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Hope all of you had a great Christmas.
May 2008 bring much joy and happiness.
Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, December 31, 2007 0:20 AM CST

Thinking Of you this Holiday Season! God Bless!
Love~Hugs~Prayers from S.C.
Darline Rollins <drollins07@yahoo.com>
Kershaw, S.C. - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 0:49 AM CST

Wishing you a Merry Christmas!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 3:32 PM CST

Just dropping by to wish you and your family a Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year!
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 8:48 PM CST

CHRISTmas Blessings to you all!!!!
Love you...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, December 24, 2007 11:30 AM CST

Merry Christmas Tina and Family:) I hope that Hayden's appointment went well and that you are able to enjoy the love of family and friends this christmas. God Bless you:) Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 2:35 PM CST

I hope you and your famiy have a wonderful Christmas.
May you be blessed with much peace and happiness in the coming year.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Friday, December 21, 2007 9:35 PM CST

Merry Merry, Haynes family! I'm always thinking about all of you!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Friday, December 21, 2007 11:25 AM CST

Merry Christmas Tina, Jeff, Hayden and Angel Stanton!!! Wishing you guys a very Merry Christmas and a New Year filled with so much joy it will overflow your hearts.
Believing,
The Walls
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:03 AM CST

Merry Christmas to you and your entire family
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 20, 2007 5:07 PM CST

I am praying for you tonight.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 19, 2007 0:14 AM CST

My heart sunk when I read about Stanton's stocking hanging empty. I was reading another caringbridge site and they still hung their son's stocking, but they would put giftcards, books and small items in it and take it to a local hospital for kids that were in the hospital. It was a way to still have the stocking, but it wasn't empty and they were doing something nice. Maybe that is something you could do in honor of Stanton??
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 11:26 AM CST

Your family is still in my thoughts and prayers.
Dina Bowers <dbowers@GerdauAmeristeel.com>
Medina, TN - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 8:21 AM CST

I still check Stanton's site,and pray for his family.I am going to have to go by the Angel Garden and see his tree.I cannot know how you feel but I do hope it helps to know that I pray for Stanton's family,daily.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, December 17, 2007 9:57 PM CST

I have been keeping up with your site and several other's for the last couple of years but have never signed any of the guest book's. Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and all of the other family's that have lost children. I know that this is a hard time for them. I know that with God's help you will make it through. Your in my thoughts and prayers this holiday season and all year.
Angie Butts <angiebutts36@hotmail.com>
Tyrone, Ga United States - Monday, December 17, 2007 11:14 AM CST

Hi Tina. I continue to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. May God send you much peace and comfort now and always. I wish Hayden much luck with his last semester of high school.
May you and your family have a blessed Christmas.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, December 17, 2007 11:08 AM CST

Mrs. Tina,

I still check on you daily and love to read your updates. You continue to amaze me and push me to go on with my life. I can completely understand how the holidays can be depressing. This is my first holiday as a married woman, but my second without both of my parents. There is a constant void in all that we do and 2 very important people missing at all of the family functions. I hope you have a WONDERFUL Christmas. Keep updating!!

Katie Pittenger Cobb
Katie Pittenger Cobb <katiecobb@comcast.net>
Collierville, TN USA - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:37 AM CST

Tina - another inspring update :) I still check in on you daily. I'm glad the guestbook is open again. I've missed writing to you!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, December 16, 2007 8:12 PM CST

Tina, I continue to check on the guestbook and think about you and your family always at this time of the year and all year. Patty Hutto
Patty Hutto <phutto@websterpsb.org>
Minden, LA USA - Sunday, December 16, 2007 8:12 AM CST

Yeah, the guestbook is open again. You are always in my prayers. Wishing you a blessed holiday season!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 14, 2007 10:34 PM CST

Hi Tina! I just wanted you to know that i am still thinking about you. I have just been bad about signing the guestbook. I am so proud of Hayden for completing the 1/2 marathon. I participated last year, and it is such a rewarding experinece knowing that you are running for such a great cause. Have a great weekend! You are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Friday, December 14, 2007 3:16 PM CST

Hey Tina. Just thought I would say hi and let you know you and your family are in my prayers this holiday season. I can only imagine how hard these times of the year are. I know Stanton is having a ball in heaven getting ready for Christmas! Can you imagine what Christmas Day will be like there???
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, December 13, 2007 11:53 AM CST

Good Morning, Tina. I have not signed in quite some time but check daily and continue to pray for you and your family. As you have reminded us all many times, we should all remember those things in our lives that are important and not focus so much on the trivial. I recently purchased a CD by the group "Point of Grace". This song is on there and I instantly thought of you when I heard it for the first time. I hope you enjoy the lyrics.

Verse 1:
Wake up to the sunlight
With your windows open
Don't hold in your anger or leave things unspoken
Wear your red dress
Use your good dishes
Make a big mess and make lots of wishes
Have what you want
But want what you have
And don't spend your life lookin' back

Chorus:
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
Cuz it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live

Verse 2:
So go to the ballgames
And go to the ballet
And go see your folks more than just on the holidays
Kiss all your children
Dance with your wife
Tell your husband you love him every night
Don't run from the truth
'Cause you can't get away
Just face it and you'll be okay

Chorus:
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud

Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live

Verse 3:
So give to the needy
And pray for the grieving
E'en when you don't think that you can
'Cause all that you do is bound to come back to you
So think of your fellow man
Make peace with God and make peace with yourself
'Cause in the end there's nobody else

Chorus
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
'Cause you won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live

'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live

Melanie Ledford <melanie.ledford@verizon.net>
Highland Village, TX - Thursday, December 6, 2007 11:34 AM CST

I have tears in my eyes reading about your trip. You should be very proud of Hayden. I cannot imagine the flood of emtions you would get going back to the very hospital where Stanton was at. I don't know if I could do it.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 12:06 AM CST

Great job Hayden. Tina, I must agree that the only downfall to the weekend is that everyone is so busy, you don't visit much. I was there but I didn't see you. I missed several families that I keep up with. Hope you have a great week.
Hope to see you in Memphis next year!
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 10:37 PM CST

Way to go Hayden - you continue to make your entire family proud! Glad you all had a great trip!
With love and continued blessings....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 12:02 AM CST

Way to go Hayden! I am sure Stanton was showing all his friends his big brother! Tell KC great job too.

trish
norton, oh - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 1:17 AM CST

Hayden,
Congrats on your run/walk in Memphis. Tell Kc congrats, also.
Hope you are enjoying your senior year to the max!!!!
Judy and Steve
- Monday, December 3, 2007 10:26 PM CST

Tina. Long time no sign in; but I pray every day.

Love from Bastrop.
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Monday, December 3, 2007 3:29 PM CST

Tina: I saw you at St. Jude on Friday afternoon, but didn't get a chance to say "hi" as you were talking and we were taking some friends around the hospital. I'm so sorry we didn't get to talk (and I hope you didn't think I was being rude!). Hoping you all had a great weekend in Memphis.
Julie (Easton's mom) <gator90@aol.com>
Orlando, FL - Sunday, December 2, 2007 11:58 PM CST

I bet you will be glad to see your St.Jude friends and those 2 precious baby Raborn and Groves girls,too!! I know you must be so proud of Hayden,running for such a great cause!!!I know Stanton is cheering his big brother on,praying for each of you as you make the trip and will be glad for the update when it comes!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 9:52 PM CST

I hope that you, Trish, Chris and the Raborn crew had some special time together this weekend. Remembering your special angel this Christmas and keeping you all in prayer always.

God Bless,
Stephanie
Stephanie Munch <skmunch@gmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, December 1, 2007 9:12 PM CST

Good luck Hayden! I'm sure you will make Stanton and everybody proud!!!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Thursday, November 29, 2007 10:58 AM CST

Just want you to know I am thinking of you:) Hope you are doing well. That Hayden is handsome as the day is long!!!!! Keeping you in my prayers.........Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 9:58 AM CST

Tina - wow has Hayden grown!!! I just wanted you to know I have been thinking of you. I do often and don't sign. I cannot imagine what life holds for you each day. I continue to struggle with each child's death here and they are not mine personally so I can only imagine what it is like. I pray for you often and thank you for your continued updates. They must be difficult to put on the net for everyone to read, but know there are many of us that they still inspire and bless. I love you guys and just wanted to say hello( (but you know I was never short on words).
crazy <apratt@rocketmail.com>
memphis, tn - Friday, November 23, 2007 7:03 PM CST

Hi Tina. I have not signed in for a long time, but I pray for you and all precious Stanton's loved ones daily!

