you get news, you have to go thru the steps of grieving - because that is what you have to do - grieve the life you want, grieve the life you had, grieve the bad news - etc. Our lives are full of these periods of grief because our lives are never perfect - or the way we want it to go.

The problem is you have many of these periods at close times because you are dealing with cancer and that is what sucks big time!

I'm proud of you, for getting out of bed, but if you want to stay in bed one day .... go ahead and do it! Than get out of bed the next day and start anew. You have earned the right to be sad, feel the feelings, do what needs to be done about them..... and go on from there.

Again, you are an angel from God, that has given you a mission in life - to make us understand, to make us grateful, to make us care about cancer in teens. Can't wait to read your book. That too is a gift from God - a way to relieve your stress and to tell your story.

HUGS and more HUGS
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 8:03 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm glad you are feeling better and that your spirits are lifted...it is good to know that you have that strength in you to be able to pull yourself out of a depression you slip in no matter how big or small. Keep your chin up. I'm praying for you!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

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AMY
THe publisher for the SCD book was Higher Standard Publishers. Hope that gives you a lead. Perhaps Make a Wish could help lead you to someone as well. BYE
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:27 AM CDT

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HI AMY
In our local weekend paper a 16yr old girl just published a book "Living with Sickle Cell Disease " She started it at 11yr old and told her journey. I wish I had it from the weekend to see how she got funded to do it. I kind of think fund raising and the Sickle Cell Association. Sept is SCD awareness month. Maybe send an article to Reader's Digest then you will get money for that and start a savings fund for the publishing later. Hope you get some good leads. Everyone has a slump once in awhile. Don't stay there too long you got to much to enjoy & do. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 5:35 PM CDT

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AMERS!!! Hey girl I miss you and love you like crazy, I hate never getting to see you anymore, but guess what, I am coming home this weekend for just Sunday, so I really really hope we can get together for a little while. It's definealty time for a girls night :):) Until then keep kicking this with all your might because you are to smart and to valuable to let anything get in your way. Love you Chica
P.S you can call or e-mail anytime my dorm # is 2187881532
Savannah <klugx016@d.umn.edu>
- Wednesday, September 22, 2004 4:41 PM CDT

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Hi Amy :) You DO have thousands of people out here rooting for you! I have prayed for you almost daily for a long time now and I know there are others trying to lift you up with our thoughts and prayers.

Have you talked to Tracy Solomon about your book? I know that someone is publishing her daughter Katia's book and maybe they can help you too.

Hang in there and don't forget you are cared for by people who've never even met you. You are a strong and inspiring young woman who's gonna beat this!!
Sheila
AL - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:57 AM CDT

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Give yourself a break it is ok to have a (what I call) "dark day" once in a while. You just have to make sure you get yourself up and get back at it. Don't feel guilty. Tomorrow is another day - make it a good one!!!


Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland Center, ME USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 10:57 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, I'm Jodi Graubard's friend. I've known her since she was about 3 years old! I am helping her with your book. She sent me the beginning to read so I could help. It's wonderful, compelling and well-written. Your honesty and inspiration could help many other young people with cancer. My best to you. Debby Dion
Deborah Dion
Elkins Park, PA USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 6:28 AM CDT

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Amy,
I was thinking about you. I just gone done watching Big brother and the Amazing Race. EEwwww, I'm so glad Colin and Christie didn't win. I'm a reality junkie too. I know you've been going through alot. Please know that we may not always sign but I check on you daily and our thoughts and prayers are with you! I have been is somewhat of an "emotional hole" myself. Keep fighting you are an inspiration! I am 35 and yet I sometimes find myself looking to you for words of wisdom, courage and strength! Fight on

Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey, - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

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(((((Amy)))))

"Emotions pass like clouds across the sky. They're to be noticed, accepted, acknowledged, and allowed to flow on."

"Honor your feelings. They tell the truth about how you really experience the world."

Hoping tomorrow is a better day Amy!
Elaine
Ottawa, On - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Just finished watching the movie "Kate & Leopold" with Meg Ryan.I saw it before but it is good. Got it from the library this time. Good place to get some movies. Sometimes it is nice just to curl up in a sweatshirt with an afghan and watch movies. Eases the mind and soothes the spirit. Refresh your inner well AMY.Good night....
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!!
Here's a shovel with Angel wings attached. Together we'll dig ourselves out of your hole!
Always remember, you're fabulous!!!
Angel hugs to you!
Chemo Angel Lori - your Month End Monitor <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, MN - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Just picture all of us out here using all of our strength to boost you out of that hole. Stand on our thoughts, prayers, and good wishes, and GO!!

Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 3:26 PM CDT

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COMMON'AMY! WHAT FUN IS IT TO BE IN THE HOLE WHEN YOU HAVE GOT THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE ROOTIN YOU ON.. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE MUCH ALLOWED TO GO IN THERE BUT THE DAYS ARE BRIGHTER WHEN YOU COME BACK OUT... I MEAN LOOK AT IT OUT SIDE, IT'S A RAINY GLOOMY DAY!! I HOPE YOU WILL COME OUT OF YOUR HOLE SOON!! I LOVE YOU! RELAX, EAT POPCORN, WRAP IN A BLANKET WITH YOUR PAJAMAS ON AND WATCH YOUR SHOWS TONITE!! MISS YOU.
JILL ZEMAN <ZEMANJILL@YAHOO.COM>
NEW HOPE, MN - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 3:10 PM CDT

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Amy-
I have not been online for quite awhile because our computer was in getting worked on but I have been on now for a couple of weeks and been reading up on you. I am so sorry that you did not get good news again. I am sure you are sick of us telling you to hang in there, But stay strong and keep fighting, you will beat this. Know that I still continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers all the time and will continue. Please let us know when that book is done.....I am getting that for sure.

Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 1:36 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I'll be praying the the double chemo works good! Hope you don't fall again though... :( but its great to hear that you're in such good spirits. Take care!
~Joanne's Page~

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 20, 2004 11:49 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,

Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you. Make it a great day!!
Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland V, ME 04021 - Monday, September 20, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

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If you fell like dancing
JUST DANCE:)
Hi Amy
Throught i'd pop in a wish you a good weekend
Have a good one:)
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! It's been a while so I just got caught up. You sure do have the greatest gift of all -- FIGHT! You are such a strong minded soul -- and you are right -- YOU WILL WIN OVER THIS CANCER!!!

Glad to hear the book and sinuses are going good. I watched Survivor too. And didn't I hear a woman say something about her knee (like maybe it's artificial or something?). My baby was making noises and squirming a lot during the show so I could be wayyyy off!! :o)

Hope you're having a good weekend. Sure hope it's warmer there -- WINTER COAT already? Yikes!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

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Hey Amy girl....
I read your site, as you know, daily. I read to Davis what you wrote and he had a big smile on his face. Davis hates to write, so that is why I do it.

Stop losing weight girl! EAT EAT EAT - drink power shakes! You need some weight to stay strong. I know you were SO disappointed with your scans, and along with the stress of losing a close friend (nurse) and just dealing with life..... I prescribe for you:
1. My prayers - always
2. A jacuzzi spa
3. A pedicure/manicure
4. A deep tissue massage... ahhhh the best.
5. A good cry - if needed

Take some stress off your shoulders. Enjoy the moment. It's easy for me to say, I know, because I don't have to take 50 pills, I don't have to worry about that cough, I don't have to adjust my prothesis.

Do know, that I do understand the pain of stress, of chronic pain, of sinus problems, of taking many pills a day. Do know that I watch my own son's struggles and feel his frustrations.

It's hard sometimes, but look at those changing leaves and feel God's glory. Put your face up in the air and feel the warm breeze brush your cheeks. Let the sun warm your shoulders. Know that you are not alone, God is surrounding you and holding you tight. He did not give you cancer, man did. Now man is trying to correct his mistakes with God giving them knowledge and direction. Sometimes we don't know enough to beat it, sometimes we find the answers. Know that we are all praying that the answers are coming your way........

HUGS and more HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:57 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know that I'm thinking of you! I have oodles and oodles awesome quotes at home, but I'm at work right now! Lots of good that does me! :) Let me know if you want me to send you some! :) Have a great weekend! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><



Lighting Children's Lives

Check out my website!!


*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:58 PM CDT

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HEy AMERS!!! Still my name for you, even though other people like to use it too now :):) I miss you like crazy I really wish you could come visit soon. Catherine is coming with one of her friends this weekend, and then you and her will have to come in like a month or something, but when I come home in few weeks we will have to have a girls party night at St. Bens lol Miss you and love you always,
YOu keep me inspired when I want to give up on all this damn homework AMERS!!! lol :):)
Savannah <klugx016@d.umn.edu>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 2:18 PM CDT

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"Inside your armour your already soft and beautiful"


I read your website every day Amy, your an inspiration.

Elaine
- Friday, September 17, 2004 1:20 PM CDT

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I know this is too long, but I really liked it, and thought I would pass it on to you.

A young, new preacher was walking with an older, more seasoned preacher in the garden one day. Feeling a bit insecure about what God had for him to do, he was asking the older preacher for some advice. The older preacher walked up to a rose bush and handed the young preacher a rosebud and told him to open it without tearing any of the petals. The young preacher looked in disbelief at the older preacher and was trying to figure out what a rosebud could possibly have to do with his wanting to know the will of God for his life and ministry. But, because of his great respect for the older preacher, he proceeded to try and unfold the rosebud while keeping every petal intact.

It wasn't long before he realized how impossible this was to do.
Noticing the young preacher's inability to unfold the rosebud without
tearing it, the older preacher began to recite the following poem:

It is only a tiny rosebud
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.
The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I.
GOD opens this flower so sweetly,
Then, in my hands, they die.
If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
The flower of God's design,
Then how can I have the wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
So, I'll trust in Him for leading
Each moment of my day.
I will look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the Pilgrim's way.
The pathway that lies before me
Only my Heavenly Father knows.
I'll trust him to unfold the moments,
Just as He unfolds the rose.

Carol
- Friday, September 17, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

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"Our greatest accomplishments happen at the darkest moments of our lives, when even in spite of the fact that our hearts are heavy, we still have some love and compassion left for others".

Quote of the Day <Linda2987@aol.com>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

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Above the cloud with its shadow
Is the star with its light. - Victor Hugo

Ryan
- Friday, September 17, 2004 12:46 AM CDT

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Hi Amy!!!
I found some quotes for you, I will e-mail them later, but this one has you written all over it:
"It's always to early to quit"
Norman vincent Peale
Much love and prayers to you!
Luv Ya,
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:08 AM CDT

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Hey, Amy, I wish I woulda been working on Tuesday, so I could have seen you...it's been so long. Ok, so I woke up (at 10 am) read your request for quotes, and the one that came immediately to mind...the energizer bunny (that's you) keeps going and going and going. No matter how many setbacks you suffer, you always bounce back and that's why we love you so much. I can't wait to get my hands on that book.
the marker sniffer <pscnurse_2004@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 10:15 AM CDT

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Hi Amers, sure do love you,always and forever checking up on you!! keep the faith and never give up!! hugs, dawn and torixoxo p.s. check out the butterfly magazine with all the survivors :-)
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:36 AM CDT

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Here is a quote that I think is all you from what I read on your site here. You care so much about all the kids with cacner.
Only a life lived for others is a life worth while. - Albert Einstein
Marisa, liver transplant <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

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Hi Amy-
When I think of your battle against the monster of cnacer, I am reminded of something Mitchell said in his own battle. Just like you, he was determined to find joy in each and every day. Just several days before he died we where discussing all that Heaven had in store for him when he said with great fight, "I'm not going anywhere yet!"
AMY, YOU ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE YET!!!

("I'm not going anywhere yet!" - Mitchell Chepokas)

Becky Chepokas - www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

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"The secret of happiness is not to do what you like to do, but to learn to like what you have to do." King George V



That sounds like you:)

Love,
Tracy and Katia





Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 4:33 PM CDT

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Amy, you have strenght and courage beyond your years. We're praying for you!
Jennifer & Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 4:30 PM CDT

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Hey Amers! YOU ARE SUCH A HUGE INSPIRATION TO ME! I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE ALL THE COURAGE AND DETERMINATION THAT CAN COME FROM WITHIN ONE STRONG PERSON. YOU TRULY DO AMAZE ME. KEEP UP THE FIGHT. I LOVE YOU!
JILL ZEMAN <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
NEW HOPE, MN - Thursday, September 16, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

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HAY Amy! As always, you give ME inspiration (smile). You are awesome ... keep DOING what your DOING babes!

Prayer Warriors UNITE
pammy j <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:47 PM CDT

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Amy,
Hi!!! It was sooooo fun IMing with you last night!!! I love reading your guestbook and seeing how many people love you and are fighting and and praying with you!Look at all the quotes! I love it!!! You are the best, no you, no you are, no you!!!!

I hope you don't mind me using this space to say this but I want everyone to know that Amy is doing the most outstanding job writing her book!!!! She is working so hard on it and hopefully soon you all will be able to read a copy!!!

I am forever grateful that you are a part of my life!!! You are such a gift to this world and such a blessing to me! I'm so glad we found eachother! I love you lots!!!!!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles and Prayers
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 11:36 AM CDT

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'May I move through this day with Purpose. May my sun shine on someone and make a difference. May I share one thing, Learn one thing, and Embrace this gift of another day.'

Hi Amy,
This quote was taken off another Caringbridge site. It was only posted yesterday and for some reason I loved it so much I put it on my screen saver. I hope you like it too.
The little girl Celeste lost her battle with cancer on August 3, 2004 and is now cancer-free and pain-free in the heavens above. Here is a link to her page.

http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/celeste/index.htm

If you do decide to use it in your book, you may want to drop by and let her mom know. I'm sure it would make her very happy to hear from you!
Even though I rarely sign in, I check on you every morning, think of you often and keep you in our nightly prayers. I think you are an amazing young woman with more fight, determination and stamina than anyone I have ever met. Keep that positive attitude, we are all cheering for you!


Dottie, Dan, Danielle Christine and Dylan Shead
Philadelphia, - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:44 AM CDT

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Amy, what a fighter! Know you are in my love and prayers. Blessings as you continue the fight and as you continue writing your book. I'll be eager to read it.

Enjoy your day with Catherine. It was great seeing you the other day.
Love,
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Jospeh, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:00 AM CDT

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HEY,
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM WRITING TO YOU. BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE AN INSIRATION TO ALL OF US. EVERY MORNING WHEN I GET TO WORK I GO TO YOUR SITE AND READ IT. I APPLAUD YOU ON YOUR STRENGTH AND YOU KNOW YOU MAKE THE PETTY LITTLE THINGS THAT TEND TO BOTHER ME AND I'M GUESSING OTHERS NOT SO IMPORTANT. KEEP IT UP. REMEMBER I WON'T HOLD IT AGAINST YOU THAT YOU WERE A "HUSKIE" BUT I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO ABOUT GETTING YOU A "DRAGON" SHIRT. TALK SOON AND BYE THE WAY I'M GLAD YOU AGREED TO BE ON THE RADIO, I THINK YOUR ATTITUDE AND FIGHT WILL HELP MANY. HANG IN THEIR COUS!!!
SUSAN KOLL <klfd@hutchtel.net>
LITCHFIELD, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Thinking of you ..Praying the doctors come up with a helpful plan. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:50 AM CDT

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For every garden a flower
For every life a dream
Hi Amy
I know i haven't signed in awhile but please know there is never a day that goes by i haven't checked on you
I liked this quote because it reminds meof you:) See you are the flower and you have so many dreamss that i KNOW you will fulfill! So know i am there with you in spirit fighting every step of the way with you (((((( hugs )))))))) i just wish there was something i could do for you But you are a fighter!!!!! And when life throws you lemons you throw them right back! So you go girl !!!!!!!
Hugs Marty
LOTS OF PRAYERS ARE COMING YOUR WAY FROM LOYISVILLE

Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky Usa - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:15 PM CDT

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"When it gets dark enough, you can see the stars" Charles M. Beard

Hi Amy!
I have always loved this quote and it reminds me of you. Always looking for the good.
All my best,
Chemo Angel Lori <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, MN - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 6:47 PM CDT

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"When you feel you don't have a choice, remember you always get to choose your attitude"

Hi Amy,

I signed your book a few times, but I come to your site almost every day. I am sorry to hear the bad news, but I know you have a great attitude and will get through this. Have a good night. I am praying for you!

PS: I am looking forward to reading your book.
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 15, 2004 5:05 PM CDT

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Amy,

You don't know me at all, but I have been praying for you right along with the prayers I have for Adam Bedard. I found your link from his site. I'm so sorry to hear bad news for you, but you have the spirit and determination to beat this. Don't let it get you - continue to fight with all you have and all of the prayers that people offer for you will support you. Find comfort knowing that many people who don't even know you personally, care about you, pray for you, and wish you every success in the future.

As for a quote, the only one I know right now that somewhat works is this:

"The idea is there, locked inside, and all you have to do is remove the excess stone." - Michelangelo

Take care, Amy!
Ann Thielen
Brainerd, MN - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

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"I am not afraid of storms for I am learning how to sail my ship." - Louisa May Alcott


Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 2:41 PM CDT

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"Pain nourishes courage. You can't be brave if only wonderful things happen to you."

~Mary Tyler Moore


A caring friend
- Wednesday, September 15, 2004 2:38 PM CDT

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I read today that you are looking for Quotes to go along with your book that you are writing. This one is my all time favorites that help me with a few rough starts.

"You've got to get up every morning with determination if you're going to go to bed with satisfaction."
Author: George Lorimer


Tammy <firestones@hotmail.com>
Antigonish, Nova Scotia Canada - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 2:02 PM CDT

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Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Mathew 7:7

This is an amazing prayer to believe in and it will work for you because you EXPECT to receive an answer to your prayers. Ask for your cure, then constantly visualize that you are receiving it. Norman Vincent Peale calls it "PRAYERIZE....VISUALIZE....ACTUALIZE".
If we ask for an answer to our prayers and then NOT believe that we'll get it, we won't. You have amazing healing power within yourself, put there by God.

Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us.
Ephesians 3:20
Today, remind yourself that NOTHING is too good to be true. Expect great things to happen, as in your complete cure. And then thank God for providing your cure for you.
Constantly visualize your tumor shrinking and going away and your counts recovering and the spot on your lung fading away. Keep this picture firmly in your mind and don't for one second believe it won't come true.
Stay strong, stay focused on your healing and cure, and don't let the roadbumps cause you distraction. You can do it, Amy. You have a very strong will, and very determined mindset, and a postitive, upbeat outlook on life. You have much to accomplish here on earth in this life and I firmly believe that Jesus believes that, too.
You remain in our prayers always. Keep the faith!
Terri and Bailey <terri@stribmail.com www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace>
Ramsey, MN usa - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 6:48 AM CDT

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AIMSTER!! I'm SOOOOO sorry!!! :( I hate hearing about the bad news that you got. I can't believe that this is happening to you yet again. I can't imagine what you have to go through. Just keep fighting and we all love you so much!
I'm sad that we didn't get to do anything before I left for college. But we HAVE to do something for sure when I get back because I'm sad when I don't get to see your dimples. Keep smiling and keep fighting. Luv Ya Amy!!!!

I'm sorry that I haven't written in awhile, but I've been checking up on you!!!
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 11:08 PM CDT

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Amy,
Sounds like you had a tough day with the results not being as we all had hoped and prayed for. You are right, this is a detour, just some temporary repairs in the works! Think of it as another chapter in your book you are writing. It would be a boring book if your days consisted of "woke up, shopped, went to sleep"! (Altho I'm sure on a day like today you would wish for days like that for awhile anyway). This monster threw you a punch, but nothing that you won't rebound from and fight headon-it's your way!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Karen <Valenti56@aol.com>
Bloomington, Mn. - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 10:48 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are praying extra hard this morning for the CT to go well, with good results. You are an amazing person and we continue to be in awe of you. As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless you.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Just want you to know i wish you the best tomorrow:)
Know i will be praying for you ( heck i do that everyday)
Be careful and know i am thinking of you
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. I'll be thinking of you and sending prayers and positive thoughts your way tomorrow (as every day!).
Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 8:03 PM CDT

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Amy, Tuesday is my hospital day too, so I will be thinking of and praying for you while I'm getting my own stuff done. I love you dearly. I know it's so hard--you're doing great. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, September 13, 2004 6:10 PM CDT

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HI Amy
Sending good thoughts & lifting you in prayer. Hang in there. Enjoy this day. Tomorrow will take care of itself. SMile....Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 13, 2004 5:00 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!!!
Praying, Praying, Praying, so hard for good scan results! Try to relax and turn your will over to god, he is in control and is always looking out for you. I am going to have a little talk with my dad and ask him if he could possibly get in a little chat time with the man in charge and ask him for some extra help on Tuesday. I'm sure he would be happy to do so, being that you have such nice teeth and all!!! You are the best and I am so proud and amazed at all of the hard work you have done on your book! It is just outstanding! You are the BEST!!!!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles, and Prayers
Jodi
Jodi <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:59 AM CDT

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Amy, you have such an incredible spirit and determination!! You will be in our thoughts Tuesday. Keep up that 120%!
Bill Bedard <bbedard52@hotmail.com>
Crosby, mn Crow Wing - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:08 PM CDT

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Amy...you are an amazing young woman. I can hear that you have concerns...but I also hear you working soooooo hard at keeping yourself positive and strong! You are such a wonderful example to those of us out here who are following your progress. God bless you, Amy. I hope you know we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Patti <cnpvanno@compwrx.com>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:04 PM CDT

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Amy, I know how difficult waiting for tests/results are...we go thru that with our son....his attitude is-"I can't do anything about the results until I know what they are, so why worry". He may not worry, but I sure still do...can't help it....human nature I guess......Please try not to worry too much and know that you are not alone in this! There are literally hundreds, if not thousands of people that have you in their thoughts and prayers! You are thought of daily-if not hourly (on days for tests and procedure days!!!) Hang in there and keep your faith strong!!!! You are one special young lady!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Sunday, September 12, 2004 10:59 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
I am delighted to read that you were out shooting baskets. The way you have chosen to live every day of your life to the utmost, has effected one mom here in Oregon.
I will be praying for your continued success, especially with the book project.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 0:36 AM CDT

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HI AMY
You are right.. Housework can wait. I took my neice and nephew 9yr and 7 to a fall fair from a local church. They had a blast then on to Wendy's, the park to feed the ducks and or course the train ride and playground. 2hrs of delight for all.Have to catch those moments when we can. They just moved to Va from NY. They were excited to get out. Enjoy your time with mom. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 7:33 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are so happy that you are doing so well!!! We are also anxiously waiting for your book to be complete so that we can read it! You sure do have a lot of fans. As someone else posted before us, we are sure it's going to be a best seller! We think of you and pray for you often! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:43 PM CDT

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HEY GIRLFRIEND!! I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOUR DOING SO WELL AND HAVE STAYED AWAY FROM THE HOSPITAL. i CAN'T WAIT TO READ YOUR BOOK.. HABOUT HOW LONG DO YOU THINK IT WILL TAKE YOU? THAT'S SO COOL THAT JODI HAS BEEN INSPIRING YOU AND HELPING YOU OUT WITH IT. MAKE SURE TO TELL HER I SAID HELLO! I JUST MIGHT HAVE TO VENTURE OUT YOUR WAY SOME DAY. SEEING AS YOU HAVE NO REASON TO GO INTO THE HOSPITAL ANYTIME SOON! I MISS YOU. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND KEEP UP YOUR HARD BOOKWRITING SKILLS.
JILL Z. <ZEMANJILL@YAHOO.COM>
NEW HOPE, MN - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:11 PM CDT

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Amy-
I haven't talked to you in AGES!!!!! And I haven't signed your guestbook in FOREVER!!!!
I'm so happy to hear about your good progress on your book! Did you geet a copy of Andrea's? I did. I started reading in about a week ago, and haven't finished it. Its a Looooooooooooooong book. LoL
Anyways, everything's good here. My mom and Lindsey say hi and they send their love. We all miss you tons!!!
Next time you are up here, we gotta get together. We just put a new addition on our house, and we are going to have a game room. I bet I can beat you,(well maybe, but I'm not very good) But me and lindsey get our OWN ROOMS!!!! I'm so happy about that.
Well i gotta go, but I'm glad to hear that you are doing good, and keep up the good writing.
Love, Brittany

P.S. Be Bad!!!!
Brittany Rezmerski <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 11:25 AM CDT

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Amy-
I haven't talked to you in AGES!!!!! And I haven't signed your guestbook in FOREVER!!!!
I'm so happy to hear about your good progress on your book! Did you geet a copy of Andrea's? I did. I started reading in about a week ago, and haven't finished it. Its a Looooooooooooooong book. LoL
Anyways, everything's good here. My mom and Lindsey say hi and they send their love. We all miss you tons!!!
Next time you are up here, we gotta get together. We just put a new addition on our house, and we are going to have a game room. I bet I can beat you,(well maybe, but I'm not very good) But me and lindsey get our OWN ROOMS!!!! I'm so happy about that.
Well i gotta go, but I'm glad to hear that you are doing good, and keep up the good writing.
Love, Brittany

P.S. Be Bad!!!!
Brittany Rezmerski <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 11:25 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, I'm so glad to hear you are working on your book. It will be a Bestseller for sure!!! Papa and I think of you daily . You are one "outstanding girl!" We haven't been to Va. yet to see Laura but hope to do that soon. Love and prayers. Mimi and Papa
Lois Gibbs <lomgibbs@aol.com>
Marietta, Ga. USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:37 AM CDT

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hey amy! i cant believe that i havent seen you for a looooooooooooong time-we gotta go out for lunch! SOON!!! im glad to hear that you're doing great! talk to you soon!

luv~
manda
manda brix <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:16 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
Congrats on your progress on your book! Sounds like you have really made ALOT of progress! The best chapters are yet to come!
Lots of people I work with have come down with nasty summer colds lately...lots of sneezing and deep coughs! You know little kiddos are like walking germ magnets-wash your hands often as my mother used to tell me!!!!! Take care and enjoy these summerlike days! The leaves are turning colors already! Geez!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 5:28 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Just want to remind you that you are an amazing and beautiful young woman - always living each day to the fullest, loving the good things in your life, and looking forward to what you will do next. You are an inspiration to all of us! Can't wait to read your book! XXXOX Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 3:36 PM CDT

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HEy AMERS!!!! I miss you, and am so mad I didn't get to see you before i left, oh well I will see you soon for sure. I love you and miss you tons, call or e-mail any time k chica? :):) Keep those dimples smiling big. :)
Savannah <klugx016@d.umn.edu>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 1:57 PM CDT

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What an amazing young woman you are!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:12 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
What a thoughtful journal entry. I love reading what you write. You have an amazing way of looking at the world!
Peace, Love, Hugs, Prayers, and Smiles
Jodi :)
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Elkins Park , PA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:01 PM CDT

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HI AMY
First day back to school. Only 8 kids to the clinic today. Nervous stomachs etc. Hope all is well there. Off to sleep Good night....Saw Bourne Supremacy yesterday fast paced..
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

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Souds like you had a great time fishing. That's one of my favorite memories as a child, fishing with my Dad. Georgia loves to fish also, with her mickey mouse pole! I am sure the book is coming along great, it's nice to read your entries I can't imagine what the book will be like. I love your can do attitude and your zest for life!

God Bless,
Jennifer & Georgia

~*~Georgia’s Page~*~ <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 4:02 PM CDT

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WOW... YOU ARE ONE BUSY LITTLE BEE! So I am looking forward to seeing the cabin pictures. I hope you post them soon. It sounds like you had a awesome time! :)
Sarah
Mn - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:20 PM CDT

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I great big hug for you also....You have such a great way to help brighten every day. Thank-you. I always look forward to reading your enteries.
LTS
- Monday, September 6, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

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You GO Girl! (smile). You've earned your precious GOOD times! Blessings ....
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:28 PM CDT

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HI AMY
Hope all is well in your corner of the world. Good night!!
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:33 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I'm so glad you guys had fun fishing today! I'm also a bit jealous I couldn't go:) Jack and Jason had a great time and your fun-loving attitude never ceases to amaze us:)Hope this finds you well...and rested for your next adventure!

Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:37 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm so glad you had fun fishing! Naps after a good morning of fresh air are the best! You have the best attitude, you right where you are supposed to be right now, having fun and enjoying things you missed out on in the past! You are doing an outstanding job working on the book, everytime you send me something new I am touched by your words and amazed at your hard work! I'm so grateful to be a part of your life!
Lots of Love,
Jodi :)
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia , PA - Friday, September 3, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

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Hi,
I am Amy Wenger uncle and I teach at SCSU. When you get to SCSU next spring please stop and see me. I'm located in 317 Halenbeck Hall
Bill Picconatto
Rogers , MN - Friday, September 3, 2004 4:04 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy The grand "ladies" are doing great and we are having lots of fun. In fact tomorrow Elzabeth and Scott are toting Zoe in to her first experience at the fair. Doubt she will be consuming any corn dogs, or will remember any part of the outing, but Elzabeth is determined to get those chocolaate chip cookies a few ears of corn, and heaven knows what else. Our grandson, Seth, will be part of the mix along with Scott's Dad and step-mom from Arizona. Should be a good morning. You sound in good shape - keep up that attitude. Bestest to you
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm sorry I didn't let you know sooner, but I did find your candle(at the memorial service) and I am keeping it for you in a special place on my desk! If you want I can mail it to you, or you can feel free to pick it up when you see Uncle Joe. I will be gone (on the 14th) but it will be in the 5B leadership office (rm 5-120, the door right before you enter 5B) on my desk waiting for you. (under the light) Feel free to come right in and get it, you don't even have to knock! I love the picture of you with Laura, Amy W., and Tori! It is still hard to believe she is gone. Well take care and hope to see you sometime soon! Just visiting of course!
Alice <alpal01@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:44 PM CDT

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Sure sounds like a lot of "A" medicines! And I think you spelled Augmentin correctly. :) Sure hope it works out for you! Good luck with the book writing today.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

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Amy -

We really enjoyed the new pictures that you added. The mural Ashley painted was beautiful! We hope that you are doing well and having lots of fun! The weather has been very warm, but tolerable, in Virginia. So, we've been outside and swimming lots in the pool. We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:32 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Hope today was a good day for you and not stressful. The mural Ashley painted for you is very good. I like it.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 7:53 PM CDT

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Amy, now that you have been to the wedding of the summer and you have eaten cornish game hen and duck with wild rice, tubed like a crazy person behind our boat, and bathed in the hot tub on Goldn Pond. It is now time for the next level......Grilled Oysters.....are you ready????. It is a Fall thing you know!
Uncle Denny and Aunt Maureen <ddesmarais@par.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 3:06 PM CDT

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Amy: i am so happy to hear that you are doing great. i saw where you have a friend that you talk to long distance. my mother and my sister live in texas and my phone bill was OUTRAGEOUS!!!!! to say the least. well, the phone company has a plan called unlimited long distance. you can talk all you want and your bill is the same every month. it saved me about $40.00 a month on my phone bill. just thought you might want to check it out and see if your phone company offers that. it is great not to have to worry about that darn phone bill. i will keep checkin on you and praying for you.
Ramona Dickson <ramona@telepak.net>
Monticello, MS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:28 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Wow! Exciting , fun weekend sounds wonderful. Glad you got to go. On the Afrin thing how about trying only 1 nostril one night and the other the next night alternate avoids some of the rebound all at once. Worth a try. Take care Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, August 30, 2004 6:31 PM CDT

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Amy,
We are so glad you had a great weekend. You deserve it. Sometimes you just need to get away! We just got back from Myrtle Beach. We had a great time too. Lindsey didn't want to leave. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Stay strong!
Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
Va beach, www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

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Gosh, NO! I didn't have nearly as much fun as you this weekend. Yours sounded like you were at some great Day Camp or something!! It was MUGGY here in Upstate New York -- temps above average too -- so it wasn't a very fun (or productive!) weekend! Your weekend, however, sounded FANTASTIC!!! I had to laugh about you and your Aunt holding the bass, though. Sorry...I just grew up doing those things like it was natural (and I was a tomgirl so that helped!). I guess it was just funny to hear you describe it! I sure hope you rested well last night and those sinuses didn't flare up. Sounds like you needed a good rest after that great weekend!!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:07 AM CDT

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Hiya, just saying a hello, I have a few jokes for you today, this time about bears

Q: What do you get if you cross a skunk with a bear?
A: Winnie the Pooh!

Q: Why do bears have fur coats?
A: Because they'd look stupid in anoraks!



Lots of love and big…



Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:28 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Its sounds like you had a great weekend! Isn't tubbing fun?! This summer was my first time and i cant wait to go again! Hope your week goes good! talk to you later.
Megan McMorran <megz_l_2010@hotmail.com>
IA USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:27 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! I love the mural -- is that a dolphin jumping out of the water? I hope you have a great weekend. SOUNDS LIKE MY TYPE OF WEEKEND! Sure wish my family was doing something like that, but instead, I'm getting my house cleaned up for company that arrives on Wednesday for a week! The day they leave is the first day of school for my children so it will be a busy 10 days coming up for me! Hey -- just thought of something. Roast a hot dog and some marshmallows on a stick this weekend. Maybe you'll feel like you're at the MN State Fair?! :D


Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, August 28, 2004 6:10 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I hope you have a great weekend and it isn't too hot or too cold. The mural is beautiful!!! your friend did a great job. Gald to hear your book is going good. ttyl. bye
Megan McMorran <megz_l_2010@hotmail.com>
G-field, IA USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:59 PM CDT

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Amy
Just was thinking of you and wanted to say Hi!! Hope your weekened ROCKS. Have fun!! Thinking of you always.
Kylene <Kylene@4accredited.com>
Champlin, MN - Friday, August 27, 2004 1:24 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Don't take this the wrong way, but I'm glad you didn't have much to say yesterday! :P At least medically!! Can't wait to see the mural....

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:30 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy -- I haven't neglected you, just been a bit pre-occupied by the arrival of the two "fillies." Both broodmares are doing well as are their respective off spring. I will send you in the next mail Scott's Lampert family web-site so you can meet "Zoe". How good it is to hear you are comfortable and busy. Keep it up. Talk to you soon.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

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Amy -

We're so happy that things are going well for you! Seems like you've been busy lately and having some fun. We are just stopping by to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers constantly. Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 4:04 PM CDT

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Hi AMy
Busy day here. Went into school and worked on the clinic, put supplies away , hooked up the computer, did 2 bulltin boards. Started checking class lists and illnesses and allergies.Taking off to Williamsburg for the day tomorrow with hubby for touring , fun and shopping . Hope to hit APplebees too. Hope all is well in MN. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 3:28 PM CDT

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Wow Amy- You are so cool!! I can't believe all the stuff you are doing. I get tired just reading about it. Aren't brothers and sisters the greatest?

Take care-
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

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Hey, lady! I'm so glad you are enjoying writing your book! I didn't make it back until right now, so it sounds like I missed some of the wedding pics. Your cousin is pretty -- everyone looks so nice!

I loved hearing about the group of kids that raise money like that. Makes me happy.....and hope our Cub Scouts do something like that some year (my husband and I are Den Leaders).

Well, you have a good night.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,

I just happened upon your site as it was a link on another I'm reading. I haven't read much on yours yet, but I must applaud your optimism and upbeat outlook. You are one strong young lady! I will continue to read on your site a bit...may not go all the way back to '02, but will read enough of the past to get "the flavor of Amy"! You are a wonderful person from what I see and I wish you all the health and success in the world. You are in my prayers.
Heather
Boston, MA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

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Amy, one of the bridesmaids (Andrea Scott - her brother married your cousin) works with me. I saw her picture on your site and forwarded your site to her :) Small world!
Pamela Dean <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

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Hi Amy!

Kids Against Cancer! Sounds like some very special kids to me. I love when I hear things like this. There are some very caring people in this world!

The pictures are absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing them!

Sending love and continued prayers...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:45 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!
That sure was one heck of a party- everything turned out so beautiful. Glad you were able to make it and I got the chance to chat with you for a bit.
Take care and maybe I'll see you at another family function.
Lisa Jensen <weezjensen@yahoo.com>
Rogers, MN - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:57 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Nice pics. I went to a wedding Saturday and the bridesmaids wore lavendar too. WOW Very nice. Glad you are feeling better. Sounds like a great reception. I never thought about flowers from Mexico I have FTD from Hawaii. You rest up and Hugs for now..
Jeanine
VA - Monday, August 23, 2004 5:31 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!!!
so glad the scan came back normal! The pictures from the wedding are amazing! Your cousin was a beautiful bride!!! You look very smart in your suit!!! I think you should let a doctor know about the not wanting to go shopping, that is not something to be taken lightly!!!
P,L,H, & S
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, - Monday, August 23, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

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Hey, Amy! I'm glad to hear the scan came out well! That wedding sounds like a great time! And flowers from AFRICA?! HOLY COW! Can't wait to see pictures (will check your album later -- in a hurry right now).

Well, you sorta let the cat out of the bag. We knew you were having something done in your room. Now we know it's a mural! :o) Good idea to put it on portable wood!!

Have a great day. And slow down! You make me tired, just knowing your schedule!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:43 AM CDT

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Amy,
What great news about your scans!! We rejoice with you - you are quite the fighter. Sounds like you had a terrific time at the wedding too. It is so nice to keep up to you on the web. Thinking of you always.

Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:41 AM CDT

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Hi AMy
Wondering how your CT scans turned out. and the sinuses.You take care. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, August 22, 2004 3:44 PM CDT

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Amy, you are just an amazing young woman who has had to endure so much. I'm sorry I haven't been able to get by as much lately but you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I'll continue to keep you there and will sign in as often as I can. Please know that you are loved, cared for and prayed for. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, August 22, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! I sit here with tears in my eyes.....what a beautiful memorial service for Nurse Amy!! What touched me the most was the Eagle, the other nurses, and you being able to meet her parents. I am glad you were able to go.

Enjoy the wedding, and good luck on those lab results.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, August 20, 2004 1:40 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
You are one busy chica! You are doing such a fabulous job on your book! I can't believe the progress you are making, it is really impressive! Have a great time at the wedding, would love to see pics, I'm sure you will look so beautiful!
P,L,H,S, & P
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

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YOU are an awesome person, Amy. XXXOX
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 8:09 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Have fun at the wedding today. Looking for the pics from you party Post when you can. Take care Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, August 20, 2004 6:31 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Just checking in with you. Hope you get some relief with your sinuses and that the CT scan comes out with good results. Unseasonably cool down here in Omaha today - high of only 70! Keep kicking cancer's butt!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:44 PM CDT

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Hey Amers!
I just wanted to say hey. I'm so happy to hear that your enjoying your ending days of summer. ya know how I was going to see Olivia in Colorado?? Well, little did I know that while I was there searching for her, she had already gon up to the Lord above us! It just doesn't seem real, I wish that I could have said goodbye to her. oh but we have memories of at the ranch sitting areound the dinner table joking around. I was so sad to hear! :( I'm glad to hear that your grad. party went well.. sorry I couldn't make it!! I'll talk to ya later.
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 5:07 PM CDT

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Hi Amy~ Praying that no news today means that you are busy having fun! Since you are so good about updating daily, I always worry when you don't have time to do it. However, I'm just going to pray that no news is good news and I'll look forward to your update tomorrow.

I continue to pray for you and your amazing recovery and triumph over cancer. I don't know anyone who deserves to beat this beast than you. You are an inspiration to so many and I thank God every day that I found your site.
Lisa
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:36 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm really glad to hear that the chemo pills aren't making you feel sick. As for Christmas, I think of the Nativity and Christmas Cookies (can you tell I've been dieting?).
Have a real good week. You are in my prayers.

Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Glad you're feeling well and the book is coming along! As for Christmas, I think of SNOW, sleigh rides, chickadees on snow-topped pine trees, dragging the freshly cut tree through the field, presents with lots of ribbons and bows. I could go on and on, but that's what came to mind first. :o)

Can't wait to see the room picture!!! You've got my curiosity peeked! :)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 5:03 PM CDT

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Glad you are feeling well.

Christmas? Let's see..........
God's gift to us, of course...
childrens' smiling faces...
bright stars........ (hmmmmmmmmm............think I'll do my tree in stars this year. Thanks for stimulating my brain today Amy !!! :>) )
angels.......
heaven......
family being together.......

I'm sure there are other things if I'd just sit and think for a while. maybe I'll come back later and add more ! It's hard to think of Christmas in 90+ degree weather !!!

Take care ! We're still praying for you....

Linda Resinger <resinger15@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 1:38 PM CDT

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Oh, good! I'm so glad your sister was able to make it for your party yesterday!!!! And I gotta love your thoughts of looking at lightening in a whole new perspective. :o)

Hope you rest well tonight too!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:28 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! We're here on 5B feeling lonely without you, but I'm glad you're absent. Karen's chemo has to be delayed so she'll probably be here through the weekend. We'll look forward to seeing you on Thursday. Thank you for your entries in Karen's guestbook. Thanks, too, for the beautiful painting you gave her. I'm going to have it laminated, and she wants to hang it above her bed. You are sunshine to so many people. Keep shining!
Love, Kathy (Karen's mom)
Kathy Mead <meadsrus2003@msn.com>
Champlin, MN Hennepin - Monday, August 16, 2004 6:18 PM CDT

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So sad to hear about your nurse Amy. When I was in the hospital waiting for my liver transplant I had very special nurses also. Keeping you in my prayers.

May I add a link from my page to yours?
Marisa, liver transplant, Fairview University <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:40 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Had to giggle about those brownies you snuck!! :o) I hope you're having fun at your party today, and that your sister made it okay. Have a feeling she might have had a hart time getting out of Florida, though. :(

HAPPY GRADUATION PARTY!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, August 15, 2004 7:18 PM CDT

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HI AMY
HOPE YOUR PARTY WAS A BLAST TODAY> THINKING OF YOU AND SENDING BEST WISHES YOUR WAY> HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 6:30 PM CDT

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hi amers, have a blast today at your graduation party, we were out of town this week at a cabin, and tori is with her Dad today, so she can't see you, she is heading to camp courage tommorow morning. I am planning on attending amy's memorial at the hospital this thurs. hope to see you then. i'm sorry i couldn't make it to Albany today, i hope a lot of people attend to give you lots of hugs and lovin. it was fun having you at como park for the rein in sarcoma. say you didn't say if you caught any fish, or if the lake was a good fishing lake? you didn't rock the boat either??? :-}take care amy and have lots of fun, i hope your sister makes it back in time. love, dawn and tori macdonald xoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Sunday, August 15, 2004 3:13 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just got back from a camping trip where we also went fishing. And I wanted to see how you were doing and say "hi". Thinking of you and sending hugs.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 0:02 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy Zoe and Elzabeth are doing beautifully. Zoe is more than content to eat, sleep, and cuddle and she has lots of willing hands to do the latter. Your butterfly is great. We will have to take pictures of the nursery, Merilee has done a fabulous job. Laura was chief laundress and in charge of washing all of Zoe's clothes. Sounds like you are well started on a new regimin. Hugs and prayers. How was the graduation party? Any brownies left over????
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Saturday, August 14, 2004 5:11 PM CDT

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Hello, i was watching a couple of new records being set at the Olympics today, so thought i would look up some slightly stranger ones instead of some jokes.

Here's a couple;

Most spoons balanced on the face
Tim Johnston (USA) (b. 1 January 1992), was able to balance on his face (one on each ear, two on each cheek, three on his chin, two on his lips, one on his nose and three on his forehead) and balance them for 30 seconds at on May 28, 2004.


British pub landlord Garry Turner clipped 153 ordinary wooden clothes pegs on his face at the WH Smith bookshop in York, Yorkshire, UK, on September 28, 2002







Love Viks From Post Pals and Bears Who Care
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, August 14, 2004 4:29 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Praying for your sis tonite as she is in Orlando, Glad your MD visit went well. You take care...Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:58 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Please share your secret for managing to take only 3 small bites of brownies. I don't think that has ever happened in my life! Thanks for your update - they are never too long! I am so pleased that you have a path, and that you got to see people who are dear to you. Also, your book sounds very neat. I am looking forward to reading it! It is understandable that you get emotional as you relive so many experiences that have brought you to where you are. I, too, have found that writing helps me to see the progression of events and my involvement and reaction to them and how it all ties together and moves us forward. Sending love and prayers, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 6:00 PM CDT

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Amy,
I've been thinking of you all day. Stay strong, continue to be brave, and keep the faith in your heart.
P,L,H,S,& P
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Phialdelphia, PA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:20 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Thanks for sharing the picture on your home page. It all definitely takes time...

Good luck tomorrow and we're all wishing for good reports.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

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Amy, I know Adam Bedard's parents, as I used to live and work in Crosby. He's in room 4-205 in the Fairview Country Club. I started chemo 2 weeks ago today for CLL and I aint going to let the beast get me down either. I have looked over your journal and I admire your spirit and attitude. I do miss the Top 10 "You know your a chemo mom when..." lists though. Keep the faith and good luck. Here's a quote I received today that I really liked: Cancer, and for that matter, life are incurable conditions. Many of us have actually benefited from our cancer diagnosis as it forced us to focus on our life, focus on today, focus on what's important, and not put off doing the things we'd regret leaving undone. Enjoy the sunrise and the stars, say "I love you", spend time with those who are important to you, do the things you always wanted to do but were too busy. Even if you don't live as long as someone else, you can live a better and fuller life. -Laura Dorsett.

Dennis in Marietta, GA

Dennis Grimm <DGrimm2561@aol.com>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I just found out that we are related...my father-in-law, DeWayne Mareck from St. Cloud is your dad's cousin. Moreover, I am very close to Karen Mead who is also fighting cancer. She was in my youth group when I was a youth director less than a year ago. I have been there to visit and heard about you and now we are family! What a small world.
Anyhow, I am so inspired by your journal entries. It is so admirable of you to share your most intimate thoughts with people. So many of us have no idea what people with cancer go through and it helps us to help you by letting us inside. I want you to know that I am praying for you and so is my husband, Brent and his entire family. Stay strong in the Lord.
God Bless and Keep you.
Arika Mareck
Arika Mareck <arikamareck@hotmail.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:27 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,

As always I am amazed by you and your strength. You may not feel strong but you are the strongest lady I have ever known. Truly an inspiration.

I pray that you will have a great day, that the sun will shine and that you will feel well.


Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland, Maine 04021 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

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Amy, I think of you so often. I read your updates every day and wish I could take away your sorrow. You are so strong and amazing many of us look for inspiration from you. If you could email me I need to have your address. I found something that suited you so perfectly.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola <dltoivola@yahoo.com>
gilbert, mn - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy~ I'm so sorry to hear about your latest loss. It's so hard to lose so many special people in such a short time. I've experienced that myself and all I can say is a promise it will get easier, but it takes time and there are frequent "bumps in the road". Just know that you are loved and have some very special friends in heaven that will always be by your side and will help you through the challenges ahead.
Lisa
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

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Amy,
Man oh man! When it rains it pours!!!!! I am SO SAD about Libby! I can't believe it! I mean, you really think that it's not going to happen and then...Wham! It does, catching everyone off guard. I am glad that she is no longer suffering. That was really hard on her, ya know. Well it's going to be even harder in a couple of days..... See ya soon
Stephanie J. <sjackson@cheerful.com>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

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Amy: You are an amazing person. Amy & Olivia will be in my prayers as you will continue to be. Stay strong & keep reaching for those stars!


Mary
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 4:10 PM CDT

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Amy,
You never cease to inspire me. You have wisdom beyond your years, and you are the strongest person I know.
P,L,H,& S
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 12:17 AM CDT

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Hi AMy,
I just listened to your song and watched the video. It is amazing! A perfect song to remind you of how much Amy loves and supports you. SHe may not be here but she will always be with you!!! You have a special bond that a physical presence cannot break or take away. Look deep into your heart, beyond the ache and pain. You'll feel her warmth and caring, her love and strong embrace.

I will continue to pray for your friend Olivia. Take care Amy, we all love you very much and feel sad with you when you're down.
Thinking of you always
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

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Amy, Amy, Amy. I sit here with goosebumps, reading your last entry. I, too, like that song and I imagine it's difficult every time you hear it on the radio, etc. I know what you mean about the sadness constantly hovering over you, but I think that is what happens when someone dear to you departs this Earth. Being a bit more than twice your age :o) , I've gone through several deaths in my lifetime but the one that was the hardest was the person that meant the most to me, my Mother. EVERY song, every "item", every scent, every picture seemed to jump out at me, but I think it was a healing process too. It does take time, but this only shows just how important Nurse Amy was/is to you. You are so incredibly mature for your age. Keep holdin' on and, eventually, things will be easier.

Luv & Prayers,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:21 AM CDT

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Dear Amy,
*warm hugS* I'm so sorry that everything seems to be hitting you so hard and seemingly all at the same time. That has to be so tough. But, reading through past entries from you, and seeing your smile - shows me that you are going to come through this dark time just fine. Let yourself feel - it's ok. It's okay to be sad and angry. That song that you posted is a beautiful song. I am so glad that you had the chance to meet Amy and have her as a big part of your life and that she helped you so much. Sometimes, timing sucks...and life seems awful, but God's timing is perfect. He will use this in a mighty way, that those left behind do not know yet. Keep your eyes on Him. You can pull through this! You are strong. You're in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you find rest and peace tonight. *hugS*

*Jeremiah 29:11 ~ "For I know the plans I have for you," Declares the LORD, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans for hope and a future."*

In Him,
Bethany Vinton
http://froggiemusicgirl.faithweb.com/ <iron_butterfly9740@yahoo.com >
Riverton, WY USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 0:23 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
I enjoyed reading your journal.You are being a very good role model to all people with cancer and how to stay stong. We will keep you in our prayers that you will be cancer free someday.

Love Sharon Mareck
Sharon Mareck <Dfmareck@charter.net>
St.Cloud, Mn U.S.A - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:30 PM CDT

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Amy, I am so sorry for the loss you are struggling with. It doesn't matter how lives are taken, it is always hard to deal with. I know that you were so very important to Amy also, and she would want for you to go on with the book and all the other things that are meaningful to you. You are smart to think of the help she is giving all the others that had passed before her. We are off to the hospital tomorrow to hopefully have a baby, and I will be sure to keep you posted. I am looking forward to you painting a butterfly for her room. I only want special butterflies in there, and yours would be VERY special. I am thinking of you often, and my heart goes out to you at this time of need. Keep that book going. All my love and prayers`~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, August 9, 2004 8:36 PM CDT

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Amy,
dealing with the loss of someone you loved is so very, very hard. Take as much time as you need to grieve and be sad. Each day it will get a little better. When you love someone, and lose them, especially if you don't get to say good bye your heart is just heavy for a while. Amy is in heaven, she is with all the kids who lost their fight on this earth, and she is with my dad. It is better to try and accept God'd will than to make sense of it. It is beyond our understanding. You continue to amaze and inspire me everyday. Thank you for letting me be part of your life.
P, L, H, S, & P
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:38 PM CDT

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Dear AMY
When we leave this world all we take with us is our knowledge,our memories, our life's experience and connections to family and friends.Then we teach and work and continue to grow awaiting that final Resurrection day.In the scheme of eternity our earthly existence is but a wink of the eye.We will have so much more time to be with those we love in eternity. Amy was called home for a higher purpose. Believe that and know in your heart she walks in the presence of our Savior learning and growing from His instruction as she serves others there. Praying for your peace. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:36 PM CDT

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hey Amy, I can't believe what has happened to Amy!!!! How sad is that.. I can't believe how fast she was taken from the earth.. When I think about it I think, no... I must be thinking of somebody else... I'm very sad to hear the bad news. I would love to be at your open house on Sunday but I will be in Arizona... I'm so sorry!! I will be calling you back very soon... maybe tonight even! Did you hear about Olivia??? It's not good. Hugs from me...
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
New Hope , Mn - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:42 PM CDT

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Amy
Thanks for your kind words about my niece. You were very important to her. Please continue to view lightening as a sign from her.
Bill Picconatto
Rogers, MN - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:07 AM CDT

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Dear AMY
OH my heart aches for your lose.. How sad to lose a friend and a fellow nurse makes me sad. TO think she might have worked here in VA at children's hospital. She is in heaven continuing to share love and service to many. May you have warm memories that fill your mind when you think of her. Take Care.. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:30 PM CDT

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So sorry to hear about your friend and that you couldn't be there for her funeral. I'm sure that a card and personal note from you will let her her family know how much she meant to you. Maybe you can put a dedication to her in your book since she helped get you through some hard times.

We still pray nightly for you, Amy...........for your health and your peace of mind !! Take care..............


Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 6:44 PM CDT

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hey amers! im so sorry to hear about your bad news. hang in there though! so we gotta go out to eat before i start school! i start on the 16th so we better get going. gimme a call or email me!!! talk to you soon!
luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:43 PM CDT

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So sorry to hear about your friend - it's amazing how much these nurses become a wonderful part of our lives. I'm sure the loss is hard for you, but you are right, now you have an incredible angel watching over you and she will forever be with you. Glad you got to get out for some fun with your friends - I'd say you more than deserve that! Keep up the good fight, Amy!!! You can beat the beast!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Saturday, August 7, 2004 12:25 AM CDT

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Amy,
Our hearts go out to you with the loss of your friend!! You are in our nightly prayers. We pray for you to get your strength back and keep kicking this damn cancer in the butt!!! We really enjoy reading your journals, and we all think you are an awesome young lady!! Sending BIG HUGS from South Dakota. We love you!! God Bless, Shelly & family ~*~Michaela's Story~*~
Shelly Brewster <shellybrew1985@yahoo.com>
Watertown, SD USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 0:43 AM CDT

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Amy, I just want you to know that we all love you and are thinking of you...you can always call up to 5B if you need an ear. There are also plans in the works for a memorial service at FUMC open to anyone. I'm extremely proud of you for starting your book...i hope it includes some of that fabulous poetry. Can't wait to kick your behind in cribbage.
marker sniffer <pscnurse_2004@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 5:33 PM CDT

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Amy,
I'm sure you will find the perfect card and just the right word's to say to Amy's family. It will mean so much to them to know what a difference she made in your life. I'm so glad your counts are coming up, Knock wood! You are working so hard and doing an awesome job on so many levels right now! You are my hero and my inspiration! I feel so blessed to have you in my life.
Peace, Love, Hugs, Smiles and Prayers!!!
Jodi

Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, August 6, 2004 3:52 PM CDT

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I am sure your card and note will bring the support needed. You never know, on the day your card gets there, it may just be the perfect day they needed to hear from you. You made me want McDonalds right now!! It is always a solution to some problem (well not cholestrol I guess). Well, I wanted to come check on you:) Love,
Tracy and Katia




Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 3:36 PM CDT

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AMY,
HEY GIRL I'M HAPPY TO HERE THAT YOU GOT OUT AND HAD SOME FUN.JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND THAT I'M THINKING OF YOU TONS. I ALSO WROTE YOU A LONG LETTER BUT I E-MAIL THAT RIGHT TO YOU! WISHING YOU THE BEST!

KYLENE

SMILE YOU ROCK!!
KYLENE <KYLENE@4 ACCREDITED.COM>
CHAMPLIN, MN - Friday, August 6, 2004 1:35 PM CDT

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It sounds like you're coping pretty well, under the circumstances. I'm sorry it didn't work out to go to her funeral, but it sounds like that long drive would have been rather difficult. And I think your card and note will be perfect. I'm sure they will be able to realize just how much she meant to you.

That Micky D's run and hat sound great! :)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, August 6, 2004 12:25 AM CDT

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I am sorry about losing your friend and nurse. I do think that you would make a fantastic nurse. You know what those kids need since you have been there.

Christy
Christy Porter
Palm Springs, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 12:03 AM CDT

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Amy,
I am sorry to hear about the loss of your nurse Amy. I am sure she was a very special person. I am glad you want to be a nurse, I think you'll make a great one!



Jennifer & Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

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Amy,
I am sorry to hear about the loss of your nurse Amy. I am sure she was a very special person. I am glad you want to be a nurse, I think you'll make a great one!

*Georgia's Page*


Jennifer & Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

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Amy: I have been following your site for awhile. I am so so sorry about Nurse Amy.When I first started reading your site, you posted a saying that I think of almost daily."If God brings you to it. He will bring you through it".I want to thank you for being such an inspiration to many people. I hope you have a good weekend.
Theresa Smith
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 10:35 AM CDT

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Amy, I'm hoping you are doing okay. I missed seeing an entry from you yesterday and am wondering if you were attending services for your friend. I still feel so bad for you. :(

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, August 6, 2004 5:50 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
I am sorry about your friend, i know it is really hard to lose someone you care about alot, but know she will always be in your heart and she left you beautiful memories.
O h i am so happy that you are writing your book put me on your list:) When it goes on sell And you will make a wonderful nurse Hang in there sweetie we are all praying and pulling for you
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:50 PM CDT

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Amy, I came here from katias site, You are an amazing young girl. How you stay so positive is truly an inspiration to so many people, I am praying for your light at the end of the tunnel and the day you win the war against your cancer! with Love
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:39 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
I came over from Katia's site to check on you. I have been to your site in the past, but it has been a long time since I have been here to check on you. I am so sorry to hear about your friend Amy. I will pray for her family to find strength to deal with such a tragic loss. I hope you will always feel her presence in your life, because of the deep friendship and common interests in helping others that you shared. I think you will make a fantastic nurse, and best wishes with writing your book. God bless you always, and I will keep you in my prayers in the days ahead.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:25 PM CDT

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Hi Amy. You certainly have the RIGHT STUFF to win this tough battle. Mountains move when confronted by people with your attitude. So many of us, me too, even at 69, take the day's good health for granted. I'm an author writing LADYBUG and the DRAGON about Katia Solomon's battle. I'm also publishing it through GBP. Since meeting Katia and so many other young people like you who are constantly in a fight to regain your health, I try not to complain about anything. I fail now 'n then, but not as often as I did before. Good luck, and I love your poetry.
Rick Magers aka: THE GRIZZ--@-- www.grizzlybookz.com <ancientguy@alltel.net>
Dahlonega, GA USA south - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:06 PM CDT

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So sorry to hear about your friend. Yes, she is one of your guardian angels now, looking over you and taking care of all the children in heaven. Remember the good times with her. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Thursday, August 5, 2004 6:31 PM CDT

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Amy
Hey girl. My name is Kylene Roehl and I am 20 Years old and I had a friend named eric applen who had the same cancer as you. That is how I found out about you. I just want to let you know that even though we don't know each other I will think of you every day and check in every day to write and say Hi and over that time I hope to get to know you a little. From what I have read and seen of you; you seem like and outstanding person!!! I hope to hear and talk to you. Thinking of you Tons Amy!!

Kylene Roehl

P.S. Keep smiling.
Kylene <Kylene@4accredited.com>
Champlin, mn - Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:27 PM CDT

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Hi Miss Amy,
It has been awhile since I signed in,but know you continue to amaze me always with your strength.
My prayers are with you and your dear friends family.
Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

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Amy~
You are so wise beyond your years! I KNOW you will be a great nurse and that although not easy, what an accomplishment your book will be! Just keep fighting!
Heather Grell <grell@wiktel.com>
Baudette , MN ~*USA*~ - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

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Amers,
I KNOW you will make a wonderful nurse and what a way to give back what you have gotten. You're such a special person. I'm sure Amy would be proud of you no matter what but especially wanting to be a nurse.

Good luck with the book. Who knows, it may prove to be quite therapeutic.

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Good for you - writng a book on your life! You have lived such a full life in your 18 years! You are an inspiration for others and you can touch more people through your book. I continue to hold you and now your friend, in my prayers.
Blessings and love, S. Dorothy

S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
ST. Joseph, MN USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

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AMY, I AM SO S0RRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR FRIEND. HOW HEARTBREAKING THAT IS. I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR YOUR PROGRESS RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE PUT ANOTHER LINK ON KATIA'S SITE FOR PRAYER REQUEST. WE BOTH KNOW HOW STRONG PRAYERS ARE. THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR LIFE WITH ALL OF US AND WE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU AS YOU MOVE FORWARD AND PROGRESS. LOVE,
Tracy and Katia




TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 5:30 AM CDT

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Hey Amy-
I can only imagine how sad you feel right now. It is difficult to lose someone you care about. When you don't expect it and it happens suddenly, you can feel shocked and as if the world has pulled out from under you. Here is this wonderful woman, helping you fight for your life, and her life is abruptly taken away. It doesn't seem right, does it?

Your attitude, as always, is amazing and wise beyond your years. I agree that Amy will be with you in your heart, fighting with you from heaven. When you describe her, I picture this amazing woman, with tons of energy and compassion and a sense of humor to go with it. It has always seemed to me that to do a job like heme/onc nurse, you have to have the right mixture of smarts, compassion, and sense of humor. (All the things you possess too). I know you'll miss her.

Hang in there. Congratulations on mastering the IV stuff. It's not weird to like it. I'll bet it's cool to understand it and be able to do it for yourself. I've always thought that stuff is cool too. Liking that kind of stuff will make you an awesome nurse.

Take care,
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:14 PM CDT

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Amy, it sounds like you're handling the loss of your friend the best you can. And you are right - she will definitely be looking over you!!

The plans of your book and nursing are both so very exciting!!!! You'll do great with both!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:35 PM CDT

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I am so sorry that you lost your friend.

Awesome that you have decided to pursue a career in nursing. What a wonderful way for you to put all of your experiences to work for you. You will be a fabulous nurse because you will have empathy and understanding. You have knowledge that can't be taught or learned.

I look forward to reading your book. I thought about writing one while my daughter was in treatment but as time passed the idea kind of faded away. I am sorry that I never did. Mine was going to be a manual for medical students, residents and doctors on how NOT to treat families! I wish you continued success with your writing.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I know your heart is hurting so much right now, but once again your amazing attitude prevails. Losing someone you love is just so sad. You are doing the best thing you can do by talking about it and writing about it. There will be brighter days ahead. :)
Peace, Love,Hugs, Smiles, and many Prayers
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 4:17 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are so sorry to hear about your favorite nurse. How awful. We pray for you and for Amy's family. We know that this has got to be really hard for you. Know that we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

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Amers,
I'm SO sorry. God bless sweet, strong, brave woman!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, August 4, 2004 10:56 AM CDT

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Amy,
I use to work with her on the 5b unit we hung out when not working...I had no idea...I don't know what to say or think right now it's hard to beleive please if their is anything I can do let me know Jill Cramer
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:41 AM CDT

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So sorry amy, to hear about Amy she was one of tori's favorite nurses too. please let us know when the funeral is, if it will be here in mpls. 651-452-0410 thanks, dawn and tori macdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:51 AM CDT

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Amy,
I'm so, so sorry about your dear friend! Don't know what else to say . . .
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 6:54 AM CDT

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Oh, Amy. I'm so, so sorry for the loss of your special nurse and friend. While it is always difficult to lose someone we love and care for, it is never easy to understand, especially under these circumstances. From what you describe, she sounds like a wonderful person, and you are right -- you will carry that friendship with you FOREVER and she will be watching over you, "nursing" you from above....

Again, I'm so sorry.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 6:00 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
We are crying too about Amy Wenger. She was special to us as well. Thanks so much for being the connecting point for those of us who might not have found out otherwise.
Jim Hendrickson (Brent's dad)
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 10:40 PM CDT

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Hi Amy~ I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of such a special friend. I just lost a dear friend myself and it is so hard to understand why her? It just isn't fair. Please remember that you are loved and cared about and I know that you have a very special angel in heaven looking down on you and helping you get through the this and every other challenge that you face in your life.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

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Amy,
I just read your update and I am so, so, sorry that you lost such a dear friend and important person in your life. What happened to your nurse is so tragic, and it is ok to let those tears flow. My heart goes out to you, and all of the other nurses and Dr's at the hospital who have just suffered such a tremendeous loss. It is just impossible to make sense of life sometimes. Keep your chin up and hold on tight to the faith in your heart.
Love and Prayers,
Jodi
Jodi <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

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Dear Amy, I am so sorry to hear of your loss of someone so dear to you and who clearly brought joy to many. It is impossible to make sense out of these things, but I too believe that somehow Amy's love and strength are out there lifting you up. With loving thoughts, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:30 PM CDT

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Oh Dear Amy...I am so so sorry. Tears are flowing for
you and my heart goes out to you. I just read on one of
the other caringbridge cites of little Celeste dying
and now this about your favorite nurse. It's so much
to handle. Especially since my heart still hurts over
cancer taking my husband's life 8 months ago. Amy
sweetheart, I'll pray hard for you.
Jacklyn <Jacola2@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

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Amy, I can't believe the sorow you must be feeling. The unexpected is so much more difficult to deal with than the expected. What a tragic way to depart this world. You, however, I know will continue to be strong. Much love
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:03 PM CDT

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My deepest sympathies to the loss of your dear nurse. I am a nurse working in Cedar Rapids (I used to work @ Fairview) and Amy was a Cedar Rapids native. They had a news report on her story tonight and wishing condolances to her family. It's a sad, sad story! :( My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Jill <bsn00nurse@msn.com>
Marion, IA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 7:31 PM CDT

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Amy... I'm so sorry ..... HUGS to you at this sad time.
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, August 3, 2004 7:29 PM CDT

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Hey Chica, whats up? I'm so happy that you actually got to get out of there and go home!! Hopefully just being ablr to sleep soundly in your own bed will fight off the grose viruses you seem to have caught. (Hopefully it wasn't all that flower smelling you did last Monday that made you stay in longer...shhh.) Ha-ha-ha!@!! Remember on the way back to the apartment-hospital... I had a great day just hanging out.. Get some rest and FEEL BETTER!!
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
New Hope, mn - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 3:12 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, When I read that you had GOOD hometowm cooking for dinner yesterday I knew you would be able to come home today. Yes It was a great church dinner, so glad your Mom and Dad brought it to you. Glad to see that you are home. Take care and keep fighting.
L.S.
Albany, - Monday, August 2, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

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Amy, I have been reading your website for over a year now and just want you to know that you are an inspiration to people of all ages--with what you've been through, you have a better view on life than people a lot older than your eighteen years. As you deal with this next phase, remember that you have a lot of people keeping you in their thoughts and prayers.
Cindy
St. Joe, MN - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:56 PM CDT

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Yaayyyy! I'm so glad you are going home!!!!! You would make the best nurse, I would let you give me a shot anyday!!!!! I know the people at the "Inn" take great care of you, being that it is a premier 5 star hotel, but it's back to the real world for you!!!! Thank goodness!!!
P,L,H, & S
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobyco@earthlink.net>
- Monday, August 2, 2004 6:47 PM CDT

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Keep your chin up, Amy! You always have, and look where it's gotten you!!! :o) Good luck with the home IV...you just made me realize...what are you going to be when you "grow up" (graduate from college)? I think a Nurse would be wonderful!!

Hope you rest well tonight.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,

Glad to hear you are out of the hospital. Austin has been on the home IV pump for the Vanco (10 days) due to positive blood cultures before with no problems. The cool? part is they gave us this gnarly fanny pack to keep it in. He would have fit right in... in the 80's. Austin used it like a sholder bag though. During that time I was able to show our homecare nurse how to access the port as she had never done it before. (I now work for that same company.) I know you will be a great nurse to yourself too. Just wanted to remind you that we are still checking in and keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Our town is having it's Relay for Life for the American Cancer Society next weekend and we purchased a luminaria in honor of you. Also wanted to say how I love the pictures from Duluth, my parents are from there originally so I spent lots of time up there as a child. Still my favorite place by Lake Superior and Canal Park.
Sara Freking
<sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, mn - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:38 PM CDT

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Hey girl! Sorry I haven't signed in so long, but things here have been beyond busy. I have been checking in on you when I can though and I'm glad to hear you're out now. Please know you're in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and I'll check back in as soon as I can.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:00 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Gee, your visit to The Inn sure turned into a long one! I'm sorry to hear you were so bored on Saturday ~ you should have called and I could have come and tried to unbore you. (Is "unbore" a word?) ;)
And I'm especially sorry to hear that your tumor is causing your eye problems etc. It sure is being a stubborn tumor, isn't it? Here the one in your arm shrinks by unbelievable proportions but the other one just hasn't gotten the word yet that it's time to head on out. I bet those chemo pills will tell it who's boss ~ you'll just have to be a little more patient to see some action.
Continue on with your awesome attitude and I'm sure you'll win this battle. You must be battle-weary at times, but you always bounce back and continue fighting strong and hard. You're amazing!
I hope you get out of there today and get to sleep in your own bed in your own room where you don't have to rig the door latch with tape so that it isn't too noisy. ;)
Keep your chin up and get over that infection soon.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:29 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Stopping by from Groton,CT. THinking of you & hoping today you get home. Praying for you AMY. Put your name on the prayer roll in Manhattan Temple on Friday. It will be there 2 weeks. Smile... Sending hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:53 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!
Just wanted to send good wishes your way since Jack is still looking forward to going fishing with you:) So hopefully you'll feel up to it soon! Take care!
Wishing you all the best! Oh-Jack just walked into the room and says this to you... "I love you forever. Get better. Lets go fishing!" (he can be so cute sometimes:)

Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Sunday, August 1, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

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Sorry you are stuck in the hospital when you had so many plans for the weekend. Glad to hear that there is something on tv that you are looking forward to seeing - usually there is not much on. I have not gotten into this season's Big Brother although I think my kids have. Actually I was getting into the reality stuff way too much! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers - hang tough - you will win this fight.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Saturday, July 31, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

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Amy -

Oh my goodness, we haven't been able to get on our computer for days now. We are so sorry to hear that you are in the hospital. We had to read your journal entries to "catch-up." I'll tell you what, you certainly have been through a lot, girl! Your strength and spirit is inspiring. We know that you will get through this "bump" in the road -- you always come out on top. Keep your spirits up and know that we are thinking about you. Remember that you have a lot of people praying for you, including us!!! Take care and God bless you.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:50 PM CDT

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Shoot, Amy! While I'm sure you are feeling like you're getting hit - yet again - I KNOW your positive attitude and your doctor's help will get you through this "bump" in the road. HANG IN THERE, GIRL! You always have the right attitude and that makes a world of difference! I hope you're enjoying your weekend.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:22 PM CDT

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Hi babes ... you just keep hanging in there and staying POSITIVE! I know you will .. but I wanted to type it anyways (smile). PRAYER WARRIORS are united on YOUR behalf! Sending BIG HUGS. xoxoxoxo
from your Michigan Prayer Warrior
pam <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

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amy, i'm always thinking of you.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
rochester, ny - Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

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Amy,
You are so very, very special.
P,L,H,& S
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, July 30, 2004 11:06 PM CDT

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What are they calling it the 29th moon? It is gorgeous again tonight and as my husband said to tell you it is a good sign for you!!! July is an odd month, obviously, and we can hope that August will be a good one for you... shake that sinus problem. Continue to think positively for you, you have soooo much courage and fight. We'll keep in touch.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
Hugo, - Friday, July 30, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

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What are they calling it the 29th moon? It is gorgeous again tonight and as my husband said to tell you it is a good sign for you!!! July is an odd month, obviously, and we can hope that August will be a good one for you... shake that sinus problem. Continue to think positively for you, you have soooo much courage and fight. We'll keep in touch.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
Hugo, - Friday, July 30, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

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I ADMIRE YOU SO MUCH AND I TELL SO MANY PEOPLE ABOUT YOU! I HAVE KEPT UP WITH YOU FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW AND I JUST HAD TO SHARE THAT WITH YOU, AMY. YOU ARE AN AMAZING YOUNG WOMAN. LOVE,
Tracy and Katia




TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

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Hey,
Hopefully your fever stays down and you can bust out of there! (But I do think it's neat that you're there while Karen is there so that maybe you can give her some moral support.) It was great seeing you and I hope you're out of there soon....YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, July 30, 2004 0:39 AM CDT

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Hi AMY
Sorry about those fevers DID they do Blood cultures when you were 103 ?I hope so. I hope you are doing better. Off to NY and family visits over the next little while. You take Care. I will try to check in on you again as soon as possible. You are in my prayers. Hugs,
Jeanine
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 8:37 PM CDT

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Bummer! But it will be alright, the more rest for you right now the better! Your body is just fighting hard right now, doing what it is suposed to do to get rid of this sinus infection. You have the right attitude as always though, better to stay put than to rush it. Tomorrow is another day!
As always you are in my thoughts and prayers sweet girl!
Peace, Love, Hugs, and Smiles
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:26 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
I haven't written in a while but read every day....

I am the QUEEN of sinus infections. Let me tell you... they get worse before they get better. As the antibiotic starts working - usually really good about the 3rd day or so - then you have all this grunge come out and come out and come out..... until then, your sinus's still feel awful.

Give it time, they are hard to conquer and Davis gets them several times a year.... I think the chemo weakens that area.

Better to be at the hospital than go home and have to come back... that REALLY sucks, right?

Sending SMILES your way! HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:22 PM CDT

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HOping your extra night will give you enough time to get that fever down and everything else straightened out!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:15 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, ready to bust out of there? So homeward bound you are - up for some fishing? Give us a call we're always ready to go. Will stop in to see you when you get home. Besides need to touch base with your mom about frying chicken at 4:00 am (yawn)! Tay's been at volleyball camp all week. Thinking of you and will keep the prayers headed your way. See you soon, love you lots.
The Sands
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 8:24 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and sending lots of hugs!
Kathy Haws
T.O., CA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 0:00 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,

I just found your site through Katia's site. I just wanted to leave a lil note on here to let you know you're in my prayers! I hope you start feeling better soon! Stay warm!!! :) *warm hugS from Wyoming*
Bethany Vinton <iron_butterfly9740@yahoo.com>
Riverton, WY USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 3:30 PM CDT

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Just dropping by to check on you. It sounds like you had fun at the park. I like 'How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days' also; I loved it so much I made my husband buy it! I hope the new meds work quickly and you get to go home soon!
Jennifer Holsomback <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 11:36 AM CDT

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Amy,
How wonderful that you got to the picnic ~ the weather was just gorgeous and I bet you enjoyed your few hours of freedom from The Inn.
Try to slow down and just rest and relax and TAKE IT EASY ~ hopefully your numbers will start to rebound and you'll be feeling better soon.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 0:56 AM CDT

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You, the energizer bunny, you just move around too much! Sorry you are back at the "Inn", but hopefully you will break away soon. Hugs and love
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 27, 2004 9:43 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
Just checking in to see how you are doing! I'm glad you had a good day yesterday. Try to relax and rest. Everthing will be alright and back to normal soon! Thinking of you and sending lots of prayers and good wishes your way!
Peace, Love, Hugs, and Smiles
Jodi
Jodi <ajacobyco@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Sorry to hear that you have not been feeling well, but I am glad that you are in good hands. Rest up, and let them take care of you. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:50 AM CDT

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Just checking in and hoping you're feeling better.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 5:13 AM CDT

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Hi Amy!
I am thinking of you tonight! I hope you are feeling better and RESTING! Just went through the very begining of "THE PRINTOUT", and came up with some more questions and other ideas!For now you just rest up and get back to your normal 150% self! Sending lots of good wishes and prayers your way!!!
We'll talk more soon! I can't wait!
As always P,L,H & S Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobyco@earthlink.net>
Elkins Park, PA - Monday, July 26, 2004 8:59 PM CDT

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I leave my computer for a few days, and look what you go and do. I just can't keep up with you. I am so sorry that you are back in the Inn, but I am glad that you are where they can keep an eye on you and make you rest. I am thinking about you, and sending you all kinds of prayers. Much love,
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, July 26, 2004 5:35 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
We are constantly thinking and praying for you - May you get over this infection or whatever soon. Some people don't have a clue of what life is like with cancer - do they? One Day at a Time! Some take things so for granted. We cancer families are thankful for each new day. May the Lord give you strength for that new day!
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Monday, July 26, 2004 11:30 AM CDT

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Sorry you are back at Fairview, but it sounds like you definitely need to be! FIVE blankets??!

Those fireworks to "God Bless the USA" sound just fabulous!!! Hope you're feeling better today...

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, July 26, 2004 9:58 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
We haven't signed your guestbook in a while and just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you... all of us are sending thoughts and prayers your way and hoping that you feel better soon at "the Fairview Inn". Take care of yourself and drop a line to the Ranch when you're ready. Love from everyone in Aspen!!
Your friends at SLR
Aspen, CO - Monday, July 26, 2004 9:43 AM CDT

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Amy,
Sorry to hear you're back in the hospital, but you're right...it's what you need right now. I hope you get to feeling better and get sprung soon.

Jennifer Holsomback - Mom to Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 8:40 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Sorry you are under the weather. When I went to DC on Wed . I got to the Temple and your name is on the prayer roll for 2 weeks. Hoping the meds work quick . Rest up Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, July 26, 2004 3:37 AM CDT

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As always, praying for you as you walk this path...Have an awesome day !!!!
Pastor Don, Barb, Ashley Joy and Tyler <pdbat@charter.net>
Montevideo, MN - Monday, July 26, 2004 3:00 AM CDT

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Sorry to hear you are feeling crummy!!! A few days at the Inn will fix you up!!! It's that wild lifestyle you've been living in the last week that ran you down. Hope you feel better very quickly!!! Take care and I'll remember you in my thoughts and prayers Amy.
Karen
Bloomington, Mn - Sunday, July 25, 2004 10:34 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I love the picture of you on the rocks!! Just back from a whirlwind three days in Maine to check on the progress of our cottage being built on North Haven, an island. Not an easy task! You do sound like you might have over extended yourself a bit the past few days.

We were home by 10:30 this morning, so I ran out to the horse show for a bit this afternoon. Laura was there and I haven't seen her for weeks!!! The Doctor seems to think that Elzabeth might not make it until the 20th of August. She is quite large, but as vibrant and active as ever. We'll keep you posted. Take care of yourself and I'll check in more frequently than I have done of late. Bestest
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
Hugo, - Sunday, July 25, 2004 8:57 PM CDT

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Hello Amy,
I hope that your feeling better today!! Will you please e-mail me your home phone number so that I can give you a call... Are you comming down tomorrow for the picnic?? PLEASE WRITE BACK TO ME SO I CAN KNOW!!!
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
New Hope, Mn - Sunday, July 25, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

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Amy,
I hope your pulse has settled down ~ and I hope you get some answers about your sinus problem on Monday. If it's that bad, don't let it slide any longer. You need your rest and that's not helping.
Hoping you're taking it slower so that you can feel better and stay better soon.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, July 25, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

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Hey Amy, How was that Riverbat's game? Kinda chilly huh? :-) My friend and i spotted you outside the Mac on Friday night. We were going to stop and say Hi and introduce ourselfs, since we both almost feel like we've known you forever! ... just from reading each day's jounal entry!Anyhow, hope you had an great night last night and didn't get too cold! Weren't the fireworks AWESOME?! Have a super weekend!
Asha & Jeanette <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Saturday, July 24, 2004 9:02 AM CDT

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HI'AMY YOU HAVE THE RIGHT ATTITUDE DONT NEVER GIVE UP , GOD IS ALWAYS BESIDE YOU.
NAN ROEBUCK <n.roebuck@l-3com.>
PENSACOLA, FLA U.S.A. - Friday, July 23, 2004 7:11 PM CDT

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A sore butt, yikes!!!! Hopefully today you feel re-energized and ready for a nice weekend! Enjoy!! Talk to you soon, P,L, S, & H
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobyco@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, July 23, 2004 11:23 AM CDT

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Amers!
Hope that butt is feeling better and that you have a great weekend!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, July 23, 2004 9:39 AM CDT

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Amy,
Sounds like you had a long day. Hopefully you'll feel better after a good night's sleep. Keep plugging along ~ you'll have better days ahead!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, July 22, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

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Great trip pics! I'm glad you enjoy the hot weather -- coming from another person that lives in the upper half of the country, I can appreciate that statement wholeheartedly!! :o)

Have a good day!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, July 22, 2004 8:51 AM CDT

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Amy -

We're sorry that we have been out of touch with you for so long!!! We actually just got back home from our vacation a couple of days ago (we went to Andalusia, Alabama and Destin, Florida --fun, fun, fun!). This is the first time we've had to sit down and check our email. We love the new pictures that you've added to the site. They are beautiful -- it does look very peaceful. We are praying that things are still going well. We will check back again tomorrow. As always, you're in our thoughts and prayers! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 5:42 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Love the new pictures! Did you really go up and down all those steps at the lighthouse? (To get down to the "beach") Wow! We were almost up at Duluth last Friday. We got as far as the Hinkley Fire Museum and then Jay Cooke State Park where I saw real, live Lady Slipper Flowers for the first time in my life! We were so close to Duluth that we should have just popped up there but it was getting late and so we headed back home.
It sounds like you're doing really well ~ keep getting lots of rest. Hoping those counts stay up and keep going up!!!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 1:54 PM CDT

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Thanks for sharing your great pictures, Amy. Isn't that a beautiful and peaceful place? Thinking of you every day!
Love, Ann
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

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Amy,
Just stopping by to say hi! I love the new pictures you put up, they are so pretty!
Thinking of you!
Peace, Love, and Smiles
Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 12:07 AM CDT

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Just stopping by to say hi and to let you know you are in my prayers and I am thinking about you.

www.caringbridge.org/nv/jessicalisathomas
Jessica <Godsbabygirl_1@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 21, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

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Hi Amers,the 2 doll faces are going to miss you tonight, yes i said 2:-} I hope you are resting up and feeling better each new day! it was great seeing you at the hope picnic, you guys won the trivia game because you know so much! We hope you can contact julie evers and join us on Monday for Rein in Sarcoma..would love to see you for the reunion. do you know how to let olivia know about this? i don't have their number. tori had good results with her scans yesterday, haven't heard officially from the radiologists but the oncologists said it looks good!! we will be in touch. love to you amy, dawn and torixoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 7:33 AM CDT

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REST, REST, REST! And get back to your old self real soon!! Hope your day today goes well.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 5:46 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy - Off to Maine in the morning and will check back in with you on Sunday. Be good, positive, and enjoy. Hugs

Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, July 19, 2004 9:52 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Watch a good movie, curl up with a fleece throw and relax. Take a few days down time. Your body is fighting and trying to heal at the same time. Takes lots of energy. Continue to visualize positive things.Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, July 19, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I am so happy you are home! It will feel so good to sleep in your own bed! Peppermint tea is very soothing for the stomach! You are in my thoughts and prayers, I'm thinking platelets! Just take it one day at a time, you are a miracle in progress!!! Peace Love and Smiles :) Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Sunday, July 18, 2004 9:14 PM CDT

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Amy, I apologize for not having been in touch for soooooolong. Problems with transfering to a lap-top, among other things, and also being told by my internet connector that I can't send messges to you. Think I have it worked out now. At least for this week!!Elzabeth is fine, getting quite large and "Zoe's" arrival is about 4 and 1/2 weeks away. Getting pretty exciting. Don't know if we told you that our son and daughter-in-law are expecting their second on the same date!! Should be interesting. Haven't seen Laura in a bit as she has been traveling, doing Kate's wedding, and I think is due back home this week. Here at home it seems to be non-stop mowing. Ran and I are heading back to Maine for a few days to check on the progress of the cottage that we are having built on an island out there. We love the peace and quiet, must say our spot here in Hugo affords the same. Just too close to the cities to feel that we are really away. I'll check in on you tomorrow evening before we leave, and then again on Sunday when we get back. Sounds like there are some good prospects for you as far as treatment is concerned. We continue to pull for you. Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
MN - Sunday, July 18, 2004 8:34 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Glad you are home. Yes keep up the liquids. Jello, pudding, Fruit bars. and some boost with icecream and fruit smoothies- if you can. Praying for you Amy, that all goes well.Take Care ...Sweet dreams.... Rest Up... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, July 18, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

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Ok, Amy's marrow, this an order from Bailey: start mass-producing platelets right now! Hoping all goes well with this round of chemo (and of COURSE it will!). You're always in our prayers! Keep up your positive attitude and spirit - that's half the battle! You're doing great! (say hi to uncle joe from Bailey!)
Terri Peterson and family <terri@stribmail.com www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace>
Ramsey, MN usa - Saturday, July 17, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Hope the day goes well after your chemo from last night. Hang in there. Lots of fluid to flush that sugar. Hugs.
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 4:47 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, I just read your update. I will pray, pray, and pray some more that your platelets go up, up, up! You are so strong and determined you can probably will them up! I am so glad a plan is in place that you are happy with. Just hang in there, everything happens for a reason! There are GREAT things in store for you, I can feel it deep down! Thniking of you always! Peace, Love, and Smiles :) Jodi
Jodi Graubard <ajacobycojodi@earthlink.net>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, July 16, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! You are an amazing young woman! Can't tell you how much I admire your spirit and upbeat attitude. God bless, and keep up that wonderful attitude!
Patti
- Friday, July 16, 2004 5:26 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
So glad you had a geat time:) And the weather was going your way also looks like evrything is coming up Roses for you sweetie, I am soooooooo HAPPY that they got the right comination of drugs for you WHOAOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO :)))
Know your in my prayers as you fight this battle
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 4:25 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Thinking of you Glad your trip is going well. Enjoy!! Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 7:48 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy!! I just clicked onto your home page and read a very moving poem that you wrote exactly one year ago today. You have incredible insight and I am awed by your determination and ---by the way---you look just like your Mom! Except you have better dimples! Hooray for getting that all-important sheepskin...NOW ONTO COLLEGE!!! Praying hard for you, kid...
Suzanne M. Gorman
Monmouth Junction, NJ USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 9:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I just read your awesome news!!! I am so happy for you! We did our bike-a-thon yesterday and I will send your package out tomorrow either overnight or 2nd day air. The ACS bike a thon was a great success! Over 3500 people rode and raised about 1 million dollars! I hope you have an awesome time on vacation! I told lots of people about you yesterday and it was a privledge to ride in your honor! Peace, Love, and Smiles :) Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, July 12, 2004 3:33 PM CDT

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we just think you have the prettiest smile. Good luck to you! Love, Colton and family
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Monday, July 12, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

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Amy,
Such great news again!
I was thinking of you today ~ the weather seemed perfect for a picnic ~ I hope you had a good time!
Enjoy your trip to Duluth! YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, July 10, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
I have been following your CB page for along time but seldom post. My older kids are around your age, ( a little older ) and my 16 year old daughter is a BMT survivor. It took her almost 5 years to get back to school full time. I have been praying for you and was so happy when I read your post. I just wanted to let you know that many of us are celebrating with you and will continue to lift you up so that there will be more days like today.
Kim <KSweat9588@aol.com>
Naples, Fl - Saturday, July 10, 2004 2:47 PM CDT

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Amy, that last entry from me is exactly how I feel inside -- VERY HAPPY FOR YOU!!! :o) There were no words to immediately express I how feel. I could "hear" your excitement in your journal entry! CONGRATULATIONS ON SUCH WONDERFUL NEWS!!!!

I hope you have a great weekend, and a great trip to Duluth!!! You deserve it all!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, July 10, 2004 10:44 AM CDT

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Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, July 10, 2004 10:41 AM CDT

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Amy, What great news. I rejoice with you. Continue to enjoy life as you do so well.
Blessings!
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Saturday, July 10, 2004 10:29 AM CDT

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amy
that is great news so congrats have fun and live life to the fullest go out and have some well desereved fun and i will check back on u hugs and kisses kathy and katilynn
kathy and katilynn preston <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
tomahawk, ky usa - Saturday, July 10, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

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Wonderful news Amy!! Have a great vacation, with news like this it should be super!!

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 10, 2004 9:51 AM CDT

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What a wonderful way to start your vacation! Watch out Duluth - there is one very happy young lady headed your way! Hope you are bringing along a bottle of champagne to celebrate your good news. Your strength and good humor continue to inspire all of us that have come to know you through Caringbridge. Celebrate!
Kathy Lenc <KLENC@AOL.COM>
Clarkston, Mi - Saturday, July 10, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

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Amy,
Wow!! Awesome news~ enjoy your vacation and knowing you are on top of the cancer. You are the king of the hill now!!
Sandy K.
Melrose, - Saturday, July 10, 2004 4:23 AM CDT

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WOO-HOO!! That is by far the greatest thing I have heard all day. I am so happy for you. Shrinking tumors-that is just plain music to the ears.

Enjoy your trip and live it up!!
Yeah for Amy!

Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 8:43 PM CDT

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AMY
THIS IS THE BEST NEWS I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME! Enjoy your trip.Hope all goes well with the chemo in hospital as well.I am smiling HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, July 9, 2004 7:51 PM CDT

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Oh Amy:)
I am so happy for you! Have a Great weekend and know the prayers are still coming your way.
Have a great weekend
Hugs Marty

Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 7:39 PM CDT

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Amy,
We thank the Lord for your GOOD NEWS - you deserve that after the fight you have been putting up. The doctors need that too. We pray it continues to shrink the tumors even more.
When I read you were at the New London Ski Show I was surprised. That is only 15 minutes from our house. Next time you should call and we could meet you and have Jimmie's Pizza or something too.
See you tomorrow at the "Picnic of HOPE!!"


Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Friday, July 9, 2004 6:44 PM CDT

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Amy,

I am an expert at parallel parking. It's driving on the highway that gives me a problem!!!
I am very pleased to hear positive news. I am sure you are going to fly through this next chemo, and be ready for college in no time. Congrats!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 6:06 PM CDT

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HORRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy for you Amy- You DESERVE this news. I hope you have a wonderful time in Duluth- I love going there also and I like the drive up there in the fall. Very pretty. I feel like I could run a marathon for you!

