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Hi, I heard you are speaking at the MN tree of hope. Congrats, you deserve it! We are going to try to make it, hope to meet you there
Erin, Steve, and Jason
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk
Erin Mathison <erqterin@aol.com>
St.Michael, mn us - Thursday, December 14, 2006 8:45 PM CST
Lifting you up in prayer! Have a best day!
Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:44 AM CST
ERIK, HANG IN THERE AND KEEP FIGHTING. OUT LITTLE GIRL IS FIGHTING NB ALSO. HER NAME IS JANIE AND SHE WILL BE FIVE IN MARCH. SCOTT AND COLLEEN KASHINO
SCOTT KASHINO
HAMBURG, NY USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 8:44 PM CST
Hi Erik,
Just a note to tell you that I am praying for you - asking God for another miracle OR TWO!!
God loves you more than we can even imagine and He is in control. Let God carry your burdens each day.
Have a best day!
Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 2:13 AM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi
I was going to close down my computer,and as i always do i clicked on Julia's website,
and read your mom's entry for Laurel and Bert,so i looked up your site and find you relapsed again.
I am so sorry to hear that, I read all the
entries in your guestbook, and noticed i wrote you
just two day's before your relapse,but i'm also
reading you are doing well.
Will you be home for Christmas?
I hope and pray you will, You and your
family are very strong in your faith,
and i pray
God will help you trhough this trying time again,
Brandy it was your Birthday yesterday,
happy belated birthday wishes are send your way.
I hope you are staying strong too.
Have a blessed Christmas you two,and
i send my love to you all.
I will click on your site more often now.
God bless you.
Corry Vlaming; Aurora Canada.
Corry Vlaming <corryvlaming@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 0:26 AM CST
Hi Erik!
Thanks for signing Daniel's guestbook and for thinking of us. We wish you a very Merry Christmas too!
It was fun doing the lemonade stand with you guys last summer.
That is neat you will be speaking at the Tree of Hope ceremony in January as well.
Continuing to send our prayers your way for great scans.
We really believe in antibody treatments.
Daniel got antibody treatment for over 2 years and we saw how tough it was of course, but we think they are a great help in fighting this cancer.
Wishing you and your family a Merry Christmas and many blessings in the new year! Happy Birthday to Brandi too!
God Bless,
The Hammer Family
www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 10:07 PM CST
I'm so happy about the virtual forest project you get to work on! You have a future in graphics, that's for sure... :D
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 11, 2006 10:00 PM CST
Happy Birthday, Brandi!!
(from old Sunnyvale AF friends of Paul and Donna)
Jeanette Westphal <Jjwest17@aol.com>
Herndon, VA USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 2:39 PM CST
Hi Erik!!
We hope that your week is going well and you've been feeling good!! We continue to send lots of strength and prayers your way! We're looking forward to seeing you next week!!!!
Love & blessings to you!
Pam Walz <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Sunday, December 10, 2006 9:20 PM CST
sending you all love and prayers,
Angela
the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
tiffin, OH - Sunday, December 10, 2006 10:53 AM CST
Erik--you keep going strong. You are truly an inspiration to so many. I've been around long enough to know that ALL Angels take care of their own--both in heaven and here on earth. God Bless You
K.M. <Legend_4@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, December 7, 2006 2:52 PM CST
I am So sorry to hear about the relapse as well. We all care so much about you Erik. Stay strong and trust in God always.
Adey Maves <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
ON Canada - Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:44 AM CST
Hi there,
Just checking in to see how you're doing!! Continue staying positive & know that we are praying hard for you! (Hope to see you in a couple of weeks!)
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 10:01 PM CST
Hey Erik - I'm so glad to hear that you're feeling better. Keep smiling!
Jeri Hunt - tween camp counselor <hjh55126@aol.com>
Shoreview, Mn USA - Monday, December 4, 2006 6:34 PM CST
Thinking of you all and sending great big hugs from across the ocean.
lot's of love,
ROnit
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Ceassaria, IL Israel - Monday, December 4, 2006 6:01 AM CST
Erik, we are sorry to hear about the relapse. Everyone had such high hopes after your treatment last year. We lift you up in prayer and thank the Lord for your strong faith.
Stephen and Susan Winkler
Littleton, CO USA - Sunday, December 3, 2006 7:46 PM CST
Sending lots of prayers your way. Tanner has done awesome since finishing antibodies. Stay strong!!!!!
Deann, Mike, Cole, Tanner and Sarah Baumgard <deann_baumgard@hotmail.com>
Brewster, MN - Friday, December 1, 2006 7:19 PM CST
Hope you continue to feel so great Erik! I worked retail enough years to know that this month there are a lot of hours to be worked so volunteer for all you can handle!
Continued prayers.
Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, - Friday, December 1, 2006 3:50 PM CST
My heart sings with your entry! I am so happy that you all will have normal time and that he will be out by Christmas!!! I am walking with you all the way!!!
Caryn and Nick
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
caryn franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Friday, December 1, 2006 3:01 PM CST
Hi there Ludwinski's!!
I'm thrilled to hear that everything is going well! We think of you and pray for you daily!! Continue to stay positive and push forward. Hopefully we'll see you in December!
Blessings & prayers to you!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/nathanwalz
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Friday, December 1, 2006 6:45 AM CST
Erik & Family,
Praying for you!!! I am confident God has big plans for you, bigger than you can imagine. Being a part of this plan frequently requires faith, lots of faith! Proverbs 3:5 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths." Let's let him be the Almighty Guider and Provider!
Keep the Faith!
Audra Hill & Family
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, November 30, 2006 10:12 PM CST
Just wanted to stop and say hello and let you know I am thinking of you. Keep fighting, you are a winner. Hugs to you.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Thursday, November 30, 2006 1:26 PM CST
Great pictures. I am glad to hear you can continue on the treatment at a "normal dose". We are following your story since we may be following your footsteps and doing the same study.
Tom Melgar
www.caringbridge.com/visit/austinmelgar
Tom Melgar <austins_team@yahoo.com>
Kalamazoo, MI - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 5:10 PM CST
Erik, Cribbage: "15, 2,4 and no more" is what the "ole boy" used to say back in my younger day. As you go go forward may you get some "double runs" and lots of pegging points!!
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:52 AM CST
Score is 19 to 1 now buddy! And you call yourself a gamer...
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
FARGO!, ND BOO! - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 8:07 PM CST
Hi Erik - It's me Jeri, your fellow counselor from Camp Sunshine. I hope you got the email I sent to your other address. You are such an inspiration and by the look on your face in the new photos, you have a beautiful positive attitude. I truly believe that is half the battle. I had a positive, hopeful attitude when I had both hips replaced cause of my lupus and I recovered more quickly than expected. I'm also very spiritual as you are and knowing that He was with me, helped me to actually feel His arms around me. The love and support you have is so wonderful. That just proves how truly special you are. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Remember how close I am here in the cities. Keep smiling!!
Jeri Hunt <hjh55126@aol.com>
Shoreview, Mn USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 5:51 PM CST
GO ERIK, GO!! Fight the Fight!! We're behind you 100% and so is GOD - HE's Fighting with you, you've got him in your corner, give it all you've got Erik!!
Love to you all!
Brandon, Missy, Clay, and Charlie
Melissa Gess <melissagess@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 27, 2006 6:29 PM CST
It has been a very, very long time since I have signed your page. I was just running across my pages I had not checked in awhile and found that you had relapsed yet again. I want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers daily. May God be with you and the days ahead.
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Monday, November 27, 2006 4:37 PM CST
Glad to hear things are going pretty well. Continued prayers to your family from me.
Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, - Monday, November 27, 2006 12:05 AM CST
Hello again,
Just checking in on you! We're so happy to hear that you finally made it home!! I hope you were feeling good this weekend and free from side effects of the treatment! We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Blessings for a great week!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Monday, November 27, 2006 7:34 AM CST
hi Erik, i am glad to see that you had a nice thanksgiving. i continue to pray for you and your family. i know that you don't know me, but i have spoken to your mother about my nephew- diagnosed a year ago at 6 months old- she was a great support. i hope things go well for you and i will keep you in my prayers.
Amy Shelton (aunt to Owen Stout) <amym7121979@yahoo.com>
greensboro, nc usa - Sunday, November 26, 2006 5:33 PM CST
Hi Erik, It's us, Morgan, Riley, Beth & Michael from Camp Sunshine. We visited your website and are glad that you are doing better. Good luck with school and work. We hope to see you again in April. We're rooting for you! From Morgan
Morgan Sweeney-Perkins <perkinm@verizon.net>
Mosinee, WI - Sunday, November 26, 2006 5:15 PM CST
Hi Erik (and Donna),
We have been praying for you, Erik, since we first heard that you relapsed earlier this month. We will keep you in our prayers. Sorry to hear about the van and the turkey. I'll keep checking the site. Maybe next time you're in town, Donna, we can sneak in a quick visit.
Michelle, Dale, Corinne, Jenna and Bennett Ryynanen
Michelle Ryynanen <mryynanen@earthlink.net>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 9:36 PM CST
God bless! You are all in our prayers.
The Motylinski Family
Medford Lakes, NJ - Saturday, November 25, 2006 8:01 PM CST
Erik, you look like you are taking this in stride! Does anything shake you? Your fight is incredible. Donna, you deserve an award for mother of the year:) I can just see you driving w/choice words on your van and thinking only of getting proper care for your son. Did the hospital have any turkey to replace the turkey that disappeared? You are a wonderful family! We look forward to seeing you all at camp again. We are certain Erik will beat this cancer for good and be back to volunteer.
Cindy Hering
- Saturday, November 25, 2006 6:02 PM CST
Erik, I don't usually pray ever, but I am for you...thanks Donna for the informative updates :).
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Saturday, November 25, 2006 1:00 AM CST
Hello Erik & family,
We were so sad to learn of the rise in your bilirubin. We were praying that things would continue to go smoothly. I guess that would have been too easy though!! We completely enjoyed our visit with you on Wednesday and hope that you had a quiet and restful Thanksgiving. You all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers every day!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Friday, November 24, 2006 11:46 PM CST
Happy BELATED Thanksgiving! But, not belated in the sense that I didn't think of you yesterday! I was able to - thank God - go for a 4 mile walk yesterday in gorgeous weather and I prayed continuously for 1 HOUR! I loved it, there is so much to ask for, to be thankful for, and I am both BEGGING God and thanking him for Erik and his family!
Bless you!!
Our Love,
Brandon, Missy, Clay, and Charlie Gess
Melissa Gess <melisagess@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 24, 2006 1:34 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving Erik and Family. You are in our prayers. I hope the next round goes better than this.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, November 24, 2006 6:39 AM CST
To the Worshipping-Warrior Erik,
And equally so Mom, Donna, and entire fam:
SHALOM! From Dutch Sheets book on Intercessory Prayer: "As Intercessors we need to understand the incredible power available to us. God has not asked us to represent Him on earth without giving us the means to do it well. Amazing power can be released through intercession. A great verse in Job pictures this power in intercession: "He covers his hands with the lightning, and commands it to strike the mark" (Job 36:32) The phrase "strike the mark" is translated from "paga", our Hebrew word for intercession. Awesome! When lightening flashes from God's presence, its striking the desired target is comparable to what happens in intercession. End quote
And so in the matchelss name of Jesus, we paga on behalf of Erik, and strike the mark!
Humbly at His feet I bow,
David
David Overly <overly@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN United States - Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:21 AM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVNG! May you feel the closeness of the Lord! We are praying for you and so is our extended family.
Love,
Allan, Barb, Deborah Martin
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Minnesota U.S. - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:12 AM CST
UGH! The tear in my heart! I'm so, so sorry to know about your condition! The words are "un-utterable" to me!! Erik, we talked that 1st night of Camp Sunshine - my little boy, Charlie, 2 1/2, HAD Neuroblastoma (stage IV, favorable pathology), and finsihed the Accutane mid-July, so far clean scans. However, we just finished scans, and I can only imagine, the "unthinkable". I did and am and will constantly lift you and your family up in prayer! CLING TO HIM! I am so thankful for your life and I know God has a lot in store for you!
On Bended Knee,
Melissa Gess
www.caringbridge.org/visit/charliebear
Melissa Gess <melissagess@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11:16 PM CST
Hi Erik,Brandi,Donna,Paul,Karl,Lesa,and Aron!
You are a blessing to us all! We have thankful hearts
for the Lord's healing touch on Erik and for God's
hedge of protection on Erik throughout his treatments.
"They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings as Eagles...."
Isaiah 40:31
Happy Thanksgiving to all! We love you. God loves you.
To God Be The Glory for how He is working in Erik's heart!
Jesus is everything! What a friend we have in Jesus!
Joyce and Tom Krueger <tjkrueger@wcta.net>
Nevis , MN USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 10:58 PM CST
Dear Donna, Erik, and Brandi,
Praying for comfort, and peace these next few days. Thinking of you and your family. God Bless.
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:46 PM CST
Wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving filled with enough of God's grace to meet your every need.
Karen Amerson <B9StoME@aol.com>
www.maccmom.com, - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 7:17 PM CST
Hi Erik!!
I just wanted to say I am so glad that you are doing well on antibody treatment. I had that about 3 years ago and almost did it this year. I am sorry you miss thanksgiving, I've had to miss it a lot too, but there are always left-overs!! Well anyway I wanted to say hi.
Anna O'Connor
Wheaton, Il - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 6:00 PM CST
Sorry to hear about the relapse, but glad to hear the 1st round went good. Praying that it continues to go as planned.
Rita Lystad <ritalystad@hotmail.com>
Granville, ND USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 5:56 AM CST
Erik,
Praise the Lord who hears and answers prayers. I speak LIFE into your bones today!
David for all the O's
David Overly <overly@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN United States - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 5:53 AM CST
Our entire family had a great time at camp, it was our first time. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Austin had a dream about his cancer and he wanted to write a song, he likes to sing as a relief, and we made a cd. He wanted to send one to you. You have been through alot and yet your smile and your heart are not sick. You are a inspiration to everyone in this war against cancer. Keep up the great fight! God Bless,The DeGroots
Bill, Sue, Austin, Breanna <specpaints@netzero.com>
DePere, Wi USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 0:06 AM CST
Hi Erik,
I'm hoping that your hu14.18 is going well. My daughter Elesha had very good results with it. It's a tough treatment, but I'm praying that God will use it to destroy the NB in your body.
Karen Debenport (Elesha's mom) <karen @tdkd.com>
Ft. Worth, TX - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 8:56 PM CST
Hi Erik!!
I pray that today has been going alright for you. Hospital stays are never much fun!! Hopefully we'll be able to visit with you tomorrow!
Sending love & blessings!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 3:13 PM CST
Erik, You are covered in prayer each of the four hours of the treatment today, by intercessors who will re-present you to the Father God who heals. Standing in the GAP for you, my brother!
David Overly <overly@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN United States - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 7:10 AM CST
Donna,
The Morris's Prayers are with Erie and your entire family.
We have been kept informed by your mom, LOU. I just had HSI installed so I'll be on line more. Love you guys.
Ken & Louise Morris
Henderson, NV 89012 - Monday, November 20, 2006 10:26 PM CST
Praying for you Erik and Brandi
Erin
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk
jason kukowski 23 months
dx: neuroblastoma
remission: 18 months
Erin Mathison <erqterin@aol.com>
St.Michael, mn us - Monday, November 20, 2006 10:12 PM CST
Erik-
We are all thinking about you and hoping those antibodies kick some neuroblastoma butt without kicking yours! I know the fusion protein is extra tough, but hopefully those nurses can slide you through it.
Strength and love from Baltimore-
Ruby's Gang
David Elbert <elbert@jhu.edu>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 9:18 PM CST
Erik,
Your in my thoughts and prayers. I'm sending my love.
Anna & the herd
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 8:47 PM CST
Sending prayers that this week results in great things, and the side affects can be as minimal as possible while still doing utterly astounding things!
I'm storming heaven for you this week, Erik! PS - Brandi, too!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 2:12 PM CST
Erik though our children were not touched by you at Camp Sunshine (they are too little) you inspired us. Our daughter has cancer and just wantedt o share this verse with you. "To comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion -
to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of
gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of
despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the
LORD for the display of his splendor" ( Isaiah 61:2b - 4 ).
YOu are like a mighty oak tree, standing firm and fighting through the storms. Stay strong. The Gortons'
Tim and Mary Gorton <mtgorton@sbcglobal.net>
Green Bay, WI - Monday, November 20, 2006 7:12 AM CST
Erik-
You probably don't remember me. I was at Camp Sunshine as a volunteer and I remember you. I just got an email about your camera (I wish I could help you with that) and it noted that you relapsed. You are in my prayers. Fight the battle (yet again) and stay strong. I'll check back again soon to see how you are doing.
Jaime Paar <jpaar@hotmail.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 7:00 PM CST
Erik ... good luck with your latest battle on this "nasty path thing" as Peter Eigner calls it. Donna thanks for caring/sharing and praying for Peter. From Auntie G's Mom.
Mary Mueller <mary_mueller2002@hotmail.com>
West Milwaukee, WI - Sunday, November 19, 2006 4:18 PM CST
Erik & Brandi~
I don't know you and you don't know me but I was "asked" to stop by your site and say HI from Nathan Walz's site. So...here I am!
I see you've had a long journey with your neuroblastoma. I will add you to my prayer list. I know what the miracle of prayers can do!!
I also wanted to offer you some info on a natural treatment. I'm not asking you to change your mind on your treatment...I just wanted to share this with you in case you were interested. It's called Young Living. It's supplements and oils. It's also changing to an organic diet. If you'd like more info, please e-mail me and I will put you in contact with the one who does know!
My cousin's little boy has leukemia. Last Christmas he had a bone marrow transplant. In April we found out that he had relapsed for the 3rd time and it was then that the doctors told the family there was nothing more they could do. His marrow had 25% cancer cells. They told him to do whatever they wanted to do as a family, they didn't know how much time he had left. His family was NOT ok with this answer. They started the organic diet, supplements and oils and as of August, he is 100% cancer free! He's a normal 8 yr old, just like we all prayed he could be!
God's blessings to you in your journey!
Jody Ayres <jkayres@msn.com>
Goodhue, MN USA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 2:13 PM CST
Donna, Thank you for the "explanation" of the treatment course at this time. I have spoken with Anna Getchel recently to get a better understanding of the situation. Please remember her as it was a year ago next week that we lost Tim, as you well remember. My heart goes out to you and yours! Keep up the fight. Joe
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, Mn. USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 9:30 AM CST
Donna,
What more can I say about you as a mother and a friend. You remain so strong and supportive to Erik and your family. You are a wealth of knowledge and awareness for this terrible form of cancer. What a wonderful person you are.
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
Derry, NH - Friday, November 17, 2006 10:53 PM CST
Erik,
We are praying for you. We know you will beat this! You are quite the pioneer of treatment and an inspiration to us all. With your history of dealing with cancer, we expect you will be cancer free and volunteering at Camp Sunshine again soon:) Lauren and Samantha look forward to you volunteering in their group again. We pray for your beautiful wife,loving parents, and siblings to have peace during this next treatment. We will check back often to see how you are doing. Donna does an excellent job of keeping your site up to date. Take care.
Cindy Hering
- Friday, November 17, 2006 8:49 PM CST
Our prayers and thoughts are with you. Glad you were able to go to work since it sounds like you enjoy that. We'll be praying for you!
Liz, Jay, Justin, Tanner and Joshua Larson <lizlarson@cox.net www.joshuasjournal.org>
Waterloo, NE US - Friday, November 17, 2006 5:50 PM CST
Erik & Family
I have tears in my eyes reading your latest entry...
Just lean on our awesome God who will never never leave you.
Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++
God be with you.
Amerson Family
Terry, Karen
Shawn, Joshua
Karen <B9StoME@aol.com>
Milwaukee, WI - Friday, November 17, 2006 5:42 PM CST
Hello Erik & family,
You are most definitely on our minds and in our hearts during this challenging time!! We will try to make contact and see about a visit to help pass the time next week! Please know that we send our love, strength and prayers everyday!!
Blessings to all of you!
Pam Walz <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Friday, November 17, 2006 4:40 PM CST
*whew!* What an entry!
First and foremost Donna, you are a candidate for Mother of the Year! You aren't being a 'bad mom' for letting Erik get back to work. You are letting him experience as much "normal" in his life that you possibly can. You deserve kudos. Rather than try and be overprotective, you are letting him spread his own wings.
Secondly, I just wanted to let you know that I come to the site daily (like so many other prayer warriors, I'm sure) to see what specifically I can pray for. I'm am praying for strength for this continued journey, as well as healing.
Lastly, I am wishing your entire family a good Thanksgiving. We DO have much to be thankful for.....sometimes we have to focus on the rainbow and not the storm.
Sending prayers, a prayer warrior from N. Minnesota,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 9:41 AM CST
My thoughts & prayers are with you and your family.
Jennifer Serna <pinkbearbravery@yahoo.com>
Garland, Tx - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:53 AM CST
Oh I am so glad to read this and see that swift action is taking place!!!! I will hold you in prayer this week as I know the pain of the 3F8 antibody, can only imagine it is similar. Please know I am following you every step of the way. If he is the first one at this hospital to do this trial, make sure they have plenty of hot paks on hand for you!!! Please keep us posted! Caryn and Nick
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, Va usa - Friday, November 17, 2006 7:01 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Keeping you in my prayers as always but especially now.
Jessica
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH - Thursday, November 16, 2006 11:22 PM CST
Oh Erik, and all of you! We wish there was such a better Thanksgiving in store for all of you. Is there a trooper of the year award at Best Buy? Because I think you should apply. Know that our family is praying for you daily and continually and remembering all of you often!
Alyssa Harlan <alyssaharlan@hotmail.com>
New London, WI 54961 - Thursday, November 16, 2006 9:01 PM CST
Erik and family, Sorry to hear about your news. Know that we will be thinking and praying for all of you.
Take care and God Bless,
Mary Uchytil
Greenville, WI - Thursday, November 16, 2006 7:46 PM CST
Erik, Brandi, Donna and family
All of you are in our thoughts
and prayers.
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, Mn. USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 7:27 PM CST
Hey Erik, It's Steve from 5B. I'm sorry to hear about all the things happening to you, but sorry doesn't really convey the message I'm feeling for you. Please get back in touch with me, fold_band@hotmail.com, and we'll get talking again. My thoughts are with you everytime I move or do anything for that matter, as my leg is a constant reminder and burden of the struggles we've faced. I hope you're in Fargo again sometime...but I'm still making regular trips to Minneapolis so !hopefully! I'll be able to come see you...let me know, ok?
Steve Symons <fold_band@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND 58103 - Thursday, November 16, 2006 10:26 AM CST
I've been lurking around your site for almost two years now. My husband Christopher gets treatment at Roger Maris in Fargo. I am so sorry to hear about Erik's relapse, but pray that God will once again come through for your family. We will keep you in our prayers and pray for strength for you all.
Believe,
Beth Bachmeier
caringbridge.org/nd/christopherbachmeier <bclay10@yahoo.com>
Int'l Falls, MN - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11:58 PM CST
Sending many wishes and prayers for strength,courage,and guidance as a new treatment approach gets underway. We are inspired by you guys. We stand in faith, knowing that God is hearing every one of our prayers for you. God bless!
The Botz's
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carterbotz
Mary Botz <jmbotz@hotmail.com>
St. Joseph, MN USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 8:02 AM CST
Please know that the Zajac's of New Hampshire are praying for you. We are so sorry, but want you to know you have been such an inspiration for so many out there with cancer. Your strength this past year has been tremendous! Our love goes out to you.
Catalina Zajac and family <ctzajac@aol.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 10:27 PM CST
Our hearts are heavy. We will stand beside you in prayer. We love all of you Ludwinskis. We will pray for God's direction at this time and for your wisdom to hear Him. The Conger family
Chris & Kathy Conger <ckconger@localnet.com>
Akeley, MN USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 8:12 PM CST
Our prayers go out to you, Brandi and your family.
Sparks Family <ksparksfam@msn.com>
Rio Rancho, NM - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 5:57 PM CST
Our prayers are with you!!!
The Baumgards <deann_baumgard@hotmail.com>
Brewster, Mn - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 4:16 PM CST
We were directed to your site from Nick Franca's caringbridge site. Our 3 year old daughter was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma in October, 2004. Please know that you are being prayed for by yet another family of believers in Christ.
The Barrys (www.caringbridge.org/ga/kyliescorner) <raquelbarry@bellsouth.net>
Alpharetta, Ga - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 1:39 PM CST
Erik,
You don't know me, but I learned about your relapse from another Caringbridge site. My 5 year old son also has Neuroblastoma so It hurts everytime I hear news such as yours. My heart goes out to you and your family. I will pray for you all.
Janet Collins <JCOLLINS2015@SC.RR.COM>
SUMMERVILLE, SC - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:35 AM CST
Dear Erik:
I am praying for you. Please stay strong and God will show you the way. May God bless you and your family.
Christina Gjonaj
Christina Gjonaj <petergjonaj@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton Township, MI - Monday, November 13, 2006 7:06 PM CST
I am praying for clarity and strength for all of you in the journey ahead. Please know that you are never alone -- there are many of us "out here" sending all positive, loving thoughts your way.
Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Monday, November 13, 2006 5:10 PM CST
Erik ~ I am praying for you and your family!
Stay strong!!!! God Bless! Jody
Jody Killian < jlkillian@usfamily.net>
St. Michael, MN - Monday, November 13, 2006 2:33 PM CST
You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Mary Vail
Southold, NY USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 1:13 PM CST
Storming Heaven with continued prayers from Texas.
Jessica Inman <JMInman@gmail.com>
Cypress, TX - Monday, November 13, 2006 9:36 AM CST
Drat! Not the message I was expecting. I hope things are caught early and can be dealt with so life can be lived by the Ludwinski family without having to look over your shoulder to make sure cancer isn't chasing you.
Continued prayers.
Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, - Monday, November 13, 2006 7:58 AM CST
Hi Ludwinskis,
We are so sorry to hear of the results. Erik and you all so deserved smooth sailing after this past year. I will pray that it was caught early enough and can be knocked back into remission without much difficulty. Best wishes,
Caitlin and Julie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Sunday, November 12, 2006 10:57 PM CST
We are so sorry to hear the news of your test results. Our prayers will be with you all for God's healing.
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Sunday, November 12, 2006 10:41 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
I am so sorry to read the news, I know you will find the strength and courage to get you through the next few days. You two are so amazing, I have to believe that you will fight your way back to NED once again! All my love,
Ronit ( Michael's cousin) <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Israel - Sunday, November 12, 2006 4:20 PM CST
Praying for the Spirit to fill you with the strength you need right now....praying for guidance, for the health care team who will be getting you through this next hurdle, and for peace in your hearts with decisions. Your prayer warriors are here for you. xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, November 12, 2006 7:00 AM CST
Im so sorry to hear youre latest news. I will be praying for you as you decide on the next step forward. Love Beth and Megan
MEGANS PAGE <bethhughes30@tesco.net>
croydon, surrey, uk - Sunday, November 12, 2006 4:09 AM CST
We are sending many prayers from Hawaii. Erik and Brandi, your wedding day is the same day of our daughter, Ruth's birthday. She celebrated her 5th birthday this year, Day -6 (stem cell transplant talk). Ruth is fighting NB too. Lots of Aloha, Dan,Charlene,Thomas, Rebekah and Ruth
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ruthmersburgh
Mersburgh's <mersburgc001@hawaii.rr.com>
Kailua Kona, HI USA - Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:19 PM CST
Dear Ludwinskis,
Although I have not signed your guestbook before, I have followed your journey for the last year. Our son was treated by Dr. K in Fargo the same time Erik came back in. I just want you to know that I will continue to send prayers your way.
Paula Bachmeier <paulabachmeier@hotmail.com. www.caringbridge.org/nd/christopherbachmeier>
Burlington, ND USA - Saturday, November 11, 2006 7:41 PM CST
Dear Ludwinkskis,
We just wanted all of you to know we're thinking of you and praying for treatment that gets Erik back to NED!!
Lots of love,
Candace, Russ, Macy and Benjamin
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Saturday, November 11, 2006 5:14 PM CST
Oh man! This was NOT the entry I was hoping to read. I am so sorry that the beast is once again at hand and the fight begins anew. Rest assured that I have you all in my prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, November 11, 2006 4:39 PM CST
PRAYERS ARE BEING SAID FERVENTLY FOR YOU! SENDING LOVE AND PRAYER TO YOU TODAY.
THE LAKE GEORGE MARTINS ( See www.knowthecause.com for Doug Kaufman's book "The Germ that Causes Cancer". I respect him alot. It's about fungus in our bodies.)
Barbara Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George,, Mn. U.S. - Saturday, November 11, 2006 2:48 PM CST
Have been praying all day!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, November 11, 2006 1:21 AM CST
Just wanted to say I'm sending prayers your way, hoping the next couple of days show GREAT results!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, November 9, 2006 9:16 AM CST
Hi Eric and Brandy. I haven't been to your website for a long time, I am so glad to see all those beautiful foto's of you Eric, and to read you are doing so well. And Brandy, how's beautyschool going?. I'm so happy for both of you. I'm Julia's Oma [greatgrandma] we still miss that little Super Trooper so much. She was my little sunshine. you stay healty now you hear!!!!! Greetings from the Vlaming's in Aurora, Ontario.
Corry Vlaming <corryvlaming@sympatico.ca>
Aurora , On Canada - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 11:54 PM CST
Hi Erik, just wanted to let you know that I think of you and pray for you often! I hope to God you are doing fine and dandy...... Morgan
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 0:55 AM CST
Big week. We'll be thinking about you and praying for great results. Ruby's on the same schedule pretty much, so lets hope the scanners are just in an "all clear mood" all week!
Go Erik, go.
Ruby's Gang from Baltimore-
David Elbert <elbert@jhu.edu>
- Monday, November 6, 2006 9:33 PM CST
Continuing to pray that all goes well this week and always. Keep up the fight.