With love in the name above all names, Jesus Christ.
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, November 22, 2007 11:27 PM CST

I'm still thinking about you and praying for you and your family. Thank you for continuing to update. I hope you enjoy your Thanksgiving.
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 1:14 PM CST

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Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 12:38 AM CST

Thinking of your family and as always keeping you in my prayers.What an AWESOME update!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 6:09 PM CST

Haynes family: Wanted to let you know that I am continuing to pray for your family, especially as we enter this holiday season!

Sara Chreene <mchreene@bellsouth.net>
Minden, - Monday, November 19, 2007 10:34 PM CST

I'm so glad you got the guestbook back up!
I've wanted to let you know we are still here & praying for you all.
Believing
Katie & Family <generallee112778@yahoo.com>
Tarpon Springs, fl - Sunday, November 18, 2007 6:26 PM CST

Praying for you today!
Erin Maness
- Friday, November 16, 2007 2:55 PM CST

Hi, haven't checked in for a while, but Stanton is in my thoughts often. Keeping your family and Hallie's in my thoughts and prayers. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Thursday, November 15, 2007 8:56 AM CST

Hi Tina!!Glad to see your GB back up,just wanted to say hi and I am always praying for your family.I hope you have been doing well,I check your site daily.I still think about sweet Stanton and what he taught soooo many people in his short time on this earth.Wishing you the best!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2007 10:04 PM CST

Tina,

I'm glad that the guestbook is back up. Stanon will never be forgoten, he had such an amazing spirit. Recently I went back and read your entire journal (even though I have been following your story for awhile now I never did this before)and was so touched.

Keeping you in prayer always,
Stephanie
Stephanie Munch <skmunch@gmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 9:47 PM CST

I'm so excited the guestbook is back! Glad to hear you had a great weekend. Hope you have a wonderful week.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
simmesport, LA USA - Monday, November 12, 2007 4:46 PM CST

I'm so sorry that I haven't been by in a while to check on you, but that doesn't mean that I don't think of you and angel Stanton. I hope that you're job is going well and that your family has a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Monday, November 12, 2007 1:37 PM CST

Hi,
I just wanted you to know that my family continue's to pray for you and your family. I can't even imagine how hard it must be for you all. Stanton will never be forgotten, what an amazing little boy he was. I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you, and maybe just a little worried for you. I truly hope you are just so busy with everyday life that you just don't have time to journal. I guess I am a little worried that you aren't feeling well. Please take care of yourself and know that many many people continue to lift you and your family up in prayer.
Take care you are in our thoughts.
Michele P.
Harrison, IN United States - Saturday, October 13, 2007 5:55 PM CDT

Just saying Hi and I am still thinking about you!
Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC - Monday, October 1, 2007 12:22 AM CDT

You don't know me but I have your site bookmarked on my computer. I pray that your pain is eased but that your faith only grows stronger each day. While I have never experienced such a personal loss, I have worked with those who have and know that the only thing that gives peace is faith in the Lord. He will one day smile when you again walk hand in hand in heaven with little Stanton!
Rachel Hall <mnrhall@sbcglobal.net>
Noblesville, IN USA - Saturday, September 22, 2007 5:30 PM CDT

God brought you to mind today.
Kelly Haynes Brown <fmbcsecretary@sbcglobal.net>
Little Rock, AR USA - Thursday, September 20, 2007 2:25 PM CDT

Hey Tina....glad to see the guestbook is back up but it still looks like it has issues! Anyway....I hope things are going well for you! Have a GREAT week!
Beth Markley <bethmarkley@bellsouth.net>
Hernando, MS USA - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 11:32 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Tina!
Hope you have a great day
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(((HUGS)))

"Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted."

I am so sorry you're feeling so bad, Tina. I wish I could do something. :( I'm sending lots of hugs your way, and praying for God's comfort and peace for you.
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
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I'm sorry you had such a "down" weekend. You are always in my prayers.Truly you are. Your faith despite your pain is an inspiration
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Julie <jlpeacock_3@yahoo.com>
Nixa, MO - Sunday, September 2, 2007 10:24 AM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you today and hope you enjoy the weekend. I enjoy reading your posts and will continue to keep you in my prayers
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, September 1, 2007 10:00 AM CDT

have a great weekend
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 31, 2007 9:50 AM CDT

I am always praying for Stanton's Family!!Here's hoping for an MHS WIN,tomorrow nite!!Good Luck to Hayden and the rest of the team!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Thursday, August 30, 2007 3:50 PM CDT

Tina, just dropping by to say hello and send you a BIG HUG (((((( Tina )))))). I know that probably doesn't help, but maybe the love will come through. I also wanted to let you know that Don & Staci Raborn finally came by and picked up their poem for little Jake. It was so good to finally meet them face to face. I think they liked the poem, as Don said he was going to hang it in his new office. Anyway, I hope you have a good weekend and may God bless you and yours. Sincerely, Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, August 30, 2007 11:30 AM CDT

It's nice to see an update. End of summer/early fall always seems like a bittersweet time of year to me. Something about the leaves starting to fall off the trees, and school starting back up, and the pools closing...it just seems like the end of one thing, and the beginning of another. I never get that feeling with other seasons, though? When winter ends and spring begins, I am always glad--it's like a renewal of HOPE. Anyway, I just wondered if maybe the change of seasons and Hayden going back to school is contributing to your feeling like you are going backwards. It must be so very difficult as you see other kids and think about "what should have been..." (((HUGS))) Praying for your peace, Tina...

Jordan <hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

Just saying Hello!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 10:58 AM CDT

Checking in on you and hoping you are having a good day.....
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 9:30 AM CDT

i'm sorry that you are feeling down...it's ok;we're here
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2007 10:16 PM CDT

I'm glad you dropped us a line Tina. Even if it's short, it's nice to know that you're okay. How cute, Mary Claire including Stanton with her cast!
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8:44 PM CDT

I am praying for you and all your family.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8:09 PM CDT

Hi there everyone. Just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers today and always.
Love and Blessings.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 26, 2007 0:30 AM CDT

Hi Tina! I wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you. I hope you are well.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Friday, August 24, 2007 8:08 PM CDT

Just letting you know I stopped by to read an update. I wanted to make sure you knew that people were still thinking of you. Did Stanton's room get finished at your house? You had talked about it before while working on it and said you'd show us pictures but then I don't think I ever heard about it again.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Friday, August 24, 2007 1:26 PM CDT

Just dropping by to let you know that I'm thinking of you. I'm glad you updated, it had been a while! Praying that Mary Claire's elbow will heal qucikly.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 7:28 PM CDT

Praying for Mary Claire and family. Praying for Hayden and good grades, and enjoying his Sr year! And Mom enjoying it as well.

I had a surgery and hospital stay Monday and all I could think about the whole time I was there (all of 3 days) was all of these children that have touched so many lives!! And continue to do so on a daily basis!!

Thank you Tina for sharing your journey.
Lori McGowan <lorimac211@hotmail.com>
Kingwood, tx USA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 4:55 PM CDT

I hate to hear about Mary Claire's arm,Yes,it amazes me how kids do so much better with pain than most adults!!!I am glad to read an update,I check Stanton's page daily,just to look at his sweet face and to see how you and your family are doing.So glad Hayden seems to be enjoying his Sr.Year!!Your family is always in my prayers!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, August 22, 2007 4:02 PM CDT

You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers daily! Have a great week!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 11:05 AM CDT

I am praying for you and Mary Claire. She is one tough girl!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 22, 2007 10:49 AM CDT

Need an update???!!!!
??????
- Tuesday, August 21, 2007 10:27 PM CDT

Hey there. Sorry I haven't posted for a while I have been away in Thailand visiting my adopted Kids.
Looks like you have all been busy. Hayden. Have a great senior year.
I will be checking in as usual from today.
As always sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you all.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 21, 2007 3:56 AM CDT

have a great week
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 20, 2007 10:01 AM CDT

Praying for you, Tina and Jeff, too. Tell Hayden that I am praying for his senior year to be just what he is hoping for, wonderful.

