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Susan, I just wanted to stop by and tell you I was thinking of you and Timmy today. It has been years since I looked at my daughter Carly's caringbrdge site and I saw our many posts back and forth. I hope you and your family are doing well!! We are fine here, a lot of changes since back then. Looking back it feels like a blur. I spent so many countless hours on this site, as I am sure you did as well.
Chris McKay <christinemckay@gmail.com>
Claremont, ca United States - Tuesday, August 8, 2017 0:51 AM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family daily. Happy thoughts and memories, and that ray of sunshine smile! God Bless you, Timmy!
Erin, Matt and Luke Reilly-Yahara
Port Monmouth, NJ USA - Thursday, April 11, 2013 10:59 AM CDT

Although you and I have never met, I live many miles and a whole continent away, and much time has now passed, I still think of you and Timmy on this day and all the love that people around the world showed him through his hug counter here. I hope that you can find some comfort today in happy memories and the knowledge that his short life touched so many others far and wide. xxx
Miranda <nostalgic.one@gmail.com>
London, Engalnd - Thursday, February 28, 2013 2:45 PM CST

Thinking of you tonight. I am not sure how I found Timmy's page way back when. But I am glad I did. Timmy touched my heart, and I still think about him and his courageous, loving spirit. I continue to keep all of you in my prayers!
Julie Lazzaro <julielazzaro2@live.com>
South Lyon, Michigan United States - Tuesday, January 29, 2013 0:14 AM CST

Thinking of you, Susan and your family! I loved the video of Timmy's life on Facebook! What memories of such a wonderful young man! We will be sure to spread the link to encourage all our family and friends to vote for Timmy's Foundation! Hopefully, we can catch up soon!
Love, Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ USA - Wednesday, September 5, 2012 8:09 PM CDT

Gosh, it's been a long, long time! I noticed it was Leap Day today, and of course I thought of you and Timmy. I do hope all your family are doing well.

Sending you 'hugs' from across the Atlantic,

Miranda in London
Miranda <nostalgic.one@gmail.com>
London, England - Wednesday, February 29, 2012 6:12 PM CST

Happy Leap Year Birthday to a very special young man, who I will never forget!
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey , NJ - Wednesday, February 29, 2012 4:41 PM CST

Happy 4th Leap Birthday, Tim!

Love Forever,

Jason
Jason Pauxtis
Middletown, NJ USA - Wednesday, February 29, 2012 3:58 PM CST

Hi Timmy, I have never forgotten you although I only met you through your Mom's journal..Happy Heavenly 16th Birthday! Fly High......Vince
Vince Annerino <vinncenti@aol.com>
Crystal Lake, Il USA - Wednesday, February 29, 2012 10:55 AM CST

Happy Birthday Timmy!
Kelly (Ryan's Mom)
Ottawa, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 29, 2012 4:44 AM CST

Hi,

I have Timmy's page on my favorites and you are of course an invaluable resource to me. When my daughter first died you blessed me with your insight by this page and on the phone. I still do visit Timmy's page to refresh his memory to my mind, to see what the family is up to and to remind myself life does go on even while we still live with this heartache.

I will be doing the brain tumor walk in Phildalephia the first Sunday in November and was wondering if you will be there. I have found quite a bit of companionship and understanding at Camp Sunshine's Bereavment Camp. Me and my kids go as often as we are accepted now with last November being our first time.

I caught a snippet of a segment on tv with Anderson from CNN and his mom talking about the death of her son to suicide. She said something so profound that so many who have never lost a child understand. Closure is a television sound bit. There is no closure when your child dies no matter the cause.

I just wanted you to know your family is still in my thoughts and prayers and hoping your sons wedding last summer went well.
Marie (Ne-Ne's mom)
- Tuesday, September 27, 2011 10:32 AM CDT

Thinking of Timmy and his loved ones so often. The last few weeks memories of his battle, thinking of what you have done to help the children currently in the fight. I just felt I needed to let you know.
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
Cape May, - Friday, August 19, 2011 6:12 AM CDT

I think of you and Timmy often. Although we never met in my early days of lost your words and strength were a comfort.
Marie Goddard <nirie1@yahoo.com>
Westville, NJ USA - Monday, August 1, 2011 11:38 AM CDT

Timmy praying for you at all times.
cynthia Handy <handy.miranda.cynthia77@gmail.com>
statesville, nc USA - Sunday, June 5, 2011 8:00 PM CDT

Susan - I only knew Timmy and your family from this website -- but I am remembering Timmy today. God Bless you and your entire family! Timmy is still remembered!!

Cathie Donnelly <kitcat2164@aol.com>
Staten Island, NY USA - Monday, April 11, 2011 8:30 PM CDT

Our angel is always in our hearts and always missed!

All our love!
Kelsey, Brian, Cody & Rich
Oxnard, CA USA - Monday, April 11, 2011 0:14 AM CDT

HI, i'm from the Philippines. I am a mother of 3 children.. I am so touched by your story, I know Timmy is so proud of you being his mother. I'm amazed on how many people cared about Timmy. I cried when I was reading your journal.
Candy Labao <candylabao@yahoo.com>
manila, philippines - Friday, March 4, 2011 11:13 AM CST

Happy Birthday, Tim. :)
Jason Pauxtis
Melbourne, FL USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2011 10:59 AM CST

Hi Timmy!
I know the anniversary of your birthday is on February 29th and this year it will be on February 28th. I also know that you are 'forever 10' down here but you know what? We still count the day/month/years just the same. ;o)

Well, what I'm getting at is I was busy doing some accounting work right now. As I read February 29 in the document I was working on==BAM! The 'little voice' seem to shout very loudly--TIMMY! I tell you, I heard it clear as a bell. :o)

Let me tell you, I knew exactly who/what/why/where/when the 'little voice' was talking about. YOU, my friend. You hold a very special place in my heart, Timmy. Your amazing legacy lives on forever for your family, friends and lots of other folks, including me. ;o)

I'd like to think you will be enjoying a big day of angel food cake, silver lining punch and playing a pinata game with a neat pinata made from fluffy white sounds. ;o)

I love you and I continue to pray for your sweet family every day.

Angel Hugs and Smiles,
Ms. Polly
Angel Wings Remembers
Angel Wings Prayer Warriors
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/angel_wings
Heart of North America, USA - Saturday, February 26, 2011 7:32 PM CST

Timmy has been on my mind a lot since late November. This time of year I really think of you and Timmy. Still check in and still remembering. Hope that there were lots of family memories made at that wedding. And we ALL think of grandchildren. But watch out, they are much more expensive than children. You find it hard to say no or walk away from things you think they may like...hope you find out in the next few years!
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
- Thursday, January 6, 2011 8:00 PM CST

You don't know me but please know that I have prayed for Timmy, you and your family throughout your journey. Since you wondered in your last post, yes, people are still reading and thinking of you and your family, I know I am. I particularly thought of your family at the end of October and hoped your sons wedding brought you and your family great joy. Timmy will always remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Barb
- Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM CST

Always thinking of you, Tim.
Jason Pauxtis
Melbourne, FL USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2010 11:48 PM CDT

I still read this every so often I have a child with autism and I say I am so lucky to have my Amanda I remember when Timmy passed he is buried in a beautiful place .God bless your family .
Kathleen pilot <kathleenpilot@aol.com>
jackson, nj 08527 - Sunday, June 20, 2010 10:03 PM CDT

Hello,
I checked the site tonight. Send my congratulations to Andrew and Jason. I think of your family often.
Kathy Lou Colmorgen
Kathy Lou Colmorgen <kcolmorgen@aol.com>
Red Bank, NJ USA - Sunday, June 6, 2010 8:24 PM CDT

Hi Susan, I still check up on you and every time I see Timmys picture it still tugs at my heart, he looks so much like my younger son. It makes me so sad to think he is no longer with us but I am sure he is in a better place but that does not stop us from missing him. I will continue to check up on you and hold you close. XXX
angela warne <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, mi usa - Wednesday, June 2, 2010 10:20 PM CDT

Hi Susan - I do check from time to time and think of Timmy oftem. So glad you posted an update. I can't believe four years have passed. You will make an awesome nanny - you are an excellent caregiver. I hope you find much happiness in your new venture. Congrats on the upcoming wedding.
Love and Hugs,
Cathy

Cathy Hroncich
Colonia, NJ USA - Thursday, May 13, 2010 9:13 PM CDT

Susan,
Thinking about you and your family so much. I can't believe it has been 4 years.
How wonderful that you are a nanny, that is a very lucky family to have you!
I am still checking on you, I love to hear how your family is doing. And I am far from having grandkids (I hope...at 12 & 8!!), but I so look forward to that too! A different kind of fun and love!
Take care!
Love,
Reca

Reca <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Sunday, April 18, 2010 11:23 PM CDT

Susan ~
You are always in my heart and Timmy is thought of often and with much love. I have the picture of all of us in front of the stegosaurus at the Museum of Natural History hanging in my classroom. He was so happy that day and his fighting spirit shone brightly. It makes me smile every time I look at it!
I am so glad to hear such wonderful news about Andrew and Jason. You must be so proud! Thank you for posting and letting us know how you are doing .... God bless you and your family.
With love always ~ Kathy
Kathy Lettieri <LettieriK@middletownk12.org>
Middletown, NJ USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2010 8:06 PM CDT

Hi Susan - I am sure many people are still reading here! I never knew you or your family personally but through your updates and when I see a bright blue sky I think of Timmy. It is so nice to hear that your family is doing so well! The family you are going to be the Nanny to are very blessed to have you. Your kindness and caring comes through your words so strongly. God Bless!!
Cathie Donnelly <kitcat2164@aol.com>
Staten Island, NY - Tuesday, April 13, 2010 8:47 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
Many thoughts of you and your family today. Glad to read all the great things that are going on in your family. I am sure Timmy is watching over all of you. Hopefully, I will see you soon.
Much love,
Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ USA - Sunday, April 11, 2010 1:53 PM CDT

peace today...
Kristin, G & R & A's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, April 11, 2010 7:51 AM CDT

Hello, Timmy and Blessed Heavenly Birthday. Your smile and smiling eyes have a special place in my heart along with your amazing legacy. I love you.

I continue to pray for Mom and your family each day.

Angel Hugs and Smiles,
Ms. Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
Ms. Polly @ http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Angel_Wings
Heart of North America, ND USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2010 9:09 AM CDT

I always think of you so much during Holy Week...even though the dates are different each year...
wishing you peace on this day, and hope in the promise of resurrection.
peace,
Kristin, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, April 2, 2010 5:15 PM CDT

Happy 14th Birthday, Tim. Love you and miss you, always.

Jason Pauxtis
Melbourne, FL USA - Monday, March 1, 2010 1:09 PM CST

Happy birthday Timmy!

I don't guess there's any confusion in Heaven over leap years. I know your party will be more spectacular than anything we can imagine.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, February 28, 2010 10:09 PM CST

Thinking of you all so much today (well, and tomorrow, I'm never sure which way the leap year birthday goes)...you are in my heart, and I hope your day was peaceful...

love,

Kristin, Genna's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, February 28, 2010 8:58 PM CST

Dear Susan and Jay,
Today is a day I always think of Timmy-Our little leap year baby!! Just wanted you to know that you(and Timmy) were on my mind. What a wonderful affair at Count Baise over the Holidays--so glad I could be there!
I hope you can look up through the clouds today and find the blue sky!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Susan
Susan Gibadlo <gibadlos@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Sunday, February 28, 2010 1:55 PM CST

Dear Susan,
I think of you often and hope you, Jay, Jason, and Andrew are well. I have a new computer and had to refind you. I want to wish you all a Very Happy New Year filled with only great things.
We still remember Timmy fondly and how much he inspired all of us.
Talk to you soon.
Love, Karen

Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey , NJ - Friday, January 1, 2010 4:07 PM CST

Still reading and prayers continue.
Christa
Fairfax, VA - Saturday, December 5, 2009 4:52 PM CST

Howdy Susan & Jay,Thinking of Timmy.Its a dark and stormy nite in Oregon there is a storm rolling in off the Pacific,I some how was led to this site..Viewed pics of the family visiting Tim,I found myself pondering the misteries of life and questioning why?? I am gratefull to Have known him.I wish Peace and traquillity to You both..Love Rich
Rich Pauxtis <rpauxtis@hotmail.com>
Grants Pass, Oregon USA - Saturday, November 21, 2009 0:23 AM CST

Still reading, still caring, still praying for the gentle cure for all the precious children fighting this awful battle.
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
- Wednesday, November 18, 2009 12:53 AM CST

Thinking of you always...
peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, Nj USA - Monday, November 16, 2009 1:38 PM CST

Still reading...thanks!!