Love,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Monday, November 6, 2006 12:06 AM CST
Erik -
Please pass on a hug to your mom for me...I talked her ear off by the pool at Camp Sunshine. I want you and Brandi to know that you are at the top of my prayer list each day. You are an inspiration to so many of those kids. Ben is our son that was in your group, and we also had 5 other kids there at camp. My husband and I admire your courage and feel blessed that you share your energy and "coolness" by being a counselor for all of these young patients and siblings. Having had two children with cancer, we know very well about all of the bumps in the road and tough days. But we also know that sharing our story and family might help others. We will keep them saying prayers for you. God bless you all!
jenny peters <mjpeters6@yahoo.com>
Omaha, ne - Saturday, November 4, 2006 4:21 PM CST
hi i have emailed you. I have some questions about your cancer. i have the same disease. I am about to go through chemo.
Sadiya <scgrant@uiuc.edu>
IL - Saturday, November 4, 2006 2:34 AM CST
Wanted to stop by and wish you a happy Halloween.
cringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Monday, October 30, 2006 7:56 AM CST
WOW! It has been one year already?! Did it seem to go that fast for you as it did for this prayer warrior? Gosh, I can remember reading the posts as you were getting closer and closer to that special day. Erik and Brandi, you two have faced so many, many challenging situations in your courting and marriage....moreso than many couples.... I hope that you feel all of the love and prayers that I know so many send your way. Victor and I will be married 25 yrs in November....we just participated in a special Mass in our diocese for married couples....the most special part of it?....my great aunt and uncle, who are also my Godparents, who were married 75 yrs in June! Yes, 75 yrs!!! - we were able to sit with them at the Mass. They are amazing...through thick and thin.... aunt Marie told us when we married to always remember those first feelings, because there will be some days that, well, you just need to remember those feelings!..... hehehee! So today, remember those wonderful, blissful feelings that brought you together. Hold on to them tight and when any challenging moments creep into life, hold on to each other. God bless you. Though I know that many of us have not met you personally, we do love and support you.
So glad to hear everyone is home safe from Camp Sunshine! My friend Luke who our girls use to babysit for, they were recently up at the other Camp Sunshine...they love it! OH Brandi, I bet they did miss you!....are you feeling okay? I hope that stomach of yours is settling down. Being you haven't posted in a little while, I wonder how you are.
I recently heard from Steve....he sounds good, and we continue to pray for his complete healing also, and I still check in on Anna....so often I think of her. Have you seen her?
Have a wonderful week. love, sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Saturday, October 28, 2006 7:08 AM CDT
Hi Erik,
It was great to meat you at camp. It was a lot of fun to get to know you. Thought I would just drop you a note and say best wishes.
Nathan Walz <NJWalz@csbsju.edu>
Cold Spring, MN United States - Thursday, October 26, 2006 8:21 PM CDT
HI, my mom got your CB page and I thought I would say "Thanks for the fun time at Camp Sunshine". You were an awesome counselor. We will keep you in our prayers.
Tanner Larson, tweens group <lizlarson@cox.net www.joshuasjournal.org>
Waterloo, NE US - Thursday, October 26, 2006 7:12 PM CDT
Hi Erik, looks like you had a fun week at Camp Sunshine! I am so glad you are happy, good-lookin', and healthy again! I have prayed for you every day since the diagnosis 2 Mays ago...if you and Brandi ever need anything, lemme know... :D
Morgan Clack <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 11:31 PM CDT
Stopping by to say hello and hope you have a great week at camp Sunshine. Sounds like fun fun fun.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 6:11 AM CDT
Off to Camp Sunshine today!!! Hope you have a great week Erik, stay in touch :).
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Sunday, October 15, 2006 11:56 AM CDT
Hello Erik ~ I am so glad you are doing so well!
We will be at Camp Sunshine and hope to finally meet you! See you next week!
The Killian's
www.caringbridge.org/mn/shanekillian
Jody Killian < jlkillian@usfamily.net>
St. Michael, MN USA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 8:47 AM CDT
Hello Erik and Brandi! Happy Sunday! Brandi, I surely hope you're feeling better and taking care of yourself. And Erik, so glad that you are feeling pretty well and that work is good. Though I don't post often, I think of you and pray for your daily. love, sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, October 8, 2006 9:28 PM CDT
I'm so glad Erik is feeling well and working more! I hope Brandi is feeling better soon. All this stress does build up! Much love and many blessings,
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, October 5, 2006 8:58 PM CDT
Hi Erik,
My name is Sarah, and I'm Emre's girlfriend. I feel such a sense of relief when I look at the photos of you and your girlfriend(wife?). It makes everything that I'm going through seem so normal. Your experience gives me great hope that ours will be ok as well.
-sarah
Sarah Conlon <sarahpconlon@yahoo.com>
Binghamton, NY 13903 - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 9:11 PM CDT
How's it going man?
I heard you are doing a lot better these days. I got diagnosed with ALL about 2 weeks ago but I'm not scared or anything because I heard you managed to beat the cancer not only once but 2 times. This gives me great encouragement and faith.
laterzz
emre ergun <ergunemre@hotmail.com>
buffalo, ny usa - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 4:44 PM CDT
Hi Eric and Family,
Just wanted to stop by and say Hello! Praying daily for your complete healing. Take Care and Enjoy your day:)
Katarra Ewing <sweetpeakaris@aol.com>
Canton, Mi US - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 12:53 AM CDT
I wanted to stop by to say hello and let you know I am thinking of you. May the bone marrow come back negative and you be NED forever and ever. You are a fighter and a winner. Keep up the good work. Glad to hear the job is going well. God bless and take care. Brandi I hope you are feeling better soon too. Stress is hard for all of us, and sometimes it gets the best of us. You are in my prayers too. Take care
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstraye
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 6:22 AM CDT
I haven't signed in for a long, long time but do continue to pop in and read any updates. As always, I remember 'the kids' in my daily prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:01 AM CDT
It is such a joy to read stories where there is hope. My son was diagnosed on 05/16/05 with Stage 4 NB. His tumors were huge... He did do chemo, surgery, stem cell transplant, radiation and the accutaine treatment. He has been cancer free now for 11 months. He is a spunky little boy. We have now graduated to going to the doctor every 3 months. They are watching him carefully though since he developed a lung disease and has a cycst on his kidney. He also has some mild heart damage. Other then that he is doing great. Thank You for the encouragment and the hope that he could live a long happy life. God Bless you and your new wife on a long adventure together.
You can visit his website on caringbridge.com/kodycannon
Kristi Cannon mom to Kody Cannon Stage 4 NB <clcannon93@yahoo.com>
La Grande, OR USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 2:18 PM CDT
Hi all,
It has been a while since I checked on your website - I am again reminded of God's goodness - what a miracle God gave you, Erik! Looked at your wedding photos and others - thinking someone should tie you two to a tree with your fettish for climbing - it freaked me out! Hope school is going well for you Brandi, and glad to hear about your job at Best Buy - sounds like a great fit for you, Erik.
News here - my youngest brother, Rod, was deployed - he is in Fort Dix now and will head to Iraq in December as 3rd Platoon Sergeant. Praying daily for Drew's former college roommate who was injured in Iraq a few weeks back - he has a website on caringbridge also - name Lucas Schmitz or Luke Schmitz. He is recovering in San Antonio, TX. Life is hard, but God is good!
Well, until I post again, keep on enjoying being newlyweds and may God richly bless you both!
Robin Kriens
- Thursday, September 14, 2006 2:23 PM CDT
Hi Guys-
It's Ruby's Dad from Baltimore checking in. I guess I count as an FOD... Friend of Donna's, I've never actually met Erik or Brandy! Good to read the update and see how well everyone is doing. Nice to see those counts percolating along. Now... about that weight... Erik, how do you feel about fluffernutters? With cheese??
-David Elbert
David
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 7:52 AM CDT
Thanks for keeping us updated. Amber is always asking how Brandi and Erik are doing. We are all glad that they are both doing so well. Your entire family is such an amazing bunch. Your support and love for eachother comes through with all your words and pictures on this site. We are very lucky to have known all of you! We will continually keep you in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Monday, September 4, 2006 8:33 AM CDT
I am so happy about the bone marrow results! It makes me less afraid of relapse. Erik really knows how to keep treatment in perspective and continue having fun. Do you think he and Brandi will be able to volunteer at Camp Sunshine? They certainly have a lot to offer. I don't know if an invitation will be extended to our family, as new families are invited first. If we do attend camp, we will be delighted to see you and Paul again. You helped make wonderful memories for my kids.
Cindy Hering
- Friday, September 1, 2006 12:52 AM CDT
Thanks for the update! We enjoyed looking at all the new pictures, too! We are so happy that Erik continues to do so well. You all are a beautiful family! God bless you!!!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 4:40 PM CDT
Thanks for the update Donna! Love to see new pictures and hear good news :).
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Saturday, August 26, 2006 10:44 PM CDT
Thank you for the update Donna. I love all the pictures. I'm always checking in to see how you guys are doing. Everyone looks great, and I'm so glad to hear Erik is doing well. I'm sorry we didn't get up to Minneapolis this summer, but Max's Iowa tournament was cancelled. Hopefully we'll see you in the year ahead. Love Always, Joan
Joan Lucas <jlucas@kobtv.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 4:07 PM CDT
Thanks for the update Donna! Glad to hear all is going pretty well.
Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, - Friday, August 25, 2006 8:28 AM CDT
Just checking in on the newlyweds and hope today is filled with only good things. xo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 2:05 PM CDT
Celebrating the great news with you too about the bone marrow being negative. That is great news. I love the new pic of you too. You look like you are having fun. I sure do hope your new apartment is coming along well. Moving is no easy task........believe me. May you continue to have fun and live life to the fullest. God bless and take care.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Saturday, August 19, 2006 4:22 AM CDT
Hi Eric, Brandi and Donna!
That is such teriffic news on the bone marrows!
What a miracle!
Thank you for sharing the wonderful news!
It was great spending time with Eric and Brandi at the lemonade stand at the MOA. What an inspiration you guys are!
Enjoyed the pictures on thr website too.
Congratuations on the new job and new apartment as well. That is exciting!
Love,
The Hammer's
www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 7:05 PM CDT
Hello, Erik and Brandi! We haven't signed your guestbook in months! But, we wanted to let you know that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. We are thrilled for you that you are NED -- praise the Lord for answered prayers!!! It looks like you are having a wonderful summer. We are so happy to read that. You both look great in the pictures. Enjoy your new apartment! Take care and God bless you both!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, July 30, 2006 7:44 AM CDT
Hi Erik and Brandi -
I hope the celebration met all of your expectations. Congratulations to you both! Great news Erik about your job - it must be a strange change of structure for you both, but a moving on step nonetheless. Here's to moving on!
With love and prayers,
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:23 AM CDT
What beautiful photos! Congrats on the new job Erik! Happy summer.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.com>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, July 20, 2006 6:55 PM CDT
Hello gang! Hope you all had a wonderful time at your gathering on the 8th! Indeed reasons to celebrate! Though I do not post often, there is never a week that goes by that I do not check in on you all. Erik, we continue to pray for your complete healing, and hope that all goes well with the medications you are apprehensive about. Have a beautiful week!
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, July 16, 2006 8:26 PM CDT
Hi guys....(Hi Donna!). It's been a long time since I have posted, but I happened to peak at the web-site and just wanted to say hello. I remember last year at this time how stressful things were and how unimaginable this whole thing seemed to be. Amazing!!! I'm happy for you all and hope things continue to get even better.
P.S. How's that accutane going Erik??? I've been on it twice, and I can remember the dry lips and nose bleeds. But who cares,... as you know that is nothing compared to what you have been through.
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
Derry, NH - Saturday, July 15, 2006 1:40 PM CDT
Glad to hear that Erik continues to do well. All the best for the future!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, July 14, 2006 11:45 AM CDT
What an inspiration you are Erik! So good to hear of the happiness in your life.Good luck in the new job.You two make a great couple.
Carol Baker Gilmore <carol@mokancomm.net>
Louisburg, Ks USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 10:24 AM CDT
I hope you had a nice holiday. I am sure your party on the 8th will be great. Have a good time. Love the picture on the home page. You two sure have been through a lot and it sure looks like you are handling it in stride. Good luck on the new job. God bless. May you have a fun great summer.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 9:21 PM CDT
Well Donna, I for one check this site every week! You guys are awesome and your stamina and optimism help keep us going! I am so glad you are able to celebrate normal things again. It is time to start putting this behind you like you did before, except this time for many, many decades!!! Accutane for 3 years is a bit intense! Our trial only has 6 cycles inbetween antibodies and it is driving Nick nuts! Enjoy your celebration! Caryn and Nick
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, Va usa - Monday, July 3, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
Hi Erik! My name is Cindy Hering. I met your parents at Camp Sunshine in April. Your dad was a volunteer leader for my girls, Lauren and Samantha. He was fabulous. Your mom introduced herself to me and I am so glad she did. Your story is incredible. Your whole family, including your beautiful new bride, amazes me. I hope our family photos will show us living life to the fullest, as your photos certainly do. My daughter, Samantha, was diagnosed with ALL on July 12, 2005. Her cancer requires 2 1/2 years of chemotherapy, more if she relapses. We have no fun family photos from July 2005-April 2006. Camp Sunshine changed that and we will stay on the fun track no matter what happens next. Your story in the paper showed us it is possible to fit cancer treatment into a great life rather than fit bits of fun into a life of cancer treatment. I look forward to meeting you and Brandi at Camp Sunshine.
cindy hering
- Saturday, June 17, 2006 8:35 PM CDT
Hi Eric and Brandy. My you look handsome with your beautiful head of hair, and Brandy is pretty as ever.
I have not written in your guestbook since before Christmas
and when i saw your mom's entry in Julia Fraher's guestbook, i decided to click on and there you were. I miss my sweet Julia, they called her Super Trooper, and that she was. I'm her step greatgrandma, and she put a lot of Sunshine in my life. But i'm so happy you're both doing so well and the pictures are so good, I wanted to wish you both a very happy life togetherand pray the Lord will keep you healthy, My love to you both. Corry Vlaming Aurora Ontario.
Corry Vlaming <corryvlaming@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Friday, June 9, 2006 8:05 PM CDT
Eric ~ I am finally leaving a message on your page. I first saw an entry from you a long while back for Julia Fraher, who has recently earned her angel wings....she had a tough battle with stage IV neuroblastoma and she is now at peace. But I check your site daily and wanted to let you know what an inspiration you are to all children with cancer and also to the rest of us who can't imagine. I have 2 kids of my own (3.5 & 2) and I simply can not fathom. You have the will of a fox and an unwavering determination to as they say "KICK CANCER'S BUTT!" I think it's great that you are an advocate for Molly's MN Alex's Lemonade Stand and a link for those of us who wish to donate. I am sure there are so many kids who look up to you as the guy who beat cancer and if you can do it, so can they. Keep up the good fight and wanted you to know, we pray for you. You are a model to the neuroblastoma warriors!
Andrea Larson <andrea.larson@medtronic.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:23 PM CDT
What up B-Lud and E-Lud? I saw your dad, sister, and brothers Erik, at A & W, but I didn't say anything. I just thought you'd like to know that they eat sometimes. And that's all for excitement.
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Friday, June 2, 2006 9:56 PM CDT
What an entry. The fear that none of us want to ever have to face...especially after so many years of not dealing with it. What an awesome guy and family too. I am glad overall things are going well. I think about all of you often. Erik you are so so lucky to have such a great family and wife. And they are lucky to have such a great son and husband. I wish you 2 nothing but happiness in your future. Thinking of you all. Hugs to you.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 4:12 AM CDT
Drippy eyes on this end too. Thank YOU for sharing your journey with us and allowing even strangers to pray for you. Not a day goes by that you are not thought of and prayed for. much love, Sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:27 PM CDT
Oh my the tears are flowing! thank you Donna for such a beautiful entry. We all can only hope we don't face the words relapse, but hearing your journey continues to give us all hope! Bless you all! Caryn and Nick
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, Va usa - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 6:59 PM CDT
Wow what a year! We are so happy that all is going so well. You all have been through so much. Wishing you all the happiness and health this year and always!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbclobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Monday, May 15, 2006 8:17 PM CDT
Thanks for taking the time to update. It's been quite a year for all of you!
Hope Brandi is feeling better too.
Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, May 12, 2006 11:07 PM CDT
Hello everyone! The Francas here just letting you know we continue to follow your successful journey! Normal married life is good! Nick (16) finally reached remission for NB! We are breathing a slight sigh of relief. We are now on accutane too! Any hints? Enjoy!
Caryn and Nick Franca
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, va united states - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 1:41 PM CDT
Hey Guys! We hope all is going well and you enjoyed your time away. With everything you guys have been through you need those little getaways. Continuing to keep you in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Thursday, May 4, 2006 6:24 PM CDT
Hi Eric & Brandi,
We're really sorry you weren't able to attend Camp Sunshine!! Hopefully in October- right?! We really did enjoy getting to know your mom & dad though! My kids had a GREAT time with them!! I'm sure they were exhausted by the time they got home. My son Nathan, really wants us to camp by Itasca so we can visit your family again (and maybe get to meet both of you)! We'll have to try and work that out!! We hope that you continue healing and have a successful recovery!! Nathan has been feeling pretty yucky since we got home from camp last week. Chemo really stinks- doesn't it!! Have a great upcoming weekend and take care of yourselves!!
Love & blessings to you,
Pam, Harold, Nathan, Katie, Brian & Thomas Walz
Pam Walz <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 7:44 AM CDT
Hello, What a great site you have, I just want you to know that you are a BIG inspiration to me and my family, my son Codey was just dx last month with this ugly disease and we have been doing a lot of research and to see you and see that there is hope for him really made my day. Good luck with your battle, and know that there is a family in Ohio praying for you. www.caringbridge.org/visit/codeystjohn
God Bless
Amy St John
Amy St John <Rickamyst@comcast.net>
Bellaire, oh USA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 4:20 PM CDT
Dear Eric,
what a wonderul pictures,you married- fantastic,congradulations!!!!!!You are doing great !!1We are very happy about YOU.
Best wishes from France
Zaklina <zalkinaz@gmail.com>
France - Sunday, April 30, 2006 7:08 AM CDT
Eric and Brandi, Congradulations on your marriage. The pictures are beautifull, and of course Brandi is too!! Everyone sure missed you two at Camp Sunshine. Raeann was really bummed. Jordan too. Hope to see you at the October session. I am glad everything is going good for you Eric. I was really nice to meet your parents, and siblings. They are wonderfull people. Jordan thought your mother was really cool!! My husband and I got married 2 years ago in Hawaii while we were on Jordans Make-a-wish. Your pics look alot like ours. Well I will go for now. Eric, you take care of that new beautifull bride of yours. Be good to her. Keep up the good work, and keep your head up. We will all pray for you everyday.
Love Gina, Jordan and Raeann
Gina Anderson <ginasmustang04@yahoo.com>
hixton, wi united states of ame - Saturday, April 29, 2006 9:42 PM CDT
Dear Donna,
Well with that post sounds like Camp Sunshine (WI) will have too many folks who want to check in next October! Sounds like you had a wonderful time. I am so inspired by your dedication, also by knowing it is not new and that you have always been engaged in the plight of children with cancer.
I hope Erik and Brandi are having a wonderful time. Please say hello to them when they return.
Love,
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
- Saturday, April 29, 2006 8:30 PM CDT
Praising God for His mighty goodness to your family. How many states is it now, Brandi?
The Conger Family
Akeley, - Saturday, April 29, 2006 2:02 PM CDT
Thank you for a wonderful week at Camp Sunshine. Amber loved seeing the picture you posted. We continue to pray for Erik and Brandi and hope all is well. We are sorry they were unable to come to camp but really enjoyed meeting all of you! You are truly an amazing family!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Saturday, April 29, 2006 12:51 AM CDT
Hello you two. Sounds like you have been busy. Hope those stubborn cells start producing and quit being so bull headed. Love the new pictures. You two look great. E Good luck in job hunting and B good luck in school. Hope you both make out well in your future plans. Keep kicking NB butt!!!!! Thinking of you.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 7:40 AM CDT
Erik and Brandi
What a happy story to read! It gives me much hope for the future. I came across your site linked Julia's. My daughter was diagnosed with IV neuroblastoma at the age of 2 1/2. She is now post transplant day 82 and finishing off her treatment with 6 months of accutane, and doing great so far.
I pray you 2 will have a wonderful life together
Holly
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelahill
Holly Hill <ghhill@mts.net>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, April 22, 2006 10:30 PM CDT
It was so great to see you both at church on Easter. I'm so excited you can soon return to a sort of normal life again. Erik, love the fuzz on the head, it's really comming in fast! Just wanted to let you know that I think of you often and will be praying for work options and school. Take care.
Erica Waller <i_america_lw@yahoo.com>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 0:17 AM CDT
Sorry to hear that you guys won't be attending Camp Sunshine this year. Amber is very excited for the trip. We will continue to keep you in our prayers. We are so happy to hear that all has been going so well for you both!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Monday, April 17, 2006 3:27 PM CDT
HI Erik and Brandi!
Sounds busy and crazy too with the move, job search, and hunt for the paperwork. I hope you all had a nice holiday and are getting ready for what sounds like a busy summer!
Love,
Colleen K.
Colleen M. Kashino
- Monday, April 17, 2006 6:20 AM CDT
I just checked in to see how things are going and am glad to hear they are trucking right along! I'm not sure I've left a note before but our son Jackson had NB IV at 22 months and I met Donna from the Lunch for Life site (I think!) He is 3 years off treatment now. May God bless you all!
Christine Hay and family <barryhay@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, April 14, 2006 3:41 PM CDT
Hi Erik and Brandi
Just wanted to wish you a
Happy Easter. Sounds like you
are doing great. Tanner just
finished his 4th round of Accutane
and will do his last round of
antibodies starting April 20th.
Take care!!
Deann, Mike, Cole, Tanner and Sarah Baumgard <deann_baumgard@hotmail.com>
Brewster, MN - Friday, April 14, 2006 10:37 AM CDT
Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Friday, April 14, 2006 0:11 AM CDT
Hi Brandi and Erik,
Just curious how you both are doing ... haven't heard from you in a while ...! Must be out enjoying this fantastic SPRING weather! Goodbye winter, hello SPRING! Wondering how the school thing is going for Brandi, and am anxious to hear how things continue to get BETTER for you, Erik! We love you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, April 6, 2006 8:30 PM CDT
Hi Brandi and Erik! Just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you! Do you have much snow where you are? We have overcast and drizzle ... but still loving it because it means SPRING is really here! Can't wait for summer to get here! Yay! Gonna sign the kids up for swimming and tennis this summer - they so love that!!! Are you two going to go to Camp Sunshine this summer? With your courage and all you have been through, I'll bet those kids can't wait to talk to you two! Anyway, hope all is well with you! Love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 30, 2006 11:36 AM CST
YEAHHHHHHHHH GOD!!!! Love the good news update! Reading the first paragraph....yup....that's Michele and Meghan too! Typical for your ages! : ) So happy that you are enjoying yourselves...be assured of our constant, continued prayers. God bless you both. love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 2:39 PM CST
Hey Brandi and Erik
This is heather i was on the site and just thought i would drop you a line to let you know im thinking and praying for you guys often. I heard rumor of you guys coming home for Easter. I believe i may see you at your moms Brandi.
Love you Guys lots
Heather
Heather <justnotdoit@msn.com>
Park Rapids, MN Hubbard - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 1:48 PM CST
ERIK I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD BRTHDAE WEN WE WUS BEING AT YOUR UPORTMENT THE GAMES WER FUN. SO THANKS FOR LETING ME & LESA ON THE TEVE . ERIK I MESS YOU SOUMUCHE . MABE WE CUD COME AT ERE HOME SUM TIME.
GAMES. WED LIKE TO COME AGAIN TO ERE UPURTMENT AGAIN .
LOVE ARON & LESA.
ARON LUDWINSKI <LUDFARM@ARVIG.NET>
PARK RAPIDS, MN - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 11:23 AM CST
Wow! Is God amazing or what?? I am so thrilled, Erik, to hear the good news. I think that it's great!! As for Brandi starting school- good luck to you!! I really hope you enjoy it. Erik- I'll continue to pray that your strength will remain strong and that you can get a job soon, if that's what you wish :P
So glad to hear good things are happening for you guys!!
Adey Maves <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
Lindsay, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 11:07 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
It's fun checking out your web page. Great job on updating and I truly enjoy the pictures. You two are such positive kids with "negative" results. Congrats - God is sure working in your lives!!!!!!!!!
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 8:36 AM CST
Hi Guys!
And there you go - you're back! What are you guys worried about getting older for? Except health and (love) happiness, you got nothin to be taking up your energy at all!
Go on back to having a ball already!!
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
- Monday, March 27, 2006 6:22 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Oh, my heart just rejoices for the great healing God has provided! Thank you, God, for healing Erik! I am thrilled you two can focus on your new married life and your exciting future together! Love your updates - life sounds so wonderfully NORMAL for you two! We are very excited! Look us up on one of your many road trips! Love you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, mn - Monday, March 27, 2006 4:15 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
I have been following your carepage for a while now and I am always insipred by your positive outlook on life. My now 6 year old daughter, Sarah, was diagnosed with NB almost 2 years ago. She too is very positive and out going. I pray that God will bless you both with happiness and health. With Prayers and Hope, Jan
Jan Kaper <kaperm@aol.com>
Hudsonville, Mi USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 7:53 AM CST
Hi Erik,
I think of you and your family often. I hope all is continuing to go well with you and that you and Brandi are both doing terrific.
Love and prayers,
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 1:46 PM CST
HI HOW ARE YOU TODAY.my e mail tantheman92@hotmail.com
tanner baumgard <tantheman92@hotamil.com>
mn U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 4:41 PM CST
Hope you had a great birthday Eric!!! Here is to a new year turning NB into a lousy thing of the past!!!
Waiting for an update to let us know how you and Brandi celebrated the big day!
love,
Ronit
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 20, 2006 4:01 PM CST
Dear Erik, just wanted to wish you a very very happy birthday. I've heard so much about you and have enjoyed reading your fun and uplifting journal entries. I hope to meet you one of these days -- you and Brandi are welcome anytime at chez staples in Brooklyn New York!! Much Love, Shirley (mother of Simon, age 12, OT for NB since 8/01
Shirley Staples <staplesvangel@mac.com>
Brooklyn, NY US - Sunday, March 19, 2006 8:33 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just wanted you to know you are in our thoughts! Love you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, mn - Sunday, March 19, 2006 7:25 PM CST
Happy Birthday Eric , Very happy to hear treatment is over and that you're doing great.
Christina Gjonaj <petergjonaj@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton twp, Mi - Sunday, March 19, 2006 6:02 PM CST
Happy Birthday Erik!!! Glad your hickman is out too.
Lydia Leslie, Mom to Nick <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Sunday, March 19, 2006 11:59 AM CST
Don't mean to sound generic, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Morgan and Pete <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 18, 2006 5:00 PM CST
Happy Birthday Erik! Hope you have a great day!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 6:43 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIK!!!!
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 6:02 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIK! Don't be too wild now! : )
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, March 17, 2006 9:18 PM CST
Happy Birthday ERIK!!!! Live it up and have a great day.
Don't worry about those accutane packets Brandi. They have adult proof wrapping. Go find a 5 year old to open them for you!
I'm so glad for good scan results. We will keep you in our prayers!
Aimee, mom to Kendall (dx 5/04, relapse 1/06) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonilne.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 5:45 AM CST
Glad to hear things are going well and the line is out. Whoo hoo, chest hair "regrowing" in. That is wonderful. (just kidding about that).
Happy 21st Birthday Erik. May you have a terrific day and many more to come.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, March 17, 2006 3:59 AM CST
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ERIK
Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Thursday, March 16, 2006 4:49 PM CST
Happy Birthday, Erik! Hope you have a wonderful celebration!!
Diane Pawelski from the NB list
Diane Pawelski
Lake View, NY - Thursday, March 16, 2006 3:09 PM CST
Hey, Erik - happy birthday. Your mom and I have become new friends....my daughter, Katie, who is now 11, relapsed just last week after 6 1/2 years...you are an inspiration to us!
www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 10:22 AM CST
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Eric! Here's to one hell of a celebration!!
Best,
Jen Kwasinski
from the nblast list
Jen Kwasinski <jrkwas@msn.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 9:15 AM CST
Happy Birthday week to you!
Happy Birthday week to you!
Happy Birthday week Dear Erik and Brandi,
Happy Birthday week to you!
Have Lots of Fun!
Love, Ellen, Scott A., Kathleen, Sean and Heather
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma - Thursday, March 16, 2006 9:06 AM CST
Erik,
My daughter's nails also peeled off after transplant, but now she has the BEST finger nails you've ever seen. People ask how a 7 y.o. can have such nice nails and I tell 'em "Bone Marrow Transplant." Not sure you're going to be all that excited about gorgeous, strong finger nails, but you can always tease Brandi about having better nails! Congrats on yanking the hickman!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 11:23 AM CST
Hope "the herd" behaved for you! What special friends you are. Hope you have a wonderful week! love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, pa - Monday, March 13, 2006 5:08 AM CST
We are very happy you are doing so well. We continually pray for your strength and recovery through all your years following transplant. Did you guys hear Camp Sunshine is returning in April? Maybe we will see you there. Take Care!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:45 PM CST
Hey! Just want you to know we are thinking about you! All our love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:38 PM CST
Dear Brandi & Erik,
We're so glad to hear that everything is going so well. Hope it just gets better & better! Thanks for the email, Brandi! Will answer as soon as I can get on the internet again! We're hitting the road again tomorrow. Take care of yourselves.
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Vicksburg, MS US - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:26 AM CST
You and your family are in our prayers. God Bless
Paul Black - Father to Nicholas Black www.caringbridge.com/nc/nicholas <hearme@PaulBlackMusic.com>
Bolivia, NC USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:52 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
I just love reading your updates, Brandi! It sounds like things just keep getting better - PRAISE GOD! I'm excited for more things to change for the better - for you two to get on with all the fun of married life and slowly but surely leave the close connection with the doctors and hospitals - yay! Ahhh, isn't life just grand?
Love to you both,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:51 PM CST
Hey Erik, Mary Evelyn is so glad your tubes are out- she can't wait for her tubies to come out. You look great!
Love, Edna King (Mary Evelyn's mom)
caringbridge.org/visit/maryevelynking
Edna King <edna_m_king@yahoo.com>
Fayetteville, GA USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 5:37 PM CST
Hi Brandi and Erik -
Glad you are access free and Accutane is easy on you. Love the stories. I feel like I am in the room with Brandi, the way she writes! It's nice to get that.