Love from Bastrop.
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Friday, August 17, 2007 4:06 PM CDT

Dropping by to let you know that I'm thinking about you.
Hayden, I hope you have a wonderful year and make many great memories.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Friday, August 17, 2007 9:23 AM CDT

HAYDEN,

WISHING YOU A GREAT SENIOR YEAR!!!!!
ALSO HOPE THE TEAM HAS ANOTHER GREAT SEASON.

JUDY AND STEVE RISNER <judyrisner@bellsouth.net>
MINDEN, LA - Thursday, August 16, 2007 6:49 AM CDT

Hi Tina. I am not sure if You remember me, but we met briefly in St Jude while My dd Regina tan was treated there. I have been reading your diary all these years, but sadly I just did not know what to say. My dd Regina relapsed on june 22nd this year and most of doctors gave her 2 months to live ( it was almost 2 months ago). We decided not to seek treatments in ST jude because they did not offer us any acceptable treatment plans. :( BUT we do miss ST jUde terribly. Right now Regina is in Childrens Hostpital of Los Angeles and she is doing good. Things are looking up. Every time I see Neuroblastoma patient , your family comes to mind. Cancer sucks but we are trying to make best of it. :)
Thank you for updating your blog so often. I get strenght and inspiration from your postings.
http://www.diana78.blogspot.com
diana and Regina <dianamailca@hotmail.com>
laguna Niguel, - Thursday, August 16, 2007 0:46 AM CDT

Hi Tina,

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and praying for you in this difficult yet exciting time as Hayden starts his SR year at MHS. Seems like just yesterday Jamie and all of us were there enjoying our SR year!! I can recall a time back then at a baseball game Hayden singing "I should have been a cowboy" He could not have been older than 3 or 4 yrs. I dont know if you remember him singing that song, but he knew every word! He was so precious then and has grown to be a handsome and kind young man! I know you are proud of him!

Good luck Hayden! Enjoy your SR year, it will be gone before you know it!
Lori McGowan <lorimac211@hotmail.com>
Kingwood, TX USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 8:38 PM CDT

Go CLASS of 2008!!

hugs to the moms of the class of 2008 ;)

Robin
Midland, TX - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 3:22 PM CDT

Best of luck to Hayden as he starts his senior year! I'm praying for your peace, comfort and God's continued grace for you, Tina, as always.
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 11:01 AM CDT

Praying for you right now.

Love,
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 7:09 AM CDT

I am missing your updates,but I know you must be busy with Hayden going back to school,work and daily life!!Whenever I see your Mom at Sunday-School,I always ask about you.I hope all is well,you and your family remain in my prayers!!
Libby Kokino <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 8:33 PM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:21 AM CDT

Tina, Just wanted to say hello and that I was thinking about you! I can't believe that you have a SENIOR! Oh my goodness, I can only imagine the emotions. Please tell Jeff hello for us. We miss you guys and think of you more than you will ever know!
Hugs,
Donna & Floyd
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2007 9:53 PM CDT

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you today and always.
Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Sunday, August 12, 2007 6:06 PM CDT

little sweet landon banana hammock your auntie loves you very much. mommy and daddy make the most beautiful babies!you are so loved by so many, stay strong little guy. I will always hold in my heart that I was able to hold you. You are such a precious angel. I love you auntie, Regina
Regina Cushman
yuma, az usa - Friday, August 10, 2007 3:38 AM CDT

Hi Tina! Hope you are having a good week! You are in my thoughts and prayers daily!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Thursday, August 9, 2007 9:48 AM CDT

Just to let you know I'm thinking of you today. I pray it is a good day!
Melanie Ledford <melanie.ledford@verizon.net>
Highland Village, TX USA - Thursday, August 9, 2007 9:24 AM CDT

I am praying for you today.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 9:22 AM CDT

hey!!!
whats up gangsta
Katylin <camylynnstewart@yahoo.com>
waconia, mn us - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 2:14 PM CDT

Hey Tina,

So sorry you having these difficult times. I'm just so blessed however God showed you what that boat represented in your life. Truly Jesus in in there, and He will speak to that storm out there for you. Peace, be still!

I wanted to let you know I ran into Shonda, (Jeremiah's mom) this past weekend. OH, what a JOY that was! She is one amazing woman. She sends her love to you and everone else that knew her and loved Jeremiah.

Praying you through your storms,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Bato Rouge, La - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 8:45 AM CDT

Tina and family,
I am still praying for you. I was able to go and see Chris Daughtry in concert on Monday night, and as he sang "Home", you were in my thoughts.
Shannon Roan Pitre <shannonpitre@sbcglobal.net>
Sherwood, AR - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 6:29 AM CDT

Hey Tina - I will always be in that boat lifting you up! Really glad to hear you had a good session! Just wanted to let you know that I had a wonderful little angel "visit" me in my dream on Friday night!!! (That's the 2nd time.) You were there too, but sorry I couldn't take my eyes off my little buddy! I got lots of hugs and smiles! Oh how wonderful our dreams are!!! Thank you Stanton for "visiting" me!!! Make sure you visit Mommy, Daddy and Hayden ALOT! With Love to you all,
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, August 6, 2007 11:54 AM CDT

Hey Tina! I saw you and the handsome Hayden on the Dream Home Telethon yesterday. I do hope and pray that your skies are clearing. I saw a beautiful rainbow last week and thought of Stanton. I still check in pretty regularly.
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:50 AM CDT

Hey Tina, I have been away way to long. Praying for you always. Stay in that boat. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:31 AM CDT

Hi Tina! Sorry I haven't signed in. My computer broke last week but today I'm back up and running. I didn't think I would miss my caringbridge friends so much!
Praying for you today and always.
Beleiving-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 1:39 PM CDT

Tina,

Just wanted you to know that I am still praying for you and still think of Stanton often. Melodie and I talked about him the other day. And Hayden was great at swimming lessons! The girls loved him. You guys are special.

Love,

Alicia
Alicia DuBose <todddubose@yahoo.com>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 10:42 PM CDT

Even though we find ourselves in the whirlpools of life, God gives us the strength we need to tread the water until help arrives. Praying for and thinking about you daily.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 1:05 PM CDT

I am praying for you!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 1, 2007 11:10 PM CDT

Oh Tina, I love that song, too. It's always on the "pop/Top 40"
station around here, but everytime I hear it, I can relate to the lyrics from a Christian standpoint, too. I'm glad you heard it on a Christian station!

Just wanted to offer you some (((HUGS))) and, as always, I will say a prayer for peace for you.
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St louis, - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 8:25 PM CDT

Praying for you and your family,daily.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 7:45 PM CDT

hugs to let you know that you are thought of all the time
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 31, 2007 5:52 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I still check in and pray for you guys, also!!!
Dina Bowers <Dbowers@GerdauAmeristeel.com>
Jackson, TN USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:47 AM CDT

Still thinking of you all and continuing to pray for your peace.
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 0:07 AM CDT

Hey Tina! Sorry for being a slacker and not signing more often. I still check Stanton's site everyday. Please know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:08 PM CDT

Hey Tina. I check Stanton's site everyday, but don't sign the guestbook very often. I will be praying that God will open the door for you and that you will be able to walk through. I know that He has special plans for you.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:39 AM CDT

Tina:

I still check on you each and every day! I know I should just say hi, but I don't. Just know that each morning I click on the site, see Stanton's sweet face and say a prayer for you!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:51 AM CDT

Still out here - still checking on you guys and praying for you all. You know, I was on vacation in GulfShores the same time you were and did not know it until I returned. Strange thing is, I have never met you but at one point while there I thought to myself "I think I just saw Stantoon's mom". Could be, or it could have just been God's way of reminding me that day to whisper a prayer for you. Whatever - we are still here and have not forgotten you or your angel.
Janet <jmckemie@cps-stl.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:39 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Please don't stop journeling I check yours everyday you have really been an inspiration to me. Thank you and May God Bless you!!
Sheila Kirkland <skirkland@sefcor.com>
Williamson, Ga USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:41 AM CDT

Tina,

I hope that you continue to journal if it helps you. Know that I'm still out here, even if I don't stop and sign very often. Keeping you in prayer.