Think of you often.
Nicol
Nicole Ronco <njronco@verizon.net>
Whitehall, PA - Monday, November 9, 2009 1:45 PM CST

Hi Susan - just stopping by to say hello. ((((hugs))))
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich
Colonia, NJ USA - Thursday, October 22, 2009 3:38 PM CDT

timmy was my best friend i miss him so much everyday<3
Sarah Komjathy <xosarixo777@aim.com>
- Saturday, October 17, 2009 11:14 PM CDT

timmy was my best friend i miss him so much everyday<3
Sarah Komjathy <xosarixo777@aim.com>
- Saturday, October 17, 2009 11:11 PM CDT

timmy was my best friend. i miss him so much <333333
Sarah Komjathy
- Saturday, October 17, 2009 11:10 PM CDT

Three and a half years in heaven today, Timmy. We all miss you. Looks like you brought Timmy-Blue skies again for the (petite) Tour de Shore!

Jason Pauxtis <jpauxtis@my.fit.edu>
Melbourne, FL USA - Sunday, October 11, 2009 2:47 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

Just dropping a line to let you know how often I think of you and Timmy. I cherish our special memories in New York.

I pray you are feeling well. Drop me a line when you get a chance.

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Susan
Jordan Amato <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy........................., - Tuesday, September 22, 2009 7:35 PM CDT

Susan ~ I hope we can keep in touch despite this being your last journal entry.. I remember coming across this site and being unable to detach myself until I read every single journal update....Its amazing how your love flowed out of each entry and into my heart.. GOD Bless you Susan and your family... There is a Heaven- maybe Timmy can show my mom around when she gets there soon..
big Hugs my dear
jenn d/o Martha
Jennifer Perez <nubuz23@hotmail.com >
Sarasota, FL USA - Monday, September 21, 2009 9:44 AM CDT

Hi Susan - Just stopping in to say hello. I keep you, Timmy and your family in my thoughts.
Love and Hugs,
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich
Colonia, NJ USA - Tuesday, August 25, 2009 5:48 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
Liam and I stopped at Timmy's yesterday. He wanted Timmy to have his baseball hat that he used this year in baseball. Hope he likes it. We think and pray for you, Jay, Jason, and Andrew.
Maria Petersen <mariapetersen@verizon.net>
Middletown, NJ USA - Saturday, July 11, 2009 11:09 AM CDT

Hi susan, thinking about you & your family, remembeing Timmy May God bless you always, with love Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Sunday, June 28, 2009 6:47 PM CDT

Thinking of you Susan and sending you our love and our prayers..
Trish/Angel_Wings/AngelWingsRemembers <byangeltrish@aol.com>
Pall Mall, TN USA - Thursday, June 25, 2009 7:11 AM CDT

Hey Sweet Susan,

Stopping by to say hi.

Be looking out for an email soon. I may have a MAJOR surprise for you!!!!!!!!

Love you,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Wednesday, June 17, 2009 8:09 PM CDT

This beautiful blue eyed smile will be carried in my heart this year to Reach the Day, again. Timmy will be one of those children that I think of when building up the courage to push for more, more, more for the kids in this battle. After all who can teach us more about courage? Please stop by Cure Seach's website around June 21 and follow the RTD links to email your Senators that we are in town and have urgent needs, for all the kids. Cures are not enough, we want gentle cures. We want all cured. Will try to email this link to as many as I can in near future. Thinking of you often.
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
Cape May, - Friday, June 5, 2009 1:08 PM CDT

To my dearest Susan,

I first want to apologize for taking so long to get over here. (no excuses...)

I feel TERRIBLE I missed this important date, the day Timmy was made WHOLE! The day he truly began to live his new life, the day we all long for. The day he finally saw Jesus face to face.

Just reading the words, "this will be the last entry" caused my heart to stop. I pray this won't really happen.

You'll never know how much joy you've brought into our lives by sharing Timmy and your journey with us.

I've learned so much from you Susan. You've taught me how to give when I was in need, to care when my heart was broken. To keep pressing on, when I felt like giving up.

You've been such an inspiration to us all.

Thanks for all you've done and continue to do to help find a cure. I'm forever in your debt for that.

Please promise me you'll stay in touch with me.

You are a treasured friend I've come to love and deeply respect over these years.

Love you so much,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Wednesday, April 29, 2009 4:16 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Sunday,
April 19th, between 8-9 pm Eastern Time
for Timmy, all the children, teens and adults
on our prayer lists and our wonderful
AngelWingsRemembers families.

Thank you for joining us.

Sincerely,
Polly
Co-owner
Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Thursday, April 16, 2009 11:51 AM CDT

Dear Susan, thinking of you and your family with a heavy heart, I will miss your words, you inspire me so very much. You are truly a remarkable mother. I think of your beautiful Angel Timmy all the time. I wish thoughts & prayers could ease your pain...
Please take good care of yourself, enjoy life until you hold your precious son again...
Know that so many people care...
And especially that your Angel Timmy will never be forgotten!
May God bless you all always, with love, sincerely, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Monday, April 13, 2009 10:08 PM CDT

Hi Susan - I still have Timmy's bookmark near my computer and think of him often. I know how hard yesterday must have been for you. I truly know your pain. I am sorry that this is your last entry but I also understand. Thank you so much for sharing Timmy, your life and your family with me for these past few years. May God Bless you and hold you close forever. I will continue to have a place in my heart for Timmy.
Love and Hugs,
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@yahoo.com>
Colonia, NJ USA - Sunday, April 12, 2009 7:52 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
Wanted you to know I was thinking of our beautiful Timmy and his family today. What a special angel he is!! It is a difficult time for you I know. I wish I could say something to ease the pain. Please know that those of us who knew Timmy will never forget him. His stuffed dog sits on my bed and got an extra squeeze today. Easter Blessings to all!
Love,
Susan

Susan Gibadlo <gibadlos@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Sunday, April 12, 2009 6:22 PM CDT

Dear Susan and friends of Timmy,

It is Easter Sunday. I rarely use the computer. I got up at 6:30 A.M. and missed the Easter Sunday Sunrise service that I knew of. I decided to look on-line to see if I could find any other service near my house in Castro Valley CA. It is now 8:00AM and I was lead to Timmy's caringbridge page. The tears are streaming down my face. Timmy is sending you a message of hope and faith. Life through Christ and the Resurection. Susan I have a three and 1/2 year old son. As you were going through your greastest grief so I have been experiencing my greatest joy in the life of my child. God reminds us to put our faith in Jesus Christ. The are no guarantees in this life like illness will not happen but with are guaranteed eternal life in Christ. Thank you for sharing Timmy's beautiful face with the world and for bringing into this world his body for the brief ten years he was alive. His soul is alive. God Bless you. Thank you for touching my life this Easter morning. Love, Cheryl
Cheryl Royer
Castro Valley, CA USA - Sunday, April 12, 2009 10:18 AM CDT

Dear Susan,

I know we have never met but I have followed your story for a very long time. Your wonderful blue eyed boy has brought smiles to many who have never met him. And your courage and grace through this battle has been an inspiration to us all. I hope that you find peace and comfort in knowing that you as well as Timmy have touched so many and have given us the strength and courage to battle on. I am sorry that this will be your last update, but I understand that it may be time. Please know that we still pray for you and your family and that your special boy will always be remembered.

Love, Cathie

Cathie Donnelly <kitcat2164@aol.com>
SI, NY - Saturday, April 11, 2009 9:43 PM CDT

You have been so much in my thoughts today...
as the rain passed, and the blue peeked through...

You are always in my heart.

wishing you peace in each moment, each moment that brings you closer to reunion...

peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Saturday, April 11, 2009 9:11 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today, and holding your family close in prayer.
Kelly
SK Canada - Saturday, April 11, 2009 4:44 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
I woke up this morning and my first thought was of you and Timmy. Even with this rain, I can sense Timmy smiling at us. Each day, as I read with students, I remember the twinkle in Timmy's eyes and his eagerness to learn. He has made me a better person and teacher. I carry Timmy and all of you in my heart. God Bless each of you.
Hugs and kisses,
Roseanne
Roseanne <roseanne531@gmail.com>
Howell, NJ USA - Saturday, April 11, 2009 3:12 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Jay,
Thinking of you today and hoping you will find peace knowing Timmy is watching and is well. I truly believe he and all our loved ones are in such a better place sharing eternal life together waiting for all of us to join them when our time comes.
I hope you and your family enjoy your Easter and celebrate the risen Lord and His message for all of us.
I'll be in touch.
Happy Easter!
Love and Prayers,
Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ - Saturday, April 11, 2009 1:12 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Jay, Andrew, & Jason,
Thinking of you always and especially today. Your precious Angel Timmy lives on in the hearts of all he touched. Wishing you all the love, peace, and hope you have brought to so many by sharing his journey and honoring his life. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Love,
Lisa, Bob, Matt, & Sami
The Kennedys <latk@comcast.net>
Berkeley Heights, NJ USA - Saturday, April 11, 2009 11:17 AM CDT

I hope you have a blessed Easter, knowing that Jesus bought our tickets to be together forever where there is no pain, fear, or sadness.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams

Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Friday, April 10, 2009 9:46 PM CDT

Just thinking about you so much as always, but especially at this time. I remember sitting in my classroom, reading Timmy's caring bridge on and trying not to cry.....it's so not fair.
Take care,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
Lewiston, - Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:17 PM CDT

me again. I know my own head, and so I wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you so much this week, holding you in my heart & prayers...I've been really whatever recently, haven't gotten my head back on straight since the Coffeehouse...so today during church I realized the date, and knew I needed to stop by.

I know I'm early (for once defying the Camiolo time sense I married into! my family has always been neurotically early for everything)...but you and Jay & Jason & Andrew and your sweet Timmy are in my heart so much...

and, too, all the friends who support you so beautifully, and your parish, and all the police in Middletown & the State Police who came out...all of you are in my thoughts this week.

This holy week, especially...the yikes & the promise of reunion are so sharply felt. You are in my heart.

peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, April 5, 2009 7:45 PM CDT

It must be something with the new settings on cb, your page is all weird question marks, too. So is mine, and it isn't when I type it! argh!

Which is a ridiculous way to say, hey, I'm thinking of you! ; )

But I am, and I hope you are well...
peace,
Kristin, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 6:11 PM CDT

Spring�s Surprise
By: Anonymous

Close your eyes
And do not peek
And I'll rub "spring"
Across your cheek.
Soft as velvet
Smooth and sleek
Close your eyes
And do not peek.

Hugs and Prayers,
Polly

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly@AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:15 AM CDT

To my dearest Susan,

I can't believe I didn't get over here for Timmy's Birthday. I knew it was coming and planned to visit, but didn't. No excuse. I'm sorry...

I was thrilled to read about you getting called to read at Timmy's school, and how the Lord allowed you to see Timmy in that little boy. Oh how special!!

Then your award! You are the BEST and it does not surprise me. I'm so glad you were honored for all you do.

What a great mom you are Susan, and you have the most TENDER, giving heart ever.

I'm so blessed to be called your friend.

Sending lots of hugs tonight.

Love you��

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:43 PM CDT

Susan & Jay,
Thank you SO MUCH for coming last night; I know it's a bit of a trek, and it means a lot to have you there...
and I'm so glad you won something! (one of my favorite somethings!). I should have sent more cookies home with you... : )

Genna was so pleased that she found you (I'm amazed, she can never find people in a crowd, her eyes get boggled)...she was VERY proud of herself! : )

thank you so much...
peace,
K, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, March 8, 2009 6:58 PM CDT

Dear Susan, I am thinking about you & keeping you in my prayers, remembering your sweet Angel Timmy turning 13 in Heaven! But of course you were honored at the Ronald McDonald House! You've been a constant source of inspiration to countless people, I know what you must mean to the parents there! Congratulations & well deserved! You hang in there, you are never far from my thoughts, with love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Sunday, March 8, 2009 5:30 PM CDT

Hi Susan - I've been thinking about Timmy a lot lately knowing his birthday had to be hard on you. I'm sure he had a great day with all his angel friends. Glad to hear you were rewarded for all your hard work at the Ronald McDonald House. (((Hugs)))
Cathy

Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@yahoo.com>
Colonia, NJ USA - Friday, March 6, 2009 3:32 PM CST

Miss you so much! I also miss Timmy, I see his picture ever day. G has it on her wall and it looks down on her well she sleeps. Sorry I haven't been in touch. Trying a new drug and I got taken off mine so my joints hurt. Blessings to you and your family.
Love you all so much
Ori
Ori
Kingsley, PA - Wednesday, March 4, 2009 3:53 PM CST

How could I have missed that Timmy was born on such a special day? Rare and few. Have been thinking about you for several days and wish I had yielded to my thoughts and been by sooner. Know that I remember those beautiful blue eyes and thank God for all you do to make things easier for families going through crisis.
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
- Wednesday, March 4, 2009 11:57 AM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Timmy!
I'm sorry I'm a day late....I have been thinking about you so much. It does not surprise me at all that you received the award from the Ronald McDonald House.....you are a wonderful, helpful, caring person....and I get all that just from the computer! :0) I can only imagine how wonderful you are in person!
Take care,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
Lewiston, - Monday, March 2, 2009 10:20 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Timmy.

I know you have been giving your mom all of the angel hugs and kisses she is feeling. Keep them coming!

Please say hi to Jacob for me. Maybe you two are having cake right this minute.

