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Charlie Blondeau
Fergus Falls, Mn Ottertail - Friday, February 11, 2011 9:01 AM CST

Donna,
Please close down Erik's old site immediately as it is locking up my PC in Australia.

Natasha Coady
Canberra, ACT Australia - Saturday, May 22, 2010 0:06 AM CDT

My grandaughter Morgan Barnes was DX with neuroblastoma July 2002. When I would check caringbridge I was drawn to Erik's site by his beautiful smile.
I have prayed for you, shared your story and asked my friends to send up prayers. Erik has touched so many people with his love of our Savior and his ministry will continue. You truly live "trading my sorrow for the joy of the Lord". His promise will endure with peace that passes all understanding.
Vicky Morgan <vpm1@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC USA - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 10:01 AM CST

Praying for You Erik
Dana Summers <dana629@gmail.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Thursday, January 21, 2010 11:58 PM CST

Hi Erik, I just wanted to let you know that I've been thinking about you a lot and especially over the last months when I heard from Grandma Lou that you've had a relapse. I so enjoyed meeting you on the family cruise in January --- I hadn't seen you since you were 2 yrs old and I know it sounds dorky but I fell in love with you all over again. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hello to Donna and your family. I love you all.
Gloria Appell Few <glorier53@.comcast.net>
Galveston, TX USA - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 8:25 PM CST

Donna:
I just wanted to let you know I've been following Erik's journey for many, many years - and I am so saddened to know that you guys are once again in the fight against the "beast". I check the page every day and you and your son are always close to my heart and in my prayers...
May God hold your family close in your time of need.

Shayne B.
West Richland, WA - Friday, October 9, 2009 12:36 AM CDT

Thinking of Erik and your family today and everyday. Praying for no pain and the nb to be gone.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, ca - Wednesday, October 7, 2009 11:52 AM CDT

I just want you to know that your site is the first I check every day after school. To me, no news is good news. I love you both.
Morgan <morgan.clack@ndsu.edu>
- Monday, October 5, 2009 0:56 AM CDT

Constantly keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers!
melissa <dugan152310@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 26, 2009 7:48 PM CDT

Your family is always in our thoughts.

Mark Weinstein <msw4477@me.com>
cumming, gA united States - Saturday, September 26, 2009 4:27 PM CDT

Donna,
I am sorry to hear about Erik's relapse. Your family is so often in my mind.
I will pray for you all!
Yasmin
Finland - Friday, September 25, 2009 6:38 AM CDT

Dear Eric,
Strong prayers coming your way for complete healing.
Believe in miracles and the power of God. To all NB moms, you are our hero!
With much love and Gods healing
a neuroblastoma mom
- Monday, September 14, 2009 7:16 AM CDT

Dear Donna,
I hope one day to have the pleasure of meeting Erik. I feel like I have met him. He takes after your loving, generous and intelligent spirit. There will be wonderful news coming your way soon. I can feel his healthy cancer free life will be in the future. My heart is always with you and your family. Fight, fight, fight! Marian Moffett
marian moffett <moffetts@napanet.net>
napa, ca - Sunday, September 13, 2009 10:08 PM CDT

Dear Ludwinski family,
I found you through Ray Jones friends on facebook; read about Erik's journey and wow!
God has taken you through the seasons. He has allowed the tears when Erik was a small child and brought the joys of raising your family, back to the tears and frustrations of fighting this cancer again. You have seen his provision in good times and in bad. He has walked with you through the valley...He has held your hands, He has comforted you. You have seen and known that God is good.
Know that He is still the same God and I pray the prayer that you ask, that God will keep Erik free from pain. I am praying daily for deliverance from the cancer and that God will be glorified through Erik's life and your family as He already is. You are such a blessing in so many ways!
Lynn Hitchcock

Lynn Hitchcock <lynnah659@yahoo.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, September 7, 2009 10:53 AM CDT

Donna, Erik and family,

Go with God down this road; He's walking every step, every day, every moment with you.

And so are your NB friends.

Becky Smith <smithellaneous@yahoo.com>
Smithfield, NC - Monday, September 7, 2009 5:28 AM CDT

This completely stinks! I'm so sorry for all that Erik is dealing with and the decisions you are faced with.

Praying for Erik and your whole family.

Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, Ne - Sunday, September 6, 2009 9:29 PM CDT

Just praying for answers for you. Strength to continually keep moving forward. We know Erik is definitely a fighter.
melissa dugan <dugan152310@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 5, 2009 7:56 PM CDT

Donna,

Going before the Father on Erik's behalf...

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth1111@att.net>
Houston, TX - Friday, September 4, 2009 10:40 PM CDT

Dear Donna,

The mom in me totally identifies with all you are saying - we love our children so much and to see them hurting is really more than we can handle. You are amazing and you will continue to be amazing. Give yourself a break and give the reins over to God (at least once in a while :-)) - I am teasing you - Erik and your whole family's faith is amazing and God has been faithful and true. Just remember that God's love for Erik is even greater than yours.

Verses for today...Eph. 3:14-21 For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

Sending you a hug via the internet!!
Robin Kriens
- Monday, August 24, 2009 8:55 AM CDT

Donna, from a fellow caringbridger I love Erik's site. Your posts are so uplifting. The picture is great and the idea of a roast beef and mashed potatoes dinner to make our kids smile is a great image. I'm praying for Mary's scans tommorrow. Does she also have NB? Blessings, Donna.
Brad McLean <mcleanplace@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, August 23, 2009 4:09 PM CDT

Hey Donna and Erik,

So glad that Erik is feeling well and hope first week of his crazy schedule goes well. Go Erik Go! Sam is feeling a bit better today but still has some pain.
Margot
Margot Hutchison <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA 92109 - Sunday, August 23, 2009 10:10 AM CDT

Yay! It's wonderful to read better news! God is looking out for our beloved Ludwinski's Praise be to God!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, Mn - Friday, August 21, 2009 2:49 PM CDT

Mary and Erik look like two beautiful happy big kids. This is a really sweet photo.

They look two very healthy and happy friends enjoying each others company. I can't see any evidence whatsoever of a life threatening illness in this photo.

Their spirits ars so strong. Mary and Erik, you are both beautiful and amazing individuals.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, August 21, 2009 6:50 AM CDT

Erik - you are truly a hero and a man of God!
Kathy Conger <congerlady@yahoo.com>
Bagley, - Thursday, August 20, 2009 4:46 PM CDT

Erik is keeping in good spirits, this puts me in good spirits too; i can be quite depressive at times and need encouragement from others too.

thankyou Erik. thankyou Donna for your many updates.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Thursday, August 20, 2009 10:28 AM CDT

I'm so glad to know that Erik is feeling better and getting ready for more school.You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
love,
Pat Schwartz
Patricia Schwartz <schwja@ndsupernet.com>
Mott, ND - Thursday, August 20, 2009 5:12 AM CDT

Erik and family,

As a fellow family battling this disease, we are inspired by your inner strength and determination. May God bless you and your family in this journey.
Dennis Ratliff <patriothomer@gmail.com>
Hanscom AFB, MA USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 7:39 PM CDT

Wow Erik--that is QUITE the crazy first three week schedule as you head back to Bemidji! I send you my prayers for continued strength and wisdom to discern what lies ahead.

Yup--you are ALWAYS in my daily prayers! :)

Have a great week!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 10:23 AM CDT

Erik,

I found your site from the Franca's site. I don't know you at all but we do share one common denominator...NB. I appreciate your honesty, your faith, your fears, your courage and more that I don't know how to put into words. May you have abundant strength as you battle. May you receive better news and remission quickly and be free of pain. I know when I am reached by a "stranger" I am apprehensive...but I pray you are comforted by all your friends and family and are blessed and healed from all of your suffering you have been through and are going through.

Rebecca D'Andrea

caringbridge/racheldandrea (my daughter)
Rebecca D'Andrea <rebecca_dandrea@hotmail.com>
Chantilly, VA USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 5:55 AM CDT

Erik you inspire me anytime I have any difficult obstacle in my life.

Who do I think of when I need encouragement and fortitude to fight any battle? I think of you and feel blessed to know you.

I know you will be worried that some of your studies have to be put aside because of treatment.

You are a servant of Our Lord and that is what is most important. I am trusting in God's guidance to you.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, August 18, 2009 10:06 AM CDT

Donna! Oh my goodness - I just read about Erik's relapse on another child's site and I am just stunned. I cannot believe that wonderful boy of yours is battling once again. This just cannot be! I am praying for all of you with all of my might.

Erik, you are an inspiration to us all. I will never forget the short conversation I had with you about hearing aids in Chicago last year. You put my mind at ease with Cole. Fight the battle... fight hard. You are meant to be here young man so gather your strength and fight the good fight. We are all pulling for you!!!!
Kerrie Fitzgerald (the Fightin' Fitzgeralds) <kerenfitz@yahoo.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 11:55 PM CDT

Hi Erik and family,

Oh, it sound soooo good to hear the pain has subsided! Praise God for seeing you through this initial hurdle! You are all in our prayers! We love you all!
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, August 17, 2009 6:00 PM CDT

Thinking of you and hoping for another good day ... and another .. and another ... and another!
Diana Penner
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, August 17, 2009 12:30 AM CDT

Dear Donna,
Thanks for the birthday greeting! Had a wonderful day with Gisela & George - they took me to Mt. St. Helens! Am sorry that you weren't here - but maybe next time! Glad that Erik's pain is going away and hope that all else goes well. Love you all loads. Gisela & George send their love as well.
Grandma Lou
Louisa F Huyge <louh@chilitech.com>
Laporte, MN United States - Monday, August 17, 2009 11:10 AM CDT

HI, I'm glad to know that you are feeling better, and are able to download your lunch! More prayers! Love, Ellen
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma United States - Monday, August 17, 2009 1:48 AM CDT

Erik, Donna, Paul and all the "little" Ludwinskis
We got back from Texas at 3 30am Friday and later got the bad news. It's wierd when you've been praying for total healing for someone how you feel almost betrayed by the Lord when you hear about more cancer. That's our humaness, I suppose, so we repent for He is good!and then you continue to pray for total healing. Strange life we live isn't it? Erik, the Lord in you truly impresses this old woman. It is a priviledge to know you. I am praying for total healing on a daily basis.
Donna, I love you so much. I am looking forward to coffee soon. Know that even though I have no frame of reference for this, I am so with you and I am praying, praying, praying. God is good.
Marcy Nelson <nelsonis@paulbunyan.net>
Laporte, Mn USA - Saturday, August 15, 2009 11:52 AM CDT

Erik, my family and I have been keeping up with your life for many years now! You are strong and live with more joy and love than many, many people ever do in a lifetime! We admire you. Keep fighting! We will continue to pray for you.
Love, Catalina, Tom, Jessica, Tommy, Jamie, Chris & Alissa Zajac
The Zajac Family <ctzajac@aol.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Friday, August 14, 2009 9:52 PM CDT

Donna and Eric: I continue to keep you in my prayers. God has a plan for all of us. Eric will beat this and continue to serve in the name of the Lord. God bless you all. You are awe inspiring.
Susy M. <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL - Friday, August 14, 2009 3:35 PM CDT

Erik I was in a state of shock and anger, to hear that you are in pain and couldn't keep your medicatons down. I felt too ill and too worried to write anything when I read it.

To hear that you are somewhat better today is like a soothing balm for my soul.

I do have a partially selfish motive in wanting you to keep fighting - it is that I know that how many in the nb world look up up to you as an inspiration for them also not to give up.

I am so grateful to you for keeping up the fight when it is so hard for you. I know you love your life too which is a strong motivation for you.

I think you also realise that others look up to you Erik.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, August 14, 2009 6:39 AM CDT

YES!!!!!!! God is working. I know it!
PLM <usemath@gmail.com>
Bemidji, MN US - Thursday, August 13, 2009 11:29 PM CDT

Thinking of you. Praying for relief for Erik. I know you will come up with the best possible plan asap. Hang in there. Big Hug.
Susan Kalika <Kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Thursday, August 13, 2009 3:46 PM CDT

I am far away in London, but I am thinking of you and praying for you. I hope the pain eases and the sickness goes away and God places his loving hands on you and heals your cancer. You have been so brave. I reach out through the miles to say I hear you. romy
romy duschinsky <romy47@hotmail.co.uk>
london, - Thursday, August 13, 2009 3:10 PM CDT

Praying for God to open doors for further treatment options. Hope the pain is less today.
Debbie Waters <mjdswaters@msn.com>
Jefferson, Ga - Thursday, August 13, 2009 10:31 AM CDT

Good Morning--My heart just aches for you. Over and over and over again--this cancer just does not seem to go away.Our thoughts and prayers are with you--and hopefully life can be back to "normal" Lovingly, Glen and Carla
Carla Symons <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
- Thursday, August 13, 2009 9:24 AM CDT

Dear Donna,
It is difficult to find words, I have been following Eric's site forever, and am in shock. Prayers are with you, Eric and your family. God and faith is all we have.
a neuroblastoma mom
- Thursday, August 13, 2009 8:18 AM CDT

I have been following Kiki Fox and read about your current fight. It looks like your warrior spirit has carried you to and through several remissions. I pray it continues to serve you well and leads you to permanent remission. Keep up the good fight my friend, we are all rooting for you.
Pete
Pottstown, Pa U.S. - Thursday, August 13, 2009 8:12 AM CDT

Dear friends,
It just breaks my heart to read all that you are going through.Please know I am thinking of you and praying.
much love,
Pat Schwartz
Patricia Schwartz <schwja@ndsupernet.com>
Mott, ND - Thursday, August 13, 2009 5:23 AM CDT

Praying for Erik and that your path forward becomes clear. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma United States - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 10:06 PM CDT

Donna, Erik and family. There are many prayers being lifted up for you here in Bismarck, ND. I know that God's plans are always better than ours, but I sure wish we could see the bigger picture...wouldn't that make things easier? I admire your strength and tenacity! Let us know if we can do anything! I'd love to offer medical help from here, but sadly, ND is a bad place to get cancer...we are better off going to MN for treatment:)
Pam Thompson <dakotapam@gmail.com>
Bismarck, ND - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 9:00 PM CDT

Erik, Donna, and family, I don't know how to begin to express my grief at what you are having to go through. You are so right that one who hasn't been through as much as you all have cannot even fathom what this must be like. It is almost beyond my comprehension the depth of suffering you have been through - yet you would surely deny it to be true suffering. You repeatedly give the glory to God for all that you have - even if what you have is taken from you. I can't even begin to think of how I could handle it if I were in your shoes. Would I possess the kind of character you have to be able to reach into the heart of who you are, and show - for all the world to see - that you have exactly the kind of faith that God would desire of humankind? You are the faith that - as small as a mustard seed - can throw a mountain into the deepest sea. I see that kind of faith in you, and again, am humbled by it. I am in awe, but still, unworthy to walk in your shoes. I see God looking at you, seeing your heart, and saying to himself, "well done, my good and faithful servant".

I believe death is not God's will - not really. It is a product of Satan's fall. But, as each one of us has to face the reality of our own mortality - someday - we will someday see the book of life and then face judgement for our works. Are we ready to face the reality of how we measured up? Do we really want to know what God already knows - whether we gave Him Glory and trusted Him in our trials. Did we really surrender ourselves to Him?

I want what God wants for you, Erik. I pray it is in His will to heal you again. You have been a miracle, and - if it is His will, you can be a miracle again. What you write touches people, Erik. The depth of your suffering has brought out the man of God He wants you to be. I pray your witness lives on - and that you can continue to bless people with your thoughts and inspiration. We love you, Ludwinski's.
Randal and Nicole Guida <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 8:07 PM CDT

I came to this link through Kiara Fox, 6 years old, diagnosed with neuroblastoma one year ago. You are quite a guy. I've learned from you. I'll have more gratitude for the small things tonight and tomorrow. I know you "have your team", but I'll keep you in my humble prayers to our Lord.

Ellen Martin
Douglassville, PA United States - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 7:10 PM CDT

Erik,
It has been a long time since I have read your site and checked in on your journey. I got it from another persons site but lost it and now they have put it on their site again. You do not know me at all the only thing we have in common is that we are from the great state of Minnesota. I can not even imagine how you or family feel at this aburpt change in your world. I always found you entries to be heartfelt and uplifting even though at times you were going thru some pretty bad stuff. Keep up the fight and know that people who do not even know you are pulling and praying for you. You are truly wise beyond your years and I am can bet that you make your parents proud with the way you handle all the speed bumps God puts in your path.
Jan Karels
Jan Karels
Mankato, Mn - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 4:36 PM CDT

Oh my. Timing is so critical to most of our life..... I am required to work one weekend out of the year. (We Fest) Because of that, the days leading up to it and the few days after busier than my 'normal'. And due to that, I also have not checked in on all of you.

Needless to say, my heart went right into my throat as I read the last few days entries. It's so easy to think that our Dragon-slayer (Erik!) was finally able to lay down his sword and placidly walk through life once again. But like a punch in the stomach, this horrible, wretched "C" comes back around an unseen corner.

Horrible.

Erik, I am so, so sorry that you once again are fighting this doggone 'crap'! I know that you are always the last one to say 'why me'.....but the rest of us surely wonder. It goes without saying that you are once again at the top of my prayer list.

And Donna, what Erik wrote about you is so, so, SO true! You are truly the epitome of what a great mom should be! Above and beyond. You, as well as the rest of the Ludwinski's, are mentioned each day in our daily prayers.

Please know that we have asked the angels and saints to stay close by you during this new charge.

Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 10:42 AM CDT

Each Wednesday at Being Cancer.net we feature a Guest Blog. This week we are highlighting neuroblastoma with two guest posts. The first is by Connie Powell, mother of Miss Madelyn, who recounts what the experience of diagnosis was for her and her family. In the second a twenty-four year old NB survivor, Erik Ludwinski, reflects on how cancer has affected his young life. I know that neuroblastoma has a strong blogging family. So thought you might be interested in visiting. Also please visit the “Neuroblastoma” section of our blogroll, Cancer Blog Links, to see if your site is listed. www.beingcancer.net
Take care, Dennis
Dennis Pyritz
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 9:40 AM CDT

Erik,
I know you have heard it before, but we are really inspired by you! You are an amazing writer, when I read your updates; I can’t help but think that you should talk to a publisher. I feel a little guilty, I should have to pay for this kind of wisdom, reading it for free is just not fair.
Thank you!
With Love and Gratitude,
The Kamp Family,
Tony, Eileen, Eric and Wyatt
Tony <tkamp@stratllc.com>
- Wednesday, August 12, 2009 9:17 AM CDT

Donna I just read your post about the radiologists words - what was he thinking? You have been very understanding of his workload!

I am praying for Erik's very wonderful brain and all of his beautiful body.

Also praying about the pain situation.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 7:19 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers. I learned of you through my high school friend, Caryn Franca. I am personally connected to three families who have children with NB. NB families are amazing and give me inspiration and shine much needed perspective on my normal, crazy life! Thank you for sharing your experiences and being such a wonderful example to all of us.
Julie Ash <juliejim@aol.com>
Centreville, VA USA - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 5:06 AM CDT

I stumbled upon your site back in '05 when our son Christopher was diagnosed with leukemia and you both had Dr. Kobrinski in Fargo as your doctor. Your site has been an inspiration for me and so many others, your postings in this entry confirm what I have felt the past 4 years - that you are an amazing young man. I continue to lift you up in prayers and hope that this "detour" in your life will be a short one and you can be back on the road to -as you write - normalcy. God bless you all.
Paula Bachmeier <paulabachmeier@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/christopherbachmeier>
Burlington, ND USA - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 11:25 PM CDT

Erik, We don't know each other but Caryn Franca has spoken of you many times in our prayer group. Hang on to your dreams; it's your gift of today. Prayers are being offered up for you by many folks. You write of life with cancer so beautifully that I feel your faith.
Love, prayers, peace, grace.
Helen Rusnak
Helen Rusnak <helensings@cox.net>
Clifton, VA US - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 10:49 PM CDT

Wanted to let you know we will be praying for you as you go through your treatments. Praying for strength, peace, wisdom and guidance.
Much love and prayers being sent your way,
Shannon Dudek (Kendra's mom)
Shannon Dudek <tsdudek@aol.com>
IGH, MN - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 10:27 PM CDT

Erik, you are one fine young man. I will pray for you to hold steady until you can get to NY. My grandson, www.caringbridge.org/visit/briceking is a patient of Dr. Kushner. I know you will beat this thing again. You have all of us out here praying for you. We will pray for your every need. We will pray for your parents also. God Bless and Keep you Safe.
linda kemper <dlkemper@yahoo.com>
hollandi, in usa - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:56 PM CDT

Hey guys - let me know if someday you want a break driving back and forth donna - I'll come and drive for a day!
Thinking and praying for all of you
mary virnig
Mary Virnig <mary-catherine.virnig@uwrf.edu>
- Tuesday, August 11, 2009 7:26 PM CDT

Dear Erik & Donna,
Love you both so much - hope the radiation & chemo does the job and that you are getting sufficient pain meds. Hang in there - we will see you soon..
G'Ma Lou & G'Pa Larry
Louisa F Huyge <louh@chilitech.com>
Laporte, MN United States - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 6:30 PM CDT

Donna, My heart is heavy for you, Erik, and the rest of your family. I can't even imagine the world you live in. Erik did such a wonderful job writing and really helped me realize that his world is so different that I can't even relate. His strength is awesome as he continues to touch others in so many different ways. I continue to hold you all in pray for continued strength, peace, and miracles.
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, Minnesota United States - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 2:19 PM CDT

Erik,
I knew nothing of NB before I learned of Marissa. Because of stories like hers I wanted to help. Your mother reached out and was a great source of support and she gave me the encouragement to hold a fundraiser ($40,000 to the BOP the first year and 40,000 the second). She is amazing as are you. Please know I am here if there is anything I can do for you or your family.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, CA - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 11:02 AM CDT

Dear Eric and Family, I too am a mom of an nb child. As I sat this morning and read your entries, I could not help but "loose it". No one could have described the life of a cancer person with such eloquence. The most horrifying part is how quickly it can change. It is wonderful that you have your belief in God, without it, I would not be able to stand. May God be with you and may treatment soon erase your pain and get you back to NED. With love a cancer mom
a cancer mom
- Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:23 AM CDT

Man, what frustration you must be feeling right now! I was stopping by to wish you guys safe travels and here they are changing it up again. I know I don't have to tell you this as I'm sure you already know, but god has a plan. Maybe there is something more benifical here rather than going to NY at least at the moment. God works in wonderous ways. Anyways, I am thinking and praying for you all. I'm hoping that Erik doesn't have any more pain and his CNS is fine.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 2:13 AM CDT

Praying for you and your family. I too hope your story inspires others to Praise God even through the storms of life. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and life with us. May you feel us lifting you up in prayer.
Marci Geary <mgeary@prairiepride.org>
Cedar Rapids, IA - Monday, August 10, 2009 11:00 PM CDT

Hello Erik,I met your mom at the nb conference.She is a great person and I'm honored to know her.We were new this year and were made to feel like thats where we belonged.Your note to us all was great.It's wonderful news to have a Christian young man out there who will praise the Lord no matter what is placed before him.I just pray God will have mercy on you and keep you from pain.Thats what I'll pray for.A painless life.Thank you for being an inspiration to us all.We love you.Tommy,Cheyenne,Kayla,Chris,and CALEB

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/calebstroble
Cheyenne Lee <cheyenne-78@hotmail.com>
Starke, Fl USA - Monday, August 10, 2009 10:37 PM CDT

Erik and family,

We've been going down the NB road for 7 years and although Sarah is currently NED, I understand how quickly reality can change overnight.

If it does change for us like it's changed for you, I hope I will be able to adopt your amazing attitude. Thanks for sharing.
Becky Smith <smithellaneous@yahoo.com>
Smithfield, NC - Monday, August 10, 2009 8:42 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know the Martins are praying for you all.
Barb martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Mn. u.s. - Monday, August 10, 2009 5:35 PM CDT

We are sending prayers

COLE Prayer Team - www.colesfoundation.com

www.caringbridge.org/visit/rileycook

Hugs of love, Andrea
Andrea Cook <ascjac@sbcglobal.net>
Grain Valley, MO - Monday, August 10, 2009 4:12 PM CDT

Erik, I enjoyed what you wrote and will pass it to those who God directs me to. I don't write very often in your guest book because I really don't know what to say. Often I start, then start over, then cancel. I guess I just want you to know that I'm still here even though I don't sign in. Want you and your family to know that just because I'm without words that doesn't mean I'm without prayer. God's blessing and always keep dreaming.
Linda Haugland <lhaugland@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, Minnesota United States - Monday, August 10, 2009 12:54 AM CDT

I am sitting at Bella's Cafe crying as I read this. I really needed this as my own simple stresses have been getting in the way of me seeing the small blessing in life. Thank you Erik so much for your complete honesty. I admire you so much and have learned something special from you.
Jan Lokensgard <tjloken@comcast.net>
Franklin, TN - Monday, August 10, 2009 12:48 AM CDT

Donna and Erik
You are both a true insparation to all the families out there battleing the wicked disease. Erik that is so wonderful what you wrote you are so wise beyond your years you and your mom are definatly one of a kind. We are praying that you will receive treatment that will work and free of disease and pain once again.
Tracy Ash <fishing_mom@hotmail.com>
College Station , TX USA - Monday, August 10, 2009 11:04 AM CDT

Hey Erik,

We met you a while ago at Alex's Lemonaide stand at the Mall of America. Kyle had just finished treatment for the first time. Kyle is now off treatment with end stage. His bone marrow just isn't working any longer. I check on your site all the time because I can relate to your Mom and also to what you are going through. With how Kyle describes pain and the frustration of cancer when you make plans and have to change course. Every time you think you have things under control it's ugly head appears again. I am praying for you and your family to find the right treatment to put you back into the stable category. Know that your journey touches many others. Knowing that you are not alone in this journey and having the ability for you to give your perspective as an adult helps us parents of the younger ones know more insight. For that I am grateful. I can only watch and guess at what is happening. When you describe it I can understand so much more about what Kyle experiences and so then I can be better support for him. So even though you may not always feel what you write is important it helps me to understand better. So for that I am thankful.

Good luck in NY. I hope they have something promising.
Teresa, Kiana, and Kyle (www.caringbridge.org/visit/superkyle)
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, August 10, 2009 10:38 AM CDT

Erik, I just happened to check your site this morning. Just wanted to let you know that there are more people who think of you and your story/inspiration than you may realize. All the best.
Bethany (Bemidji Pioneer reporter) <bwesley@bemidjipioneer.com>
- Monday, August 10, 2009 10:07 AM CDT

I met your mom at the NB Conference in Chicago. I've read your entries before and you are an inspiration. My niece also has NB so even though she is just 6 I'm sure her feelings are alot like yours. It helps us all undrstand from your point of view.
God Bless,
Susan
Susan Albright
- Monday, August 10, 2009 8:50 AM CDT

Erik,

I love that you write to learn and to process your feelings. I love the humility behind your intentions to protect others from the pain and the bravery behind your choice to post and share it nonetheless. I love that you pray and continue to praise the Lord, even when plans have been derailed and fresh frustrations have kicked in.

It's ok to rant.
It's ok to question.
It's definitely ok to dream.

