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Amy Robertson
IN - Friday, December 4, 2015 9:34 PM CST

Still think of you and your family often and check here for updates! I'm so thrilled you posted an update :). Thrilled with all the blessings in your life. Can't believe it's been 10 years either, my children were so young when I started following Stanton. Now, they are 21 & 18...don't know where the time goes? Thanks again for the update...many of us out here still love and pray for you all. XOXO
Suzy M
Jacksonville, FL USA - Monday, September 8, 2014 11:35 AM CDT

Thinking of your family today.
Jennifer Hartley
- Friday, February 14, 2014 1:05 PM CST

Thinking of you and your special Valentine today.
Janet <janetmckemie@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, February 14, 2014 10:52 AM CST

Just thinking of all the ^Angles^ and checking in on some families today. Holidays are the hardest, prayers to you all!
^BJs^ mamaw forever
Ky - Saturday, November 23, 2013 2:33 PM CST

Thought of your sweet boy today!
Ashley Seratt <Atseratt@wk.net>
Newbern, Tn USA - Tuesday, February 19, 2013 9:00 PM CST

I visit here often, never fogetting the sweet life and impact of your Angel!
Susan Terry
Houston, - Monday, August 20, 2012 9:18 AM CDT

Just wanted to drop you a note and tell you that your precious Stanton came to mind today. His memory is still strong in so many hearts. Praying all is well with your family.
Tina Pense <tinapense@yahoo.com>
Farmington , AR US - Monday, May 14, 2012 4:35 PM CDT

I thought of Stanton on his birthday, but my computer was down and I couldn't post. I was so honored to be his ChemoAngel, and I have not forgotten him. In fact I am still wearing my Livestrong bracelet and never take it off. Happy belated birthday, Stanton! I keep all of your family in my prayers.
ChemoAngel Lori <Lorabellej@gmail.com>
CA - Friday, March 2, 2012 9:00 PM CST

I woke up this morning with Stanton on my mind. You don't know me but Stanton and my son were only 5 days apart in age and when Stanton was going through his battle I would cling to my son in gratefullness and devastation for you as a mom. I think of you guys often and have bought several St Jude Christmas ornaments in Stanton's honor and display them year round. I am now seeing another child go through and loose his battle with neuroblastoma and it brings Stanton and your faamily back up to mind constantly. Hope all is well.
Christy
Cleveland, TX US - Wednesday, February 22, 2012 8:53 AM CST

Happy birthday, sweet Stanton! I know that you and Emma Grace are having a big party with the angels! Tina -- hugs and love to all of you.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susanterrywilhelm@susantx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2012 9:06 AM CST

Happy Heavenly Birthday my sweet Stanton. You are forever in my heart! XOXO
carol <carolcolby@cfl.rr.com>
orlando, fl - Tuesday, February 14, 2012 6:14 PM CST

Happy birthday to our little angel. We miss you so much. Enjoy your birthday with Jesus today.
Granma <miller0079@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 14, 2012 8:46 AM CST

Just wanted you to know I think about you and Stanton all the time,and pray for you!You looked so pretty other nite at the pageant!You are an amazing person!I loved on that sweet Judson this morning!
Ms.Libby <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, January 19, 2012 4:38 PM CST

Keeping you all close to our Hearts and Deep in our Prayers. Sending angel Hugs and Kisses to Stanton.
Dale Harrison <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 9, 2012 8:15 AM CST

Wishing you all a very Merry Christmas!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susanterrywilhelm@susantx.com>
Houston, TX usa - Tuesday, December 20, 2011 9:22 AM CST

Hugs to you....it has been a loooong time since I checked in, but I was thinking about Stanton and your family last night. Which means...I was PRAYING for you!
Dawn <dhastings@wtgllc.net>
DE - Tuesday, October 4, 2011 10:56 AM CDT

Had dinner last night at Chili's in honor of Stanton, Emma Grace and Jake -- I will never forget!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susanterrywilhelm@susantx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2011 9:12 AM CDT

Hey Tina. Happy Birthday!! Hope you have an awesome day!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2011 2:27 PM CDT

Hey Tina. Just checking in on Stanton's page today. I do that ever so often. Wanted to say hi and hope all is going well! Have a great rest of summer!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, July 21, 2011 10:31 AM CDT

Hey Tina. I'm so sorry, I haven't visited in maybe a year or more! I saw you on Mo's blog tonight and thought I'd come visit.
That verse you shared from Isaiah is amazing and definitely one for everyone to hold on to.
Have you have a wonderful and blessed week.
Zhohn Dupont <zhohndupont@eatel.net>
- Sunday, June 26, 2011 11:15 PM CDT

I was remembering Stanton today...I often do. And I'm praying for you as I do. Be well.
Shelly VanB <jsvanb@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, Sk Canada - Friday, June 17, 2011 3:29 PM CDT

Thank you for this post.
Gina
- Tuesday, June 14, 2011 6:27 AM CDT

What a powerful update,and it just puts everything into perspective!!While we do not understand alot of things,you are so right on one thing~The person would not come back to this old earth,if given the opportunity!!! We can only imagine HEAVEN,Stanton is living it!!Many prayers for you and your family!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, June 13, 2011 9:42 PM CDT

I think of Stanton, Emma Grace & Zoie soo often....NEVER TO BE FORGOTTN!
Deb
Dent, mn usa - Friday, May 27, 2011 9:22 PM CDT

Saw this poem and it reminded me of you and Stanton.
When I Finally Come to Glory
by Fran Morgan
I need a favor, Blessed Mother,
Could you help me with this please?
It's concerning your son, Jesus
So I'm praying on my knees.
When I finally come to Glory
And I see the Promised Land
I envision Jesus smiling,
Reaching out His loving hand.
He will be so glad to see me
When I finally arrive.
For I proclaim His name on earth
Each day that I'm alive.
He will want to keep His promise,
Bring me straight to Father God,
And to the Holy Spirit,
But, O Mother...this is hard.
For my child will be there cheering
As I come through Heaven's Gate.
And I know you know my heart's desire
And HOW LONG I'VE HAD TO WAIT!
I'm afraid that when I see my son
I'll forget the protocol,
And run to hold him in my arms,
Bypassing One and All!
We will smile and laugh together,
And dance around with glee!
To touch his curls, and kiss his face
Is what Heaven means to me.
So will you, Blessed Mother
Please explain me to your Son?
Because you have a mother's heart
You KNOW to whom I'll run.
Make it right with the Creator
And the Blessed Trinity,
I'm afraid I'll fly right past Them
When my golden son I see.
I don't want to shock the Angels
Or to scandalize the Saints,
Or to have my Day of Glory
Be the day all Heaven faints!
I have borne what God has sent me,
Praised and thanked Him through life's worst,
And, if Heaven is my just reward,
Let me see my baby FIRST.
Then I'll join the Angels singing
As I praise God with my boy
To be finally reunited
With my son... and God of joy!

Janet
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, April 11, 2011 12:08 AM CDT

I thought about Stanton last month at birthday time, but life got in the way of me coming here to post. I think of him often, his memory lives on here in California. I still wear my LiveStrong bracelet that I got when I was Stanton's ChemoAngel. I never take it off and whenever someone asks me about it, I tell them the story of Stanton. Sending prayers for Hayden, I hope his foot heals up quickly.
ChemoAngel Lori <Lorabellej@gmail.com>
CA - Tuesday, April 5, 2011 8:53 PM CDT

Thinking about that sweet boy tonight.
Kathryn Campbell
Columbia, IL - Tuesday, March 8, 2011 7:58 PM CST

Today like always thinking about you and your perfect angel
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
IL - Tuesday, February 15, 2011 6:27 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton, thinking of all of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Susan Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, Ut - Monday, February 14, 2011 1:16 PM CST

Happy Birthday, little man. Ganmaaa missses you so much.
Linda Miller <miller0079@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2011 9:26 AM CST

I still keep your family in my prayers I used to follow Stanton's story everyday, I just saw a St Jude video today and Stanton was on there. He and so many other kids sure put things to perspective for me, I started giving to St Jude and really love the fact that it gets them one step closer to a cure.
Laurie Bardsley <ltbard@frontiernet.net>
columbus, ne USA - Thursday, February 3, 2011 10:14 AM CST

thanks for the update. thinking of you always. i'm so proud of hayden's accomplishments
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 29, 2011 9:43 AM CST

Hey there. Sorry it has been so long since I last signed in. Had very rough 2010 health wise and work wise.heres hoping 2011 brings you and your family all the Love and Happiness that you deserve.
Sending Angel Hugs to my brightest star Stanton.
XXXX
Dale <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 2, 2011 7:09 PM CST

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2010 10:01 AM CST

Still here and checking on your every once in a while - I have Stanton and Emma Grace in my favorites along with some others that will forever hold a place in my heart. And am looking forward to seeing them in Heaven some day!
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Thursday, October 28, 2010 2:57 PM CDT

Still here! Still praying.
Kathryn
IL - Thursday, October 14, 2010 6:50 AM CDT

Hi Tina I still check in everyone once in a while. I was shocked to see how much Hayden had changed from the high school kid to the young man when I saw him at the football game. I'm glad you are doing well.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, la - Thursday, October 7, 2010 10:52 AM CDT

I am still here lurking for a post! lol I cant' believe Hayden is almost finished with school too! Everybody does need their momma, sometimes more than others. My heart aches for you that you are feeling the pain of an empty nest - i am certain that God has a plan for you to help momma other's children, you just have to be on the lookout for when and where! Love and prayers to you!
kimybeee <kimybeee@suddenlink.net>
milton, wv us - Monday, October 4, 2010 3:33 PM CDT

Tina,
I think of you and Jeff all the time, it's hard to believe that the 2 sweet kids that I knew have grown up, been through such much, and yet, everytime I see either of you, you always have a smile on your face...When I think of strong people, it's you and Jeff that come to mind!! I can only imagine how proud you two must be of Hayden..WOW, who would have ever thought he would like politics!! LOL!!! Well, you were on my mind...Just wanted you to know your still in my thought and prayers!!

Love Ya...Kristi

Kristi Higginbotham Hays
Minden, LA USA - Friday, October 1, 2010 4:48 PM CDT

Big Hugs from Indiana! Still checking in on you!
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Monday, September 27, 2010 8:35 PM CDT

thinking of you always
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 2010 9:32 AM CDT

Still checking in and loving the update! Hang in there and I agree...we always need our mother :)
Suzy Morgan
Jacksonville , FL - Monday, September 20, 2010 2:44 PM CDT

Still here keeping up with the many journeys of your life. Not a day passes I don;t think about the many caringbridge families I have 'met'. Of course your family is one of the main ones. Think about Stanton often and the part he played/plays in so many lives. I imagine the little things are sometimes the hardest to deal with. Please know I continue to think of you and pray for God's blessings to shower down on you and your fmaily.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
IL - Saturday, September 18, 2010 4:37 PM CDT

Hey! I just wanted to write and let u know that I still check in and Ive been every since Stanton was sick and his passin. I always pray for your family that God will heal your hearts it sometimes seem like when special occasion or not special you always remember that love one wonder what it would have been if they were still here. I often do that and dont know why it makes your heartache just that much more. I know one day we will see our loved ones real soon but until then wonderful memories we have of them will keep us going. May God bless and keep you all safe. Love you much.
Wendy L. Barnes <Wendy544@bellsouth.net>
Monroe, La United States - Thursday, September 16, 2010 6:19 PM CDT

Hi Tina....don't know if you'll remember me, but I got the privilege of writing a story about Stanton for St. Jude's Promise magazine. I have his Domino's race car on my desk and just got to thinking about him a lot today and all of you...and then found that your site was still here. Our paths crossed for such a short time, but you could never know what an inspiration he has been to me over the years. Thanks for sharing his story. I am a mother now and find the honesty in your writings so beautifully powerful. Glad you, Jeff and Hayden are doing well. Tanuja
Tanuja Coletta <tanuja.coletta@stjude.org>
Memphis, TN - Thursday, September 16, 2010 4:43 PM CDT

Continuing to lift you, Jeff, and Hayden up in prayers!!
Jennifer Plumley
Lewisville, AR USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2010 10:26 PM CDT

Tina,

I think about you and your family often. I can't believe Hayden is already a senior!! I'm glad you still update as it's nice to catch up with you.
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Tuesday, September 14, 2010 3:02 PM CDT

Still checking in. Thanks for the update. Have a great day!
Stacey <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, nd - Tuesday, September 14, 2010 7:41 AM CDT

Hey Tina! You bet I'm still checking in. And I think someone else has a birthday today....right?? Happy Birthday! Hope you have an awesome day!!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, September 13, 2010 10:55 AM CDT

I have followed Stanton's site for years. My husband was dx with colon cancer in March. I am thankful for you and the others I have come to know through Caringbridge for sharing so openly. www.caringbridge.org/visit/bshep
Gina
Conyers, GA - Friday, September 10, 2010 11:05 PM CDT

You don't know me. I have been reading your updates for many years. Not sure if I have ever posted anything. Always interested in how you are doing and have been very inspired by your strength. I know it comes from God. I thank you for allowing me to learn from you and appreciate things more. I just wanted you to know that I still check up on you and pray for you and your family.
Judi Snyder <jrs@sssnet.com>
Canal Fulton, Oh usa - Friday, September 10, 2010 9:58 PM CDT

You truly amaze me with your courage and strength!!!Stanton will always be remembered and will continue to touch lives thru you!!!
Ms.Libby <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, July 3, 2010 11:02 PM CDT

Tina,
We traveled from MN to attend the Shake 4 Jake, we have been there in years past and had met Trish (Emma Grace's Mom) a couple years ago and I was honored to meet her. We went to St. Jude that same year and I got the tour, as I walked around the hospital I couldn't help but think of Stanton, EG and Jake and what the halls must have sounded like with all three of them tearing it up.
While we never got the chance to meet this weekend, I was honored to hear you tell us Stanton's journey and to see the beautiful pictures of him and EG and their time at St. Jude. While the benefit is for the JOR foundation, Stanton's journey is one of the reason we make the trip every year to support it. We also travel to Memphis in December for the Marathon, I can't see that hospital without thinking of Stanton. I still check this site weekly and sometimes daily, just to see his pictures.
I thought you did a great job at the shake, there were not many dry eyes from where I was sitting and when you can pull emotions like that from people you know you have connected with them and they care.
We continue to follow your journey and celebrate Stanton whenever we can, we continue to keep you all in our prayers.