Lisa Field
West Covina, CA - Sunday, March 1, 2009 7:17 PM CST

you are so much in my heart today...
Timmy's going to send us a snow day, I think! : )
Happy Birthday, sweet Timmy!
peace,

Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, March 1, 2009 4:10 PM CST

Susan,
Keeping you and Timmy in my thoughts and prayers today. I will be lighting a candle for him tonite next to Abbey's
Renee - Abbeys Mommy
06-14-94 ~ 12-02-06
www.virtualmemorials.com
abbey rodkey
Renee Rodkey <rodkeyrenee@yahoo.com>
West Chester , PA USA - Sunday, March 1, 2009 10:50 AM CST

Thinking of you today and sending our prayers for a special day filled with wonderful memories of Timmy.
Love, Marianne
www.laurensfirstandgoal.org

Marianne Loose <mloose@rcn.com>
Easton, PA - Sunday, March 1, 2009 10:34 AM CST

Remembering Timmy , lots of love from Sarah
Sarah <sarah.chacko@lincoln.ox.ac.uk>
UK - Sunday, March 1, 2009 7:54 AM CST

Remembering Timmy today
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Saturday, February 28, 2009 9:57 AM CST

Remembering you sweet one!
Michelle Council/ Angel Wings Remembers <mcouncil@c-gate.net>
Laurel, MS USA - Saturday, February 28, 2009 9:11 AM CST

Hi ^^Timmy^^
I am sending birthday greetings to you todoay.
I want you to know you amazing legacy lives on
in our hearts and minds.

There is a lovely Chinese proverb I want to share
with you today, ^^Timmy^^ it reads:
"Flowers leave their fragrance
on the hand that bestows them."

Angel Hugs. . . .Polly
AngelWingsRemembers

Angel of Mine
By: Anonymous

I felt an angel near today,
though one I couldn't see.
I felt an angel, oh-so-close,
sent to comfort me.

I felt an angel's gentle kiss,
soft upon my cheek.
And oh, without a single word,
of caring it did speak.

I felt an angel's loving touch,
soft upon my heart.
And with that touch, I felt the pain,
and hurt within depart.

I felt an angel's tepid tears,
fall softly next to mine.
And knew that as those tears did dry,
a new day would be mine.

I felt an angel's silken wings,
enfold me with pure love.
And felt a strength within me grow,
a strength sent from above.

I felt an angel, Oh-so-close,
though one I couldn't see,
I felt an angel near today,
sent to comfort me.

~~ Anonymous ~~

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, February 28, 2009 8:38 AM CST

Dear Susan,
Genna is ready with her hug! : ) Thank you for the shout-out...and for all you do for our kids. Genna STILL talks about when you came to visit her when we were stuck inpatient and gave her that little activity book.

I am so glad you got through the geese. I am all about driving cars. On the ground. Although Dave did once have a turkey fly at the car...eek!

wishing you much peace this weekend, our candle will be lit.
peace,
K, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, February 27, 2009 10:16 PM CST

i would love to talk to you i have a 16 yr old girl going through the same thing . my god bless you.and help us all
shelia terry <teeterry41@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2009 9:32 AM CST

Dear Susan, it was so good to hear from you! I'm happy to hear that you had a nice time away and got to relax a bit! You continue to inspire me with all that you do in this fight against this terrible disease.
It's good to hear Andrew & Jason are busy & doing what they love to do! Even if it keeps you up at night!
Sometimes we take our children for granted, I know I do, but then I think of you & remember just how precious life is. I pray that you can feel your Angel Timmy hugging you! He must be so very proud of you! I pray that God gives you strength every day & blesses you & all of your boys! keeping you in my thoughts & prayers always, love Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Monday, February 23, 2009 11:07 PM CST

Dear Susan,

Oh it's so good to hear from you!

First, I'm blessed you got to get away for the holidays, it sounded wonderful. Hopefully you'll can share some pictures.

And then the plane ride, OH MY... talk about heart attack material! I'm so glad the Lord put such a skilled pilot on that plane. I think Timmy was on duty that day!!!

I'm so proud of your sons too. You should be. I'd love to see some pictures of them also! (hmmm, I'm full of requests huh?).

And then the check to CHOP, oh my. I just got choked up reading about it.

Once again I'm amazed at your strength, your loving heart and compassion. Thank you so much for continuing to lay down your life for such a worthy and much needed cause.

I can't believe it's been 3 years, it only seems like yesterday in many ways Susan.

I'm just so grateful God allowed our paths to cross.

Please give Kristen and her girls a big hug for me at the Coffee House. I wish more then ever I could meet you two.

One day, I just KNOW this happen!!

I'll be back, and thanks Susan for praying and caring for all the kids still in the battle.

You are a gem to me.

LOVE YOU!!!!!

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Monday, February 23, 2009 8:53 PM CST

Hey my sweet friend,

I'm missing you, and your updates...

Timmy's birthday is coming up. Hopefully you can post then.

Love you, and always remembering our sweet boy.

Keep holding on Susan,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Thursday, February 19, 2009 8:54 PM CST

*AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS*

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Thursday,
February 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Thank you for joining us.

Sincerely. . . .Polly

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Tuesday, February 17, 2009 2:39 PM CST

just thinking of you a lot...
peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 3:23 PM CST

I love you.
Love,
Polly

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, February 14, 2009 4:21 PM CST

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is to love and be loved in return.
~ From "Unforgettable with Love"
By Natalie Cole

Love. . . .Polly
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
USA - Sunday, February 1, 2009 10:46 AM CST

Stopped by to let you know we have a beautiful crystal clear blue sky today and I was thinking about your sweet Timmy and his beautiful baby blues..Hope you are doing well.....
Vince..... Forever missing Angel Vincie
Vince
Chicago, IL - Friday, January 30, 2009 11:32 AM CST

Hey, me again.
We thought of you a lot the other day when we were at RMH, Genna thought it VERY cool that you help out at the one in Jersey. I think it very cool, too...it means so very much, which I know you know, but really...thanks.

wishing you peace on another COLD night...
peace,
Kristin, G & R 's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:49 PM CST

must be something in the air, here I am, too...
thinking of you & your beautiful boy.
peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:12 PM CST

Hi Susan,
For some reason I was thinking about you and Timmy today. Just thought I would drop by to say hi and hope all is well.
Renee
Abbey's Mom
Renee <rodkeyrenee@yahoo.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:20 PM CST

**An Invitation To All Prayer Warriors**
The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,
January 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults
on our prayer lists and our
AngelWingsRemembers families.
Thank you for joining us.

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Manda/Angel_Wings <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA!!! - Monday, January 12, 2009 7:32 PM CST

Just thinking of you a lot...
wishing you good things in this new year--

peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:19 PM CST

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace" Romans 15:13

Happy New Year Susan!

Just wanted to stop by today and let you know I'm thinking of you.

Thanks for that sweet email.

I'm so blessed you guys had a nice time away.

Praying 2009 will be another year you feel God's love and comfort, another year Timmy's life will count for so much.

Thanks again for Timmy's Tour De Shore, every dime helps to find our cure.

I cherish our friendship Susan, you are one AMAZING woman!

With more love then words can say,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 2:22 PM CST

thinking of you so very much these last few days...praying Christmas was peaceful for you all.

sending hugs from my girls (and me!),
peace,
Kristin, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, nj usa - Friday, December 26, 2008 9:34 PM CST

Hi Susan,
Just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas! I hope you are having a wonderful and relaxing trip!
Thinking about you always,
Love,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
Lewiston, - Thursday, December 25, 2008 4:18 PM CST

Dear Susan & family, thinking of you all tonight as I do every night. Keeping you in my prayers, hoping you feel Angel Timmy close to you this Christmas season. The blue ornament hangs on our tree in memory of the bravest little boy! May God bless you all, with love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:17 PM CST

Dear Susan,
I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you. The kids at school had a great Toy Drive for the kids at CHOP!
Merry Christmas to you and your family! Be Well and Happy New Year!
Love, Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ - Monday, December 22, 2008 6:55 PM CST

Hey Sweet Susan,

Just letting you know I stopped by tonight. Been thinking of you these days.

Sending lots of hugs tonight.

Love you,

Susan
Jordan's site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Thursday, December 11, 2008 9:17 PM CST

just thinking of you a lot...

hoping you are hanging in...
peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 10:53 PM CST

In my thoughts, heart and prayers. Thank you for all you do for those in this awful battle.
Debbie Grace's MomMom
- Tuesday, December 9, 2008 8:23 PM CST

Dear Susan,

Oh it has been so long...I am sorry. Timmy's Tour sounds absolutely wonderful. I know I've said it before, but you guys AMAZE me. I speak with experience of trying to put together something like that. I know how every phone call, email, contact takes so much. The Tour was even bigger than last year right? That is wonderful.
I couldn't let the holidays come without checking in on you. I am sitting here trying to get motivated to put that 'bald beauty' - my turkey in the oven. For the first time in like 10 years Thanksgiving is at our house. I thought I would be ready and ok, but alas, I am struggling. I keep thinking of our last one with Jake, when he sat on the couch all day, dizzy, nauseous, and scared to death. Sorry for the sadness.
Things have been so crazy busy around here. I am deep in school with two massive projects due next week.
I will send a proper email soon, but I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you all today. I hope Timmy and Jacob are having all their favorite foods today. I know Jacob will not be missing the Thanksgiving meal because he didn't like any of it - except for the pumpkin pie!
Love you,
your quiet and distant but one who still cares friend,
Lisa

Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
CA - Thursday, November 27, 2008 9:48 AM CST

Wishing you a peaceful & blessed Thanksgiving...
you are always in our hearts, here.
peace,
Kristin, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 10:28 PM CST

Hey Sweet Susan,

Just stopping by to wish you and your family a Happy Thanksgiving.

There's not a day I don't think about you or wonder how you are doing.

I know the holidays is such a difficult time of the year for you.

Please know I'm always here for you.

Sending so much love your way,

Susan
Jordan Amato <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy, - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 8:24 PM CST

Hello Susan ~ just stopping by to let you know I'm thinking of you.....and Timmy. xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2008 10:51 PM CST

Susan, we must be on the same wave length. I have been thinking so much about you and just thought to myself, I have to get to Timmy's page and leave her a note. Then I logged onto Jim's page this morning and there was your note! Thanks so much for continuing to check on me and Brianna. We are doing okay but the holidays will surely be tough this year. Know that I think of you so much and I KNOW that one of these days we will see eachother and give each other those hugs! Love, Aimee
Aimee Disney <Briannaashleysmom@yahoo.com>
Aldan, PA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 8:00 AM CST

Hi Susan!! It's wonderful to hear that the Tour De Shore came out great, that you had the generator fixed and everything went by smoothly!!! I'm sure the holidays are still hard and will probably be for quite some time but a getaway sounds great!! I hope you have a great time full of love and of Timmy..
Jenn Perez <nubuz23@hotmail.com>
Sarasota, fl 34237 - Friday, November 14, 2008 11:23 AM CST

**AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Wednesday,
November 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Thank you for joining us.

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Monday, November 10, 2008 8:02 PM CST

Once again we are so sorry we missed this amazing event as we were in Maine on the 12th.

What a perfect day and a perfect treat. I love the pictures and the amazing difference you guys are making.

Keep up the amazing work...hope to see you soon!

www.caringbridge.org/pa/lukeronco
Nicole Ronco <njronco@verizon.net>
Whitehall, PA USA - Friday, November 7, 2008 3:07 PM CST

Oh my...

I'm just sitting here in AWE once again, as I read your beautiful post and looked at all those amazing pictures!

What a day, what a ride, I love how everything came together, even when the generator didn't work, another one arrived! Hmmmm, looks like Timmy had something to do with this...

How can I ever thank you and everyone that helped out enough for all the awareness and funding you have put toward pediatric brain tumors????

Your love and great sacrifice continues to amaze me Susan. I'm just so grateful God brought you and your precious family into our lives.

I see Timmy each time I see you, your husband and your other sons. What a treat it is indeed. He lives on in all of our hearts, and God only knows how many others!!

So glad to read you're heading out for the holidays. You truly deserve this. Timmy will be with you where ever you go!!

Thanks for the great update. One day I'm going to surprise you and fly up for this great event, oh how exciting would that be?

Love you Susan~

Jordan Amato <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy.................................., - Thursday, November 6, 2008 10:02 PM CST

yes, I am a stalker...
know that you all are always in our hearts, here...we are so glad we could be there this year, I really thought we'd be in surgery based on the night before...but I am so glad things worked out. I wish we could have stayed to hear Dr. Phillips.

You give me strength, in the way you perservere...

wishing you peace today--

Kristin & the Cams crew <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Monday, November 3, 2008 9:52 AM CST

Hello Susan, thinking about you - congratulations on your amazing fund raising which will support research that will benefit so many people ...