Stephanie
Stephanie <skmccc@verizon.net>
Tampa, FL - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:03 AM CDT

Precious Ones, I am still here and still reading and still praying for you all. Mitch, Jenn, and my grands were in Gulf Shores the week before you. One year y'all will have to plan to go the same week. They usually visit with Buddy in Mobile before going to the beach for the week. Jenn just got a new job with KCS which will put her on the road one week each month. Pray they will find someone to help Mitch get the kids to school and stay with them until he gets home each night. I may be at MHS this year. I've volunteered! I will always keep my eye on precious Hayden. I love him so much! This will be a wonderful year of "lasts" and "firsts" for him. Please know I'll be there crying with you--tears of sorrow and joy! Love you all,
ShugII <shug65@suddenlink.net>
- Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:28 PM CDT

Hey Tina...PLEASE do not stop journaling! I still check it daily! I am very guilty of not signing in...I check it daily but don sign in on a regular basis. Why you ask? No good explanation. I am praying that doors open for you with your involvment with children. You and your family are still on my prayer list daily.

Beth Markley <bethmarkley@bellsouth.net>
Hernando, MS USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 9:04 PM CDT

Hoping your weekend goes well. To another poster:Brenda, I'll pray for your mom Myrtle.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:07 AM CDT

Tina,
I haven't taken the time to sign the guestbook but want you to know I still check in daily. I truly enjoy reading your posts and hope that you will not stop posting. I'll try and sign the guestbook more often. Have a great weekend!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 7:51 AM CDT

PLEASE don't stop journaling!! I still check every day. I know how much it helped me to journal and let my feelings out for everyone to "hear" and read. We are all still here praying and thinking of you. Hope the rest of your summer goes well. I am getting married next Saturday.....times like this that I really miss my parents. As you know, some days are harder then others. We love you and keep updating!

Katie Pittenger

Katie Pittenger <katiecobb@comcast.net>
Collierville, TN USa - Friday, July 27, 2007 10:55 PM CDT

Hey Tina! I still check on you several times a week, I just never say hello. I will do better. Praying for you!!
Lizbeth
Birmingham, AL - Friday, July 27, 2007 6:11 PM CDT

So Sorry....I am still here and every day I go to my favorite folder and click on Stanton's link. I don't know why I always just "x" out once I am done. Sometimes I feel funny that I am here reading and always signing. Does that make sense? Anyway, I hope you find your calling with children. I have a daycare and right now have a 3 year old and a 1 year old both napping...soon they will be up and LOUD!! :0)
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Friday, July 27, 2007 4:20 PM CDT

Hey Tina....sorry that I have not "signed" in a while, but my mom had a very serious stroke on July 6th and my hands have been full....I know you understand that. She is currently at LifeCare Hospital for some acute care. Please be praying for her (her name is Myrtle). Thanks! Oh yes, when you see/or talk to Don & Staci Raborn....I still have their poem for little Jake. I so want them to have it! Love ya, Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Friday, July 27, 2007 3:49 PM CDT

I still check daily too. Just don't let you know, sorry! I'll pray for you to find your calling with children. Hang in there and know that you have many people loving you and praying for you!
Suzanne <pssipe@comcast.net>
Neptune Beach, FL - Friday, July 27, 2007 2:54 PM CDT

Have had the painters here since Monday...UGH!!! What a mess!We are selling the big house and downsizing(could use some prayers to St. Joseph that it sells quickly;the real estate market is bad right now for sellers. We've been in this house for almost 20 years since being relocated from NY so this was a big decision.Since it's made,I would like for it to go quickly and smoothly!)My baby is going on 20(7th of August)and is the only one besides hubby and I here(2 daughters out on their own) and that's sporadic as he's in college.Well where I was going with this...LOL, was that I've been preoccupied with a messy house so I haven't been here since I last wrote on Monday. If you ever stop writing I'll hunt you down, LOL Have a great weekend!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
st. louis, mo - Friday, July 27, 2007 2:39 PM CDT

Hey, Tina! Just wanted you to know that I still check your website each day and pray for you and your family. You are so great with children - I witnessed that working with you during preschool choir. :) I'll be praying that you'll find your niche.
Adrienne <acterrebonne@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, July 27, 2007 1:52 PM CDT

I'm reading, too! HI! :) I will certainly pray that God opens up a door for you involving children... as a mother, I understand where you are coming from. Glad you had a fun vacation!
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO - Friday, July 27, 2007 12:58 AM CDT

Hi there Tina! Don't stop .. I'm still reading!! Hope you have a great weekend!!
tanya <spryt@dominos.com>
westland, mi us - Friday, July 27, 2007 12:43 AM CDT

hey there looks like yall had a blast, i have a question for jeff and you im putting my racecar back together with the help of alot of freinds from kilgore and it will have a nb theme and i want to put the kids names on it of course the angels and the warriors. i planning on racing at texas motor speedway next april and there around minden and where ever else im not picky i was going to do it this year but its too late and my dad hasnt had time too build my motor but if yall have any ideas please call me or ashley , i want to do this for all the families that have been through it or is going through it plus dillan just loves it and it keeps him going.any ways gladd yall had fun and had a safe trip home. see you all latter
d.johns
d.johns <d.johns00@yahoo.com>
kilgore, tx - Monday, July 23, 2007 9:38 PM CDT

Welcome Home! I'm glad you had a nice vacation. I hope Hayden enjoys the rest of the summer.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 7:37 PM CDT

I am glad you had a good time!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 23, 2007 1:50 PM CDT

Good Morning, Tina! I pray your vacation was just what you needed. Looking forward to hearing all about it when you have a chance to update.
Melanie Ledford <melanie.ledford@verizon.net>
Highland Village, TX US - Monday, July 23, 2007 10:54 AM CDT

hoping your vacation was fun and relaxing!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 23, 2007 9:19 AM CDT

Numbers 6:24-26

The LORD bless thee, and keep thee:

The LORD make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee:

The LORD lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.

Praying for all you precious Haynes family.
Mrs. Fay
Bastrop, LA - Friday, July 20, 2007 7:22 PM CDT

Keeping your whole family in my thought and prayers. I know each day seems to bring new thoughts to your mind that aren't always very pleasant but God has his plan and we are just along for the ride. To your sister, Jamie- My heart goes out to you and your family. I experienced 3 miscarriages last year and know what it's like to not hear that heartbeat. God has his plan though and I'm blessed to be having a baby in October. Keeping you in my prayers that everything goes well and may you know you are never alone.
Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com>
Mendota, IL - Friday, July 20, 2007 5:02 PM CDT

Hope you are all enjoying yourselves!
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 1:13 PM CDT

Just dropping by to let you know that I'm thinking about ya'll. I hope you're having fun and enjoying the sun!
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 11:35 PM CDT

I absolutely LOVE Gulfshores and Orange Beach!I hope you have a nice,relaxing week with your family.Praying for you and your family!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Sunday, July 15, 2007 7:27 PM CDT

Tina- I am sorry to hear about Jeff's Mother. I hope that you have a relaxing week away. I always read Stanton's site, and will continue to keep your family in my prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, July 15, 2007 7:17 AM CDT

I just read your entry. I hope you and Hayden bond all the way there! :0)
I pray you and your family will have a wonderful time and you get to recharge! I will be praying!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 13, 2007 10:24 PM CDT

Tina, Have a great trip. I was just thinking about you and wanted to let you know that you were on my mind. Take care and enjoy the trip. I don't know what kind of music Hayden likes to listen too, but if he is like our Tyler, I hope one of you grabbed your earphones...ha ha. Prayers for safe travel and a special time together.
Donna G.
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Friday, July 13, 2007 9:47 PM CDT

I hope you all enjoy the week, I know it is much, much needed. Praying for safe travels.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 11:50 AM CDT

At night, I listen to headphones to go to sleep, sometimes praise and worship, sometimes 89.1, sometimes the Bible on tape. Last night I was listening to 89.1 and this song came on, and after your entry yesterday, i felt led to share it with you. Even though we all don't have the same storms, we all have storms nevertheless. I hope these words touch you the way they did me...

Praise You in This Storm
words by Mark Hall/Sung by Casting Crowns

I was sure by now, God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away, stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
And it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise You in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold me in Your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone, how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

Karen <klpotter@morrisdickson.com>
Haughton, LA - Friday, July 13, 2007 8:56 AM CDT

I LOVE YOU TINA! You are an inspiration to me! Thanks for the encouraging words of wisdom..........gone skydiving, Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 8:27 AM CDT

Hi Tina,

Just wanted you to know I stopped by tonight. I'm on the same page with you, great update.