Deb <dv-meyer@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Friday, July 9, 2004 1:44 PM CDT

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Amy: I am so very happy for you!!!!!!!!! You deserve all the good news that comes your way. Enjoy Duluth. It is one of my favorites towns too! My son had a legion baseball tournament there last year & we had a great time. Feed the seagulls popcorn in the park!!!! Take Care!
Mary <mportner@bbinsurance.com>
MN USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 1:32 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, you don’t know who i am but i read your sight daily! im soo happy for you and the good news! you deserved it! your such a fighter and a inspiration to many…especially me! enjoy your weekend :-D
Erin <lilpinkangel161@hotmail.com>
Fridley, Mn - Friday, July 9, 2004 1:21 PM CDT

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I'm so excited for you Amy! I can't think of anyone who deserves good news more than you do!!! Enjoy your week in Duluth, I hope you go and CELEBRATE!!!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 9, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

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Thanks for sharing your great news, Amy! I am delighted! And if it is any consolation, I can't parallel park after driving for 30 years.... XXXOX
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 9:07 AM CDT

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Horray on your scans!!! I would have loved to see you and Uncle Joe standing side by side, grinning from ear to ear, I'm sure! I'll be home in a week, with Laura to follow after that. Can't wait to see you and celebrate!

Love you kiddo!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Friday, July 9, 2004 7:41 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Great news. Keep up the good nutrition, vits and the meds seems to be doing the trick. Have a great wkend. Like the new picture Having fun with your digital camera. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, July 9, 2004 7:26 AM CDT

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Great job Amy. Very few adults know how to effectively advocate for themselves and really get answers that they need. Your medical care is made so much better by your willingness and ability to ask questions, say what is on your mind, and keep a positive attitude. You Rock! I believe God is right there with you in the office, guiding your conversation and planning for the next step. I am so happy for you that you were able to get a few answers and some reassurance that Dr. Neglia is on your team. I know you always know that, but when you are feeling discouraged, it certainly helps to hear again that he is also determined to win this war. You will win this!

You continue to amaze with your courage and your humor. That is the best mix of qualities to have in this fight. Keep at it! And way to go with those counts!!! Wow-who would've thought they'd jump like that. Yeah!!!

Enjoy some summer days. Be kind to yourself. Nobody deserves it more.

God bless-
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Friday, July 9, 2004 0:47 AM CDT

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Amy,
Your platelets are unreal! Are you eating a lot of steaks and hamburgers or something? (Does eating red meat even help?)
So happy to hear that your scans look so good! It sounds like you had a really good day and yes, the weather was just about picture perfect and hey, who cares how many tries it takes you to park, as long as the car is sort of near the curb? ;)
Wishing you a great Friday ~ YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:14 PM CDT

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Amy
Horrayyyyyyyyyyy for you:) i just knew you where going to get good news!!!!!!!!!! Honey i am so Happy for you
Keep up the fight and we will keep up the prayerssssssssss
Good Bye Cancer gooddddddddd byeeeeeeeeee
Have a great weekend
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 10:22 PM CDT

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Amy,
That is a lot of positive news! I love what your Dr said too! You'll win the war, you are a bodhisatvah warrior! Remember to stay in the moment and take one day at a time. That is all we are truly 100% in control of doing! You should do some breathing exersices tto, I read a few times that Cancer cells don't like oxygen! I hope you are feeling well, enjoying your summer, and continuing to find lots of good sales! :) Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 8:04 PM CDT

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Amy,
Be careful on your drive to town and I hope your scans go well!
Wishing you the best ~ YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 11:50 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Good luck tomoorow on your scan. Feeling better this week. I had pneumonia 2 weeks ago . It is a wk the meds are done so back up and about. Got to watch my daughter's new pet over the 4th-a chincilla Lots of work I think but cute. Take Care. Hugs,
Jeanine
- Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:37 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Good luck tomorrow. I check everyday but don't always sign in. Thinking of you!! Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:34 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Great news about your counts. I am glad you and your family had a nice holiday.
Jaime <Jaime13042@aol.com>
NJ USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 3:13 PM CDT

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Way to go Amy! Stay strong & never stop believing. Prayers will continue.
Mary
MN - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:42 AM CDT

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Wow Amy,
What fantastic counts! Now hopefully that little bug you planted will get you another chemo like you want! YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:03 AM CDT

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HORRAY for Awesome counts .... !!!! Keep LOVIN LIFE, Amy! From one of your PRAYER WARRIORS in Michigan ...
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 8:23 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
We just found your website last week. Now I have a face to put with your name - we saw you lots (sorry!) at the U of M but we never got to know you. Now I know who gave Bailey her stadium blanket - thanks so much! We use it all the time and she wrapped herself up in it to watch the fireworks up north. Anyway, we've added you to our prayer list now and I am elated to see your numbers continue to improve, especially those platelets! Keep pressing for what you feel is right in your heart with the doctors. We loved Dr. Neglia too. He was Bailey's primary when we vacationed on 5th floor. Take good care, may God continue to bless and heal you and have a GREAT summer! It sounds like you live life to the fullest each and every day and that's great medicine for everyone.
Terri (and Bailey) <terri@stribmail.com www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace>
Ramsey, MN usa - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 7:13 AM CDT

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GREAT counts! CONGRATS!!!!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 2:58 AM CDT

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Dear Amy
I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU:) I have a smile from ear to ear thats how happy i am You go girl You are such an inspiration not only to me but to many others that i see sign your book You keep up the fight and the winner is going to be one sweet tough cookie AMYYYYYYYYYYYY :)
I am so happy
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 11:08 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
I am so happy for you, what great news about your counts! Keep fighting, you are so kicking this cancer's butt! We are getting our bike team jerseys on Friday, Any special color that you want me to write your name in? I want to send you a team jersey and something else I have for you because of how much you inspire me everyday! E-mail if that would be ok, and let me know where I can send it. Keep thinking good thoughs, and shopping for good sales! Peace, Love, and Smiles Jodi :)
Jodi Graubard <Jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 10:36 PM CDT

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Amy,
I've been following your website for some time now, (through Katia's website) but I don't think I've ever signed your guestbook. I just wanted to tell you that I pray for you every night, and you are such an inspiration to me!

www.caringbridge.org/tx/georgia
Jennifer Holsomback - Mom to Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 3:05 PM CDT

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Amers,
Sounds like your day turned around on Sunday. How were the fireworks? You are such an inspiration, living each day to the fullest and never letting anything keep you down. God bless sweetie.

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, July 6, 2004 8:00 AM CDT

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Why do bears have fur coats ?
Because they'd look stupid in anoraks !

What do you call a big white bear with a hole in his middle ?
A polo bear !



Love Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, July 4, 2004 11:41 AM CDT

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Amy,
Just dropping by to say hello and let you know that the prayers are going for you here in South Dakota. Hope that you have a terrific 4th. Also hope that thi9ngs continue to go well for you! We are all pulling for you. BIG HUGS from South Dakota. God Bless, Shelly & family ~*~Michaela's Story~*~
Shelly Brewster <shellybrew1985@yahoo.com>
Watertown, SD USA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 2:00 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Illness can make one feel like you are on a roller coaster of ups & downs. Remember Keep your Faith. THe Lord is in control. He is the constant. Enjoy this 4th of July-Eat some good food, enjoy family & friends, reflect on the day and be sure to see some fireworks. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, July 3, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

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Hi Amy.. you really are an inspiration for all! I can just about imagine how proud your family is of you! Thoughts and prayers are with you here in SW Wisconsin. If you need anything at all, please don't hesitate to ask. Stay strong!!!! :) Happy 4th!!
Tami
Wi USA - Saturday, July 3, 2004 8:36 AM CDT

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Was happy to read that your counts are so good!! I just took a "ride" on your roller coaster (read the last few days of journal entries), and shake my head in awe. You have always amazed me with your determination! You go (120%), girl!!!!

Happy July 4th! (Nice border, BTW!)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, July 3, 2004 5:30 AM CDT

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Amy -

We are so happy to read that your counts are on the rise! We hope that your weekend is fabulous!! As always, we are praying for your total body healing! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell

The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, July 2, 2004 7:46 PM CDT

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Amy... you rock... Your attitude is so awesome and I am so glad things are looking up for you... I hope they continue to get better.. you are a definate source of inspiration.. I am very happy for you... Keep up the good attitude... as always.. I will continue to send good thoughts your way :)
Denise Stang <dstanger@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, July 2, 2004 4:45 PM CDT

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You have such a great attitude, Amy! You are one great gal! I am glad to see the platelets went up - keep up the fight, Girl! You can do it!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Friday, July 2, 2004 4:03 PM CDT

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Amy,
Such great news about your counts! A great way to start off a long holiday weekend! Do you have any big plans for the 4th?
Hoping your counts stay stable and/or keep jumping up!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, July 2, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

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Dear Amy, that is such good news! You have the best attitude of any one I have ever encountered. I am so happy for you and continue keep you in my thoughts and prayers! You are a walking miracle and you will continue to win these battles untill you win the war. cancer is no match for you!!! Peace, Love, and Smiles :) :) :) Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, July 2, 2004 11:10 AM CDT

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I'm glad to hear your good news, I hope it just keeps getting better and better!
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Friday, July 2, 2004 8:08 AM CDT

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Amy:)
I am so happy for you , you go and kick this cancer in the butt!!!!!!!!!! I am praying for you sweetheart. keep up the fight.
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:25 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, FANTASTIC NEWS! You GO girlfriend! With an attitude like you've got, you are BOUND to beat this big bad disease, oh YA!!! I'll keep praying for you Sweetie.
With Much Love,
Miss Judy <taejme@aol.com>
Naples, FL - Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

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hi amers,i'm so sorry to hear about the change in plans concerning chemotherapy. we are planning a little reunion on july 26th, monday night with laura, julie, tori, jill, and anyone else, there is a picnic first, then the event at como park. the sarcoma drs. will be there too. julie could bring you, i think she was going to give you a call. also i hope we see you at Long Lake for the picnic in New Brighton coming up on July 10th. we keep praying for you, sure do love you amers. have fun in the sun!! love, dawn and torixoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, July 1, 2004 11:04 AM CDT

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Hey Amers! Big Hugs are sent your way.. I'm very sorry to hear about your appointment and the not so good news you got. Remember that I'm thinking of you and your always in my prayers. Hey, would you be down to going to a Rein In Sarcoma night fundraiser? You should e-mail me your home address so I can send you a brochure. I'll even come and pick you up... We would have a great time. I know Tori, Juli, and Dr. Wiegal ( whoops. spelling) will be there too. So write back and let me know, I think it's on July 27th maybe... it's a Monday night I think. I'll let you know for sure. Amy, just think once your bone marrow gets time to heal up a little bit then maybe it'll be stronger to take on more chemo in 7 months or so... Pray For THe BEST! Love you!
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
New Hope, mn - Thursday, July 1, 2004 10:22 AM CDT

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Amy -

We're sorry to hear that your doctor's appointment didn't go as you had planned. But, you are so amazing with your wonderful and upbeat attitude. You are always so positive and see the good in things. We will continue to pray for total body healing for you. Take care and God bless you. Enjoy your day!!!!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I'm glad you're enjoying your summer weather and just laying in the sun...I wish I could do that right now!! Well, know that I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers...I hope all goes well with this round of chemo and you don't feel so sick... stay strong and keep positive.. sending you lots of love from Down Under!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, July 1, 2004 6:45 AM CDT

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Amy, yet another bump in the road. Oh Well! You know how to face it, and that is head on with your foot on the accelerator. You have met and challenged every other bump they have thrown at you, and I don't doubt that you can beat this one too. Keep your chin up, and keep on enjoying the sunshine. All my love!
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 9:21 PM CDT

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Dear Amy, I was checking up on you because I am making the list of names to put on my bike shirt tonight for the ACS ride. Like you said yourself, there is always a but, BUT the BUTs make us strong. I know it is such a challange to accept God's will for us, but you are strong and you will get through these bumps in the road. It is ok to be afraid, but never lose your faith. I know it is not what you want but it is what your body needs right now. I have an excellent cookbook that my mom used for my dad for nutrition with Cancer. If you would like I would be happy to send it to you, or e-mail some of the recipes. I truly believe that nutrition can help heal the body so much. When we feed our bodies with foods that aid digestion the digestive system has less work to do do the rest of the body can focus on healing. Of course it does not compare to some of the stuff we Love to it eat, but I really think it helps! You are on the right track, just one day at a time, stay in the moment, and there is no way that cancer can even touch you amazing attitude!!! I am thinking of you and always saying a prayer for you!! I'm so glad I found you on here, reading what you have to say always touches my heart!!! :) Peace, Love, and Smiles Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

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Amy, while I'm sorry to hear that you've had to change protocols once again, my heart smiles in knowing that you won't give up. And, hopefully, I can say something that will help with your hope. You do not have to rely on the pills, you don't have to rely on the doctors, you don't have to rely on yourself--rely on Jesus. That's why He's here for us. No matter how much you share, Jesus is the ONLY one who knows ALL that is going on, exactly how you feel about it and what it's going to take to get you through it. Therefore, it makes sense that we should be petitioning Him CONSTANTLY for the right answers. There are so many of us who have been told "we're out of options, you have 3 months, 6 months, 1 year, whatever". We were told that more than a few times and I was diagnosed 24 years ago. I think I lived a little longer than 6 months. I don't know what God is going to do, but I certainly know what He is capable of doing. Read your bible and pray like never before. Get as close to Jesus as you possibly can. I know it won't ensure you a cure on this Earth by doing that as much as I would like to think it would. But, I am 100 percent sure that if you just draw near to God, He will give you a peace that passes all understanding (Philippians 4:6) and the strength you need as you go through each step. We serve and worship a God who raised Jesus from the dead. As hard as this road gets and as cloudy as it is sometimes with all the difficult things to endure, a God who can raise the dead can certainly take care of our diseases...especially since He created us and is the only one who knows EXACTLY how each of our bodies works. I'm going to get a prayer & fasting chain together for you and I'll email the details in case you want to put in on your page. But above all else, know that you are loved, that I'm here and that I will be here anytime for anything. Blessings in Christ. I'll get the chain together tonight and email you and then I'll check back in here to see if you updated today. I love you girl!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 4:54 PM CDT

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Amy
But please know that we are all here for you
I know when i say try not to worry or stress to much it is useless, but honey please just take one day at a time.
And who knows those little pills just might do the job
All my prayers to you
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 4:50 PM CDT

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Amy- Honey you can do it! You know that everything will work out ok! You have lots and lots of people who love you and will always be there for you, including all of us on 5B! I hope that you have some fun and that those pills work! I am here for you always!
Sarah <smearsypoo@hotmail.com>
5B, - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Something is better than nothing. Hang in there. Let the kidneys and liver rest up while you switch to oral and less toxic stuff. Remember healing comes from rest, nutrition, mental and spiritual wellness along with meds. It takes many pieces to complete the picture. Center on the others. Remember faith, love, laughter and joy from living feeds the spirit. We are here for you AMY. Enjoy this day which has been given. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 12:04 AM CDT

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Amy~ Yet another bump in the road, what is this now, like wrong turn one million??!?!?! It will all work out. Just look at yourself, you graduated school on time through this stuff, you have made so many other strides in your life, and you are back at it. I had a teacher this last year (also my last year of HS), who was a math teacher, and every time we asked what we had to do he always replied, "DO SOMETHING!" Thats exactly it though, you have to do something, if you sit back and be passive, you will get no where, but just like you we have to be active, and DO SOMETHING! Here's a little story, that i think fits you perfectly.. Hang in there, its just a bump in the road, you will get back on the freeway soon!

Adrift
by: Adam Khan, Self-Help Stuff That Works


In 1982 Steven Callahan was crossing the Atlantic alone in his sailboat when it struck something and sank. He was out of the shipping lanes and floating in a life raft, alone. His supplies were few. His chances were small. Yet when three fishermen found him seventy-six days later (the longest anyone has survived a shipwreck on a life raft alone), he was alive -- much skinnier than he was when he started, but alive.

His account of how he survived is fascinating. His ingenuity -- how he managed to catch fish, how he fixed his solar still (evaporates sea water to make fresh) -- is very interesting.

But the thing that caught my eye was how he managed to keep himself going when all hope seemed lost, when there seemed no point in continuing the struggle, when he was suffering greatly, when his life raft was punctured and after more than a week struggling with his weak body to fix it, it was still leaking air and wearing him out to keep pumping it up. He was starved. He was desperately dehydrated. He was thoroughly exhausted. Giving up would have seemed the only sane option.

When people survive these kinds of circumstances, they do something with their minds that gives them the courage to keep going. Many people in similarly desperate circumstances give in or go mad. Something the survivors do with their thoughts helps them find the guts to carry on in spite of overwhelming odds.

"I tell myself I can handle it," wrote Callahan in his narrative. "Compared to what others have been through, I'm fortunate. I tell myself these things over and over, building up fortitude...."

I wrote that down after I read it. It struck me as something important. And I've told myself the same thing when my own goals seemed far off or when my problems seemed too overwhelming. And every time I've said it, I have always come back to my senses.

The truth is, our circumstances are only bad compared to something better. But others have been through much worse. I've read enough history to know you and I are lucky to be where we are, when we are, no matter how bad it seems to us compared to our fantasies. It's a sane thought and worth thinking.

So here, coming to us from the extreme edge of survival, are words that can give us strength. Whatever you're going through, tell yourself you can handle it. Tell this to yourself over and over, and it will help you get through the rough spots with a little more fortitude.

Sarah <saretta04@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 8:34 AM CDT

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Dear Amy, even in the midst of all that you are dealing with, you continue to reach out to so many of us who care about and love you. You are such an inspiration. Just want you to know that I am here pulling and praying for you. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

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Amy,
Good Morning! How are you doing? I am sorry to hear that you didn't get good news. I am praying that the pills will help you fight this horrible disease. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 6:56 AM CDT

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No doubt about it-this stinks. It must be so aggravating to hear things you aren't prepared to hear. But you are right...Dr. Neglia has been on your side from the beginning and you trust him. You are absolutely right to have questions and concerns. After all, this is your body and your fight. The doctors want to fight it hard just like you do. I know you know that. It is sometimes hard to take in a lot of new information, especially when it is not what you want or hope to hear. You are so amazing, and you will get through this too. Even if it isn't fair.

It sounds, too, like there are some other things going on that are adding stress for you. Find someone you trust, who will listen and support you, and make sure you are getting what you need in terms of support. Just from reading this site and the guestbook, it is clear that there are a number of people who are in your corner and to whom you can confide. Now is the time to seek them out (you know who they are I bet) and let them help you through all this. You will find that drive to fight this, just as you always do. My admiration and my prayers are with you that you ask all your questions, feel comfortable with the answers and the plans, and you find someone who you can really talk to about EVERYTHING. God bless-
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 1:04 AM CDT

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Dear, sweet Amy,
Such a heart-wrenching entry tonight! It sounds like your doctor appointment wasn't what you were expecting ~ I know your update wasn't what I was expecting! I thought for sure they'd schedule another chemo but like you said, your doctor knows what's best and is looking out for your best interests although what he's suggested isn't what you were hoping for. Your body needs a good break from all that chemo-torture and I bet those pills will surprise you and actually keep things stable while your body recharges.
You're an amazing person and so strong and I know you will get on top of your emotions once again and once you start those pills you'll be back in fighting form.
Take heart in knowing that you have so many people out here (via your web site) praying for you that God can't help but hear. I know I'd love nothing more than to give you a huge hug at this moment and just think of all the other people out here wanting to do the exact same thing.
Try to keep your spirits up dear Amy ~ YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:18 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
We are still following all that you go through. I can't imagine the thoughts going through your head with the news of stopping chemo for now. But we too believe the doctors know what they are doing and we pray for wisdom for them. We also pray the Lord gives you added strength for each day ahead and for the marrow to "KICK IT UP A NOTCH" We will probably see you at the picnic too as Gwen loves to see all you others that know what it is like to have cancer. Until then and always you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 10:37 PM CDT

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hey there amers! hope all goes well today...ive been thinking about you lots and lots lately...we gotta get together really soon for lunch or something... let me know what would work best for you, cuz im ususally open, or i can make time. just gimme a call when you have time, or feel up to it!

love ya lots and lots!!!
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 8:57 PM CDT

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Dear Amy, I so admire your go for it attitude. I'm praying that you will also find time for many fun adventures this summer.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:17 PM CDT

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Hey, Amy! Hope the trip to the Dr. went okay today. Guess what? In "your honor" I tried a Hershey's S'mores candy bar yesterday (they're new)! :o) I have to admit that they weren't like the real thing, but can work in a fix, I suppose!!!


Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 1:15 PM CDT

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As always, praying for you and rooting for one awesome young woman!
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, June 28, 2004 9:22 PM CDT

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Greetings Amy from the Applen Family. While I haven't written for a while - we still continue to read your website and ride along on your journey. Yes - Cancer really sucks !
I know that you are very strong - but it is also OK to let us help you along the way emotionally - whenever we can.
Prayers are a good thing - and somethying we can do every day!
Mark and Jan

Mark Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 28, 2004 2:42 PM CDT

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hi amers, we hope to see you on July 10th in New Brighton for the survivor picnic, we are going, Micah will be in Mexico, but i will bring the girls, its a fun time, i hope we see you there, and i hope the concert works out with your schedule for AIdol show!!!!!,so happy to here you are out and about!~!!! Hey check out the Butterfly Magazine,surprise picture at the radiothon of tori and I, and a great picture of you,Laura,Jill,Melissa, and Steve, at the concert. love ya Amers!! Dawn and Torixoxx
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Monday, June 28, 2004 11:38 AM CDT

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Amy I thank God you are able to get out and enjoy yourself and your friends. I saw Around The World In 80 Days and I wasn't too impressed with it. But I rented PAYCHECK and I thought it was great! I even watched it TWICE and I never watch movies 2 times because there are always so many others I wanna see. So a movie has to be really really good before I take the time to watch it again. Amy you have incredible strength to be able to journal like you do. I am intrigued with you, Cheyenne and Chance on this Caringbrdige.
Jacklyn <Jacola2@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 10:14 PM CDT

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Hi - Amy. Untold computer difficulties have prevented me from talking to you over the past couple of weeks. Very frustrating for me as I so wanted to be sending you hugs and words of encouragement. Well, you didn't need them, you have bridged this other chasm. You are amazing! I was so glad to have the sun come out this afternoon and to have it feel a bit more like summer. I hope it will last. Keep reporting to us - bestest to you!
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

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Amy -

Yummy, the s'mores look so good! We are sorry that we haven't signed your guestbook in awhile. I had know idea what was up with my computer and why it kept shutting down on me. I finally called microsoft and we discovered I had the "Sasser Worm" on my computer! So, after days and days of trying to figure it out, our wonderful computer guru neighbor fixed it! It's good to be "on-line" again. We hope that you are having a great weekend. Hopefully, you were able to see some movies. We saw Shrek 2 a couple of weeks ago and really enjoyed it. Well, let us get going. We continue to pray for you constantly. Take care and God bless you.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 7:24 PM CDT

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HI Amy
Saturday good movie day. I saw the Last Samauri it was good. And Harry Potter was ok. Along came Polly not worth the time. Have fun and dream away. You must need it. Take your vits...Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 9:43 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Naps are good ~ especially on these chilly days we've been having. Maybe the weather is part of the reason you're so sleepy.
I hope you get to some of your movies - I've only seen Harry Potter so far and I soooo want to see Shrek, too. (Oh, I take that back, when I babysat the 3 kids next door we went to see Garfield. It was actually pretty cute.)
Keep feeling good and have a wonderful weekend. YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, June 25, 2004 8:32 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Drive safe. Maybe the Hgb is low if you got a headache. Good luck tomorrow. Off to early bed myself. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 8:30 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Thinking of you and so glad you are feeling well and having a fun summer!I really hope you write a book!!!
:):)Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 5:58 PM CDT

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ames, just sitting here at work wishing i could come and wake you up and chat at 5am like we always do :) your web site looks great and we are all so darn proud of you! keep smiling~love holly and 5B :):):):)
holly <holl34@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 23, 2004 3:27 AM CDT

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LOL ... amy I can just SEE you taking a pic of your excellent paralell parking job. SMILE. Keeping you in our prayers. And YOU just keep on enjoying life and inspiring the heck out of the rest of the World.
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 7:54 PM CDT

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Amers,
I'll be chowin' down on a few of those myself come Thursday. School is out and the kids and I are going camping. We are excited.

Your mood seems up, that's always nice to feel, you are one incredible young woman.

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, June 22, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

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Wanted you to know I stopped by to check on you. I'm so proud of you for how you are handling what you are faced with every day. It just makes me smile :) see? Know that you are loved, cared for and prayed for and that will continue to be the case. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 1:33 PM CDT

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Amy,
You continue to crack me up! So your dad is a "little crapper", huh? What a hoot! Sounds like you guys had fun on Father's Day!
Great to read that you're feeling better and that you're out and about and enjoying our somewhat nice weather. I'm not one for hot and muggy, but I'm still ready for it to warm up a bit around here! My tomatoes will never grow if this keeps up!
I hope the rest of your week is lots of fun - any more trips into the city in your plans? YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, June 21, 2004 10:54 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just wanted you to know that I look forward to reading your entries and knowing what you are up to. You always have such a positive attitude even when times are tough. You are an inspiration to me. I'm glad you are enjoying your days of summer now. Sending prayers your way daily. Keep enjoying life. Sometimes we take it too much for granted. Remember, Jesus is always on our side.
Sharon Weyer <msweyer@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 8:13 PM CDT

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Amy,
I'm glad you had a great Father's Day and could be home with you family instead of in the Hospital.

We were in Minneapolis/St. Paul over the weekend looking for apartments for Christopher - he will start Med School at the University of Minnesota this fall. He said he thought Fairview-Children's Hospital was there??

Your city is beautiful, but I agree that traffic is terrible - especially Friday during evening rush hour. We also stopped in for a minute to see the Mall of America. Pretty Impressive.

We also had fun looking at all the dog houses with Snoopy and Woodstock on them in St. Paul. If you haven't seen them, you should. There are 104 of them throughout the city.

I hope you have a great week. Good thoughts and prayers coming your way!

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O' Fallon (St. Louis), MO - Monday, June 21, 2004 7:52 PM CDT

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Amy, you father sounds like a hoot! I sat here, literally chuckling out loud, at the note he put in HIS gift! Sounds like something my husband would do to our children! I'm surprised my daughter didn't ask what I was laughing at (she often asks that, while I'm sitting here at the computer!!). :o)

Glad you're enjoying your summer vacation!! We're still in school, but come Thursday it's a whole different ball game around here!!


Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, June 21, 2004 3:54 PM CDT

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I just wanted to sign in and let you know that even though I do not sign in every time I stop by, I am most definitely checking in on you, thinking of you and praying for you. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, June 21, 2004 12:44 AM CDT

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Amy,
So glad you had a nice weekend with you family and are starting to enjoy the summer! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, you continue to be an inspiration! I like the new picture of you I just got a CHOCLATE craving!
Peace, Love, and Smiles :) :) Jodi
jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, June 21, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! We are SO GLAD you are enjoying your days again! PRAISE GOD. We are enjoying your inspirational LIFE. Keep ROCKIN babes! xoxoxox
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Monday, June 21, 2004 8:39 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! We miss you and your family! We sure had a blast at your graduation party, sounds like you are busy as usual! I cannot believe you posted the pix of all of us! (Can you believe how LITTLE VAN LOOKS?) Maybe its becuz IM SO FAT! OH WELL! We love you Amy & Family!
Steve, Becky, & Melissa Chepokas <steve@miraclesofmitch.com(www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org)>
Chanhassen, Minnesota USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 7:29 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Wow you had a busy fun day. I had pasta and chicken Parmesian on Saturday too. Delicious. Trying the Wt watcher thing but after 10days I needed PASTA (HAHA) You have a wonderful day today with your dad . Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 7:11 PM CDT

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I'm tired, just sitting here reading about your schedule -- !! :o) Sounds like a lot of fun, especially the bonfire and OLIVE GARDEN. Gotta love that place!!

Hope you are resting a bit today?! :)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, June 20, 2004 2:54 PM CDT

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Wow, sometimes I am glad I don't have to be the one to keep up with you. You are crazy! GO GO GO GO GO GO! All I ask is that you have a blast. It sounds like some great games to watch yesterday, and food, shopping and bonfires always sound like a good time to me. Keep us posted on when you are down in the cities, and maybe we can catch up for lunch with Laura and Merilee. We have a horse show this coming weekend, but after that life is quiet for me. (Of course that is when it gets crazy for them, but isn't that always the way it goes?) I hope you are feeling great, and loving every minute of the great weather we are having. Much love,
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 20, 2004 9:01 AM CDT

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Amy,
What a busy person you are! Sounds like you had a good time at your brother's - wow, even a bonfire?! (Okay, so it's an old joke ~ sorry!) ;) (wink-wink, nudge-nudge) At least we've finally had some decent weather to be out and about in, too. Except last night sure got cold! Did you guys break down and turn on your furnace?
I hope you continue to have good days like you've been having ~ YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, June 20, 2004 0:15 AM CDT

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ENJOY those moments kiddo!!

Love you,
Merilee
Merilee <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Saturday, June 19, 2004 10:35 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm so glad to read that you are feeling well and having fun, thank god! You deserve it! Keep on smiling!
Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, June 19, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Good Morning! Hope all went well at St Cloud yesterday and you got in & out quick. SHould be a good wkend.Father's Day tomorrow. HUG your dad. Try to make him a good dessert. Men love that . Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, June 19, 2004 6:35 AM CDT

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Amy,
As we continue to follow your journey you remain an inspiration to our family. With all that you've been through, you continue to keep on fighting! You know, a lot of people would have given up. Keep you faith and your awesome attitude. Oh yeah, and don't lose that wonderful smile!! We have a link to your page from ours so that even more people will be able to follow in your journey. God Bless You, Shelly ~*~Michaela's Story~*~
Shelly Brewster <shellybrew1985@yahoo.com>
Watertown, SD USA - Saturday, June 19, 2004 0:01 AM CDT

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HI AMY!! MAN I CANT BELIEVE HOW LONG YOU HAD TO STAY AT THE HOSPITAL. I WOULD BE BORED TOO :) GOOD LUCK WITH COLLEGE HOPE YOU ENJOY COLLEGE!! YOUR IN MY PRAYERS!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo - Friday, June 18, 2004 8:58 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy! I tried writing after reading your GREAT news about the test results but I don't think it ever posted. I can't stay online too long right now so I can't take the time to go down and look for my post (if it made it!) so I wanted to say CONGRATULATIONS again!

It sounds like you had a pretty long day, waiting for your platelets. And I can't believe you're talking about college --- seems like yesterday I was "listening" to you about your upcoming Senior year of high school! I know you'll do great at college -- you have such a zest for life!!

Gotta go. Have a great day!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, June 18, 2004 7:40 AM CDT

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Amy,
Home at last - how wonderful! But bummer with all the waiting you did. Geez it seems like you end up with some horribly long wait times. Was there any news on that thing in your lung from this latest scan or wasn't it done up in that area? I'm still all tingly to hear that the "thing" in your arm has shrunk so much!
We had some graduation parties the past week/weekend and we found out that one of our greatnieces will also be going to St Cloud. Maybe you'll bump into her one day.
So happy that you're home ~ take care on your drives into town. ;) YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, June 17, 2004 11:01 PM CDT

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AMY
I AM SO GLAD AND HAPPY TO HEAR HOW WELL EVERYTHINNG IS GOING FOR YOU.GOD DOES DO WONDERS AND THIS IS HIS WORK SO PRAISES THE LORD THAT U ARE DOING GREAT.MY DAUGHTER KATILYNN IS DOING REALLY GOOD RIGHT NOW THAT GOD.I KNOW SHE DOESNT HAVE CANCER BUT SHE HAS HURLERS SYNDROME AND SHE IS 3 YEARS OLD AND AMY WE WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO LOOK AT HER WEB SITE AND SIGN HER GUEST BOOK.WE WOULD BE HONORED.WELL I WILL BE BACK TO CHECK ON YOU AND WE ARE GLAD THAT YOU ARE DOING GREAT.HUGS AND KISSES KATHY AND KATILYNN.www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom
KATHY AND KATILYNN PRESTON <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
TOMAHAWK, KY USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 2:35 PM CDT

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Amy - Fantastic news! The power of prayer. Keep fighting & keep up your great attitude. I will continue to send thoughts & prayers your way.
Mary <mportner@bbinsurance.com>
New Ulm, MN - Thursday, June 17, 2004 2:31 PM CDT

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AMY,
IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU ARE HAVING SOME GOOD LUCK FOR A CHANGE. I SAW THE NEWS ON KATIA SOLOMENS WEB SITE AS HER MOTHER IS VERY CONCERNED ABOUT EVERYONE WITH AN ILLNESS.
MY GRANDSON JOSHUA HAS ALL AND IS DOING QUITE WELL. HE HAS
NOT HAD TO GO BACK INTO THE HOSPITAL OTHER THAN TO GO FOR REGULAR TESTS. MY DAUGHTER KEEPS A TIGHT REIN AND WATCHES CAREFULLY THE TRANSMISSION OF GERMS FROM ONE TO ANOTHER. SHE USES PAPER TOWELS BY THE CASE AS I WAS ABLE TO ACQUIRE THEM FROM FRIENDS IN THE BUSINESS. MY GRANDSON JOSH HAS BEEN A REAL TROOPER DURING ALL OF THIS. HIS WEB SITE IS MACCMOM.COM. I HOPE YOU AND JOSH KEEP ON FIGHTING AND NEVER GIVE UP. ATTITUDE IS 80% OF THE BATTLE AND IT SEEMS YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE. HAVE A GOOD WEEK AND I WILL KEEP CHECKING YOUR SITE FOR UPDATES.
MARY GLEASON <MABELGLEASON@AOL.COM>
MILWAUKEE, WI USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 9:28 AM CDT

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AMERS!!
I was SO upset because I read on Katia's site that you had something on your spine, imagine my relief when I read on your site that it was nothing! Praise God! Made my day! You keep up the fight, you're my hero!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, June 17, 2004 7:12 AM CDT

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what GREAT NEWS Amy!!!!!!! We are so happy for you, never give up, you are doing a great job with your treatment plan, thank you Lord for this miracle for Amy!! We miss seeing you and hope we can all get together this July at Jills house for a party with everyone, lets hope all of our schedules coordinate somehow~~~~~~ love you amy, take care dawn and tori macdonaldxoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 11:26 PM CDT

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im so happy for ya babe! wow things are realy looking up! get home soon so that we can all go out to eat again! gimme a call or email me when you feel up to doing something! luv ya luv ya luv ya!!!!
~manda-aka:hospital buddy;)
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 10:41 PM CDT

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Oh my gosh! I am soo happy for you!!! Congrats on your awesome scans! praise God!
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester , Me USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

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Aimster, I'm SOOOO happy to hear that everything turned out awesome for you. You have been fighting this for a long time, and it's about time you got news that is on your side. I'm sorry I haven't come on here for awhile, but my computer got wrecked but now it's fixed so don't worry, I'll be coming to check up on you everyday! I hope your summer is going great. I'm so happy for you!!!! Love ya Amy!!
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:11 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
School is over. The summer is mine Hooray... I have a test Monday at the doctor's and then I am off for some fun. Heard from my son in Portugal today . He is doing well. Sooo Glad all is improving for you..Lots of hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 8:29 PM CDT

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Hey Ammm... I am soooooo happy to hear your news, good for you, you deserve good news, now I want to hear that you are home so I can come visit and we can have a girls night k? lol. Love you girl,

Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 6:23 PM CDT

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What is going on? I was just here like 4 days ago and didnt see my post, so thought ugh oh I didnt sign in again... and then I realized its buried way down under a ton of other posts... you are popular!! And like everyone else, I am thrilled to hear the good news about the tumor in your arm shrinking so much!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
We were so glad to read your GREAT news! We'll keep sending positive thoughts and prayers your way!
Your friends at Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 5:23 PM CDT

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congrats, God sure does answer prayers. i'm so happy for you and will pray that you continue to hear good news on the health front. my step daughter is now 15 and is a cancer survivor (pnet brain cancer diagnosed when she was 9) so i know how God works miracles. congrats again for receiving yours!!!
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

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PRAISE GOD Sweet Amy!!!! I am so HAPPY for you! I to have happy tears!!!! You so deserved your miracle!!!
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

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Amy,
A friend told me about your site and I have been checking in every day. So glad for your good news! You are in my prayers.
Tricia Wilson <twilson2771@yahoo.com>
Harleysville, PA USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 3:29 PM CDT

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YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY Amy:))))))
I am so HAPPY for you!
We all flooded the Heavens with our prayers and your determation and it worked!!!!!!!!:)
I am so happy for you sweetie
Hugs Marty
Ps Thank you for taking the time to send me a Thank You
card.

Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 2:17 PM CDT

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hi darling!
i just found out about your web page from Katia's page, God bless you for your strenght, we will pray for you. hold on, God loves brave people :)
beba <knikola@eunet.yu>
novi sad, serbia - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 1:56 PM CDT

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Yay, Amy! Been checking on you for quite awhile (found you through AJ Toivola - we spent some time with them at the RM House with our son www.caringbridge.org/ia/kris). Never left a message before but wanted to say "Yay, Amy" and Thank you, Lord, for the miracle! Lots of people rooting for you!
Kim - Kris's Mom <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 1:41 PM CDT

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Amy,

I received your name from Little Katia's site. I just want to say your attitude toward this is AWESOME! You and Katia give me and many others a since of direction and self worth by reading your stories. Thank you so much for sharing. You hang in there and keep strong. We will be praying for you down here in Florida...

Love,
Reese <stephen.ferguson@macdill.af.mil>
Tampa, FL US of A - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 11:45 AM CDT

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Such wonderful news...I am so happy for you Amy!! What a wonderful day for you. You go girl and kick that big C word in the butt!!
Thinking of you and checking in on your site every day.

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 11:27 AM CDT

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I'm so happy for you!
Praise God indeed, for He is Good!
Glad to hear the good news!

rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
the ozarks, - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. I am so VERY thankful for your news and for the opportunity to share your joy! It has made the day for many of us!XXXOX
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 11:05 AM CDT

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Praise the Lord Amy;;;Came to you from Katia and sounds like your prayers are working. You sound like an amazing young person... Keep up the positive attitude. May God grant you many many years to come of good health.
Marjie Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
oskaloosa, IA United States - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:05 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! (I have a sister named Amy) I was just checking on Miss Katia and saw the prayer request for you. Looks like all the prayers worked! I'm so glad you got such great news. Hang in there. If you get a chance, stop by my (other) sister's website- she'd love to hear from you. She has a son who just graduated this year also.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi
Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield , OH USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

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Rejoicing with you on your miracle! Thank you Jesus!
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

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WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, news Amy! I don't always get to sign in (I often have an infant in my hands), but I wanted to be sure and say hello this morning and CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Luv & Prayers,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 7:33 AM CDT

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WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, news Amy! I don't always get to sign in (I often have an infant in my hands), but I wanted to be sure and say hello this morning and CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Luv & Prayers,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 7:32 AM CDT

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WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, news Amy!!!!!! I don't always get to sign in (have an infant in my arms most of the time), but I wanted to let you know how happy your news made me! I've got watery eyes.......! And, like you, they are tears of joy!!!!

Have a super day!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 7:30 AM CDT

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GOOD MORNING AMY, GREAT NEWS! I am so happy for you. All things are possible with GOD and I do believe in miracles. Jesus loves you and I love you.
Barb www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 6:14 AM CDT

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Evviva Amy!!!!!!Sono felice per te
Way to go Amy!!! I'm very happy for you!!!!
Con affetto
With love
Coccetti Daniela <d.coccetti@libero.it>
Viadana, Mantova Italy - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 2:18 AM CDT

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GREAT NEWS Amy. Think you've scared all that Cancer away with your strong attitude!! I am so happy for you. Keep up that fight Amy, if anybody can beat this YOU can.
sending lots of love
Sandra www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
SICILY,ITALY - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 1:15 AM CDT

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Amy,
What fantastic news! Such a scare but now such relief! It was also great to hear an update on your arm. Wow, that's really shrunk dramatically, hasn't it!?! That's so wonderful!
We're all shedding HAPPY tears right along with you ~
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 0:54 AM CDT

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WAHOOOOOOOOO Amy:
We have been praying hard in Edmonton for GOOD results today. I have thought of you often today. Thank you GOD for answered prayers.
Keep fighting the good fight Amy. You are truly an inspiration to all.
Michelle (mom to Chris - Burkitts) <mbaberant@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 0:29 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! I am so happy to hear your awesome news. I found your page through Katia's. You sound like a such a positive trooper! I will be sure to keep you in my prayers. My name is Olivia and I also have osteosarcoma, you can visit my page here: http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/olivia
Sending my love and prayers out to you...
Love, Olivia Ceraolo <oliviaj@tampabay.rr.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:43 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Wow that is such wonderful news! I came over to your site via Katia's page. Congrats on your Graduation. You are one strong girl! I will keep you in my prayers Amy. Love, Teresa
Teresa Gudinas <tgudinas@hotmail.com>
Portage, IN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:21 PM CDT

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Awesome news, Amy!!!! You are one incredible gal! Tons of inspiration on these pages you write - someday when you are done with all this crap, you can look back at it and be amazed at your courage!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:52 PM CDT

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Great news! The power of prayer is awesome!

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Sobieski, WI - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:19 PM CDT

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Great news! The power of prayer is awesome!

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.som>
Sobieski, WI - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:17 PM CDT

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I'm so happy for you. It is so great to read great great news. God Bless!
Anita Moore mother of Holly <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

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How-dee, Amy!! I'm Karen and I live in New York State - came here via Katia's site and wow, was I soooo glad to hear that you are well!!! I read your entries - what a marvelous spirit you have and such will. God bless you, young lady and you'll beat this for sure with your positivity!
Lots of Hugs, Karen



Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:37 PM CDT

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Amy....what a wonderful blessing to read your post tonight. God does work miracles...........all we have to do is ask.
You deserve some good news and you got it today. We'll keep praying..............you keep fighting !!! God bless...have a good night.

Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:33 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I came over from Katia's sight earlier today and prayed for the miracle you asked for and now when I check back in I see God gave it to you. HOw wonderful! I will add you to my prayer list.
Nancy Gibby
Gainesville, fl - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:16 PM CDT

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WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! That is the most amazing news ever! I am so happy for you, and I will definitely go outside to hear your shouts...I may even have to shout a few times with you. Keep up that great attitude, and get your counts back up where you need them to be so you can go home. All my love and continued prayers.
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:52 PM CDT

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All I can say is Hallelujah !! What a fantastic day ! Your tears of joy are shared by many of us out here in cyberspace. I am so, so happy for you.
Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
WONDERFUL ALL RIGHT!!!! Your thank you note arrived today and it was a bright spot for me after a long hard day at work. CHeered me up to get some good mail. Take Care HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:30 PM CDT

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Amy,
I'm so happy that you got the miracle you truly deserved! You continue to be such an inspiration! I will continue to pray for you every day and every night. Thank God you are surounded by such loving, caring, wonderful people. You are amazing!
Peace, Love, and :) :) :) Jodi

jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I just came over from Katia's site. What WONDERFUL news! I am so happy for you!! You are obviously so thrilled and rightfully so. I'll be praying for you. God Bless.
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@Hotmail.com>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:42 PM CDT

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Dear Amy...What beautiful news! Thank you, God!!!

Take care sweetie...
Sending thoughts and prayers your way...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:26 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
So happy to read the wonderful news. I am praising and thanking God for the miracle you received today. God Bless.

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:21 PM CDT

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PRAISE GOD Amy! WHEW HOO! Miracles DO happen babes. You keep fighting the good fight! You are an inspiration to all of us ... sending you love and HUGS!
from Your Michigan Prayer Warrier (& many others! (smile)
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

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I'm thinking of and praying for you sweetheart. It does get hard. And the Lord gives us breaks and answers just when we need them. I praise Him for the miracle you received today. I'll be back to check in on you again soon and in the meantime will certainly be lifting you up in prayer. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 6:35 PM CDT

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Amy
I can't think of anyone that deserves a miracle more than you! I'm so happy for you! HUGS
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 6:10 PM CDT

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PRAISE THE LORD!!!!
Merilee <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 6:02 PM CDT

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GREAT NEWS!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 4:44 PM CDT

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Thank you Jesus for miracles! So glad to hear that your reports are MUCH better than you originally thought/heard! Prayers are being lifted in your name! You have a totally contagious smile -- it will light up a room. You are a beautiful young woman! Again, congrats!
Darlene Sanford a/k/a Sniggles the Clown <csanford@fulbright.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

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Dear Amy,
I have praying much for you these last weeks. Today I rejoice with you on the good news you have received. Be assured of my continued prayer for you and for all of your intentions. Know that I care!
S. Lucinda Mareck
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 4:21 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know that I'm thinking and praying for you! Take care! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><


http://lightingchildrenslives.org
My website!


*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 3:50 PM CDT

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Amy,
I was sent to pray for you from Katia's website, and pray for you I will.
He promises to answer...
I promise to pray...

rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
the ozarks, mo - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 3:19 PM CDT

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Amy,
Remember the quote "Miracles happen to those that believe". Keep believing! Praying for one now for you!

Joan Tamm <ghtamm@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 2:40 PM CDT

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I'll be praying for you and thinking about you!
Jodi Green <jodisgreen@aol.com>
Roselle Park, NJ USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:57 PM CDT

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Praying for you Amy, I will keep asking GOd for your mircle hereon earth
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:37 PM CDT

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Praying for you Amy, you are one tough cookie that is for sure. I know I would be right next to you kicking cancer right in the you know what....if only we could! But what we can do, is what I'll do for you....pray! Stay strong! Lots of love to ya!!
lori <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:19 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Praying for you to get a good report. I cant imagine what you are going through and I pray for you. Your a very strong person and I know you can beat this and Im sure it is scary heck I get scared for all of you who have to go through this but I believe in Jesus' healing. My prayers are with you!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, m - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:24 AM CDT

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Hello Amy, I've been lerking around for awhile now, and wanted to sign in. Maybe I've been here to sign once, but can't remember. ANywho, my friend sent me your site, she has been connected for awhile. My son has brain cancer, 17,and doesn't like to talk about it. In reading your journals, I can kinda keep up with some things that He maybe thinkin about. I just want to say that we are praying for you, daily Amy*, and YOU are awesome! May God protect you from pain, and sorrow, Amy*! Peace and Prayers, 4/j's
Julie (jeffery and joseph's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jacksonville, fl usa - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:19 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Thank you for continuing to share with us, no matter how hard things get. You bring inspiration and love to so many people every day. Sending all the love and prayers right back at you! XXXOX
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:06 AM CDT

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Amy... I wish there was something I could do for you. Remember that we are still praying for you here in Red Wing, and we continue to check out your web site often for updates.

Glad to hear your counts are inching their way up. I will be thinking of you while you are awaiting your scan results today.

Know that it can be very therapeutic to have a good cry to release all the pent up emotions! One thing that I do when I am really stressed out is write down all my thoughts. Then after I finish writing it down and reading it over I can rip it up, throw it away or do whatever with it! Sometimes I have pages and pages. Might sound goofy, but I swear by it. I'm glad you have wonderful nurses and friends and family there to hold you through your difficult moments.

Take good care of yourself Amy. Looking forward to your next update. Also thanks for the nice message to Austin. Your compassion to others (especially while going through all this stuff yourself) shows yet again what an awesome young lady you are.

Sara Freking
<sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

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Keep on fighting. We are still here for you and praying for you.


Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:56 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! You are an amazing young woman and a true inspiration to me. I pray for you every day and will continue to do so. You are one of the strongest and most determined people I've ever met and I know that you will get your miracle!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:22 AM CDT

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Amy....I am always praying for you and wil continue to do so! You are such an inspiration to me and I wish you all the hapiness you deserve (which is A LOT) and good health!

Hugs to you....and you will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
Leslie <lesliedsanborn@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

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(((((HUGS FOR AMY)))))
(((((HUGS FOR AMY)))))
(((((HUGS FOR AMY)))))
Sending you comfort and love.
A friend
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:51 AM CDT

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Amy,
How wonderful that you are surrounded by such special people when you stay at The Inn ~
You're allowed to have your down moments and all of us out here thank you for sharing your feelings so that we can all pray that much harder for you to feel better.
I'm hoping your scan turns out to be very boring with no surprises and that your numbers continue to climb. As good as they treat you at The Inn, I'm sure you're ready to head home to your own bed.
Try to keep your chin up and those dimples of yours dimpled and remember that you are surrounded by more love than you can even imagine. YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:41 AM CDT

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Amy,
I'm praying for you! You keep right on fighting and know that others are thinking of you! You are a true fighter and you do it with a great attitude towards life! But it's also good once in a while to have ourselves a good cry and release some emotions. You are one special lady!
Sending lots of hugs your way.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 0:06 AM CDT

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Hiya Honey! I am so sorry that you are in the dumps. I think about you all the time just wishing I had that miracle at the tip of my fingers. I know that I am not alone in that wish, as I am sure there are so many people out here that wish we could just reach in there and grab that cancer out. I don't know of anyone with that magic power, but I do know a ton of people who believe in the power of prayer. We are all out here praying for you every step of the way, and we won't stop until you win. I read through your guest book tonight (again) and it is so obvious how loved you are. I recomend that you don't take any junk from Merilee, and I think Ann has a point on the benifits of the chocolate cake. :-) Keep up the good fight girl, you are continuing to amaze all of us. My Mom sends you all her love and special prayers as well,(her computer is down, so she can't get to your page.) and we are right here with you in whatever you need. Much love!
ELZABETH and BETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 10:31 PM CDT

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Amy, You are such a brave girl and with all that fight and all of our prayers, You will get your miracle somehow.
Marilyn Smith <smith15@mn.rr.com>
Edina , Mn - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:35 PM CDT

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Amy, no matter what, you are loved and special! And yes, I KNOW your miracle is out there waiting for you. Just think of how many people who have never met you, like myself, uphold you in prayer daily. I hope to meet you someday and learn from one most outstanding and courageous young woman!
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
St. Louis Park, MN USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

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Amy
Sweetheart,please know i am praying fot you and for really good scans:) Like i have always said you are exceptional young lady:) You have alot on your plate right now so honey you CRYYY and SCREAM all you want , You need to get this all out!!!!!!!!! It is a natural thing for you to be feeling what you have been Yes cancer Suck's! I refuse it give it a capitial as it deserves nothing!!!!!!!!!!
So you cry all you want and know we are here for you.
And know someone in Ky loves you:)
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:09 PM CDT

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Amy -- I AM praying for a miracle for you. You have been so strong for so long --- I pray for some good news from your scans and for some bright, sunny days ahead.

Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Monday, June 14, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

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Amy,
I check by our site at least once a day for updates. I am praying that the scans are clear. I know how tired you must be getting, but hang in there. Your determination and good attitude are inspiring.

I know how much cancer SUCKS and I'm sorry you have to go through all you have had to endure. You are an exceptional young lady. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope you get to go home soon, but right now you are where you need to be for your counts to recover and to be pampered and taken care of :)

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hang in there. You have so many people who care for you and who are saying prayers for you.

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O' Fallon (St. Louis), MO - Monday, June 14, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
I love this biblical verse TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL THINE HEART AND LEAN NOT UNTO THY OWN UNDERSTANDING> Continue in faith AMy The Lord knows the plan for you. Put it in HIS hands. Try and sleep well tonight
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, June 14, 2004 8:29 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, I just want you to know I'm still checking on you every day and, yes, I am praying for your miracle. You ARE that miracle to everyone who has ever known you. May all your days bring sunshine and all your memories be happy reminders of good times with good friends (and teachers). By the way, congratulations on your graduation! I'm so very proud of you.
Sherry Johnson <scainjohnson@astound.net>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 7:07 PM CDT

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Amers.......I had to do it, since you know I DID start it. :):) Well I'm praying for you to kick this is the butt and get home cause you,me,cat,kayla,nikki,or whoever need to do something, you call me as soon as you are up to it. Love you girl,
savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

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Hey Amy! I hate to admit this, but I have never played cribbage. I know it has to do with cards and the little board thingy, but after that .... zippo. Would you be willing to give me lessons? I'll even let you win!!!

Sounds like it is about time to get the docs doing their "neutrophil dance". Some docs are better than others, but if not effective it's always good for a laugh! I'm not sure who is on service right now, but for you I'm sure they'd cooperate!

I have been on a mission lately, to find junk and get rid of it! There are boxes in our basement that haven't been unpacked from when we moved here almost three years ago!!! It's amazing what I've found, but so far nothing worth keeping! Need any junk? I could fix you up with plenty!

Love you kiddo!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, June 14, 2004 10:09 AM CDT

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Glad to hear that those counts are creeping up. Maybe it's the chocolate cake! I'm out here pulling for you every day! Love, Ann
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:24 AM CDT

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Hello Amy
Glad you are doing okay. Just saw the DVD 50 First Dates ,It was cute. Have a good day. I too want to see Harry Potter maybe this coming weekend. Take Care Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, June 14, 2004 4:53 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Wow - lots going on! That's great that your counts are a bit better, and that you've gotten out of the Inn a little bit. My husband mentioned going to see that Omni movie but after reading your entry about it making your head spin at times, I think I'll have to skip it. I get sick on rides and from certain types of movies so I bet I'd get sick. ;)
I'm glad they're moving so fast with a plan for you - the sooner the better, right? How fortunate your doctor is so determined on your behalf! And then add in all the prayers and well wishes from your web site and wow, you're really covered!
I hope your tests go okay ~ remember we'll all out here cheering you on. YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 11:55 PM CDT

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Hey Amy!!
I miss you tons!! I've been praying that your counts go up up up! But while you're at the F.I. (fairview inn) stay busy. I'm going to have to play u in a game of cribbage next time I see you. I'll be sure to practice so I can give you a run for your money.
Love you lots!!!
~Britty
P.S. Be Bad
brittany <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
duluth, mn - Sunday, June 13, 2004 5:22 PM CDT

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Amy,
I am thinking of you and praying for those counts to go through the roof!!! Continue to be strong and take it one day at a time, God will take care of the rest! You rock girl! :) Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, Pa - Sunday, June 13, 2004 12:20 AM CDT

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Hi Amy - Sending PRAYERS up to the Big Man. You are awesome. xoxoxoxo pammy
Pam Wallace <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Sunday, June 13, 2004 11:05 AM CDT

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Amy, you just never fail at amazing me. I am so proud of how you handle every challenge that you face. I hope you had a good dinner tonight, and that your counts are on the way up where they belong! I am thinking about you and always keeping you in my prayers. Much love,
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 12, 2004 10:41 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Havent signed the guestbook recently but read your up-dates all the time.Be strong and know that positive thoughts are flying your way from us in the U.K.Hayley and familyxxxxx
Hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Saturday, June 12, 2004 6:26 PM CDT

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Prayers coming your way, today and always!
Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Sobieski, WI - Saturday, June 12, 2004 5:55 PM CDT

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Hi Amy -- I always pray for you daily, but have been doing some major storming of Heaven for you lately. Hang in there, girl!
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 5:04 PM CDT

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Amy I have been following your journey for quite some
time but have never posted until now. You are a fascinating
young lady. Such strength and character. I wish I had found you on here when my husband was battling cancer. I think I could have endured it a little better following your inspiration. I have read where you watch alot of movies. I am a movie buff also! You are an awesome kiddo and I pray that the hand of God touches you.
Jacklyn <Jacola2@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 12, 2004 3:58 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, I am sorry that things have dropped so low. I know you though, and I am sure the fighter in you will have you up and out of there in no time. I will be thinking about you all the time, and hoping for a quick departure from the "Inn." Much love~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 12, 2004 8:46 AM CDT

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You have all my thoughts, prayers and love. God is with you. Remember everything happens for a reason....You are so strong determined. Sounds like the daycare kids need and miss you...Lucky kids to have you part of their life.....
T.L.S.
Home, - Friday, June 11, 2004 7:17 PM CDT

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Hi Amy. Tell those platelets to hustle. I'm waiting for grad party No. 2. This should help them - I'll bring a dessert that has cream cheese frosting on it! Keeping you in our prayers and hoping to see you real soon. The daycare atmosphere just isn't the same without you. Besides, Taylor is waiting for the "smoothy-making" day. From what I hear, you're the best "smoothy-maker" there is!
The Sands
Albany, - Friday, June 11, 2004 1:41 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Im praying for your counts to come up!!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo - Friday, June 11, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

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Hey Ames, sorry to hear those platelets are sooo low. Hope you are feeling well otherwise and gearing up for a good summer
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Friday, June 11, 2004 10:37 AM CDT

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GO PLATELETS!
I hope you get a good batch so you can spend some summer vacation at HOME! HUGS
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, June 11, 2004 6:00 AM CDT

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Gosh Amy,
I hope those counts of yours start climbing soon! At least you got to spend a little time at home, after your chemo, in your own bed and near your chocolate cakes! ;)
I'll be praying that your stay at the Inn and Suites is a short one. YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, June 11, 2004 2:38 AM CDT

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Amy,
Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, June 11, 2004 0:31 AM CDT

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Dear AMY
Low platelets nothing to play with Be careful Watch for those nosebleeds. Praying for you Take CARE,,,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 8:21 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I am praying for you! You are strong and brave and everything will be ok! Think good thoughts!
Jodi :)

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 2:40 PM CDT

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Hi there!
I saw your link on share the love. I want you to know I'm praying for you! That chocolate cake sounds sooo good..I'm a chocoholic myself! Enjoy!
take care~
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 9:33 AM CDT

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Hi Amy I check your website every day. We are friends of Mitch and I have seen you at Mitchie's celebration service and also Mall Of America. I think that Olivia's web site is www.caringbridge.org/mn/olivia. I'm not sure that is the Olivia you are talking about but it is one cute Olivia.
Marilyn Smith <msmith15@mn.rr.com>
Edina , Mn United States - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 9:48 PM CDT

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I love chocolate cake. Sounds very good. How is Olivia doing? I have tried to find her website but cannot locate it. Can you help me with that? Thank you.
Pamela Dean <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, glad to hear your hanging in there! Sitting and waiting around stinks! Chocolate is good for the soul though!! !Thinking of you! Jodi :)
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 11:19 AM CDT

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Amy,
You crack me up! "Tunneling" under the frosting - so that's the word I've never thought of to describe eating just the cake and leaving the frosting behind! I'm like you, I'll take the cake and leave the frosting. Thankfully my son prefers the frosting so it all works out.
Bummer about the platelets leaking - wasn't your bed getting a little bit wet? ;) I hope your counts bounce back faster than you're used to - just to give you a big surprise. Wouldn't that be great?
Thinking of you everyday and hoping your drives into town are uneventful - YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
CHOCOLATE WOW sounds like that is one of your favorites. Have a good night Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:05 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, I have the greatest tip for the onion dilema....have someone else cut them:-) So, is it definite that you will be in the cities tomorrow and Friday? Laura is going to be in getting her port out tomorrow, and I was thinking maybe if you were both going to be there then I would stop by and say "HI." Just a thought. I might swing in on Friday instead because I know my Mom wants to see you as well. (She doesn't get home until late tomorrow night.) So, just food for thought. I will check in later to find out your schedule. Love you lots!

ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!! Glad to hear you had a good dinner with your friend. I have always hear that if you run cold water over onions it helps. Hope all goes well for you and your count is better. Praying for you!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, m usa - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 3:03 PM CDT

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Amy,
Good Morning! How are you doing? A tip for you when ou cut onions...I put a bowl on water on the counter and then cut up my onion. I hope it works for you. I am glad to hear that you and your friends had a great bbq. Hope you have a great day. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

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Hi Amy ... this is pam just checkin in, sending HUGS - and reminding you that your Prayer Warriors in Michigan are out here routing for you! Your attitude is an inspiration - you make me SMILE. Sleep and get better!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

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Hey Amy! Try holding water in your mouth while cutting the onion next time. After you're done cutting it, swallow the water! Should work! Have a great day!
Stephanie J. (Tori's friend!) <sjackson@cheerful.com>
Burnsville, MN - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 8:28 AM CDT

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Amy,
Hey Hun, Sorry for not signing in awhile.
Bummer that you're wiped out from chemo. But rest awhile and hopefully you'll be feeling better soon.
Love you lots and miss you even more!
~Britty
P.S. Be Bad!!
Brittany <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
esko, MN usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 6:46 PM CDT

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Amm...Well I hope you start feeling better and more up beat because we definatly need to have a girls night. Well lol I think I am going to call you now instead of writing.
Love you lots,
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 7, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

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Hey there woman. I am glad to hear that you got to enjoy today. It was so beautiful outside. You make sure you get lots of rest, and take care of yourself. I am still waiting for that address that I need!!!!! Be good! Love and prayers~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Well I am glad you are getting out of Fairview Inn. Hope the counts hang in there. I got an overnite myself this wk at our local Naval Hospital. Doing better. Taking it slow and steady as they say. Have a great week. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:06 PM CDT

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Hello Amy,
It always makes me happy to hear that everything is going well with you and your treatment so far. I have faith in you I beleive that you are a good fighter and your going to beat this, so continue to keep up the good work. I would very much like to send you a great big (((HUG))) in person but I guess this way is better than not at all. I want you to know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers, always remember to keep moving FORWARD...


Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Sunday, June 6, 2004 4:08 PM CDT

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Hey Amy~ I check on you every day, but haven't signed your guest book for a while. I thought I would stop by tonight and let you know that I'm still praying for you and hope that you are flying through this round of chemo with no problems. I'm also praying that the lack of updates the last couple days means that no news is good news. Take care of yourself and I'll keep praying for you and your platlets!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 0:17 AM CDT

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Dear Amy,
I have spent some time looking at your web page, you are a FIGHTER!!!! I will be riding in the ACS bike this July from Philadelphia to the Jersey Shore and will be thinking of you and Praying for you along the way. Keep fighting the good fight! You can and will beat Cancer! Love, Jodi
Jodi <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, June 4, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I've come to you from Julianna Banana's Link Page. Sounds like you're making the most out of being in the hospital. You've got an incredible attitude, and that will take you farther than you'll ever know. Keep it up!
Tracy M <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

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Hi Amers!! How you doing? MAN, I wish I could have been at your graduation!! I would have so went! Lucky me though, I got to work that day!! Well, Congratulations though anyway! Isn't it weird to think that you are completly done with highschool!! I'm so proud of you Amy! Hey, I'm going to be having a get together for all us girls in July sometime. It will be a Sat. during the end of July. I'll let you know for sure! Take care Girly! I Love you.
Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
New Hope, Mn - Thursday, June 3, 2004 9:33 PM CDT

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Hey chickie,
Take it easy on those nurses with the cribbage game. everyone knows you are the Expert of the Inn! I'm glad to see you make the most of your inpatient stays. You are awesome!!! Thank you for updating your site and keeping us informed. You're a special young woman and I hope those plateletes hold out for you! Have a great day!
A friend of caringbridge <cancersucks@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 3, 2004 9:10 AM CDT

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Hello Amy, Julie here. My good friend has been checkin on you for awhile, and sent me your site. I try to keep up with lots of the caringbridge sites. My son has brain cancer, and he's 17. wish I could get him to write on his site, like you do. That would be to cool!!!!!!! Any who, he doesn't have anything to do with it, right now. Maybe, it's just a man thing. I'd like to keep checkin on you from time to time, and add you to our long lists of friends that we pray for! Your such a remarkable young woman! I know so many people who could learn from you, even myself. Your so strong willed, that's good! and you type it, like it is, that's commendable! I will pray this week for your platlets to get to moving on up, and that you get through the chemo without any pain, or suffering. You've been through so much, already!! I'll be checkin in soon, hang in there. and if you need yet another person to talk to, feel free to write or call. Peace and Prayers to you, daily! 4/j's
Julie (jeffery and joseph's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax, fl usa - Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:38 AM CDT

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Amy,
It sounds like things are going pretty good so far - that's always great to read. But then you almost always put a positive spin on whatever you're tackling and it continues to amaze me how well you handle all of this - you continue to be such an inspiration!
As for your feeling a bit "slow" when counting your Cribbage points - I can make you feel like a genius instantly. I NEVER count properly - I CAN'T count properly. If I have some cards that add up to fifteen etc, I don't say "fifteen-two" like you're supposed to, noooo, I point to the cards simultaneously with 2 fingers and I'll say "twooooo", "fourrrrrr" and if it's a "run", I'll count out the run as "one-two-three". Heck, if I have too many points I'll just count "one/two", "three/four", "five, six, seven"....Luckily I play with people who tolerate my counting style! ;) I used to drive one guy crazy with the way I counted, but then he was so good he could always tell me what my points were before I had rearranged my cards to be counted.
I hope you continue to feel good during the chemo and it's nice to read you're getting some movie-watching under your belt while you can. Oh, and I can't wait to try out your weight-loss program. You're so funny! ;)
Take Care, YWG and YBF

Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, June 3, 2004 0:12 AM CDT

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Happy (belated) graduation Amy. What a special day. Although we all have to go through a hard time, I think one of the wonderful things about our experiences is that we appreciate and enjoy everything SO much more because we can truly realize how much of a blessing each accomplishment is. Please know that you are very loved. I haven't signed in much lately but I have been thinking of and praying for you. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 8:00 PM CDT

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Love you
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 7:13 PM CDT

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OK Amy,
Here we go with the chemo! That cancer has no idea what it is up against. Now you are a graduate and stronger than ever. You will most definitely kick some sarcoma-A*#!!!
I'm cheering for you all they way
A friend on-line and in battle!!!
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 8:29 AM CDT

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Heh AMY
You maintained the 65 so I think the go is a good idea. You are right- got to try something maybe a lower dose going in to.? Will be thinking of you today. Grab your bed sheets and hold on . You can do it. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 6:50 AM CDT

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I can't believe "Marty" never noticed your dimples!

Anyway, I KNEW you were going to get your treatment! Today I'm sure you feel crappy so relax and know, I'm thinking of you!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 5:58 AM CDT

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Amm,Well I just wanted to say hi, and let you know I am always thinking about you, If you are bored while your there you call me K?!! Love your calls, we always have gossip to discuss, haha j/k. Well the weird thing is I just watched Radio last night for the first time cause I always wanted to see it too. It is good let me tell you. lol. Well love you girl. Kick it in the butt as usual and call me k?
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 0:39 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Great to hear you've finally started your chemo. As for your platelets, can they just give you platelets to "top your levels off" or doesn't it work that way? I hope things go smoothly for you. Did you get a private room with a view? ;)
Take care and keep that fighting spirit! YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:57 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Just seen your your gradition pictures How good are they!!!!!!:) I think my new name for you will be dimples:)
Never sen them before AREN'T THEY THE CUTEST:)
Dig in those heels of yours and kick this round of chemo in the butt, And know i am here praying for you!
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:18 PM CDT

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Amy, I LOVE THE PICTURES!!!!!! I got goose bumps all over seeing you in your cap and gown. What an awesome vision it is. I am thinking that I may be in town for a few days, so I will check to see if you are still at the Inn. Maybe I can get in for a visit. Congrats on your diploma, and dig your heals in for this next round. All my love,
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:11 PM CDT

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Hi Amy ... I'm so glad you got in there to get that going today too! With Hugs, love and Blessings from your prayer warrior in Ypsilanti, Michigan.
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

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How's the Graduate? Amy, you are so much in my thoughts. Keep up the fight, I know you can do it. Maybe your starting the chemo and a new lease will make the sun shine. Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 9:52 PM CDT

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Hello from Joan (stranger in St. Louis Park), Congratulations, graduate! Glad you got your chemo today. Platelets, hang in there! I check your site daily and will continue to support you in prayer. What I admire about you, Amy, is that as you continue to fight, you also continue to enjoy and live every day to the fullest. You have much to teach this troubled world.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
St. Louis Park, MN USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 9:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy. I hope you got on ok at the hospital and that your platelets were up where you wanted them. I like your graduation photos. You look very smart in your robe. I've never seen anyone with a grin so big. It was obviously a very proud day for you and your family
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, ARE YOU KICKIN' CANCER'S BUTT? - SAY IT WITH PRIDE ---"""THE BANNER SITE!"""--- - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 2:09 PM CDT

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Amy,
Congratulations on graduation! I remember the days leading up to Graduation like they were yesterday (it's been 10 years) I remember wondering what life was gonna be like outside of the comforts and routines of highschool. I have to admit I was scared at first but quickly learned that I'd have a whole new set of routines, etc. The last 10 years have gone by so incredibly fast!

Now that school is you, you can concentrate on really giving that ol' cancer the boot!

Although I don't post often I check on you all the time! Keep fighting!!!!
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Baudette, MN - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:40 AM CDT

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Amers,
You look GREAT in those pictures! GO GIRL! Congratulations! Now with school behind you, you can put ALL your efforts into kicking some cancer butt!! I KNOW you're getting that chemo right now as I type, I just KNOW it! Do I sound like a "ra ra girl" or what? Love you chicky and pray this summer brings you some amazing things!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:37 AM CDT

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HI AMY. JUST CHECKING IN ON YOU TODAY, GLAD YOU HAD A GOOD WEEKEND. I HAVENT SEEN THE PICTURES YET BUT I WILL BEFORE I LEAVE YOUR SITE. PRAYING FOR YOUR COUNTS TO BE GOOD AND FOR YOUR PINKY FINGER!!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo usa - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, It was great seeing your graduation pictures. You look radiant. Congratulations. It was also good seeing Catherine and Savannah. Mrs. Orbeck also looked good! You all look so mature! Take care and know I continue to hold you in prayer. Love, S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 8:08 AM CDT

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Amy,
Congrats!!! I am so happy for you. I love the pictures. Praying that you have good results from the blood work. God Bless.
Michelle <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 6:45 AM CDT

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Hey Amm, Well girl I wanted to say hi, and miss you tons, and that I pray that your platlets are up tomorrow, but I know they will be :):) I love you lots, and think it is about time for a girls night :):):)
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
First of let me congralate you on your GRADUATION:)
Next on to college
Now sweetie dont go thinking ahead of yourself there is probly nothing wrong,So please don't go worying yourself
And know my prayers are with you tomorrow keeping my fingers crossed for good counts
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

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Amy Congratulations
MaryAnn Vos <lmvos@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN. Stearns - Monday, May 31, 2004 9:57 PM CDT

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HEH AMY
NICE PHOTOS Glad I checked back in. I have been working too all day. Cleaning and shopping. Even forgot the BBQ, opted for a Subway instead, easier & quicker. Have a good night. I will be thinking of you tomorrow. Hope they can do some chemo or radiation to the arm? Take Care Hugs,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Monday, May 31, 2004 5:45 PM CDT

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Amy......
I am SOOOOO proud of you!!! What courage and strength you have. I have been going through some tough times of a different nature, but I still think about your strength on days that aren't so great for me. Thanks for giving me someone to look up to (even though I'm old enough to be YOUR mother!!!) God bless you always!!!
Sent with big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <iverson4@msn.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, May 31, 2004 2:33 PM CDT

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CONGRATS AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Vicki
Vicki Jones <vlj322@mn.rr.com - www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney>
Mpls, Mn - Monday, May 31, 2004 8:37 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Hope you are still enjoying your special weekend. Looking for those graduation pictures...Take Care Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, May 31, 2004 5:47 AM CDT

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CONGRATULATIONS, AMY!!! Graduation is such an exciting time in one's life; an ending to one chapter and the start of a new one. We are so proud of you for all your accomplishments through the last 4 plus years. We'll be rooting and praying for you during the coming ones as you head into college. Now for those platelets--time to kick in high gear :-) All the best to you. Love to you,
Darlene and all the Felling family <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:28 PM CDT

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Congratulations on your graduation !!! As always, our thoughts and prayers are with you..........


Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

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Hey Aimster....wow I haven't come to sign in for awhile, but just know that I check it everyday. I am so happy that we graduated...what a relief not to think about homework for awhile...now it's just time to relax during the summer. We all deserve it! I hope you had a great time at the grad party Friday night. What did you all win? But i'll let you go now...Have a great day. I hope to see you soon!!!
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, - Sunday, May 30, 2004 4:23 PM CDT

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Amy...Congratulations on your high school graduation! Sending lots of love and continued prayers your way.
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, May 30, 2004 8:21 AM CDT

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Amy,
Wow! A high school graduate! How wonderful that you accomplished that even while fighting your fight. That took tremendous determination on your part and you should be so proud of yourself! I'm glad the weather cooperated for your festivities - ie, the hay ride. It sounds like you had nothing but fun, fun and more fun - that's great!
Hoping you don't go through homework withdrawl for too long....ha, ha, ha.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, May 29, 2004 11:25 PM CDT

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Amy,
Woo-hoo! Isn't graduation great! It is the culmination of many years and a lot of hard work. You deserve all the fun and celebrations that are to come. My daughter graduated from Burnsville HS last year, and she thought the all night party was awesome too. You're right...whoever organizes those parties deserve great big awards for making it so great. It's cool that you get to be a normal kid for awhile and hang out with your classmates and friends. Who ever would have thought that 'normal' would feel so great.
Congratulations!!!

Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Saturday, May 29, 2004 10:13 PM CDT

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AMY
Congrats you GRADUATE YOU! I'm so PROUD of you for getting through school with that great big smile of yours always glowing!

Well, now your officially an adult.... ho hum ....... well, if you don't tell anyone I won't that way you can still fool around as much as you desire! Love and HUGS Mary Lee and Davis.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Saturday, May 29, 2004 8:33 PM CDT

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hey! congrats! we're graduates! good times last night huh??? so as we talked about it last night-THIS WEEK WE GOTTA GO OUT TO EAT!!! tuesday works, right?? i hope so! anyway, email me with your ideas for eating! i cant wait! talk to ya soon!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, May 29, 2004 6:02 PM CDT

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Amy, I've been following your site for quite some time. Though I've never met you, you've achieved such a major accomplishment along with everything else you've had to endure. Congradulations and I wish you much luck and success. My prayers will always be with you. Remember with God by your side, you can reach to the stars.
Candy Adkins <radkinsjr@comcast.net>
Sicklerville, nj US - Saturday, May 29, 2004 6:00 PM CDT

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Congratulations Amy on your graduating high school!! Way to Go!!! jill wants to have a party at her house with everyone, hope we can all see each other there!~! when laura settles down from her traveling career!! we can all get together!! take care, love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, May 29, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

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Hiya, a few jokes to try and make you smile this weekend.

What are prehistoric monsters called when they sleep?
A dinosnore!

What do elves do after school?
Gnomework

Where do tadpoles change?
In a croakroom!





Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, May 29, 2004 12:28 AM CDT

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Keep the fight, and know that there are people all over who care for you and have gone thorugh the same thing!You can win! www.davidthrasher.com
david thrasher <thrasherstrength@aol.com>
fayetteville, ga fayette - Saturday, May 29, 2004 7:30 AM CDT

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Amy -

Congratulations on your high school graduation!!! Hopefully, you are well rested for your big night of partying and celebrating this moment in your life! Enjoy EVERY single second of it! As always, you're in our thoughts and prayers! God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, May 28, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

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Amy,

I don't know that I've ever signed your guestbook before, but I just wanted to give you a big CONGRATULATIONS!!! on graduating from high school. I still remember my high school graduation many, many (LOL) years ago, and I loved every minute of it (although there were some tears, too). Enjoy the day! I also wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you!

Jodi
Jodi Green <jodisgreen@aol.com>
Roselle Park, NJ USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 9:18 AM CDT

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Congratulations! This is something that you should be really proud of. I am so happy for you.

Have a great day today. Your new journey in life begans today.

Best wishes,
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 8:43 AM CDT

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Congratulations on your graduation, Amy. What a huge accomplishment! Have fun, and I am sure there are many of us who can't wait to her all about the celebration! Love, Ann
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 7:59 AM CDT

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Amy, I thank you so much for your wonderful words and prayers. I read your updates often, sometimes just to remind me we are not alone in this fight. Your uplifting words keep me and my family going day by day. I am so proud of you for all you have gone through and yet you are graduating from high school tomorrow. This alone is a great accomplishment for many kids but for you it is amazing how you continued to reach your goals even while fighting each day for your life. We wish you the best and enjoy your celebration. I also know we will be seeing a Graduation announcement from Collage for Amy Mareck in a few years.
Big hugs are coming to you from Olivia!!!
Love
Bonnie, Mike, Angel, Olivia and Jessica
Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI - Thursday, May 27, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

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HOORAY AMY
Congratulations Graduate. Enjoy tomorrow ..Take lots of pictures to post for us all to see. Enjoy the party too, Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

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CONGRADULATIONS GRADUATE! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR GRADUATION!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo usa - Thursday, May 27, 2004 2:58 PM CDT

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Amy,
Good morning! How are you doing? Congratulation
Ms. Graduate!!! I truly hope you have a wonderful graduation. God Bless. Oh, does Olivia have a website? Please tell her that she is in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 9:09 AM CDT

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Hi AMy,
may the platelets be with you!!!
Sending prayers for Olivia, does she have a website we can write to her in?

A friend <cancersucks@all.com>
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 8:25 AM CDT

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Congratulations Amy for all you have accomplished!!!
I, along with so many others, are so very proud of
you. Not just for graduating but for your awesome
attitude about everything. Keep up the great work.
Hope we will bump into you at clinic again sometime soon.
We will pray for your friend Olivia and for your platelets
to be where you need them to be. Thank you for the
encouragment you continue to lend to Austin.
Sara Freking
<sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 8:58 PM CDT

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At lasst the sun is shinning and I hope it remains so for your graduation. I always remember those nights in late May early June as hot and for those of us who can not be in the front rows the mosqitos have invaded. Please add pictures to yur page!!! Have a great time - I will be thinking of you on Thursday! Hugs and much love, Amy
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

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AMY
Sounds like you are enjoying your days till graduation YOU GO GIRL . You truly deserve it. Idol tonight should be fun to watch. Stay strong Amy .. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 6:04 PM CDT

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Amy,
I had to laugh at your "the day care kids can be the testers, they seem to eat and drink anything." For some reason that struck me as so funny! It also reminded me of a picture you once posted - a day care kid eating a pickle.
I also loved where you said something to the effect that yep, the adults will be right. Yippee, a teenager agreeing that sometimes adults really can be right! ;)
When is your actual ceremony? Is there an all night party right afterwards? I hope the weather cooperates. This sure has been some crappy weather we've been having. Our backyard is looking mighty drowned! ;)
Congrats on your huge achievement! It took a lot of hard work on your part to get this far - on time - and you should be way, way proud of yourself. That is one huge accomplishment! YWG and YBF

Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 11:24 PM CDT

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amy-we're done!!! crazy isn't it??? i cant really believe it myself! wow how the time has flown by us! anyway, so yeah...tattoo's hurt...haha...have a great day see ya on friday! think we can stay awake all night long??? hahahah
luv ya lots!~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 25, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
I just got this info for school nurses on tatoos? Higher(22%) incidence of Hep C transmission with those who got tatoos.Mayo clinic did the research It would be interesting to see and read the research just to make sure it wasn't from other higher risk behavior as well. You also can not give blood for 1 year after a tatoo. Not worth it. You also brought up good points as well. Have a great week AMY. I saw the timberwolves won the other night wow- I am not a basketball fan but saw it in our sports section Congrats. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 9:03 PM CDT

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Congratulations Amy! You're all done! ...i've only written in here once before, but i'm visiting the site and praying for you daily. You're a big inspiration for me :-) Remember: Don't think of Graduation as an ending, think of it as a brand new beginning. Keep that smile on!
Asha Poepping <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 4:22 PM CDT

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HI AMY!! GLAD TO HEAR YOUR FEELING GOOD TODAY!! I COULDNT WAIT TO GRADUATE BUT YOUR RIGHT IT IS A WHOLE NEW WORLD WHEN YOUR OUT. CONGRADULATIONS TO YOU!! YOUR IN MY PRAYERS
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
D, mo usa - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 3:45 PM CDT

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Hello Amy,
This is my first time on your website. You really are going to fight and win!!! Hope today was a good day for you. The last day of school. Holy Family sent out a donation slip for you to go to Florida. Do you have a date set on when you will be going? Hope you have lots of fun. Make sure you go to the ocean. Take Care.

Melissa Bueckers <bmbueckers@albanytel.com>
Avon, MN USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 1:37 PM CDT

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It is good to see that you are feeling better and having a good time. I think of you often and remember you in our nightly prayers. Take care and congratulations on your graduation. Did I read on here somewhere that you'll be going to college next year? Where will you be going?


Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 11:34 AM CDT

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OH My, is it really true only 2 days of school??? Time flies oh yes it does! Just know we are all thinking of you and so happy as you near your graduation day. Great big hugs and lots of love from all of us to you!!!!
B,B,J,T&E
Brenda
Avon, - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:34 PM CDT

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AMY! I can't believe that you are about to graduate. It doesn't seem that long ago that we sat at dinner and talked about all the things that had to happen before that day would come....wow has time gone fast. I am sorry that you had a rough few days, but you are still an inspiration in how you handle every bump in the road. You are so right that there is a reason, and I am sure you will understand it just as soon as you figure it out. I do believe that you are meant to feel just great for graduation and all the festivities, and then your counts will be right where they need to be to get back in there for the next round. Could you please e-mail me your street address? I have something I want to send off to you. I am so glad to be back online and able to check in on you, and I am anxious to hear all about the next few events in your life. Much love and all my prayers~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 5:53 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
I got linked from another site. I wanna watch Mean Girls too! Heard that its a good show. And I wanna see shrek 2 too. lol... great that you're graduating. All the best!
Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com, http://www.caringbridge.org/asia/joanneho/>
Singapore, - Monday, May 24, 2004 2:03 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,

I have a great recipe for punch. One can of Hawiian fruit punch, two cans of tahiatan treat pop and one 2 liter bottle of 7-up/sprite! It is delicious.

Congrats on your up coming graduation! See you soon?

Denise
Denise
St. Paul, mn 55103 - Monday, May 24, 2004 12:45 AM CDT

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Amy, hang in there and keep smiling. You have an exciting month coming up with graduation and parties. Spaghetti hotdish with italian sausage or rice hotdish are always good main courses (put in a big electric roaster). YUMMY!!!!
Pamela Dean <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:37 AM CDT

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omigoodness we're just about done with school! wow... were did the time go, huh??? cant wait to see you again. friday should be a pretty interesting day! we'll have fun-of course! it'll be pretty sad though, but i think we'll all be okay. talk to you soon!

luv ya much~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 8:29 AM CDT

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HI AMY! I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL ENDING , IT WAS SORDOF SAD FOR ME TOO BUT JUST LIKE YOU SAID ON TO BETTER AND BIGGER THINGS. I HAVE A PUNCH RECIPE ITS NOT TANGY BUT ITS QUICK AND EASY AND EVERYTIME I MAKE IT IT IS GONE!! YOU TAKE 1 GALLON OF LIME OR RASBERRY SHERBERT ( I DONT KNOW IF I SPELLED THAT RIGHT) AND 1 LITER OF 7-UP. YOU PUT THE SHERBERT IN A PUNCH BOWL AND BREAK IT UP AND POUR THE SODA ON TOP LET THE SHERBERT MELT ALITTLE AND YOUR READY TO SERVE. HOPE THE WEATHER IS GREAT FOR YOUR PARTY ILL BE PRAYING FOR LOTS OF SUNSHINE!!!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo usa - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:05 AM CDT

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HI AMy
Wow school is just about finished.Have something simple and quick to eat on graduation. You will be so excited. I know several people get a large sandwich , salads, cake and a punch. Others opt for Chinese take out, or ham sliced and salads and rolls Everyone help themselves. Salsa and taco chips too. Whatever is easy quick and good, Take lots of pictures-- Get them in your cap and gown early at home with your folks. I found both my kids after the ceremony wanted to peel that gown off. Then it was run to parties and have fun.Best wishes AMY. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 7:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just wanted to drop in and let you know that I care about you!!! Hope this weekend is going well.
I'm praying for you!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 8:53 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I'm not at all surprised that you have a bad day every now and then. If I were in your shoes, I would qualify for an academy award for whining! Your strength and faith encourage me. I will continue to pray for you.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Saturday, May 22, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

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Hello, I thought I would stop by to leave some jokes for you, I hope they make you smile.

Love Viks and Everyone at Post Pals

Q: How do you know that cats are sensitive creatures?
A: They never cry over spilt milk!

Q: What do you get if you cross a cat and a gorilla?
A: An animal that puts you out a night!





viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, May 22, 2004 4:19 PM CDT

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Amy, I think many of us with chronical, life threatening illness has days like that. It's OK to have days like that too! You need to let the frustrations out and vent.
Hope this helps and you have a great weekend!
Marisa, liver transplant, Fairview University <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa - Friday, May 21, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

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You have every right to "vent" your frustrations and the hundreds of us out here that are pulling for you will just work harder!! As many of your supporters have said perhaps it is for a reason that those stubborn platelets are taking their own sweet time to increase. They must want you to attend your graduation - something you have been working hard for and very conscientiously. Have a good time, and enjoy all the festivities. You will get lots of hugs I am sure - something to take with you for the next bout of chemo. You'll make it!!
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 21, 2004 6:10 PM CDT

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Amy -

We're sorry that we didn't make it to your site yesterday -- we realize now that you needed a "pick me up." We are happy that today has been a better day. We will continue to pray for those stubborn platelets to come up!!! We hope that you have a wonderful weekend! As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, May 21, 2004 5:50 PM CDT

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Hi Amy - I check in all the time, and this is just a reminder to you we (your PRAYER WARRIORS) are out here making MANY waves on your behalf babes! You just go enjoy the HECK out of your graduation! With love and prayers .... pam
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Friday, May 21, 2004 3:31 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! This is my first visit to your site. You have a strong will and I understand your fustration but hang in there with every step you take Jesus is right by your side to lead the way! Ill be praying for you!
Johnna <cooter8_18@yahoo.com>
DESLOGE, mo usa - Friday, May 21, 2004 1:44 PM CDT

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Hang in there. I know you don't want to wait any longer.

Think of graduation and how hard you have worked. It is the bright light that will lift your spirits.

Our prayers continue to be with you.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 12:08 AM CDT

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Hang in there.Hang in there.Hang in there.Hang in there.Hang in there.Hang in there.Hang in there.Hang in there.You are so very loved and nobody judges AMY THE GREAT. Nobody. Take your time to grieve the tardiness of chemo and then get ready . . . you are going to GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a fantastic time in your life to celebrate all of the things you've accomplished! You're an amazing person with so very much potiential to ROCK this world! Yahooooooooooooooooooo!
Anne Hoeschen
- Friday, May 21, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

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good luck to you... Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, May 21, 2004 11:09 AM CDT

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:) You're in my prayers! :)
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Friday, May 21, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

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Amy~
It's understandable that you are frusterated right now. You are always so cheerful and happy so it's okay to get upset every once and a while. I know everything will be alright though. Just remember that school is almost over.... that should put a smile on your face. There will be no more juggleing between the hospital and your homework. You will be able to focus 100% on kicking this thing in the butt!! Look at how much you have accomplished! Good Luck with everything, and keep thinking positive! love you lots!
Margaret Knaeble <Knaeble33@hotmail.com>
Robbinsdale, MN USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 9:33 AM CDT

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Oh Amers,
No one blames you for being upset and I'm sure most of us understand. I've told you this before that there is nothing you can do about it so don't worry about it. Enjoy graduation and all the fun that goes with it. THAT needs to be your focus right now. Live today and live it GOOD!! You need to just put that cancer on the backburner and just enjoy and be proud of what this day will represent. You're my hero girlfriend, now go out and celebrate like there is no tomorrow!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, May 21, 2004 7:34 AM CDT

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Amy, I've never signed your guestbook, but I read your site almost daily. I'm really pulling for you this time. I hope things get better for you. You seem like such an amazing person. I'm really sorry to hear that you have to wait to get chemo. Congradulations on graduating. It's a big moment. Again, you are an amazing person, and I hope things get better for you.
Kelly <WaterMirage@yahoo.com>
Sylvania, Oh - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:18 AM CDT

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Amy, I read your site every day but have only signed once, and it was so long ago! I am cheering you on the whole way! I know how hard it is getting chemo delays, and at times like these you should be venting and getting the frustration out! I actually asked for a punching bag while on chemo but was too weak to use it.. figures! Maybe punching pillows will help. I am behind you for those platelets to come up & for you to get that chemo! You deserve that so much!!
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
vancouver, bc, Canada - Friday, May 21, 2004 0:04 AM CDT

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Amy,
I have been reading your updates for a while now. I learned about you through Mitchie's page and Laura's page. You are always so up beat and positive. I love reading your updates because mor often than not they make me smile!
It's okay to have bad times too.
I admire your strength and I will pray for your days to get better.