Hope all else is well with you two. I have to run now my son just emptied a book shelf - one clean swoop!
With love and prayers always,
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 12:03 AM CST
So much wonderful news!!! Oh Brandi, you make me grin and giggle when reading your posts. You should write a book! : ) So glad that everything is going so well. You both continue to be in our prayers. love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 7:00 PM CST
Yay for sweet apartments! Yay for getting well! Yay for newlyweds!
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Sunday, March 5, 2006 3:26 PM CST
Congradulations and Best of luck to both of you.
Stan Berry <stanleyberry@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 4, 2006 10:04 PM CST
Just stopping by to say G'day
Love from Kaitlyn
Beverley, WA Australia - Saturday, March 4, 2006 9:28 PM CST
Hi Erik, Came across your website. It's
encouraging to hear you are doing so
well. My son has NB and is currently
getting antibodies and is on Accutane too.
Thats some crazy stuff. Our prayers are
with you!
Deann Baumgard <deann_baumgard@hotmail.com>
Brewster, MN - Thursday, March 2, 2006 10:18 PM CST
Hi Erik, Brandi, (and Donna!) ... thank you all for the update! It sounds like things are looking very good, and for that ... PRAISE GOD! He continually keeps watch over you and protects you! Hip hip hooray about the new apartment! Sounds so wonderful (but then again, I didn't have to do all the lifting of moving, either!!!)
All the best to you, Ludwinski's
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 2:55 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Just touching base one more time.
Great to hear that you both are doing better.
We are thrilled you found a place of your own...I remember that feeling.
May the Lord continue to open new doors for you. Your four month journey as a married couple has certainly been a long one compared to most. May that journey be the roots that grow a might tree. (Am I getting too deep here? Oh well, [there's another deep thought] better quit while I'm a head [that's not so deep])
Continued blessing to you both keep smiling and enjoy your lives together.
Haugland family
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 11:24 AM CST
Hi Erik - my son is 13 and on his 16th consecutive round of accutane! He gets very stiff knees and ankles and dry lips. How about some music from Earthbound!
Monica Andre <mma@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, - Sunday, February 26, 2006 5:13 PM CST
ONE TRIP you say????
Well Karl and I got plenty of exercise anyway. That is always a good thing!
It was so much fun seeing YOU TWO and your new sweet little abode. We'll be coming to visit again REAL SOON!!!!!
Keep us posted on your furniture trials.
And on your new-found skill in breaking into accutane packaging...
Aron requests "WORLDBUILDER"....it is a lego game....and fun.
LOVE
MOM and HE-MAN Karl
Donna <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, February 26, 2006 4:18 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Really, Brandi, you ought to consider a career in journalism after beautician school! Your writing is soooo funny!
Glad to hear things are going well - thanks for the updates!
Love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, February 26, 2006 11:20 AM CST
Hi Eric came across your website and really pleased that you are doing so well. My little boy has NB and he is having anti bodies at sloan Kettering hospital in New York.We are from england and have heard good reports about them,so we are here while he has his treatment.
Karen Accardi
Coventry, England - Friday, February 24, 2006 3:51 PM CST
Erik, Brandi...Just checking in on your website, listening to K102's Radiothon for St.Judes and enjoying spring like weather. Keep up the progress!!
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@iglide.net>
Maple Grove, Mn USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 2:31 PM CST
Cool pictures!!! Glad to hear Erik's doing well and congrats on the apartment!
aimee1@optonline.net <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, February 23, 2006 6:40 AM CST
Great website! Love the pictures--esp. the one of Accutane!
How funny--and true!!! :o)
So thrilled to hear all is going so wonderfully with you!
You are truly an inspiration to us all!!
Wishing you continued blessings always!
With Love,
The Hammer's
www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 9:26 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi!
I wrote you on the ndsu e-mail - hope that works(?) As always, thinking of you and thrilled to hear things are going so fantastic!!!!
Love you,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, February 20, 2006 6:04 PM CST
The apartment sounds fab guys! Don't go too crazy at the Mall of America!
Morgan and Pete <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Monday, February 20, 2006 1:00 PM CST
Just checked your site. We rejoice with you that Erik is well! Our church membership is singing God's praises with this news. I am in awe at God's blessing and miracle. May God continue to richly bless you both, and your families.
Roni and Cris Campelli <vcampelli@comcast.net>
Chelmsford, MA - Sunday, February 19, 2006 8:55 PM CST
Hi you two,
haven't cked in in a while and missed the whole Brandi scare, have to say I am kind of glad to find out about it along with Negative test results :-) glad you're both well! Hey Brandi, if you ever want a hair challenge... mine is there for you to experiment with :-) Glad you're apartment shopping, that must be so exciting!! Are you thinking of any mop up treatment in addition to the accutane? if so will you post? you may be coming across treatment options that work for some of our other warriors... (maybe even something Michael's Drs will look in to...) keep living you two!! You are great!
love to you!
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 19, 2006 6:27 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi!
Thinking about you today and hoping that all is going well! Love from,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, February 18, 2006 2:02 PM CST
Hi Kids,
Glad to hear DJ Jazzy Eric is doing so well.
Brandi, I hope you start to feel better now that you're on the antacids. they do wonders.
We've all been thinking about you here and are glad to hear things have worked out so well for you.
the wedding pictures are beautiful!
Take care, guys.
Jess <Jessica.Hanson@meritcare.com>
Fargo, ND 58102 - Friday, February 17, 2006 10:41 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi!
Thanks for the update (and the music)! The only way Randy get upset about people mixing us up is when someone calls on the phone and calls him "Ma'im" (how do you spell that, anyway?) I can't believe with his gravelly voice that anyone would mistake him for a woman!
It makes me REJOICE that you are doing so well, Erik! Praise God! I pray everything will be good with Brandi's health as well! What a fun thing to do - hairdressing - I think that sounds fantastic! All the best to you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, February 17, 2006 3:42 PM CST
Dear Erik & Brandi,
Sounds like things are going along real great for you two. We are sure pleased to hear that. It was nice getting to talk to you when you were in PR. I had a nice trip to CS; good to be back home though. Mardi Gras parties start this weekend. Larry is getting excited!! Hope the Docs figure out what is causing Brandi's distress. Take care of yourselves and stay warm!
Love, Grandma & Grandpa H.
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Galveston, TX USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 2:15 PM CST
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, February 14, 2006 2:52 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Thanks for the update! I sure hope everything is fine with Brandi .... PLEASE don't let it be kidney stones! Ohhh, ouch!
Randy is still working late (go figure), so he hasn't read your message. I copied and pasted what you wrote ... wondering if Jordan and the "OTHER DUDE" are still around - you KNOW they are going to get a laugh out of THAT one!
BTW ... I'M the one who wanted the PacMan music ... THANK YOU!!! Love you both,
Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:59 PM CST
Great update Erik! You are a natural born DJ--GO ECHOKNIGHT!
I thought it was cute that you said "Just got the results of Brandi's tests..." in the middle of the night on Sunday night???? Maybe they figured out that's when you are awake?
hee hee
I love the "Dew" commercial--cute!!!
Love you!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Prak Rapids, MN - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:56 AM CST
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Erik and Brandi <Erik.Ludwinski@ndsu.edu>
LiveWire Reserch Facility, MD - Monday, February 13, 2006 2:56 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Any news on the ICC from Dr Seeger's lab?
Any results on the ultrasound?
Hoping you are pain free dear Brandi!
Praying,
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, February 12, 2006 9:40 PM CST
Hello Erik and Brandi! Happy Sunday! We are shoveling out of 18" of snow here today. It sure is pretty though!
Okay Brandi...the mother in me is coming out...you are doing such a wonderful job of caring for your husband, but don't forget to breathe once in awhile and care for yourself too. You need each other. I hope that all of your tests turned out okay and that if it is gall stones, that it will be resolved quickly. We can't forget to pray for you too. xo
This coming weekend is the Penn State Dance MaraTHON that benefits children with cancer. We are soooo excited! It is a wonderful event...I end up with drippy eyes all weekend! Anyway, if you would like to be involved, here is what you can do.....go to www.thon.org There is a link for MAIL CALL - you can send e-mail to the dancers, letting them know you are supporting them. I think it would be so meaningful if you could tell them a little about what you have been through? These kids are amazing and they give so much of their hearts. We have sent "snail mail and packages" to the dancers we know, but have been randomly choosing names of dancers we don't know.
MAIL CALL happens around 3AM Sat or Sunday....talk about there not being a dry eye in the place!
I hope you're having a wonderful weekend! love, sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 3:32 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
I loved the photos of the Lake Superior trip. That is such a gorgeous area and I love it but I havent been up there since the late 70s !!! I hope you are feeling well, being well, and doing well. Busy busy busy over here with the business and 5 kids with one more on the way !! Just built a shop to and that is still in need of much work. The Lord has blessed us with some really nice jobs at work. 5 empoyees this winter , whew !
Take care and may God bless your married life.
randal
Randal Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN Hubbard - Saturday, February 11, 2006 11:08 AM CST
Hey, you two! Nice to get an update...I hope Brandi is feeling better soon. I'm so happy you put all your wedding pictures on the site, they're great! BTW, don't worry about your 21st b-day---- "Alcohol and prostitution has robbed my people of their senses" -Hosea 4:11 (new living translation)
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Friday, February 10, 2006 9:30 AM CST
Accutane: Eden was really dry around her mouth and between her eyes. She didn't have any mood swings at all. I would suggest using Aquaphor (made by Eucerin) on your face while you're taking it. We found that vitamin E helped with the dry lips, we found it bottled (instead of in the little gel caps) in the lotion aisle at our local Meijer store. I could only find the Aquaphor at Walmart though. They told us to be careful of too much sun while on it, so find a good sunscreen and use it whenever you go out. If you do a good job, your skin should be softer then ever! Brandi won't be able to stop kissing you.
Hope Brandi has gotten some results and is feeling better.
Love from Ohio!
Shelly Adams (www.edenadams.com) <hondale@sbcglobal.net>
New Albany, OH - Thursday, February 9, 2006 8:04 PM CST
Thank you for the music! I almost bought an old Moon Patrol arcade machine for $200 a few years back but didn’t….I still regret it. It’s a very simple but fun game.
I was on Accutane when I was about your age…..no depression but REALLY dry skin. My lips would really peel badly. I suggest lots of Chap Stick and moisturizer.
Love you guys,
Aunt Joan
Joan Ludwinski Lucas <jlucas@kobtv.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, February 9, 2006 11:06 AM CST
Hi--Sounds like things are going quite well. I am so thankful that you have come this far. Steve had his last (hopefully) chemo last week and got out of Fairview on Saturday so now on with the fitting and measuring for his prosthetic leg. Take care and hope all goes well with Brandi's health concerns too.
Carla Symons (Steve's Mom) <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Osnabrock, ND USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 9:33 AM CST
Accutane can cause neuroblastoma cells to differentiate (go from cancerous to benign).
How did the ultrasound go?
Love MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, February 9, 2006 8:08 AM CST
Erik ~ My son was on Accutane for 2 years. 3 pills in the morning, 2 at night. He also started them not too long after his 1st transplant. He was never depressed. The only side effect that he really had was dry skin around his face (especially his lips and ears). Great news about your scans and tests. I hope Brandi feels better soon. Take care!!
Cathy Rezmer <cjrezmer@yahoo.com>
Bay City, MI USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 6:57 AM CST
Great news about your test results!Keep up the good work. The drinking thing at 21 is overated anyway. - Brandi, i hope your feeling better real soon.
MIchelle <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 6:07 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Is this what happens when you feel well and healthy? No news must be FANTASTIC news! Would love to hear that things are going well for you! We miss you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:41 PM CST
Hi you two -
Just checking in - waiting to hear about more fun. Love the pink 50 cent cuddly!
Take care and stay well!
Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 11:43 PM CST
Cutest ever newly weds!!!!!
Doesn't Erik look great????
Doesn't Brandi look great???
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Monday, February 6, 2006 5:46 PM CST
Hey guys! Hope your weekend in PR was fabulously fun!! Could you find the theme song to the old "Kirby" Nintendo game? He's the coolest! Miss you guys & hope to see you soon... :-)
Ashlee
St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 5:33 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi! I hope you two are enjoying a wonderful Sabbath!
With love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, February 4, 2006 12:51 AM CST
Ooops, we accidentally added our previous entry twice!!! Sorry about that. You'd think that we'd be more careful with our "back" key, since we've been doing this for awhile now. Anyway, we will check back again soon!!! Keep enjoying your lives as newlyweds!!!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 10:02 AM CST
Erik and Brandi -
We just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you both. We hope that all is well. We continue to pray for you daily. Have a great weekend.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 9:59 AM CST
Erik and Brandi -
We just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you both. We hope that all is well. We continue to pray for you daily. Have a great weekend.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 9:59 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi! No news must be good news! Always praying for the best ... ! Love you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, February 3, 2006 5:11 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi! Just thinking about you two - praying that everything is going well and you are both feeling GREAT!
Love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 4:13 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi! It's nice you are feeling up to writing, Erik! Can you get the sound to PacMan? I don't know if that one even had a sound (?). Just curious.
Hope you two are doing well! We'd love to see you when you come to PR for a visit ...! Love you both -
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 6:14 PM CST
Hi Erik,
I looked on ocremix.org looking for my favorite old video game music - Moon Patrol, but it wasn't there. I guess I'll have to settle for Super Mario.
Glad to hear you're feeling well. The wedding album is great. Thank you for sharing.
Love, Aunt Joan
Joan Ludwinski Lucas <jlucas@kobtv.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 5:36 PM CST
Those wedding photos are beautitul! I'm glad to hear you are doing so well and will keep you in our prayers for continued improvement!
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 8:54 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you! Hoping to hear more excellent news from the Dr's! Love to you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, January 28, 2006 10:28 AM CST
Hi Lovebirds!
So glad to hear Erik continues to feel better. Love your journal entries! The new photo albums are excellent. Hope your weather is good. Seen any good movies lately? We liked "Glory Road" - it's a good basketball flick. Take care of yourselves.
Love always, Grandma & Grandpa
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Galveston, TX US - Thursday, January 26, 2006 3:15 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Thanks for the update - as always we are excited to hear things are going nicely for you both! Love you both~
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 9:01 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just checking in on you two. Glad to see that most of what I have missed in the past couple of weeks is more of the same special and fun life you share. Erik I hope you continue to feel better! I hope that you somehow manage to "shoot" yourself with less pain from now on!!!
Love and prayers for you both.
Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 8:55 PM CST
Erik and Brandi -
We are new to your site and have just read your journal entries. What an absolutely, adorable couple you two make!!! We are in awe of both of you!!! The strength you show is amazing. We are from Hampton, Virginia, and have two children (Emily, who is 7; and, Ryan, who is 5). We have been following CaringBridge journeys for years and have added you to our prayers. We will check back often. Take care and God bless you both. Enjoy being newlyweds --the time flies by so quickly!!! :-)
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3:18 PM CST
Oh I love the new photo albums, and the GREAT news of Erik's 30 minute work out and city adventure planned! Yippee! Hope you had a FUN DAY!!! Keep the GOOD NEWS coming!!!
LOVE from
MOM-DAD-BRO-SIS-BRO <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3:08 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi ~
It's been a long time, Erik.......since Sunnyvale, CA and CCC days. I've mainly stayed in contact with your Mom through Christmas letters over the years, so I was shocked by the one this year. I've spent the last week reading, catching up and praying. I'm humbled by the courage and optimism of all of you. What a story of God's care and power!
Lenny Triglia <lennyjean@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, CA USA - Sunday, January 22, 2006 9:04 AM CST
Dig the wedding pictures!! :)
Ariana <eirelind@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 21, 2006 2:32 PM CST
The wedding picture inspires me so! This is Caryn, Nick Franca's mom who is 16 with NB. I envision him toasting his bride someday and your picture just bring me such hope! You are bouncing back amazingly well!!!!! Thanks for sharing your journey with us! Here's hoping to boring, restful, snuggle up with your wife days as winter ticks by and spring brings new life and energy to your both! Caryn franca www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, Va usa - Saturday, January 21, 2006 10:06 AM CST
GORGEOUS wedding pics! Love you guys!!
Angela (Christi's Mom)
the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, January 20, 2006 6:55 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi, u guys sound like u r enjoying newlywed life. Hope u guys continue to be silly and enjoy each other immensely. That part of life is good! and the best medicine! I enjoyed your journal entry, u r very deep and empathetic which what makes u a great guy and probably the reason Brandi fell in love with u. I have a thought as to why they might cut themselves. I believe they r in so much pain internally where no one can see it that they cut themselves so they can respond to real pain, they focus on the pain in the cut to help forget about the depression within. Plus this way they have something to show for their pain, it isnt invisible anymore. Just a thought but u really got me thinking on that one. Keep up the great work bringing up those counts. More great days are coming. Your friends from Dedham (Boston)
Michelle Ryan <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma USA - Friday, January 20, 2006 9:29 AM CST
Here's hoping more of the excellent "nothing new to report" is going on! Normalcy is GREAT! Yay!
Love you both!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 11:54 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Haven't visited the website in a few, so I figured I would drop you guys a line. SOOOO glad to see things are still on the "up and UP"!! I absolutely LOVE your wedding dress Brandi, its really pretty! Congrats a million times on the wedding and marriage! Erik, so glad to see that your energy is back and that McDonalds food is back in your life! haha well enjoy the "maritalness" and God bless! Erik, tell your family hello.
Always praying...
Jess
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 10:09 AM CST
YEAHHHH!!!! Good news updates!!! Brandi, you don't worry...we know that no news is good news and that you two are just having fun being newlyweds! ...you can skip posting updates, but we won't skip praying! Victor and I still go on marital shopping trips and we've been married almost 25 yrs! : ) xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006 3:07 PM CST
Hello again, Lovebirds! Just thinking about you and wishing you all the best! With love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 9:01 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Yay! So exciting to hear his white cell counts are continuting to rise!!!! Praise God!!! Love you both,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, January 16, 2006 4:44 PM CST
Just checking in to see how the platelet count is doing? No new update, so I take that to mean good news!! Have a blessed day - you are in our prayers!
Bruce & Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 11:28 AM CST
We will keep praying for your full recovery. God will provide for all that you need! God bless.
Debbie Motylinski and family. <dmotylinski@comcast.net>
Medford Lakes, NJ Burlington - Monday, January 16, 2006 8:41 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
I check your site daily, and rejoice with you at this wonderful news! The wedding photo is so beautiful, and it is really great to hear about all of your triumphs. Praise be to God for answering our prayers! Just keep doing what you're doing, and continue to let us know how to focus our prayers.
Here's to a wonderful 2006!
Mary Pears <pearsfam5@yahoo.com>
Maxwell AFB, AL 36113 - Sunday, January 15, 2006 5:13 PM CST
Happy Platelet day. I added this day to my official calender now (hee hee). Glad all is going well. I love the wedding picture. Absolutely beautiful. Take care and god bless.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 10:18 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi! Hope you are having a fantastic time at home ... just enjoying each other's company! Wishing you all the best! Love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, January 14, 2006 7:54 PM CST
God is good. This is wonderful news! Much love to Erik & Brandi as you both continue to serve God. Your love for each other and God has truly blessed your lives - and will continue to bless your lives.
Patricia Samuel <ladyp_1@msn.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 11:54 AM CST
Erik & Brandi, Congrats on the "counts", the shared time together and everything else that's going good.
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@iglide.net>
Maple Grove, Mn USA - Friday, January 13, 2006 3:08 PM CST
Grea news!! Yahoo, cheers from Chicago.
Enjoy teh day, the food and your dates!
love,
Ronit
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Highland Park, IL U.S.A. - Friday, January 13, 2006 10:08 AM CST
Brandi, you need to be a journalist. When I read what you wrote ... I cried. You have a gift. My whole heart rejoices in God's gracious provisions! I praise Him over and over for His protection for both of you - to see you through the greatest hurdle in you lives! I am thrilled beyond what words can express at how exciting this news really is! Thank you, God! Thank you, Brandi - for all your updates and your special way of bringing your journey to all of us in a way that is alive with feeling and emotion. We love you both, and can't thank you enough for your undivided attention to the man you love. When God said "and two shall become one" - I really believe he meant for you two to be together as husband and wife. Together, you two are perfect in God's eyes. It is your devotion and true love for one another that I believe was instrumental in bringing about the peace and trust in God that allowed Him to work his miracle in Erik's body. Erik, as a man of God, your strength through God has given you the most powerful witness to His healing. For the rest of your life, you have the most amazing testimony to share with others - to bring them to the truth of His love. I am so proud of you both! We love and admire your courage and strength in God!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, January 13, 2006 10:07 AM CST
Thank you, God! So good to hear the great news! This crowd of one is cheering - well, not loudly in my kitchen, but in the recesses of my heart!! I am in awe and so thankful to God!! Life is hard, but God is good - amazing Love!!! Keep up the good work, both of you and do continue to enjoy "regular" married life! Go, God, go!!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN 56435 - Friday, January 13, 2006 8:53 AM CST
YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!! We are celebrating Platelet Day tonight!!!!!
Thanks for all the good news and the GORGEOUS photo...ahhhh.
Shall I drop off your snowboard on my way through the cities???? :)
Day +55 for platelet engraftment--yikes!--- is a long wait---but SO HAPPY everything is going so well!
Keep up the excellent work!
Love MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, January 12, 2006 11:09 PM CST
ERIK I CAN’T WAT TEL YOU GITTO GO SNOW BORTING. RITE BAK. OWAS LOVE ARON.
ARON LUDWINSKI <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, January 12, 2006 11:00 PM CST
Yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!! It’s so wonderful to hear Erik’s doing so well. I’ve been praying all the time. I’ll keep praying and maybe once you are all better we could all go snowboarding together. Love Lesa…
Lesa Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:45 PM CST
YEAHHHHHHHH GOD!!!!!! Keep having fun you two! xo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 9:43 PM CST
Great to hear that you're doing so well. May God bless you!
I met you in Chicago and since then I was amazed at how srong and resillient you are. Keep it up.
Michael Gjonaj <petergjonaj@sbcglobal.net>
MI - Thursday, January 12, 2006 5:39 PM CST
Great to hear that your platelets are going up all by themselves.....a miracle in progress!!! I'll keep praying for the blessings to continue.
Barb Maa and family <stevemaa@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 4:35 PM CST
Just checking in on you two! Hope you're having a great week! xoxox
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, January 11, 2006 4:18 PM CST
Hi you two, what fun posts! and a GREAT wedding picture you both look great!
you two should really post to the list, it will be a close call between you and Steve as to who makes us smile more!! Maybe we can start a contest, winner gets to do a stand up routine at conference this summer:-)
keep laughing and loving married life! and keep US posted.
hugs to you both
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Highland Park, IL U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 10:26 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
What a wonderful post to read tonight. Just a normal edition of two kids in love. I pray that I read a zillion more just like it. Erik - glad to hear you are feeling so well. I hope you are both just having a ball!!!
Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 9:55 PM CST
Hello Lovebirds! I hope you two are enjoying some quiet relaxing time to yourselves! I am anxious to hear how things are going! I will PRAISE GOD the day we hear how soon Erik will be FREE of the hospital checkups and you two can plan your future together! We love to hear ANYTHING that is going on with you - do tell! All our love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 6:07 PM CST
Hey Mr. and Mrs. L...
Do you feel like stars of a reality show? :)
You are certainly OUR SHINING STARS!!!!!!
Wow, God has answered prayers so above and beyond all we have asked!
May He continue to pour blessing upon blessing on your lives!
Keep up the beautiful work loving and healing!
Thanks so much for the updates! We love reading how you are doing!!!!
LOVE AND PRAYERS
Mom-Dad-Bro-Sis-Bro
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 10:52 AM CST
Brandi,
Thanks for making checking in on Erik SO MUCH FUN. Donna has the perfect woman following in her footsteps. Thanks for doing such a great job updating the site. LOVE the wedding picture. Thank you for FINALLY getting it on there, jeez! How long have you been married now?
Shelly Adams www.edenadams/com <hondale@sbcglobal.net>
Westerville, OH - Sunday, January 8, 2006 11:02 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Thanks for the great update! It is fun to hear all the little details of what is going on! It is refreshing to know that you are able to get out and enjoy yourselves with friends and family - what a blessing! You both have such fantastic attitudes about life and God ... and how God has blessed you for it with continued improvement in Erik's health! Yay!!!! All our love
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, January 8, 2006 12:40 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi!
Here is a partial list of our prayers for you the last couple weeks since you were here:
Platelets to climb up and stay up on their own, so you can go snowboarding before the snow melts!
Immune system to recover and be strong so you can handle the crowds while snowboarding this spring!
Eating and gaining strength (work outs) so you can go snowboarding by March!
Getting days and nights turned back around so you can snowboard during the day and sleep at night sometime soon! (Lesa's prayer... hee hee!)
We really hope you are well on your way to full recovery and will keep praying!
Hope you are enjoying some relaxing days, not too much time in the clinic, and lots of good food and old movies!
We love you!
MOM-DAD-BRO-SIS-BRO
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, January 7, 2006 3:09 PM CST
Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!
OK, so it is a little belated. Whatever.
I enjoy your updates, share your ups and downs, look forward to new prayer requests, laugh at your silly pictures, admire your attitudes and courage, and tell your story to everyone who will add you to their prayer list or be touched and encouraged by your story.
May the LORD continue to bless you in 2006, bring complete healing to Erik, and open a path for you to both follow in HIS will.
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 12:03 AM CST
Hope all is well!
Still praying constantly!
We love you!
Love MOM, DAD, BRO, SIS, BRO
Donna Ludwinski <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, January 7, 2006 10:25 AM CST
Good morning Brandi and Erik! Happy Saturday! ...so, how bout those Nittany Lions! 3 OTs! Our friends were here until 2AM...could not even function the next day! But it was all worth it! Hope you two are continuing to do well ...we continue to pray for continued miracles!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 6:45 AM CST
Hi Erik:
Blessings to you! I just heard about you from your mom via the Lunch for Life campaign. My son Jackson is 5 1/2 years old and had stage IV Neuroblastoma when he was 22 months. He has been doing great since he completed treatment three years ago. My husband and I will say a prayer for you - we all need them!!! Congratulations on your marriage - you two look so "in love." Ah.
Christine and Barry Hay <barryhay@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 10:12 PM CST
How are THE NEWLYWEDS? We wish you a wonderful New Year!
Northern Friends
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 4:15 PM CST
Hey, you two ... Here's hoping each day brings a little more strength ... a little more encouragement ... a little bit closer to recovery! Love you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, January 5, 2006 8:52 AM CST
Dear Eric,
Happy New Year!The only thing I want to wish YOU for 2006 is to be cancer free again and for the rest of your life!
With love and hope
Zaklina & Eduardas
http://www2.caringbridge.org/europe/eduardas/index.htm
Zaklina& Eduardas
France - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 5:53 PM CST
FYI...8pm EST... Penn State vs Florida State... in case you're looking for something to do tonight, you can help cheer on our Blue and White! : )
WE ARE...
PENN STATE!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 4:07 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just wanted to let you know you are on our minds and in our prayers ... we love you both! Let the healing continue!!!!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, , MN - Monday, January 2, 2006 1:03 PM CST
HAPPY NEW YEAR ERIK AND BRANDI!! It is just so uplifting reading the wonderful updates...the continued miracle! xo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Monday, January 2, 2006 11:12 AM CST
Brandi, that picture of you with the cake is hilarious!! Makes me laugh every time! Erik, you rock! Thanks for taking care of that wonderful lady for me. I can't wait to see you guys this week - love you!!!
Ash <ashleejune@hotmail.com>
Norwood, MN USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 3:07 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Glad you had a nice (although quiet) time last night. It's nice to hear you are taking it easy on your stomach now! Thinking of you always!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, January 1, 2006 1:00 PM CST
Happy New Year - it is officially now 2006! Praying God's richest blessings on you! Time to go to bed!!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Sunday, January 1, 2006 0:30 AM CST
Erik,
jeez, Im surprised that you didnt say that you also ate an egg and sardine omelet with peanut butter and spaghetti noodles with just a dash of chocolate sprinkles on it! And dont forget a generous slathering of red hot cheese wiz ! I hate throwing up. Usually my face contorts so bad that I also get a bloody nose at the same time ! So then when Im finally done and stand up I have vomit all over my face and beard and blood all over my mustache. With my eyes all red and teary and bloodshot, it looks as though My face caught on fire and somebody put it out with a shovel! But enough about me. This is randal. How have you been other than your self induced food atom bomb? We look like twins as Im loosing vast amounts of my hair also. Mine isnt from cancer though. Its from heredity, job stress, and 5 kids. We have a sixth baby due at the end of May also. Funny story..., the other day as I was driving home from work in my truck, I heard a bang, looked in my rear view mirror and was astonished to see my tailgate sliding down the highway behind me! Odd because this is the tailgate that wouldnt stay up but if you ever got it to stay up it wouldnt open. Its like it just tore free from the truck in an attempted suicide. I quickly raced into the ditch and rescued its battered carcass. Now its recuperating outside my shop. Im taking it in to the mechanic in a couple days to try to have it surgically reattached. Amazing, its just after four PM and already its getting dark. I like the amount of light we get in the summer instead. Take care and may God bless you both,
randal
randal guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 4:22 PM CST
Dear Erik & Brandi,
It was great getting to talk to you on Christmas! What a wonderful gift! Your last journal entry was great! We wish you a wonderful New Year. Let's have a better 2006 than 2005. Take care of yourselves.
Love always,
GrandMa & GrandPa
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Galveston, TX USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:50 PM CST
Dearest Brandi and Erik,
We are on cloud nine that Erik continues to get better and better. God is soooo good! It was so nice to hear your voice last week when you called! Even though it must have been a very tiring trip, it was such a good thing to do - for you, your parents, and your siblings. We love your entries, Erik! They make us laugh so hard! We hope you will write more. In the meanwhile, we are soooo greatful for Brandi's frequent updates!!!! We love you both and continue to pray, pray, pray.
Aunt Dawn <dropsal@wcta.net>
Laporte, MN USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 10:58 AM CST
Oh Erik!! LOL~!