I'm so blessed you are reading the Book "One Year of Hope", I've given that book to so many, I think it's the best one out there...

Yes, I like what she shared on what a true "tradedy" is.

Praying for God's loving arms to comfort you now,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, La - Thursday, July 12, 2007 11:23 PM CDT

Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking about you.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:45 PM CDT

According to "medical professionals" I am indeed dying of an agressive cancerous brain tumour (glioblastoma multiforme stage IV), we found it in January when it was already HUGE (they could "debulk it"- take the middle out - by 6 cm. that's a LOT). If they didn't find it when they did they estimate I had 3 months left (of headaches and vomitting - ICK). Median survival is 12 to 15 months. My radiation oncologist hopes we're looking at 2 years (a numbers game, we're all guessing). After 34 radiation treatments and 78 days in the hospital I'm exhausted but am expected to be really tired until at least August. I have 2 sons ages 10 and 15, currently staying with the younger ones dad. He wants to fight for full custody which is making the whole situation harder.
Sandy
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, July 12, 2007 3:11 PM CDT

As always a jpournal that makes you sit down and think. I have always had a rule that I never put off doing tomorrow what I can do today. Thats why the more people I can make laugh or smile that means I have had a great day. Thnks for putting smiles of my face so many times.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 0:05 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
It's been quite a while since signing or even saying "HI", but I promise, I check on you every day. LOVED your entry, and I say DITTO!!! And you know what, I did not "feel" or see any anger in what you wrote. I see it more as a perfect statement that will touch the perfect heart. I know it will make a difference in how someone chooses their tomorrow. Take care.

Dawn ~ ^i^Brandon^i^, Jordan, & Seth's Mom ~ www.caringbridge.org/de/brandonhastings
Dawn Hastings <et8503@yahoo.com>
Milford, DE - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:26 PM CDT

Tina,
It has been a while since I signed Stanton's guestbook. Both Jeff and I read it often. You always have such insite. Know that we are thinking of you, Jeff and Hayden at this time. We are so sorry for your lose.
Amy (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 7:05 PM CDT

I am still praying for you and the whole family.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 6:21 PM CDT

Wow Tina. I totally agree with everything you said in your journal. We take so much for granted. We never know when we wake up in the morning if it will be our last day. Thanks for snapping me back into reality!! We should always live life like its our last day and really make it special!! As always, keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 2:24 PM CDT

Continued prayers for you and your family.
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 1:48 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:32 AM CDT

I'am so sorry to hear of the loss of Jeff's mother. You know Stanton was waiting with bigs hug's for his Grandma. I will continue to pray for your family.
Jan Pippenger <PEPJAN921@msn.com>
st paul, MN usa - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 7:53 AM CDT

Praying for your family. God Bless.
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 6:41 AM CDT

I know you must be feeling "just how much more?!", but God will sustain you -- You are each in my prayers.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 11:25 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of Jeff's mother. IT doesn't matter how old you are it still hurts the same. Mr. Jeff I am sorry for your loss. I lost my mother April 15, 05 and there are still days when I would give anything to talk to her. No matter how old you are you still need your mom. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

-Katie Pittenger
Katie Pittenger <klpttngr@memphis.edu>
Collierville, TN USa - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 11:20 AM CDT

Dearest Jeff, Tina and Hayden,
We are soooo sorry to hear about your mother. Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers during yet another most difficult time. With deepest sympathy, continued love and blessings...
Liz and Family <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 10:32 AM CDT

My deepest sympathies go out to you and your family - I'm sure Stanton was there to welcome his Grandma into Heaven.
Eunice Johnson <e.johnson@shaw.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:46 AM CDT

I'm so sorry. I signed on tonight to check Stanton's site and was shocked to read the journal. My heart breaks for your family
Cheri
Olympia, WA usa - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:26 PM CDT

my deepest condolences
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 10:27 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of the recent events. Please know that we are praying for Jeff, you and the family as well as Jamie and the family. May God hold you tight in his loving arms as you all struggle through this trying time.
In Christ,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Jim, Kim, Taylor and Logan Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Monday, July 9, 2007 9:37 PM CDT

So sorry for your loss. But I'm sure Stanton was there waiting at the pearly gates for his Granny.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 6:30 PM CDT

I am very sorry to hear about Jamie's loss and also the loss of Jeff's mom. Praying for strength and comfort.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, July 9, 2007 4:48 PM CDT

Jeff, Tina and Hayden,
I'm so sorry to hear about Jeff's mother passing away. Each of you are in my thoughts and prayers today and always. May she find much peace and love in heaven and I'm sure a lot of fun with Stanton! God bless all of you!
Love,
Marcy
Marcy Hornsby-Mohr <hornsbm@dominos.com>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 3:56 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about Jeff's mother. Please know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Monday, July 9, 2007 3:13 PM CDT

Oh Tina and Jeff, I am so sorry. You all are in our prayers.

Trusting Him,
Dawn, Todd, Angel Shae & Mason

Praying for peace.............. <longhornfan2@comast.net>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 1:58 PM CDT

So sorry to hear about Jeff's mother. You are all in my prayers.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, July 9, 2007 1:50 PM CDT

Sorry about your loss

www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Monday, July 9, 2007 12:41 AM CDT

Jeff, Tina & Hayden,

I'm so sorry for your loss but don't you know there was a glorious reunion in Heaven!!!!

Continuing to pray for you and your families daily!
Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Monday, July 9, 2007 12:39 AM CDT

Tina, I'm keep you & your entire family in prayer with the loss of Jeff's mom. I know that a special little angel was waiting to great her in Heaven.
Stephanie <skmccc@verizon.net>
Tampa, FL - Monday, July 9, 2007 12:10 AM CDT

Jeff, Tina and Hayden,

We are sorry to hear of the loss of Jeff's mother. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Tina-one of us read your site everyday and continue to think about you and remember Stanton.

Candyce, Elmer and Zoe

Candyce, Wolsfeld <cywolsfeld1@insightbb.com>
Spring Valley, IL 61362 - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:57 AM CDT

Good Morning, Tina. I have not signed but a few times since I first learned of Stanton several years ago. I do, however, check in on you almost daily and continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry to read of the difficulties and struggles of the last few weeks. I will be praying for you all and will lift up special prayers for Jeff as he copes with the loss of his mother.

Always praying,
Melanie Ledford <melanie.ledford@verizon.net>
Highland Village, TX 75077 - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:55 AM CDT

Oh Tina, I'am still checking on you & praying for your family. You have been an inspiration to me. Thank-you for all you do. I hope your tough times pass soon.
Jan Pippenger <PEPJAN921@msn.com>
st paul, MN usa - Sunday, July 8, 2007 6:47 AM CDT

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lo515l, lo515l USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 11:09 PM CDT

Still checking in every once and a while. We all have our struggles. Turning to God is the hardest thing to do. You are still and inspiriation to so many. No matter how old Hayden is or how far away he is. He will always need you.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La United States - Saturday, July 7, 2007 11:12 AM CDT

Precious Ones, I continue to read, even when I don't leave comments. And I promise you, this is one old lady who will NEVER forget Stanton and the impact he made on so many lives--especially mine. I love you all,
ShugII <shug65@suddenlink.net>
- Saturday, July 7, 2007 0:00 AM CDT

I absolutely LOVED your entry. Thank you! Continuing to pray.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 6, 2007 8:10 PM CDT

Hey Tina. It was wonderful to see you and Jeff at Shake 4 Jake. You both look great.

I loved your journal today. To be honest, I have always loved it when you include what you have read for quiet time. It always encourages me and lifts me up. Today was no different. Thanks for sharing.

I love ya girl. I am praying for your family as they deal with another rough time.