We see those vivid images of your graduation, your future employment, marriage, and long-term happiness. We join your prayers, we share your hope for healing, and we will be behind you and your team, offering our prayers and support along the journey. You continue to inspire as you so honestly and openly share your experiences with others while preparing for this next phase of treatment.

God bless you, your family, and your team of caregivers,

Amy
mom of ^^Arden^^, Grayson, and Baby Bu #3
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
Jamison, PA - Monday, August 10, 2009 8:38 AM CDT

Reading your words really hit me - you nailed it all right on the head. Thank you for sharing them.

I pray that you continue on with your perspective of life and that the pain you are enduring lessens and goes away. Don't ever give up dreaming and hoping!

Josie
C.O.L.E. Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.com
Josie
Mn - Monday, August 10, 2009 8:38 AM CDT

Erik,
You dont know me but I am one of the many that follow your journey with this horrible disease. And your entry has touched me deeply. You refer to you have your team and my dear son Carter Finger in his own words as a 7 year old said the same thing his favorite thing to do would be smack nurses bums and dr.s and say Go Team! You bring much meaning in your entry and my prayers are with you !!!! I am sure the wonderful Dr.'s at New York will take care of you!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@verizon.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, August 10, 2009 7:42 AM CDT

Your faith is an inspiration to me. You are in my thoughts and prayers. With love, Dara Young (COLE's Prayer Team)
Dara Young
Spruce Pine, NC - Monday, August 10, 2009 7:12 AM CDT

I don't know you, but got you off the Coles Foundation site. What an awesome post. What I read from guests you are one special person along with your mom. God bless you for sharing how you feel and your outlook. Just know you are in my prayers.
Mary Holton <hojo143@bellsouth.net>
Milton, Florida USA - Monday, August 10, 2009 6:43 AM CDT

good luck to you on your long struggle. i can not even begin to imagine what you are going through.
april konkol <april_lily24@yahoo.com>
granton , wi usa - Monday, August 10, 2009 2:16 AM CDT

Eric and Donna,

What an amazing post to your Mom. We will be praying extra hard for all of you as you continue your fight....

Donna,
You were always full of great advice when I needed it during Nates fight. Praying for you and Eric as always.

With Hope
Abra McKean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA Usa - Monday, August 10, 2009 0:23 AM CDT

Erik,

What a beautiful post to your mother. She inspires me all the time with her kindness and knowledge and patience. The apple obviously did not fall far from the tree. We are thinking of you always and hoping and praying that you can knock it back into remission.
Margot and TeamSam
Margot Hutchison <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, August 9, 2009 8:19 PM CDT

Erik,

What a beautiful post of admiration for your mother. You surely are blessed to have her and I'm sure you know and appreciate the great love she has for you. Your post tugged on my heart in a deep way... as a mother, I understand the enormous, indescribable love that a mother has for her children. Having children is the greatest earthly gift there could ever be. I will be praying for you and your mother as you continue on this journey. May the Lord provide peace and strength for each day.

Love and prayers,

Robin M
COLE Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.org
Robin <robin@colesfoundation.org>
KS - Sunday, August 9, 2009 2:58 PM CDT

Oh Erik. what an honor to your mom and dad. I weep for your maturity and empathy. God be with you; His presence is enough.
Kathy Conger <congerlady@yahoo.com>
Shevlin, MN USA - Saturday, August 8, 2009 11:32 PM CDT

Erik - Behind every great man there stands a great woman. You two, and your family, ARE an inspiration to the rest of us. You hang in there and Live Life to the Max.
Melissa Mikulak, mom to Max www.mikulak.com <cureNB@gmail.com>
San Diego, CA - Saturday, August 8, 2009 9:50 PM CDT

Erik, Donna, Paul, Karl, Lesa, and Aron, Your family is such an amazing inspiration! I stand in awe at the love you show to one another - how you are so thankful in your time of trial! Erik, you just amaze me. You have matured into such a wise young man. You speak from your heart, and offer thoughts to live for. We love you, Erik, and want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Randal and Nicole Guida family <guidamason@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, August 8, 2009 6:37 PM CDT

Erik I am praying for you and your family.

Donna sent me a beautiful email about a year ago thanking me for my prayers and support and saying that I am "a true and faithful friend". I was very touched by Donna's kindness to me.

Your courage in posting this journal entry shows your amazing coping skills and your concern for your family and others like me, who you know will be devastated to hear this medical update.

I could not bear to lose you as a friend, you have been such a positive influence in my life. I remember once on Facebook when I was worried about a medical report, you wrote back to me "I am not going anywhere".

Your belief in yourself made me smile and really cheered me up. Erik you have always been so very strong in your determination to fight for your life.

I remain strong in my belief that you will do it and it can be done. Keep promising me that you will not be going anywhere.

All my love.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, New South Wales Australia - Saturday, August 8, 2009 0:54 AM CDT

Like Amy in PA,I feel just the same way-speechless.That's all,just praying,hoping.
Peter Ludwinski <pllgof@gmail.com>
Marietta, Ga USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 11:53 PM CDT

Wow Erik, that was an amazing update. I'm in tears right now after reading what you wrote. You truly are an amazing person & so is your mom. I had the honor of meeting your mom at the NB conference this year. Continue to hang in there, distract yourself & know that we are thinking of you all. www.caringbridge.org/visit/marissamonroe
Tracy Monroe <kenzieandrissy@gmail.com>
White Pigeon, MI USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 11:06 PM CDT

Dear Erik and Donna-

I wish I could do more....I will pray... and God will listen. Keep up your Jesus-like spirit- you are an inspiration to soooo many.

With love and prayers,

Thom, Debbie, Matt and Sierra Hume (matt 8 1/2-5years out of tx)
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
SLO, CA USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 11:01 PM CDT

Hi Guys, I love the pic with the sibs, it's nice to "see" everyone. I'm praying for your family. God Bless, love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, MA United States - Friday, August 7, 2009 9:52 PM CDT

Erik, Donna & all,
You are both amazing and I consider myself deeply blessed to know you. I pray so very hard that things go well as the stronger chemo goes to work. God Bless the Ludwinski family!

With much hope, many hugs, lots of prayers and tons of support,
Karen, Kate and the Jacobs crew
Karen
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 9:35 PM CDT

Erik,
Your ability to write the latest entry says all that can be said about your beautiful mother, wow! Her love for you was reflected back to her a thousand times.

Donna,
I know how it feels to be a cancer mom and I am still in awe of you. Know I am praying for your family.
Cindy
- Friday, August 7, 2009 5:12 PM CDT

Well, another tribute to God's grace and wisdom. Erik, you shine with love and purpose. You are humble and claim no fame to the strength you give others around the world. Your mighty love for your mother and hers for you is clear and true. Donna, you offer your son love,acceptance, guidance and most of all freedom to be himself and live his life. I don't have any answers or advice, but am with you always.
Sue Kalika <Kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 4:02 PM CDT

Your recent posts have touched me to my core. Erik writes with such grace and self-awareness, I am in awe. I can also sense the depths of a mother's love in your words. I am just a stranger in far away....yet rarely have I been so touched by your story...your son's story of courage and grace, and your family's story of love. Heartfelt prayers for your beautiful family.
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, August 7, 2009 3:45 PM CDT

Dear new friends Eric and Donna and the rest of you family,
I discovered that I have not actually signed Eric's guest book-and today am reading your newest info. I've been thinking of you guys alot this summer-hoping things were ok. It was such an honor to meet you-immediately upon seeing you walk into Spencer's hospital room I knew who you were.
I will be praying for you always.
love, Pat Schwartz
Patricia <schwja@ndsupernet.com>
Mott, ND - Friday, August 7, 2009 2:14 PM CDT

You have an incredibly amazing attitude! May God's favor be upon you. We continue to lift you all up to the God who's peace can surpass your understanding.
Patti Schrader :) <pschrader@yahoo.com>
Lake George, MN USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 12:52 AM CDT

What an amazing lesson you both teach us all about the art of living in the moment. I have so much to gain from reading your blog and appreciate all that you share and do! Your strength and positive attitudes in the face of adversity are remakable...and I am sure it is that positive attitude and energy that will help you to prevail! I am praying for you Erik and your wonderful mom (and family).
Rebecca Herbert-Friend of Will Lacey
Plymouth, MA - Friday, August 7, 2009 12:37 AM CDT

Speechless. Just sending so many hugs, prayers, and positive healing thoughts to all of you...

With HOPE,

Amy

Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
Jamison, PA USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 11:45 AM CDT

Erik,
You always amaze me! What you wrote today is so moving and insightful. You do have an amazing mom - God gave you just the mom you needed. And she was blessed with an inspiring, loving son. Both of you have let God work through you and help so many people. I love you both so much. You are in my unceasing prayers.
Love, Aunt Dawn
Dawn Opsal <dropsal@paulbunyan.net>
Laporte, MN USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 10:21 AM CDT

I was saddened to read the reports on Erik's latest scans. I am praying for your whole family as you enter this new phase.
Debbie Van Der Molen
Tomah, WI USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 9:44 AM CDT

Fingers crossed and prayers said. Hoping for good news!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Aububon, MN USA - Thursday, August 6, 2009 7:45 PM CDT

Hi Donna and Erik, just wanted to let you know that I have been following the journal entries and thinking about your family often. Congrats Erik on the good grades and continued strength through everything, and Donna, not enough could be said about your bravery and endurance. Love all the Ludwinski's!!! Hopefully I'll talk to you sometime soon!
Morgan Clack <morgan.clack@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, - Saturday, August 1, 2009 0:26 AM CDT

Hey Donna, I enjoyed the update. I also appreciate your Bible verses on the front page. We have recently gotten onto the Nblast email thing and are really enjoying it. Your posts on there about progresses in the NB world are great. I think the collaboration of us NB parents (finding and sharing the avail info) can contribute significantly towards getting our children healed, even it is one at a time for now. By the way, our Nathan's scans all came back clean last week, Praise the Lord. God bless you and the family,
Brad McLean <mcleanplace@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, July 29, 2009 10:02 AM CDT

Donna you are the most reliable CB updater I have ever encountered. I know when there is no news from you, it's because you are all so incredibly busy with your lives.

Just reading about makes wonder where you all get so much energy from. I am continually in awe of you all.

I love the new home page photo - thankyou. It is very nice to see Erik being able to find some time from his heavy study schedule to be able to spend some time with his dear siblings.

Very good to hear that Erik is pain free; I can certainly believe you - he looks wonderful.

Always thinking of you with much love and admiration.

I hardly need to say "keep going strong" because you never fail to do so.

Love and prayers always.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, July 29, 2009 4:27 AM CDT

Donna,
You are a true ROCK STAR! I loved meeting you at the conference in Chicago. You are such a compassionate, highly intelligent and generous human being. Thank you for sharing and helping me get Tyler NED. XO Marian Moffett
Marian Moffett <moffetts@napanet.net>
napa, ca usa - Wednesday, July 29, 2009 0:10 AM CDT

Praying for nothing to light up on the scans.
Cindy Hering
- Monday, July 27, 2009 10:42 AM CDT

Dear Erik,
Only met you one time in MN, but you have been on my mind since then. We pray for you. Our Jarad passed away in October. Life has been rough, but I know he is with our Lord and up there watching over all of us.
Betty Filbrandt (Jarad's Grandma) <bet@bbwi.net>
Auburn, NE USA - Saturday, July 25, 2009 10:34 AM CDT

Hey Donna, It was a pleasure seeing you and talking to you again at this years CNCF conference. Thanks for all your insights. Talk to you later.
Brad and Amanda McLean and family <mcleanplace@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, July 20, 2009 12:57 AM CDT

Donna,

Wonderful news on Erik's CATS!

Warmest Regards,

Meryl
Meryl Witmer <merylw@eaglecapital.net>
NY, NY USA - Monday, July 13, 2009 1:00 PM CDT

Glad to meet Erik via the web. I'm inspired by the volunteer work he's able to do while undergoing therapy. Gives me more courage for what I'd like to accomplish while also struggling with neuroblastoma.

Thanks, and keep it up!
Morgan <blog@cancercaw.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Tuesday, July 7, 2009 4:34 AM CDT

Way to go Erik and entire Ludwinski family! You guys are the greatest. I will miss seeing you in Chicago next week Erik-but I think you have some fun planned-more power to ya.

Susan Kalika <Kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, July 5, 2009 6:53 PM CDT

Hello Erik and Donna,
This is Mary O'Keefe's mother. I met Donna at the Lemonade stand at the Mall of America. I keep hope and faith while reading your story. My Mary just relapsed with Neuroblastoma.
Christine O'Keefe <sommerokeefe@yahoo.com>
Apple Valley, MN - Monday, June 29, 2009 3:27 PM CDT

Wow. Erik, I haven't even met you yet and already know you to be an amazing person. It is an honor to welcome you on board with the Bemidji State University Colleges Against Cancer/Relay For Life chapter, where you are sure to use your unique gifts to make a difference in the world!

Angele Hartell
Community Relations, MN Region
American Cancer Society
Angele Hartell <angele.hartell@cancer.org>
Tenstrike, MN USA - Monday, June 29, 2009 12:15 AM CDT

Praying for you guys always. I had some trouble being able to access Erik's site so I am glad that I have that fixed. Will flood those gates especially in August!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@yahoo.com>
wadsworth, oh usa - Wednesday, June 17, 2009 3:39 PM CDT

Donna, hi again, I need not have panicked, there was just a delay in the processing of my payment - thankfully it has gone through now.

I just read your update that there is an anonymous donor matching all donations made this week.

How very generous and kind - this is wonderful to hear.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney. NSW., NSW Australia - Tuesday, June 16, 2009 7:26 AM CDT

Donna, I just happened to check my Anti-Spam folder - to my great surprise I find a thankyou email for my donation to the CCRF along with a personal message from you.

However the transaction which I made yesterday - is still not showing on my account. Nor is my name showing on the list of donors, although I did get a confirmation receipt.

Just want to say that if there is a problem with the payment (it could be because you have to enter a State, so I put Minnesota) I could transfer the payment directly to you - I am waiting to receive further advice about this, or a confirmation of my payment.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney. NSW., NSW Australia - Thursday, June 11, 2009 9:27 PM CDT

Donna, just returned from Amber's and it was simultaneously heart-wrenching and uplifting. Saw pictures from Sept. 2005 of Amber and Erik together. Check out Amber's website at www.livingeachday.piczo.com and read "A Good Read." She profoundly addresses these questions of "Why" that we adults all have beautifully.
Alyssa Harlan
- Wednesday, June 3, 2009 11:31 AM CDT

Standing with you all in prayer, mentioning your names at the throne of grace, leaning not on our own understanding. Trusting God's character.
Tami Yliniemi <tamiy@wcta.net>
Menahag, MN USA - Wednesday, June 3, 2009 8:15 AM CDT

We're in Sheridan. Do you need a place to stop on your way to Yellowstone?
Diane Pendergraft <dianependergraft@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, WY USA - Tuesday, June 2, 2009 9:01 AM CDT

Erik, WOW You are truly amazing and your old heart is plenty big. Thank you for sharing with us. It sure helps put things in my life into perspective.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, CA - Saturday, May 23, 2009 11:30 AM CDT

Erik,
You are an incredible young man.
The Key Chain Lady
- Thursday, May 21, 2009 3:17 PM CDT

Erik - loved your last entry - it is a sermon in itself and a really great one! Ever thought about seminary???? Congrats on the good grades - they always are a wonderful reflection of hard work paying off! Donna - I laughed at your "out spot" quote! We will keep you in our prayers as well as our small group from church. I always like to leave a verse and today my verse is more for me than you - my cousin is not doing well with brain cancer and I guess I am discouraged with God - my problem, not His! Romans 8:26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN - Thursday, May 21, 2009 9:13 AM CDT

You have one of the biggest and best hearts. Don't knock yourself for being real. God knows how good you are.
Susy M. <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 3:58 PM CDT

Erik - you are human, just like the rest of us. But unlike the rest of us you seek the truth within yourself and find answers that very few could.
Melissa Mikulak, mom to Max www.mikulak.com <Mel@MaxsRingOfFire.org>
Sna Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 12:22 AM CDT

Ok, Erik - This entry deserves to be published. Seriously. It's worth sending in to your college paper, Reader's Digest, your local papers -- whoever might give it consideration. So many people, whatever their age or situation, need to read this. You're right: It's about so much more than a room.

Keeping you and your family in our thoughts, hearts and prayers -

The Buchers
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
Jamison, PA USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 11:47 AM CDT

Knowledge and maturity, huh? Couldn't have said it better. Way to write, and way to learn! Thank you for sharing this, Erik.
Sarah Drury <musicmaniac85@gmail.com>
Park Rapids, MN US - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 10:56 AM CDT

Forgot to say a huge "Congrats on the 4.0! Fantastic.
Susan Kalika <Kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, May 17, 2009 9:55 AM CDT

Have a great trip to Ireland! I'm praying for Erik and your family. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, MA United States - Saturday, May 16, 2009 10:28 PM CDT

We're praying for you guys here in Bismarck. I bet Lesa Did great in the play! That sounds like a great play for her. Have fun in Ireland. The English major in me is a bit jealous of you! I'm one of the few who actually ENJOYED reading Joyce! God's blessings to you.
Pam Thompson <dakotapam@gmail.com>
Bismarck, ND 58501 - Saturday, May 16, 2009 11:58 AM CDT

Dear Donna,
I am so very sorry about the new spot. Stupid NB just won't give it up. Sounds like you and Eric had fun anyway. Your vacation with your parents sounds perfect, you can get some pampering! Have a great time my friend.
Love, Sue
Susan Kalika <Kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Saturday, May 16, 2009 7:16 AM CDT

Donna you are anxious for your beloved son. I pray this is nothing to worry about.

I have seen Erik overcome every hurdle thrown at him and he has survived every morbid diagnosis he has ever received.

Whilst you are in Ireland, I will be holding you all especially close in prayer.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, May 16, 2009 2:02 AM CDT

Anxious to hear how the week has gone. You have been in my prayers!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, May 15, 2009 4:34 PM CDT

Awaiting the great results coming your way!!!!! Thinking of you as always!!
Caryn and Nick
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Thursday, May 14, 2009 11:27 AM CDT

It was a real treat to read such a good update. Erik stays in our prayers.

Cindy Hering
Oak Creek, WI USA - Wednesday, May 13, 2009 11:50 AM CDT

Donna, so lovely to hear that Erik spent Mother's Day with you. Warm hugs, love and prayers for all of you.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, May 12, 2009 8:25 AM CDT

Thinking of you this week. I hope all goes smoothly and you are back home with great news. Love, Sue
Susan Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NHq USA - Monday, May 11, 2009 7:01 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day, Donna.

Sending prayers for a great week.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, mn - Sunday, May 10, 2009 6:17 PM CDT

Glad to hear that all is going normally in your household. May has a way of getting totally busy doesn't it?

If you get a chance to stop and see Spencer, say "hi" from me too!

Have a safe trip and praying that you get great news.

Love and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Wednesday, May 6, 2009 1:43 PM CDT

Donna, you guys sure keep busy and I love to hear what's going on with you all. Don't stress, the garden will just have to wait. I think your children will do a wonderful job of looking after themselves in parental absence.

I'm so very happy to hear the good news about your friend Steve.

I always keep you and Erik in my thoughts and prayers, you can count on that.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, May 6, 2009 6:10 AM CDT

Hello--It is great to hear that things seem to be going really well for you. Time has a way of healing things somewhat. Take care and keep in touch. Thinking of you and your whole family.
Carla Symons <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Langdon, ND - Friday, May 1, 2009 10:01 AM CDT

Erik and Donna, a very energetic contribution by Erik and friends to the Newsboys concert, this looked like fun.

Congrats on the grant Erik, not sure what this means but it sounds good!!

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, April 27, 2009 5:11 AM CDT

Hi Erik,
I am a Pediatric Oncology nurse at Arkansas Childrens Hospital and I came upon your CB website when I was doing a "little" research on neuroblastoma.
I just wanted to let you know how inspiring and motivating your stories and updates have been.
You are a testament to those who put God first,never give up hope,continue the battle with courage, and live life
to the fullest.
My prayers are with you and good luck on your exams.

Lydia Steele <lystee2003@yahoo.com>
Conway, AR USA - Wednesday, April 22, 2009 3:27 PM CDT

Consider those prayers said! :)

Way to go on the grant, Erik! All your hard work pays off in so many ways!

Hope you are all able to enjoy some of this beautiful spring weather!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, April 22, 2009 11:19 AM CDT

Will hope and pray for great scores on every test Erik takes academic and medical.
Margot
Margot Hutchison <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, April 21, 2009 6:09 PM CDT

Donna, I read Miss Erin's "I hope this cheers you up" and was very impressed with this. I then scrolled down the page and saw the link to some news stories which are posted there.

There is is a link to a recent BBC news story regarding some German NB research, it is dated 17th April. I found it very interesting so I thought I would share it in case you have not seen it. Thankyou for the link to Erin's site.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7811161.stm

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, April 20, 2009 7:20 AM CDT

Hi Eric & family,

I continue to keep you in my prayers - you and your family continue to amaze me, but as I think about it, I know it is the Lord's presence in your lives that gives you the strength, joy, hope and peace - WHOOHOO!!

A verse for today....I John 4:10-12 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.
Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Friday, April 17, 2009 8:29 AM CDT

Dear Erik and Ludwinski Family,

Just wanted to stop by to say "Hello", and check on you. You look Great Erik!! Happy to hear things are going well. You will always be in our thoughts and prayers:) The Ewing family
Katarra Ewing <memories4ever@att.net>
Canton, Mi US - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 3:32 PM CDT

Dear Donna, Happy belated birthday, I apologise for missing it. I've been offline as I've just come back from Easter holidays in Adelaide. I stayed with my 72 year old mother. I am 49 years young too (since February).

I had a great time with my gorgeous 10 year old nephew, Christopher, he taught me to play tennis. My sister in law and brother are expecting my very first niece, in 3 months time. I'm back to work tomorrow.

I had a lovely Easter break and hope you did too.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, April 14, 2009 7:35 PM CDT

Hi Donna,

I wish you a very happy birthday! You are the greatest!

L,

Meryl
Meryl Witmer <merylw@eaglecapital.net>
- Monday, April 6, 2009 6:18 PM CDT

Hi Erik, I have read about you since my grandson was diagnosed 7-07 with Neuroblastoma. You have been an inspiration to read about . You are an amazing young man. I pray my grandson will be just like you as he gets older. Read about him on www.caringbridge.org/visit/briceking
Thinking of you and praying for you and your family. God Bless All of You
linda kemper <dlkemper@yahoo.com>
holland, in - Thursday, April 2, 2009 7:31 PM CDT

This may sound strange, but Davis too is struggling with sleeping at night. He struggles a LOT. He has tried Melatonin and it didn't work for him BUT he did try amyltriptoline (one pill at night) and THAT helped him sleep. It takes a lot to get Davis to take a pill. Since he was off treatment, he is pretty much refusing medications or pills because of all the pills he had to take..... That doesn't mean the melatonin won't work for Erik tho... everyone is different.

Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia (classic site) <mleep@msn.com>
- Tuesday, March 31, 2009 2:09 PM CDT

when i'm feeling very low I always come here.. to be reminded to keep fighting... that there is always hope...

keep fighting and keep showing the world!!!

rhonda dudley

www.carepages.com sydneymarie
rhonda dudley <rhondadud@comcast.net>
knoxville, tn - Friday, March 27, 2009 7:26 PM CDT

sorry, ofcourse i meant to say "numb with shock". pls forgive typo error!
Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Thursday, March 26, 2009 7:22 AM CDT

Donna I left the listserve in November last year due to a computer problem - my lap top was going so slow. Actually it died soon after and I had to buy a new one. The new one is black and not shiny silver like my old Dell which had much better sound volume (i grieve for it).

At least the new one (different brand) works and starts up quickly.

I've not rejoined the listserve since due to lack of time.

But I have been wondering what I have been missing out on, so thanks for sharing this update.

I never knew you got that diagnosis on Erik, you would have been completely dumb with shock. But you fought on and you won!!

Great minds are at work on NB. I wish I had more time to keep abreast of new developments. You are very dedicated and a regular contributor to the Listserve. If I have more time I will re-subscribe. Meanwhile, thanks for your updates and information, which helps keep me informed.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Thursday, March 26, 2009 7:13 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Erik!!!!!! You continue to inspire so many!!!!!

carepages: sydneymarie

Rhonda Dudley <rhondadud73@yahoo.com>
Knoxville, tn - Saturday, March 21, 2009 1:39 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Erik!
Love, the Killians
Jody <jody.killian@embarqmail.com>
St. Michael, MN - Friday, March 20, 2009 1:12 AM CDT

Happy 24th Birthday. I'm so glad you are back in school with so many friends and classmates to hang out with. Who ever knew going to school could be a dream come true?

God Bless you - oh yeah, he has been!
Beth Waller
Park Rapids, - Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:12 PM CDT

Happy Birthday! Hope today is full of love and fun and that you make some wonderful memories today!
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, CA - Thursday, March 19, 2009 9:21 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Erik!!! I hope you have a wonderful day, full of friends and family and fun. You deserve it! Take care, and keep fighting...wish you would've been in my youth group or college Bible studies (I think you would've inspired us all to do more, be more!)
God Bless!
Tanya Loewen <tll619@hotmail.com>
Marshall, MN - Thursday, March 19, 2009 8:01 AM CDT

Hi,

Donna, a big congratulations on the great CATS!!!! I was watching the CAT scores with trepidation myself, but still had a good feeling given how well Erik was doing. He is a wonderful person, thru and thru.

A big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ERIK!!!

L,

Meryl
Meryl Witmer <merylw@eaglecapital.net>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 3:48 PM CDT

Dear Ludwinski family

I love celebrating all my friends birthdays, it is such a special and sacred day for each person.

When I celebrate my friends birthdays who are healing from nb - and I believe in their healing - it is with utmost respect and joyful gratitude.

Erik, I usually acknowledge your birthday before it actually happens, because I am so grateful for your life and want to make sure nothing stops me from telling you.

I hope you have a lovely 24th birthday. You really do inspire others to have hope. We all have difficulties in life. You show people how to make the best of things, to be brave, to be kind and and to love those around you.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 6:20 AM CDT

Erik,
I love that photo of you in your new theads! You look great!
Love, Aunt Dawn
Dawn Opsal <dropsal@paulbunyan.net>
Lake George, MN - Friday, March 13, 2009 8:59 PM CDT

Hi friends - good to hear Erik is enjoying college life and all that goes with it. Having stayed awake half the night with insomnia, my heart goes out to Erik with his sleep being messed up. Just one night of it really messes me up. It will be interesting to see what the study comes up with - hopefully some help for the cancer survivors!! Amazing that Erik can carry on with his schedule when he doesn't get enough sleep! I will be praying about that!

Going to Mpls. this weekend to my cousin's birthday party - he turns 51 and has terminal brain cancer. We are praying for a miracle and that it won't be terminal! You can visit his site on caringbridge - jefferylarow. He loves the Lord and when he was well also sang in a gospel quartet. So much cancer - hmmm!

A verse for you....Ephesians 3:17-19 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:29 AM CDT

It's sooooo great to read good updates:) Our family couldn't be happier for you. It's amazing to see how well you are doing in school and life.