I'm so happy that you have been feeling better this past week. Although having an upset stomach totally bites, maybe it will show you not to eat a ton of junk food like you mom probably used to tell you!! haha
I was thrilled when I read that you were able to make it home for Christmas after all. It's great to be around family this time of year!
Cheers!
*~Adey Maves ~* <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Saturday, December 31, 2005 0:36 AM CST
Oh your poor stomach!!!!! But hope it tasted better going down than it did coming back up!...how's that for a come back! : ) Have a wonderful New Year! xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, December 30, 2005 10:49 PM CST
Hi Erik & Brandi,
Sounds like your stomach was rebelling - a bit of a shock maybe :-)!! I will be praying for you this New Year's - that the Lord will grant you a year of healing, growing, drawing closer to Him, and lots of unconditional love from Brandi, family and friends! Thank you for the updates on the website - it really helps for those of us that are praying, praying, praying!! Loved the picture of Aron on the guestbook - he is precious!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 5:50 PM CST
Good to hear from you, Erik. Your spirits are high....enjoy reading about your daily progress. Still in our prayers...
Barb Maa and family <stevemaa@earthlink.net>
Colorado Springs, - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:26 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi!
SOOOO GLAD everything is going great, except the bit about the interesting combo that upset your stomach at 4 am....
Hope your tummy feels better and you keep eating and you can get off the TPN soon!!!!
Hope your platelets start showing up on their own too!
We had a fun little get-away and are now home shoveling snow!
We love you two and are SO GLAD you are on the mend!!!!!
We are still ecstatic and rejoicing about your MIRACLE visit! I for one am very glad you called and told us Erik, because I got four whole hours of crying done before you got here! Then I could actually talk when you got here!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:25 AM CST
Sorry to hear about the "war" in your belly but
guess it is good that you felt well enough to
eat all that stuff. Bet I would get ill too if
I ate all that. But it is terrific that you
have an appetite. Maybe just not so much of a
mix next time. I am a nurse, so you could tell
that story at the dinner table to me and I would
just laugh and keeping eating my meal. Really,
I am glad you are feeling better.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, December 30, 2005 5:35 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
I pray for you often. I look forward to seeing the two of you soon. Have a happy new year. Let's get together for a steak dinner soon. The herd would like to see you.
Prayers and love,
Anna
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Thursday, December 29, 2005 9:45 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi!
Thank you for updating the site! I do appreciate knowing what is going on ... and PRAISE GOD for the great news! I think it would be fantastic to have the whole weekend to yourselves! You must be doing a fantastic job nursing, Brandi, because Erik seems to be doing nothing but GETTING BETTER! Whoo hoo!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, December 29, 2005 6:42 PM CST
Hope you two lovebirds are having a wonderful day! Love to you both~
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, December 29, 2005 12:02 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi! I am so happy you got to spend some time with both of your families! I think it was a wonderful surprise - not only for them - but for you both to decide to just up-and-go! Sounds really nice. We pray Erik's platelets continue to increase and the healing to just keep goin'!
Love and prayers to you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, , MN - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 10:49 PM CST
Hi Erik & Brandi,
What an awesome Christmas gift to give your parents - surprise, surprise!! I am thankful you are now getting to spend time enjoying each other! Praise God for the many blessing He continues to show you both! Brandi - it sounds like you are doing great with wifehood!! God bless!!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 8:14 AM CST
What a merry Christmas! So glad you got to visit home.
Mary Vail <mvail@Prudential.com>
Southold, NY USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 7:37 AM CST
That's awesome that you were able to come back home for Christmas! Sounds perfect!
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 27, 2005 6:37 PM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi,
Its been awhile since I have checked up on Erik. SO happy to hear that your liver is recovered, Erik. They sure can act up after they get the stuffing beat out of them, can't they? I hope you are feeling noticeably better each day, and that you two had a wonderful Christmas together with family!
Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 7:11 AM CST
Love the picture. So glad you were able
to come home for Christmas and it sounds
like you are doing well. May you feel
better and better and stronger and stronger
everyday. Have a happy new year.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 5:10 AM CST
I am so glade you all got to come home. Things are so much nicer when you are home. I am glade to hear the Erik is going so well and the counts are getting better. You all will remain in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Oklahoma - Monday, December 26, 2005 9:53 PM CST
Hey, you two! I hope you had a wonderful time visiting with family! I am so excited you are doing so well with your recovery! We continue to keep you in our prayers! All our love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, , MN - Monday, December 26, 2005 10:03 AM CST
GOD BLESS YOU BOTH ON THIS CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goooooooooooooo Erik! :)
Love to you both!
justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com >
- Sunday, December 25, 2005 8:27 PM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU TWO LOVEBIRDS! xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 11:11 AM CST
Yay!!!! I am so glad you are out of the hospital and back at your home! It's great to hear Erik is feeling better! You both are in our prayers! All our love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, December 24, 2005 12:47 AM CST
Merry Christmas you two!!! I'm so glad to see that you got to leave the hosptial!!!!! I love the pics with Mom and Dad, and you Brandi since its been a year now since i've seen all of you. But we will see you all in July. We love and miss you both every much and hope that things continue to go well.
love the Harps
Niki Harp <tggr77@hotmail.com>
Naval Station Norfolk, Va USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:22 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Wow! Our God is HUGE!!! I have kept myself updated on your state of health by your progress reports and have rejoiced with you as we have witnessed an ongoing miracle.
Have an awesome Christmas together, and pamper each other.
I haven't written our annual newsletter yet, but I will send a copy to you and your mom ASAP.
Merry Christmas,
Love in Christ,
Kim Maves
Kim Maves <maves.unlimited@i-zoom.net>
Lindsay, ON Canada - Saturday, December 24, 2005 5:41 AM CST
The DANCE MUSIC makes me picture you two DANCING all the way out of the hospital... to the apartment!
The site looks so bright and cheerful! And full of good news!
We are all so happy for you! GOD IS SO GOOD!!!!!!!
I'll never forget those 19 chicken nuggets...that was the first bit of food (after the first required spoonfuls of yogurt) before you were released...miracle boy!
You can dig in those Thanksgiving leftovers now!
Love you two!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:53 PM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS! So Happy you are Home! Love, El
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma USA - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:50 PM CST
Merry Christmas to you both! Glad to hear that you will be celebrating it at home together! Glad to hear that Erik is doing so well. Amber thinks of you guys often! Wishing you a very happy HEALTHY new year!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:10 PM CST
YIPPEE!!!! Brandi, I think Erik already has the whole world!...right there with you next to him. Cute pics too. Erik thanks for allowing us to follow with you in your journey. May you both have the most beautiful, blessed Christmas ever! love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Friday, December 23, 2005 7:22 PM CST
Great news Erik. We are so glad to hear you are doing so wonderful.
Wishing you all VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!
www.caringbridge,org/ny/aarons
Ronnie, Tem and Nina <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
CA - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:36 AM CST
Congrats on being at the apartment!!!!! Must feel great to be home together! :-)
Barb Maa and family <stevemaa@earthlink.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:09 AM CST
Oooppss! That was my fault Aron's pic came out so big! SORRY!
I LOVE THE PHOTO OF YOU TWO CUTIES WITH YOUR CANDY CANES!!!!!
We are rejoicing BIG TIME over you release news!!!!!!
We are soooooooo glad everything is so much better, and you will be out soon!!!!!
YAY GOD!!!!!!!
Keep up the awesome job Brandi--your prayers are powerful!!!!
We love you!!!
Mom, Dad, Bro, Sis, Bro
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:19 PM CST
ERIK I M SO GLAD THAT YOU MITE GET OUT THE HOSTBETL. ARON
ARON LUDWINSKI <LUDFARM@ARVIG.NET>
- Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:14 PM CST
Oh Brandi! I just smile reading every post....even in those trying days....your faith...you are an amazing young woman and you are so very lucky to have each other. This was such GREAT news to read!!! Know that our prayers continue 24/7 - and may you have the most Blessed Christmas ever! love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 8:39 PM CST
Hi - just checking in to see how you both are doing. I pray that you will have a GREAT day and that God will continue to show Himself to you in many ways and that He will continue to draw you closer to Himself!! Erik & Brandi, you are my first thought and first prayer every morning!! I loved the picture and message from Lesa - she is such a treasure! You are loved very much by your family!!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 7:45 AM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi,
We are rejoicing over the good news and so happy you got to visit with Anna! You are a blessing to each other!
Praying fervently for you to feel better Erik!
We love you and miss you both so much!!!
MOM, DAD, BRO, SIS, BRO
Donna Ludwinski <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 8:57 PM CST
Dear Erik, We are praying all the time for you. Brandi thank you for taking good care of Erik.
I love you and miss you,
Lesa Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 7:30 PM CST
Hi Erik & Brandi,
We continue to life you up in prayer! Our small group is also praying for you every time we meet (last night). You two are amazing in your attitude and strength! When I was praying for you this morning, I thought about the awesomeness of God's gift to us in His Son (the Christ child) and that this same God made you and loves you and hears our prayers for you - we can trust Him that He has a plan and purpose for your life and that His plan is for good! Thank you, Brandi, for keeping us updated - it helps us so much in knowing how to pray! God bless!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 8:28 AM CST
Wow, you are just full of good news today.
That is great. Sounds like all is checking
out good. Hope they figure out what is
going on soon. At least the lab values are
lowering. That is only a good thing.
Thinking of you and praying things continue
to only get better and better.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 3:57 AM CST
Hi Erik,
So happy to read Brandi's update tonight. I was reading your journal and this wonderful music came on. I am sitting in the hallway at a computer workstation at the hospital where my daughter is just finishing her first tranplant. I thought to myself - "Wow, I never heard music in the corridor before today - how nice!"
Then I clicked to your guestbook, and at once the music disappeared. That's when I realized it was you! Its lovely.
Well you keep hanging tough Erik! Seems as though you have the world behind you - I am so happy to read about you tonight.
Happy Holidays to you and yours -
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 1:44 AM CST
just wanted to stop by and wish you a very happy christmas. I stop by often but have never signed. Lots of love Beth and 
megans page <bethhughes30@tesco.net>
croydon, surrey, uk - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:41 AM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi,
I wanted you to know that our church is praying for you. I pray that God will keep you and your families encouraged. God's Peace and Merry Christmas to you,too!
Roni Campelli <vcampelli@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:01 AM CST
Saying Prayers and Thinking of You. Wanted to Wish you all a Happy Holiday! (((HUGS))) Katarra and Family
Katarra Ewing <sweetpeakaris@aol.com>
Canton, Mi US - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 9:58 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
It was nice to see you tonight. I love hanging out with you. Erik, I pray that you'll be feeling better soon. I love you both.
Anna and the herd
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Monday, December 19, 2005 8:45 PM CST
I am praying for Erik every day.
I hope he will be fine soon.
I am so happy Brandi that you have so strong faith!
Yasmin (Emin's mom) <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Monday, December 19, 2005 11:40 AM CST
Hi Brandi & Erik,
We were very happy to read the update! So glad that the Docs have pretty much ruled out VOD. Just hope they solve the latest puzzle and you will be out of there and back in your apartment soon. Keep the faith! Love you!
Grandma & Grandpa
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Galveston, TX USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 9:35 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi, Know that your Nebraska Prayer Warriors are praying. Just let us know what you need. Keep up your positive attitude and keep the faith. Jean
Jean Schafersman <jeanschafersman@yahoo.com>
Hooper, NE USA - Sunday, December 18, 2005 10:28 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just wanted to let you know you are on our hearts and in our prayers. Hoping your stay in the hospital is short, and this hurdle with be overcome quickly. We can't wait to see you when you get back to PR! Keep us updated! With love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, December 18, 2005 6:20 PM CST
Hoping and praying that things are okay and that the weekend was full of smiles for you. xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, December 18, 2005 11:15 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
You do have a whole community of prayer warriors "working" for you both! I, too, look foreward to the future and seeing you both happy and content with the life God has given you. I stand on faith that God will heal Erik, and you two can get past this time, and start planning more for your future together! You have the spirit of God in your heart, Brandi and Erik ... it is definitely showing through! in Love and Prayers always,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, December 16, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Always thinking and praying for you both. Keep your heads up.
Jess
Jessica Zajac <jess@nu-wavewireless.com>
Merrimack, NH - Friday, December 16, 2005 3:51 PM CST
hi erik
my name is lauren and i found your website through beebo's site.
you are in my prayers and thoughts.
love lauren
caringbridge.com/ct/laurenmoynihan
lauren <abbarabbit@yahoo.com>
elmwood, ct usa - Friday, December 16, 2005 3:12 PM CST
Constantly praying for both of you! Yes, Brandi, we have to get everyone to pray...even people you meet in the elevator or hallway...just ask them to pray for Erik and we will do the same. Sending hugs your way and hoping for only good news. love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Friday, December 16, 2005 2:57 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
YES! We will pray that all Erik's tests come back good! It must be such a catch-22 ... enjoying being at your private home ... but having a hard time giving meds at the right time - I'm sure so many medical issues you have to deal with on your own when it's just the two of you. We pray Erik's fever will work though, and he will be on the quick road to recovery! We love you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, , MN - Thursday, December 15, 2005 8:18 PM CST
Hey Erik and Brandi!
Hope the test go well, the results are good and you are feeling better soon. Stay strong and fight. We are thinking of you.
Ronnie, Tem and Nina <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/ny/aarons, CA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 12:51 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
HANG IN THERE!!! Hope you both have a blessed and safe holiday. Cole has your picture hanging in his room. He is joyfully waiting for Santa to bring him a new bike. He told Santa he has been extra good. After what he went through how can he ever be anything but. Everytime I see your face I wonder could this be Cole's future. But enough sad. You did this once and you WILL do it again, not because you have the love of a wonderful woman, but because God needs you to prove that this thing inside you can not win in any way shape or form. He has you in the palm of His hand and He is not ever letting go. We love you both. And Cole says hi, and get better soon so we can go horseback riding in spring.
Mark and Julie Bethel (Carrie, Cassandra, and COLE) <mjbethel@unitlelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN U.S. - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 10:46 PM CST
Hi Brandi and Erik,
Ugh, that is so sad that Erik is having a tough time with keeping things down! I'm glad so far he's able to keep his platelets stablilized. You are a remarkable nurse and wife to your husband right now, Brandi. Our hearts go out to both of you as you trust God to continue to see you through this time! We love you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 7:40 PM CST
Brandi, you are doing an awesome job of taking care of that man! I know God will continue blessing you and Erik even more than you already bless each other. Love ya both!
Ashlee <ashleejune@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 4:01 PM CST
Hey Erik and Brandi- Getting to know you through your mom. My son Nick is a new diagnosis of NB as of August 17, 2005. He just turned 16 so he is at least close to your age group! I am amazed at how well you are bouncing back after such a big ordeal! What a wonderful gift to be home with your bride for your first Christmas! My oldest is married to her childhood sweetheart and they are pretty young too. Young real love is awesome, enjoy! Caryn and Nick Franca www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, Va United STates - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 1:01 PM CST
Hey Erik - sorry to hear you have not been feeling well! How appropriate with the Jaws music, Brandi! Was reading Psalm 91 this morning (Daily Bread) and you came to the forefront of my mind. I am praying that the Lord will be your refuge and strength and keep you under the shadow of His wing - a nice safe place to be! Erik - when you have a bad day, we all hurt for you, but we also pray hard for you - thank you, Brandi, for keeping us posted so we know how to pray! You are doing a great job! God bless!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 9:24 AM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi -
Happy Birthday Brandi!
Just spent quite some time catching up on you too. Brandi you write just like me (to my daughter's page) - like there was a person instead of a keyboard in front of you! I actually like it a lot! Makes you sort of feel like you were there.
Well I am just so happy (and relieved) to read how well things are going. Keep him safe and comfy. It's gotta be the best birthday present you could ever have! Good work Brandi!
Go Erik!
Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 11:40 PM CST
Happy Belated Birthday, Brandi - Oh, to be so young again!!! What a blessing to be able to share your birthday with Erik at home! Your updates are so helpful in knowing how to pray - thank you! Erik - we continue to lift you up in prayer and trust the One who made you! God is truly amazing and loves us more than we can comprehend - nice to know that we can always count on Him! Keep looking for the little joys, blessings, and praises in each day - it sounds like you do that very well! God bless!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 9:33 AM CST
Happy BIrthday Brandi, Sending you birthday wishes across the miles. Hope u have a wonderful day spending time with that incredible husband of yours. Erik, keep up the good work, and most of all, Have Fun! Michelle
Michelle Ryan <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma usa - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 9:09 AM CST
Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 0:43 AM CST
Well HAPPY BIRTHDY BRANDI!!! Hope you had a wonderful day!
Climb platelets, climb! Thanks so much for updating. You and all of your families are always in our prayers.
love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Monday, December 12, 2005 2:17 PM CST
Happy birthday, Brandi. Even though I have not met you, I feel that I know you from the pictures and what I have read about you. Erik, I keep praying for you every day. You have a lot of spunk, and the greatest of help from our loving Father. Enjoy the day together!
Ray L. Jones <rayjones45344@peoplepc.com>
New Carlisle, OH USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 6:45 AM CST
Erik & Brandi -
I read your site everyday and am in awe of all the trials you have endured. You have fought your way through them with your love, devotion, perseverance, and laughter to each other and Christ. Keep up the good fight - you will win! Happy Belated Birthday Brandi!
Doreen
EP / PR, MN USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 5:16 AM CST
HAPPY BRTHDAY BRANDI.GO / STOP. LOVE ARON JOHN LUDWINSKI.
Aron <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, December 11, 2005 10:00 PM CST
Happy birthday, you peculiar little moo cow. So you're like 5 now, right? Heres to you growing taller!
Karl Ludwinski <darthkarki@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 6:52 PM CST
Happy Birthday Brandi!!!!! Praying you and your new hubby had a wonderful day together :) I am absolutely thrilled to read that Erik has been doing so well :)
Sending you both Love, and many prayers!
Love,
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Sunday, December 11, 2005 6:38 PM CST
Happy Birthday Dear Brandi, Happy Birthday to You!
We hope you both enjoy the ice cream and the movies! Stay warm and cozy!
Love, Grandma Lou & Grandpa Larry
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Galveston, TX USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 12:53 AM CST
Thank you so much for the updates again! I just love hearing all the little details of what is going on! Hoooray for all the small miracles! Sounds like things are going great! Ahhh, what could be better? You two lovebirds enjoy your time together!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, December 11, 2005 12:40 AM CST
Happy Birthday Brandi! I think you have got the best day planned and I am glad that your birthday wishes are coming true! Blessings!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 9:26 AM CST
Happy Birthday Brandi!!!!!! I hope today is a great day for both you and Erik. Enjoy the snugle time =). I'm sure its cold outside anyways, and ibet there is snow all over the place, I wish i was back home, and could visit you guys. I just want you to know that I think that you are the strogest person I know and when things are tuff I look at you 2 and all that you are facing and I know that I can work it out, your my role modle, and how many big sisters can look up to their lil sisters?? I love and Miss you both and hope to see you soon.
love niki, brian, and kya
Niki Harp <tggr77@gmail.com>
Naval Station Norfolk, Norfolk, va - Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:30 AM CST
Happy Birthday Brandi!
You are wise beyond your years, and precious in the eyes of the Lord. Truly He will reward you for being a faithful wife, and for counting your blesings each day. Donna...you must be so proud to have such an amazing daughter-in-law!
Here is a prayer I found in one of my books, Brandee. I think it is really beautiful!
Most tender Jesus, when you walked the Earth, you were known everywhere as the divine healer. In the Gospels we learn how the sick were brought to you in numbers by their friends and relatives and are told how, without exception, they received your compassion-when as many as were brought to you were healed of their infirmities. Now as of old you are still the omnipotent physician, and the mercy of your Sacred Heart has not changed.With confidence then, I turn to you now, that you may lay the hand of your healing mercy on my sick husband and restore him to health. Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in you. Amen.
I hope you enjoy your day today, and will be praying extra hard for you both!
Mary Pears <pearsfam5@yahoo.com>
Maxwell Air Force Base, AL USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:10 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDI!!!!!!
I hope Erica was able to connect with you and bring your goodie boxes!
You have one more thing coming for your birthday...:)
ENJOY!!!!
WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!
LOVE MOM-in-law
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, December 10, 2005 11:57 PM CST
Just spent an hour reading back... You two are awsome!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDI!!!! enjoy your ice cream cake! Have a wonderful day you two!
love,
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Highland Park, IL U.S.A. - Saturday, December 10, 2005 11:35 PM CST
Hey guys! You are the cutest couple! you make me laugh... but, when i couldnt swaller tylenol or anything when i was younger i would crush it and put it in applesauce or yogurt, or chocolate pudding... have you tried that? ...Just giving you some little hints.....
Take Care
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk
Erin Mathison
Erin <erqterin@aol.com>
St.Michael, MN us - Saturday, December 10, 2005 8:00 PM CST
Brandi, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for the update! I am thrilled to hear all that you share! I just imagined how cute that would be to have a juice taste test for Erik - that made me laugh! I love hearing how you two just work through this time and make the best of all that is happening. Brandi, I am so proud of you to be so very nurturing to your beloved husband! Erik, keep up your fantastic attitude - you are an amazing man of God! All our thoughts are prayers are with you,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, December 9, 2005 9:13 PM CST
Hello! Hello! Hello! I'm glad things are getting better. I pray everyday and I'm so happy that's it's paying off. You are both so incredible!
Nicky Vik <vikxx013@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 2:54 AM CST
Hi! Congratulations on getting married. I have been following your story for a while (since my 7 month old nephew was diagnosed with NB about a month ago). i am so fascinated with your story and i always pray that all goes well for both of you. I wish you the best of luck with everything.
Amy Shelton <amym7121979@yahoo.com>
Oak Ridge, NC USA - Thursday, December 8, 2005 4:56 PM CST
Hey you lovebirds! Can't wait to get a new update ... BIG HINT HERE!!!
With love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, December 8, 2005 10:31 AM CST
dear Eric and Brandy
you don't know me, and i don't know you, but i found this website in the guestbook of my little step great granddaughter Julia . Your Mom left it there. so i clicked on and have been following your progress Eric. I am so glad your are home and you're feeling better . and i pray to God You will get your sense of Smell and Taste back soon, Julia is home too but she has a long way to go yet. But she is such a SUPER TROOPER> and i wish i could hug her but she is too far away, she is in Minniapolis Minnisota and i am in Aurora Ontario.
I wish you newlyweds a Merry Christmas, and a Blessed New Year. Bye now, greetings from Corry Vlaming.
Corry Vlaming <corryvlaming @sympatico.ca>
Aurora , Ontario Canada - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 11:36 PM CST
Glad to hear the good news! I hope Erik's taste buds recover before Chrismas! Either way, enjoy your holidays. You're always in our prayers.
Aimee, Mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@otponline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 9:12 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just thinking about you both today. I pray you are comfortable in your apartment home today! I also hope your throat and mouth feels better every day! All our love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 8:36 PM CST
Erik and Brandi, You guys are so cute! I am praying for you that this all just runs it's coarse leaves and you two can get on with your life together!! Hope you had a fun date night!!
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 12:17 AM CST
Congratulations on the homecoming!!!!! It gives new meaning to “Home for the holidays”. And Happy Birthday Brandi! I am so proud of you guys and wish you much happiness and healthy days in the years ahead. You’re in our thoughts everyday.
Love Aunt Joan
Joan Ludwinski Lucas <jlucas@kobtv.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 11:39 AM CST
Congratulations for letting you to stay in your apartment!
You must have been waiting for this!
When my son was released from his 1st transplant it took around two weeks for him to start eating again, everything tasted bad.
Also white count went up in the hospital with the help of that white count booster injection and when we got home it went down again and it took few weeks to be normal again.
I am sure you are well taken care of by Brandi.
I wish you all the best!
Best regards from snowy Finland!
Yasmin (Emin's mom) www.caringbridge.org/visit/emin <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Tampere, Finland - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 4:36 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDI! I'm so glad to hear that Erik is able to go home~and enjoy the season with his wife. I'm thinking of you and praying! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 2:32 AM CST
Good evening!! Glad to hear things are going so well. You have Nebraska Prayer Warriors who pray for you everyday. God is so goooooooood!!!! Hang in there.
Jean Schafersman <jeanschafersman@yahoo.com>
Hooper, NE USA - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 10:47 PM CST
Glad to hear you are home! Just FYI due to the total body irradiation they told her that the taste buds are usually the one thing that takes a while to come back. They told maybe a month or more. Don't get discouraged because with prayer they will be back soon. Amber's came back in about 2 weeks. We continually keep you in our prayers and thank you for all you have done for us! GO CAMP SUNSHINE!!!
Melissa Dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 6:57 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Thank you again for the great update! I'm thrilled you get to be in your "home" for a while - as you said at least out of the hospital for the night! This is just the best progress! YES, I will pray that Erik get his sense of smell and taste back! I'm assuming smell isn't great ... since so much of what we enjoy eating has to do with how it smells(?) Anyway ... I pray the throat heals so it isn't such a chore to eat (can't imagine myself eating being HARD ... just can't relate!) Thinking of you both daily, and thankful to God for all the progress! Praise God! Love to you,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, Mn - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 1:22 PM CST
Hey you 2!!! i finaly found the site. i'm so glad to see such love being sent to the 2 of you, it just brings tears to my eyes. I hope all keeps going well and that Erik can make it back to moms for the dice game, i wish i could be there too, but brian, kya, new baby hayden and i will see you at the end of july (if things go as planed) we love you both and think of you all the time. love your big sister niki
niki harp <tggr77@gmail.com>
norfolk, va usa - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 10:04 AM CST
Hey, that's great that Erik is out of the hospital. We'll continue to pray for the both of you.
Barb Maa and family <stevemaa@earthlink.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 8:24 AM CST
Hey you two!
The pic is sooo cute! I hope you're doing better Erik!
Laura
Laura Egeberg <laura.egeberg@ndsu.com>
Argusville, ND - Monday, December 5, 2005 12:47 AM CST
Hey Night-Owl-Newly-Weds!
Remember the night I slept in the conference room at MeritCare in Fargo...you both were so cute about asking me if I would sleep okay there! Being an old fogey who sleeps at night and is generally awake during the day...Well, now now you know why! :)
Are you getting emails?
I have lots of goodies for a certain Birthday Girl and need to know if I should mail (heavy) or bring (8 hours of driving)...?
If email doesn't work, phone number is on the website... :)
(SMILE!!!!!)
Love Mom
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, December 5, 2005 11:39 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
What a relief to know that Erik is feeling much better, the counts are up, and the food's going down! I have never witnessed such a holiday blessing. My prayers for a continuing recovery remain constant.
God bless the newly-weds!
-Jess
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 11:25 AM CST
Erik - I hope you know that you have been blessed by the wonderful women in your life. When you went through treatment the 1st time I was side by side with your mom. (my daughter was in treatment too) NEVER had I seen such a person as your mom. She was so loving and caring and she was such a huge pool of knowledge for me to learn from. Now to see that you have been lucky enought to find a wife with the same amazing qualities - clearly Brandi has stepped into this caregiver role like she's been doing it forever.
We are praying for you and your whole family.
Ann <falcccl@aol.com>
Derry, NH - Monday, December 5, 2005 5:57 AM CST
Wow, he really is doing well! This is wonderful news. I hope you are in your little apartment soon and get to enjoy the rest of the Christmas time together! We're always thinking about you and praying for you! Go Stemcells!
Aimee, Mom to Kendall (dx 5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 11:21 PM CST
YEAH GOD is right!!! Double YEAH GOD as we had a wonderful weekend here in the Lehigh Valley. Victor and I were host to sixteen Penn State students involved in THON, the Penn State Dance MaraTHON for children with cancer. This was "canning" weekend when Penn State students go all over the country standing in front of grocery stores, malls, and standing at intersections collecting any loose change or bills people want to donate. We had the best time with these young adults! These kids are our future and that is so very comforting. Just the group alone staying with us collected over $3,200.00 yesterday!! They were pretty pumped when they came back and finished counting.
www.thon.org
For The Kids!
Keep up the good work Brandi and Erik!!! love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 8:24 PM CST
Great news Erik and Brandi.. will continue the prayers and thoughts. Best of luck this week.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/zacharyfinestone
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary Finestone <srfinestone@hotmail.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 7:56 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Thank you so much for the update! I am thrilled to hear his white cell counts are up and he is doing so well with his appetite! God is seeing you through this time - it is very exciting to see all the great news! Love to you always,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, December 4, 2005 6:41 PM CST
Brandi,Erik,Donna...I've been following your journal through fears, tears and cheers...learning, laughing, loving as I go...Julia's grandpa joe.
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@iglide.net>
Maple Grove, Mn. USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 7:50 AM CST
Dearest Erik & Brandi,
We were so happy to read the news that things are going better and hope you will be able to get to move back to your apartment soon. We're back in Galveston and in the condo again. It's nice to have a little more room to spread out! The weather is nice - wish you could spend the winter down here! I really appreciate the journal entries, its wonderful to be able to keep up with your progress. Hope everything continues to go well.
Loads of love, always, Grandma Lou & Grandpa Larry
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Galveston, TX USA - Saturday, December 3, 2005 6:44 PM CST
Hi Brandi,
I haven't posted a message for awhile, but I read the journal faithfully and have been a constant prayer warrior. We lived in the same neighborhood as the Ludwinski's at Hanscom AFB when Erik was originally diagnosed. Our family firmly believes in the power of prayer, and we are sending many prayers of thanksgiving that God is answering all of the thousnads of prayer requests made on behalf of Erik(and all of you!) It warms my heart to read "between the lines" of your journalling and recongnize the love and devotion you and Erik have for one another. I pray that this horrible ordeal is just a stumbling block in the path of a long and fullfilling married life for you. May God continue to keep you in the palm of His hand.
Mary Pears <pearsfam5@yahoo.com>
Montgomery, AL U.S.A. - Saturday, December 3, 2005 9:50 AM CST
Isn't it an amazing feeling when you know that God is listening and you can ask him for anything and he will answer. Those times when you just feel him there with you. Your faith has brought him to you and know he will never abandon you. Our prayers are always with you!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Friday, December 2, 2005 9:49 PM CST
HEy guys! Ask the doctor to give you EMMEND. THat's Anna's favorite anti nausea meds. Only stuff that actually works for her. Its pretty newish so ...ask.
Praying things work out quickly and Erik is back to feeling well again!