Take care!
Jen Dubay
Waconia, MN Carver - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm sorry to read that your counts aren't up enough yet. It's understandable that you're upset about that and just want to get going on your chemo.
I hope you feel better about things after a good night's sleep ~ You can and will beat this thing!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

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Amy, sweetie, I come to your site nearly every day, don't sign often, but am here. Your strength and determination amaze me and I admire you for the beautiful young lady you are. You have gone through more in your young years that many of us go through in a whole lifetime, and you stand strong and determined to fight this beast with all your heart. Please know that we are praying for you every night, and thinking of you often during the day. Sending hugs from a grandma in MO. God bless...............

Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Just wanted you to know that we keep cheering for you. In fact, you actually might have heard Sadie as she was hollering "MAMY" while I was wiping her face and she was getting mad! You must be her favorite person to run to when her going gets tough:) So please stay strong! I just can't thank you enough for being a special part of the children's lives.
Love and Prayers,
Amy Opatz
p.s. Jack wanted to take you fishing with him. Would you like to go sometime?
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:11 PM CDT

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I've been following your site for a few months. Just want to say STAY STRONG!!!! You're a huge inspiration and I know you can beat this!
Joni <KingNukesWife@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 8:36 PM CDT

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Amy: My name is Ramona Dickson. I came across your caring bridge page from Diane Keel's. Today was the first time that I looked at it and I want you to know that the poem you wrote on the first page took my breath away. You are a very special person. I thought you might like to know that there is one more person out there praying for you. Good Luck and God bless
Ramona Dickson <ramona@telepak.net>
Monticello, MS USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 2:26 PM CDT

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http://www.pslgroup.com/dg/4942a.htm

Maybe this will help, it's worth looking into anyway.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 2:05 PM CDT

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Is it possible to take a drug that would promote platelet production? I know when my daughter was undergoing treatment, her platelets were constantly low. The MD looked into a new drug that was suppose to help increase platelets. Rachael did not fit the protocol, but perhaps you do.
In the meantime, maybe your frustration will fuel what you need to make those platelets grow! I so hope this will all turn around for you very soon.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 2:02 PM CDT

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Hang in there Amy! Praying for you & thinking of you daily!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Perhaps your platelets are an indication that the past chemo is still working hard...... if it wasn't, than your counts would all be going up.

So think of it as the last round of chemo is still hard at work, and your time is not up for the next round.

HUGS
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 12:19 AM CDT

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Amy, we love you!!!! I know why you are so mad. You want the idea of bad cells growing to be gone! We are praying for you sweetie as I am sure so many people are. I really hope you will feel that within today. The power of prayer is awesome!!! But, I had to come by and say Katia and I are praying for you:)
Love, Tracy
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 12:15 AM CDT

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"I know a lot of you really don't understand why I'm so mad." Oh Amy, not at all. You want to get better and you have the right to want it. I think of you every day and keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Darlene
IGH, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 12:12 AM CDT

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Hang in there Amy. We love you lots and lots!!!!!
Denise <forestbirdfamily@aol.com>
Sartell, - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

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Morning, Amy, looks like a nice one so far. Have finally gotten around to putting some things in the vegetable garden. We put up a deer fence, so I am more interested in having that to "play" with. I'm thinking hard and positively for you. I'll check in on this site later!! Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 19, 2004 6:37 AM CDT

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Hello AMY
Sounds like school is winding down quickly. COngratulations on your upcoming graduation.. Hoping these next rounds of chemo go well for you.You know many community colleges have classes on line too. You could always do 1 on line or a correspondence class to fill in while you wait for spring. The load is less and you do it when you can and send it in similar to what you are doing now..just a thought. Hit the library for some good books to read Take Care Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 4:55 AM CDT

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Amy,
I'm praying for you!
Graduating is pretty exciting. I think you'll be surprised that you'll see your friends more than you thought you would. My son runs into people from high school all the time and enjoys catching up with them on what they're doing. Still, it's a big step and you're leaving something behind, so it is a little sad. But the future is very exciting! And the next couple weeks will be very busy for you!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 0:24 AM CDT

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Count me in for the platelets prayers! Sending love and best wishes every day!
Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 8:00 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I hope your counts go up and I hope the Culvers thing went well. I got a little something to snack on from there today.
Gosh, graduation is just around the corner ~ what are you going to do with all your free time?!? You'll be done with homework before you know it! ;)
Crossing my fingers that your chemo starts by Friday.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, May 17, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

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Amy -

We just said a prayer that your platelets will be high enough for chemo this week. We will keep praying specifically for that, as well as, total body healing! Keep your spirits high!!! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, May 17, 2004 4:12 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Guess where we just got back from?? Culver's!!! We had lunch for Mitchie today! Thanks for reminding us.
Chemo Angel Lori - Your Month End Monitor <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
- Monday, May 17, 2004 1:50 PM CDT

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Congradulations and best wishes for your future adventures.
Our son Joshua (Alisha's brother) also graduates next Saturday. One of his pics is on her web site. He well be employed by the the US Airforce for the next 4 years. Leaves for Texas July 26th. Alisha, 13 on Friday, she will have the heavens rockin then. Take care Amy and again Congradulations!!
The Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, - Monday, May 17, 2004 9:38 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Glad to hear you're doing well and just enjoying spending time with your family... keeping you in my prayers for all to continue to go well and for even brighter days ahead.. keep strong..

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, May 17, 2004 5:32 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,
I'm so glad you got to spend some quality time with your family this weekend and getting to go to the game was just icing on the cake. Things went pretty good this weekend for Nita and I, the weather was finally beautiful enough that we had a few special visitors stop by that we havn't seen in quite some time. I didn't have the chance to get out and do anything, but I did enjoy my weekend. You continue to smile and enjoy everything life has to offer, and do me a favor and wrap your arms around yourself for a great big (((HUG))) from me and last but not least always remember to keep moving FORWARD...


Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Monday, May 17, 2004 0:46 AM CDT

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Amers,
I noticed someone else using my nickname for you! How cool, maybe I'll start a trend. Anyway, haven't signed in awhile although I am here almost every day. I'm so happy to see things are going well and that you've been feeling good and are fighting harder than ever. You are my hero. Have a great week.

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, May 16, 2004 6:51 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm glad to hear you are doing so wonderful and feeling good. You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, May 16, 2004 12:22 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,
Well you wouldn't believe how excited and very proud that I am of you at this very moment, since I can't do it in person I wan't you to reach your arms around yourself and give a great big (((HUG))) for me you've definately earned it and much much more for that matter. I'll be looking forward to the next update I'm on the edge of my seat to hear. Keep your strength up and don't ever forget to keep moving FORWARD...


Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Sunday, May 16, 2004 2:07 AM CDT

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Hi Amers, i am so happy to hear that you are enjoying your Senior High Days!! and getting out to sporting events!! way to go!! we hope to see you one of these days!! love, dawn and torixoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, May 15, 2004 8:44 AM CDT

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Hi,
You must have brought the Timberwolves some good luck ~ was it a fun game?
Glad to hear you're feeling so good. It's great that you've been able to do some of your school events these past few days ~ Wow, almost done with school!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, May 15, 2004 2:55 AM CDT

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Hello AMY
Have a fun overnite with your mom and enjoy the game. Graduation is just around the corner. Awesome Keep smiling it is true.. 12 years done....Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, May 14, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

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Happy graduation, Amy!!! And....the Timberwolves need another win on your watch!!!

Cheryl Ellingson, Albany Area Schools <lcelling@albanytel.com>
- Thursday, May 13, 2004 6:51 PM CDT

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CONGRADULATIONS GRAD!!!! I'm proud of you and all you have done!! do you have any summer plans? hope to hear from you soon.....
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, May 13, 2004 6:37 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Glad to hear things are working out in your favor with chemo schedules. As they say, "everything happens for a reason" and it's great that you'll be able to go to the banquet and graduation. Have fun and enjoy these times as a graduating senior! We're proud of you and wish you lots of smiles and laughter.
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Thursday, May 13, 2004 11:57 AM CDT

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Hi Amy. I just thought I'd drop you a note and tell you what a wonderful role model you are. I see you and your friends around school, and remember back to when you were in my phy. ed. class. You people were so fun to have in class, and turned out to be truly wonderful young adults. I still love when you would say "group hug" and still hope you do so today. Group hugs to all.
Jan Shaver <jshaver@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

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Bet you had fun at your banquet tonight! Did you get home in time to watch the start of the Timberwolves game? Will you start your chemo this coming Friday, after the game, or the following Friday?
Hoping you don't wake up to snow tomorrow - have you been watching the weather forecasts? ;)
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

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Amy - where does the time go????? How was the banquet tonight? Am so glad you were able to attend. Get that chemo done so you can enjoy being a senior and thefun of graduation. I'll check in on you next week.
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
Hugo, - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 8:40 PM CDT

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AMY
Please give us your graduation DATE!!!Have a good night and fun at the banquet. Love ya,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:59 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are so happy that you are going to make it to your Senior Banquet tonight -- have fun! We're sure that you will -- it seems that EVERY place you go, brings fun! We guess your personality is just like that --- smiling and fun, wherever you are! We are praying for your complete recovery. Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:21 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Always update I think we all like to read the fun things you do as well as knowing how you do medically. Always nice to see you are enjoying yourself!
Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:00 AM CDT

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Keep the up dates comming!!! Believe it or not you cheer us up. I check everyday to see how you are doing medically and as a teenager waiting to graduate from high school. We are with you all the way.
T.L.S.
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:50 PM CDT

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HI AMY
Just popping in and checking up on you. Count down to graduation. June 17th is our last day Can't wait to be off for summer. Hang in there, HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:53 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
Have a great time at the WOlves game! I couldn't stay up to watch the whole thing, but jumped out of bed this morning and ran outside to look at the sports section!! What a great surprise!!!
About your updates-keep 'em comin'!!!! Medically or not, the updates help us when we send prayers your way to know what to concentrate on in the prayers!!!! Take care!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:33 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
How are you doing?
I just got my tonsils taken out so now I have to rest up
talk to you later
Brittany Wenning
Brittany <klwenning@albanytel.com>
Albany , MN USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 4:18 PM CDT

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HI AMY
JUST STOPED BY TO CHECKING IN ON U SOUNDS LIKEUR DOING GOOD BESIDES THE PLATLETS NEED TO GROW SO WE WILL KEEP U IN OUR PRAYERS FOR THEM TO START GROWING.U HAVE A GREAT WEEK CHECK BACK SOON HUGS AND KISSES KATHY AND KATILYNN
KATHY AND KATILYNN PRESTON <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
TOMAHAWK, KY USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 10:38 AM CDT

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Amy, You obviously are not doing your "Platlet Polka". Come on baby, shake it!!! And about your graduation .... things always work out. It may not be the way that WE thought things were going to be, but the Lord always has a plan far better than what we could ever imagine! Just be patient. (I know, easier said then done, and I am the worst in the patience department!!!)

Laura and I are in Toledo. She is playing, seeing friends she hasn't seen for a year!!! I am working on wedding stuff and helping my friend Dana settle into her new house. Laura still has her Hickman in, so we'll have to come back to the Cities sometime ... just not sure when?!?!

Love you kiddo!!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Toledo, OH - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:16 AM CDT

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Hey Amy! My name is Shannon and Im 20 and from Canada. I just surfed onto your website somehow, I don't even remember how. But quite a few months ago actually. And I have been checking up on you but didn't think to write until now! But I just wanted to say HEY!! YOu seem so cool and fun. Do you have MSN?? Anyway I'll let you go. Im glad you're feeling okay. Hope to talk to ya soon!
Shannon <Shannon_r@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 0:27 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
That's too bad about your counts ~ I wish you could have started your chemo already but maybe it's best if your body rests a bit more before you begin your next round? I'm sorry things may not work out for your graduation but then again, maybe the timing will work out better than you're thinking it will?
Sounds like you're having fun with the daycare kids and as always, you seem to be doing a great job at keeping up with your homework!
Hoping your counts come up and you can get on with things soon.....YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 0:00 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, Papa and I just got home from Ft. Lauderdale tonight. We had a villa for a week on the 11th floor overlooking the innercoastal waterway. The beach was just across the street. It was a good place to rest before our Habitat house begins. Don't forget -- we want to come for graduation. We love you. Mimi and Papa(Laura's grandparents)
lois Gibbs <lomgibbs@aol.com>
Mariettaa, Ga. USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

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What fantastic news!!! I haven't been able to get to a computer to check on you (I have been working on Mark's house) until today. Yes, those prayers do work and you are in mine every time I talk to Him. With a whole weekend of prayers, those platelets are sure to be up on Monday, right?! I hope you have a great Mother's Day with your mom too. Hugs comin' your way :-)
Darlene <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, - Saturday, May 8, 2004 2:09 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Friday night time for reruns of Stargate. Glad all is okay there. GOt to get those platelets going. Rest up maybe chemo next week. Hug your mom for Mother's Day.
Jeanine
VA - Friday, May 7, 2004 6:59 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are so happy to hear the good news about your scans -- we will continue to pray for your treatments to be a success! We also love the new pictures. You always look so happy and we love those dimples! We hope that you have a wonderful weekend. We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. We'll pray especially hard for your platelets to come up over the weekend! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, May 7, 2004 12:04 AM CDT

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hi amers, GREAT NEWS!! We are so thrilled to hear about your scans!!! you are doing a wonderful job with your treatment plan, hang in there!! still praying for a miracle for you!!! love you, dawn and tori xoxo i would still love to come down and hang out with you and sharon sometime!! let me know if that would work out.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

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Dear Amy, I just found your website and I have to tell you that I have never been so inspired by someone as young as youself. Your attitude is amazing. So many of us feel so sorry for ourselves and can do nothing but wallow in self pity and always wanting others to join in on our pity party. But you my dear have found the key to beating this disease. What a brave and strong young woman you are and what an inspiration to all that you come in contact with. Sometimes I feel depressed for certain things that are happening in my life, like right now. Seeing you, and reading your words, made me feel so weak. After reading your story, I said to myself, no more pity parties, if this young girl can take on a battle like this and keep this attitude, you can surely handle the things in happening in your life that do not come close in comparison to what you're going through. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me and please know that I will keep you in my prayers and I will be checking back for updates of your progress. Love and hugs, Cheri Armstrong
Cheri Armstrong <ILOVEUSA911@aol.com>
Bay St. Louis, MS USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:39 PM CDT

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Amy,
Wonderful news for a wonderful person!!!!!
You must be just giddy with that news and chomping at the bit to get more chemo going?! That C is on its way out and it's running scared! It may have taken a while to get your point across but it's listening now and it's happening!
PS: I love the new photo of you on your main page - I haven't checked out the other new pictures yet.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:38 PM CDT

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hello amy,
how have you been, good i hope, well its good to here that your doing well,will you please let us know when you will be down here for a stay next time?? we would love to come and see you and just bs a lil bit. well i seen that you got taken out to apple bee's for a POST-prom party, does that mean you went to prom??well just letting ya know we miss you and your always and forever in our thoughts and prayers, love you,
love, jenny and family, (651)291-1162~feel free to call
friends-4-life
Jennifer Alethea O'Connor <Fuzzyheadsdaddy@aol.com>
st.paul, mn usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:39 PM CDT

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Your faith and hope in your doctors is tremendous! May your scans and your outlook remain positive (that should read you scans negative--your outlook positive...)!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:53 PM CDT

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YAY!!!
Amy I am soooo happy for you!! !Thats GREAT news!!!!
Keep feeling good!!!!
And Be BAD!!!
<3 Britty
Brittany Rezmerski <gitchiegurl07@yahoo.co,>
Duluth, MN - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:32 PM CDT

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FABULOUS NEWS!!!!! LOTS OF GOOD WISHES AND A TON OF PRAYERS WERE SENT YOUR WAY BECAUSE YOU ARE SO WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

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Great news!!!! So happy for you and your family. What an exciting day for you!!!! Keep your smile and great attitude.
Pamela Dean <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 3:36 PM CDT

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Good news!Good news! Good news! Good news! Good news! Goooooooooooood neeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwsssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!! I love good news! I'm so excited for you, I could weep with happiness!!! Do you know what an incredible Mother's Day gift you just gave your Mom? Your strength and perseverence is paying off. I couldn't be prouder of you! Keep up the fight Amy, you've so many people loving and supporting you. Will says "Hi" and "come home soon".
Anne Hoeschen <anneh@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Freeport, - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 3:20 PM CDT

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Only good comes to those who wait and pray alot. You deserve every good thing that comes along. We all pray that you will be on that stage and get that diploma that you so deserve. GOD LOVES YOU!!!!!!!
T.S.
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 2:42 PM CDT

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Wonderful news!!!! You deserve all the good things that come your way. Keep staying strong & keep the great attitude! Take Care!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 2:26 PM CDT

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Great news!
Pam Johnson <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

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Hahoooooo!!! and AMEN!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:01 PM CDT

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Awesome Amy!! I am so happy to hear the great news. Now, on to graduation!!

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,
Darn I really thought that I would pop in and see some results today but thats alright. I still remember all to well the waiting game on test results thats for sure. Only you have alot more patients than I did, I used to drive poor Racq nuts, what am I saying I still do that from time to time it keeps her on her toes. Well I will just stop back in later on and find out what your results are. So I will give a (((HUG))) and check with you later then. Keep moving FORWARD...


Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just wanted to stop by and let you know we are always
thinking about you. Sincerely hope today is a good day.

Sara and Austin Freking <sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:39 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!
I'm glad you're home okay (I bet not too many people realize just how far it is you drive when you "come to the cities"!) and I hope you got home in time to watch American Idol? Each person sang 2 songs which made it more interesting. I tried to vote but I got a lot of busy signals. Ahh, reminds me of when I would try to vote for Clay last year......;)
That's great news that your lungs sound good - I bet that's a sign of even better news tomorrow. I'll continue to pray that you get lots of good news and that you can start your chemo by Friday.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
We loved this Monday,it was May day bank holiday in the U.K.No work or school!Hope 2day was good for u!xxx
Hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 5:13 PM CDT

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Hello Amalia!
I'm sending you awesome scan vibes all day. See you soon!

Anne Hoeschen <anneh@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Freeport, - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

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Amy -

We're praying for good news on all scans today!!! Thanks for "sharing" your journey with all of us --- you are amazing; and, we are so happy to have "met" you through your website! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 10:38 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,
We will be thinking of you tomorrow when you have your tests. You are in our prayers daily. We hope all goes super well tomorrow. Take care!
Jean and Dan
Albany, MN - Monday, May 3, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
My son did that the last month his senior year with his mono IT was easier for a tutor to drop the work and pick up work ; that way you rest when you need too. Hopefully the last 1-2 weeks you can get in a few days to see everyone before summer and graduation. Take Care... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, May 3, 2004 7:08 PM CDT

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Amers,
Praying for good clear scans. Love ya babe!

love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 5:51 PM CDT

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Good luck tomorrow on all your tests Amy!! Keep your spirits up, you are a fighter! How many days til graduation now?? Take care, we check on you daily and pray for you daily also!
Sandy Kleinfehn <kleinfehn_mom@charter.net>
Melrose, MN - Monday, May 3, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

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Amy,
I hope your Sunday was fantastic - no nosebleeds perhaps?
Good luck with all your tests this week and my family and I will be praying especially hard for you during this time.
Keep that chin up and those dimples dimpled and think positive thoughts.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, May 2, 2004 11:53 PM CDT

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Hello Amy
Hope you had a nice dinner out and good shopping at the mall today. I went to a neat dinner theatre tonight. Old-fashioned kinda cool good cornbeef sandwich and saw Laws of Attraction-Very cute movie. Chick flick as my hubby calls it. Have a good wkend. Smiles............
Jeanine
VA - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:27 PM CDT

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stay strong hun! you're doing a great job! hope to see you again in school soon-but i wouldn't be there either if i didnt have to be! ;) keep smilin'!

luv ya!!!
manda b
amanda brix <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 30, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are hoping that you have a great weekend! You are still such an inspiration to us. Your positive attitude is so contagious!!! As always, you're in our thoughts and prayers!! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, April 30, 2004 5:36 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
Thinking of you today... and of course everyday!

Davis is beat too. Sleeps a lot but that is healing.... Can't wait for school to end. Summer needs to get here fast. I'm proud of you, girl! HUGS aLOT
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, April 30, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

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Amy~
I know hoe you feel with the Brit Lit. It is probably my most difficult class this semester. It all sounds like giberish to me... Good luck with that and your platelts!
Margaret Knaeble <Knaeble33@hotmail.com>
Robbinsdale, mn usa - Friday, April 30, 2004 9:04 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
You're right about Minnesota's weather! I don't know about up by you, but down here it was about 91 degrees yesterday and right now I think it's about 54 degrees. And I thought I heard someone on tv say there could be some snowflakes over the weekend - ha, maybe up by you? ;)
Sorry to hear about the nosebleeds. Are they slow-drips or real gushers? Either way, how annoying! (Not to mention serious due to your counts etc!) Hopefully those will settle down soon for you.
Hoping things go well on Friday for you - and hey, when do the Timberwolves play next? ;)
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, April 29, 2004 2:41 PM CDT

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Hello Amy I'm glad that you are feeling good, I'm sorry that your tired though I hope that you can get plenty of sleep to knock that feeling out, I sure know what it's like not to be able to get any sleep thats for sure, it doesn't give you a pleasant feeling. Well great big (((HUGS))) to you from Kansas, and always remember to keep moving FORWARD...
Diane (Pita's piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 7:40 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Nosebleeds no fun. Did they go over how to stop them Cool gel pack to the forehead to slow the flow atleast head upright, pressure of minimum 10mins to the nostril use the thumb hold pressure inward toward the septum bone. , I heard a dab of neosynephrine can stop it too. Have 2nd person pinch at the bridge which ever side is flowing. while you hold pressure at opening end closed. Wow after 15min at school we are calling parents to come, also depends on the volume. Good luck with it. I know the platelets are the best but try some of these other things they may slow it some from 45 to hopefully under 20min. Hugs to you Amy. Good night.........
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 7:33 PM CDT

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Amy,
Hey Hun, Whats new? I'm glad you are home for now.
Keep your chin up about those darn nosebleeds. (Get it?? Keep your chin up? Like tilting your head when u get a nosebleed! I crack myself up. LoL)
But anyways....
I miss you soooo much!!!
Feel better soon!
Lots of love
~Britty
P.S. Be BADDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
Brittany Rezmerski <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
duluth, mn - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 4:53 PM CDT

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So you say "so" alot, so you are an amazing young woman, so you are the most positive person on the planet. So you help sooooooo many people on a daily basis without even realizing it. So Have A Great Day and know that Soooooo Many of us are thinking of YOU!!!
A friend <Cancersucks@msn.com>
- Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

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So you say "so" alot, so you are an amazing young woman, so you are the most positive person on the planet. So you help sooooooo many people on a daily basis without even realizing it. So Have A Great Day and know that Soooooo Many of us are thinking of YOU!!!
A friend <Cancersucks@msn.com>
- Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

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Hi Amy. May God bless u. Your picture is very cute. I will pray for u. Don't know what to say, but hope u smile everyday. All the best wishes to u.
Angela <fun929@hotmail.com>
Malaysia - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 3:45 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I'm praying that the Lord is with you, guiding and blessing you with the wisdom you need to make the right decisions for you. Lots of hugs coming your way!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
TO, CA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

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Amy
You amaze me. You endure and forge forward I appreciate your honesty and inner strength. You hang in there. Better days ahead. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 8:37 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy!! Been awhile since I have signed - sorry! I am glad to see you are home. Hope you are feeling better soon!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 7:21 PM CDT

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I have been checking in almost every day but haven't said hi in a while. Glad to hear you have one more chemo under your belt and that your counts are recovering quickly. You continue to be in my thoughts, your inner strength is amazing!
Kathy <Klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:39 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
So nice to hear you're home already! Ugh - you spent time cleaning your room? Typical you, tackling homework or some chore with gusto.
I'm wondering if something was said at the hospital before you left that has you having some thoughts. It seems like this last chemo didn't hit you as hard and you're bouncing back faster than before so hopefully you'll feel better emotionally really soon too. It probably didn't help that you were cooped up in the hospital without a lot to do and it must get pretty easy to just "think" too much. I hope that's all that's going on for you right now.
Remember that there's a lot of people out here in your Website Land who read about you and share in your ups and downs and wish you only the best. I'm constantly amazed at how fast your counter goes up each day at the bottom of your main page!
Hoping Tuesday is a better day for you and don't forget to watch American Idol - this time I'm going to vote no matter what.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 1:59 AM CDT

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Hi Amy Honey, I just read that you got to go home. Good for you. I want you to know God is watching over you and our whole church here in Marietta is still praying for you. Did you know --you are one of our favorite people in the whole wide world!!! Don't forget-- I want to come up for your graduation. Love, hugs and kisses. Mimi and Papa
Lois Gibbs(Mimi) <lomgibbs@aol.com>
Marietta, Ga. USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

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Good night AMY
Hoping today was a good one for you.Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, April 26, 2004 8:23 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, I'm more of a Lakers fan myself but I wont hold the timberwolves against you. Your an amazing person. You have such determination and strength. You deserve only the best. Keep fighting. Lots of love Lisa
www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage
- Monday, April 26, 2004 7:57 PM CDT

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Hay Amy,
Ewe are two kind! Eye wish my visit had bin "quick" like eye promised it wood bee - sorry about that! Hay, are ewe having any trouble reeding my message twonight? Ha, ha, ha!
It was nice seaing ewe and eye must say ewe certainly look grate!
I hope you break out of there soon - although at least you have a suite with a nice view! ;)
Good luck getting your numbers up - YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, April 25, 2004 11:06 PM CDT

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Amy,
I watched the Timberwolves Saturday Night too and I just wanted to throw the remote at the TV they were playing so badely...I didn't know you were back in the Hospital again? hope everything is ok i'll be sending happy thoughts your way....
Jill <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Mpls, MN - Sunday, April 25, 2004 8:57 PM CDT

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HI AMY
Just dropping by "Thinking of YOU".Applebees that's where we go with our family when we head out. We went with our daughter while we were in NJ. We love those chips and salsa to start with. Enjoy the movie tonight. You will be out in a couple of days. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 6:43 PM CDT

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Afternoon, Amy - Just checked in to see how you are doing and am sorry to learn you are back at the Inn. Sort of a dreary day outside, so it is just as well you are where you are. Our green lawn of yesterday is now fully dotted with dandelions!! Ah, well, guess they will be followed soon by the mosquitos. I'll check on you in the morning for an update. Bestest
Beth <beminer@comcast.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 3:04 PM CDT

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Amy,
Hoping you are out of there real soon. I know what it is waiting for those neutraphils to start climbing!
When my daughter was undergoing chemo, she had a nosebleed early one morning. Weeks before the oncologists had warned us the same way about nosebleeds that lasted too long....however, when the nose is bleeding, mom is on the phone to the Dr. and we are trying to figure how to get Amy downstairs, into the car and off to the clinic without dripping everywhere....it can be a real challenge! LOL Well, we grabbed two O.B. tampons, stuck one in each nostril and off we went. Amy had to ride in the back seat, because her leg that had surgery, could not bend. So, she is there with a bucket to catch the drips and two tampons in her nose, with the strings hanging out. I looked in the rear view mirror and got the giggles...so, did she!! LOL
Good thing the back window was tinted....people still thought Mom was nuts, driving along laughing all by herself. LOL

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:28 PM CDT

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Amy,
Do you have a private suite? Do you have surround sound? I hope you've got those 2 comforts for your stay at the Inn.
Hoping you're out of there soon - YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, April 25, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

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Hey Amy. Sorry to hear you are back in. That's a bummer. I will continue to pray for you as I always do. Also, email or call me if you can't get the internet to work. I have an internet travel account through the non-profit that works nationwide and would be HAPPY to let you use that for internet access on your laptop while you are in jail...I mean, in the hospital :) Love ya girl. Stay strong! I know you will!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, April 25, 2004 7:49 AM CDT

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Hi AMY
Well I am glad you are at the Inn tonight and last night too with those low platelet counts. Maybe by late Mon or Tues you will be home I guess you got to find the source of the fever.SO when is your actual graduation date?We are counting days till summer break. Kids last day is 6/16 staff till the 17th. Sleep well. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

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Heelo Amy,
I'm so excited for you I know how good I felt when I got my new laptop, I'm very happy for you. You be very careful with your white blood cells honey I for one know what the slightest little bug can do while the counts are low just be very careful. I would like to send a great big (((HUG))) also always remember to keep moving FORWARD...


Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Saturday, April 24, 2004 2:24 PM CDT

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Hey Amy
Just wanted to say a quick hi. I am dropping some pics in the mail for you from the studio session. I hope all is well. I always stop by the floor on Mondays and am always relieved when they tell me you are not in. Take care and hope to see you again soon.
Melissa <mells20@aol.com>
Jordan, MN USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

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HI AMY or should I say Good Night(it is after 10pm)
Sorry about the bloody nose. I have had a few the last 2 days hot here 80's and the kids are running overheated and they start. Watch those platelets. No dangerous stuff take it slow this weekend rest up . Love,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, April 23, 2004 9:06 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Sorry I havent signed in a while.
Your new pictures are soooooo cute!!!
U are soo lucky! I want a laptop soo bad, but our old stationary one is a-ok for me.
But I hafta go.
Talk to ya soon
<3 Britty
P.S. Be Bad!!!
Britty <gitchiegurl07@yahoo.com>
duluth, mn - Friday, April 23, 2004 5:01 PM CDT

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Hello, Amy!!! We're stopping by to let you know that we're thinking of you. We hope you have a great weekend. We love the new pictures --- your dimples are the best! They can be seen from a mile away! We are keeping you in our prayers all the time. Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, April 23, 2004 4:27 PM CDT

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hi amers, thats neat you have a lap top computer now to use, then you can have easy access to it when you are in the hospital!!! i agree with you , i was soooo disappointed in the american idol vote to get jennifer off, she was my favorite, and can she sing!!!!!!!!! i would get her cd anytime, she has an awesome powerful voice!! i think it is turning out to be a popularity contest now, too bad to see talent removed like that! i hope you can stay out of the hospital this time, tori was always in like clockwork with that kind of chemo, take care of yourself. love, dawn and torixoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:04 PM CDT

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hey!!! i havent talked to for a looong time! hope you feel better and better everyday! gotta go!

luv~
mandy
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:30 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
You sound like you are getting the spring training exercise in . Have fun Take care Remember to get the fluids in.Have a good day!
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 6:34 AM CDT

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Amy, it has been so long since I have signed your guestbook. But I read your updates everyday. Which by the way help me get through our own challenges. We pray for you everyday and look forward to seeing you soon. We are at the BMT clinic every Tuesday, so next time we should hook up. Take care.
Love
Bonnie, Mike and Olivia
Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:02 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, I watch Idol too. Who do you want to win? I think we are a bit behind in the UK. Never mind, I'm sure we'll catch up.

Hope you're doing ok, as always you have a great attitude and are an inspiration.

Let me know if you'd like a free banner for your page. It can say anything you like on it.

THE HERO'S BANNER SITE
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
UK, - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 5:07 AM CDT

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Amy,
Gosh, what a long time to have to sit around the hospital just waiting and waiting. Do they give you some idea how long the wait will be so you can go off visiting or read or something? I'm glad you got home in time for American Idol. I forgot to vote so I hope no one I like gets sent home! The voting seems so fickle this year! ;)
Hoping your Thursday visit goes more smoothly for you!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 1:55 AM CDT

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HEllo AMY
Glad you made it back for Idol. You hang in there. Platelets will help. Thinking of you and wishing all the best. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:41 PM CDT

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Thanks Amy for your reply. I sent you an e-mail. Keep smilin'
Janelle <jankin74@hotmail.com>
Salt Lake City, UT 84106 - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

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Amy, I have enjoyed reading some of your journal entries. It has been an inspiration to me. My son (age 7) was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma in his right shoulder on March 19, 2004. We're just starting the long haul with chemo & surgery. Luckily it hasn't spread & is only in his shoulder (we hope). Anyways, keep fighting! We are fighting too! They say that he might lose his whole shoulder socket and almost all of his upper arm including the growth plate so it will stay a 7-year-old's arm forever. We pray that it will be different, but we also pray that he will be cured. Keep smilin'. Love,
Janelle <jankin74@hotmail.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 7:16 PM CDT

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Amy,
Loved the long update on Sunday! And hey, you don't have "spelling mistakes". You just type too fast and have lots of typos! ;)
Sorry to hear that you've got some pain back, but maybe when you're resting so much your muscles are getting a bit out of whack and it's really nothing more than some stiffness like we all get from being inactive a long time. Or maybe you're sleeping in a weird position? Heck, for as often as you're sleeping in the car, maybe you've pulled a muscle from that! (I know I'd be sore for weeks if I was sleeping in a car!) ;) I'll be hoping and praying it's something simple rather than what you're suspecting it is. At least your scans are only about 2 weeks away so you can find out some answers. Will you get more chemo before the scans happen?
Take it easy this week and sleep if your body tells you to. (That's my nag for today.) ;)
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:00 AM CDT

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Amy - I am hoping you are at home!! Sign in when you can so I know your whereabouts. If you are still at the Inn I can easily stop by. My drive with Elzabeth from Ocala to Nashville was perfect. I have never done the stretch from Atlanta to N-ville. We had a glorious sunny day, the dogwood, wisteria, and redbud were splendifirous - if there is such a word. The tail end of the Smokies was equally beautiful. Hope to hear from you soon. Love and hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 18, 2004 9:25 PM CDT

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HI AMY
Still in NJ Hope to make it home tomorrow night . Had some car troubles. Hope you are home and snug. Thinking of you. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 8:18 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, I am sorry that I haven't checked in lately. I am now in Nashville, and I am back online. It is good to see that things seem to be going OK for you, and I am glad that it looks as though you will be checking out of the "Inn" soon. I heard it is a beautiful day at home, so I hope that you can get outside to enjoy it. The weather is just perfect here, and we are looking forward to two good weeks of horse showing. Take care of yourself! Get home!! I am sending you all my love and prayers!

ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 18, 2004 5:15 PM CDT

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Hullo Amy,
Are you home and experiencing this weather today? I was just checking for headlines online and the local paper says it's 88 degrees out right now! Holy cow is it hot - and WINDY!!!!! I was outside in our screened patio, trying to do some paperwork, but between the papers blowing around and then getting all gritty from wind blowing in dirt, I finally gave up. ;)
I hope you're home and sleeping and sleeping and sleeping in your own bed! Hoping you bounce back a bit faster this time around.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, April 18, 2004 4:49 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Stopping by to see how you are doing. Hope you are reading this from home and that things are going well. My prayers are with you.

Kathy H.
TO, CA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 3:05 PM CDT

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Stopping in to let you know I'm thinking of and praying for you. I hope you were able to make it home and are resting comfortably in your own bed. Blessings and lots of love to you. I will check in again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, April 18, 2004 1:13 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, just stopping by to check on you. Praying you get through this round of chemo and back to your normal routine soon. You are such an amazing young lady. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:48 PM CDT

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Just stopping in to let you know that I'm continuing to think of and pray for you through this round of chemo. Blessings and love to you in Christ. I hope you're out of there and at home soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:19 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I am always amazed at your attitude and true grit! You are quite the young lady!

I'll continue to pray for you.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 11:01 PM CDT

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Hey, Amy! Just checking in on you! Hope you have a good rest of your stay in the hospital and keep hanging in there girl! You are one amazing person and I admire you more and more with each visit to your site! Take care!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:37 PM CDT

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HI AMY
Up here in NJ visitng my daughter,Julie for the night. She' s a chem graduate student at Princeton. Don't get to see her too much. Hope you enjoyed the pizza and keep plugging along.You sound good. Rest and catch some good movies. When is graduation? Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:28 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just have to let you know lots of us "Albanians" are keeping tabs on you and praying that those little chemo guys are in there doing their thing :-) So if you get a chance to read these (or feel like it) know we are praying for and thinking of you almost constantly. Sending hugs and good feelings your way. I hope you don't get feeling to sick or icky this time.
Darlene and all the Felling family <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 7:56 PM CDT

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Dear Amy glad to hear the chemo is not going to bad this time I hope it doesnt make you to sick I no what it can do. we check the site everyday and send are prayers to you and Alisha is always with you. Tell all the nurses we say hi and have them check in and write on alishs web site, well god bless and take care. The Osterbur's
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
wood, sd - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

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Amy -

We are happy that things are going well and all that you're really experiencing is being tired --- just listen to your body and rest when you can. You are such an amazing person! We just wanted to let you know that you're in our thoughts and prayers. Take care, God bless, and ENJOY pizza night!!!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 4:34 PM CDT

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Amy,
Sounds like things are going well so far. You're not too zonked out yet?!? ;)
Wow, your poem set to music! What a neat thing for someone to do!
Hoping your week is uneventful.....
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 3:26 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I just wanted to know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers and I hope all goes well for you during this stay at the "Inn". Keep up the postivie attitude! Once again, you are such an inspiration to me :)
Leslie <leslie.sanborn@minnesotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

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hi amers!! it was great seeing and visiting with you today, i hope you had a chance to sit outside with how nice it was!! it sounds like you will be up to trouble down there!!i'm sorry we couldn't stay longer, i would love to play some games with you and maybe sharon too??? take care, and remember we are always checking up on you daily, and thinking about you!! make sure you get to use sarah's chair to get a massage!! hope to see you soon, you can tell everyone's tori's great news, my update was wiped out! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:48 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
We're happy to hear that you had fun at the game - and now you're refreshed and ready to start chemo again. Hope it goes well and that pesky port cooperates. Keep us posted. We always love hearing from you! We're thinking of you and sending much love and (((hugs)))!!!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 11:13 AM CDT

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Good Morning AMY
Hope all is well there. Spring Break I am heading north to visit family in NJ and Long Island. Have a good week I will be thinking of you. Hopefully you are out by the wkend. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 6:45 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Happy Easter and lots more....Hayley and co U.K.xxxxx
Hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:07 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of and praying for you this week as you go through chemo again. HUGS. You are loved and I will check in on you again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, April 12, 2004 5:20 PM CDT

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Amy,
Hope you have tons of fun at the Timberwolves game tonight and that your chemo is uneventful for you this week. Maybe this time around you won't be so "zonked-out" by it!?! ;)
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:25 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Hope you had a wonderful Easter. Sending lots of hugs.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, April 12, 2004 0:48 AM CDT

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Happy Easter Amy!
Marisa, liver transplant, Fairview University <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa - Sunday, April 11, 2004 8:53 PM CDT

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Happy Easter! (We were checking out your site and now I am the transcriptionist for Scooter, so here it goes:) Jack wanted you to know that he got his treats from the Easter bunny. He also wants you to know that he wants to play soccer and basketball and you need to "higher" the hoop. Jack says he hopes you feel better real soon. He says you gots to get lots of sleep so you feel better. Have a great time at the basketball game!
Amy and Scooter
Opatzs <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
My daughter just got back from a wkend in Nashville. She really enjoyed it.Glad you found those eggs. So good luck on the Lit paper. Check the spelling and punctuation, that is where you lose unnecessary points. Remember the good catchy intro and summary . You'll do fine. !! Happy EASTER AMY. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

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Happy Easter to you too, Amy. I am off early in the morning to meet Elzabeth in Ocala and then drive with her to Nashville for the next few weeks of horse shows. I'll be home on Thursday and will be hoping that your next set of chemo will be running smoothly. You'll be in my thoughts.
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 11, 2004 5:10 PM CDT

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Happy Easter Amy!
Gee, you woke up to snow? We didn't see any flakes down here until more like 2pm! ;) Last week we were above average, and today I think they said we were at least 11 degrees below average....you're right - good 'ol Minnesota weather! ;)
I found the following at a website today: "If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for." I thought it was pretty special.
Hoping you don't get sick from eating too much candy...;)
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, April 10, 2004 10:17 PM CDT

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"HIPPITY HOP AND EASTER'S ON IT'S WAY" Remember that one Amy. Have fun with your niece and nephew. Color the eggs, hide the eggs, be sure to eat the chocolate and marshmallow eggs. But remember too the Lord and all the things He has blessed us with. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 9:14 AM CDT

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Amy -

We hope that you have a very happy Easter tomorrow with your family! As always, we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!! Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

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hi Amy, Happy Easter to you and your family!! Enjoy your time together!! love, dawn and torixoxox p.s. we will be down at the hospital on tues. for scans for tori, we will come check on you then.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, April 10, 2004 7:24 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Just stopping by to say HAPPY EASTER!
Now, about that Easter basket of goodies...... Did you know that chocolate is a vegetable? Know why? Well, the chocolate comes from the cocoa BEAN.....beans are vegetables. Sugar in the chocolate comes from the beet and that is a vegetable. Furthermore, the milk in the chocolate is healthy dairy product. So-o-o-o......chow down those Easter treats! You're home free!.......:) (Hee-Hee)
HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND FILLED WITH REST AND RESTORATION!

You are one of God's gifts to this world!

Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Saturday, April 10, 2004 6:47 AM CDT

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HI Amy, I'm so glad you chose to stay home for Easter and be with your mom, I'm sure it feels so good to be home for a few days with your counts up -- it really makes for a much needed reprieve! Know that we are ALWAYS thinking of you and that our heart is with you every day. We love you, God Bless, and we wish a Happy Easter to you and your family. Love and Hugs,
Barb and Jill Zeman <bjzeman2@comcast.net>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 0:05 AM CDT

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Hey Amy just to let you know that I do still check in on you to see how you are doing ..letting you know you are in my prayers you are such a great person .. Daine
Diane Slone <trentdiane@yahoo.com>
Wittensville, Ky USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 9:08 AM CDT

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Hey kiddo!
Sending you hugs & prayers & lots of love!
Angel Jo <follmers@msn.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:57 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Good luck on your MD apt. Maybe your counts are low if you are dragging. I admire you getting to school with all you got going. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 0:18 AM CDT

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Hey Amy its been a while. I know Maxie would want me to continue to check on the other CB folks. So everyday I am trying to catch up. I wish I could make myself not eat for a day. I loved the pic Minnie needs to diet herself. (smile) www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy <maxiewithlove@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 2:07 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
My name is MJ. I'm 16 years old, & have a neuromuscular illness called SMA. I found your page on the Share The Love page. Anyway sorry you are tired! :( Hope you start feeling better soon!
Your friend,
MJ <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
http://www.caringbridge.com/ny/mjpurk - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

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Amy -

We are just dropping by to see how you are feeling. We're sorry to hear about your headaches. We hope that they are better today. You are so amazing -- getting all caught up with school work, in spite of all that you are going through. You inspire us, as you do so many people. We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless you!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:04 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy. Your determination to stay on top of everything is awe-inspiring. I don't know how you do it all, but I think of you every day, and you are a constant example. Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 8:01 AM CDT

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Hi!
Great job getting as caught up as you can on your missing school work - you always seem so good at tackling it! It's tough to not only "catch up" but to also keep up with the current stuff so I think you should get a medal for doing what you do! And if you've been having some headaches and you're TIRED/EXHAUSTED on top of that, I don't think that's so bad that you got stuck on a poem - I don't think most people "get" poems as a general rule anyway. ;)
Hoping the headaches calm down and that your counts and doctors all work together so you can get to the game next week.
Take care......YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 0:51 AM CDT

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Hi- Amy, Just back from our whirlwind trip to Massachusetts and Maine with Tim, Elzabeth & Scott. So hard to be checking the weather - it was glorious here and the pits there. Arrived in Boston in pouring down rain on Thursday 6 inches worth. Woke up in Maine on Monday with snow, got on the plane for home last night and were told it was 70 degrees here. Go figure. I will keep checking here to see when you return to the "Inn" as I want to see you. I take off again on Monday for Ocala, and will drive with the pregnant lady to Nashville. So far the young one has been named Zoe. We talk with her alot, and as we walked the rocky beach on North Haven, Maine, we kept telling her what a good sport she was. Not a day goes by that Elzabeth and I don't think of you and Laura. Tons of hugs, and as I say I will get to the "Inn" before I head off again.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:12 PM CDT

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Hey Amiers!!
I'm glad your feeling a lil bit better. Remember, Naps are GOOD!!!
You're sooo lucky to go to a timberwolves game. Wally Sczcerbiak is so cute!!! My mom said if we got married I could hyphinate it and be Rezmerski-Sczcerbiak.
But he's married and he has a kid and he's like ATLEAST 10 years older than me. Bummer. :( lol
But feel better and tell Mitchie's dad that I say hi.
Lots of love and BE BAD!!!
Britty <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN usa - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 7:27 PM CDT

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Amy, just want to let you know I'm here. I'm reading between the lines in your entries. So important for us to listen to what's NOT being said. Know that you're loved. I check on you every day and sign as much as I can. But, you are in my prayers and you will stay there. You have my numbers. Feel FREE to use them. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 5:30 PM CDT

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Amers,
Praying for your cough and a good week, TAKE THOSE NAPS!! You must need them. Listen to your body girlfriend.

love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:28 AM CDT

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Hi AMY
Yes strike a deal get some fun in BEFORE the chemo It is a holiday ...and spring break. Rest when you can.Keep those fluids up and that throat moist. Spring and allergy time too. Sorry for the throat tickle. Let the docs know..Hope to go to see Prince & Me with Julia Stiles tomorrow free for me at the theater -birthday. Don't like getting older but a Free movie is cool . Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, April 5, 2004 10:14 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Hope you managed to get all your homework done...but then again, how can we mame ourselves stay INSIDE when the day is so beautiful OUTSIDE??? :) Have a wonderful day..

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

**~~HAPPY EASTER!~~**



Lots of love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, April 5, 2004 6:57 AM CDT

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Hello Amy
Well the time change has me yawning all day...You get a good sleep and a fun week. Easter is Sunday. Can't wait for those marshmallow eggs. (hehe) Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 8:41 PM CDT

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Wow,
Have you noticed that your website has now gone over the 200,000 mark? That's a heck of a lot of visitors! Wow!
Sorry to hear about your eyelid - hopefully it's not something serious. Maybe it's similar to when we all get eye-twitches and will go away like those do.
Hoping your numbers are good so you can get your next batch of chemo on time.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, April 4, 2004 2:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Droopy Eye lid huh ? From meds or is it like a Bell's Palsy which can be due to a virus ? I wonder any other facial stuff. Take Care Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 5:24 PM CST

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Hi Amy., I hope your feeling better today! Im so glad I got to see you at the Five for Fighting session...I kinda thought I shoulda maybe sang a ditty myself..Whata ya think ? One thing I can say today and tomorrow...I LOVE YOU AMY ! Steve, Becky and Melissa
Steve Chepokas <steve@miraclesofmitch.org (www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org)>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 5:17 PM CST

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HI may God bless you and give you strenght
Beba <knikola@eunet.yu>
Novi SAd, Serbia - Saturday, April 3, 2004 12:31 AM CST

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Just wanted to say hello. Keep up the great attitude!
Amy Petz -Benny's mom www.caringbridge.org/az/bennylove <wildpetz@cox.net>
Tucson, AZ - Saturday, April 3, 2004 1:07 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Well it is FRIDAY HOORAY!! I missed survivor? I wonder who got booted. I watch every other time or so. I saw American Idol I was surprised with who has lasted. I watch that every other time or so too except when Clay was on it with Reuben. Have fun. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, April 2, 2004 6:36 PM CST

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Hi amers, I'm glad to hear that you are home again, lucky you and the girls got to go to the concert, i wish tori could have joined you, she would have loved that!! we have spring break now this next week, we are trying to do a big garage sale, and celebrate tori's birthday with this time off. take care of yourself, always thinking about you, love, dawn and tori, p.s. check out toris picture of you and her on her website. www.caringbridge.org/mn/torimacdonald i need your address to send some pictures to you.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:07 AM CST

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Hi AMY
I agree skip the stairs, No elevator no class up there. Too far , too much strain. Rest up That's from a school nurse (hehe)Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 7:18 PM CST

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WOW, I am so jealous. I would have loved to have gone to that studio session. I hope you are feeling well today, and I will check in when I get back from Boston. (That is, if I can't find a computer to steal a minute on while I am gone.) Have a good weekend, and keep taking care of yourself. Much love~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 1, 2004 9:02 AM CST

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Hey Amy, I just thought I would check in on you and see how things were going. I am so glad to hear that you had a good day yesterday, and I hope you had a great time today. School sounds exhausting to an old lady like me, but I bet you will be happy to be back there with your friends. I can only imagine how much they all miss you. Take it easy tomorrow, and keep taking good care of yourself. Much love~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 31, 2004 4:40 PM CST

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Amy, I check your site each day for an update, but don't sign often. You are such an inspiration, not just to teenagers, but even to us "old folks" who come here to check in on you. You have a zest for life and living it to the fullest and you let very little get in your way.

You are on our nightly prayer list and in our thoughts. Good luck with your studies. Take care and God bless you !

Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 10:26 AM CST

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Amy.....
Keep on keeping on! You are having a profound influence on many many lives. I continue to be amazed at your positive resiliance........Every time I check your site I pray for you...in your battle against cancer. But, you know what? I think the battle against discouragement and negativity is the greater battle and you seem to take on those demons very well! I like to think of that as God's grace spilling all over your life!
Thanks for teaching me a lot about life and how to contend with suffering. I so admire you!

Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 6:55 AM CST

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Amy -

We're happy to read that yesterday was a good day for you. We pray that you continue to have great days, as your body fights off this nasty beast!!! Your upbeat and positive thoughts are contagious. After we read your words, we smile. As always, our thoughts and prayers are with you! God bless you!!!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 5:36 AM CST

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AMY
I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY AND THAT YOU GET TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL THURSDAY.EVERYONE IS SO GREATFUL FOR THE GOOD DAYS.KATILYNN HAD HER ENZYME REPLACEMENT TREATMENT FRIDAY AND THIS WAS HER 8TH ONE AND HER USUAL WAY SHE ALWAYS GETS SICK AND THROWS UP AND RUNS A FEVER BUT SHE DIDNT THIS TIME THANK GOD SO SHE HAS BEEN HAVING A FEW GOOD DAYS AND I DONT WANT TO BRAG SO I WILL STOP NOW I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU ARE FEELING GOOD AND THAT U CAN GO BACK TO SCHOOL SO HAVE FUN AND I WILL CHECK BACK IN ON YOU LATER.www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom
kathy and katilynn preston <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
tomahawk, ky usa - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 10:50 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Soon it will be graduation . When is the date? Can you get homebound where you get a tutor to come to you several times a week to complete what you need for graduation? My son had mono the last weeks of his senior year right after prom He was home 4weeks with a tutor . It saved him -his grades went up , he got rest, he went to graduation. It enabled him to have a better summer. You have a good night Hope it all works out with your teachers. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 6:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy! This is my first visit to your site. You are in my thoughts and prayers. What a special person you are, I loved the poem and your spirit. My brother had the same cancer, so I can understand your fight! Blessings in Christ!
Lynne Rokavec <DBrownsLady@aol.com>
Irwin, PA USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:53 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
This is my first visit!! I loved the poem!! I am praying for you in your fight!!
Lynne <mommyzweblog@yahoo.com>
NC USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 7:03 AM CST

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I'm just checking on you as I do every day. I hope things are going reasonably well considering all that you are having to endure. Please know that you are loved and cared for. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, March 29, 2004 3:18 PM CST

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Amy -

Hello! We are new to your site -- we are the Farrell's and we live in Virginia. We have two children -- Emily, who is almost 6; and, Ryan, who is 3 1/2. We cannot remember how we got your site address, but are pretty sure that it was from another CaringBridge site. We follow many, many journey's, through CaringBridge.

We just wanted to say that you are truly an inspiration! We have read so many people's guestbook entries, and we have to repeat what they have said. You are so amazing. Your upbeat, positive attitude is to be commended. You are such a strong person. It seems to us that you have gone through so much in your life (more than most will have to endure in a lifetime), and you are still such a fighter. We can see you as such a great role model to many around you.

We will add your to our prayers and visit your site often. Take care and God bless you! We are so happy that you are home.

Love -
Rob, Amy (we share the same name), Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:08 AM CST

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Amers-do!
I'm so sorry you are having a rough time. GEEZ, and you have to do homework on top of it? You are an inspiration to this 39 year old woman I can tell you that. Have a good week and I pray for no more nosebleeds!

love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, March 29, 2004 7:56 AM CST

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Amy ... you are so inspirational. All I need to do is read an excerpt from you, and I SEE the blessings of my life, and the STRENGTH and FIGHT in yours. POWERFUL!
God Bless you Babes ... from your Michigan Prayer Warrior xoxoxoxo!!!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Sunday, March 28, 2004 7:09 PM CST

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Amy,
So great to hear you are home! Sorry to hear you have a pile of pills to take everyday, yuck! :) Good news on your homework - you are always so diligent at getting that stuff caught up.
Hoping the bloody noses are gone for good....
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, March 28, 2004 5:06 PM CST

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So glad you are home!!! Your words from yesterday and very touching. You are the best!! Get some rest and build up those counts. Talk to you soon
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, March 28, 2004 1:31 PM CST

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God is indeed a miracle worker and I praise Him for continuing to work miracle after miracle keeping you with us. Please know that you remain in my prayers. Blessings and love to you. I will check on you again tomorrow. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, March 28, 2004 8:43 AM CST

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Amy,
WELCOME HOME!
YOU ARE A MIRACLE!

Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, March 28, 2004 6:31 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! So glad you are home! As always, I love your spirit and determination!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, March 28, 2004 5:40 AM CST

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Hey there wonder woman! How are things on the home front? I bet you are so happy to be home with your family, and I bet they just can't get enough of you. I am thrilled that the most recent visit to the Inn is over. The fight continues, and you are kicking butt and taking names. Keep it up sweet girl! I am thinking about you always, and keeping you in my constant prayers. Much love~

ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:46 PM CST

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Hi Amy, It's great to hear that you are home. Just remember to take it easy and enjoy resting in your own cosy bed. Call sometime when you want visitors or better yet just come over to spend some time at our house,we would love to see you. Sending love and hugs from all! B,B,J,T&E
Brenda
Avon, - Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:30 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

My Rachael was in Minneapolis during most of her senior year in high school. She was able to complete her studies due to remarkable teachers at her school. She graduated with the class of 2002. She was not present for her graduation, but was able to watch a live feed from Winona to the Fairview Hospital. She received the Courage Award. We were all so very proud...Rachael said the only reason she got it was because she had cancer--that was the way Rachael was. I think you two would have enjoyed eachother.

The class that Rachael really HATED completing was the 'Government' class(?) She had to complete it via mail to and from the Ronald McDonald House...Rachael did complete her classes and was so ready to enter into the college scene!
Hope you have much success in completing what you are required to complete! You are such an inspiration to so many...go AMY...GO! FIGHT! WIN!!!!!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 27, 2004 7:56 PM CST

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hello Amy
Thought of you today and checked in earlier. Glad for the update and that you are HOME.Have a good night.TAke it slow and easy no more nosebleeds. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 7:25 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I am so glad to hear you are home and I believe with less cancer in you than 2 weeks ago. You are on my mind and in my prayers constantly. Some are very short like God, please help Amy today or something similar but they are said and thought often. You are so very special and I am so proud of you and the way you keep fighting. Keep up the super-duper, great job of living and inspiring all of us. Lots of hugs to you,
Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Saturday, March 27, 2004 6:27 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. I hope that you are HOME by the time you see this! Have a great weekend. Spring is here! Love, Ann
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 9:15 PM CST

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Amy, just stopping by to let you know that I'm definitely still thinking about you and praying for you. I hope you can get home and back to as normal of a life as possible soon--there's no such thing as a "normal" life--life, by definition, is abnormal. But, I do want you to be doing what you enjoy and I'm sure being in the hospital indefinitely isn't on that list. Hugs and lots of love to you! I'll check on you again tomorrow.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, March 26, 2004 6:31 AM CST

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Amy, I've been thinking of you a lot lately. I'm glad to hear you are still as optimistic as ever. Catherine tried telling me how to get your web page but it didn't work so I searched Amy Mareck caringbridge and I got right into your web page. I hope to see you roaming the halls in school soon. I pray you get well soon.
Lori Young <ricyoung@meltel.net>
Avon, MN - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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Im so happy to hear that you are having a wondeful day today!!!

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment , FL USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 7:44 PM CST

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Hey there Amy....
Glad to know you are recovering from your infection. I'll be praying that you get to break out of that place first thing tomorrow mornin'.
Praying for you...
Robin
Check in on my little guy when you can!
Robin @caringbridge.org/ga/mitchman <vb11potsy1@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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hi amers,i am happy to hear you are out of isolation!! tori did the same chemo as you, adriamiacyn, and afosimide, she always had the bad infection period on the tenth day and would be in like you for quite awhile, it was the strongest chemo tho. hey are you watching the boys basketball tournament? burnsville is our school team, you can cheer them on!!!!:-)micah and jackie are there right now!! i know you like that sport, we will catch up with you later, i have some great pictures of you and tori and vann and cheryl, i need your address to mail them to you...take care amy. love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, March 25, 2004 3:20 PM CST

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Amy, it is so great to hear all the news from yesterday....except that you let the resident beat you! What is up with that? I sense a serious rematch for sure! I am so glad that you are feeling better, and I hope that you spring out of the Inn tomorrow for sure. I will keep checking on you, but you keep knowing that I am thinking about you always. You are always in my prayers. Much love~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:33 PM CST

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Hi Amy! We'll keep our fingers crossed that things continue to go well for you - and that you get to go home tomorrow. Although it's fun to talk and play games with the nurses and hospital staff, where better to GET better than in the comfort of your home? Have a great afternoon!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Thursday, March 25, 2004 1:47 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! I'm glad you had a good day yesterday. I hope you had a good night's rest and that tomorrow is the day you get to go home!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:29 AM CST

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Good morning AMY
Glad things are turned around and on the mend there. Before you know it you'll be home.Have a good day. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 5:57 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Nice talking to you on the phone today! You sound really good! I'm so glad to hear that you got outside for a little fresh air - I think I heard that it got up to 66 degrees!
Keep resting a lot and I'm hoping your temp stays down and you get out soon.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:33 PM CST

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Hi Amy
It's Marty from Ky checking in, hopeing your feeling better
and i know you are just getting stronger Just wanted to say hi and did you watch Amercian Idol tonight boy did i get nervous my girl almost got voted off ( Dianea) SIGHhhhhhhhhhhh relief like you i am a junky when it comes to these show too had to keep switching channels between them and Surviour. Well sweetie i rambled on enough catch you tomorrow
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:54 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
My name is Nikki and I also go to the U of M. I had a heart transplant on sept. 18, 03. I just happend to come across your page. I think that you have a wonderful adittued. I know that it can be very hard to keep positive. I don't know if you have ever stayed at the Ronald Mcdonald house but I lived there for 5 months. I just got home in Feb. I have a friend from there Saralee that also has cancer. I thought maybe you knew her but she had a bonemarrow transplant. I just thought maybe she would be someone you would like to talk to. I hope that they find out what is going on with you and that you get out of the hospital soon. I will keep you in my prayer. If you want you can check out my page it's caringbridge/mn/nikkispage.
Nikki Wojciechowski <nncrazygurl@aol.com>
foley , mn us - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Amy,

You are quite an inspiration!
If there is ever a time that you feel the need to talk with someone who is close to understanding what you are going through, please e-mail me. (winkatmayo@hotmail.com) If you'd rather talk 1 to 1, send me your phone # and I will call you. You so mirror my daughter Rachael's spirit! I think the two of you would have been wonderful friends...so,if I can listen, answer, question, scream, cry, or just say S---! let me know
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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I check up on you each day! I am thinking of you and praying for you each and every day!!!
Keep up your positive attitude!
Leslie S. <leslie.sanborn@minnesotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:36 AM CST

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Just a note to tell you that I am thinking of you always. I wish I could come and visit you at the Inn, but I am still in Florida. I go in today for my level 2 ultra sound, so in a matter of a few hours I am hopeful for some good solid news on our baby. I will keep you informed. We are still struggling for a girls name...got any ideas? Keep your chin up, and do what the Doctors tell you to do. All my love and prayers~
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:46 AM CST

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Amy, I hope you get feeling better real soon!
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:28 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Get well soon! How's that for a simple thought?
I'm thinking of you sooooo much! I hope you start to feel better (and stay that way!) really fast!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 0:27 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Hope they talked to the infectious disease MD about this one How high are these fevers running.? Pneumonia hurts esp when you cough alot soo sorry THinking of you tonight. Sweet dreams
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:58 PM CST

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Still praying for you and thinking about you. Blessings and lots of love sweetie. I hope they figure things out and get you better and out of there as soon as is safe for you. HUGS! I'll check on you again tomorrow.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 5:59 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Just checking in i am happy to see that you are in better spirits:)
Now girl quit giving your dr's a hard time a let them find this bug LOL Hang in there Sweetie
Lots of Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1794@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 5:57 PM CST

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Don't be so challenging to your Docs!!! Hope whichever suite you are in you are able to look outside. One can practically see the water disappearing. We seem to be the slowest property to have the snow completely go - there will probably still be vestiges of it into April. This has been a lovely day, however. I'm thinking of you and hope the new antibiotic chases those pesky germs away. Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 4:48 PM CST

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Got home last night and frustration of all frustrations - Comcast was down!! A brighter day this morning. Sounds from Laura's note that you might be back in the Inn. Give me 24 hours and I will try to get in to see you and catch up. We can compare Sea World notes!
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:14 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Your website was a link on Davis' a little while ago and I just got done reading your history from beginning to now. WOW - you are an awe inspiring gal. I admire your fight and determination through this battle. I truly believe God picks his strongest people to fight this ugly monster. I have a 20 yr old sister who has been fighting brain cancer for 10 yrs. Just like you with every battle she faces she goes full steam ahead and doesn't accept defeat for an answer. I love your journal entries and your upbeat attitude. If I am ever having a bad day I think about you, my sister, and all the other cancer patients and what you're going through and it makes me realize my day isn't that bad after all. I'm praying for you and hope you get home soon.
Nancy Lane <dnklane@netins.net>
Spragueville, IA USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 7:52 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
Here's how you can tell that God is in your room. The gentle touches of the nurses. The kind words flowing from people around you. The encouragement that comes your way in many forms. Those great website messages. The little things each day that make you smile. The other patients who give to you from their understanding. The peace that you feel when it comes. The gift of sleep. Your amazingly supportive family. Your great friends. The love coming your way from many directions each day. Affection directed towards you. All the strength and resiliance that you experience. It's pretty amazing when you think about it.
Have a day that is filled with God's gifts in the midst of your struggle. You are a suvivor!!!!!
Marie
Marie Gunderson <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 5:17 AM CST

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Amy,
I hope you had a good Monday and I hope Tuesday is even better! Sounds like you had some great visitors Monday!
Keep resting!!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 0:56 AM CST

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Amers :):) Hey girl I was at your house yesterday to drop off something Mrs. Young gave me for you, and to visit for a while. I was going to call you tonight but then I got a call to go pick up my cousins kids at the hospital because their grandpa was in the hospital so I didn't get to, I babysat all night :( But I will call tomorrow night before, or maybe after my FINAL, you know LAST EVER band concert. Isn't that crazy :):) MIss you tons Love you more
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 22, 2004 11:59 PM CST

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Hi Amy
I just wanted to stop by amd say i am praying for you
I read all your Journal last night And i want to say what a BRAVE and Wonderful AND THROUGHFUL GIRL you are!!!!
You keep on fighting Amy don/t give up and it is ok to get scared , but hey just vent to us thats wht we are here
I am so sorry thast you are going through a rough time right now, but before you know it you will be back up
hang in there sweetie
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTe1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 11:32 PM CST

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I'm just sneaking a chance opportunity to get online and send you my very best wishes. I am thinking about you and sending you lots of love and prayers. Dig your heals in honey! Love you tons
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, March 22, 2004 9:14 PM CST

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Hey Amy-
It was great to see you and spend time with you and Laura today. Even though you're feeling icky, you still look good and that smile just keeps coming through. I hope that you were able to look at the constellations on the ceiling tonight before falling asleep. Feel better soon and you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Take care girl.
Melissa <Mells20@aol.com>
Jordan, MN USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:13 PM CST

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Hi AMY
I guess a 48 hr preliminary read should be in on the cultures esp the blood. Hope tonight the antibiotics are working and they got it pinned down. Thinking about you, Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:29 PM CST

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Hi Amy - you're in our thoughts and prayers. Celeste sends her xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo's Stay strong,
Tami & Celeste <blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
pgh, pa - Monday, March 22, 2004 9:35 AM CST

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Hi Amy, just dropping you a note to say, HURRY UP and get home. We miss you and Beth misses you very much. Besides she needs someone at daycare to keep her in line. She'll be at your house a little later today as Jacob has an appt with his orthopedic doc. Praying you get home soon. Three antibiotics and lots of sunshine, no problem - you'll be feeling better in no time.
Brian, Sherri, Jacob & TayBeth
Albany, MN - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:26 AM CST

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Amy~
Hope you are feeling better today and get to go home soon. Keeping you in my thoughts and Prayers as always.
DEB <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Monday, March 22, 2004 6:20 AM CST

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AMERS!!! I miss you, and hope you are feeling better and strong so you can come back to school, and keep us all company, the table is boring w/o you. School Service is lonely w/o you too. Well I miss you tons and when you feel alright you should call me, I don't want to wake you up or disturb you from the "H" word. you know Homework. lol Love you mucho Amers.
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 22, 2004 0:14 AM CST

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Amy,
How nice to read an update today! Bummer that your fevers continue, but at least they've got you on enough stuff to cover whatever the problem is.
Wow, PS2's in every room already? That sure was fast. Next you'll be saying that kitchen has already been remodeled!
None of us fainted over your news about doing homework because you're always working on your school work, whether you're sick or not. You have to be the most dedicated student I've ever met! Personally, I think you should be sleeping and watching movies while you're at the Inn and Suites and to heck with making your brain work too hard! Gee, I suppose that's not the best advice to be giving? Shhh, don't tell your teachers I said that! ;)
Hoping your Monday is 300% better than today was and hoping you get out of there soon.
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, March 21, 2004 9:41 PM CST

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Oh sweet girl,
I'm so sorry. I hope you had a good weekend and have been able to go home. You seemed SO upset and I'm sorry and been praying extra for you! This emotional rollercoaster ride you are on sucks! Take care toots!
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, March 21, 2004 6:19 PM CST

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HI AMY
Back from a few days in NY. Sorry no computer access. I hope they figured this temp thing out. Was it infection and a platelet reaction? You take care I will check in tomorrow HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 5:45 PM CST

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H Amy
Sorry you are not feeling too good today.Things can only get better.Keep fighting we are all here for you.Love Hayley and family U.K.XXX
hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Sunday, March 21, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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Hi Amy, I've been following your website for a while now so I thought I should finally sign your guestbook. You are so positive about everything and I think that is why you are going to beat this disease and go on to to do great things in life. I don't know if you've considered a career in pediatric oncology, but you'd be great at it. My daughter has Leukemia, she's 4 and we also stay at the wonderful Fairview University on occasion. We haven't been there for awhile but we are on 5B when we're there. (I hope that I didn't just jinx us). Anyway, now we just go to the great Masonic Cancer Clinic for everything. Well, I just wanted to say hello and know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kathe Danielson ( caringbridge.org/mn/toridanielson) <gkdanielson@msn.com>
Andover, MN - Sunday, March 21, 2004 2:54 PM CST

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Hang in there kiddo! You're in my thoughts and prayers -- I know you'll bust out of there again soon!
Angel Jo <follmers@msn.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN - Sunday, March 21, 2004 2:29 PM CST

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Amy Sorry to hear u are going back in...I will send u postive healing thoughts...
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, March 21, 2004 9:28 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
It's about 3:30am Sunday and I'm about to head to bed but I just wanted to stop and tell you I've thought of you especially a lot all day today (Saturday). I hope your temp has come down and you're feeling good.
Wishing you a 200% better Sunday!
YWG and YBF
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, March 21, 2004 3:15 AM CST

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Hi Amy, Sorry to hear you have to go back to the Inn so soon. I check on you almost everyday and send lots of good thoughts and prayers always. Way to go with considering the new med "PIONEER". Keep smiling Ü.
Diane S.
Avon, MN Stearns - Saturday, March 20, 2004 7:33 PM CST

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just keep smilin' hun! you'll beat that nasty fever! come back home soon!

luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 5:51 PM CST

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Ouch Amy!
That's a bit of a temp, isn't it? I don't think you need to worry about Laura - heck, if she can go straight from having chemo to the Mall of America/Radiothon and be around a bazillion people and not get sick, she isn't going to get sick from spending some time around you! I'm so glad you at least got to be home for a few days before this happened - at least you had a little break from the Inn and Suites.
We're all out here praying for that temp to get down!!!
YWG and YBF (Okay, one last time. Your Website Groupie and now I'm adding back in Your Biggest Fan....)
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:34 PM CST

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Bummer on the fever Amy. And, don't worry, we will pray for Laura not to get sick and for you to get home ASAP! God will take care of both of you just like He has been. I really am so sorry you had to go right back to the hospital. I'm sure that's not fun. Please know I'm praying for you and that I love you very much.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, March 20, 2004 11:39 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
I read about your fever. I hate when that happens. It can be so low one hour, and then jump up the next.
I'm sending lots of love your way!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
P.S. when you are feeling better, BE BAD!
Brittany <gitchiegurl07@yahoo.com>
duluth, mn usa - Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:39 AM CST

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Amy Amy Amy
Now you should know by now that will a low ANC you can spike a fever from your saliva!!! Don't even let that thought enter your mind about Laura.

With Leukemia, your ANC is always low, and believe me when I say that you can get a fever from the littlest thing and it rarely is something you can pass to someone else!

So, have peace...... get well soon!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 9:37 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. Glad to hear you are feeling better each day. That is interesting about the amount of cc's different people can donate! PLEASE be careful, going out and around so many people, with your counts lower. I hope you have a good weekend.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, March 20, 2004 5:30 AM CST

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Hi Amy! My name is Donielle Stewart, i am Nathaniel Stewarts half sister. i just want you to know that i have you in my prayers and i know it may be a long road but you will be alright. you seem to have high self steem about a lot of things that many people dont have but your strong and i know things will be alright for you in the long run. i dont realy know exactly how it is or how it feels but i do have a lil brother that battles leukemia every day of his life and he is the strongest lil boy i have ever seen. he never gives up and neither should you. well i would love to keep in touch so if you want to leave me an e-mail that would be great. but most of all i want you to know that whatever happens on your long unknowing journy that god is with you.
Donielle <hunnybuns01569@yahoo.com>
Chesterton, IN - Friday, March 19, 2004 11:32 PM CST

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You are an amazing young woman! How proud your parent's must be! How proud you MUST be of yourself. Anyone that knows you must feel honored to call you a friend.
I hope you can benefit from the new drug you want to try.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 19, 2004 7:25 PM CST

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Hi Amy, It is nice to hear that you are feeling better.We are hoping to see you next week, probably on Wednesday. Keep feeling better each day and we will continue praying for better days ahead for you. Love and lots of hugs from all of us!
B,B,J,T&E
Avon, - Friday, March 19, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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Dear Amy, Wow you are one strong person. I admire your strength and courage so much. I have been following your story for awhile. I happened to run across your page from reading Mitche's sight. I was suprised to see the pictures I know your cousin Michelle we used to go to school together. So I guess I would consider myself a "groupie" now. I pray for you every single day. Your strength will get you through this. I am sorry that you have not felt well this time around. I am sure that is a sign the chemo it is working! Take care and god bless.
Sarah Dingmann Thapa <thapas@parknicollet.com>
Plymouth, MN USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 7:16 AM CST

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Amy,
It's so nice to read that you're feeling a bit better and hey, you can "yabber" all you want to us - we love to read anything you have to say! :)
You will find that needle in the haystack and you will win your fight - that's just the way it's going to be!
I hope you have a fantastic Friday and that your platelets "fix" goes well.
Keep up the good work!
YWG
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:24 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Glad to hear that you ate feeling better
just wanted to say hi here from Ky i got your site from another little one i check on and i think you are one BRAVE GIRL!!!!!!!!! You hang in there and when you feel like venting you vent!!!!!!!!! And when you feel like rambling on you go girl:) And we all here will read it
just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers
Hugs Marty

Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:22 PM CST

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Amy -
Glad to hear that you are getting back on your feet, even if it is happening more slowly than you would like! You were wondering about the Albany girls basketball game on Friday - they play at 9:00 p.m. at the Target Center against Hawley. We will be there cheering them on - hope to see you there. Get rested up - if you can't make it to the game, it will be on Channel 9. Keep the great attitude you have and you will be at the top of your game again real soon!
Mary Rothstein
Richmond, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:06 PM CST

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Hi Amy - you are one amazing person and thank you so much for sharing your story. I found your page through Cheyenne's and I'm going to bring my baby here to see what an inspiration that you are. She's just starting to have questions and needs stories like yours to keep her little fiesty strong self going. Don't look back. Stay strong & keep up the fight,
Tami, mom to Celeste dx brainstem tumor 2/03 <blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
pgh, pa - Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:20 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Just a note to say Hi and let you know that our prayers never stop - even when you are feeling good. On your worst days - you still smile - You are truly amazing !!!
Love,
The Applens
Mark and Jan Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 3:58 PM CST

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Hope you are doing better today, Amy!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, March 18, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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Atta Girl!
That is the Amy we all know and LOVE!
Have fun watching the shows tonight. I'll be thinking of you!
You're the Best!
Debbie <cancersucks@msn.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:23 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I hope you are feeling better, more rested, and perkier today. The weather doesn't seem very conducive to energy (it's pretty grey and glum in southern MN) but if anyone can rise above it, it's you! Anyway, I hope you'll be up for watching Albany play in the semis for basketball. The Target Center was full of energy yesterday, and I'm sure Williams Arena was, too!! I live in New Richland, and our Panthers will play in the semis against Breck. Sooo...cheer for a playoff between NRHEG and Albany! And I'm cheering for a better day for Amy and kicking cancer in the butt!!
Laina Rajala <xanlaina@hickorytech.net>
New Richland, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 9:57 AM CST

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Hi Amy, Just wanted you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers. I've been saving the cookies until you can come and share them with us!
Mrs. Young and the Kindergarten class <devin3025@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 9:40 AM CST

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Amy, Keep up your your awesome attitude :) You are an inspiration to me and I have learned more than I could explain from you!! I am thinking and praying for you daily! -Leslie
Leslie Sanborn <leslie.sanborn@minnesotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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Hi Amy - this is Pam in Michigan - checking in (I do Daily!), and sending Prayers up to the Big Man Upstairs on your behalf, AND letting YOU know how much YOU inspire me. Keep up the good fight babes!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:42 AM CST

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Amers,
You seem more rested and upbeat. I know this is such a long haul for you BUT it has to end sometime right? Keep it going Girl and let that attitude and your faith carry you. Take it easy and rest and find little things to look forward to like spring for instance. That ALWAYS picks MY spirits up.

love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:35 AM CST

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Amy,
The chemo must be kicking some major cancer butt in your body to be making you so tired, cause you are one tough cookie. Just remember that for every thought you have that keeps you up at night, one of us faithful readers is having a thought of love, and encouragement and prayer for you. You are a hero to all of us! wishing you a better day tomorrow
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:35 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Sorry to hear your thoughts were keeping you awake. Maybe next time you start thinking too much, try to switch gears and think about your trip to Florida instead. Maybe those happy memories will help distract you during these tough times you're going through.....Remember the dolphins.....Remember the Tower of Terror ride.....Do you think that would help? If not, then think about all the people out here that continue to check up on you (look at that HUGE number at the bottom of your main page!!!!!!) and who continue to pray for you and wish you nothing but the best because you have touched their lives so very much and you mean so much to them.
Keep up that fighting spirit and know that you are not in this alone!
Wishing you a 150% better Thursday.
YWG
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 0:21 AM CST

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I applaud your energy in the face of adversity! I offer congratulations to all those that have broght you to this place of positive energy.
You are an amazing young woman, all of those involved with your care must echo your strength!
Take a rest, let the chemo do it's work, and come back 120% as soon as you are able.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 5:45 PM CST

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i came across your page while searching for sites about teens with cancer (like myself) i had just been feeling a little lonely lately with this burden. so thanks for making me feel a little less alone without knowing it!
Keep fighting, with God all things are possible.
(my site - www.angelfire.com/on4/eemg)

Erin <egannon882@hotmail.com>
ON Canada - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 4:58 PM CST

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Amy,
Hey babe. Just checkin in on ya. I hope u feel better soon and don't stay up too late watchin all that prime time tv. I love wednesday nites! good tv nite!!!
but thursday nites are even better! ER!!!!!!!
<3 Brittany
P.S. BE BAD!!!
Brittany <gitchiegurl07@yahoo.com>
duluth, mn - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 4:40 PM CST

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Hey Amy, just a note to tell you that I am thinking about you. You keep resting all that you can. Your body will tell you when it is up to getting going again. I love you very much, and I am sending lots of prayers your way.
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 2:12 PM CST

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Hey Amy. I can't say I know exactly how you feel, but I can relate--pretty pooped out myself after a long day at the hospital yesterday. One of the blessings in all of this, though, is that the Lord gives us the opportunity for us to pray for each other because we can all relate to what the other is going through. So, please know that I will be praying for you harder as you try to get through this difficult post-chemo time. Don't worry about sleeping so much---you need it to heal--physically, emotionally, etc. I too sleep a lot during these times sometimes---just give your body what it needs ok? I love you. HUGS! Oh, and if you're up to it, don't forget to watch Survivor TONIGHT instead of tomorrow. I know you love that show (I do too :) and it's coming on Wednesday this week because of basketball on CBS tomorrow night (Thursday). If anyone near Amy is reading this, please tape it for her in case she doesn't see this message so she can watch it when she's feeling a little better if she can't watch it tonight! HUGS! And, I am praying for you always.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:40 AM CST

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Good morning Amy,
Sending you an Irish Blessing on this very special St. Patrick's Day. Rest as long as you need to, while you sleep the treatment is doing its thing! You'll soon feel like a new woman! Stronger, more positive and completely prepared to win your battle!
May Irish eyes smile upon you always!
A little leperchaun <shamrocksnsmiles@blessings.com>
O'Philadelphia, - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 8:39 AM CST

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Sending lots of energy and prayers your way! Keep resting as much as you need to, and feel better soon! Love, Ann
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 8:01 AM CST

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Hi Amy. Sorry you're so tired, and I'm praying that you feel better and more rested soon. Hugs and take care. Jennifer
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas U.S. - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 6:57 AM CST

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Good Morning Amy! Hope that a good nights rest is helping you feel much better- Must be some powerful stuff let it kick some butt! I want you to know you are in my Prayers that this is the one for you and that you are feeling better soon. Keep resting and let the meds do their trick!
DEB <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 6:29 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Sorry to hear you've been so tired lately...I hope and pray those better and brighter days are coming your way soon... keep strong...I'm thinking of you...

*****HAPPY ST PAT'S DAY!*****


~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Lots of love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 0:38 AM CST

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Hoping tomorrow brings better things and your feel a lot better Ames.....Keeping you in our thoughts & prayers...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, March 16, 2004 11:44 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Glad to hear you are out of the "Fairview Suites". We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. This chemo must have been some pretty powerful stuff! May it work and we pray for added strength to endure this all. Praying for you all. Keep the smile - your dimples are precious!
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:57 PM CST

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welcome back! great to hear that you're home! get lots of sleep! come back to school ASAP-but when you're ready!

luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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Dear AMY
You just rest and rest all you need. Remember your body is fighting a war inside there, of course you are worn out. Think positive -let the inner healing begin in a few days. The battle is still in progress. Keep the fluids up. Visualize the good cells winning. Actually see it in your mind , feel it and claim victory. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:45 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
I'm so glad to read that you're HOME, HOME, HOME!!!! Maybe all you're doing right now is sleeping, but how nice to be home in your own bed. I know it must be tiring to constantly be so EXHAUSTED but your body wants this rest so go with the flow - you'll have some much better days really soon.
Hoping you have a great night at home and that tomorrow you'll wake up feeling better.
YWG
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 5:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Just wanted you to know that you are an inspiration to all and that I am keeping you in my prayers! Anne Hoeschen sent me your site address (Her little Will is in your mom's day care). God Bless!
Anne Welle
Freeport, MN USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 2:31 PM CST

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Hi Amy - Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking about you and of course, are cheering for you always! Get lots of rest and let that chemo kick some butt! Keep us posted (we know you will)... Love & hugs for you and your family!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 1:05 PM CST

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Thank-you for the update. We are all so very interested. We love her and want her back to her own bubbly self as soon as possible.
T.S.
, - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
It sounds like you're sleeping through all your visitors! ;) I stopped in on Sunday night and you were sleeping then, too! ;) But we all know that getting a lot of sleep is good for you and that's what we all want. I bet the chemo makes you sleepy on purpose because then it can do a better job!
Hoping you get out soon and can sleep in your own bed...
YWG aka Your Website Groupie :)
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 1:57 AM CST

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Hey Amy, I was going to give you a call today and see what was up, but your page says you are tired and sleeping a lot so I won't wake you up, but if you look at this, and want to, give me a call girl. Well Miss you TONS at school, so you better hurry back. Love you tons chica
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 16, 2004 0:00 AM CST

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Hey Sleeping Cutie!
I stopped in today to see you but you were buried under your covers and snoozing! You looked so peaceful that I didn't want to disturb you. Laura was at the Masonic Day Hospital for a yummy dose of platlets and red blood cells.
I just wanted to stop in and give you a hug and a kiss and remind you of how much we love you!
With love,
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, March 15, 2004 10:35 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
What a courageous person you are. I stumbled onto your site and want to wish you all the best with your fight. I know how tough it is from a mother's point of view. My daughter also has osteogenic sarcoma. She was diagnosed on Aug. of 2003. She is now on her 5th cycle of chemotherapy and keeping strong. Her tumour was on her left knee and surgery was back in Dec. and her physio is going well and is now able to use her leg a bit but still a ways to go.
You are an inspiration to our family. It is hard enough to go through it once but to keep going through it with such strength and faith - you are a fighter! We will be praying for you and that once and for all this new treatment will kick it out of you forever.
Keep up with your positive spirit, you will accomplish great things.

Susana and family
The Malowaniuk's <asm@cogeco.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:48 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Just popping in and wishing you a good night sleep. Hope all is going well. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:32 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. I am so glad that the surgery went well and that you are resting up. Just wanted to remind you that there are lots of us out here thinking of you and being inspired by your wonderful spirit!
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 5:57 PM CST

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Hey Amy, the horse shows are all over, and guess what? It is raining! We have had beautiful weather all week, so I am not complaining. Now that all the customers are gone it will probably rain all weekend while my family is here for vacation. I am hopeful that you haven't updated because you are getting so much sleep. RIGHT? I will keep checking in on you. Please know that we are keeping you in our prayers, and we think about you all the time. Much love~
ELZABETH and BETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 5:08 PM CST

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Well, Miss Sleepyhead, I tried to visit you today but you were dreaming away and not even snoring! I think about you tons and pray for you even more. I still need to see Florida pictures!
Love ya, Juli <julievers@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, March 15, 2004 2:58 PM CST

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Argh-- just deleted my last message. I wanted to stop by quick and let you know we are thinking of you while these
new chemos do their job! I'm sure that the 5th floor is much brighter with you there now-- take care and rest up.
(Thank you for keeping us all updated)
Sara and Austin Freking and family <sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, March 15, 2004 10:45 AM CST

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hey! well you better come home right now! we miss you lots in pr media... its just not the same without ya!
talk to you soon!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 10:09 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Papa and I send you a greeting from sunny Ga. along with lots of love and hugs. We have your name on our church prayer list and we ask God to give you his love and strength to face each new day. You are such a beautiful person with a heart full of love for everyone. Your smile says it all.
I had planned to come to Mn. this week but I couldn't get a flight back to Ga. All the Northerns are going south for some sunshine!!! I hope I'll get there next week. We love you, Amy girl. Mimi and Papa xxoo
Lois Gibbs <lomgibbs@aol.com>
Marietta, Ga. USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:28 PM CST

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Amy~
I pray that this chemo does the trick. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:38 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I hope this finds you doing well, and I am not Irish but you know what they say about St. Patrick's Day----

Angel Chris ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:01 PM CST

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Hello AMY
Well my Idaho company left today. We had fun up at Colonial WIlliamsburg yesterday. I was thinking of you last night and checked the site even though I did not sign in. Glad you're doing okay. We love to make homemade rootbeer with dry ice sugar and rootbeer extract. It is excellent. I saw on the weather channel it is the 30's in MN -having a HEAT wave (hehe) You take care, rest all you can and think positive thoughts.Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 6:44 PM CST

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Hey there Amy,
I like what Jill said - you are a Warrior Princess for sure! I think that's a good one! Ask Jill if we can all use that when we write to you too! :)
What a neat surprise for you that your mom popped in! Boy, to drive all that way all alone, and to find the hospital all by herself - wow, she's one tough mom! I know how intimidated I feel when I drive at the U and how hard it is to find things so I can sure appreciate your mom accomplishing the task! ;) At least the weather's been decent for driving!
So you watched the movie Signs, for the first time, at night? It's a spooky one isn't it? When I first saw it I kept waiting for it to turn into an E.T.-type movie but gee, I guess it was more of an Independence Day-type movie. Sure took me by surprise! I've got a few newer movies I'll try to run down to you yet during your current stay - maybe there'll be something in the bunch you've not seen before.
Keep up the fight - it sounds like it's going well. You definitely are a Warrior Princess! Boy I like that title for you!
Your Website Groupie
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, March 14, 2004 1:37 AM CST

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**Amy**
I am not sure if you know me, I'm Ali & Tessa's friend Jodi. I was just checking out your site and thought I would send you a hello. Im glad your surgery went good!! I am not a very good candidate for new lines I hate them! Feel free to visit me at caringbridge.org/mn/jodi
Have a good day! Did you like signs? Im not into scarry movies all the oxycodine I take it would give me nightmares! ttyl
Jodi & Maggie May (MM) Service dogg <lynnie53@juno.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:37 PM CST

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I am so glad that you are feeling well, and I am even more glad to hear that you are snuggled up with your Mom. I know how good it makes me feel to have my Mom by my side, so I can only imagine it is making you feel even better too. We have been thinking about you all the time, and we talk about you a ton. I think everyone on the horse show grounds has heard about you. We will keep you in our prayers. Much love~
ELZABETH and BETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
Glad to hear you are feeling good!
Have you checked out the great pictures from the ks95 event on Mitch's website.....they are really nice!!! Especially the one with you shining your fabulous smile with those knockout dimples!!!!! They are great pictures of everyone!!!! Take care and rest up! Thinking of you alot!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:54 PM CST

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Hi Amy, So they fixed your port. Did they give you a chance to count this time or were you just out to lala land quickly? I betting that you were out with out a count?? I'm praying that this chemo will kick that cancer in the butt!! Stay strong and know that we all are thinking of you.Let us know if there is any thing that you need...a jug of juice,banana bread(no nuts),or anything! Love B,B,J,T&E
Brenda
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:18 PM CST

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Hey Amy!! Your in the Fairview Inn Suite hu?? That's a good thing though because remember that every drop of chemo helps kill of the bad stuff!! Why am I telling you that though because you already know that and that's why Amy is still going!! I admire your bravery and courage Amy..you are a Warrior Princess!! Keep smiling like you always are, I think smiles help the world go around. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I love you so much! I was so so happy to be able to see you at the radioathon last weekend..
love you, Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:06 PM CST

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Hey Amy!! Your in the Fairview Inn Suite hu?? That's a good thing though because remember that every drop of chemo helps kill of the bad stuff!! Why am I telling you that though because you already know that and that's why Amy is still going!! I admire your bravery and courage Amy..you are a Warrior Princess!! Keep smiling like you always are, I think smiles help the world go around. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I love you so much!
love you, Jill Zeman <zemanjill@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:05 PM CST

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hey hospital buddy! keep smilin' hun! you're doin' great! keep those spirits up! im prayin' for ya!

luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:38 AM CST

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hi amers, it was fun seeing and visiting with you at the megamall,check out mitchie's site to see some neat pictures of you on there! Say Sharon, did the liposuction go well?heheheh!!! just teasing, you are so funny!! the incident was hilarious!! say i wanted to tell you that we are applying for an extreme make over for our house, the application and video are a go, the girls sang and did a rap at the end of the video! pretty funny!! we are thinking about you and praying for your chemo treatment to go well!!!!!:-) love you, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:52 AM CST

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Hullo Amy,
Nice to hear you've got your port problem taken care of - I had been wondering what had ever happened about that. I hope you're not too sore from the surgery.
Way-to-go, telling the chemo to get to work! It knows you're one heck of a fighter and it has to match you one-on-one in this fight. Keep up those positive thoughts and I hope things go smoothly for you this week.
Your Website Groupie
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:06 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
Glad to hear u told that chemo who's boss and what it's job is! Kick butt chemo! I just got home from picking my son up at the U and drove by the Fairview Inn-I paused and thought of you and tonite I'll say a prayer for you too! Hope the chemo is uneventful and successful for you! Take care!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:52 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
Sorry to hear about your sugery. I hate surgeries. They're a pain. But I'm glad it was an easy one
But lucky u get a dvd player. I never got one when I was in fairview. But i dont think they had those back then either.
Well u know what i always say....
BE BAD!!!
<3 Britty

Brittany <Gitchiegurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN Usa - Friday, March 12, 2004 5:21 PM CST

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Amy: Definitly a prayer coming your way for you & the chemo treatment working. Keep the positive attitude. I loved reading about your Florida adventures. My family & I are going to Florida the 1st week of April. You just made it sound that much more interesting. Take Care of yourself!
Mary <mportner@bbinsurance.com>
New Ulm, MN - Friday, March 12, 2004 2:22 PM CST

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Amy, I will pray that this round of chemo kicks some butt. Keep the great attitude and smile on your face. Take care!
Pamela Dean <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 2:13 PM CST

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You go girl. Kick this thing, and now. I am praying everyday for you. You WILL win. Love and Prayers Amy:):)!!
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:23 AM CST

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I heard that you were in for another round of chemo, and thought it was time to visit your website. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Just remember that nothing can touch your mind or your spirit without your permission! You're my inspiration. Stay sweet, but tough and determined, as you've always been. God bless!
Sherry Johnson (ye ole English teacher) <sjohnson@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
- Friday, March 12, 2004 8:16 AM CST

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Amy, GOOD LUCK with this round of chemo. Like you say, it's going down!!!!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, March 12, 2004 4:37 AM CST

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Amy,
I was asked to say a prayer for you from Ali & Tessa so I decided to stop by and see who you are. I prayed for you last night and I hope things go smooth for you. You will be in my thoughts.
Gerri Nelson <nabbymn@yahoo.com>
Stillwater, MN 55082 - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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Dear AMY
You will be in my thoughts and daily prayers esp this coming week. You can do it!!May the Lord bless and protect you. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:54 PM CST

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Hey Amy, that sounds like good news. You and this chemo are so going to kick butt this time! We can feel it down here in Florida. Mom arrived today, and we are looking forward to spending some quallity time together over the next ten days. We will keep you posted on all of the goings on, and we will be thinking of you all the time. All our love~

ELZABETH and BETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:05 PM CST

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Great news Amy!
I'm glad you are starting your chemo today (see, your doctor is still coming through!) and I'm really glad that if you're going to be in there a while, that you got one of the GOOD rooms! Yippee! Now no playing any loud movies at midnight or anything! ;)
This is the one, this is the chemo that will turn things around!!!! You are going to beat this thing!
Your Website Groupie
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 5:20 PM CST

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hey hun! you stay strong and COME HOME TODAY!!! im thinking about you lots! keep smiling!

luv ya~
hospital buddy-manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:38 AM CST

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Amy,
Will's Mom here, laughing as I picture you and your friend in the holding area for prisoners. YIKES!!! Enough with the adventures already : )
Best wishes today.