Cindy Hering
- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 7:50 PM CDT

My sister just sent me info on you, along with your one journal entry after you relapsed. Her daughter, who is 5 was diagnosed with NB in Oct. 2008. I just wanted to tell you, as you know, how remarkable you are. I hope my niece appreciates life as much as you once she beats this ugly monster. Your story touched me and I just felt I needed to tell you that. Thank you for giving hope to everyone who is going through this nightmare!

Good Luck and God Bless,
Susan
Susan Albright <wrasl4@comcast.net>
Pottstown, PA USA - Sunday, March 1, 2009 2:06 PM CST

The Aeropostale clothing is lovely. I think Erik could get part time work as a male model, he has the build for it being tall and slender and he makes any outfit look good.

I don't understand how Erik can function on so little sleep. 5 hours is the minimum for me, to be able to function but prefer 6 or 7. I'm a miserable wreck if I don't sleep enough. Hope the sleep pattern improves for Erik. I know that it is partly a matter of discipline i.e. getting to bed at a regular time - but I can't seem to manage it myself lately so I'm hardly one to preach.

I hope my sleep pattern improves too!

Good to hear that Erik is his usual self, keeping healthy and happy.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, New South Wales Australia - Friday, February 27, 2009 4:46 PM CST

Donna, Erik and family,
It is wonderful to hear how great Erik is doing. Now if he can get some sleep! I wanted to let you know that we held our 2nd annual fundraiser last weekend and we are sending $40,000 to the BOP. Thank you for being such an inspiration.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, CA - Friday, February 27, 2009 1:21 PM CST

Another post to put tears in my eyes! Wow!

I am beyond words in saying how thrilled I am that you are doing so well, Erik!

God's continued blessings!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, February 27, 2009 9:57 AM CST

Awesome post.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Friday, February 27, 2009 6:01 AM CST

Wow what a gem of a son!!! How proud you must be, I'm proud of him and I don't even know him! :) My son Noah is an inspiration to others too, with his love for God and love of life. Noah is only 7 and has touched many people. Erik may God continue to bless you and keep using you to advance His Kingdom in Heaven. Anne & Noah
www.carepages.com/carepages/SuperNoah2007
Anne Costa <my3sonstoday@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 26, 2009 12:59 AM CST

Great news Donna and Eric! So very happy for you. And of course Eric keeps things interesting.
Sue Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Friday, February 13, 2009 7:34 AM CST

I know Erik has back pain and and I know it is very debilitating.

Scoliosis from weak back muscles is very common to people in the general population.

The weaker back muscles can be built up and retrained by regular daily back exercises. I know because this is how I cured my own back pain and I am now usually pain free. If ever I get pain, doing the exercises always fixes it for me.

I know I harp on a lot, but if it helps the back pain I will keep harping on! Erik, do your back exercises daily.

Very thankful to hear that the back problem is benign.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Tuesday, February 10, 2009 2:56 AM CST

Erik, Donna & family - Oh, how we LOVE to read this wonderful news! You are a very, very bright light in this world of unknowns, called neuroblastoma. We are thrilled for you! God Bless - the Eigner's
Peter Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Sunday, February 8, 2009 10:05 PM CST

So relieved!!! Keep leading the way.
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, TX - Sunday, February 8, 2009 5:22 PM CST

Great new pic, Erik!

Hope you have a wonderful, GOOD NEWS type of week!

Still keeping you in my prayers!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, February 2, 2009 9:30 AM CST

So very happy to hear about the wonderful vacation you all had!! You deserve it!! I hope everyone adjusted back into routines and is doing well. Miss you all very much!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 8:13 PM CST

Hi Ludwinski family,

So good to hear about your trip - can't help but be just a tad envious since it is so FRIGID in MN - makes us MN tough and proud of our endurance (ha ha)!

Happy 50th Anniversary to Lou & Larry - that is amazing! I so much enjoyed working with Lou when we did the benefit for Erik at church - she was a delight!

I am praising God for Erik's good counts and God's goodness in his life. Your whole family is such a wonderful light in this dark world!

I continue to keep Erik and your family in my prayers!

A verse for today...Psalm 119:89-90 Your word, O LORD, is eternal; it stands firm in the heavens. Your faithfulness continues through all generations; you established the earth, and it endures.

Have a best day!
Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:51 AM CST

What a beautiful picture! So thrilled for all of you to be able to make these memories together. They are, truly, irreplacable!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:26 AM CST

A truly beautiful family photo, thankyou for sharing it.

I am deeply touched by Melissa's loving message to you all.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Monday, January 12, 2009 5:05 AM CST

Erik, Donna & Company,
This week I had the pleasure of meeting two NB Mom's here in San Diego (both belong to my club of having lost their precious children). Erik - you need to know what an inspiration you are to all of us - both in my club and yours - to have fought this battle for so long and to keep on LIVING life. You the man. I kid you not. When I think of Max, forever seven, I think of all the years of boyhood he never saw. Then I think of you and all the years and experiences you are living. In my heart I put Max with you to see and experience all the great things that happen as life continues. I know it's hard to live with recurrant NB for as long as you have. I'm glad you've stuck it out. I'm glad you've been able to "beat" this damn thing. You're hitting a home run everyday of your life. You are my hero.
Melissa Mikulak, mom to Max www.mikulak.com <cureNB@gmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 10, 2009 9:31 AM CST

The slide show for your gramma and grampa is AMAZING! WOW!

Happy New Year!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 1:04 PM CST

A cruise to Cozumel sounds fabulous! I might be a little jealous when I'm shoveling snow;) As always, we are delighted to know you are doing so well. Congratulations on your great grades!
Cindy for the Hering Family
Oak Creek, WI USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 12:11 AM CST

Happy 50th Wedding Anniversary to the Huyges, Louisa (and sorry but I don't know Grandpop Huyge's first name). It's great to hear and that you are all having a lovely celebration with them (and a break from the cold).

Think warm thoughts when you get back home to the cold, just as I am always thinking warmly of you!

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, January 2, 2009 6:34 PM CST

Wishing the Ludwinski clan a healthy and happy new year!
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 7:00 AM CST

Happy New Year to your entire family! May 2009 be kind to us all, filled with peace and good health!

Enjoy your days in the sun. If you need someone to carry your baggage I'm be happy to help! :)
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, mn USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 1:15 PM CST

Dear Ludwinski family

Wishing you a very Happy, Peaceful, Prosperous and Healthy New Year.

You are a big inspiration to many people, especially me.

You will always have my love and support.

Wishing for 2OO9 be a very happy and wonderful one for all of you.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, New South Wales Australia - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 9:11 PM CST

Hello and happy holidays,
I think of and check on your site often. Last year at this time I contacted you for one of Erik's prints for our upcoming fundraiser. Your excitement and thoughtfulness gave me the inspiration to make it happen ($40,000 worth)! I wanted to thank you for that and let you know that inspiration has lead to another fundraiser to be held in February. Hopefully we can be as sucessful! Thank you again for everything, Terri
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@yahoo.com>
lincoln, ca - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 5:17 PM CST

Hi there Ludwinski's!!

We were hoping to see you over the holidays!! If you have any time available for catching up, let us know! Sending blessings for a wonderful, peaceful holiday season! Lots of love and blessings!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
Cold Spring, MN - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 0:46 AM CST

I have been having trouble bringing up your site and finally got on today. Just wanted to drop a quick note to let you know I've been thinking of you. Hope finals went well, Erik, and that you can catch up on family time and rest during the holiday.

Have a wonderful holiday and a new year of continued good health.

Love,
t
Thy Tran
- Wednesday, December 24, 2008 0:03 AM CST

God's richest blessings to your entire family this Christmas season!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2008 9:19 AM CST

Donna, wishing you and yours a great holiday season.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, Ga USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2008 6:17 AM CST

Hey Erik... Cole's mom here. He says "you rock". I agree.
Let's hope the third time is the charm!!
Keren Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.org/visit/colefitzgerald) <kerenfitz@yahoo.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Saturday, December 13, 2008 8:45 PM CST

That is a great picture. Hint, hint....great Christmas card! You all look wonderful. God Bless you all!
Susy <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 8:12 AM CST

Hey Erik I stopped in to see how your doing. I'm glad to hear your back at school. You've come a long way. Please give me a call when your down in the cities. I'd love to see you.
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Sunday, November 30, 2008 1:55 PM CST

Erik had mentioned a while back (on his facebook) that he was a bit worried about the Economics exam. Then I heard nothing further and was hoping he had at least got a pass! This is a lovely surprise, his excellent results.

I love Lesa's new haircut, very flattering and much easier to manage, I am sure.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Saturday, November 29, 2008 8:05 PM CST

Bethany Wesley has done a fine job of portraying Erik's story. I am quite familiar with the whole story as I have been reading the journals for over 2 years now and have also read much of the history. I don't envy the reporter's job of getting all of this information into one brief article. It is really well summarised and explains the story succinctly and very well.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 6:03 AM CST

Erik, The Bemidji Pioneer article of 15 November 2008 does a great job in portraying your Christian journey with NB. You are an inspiration to all of us who continually pray for you.
Chuck and Judy Fuller <cjfuller3@unitelc.com>
Park Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 9:28 AM CST

You are an inspiration to everyone! God bless you and your family and NED forever!
Susy M <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL - Monday, November 17, 2008 3:52 PM CST

Hello Erik,
I found you and have seen you many times on the NB site so I thought I would stop by and say hello. Our daughter was diagnosised with NB a year ago and now I think she is NED. Haven't gotten told that officially yet from the doctor but I know she is =) Any way I am so glad your doing well. You give us parents who have babies fighting this hope. God Bless,

DeAnna and Adriana
www.caringbridge.com/visit/adrianagunty

DeAnna, Adriana NB stage IV, and Family <kam_913@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 16, 2008 5:41 PM CST

Hooray! I am so happy to know all is well. The picture of you in the hospital with a toy shows how long you have been in the cancer world. What a fighter you are!
Cindy Hering
- Tuesday, November 11, 2008 1:56 PM CST

Praise God for all the blessings you are receiving! Selfishly and unselfishly, we love to see this amazing guy keep the fight going (Bronson has only been in the fight for 2.5 years) and we love to have HOPE. Sending you all the best!

Prayers and faith, Leann
www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann Balzac
Dallas, TX - Sunday, November 9, 2008 4:00 PM CST

Wow - those counts are amazing! Congrats on having great looking scans! I was at the reunion today but I didn't see you guys. Keep fighting and congrats again!
Mary Virnig
Mary Virnig <mary-catherine.virnig@uwrf.edu>
River Falls, WI USA - Saturday, November 8, 2008 11:15 PM CST

YEAH!!!! God is good! Thanks for sharing the great news! Miss you all and hope to see you sometime soon!

Love and blessings sent your way!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Saturday, November 8, 2008 8:34 AM CST

Absolutely wonderful news.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA United States - Saturday, November 8, 2008 7:04 AM CST

Can you hear it??? The cheer from San Diego! I am so happy to read this wonderful news. You are such an amazing family and I wish Lucas had a chance to meet you. I remember when I first came across your website - I couldn't believe that someone could relapse after 13 years. I am so happy that things are turning around for you. You continue to inspire us all and I hope for endless clean scans.
Thy Tran
CA USA - Friday, November 7, 2008 11:00 PM CST

Wonderful Wonderful news!!! Hugs and prayers.
Carolyn Wing grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepage LauraVDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
c, MI - Friday, November 7, 2008 10:20 PM CST

i clicked on guestbook by mistake (from my list of favorites) instead of "journal" today and was struck by a number of joyful messages which indicated that something very good has happened ... YESSS!!! celebrating the good news!!!

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, November 7, 2008 10:14 PM CST

WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!! We're elated to hear the news!!! Congrats Erik and hugs to all of you!

Hugs, hope, prayers and support,
Karen, Kate (celebrating too ~ one year NED!) and crew
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, November 7, 2008 9:42 PM CST

Such terrific news, Erik and all! Praise the Lord!
Beth Waller
Park Rapids, - Friday, November 7, 2008 7:20 PM CST

Praise God from whom all blessings flow!!!! Yippeeee, live another three months of bliss! Caryn
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
Caryn Franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
Clifton, va usa - Friday, November 7, 2008 6:22 PM CST

Yahoo! The news I've been waiting to hear!!!!

The Key Chain Lady
- Friday, November 7, 2008 5:01 PM CST

An absolutely beautiful picture!
The Key Chain Lady
- Tuesday, November 4, 2008 5:19 PM CST

This is a lovely photo of Erik, Karl, Lesa and their very cute little brother Aron.

This must have been a very special birthday for Aron with both of his brothers coming home to celebrate it with him.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Monday, November 3, 2008 11:46 PM CST

Glad to hear that everything is going well East of here. :) I'm sending you my prayers for good scans this week, Erik! Safe travels!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, November 3, 2008 9:21 AM CST

We will be thinking of you this week and of course praying for the best results ever!

Susan, Rick and Paige Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, nh usa - Monday, November 3, 2008 7:57 AM CST

GOOD LUCK ERIC!!! U WILL PULL THROUGH THIS!! GOD BLESS YOU
ANDREA ROCKEFELLER <AROCK26@AOL.COM>
WEST ORANGE, NJ USA - Sunday, November 2, 2008 11:45 AM CST

Erik, this is my first time to your site, found you from She became a butterly's blog. Your story touched my heart. Please know that I said a prayer for you from Texas tonight:)
Heather <poncey76@hotmail.com>
Rowlett, TX USA - Thursday, October 30, 2008 10:56 PM CDT

IT has been awhile since I posted. Just catching up but always keeping you all in my prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@yahoo.com>
wadsworth, oh usa - Thursday, October 30, 2008 10:22 PM CDT

Hey Erik,
I just wanted to say that I know it's been awhile since we've talked but you are often in my prayers and thoughts. Praying for great results~! I am so glad to hear that you have an amazing social life.
Adey
Canada - Thursday, October 30, 2008 8:48 PM CDT

Erik, Donna and family,
Sending prayers that the cold and back pain go away quickly. Think of and pray for all of you often.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 6:40 PM CDT

Hi Erik (and Donna!)-

I check the site pretty often, but rarely write. But today I find a picture of the Artist with a Magna-Doodle! And that made me laugh out loud. Ruby (age 7) and Ethan (age 3) love their Magna-Doodles! We never take a long drive without two Magna-Doodles and even that is sometimes not enough (like when Ruby insists on saving some particularly special drawing but still wants to draw something else).

So good to see that one never outgrows a classic.

Maybe you could just sketch your next scan on a Magna-Doodle. Does it count if one Photoshops a PET or MIBG scan?? Aw... maybe it would just be best to have a good result without any adulterations. We'll be hoping/praying/chanting and generally sending big good vibes for that.

-David
David Elbert <elbert@jhu.edu>
Baltimore, MD USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 6:34 PM CDT

Will be thinking of Erik and praying for clean scans.

Donna, hope you are feeling better soon, you write so nicely
even though you are not feeling well.

Happy 9th birthday Aron, I hope you have a wonderful party.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 8:26 AM CDT

Hi Donna,

I was checking in on you guys and am happy to hear that Erik is doing well. I pray for Anna and Paige every day as well. I hope all is well with you.
bob falconer <rfalconer@comcast.net>
derry, nh usa - Saturday, October 25, 2008 9:31 PM CDT

What a blessing - 49 years of marriage. May God continue to bless them and may they celebrate another 49!
Susy <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 4:22 PM CDT

Hi Donna & Erik .. I've had some problems too - like PC problems. My laptop is working ok at the moment and the internet connection too, but this is after 4 days of trying to get to move faster than a crawl. A very nice local technician (he is Chinese and could only barely speak English), came over and spent over 3 hrs on it today, mainly trying to diagnose the problem.

After he left it worked a bit better for a while and I fiddled with it a bit more. Later I tried to log onto Erik's site only to find that I had lost my internet connection altogether!

I managed to do a system restore and got the internet back. My computer is not reliable at the moment, I've been beside myself with it. When I heard that your dog destroyed Erik's phone I thought, I'm glad I'm not the only one with problems!!

Obviously the dog would have no comprehension of what he has done. Good to hear that all else is well.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 4:40 AM CDT

Had to giggle--let's hope when the dog burps it doesn't internally dial a speeddial number! (Sorry....that's my warped sense of humor!!!)

Erik, it is always so wonderful to read that life is so 'normal' and you are enjoying college life. As always, you inspire us all!

Blessings to all the Ludwinski's!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN usa - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 3:02 PM CDT

Hey Donna... so glad all is going pretty well for your big guy. He has the best smile (next to my little guy's of course).

Keren Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.org/visit/colefitzgerald) <kerenfitz@yahoo.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2008 9:28 PM CDT

Donna these are very impressive marks that Erik has acheived in his Uni tests. I was wondering how Erik would manage to fit any study in as he has so many extra curricular activities.

Looks like I need not have been concerned, he is obviously a very intelligent young man and is applying himself to his studies very well. Wonderful news to hear.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, October 3, 2008 7:29 AM CDT

Thinking of you all today and praying for you!

Donna - got a homeschool schedule for Mondays from Audra - thank you for partaking in that. You are amazing!

A verse for today...Isaiah 26:12 LORD, you establish peace for us; all that we have accomplished you have done for us.

Have a best day!

Robin Kriens
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2008 10:06 AM CDT

Hi Ludwinski Family,

How much I know the heartache that goes along with your babies moving out - well, not babies - actually, always your babies, right?!! Wait until it is an empty nest - now that is really hard! You will adjust and probably even enjoy the new family dynamics. I finally got over the empty nest syndrome when Alisha announced that they were going to have a baby - grandparenting is a whole other dimension that is amazing and wonderful!

So good to hear that Karl has a great job and that Erik is doing well at college. InterVarsity is a great group to be involved with. Andrew spent time with the group when he was going to college at BSU. He officially graduated and is working - WhoooHoo!! I can't believe that Lesa is a teenager - that happened fast! And, Aron - I still think of him at the Cubbie age - so cute and intelligent!

The autumn days are gorgeous this week - I wish I could play hooky and be outside to soak it in. God is good.

If you have time, say a prayer for my cousin, Jeffery LaRow (also has a Caringbridge website) who is beseeching God for a miracle to cure his brain cancer. The doctors are giving him 6 mo. to 2 years, but we asking God for complete healing!

Take care and God bless dear friends!

Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN - Thursday, September 18, 2008 12:14 AM CDT

Donna thankyou for the rules to Pass it Pictionary, I will print them off so I can play it with my family when I visit them.

Erik's desire to complete his studies is to be greatly commended and it is good to hear that he is enjoying it and has really thrown himself into student life with gusto.

I am very sorry you have to "lose" both Karl and Erik at the same time, my heart aches for you. I guess they will both be coming home often though. Erik did mention to me once that travelling through blizzards in winter can be quite an ordeal, so it is must be good for him that he has found a flat which will cut down his travelling time and gives him more time to study.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Monday, September 15, 2008 1:59 PM CDT

So glad to hear you found a place to rent, Erik. Let's face it....the upcoming winter roads just aren't always the best to be commuting on! So I'm glad to hear of your new digs.

Hang in there, Donna! *smile!* These kids are movers and shakers at this age!

My prayers to all of you. Have a good week.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, September 15, 2008 10:14 AM CDT

Donna, my goodness, there are so many changes happening in the Ludwinski household, I'm thankful that you managed to spare some time to update. It is wonderful news that Karl has a new job with Microsoft. I know that Erik is very busy too with his student life .. you are all just amazing.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Thursday, September 11, 2008 9:25 AM CDT

I'm all on board with the praying!! Count me IN!!

Your house is transforming from one season of life to the next, just as your kids are transforming. Life is interesting to observe, when we remember to take the time to do so. We all need to reflect on that and TAKE TIME!

Have a great week!
Roxann <horsesetc@msnc.om>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2008 1:53 PM CDT

Donna and Erik, your sunflowers on homepage are so beautiful - in loving memory of beautiful Arden. I viewed a photo journal of Max some time ago and knew that things were tough for him then, yet he was so lovely and so brave, these were pictures I will never forget. I pray for the dear families of both Max and Arden.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Thursday, September 4, 2008 7:19 AM CDT

Hello--Yea, it is great to hear things seem to be going well for all of you. It sounds like you are off to a good start back at college life. Is it alot different than in NDSU days??
Steve is doing wonderfully well but Glen is back in the hospital so it is never ending.
Take care.
Carla & Glen <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Langdon, ND - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 2:45 PM CDT

Happy belated to you Lesa, congrats Karl and Erik hope you feel better and school continues to run smoothly! Keeping you all in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@yahoo.com>
wadsworth, oh usa - Monday, September 1, 2008 7:22 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Lesa, gosh you are 13 going on 16 - you look like a model (your profile pic on facebook).

Sorry to hear Erik has tummy aches (you and me both!)
i'm sure this is only a passing faze!

love to you all.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, August 29, 2008 10:33 AM CDT

WOW! Sounds like college life is just wonderful, Erik. I am soooooo thrilled for you!

And heartiest congrats, Karl! Fantastic news.

Happy birthday, Lesa. Another teenager in the house. YIKES DONNA!! (Just kidding! They are great!)

Prayers to all of you.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, August 28, 2008 9:25 AM CDT

Hello-

Congratulations on the new job Karl. Happy Birthday Leesa!! 13 is an exciting year!! Most importantly, I am thrilled with your medical news Erik. Be sure to take good care of yourself though - eat and sleep!!! I think of all of you so often!!

Love, Kerri
Kerri <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2008 11:15 PM CDT

Hi there everyone!

Hope the school year is off to a great start Erik!! Our prayers surround you everyday for continued success in all areas! Sorry I haven't touched base yet Donna, but I'll try to soon!

Love and blessings to all of you!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Monday, August 25, 2008 5:29 PM CDT

Erik, I am just SOOOO excited for you on this venture! May your guardian angel fly with you over the miles and keep you safe and happy!

As always, my prayers are with you.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, August 25, 2008 12:53 AM CDT

Donna & Erik!
Greetings and CONGRATULATIONS on the fantastic news! I am so very happy to hear it!!!!!!! God is GREAT! I hope you both enjoy the rest of the summer, you have MORE than earned it.
Hope, hugs, prayers and support,
Karen, Kate and the Jacobs crew
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN - Saturday, August 23, 2008 10:28 PM CDT

The results are great, but the whole process leading up to them leaves something to be desired. How does one stop thinking? Donna, you probably wouldn't want to see the bone marrow draw. I saw one of Samantha's and it was more than I could take. Samantha's oncology fellow (Dr. Amanda)kneeled on the bed so she could be above her and have a better chance of drilling into her hip. Dr. Amanda was sweating too. It was absolutely terrible, with Samantha moaning in pain, and I couldn't believe they invited us to watch that! I'm glad it doesn't hurt Erik.
Cindy Hering
- Thursday, August 21, 2008 7:35 PM CDT

Couldn't be happier for your family.
Patrick Lacey <willlaceysdad@gmail.com>
Braintree, MA - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 2:30 PM CDT

This is so awesome - and i don't use that word lightly. I'm sitting here in clinic with Max waiting to get his chemo infusion this morning. Read your post about the GREAT news and got teary eyed. I need this kind of news from the world of recurred NB. Thank you.
Melissa Mikulak, mom to Max www.mikulak.com <cureNB@gmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 11:15 AM CDT

Congratulations! What great news!

www.caringbridge.org/pa/danielcooper

Barbara Cooper <barbe2700@yahoo.com>
Havertown, PA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

Donna and Erik this is wonderfully good news. I just checked my email as it's soon my bedtime. I read Donna's message on the listserve.

I sure am giving my prayers of gratitude .. and will sleeping with a BIG smile on my face.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 7:41 AM CDT

PRAISING GOD WITH YOU!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!
Danielle Cureton-Amos <ddcureton@aol.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 6:43 AM CDT

Hooray!
Thrilled to hear this great news!
Praying always, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 0:09 AM CDT

Go Erik! Fantastic news. Stay clean young man!!!
Andy & Melissa Mikulak <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, August 18, 2008 11:07 PM CDT

Erik & family - Woo-hoo! This is absolutely fantastic! Wow, you are a miracle man. So sorry you had to endure the extra issues. I guess one must bring their sense of humor along to these things. Praying for more great news! Love, the Eigner's
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Monday, August 18, 2008 10:33 PM CDT

Yes, Erik you are a rock star for sure... you just blaze a new trail for us to follow, you go !!!!
Congratulations, breathing with you!
Caryn and Nick
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
caryn franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Sunday, August 17, 2008 7:35 PM CDT

Wonderful news. I am thrilled.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Sunday, August 17, 2008 7:48 AM CDT

YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, August 16, 2008 8:21 PM CDT

Such GREAT NEWS!!!! I am thrilled for you.
Meryl Witmer <MERYL@EAGLECAPITAL.NET>
New York, NY USA - Saturday, August 16, 2008 11:18 AM CDT

Yippeee!!! Such great news-way to go Erik. Donna and fam, we are so happy for you all! This is a good sign for clean marrow results too. Can't wait.
Love,

Susan, Rick and Paige Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Saturday, August 16, 2008 8:19 AM CDT

Yay for the clean scans! Was really was not expecting an update, but just checked in anyway. I was so surprised to see an update I felt quite faint - but quickly recovered when I realised it was very good news. It is wonderful to hear this.

Erik was very much in my prayers last night, along with a few other loved ones, but Erik was really on my mind.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Saturday, August 16, 2008 4:42 AM CDT

Oh yuck this is so unfair, I wish Erik didn't have to endure these awful tests. I had a slight stomach ache as I started reading this post, funny how by the time I got to the end of reading it - my tummy feels better now - my own ache seems to have paled into insignificance! I remind myself to look on the bright side and realise that these tests are necessary and have helped to diagnose Erik, which is why we still have him here with us today. Erik really is the epitomy of calmness and courage in difficult circumstances.

Erik you truly are very brave and I thankyou for your inspiration to me.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, August 15, 2008 1:33 AM CDT

Oh, I am hoping and praying so hard for great results. Good job Eric for enduring yet another round of scans.

susan kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
merrimack, NH USA - Thursday, August 14, 2008 9:13 PM CDT

Praying for scans to go well and for the results to be exactly what we all hope for... ALL CLEAR!

Sending much love your way,
Amy, Rick, Arden & Grayson
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, August 14, 2008 6:03 AM CDT

Sending prayers for a great week!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, August 11, 2008 12:07 AM CDT

Donna, I see I am 4 days behind in catching up with your journal. I just unsubscribed from "RSSFWD" notifications today as it gave me so many false notifications every day - I was beginning to ignore them and I think it was making my computer slow to start up. So I've decided to it's better to check in on the site every couple of days.

Erik's artwork on homepage is very nice indeed and it cheered me up to see it. Took me a while to figure out the "graph" but I grasped it eventually! ;)

It's still winter here but it has turned into the most amazingly beautiful sunny Sunday morning, so I'm feeling warm and in good spirits. Wishing you well with everything next week.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Saturday, August 9, 2008 8:34 PM CDT

Hi Erik and Donna
Just letting you know we are praying for great scan and marrow results for Erik this next week! Please also pray for Deqlan who has his tests 15 August, get results 25 August
God Bless and have a great weekend!
Samm mom to Deqlan
Samm <samt.etravel@galileosa.co.za>
South Africa - Friday, August 8, 2008 4:00 AM CDT

Nice numbers, Erik! I'm sending you prayers for next week, hoping for more good news!