Lots of love, Sarah
Sarah <sarahchacko@blueyonder.co.uk>
UK - Sunday, November 2, 2008 8:04 AM CST

So glad Timmy's ride was a huge success. I stalk too, but like you the words don't always come. I miss you like crazy and someday I will escape and we will have a girl night out. Gabbie is holding here own. I fired yet another Dr. This one didn't feel comfortable giving G the large dose of pain medication so she isn't crying in pain. So home Dr took over and he found us a place where we can go and get her port cleaned and labs at the same time. It's even closer to home. I love you dear so very much and our Timmy is always in my heart. I got some new bulbs...these are called sky blue lilies. I can't wait to see them pop up in the Spring!
HUGS,
Ori
Ori <harley00@nep.net>
KINGSLEY , PA - Saturday, November 1, 2008 11:20 PM CDT

Hey, thinking of you...hoping you are hanging in there.

Rosie wore her Timmy Tour shirt (backwards) to bed tonight. : )

wishing you peace,

Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Monday, October 27, 2008 8:55 PM CDT

Still patiently waiting...

LOVE YOU SWEET SUSAN~
Jordan's site... <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy, - Sunday, October 26, 2008 8:02 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

Can't wait to hear ALL ABOUT Timmy's Tour de Shore and see the pictures!! (Hint-Hint!)

Hope you have recovered!!

LOVE YOU,

Susan
Jordan's site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy, - Saturday, October 18, 2008 9:09 PM CDT

remembering Timmy to-day and always. With much love from Michigan.
angela warne <anji@comcast.ne>
brighton, mi usa - Wednesday, October 15, 2008 10:49 PM CDT

**INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Sunday,
October 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Thank you for joining us.
Michelle Council/ Angel Wings Remembers <mcouncil@c-gate.net>
Laurel, MS USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2008 11:58 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Jay, Andrew, & Jason,
Congratulations on a spectacular event yesterday - so wonderfully organized and beautifully executed. You could feel everyone's love and admiration for Timmy and your family whether they were volunteering, riding, etc. You have all accomplished another amazing feat to honor everyone's special Angel by furthering the research that will make such a difference to countless other children. We were so proud and happy to be there!
Love,
Lisa, Bob, Matt, & Sami
The Kennedys <latk@comast.net>
Berkeley Heights, NJ USA - Monday, October 13, 2008 1:06 PM CDT

What a beautiful boy. I will remember you in my prayers.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC 29485 - Monday, October 13, 2008 7:53 AM CDT

Dear Susan & Jay--
everything was so perfect.
the weather, the preponderence of sweet treats (yum), the smiling faces, the bazillion volunteers...

I just kept thinking of Timmy running and smiling through everything...

thanks for all you do for the kids...and I hope you sleep well tonight!

peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 7:15 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
I hope you have a wonderful day, I wish I could be there. Thank you for continuing to do this for all the kids. I can't wait to hear all about it!
Take care,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Saturday, October 11, 2008 8:59 PM CDT

I heard today that wonderful forecast for Sunday! woohoo!

We'll be there--

wishing you peace these next few busy days!!

Kristin, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, October 9, 2008 7:36 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
Wishing you a terrific day on Sunday- we will be thinking of you all! You are doing such a terrific job, and honoring Timmy's life in such a wonderful way. The article is beautiful - thank you for posting the link.
Love, Marianne
www.laurensfirstandgoal.org
Marianne Loose <mloose@rcn.com>
Easton, PA - Thursday, October 9, 2008 6:39 PM CDT

I found a very beautiful quote today which made me think of Timmy. It read:

"How can we ever understand when green leaves fall?"

Still here, still reading, still managing to add the occasional hug,

Miranda <nostalgic.one@gmail.com>
London, England - Sunday, October 5, 2008 11:48 AM CDT

Hey Susan,

This is so neat. I just went to Jordan's CB page and saw you signed this morning. Well around the same EXACT time I was writing you a little note and mailed it off!!

Wow...

Anyhow, be looking out for a letter from me.

Love you!!

Susan

Jordan�s Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy.........................., - Monday, September 29, 2008 8:54 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
It was wonderful to read your message. You are using the great loss of your life to do so much good. Timmy will never be forgotten by those who knew and loved him. I have a new helmet and will see you at the tour!!! Love to all,
Susan
Susan Gibadlo <gibadlos@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 7:23 PM CDT

Dear Susan, just stopping by to let you know you've been on my mind, with the end of another summer & the fall approaching, I think of you all the time. I think of your precious Timmy. I know you'll be very busy in the next months & I hope you take good care of yourself. May God be with you & bless you & all of your boys, stay strong, with love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Sunday, September 14, 2008 5:52 PM CDT

Hey my sweet Susan,

Thanks so much for always thinking of us, praying and worrying too! You are so kind and THOUGHTFUL!

I appreciate your friendship so much, and I've truly missed you Susan.

Things are starting to get back to normal, but we have some major reconstruction in the future.

My computer crashed last week after finally getting power back, oh boy!

Bless God, He's been good to us in all things.

I know you must be super busy with Timmy's Tour de Shore coming up.

I'm so excited it is on Jordan's birthday. Our two special boys will be celebrated on the same day this year. What a HONOR this is for us.

Don't over do it Susan!!

Love you,

Susan

Jordan�s Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy.........................., - Saturday, September 13, 2008 11:06 PM CDT

Hi Susan and Jay ~
I am so looking forward to Timmy's Tour de Shore this year. It's going to be another incredible day!
Back to school brings back a flood of memories of Timmy .... how can I ever forget those Back-to-School drawings to the "Most Beautiful Mom in the World" .... my heart aches for you as I read your post ... I hope that you can indeed find comfort in the fact that so many people cherish their memories of Timmy and are active in the fight against brain tumors.
The Village People will be there with you!!
Take care - and, as always - you are in my thoughts and in my heart and in my prayers ...
Kathy Lettieri
Katherine Lettieri <LettieriK@middletownk12.org>
Middletown, NJ USA - Saturday, September 6, 2008 8:57 AM CDT

Been thinking of you so very much these last few days...I know this time of year is extra awful on top of awful, and I'm so sorry...I wish I could give you a hug or a cookie or anything, I know that doesn't really help, but my heart is with you.

wishing you peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, September 4, 2008 6:52 PM CDT

Great to hear things are going well and the Tour is underway. I hope to pop over this year to support your wonderful efforts.
The summer has been crazy for us and for Luke. But, tomorrow is just a day away.

Love to you
Nicole Ronco <njronco@verizon.net>
Whitehall, PA - Friday, August 15, 2008 8:06 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
Sorry I haven't been ME lately! This year has totally blown chunks! I miss you so much. You are all in my thoughts and prayers! Loads of love and hugs for you all!

Ori <harley00@nep.net>
KINGSLEY , PA - Friday, August 15, 2008 5:45 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
I was so happy to read your latest post. When you don't post for awhile, I kinda miss you. I am glad to see you have been busy.
We have had a hectic summer and I can't believe school is starting so soon.
We will be taking our youngest to school in only 2 weeks!!!
New Hampshire here we come!
I will call you soon about The Tour de Shore.
Take care.
Love, Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey , NJ - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 10:56 PM CDT

ATTENTION PRAYER WARRIORS:

PLEASE JOIN OUR PRAYER VIGIL TUESDAY AUGUST 19TH. 2008 BETWEEN THE HOURS
OF 8-9 PM. EST. FOR ALL THE FAMILIES ON OUR ANGEL_WINGS PRAYER LIST
AND OUR ANGEL FAMILIES OF CHILDREN AND ADULTS WHO HAVE EARNED THEIR WINGS
THANK YOU FOR JOINING US

MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn@gmail.com>
Gardner, MA - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 3:40 PM CDT

Hi Susan,

I am glad to see your update.....I'm always checking on you. I think writing is a great way to help with things. I have always felt like Drew's caring bridge is a bit of therapy for me, it helps me get things out sometimes. I am glad you are having a busy summer, but I'm sorry it has been hard too. Even though I cannot imagine what you are going through there are times when I look at healthy children and am sad for all Drew has had to and continues to go through. These kids are so strong. Thank you for all you are doing for brain tumor research.....I hope that someday these stupid tumors will be only a horrible memory.
Take care and know you are in my thoughts, you are an amazing woman.
Love,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Tuesday, August 12, 2008 8:30 PM CDT

Susan thank you for writting again...I have been checking everyday, when I pray for timmy and his family.Our thoughts are always with you and please know that timmy is still very much loved by all. My heart feels for you,and you make us all so strong. Have a great day..love michele
michele lally <cooker722@aol.com>
matawan, nj usa - Monday, August 11, 2008 4:26 PM CDT

Hi Susan - So glad to see an update but sorry to hear you are feeling so sad. I think of you and your family often and continue to keep you in my thoughts.
Love and hugs,
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@yahoo.com>
Colonia, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 8:08 PM CDT

Hi Susan! Thank you fo the update!! I'm not sure what led me to the site today, but it was such a nice surprise to catch up with what has been going on with you and your family. Good luck with the plans for the Tour de Shore - it will be easier the second time around, and I wish you great success again this year!
Love, Marianne
www.laurensfirstandgoal.org
Marianne <mloose@rcn.com>
Easton, PA - Monday, August 4, 2008 4:44 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

Oh, what a wonderful surprise to come over and see this awesome update!

Truly, this has made my night. I needed this...

I'm glad you took your doc's advice. I pray you felt better after sharing your heart and thoughts.

As always, you manage to stay busy helping others out, and supporting the cause. Oh Susan, what a tribute and honor to such a special child like Timmy.

Sometimes I wonder if He knows all the many ways you keep on loving him?

Thanks for sharing these events with us, and yes, I'll keep the Tour de Shore in prayer.

You never cease to "amaze" me my friend. I know it has to be Timmy pushing you along each day.

Keep holding on. I've been missing you, big time.

Love and hugs,

Susan

"Nevertheless I am continually with thee."
-- Psalms 73:23

Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Sunday, August 3, 2008 10:34 PM CDT

Me again...
WE have the Tour de Shore written on our calendar...I so hope we can make it, it was wonderful last year.

I have been thinking of you so much this summer...I have no good words to end that thought, but you know...

Thank you always for all the ways you help the kids...your love is such a strength to so many...
ok, better go, know that we are always thinking of you--
peace,
Kristin, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, August 3, 2008 9:21 PM CDT

just thinking of you today, and often.

wishing you peace,

K, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, July 31, 2008 8:14 AM CDT

I check the website often and just want to let you know I am thinking of you and your family.
Sheila Houston <shouston7@verizon.net>
Lincroft, NJ USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 8:04 PM CDT

Hi there!

Thank you so much for posting that note about Cody in Iraq, thank you for keeping him in your prayers!

Love always,

Kelsey
Kelsey Pauxtis <pauxtis@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, July 21, 2008 11:51 AM CDT

Just had to let you know that the Conquer Childhood Cancer Act passed the Senate without opposition this evening. This is for Timmy and all the other angels, for those fighting, those yet to join the battle. Cure Search will have info on their site tomorrow. For the kids.
Debbie Grace's MomMom
- Wednesday, July 16, 2008 7:59 PM CDT

Why Hello There!!!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! You are right, each new year is definitely a blessing!! Happy Birthday to your son Jason who's almost completely legal now! LOL! and Many Congratulations to Andrew for all of the hard work and Graduating from College!
I am glad to hear as I was celebrating Jazmene's birthday you were Honoring and Celebrating Timmy's Life and raising awareness to others about Brain Tumors. You and your family truly deserved the award and are an inspiration to people like me! Sounds like a busy summer with Jason home and still volunteering at the Ronald MC Donald House- so it's oK if you don't update often, we all still think of you! I am planning a trip up North myself and i hope to be sitting in a pizzeria in NYC on Sat. August 2nd with a hot dog in one hand, a pizza in another and the Mr Softee ice cream waiting outside!!
BIg Hugs to you Sweet Susan-- Many, many hugs!!
Jenn d/o Martha
Jenn <nubuz23@hotmail.com >
Sarasota, fl USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 11:53 AM CDT

Hey Sweet Susan,

How are you? I miss you so much!! Please let us know how things are going.

Been thinking of you these days, and always remembering our precious Timmy.

Have a blessed week Susan.

Your friend,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Sunday, July 13, 2008 10:05 PM CDT

Just thinking of you today...
hoping you are having a peaceful summer.
Rosie prayed for you the other day...
peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Saturday, July 12, 2008 10:29 PM CDT

**An Invitation to All Prayer Warriors**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Saturday,
July 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Polly @AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, July 12, 2008 6:51 PM CDT

Oh my, how did I miss the wonderful slides last month? You guys did a wonderful job putting them together to share with all of us. Thank you, so much.

^^Timmy^^ I know you're smiling ear-to-ear when somebody comes to visit and view the slide show. Pretty cool!

Polly @AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, July 12, 2008 6:50 PM CDT

Susan - It was so wonderful to read your update today; Happy Belated Birthday.

Congrats on your special award; enjoy the sun and take care my friend.
Nicole
Nicole Ronco <njronco@verizon.net>
Whitehall, PA - Thursday, July 3, 2008 7:59 PM CDT

Susan,
I have been thinking of you and Timmy so often for the past several weeks. I had saved the email you sent to me, It is still in my inbox. I just cannot seem to delete it.
I hope you and your family are well.