Anne Hoeschen <anneh@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Freeport, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:31 AM CST

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Hey Amy! I just ran away from the horse show for a minute, and I wanted to send you a quick note. It is a cool morning here today (frost on the grass and the windshields) but the sun is out, and it looks like it wants to be a great day. I am hoping that the sun is shining on you today as well. I am going to be thinking of you all day, and I will be anxious to get online tonight and read the good news update. Keep your chin up, and dig your heals in. All my love!
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
You said you hope you find out good things Thursday at the doctor - and I'm betting that you will. I'm hoping you update from your hospital room because you'll have already begun a new round of chemo. Or if you do update from home, it's because they wanted you to have a nice weekend before you started in again on the chemo. You've often said your doctor is always finding new things to try and I think he'll come through for you again!
Think positive thoughts and remember there are a zillion of us out here in your Fan Club who will be wishing you nothing but the best at your appointments on Thursday.
YOU ARE GOING TO BEAT THIS THING!
Your Website Groupie
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 1:43 AM CST

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Amy, Just stopping in to let you know we care and love you. We are praying for you. Sending you a big hug. I wish I could bring you something or do something for you. If you ever need me know I would come right down there for you. You are sooooo special to me.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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Go Girl!
Positive thoughts are being sent your way.

a new friend to visit your site
MI USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:01 PM CST

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There was a song...a long time ago.."wishing...and hoping"..and I can't remember the rest. But, I am wishing and hoping that your wishes and hopes come true...If I see a star tonight I will wish on it for you. If I have the opportunity to break a wishbone with someone, I will hope your wishes come true...Your hopes and wishes are magnified by all here that have followed your story...your well-wishers are a powerful bunch...I've never met you, but I so admire your wonderful spirit.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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Amy ... we're out here praying for you babes. PRAYER WARRIORS UNITE! pammy in Michigan
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
It's 5pm and I was just checking to see if you had updated yet or not. I still decided to stop and say "hullo".
I sure hope your doctor appointment today in St Cloud went well!!!!! And I hope you're feeling more "battle-ready" than perhaps you were last night.
Hoping you have a wonderful evening and not much homework....Will you be watching that scary Kingdom Hospital show tonight? We watched it last week and it's pretty weird.
Your Website Groupie
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 4:54 PM CST

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Fight Amy Fight. Do you know what an inspiration you are to people! Never give up. I do not know what the future holds for you my dear young lady but if anyone can win this cancer war - YOU can.
D Peterson
IGH, MN USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 12:12 AM CST

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WoW, Turkey legs....we love em! Nothing better. In spite of the weather it looks like you had a great time in Mickey land. Remember honey, anytime to want to stay at our place the door is always open. You are always in our prayers...
Congratulations Auntie....what a cutie!
Maureen and Dennis DesMarais <ddesmarais@par.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:48 AM CST

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Amy,
We are praying for you, that you find your strenght in Jesus, now and always. My son Robert underwent a bone marrow transplant 2 1/2 years ago and is doing fine. He goes to Fairview today with his Dad; they fly out from Florida this afternoon. Please pray for great results for Robert and for his brother, Evan to remain unaffected by the same genetic illness. Robert is 11, Evan is 9. We don't completely understand, but we do have an idea of what you're going through.

"For our troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." II Corinthians 4:17

Thank you, in Christ, Kelly Helenihi
Kelly Helenihi
Palm Harbor, , FL USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:38 AM CST

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AMY
New Morning, have a great day. Thinking of you...Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:59 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that you are in my Thoughts and Prayers!!

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <Cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, Fl USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 4:47 AM CST

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Well, what can I say, fear is a strong emotion, and your entitled to it, but you know, I am sure they meant for you to do your school stuff, and do your best to fit Chemo into your busy sceduale, who knows, maybe your doing so good that you can wait a day or two! You should shoot for Monday Chemo anyways, like Laura did so you can be better and home for the weekend(does it work that way?) Amy, you are strong, and your are so blessed with good Docs, dont doubt them or you now! Your Miracle is round the next bend! Let ALi and I know if you need some spurs to kick this in the butt!
Tes <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 11:22 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I have been following you for several months and tonight I felt compelled to write in your guestbook. I found out about you from following Mitch and the links his family provided. I used to live in MN and now reside in CA. You are a truly remarkable young lady......I pray for you to be able to handle what God choses to give you and so far you are doing wonderfully with that request. You have to be such a role model to those around you........living your life to the fullest and dealing with all that you do. I pray that you will continue to find peace in your treatment and growth in your life. Thank you for sharing each day your joys and sorrows.......God grant this young lady peace and solice as she faces each new challenge you have chosen for her.
Dianne <mntoca@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 11:01 PM CST

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Saying lots of prayers for you!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Dear Amy (and parents)
Our thoughts, tears and prayers go out to all of you. We do pray for doctors wisdom and yours too as you face decisions. I agree with the gal about statistics. If for instance they say there's a 95% chance it won't work - well that means there are some with a 5% chance - and who knows who that will be. Keep fighting as long as you have fight in you - and you certainly have shown us you ARE a fighter! May the Lord give each of you added strength for the days ahead. He is our only source of strength and the God of all comforts - lean on Him.
Sincerely, Steve & Karen (Gwen's parent's) <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
It was great seeing and talking to you at the KS95 radiothon. I just wanted to encourage you to keep on going with the chemo. We never can give up on fighting the good fight. I will be praying for your decisions that you have to make. You are very special to me!
Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:28 PM CST

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Amy,
Wow, what a journal entry you have today!
I don't know exactly how Elisa stated her question to you about maybe or maybe not starting the chemo on Thursday, but my first thought was that perhaps she just meant do you want to wait a few days in case you had some other things on your calendar that needed to get done first? Do you really think she meant it the other way? I wouldn't think that's something someone would or should be saying to you on the phone, so I would like to think she meant it "my" way and just came across wrong and/or you're feeling especially vulnerable right now and misunderstood.
If I may borrow from Mary Lee's entry in your guestbook - she's right, miracles ARE everywhere and you ARE proof of that and yes, it's just taking awhile.
You are a fighter and you will beat this and if you're asking for input, I'd say go ahead and get going on your next chemo as soon as you can. The sooner you start back in, the sooner you'll win your fight.
You are in my thoughts so much each and everyday and I know you will get through this. Keep those positive thoughts going and remember how many of us are out here wishing you well.
YOU ARE GOING TO BEAT THIS THING!!!!!!
Your Website Groupie
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 9:48 PM CST

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Girlfriend....in order for me to start prayin for ya i would have to STOP first and that aint gonna happen. Another thing....keep fighting that nasty demon. let him know who is boss. God has a plan hon....:)

your friend in iowa,
theresa <alyce0002@aol.com>
dsm, ia us - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 9:33 PM CST

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Amy
Give up? Not the Amy-ster! Just seeing you Sunday made me smile. You have WAY to much to give others to even consider nothing but 100% straight ahead.

Of course you want to continue the chemo. You really haven't been on it long enough to know how well it is working. Would a straight out question to them about your treatment be in order? I never look at statistics because we need 100%. Somebody else's statistic doesn't apply to you because you are not them. Did that make sense???

Who really knows what works and what doesn't, to the doctors, it is an experiment everytime because of everyone being different. You must exhaust every option because one of them is the key. What may work for Davis, might not work for you and vise versa.

Take what they offer. Although I don't want to see you get so sick that you can't exist. Only you know when that gets to be too much. Miracles are everywhere. You are proof of that! You are always in my prayers for your doctors to figure this out.... it's just taking awhile. HUGS
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 9:03 PM CST

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AMY
You hang tough girl! Every day new things are being used and new combinations.Fear is not from a loving Father in Heaven. We are so much more than physical put your TRUST in HIM. His spirit will direct you in the way you need to go,when and how. He will lead you to the people, methods, and decisions about care. Praying for You and your docs too. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:58 PM CST

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Amy, Thinking of you often and praying for you always!
Hugs and lots of love :) B,B,J,T & E.
Brenda
Avon, - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:14 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
You're right. Cancer sucks- bigtime. It's the ultimate evil and I'm so sorry that you have to deal with it. I am in awe of your strength and I know it will sustain you. Thinking of you. . .
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 6:45 PM CST

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I know you don't want to hear this, but we have had great weather for almost a week now. I think maybe you should ask for a do over on your trip. Tell Merilee you want to come back and see Mini in the sunshine. I hope you had fun with Laura, and that the time spent with the KS95 gang was a huge success. I am thinking about you all the time. Much love~
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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Hi Amy, Wow, what a full life your live!! You continue to amaze me at all that you do. Keep up your great spirit.
God bless!
S. Dorothy


S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:18 AM CST

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Aimster!!! How are you? I hope you are doing well. I just thought that I'd remind you about what I'm going to do in the next couple days. You are going to love me for it...believe me!!! HAHAHAHA I can't wait!!! You should come and visit me on Wednesday at work again...it was awesome the last time you came in. I'm glad that you had a lot of fun this weekend...it's so great to see you happy and smiling. Luv ya lots Amy!
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, - Monday, March 8, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Hi AMY
So you are a new aunt-- me too. My sister, Michelle had a baby girl, Jilian this am. How neat all these cute new babies. That is amazing they raised over a million dollars at the Radiothon. WOW!! Good luck on the homework. Off to slumber land for me Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:50 PM CST

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Glad to hear you had such an awesome weekend, and sure do love that picture of Minnie and you!! Can't wait to hear details about the fundraiser!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, March 8, 2004 4:21 AM CST

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Hullo Amy,
How nice, nice, nice, nice, nice and did I say nice? it was to see you at the Radiothon on Sunday. What an awesome event that was! I hadn't realized how much they decorated for it nor how crowded it would be - it was so neat! You looked just gorgeous, with your Disney cap on and still some teensy wisps of hair hanging down the front. And I won't even talk about those cute dimples that were nonstop due to all your smiling. I can't even count how many times I heard you on the radio on Sunday....You did such a fantastic job each and every time you were on! And when you read your poem - that was so special! I reread it just now before I clicked onto your guestbook. It's such a wonderful poem. I got home to find I was the top bidder on something I'd been bidding for at the online auction - drumroll please - I will soon have a Donny Osmond autographed Pyramid game in my possession! Ha, ha!
I hope you have a slow week at school and get caught up on some rest after this busy weekend you had.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park aka Your Website Groupie :) (I've also used this new moniker in Laura's guestbook!)
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 3:00 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
We just got home too from the wonderful event! It was nice chatting with you. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Get some rest and don't work too hard on that homework! We will keep posted on your site. I knew you would get a message out tonight - that is just you! We need to hit the bed too.
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <sthayer@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:24 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Sounds like you had fun with Laura at Radiothon and a sleep over too.. Rest up girls School tomorrow unless a blizzard strikes. (hehe) Take Care...Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:38 PM CST

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Hi Amy
So glad you had a good time in Florida.Keep smiling.Hayley and family U.K.
hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:05 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

I haven't been keeping up with you but learned about your web site. Know that you are in my prayers and we wish you the best. I am glad you had fun in Florida. I enjoyed your quotes. I think laughter is the best medicine so I will be emailing a few jokes and good quotes as I get them.
Keep up the good spirits and the good fight.

Edna Goebel
Edna Goebel <emgoebel@charter.net>
Albany, MN usa - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:09 AM CST

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Sorry friends but I just have to gloat! Guess who is at my house? Ms. Amy Mareck!!! Laura got out of the hospital this afternoon and wanted to go to the MOA for the radiothon. Once there, we ran into Amy and her mom and dad! Before long, the girls were making plans for a sleep-over at our house, so here we are!! I took the tow girls to Target a little while ago, and they were quite a sight! Two bald chicks, one in a wheelchair, one on crutches. Laura's painted head probably had something to do with it. At the radiothon, Winston Hewitt painted Laura's head with butterflies and "Donate to KS95", while Amy was painting butterflies on kids faces for a donation to the radiothon. What crazy kids!!! But, what a blessing to spend time with the two of them, laughing and enjoying life!
With blessings,
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:47 PM CST

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Hi Amy
I wish I could visit the MOA , sounds like a great fundraiser.How far is that from where you live? Is it a BIG trip where you need to stay there? Wow, Laura made it too Great!! Have fun girls. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:26 PM CST

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Dear Radio Announcer Amy,
No, make that Celebrity Amy,
I heard you on the radio again today! I heard your taped "announcement" thing again but then I heard you LIVE, from the MOA, at around 2pm. You and Laura were both asked some questions and you guys did such a great job! Did you have a chance to see or meet "Potsie" from Happy Days while he was there? Or the Channel 5 Personalities?
Sounds like you're having a good time out there!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:04 PM CST

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Aw, Amy and Minnie, how sweet! :)
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:49 AM CST

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Aren't you cute with Minnie! I'm glad you had such a good time. Just want you to know that you're continually in my thoughts and prayers. Enjoy the weekend and blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:43 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Sounds like your Disney World Trip was a lot of fun! Have a good weekend!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:39 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

You are kicking this 'cancer beast' in the butt...What are you going to do??? YOU WENT TO DISNEY WORLD!!! Kicking the cancer beast can't be far behind! Your spirit inspires confidence...you go girl!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 7:20 PM CST

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I'm bad. :)
Sorry I asked which days you'll be at the radiothon in my last entry when I see (after reading your Thursday post again) that you've already told us. Oops! :)
It looks like Beth saw the pictures with no problems so that maybe proves my theory that there's something wrong with my computer.
Bye again for today! :) Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, March 5, 2004 6:11 PM CST

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I listened to the full two hours this afternoon - you sound like an old pro on the mike! Love the Florida pictures, and fun to see my daughter with you!!! Looks like it was fun even with the showers. Have a good wkd. at the Mall - don't spend too much time shopping!! Oh, Laura and I went to the Mill City Museum last week, and there was a great display dealing with the Albany Flour Mill. We poked each other and said, "We know someone who lives there!"

Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Hey Radio Star Amy!
I must have timed my radio listening just right today! I got to hear you do a kind of "announcement" to toss the program back to Van and Cheryl. Did I hear you right? Did you say "Fairview Inn and Suites" as a part of it? (I wasn't totally paying attention at first.) You did a GREAT job!!!! Then, I got to hear them tell a story about Laura and her riding a pony because she couldn't get on her own horse....And on top of that, I think I now know how to pronounce both of your last names! (I've been doing them wrong!) :) And then, I got to hear them talk about my son's school again! I caught them talking about it yesterday on my way to school and I guess I had old numbers because they are saying my son's school collected $10,000! Which day(s) are you planning to go to the MOA for the radiothon?
I think I can't get to your pictures because of my computer or something. I once had problems getting to information at the school's web site and no one else had problems. (But then there's that other entry that says they had trouble too, so I don't know....)
I hope you had a great Friday....Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, March 5, 2004 4:43 PM CST

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Bummer, I can't view the photo's either ... is anyone able to?
Lee
- Friday, March 5, 2004 9:23 AM CST

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Hey Amy, Steph here! I heard you on the Radio this morning! Way cool. I plan on coming to the MOA this weekend with Dawn and family. Hope to see you there... Keep your head up!
Stephanie j <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 8:43 AM CST

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"Oh, here comes the teacher"...?!! :) I have often wondered when I see updates from high school aged CaringBridge people and they say they are in "such-and-such" a class. And I wonder if the teacher knows they are online. I think I got my answer today!! :o)

Sounds like a great fundraiser you have out there! Wish I lived closer to experience it...

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, March 4, 2004 6:08 PM CST

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hi amers, looking forward to giving you a big hug this weekend!!! you to sharon:-) hehe!!! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, March 4, 2004 5:59 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
I'll have to dig out my s'mores candy bar and give it a try, now that I know you thought it was good. :)
I'm still unable to look at your pictures but I'm still trying. An error page comes up for me....hmmmm....
Thanks for the more specific info on the KS95 thing - I'll have to change the radio in my van so I can catch as much of it as I can. My son's school just raised $8792 for it! And they only collected for about 4 days! Isn't that great? If my son's advisory/homeroom had won for collecting the most, he could have gone to the MOA on Friday to drop it off on behalf of the school.
Hoping you're about done with all your missing homework....
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, March 4, 2004 1:59 PM CST

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Amy,
So glad your feeling better! It sounds like you had an awesome time in Florida. We went down in the begining of Dec and had a blast! But your right it's exhausting. You end up needing a vacation from your vacation. Lindsey decided that although she loved Disney we really should have gone to Hawaii. She's always loved flowers and tropical things. Maybe one day we'll make it there. I'm sorry we haven't been signing alot lately but I haven't been feeling the greatest. We are expecting another baby and I don't do to well with pregnancy....let's just say I've been on a little zofran. We recently found out that Childrens Hospital of Oakland will store the cord blood for us at no cost. We are not expecting to need it but are relieved to know that it will be safe and sound in a little cyrobank. Lindsey is doing awsesome....becoming quite the little 6 year old. She has a very stong personality......she is truly testing mommy! heheheh :). Her hair is coming back in. Quite thick and curly....before it was straight. I can't wait to see the final outcome. Well i guess I've bored you enough.
Take care. Please know your always in our thoughts and prayers
Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
VA beach, VA www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey - Thursday, March 4, 2004 10:00 AM CST

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HI AMY
WOW ! The pictures are really nice. You saw alot. When we went to Disney in 96 we went at Thanksgiving and had those turkey legs -were they delicious. My kids loved them. Thanks for the photos. Stay warm and good luck on the HW catch-up Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 3:10 AM CST

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It made me smile to read that you found a hat from someplace special to keep your head warm. And what a trooper you are, to be getting that homework caught up! Keep up the good work! I tried to see your photos, but when I click on the link, I don't get there. My computer is pretty old so maybe it's just me. Can't wait till I can see them though! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 11:49 PM CST

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Hey Amers!! Well I know how you feel about the homework, haha, but it was sure worth it wasn't it? I didn't get to see you today, and probably won't tomorrow since we had that band contest so I figured I would write and say hi, I will have to take a look at your pics, and compare. Soon.
love you tons chica
Savannah <smackers39@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 0:55 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
It sounds like you're already back in the groove since coming home from your big trip! I bet you're so tired because you did so much while you were gone.
Great news that your counts are up! Now if you can just find a solution to your cold head and hand....hmmm, do you know anyone that knits or crochets?
Hoping your homework doesn't keep you buried for too much longer......Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:27 PM CST

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Welcome Home Amy!!

I have been following your Florida trip, which brings a big smile to my face! I am so happy you had a blast!! You deserved this trip SO much!! Sorry the weather wasn't hot and sunny the entire time, but it sounds like you still found wonderful things to do!! I look forward to seeing all the pictures!! Welcome back!! Sending you big hugs and always keeping you close to our hearts, in our thoughts and prayers!!!

Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:56 PM CST

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HI AMY GLAD YOU HAD FUN ON YOUR TRIP.WHEN KATILYNN GETS A LITTLE OLDER WE ARE GOING TO TAKE HER TO FL.JUST WANT HER TO REMEMBER THE TRIP I DONT THINK AT 2 1/2 SHE WOULD LOL BUT I AM GLAD YOU HAD A GREAT TIME AND WE HOPE THAT YOUR PLATELETS GO UP SO CHECK BACK IN ON YOU SOON. KATILYNNS WEB PAGE IS www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom
kathy and katilynn preston <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
tomahawk, ky usa - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 1:58 PM CST

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Amy, I'm glad you had a good time and that you're back home safely. Just stopping in to let you know I'm thinking of and praying for you as always. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:08 AM CST

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Welcome home Girl!!! glad u had fun in FL....I'll have to write u about my trip to Hawaii sometime....stay in touch
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:10 PM CST

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Welcome home! We went to Maine this wkd. and there was more snow on the ground there than there is here!! Spring can't be too far behind. What a bummer that your weather was so crumby, but from all reports it didn't dampen your spirits. Elzabeth was glad to have caught up with you on Friday. When do we get to see all those digital pictures?
Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 10:06 PM CST

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So glad you had a good trip, even though the weather was not the best! It is raining and lightening here in WI right now, so spring must be on the way!
Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:56 PM CST

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Welcome home! We are happy that you had a nice vacation even if it was alittle soggy and cool :) Can't wait to see all the pictures. Thinking of you often and can't wait to see you sometime soon!! Take Care!
The Schoenberg's <brianschoenberg@hotmail.com>
Avon, - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:45 PM CST

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Im so glad that you had so much fun.
Isn't Disney the greatest?
Ill be praying that your platlets go up.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, Fl USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 4:07 PM CST

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Amy and Family!
Glad to hear you made it home safe and sound. Sounds like you had an awesome week away from us. I tried to do my best in making all the arrangements, sorry I forgot the one little detail of the weather. But I'm not sure which 800 number to call for that one! I'm glad you liked the extra little touch of the cute guy sitting next to you on the plane home!! That one took alot of work! Yeah right....

Anyway, we will be in the Fairview Inn all week, so if you're down for clinic or anything, pop in and see us. And bring pictures!!!!

Love you!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:54 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Welcome home!
Isn't that mouse culture something else? There are more mouse things in the Disney area than you can count.....and there's something about being there that makes one think he or she should have every item in their home that looks like Mickey himself. Sometimes I wonder if the real mice scurrying around in the corners of places in Orlando wear little Mickey hats. When I was down there it was when I was thinking I couldn't live without a mouse salad bowl that I decided that I was saturated and needed to get back home to normalcy. But then I ask you this......Is lefsa and ludefisk any more normal?

Isn't it just like you to have a blast even though the weather wasn't complimentary? I am so glad that you enjoyed your trip regardless! Savor those memories when the road gets tough! You are so amazing. Always remember that God is crazy about you! One of His ways of showing that is using someone like Marilee and company to make it possible for you to enjoy Disney & Company! Until later,

Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:43 AM CST

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Amy,
We are so glad that you had a great time on your trip. Take it easy on the books - 1st things 1st - and that is you. Can't be running yourself down trying to catch up - enjoy your reflections on the trip and get those pictures developed.......Nice
Love,
The Applens
Mark and Jan Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 8:36 AM CST

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I'm so glad you had so much fun! I have a suggestion for the batteries, it was the best purchase I've made.

Buy the battery charger that goes with your camera. After I went thru a ton of regular batteries, I did that and they last TONS longer plus you can recharge them! You get 4 batteries so 2 are always charged and ready to go.....

Can't wait to see them! Love ML
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 8:31 AM CST

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Welcome home! I know you have a lot of catching up to do but you need to take it easy and think of yourself. I'm so happy you had a good time. You deserve it chickie!
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 7:40 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Glad you are back safe & sound. Just in time for the Oscars. Can' wait to see your pictures. Have a good day.HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:08 AM CST

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Welcome back!
Sounds like you had a very good trip, interesting weather and all!
Good luck on your homework! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, February 29, 2004 11:40 PM CST

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Welcome back Amy! Sorry the weather didn't co-operate, but glad you made the best of it. Looking forward to seeing the pictures.
DEB <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:47 PM CST

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I am sorry to say that it was absolutely PERFECT weather here today. Doesn't that just figure? I am glad to hear that you had fun at Magic Kingdom, and that you got almost everything done. I will try to bottle up some sunshine and send it your way. Thanks again for the fun dinner. I will be in touch soon. Much love,

ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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hi amers, welcome home!!! sounds like you had an awesome time!! when tori went down it was in the 40's, we were the crazey minnesotans who were swimming in the outdoor pool, becuz it was florida:-)!! we are looking forward to seeing you at the radiothon this weekend at the megamall!!! your family too. i love your dad and mom!! love you, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:16 PM CST

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hi amy, my name is april i am 22 yrs old from louisiana and i was doing research on osteosarcoma cancer for my dad that got diagnosed with it last year which just had surgery to remove half the hip and right leg.i will be reading more about you on your site and i will pray for you and you wil be in my thoughts as well as my dad.
april <april@kznetworks.com>
lockport, la usa - Saturday, February 28, 2004 11:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Glad you are having a good time and that you got pictures of the dolphins. When you see Laura, ask her to show you her dolphin pictures from our trip to Orlando last year. That was one of our favorites as well.
Have a good trip home!
Doug
Doug Jahnke <cdj04@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Saturday, February 28, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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Amy, it was such fun to catch up with you and your family today. What a special group of people you all are. I am sorry that I couldn't have stayed longer, but I was tired and the drive home does seem longer at night. (I did however have my lights on:-)) I hope you guys had a great time tonight, and I hope the show was all that I made it out to be. I want a full update. Take care, and I am praying for good weather tomorrow. We neeeed it! Much love!!!
ELZABETH <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Friday, February 27, 2004 7:46 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Hoping these last few days in Florida are the BEST!!Disney is awesome.Take Care... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, February 27, 2004 5:38 AM CST

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Hullo Amy,
Whoever is updating your website is doing a great job! It's been nice to read up on how you've been spending your time down in Florida.
I'm sorry you lost all your hair, but I'm so glad you have a nice Disney cap to cover up with. I bet you look adorable!
I hope you post the picture of you petting the dolphin. That sounds like it was awesome! I won't tell anyone you got that close to the "fish". Ha, ha!
I hope the next couple of days aren't so rainy but even if they are, it sounds like you have great plans!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, February 26, 2004 11:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
It sounds like you're getting wet - HA! But it's still got to be warmer than up here! A warm rain versus a cold snow...hmmmm, I'd pick the rain! :) I'm glad to hear you're still doing lots of stuff, rain or no rain! I still can't believe you're in Florida! Yippee!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 1:42 PM CST

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Hi Amy ~ They say "laughter is the best medicine" -- we hope you are having a great time at Disney with LOTS of fun and laughter! We look forward to seeing pics on your site when you return. Have a blast!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:10 AM CST

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AMY
You are a brave one to go on Tower of Terror!!Have fun I guess you check in tomorrow for a check on your blood work and some platelets PRN. Keep your counts up . Love ya,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, February 23, 2004 9:39 PM CST

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hey hospital buddy! glad to hear you're having a great time! i wanna see pictures when you get back!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 23, 2004 8:05 PM CST

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Amy,
I just checked the weather in Orlando and it's supposedly 79 degrees right now. Wow, are you having some great weather or what? It is so gray and dreary here today...it's not freezing cold but it's still cold and damp because of all the snow that's still around.
Have you seen Mickey Mouse yet? Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, February 23, 2004 3:55 PM CST

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Hope you are having a wonderful time in SUNNY Florida. It is really gloomy back here in MN. Maybe it is because you are not here:) Have a great time and take many pictures. God bless you Amy.
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 2:03 PM CST

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Amy, Hope you're having a great time in FL. Gives us an update on what you did on your trip. Family matters.
Joe <joe.mareck@bankerssystems.com>
St cloud, mn usa - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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I sure hope that you are having a FANTASTIC time!!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:14 AM CST

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I keep asking myself...what is Amy doing right now and how warm is it in Florida...whatever it is you are doing, I hope it is wonderful!!! Enjoy your week.

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Sunday, February 22, 2004 7:21 PM CST

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HI AMY
YOU SHOULD BE IN SUNNY ORLANDO!! HOORAY!! HAVE A BLAST>>
THINKING OF YOU AND PRAYING YOU HAVE THE BEST TIME...HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 6:08 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

I hope your expectations are magnified! I hope your enjoyment is beyond your expectations...I hope this is a totally BLOWOUT of an experience for you! You deserve it! And, if all my hopes come true, your cancer will become a part of the Disney Land--the never-never land. Never again, forever gone...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 22, 2004 4:49 PM CST

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Okay Amy,
It's trying to snow right this minute and so I did a search for the weather in Orlando and it said it is 74 degrees there right now. And so I'm jealous (ha!) but so thrilled that you are having a gorgeous day on your first full day of your trip!
Hope you're having a blast! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, February 22, 2004 12:43 AM CST

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Amy, UP,Up,UP, and AWAY she goes!!!!!!!!!!!!YAHOOOOOO!!!!!ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xoxoxolove, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, February 21, 2004 2:11 PM CST

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Have a wonderful time and make lots of memories!!! I'm off to shovel snow, as we got 6+ inches of the white stuff yesterday. I wish I was going to Florida!

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, February 21, 2004 10:48 AM CST

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Adios, Amy. Have a wonderful time!!!!
Cheryl Ellingson, Albany Area Schools <lcelling@albanytel.com>
- Saturday, February 21, 2004 7:03 AM CST

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Have fun girl!! Getaways are GREAT medicine. I pray for wonderful weather and a wonderful time for you the entire trip. Blessings and lots of love to you!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, February 20, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Amy, have a wonderful trip! You deserve it girl....have a blast, big time. Will be thinking of you and waiting to hear about all the fun you had.

Amy's mom
www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 10:16 PM CST

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Love you, Amy! The AMFC has your back! Have an amazing time, and get tan for me!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 9:01 PM CST

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Look out Florida here comes AMY!!!!! We hope you have a wonderful and safe trip to Florida. Our family went a few years ago and loved it. Yes Olivia was admitted to 4A on Wednesday. She will have 7 days of chemo, 1 day of rest and then a stem cell transplant on Friday 2-27-04. So all in all you were very close in your description. Sorry they wouldn't let us in your room on Wednesday, but the nurses didn't think it would be a good ideal for Olivia. I hope you got her gift ok. She said it remined her of you! (HA!HA) Take care and have a wonderful time in Florida.
Bonnie, Mike, Angel, Olivia and Jessica
Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 8:52 PM CST

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Amy,
I hope you have a TON of fun in Florida. Make sure you take alot of pictures and bring them to the mall of america during KS95 cuz I want to see them.
BE BAD
Brittany <gitchiegurl07@yahoo.com>
duluth, mn - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:17 PM CST

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Amy,
I am so happy for you and it is just so fun to see you so excited. I'm sure you'll enjoy it so relax, rejuvenate, and in general, have a blast. YOU GO GIRL!!!!

Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:11 PM CST

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I am so happy with your HAPPINESS! Enjoy every second! Relax and soak up the warmth. Your excitement makes me smile, and truthfully, not much can do that anymore. Thank you.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 7:18 PM CST

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Hi AMY
SO GLAD YOU GOT HOME LAST NITE. HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME ! PACE YOURSELF AND DO ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED TO -STAY AHEAD OF THE GAME.DRINK LOTS, SUNSCREEN, AND PARTY!!!!CATCH SOME REST STOPS TOO -YOU WANT TO GO THE DISTANCE. ENJOY EVERYDAY.WE CAN NOT WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT IT WHEN YOU RETURN. SENDING HUGS AND PRAYERS YOUR WAY...
Jeanine
VA - Friday, February 20, 2004 6:22 PM CST

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HAVE FUN, TAKE NOTES BECAUSE I AM EXPECTING SOME SORT OF BOOK FROM YOU EVENTUALLY. YOUR FRIEND
PAT O'BANNON <PIGGYOB@AOL.COM>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 5:51 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
I just want you to know that I hope everything goes well. I'm sure it will!!! Have the best time ever!! I love you girl... hey, keep an eye out for Ben Affleck, I know he was down there on the 15th! Have so much fun I just can't stress it enough because you deserve it!! Love you.
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 4:53 PM CST

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That was such fun being with you yesterday and sharing your excitement!! You have plenty of time to pack - most of today and all of tomorrow morning. As Becky said, take a nearly empty suitcase and get what you need there!! Elzabeth said it was in the 70's today, so hopefully it will last for you. Have a fabulous time and will be eager to see the pictures and hear the tales upon your return. Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 4:44 PM CST

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You must be counting down the hours now! Have a wonderful time and take lots of pictures!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, February 20, 2004 2:28 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! I've been away from my PC for just over a week, so I wanted to come by and check on you. I'm glad you are back home, and SO EXCITED for your trip to FL!! My sister just booked a last-minute cruise, and leaves in 10 days. I'm getting very jealous of all you folks head to the warm part of this country!!!

Have a WONDERFUL time, and try not to think of the cold, snowy, North!!!! (Well, except for your family and friends -- just try to forget the weather that goes along with them!) :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, February 20, 2004 2:13 PM CST

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Amy ... have a BLAST baby doll! Your Michigan Fan club is thinking about ya!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Friday, February 20, 2004 12:44 AM CST

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Hi Amy
All I can say is HAVE FUN! Be a kid and enjoy! I've been thinking about you and praying for you everyday. Love and HUGS
mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 11:56 AM CST

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hey amy! have a great time in florida...you and savannah behave yourselves! hahahahaha...oh im funny! anyway, its great to hear that you're back home! i gotta go! have a great time!
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 9:26 AM CST

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Amy,
SUNBLOCK and a HAT! Just be sure those are packed! Have the BEST time, I'll miss you.

love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 8:27 AM CST

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Amy,

I've never signed your guestbook before, but I wanted to tell you to have an AMAZING time in Florida!! Soak up the warm sun and just relax and have a good time!

Jodi
Jodi <jodisgreen@aol.com>
Roselle Park, NJ, NJ USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:22 AM CST

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Amy-
I am so glad that you got home! And very excited that you get to go on your vacation yet!!!!! I meant to send money and did not get it in, so when you come back I will send you some to develope pictures, or whatever you may need.
I hope you have a wonderful time there, and will be waiting to hear all about it.
DEB <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 AM CST

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Hope you have the best time of your life in sunny, warm Florida! Say hi to Micky, Minnie and Donald for all of back here in the snowy country! Enjoy! YOU DESERVE IT!!

When you wish upon a star....makes no difference who you are........................................
Sandy K
Melrose, - Friday, February 20, 2004 6:08 AM CST

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AMERS!!! OMG only 2 days not even and we will be laying on the beach, hitting some fun rides, and singing with Mickey Mouse. Hahaha I am so excited, you are such a great friend for bringing me, and we are going to have the best time of out lives. Well I will talk to you today(Friday) you know the day before we leave. :):):) Love you Amers!!!
Savannah Klug <smackers39@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 0:24 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
I'm very excited for you! Have a wonderful time and let us know all about your trip when you get back!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, February 20, 2004 0:09 AM CST

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Have fun on a well deserved trip to Florida! Wish I could sneak in your bags and come with! I'll pray that it is warm and sunny for ya!
Lisa Jensen <weezjensen@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, February 19, 2004 10:50 PM CST

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How great that you're finally home!!! Good luck deciding what to pack!!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, February 19, 2004 10:39 PM CST

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Amy,
Enjoy every moment of your wonderful trip...just have fun...kick up your heel, and laugh, and smile, enjoy!!!
Sometimes you just have to have fun.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 10:10 PM CST

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So glad you are home and packing for Florida. Wishing you a great trip. Have bunches of FUN!!

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, February 19, 2004 9:54 PM CST

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hi amers, you wouldn't be so bored if tori and the girl gang were there with you., then you would get into some trouble:-) course the nurses would figure that one out!!! on who started it!!! so you are teaching Harriet a thing or too with some games, how fun!!! we love her!!! enjoy every minute down in florida, before you know it, you'll be there. don't even think about writing on the website, take a break, and enjoy!!!!!!!:-) love you amers!! dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:29 PM CST

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Hi Amy - keep kicking this stuff in the butt. Florida is waiting and so is Jacob. It apparently isn't the in-thing to catch a ride to school with "mom". You're much cooler! Besides, Beth is missing you bunches. Hope to see you tonight when I pick her up because that will only mean -you're packing for Florida - something you certainly deserve. Talk to you soon. Lots of love.
The Sands (Brian, Sherri, Jacob & Taylor)
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 2:19 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
We missed you yesterday! I hope you are home and feeling better. The kids say hi and we hope to see you soon.
Mrs. Young & the Kindergarten Class
Nancy Young
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 1:09 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I came across your name on another site and decided to stop by and say hello. You have a wonderful attitude and you are so strong. As a cancer survivor myself I will tell you, attitude does play a huge role on the road to recovery! You're awesome. My 11 yr. old son was diagnosed with Glioblastoma Multiforme Stage IV brain cancer in May 2003. He's also a fighter like you! I will add you to our prayer list and come by again. Please stop by David's site sometime: www.caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy-mom of David <Joy2Jak@cs.com>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 11:21 AM CST

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Hi Amy! I came across your name on another site and decided to stop by and say hello. You have a wonderful attitude and you are so strong. As a cancer survivor myself I will tell you, attitude does play a huge role on the road to recovery! You're awesome. My 11 yr. old son was diagnosed with Glioblastoma Multiforme Stage IV brain cancer in May 2003. He's also a fighter like you! I will add you to our prayer list and come by again. Please stop by David's site sometime: www.caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy-mom of David <Joy2Jak@cs.com>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 11:18 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
My thoughts and prayers are with you today and each day.
I enjoyed reading your journal entry from yesterday--your sense of humor shines through, no matter what the weather.

Yore Inglush teecher,
Mr. Stromme
Steven R. Stromme
Avon, MN USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 10:11 AM CST

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Amers,
Good news now rest and concentrate on Florida!
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 9:10 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. Merilee told me yesterday that you actually made a movie of your pump with the camera. You MUST be bored! Only a little bit longer, and you will be off to Florida, so hang in there! We will be a short distance away in Ocala this weekend, and will be thinking of you and all of the fun things you will be doing. I am excited for you! And, P.S., don't feel too badly about not getting your hair done on the beach. I have seen some pretty frighful results!
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:14 AM CST

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Amy,
Hoping things keep getting better so that you can get out Thursday.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, February 19, 2004 0:23 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
First time visitor.
I got your name from Diane she work's at the same place where my husband work's.
I just want you to know that we are sending lot's of prayer's your way.+++++++++++++++++
I have a little friend that is at the same hospital where you go, getting a stem cell transplant, his name is Mathew Odette, Maybe you have seen him there.
Remember that you are in our prayer's.
God be with you.
Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~


http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 10:23 PM CST

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Hey Amy. I know how bored it gets in there sometimes. I am praying for you and your upcoming trip. I want it to be wonderful for you and I know you need the break. I'm sorry about the hair. I know you are putting up the brave face and trying to make the best of it (and are doing a great job I might add), but it's hard for a teenage girl to lose their hair and I want you to know that I'm praying for you on that too. I've had fluid issues before and they always give me lasix. Isn't peeing every 15 minutes fun?!?! I love you girl. I'll check on you again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:44 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Even if you stay till Friday am that way the counts will be done and high enough to fly on Saturday Probably a mask for the plane.Lots of germs in that closed in place. Perhaps ask to move to a spot where you are alone with your mom back or front. You can pack quick tees a few pants, shorts, swimsuit, sweatshirt , sneakers, lightjacket, TANNING SCREEN spf 30 and a hat, sunglasses you can do that fast....Main thing is no fever, counts up Platelets up and HGB. Have a good night HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:04 PM CST

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Hi, Amy - I didn't think you would still be at the Inn. Let me know if you will be there tomorrow as I will stop by. I'd love to see you before you head to FL. I'll check here later this evening to see if there is an update. Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 6:08 PM CST

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hey amy! im just sitting here in yearbook doing nothing...guess what? i broke my camera...it sucks. krogman really wasnt upset though...anyway, get back here soon! miss ya
luv~manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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Hi Amy:
Hope your trip to Florida is everything you've been wishing for. We'll be anxiously waiting to read your comments. Our prayers are with you. The Groetsch's.
Lisa Groetsch <groetsch4@albanytel.com>
Albany, Mn USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 9:17 AM CST

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Amers,
STAY in that hospital as long as you can! That way you'll be better set for Florida. Warm, sunny Florida. I'm so jealous! I was down there in October and really wanted to meet some kids I visit on Caringbridge but they were at least 5 hours from where I was and Katia and Christina were in no shape for visitors so...
Get that port kink out, take those antibiotics, buy yourself a big beautiful hat and wait for that vacation!

love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:32 AM CST

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[hugs], honey.

And wow, Van and Cheryl? Now, I'm jealous!

Don't worry about the lateness, some of us are night owls anyway. [raises hand] So, it's all good.

My prayers are with you! Go, little counts, go! Wooooo!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 2:42 AM CST

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Wow Amy,
Lots of news in your update tonight! I'm so sorry to hear that your hair is starting to fall out. But I'm glad they figured out why your port has been bothering you, and I'm also glad you got that scan out of the way. You can look forward to a good report from that when you get back from Florida because that's what it's going to be - a good report!!
How nice that you got to visit with Van and Cheryl today. That Radiothon is sure coming up fast!
I finally taste-tested that juice although I didn't get as much of it as I wanted because my son got to it before me but we both agree, that is really good juice!! He wanted to know why we only had one bottle. Guess I better go shopping tomorrow! ;)
I hope your Wednesday brings you great improvements and temps that stay down so that you can get out of there to do your own packing for your big trip. Have you got that new camera all figured out yet?
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 0:47 AM CST

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Hi Amy, I read your entries quite often, you are an amazing young woman. I hope you have a great time in Florida, the sun and sand will be a nice change from the snow and ice here!
Debbie S. <jdinc@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 8:45 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

Have fun in Florida!!!! We were there last week and the weather was awesome! You are always in our thoughts and prayers... Have a great time...

Love, Mary <maryk@albanytel.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2004 10:36 AM CST

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Checking in to the AMFC with my hugs, good thoughts and prayers. Where should I leave them? ;) Hang in there, honey. Florida's coming...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 16, 2004 10:36 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Just a note to let you know that we continue to keep you in our prayers! Sadie is sleeping or I would show her the famous pictures...maybe tomorrow. I'm sure she misses you when you're not there to have breakfast and snack(she's starving, I'm sure:) The kids just adore you. I think you are Jack's hero and Sadie's idol:) I couldn't ask for a better rolemodel for my children:) I have Sadie's 1 year picture for you, so I'll get it delivered one way or another. We are excited about your trip and hope that you and your family have the greatest time! Take care Amy! With love,
The Opatzs
Amy opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:28 PM CST

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Amy,
It sounds like they (the med staff) are getting everything figured out and implemented so that you are in tip top shape for your departure later this week.
How neat that you got a new camera!!!! Did you get it before or after Van's visit? You could have taken his picture in the mask! ;)
Hoping for a good Tuesday and more steps in the right direction for you to get out of there.....
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:23 PM CST

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Praying for a quick release from the hospital and a great trip to FL!!!

Pam <pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:21 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. Just got back from chilly and wet Ocala this afternoon. I sure hope the weather in Orlando is better for you next week than it was for us this past one. Thursday was gorgeous, even dared show our white from under the rocks legs and doned shorts for the afternoon. Elzabeth is great, the horses were good, and all in all it was fun not to see snow for a few days. I will keep in touch now that I am home. Get out of the hospital, and get ready for that trip!! Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 16, 2004 9:57 PM CST

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I got your website from a friend of mine who's son is suffering from Brain cancer. Although I have monitored your progress for many months and continued to pray for you I have never signed the guest book. My thoughts and prayers are still with you. Right now it is pretty cold here in Florida but I'm sure it is much warmer than Minnesota. Enjoy your vacation and hopefully it will not rain during your stay here! It gives the Sunshine State a bad reputation.
Lori W. <lwill2@aol.com>
Jacksonville, fl USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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Hey Amers, we are sorry about the noise, we hope that we have been better at being quiet, you know its hard to come in and stay quiet, after being home so long we just have to make noise now! I am hopeful now that you have the digital camerea we can expect more than ever great pictures of your fam and friends, some real stuff you know, like boys, and girls nights out...You know the stuff your life is really made of, that would be nice. We hope you get out soon, and that you can fully enjoy your packing ritual! You have earned this trip!
Your Nieghbors on 5B <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, February 16, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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AMY
Well first you are dry then you need lasix? How are your lytes, BUN, Creatinine? Can you go on vancomycin till Friday and switch to a PO antibiotic? SO you fly Saturday the 21st. PRAYING THOSE COUNTS COME UP!!!WOW WHAT A WEEK.. TAke CARE AMY......... HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, February 16, 2004 8:03 PM CST

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Hi Amy. My name is Asha, i'm a freshman from Albany. I've seen you in school, but have never actually gotten to talk to you. I've been visiting your site for about a month now, and decided to write to you. I was overjoyed to find out that you are taking a trip to Florida! You are such a strong girl, you deserve it! You have such a positive outlook on everything, and are inspiration to many. I've been keeping you in my prayers, especailly now since some of your counts are low, and you are in the hospital. Looking on the bright side, you will be in Florida in less than a week! ;-) Stay Strong! I'll be keeping you in my prayers! ~ Asha Poepping
Asha Poepping <ashapoepping@hotmail.com>
Avon, MN US - Monday, February 16, 2004 6:48 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I'm sorry you're stuck in the "Fairview Inn". I'm so glad that you're going to Disney World! And now it'll be easier to share your trip with us with your camara. I pray for you every day. You are my inspiration. WWAD? -what would Amy do?
You Rock!
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
Rochester, NY - Monday, February 16, 2004 5:12 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Hoping your Monday is going really well and that your counts are doing better etc. Will check in on you later...
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, February 16, 2004 1:35 PM CST

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Hey Kiddo,
Although breif, it was great to catch up with you!!! Sorry to hear you are doing some more time "on the inside"!! Kick that thing in the butt ala Amy Style! My fingers and toes are crossed sending you all the wishes I have, so you can make it to Florida as planned.
love and miss ya~ Patrick
Patrick Doyle <pdoyle99@aol.com>
Chicago, Il USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:04 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Hope things are on the mend! Hang in their girl! You can do it. Sweet dreams
HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 9:27 PM CST

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Hey you, I hear you have some mean and noisey neighbors, wonder who they can be??? I am sorry for the noise, maybe if you can pound or somthing they will know they are too loud for you! Some people!
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 7:19 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

I know you will be just fine for your trip to Florida! There are a lot of people that admire and love you! There are a lot of 'angels' wanting you to enjoy Space Mountain and every other ride for them. So, I know you must be on the road to a full recovery. You are going to so enjoy yourself and your family time together. Take lots of pictures and share them with us here.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Im sorry to hear you not feeling well. I hope you get to feeling better soon.Have Fun in Florida.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 7:40 AM CST

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Hey Ames - the Fairview Inn - you're too much!
A week away huh? and whats the magic word - pictures, pictures, pictures!
Speaking of pix, the Ice Palace looks cool. Hah get it, ice... cool... okay so not so funny...
Angel Chris {Goochs mom} ~ Smile Quilts ~
<Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:02 PM CST

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Happy Valentines Day, From Everyone at Post Pals
Elle <Gorgeousel@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:13 PM CST

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Hoping you are home by now. Those nasty fevers...hope they get it under control real soon, so you can start getting ready for that trip to Florida.

amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:10 AM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AMY!!!!!!! so sorry to hear you had to go back in yesterday to the hospital, they will figure out your temperature and get the medicines going!! You need to get better before heading out to Florida soon!! tori loves survivor too, its one of her favorites along with American Idol and the Obnoxious Fiance. Which nurse is leaving? just curious, last time we were there they had a lot of new nurses on the floor. we too look forward to seeing you at the KS95 radiothon coming up in March!! take care and get lots of hugs today!OOOOOOOxxx dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:04 AM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, AMY......

I hope that your fever is gone and you got to come home last night. I'll certainly check back!

In the meantime, stay sweet!

Love and (((HUGS)))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel, - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:28 AM CST

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Amy,
Just checking for an update to see if you got to go home or not....I hope you're home sleeping in your own bed right now?
I'm glad you "turned yourself in" in regards to your fever...if there's something going on at least this way you'll get it taken care of right away.
I taped Survivor and haven't had a chance to watch it yet...I like seeing Rupert. I'll have to be sure to have some kleenix handy this time from what you said. How sad!
Take care and I hope you're getting things taken care of,
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:50 PM CST

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HELLO AMY
Yes it is Friday and a fever with no neutrophils-no choice BUT to go in. Atleast you won't miss school and make-up work. Check it out may need some antibiotics and check the chest out. Yes I caught the last 15mins of Survivor. WOW I am glad the girl left . Family is First and Forever in my book.These are the folks we are bonded to and money or fame can't buy that.. Hope all works out tonight. Maybe a sleepover at Fairview Inn. Say "Hi" to Laura if she is there, I'll check on you tomorrow. 8 days till FLORIDA -Best to go now!! HUGS, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Jeanine
VA - Friday, February 13, 2004 6:43 PM CST

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Happy early Valentine's Day!!!
Hope you are feeling better soon.
See you in March for KS95!!
<3 Brittany
Brittany rezmerski <GitchieGurl07@yahoo.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 5:56 PM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!! Love, Mary Lee and Davis and family.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 5:24 PM CST

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Just stopping by to let you know I'm checking on you. I love you dearly and am praying for you. Blessings!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:49 AM CST

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Hang in there Amy! We are here with you.

I guess today is 8 days? I hope you have a great time!

Sending prayers your way, always.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:26 AM CST

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Amers,
When it rains, it pours huh? Losing your favorite nurse AND still having pain. I'm so sorry. Thank GOD you have Florida and some renewed energy to get you through. You'll LOVE Florida. It'll feel so good to be WARM... I'm so jealous! Take care babe. Have a good weekend.... any special Valentine?

love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 7:56 AM CST

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Amy,
I'm sorry to hear that your nurse's moving caused you to start thinking about all that is to come....try to steer clear of those thoughts, at least until you've gone on your big trip to Florida. Right now you're dealing with so much that you're probably feeling very emotional about it all but once you have that refreshing trip, I bet you're going to be completely, 100% ready for the big battle ahead! How typical of you, sweetheart that you are, to say that as much as you'll miss your nurse, you're happy that she'll be helping other kids. You are such a special person that way! Always thinking of others....
Wishing you a great Friday and I hope you don't start losing too much sleep with the excitement of your trip coming up so fast! ;)
Thinking of you always,
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
P.S. I still say your arm's hurting is probably from the radiation doing some big-time stuff in there...I bet stuff is all swollen and angry and that's why you're sore.
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:45 PM CST

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Just stopping by to say hi and hopes those counts come up real quick! And they will...you will kick butt and be on your way to Florida before you know it.

amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 7:58 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Just popping in to say have a good night Off to watch a little Survivor maybe.I hear Rudy got the boot. He is from VA. you know. Just think about 12 days or less and off to Florida you go WOW!!! I loved Epcot and Disney too. SeaWorld is awesome too. ENJOY !!Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 6:22 PM CST

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Amy
Great pictures! You must have been there before the big snows..... You look JUST LIKE YOUR MOM. You three would never be mistaken for anything other than family!

Have a good day...... week ..... etc. And of course have a GREAT VALENTINES day on Saturday!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 4:45 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
I was just thinking of you and wanted to say HI! Have a great day!
Love, Denise
Denise <forestbirdfamily@aol.com>
Sartell, MN - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:43 AM CST

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Hi Amy, Good to know that you ae feeling better and are finished with the chemo for now. I enjoyed the pictures. I did get to see the Ice Place and the ice show and all the ice sculptures. They were beautiful, weren't they? Keep up your great spirit. My love and prayers, S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 8:16 AM CST

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Amy,
How great that you are done with your chemo! Yippee!! Love seeing the photos of the Ice Palace, especially since we never did get over there. Hoping you have a great Thursday!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:24 AM CST

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Wow - those pictures of the ice castle are incredible!!! How cool! You know us Nebraskans are kind of in shock b/c we have over 20 inches of snow on the ground right now, but I'm sure you would think we are just a bunch of weenies! Ha! I don't know if I have ever seen this much snow - maybe the last time I was in Minnesota in the winter I did, but not here. Thanks for the pics of the ice castle - really incredible. Love the one of you and your mom and sis! Hope you start to have some good days now that you are free!!! I am so inspired by your entries - I love your attitude! Thanks for always visiting Jake too - you are just such a great girl!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 10:23 PM CST

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HI AMY
Glad you rested today. Love the new pics of the Ice Castle. Thanks for the email. Yes I watched American Idol too tonight.Sleep well. Hugs
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 9:21 PM CST

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Hi Amy, I THINK YOUR JUST WONDERFUL HANG IN THERE GIRL AND ENJOY YOUR WONDERFUL DAYS AND REMEMBER NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
and the Angels are allaround you folding u in their love always
Silverlady RAOK
tAURANGA, New Zealand - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 8:42 PM CST

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Miss Amy, your entries are NEVER blah! I don't know how you muster the energy to do all that you do and to still stay in touch with all of your fans. We're out here and pulling for you! Sending strength, love, and prayers!
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 4:57 PM CST

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You continue to amaze me. I am so proud of you and the way you keep rising to every challenge. Keep hanging in there, stay strong, and GET READY FOR FLORIDA! Lots of love and many prayers~ ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 11, 2004 4:38 PM CST

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Hang in there, Amy! We're thinking of you and sending love and hugs your way! And just think, your Florida trip is just around the corner!! :)
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 12:21 AM CST

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Hi AMY
WHAT IS THE NAME OF THIS STUFF/CHEMO YOU ARE GETTING? PERHAPS YOU HGB HAS DROPPED. HOPE YOU GOT CHECKED TODAY.
TAKE CARE AMY NO TIME FOR GETTING SICK OR TOO LOW. GOT TO KEEP YOU UP THERE. HUGS,
JEANINE
VA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 5:55 PM CST

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Wishing you better days...hopefully your energy level will pop back as quick as your awesome spirit always does!

Amy's mom
www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 5:19 PM CST

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Amy - praying for you from the OTHER Klondike (michigan). I try hard to check in on ya daily. Jennifer & Laura are both having a tough week too. Prayer Warriors have kicked it UP a notch! Blessings babe!
pam <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 4:06 PM CST

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Hi Amy!

I loved your recent entry about snowflakes. Thank you for reminding us to slow down and enjoy God's gifts (when frankly it is easier to grumble about this 3 feet of snow we have!!). You make me want to be a better person and really enjoy life and all it has to offer. I appreciate your little words of wisdom that give me a much needed attitude check. Can't wait to hear about Florida!
Sue Kirtz <skirtz@lmnc.org>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 4:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy/Sleepy-Head, :)
I hope today is going better for you. Maybe if you get in some naps during school, you can stay awake to watch American Idol tonight! I don't think I'll catch it because we have a meeting up at school tonight about registration for 9th grade. Did you have trouble fitting in all the classes you wanted to take in high school? My son is in Orchestra and will also take German and that will only leave ONE spot for an elective class! I hope they tell us some "tricks" for scheduling at the meeting tonight. ;)
I'll check in on your update later tonight and I've got my fingers crossed that your day went well.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 1:35 PM CST

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Hi my name is Shana Dowdell. Im 16 years old. I was diagnosed with AML back in July 2000. I have had my bone marrow transplant in September 2002, since then I still have other side affects do deal with that sometimes seem to be very overwhelming. I have been following your story for some time now and I just wanted to say how amazed I am that you are so positive and just how brave you really are. How do you do it!? You've been through more than anyone I ever knew and yet you still come out of everything stronger then ever. thank you for inspiring me.
Shana Dowdell <minny_m0use@hotmail.com>
Windsor, Canada - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:52 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
Just a couple of teachers at Albany High School saying hang in there and get lots of rest for your big trip. We were glad to read you are almost done with chemo. Have a wonderful time in sunny Florida. Say hello to Chip and Dale for Mrs. Hanson they are her favorite characters.
Wendy Hanson and Becky Bartz <wendyh@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Albany, MN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 9:32 AM CST

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HEY AMY!

THINK MAGIC KINGDOM, SUNNY SKIES, PALM TREES, SOFT BREEZES, OCEAN'S WAVES, MICKEY MOUSE, SHORT SLEEVES, SHORTS, SHAMU, SAND ON YOUR TOES, AND GLORIOUS ADVENTURE WITH SOME OF YOUR FAVORITE PEOPLE!
God is smiling on you!

Blessings,
Marie
Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 5:43 AM CST

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Hi Amy, I hope your feeling better when you receive this. My 8 year old daughter was diagnosed with osteosarcoma in 2002 and underwent 6 rounds of chemo and a 10 hour operation to have the tumour removed and new bone put in. She finished her chemo in October 2002 and has been pretty well since. Last Monday we received the news that she had relaped with a spot on her lung. She has just had surgery to remove it and the Doctors are now debating whether to do follow up chemo or not. I would be interested to know if in the States they do follow up treatment for the first relapse.

Take Care

Robyn
Robyn Adams <robyn.adams@sd.qld.gov.au>
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 1:25 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

You are in my thoughts and prayers daily! God bless you sweetie!
Betsy <sabetsy@aol.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:14 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I'm glad you're almost done with your chemo. I bet you notice a huge improvement by the end of the week. A little extra sleep is good for you! That way you'll be all rested up for your trip!
Take care and yes, I bet tomorrow will be even better for you. Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, February 9, 2004 6:11 PM CST

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Rest up really good for that trip to Florida Amy!! I have a feeling that rest will be far from your mind during that week! LOL Hope things go well for you during the remaining chemo...you are an awesome young lady!

www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, February 9, 2004 5:33 PM CST

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Hey, Amy! Wish you were feeling better, but hopefully you will continue to do well through this round and you will be back in action soon. Keep the strength, Girl! You are such an inspiration of spirit and stamina! Better start packing!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Monday, February 9, 2004 4:45 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
This is your Washington cousin Anne saying hi. You are amazing & an inspiration to those w/o hope or faith. It is a testimony to Grandpa Mareck, who never gave up faith & passed it to 10 children after Grandma Mareck died, to theirs & theirs. You know your great Aunt Vi prays for you all the time. We do too. You will be added to some prayer groups I belong to & place in the prayer requests @ church. God is strengthening you always. Love and blessings. Have fun in Florida. Anne
Anne Sacquitne <kukabura@iwon.com>
Federal Way, WA USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 12:28 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
If they counted sleeping as a class and gave a grade, both my kids would have gotten an A. And they had no excuses except that the classes bored them to tears! Have a friend wake you when the class ends. (smile) You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, February 9, 2004 0:21 AM CST

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[hugs]
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
I'm glad to hear you're still plugging along with this chemo. Your body must be craving lots of rest so it's good that you're sleeping a lot. Keep on sleeping if that's what you need....gotta keep your energy up for the rest of your radiation and then that fantastic trip!!!!!! That is coming up so fast!!!!! Wow, before you know it you'll be out of this snow encrusted state! :)
Take it slow and easy and you'll get through each day just fine. Thinking of you always, Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, February 8, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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Amy, I found your site through another...You have such inspirational words- I just love your poem- how talented. I spent 4 months at the RM House in Minneapolis with my sister and her children, while Collin went through transplant. Children have amazing resilience- You are no exception. Keep your faith and attitude strong- God always listens.
May He bless you Mightily.
Debi
Des Moines, IA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 8:04 PM CST

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Take a little snooze sleeping beauty, get some rest, and feel better. You've got a big trip ahead of you! Where did you say you were going????
Love, Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Sunday, February 8, 2004 5:50 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Sunday evening and time to gear up for the start of a new week and then VALENTINE'S HOORAY!!!Take care this wk Praying things go well and you are off to Florida with no hitches. ....SMILES
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 4:58 PM CST

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Hey, Amy! I hope you enjoyed the movie last night. I haven't seen Seabiscuit (last movie I saw at a theatre was Finding Nemo -- that's how exciting my social life is!) but hear it IS a really good movie.

Sorry to hear about your "memory loss" -- I have that EVERY DAY, and I'm not taking chemo meds or anything!! :o)

Hope you're having a great weekend...got any room in your FL luggage for me??!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, February 8, 2004 0:15 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I just had a microwave-made s'more and it reminded me of you and so I just had to check in on you and leave a message. I still haven't tried your oven-made s'mores recipe but if you're interested in trying the microwave kind, they turn out pretty good.
Maybe you can warm up your right hand when you're in Florida. Maybe it just needs some strong sunshine, the kind we can't get here in Minnesota for about 4 more months. ;)
I am so happy for you that you are going to get away for a nice break from things. Do you have anything special you're hoping to see or do while you're down there? If you never tried the Tower of Terror ride, I'd recommend that one. We did that one twice when we went down there 8 years ago. We really liked the Ripley's Believe It or Not Museum, too. Heck, we liked everything we saw and did! :) There's so much to see and do down there!!!!!
Hope you're having a great weekend. It sure was bright and sunny out today - did you get out at all to enjoy it?
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, February 7, 2004 6:24 PM CST

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Hi - Amy, Elzabeth and I will keep in touch this week from Ocala. Hope all goes well for you and keep us posted on your Orlando plans. Hugs and love Beth
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 4:57 PM CST

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Hey Amy.. just wanted to drop in to wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day and remind you we are keeping you in our thoughts & prayers.... Florida huh? Take lots of pics!





Angel Chris {Goochs mom} ~ Smile Quilts ~
<Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 3:27 PM CST

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YAY for florida!!!!

chemo brain eh? my dad always said that he could tell the second the chemo hit me...everything about me would change. think about it....those potent 'kick cancers butt' drugs are pretty tough. chemo is tough no doubt about it...but i thank god for it. just take it easy...:)
alyce <alyce0002@aol.com>
dsm, ia us - Saturday, February 7, 2004 10:20 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Glad to hear you are going to Florida - you deserve the vacation. You are such a strong person - NEVER GIVE UP! Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Pat & Sharon Timp <ptst@albanytel.com>
Albany, Mn Stearns - Friday, February 6, 2004 9:17 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I'm so happy to hear about your trip. I am just wondering...is Florida ready for you??? JK The weather was gorgeous here today; I hope it stays that way for you. Have a fantastic time!
Kari Hartmann <kehartmann@hotmail.com>
Miami, FL - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:53 PM CST

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Amy,

I found your caring bridge site off another child's guestbook. We are going through treatments right now with our 4 year old son who was diagnosed with a brain tumor in December.

Thank you for your inspiring words on your page. I especially enjoyed your poem.
Keep fighting hard and we will add you to our prayers.
God Bless You and your family!!

Tara Carrico
Jace's mom (www.caringbridge.org/ia/jacecarrico)
Tara Carrico <carrico4@kdsi.net <www.caringbridge.org/ia/jacecarrico>>
New Sharon, - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:44 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Talk about Deja Vu I just finished watching Seabisquit. Excellent movie. Then I came to catch up on a few sites and I read you may see it too. Great.! Sleep in tomorrow SATURDAY CATCH UP TIME!!. Catch you later .HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, February 6, 2004 6:33 PM CST

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Hi Amy - You're going to Florida!! That is so great! We're excited for your trip -- the warmth will feel so good and the fun times and memories will sustain you for a long time to come. What a great way to get ready for the next battle. We look forward to seeing pictures when you return. For now, have a great weekend!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch <kids@silverliningfoundation.org>
Aspen, CO - Friday, February 6, 2004 4:52 PM CST

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HI AMY! Florida sounds WONDERFUL. I'm just checking in to say HAY, and remind you that you have prayer warriors in Michigan who have you in our HEARTS! xoxoxoxox
pam <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Friday, February 6, 2004 7:58 AM CST

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Sometimes Amy when I see you, I am so amazed(actually all the time)you are truely a wonder, like a snowflake, you cancer kids are all differant, but the same, fighters, willing thier bodies to do more, more more...and you will! Your trip to florida will be fun to hear about, and just think of the Power of Friends! Have fun, take lots of Pictures, and think of the Healing Potential! Fun and Laughter is the best Medicine! Ali adds to take a picutre with EEyore for her, he is her hero, as are you and the Girl Gang!
Tes and Ali <Rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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Hi, Amy We put Marnye on a plane late this afternoon for LA. It was such fun for us to be with you on Tuesday, and I loved her commenting on her book writing experiences. She would love to hear from you anytime with questions, frustrations, what have you. I hate to confess it, but yes, I get to go be with Elzabeth in Ocala for a week. I am sure the 84 degree temperatures she is bragging about will switch to 44 by the time I arrive. We will write to you jointly from there. You are an incredible person, and it was such fun meeting our dad the other day. Hugs and love

Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 9:14 PM CST

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I'm praying for you dear heart--I love you. I love how God just gives us each other to help keep us strong. You say so many things I can totally relate to--we all live it. Your description of a "night with chemo" reminds me of the times when I was on 3 antibiotics for a line infection and was basically trying to fix my pump and get everything done in my sleep. So crazy! And about the pain--YES!! We shouldn't have to be in pain--we go through too much already. When I was younger I had so many bone marrow aspirates and biopsies with only local anesthesia that I make them knock me out now--EVERY TIME. Most traumatic thing I've ever been through and there's no need for us to go through anything we don't have to. Hang in there girlfriend!! I love you and am praying continually for you. Please let me know if you need anything I can help with. I'm right here...ALWAYS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:55 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I've heard so much about you and have seen several pictures of you that I thought I should write you. I am Tori's Aunt. Reading your journal definatly proves to me how incredibly strong you are and what a fantastic attitude you have going through your battle. I too was diagnosed with cancer a year and a half ago and went through the whole preventative program. Its a battle and I know from your stories and the MANY lives you have touched, you will WIN!
Continue to have faith and smile ( you have a great smile!)
I will read and pray for you to have an abundance of strength to get through this battle. You are doing great!
I used to be a MacDonald but now I'm a Morrison:)!
Barb
Barb Morrison <Barbmpls@msn.com>
Minnetonka, MN Henn - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:52 PM CST

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Hello Amy... We're soooo happy to know that your going to FLORIDA!!! It will be so awesome to get away and go in some nice warm weather. We stopped into the hospital on Tuesday night to surprise you. To OUR surprise, you were already gone!! I guess we'll call first next time! Sounds like you are having some complications getting adjusted to your new chemo treatment, seeing as you're at home and it's with you constantly! But you always seem to make the best out of everything and that's why know you'll kick this in the butt! You go Girl! We love you and we're here for you whenever you need someone.
Jill Zeman and Berta and Margaret Knaeble <starkiss21@attbi.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:18 PM CST

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Hey Girl,
You inspire me to be a better person everyday! I hope the sun shines bright on you while you are in Florida and all the days ahead of you. You are very special to everyone who knows you and everyone who sees that great smile. Don't let it ever slip away even in the rotten times, find ways to laugh. Wishing you the best and remebering the little girl I used to share Doritos and TV time with
Those babysitting evenings make me smile everytime I think back!

Kay Wilson (Beuning) <wilsonjk@charter.net>
Albany, Mn USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:05 PM CST

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Amy, IT WAS 84 DEGREES HERE IN FLORIDA TODAY!!!!Tell me, now how excited are you to get down here? It was an absolutely beautiful day, and I am sure that it will be just the same when you get down here. Can you believe it? You are coming to FLORIDA! How cool is that? I am glad that you forget the pump sometimes too, Laura forgets hers all the time. I only laugh for a little while.:-) I'm sorry, but it is funny! I hope you are doing well, and I can't wait to hear all about your trip to Disney. You are going to have a blast! Much love, and many prayers!
ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 6:21 PM CST

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HI AMY
In less than 20 days you will be heading South to the sun & warmth of Florida!! HOORAY. ...Sending Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 2:56 PM CST

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Hi, I'm Julie, the Mom to Amber, Adam & Jessica Seifermann. Your website was passed onto us and I thought I'd send a note to say, "You are an AMAZING young woman" and our prayers are with you! I'm not sure when you are leaving for Orlando but out family will be there from Feb. 15-Feb. 22. Wouldn't it be fun to see you & your family! It could be a real small, small world.
Julie Jarnot <juliej@cloudnet.com >
Avon, MN - Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Hey Amy!
My brother is in Florida now and he told me that it has been in the 70's every day since he got there! The 70's sounds like a heat wave to us Minnesotans! HAVE A GREAT TIME. THERE IS SO MUCH TO SEE AND DO IN ORLANDO! There is a big fat huge grin on my face that you have the opportunity to travel right now! Isn't God great? I think He is answering some prayers out there!!!!
Marie
Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, February 5, 2004 6:47 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
What do you mean you may not make sense? Hey, you always make sense! It's just that sometimes you type funny! ;)
Have you started to pack for your trip yet or do you NEED TO GO SHOPPING!?!? I don't believe you've written about shopping in a LONG TIME so hmmmm, maybe a Florida trip is a good excuse to hit the stores! ;)
I watched American Idol too - could you believe how many of the Idol contestants forgot the words to their songs?! Sure made the show entertaining, that's for sure. Some of the ones I've liked from the start actually made it through tonight, even though they did some major flubbing. (But no one can ever take the place of Clay in my heart. I still say last year's voting was rigged.) ;)
Take Care and keep up that great attitude!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:17 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Just received your web page address from Carol Mareck. You are a model of inspiration to all -- keep up the fight, I know you'll win. Glad to hear about the Florida trip -- You'll have a blast.
We pray for you every night when we tuck the kids in bed. We started when you were first diagnosed, and we'll keep on praying every night till you beat this beast! -- No matter how long it takes.
Our love and prayers,
Steve and Trese Mareck (along with other members of our family-some of who do not have computer access)

Steve Mareck <mareck@victorcc.net>
Saint Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 10:45 PM CST

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amy girlfriend have a blast in fla!!!!
alyce <alyce0002@aol.com>
dsm, ia us - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 5:43 PM CST

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Amy,

Enjoy Orlando! My Rachael's favorites were Sea World and Epcot. Her favorite place in Epcot was the Italian Restaurant--think it is called "Alfredo's"--her favorite food was Pasta with Alfredo sauce, and one of her favorite rides was Space Mountain--her least was "small world"--I think it was the song. Anyway so looking forward to hearing about your enjoyment of the experience with your loving family and friends!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2004 3:55 PM CST

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Glad to hear the procedure went well. Congrats on the Florida trip. That sounds GREAT!! And, you definitely need a break--it helps so much. I will start praying now for the treatment you'll be having after you get back. Know that I love you and am here for you. Blessings and lots of love to you in Christ. I'll check back soon!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 2:13 PM CST

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Hello Amy,
I don't think you know me. My name is Ruth Linn. My Dad, Ed Gerads and your Gramma, Rose, were good freinds. I teach first grade religion here in St. Anthony, Minnesota. A few years back I had Brittany Wenning in my class. The kids and I sent you a get well card. Don't think you remember. But anyway I just wanted to tell you that you are in my prayers. I have been reading your website and following your plight! You are an inspiring young woman!! You are courageous and determined! Just what this fight with cancer needs!! Stay strong. Have a great, restful time in Florida. You are so deserving of this! Good for you!!
May God bless and heal you!!
Love and prayers,
Ruth Linn

Ruth Linn <linndairy@albanytel.com>
Albany,, Mn. Stearns - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 12:59 AM CST

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Congrats on the Florida trip and enjoy the warmth and sunshine. Hope you are able to rejuvenate yourself before the big chemos ahead. Praying for you and hoping for lots of warmth and sunshine in your future.
Jennifer G <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas United States - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:02 AM CST

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Enjoy Florida :) It will be nice to get out of the snow and cold for a week and to get you rejuvinated to fight, fight, fight! Congrats on the trip and know that you are in my thoughts each day.
Leslie Sanborn <leslie.sanborn@minnesotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 10:54 AM CST

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Hi Amy, just because we do not talk much, you are always on my mind! We are soooo proud of you, and miss you alot! And always remember, out of sight, NOT out of mind! We walk beside you EVERY step of the way! Love you..
Steve, Becky and Melissa Chepokas, and the Miracles of MITCH <steve@miraclesofmitch.com>
Chanhassen, Minnesota USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 10:24 AM CST

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Amy
Can I come? whine whine whine (that's me whining!)
WOW, have the time of your life! By the way, the kids LOVED Universal Studios the best - more teenage rides.
My brother lives in Orlando so if you want a weather report before you leave - let me know. Also my sisterinlaw works at the Orlando hospital if you need contacts there.

Oh yea, would you PLEASE take Davis off our hands and go with you?????? hehehe

Love to love ya! HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2004 9:31 AM CST

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Amy -- when you get to Florida, you'll have to call Aaron. He's there, working at DisneyWorld until August. If you want his number, let me know and I'll pass it along. Our prayers are with you - always.

Judy

Judy Eggert <jeggert@csbsju.edu>
Albany, MN - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 8:35 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

You surely seem excited! I'm so hapy for you that you will be going to Florida. I assume this is through some group like "Make a wish." So you are going to write a book! You have a message to share!!! Good luck with your writing, but know it takes time and patience and it won't get done in a few weeks, months - at least that is what I have heard from others who are writing books.
I'm so proud of you, my birthday partner!!
God bless! Love,
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 8:19 AM CST

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I'm sooo happy for you, Amy! You deserve this vacation more than ANYBODY I know! You fight, girl, fight! I believe you will beat this, because you have the BEST attitude in the WHOLE WORLD!!!!! I know I have never met you, but I love you sooo much for being soooo strong! Fighting cancer is not an easy thing to do, as I know, but know that you have tons of friends out there pulling for you! We know you can do it!
Brittany Ross (www.caringbridge.org/mn/brittanyross) <peachy_252@hotmail.com>
Pine River, MN USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 10:43 PM CST

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Start packing Amy. You're going to Florida!!!! We love you kiddo!
Love,
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 10:43 PM CST

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hey amy! glad to hear that your procedure went well! my surgery could have gone a lot better, im still in a ton of pain. congrats on getting to go to Florida! that should be great fun! gotta go, the pain is getting worse...talk to you soon!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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Amy,

I am so happy that you are getting some time away. The warmth and the sunshine will do you a world of good. Relax and enjoy!! Keep up the good work, you are amazing.

Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland , Maine - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:51 PM CST

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Now, WAIT...I'm SO JEALOUS! FLORIDA??!!! That is so cool, and what you definitely deserve! It will be a little free spell between what you're doing now and what you have ahead.

I had to LAUGH when I read your bed pan story! And what a great attitude, as always!!!!!!!


Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:33 PM CST

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Hooray you get to go to FLORIDA!!!!! That is so great. You young lady deserve this trip more than anyone I know. We will all pray for lots of Sunshine while you are there. Sorry Olivia missed you today, I guess it was lack of communication on my part.
Take care
Bonnie

Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:32 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Wow! Sounds like quite the plan -Florida and warmth. You take care and stay as well as you can to get this show on the road. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:31 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
It was great meeting you today when Beth and I visited. I think it is great that you want to write and I encourage you to keep at it. With your amazing attitude toward cancer, I have no doubt you'll be able to write about your thoughts and experiences.
Marnye Langer <marnye@esportsinc.com>
Burbank, CA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Just a quick hello to say I'm so glad I got to see you today. I'm glad I got to your room when I did, because I don't know if I would have had the courage to enter your room after that mass of people got there! Wow are you popular! ;) That was so neat, to meet your friends and also your dad!
I hope you and your dad had a good drive home and please tell your dad I said hi, too.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 4:28 PM CST

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Hi Amy - Thinking of you today and hoping you'll be back at home soon. Can't wait to read the update which says you are and that you're feeling OK! We all send love and hugs.
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 3:50 PM CST

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Amers, it was wonderful seeing you for a little while this morning along with your wonderful Dad!!! i wish tori was feeling good, so we could have stayed longer, i love visiting with laura and you. you will have to share your surprise with everyone when you arrive safely home!!:-):-) thinking about you, dawn and tori it was nice meeting sharon today too.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 3:16 PM CST

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Just read your update and glad to hear that your procedure went smoothly. From the weather reports that I have been hearing about Minnesota it sounds like a good day to hibernate. Here in Michigan it is raining! Hope your strength returns quickly so you can continue to kick butt!
Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 10:05 AM CST

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Amy, Just checking in one last night b4 I go to bed for any new updates. .......also checked on Laura.........I get it now-u 2 r having a slumer party at the Fairview Inn tonite it sounds like! No pillow fights!!!!!!! Sleep tight~will check again tomorrow when I get home from work. Hopefully the traffic will be better than today!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, February 2, 2004 11:04 PM CST

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I'm so happy that things went well today!!! I'm praying that your arm is better and that the doctors have nothing by good news to tell you today and for many, many, many years to come!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Monday, February 2, 2004 9:46 PM CST

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Amy! Way to go! Glad to hear that your procedure went well..........rest up and think of us poor souls fighting the traffic tonight!!! It took me 2.5 hrs to go from Bloomington to Maple Grove this morning........ugh!!!!! And then another 2hrs to get home.......the cars in the ditches looked like shipwrecks-all the abandoned cars covered with snow left in the ditches!!!!! Man, oh man!! Scary driving!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:58 PM CST

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Hi Amy-
We are so happy that everything went smoothly today. We are praying for you!!!!

www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org
The Chepokas Family <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Snowy Chanhassen, Mn - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:13 PM CST

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Thinking of you and praying for good news. Take care of those great nurses up there on 5B. We will keep you in our prayers. Stay warm!!!
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, February 2, 2004 6:54 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Glad to hear all is well there. Rest tonight- no running the halls at Fairview,Check on you tomorrow..Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, February 2, 2004 6:23 PM CST

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Yippee Amy,
I am so happy to hear that your procedure went okay today!!! And I'm also glad to hear that you and your dad made it in okay...the roads are an absolute joke! I have to laugh, they forecast a couple of inches on Sunday and a couple of inches for Monday and now we'll be lucky if we don't have more than 12 inches by the time it stops!
Hope you're feeling okay and resting comfortably....Take care,
Sharon in Brooklyn Park

Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, February 2, 2004 2:46 PM CST

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Hey Amy and family,

Don't you think the Fairview Inn should give out frequent driver miles? Especially under horrid driving conditions
...hope tonight gives you peaceful, painless rest.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 2, 2004 2:44 PM CST

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Hey Amy! I waz just droppin' by to see how you're doin'?
Keep your head up, I know you can do it!!!
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
a VERY snowy Minnesota!!!, - Monday, February 2, 2004 10:14 AM CST

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As I slog through the snow caring for my four legged friends, I am in constant thought of you today. As they say in Australia, "You'll be right, mate!" Heaps of love
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 2, 2004 9:47 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Sorry its been awhile since we signed in, Jessie has been in the hosp.and the computer we use is super slow, but tonight it worked, just in time to let you know we will be praying for you tomorrow for all the Great news you so deserve!!
Many Hugs,

Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 7:52 PM CST

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pain with radiation...hmmm...id ask and the docs will know. another poss reason could be just bone pain. my COC (cancer of choice....:)~) was non hodgkins in my neck so i had the radiation there....

i think writing a book is an EXCELLENT idea....here is why i think it is great....when i was going thru radiation and chemo when i was 12, i read a book called Michelle about a girl with bone cancer who lost her leg...and it detailed her treatments and such and it was good for me because it was inspiration. we didnt have the same cancer....but she was dealing with it with such strength...like you are and believe me...to another cancer patient...it means the world to read about someone else dealing with the same issues.

well take care...and stay positive....
me
alyce <alyce0002@aol.com>
dsm, ia us - Sunday, February 1, 2004 7:39 PM CST

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Hmm, a fan club, what is that all about, I suppose Ill have to bother the Jahnkes to find out! I wanted to tell you we are going to be there for clinic tommorow, so I will be praying for you, that all goes well and that you find out that there is no longer a source of bleeding, and that you dont have lots of pain! Good to hear you have an outline, you must have the book "On becoming and Author" Ill dig mine out and see if I can get it to you.
Tes and ALi <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, February 1, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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Hi Amy ... just wanted to touch base and say were thinking of you! xoxoxoxoxxo & Blessings
pam & family <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Sunday, February 1, 2004 2:52 PM CST

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Amy,
Bestest of luck to you (bestest is too a word!) tomorrow! I don't know about up by your house, but it's still snowing here and it's getting pretty deep. I hope your drive into the cities is safe, and I hope your test goes off without a hitch.
Take care and remember we're all out here cheering you on.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, February 1, 2004 2:17 PM CST

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Dear AMY
Praying the Lord holds you close tomorrow and all goes well during your test. Rest up and hope you are out of there soon as possible.Give Laura all the best too. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 12:13 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
What a week you've had! We had plans to stop in and check up on you but decided that we should plan for this coming week instead. The reason for the delay is that Miss Emmy had the flu which then lead to a sinus infection. We don't want share any of those nasty bugs with you.
Good luck with your angiogram tomorrow.Your in good hands and I know that they won't let your bladder bust!!
As always we keep on praying and send our love,
The Schoenberg's
P.S. Sign me up for your book!
Brenda
Avon, - Sunday, February 1, 2004 8:11 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! I hope you had fun with your brother yesterday. I can't imagine your "heat wave" of 5 above. That was our low temp for a while, not including wind chills. WE, however, are going to have the real heat wave (compared to you). The forecast is actually saying "20's" for a few days in a row as daytime highs! WOOHOO!!!! I think my kids will actually want to go outside to play....

I think the book you are currently reading is going to be a bigger inspiration for your own. We're waiting for the first copy to come out!! :o)

Have a good day, and TRY TO KEEP WARM!!!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, February 1, 2004 6:45 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
Just checking in to see how u r doing today?? No update yet today and it's 1227am late saturday night....I hope it's cuz u r out having a good time somewhere!!! I'll b thinking of u during your procedure on monday and sending healing wishes and prayers for you. Lots of people around the world are here for you from reading your guestbook entries-u r one well-liked and highly regarded girl!!!!! Hang in there and stay near that 100% level!!! Gonna make a special Super Bowl treat tomorrow-your s'more recipe!!!!!! Can u maybe include that in your book somewhere too????? :) Thank goodness it warmed up a bit today-kinda felt balmy after those subzero temps for the last few days!!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, - Sunday, February 1, 2004 0:29 AM CST

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"Your thoughts become your words.
Your words become your actions.
"Your actions become your habits.
Your habits become your character.
Your character becomes your destiny."
~~Unknown


Thought you might enjoy this quote.
Whatever you set your mind to I'm positive you will acheive. Just like when you drove to the cities for the first time by yourself. If you don't want to actually write the story you can colaborate with another author.

I myself find it very helpful to hear others peoples stories. Alisha did too becasue it helps us focus and also bave a source to know what might come our way and it also gives one strenght to fight their battle.

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." Ralph Waldo Emerson

THe Angels above are with you!
Take care,


Osterbur's(Alisha's family) <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Saturday, January 31, 2004 11:59 PM CST

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Amy - DON'T READ THIS!!!!

Now - for the rest of you - Juli Evers and I are forming an "Amy Mareck Fan Club". I can't put too many details on this notice (or my daughters web site) because Ms. Nosy Pants will read it. But we have a specific project in the works. If you would like more details, please send me a quick email and I will forward you the information.
With love and blessings,
Merilee Jahnke, mom to Laura www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke

Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Saturday, January 31, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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wow Amy, you are one popular girl. I had to scroll a long way down the page to find the lst entry I wrote, and it was only a few days ago. It's 2am and I'm about to head off to bed but I just thought I'd quickly drop by and say hello and hope you're doing ok. That cold weather sounds really bad. I mean it has been raining and raining here in England tonight but we have not had snow since Wednesday and even then it was only 2-3 inches. It's just about melted now. Hope you're having a great time with your brother. Will visit again soon,
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, http://www.caringbridge.org/page/helenhudspith - Saturday, January 31, 2004 7:54 PM CST

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Counting down the days til you return.
fat guy in a little coat (lol)
- Saturday, January 31, 2004 6:46 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
A bedpan, or if necessary a Foley catheter, I'm sure you've had those before, but don't worry they won't let your bladder EXPLODE!!
You were asking about how to start writing a book the other day. First thing you do is START WRITING. Next you look for an agent. To find agents there are books at all bookstores like Borders. You can find a few agents that sould like someone you could work with and write what is called a "query" letter, which is an outline of what you have to say in your book and they will decide if they think a publisher would be interested in it. Then the bad part, they will also tell you if they are not interested in producing it with you. But your story is VERY COMPELLING and unusual and I think you won't have any trouble finding another author or agent to help you. You need to start with a draft of the book, telling in each chapters what you want to say from beginning to end and make an outline to submit. It is very common to send your outline to several different people because one person might hate the book (and you don't want to just pitch it_ while another publisher might think it's the best book they have ever seen! So there is a lot of submitting, getting rejected, resubmitting and sooner or later I know you will get lucky and find someone to work with you. If you have money to spare you might want to buy a book called "The Writer's Market" It has tons of information about how to get an agent, who buys and publishes books about "medical issues" On every page there are 30 40 names of book buyers and a detailed description of specifically
looking for so you won't waste your time or theirs in submitting a manuscript they have no interest in. This really helps to target who you submit to. Well enough, if you would like to know more just email me!
Good Luck on Monday, I will be checking! sb
sb <ktmom28@hotmail.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 4:07 PM CST

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Amy -
It's called a "BED PAN" when you can't move and have to pee..... just thought I'd let ya know!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Saturday, January 31, 2004 3:09 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

Haven't been here in awhile - sorry to hear about the recent obstacles, but I know you will not stop fighting. You are an inspiration to so many people. Dani and I are talking about writing a book too - there are lots of "how-to" books at Amazon - I haven't decided on one yet but if I get my butt in gear, I'll let you know if I find a good one. Try to stay warm - it's supposed to get better here but now we're looking at another snowstorm! Sending our best wishes from Iowa.
Laura Piper mom to Dani (http://www.caringbridge.org/ia/danisdiary) <laurapiper@hotmail.com>
Hampton, IA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 1:55 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Thinking about you! I can not imagine how cold it is WOW! Hope you are driving everywhere with someone and with a cell phone. Too dangerously cold to go alone. Have fun at your brother's today! I'll check in later..Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 4:27 AM CST

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How do you lay flat and go to the bathroom? The joys of the bed pan would be my guess! You'll have to let us know, though! :) I'm praying.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 9:09 PM CST

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Hi Amy, You don't know me but I saw your website through Saralee Richards. She is my second cousin so I'm constantly checking on hers. I enjoy reading your journals to see how you're doing. You have an amazing attitude that will get you through this. Continue to stay strong. I will keep you in my prayers.

PS. I know you get this all the time, but I love your dimples!
Jessica Bulson <jessisimo@charter.net>
Farmington, MN - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:13 PM CST

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Amy,
It seems unanimous that you should write a book. I know I would purchase at least one. You could have a portion of the proceeds go to Osteo research, or something for kids with cancer or anything else you've always wanted to support. You're an excellent writer and have such depth in your views. My suggestion is to Go For It! Even though you have alot on your plate already I think the busier you are the better you operate. I myself always work better under pressure too.
Stay warm and start writing!