God's peace,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 8:19 PM CDT

Hey, Erik. Congratulations on the big run! I'm so excited for you. It's great to hear about the little AND big steps in your life. Keep it up!
Erica Waller
St. Paul, MN - Monday, August 4, 2008 11:10 AM CDT

Erik, way to go. You never stop inspiring us.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Sunday, August 3, 2008 12:26 AM CDT

hey Erik, thats sounds good that you are keeping so fit and nice to hear that your Dad even runs with you sometimes. your dad did look to me like a fit person from photos i have seen of him. i've read excercise releases endorphins (i think that is it?) which lifts your mood and prevents depression. helps you sleep well too, i think. really i should do more of it myself. your house projekt is looking amazing from what i have seen so far, i was pretty stunned with how good it is looking. hope your studies are going well too.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Saturday, August 2, 2008 5:55 AM CDT

Dear Ludwinski's I just saw this wonderful msg on Dylan Hartungs guestbook from a lady who must have recently seen him on 60 minutes (the Australian 60 mins).

#950 | Mon, Jul 21 2008, 5:17 PM, GMT +12 | Helen Braund
"You are so right to be hopeful. My son is now 31 and had stage 4 neuroblastoma when he was 4. He was under Prof. Clark at the Queen Vic. in Melbourne and whether it was he or God we got our miracle. I pray you do too".

I don't know this lady at all, I hope she won't mind me copying her msg. It is so good to hear news of long term survivors. I just had to share it.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, July 31, 2008 7:44 AM CDT

Hi:
Your site is very inspiring. You bring hope to those of us on this same path. Thank you for taking the time to share all your knowledge and strength.

Elizabeth's mom (elizabethlee.wordpress.com)
martha buell <mjbuell@udel.edu>
- Monday, July 28, 2008 5:51 PM CDT

Hi,

I am the Dad of AJ, a 14 year old cancer victim. I wanted to make you aware (maybe again) and enlist your help for the Cure Childhood Cancer petition! The GREAT news is that CureSearch, LIVESTRONG and Alex’s Lemonade Stands have ALL written about the Petition on their websites! And TX Children’s and DUKE have both allowed us to setup paper versions inside the hospitals! WE ARE MAKING HEADWAY and are at over 11,000 signatures! But we need your help again. If you can please make your readers aware, email it around again, and give just a little publicity, I think we can make this happen!

Thanks again,
AJs Dad
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/CureChildhoodCancer

AJs Dad <ajsdad4227@gmail.com>
Wake Forest, NC - Sunday, July 27, 2008 8:01 AM CDT

No worries Donna at all, with the delay in update - I was fully aware of how busy you all have been.

I've already seen lots of new pics on Erik's facebook and you would never know he was suffering the effects of Accutane - I only know this from your update.

Anyway despite this, somehow he mangages to look fantastic and seems very much like the usual Erik that I have come to know. I loved all the pics, it was a joy to view them.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, July 25, 2008 8:57 AM CDT

No one can ever say that grass grows under the Ludwinski's feet! *smiles!* Sounds like you guys are crazy-busy, which is great!

So happy to hear that the NB conference was so wonderful. Thanks for the links to the other kids we can send some prayers for.

And you, Mr. Erik, are always on the top of my prayer list!

Have a great week!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, July 24, 2008 10:27 AM CDT

I am anxiously awaiting updates on Erik and Joe--what is new?
michelle bailey <bailey91292@yahoo.com>
red lion, pa usa - Wednesday, July 23, 2008 6:58 PM CDT

Donna, I very much enjoyed visiting with you at the conference. Your talk was great - esp. the Pub Med alert service and google news alert service. I look forward to staying in touch. Your family values seem just like ours. Praise the Lord the NB world has the brains it does in the lab looking for the cure and in the clinic applying what we do know. caringbridge/visit/nathanmclean
Brad <mcleanplace@bellsouth.net>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, July 21, 2008 8:23 AM CDT

What a wonderful testimony to Erik. He has touched so many lives in in so many ways that he probably will never know. Thank you for sharing your lives with all of us.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 8:32 AM CDT

Hi Erik. Wow. I hadn't the slighest idea you had cancer. My husband was just diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma a few months ago. So scary! Glad to see you are a strong fighter!
Erika "Opsal" Breitbach <Breitbach05@hotmail.com>
Sauk Centre, MN USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 1:52 AM CDT

Donna,
That mom sure did put it into words perfect. That is the same exact way I felt the first time I met Erik. Months after meeting Erik for the first time at Camp Sunshine we got the news that there were no more treatment options for Tyler and it felt like all hope was lost and then came you ...... you completely renewed our hope with a new treatment option (Nifurtimox) and so I know exactly where Erik gets this from, you. We both know that Erik has done all the hard stuff, but remember that it was you that has helped him though everything. Happy 4th of July to you all.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Friday, July 4, 2008 2:01 AM CDT

Hello Ludwinski's!!!

Okay, come on already- we're excited to know how the big "run" went on Saturday. Don't leave us hanging!! I'm praying that the weather held out and that you had a fabulous day!!!! Pictures, pictures, pictures- PLEASE!!!

Thinking of you all and love you lots!!
Pam Walz & family <<hpwalz@clearwire.net> < www.caringbridge.org/visit/nathanwalz>
- Monday, June 30, 2008 9:13 AM CDT

Donna,
How very sweet of you to mention Arden in your post. I'm happy to report that it looks like (hopefully) we're past the worst of this round, and she's recovering. She actually smiled & giggled a couple of times yesterday and today, so that is definitely progress! Thank you for everything you do to help us through this frightening journey. Between Erik's courageous pioneering of treatments, to your family's tireless commitment to raising funds and awareness, to your immense knowledge of the disease and treatments (I think there are a few of us who call you "Dr. Donna" - an honorary Ph.D., if you will), you are all just incredible. I can't thank you enough.

God bless the Ludwinskis!

Much love,
Amy, Rick, Arden & Grayson Bucher
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
New London Twp, PA USA - Saturday, June 21, 2008 6:29 PM CDT

Donna & Erik,
What a Pleasure to meet you all at the MOA!!!! All I can say is, we are touched. So glad we were there, and joined all of this group, for such a worthy cause, so near and dear to our hearts! We also look forward to keeping in contact, and joining forces in the future, to continue (As Carl's Commandos say) "Fighting for a Cure"!!!! Erik, next year I am working on getting a spot at the (Sonshine Festival) in Willmar, to do a 4 day Lemonade Stand. This is a yearly family event, with a line up of many Christian Bands. Keep this in mind, cause we will need lots of help!! The Sonshine Festival site is SONSHINE FESTIVAL
I will be talking to the event coordinator in Jan or Feb to start making plans!! I will keep you posted!!! Also I wanted to tell you about Camp Jornada. It is a camp and source of support for kids with cancer. My kids will be going this year, the camp dates are Aug 2-8 this year, it may already be too late, but maybe next year you could check out being a counselor!!! I think you would be Awesome, and have a Blast with all of friends there!!! The site to Camp Jornada is CAMP JORNADA Hope you have a Great week, and get some rest after your busy weekend and long ride home!!! With Love, and Lots of Hugs and Prayers
Kelly Robinson
www.caringbridge.org/mn/carcar
Kelly Robinson <tkranch@rconnect.com>
Franklin, MN - Monday, June 9, 2008 8:35 PM CDT

Erik,
I've been following your site for a little while now. I pray for you. I am the mom of a 2 year old, diagnosed at 11 weeks, (stg 4, high risk, mycn gene ampified) little princess. It is so great to hear all you are doing to fight this disease. THANK YOU for all you do! Thank you for inspiring me and so many others. I will be praying, Jill (mommy to Alexis & Austin)

www.prayerservant.org/ps_alexis/
Jill <jilliandouglas@msn.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, June 9, 2008 9:53 AM CDT

Erik & Donna,
What an honor and joy to finally meet both of you in person today! Looking forward to seeing you in Chicago too. Erik - have an awesome road trip...you deserve it!
Hugs, hope, prayers and support,
Karen, Kate and the Jacobs crew
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs <boomfan@mchsi.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, June 8, 2008 10:51 PM CDT

Just thought I would mention that my Blogarithm updates for this site is no longer working since they moved the service to a new provider which is called RSSFWD.

This is the link to the new provider if anyone would like to subscribe for updates.

http://www.rssfwd.com

Wishing you continued success with the fundraising.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, June 6, 2008 9:30 AM CDT

Erik, as you will see, I just sent you a donation. The funny thing was at first it wouldn't accept my donation - it demanded that I indicate which State of the USA I was from! (ofcourse I had put "Australia" in the address field).

So that question really had me stumped for a moment, I was thinking that I wouldn't be able to make an online donation. I decided to try putting in "Minnesota"!

Guess what.. the payment was then accepted! =]

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Monday, June 2, 2008 3:39 AM CDT

Donna,
Praying with you for all the nb warriors. Praying we can stamp out this disease sooner then later. Terri
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, Ca - Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:15 AM CDT

Thanks for the entry that stretched me a little. I, too, am mourning Penelope and Spencer (diagnosed the same year as Erin) and have gotten little done in the past couple of weeks. I typically really check a lot of things off my list between the end of the semester and the beginning of summer school, but it just didn't happen this year. Straightening the attic would take more energy than I have and doesn't seem a good use of time when my brain is full of these sorrows.

I am wishing the best for Erik and the whole family.
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, TX - Friday, May 30, 2008 10:33 AM CDT

Correction to 5-26-08 journal entry. I miscalculated - our trip was only 5500 miles!! Its great to be back in Minnesota for the summer. Am looking forward to spending lots of time with our family here.
Lou H
LOUISA HUYGE <louh@chilitech.com>
LAPORTE, MN USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 3:55 PM CDT

Hello Donna and family. I did watch Spencer's video, it is lovely, spoken like a true warrior.

It is good to hear that your parents are well Donna and are looking forward to their travel plans.

Erik, as always I am wishing the best for you, every success with all your dreams and plans. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Lisa Bonnet
sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 9:11 AM CDT

Dear Ludwinski Family,

Sorry to hear about the accutane - tough stuff!! So - I had this verse I wanted to leave.......Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten in God's sight. But even the hairs of your head are all counted. Do not be afraid; you are of more value than many sparrows. (Luke 12:6-7)......but then I thought, if Erik is going to lose his hair, maybe not an appropriate verse. But, then I thought you might find it humorous - making God's job easier, so-to-speak, with no hairs to count on your head for a while :-) - silly, I know!

I continue to pray for you!

Friends,

Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 7:39 AM CDT

Donna, I'm sorry but I've lost your eMail address. Was wondering if you have a website or know of ones available that are especially informative on the college bound student stuff, i.e. financing, etc.

(Sorry....you can 'dump' this CB entry as I'm sure this is NOT the place to ask this....! YIKES! Me bad!)

But, I DO continue to pray for you, Erik! :)
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 10:47 AM CDT

Donna I read Erik's bone marrow results in your post on the nb listserve. I registered there on Monday. Yours was the very first email i got - (it was the one you sent on Saturday).

Since then I have been bombarded with people's emails, as you would know - and I even read about the nb conference in Japan before reading it in your journal (a fellow Australian from Perth just mentioned it).

Erik ofcourse I am disappointed to hear that the results are not yet all clear. I realise that your treatment plan was mapped out and continues anyway, so I will just keep wishing and waiting patiently for more good news.
Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 9:09 AM CDT

Hello Ludwinski's!!!

Sure bummed about not getting a chance to see you last week! I'm hoping that we can catch some time together soon! Thrilled with all the great news & sending blessings for a wonderful (belated) Mother's Day Donna!!

Lots of love and blessings to all of you!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Monday, May 12, 2008 9:14 PM CDT

Woohoo! and Hallelujah! Go Erik Go! We are so happy for you and celebrating out here in California.

Love,
The Hutchisons
Margot Hutchsion <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA 92109 - Monday, May 12, 2008 12:41 AM CDT

We can sing really loud at our house, and we are dancing too! Thank God for the best results you could ask for! Keep it up guys. Erik, we are thrilled that you can move forward with your plans for college and everything else you will accomplish, with a little less "intrusive" schedule. Congrats from the Eigner's
Peter Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN - Monday, May 12, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Holy cow! We are all doing the Happy Dance for you, Erik! Talk about a Mother's Day gift!!! No way to top that one!

Hope you have a good week. Sending prayers...
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, May 12, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

Dear Ludwinski family,

Rejoicing with you in the good news and praising God for His amazing love! What a great Mother's Day!

We continue to pray and thank God for your family's amazing strength and testimony through it all!

The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you. (Psalm 9:9-10)

Have a great week!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, - Monday, May 12, 2008 9:08 AM CDT

Erik & Donna,
It was wonderful to read the good news on the NB-list server tonight! You are always in our prayers & what a wonderful Mother's Day present for one of the most wonderful mothers there is. Donna - your kindness, knowledge and inspiration touch so many NB families - HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to you! Erik - enjoy a wonderful summer and may the NB be gone FOREVER!

Hugs, hope, prayers and support,
Karen, Kate and crew
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN - Saturday, May 10, 2008 10:59 PM CDT

I'm so happy for you!
See? There was nothing to worry about with the disease. It's good the results came back (so far) NED.
Although, this news is dampened by the news of Accutane, looking on the bright side, it shouldn't be nearly as bad as last time!

I'm sorry for all bad things that have happened. . . you and your family did not deserve to be put through some of them. I'm really sorry about some of my actions.

I wish I could have shared the good news with you. I would have been dancing in the sunlight for you, screaming and probably crying from happiness. As it is, I only cried.

Good luck on your trip to Camp Mak-a-Dream. It should be nice to drive with all your friends out there. Good luck, drive safe.

Hopefully the rain didn't put a damper on things, and all the people you've mentioned in the article will soon hear the good news you have heard!

Happy Mother's Day, Donna! I'll be thinking about you!
Best Wishes,
Cherie
Cherie <bauml003@gmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN United States - Saturday, May 10, 2008 5:10 PM CDT

YEAH, that is what I'm talking about! I am so happy to hear that the scans look good. We need to hear more news like this. I am always thinking of you all and am continuing to pray for you all too.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Saturday, May 10, 2008 1:35 PM CDT

Our hearts are singing so loudly here in PA; I'm sure you must hear them (or at least feel the vibrations) in MN. We're so relieved and happy for you all!!! Whaaa-hoo!!!
I'm convinced that the protocols should always include a round of Disney.

Have a wonderful Mothers' Day, Donna! Thank you so much for your guidance and support of us other "NB Moms."

God bless,
Amy, Rick, Arden, & Grayson
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
New London Twp, PA USA - Saturday, May 10, 2008 11:37 AM CDT

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We share your joy today!
The Martins
Barb martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Mn. U.S. - Saturday, May 10, 2008 11:20 AM CDT

That is AWESOME news!!! Happy Mother's Day.

All our love, Joan, Mark & Max
Joan
Albuquerque, NM - Saturday, May 10, 2008 11:13 AM CDT

Jumping up and down and cheering and now have to go tell Andrew and Brady! What great news and how thankful I am to hear it. We just got the Camp Sunshine video that John Finney was working on and we all decided Erik stole the show. I'll send you a copy once I get copies. Your friends missed you again this week and I had to really convince Andrew that you couldn't skip scans just to be here with him at Camp. Looking forward to hearing the next adventures of "Oral-Only-Erik"
Alyssa Harlan
- Saturday, May 10, 2008 9:27 AM CDT

OMG. What wonderful news. I could not be happier.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Saturday, May 10, 2008 7:41 AM CDT

Dear Erik I wish the news were like this on every site that I visit. Really I have tears in eyes, this sounds very good.

Happy Mother's Day for Sunday, Donna.

Thankyou as always for being so prompt with your update.

My mood has greatly improved since reading this, what an uplifting update.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, May 9, 2008 10:15 PM CDT

Sorry to read that this round is so rough. I'm hoping that changes soon. We're all thinking of you guys every day.

Lots of love from Ruby's Ganga
David Elbert
- Thursday, May 8, 2008 4:09 PM CDT

I sam sending prayers that this week is going well!

PS - and enjoy this beautiful spring weather!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 2:24 PM CDT

Hi Guys,

In the April 30, 2008 posting, Donna mentioned Erik would rather be doing something else with his time. Amen!--We've been considering the same thought at our house this week! Donna's comment inspired me to reflect again on the timely online devotional I received from Alicia Chole this week: "As time passes, it is not lost as much as invested. By this time tomorrow, where would you like to have invested this gift you've been given today of two dozen hours? Consider the following scripture and then close your time in prayer: 'Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.' Psalm 90.12.

God, along with the psalmist,
we ask You to help us number our days well.
Every day is a mercy-full gift from You.
May we invest each one wisely."

Praying for you this week indeed, The Jagers
Lorri Jager <pr76@wcta.net>
Menahga, MN - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 9:28 AM CDT

Hi guys! I was just checking and praying that this can get easier for you all. You have been through so much for so long. We will continue to keep you in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, May 5, 2008 10:12 PM CDT

Erik and family - We're praying for nothing but the best of news for you this week! We also hope that you are feeling better. The Eigner's
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN - Monday, May 5, 2008 10:39 AM CDT

Donna,
I am glad your trip was fun. Thank you for sharing the pictures with us, it almost makes me feel like I was there with you. I also have a question for Erik.

Erik,
If I have read right, you set up websites? We are looking into hiring someone to help us set up a website for a new business. If this is something you might be interested in please contact me at tntleedy@webtv.net. or 916-645-9570 after 6 pm.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, CA USA - Sunday, May 4, 2008 9:30 AM CDT

I stumbled across your site recently. I can't imagine what you are going through right now. It's so different with your site, since you are on the mend, whereas many are on the way down. I decided that through all your fears, you probably needed a little uplifting message: here it is - because it seems that you define success right now. Healing, school, Religion. It's all important!

Smile, for it ignites the world in laughter:

The Meaning of Success (Ralph Waldo Emerson, Ray Serway)

To earn the respect of intelligent people and to win the affection of children;
To appreciate the beauty in nature an all that surrounds us;
To seek out and nurture the best in others;
To give the gift of yourself to others without the slightest thought of return, for it is in giving that we receive; To ahve accomplished a task, whether it be saving a lost soul, healing a sick child, writing a book, or risking your life for a friend;
To have celebrated and laughed with great joy and enthusiasm and sung with exaltation;
To have hope even in times of despair, for as long as you have hope, you have life;
To love and be loved;
To be understood and to understand;
To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived;
This is the meaning of success.
Talia
Hershey, PA US - Saturday, May 3, 2008 1:11 AM CDT

Sending prayers and positive thoughts for next week. May God smile on you!

I continue to be so excited about you going back to school. What a wonderfully 'normal' thing, right?

God's blessing to you and your family.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
AUdubon, MN USA - Thursday, May 1, 2008 9:50 AM CDT

Erik I'm sorry to hear you have been doing it tough with the chemo. I'm thinking positively, that the side effects means that it is really working. As they say no pain, no gain.

I don't really like that saying much in general but it does seem appropriate in this situation.

From looking at your recent photos no-one would ever think that you ever had a day sick in your life. You look so much healthier and more alive to me than most of the people around me.

As ever, you are an inspiration. You may be tired of hearing this but I am certainly not tired of telling you.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, May 1, 2008 1:57 AM CDT

Erik,Just stopping by to say hi and to let you know we are thinking of you.Ativan makes Daniel throw up and can make you feel icky.

God bless,love & hugs,Linn,Daniel & Ariel
The Marrero's <gillinn7@msn.com>
Port Orchard, wa usa - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 9:04 PM CDT

The reactions certainly show one drug does not fit all. Samantha stayed on Kytril and Zofran throughout treatment and one month after she finished. It worked great for her, so it may be something you want to look into, but it may not be the right combination for you. That said, she had absolutely no noticeable side effects from them.
Cindy Hering
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 6:05 PM CDT

Ludwinski Family,

Loved all the photos - makes me feel like I went on a mini vacation. Especially loved Aron's face on the one ride!

I feel a bit like you, Donna, with vacations - perhaps when we live a life full of stress and unknowns, it makes it savor vacations more - the getting away from it all - and it is hard sometimes to come back to the realities and difficulties of life. But...God is faithful and good wherever we are at and in whatever situations we are in - hard to relinquish control, though, isn't it?!!!

I prayed for Erik this morning and then was drinking coffee from my "Band of Parents" coffee cup and it seemed fitting to visit the website this morning. Fun to share in your vacation with the photos - thank you!

Donna - what I really love about you is your honesty and your ability to share your true feelings - your whole family teaches us much about life - thank you!

A verse for today....Pslam 1:3 And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper.

Friends,
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 10:31 AM CDT

Loved the pics. That's what it's all about- FAMILY.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:45 AM CDT

Thank you for the updates and great trip photos!
Our continued prayers are with you for next week.
barb martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, mn u.s. - Monday, April 28, 2008 9:39 PM CDT

Donna the holiday pics are gorgeous and the best thing about them is that you are in some of them. You are absolutely beautiful. Thanks Ludwinski's! Viewing these photos really put a smile on the dial for me.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, April 28, 2008 4:50 AM CDT

I'm so glad you guys had a great time on your trip. And gosh! You got back just in time to get another snowfall....or rather, a 'dumping'! We got about 16-18" over here. I think that calls for an "UFFDA!"

Have a good weekend!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, April 26, 2008 10:54 AM CDT

Hi Erik, I'm glad to hear your holiday did bring out your "carefree inner child" and that it was so much fun for all of you. It must have been a joy to see Aron having such a great time.

I'm amazed you took 700 photos in one week, obviously you won't be posting all of them but that will be one of the world's best photographed and best chronicled holidays!

Absolutely the worst thing about good things is when they have to end. But wonderful memories to treasure, can only strengthen you.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, April 26, 2008 5:07 AM CDT

Thankful that your trip to Florida was great - sounds like you took it all in - lovely family photo!

We continue to pray for Erik as does our small group.

Psalm 36:5-7 Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies. Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, your justice like the great deep. O LORD, you preserve both man and beast. How priceless is your unfailing love! Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of your wings.

Have a best day!
Love,

Robin Kriens
Backus, - Thursday, April 24, 2008 11:10 PM CDT

I'm just THRILLED for you that your trip was so exhaustingly fun! To think, we missed you guys by just a week or so... ours was a much different crew (our little ones wouldn't have lasted through what you were able to do,) but we appreciated hearing what we will do when they are older.

Erik: you and your family are always in our prayers. I'm not sure if I've posted about this before, but I wanted to thank you from the bottom of my mommy heart for your speech at the CNCF conference last year. I was able to view it on the CNCF website a month or so ago, and it was so refreshing and encouraging to hear your story (and your perspective about going through NB treatment as a child.) I can't say much more but... THANK YOU, thank you, thank you so very much.

All best and God bless you all -
Amy, Rick, Arden & Grayson Bucher
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
New London Twp, PA USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 8:24 PM CDT

Dear Ludwinski's, I hope you are all recovering nicely from your holiday. It sounds like an amazing experience, so much more than I would ever have imagined.

I googled on "FAFSA" just now, as Erik had recently mentioned this on his facebook page and I did not know what it was. Now I have learnt that it is "Free Application for Federal Student Aid". I am pleased to hear that Erik intends to finish his degree.

Hoping the chemo goes easily for you Erik, I pray that you will feel ok with it. I keep on praying and fighting for you. Love and well wishes always.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 9:09 AM CDT

Hi Ludwinski's-
Sounds like an awesome trip! We are going on Jack's Make-A-Wish trip in June to Discovery Cove, Sea World, and Animal Kingdom. Feel free to give us any advice! Erik, you are in our prayers!!

Love, Kerri
Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, April 22, 2008 10:52 PM CDT

Glad that you had such a wonderful time together in Florida. It was a much deserved family vacation. We will be praying for Erik! Love-n-Hugs, The Uchytils
Mary Uchytil
Greenville, WI - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 8:54 AM CDT

Erik-
Please know that you are in my prayers daily-I will be praying specifically that this chemo is effective and that you will not get sick.
God bless you as you fight the good fight
Marcy Nelson <nelsonis@paulbunyan.net>
- Tuesday, April 22, 2008 7:48 AM CDT

It sounds like you had a great time. There is nothing wrong with trying to do everything possible in one trip. The memories that you make in the process are priceless. I hope everyone took a good nap when you got home :) Erik, I'm thinking of you as you go through another round of chemo. Hopefully you will not feel so sick. I'm thinking of you all, all the time.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 0:44 AM CDT

So glad to hear tht the trip was so wonderful.

Sending prayers for Erik's chemo this week.....and also the (exciting!) college stuff he looks forward to!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, April 21, 2008 4:46 PM CDT

What a beautiful family picture. We too are starting chemo today with all the confusing news as of late! Cyclo/topo low dose yuck! OUr boys need to be clean by summer... best of luck this week! Caryn and Nick
www.caringbridge.org/visit/francafamily
caryn franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Monday, April 21, 2008 11:20 AM CDT

I'm so glad to see you are having such a great time down there...much deserved for each of you! Enjoy!!! Eigner's
Peter Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN - Monday, April 21, 2008 8:36 AM CDT

Hi Guys,
I love the pictue on the front page. I'm so happy you are having a great time in Florida. I completely get how you can forget about the cancer, chemo, and everything. I think that is why we love it so much. I'm sure Tyler is right by your side down there. As I'm sure you know that Florida was his favorite place to go. Donna, please give me a call when you all get home and settled. I would love to talk to you. If you don't have my telephone number send me an email and I'll email it to you. I hope the rest of your trip and your flight home is good.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Friday, April 18, 2008 3:46 AM CDT

Hello Ludwinskis! thankyou for the family pic of you all together. Since Karl has recently replied to me on Erik's facebook, I was thinking he may have stayed at home to look after your two beautiful dogs and was replying to me from home. But I see now that Karl is with you as well, which was a surprise to me.

Thankyou so much for staying in touch, even whilst on vacation. I don't know how you manage to do this, but it is very much appreciated.

Lisa Bonnet
sydney, nsw australia - Thursday, April 17, 2008 5:52 AM CDT

Sending prayers that this week is wonderfully fantastical! (And safe!)

Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, April 14, 2008 10:05 AM CDT

Hey - Florida - WHOOHOO - have a terrific time! Donna, happy belated birthday - age is not important! :-)
Well, at least Erik was smart about the virus and had it BEFORE Florida. I got a whopper of a virus in March, but went to Florida anyway for a 5-day family vacation - it was awful - better to be home when very sick!
A verse for today....I sought the Lord, and He answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Ps. 34:4
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, - Monday, April 14, 2008 9:21 AM CDT

Hi there guys!

I hope you are "warm" and having a WONDERFUL time in Florida! I can't think of any family that deserves this break and time away more than you guys. Sending prayers that everyone stays healthy so you can truly enjoy this time together!!

Love and blessings to all of you!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Sunday, April 13, 2008 9:51 PM CDT

Sounds like the Ludwinski's are on vacation. So glad to hear you all made it to the airport in one piece. My goodness you've had so much snow in Minnesota. I saw all the pics on Erik's facebook.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, April 12, 2008 8:22 AM CDT

I hope this vacation is everything and more than you could possibly hope it to be!

God's blessings to you all,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 2:23 PM CDT

I hope and pray that you made it to the Twin Cities before the bad weather started in today. Smart of you to head down early, given what this storm is turning out to be. Hoping and praying that you all have a WONDERFUL time on your trip next week. You ALL deserve a good time!!!