The Eckarts - Cyndi, Darren and the kids <eckart6@gmail.com>
Circle Pines, MN usa - Thursday, July 1, 2010 11:32 AM CDT

You did a wonderful job sharing Stanton's story Saturday night and I was so happy to finally get to meet you. I don't think I told you but I still check your website often. Just saying this to let you know I think of Stanton and the rest of the Haynes family often. Thank you again for sharing your precious Stanton with us.
Charlene Killgore <charlenekillgore@yahoo.com>
Homer, LA - Wednesday, June 30, 2010 2:28 PM CDT

Thanks for the update! Thought of you after reading MoJoys'blog.

stacey
fargo, nd - Tuesday, June 29, 2010 3:24 PM CDT

It's been quite some time since I've posted on your site. When I caught a glimpse of you (and your grown-up Hayden...wow!) on Mo's site from the Shake 4 Jake, I couldn't get back to Stanton's site quick enough to, once again, see his sweet face. I prayed for you today and hope that God continues to provide peace to your sweet soul.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN United States - Tuesday, June 29, 2010 12:58 AM CDT

Tina,
I had you on my mind and was just wondering how you were doing. I still think of Emma Grace and Stanton so often, as well as many other of our sweet friends. I have a nephew who would have been seven next week who is up in Heaven. I bet he and Stanton are having the time of their lives. I know they have a special place in Heaven and will welcome us all one day. Just wanted you to know I had you on my mind. Hugs!
Donna Garrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
collierville, tn - Thursday, June 3, 2010 6:18 PM CDT

still thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2010 11:00 PM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 27, 2010 10:49 AM CDT

My friend in Pleasant Hill has a grandchild at St. Jude's with neuroblastoma. Thought you might offer Paula, her daughter, some words of encouragement since you have been there. Her little girl's name is Allison Callender and they call her Alli. Her address is www.caringbirdge.org/visit/alli_gator_callender. Thanks, Laurine Adcock (Shug's friend in Coushatta)
Laurine Adcock <coushattaumc@bellsouth.net>
Coushatta, LA USA - Thursday, March 18, 2010 11:46 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys today. It's like yesterday we were all staying at RMH. Watching him run around with his underwear on backwards and playing with Zoie's babies and polly pockets. I hope they are all together in Heaven. I can't imagine what birthdays must be like there. We love and miss you.

chastity,travis,mason,memphis, and shelby
LAFAYETTE, la - Sunday, February 14, 2010 3:23 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON,
I never stop thinking of you and your family. Send your mama some extra hugs and love from Heaven today. She misses you terribly, I know you can see that though. She could really use some extra love from Heaven.
Continuing to pray for your family here on Earth until you are reunited in God's kingdom.
Love and prayers
The Eckart's from MN
Cyndi Eckart <eckart6@gmail.com>
Circle Pines, MN - Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:26 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!!! You're gone waaaaayyyyyyy too soon, but NEVER forgotten!!! Love you tons, Sweetie!!!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Sunday, February 14, 2010 0:03 AM CST

Thinking of you all and Stanton this weekend. Please know that he will never be forgotten.
Susan and Scott <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Saturday, February 13, 2010 8:27 PM CST

Thinking of you and your family,always praying for you!!!
Ms.Libby <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, February 13, 2010 12:34 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!!!!!!!!!!! You are always remembered:)
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI United States - Saturday, February 13, 2010 11:48 AM CST

As always thinking about you and your family. Not a day goes by that I don;t think about Stanton and the amazing mark he left in so many lives. He will NEVER be forgotten. Thank you for sharing him with so many of us and know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
IL - Saturday, February 13, 2010 11:00 AM CST

Special prayers for you this weekend. Stanton is not forgotten.
Janet
St. Louis, MO - Friday, February 12, 2010 8:09 AM CST

Tina~Just know that I am praying for you,I just know Stanton is so proud of all that you do for the kids of ST.Jude!!I have bid on a couple of things and actually won a sweatshirt!!!Minden really goes all out every year and it just keeps getting better and the $$$$ just keep coming in for such a great cause!!!!
Ms.Libby~Judson's favorite teacher!! <nanalib@03bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Saturday, February 6, 2010 10:52 PM CST

It was so good to finally meet you in person at the Minden St. Jude Auction. I have followed your caringbridge site for some time now, and never imagined that our paths would cross. You have been such an inspiration to me! I will continue to keep your family in my prayers, as I know that this is a difficult time of year for you all. We really enjoyed answering the phones for the Minden auction, and hope that we can return next year.

Love in Christ,
Nicole Mardis
Nicole Mardis <jnmrmardis@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, February 6, 2010 9:55 PM CST

HAYDEN,

CONGRATS!!! THAT IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE!!!
Judy
- Tuesday, February 2, 2010 4:40 AM CST

Tina, I continue to keep your family in my prayers. I'm sorry it's been so long since I've visited the website. Tell Hayden I said "hello". He'll never finish seeing everything there is to see in Washington. It's amazing.
Wendi "Zappa" Plants
Wendi Plants <wendiplants@yahoo.com>
back home, La - Monday, February 1, 2010 9:08 PM CST

I don't visit often anymore, but I think about you a lot!

Prayers & Love-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Gonzales, LA USA - Saturday, January 2, 2010 9:58 PM CST

I have thought about you and your family often this Christmas season and I am still praying for you. I heard that song for the first time this Christmas Eve. I took some flowers to my dad's grave and of course I was feeling very sad and missing him so much. When I got back in my car, this song was playing, I just sat and listened. Wow, God never stops amazing me with His gentel reminders that He is there for us when we need Him.
Charlene Killgore <charlenekillgore@yahoo.com>
Homer, LA - Monday, December 28, 2009 9:50 AM CST

Hope you had a Merry Christmas:) I LOVE the song and will pass it along to a friend of mine who lost his son last year. Thinking of you and keeping you in prayer.
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI USA - Sunday, December 27, 2009 8:13 AM CST

Thinking of you and always praying!!!
Ms.Libby <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La USA - Wednesday, December 23, 2009 10:16 PM CST

Tina, Jeff & Hayden,
Just stopping by to let you know we are thinking of you all and praying for you. We pray that you have a Merry CHRISTmas.
The Walls
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms USA - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 8:12 AM CST

Hi Tina,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and praying for you. You have been on my mind and heart alot lately. I hope things are better for you and you are able to enjoy the holiday season. I keep the lessons learned from Stanton and your family in my heart. Thank you again for sharing your precious little boy with us. Take care of yourself. God Bless you all:) Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi 53154 - Tuesday, December 15, 2009 1:23 PM CST

Tina, Just know that if you put up too many walls - you can't see the garden. There may be rain clouds in the garden - but they contribute to the flowers. There is always good and bad - keep looking for the good. Have a great Thanksgiving!
Lori
Shreveport, - Friday, November 20, 2009 12:14 AM CST

I have never walked in your shoes,but I do know that I can pray for you!!And pray,I do,daily!!I hope it helps you to know that so many people care and are praying!!!Your son,Stanton made a big impact on so many and he will always be remembered!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, November 19, 2009 10:07 PM CST

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and your family. I think about Stanton and the place he holds in my heart and the heart of many others. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping God is there to carry you through the hard times and walk beside you in the good.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
IL - Monday, November 2, 2009 5:12 PM CST

Things must be going pretty well - you haven't been on here in a while.
Lori
- Tuesday, October 27, 2009 10:43 AM CDT

my source of findings

Kofi Twum <guygee@opera.com>
Adum, Kumasi Ghana - Sunday, October 4, 2009 9:35 AM CDT

Praying for you!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, September 13, 2009 10:23 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
Hope you are doing well. I just saw Stanton's canvas that Mo painted.......it is absolutely awesome. I love it:) That girl has talent doesnt she??? Praying for you all.......hope Hayden is doing well. Take care......Dena
Dena Olsen <denamolsen@gmail.com>
Oak Creek, wi usa - Thursday, September 10, 2009 11:03 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know someone just said a prayer for you and your family.
Tina Wilkins
Minden, LA - Monday, September 7, 2009 5:32 PM CDT

you are on my mind
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 2, 2009 9:48 PM CDT

Thinking of Stanton this rainy day and wishing you all of God's blessings!! I carry your baby in my heart!
Shaun Rogers <shaunr11@comcast.net>
Dunwoody , GA - Sunday, August 30, 2009 11:31 AM CDT

Thinking of you..prayers..
DebH
Dent, MN - Tuesday, August 25, 2009 10:50 AM CDT

So good to see you today!!!After you left,Judson did take a short nap and actually had an OK morning!!!Your neices and nephews are sure lucky to have their Aunt Tina!!Just know, I keep you and your family in my daily prayers!!!BTW,you look so good!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. 71055 - Thursday, August 13, 2009 9:27 PM CDT

Nice to hear from you. Always think of you,Stanton and your family! I'm from NY originally...you'll LOVE IT. The energy is palpable.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 28, 2009 11:27 PM CDT

I am not from NYC, but Taylor did the antibody treatment there, so we spent many months there. I am southern all the way and was not meant to live in the big city, but it sure is fun to play!!! We loved the obvious stuff, Satue of Liberty, Ellis Island, Empire state building, toys r us in Times Square, FAO Schwartz. You must see Tiffany and Co even if you can't buy, it is nice just to see. Macy's is unreal, it ain't from a southern mall for sure:) You must finad and eat at Sassy Sliders and the 3 star diner (1st ave) all the Sloan kettering and Ronald McDonald House residents frequent the 3 star! Yummy! You get a free glass of wine with every entre!
I do hope that you have a great time. We continue to pray for you all and am so glad to hear that things are going well.
Kim
www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Tuesday, July 14, 2009 11:25 PM CDT

Thanks for the great update Tina! I am happy to hear that your family is well. Enjoy the rest of the summer.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, July 12, 2009 9:50 PM CDT

Glad to read an update,always praying for your family.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, July 6, 2009 10:25 PM CDT

So glad to see your update. Every day I open ou site and when I do, I think of the 3 of you, pray for you and wish there as an update. But == even without the update, it encourages me that you are all doing well. I think and pray for you all daily.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <stwilhelm@hotmail.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, July 6, 2009 8:14 PM CDT

Great to see an update! Good luck with the medicine with Hayden. My husband is doing the same thing and yes....somedays the mood can change in a second.

Stacey <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, ND - Monday, July 6, 2009 10:22 AM CDT

Tina,
Hope you are well......it has been waaaaaaaaaaaaaay to long since we have heard what is up with you all. Praying for you and hoping you are having a fabulous summer. Love Dena
Dena Olsen <denamolsen@gmail.com>
Oak Creek, Wi - Sunday, July 5, 2009 11:18 AM CDT

almost 2 mths is toooooooooooooooo long. have a great 4th of july
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 4, 2009 11:00 AM CDT

Hey there Tina. I am sorry that it has been so long since i last signed in. I have been up to my neck in work. I just wanted to let you know that we often think of you and your family.
Sending to you all Love Hugs and a Million Prayers.
Sending Stanton angel hugs and prayers.
Dale Narong <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 2, 2009 8:07 PM CDT

Hey Tina! Just wanted to let you know that I still check in daily! Hope you are having a great summer!! I see Jeff quite often at the high school baseball games. Hope to run into you sometime soon!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, June 24, 2009 3:34 PM CDT

Tina,
Hoping no news means life is great for you:) Hope Jeff had a great Father's Day and you are enjoying the summer. Miss your updates. Hope Hayden is doing well. Take care.....Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI United States - Monday, June 22, 2009 8:50 PM CDT

have a great summer
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 11, 2009 6:39 PM CDT

Tina - Hope you find time to update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Friday, June 5, 2009 10:08 PM CDT

Tina,
Hope all is well in your neck of the woods. Think of you often and hope that you are enjoying some down time and that Hayden is feeling much better. Already a year of college done........WOW....I bet he is happy. Let us know how things are going when you get a chance. Hope you had a great Mom's day. Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak CreeK, WI United States - Friday, June 5, 2009 1:41 PM CDT

Hi Tina! I hope you had a nice Mother's Day. It was great to read your update - you are so busy! I think about you often and hope Hayden has a great summer too!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, May 21, 2009 6:32 PM CDT

Hello!
Just checking on y'all. I'm reading a great book right now ~ "The Thyroid Solution," by Ridha Arem. I bought it on Amazon.com and it is a must read for anyone who deals with anything thyroid related!

Take care,
Melinda
Melinda <melindamhughie@gmail.com>
aliso viejo, ca usa - Thursday, May 7, 2009 2:07 PM CDT

thinking of you today and each and every day
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 3, 2009 4:57 PM CDT

A BIG HELLO to our FAVORITE AUNT TINA!!!! I have tried to catch up with some of the journaling and will share it with the children as we keep each of you in our prayers! We would like to do a lemonade stand in Stanton's honor for Operation Lemonade..would that be okay??
Shelly Feaster <feasto@hotmail.com>
Sulphur Springs, TX - Thursday, April 30, 2009 2:14 PM CDT

Hope all is well. I still check on you each day along with the rest of my favorites.

stacey <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, nd - Tuesday, April 28, 2009 8:07 AM CDT

Tina - I've missed your updates! Hope you have time to post soon.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, April 18, 2009 8:44 PM CDT

Tina - Just checking in hoping to read an update. Happy Easter!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, April 11, 2009 11:45 AM CDT

would like Shaine Vaith page
Sue Gunneson <eagleheart85@hotmail.com>
Owatonna, Mn usa - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 12:18 AM CDT

I too have Graves' disease and had my thyroid removed about a month ago. I am doing much better, and hope that this works for Hayden. Will continue to pray for him and for your family.
Shannon Roan Atkinson Pitre <shannonpitre@sbcglobal.net>
Sherwood, AR - Wednesday, April 1, 2009 8:51 PM CDT

Keeping you in prayer and especially praying for Hayden's procedure to work...Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, April 1, 2009 1:57 PM CDT

continuing to pray
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 30, 2009 11:31 PM CDT

Tina,
Hoping the isotope treatment went well and Hayden is doing better. Keeping you all in my prayers:) Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI United States - Sunday, March 29, 2009 7:01 PM CDT

A friend of mine just went through the isotope treatment and has done well. She experienced a lot of lethargy when it was over but was told that this too will pass. She is the assistant organist at our church and stayed quite active during the process--just could not touch anyone. We laughed a lot about that. So, Hayden, even if you have to glow, just go ahead a do so. You are a wonderful young man from a very special family who I consider dear friends.
My prayers are for you, your mom and your dad.
Laurine Adcock <coushattaumc@bellsouth.net>
Coushatta, La USA - Wednesday, March 25, 2009 11:23 AM CDT

HAYDEN,

WE HOPE THINGS WENT WELL ON FRIDAY AND THAT YOU ARE FEELING OKAY. WE PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE BACK TO "YOUR OLD SELF" SOON!!!! MAYBE YOUR MOM WILL HAVE TIME TO UPDATE ON YOU THIS WSEEK

Judy and Steve <judyrisner@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA - Tuesday, March 24, 2009 6:41 AM CDT

Praying that all went well,and Hayden will be feeling well,again soon!!Just know I pray for your family,daily.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Friday, March 20, 2009 10:59 PM CDT

Tina - I'll continue to pray for Hayden and his upcoming medical procedure. You're always in my prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Friday, March 20, 2009 7:01 PM CDT

HAYDEN,

Praying that all goes well today and you will soon be feeling much better

Judy
Minden, La - Friday, March 20, 2009 5:40 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Jeff & Hayden,
I had my thyroid removed AND the radioactive isotope (only because I had Thyroid Cancer so the only option was removal). The isotope was given after my surgery to kill any leftover cells. I have to say, I have always thought (in my layman's experience) that the isotope or surgery would be SO much better than trying to regulate an out of whack Thyroid. I believe that Hayden will feel so much better once they do this treatment and don't have to try and out maneuver the Graves Disease. I don't know if I mentioned this when he was first diagnosed, but there is a great book called "Your Thyroid, a Home Reference" by Wood, Cooper & Ridgeway. My endocrinologist recommended it to me when I had my treatment and I found it quite helpful. I will keep you in my prayers but I KNOW that once this treatment is done and Hayden's body has had time to get rid of his natural hormones and the replacement hormones take over he will be much better.
Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC 29708 - Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:03 AM CDT

praying for each one of your needs...jeff, Tina and Hayden
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:52 PM CDT

Will be praying for all of you this week. I know that there is fear and many other emotions circulating. God (and Stanton) are looking out for Hayden. Let this isotope help him feel better soon. I've known others who have gone through similar situations. While Hayden's situation is more complex I'll pray for similar results. Please know there are many prayers coming from Illinois. May God bless you and carry you all through this stressful time.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
IL - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 7:45 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with your family this week. Good Luck and Best Wishes Hayden.
John and Jennifer Plumley <crazyfrog@whti.net>
Lewisville, AR USA - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 7:00 PM CDT

Tina,
Praying for you all this week especially Hayden. It must just stink to try to go to school and have to deal with that stress and then the stress of his thyroid. We have thyroid issues in my family and it is not fun. I will pray for God's guidance for treatment and for a healthy happy Hayden. He seems like such a great kid....I will be praying:) I am glad you asked us to pray....the more prayers the better! Take care.......God Bless you Tina. Keep us posted..Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI United States - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 6:02 PM CDT

Just to let you know that I will be praying for Hayden for peace this week. Hope all goes well.

Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 1:38 PM CDT

Just a quick note to let you know that I'm praying for you as you again go through a rough spot of medical issues with Hayden.
Hayden, I am praying that this treatment will fix your medical problem. I have had thyroid problems for years and I know when mine is outta wack I feel lousy so I can understand you must feel really crummy. Hope to hear you are up and going soon! God be with you and give you strength and peace!
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:15 AM CDT

I just wanted to leave a quick note to let you know I would be praying for Hayden and you guys. I am so sorry about all the continued medical issues. You are amazing people, and God loves you.
Amy (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 7:48 AM CDT

Stanton,
HANG IN THERE!!! YOU HAVE A SPECIAL GUARDIAN ANGEL.
REMEMBER TO F.R.O.G.(FULLY RELY ON GOD) WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU!!!
ALSO, CONGRATS ON DOING SO WELL IN COLLEGE!!!!!
Judy and Steve Risner
- Tuesday, March 17, 2009 6:55 AM CDT

On may way from Dallas to San Antonio today and heard your story on the radio, I think in Waco... Blessing and prayers.
Rebecca
Grapevine, TX - Friday, March 13, 2009 5:06 PM CDT

I was driving to work yesterday morning and a new Christian song came on the radio that so reminded me of you...Always by Building 4:29. Have you heard it? If not, you've got to...it's amazing.
Chassidy & John Satterfield <chassidy.satterfield@stjude.org>
Norman, ok usa - Thursday, March 12, 2009 3:57 PM CDT

Tina - Your update made me smile! The celebration at the Angel Garden sounds beautiful. I hope you update again soon. I really enjoying hearing from you.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, March 7, 2009 5:10 PM CST

Tina - Thinking of you. Please check in soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, February 28, 2009 3:27 PM CST

Hey Tina! I was late reading this one and I hope it's not too late to recall a Stanton lesson. I love to think of him "working" at the auction - separating the 3-part pledges (which I'm actually glad we don't do anymore) and handing in bids. Just teaches me that anything I do to help is in fact helping. He was helping at only 3! And Stanton worked with a smile on his face - which you know is sometimes hard to do in the chaos of the auction. I still have the pic from the MPH of him handing me a bid and it cycles through my screensaver regularly! Hope to see you tonight at the dinner.
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Tuesday, February 24, 2009 4:14 PM CST

Haven't checked in for quite a while, but think of you and Stanton often and include all the caring bridge angels and their families in prayer. Stanton showed me what courage is and he had such a loving heart. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2009 9:00 AM CST

Tina,
Thinking of you and hoping you are doing ok:) Great to hear about the Minden St.Jude auction.......I didnt win anything I was bidding on......but I know St.Jude did:) Take care......Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI United States - Monday, February 23, 2009 10:04 AM CST

Tina - Thinking of you today and hoping to read an update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, February 21, 2009 11:47 AM CST

I am back...
Since i never met Stanton, I only know stories you told. One stands out because it is so Taylor! Taylor was 18 months when he was dx and was in diapers, but he still had a mind of his own and did things his way. Well, he is still very much that way at 8 yrs old. He was late potty training, but finally by 3 1/3 he had it. He always wore his underwear backwards so that he could see the picture. Too this day (yes, at 8 yrs old) he wears his underwear backwards. I think of Stanton every time I see Taylor putting it on or walking past me with his sleep shirt on. It makes me smile!
I hope that God has heldyou close as you have gone through these days. I am so thankful for sharing your story with us even now.
In Him,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 9:04 PM CST

Stanton taught me to take nothing for granted and to praise God for whatever you have.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2009 12:26 AM CST

Hi Tina - Stanton taught me that life is short and you must not focus on the little things in life, but love and live...because it goes by too quickly. YOU remind me of these things. You remind me to rush home to see my children and lay with them even when I'm tired and want to go to my own bed, to take the time with them because I know it is so short. They will not be this age forever or at home with me forever. So, I am grateful for all that Stanton and you have taught/remind me. God Bless you and keep you.
Suzy
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 10:40 AM CST

I did not get a chance to get on the computer over the busy weekend, but I wanted you to know that you all and Stanton were on my mind! I never met you all inperson, but followed the journey and fell in love! I pray God is holding you tight today. I must go to work now, but I will stop by later and share my stories.
Love,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 7:43 AM CST

Tina,

I do not know if you will remember me but I am Zoie's cousin from Louisiana, I was there with Zoie and them for a while. Stanton was the brightess little boy I meant and he will always have a place in my heart. When I talk about St. Jude's to anyone and about Zoie, Stanton is always apart of the talk too.(I always show the pic of Zoie, Stanton and Emma Grace too) He could always light up a room just by that smile of his. I remember days (rough days with Zoie and Chas) that when I would see him he would make me smile. That voice of his, was so cute also. I loved to hear him talk. I do not know what it feels like to lose a child, my heart goes out to you and your family. I always pray for you to have the strengh of the Lord for this walk without Stanton. I check up on you all of the time but I never sign the guestbook. Today I feel like I should, God has you in his hands. My heart breaks when I read your pain, I feel it too. I also Thank God for allowing to have met Stanton, Jeff, Hayden and you. You are a brave MOTHER to love like you do but also know that he is in a better place with no more hurts or pain. May God hold you tighter and closer so he can make the pain alittle more bareable for you daily.
May God Carry you on your hardest and darkess days.
Love and Prayers, Brandy
Brandy Black <blackbrandy053108@ymail.com>
Franklin, la us - Monday, February 16, 2009 2:08 PM CST

I have thought of you, Stanton and family all week-end. Although we never met, Stanton, Emma Grace and their sweet stories stay with me each and every day.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX - Sunday, February 15, 2009 3:20 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton.......you will NEVER be forgotten. Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2009 11:37 PM CST

Stanton taught me about St. Jude. I'd never really paid any attention to what St. Jude was all about until I heard about him. Now, my family are monetary supporters of St. Jude...because of your little boy! We will forever support St. Jude....there isn't a better cause to which to give!

I pray that today is easier than you might have imagined...that the Great Comforter will indeed be that for you.
Sibley Supporter
- Saturday, February 14, 2009 3:12 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton! I bet you're having a great time today. Send your Mom a big hug today ok?
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, February 14, 2009 1:03 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!! I love you buddy and miss you soooooo much! I know you're crazy dancing up in heaven today! Look down on mommy, daddy and Hayden today and let them feel your presence. Mommy asked us to write about things that you taught us.....among the MANY things, you taught me to love unconditionally, live in the moment no matter what your situation is, have courage to fight any battles, PLAY HARD, and above all, trust God because He always knows what's best. I could go on and on! You, Stanton, are my biggest inspiration and my hero! Hearts to you today buddy!
Liz <lizgold@comast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Saturday, February 14, 2009 8:27 AM CST

Sending Happy Birthday wishes to Stanton as he spends another birthday in Heaven. I'm sending prayers to all of his family and loved ones. Although we never met, Stanton touched my heart and I will always remember him.
ChemoAngel Lori <Lorabelle@att.net>
- Friday, February 13, 2009 9:08 PM CST

Stanton taught me that it was OK to run down the halls of the Ronald McDonald House yelling and playing despite what one person thought!!!!!!!! He also taught me to take life as it comes and have fun every step of the way. Once again I am honored to have been given the chance to be a part of Stanton's life and the rest of the families life. Love you all!!!!
Sherri
- Friday, February 13, 2009 8:25 PM CST

Praying for and thinking of you guys today and tomorrow. I know Stanton, Emma Grace and Hanna are having a grand time in heaven, but it does not make it very easy or comforting for their parents left here on earth.
Happy Angel-versary Stanton, and Happy Birthday tomorrow. Give Emma Grace and Hanna sweet hugs from all of us.

Lord, send Your angels to comfort each of these families today. Let Your angels always surround every member of these families. Amen

The Lord, before whom I walk, will send his angel with you and make your way successful. Genesis 24:40

Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms USA - Friday, February 13, 2009 12:15 AM CST

Tina,
Thinking of you all today:) I am praying for God's peace and comfort on you all. I bought the hugest valentine balloon I could find this morning.....and my daughter and I will be launching it to the heavens this afternoon:) Your boy is and always will be loved and remembered. That sweet face is forever on my heart. God Bless you all......Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2009 12:07 AM CST

Can't help thinking of Stanton and your family this weekend. I still am so inspired when I think of Stanton's story and all the 'living' he put into his time here on earth. May God bless you and carry through the these extra tough days. Please know you are never alone and we are all keeping you and your family in our prayers.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
Mendota, IL - Friday, February 13, 2009 11:10 AM CST

Praying for your peace and comfort today. May you feel Stanton's presence strongly today and every day! And may God continue to hold you in the palm of His hand.

Jordan <hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, February 13, 2009 10:43 AM CST

Celebrating Stanton today. Stanton I know you are celebrating your ANGEL-VERSERY today and your BIRTHDAY on tomorrow. We CELEBRATE with you, We GIVE THANKS for you and WE HONOR YOUR MEMORY ALWAYS!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Friday, February 13, 2009 8:35 AM CST

Thinking of you at such a difficult time. Prayers are being raised up for you and your entire family.
Happy Birthday Stanton!!
Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Friday, February 13, 2009 8:21 AM CST

Tina: My thoughts & prayers are with you & your family - Happy Birthday & Happy Angelversary Stanton!
Eunice Johnson <e.johnson@shaw.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Friday, February 13, 2009 0:01 AM CST

Tina,
Holding you and your family close to my heart this week. Many prayers coming your way :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, February 12, 2009 10:03 PM CST

Hey Tina. I know that this week has probably been rough on you and that this weekend will be just as rough. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I don't sign often, but I do check your site daily.

Love you girl,
Dawn

Thinking of you... <DawnPierce@BankPlus.net>
Hernando, MS - Thursday, February 12, 2009 8:57 AM CST

"I am guessing there are at least a couple of people still checking in that may be wondering about this weekend�s St. Jude auction"...I feel bad when you feel you have to write words like that. you are always in my thoughts as is Stanton. happy birthday and angelversary to him
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 11, 2009 2:55 PM CST

Thinking of all of you as Stanton's b'day and angel anniversary come up. Keeping you in prayer. Carol
carol Hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 8:30 AM CST

Hello from Lebanon, glad that u had a great week end for St. Jude, no one will ever forget Stanton he was a very special boy, and now is a very special ANGEL protecting his family and friends.
Take care and God bless u.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns
Georges <abcd-wwjd@hotmail.com>
Beirut, Lebanon - Monday, February 9, 2009 1:42 PM CST

Tina - Thinking of you today :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, February 8, 2009 10:37 AM CST

Hey there. Sorry for not checking in for a while. I had a car accident and spent a month or so in bed. I hope that you are all fine and I just wanted to say that we keep you all close to our Hearts and Deep in our Prayers each and every day.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2009 6:12 PM CST

Thinking of you all.....I know this is not an easy time for you guys......praying that God's peace and comfort be with you all:) Love, Dena.........P.S. thanks for the nice note.....it absolutely MADE MY DAY:) But the thanks are really to you Tina for sharing your sweet boy and to Stanton for teaching us all how to live life till the last breath. God Bless your family........Dena :)P.S.S.......have you listened to the song "Beautiful Lord" by Leeland? If not do........it is so wonderful:)
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2009 9:41 AM CST

I saw you on channel 3 news,so I am hoping your strep throat is better!!Praying for you and waiting on the special update!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, February 1, 2009 10:23 PM CST

thinking of you......feel better
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2009 11:36 PM CST

Praying you feel better soon!
Also praying for you and your family this weekend. I know the auction is so special to you. But I also know it is hard for you because it is yet another reminder that Stanton should be there having fun with you,too! (I remember the year he hung out in the boat and had the best time.)
Love ya!

Melanie Earnhardt <cmefearnhardt@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 4:27 PM CST

Tina - Thinking of you and hoping you'll post soon.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:38 AM CST

I miss Stanton too although I only knew him through your great ability to share. Know that he is remembered and I continue to pray for you when I think of him. Take care as you begin this new year and continue to miss that sweet guy.
Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 3:01 PM CST

Surprise!!!Just stopped in to check on you guys, and see how things were going. It is impossible to really know how someone is feeling when you haven't been there, but know that you can fully rely on God to see you through any situation--one day at a time. Don't project on what tomorrow might bring--just hold onto His hand--today !!! Know you are loved and lifted up to our heavenly Father by lots of people on a regular basis. Still love looking at all those beautiful pictures !!Love you, Mimi Sharyn
Sharyn Hays <mimisharyn@cableone.net>
Cleveland, ms usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:42 PM CST

Tina, Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I hope 2009 is a good year for your family.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, January 10, 2009 12:20 AM CST

You are in my prayers and thoughts daily....
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Monday, January 5, 2009 2:13 PM CST

My heart is breaking for all of you out there who have lost a child and for those continuing the fight this new year. I know there are children who are facing the end of life on earth,children who are on the way to being cured,(but still living in fear of a relapse) and parents and children who are hearing the dreaded diagnosis for the very 1st time. My heart goes out to all of you. Praying for more research and break throughs to cure this monster. carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
argenta, IL USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:47 AM CST

Dear Sweet Tina, Jeff and Hayden...oh how my heart still breaks for you and your "milestones". As this year approaches with all the emotions, just know that we are all still here behind you praying that you find your peace within. And also know that Stanton will always be in my heart! I wonder if Stanton is getting sick of all the balloons Sydney is sending him.....She STILL sends ALL the balloons she gets to Stanton!!! Isn't that great!
Wishing you all a Blessed New year!!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:44 AM CST

You and your family are always in my prayers.
Charlene Killgore <charlenekillgore@yahoo.com>
Homer, LA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:32 PM CST

Lifting you in prayer this year...
Adrienne <acterrebonne@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, January 2, 2009 6:39 PM CST

Precious Ones, I don't write often, but you are always in my prayers. I love all of you. Hayden, I am so proud of your grades, and proud of you as a person. I hope 2009 is a great year for the entire Haynes family. Love you, ShugII
Claire Turner Fussell <shug65@suddenlink.net>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 5:30 PM CST

Keeping you in my prayers.