Caringbirdge friend <Cancersucks@msn.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 1:32 PM CST

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Hey Sweetie!
Hopefully Laura and I will still be here on Monday - we have lots to catch-up on!!! You most definately need to write a book!!! Just make sure you have spell check! LOL! (sorry, just had to throw that one in!) Laura is snoozing away - she is so boring when she is on chemo! I'm still pouting because I didn't get to go to Florida and hang out at the barn with Elzabeth. I've already told her, next time I'm going even if she doesn't want me do - Elzabeth said so!!!! You interested?? Hurry up and radiate that arm so we can steal you away!
Love you!
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassesn, MN - Friday, January 30, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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BOOK! What a grand idea! I think that its a good idea to write a book, Talk to Merilee, she had the idea to do that a year or so ago! Hope you stay warm. Have a good weekend Kiddo!
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 10:01 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Love your idea to write a book. Hmmmm, let's see, what have I read about how to go about starting? I think you're supposed to sit down at a typewriter, put in a blank sheet of paper and then have a Writer's Block. Ha, ha, I'm just kidding! I think it would be very neat for you to write a book and I bet you'll get more good ideas from everyone that signs your guestbook.
I also liked the idea of your going to Florida for a warm, sunny break from things. When is your "Spring Break" from school? Do you think there is any chance you could swing a trip down to your friend's, whether during your break or another time - even if it meant you'd miss some school? In my opinion I think it would be okay to miss some school for something FUN for a change, regardless of how much you've missed due to your illness. I hope you will give it some thought, maybe talk it over with your parents. Oh, did I say I could tag along as your chaperone to make sure you don't have any problems? ;)
Amy, I read so many messages in your guestbook from people who love you and today's entries I found interesting because two different people suggested raising money for you. One to go on a trip to Florida and one to print a book. I don't want to over-step here, but I think you should consider lining up an account at your local bank so that those of us in your FAN CLUB who'd like to send you a little something to use towards YOU, would have a safe place to send it. I'd love to volunteer to be President of your Fan Club (ha, ha, ha) and organize something special for you but considering there's been no election yet, I think your local bank would be the best bet. I know, I suppose it's a fine line to post information for a bank but it's not as if YOU are asking for money....WE just want a place to send it. I think that's a big difference. You could say something like "For those of you who've asked, my local bank is accepting contributions at.....". I suppose you should talk to your parents about the idea if you're at all interested. I know that counting me, there's at least 3 of us out here that would like to give you something to use for something fun. Just an idea?!? (And please forgive me if I've "gone too far". I'm just trying to help.)
Wishing you the best in this cold and horrible weather we're having! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, January 29, 2004 9:43 PM CST

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Dear Amy, The book thing sounds good. Look on the internet for writer's conferences, and see if there's one you can attend. If that't not physically or financially possible, write them and explain why. Ask if there's someone who might be willing to help you get started.
I have a question for you: When having your IV started, is the one time you want their attempt to be "in vein"? (vain)
Also, if you have surgery around Easter time, is the anesthesiologist standing in for the ether bunny??!!

OK, OK, I'll quit needling you and I'll go sign someone else's guestbook. Our prayers are with you as you get ready for your angio.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 9:43 PM CST

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hi amers,YES!YES!YES! write a book, indeed, you could take your whole journaling from day one and turn that into a book, you are a wonderful inspirational writer, i have always thought that about you!!!! i am sure with everyone checking up on you that someone out there has to know how to get one published. tori will be in for most of the day on tues, feb. 3rd, so we will come looking for you on 5b, she has her scans and physicals set, and we will find out her news that day. i also want to see you head to florida to see elzabeth, when your radiation is done for your arm. i hope the horse gang would still be down there by then. that would be so awesome for you to go and get warmed up with the sun, and those warm people:-):-) i'm sure everyone would pitch in the money to send you somehow, hang in there amy, we love you. dawn and torixoxox
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, January 29, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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Oh Amy, I hope you do write a book! It would be so nice to have one out there for others who are touched by this disease in any way....to see it from the side of the one who is fighting the battle! Reader's Digest was a good suggestion for starters. But, I so hope you continue on to do an entire book...maybe we could all get together and do a fundraiser to cover the cost of getting it printed and published!! Just a thought...just start outlining chapters girl...you can do it!!!!
www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder

Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 8:08 PM CST

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When you said day before yesterday all you wanted to do was snooze, all I could think of was you had the right idea - maybe that's what hibernation is all about in this frigid weather. Stopped in to see Laura and the first dose was going fine. As eager as she is to get out after the five, she would love to have your paths cross. Knowing her, she'll book out of there at the first opportunity. Spoke with Elzabeth in Ocala this morning - it was actually pretty cool down there 28 degrees. Hope all of those good grapefruit didn't suffer. Stay toasty, my hat that says positive thoughts for Amy and Laura is always on!! Hugs!
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 7:20 PM CST

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HI AMY
Writing -How about starting with a short article for Reader's Digest? Being a teen and living with the Battle of Osteo. You have all your journals to review and then tell it like it is either about one incident or the quest till now. They pay a small amount if accepted. Check the front of the Digest for info in where to send. Write a rough article then maybe have your English teacher or family proof it and send it in.You GO GIRL! Good luck on the angiogram on Monday you know you are getting added to a prayer roll tonight at church. TGIF tomorrow Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, January 29, 2004 6:09 PM CST

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YOU GO GIRL. We're out here "fighten" & praying for you in Michigan (and beyond)! AND I like that FUNNER word. xoxoxox & Blessings !!!!
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Thursday, January 29, 2004 4:53 PM CST

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Hey Amy
Here's hoping that the icy weather is killing your cancer cells! Wouldn't that be neat? HUGS to you!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:01 PM CST

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Just wanted to tell you to keep hanging in there!!!!! You are a fighter!!!! I am sure it is hard to keep fighting but you can do it.... I will continue to pray for you and send the bestest wishes your way!!!!!! Hang in there :)
Little Denise <dstanger@yahoo.com>
Saint Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, January 29, 2004 1:11 PM CST

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Amy, it is warming up down here in FL, so I will try to send warm wishes from here. I hope you are taking good care of yourself, and staying out of the cold. I am thinking of you all the time, and sending you all the love and prayers I have. Stay tough!
ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 11:10 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Just want you to know that we continue to check in on you, and glad to see that you're using your tremendous assets of strength, courage and humor to fight this battle as well as continue to uplift others with your compassion. You are an inspiration to us all, and our thoughts and prayers are with you always.
Cindi & Pete Boynton (Mitchy's Aunt & Uncle) <cmboynton@msn.com>
Decatur, IL - Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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Rest, stay warm, and know that lots and lots of people are praying for you. Hugs.
Jennifer G <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas United States - Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:25 AM CST

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Aaah reading your journal is "funner" than doing my work. Don't tell my boss! Keep up the fight!
friend <caringbridgefriend@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 9:26 AM CST

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Amers,
God bless you girlfriend, you are the nuts! Dealing with 3 major "C"s. Cancer, cold and college! That would wipe anyone out. Rest up for the next round. You are my hero!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 8:05 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I like the new pictures! Hope you catch up on all your missed sleep and stay real warm! Keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 11:15 PM CST

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You are right it's more than cold!!!! I can only send the warmest of thoughts to you: chicken soup, hot chocolate, heating blankets, wood stoves, polar fleece, thinsulate, but best of all love and hugs!
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:07 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
What could be funner than funner? The funnerest, and I hope that is how your day is tomorrow. What do you get when you cross some Haagen Daz with a popsicke? A
Haagensicle. PRAYING REAL HARD, can you feel it? sb
sharon <ktmom28@hotmail.com>
cleveland, oh usa - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:32 PM CST

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Atta girl, Amy! While you are "leaning on us" for support and prayers it is you, my dear, that is the inspiration!!!!

Hope you have another good night of sleep! :)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:31 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

Anyone who reads your site must envy your strength, and your amazing ability to communicate!

You've told us you are still fighting, and not willing to give up. You are tremendous! A true hero and role model, and a person many would like to call a friend.

Please, keep your tremendous spirit going strong!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:23 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

I am praying for you to have a "Funner" day and a "funner" future. We are praying for you here in Maryland and I know that others are praying for you all over the world! Keep the Faith sweetie! Betsy
Betsy <sabetsy@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 6:37 PM CST

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REFLECT
It is comforting tto have God,
Who is as much at home one one end of the earth as another.
Where is the end of the earth? To me it may be in China or in Africa, To a Chinese or African it may be New York. Physically the end of the earth has no end. BUT
When I come to the end of myself, wherever I am in the world, GOD IS THERE!
And from that seeming dead end, He can freate new life, and give new strength. I never fear that I have not taken him along!
Gordon Depree, 1999, Cancer survivor on fear

Amy this will be you one day, sharing your poetry and words of committment and achievement with the world, when you have fought your battle, you have braved the beast, more than most of us do in a lifetime, BE STRONG! HAVE FAITH!
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 5:31 PM CST

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HELLO AMY
THINKING ABOUT YOU LOTS TODAY. HOPING THE RADIATION WENT OKAY AND THEY FIGURED OUT THE NEXT APPROACH. ARE YOU GETIING ANY 2nd OPINIONS ON THE LAST CAT SCAN AND TREATMENT PLAN? PRAYING FOR YOU...HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 5:14 PM CST

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Hope you are feeling better today Amy~ I am so sorry your news has not been good lately, it will get better- keep up with that positive attitude! Know that you have many people praying for you. We are all here for you in good times and in the bad times, never forget that. Congratulations on being accepted to the U!
DEB <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 5:09 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
I was saddened to hear your news today. Just know that I am praying for you everyday. We will all kick up the fight with you to 120% plus more if needed. Like I've said before, you can't have too many prayers going to God! Keep your FAITH and PRAYERS going, there are so many people here to help you in whatever you need. And know that it is okay to let out your anger and saddness, there will always be someone to lean on! God Bless you and your family and friends.
Love & Prayers,
Debbie
Debbie Sabrowsky <renovations@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 4:12 PM CST

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Amy, I have been following your story for quite a few months. I am so sorry to hear the latest news. You are a very brave person. Keep up the good spirits. You are in my prayers every day. As a friend told me yesterday, "be blessed." Keep the positive attitude and smile (your dimples are very nice). Glad to hear you are home :)

Take care,
Pam
Pamela Dean <deanp@moss-barnett.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 3:09 PM CST

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Amy, I am so sorry the news wasn't well none of want to hear. We love you and miss you and will be praying for you. I know the procedure will go good. Addison had a similar procedure where they put the needle in like that and it went into the liver and they put the whole week of chemo in the liver and clotted it in there. He did great. I know you are so postive and amazing that it will go perfect. You are so special. I wish I could be there for you. I hope you know if you need anything I will always be there for you.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 1:34 PM CST

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Watch out Amy!! Here come the prayers at 120%. If it'll take 200%, we'll be there right behind you praying and helping you fight to the win! Keep at it; you ARE strong.
Lots of prayers to you, your family and friends that are fighting cancer too.
Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 1:31 PM CST

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Amy, we really enjoyed our visit with you yesterday. You have this way of making us all smile. Even Aunt Bonnie couldn’t resist your charm. I am still working on erasing your suggestions out of Olivia brain, so she doesn’t get into trouble while on 4 A. I am debating if you are a good influence on her or if I need to start monitoring your visits (HA!HA!). I know the news wasn’t what you or any of us wanted to hear, but it is just another bump in the road that you can get over. You have the best Dr.’s working on it with you and you will succeed a 120%. If you stay the night at the Fairview INN, Olivia will like to stop by on Tuesday after her radiation appt. at 11:45. We will check your updates first. We are hugging you tight every day and praise God for sending you our way.

Bonnie (#1 me!!!), Bonnie (#2 Aunt Bonnie) and Olivia


Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 11:16 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

Prayers you want? Then prayers you shall get! I'm so sorry to hear that your rough road just seems to keep getting bumpier, I will wish all the bad stuff away for you as best as I can.

Luv,
Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 11:11 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
I am so sorry the news isn't better sweetie and I know this has been a long and difficult journey. Your story and your courage have touched my heart and I just wanted to send you hugs and let you know you are in my heart and prayers.
Love and hugs
Judy
My Web Site: Catch An Angel


Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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Amy, I'm sad that the news is not better in your journal, but am right here behind you sending you prayers and positive energy to boost you up again! Be strong and brave and push forward in this fight. I'm so proud of you.
Sandi <sandi_glen@yahoo.com>
New Brunswick, Canada - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 10:37 AM CST

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Amy, this song so reminds me of YOU!!!
Beacuse you are a SURVIVOR!!!!
~DESTINY'S CHILD LYRICS~

"Survivor (Remix Extended Version)"
(feat. Da Brat)

[Da Brat]
Welcome to the wonderful world of Destiny's Child
I'm Da Brat-tat-tat, my homeboy Den on the track
and we gon' lay you flat on yo' back
when the beat-boom-boom-pat-pat like that, y'heard me?
We comin in this game like some survivor's
and we leavin this game like some survivor's
So from now, until we dead and gone
we gon' BE, some survivors, y'heard me?
Beyonce, where you at? Uhh!

[Beyonce]
Now that you're outta my life, I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without ya, but I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya, but I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya, I love harder
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya, now I'm wiser!
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya but I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya, but I'm chillin
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya, sold nine million

[Chorus: Destiny's Child]
I'ma survivor (WHAT), I'm not gon' give up (WHAT)
I'm not gon' stop (WHAT), I'm gon' work harder (WHAT)
I'ma survivor (WHAT), I'm gonna make it (WHAT)
I will survive (WHAT), keep on survivin (WHAT)

[Chorus]

[Beyonce]
You thought I couldn't breathe without ya, I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without ya, perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without ya, but I'm lastin
You thought that I would die without ya, but I'm livin
Thought that I would fail without ya, but I'm on top
Thought it would be over by now, but it won't stop
Though that I would self-destruct, but I'm still here
Even in my years to come, I'm still gon' be here!

[Chorus - 2X]

[Kelly]
Wishin you the best, pray that you are blessed
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
I'm better than that! I'm not gon' blast you on the radio
I'm better than that! I'm not gon' lie on you and your family
I'm better than that! I'm not gon' hate on you in the magazines
I'm better than that! I'm not gon' compromise my Christianity
I'm better than that! You know I'm not gon' diss you on the internet
cause my momma tought me better than that!

[Chorus - 2X]

[Da Brat over end of Chorus]
Uhh, c'mon, uhh
Now that I been through the storm and the rain
Climbed up the ruff side and got tough at times
but I remain, if I got the stuff to shine
and without the pump, protect mine
Survive in the game, hate on me cause you lame
They don't ever see your face or say your name
No more pain for me, no more misery, cause you history
I'ma hold on to what I got
Strap on to my perfection, strap on protection
My own direction, born to be the best at what I do
I'ma make it through, stompin like a soldier in my big black boots
I keep 'em "Jumpin, Jumpin," stayin funky, funky for you
No matter who's that man that walk out of your life
You don't need 'em, don't be no heater
Long as I'm still breathin, not leavin for no reason
See them come and go, one switch, they not gold
No house no mo', not even a condo
As long as I know how to love, I'ma stay alive
No need your game or style
They can't tame me cause I'm wild, not ashamed of stayin down
Can the rain sit, and 'em things chromed out, spit
and in my game, no doubt, I'ma get paid in a big way, survivor!


Another one of your fans... <hislove7772003@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Hi Amy-
Glad you're home safe and sound. Thinking of you. Love you lots and lots. Talk to you later.
Denise <forestbirdfamily@aol.com>
Sartell, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:47 AM CST

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"I continue to pray and hope that one day I will WIN my fight with cancer because I will NEVER give up!"

Words from a very brave young woman!!!
Keep your head up Amy!
Luv you so...


stephanie .j <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:10 AM CST

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Sending extra energy to get you to that 120%. Amy, you are an inspiration to so many of us! Love, Ann (from Laura's "barn gang")
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:34 AM CST

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Hang in there Amy! We are here for you at anytime day or night.

Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:12 AM CST

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Hello Amy,
I found your link off of my niece, Anna Nalevanko's website and I've been following your journey. I finally had to write and tell you that even though i don't know you i am truly amazed, humbled and strengthened by your positive, no quit attitude. You (as well as our little Anna) have made me realize what's truly important in our lives. I'm thinking of you and praying! God Bless!
Val Schmidt <valschmidt72@hotmail.com>
Des Moines, IA USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 7:34 AM CST

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Amy, I am truely sorry you are having to deal with all over again....It does seem as soon as we get on our feet something knocks us down which stinks. I'll send good thoughts your way and only hope for the very best...
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budwesier.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 6:08 AM CST

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SOOO SORRY HONEY. THEY SAY GOD ONLY GIVES US AS MUCH AS WE CAN HANDLE SO TRUST THAT HE WILL BE THERE WITH YOU DURING THE ANGIOGRAM AS I KNOW YOU ARE SPECIAL TO HIM. REMEMBER YOUR GUARDIAN ANGELS WILL BE GATHERED AROUND YOUR BED TO COMFORT YOU, DON'T BE AFRAID TO TALK TO THEM AND ASK FOR PEACE. YOU CAN DO IT. KNOW THAT PRAYERS WILL BE SHOUTED UP TO HEAVEN, WE WON'T LET YOU DOWN AND GOD WON'T EITHER. TRY TO RELAX AND FEEL GOD'S LOVE FOR YOU, AS WELL AS ALL WE ARE SENDING YOU. HANG IN THERE AWESOME AMY. LOVE sb
one of your cheerleaders, sharon b <ktmom28@hotmail.com>
cleveland, oh USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 3:35 AM CST

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Amy, you are so strong! Here you immediately announce that you are going for 120%. What a grea attitude! I'm sure it must be difficult to hear "some more" bad news, but the docs will figure all of this out and get you fixed up in no time.

I am not sure how long your drive is to the hospital, but it's always been obvious that you don't live in the same city, so I can't even imagine BEING THERE at 5:30 in the morning. That's when I normally get up, let alone dressed, and done driving, etc. GOOD LUCK with that procedure!

I hope you have a good day tomorrow.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 0:59 AM CST

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AMY, when the going gets tough the tough get going...you my dear are the toughest!! As Tes said, you just ask us for what you need. We all want to be there for you in any way you need us. I tearfuly put Laura on a plane back home today, so you will be seeing her at the Fairview Inn for sure. Take care of each other, and continue to stay strong. Tell us what you need, and we will be there. All my love and prayers~ ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:12 PM CST

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120%, what do you need from us your fans to get that? You ask and we shall deliver! I pray for your strength, and for your renewed courage daily! Kiddo you know you can do this, it may be long, it may be hard, but you are never alone! Hope your stay at the Inn went ok, maybe we can bop in on you next week! Ali says dont say the B wurd when they poke you ( I have no Idea why that advice, just crazy old Ali)...
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:47 PM CST

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Aimster! I hope that you are doing a little better right now than when you wrote your entry. I have been speechless for 4 1/2 years now on how good you are handling everything that comes on your plate. It just boggles my mind on how you stay determined to beat this thing. Just by having that determination, I know that you WILL beat this thing. You are such a huge miracle child. I have no words that express what I think of you and everything else that you are by being AMY! Keep fighting. There are better days ahead!!!
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:36 PM CST

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Hi, Amy, I am sure you have been following the escapades of Laura and the Arbor Hill gang in Florida this past week. So tomorrow we are back to 5 and will be there to greet you whenever you appear. I would love to be there on Monday with you, so keep us updated on your happenings. Hugs

Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:16 PM CST

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Amy,
I'm so sorry to read today's entry...how bizarre for your tumor to grow while you have radiation! I'd be bummed too. But you're right, you'll just have to turn up the heat and fight harder and all of us out here in AMY'S FAN CLUB know you can do it!
I think you spelled angiogram just fine, and I hope that goes well for you. My mom had one once and I remember the part about laying STILL and flat on her back for quite a while. Not a good time for someone to tickle you or make you laugh I suppose! ;)
I'm glad you're home and can sleep in your own bed. Remember we are all out here wishing you the very, very, very best because you deserve nothing less.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:07 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Glad you are home. Wow sounds like you need some more testing so they can get a better picture on the next approach of care. Praying for you AMY. Good luck on your arm radiation. Will they continue on the lung radiation? even with this last event happening? Sounds like aneed for powwow of doctors and oncology radiologists to come up with the best solution or course to take, Praying for them too.Sweet dreams in your own bed tonight. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:15 PM CST

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[hugs Amy]

About the angiogram, I've had one. I don't remember a lot of it, as I was sedated, but it wasn't bad. Didn't hurt, I was just tired. I will be praying about it, okay?

Hang in there. We're kicking it up to 150% for you, honey.

Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:07 PM CST

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Amy,
Sorry to hear your doing yucky,yet better.
Just wanted to let ya know that i'm thinkin of ya.
~Brittany
Brittany <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, mn - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:56 PM CST

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I am glad you are back home. Its always good to be with Mom, Dad and family when things get tough. Thank your family for keeping us updated when you are unable to. Our thoughts and prayers are always with you...We are all here for you. Stay strong and keep that good attitude. Much Love
TS
Albany, MN - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:33 PM CST

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Amy, I pray you get better soon!
Stephanie (Tori's friend)& your's too... <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 4:06 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I have been reading your website for months but never feel like I have the right thing to say, but today I am just so overwhelmed with love for you and for the courage you muster up everyday in your fight. How do you do it? I would freak if I coughed up even a little blood. I know you get down and you get afraid but somehow you pick yourself up and go on. I wish I were half the person you are. You should write a book, it would be so inspirational for others facing osteosarcoma. I hate the phrase "she is wise beyond her years", but you truly are. Maybe "she has it going on" would be cooler, but whatever it is, you have it. I only wish I could do something to help! Is there anything? A book, a CD or some thing to help you pass tiem?
Maybe a funny story about MY DOG SPIKE. Spike is no ordinary dog, he has faced death many times in his 6 years,
(due to his own stupidity) So here is a story of one of the times. To start with he is a big black Lab, loveable but stupid. Spike hates to be left at home when we go somewhere and he cries, scrapes the door and is just not a happy boy. So this one time we were all going to the mall.
My husband, son Jesse 14, daughter Katie 7, and we're all in the car about to pull out of the driveway when low and behold Spike springs out my son's upstairs bedroom window.
I'm horrified, and yell "Kids don't look up!" so of course they immediately looked up to see their dog flying wildly through the air. I say to my husband "THEY WILL BE TRAUMATIZED FOR LIFE!!" And none of us could look away! Then all of the sudden right before he hits the ground God love him, old Spike hits the shrubs instead, rolls off of them and takes off down the street like kiss my you know what!
And just in case that didn't amuse you, here's another day of being Spike. It was a hot summer day and I was cleaning the kitchen floor with the door open, when out of nowhere Spike gallops out the door and down the street. This usually means he'll be gone 3 or4 hours, running the streets and scaring the life out of anyone who sees him bounding toward them, he only wants to say Hello! Well, this day was different, no sooner did he run off than I see him galloping at top speed back home. When suddenly he runs inside, right past me and into the living room. He doesn't look right to me but I'm not sure what I saw. Well, there he stands in the living room with a 20 inch frozen pizza in his mouth! The best I can figure it, he came upon some poor little old lady unloading food from her car when up runs this horse full speed, he spots the pizza, grabs it out of the bag, and takes off. She was probably happy to give up the pizza considering what she THOUGHT was about to happen to her! Now don't you wish you had a dog like Spike? On second thought, WOULD you like a dog like Spike, he's presently looking for a new home!
I hope Spike has brightened your day a bit, keep smiling (so no one knows what you're thinking about), and know I will be watching and praying. YOU'RE JUST SUPER!! sb
sharon b <ktmom28@hotmail.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 2:59 PM CST

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Amy.. I finally asked your sister for your website address so I could send good wishes your way.. Every time I see you Amy I think about how brave you are and how strong you are... I get updates from your sister... You are in my prayers every night... I know you are a fighter!!!! So keep fighting and I will be sending good wishes and lots of love your way :)
Little Denise (Denise Stang) <dstanger@yahoo.com>
Saint Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 12:56 AM CST

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Checking in on you from cold, snowy Michigan. Sorry to hear that you are back in the hospital but glad to hear that you are being cared for by some of your favorite nurses. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to fight this battle. Rest up and keep warm.
Kathy <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, Mi - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 12:27 AM CST

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Hi Amy -
Thank you so much for the encouraging messages you've written on my niece Jenna's site. Hope things are looking up for you. If anyone is due for some good news it would be you girl! Thinking of you and all the other kids out there -

Ann <tucker698@earthlink.net>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:50 AM CST

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Hi AMy,
Congratulations on being accepted to U of M!!! Great Job! I'm pulling for you and hope you make a speedy bounce back to your ole self again! I admire your strength and stamina, but mostly I love your honesty and openess! Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. You probably don't even realize how many people you are helping each and every day! You are an incredible young woman with a heart of gold! Keep looking to the stars! Sending you lots of love and support! Just imagine a huge hug and shoulder to lean on.
Take care,
A caringbridge friend
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:25 AM CST

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Dear Amy~
Praying for you really hard....have been checking on you but seem to have trouble getting the guestbook to load at times....just wanted you to know we are checking everydaya dn praying hard even if you don't "SEE"us
Much Love and many many prayers
Maria and Katelynn
Keep on rockin and stompin on this ol'monster...!

Katelynns Quest To Find A Cure! <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
charlotte/denver, NC - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:51 AM CST

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Hi Amy .. just checking in, and we are PRAYING for you out here too (in the Klondike of MICHIGAN .. we should all move to a warmer climate I've decided). My neice Jennifer is in the hospital too this week ...(caringbridge.com/ok/jenniferwallace), and is working hard like YOU to keep her chin up and fight FORWARD. Sending luv & hugs to you, and wishing you better FAST.
pam <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:01 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Hope last night was a better one for you.Thinking about you as I head off to school 2 hr delay this am due to ice. Take Care.I'll check in later..Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:57 AM CST

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[big hugs] I'm sorry, honey. Keep your chin up. We're all behind you.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 1:37 AM CST

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Amy, We are always thinking of you. I hope your stay is short and everything is fun. You are in good hands. The Docs and nurses are the best. We miss you. I know Addison is watching over you.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:12 PM CST

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Since I too am in Eagan, I want to echo the last guestbook entry. We're definitely pulling for you. Hang in there and enjoy the TLC. Hopefully you can get out of there soon. It's good news you got to move out of PICU...your home unit is always better. Thanks for keeping your fans up-to-date.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Monday, January 26, 2004 9:58 PM CST

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All of us here in the Rosemount, Eagan area are thinking of you, Amy. Enjoy those favorite nurses pampering you....it is yucky out anyway!! Good thoughts and prayers being sent your way!!

www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 9:21 PM CST

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JEEPERS, Amy! You can't seem to get off this roller coaster ride, huh?! I sure hope you are feeling better and things are under control. What a time you must have had driving to Fairview.

Hope you have a good night's rest.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:48 PM CST

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hi amers, thinking about you and praying for you. love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Monday, January 26, 2004 7:21 PM CST

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Just a stranger stopping by to sign your guestbook with a heart full of good wishes for you. You are truly amazing and I hope things get better quickly and you are up and out of there very soon.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 5:48 PM CST

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I'm praying for you dear. Bummer to hear you are back in. Hopefully they'll figure out what's wrong and get you up, around and out of there ASAP. Know that I love you and am certainly lifting you up in prayer. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, January 26, 2004 5:35 PM CST

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You have an amazing spirit and attitude. Please enjoy your favorite nurses! Take the time to rest, and know that people that have never met you yearn for your full recovery!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 5:20 PM CST

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You're in my prayers, Amy! Hang in there!
Brittany Ross (www.caringbridge.org/mn/brittanyross) <peachy_252@hotmail.com>
Pine River, MN USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 4:05 PM CST

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Amy - thinking of you. Sorry to hear you are in the hospital. Let the drs & nurses take care of you! Lots of prayers coming your way! Hang in there!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:55 PM CST

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OH Amy
Did you aspirate juice into your lung or did all that coughing due to the juice start some bleeding? I am so sorry that happened. Hopefully they can figure it out. Hope you are not Short of breath , or coughing now. Praying for you....HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:13 PM CST

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Amy,
Sorry to hear that your in the hospitial. Sounds like you had fun yesterday tho.Feel better and stay warm
Be Bad!
~Brittany
Brittany <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Monday, January 26, 2004 2:50 PM CST

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Omigosh Amy!
Here I was planning to write something about your school being closed today due to the snow and how lucky for you to have a Snow Day, but then I find out that you and your dad were out driving in that stuff! Gosh I hope your drive into the cities went okay!
I'm so sorry to hear you're in the hospital...I hope they are taking good care of you!!!!!
Please know that we're all out here praying hard for you to get better and I hope you break out of that place soon!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, January 26, 2004 2:17 PM CST

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Hi there Amy, sorry to hear you're in the hospital, but you're in good hands. Just stay tough and you'll be out in no time. Besides, it's just snowy and cold outside anyway. Hope you feel better soon. Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. See you soon. Love you lots.
The Sands
- Monday, January 26, 2004 2:10 PM CST

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hi amy congrats on the unversity it sounds like you had a good time and we all hope you get to feeling better.i think cancer has a tough fighter on its hands.well i will check back on you later .
kathy and katilynn preston <www.katilynnsmom@yahoo.com www caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom>
tomahawk, ky usa - Monday, January 26, 2004 12:59 AM CST

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Congratulations Amy!! That is such good news. Hope you have a great day. I also hope you feel better soon.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 12:27 AM CST

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Just drop by to say hello.I see you had some fun there.Go girl.I know what meens when you said you freeze your but off.It's sooo cold here in Aspen too and no Ice Castle.We should bild a little one at the ranch.Good idea,who knows,you should help one day with the project;)
Just wanted to let you know how much we think about you and love you.Take care,have fun and off course,fight.Love Petra
Petra Crimmel <petra@silverliningfoundation.org>
Aspen, CO USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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Hi Amy
Thought I'd send some "warm???" wishes your way! What's with this snow and cold??? Snow is cool, cold is just plain cold!

But, MY warm thoughts are always with you and your family. I'm smiling at ya, can you feel it? By the way, I saw "scrappy" the other day - remember the squirrel? He was in the yard and I know it was him because he winked at me! I think he took a poop on the neighbors yard that threw him in the woods..... way to go scrappy! HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 11:37 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Congratulatins on your UofM acceptance! That is just too cool!!
I found your site on Sharethelove.org. If you don't mind, I will check on you again soon.
Have a nice week at school.
Your friend,
Carolyn
www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc <oshelrina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! Thanks for the update! The Ice Castle sounds just beautiful! And to be able to go inside, too...! I think this year in Upstate New York we could actually have an ice castle, too...that COULDN'T melt! That shows me how cold it must stay all winter long for you! Last year we had tons of snow. This year, not nearly as much but this COLD, sub-zero weather, is horrible. I'd rather have the snow!!!

I'm glad you've got your game face back on! Have a good week at school!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, January 26, 2004 5:37 AM CST

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Just your old neighbors who have moved to Montevideo. Just wanted you to know that we think of you often and pray for you lots. Keep up the fight, God walks with you !!!!
Pastor Don, Bab, Ashley Joy and Tyler <pdbat@charter.net>
Montevideo, - Sunday, January 25, 2004 11:34 PM CST

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Congratulations "Auntie" Amy,
For getting back up, for your college acceptance and for being my hero.
Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 3:16 PM CST

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Amy,
Congrats on the U of M acceptance. Where else have you been accepted? Are you hoping to go anywhere in particular?
And I'm sorry, but I just have to say this in regards to today's entry....Gee, how can you have 5 little toes? I only have 2! Ha, ha, ha! ;)
It's so nice to hear more and more of your "fighting spirit" showing through....GO AMY!!! Rah, Rah!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, January 25, 2004 1:42 PM CST

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I knew that indominatable spirit of yours would kick back in. If you could survive the crush at the ice place yesterday you can do anythng!!! Great job on the U of M!!! I'll check in on you later - hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.org>
Hugo, - Sunday, January 25, 2004 12:21 AM CST

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Good for you Amy...so glad you are back to your 100% and ready to kick Cancer butt!! We are all rooting for you 100% also. That awesome spirit of yours will prevail.

www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 12:20 AM CST

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Hello Amy, How are you doing today? I hope that you are having a wonderful day!! I just want to reassure you that there are prayers throughout the whole world all for YOU!! God only gives a person something if he knows you can handle it.. your such a strong person and I look up to you so much and all the courage you have. Look at how far you have come?? You might feel like you haven't come that far but actually as each day passes it brings you one day closer to winning the battle because WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU CAN!! If you ever need anything I just want you to know that you can count on me. I love you Amy.. Your a Fighter!
Big Hugs, Jill <starkiss21@comcast.net>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 11:21 AM CST

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Hey Amy. I'm so sorry I haven't been here a lot this week, but please know you're always in my thoughts and prayers. You are dealing with some ROUGH STUFF. I'm so sorry. Please know that I"m standing right here beside you praying with you through everything and that will never change. Even when I don't sign in, I'm thinking about you and praying for you. You have my numbers--PLEASE use them if you need me. I love you. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, January 24, 2004 7:27 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
I hope you're having a great weekend! I was watching the 5pm news and I saw how CROWDED the Ice Palace was today! Holy cow! I couldn't convince my "boys" (my husband and son) to go and after seeing the crowds, it's probably just as well we stayed home. Did you get out there? I thought about you all day today, wondering if you were actually going there or not and I was so happy the weather and roads were in such great shape today if you did go. (Especially considering how far you'd be driving!)
I hope outings like that and the babysitting you said you'll be doing later help you to take your mind off of your troubles for a while. You need to just be a "kid" sometimes. (Hey, to old people like me that's what you are!) ;)
Wishing you a wonderful weekend....looks like you could get, according to the weather map on the news, quite a bit of snow pretty soon. Stay careful!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:44 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. Just stopping by to say hi and that I hope you are having an okay weekend.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, January 24, 2004 4:20 PM CST

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hi amers, i wish you could jump on an airplane for this weekend and hang out with laura in florida before she comes back, any possible way??? i'm sure everyone on this website would pitch in some money to send you on a flight??? i suppose you can't break up the radiation time? have fun today at the ice palace!!! take some pictures to show everyone around the country what the ice palace is all about, only in Minnesota:-) take care. love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, January 24, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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Dear Amy, it's been a couple of weeks since I was last at your page. I was saddened to read what a difference those couple of weeks have made to you and your family. It was great to read all of the entries from your friends in the guestbook though. You have a big army of supporters out there, don't you?! My good wishes are winging there way over to you from England. Good luck for this section of your treatments.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, - Saturday, January 24, 2004 9:50 AM CST

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Dear Amy, You are one amazing young woman. Your positive outlook on life touches me daily. I have been reading your entries for some time now but never left a message before. Your spirit and zest for life reminds me a lot of my son who had Hodgkin's Lymphoma. You have been through so much in your young life and yet each day you come out fighting. It is a lesson we can all learn from. Continue writing and expressing yourself, it is a wonderful gift that you give to the world. Ryan loved to write also and I thought you might like reading some of his thoughts especially at times when you are feeling down and can't quite boost yourself up on your own. His website is www.caringbridge.org/nc/ryan. Like you Ryan loved life and didn't allow cancer to change that attitude. Have a great day and know there are many people that you don't even know who you made a difference to just by being you.
Roberta Kishbaugh
Fayetteville, NC - Saturday, January 24, 2004 9:16 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! For us "out-of-staters", could you explain what the Ice Castle is? I assume some display that is done seasonally?

I'm glad you are feeling a bit better. Try to have a good weekend. Relax. Go out with friends. Whatever -- just try to have a good one, okay?! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:53 AM CST

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Hi Amy
I was thinking of you yesterday when I saw on TV a piece on the Ice Palace,thought perhaps you would go. It looks great!Bundle up and take some pics.Have a good day.SMILES...
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:45 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

I think you have half of us that read your journal craving cake and cupcakes these days! It sounds like that class is fun...funner than your anatomy class anyway! (Yes, funner is a word!) ;)

I also wish you could just reach in your arm and just take the cancer out and be all done but I bet the radiation will do the same thing, only a bit slower. You've been patient a long time and I hope you can continue to be patient for just a little while longer. You can do it!

I wish I knew what time you were hoping to go to the Ice Palace on Saturday because I was hoping to (drag) take my family there too. I saw on the news that they have something like 10 ice thrones in the area for picture-taking and I would have loved to get a picture of you on one. Have fun!! It sure looks cool on the news! (Ha, get it? Cool?)

Take care and I hope you have a great weekend.

Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:49 PM CST

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You keep checking in on this guestbook, and we will keep sending you notes. I hope you had a great cupcake. Laura and I are jealous, and now we are going to have to go out and buy some cupcakes to satisfy that craving. We are choosing to get the chocolate ones with pink frosting, and they will say AMY in big blue letters. We will think of you as we savor every little bit of them. The weather is still good down here, and we will still make room for you if you want to come. Laura says you should be glad you aren't here because Travis would make fun of you. She is trying to go toe to toe with him, but he is relentless! We are tired, so we must go to bed. We are thinking of you always, praying for you constantly, and loving you to pieces.
Laura and Elzabeth
Laura and Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 9:41 PM CST

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Amy,
Glad to hear that you are getting your fighting spirit energized and ready for battle! Just remember-you may have cancer, but it doesn't have you! You tell that cancer to take a hike cuz you are tougher than it is!
Rest up this weekend! Hang tough! We are all thinking of you and praying for your health! It is truly amazing that although we have never met I feel like you are my own daughter!! You have really touched a lot of lives through your journal!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:33 PM CST

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Hi Amy, You are a very brave and positive girl and I want you to know that I had several "BIG" things go wrong today. But do you know what I did - I thought about how strong you are when you are faced with new obstacles and told myself that if you can be strong and face your new battles so can I. You are a source of strength for many. I will continue to pray that your journey will be a smooth one.
Diane S.
Avon, MN USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:19 PM CST

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I KNOW YOUR NAME
by Michael W. Smith
Album: Live The Life

Who is the you that no one else can see
In your heart, a lonely one afraid to be
Lost again, need a friend

You hide your soul to keep the hurt inside
All alone, your tears call out into the night
Is He there, does He care

Yes, I know your name
Every prayer you pray
I'm the One Who brought you to this place
The Voice Who sings to you
The Hand that clings to you
Oh My child, I've always known your name... known your name

I hold you close to me, close to heart
And this kind of love will find you anywhere you are
Never fear, I am here

Yes, I know your name
Every prayer you pray
I'm the One Who brought you to this place
The Voice Who sings to you
The Hand that clings to you
Oh My child, I've always known your name
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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I WILL CARRY YOU
by Michael W. Smith
Album: This Is Your Time

Sometimes I wonder if my beating heart has a reason
The thought of breathing only takes my breath away
I’ve spent so many nights wrestling with this feeling
Do I have the strength to make it through the day

But I was never meant
To walk this road alone
I can always trust you
When you say

I will carry you
Be your strength
And pull you through
Reach for me
And take my hand
We will pray
And we will stand
In a world
Crying out for peace
Let your heart be strong
For when I am weak
You will carry me

Sometimes you wonder if the road you’re on has a reason
It’s hard to go on when you just don’t know
We can shoulder all the weight of life between us
Until the fear of what we cannot see is gone
’Cause we were never meant
To walk this road alone
We are bound together
When we say

I will carry you
Be your strength
And pull you through
Reach for me
And take my hand
We will pray
And we will stand
In a world
Crying out for peace
Let your heart be strong
For when I am weak
You will carry me
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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I WILL CARRY YOU
by Clay Aiken
Album: Measure of a Man

Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear, I will be right here.

When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you "Turn around,"
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're falling behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That’s the beauty of it
When you loose your way
Close your eyes and go to sleep
And wake up to another day

You should know now that you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way home

When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're falling behind
I will carry you
Carry you...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 9:07 PM CST

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You know, your book has so many chapters! Hope,is a chapter for sure! And, that is the chapter you need to build on right now! Forget about the past...you are still alive and willing to fight for survival, so that is where you need to be. So please concentrate on being in the survival mode...be in the "cancer is not going to do me in" mode! You have the spirit, you have the support...you must/will survive!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 7:31 PM CST

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Amy just wanted you to know that i have been reading all the up dates on you I think about you alot just keep hanging in there I know it will get better you are the strongest person i have ever known .. I dont write much but just wanted you to know that i do check in on you every day and every one on here is pulling for you .. you have a great family but I am gone but i will be back thinking and praying for you Diane
Diane Slone <trentdiane@yahoo.com>
Wittensville, Ky USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 1:18 PM CST

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Dear Amy.. I'm sorry it wasn't better news, but we take each day with its new challenges and push forward. You have done this many times before and I have no doubt in my mind that you will keep fighting this beast. Someone said 'we've got your back' and that is so true.. if you fall we are here to pick you up and we will carry you all the way. Never give up! Our prayers continue for your complete healing.
Sandi <sandi_glen@yahoo.com>
New Brunswick, Canada - Friday, January 23, 2004 1:11 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Please know that there are people all over praying for you! It's ok to get mad and scared at all of this! Just keep fighting
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Friday, January 23, 2004 12:41 AM CST

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Hello Amy. Praying for strength for you and all of your friends and family. Jennifer
Jennifer G <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas United States - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:45 AM CST

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amy, I have been following your site for quite some time now and my prayers are certaintly with you and your family. You are such a brave and courageous person to have all of this bestowed upon you. My prayer is that you will continue fighting.
Candy Adkins <radkinsjr@comcast.net>
Sicklerville, NJ united states - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:48 AM CST

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Amy
How cool is it that you have such a great support system praying for you??? How could this cancer take over when all these wonderful friends and family members are signing your guestbook with beautiful words of encouragement and prayers...... I'm still with ya girl! HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 9:18 AM CST

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Glad we ran into you yesterday and likewise, we were disappointed not to be able to visit. Olivia was excited to see you and talked about your spirit to Aunt Bonnie while we waited for her platelets. You are an inspiration to her and she fights just like you! We are praying for you, Amy.
Mike, Bonnie, Olivia, Angel and Jessica <maboj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:59 AM CST

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We are here to help you fight too! Never give up!

I am so amazed at what a strong and couragous young woman you are.

My prayers are with you always.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:44 AM CST

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Amy, You can do this, and you know you dont have to smile all the time, as Alis mom, I know this, she is so happy, when she can be, so smile when its real and cry when its real, that my dear is what makes you kids who you are, your uncanny ability to BE! You know I think its great that you can Graduate, and do some fun stuff, then do the big guns, you need to be a kid for another few months, you really need that, once its gone, its gone and then youll be all grown up! So Amy look up, know things will be better, and that you are such an inspiration to kids who like you have to struggle, keep up all your hard work!
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 8:41 AM CST

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Hi Amy -
God has given you "strength" for this battle and you have been an inspiration to many....Mitch and our family included. Rest when you need to rest and tackle all that is in front of you when you are able. The Chepokas family is praying for you!!!!
www.miracleofmitchfoundation.org
Becky Chepokas <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:39 AM CST

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Amy, you are so honest about your feelings. Wish we could all express them as well as you do. Yes, I keep you specially in my prayers. Keep up the fight!!

Happy to learn that you are working at Holy Family School. I hope that is life-giving for you.
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:37 AM CST

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Amy,
Let yourself be sad, get it out and be fresh and ready to fight this next battle. I know you can do it. You are my hero girl!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 8:22 AM CST

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We are all hugging you right now and we will never let go. Olivia was very excited that she ran into you at clinic yesterday. She was happy you met her 2nd mother “Bonnie A”. Amy you have helped Olivia get through her own challenges, I wish we lived closer to help you get through yours. If you need anything just give us a call and we will be there!!!! Keep on smiling (love those dimples).
Love
Bonnie, Mike, Angel, Olivia and Jessica

Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 8:13 AM CST

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Keeping you in my thoughts and Prayers. I am so sorry that you did not get better news. Keep fighting Amy you WILL beat this!
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 6:52 AM CST

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I am sending you all the positive thoughts and energy I can possibly come up with ! I'm praying for the day when you get fantastic news !
Laura <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 4:35 AM CST

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[big huge hugs] honey. You are so brave. Never once think you're fighting (and fighting and fighting) this monster alone. We've all got your back, and so does God. And none of us give up easy. Keep that chin up.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 0:40 AM CST

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Wow! Indeed that was some kind of a day! You, who are an inspiration to us all, it is so difficult to come up with the proper words to somehow maintain you and your positive outlook! Whatever- I am behind you 100, no 500% of the way. Hugs and love Beth
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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Dear AMY
Continue in your faith and hope for a better stronger tomorrow! I have an aunt whois a widow who will be 70yrs old on Tues who has a brain tumor for over 6 yrs. She is up, working and continues on with her daily life. Like you & many others you do what is needed that day, living and loving along the way. Giving and sharing, helping and continuing onward, enduring the trials, experiencing the joys. That's living Amy. I am sorry the news today was so rough but tomorrow I know you will step forward in faith with courage and the love & support of many to rally you onward in your quest for wellness. We love ya AMY! We are here with prayers and hope. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:27 PM CST

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Amy,amy, amy.
I signed your guestbook earlier today.and I've been thinking hard about stuff.
You know what? You'll get better.I know you will.
People keep coming out with better and better chemo and stuff like that, plus you've got everyone's support and prayers. Just keep positive. If you keep thinking you will get better, you WILL get better.
I hope you get a chemp that doesn't make you loose your hair, But if u do hafta go back on that icky chemp with the hairloss side effect, I'll shave my head, I'll come down there and we can shave our heads together. Then we can go to the Mall of America and show off. LoL. But I will seroiusly shave my head.What do I care? Its only hair. I lost it once before, whats another time? Its actually easier in the summer. You get cooler alot faster.
But keep your chin up. You'll get through this
LOVE YOU LOTS and Be BAD!!!
~Brittany

Brittany <Butchholt@aol.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:30 PM CST

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Oh Amy,
I am so sorry to hear how your day went. Between reading what you wrote, and the last few guestbook entries, I'm sitting here in tears. I can't imagine having so many ups and downs in such a short time...you must be exhausted from all of this! You are so right though. You have to, and you will, pick yourself back up and keep up the fight. I hope you can re-group over the weekend and then plow ahead like you always do.
Sharon in Brooklyn Park

Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:13 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
Can we all spell COURAGE!!! That's what your middle name must be. I don't think that I have ever met anyone who has as much courage or determination as you do. You have been dished a VERY FULL plate, but still you just keep right on attacking it. Keep it up and the rest of us will continue to pray for you each and every day. A person can NEVER have too many prayers.
Love & Prayers,
Debbie
Debbie Sabrowsky <renovations@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 7:18 PM CST

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Dear Amy.

I am so sorry you have to fase yet another disappointment regarding this cancer nightmare.
I want to tell you a story though.
On Nov 10 2000 I/we walked into 5B around 8 pm. It was up until then the absolutely worst day of my life. My 10 month old baby was just diagnosed with infant ALL, and in my self pity I thought my/our life was over. Just the word cancer scared me and the fact that treatment was so intense and horrible was unbearable. I hate that our life had come to this and I hated the uncertainty of not knowing how things were going to turn out.( I still hate that..)
But there you were... hanging out at the nurses station, laughing and joking with everybody. That moment changed something in me. Here you were bald as an egg, only one leg, obviously doing treatment, but you were still living, having fun and smiling. That moment told me that you can go on, it hits babies as well as teenagers, and none of it is fair, it all stinks. But we have to keep going.

My point is; during all this and all these years you have shown an incredible strength and courage, you have never given up even when the going gets tough. You have been able to reach out and support others during their hard times and grief. Amy please keep going I want to see someone walk out of 5B healthy and beating this cancer monster.

Best of luck to you and your family.

Dorthe Hartmann, Angel Sarabear's mom
Dorthe Hartmann <hartmanns@charter.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 6:54 PM CST

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Hi Amy--
I don't know if you have seen the movie finding nemo or not, but I'm sure you have. Ok, well you were mentioning that you will just have to keep fighting. fighting. fightinh and fighting. Do you remember the parts in the movie where Dory sings her little tune, "Just keep swimming, swimming swimming, Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming!". That's exactly what you have to do! I realized some sort of parallelism in your battle, and the movie, and i KNOW that you will come out ON TOP!!! Hang in there!... And just keep swimming.. ehh fighting!! I'm prayin for ya.
Sarah <saretta04@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 5:54 PM CST

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HI Amy~
Just checkin back to see how the scan went
Praying hard for you
Love Maria and Katelynn
M <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
Charlotte, NC - Thursday, January 22, 2004 4:07 PM CST

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Dearest Amy, Tomorrow morning I will offer my 8:30 Mass and Communion for you. I will pray for wonderful results and for a complete healing. You are an amazing young lady. I have told my four sisters about you and to check out your website. You give ALL of us incredible courage and inspiration to face life's challenges. You are a sweetie! Hugs, Betsy
Betsy <sabetsy@aol.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Thursday, January 22, 2004 2:56 PM CST

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Amy,
Dont worry, Your checkup and scan will be FINE today. I know it will, those chemo pills have to be doing SOMETHING good.
Its so cold here. No school bcuz its -15 and with wind its like 25 below so its too hazerdus for us to be outside or sumthin.
~Brittany
p.s. BE BAD!
Brittany <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Thursday, January 22, 2004 1:27 PM CST

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I live in the upper part of Florida and its cold to me here but I could only imagine how cold it is there.I could never live in the north I would frezze to death.We will be praying for you for the scan.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 1:22 PM CST

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Dear Amy, this is the first time signing your guestbook, but I have been reading about your fight for some time now and you continue to inspire me. I am so grateful to read your journal entries and find again and again the strength with which you face each new day and its challenges. My husband has always been my inspiration, a survivor and strong advocate for the disabled, he also reaches out to children of all ages with his own story in hopes to inspire that each and every one NEVER GIVE UP! We are both praying for you here in very very cold New Brunswick Canada! You are such a special child of God. May all your prayers be answered sweetheart and especially today we pray for good results for you.
Sandi <sandi_glen@yahoo.com>
New Brunswick, Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2004 11:06 AM CST

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Amy- just wanted you to know we enjoyed having you in our room for cake yesterday! I am excited to have you in my classroom, you are an excellent role model for the students. Thanks for all your help!
Nancy <devin3025@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:38 AM CST

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Amy,
I was watching the news this morning and they showed that big ice palace! Have you seen it up close? So cool! It's cold here in upstate NY but probably NOT as cold as you have it. Praying for you today that you will get some good news. You deserve it. Stay warm chicky!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:12 AM CST

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Amy, You are quite the poet! My mom, Bernadette, and I have you in our pryaers daily. You come from strong stock, so keep fighting this. The Mareck's never give up, and I am sure that is the same for your mom's side of the relation. You ARE a tough cookie. When I have a bad day I think about you, and then my worries are over.

Thoughts and prayers to you. And know Sr. Luella is looking after you too.
Carol Mareck <clmareck@charter.net>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 3:53 AM CST

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Hello Amy. Deb from Australia popping in to send some love and some warm Aussie sunshine your way. Stay strong hon, you have a lot of people praying for you.

Warmest hugs from the Smile Quilts Angels


Deb Bingham <tartok@arach.net.au>
WA Australia - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:00 PM CST

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Amy, I have never met you but i have followed your page for some time now. I found your link on my friends page and I decided to take a look. I just want you to know that even though I don't know you I think about you everyday. I admire you strength and positive attitude so much. With all that you have been through you still have an amazing attitude that seems to grow as the days go on. You have touched my heart so much, your friends and family are so lucky to have you in their lives. Keep it up and you are always in my prayers and thougths.
anonymous <arntson1895@msn.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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Yes it's Cold....2 more weeks and I'll be in warm Hawaii on a cruise. I am so looking forward too it...I hope the tests turn out better and I always think about you and send happy thoughts your way:) I beleive in you Amy...
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budwesier.com>
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:13 PM CST

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You aren't kiding about the cold. All the horses are in tonight even the pony who has a fur coat that is atleast 5 inches thick! I'll be thinking of you all day tomorrow, hugs and love Beth
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy, Laura and I just wanted to send you some WARM wishes. I am sorry that it is sooo cold up there. I recomend that you keep those mittens on, stay wrapped in that blanket, sit infront of a fire, and eat some hot soup. We just wanted to send you our best. All our love and prayers. Elzabeth & Laura
Elzabeth & Laura <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:04 PM CST

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Amy,
No matter what, you always seem to amaze me with your strength and positive attitude. I am so impressed with you. I only know you through your website and passing in the halls, but you really are a wonderful person. My thoughts and prayers are with you now and always.
Kristin Decker <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:46 PM CST

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Good night AMY
Tired & cold that sums it up here in VA too! Off to watch a little TV and have a warm chocolate. Editor I am in awe Good Luck Crack the whip and get the presses rolling (hehe) You'll do a grat JOB! Bundle up tomorrow !Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:43 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I keep mittens at my computer too this time of year. Michigan is almost as cold as MN this winter (I can't believe I settled in this part of the country ... I always said I wanted to live someplace WARM (smile)). Just touching base to say HELLO, and to say we are PRAYING for good things for you tomorrow babes. Your spirit is awesome ... txs for so much inspiration!!! xoxoxoxo
pammy (lauras old trainer from MI) <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsi, MI - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:19 PM CST

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Amy, (or should I say Ms Editor-in-Charge?) ;)
Good luck on your scan tomorrow!!
Hey, you forgot to tell everyone how windy it is today too. It's not just cold, it's windy as heck! (Ha, what do we usually say in the summer? It's not the heat, it's the humidity. Today we could say it's not the cold, it's the windchill!)
Sounds like you've got a nice batch of classes this semester. I'm glad you get to end your senior year with some easier classes!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:16 PM CST

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AMY,
I don't often know what to say in guestbooks. But know that I check your site every day, hoping for good news and wishing the very best for you. You deserve it, and God knows you are working for it.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 5:45 PM CST

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I hope and pray that the rest of the scans go well for you tomorrow. You are such an inspiration, everytime I open your page I just see you smile and it makes me smile myself. Keep warm...I am in Maine so I, too, know what cold is. Take care and God Bless
Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland , ME - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 5:22 PM CST

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Dear Amy
You and Lauren were the first two Caringbridge "kids" i met...and your strength and courage gave me and Katelynn(esp Katelynn) such strength and courage.
I don't sign often since i am such an "OLD FART" Lol...but I check on you, pray for you, think of you often.....
YOu are part of our hearts and prayers
You are an amazing and beautiful young lady.
Whats that old cheer...yeah back in the dinasour days when i was a cheerleader...we will rock you, stompyou, pick you up and drop you...well honey...its time to rock and stomp this monster !!and I know you can do it!!!!!
We will be standing in the gap for you here on caring bridge...love comin down to you and prayers going up for you!!!!!
Much love an dmany prayers
Maria and Katiebud

Katelynns Quest To Find A Cure! <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
Charlotte, NC - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 5:11 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
You are going in the right direction. Be careful driving in the big city tomorrow. Your positive attitude is incredable. Keep it up honey.
We Love you
Your Aunt and Uncle
Dennis DesMarais <ddesmarais@par.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:45 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

I've never signed before, but have been checking on you every day. I just wanted to sign in today and say that I think you are pretty darn amazing. To just bounce back like that, you are truly to be admired.

I'll keep checking in on you regularly from NZ and will leave you a message from time to time if that's okay just to say hi!!

Angela

Angela Mills <angela@multi-media.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:41 PM CST

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Hi Amy! You're sounding much better. Love you lots! Talk to you soon. Stay in and stay warm. Love, your sister Denise
Denise <forestbirdfamily@aol.com>
Sartell, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 3:37 PM CST

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Glad to hear that you are back in the game and ready to kick some butt! Remember you have this beat mentally. Hang tough.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 3:35 PM CST

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Amy, I am so sorry to hear. As usual, you bounce back so fast and with such fight and vigor, it just stinks that you have to be tried and tested so much. We're thinking of you and praying for you
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:02 AM CST

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Aaah there is the Amy we all know and Love! You are a true fighter! I'm very proud of you and the way you are able to regroup. Thank goodness for such good friends who love and support you! Lean on them whenever you feel down, frustrated or stressed out, that's what they are there for. I think the human art style may just take off, look how popular tatoos have become.
Have A Great Day! :)
A friend
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:06 AM CST

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Amy - You are so amazing! Keep up that great attitude because we are all praying for you! God bless!
Cindy Wright
Tennesssee, - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:26 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
You are such an inspiration. Your determination to succeed and fighting spirit are just two of the character traits I admire about you. I will keep you in my prayers and do look forward to your next update. Thousands of us do care about you Amy.
Hugs,
Angel Gloria <SimplicityMD@comcast.net>
Owings Mills, MD USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:10 AM CST

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Hi Amy
You are in my thoughts fight like you have so far and you can over come all this!Hayley and family U.K.
Hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:54 AM CST

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Hi Amy. I found your site through Smile Quilts, and have been reading back through your journal entries. You sure are one courageous, determined, and remarkable young woman! Oh, and I have to tell you that you have the most charming dimples too, lol! I know this latest upset with your arm has upset you greatly. But I can tell you are a fighter, and I'm wishing you the very best in winning out over it. Many hugs to you, Amy. You are truly a special young lady.

Becky
Becky Baugh (Angel Katnapper) / Smile Quilts <katnap22@hotmail.com>
Bloomington, IL United States - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 1:30 AM CST

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Hi Amy! I am once again cought up on what is going on...you conintue to be in our thoughts and especially in our prayers. Each time I read your journal I realize thatI can't thank you enough for being a part of my children's lives-you are such an amazing influence. Hopefully they "listen" to you since they sometimes fail to listen to "mom":) But then again you are much cooler than "mom":) Take care and kick this thing in the butt!!

Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:26 PM CST

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Amy,
Keep up that great attitude! You are amazing! I was thinking of going to Krispy Kreme in Maple Grove on Thursday morning but now I'll try to avoid the area. Just kidding! ;) Good luck on your drive and your scan.....
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:17 PM CST

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Amy, you are such a remarkable young lady and an inspiration to the families who keep up with you. No matter what is thrown at you, just keep on fighting and you will win over this. Love and hugs, Angel Sprite

Smile Quilts Angel Sprite <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:53 PM CST

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Amy,
Hey,I do not believe that you know me but I am from Alabama, I am a 15 year old girl and I was just reading some stuff about you.You really are a great fighter and I love how you just always have confidence. I don't think I would be able to, but you are awesome!My mom had cancer and it was really scary for me because the type it is,it might be hereditary.If you want to you can write me anytime and I would love for you to keep me updated on your radiation and I will always keep you in my prayers.
Amber G. <Cowgirl1245@hotmail.com>
Sylacauga, Al United States - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:50 PM CST

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Amy, You are always in our prayers. I have the greatest faith in your strength. You are the most positive person. We all know that is the one main ingredient in success in winning. You are a WINNER. We love and miss you. You also have a special little guy in heaven watching over you.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:35 PM CST

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Hi Amy...
We were thinking of you tonight and wanted to stop to send some {{{{HUGS}}}}
You really look great and we're so happy your feeling well...keep kicking but girl!!
Oh...and keep eating those PB M&M's...they are one of our favorites too!!
Love,
Your friends...
Kim and Kody
~KODYS STORY~ <kodysmom1995@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 7:52 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! It's great to see that you are back to 110%. That's our girl!!!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 6:02 PM CST

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That a girl! It is great to see that you have such good friends to help you through these tough times. Friends and Family...not frogs! Laura is here in Florida with me now, and we are keeping a room open for you. Stay warm. Much love, and many prayers ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 5:46 PM CST

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Hi Amy, I too have my scans on Thursday. I think that they start around 9:00. I would love to bump into you there or perhaps even before or afterwards for lunch or something. If you think of it you should give my phone a call... either before or after your scan. My mom will be there also. We would love to see YOU! I understand that you will probably have to head out by around 11 or 12 so you can make it back for your radiation... I will talk to you on Thursday then hopefully.. Big hugs.. (ps: I'm going to send my number to your e-mail)
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 5:37 PM CST

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Amy, HELLO FROM GINA, Michelle's friend!!! Haven't talked to you in a while, too long. From all of the news that I've heard, this is just a bump in the road for you. Take care of yourself, keep up the fight (I wouldn't expect anything different out of you) you're in my prayers. You've got the upper hand in this situation, determination, drive and plenty of love and support. Talk to you soon, I'll have to make the trip to the cabin when you're there this summer. I'm just as good at sitting in the hot tub as the next guy. See you soon, let me know when you're in town!
Gina Glenna (Jaworski) <Gina.M.Glenna@BankofAmerica.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:42 AM CST

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Amy -- you are an inspiration to everyone. Our thoughts and prayers are with you constantly.
Judy <jeggert@csbsju.edu>
Albany, - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:23 AM CST

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Amers,
Good luck this morning, I'll be thinking about you. Glad to see you coming back up to fighting speed babe, you're my hero!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 7:51 AM CST

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Hi Amy, we're so so sorry to hear of the icky news. We know that you will be able to pull through it though because you've come this far, therefore you're not going to let anything come in your way!!! YOU GO GIRL!!!!! I wish that there was someting I could do to take some of the stress away from you but you go day by day with a positive attitude and that is what gives you the courage to keep going!! We would absolutley love to come and stay a night and have a girls night in the hospital the next time that you go in.... that is if your feeling up to it.... I miss you and your in our prayers!!
Jill Zeman and Berta and Margaret Knaeble (my cousins) <starkiss21@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 11:19 PM CST

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Amy
Love the way you are taking everything, you are a FIGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!! Hang in there sweetie
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:48 PM CST

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Amy,
Gee, I'm sorry you're losing your voice. I hope it's just a coincidence that it's happening right now and that it's not a side effect of the radiation. I have a friend who always sounds hoarse before she gets a cold. Maybe you've just got a slight bug or something? (Ha, my husband would be thrilled if I lost my voice for a while. Not to make light of your problem though!)
I'm glad they will start your radiation on your arm so quickly and I hope it didn't hurt too much when he was trying to find it. (Bummer about missing out on your first time in that class though.)
Keep up the good work...one step at a time and you'll be done before you know it.
Thinking of you ALWAYS!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:15 PM CST

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Couldn't help but notice the "COLD NEW YORK" entry just below mine!! :o) At least we aren't sub-zero this week!

Amy, Amy, Amy...! You just never cease to amaze me! I'm SO glad to see that you are almost back to your 100% self. AND, I just sit here, shaking my head, hearing you say -- yet again -- that you are willing to take on your problems so one other child doesn't have to. YOU ARE A FANTASTIC PERSON, and I hope you know that!!!!!!!!

Good luck tomorrow!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, January 19, 2004 8:44 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Back from COLD NY,Glad your treatments start tomorrow on your arm.You are in my thoughts and prayers. Talk to you again soon. Good night & HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, January 19, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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Hi Amy...I have been following your journals for some time. This is my first time to make a guestbook entry. I am sorry, I know reading these entries becomes a great source of encouragement,comfort and cheer for you. Just wanted you to know that I have been keeping you in my prayers and will continue to do so. You are an amazing young woman and you will beat this monster with your positive attitude and all your courage!
Patti <cnpvanno@compwrx.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 6:09 PM CST

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Hey Amy
I just signed on since Friday. I didn't know about your MRI and I'm very sorry for the results. I'm angry right along with you!

I'm so PROUD of you! You are a positive and courageous woman. Most people would have given up, but I knew you would have your grief and than get right back at it..... can you feel all our prayers? We are praying that your strength doesn't leave you and that God will be there to guide your doctors to that long awaited cure...

I'm here.... Davis is here.... HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 5:54 PM CST

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Yes, you can and you will beat this thing....you and that wonderful fighting spirit and that awesome smile of yours, can only spell WIN!! Rooting for you here in Rosemount!!

www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 5:18 PM CST

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Amy,
We think of you daily and pray for your healing.
Courage - Hope - Faith
The Applens
Mark Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 4:54 PM CST

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Dear Amy and family,

I think you are absolutely remarkable! You have all undergone so much since the initial DX. Your spirit remains so strong...enviable and applauded. I wish I had your courage and strength. May your fight become easier as you win every round! Cancer will not knock you out!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 4:16 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I found a link to your page while I was reading the old entries in Brittany Zipters guestbook. I've just spent a while reading your past journals & wanted you to know I will be adding you to my prayers.
Take care
Sara
Visit Sams Page
Sara joy <m.joy@tesco.net >
uk - Monday, January 19, 2004 4:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I found a link to your page while I was reading the old entries in Brittany Zipters guestbook. I've just spent a while reading your past journals & wanted you to know I will be adding you to my prayers.
Take care
Sara
Visit Sams Page
Sara joy <m.joy@tesco.net >
uk - Monday, January 19, 2004 4:07 PM CST

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Amy;
I am a daily visitor to your site, but haven't written very often. I am a neighbor/friend of Mitchie and my son Jesse and he were best friends. I met you briefly at the radiothon last year. You are my inspiration each and every day. I look forward to reading your site because you never fail to get my attitude in check. You are so positive that your mood easily rubs off on others. I know you can beat this latest challenge, because you are so determined and positive. Besides that, you have so many of us praying for you daily. I hope we can all give you a small portion of the encouragement you give to us each day!
Ann K. <alnk59@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, January 19, 2004 3:44 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Our thoughts, tears and prayers go out to you. It has to be so difficult to have the cancer return elsewhere before you are done with treatment to the last area. I hadn't read the site for a week or so but from what I always read you are a fighter and we will continue to pray for healing to come to your body!
When Gwen relapsed years ago - you feel you are back to square one, but what is the alternative? The doctors at the U are great and we pray for their wisdom also.
Sincerely, Steve, Karen & Gwen Thayer <s@tds.net>
Kerkhoven, - Monday, January 19, 2004 2:58 PM CST

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Dear Amy, This is the first time I have written. I am new to this cancer stuff. My 1o year old neice was just diagnosed and I was doing research and found your site. I have been staying up late each night (like 2:30 am) to read more and to learn about you. I loved the top ten lists and am also a big fan of ER and Friends. Thursday is shownight in this house and the phone doesn't even get answered. I also never re-read any of my messages so mine are always filled with typos. I cannot tell you how much your story has impacted my life, what a waste of time my trivial self pity can be at times. I realized how grateful I need to be for even the difficult events. You are truly and inspiration and I feel truly honored to have read your story thus far. My prayers are now completely centered on people like yourself who are the true angels of this world. I am halfway through my graduate program in psychology and have decided to focus on people such as yourself to help in anyway I can. Your spirit is indestructable and this latest bump can be stomped flat. PS: What do you think about Dr. Carter and Abbey spliting up? I am bummed. I look forward to sharing with you more as your journey continues. Beth Katona
Beth Katona <bkatona@kc.rr.com>
Olathe, ks USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 2:09 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you always!!! Try to stay positive and fight this evil cancer... You are a inspiring person to all of us. A girl as young as you should not have to know so much about cancer! God guides us in our life, sometimes we don't understand why he would allow this to be happening to you. Keep your faith in him and your positive attidude... You are an amazing girl!!!
Love always, Mary <maryk@albanytel.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 12:54 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. You continue to be a great inspiration to so many of us with your strength, determination, and warmth. We're all out here pulling for you every day. XXXOX
Ann Gosack <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 12:25 AM CST

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Amy - I am a friend of Laura J's - from Toledo. I read the newest news, on you, in Laura's journal and felt compelled to write. You have such a positive outlook - and are a beacon to many others with your inner strength and great attitude. I know it's difficult at times, but each time you write - even when it is the bad news - you rally around with a positive comment. Your beautiful inner strength will pull you through this. God has a plan for you, and you are touching lives with every breath you take. You are in my prayers. God bless!
Jennie Vancil <jennifer.vancil@us.o-i.com>
Toledo, OH - Monday, January 19, 2004 12:06 AM CST

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Amy - Hi, this is Jeff. Hang in there! Your attitude and strength are so very impressive. Were praying for you.
I hope to see you soon.
Jeff Scott <jas3640@aol.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Amy, you can beat it again!!! Just got home from LA - and the saying "Only in LA" is so true. The outfits, the setting up to make films in any and all corners and street-sides, some amazing architecture down town, and the hotel were the conference was hosted the Academy awards through the 30's and into the 40's. The decor was fantastic! Foolishly I didn't pick up any post cards of the place would love to have some to show you. Wish you weren't so far across town - will check out the map, and maybe drive over to "bother" you. Take care - hugs and love
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 9:33 AM CST

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Amy, this is pam - laura's trainer from Michigan (I helped put together her original Make-A-Wish last year!), and I check in on you daily (you have lots of invisible prayer warriors out here babes). I don't know why YOU have to keep going through this, and when you're OLD and GRAY - you'll have earned your angel wings long before you get to Heaven. God loves you - and maybe He thinks he needs you for other business in Heaven, HOWEVER these hundreds of people and prayer warriors aren't ready to let you go there yet!!!!! SO, PLEASE continue to KNOW - we are out here LOVING you and PRAYING for you ... and there's prayers for strength, HEALING, and PEACE coming from all parts of the country for you kiddo (& thank you for the wonderful notes you've sent to my neice!!!). You inspire all of us ...
pammy <freedomroad@prodigy.net>
Ypsilanti, MI - Monday, January 19, 2004 9:18 AM CST

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Amy,

I check on you almost daily, never sign but I must tell you, You are such an inspiration to so many. Your strength and courage amaze me. You have always been in my prayers, but now more then ever. I know you will win this fight. May the Lord provide the strength and comfort to help you and your family get through this time! God Bless!
stacie <jpouh@charter.net>
waupaca, wi - Monday, January 19, 2004 9:06 AM CST

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Amy,

You are soo strong and positive and I know your awesome attitude will get you through this. Technology has come a loooooooooooong way and will cure you of this. I love you and am looking forward to hanging out at the cab this summer. We can hot tub and go tubing :-) Stay strong and postive, you can beat this!
Michelle Des Marais <michelle.desmarais@target.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 8:32 AM CST

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Hey Sweetheart! This is your Uncle and Auntie, hang in there baby, you will beat this!

We are going to start the hot tub up early this year so maybe we can get going like in April or so...it might be a little cold outside but we will through another log on the fire. I took my Dad out to the cabin Sunday....boy was it cold! We tried to fish but didn't catch anything. As cold as it was, we got the cabin to 70 degrees, not bad considering it was 10 below outside and the cabin is not insulated.

We will do a little early spring hot tubing and deep fry a turkey..yum!
We love you honey and are always with you. Technology has come a long way since a few years ago.....you will beat this!
We love you, Your Aunt and Uncle
Dennis DesMarais <ddesmarais@par.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 7:51 AM CST

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Dearest Amy,
I just got back around to you, since caringbridge has become soooo big. I remember when I could get around to most of the sites, and now it has become impossible for me to do that. It hurts too, because I know how important the encouragement and support is to everyone. I found it devastating to read of your newest condition! Like you haven't been thru enough!!! Why can't this beast leave you children and young adults alone??? "CANCER SUCKS!" Sweetheart, we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. GOD BLESS. I will be checking in on you. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/cole, UNIONTOWN PA USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 7:37 AM CST

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Amy, I KNOW you will overcome this. And I trust that the doctors have found everything early on, so that treatment and everything else will go quicker for you.

I hope for a better day for you.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, January 19, 2004 6:25 AM CST

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Dear Amy,

I am a friend of Laura Jahnke's who has been following your journey as well. I'm so sorry you have another bump in your road. Know that there are people out here who you'll probably never meet who admire so much your courage and strength. Vent when you need to, so you don't store up negative energy, then kick that new growth in the butt. :)

Prayers and hugs,
Beth
Beth Schwind Greenbaum <RenFarm@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, Florida USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 6:03 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Sending hugs that would squish you like a bug, hope to lift your spirits, and prayers to heal you!!! You are strong, you are my hero!!! You have taught me sooooo much about being positive and determined; I know you too can get passed this and overcome!
Everyone is praying for you!!!
Your number one fan <bud@msn.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 0:40 AM CST

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Amy,
I'm happy to hear that your entire family is now informed of your latest news. I bet that helped you feel a little bit better, to finally share your burden with them.
Thank you for keeping us so informed of your feelings and what's going on with you.....you are strong and amazing and I truly am in awe of you.
You're such a special person Amy and you will get through this!!!!! Hoping you have a better Monday with not as many tears...Hey, I know a sure way to keep the tears at bay Monday night...watch that first American Idol episode! ;)
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, January 18, 2004 11:56 PM CST

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Amy, I am so relieved you told your folks! You can lick this! Ali and I are sending our prayers out to you!
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:40 PM CST

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Sending prayers your way Amy
Marisa, liver transplant, Fairview University <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa - Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:34 PM CST

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Amers,
My son and I lit a candle after Mass for you today. Thinking about you often and praying for your spirits.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:30 PM CST

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hi amy...i read your post on friday at about 8:30 and i tried calling you but your line was busy :( im so sorry that you gotta go through this (again). i love you lots and i know that you can once again pull through with lots of smiles! maybe going out for pizza with "the crew" on wed. will make you feel better, and if you gotta reschedule no biggy! keep strong!
love you~
your hospital buddy---aka manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:11 PM CST

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Hey Amy

I don't know if you remember me, but I was at Dawn Of A Dream when you came. I'm also a friend of Mitchie's. I've been following your story for a long time now, and it kills me that you have to go through this again. Never give up though. We are all here for you. Hang in there ok? hey do you listen to KCLD???

Emily Wolff
Emily <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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hey hon- THIS SUCKS!!! i want you to know that i love you and are praying for you, stay strong and keep fighting, i cant imagine how hard and scary this is for you, i relapsed once and that was enough, its almost like a relapse is worse than the original diagnosis and i;m sure thats how you are feeling now too. if you need anything feel free to give me a call, 507-280-1978. i will keep you in my thoughts and pray for the radiation to kill it ALL--. i love you, hang in there, you are an inspiration to us all- oh also if you come down to mayo for a second opinion or anything let me know (i workt here and could meet up with you)-jenn
jenn wells <wells.jennifer@mayo.edu>
rochester, mn USA!!!! - Sunday, January 18, 2004 9:11 PM CST

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Amy --
I have another story for you. You are such a strong girl, you can get back on top of this!!
Learning to Get Back Up
Bringing a giraffe into the world is a tall order. A baby giraffe falls 10 feet from its mother's womb and usually lands on its back. Within seconds it rolls over and tucks its legs under its body. From this position it considers the world for the first time and shakes off the last vestiges of the birthing fluid from its eyes and ears. Then the mother giraffe rudely introduces its offspring to the reality of life. In his book, A View from the Zoo, Gary Richmond describes how a newborn giraffe learns its first lesson. The mother giraffe lowers her head long enough to take a quick look. Then she positions herself directly over her calf. She waits for about a minute, and then she does the most unreasonable thing. She swings her
long, pendulous leg outward and kicks her baby, so that it is sent sprawling head over heels. When it doesn't get up, the violent process is repeated over and over again. The struggle to rise is momentous. As the baby calf grows tired, the mother kicks it again to stimulate its efforts. Finally, the calf stands for the first time on its wobbly legs. Then the mother giraffe does the most remarkable thing. She kicks it off its feet again. Why? She wants it to remember how it got up. In the wild, baby giraffes must be able to get up as quickly as possible to stay with the herd, where there is safety. Lions, hyenas, leopards, and wild hunting dogs all enjoy young giraffes, and they'd get it too, if the mother didn't teach her calf to get up quickly and get with it. The late Irving Stone understood this. He spent a lifetime studying greatness, writing novelized biographies of such men as Michelangelo, Vincent van Gogh, Sigmund Freud, and Charles Darwin. Stone was once asked if he had found a thread that runs through the lives of all these exceptional people. He said, "I write about people who sometime in their life have a vision or dream of something that should be accomplished and they go to work. "They are beaten over the head, knocked down, vilified, and for years they get nowhere. But every time they're knocked down they stand up. You cannot destroy these people. And at the end of their lives they've accomplished some modest part of what they set out to do."
So Amy, you know your vision, you know what needs to be accomplished, youve been knocked down again, and you know how to get back up! Have a good week.

Sarah <saretta04@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 8:53 PM CST

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Amy~ I'm so glad your parents know and can be there to support you and give you hugs and a shoulder to cry on when you need it. You are an incredible young woman and I have learned so much from you. I will continue to pray for you and I know that you will win this fight and go on to lead a long and healthy life. Until then, keep fightin'!
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 8:34 PM CST

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Dearest Amy,
I am so glad that you finally told your mom and dad. As much as you didn't want to tell them, and I'm sure they didn't want to hear it, it had to be done. You all need each other! Unfortunately I have no words of wisdom for you. This sucks, Big time!! Just know that I love you dearly, and if there is anything that I can do to help you or your family, please just give me a call. Laura is gone all next week, so if you're down in the cities and need company or a place to stay, just holler!!!! I consider you to be one of my daughters!!
Stay strong sweetie!!!
Love you!
Merilee (952-368-9818)
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke

Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Sunday, January 18, 2004 8:26 PM CST

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Amy,
Remember this-If God brings it to you, he'll see you through it!!! You have certainly had more than your fair share of battles so far! You remind me of my son so much-he is 19 and his life is one medical problem after another. To him it seems like he is the only one who keeps having things go wrong with him medically.....everyone else lives these normal, noneventful lives! He gets very down too- each time the dr. finds another problem, but he keeps rebounding and digs his feet in for another battle-he says "That's life! What else can I do!" We're all praying for you Amy as you fight and WIN this next battle! You're a strong, young woman whose determination and attitude will bring you through this latest detour!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 8:05 PM CST

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Amy:
You are SO MUCH younger than me -- and I have learned SO MUCH from you ! Your positive attitude is amazing and such an inspiration. Today and everyday I am sending positive, strong, and happy thoughts your way as you start this next part of your journey.

Laura <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:57 PM CST

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Hi Amy. I saw your website link on Eric Applen's website. I went to school with him and would have graduated with him. I have been reading your journals and I can't believe how strong you are for what age you are. A lot of people go their whole lifetime without having to be as strong and as willing to be healthy as you. You have inspired me to take everyday and cherish it because those days only come once. Keep up the fight and remember that you will always be in the hearts of the people who love you, and even in the hearts of the people who haven't met you. Hope you feel better soon and keep up the good attitude!
Caitlin Slusher <littlslush@earthlink.net>
Bemidji, MN - Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:32 PM CST

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AMY, YOU ARE AN AMAZING YOUNG WOMEN, AND I'M SURE YOU CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING THAT WILL COME YOUR WAY. YOU ARE AN ISPIRATION TO US ALL!!! YOU GO GIRL!!
JAN HENDERSON <JAH512@AOL.COM>
WAYNE, NJ USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:20 PM CST

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Amy~
You've come so far- don't stop the fight now. I am praying for you everyday. Hang in there, try to keep your chin up and let the Dr.s' work their magic.
You are amazing Amy!
Lisa Jensen (M. DesMarais' friend) <weezjensen@yahoo.com>
San Diego (Brooklyn Park), CA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 6:47 PM CST

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Amy, I am so sorry about not signing in until now but you know that I was praying for you and thinking about you as always. I'm so sorry you have something new to deal with yet again. It seems never-ending in this walk doesn't it? Please know that there are those of us right here beside you praying for you and standing with you. Some of us are fighting the same battles and we understand more deeply. You reminded me so much of myself when you were talking about when and how to tell your parents. I TOTALLY understand that. I've done it so many times. We have a lot to bear at such early ages and life is so unfair that way--we want to be having fun like everyone else and although we DO have fun, we have to grow up so quickly and make such adult decisions. But, you are doing a good job. God gives us the grace to do what we need to do and His strength is amazing. I will be counting on it to bring you through this latest struggle. Remember I'm here--call or email anytime. Blessings and lots of love to you. I'll be checking back constantly so that I can pray specifically.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, January 18, 2004 2:54 PM CST

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Amy,you are a fighter! Yes, I will continue to hold you in prayer. You are an inspiration. God love you! S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 12:07 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! I saw a quote this morning and thought of you:

"I know that God won't give me anything I can't handle.
I just wish He didn't trust me so much." ~ Mother Teresa

You might have heard this already, but I wanted to share. Hope you're doing okay today.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Sunday, January 18, 2004 12:01 AM CST

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Amy,
You truly are the frog who continued to swim. You are an inspiration and a hero to many, because of your unbeatable spirit!
www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder

Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 11:22 AM CST

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Amy, you are such an amazing person. My prayers are with you as you set out to conquer this next "bump in the road". You can do it!

Pam <Pjohn257@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:13 AM CST

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AMY~
YOU ARE THAT DEAF FROG! That was a great story. I hope today brings you more peace, Know that you are in tons of thoughts and Prayers. We all know that you will beat this.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Sunday, January 18, 2004 9:59 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
I vote for that Florida vacation, if you can swing it somehow!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:11 PM CST

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Hey Aimster, I'm so sorry! I don't even know what to say right now, cuz I'm crying. It's frustrating for me to have to see you go through this pain, and I just can't imagine how you must be feeling. You are the greatest all around person that I know, and will probably ever know! I know that you will overcome this setback...you always do. You're a fighter, and an inspiration to us all!!! All my thoughts and prayers are with you, and not a moment goes by without me thinking about you! Take care Amy...Love You TONS!!!!
Jill Schiffler <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:11 PM CST

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Hi amy, I think it is so terrible that a little girl like you has to know so darn much about cancer and chemo and all the crap that goes with it.And yet I am so impressed at how you handle that information and let it work for you, what I was really impressed with is when you said you wanted to go to college and learn more and help others with cancer. I really think that you were destined for greatness. I know that you have already influenced so many of us, the way it sounds alot of people that dont even know you. You need to realize the wonders youve already done and what more you can do in the future, keep your head up high, and trust in God. We are all impressed and send you our prayers. love yvonne
yvonne forster <unclebobby@albanytel.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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Amy,

I am so sorry to hear that your MRI results were not as you expected. You were persistant on them and they caught it early. There is ALWAYS hope as long as we live and breathe there is hope!

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Please let us know if you need anything.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:37 PM CST

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Amy -

I didn't get a chance to read yesterday's post until today and was glad that I was able to read both Friday and Saturday's posts at the same time. When I read yesterday's post my heart broke for you and the frustration and sadness you were feeling. I wasn't surprised that you were back on track with your positive "I can do this" attitude today. You are an extraordinary person. Your determination and faith that you will beat this new growth is what will get you through each day. Know that you are ALWAYS in my prayers and will get some extra ones in the days and weeks to come. Hang in there and know that you have many, many people pulling for you!!
Mary
Richmond, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 7:43 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I want to tell you that I am thinking of you. I have gotten to Florida safe and sound, and I am now back up on the computer again. I just got to checking in on the ones that I love, and I wanted to let you know how proud I am of you. You indeed have a bumpy road to travel, but you will make it! Laura is going to come down and stay with me for a week, and I want to extend the invitation to you too. You are more than welcome to come and spend a week in the sun if you would like. I would love to have you, and I promise I will spoil you rotten. Keep your chin up, and don't let those frogs on the outside get you down. Many prayers, and ALL my love!! Take care, and stay strong.
ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 7:27 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I am so sorry about the new growth, you know its time to settle in for the long haul, and you can and will do it. Your energy and healing force is huge, embrace it and go with that, and keep smiling, keep up the faith in yourself and God, you know he has your back. I hope you can find some peace, some rest and keep on trucking (my dad wanted me to add that)afterall, the roads to the best places are often off the beaten path, and very very bumpy. Kiddo my prayers are with you...
Tes and Ali <Rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 4:12 PM CST

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hi amers, i will always, always remember when you came into tori's hospital room to talk and encourage her to NEVER GIVE UP, you spent around an hour, she wanted to quit everything, and all the pain that goes with her surgeries, you made a difference with your time and caring talk to her. Now the talk and messages are here for you now to be held and supported, and encouraged to hold on and NEVER GIVE UP!!:-) you have people from around the world who truly care about you, and who are here for you!!!!!xoxoxoxoxxLOVE always,dawn and tori, www.caringbridge.org/mn/torimacdonald
dawn MacDonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, January 17, 2004 3:32 PM CST

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I have been reading your story for about a year now, but I have never signed your book before. I am always so inspired by your strength and honesty through everything. You help me keep focused on what is important in life and to "not sweat the small stuff". Thank you so much for adding that perspective to my life. I think that it really speaks to your character, that even though you are going through a terrible fight you are still giving to others, even strangers like me!
Molly McNaughton <molly_mcnaughton@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 3:21 PM CST

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I have been reading your journal for about a year and have only written once or twice because I just didn't know what to say. My heart is saddened by the burden that has been placed on you. I want you to know that you continue to be an inspiration to all of us that are sharing in your journey through this web site. You are an amazing young woman. Your continued strength and determination will get you past this bump in the road.
Kathy Lenc <klenc@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:34 PM CST

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Amy, you bring tears to my eyes. I was NOT surprised by your positive attitude today. You are such a strong, strong, young woman. Way stronger than I was at your age (I'm a bit more than twice your age...and I sure remember THINKING I was all grown up at 18....but know, by looking back, that I had a lot of growing up to do at the time!). Part of getting through all of this successfully is definitely your determination and strong attitude. I have known people 3 times your age that "give up" when they get bad news, but not our Amy!!!!

It sounds like your doctor is on the ball. And, speaking of balls, I think you've already "made up the points you lost in your game". You sound so much stronger today.

Keep your chin up, hon (and those cute dimples, too)!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:15 PM CST

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Thank You!

To those of you who laughed at me, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have cried.

To those of you who just couldn't love me, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have discovered myself.

But it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it;
It is you I thank the most,
Because without you I wouldn't have tried.

Author Unknown

Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:15 PM CST

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Another frog story for you...

TWO FROGS
Two frogs fell into a can of cream, (or so it has been told).

The sides of the can were shiny and steep, the cream was deep and cold.

"Oh, what's the use?" said Number One, "It's plain no help's around."

"Good-bye, my friend. Good-bye, cruel world." And weeping still, he drowned.

But Number Two, of sterner stuff, dog-paddled in surprise,

And as he licked his creamy lips and blinked his creamy eyes,

"I'll swim at least a while" he thought (or so it has been said),

"It really couldn't help the world if one more frog were dead."

An hour or more he kicked and swam, not once did he stop to mutter,

Then hopped out from the island he made of fresh, churned butter.

Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:07 PM CST

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THE IMPOSSIBLE
sung by: Joe Nichols

My dad chased monsters from the dark
He checked underneath my bed
He could lift me with one arm way up over top his head
He could loosen rusty bolts with a quick turn of his wrench
He'd pull splinters from his hand and never even flinch
In thirteen years I'd never seen him cry
But the day that Grandpa died I realized

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen,
Happen just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate the impossible

Then there was my junior year
Billy had a brand new car
It was late, the road was wet
I guess the curve was just to sharp
I walked away without a scratch
They brought the helicopter in
Billy couldn't feel his legs
They said he'd never walk again
But Billy said he would and his mom and daddy prayed
And the day we graduated he stood up to say

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen,
Happen just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate the impossible

So don't tell me that it's over
Don't give up on you and me
'Cause there's no such thing as hopeless if you believe

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen,
Happen just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate the impossible

Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:03 PM CST

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Hey Amy, please know that the prayers will continue from many. I admired your courage & determination in the past & know it will continue. Keep hoping & keep believing!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 1:26 PM CST

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Hey Amy, please know that the prayers will continue from many. I admired your courage & determination in the past & know it will continue. Keep hoping & keep believing!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 1:25 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Oh my! I can hardly believe what I just read. I haven't checked for a couple of days so I am in tears reading that you possibly have another tumor. I have no doubts that you'll whip that one too if it really is one, but I wish and pray that you won't have to deal with it. I hope you tell your Mom and Dad though. It is too much for you to carry alone and I am sure they would want to know. You are the bestest, sweetest, most considerate girl/daughter anyone could ever wish to know or have. Keep on going like you have and know that there are tons of people behind you and praying for you. Hugs and prayers to you. Love,

Darlene Felling & family <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 12:23 AM CST

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Oh, Amy, I am so sorry. I have avoided coming to read for an update today because I was worried about what I would read...I am in tears. You are in my prayers. I think that you should tell your parents...they probably know something is wrong, anyway, and they can be such a support for you right now...Lean on them. I would want to know if it was my daughter... My thoughts and prayers are with you,
Love

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O' Fallon (St. Louis), MO - Saturday, January 17, 2004 11:39 AM CST

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Amy, you are an amazing young woman, with so much to offer the world. I believe that you WILL WIN! Once on this site you said to all of us out here that if we have anything difficult to go through, you are by our side. I've "used" you for a couple difficult things I had. I hope you can feel all of us out here that read your site standing beside you. Sending you a hug.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
St. Louis Park, MN USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 11:31 AM CST

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Thy Dearest Amy,
YOU are one of the strongest girls ever. You have the courage, bravery, and strength that very few in the world do have. Your faith and spirit never seem to cease, the flame of them just gest dimmer on days that are not so hot, but your flame never burns out. When things go wrong as they sometimes will; When the road you're trudging seems all uphill; When the funds are low, and the debts are high And you want to smile, but have to sigh; When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest if you must, but do not quit. Success is failure turned inside out; The silver tint of the clouds of doubt; And you can never tell how close you are It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit- It's when things go wrong that you must not quit. I know YOU arent a quitter Amy, because quitters never win, its the winners that never quit who win over and over again. Here's a short story for you--
A group of frogs were traveling through the woods and two of them fell into a deep pit. All the other frogs gathered around the pit. When they saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all of their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.
The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out.
When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.
YOU know what is best for you, YOU know when to tell your parents, YOU know your destination to win over the the beast. So listen to yourself, because it is YOU who is doing the fighting, and we are all here supporting you.
May the Angels Watch over you, Sarah
Sarah <saretta04@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:22 AM CST

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Amy,
I wish I could give u a BIg hug right now....You will get thru this though...As you said before You are a fighter and You will FIGHT this....I have faith in you....I'm sending all my love and good thoughts your way...Love You
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budwesier.com>
Minneapolis, M - Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:01 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I hope all your tests come out ok.
I hope you get better soon... really soon.
We will be praying for you.
Hope to see you at Michele's baby shower
Brittany Wenning <klwenning@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:41 AM CST

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Amy,
I am so sorry for yesterday's news. My heart is breaking for you, not because I don't have faith that you will make it through this fight, but because I want to give you a hug and hold your hand through this. It makes me sad that your parents don't know, but part of me understands because I try to protect my parents from things too. I have young children now and I hope they don't feel like they need to protect me, the thought of them going through one minute of this alone would kill me.
I am sending you all my strength and love, you are strong. Give yourself time, take a deep breath and keep fighting.