Thinking of you always and sending lots of love and hugs!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Thursday, April 10, 2008 10:09 PM CDT

Eric

You and your family are in my prayers everyday.
Michael Braun <michael.braun@baesystems.com>
Maplewood, MN USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 11:50 AM CDT

Hi-

My son has NB and his platelets go down by half every time he has a virus. It used to totally freak me out but I am used to it now. Hoping that might ease your mind a little.
Joe Diller
New Yotk, NY 10028 - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 5:20 AM CDT

Hello-
We sure missed seeing all of you at Camp!!! Maybe next time! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DONNA!! Erik was right, you have done so much for all of us NB parents and we love and appreciate you for that! Glad to hear Erik is feeling better! We are praying for great scan results in May. Have a great trip!!!

Love, Kerri
Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, April 8, 2008 10:21 PM CDT

Donna,
Happy Birthday! Hope you had a wonderful day. Hope Erik wakes up refreshed and feeling great!
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 8:54 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna! You have quite an amazing son! I hope you have a wonderful day! Of all people, you deserve it for all that you have done throughout the years. God must have known what he was doing when he Blessed all of us with your presence.
Brenda Baumler
Glenwood, MN USA - Monday, April 7, 2008 9:41 PM CDT

Hey there Erik,

I'm Tonicia and I was suppose to be your helper at camp sunshine last week. I was really sad to find out that you were admitted to the hospital right before. You were missed and defintaly talked about! Alyssa said we really would have gotten along! I hope your able to go in October! I look forward to meeting you sometime!

Prayers and hugs! <3 Tonicia
Tonicia Ferguson <tonicia.ferguson@gmail.com>
Forest Lake, Mn - Monday, April 7, 2008 3:26 PM CDT

Hi Donna and Erik - I've been reading your site for a long time but this is the first time I've written. I have so much admiration for you both - your strength through such difficult times is amazing. Happy Birthday Donna - hope you had a lovely day.

If anyone has any prayers to spare, little Sammy Hughes could use them - www.samanthahughes.co.uk

Jane
London, UK - Monday, April 7, 2008 2:01 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna,

You are amazing. Hope you had a great day.
Margot and the Hutchison clan.
Margot Hutchison <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, April 7, 2008 12:23 AM CDT

Dear Donna,

Happy Birthday!!

Love,
The Hollway's

Mary Hollway <mhollway@comcast.net>
Edina, MN - Monday, April 7, 2008 11:41 AM CDT

Dear Donna,
Happy Birthday, you are the one of the best mom's I know.
Thank you from all our neuroblastoma children too, for all you do for them. God Bless.
a neuroblastoma mom
- Monday, April 7, 2008 7:21 AM CDT

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday dearest Donna.
Happy birthday to you.

Still celebrating what a wonderful woman you are!!

Sending lots of love and birthday blessings!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net> < www.caringbridge.org/visit/nathanwalz>
- Sunday, April 6, 2008 9:25 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONNA!!!

You're the best!

Janine Rodriguez <janinerodriguez@gmail.com>
Austin, TX USA - Sunday, April 6, 2008 4:17 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to the youngest-looking, coolest-acting, God-loving, family-supporting, happy-homeschooling Mama I know. You're the best!
Alyssa Harlan
- Sunday, April 6, 2008 4:09 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Donna!! You are the epitome of a loving, caring, thoughtful Mom...in addition to being a super lady!! Love, Chuck and Judy Fuller
Chuck and Judy Fuller <cjfuller3@unitelc.com >
Park Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, April 6, 2008 12:42 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna!!!!
What an amazing woman you are!!!!
Hope you had a great day!!!
Hugs, Mary & clan
Mary Uchytil
Greenville, WI - Sunday, April 6, 2008 9:06 AM CDT

Happy birthday, Donna. You are a very special lady.
Debbie Van Der Molen
Wheaton, IL USA - Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DONNA! What a great son you have for thinking of you and wanting others to do the same today of all days. You are so blessed! We really missed you Erik at camp. You have shoes that I knew I couldn't fill but we did have some fun! Hopefully we can volunteer in the fall with you! Amber missed you too!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:57 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna. Thank you so much for the support you give to all the Neuroblastoma families!

www.caringbridge.org/me/bradyfoxe
Cindy Foxe <scfoxe@verizon.net>
Sabattus, Me - Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:24 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna. Thanks for all you have done for our kids and for your support for me.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Sunday, April 6, 2008 7:30 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday DEARRRR Dooonnnnaaa!!
Happy Birthday to you!

Your gift is that I didn't sing that to you in person. Trust me, that's a very good gift for you!

:+)

Hope it was a great day celebrated with the ones you love.

Erik, thanks for letting us know. Hope you are feeling better and ready to live life with gusto again.

Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Sunday, April 6, 2008 7:08 AM CDT

You're an amazing NB mom, an amazing lady in general!

Erik is blessed to be your son!
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Smithfield, NC - Sunday, April 6, 2008 5:10 AM CDT

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday Dear Donna
Happy Birthday To You!

Thank you for all your work in the NB community, have a wonderful day!
Anna <curefornb@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 6, 2008 3:39 AM CDT

happy birthday, Donna!
and thank you for all that you do.

Jeanette Westphal <Jjwest17@aol.com>
Herndon, VA USA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 10:57 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Donna! I almost missed it, whew. I'm glad I decided to check in before I went to bed. How could I miss congratulating such an amazing woman on surviving another year, by God's grace, of the pleasure of being loved by such a wonderful family? I couldn't. I think you are a tremedous woman, a wonderful example of a mom and an amazing researcher and leader. Thank you for all of the guidence that you have given me over the years (HOW can it be YEARS?) and for being a terrific internet (and conference) friend. I am blessed for having met you. Much love...Shelly
Shelly Adams <adams.shelly@gmail.com>
Westerville, OH - Saturday, April 5, 2008 10:30 PM CDT

Happy Birthday from Virginia!!
Ann Hopper <ahopper2003@comcast.net>
Ashland, VA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 10:01 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna! I could be wrong but I think we are actually the same age. I can't exactly remember how I came to know this but I think your birthday and your age must have been mentioned in another journal entry some years ago. I did spend several hours one weekend reading through Erik's journal because I wanted to learn more about his story. It was very inspiring to read. My birthday was in early February, so I think I am 2 months older than you Donna. I do tell my close friends my true age but since I am writing on the World Wide Web, I'm sure you don't mind if I won't be revealing it in this post! ;)

I have not yet received a "Blogmail" notification of this update so it was lucky I checked in on you today. There is a time delay in getting the Blogarithm notifications - it will probably come later today or tomorrow. I have realised now that is reason why is sometimes seems like I get false notifications - it's just because I have already seen the update by the time it comes through.

I hope Erik is resting well and feeling better day by day. I am mystified by what the illness is, but it sounds like good news that all the "cultures" were negative.

Blessings to you Donna, thankyou for everything that you do. You are very much appreciated by all of us.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, April 5, 2008 9:23 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Saturday, April 5, 2008 8:55 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Donna!
Here's to a fantastic year for you and your wonderful family. You are an incredible woman and mean so much to so many. Joy.
Susan Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimackq, NH 03054 - Saturday, April 5, 2008 8:29 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Donna! You truly ARE the best!!! I hope your day was wonderful and you were able to relax and enjoy this spring day.

May your year be full of blessing!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 8:17 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONNA!!!! I agree with Erik. I know you are always concerned about everyone else that you wouldn't even let us (the ones who don't know your birthday) know you were celebrating another year. Don't worry, as we all know, us women get better with age :) So Happy Birthday to one of the most wonderful women I know.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 5, 2008 8:10 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Donna!!
I hope your day is filled with love, laughter, and lots of happiness!! Wishing you a very Happy Birthday! I agree with Erik- thank you for all you do for the Neuroblastoma community!! You are an amazing woman- who inspires all of us!! THANK YOU!! Enjoy your special day!
Connie, Bob, Allie, and Madelyn Powell (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, April 5, 2008 6:08 PM CDT

I know I already called you...but I thought I would send you a little note, too......Thank you for all you do and

Gelukkige Verjaardag aan u!
Bon anniversaire a toi!
Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!
Ευτυχή γενέθλια σε σας!
Buon compleanno!
Feliz aniversario!
С днем рождения К Вам! ¡
Feliz cumpleaños!
In Other Words….
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
Cherie <bauml003@gmail.com>
Minneapolis, mn US - Saturday, April 5, 2008 4:40 PM CDT

Hi there guys!

Haven't heard from you for a couple of days, I hope it's the "no news- is good news" theory! I'm hoping you are resting and feeling better with each passing day. You have that big Florida trip coming up and we want you to be well for that!! Missing you all and hoping to see you sometime soon!!

Lots of love and blessings!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:12 AM CDT

So glad to hear that you are now home. You are definitely missed here at Camp. We all send our thoughts and prayers for your speedy recovery. Love-n-Hugs, The Uchytils
Mary Uchytil
Greenville, WI USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:06 AM CDT

Sending hugs to all, as well as prayers for safe roads and answers to this 'crud'.

Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 1:27 PM CDT

This virus has hit so many of the oncology families! I don't know what it is, but this whole cold and flu season seems to be worse than usual. Does Erik receive IVIG to help him fight this stuff? I'm so sorry you two can't be at Camp Sunshine. I know how close it is to your heart.
Cindy Hering
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 9:08 AM CDT

Thank you for the update and the notification link. This will come in handy so I won't miss the next birthday! I love the birthday picture and wish you many more.
Thy Tran
CA USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 2:18 AM CDT

Hey guys,
So glad to hear you are home--sounds like exactly where you need to be. Hope your throat is feeling better soon, too. Lots of things this week make me wish you were here. Tonight's talent show was awesome and made me think of the mosh pit--my personal all-time favorite! All your teen buddies will be eagerly awaiting seeing you next time.
Alyssa Harlan
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 0:56 AM CDT

Well, we are hear at camp just missing you! Glad to hear that you are out of the hospital. We are praying that the cultures will come back negative and you will recover completely and quickly!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, April 1, 2008 10:15 PM CDT

I thought I would mention that I recently subscribed to blogmail@blogarithm.com. (It's free to subscribe). I get notification emails now on updates from the Ludwinski's. (I got the link from Melissa Hartung's journal). I do get a few false notifications on Erik - (maybe because of all the links you have posted on homepage?) but I don't mind that.

I had a really good day at work today, the best in ages so I soon as I saw the notification email of an update on Erik, I was very happy to see it as I felt the news would be good.

With so much love and prayers coming Erik's way I just felt it had to help make him better. It's great to hear you are feeling better Erik. Thankyou Donna for updating so quickly.

Thanks for getting rid of that horrible awful long spam post as well.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 4:34 AM CDT

Hi there guys!

We're still hoping and praying, hoping and praying, hoping and praying!!! I'm encouraged to hear your feeling "somewhat better"!!!! Missing you both greatly!

Sending hugs and love!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Monday, March 31, 2008 8:04 PM CDT

Soooo, now there are folks 'spamming' CB sites or what? (See the entry before mine from someone in EU.) Guess some people need a life!?

(And if you write back and say that it's information you were looking for, ......well,.... won't MY face be red!??!) ha!

Anyway, that being said, I was gone a few days and holy smokes! Erik!? You have to kick some nasty butt there, Big E! I'm sorry to read that you are under the weather. Will send an enormous amount of prayers to 'flush' those germs away!

Hope today things start looking 'up'. Blessing!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, March 31, 2008 10:38 AM CDT

This illness sounds very unpleasant indeed. Praying for relief of the throat pain and for Erik's recovery. Please don't stress about Camp Sunshine, just rest and get better!

Lisa Bonnet
sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, March 30, 2008 11:05 PM CDT

Hello again Erik & Donna!

I'm sorry we played phone tag today!! We MISS you SOOOO much!!! I know your are sad and disappointed to not be able to make it to Camp today, but Erik you and your health are so much more important to us!!! We know how frustrating it is when cancer treatment wrecks havoc on our plans. Please focus lots of positive thought and energy on healing and getting better! We are all hoping and praying that you get better quickly so you can come and hang out with everyone for a couple of days yet!!

Sending you lots of hugs, love and prayers!!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Sunday, March 30, 2008 9:33 PM CDT

Hi Erik and Donna,
What a bummer! Erik not feeling well AND no camp. We are thinking of you all and hoping Erik feels better super quick and this is all a fluke. Hoping you feel better soon Erik!
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 30, 2008 9:51 AM CDT

I am so very sorry to hear about Erik not feeling well. We were so looking forward to seeing all of you at camp again. Hopefully Erik will be back to normal soon. Can you come to camp late as campers anyway if Erik rebounds quickly??? You are all in our thoughts and prayers!!
Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Sunday, March 30, 2008 7:16 AM CDT

No way, this was not in the plans!!! We are praying hard and storming the heavens for a speedy and IMMEDIATE recovery! We will check in with you tomorrow morning! Sending lots of prayers, blessings, hugs, wishes, whatever we can think of, and whatever it will take to get you back on your feet and feeling better!!! Lots of love from all of us!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Saturday, March 29, 2008 11:50 PM CDT

Well, Amber is praying really hard that Erik feels better and is able to come to camp. She was so excited that she was allowed in the teen group and Erik was the counselor. Well we will just have to keep praying hard until we know.
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, March 29, 2008 8:11 PM CDT

Hi Erik. Great speech at the convention! Keep up the good work with all the kids-- let your light shine for them! Keep up the art work as well, what a suuper way to express yourself.
The Kochs <kochies6@charter.net>
Whitewater, WI - Saturday, March 29, 2008 11:29 AM CDT

Erik, sorry to hear you have come down with a bout of the flu or something. Sending you a big "get well" hug. Hope you are feeling well soon.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, nsw australia - Friday, March 28, 2008 11:55 PM CDT

Erik & Family,

Sounds like the birthday was a success - how could it not be with turkey and stuffing - what a mom!

A verse for today....Luke 12:6-7 Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Friday, March 28, 2008 9:01 AM CDT

I hope you're feeling better today, love! I've been thinking about you all day - wishing you'd get better!

That goes for you, too, Aron! Your cough sounds terrible, but at least it is productive! Keep at 'em big guy! I've been thinking about you too!

Get some rest (that goes for the all of you)!

Hope all goes well tonight!
Cherie
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, March 27, 2008 11:20 PM CDT

Happy belated Birthday Erik.
I hope you had a good celebration. I like the photo from you Birthday.
I got your link from your mam and it's nice to meet you online.
Greetings from London,
Jessie and Stana
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jessicamagnus
Stana <Londonstana@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 26, 2008 3:04 PM CDT

I have viewed the photos of Erik's scans. It is very interesting, you can really see the improvement. With the scoliosis it only looks slight. This is such a common thing in the population generally. I think I have it slightly too. I used to have lower back pain, it was horrible but over time I cured it with regular stretching exercises. I worked out that the one that worked best for me was lying on the floor and arching my back whilst resting on my palms. I think it's called "Cobra position" in Yoga. I'm a bit dubious of chiropractors, unless you get a very good one - I think that some of them can do some damage. From my own experience, regular stretching exercise was the only thing that worked for me. My back is good now, no more pain anyway - well only very rarely. If it happens then I do some stretching and arching. There are a few exercises designed to straighten out your back and strengthen your back muscles. I do those if ever I get discomfort, it always fixes it for me.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 8:50 AM CDT

I just love this birthday photo, Erik and Cherie look gorgeous together. This is a great photo. I see the wintery backyard through the window. The birthday party sounds like it was much enjoyed by all. I wish Cherie well with those tests and studies. I like what you have done to the home page Erik.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, March 24, 2008 0:53 AM CDT

Happy Easter Ludwinski family!!

We pray that today brings you joy and hope! (And, a little sunshine too?! Melting snow would be good!) Enjoy your special day Aron!! Thinking of you all and sending lots of love and prayers!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Sunday, March 23, 2008 8:13 AM CDT

We play Whoonu, too - it is so much fun! Congrats on being 23, Erik! I was born on May 23rd - 23 is my favorite number! It was a great year for me too - my first year being married, we were living in Germany - it was magical. I know yours will be too!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC - Sunday, March 23, 2008 1:15 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Erik! Sounds like a great day for everyone.
Hi Donna and family.

Sue Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Saturday, March 22, 2008 11:14 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Erik! You and Cherie make an adorable couple!
The Keychain Lady
- Saturday, March 22, 2008 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Erik. I just happen to log onto your site.and i see it is your Birthday today. So a very Happy Birthday to you,Have a Wonderful day today and always. Have not been for a while but i often think of you and your Mom Donna.I also watched part of the Video, but halfway through it quit on me, But i admire you , your faith is amazing. Stay strong dear Erik, love from Oma Corry.
Corry Vlaming Oma. <corryvlaming@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, On Canada - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 11:31 AM CDT

Hey - Happy Birthday Erik!! Will be praying that while you have a break from chemo that all stays well within!

It is so wonderful to hear of all you do to give back - your whole family - in the midst of your trials, you are touching and helping others through theirs - truly amazing and sacrificial - huge blessing for you, I'm sure!

A verse for today....I have set the Lord always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. (Psalm 16:8)

Have a best day - we continue to lift you up in prayer!

Friend,

Robin Kriens
Backus, MN - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 9:12 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIK. I know it's been a long year, but a good year in many ways for you. It shows that God always makes a way and I thank him for giving you new direction and Camp Sunshine and Cherie this year!
Beth Waller
Park Rapids, MN 56470 - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 8:45 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND WE WISH YOU MANY MORE!
Jeanette Westphal
Herndon, VA USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 7:44 AM CDT

I am a little premature as my "World time zones" site informs me that it is 9pm March 18 in Minneapolis. However it is already the 19th here in Sydney so I am happy to be the first to say HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY, my dear friend Erik.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, nsw australia - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 9:14 PM CDT

Wow! Busy week at the Ludwinski house.....and Holy Week, too! ;)

Hope it is an especially wonderful week. Sending prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, March 17, 2008 9:00 AM CDT

Hi, Erik! I haven't signed your guestbook in a long time either, but I haven't stopped thinking of you and your family, or stopped praying for you guys. Anyway, I just wanted to wish you and your loved ones a very Happy Easter. I hope your day is filled with blessings, lots of laughs, and wonderful memories.
Take care!
Tanya Loewen <tll619@hotmail.com>
Rochester, MN - Friday, March 14, 2008 7:15 AM CDT

I invited a local kid to see your speech, as it was exactly what he needed to hear. His name is Ethan and he recently relapsed with leukemia. The first time he went through treatment, he tried to keep his cancer top secret. He carried so much shame, trying not to allow people to see his scars, baldness, and weakness. Ethan fought depression throughout treatment and continues to deal with it. He is a man this time (age-18)and feels weird on the HOT Unit with a bunch of little kids. If nothing else, he will be able to identify with you receiving pediatric treatment as an adult. Perhaps he will be inspired to tell cool stories about his scars at the pool this summer. I'll keep you posted.
Cindy Hering
- Wednesday, March 12, 2008 3:31 PM CDT

Hello, Erik! We haven't signed your guestbook in so long; however, you haven't been far from our thoughts and prayers! You are such an incredible young man, who is such an inspiration to others. We continue to pray without ceasing for you and your complete healing! Take care and God bless you and your beautiful family!

Love,
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <mommy2emilyandryan@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 12:16 AM CDT

Erik I've been thinking about you a lot. I'm glad to read that your feeling good.
Anna Getchell <buddyaccount@msn.com>
vadnais heights, mn - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 9:28 PM CDT

Hi Erik and Donna,
We just wanted to stop by and let you know we are thinking of you all. I am so happy that Erik is feeling well even if he is tired. Sending our thoughts and prayers your way.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Tuesday, March 11, 2008 7:37 AM CDT

Erik, thank you SO MUCH for providing the link to your presentation at the NB Conference. It seems that I say only one word so often: WOW! You are an amazing young man and I don't think you have any idea how much God has worked through you to touch others.

I hope that you have a good week. God bless!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
AUdubon, MN USA - Sunday, March 9, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

Erik: I just listened to your conference presentation. You bring tears to my eyes. You are one of the most amazing young men I have come across in my life. You are inspiring. I feel privileged to know you even though it is from afar.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Saturday, March 8, 2008 3:05 PM CST

Erik, We are so proud of you. What a fine man you have become. Your walk in faith is mighty.
Joe and Robin Rock
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, March 8, 2008 11:32 AM CST

Thankyou so much for posting the video of Erik at the nb conference. I straight away saved it to favorites. Erik's voice is pretty much exactly how I imagined he would sound, although his voice is a bit deeper than I expected. I liked the video a lot, not just for the content of it but just because I liked hearing Erik's voice so much!

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Saturday, March 8, 2008 2:20 AM CST

Hello Erik
My name is Miriam Kearns from Hay Springs,Nebraska.We found you when I looking at Hailey Wright's site and we found Jordyn Olsen. To make the story short we are praying for you and hoping everyday gets some what better.
Keep the Faith
Miriam Kearns
Hay Springs, NE USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 1:08 AM CST

in my prayers. ican't write much, my arm is in a soft cast. ithink of you and your family often. i'm steve's dad. i've been in a battle with breast cancer since july. your bravery is amazing. stay well.
glen symons <stevesvending@yahoo.com>
osnabrock, nd cavalier - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 6:39 PM CST

Well, we had a nice suprise this morning. We got to meet Erik! As soon as he walked in, I knew it was him from the hat he was wearing. It was great to meet such an outstanding guy. It was really cool to meet someone who is a survivor, but yet fighting. Oh, and we also found out that you all know the Hutchinson's from San Diego. Our doctor in Sioux Falls used to be Sam's doc in San Diego. What a small world! Anyway, we are glad that you were able to stop and see us Erik. We hope that when Jordy gets to feeling better, and if you are in the area again, that you will be able to stop by again. Hope the scan and chemo went well today. Take care!

The Olsens
Justin, Jodie, Brenna and Jordyn

www.caringbridge.org/visit/jordynolsen

Jodie <jordynshope@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 4, 2008 4:28 PM CST

So sorry to hear about the treatment Erik received at the "adult" hospital. Don't they know every person is someone's child? Our hearts are filled with joy that the outcome of the procedure was good, and we continue to pray that Erik has excellent results from the next round of Chemo!

Erik, I know you probably already know this, but you have one of the BEST moms EVER. She's an UBER-mom, one that others of us strive to emulate.

God bless you all,
Amy, Rick, Arden & Grayson Bucher
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ardenquinn
password: sweetpea
Amy Bucher <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
New London Twp, PA USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 4:06 PM CST

Our prayers continue heavenward!
Judd and Michelle Fischer
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 1:58 PM CST

Hi Erik, Greetings from New Hampshire!! Jessica and I (and the rest of the family) continue to keep you in our prayers! You have unbelievable mental and physical strength. Your Mom is right - you are a macho man!!:) We hope this coming round is not too hard for you. Our thoughts are with you!
Love, Catalina, Tom, Jess, Tommy, Jamie, Chris & Alissa <ctzajac@aol.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 8:16 AM CST

Congrats to you for letting Erik do it himself. I'm a bit of a helicopter parent so I'm not sure I could do it...I'm really impressed with you and proud of you!

Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 7:17 AM CST

Hi Erik!! Sending prayers that the week goes by quickly and smoothly for you!!

Lots of love coming your way...
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Tuesday, March 4, 2008 7:13 AM CST

I found that with Davis being 18, he WANTS to do it alone cause it gives him a little control back that he doesn't get with cancer. Erik will do great
Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com>
- Monday, March 3, 2008 8:36 PM CST

I'm hoping the meeting today went well and the pain has subsided.
Thy Tran
CA USA - Monday, March 3, 2008 2:17 PM CST

Donna and Eric I continue to admire your grace and belief and ability to find a positive. In a world of never knowing yes or no or even maybe, you seem to find a way to shine a bright beacon. Wishing for the best.

Susan and Paige Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 4:50 PM CST

Erik, you are never far from my mind. At times the health issues must make you feel so fed up. I do believe that things will get better, I send my continued love and prayers for the healing of your physical body. You have always been very strong in mind and spirit, I do believe in you.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Sunday, March 2, 2008 10:25 AM CST

Glad to hear that the news is relieving for you! You guys have been through so much recently. We are happy to hear that liver tests are good. We will just keep praying always!!!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:09 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna-

I've been following along and am hoping that the "Battle of the Bulge" is really nothing and you get some rest. Maybe someone thought too much good news might be a shock for you all!?

-David for all of Ruby's Gang
David Elbert
- Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:06 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
It sure sounds like you are having an adventurous Saturday! We are thinking of you all and hoping Erik is feeling well. We'll talk to you soon.
Dawn Stolp
- Saturday, March 1, 2008 4:31 PM CST

Hi,

So glad the surgery is over and everything is looking good - Erik and I could share stories - I've been there and what was supposed to be a one day hospital stay turned into several days - liver enzyme level too high. How frustrating for you to get bad care and treatment - most often it is good, but there is that occasional bad one that sticks is one's mind forever!

We continue to pray for Erik! Thank you, Donna, for keeping the site updated to we can know how to better pray for Erik and the family!

A verse for today....Hebrews 4:16 Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

Have a best day!

Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN - Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:45 AM CST

WOW! Erik, Donna and family, this is FANTASTIC news! We are so very happy for you, and glad to hear your recovery is going well. God Bless and Keep Fighting!
Ty, Erika, Peter, Ellie & Kate Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 8:59 AM CST

YAHOO!!! Great news! I just knew we could pray-blast those bad old stones into dust! HA! ;) (I'm sure that you are wondering WHY we couldn't do that BEFORE the surgery from he_ _, right Erik?!)

Isn't it great to have such mundane tasks at hand as 'scheduling'?

Have a good week. Sending continued prayers,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 10:56 AM CST

So glad Erik is doing well. Way to go Erik!!!!
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 7:18 AM CST

This is wonderful news - LFT's now in normal range and Erik avoided having an open surgery - how good is that! This is a great blessing!!

Whilst the hospital visit was not pleasant - at least the surgeon was excellent! Well that's how it sounds to me.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 4:27 AM CST

Hey, Erik. It was good to catch up on all the events today. My computer's been down so I lost track. I'm glad the surgery went well. It was funny to hear about all your scars. I hope the next stage in your treatment is clear to you and your mom and that it goes well. Perhaps I'll run into you over Easter. Take care!
Erica Waller <elwaller@students.nwc.edu>
- Monday, February 25, 2008 9:46 PM CST

Erik, you are truly Amazing! You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Elisa Lynch
Salem, MA USA - Monday, February 25, 2008 6:55 PM CST

YIKES! Glad that "nightmare" is over! Hope you are feeling better, Erik. I'm kind of assuming you have a recheck in the cities today. Hope all is going well.

Sending prayers,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, February 25, 2008 12:49 AM CST

Praying he is home and feeling great in no time. Thinking of you. Terri
terri leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Monday, February 25, 2008 9:33 AM CST

Wishing you a full quick recovery and so sorry for our experience. Keeping you in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, February 24, 2008 1:41 PM CST

Hope things are going well.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Saturday, February 23, 2008 7:54 AM CST

hey erik! sending you all my love and prayers for a super speedy recovery from surgery! im following your mom's updates in hopes that there will be lots of good news! take care buddy!

camp sunshine love!
maggie
Maggie Hake
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 3:20 PM CST

wow, I'm not 3 days out, I'm actually a whole month out!
This is even more embarrassing. yes I am really well prepped now! this is actually really good - I am very glad I havn't missed your birthday Erik :)

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, February 22, 2008 10:50 AM CST

Hey Lisa, actually you are REALLY on the ball because you prepped everyone for Erik's birthday... next month! You are right about the 19th part--but he is a March baby! SMILE!!!!