Jer
- Wednesday, December 31, 2008 8:47 PM CST

Tina - how was your Christmas? Hoping to read an update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, December 28, 2008 7:37 PM CST

Wow...no holiday message.(sad face) Wishing you all a happy New Year
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 28, 2008 5:48 PM CST

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all:) Keeping you in our prayers. Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
- Saturday, December 27, 2008 1:49 PM CST

Merry Christmas Tina!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 8:31 PM CST

WISHING YOUR FAMILY A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR

WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/LA/GABBYLOU
Sheena & Gabrielle <SHEENAJENNINGS@HOTMAIL.COM>
Port Barre, la - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 12:36 AM CST

Congrats Aunt Tina! I hope you have a very Merry Christmas!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, December 18, 2008 5:42 PM CST

Tina, I haven't checked in for quite a while, but wanted to let you know that I think of you often and include you and yours in my prayers. I know this season is hard for you, but I want to wish you a peaceful and joyful Christmas. I too am so grateful for a risen Savior. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2008 11:14 AM CST

So glad to hear about the newest little blessing!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 9:00 AM CST

Hi Tina-I wanted to congratulate you on being an Aunt,again!!!I heard (from Casey Fields)that your new nephew arrived last nite,I know you must be happy.A new life is such a blessing.Hope you and your family are doing well during the Holiday season.Praying for your family.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, December 3, 2008 11:00 PM CST

have a wonderful holiday
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 3, 2008 2:15 PM CST

Tina - Another great update. You really have a great way with words and relaying how you're feeling. I hope you and your family had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Can I ask a big favor? Any idea where Trish has been? I haven't seen an update from her in months.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Monday, December 1, 2008 7:11 PM CST

Hello Tina, Enjoy your blog and am always blessed by it. Our pastor here in NC must have had the same sermon notes. He said that nothing happens to us that does not first pass by God's desk.No mistakes with God. "We will understand it all by and by" as the old song says.
Carol Madden Newsome <ecarolnewsome@gmail.com>
Graham, nc 27253 - Saturday, November 29, 2008 7:14 PM CST

Up early with a bad cold, trying not to cough and wake the rest of the house. I congratulate Hayden on his academic success!

We have had such terrible news here in Bastrop this week with our IP Mill closing and over 500 families out of work. I KNOW that GOD is in control, and that HE is always faithful to HIS children, caring for them. Therefore, I must praise and worship HIM regardless of the circumstances around me. HE will make good from bad, and HE will bless those who are HIS children through recieving Jesus Christ as their savior and LORD. These facts are THE most sure facts in my life. I refuse to fear ecomomics, politics, circumstances, or disease. GOD has it covered for HIS children, one way or another.

Today, I am thankful to God for HIS great gift in HIS Son, Jesus; I am thankful for my husband, sons, my daughters in law, my parents, and their living indepently at 81 and 82, for my extended family, and for my church.

Tina, I give thanks for you and your family, and your honest wittness to your faith.

May God bless you and yours in a special way today.

With love.
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, November 27, 2008 6:03 AM CST

Congratulations Hayden! That's awesome. Praying for all of you during the Holidays. Hope to see you on the 6th. Call if you are still coming! I want to meet up with ya'll and cheer!
Love you,
Sarah
Sarah Ortiz <sarah.ortiz@stjude.org>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2008 9:34 PM CST

Hats off to Hayden!!!! Congrats!!!!!

hope u soon feel like your old self, soon!!!!

Judy & Steve
- Tuesday, November 25, 2008 8:33 PM CST

Tina, Jeff and Hayden - Wishing you a Happy and Blessed Thanksgiving. I can't help but ALWAYS remember Thanksgiving of 2004 and the special people I met at that time, especially one unbelieveable angel!!! With love and continued blessings always...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 2:02 PM CST

Tina,
Thinking about you and wondering how things are going. I know the holidays are rough......and I want you to know I am praying for you....hope Hayden is doing better. Can you believe it is almost the end of the first semester for him?? Just want you to know you are on my mind. Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
- Monday, November 24, 2008 12:23 AM CST

Tina - It's been a few WEEKS - hope to read an update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, November 22, 2008 12:51 AM CST

Hey Tina,

Thinking about ya! And that also means praying for you!
Dawn ~ ^i^Brandon^i^, Jordan, & Seth's Mom ~ www.caringbridge.org/de/brandonhastings
DE - Friday, November 21, 2008 9:33 PM CST

Tina - Hoping to read an update soon :)
MIchele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, November 16, 2008 9:52 AM CST

Sorry that I haven't been by in ages, but that doesn't mean that I don't think of you and your angel. I hope that your family has a wonderful holiday season.

Take care,
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Thursday, November 13, 2008 9:26 AM CST

Tina - Checking in to read an update - hint, hint :) I hope you are well.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 8:39 PM CST

Tina - Just checking in to see if you had posted an update. You're always in my thoughts and prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Friday, November 7, 2008 3:48 PM CST

My heart is breaking for the pain you feel every day. CANCER SUCKS..... However, I also rejoice in the promises of Christ that we will all meet again as I know you do also.
Never forgetting Stanton, or any of our other children who earned their angel wings. Please hold Zachary Finestone's family in prayer.Zach and his mom are on their way to Philly to find out what is going on with the terrible pain Zach is having: possibly due to a rapid progression of his Cancer. Please pray for good news and/or a miracle. Thanks
Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2008 2:03 PM CST

Hello! Thinking of you...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, November 4, 2008 12:31 AM CST

Tina - Another beautiful entry - you made me cry :)
Happy Birthday Hayden! I hope you had a great day!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, November 1, 2008 8:52 AM CDT

Just thinking of you. Thanks for your entry; your words inspire me to be a better mom and wife. Still praying...
Adrienne <acterrebonne@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, October 30, 2008 9:07 PM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2008 11:29 AM CDT

Hey Tina. Just wanted to let you know that I still check the site every day. Hope things are going good for you and your family. Have a great week!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, October 27, 2008 3:05 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to Hayden!!!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Thursday, October 23, 2008 5:13 PM CDT

Tina. I have just been checking and I have not signed for a long time. Sorry. I read your journals and then for get to sign. I have been so busy here in Japan but think of and pray for you and your family often.
There have been so many young warriers join Stanton in Heaven this year it is so sad. Hoping and Praying that a cure is found soon.
Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 23, 2008 1:28 AM CDT

Tina - Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 8:46 PM CDT

Praying for you and the whole family!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2008 8:14 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you guys know that I think of you often. I followed Stanton's story for a very long time and check back regularly to see how you all are doing. I also purchase a St Jude ornament each year at Christmas in memory of Stanton, this year will be my third. I keep them on a ornament tree in my bedroom throughout the year and each time I look at them I think of you guys.
Christy W
Houston , tx usa - Monday, October 13, 2008 11:09 AM CDT

Hey Tina. Hoping and praying for a great trip to WA. Just letting you know that Harold and I pray for all the Haynes family, especially that college boy!!!

Keep the faith, girl.
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 9:05 PM CDT

Tina - Thanks for the update - you made me smile :)
Hope you're having a nice weekend!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 12:05 AM CDT

I am not always good to sign in but I do check in! Praying...
Rebecca Janel Cloud <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Friday, October 10, 2008 11:25 PM CDT

Tina - Hope to read an update soon :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2008 8:19 PM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 8, 2008 9:23 AM CDT

Tina,
You're in my prayers. I hope Hayden feels better soon.

Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, October 4, 2008 12:32 AM CDT

I will surely keep Hayden in my prayers,hope is has good luck finding just the right job!!Thanks for the update,I think about your Stanton all the time and pray for his precious family!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, September 27, 2008 10:10 PM CDT

Hello from Bellevue, WA!. (15 min from Seattle) Be sure to pack a rain slicker with a hood and an umbrella. Temperatures this weekend are in the 60's and it's sunny, but the weather around here changes fast.
Susan
- Saturday, September 27, 2008 8:05 PM CDT

Hey Girl.....Ok, I just have to say how God works in mysterious ways.....is it just me being crazy or something else?!? What are the odds that you came to Philly last year and this year you're going to Washington State? Of all the 50 states you could go to, those two back-to-back?!? Coincidence?!? I think not.....God had his plan all worked out back in 2004 didn't He?!? Simply amazing isn't it?!? Anyway, hope Hayden will begin to feel better soon - Still here thinking of you and praying for you all!
Love and blessings,
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, September 26, 2008 9:26 AM CDT

I actually work at Tech and know how hard it is for students to find jobs in this area. Email me at jackie@latechalumni.org and I will try to get s few leads on jobs for Hayden.
Jackie Stevens <jackie@latechalumni.org>
Ruston, LA - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 2:50 PM CDT

I'm a WA State reader! I live an hour south of Seattle. October weather is normally wet and cooler in temps. You'll most likely have rain and the temps will prob. be in the 40's.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 10:52 AM CDT

letting you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
wondering how the college man is doing?
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 21, 2008 10:49 PM CDT

Hi Tina! I just wanted you to know that I still check on you often and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
- Thursday, September 18, 2008 3:36 PM CDT

I said a prayer for you and yours,today.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:37 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know how much Stanton is missed. I have said so many times that even though I never got the chance to meet him I feel as though I have known him and you for so many years.
I just wanted to let you know that we are all keeping you close to our Hearts and Deep in our Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 15, 2008 8:40 PM CDT

Hi, Tina!

I'm stopping in to wish YOU a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I hope all has been going well with you guys. I've pretty much "lost touch" with my online friends... Things have been pretty busy for us, as you know, sometimes busy is a VERY GOOD thing. (Keeps our minds busy, eh?)

Anyway.. I thought I'd let you know that I was thinking of you and hoping to wish you a WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!

Love you,
Tonya
Link, Tonya, Zach & Gabe Nason, ALWAYS REMEMBERING Brent <nason5@aol.com>
Mathiston, MS USA - Saturday, September 13, 2008 10:22 AM CDT

PRAYING FOR YOU, HAYDEN. HOPING COLLEGE IS GOING OKAY, OTHERWEISE.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOUR DAD.

JUDY
- Thursday, September 11, 2008 9:17 PM CDT

So wonderful to see an update! Thank you for allowing us to be a part of the family!

Missing Stanton always
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Monday, September 8, 2008 4:29 PM CDT

I am thinking and praying for you.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2008 0:52 AM CDT

Tina,
I continue to check on your often. I was watching a St.Judes commercial last night and I was sure I saw Stanton in it...could it be? Also, I just finished the Shack too and as you say...it gives me a lot to think about! God bless you as you continue your walk
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Friday, September 5, 2008 10:04 AM CDT

Thanks for the update Tina! You are always in my prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, September 4, 2008 8:39 PM CDT

I miss your updates!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 6:00 PM CDT

Tina,

I'm so sorry that it has been so long since I have signed the guest book, however I do check in all the time. Please know that you continue to be in my prayers as you transition into this next stage.
Stephanie <skmunch@comcast.net>
Cartersville (Formerly Tampa), GA - Thursday, August 28, 2008 9:21 PM CDT

Tina,
I wish I lived close to you so that I could give you a hug! You're in my prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 8:08 PM CDT

I cried when my oldest went off to college, but I cried even harder when my middle child went all the way to NY to be a nanny at 18 (she married a great guy out there and never came back home) and I cried again when my baby (@19) got married and moved to Calif. so I completely understand what you are feeling. Keeping you in prayer. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 3:34 PM CDT

I said a [rayer for you,today.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, August 26, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you and praying for you. :)
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 24, 2008 11:10 PM CDT

Praying daily for you in this new transition with Hayden going to Tech.

What is he planning on majoring in? I know you must have told us, but I missed it. My husband, Harold, is on several boards at LA Tech. Let me know so we can watch out for Hayden over there.

With love,
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Saturday, August 23, 2008 12:19 AM CDT

was waiting to hear of Hayden's venture to college. You'll get thru it.......I'll say an extra prayer for you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 23, 2008 9:55 AM CDT

HAYDEN,

Good Luck at Tech!!!!
My son graduated from Tech last November.
BE SAFE!!!

Judy
- Friday, August 22, 2008 9:20 PM CDT

Tina, you are right. The jubilee was great. I'm glad Mary Claire talked you into going. I haven't checked the web-site in a while and thought I would while I had a second at work. Girl, you keep on posting on here. No one except someone that has gone through this would ever know what it takes to get through it and if posting helps you I say MORE POWER TO YOU!! Hope you are having a wonderful day.
Tammy Jump
Athens, LA - Friday, August 22, 2008 11:45 AM CDT

Tina:

Have been thinking of you a great deal lately knowing that Hayden's move is coming very soon. Rest in knowing what a wonderful young man you have raised and that God will take care of BOTH of you!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susan_terry@ml.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:14 AM CDT

Tina,
I had to come here and let you know that I was listening to WIL out of St. Louis MO (over the internet here in MN) and I heard your voice tell Stanton's story and of course I had tears but it was great to hear your voice and it broke my heart all over again as you described Stanton's last day.
Praying for you always and wanting you to know that Stanton is very much alive in our hearts everyday.
I hope you find time to journal again soon, we sure do miss you.
Cyndi Eckart <cyndie19_2000@yahoo.com>
Circle Pines, MN - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 3:01 PM CDT

Tina - I really miss reading your updates! Praying that you are just busy and will find time for an update very soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, August 17, 2008 11:43 AM CDT

BIG ((((((((HUG))))))))) to you

www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
sheena & gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, la - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 10:42 AM CDT

Tina, I wish I were there to give you a big hug! Continue to journal as long as you feel you need to. I will always be here reading. I'm sorry I haven't signed in a while. You can catch up on what I've been doing on my blog.
Hope you are having a wonderful weekend.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont www.zhohn.blogspot.com <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Saturday, August 9, 2008 9:58 AM CDT

Tina.....(((((HUGS))))) and :):):)SMILES:):):) for you! I am always thinking of you and praying for you!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, August 8, 2008 2:27 PM CDT

just wanted you to know I'm praying for you. I know 1st hand how hard it is to send your son to college. I cried his whole senior year of high school. Now he is out of college and getting married in Dec. (More tears to come, I'm sure....) Keep your chin up.
Tina C <tdcatron@comcast.net>
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 7:40 PM CDT

Tina, I just read your entry. Just wanted to say that I'm thinking about you and praying for you and your family.
Adrienne <acterrebonne@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, August 6, 2008 9:21 PM CDT

Tina, You know we love you and are always here for you. My door is always open and you can share the couch with Sadie. I know we haven't talked as much lately but I am always here for you!
me
Your second home, - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 4:15 PM CDT

Tina,
First of all, I just read your journal entry. I looked at the bottom of the page, and I was 900,000th visitor. Wow, you are definitely supposed to keep on journaling. Many many people read and look forward to your entries as I do. I am in a bible study with some women that I consider to be "real." I feel the same when I read your journal. It is rare today for someone to express their true feelings. Please keep journaling. I look forward to the blessings that are ahead for you and your family.
Amy (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 8:35 AM CDT

I'm glad to know you are back journaling. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as you go though these days of transition.
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 6:04 AM CDT

Tina - I am glad you continue to journal. Your posts are genuine and from the heart. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 8:05 PM CDT

always,always, always thinking about you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 5, 2008 5:58 PM CDT

As long as YOU want to use this journal I will read. You just cant please everyone. It must be good for you and oh, the things you have taught/reminded me! I have never received so much strength from someone I have never met. It hasn't gotten any easier for me either but we are "one day closer"
L
KS - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 5:24 PM CDT