God Bless
Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Maine - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:36 AM CST

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Amy talk to your parents as soon as possible. They will be really upset if you don't tell them right away. I know from experience that it really upsets me when my child keeps something very important from me. A parents job is to want to help even though it may hurt.
Doris
Albany, - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:34 AM CST

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Oh, my Gosh, Amy -- how in the world you can be thinking of not telling your folks until tomorrow is beyond me. I am sure they will "see" that something isn't right with you. You are so kind hearted to be thinking of them, and wanting them to get good rest, but I feel you need to tell them...soon!

You are right, though, about getting through this. You have always had such strength and determination, and I admire you so much for that. Unfortunately, you have another stumbling block ahead of you. :-(

KEEP YOUR CHIN UP and PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE talk to Mom and Dad today (if it didn't happen last night).

God Bless you.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:24 AM CST

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Amy, I found this on someone else's site. It ALWAYS makes me think of you. I think of you alot.

NEVER, NEVER, NEVER GIVE UP (From Thomas & Friends)
If you climb the highest mountain
cross the river deep
Maybe you'll find its never as easy
As it first appears
Just remember not to worry
Or get down at heart
Never lose faith in positive thinking
You'll be amazed when you acheive
All the things you start
So never, never, never give up even though the goings tough
Don't stop trying, when your tiring, and you're out of puff
No, never, never, never give up even though you're feeling rough
If at first you don't succeed - never, never, never give up

If at first you don't succeed
Then try and try again
Nothing in life is ever easy
But you get there in the end
So blow your cares and woes behind you
Start a brand new day
Nothing can stop you reaching your goal
If you are determined - you can do it
You'll find a way

So never, never, never give up even though the goings tough
Don't stop trying, when your tiring, and you're out of puff
No, never, never, never give up even though you're feeling rough
If at first you don't succeed - never, never, never give up
some things seem impossible, answers hard to find
No matter how improbable, you won't know until you try
You can do-whatever you choose-it just takes a little luck
so remember never, never, never give up

So never, never, never give up even though the goings tough
Don't stop trying, when your tiring, and you're out of puff
No, never, never, never give up even though you're feeling rough
If at first you don't succeed - never, never, never give up

We are all on your side and rooting for you.

Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
NY - Saturday, January 17, 2004 7:16 AM CST

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Amy~Like everyone else I do not know what to say to you. I know that you can beat this~ I hope you had a good nights rest and get up with your boxing gloves back on! You WILL beat this monster. You will be in my constant thoughts and Prayers.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 6:08 AM CST

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Amy,
I am so sorry to hear your news. I have no idea what to say to you. You have been through so much and yet are so strong....You can get through this, I know you can. Your doctor continues to sound like he's right there with you and that's good.
Remember how many people are out here hoping and praying for you...I was one of the ones on the sidelines for over a year, cheering you on without saying I was, so imagine how many others are still out there that you don't even know about! (Just look at the numbers on the bottom of your page to see how many people care about you!) You will get through this!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:39 AM CST

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YOU GO GIRL!
(((((((((((((( Amy)))))))))))))))) these hugs are for you
You keep up that great attidue you have, wish i could be there with you i have the grandma shoulders for you to cry on, sweetie wish i could do something for you. willdefinetly be praying for you
With lots of hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 0:15 AM CST

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Amy, I hope that you have someone there with you tonight. You should not try to get through this weekend alone. If I lived anywhere near you, I would give you a shoulder to cry on and someone to cry right along with you. I'm so sorry to hear todays news. I will pray even harder for you. You are an amazing young woman and I know that you can beat this horrible disease.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Friday, January 16, 2004 10:56 PM CST

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Oh honey. I'm praying. I don't know what to say. We're here for you. Keep looking up. [huge hugs]
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 10:48 PM CST

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Amy...you are in my prayers. Know how many people care about you and keep up the good fight.
Kelly, a friend in Eagan <samkat03@aol.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 10:11 PM CST

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Stay strong Amy! Keep the faith and keep fighting!
Amanda <Amanda7179@aol.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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Amy,
Let it all out...vent as much as you need to on this site!! We will cry with you, we will rage with you and then we will be there for you when that wonderful fighting spirit returns. We all need some time just to vent!!
Thinking of you constantly.
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 9:51 PM CST

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Alisha 's Last word's were: "Fight, Fight, Fight!" She never gave up and I now she is up there being your cheerleader. Take care, Keep doing it one moment at a time. Alisha was also famous fore saying everything well come back negative. It was her way of of keeping control.
You are always in our thoughts and prayers. May the angels wrap their wings around you tonite and always. God Bless
The Osterbur's <Ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 9:50 PM CST

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Sending you extra Angel hugs!!!!
Now go kick some serious cancer butt!!
your month end monitor - Chemo Angel Lori <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 9:49 PM CST

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Amy
OMG I'm so sad for you. I'm cryin rite now. OMG this is, oh i cant even think rite now.
You'll get through this. Your strong. Nothing can break your spirit.
Your in my thoughts and prayers.
Love you lots
~Brittany
Brittany <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:48 PM CST

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Amy,
I am so sorry. But, I am convinced you will overcome this obstacle like you have the other ones. Keep up your fighting spirit Amy! I know it has to be really maddening and frustrating and not fair that you have to suffer so much, but that in God's control. He will help you through this, have faith. Lots of healing prayers are being sent to you during this very difficult time. I'm thinking of you 24/7!!!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:42 PM CST

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Amy,
Don't give up!! You've come this far, and you can and will make it! We all care so much. I wish we could take some of the pain and frustration away. Prayers are for you, as always, WE ALL CARE!!!!!!!
Sandy K. <kleinfehn_mom@hotmail.com>
Melrose, MN - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:30 PM CST

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Amy, sweet, Amy, Have you read your poem lately? Remember the line about the docs and nurses not giving up until you are cancer free? Well, that's ditto for all of the rest of us loving fans!! Go ahead and cry and yell and be angry because none of this is fair or explainable. Comfort and peace will come to you, though, so that you can continue to fight like h(Q*&@#!!! My love and prayers are wrapped around you so tight that I hope you can still breathe!
Love, Juli <julievers@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:29 PM CST

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Amy, Amy, sweet, brave, wonderful Amy,
Get it out, cry your heart out then get right back up and start this next fight. I know you can do it and so do you! Yes it sucks, yes it's hard, yes you've had enough but it's there and you need to fight it with everything you've got. God is with you. Give it to HIM. It'll be all right.

Lots of love and prayers, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 9:07 PM CST

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Dear AMy
Please check your email I have written you there. Praying for you tonight from NJ. Knowing you can do it!Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:04 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Amy, You can do whatever you have to do. You are the most shining example of Living-With-Cancer I have ever known! You continue to awe and inspire us all. Know that I'm always here for you. Love, C
MCE-NRS <mickeynurse@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 9:01 PM CST

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Hi, Amy. I am a friend of the Jahnke gang through the "horse connection", and I have been so much in awe of your great attitude, sense of humor, wisdom, and amazing strength. Just want to remind you that there are SO many of us out here praying for you and pullimg hard for you every day. Sending love and energy your way.
Ann <ann.gosack@seagate.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 8:50 PM CST

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So sorry.... I wish I could just hold you and tell you everything will be ok. You have such pain right now. We are all here for you and you can vent whenever you feel the need. We are with you in this journey and we feel your pain. You are so special. With much love and prayers......
tina
MN - Friday, January 16, 2004 8:42 PM CST

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Praying for you! Keep your faith and we will be right here with you all the way!
divotmom2002 <lflynt@bellsouth.net>
Elon, NC USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 8:39 PM CST

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My favorite Caringbridge Site,
You are the Best. I pray that your tests are all good! What can I say, even when you're pissed off, stressed out and at your wits ends you impress me more than any other. Keep your positive attitude and take that aggression to kick some carcinoma butt!!! We're all here for you to let loose on when you need to, so feel free! You're my Hero through and through! Take care Amy and enjoy your weekend!
Your number one fan!!!
- Friday, January 16, 2004 2:49 PM CST

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Amy...It's perfectly ok to vent to all of us. Don't keep those feelings in. Thinking of you and keeping you close in prayer.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, January 16, 2004 2:20 PM CST

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Amy,
We are here for you babe! You vent away. Do all the complaining, yelling shouting and swearing you want here. Then it's out of your system for when you have to deal with other people. No one blames you for being stressed, angry, frustrated, etc. You just keep on fighting and keep the faith! YOU are my hero. Read ya later.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 10:44 AM CST

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hi amy, sounds like you are going thru a lot of stresses right now, so sorry to hear what has been going on for you, try and find something that you like to do to relieve the stress energy, maybe you need to go on a little vacation somewhere for a week, talking about it and praying helps to relieve concerns and worries. and focus on one day at a time on what you have to do for each day. thinking and praying for you and checking up on you daily, your doing a great job amy!!!!:-) love and hugsxoxoxo dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:40 AM CST

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Hey Amy,
Just like our Philadelphia Eagles Football Team! You're a Fighter and a Winner! Stay Strong and Stay Positive! We're all cheering for you and know you will reach your goal of Victory over Cancer! You already have by the way you Live your Life to the Fullest!
E-A-G-L-E-S EAGLES!!! Fly Eagles Fly! Thinking and Praying for you always!!!!
A friend
PHILADELPHIA, PA - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:38 AM CST

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I know you don't know me, but I found your page from someone else's page. You are such an inspirational girl. I check your page daily & want you to know that you are in my prayers.
Abby Meyer
Sauk Centre, MN - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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Praying real hard for you today, Amy!
Mike Munns (Olivia's stepdad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:25 AM CST

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Good Morning Amy, I check your Web page at least once a day and keep you in my thoughts and prayers always. You can and will be able to handle whatever the results are today, with all the powerful prayers and wishes going out to you.
Diane Scepaniak
Avon, MN USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 8:16 AM CST

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Amy, I hope the MRI goes smoothly today and that the results clear up whatever it is they see (and that it is "nothing"). I know how frustrating it can be, "babysitting" your doctor or hospital. You are such a great advocate for yourself, even though you shouldn't have to be going through any of this at your age. Keep your chin up -- even through the rough times you always amaze me.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, January 16, 2004 5:22 AM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you now and every day....


Linda Resinger/Resinger Motorsports <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 0:01 AM CST

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Amy,
It will be okay, it will be okay, it will be okay.
Hang in there and keep pushing 'them' to do things right..and timely!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:59 PM CST

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Amy, I so feel for you, you have so much going on, and so little time for yourself, and when you do think of you, you have to deal with this cancer. Everything will be ok, breathe, and know that you are so strong.
Tes and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 10:18 PM CST

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Amy -
I visit your page almost everyday and I just want you to know that I am praying for you. You are such a strong, inspirational woman, who has remained strong throughout all that you have been through. Hang in there - I will praying for good scan results. If you would like to stop by my webpage it is: www.geocities.com/cogdill2/fightforacure.html.
It is a childhood cancer awareness site.

God Bless
LeAnne <codill2@txucom.net>
Lufkin, Tx - Thursday, January 15, 2004 10:03 PM CST

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Amy, Please know that me and my family are "storming the heavens" for you and for some good news on your x-rays! I will ask my little children to have their school (St. Peter's) pray for you and your test results tomorrow. God is walking with you and he will NEVER abandon you - no matter what. We check your website daily and pray for you daily. We pray for you to feel God's peace, love and comfort. God bless you. Betsy & family
Betsy <sabetsy@aol.com>
Laytonsville,, MD Montgomery - Thursday, January 15, 2004 9:15 PM CST

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Amy,
I check your page Atleast once a day. If not more.
Im sending you positive vibes. ***Everythings gonna be OK***
Just keep taking big DEEEEEEEP breaths.
Everything will turn out fine.
The thing on your Xray is probably (hopefully) nothing.
I miss ya tons!!
I love you sooooo much!!
Brittany R. <IttyBritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2004 8:50 PM CST

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Amy,
Take your deep breaths! Vent all you want! It is a good thing! You have survived so much. Your spirit has survived and is admired!
Tomorrow will be a challenge for you..but you know you are going to come out of it okay...your spirit dictates the outcome. You are a survivor!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 7:52 PM CST

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Amy,
Hang tough kiddo! Waiting is the hardest thing to have to do! Lots of people are thinking about you and sending prayers your way! Remember-you can vent here! We are your sounding board and here to support you when you need us! Let us help you in your fight! Hugs!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Thursday, January 15, 2004 7:48 PM CST

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Hang in there, sweetheart. We're praying and behind you. [joins the massive hug for Amy]
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 6:15 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
It sometimes seems that you have had too much to contend with thus far. I am so sorry you have to experience this latest stressful news. Go ahead and be angry. YOu have a right. Humanly it is all one can do sometimes to keep one's head above water.
There is a peace that passes all understanding that only God can give. I am praying that His Peace will wash over your spirit, give you great courage, and still your heart as another challenge knocks on your door. Let God take your hand and walk you through this next door. PEACE, MY FRIEND.
I am praying for you.....even now.
Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2004 5:59 PM CST

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Hello AMY
WOW What a day?! You are moving on it that is the best you can do right now. It is good you mentioned it as soon as you did and now it can be figured out.You've handled so much already I know. I can see how you'd be frustrated and angry about it.Let's continue to stay positive. Till tomorrow lifting you in prayer. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 5:38 PM CST

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Amy~ I am so sorry that you have something else to have to worry about. I will keep you in my Prayers that this is nothing. You have TONS of people Praying for you. Keep your chin up.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 4:47 PM CST

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Oh Amy,
How I still hope this thing with your arm is just something "stupid" and easily taken care of. There's always still a chance it's not as bad as you're thinking it is. Considering you've barely been back on chemo (after that long break from it) I bet as you begin your next round things will all finally sort themselves out.
I am always out here wishing you the best, though I may not always know the best way to say it, as are SO MANY others. You are allowed to be down and scared and angry and frustrated but it's inspiring how you continue your fight with such a great attitude. Hang on!!!!
All my best,
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2004 2:41 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
U sound super bizzy today.
Its a bummer about your Xrays. I'm prayin for u and hopin that everything will turn out good.
Bad things happen to good people ya know.
Luv ya much
~Brittany
Brittany R, <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 2:23 PM CST

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Keep up the fight Amy!! I am truly amazed at how much you continue to handle. I check on you daily and will be praying for you and good news with your arm.
Shannon Gatewood (www.caringbridge.org/mn/mandy) <jsgatewood@yahoo.com>
Princeton, - Thursday, January 15, 2004 2:04 PM CST

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Sending positive thoughts your way for those X-ray results tomorrow. What an awesome girl you are!! I think of you every day and send wishes for only the best for you!!
www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 10:09 PM CST

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Goodnight AMY
Glad you have time to kick back and relax. Listen to some good music and sing some too. Hooray another semester finished ONE TO GO & then GRADUATION!!!!BUT who's counting
right(HAHA) chau for now...
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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AMERS!!! I love you tons, and just wanted to go on here and say hi. :):) See you tomorrow, in one of our last days of Gov't. hahaha
Savannah <klugshorses@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 8:18 PM CST

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I so admire, appreciate and recognize your wonderful spirit! Go Amy!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 7:27 PM CST

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Amy,
I hope you aren't worrying too much about your arm...I'm hoping and hoping that it's just some stupid thing, like maybe that day in the hospital when you slept on it funny, maybe you whammed it a good one in the side-rails of your bed while you were sleeping and just didn't notice till now that you caused a bit of a bump. Wouldn't something like that take a little while to show up?

Does your quarter end this week? My son still has till next week (Thursday) before he's done. It seems like his German teacher saved up all sorts of tests and assignments for the home stretch.....yuck!

I'm glad you have an easy night tonight....hey, you'll have to watch the finale of A Simple Life and then the newest The Bachlorette. TV viewing at its finest! ;) Gee, no, I'm not addicted to "reality" tv?!? ;) Oh, but did you know that the new Americal Idol season starts this coming Monday? From what I've seen on the commercials, it looks like it could be interesting.

I'll be wishing you a good phone call tomorrow Amy!! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 7:02 PM CST

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heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey amy!
staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 11:43 AM CST

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HEY AMY!
Glad to hear u are caught up. Bummer about the docs. Its so true, Just when u think u'ev gotten over a hurdle, another one's right there waiting for ya.
~Brittany
Brittany R. <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:40 PM CST

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Yay for being all caught up!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:29 PM CST

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Hi AMY
What did they say about your arm today? Have a good night!HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 5:58 PM CST

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Amy: You're still an inspiration to all! Keep up the spirit & attitude. Please keep Jenna Langer (http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/jennalanger/)in your prayers as she is facing a tough situation and a battle. She has so much spirit & attitude, just like you. God has special plans for special people. Take Care & Stay Strong!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 2:46 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
We were at the Science Museum last Saturday also-- too bad we didn't bump into eachother. We wanted to do the cell-lab too but Austin was too young. And Violet was way too young. And Ben and I couldn't ditch the kids anywhere! I thought it was great that they had the exhibits on stem cells and transplants.
Anyway... I just wanted to drop by and say hello. Thanks for keeping us updated and keep up the great work! Hope to see you soon!
Sara Freking <sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Hi, Amy - this family is heading in different directions today - Elzabeth and her Dad are embarking on the trek to Ocala along with 1 cat and 5 dogs!!!! My poor husband! I head to LA the land of earth quakes, mud slides, and fires for the US Equestrian annual mtg. Just wanted to check in with you to say I'm thinking of you, and will get in touch when I get home. Hugs and love
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:51 AM CST

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Heh AMY
Great Pic of you and your niece! NICE SMILES. Hooray HW done! Have a great week .Enjoy this time off. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, January 12, 2004 4:49 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I'm happy to hear you're almost completely caught up on your (old) homework. I bet that feels great, especially since the quarter is about to end.
Did you finish your chemo? I forgot how many days ago you said you were almost done. How many days do you have off before you start up again?
Have a great week! Wishing you the BEST!!!!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, January 12, 2004 1:42 AM CST

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Amy, I found your site through a church prayer list that was circulating. I just graduated from the University of Minnesota this past fall. This is a great site! I hope that this continues to spread to many, so that there is always a huge prayer group for you! May God bless you always!
Crystal
Madison, WI - Monday, January 12, 2004 1:31 AM CST

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hi this is jennifer wallace thanks for the great message i love this site already i will be praying for you too god bless
Jennifer Wallace <bumpsetspikeit@yahoo.com>
Edmond, OK USA - Sunday, January 11, 2004 9:51 PM CST

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Amy, we think of you often, and hear how you are via our connections, I just wanted to let you know that, and to sign in and add you to my favorites...We are so blessed to have you and your spirit around. Stay strong. and Keep your chin up,
Tes and ALi <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, January 11, 2004 7:43 PM CST

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Love your page, Please know that you are in our prayers.
http://www.cagedkids.com/index1.htm
Patty, Chance, and Angel <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Sunday, January 11, 2004 12:57 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
So glad I wondered by here today. Your new pics are beautiful!
Please know we keep you in our prayers and thougths always. We admire your strength and courage.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www,caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA United States - Sunday, January 11, 2004 10:10 AM CST

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Hey Amy, I am just taking some time this morning to send a few good wishes and strong prayers out to people that I care about. Of course, you are on that list. I hope you are getting some well deserved rest today, as it sounds like you have been going, going, going. Continue to express your felings, and take care of yourself. You are always in my prayers. ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 11, 2004 9:51 AM CST

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Hi Amy-kin (pretty sad huh?) Well I'm in a goofy mood. Do you know what my 16 (almost 17) year old did? Fell asleep at a party last night and didn't come home! I had to go thru channels to find him...... now, what kind of punishment should I give him for giving me gray hairs???

I'm sorry your worried about so much. Your in my prayers often. I can't take your worry away, it is so natural but painful. I will pray that your worries are all for none since I FEEL that the chemo is working and, well, wouldn't it be nice if you had a see thru body so you knew what was going on at all times so you didn't have to worry about things that needn't be worried about?

I worry everyday about things - especially Davis - because it is an unknown and a scary thing. I know he says he has dreams about dying a lot. I guess his worries are coming out a different way where you analyze yours and personnally I think that is much healthier!

Remember when your down, my arms are around you in a mega tight HUG and I hope that all my positive strength comes your way so that beautiful smile comes out when your feeling sad. And by the way, don't EVER feel bad about feeling sad. It's part of the grieving process and you can't go to the next level of getting better until you go thru the channels of grieving.

Everyday we have things that make us grieve. A loss of a favorite ring, a loss of a good friend, a loss of spare time, a loss because chemo robs you of your hair and leg. I love it when you express your feelings because it is healthy and natural for you to do it!

I find that after I vent I am able to feel back on track and do what I have to do. You and I are a lot alike - that's why I like you so much! My Mom always said I was a pain in the ass when I was your age - but that is what made me what I am today and I don't regret it at all.

Stay cool, and give me some advice about that teen driver of mine, OK? Love ya


Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Sunday, January 11, 2004 8:43 AM CST

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Hey Ames hope you are feeling better. LOL you probably have carpal tunnel from being online too much!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, January 11, 2004 3:28 AM CST

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Hi Amy
Do you think maybe it's a cyst of some type? Ganglion cysts are near the wrist usu thumb side. I think you should show it to the MD or radiologist next visit. Could it be injury related.? Take Care Amy Sounds like you had a busy Friday. Enjoy your Sunday..Good night
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, January 10, 2004 10:12 PM CST

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Hi amers, hope you are catching up on all your homework!! and your mom is feeling better, it takes awhile to get over the flu. the funniest movie that tori and i saw lately was ELF, we laughed soooooooooooo hard, Will ferrill could get an award for his acting role in it. You have to go see it. we have scans coming up in a couple of weeks, i check up on you daily, hang in there, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, January 10, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
Hope things are going well....have a good weekend. It's supposed to warm up! Yippee! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, January 9, 2004 11:18 PM CST

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Hi AMY
We got snow about 1-2 inches only but looks pretty Still had school-roads were clear. Went to see the movie"Cheaper by the Dozen" with Steve Martin-Real good.Hope your mom can get some rest this wkend and be better for Monday. Cook a pot of soup for her. Better yet start it in the crock pot tomorrow morn and it will be ready for dinner. I did some 15 bean soup with ham bones from the holidays last night and we just had it with subway. Real good.Take care AMY. Gotta run Stargate starts soon.. Rest up..hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Friday, January 9, 2004 6:49 PM CST

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Hey Amy! My name's Amy too...I'm 17 and live in Farmington, MN. I was going through some Caring Bridge sites and I happened to find yours...Anyways, I read your peom and LOVED it! In 2001 I was diagnosed with Hodgkin's Disease and managed to get cured in four months...(I've been in remission for about a year and a half now.) I was wondering if I could put it up on my site for people to read?

Well, I'm gonna get going... and thanks for the inspiration!
Amy Bandy www.caringbridge.org/mn/amybandy <AngYLgrL23@hotmail.com>
Farmington, MN - Friday, January 9, 2004 1:26 PM CST

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Amy,
Busy girl! "This too shall pass". Try and take it easy this weekend.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, January 9, 2004 8:21 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I'm glad to hear you're getting more homework done (still catch-up stuff?) and are feeling okay. That's wonderful news! Keep up the good work!
Tell your mom I hope she feels better really soon. That's got to be rough when you work at home and can't call in sick to your job!
Good luck on your test and I hope you don't get much homework for the weekend! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, January 8, 2004 10:31 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Hope your day was good! Mine was busy .We may get snow flurries tomorrow maybe a dusting of an inch or so. Kids are so excited at school. Hope it does something? Have a great Friday and good luck on all your exams. Almost done for this 1/2. and then GRADUATION ...WOW DO you have Senioritis yet? Hang in there..Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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Dear Amy,

You don't know me, but I found your website through a friend of mine who is suffering from leukemia. I lost my 10 year old son one year ago to a malignant brain tumor. He has a website www.joesanford.com. He was a very wonderful, loving and courageous young boy who I miss terribly. I get on your website almost daily, to see how you are feeling and to read your incredibly uplifting and courageous updates. I am in awe of your attitude, faith, humor, courage - basically everything about you! I am praying for you every day! Keep the faith and know that so many, many, people are raising you up in prayer! God's peace - Betsy
Betsy <sabetsy@aol.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Thursday, January 8, 2004 2:42 PM CST

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Hi, Amy! Glad to hear you are almost done with your pills and that you are doing relatively well. I KNOW what you mean about the cold temps...we will be below zero tonight and tomorrow night. I SURE HOPE THE WINDS STAY AWAY!!!!

Happy New Year!!
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, January 8, 2004 2:26 PM CST

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I just wanted to stop by and say Hello.I hope that you had a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 11:58 PM CST

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HI AMY
I read this quote by John Wayne: Courage is being scared to death..and saddling up anyway. You amaze me with your courage in the face of obstacles or setbacks you forge forward. Hooray for you. ENjoy the quiet moments, rest and rebuild, gear up. Good night...
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:02 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
You are always interesting...even if your journal entries are short sometimes. :) It's actually nice to read that things are going so well and are a bit mundane....That's great! You've had enough medical "excitement" to last forever so it's about time you have days like today. Dontcha just wish it were warmer outside though? I went shopping tonight and I'm much happier when it's around 30 or so. Brrrrrr it's cold out! Hope you have a great Wednesday!! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:17 PM CST

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Amy,
I so love reading your entries. You are such a positive spirit even in the face of adversity. I will check in from time to time, and hope to find you well. I remember what a drag daily radiation can be. I think my Rachael hated it so becuase she was always scheduled early in the morning. Stay warm and positive.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 6:34 PM CST

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Keeping you in my prayers every day. Take Care & keep your wonderful outlook & spirit! God Bless You!
Mary
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 4:59 PM CST

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Amy,
Glad to hear that you're back in school and off the streets. You're such a trouble maker that it's much safer when you're in school!!!! J/K Laura and I went outside yesterday to run some errands. -2 degrees!!!!! It's so cold that the booggers in your nose freeze. I hate that! Stay warm and out of trouble!!!
Love you! Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:56 AM CST

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Amy,
It got pretty cold here in NY too! What a shock after such mild weather last week brrr. Do you have a corn or rice bag? Send me an address and I'll make and send you one. They are the best! Heat in the microwave for about 2 minutes and it just warms you to the core! I have like 3 of them!
I wish you luck in getting caught up in school and I wish ALL the best and LOTS of miracles in 2004!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:43 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I don't blame you for wearing your jacket in the house. Our house feels so chilly too....we didn't touch the thermostat but I think when it gets this cold, it just creeps in the edges and makes it colder inside. At least it's finally cold enough for them to start in on the ice palace in St Paul. Do you have any plans to go to that?

I'm glad you got to school okay (it's so hard to get up in the dark and also when you know it's freezing outside!) and I'm glad your radiation went okay....thank goodness they have those safety things built in to prevent mistakes.

Good luck catching up on your homework and I'm glad to hear your headaches are so much better. Stay warm and watch out for those hidden patches of ice! Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, January 5, 2004 10:56 PM CST

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Sending WARM thought's and prayers your way Amy!

God Bless,

Renne' I. Cole-Dowler <rennedowler@aol.com>
Washington, PA - Monday, January 5, 2004 8:21 PM CST

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Hello AMY
WOW Sounds chilly! I do not miss NY for that reason.I need the sun!This wkend it was unusual here 70's almost like summer.The weather has been weird. First day back for me and it was hectic -now it is paperwork catchup. You will get your work done. Just keeping doing little by little. What classes are you taking this semester ? Have you changed yet?Sometimes classes go both semesters. Good luck with them . Just think only a few more treatments and then you are done for awhile.(smile) good night.....
Jeanine
VA - Monday, January 5, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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Hi Amy, Happy Holidays to you. I'm glad that you enjoyed the time off. And it's a very good thing that you didn't wind up in the hospital. I've been thinking about you. Your hair sure does look really long.... Take care and stay inside cause it's cold out there...
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 5, 2004 7:02 PM CST

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Hang in there Amy ! We are praying for you.

Dan Stuart
www.michaeldowning.org

Dan Stuart <webmaster@michaeldowning.org>
Peachtree City, GA - Monday, January 5, 2004 8:19 AM CST

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Hi Amy, It is about 9:40pm on Sunday and I was just checking to see if you had updated or not....I sure hope your Sunday was a good one!!!!!! I hope you were feeling better. Have fun at school tomorrow! (Ha, ha) Take it easy and stay warm.
You're in my thoughts....Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, January 4, 2004 9:35 PM CST

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Hi AMY
BLOOD? That can be scary but may be due to the coughing with the radiation- the questions are how much , how bright, how long and I am sure the ER checked all that stuff. They may need to rescan rather than just xray. So sorry that happened..You take care and if in doubt check it out is my motto. Good night!I hope they called the oncologist and radiologist.
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 9:21 PM CST

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Hey Amy
Ick, It sounds like u had a yucky trip to the ER.
OMG have u seen the previews or thursday's ER (the tv show)
It looks soooo good!! Carter has a baby!! What is Abby gonna think? And what did Pratt do?? I can't wait.
Keep resting so u get better.
Love ya lots
Be Bad!!!
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:53 PM CST

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Amy, I've been checking in every so often. Sorry to hear about the visit to the ER. You are right, it is much calmer than the TV version.
Take it easy, getting radiation can be so very hard on a body.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:14 PM CST

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Oh honey. Hang in there. I'm glad you're okay... I'm praying...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 4, 2004 7:55 PM CST

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Amy. So sorry to see you have to go through that but I'm so happy to see that you're home and resting. Take it easy and keep strong. You're in my prayers. :-)


http://lightingchildrenslives.org
Melanie Davila <positivestories@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 4, 2004 5:22 PM CST

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YIKES GIRL!
Glad all is well even though you had to go to the ER to find that out. You're my hero Amy. I mean it. At such a young age, you are such an inspiration, without even trying. Now take it easy for a bit and study hard! Mid terms are just around the corner....blah!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, January 4, 2004 11:20 AM CST

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Amy, that is a scare but glad u are home again and taking it easy...
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budwesier.com>
Mpls, MN - Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:13 AM CST

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Gosh Amy, what a scare! I'm so glad everything checked out okay. I'm also glad you and your mom weren't trying to drive into the cities in a blizzard or something. Not that the bitter cold isn't scary, but at least the roads should have been in good shape. Is it a comfort to have all those tests done before you start back to school? I suppose having it all done via the ER wasn't all that great, but at least you got looked at thoroughly.

I hope this will be your ONLY glitch and from this point on things will go really well. Do take it easy. School and homework will always be there and your teachers know you're dedicated....take care of yourself first and foremost and if you're tired and need to rest, then rest. (Ha, I'm in a bossy mood tonight!) ;)

Wishing you a better tomorrow....Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:49 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I knew something was up when I checked earlier for an update and you hadn't updated....sorry to hear u had to spend time in the ER during your vacation, but glad to hear u busted out after getting checked out! Just a little detour in that ever winding road to recovery! Hang in there...sounds like your partying caught up with you! Maybe it was that wild bingo playing! Take care and I'll b thinking of you!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. usa - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:04 PM CST

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Go Amy, go Amy, go Amy...you are one amazing young lady! I am in awe of your enthusiasm for every single day of life. You really understand what it's all about. I'm praying for your radiation TX to go well, but from reading your journal, I don't think it's going to slow YOU down very much! May 2004 bring you many reasons to celebrate.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Saturday, January 3, 2004 5:07 PM CST

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Hi Amy - If only everyone under normal circumstances could have an ounce of your spirit and determination, just think what could be accomplished! You are an inspiration! We wish for good health and much joy for you in 2004.
Donna & Collin <www.caringbridge.org/ia/collin ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Amy..........

I've been coming to your site since August of last year, trying to check in at least one time a week. I wanted to add my sentiments for the new year,hoping that it holds everything for you that you could want and that your health will improve. What a beautiful, courageous young lady you are.

You are on our nightly prayer list, have been for a long time. God bless..... We'll continue to check in on you and leave a note now and then !! HAPPY NEW YEAR to you and your family.
L. Resinger/Resinger Motorsports <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Well have you been to the movies yet? Lots of good ones just released. Hope to get to a few myself. Heard Lord of Rings is good.. I like comedy and girl flicks-romance.Not sure if I will venture to see Peter Pan but I have seen Somthing's Got to Give and it was funny. Have a fun wkend. School will be here before we know it! Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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Wishing you a Happy and Healthy New Year!!



Sandra - http://sendingourlove.org <sandra@sendingourlove.org>
temple city, ca usa - Friday, January 2, 2004 9:05 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

I hope you were feeling good today and had a great Friday. Sad to say it's almost time to go back to school...I know my son isn't ready to go back....Are you? I'm happy for you that you've managed to get some of your homework done on those days you were feeling a bit better...you're pretty dedicated! ;)

I love the new pictures you've posted. You and your niece and nephew are just adorable, and your other pictures are great too. Thanks so much for sharing them with all of us.

And lastly, not to be too annoying but I just "had" to share this with you...I did a Google search for the origin of the word bonfire (I was curious) and can you believe that it originally referred to a fire made from a pile of bones? Isn't that gross? Eventually it came to mean any large outdoor fire, and the spelling became modified to bonfire and the original meaning was "lost". Yuck, yuck, yuck! Weird where different words begin and where they end up in our day and age, huh? (And now I promise to never bring up the word bonfire again, and I also promise never to throw boring educational stuff your way too!) :)

Hope you have a great weekend. Any plans to go see any of the new movies that are out? Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, January 2, 2004 8:17 PM CST

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You echo my Rachael's spirit and determination. I believe Rachael is working her magic to make your recovery a given!
When you look to the stars, smile at the brightest one, it will be my Rachael! You will survive. You will do all you desire!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Friday, January 2, 2004 6:50 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Happy New Year!! I am praying for your health to be good for 2004! I am so amazed that you keep such a good spirit and you carry such a load of everything. It must not seem fair right now for you. You are a senior in high school and should be worrying about what to wear to school on Monday rather than your chemo and radiation.

But, you do it with grace and courage! We are always here for you. You do not know how many people care about you, Amy! Lots and lots and lots.

It's strange but I've seen you (in the flesh) twice out to eat in St. Cloud. I saw you in O.C.B. eating on Thanksgiving and in A. the day after Christmas. You were standing there waiting to be seated with your mom and dad. My husband and I were sitting on the high round table right behind the check-in guy. I told my husband your story! I wanted to come up and just say how brave we think you are and how much we think of you, but the place was (shall we say) crowded. Keep your will to fight the cancer going. Our prayers are with you always.

And,for mom and dad, you can be proud! Amy is such an extraordinary young woman!! You've done well with raising her.

Sandy Kleinfehn <kleinfehn_mom@hotmail.com>
Melrose, MN - Thursday, January 1, 2004 11:00 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

Happy New Year! I'm happy to hear you were feeling well enough to visit with your friends etc. I think it's a good sign that your new year started out that way. I think good things are heading your way this year! I think your treatments are going to go really well, with very few side effects. I will keep a chant going in my head (okay, that makes me sound weird!) that you will NOT have any damage to your esophagus. I think your doctor sounds like he's right on top of everything and will take care that this does not happen. Continue trying to think positive thoughts and try not to let these "maybes" scare you too much. You can do it!

Our BONfire was quite fun last night. ;) We brought marshmallows, chocolate and graham crackers and made s'mores. I haven't had a s'more in a billion years and it tasted so good. I'll have to try your oven recipe one of these days so I can have another "fix" before too long.

Wishing you the best from Brooklyn Park....Sharon
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, January 1, 2004 10:00 PM CST

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Goodnight AMY
Hope you had a good first day of the NEW year. Enjoy your mom's birthday with her and your aunts tomorrow. Sounds like you girls are up to some type of party...Have fun!
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, January 1, 2004 7:36 PM CST

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Happy New Year, Amy!!!! I keep checking here to see how your doing, and the fabulous photos you keep putting up! Pretty sharp. Elzabeth, Scott, and gang, came for their annual way too much food and game night to usher in the New Year. Our 4 year old grand-son, Seth, was a trooper and made it to 11:30 without a whimper. Only slightly upstaged by our youngest guest, Caroline Stappleton age 2 1/2 mos., who never uttered a sound! This bleak day is finding me trying to catch up on so many projects that were left undone prior to the holidays. Keep strong in your own inimitable way!! Hugs
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 1, 2004 2:59 PM CST

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Amy-Happy 2004 and wishing you lots of HEALTH for the new year. Keep up the fight! The Melkonian Family www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Thursday, January 1, 2004 1:21 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Welcome to 2004,we had snow last night not lots but enough to build the snowman my kids want to!Hope the treatment goes ok and that 2004 is another birthday for you to celebrate NO MORE CANCER!Love Hayley and family XXXXX
Hayley <hayleyspence1@hotmail.com>
Leeds, U.K. - Thursday, January 1, 2004 4:40 AM CST

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Amy, We are thinking of you daily. Sending you a huge HAPPY NEW YEAR. We pray for good health, miracles from GOD and happiness for 2004. You are so special to me. I hope you know that.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/atjoivola
gilbert, mn - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 10:05 PM CST

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Amy, We are thinking of you daily. Sending you a huge HAPPY NEW YEAR. We pray for good health, miracles from GOD and happiness for 2004. You are so special to me. I hope you know that.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/atjoivola
gilbert, mn - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 10:03 PM CST

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Just checking in on you Amy. I know it's got to be so hard. You are doing a great job. You know you're always in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 10:02 PM CST

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I so admire your outlook and your spirit...my Rachael HATED the word 'spunky', but I will use that now. I think you and my Rachael met once in the hallways of 5...you had your dog visit? Maybe I have the wrong person.
So encouraged by your wonderful spirit...as my Rachael would have said..."you go girl."
Looking forward with you, and knowing the best will happen!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 7:50 PM CST

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Happy New Year Amy! Hope you have a good time tonight!

We are going to a local nature center for a 2 hour party. It's a tradition for us. They turn the clocks ahead so that by 9pm we think it's midnight! (They even do a countdown...complete with noisemakers and confetti.) Fun for the little kids! We sit outside near the bonfire (Note: That's BON fire!) ;) for most of the night. We also walk one of the nature trails in the dark, which are only lit by luminary bags.

Take care and I'll be thinking of you at midnight!!! Sharon in Brooklyn Park



Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 6:58 PM CST

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hey amy!!! happy holidays, thought i would tell you what i got for christmas!! i got a ring!!! jared and i are now engaged and will get married this summer!!! i hope all is going well... i hope you found some good deals at your sale!!!---
jenn wells <jwells4238@juno.com>
rochester, mn usa - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 5:35 PM CST

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Hi AMY
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Have fun tonight but remember don't mix too much with all your meds. We are toasting with sparkling cider tonight. Got in an early dinner at Red Lobster.OH sooo good! Wondering does motrin help with the headaches or does it effect your counts.? Seems that or midrin is what the kids are taking at school. Hope you can enjoy the evening and fireworks. Remember to kiss your folks. Glad I got to meet you this year Amy-you are an amazing & courageous young woman. Take Care... Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 5:17 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

I saw your link on HOPE's page. You do have a great attitude! Thank you for your prayers for HOPE. I will be praying for you also.


Nancy Bowes
Matthews, NC - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:56 PM CST

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Happy New Year Amy!
I hope 2004 brings you a happy, healthy year with few(wishfully none) headaches!!!!! Keep up your optimism and let us support and encourage you when you are feeling sad. Lots of people you don't even know all over the country are praying for you and here to give you encouragement! Don't buy out all of the Bath/Body store bargains even tho it is tempting!!!! (Unless of course it is an unbelievably fabulous sale price) I, myself, bought a ton of Sweet Pea the other day on sale! Take care and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! P.S. Great pics on your website! It's nice to "meet the parents" so to speak!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:55 PM CST

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Hey Miss Amy!!
I miss u tons!! Are u going to the KS95 weekend again in march? Mom said we might go ALL WEEKEND!!!
Have a Happy Healthy and Safe New Years
And BE BAD!!!
~Love
Brittany
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:30 PM CST

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Hello,
I saw your comment on Hope Stout's page! Thank you for sending her a note during this very rought time. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Annelie Haski <ahaski@carolina.rr.com>
Matthews, NC - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:15 PM CST

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Hope you had a great Christmas, and I wish you the best this New Year. You have such tremendous courage, and strength. We all should be so fortunate. You are AMAZING!!
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 3:23 PM CST

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HI amers, couldn't pass this day without sending you a wish and prayer for a Happy and Healthier New Year!!! i hope you recieved my email that i sent to you. we are going to see Elf today!! i love your new pictures of you and your family, pretty funny of you sitting in the wagon!! have fun tonight!! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 3:06 PM CST

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I just wanted to stop by and send you an angel. May your New Year be filled with love, joy, laughter, hope and bountiful blessings and miracles.

May God bless you. You are in my heart and prayers.

With love and hugs,
Judy


My Web Site: Catch An Angel
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
TN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 2:21 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

I saw your entry on Hope's guestbook. Thanks so much for stopping by and praying for the miracle that Hope needs. I'll pray for continued healing, peace and grace for you as well.

Take Care & Stay Strong,


Laura Hinkle <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com>
weddington, NC USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 2:12 PM CST

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Happy New Year Amy hope everything goes great for you ... Diane.
Diane Slone <trentdiane@yahoo.com>
Wittensville, ky USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:42 AM CST

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What a strong & brave women you are. I am so touched by your site. My name is Traci and I am a friend of Jake Beresh. My son, Cameron was diagnosed with rhabdomyosarcoma in April 03' and he is still going through this remarkable journey. He is starting new chemos because his tumor is inoperable.
You are so brave. Keep up the fight.
Love, Traci Miller
Traci Miller <jtmiller@mchsi.com>
Remsen, ia - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:27 AM CST

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HAPPY NEW YEAR AMY!!!!
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 10:40 AM CST

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Happy New year!
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 8:36 AM CST

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check your site daily! I love your updates and eagerness to get better! I hope you have a wonderful new year's eve and may many blessings come your way in the new year!

divotmom2002 <lflynt@bellsouth.net>
elon, nc usa - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 9:52 PM CST

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thanks Amy !
Dan Stuart <webmaster@michaeldowning.org>
- Tuesday, December 30, 2003 8:55 PM CST

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Happy New Years!!!! love the pictures
Jill <swimfan21@budwesier.com>
Mpls, MN - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 7:11 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Great pictures !!
We think about you daily and you truly are in our prayers.
You have a great family and support group that will help you through these radiation rounds.
Yours in Faith,Hope and Courage
The Applens

Mark Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 30, 2003 5:48 PM CST

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Hi Amy.

I have been looking on the net for some inspiration for my nephew. Your incredibly brave (and very pretty). I wish you the best and pray that the radiation and Chemo kills the cancer. If you have a chance, please stop by Michaels site www.michaeldowning.org and sign his guest book, he could use some encouragement.



Thanks,
Dan Stuart

Dan Stuart <webmaster@michaeldowning.org>
Peachtree City, ga USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 4:49 PM CST

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Ahh the mysteries of radiation. Although María only got it for 10 days (to her head) I though the same thing each and every time... how can this treatment, which you cannot see, be so powerful? In any case, you will be in my prayers that it kicks major but to those nasty cancer cells. It's too bad you have to go into the hospital everyday (it got draining for us after about the 3rd treatment, lol) but at least they're short. Take it easy my darling!
Ava, María's mama, www.caringbridge.org/europe/maria <madrilenos96@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 3:45 PM CST

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Hi Amy - Glad to read you had a nice holiday and are feeling better. Hope those headaches are gone for good! Good luck with the radiation and keep us posted. We miss you and are thinking of you!!! Happy New Year!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 1:56 PM CST

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Amy hi this is Diane i was looking at Katilynns site and I read what you had wrote and then clicked on your site and I think you are a amazing person I just wanted to tell you i hope everything goes really good for you . you have alot of people praying for you when i read some of what you had wrote about everything i just couldnt get you off my mind which it was yesterday when i got on here .. so i will be praying for you with all the other people you are really a specila person .. i havent had my computer that long dont really know a whole lot about it . Kathy which is my Aunt she is married to my dads brother has Katilynns site on here and that is how I found yours she is a sweet little girl .I think it is neat the things you can do on here but I dont know that much lol .. Have you ever heard of Butcher Hollower thfe song that lorretta Lynn sings well I dont live far from there . which i thought that was neat to tell you that ha my mom loves to listen to her . but anyways wanted to just tell you i will pray for you and I hope you do really well so just hang in there --Diane
Diane Slone <trentdiane@yahoo.com>
Wittensville, ky USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 1:50 PM CST

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Amy, I continue to be so impressed with your strong will and great nature. I hope that the radiation is everything that you are wishing for and then some. I will keep you in my prayers, and I will think of you often through the days. Take care, and stay strong. Much Love~ ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 30, 2003 10:16 AM CST

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Amy,

Congratulations on your first radiation treatment. You are now one step closer to being done! Your description of the process was interesting...Too bad they don't use a colored light or something just so you can visualize something happening. :) I sure hope it all goes well for you, as I'm sure it will. I'm glad some of this is happening during your break from school so that other than your homework, you are forced to take it easy.

I looked at the counter on your web site....you have a lot of people checking in on you and remember we are all out here wishing you the best and sending you our love.

Take Care Amy. Sharon in Brooklyn Park (PS: I was shopping tonight and found some more good dvd's so I picked them up. I'll have to swing down there pretty soon to drop them all off.)

Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, December 29, 2003 10:57 PM CST

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HI AMY
Thinking about you. Did you have to get tatooed for your radiation? I know sometimes people do. My aunt did and Taylor too. So you go every day for 6 weeks or do you get an off day once a week? Interesting-you are right it is amazing how it works.How long does it take? (15mins) Good luck tomorrow. Hope the weather is good for travel. Bye for now...
Jeanine
VA - Monday, December 29, 2003 8:08 PM CST

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Amy, I came across your website about a month ago. I was instantly hooked and have been checking in on you every day since then. Your courage, effort and determination are an inspiration. Keep the faith Amy.
Elaine
Ottawa, Canada - Monday, December 29, 2003 7:32 PM CST

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Amy,
Khalita is so right, you ARE amazing. Allow yourself to feel bad now and then. Sometimes a good cleansing cry is all we need. It's a woman thing I think. Then, you just give it to God and say...I'm not going to think about this, it's YOURS to handle God, not mine. Your will be done no matter HOW much I fret and worry so YOU take it and deal with it...AMEN! I wish there was more I could do to help but all I can do is pray for peace for you.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, December 29, 2003 11:46 AM CST

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Amy, you are an amazing example to everyone. Positive thinking gets hard after so long. That's why it's so good that you have Jesus on your side. I often think about that. If, after 23 years of this, I had to rely on myself to think positive all the time, I'd be in HUGE trouble. I'm a positive person, but sometimes it's just plain HARD to keep thinking positive. Jesus carries us through those times reminding us that it's HIM who sustains us in all circumstances even when we find it hard to find anything good about our circumstances other than Him. You do an excellent job of always finding SOMETHING positive to say no matter what you are going through. AND, you are keeping up with your studies. I understand how hard that is so GREAT JOB! Take care and know that I continue to think of and pray for you as you take these next steps to beat this thing!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 29, 2003 9:29 AM CST

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Hi, Amy. I am back, finally. I sure hope you start feeling better soon, and that this new chapter you are starting in your life is the answer, and that the cancer goes away FOREVER and EVER!!!!

Luv & Prayers,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, December 29, 2003 3:47 AM CST

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Amy,

I'm sorry to hear you've continued to feel so poorly. I bet a lot of it is from that chemo you started but maybe some is still from the flu. I'm not an expert but I know they say it can take weeks before a person feels completely better when they get the flu. Unlucky for you that you may have all that going on at the same time in your body. Maybe the cancer will get tired of the flu germs bothering it and it will skee-daddle with a little nudge from your chemo and then the radiation.

I just wanted to post a "good luck" as you begin your radiation. Is this something you'll do daily? I will be thinking of you more than ever on Monday and I'll be praying that this is the beginning of the end to your cancer, once and for all. This batch of chemo and radiation has to be "the one" and you'll be on the road to recovery. Period. End of illness.

Keep those positive thoughts and try not to think about the scary ones. (Easier said than done, I know.) You can and you will beat this thing. You just have to get through these treatments and then you'll have to get used to being a girl who no longer has cancer! Take Care Amy, I think of you all the time. Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, December 29, 2003 0:08 AM CST

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Sometimes, all you can do is take things minute by minute. I'm praying.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 11:22 PM CST

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Hi Amy. My Nephew was recently diagnosed with Ewing sarcoma. I’ve been on the web looking for hope to share with my sister and her family. Thanks for the web site and God Bless you !,

Dan Stuart
www.michaeldowning.org

Dan Stuart <webmaster@michaeldowning.org>
Peachtree City, GA USA - Sunday, December 28, 2003 10:45 PM CST

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If I was a cheerleader we would be doing the "Go Fight" cheer. Thinking of you as you start in on the chemo tomorrow. You will win this fight.
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 9:39 PM CST

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You never cease to amaze me with your positive attitude. Thinking of you this holiday season. I hope you have a great New Year.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, December 28, 2003 8:10 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Good luck with the radiation treatments. I will pray that everything will go smoothly. When my son was getting radiation treatments, I worried about him having complications. Fortunately, he didn't have many. I was so proud of that and the fact that he handled his head being tightly strapped down so well. I'm sure he was scared as I was. We were both relieved after each treatment was over.
We'll keep you in our prayers!

DeAnna and Chase www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 7:39 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Well tomorrow starts the radiation.I hope it goes okay. I was looking up the med you are on. I have heard of ifosamide and etoposide or SM-153. Yours is new to me.A friend at work-(teacher) is on carboplatin when she relapsed with breaset cancer. There are so many new drugs . It is hard to keep up but the computer sure helps. Pharmaceuticals have come a long way but we still have a ways to go. I am thankful there are meds that can be used to help you.You stay strong in spirit AMY you have many people sending love & prayers your way. HUGS,
Jeanine <jviehweg@cox.net>
VA - Sunday, December 28, 2003 4:42 PM CST

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hey amy! i havent talked/seen you for what seems like forever! i really hope that you start feeling better very soon. glad to hear that you had a great x-mas... cant wait to see you back in school :S well, see ya later!
luv~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 1:00 PM CST

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Happy New Year Amy. We all wish the very best for you in 2004. With all this flu around you have to be really careful so you do not get a relapse. Some of us with the supressed immune system have to be extra careful of our surroundings. We want you healthy enough to get thru the chemo and all the other things you have to endure. I really look forward to all your enteries. We all need a place to vent. Take extra care......
T.
MN - Sunday, December 28, 2003 11:14 AM CST

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Hello Amy
How are you doing today ? Diane and I sure hope alot better then you have been that is forsure ...Diane and I know what you are talking about with those Chemo pills ..I dont recall what one Diane was on (along with Taxter IV once a week ) but I do know that Diane got so sick ...she actully became non responsive ...That was one of the times she was addmited into the hospital for 3 weeks ..Diane told Docter Khon that she refused to take them chemo pills anymore ...Docter Khon didnt make her and she just went back to the once a week ...Diane says please please talk to your docter ...the regular chemo is hard enough to go through let alone radation and chemo pills
I know that you will be ok ...I have followed you and your story as long as Dianes page has been up ...I maynot post all the time but Diane and I talk of you often and how brave you are Amy ...
Keep being you ...Diane and I are right behind you all the way ...We will be back more often and posting to you
Oh before I go I need to Say THANK YOU for coming over to Dianes sight and leaving post and cheer ...you mean so much to Diane and I ...Your TeamMates too ...
Have A Wonderful Day ...Know that Kansas Has You In Thier Thoughts And Prayers
We Are Moving FORWARD With You
Diane & Racquell
The P.I.T.,A (Yes it dose mean that ) <PPrincess2424@aol.com >
Kansas City , Ks www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, December 28, 2003 9:58 AM CST

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Hi Ms. Amy,
I think of you often and admire you for your strength and caring for all the kids here at CB I see your name in many guestbooks!
I hope you had great holidays you so deserve them.
Many hugs & much love,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, December 27, 2003 10:19 PM CST

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Your in our thoughts and prayers, I'm new to your site but will check in often. My son to has a cb page feel free to stop in. Have a great weekend.

Take Care


www.caringbridge.org/sd/quilt
South Dakota - Saturday, December 27, 2003 9:33 PM CST

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Hang in there, honey. You're doing so well. Keep that cute chin up. Remember that God is love and love fills a room, so you are never alone. [big hugs]
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 27, 2003 7:55 PM CST

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Hey Amy! I hope you had an AWESOME Christmas and I hope you're feeling ok today. I'm thinking of ya' and praying for you always! I hope you got some cool stuff from Santa, hehe. I'll check back soon, later skater!
~Lauren :-)
Lauren Henderson www.caringbridge.com/ks/lauren <Yankeegrl11714@aol.com>
ks USA - Friday, December 26, 2003 10:20 PM CST

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Hope you had a great christmas. It sounds like you did. I am so glad to hear that positive Amy writing. I think of you everyday. I hope you have a HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola <dltoivola@yahoo.com>
gilbert, mn - Friday, December 26, 2003 9:39 PM CST

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hi amy it sounds like everything is well there and sounds like you are having a great christmas and i hope with all my heart the best for you in the new year.i will be check back with you to see how your new years has started off i hope it a great one happy new year amy
kathy and katilynn preston <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
tomahawk, ky usa - Friday, December 26, 2003 8:59 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Thinking of you during this holiday season. Sounds like you had a nice Christmas. Keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, December 26, 2003 4:36 PM CST

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Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 26, 2003 11:12 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

Sounds like your Christmas was nice....what did you get for presents? (Did you get any good movies?) Bummer that your dad had to work....I hope he got some good overtime pay! Great news about your resident>>doctor! It really is a small world! I like him already because how many busy doctors would take the time to write back to a patient? I can't imagine too many have the time or would make the time. I think you just bring out the best in people....

Good luck at your next appointments and hey, how's the chemo going? Are the pills big?

Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, December 26, 2003 1:00 AM CST

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Hi Amy
Merry Christmas! Hope all is well there.You mentioned your radiation. I was wondering are you going for IGRT(image-guided radiation therapy) I hear it is more exact to lung tumors and they can give more potent treatment? Let's know. What oral meds are you using? I have been doing some site searching.Thinking about you and wanting only the BEST for you this New Year..
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 8:03 PM CST

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Just checking in on you and I am so glad you had another Christmas too... I also hope you have many many more... Sounds exciting about the Dr Dr.. its always good to be treated by those you like.
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 4:39 PM CST

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Hi Amy. I hope that you are enjoying your Christmas with your family. Know that I'm thinking about you and praying for the best of everything with you!!! I love you .
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 3:50 PM CST

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MERRY "CHRIST"MAS - HAPPY NEW YEAR - sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 2:49 PM CST

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Merry Christmas Amy, I'm very happy you are here to celebrate another year with your family. I pray for many, many more to come! Happy Holidays to you and your family!!!
Brittany Ross (www.caringbridge.org/mn/brittanyross) <peachy_252@hotmail.com>
Pine River, MN USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 2:23 PM CST

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My love to you Amy this Christmas day! Say, you didn't give us the flu over the "net" did you? hahaha

We hope you are feeling better (Davis is) and that you can enjoy your vacation.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 12:34 AM CST

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Merry Christmas to you Amy and your whole family!!! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, December 25, 2003 8:40 AM CST

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We're dropping by to let you know we're thinking of you this Christmas season. May you have all your heart desires.

Love,
Loni and Angel Codi
www.codibug.com

Loni <salemdualsport@aol.com>
Salem, OR USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 2:46 AM CST

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My Christmas wish is for your complete healing in 2004. You are in my thoughts and prayers today and every day.
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 1:06 AM CST

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Merry Christmas Amy!!!
Love, Kim and Kody
~KODYS STORY~ <kodysmom1995@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:52 PM CST

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Hi AMY
In a few hours it will be CHristmas!MERRY CHRISTMAS. Enjoy your family. Hope Santa brings that little something you really wanted.Goodnight....HO HO HO ...............
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:16 PM CST

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What a wonderful thing to do! I am so happy it worked out!
I hope the headaches get better and that the chemo pill does it's thing.
Despite the radiation and everything, I hope you HAVE THE BEST HOLIDAY EVER!!!
Hugs and Hope, Love and Prayers to you from us, QOL
Aisalynn's page
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:48 AM CST

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MERRY CHRISTMAS AMY!
I hope more of your dreams come true in 2004.
You are in my thoughts and prayers each day.
Leslie Sanborn <leslie.sanborn@minnesotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:31 AM CST

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Hey Aimster! I hope that you are doing even better today than yesterday. I don't know really what to say to you other than I can't believe what you've gone through and how amazing you are to keep fighting it. Don't worry if you cry things out...it's only natural. You've been so strong through it all, and you deserve a little cry here and there. I missed you in school a lot. It's just not the same without you and how you bright up everyone's day!! I really hope that you have the BEST Christmas and that the new year brings a cure and lots of happiness!!!! I love you lots Amy!!!
Jill Schiffler (Jillbert) <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
Albany, - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 4:37 PM CST

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Hi AMY
So you are helping Kris Kringle this year. YOU LITTLE ELF!! I know when I worked in the hospital CHristmas time the kids loved to awake Christmas morning and find their presents and even stockings hung on their beds and cribs. It was my job at night to set them out. What fun!!The best was in the morning when they awoke to know Santa had not forgotten them. Enjoy your service Amy. May the Lord bless you for your goodness and may you feel His peace in your heart this Christmas. Continue in faith and trust Him... Merry CHristmas!!
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 1:16 PM CST

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Amy, just wanted to drop in real fast and wish you a happy holiday and a HEALTHY 2004. With all you have been through trust me you are entitled to feel run down and depressed at times..
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 12:32 AM CST

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Hi Amy, I have been checking in on some sites..and now yours..Keep up that great attitude! Some people come, and some go..You my dear will NEVER leave my thoughts and prayers! What an amazing girl you are! No wonder Mitchie loved you so much! Just a note to say..we have NEVER forgotten about you, we check on your site quite a bit, and just want you to know we miss you, we love you, and are wishing you the best Christmas ever! We are having a tough year without our Mitchie Boy, we will be fine though..If you want to go to a Wolves game on the 5th of March, email me! Its the Miracles of Mitch night at the Target Center, benefitting the Foundation! We love you Amy! God Bless you!
Steve, Becky and Melissa Chepokas, and the Miracles of MITCH <steve@miraclesofmitch.com>
Chanhassen, Minnesota USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 12:00 AM CST

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So glad that you're at least feeling a little bit better. Blessings and lots of love to you. Merry Christmas if I don't get back before then.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 10:26 AM CST

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Blessed and Joyous Christmas, Amy! You spread so much joy. May you experience God's gifts of love and joy in a special way this Christmas. Know I admire you and hold you in prayer.
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:11 AM CST

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Amy,
I read your journal almost everyday and am continually inspired and in awe of you. May you and your family have the best Christmas ever and I'm continuing to pray that you will be free of cancer soon! Keep up the spirit and may the Christ child be with you!

Joan Tamm <ghtamm@albanytel.com>
ALBANY, MN - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 7:48 AM CST

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[hugs] Your tears are precious.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 22, 2003 10:20 PM CST

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Amy, I am a big believer that tears happen for good reasons. You have so much on your plate, and if a good strong cry helps you to sort some of those things out then they are tears for the better. What a wonderful thing you are doing to give out those gifts. You have such a huge heart, and you have such an amazing touch on all of us. I am thinking about you, and keeping you in my prayers. Hang in there! ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, December 22, 2003 6:57 PM CST

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Love everyone at Post Pals
vikki <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, December 22, 2003 3:17 PM CST

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HI Amy,
Hope today finds you feeling better. Wish I could've opened presents this already! Enjoy your Christmas vacation and take it easy!
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Monday, December 22, 2003 9:37 AM CST

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Hey lady,

Sorry for the lack of signing in lately.....worked has been SOOOOO swamped!!! Just wanted to let you know that I was here and I still keep you in my prayers daily. God's blessings on you this holiday season, and I hope you enjoy your Christmas. I pray for your continued good health, and your AWESOME attitude. I love ya girl....you inspire me each and every day. Merry Christmas to you and yours,
With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, December 22, 2003 8:31 AM CST

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Hi AMY
First day of vacation and I am going like a whirlwind through this house; but took a break to check on you. Glad Saturday was a blast. We have a friend going to Thailand over break. Lots of fun stuff from the Orient.Sounds like a combo viral and the chemo.Hope the rest of the blood work is good. Watch those lytes with all this chucking. Maybe some gatorade or clear drink and soup for today. 3 DAYS till Santa. No snow playing today stay snug. Bye for now
Jeanine
VA - Monday, December 22, 2003 8:19 AM CST

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I hope you feel better soon. I have been keeping you in my prayers.
Sheila
- Monday, December 22, 2003 6:37 AM CST

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Hope you are feeling better soon Amy-
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Monday, December 22, 2003 6:29 AM CST

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Amy,
It sounds like your early Christmas on Saturday was great but too bad you're not feeling well today though! Do you suppose it could be from the chemo (did you start it yet?) or maybe you just overdid it on Saturday and have relapsed a bit. I hope it is just a temporary set-back.

I've got my fingers crossed that you'll be feeling 100% better in time for Christmas....Take Care!!

Sharon in Brooklyn Park


Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, December 21, 2003 10:54 PM CST

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Amy,
I hope you are feeling better tomorrow. I'm glad you had such a wonderful Christmas yesterday. There is a lot of viral "stuff" going around this year. Home is a good place for you right now, I am sorry to say. Hope your Christmas is filled with happines. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Keep up the good fight. You are a special person and an inspiration to us all. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O' Fallon (St. Louis), MO - Sunday, December 21, 2003 9:56 PM CST

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Amy,
I read your updates, and it's like listening to my Rachael. You were so very close in age.

I so hope the "Yuck" removes itself from your enjoyment of your family clebration.

I discovered your site from another site I've been following.

I wish and hope for the best for you! I so admire your attitude...you remind me of my Rachael..

I will keep you foremost in my thoughts...I trust in your strength!!!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 8:24 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Just stopping by to wish you a very merry holiday season- I can see that lots of people love you! Love, Colton :)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer <foryoucolton@aol.com >
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 8:05 PM CST

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Hi Amy Ive missed seeing you at school You may not realize how much all the staff care about you. I like seeing your happy face around the halls, Im glad to hear you are at home baking cookies, that makes my day. My prayers are always with you, you are thought about every day. I hope you have a merry merry christmas and a happier new year. love Yvonne the custodian.
yvonne Forster <unclebobby@albanytel.com>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 10:41 AM CST

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Amy, I am so glad that you are home. The Holiday's will be much more enjoyable spent there with your family. I will continue to check in on you, but in the mean time I hope you have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Many prayers!
Elzabeth
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 9:19 AM CST

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Hi Amy
I hope you had fun yesterday with your extended family celebration and got to enjoy some of that good cooking. Just stay ahead on the fluids..Lots of them to flush the chemo.Thinking about you and hoping today is a GOOD one for you.Take Care...........
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, December 21, 2003 6:51 AM CST

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Hi Amy- I don't think I've signed your guestbook before. I just wanted to let you know you're in my prayers and I'm wishing you a very blessed holiday. :-)



http://lightingchildrenslives.org

Melanie Davila <positivestories@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 20, 2003 8:59 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

I don't think I have ever signed the guestbook before. I have been checking in on you for several months. I am 36 and the mother of three children. I have never personally been touched by cancer, (no one in my family) but I check up on so many of you each day and and truly touched by you. I am so impressed with your upbeat attitude, you are an incredible person. I am glad to hear you are feeling a bit better. The mother in me wants to tell you to slow down and rest more (you always sound so busy) but the other part of me is so happy that your life is so full of fun - and not so fun activities (homework)!

I just wanted you to know that there is yet another person praying for you. God Bless.

Deb
Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland, maine - Saturday, December 20, 2003 1:57 PM CST

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amy- whats the name of the new chemo drug you are trying??? just curious--i miss ya-
jenn wells <jwells4238@juno.com>
rochester, mn usa - Saturday, December 20, 2003 12:41 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! It's been AGES since I've been by. I'm sorry - I just cannot keep up with the 25 CB websites I was visiting. I feel bad about that, but was noticing how much time I was taking (and have some added stuff going on in my own life) so I've had to scale back.

I'm sorry to hear that you had the flu; it sounds like such an awful season this year.

TAKE CARE and I hope you feel much better for the holidays.

Luv & Prayers,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, December 19, 2003 7:27 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
We have been following your progress over the past week. You continue to be a beacon of encouragement and strength. We hope you know how highly you are thought of by your teachers at Albany High School. Have a wonderful Christmas and a blessed New Year!
Wendy Hanson and Becky Bartz - Albany High School <wendyh@mail.albany.k12.mn.us>
Albany, MN USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 3:09 PM CST

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Glad to hear you are home, where you belong. Get lots of rest, so you can really enjoy the holidays :)!! Take Care-and I continue to pray for your health and strength to kick this thing. If anyone can, you can.
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 10:51 AM CST

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yippee your home!!!!!!enjoy amy!!!tori is going to be writing in her own journaling on the new website.. make sure you change her address on your site, to www.caringbridge.org/mn/torimacdonald. thanks!!! have a wonderful weekend with your family and friends!! love,dawn
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, December 19, 2003 6:55 AM CST

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i am so glad you are outa the hospital...the company might be good but i have found the food is questionable at best..lolol.

yeah there is alot of nasty crud goin around...take care and dont go catching any...LOL.

take care
theresa <alyce0002@aol.com>
des moines, ia us - Thursday, December 18, 2003 7:49 PM CST

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OKAY AMY! A break out I can appreciate that.Glad you got home last night. What a differnce a good night's sleep can make!! The creeping crud is everwhere. Believe me I see it all day in my school clinic.?!I am thinking of wearing a mask(hehe) Stay HOME.. Stay Well.. Have them Email the assignments. Better yet just Rest ,enjoy some good Christmas music and look at your village.
Take Care............
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 6:00 PM CST

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It's good to hear that you got to go home. Stay well! God Bless!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 4:00 PM CST

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Hey Amy! I miss you Tons!! I'm glad u broke outta fairview! Just stay away from germeys and people that are sick!
Glad to hear everything's going well healthwise. Xcept for those darn headaches.
G2g.
Love ya much
Be BADD
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 2:36 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
How great that you're home!!! I'm glad to hear that you're going to stay away from school and #1 rest up more and #2 avoid all those germs. I have a theory....if everyone sneezed into their sleeves or shirts I bet the flu (and colds) would have a tough time infecting lots of people. Think of all the germs on hands that catch a sneeze and then those same hands touch door knobs etc. Ha, I bet I could eliminate most of the infections out there if everyone did just this one thing....But enough on my phobia with germs. ;) I hope you continue to rest up and take it easy so you don't have a "relapse" (I remembered that word again today!) and then you'll be in really great shape to enjoy your holidays. Homework can be worked on in bits and pieces over your break so don't panic about that. Again, I sure enjoyed meeting you and please don't hesitate to email if you're ever back in town and you need something. Take care and Happy Holidays! Sharon in Brooklyn Park (PS: I'm going to head out tomorrow to get more dvds and I'll be sure to get Freaky Friday. I think I heard that Jamie Lee Curtis was nominated for a Golden Globe for her role in it?)
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 2:14 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Glad u got to "Bust" out of there. Davis and Darrel both have the easier version of the flu. It is out there and I kept Davis home an extra day so he'd get stronger. SO don't hurry back. It's no fun being sick at xmas.

Santa would have to look all over for ya!

Take care - HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 2:13 PM CST

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Amy,

I am so glad to hear that you are back home and feeling better. There is no place like home. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless
Pam Mandich <pmandich74@hotmail.com>
Shoreview, MN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 12:05 AM CST

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Hi Amy - Glad you are back at home and hopefully feeling better. Please don't over-do it by going right back to school and exposing yourself to the flu all over again - especially so close to Christmas. Just take care of you and everything else will fall into place... you deserve this time to relax at home and build up your strength again. We're thinking of you!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Thursday, December 18, 2003 12:01 AM CST

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Amy, I am so glad that you got your lights up. I am only sorry that I didn't get in to put them up for you. (I really didn't want to wake you.) It sounds as though you are on the rebound, and I am praying that you check out of the Fairview Inn today. I am so hoping that you will be home and healthy for the Holidays. I am thinking about you, and always keeping you in my prayers. ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 9:45 AM CST

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Hey Amy! I'm bummed to hear you are not feeling good. At least you are being well taken care of!!! Too say the least! Hope you get better soon, very soon, in time for Christmas.... Keep your head up and remember that a TON of people are rootin' for ya to live a loooonnnnggggg happy life!(smiles)
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 8:46 AM CST

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Hi Amy, glad you're home. Went by last night and Tay saw the car outside and said "Amy's home!". Was she right. Get plenty of rest today, tomorrow is the day care kids Christmas party - lots of holiday cheer (a polite way to say SUGAR BUZZ) will be happening. Can't wait to see you. And again, glad you're home and hopefully feeling better. Lots of love.
The Sands
Albany, MN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 8:27 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
Wow! What you have to put up with! It's so lousy to feel so lousy! But, I wish and pray for you to have better days, sunshine in your spirit, rainbows in your sky, lightness in your step, smiles on your face, and adventure in your heart as God brings you along and graces your life with His LOVE.
Hang on, Amy....brighter days are a coming!
Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 7:29 AM CST

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Hi Amy, What a tough past week you've had... I want you to know that your still in my prayers and thoughts. Stay strong like you have been always. I miss being up there in the hospital with you girls.... staying at the Fairview Inn!!! I remember Christmas time last year..decorating our rooms with beautiful Christmas lights... ( Oh the simple things we enjoy! ) Take care. I Love you!
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@comcast.net>
New Hope, mn - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:16 PM CST

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Amy I hope you get "sprung" soon. Sounds like you are feeling better. I will call and check to see how you are and if you are still there will try to stop by. Hugs and stay healthy through the holidays and the New Year!!!

Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:28 PM CST

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Amy, We are praying for you. You think of you daily and always have you in our heart. We miss you bunches.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 9:57 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Well wish I could spring you out of there right now! Soon.. it will be soon. Next wk this time is stocking hanging time for Santa!You got a big stocking ready? Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 7:55 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

We continue to pray for you and hope you have a quick recovery and get home soon. We wish you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I share your web-site with my son Nicholas who has Medullo Blastoma a few times each week. You are a true inspiration!!

Love,

The Nieson's

Mark, Suzanne, Brianna, Nicholas, Brooke and Britta


Mark Nieson <mnieson@mn.rr.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 3:14 PM CST

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HI Amy,

I'm sorry to hear that you had to check in to the "Fairview Inn", but apparently it's the place to be right now. I wish you a speedy recovery. The flu is just awful right now. It just don't care who it hits. My daughter Sammie and I have both been hit by it, and as I visit several other CB sites, I am finding more and more people that got it!
You take it easy and get plenty of rest! I'll say a prayer that that "crud" leaves you soon, and leaves you alone!!

Sending love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, Michigan - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 1:44 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Hope you are feeling better very soon! The "Fairview Inn" sounds like the right place for you to get well before the holiday. Looking forward to your next update. Tell us about your video reviews! :)
Your friends at SLR
Aspen, CO - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:30 AM CST

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Sorry to hear that you aren't feeling well...kick that nasty bug and get better soon!
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:07 AM CST

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I am thinking of you and sending you all the best!! I know you can kick the flu and get the nasty germs out of your body! Take care and keep smiling!
Leslie Sanborn <leslie.sanborn@minnrsotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:37 AM CST

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Sleep,sleep. Get well, get well. Glad you're at the inn so that they make you slow down and kick the flu bug.




Cheryl Ellingson, Albany Area Schools
albany, mn use - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:48 PM CST

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Hello Amy, so sorry to read about how bad you've been feeling, so you do what they ask you to...rest...I'm sure you'll need alot of energy for Christmas. May you get well soon and God Bless. Merry Christmas The Housley family PS Send us some snow but without the cold air.
Donna Housley <dph1861@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/tn/housley>
Nashville, Tn USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 6:34 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I am sorry that we didn't come in to visit yesterday. Your room was dark, and we didn't want to wake you. I hope you are starting to feel better, and please know that we are all thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers. ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 4:37 PM CST

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Amy ~ I hope you are feeling better soon! God bless!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 3:48 PM CST

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hi amers, hang in there. we love you so much!!! dawn and tori..xoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 3:34 PM CST

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I am glad to know the cause of your distress!! Enjoy the TLC of the "Inn", and Iwill hope you will break free shortly. Bestest
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 3:29 PM CST

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HI Amy, We sure hope they are taking good care of you at the Inn. This tune-up might be just what you need before the holidays, just think of all the energy you will have after you kick that flu bug.Sending hugs and lots of love.
B,B,J,T&E
The Schoenberg's
Avon, Mn - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 3:03 PM CST

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Hi Amy. I hope you are feeling at least a little better each day. Advent is a time of waiting in hope. You surely have been doing this. May you receive strength and healing from the God we wait for in Jesus. Keep up your great spirit! My love and prayers, Sister Dorothy
Sister Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 1:00 PM CST

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Amy,
Thinking about you toots. Take care and get BETTER!

Love, Deirdre <Deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 8:39 AM CST

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Amy just thinking of you Maxie was ridden with the flu also. I am thinking of you. Take Care. www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy <IMAQT430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 2:40 AM CST

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Amy - hope you discovered the advent calendar I left for you. You were truely zonked, and I didn't have the hear to wake you up. Elzabeth and Travis were behind my in visiting and we all send love and hugs. I will call and/or try to stop by again this week before you break free from the "Inn".
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 10:03 PM CST

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yuck, yuck, yuck. i hope they take GREAT care of you and you can get home to your own bed soon. Blessings and love to you in Christ. I'll continue to pray and check in to see how you are!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:27 PM CST

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Feel better soon Amy!
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 9:15 PM CST

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Amy
Sounds like you need your flannel pj's , a mug of hot chocolate or herb tea, some tylenol , a cool soft pillow,a few good magazines and lots of rest. Thinking of you....
Jeanine
VA - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:03 PM CST

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Oh man, the flu? Yuck! [hugs, and sends chicken soup and blankets] I'm praying. Feel better soon, hon.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 8:49 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
Hope they are treating u well at the Inn!!!!!
Wishing u a speedy recovery!!!! Take care!!!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, December 15, 2003 7:02 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
We just got the internet and I found your address. We have been keeping you in our prayers, girl. You have a great head on your shoulders and so much to share. Thank you for sharing your joys and doubts with us all. You are an inspiration.

The Mrozeks <rbmrozek@albanytel.com>
Albany, - Monday, December 15, 2003 6:12 PM CST

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Hi Amy, missing you and hoping you get better quick. Take the opportunity to rest up, because we all know when you get home you will be back to your usual go, go, go. Keep up the spirits on your end and we'll keep up the prayers on ours. Love you lots and miss you.
The Sands
Albany, MN - Monday, December 15, 2003 1:44 PM CST

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Amy,
It is about 1:30pm on Monday and I (pretty much) just got home from my visit with you at "The Inn". I wanted to post a quick "hello" on your site in case you feel up to checking it for messages later today. It was SO NICE to finally get to meet you! You are as nice in person as you seem to be on your web site! I'd love to come sit with you or play cribbage with you (or whatever) if you're ever stuck for something to do during any of your other visits to "The Inn"....Send an email my way and I can be there in 30 minutes. (Or send me an email if you want my phone number...) I hope they figure something out about those headaches before you go home....If anything, if you can at least get a prescription for those pills that seem to help. Best of luck on your scan on Thursday and I'm wishing you the best during this next stage of your battle!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, December 15, 2003 1:25 PM CST

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Stopping by this morning to see if you've updated and to tell you I'm praying for you and hoping you're feeling better. Blessings and lots of love to you! I'll check in on you later.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 15, 2003 11:58 AM CST

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Hope your feeling better soon Amy. I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Your in good hands at Fairview. Get better.
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 11:56 AM CST

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Amy,
Sorry you had to visit the INN.
I hope you start feeling better soon.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, Fl USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 10:52 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

I've been checking on your site for a little while, but this is the first time I've signed the guestbook. My name is Rachel, I'm 21 years old and I live in Lexington, Kentucky.
I don't know if this will work for you but I know headaches and when you get them... anything's worth a try. I have been getting terrible migraines every winter for the past few years from my sinuses and the only thing that helps me is to go in a dark room and lie down with a warm (not hot) cloth on my eyes... also... if you have someone who can do it, your mom or a friend, lay down on your back in the dark, close your eyes and have them very gently massage your temples and forehead or the back of your neck if you prefer laying on your stomach. Just concentrating on that and how good it feels can sometimes alleviate the pain.

Hope that helps.

Rachel K. <Storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Sunday, December 14, 2003 2:53 PM CST

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Thinking of you and saying prayers that those headaches will go away soon! Hoping for nothing but good news for you throughout this Holiday Season!
Another Caringbridge friend!

Rosemary Harris www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Sunday, December 14, 2003 12:09 AM CST

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Hi Amy
Hope you get well soon. Merry Christmas.
Hope to see you soon.
From all of us,
The Schoenbergs


B, B, J, T, E <brianschoenberg@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 14, 2003 10:15 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Thinking of you this early am.Hoping the headaches are gone along with the fever.Yesterday was a church party and I was scurrying aound getting all the desserts and Santa set up. The kids were great. One little girl went up to Santa and when he asked "What would you like?" She said "all that stuff on the commercials.'I about fell over. She was about 4 and watches Nick Jr. Our wish for you Amy is wellness and peace this Holiday Season. Take Care...
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, December 14, 2003 5:57 AM CST

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Yay, Amy's back! Hang in there, kiddo. I know headaches suck. Ahaha, so there are spies at the hospital, huh? Keep that in mind... ;) Take care, darling.
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 14, 2003 0:03 AM CST

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You seemed good when I saw you on Friday. Please don't tell me it was the cinnamon roll that made youre head ache??!! I will be back in to see you - know that I think of you, Laura, and Boraphon (sp.) constantly. Love and hugs -
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 13, 2003 9:46 PM CST

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hi amers, pretty funny about merilee posting your journal on the docs door, did she inform them about you? well now you are down there along with laura, at least you have them for company!!!!along with your favorite doctors and nurses. you are in good hands!! hoping your fever and headaches get taken care of so you can head on home for christmas.!!!love you bunches. dawn and tori oxoxox
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, December 13, 2003 9:02 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I am sorry that you don't have an answer to your head aches yet. I know they are frustrating you beyond compare, and hopefully they will have a solution for you soon. I am thinking about you, and I will hope to not (because you will be well, and get out of the Fairview Inn) see you on Monday. If you are still in, I will gladly decorate your room. Take care!
ELZABETH
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 13, 2003 6:56 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Glad to have you back journaling! You were missed! I think it's cool that the nurses are reading your journal and were aware of your fever and stuff! That shows they really care about you!!!! You MUST b really, really special! Wishing u a speedy recovery from the crud u have! Take care and write soon! Hope those dreadful headaches disappear-my family had that flu junk and it consisted of headaches and stomachaches....no fever or cough tho. Lots of different kinds of bugs floating around this time of year.
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Saturday, December 13, 2003 6:05 PM CST

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Rest up, Amy! I'm sure your room looks lovely with Christmas lights strung up. Praying for you...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Saturday, December 13, 2003 2:17 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

Sorry to hear you were admitted to the U, but I am sure that everyone is overjoyed to see you there! Did the nurses narc you out or did you turn yourself in? I sure hope you feel better very soon and whatever 'bug' you have can be treated quickly. Take care, and thanks to your family for updating us. I can tell you have a wonderful support system! And, if I don't talk to you before the holidays, have a blessed Christmas.
Lots of hugs and prayers,

Sara and Austin Freking <sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 1:48 PM CST

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Hey Amy! I'm so sorry you're not feeling well and are in the hospital. Hopefully they will be able to get you feeling better and back home in no time. Blessings and love to you. I'll keep checking in to see how you are and of course I will be praying!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Saturday, December 13, 2003 10:21 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Hope you get out of hospital real fast.
Wishing you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
love
Angel Gemma for Smile Quilts <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily. Italy - Saturday, December 13, 2003 8:18 AM CST

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Hey Amy!
Hope as you are reading this you are feeling alot better!
We are all thinking about you!!!!!!!! Thank your family for updating your journal-I kept checking in on you and was concerned-you always update so well. Take care and praying for a speedy recovery from what ails you!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, December 12, 2003 11:03 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
Sorry to hear you checked into the hospital today. I will be praying that you are not there for long. Stay warm!
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Friday, December 12, 2003 10:29 PM CST

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AMY
Hope they figured out what's up and you are getting those antibiotics you need. We got to get you better for Christmas!!Stay snug ,rest, lots of fluids and I'll check in tomorrow.. Goodnight .......
Jeanine
VA - Friday, December 12, 2003 5:40 PM CST

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Sending you cold kicking energy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Vicki

www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney
Vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
Mpls, - Friday, December 12, 2003 5:38 PM CST

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Oh Amy, colds suck. [kicks cold] Hang in there, and know that my prayers remain with you. Keep your chin up!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Friday, December 12, 2003 4:01 PM CST

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Amy- Hope you are feeling better today. If you are in there over the week-end, and you feel up to visitors I would love to come and meet you. But I am hoping you are not laid up for the whole week-end. Stay warm and feel better soon.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 1:32 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I'm sorry to hear you are in the hospital and will pray that you start feeling better and get outta there soon!!! Take care of yourself and get some rest.
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 12:57 AM CST

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Amy,
Sorry to hear you're feeling crappy. The cold weather and stress can't be helping either. My family is in the middle of a cold that won't go away either. What the heck? Anyway, hope to "read" you later and that you're feeling better toots!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 12:00 AM CST

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Amy, I hope you don't have a long stay at the Fairview Suites. This time of year is a constant worry for all the chemo kids. But thank you Lord for the treatments available to fight off these nasty bugs. Olivia is at clinic today getting a filler up on Platelets and Blood. She has been trying real hard to eat to avoid going back on the TPN. I can't quite understand the struggle to force yourself to eat, since I have no problems eating continuously. We think of you often and pray everything improves once again.
Take care,
Bonnie, Mike, Angel, Olivia and Jessica
Bonnie <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 10:16 AM CST

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Dear Amy~
Praying hard for you
I hope you feel better soon.
ps I love your pics you are very beautiful!
Love n hugz
Maria and Katelynn
Katelynns Quest To FInd A CURE!
Maria and Katelynn <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 9:57 AM CST

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Amy-girl,
I'm sorry to hear you are feeling badly. I too had the icky flu this past week.Ick. Thinking of you often and hoping you feel better VERY soon.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 7:51 AM CST

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Hi Amy
My whole family had that icky flu this past week. I'll be thinking about you and hope you are feeling better soon.
All my best,
Angel Hugs
Chemo Angel Lori - Your Month End Monitor <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 7:46 AM CST

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Hi Amy~ I missed you Thursday update and had to stop by and say that I'm thinking about you and hope that no news is good news! I'll look forward to hearing from you tomorrow (I hope) ;o)
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 1:31 AM CST

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Aloha Amy...its been awhile since I left you a message but I check in on you frequently.....I am sooo very sorry to hear that once again you are going through a very challenging time....With your strength and determination you will once again make it through these rough days ahead! There is no doubt in my mind that if anyone can beat this cancer thing it is YOU!!!!!!!!
I am in Minnesota now visiting with Family and friends and yes you are right we did get hit with the lovely white stuff the other day! Man it sure makes me appreciate the fact that we live in Hawaii! You tend to forget how fortunate you are once you have been there for awhile.I am definately longing for the white sand v.s. the white snow thing! Oh well,I am Minnesota born and raised so I can handle this! At least for a short visit :)I came here for the birth of my first Grandchild and now she is being stubborn, doesn't want to come out and greet the world, I guess she has decided it is just too darn cold out here! Can't say that I blame her:)I dread leaving the house at this point!
I went to Brainerd the other day to see my grandpa and while driving through St. Cloud all I did was think of you since you often write about going there to go shopping, it brought a smile to my face thinking you may be in one of the cars next to me! From what I read in your entries you sound like a shopaholic!
Well,I better get some sleep but I just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers daily!
Take care and God Bless!
Dawn
Dawn Rios <lpn1026@yahoo.com>
Wahiawa.......Shakopee Mn for now , Hi - Friday, December 12, 2003 0:32 AM CST

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Dearest Amy

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart
Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Have a Marry Christmas and a Blessed New Year

Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
Hemingford, Ne USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 6:58 PM CST

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Hi, Amy Sorry not to have written the last few days. You and Laura are constantly in my thoughts, and I am so hopeful that this will all go away. What a lovely snow fall. I love it when it looks like Ivory Flakes, and is so sparkly. A wonderland out there. Will check later to see how your day went. Hugs
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 11, 2003 5:28 PM CST

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Amy,
I can't stop thinking about you today.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, December 11, 2003 11:11 AM CST

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Amy -- you are an amazing young woman.
Judy Eggert
Albany, MN - Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:15 AM CST

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Amy,
I got your webpage from a friend and you have truly inspired me. The way you can hold on and be so strong should inspire everyone. You sound like a great person and keep on chugging.
With Prayers,
Anna
Anna Milleson <are_u_okay_annie@hotmail.com>
Cottage Grove, MN United States - Thursday, December 11, 2003 6:58 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Please watch that temp Lots of sickness flu , strep throat going around you may need your throat checked "Nip it in the bud I say so you can enjoy a better day." You take care.
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 6:26 AM CST

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AMY DARLING, I'M GONNA TELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The docs may not read your site, but the nurses sure do. We are constantly checking up on our beloved children, and I expect to see you soon(now that I know you're not feeling well.) p.s. you also have friends who rat you out the the nurses, and they too shall remain nameless. (HAHAHAHA)
you'll never know <C1SMID@HUTCHTEL.NET>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 10:02 PM CST

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Feel better, sweetie. I'm praying that this go 'round will do the trick. I'm thinking about you and your scan as well. Let us know. [hugs]
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 1:29 PM CST

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Amy
Hope all goes well with the scans. Rest up, Take the Vits-esp the Vit C and sweet dreams. till tomorrow..........
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 8:55 PM CST

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Amy,
Waiting for news and sending prayers your way brave girl. The future is scary for a lot of us, we could all learn a thing or two from your attitude and last 4 years of experience.
with love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 7:34 PM CST

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Amy, You are a real fighter!!! I love how you have stayed so positive through this horrible time. I will continue to pray for you and for the doctors to come up with a cure. I hate to see all you kids fight so hard!! Mandy was suppose to talk with Van and Cheryl for the Cancer Radio Thon but she didn't stay healthy enough to get to do that. She so wanted to tell everyone to donate to help find a cure so kids wouldn't have to feel so sick and wouldn't have to go through all the things you are doing too. I hope you Keep your strength and hope in God and he will get you through.
Shannon Gatewood(Mandy's mom)caringbridge.org/mn/mandy <jsgatewood@yahoo.com >
Princeton, MN USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 3:40 PM CST

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Hey Amy. Just checking in to see how you are doing and let you know I'm thinking of and praying for you. Having battled Aplastic Anemia for 23 years, I know all too well the feeling of wanting to be finished. It's a looooong time to be positive. However, the Lord has been having me share my favorite verse SO much lately and it applies here as well. Zechariah 4:6--it's not by might nor by power but by my Spirit says the Lord Almighty--We cannot maintain our own positive attitude--we will wear out. We have to let God carry us and keep our Spirit going. As you lean on Him, I know He will give you the strength to do whatever is necessary. I am standing with you and praying for you. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 10:53 AM CST

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AMY, YOUR DETERMINATION AND POSITIVE OUTLOOK ARE AN INSPIRATION! I CONTINUE TO HOLD YOU IN PRAYER!

GOD BLESS!
S. DOROTHY
S. DOROTHY MANUEL <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
ST. JOSEPH, MN USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 8:41 AM CST

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Hi Amy
Here is a quote for you:
When the going gets tough
The tough get going.
You can do it. Good luck today !
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 6:44 AM CST

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Dear, dear Amy.....you are one of God's best gifts to this world and you are touching so many lives with your amazing life!
When you are dealt lousy circumstances, they are the greatest opportunities for raw faith. Believing that God holds you in the palm of His hand and walks with you through the roughest of times is HUGE! Hang in there, sweet Amy! Sometimes the best things happen right after the worst! You can count on my prayers.
Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 5:24 AM CST

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Amy-
Know that even if you can't keep a positive attitude all the time, (because you're absolutely right, 4 years is an incredibly long time to do that) there's always someone out there praying for you, thinking of you, or just loving you. Isn't that the best? Keep your chin up. Remember, it's okay to be scared. Some fear is normal. [hugs] My prayers are with you...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Monday, December 8, 2003 7:54 PM CST

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Amy,
You are a fighter! I love the ability you have to share your positive attitude...I know my Rachael would have loved talking to you. Perhaps you met while she was undergoing her transplants at the U of M. She had Hodgkins Lymphoma "one of the easier cancers to cure". She was DX July 2001 and died March 1, 2003.
Keep your spirit burning bright! I will check in on your progress!
Rachael did not survive her transplants.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Monday, December 8, 2003 6:23 PM CST

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Dear Amy.
My thoughts and prayers are with you. You are a very special young lady, and I admire your courage.