We just had the 1st Annual Abbey Rodkey Memorial Walk on June 14th 2008 (which is Abbeys Birthday). What a bittersweet day. I miss her more today than yesterday. On a good note we raised over 4000.00 for the kids @ CHOP (for the giftcards). A boy Abbey had gone to school with since kindergarten put the whole thing together, including designing and ordering T-Shirts. IT WAS A SEA OF PINK!

Praying for our babies always,
Renee
mommy of Abbey - my little sunshine
06-14-94 ~ 12-02-06
Renee Rodkey <rodkeyrenee@yahoo.com>
West Chester, Pa USA - Saturday, June 28, 2008 7:07 PM CDT

Hi Susan,

I'm sorry I haven't posted for a while. I have been checking on you though and thinking about you always! In fact, I think we were looking at each other's sites at about the same time the day you posted.
Please, please, please do not ever feel that it would bother me for you to leave messages for us. I love that you check on us. I worry that you are having to re-live some of the things you went through because you are checking on us. I know you think about those things daily, but I just don't want it to be any harder on you. Anyway, please don't ever feel you have to apologize. I appreciate your support more than you know. I so hope, no I know, we will meet some day! I need to get to the east so I can meet all my wonderful friends that I have met through this journey.
Thank you so much for all you are doing for brain tumor awareness/research, it means so much. I know it is so hard, but it is so appreciated.
Take care and keep us posted!
Love,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Tuesday, June 24, 2008 11:41 PM CDT

Hi Susan - Just checking in to say hello and wishing you a happy belated 50th! Congrats to Andrew on getting his masters. What a huge achievement.
Love and Hugs,
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@yahoo.com>
Colonia, NJ USA - Sunday, June 22, 2008 8:41 PM CDT

To my dearest Susan,

Oh my, I feel TERRIBLE!! I missed your big 50th!!! OK, I'll have to make this up to you, somehow. I'll be thinking about this one.

LOVED the pictures Susan, you look so beautiful, gosh, you age just as eloquent as you are. I enjoyed seeing you smiling along side of your hubby and Andrew.

A great big "Congratulations" to Andrew getting his Masters, 3.9 GPA, OK, that's way OUT THERE!! Susan you must of been so proud of him. What a awesome job you have done raising all your sons.

And then the award for Timmy's Foundation, tears and tears of joy. Oh, what a special person you are, and all the labors of love your husband and you have done for such a wonderful cause. I know Timmy is still smiling, ear to ear!

I've missed you my friend. I'm so blessed to read you are busy. I know this is good for you, as you miss your sweet Timmy.

Please know I'm always here for you Susan, in any way you need me. Drop me a line, let's chat!

LOVE YOU,

Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 8:13 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!
I can understand how busy you have been because I just don't know where the school year went. Time flew this year.
Congrats to Andrew!
Hopefully it will be a great summer and time to rest and relax!
Still in my prayers and the prayers of the kids at school.
Love, Karen

Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ - Monday, June 16, 2008 4:36 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday!
Remember: The number of years don't count--it's what you do with them. ;o)

Wow! You're darn tootin' May was a a busy month for you and yours. Congratulations to you son on graduating college. Welcome home, Jason.

Sending you oodles of hugs, praises and prayers. I love you, guys. I Pray for you daily.

Polly from AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, June 14, 2008 2:37 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday (you look like a youthful goddess, really!)...and I am so glad Jason & Andrew are doing so well!! Hooray for Dr. Phillips showing up...that's really, really awesome, and a testament to how much of an impact Timmy & your whole family have made on the pediatric brain tumor community & the world at large. Really.

I thought of you today, we went to visit my parents at the shore...the day was so gorgeous, and I know we drive right by you (ish)!

Thinking of you always...you hold a special place in my heart.
peace,
Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, June 13, 2008 7:32 PM CDT

Still checking up on you and remebering Timmy. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. With much love from Michigan.

angela warne <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, mi 48114 - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 6:36 PM CDT

Hello!
Thanks for checking in on us...I do come by here every few days, I feel like crazy lady if I post too often! :)

I am still waiting for exercise to not be hideous. I ran/jogged/walked/staggered again today...it's easier to get out the door (this weather is helpful, Timmy-blue sky today!), but mid-run I realize yet again that a) I am not 22 anymore and b) I haven't exercised since 2002! ouch!

But I know I need to be healthier. There is too much work to be done...

Anyway, we are always thinking of you. I hope these days are peaceful and nice (and is Jason home yet? my sisters all arrived in the last week or so).

peace,
Kristin, Globby mother to you know who <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, May 29, 2008 9:59 AM CDT

Hello Pauxtis family ~ just want to let you know that I never forget you. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Monday, May 26, 2008 7:42 PM CDT

Hey Sweet Susan,

Stopping by to wish you a nice Memorial Day Weekend! I'm thinking of you ALWAYS!!

Let us know how you are doing?

OH, I found the most beautiful song and want to dedicate it to YOU!!

Hope you enjoy it! Sending it with tons of LOVE!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=O2Ozli3yTVs

Love you,

Susan

(let me know if you have problems viewing it!)
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Saturday, May 24, 2008 9:14 AM CDT

The bursts of grief are indeed an important reminder of your love and bonds. As time goes on they will become less painful and the same memories that brought tears will more often bring smiles or even laughter. Those links start out as shadows of what we have lost and turn into treasures that cannot be taken away.

Congratulations on the impact that Timmy's foundation is having on people's lives.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 10:43 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

How are you? I prayed for you on Mother's Day... I know this holidays are so hard for you.

I'll look forward to seeing pictures from the graduation, and hear how things are going with Timmy's Tour de Shore!

Thinking of you with lots of love,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:45 PM CDT

Wow! Did you read how many hugs have been shared
with Timmy?? 1.67 MILLION!! (((( hug ))) You CAN
feel the love, can't you.

An Invitation to all Prayer Warriors:

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,
May 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our Angel Wings Remembers
families.

Please join us Monday night. All prayers are welcome!

Polly from AngelWingsRemembers <angel_polly1511@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 17, 2008 11:26 AM CDT

just thinking of you a lot...Genna asked for you the other day in her little old lady kind of way, "so How Is Timmy's Mom?"...

wishing you peace today,
Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, May 16, 2008 8:20 AM CDT

Hi Susan - thinking of you and your wonderful family today. I ask Marie B. about you from time to time. I am glad you are feeling better. It is so wonderful to hear about the award. Timmy touched so many lives in his short life.
Love and Hugs,
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@yahoo.com>
Colonia, NJ USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 7:53 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Jay, Andrew, & Jason,
Congratulations to Andrew today on his graduation and Happy Mothers Day to an extraordinary mom!!!
Love,
Lisa, Bob, Matt, & Sami
The Kennedys <latk@comcast.net>
Berkeley Heights, NJ USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 2:57 PM CDT

To one AWESOME mom!!!

Hope your day is going great Susan, I'm so proud of Andrew!

Please give him a hug from me!!

...A good woman is hard to find, and worth far more than diamonds. (Proverbs 31:1)

(((HUGS)))

Susan

Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Sunday, May 11, 2008 8:57 AM CDT

Miss you and love you forever buddy... 25 months now as of a few minutes ago, still always question where time has gone. Never will forget that morning, your battle, all the good times we had or anything about you Tim.

Love You, keep me safe!
Jason Pauxtis
Melbourne, FL USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 3:11 AM CDT

Susan~Susan~Susan,

Oh my, you have so much going on! I'm thrilled beyond words to read all that is coming up!

I'm so excited and can hardly wait to see ALL the pictures. I'm still just amazed at all you've done in 2 short years? You continue to blow me away...

I'm so proud of your son Andrew, and please know you can count on me to pray for Cody. Gosh, this is a HARD one. My heart goes out to his parents. I worried so much when my Jason was away.

Thanks for this wonderful update. You should not be surprised that people still think of Timmy and just love and adore YOU Susan.

When you get a chance check out my blog. I just wrote about some things I was "thankful for".

I know Mother's Day is a difficult day for you, so I will keep you in prayer.

Love you!

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 10:30 PM CDT

Dear Susan,
It is good to "hear" you...I think of you so often, your whole family...especially Timmy.

You have so much exciting stuff coming up...congrats on the award for Timmy's Foundation (and I hope a doc DOES come out! Although seeing a doctor out of context is a bit unnerving, I find, but then again I am easily unnerved). I am so proud of all of you for the huge strides you have made to help all our kids.

Congrats to Andrew, and we'll pray for your nephew in Iraq.

It really is so good to hear you. I hope you got to enjoy some of today's gorgeousness...

wishing you peace, always,

Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 9:57 PM CDT

Just checking on you. I hope you are getting some nice weather, it looks like we might finally get some spring here! It's really late for us this year! We actually had snow in April.....we don't usually get that much snow when it's winter.
Take care, you are always in my thoughts.
Love,
Reca

Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Friday, May 2, 2008 10:55 PM CDT

Please know that many people still read Timmy's web site and still thinking about you. Even though Timmy has been gone for two years, Timmy and your family have not been forgotten and you are still in the prayers of so many people.
Sheila Houston <shouston7@verizon.net>
Lincroft, NJ USA - Friday, May 2, 2008 9:12 PM CDT

I thought of Timmy today - and said his name . . .
We still think of you often.
www.caringbridge.org/va/matthew
Natalie - Matthew's mom <teachguns@aol.com>
Yorktown, VA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:52 AM CDT

Thinking of you Susan and praying that God will bring you through this. Timmy's memories live forever in your heart.
God Bless you!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Please visit Carson's page for he really needs the prayers right now after just being diagnosed 2 weeks ago with cancer.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Monday, April 28, 2008 5:35 AM CDT

Good morning Susan,

Just want to stop by and let you know I'm thinking of you today. Praying always...

Hope you are keeping your self busy.

If you ever feel like chatting, you know I'm here.

Sending a big hug your way,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Sunday, April 27, 2008 7:03 AM CDT

Thinking of you tonight...

I hope Timmy's garden is popping up in all this beautiful weather, and that you have moments of peace in each day.

peace,
Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 10:17 PM CDT

Hey Timmy! I love you, buddy. You wonder-filled legacy lives on in my heart forever.

An Invitation to all Prayer Warriors:

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil this Saturday,
April 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for Timmy
and all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our Angel Wings Remembers
families.

Please join us in prayer this Saturday night.

Angel_Wings

The Spirit of April
By: Mary E Linton �

I am the Spirit of April.
Did you not hear me come?
Violets nod in the meadow;
See, I have brought you some.
I opened your gate so gently,
Fearing to make you start;
I bring you a note of gladness
Out of the song in my heart.

Polly from Angel Wings Remembers
- Friday, April 18, 2008 9:17 PM CDT

To my sweet Susan,

I was just moved to tears as I read all these beautiful posts below.

Timmy has touched so many lives and STILL is!

Thanks for sharing him with us, and for all you continue to do to make a difference in our lives and the lives of all children dealing with brain tumors.

I pray your day was special and you felt Timmy's love surround and uphold you all day long.

I'll look forward to your next update.

Love you Susan!

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:34 AM CDT

Hello Timmy�s parents: Thanks for all your doing. I have never met you in person but I talked to Susan on the phone just a few weeks ago after seeing Timmy�s site. Thank you for helping me realize I�m not going crazy and that everything I feel is �normal�. Although a parent burying a child should never be normal. Each day is hard just as you said but there are plenty of times I smile and remember Ne-Ne. Timmy has touched and made my life better almost two years after his death. Life no matter how it ends too soon always matters and makes a difference. The work your doing is like no other in honoring Timmy. You are helping me get up each day knowing that not only is there hope after this life but I can be a mom to Ne-Ne even though she is now an angel. Your helping other parents by just continuing to live and help others in the brain tumor community. Even if it�s not the life we imagined for ourselves I can see (and many other parents can see) that it is possible to survive a lost like no other. Its great that your raising money and being honored but if you never did another thing in your lives know that you have a made a difference and I want to encourage you to continue to do so.

Thank You God for Timmy and his parents. Hold them close in your arms. Let us all feel your presence and the comfort of your arms and those of our children lost too soon! I know somewhere not to far from you our angel babies play and grow together knowing that their lives were not in vain. Thank you for holding us up when we are so weak and bringing people in our lives to encourage and lift us up. Amen!

HEAVEN�S GAIN

He�s put up a fight
He�s held on for so long
It seems only right
That he would leave while still at home

He cries for the pain
I cry with him like it is mine
It found his brain
And it crawled its way up his spine

What a joyful heart
Unable to move, but still he smiles
He was always so smart
And willing to walk the extra miles

He says he hears his name
His lungs draw breath one last time
I know he is Heaven�s gain
But for now, the loss is mine.

Jason Lowe
Nicholasville, KY, USA

Mother of Taga, Doozie and Angel Ne-Ne (2/29/08)
Marie G <nirie1@yahoo.com>
Deptford, NJ - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 10:03 AM CDT

Dear Susan, thinking of you & your family with a heavy heart. Your Angel Timmy is never far from my thoughts, I pray for all of you to find peace.You are keeping Timmy's spirit alive in all you have done & continue to do to help others. You are an inspiration to me, may God bless you all with strength to continue to honor your precious boy! with much love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Monday, April 14, 2008 11:00 PM CDT

Hi Susan,

I just wanted to say hello. I finally got to check Timmy's page. He's been in my thoughts so much this past week. I am moved that so many people reached out to you on Friday. I read Lisa's post, and I, too, was reminded of Timmy when I heard Jason Castro (from American Idol) sing 'Somewhere Over the Rainbow.' It was a peaceful moment, as I thought of the wondrous beauty that our children are surrounded with everyday.