Love, Laura O'Connor (and gang)
Laura O'Connor <Blakjk6@msn.com>
wheaton, IL USA - Friday, December 2, 2005 4:51 PM CST
Brandi, hold tight to God, sweety. I pray that Erik will be back to the cheery guy we know shortly!
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids, - Friday, December 2, 2005 2:43 PM CST
hi erik how are you doing? we are praying for you all the time. we all love you. love lesa
LESA <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, December 1, 2005 10:44 PM CST
Thanks for sharing with us so we know specifically what to pray for. Sending a bushel of prayers for God to sooth Erik's needs and also for continued strength for you, Brandi!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 3:00 PM CST
me again....the music playing is lovely. xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, December 1, 2005 2:09 PM CST
Always praying, however will concentrate my prayer for the intercession of St. Timothy, the patron saint of stomach ailments. There is also a violent stomach virus going around...here at least...many of our patient have had it and my co-worker...it is lasting 3-4 days. YOU TWO are the amazing ones! Thanks so much for the current updates.
Hope you have a really good night tonight. Sending hugs your way. love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 2:08 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Sorry to hear about the news today. I'm sending an extra prayer for you Erik. And Brandi, a prayer for your strength as well. Things will definitely look up!
With TONS of prayers,
Jess
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 2:05 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just thinking about you today - praying that all is well for you.
Love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, December 1, 2005 11:02 AM CST
Erik and Brandi
Reading your upbeat update warmed my heart! I am so so happy to know that Erik is doing so well! Keep on keepin on!
Love to you both,
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <Justine.saylors@mac.com>
- Wednesday, November 30, 2005 7:56 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Great news that Erik is feeling well! I'm so glad you get to enjoy some happy time together just talking and laughing together - the best medicine of all! I think it is wonderful you keep amazing the doctors with your attitude and good health! Thank you so much for the updates, Brandi - I love hearing that he is feeling so much better!!! Yahoo! Love to you both,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 5:23 PM CST
Erik, we are so happy to hear your counts are on their way up! Way to go! I hope u r feeling alot better real soon. You continue to amaze us every day. keep up the good work. Our Danny loves to snowboard also,(His favorite sport other than paintballing) wouldnt it be great to see u both (Gods miracles) gliding down one of his majestic mountains. What a vision that would be! Be well, and Brandi, Thank God for you. The Ryan Family
Michelle Ryan <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma usa - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 4:20 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Glad to see that things are looking up and Erik is improving. It's so nice to hear that you can talk to eachother again and LOL(laugh out loud)! hahaha! I believe that a big bear hug and a chuckle does just as much healing as the medication will. Thank God that Erik's condition gets better everyday. Soon you both will be enjoying the life of newly-weds.
Take care guys.
With continuous prayer...
Jess
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 12:12 AM CST
Hello, Eric & Brandy aka "The Worlds Cutest Couple", and Family
Glad to hear you are feeling much better and things are moving more smoothly for you. Praying for those counts to come up soon. I hope you guys had a great Thanksgiving, and Wish you a very Happy Holiday Season. Blessings, Katarra
Katarra Ewing <sweetpeakaris@aol.com>
Canton, mi us - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 12:07 AM CST
Dearest Erik,
The music you put on the site is so beautiful. I know I can hear you communicating through the music...
It affects my breathing, it is so heavy and sad, just like all that you have been through the past six months. But it is also determined and strong like you are, and shows your magnificent spirit shining through these incredibly tough times.
It seems cliche to say "You are so amazing"...because you are so much MORE than amazing. You are victorious and heroic and have bravely weathered such a storm.
I am so proud of you my heart could burst!
And I feel equally proud of Brandi, for the love I feel for you gives me a tiny glimpse of how all this affects Brandi's heart, knowing how much she loves you.
You both are so precious beyond words.
I love you!
Mom
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids , MN - Monday, November 28, 2005 8:48 PM CST
YAY for more white cells!
YAY for feeling better!
YAY for HUGS!!!!
YAY for impressing the docs!!!
YAY for Brandi and Erik!
Love you two!
Keep up the great work!
Mom, Dad, Bro, Sis, Bro
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, November 28, 2005 5:34 PM CST
Hey bro, glad to know you are doin better. I'm gonna have to come up and see your place when you're out of the hospital. From what I hear from Mom and Dad it's pretty cool.
New qoute of the moment: Read the Bible. It'll scare the hell out of you.
Karl Ludwinski <darthkarki@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 28, 2005 1:19 PM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi,
SOOOO glad to read your post today! Wow!! The Edina Girls U12A hockey team won the big 3rd place trophy today and voted to give it to Erik!! They dedicated the tourney to him!
It was an amazing afternoon last Tuesday,as the girls made cards for you two, assembled the Thanksgiving basket, drove down to the U of M and visited with Brandi. All 11 of them in the car with me , all talking at once and all really caring about Erik and Brandi!!
Thanks for letting us bring you a little joy and the girls can't wait to make another trip down to bring you the trophy!
Keep up the great healing and we will all keep up the prayers!
You amaze us all Brandi and Erik!!
Love from the Hollway's & Edina U12A Hockey team!!
Bill, Mary, Billy, Mikey and Molly, 11+ year Neuroblastoma high risk stage 3 survivor!!
P.S. I will send you pictures of the girls with Brandi!
Mary Hollway <Maryhollway@mn.rr.com>
Edina, MN - Sunday, November 27, 2005 10:13 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi, We are anxious for the next update (no prodding from your Mom on this either)!!! I think of you every day, and pray that God will see you both through this incredible trial. Brandi and Erik, you are both have such a fantastic attitude about all that you are going through - I continue to admire your courage and strength - through God. May He continue to give you comfort and peace as you triumph through this hurdle in your lives.
P.S. I just love it when your words speak to the love you have for one another ... it's one of those "warm fuzzies" you know ... Keep it up!!!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, November 27, 2005 3:53 PM CST
I cried all the way through this song this morning in church...says it all...
BLESSED BE YOUR NAME
Blessed be your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name
Blessed be your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name
Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name
Blessed be your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be your name
Blessed be your name
On the road marked with suffering
Oh, There's pain in the offering
Blessed be your name
Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to stay
Well Blessed be your name
YOU TWO are at the top of my very long list of all I praise God for!
A perfect, brave, smart, creative, loving, thoughtful son
and
A perfect, brave, smart, creative, loving, thoughtful daughter-in-law
I LOVE YOU TWO!!!! MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, November 27, 2005 1:24 PM CST
ERIK I KANT WAT TIL YOU HAV NO KANSR.
ERIK I LWSD MY FRST TWTH .
ERIK DED YOU EVR MET JUNK BOT IF YOU NEVR MET JUNK BOT I WEL SHOW YOU.
ARON LUDWINSKI <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, November 26, 2005 10:22 AM CST
Hi again I’m so glad to hear you are doing so much better. I can’t wait to see you again. Love Lesa.
Lesa Ludwinski <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, November 26, 2005 10:21 AM CST
Oh Brandi....you ARE so very special...thank you so much for updating...and Erik, we're so happy that you're on the upswing! We had a wonderful Thanksgiving also...30 people which was actually down from last year's count! And yesterday Michele, Meghan and I went into New York City just to walk around and we did do a little shopping. Please know that our prayers for COMPLETE healing continue for you Erik...you have such a good wife there at your side...and happy to hear that your spirits are rising. Hang in there! Thought I'd leave you with Saturday's riddle...
What has rivers but no water,
cities but no buildings,
forests but no trees,
deserts but no sand,
and mountains but no rocks?
any guesses?
Answer - A Map
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 7:01 AM CST
Excellent news! To be up and about this soon is great! Hopefully next week you can start in on those leftovers! I really think a positive attitude helps. You're an amazing couple. Happy thanksgiving! You are still in our prayers.
Aimee, mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 2:30 AM CST
Erik & Brandi,
Great report!! Enough good news to be very thankful - praying the white count continues to climb, climb, climb!!! Way to go, Donna, on the frozen Thanksgiving dinners for Erik to enjoy! Way to go, God - we know You can and will do amazing things for Erik! Erin, congratulations on your good attitude - what a blessing for all those around you! I continue to pray, pray, pray! Happy Thanksgiving! Life is hard, but God is good!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Friday, November 25, 2005 11:21 PM CST
Hey darlings, sorry to hear about the loss of your friend... I'm glad you had a great Thanksgiving despite the circumstances. Sending love.
Morgan (and Pete) <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 25, 2005 10:56 PM CST
Erik/Brandi - we want an invite for your 100-person Thanksgiving Dinner in '06! Very glad to see Erik's ANC is at 0.1. That mean the good times are-a-coming. With prayers and karma from San Diego.
Neil/Margot/Sam/Andy
Neil & Margot Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA 92109 - Friday, November 25, 2005 8:17 PM CST
Hello!!I found your page from Stanton's,just wanted to say you have another prayer warrior bringing you before the throne.I am a supporter of St.Jude's and I pray daily for several kids,you are now on my list!!I will also be praying for your family!!!Keep that fighting SPIRIT!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Friday, November 25, 2005 7:32 PM CST
Thanks for the wonderful update! YIPEE!
I'm so happy to read all the good news!
THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOW Erik you are doing FANTASTIC! Nothing like mama-in-law's cooking to perk you up!!!!
GO ERIK!!!!!!!!!!!
GO WHITE CELLS GO!!!!!!!!
Hope to hear you are OUTTA there soon!!!!!!!
So THANKFUL for everything!
LOVE from Mom and everyone here!
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 25, 2005 7:16 PM CST
Hi, This is Brandi's mama and Erik's new mama-in-law. Sorry about the updates, I have been keeping them busy. I got to visit with my favorite boy last night, he looks wonderful and was so talkative. He even managed to swallow down some cranberries and gravy( not together), not bad for just coming out of transplant. Paul and I would like to thank all of you for your constant support and caring for Erik and Brandi, they are an amazing couple and anybody who comes in contact with them is that much better in their life. God has not only blessed us with a wonderful, caring daughter, but an amazing man who has taught us more about life than the years we have lived. Everyday is precious, hold on to it and those close to you as we have found. I am very proud of Brandi as how she has kept this site updated, I was totally amazed after reading it. To do what she does day in and day out and still find time to update this site, is amazing. She is blessed to have found Erik in her life as is Erik to have found her. They are living through each other. They are a constant reminder of what marriage is (Today is one month anniversary!!) They have lived more in these last six months than many people I have met who have lived a lifetime. It is not the quantity of life it is the quality, and theirs is the best. So if Brandi is a little slow on the updates these last few days, she is just getting some superior quality time with her hubby! Life is good, God Bless you all for your time and prayers.
Thank you all from Brandi and Erik's new Family-
Paul, Tina, Gabbi, Hunter,Niki&Brian,Kya,Jessi&Bob,Uncle Miff, Aunt Kim, Cory,Katie,Daniel,Samuel, Ben, Kaaren,Wyatt,Rian,Steve,Kay.
The Family of Brandi Brandenburg....now Ludwinski!!
Lake George, Mn USA - Friday, November 25, 2005 5:16 PM CST
Hi SuperMAN Erik and WonderWOMAN Brandi,
You are STILL THE INCREDIBLES!!!!!
Hope your visit with your family was wonderful Brandi! I am sure your mom made some wonderful food for you!
This is such a flash back to 1992...Erik in transplant at this time of year. It makes me cry thinking back on how Erik would draw pictures of food that he wished he could eat...
Hope your mouth is feeling MUCH better Erik!
We are praying non-stop here and everyone misses you both terribly. Hoping every minute of everyday is an improvement. You are the strongest people I know! So many people love you both and so many people are praying for you to continue to amaze the doctors and nurses!
I get emails and calls constantly asking how you are doing!
We love you sooooooooooo much!!!!!!!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 25, 2005 4:36 PM CST
Can't stop thinking about you, Erik and Brandi (and Anna). And of course that reminds me to pray for you and wanted to let you know that today!
Alyssa Harlan <alyssaharlan@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 25, 2005 4:30 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Our prayers are for restoration and good health.
With love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 25, 2005 1:40 PM CST
Can I complain a little about the lack of updates????
Can I complain a LOT about the lack of updates?????
Can you tell I am teasing you and really love you even though there ARE NO UPDATES SINCE WEDNESDAY?????
A call or email works too....
LOVE YOU BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 25, 2005 11:17 AM CST
I am sorry to hear of the loss of Judge. I will continue to pray for the both of you and Judge's family. Hope you had a good Thanksgiving. Prayers..
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, November 25, 2005 10:54 AM CST
Erik and Brandi,
I'm glad you got to meet Judge. He thought a lot of both of you. I'd like to come see both of you when things settle down. My prayers are with you.
Love, Anna & "The Herd"
ps. Emma is sitting on my lap while I type this. She sends her love.
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Thursday, November 24, 2005 12:48 AM CST
I'm so sorry about Judge. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you grieve and with Anna and family.
Beth Waller <waller5@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, November 24, 2005 11:56 AM CST
WE REALLY MISS YOU....
WE REALLY LOVE YOU....
Mom, Dad, Karl, Lesa, Aron...
Donna Ludwinski <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, November 24, 2005 8:23 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving Erik and Brandi! I realize this is probably not how you invisioned your first holiday as man and wife, but you are together and that is the important part! You can always cook a turkey next week when Erik is feeling more up to eating it... and remember that pumpkin pie is not only a vegetable, but a "soft food".... good for sore mouths!
We're praying for you. I hope the engraftment moves along faster and the fevers and sores subside quickly. Blessings!
Aimee, mom to Kendall (dx NBIV 5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:37 PM CST
Hi Brandi and Erik! It is so nice to read your updates - I was unable to log on for two days (?) We pray for you to continue to stay strong in your faith in God and you love for one another! As always, our prayers and thoughts are with you! All our love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:24 PM CST
Still thinking and praying for you. Wishing you a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:56 AM CST
Happy (First-together!) Thanksgiving, you guys! I think you should save two plates of all those turkey fixin's, freeze them, and then when Erik feels better, share your First Thanksgiving dinner together! (Hmmmmm......I wonder if Jellied Cranberries freeze well or if they just turn into......WHAT???!!!) Okay, that visual image just wasn't too jolly! Uggh!
ANYWAY, here's wishing the cutest couple a wonderful Thanksgiving, and looking forward to NEXT year and the following 80 more that you two can share Thanksgiving together!
Happy Healthy Thanksgiving!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:02 AM CST
Have a very nice Thanksgiving you kids... praying for wellness of stomach and mouth for Erik!
Morgan and Pete <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:47 AM CST
Praying like crazy here.
You can't hug Erik but you can go head-to-head????
I am so glad your parents are coming!
Hope Erik will do okay briefly without you so you can visit with them a little...
Love you both,
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids , MN - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:44 AM CST
Erik & Brandi, My name is Joe Fraher and I work with Anna Getchell at Qwest Communications in Mpls. She came over to my desk the other day to show me her Neuroblastoma wrist band and to tell me about the pizza night with you Brandi. Part of our connection is that we are co-workers and the other thing we share is "cancer". My 2 1/2 yr old granddaughter Julia was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma in July of this year. She had surgery(Mpls Childrens Hosp) last week to remove most of the tumour and is doing well at this time. I hope and pray you get well Erik even though you're going through a "living hell". Your mom emailed me because she ran across my name on "Judge's" site so we've exchanged a few emails. We also have common connection in "TENNIS" so who knows maybe someday we'll get together and play...they don't call me "foot fault fraher" for nothing! Hang tough, lean on each other and beat this disease.
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@iglide.net>
Maple Grove, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 8:09 AM CST
Erik & Brandi,
I have been following your story. I have prayed for the both of you for quite a while now, and I am so happy to hear some good news coming from your side. I am about the both of your ages and I can't imagine having to deal with what you are going through. Your strength and love for one another is so inspirational. I will continue to pray for you Erik and visit the web page for updates. If either one of you need anything please let me know. Happy holidays to the both of you and your families. I hope you have a very joyous season- and try and keep WARM!!!! :) I am from MN so I know how cold it can get. Stay strong! 602-685-6048.
Tracy Monahan <tracymonahan@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 6:04 PM CST
Dear Erik & Brandi,
We're thinking of you and hoping every day is a beautiful new day for you both. I'm glad to be back where I can read your journal updates. Love the photos also. Wish we could just pop in to say "Hello" and chat, but guess this will have to do for now.
Loads of love and best wishes to you both,
Grandma & Grandpa H.
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
Las Cruces, NM - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 4:14 PM CST
Dear Erik and Brandi,
We are praying constantly here...
I have called the nurses every day and they are very nice about letting me know how you are feeling and what's going on, Erik. Haven't pestered any doctors lately.
We miss you guys so much and hope you are feeling better everyday!!!
LOVE MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:39 AM CST
We're so happy for the good news... loads of love :)
Morgan and Pete <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, November 21, 2005 12:02 AM CST
Such good news...now concentrating our prayers on Erik's mouth to heal. Hope today is even better than yesterday!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Monday, November 21, 2005 4:29 AM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi I can’t wait to see you again. I saw the pictures of Saint Lucia. And I hope you didn’t get a bad sun burn. I have glasses now. And I can see much better. We are bringing you your stuff soon. And I cleaned my room so now I can walk in there! Hope to see you soon, I miss you. And I pray all the time. love Lesa…
Erik I love you I hope you love me bak I wondr war you ar. I wondr ef er feling good. I hope et wel be mor snos a lot so you can snobord. Love aron.
Hey Erik, can you believe I gave up my computer for 45 minutes for Aron to type that??? Can you tell he started out by copying Lesa's spelling, then his creative streak took over...? MOM
Lesa and Aron <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, November 20, 2005 4:39 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Wanted to first of all say, congrats on your wedding! :) The pictures are awesome.. I know you dont know me, but I found out about Erik's relapse thru a friend of mine, and when I first saw Erik's picture my jaw dropped open, my son Lance (angel) looks so much like you had he grown to be in his 20's..
Erik you immediately grabbed a very soft spot in my heart..
I pray for you every single day. Hoping that your counts rise rapidly and that you arent feeling to "yukked out" Transplant is so difficult. I am glad that you have your loving wife with you..
K.. im rambling..
Praying hard here!!!!!
Much love to you both! I have asked a special angel to watch over you.
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, November 20, 2005 4:34 PM CST
Hello to my favorite Hero and Heroine,
Just w-a-i-t-i-n-g around for another update....
Hope all is well today. Can't help but WORRY when there is no news...
PRAYING constantly and missing you both terribly...
LOVE YOU
MOM
PS Dr Verneris emailed me that the ICC was negative...very good sign Erik was REALLY NED before transplant!
I emailed Dr Villablanca about the possibility of fenretinide after tranplant (I think we need to be aggressive with MRD)
Also waiting to hear if they ever got original tumor characteristics from Boston...if so YOU NEED YOUR OWN COPY!!!!!!!!!!
Donna Ludwinski <Ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, November 20, 2005 1:21 PM CST
Erik & Brandi ~ Thinking of you during this next phase of treatment and praying the side effects will be next to nothing! Hopefully the nausea will be under control and you can get some good rest so your body can make new cells! Stay strong!
God Bless! Jody
www.caringbridge.org/mn/shanekillian
Jody Killian < jlkillian@usfamily.net>
St. Michael, MN USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 11:58 PM CST
Hi Brandi and Erik:
I am praying for Erik every night and hope that his counts go up and the bone marrow cells engraft. I feel as if I am there with you from the wonderful descriptions by Brandi. I am also praying you do not get any fevers or infections. You look good Erik.
Sincerely
Christina mom to Michael (from Michigan)
Christina Gjonaj <proeuropainting@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton Township, MI USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 5:25 PM CST
Brandi, What a great job you are doing keeping us informed on Erik's progress. Often I check the page many times a day just to know what to pray for and how the two of you are doing. Remember, you are not alone and rivers of pray are always joining your stream from all over the country. Keep up the good work and make sure you take real good care of yourself too (can you tell I'm mothering you a little bit?).
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
PR, MN - Saturday, November 19, 2005 11:34 AM CST
Praying that the stem cell plasma and Erik' body does what it's supposed to do. Proud of and blessed by both of you. Praying for God's great loving healing strengthening arms to uphold you and carry you. Love, John and Sue Parks
John and Sue Parks <jsparks@wcta.net>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 10:38 AM CST
Erik & Brandi,
Praying, praying, praying! Brandi, thanks for the great job updating the website - it allows us to share in what is going on and to know how to pray - you are doing a great job! Hang in there, Erik!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 8:58 AM CST
Congrats on a great step yesterday! Hope all continues to go smoothly.
Brandi, take care of yourself and rest when you can...sleep!
Happy Thanksgiving!!
Prayers and hugs to you both,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Saturday, November 19, 2005 7:50 AM CST
Chloe continues to pray for Erik every night before bed and wants to see wedding pictures. I guess now at eight she doesn't think getting married is so yukky!
The Hauth; Cary, Katherine, Dexter, and Chloe <caryhauth@qsi.org>
Sana'a, Yemen - Saturday, November 19, 2005 5:08 AM CST
I hope and pray all the best!
I know God is taking care of Erik!
Just be patient.
You are in my prayers both Erik and Brandi.
Yasmin (Emin's mom) <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Saturday, November 19, 2005 3:36 AM CST
Well... it's been done. Now is the time for constant prayer. Trust us, we've been doing plenty of that and will continue until we get the good news. Love you guys.
Morgan and Pete <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids, - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:54 PM CST
Praying, reading, praying, wondering, praying, praising God it is going so well! Praying....Mary Ahrendt and family
Mary and Dave Ahrendt, Nate and Michaela too! <hmt@wcta.net>
Park Rapids, MN US - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:23 PM CST
You are looking good Erik. Thanks for keeping us all updated Brandi....you're doing a terrific job! :-) You both are in my prayers daily. Now I'll pray even more fervently. Remember "Be strong and courageous the Lord is with you both.
Barb Maa and family <stevemaa@earthlink.net>
Colorado Springs, - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:04 PM CST
Brandi, you are doing a terrific job of keeping the updates coming. We are praying for you both and especially that the transplant will "take". God has been so good to give you to Erik. You're a gem. I am amazed that Erik has been doing so well. Isn't God good? Sending love from PR.
Jan Henderson <jarock@wcta.net>
Park Rapids, MN US - Friday, November 18, 2005 4:40 PM CST
Hi Brandi and Erik! Wow, fantastic update, Brandi! Thank you so much for all the information! You are right that Erik is doing amazingly well - but I am also so proud of you for your strength and encouragement to him! Your love for your husband shows through in what you write ... it's very touching. With God, you two can move mountains together! You are an inspiration to all who know you - and I mean BOTH of you! Continue to keep your spirits high and your focus on God. Erik, you are a man of God, and I believe He is blessing you for your courage and faith! Thanks a million for all the updates! We love you and pray for you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 18, 2005 4:19 PM CST
Praying every day in Wisconsin for the two of you. Brandi, thanks for the great updates. I read them more than you know (by the amount I sign the guestbook!) but love to see what Erik and you are doing each day. All of us are praying today for the transplant and will pray all next week for it to graft with no infections. Lots of love and hugs!
John and Alyssa, Andrew, Brady, Emma and Jonah Harlan <alyssaharlan@hotmail.com>
New London, WI USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 3:43 PM CST
Praying! Praying! Praying!
LeAnn and Joe Graham and family <jlgraham@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 18, 2005 3:02 PM CST
Erik and Brandi,
Though I haven't written in awhile, I've been following this website and have also been praying for the both of you. Today was a big day with the transplant. It sounds like Erik is resting and the waiting begins. I know that God will give Erik the strength he needs to fight this. Brandi, I know that He will give you the strength to support Erik. From what I read in the journal entry, Erik continues to suprise us all with his courage and bravery.
You both with be in my thoughts and prayers.
Take care,
Jess Zajac
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 2:15 PM CST
Brandi, you are doing an awesome job updating, when u first took over I thought Donna was still writing! You might as well take the test now for Nursing, you'll pass with flying colors. Sorry you have to learn it this way but you will learn so much more than those textbooks which will guide you to where you are suppose to be. You are growing very fast into a beautiful, intellectual woman. God has brought you and Erik together for a reason and it is being witnessed by so many of us. Keep up the good work and take care of yourself. Erik, you are still the little boy I knew from Childrens Hospital in Boston when my Danny was sick. You have fascinated me your whole life with your inner strength and your inner beauty (Sorry for sounding corny) that you have shared with the world. You are an amazing young man who has accomplished so much by fighting, staying strong and helping others along the way. I have shared your story with my family and friends for the past 13 years, your photo has never left my frig. I think and pray for you every day. Stay strong my friend. You defeated the odds before, I believe you can do it again. with Love, Michelle
Michelle Ryan <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 1:27 PM CST
Hey Erik!
Just stopped by to check on you. So the transpalnt is behind you, but few hard days are ahead. We are praying for you feeling well, for quick recovery and return home.
Fight and never give up. Take care.
Nina, Tem and Ronnie <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/ny/aarons, CA - Friday, November 18, 2005 12:49 AM CST
I love the new pictures! Erik looks great still. I hope the transplant goes smoothly for him. We are praying for you both!
Aimee, Mom to Kendall (dx NBIV 5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:29 AM CST
Erik and Brandi...many prayers coming from the East...it is well after midnight here and know prayers through the night for a successful transplant. Thank you Brandi for taking the time to keep us updated. On Saturday we will not only be cheering for PENN STATE!!!!!....but also for you! You just might be able to hear all the yelling coming from PA!!! God bless you both. Hope you feel all the love and hugs coming your way. love, sylvia
Please pray for Liam www.liamjameskane.com Thanks! xo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, - Friday, November 18, 2005 0:02 AM CST
Erik & Brandi,
Hi guys, just a quick note to let you know I was thinking of you two. Tomorrow is the big day and my thoughts will be there with you. I'll be sending my superman thoughts all the way.
Take care, be strong and have faith.
Jess
Jessica Hanson <Jessica.Hanson@meritcare.com>
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:23 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi,
So glad chemo is done!! You both are doing an amazing job as you journey through this intense storm. I know that getting married was a choice you did not make lightly- and look at all the adventure, joy, love and excitement that are yours through this amazing idea that God thought up over 4000 years ago, "where the two become one". A strand of three cords is not easily broken- it is so wonderful that you both pray together and keep God in the center of your relationship. I know that this marriage will last! Tomorrow is the big transplant day- may it be another new beginning of joy, health, fun and laughter as you share life together!!!!! "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding in all your ways acknolwedge Him and He will make your path straight!" We love you both!
Steve, Angie, Gabriella, Isaiah and Christina Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:42 PM CST
Hi Erik & Brandi,
Love the snowmen on the website - very fitting since it now looks and feels like winter! Praying for you as you REST today - for refreshment and renewal - for you to feel God's love, grace, mercy and healing power! I am praying for you always! Stay strong and be encouraged!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 8:34 AM CST
It's crazy, as I was reading through your webpage and guestbook I was listening to the song Fighter by Christina Aguilera. You should check that song out. You both are such amazing people and I am truly honored to call you both my friends. You both have an amazing spirit and you are EXACTLY where you belong...in each other's arms under God's watchful eye. You are my angels!
Nicky Vik <vikxx013@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 11:28 PM CST
Erik and Brandi, How incredibly exciting to see God's provision in Erik's attitude and ability to get through this difficult time! I admire your spirit, Erik, and congratulate you both on how amazingly well things are going! To God be the thanks! I loved the new update, Brandi ... your efforts are appreciated (so cute)! Love to you both,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 9:36 PM CST
Erik and Brandi, You do not know me, but I check in on you quite often and pray for your healing. I know what a tough time this is for you both. Stay strong
DeAnn, Angel Darren's mom
www.caringbridge.org/ok/darren
DeAnn Elliott <nbmom09@yahoo.com>
Clinton, ok - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:09 PM CST
Brandi and Erik,
I do not know you but am truly inspired by the love you share for each other and the Lord!!!!!
I have been and will continue to pray for you both to get through this so you may live a long, healthy and happy life together!!!
God bless you both!
Jennifer
Elk River, Mn - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 7:54 PM CST
Keep it up Brandi, you are good medicine for Erik. You really are almost done with this stage! Hang in there Erik. You will find those 10 pounds somewhere again(perhaps another trip to the Caribbean should be ordered).
Beth Waller <waller5@unitelc.com>
- Wednesday, November 16, 2005 3:09 PM CST
Okay, maybe this really is the twighlight zone. I KNOW I just read a new update about this (WED) being the last day of chemo and the chaplain coming in to pray before Friday's stem cell rescue...so where did the update go??????
It is gone!!!!!
Am I going bonkers????
Mom
Donna <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 2:22 PM CST
Hey Brandi...did you use "edit page" or "add new journal"??? Your journal for Monday and Tuesday is missing (should be in the journal history) and though you just posted this note...the date says Tuesday...
I don't want you to lose your journal entries, so your grandchildren can read all about this!!!!!!
Love you two!!!!!!!!!!!
MOM
PS your journal is great!!!!!!
PPS still emailing, still haven't heard back...are you getting emails? Can you call me if you are not getting emails?
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 2:15 PM CST
Praying for no nausea,
praying for strength,
praying for days of sunshine and healing,
Just praying!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 9:02 AM CST
Phenergan (generic name, promethazine) has sedative, antihistamine, and mild anti-nausea properties. It may be used to help prevent or treat nausea due to chemotherapy. Phenergan may be available in tablet form or as an oral syrup, suppository or injection. Visit the Wyeth-Ayerst website for more information on Phenergan, http://www.wyeth.com/products/phenergan.asp
Hello, I wanted to offer another option for you to discuss with the docs to help with nausea. My daughter used PHENERGAN with all her chemotherapies with Zofran and it was quite helpful.
This is such a trying time for your family, and I want you to know that you will all remain in my prayers!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:38 AM CST
Hi--I hope that things continue to go relatively smoothly for you. Now you are getting used to new faces on fourth floor instead of fifth floor at U of M--Fairview. Our thoughts & prayers are with you as you continue your journey.