We sure enjoy your kind and wonderful posts on this guestbook! You are a great friend to Erik!!!!!!

Much love
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Friday, February 22, 2008 8:29 AM CST

Erik, at work today, we were celebrating a friend of mines birthday today with a homemade cake (his name is Hayden) and suddenly as I was standing next to him, I said to him "hey it must be my friend Erik's birthday" - (as I have it clear in my memory that you are born in the same year and almost the same day too). So I just checked your Facebook and I am so embarrassed!!! - I didn't realise it was your birthday on the 19th. (I call myself a friend of yours? I am ashamed of myself!) With all the gallbladder worries, I was a bit distracted (this is a very weak excuse I know).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIK!! (now I can imagine how bad everyone else is going to feel, lol).

Wow you didn't have to have the open surgery, awesome news, I am very happy to hear this and am praying for no nasty stone to have slipped thru.

Wear your battle scars with pride, you are beautiful inside and out. Wishing a safe recovery and good health for you.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, February 22, 2008 4:18 AM CST

What? Erik, no photos on the CB site of all those "battle" scars? Come on, I'm a very visual person and the story just comes to life with photos!! Just kidding!! I'm so happy to hear that everything went well today and that you actually get to go home tomorrow- WOW!! That is terrific news!! We will continue to hold you in prayer for a quick recovery.

God bless (and, indeed he continues to)!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 9:14 PM CST

WOnderful news! Hopefully this means that Erik will have a quicker, less painfull recovery, since it was a lap procedure instead of a full-blown incision to deal with. And we'll keep the prayers coming about that nasty old stone. Hopefully it was an illusion and our prayers will just melt it away! ;)

Rest well, Erik!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, February 21, 2008 7:32 PM CST

Erik,

You are so great! I love your spirit and my son Kyle which you met at Alex's Lemonaid stand a couple years ago also talks of his scars as battle scars. Kyle is currently at children's in Mpls going through another round of chemo. He will be going out to Sloan Kettering in NY to do the 3F8 treatment. I am praying for you to keep strong and no complications from the surgery. Keep up the great outlook on life! Come check Kyle out at www.caringbridge.org/visit/superkyle.
Teresa, Kiana and Kyle (SuperKyle) <tdanzlpierson@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, February 21, 2008 6:32 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
I'm glad they were able to complete the surgery. We are praying for no stones, Erik's pain isn't more than he can handle, and a speedy recovery. Thinking of you guys all the time.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 5:14 PM CST

Good God, Erik, you are one tough guy! Praying for a speedy recovery!
The Keychain Lady
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 12:15 AM CST

Wow! Your strength and humor in everything that you have been through is so refreshing. You never cease to amaze us all. We wish you all the best and are always praying hard!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 10:02 AM CST

Good luck Erik! You will conquer another challenge here! We are praying all goes very smoothly and you have a speedy, "pain-minimal" recovery! :-)

The Eigner's <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN - Thursday, February 21, 2008 8:53 AM CST

Our prayers are covering you today Erik & Donna for everything to go smoothly!! We look forward to hearing good news about today's surgery & for a quick recovery so you can get back to all those other important plans- like traveling & having fun!!

Lots of love and blessings!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 8:40 AM CST

Best of luck with the surgery and a quick recovery.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Thursday, February 21, 2008 7:22 AM CST

So thankful you didn't have to journey during THIS morning's -30 temps! Here's sending prayers for tomorrows travels and surgery.

God speed, Erik!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 8:29 PM CST

Our prayers are continuing for you!
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Mn. U.S. - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 6:34 PM CST

Hello--I do check your updates frequently. Good luck to you in your surgery--we just never know what is next, do we?? You might want to check out Steve's website www.gosteve.org It is up and running again. Take care and stay warm!
Carla Symons <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Osnabrock, ND - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 10:53 AM CST

I've been so concerned about Erik having his gallbladder removed I decided I should do some research. (I always start to research when I get anxious). anyway I found this site from a doctor who emails to his patients, it is called "Life after Gall Bladder removal". here is an excerpt of qustions to and answers from the doctor:

Q. 1. What effects will the absence of a gall bladder have on her? (such as digestive processes, susceptibility to viruses, etc..)

A. None. She won't miss her gall bladder. Yes, the gall bladder has the function of storing and concentrating bile - but that's gone once stones have formed. Removing the gall bladder will relieve her of her symptoms.

Q. 2. Will she be able to eat "fatty foods" without pain after the removal of her gall bladder?

A .Yes

Q. 3. How will the bile be transferred to her stomach without the gall bladder?

A. There is a main bile tube that carries bile from the liver to the intestine. The gall bladder is a branch from this tube, and removing it does not stop the flow of bile -just like removing a parking area by the side of a road will not affect the flow of traffic on the road.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 5:45 AM CST

Donna and Erik I will be wishing for Erik's healing with his open surgery. Never a pleasant thing to recover from, it will slow Erik down for a bit I would imagine. I know all the doctors, nurses and technicians love Erik and do their best for him.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 3:15 AM CST

Hi Donna,Paul and Erik,
Just a note to let you know that we continue to check in to get an update on Erik and your family. We are lifting all of you up in our prayers and remembering all the wonderful, fun times we had with all of you in Park Rapids. You are an awesome family and an inspiration of devotion and strength. Thanks for keeping us all informed. We will be praying you Erik on Thursday.
Jan and Tom Lokensgard <tjloken@comcast.net>
Eagan, MN USA - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 9:17 PM CST

Hi,I just found you from another CB site. I have been reading your JE's and you are so strong. I loved your explanation of how Cancer heightened your awareness of things and sharpened your love for life. Our 3.5 year old daughter, Alexa Renee, has been battling Clear Cell Sarcoma of the Kidney. It only affects 20 people in the US annually. She is my hero. We need to find a cure for Cancer. I can't take any more loss. We will add you to our prayer list. Most of our friends are fighting NB,so we are very familiar with the disease. Praying for you in NY, Debbie, Tom and Alexa Moore
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexareneemoore

Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 6:20 PM CST

Hi - I am new to your site but want to send warm throughts your way. Best of luck - Kathy Martel Sileno (grandma to a caringbridge member - 3 1/2 year old Johnny Sileno
kathy martel sileno <kathylake645@yahoo.com>
newburgh, ny united states - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 3:12 PM CST

Well, I am glad you have answers. Now, I will just keep praying that those answers can be easily fixed and resolve so many of the other problems. Erik is strong and I am sure will coast through the surgery! Always praying!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 10:30 AM CST

Well,...onward and upward. Here's prayers for a favorable surgery date....and clear roads with warmer temps for safe travels to and from.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 10:01 AM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
I'm just looking for an update, wondering how things are going. I'm hoping Erik is feeling well and things have been figured out with a surgery and whatnot. Thinking of you guys always.
Dawn Stolp
- Monday, February 18, 2008 11:29 PM CST

Hello, this is my first time to the sight and I just want to say I am impressed by you Erik...and your mom is pretty awesome too! I read a little bit (and intend to read more) and I have found your strength and bravery amazing in what you have faced in the past and and what you are facing now. With drive and determination you will get through this. Your mom's drive and determination will help once again as well. Her energy is not limited to this fight, but to the fight for all who are suffering through this battle. Donna,I saw a bit of this wonderful determination in an email sent to me through Kerrie yesterday and I cannot tell you how thankful I am that you sent this important info out to her, and that it reached me and many others. Thank you. Keep up the good fight! You are in my prayers now...and I will continue to lift you all up!
Dawn H. <mybitofsunshine@aol.com>
- Monday, February 18, 2008 10:33 PM CST

Hello....my name is Lori and I have never visited Eriks site until now. I must say, after taking some time to read, I am in complete awe of you, Erik. The amount of courage and faith you have shown is truely amazing. I am sorry to read your having such issues and be assured you will be added our prayers, daily. You are an incredible young man.
Blessings...Lori and Savahana Scott
www.caringbridge.org/visit/savahanascott
Lori <lascott32@aol.com>
Avon, in - Monday, February 18, 2008 7:47 AM CST

just stopping by to say how much i am thinking of you all everyday and wishing with all my heart for erik's speedy recovery. sometimes i've got a bit scared which erik finds quite amusing. you're right, you have never let me down and have fought fearlessly. i have great faith in you!

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Monday, February 18, 2008 4:03 AM CST

Donna, thank you so much for emailing me tonight. Your son's name sounded so familiar that I immediately remembered that your site was one of the first I visited when my own son was diagnosed in January 2007. Your information on NB was a gift to us who never heard of the disease before Cole was diagnosed. We will always keep your son in our thoughts and prayers.
Keren Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.org/visit/colefitzgerald) <kerenfitz@yahoo.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Sunday, February 17, 2008 8:45 PM CST

Just wanted to drop in and say we are always thinking and praying for all of you!!! We will say extra prayers for the bile blockage to be cleared. Love-n-Hugs, The Uchytils
Mary Uchytil
Greenville, WI - Friday, February 15, 2008 9:46 AM CST

i loved Pam's msg, then i realised, oh dear, it got posted 4 times. don't you worry Pam, it is a good msg.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, February 15, 2008 7:19 AM CST

Hi there Ludwinski's!!

Geez, what next? (I should learn not to ask that question!) I'm sorry that this latest medical issue is making life difficult! Trusting in God's plan is not always easy!! Please know that we think of you all- everyday and send lots of love and prayers your way!

Praying for healing and answers!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:57 PM CST

Praying for good results and smooth procedures! Happy Valentine's Day! Continually praying!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:43 AM CST

Erik,
Our family continues to pray for you. We will also add Anna, Austin and Tyler to our prayers. God has done so much and His glory will shine through all of this so long as we keep our faith in Him.
Sharon Wolff
Park Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:28 AM CST

Donna & Erik, it is very frustrating that things have not gone to plan, at least Erik is feeling better now and is able to work on his projects. I just had a quick look at the the Hubbard county site (journal Aug 2nd) and can see Erik has done more work on it.

btw - with the top pic of Erik, he looks healthy, probably why you like it so much Donna, but it's not the Erik I know today - tie and shirt? - when did he last wear that?

But the EchoKnight pic with his blue eyes - yes i've always loved that one.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Thursday, February 14, 2008 3:15 AM CST

So sorry for all you guys are going through right now. Just praying that you will have good answers and that the surgery will be easy and leave him pain free and healthier! We will be keeping you all in our prayers! You guys both inspire me and so many others!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 8:41 AM CST

Donna & Erik,
What great news! I am so happy for you. Thinking of you. Terri
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, Ca - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 8:39 AM CST

So sorry about the gallbladder problem but Erik will be fine. Donna, I hope that Justin will grow up and be like Erik. His courage, intelligence and insight are amazing. He is a remarkable person.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Sunday, February 10, 2008 11:37 AM CST

Donna, is there a chance they could just remove Erik's gallbladder and have that problem go away? There must be some logical answer as to why they want to just put in a stent instead, but just had to ask....
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, Mn USA - Saturday, February 9, 2008 9:33 PM CST

Most definitely! You can count on it. Sending many healing thoughts and prayers along with some gentle hugs. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, February 9, 2008 7:25 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
We are thinking of you all and praying for a smooth procedure. There always has to be some bump in the road huh!? We hope that Erik is at least feeling well. We will talk to you more when we get home.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Friday, February 8, 2008 11:55 PM CST

just read the not wanted news that Erik is feeling unwell and needing surgery. i think this may be unpleasant for Erik for a little while, but hopefully minor concerns which should soon pass.

i know you will get the best of care Erik. wishing you to get well soon.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, February 8, 2008 7:22 PM CST

Sending many prayers.....for a good weekend, painfree, for Dr.s to have swift and accurate insight into what is going on, for safe travels. The list goes on and on...... Us "prayer warriors" are covering all the bases for you, holding you up in prayer!

God's peace....
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, February 8, 2008 4:28 PM CST

Thank you Jesus!!!!!!! Praising God with you and your family!!!!!!!
Kathy Johnson <mnajohnson@hotmail.com>
Menahga, MN USA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 6:26 PM CST

Hoping that great news is coming your way with the results! Thinking of and praying for you. Terri
terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 1:05 PM CST

Praising the Lord for your awesome news!!!!!THANK YOU JESUS!!! I wonder how sweet Penelope's parents are? God's continued blessings!!!
Kathy Welker <welkers80@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 10:55 PM CST

Thank You, Jesus! What great news it was reading your journal entry. What an awesome God we serve! Rejoicing with you all!

Friend,
Robin Kriens
Backus, - Monday, February 4, 2008 10:47 PM CST

YEAH!!!!! We are so happy! We are feeling your joy with you. Erik is an amazing person who means so much to so many! We continually will keep you all in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Monday, February 4, 2008 1:03 PM CST

Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord, Let the people rejoice!! I am joining you and many others, thanking our Loving Heavenly Father for the awesome news!! Love and prayers,
Dorine McNary
Williston, ND - Sunday, February 3, 2008 7:36 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
I am so happy to read about Erik's great results. That is the best feeling in the world, knowing that you are winning this battle. We are thinking of you always.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Sunday, February 3, 2008 1:54 PM CST

Oh, Donna and Erik! I'm SOOOOO happy to read this. Glad that the scans are almost normal, things are going well with Cherie, and most importantly, Erik is feeling well. You are such a lovely family who has handled the diagnosis and multiple relapses with so much grace. I couldn't be happier for you all.
Thy Tran
CA USA - Saturday, February 2, 2008 10:36 PM CST

WOW! I just had a feeling that I better check in on you tonight. We just saw Molly H. at her "Dance for Life" for the CNCF and I was thinking about long term survivors and thought of you. This amazing and wonderful news is music to my eyes. I'm so very happy that this treatment is going so well! Praise God!

Hugs, hope, prayers and support!
Karen, Kate (NB warrior) and the Jacobs crew
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs <boomfan@mchsi.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Saturday, February 2, 2008 8:57 PM CST

Hi. I got your site from Connie who "borrowed" the info about scholarships from it haha ... My son is Davis and he is 18. He is in remission for ALL.

I'm sorry that you have to go thru this AGAIN. Your son is gorgeous and looks like a great young man. I'm struggling with Davis and his age and aftermath of extensive chemo emotionally. Sounds like your son is doing very well?

I'll pray for much peace in your family
Mary Lee www. caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com>
Burnsville, MN - Saturday, February 2, 2008 8:23 PM CST

YAY! Excellent news, bone marrows are clear :0) It's also wonderful that Erik is looking and feeling so well.

Wishing continued blessings to the Ludwinski family.

I'm praying everyday for good news too for all our other nb warriors out there.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, nsw Australia - Saturday, February 2, 2008 7:44 PM CST

Great news - was wonderful to read the update! God Bless
Paula Bachmeier <paulabachmeier@hotmail.com. www.caringbridge.org/nd/christopherbachmeier>
Burlington, ND USA - Saturday, February 2, 2008 7:36 PM CST

You have the most amazing praise reports! I am crazy happy for you. God is good!
Cindy Hering
- Saturday, February 2, 2008 6:19 PM CST

Rejoicing and celebrating with you!!!!! xoxo
love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, February 2, 2008 2:35 PM CST

Wonderful news! Keep on living, loving and proclaiming God's glory, Erik!

Have a great weekend to you and your family.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, February 1, 2008 9:39 PM CST

We are praising the Lord with you!
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, MN. USA - Friday, February 1, 2008 8:44 PM CST

This is fabulous news!! I am so glad to hear that your scans went so well. Woohoo!!
Amy Dukeshire <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Canning, NS Canada - Friday, February 1, 2008 6:36 PM CST

WAY TO GO ERIK! We love hearing good reports We knew you could do it! Cherie was very excited about the report. Now all you have to do is make sure you park in the right places down there in Minneapolis so the car stays safe! LOL
Brenda and Gene <baumler@wisper-wireless.com>
Glenwood, MN US - Friday, February 1, 2008 3:20 PM CST

Hi Erik and Family
My name is Jenna and I came across your page. You are an amazing person and a real inspiration. You are a brave, courageous fighter and you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <fighter_smiley@yahoo.ca>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, February 1, 2008 1:44 PM CST

Rejoicing with you!!!! God is miraculous for sure! He does amazing work and has such a plan for Erik! We continually keep you all in our thoughts and prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Friday, February 1, 2008 1:09 PM CST

Way to go! What wonderful news!
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Friday, February 1, 2008 7:19 AM CST

Dear Ludwinski's this is very encouraging news. Evidently the chemo is working. From memory, in a previous journal entry Donna mentioned that the humanised 3f8 may be able to help Erik too.

I pray every day that Erik's treatments will eventually completely clear out all of the nb and get rid of it for good.

I am saying prayers of heartfelt thanks to our Maker for keeping Erik with us - and for giving him to us.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, February 1, 2008 2:06 AM CST

Eric, God is good. We have been praying for you! Were are excited about your great doctor's report.We will continue to pray for God's blessing on your health and life.
Kathy Johnson <mnajohnson@hotmail.com>
Menahga, MN U.S.A. - Thursday, January 31, 2008 10:57 PM CST

WOW, Erik! This is absolutely amazing news!!! We do thank God for every miracle! Keep smiling and we'll await more great news early next week. Eigner's
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 10:00 PM CST

What great news, Erik!!! You are looking great, and I'm happy that you are doing so well! Praying for continued good results!
The Key Chain Lady
- Thursday, January 31, 2008 9:09 PM CST

Awesome news!! Praise God for the many answered prayers!!

Love, The Zamzows
Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Thursday, January 31, 2008 9:02 PM CST

I absolutely love the winter picture--it is beautiful. By chance are you selling these? You don't know me I came across your site by happenstance--my niece Mary was diagnosed with neurobeastoma at the age of 18 and has been fighting now for about a year and a half. Good luck to all of us.
Ann Hoechst
Cottage Grove, MN USA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 8:14 AM CST

Hey there Erik ~ I have followed you from afar and I hope this finds you doing well. Praying for good news and I'll watch for an update. Keep up the good fight my friend. Be well.
Andrea Larson <andrea.larson@medtronic.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 7:31 AM CST

Erik & Donna, what is the wooden construction in the bottom right hand corner of the photo? pls keep in mind that i am from sydney where there has never been snow in anyone's backyard. (hail - yes, snow - i don't think so).

Maybe a guest writer can enlighten me? it's not a chook pen. doesn't look like a toolshed. Obviously not an incinerator - it's made of wood. it has an opening? but for what? ok i'm guessing pigeons? i would like to know. As i ponder this question, it takes my mind away from Erik having to endure the pain of another biopsy.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Thursday, January 31, 2008 6:46 AM CST

Praying for good scans. Keep safe and warm!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 7:54 PM CST

Hi Ludwinski Family-

We are praying for clear scans!! Beautiful photography work Erik - I'm impressed. Are you guys thinking about going to Camp Sunshine again? I am in the process of filling out the paperwork for it. It would be nice to see you guys again and have a chance to sit and talk!
Kerri <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, January 30, 2008 7:15 PM CST

Erik & Family,

Praying the results of your scans will be cause for celebration!

Friend,

Robin Kriens
Backus, - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 4:46 PM CST

Praying, praying, praying!
In Christ,
Jim and Dawn Runde
www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 12:09 AM CST

Erik & family - It is always so fun to see your work on the website, whether the photography or web "stuff" (I call it stuff because I know very little about it!) Praying for CLEAR test results. Know our thoughts are with you as you wait it out over the next several days...
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 11:34 AM CST

Strong prayers for clear scans and ALL GOOD NEWS
Believe in the Lord for he is good!
Eric, you are one handsome guy!!
a neuroblastoma mom
- Wednesday, January 30, 2008 7:18 AM CST

Great Pic. A cool dude for sure. Praying for great results.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/justingaudineer

Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 5:35 PM CST

Hi I just came across your site from someone who had written to me I'm Jody (Dalton Serich's Mom) Dalton is 3 years old and has neuroblastoma he had his BMT Aug 15th 2007 and we are still at the U of M maybe I will run into up there we are on 5D. I will be praying for you.
Jody <skad@cpinternet.com>
Taconite, MN United States - Saturday, January 26, 2008 9:58 PM CST

I read your site and I want you to know I will be praying for you.
Carolyn Wing/Angel_Wings grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepage Laura VDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
Carson City, MI - Saturday, January 26, 2008 7:19 PM CST

Donna, you truly are an inspiration. I see where Erik gets it from. We will be praying for you all especially the end of this month so that you will have great miraculous results in February! You all deserve the best!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Friday, January 25, 2008 9:15 AM CST

Erik & Donna that's amazing that you can see Anna live on your laptop. (I see that your laptop looks almost identical to mine).

I'm sure you have checked out the photos posted on Melissa Hartung's latest journal of our buddy Dylan and their unexpected trip to L.A. to give a speech about Ronald McDonald House.

My favorite photo is the photo of Dylan relaxing on the bed of his hotel room. What a star he is! I am so proud of him.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, January 25, 2008 5:29 AM CST

I always come away inspired after reading your journal. Thanks for your inspirations. We continue to pray for Erik and family! Love-n-Hugs, The Uchytils
The Uchytils
Greenville, WI - Thursday, January 24, 2008 6:14 PM CST

Dear Donna and family, I feel so terribly sad to hear about Isaac. I did check in on Isaac when you last posted and I really fell in love with him.

The journal entry I read was that for the first time in a long time he had smiled and laughed in his sleep. It was so sweet to read that. I really did pray for Isaac as I viewed the lovely photos of him and his family with their beautiful dog. As his mother has said in another entry they "weren't giving up" but "I know that God may decide to heal him in Heaven". Isaac's family has great faith.

I am so sorry, they don't know me so I havn't posted a message to them but I wanted you to know that like you,
I am praying for Isaac's lovely family.

Thanks for the update on Erik. Something to cheer me up.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Thursday, January 24, 2008 1:49 AM CST

Hi Donna,

Thank you for the last journal entry - made me cry - why? Because I find myself so often doing the same thing - instead of trusting Jesus every moment of every day, I try to walk that tightrope myself instead of getting in the wheelbarrow. What a great word picture - one that I think I will remember forever and try to apply to my life. That is what is really cool and you and your family - you continue to teach all of us and witness as you take this journey with Erik. And hey, what kind of view would we have if we stayed close to the ground - that view way up high is the best, but also very scary. It's really all about faith, isn't it?!!
I hope you don't mind but I think I will share your wheelborrow story with someone who really needs it today!

Still praying for Erik!
Robin Kriens
Bakcus, - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 8:55 AM CST

Apparently Eriks spends most of his time enjoying the view....He sure lives life well. May this always be true.
Cindy Hering
- Monday, January 21, 2008 9:30 AM CST

I actually had a mental vision of you being pushed in a wheelbarrow across a tightrope by Jesus, and it made me crack up, lol. Couldn't have said it better myself, Donna. Praise God!
Morgan Clack <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 20, 2008 12:17 AM CST

Donna & Erik,
Praying this is viral. Thinking of you. Terri
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, ca - Sunday, January 20, 2008 9:23 AM CST

Hello Ludwinski family! Happy Saturday! Oh Donna..your faith....thank you. I will relay the wheelbarrow story to my dear aunt Marie. She is 98 yrs old and in the past month we have been called three different times...she was at death's door. I tell her she is my aunt with nine lives....and she says "and I don't know why. What is He waiting for???!" She has congestive heart failure and has been riding the rollercoaster. This last time I slept in bed with her through the night....we knew this was it.... every hour she would wake..."am is STILL breathing???" What a hoot! She again has rallied and God willing, on Wednesday she will return to the assisted living with uncle Herman...they are married 76 1/2 years. I told her that God knows she still has lessons to teach us. And every day she indeed teaches a lesson with her humor!

There is not a day that all of you are not in our continued prayers. I now will go take a look at the view. Have a beautiful night. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, January 19, 2008 9:48 PM CST

Yeah for Erik. I am so happy for you. I must say that the stress and fear that this horrible disease puts on all concerned is just not fair.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Friday, January 18, 2008 5:21 PM CST

Donna & Erik
As fate would have I read this good news within 20 minutes of waking up this morning. I'm at home today, it's Saturday morning here. I may have sounded calm in my previous entry but I actually found myself trembling, with tears of relief my eyes. Erik's LFT's are so much better now.

I do get worried but praying does calm me down a lot. I also have great faith in Erik.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, January 18, 2008 4:28 PM CST

Hi, I can across your site and just wanted to let you know that we will add you to our list of friends with Neuroblastoma that we pray for everyday. My son Adam was diagnosed at 2 1/2 months and is treatment now.
www.friendsofadam.org
www.caringbridge.org/visit/adamjamesschmaltz
Allen Schmaltz <schmaltz01@yahoo.com>
Hastings, MN USA - Friday, January 18, 2008 7:25 AM CST

Hi Erik & Family,

Praying for you - that whatever is going on with your liver will NOT be serious!! It you have a "bug" it sounds like we are going into the deep freeze - that usually kills all the bugs - too cold for any bugs to survive!!

Enjoying my new cup with your beautiful artwork on it - reminds me to pray for you!

A verse for today...... Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
Ps. 62:5-6

Have a best day!

Friend,
Robin Kriens
Backus, - Thursday, January 17, 2008 3:55 PM CST

Erik, I'm sending you prayers. Hope this is all just some 'crud' that you are fighting.

Keep warm! It's -15 over here this morning! YIKES!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:34 AM CST

Thinking and praying for all of you.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Thursday, January 17, 2008 7:40 AM CST

Donna & Erik, I do know that special diets can really help the liver (Sandra Cabot's book on "the liver cleansing diet") explains this beautifully. Good diet is essential to the liver. I also agree with the Stolp's message. Physical exertion can take it's toll on the liver too, especially if it is already vulnerable. But Erik has had this problem before - and his liver did settle down.

I hope Erik is not feeling unwell from this. Stress affects the liver too - and Erik always works so hard.
I think a good rest may be in order for Erik. Well I do hope I have been some help with my ramblings, I do think of Erik everyday and I can't believe that I will ever lose him.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Thursday, January 17, 2008 3:06 AM CST

Hi Donna and Erik,
We are praying so hard that this is some kind of fluke. Maybe it was all the snowboarding:) Anyways we are thinking of you and praying.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp
- Thursday, January 17, 2008 1:15 AM CST

Donna, thanks for the new photos and update. The scenery on homepage photo is very beautiful. Erik is looking fabulous, he has such a varied appearance in his photos. Ofcourse he always looks like Erik but his expression often changes, he has a chameleon quality to him. Well he's never boring that's for sure.