I am so happy you are still journaling. I enjoy reading about your life and things that are going on with it. I started following Stanton's journal a long time ago from a friend who has a daughter with leukemia. She was friends with a little girl who lost her battle. I believe you once had a picture of stanton, emma grace and the girl on your site. Anyway, just wanted to say I still check to see if you have left a new message for us to read!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 4:47 PM CDT

Great to see you back. Love to read your journals.

http://www.caringbridge.org/cherylstanley

Stacey
Stacey Winter <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
FARGO, ND - Monday, August 4, 2008 12:52 AM CDT

Just came by to say I was thinking about Stanton today. Not sure where it came from but I thought I'd pray for you and let you know. Hope you're all doing well.
Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Sunday, August 3, 2008 5:18 PM CDT

So glad you had a great time on your cruise! How is the puppy doing?
jer <jnemanlist@comcast.net>
- Sunday, July 27, 2008 0:11 AM CDT

Glad to read the update,so glad to hear that you enjoyed yourself and your quality time with Hayden!!The Mrs.Stanton thing was so cool,just a sign from a little Angel,don't you think??Your family is in my prayers!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 25, 2008 10:23 PM CDT

Welcome Home! I'm glad you enjoyed the cruise. I can't wait to hear more!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Friday, July 25, 2008 9:28 PM CDT

Glad to hear you and Hayden had a great time!!! Can't wait to see some pictures! Oh....and with Stanton.....NOTHING surprises me! SMILE :)
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, July 25, 2008 3:34 PM CDT

Hope you're enjoying the cruise - can't wait to read an update from you :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, July 17, 2008 5:17 AM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 15, 2008 9:52 AM CDT

Tina - Can't wait to read your cruise update!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, July 13, 2008 9:37 AM CDT

I hope you are enjoying the cruise!!Hope to read an update when you can,keeping your family in my prayers!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, July 13, 2008 9:00 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know I was thinking about and praying for you! :)
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 12, 2008 3:47 PM CDT

Congratulations Hayden! Enjoy college and continue to make your Mother proud :) Have a great time on your cruise - relax, you certainly deserve it!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 6:41 PM CDT

HATS OFF TO HAYDEN!!!!
ENJOY YOUR CRUISE.
Judy
- Saturday, July 5, 2008 10:57 AM CDT

Congrats to Hayden! Hard work pays off!
I hope all of you enjoy your cruise. I must admit that I'm jealous!
Have a great weekend.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
LA USA - Saturday, July 5, 2008 0:20 AM CDT

Hey girl....I know it's been a while - sorry! Things have been crazy at home with changing jobs and such, but I am finally settled (for the moment) and am back! I am sooooooo sorry to hear about your grandfather - I know he is thrilled to be with mammaw and Stanton, but I also know the emptiness that you must be feeling - Know that I am always near in thoughts and prayers for all of you!!
Much love to you all!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 3:39 PM CDT

thinking about you. did you go to west Monroe for Shake for Jake. I read that Trish was going? What a reunion that would be!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 29, 2008 9:22 AM CDT

Happy belated Anniversary........hope you were able to celebrate and make precious memories together. I will be praying for you as you make the transition into college with Hayden............I will be in your shoes next year at this time.....and I am already dreading it. Have a blessed weekend and enjoy the SONSHINE all around you. Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
- Friday, June 27, 2008 9:50 AM CDT

Happy Belated Anniversary!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, June 22, 2008 6:46 AM CDT

I'm so glad you came to Johnny's with us last night. I told Chris you were definitely our #1 fan. My girls just LOVE Aunt Tina...you truly make them feel like one of yours.
Melanie <cmefearnhardt@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, June 20, 2008 2:07 PM CDT

Happy anniversary (belated!). I wish you and Jeff many more great years together. I know you're very proud of the man that Hayden has become! May you have a great summer together.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, June 19, 2008 8:50 AM CDT

Just wanted to tell you and Jeff Happy Anniversary. Having seen what can happen to relationships faced with a child who had cancer; it is wonderful to see a couple who continues making it work. You have two amazing sons (one here and one in heaven) and a strong marriage. You are truly an inspiration to all of us. God bless you and hold you.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
IL - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 9:44 AM CDT

Happy Anniversary!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Monday, June 16, 2008 10:43 PM CDT

Happy anniversary! I hope it was a special day for you. And as Hayden leaves for his own adventures, I also hope that you two are able to start on a new adventure together, relying even more on one another for encouragement and love.
May God continue to bless your marriage.
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Monday, June 16, 2008 9:45 PM CDT

you difficult.....NEVER....LOL! You kbow I love you and am just messing with you. Happy Anniversary to Jeff and you!
someone you know!
- Monday, June 16, 2008 6:56 PM CDT

Happy Anniversary. Such an inspiring couple!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 16, 2008 4:58 PM CDT

Tina - glad you are back home safely. You're in my prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:29 PM CDT

Tina ~ I'm glad you enjoyed a much-needed, much-deserved vacation. I have Hayden's Grad present, but I'm too busy to get it to ya'll. My goal is to work on that in 2 weeks - when I'm back in Bossier for more than 2 nights in a row!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 3:52 PM CDT

Tina:

Sending up those prayers now. Much love to all of you.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susan_terry@ml.com>
- Wednesday, June 11, 2008 9:03 AM CDT

HAYDEN,

GLAD YA'LL HAD A GOOD TIME & THAT GOD LET YA'LL RETURN SAFELY. LET US HEAR MORE OF YOUR TRIP!!!! ALSO, INCLUDE PICTURES, I KNOW THIS IS STANTON'S SITE, SO IF U HAVE ONE WE COULD READ ABOUT YOUR SR. TRIP, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.
HAPPY SUMMER,

Judy
- Tuesday, June 10, 2008 6:13 PM CDT

Tina, My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have been SOO blessed by your journal. (I have had to keep extra tissues at my computer) God has certainly used you through it all. You really have a way of speaking to hurting hearts. Please keep it up even though it has to be difficult at times. (I graduated with your Mother at HHS in 1966.) Tell her hello from me. She was always smiling & happy! You have made her proud I am sure.
Carol Madden Newsome <ecarolnewsome@gmail.com>
Graham, NC - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 1:39 AM CDT

i hope your travels were safe and fun. always thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 8, 2008 10:49 AM CDT

Tina, I am so sorry about your grandpa. It is very obvious that you loved him very much.
Hope Hayden's senior trip is great.
carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Thursday, June 5, 2008 2:01 PM CDT

I'm sorry to read about your grandpa. I bet he is having a blast with Stanton right now.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Thursday, June 5, 2008 1:00 PM CDT

Tina. Sorry for not signing for a while. Things have been really busy over here in Japan. Sorry to hear that your Granpa passed away. Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers.
I found this on a web page that I offten visit and wanted to share it with you.

"To Honor You
To honor you, I get up every day
And take a breath
And start another day
Without you in it.

To honor you, I laugh and love
With those who knew your smile,
And the way your eyes sparkled with joy,
Full of life.

To honor you, I take the time
To appreciate everyone I love.
I know now there is no guarantee
Of days or hours spent in their presence.

You are the light of my life,
My gift of love
From our Heavenly Father.

So every day, I vow to make a difference,
Share a smile, live, laugh, and love.
Now I live for us both.
So all I do, I do to honor you,
My precious, beautiful child
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 4, 2008 10:15 PM CDT

Waht a beautiful post!!Thank you for sharing about your Grandfather,he sounds like he was a great man!!Praying for safe travels for you and your group.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, June 4, 2008 9:27 PM CDT

Tina - you're in my thoughts and prayers. My deepest sympathy to your family. Your post was beautiful and brought tears to my eyes.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 7:54 PM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 6:11 AM CDT

I am praying for you and your family during this diffcult time.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL lbrichey@intercall.com - Monday, June 2, 2008 11:58 AM CDT

Tina, I am praying for you and yours. It is never easy to lost someone that you love and I know that you know all about that. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.
Laurine Adcock <linniel@bellsouth.net>
Coushatta, LA USA - Monday, June 2, 2008 11:04 AM CDT

I am praying for you and your family.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 2, 2008 9:31 AM CDT

my condolences to you and your family
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:53 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about your Grandfather,your family is in my prayers."To be absent from the body,is to be present with the LORD."Prayers for strentgh,comfort and peace being said for you,right now.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Sunday, June 1, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

Tina,
So sorry to hear about your grandfather. Praying for you guys always.
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Sunday, June 1, 2008 8:47 PM CDT

Tina,

I'm sorry that it has been so long since I have signed the guestbook, but I stop in and check on you all the time. I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your grandfather.

Steph
Stephanie Munch <skmccc@verizon.net>
Cartersville, GA - Sunday, June 1, 2008 5:56 PM CDT

Tina - just checked in and want to say how sorry I am. I love you and think about you often.

Crazy
cordova, tn - Saturday, May 31, 2008 6:46 PM CDT

Haven't checked in for a while, but I will never forget Stanton. He was such a special child. Trust God, you will find your place and soon, but not too soon there will be grandchildren to spoil. Love to all. You are in my prayers.Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, May 30, 2008 1:02 PM CDT

Stanton wil NEVER be forgotten!!!!
Love and prayers to you all,
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, May 30, 2008 8:37 AM CDT

Stanton is not forgotten by me!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Thursday, May 29, 2008 12:51 AM CDT

I am praying for you.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 28, 2008 6:20 PM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS HAYDEN!!! Thank you soooooo much for sending us your picture and announcement! That was so sweet of you, and you are quite handsome! Best of Luck in college - I'm sure you will do great. Sorry to hear about the accident - I can empathize....someone backed into the side of my car on Sunday at the mall (Tina, go figure it was at the mall, right?!?). Anyway, hang in there - things will get better! Still praying for you all.
With love and forever blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:24 AM CDT

Tina.......I have been thinking about you alot lately and praying for you. I bet the emotions are all over the place as you see your son graduate High School.(My son graduates next year and I already am pondering some things:) I am sorry to hear about Hayden's accident.....praise God he was not hurt(maybe that angel watching him had something to do with that:) I am sure the summer will be a busy one.....I hope you find time to do some things for YOU:) Thank you for continuing to share your family with us all in cyberspace.You are loved by many:) Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:47 AM CDT

HAYDEN,

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! BEST OF LUCK IN THE FUTURE!!!
SORRY ABOUT THE ACCIDENT AT THIS EXCITING TIME IN YOUR
LIFE, BUT AM GLAD U WEREN'T HURT & HOPE THE OTHER PERSON OR PERSONS WEREN'T EITHER.

Judy Risner
Minden, La - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 8:23 PM CDT

Congrats to Hayden.
Praying for you Tina. Sorry to hear about Hayden's accident. I hope he can get his truck fixed soon.
Have a great week.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
simmesport, LA USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 10:29 PM CDT

Hey there. Sorry for not posting for soooooo long I have had some crazy computer trouble. Problems at work and so on. Just wanted to let you know that you are always close to our Hearts and Deep in our Prayers.
Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to your super Angel Stanton
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 6:14 PM CDT

Just thought I would say congrats to Hayden. And also WOW what a gift to leave the school! Once they get the new sign, I will think of Hayden every time I see it. It must feel great to prove the principal wrong again! LOL Have a great day!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
MInden, LA USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 2:42 PM CDT

I am praying for you!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 12:45 AM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 18, 2008 11:26 PM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and continue to pray for you and your family daily. May I ask a question - any idea where Trish has been?
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:56 AM CDT

Tina, My heart breaks with you. I know what half mother means but not nearly as deeply as you do. The babies I lost through miscarriages leave an emptiness in my arms and in my heart that just can't be filled. Losing a child that you got to hold and care for has not been my path. I can't imagine the depth of pain and loss that you feel. I can only cry out - God, please don't tarry much longer. We long to see our children. But please God tarry long enough that those that don't know you yet as Savior will soon know you. Thanks for sharing your heart!
Christy <cnjleake@yahoo.com>
West Memphis, AR - Thursday, May 15, 2008 1:21 PM CDT

I can't imagine the pain you feel without Stanton physically by your side. But I just wanted to tell you that you are anything but "Half a Mother" You did all that was humanly possible for Stanton and then some. You did more for Stanton in his short sweet life here on earth than some mothers do in an entire lifetime. I only hope to be more to my own children.
Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 10:11 AM CDT

Tina,
Boy, I bet you have a lot of different emotions today as you think of Hayden's next step in life and of course sweet memories of Stanton. I just wanted to wish you a Happy Mother's Day. You are a great mother, and your boys are very lucky to have you as a mom.
Amy (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 4:19 PM CDT

Happy Mothers Day
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 4:04 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day!
Cheri
Olympia, WA usa - Saturday, May 10, 2008 6:03 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina! I hope you have a great day with your HS graduate :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, May 10, 2008 5:19 PM CDT

always thinking about you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 9, 2008 11:41 AM CDT

Congratulation to Hayden on his graduation. My daughter started Kindergarten this year and I cried that first day and can not believe that the school year is almost over someone always told me once they start the years go by so fast and boy did this year go by. And now she is graduating from kindergarten on May 18th.
I have been reading your caringbridge page for a long time and really can not imagine the pain you have gone through.
Hang in there Tina, and may God bless you in the days ahead.

Laurie
Laurie Bardsley <laurieb@pmcpole.com>
Columbus, NE - Friday, May 9, 2008 9:09 AM CDT

Congratulations on your high school graduation Hayden. I know what you mean when you say time flies by. My oldest is going into 10th grade and yes, I cried his first day of kindergarten and now we are registering for driver's ed! I hope that you post a picture of graduation for us to all see that boy of yours.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 4:37 PM CDT

What a wonderful entry...Thanks foir sharing.
To Hayden:
CONGRATULTIONS!!!
May you always follow your heart and enjoy every moment. Wishing you nothing but the best!
Sheena & Gabrielle
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 3:50 PM CDT

Oh Tina, what a beautiful note to your son. He sure has a wonderful mother that has helped him grow into a great man.
May you be filled with much peace and comfort over the coming weeks.
Congrats Hayden. May your future be filled with much happiness.
Zhohn Dupont www.zhohn.blogspot.com <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 2:48 PM CDT

What a beautiful entry,thank you so much for sharing!Hayden is certainly an awesome young man,so wise beyond his years,I wish him the best of luck for a great future!!It is hard when they leave home,probably even more so for you but they always come back and usually bring a friend or 2!!
I am praying for you!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, May 7, 2008 1:05 PM CDT

Congrats Hayden!! Time flys by sooo fast. Just wanted to let you know that I'm still here. Checking the site every day. I hope that all of Hayden's dreams for the future come true!!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
MInden, LA USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 11:01 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS HAYDEN!!!! Beautiful entry Tina! Thinking of you all, and I am still here with love and blessings to all of you!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 10:11 AM CDT

Hi Tina! You were so right - Hayden's senior pictures are so good! We have every reason to be a very proud mom of a high school grad! Have a great week!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 9:20 AM CDT

Beautiful post Tina! Congratulations to Hayden!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, May 3, 2008 3:37 PM CDT

Tina,
We don�t know each other. I came across Stanton�s Caringbridge website a while back from another Caringbridge site. I just wanted to write in and let you know that my husband and I are praying for your family, as well as for all of the families who have grieved for the loss of a young child. We also continue to pray for the young cancer warriors and their families who are still in the fight and also for breakthrough research for more and better cures for all of these cancers.

Tina, what a sweet, precious little boy Stanton was� I know that you are so proud of him and that he will forever be an inspiration to you!!!
I just love the picture of Stanton with Zoie and Emma Grace on your home page and also the sweet, sweet picture of Stanton with his big brother, Hayden, on your photo page!