I keep you close to my heart and pray for you as you work to find your path. It is a difficult journey, but I know that you will find your way.

With love,
Romelle
Scott's Mom
Romelle Lysenko <rlysenko@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ USA - Monday, April 14, 2008 10:45 AM CDT

Hi Susan and family, It has been awhile since I've visited this site but since Michael turned 12 in March your family and Timmy have been on my mind more then usual. I aplogise for not being in touch more often but you and Timmy are never far from my thoughts. I know that the families you have helped are so lucky and we all know how much love you have given and still have to give. As always take care. Love Sharon Lotito and family.
Sharon <pop21@verizon.net>
Red Bank, NJ USA - Sunday, April 13, 2008 7:32 PM CDT

Hi Susan,

It's me again. I just wanted to let you know about my Timmy moment on Friday. I don't know if you follow American Idol; I have been watching it this season. I usually record them and watch them later. I watched this week's episode after work yesterday. I had a very emotional, frazzly type day. Nothing seemed to go right...but I digress.

One of the performers on American Idol sang Timmy's - "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" song. I wish I could remember his name -but I'm not THAT into it. He just sat on the stage with a ukulele and sang. It was pure and simple and awesome. I cried through the whole thing and thought of Timmy and Jacob and all off the children who have left this life too early. That song gave me a sense of peace for a few moments and I thank Timmy.

Wishing you peace tonight,
Love, Lisa
Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
West Covina, CA - Saturday, April 12, 2008 10:33 PM CDT

Dear Susan, Jay and family,
Wanted to let you know that my thoughts were with you yesterday as I sat at Timmy's memorial at school. It is such a lovely spot! Whenever I am on the playground and see a bright blue sky, I think of him. My love to you all and our darling Timmy!
Susan
Susan Gibadlo <gibadlos@aol.com>
Middletown, Va. - Saturday, April 12, 2008 9:00 AM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Miranda <nostalgic.one@gmail.com>
London, England - Friday, April 11, 2008 3:55 PM CDT

Dear Susan and Jay,
Just checking in to send some special thoughts to you both.
You and your family have been on my mind all day. It is rough but I know you will make it because of your love for your wonderful boy. Timmy still brings out the best in all who knew him.
Many prayers,
Love, Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ - Friday, April 11, 2008 2:49 PM CDT

Thinking of you always...
Sue Griffin <jgastro29@yahoo.com>
Middletown, NJ United States - Friday, April 11, 2008 1:52 PM CDT

Dear Susan & Jay,
You are much in my prayers today...
even the skies are veiled, and we remember your sweet Timmy...
Our blue candle will be lit for him & for all of you today. Know that you are Always In Our Hearts here, really & truly.

wishing you peace today,
Kristin, Andrew, Genna & Rosie's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:27 AM CDT

Dear Susan,
The girls and I are thinking of you today and offering special prayers for your family. And, yes, we say Timmy's name with great affection. The poem is beautiful.
Love,
Ginny

Ginny Smith <ggckc@yahoo.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:24 AM CDT

Dearest Friend..
.. Susan , I have missed you too and I marked Timmy's date on my calendar so that no matter how busy I was, I would make time for him and you.. Sadly, I went to a Mass celebrating the life of my boss's wife but I was able to Pray in God's home for her, for Timmy and for all of our friends that have pased away or that are sick..
I have said Timmy's name out loud and in my heart.. Never forgotten- his legacy will live on through the love we share and the friendships your family has built..
As for Timmy, I know that he is rejoicing and happy in Heaven because although he is not here Physically- HiS Family's love makes Timmy Live through everyone..
God bless..
Hugs, Kisses and A Shoulder if you need it
Jenn
Jenn Perez <nubuz23@hotmail.com >
Sarasota, FL 34237 - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:23 AM CDT

Sue, I'm thinking of you and Timmy today and I know he's smiling down on all of us...gently and beautifully!!
joanne <joanne.antonelle@ecolab.com>
port reading, nj usa - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:54 AM CDT

Dear Susan, Jay, Andrew, Jason, & Angel Timmy,
Thinking of all of you today. Timmy will forever hold a special place in our hearts, and his spirit, love, and strength that you, his family, continue for others through his foundation is a true inspiration to all of us.
With our love, hugs, & admiration,
Lisa, Bob, Matt, & Sami

The Kennedys <latk@comcast.net>
Berkeley Heights, NJ USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

They that love beyond the world cannot be separated by it.- William Penn

To my dearest Susan,

I'm remembering your sweet Timmy today. I will light a candle in his honor, and I will SMILE. I will think of how courageously he fought his battle, and the joy he brought so many. I will thank GOD for Timmy today. I will also think about how my life is different because Timmy lived.

Timmy's legacy will live on in all our lives.

Dear Jesus,
I come to you today and ask you to comfort my precious friend Susan. I pray as she remembers this day 2 years ago, she'll be reminded of all the love that surrounded her and her family. Let her continue to feel your presence and surround her with loving friends. Thank you for the example Susan has been to all of us. In her greatest loss, she continues to give, to comfort and think of others daily. She is a treasured friend to so many, especially to me. I thank you for Susan and the friendship you blessed us with. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Thinking of you Susan and your family today~

With more love then words can convey,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:15 AM CDT

Susan,
I have been thinking about you so much this week. I know it is an extra hard time for you right now. Don't be hard on yourself, I don't think a mother's grief ever gets easier. I'm glad you are still updating and sharing your feelings. I gave my boys an extra special hug this week like you asked. I left some hugs for you and Timmy here. You are an amazing person, take care of you.
Love,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
Lewiston, ID - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:01 AM CDT

Good morning my name is Bud I am a Prayer Warrior from Angel_Wings. I thought I would stop by to let you know that you are still in our prayers and thoughts.

In Christ's love,

Bud/Angel_Wings
Bud West/Angel_Wings <budwest681@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 11, 2008 8:42 AM CDT

Dear Susan,

Thinking of you today.

Love from Sarah
Sarah <sarahchacko@blueyonder.co.uk>
UK - Friday, April 11, 2008 3:42 AM CDT

Dear Susan,

I logged on a few minutes ago and watched Timmy's Video. I stared into his happy eyes tried to get to know him a little more. I feel your pain and I am so sorry. He had the most beautiful little boy smile. I think he must have always had a smile on his face. I have been sitting here crying for our boys. It is now almost midnight in New Jersey. Although I started the day crying I will try to do many acts of kindness today in remembrance of Timmy and the impact he had here on this earth. He will never be forgotten. Thank you for the poem. I had never seen it before, it is awesome.

Holding you in love and prayer today
Love, Lisa
Angel Jacob's mom
Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
West Covina, CA - Thursday, April 10, 2008 11:04 PM CDT

I will first say that I am very sorry for your loss. Timmy obviously meant a lot to many people.
Beyond that, my last name is also Pauxtis....I was curious as to our relation. If you have any ideas please let me know at the email address. Thank you and I'm very sorry again.
Rick Pauxtis <rickpaux@hotmail.com>
Saint Augustine, fl united states - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 12:16 AM CDT

Susan please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I know that this is an anniversary you didn't want in your life. I thank you for your continued efforts on behalf of children fighting this battle and those to come. Please know that we don't think you should stop posting. Enjoy being in the spotlight at CHOP. I just wanted to let you know that you are on my mind ever so often. We are away and I will not have access to a computer for a few days but remembered Timmy and had to let you know.
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
- Tuesday, April 8, 2008 8:14 PM CDT

To my dearest Susan,

Oh, it was so good hearing from you! Please never stop writing, I love reading your updates, it brings me such comfort to know how you are doing.

You have been working so hard through your grief, don't put any pressure on yourself. Losing a child is the most difficult thing ANY one could ever go through.

I'm just so glad we can be here for you in some small way...

Sounds like you had a great time in Florida, oh my, you are one brave woman! The pictures were great. Susan you looked wonderful, I loved the picture of you and Jay!

Thanks so much for sharing them with us.

I'm so blessed you will be honored at the Reception at CHOP. You have worked so hard, and continue to make such a DIFFERENCE. Timmy's fight will always be remembered and his life will be HONORED forever. Oh, he would be so proud of you all.

It's hard to believe it's been 2 years since Timmy won his battle. I'm just so grateful the Lord allowed our paths to cross. Our friendship is very special to me, and I feel so honored I got to know Timmy.

Well sweetie, just wanted to stop by and tell you hi and let you know how often I think of you and pray.

Keep holding on my friend,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Monday, April 7, 2008 10:46 PM CDT

Hi Susan,

It was so good to hear from you. Your trip up in the plane with Jason flying looked just wonderful. He is becoming a man before our eyes. It takes a heck of a lot of maturity to do what he is doing. I have only been in a smaller plane once and I was amazed at how much you can see! Your trip along the coast was beautiful. Thank you for sharing the pictures.

I know I have said it before, but can I just say that I gain new respect for Jay and yourself everyday that we work on Jacob's Homerun Derby. Sometimes there is a wall around every corner. But then there are wonderful people helping along the way. Thank you for helping us. I know that Timmy's 2nd Annual Tour will be even better than last year, if that is possible. Hurray for the town that gave permission so easily this year!

You did have a busy March. I hope that April keeps you just as busy with many fun, positive things planned. I will be thinking about you all this week. Another hurdle to overcome, but I know you can do it. Timmy is right by your side.

I think I may be obsessed with books about children, cancer and dying; but the book 'Hannah's Gift' by Maria Housden was another good one.

I will be in touch. I hope you had a good weekend, with maybe just a little bit of warmth and sunshine?

Love, Lisa
Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
West Covina, CA - Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:59 PM CDT

Hi Susan, Jay, Andrew, & Jason,
When I spoke to you the day of your Sea Bright meeting I was hoping all would go well, but it went great!!! On so many fronts, you are educating folks and making a huge difference including at CHOP -- sounds like the dinner will be filled with many great families (like you guys), etc. using their love and energy to promote desperately needed treatments and cures. There is no better way to honor Timmy then to help others in his name. It is unbelieveable though that it has been two years -- but all of you have channeled your heartache and sorrow to do so much good in that time.

And (wow!) - you said you flew with Jason but you sat in front too. Jason looks so confident and cool, no wonder why your nerves were calmed. The view is spectacular.

Talk to you soon,
Love,
Lisa, Bob, Matt, & Sami
The Kennedys <latk@comcast.net>
Berkeley Heights, NJ USA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 5:34 PM CDT

Hey...been thinking of you, knowing 2 years is coming up...which is insane. You will be in my thoughts & prayers extra in the coming week...

I'm glad you can get a bit of a hooray at CHOP, you have done so much for so many kids through Timmy's foundation. If you see Dr. B, give her a hi from us!

And good for Sea Bright...you ARE reaching people, never, ever doubt that!!!

Rose is either dancing upstairs or jumping off furniture, I better go investigate (to a Sandra Boynton CD, of course!)...

peace,
K, G & R & A's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, April 4, 2008 5:54 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

Waiting to hear from you! (sorry, don't mean to be pushy...) We just love you and ~~worry~~ are concerned when you don't update.

I'm so glad you got to go visit Jason, I can HARDLY wait to hear about your time together, pictures too?

Love you Susan!
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Thursday, April 3, 2008 8:52 AM CDT

Are you OK, Susan? Thinking of you, remembering Timmy.

love from Sarah
Sarah <sarahchacko@blueyonder.co.uk>
UK - Monday, March 31, 2008 12:16 AM CDT

We are holding you close in our thoughts and prayers today.

The Spirit of April
By: Mary E Linton �

I am the Spirit of April.
Did you not hear me come?
Violets nod in the meadow;
See, I have brought you some.
I opened your gate so gently,
Fearing to make you start;
I bring you a note of gladness
Out of the song in my heart.

P.S. Did you see the number of hugs for Tommy??? Over 1.6 million!! Now, that's love in action. ;D
Polly and AngelWingsRemembers
- Sunday, March 30, 2008 3:38 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

Just checking in to see if you made it back home. How was your trip? Any pictures?

Been thinking of you a lot lately and I'm missing my friend!

Love you,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Thursday, March 27, 2008 8:53 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
I hope you are relaxing and enjoying the sunshine. Thank you so much for checking on us. I hope you have a wonderful Easter in Florida! It is very cold here today, I'm thinking Florida sounds wonderful! We had been having nice weather and now it's back to winter again! ugh!

Take care and let us know how your trip was!
Love,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Sunday, March 23, 2008 4:42 PM CDT

Dear Susan, thinking of you & wishing peace to you & all of your wonderful boys this Easter. We dyed an egg blue with Timmy's name on it. Hoping you can feel your Angel Timmy all around you! Keeping you in our thoughts & prayers always, with love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Saturday, March 22, 2008 10:37 PM CDT

Hey Susan and family,

Just stopping by to wish you all a wonderful Easter weekend.