Trusting Him,
Dawn for Todd, Angel Shae & Mason

, <longhornfan2@comcast.net>
Hernando, MS - Friday, July 6, 2007 6:34 PM CDT

Tina and family,
I wanted to let you know that I check your site every day. My family and I still pray for your family and I've read some of the books that you have recommended.
I don't sign the book very often (I'm sure that I have though) because I have dial up that is extremely slow loading this page.
But please know that people are still reading these pages and we are still praying!
michelle <meeker68@yahoo.com>
Pleasant City, Oh USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 5:26 PM CDT

Tina, prayers for your whole family. I am so sorry to hear about your sister's miscarriage. You are right, it is so painful. I also want to tell you I understand about boys growing up and leaving home. I have only 2 years and my oldest will be on to college and it is already bothering me:) I really just want you to know that I check on you daily, and am keeping you in prayer. I also wanted to say how proud I am that you all went to the Shake 4 Jake to support the Raborns. I adore this family (even though I have never met them) and I KNOW they appreciate so much that you were there to support them:) You are a very gracious and caring woman, and your faith in God inspires many:) Hang in there and keep your eyes on the the heavens.....there is one special little guy keeping an eye on you I am sure!! Take care.....and even though it is my weekend off.....I will be praying for Sunday to come extra fast this week (((((HUGS)))))Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 3:44 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina,
I still check on you every day!! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I will keep your family in my prayers during this rough time. Keep in touch.

-Katie Pittenger (soon to be Cobb!!!! I am getting married on August 4th!!)
Katie Pittenger <klpttngr@memphis.edu>
Collierville, TN USa - Friday, July 6, 2007 1:25 PM CDT

Stanton had an aerial view of those fireworks yesterday!! I know he was smiling from ear to ear! I too have gone through the pain, emotional and physical, of a miscarraige. Please let Jamie know that she, as well as the whole family, are in my prayers.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:58 PM CDT

Tina, Please tell Jamie that she is in my thoughts and prayers. You continue to amaze me with your strength and faith in God. You are truly an inspiration!
Lori McGowan <lorimac211@hotmail.com>
Kingwood, TX - Thursday, July 5, 2007 12:21 AM CDT

I am praying for you!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:54 AM CDT

Happy 4th of July.

Sending Love Hugs and Million Prayers to you all.

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 6:23 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today and everyday.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 6:05 PM CDT

My daughter and I will also be attending the shake 4 Jake fundraiser,so we will see you there!!This has really been a hard week,my heart just breaks for the McFarland family.They have been in my prayers just as you and your family are.
Libby kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, June 29, 2007 10:09 PM CDT

Tina - Have fun at Shake 4 Jake - I wish I could be there. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 9:18 PM CDT

thinking of you! praying for you...
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Thursday, June 28, 2007 3:46 PM CDT

Praying for you and your friend's family. And of course I will visit Coleson's site. May God continue to carry you through each day.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:54 PM CDT

always thinking about you.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 27, 2007 6:20 PM CDT

My heart just aches for the McFarland family. It is just so sad. Just wanted you to know that you and Hayden and Jeff are still in my prayers. Say hi to your mom for me. We are going to miss her at Richardson!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 1:27 PM CDT

Hello Haynes....still here reading and praying for you everyday. I may not sign often, but am thinking of ALL of you always - especially my little buddy! Sydney still sends Stanton her balloons everytime we eat at Red Robin! Love ya!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 10:07 AM CDT

Thinking of you Tina and hoping to see an update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:08 PM CDT

I log in from time to time to check on you and your family. Imagine my surprise to find a post about one of the books I sent Stanton. I'm so happy to hear that he loved that book so much. I'm also very honored that it can be useful to you to help you through your difficult days with that reminder that we are all a work in progress.

I just wanted to let you know that I think about Stanton often and you all will always be in my thoughts and prayers.

Chemo Angel Lori <Lorabelle@att.net>
CA - Monday, June 25, 2007 9:33 PM CDT

Debbie B <lilscdeb@aol.com>
Miamisburg, Ohio USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 3:24 PM CDT

I just wanted to stop by and say congrats on the anniversary. It is hard! Jim and I are still together through cancer too, but i oftenwonder how. It isn't major stuff, but the difference between how we worry over Taylor or handle things that pop up with Taylor always put a strain on things. Anyway, I just checked out a bunch of books for the boys and one of them was Hermie, the Common Caterpillar. They love the Hermie books. It is often awkard to come here as I don't know what to say. My child is doing well Praise God!!! and I am so gateful for that, but it leaves me at a loss of words. Anyway, I wanted to tell you that you help me more than you can know. I get myself in pits all the time. Everytime a child has bad scans or a difficult treatment I get so worked up over Taylor and how it could all come back that I can't get out of it. I have just spent the last week in a pit and it often helps me to come here and read your stories and witness your unfaultering Faith. I am inspired by you and I am in awe of you. Thank you for sharing Stanton and your life with us.
Love to all,
Kim Watts mom to Taylor dx NBIV 10/10/02 currently-great!
www.taylorwatts.org
Kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Friday, June 22, 2007 10:09 AM CDT

Tina & Jeff,
Many congrats on your anniversary. I am at awe at the both of you and your ability to handle what you have. Jeff, it was good to talk to you at St. Jude's but at the same time very akward to know what to say. Tina, I know you were busy talking and didn't want to interrupt. I'm not sure what I would have said considering it was so hard to keep from crying when I wasn't the one who lost a child. I will never pretend to know what you are feeling or to try to comfort you. I am finding out how much cancer effects your whole family and its very tough. I just wanted to say hey.
B. J. Pike <bjapike@yahoo.com>
Dubberly, LA USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 10:01 PM CDT

Hi there. Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 9:33 PM CDT

Tina all I can say right now is I'm crying what a blessing you are!!!! your e-mail story leaves me speechless!!!
kelly proctor <kelly.proctor@wellstar.org>
- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 5:24 PM CDT

(((HUGS))) I don't even begin to pretend that I know what you are feeling, but I just wanted to offer some cyber-hugs. I can *imagine* the hurt you must feel at times when the world seems to be moving on at rapid-speed (babies, graduations, etc), and the more time passes, it must, at times, feel like people forget that Stanton was here. Rest assured Stanton is carried on in the hearts of EVERYONE who knew him, and even in those of us (like myself) that didn't know him, but were touched by his story. This new niece or nephew of yours will not be any different--he or she will "know" Stanton through the stories your family tells, through happy memories and pictures. Tina, Stanton lives on in you most of all, and I know he always will! Praying for your peace...comfort...always.
Jordan <hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St louis, - Monday, June 18, 2007 5:20 PM CDT

Happy Fathers Day Jeff
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:56 PM CDT

Hello from the Schexnayders

Travis, Chastity, ^^^Angel Zoie^^^ and Mason Jude
Duson, LA USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 1:52 PM CDT

It's been a long time since I've signed in but I do often check in on you. I just continue to pray for you as you miss Stanton every day. Know that you are being prayed for today.
Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Friday, June 15, 2007 1:52 PM CDT

It's okay to have days you can't focus. It's okay to have days that are harder to deal with than others. That's God's way of letting you deal with what you have to deal with. Just wanted to say congrats to Jamie, Scotty, and the girls. Also, I am very proud of Mary Claire. She made an awesome decision!! Hope your day gets better. Hugs and blessing and prayers to you!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 1:14 PM CDT

I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time but you need to do what you have to do to get through each day! I am sure some are harder than others. Please know that there are a lot of people out there that are praying for you. Obviously you have a lot of love to share and a new member to your family will be truly blessed. I am sure that your precious son has already met your sisters baby! God Bless you all!! Congrats on the news!
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Thursday, June 14, 2007 6:41 AM CDT

You are not whining, you are sharing your heart with us. I am glad you share with us, I am glad you shared Stanton with us. I pray for you daily. You may not think so, at least not all the time, but I think you are very strong and I admire you very much.
In Christ,
your fellow NB mom, Kim

www.taylorwatts.org
Kim. Jim, Taylor and Logan Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 10:14 PM CDT

Just to let you know that you and Stanton and your whole family are always close to my Heart and Deep in my Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 6:36 PM CDT

Hope your week gets better. I'm happy you continue to update. Congratulations! Although the new baby may not know Stanton, he will always be with him/her, watching over.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 5:03 PM CDT

Thinking of you always
Staci
Staci Raborn <sraborn@comcast.net>
West Monroe, LA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 2:49 PM CDT

I still remember....and always will! Love you guys!
Candice Duffy
- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 2:16 PM CDT

Tina,

I hate that you are struggling so and I know I will never have the words to take your hurt away. But please know that this new baby will know Stanton. He/she will know him thru you and all your family that continue to keep his memory alive. I myself came to your site for the first time shortly after Stanton's passing. I never met your beautiful boy in person but immediately fell in love with him. I myself can not wait to meet Stanton, Emma Grace, Jake, Jacob and countless others in Heaven and tell them what a blessing they have been to my life. Thank you for sharing your beautiful boy with all of us. He will be remembered!!!