Carla Symons <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Osnabrock, ND USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 7:57 AM CST
Dear Eric and Brandi,you do not know me, I have been following your websitefor sometime now, You are an amazing couple. My son was 19 when he was diagnosed with stage 4 Testicular Cancer I would like to share a Bible Verse I read everyday. Isaiah 40:31 Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles: they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. God's many blessings to you. Be strong and Be bold God will get you through this. I pray for you everyday. Jean
Jean Schafersman <jeanschafersman@yahoo.com>
Hooper, NE 68031 - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:28 PM CST
Dear Eric and Brandi,you do not know me, I have been following your website for sometime now, You are an amazing couple. My son was 19 when he was diagnosed with stage 4 Testicular Cancer I would like to share a Bible Verse I read everyday. Isaiah 40:31 Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles: they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. God's many blessings to you. Be strong and Be bold God will get you through this. I pray for you everyday. Jean
Jean Schafersman <jeanschafersman@yahoo.com>
Hooper, NE 68031 - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:27 PM CST
Brandi & Eric,
I am continuously amazed at your unfailing faith and perserverance through all this. I must say you both are an incredible encouragement to me to see how you are fighters and overcomers!!! I am so grateful for the health of my family and have so much compassion for what you are enduring and how Erik is feeling. I will continue to pray for strength, and good days too! Hang in there! You are both doing awesome!
Audra Hill
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:15 PM CST
Hi Brandi dear,
I emailed you also, but not sure the emails are getting through, so here's a repeat.
Erik did great on round two and six with the addition of reglin and benedryl (no compazine). (Round two he also had dramamine once). This is why I am big on keeping a record of my own! :) Hard to remember all this!
He probably would NOT hallucinate from the ativan at his age (more effects in children).
Hope you figure out something so he'll feel better!
Love you!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:21 PM CST
Brandi, Just an idea. Amber during her transplant had the mucositis really bad and had to get the feeding tube put in. If Erik gets that then have them put all the meds down through it. That way he doesn't have to try to swallow and have it stick on the way down. This helped Amber. Just as an FYI Amber had her cells come back on T+8, but the mucositis continued for about another day or two. Just keep telling him it does get better. We are praying for you. Just trust and know that God will answer your every prayer. You can ask for anything, believe he will answer and he will!! Trust me I have asked for so much and have been blessed with his answer every time. You BOTH will be in our prayers!!
melissa dugan (Amber's mom) <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 6:46 PM CST
Oh Brandi, you are most certainly WONDER WOMAN, and your honey is most certainly SUPERMAN! My heart just aches to be here so far away and useless to you, but it is obvious you are both perfect at handling all this. I just wish Erik could never feel lousy, and that you both have something fun to do instead of this! I miss you terribly, and love you both soooooooooooooooooo much!
Thanks so much for putting the photo on, it means the world to me to SEE you…
LOVE MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 6:10 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi, Congrats on the wedding. Sorry the first days have to be so rough, but you will look back on them when you are old and gray and love each other even more. Good luck with the transplant. My son, Ryan, had two last Dec/Jan. He did great and you will, too. We will be saying big prayers for you. Missy Morgan www.superryan.blogspot.com
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 5:17 PM CST
Hi Guys, I'm thinking of you and glad its going well.
love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 12:07 AM CST
Your pictures are so wonderful! Thanks for putting them on the site. Your love for each other is so evident. God has done so much this week. It's so wonderful you (Erik) are feeling pretty good. Take care. As Manna said, Ash, her and I want to come visit. I'll call you about when would work.
Erica Waller
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 0:00 AM CST
Erik and Brandi~
I was blown away to read your site. I found it on Beebo's Warrior page. My son is also on that page and I was surprised to see the face of a teenager. I cannot believe you relapsed after 13 years in remission! And then to see you both smiling so big in your picture! Congratulations on your marriage. It seems like you both have the postitive attitude, faith, and love that is needed to beat this BEAST! God bless you! We will be checking on you now from time to time. Hope all goes well and you both are able to enjoy your first holiday together as Mr. and Mrs.!
Kellie and Baby Jake <schwartz@dls.net>
Marengo, IL - Monday, November 14, 2005 9:32 PM CST
Brandi and Erik - You are doing a FANTASTIC job updating the site so often, Brandi - thank you! Great photo of you two in St. Lucia ... so sweet! I'm glad to hear things are going so well ... I love hearing there's nothing big to report!!! Praise God!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, November 14, 2005 8:14 PM CST
Hello Erik and Brandi,
Congrats on the wedding. I am glad that you stopped by to sign our page and help stop the 'food strike'. I am sad to hear of a fellow neuroblastoma friend out there... but it is good to hear there is hope out there. Please know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep your head up and that great smile shining.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/zacharyfinestone
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary Finestone <srfinestone@hotmail.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 5:59 PM CST
http://www2.caringbridge.org/fl/zacharyfinestone/index.htm
Zach Finestone (Zman) has been fighting neuroblastoma f-o-r-e-v-e-r (or so it seems). His dad Scott is a great writer, and a very popular stop for the caring bridge addicts out there.
However, Scott noticed there were not nearly as many GUESTBOOK entries as the 300,000+ "this page has been viewed" counter showed. So he went on strike. He isn't updating and he isn't eating eggplant or squash until the lurkers START SIGNING!
So my suggestion to you Erik and Brandi, is to join Scott in his strike (you can look at his site to see how he is NOT UPDATING) and be sure to avoid all forms of eggplant and squash until your public starts to sign in regular, polite fashion, as they are supposed to do!
Be sure to read Scott's journal, it is really really good!
Loving, praying, signing, MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, November 14, 2005 7:35 AM CST
Inquiring Minds Want to Know
(well this one does anyway):
What are Erik's counts?
What is the anti-fungal agent?
Is that because of the spots on the lung (CT)?
Is he on antibiotics too?
Did they get the stationary bike in the little room yet?
Does a physical therapist come in?
Praying all continues to go well!
Keep up the good work--you both are doing an AWESOME JOB!!!!
Love MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, November 14, 2005 6:57 AM CST
Congratulations Erik and Brandi! I'm so happy to hear the good news of your marriage! I'm praying for you as you continue your treatment program. God's strong hands support you both always.
Lisa
Lisa Richards <plumhill2001@yahoo.com>
Nevis, MN USA - Sunday, November 13, 2005 3:04 PM CST
hello. how are you. it still hasn't snowed. i'm glad. are you? well. i'll drop by next saturday. don't go nowhere. erica and ashstink will be with. i'll make ash shower. if sunday works better we can try and aim for then. well. i have to go back to sitting here and reading this web page. bye. love, manna
manna gartner <amandageep@hotmail.com>
duluth, mn usa - Saturday, November 12, 2005 2:48 PM CST
To Mr.& Mrs Ludwinski,
I can't believe I'm using that phrase! It seems like yesterday you two were telling me about it. Can't wait to see a picture!
I want you both to know you're in my thoughts and prayers, always!! I'll continue to check this as to check on you both.
Take care, we're all keeping our fingers crossed for you here!
love,
Jess (your favorite cna)
Jessica Hanson <Jessica.Hanson@meritcare.com>
- Friday, November 11, 2005 11:46 PM CST
Hello. This is Emma. I'm glad to hear everything is going well for Erik. I'm looking forward to the day he can come over and I can sit on his lap. I promise not to pee. At least, not on purpose. Judge and Anna send you two their best as well. They also said I should mention that an elaborate security system has been put in place to help protect me. They call it "Aunt Bev." It's pretty remarkable. Okay, gotta go check out the cupboard door that was left open.
Emma <emma@dareU2try.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Friday, November 11, 2005 9:20 PM CST
Hi Erik and Brandi:
Congratulations on the marriage. I am praying for you and know that you will make it through the transplant. You have exceptional strength and courage.
Sincerely
Michael Gjonaj and family
Christina Gjonaj <proeuropainting@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton Township, MI USA - Friday, November 11, 2005 6:32 PM CST
Hey Brandi, did you hear about the cat stalker that is after poor Judge and Anna's cat Emma????? I saw this crytpic post in Judge's guestbook...maybe you should take Emma for safe-keeping for a while until this cat-napper is brought to justice? Then again, I have a funny feeling the BMT docs and nurses would not be too happy about having a kitten in the hsopital while Erik's counts drop to zero...
Anyway, you are guys are doing a fantastic job with everything, and I am so glad Erik is feeling well!
The calendar is SO COOL! VERY CLEVER!!!!!! Thanks for doing that!
Praying, MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 11, 2005 9:03 AM CST
Brandi - Thank you thank you thank you for doing such a fantastic job with the updates! Erik is so blessed to have such a devoted and loving wife as you! You are both in our prayers! Much love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, November 10, 2005 7:26 PM CST
Congratulations on your marriage Erik & Brandi. It sounds like your time together in St. Lucia was magical, as it's supposed to be. We pray for you both every day and know that God is watching over you. Thank you Brandi for keeping us all updated on Erik's progress. We know God will continue to give you both the strength and courage to face each day, after all, He gave you each other. God Bless. Love Suzy, Art, Josh, Jessie, Ciel & Danielle
The Blodgett Family <louie8480@comcast.net>
Wellesley, MA USA - Thursday, November 10, 2005 12:07 AM CST
HEY ERIK AND BRANDI, CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR WEDDING! YOU ARE OFFICIALLY HUSBAND AND WIFE. WHAT A GREAT FEELING!! I KNOW YOU WILL HAVE MANY YEARS OF HAPPINESS, ENJOYING EACH OTHER. THANK YOU BRANDI FOR KEEPING US UP-TO-DATE. YOU ARE DOING A TERRIFIC JOB. WE PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU EVERY DAY. STAY STRONG ERIK - THIS TOO WILL PASS.....
LOVE, THE ZAJAC FAMILY
CATALINA, TOM, JESS, TOMMY, JAMIE, CHRIS, AND ALISSA <CTZAJAC@AOL.COM>
MERRIMACK, NH USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 10:43 PM CST
Praying that all goes well and you begin your treatment for TX as soon as possible. May God be by your side through it all and you recover fast. I pray that the cells come in fast so that you may get out of the hospital soon. Continuing to pray.
Jamie Carey
Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:14 PM CST
Congradulations!!! from Oklahoma!
Hey Guys,
So happy to hear about your news. I keep you all in my prayers. You both make such a cute couple. Nate and I wish you many wonderful wishes. Your Mom made a beautiful slide show. ***sending you long distance hugs!***'´)
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(¸.•´ (¸.•´ ¸.•´
¸.•´¸.•*`•-Julie & Nate Johnson
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Julie & Nate Johnson <julie.johnson@ihs.gov>
Ponca City , OK USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 1:37 PM CST
Belated CONGRATULATIONS Erik and Brandi. Whoo Hooo!
Hope things are going well at the hospital. love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 11:12 AM CST
Hi--It is interesting to read your updates and learn more about yet another type of cancer and all that you are going through. We are thinking of you day by day and hoping for the best. It sounds like you are doing amazingly well---considering what you have to deal with.Take care.
Carla Symons <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Osnabrock, ND USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 10:11 AM CST
Brandi - you are doing a wonderful job updating. How quickly you have learned all the cancer jargon. Sounds like you're a pro. (great - just what everyone wants to be - a cancer pro)
Anyway, my daughter went through transplant with Erik the first time so it is all familiar to us. I pray for smooth sailing for Erik, and for you at his side.
Ann <falcccl@aol.com>
Derry, nh - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:45 AM CST
Brandi - great job updating the website! I am praying for you and Erik every day - I know these days are long and tough! Try to get your rest, Brandi, when you can! Erik, hang in there - you can do it with the help of God, your family, and friends! Congratulations on your marriage - I am so happy for you!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:17 AM CST
Congratulations Mr and Mrs! You are in our prayers. Thanks for the updates Brandi!
The Sparks Family <ksparksfam@msn.com>
Rio Rancho, nm - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 8:04 AM CST
HiBrandiand Erik,
congratulations on your wedding and new marriage! We are praying for you and thanks for the good update! Love, John and Sue Parks
Sue Parks <jsparks@wcta.net>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 10:21 PM CST
Thank you for the good updates, Brandi! You are doing a great job. You're in our prayers.
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Minnesota U.S. - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 10:20 PM CST
Hey Mrs. Ludwinski~ Glad to hear all the good news sweety! :)
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 8, 2005 8:40 PM CST
Erik & Brandi,
I'm glad we got to meet, you are wonderful people. I've had a good time both times we were together. If you need anything please feel free to call anytime. Brandi if you want to come and spend a night or come and have dinner with us we would love to have you over.
Love,
Anna
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
Vadnais Heights, MN - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 5:32 PM CST
Hey Eric and Brandi! Looks like you got the leaving (200 miles) and cleaving down pretty good. Ha! Trust that all is well as we keep you before the Throne of Grace. Thanks Brandi for the great updates! You guys rock!! The Overlys
David Overly <overly@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN United States - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 5:09 PM CST
Hey, Erik and Brandi Ludwinski. It so much fun saying that! I hope things are going well. How has your apartment been? I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to come over to see you yet. Would any evening Fri-Sun work? We wouldn't have to go anywhere if you don't want to. I'm so glad the test were good. You are both amazingly strong people, and I admire you for that. See you soon!
Erica Waller <i_america_lw@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 4:00 PM CST
Brandi and Erik....prayer group is at our home tonight and you will most definitely be the focus of our prayers.... I hope you continue to feel the love, hugs, and positive thoughts and prayers coming your way. Brandi, thank you so very much for keeping everyone updated. You're amazing!
...Erik, you knew that, right?! : ) Big game ahead of you but you can do it...we're all right here with you.
love, Sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 2:02 PM CST
Hi Brandi and Erik,
You are doing a FANTASTIC job with the updates!!! Thank you so much! God's hand is definitely with you as you go through this! I'm so glad he is in such good shape to be able to follow the program! God bless you!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 12:40 AM CST
Blessings to you both! Thanks Brandi for the update and praise GOD for the good news! May you continue to dwell in His graceful presence as the God who heals does so for Erik. We'll keep praying.
Ben and Donna Allen <ben.donna@verizon.net>
Centreville, VA USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 10:39 AM CST
Brandi and Erik!
Congratulations on your marriage! Thank you for your update and I am praying for you.
Roni
Veronica Campelli <vcampelli@comcast.net>
Chelmsford, MA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 10:07 AM CST
Hey Brandi...excellent job on the updates! Now I'll fill the guestbook! So glad the bone marrow is clear! How long will the ICC take from Dr Seeger's lab? Will it be three weeks again???
Three more questions: how long does the radiation actually take?
Did they explain the blue light?
Can you take a photo of him for us to see what he is going through (mask and all)???
Thanks!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:39 AM CST
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Ludwinski,
Here's your Number One Cheerleader cheering, even if it has to be from the sidelines 200 miles away! So glad you had a great visit with Judge and Anna, they are awesome people and I'm quite sure they think the same of you two!!!
Sorry about the new line, but hope it was worth it getting the old one out for your honeymoon and the swimming!
Glad to hear the tests are coming back all good. Keep up the good work, and hope you both get caught up on your sleep! Love MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, November 5, 2005 9:36 PM CST
Hi Mr. and Mrs. Ludwinski!!!!! Wahoo! Sounds like St. Lucia was a smash... we just checked this site last night, and up until then we had no idea that you were MARRIED! We thought the date was still Nov. 19!!... Anyhoo, glad to hear that you had your dream wedding and honeymoon, because you deserved it so very much. I loved the slide show Donna put together, but it also made my eyes water. The Ludwinski family (including you, Brandi!) shows so much love and caring and even laughter through such difficult times. This is truly an amazing and blessed family. God has done a wonderful job :)... we love you Brandi and Erik :)
Morgan and Pete <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids? Fargo? Both!, - Saturday, November 5, 2005 1:11 PM CST
CONGRATULATIONS BRANDI AND ERIK!
I am happy to hear you had a wonderful honeymoon in St. Lucia!
I will be praying for you!
Yasmin (Emin's mom) <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Saturday, November 5, 2005 9:21 AM CST
Congratulations. We've been waiting for news. But Brandi, you didn't say how much weight YOU gained! Just kidding. I'm happy the wedding/homemoon went well. Good job eating, Erik. Keep your sense of humor and upbeat attitude. Brandi, you'll be a blessing to the others on the transplant floor too, I imagine. Erik, you can be a blessing too, but we know you have a lot to go through, getting well is your job. We'll pray for each step of the way.
Beth Waller
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 4, 2005 10:45 AM CST
THREE HUGE CHEERS FOR BRANDI!!!!
Thanks for updating the site, and congrats to Erik for getting the computer working, or did you go to the computer lab???!!! Now for some photos (nag nag whine whine)??????
You two have waited FOREVER for breakfasts in bed and putting your own leftovers in your own fridge! How wonderful!
You both are doing a perfect job at everything!!!! We are all so proud of you and glad you have each other!!!!
Praying for A JAM PACKED 4th floor (BMT) so you can have a couple days with NOTHING to do before radiation starts! Wouldn't that be nice!
Have a wonderful time at Judge and Anna's!!!!!!!!!
www.caringbridge.org/mn/getchell
Judge announced your gathering on his site!!! Cool!
LOVE YOU TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 4, 2005 10:28 AM CST
WOW! Your wedding day sounds incredible! COngrats again!
I smiled when reading about the leftovers in the fridge. I'm going to try and remember to be so upbeat when I serve them the next time to my family! :) (Maybe my enthusiasm will be as infectious as yours!!!)
Here's wishing you two MANY more years of leftovers and breakfasts in bed! In the meantime, sending many prayers!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, November 4, 2005 8:46 AM CST
Well congrats again! It sounds like you had an amzing time and much deserved time away. Praying that all continues to go well and you are both in my prayers.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, November 4, 2005 7:14 AM CST
Congratulations Erik and Brandi! What a beautiful couple! I hope radiation and transplant go well and are not too difficult. We will be keeping you in our prayers!
Aimee, Mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 7:40 PM CST
Congratulations to the lovely couple! Stay strong and keep us all up to date!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 8:57 AM CST
We hope every moment of your wedding and honeymoon was blessed in a special way. We look forward to when we can celebrate with you. Our prayers are with you as you both go through more "yucky" stuff. It was great that your mom explained so much of it in the journal. This too shall pass - then we party and eat wedding cake! Hey, where's the pictures?
Haugland Family <lhaugland@unitelc.om>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 10:16 PM CST
WELCOME BACK NEWLYWEDS!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARON!!! Our Michele's birthday is today too!
...but she's a bit older than you are...23!...I can't believe my first born is 23 already. I'm feeling a bit old today!
Sending hugs to all of you!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 2, 2005 9:51 PM CST
Welcome back, Erik and Brandi! We hope you had a fantastic wedding and memorable honeymoon! We are anxious to hear all about it!!!! BIG HINT! We are with you in thought and prayer every day as you go through this trial, so PLEASE try to update this site as often as you can manage! We love you and can't wait for you to get through this trial! With God's Love,
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 7:00 PM CST
Welcome home Newlyweds! Hope your week away was a dream come true.
Now as young adults you need to get rolling and share and update and pictures with all of us....Please!!!
Hope this week goes as scheduled.
Hugs and prayers to both of you!
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 2:03 PM CST
Welcome Home, Mr. and Mrs. L !!!!!!!!
Congrats again!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 9:19 AM CST
I hope everything went well yesterday. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 7:06 AM CST
Welcome back honeymooners! I hope you had a beautiful wedding and time away! I am praying for you both today as you begin your new journey. Lifting you up in prayer.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 7:04 AM CST
Dear Donna,
What special mom you are - I am sure you know that and that Eric and Brandi know that. I hope and pray that my Janie can have the life your Eric has - and that she grows to be as strong as Eric and Brandi MUST be.
p.s. Thanks for the transplant description. I am still learning and only have a few weeks left! What a big help!
Colleen Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 10:51 PM CST
Hey - congratulations Newlyweds! What an exciting time for you! It sounds like the weeks ahead will be tough ones - you have many prayer warriors! I pray that you will feel God's presence every moment of every day! "God is our refuge and strength, and ever-present help in trouble." Ps. 46:1
"How priceless is Your unfailing love! Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of Your wings." Ps. 37:7 Stay strong!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Congrats to both of you! And we are praying for you all! Keep it up Erik! God's got only good in mind for you and your new family! God's strength is yours...the joy of the Lord is your strength! :) Have an awesome week!
Stephanie Kern <paulkern@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids , MN USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 8:08 AM CST
Wow...I'm exhausted just reading about your next few months. We have been praying for you often, but now it seems like it is time to really get the prayer efforts going. I want to express my congratulations to both of you for your marriage. Obviously, you are going through an incredible journey right now and we would love to be of any help we can. We never did get to do the pre-marital counseling stuff, but we can still do it, we'll just call it something else. Anyway, our prayers are with you and may you feel the presence of God walking alongside of you each step of the way.
Mark Waller
Park Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, October 30, 2005 6:32 PM CST
Thank you for the tutorial on NB, for those of us fortunate enough NOT to understand it first hand. Rest assured that my prayers will be specific for Erik and Brandi's needs. God answers prayers!
Remember, he has us carved on the palms of his hands!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 10:12 AM CDT
Hope you're enjoying the time of your lives!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 27, 2005 3:57 PM CDT
Congratulations--we are thinking of you two as you continue on your journey in life together. And, Eric, you now have hair--I haven't seen that before!! We are hoping and praying that you make many beautiful memories. The pictures on your website were fun to see. Take care.
Carla and Glen Symons & family <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Osnabrock, ND - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 9:05 AM CDT
You are an amazing mom and a great writer. I admire how you so willingly and lovingly welcome Brandi into your heart and family. I will be just like you when it is time for my kids to marry. Congratulations!
Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 10:29 PM CDT
Congrats you two! I hope your wedding is everything you thought it would be and so much more!! May God be with you on your travels and don't forget to show us all pictures upon your return! Sending you wedding wishes!
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, az USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 2:37 PM CDT
Congratulations Brandi and Erik!
Hope your wedding well great and you are having wonderful honeymood. Our best wishes your way.
Keep on fighting and never give up hope.
Thing of you and pray for your healing every day.
Ronnie, Nina and Temi <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/ny/aarons - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 1:23 PM CDT
Best of times in the warm carribean...
Donna, when this is all over, you have another career waiting. Not quite sure what it is, but you have so much to offer.
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 23, 2005 9:23 PM CDT
counting seconds????????? HAVE FUN!!!! God Bless. xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, October 23, 2005 3:16 PM CDT
What a beautiful tribute to Erik and Brandi. Wishing them years and years of friendship, happiness, health and love.
I think you are getting a wonderful daughter-in-law. Great in-laws are a precious gift...we know, both Danny and I feel we have awesome in-laws and it sure makes married life more fun.
Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, October 23, 2005 8:23 AM CDT
Donna, you are an amazing mom! Your poem/writing in the front page was so beautiful:)
I pray for a nice honeymoon for your son Erik and Brandi and that God will heal him completely!
Yasmin <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Sunday, October 23, 2005 6:55 AM CDT
Congrats on getting married in a couple days you guys!! I'm so happen for you both. I pray that God will bring you many years of happiness together!!
Cheers!
Adey Maves <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Saturday, October 22, 2005 3:33 PM CDT
The photo collage is awesome!
We can't wait to hear that you all are happily married and have your toes stuck in the sand somewhere enjoying the bliss of a honeymoon. We are just so happy to hear that things are going well. It gives us hope for Eden's future!
Love to you all!
Shelly Adams (Eden's stepmom) www.edenadams.com <hondale@sbcglobal.net>
New Albany/Westerville, OH USA - Saturday, October 22, 2005 2:24 PM CDT
Wow, that picture collage of you guys totally made me cry! You two are made for one another. I can't wait to see you both again (as a married couple!!) so Brandi and I can girl talk and Erik and I can exchange insults. Blessings on you both!! I love you!!!!!!
Ms. Eenmupants <ashleejune@hotmail.com>
SCSU, MN USA - Saturday, October 22, 2005 3:33 AM CDT
COUNTING HOURS???????!!!!! XOXOXOXO
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, October 21, 2005 4:13 PM CDT
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ERIK'S GRANDPARENTS! Erik and Brandi.....have a wonderful trip.....a beautiful wedding....and I think I can speak for everyone....we'll be there in spirit! Can't wait to see pictures! xoxoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 20, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
Best of luck to you both on your upcoming nuptials!! Anna and I have you both in our prayers. Please remember that "our casa is your casa" if you're still on the "list" when you come down to the U. We just need two minutes notice, three if you want to give us time to pick up the house and brush our teeth.
judge getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn usa - Thursday, October 20, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
Hi, best wishes to your big day, wedding day!
And we hope that you`ll come healty soon..
Regards from Finland!
Marjo <marjohl@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 19, 2005 2:55 PM CDT
Are you counting the days??????? xoxoxox
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, October 18, 2005 11:06 PM CDT
Best wishes for the wedding, i really hope its a day you never forget!
xxx
Vicky Gartshore <vicky_2002@ntlworld.com>
Manchester, UK - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 1:54 PM CDT
Woo Hoo! I'm so glad that Erik and Brandi are running away for a romantic wedding before the hard work starts. You two deserve to enjoy some time away.
Donna, are you going to run away, too? You could use a little vacation too.
I'm praying daily for only good things and to move up that apartment list fast!
Shelly Adams (Eden's stepmom) www.edenadams.com <hondale@sbcglobal.net>
Westerville/New Albany, OH USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:56 AM CDT
Hi Erik & Brandi
Just wanted to drop by and wish you a very Happy Halloween! It’s our first Halloween in America and we love seeing all the huge pumpkins and decorations! Take care, stay strong and brave.
Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xoxo
Dylan’s website
Melissa <dylan_newyork2005@yahoo.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Monday, October 17, 2005 2:13 PM CDT
INDIAN WEDDING PRAYER
NOW YOU WILL FEEL NO RAIN,
FOR EACH OF YOU WILL BE THE SHELTER TO THE OTHER.
NOW YOU WILL FEEL NO COLD,
FOR EACH OF YOU WILL BE THE WARMTH TO THE OTHER.
NOW THERE IS NO MORE LONELINESS FOR YOU,
BECAUSE NOW YOU ARE NO LONGER LONELY.
NOW YOU ARE TWO BODIES,
YET THERE IS ONLY ONE LIFE SET BEFORE YOU.
GO THEREFORE INTO YOUR DWELLING PLACE,
TO ENTER INTO THE DAYS OF YOUR TOGETHERNESS.
THAT YOUR DAYS MAY BE GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL AND LONG UPON THIS EARTH.
love, Sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 9:25 PM CDT
Erik & Brandi,
I'm glad to know the two of you are getting married. Please feel free to give Judge and I a call when your in the cites, we would love to meet you both. We'll continue to pray for you.
Love from the Getchell's
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
Vadnais Heights, MN USA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 2:52 PM CDT
I am not sure how I came upon your site, but I have been reading it for a while now and you are such an inspiration to me! A very close friend of mine was diagnosed with NB last year. She is 32 years old and at first the drs. knew she had cancer but had no idea that it was NB because it is so rare in adults. She tried Accutane at first and it didn't work, so she is now about to start her 6th round of chemo followed shortly by a stem cell transpalnt. We are from Cold Spring MN, but she is being treated at Rochester. Maybe the two of you could talk sometime. Best of luck with your treatment and your upcoming wedding. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kara Linz <linzk@rocori.k12.mn.us>
Cold Spring, MN - Saturday, October 15, 2005 11:33 PM CDT
Just been checking on how you have both been doing. I am so glad to hear things are well. Wedding date is approaching fast and I wish you both the best. Good luck on your upcoming transplant. Amber had two bone marrow (stem cell) transplants and she says just tell yourself when things get hard to know it will get better and you will feel better soon. That is what she tried to focus on when she was at some pretty low points. If you ever need anything we are just an email away. Go Camp Sunshine!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:00 PM CDT
Hmmm... somebody in here stole some graphics from my webpage. The witnesses say he is about 16 years old and has a mom called Donna. FESS UP! :-)))
Yo Erik. Calculus? Don't even say that word. It is the only reason I didn't become a CEO at the major oil-and-gas company. Well... OKAY I'm lazy, too.... and don't have connections.... and I don't like it. But I still blame Calculus on that :-D.
Good luck with marriage :-D.
Stay cool
Leo & Lenka <goomba4ever@km.ru>
Irkutsk, Russia - Thursday, October 13, 2005 7:58 PM CDT
This is an oldie....but still gives me a chuckle....
The famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced Peek-A-Boo) is not just an athlete....she is now a nurse currently working at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital. However, she is not permitted to answer the hospital telephones.
It caused too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say
"Picabo, ICU"!
Praying for you as the days get even closer to your special day!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 4:29 PM CDT
Just wanted to say congrates to you both, you two make a beautiful couple. Hope all is going well. Have fun in st. Lutian. the best of luck to you guys, God bless
Angela Lokensgard & Jon Blanchard <angela33332@hotmial.com>
minneapolis, mn - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:26 PM CDT
Hi Erik & Brandi,
Been thinking about you a lot lately. I am so excited to hear you are getting married, in St. Lucia yet. Been there, it is beautiful. I have been reading your journal entries. I see you are due for a transplant Nov. 1. Can someone please let me know if you will be up for visitors, and how soon after. I am going to be coming to Regions Hospital in St. Paul to visit one of my daughter's Kindergarten classmates who is having a surgery for cerebral palsy and I would love to stop in and see you both. She leaves tomorrow and will be there for six weeks. I wish you the best and a very fast recovery. May God Bless you on your wedding.
GO CAMP SUNSHINE:] :}
Michelle Kostner-Camp Sunshine <pkostner@bloomer.net>
Bloomer, WI USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Hello everybody there!
Just checking on you how you are doing and to say HI!
We are praying for points 1. to 4. and much more! Let your buddy Steve know we are keeping him in our prayers too.
Have a nice day!!!
Ronnie and Nina <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/ny/aarons - Monday, October 10, 2005 12:21 AM CDT
So glad to hear that everything went well with Steve's benefit...and that he was there!
Hail Mary full of grace, please create for Erik and Brandi an open space. Amen.
I have no doubt that you will have a place to stay. Gee, if that does not work out, let's put out a call for help for housing...maybe there is someone who lives close by that would be happy to have you??....My cousin's neighbor was a student down in Louisiana and had to flee because of the hurricane...she was accepted at Columbia in NY...through the prayer chain - and actually, it was another Caringbridge family, who put Alex in touch with someone and she is staying with an attorney who had an extra room within walking distance of Columbia. So let me know and we'll get the word out.
Erik and Brandi, our thoughts and prayers and love go with you. Feel all of us there in spirit!