I pray you enjoy time with your family. I know Timmy will not be far from whatever you do.

He's always in my thoughts, as you are too.

Sending lots of love today and always,

Susan

PS I miss you Susan, you owe me a email!!
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Saturday, March 22, 2008 5:46 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
Thinking about all of you and wanting to wish you all a Very Happy and Blessed Easter!
Hope all is well and you enjoyed your trip last month.
Will write soon!
Happy Easter!
Love,
Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ - Saturday, March 22, 2008 12:03 AM CDT

Hi...
Just wanted to wish you a peaceful Easter...I don't know how much I'll be online the next few days, but I've been thinking of you and I hope the holiday is restful for you all.

I was relieved that Dave remember to get Rosie out of the doggie costume she was wearing randomly before they came to church tonight...which is neither here nor there, but it's kind of funny.

anyway, as always, wishing you peace,

Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, March 20, 2008 8:53 PM CDT

Hey Susan,

Thinking of you today as we get close to Easter. I know each holiday without Timmy gets harder for you.

Please know I'll keeping you close to my heart in thought and in PRAYER.

Thank God for that empty stone, we now have the promise of NEW LIFE, eternally!

Praying you through,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Thursday, March 20, 2008 9:59 AM CDT

Wishing Precious Timmy's family a Very Blessed Easter "He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all-how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?" Roman 8:32 Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers,
Dorine McNary
Williston, ND - Sunday, March 16, 2008 2:08 PM CDT

Hi Susan,
Just thinking about you. I was reading back at Timmy's treatments on the beginning of your page and I really can't believe it has been almost 2 years. I so remember reading your entry while I was at school and being so so sad. I wish we had met under different circumstances, but I am so glad that I "know" you. Thank you so much for your support, it can't be easy for you.
Take care, I know this must be an especially hard time.
I am thinking about you,
Reca
PS you had asked me about Drew's eyes....they are greenish-blue, they can look really blue depending on what he is wearing.
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Saturday, March 15, 2008 0:20 AM CDT

thinking of you, today & always.
peace,
Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 12:13 AM CDT

Hey Sweet Susan,

Thinking of you tonight. Thanks for sharing that rememberance with us. How precious. Everything you do is done with so much thought and so much LOVE.

I'm going to email you soon.

Love you,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Monday, March 10, 2008 8:37 PM CDT

PRAYER WARRIOR INVITATION:

On Wednesday, March 19, 2008, between 8 p.m. and 9 p.m. EDT, please join Angel Wings Remembers and Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors in prayer for all of the CaringBridge families and families with other personal websites.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

We little knew that morning that God was going to all your name,
In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you, the day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.
--Author Unknown

Polly from Angel Wings Remembers <angel_polly1511@yahoo.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Monday, March 10, 2008 7:23 PM CDT

Susan, I haven't been here in so long and I feel so guilty about that. Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you tonight and wanted to check in. Happy belated birthday to Timmy. What a beautiful boy. I am sure that this day was difficult but you are doing some amazing things to remember your beautiful son. Love, Aimee
Aimee Disney <Briannaashleysmom@yahoo.com>
Aldan, PA USA - Saturday, March 8, 2008 8:51 PM CST

Dear Susan, Jay, Andrew and Jason,
All your Briody cousins have been thinking of you this weekend. Your beautiful angel has a celebration in heaven. I'm sure everyday is special for all those in the presence of Jesus. Great Aunt Mary was taken to the hospital on Friday and as we were waiting for the ambulance she said, "Today is Timmy's birthday." Aunt Mary ( who's doing okay)and all of us send love, prayers and support.
Cousin Margaret
Margaret Briody, OP <mkbriody@optonline.net>
Hicksville, NY USA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 7:04 AM CST

Sorry..it was Brittany...who spoke of remembering Timmy...my mistake:)
Lisa
- Saturday, March 1, 2008 11:00 AM CST

Dear Susan,

I have come to wish Timmy a HAPPY Birthday. I am so sorry I am late. I was thinking of you throughout the day yesterday. Our blue sky peeped out in the early afternoon and I so hoped you had a beautiful Timmy blue sky. Then at home, after running errands after work, I lit my angel candle for Timmy and was waiting for a turn on the computer, since they were both being used...and fell asleep! I am so sorry I missed it.

But your update sounded so good! You are busy! The messages of love are always such a comfort to me. Little Brianna, your neighbor, got me crying with her memories of hearing Timmy's voice asking her to play. What a precious memory to share. I wonder if people realize that those are the best gifts to share.

I hope your day was filled with love and peace. It sounds like it was going to be just right. What an honor to read to the kids for Read Across America Day. We are celebrating it on Monday. It is bitter sweet for me because that was the first day Jacob went back to school after being out for almost 4 months. He was SO excited and nervous at the same time. Pushing him at school in the wheelchair is an indescribable feeling. Anyway...enough of that.

Have a wonderful weekend with Jason! Thank you for being such a good friend. You and Timmy have taught me so much.

Love, Lisa
Jacob's mom...forever 10
Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
West Covina, CA - Saturday, March 1, 2008 10:54 AM CST

Happy Angel Birthday to dear Timmy. Susan, I hope your day was a peaceful one, filled with beautiful memories of your sweet boy. I just visited www.timothypauxtisfoundation.org for the first time, and I wanted to let you know that I think it's an amazing site, and I applaud you for all you're doing to bring awareness and raise funds to battle pediatric brain tumors. You're an inspiration to many, and I know Timmy is OH SO PROUD of his mom.

~Heide
m/o ^Jessica^; forever 17 -
http://caringbridge.org/visit/jessicarandall

Heide
Marshall, VA USA - Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:33 AM CST

Happy 12th Birthday buddy! Miss you everyday lots and lots. Flying home tomorrow for a little bit, keep a watch over me! [=

Jason Pauxtis
Soon MIDDLETOWN!!, NJ USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 10:31 PM CST

Hi Susan - Thinking of you and your family today.

Happy Birthday In Heaven Sweet Timmy!

Love and Hugs,
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@yahoo.com>
Colonia, NJ USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 9:42 PM CST

Happy Birthday Timmy!!

Susan thinking of you all so much.
Love you lots
Ori
Ori and Gabbie <harley00@nep.net>
Kingsley, PA - Friday, February 29, 2008 8:54 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Timmy!
Susan,
I was thinking about you so much today. To read at Timmy's school must have been a good, yet very hard thing to do today. I think I would have blubbered through the whole story. You are a strong, wonderful person. It says so much about you and your wonderful family that you are being asked to do things like that at Timmy's school. You are so loved and thought about.
I'm glad you are getting to go to the Coffeehouse, I'm so jealous! One of these days I'm going fly out there and meet all you wonderful ladies!
Take Care,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Friday, February 29, 2008 8:02 PM CST

Happy Birthday Timmy! I know that you are giving your mom & dad their strength today. I helped at my son's school today and told the grade 2 class about a boy named Timmy who gets a birthday every 4 years - they thought that was pretty cool!
Kelly
SK Canada - Friday, February 29, 2008 4:45 PM CST

Thinking of you all today, and saying a special prayer for your peace and comfort on this special day.
Love, Marianne
Marianne Loose <mloose@rcn.com>
Easton, PA - Friday, February 29, 2008 3:35 PM CST

I just saw on my homepage the headline what celebs have leap year birthdays and you came to mind Timmy. Happy Birthday!
Gina
Conyers, GA - Friday, February 29, 2008 2:18 PM CST

Thinking of beautiful Timmy on his birthday and stopped by to give him some hugs...Prayers of continued strength and love to Timmy's sweet family!
Laura Petersen
Anaheim, CA - Friday, February 29, 2008 1:45 PM CST

Happy 12th Birthday Sweet Timmy!

Susan, you are so special, (I've said amazing so many times and that word just isn't enough to describe you!).

How wonderful of you to go and read today, this brought tears to my eyes. I pray you find a great sense of peace and comfort there. Timmy's spirit lives on there, and forever will.

The Auction sounds wonderful. I'd love to buy a ticket! Let me know how?

I've been thinking of Timmy all day, and so proud to say I got to know and love someone as precious as he was.

I found this little poem, I thought I'd share it with you:

Not till the loom is silent

And the shuttles cease to fly,

Shall God unroll the canvas

And explain the reason why

The dark threads are as needful

In the weaver's skillful hand

As the threads of gold and silver

In the pattern He has planned.

One day we'll see that beautiful tapestry God is making now.

Sending lots of extra love and hugs on this very, very special day!

Susan

Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Friday, February 29, 2008 1:08 PM CST

Susan,
I will be praying for your family today, as you spend your day thinking of your beautiful boy Timmy. I was just nosing around in Timmy's Foundation site. I did not know you and I have so much in common.....unfortunately. Abbey also passed away from a thalamic tumor. Dr. Phillips was such a wonderful man, so caring and calm as Ed and I watched our daughter slipping away.
We too have started a Nursing Scholarship with preference in pediatrics @ Henderson High School, where Abbey would have been going to 9th grade this coming fall.
The hurt and emptiness we feel is overwhelming. The scholarship and the raising of funds has kept me busy a bit. I have also set up a Memorial Fund in Abbeys name and I have been to CHOP 4x now delivering gift cards to kids @ clinic, kids just like ours, how I hope it brightens their day just a bit. I know it does for me what a joy to see their smiles.
Please accept my deepest heart felt prayers of comfort and peace thru today and everyday for your precious boy.
Proud mommy to Abbey 06-14-94 ~ 12-02-06
Renee Rodkey <rodkeyrenee@yahoo.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 12:48 AM CST

Dear Susan and Jay, It has been quite some time since I have written, but today you are in my thoughts and prayers more than usual.I just wanted to wish you and your family a peaceful day filled with happy memories of days gone by. Brittany shared this with me and I pass it on to you that when she thinks of Timmy she can still here his voice when he was little and he called her from across the street asking her to come over. It always brings a smile to her face,guess that's Timmy's gift to her. Again, to remind you that Timmy is missed and remembered on his birthday and wished a blessed Birthday in heaven.
Love,
Kathy and family
Kathy Ryan <KDR11@comcast.net>
Middletown, NJ USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 10:56 AM CST

To my dear friend Susan, and her family,

It is hard to believe that almost two years have passed since we first met. You have done so much to honor Timmy's memory, and to help those of us who weren't blessed to know him in this life, to learn more about him.

Today is a day that was joyous, the day your beautiful Timmy came into your lives. I know that you are working hard to feel some of that joy, on what is now a difficult day. Every time I look at the sky today, I will see that Timmy blue sky, and smile, and take a moment to offer my humble and sincere prayers for your peace, continued strength and the courage to go on.

I am blessed to have you in my life, thanks for sharing this journey with me.
With love to all of you,
Romellle
Scott's Mom
Romelle Lysenko <rlysenko@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 10:36 AM CST

Happy Birthday Timmy..... I know there was a huge celebration up in heaven with the BEST CAKE EVER! =) Thinking of you and your family,

Tatiana and Warren R.
Denver, CO - Friday, February 29, 2008 9:11 AM CST

Happy Birthday, TIMMY!!
The sky is so crazy blue today, that special blue that always makes me think of you.

Susan, we are praying for you so much today and always...
I have a blue candle I got especially for Timmy & Sandra this week, I will light it and pray and remember for all of you.
peace,
Kristin, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 8:39 AM CST

Happy Birthday Timmy!!!
A beautiful day with a sparkling blue sky here to celebrate wonderful you. May your parents and brothers especially today feel that loving bond that remains forever. You have touched so many lives, and your family's mission continues your incredibly inspiring journey.
With love, hugs, & kisses,
Sami, Matt, Lisa, & Bob
The Kennedys <latk@comcast.net>
Berkeley Heights, NJ USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 6:24 AM CST

Thinking of you all on Angel Timmy's special day (extra, extra special considering it only happens once every four years!).

I've been doing some work on the hug counter for you over the last few days. Gosh, has it really been two years since that magical day two years ago when people all over the world were clicking and clicking away all at once, working on getting it up to a million? In some ways it feels like yesterday, and in other ways like an eternity. Yet still it continues to go strong and I don't think two million is an unrealistic goal...
Miranda <nostalgic.one@gmail.com>
London, England - Friday, February 29, 2008 4:57 AM CST

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ANGEL TIMMY!!! Send Mommy those wonderful hugs & kisses in her sleep! Thinking of you, Susan & all of your beautiful boys, may you feel your handsome Timmy all around you especially on this day! with much love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 10:42 PM CST

I found your site from Genna's. May God grant you a peace filled day tomorrow as you continue to remember Timmy and honor his very special day!

~~HUGS~~
Tara, Lon, Preston & Ethan (www.caringbridge.org/visit/preston)
MI - Thursday, February 28, 2008 12:39 AM CST

HI Aunt Susan, I promise I didn't fall off the earth either...just going through a lot these days but I wanted to write you because I know tomorrow is a special day for you all. My thoughts and prayers are with you, always. I hope you enjoyed your get away weekend! xoxo
Kelsey Pauxtis <pauxtis@gmail.com>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 10:51 AM CST

Dear Susan,

Looks like many people are thinking of you, praying and as always missing sweet Timmy.