This morning I was reading your update from April 18. What you shared from the song �Held� by Natalie Grant and your thoughts and feelings about the meaning in that song touched my spirit greatly. What deep, poignant thoughts you shared on this! It reminded me of the verse of scripture from 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 �My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ�s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ�s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong� and the verse of scripture from Hebrews 13:5 �Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.� Thank-you for allowing us to see these two verses lived out in your walk with the Lord. We will continue praying for your family.

Love in Christ,
Nancy Blount

Nancy Blount
Baton Rouge, LA - Thursday, May 1, 2008 1:14 PM CDT

Hoping & Praying that no news is good news.
I'm sure you're busy getting ready for graduation.
Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Zhohn
Zhohn Dupont www.zhohn.blogspot.com <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 3:34 PM CDT

Wow, Tina, thank you for those inspirational words. This whole entry really touched my heart today. Thank you!

In Christ,

Jordan <hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:55 PM CDT

Tina,
I was reading Jake's page today as I entered a trivia contest posted by ole Aunt Mo on her blog,and after I sent my responses I was curious if I could find the answers to the couple questions I did not know. I went all the way back to the beginning......and I got to the point where Stanton was not doing well and they were asking him to be lifted in prayer. I was just struck by the love that flowed for your sweet little boy. The whole Raborn crew was loving and praying for your special man. I dont know why I felt the need to post this today, but I guess maybe I just wanted to tell you that I had Stanton on my heart and mind all day today.........and I am sure with Hayden preparing for graduation and college, you must miss him all the more. I want you to know that I am continuing to pray for you all. Hope you are doing ok.......if you get a chance we would love an update:) Take care Tina....Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Monday, April 28, 2008 1:23 PM CDT

Emma & I passed by "Aunt Tina"'s house today. We talked about you coming to t-ball the other night. She said she needed to call you and tell you about the game this week. I think you've made a new friend in Miss Emma.
You continue to amaze me with your strength. Looking forward to seeing "Aunt Tina" at the ball games....

Melanie <cmefearnhardt@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA - Saturday, April 19, 2008 6:35 PM CDT

Congrats to Hayden. Good luck with all of the scholarships.
Thanks for keeping us updated, Tina. I love the song Held by Natalie Grant. She is one of my favorite artists. Have you heard her song, In Better Hands? It's great.
You are such an inspiration. You have been through the worst, you live with each day with a broken heart but you still hold tight to Our Father. Praying for much peace and comfort as I know the next few weeks will be bittersweet.
In Christ-
Zhohn Dupont www.zhohn.blogspot.com <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Friday, April 18, 2008 6:56 PM CDT

HAYDEN,

HOPE U ARE MAKING THE MOST OF EVERY SECOND OF YOUR SR. YEAR!!!!!!!
WISHING U THE VERY BEST!!!!!!!
BE SAFE AND CONTINUE TO F.R.O.G.(FULLY RELY ON GOD)

JUDY
- Friday, April 18, 2008 7:17 AM CDT

Tina,Thanks for continuing to journal,you are so inspiring to us all!!Congrats to Hayden and Whitney,I know you must be so proud!!Keeping your family in my prayers.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, April 12, 2008 9:06 PM CDT

Praying over here in Arkansas...
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 9:32 PM CDT

Tina,

Just wanted to let you know that you are in prayers.

Steph
Stephanie Munch <skmccc@verizon.net>
Cartersville, GA - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 2:02 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know you're in my prayers.
Adrienne <acterrebonne@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, April 9, 2008 10:36 AM CDT

lifting you in prayer today!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 1:43 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Dina Bowers <dbowers@GerdauAmeristeel.com>
Jackson, TN - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 12:48 AM CDT

Praying for you....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 9:05 AM CDT

I was just thinking about you guys today and thought I would say hi. I hope that things start to turn up for you, Tina. Warm wishes coming your way!
Whitney Morse <whitney.morse@stjude.org>
Dallas, TX - Monday, April 7, 2008 11:30 AM CDT

Tina, I've never signed your guestbook before, but I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you. Wish I had some wonderful words that would ease your pain, but I don't. Just know that I think Stanton is a BEAUTIFUL child and I can see why your heart hurts so bad. God knows too and He hurts with you. May His peace that passes all understanding fill your heart.
jenny
Orofino, ID USA - Monday, April 7, 2008 11:14 AM CDT

Tina, I continue to check on your daily and pray for you. I can't even begin to imagine what your life is like loosing your child. I do know what it's like to watch them go out on their own and some days are easier then others. I wish I had some great words of wisdom but alas all I can think is God promises to never leave us so he is there for you so just hang on.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Monday, April 7, 2008 11:00 AM CDT

you are always in my thoughts and prayers. this morning I read about Stanton on angel Jake Rayborn's aunt Mo's blog. She showed the statue dedicated to Stanton in her garden.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 7, 2008 10:33 AM CDT

Tina: I check on you daily and I keep Stanton close. Always having you in my prayers.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Monday, April 7, 2008 9:13 AM CDT

I was just going to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you. I was surprised that you had updated.
I pray that God will heal your heart and send you much PEACE.
I have followed Ethan's site since the beginning, his family is in my prayers.
You have "shared" yourself with me for a couple of years now and I can now share myself with you, www.zhohn.blogspot.com.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Sunday, April 6, 2008 9:29 PM CDT

Still thinking of you and praying for you often. I have followed for so many years and am glad that you still journal. We all get down and in a funk, but I know you will find your way out. Good to hear Hayden is doing so well.
Lisa
- Sunday, April 6, 2008 9:06 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello. Bentley is adorable..now that will keep you all busy. Thinking of you all often and so sorry for all the sad times you are feeling. Hope your little angel makes you smile.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Eddy
Marcellus, NY - Sunday, April 6, 2008 7:58 PM CDT

Tina - just checking in to see if you had posted :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 6:19 PM CDT

Hi Tina! You're still following me around during my travels! I heard you on th Country Cares Radiothon in Alexandria yesterday. Can't wait to see/hear you somewhere else on the road.
Julie McEachern <Julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Friday, April 4, 2008 9:58 AM CDT

To:Lisa Wall Cortez
Just to let you know that we daily pray for your well being.
Lee Torres and fam <leetorres1@gmail.com>
Cerritos, Ca USA - Sunday, March 30, 2008 7:26 PM CDT

Tina,
I enjoyed reading your post. I wanted to let you know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, March 30, 2008 9:22 AM CDT

Thinking of you and yours,and keeping ya'll in my daily prayers.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, March 28, 2008 10:16 PM CDT

Haven't checked in for a long time, but you have been on my mind. Stanton was such an awesome kid and I can certainly understand missing him so much. Don't worry about Hayden you will always be a huge part of his life and a door will open that will fit into that life just perfectly. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge. net>
Argenta, IL USA - Thursday, March 27, 2008 9:28 AM CDT

Oh, those are some big paws on that puppy! :0) He is so cute. We have 3 dogs and one learned today to jump their pen.....it took him a year to do it, but he can do it.
Cheri
Olympia, WA usa - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 5:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you still. We are here, never think that noone is reading/listening to you. Stanton touched so many lives, mine being one of them. Thank you again for sharing his/your journey with us. You are on my mind all the time. Believing.
Kori <kirb77_95@yahoo.com>
West Monroe, La - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 4:26 PM CDT

Tina,

I'm sorry that I haven't signed in awhile. I have been stopping by to check on you all. I hope you all had a blessed Easter.

Steph
Stephanie <skmccc@verizon.net>
Cartersville, GA - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 3:20 PM CDT

Tina, I just read your note to Stanton today and it has touched my heart. Just want to let you know that you and your family are always on my mind and as I read your journals I am forever touched by you. I know you don't know me very well but your mother was a special person to both of my children at Richardson and I feel I know you as well and I am thinking of you.
Debbie and Tenney Branch <debinminden@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, March 24, 2008 3:18 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know that I'm thinking of you today.
HAPPY EASTER.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Sunday, March 23, 2008 6:58 PM CDT

I'm sure Stanton will find the golden egg on his egg hunt!
Cheri
Olympia, WA usa - Friday, March 21, 2008 10:32 AM CDT

wishing you a Happy Easter
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 19, 2008 5:06 PM CDT

Tina - Stanton is NEVER far from my mind.....and neither are you!! Just checking in to say "hi" and that I'm thinking of you! With love and continued blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Thinking about you guys and praying, too.

With love,
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 0:08 AM CDT

I am thinking of you too and praying for you.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 18, 2008 8:10 PM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 17, 2008 11:44 AM CDT

Hi Tina. Thanks so much for your sweet not on our guestbook. I have continued to follow your journey since right before Stanton earned his wings. I agree that all those words about your faith and strength do not make any of it any easier, nor do we feel any "worthier' but you are someone that I have admired. I too can't believe that Hayden is going to college. Everyday I just want to scream "stop" and have the world just get stuck for awhile. It all goes too fast!! Thanks for continuing to share your heart and reaching out to others. We angel moms have to continue to lift one another up and remind ourselves that we are never alone in our journeys even though it may often feel that way.

Much love, hope, courage and hugs to you

Carol
Carol Miller <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, ky - Sunday, March 16, 2008 6:12 PM CDT

I check your website out 2 times a week, just not very good at signing in. Sorry! The puppy is adorable. Have a good day.

Laurie B <laurieb@pmcpole.com>
Columbus , NE - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 9:10 AM CDT

I still check the website at least 1 to 2 times a week. Sometimes more. Don't sign very often though. I find most of the time I just send a prayer to God for your family and tell God to tell Stanton that he is still in my thoughts. Hope things are going ok and the happy moments outnumber the sad. Congratulations on the new addition to your family. Our family use to raise bulldogs and I know what great companions they can be. Don't let the reality of Hayden growing up get to you. You've taught him well and he'll always be there with you(in person or in spirit) ~Once someone enters your heart they never leave~
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
Mendota, IL - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

Always checking in on you to hear what's latest with your sweet family. I can't believe that Hayden is already off to college. Wow! I pray for this new chapter in your life to be an exciting one for all of you. The puppy is precious....now will he go with Hayden or stay with you all?
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 9:07 AM CDT

We still read your journals weekly and pray for you and your family often. We love you
Chassidy & John Satterfield <chassidy.satterfield@stjude.org>
Norman, Ok - Monday, March 10, 2008 11:42 AM CDT

Hi Tina,

I still check in all of the time. Sorry I have been bad about leaving a note. I've been kind of busy, I just moved from Tampa, FL to Cartersville, GA to be closer to my family. Still keeping you in prayer always.

Steph
Steph <skmccc@verizon.net>
Cartersville, Ga - Sunday, March 9, 2008 9:56 PM CDT

The new puppy it too cute!

jer
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, March 9, 2008 8:05 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
We still check your site often but don't always sign. I sometimes feel the same way about Ryan's site. You made me realize that I do the very same thing when I go to other sites by not signing. Anyway, Jeff and I were talking the other day about how hard it must be for you guys to see Hayden moving on to college. I pray you find strength during this new transition in your lives. Know that we still care.
Jeff and Amy Breedlove (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Sunday, March 9, 2008 12:42 AM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 9, 2008 11:12 AM CDT

Tina, I am another one who checks in at the website regularly but do not sign in at the guest book. I am really enjoying working with your sister, Jamie, this year. She is a real joy! I know you are proud of Hayden and all of his accomplishments. I have one in college so I know the transition that you are facing. It is a new and exciting phase of life for both of you. God bless you richly.
Patty Hutto <phutto@websterpsb.org>
Minden, LA USA - Saturday, March 8, 2008 8:39 PM CST

I still check on your site often but don't sign in as often as I check. Your post today really hit home with me as my son went away to college 2 years ago. It has been an amazing transition in our relationship and the best one yet. I really admire his strengths (because they couldn't be more different than my own!!) and have to admit I don't know that I really noticed them when he was at home. He visits often and I treasure that time but I am so very proud of the man I see him becoming. I am still hoping maturity and responsibility kick in any day but until then I enjoy his spirit. I am sure Hayden will do well and it sounds as if Bently will be well taken care of. Hayden, good luck in school. You have dealt with more than most 18 year olds will in a lifetime but you can know that you are well prepared for this stage of your life!

btaylor <btaylor@firn.edu>
near panama city , florida - Saturday, March 8, 2008 7:10 AM CST

Tina-
I check every few days, but rarely leave a message. Just wanted to let you know that I think about you, your family, and Stanton often. Bently is such a great name!! Especially for an English Bulldog.

Sending love,
Kristen

PS. I hear that song a lot, it's very moving.
Kristen Smith <knsmith5@spartan.uncg.edu>
Greensboro, NC - Friday, March 7, 2008 10:34 PM CST

Please add your link to this site:

Lori Matthews <loria.matthews@gmail.com>
Livingston, TN USA - Friday, March 7, 2008 9:51 PM CST

Hello Tina, I am sorry I haven't written in the guestbook in awhile!! I check on you atleast three times a week if not more! Just don't sign the guestbook! But thought I would tonite! I am glad to hear Hayden got a puppy they are soo sweet we have MANY dogs! AS Always Praying for your family
Kim Winkler <kimwinkler70@hotmail.com>
Springhill, La - Friday, March 7, 2008 9:11 PM CST

Not family, but I do think of yours often. I have a new puppy named Bently also. He is almost 1 month old. Great choice of a name.
Raybecca
Dallas, TX - Friday, March 7, 2008 4:54 PM CST

Still Here!
Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC - Friday, March 7, 2008 1:18 PM CST

I have never signed, but I check daily. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers
Carole Jones <caroleanddarrell@academicplanet.com>
West Columbia, TX - Friday, March 7, 2008 12:16 AM CST

Still check on you a couple times a week. What a cute puppy
Stacey <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
Fargo, ND - Friday, March 7, 2008 11:55 AM CST

A new puppy! How exciting for Hayden. I am a huge pet lover and we have 3 dogs and 2 cats. I could have a 100 of each of I was allowed. :0)
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Friday, March 7, 2008 11:37 AM CST

Hayden! Go Bulldogs! You have certainly made the right choice and your mom and dad must be glad that you will be just down the road a few miles. Just ask O. H. He will tell you that I bleed red and blue. Know you are going to love Tech!! Special love and prayers for all of you.
Laurine <linniel@bellsouth.net>
Coushatta, LA USA - Friday, March 7, 2008 10:53 AM CST

I've never been one to sign guestbooks....but I still keep up with you guys and keep you near my heart... Please know you are thought of often... (((hugs))))
Liz <mom2kc2000@aol.com>
New Iberia, La - Friday, March 7, 2008 10:42 AM CST

Still here and still praying!
Melanie Ledford <melanie.ledford@verizon.net>
Highland Village, TX USA - Friday, March 7, 2008 9:56 AM CST

Tina, I'm one of the guilty ones who checks on you each day but never signs in.
I have to laugh a little at your reality check...I remember vividly taking my son to college. On his high school graduation cake we put "He's outta Here!" he was so ready to go and we were ready for him to go...then the big day came for mom to take him to the big college almost 4 hours away. I got there and he was off socializing and I cried all the way home! :-) A song came on the radio as I left the campus and it was a popular song in 92 about a mom taking her daughter to college. That just amazed me that this particular song would play just as I was leaving! It is hard to see them go but so fun to watch them grow.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Friday, March 7, 2008 9:56 AM CST

Tina:

I always check on you. My day is not complete unless I open your page and see Stanton's face and then go to see Emma Grace!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susan_terry@ml.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, March 7, 2008 9:33 AM CST

Still checking in on you all. And, no sense in lying - you are gonna miss this. But, how proud of Hayden you must be. Try not to think of this next new phase of his life as what is ending but the new opportunities to grow the relationship between you. He will never stop needing his mom, just broadening and stretching that relationship. Enjoy the puppy!
Janet
St. Louis, MO - Friday, March 7, 2008 8:46 AM CST

Tina, I am still here and still praying. Every time I hear the song from the website on the radio, I stop and pray for you. I should sign in more...we have a family blog and I know people check in (from my meter) but hardly ever sign. So I should do better myself. I cannot imagine yet (our oldest is only nine) how difficult it must be to watch with pride as your son matures but also know that big changes are coming for both of your lives. We will continue to pray you through this roller coaster ride of life...
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:17 PM CST

Hi there!
Yes I still check on you, although it's be FOREVER since I have signed. Still praying for you all as well. And the reality thing....yeah hit me today as well, right after getting off the phone with an aparment complex in Washington State for my son Jordan who will be going to college out there. We live in Delaware so that is a long 6 hour flight away! YIKES. But I so want this opportunity for him. I'll have to keep reminding myself of how much God has chosen this for him, and that HE is in control, the closer to August that we get.