God bless. Love, Sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Monday, October 10, 2005 7:16 AM CDT
Hi, Just checking in and it sure sounds busy! God Bless, Hope the counts hold. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 0:21 AM CDT
Sending only happy and positive thoughts your way!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 6, 2005 2:54 PM CDT
Erik & Brandi,
How exciting - how awesome is God to coordinate this amazing get-away spot for you two! Congratulations - I am so excited for you! The anticipation is almost as fun as the event, I am sure! I will keep you in my prayers! Blessings on your upcoming marriage!!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 1:24 PM CDT
Hey you two crazy lovebirds!!
Words cannot express how excited I am for you guys... well, maybe one can:
BOO YAH!!!!
;-)
Booyah Baby <ashleejune@hotmail.com>
Booyah Bay, BY Booboo Yahyah - Monday, October 3, 2005 11:06 AM CDT
I cannot think of a more beautiful place than the beach, surrounded by so many of God's gifts....with your love as deep as the ocean....can't get more appropriate than that!
The riddle today is sort of fitting....
You can have a lot of it
You can not have enough of it
You can waste it but you can never get it back.
What am I?
Answer - Time
We will be praying for all to go well and not to mention your complete healing Erik.
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, - Friday, September 30, 2005 3:17 PM CDT
Congrats!! to you both. You both are such amazing people. My daughter Amber was in your day camp and I want to let you know what a difference you made in her life. Ever since we came home from camp all she talks about is being a volunteer at Camp Sunshine just like Erik. You gave her something to focus on for the next 10 years which she will get to. Don't think about the odds the doctors may give you only look at power that God has and the faith you have in him. Just want it, ask for it, believe it and you will have it for God always listens to us. You both are some amazing people from what Amber tells me. I wish you both the best and you both will be in our prayers.
Melissa Dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
Lakewood, OH USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 1:03 PM CDT
PS - Don't forget that we will be waiting for pictures updated on your site of your beautiful wedding!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:22 AM CDT
Very nice clip on TV! I am SOOOO happy you two are slipping away to get married! I hope that the memories you make are wonderful and pave the path to a long, happy life together.
God's blessings to you and your families. Sending continued prayers!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:21 AM CDT
Congratulations on your upcoming wedding! We saw your news clip on the internet and can plainly see how much in love you two are. The love you two share is the best medicine of all. We continue to pray for you.
Kevin, Sherry, Ashlei, Courtney, Apryl, Taylor and Logan Sparks <ksparksfam@msn.com>
Rio Rancho, NM - Friday, September 30, 2005 8:16 AM CDT
Erik and Brandi,
Congratulations on the upcoming wedding!!! I don't know either of you but have heard some of your story on the NBlastoma listserv, I'm also a long-termer, also getting married, praying that you will both be blessed!
Rachel
dx NBIV 3/87, NED 1/90
www.caringbridge.org/or/rachel
Rachel Crowthers <rncrowthers@aol.com>
Hillsboro, OR - Friday, September 30, 2005 2:25 AM CDT
Eric and Brandy,
Missed you on TV but saw you on the news channel on the internet. That is so awesome! (You two and the internet) It's so great that you are taking so many opportunities to be all you can be. I'm thrilled to hear about your wedding plans and hope you give all of us a chance to celebrate with you. Prayers continue (that's a no brainer). Love you both!
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:29 PM CDT
Dear Eric,
You have so many people praying for you! I hope you will be uplifted by all those prayers as you take the next steps toward a healing. Your wedding to Brandi, I am sure, will bring strength and joy when facing your treatments. May God bless both of you every day.
Marilyn Cassidy
Allentown, PA USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:21 PM CDT
We have continued to pray for you, Brandi and the family. Thank you for sharing so much with us. Stay strong Eric - you are incredible.
Love,
The Zajac Family
Catalina, Tom, Jess, Tommy, Jamie, Chris, Alissa, Champ <ctzajac@aol.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 10:15 PM CDT
Hi Erik & Donna!
You signed my dear friend's (caringbridge.org/ny/aarons) guestbook. I popped in to say hi to you and tell you I will be praying for you. I'm really glad to hear you are feeling well. Keep fighting and stay strong!
Sarah <sarah123@aol.com>
Nashville, TN - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 4:21 PM CDT
I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!
IBEE LOVINU <brandi.brandenburg@ndsu.edu>
LOVE, LV LOVE - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 12:21 AM CDT
Hello Erik!
Just wanted to send a quick note to assure you of our continued prayers for you, Brandi and family. I know that it must be very discouraging and confusing for you at times, but I am confident that the Lord will pull you through this. Please let me know if there is ever anything I can do for you.
God bless and much love,
Aunt Cathy
Cathy Arleth
Massapequa Park, NY USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:48 PM CDT
Dear Eric,
We hope everything goes well.We keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
GET WELL SOON!!!
Michael Gjonaj + Family
Michael Gjonaj <proeuropainting@sbcglobal.net>
clinton township, mi usa - Saturday, September 24, 2005 6:27 PM CDT
....Praying for you guys on this difficult decision....
*the [ictures are great! i love em!*
Erin Mathison
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk
erin mathison <erqterin@aol.com>
st.michael, mn us - Friday, September 23, 2005 9:29 PM CDT
Have been praying all day...for each of you. You are such a good mom...I cannot imagine the difficulty in "letting go"....but remember, Let Go and Let God. God will indeed guide Erik...he has such a wonderful support system....so many who love him. Thank you for allowing all of us to share in the journey. Hope you can feel all the positive support and prayer enfolding you today. God bless.
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Friday, September 23, 2005 5:27 PM CDT
Eric,
I am praying for you and brandi as you meet with the Drs about how to proceed. I am praying that God give you the wisdom to make a good choice. Whatever choice you make we wil all continue to pray for your healing. Lifting your family up in prayer.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 9:27 AM CDT
You are an awesome mom! Letting go, especially on something as huge as this, has to be so incredibly difficult! I have trouble letting my 9 year old go around the corner to a friend's house. I'm proud of you.
Prayers continue for you, Erik, Brandi and your whole family.
Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
colorado springs, CO - Thursday, September 22, 2005 11:30 PM CDT
Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 22, 2005 8:24 PM CDT
WOW! Powerful thoughts today and made a lot of us think deeply about how we handle what is handed to us. Thank you for sharing.
Know I'm thinking and praying for each of you!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Dear Erik,
Just a note to say we're thinking of you every day and will miss seeing you and Brandi and your family. We enjoyed our summer in Minnesota, but it went by very quickly. Hope you had a great time at Camp Sunshine. It was wonderful that you were able to volunteer there. I hope you'll find many more opportunities to help others who are in need of assistance. Take care of yourself and be happy.
All our love, Grandma & Grandpa
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
- Friday, September 16, 2005 9:52 PM CDT
Holy Spirit....we ask you to light the fire under those handling Erik's test results. Most especially be with Erik's family...enfold them and give them the strength they need to wait....I cannot imagine....I too would be going insane. But what faith this mother shows...Lord, she is counting on You....give Erik's mom the sign and please watch over Erik and Brandi and we thank You for this beautiful opportunity they have in helping others. Amen.
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, September 16, 2005 7:56 PM CDT
Checking on progress. Donna, if you need any assistance on this end, please do not hesitate to contact me. (Son of Chuck Fuller)
Tom Fuller <tjfuller2@comcast.net>
Littleton, CO USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 12:25 AM CDT
I am a friend of a friend. I will be praying for you! Trisha
Trisha McCaig <tmccaig@rivercourtresidences.com>
Ayer, MA - Friday, September 16, 2005 7:03 AM CDT
Hello Erik & Donna !
Thank you for signing my guestbook.
We are keeping you in our prayers and hope you will get some good news from the drs and your bone marrow is clear from NB cells.
We will check on you tomorrow again. Wish you nice day!
www.caringbridge.org/ny/aarons
Ronnie, Tem and Nina <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
US, - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:10 AM CDT
I am Loud or quiet.
I am sudden or expected.
I am a strong medication.
I am a relief in certain situations.
I am caused by embarrassment and/or happiness.
I am found in many good friendships.
I am .......?
Answer - Laugh, Laughter
Praying for all decisions being made....follow your heart. Love, Sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
I know you spent a lot of time agonizing and praying for the right decision to be made (transplant vs. immunotherapy). I'm glad you made your decision and are trusting in God. Just remember, if Erik all of a sudden doesn't have enough tumor cells to be eligible for this therapy and is forced back to transplant, maybe that would be the best thing. He is so far removed from his initial transplant, that I can't help but feel that his chances are much better than someone that has relapsed within 3-5 years. I know God will allow what is best for you.
Friend
- Friday, September 9, 2005 3:40 PM CDT
Hi Erik, wanted to let you know we are all praying for you everyday!
Hauth family <caryhauth@qsi.org>
- Friday, September 9, 2005 1:05 AM CDT
Praying for you, Brandi, and family always.....
Erin Mathison
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk
erin mathison <erqterin@aol.com>
st.michael, mn us - Thursday, September 8, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
Good morning Erik and Brandi! My little friend Luke...he has a brain tumor...our daughters babysit for the family...they go to Camp Sunshine in MA every year and they just love it!!! Oh, what a blessing you will be to all of the children! Have a wonderful time...travel safe, and can't wait to hear all about it when you return. Prayers are always with you! Love, Sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 5:09 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by, and say "HELLO", your family continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. We love looking at all the wondering pictures, Thanks for sharing them. Love, Blessings, and ((((Hugs)))) to All!! Katarra Ewing and Family
Katarra Ewing <sweetpeakaris@aol.com>
canton, mi - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 6:25 PM CDT
Erik,
I have you in my prayers and I've definately been thinking about you. Keep a positive attitude and you can get through this. Everyone here at Churchill has you in our thoughts. You ROCK Erik!!
-Steve
Steve Boss <stephen.boss@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, ND USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
Erik,
Just wanted to let you and your family know that i am praying for you all. Praying for your healing. I ask God to watch over you and your family everyday. Lifting you up to the Lord.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 9:12 AM CDT
Erik Ludwinski..
So many people praying for you, thinking of you, concerned for you....I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you. You are a special person to reach so many people. Mom and Dad are certainly so proud. Always know that you are safe in Gods hands.
Love <qqq@worldnet.net>
- Monday, September 5, 2005 7:29 PM CDT
Great photos. Erik, you and Brandy are such hams! How great to see that sense of humor in both of you. Continue to grab hold of every opportunity God gives you as the rest of us hold you in prayer.
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitlec.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, September 4, 2005 10:09 PM CDT
Hi Erik! I wanted you to know I'm still praying for you and your loved ones. Even better yet is that your Lord Jesus is interceding in the throne room for you. There's a song we've been singing down here. "His strength is perfect when my strength is gone, He'll carry me when I can't carry on. Raised in His power the weak become strong, His strength is perfect." I'm praying you feel His strength flowing in you and are aware of His presence with you at all times. Blessings, Julie
Julie Volden <jewelofhisgrace@yahoo.com>
shreveport, LA - Sunday, September 4, 2005 9:31 PM CDT
Hi Erik, Just wanted to let u know we think u r so courageous and so very strong. I hope this new treatment works for u and pray the side effects aren't too bad. Love Michelle P.S. I love your poem, u r a beautiful soul!
Michelle Ryan <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma usa - Sunday, September 4, 2005 7:15 PM CDT
Hi, Just dropping by to say hello. It sounds like you have a good plan in place. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Saturday, September 3, 2005 2:00 AM CDT
Hi Erik and family! You are a blessing to us all!
God is with you! God is at work and He has a plan!
Erik,what an awesome poem for the Lord! Jesus Rocks!
Our heartfelt prayers are with you all. Thank the Lord
for praying doctors,medical staff,friends,family,believers,
prayer warriors, and those around God's World that
believe in the awesome power of the Lord to work through
the prayers of His people. God loves you. Enjoy the
Labor Day Holiday to all! Please continue to rest in
the Lord and His Hand on your life. Way to go Donna on all your awesome research! Praise the Lord!
Joyce and Tom Krueger <tjkrueger@wcta.net>
Nevis , MN USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:43 PM CDT
Hi Erik and family,
I just came by to say hi and let you know, that your always in my thoughts and prayers. I will be back again soon.
Jenna
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:18 PM CDT
PRAYING!!!!!!!!!!!! Everyday someone here in our city asks us how you are doing. The word is spreading around our city to pray for you. Erik you are so loved by your family, friends and community, how awesome!
Sparks Family <ksparksfam@msn.com>
Rio Rancho, NM 87144 - Thursday, September 1, 2005 6:02 PM CDT
Praying for you.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 5:17 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that I am praying so hard for Erik. Praying so hard that his counts will recover enough for Chemo so that hopefully you can get on your next path soon. Praying that Dr are able to answer your questions and get you on your next treatment plan.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Erik, Brandi, and Family-
Brain T. just told me the news yesterday. I had no idea that this had happened. You guys are in my prayers. I love you guys very much, I hope you know that. You are a couple of my best mates. Your courage is amazing. There is no doubt in my mind that God is right there with you. He will do amazing things. You are always in my prayers.
Take care and God bless,
Ashley Browen
Ashley C. Browen <ashley.browen@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, ND USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 2:09 PM CDT
Erik and Brandi, sorry that the trip to Valley Fair wasn't what you had hoped. I'm impressed Erik with your determination. I would have been on your mom's side about not going but admire your wanting to at least give it a try. Hope you are home this weekend!
Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, August 26, 2005 1:23 PM CDT
Hi Erik!
We give God all the honor and glory for a successful benefit! So glad that you, Brandi and family were all able to be there!! Verses for you this week from Intercessory Prayer at Faith Baptist: Matt. 8:27, II Thess. 3:3-5; Philippians 4:4; Romans 5:1-5. Had a few more, but those will keep you busy for a while. I will continue to lift you up in prayers as well as Brandi and whole family. You are loved by many, but most of all God! Keep your eyes on Jesus and try not to worry! I read in a book - Worry is like a rocking chair - it will keep you busy, but won't get you anywhere! :-)
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 12:43 AM CDT
Somebody's praying I can feel it, somebody's praying for me. Mighty Hands are guiding me to protect me from what I can't see. Lord, I believe, Lord I believe somebody's praying for me. Angels are watching I can feel it, Angels are watching over me.There's many miles ahead till I get Home, till I safely get before Your Throne. Cause, Lord I believe, Lord I believe, Angels are watching over me. Well, I won't bear in wilderness, for my pillow was a stone, and I've been through the darkest caverns where no light had ever shone. Still I know that there was someone who was down on their knees. Lord I thank You for those people praying all this time for me. Somebody's praying I can feel it, somebody's praying for me. Mighty Hands are Guiding me to Protect me from what I can't see. Lord I believe, Lord I believe, somebody's praying for me.
I saw this posted on another website and I knew that you'd draw comfort to realize, again, just how many people are praying - including us :-)))
Ann Falconer <falcccl@aol.com>
Derry, NH - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:14 AM CDT
We hope you two had a great time at Valley Fair today, Eric and Brandi! We continue to pray to our loving God for amazing blessing and wisdom in choices and decisions for Eric's next steps for treatment. John and Sue Parks
John and Sue Parks
park rapids, MN USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 8:22 PM CDT
Thank you for the continued journal updates. PTL for the success of the benefit! You're in our continued prayers.
the Martins
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Minnesota U.S. - Thursday, August 25, 2005 1:39 PM CDT
Hi, Just stopping by to say hello and let you know that I'm thinking of you! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 3:20 AM CDT
Aloha Erik and Brandi,
Love and Aloha to you and all of your loved ones. We hope that you are feeling well and busy planning for the upcoming wedding. Come to Hawaii for your honeymoon. Hawaii is truly a place for relaxing and healing.
Hawaii Johnsons <Tifficult1@hotmail.com>
Kihei, HI 96753 - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:20 PM CDT
A huge thanks to all who contributed to and attended the benefit Friday night. It was the place to BE in Park Rapids. Thanks to Robin Kriens, Joyce Krueger, Yvonne Reprogal, Stephanie Kern, Stacey Skinness and Starla Chilson for finding silent auction items. And Robin Kriens for her publicity which was EVERYWHERE! A former Park Rapids resident living in Indiana even knew what we were doing: "Oh, that must be Erik's benefit." She had seen a flier in her bank statement.
We thank God for his blessing of the event and for the generosity of the people. The Ludwinski family is easy to love and people responded to their need.
God bless all the others who helped with the feeding of the 5,000 (oh, maybe 500-600) and brought or sent itmes. I had to STUFF the drive thru tube twice on Saturday to get it all in there. With our match from Thrivent Financial for Lutherans ($1,000), we raised over $16,500!
Now we hope and pray Erik gets the treatments he needs. God Bless you all,
Beth Waller
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
Hey Guys,
your getting married?? FANTASTIC, I think that you give hope to all the young kids that have NB that you can make it through and still have a great life and do the things that you want to do!!
Bugger about it coming back, but you have got this far, Im sure you can go alot further!!
Jerildene <jersmith@unimelb.edu.au>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 5:42 PM CDT
Erik, Brandi, and all of your loved ones....you ARE most deserving of all the love and support. I don't know if you realize all of the lives YOU have touched in sharing your story. It is these stories the world needs to hear more of because day after day we only read and hear of negative news...there is so much good in the world and I am so sad that you have to go through this Erik, but through your situation you have allowed all of us to see the love that is out there. Thank YOU. Thank YOU for walking the way of the Cross. Thank YOU for allowing everyone to reach out to you...I know that it is harder to receive than to give, but God is letting you know it is your turn...He loves you through all those around you.
It is quite the joke among my family and friends that I am not one they like to take to a movie...because I fall asleep!....HOWEVER....that March of the Penguins!...oh I just love it! Our daughter Michele agreed to take me - and I didn't nod off for even a second. What a beautiful story, isn't it?
I hope you have a wonderful week! Continued prayers for complete healing. God Bless. Love, Sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, August 21, 2005 4:21 PM CDT
Dearest Erik, Brandi, and family,
We are thrilled that you were able to be there for the benefit - to see what God has done for YOU! God has been in the planning and carrying out of the plans for the benefit the whole time. He provided the most AMAZING hard working people, He gave them the wisdom, He moved hearts to donate items and funds, He set the atmosphere, He helped the benefit get cleaned up quickly (I thought for sure we would be there all night putting away tables!), He made sure everthing was ready on time. PRAISE GOD IN HEAVEN FOR ALL HE HAS DONE THAT NIGHT AND EVERY DAY OF OUR LIVES!
For those that are wondering how much was raised (I always want to know, too!), ititial estimates are over $13,000 including the $1,000 from Thrivent matching funds. We who worked on the benefit are in awe! We never expected such an amount. We will keep Erik and his family in prayer for wisdom as they use these funds wisely and sparingly for medical expenses and ultimately God's purposes, since He is ultimately the provider.
Special thanks go to Robin Kriens, who taught Beth and I everything we needed to know about benefits and who GAVE and GAVE and GAVE of her time and resources! All the special touches of photos, colored posters, banners were blessings to us from Robin. Also special thanks to Beth Waller, who headed up the silent auction, which grew and grew. It was a tremendous task to conquer. I pray that God will bless these two women and all the amazing other helpers that are too numerous to list here for all their generous help and giving up their summmer for such a large event.
Thank you to EVERY individual who gave time, items for the auction, and funds. YOU were all amazing, too! Thank you for a special evening!
Now, back to restful, daily life and continued praying for those that are in need.
Dawn
Dawn Opsal <dropsal@wcta.net>
Laporte, MN USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 10:10 AM CDT
Hi Donna,
Over 25 years ago, I went to see a woman preach..I remember her name was Vickie although I don't remember her last name. The only thing I remember from that night is that she said that there would come a time in each of our lives when we would be at God's mercy for physical healing. She said when this time comes, we will have to remember Ezekial 16:6. She kept saying it over and over again. She read the passage over and over again. I have never forgotten her resolve and determination that night. I've never shared this with anyone or for that matter read or prayed to that passage, but tonight, for some weird reason, her voice started ringing in my head again. I don't have a bible handy here (well I do, but I wouldn't know where to begin to look for it)...I'm not the best Christian, but I think you should read it and pray.
Someone who cares
- Friday, August 19, 2005 9:07 PM CDT
Hi Erik & Brandi,
I wanted to let you both know that I'm praying for you, for healing and strength, comfort and hope, and the assurance that whatever happens, God is by your side. Your path in life is not an easy one at this time. I read somewhere that God could give peace to still the storm, or give inner peace in the midst of the storm. Maybe the latter is the greater peace. I pray you will receive both. Your faith is a strong testimony to this community and beyond.
In case you don't remember, I was a substitute teacher at the high school and enjoyed the few talks I had with you Erik in the media center. I remember Brandi as well, just did not have the opportunity to get to know you. I think you were too busy "studying" with Erik.
Darlene Broughton <gdbroughton@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN United States - Friday, August 19, 2005 11:18 AM CDT
Hi Erik and Brandi, Just a note to tell you that it was such an honor to have met you at the Relay for Life--and to tell you that we have your picture from the newspaper on our refrigerator which reminds us to pray for you many times a day. God has a plan for you and you have already begun your "ministry" with your words of faith from that newspaper article where you declare "Faith Heals Everything"--what a BOLD statement of your faith! Bless you and hope to see you soon.
Jim and Kathy Ahrens <jahrens@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Hi,
I am very sorry for the relapse after 13 years!
But i am sure you will get fine as chemo has cleared almost 100% your marrow already!
I pray to god that you will be fine and get married soon with your fiancee.
My son has also NB stage IV diagnosed march 05 and it really hurts to hear all these people who suffer from it.
God bless you and all sick people.
Take care,
Yasmin
(Emin's mom)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/emin
Yasmin <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Thursday, August 18, 2005 12:48 AM CDT
Eric and Family,
Just wanted to stop by and say Hello and to let you know that you and your family will always be in our prayers! We sat at the Dinner/Dance with you at the Conference and heard the funny story of how you and Brandy met, I must say i tell that story often, lol. Also, I have a message for you from Tyler, Tyler wants me to tell you that when he grows up, he wants to be big and tall just like you, and he's praying for you everynight that your Cancer goes away, and to have a Great day!! Blessings and Hugs, Katarra Ewing
Katarra Ewing <sweetpeakaris@aol.com>
Canton, mi 48188 - Thursday, August 18, 2005 12:24 AM CDT
Erik and Donna, although I haven't met you, you've been in our prayers for weeks. Had the opportunity to go with Pastor Russ out toyour place today and met and had a nice visit with Paul. I've gone by your house often with the ATV and wondered who lived there-now I know. Hope to see you Friday night, Prayerfully, Ron Jensen
Ron Jensen <Jenspr@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, Mn USA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
We're just going to storm heaven to the max for the Holy Spirit to guide you to all the right people with all the right answers for treatment. You are always in our prayers, but most especially when the updated messages come through knowing there is disappointment, fear, and worry. Close your eyes and picture the hand of God resting on your shoulder....He is there with you every step of the way....and in those times when the brain is just too scattered trying to figure things out and you just can't think about praying, know that we are doing it for you.
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005 3:14 PM CDT
Eric,
Just wanted to say hi and that I pray for you often!
You are a hero to many!!!!
Take care and Enjoy the rest of these summer months.
p.s. Hi Donna!
Jessica Zajac <jess@nu-wavewireless.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 3:09 PM CDT
Hi Erik,
That's pretty sucky news about your bone marrow. If you need more platinum drugs, see if the doc can add a drug called Amifostine (use it off-label if you have to) and that will protect not only your kidneys, but your hearing. I wonder if you can get BSO + Melphalan in a non-transplant dose. That combo really works well for cleaning up the bone marrow.
As always, sending you good thoughts for a complete recovery.
Shannon: mom to Nick <ShannonSnow@TheUnion.net>
Nevada City, CA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 3:03 PM CDT
Sending a Tinkerbell kiss your way,
Love Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 11:20 PM CDT
Hi folks,
Just wanted to let you know that we continue to stand with you, that you are in our prayers and never far away in our thoughts.
We rejoice at all the MIRACLES that God continues to bless you with and celebrate each victory.
We are praying, not just for healing, but for complete renewal of healthy cells, cancer free and whole.
May God grant the deep desires of your heart as you seek Him in all that He has for you!
In His Love,
Kim Maves <maves.unlimited@i-zoom.net>
Lindsay, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 4:00 PM CDT
Hope you're having a good day today Erik!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 2:37 PM CDT
Hi Erik,
Sounds like things are going good - and you are hopefully feeling better! As Steffie often said, "Cancer Sucks" but... my mom raised me not to say that word, but when it comes to cancer, I think I can make an exception :-)!!
We are closing in on the benefit and are excited about all the Silent Auction items coming in! We continue to pray, pray, pray for you and work, work, work on the benefit! Donna - please check your e-mail for a request from me, if you see this first.
Sending you an e-mail hug - praying for you always!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 12:07 AM CDT
(Princess)Erik, Brandi, Mom and Family,
Just a quick note to say hello and hi and that I'm thinking of you all. My fingers are crossed, the prayers are being said and I know things just have to work out for the best. Just say no to bad bone marrow. I know all of us here are routing for you.
Take care, lots of hugs to you all
Jess
Jessica <JessicaHanson@meritcare.com>
fargo, nd 58102 - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:24 PM CDT
Dear Erik&Brandi
You guys are the worlds cutest couple! You both are in my thoughts and prayers. Good Luck on that Special Day that you becaome husband and wife!!!
Sheila Long <CandyQueen3@hotmail.com>
Jamaica Plain, MA United States - Saturday, August 13, 2005 4:48 PM CDT
Dear Erik & Brandi
Keep up the brave fight, stay strong and always believe. Thinking of you and always checking up on your site.
Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xoxo
Dylan’s website
Melissa <dylan_newyork2005@yahoo.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Saturday, August 13, 2005 1:34 AM CDT
Hey Erik & Brandi! I remembered the song "Best Days of Our Lives" today and instantly thought of you two. Brandi, you crazy little firl, I see Jesus' grace and courage in you every time we hang out! Can't wait till we can stay up all night again talking about God's works!! You amaze me and I love you. And to Erik... keep clinging to God, buddy, and He will keep blessing you! Check out the story of God's provision and power in Acts 16:16-34. Many people will be touched by your dependency on Christ. Hugs to all of you!!
I. B. Meesingu (aka AJD:-)
Norwood Young America, MN USA - Saturday, August 13, 2005 1:23 AM CDT
I am touched by the EVIL NB by way of friends and friends of friends...too much! Your story is inspiring and your courage admirable. As a middle aged mother of three, I am in awe at your courage and are praying for you always. Much love and prayer,
Beth
Beth Sullivan <bethsulllivan@capecod.com>
Orleans, MA USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 7:03 PM CDT
Thinking of you all this morning and praying that all is as well as can be expected... Brandi and Erik have been on my mind all week and I have prayed for them many times. Congratulations on the great harvesting, Erik. Sorry that you have had such a painful time, but it is worth it all to know that you have those awesome cells in reserve. I hope that you can bypass as many steps as possible and get into transplant ASAP.
Shelly Adams (Eden's stepmom) http://www.edenadams.com <hondale@sbcglobal.net>
Westerville, OH - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:01 AM CDT
Ohhhhh what good news! Glad that yesterday was an improvement and that the pain did not reoccur. Continued prayers for all decisions being made....and for your complete healing Erik. We're behind you in the fight!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, August 12, 2005 5:14 AM CDT
Erik,
It was so wonderful to talk to you yesterday! I am glad that you are feeling better! We can't wait until you can come back home - it seems like you have been gone a long time, even though it has only been 8 days.
We are very excited about the benefit we are planning for you! You won't believe how many of your friends are coming! We are praying that you can be there (that the timing of your treatment will allow it) - many, many people who have been praying for you and love you will be there. Businesses and individuals have generously donated over 150 items for the silent auction. The door prizes add up to over $1,650!!! It will be a FUN night for all those that can come ... and also a night to honor God for being there for you every minute of every day. Get some rest so you can fight that infection in your line and come home sooner! We love you, Erik!
Aunt Dawn <dropsal@wcta.net>
Laporte, MN USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:14 PM CDT
Hi Donna, it's amazing how your life just changed in an instant once again and you were forced to adapt and fight leaving behind all those normal daily routines you were so used to. It really breaks my heart that you are going through this again. When I force myself to imagine your situation, I can see with great detail how hard this really is for all of you. Your will and spirit are an inspiration to every family facing this horrible disease. I admire your courage and love for your family. We love you guys!
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
Derry, NH - Thursday, August 11, 2005 5:56 PM CDT
The Lord of the Journey
Lord, I come before You tonight,
Heavy of heart and weary in soul.
This road we are walking together
Just seems to keep going on and on,
A continual, arduous climb.
I find my feet stumbling on the rocks,
My body crying out with exhaustion.
But each time I fall, You gently pick me up
And encourage me to keep climbing.
You hold my hand, pulling me over the roughest spots.
You carry me lightly when the path all but disappears.
I look up now and again,
Surprised at the heights which we have traversed,
Awed by the view of the great expanse.
The top of the mountain is yet wreathed in mists,
Hidden away from my eager eyes.
I know not how far or how steep
The rest of the journey will be,
But I know that even here on this tiny piece of cliff
That I can find joy enough to dance before You,
To raise a song of worship and of praise.
The very rocks themselves join in the chorus,
Singing forth the song that is older than they.
You are the Lord of the journey,
And I place my trust in You.
Ann <falcccl@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 7:03 AM CDT
My heart aches for all of you. Know that you are not alone. This too shall pass. To truly know when we are on the mountain top, we often have too walk in the valley. Your mountain top will be there. And it will be beautiful! Know that many carry you in prayer. Rest in Him and know that others hold you in prayer.
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 10:59 PM CDT
Read your entry today and IMMEDIATELY sent up prayers to God to send you peace, rest, resilience, etc. Mostly restored health, of course!
Just wanted to let you know I continue to pray for your entire family!
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 3:19 PM CDT
Prayers go to you for pain and discomfort under control before it hits and for clear eyes for the little ones. And for Mom to maintain her focus while spinning in circles.
Kari
Mooreton, ND - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 3:12 PM CDT
I can't imagine your exhaustion today! Okay God, are you listening??....I think this was enough!....Time to ease up on this family and let things go smoothly. No more chest pain episodes either, please!