I pray all these prayers and love brings comfort to you!

Timmy's birthday is this Friday. I'm already praying for you. Hopefully you are staying EXTRA busy.

Let us know how things go. You are so loved, and you love so well! I'm just so grateful God placed Timmy, you and your family in our lives.

Keep holding on my friend~

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Happy 12th Birthday Timmy................................, - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 3:56 PM CST

THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AT THIS TIME
LORRAINE <LCY923@COMCAST.NET>
MIDDLETOWN , NJ - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 3:49 PM CST

Prayers for you at this special time.
Diane
- Tuesday, February 26, 2008 8:37 PM CST

Please know I think of you often and your family. I check your website daily. I know it is difficult and I know Timmy's birthday is coming up. My heart goes out to your family.
Sheila Houston <shouston7@verizon.net>
Lincroft, NJ - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 7:31 PM CST

Thinking of you so much this week...
Genna wanted to put you on the little prayer list in her classroom this week, she told me she didn't know how to spell Pauxtis so she just put Timmy's Family...
you are much, much in our heart...
peace,
K, G & R's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 10:15 AM CST

Thinking of you, Susan.

It's hard to know what to do, I just keep busy at the moment. Today I drove to Oxford to see my tutor, crying in the car, the drive reminds me so much of James, the music I play in the car - we used to argue over music as we drove up to the hospital .... it seems incredible that that last Spring with James was 2 years ago now. You are so good with the fund raising and everything.

Love from Sarah
Sarah <sarahchacko@blueyonder.co.uk>
UK - Monday, February 25, 2008 1:42 PM CST

Dear Susan, thinking of you today & everyday, with Timmy's "real" birthday coming up, my candle will be burning brightly all day for him! Glad to hear Jason & Andrew are doing well, I know how proud you must be! Be gentle with yourself, keeping all of you in my thoughts, prayers & especially in my heart, with love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Saturday, February 23, 2008 9:55 PM CST

Susan,
Timmy, You, Jay and the boys are in my prayers. With the leap year I know how hard the 29th will be for you all. I always remember Timmys big blue eyes and I know they are watching over us all. Whenever I get into my troop car and I am working, I look up and there is Timmys picture smiling at me. Keep strong

Sincerely,
Mike
Michael A. Ambrosio <AMBO4940@AOL.COM>
Freehold, NJ - Saturday, February 23, 2008 6:26 AM CST

thinking of you very much today...

peace,
Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 9:47 PM CST

Hello Susan,

Hope you don't think I forgot you! There isn't a day, you don't come to my mind or sweet Timmy.

We had the flu over here, but everyone is FINALLY better. Just busy~

I pray you are doing better, and you are staying BUSY too.

I'm glad I didn't miss Timmy's B-day after all!

I'll look forward to your next update. Wish I was going with you to the Coffee House next week. Please promise me you'll give Kristen a hug from me!

One of these days, I'm going to get up there, I promise!

Blessings and lots of extra hugs tonight,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Friday, February 22, 2008 9:23 PM CST

Dear Susan,
I'm sorry things have been so hard, I can't even imagine what you are going through. I'm glad you continue to update so we can check on you, you are always in my thoughts. I am so glad you are doing the fundraiser again, it was so successful last year. You are just an amazing woman.
Take care, I hope your trip is wonderful.
Love,
Reca
Reca Thomasson <rmthomasson@cableone.net>
- Sunday, February 17, 2008 10:52 PM CST

Dear Susan,
I was so happy to see that you had posted. Our computer was down for a couple of weeks and it is amazing how much you think you missed. We were again saddened with the passing of my aunt. It has really been a hard couple of years! (But then again you know how I feel.)
I am glad you and Jay are going south and it is so great to read how well Jason and Andrew are doing!
I hope the coming of Spring lifts you up and makes you smile.
Always in my prayers.
Love,
Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey , NJ - Saturday, February 16, 2008 3:26 PM CST

ATTENTION PRAYER WARRIORS:

Please join us in prayer for Timmy�s family and the families on our Angel Wings Remembers prayer lists on Tuesday, February 19th, between the hours of 8-9 p.m. EST.

"Forever in Our Hearts" _______________________

"Love shortens time, charms the hours. Love is invincible. Many waters cannot quench it, nor the floods drown it. The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved." ~~ Anonymous. Source: "Blessings" for Thursday, February 14th.

Polly from Angel Wings Remembers <angel_polly1511@yahoo.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:28 PM CST

It's so good to hear you...and I'm so sorry things are so hard.

We were talking here the other day about Timmy's birthday, and little Levi on PBT (also a leap year boy). G was utterly confused, I think she finally got it.

Anyway, we think of you so often...thanks for the shout-out about the Coffeehouse, I'm about at that "why do we do this?" point, but I know it will come together. And I made the choco chip cookie dough today (a quadruple batch!), so that's promising. : )

anyway, holding you always in prayer,
peace,
K, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 3:32 PM CST

To my dear friend Susan,
As you know, I should be in the shower right now, but I wanted to check out your latest update. I wish I had the right words to offer you comfort. But, of course, there are no words, to ease the incredible sorrow which we carry in our hearts.
You will find your way through this, and find the meaning you desire in your life. I have put October 12 on my calendar, and we will be there again to support the Tour de Shore. By the way, I would love to do the wall of heroes and angels this year, I will be graduated and can commit the time it will take to put that together. I would like to be more involved as a volunteer this year; it feels good to be able to offer my support in a more meaningful way.
Sending you hugs, and my love...
Romelle
Romelle Lysenko <rlysenko@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 10:26 AM CST

To my dearest Susan,

Oh, it was soooooo WONDERFUL to hear from you! Yes, we all miss you so much!

Sorry I'm just getting here, I've been really busy these last few days, (and you will see why when you visit Jordan's site.) I wish more then ever one day I will be able to do this with YOU!

Sorry to read about someone moving in next door to Timmy. I'm going to pray once you meet the family you will find great friendship and comfort. I know they will just LOVE YOU Susan!

I was blessed to read Andrew and Jason continue to do well, and oh my Jason is such a sweet heart. Gosh, not many kids his age are so caring and sensitive to their moms. Your boys just adore you Susan.

Please let Jason know how much we really appreciate those AWESOME pictures, wow!

I wasn't surprised you decided to do another "Tour de Shore." Now, you could have not picked a more PERFECT date, it's Jordan's birthday! How special. We get to celebrate our sons together.

Oh, I wanted to let you know how much I love the new picture you put up of Timmy and you. Enjoying the beach, how precious.

Well sweetie, just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you. Thanks for faithfully stopping by Jordan's site, for your prayers, and beautiful notes of encouragement. I feel your love with each line you write.

You continue to amaze me Susan.

Sending so much love to you tonight.

Susan

PS I found this quote on Heather's blog today, thought I'd share it with you:

"God is the author of all HOPE and he will never leave your side as you walk through the dark, confusing, lonely and painful places in your life. He will replace your clouds of despair with the brilliant, penetrating light of his everlasting love. He will fill your heart with peace and your mind with wisdom and understanding."

From Moments of Peace in the Presence of God

Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 8:19 PM CST

Thank you for writting Susan. You have been missed.By you writting we all still feel timmy, when you don;t write we miss him and you.. I don't think your pain will ever go away I just hope the day will come when you will remember timmy and smile and laugh, and all the bad that you remember will be gone. And only the good will be left. thanks again....People everywhere love you and timmy..
Michele Lally <Cooker722@aol.com>
Matawan, nj - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 2:19 PM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
With much love from Michigan.
angela warne <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, mi usa - Sunday, February 10, 2008 8:25 PM CST

Hellllooooo Susan!
It was so good to read your update! I feel the pain in your words and wish for better days. Today was a warm sun-shiney day out here, so that might mean that spring is around the corner. I can't wait.

I have been meaning to tell you that I am in the middle of Eat, Love, Pray too! It is an interesting book. I admire being able to be so carefree and travel and follow your soul. Of course I am a big baby and can hardly navigate my own town by myself, much less a country. But interesting reading nonetheless. Espeically all the descriptions of food :)

You know, I love what you told me a while back when I was struggling about feeling close to Jacob, and you said how the love that you have for Timmy is what brings you close to him, and he to you. Well, that really helped me through a tough time and I am learning to see things differently. Thank you.

I wish there was something to take this pain away. Some days it hurts so much, but know that we are here to listen, no matter what.

Have a wonderful 'son-filled' time in Florida.

Love,
Lisa
Jacob's mom
Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
West Covina, CA - Sunday, February 10, 2008 0:34 AM CST

ALWAYS keeping you and Timmy in my heart,,,,,,missing you both.... NEVER FORGETTING.... love ALWAYS ,Jane
Jane-Bayshore Rehab <elysees04@verizon.net>
N.J. Monmouth - Saturday, February 9, 2008 3:32 PM CST

Hi Susan - I am so glad you finally updated! I missed reading your entries. I am so sorry you are feeling so blah lately, the winter certainly makes you more depressed. You will always miss Timmy terribly but the winter is always the worst. In a few short weeks you can start cleaning up and planting flowers at the cemetery and it will make you feel so much better.
I'm glad you have a getaway planned and am happy to hear you are not posting the dates. People are sick in the world today and you need to be careful.
Love and Hugs to You!
Cathy
Cathy Hroncich <cathyh823@comcast.net>
Colonia, NJ USA - Saturday, February 9, 2008 1:11 PM CST

Thinking of you today Susan..
Jenn Perez <nubuz23@hotmail.com >
SARASOTA, FL u - Friday, February 8, 2008 1:31 PM CST

Turns out I do have some of the image files on my laptop that were missing from the page...everything is back up the way it used to be. The angel picture I don't think is the same one, I had to play with it a bit.

Miss you buddy. ='[
Jason Pauxtis
Melbourne, FL USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 0:00 AM CST

Always thinking of you...

wishing you peace--

Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, February 3, 2008 11:09 AM CST

Hi Susan,

Oh my, it just dawned on me this morning, I MISSED sweet Timmy's birthday!!

I remembered ON his birthday, but didn't make it over here. I'm so sorry!

Susan, I know you are missing your boy more then ever these days. Please know I'm praying for you daily. Timmy's courageous battle will forever be etched in my heart.

Take comfort in knowing Timmy touched countless lives, and the ripple effect will go on forever.

Sending extra hugs to you today,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Saturday, February 2, 2008 7:42 AM CST

Just to let you know that you have been on my mind almost constantly thru January. I know that there are some anniversaries that are not for celebrating and want you to know I am praying for you and your family.
Debbie Grace's MomMom
- Friday, February 1, 2008 7:40 PM CST

To my dear sweet Susan,

Oh my, I'm missing you SO MUCH! Please let us know how you are doing.

I hope you are staying warm. I know you're not crazy about all this COLD weather.

Sending lots of extra hugs tonight, and remembering your sweet Timmy. He will forever be in my heart.

Love you,

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Friday, January 25, 2008 10:51 PM CST

Dear Susan, just stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you! Remembering your sweet Angel Timmy today & always! Praying for peace for you & your family, with love, Kathy Hall
Kathy Hall <hallkat75@aol.com>
Middletown, NJ USA - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 10:08 PM CST

Hey Susan,

It's me again! Just got my mail today, and I "FINALLY" received your card. Oh...it was so beautiful! I'll save and cherish this for a long time.

Did you design it? It would be really cool if you could get Timmy's picture in the background somehow? Maybe on of your son's could figure that out!

Love you,

Susan

PS This made my day! Now I'll be ~~anxiously,~~ patiently waiting your next update...
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Saturday, January 12, 2008 4:14 PM CST

Hey Sweet Susan,

Just peeking in tonight to say "hi" and let you know you were on my mind and always in my heart. Just like Timmy!

I pray you are staying BUSY!

Please update and let us know how the holidays went, and how things are going for you now. If I know you, you are busy planning Timmy's Tour de Shore already and serving over at the RMH.

You are such a blessing to so many people.

Hope your weekend is nice.

Love you!

Susan
Jordan's Site <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Loving Timmy......................................, - Friday, January 11, 2008 10:03 PM CST

Thinking of you...
G told me she is going to give you "Lots of Hugs"...you know she's not just whistling Dixie on that front.

wishing you peace, always...

Kristin, G's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, January 10, 2008 12:40 AM CST

Dear Susan,

Just wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking of you. Looking at that picture of Timmy - the Red-Nosed wonder boy - just melts my heart. It is absolutely precious.

I cannot believe it is already 2008. My wish is that your family has a peace-filled year. You are doing a great job and I am so proud to call you a friend.

Love, Lisa
Jacob's mom
Lisa Field <efield5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 5, 2008 11:40 PM CST

Dear Susan,
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all!
I am glad to read how busy you are. I know being busy helps the process or just makes us numb to carry on. I loved the picture of Timmy and his red nose.
Hope you all are well and ready to start 2008!
Talk to you soon.
Love, Karen
Karen Kurtz <RMK4296@aol.com>
Ramsey, NJ - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 11:03 AM CST

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