Erik, wishing for your neutrophil counts to recover quickly! Get rid of that darned nb too.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 4:25 AM CST

Hi Erik,
I just wanted to wish you all the best now and always!
Di
Australia - Saturday, January 12, 2008 4:23 PM CST

Erik updated his facebook page to say he was back, I appreciated this because I missed him, knowing he is pretty much incommunicado while he is away at camp. I can see many new friends have been added on facebook, so I feel safe to say that it must have went well.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, January 12, 2008 7:11 AM CST

Erik, I hope you had a fun time snowboarding. I'll be thinking of you as chemo starts Mon. In the meantime, enjoy the weekend.
Thy Tran
CA USA - Friday, January 11, 2008 9:33 PM CST

I love the new pic. Two beautiful people. I hope Erik is having an absolute blast.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 7:51 AM CST

Happy new year! I like your first update for the year. Erik seems to be doing very well, and Cherie too. Lesa's hair is beautiful in rag curls. You must have lots of patience to wrap hair for two hours:) May God continue to bless your family.
Cindy Hering
- Tuesday, January 8, 2008 9:00 AM CST

Donna, good to hear that Erik is feeling well and has so many plans as always. I feel tired even contemplating the amount of things that Erik manages to do. It even makes me feel a little envious - he has such a fulfilling life in spite of his health battles.

With Paul's rash the only other theory I can think of : is he eating anything differently or taking any medications etc which could cause a reaction? I know that allergies to things can start at any time. Your theory of the virus may well be correct, although I hope it's not that. Praying that Erik doesn't come down with anything either.

Lesa's photos are gorgeous, such lovely deep blue eyes and honey blonde hair.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, January 8, 2008 4:12 AM CST

Thanks for the update. It was so good to talk to you on the phone the other night. I love talking to you! I hope Erik is having a great time snow boarding and has a safe trip home. We'll talk to you again soon. Hope the mystery rash gets better Paul.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Monday, January 7, 2008 7:58 PM CST

Oh Donna! It's so good to hear how busy and 'normal' things are at your house! If you guys weren't busy we'd know something was up! :)

Erik, I am sure thinking of you, buzzing around those slopes. I'm so envious (but you soooo deserve it!) We lived in CO for 11 years and I know how nothing compares to those beautiful, long runs. Enjoy, my friend, but don't board faster than your guardian angel can fly!

Forever in my prayers,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, January 7, 2008 2:26 PM CST

Happy New Year to you all! We continually keep you in our prayers! We hope we get to reconnect with you guys in the spring!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 8:07 PM CST

Thinking of your family everyday and hoping that everyone is doing well!! Can't wait to see you all again- hopefully SOON!!!

Lots of love to all of you & blessings for a happy and healthy New Year!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Wednesday, January 2, 2008 6:53 PM CST

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THE LUDWINSKI FAMILY!!!! You are very blessed to have the grace of God on your side. We all thank him daily for keeping such a good hearted guy around! Erik ... Give that daughter of mine a big bear hug and a kiss for New year's for me! Lots of love, Brenda
Brenda Baumler
Glenwood, MN US - Monday, December 31, 2007 8:28 PM CST

Praying Erik's health is great in 2008!

Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Sunday, December 30, 2007 2:33 PM CST

Donna your beautiful little boy who was in so much pain and danger is now all grown up. Erik is a wonderful person and is much loved. I think of Erik and all our NB warriors everyday. In this journey which often feels like a real battle, I feel very blessed to know the Ludwinski family.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, December 28, 2007 8:47 AM CST

Dear Donna, As I read your entry today, I could not stop crying. I too am a mom of a neuroblastoma daughter. Our fight began almost 7 years ago at the age of 4. Oh those memories, God is wonderful and we are so lucky, now to find the cure. God bless you all and wishing your family a wonderful, and miraclous year!
A fellow neuroblastoma mom
- Friday, December 28, 2007 7:40 AM CST

I was so thrilled when I went to the Lunch for Life page and saw Erik's name as the winner! How fun to have the winner be someone we know. You all have the best time EVER!
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Smithfield, NC - Thursday, December 27, 2007 7:26 AM CST

Erik,
Congrats coming your way for winning the Disney trip. Oh how much you deserve it. You have been through so much in your life and I think you are amazing. You have a great and fantastic trip. Can not wait to hear all about it. With blessings to you and your family.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer

Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 6:29 AM CST

Donna I just read your email thanking me for my donation to Erik's Lunch for Life giving tree. I never imagined in my wildest dream that he would win this.

Erik is the most deserving person in my view - he is such an understanding, kind and generous person. I feel like I have won the lottery with you! I am so thrilled to hear this.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, December 27, 2007 1:43 AM CST

Erik,

CONGRATULATIONS on winning the trip to Disneyworld. Disneyworld was Nate's favorite place on earth. He was able to go three times in his short five years and I can't ever remember him unhappy or in pain there. It truly is a "magical" place. I know you and your family with have a blast there. Hope you all had a very Merry Christmas.

With Hope
Abra McKean
Mommy to Superhero Nate 10/24/01-6/16/07
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 9:57 PM CST

Merry Christmas Erik & family!

Sending lots of love and Christmas blessings to all of you! Our lives have been so blessed by knowing your family and sharing this journey together!

Thinking of you all and sending "warm" thoughts!!

Lots of love,
Pam Walz & family
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Tuesday, December 25, 2007 12:12 AM CST

Dear Erik & family,

Wishing you a Merry Christmas and blessed New Year! Erik, I will continue to lift you up in prayer. God is using you through this trial in mighty ways - stand firm! I pray that God will keep a protective hedge around you! Shine on!!

Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
- Tuesday, December 25, 2007 9:36 AM CST

Merry Christmas! I hope the new year brings wonderful things- health, love and happiness for all of you! Thinking of you! Terri
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 9:07 AM CST

Wishing all of you a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! May your holiday season be filled with love, laughter, and lots of happiness. Merry Christmas!!

www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn
Connie, Bob, Allie, and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 4:58 AM CST

Merry, merry Christmas to ALL the Ludwinski's! May it be the best yet!

Forever in my prayers,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 9:19 AM CST

Merry Christmas everyone! We just wanted to stop by and wish you a very Merry Christmas and also let you know we are thinking of you. Also happy to hear no injuries with the snow boarding :) We will talk to you soon.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp
- Monday, December 24, 2007 1:20 AM CST

Merry Christmas to you you all and the Happiest and HEALTHIEST of New Years! Your strength and courage keeps us all moving forward. Glad to hear you are all out there enjoying the snow. We are still waiting for some and hoping to get it on Christmas Eve! Continually keeping you in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Sunday, December 23, 2007 7:43 AM CST

Hi Donna I enjoyed hearing from you .. really sweet stories of Erik & Aron playing together in the snow. I do hope Paul doesn't have shingles and that it's nothing serious.

Lots of love to all of you. Only 3 sleeps til Christmas!

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, December 22, 2007 9:16 AM CST

I just want to wish the Ludwinski family a great Christmas and a wonderful happy and healthy new year.
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.,com>
Cumming, GA United States - Saturday, December 22, 2007 7:20 AM CST

Search this youtube site...its a wonderful video!

YouTube - A Mother's Love

Ephesians 6:19
Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel

Elizabeth
- Tuesday, December 18, 2007 5:39 PM CST

Dear Ludwinskis

Wonderful news about the cookie drive success with raising funds for development of hu3f8. I do realise that more fundraising will be needed however. I await further updates.

Thank goodness that Paul's eye condition is not threatening. Wishing healing for you Paul, I will be praying for your sight to stabilise and improve.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, December 17, 2007 6:53 AM CST

Yay, for end of this round!!! Enjoy your break Erik. Hope you all have a wonderful holiday and a New Year that brings only good news for the whole family and a lifetime of NED!
Thy Tran
CA USA - Saturday, December 15, 2007 0:07 AM CST

Great to hear the cookie sale was a success! My office enjoyed all 3 varieties and I was happy to hear 1 co worker say he heard about the BoP cookies on the news here in Los Angeles! :)

I hope all of you have a wonderful Christmas and New Year!
Stacey
- Thursday, December 13, 2007 11:55 PM CST

Erik,

I received my order of a cup and note cards with your beautiful artwork on it this week. I like to help Bruce with my Christmas shopping (ha ha) and the cup will be my reminder to pray for you. The note cards will be Christmas gifts to a couple of widows at church. Your artwork is beautiful - God has blessed you with many gifts!

I will add your dad to my prayers!

Here is a verse that I want to leave with you for today - I am claiming it for my cousin, Dean Rogers, who had a massive stroke a month ago - he also has a caringbridge site. "Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen" Eph. 3:20

Also, Ps. 33 really touched my heart this week - our God is so amazing! Especially verse 6..."By the Word of the Lord were the heavens made, their starry host by the breath of his mouth." WOW!!

Thank you so much for your testimony and for the encouragement you are to all around you - we know it is difficult and is attained only through God's strength!

I continue to pray for you and your family!
Robin Kriens <bkriens@tds.net>
Backus, MN - Thursday, December 13, 2007 11:43 AM CST

Donna, with Paul's, eye problem : Healing thoughts, prayers and wishes for Paul. Thinking of you and wishing healing.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, December 13, 2007 7:35 AM CST

You stay in our thoughts and prayers....prayers for no evidence of disease, prayers for happiness, prayers for peace. We wish your family a very happy Christmas and new year.
Cindy for the Hering Family
- Tuesday, December 11, 2007 11:02 AM CST

ALREADY PRAYING....
It is incredible to reflect back on a year living with cancer, isn't it? I've said it before, and i'll say it again - you guys exemplify what it is to do this all with grace, a positive attitude and lots of HOPE! Keep it up and praying for NED, NED, NED!!!
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 10:24 AM CST

Good Luck on Wednesday Paul and Donna!

I thought it was funny: my mom was drilling me about the detached retina - unfortunately I knew nothing about it since I was too busy last week to read CB! It's so nice to be updated now!
I'll be thinking about you on Wednesday as I'm sitting in the office at work doing research!
You'll have to let Mom and I know about what happens (she used to work for an ophthalmologist, so she knows pretty much everything in that department)!

Love!
Cherie Baumler <bauml003@gmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN United States - Monday, December 10, 2007 10:51 PM CST

Erik: Enjoy your 4 week break in treatment. I know you will. Your art work is amazing. Your writing is amazing. Your Mother is amazing.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Monday, December 10, 2007 2:22 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
Thanks for the update. I noticed you changed pictures twice today, so I've been watching for an update. Well we are thinking of you all and join in your prayer for NED. We'll talk to you soon.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Sunday, December 9, 2007 10:31 PM CST

Merry Christmas and Lord bless you all in 2008!
We're praying here in cold Lake George!
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
lake George, Mn. USA - Sunday, December 9, 2007 9:50 PM CST

Hi Erik and Donna, I've been offline for a week - I have explained this in a post to Dylan Hartung's guestbook. (It is awaiting approval to be posted as Melissa has editorial control of Dylan's guestbook).

Well the short story is this: The technician who left my home tonight told me I couldn't get my internet connection working right now - and I had been without it for one week already. But I somehow knew this was wrong - and I got it working. I really feel that the Holy Spirit together with my own determination helped me, where two technicians who had worked on the problem couldn't. I found the simple solution. The experts were wrong and I found that my access to the internet had been working all the time. So yes what appears to be real, just sometimes isn't - it sometimes helps a lot if you find it within you to look beyond the obvious (i.e. what appears to be real). I have read Erik's post now and I actually feel that this is a very good example of what he says.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 5:36 AM CST

Hi Erik and Donna,
Thanks for the update Donna, it's always so nice to read them. I hope you aren't feeling so "icky" today Erik. Counts, way to come up!! Praying for a safe trip to Fargo for Paul too and good results. We'll check back soon.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp
- Tuesday, December 4, 2007 10:27 AM CST

Erik & Donna
I hope today finds you feeling great! Donna, I am at work today and am not able to reply to your e-mail, so wanted to give you the green light on letting all the BOP parents know about our fundraiser. The Granite Bay Country Club, in Granite Bay, CA on 02/23/08 at 06:30 pm. If anyone has auction items we can auction off please have them contact me!! Thank you. Terri
terri Leedy
lincoln, ca - Sunday, December 2, 2007 12:31 AM CST

As always Erik, you put forth interesting questions and I never come to your essays without leaving with my own mind pondering the points you challenge the rest of us with. Such HUGE questions, daunting solutions, though compromise, by it's very nature, shouldn't be so difficult, but if you look at the wars going on around the globe, compromise can be quite the sticky wicket. Compromise requires something from everyone passionate about whatever the topic may be, but sometimes, I wonder if we all give up too easily on working on the compromise facet and just head on straight for a battle that might not have to be waged, if only we'd work toward tolerance with an open-mind and maybe become even more passionate about reaching agreements. Who knows, and that's the thing. You asked some great questions in your writing. We would all do well to consider them and see how they might apply in our own lives. Well done. Thanks for the mind candy. Hope you're feeling well. I personally feel better after I read your musings. Have a great weekend. Susie
Susie Parker <susiewrites@gmail.com>
Wilmington, NC US - Saturday, December 1, 2007 0:35 AM CST

Erik,
Your artwork is amazing. We are working on a fundraiser with the proceeds going to the band of parents. I was wondering if we could get you to donate an autograped copy of one of your prints for our fundraiser? We will be holding the banquet/silent auction on February 23, 2008. Thank you. You can contact me at 916-645-9570. Thank you.
terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:30 AM CST

Hi Erik and Family,
You know I can always tell when it is Erik writing or Donna. Donna, you write like us cancer moms write and Erik, you write everything in such a meaningful way. I can always tell that you really transfer what you are thinking and feeling from your mind and heart. I loved reading you journal today. I hope you are feeling well. We are thinking of you always.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp
- Thursday, November 29, 2007 3:20 PM CST

Wow! Very insightful, Erik. This stuff sure gets a person thinking about others, about God, and just about every day choices. Thanks for the reminder!

Take care!
Tanya Loewen <tll619@hotmail.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Thursday, November 29, 2007 11:41 AM CST

Erik,
Wow! Your card is beautiful. What an amazing artist you are! My next stop is bop website to purchase some of your work!
terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 9:11 AM CST

Oh, the frustration. I feel for you all.
It is always amazing to us the amount of activity you pack in - it's so great! We pray that you continue to feel well enough to keep it up, and of course that the NB will NOT gain even an ounce of ground. Try to enjoy your week off. God Bless - Erika, Ty, Pete, Ellie & Kate
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Monday, November 26, 2007 8:09 PM CST

The cookies sound like a great idea. The painting is beautiful! Also appreciate the wisdom, faith and love God has given you! Praying for God's blessing on you. Sue and for John, too
sue parks <jsparks@wcta.net>
park rapids, - Monday, November 26, 2007 2:17 PM CST

Hi there Ludwinski's!!

I just wanted to extend a huge thank you for joining us yesterday. With the drive you had, I can't believe that you came all the way down just for that! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! I'm so thrilled that you were able to spend time visiting with Josh's family- they are great aren't they?! I would love to get us all together again sometime soon! We seriously have to look into that!!

Thanks again for blessing us with your company and helping us celebrate reaching this point!

Lots of love and blessings to all of you- Pam, Nathan & family
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Monday, November 26, 2007 10:10 AM CST

Donna you are often one of the first with the news re fundraising and I don't mind a bit - it's good to be informed. Your knowledge re research and funding for treatments is also appreciated.

I have read back on Erik's journal in the past and did read the story of the missing turkey meal - I was upset horrified, who would think? It's just not what you would expect. Yes, I too am very thankful that this Thankgiving, Erik was blessed to be home with his family and special friends.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Saturday, November 24, 2007 0:53 AM CST

It's always wonderful to come to your site and be inspired - your news is wonderful - living proof of the power of prayer. Have a blessed Thanksgiving
Paula Bachmeier <paulabachmeier@hotmail.com. www.caringbridge.org/nd/christopherbachmeier>
Burlington, ND USA - Thursday, November 22, 2007 8:35 PM CST

Sending Thanksgiving blessings to all of you!! We are so thankful to have your friendship in our lives! We hope that today is a wonderful day for all of you and you are blessed with the company of wonderful family, friends and lots of good food!! We can't wait to see you all this weekend!!! Please remember we are always open to early company!!!!!

Love and blessings to all of you,
Pam, Nathan and the rest of the crew
Pam Walz & family
- Thursday, November 22, 2007 1:32 PM CST

Erik,
Thanksgiving greetings for the Minneapolis area!

What a blessing, to come together and be thankful for if nothing else, just being together. And all the great food that we eat to commemorate the day.

I have followed your journey now more regularly since that night in the hospital when I was able to grant your wish for mac and cheese! (Ugh.... especially in the middle of the night.) A couple thoughts..........Medications are used and prescribed for many, many things.....you've been questioning and researching the need for a multitude of drugs for along time now and it's just second nature to you at this point. If you aren't sure about the need for medication,(antidepressants) about what choice you should make, ask your Mom, Dad, someone close to you. They know you...spend time with you....can maybe see things in you that you can't see. Use them as a sounding board. Normal is the word that I would use to describe what you talked about feeling. Many...Many experience the same thing and many of those have gone through much less in their years on this earth than you. You have such and awesome support group, I see many who aren't blessed by that.

-Shari-

Shari Bennett
- Thursday, November 22, 2007 9:45 AM CST

Erik's your artwork is inspired by nature. It is lovely.

The "Wishing Tree" is up now I hear. I will be sure to give a Wishing Tree gift to each of my loved ones before Xmas comes around. I only found you on CB early this year. It has been a very significant life change for me in several ways. Thankyou. I am wishing the very best for you.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, November 22, 2007 3:29 AM CST

Thanksgiving blessings to Erik & family. Many thoughts & prayers to our awesome God for you!!!!!!!

God's grace,
Kathy Welker
Kathy Welker <welkers80@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 6:54 PM CST

Hey Erik and family ~ just wanted to drop you a line to wish you a very blessed and happy Thanksgiving. I was so glad to see your latest results and that the tests show significant improvement. On that note, please pass the turkey! Be well. I'll drop a line again soon.
Andrea Larson <andrea.larson@medtronic.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 7:42 AM CST

Happy and relieved to hear the good news:) Erik- you really are an inspiration for many people and we wish you the best always and pray for you constantly. We hope this Thanksgiving is a blessed and memorable one for your family!
Beth Bachmeier <bclay10@yahoo.com>
Littlefork, MN - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 2:13 PM CST

SOOOOO happy that the results are positive!!!!! We pray that those millions come quickly! Wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving and know that we are thankful to you and all the difference you made in our lives! (especially amber's) Keeping you in our prayers!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Monday, November 19, 2007 8:31 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving!
caringbridge.org/visit/quiltsofhope
Jaime <Aquiltofhope@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 18, 2007 10:12 PM CST

What an incredible improvement! I don't understand every detail, but it sounds great. It's a good thing you have been well educated on the subject and know the medical jargon. I do believe the Ludwinski kids get more out of homeschooling than most, thanks to their great teacher.
Cindy Hering
- Sunday, November 18, 2007 8:11 PM CST

Wishing you a Happy and Blessed Thanksgiving. I am so thankful for my CB friends. I am so blessed by young adults like you who share their love for the Lord when going through Life's trials. Thank You for blessing me!!! In Him,
Dorine McNary
Williston, ND - Sunday, November 18, 2007 2:22 PM CST

Hi Eric ~
Glad to hear the latest results! You are in my thoughts and prayers many times a day. We sure do miss you! It sure is weird not seeing you every day like at Camp Sunshine. I catch my self many times when I am out and about looking and almost expecting to run in to someone I know from Camp! Just like family! Stay strong and hope to see you soon! Love, the Killian's

Jody Killian < jlkillian@usfamily.net>
St. Michael, - Saturday, November 17, 2007 9:32 PM CST

Cindy is absolutely right in her comments, and I would never think less of anyone if they really can benefit from taking anti- depressants, or any other needed medication.

Thy's comment is lovely - I adore Thy and Chinh and love to read their messages.

We don't have Thanksgiving hear in Australia, so I am missing out! Oh well, nevertheless I am still wishing you a wonderful holiday Erik and family.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, November 17, 2007 8:29 AM CST

Oh my!!! Chinh and I are so happy to read this. This will be such a special Thanksgiving. We cheer along side with you and hope that the next cycle will be enough to wipe the disease clean...forever! Your story is so inspirational. I hope the blues caused by the chemo have resolved or been addressed.

Happy Thanksgiving Ludwinskis. Wishing you the best.
Thy Tran
Palo Alto, CA USA - Friday, November 16, 2007 3:23 PM CST

Only you and your doctor can decide which medications you need. That said, I don't think you would inspire kids less by accepting antidepressants. The opposite could only be true. If a teen from your group at camp needed to make this decision, you would likely equate it with taking antinausea meds for nausea caused by chemo. Right??? Isn't it the same thing if you take an antidepressant for depression caused by years of chemotherapy, with no end in sight? You don't need to hold yourself to a different standard to inspire others.
Cindy Hering
- Friday, November 16, 2007 1:17 PM CST

CONGRATULATIONS! We all knew you could beat this! Keep fighting! You are a strong, loving, gentle individual and God has lots more for you to do in helping and inspiring others! We hope you have a Blessed and Happy Thanksgiving!
Brenda <baumler@wisper-wireless.com>
Glenwood, MN US - Friday, November 16, 2007 12:02 AM CST

Way to go Erik! You and your family have a lot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving!
Jeanette King
Woodbridge, VA USA - Friday, November 16, 2007 9:46 AM CST

Soooooo happy to read this great news!
Happy Thanksgiving Ludwinski Family!!!
Loving you from NH
Susan and Paige Kalika
Merrimack, NH USA - Thursday, November 15, 2007 9:34 PM CST

Hi Erik! You are one the most amazing and inspirational young men I've ever met. So glad your scans came out clear. We continue to pray for you.
Hugs,
The Uchytil's
Mary Uchytil
Greenville, WI - Thursday, November 15, 2007 3:39 PM CST

Isnt' that wonderful! I was waiting to check today because I knew you had your visit... WOW I am soooo happy for you guys!!!! Thank you God for Thanksgiving blessings!!!!
Caryn
caryn franca <carynfranca@aol.com>
clifton, va usa - Thursday, November 15, 2007 2:52 PM CST

Praise God. What amazingly exciting news. Still praying for you Erik!

Jodi Hentzell <hentzell_5@sbcglobal.net >
- Thursday, November 15, 2007 2:41 PM CST

Absolutely WONDERFUL news! Even MORE to be thanksful for this Thanksgiving Season!

As always, I send you my prayers!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, November 15, 2007 12:33 AM CST

I was just checking in, and WOW, I timed it right! Horray for the great scans! I know you'll be having a great day!

Paula Lietzke
Appleton, WI - Thursday, November 15, 2007 8:41 AM CST

Simply wonderful news................
God is great!
BELIEVE
A fellow neuroblastoma mom
- Thursday, November 15, 2007 7:14 AM CST

Way to go Erik!!!!!!
Mark Weinstein <msw4477@aol.,com>
Cumming, GA United States - Thursday, November 15, 2007 6:31 AM CST

Erik!!! Praise God and thankyou Jesus for this good news.

Thankyou you so much Donna for your updates and bible quotations which give me so much comfort and strength. Thankyou for your incredible determination to help your son defeat the beast. We have won a battle and I know the war is not yet won - but we have much more reason now to believe in victory!!

I love all of you Ludwinski's so much !!!

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, November 15, 2007 3:29 AM CST

Erik-
It is great to hear that you had such great results from the doc.!! Thanksgiving is your fav holiday so enjoy it! Have a Happy one and tell your family that we say hello from NH! ...see you on Facebook haha
Jessica Zajac <jso23@unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Thursday, November 15, 2007 0:34 AM CST

PRAISE THE LORD for your awesome news!!!!! We serve a great God, thank you Jesus!!!!!!

Many thoughts & prayers,

Kathy Welker <welkers80@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 10:32 PM CST

YEAH!!! GREAT NEWS!! How awesome to read your post from today. Perhaps you should take Paul with more often, he must be a good luck charm! I'm so thrilled that you have received such a wonderful report, especially after just marking the one year point on the 10th. God is good!!

Thinking of you all and rejoicing with you!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Wednesday, November 14, 2007 10:30 PM CST

Hey there,
Erik - cheers to you!! I'm so proud of you!! Donna, I love your journal entries...your strength, your reliance and trust in God and for sharing that with others...you both AMAZE me!!
Hugs and Blessings!!
Melissa Gess <melissagess@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 14, 2007 8:37 PM CST

I'm thinking about you Erik and praying for good scan results. Stay strong! You are a wonderful human inspiration.
Amy Dukeshire <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Canning, NS Canada - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 11:06 AM CST

Hi Ludwinski's,

Sitting here thinking of all of you, hoping and praying that the hospital visit was a good one and that the scans show great improvement! I may be lurking but you are all always on my mind! good thoughts, much love,
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Ceasaria, Israel - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 7:47 AM CST

Thank you for the updates. We are praying daily for you! May the Lord bless you all!
Barb Martin <martinamencorner@yahoo.com>
Lake George, Mn. U.S - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 9:57 PM CST

Hi there Ludwinski's!!

We are sending out lots of prayers and good thoughts today for a good hospital visit and good test results!!!

You are constantly on our minds, and we're actually going through Ludwinski withdrawl pretty bad!! We can't wait to see all of you again soon!!!!!!

Erik, if you can get a couple of days away between treatments, let us know. Nathan would LOVE your company!

Sending lots of love and prayers,
Pam & family
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2007 12:51 AM CST

Erik and Donna,
While I don't know either of you well, I have watched you on this journey (through your caringbridge site and at Camp SUnshine) and have been inspired every single step of the way by your optimism, your faith, you love for people, your willingness to give back in the midst of such a tough time.

The Harlans put it very well -- and I agree. YOu are inspiration to us all.
Praying that your heart would be light and your spirit uplifted. Praying that the peace that passes all understanding would guard your heart and mind and soul.

In Jesus arms,
Jodi Hentzell www.caringbridge.org/wi/hentzell
Jodi <hentzell_5@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2007 4:17 AM CST

Hey Erik, count this!!
Inspiring
Inspiration
Inspirational
Inspiring
Inspiration
Inspirational
Inspiring
Inspiration
Inspirational
Inspiring
Inspiration
Inspirational

And we mean EVERY one of them!
The Harlan <alyssaharlan@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 12, 2007 4:03 PM CST

Erik and Donna , I've been away for one week visiting my nephew in Adelaide, only to find that you are talking about anti-depressants. My goodness I have to say honestly I am not in agreement with this at all, Erik is one of the last people on earth who I would ever think of needing anti- depressant - Erik is MY anti-depressant! (I do also take a natural based product called Sam-E everyday; it helps too, plus drinking plenty of clean water everyday).

I do appreciate the love and concern of the other guest writers and I am not against anti-depressants for people in extreme situations, but this is something Erik has battled nearly his whole life - he is a grand master at defeating this disease.

Well that's all I have to say today, I hope I havn't upset or offended anyone.

Love you always Erik, and get well soon.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, November 12, 2007 2:13 AM CST

You are most definitely an inspiration. I hope you have the most wonderful Thanksgiving ever with the family!

You are all in my thoughts and prayers.

Loads of love from NYC,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Sunday, November 11, 2007 5:09 PM CST

Yup--inspiring and awesome. That about sums you up! ;)

Give your mom a big hug, too. Acorns don't fall far from trees!

I will be praying for you this week and hoping for GREAT news!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, November 10, 2007 8:04 PM CST

Yay for no more spinal pain!!

I laughed when you said Erik was such a drama queen...that is what I used to tell Lucas also.