Our prayers continue to be with you. Did they check Erik's gall bladder? Sometimes that can give that horrible chest pain...?? ...but we will pray it never comes back!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 2:50 PM CDT
Dearest Winskies,
Just wanted to say we keep praying for each of you. You're such a light giving family. So sorry you are not feeling well Eric. Cry out to God - He hears you. Donna - keep it up darlin, you're doing great! Miss you all tons! Love,
Kelly Jo XO
Kelly Jo Grossman
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 8:11 AM CDT
Eric,
My mom and I are up playing cards on the computer and thought we'd check out your site. It's early morn and all are sleeping but us.
May the Lord continue to be with you. We pray for you and think of you often. We're looking forward to your benifit. We see your posters all over and hope lots of people show up.
Well, I think I better get to bed. Zach and Linda
Zach Haugland <drum_dude67@hotmail.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 1:44 AM CDT
You are a blessing to us all! The Lord is your Shepherd!
Let the words of Psalm 91 encourage your hearts and your
spirits throughout the weeks! WE are so proud of your
hanging in there spirits! God is in control! Go for it!
God bless everyone. Hugs to all! Jesus loves you.
Joyce and Tom Krueger <tjkrueger@wcta.net>
Nevis , MN USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 9:32 PM CDT
Deart Erik,
We are so sorry you are not feeling well! We are back in town and want to come and visit you. Sounds like you are in the hospital now, so we don't want to bring germs. I will call your mom and we will see what we can do to help!
We are thinking of you everyday. Wishing you could be out enjoying the warm Minnesota sunshine. Stay strong....
A favorite poem I used to read often when Molly was in treatment went like this:
"It is the climb that puts on the muscle, Antything worth having never comes cheap.
God has no bargain counters for even his poor or weak. It hurts to fall down, but it strengthens us to pick ourselves up." L.H. Talbot
May our prayers and love pick you up Erik!!
Love from:
The Hollway's
Mary, Bill, Billy, Mike and Molly NB stage 3 High risk dx 9/93 NED 11+ years
Mary Hollway <Maryhollway@mn.rr.com>
Edina, MN - Monday, August 8, 2005 8:53 PM CDT
Erik, We are so sorry you are in the hospital and not feeling well. Tell your mom hi and that once again we say she is AWESOME! So glad you have such a wonderful, loving family and that includes Brandi! I came across this scripture this morning and thought of you. Is any one of you sick? He should call the elders of the church to pray over him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayers offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. James 5:13-16.
Sparks Family <ksparksfam@msn.com>
Rio Rancho, NM USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 8:43 AM CDT
AWESOME Brandi...you smart firl...cool photo!!!!!!
LOVE Donna
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
PR, MN - Sunday, August 7, 2005 4:30 PM CDT
HI
My name is Jackie and my 2 year old Trevor also has neuroblastoma His Treament includes 2 stem cell transplants we are currently at Childrens hospital of Phiadelphia and working our way through his second transplant. I stumbled upon your web page and all i can say is what an inspiration you are. Keep on fighting.
You can check out Trevors caringbridge page at pa trevor
Jackie Gresko <jemms4 me@aol.com>
morgantown, pa usa - Saturday, August 6, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Hey! I figured out how to change the picture!! I figured since Donna can't from the RMH I could help her out a little:)
I LOVE YOU ERIK
Brandi <brandi.brandenburg@ndsu.edu>
- Saturday, August 6, 2005 6:06 PM CDT
Hey you,
I heard you're feeling blue
I thought maybe I could write
just to make the day seem bright
Although you may feel too sick to read
Surely your Mom could print this out indeed
Hang in there 'ol pal I'll see you soon
Send me your address and I'll send a cartoon
I love you more than you'll ever know
Even more than I could show
Brandi B. a.k.a Baby Firl? <brandi.brandenburg@ndsu.edu>
Lake George , MN USA - Saturday, August 6, 2005 2:56 AM CDT
Hi
Im sorry to read that Erik is feeling so YUK... The GCSF shots used to take their tole on Lance also..
I am praying that the harvest goes well and is not to uncomfortable for Erik, yes, what a bummer they can not use his lumen!
PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING here..
You guys are in my thoughts always..
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 6:56 PM CDT
Hi Donna,
I wouldn't worry about Erik being able to eat while both arms are stuck. I donated platelets regularly (sorry to say I don't anymore), and even though your arms can't move, you can give him treats. The nurses used to feed me cookies, crackers, and they even used to give me drinks with a straw. You'll be ok with this:)
I didn't know the GCSF had such terrible side effects. I hope you feel better Erik. We all care so much about you!
-Bob Falconer
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
Derry, NH - Friday, August 5, 2005 6:03 PM CDT
Erik,you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. We are praying that God will give you the strength you need to endure the battles of the day. We pray that you will recieve encouragement and that the doctors will have the wisdom to best treat you.
Jeri Striebel <wsjs@paulbunyan.net>
Walker, MN USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 9:59 PM CDT
Hi guys, just checking in! I am glad things are going well. I think having the 13 years between transplants is a huge plus in Erik's favor. I really think Erik is going to put this behind him once again. Everybody is thinking of you guys. Stay strong!
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
Derry, NH - Thursday, August 4, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
Eric
My name is Barry I'm from S Louisiana. I'm very sorry to read about your relapse. I have a little special friend of mine whom is suffering Neuroblastoma stage four. She is 5 years old and has had the stem cell transplant and all. She is doing ok, however she is still currently in the hospital and has been ever since her intense chemo and transplant. 9 weeks. She is having bladder problems, but hopefully getting better. She is beautiful and just so wonderful of a child. If you would like to drop by her site she is in Ca/Mackenziemaier here on caringbridge. I would like to wish you all the luck and I will put you on a prayer list. May god continue to bless you and lead you into a fast recovery.
GOD BLESS YOU !
Barry
39 Male New Iberia, Louisiana
barry bouillion <barry.bouillion@centerpointenergy.com>
New Iberia, La - Thursday, August 4, 2005 8:48 AM CDT
Dear Erik,
Verses we read for you at Intercessory Prayer for Erik on Wed., Aug. 27th - "Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong. Do everything in love." I Cor. 16:13-14
"Let us then approach the thone of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in our time of need." Heb. 4:16
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the Lord" Jere. 29:11-13
"For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together will all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen
Erik - I wish I was more of an expert in music, so I could guess your song - it sounds sad today - I am praying and praying for you! That you would find your strength and peace in Christ - that He would touch and heal, protect and lift up - bless and use you to bring honor and glory to Him! Thank you for being so strong and so loving toward your family and friends at a most difficult time in your life - you are amazing! Shine on, Erik!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 3:37 PM CDT
Hugs,smiles,prayers, and God's blessings to all! We learn
so much from reading the guestbook and journal entries.
The pictures are always so awesome and encouraging to us!
God is so faithful to each of you! What an awesome Lord
we serve! We appreciate your love for the Lord, your
love for each other, your keep on keeping on spirits for
the Lord, and your love for God's word and His people.
You bless us all! God has a plan and the battle belongs
to the Lord! The victory is all in God's hands and we
want to encourage you to continue to keep your eyes on
the Lord! We love you all and God loves you so much.
Our hope is always in the Lord. May you continue to
find your strength and your joy in God's word each day.
Philippians 4:13 " I can do everything through Him who
gives me strength." Our heartfelt prayers are with you all.
Joyce and Tom Krueger <tjkrueger@wcta.net>
Nevis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 11:18 PM CDT
Sending much support and prayer with you for this part of the journey...you are surrounded by lots of love....that is so very important...and special. We pray for all decisions to be made, and for all of those who will be caring for you. Love the latest picture!
We are keeping Steve extra special in our prayers too.
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:33 PM CDT
May God be with you each mile of this journey!
LeAnn <jlgraham@unitelc.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:19 PM CDT
You are in our prayers as you journey to the U. of M. The scripture is so great to read at the end of the journal entries.Thanks!
Barb
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Mn. U.S. - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 8:33 PM CDT
Hello, I have a 3 1/2 yr. old boy, Xander. He is in remission from NB stage 4. We found your website and will be praying for you as you endure this treatment. We pray that God will deliver you from this just as He did before. We trust in Him daily and know that He will provide our every need. Lots of prayers coming from Oklahoma.
http://www3.caringbridge.org/ok/xander/
Doug,Ricki Lea, Xander, and Carter Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com >
Lexington, OK - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 3:38 PM CDT
Hi Erik,
My name is Jenna and I came across your site through another site. I know how hard it is to fight an illness, and I must say that you are a real fighter and champion. I know that fighting an illness is tough, but you just have to believe that you can beat it again and with the support of family and friends, I believe that anyone can get through anything. Keep being brave, strong, and try to keep as positive as you can. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, August 1, 2005 8:50 PM CDT
Dear Erik,
We are so sorry about your relaps but You are a hero! You killed the monster once you will do it twise because you know how to do it good luck! Be strong kisses from Europe.
( Ludwinski is it a Polish name ? )
http://www2.caringbridge.org/europe/eduardas/index.htm
Zaklina&Eduardas <zaklinaz@hotmail.com>
Marseille, France - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:04 AM CDT
just want to let you know that i am thinking of you all. Lots of love BethMegans page <bethhughes30@tesco.net>
croydon, surrey, uk - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
Hi guys,
Just checking in to make sure the "Princess" is staying out of trouble. I read about the relapse but chin up, if anyone has the spirt and will to get thru this, its Erik.
If he needs a little ribbing from his most favoritist nurse aide, I'd be more than happy to give him some.
Stay positive, take care and remember to continue with the research. =)
Jessica Hanson <jmh523@hotmail.com>
Fargo , ND 58102 - Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:46 PM CDT
Hi, Love the photo, you crazy kids!
Glad your getting the info you need. It's so nice to recognize your photos! Hope your having a fun summer!
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:32 PM CDT
Great picture! Thanks, Donna, for keep us up to date. On top of everything else you do, it's wonderful that you take the time to give us frequent updates.
Mary Vail <mvail@prudential.com>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:05 AM CDT
It was such a pleasure meeting you all at the NB Conference. We are praying Daily for Eric's healing, and hope for the best. Eric, you are so blessed to have your Mom, Brandi, and Family by yourside, you will get through this!! Sending love and {{{hugs}}} to you all! Katarra Ewing(Tyler's mom)
Katarra Ewing <sweetpeakaris@aol.com>
Canton, mi USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 6:26 AM CDT
Erik and family (Brandi, too). I so wish we could have met at the nb conference. We did see you both on the dance floor (Brandi- you are quite the dancer- hehehe). This journal is so encouraging- I am blessed by how you live each day to the fullest and truly enjoy the journey.
"Father God I ask in the Name of Jesus a complete healing in Erik's body. We thank you for the awesome response to chemo!!! Our steps are ordered by You- You are a lamp to our feet and a light to our path- I ask you Lord to give Erik and family wisdom, peace, joy, and love!!!! Psalm 139 says how Erik was intricately woven in his mother's womb- Father you created Erik and you know everything about him- touch him like only you can!!! Thank you for his relationship with Brandi- help them to always be walking with the fruits of the Spirit - bless their union in November- help them know that your plans for their lives are to prosper them and give them a hope and a future- I thank you for Erik's life- Thank you for drawing us all closer to You through Erik's journey! In Jesus' Name- AMEN!
Angie Gallegos (mom to Gabriella) <joyfulinhope@juno.com (www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella)>
Auburn Hills, MI - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 10:44 PM CDT
Hey Erik! I just wanted to let you know that Trista (your old Penpal and my sis!) said hi! She and her husband, Chris, both wish you well and you are on their minds and in their daily prayers. They also wanted you to know that they are expecting their first child this November and are very excited about it! (They don't have access to the Internet right now- otherwise they would've told you themselves)
Hope you are doing well and I hope that news brought a smile to your face! I know she misses all of the letters you two used to write to each other!
God Bless Erik!
Adey Maves <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 6:46 PM CDT
Hi Erik,
Here are the Bible verses from your intercessory prayer group from last Wednesday (July 20th) - Ps. 136:1-4;
Ps. 30:2; Ps. 28:6-7; Matt. 11:28-30; Ps. 91:1-2; Ps. 20:4
We continue to lift you up in prayer and also work on your benefit - everyone mark your calendars if you are reading this entry - August 19th from 5-8 PM at Faith Baptist Church - Spaghetti Supper and Silent Auction - Sponsored by Friends & Family of Erik! Look for banners coming into Park Rapids within a couple days! Sending a big hug to you, Aron buddy, Lesa, Karl, Donna, Paul, & Brandi!!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 1:47 PM CDT
Hi Brandy & Erik!
Just came across your page and wanna say HELLO to you all.
Stay strong in fighting this monster. Don't forget you are not alone.
You will be in our prayers.
PS: The photo is really funny!!!
Ronnie, Nina & Tem <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
Europe, - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 1:12 PM CDT
Erik and Brandi...you two are so silly! Love seeing all of these pictures of you enjoying yourselves. Our prayers continue for all decisions and complete healing.
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 10:00 PM CDT
Hi all,
Just checking in on you.. you are in my prayers daily!
I wish I could have met you all in Chicago! I hope you had a great time.. my friend Shannon Snow told me she met Eric and she thought he looked like Lance too...
Thank you for doing such a wonderful job keeping us all posted..
I am sorry too that the dx was still NB..
Sending you all love..
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 4:12 PM CDT
Erik, Brandi, and family,
Saw this joke on the internet and thought you'd enjoy it.
We continue to keep you all in our prayers and appreciate the updates, guestbook, and photos - it's helpfull and encouraging.
God's blessings to you all,
Haugland family
The Computer Contest
One day Jesus and Satan were arguing about who had the greatest computer skills. They argued and argued. When they had drawn a crowd of onlookers and were still going at it hot and heavy, the angels--fallen and not--started to take sides and make bets.
Well God had had quite enough of this and decided to intervene. He told Jesus and Satan that there would be a progamming contest between the two that would settle the argument of who was better.
They both began programming day and night to win the contest. They were at their computers for an eternity when ZAP came a flash of lightning from God and their screens went blank.The day of reckoning had come.
"Well, let's see what you have done", said God.
So, Satan reboots his computer calls up his program and the screen is blank. Nothing! He turns, smiles and looks at Jesus. Jesus reboots his computer, calls up his program, and an infinite universe appears: Colorful, luminescent, in breathtaking 3-D,with populations of people and animals, building, working, eating,loving, giving birth, and dying.
"THAT'S NOT FAIR," shouted Satan.
"Oh, yes it is," God said, "Jesus saves."
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.om>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
Hi Erik, Brandi, Donna, and each of your family,
It has been a while since I signed in to the guestbook, but we have been praying! I look forward to the updates that you post and am so encouraged to know all that God is working out for you. We will continue to hold you before Him; it is good to know specific things we can pray for.
A friend once shared with me something that is helpful when I begin to feel overwhelmed in the circumstances of life. She suggested making a list of all the things that I know are true in my life. The first few may be a struggle because my mind is forced to change directions from what could happen, or what might be true, or what if... But once I begin to acknowledge "Whatsoever things are true" it causes me to bring my mind back into a place of rest and trust. There is security in thinking on these things.
I know it takes a ton of work on your part to find information, to follow through on contacts, to compile all the reports and test results. I hope that God will clarify for you those things that are true and need your attention, and those things that will be unfruitful and weigh you down.
Thanks again for being a blessing to us as you share your daily journey with a wholehearted desire to honour God.
In His love,
Kim Maves
Kim Maves <maves.unlimited@i-zoom.net>
Lindsay, ON Canada - Monday, July 25, 2005 4:07 PM CDT
Hi, Eric! We just want to let you know we're praying for you. Mike and the girls pray for you every night at the girls' bedtime, and we try to stay current with your news. It's really encouraging when we see you in church sometimes. Hope you are feeling well as you read this.
The Ericksons (Mike, Karen, Kirsten and Katherine)
P.S. Awesome picture of you and Brandi!
Mike and Karen Erickson, Kirsten and Katherine
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, July 25, 2005 10:01 AM CDT
Hi Erik,
It was great meeting you in Chicago. I've known your mom since 1996 when my son, Nick, got diagnosed with NB, but just met her in person last weekend. Nice lady, your mom.
I'll check your website for updates, and send you good thoughts for complete healing and perfect health.
Shannon Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Nevada City, CA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 4:14 PM CDT
Dear Erik and Family,
I believe tears of compassion and joy are running down Jesus' face as He is watching over you. He sees all the love flowing out to you in your time of need. He knows you are being constantly lifted up in prayer. Abiding in Him always, under all circumstances ,is all we can do. I think He is smiling on you Erik, what a wonderful witness you are for Him. Hold onto Him, He will never let you go. This is our prayer for you.
Lisa and Paul <leeluxe229@msn.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 2:06 PM CDT
Hi Erik, Brandi, Paul, Donna, Karl, Lesa, and Aron! Thank you for sharing the latest update! I am AMAZED at all you have been through! You are so "tuff" (as the guys always say), Erik! Stay strong with God and He will continue to give you the courage to sustatin you through this time. We are always here for you - in prayer and any other way. We love you all!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 10:29 AM CDT
Hi Erik,
I have been reading daily from the book, "Sparkling Gems from the Greek", by Rick Renner, a word study of the Greek meaning of the words in scripture. I read that the Greek interpretation of the word for "healing" is actually 'recovery'. The word "healed" doesn't speak of an instantaneous event. It is the word 'kalos' which means to be well, to be healthy or to be in good shape. It is translated as "...they shall progressively feel themselves getting better and better, until they are well and healthy."
You are still being "healed" thru all the prayers and the working of the Holy Spirit. We need to remember to continually give praise and thanks to our Heavenly Creator and Healer. God is Good and He loves us so much.
Jan Lokensgard <tjloken@comcast.net>
Eagan, MN - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Dear Erik,
You probably remember us from Hanscom. We prayed for you then and we are praying for you now. You have grown into such a wonderful young man! I am so happy for you and Brandi! I pray for God's blessings on your union in November! I am so thankful that your Mom has stayed in touch with us. Your Mom's last entry mentioned the many treatments you have gone through and the challenges facing you and your family right now. I am praying for you that God will help with all of that and that you and your family will know God's peace. May God continue to richly bless you!!
Love, Roni Campelli
Veonica Campelli <vcampelli@comcast.net>
Chelmsford, MA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 9:13 PM CDT
Oh my gosh. I am SO happy to hear that you are doing so well!
Thank you Lord for listening to our prayers. Please continue to hold him up in your arms, and allow the chemo and other treatments to keep doing their amazing jobs!
Amen!
GO Erik! We are all praying for you!
Adey Maves <sweetchickster@hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Saturday, July 23, 2005 2:54 PM CDT
Hi Erik!
I loved the scripture quoted in an entry below, especially the part that said:
"The LORD is my portion:
Therefore I will wait for Him."
He's really all we need!
I'm praying for your victory through Jesus and I've shared your story with a small band of prayer warriors I know in Texas; my mom is among them.
Donna, hugs to you, dear! I'm praying for the Lord to give you HIS strength and a peace that passes understanding. Also, that He would guide you as you learn how to track down the information you need. Love you, Sister!
Lord, please cover this family with Your love and an awareness of Your awesome presence. In Jesus' name.
Lisa Richards <plumhill2001@yahoo.com>
Nevis, MN USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 2:27 PM CDT
Erik,
I will be praying for you. My son is on staff with CpC and I learned of you through their website. When you get well, there will be many more houses to build. Keep trusting that God has a plan for your life, and he will use your experiences to minister to others.
Connected is Christ.
Mary Anne Hokanson <mahokanson@medicalpropertiestrust.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 9:07 AM CDT
Good afternoon Eric,
this is Michael again i just wanted to know how you were feeling. say hi to evereryone.
i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers
god bess you
Michael Gjonaj <proeuropainting@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton Township, MI USA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 1:21 PM CDT
Erik- Today, when I was begining to lose my faith in God, I came across your website and I was calmed. What an amazing family you have and an amazing inner strength you have. I have a 10 month old baby girl, Kylie, who was diagnosed w/ Tuberous Sclerosis in feb. Basically, she has tumors in her brain that caused her to have many seizures everyday. My faith in God has been waivering bt reading your story has helped. I have always wanted to become a bone marrow doner and after reading your story, it is something I would love to do for someone. I will keep you and you family in my prayers- that girl of yours sure sounds like a keeper! I wish you both years of happiness. Kylie was born on our 1 year wedding anniversery and we definately have gone through "the worse" early on. I truely believe it has made us stronger. Praying for peace for you and yours- Maria Gibbons www.caringbridge.org/mn/kylie
Maria Gibbons <riau2@aol.com>
Falcon Heights, MN - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:38 PM CDT
Dear Eric,
i hope you are doing better and we are praying for you every day.
i hope you feel better!
michael gjonaj <proeuropainting@sbcglobal.net>
clinton township , MI usa - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:23 PM CDT
Hey Erik and family! I have checked your web page numerous times, but this is the first time I have looked at the guestbook....it's awesome how many people are praying for you and sending love and encouragement your way. I am thrilled to join them in letting you know about my prayers, love, and encouragement.
Lamentations 3:21-24
Yet this I call to mind
And therefore I have hope:
Because of the LORD'S great love
We are not consumed,
for His compassions never fail.
They are new every morning:
Great is your faithfulness.
I say to myself,
The LORD is my portion:
Therefore I will wait for Him.
Keep your focus on His provision and unstoppable love.
My love and prayers to you, Brandi and family,
Judy Haroldson
Judy Haroldson
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 2:48 PM CDT
Hi Donna,
You are amazing. Keep the determination, and never stop asking the questions to the doctors. I really think they don't mind, they just have so much to do. But, they have to stop and think that someone as committed to leave no stone unturned only shows up once in a great while (I know I would do the same). It is their responsibility as physicians and scientists to give you the time and respect you deserve.
The thought that there was lack of communication between the doctors has me really upset. Why should you be the only one keeping watch on scheduling? God bless you!
Keep doing what you're doing. You are Eriks lifeline. I know you are doing what needs to be done!
Erik, I know I always seem to talk to mom in these postings, but we love you too!
Love Bob Falconer
Bob Falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
Derry, NH - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:43 PM CDT
Erik, still checking in on u buddy, Glad to hear conference went well with lots of information and good news. Keep up the good work and keep on fighting, it's working! Good luck with the harvest, we will be praying for you, as always.
Michelle Ryan <Ddynamos@rcn.com>
Dedham, Ma usa - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:01 PM CDT
Hi folks! It was great to have met you at conference last weekend. We all sat together at breakfast on Friday, I am Eden Adams' stepmom.
I read everything on the website today and that tune is driving me crazy! I know that I know it, but cannot remember the name! Please what's that tune? Someone tell me because now it's stuck in my head...
Shelly Adams (Eden's stepmom) www.edenadams.com <hondale@sbcglobal.net>
New Albany/Westerville, OH USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 7:07 PM CDT
It was so nice to meet you Donna at the conference. Unfortunately, I did not get to meet Erik and Brandi. It seemed that everytime I went to talk to them, someone already was. I sat with you at breakfast on Friday morning. I will continue to keep you all in my prayers. Erik and Brandi were soooooooo cute!!!!!
Gretchen^|^Angel Alex^|^ and Neil's Mommy <glonero@verizon.net and cringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 6:55 PM CDT
I am so happy to read the positive results! Go Erik!!!!
I hope you all are having a FANTASTIC time at the conference, it was a blast last year,,,
All my love to all of you!
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Saturday, July 16, 2005 8:23 PM CDT
Hi Erik! Hi Brandi! Hi to all Ludwinski's!! We are glad to hear about the positive results this week at the doctor. We wish you a great trip to the Chicago conference. Hope it's very helpful and informative! We will continue to pray for healing, as well as for safe travel for you.
Erik, is the new music from the game Tetris?? Erik at our house has that handheld game!
LeAnn and Joe Graham and family <jlgraham@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 6:49 PM CDT
Hi Erik,
Last week your prayer group had this verse for you - "The Lord is good, a stronghold in a day of distress; He cares for those who take refuge in Him." Naham 1:7 Along with Is. 40:31, Matt. 5:16, Rom. 8:28, and Ps. 42:1-2
We will keep praying and praying for you and the whole family! I am humbled by your Aunt Dawn's love for you and your family as she prays hard and also works so hard on your benefit - what a blessing!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:24 AM CDT
Hi,
Just stopped in to let you know I am thinking of you all!!!!!!
Much love to all of you!
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:39 PM CDT
Praying for a clear bone marrow biopsy. Erik, your mom is so amazing, but you already know that!
The Sparks Family <ksparksfam@msn.com>
Rio Rancho, NM USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:17 AM CDT
Thinking of you guys....
FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:17 AM CDT
Sending you all LOVE and prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Donna, it was so GOOD to hear from you!!!!
I do hope you all can make it to the conference this year, I found it to be a very healing time for all last year.
Much love to you all!
Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:35 PM CDT
Happy Friday Erik....boy, your mom is one amazing woman, isn't she? Keep up the good work! You are right, if it was that physician's child, ...well, we would HOPE he would leave no stone unturned. I'll be praying for this physician and all the physicians you will be meeting along this journey, that their hearts may be softened and ears open as you present your research each time. In today's medical world, unfortunately, each of us must be our own advocate or have someone be advocate for us. Keep fighting! God bless....and we'll be waiting for the clear scan report!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 5:04 AM CDT
Dear Erik,
I just read a post on the Nblast listserve, I think from your mom. She responded to my email concerning my little Joey who is 5 years old. He was diagnosed at 1 year old. Iam dealing with his hearing loss at the moment and it seems like a big deal right now, but after reading your moms post and how this terrible disease is back in your life after 13 great years, it just makes my heart cry for you and for all our little ones who have to go through this. May God see you through this once again and congratulations on the life you have led and the man you have become. That is what I wish for my son. There was a time all I prayed for was for God to let my see him grow up to be a young man, and now that I see you and the return of this disease, it seems like such a selfish thing to ask for more. God bless you and you will be in our prayers.
Lynette <linnyv@aol.com>
Pembroke Pines, FL US - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:45 PM CDT
I saw your site on the NB list serv. I am so sorry you have relapsed after so long. My 15 1/2 yr old son has NB. He was dx 9/00 and relapsed 5/03. We are still fighting. You are in our prayers. You are very lucky to have such a great mom and Brandi in your corner.
DeAnn Elliott www.caringbridge.org/ok/darren <nbmom09@yahoo.com>
Clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Hi Erik and Brandi! I love the new pictures. We spent the 4th of July at my cousin Kevin Miller's....not sure if you ever heard of the group FUEL...well Kevin use to be the drummer...but now has started his own new group....
called....Fosterchild. Kevin had a huge picnic for family and friends to introduce the band...they were pretty good...and the night ended with some wild fireworks!
Hope today is finding you having a pretty good day. We had a beautiful weekend weather wise, but today there was liquid sunshine all day.
Take care. Keep up the fight! We're behind you!
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:00 PM CDT
hey Erik
It's anna o'connor, you recently wrote on my website, I would love to talk to you sometime. Yeah we do have a lot in common. I would love to get to know you better so please write me.
anna O'Connor <anna.e.oconnor@wheaton.edu>
rapid city, sd us - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 0:58 AM CDT
Happy 4th of July! Stay strong and believe in your dreams.
Dylan’s website
Love & Hope
xoxo
Melissa and Dylan <dylan_newyork2005@yahoo.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Monday, July 4, 2005 12:27 AM CDT
Just after 1130 on 7/1 Jesus opened his arms to my little friend Ryan Connolly.
Thank you for praying and please continue to keep his parents in your thoughts.
www2.caringbridge.org/mi/ryanc
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, July 2, 2005 0:10 AM CDT
Hi Erik!
Not sure why it's taken me so long to post a comment for you. I've been checking in on this web page every couple of days and pray for you often. I ask God to give you strength (we all know that you're no weakling!!!) and I ask him to give you peace in your heart. I know you have so many people praying for you because we all know that if anyone can get through this, well, it's definitely you! Hey do you remember the days of Hanscom AFB? Haha, I do. Specifically the time when we were about 8 years old and your mom threw a party for you. This was no average party, haha, and everyone who showed up soon found out why. All party-goers had to swallow candy mints whole. The kid who swallowed the largest candy won a prize. I don't remember the grand prize, but the important thing is that your mom was trying to show you you weren't the only kid in the neighborhood that could swallow a horse pill. She's actually responsible for making swallowing candy cool that year! Though I didnt quite understand what you were going through back then, I knew that I had a friend who's faith cured his sickness. The same goes for today, Erik. By the way, I believe I am the reigning candy swallowing champion, Yes, 12 years undefeated! All joking aside, congratulations to you and Brandi. Say hello to your family for me. I will be in touch. Make sure you have fun in these summer months, travel, and enjoy a sunset! God bless you. (even when you don't sneeze!)
Jessica Zajac <zajacjs@merrimack.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
Good Morning Erik!
I personally think you are much TOO well to be stuck in this hospital. Dr. Kobrinsky should read your journal about how God has protected you thus far. Maybe he will let you OUT!
I wonder why the journal says you posted it at 11 pm? I am pretty sure it was closer to midnight, because you didn't go to sleep until 1:30 am! (I know, you had to have Brandi shave off the mohawk so you could sleep in your new sweet beanie and not wake up in a pile of hair). See what I mean about feeling GREAT! No sleep required!
Anyway it is so nice to see you so cheerful and laughing so much. What a balm for my heart. God has big plans for you Erik! This is a precious time for me to be with you and Brandi. What a precious relationship you two have, and even more precious and powerful faith. Listening to you two pray together is too awesome for words. God is showing Himself MIGHTY!
Come on white cells---GROW!
I love you!!!!
MOM
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:35 AM CDT
Hey Handsome!! You are the bright light in my life. I have had so much fun with you these past two days in the hospital, I've begun to think that you aren't sick anymore, you are just working it for the love and affection ( which I will never stop giving:>) Thank you so much for being the sweetest man ever, even in your times of sickness you make me feel like the most special girl in the world! I truly cherish your love and had the best time giving you a mohawk! I love you sweetheart!
Forever in my thoughts and prayers,
Your Garling Firl,
Brandi <3
Brandi Brandenburg SOON-TO-BE LUDWINSKI! <brandi.brandenburg@ndsu.edu>
NOVEMBER 19, 05 LET THE WEDDING BELLS RING! - Friday, May 27, 2005 10:52 PM CDT