Keep pressing on! Always thinking and praying for you guys!

Dawn W. Hastings ~ ^i^Brandon^i^, Jordan, & Seth's mom ~ www.caringbridge.org/de/brandonhastings <et8502@yahoo.com>
Milford, DE - Thursday, March 6, 2008 4:21 PM CST

Can't wait to see pics of the newest addition!
Praying for you and your family.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 4:02 PM CST

Tina, as a mother to two sons who are grown and have left the nest, I can say that it is a difficult transition, BUT some kids do come home lots in the freshman year.

I may not sign in much, but I do pray for all Stanton's precious family.

With Christian love:
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 3:17 PM CST

Just wanted you to know you are still in my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Thursday, March 6, 2008 2:19 PM CST

Hey Tina. I heard Hayden talking about the dog at the baseball game at Lakeside on Tuesday. He sounded really excited. Just wanted to let you know I'm still here and I still check the site every day. I will be having those leaving home days before I know it. TJ is a sophmore so it won't be long!! Hope you have a great afternoon.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 2:12 PM CST

Just wanted you to know that I keep your family in my prayers!!:)
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA. USA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 1:10 PM CST

You're in my thoughts and prayers.
I pray that all is well.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 11:22 PM CST

Tina - Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you. Please update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 8:21 PM CST

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

[Instrumental Break]

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.
Jennifer <levinsongirls@mac.com>
Leawood, KS 66224 - Thursday, February 28, 2008 7:27 AM CST

Dear Tina,

As I was writing my last journal entry, I thought of the Garth Brooks song you mentioned and almost included some of the lyrics. Knowing how your dance ended, the song has new significance. Thank you for continuing to spur others on when you could easily retreat in your own pain. I'm touched by your compassion and grieved for the loss of your irreplaceble and unforgettable boy.
Melissa Gibbs
- Monday, February 25, 2008 8:55 PM CST

Hello Tina ans family,
This is Cindy Wells (Dylan's mom) just wanted to say hi and let you know that I was thinking of you and Stanton and the family on your day. It is always a hard time for me so I'm sure is hard for you all to. I sent a balloon up for Stanton and Dylan the other day so I'm sure they were both laughing at that one.Well you all take care and I holler at you later.
Cindy Wells <c.wells38@yahoo.com>
Galena , ks cherokee - Thursday, February 21, 2008 2:27 PM CST

Just heard Stanton's story on the St. Jude radiothon here in Fort Smith, AR. Praying for you today.
Rae lynne Fowler
Fort Smith, AR USA - Thursday, February 21, 2008 11:07 AM CST

Myspace Graphics

Thinking of your family & STANTON!
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou

Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, La - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 1:22 PM CST

'forget about STANTON'??? Absolutely NOT!!! Hoping your week goes well
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 19, 2008 11:32 AM CST

Thinking and praying for you during this hard time. Stanton touched so many lives, he will be forever in my heart.
Kori <kirb77_95@yahoo.com>
West Monroe, La - Monday, February 18, 2008 11:03 AM CST

Hi Tina! I saw you and Stanton in Arkadelphia, AR on Valentine's Day! Yep I spent V Day in Arkadelphia. I was lying on the bed in the Comfort Inn and you and Stanton just showed up on TV. It was of course a St. Jude commercial and a great prize for me while I was miserable and away from home. Thinking of ya'll always - even in Arkadelphia!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Friday, February 15, 2008 12:09 AM CST

Thinking of you all during this difficult week. I pray that God is holding you close! I loved that story, I had not heard it.
Love to all,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:28 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton! Tina - thinking of you today and praying that a few beautiful angels have comforted you today.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:21 PM CST

Tina, Jeff & Hayden,

Just wanted to stop by to let you know that I'm think about you and Stanton. I'm sorry that I didn't stop by yesterday, but please know that you all were in my thoughts and prayers. It was very fitting that Stanton was born on the day that we celebrate love, because he was full of love.

Stephanie
Stephanie Munch <skmccc@verizon.net>
Cartersville, GA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:10 PM CST

Thinking of you with my heart bursting full of love! I miss you so much, HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON! You will be in my heart forever!
a friend <carolcolby@cfl.rr.com>
*******, ** - Thursday, February 14, 2008 6:29 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton. How amazing he was brought into this world on the day of LOVE!
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 6:02 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 14, 2008 1:03 PM CST

Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday dear Stanton....Happy Birthday to you!!!!!
Stacey <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
FARGO, nd - Thursday, February 14, 2008 12:43 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton.
Gina
Conyers, GA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 10:43 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!
Cheri
Olympia, WA usa - Thursday, February 14, 2008 10:26 AM CST

Happy Birthday to one of Heaven's sweetest Angels!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 10:25 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!
I love you and miss you very much!
You touched my life forever!
HEARTS to you Sweetie!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:58 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton ((HUGS)) and prayers to your family.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:32 AM CST

Happy Birthday, Stanton!
Thinking of you and your entire family! May God wrap His loving arms around you and fill you with many happy memories.
Love,

Chris & Melanie Earnhardt <cmefearnhardt@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:02 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!!! & Happy Valentine's Day!
We miss your precious smile so much!

Crystal Kirkland-Beach <crystal.d.beach@monsanto.com>
Boyle, MS - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:55 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!!!!!!!! I IMAGINE THAT YOUR BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN WILL BE FILLED WITH SO MUCH JOY AND FUN FOR YOU. IF POSSIBLE SEND MOM AND DAD A SIGN THAT YOU ARE C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-I-N-G IT IN AN AWESOME WAY AS WE ALL KNOW YOU ARE. GIVE EMMA GRACE, MADELYN, BIG BEN, ZOIE, JAKE-JAKE, AMAZING JACOB, AND ALL THE REST OF THE CHILDREN HUGS FOR US AND TELL THEM WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER SOMEDAY. SENDING YOU BIRTHDAY HUGS FROM EARTH ALL THE WAY TO HEAVEN.
STILL BELIEVING,
TRACY WALLS
CLEVELAND, MS - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:13 AM CST

Happy Birthday and Happy Angelversary Stanton!
Love and Prayers to your family. I am a friend of Hallie Beth.

Kaye Boquet <kboquet@nls.k12.la.us>
Winnsboro, LA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 7:39 AM CST

Happy Birthday, Stanton. Thinking of all of you each and every day. Take care of one another.
Susan and Scott <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Thursday, February 14, 2008 7:00 AM CST

Each of you are in our thoughts and prayers today, tomorrow, everyday.....May many wonderful memories come to mind today as you have the balloon release. Thru the pain may you each embrase the good times. May God bless you all. Our love, Rodger & Becky
Rodger & Becky Anderson <Ironhorse1964@aol.com>
Minden, La - Thursday, February 14, 2008 1:48 AM CST

Praying for you this week and always.keeping the other St.Jude families in my prayers,also.Loved the snow story!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 9:45 PM CST

Tina,
I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. I hope that you will find peace with the many happy memories that you have shared about Stanton. Thinking of you even more these next two days.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 9:25 PM CST

Remembering all of you now and always. May you be blessed with much peace and comfort.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 7:17 PM CST

Thinking of you and darling Stanton.
Gina
Conyers, GA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 5:48 PM CST

Dear Tina, I read your page in the past..through another child's site, a child being treated at St Jude's. I was so touched by your courage and faith. I don't know what drew me to Stanton's page today...I really didn't remember this date as significant. I was stunned. I had to write and tell you that I did say the prayer that you requested and for all of the children whose journey I follow. I check in on them and pray for them because it keeps me remembering that my life is easy..even when I think it's hard. God Bless all of the parents of these children and angels.
Diane Jones
- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 4:15 PM CST

Dear Haynes Family,
I know it's been a while, but don't worry, I think of/pray for you guys often and read the webpage frequently. I still feel blessed to be one of the lucky people that Stanton touched in very special way, and I wanted to reassure you that, because of that, I will always remember him. I know that the next few days will be difficult, so I'll be praying hard for all of you. All my best.
Love, Gerhard <barone@jepson.gonzaga.edu>
Spokane, WA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 2:16 PM CST

We are still here for you Tina:) I hope that you are able to remember the happy days with Stanton over the next couple of days. I am sure it is rough. Thinking of you today as you remember his angelversary. My church is having a LOVE service tonight and they are handing out valentine balloons. I already know where mine will be going tonight.....I hope he does not mind pink......smile:) God Bless you.....Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 1:09 PM CST

Thinking of you.
Jackie
Ruston, LA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 11:58 AM CST

Thinking of you today and tomorrow.
Cheri
Olympia, wa - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 10:15 AM CST

I am thinking of you and praying for God's peace and comfort to surround you today--and everyday, of course.
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 9:50 AM CST

Praying for you today. I will always remember Stanton!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 9:44 AM CST

(((( HUGS )))), much love and prayers to all of you!!
Great story Tina - that's Stanton for ya'!
I will NEVER forget my little buddy with that sweet smile and beautiful eyes! What an ANGEL!!!!
Many, many blessings to you....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 8:42 AM CST

Praying for you and thinking of your little Man.......

I hope these days treat you gently.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 6:14 AM CST

Praying, praying, praying.

Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 0:04 AM CST

Lifting you in prayer this week and always. Hoping that you're feeling "held" during this time.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 8:47 PM CST

Thinking of you all and remembering precious Stanton.
With Love,
Lisa Eddy
Lisa Eddy <rsrmine1@twcny.rr.com>
marcellus, ny - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 7:15 PM CST

hard to believe................three years. thinking about ALL of you;Tina,Jeff,Haydon,Grandparents,Aunts,Uncles and cousins.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 12, 2008 5:48 PM CST

Three years...it seems like just yesterday. I have checked your site for a long time before Stanton became and angel and am still here daily, praying for you all. God be with you and hold you close the next couple days.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 3:56 PM CST

No great words of wisdom, just letting you all know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, especially this week.
Janet
St. Louis, MO USA - Monday, February 11, 2008 9:19 AM CST

...even Jesus prayed to God in Matthew 26:39, "Oh My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will." Asking that God keep death from him, because He didn't want to die, but He was willing if that was God's Will. You prayed for your child's life as Jesus prayed for His very own.........
Diana
- Monday, February 11, 2008 8:47 AM CST

You are amazing! Angel Stanton is so blessed to have such a wonderful Mommy. Never doubt yourself.... You are truly an inspiration to me and so many others. Thank you for the post...I really needed to read that this morning.
God bless you,
Leslie Ellenburg

Leslie - Mom to Jared, Katie and Grayson <leslie_ellenburg@tneb.uscourts.gov>
Greeneville, TN - Monday, February 11, 2008 8:02 AM CST

Tina- wonderful post - thank you!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, February 10, 2008 7:14 AM CST

Thank you for being so open and honest. It makes others who are struggling with this same feeling know that they are not alone and that yes, Jesus even questioned the will of God. It helps to be reminded of that. God continue to bless you daily.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, Wa - Friday, February 8, 2008 10:45 AM CST

Well done Tina!!! This is something I struggle with ALL the time. I know God's Will is the ultimate, but I have a very hard time accepting it and "going with it". This entry really put things into perspective for me - Thanks!
Hope you all have a great weekend - Miss ya...coming back to Philly anytime soon?!? :):):)
Love ya,
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, February 8, 2008 10:25 AM CST

Tina,
I heard you speak of Stanton today on a St. Jude radio-thon. I just wanted to let you know how much it touched me. You are an amazing woman doing amazing things in memory of your son.
Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 8, 2008 9:15 AM CST

Tina....your entry is sooo true, yet I know it is so hard to let go and let God sometimes. I am always inspired when I come to your journal:) I hope you all have a great weekend:) Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Friday, February 8, 2008 8:50 AM CST

Precious Tina, your journal entry was awesome with the quote and your own comments. You were brave to be so transparent about your feelings and your spirtual struggles. If we are honest, we have all had, or will have Gethsemane experiences to deal with. As growing Christians, we want God's will to prevail, but sometimes our will does not lie along the same path. That is when the "faith factor" comes into play.

When I was a teen, my pastor told a story about knowledge vs faith. He said that there was a gondola which spanned a large gorge between two mountains. The gondola was brand new state of the art. It had been tested in the lab and constructed with care. The engineers all were sure in their knowledge that it would safely take folks from one side of the gorge to the other; however, until those men got into the car suspended by cable to ride over the deep chasm they were only exhibiting knowledge. When they got on the gondola and rode it over the gorge trusting their lives to the machine, then they showed their personal FAITH in the machine and its engineers, builders and operators. Knowledge is knowing that a sturdy chair will hold us up; faith is sitting in the chair.

That is what we do when we say in our prayers, "Not our will, but thine be done!" We are trusting our lives and the lives of our dearest loved ones (for eternity) with God. It is hard to realize and accept that HE loves all those whom we treasure most even more than we do, but HIS WORD says this is true. That is why we can trust HIM to bring us through our Gethsemane, and on to glory in the end.

Your willingness to share this quote and your personal comments with your web site readers is a wonderful wittness to our God's love and your faith in HIM.

