~*~My Boyfriend FOREVER Chance~*~
~*~MEMORIES OF MICHAELA~*~

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TO MY SPECIAL ANGEL MICHAELA:


THE MOMENT THAT YOU DIED
MY HEART WAS TORN IN TWO,
ONE SIDE FILLED WITH HEARTACHE,
THE OTHER DIED WITH YOU
I OFTEN LAY AWAKE AT NIGHT,
WHEN THE WORLD IS FAST ASLEEP,
AND TAKE A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE,
WITH TEARS UPON MY CHEEKS.
REMEMBERING YOU IS EASY,
I DO IT EVERYDAY.
BUT MISSING YOU IS A HEARTACHE,
THAT NEVER GOES AWAY.
I HOLD YOU TIGHTLY WITHIN MY HEART,
AND THERE YOU WILL REMAIN.
LIFE HAS GONE ON WITHOUT YOU,
BUT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!
FOR THOSE OF YOU WITH DAUGHTERS,
TREAT HER WITH TENDER CARE,
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE EMPTINESS,
AS WHEN YOU REACH FOR HER AND SHE IS NOT THERE.


I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH HONEY! XOXO MOM







My Valentine, My Mikki
God gave me the perfect Valentine when He gave me you.
He knew we needed each other and brought us together through Caring Bridge and our Faith in Him.
We laughed, we cried, we played, we loved.
We fought cancer, we dreamed, we hoped.
We talked, we sent emails, we met.
We laughed, we hugged, we kissed.
We held hands and tried to hide.
We made plans.
You are my strength and my love, I know we will be together again.
God called you Home to be with Him.
But He left you in my heart forever.
I love you Mikki.
You will always be my Valentine.

I love you Mikki
Chance

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JUST BECAUSE
Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,
I am there.
Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly,listen carefully,
there is my voice.

Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.

Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone,
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.
I AM THERE.

Know that I am with GOD

Know that GOD is with you.

And in that we are still with each other.

Just because....
My Love To All Of You!!






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To Princess Michaela with Lots of Love
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It seems like only yesterday you were here by our sides,
But I realize that's impossible from all the tears I've cried.
I remember the day you left this world
You have no idea how much I miss you.
So many memories keep running through my mind
I never thought about what I would do, if we ran out of time,
I never gave up hope.
It's been 1 year today and
I miss you so much in every way.
If I could go back to that day
There are so many things I would say.
I would tell you how much I cared,
I would tell you how important you are to me.
And how much I enjoyed all of our time together.
Those are the things I took for granted.
Sometimes when I think about you my tears just fall like rain.
But I know I'll see you in Heaven someday,
I’ll never say a last goodbye,
It's something I just can't do.
It doesn’t matter how hard I try,
I'LL ALWAYS BE MISSING YOU!
Please HUG & KISS my Dad for me
because I missing him a whole bunch too!
I wish I had a page to write him but for now
I'll have to send messages through you

You ARE the wind beneath MY wings Mic & I miss you LOTS!
LOVE, Jodi











^i^ WE LOVE AND MISS YOU ANGEL MIKKI^i^~*~


****LOVE ISN'T FINDING SOMEONE YOU CAN LIVE WITH, IT'S FINDING SOMEONE YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT****

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY PRINCESS MICHAELA

Journal

Friday, January 16, 2009 3:01 PM CST

We had our balloon release for Michaela's 19th birthday at the cemetary on Jan 3rd...I hope she got all the balloons...it was blizzarding and very cold...I'm sure we all looked pretty silly standing out in that weather, but she is still so worth it!!!! After the cemetary we all went back to our house for cake & ice cream to celebrate and we all shared our happy memories of Michaela.
I have more sad news to share with you...

Last Friday my sister-in-law Jodi (Kris's wife) went in for biopsies on three lumps she found in her breasts. One Monday she found out that it is cancer, the doctor figured that she would need a double mastectomy, on Tuesday she met with the surgeon and after more tests, found out that it is stage 3 and has spread to the lymph nodes and that a mastectomy won't probably work, so they are trying to come up with the best course of action to take, on Thursday she went in and had a port(a semi-permanent line) put in that will be used for blood draws and chemo. On Tuesday she will be going in for a P.E.T. Scan so they will be able to she where and how much it has spread. Kris & Jodi have 4 little boys (Jordan-7, twins Dylan & Brayden-5, and Landon-4) who don't completely understand, but do know that when Michaela got the "C" word she died so they are pretty scared of mom dying. When I know more I will let you know. Please keep the family in your prayers. THANK YOU!!!!
Love, Shelly


MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY SWEETHEART!!HOPE YOU GOT ALL YOUR BALLOONS AND LISTENED TO ALL OUR STORIES WE SHARED ABOUT YOU! PLEASE WATCH OVER AUNT JODI, UNCLE KRIS, & THE BOYS...THEY REALLY NEED THEIR GUARDIAN ANGEL RIGHT NOW.I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH HONEY AND I WILL TALK TO YOU TONIGHT.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX MOM XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

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