Sending you buckets of well wishes that Erik's perfect record of no transfusions and fever-free continues. Sending you more for the best scans yet.
Thy Tran
Palo Alto, CA USA - Saturday, November 10, 2007 4:53 PM CST

Hi Erik,

I am a sarcoma patient (and a unique one at that apparently!). I wanted to comment on your post.

In a way, you are a drug for other cancer patients, a drug is something they get that helps them. Do you think that these kids are wondering if they should hang out with you, read your journal and ask you for advice because it would mean that they are not strong enough to fight their disease?

You are an inspiration which means that you are a role model for all of these people. They will look to you for answers. You might want to think about what message you want to tell them!

I also have asthma (acute) and I have to use Advair twice a day. Asthma has no cure and if I don't use it, I'll die of an asthma attack. Does this make me less strong? Of course not.
I also have PTSD (story of abuse) and that's a lot of chemical problems in your mind so I have on HEAVY antidepressants (BOTH types). Does this make me less strong and inspiring? Of course not. It's the smart thing to do. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to get on top of things and channel my energy toward helping others (you can check out www.beatsarcoma.org and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFGg3yyDNYs)

Here's an analogy that you might want to consider. I was crossing the Pacific Ocean last summer. The sailing boat I was on was struck by a whale and sank. We took to the liferaft. Should I have purposely avoided to use satellite transmission devices to try to get help? OK OK I finally got rescued and if I hadn't used them, I would probably still be floating. Now, definitely surviving at sea would be inspirational but what is the lesson I want others to go home with? Go it alone, no matter what, that's what it means to be tough. Sure it's harder but it's inspirational and a lot less comfortable. No really, what I want to tell people is: be prepared, get your emergency kit and use it when you need it. Life is tough enough as it is - it can't help to get a little push :)

For cancer and any kind of chronic or tough situation, I have the same message. Be smart to recognize when to get professional help. A lot of people spend a lot of time and money coming up with drugs to help you. Take the drugs :)

Why would we raise funds for cancer research, depression and other serious disease if people who really need them are not going to use the drugs?

(which is also a very serious condition and NOT something YOU can do anything about. It's a chemical balance in your brain and it can't very easily be reversed naturally. A bit like people with Alzheimer can't cure themselves with willpower)
Depression affects how you feel but it is a physical phenomenon.

Initially, I was just like you. I though "come on, I am not depressed, I can deal with this situation, I don't need help" - until it got really bad. Now I follow therapy and take drugs. I feel strong and I have the energy to fight so that others never have to take these drugs.
Nat <nat@beatsarcoma.org>
san francisco, ca usa - Friday, November 9, 2007 5:52 PM CST

Erik,
No medicine will ever make you less inspiring! It cannot change your heart, your passion or who you really are. You and your Mom are two of the most wonderful, caring people we happened across during Kate's treatment. Although we have yet to meet you in person, we don't doubt for one minute that we'll cross paths sometime soon. Until then, we pray with you and for you ~ and believe that you aren't giving up a thing to this wretched disease by taking one more medicine.

Hugs, hope, prayers and support always,
Karen, Kate and crew
www.caringbridge.org/visit/KateJacobs
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN - Thursday, November 8, 2007 8:37 PM CST

Erik, Just your presence is an inspiration to many people. I think getting a little "boost" from an antidepressant will only let others in your same situation know that it's ok to get a little help. The stength and dedication you have shown through this all and your love for others is commendable. You have much to be proud of and just remember antidepressants aren't forever! God Bless you in your journey. Please never forget how many others lives you have touched in such special ways.
The Renards www.caringbridge.org/visit/taylorrenard
Ann Renard <ann@vandrisseins.com>
- Thursday, November 8, 2007 3:34 PM CST

You said:

"I guess my question is: if I do start taking antidepressants, am I admitting the cancer is getting to me? Will I still be that inspiration for others?"

It will make you even more of an inspiration, because people will see that you are just like them. You don't have to be Superman to inspire people. Keep on keeping on.

Jennifer <jenwales@yahoo.com>
Silver Spring, MD USA - Thursday, November 8, 2007 9:02 AM CST

Thank you for toasting Lucas. He, too, loved purple Gatorade.
Thy Tran
Palo Alto, CA USA - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 8:54 PM CST

Erik,

This is the first time I've come on your website. I found it by chance as I was researching information for my little guy with neuroblatoma. You are an inspiration. Just reading your journal entry gave me strength and hope for Devon, age 8, who was diagnosed at 18 months and is doing well. Sure, we have side effects and decisions to make going forward (Growth hormones or not) but every day is a blessing. I'll keep you in my prayers. If you want to check out Devon's website, visit him at www.caringbridge.org/page/devon
Laura Sundquist <sundquist1@juno.com>
New Hartford, CT - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 3:10 PM CST

Your strength, spirit, and inspiration will not be diminished if you choose to swallow one more pill a day, or if you don't. Your impact thus far on this world is indelible. If taking a pill will help shake off all the remnants of all the others, then who cares what it is called? As long as you are able to feel yourself, live in the moment, and be who you want to be you should do whatever it takes to allow you to get back to yourself.
Patrick Lacey <willlaceysdad@gmail.com>
Braintree, MA - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 1:50 PM CST

When Jack was in the hospital, they started giving him 'something to help him sleep' and when I finally looked it up on the internet found that it was an antidepressant. I had them wean him off of it because I thought, he has cancer, he has a right to feel down at times because of it! But, I think there is a difference between being down because of the cancer, and being down because of all of the meds you are on that make you feel that way. I don't think there is anything wrong with taking antidepressants - it may help stablize the ups and downs. You have been dealing with this for so many years! I would definitely talk to a therapist before deciding whether to take pills. You do have every right to feel the way you do, but if it is getting in the way of 'normal' life, then consider it. You will always be an inspiration, on medication or not!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksons
Kerri Sutton
Ramsey, MN - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 9:37 AM CST

Its tough when you are the strong one, the fighter, the one to help others rather then asking for help to view anti-d's as an easy way out or as a sign of weakness. I waited a long time to try them (too long) and one day realized three things. First off, if I don't like them I don't have to take them, it is a choice. Second, admitting there is a problem and that help is needed is aa strong thing to do, not a weak one. Third, so what if I am weak? Does it really matter? Is there something wrong with needing help of any kind? I have taken anti-d's for about 9 months now and it has not changed my personality at all. It certainly has not made any of my problems go away, they are still there. It has just stabilized me, put me in a better place to manage my world, move forward and continue to help others. You are amazing :)
Kristine <twicemyburn@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 7, 2007 4:52 AM CST

Erik-
I totally understand what you are saying about anitdepressents. If you feel as though you are not in control of pain both physically or mentally, you should consider the meds to help. This does not need to be a permenant or longterm solution, but something that will ease you right now. We all go through highs and lows. Most of the time we can control these feelings, but sometimes we need help. Accepting this does not mean you have surrendered in the least. You have the wisdom to know your limits. Plus, look at where you've been, so much that you've gone through and accomplished. You are a true inspiration to all who know you...this of course cannot be disproved based on antidepressants. As long as you stay true to yourself and how you feel, everyone else will fall into place. Keep this in mind, sometimes when physical stability is finally accomplished, the mental needs a chance to catch up, especially when its given itself to others for so long.
Jessica Zajac <jso23@cisunix.unh.edu>
Merrimack, NH USA - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 0:51 AM CST

Of course you will still be an inspiration to more people than you will probably ever know!!! There is nothing wrong with taking antidepressants if they will help you feel better! We take other meds when we need them, this is no different. Please know that you are an incredible young man and are stronger than anyone I've ever had the pleasure of "knowing".
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 11:30 PM CST

Erik, though I can relate to what you're saying, I want you to know you and Donna are a HUGE inspiration to me...regardless of label, medication, or health status. It's all part of you.

On so many levels, I love reading your and Donna's writings. You have powerful ways of describing your feelings and thoughts. All in a very grounded and honest way. Your writings also allow me some insight into how Lucas felt and what he must have experienced internally. You're giving me a deeper connection to Lucas even though he is no longer here. I can't thank you enough for this.

Much love,
Thy Tran <tandctran@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 10:58 PM CST

Erik - The mere fact that you were willing to write on your site what is on your mind and your heart are evidence (once again) of your courage and "fight". We admire you & your family more than words can say and if you need to add this med to your reperatoire (sp?!) to help you through this time then so be it! It's so hard to imagine going through all that you have been through, and amazing & inspiring how you handle yourself. Thanks for being such a great role model to so many and sharing, so honestly, all that you are feeling. Keep it up! The Eigner's
Peter Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 10:04 PM CST

Erik,
You have always been an inspiration to me, and my family. As well as your mom.
When it comes to antidepressants, as long as the "reason" for being on them is addressed, and not used as a "medicating cover-up"... ie, you seek counsel from your pastor, friends, therapsists while on the medication and not just using the meds to numb you.
I will feel no less respect for you... I may feel more. To know that you accept your battle. And that you are taking every step that God has awarded the knowledge to man, to reach NED safely and sound minded.
Okay, now I am preaching here... just know that you are a very strong, kind hearted Christian man, and the Lord is the only One you need to please. Keep His word in you heart.
God Bless you always. You and your courageous family remains in our prayers.
Love in Christ,

Jim and Dawn Runde www.jamesrunde.com
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 8:32 PM CST

Erik:
Hey! Never, ever doubt for one second that you aren't an inspiration to people...NEVER! Your strength and courage throughout all this amazes me, and really does motivate me to be a better person, a better Christian. I was having one of those "why me?" days today, and when I read your journal update, it hit me right in the heart. Yes, my friend, you'll still be a positive influence on others if you take the antidepressants (or if you choose to not take them!) I wish I could give you a hug and tell you in person how much reading your journal updates and including you and your family in my prayers means to me.

Stay strong, and remember..."I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." That's one of my all-time favorite verses, and it seemed to me that it might help you out right now too.

Your friend in Him,
Tanya
Tanya Loewen <tll619@hotmail.com>
Rochester, MN - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 7:19 PM CST

Erik - I'm sure you're getting lots of advice, and I know you have lots of decisions to make...but I've ALWAYS been AGAINST DRUGS too and didn't believe in anti-depressants, I thought people needed to turn to God, etc, etc...But, when MY SON got cancer, I couldn't handle it like I wanted to...I cried all the time, I HATED our life, and I felt it was time to see if those DRUGS worked (I'm just sobbing as I "RELIVE" it!!) But, they said it usually takes 6 weeks to work, and after 2 weeks of being on them, I noticed I couldn't sleep, and I NEEDED sleep, so I quit the drugs and for some reason, the 2 weeks was all I needed! I know that's an unusual situation, but I have changed my mind about the drugs, and I think you should just give it a shot, it might make you feel better! You are an incredible inspiration and I know you rely so heavily on God...so I pray for clarity for you, that God helps you have peace in whatever you decide! But, God has really chosen an INCREDIBLE PERSON to be such an inspiration to SO MANY OF US!! God Bless you Erik!!
Missy, Clay and Charlie...your Camp Sunshine Buddies!!
Melissa Gess <melissagess@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 6:37 PM CST

Hi Erik,
I just have to say antidepressant or not you are definetly and inspiration to us. Tyler thinks you are great and your strength and determination are an inspiration to me. You will figure this out as you always do with everything eles. Just know we are thinking of you and no matter what meds you are taking, you are still the same Erik to us.
Dawn and Tyler Stolp <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 6:25 PM CST

Hi Erik! You are such an inspiration to all of us! We know you from Camp Sunshine though you have not blessed our children yet, they are too little they know you and you just shine. Thank you for touching the teens the way you do. We pray for you! Stay strong!We hope that someday Amelia's story can touch and inspire others the way yours does!
The Gorton's <mtgorton@sbcglobal.net www.caringbridge.org/visit/ameliagorton>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 5:04 PM CST

You will always be an inspiration to all those you meet. It is not the medicines you are on but who you are to others. You are always thinking of all these children that are fighting this cruel, heartless disease and never seeing the fact that you too are fighting the same thing. Amber was inspired by you because you never sound like you wanted to give up. You just keep fighting and keep going. If that means you need an antidepressant to keep fighting than that is just what you are doing in your fight. If anything it may help others see that this can also be a part of needed treatment. You just keep doing what YOU need to be doing. You are so selfless and always worrying about what others need from you and you need to just worry about you! We missed seeing you at camp but hope to in the spring.
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 11:11 AM CST

I sent a private email, but wanted to add a note here as well that you are ABSOLUTELY a hero and a role model to others, regardless of your status of taking an antidepressant!!! Silly Boy-
JANNA, a mom in NH
janna brown <jannabrwn@mac.com>
hampstead, nh usa - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 10:44 AM CST

You are an inspiration to me and if you decide that you need to take an anti-depressant that will not change. Sometimes we all need a little help. You have a huge task that God has put on your shoulders and I am sure it is very over-welming at times. You are smart to evaluate how you feel about the situation before you just "jump in" and start taking the pills. Listen to yourself and you will make the right decision for you. Terri
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, CA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 9:28 AM CST

Hmmmm.....it won't be a resignation of weakness. It will be a sign of humanness. (Poor grammer, sorry.) Don't be afraid to be that human.

My family has a HUGE line of depression that has run for generations. I don't see this as a "flaw". I view it as just another condition of the human body, the same as I would view diabetes or heart disease or such.

As always, I send you my prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 9:19 AM CST

You are an inspiration to more people than you can imagine. I am a lurker and you inspire me every day! Everyone needs help once in a while and it's ok to get it. If it makes you feel even a little bit better, the it's worth it!
j berg <jbfarms@wiktel.com>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 8:58 AM CST

Erik:
I do not believe that taking medication is a sign of weakness. You are an inspiration to me and others and will always be so.

Mark Weinstein
Grandfather to Justin, age 3 1/2
dx 6/11/07 NB IV
www.caringbridge.org/visit/justingaudineer
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA United States - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 8:21 AM CST

There will never be any question that you are an inspiration. To those fighting cancer, and those of us who are not. You are a wonderful young man who deserves to enjoy life to the fullest. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 7:50 AM CST

Erik, ok, I've never signed your guestbook, but after reading your thoughts for today, I need to. You are such an inspirtation to me with all you are facing everyday and your courage to help others. For example, I have been volunteering at a camp for many year for kids, but these kids are healthy. I am now researching and hopefully plan on volunteering at Camp Sunshine or doing what I can to help this camp out. I would have never even considered this in the past because I was satisfied in the areas I have been involved with. You inspire me to move out of my comfort zone and try something different and more challenging. I am so looking forward to this new experience.
Taking an anitdepressant is not a defeat to cancer, it is another way you can fight this beast by keeping your mood the best it can be to fight the couragous fight you are fighting daily.
I wish there were more people like you in this world to make lemonade out of lemons!
keep being who you are!
Linda Kinderman <linda.kinderman@thedacare.org>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 5:35 AM CST

Hi there--It is good to read your updates. We are so glad that things seem to be going well for you. Steve is in the process of getting his fourth socket. His residual limb keeps shrinking and shrinking. Basically that is a good thing--but it is happening really fast in his case. Keep looking upward!
Carla Symons <Carla.Symons@sendit.nodak.edu>
Osnabrock, ND - Monday, November 5, 2007 8:34 AM CST

Hi Donna - It was so great to talk with you last week at Camp Sunshine. You are a great listener! Which means, I did not stop talking and get a chance to hear your stories, which I wish I had! I agree, there just isn't enough time! Our family had a great time. Steffi thoroughly enjoyed the Teen group. Erik did a great job with them, you should be proud of him. There are some 20-somethings on the rhabdo list and I'm going to send them the link to Planet Cancer. That sounds like a blast! I'll be keeping Erik in my thoughts and prayers.

Paula, Nolan's mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/nolan
Paula Lietzke
Appleton, wi - Friday, November 2, 2007 10:24 AM CDT

Hi Ludwinski family, praying for both Erik and Tyler.
Morgan <morgan_clack@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 31, 2007 10:12 PM CDT

Hi there Ludwinski's!!

We are happy to hear things are going well! We miss you all LOTS!!

Sending lots of love and prayers, Pam & family
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Wednesday, October 31, 2007 9:57 PM CDT

Thanks for the great update Donna. We, too, are in awe of Erik's energy, and incredible faith. We continue to pray for his healing and for all the children who need the strength of our faith. God Bless you all.
Love Suzy, Art & Gang
Suzy & Art Blodgett <louie8480@comcast.net>
Fiskdale, MA USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 12:11 AM CDT

Great news. Glad everything is going so well and counts were good.

I just LOVE the t-shirt, of course. My left-field humor! Erik, you can pull that off and still be 'cute' in my book! :) (Spoken like a true mom, huh?!!?)

Happy Halloween.....and sending continued prayers,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 10:22 AM CDT

Hi Erik and Donna,
I'm so glad you had a good time at Planet Cancer and after almost a week of teens at Camp Sunshine I'm sure the long sleep was much deserved. Donna, I will try to give you a call tonight or tomorrow afternoon. Okay talk to you soon.
The Stolp Family <chadchad350@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 31, 2007 9:23 AM CDT

What a wonderful update, I couldn't ask for much better - except for Erik's hip pain to go away. Ofcourse I always ask for Erik's healing, that's an ongoing request.

I loved the part about the 17 hour sleep..lol..I know Erik must have really needed it.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 11:44 PM CDT

Hello Ludwinski gang! Erik, so glad that you had a wonderful time at camp and the retreat. How blessed are those who had you in their company. We continue to pray for you and for all of these dear children. I wonder if I might add yet another special kiddo. Parker was dx about a year and a half ago....his family received devastating news this past week. Please pray for them.

www.carepages.org parkerlutz

thanks.

All is well here....Michele is having a grand time in Boston with those Red Sox! She even went to the parade today and said she got some great shots of the players in the duck mobiles...or whatever they're called! : ) Meghan is adjusting to her job in DC. She'll be home this weekend and bringing her dog Kiela who I really miss having around....gee, never thought I'd say that! heheee!

I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week!

love, sylvia

Erik... please give your mom a hug for me.

Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 9:52 PM CDT

Another week of camp over. Erik way to go to lead the teen group to their first ever Love Cup. I don't thing the moshing lesson helped Chris at all. He also has to learn a thing or two about how to work a skateboard.

Thanks to you and your Mom for all your hard work last week!
Monica Hellweg <monica.hellweg@gmail.com>
- Monday, October 29, 2007 2:20 PM CDT

Gorgeous photos of Erik with Tyler and the photo of Erik with his sister Lesa.

Thanks so much Donna for sharing your extraordinary experience of Camp Sunshine. It makes me think of that old saying that every cloud has silver lining. After reading your journal it gives me reason to think yes, sometimes every cloud really does.

I just hope Erik has not exhausted himself too much with all this tireless and devoted activity.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, October 28, 2007 11:46 PM CDT

Erik:
You are amazing and an inspiration. I must say that after writing back and forth with your mom a little, I know why you are the way you are. You are both amazing.
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Sunday, October 28, 2007 10:04 AM CDT

Hi Erik (and family),
Your mom left a note on our website. You are an inspiration to many. My daughter, Taylor, was diagnosed with NB the end of August this year. We didn't know it existed until then. God Bless you for the leadership at Camp Sunshine. We were not there but are planning on next year. Sounds like a wonderful experience for the whole family. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers!
The Renards www.caringbridge.org/visit/taylorrenard
Ann Renard <ann@vandrisseins.com>
Sturgeon Bay, WI - Saturday, October 27, 2007 3:49 PM CDT

Donna and Erik,
You did a great job with the teen group. They even got the love cup trophy! The skits were really cute and every teen looked very happy. I think you had the toughest job because teens understand cancer, treatment, and prognosis. They are not like small children who live in the moment, and enjoy not knowing about the ins and outs of clinical trials, prognosis, etc. The teens were fortunate to have you! I always marvel at Erik's willingness to try new treatments. After meeting Tyler, I see he has more people in mind, than just himself, when he makes those decisions. You both inspire our family.
Cindy for the Hering Family
- Saturday, October 27, 2007 10:05 AM CDT

Hi Erik and Donna,
It was so nice to see you guys at camp. Erik, you are just a truely amazing person and Donna, that's about the same for you. Our talks through out the week really helped me and gave me some hope. You are both so wonderful. I'm glad that our paths have crossed, not for the reason I would have hoped, but I think that was just gods plan. Thank you again for helping make camp go by with more hope.

www.caringbridge.com/visit/tylerstolp
Dawn and Tyler Stolp
- Saturday, October 27, 2007 8:28 AM CDT

Hello again Ludwinki's. Nobody mentioned anything about new photos - but guess what I found them anyway! ;) Thankyou, I appreciate them. I had been wishing for a photo of Donna as the only one I can ever remember seeing is a wedding photo from years back. It is nice to have a pic of the person who are writing to.

I'm guessing that Erik has just commenced at the weekend camp. Hoping this goes really well.

Love and prayers for you all.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, October 26, 2007 11:53 PM CDT

Hi Erik, it's been 3 weeks since i signed your guestbook. i see you are still having pain ,i'm still praying hard. How nice that Cherie could come for a visit, I hope that did cheer you up somewhat.your Faith is a beautiful thing you seem to just shine with it. I admire that so much in you. Give my love to your Mom. She is a very strong Lady. Love you Lots, Oma Corry.
Corry Vlaming. Oma. <corryvlaming@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Friday, October 26, 2007 10:02 PM CDT

hi eric,just thought i`d drop you a line,i am 17 and i am in the same position as you, i have nb stage 4 since the age of 7 ,no options left now, but i am fightning it,i am on oral eptopaside 50mg and a clinical trial called dendritic cell vaccine,which i have once a month, i am not sure if there doing those trials in the states, but it seams to be keeping it all fairly stable the docs reckon its a grumbling type,i don`t know if this info would be of use to you, fingers crossed, keep up the fight,from peirs
peirsly <s.isted@btopenworld.com>
east sussex, uk - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 11:41 AM CDT

It warms my heart to hear that you are feeling good and are in such good spirits. I think of you often and pray for you every night. You are such an amazing young man have a great time at camp.

With Hope
Abra McKean
Mommy to Mikey, Shelby, Kinsey and Superhero Nate 10/01-6/07
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, Wa USA - Monday, October 22, 2007 9:30 PM CDT

yes the humor is good, it always helps if you can keep your sense of humor. difficult to do however if you are in pain. Excellent news with the pain control. highly technical sounding update but sounds encouraging, I can't really understand why it is was so hard to get onto the Celebrex, but good work Donna for getting that sorted.

I myself am excited to hear that Erik has done some more songwriting - for me that is the best news of all! and of course so glad to hear the pain situation is so improved.

Love you Erik. I never get tired of telling you!!

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, October 20, 2007 10:43 PM CDT

I ADORE the humor! I just got back from a 3 day conference where they (one again!) had a session on how important and vital a sense of humor is to good health and well-being. Erik, you truly make lemonade out of life's lemons!

Here's hoping that Camp Sunshine ROCKS!

I continue to pray for you.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, October 20, 2007 9:58 AM CDT

Have a blast at Camp Sunshine
Mark Weinstein <markwatl@aol.com>
cumming, GA USA - Saturday, October 20, 2007 8:19 AM CDT

Hey Erik! Wanted to check in on you (and everyone from camp) to see how you were doing! It was great meeting you at Camp Sunshine....what an insipiration you are to so many!!! You'll never know how much I admire your strength and determination! Praying you'll get through this once again! Take care to you and your family!
Oh Yeah, Have Fun At Camp!!!!
Amy Brenengen (camp volunteer) <adbren13@triwest.net>
Galesville, WI 54630 - Friday, October 19, 2007 9:41 PM CDT

Praying for you to feel better for Camp. We know by you being there you will inspire so many. Even if you can't make it there are so many who are strengthened by your story. We will continue to keep you all in our prayers! Have fun on your TX trip! You deserve all the time to just enjoy things!
melissa dugan <dugan152310@sbcglobal.net>
lakewood, oh usa - Friday, October 19, 2007 8:39 AM CDT

Hi, just checking in on the Ludwinksi family. Love and prayers :)

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, - Friday, October 19, 2007 8:01 AM CDT

Hope that all your travel plans work without a hitch.

Continued prayers for you Erik.

Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Thursday, October 18, 2007 3:32 PM CDT

Hi Erik. I just wanted to stop in and say hello and let you know I'm thinking about you and your family. I hope you are feeling well and can enjoy the approaching weekend.
Amy Dukeshire <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Canning, NS Canada - Thursday, October 18, 2007 12:03 AM CDT

Constantly praying for you guys. Keep it up Erik - you look fantastic, just as you did in Chicago in June! We are so impressed with your constant action to serve others, at a time where it would be easy to serve and only take care of yourself. Donna, I can't say enough about the example you set for other NB mom's. Thanks and we'll continue checking in constantly for great news!! Lots of love from Brainerd-
Ty, Erika, Peter, Ellie & Kate Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 9:33 PM CDT

Sending best wishes to you Erik. I learned of you from Peter Eigner's site. Take good care.
Claudia Larson
Cotati, CA US - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 5:18 PM CDT

Well I'm no medical expert, but stuff the ibuprofin - I have given my thoughts on this already.

Erik is a miracle to me, he has made miracles happen his whole life. Erik your friendship with Cherie is beautiful, I honor your lovely friend.

And Donna, you are the most wonderful mother, a beautiful friend, a brave fierce warrior. You give me strength and encouragement, thankyou for being you. I lift you up in prayer and give my encouragement, as you do for so many others.

Thinking of your lovely family everyday.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 6:05 AM CDT

Hi Erik and Family,
Just wanted to stop by and let you know we are thinking of you.
The Stolp Family
- Monday, October 15, 2007 10:16 PM CDT

Continuing to read and pray for you all.
Love, the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Monday, October 15, 2007 4:38 PM CDT

Erik:
Stay strong, my friend! I hope to meet you in person someday, give you a big hug, and let you know how much you inspire me in my daily life and re-growth as a Christian. You rock! If you're ever in Rochester or Mankato, just give me a call. You and your family (and Cherie too, of course!) are always welcome.

Take care, and God Bless!
Tanya

P.S. Don't forget to check/respond to emails once in a while...I miss your messages!
Tanya Loewen <tll619@hotmail.com>
Rochester, MN - Monday, October 15, 2007 3:07 PM CDT

Eric!!!We miss you! We love having you as part of our family. We are all praying for chemo to do its magic. Come see us again soon! So happy that you can help out and be such a shining light at camp!

Laura O'Connor <Blakjk6@msn.com>
wheaton, il USA - Monday, October 15, 2007 10:01 AM CDT

Hey Erik ~ hang in there buddy. Thinking about you. Send an email if you get a chance. Be well.
Andrea Larson <andrea.larson@medtronic.com>
St Paul, MN - Sunday, October 14, 2007 9:24 PM CDT

Hi Erik and family!!

We are hoping this pain subsides so you can follow through on all the terrific things you have planned the next couple of weeks. We are praying hard that this chemo is effective and quick at getting you back to normal. We know that life with pain is hard! Remember that sometimes it's baby steps and to just take life one day at a time. We miss all of you and hope to see you on the 21st in Wisconsin!! Sending lots of hugs, love and prayers!!!!!
Pam Walz & family <hpwalz@clearwire.net>
- Sunday, October 14, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Hi there Erik thanks for your lovely message on my facebook page, it always cheers me so much whenever I hear from you. You truly are a lovely cheerful friendly soul.

You are sounding very positive, I feel proud of you. As you well know, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, Octobe