Jan
Oh - Monday, December 8, 2003 5:48 PM CST

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Amy- I pray for the best for you tomorrow. I am sure 4 years is a very long time to wait for a "good" answer but it will come! I am sorry you have to go through all of this but remember you are also helping the unfortunate ones down the road that will have this. I know that you will beat this so keep your chin up and smile, God works in mysterious ways! Sending lots of hugs and Prayers your way.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Monday, December 8, 2003 5:06 PM CST

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Hey Amy,
I'm keeping you in my prayers. And I will also be praying that God blesses your doctors with wisdom. Sending you a great big hug!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, December 8, 2003 4:35 PM CST

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Amy, Sounds like u had a really busy weekend! Get lots of rest tho cuz there is a nasty flu virus going around....not the one that the shot is supposed to b for tho....last sun. after church my husband crashed on the couch with a headache, stomachache, chills, and weak and didn't move til 8am the next morning. He didn't feel good for 4days-totally wiped out! Monday nite I came home from work and went right to bed-same stuff! Now this sun. my daughter all of a sudden says her stomach feels "funny" and starts crying...complaining of a headache......so, take care and stay well!!!!! You don't want to get grounded with this virus!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, December 8, 2003 4:35 PM CST

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Hi Amy - The Applen Family wishes you and your family a happy holidays ! You are always in our prayers and as a member of the 5b family - we think about you every day.
Mark and Jan

Mark Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
Champlin, Mn - Monday, December 8, 2003 3:07 PM CST

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Dearest Amy,
I too am praying, praying, and praying for you. GOD BLESS. You truly are an inspiration to all in your strength, courage, and determination in fighting this battle. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers while sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Monday, December 8, 2003 1:50 PM CST

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Thinking of you and praying for you. Please don't hesitate to lean on my shoulder--it's here for you! Blessings and lots of love in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, December 8, 2003 10:43 AM CST

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Hi Amy!
I haven't signed your guestbook in a while, but I have been checking on you everyday. I have been remembering you in my prayers too. I am inspired by your upbeat attitude with all you have been through. You must be a blessing and inspiration to all that know you personally. I do not know you personally, but you have very much impressed me with the way you handle the situation you have been dealt. I will keep checking in on you and praying for you.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Monday, December 8, 2003 0:36 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Thanks for the answers. I like to know the details. Lifted you up in prayer this Fast Sunday. Sounds like you had a blast in the city. I saw the Mall of the Americas on a TV special Very BIG. Being a New Yorker I would probably want to shop til I dropped. Guess that could get pricey though, It is fun to window shop too. Glad you got out & had some fun. Finals are fast approaching.Good luck on them. Have a great Monday............
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 9:15 PM CST

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Praying, praying and praying! May God give you strength and courage to stand strong and fight!

God Bless,

Renne' I. Cole- Dowler <rennedowler@aol.com>
Washington, PA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 8:45 PM CST

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Amy,
You are in my prayers.
Jennifer <jenm444@yahoo.com>
Narberth, PA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 5:22 PM CST

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Sweet Amy with that killer smile,
God has a plan, let it be and just be a teenager, give it to Him and then do what you want to do, when you want and where you want! God bless and know I'm thinking about you SO much.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, December 7, 2003 4:18 PM CST

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hi amers, we send love to you, over and over again!!!Do you feel it? we are with you all the way,prayers going up for you!! dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Sunday, December 7, 2003 12:02 AM CST

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Amy;

I am at work at the moment, and I just finished reading your latest entry on 12-5-03 (My Birthday!!). What can I say, you are such a strong, courageous, positive and so full of energy and life that just makes me want to always be an oncology nurse.

I admire your courage and zest for life, thanks for being teacher of life. I do have to say that by working in onclogy I have learned from all of my patients (all of them younger than I am) to appreciate life and enjoy it. It is so short and precious that we, sometimes do not stop for a moment to think about it.

I will be praying for you and I do wish and hope for an excellent outcome, I know that your family is an excellent support for you. I admire them as well, they are there for you all the time.

I do wish you a great holiday and an excellent new years.

Yader
Yader Madriz <ygm95@hotmail.com>
St. Louis Park, MN - Sunday, December 7, 2003 5:18 AM CST

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Hi AMY

Well Let's not underestimate radiation on lung tumors. It really can help.Will they do a lung bx just to make sure we know the type / what about a 2nd opinion from Sloan Kettering in NY or St. Jude's ? Praying for you here in VA. Remember stay positive too much stress is not a good thing. Have they got a good thoracic surgeon on board? Lots of questions sorry but research it out find ALL the options. Love ya,
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 7:09 PM CST

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[big hugs] Don't you give up! You've got tons of prayer warriors behind you! Remember that it's in our weakness where God's strength shows up! We love you!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Saturday, December 6, 2003 5:48 PM CST

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Hi Amy, hope that this finds you doing okay sweetie.
We are all thinking of you and wishing you all the best


Angel Chris and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 3:46 PM CST

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Amy, SIGH. I guess we just have to hold out for the radiation then dont we? Hang in there, I know its a crappy deal, but hang in there
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 9:24 AM CST

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Hi Amy! I'm a new quilting angel at Smile Quilts. I've looked at your pages and the cool pictures you have in your album, also read your latest journal entries. I wanted to leave you a message and let you know that you are in my heart, thoughts and prayers. And you are right, never give up. Hang in there girlie! Congratulations on being accepted for college! You've got some exciting days ahead of you.
*hugs*

FairyGodmother (Becky)
Greenville, SC USA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 2:30 AM CST

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Come on Amy, keep up your fight.
We'll be here cheering you on.
Angel Sandra for Smile Quilts <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily. Italy - Saturday, December 6, 2003 1:53 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Hope to read some more positive news in your next update.
So sorry that you just can't seem to get a break.
Good luck with the ear piercing.
Gemma has already 2 holes, wants a third but the doc. said to hold off for now,I suppose he's worried about infection as her counts are still below average.
As a typical 16 year old she says "He doesn't know what he's talking about, of course she won't get an infection"
She's costing a fortune in earrings!!
Be back later to check in on you.
love
GEMMA'S JOURNAL

Sandra <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily. Italy - Saturday, December 6, 2003 1:44 AM CST

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I'll keep you in my prayers.
Blake <cstewart1@se.rr.com>
FL - Saturday, December 6, 2003 0:00 AM CST

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Will say extra Prayers for you Amy~ They will find a way to get this taken care of, you have way too much work ahead of you in life! Hang in there. Good luck with the piercing OUCH! Have a fun time with your friends this week-end.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Friday, December 5, 2003 9:31 PM CST

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Amy,
I'm convinced that you will be able to overcome the obstacles that have been placed in your path. Your spirit will survive!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 8:34 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I know I've said it before, but I'll say it again, you are an amazing young woman. I check up on you every day and say a prayer for you more often than that. I'll pray extra hard now that you get some good news soon.
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 6:59 PM CST

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hey there amy....just wanted to pop in and let you know that there isnt a day that i am online that i dont come and check for updates and continue to send good thoughts and prayers....you are an inspiration. hon just keep on fighting as the nasty C doesnt deserve anything BUT a heckova fight. stay strong hon....take care, T
theresa <alyce0002@aol.com>
ia us - Friday, December 5, 2003 6:19 PM CST

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Your spirit is amazing...I am hoping, praying and cheering for you!! Your wonderful attitude will see you through...wishing everything good for you!!
Rosemary Harris www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 4:59 PM CST

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I'm praying that everything will be okay with you. You are a remarkable lady. Keep positive, and stay strong Amy!!
Gina Falcon <gianfalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 9:35 AM CST

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I've been following your Journal updates for so long now that I honestly don't remember where I first got the link.
Hope you get some good news. I wish you the best of luck.
Blake <cstewart1@se.rr.com>
Fl - Thursday, December 4, 2003 11:25 PM CST

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Hi, Amy - I am never sure where to start in responding to your cheerful, introspective, optimistic, concerned messages you so faithfully send to us all. Then I read all the good notes you have received and the fabulous support crew you have out there, and I am a bit pressed for the proper words. I am sure our paths will cross again on 5 B
and as some one else has written, we should compile a booklet of the fabulous quotes with which you end each message - there is nothing stronger. I think of you daily, and have such great hopes for you. Oh, congratulations on the college acceptances - guess you don't need my husband for help. Good on ya! Talk to you soon with love and caring -
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 4, 2003 8:47 PM CST

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You are an amazing young woman! I know my Rachael would have admired your strength!
May only positive things happen to you! May you enjoy health and remission!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Thursday, December 4, 2003 5:01 PM CST

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My brother went to Concordia in Moorhead, but I went to Moorhead State - both are good schools! Moorhead is a great college town! Best of luck with wherever you choose to go!

I keep praying for you - your positive attitude is what will get you through!
Leisha
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 7:44 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I haven't written in a while but I have to tell you again that I think you are about the coolest young lady I know :-) I love your quotes and you are sooo inspirational to Mark and I and I'm sure many others. In one of your entries you wrote that only half the fight is the medicines, Drs. etc and the other half is the mind. I really believe that is very true with nearly all things in life. I think the mind is probably more than half of success. Without a positve attitude, everything else doesn't have a foundation to work on. Keep fighting--you really do have the world behind you and we are all fighting, praying and feeling with you and for you. I think it is great how you share your postive and negative feelings with us; we can pray the harder. You are GREAT and I hope you hear from your Drs. soon! Lots of hugs to you......
Darlene Felling <efelling@albanytel.com>
Albany, - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 8:55 AM CST

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Hi Amy
No news is certainly good news?? I watched a show last night about surgeons taking out a tumor of the lung. I was shocked on how it looked! It looked like a kidney or something - it was very large. I had a renewed sense of empathy for you and what you have to go through. We are always thinking of you and Davis said to NOT be good, hmmmm, bad influence here.... hahaha just kidding.

Santa is watching you........
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 2:55 PM CST

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Hi AMY
How's it going? Waiting to hear what's up with your plan of care....You hang in there. All things are possible with GOD. Sending positive waves your way..Good night
Jeanine
VA - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:24 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Thank you for the up-dates,I look in on your site daily and always have something new to read!You are beautiful inside and out and so loved by your internet family god will heal you.Love from here in the U.K.Hayley and family XXXXX
Hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Monday, December 1, 2003 5:20 PM CST

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I'm hanging in there for you in prayer today, Amy. May the "docs" have some encouraging news! And Amy, when you're feeling down or scared, it's great when you share that here....then we all know how to support you, even though some of us are strangers.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 4:27 PM CST

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Sending you TONS of hugs then OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

XO Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, December 1, 2003 3:13 PM CST

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hi amy.sorry about ur illness my daugther is 2 years old and has hurlers syndrome.hurlers syndrome is a life threating syndrome and there is know cure.katilynn is taking enzyme replacement treatment and is doing some better she has to take her treatment every 2 weeks for the rest of her life but she is like u she is a real fighter.u might have the courage to fight this and not let it win.and only faith in god is the only cure.here is katilynns page if u want to look at it and please sign her guest book thank you.www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom
kathy and katilynn preston <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
tomahawk, ky usa - Monday, December 1, 2003 3:09 PM CST

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Hi Amy,

This is Jackie, Eric Applen's sister. I just wanted to write to you to let you know that I am thinking of you. You are one tough woman and it is a person like you that makes me want to wake up in the morning and face the everyday struggles. I wish nothing but the best for you and your family on this long journey. After reading some of the entries I am amazed at the amount of spirit and courage you hold within yourself. Everybody out here is routin' for you. Keep up the fight. It might sound odd in a way because I have never had the honor of meeting you but you are one of my heroes. You are forever in my thoughts and prayers and you know that if you need anything our family is here for you at the drop of a hat. Hopefully I will have the HONOR of meeting you one day. Please take care of yourself...
Jackie Applen <applen33@yahoo.com>
Winona, MN 55987 - Monday, December 1, 2003 1:27 PM CST

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hi AMY
Hope you had fun over the Holiday. Resting up here. I did have family visitng from NY. Can you believe it was near 80 here on Fri night as we did the light show on the broadwalk. AMAZING. Now 40's today. You take care..............
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 8:17 PM CST

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hi amers, tori is finally feeling better, we missed the deadline for the ks95 radiothon interview with vann and cheryl i hope your story will be aired this year, tori will be involved in some other way. i am so happy you recieved great news this weekend. keep your chin and smile up!!!!love,dawn and tori
dawn <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, November 29, 2003 3:23 PM CST

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Aww, your acceptance to SCSU makes me wish I was still there... Congrats on all the terrific news, girlie! Keep your chin up!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Saturday, November 29, 2003 12:16 AM CST

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Amy, that is all AWESOME news!! Survivor you are, how nice to get letters from special people, congratulations on the acceptance, and HIP HIP HORAY on the scans!!!!!! Tons of great things, and all the more reason to keep the celebration of THANKSGIVING going on for a few more days. (I was looking for permission to eat more pumpkin pie) So many things to be thankful for! Have a great weekend!
Elzabeth
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 0:17 AM CST

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Amy I am so glad that you received lots of good news!
Thanksgiving was good here, and I love the nice long
week-end!!!!! Hope you have a good week-end.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:18 PM CST

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WOW lots of awesome news!!
You deserve some good news!
Im glad you had a good Thanksgiving.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:03 PM CST

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Glad to hear that you had a good Thanksgiving. You deserve all of the great things that are happening to you. We do not know you very well, but you sure seem to be a wonderful person. Hope all continues to go well for you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Friday, November 28, 2003 4:59 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Glad you had a good thanksgiving!We dont celebrate it here in the U.K.Glad you got good news again from the doctor you deserve that and more.Lots of love Hayley and family U.K.
Hayley
Leeds, U.K. - Friday, November 28, 2003 4:29 PM CST

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A good person like you deserves all the good news you can get. Four in one morning, grrrrreat. Enjoy your days off from school and shop until you drop tonight. We all have so much to be thank-full for so we can say everyday is Thanksgiving day, without all the good food tho. Keep enjoying your life, and keep us up to date. We all enjoy you and your entrys so much.
T.S.
- Friday, November 28, 2003 3:59 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
Hope you had a GREAT Turkey Day!!!
Were praying hard for you sweety.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:22 AM CST

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Hi Amy,

Just found your web page today and stopped to say "hi" and I hope you ate your weight in turkey today!

Take care,
Terry Josephson www.caringbridge.org/canada/julianna <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, November 28, 2003 0:24 AM CST

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Happy Turkey Day Amy!!!! Hope your day was as nice as you are!!!!!!! Enjoy your day off school on friday!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:03 PM CST

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING. I hope you had a great day.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
gilbert, mn - Thursday, November 27, 2003 9:33 PM CST

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from North Carolina.

Hope you had a great day!!!
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.co,>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, November 27, 2003 8:40 PM CST

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING - with love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 8:37 PM CST

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~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Happy Thanksgiving*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I hope you had a GREAT TURKEY DAY !!!!!
www.caringbridge.org/il/lucas <crazyw4k1@comcast.net>
Bridgeview, IL. USA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 8:29 PM CST

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 7:34 PM CST

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Happy Thanksgiving, Amy! My prayers are with you...
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Thursday, November 27, 2003 5:59 PM CST

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Amy, I just wanted to wish you a very Happy Thanksgiving. I hope that you have a day full of great food, family, and good friends. You continue to be such an inspiration to all of us, and we couldn't be more proud of how you rise to every challenge. Stay tough, possitive, and aggressive. Enjoy your day, and make sure you eat lots! Many prayers will be coming your way today!
Love ya~ Elzabeth
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 8:54 AM CST

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Amy-
Miracles happe everyday and you are proof pf that. Did Maddie ever tell you that her cousin, Cameron, was treated for osteogenic sarcoma? I think he was diagnosed 6 years ago and finished treatment like 3 years ago and is doing really well.
I check on you all of the time, and saw you had signed Maddie's site. so it prompted me to come on over and write a little note...we are thinking about you and praying that you keep on surprising the doctors until you are completely healed...
Have a great Thanksgiving!!!! And behave!
Sara <sdornisch@medtox.com>
Mpls, Mn - Thursday, November 27, 2003 7:10 AM CST

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Just wanted to wish you and your Family a Happy Thanksgiving. Keeping you in my Prayers for some
good news tomorrow.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Thursday, November 27, 2003 7:01 AM CST

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Hey Aimster!! I reallllllly hope that everything turns out for you!!! You deserve it so bad. I don't know a person that is like you who can fight, fight and then fight some more. I admire you so much...just remember that! I worked today, and I was really looking forward to you coming in to eat so I could wait on you, but I saw NO AMY! Oh well, maybe next time! Take care and Happy Thanksgiving.
Jillbert <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 0:09 AM CST

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Amy, You are such a wonderful young lady. I am so inspired after I read your journal. You can do anything you want. You are so strong. I love it. Have a great Thanksgiving and be safe and careful. Miss you lots.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
Gilbert, MN - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:14 PM CST

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Hi. I found your page from your link on Anna's page.
You sure have gone through a lot and have an awsome attitude. I hope everything with the scans are okay.
I will read your entire journal history a bit at a time.
My husband is also a Vikings fan. :)
I hope you have a Wonderful Thanksgiving.
Hugs and Hope, Love and Prayers to you from us.

Aisalynn's Page
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 10:12 PM CST

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hi amers, have a happy thanksgiving time with your family, we love you and always check up on you daily, take care! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 8:05 PM CST

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Good luck to you.. Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 7:10 PM CST

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Hi Amy: I came to your site through Addison's and Lucas's sites. We were all together in MN last year at this time. You are an incredible young lady so full of strength and grace. I so admire your positive attitude. I will be checking on you and keeping you in my prayers.
Donna Volz <www.caringbridge.org/ia/collin ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 1:35 PM CST

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Amy, Just clicked on so my thoughts all afternoon will be positve ones for you, and strength returning one's for Laura as she gets her platelet booster. You are such a inspiration for all of us, love and we'll anxiously await your news.
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 12:49 AM CST

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Amy, you can count on prayers from me, FOR SURE! I will be thinking of, and praying for, you all day. Stay strong and possitive. Love
Elzabeth
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 10:26 AM CST

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Ill be Praying for clear bone scans.
You are such an awesome young woman,You have such strength and faith.
I hope you have a Great ThanksGiving.

Hugs and Prayers

Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 9:59 AM CST

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Praying, praying, PRAYING those scans are clear. AMEN!!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 9:12 AM CST

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Praying for you that the bone scan will be clear of cancer.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 0:57 AM CST

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Amy I will keep you in my Prayers that the scans show good news. Keep on thinking those powerful thoughts of beating this! You will do this I just know it. Drive safely tomorrow.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:38 PM CST

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING AMY. Your in our thoughts and prayers. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:41 PM CST

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God bless you sweet girl, all will be well.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 8:14 PM CST

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Hi AMY
You hang in there. You have a great Thanksgiving. You never know what tomorrow will bring Relish today. My fender bender yesterday brought that to light as I sat in the ER waiting Xrays . Always could be worse. Thankful for the blessings of the day. Love your folks, friends and family daily...and most of all enjoy the turkey and stuffing(hehe) Bye......
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 6:51 PM CST

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Amy,
I know you are anxious and I pray for peace. I hope you did well on your bombardement of tests today and try and have a good Thanksgiving.

Take care sweetie, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 11:44 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
Wow! The picture of you is great! Have a Happy Thanksgiving!
Kathy Haws
1000 Oaks, CA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 1:21 AM CST

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Hi Amy - Hang in there with the snow and waiting to hear from your doctors. We've got our fingers crossed for you. It's also been very snowy here and the slopes are open! Glad you got out to purchase some new movies for the hospital. Surely the patients will enjoy that! Good luck on those tests and then have a Happy Thanksgiving!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Monday, November 24, 2003 2:54 PM CST

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Good luck to you. You are a beautiful person inside and out. I hope that pray that only good happens for you.
Dede Roth <www.caringbridge.org/mo/jackiesjourney pjroth@bigrivertel.net>
Cape Girardeau, - Monday, November 24, 2003 11:49 AM CST

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hi amers, we are home, tori is recovering, its going to take awhile because of her blister outbreak. i wanted to tell you we had amy for a nurse for two days, one of your favorites, and it was her birthday this last saturday. thanks for all of your prayers and thoughts for tori, hope you are doing great and enjoying one day at a time!!! same as us!! love to you,oxoxo dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Monday, November 24, 2003 10:31 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I found your site through links from other sites.. I just created my own caringbridge site last night. We are around the same age so I figured I had to at least sign your guestbook!! I was reading through your past journal entries, I love how you include so much of "life" in it.. ie it's not all about cancer. That's the way to do it!! I need to start doing that. I love your positive attitude, through it all you STILL find that inner strength to fight fight fight. You have the spirit of a winner.
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
- Sunday, November 23, 2003 10:10 PM CST

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Amy
A COLD....Try some Vitamin C either the juice or vits. Really does help and rest too Good luck on your exams........SENDING SMILES................
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 6:21 PM CST

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Hi Amy
Gosh snow at this time of the year!Its cold here in the U.K.but no snow!My kids would love it but we dont get much nowadays.Hope you continue to feel good make sure you have nothing worse than the cold.Love Hayley and family U.K. XXXXX
Hayley <hayleyspence1@hotmail.com>
Leeds, U.K. - Sunday, November 23, 2003 5:25 PM CST

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Hi Amy-
Yup, we're snowed in here too. I looked at your new pictures, and I love your Halloween costume! That was great! Funny about the black lines...oops! Have a fun snow day, and take care of that cold!
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Sunday, November 23, 2003 2:34 PM CST

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Amy'

Sorry it's been so long since I've signed your guestbook, but things have been very hectic around here. I always think about you and your incredible strength and true spirit. We are praying for you as you continue to battle this crappy cancer. Hope you have a wounderful Thanksgiving.

Take care
Brian Zipter (Brittany's Dad) <bp.zip@verizon.net>
Tampa, Fl - Sunday, November 23, 2003 11:37 AM CST

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HI AMY
SNOW WOW COLD>>>>>> Have a great THANKSGIVING. The pictures from the dance are very nice. Have fun and don't get too cold out in the snow....
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 9:01 AM CST

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~~KATIA'S PAGE~~

TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 8:00 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I hope you think feeling good!
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving season.
Hugs,
Gloria <SimplicityMD@comcast.net>
Owings Mills, MD USA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 7:10 PM CST

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Amy - I'm not sure you remember us but I still think of you often. Your gift of the purple blanket to Mandy was so wonderful. She cherished it and used it everyday because it was from a girl who was going through the same thing she was. She never gave up on her fight and I hope you never do either! You have been such an inspiration to the other kids on 5B. Keep YOUR goals and dreams alive and you will WIN! I will continue to look in and pray for you. Thanks again and God Bless.
Shannon Gatewood (Mandy's mom)caringbridge.org/mn/mandy <jsgatewood@yahoo.com>
Princeton, MN USA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 10:51 AM CST

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Hi Amy,
I just returned from visiting Laura who is pretty much induced-sleeping through her week of chemo. Good news is 3 days down and two to go. You are a good friend to her and all of us Jahnke's and we appreciate your thoughtfulness toward Laura during her difficult times. And we certainly keep you in our thoughts and prayers as well. I just read your past week's postings and was sorry to see the news about the growth but know that you will continue to persevere.
You, Laura and Tori will be the prayer focus for tonight.
God bless.
Doug
Doug Jahnke <cdj04@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 10:35 PM CST

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Hi AMY
GOOD JOB on getting those apps out before the holidays.It does matter to get them in there.I think my daughter did about 6 schools and my son 3 or 4 when they did theirs. NO ONE is guaranteed tomorrow so live it the best today. Enjoy all your days. You always manage to find something good in a day. I admire that about you AMY. Wellness is not perfect health it is doing the best with what we have and striving to make it better, Good night....
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 8:52 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I know the future is very scary but I know you will do great! Afterall you made it this far! Good luck on finding a good school. My 17 year old daughter is doing the same thing! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 8:32 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

Every time I walk down the hall to 5B when Olivia is in I see your poster NEVER GIVE UP. It is my inspiration to never give up the hope, the faith, the work ahead as well as to never let it all overcome me. I hope I can pass that on to Olivia, her mom and the rest of our family as well. You are always in our thoughts and prayers, you have become part of us. I wish, as all of us do, I could answer the whys and whens - for you, for Olivia, for all of you. We all believe in you and you will win battles. This site is also for us - you are our inspiration! But remember, you are not alone.

NEVER GIVE UP Amy... as if you would ... or could!!!
Mike Munns (Olivia Simon's stepdad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 2:29 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
You don't know me, but I read your website and pray for good results on your tests. You have a wonderful attitude and that will see you through. Thinking of you everyday...and sending all the best wishes I possibly can.
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 11:28 AM CST

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Hey Amy
Here's to GREAT news on those scans. Your attitude will beat the tumor because how can it dare not to? I wouldn't want to fight against you! It'll work out. Keep the faith, keep the positiveness (I know how hard that is) for your mind will conquer over matter.....
mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 10:46 AM CST

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Hi Amy-
Thank you so much for being such an inspiration to us all! You've accomplished and learned so much more in your life than many adults could ever imagine. To live everyday to the fullest and enjoy everything God has given to us. Life has given you so many blows and you just pick right back up with your awesome attitude! You truly bring my spirits up when I'm having a hard day. Please know you're helping out many others in your journals.
Love, Nick, Kari and Anna Nalevanko
www.caringbridge.org/ia/annanalevanko
The Nalevanko's <knalevanko@cdsfulfillment.com>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Hey girl. I just wanted to stop by and say hi, and let you know I'm praying HARD for you as always! You have such a positive attitude Amy, and you're such a fighter...hang in there, you will kick this thing in the butt!! Take care, I'll stop by again soon!
Your pal,
Lauren :-)
Lauren http://www.caringbridge.com/ks/lauren <Yankeegrl11714@aol.com>
ks USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 2:19 AM CST

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Just a note to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.carinbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 10:02 PM CST

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hi amers, we are right there with you all the way and so is God, He is with you too!!! we were hoping to see you this week, jill, margaret, and berta will be sleeping over in tori's room on friday night, so i can go to college in the morning!! sure love you and are praying for you, dawn and torixoxoxo
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 9:17 PM CST

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Just a visitor from Michigan. God is good, and he will carry you. You have an amazing attitude for a teenager facing this, I couldn't have done that at your age. I will add you to my prayer list, so much sickness, My friend has cancer too, and when I think of her, I will pray for you. Keep your positive attitude and kick this thing...hard!!
A caring visitor
MI - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 8:56 PM CST

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Hi AMy
What about some radiation on the chest? shrink it , with both that and chemo and then go for the surgery. Any 2nd opinions on the chest? Thinking about you lots.. Staying positive, look at all the options. You can do it!! Hang in there girl Can't wait to see the Dance pics....
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 8:45 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
Haven't had time yet to read your history, but I wanted you to know I checked in on you today and will remember you in my prayers this evening. You have an awesome attitude!! God bless.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@earthlink.net>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 8:26 PM CST

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Amy-
You are the kind of teenager that is a TRUE role model...i wish young girls would look up to young women like you...they would learn what life is really about...that when things don't go your way, adjust and move on, and life is to be lived each day, with all you have...
I am amazed at your perpespective and know that your spirit cannot be dampened...
You have so many people cheering you on...I hope you feel the support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maddie Paguyo's Aunt,
Sara Dornisch <sdornisch@medtox.com>
Mpls, MN - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 2:21 PM CST

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Amy,

I have been following your website for quite some time. You are AWESOME. You are such an inspiration to us all. Keep fighting. You are in my prayers and thoughts daily.
Pam <pmandich74@hotmail.com>
Shoreview, mn - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 1:48 PM CST

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"Some people see a closed door
and turn away.
Others see a closed door,
try the knob,
if it doesn't open...
they turn away.
Still others see a closed door,
try the knob,
if it doesn't open,
they find a key,
if the key doesn't fit...
they turn away.
A rare few see a closed door,
try the knob,
if it doesn't open,
they find a key,
if the key doesn't fit...

They make one."

~Author Unknown~
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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"In the midst of pain, there is peace.
In the heart of sorrow, there is kindness.
In the midst of loss, there is hope." ~Author Unknown~

"I am not concerned that you have fallen; I am concerned that you arise." ~Abraham Lincoln~

"When you come to the end of all the light you know, and it's time to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that one of two things shall happen; either you will be given something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly." ~Edward Teller~


Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
MN - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 11:41 AM CST

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Stay strong and positive, Amy! We are thinking of you and sending love and big hugs!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 10:22 AM CST

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Amy,
Since I started on Caringbridge, you all have taught me what your quote stated, Things could always be worse...like it and live by it. I know you do too and I just know things are going to turn out for you. You're the NUTS girlfriend!

Love ya, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 18, 2003 7:55 AM CST

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Hello Amy!
Just wanted to thank you for coming to "Scooter's" swimming lesson. It meant alot to him and to me too! I mean, you are so special and I want to thank you for the time you spend with my children because I can only hope they learn how to be as courageous and full of love and life as you are! You are very inspirational and such a beautiful person, both inside and out(those dimples are enough to make any heart melt:) Thanks again for making our day! Please know that we are cheering you on and keep you in our prayers! You go girl! And yes, I'm writing this through watery eyes:) I told you I'm a real whimp:)
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, November 17, 2003 10:56 PM CST

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Hello Amy!
Just wanted to thank you for coming to "Scooter's" swimming lesson. It meant alot to him and to me too! I mean, you are so special and I want to thank you for the time you spend with my children because I can only hope they learn how to be as courageous and full of love and life as you are! You are very inspirational and such a beautiful person, both inside and out(those dimples are enough to make any heart melt:) Thanks again for making our day! Please know that we are cheering you on and keep you in our prayers! You go girl! And yes, I'm writing this through watery eyes:) I told you I'm a real wimp:)
Amy Opatz <ajopatz@albanytel.com>
Albany, MN - Monday, November 17, 2003 10:51 PM CST

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Hey Amy!
I just came across your site and you are so inspiring! I guess I felt I needed to sign your guestbook because I'm your age and I just think that you are soo much braver than I could ever be! Keep fighting and you'll be in my prayers!
Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@hotmail.com >
Clearwater, FL - Monday, November 17, 2003 5:45 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

You have a very stong will. Your courage is amazing. Your strength is admirable. It is sometimes hard to remember that you are only a young girl. I know our 9 month battle was ardourous. I can't imagine 4 years.
I will be praying that a new protocol will be found to help you in this latest "bump". I will be praying that it won't be to hard on you. I will be praying you will be able to enjoy all the things a senior should be enjoying. Please know that we are praying for you and you continue to be in our thoughts. Stay strong!!
Lisa and Lindsey <silvergirl0203@verizon.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey, - Monday, November 17, 2003 3:46 PM CST

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Hi Amy. My name is Patty Patterson, I have been a daily visitor to Khalita's site. What a wonderful person who has helped me back on my road to serving the Lord. I am praying for you. Keep your chin up. I have had many friends with Cancer. THey need all the love and support they can get. I hope I can get to know you better. Take care and I will talk to you soon. If you ever need to talk please contact me by email-patterpl@ihs.org.
Patty Patterson <Patterpl@ihs.org>
Des Moines, IA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 1:30 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I have to agree with you about the attitude thing. My dad lived a very long time after being told he only had one year to live. I think the main thing that kept him going was BELIEVING he would be okay. That and his faith in God that He would be there for him and help him. He definitely surprised a lot of folks. I have to believe you will too. You are an awesome young lady. Know that you will be in my heart and in my prayers. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Monday, November 17, 2003 11:23 AM CST

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Hi Amy! We've never met and I'm not even sure how I ended up at your website, but I just needed to let you know that you are an inspiration to everyone! I absolutely love your attitude! You go girl! If we could bottle up your determination and sell it, I know I'd buy some!
Sue Kirtz
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 11:12 AM CST

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Amy, Keep up the positive attitude! You are such an inspiration!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Monday, November 17, 2003 10:40 AM CST

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Dear Amy,
Keep up the fight! With your strength and attitude, you'll get through this. Sending out those positive thoughts and prayers!


Karin, mom to Christine, dx pre-B ALL, 12/01 <karin.mika@law.csuohio.edu>
Berea, Ohio USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 9:35 AM CST

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Amy,

We are here to help you through this. I know what it is like to have to battle this beast; you have the strength, courage and determination to beat this again.

Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you always.


Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:41 AM CST

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Amy, I am thinking about you.I will keep you in my prayers, and I will pray hard!
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 16, 2003 11:40 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Gosh darn it!! I wish we could know why?? Amy your a very very strong person... look at how far you've come.. Keep up with everything you've been doing! I look up to you and all the will power and strength and beauty you have in you, your a TRUE fighter and I'm so proud of you! Remember that I love you so much and you are continuly in my prayers!! You FightIt Girl!
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@attbi.com>
- Sunday, November 16, 2003 10:54 PM CST

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Amy,
Thank you so much for signing Lucas's guestbook. Your positive attitude and determination is so inspiring. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We know the frustration that you are feeling trying to fight this battle. We are going through the same thing right now. Don't ever give up. We will win!!!

Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:33 PM CST

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Hi AMY
I went to Washington DC Temple yesterday. and as I passed the prayer roll your name went on it. It will be there 2 weeks where many people will lift you up in prayer and support to the Lord. I hadn't heard the news but felt you needed prayer and went ahead. Glad I did. You are so RIGHT. Wellness comes from within. It it more than a test result. The mental, and spiritual , Psychological elements are key to healing. You stay strong. We love your determination. Talk to you again soon !!!
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:00 PM CST

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I found your site by way of Alex Haigler who mentions Matthew. I saw your pictures of you and your friends. I just wanted to let you know great friends are hard to find. Surround your life with great friends and Jesus and your hardest days will soon pass by. Without even meeting you, I ADMIRE your courage and drive to fight. God Bless, May the Lord be with you and your friends always.
Michaelle Lewis
Simspsonville, sc USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:31 PM CST

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I came here from Khalita's site and just wanted you to know you will be in my prayers just hang in there and look to the Lord where your help will come and the one that will never leave nor forsake you he is a good God and so full of love and mercy.
Michele
ky usa - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:16 PM CST

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Amy,
I am sorry I haven't signed your guestbook lately. Please know that I stop by frequently. I missed a few days and am so sorry that Cancer has reared it's ugly head yet again. I am amazed at the wonderful, upbeat attitude you have. I know that you are tired and have fought so hard, but you can do this. I know that Jesus will carry you along with his strong arms. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for keeping us updated and will stop by again soon. Hang in there, lean on us. We are all here for you.

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@aol.com>
O'Fallon (St. Louis), MO - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:03 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Wow what incredible strength you have. I will be praying for you as well. You are so right about having the right attitude, I watch my son who is 12 show the kinda determination you have through cancer treatment. Great pictures of you and your friends. You are truly a beautiful girl. Peace & Blessings to you. www.caringbridge.org/nv/richie
The Shannon Family, Sheri, Rich, Richie & Randy <sheri@nevada.edu>
Sparks, NV - Sunday, November 16, 2003 7:56 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I came over from Khalita's site. I do not have time right now to read your history, but I will be back on another day. In the meantime you will be in my prayers.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, November 16, 2003 6:13 PM CST

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Hi Amy, it's Helen from England here again. I have just come back to your site after not visiting for a while. I'm sorry I've not dropped in a bit more often. I was sad to read about your scans showing some growth but it always amazes me to learn about your courage fighting this disease. I enjoyed your poem on the site too. You are a great writer. It sounds like you have a fun setting of friends around you. It was very "kind" of them to take you to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre! Keep smiling Amy! I'll come back and visit you soon.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, http://www.caringbridge.org/page/helenhudspith - Sunday, November 16, 2003 5:50 PM CST

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Amy, You are an amazing girl! Keep up the faith and the good attitude! You have alot of love and support coming your way! Prayers being sent overtime to get over this detour in your road of life! Take care and remember, you can do it!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Sunday, November 16, 2003 4:41 PM CST

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Amy,

You're welcome. Glad to see your chin is up! With God all things are possible, you WILL beat this. I'm standing with you in prayer. Glad you had a good day. Take care.
Tonia <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
Champlin, MN - Sunday, November 16, 2003 2:45 PM CST

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Thinking of you today Amy- I hope you are doing well-
You have so many of us Praying for you and you are such
a strong person- I truely believe that you are going to beat this and with all you have gone through you have helped the medical research. I am just so sorry that you have to go through this again. Some day you are going to hear the words that you have been longing to hear. Hang in there and as hard as it is keep strong. We love you Amy!
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Sunday, November 16, 2003 10:17 AM CST

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I signed yesterday but I'm back. I'm thinking about you all the time and wanted to let you know I'm lifting you up in prayer. HUGS! I'll be back again tomorrow too. I'm here. I want to be right by your side as you fight. We have a big brother named Jesus who can kick cancer's butt!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:31 PM CST

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Dear Amy hello there i am Alisha' dad and we check your site daily. I just wanted to let you no you are in are prayers daily. Alisha used to say I will fight fight fight as she did till the end.I no that she is looking out for you so keep a smile on your face and a possitive attitude in your mind and you will come out of this ok. we no how hard the fight is but all I can say is fight fight fight.And God bless thanks for remembering us.The Osterbur's
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, sd - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:07 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
I have only written in your guestbook once to tell you what a truly inspirational young women you are, which you are!! I remember when I was your age and the only turmoil in my life was will or will I not be asked to the prom, how sad. I check your site everyday and feel so sad for you and your family. My husband, children and I will pray extra hard for you!! Please know that your in our thoughts, hearts and prayers.

Best wishes, prayers, and miracles to you! You certainly deserve them.
Vicky, Brian, Mark and Tayler Tiedemann <bvmt@fiai.net>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 5:05 PM CST

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Amy,

Hey hun. I'm so sorry to hear your latest update. Know that we are all behind you, and that you are free to call upon God any time, and He will hear your prayers. We're praying for you! Remember to look up. There is hope.
Tonia <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
Champlin, MN - Saturday, November 15, 2003 4:15 PM CST

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Hey Amy,

I haven't written in your guestbook in a while, but after reading this update, I fealt that I needed to say hey. Like I said before I am 17 years old and was diagnosed with Hodgkins last year. I was lucky enough to beat and continue to stay in remission. I will keep you in my prayers, I know this is hard, I can't and in some ways can imagine what you are going through. Stay strong for all of us.

God Bless,

Christie <Kitzers3@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/nc/survivor>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 3:45 PM CST

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Oh honey, I'm so sorry... You did nothing to deserve this. You don't deserve it. Some things just happen, as dumb as that sounds. Just know that we all continue to pray, love and support you. "The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." -Exodus 14:14
Tara <nanners994@hotmail.com>
Champlin, MN - Saturday, November 15, 2003 2:37 PM CST

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Hey Amy...I'm SOOOO sorry to hear the terribble news. YOU DON'T DESERVE THIS!!! I don't even know what to say. I hope you come out of this beating this damn thing. Even though it's hard to, keep fighting and smiling. Everyone is here for you...I know I am! If you ever need anything, I'm always here!!! I'm praying for you. Bye Amy! Love you lots!!!
Jill Schiffler <jillschiffler@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 1:34 PM CST

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hi amers, i am so sorry to hear this news and upset over this!!!! i am hoping and praying for Gods wisdom with the doctors, to try and do something for you. we send our love and biggest hugs to you today!!! don't give up amy, we will see you in the hospital next week, tori has surgery on wed. laura will be in too for that week, so please stop in and see us. we love you, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, November 15, 2003 12:36 AM CST

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dear amy
i read your journal entry i dont know you but im so proud of you. to except what you have been given and deal with it head on.. to me thats a true fighter.my son mitchell fought this battle for 15months and he didnt give up.just like you amy i can feel it from your journal entry. mitchell is now my angel in heaven to send my prayers to.
ill be waitng to read about your good news amy keep fighting you got it inyou along with alot of prayers
abbie
«♥Mitchell♥»

abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
tru, ns can - Saturday, November 15, 2003 12:02 AM CST

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Dearest Amy,
Just read your update, and I am in tears!!! The battle you are fighting is terrible. I fought the battle with my son Colby, but our HEAVENLY FATHER took him home this past June 12th. You keep on fighting, and we will be praying, and praying, and praying for you. GOD BLESS. Your spirit and drive is remarkable, but also remember, "thy will be done!" We will be praying that his will is to leave you here on earth for a while (long while) longer!!!!! If you have a chance, get the book "THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE," by RICK WARREN. It is great reading and gives lots of meaning. I admire your courage and strength and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers while sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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Amy: I am sorry to hear your news but know that so many people continue to pray for you. I was just in Jenna Langer's website & you left her a message to keep fighting shortly before you heard the results of your tests! What an amazing giving person you are. With all of your burdens you take the time & give someone else your courage & support. God has special plans for you! Stay strong and keep the faith!
Mary
New ULm, mn - Saturday, November 15, 2003 11:41 AM CST

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Amy - I read your site every day to check on you and I am soo bummed about your news. But from what I can tell about you - you won't give up... fight fight fight - if there is anyone who can it is you!
Stay strong - sounds like your doctor knows what he is doing - there is hope yet!
Thoughts going your way!
Missy Colley http://www.caringbridge.org/va/missemma3/ <miss.emma@verizon.net>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 11:30 AM CST

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Hi Amy
I want to say things inappropriate for the guestbook so I'll say them outloud at home and just know that it ticks me off that this stupid confounded disease keeps creeping back into your life.

WHY? Isn't that just a loaded question? What exactly is God's plan for you? I wish I could tell you to ease the suffering your going through internally and externally.

I pray and pray for you. Always have hope, Always have faith, Always know that your loved and thought about.

Dear Lord, Thank you that Amy's doctors DON'T give up and continue to work on a treatment plan to keep her heathy. Please guide her doctors towards a treatment that will take this disease away and kick it's dupa out of her system. Please give Amy the strength to yet again, face another possible surgery and more treatments. In Jesus Christ's name... AMEN.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:47 AM CST

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Amy,

I am so very sorry to hear the news about your scans. What a relief that you have Neglia working on your side, he's got all the connections. Just know and feel all the love and prayers you (and your family) have coming in through your web site. I will pray specifically for better days coming up, and for a new successful plan of care. Thank you for keeping us updated-- even when the news is not what we expected.

Sara Freking and family <sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:40 AM CST

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Oh Amy Im am so sorry.
I will continue to pray for you.

Hugs and prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, Fl USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:18 AM CST

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.:.Amy.:. I know you don't have the "slightest" idea who I am... but as I was talking with my aunt (Taylor Hancock's mother) this morning, she told me about your fight with cancer and I couldn't resist leaving you a quick note. I want you to know that your in my prayers. Each time I hear about a story of a person's fight with cancer, I am humbled. I admire your strength and fortitude. I respect your faith; I, too, know that God is watching over you and your family, and that he is listening to your prayers. God loves all of His children, and I firmly believe that you are a special spirit and that He loves you tremendously. It's hard sometimes to understand why things happen the way that they do. I guess all that we are able to do is keep in mind that there is a bigger plan. I pray that you will continue to be strong and that God will bless you and your family with comfort. I want you to know that you are on the thoughts of so many that you have never met and have left an impression upon my heart. Feel free to e-mail me at anytime.. and I will continue to check up on you from time to time. I hope all is well. God bless.
Janice Taylor <Janct10@aol.com>
Portsmouth, VA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:14 AM CST

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Amy,
I am so sorry that this horrid cancer won't go away. I am thinking about you every day. You are my hero!
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 8:29 AM CST

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Amy~
I am adding my prayers. Keep the faith.*
laurie
wakefield, ma - Saturday, November 15, 2003 7:36 AM CST

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Amy,
I'm so sorry that your scans came back the way they did. We will all pray a little harder for you. You are such an inspirational person. You carry way too much on your shoulders and yet, you see a lighter side to most things. When I check my caringbridge websites each day, yours is the first one I look at. I just totally think the world of you.

Stay positive, take care of yourself and try to enjoy each day. You always do that!!

This should be a time when you are just booking through your senior year in high school, worrying about what to wear to school tomarrow or boys!!, but you carry an extra load. Cancer sucks, it is so unfair. You did nothing to deserve this. God bless you sweetie! I hope you feel the love that everyone has for you, Amy!

Sandy Kleinfehn <kleinfehn_mom@hotmail.net>
Melrose, MN - Saturday, November 15, 2003 7:07 AM CST

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Amy,
Sweet girl, I am so sorry you didn't get the results you were hoping for. You must be so tired and discouraged. Let yourself feel down for a bit then get right back in that fight! You have a wonderful spirit and attitude. I'm here praying and so are a LOT of other people...it'll be okay.
Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 6:54 AM CST

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Amy- I am so sorry that your scans were not good. You have alot of people pulling for you and I just know that with your positive attitude that your great Doctor will pull something great out of his sleeve yet. I will keep you in my prayers. I too believe that you will do great things in your lifetime and this will make you all the more stronger for whatever that great thing will be. We love you Amy hang in there!
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 5:36 AM CST

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Hi Amy! Hang in there kiddo! You have such an amazing will to live- I am very confident you will beat this cancer!! I'll keep up on the prayers, and you just keep fighting~ you will come out the winner!
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Lisa (Michelle's friend) <weezjensen@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 2:04 AM CST

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Amy,
Hi!

Like so many others, I'm one of those people that has been reading your web site for quite some time but I have never written in your guest book. I did, however, send you an email about a month ago (because I tried to do a guest book entry and it didn't "take") and you were so sweet to even email me back! (I'm the one that had written to you about Sever's Corn Maze.)

Anyway, I am so sorry to hear that your scans were not what you were expecting them to be. I have had my fingers crossed for such a long time and most especially these past few days.....But I'm sure your doctor will come up with some great ideas and you will finally turn the corner on this thing! You have been so inspiring and we're all out here urging you on during your low moments....just close your eyes and you'll feel all of us reaching out to you.

Take Care!!
Sharon in Brooklyn Park <moibray@juno.com>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 0:00 AM CST

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There was never a truer statement than "Why do bad things happen to good people?" You - the most determined, positive person I know should not have to deal with all of these set backs. If anyone can beat it, you will. I'm pulling for you and love you-
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 10:54 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I have been checking in on you daily, but seldom leave you a note. After reading todays updates I had to stop by and let you know how sorry I am to read the news of your scans. I will say extra prayers that your doctor will find an unexpectedly easy solution to the spot on your lung. Then he can pull out a new trick for dealing with the rest of the spots. Just know that you are being prayed for lots of people. You have an amazing attitude and I know that you will beat this thing!!!
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 10:10 PM CST

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Amy-
I'm sorry to hear that your scans weren't what we wanted. I want to remind you that you have tons of people praying for you daily. You are such a great person and I know God has some great plans for your future... which is helping others. You are such an inspriation. Keep fighting this and YOU CAN BEAT IT!! Just remember you have so many people to turn to when you need it. Love you lots. Keep smiling everyday~
Margaret Knaeble <Knaeble33@hotmail.com>
Robbinsdale, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 10:08 PM CST

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Just wanting you to know someone else was praying for you.
Alyssa <AKDuncan2002@yahoo.com>
KS - Friday, November 14, 2003 9:58 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
Please know sweety we pray for you each day...
We are sending many hugs your way.
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, November 14, 2003 9:13 PM CST

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Amy,
I am sending you my wishes to get better soon!! I just came across your site and I wanted to write to tell you how inspirational you are to me. Warm wishes from Florida!
Susan <SLeuthold@yahoo.com>
Odessa, FL - Friday, November 14, 2003 8:54 PM CST

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I would love to talk to you and pray with you. Call me. I will email you my numbers and you can even call collect if you need to. In the meantime, know that I love you and am continuing to keep you close in thought and prayer. I know this has to be so hard. I also know that you are a fighter and no weapon formed against you shall prosper because you belong to the Lord. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, November 14, 2003 8:06 PM CST

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Amy, I have been to your site for a year now. I have not written to you until now. I have gone to your site everyday to restore my soul with your courage, strength and love of life. I hope you have heard my prayers and the prayers of others for you. Keep strong in your faith with God.
Paulette C <pcarlsonputt@aol.com>
Hopkins, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 7:43 PM CST

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I am sorry to hear that the news wasn't what you wanted to hear. Please know I will keep you in my prayers. Never give up!
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 7:16 PM CST

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Dear Amy,
My heart hurts for you today with the dismaying news that you received from your scan. Sometimes when I am very dismayed about things in life, I look closely at what God has to say me about it. I find words from the Bible a comfort. Here's what I found for you today:
This is in Isaiah 43: "The Lord who created you says, Fear not. You are mine. When you pass through the waters they will not overtake you and when you go through rivers they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire you will not be harmed because I love you and you are honored in my sight."
Never lose hope Amy. It's a powerful thing. And so is God. He is with you the whole way. I am still praying for you.........
Marie

Marie <gunderson-marie@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 6:55 PM CST

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Amy,
I'm so sorry to hear the news we didn't want to be. I know God has great things planned for your life here and it seems to include a tough battle against this crap called cancer. Hang in there kid and you will beat this! You are strong and determined and we are all praying for you. But, geez why does it have to be so difficult for you! I think after this battle you may become President or something!!!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, November 14, 2003 6:53 PM CST

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Oh Amy, Amy, Amy. Can you hear me screaming??? Cancer sucks!!! I hate cancer!!! And ... this is just not fair!!!

I know you will continue this fight with the same strength, courage and determination that you have always had. You are and inspiration to all of us, but I know that you'd love to be just a "normal" kid for awhile, without all these fears and concerns.

My only advise is to go out and have a great weekend with your friends! The day we found out about Laura's cancer being back, we went to the county fair, rode all the rides and ate until we were sick. Then we went back the next night and did the same thing plus the demolition derby. I wanted to badly to bash something, at least I could watch the cars bashing each other!

So sweetie, go out, enjoy, and know that we love you dearly!

With love,
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laruajahnke
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 6:43 PM CST

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Hi.
I've never left a mesage for you before (I'm a lurker ;)). But I have been reading your journal entries for quite some time. I was sorry to hear your news. But I'm impressed that you have been able to turn something so horrible into such a source of strength. I know that you will survive this so that you can pass that strength into others. Good luck in your battle.
Hannah
Hannah :) <h_lieberman@hotmail.com>
Morris, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 6:38 PM CST

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Thinking about you and praying for you as always. Blessings to you. I understand for sure about the LOOOOOOOONG clinic days. I hope you are feeling better soon. I love you!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, November 14, 2003 4:52 PM CST

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Amy! Hang in there, sweets! I'm praying!
Tara
Champlin, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 3:49 PM CST

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Sorry to hear you arent feeling so great ames, hope you're fully energized from your transfusion by now
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Friday, November 14, 2003 10:08 AM CST

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Amy,
Waiting to hear from you about your scans. Hope you are feeling better today. Rest up this weekend girl!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 8:10 AM CST

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Hope today is a better day for you and you got a good nights rest. Will be Praying that your scans a excellent! Have a great day.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 5:28 AM CST

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I'm going to bed with more than positive thoughts. Hope you sleep well, hugs and love -
Beth <beminer@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 10:49 PM CST

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Hi Amy! Just checking in to see how your day went. I bet you are all pooped out from your stressful day. Anticipation of test results is draining! Think posiive and hope that after a good nights sleep you feel well! I'm thinking positive thoughts for you and sending a prayer too!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Thursday, November 13, 2003 9:15 PM CST

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Good luck today, my prayers are with you. I'll check on you later!

Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 10:26 AM CST

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Hi AMY
Thinking of you as I head out to work and praying all goes well at the scans,I'll check in tonight. Take Care..
HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 6:32 AM CST

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Amy, I'll be thinking of you tomorrow! I'll be waiting to hear about your scans. Hope all goes very well! Glad your knot is almost worked out too! Take care!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 8:58 PM CST

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How did you like that snow today, Amy? I will be thinking of you lots tomorrow and eager for your report. Your positive attitude rubs off on us all. Bestest
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 5:48 PM CST

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Amy,
This cracked me up...."For Gov't we are doing a Stock buying and selling thing.
Does anyone know any good stocks to invest in right now, that would make lots of money over a 8 week period? It would be much helpful." Yeah, it would be helpful if a lot of people had that information! Including ME! We'd be rich! Sorry, just had to tease you a bit on that one. Glad things are uneventful and I'm praying your scans come back fine.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:59 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Today sounds like an average day. The headaches --do you think you need glasses or is it all from the treatments. Wondering if your eye sight is effected? Ask your school nurse to do a free eye screen for you !!I recently had 2 kids with headaches and it was the eyes. You have a good night...Stay Warm ... COLD in MN.......
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:19 PM CST

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Hi Amy, I love the pictures you have up right now. You look absolutely stunning in them all. My compliments to the photographer. I am also happy to hear that you had so much fun at Dawn of a dream. It does sound like an evening to remember for sure. Keep up that positive attitude, and don't let the bad guys get you down. I'm thinking about you, and praying for you always.

Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 9:05 AM CST

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hi there amy! i guess the thing that came to mind when i read the last part of your entry was you realizing that you have cancer...is that i have done the same thing...it has been over 20 years since my surgery for non hodgkins and now sometimes i think....whew!!! i survived. it really stinks goin thru what we have to to beat this disease..i remember telling my dad that i quit...no more tx...and he didnt listen...lol

i love your positive attitude..it is an inspiration. take care of yourself, live life to its fullest and kick the cancer to the curb...
alyce <alyce0002@aol.com>
dsm, ia us - Monday, November 10, 2003 9:24 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Don't pass out in Human Phy. that would be something.?! I bet you're right a low hgb or are you tired from all that partying(hehe). Yes we bought Nemo Tues last wk. Cool and sent a copy to NJ to our college kid . She loves it too!. How are the applications coming by the way???Get them off before the holidays.You can always say no but go for it. Good night.
Jeanine
VA - Monday, November 10, 2003 7:53 PM CST

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New to your site, my sons diagnosis is Severe aplastic anemia (failure of the bone marrow), diagnosed at the age of 2 1/2 years old he turned three recently.

His CB page is www.caringbridge.org/sd/quilt feel free to stop in.

Your in our thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/sd/quilt
South Dakota - Monday, November 10, 2003 3:35 PM CST

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So glad you had a wonderful time! I pray things will continue to be good for you, No more of them nasty headaches, tummy aches ect. Have a great week!
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Sunday, November 9, 2003 10:04 PM CST

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Hi Amy, My name is Julie and my 4 year old son also has cancer. He was diagnosed with a brain tumor 3 weeks ago. After having surgery they found out that it was ependymoma. He will begin radiation this week. I just wanted to let you know that you and your family will also be in our prayers. Your pictures are great. Your dad could be a professional photographer. Or is he?
Julie, Craig, Bradley, and Brant <chamilto@netins.net>
Earlham, IA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 8:18 PM CST

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Hi AMY
AWESOME!!I am so glad you had a blast and you were brave and went the way you wanted. I am amazed at what you do. You brought a smile to my face tonight. Sounds like everyone there had fun. Have a good week and post the pics..
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 7:42 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
It sounds like you have had a great weekend,I'm glad for you. I think of you so often and continue to pray for you and your family.Hang in there as you continue your chemo and scans. love form all of us.
Brenda
Avon, - Sunday, November 9, 2003 3:13 PM CST

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amy, you looked absolutely beautiful last night, we were so glad you could make it, it was a night to remember!!! we all were princess's for the evening!!! you did great job up on stage too!! hopefully there will be a cure for all cancers someday!!! i thought it was special to have jill and you, and then sarah's story on the same night as you all have been together for your treatments. we hope to see you soon!! take care! love,dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Sunday, November 9, 2003 1:40 PM CST

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Amy, it was great to see you last night. I am trying to get the football photso of you together. I have too many photos I think over 1000 of football this year! After you left last night two silly boys went from the hot tub into the lake! Did you know that new lake ice was very thin and sharp? Ask Michael and Shawn about the cuts on their feet, silly guys. Any way, glad to read your update. Know I pray for you everyday...speaking of prayers remember Michael, Catherine and myself as we fly out on Thursday
Blessings, precious lady, Geralyn
geralyn
avon, mn usa - Saturday, November 8, 2003 8:18 PM CST

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I could just squeeze those cheeks!!!! Absolutely a doll! I hope you have a lot of fun getting your hair all duddied (not a word either) up:) You will have so much fun. God bless you. Love, Tracy

Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, November 7, 2003 9:17 PM CST

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Hey Amy! It seems like its been so long since I've been on. In fact, when your site came up, I thought I had gone crazy because I didn't recognize you as a tiny little baby! The pictures are so cute! I can't wait to see you all dolled up. My sister had homecoming recently and it was so fun to see her...hair, makeup and all!

Stay strong and keep smiling!
Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie <madelinepaguyo@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 7, 2003 9:15 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
That is a real cute baby picture of you! Have a fun weekend and don't forget to post pics of you all dressed up!
Kathy Haws
1000 Oaks, CA - Friday, November 7, 2003 7:55 PM CST

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Sorry you didn't get to go with your friends, but always remember "MOTHER AND FATHER know best!" (thats the mother coming out in me you know! ha ha!) They only want what is best for you, but you already know that. Hope you have a good time tomorrow, will be looking forward to seeing the pictures. Have a great week-end.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
- Friday, November 7, 2003 1:07 PM CST

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Hi Amy, I've been reading for a while but I've never posted before this. You are an amazing young woman. Your courage and strength is unbelievable! I wish I had as much as you!
Take care.
Joan Koller <neatmom34@yahoo.com>
Prescott, WI United States - Friday, November 7, 2003 7:46 AM CST

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Amy,
YOU are the only one that keeps YOU alive! Your attitude and faith are amazing, reading about you helps me more than you know! Have a great weekend and take it easy sister!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, November 7, 2003 7:18 AM CST

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Hi Amy..been following you for a while but never posted. We don't live too far as I live in Brainerd. I collect Dept 56 as well. Only for the last few years so I have a ways to go to catch up! I don't really have a big enough area to put it up but I try! Family started me with Snow Village but friends bought me Dickens.

I think it is so awesoem that you share your story with all of us. Thank you.
Heather Grell <hiyah75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Thursday, November 6, 2003 9:40 PM CST

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Hi Amy!
Glad to hear that you found out what your "knot" was and that it's "not" anything serious. Little play on words there. Sorry for the bad attempt. I think it's the chocolate cheesecake I OD'd on. Oh, my stomach hurts! I ate way too much of it...at the time it was good, but way too rich. Mega chocolate-oreo cookie crust, chocolate with cream cheese, chocolate with whipped cream topping....I can't think about it! Hope you feel better after a good nights sleep and a fun upcoming weekend! Take care!!!! Hope you feel great this weekend!!! Your Dept.56 sounds awesome! It seems rather winterish outside now that we got some snow and it's so blasted cold!!!
Karen
Bloomington, - Thursday, November 6, 2003 8:25 PM CST

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HI AMY
Sounds like you sure will have fun setting up the Christmas village. They really are fun to do and then sit back and imagine if I could just put myself into that village for a little while. Before you know it the Holidays are here. Rest up tonight and tomorrow so you can party & dance this weekend. Go for it-wear your new leg and boogie down. Good night...
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 8:16 PM CST

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Hi, Amy - Hope this finds you home, and with answers to your questions. Am off to take our son and his family to the airport they are going to Colorado to visit family for the wkd., and I will check in to see if you have had a chance to give us all a report. You're very much in my thoughts.
Beth <beminer@comcast.com>
- Thursday, November 6, 2003 6:19 PM CST

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Hey Amy
Good luck tomorrow. Davis goes in for chemo too at 3:00 so it'll be a smoothe ride, right???? Take care, drive carefully, be GOOD. BUGS
mary Lee (www.caringbrdige.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep @msn.com>
- Thursday, November 6, 2003 1:37 PM CST

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Hi AMY
Cute border on your update. Glad your dad can go with you. Headaches are no fun. Let him battle the traffic and weather and you rest after your treatment on the way home. Hope it goes well. Thinking about you....
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 9:12 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I love the new pictures that you put up,You look beautiful!
I hope that the back pain goes away soon and you wont have to take anything for that.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <Cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 7:20 AM CST

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Hello Amy, just checking in. Hope you have a better day tommorrow. Hope you get answers to what sets in the back of your mind. That along with medications are probably the answer to the headaches. Walking on both legs probably takes mucles you haven't used in a while and may cause back ache too. Hope that is all it is and that you feel better soon.
Tammy (Alisha's Mom) <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 11:25 PM CST

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HI AMY
I saw on the weather channel LOTS of Snow in MN. WOW! My son in Utah got some too. 80's here in VA-unusual for now..You take care. Stay warm ...NO colds needed right now
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 8:26 PM CST

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hi amers, i got your email, i'm glad you can come, i will keep on checking your website for how you are doing. say, tori will be on Fox tv. news live on wed. morning along with dr. ramsay from the univ. on wed. nov. 5th 8:30 to 8:50 a.m. it will be a 4 minute interview. she will talk about her butterfly award for the dawn of the dream and her cancer experience. my sister is going to try and record it for me. check it out if you can. you probably will be in school then. try and talk to the drs. about your feelings and pains that you are having so they can get scans done right away. i know how the mind works with those fears, maybe on thurs. when you go in for another round of chemo they can fit the scans in. love you girl, take care, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 7:54 AM CST

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Amy, I know it's fear of the unknown that makes us crazed about aches and pains when you've been sick, but as a good friend of mine told me recently when I was waiting for test results back on my son-this fear is the devil trying to strike doubt and despair in you. Keep your faith and hang in there til u can be assured by the scans. I m a huge worrier too, but then I find out afterwards that it was all in vain and scold myself for wasting valuable energy worrying and losing faith.
Karen
Bloomington, Mn - Monday, November 3, 2003 7:10 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I am glad to hear that your head isn't hurting quite so much. I am sorry that you have new concerns, and I know you would feel better if you had scans. I vote that you request them from the Doc's. You need to have all the positive thoughts you can have, and that seems to be what you want to feel better. I hope you have had a good day off, and that you are getting lots of rest. I am thinking about you always.
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2003 5:14 PM CST

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Hey Amy. I don't often leave actual verses on guestbook entries but as I was reading your update today, the Lord just really put this one on my heart so, I will share it with you..."be anxious for nothing but in all things by prayer and petition present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." It's so hard to wonder about what's going on and knowing, because you've been through SO much, exactly what those things could mean. There's no way for us to know exactly what's going on in there. But, God DOES know and regardless of what it is--whether something serious or nothing to be concerned about, He is capable of bringing you comfort and peace that transcends ALL understanding. That is what I will be praying for you as I also pray for you to feel better physically. Please don't hesitate to write or call if you need to use a shoulder. Mine are skinny but they're STRONG and they are always available to you. Blessings dear. I will check in on you again soon. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, November 3, 2003 4:47 PM CST

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AMY
Check in with your docs if you have these feelings. Maybe they can order the scans to ease your mind.Bye for now...
Jeanine
VA - Monday, November 3, 2003 4:47 PM CST

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Amy ~ I hope you get feeling better soon!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Monday, November 3, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Hi Amy! I am sorry to hear your feeling down hill. I am thinking about you.
www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy <IMAQT430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Monday, November 3, 2003 6:20 AM CST

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hello. I found you off of Eric Applen's website. I decided to check your site out. You are definetly a beautiful person and you have alot of people helping you on your way. I give you the best of my wishes.
-Apps friend
MN - Sunday, November 2, 2003 11:27 PM CST

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Amy, I hope you start to feel better. I think of you so often and read your journal everyday. I miss you alot. Just know I am here and thinking of you.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
Gilbert, MN - Sunday, November 2, 2003 10:34 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I hope you are feeling better real soon. I have said an extra prayer for you today for healing. Please take gentle care of yourself and know that you are prayed for by many and loved by many more.

Hugs,
Gloria <SimplicityMD@comcast.net>
Owings Mills, MD USA - Sunday, November 2, 2003 9:18 PM CST

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Hey Amy, I am sorry that you are feeling so icky. I hope that tomorrow brings a better day with a better feeling tummy, and no headache. I will check in on you tomorrow morning. Take care, get lots of rest, and drink lots of water.
Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 2, 2003 9:17 PM CST

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Hi AMY
I guess your last treatment clicked in. You REST TOMORROW. TRY to get the fluids and Jello in atleast or jelly toast. You can DO IT!!!. Hoping this passes soon. HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, November 2, 2003 8:05 PM CST

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Sorry you're feeling bad dearest--I know first hand that it's really not much fun. Praise God for the extra day you get off to rest and take it easy. Please make sure you do just that--give yourself some extra TLC. Hugs to you and know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I will check back in on you again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 7:32 PM CST

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Hope you are feeling better soon Amy- Rest alot today and tomorrow. I will keep you in my Prayers for a quick recovery.
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 12:44 AM CST

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HI AMY
I hope you slept in this Sat morning. You desrve it! Halloween was very warm and nice here in VA -- LOTS of kids over 100! Cake sounds wonderful but very filling I bet and sweet. You have a good night SMILES.........
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, November 1, 2003 9:17 PM CST

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hi amers, cute baby picture!! say we are counting the days to Nov. 8th, it starts at 6:00 p.m, dinner at 8:00p.m. and band at 10:00, let us know for sure if you are coming,its at a new place the depot downtown mpls. the Evers are coming too, they are doing a special video on Sarah's life. maybe you could hitch a ride with them? i hope your counts are strong and up so you can enjoy the evening. please drop us a line and let us know your plans ok?? have a great rest of the weekend!!! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, November 1, 2003 1:50 PM CST

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We love you and miss you so very much. I hope you have a great birthday. If you need help next year with that costume let me know I know where you can get one. I know everything about batman stuff.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
Gilbert, MN - Friday, October 31, 2003 9:41 PM CST

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Amy,
Happy Halloween!

Love Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, October 31, 2003 3:10 PM CST

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HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!!! Now your 18 and how does it feel? Our comp is broken at home so now I can only go on at work!! I miss you but will be seeing you in about a week!! Glad that you had a great birthday!! Love you!
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@attbi.com>
- Friday, October 31, 2003 9:39 AM CST

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Amy- Happy 18th Birthday! I am sorry I missed the right day but glad you had a good time. Have a super week-end.
P.S. Love your Baby Picture soooo cute!

Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Friday, October 31, 2003 9:05 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! Sounds like a busy day yesterday, and what a great birthday you had!

Have a nice weekend!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, October 31, 2003 4:04 AM CST

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Hey Amy,

Thanks for the website and your wonderful spirit. I am a physical therapist at Stanford Medical Center treating a 17 year old young man with Osteosarcoma who just received a total knee replacement. I was just looking for some encouraging stories to share. Happy B-day...your's lands right between my niece's and my sister's.
Michael Francisco <coachwoody@juno.com>
Menlo Park, CA USA - Friday, October 31, 2003 0:51 AM CST

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Well, a late HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, Amy!! I won't sing because then you might wish you were still 17! Do you feel older and wiser?
Love, Juli <julievers@albanytel.com>
Albany, - Thursday, October 30, 2003 9:24 PM CST

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WOW were you a cute little kid! It was great to see you today at the hospital. You are always a breath of fresh air. I hope everything finished up well, and it sounds like it did. I will look forward to seeing you soon. Take care, and have a great halloween. Did you get your pumpkin carved? You better hurry!

Elzabeth <tinyelz@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:59 PM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Awesome pics!
www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa
Marisa, liver transplant, Fairview University <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:31 PM CST

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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I'm so sorry that I didn't know yesterday - but WOW 18! That is fantastic!

Now u can vote. Take care and HUGS
Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 6:27 PM CST

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Hi Amy! I'm sorry it's been so long since I signed your guestbook and said hi! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! I hope it is a wonderful one! I turned 18 in July, we are like exactly three months apart! Anyways, I'm praying for you as always, I hope you're doing and feeling well! Have a great Halloween and I'll stop by again soon! Take care!
Your pal,
Lauren :-)
Lauren Henderson http://www.caringbridge.com/ks/lauren <Yankeegrl11714@aol.com>
ks USA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 1:37 AM CST

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Good night AMY
I hope your birthday was great. Family and friends are what it is all about. HAPPY 18th!!!! Hope all goes well tomorrow for you. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 9:04 PM CST

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OMIGOODNESS-YOU'RE AN ADULT NOW!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!! use those band aides wisely! hope the rest of your day was woooooooooonderful! cute pic! happy b-day chica!
luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:47 PM CST

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happy birthday amy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!18!!!!WOW!!! you are getting up there.!!!!!!!!!!!!enjoy your day today, we are so glad God created you and that you are a part of our lives!!!!!! much love, say the dawn of the dream is in a new place this year, make sure you know its at the milwaukee depot train station. downtown mpls.call to get directions!!!! sure love you!!!! everyone here says happy birthday!!!! have fun!!!!!!!p.s. tori needs another surgery, lung one, her 13th, but seventh lung surgery, we have one tumor to get out on Nov. 19th, they didn't get it out last time when it was scar tissue. at least there isn't other tumors showing up in her lungs. we are hanging in there. love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 5:51 PM CST

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AMY! Enjoy every moment. I check in on your website a couple times a week and it is so good to hear that you are doing well with everything! Keep up the good work in school and have fun too.
Leslie Sanborn - a friend of a friend of Sarah Evers <leslie.sanborn@minnesotamutual.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 3:51 PM CST

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Hi Amy - Happy 18th! Hope your birthday celebration is lots of fun. Glad to hear your birthday at school has gone well! Good luck with chemo tomorrow - hopefully it will go just fine. Sending love & hugs!
Your friends at SLR
Aspen, CO - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 1:14 PM CST

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Happy Birthday to you!!!!! Nice picture Amy! I guess you kinda grew up and that makes me really old. Oh Well. Hope you're having a great day. Love your sister, Denise
Denise
Sartell, - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 11:03 AM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY "18" You have so much ahead of you and we all know you will live it the best and most fun way you can. So happy for your aunt and all her friends, sounds like they are all so deserving off such a great windfall I know some of them including your aunt. Have a great day
T.S.
Albany, - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 10:36 AM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!

Thinking of you today as always. What a cute baby and a now a beautiful 18 year old. I'm glad to hear your arm project got 60 out of 60! I thought that assignment sounded so fun when you were telling us about it at the clinic. I'm kind of a dork though. Take care, I hope your chemo goes well. Give the nurses a hard time for us!


P.S. Yeah, I'd try the peircing with the EMLA. From someone that has this done! it does crunch/sting through the cartilage more so than a regular peircing. And whatever you do, don't sleep on the same side as the peircing. And don't get your comb caught on the earring! It's pretty sensitive as it heals. Let us know how it goes. TTFN.


Sara Freking
/mn/austinfreking <sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 10:25 AM CST

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Happy 18th Birthday Amy:
We wish you much happiness today and in the future. You are such a cutie.......
Have a great day.
In our daily prayers and thoughts.
Hugs,

Michelle <mbaberant@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 10:08 AM CST

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Happy 18th Birthday AMY!!! Congratz.... Your baby pic is sooooo adorable if I do say so myself! Even though I may not sign your guestbook every time (day) I still check on you. I really hope you are feeling good on Nov.8th to go to Dawn of a Dream with Tori and Dawn. What fun that will be. Well, keep your head up! Hope to see ya soon..
Stephanie J. ~Tori's friend/babysitter <stepojac@yahoo.com>
Roseville, MN - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:42 AM CST

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How CUTE!!!! Happy Birthday Amy. They mean so much more when you have to fight for them, don't they? I love you lots and pray that you have an absolutely AWESOME day. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:40 AM CST

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AMY!!! Hope you have a wonderful birthday. Glad to hear everything is going good. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:35 AM CST

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, AMY! You were specially in my prayers this morning. Of course, I always remember your birthday. You know why!! It is good to read that you are feeling really well right now. I pray that will continue. Knowing you, I'm sure you will celebrate this special birthday in fun ways. Happy Birthday from one who shares your birthday.
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:18 AM CST

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Happy Birthday!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Hi AMY
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!Love that baby picture. GREAT job on the arm project.I hear there is snow in MN according to the weather station.WOW. Have a fun day. Smiles & Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 6:49 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! I'm SO glad to hear you are still doing SO GREAT!!!! Congrats on the good arm project, too!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:35 PM CST

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HI Amy you are not a wimp i would have done the same thing if I was in your shoes I know how it feels to be sick all the time I was on chemo to but now you are geting brtter and you have the lord by your side to help you through this time he will give you the stength to keep on going just remeber he loves you amy .
jessica <jessicarodriguez_03@hotmail.com>
Hazleton, pa usa - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 3:07 PM CST

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HI Amy you are not a wimp i would have done the same thing if I was in your shoes I know how it feels to be sick all the time I was on chemo to but now you are geting brtter and you have the lord by your side to help you through this time he will give you the stength to keep on going just remeber he loves you amy .
jessica <jessicarodriguez_03@hotmail.com>
Hazleton, pa usa - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 3:06 PM CST

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Cool about the leg! Hope your hanging in there with the chemo. It is so hard to have a life arranged around how your going to feel from week to week, but I'm proud of how well your doing. Prayers, love and lots of HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, October 28, 2003 2:32 PM CST

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Hi Amy,
I was reading your journal entry, the name Amy always catches my eye cuz that's my best friends' name and she is awesome, I know, I'm a geek, lol!!! Anyway, I noticed you want to get your cartilage pierced. I have 5 cartilage piercings, I love them. I can kinda relate to you in that I want another tattoo so bad, my Mum cried for a week when I got my 1st one, which, believe me, it's small, lol. My Mum kinda wants one, but doesn't as well, i'm trying to talk her into getting one with me, lol. Well, I must go, feel free to E-mail me back if you want!!! Good Luck with everything! 8-)
Lyndsay <Roseannadanna83@aol.com>
Reading, MA U.S.A, - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 12:50 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! I couldn't resist coming back already. I was watching the CBS morning show today and saw a piece about the "Happy Huskers" from Minnesota that won the Powerball. Is your Aunt's sister-in-law part of that group??


Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 8:50 AM CST

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Glad you are feeling good Amy- Just want you to know even though I do not write everyday I still check on you. I am glad you leg is getting better and better. Maybe this next round won't be as bad?! I hope they get better for you.
Congratulations to your Great Aunts sister-in-law! Wow I envy her! (that was suppose to be mine!!!!) ha ha. Have a good week- Take Care
Deb <DV-MEYER@MSN.COM>
Prior Lake, - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:24 AM CST

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Well, Amy...I have to tell ya that ANY other part of my body being pierced (besides the ear lobes) sounds painful to me! I'm a bit older than you, and "back when I was a kid" the biggest thing we did was get our ears double pierced. And, again, that was on the ear lobe!! So, whether you need a special cream, ice, novacaine :o), or what, I'd say go for it!!!

I'm glad to hear that your leg is working out so well. That is really neat about your Aunt's sister-in-law winning the Powerball!

Have a good day!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 4:35 AM CST

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AMY
Have you thought about checking with your chemo Doc about the piercing.? Esp due to healing after the chemo and potential infection site.? CHeck it out May say go or May say no............. good luck
Jeanine
- Monday, October 27, 2003 9:36 PM CST

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hey there girly! i HATE snow... its so icky...hows your comp goin'? im just typing away on mine :( anyway...yeah... guess what? eric's aunt SOLD the winning powerball ticket, small world huh? anyway, talk to ya tomorrow!
luv ya~
manda
manda <manda_brix@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 8:15 PM CST

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HI AMY
SNOW HUH ?! The thought brings me shivers. I am use to this warmer weather down here in VA. I grew up in NY so I know it can get cold early.You have a great week. YOUR Birthday is right around the corner. 18!!!You are Legal as they say. Be safe and have fun...
Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Monday, October 27, 2003 6:55 AM CST

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Hi, Amy! I haven't been by in a while (sorry) so just caught myself up. YOUR NEWS ABOUT YOUR TUMOR SHRINKING IS JUST AWESOME!! And your leg is working out and you're having good times at Homecoming and football games and keeping busy with friends! How fun! And live up your Senior Year (not TOO much, of course!). Life DOES change once you go to college and beyond and you'll look back some day and realize just how grand high school was/is. :o)

Well, you take care and thanks for updating so much. AND DON'T YOU EVER THINK THAT WE DON'T WANT TO HEAR UPDATES JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE SOMETHING "MEDICAL" GOING ON. EVERYTHING you do is important to us! :o)

Take care, and hope you are having a good weekend!

Shiela
(GO YANKEES!), ~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, October 25, 2003 5:33 PM CDT

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Hey Amy jsut thought I would drop by and say hi while I have a minute. I am so all about the Yankees right now and forgot about ER! Darn! Well take care and have an awesome weekend. www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy <IMAQT430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Friday, October 24, 2003 11:57 PM CDT

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Nope, ER wasn't a repeat. It was good. Let's see...Lizzy is dating some new guy. Gantt and Jing-Mae broke up. The new med student from England explained to Jing Mae that she wasn't interested in Gantt even though it looked like she was. A little boy swallowed a quarter and they finally got it out but tore his esophagus in the process. He was vomiting blood but should be ok. Kovach is home but not practicing--he's recovering. Dr. Romano got his new electrical arm but doesn't know how to use it very well--and he's still being a pain in the butt. Abby is still mad at Carter even though he's in another country and doesn't want to hear anything Luka has to say about him. Gantt and the curly headed new guy (what's his name?) are becoming good friends. The title of the show was "Shift Happens". I think that pretty much sums it up. Let me know if you want to know about Survivor too. During treatment weeks, it's pretty much me and the TV because I'm feeling too bad to do much else. Sounds like you have lots of fun things going on. You have a wonderful smile and I love all your new pictures. Please know that you're constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and much love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 24, 2003 7:30 PM CDT

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Amy,
Because of the World Series, I have a feeling ER was probably a repeat, at least I hope so because I fell asleep and missed it TOO!

Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, October 24, 2003 4:31 PM CDT

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hi amers, i loved your new pictures, you all look like super models!!!!! tori likes survivor too. we have her scans and recheck on tues. the 28th, we will visit laura and olivia, and then i have to get to work by noon. we will be down at 7 a.m. for tests and physical with uncle joe. we are excited for dawn of the dream, it starts at 6 pm. on Nov. 8th, we are hoping you are feeling good to be able to come..have a great weekend. love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:27 AM CDT

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HI Amy
Great Pictures. Your dad did a SUPER job. You take care. I caught the end of survivor. and a woman got the boot this week...Rubert is hanging in . You take Care....
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 8:44 PM CDT

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Hello,

Just stopping by to say Hi. I hope everything is well.
Have a good week :0)
www.caringbridge.org/il/lucas <crazyw4k1@comcast.net>
Bridgeview, IL. USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 5:32 PM CDT

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Amy, you are a very special person. You are a strong courageous young women!
Jennifer
PA USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 5:01 PM CDT

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huge hugs and love!

xxx
Elle - http://www.caringbirdge.org/me/elle <Gorgeousel@aol.com>
London, UK - Thursday, October 23, 2003 5:12 AM CDT

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I don't usually write to you twice in a day, but I comiserate with the sleeping problem. Mine is more because of age than your's of body. We all have those crazy solutions, mulitipication tables forwards and backwards,and I with a daughter in the horse profession, try to count stalls and put the proper horse in each stall!!! When all else fails the light goes on and I read for a bit. Please, as I have said before if you need any help with the college search, please feel free to let us know. Glad the "arm" worked out.
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:56 PM CDT

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AMY
Sounds like you need good food, vits, and some rest!! To sleep-Try counting backwards from 100 envisioning the numbers on your forehead count slow and before you know it you are out (self hypnosis) Pretty cool !! Glad to hear the arm is done. H &P tests are tricky if off a little you can lose all the credit. I had a no partial credit teacher for that one. All right or all wrong.Tough... You take care. Get the fluid intake up that helps with the headaches. Good night...
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:24 PM CDT

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Amy, I too, love to hear your "good" and happy news. Your lead such a full life and are in inspiration to those of us who frequently take for granted the little things, how important each day is. Good to hear from you. Beth
Beth Miner <beminer@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

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Amy,
I know I for one love to hear about the "normal" times of your life too. The good with the bad....makes my day when I know you are having a good one. Take care.
Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:17 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!
Whats up? I loovvveee your new pictures!!! You look so great!
Guess what??I broke my ankle on friday. :( but no cast tho.
I gotta use crutches for like 4 weeks! *Bonus* I get to have ppl carry my books and ride in the elevator w/ me at school.(Maybe a certain football player I have a crush on) hehehehe
Hope all is well with you and your family and Good Luck on your test tomorrow.
I have my cartilidge pierced twice and it didn't hurt too bad.About the same as your regular holes.It looks cool tho.
Gotta run, I mean hop. lol
Luv ya lotz!
Your P.artner I.n C.rime
P.S.BE BAD!!!
Brittany Rezmerski P.I.C. <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 6:19 PM CDT

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Hi Amy - We like to read your updates whether you think it is boring news or not. :) Wow, your 18th birthday is coming up and that is exciting. Keep us posted of your celebration plans. And have fun with school, football, your new leg, the arm project and anything else that you enjoy. These are good things and it's always nice to hear about them!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:27 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Thanks for keeping up with Jake - he loves your messages! Glad to see your counts are good and I love the pictures of you and your friends. Good luck on the ear cartiage piercing - ouch! Keep it up, Girl!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:48 PM CDT

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OW! I hear cartiledge piercing hurts! I was in Florida all last week and toyed with getting a tatoo, chickened out though. I turned 39 on the 9th...October babies are the BEST!!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2003 7:36 PM CDT

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Dear Amy
Well Glad you got that arm project together can't wait to see the picture. Bet it will be an engineering feat. Piercing ear cartilage huh- unfortunately all I see in my clinic are the ones that are done wrong or get infected so I am not one to ask on that. I would pass on that one. Wow 18 that is soon...Any plans for dinner out with friends or a party. ?You have fun whatever you do. Have a good week....
Jeanine
VA - Monday, October 20, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

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hi amers, i sure wish we could have seen you at the hospital yesterday, tori had a girlscout field trip so we couldn't fit it in. i'm glad you hung out with laura tho. have a great weekend.love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, October 18, 2003 8:16 AM CDT

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HI AMY
Back from out West. Hope you are perkier today after the blood. Have fun at the football game. How is your project coming for Hum. Phys. You take care...
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 7:29 AM CDT

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Amy~~~~I work with Mary Z (your aunt I believe)
I ran across this and think it is great.......
WHAT CANCER CAN'T DO
It cannot cripple love. It cannot shatter hope.
It cannot erode faith. It cannot eat away peace.
It cannot destroy confidence. It cannot kill friendship.
It cannot shut out memories. It cannot silence courage.
It cannot invade the soul. It cannot reduce eternal life.
It cannot quench the spirit. It cannot lessen the power of ressurection.

You are one amazing girl..Hang in there! My thoughts and prayers are with you. Molly
Molly <bugamo@rea-alp.com>
Alexandria, MN - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 6:05 PM CDT

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Hi, as Merilee would call you, "Energizer Bunny,"
I am serious when I say my husband would be delighted to chat with you regarding any college questions you might have. Seems odd you suffer a headache with a high white blood count, and Laura is miserable with a headache and a low count!!! You girls! Hope we aren't about to see the end of this glorious weather, but...guess that is too much to ask for an extension. Hope to talk to you soon.
Beth Miner
- Monday, October 13, 2003 7:20 PM CDT

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hi amers, say are you going to be at the hospital this week? tori and i are going down to see her, just checking to see if you were going to be there at all, so we could see you too on the same day?? let me know ok??? so glad you are walking around with your new leg, that is so exciting for you. i am going to bring down the video tape of you and tori on kids club tv interview to watch with laura, would love for you to join us, plus i am making homemade yummies too. write to me, love, dawna and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Monday, October 13, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

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amy! im sorry you got sick! that ice cream sundae was HUGE-and i dont mean just kinda big... i mean HUUUUUUUUUGE! sorry girl! get a good sleep tonight! love ya and thanx for makin' my b-day great!
manda
manda
- Sunday, October 12, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Just a quick note from Idaho. We are visitng family. Hope all is well there. You take care and have a great week. Write more about you project, interested in the construction. Good Luck Bye for now.....
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 8:26 PM CDT

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"When things get tough, the tough get going!"
That's you, Amy!

Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, October 12, 2003 8:11 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I had signed your book a few times last year. I wanted you to know that I read your page almost every day, you a such a strong person! Take care
Elaine <elainescida@yahoo.com>
PA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 8:01 PM CDT

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Wow, your positive attitude and outlook on life is so refreshing and motivating. You're such a strong person!
Anna Doll
North Mankato, mn - Saturday, October 11, 2003 3:21 PM CDT

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You are a wonder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vicki
- Saturday, October 11, 2003 1:52 PM CDT

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Amy, I tried to send you an e-mail using the brownhair25 address, but it came back twice. Do you have a new e-mail address? I am beminer@comcast.net so if you have time send me the correct one, or if possible update your's on this site, which as you have told us will be down later today. Thanks Beth
Beth Miner
- Saturday, October 11, 2003 9:53 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!
Sounds like a busy, fun weekend! Hope that nasty headache goes away soon! Isn't this summer-like weather great? Wish it would b like this for 3 more months!!! Went to the Gopher game tonite-good game with a bad ending. Sooooooo close! We had it won til the end!!!I love football! Take care-thinking of you! You r such an inspiration!!!! Too bad u aren't alittle bit older-I would love my son to date someone like u!!!! :)
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Saturday, October 11, 2003 0:44 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, glad to hear you love your leg and you are a very positve young lady and I enjoy reading your updates. Have a great weekend and prayers and hugs for you. Donna Housley
Donna Housley <www.caringbridge.org/tn/housley>
Nashville, TN usa - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

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Amy,
You are SO SWEET! We enjoy seeing your smiling face at the clinic yesterday. Keep up the amazing job. Austin and his dad are wearing their cool white hats today that the clinic gave to us... I still think you should have grabbed some for you and your friends. I mean, really, those hats were pretty STYLISH. Well, you keep up the great job, kicking butt and all. Have a super weekend.
Sara Freking and Austin too
www.caringbridge.org/mn/austinfreking
Red Wing, MN - Friday, October 10, 2003 9:14 PM CDT

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Amy,
Found your site, so glad I did. What a brave, wonderful young woman you are.
You are an inspiration to many.
I'm so glad you're happy with your new leg. Make sure you
post the first time you wear it to school. I will keep
you in my prayers and check back to see how you
are doing. Blessings to you and your family.
Debi
RAOK
Debi Blacklidge <amhardy1@cox.net>
Rancho Santa Margarita, CA United States - Friday, October 10, 2003 6:35 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just wanted you to know that it was very good to see you last week at school. I try to read your entries as often as I can. You are such a good role model. I feel fortunate to know you!
Mrs. Young
Albany, - Friday, October 10, 2003 6:10 PM CDT

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Wishing you all the best and a Happy & HEALTHY Halloween from everyone at Smile Quilts

Angel Sandra for Smile Quilts
- Friday, October 10, 2003 1:13 PM CDT

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Hi Amy. Heard about you thru Jenna Langer's caring bridge site. You are an incredible person. Just wanted to let you know that you have been added to my prayers. Keep fighting and keep that wonderful outlook on life! Take care & God bless you!
Mary
New Ulm, Mn - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:50 AM CDT

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Hey AMy, I am so glad to hear that you got your leg. You have adapted to so many things over the last four years, that I am sure you will adapt to this quite easily. I was so glad to hear that you were with Laura and Merilee yesterday, it sounds like it was very scarry and you were just the calming soul they needed. You are such a blessing in all of our lives. Take care, and good luck with the college apps. (My Dad is a great college counselor if you need help.)
Elzabeth
- Friday, October 10, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

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Holy Pickles! Glad to hear chemo is working ok. Just thinking of you and still continue to pray. I know you're into movies....have you seen Bruce Almighty? Couple of friends and I went to the dollar theater here in Rochester. I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe. Laughter is often the best medicine. God Bless!
The Nalevanko's <www.caringbridge.org/ia/annanalevanko>
Des Moines, IA USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 0:42 AM CDT

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Hey, Amy, Just stopping by to say hi. Love the picture at the top of your page. You are such a lovely young lady, both inside and out. Good luck with the leg. Sure you will figure something out. You have come so far I am sure you will make it over another hurdle. Good luck with the college apps. You go girl!!!
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Thursday, October 9, 2003 5:13 PM CDT

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Amy-
You will figure out something with your leg, I have no doubt. My nephew, Cameron, had osteogenic sarcoma and he had rotationplasty about 5 years ago, when he was 9...he has been through a few legs, and each one takes some getting used to, but before you know it, he is running and jumping and all kind and playing basketball and lacrosse...he has broken a prostesis a couple of time playning tackle football...
You will figure it out, and if done correctly, driving is not a contact sport, so your leg should be safe...
You should think of the college apps as a hude accomplishment and fill them out with a sense of pride!!!
Maddie's Aunt (www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie)
Sara
Mpls, MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 7:52 AM CDT

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Stopped by to let you know that we're thinking of you. Take care and GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND ARMY.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:18 PM CDT

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amy! that is so exciting that your tumors arent growing, what a blessing. i know how stressful scan day is its always so scarry just waiting for the results. did you feel different this time? when i had my scans that revealed my relapse i knew, i dont know i just felt different, and the ones that were clear after that i knew that i was clear, its weird how your mond and body are connected sometimes withoyut you even knowing it...i'm glad to hear things are going well for you.. i am still at the mayo clinic and i just bought a house with my boyfriend jared, we are so excited, we are like a little family us and the two cats and soon my dog will be coming to live with me as well... keep in touch. and please email me when you have time
jwells4238@juno.com
love you-from your super cool cancer surviving nurse--jenn
jenn wells <jwells4238@juno.com>
rochester, mn USAAAA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:01 PM CDT

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Amy,
I found your website through Eric Applen's site. I went to high school with his oldest sister and realized how strong of a person Eric was from following his courageous battle! I wish you the best of luck; and you will be in my prayers. Good luck with the new leg!
Mark <Mdodge12@hotmail.com>
Miami Beach, FL 33139 - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 10:23 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just dropping by to let you know I am thinking of you!
Sending lots of hugs,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 10:17 PM CDT

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Amy~
I'm a good friend of Laura Jahnke and I've been reading your journal along with hers...I'm so impressed by your strength and courage. Stay strong and good luck with everything :)
-Ashley
Ashley
Toledo, OH - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:53 PM CDT

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Hiya Amy,
Just popped in to see how u are doing. I am glad to see that things are going good for you. Good luck with the human anatomy thing! Sorry I got absolutely no clue as to how your gonna figure that one out girl but good luck with it any way, am sure you will think of something :)
Take care
Love
Jacqui n Michelle
jacqui fray <ladyslix@hotmail.com>
liverpool, United Kingdom - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

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I came back and I love you! Glad to hear you're feeling better emotionally--what a rollercoaster all of us are on. Although none of us chose it, doesn't it just make it a little easier to be on it with friends? Thanks for being my friend in this battle. Take care and know that you are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 8:53 AM CDT

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Amy,
Hey there! How are you doing? I am glad to hear things are going good. Hope all stays that way. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:28 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
I am glad you are getting around better. It will take a while. Like I said I have a 5 yr old on kindergarten with a left leg prosthesis and that Jayla is amazing. She does it all on the playyard, swings, slide.I was thinking about your Human Anat. project. FUN?? I guess you have to have a pulley/crane type set-upMaybe something with elastic band or Imagine a prosthestic arm/hand Maybe you could see one and get ideas from that. Good luck girl!! Hope you have lots of time Also I suggest pulling up on internet designs for prothestics that would help in ideas on how to construct. I am off to SLC Thurs, for 9 days. I will be thinking of you. and praying for you Take Care,,,,,,,,,
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

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hi amers, i was so excited to hear that you finally have your new leg. once you get used to it, you will love it. you will have to learn how to swing dance soon, so we can get out at the dance floor for Dawn of the Dream. yes, you had better plan on it and show up for Nov. 8th..hopefully your counts will be up at that time? can you figure that one out with this new chemo you are taking? take care. and have a great day. love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:31 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I am so glad to hear you got your leg! I hope it works well for you and that soon the cane will join your crutches in the corner :-) Also, I pray that nasty headache stays away and the chemo is gobbling up those cancer cells.
Mark moved to the Courage Center last Thursday. He seems to be doing OK. Maybe I'll see you somewhere soon. Prayers to you and your family.
Darlene
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 3:11 PM CDT

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Hey Amy! You and I sound like we had similar days today! My day started off with me locking my purse with keys in the purse and cell phone in my car! I had stopped to get a terrifically fatting chocolate chip muffin which was locked in as well. :( Had to call my husband to rescue me once another coworker showed up-20min. later. When my husband finally came to open up my car, I was starving and thirsty (my pop and water was in the car too!) I felt too stupid asking my coworker for money to buy a pop at a store down the street.......well, when I got my muffin out of the car it was all melted since it was so hot today! Bummer! THen my son called me and said his car broke down-the check engine lite came on too....we just got it back from the repair shop with a $400 bill...it was making a dragging noise and the shop said it was the rotor on the brake. WRONG! I too had one heck of a headache today! Was supposed to call my son's dr. today to schedule his biopsy/and or surgery but his school schedule and drs. phone number were YOU KNOW WHERE! Yes, I locked those up too......sigh! My coworkers got me laughing about my crazy day as the day progressed! I think I might just go to bed right now! Hope tomorrow is a better day for you as well! Congrats on your new leg-hope it works well for you!
Take care!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Monday, October 6, 2003 7:21 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Wow glad you got your leg. You will have to get a picture for us. Sorry about the stomach upset. You have a good night...
Jeanine
VA - Monday, October 6, 2003 7:15 PM CDT

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Hey Amy, I am glad to hear that you didn't feel "crabby" for too long. You are such an upbeat person, and when you are crabby it makes me worry about you more than normal. We just got done with our last big in town horse show, and now we have a bit of a break. I will be able to check in on your page more often. I am going to add a new prayer to my list for you...I think you would be SUCH an amazing nurse, so that is going to be added to my list. I am going to pray that you fly through all your school needs so that you can be helping people just like all those fine nurses who help you. Take care, and stay happy. Love~
Elzabeth
- Monday, October 6, 2003 5:00 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,

Thank you for the note online at my brother's site. I still check it time to time. It is nice to see that people are still writing on it. Keep up the fight, your attitude is amazing and I will keep you in my prayers along with every other person that has to fight this stupid illness. You're Beautiful.

Love Jackie Applen
***** <applen33@yahoo.com>
Winona, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 12:52 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I bet we will be seeing you on Thursday. Austin goes to the hospital O.R. for his spinal tap at 8:00, after that we head over to clinic for chemo and a check-up. I bet Austin will be zonked out though. Well, maybe not, he can be surprising some times. Looking forward to seeing you again! Take care, I am so glad that you are feeling better.

Sara and Austin Freking
Red Wing, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 12:21 AM CDT

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Goodmorning Ms. Amy,
I see no matter how you may be feeling you are able to spread some love to other kids! Thanks so much for stopping by Jessie's page. We think of you often and pray for you daily!
Hope this is a Great week for you! Congrads. to your football team!!!
Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, October 6, 2003 7:58 AM CDT

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Amy
What a great jersye you wore on Friday!!!
Do you still have your bell?
It was great to see you, I continue to pray for you always.
Blssings, geralyn
geralyn nathe-evans <dgmml00!aol.com>
avon, mn usa - Sunday, October 5, 2003 8:07 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Glad you are resting up. What a difference 24 hours can make. Remember when things are not going as we like say to yourself THIS TOO SHALL PASS! You have proven on more than several occasions you hang in pretty tight. Glad your team won homecoming.Enjoy that book. SMILES
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 5:40 PM CDT

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Glad you are having a better day AND a nice weekend. I went back and read the guestbook entries and you sure do have some wonderful people supporting you in Cyber-land. How could anyone be crabby with all those wonderful kind words written about them.

Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 1:39 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Glad to hear you're feeling better. Don't worry about feeling blah or crabby once ina while. You're entitled. Get your rest and enjoy your book.
We're all proud of you and amazed at your undeniable positive outlook . Take care,
Dottie
Philadelphia
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 12:07 AM CDT

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Amy,
Hey! I'm sorry you aren't feeling like yourself. It seemed the same way for me. Add this change in weather and no one's feeling like themselves!
Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 9:44 AM CDT

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Dear Amy,
Read your entry, and so inspiring! Your strength is wounderful! Your attitude, is quite impressive! Remain, "STRONG LIKE BULL!" I will be praying for you. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND ARMY.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to let you know I love you. I get high dose steroids so I know what it feels like just to be "blah". I go through it all the time. I will be praying for you. I'm sure you'll feel better soon. Just going through this is enough to make you feel that way. I'm sure chemo doesn't help any.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, October 4, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

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hey, I'm sorry you aren't feeling so good today. You are awesome. Keep fighting!

Here is my webpage:"http://arapaho.nsuok.edu/~weaverbj"
(you might have to cut and paste) just in case you want to learn a little bit about me.

I hope you feel better tomorrow.
Bryanne Weaver <weaverbj@nsuok.edu>
Tahlequah, OK 74464 - Saturday, October 4, 2003 11:56 AM CDT

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Amy,
We ALL have those blah moods, chemo or no chemo. I'm just glad you update even when you do feel crabby. I want to know, that's why I come, read and sign kiddo! Let it out!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Saturday, October 4, 2003 11:27 AM CDT

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Amy-
I hope this finds you feeling well. My prayers are with you as you start this new Chemo- I pray everyday for you this is the miracle drug!! Unfortunately another 17 yr old discovered she has Osteosarcoma and may need some of your uplifting spirits. Her name is Jenna Langer, from New Ulm- www.caringbridge.org/mn/jennalanger. If you could just pray for her and maybe email her to help her through this, that would be greatly appreciated.
God bless and keep your head up!


Lisa Jensen (Michelle DesMarais' friend) and Sara Grausam <weezjensen@yahoo.com>
San Diego , CA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 1:33 AM CDT

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Amy, You are the greatest. You share all your feelings with the world. I don't think you have a crabby bone in your body. You deserve to have a down day. You are a great support to me. I just want to say thank you for keeping us in your thoughts. We miss you so much. I know Addison is watching over us in between playing and watching his batman movies.
Deb <www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola>
Gilbert, MN - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:45 PM CDT

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Amy, You don't sound like u have a seriously crabby bone in your body! Your crabby moods sound like my normal moods-just kidding'...maybe NOT!!!! Although u have alot of homework, still try and rest up too-u will feel better!!!! What about some of those chocolately s'mores????? Won't they do the trick?????!!!!! I m craving those right now, but I don't have any CHOCOLATE-AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! I don't feel like going out either............sigh. Maybe if I melt a Hershey's Kiss....I have about 5 of those around somewhere in the closet I think.......hmmmmm....maybe!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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Amy, I definately don't think your journal entries are every crabby. I check in every few days for some inspiration. When I see how well you handle everything life deals you and how positive you always are ... well, it puts my gripes in perspective. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope you have fun at homecoming.
Alyssa <AKDuncan2002@yahoo.com>
KS - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:36 PM CDT

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Hello Amy! I am so inspired by your journal! You are an amazing, brave 17 year old!!! Keep your head high, and keep fighting hard! I pray tomorrow (and the next day, and the day after....) brings you happiness, better health, and a beautiful smile! You are a beautiful young lady....May God bless you!
Brenda Ladell <ladell@cox-internet.com>
Paris, tx USA!!! - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:20 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
I am sorry you are dragging today but I guess the drug is doing its thing. Hit the hay early ,so tomorrow you can do something you'd like. Wishing you a comfy spot with a warm blanket and a good book. Till tomorrow...........
Jeanine
VA - Friday, October 3, 2003 6:30 PM CDT

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Amy,
You so deserve to have a bad day. EVERYONE deserves to have bad days, even when nothing is going on in their lives. You engage battle with the hideous-cancer-monster everyday and still come online and try to cheer us up every day (and you do). I know that I don't come online to your web page to read you be cheerful everyday though. I come here because I've come to care for you just though the words that you put on the page every day. Have your bad days. Share them with us. We will in turn root for you to feel better. Feel better.
Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, October 3, 2003 6:22 PM CDT

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hey ther ams! glad everything went great today... we froze outside during fall fest...you shoulda seen us! anyway, cant wait 'til tomorrow! cant wait to get all purpled up!
luv ya~
manda
manda
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 10:28 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
A&P all right. Study HARD. It is awesome, the body is amazing.I think that was one of my favorite courses along with some sociology classes. Nursing is a great calling & career. I love nursing. You teach, you share, you help, you grow, you promote wellness, etc It has so many avenues in which you can work.I think that you would be awesome at it Amy. Good luck on your exams tomorrow and have a BLAST at homecoming. Hugs,
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 7:23 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
You are an inspiration to all of us. A day doesn't go by when I don't read your journal. Each time I read, I learn something else from you. And being a very old 32, I thought I knew everything! : )
Each and every one of us who are following your story are so very proud of you. You have come so far, and will go so far in this lifetime!
Your the greatest Amy!!
Hugs
Angel Lori - Your month end monitor
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 10:53 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Here! Here! I felt every word of your journal. I don't know but I see first hand the hardships and I couldn't be more proud of all you teens dealing with the beast!!!

You have every right to feel scared, mad, angry, frustrated and sad. People don't get a fourth of your journey. People don't really want to know because it hurts too much - yea, well what about your hurt????

Us cancer Moms know and love ya. We encourage you to be you and have fun and kick ass! Well the cancer's ass anyway. Love and HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia)
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:59 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,

I absolutely love that picture of you up in Duluth! My folks are originally from Duluth so we used to go up there all the time. We were up there Labor Day Weekend and I also noticed that the seagulls aren't as crazy as they used to be... Hmmm. We had to force feed them our bread... Anyway, you look just wonderful in that picture. Glad to hear things are going well too from a medical perspective. And... that you have a plan of action now with your miracle drug! I have found it's very reassuring in Austin's case, to have a set plan of care. I'm really big on countdowns and statistics and that kinda thing though.
Also wanted to let you know that I did find a job-- with a home health agency in Red Wing. In fact, it's the same company that checked in on Austin when he had his Vanco pump at home. Whatever you decide to go into Amy, I have a feeling you will excell. You are the kind of person that people just can't help but feel connected to. Keep up the great work. Don't burn out though! Take care,

Sara and Austin Freking
Red Wing, Mn Usa - Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:39 AM CDT

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Amy,
Here's to conquering the "beast" in your fifth year!
Love, Deirdre
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 8:34 AM CDT

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Amy,

Olivia came home yesterday after round 2 and that makes such a big difference. As she moves into her second year of fighting this I can imagine a little bit the fear, anger, highs and lows you go through with this crap - perfect word for it! I wish you the best this next year and I pray everyday that this time next year you, Olivia and everyone else that is fighting will be able to say "I finally beat it!" I've said it before and I'll say it again right here for everybody to read - you are an amazing person and from you I get so much strength - especially when times are rough on our end. Thanks for sharing you.
Mike Munns <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI 54015 - Thursday, October 2, 2003 7:34 AM CDT

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Amy,
Hey there! How are you doing? I am praying that your Miracle drug will cure you. You are such an inspiration for so many people. Hope you continue to enjoy everything you do. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 7:12 AM CDT

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Amy,
Keep fighting girl! We love you!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke>
Chanhassen, MN - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 9:29 PM CDT

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Keep on fighting Amy. We are all here right with you every step of the way. Continuing our thoughts and prayers for you each and every day.

Remember that you are not alone.

If you ever need anything I am only an email away.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <cjtttmiles@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 8:13 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. It must be so unbelievable thinking about all that you've been through for the last 4 years. This is the year for you, I can feel it. You're doing an excellent job at making treatment look easy but everyone around you knows deep down how hard you try and how determined you are. You're an amazing young woman with an unconquerable spirit!Take care. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Dottie and Danielle
Philadelphia
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 2:44 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
I haven't written in a while but I read your site daily. I'm glad your feeling good enough and I can't wait till you get your leg! I hope you chose your dress - knock everyone over with that one! Especially if you never wear one they won't even know it's u. I also hope that you wear your pj's underneath since that is the real you!

Stay warm - what is with this weather???? I'm disgusted!
HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia)
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 7:52 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Wow tomorrow is Wednesday already. Hang in there girl. Just think after all these papers you could write an article for the paper or better yet a novel. What are you thinking about for a major next year at college? Have you got any applications yet? Before you know it the holidays will be here and this block will be over and then 6months to graduation.....Take Care
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, It's nice to hear good news from you! Congrats! I always enjoy checking your website and hearing your news. Your new photos are great. California prayers are always headed your way from Juli Evers' cousin,
Suzanne Evans <suzevans@lightspeed.net>
Bakersfield, CA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 5:08 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Sounds like you had a pretty nice day! Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 0:47 AM CDT

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hi amers,yes you are still invited to come to Dawn of the Dream, i am awaiting the paperwork to come in the mail!! we are happy to hear that you want to join us and can make it!! Get your beautiful dress out and get ready for a wonderful evening out!!! have a great day!! love, dawn and tori keep Nov. 8th open ok???
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan , - Monday, September 29, 2003 6:00 PM CDT

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Amy,
Hey there! How are you doing? I am glad to see that you had a great weekend. I like your pictures. Hope all is well. God bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 2:55 PM CDT

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Amy, let me know when you are planning to come for the pictures - make sure I am there!!! Maybe on Wednesday afternoon.....
Me
- Monday, September 29, 2003 12:04 AM CDT

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Amy,
I was away this weekend in Cincinnati Ohio for a Red's game. Are you a baseball fan? It was great except for the 8 hour drive down there (I'm near Rochester NY). Hope you had a good weekend, glad to read that you're still here!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, September 29, 2003 12:01 AM CDT

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Amy, We're glad that your doing well. We all missed you so much on the 20th for the bonfire! Have you heard from Tori latley?? It's awesome news and I'm very excited!!! We're thinking about you...glad to hear that there's a plan finally!! Love you girl and stay strong!!
The Zeman Family <starkiss21@attbi.com>
New hope, - Monday, September 29, 2003 1:18 AM CDT

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Happy Homecoming week, Amy! Just wanted to make sure that you checked your e-mail. I sent you something you might be interested in!! :)

Me!
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 11:09 AM CDT

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I'm so happy to hear your great news! Please know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, September 28, 2003 9:45 AM CDT

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hi! i found your site on Chubby Chica's and just popped by to send some hugs,

keep smiling

Elle
xxx <Gorgeousel@aol.com>
London, UK - Saturday, September 27, 2003 3:18 PM CDT

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amy! you're just full of good news! keep it up! did you go to the game last night? i decided not to, i didnt feel all that great, and my mom didnt want me to be out in the cold all night : ( anyway, have a great day! i'll talk to you probably tomorrow at corination!
luv ya!
manda
manda
- Saturday, September 27, 2003 10:44 AM CDT

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AMY
HOORAY !!!I am so glad the drug is working!! Have a great wkend.... I was thinking about you several times today. Glad it is good news!!

Jeanine
VA - Friday, September 26, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

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I'm glad to hear your great news!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Friday, September 26, 2003 3:18 PM CDT

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Amy - How exciting is that news??!! Let's hope the "cocktail" Laura is getting is as successful. Have a good weekend.
Beth
- Friday, September 26, 2003 3:11 PM CDT

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Wonderful news. Keep up that positive attitude, it certainly does help, along with all the prayers of course.
Angel Sandra and all your Smile Quilt friends
Sicily. Italy - Friday, September 26, 2003 11:54 AM CDT

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That is great and awesome news!!!! Fantastic! Amy thank you for always keeping up with Katia and for the package you sent. She loves the ladybugs and bracelett. She is playing with them as I type. I love the cheerleader ladybug:) Adorable. Love, Tracy


~~Katia's Site (Leukemia AML-Relapsed 8-26-03)
Fighting to win!!!~~
Tracy and Katia
- Friday, September 26, 2003 10:35 AM CDT

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You go Girl !!!!
We love to hear you smile !!

The Applens
Mark and Jan Applen
- Friday, September 26, 2003 9:35 AM CDT

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Amy,
WOW THAT IS WONDERFUL NEWS!!!!!
Im so happy for you.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <Cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:18 AM CDT

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YAHOOOOOOO!!!!!

I am so happy for you! I will keep praying for you.

Hang in there with all of your homework.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

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YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!
Congrats!!! That is just such wonderful news!

Abigail
- Friday, September 26, 2003 7:28 AM CDT

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Hey Amy--
IS THIS EXCITING NEWS, OR WHAT!!!! WOW! YAAAAAAAAY! HOORAY! Let me say that YOU have it all over those survivors on TV! YOU are the ULTIMATE survivor! I am SO-O-O-O-O excited for you!
LOVE those new pix too! You look so cute sitting on that Duluth rock! I am grinning from ear to ear. You made my day!
Keep on keeping on, girl! God is ALWAYS in your corner.....

Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, September 26, 2003 7:18 AM CDT

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We are so excited for the GREAT news. The prayers will continue to go on. The smaller the better. We miss you but feel like we are still close to you on this site. I love the picture. We live so close to Duluth. I'm sure that this is where the picture is taken. Our favorite vacation spot. Addison's last vacation was in Duluth. We are praying for only great news from now on.
Deb (Addison's mom) <www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola>
Gilbert, MN - Thursday, September 25, 2003 11:22 PM CDT

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that is great news amy!!! keep it up!!!
luv ya~
manda
manda
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:55 PM CDT

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Amy,
Excelllllllllllllllllent news!!!!
I am very,very happy for you!!!!!!
Have a great weekend!
P.S. I have never, even seen so many cucumbers in my life! How long did that take to pickle all those????!!!!!
Bet they will b good!!!!!

Karen
Bloomington, Mn - Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:23 PM CDT

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Amy,
Excelllllllllllllllllent news!!!!
I am very,very happy for you!!!!!!
Have a great weekend!
P.S. I have never, even seen so many cucumbers in my life! How long did that take to pickle all those????!!!!!
Bet they will b good!!!!!

Karen
Bloomington, Mn - Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:23 PM CDT

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ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS NEWS!!!!!! I am so happy for you. I will continue to pray that the miracle drug continues its magic. Keep up the great attitude, and enjoy this great day!!
Elzabeth
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

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ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so happy for you, and I will keep up the prayers that the miracle drug continues its magic. What a great day!

Elzabeth
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:15 PM CDT

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AWESOME!!!!!!!!
I'm so glad I was able to come back and check! Your update was so vibrant. I was screaming yippeee!!! (silently of course...all the kiddies are asleep)Amy, you are so inspiring! You go girl!
Love Lisa and Lindsey <www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey>
Va beach, VA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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YIPPEEEE!!!!!!! AMY, what GREAT NEWS, We are soooo excited for you, and we Praise God for this wonderful report!!! you so deserve a report like this!!! love you girl, enjoy your weekend!! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Thursday, September 25, 2003 8:11 PM CDT

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YAHOO! That is the best news I have heard in a long time! I am so happy for you! Have a good rest of the week and a wonderful week-end!
Deb
Prior Lake, MN - Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

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Amy,

What GREAT news, our God is an awesome God!!!!!!
Jo
Noblesville, In - Thursday, September 25, 2003 6:52 PM CDT

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Hey Miss Amy,
Glad 2 hear your GREAT FABOULOUS AWESOME news!!
Sorry we missed u when u were up here.We were outta town.
But i g2g finish my Homework. Whoopdie- doo.:( lol
Luv ya lots and lots
Be baddd
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Esko, MN USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 6:47 PM CDT

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PRAISE GOD!! So glad to hear your good news. I rejoice with you. I'll definitely keep up the prayers. Lots of love to you!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, September 25, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
In from work and wondering how today went for ya. Love the new pics. Talk about pickles WOW lots of quarts there, I haven't canned in years but have done peaches & pears . SO good!I'll check in later before bed to hear about your scans. Bye for now
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 5:17 PM CDT

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Hi Amy-- I love the pictures of you canning pickles. Canning is one of my favorite past times. I learned from my Grandma, a very special lady in my life. Anyway just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and praying your test results are great. I will take a look later to see the results.
Take care,
Sheila Mitchell
Albany, MN - Thursday, September 25, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

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Amy,
Praying all the scans come back good. Sounds like your really busy! Congrats on being one of the MC's.
We have been offline for awhile due to hurricane Isabel but luckily we had no major damage. Take care! We'll check back tonite for an update.
Love Lisa and Lindsey <www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey>
VA beach, VA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 9:22 AM CDT

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Amy, you are in my prayers...and I am going to pray hard all day. Good luck with today. Much love

Elzabeth
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

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Amy,
Our prayers are with you today and everyday. We will be in the hospital starting tomorrow for round #2 of the ICE chemo. If your in the area stop in and say HI!!! Good luck this weekend, hope the weather doesn't get to cold for you. Take care,
Bonnie, Mike, Angel, Olivia and Jessica
Bonnie Munns
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 8:54 AM CDT

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Good luck Amy! You are an amazing young lady and deserve some good news. I'll look forward to fantastic news when you get your results. I'm sending lots of prayers your way!!!!!!!!!
Lisa
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 11:59 PM CDT

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Aimster...good luck, I'm praying for good scans!!! Congrats on the MC thing, I didn't even know they picked anyone yet. You'll be great at it...I know! But Just wanted to say a quick hello and good luck! Bubye!! Luv you tons and tons!
Jillbert
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:44 PM CDT

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hi amers, so you get to be an MC again,? way to go, you are great at it!! and now you are going to be out on the roads at 5 in the morning?, look out everyone!!! we are thinking about you and praying for a miracle for your scans tomorrow!!! love, you amy! dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:32 PM CDT

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Very Nice Pictures Amy! Good luck with your scans tomorrow, I pray that you have great news to report!
Deb
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

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HI AMY
Sounds like it may be lung pain. Have you been coughing and strained? Could it be muscular from activity. Did yoo try an inhaler to open you up? Tell them when you go for the scan. Hope it doesn't happen again. Bye
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:41 PM CDT

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Amy,
Indeed miracles DO happen and I pray for one for you when you have those scans done! God bless.

Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 6:52 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Wow, you are so inspirational to me. If I need a pick-me-up and have a minute, all I have to do is check your page and I'm off and running. Keep the counts up and fighting. I am so excited to hear about a miracle. We are due for one around here! Better go and help Mark. His voice recognition is not working right at the moment so I will help be his fingers. Hugs,
Darlene Felling
- Monday, September 22, 2003 5:30 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Sounds like you had a great wkend. After 4 days we got POWER back . VA got hit hard with Isabel. No school today and had off Thurs/Fri Soon the make-up days. Lots of downed trees and power lines. You have a great Monday. We all have much to be thankful for.Bye for now.........
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:27 AM CDT

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Hey Amers!! Glad to hear you had a good time at the air show, you lucky duck. haha. I just have to say again, I love your poem, you're great Amy. I love you to death, and your a great friend, even when you don't go shoping with me haha. Love you tons, and see you tomorrow.

SAVANNAH
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:52 PM CDT

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hi amers, just wanted to say have a great time in Duluth, you have perfect weather for it, we will miss you at jills house for the barbeque, sure wish you were joining us!!!!!!!!!!!!!it won't be the same without you!!!!!!!!!well next time we hope to see you!!! say i have a question for you since you missed Dawn of the Dream event last year do you have tickets to attend this year?? let me know, i hear once you win the butterfly contest you get to go free every year, are you going to go?? tori won this year and i was wondering if you going too, so we could be with you.. talk to you soon, email me. love, dawn and tori
dawn <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, September 20, 2003 2:38 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
Im glad that you are feeling so good.I hope you have a great time at the air show.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
- Saturday, September 20, 2003 1:19 PM CDT

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Amy-
I just wanted to let you know this is your website- for you to express what you are going through please don't think you have to tell us you are sorry for being Stressed. We all have those days~ and most of us do not have cancer to put on top of our stress. You do remarkably well. We all care how you are, or we wouldnt keep coming back!! So use this to vent anytime. I am glad today was better for you and you are so lucky to be going to Duluth this week-end. I have heard it is beautiful up there right now. I wanted to go this week-end but Hubby is busy. :0( Oh well another time! Enjoy the week-end!
Deb
Prior Lake, - Friday, September 19, 2003 5:59 PM CDT

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AMY,
I ENJOYED YOUR WEB PAGE. MY NAME IS KEN AND I AM A SURVIVOR OF OSTEOSARCOMA. I HAD MY RIGHT LEG AMPUTED ABOVE THE KNEE IN 1988. I AM KNOW 31 YEARS OLD. I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU TO KEEP YOUR FAITH IN GOD AND TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME. THERE WERE NO WEB PAGES LIKE THIS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND I KNOW JUST BY READING YOURS THAT YOU WILL BE AN ENCOURAGEMENT TO OTHER YOUNG PEOPLE EXPERIENCING CANCER

GOD BLESS YOU AND BEST WISHES,

KEN
KEN KNIPP <KMKNIPP@HOTMAIL.COM>
BAINBRIDGE, OH USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 4:36 PM CDT

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Amy,
Glad to read you're feeling better. Yesterday's update was not offensive or anything, just quick so don't worry so much. We all have bad days and stress. Stress is not something you can't compare to others. It's either there or it's not. Have a good weekend.

Love, Deirdre
- Friday, September 19, 2003 3:30 PM CDT

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Amy, Relax and enjoy your weekend! Don't be too hard on yourself, your one amazing person who has been through so much. I believe that bummer days happen and after you give yourself a chance to relax and rest the next day is better than the last!!! Take Care. Our Love and prayers as always!
BBJT&E
Avon, - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:44 PM CDT

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hi amy!!! i hope you're enjoying yourself at school...its not too bad here at home...kinda boring actually. im feeling much better now-THANK GOODNESS! being sick is not fun at all. anyway, NEXT WEEK we gotta go out for dinner, i HAVE WEDNESDAY OFF!!!! yeah for me! so if that works for everyone else, let me know! hope you have a great time in duluth this weekend, ENJOY YOURSELF!!!
luv ya~
manda
manda
- Friday, September 19, 2003 2:13 PM CDT

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HEY AMY! I just found out about this journal that u have been writing. I stayed up all night reading past days. You have brought a much needed smile to my face.. and for that I thank ya.
Today wasnt the "best" well I send ya a mental butterfly.. when u get down.. just flapp all the thoughts away.
take it easy.. school n tests will always be there. have fun
I will be lookin all the time for a new post..

thanks..
calina (mom to KeShavon n Durst)
calina
Brookville, in USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 1:33 AM CDT

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Hi Amy! With all you have going on, I'm guessing you didn't tune in to "Survivor" tonight. I probably should have been doing other things (studying) but I had to watch. Give yourself a little slack on those exams - I'm telling you, it's not worth stressing about!
Kari H <kehartmann@hotmail.com>
Miami, FL - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:17 PM CDT

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Amy,
Hope all your schoolwork went well! It's tough enuf to have the stresses of school, but then not feeling 100% is really the pits! Take it easy and try not to stress it tooooooooo much! Are your teachers understanding? I hope so! Take care and TGIF!!!!!! No need to apologize for putting your feelings into words in the journal-that's the purpose of the journal!!!!! It helps to share your feelings and to vent!!!! That's what we are here for-to perk u back up!!! If u don't need perking up, then we r slackin' off!!!!
Karen
Minneapolis, - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:11 PM CDT

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Hey Amy this is me Olivia. I just wanted to say hi and thank you for all of the gifts you have given me. THANK YOU!!! I'm sorry to hear that you had a rotten day. I hope things get better. Hope to see you soon. Say hi to everybody at home for me.
Olivia
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 5:25 PM CDT

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Um...ok, I'm officially bopping you upside the head. Honey...you have done remarkably well with all you've had to endure. No one knows how hard it is to go through all this "stuff" and keep up with school, etc. except for those of us who have to go through it. It's no wonder you're feeling stressed. High school is enough to stress you out without having to deal with cancer. Go easy on yourself. I know you don't want to stay down, but know that it's ok to let go and get frustrated sometimes--we deal with a lot. YOU deal with a lot and do a remarkable job. The Lord will lift you up again. Just rest in His arms until then. I love you lots! HUGS and I'll be praying continually.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, September 18, 2003 5:20 PM CDT

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Amy,
Anxious to see how you did all around today.

Love, Deirdre
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 7:31 AM CDT

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Hi AMY
Good luck on the A&P test . We are all home today. Schools & busninesses closed awaiting Isabel.Bye for now..
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 7:08 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, We are just stopping by to say hello. Miss seeing you. Good Luck on your test. We are always thinking of you.
Deb <www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola>
Gilbert, MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:54 PM CDT

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Glad you are enjoying your school year. Hope you continue to have really boring days. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 7:01 PM CDT

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Amy,
You are NOT boring and 10:00pm is EARLY for you? Since the kids are back in school, I nap in the afternoon and Still fall asleep on the couch with them watching Spongebob (I hate Spongebob). I subbed in the high school 3 days last week and THAT pooped me out too. I don't have shots and chemo to blame...I'm just OLD!

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:33 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy! I wouldn't be surprised if school is what is wearing you down. It's such a difference from your summer activities.

BTW, I have to agree about Toy Story and that adults should like it. It's on the level of adults also liking Shrek, Ice Age and Finding Nemo (which I like as well!). My kids don't "get" some of the 'adult' stuff so both of us watch them, and enjoy them "equally"! :)

Have a great day tomorrow!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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AMY
Just thought I would drop by. Daring wow I don't think I am too daring.BUT you on the other hand I bet you try lots of adventures like horseback riding and rock climbing etc. Rest when you can healing takes place while your body rests. You are still growing you know (hehe) I wish I could use that excuse when I want to nap. Have a good week . Not sure the computer will be up with the hurricane after tomorrow. I guess I will see daring in the next few days.
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:03 PM CDT

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Amy,
Your updates are never boring! I've always wondered how you keep it up day after day. I want to apologize if my site offended you. I tend to say exactly what I think on it, which of course changes from day to day, and is almost never politcally correct. You are one of my heroes, so I care what you think.
Sending healthy thoughts your way,
Abigail
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

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Hey Aimster, How are you doing? I'm doing pretty well right now. I hope that you are having a fun time at school...it's just good to see you all the time in the halls and getting to talk to you. Just wanted to say Hi! I'll talk to you tomorrow, bubye!!! Keep smiling!
Jillbert
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:29 PM CDT

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HI AMY! Just wanted to say HI and we miss you! And thanks for always updating your site so we know what's happening in MN. Take care!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

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Amy,
Your updates are NEVER boring. I love that you share all kinds of aspects of your life with us!

Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 2:59 PM CDT

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hey amy! i hope you're having fun in SCHOOL right now... yup... im just hanging out at home...relaxing...ahh yes...anyway, i hope you had a great day!!! did i miss a lot in adv. comp??? oh yeah, sadly tomorrow isnt going to work for me, i HAVE to catch up on some homework (cuz i was gone today and have to work tonight im gonna be pretty far behind)-we WILL work something out!!! keep on smiling girl! you're a true inspiration-keep it up!!!
luv ya~
manda
manda
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 2:35 PM CDT

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Amy,
I hope all is well with you. I wanted to thank you for all the words of encouragement for us and Brittany. She loved reading your entries. Take care and we'll keep up with your progress on your site here.

Brian (Brittany's Dad) <bp.zip@verizon.net>
Tampa, Fl - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 8:09 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Glad to hear things are "boring" and "uneventful". Those two words start to sound great the older you get! Your vacation pictures are beautiful! Have a good week!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 0:32 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Glad your Monday went okay. When will you be getting your new leg? How long does that take? Will you have to go to OT/PT type instruction? You are smart to stay on top of the homework. It can pile up quick. Hope to go to Taylor's viewing tomorrow and then Wed service. Looks like we are bracing for a hurricane here in Hampton Roads, VA. Isabel... May not have school Thurs/ Fri We are excited...Take Care.
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

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Good Monday Morning Amy,
I had a busy weekend too, and like you I feel I'm slowing down alot now. However, for different reasons - I'm just about ready to have a baby and this extra weight and pressure are taking their toll on me. Anyway, I wanted to tell you about our weekend here in Philadelphia. Saturday was a yuky rainy day, but we had the annual Light the Night Walk for Leukemia and Lymphoma. This was our team's 2nd year and despite the weather we had a great turn out. Not sure what the final count of donations was but I think we beat last year. The Walk was great, our team shirts looked terrific. I'm sending one your way so keep a look out for a fed-ex box. It was nice to see soooo many people who really care and want to make a difference come out and support the cause! Glad you're on top of your homework, it doesn't take much to fall behind and feel lost. Keep up the great work! You're a wonderful inspiration to others!
In our prayers daily.
Dottie and Danielle
Philadelphia, - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:50 AM CDT

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Praying for you as always. Blessings and lots of love to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:45 PM CDT

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hi amers, say your mom and dad would be invited too for the barbeque at jills house on this sat. at 5:00 lots of families will be there, please try and get a hold of her to find out details. it will be lots of fun, lots of teens will be there. have a great week!!! love, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

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Amy
Just wanted to let you know Taylor H lost her fight to leukemia. She passed at 11 05 this am You take care HUGS
Jeanine V.
Va - Sunday, September 14, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
I was up in Washington DC. today. I put your name on my church prayer for the next 2 weeks. Thinking of you and hoping all is well there. Bye for now....
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 8:42 PM CDT

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hi amers, say jill couldn't find your telephone number, we hope you can make it to the barbeque next saturday night around 5:00 pm at jills house in New Hope. i need to get a hold of julie too. hope so badly that you can come!!!!! love to you.dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, September 13, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

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Hello Amy.My name is Kira and I was just on AJ's page and I saw your link.Iam so happy to hear about your fight for cancer I wish you luck in everything you do.
Kira
Whatford City , nd usa - Saturday, September 13, 2003 7:13 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! I sure do kick myself in my behind if I don't check your website every day. You are so faithful about updating that I should know better, than to leave for a few days!! :o)

I'm sure you did fine on your tests. After this very-interesting-sounding football game, you can just rest (and perhaps dream good things??!!!).

I'm sorry to hear about your friend, AJ. I was glad, however, to hear about Olivia. Talk about a lot of ups and downs, eh?

Well, you have a good week at school. Wait a minute...! What am I saying? I just told myself NOT to skip a few days between visiting you! Until tomorrow --- ! =)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, September 13, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

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Amy,
Take it easy this weekend and stay away from fish!!!!
Don't want your belly doing flips over fish!!!!
Is the reason you want to go to the football game a certain player?????? Or a certain someone who might b attending the game perhaps?????????? Keeping us wondering til the next update huh!!!!!!!!
Karen
- Friday, September 12, 2003 5:24 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I am really touched by your story. My 9yr old son is being treated for oesteosarcoma. Hang in there.
Myrna <myrnahn@netscape.net>
New York, ny - Friday, September 12, 2003 4:26 PM CDT

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Amy - it was so nice to meet you yesterday. I hope all goes well with this round of chemo for you.

My prayers continue to be with you.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 12:27 AM CDT

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Amy,
I told you that bad weather was coming. Glad to hear you made it home safe and sound and now praying you get through this day of makeups! Take care.

Love, Deirdre
- Friday, September 12, 2003 8:30 AM CDT

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Hi Amy - thanks so much for stopping in to see Olivia today. It sure perked her up. As always we enjoy your visits - too bad they are there and not someplace fun. But we all make the best of it. I left this evening so I'm not sure how she's doing - she was going to try the (and I'm spelling it like it sounds!!!) Merilax and was going to try the Narcon so hopefully that will get her pooping!! And home by the weekend!! Take care and thanks again for the visit.


Mike Munns (Olivia's stepdad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:10 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Glad you are home safe.Wish you the best on your exams tomorrow. Little Taylor H is having a real hard time. She was admitted last night. It's been an emotional day being 9/11 and then other things. Hope the wkend finds you well and time to enjoy.Good night.....
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 8:35 PM CDT

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Hey you i can't believe it saturday is tommorw have agood weekend and your an awsome person. Thanks for the pic its amazing. see your at school
Leia
- Thursday, September 11, 2003 7:04 PM CDT

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Hope today went well and good luck with all the catching up tomorrow....whew, I'm pooped just thinking about it!

Love, Deirdre
- Thursday, September 11, 2003 3:32 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! I am seventeen years old, too. I think you are so awesome how you are battling the cancer and how you have been so brave and up beat. It's incredible that you still go to school, are active in clubs and activities, and can keep up with your work on top of everything! I enjoyed learning about you...thanks for the site and keep being as awesome as you are! ~Savanna
Savanna <gilhoolygrl@aol.com>
FL USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:47 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Hope tomorrow goes well. No fun having to do make-up exams. Have a good night... Study now if you can. SMILE....
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:06 PM CDT

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Amy,
I just read AJ's page. I was shocked and very sad to hear that he passed away.I am glad it was peaceful and with his family though.
I don't think I have met AJ face to face, but I have kept up with him through his web site.
I am sure it was a very hard night for everyone.It's going to be a hard next few days for his entire family, but I will keep them in my prayers.
This sucks. I hate losing people to cancer.It just plain sucks.That is like the 5th or 6th kid I know that has passed away from this horrible diease, and IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
OOHHH!! It makes me so mad and frusterated and sad to know that kids have to go through what I went through and more. It was rotten.If I could, I would take your place any day babe.
Keep your chin up,hun. We will find a cure and it will get better.
"Because parents shouldn't have to bury their children"
I heard that from somewhere and thought it was a neat quote
It fits to how I am feeling right now.
Love ya lots
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 6:52 PM CDT

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Amy,
Good morning to you too. I'm so sorry about your friend A.J. but you seem in good spirits so that's good. He's lucky to have had you as a friend. I can't help but giggle a little when you talk of going to get your leg. You are so casual and matter of fact about it and it just tickles me! I love reading your site. You seem so cheerful and down to earth. It's hard enough being a teenager without all this other crap and you seem like a pretty neat kid. Have a good rest of the week....enjoy the weather now, before you get slammed!

Love, Deirdre
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:08 AM CDT

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Amy,
I am glad to hear things are going well for you. Good Luck with school. Hope you have a wonderful day. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:23 AM CDT

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Hey Amy,

Hope all went well and quickly today! I have been checking on you daily but haven't been signing alot lately. We have had alot going on with school starting!
I am heading to Lindsey's class on thursday to show the kids a video and have a little question and answer session. Hopefull the kids with understand a little more about what she's been through. Hope all continues to go well.
Love and prayers Lisa and Lindsey <www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey>
VA beach, VA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:25 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Hello from all of us in Avon. Things are going well, but we all are missing you. Hopefully your counts will hang in there and you won't feel to icky from the chemo. We hope to stop by and visit sometime this week. Lots of continued prayers and love coming your way!! : ) : ) : ) : ) : )
BBJT&E
Avon, - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Well my daughter's roommate at Princeton is from MN.I was up in NY/NJ over the wkend visiting. Gina is an architecture major. I happened to ask her about MN. She told me she use to candystripe at Fairview. She is 24 now. Small world... Also I have a 5yr ol girl Jayla at my school here in Va who has a left prosthetic leg since she is about 2. She is amazing. Does sit all. She was showing me the ropes. Hope all goes well when you get your leg . It really will be better for your back, your balance, and mobility. You go girl. I like the new senior pic at the beginning. Take care Glad those counts are still up. good night...
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:21 PM CDT

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hi there amy! geez... school was hot!! i cant believe that some schools actually got out from the heat...crazy...it was really warm in forensics though...especially after my phone rang...oops! anyway, its good to hear that your counts look super! its always a great thing when you hear that they're lookin' good. i'll see ya tomorrow, sadly ive homework
luv~
manda
manda
- Monday, September 8, 2003 6:30 PM CDT

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HI Amy
Hope today was better with the stomach upset from meds.Ask your docs next visit about scans if you are wondering. Why worry may be a simple thing. Hope your counts don't drop too low. I know you need that energy for school work but some fun too! Take Care.... Have a great Monday!
Jeanine
VA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 7:58 PM CDT

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hi amers, you fashion queen model you!!!!! i have a nice picture of you at the birthday party at the hospital, i will make sure you get a copy. we miss seeing you and hope to plan the bonfire soon.!!!! i know what you mean by being tired out after school, its hard to get use to the routine and homework, we are all wiped out at our house too. plus i have my college homework too. hope to see you soon, love to you, dawn and tori.. hey i think i work with brittany rezmerski's aunt, cathy at my Cedar school. i would love to talk to brittany sometime. have you heard from p at all? take care amers.. i am checking up on you daily...
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Sunday, September 7, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

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hey amers! im so sorry you felt kinda sick yesterday, hope it gets better! homework is dumb!!! i did all of mine on friday after school... and guess what??? ive already finished my book for comp!!! crazy i know... i feel kinda dumb for finishing it...anyway, have a great sunday, stay well! see ya in SCHOOL! :)
luv ya!~
manda
manda
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 1:56 PM CDT

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Okay Miss Fashion Queen! So, we're going to be getting a new picture with each daily entry? I want to see the ones of Colorado with the cute boys!! Tell your dad to quit telling you to "go jump in the lake!" That's not very nice! You can tell a couple of your teachers that for giving you so much homework. Don't they realize that you are a senior and have more important things to do than homework - like friends, etc!!!! I mean reaaally!
Love you!
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke>
Chanhassen, MN - Sunday, September 7, 2003 1:04 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, Hope your computer doesn't blow, what would I do without your updates?
I'm dreading going back to school because of all the homework they leave. This year I'm going to be a bit more organized, won't leave anything until the night before. It's just that there is always so much that I just can't keep up. Maybe I'm a bit slower now than I used to be. Plus I'm sure you know what it's like trying to do homework with a headache. I know I could tell the teachers that I wasn't feeling well, but I don't want them to think I'm using leukemia as an excuse.
GEMMA'S JOURNAL
Gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.>
Sicily. Italy - Sunday, September 7, 2003 12:11 AM CDT

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Hi!
I don't know you, I found you on Maxi's web page.
He and his family are new to the world of cancer. I'm so glad that you found them.
You sound like a strong determined young lady with a really great support group. With your attitude you have to win the battle.
Hope you don't mind an extra prayer, you have it anyway.

Trish
LaSalle, CO USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 12:01 AM CDT

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Homework on the weekend :(
Thats no fun.Oh well.I hope you have a good weekend.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jackie
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 5:30 AM CDT

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I just want to send my love your way. I have never met you in person, but I pray for you to be healed and be happy in life. You are something truly amazing in this world. Did you know Sam Kiener by chance? Well, my son goes to his school and that is where I began this journey of reading journals. Yours is so well written and I wish you all the best.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:04 PM CDT

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So glad you are still fighting. My beautiful 24 year old daughter was diagnosed November of 2000 with osteosarcoma...she was 21 at the time. She is still fighting....we were recently at the Mayo Clinic where she had spinal surgery. She has also had a leg resection. We just finished Cyberknife. Have you tried that? Don't want to burden you with having to write. Just enjoyed your website. God bless you. John 3:16
Kathy Schultz <schultzkathy@blueridge.net>
Rutherfordton, NC USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

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Hi there. I found you on Codi's site. I am so sorry for everything you have had to go through. Cancer has touched my family many times. My youngest daughter, Paige, who is almost 12 was diag. with Osteosarcoma last year. This is her second battle with this monster. She was diag. with rhabdomyosarcoma when she was 3. She lost her father who was only 37 last year to cancer. She is a fighter and so are you! Stay strong and never stop fighting.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney
Tina Haney <lilgirlie5396@hotmail.com>
East Liverpool, Oh USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 5:48 PM CDT

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Hope you have rested after a busy week at school.
Angel Gemma for Smile Quilts <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

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Amy, you are the greatest. I wish God had not chosen for you to have to deal with this but I think he must have for he knows you have POSTIVE ATTITUDE!! If it were me, I would probably whine the whole time. I love all your entries but always look forward to the inspiring quotes at the end. You are such a boost for me. Thanks Amy and keep healing. With love and prayers for you and all those fighting.....
Darlene Felling
Albany, MN - Saturday, September 6, 2003 10:29 AM CDT

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Hi Amy what a great web page!My name is Christy & my son is Maxie he was diagnosed with Rhabdo Stage III just over a month ago.This is all new to him. You seem very tough, your page made me smile.COuld you please drop him some email if you get a chance! His email is on the page. www.caringbridge,org/va/maxie. We were trying to find out about the ranch you went to.I had emailed them the other day it looks like a great place. How did you get involved in it? Anyway, keep your head up!
Christy Young & Maxie <IMAQT430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 3:05 AM CDT

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Hi Amy Marie! Before you do any homework you should free up some space on your hotmail account... and then do a little surfing and videogame playing... and then watch a movie and maybe make some s'mores. That's how I did homework, oh, but wait, maybe that's why I got bad grades. Sounds like you're doing great, YAY!..hope you have a good weekend!
Amy Marie
Pasadena, CA - Friday, September 5, 2003 9:07 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! See you sometime this weekend, probably Sunday after the big football game.(Vikings vs Packers) Go Vikes! Sounds like you have some major homework to get through. Take it a little at a time. Don't overdo it.
Denise
- Friday, September 5, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

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Hey Miss Amy! I love your school picture!! We took ours yesterday (Thursday)
Everything's okay up here.I miss you tons tho!
BE BADD!!!! hehehehehe
Love Your P.I.C.
P.artner I.n C.rime lol
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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Hey Amy! It's so nice to see you in school almost everyday so far this year. You make my day brighter by just being there to give me a smile! I hope you have a great weekend. Don't 4get to bring your senior pics to school...I want some of them! Bubye, Love ya lots!
Jill
Jillbert
- Friday, September 5, 2003 6:37 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! It sounds like you had a pretty busy week at school. A night of R&R at home sounds like the perfect medicine.

I just wanted to tell you that I also visit Katia's website and I KNOW how much her Mommy would appreciate knowing that you are sending out prayer requests. You're great!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, September 5, 2003 6:23 PM CDT

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Hi Amy! Just wanted to wish you luck with your classes this quarter since it sounds like you've got some tough ones. We're happy to hear that your chemo is going OK. And thanks for the news on Olivia - what a relief that she is going home. Surely your visits with her brought a bright spot to her day. :)
Hope that you are enjoying senior year so far - make the most of it!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Friday, September 5, 2003 11:01 AM CDT

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Amy,
I'm not quite sure if you know it or not. Many people have stated it - but sometimes it seems like just the right thing to say. But - it is very true and honest and the right thing to say : "you are an incredibly strong, intelligent and passionate young woman".
We can all learn something from your approach to each day.

Love,
Mark and Jan Applen
Mark Applen <mwapplen@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 5, 2003 9:27 AM CDT

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Amy,
I hope you were able to hang in there at school today. I can't imagine going for medicine I know will make me feel like CRAP! You have such a positive attitude and I love the quotes at the end. They are a nice touch. Take it easy this weekend and rest up for Thursday, poor thing.....

Love, Deirdre
- Friday, September 5, 2003 7:04 AM CDT

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Amy, I don't think there is a word to describe you.I am so impressed by the person you are, and amazed by the person you continue to grow to be. I think your quote today is really a special one, and one that we should all think of more often. I am sending you my smiles all the time, and my prayers go out to you as well. I hope tomorrow is a great day at school. Take care~
Elzabeth
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

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HI Amy
Talk about beat -HOORAY tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!Hope you sleep well tonight and not to much stomach upset for you from your treatment. Wheezy sounds like you need an albuterol inhaler, maybe even a nebulizer for home. Drink lots of water,stay hydrated. Just think the wkend is fast approaching. Catch time for something fun..SMILE........
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 6:18 PM CDT

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Hey Amy!
It's Kristin (Laura'a friend) and I just wanted to say how amazing it was to meet you. Your spirit and determination are unbelievable and I will never forget you. I had so much fun hanging out with you, eating smores and watching the game show! Thank you for your Chinese food, it was delicious! Hopefully I'll cya again someday but until then God's love (and good luck with school!) Lots of love!
Kristin <kmikkelson55@hotmail.com>
Mequon, WI - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

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Good morning, Amy! Leave it to you -- looking at the positive about TWO TESTS FROM THE SAME TEACHER ON THE SAME DAY. "Yuck!" is what I would say!! =)

Good luck with the chemo, and I'm glad to hear you rested well. I know my son did last night, as his first day of school was yesterday.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:27 AM CDT

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Dear Amy,
Sounds like you are really getting right into school..good for you!! I hope chemo goes well for you...and I also apologise if I don't get to sign in as much coz I've just started my new job and don't get to be on the computer at all...I'll be praying hard for you though! Stay strong :)

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:57 AM CDT

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I just stopping in to say HELLO! It was great to be up at the hospital with all you fun girls. It sure is lonely here with you all gone. I'm glad school is going great. Looking forward to many comma's ,,,,,,
Deb <www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola>
Mpls., MN - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

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hey there amy! dont stress out about your classes... im already studying for tests too, geez... its only the 2nd day! isnt forensics the BEST ;) that stupid cube today kinda kicked our butts! anyway, have fun tomorrow! i'll be "skipping" as well! yeah for us! talk to ya friday in SCHOOL!
luv ya~
manda
manda
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:34 PM CDT

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My prayers are with you ! I learned of you on Codi's website. All of you are so strong while dealing with this cancer. You're beautiful and I will be thinking of you. Teresa
Teresa McCall <teebs1@cableone.net>
Boise, Id US - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:20 PM CDT

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Amy, glad to hear you are feeling better! Your Senior pics are outstanding!! You are such a beautiful young lady....with a great smile!!

I am feeling very old today--Brittany started High School at Esko! Most days I feel like I am still in High School!! Let's hope her GPA comes up this year!!

I think she goes for another checkup in Sept so maybe we will see you in clinic......take care and study hard...haha


Brittany's Mom (Marysia)
Duluth, MN usa - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

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Hi there Amy. I just wanted to come by and check on you and tell you thank you so much for always checking up on Katia. That so nice of you to do:) You do have an outstanding attitude and a generous heart. Love, Tracy
~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 12:13 AM CDT

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Good morning AMY!!! I am so happy that you are back at home. I hope you had a wonderful Labor Day weekend... I sure did. It went by kinda fast though :-( How was your first day of school? Well I hope to see you sometime soon!!! Keep your head up and stay healthy!
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,

Wow! Amazing counts. I almost had a heart attack when I saw your white count...
but then saw you are on GCSF! Glad to hear your first day of school went well too.
So, no homework yet, huh? Austin had MATH homework to do last night,
his first day of first grade. But Austin loved it. He's kinda funny that way.
I hope that this school year is a WONDERFUL one for you.

Take care,

Sara and Austin Freking
Austin's Page
Red Wing, MN USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:28 AM CDT

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I am so glad to hear that you counts are great and that you are surviving through school. :)

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jackie
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 6:05 AM CDT

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Hello AMY
Sounds like a busy first day. Do you have the block classes where there are 4 in a semester? 90 Min classes is what we have here. Anatomy -WOW lots of memorizing -make jingles and associations to learn it all. That was the only way I could remember all those muscles and bones etc. It is interesting.Keep up on the note taking. Wait till the labs...(SMILE) Have a good day tomorrow.
Good night...........
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:21 PM CDT

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Hi! Great page : ) My name is Erin and I too am 17 and a senior! I just thought I'd drop ya a note saying hi. I have a little 3 year old sister (Kaylyn) who just finished treatments for battling a brain tumor. She's had 2 surgeries, 6 rounds of chemo and a stem cell transplant. She's doing very well. I hope you have a wonderful time in school this year : ) If you get a chance feel free to stop by Kaylyn's page:

http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei

Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com>
Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 6:36 PM CDT

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Hi! Just stopping by to say HELLO to you. Enjoy your classes. My daughter just started college and loves it.I homeschooled her through 11th grade and she went to the high school for her senior year with her friends. Have Fun!! God Bless you honey.
Bea <bumblebee1955@hotmail.com>
E, PA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 5:01 PM CDT

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Hi Amy, I'll bet you're glad to be back at school, go on admit it!!!
I don't start until the 26th September, won't be long. Then it will be back to getting up early and having loads of homework to do. I study mainly science subjects. I hope to go into medicine one day.My favorite subjects are Biology and Maths.
GEMMA'S JOURNAL
Gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily. Italy - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 3:12 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
You'll have to tell my son Jackson, school isn't such a big deal. He starts Kindergarten today and is scared to death!!!!
Glad all is well!
Angel Lori - Your month end monitor <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,

Wow, I really like your picture! Blessings as you begin your senior year!! Does it seem possible??

I'm thinking of all the kids starting school today. I'm okay with not being a part of it.

Peace!
S. Dorothy
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:07 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy! I haven't been able to get online today so was very excited to see that you were able to come home! That is so awesome!

I can't believe you go to school today -- our school district at least gives a "day of rest" after Labor Day and starts on Wednesday. But, then again, we have a one-day fair in our town that ends with fireworks so all the kids are up late.

I got caught up on your Journal and chuckled out loud when I read that you "actually dusted". Sounds like that is not one of your favorite pastimes?! :o)

That is great news about Tori...!!!!!

Well, I hope your first day of school went great! Take care!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:05 AM CDT

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Have a great day at school today!

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 7:57 AM CDT

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Have a terrific day at School!
Deb
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 6:36 AM CDT

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Hey Amy, I can't believe that summer is over either. It seems like you guys just finished school, not that it is time to go BACK to school. Oh well, I hope you have a great day tomorrow. I will be thinking about all of you back at the chalk board. I continue to think of you often, and you are always in my prayers. Take care!
Elzabeth
- Monday, September 1, 2003 11:02 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
We are all happy that you are home. Thanks for helping us out even when you yourself were not feeling well. I hope that your "tune-up" at the Fairview Inn has you feeling better. Sleep well and have a great first day at school tomorrow! Love and Hugs to You!!
The Schoenberg's
Avon, Mn - Monday, September 1, 2003 8:41 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Hope you had some fun this wkend and a little BBQ. We tried turkey legs on the grill AWESOME. College applications WOW start early. By November get them out there if you think you want a 4year college. Local Community colleges you can wait some.Will you be staying instate? My kids did it was alot cheaper and closer to come home on those long wkends for food, wash etc. Well enjoy your FIRST SENIOR day tomorrow .............
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 1, 2003 6:13 PM CDT

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Amy,
Enjoy your senior year. Before you know it, it will be gone and then its really time to "grow up". I cant believe how fast the last 6 years have gone for me. Everyone said the older you get the faster time goes, i did not belive it. Now everyone i graduated with has familys and careers. Its really a scarry thought no matter how excited you are, to leave high school. No more teachers to help you make your decesions,parents finally treat you like an adult. One mistake i made was not going to alot of the events my senior year. GO! You will chreish them forever. This is going to be your year and make the most of it. Hope you have a good 1st day back and all your freinds are in most of your classes!!
Tonya <da_kids@msn.com>
Vadnais Heights, MN USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 4:47 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
Happy Labor-"less" Day! Today my wish is that you have a wonderful last day of summer and that your first day of school - as a SENIOR - is fun and exciting. ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY. Keep those teachers on their toes..... HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia)
- Monday, September 1, 2003 7:51 AM CDT

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Amy,
My name is Maddie and I was diagnosed with a brain tumor at the end of April. I saw your site on Brittany's website. My 14-year-old cousin was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma in his leg at age 9. His leg was also taken. At age 10, he was declared in remission and today, hops around like any other teenage boy. Playing sports, fighting with his brother, and being naughty. I will be praying for you and your family! Stay strong!
Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
- Sunday, August 31, 2003 6:15 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
just checked in after finding your page (a forgot where)while checkin up on some other kids. Reading your journal is an insparation, u sure are one helluva strong young lady to have dealt with all that you have to date. by the way, I got it..I do a lot of that sleep fixin stuff, sleep cleanin, n stuff ;)
I cant believe the summer holidays are over so soon either, my girls go back to school on wednesday, n guess what, this scatty mamma aint even been out to buy new uniforms yet(must remember to do that 2morrow).
Well, I will say bye for now
you will be in my prayers
love Jacqui
http://www.caringbridge.org/europe/jacqui

jacqui fray <ladyslix@hotmail.com>
liverpool, United Kingdom - Sunday, August 31, 2003 5:37 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
It's great to hear you are home. And cleaning?? What a way to spend a morning. But the result usually makes me feel good when I do get in one of those moods!! I just read the last guestbook entries and reread mine from the other day and thought I'd better clarify one thing. I missed the word "Labor Day" b/4 "long weekend" but it sounds like you are enjoying your last Labor Day weekend as a high school kid so that is great. It's good to hear you and your friends emptied the hospital last Friday. Must be those s'mores; I'll have to have a s'more party for Mark!! Keep your spirts high as you start your Senior year. Love,
Darlene Felling
- Sunday, August 31, 2003 3:55 PM CDT

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HI Amy
Glad you got home!!Enjoy the wkend.Tuesday is the big day. Have a great first week back. SMILE...........
Jeanine
VA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 12:28 AM CDT

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Well, I know why you all went home on the same day--you were all afraid to have Juli for you teacher!That would scare me into going home. I am so happy you got home and am so thrilled that it was only scar tissue for Tori. Have fun when school starts--IT'S YOUR SENIOR YEAR!!!! Love,
Jocelyn
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 10:20 AM CDT

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hi amers, it was great seeing you everyday and hanging out with you at the hospital, britt and jackie loved you too, that was toooooooo sweet of you to bring me the dolphin globe, i will think of you everytime i look at it. thanks so much amy for you thoughtfulness!!! and the china express was a hit too!!gained a few pounds while being in that hospital, your smores didn't help at all. yep, God had a reason for all of us to be back in together, we have memories to remember,don't forget all the funny ones, i love laughing with you.. i will let you know about the bon fire date ok? and i will be checking up on you daily.. tori is with me this weekend, the other kids went with their dad, she wanted to heal up here at home, her dermititis does not look very good, so i am keeping an eye on that. have you ever had that before?? talk to you soon, have fun back in school, your Senoir year!! love dawn and tori, P.S. thanks to all who prayed for tori on amys website too.!!! we so apreciate it.
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:04 AM CDT

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Amy,
Welcome home and will you stop with the "S" business! You're too funny. You'll do fine! Make sure you take it easy though, don't over do it. So glad you're feeling better and that your friends got to go home too.

Love, Deirdre
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Amy,
It must have been those terrific s'mores that you made in the hospital that made everybody good enuf to go home!
You should really pass those out from room to room!
Glad to hear you're home! Rest up for the s-word coming up around the corner!!!! You'll b great! Thoughts and prayers coming your way! Keep up the great work and for your heartwarming journal entries! You make my day!
Karen
Bloomington, Mn. - Friday, August 29, 2003 10:01 PM CDT

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Amy, I am so glad that you got to go home today. You, Laura and Tori all made a run for the doors! I am just sorry that I didn't get in today before you left. Well, I promised you chocolate chip cookies, and I don't fail on my promises. I will catch up with you and I will bring you some home made cookies for sure! I hope you continue to do well. I am thinking about you often, and you are always in my prayers. Take care of yourself!
Elzabeth Lampert
- Friday, August 29, 2003 8:41 PM CDT

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Hi Amy: I reached your site through Mark Felling's. I feel awful that I did not know about this site until today. I cannot wait to share this with Melanie. You're on the guest list for the party at our home on Saturday. Kim and Mel will be shocked to know that you've been in the hospital this week. And I'll be doing some interrogating if Mel knew you're in the hospital and did not share that with me!!! I briefly scanned your updates. I always knew that you are an amazing woman and your messages definitely displays truly how amazing you are. God's continued strength to you and your family. Say "HI" to Dad from me. I miss his comments at some of the school committees that we have been on together! Love,
Renee Thelen
St. Martin, MN - Friday, August 29, 2003 12:37 AM CDT

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I can relate to you sleep pump fixing. I work 11p-7a so sometimes when my alarm goes off, I try to reset someone's pump. I think my phone is a patient call bell and sometimes answer, yes, may I help you or I will answer my home phone with my unit name from work. So, girl, you ain't the only one that does wierd things in their sleep. We may be the only ones who are willing to admit it, though. Take care. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

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Hey Amy, I might have to call you sometime soon. I am very computer illiterate and cannot figure out how to get more than three photos onto Mark's website. Priya found all sorts of cool ones that she thinks other would like to see and when we add a new one, a prior one disappears!! And you have such a nice group of cool ones. And we, too, just got this scanner, fax, printer thing all in one and Priya and Ben know how to use it so it would be fun to have more than 3!! Thanks Amy. I hope you are having a great day and keep spreading that cheer:-) df
Darlene Felling & family <efelling@albanytel.com>
- Friday, August 29, 2003 11:29 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
I hope you will be reading this from home. I haven't had a chance to check up on you for a while so I just finished reading almost 2 weeks worth of updates. You are the most amazing person and such an inspiration to me and I'm sure many others. I love your quotes and will have to review them and that great email from your sister with Mark this weekend sometime. I am so sorry to hear about Laura and so many of your friends. I will definitely add/keep all of them along with you on my prayer list. Sometimes I think God must think "oh my, it's Darlene again, she has such a long list!" I hope not and I think He is just happy to help. You have an awesome weekend--your last you know as a high school kid! I can't believe it that you are already a senior!! Good luck in your college search too.
Love, Darlene
Darlene Felling & family
- Friday, August 29, 2003 11:16 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,



Sorry to hear you're still in the yucky hospital...I hope you get to BUST outta there SOON! Like TODAY! Well, guess what...I was laughing at your funny story :) It was funny...sleep walking (or in your case- sleep fixing the pump) stories are always funny! Hang in there...

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love & prayers always,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

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Well its Friday already. Hope you're out of the hospital for the weekend. Even though you do make it sound like one big slumber party! I admire your ability to always see the bright side of life!
Have a terrific weekend, its great to hear you're feeling 100% better and back to your normal self.
Dottie and Danielle
Philadelphia
- Friday, August 29, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

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Unbelievable! You make being in the hospital sound like one big party! You are definitely one of those people who when life gives you lemons you make lemonade. (and smors!) Keep hanging in there, beautiful person, your life is a HUGE blessing to others!!! Hope you get out of there sooner than later!
Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, August 29, 2003 2:23 AM CDT

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HEH AMY
You are my kind of patient! You feed the staff smores,help with the workload and visit other patients. You go girl! Glad you are feeling better. Have a great night.Just watched an old flick "I AM SAM" it was good. Hope your movie is a good one and you are out of there for the wkend.
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

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Hey Aimster! How are you doing? I hope that your check-in at the hospital is going well, and that everything is all well with you so you won't have to do it again. I'm really going to have to come and visit one of these days...you just aren't home whenever I call :( I saw your dad the other day when he came to pick up your chicken noodle soup at work, so I'm glad that I got to see him and ask about you, but I for surely will come and visit b4 school comes around. Hopefully you won't be too busy for me :) But I will let you go now, Luv ya lots!!!
Jillbert
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 5:47 PM CDT

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Im glad that you are feeling so much better.I hope that you get to go home tommorow.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jackie
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 5:32 PM CDT

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all the best Amy hugs...

http://freepages.genealogy.rootsweb.com/~lestate/index.htm

val <valtate@lineone.net>
washington , england - Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:36 PM CDT

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Just checking in on you to see how things are going. I'm glad they let you sleep. The hospital is NOT a good place to get rest is it? But, I will be praying that they figure out what's going on with you and get you out of there ASAP. Take care and know you're loved!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:22 AM CDT

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Hey Ames, how you doing today? I hope a lot better!
Just wanted to drop in and see how you're feeling, I wasnt sure if school started this past Tuesday or next Tuesday for you. Ron went today for the 1st time (he missed yesterday) and he is in for a shock that this year its ALL day long! (HEE HEE! peace and quiet) Talk to you soon

Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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Amy, I'm glad you are feeling better.Last night was pretty fun. The CO. tape was sooooo coooool! Very beautiful... I can't believe you kissed a fish.... wow. Hopefully I can see you out side of the Hospital. But I'm so glad I got to meet you. See ya soon. Stay healthy!!!
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
Mpls, - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Hi, Amy! You sound like you are bouncing back to your old self! You have a great gift, bringing smiles to others. And like you say, even if it's only for a few minutes, you are doing something worthwhile.

Have a wonderful day.

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, August 28, 2003 5:42 AM CDT

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Hi Amy!
Just wanted to send you a little hello! I'm sure you are very excited to be beginning your SENIOR year @ AHS, as is my son Nick who I'm sure you know, weather you want to or not! LOL!! Yes I know he can be some what of a pain in the neck, as well as somewhere else, but he's a pretty good guy anyway. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily, and I talk to many people every week who ask about you and who are also praying for your recovery. Thanks for all the updates. It always amazes me that no matter how sick or tired you may be some days, you always take the time to up date your web site! That is wonderful! Well good luck in your Senior year and I'll see you sometime, for sure on Graduation Day! Take Care & God Bless you and your family!
Lots of Love & Prayers,
Debbie
Debbie Sabrowsky <ldsabrowsky@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 0:11 AM CDT

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If I thought that my demanding your infection to go away and your counts go up, that wouldn't work. So, I'll just pray for that and that you get the heck out of there so you don't have Juli for your teacher!!! You are always in my thoughts as are all the chemo kids I know and don't know. Hurry and get well so you can have a sort of normal senior year. Love you,
Jocelyn
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:33 PM CDT

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YOU GO GIRL !!! YOU ARE AN AMAZING YOUNG WOMEN, GLAD I CHECKED ON YOU VIA YOUR SIGHT.. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, AND MY GOD BLESS YOU
JAN HENDERSON <JAH512@AOL.COM>
WAYNE, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:04 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy - Guess I shouldn't go out of town. I knew of Laura's scheduled surgery, but didn't know you managed to re-visit 5 B this week too!! I was visiting Laura when Cheryl arrived this morning trying to find you. Glad you caught up. Just looked at the pictures and they are fabulous. What a gorgeous spot. I see now, why you were to looking forward to returning there this summer. Hope to get in to visit Laura again before she leaves, and will look for you as well. Bestest - Beth
Beth Miner
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 5:47 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just in from work and checking on you before dinner.Glad you got some visitors today. I recently got a handout on HUMOR from a friend. It states humor is like aerobic exercise 20 secs of hearty laughter gives the heart the same work out as 3 mins of hard rowing. So you laugh girl. We know laughter is medicine for the soul. A good belly laugh lowers BP, relaxes muscles, and causes a release of endorphins into the bloodstream which limits pain. SO YOU LAUGH as often and As much as you can.I heard this quote and thought of you since you always have a quote in your letters. "Courage is being scared to death...and saddling up anyway."-John Wayne. Have a good night and hope you get home tomorrow.
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 4:41 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Hope you're feeling better and better each day!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 12:38 AM CDT

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Hey, Amy,
I just had a thought as I read the entry from Olivia's dad. Did you ever think that your "Fairfield Inn" stay was God's way of encouraging the others you mentioned, THROUGH you? Gives purpose to those times of ick when you aren't up to snuff! God is using you all of the time! You sure make a dent in my spirit with yours! Keep on keeping on and here's to a GREAT school year!

Marie
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 11:54 AM CDT

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Its nice to hear you're starting to feel better. Sorry your friends are there too, but enjoy the company. I'm sure they're enjoying you being there to keep everyone as up-beat and positive as possible. You're an amazing girl. Take care, feel better, and relax.
Danielle learned a new song (He's got the whole world in his hands) When she sings it she puts in everyone's name in from Mommy and Daddy to her puppies and fish and she never forgets you! We'll have to mention Laura, Tori and Olivia too.
Thanks for keeping us updated even when you're not at home.
Dottie and Danielle
Philadelphia
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:44 AM CDT

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Keep on fighting! I love your spirit!

Our continued prayers are with you.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:21 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,

What a fighter and optomist you are! You have a great spirit. I'm keeping you and all your friends in my prayers. Blessings on your senior year at AHS.
S. Dorothy Manuel <dmanuel@csbsju.edu>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Amy,
I continue to keep you and all your friends in my prayers. I'm sad to see the whole group of you up there together, but hopefully you can help each other to keep the spirits up!! I know you are great at that job! Does Olivia have a caringbridge site.....I'd like to post a message to her also. Keep up the great work hon, as I've always said you are such an inspiration!!
God bless and keep you (hope you can break out soon!!)
Sent with big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

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Hey Amy!!! I was glad to finally meet you last night. I know Dawn, Jackie and I were a little goofy- okay a lot goofy <:-) But it was fun to laugh. Dawn is so funny. She should put an ad in the paper for you know what! hahaha. Well Jackie and I will bw coming up there today after I get off of work, so we'll stop by your room and chat. I very much enjoy your sence of humor. Hang in there and see ya soon....
Stephanie J. <stepojac@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN Hennepin - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:15 AM CDT

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Amy,
Im sorry that you are not feeling well.Im glad to hear that they are taking good care of you and that you can go home soon.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jackie
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:17 AM CDT

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Good morning, Amy! I'm glad to hear you are getting fixed up at the Fairview Inn and should be coming home real soon. Leave it to you -- such a great attitude, even from the Inn!! :o)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 5:38 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, I'm Olivia's stepdad. It sure was disappointing and frustrating news we got on Monday, but you have brought sunshine to a dismal week. Thanks so much for the nice words about Olivia in your update. It will make her mom so happy too! The one good thing this week has been getting a chance to meet you and start to get to know you. I know Bonnie and Olivia are also so appreciative of your visits the past two days. Like I told you I enjoyed your comedy routines and I have mentioned in previous entries how amazing you are in your attitude, strength and determination - it is truly inspirational to me, as are all of you kids who just won't give up! You take care, you are always in our thoughts and prayers and we'll see you later today after Olivia's surgery.
Mike Munns <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 2:21 AM CDT

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Hello Amy,
Wow sounds like all the girls are up there. Wish you all weren't..Try and watch some TV and rest. How is the cough? & the fever ? It should be gone or soon gone with the IV antibiotics. Do you needlepoint or cross stitch? It helps time go fast. Praying you get out Thursday....Smile
Jeanine
VA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 4:55 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
I hope those headaches are gone soon and you are home even sooner. School starts for Jessie next Wednesday she isn't to sure she is ready , she goes into 7th grade hard for me to believe. We will keep you and all your friends in our prayers.
God Bless
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 4:41 PM CDT

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Amy, I hope you get feeling better and are home soon. I enjoy reading your upbeat entries. God bless!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 3:45 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Hang in there & feel better soon....home is a much better place to be, but ONLY after you feel better!!


Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
antioch, ca usa - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 3:22 PM CDT

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Glad to hear the update. Praying that you will be home in no time. Hugs and God bless. I'll be checking on you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 2:24 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
We hope your feeling better! Lindsey was in this weekend for fever and her anc was only 66...so you know what that means...antibiotics. She is doing better and home now. We continue to pray for you and hope you as LIndsey would say " bust outta there" soon.
Love and prayers Lisa and Lindsey <www.caringbridge.org/va/lindsey>
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 1:26 PM CDT

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Hi Amy - Hope you are feeling better by now. Let us know how things go in the hospital and know that we are thinking of you! Love and hugs!!
Your friends at The Silver Lining Ranch
Aspen, CO - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 12:30 AM CDT

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Amy,
That stinks you're not feeling well. I'm glad you went in to get it taken care of though. Take it easy and feel better.

Love, Deirdre
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 11:06 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Sorry to hear you're in the hospital. But take advantage of the time to get some rest and let the docs fix you right up. You'll need all your energy for school and friends when you get out! Take care, thinking of you always, and praying for you daily.
Dottie and Danielle

Philadelphia
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:19 AM CDT

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Amy,
Just checking in to say that we continue to say our daily prayers for you and other cancer warriors.
Cancer Sucks.
Love, The Applen's
Mark and Jan
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 8:24 AM CDT

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Sorry to hear you had to go into the Hospital again, but they will get you fixed up in no time and get you out so you can enjoy the last few days left before your "SENIOR" year starts! Hope you are feeling better soon. Take care
Deb
Prior Lake, - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 6:29 AM CDT

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Good morning, Amy. You are so good about updating your website. Sorry to hear you had to go back into the hospital, but it sounds best. And hopefully this will mean you can get back out in time for school (aren't you SO excited about that "S" word?!). :o)

I'll be thinking about ya!

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 5:38 AM CDT

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AAAHHHH Amy, are you okay? I just read the news. Well, it may look like you might be there when I come up to have a slumber party..... you won't even have to meet me there cause you'll already be there. I think it's my turn now.... I can't believe that you know who relapsed.... and little chugging girl is there and Laura, and YOU!! I say those names for privacy reasons but I think you know who I'm talking about.... I want to come up there and be with you guys RIGHT NOW!! I tried calling but they wouldn't transfer me cause it is too late!! Are you feeling better?? I LOVE YOU AMY!! I'll talk to you later.
THINKING OF ALL YOU GIRLS!!!!! Jill <starkiss21@attbi.com>
New hope, mn - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

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Hi Amy
I was thinking about you today and wondering if maybe you would be admitted. Between the low HBG,low grade temp and low WBC that seems it is, best to stay before it gets away from ya. This way they can check it out get the meds and blood and be hopefully good to go next week. Praying for you tonight.
Jeanine
VA - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

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hey there amy! im so sorry you have to check yourself back into the "fairview inn" but im sure its all for good reasons, plus the fact that you're not too upset about it, its a good sign! keep up with your positive attitude! cant wait to see ya NEXT week in SCHOOL!!!! get better soon!
love ya~
manda
manda
- Monday, August 25, 2003 6:39 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,

I'm sorry to hear you have been so sick and are now back in the hospital. I hope it is a short stay. Will be praying for you. Take care and God bless!

Love,
Lonna - Israel's mom (www.caringbridge.org/mn/israelcobb)
Lonna and Israel Cobb: www.caringbridge.org/mn/israelcobb <jlcobb22@hotmail.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 4:49 PM CDT

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Hi Amy I am so sorry you are feeling bad and we all know that being in the hospital is absouletly no fun! my prayers will be with you! I am from Quilts of Love we make virtual quilts for special kids like you (teenagers too) please stop by and let us have the honor of making one for you!

Angel Toto
- Monday, August 25, 2003 4:10 PM CDT

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Amy,
I'm so sorry that you're feeling so bad. Hoping that this hospital stay helps them figure what's wrong and get you feeling better
Abigail
- Monday, August 25, 2003 3:29 PM CDT

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Hugs!!!
Chemo Angel Lori - Your Month End Monitor
- Monday, August 25, 2003 2:45 PM CDT

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I definitely know that feeling Amy--just wanting to get admitted so that we'll feel better. I'll continue to pray for you. Blessings and lots of love.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, August 25, 2003 1:35 PM CDT

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Amy,

I hope you're feeling better soon & that the doc. figures out why you are feeling the way you are.

Thoughts and Prayers!


Love always, The Klasen's
- Monday, August 25, 2003 12:51 AM CDT

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Sorry to hear about your friend. Please don't hesitate to put her in contact with HE CARES if there's anything I can do to help her in her journey. I love you and hope you are feeling better too. Try not to worry to much and to pray a lot. God will take care of her just as He's given you strength to keep fighting. I'm sure you will be quite an inspiration to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

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Just stopping by to say hi and to wish you well. You are such a special young lady. Sounds like you had a blast babysitting, but were worn out too. Stay strong. Praying for your friend also. Sending hugs and prayers your way.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:43 AM CDT

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Hi Amy - I just bounced here from Laura's web site and wanted you to know that you too are in my prayers. Grace and peace...Julian
Julian A. Davies <julian@epworth.com>
Toledo, OH USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 3:36 PM CDT

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Sorry you are feeling bad Amy. That's certainly NO FUN! All the things you're describing happen to me from Codeine also--minus the fever. Sounds like it may be a combo of the hemoglobin blues, something brewing and the medication. Try to hang in there. I'll be praying for you as always. God bless!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, August 24, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

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Hey Amy!

Hang in there girl! I hope you are feeling like your self again soon! Sending you good vibes! :)

http://www.caringbridge.org/va/missemma3/



Missy and Emma Colley <yantzey.colley@verizon.net>
Va Beach, v USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 1:19 PM CDT

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Hey Amy,
I hope you start to feel 100 percent soon...I'm thinking of you and praying for you...stay strong!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love & hugs,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, August 24, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

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Hi Amy, we finally got our computer back into shape so hopefully we will be sending you a few notes here and there. Hope you are having a good weekend. Only one more week of vacation left - yikes. I'm sure we will see you this week some time. Take care. Love you.
The Sands
Albany, MN - Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

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Amy..keep that great attitude you have and it will get you through many things in life especially after the battle with cancer. Its ok to feel and act rotten. The Lord knows you deserve to be angry or upset and not to be so nice and I am sure all your family and friends understand. My son, Joey had a great outlook during his ordeal and I know with that attitude he did really good. I mean, the prayers and God were the biggest help but it helped that he was so postive. Take care and have a great weekend. Donna Housley
Donna P Housley <www.caringbridge.org/tn/housley>
Nashville, TnusA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

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Hey there,

Just wanted to stop by and say how wonderful it was to meet you at the hospital last week! You are absolutely amazing in your desire to reach out to others. Austin and I thank you for your support and for just being you. God Bless you Amy! I hope you feel better soon.

Love,

Sara Freking
/mn/austinfreking
Red Wing, MN USA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 9:21 AM CDT

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Hi Amy,

You don't know me, but I stumbled upon your website and really am glad I did. I think you're an amazing person. Keep fighting. I'm saying a prayer for you right now. Even though I don't know you, God does, and He's always with you Amy.

with love,
jennifer

Jennifer <callahanjennifer@netscape.net>
Tempe, AZ USA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 2:19 AM CDT

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No need to apologize for your journal entries!
The journal is a great place to express yourself-you'll feel better doing so! Don't try to hide how you really feel-let us know how you feel and our job is to lift you up!
A long ride on a hot day stuck in traffic is very exhausting! I got home yesterday myself and took a 2hr nap! I woke up feeling really groggy tho...I hate that feeling! I was hungry, but didn't feel like eating....then I got a nasty headache,so I just decided that going to sleep would do the trick-so that's what I did!
Take care and hope each day finds you feeling stronger!
Gotta go........out of mini marshmallows for u know what!
I'm addicted! Thanks alot!!!!
Karen
Bloomington, - Friday, August 22, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

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Amy, it was great to visit with you today even if Lola, or was it Low Life, wasn't a hit! You are truly amazing with your energy and strength and willingness to reach out to others. Besides, your dimples are real cute, too! Traffic actually wasn't too bad for us going home, probably because people headed north early. I'm sorry that you got stuck in it. Maybe you should get your pilot's license so you could ferry us back and forth to the Cities congestion free! Hope you enjoy this sunny weekend!
Love, Juli
Albany, MN - Friday, August 22, 2003 10:10 PM CDT

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Hey Amy
Glad you got to get checked today. Good idea to start the antibiotics -just in case something is brewing with that low grade temp. It was nice of you to wait with Laura's family. I remember when I waited with Taylor's family when she had 2 surgeries. It means alot to a family to have that support. You are brave to step back into that painful arena while giving that needed support. Traffic huh I know I lived in NY and LA traffic where you sit & sit. Good idea to have drinks and munchies in the car (haha) You could be there a long time. Cell phone is great too. While you sit you can chat some... and of course good music. Have a good night. Get some rest and some vits............
Jeanine
VA - Friday, August 22, 2003 8:38 PM CDT

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Hi Amy,
Just want to say hello.
Did you know mu mum wrote your Smile Quilts poem?
I remember her telling me what a brave girl you are. She read your whole Journal.
Lots of love
GEMMA'S JORNAL
Gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily, Italy - Friday, August 22, 2003 2:57 PM CDT

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HI Amy,

I Love your new picture.You look great.
I will be praying for you friends.

Hugs and Prayers
Melissa
Melissa <cart30@cox.net>
Cantonment, FL USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 1:04 PM CDT

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Amy,
You are something. Love your poem and your concern for your friends. Still haven't completely caught up with your story but I'll get there.
I have the same reaction from Codine. I can't take it, it makes me sick. I hope that isn't the case with you but it's a thought.
We don't start school here in NY until after Labor day. I work in the high school as a substitute teacher (I'm a glutton for punishment) but I really love your age group and miss seeing the kids.
Well, Have a great weekend and I'll keep your friends in my prayers. Take care.

Love, Deirdre <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
Livonia, NY USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 8:49 AM CDT

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Hi Amy Sorry to hear you are a little under the weather. tommorrow is another day though. Good luck with school. Tell Laura and her mom Hello when you are in touch with them next.I will keep them in our prayers. You are such an inspiring person. May the angels above watch over you.
Tammy Osterbur (Alisha's Mom) <ktjcak@gwtc.net or www.caringbridge/sd/alisha>
SD - Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:59 PM CDT

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Hi AMY
Sorry about the stomach upset, codeine can be brutal on the stomach. Sometimes some food prior to helps even crackers. Hope it doesn't happen tomorrow. Went to visit my friend Taylor H tonight. She is 6yr old. She just got in from a consultation trip to Texas to a Cancer Hospital-MD Anderson in Houston. . . She was DX in 5/01 with ALL(leukemia). She got some platelets today.It was good to see her and do some playdoh with her.Hope all goes well when you get your platelets tomorrow. I too will be keeping Laura in my thoughts & prayers.I read a poem today I really liked thought I would share it with you
HIS STRENGTH
He made the world
He lit the stars
He filled the endless sea.
Then meekly veiled His awesome power
And died for you & me.
Good night................
Jeanine
VA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 8:02 PM CDT

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Hello Amy. This is my first time visiting your web-sight. I love all of your pictures. Isn't horse-back riding a blast. You are such a strong young lady. I admire you. I think you know who I am, Gina Falcon(Wolf). I've talked to you a couple of times at Wrestling and Basketball games. Keep the Faith and remain strong. Take good care of yourself.
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 2:13 PM CDT

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Hi, Amy! Glad you got to go fishing! We're hoping to take our kids this weekend. The temps should be great - upper 70s. Today is MUGGY and 90. I had to grin when I read that you used a glove to take the fish off. I had not been fishing in a long time and when our little girl caught her first fish this summer I just couldn't bear to see/hear the hook get ripped out of its mouth so her Daddy had to do it for me! The glove is a good idea -- no sharp fins in those hands!!

Thanks for the review of Freaky Friday. You are always a wealth of knowledge! I hope you enjoy your 2nd to last week of summer vacation before S _ _ _ _ _ starts!! =)

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:46 AM CDT

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Hi Amy
Fishing WOW. I never could take the fish off. Good idea with the gloves-lots of germs.You are amazing Wondered if it was an edible fish-? Did you cook it? I really need to start preparing fresh fish more Soon my son will leave to live 2 yrs. in Portugal and I hear FISH is one of the main staples. Good luck is what I say. Thanks for the movie review. I saw Jamie Lee Curtis on the VIEW and she made it sound quite good. School yes , I start Monday. Where did the summer go?!!! Remember to drink plenty of water and lots of fruit while using the codeine. Glad it stopped the cough. Have a great day tomorrow.HUGS,
Jeanine
VA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:50 PM CDT

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Loving this heat??? You are nuts!!
Just so you know, you are a hero to many little cancer kids out there. As a chemo angel, your name comes up A LOT here in Minnesota. Just the time you take to say hi to everyone and that smile lights up their days.
I hope my daughter grows up to be just like you!!!! And I hope my son grows up to marry someone just like you!
All my best
Chemo Angel Lori - Your Month End Monitor <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, Mn - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:45 AM CDT

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Hey Aimster, how is everything going with you? I'm sorry about all the caughing that you have to go through..hopefully that those pills help you out a lot! I love the new pics that you added...they look great! The scenery looks awesome. Nice senior pic too!! I'll have to see the rest of them, you better give me one too!! I think I'll come and visit you tomorrow, if that's ok...But I'll make sure that I call you b4 I do, just to make sure it's ok. But I will let you go now, bubye! Love ya lots!!!
Jill
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 0:06 AM CDT

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Hey Miss Amy. I love your new pictures!!! You look so cute with your hair up in ponys!! My hair is getting long too. It's alreay down to my sohulders almost!
I miss you tons!!! I hope all is going well with you and that dang coff.That is yuckie major.I had that last year and it didn't go away for like 2 months.yuck!
Well I gotta go. Tell everyone I say hi when you go back to Fairview. My next appt down there is sometime in October.
Love ya lotz and lotz!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxyz
P.S. BE BAD!!!! hehehehehe
Brittany Rezmerski <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 10:10 PM CDT

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Hi Amy!
I got your website from another Cb site and I just had to write--you are such an amazing girl!! In every post, you inspire and really see the positive aspects..it is wonderful. In my 23 years, I have been blessed with good health and a happy life and I get so down when things dont go "just right" and...I am so embarrassed about that as I read your words--I have no right to complain about things. You are an inspiration..you can truly see the good in life and I will try to do the same, I am very impressed with your maturity, your courage, and the eloquent manner in which you share your innermost thoughts...
May God bless you and I pray that you get all you desire...

Sabrina Barillaro <miss_sabby@hotmail.com>
Montreal, Canada - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 8:30 PM CDT

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Amy
If you get to the hospital this week, stop on 5th and look up Tony Shand-Liegl (may just be Liegl) that is my nephew. My sister in law is Kathy Shand-Liegl. She would love to know some ins and outs of that place. Hopefully they will be gone. He has a bad blood infection. HUGS
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia)
- Tuesday, August 19, 2003 7:59 PM CDT

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Hello Amy, Got your website from another child's site. My 17 yr son Joey, is in remission from Hodgkins Lyphoma, and doing great. His website is suppose to be from him but I took it over cause he waited too long to keep people updated and I still write in it so you can visit us, of course, I read how busy you are so I won't feel bad if oyu can't get to us. I am glad you are able to do all these things you write about. Take care and may God bless you with good health and great days ahead. Love, the Housley family
Donna P Housley <www.caringbridge.org/tn/housley>
Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 5:11 PM CDT

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