I hope the rest of your week gets easier.

Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 11:33 AM CDT

Tina, hope you have a wonderful week. May God continue to bless Mary Claire! How wonderful, to be so young and accept Jesus.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 0:09 AM CDT

God Bless Mary Claire!!!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 11, 2007 10:33 PM CDT

Tina - This post about MC just made me smile :) Have a great week!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 8:08 PM CDT

Tina- I can always find something in your writings that really allows me to relate to your posts and this one was no different! You have a special gift and I am glad that His plan for me involved me "meeting" you. Hope you enjoyed the weekend!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, June 10, 2007 9:29 AM CDT

Just had you on my mind first thing this morning. God still lays you on our hearts to pray for you and Jeff and Hayden and for only the comfort that He can bring. I can't begin to imagine how deep the grief must go, but I want you to know that so many of us do care and we think of your precious Stanton often. He brought so many smiles to all of our hearts. We care!
Floyd & Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 10, 2007 8:36 AM CDT

tina, several years ago I read an article about these 3 pro baseball players who were at a lakehouse with their wives and children and the 3 guys were out on the lake in a boat and went under a low bridge and two of them hit there heads. One was killed from fatal head injuries, and left a wife and two or three small children. The wife was writing this article about her tremendous loss. She said she played that song over and over during the first few months after the tragic loss of the man she loved. This was before Sonnys death, but needless to say, to this day, that song stands out in my mind. I understand the message you receive from the lyrics. I'm there with you.
Now a song that stands out in my mind is a new christian song that says "Holdfast help is on the way". God has brought it to me during several of my lowest moments to remind me not to give up. I will pray for you today to Holdfast. From your sister in christ,
Susan Rose <suzrr@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 9, 2007 10:00 AM CDT

I'm glad you updated Tina. Thank you for continuing to share your journey with us. Some songs do stand out and yes this is one of them. Praying that Hayden does well on the ACT. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend blessed with many happy memories of Stanton.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USAz - Saturday, June 9, 2007 0:39 AM CDT

It's funny how one song can change the whole day. That song always makes me think of rough times. I know you have to enjoy rough times to have beautiful sunsets. You are blessed in so many ways. We all are.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La USA - Friday, June 8, 2007 6:43 PM CDT

Just checking in to say "hi!" Hope you all have a great weekend! With love and continued blessings....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, June 8, 2007 10:50 AM CDT

I enjoyed your post Tina! I think about you often and pray that you and your family are well.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:51 PM CDT

Hi there Tina,Hope you can have some relaxing time by the pool with some friends.
Yes time does fly does'nt it.
As always keeping you all close to our hearts and deep in our pryers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:21 PM CDT

Hi Tina! I am still out here checking on you, but sorry I haven't signed lately. Please know that you and your family are still in my prayers.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 2:53 PM CDT

I'm sure that Stanton, Emma Grace, Zoie & Jake had their paint brushes! I'm glad you updated Tina, even if it's short, at least we know everyone is okay. I will remember the Hampton's today, I can't believe it has already been two years.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:48 AM CDT

I bet Stanton, Emma Grace and all of the other angels had paint all over Heaven this past weekend! Still thinking about you and Trish and keeping you in my prayers.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:10 AM CDT

There are extra prayers going out for you and the Hampton family today! Your babies will not be forgotten!!!!!
Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 8:16 AM CDT

Tina,
As I signed Emma Grace's guestbook this morning, I couldn't help but think of you today. What a bittersweet day. I continue to pray for you and your family and truly miss reading your updates!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 5:58 AM CDT

Still checking in on you guys. I still keep you in my prayers. Somethings you never forget or should you.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La USA - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 11:59 PM CDT

It was good to see you at the ballpark other nite,that Elynn Kate sure is a cutie !!I don't know what you go thru everyday but just know that I pray for you and your family all the time.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, June 5, 2007 11:07 PM CDT

I'm ashamed that it's been so long since posting in your guestbook. I do check in and love to get updates. Hey...whatever happened with your quilts? Did you get them hung? I checked on some of the Pottery Barn clips and they just weren't sturdy enough (I didn't think). I looked at/for some other things but didn't come up with anything original. I hope you got them up. Would love to see pics.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:55 PM CDT

Sorry for not signing in a while it's been crazy over here.
Just wanted to let you know that you are always near to my heart and deep in my prayers. Stanton made a huge impact in the hearts of so many people all over the world.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 5, 2007 6:38 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know I have missed your updates. I beleive you have made me a stronger person. I admit I am a Stanton, Emma Grace and Jake stalker. I never sign but read daily. Hope you and your family are Ok. I continue to pray for you.
Lisa
- Tuesday, June 5, 2007 3:38 PM CDT

you are a constant blessing and encouragement to me.
you are so brave.
thank you, tina.
much, much love
kk
kae jouhnson <kaekae7@bellsouth.net>
benton, la usa - Monday, June 4, 2007 8:57 PM CDT

Hi Tina! I continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Looking forward to reading an update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, June 2, 2007 11:22 AM CDT

TINA, STILL PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU GUYS. I AM NOT SURE IF CRYSTAL HAS BEEN E-MAILING YOU OR NOT. THE COMPANY SHE WORKS FOR WAS BOUGHT OUT BY ANOTHER ONE, SO SHE HAS LIMITED EVERYTHING. BUT I DO KNOW THAT SHE TALKS OF YOU GUYS OFTEN. PRAYING FOR A FUN FILLED SUMMER FOR ALL OF YOU.
REMEMBERING STANTON!!!!!!!!!!
TRACY WALLS
CLEVELAND, MS - Friday, June 1, 2007 10:27 AM CDT

HI, Haven't checked in for quite a while. Just wanted to know that your family is always in my thoughts and prayers. carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
argenta, IL USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 8:10 AM CDT

I still check daily to see if there is an update, although I don't always sign the guestbook. I will try and do a better job at that so you know we are still here. I can always feel your pain when you talk about Stanton. I am SO sorry for what you have had to go through.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 4:44 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
Just wanted to drop a line and say hi. Hope you have a great weekend. I'm sure I will see you at the ballpark again really soon!! You and your family are always in my prayers. My mom said to tell you hi.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 10:27 AM CDT

Always praying for sweet Stanton's family every day. I pray that your summer and Hayden's goes very well. Both of my sons went to HOBY years ago and, and loved it!

Love in the name above all names, Jesus Christ.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 10:05 AM CDT

Hi, Tina-
I have been bad about signing the guestbook, but yes, I still check in on you! I will never forget and I pray for you all to have peace in the ongoing shadow of your loss. Our boys are 6 and 16 and love each other so much. I am so aware of your loss. I think of you so often, sorry for not lettiing you know more often!
Susan Faulkner <susangf2@comcast.net>
Schaefferstown, PA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 7:30 AM CDT

Thinking of you each and every day. God bless! Big hugs from Indiana.

Pray for Cory....http://www.caringbridge.org/in/coryduane/
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Thursday, May 31, 2007 6:22 AM CDT

Great to hear from you Tina, glad everyone is well. I'm sure Hayden will enjoy his summer, even with working four jobs! lol. Enjoy your pool, I know I would, especially living in Louisiana! I will continue to pray for you, as I can only imagine the pain that you still endure each day adjusting to life without Stanton. I usually do not share other caringbridge sites but I have been following Landon Pitre's (visit/landonpitre) site for along time now and he pased away yesterday, I'd appreciate it if you'd remember his family in prayer.
Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 1:50 AM CDT

Praying for the happy and sweet memories of Stanton's earthly life to warm and comfort your heart...
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 30, 2007 2:36 PM CDT

Thinking of you....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 10:57 AM CDT

Miss hearing from you Tina! I hope you update soon!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 6:33 PM CDT

Just checking in on you Tina. You haven't posted in a while, hope everyone is ok.