With Christian love:
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 11:17 PM CST

Tina, your words touched me very deeply today. I can not imagine the pain you are feeling, but you're right - God's will would have been done no matter what you had prayed. He knew your heart then when Stanton was so sick and He knows your heart now. We can never hide our feelings from Him. It's so hard to understand why things happen - I think we all struggle with that concept on some level - but we must remember that His ways are not our ways. He loves us and cares for us and He WILL bring good from our hurtful situations. We are continuing to pray for you and your family.
Adrienne and Peter <acterrebonne@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, February 7, 2008 1:09 PM CST

I had a great weekend with the Haynes fam! I am a complainer and when I get tired, I look at ya'll for inspiration. I feel blessed to be a part of such a wonderful event manned by such wonderful people! Thanks for everything!!! Especially the music, Britney!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 10:19 PM CST

Well, I guess I did not win the Mercedes, but I am hearing rumor that the auction was a HHHHHHHHUUUUUUGGGGGGGEEEEEEEE success. I am so happy. I am praying for you and your whole family as I am sure this is not an easy time of the year for you. I hope you know that Stanton is alive in the hearts of many and his spirit will never leave those who loved him. Let us know how you are doing ok? Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 6:35 AM CST

WOOHOO!! What a weekend and what a record breaker! I am so proud of our neck of the woods! Minden truely loves St. Jude. Just wanted to say hi and I'm thinking about you. I know Stanton is soooo proud!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 12:33 AM CST

Hi Tina-I know you must be so proud of your little hometown at the enormous amount of money they raised for St.Jude!! I am sure your Stanton is proud too!!It is my hope that one day we won't be able to do this anymore because a cure will be found!!I just want you to know that I keep you and your family in my prayers.
Libby Kokino <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, February 4, 2008 11:21 PM CST

Just letting you know that I am praying for you and your family!
Kathryn Randle <katrandle3@aol.com>
Minden, LA - Sunday, February 3, 2008 6:00 PM CST

Thinking of you this weekend. I have already been to the Minden St Jude website and if I am lucky I am gonna be driving that Mercedes:) I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers this weekend. I was just at Maddie's site Brandi spoke of Stanton, Zoie and Emma Grace and I am sure those sweet angels welcomed Miss Madelyn into their heavenly kingdom with smiles and mischief. I am praying for you as I am sure the loss of each child opens up the wounds all over again:( I hope the auction goes well...........and I am keeping you in my thoughts:) Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Saturday, February 2, 2008 11:43 AM CST

have a great weekend
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 2, 2008 10:25 AM CST

thinking about you today!!!!
Love You,
Staci
Staci Raborn <don@jakesfoundation.org>
- Friday, February 1, 2008 10:26 PM CST

STANTON IS STILL IN MY HEART I GO TO RICHARDSON AND I AM 10 THIS YEAR IN 2008 ARE SCOOL RAISED 10,O50 FOR ST.JUDE AND HE WILL ALL WAYS BE IN MY HEART!!!!!
BROOKE SHAFFER <NANASHAF@YAHOO.COM>
MINDEN, LA USA - Friday, February 1, 2008 3:49 PM CST

Tina, Jeff and Hayden, I have already begun praying about this month of difficult and precious anniversaries in February.

We will continue to lift all of Stanton's loved ones to the only source of real comfort in this situation; God.
His Holy Spirit is the spring of peace for a trembling heart. Look to HIM.

With much love through our Lord:

Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 6:23 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I got an email letting me know that the Minden St. Jude Auction has begun! I will be heading to the site shortly to buy some raffle tickets.
I love knowing that I can help, even being so far away.
Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 1:44 PM CST

Just letting you know you have been in my thoughts and prayers the last few days. As the Minden Auction approaches, I know lots of emotions begin for you all. What a fun weekend and great cause we contribute to! But oh how I which we didn't have to...that we didn't have this horrible beast that attacts these beautiful children. Know that we are praying God's grace to carry you through the coming days and weeks. May he fill you with strength and wonderful memories of a precious blonde haired boy!
Much love~~
Melanie Earnhardt <cmefearnhardt@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, January 29, 2008 5:19 PM CST

Hi Tina -
I am still reading your journal and praying for your family.
Tanya
tanya <spryt@dominos.com>
ann arbor, mi us - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 12:48 AM CST

Hey there. Sorry for not visiting in a while I was in Thailand visiting my son.
Looks like I have some catching up with your Journal. Will be reading it tonight.
Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you your family and angel Stanton

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 28, 2008 6:32 PM CST

Still reading everyday even though I don't sign. Miss you all so much. Will be thinking of you and praying for you this next month.
Love you,
Sarah
Sarah Ortiz <sarah.ortiz@stjude.org>
- Sunday, January 27, 2008 8:54 AM CST

tina
i posted something for the first time in a long time on hallies website
its something i think you would like and might want to share
i hope you get a chance to listen
its about 25 minutes
i could have sat all day and listened
still walking the walk with you---- beth ann gravelle
(www.caringbridge.org/la/hallie)
beth ann gravelle <joegravelle@bellsouth.net>
Winnsboro, la - Friday, January 25, 2008 9:34 AM CST

Tina - I check in often, but do not always sign the guestbook. I just wanted you to know that many of us still check in, really enjoy reading your posts, but unfortunately don't always take time to sign the guestbook. Hope you're having a good week.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 8:47 PM CST

Thanks for sharing "A Pair of Shoes". Can't wait for more info on the auction.
Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 5:54 PM CST

Dropping by to let you know that I'm thinking of you.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 1:29 PM CST

Yes - I am one who still checks in - Stanton is still touching my heart. How proud of Hayden you must be. Found this on another child's site and thought of you. Hang in there and keep holding to His hand.

A Pair of Shoes

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some people are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No one deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger person.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a person who has lost a child.
Janet
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 8:03 AM CST

Tina and Jeff-the two of you were amazing the night Stanton was lovingly embraced by our Savior!!! You did EVERYTHING perfectly. You gave and gave and gave to "notnats" as he liked being called in those last few days and for that there is no higher praise. Stanton was blessed to have the two of you chosen by our Father to walk him along his difficult road...and most definitely you blessed by him. You are still remembered so very often. You and your family will always be special to me!
Candice Duffy <candice.duffy@stjude.org>
Memphis, TN - Monday, January 21, 2008 0:58 AM CST

tina or jeff tell hayden to go too oriellys there in minden,and talk to sherri vaughn.let me know and i will call her im back at oreillys in kilgore and may have a little pull sherri worked with me in springhill for a little while,but ill do what i can. i hope the auction goes really well this year,we are planning on coming over for the weekend,we dont have that over here but minden will always be home.anyways be safe and have fun.
darrell

darrell johns <d.johns00@yahoo.com>
kilgore, tx - Sunday, January 20, 2008 0:53 AM CST

Tina, Just wanted to let you know that we are still reading the journals and still here!!! You are tied to us forever through heart strings. I am glad that you had some peace last night when talking about Stanton's passing. I want to share with you that I will never get the picture of Stanton laying on Jeff's chest and you at their side the last time I saw Stanton this side of Heaven. The room was full of family and friends. As heart broken and overwhelming sad as each of us were with the knowledge of what was to come, there was a special peace and abiding love in that room. I can only imagine what the room will be like when we all see Stanton again. I know in my heart that it will be beyond what we can even comprehend. Never second guess your decisions, God was in that room that day and love was beyond measure. We love you and care...always
Donna & Floyd
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
Collierville, TN - Thursday, January 17, 2008 10:30 AM CST

I am reading and praying for you always!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
Minden, - Thursday, January 17, 2008 9:42 AM CST

I still check in. We just brought home a new son (adoption) so my computer time is limited, but I do read even when I don't sign! I am so glad that you were blessed with that visit and the whole experience last night. It sounds like God orchestrated something you really needed. I continue to pray for your strength and peace.
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 10:13 PM CST

keep it on going..........

Always thinking about you. Your faith is truly an inspiration to many. i think that's why so many still come to give you support
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 16, 2008 12:59 AM CST

Hey Tina. I'm glad you are going to keep up the journal. I check it every day. I know you must question the way things went, but I know you did them just as Stanton wanted. And I also know he is in Heaven thanking you now. I'm ready for the auction too! Kimberly has been looking in every corner and under every thing for change to take to school. Those kids are amazing at the love they show for St. Jude!! Have a great week.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 12:33 AM CST

Hi Tina. I had been checking the site for an update. It's nice to know that everyone is doing well. I'm glad that you and Jeff were able to visit with other adults and you were able to speak about Stanton's death with peace. I'm sure as a human there was guilt and question of your decisions but I know that God was there to lead and guide you. And the most important thing is that you fulfilled Stanton's wishes.
I'm excited about the Auction, although I don't live close, I always buy raffle tickets online.
I will continue to visit Stanton's site as long as you're writing.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 12:07 AM CST

I found your site when my grandson was dx. in 2004, I con't to check on Stanton and Emma Grace sites, It helped to read how you all made it through such a devastating time in all your lives, My ^BJ^ has now been gone 15mths, and it is so hard, He is forever "5"! It still helps me to come to your sites because sometimes you think you are the only one feeling the way I feel somedays, then i can come to your site and see that we're not alone. You and Trish have helped so many people!! We thank you for con't to share in your journey!
^BJs^ mamaw forever
Ky - Sunday, January 13, 2008 1:05 PM CST

Precious Tina. I was reading in Psalms today and these verses stood out to me.

Psalm 31: 23 O love the LORD, all ye his saints: for the LORD preserveth the faithful, and plentifully rewardeth the proud doer.
24 Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.

That entire chapter (31) in Psalms is so good and a powerful message.

I think of you very often and EVERY time I do, I pray for you and all sweet Stanton's loved ones. I am sure that Hayden's senior year seems like it is flying by to you. People do not realize what a life step it is to launch your child into the world. For you as Hayden's parents, it must be a pleasure to see what a super young man he has grown into! You have done a great job, in very difficult circumstances. No parent ever does a perfect job (I know I did not), but we have to ask our wonderful Heavenly Father to fill in the gaps (HE is perfect and powerful, too).

Well, I better cut off this sermon and get some breakfast for my crew who is in town for my birthday.

With lots of love:
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Saturday, January 12, 2008 9:03 AM CST

Precious Ones, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!� Of course, this is late, but look who's sending you these wishes.� I love you all and wish you the best for 2008.� I hope to see you at the Minden Auction.� I've been saving my money.� Love you muchly,
ShugII <shug65@suddenlink.net>
- Thursday, January 10, 2008 11:17 PM CST

Dear Tina, remembering all of you today, and every day. I go to Stanton's page just to see his beautiful little face. It always makes me smile! When we go to St. Jude, i can still see Stanton, Emma Grace, and Zoie in the hallways. Best wishes for 2008... God loves you!!! shari
SHARI BREEDLOVE /tn/ryanbreedlove <exell@ecsis.net>
dyersburg, tn usa - Thursday, January 10, 2008 8:38 AM CST

Tina -
I didn't realize the guestbook was back functioning. Who couldn't help but remember and think of Stanton - for me, I remember him so well at the baseball games and kept us in stiches!
I love and miss talking with you - our boys will be graduated for long

Trace and William Vaughan <tvaughan@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, January 8, 2008 12:16 AM CST

Tina,
I just want you to know I think about Stanton alot. Thank you so much for sharing your family with us. I began reading your journal in 2004 and decided at that time I had to do more for St. Jude. It is because of you and Stanton I got to experience one of the most wonderful events in my life. I went to the St. Jude Marathon in December. What a wonderful blessing it was seeing all those people running for a cure. I'm sorry I didn't get to meet you there but I will see you in Minden at the auction. And Tina, we could never forget your Stanton.
Charlene
Homer, LA - Monday, January 7, 2008 4:44 PM CST

Oh how that quote about memories is so true! Praying that you and your family will have a wonderful year.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, January 7, 2008 4:17 PM CST

Tina, I can't imagine how the pain could get easier? I have never experienced the loss of a child, but I have always said, I can't imagine going on if I ever did. Now, I do know, you need to for your other children and family, but the emotions just seem like they would take over and make each hard to get through. I have alot of families I check on and I can honestly say, you are a bunch of amazing people. the strength you have and the love you are so sure to show your babies. They are all very lucky to have such wonderful parents. I hope you will be able to find some peace and keep those memories alive!
Lisa Eddy <rsrmine1@twcny.rr.com>
Marcellus, NY - Monday, January 7, 2008 10:08 AM CST

Hi Mrs.Tina. This is Ashley Garrett. I was just thinking about you the other day and i just thought i would stop by and leave you a comment. I just wanted to let you know that i think about Stanton often and how he has impacted my life. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking about and praying for you and your family. I hope you have a wonderful new year.
In His Hands,
Ashley
ashley garrett <bcsgirl92@aol.com>
collierville, tn USA - Saturday, January 5, 2008 5:03 PM CST

Tina, I'm not sure you remember me or not. I am Sarah's friend, and sat with you at her rehearsal dinner. I check on you often and still keep you and the many others, who have lost your babies far too early, in my prayers every day. By now, I don't really even need to go into detail with God anymore. I can just say your name and the name of the many others, and he knows what I'm asking for. Many days I have prayed that time will help to ease your pain and through this unbelievable grief, you will find joy again. I do not know what it is like to lose a child... I can only imagine that the agony of their loss is so deep and leaves such a very empty hole. I know that absolutely nothing will fill Stanton's place in your heart. Yet, I also know that nothing will take the place of the memories he left behind.

I read this quote a couple of months ago and thought I would share it with you.

"Memories...
They bring smiles to our faces, tears to our eyes, and sometimes both at the same time. Losing a loved one is devastating, but we have all been left with a special gift - our memories. They are often the only things we have left after that special person is gone. Though at times they may be painful to think about, with them, our loved ones remain a part of us forever."

Helen Keller said, "What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us."

Take comfort in your memories Tina, because they will definitely be a part of you forever.

Thinking of you now and always,
Carrie

Carrie Douglas <onerebfan@comcast.net>
Lakeland, TN - Friday, January 4, 2008 9:16 PM CST

I continue to check on your family and send prayers up on your behalf. I can so NOT relate to how life must be without your sweet little one and know that no words can ease that pain; however, I am reminded of what a glorious day it will be when you are with him once again in Heaven. I am so very thankful for the grace that will allow that to happen.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Thursday, January 3, 2008 1:42 PM CST

I still check in on you, Tina. My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine the loss, or ever getting used to it. But something that I have taken from your journal entries over the years is that you are a strong person. You have to be to endure what you have. I would never be so bold as to tell you what to do or how to live. I will only say that I keep you in my prayers that you can find joy in the little things, and that you feel a purpose and can find something each day to smile about. I have 2 boys, 16 and almost 7. I have always felt a bond with you in that way. My heart breaks for you, but it also has so much hope for you. None of us knows what tomorrow will bring. I pray for you to allow yourself to find happiness. I wish I had a magic wand--it would be worn out by now. Blessing to you, Tina and your family.
Susan Faulkner <susangf2@comcast.net>
Schaefferstown, PA - Thursday, January 3, 2008 9:41 AM CST

(((((HUGS)))))
Never EVER forgetting...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Thursday, January 3, 2008 9:18 AM CST

Sending lots of love and hugs your way. I wish I had some words of healing or a magical potion to make you not so sad, but I don't. :( Just know that there are many people who still remember Stanton and your family, even as another year is upon us.
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 10:48 PM CST

Praying for you and your family as we start another new year.The St.Jude Minden Auction will soon be upon us,another record to fall,hopefully!Just know that I check Stanton's site,daily and continue to pray for his sweet family.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, January 2, 2008 9:29 PM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers today and always.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 8:29 PM CST

My heart goes out to you as you struggle with the emotions of forgetting a moment of your precious son. The beauty of this caringbridge site allows you to reflect back on each memory of Stanton. Please know that many people are continuing to pray for your strength.
Angel
Monroe, GA - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 2:39 PM CST

Memories.....cherish them forever!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 1:29 PM CST

Hi Tina! I'm praying for you today - that the memories will certainly still be there, but that they won't hurt so much. I'm certain that none of us will ever forget Stanton.
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 11:21 AM CST

Happy New Year. I'm sorry that you are experiencing more pain this year over years past. In your heart you know that you will never forget Stanton or those details...I believe you're creating more stress for yourself by fearing those memory lapses.I'm not in your shoes so with that said, I will continue to keep you in my prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 2, 2008 11:17 AM CST

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