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 5:34 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 10:12 PM CDT

Tina: Continuing to pray for you and your family. It was great to visit and laugh with you tonight at the softball game. After watching the guys tonight, I look forward to the next game!!
Sara Chreene <mchreene@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, May 22, 2007 9:10 PM CDT

Hi there, Sorry for not posting in a while. As always you and your family are always close to my heart and deep in my prayers. Sending special prayers to Angel Stanton.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 21, 2007 9:28 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you today and always.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Monday, May 21, 2007 7:40 PM CDT

I am thinking of you and praying for you.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, May 19, 2007 8:32 PM CDT

Tina, just wondering where you are, hope everyone is okay.

Praying for you.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 11:53 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you today, and praying for you:) It has to be hard to see kids that are the same age as Stanton. I have a friend whose son earned his wings 7 years ago and she still feels a huge hole:( Looking forward to your next update......Hayden is sure a handsome guy.....and such a great kid. You and Jeff have done a wonderful job raising him....and for that you can be so very proud. I have a 16 year old son and it isnt easy to be a teenager these days, so much pressure to do well in school and conform with friends. I am sure Hayden is very happy to have such a loving mom and dad:) Take care.....Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 7:01 PM CDT

Tina,
I was looking at Hayden's picture (the bottom picture) in the photo album and I think he looks like Prince William!

Just wanted to share that. Hope u all have a great week

www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 10:36 PM CDT

As always keeping you all close to my heart and deep in my Prayers
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 15, 2007 6:14 PM CDT

Glad to hear that you had a nice mother's day! Thinking of you and continuously praying! Have a good week!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, May 14, 2007 11:39 AM CDT

Happy Belated Mother's Day! I was away from the computer all day and wanted to wish you a great day, even though a day late. Sorry!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Monday, May 14, 2007 9:43 AM CDT

I said a prayer for you today.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 11:12 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day! I have learned so much wisdom from you about enjoying each and every moment with my own children. Thank you for sharing your heart and soul each week.
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:37 PM CDT

Tina, Thinking about you and praying for a peace only God can give today.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 6:53 PM CDT

Happy Mothers Day
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:34 AM CDT

TINA,

MySpace Comments at GlitterBell.com
Sheena & Gabby <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou, - Sunday, May 13, 2007 1:10 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina. May you have a wonderful day!
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 0:38 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina! I continue to learn something new from you each time I read one of your posts. Have a very special day!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Saturday, May 12, 2007 7:20 PM CDT

Hi Tina,

Just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you this weekend.

I just heard that new song by Mercy Me, and oh my, IT IS SO GOOD!!

Praying you will feel wrapped up in God's love all weekend.

Keep holding on to Jesus,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Saturday, May 12, 2007 11:37 AM CDT

Tina - Thinking of you and wanted you to know how much I admire you :)
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, May 10, 2007 9:19 PM CDT

Wow, sorry I've just realized I haven't posted for around a month. SOOOOOOORY. It has been crazy over here in Japan.
Even though I don't post as often as I want to I am always thinking of the amazing Stanton and his super family. Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers.
I found this and wanted to share it with you all.

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.
Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?

Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.

To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.

To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 9, 2007 6:47 PM CDT

Thanks, once again, for putting things into perspective! Hope you are all having a great week.
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 12:34 AM CDT

I read an article once that asked when things get tough why do Christians turn their backs on God, and non christians turn to God. You are a stunning example of the fact that this article was wrong, in at least one aspect. May His Sonshine upon you always. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 8:23 AM CDT

Great song! Thanks for putting on the site.
Hope you have a great day!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/cherylstanley
Stacey <stacey.winter@ndsu.edu>
fargo, nd - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 7:56 AM CDT

Tina, this is one of my favorite songs! "If that what it takes to praise You, Jesus bring the rain"....I love that, I want to praise my God and I know whatever he brings us to, he will bring us through. I heard this song a couple of weeks ago and I just love it, the words are just awesome. Hope you are all doing well.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 11:07 AM CDT

Tina-I can sympathise with your eye problem,I have very little vision in my left eye and dry eye syndrome in both my eyes.The burning is just awful sometimes,you are definately in my prayers.Great update,yes,the car show was great!!I love to read your updates,I miss you when you are busy!!ALWAYS,IN MY PRAYERS!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, May 7, 2007 4:19 PM CDT

Thanks for the update, I was getting concerned. I will be praying that everything goes well with your eyes. I'm glad otherwise you are doing well. Congrats to Hayden!
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 2:12 PM CDT

Really not boycotting, Just busy. Glad Hadley is home and in charge. In His Name. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 7:49 AM CDT

Dear Tina, I just had to tell you how you touched my heart. I have so much to be thankful for. With sixteen grandchildren, all so healthy,I only have God to praise for this. Your talk tonight meant so much, to hear what you and your familys have been thru,and to still praise God for all your blessings. Thank you again for your testimony. God Bless, Cathy
Cathy Beckley <cathybeckley@hotmail.com>
Grayson, LA USA - Saturday, May 5, 2007 9:03 PM CDT

Tina - I was thinking about you today and decided to sign the guestbook! I hope you are having a good day. I continue to hold you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 8:29 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Baby Hadley is doing well and at home. Praying for the doctors' to figure our what is going on with your eye and for a quick recovery. Still praying for you and your family!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 9:11 AM CDT

Always thinking and praying for you. Check in daily!! God Bless. Pray for Cory www.caringbridge.org/in/coryduane
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 6:14 AM CDT

Great to hear from you. Glad Hadlry is doing well & is at home. Hope your appointment went well.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:07 PM CDT

Glad the baby is home and looks like you are embarking upon the season of these words...."Let's PLAY Ball!!!!"
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 1, 2007 2:39 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
I don't know if you have heard Martina McBrides new song "Anyway" but I know song lyrics speak to you and thought you would like this one so here it is:

ANYWAY:
You can spend your whole life building something from nothing
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

Chorus:
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe that tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart, for all the right reasons, and in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

Chorus:
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing a song you believe in that tomorrow they?ll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway, sing it anyway

I sing, I dream, I love, anyway.

Prayer as always are coming your way for you and your extended family!

Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 1:17 PM CDT

Tina, I am so pleased about the new baby. My new greatgrandaughter arrived on March 30 at Minden Medical. She just spent four days at Sutton's Childrens Hospital and we were more than pleased with the care that she received.
Oh, yes, her name is Hanna Grace. She is the granddaughter of my daughter, Debbie. Prayers for Hank, Dana, the new baby--also grandpaw O. H. Also her very wonderful great grandmother, Shug. I know that she will be "much loved" because I am also lucky to be loved by the Haynes. (Laurine)
Laurine Adcock <linniel@bellsouth.net>
Coushatta, LA USA - Sunday, April 29, 2007 9:39 PM CDT

Congratulations on your new niece!!I love the name and I hope she is doing better.My Grandson spent the first 9 weeks of his life at the Schumpert NICU,it is an awesome place.Your family is always in my prayers!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Saturday, April 28, 2007 11:11 PM CDT

Congrats on your neice's birth! My daughter is HADLEY also--beautiful name!

jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 28, 2007 4:00 PM CDT

hope all is well
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 24, 2007 10:36 PM CDT

Keeping you all deep in my Prayers and all the angels old and new deep in my Heart.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 7:22 PM CDT

Thinking of you! God Bless!
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Monday, April 23, 2007 6:11 AM CDT

Tina,
I started praying specifically for you about a year ago and I am praising God for the spritual strength I "see" in your journal entries. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. You truly are inspiring.
Alice Larkin <larksrose@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, TX - Friday, April 20, 2007 11:39 PM CDT

Glad you are back safely. Just wanted you to know you are always in my prayers as Stanton, EmmaGrace, Zoie and all the other angels are always in my heart. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 1:26 PM CDT

I'm glad to have you back! Sorry that the weekend was hard for you but I'm glad you got to meet up with so many people that are dear to you. I will continue to pray for peace and comfort for you and your family.

Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 12:31 AM CDT

Tina, as hard as that weekend was for you....you made it through with many little babysteps! Glad you, Trish and Chris were all able to be there together WITH each other and FOR each other. You know I don't believe in coincidences either :) Hope you all have a beautiful weekend. With love and many continued blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, April 20, 2007 10:47 AM CDT

Hi Tina,

Thanks for the update, and I'm so sorry about your eye, ouch!

I'm so blessed you got to enjoy seeing your very special friends, as hard as it was. I think it's great you can go back, and now remember all the wonderful memories of your children together.

Gosh...it's just so hard, but you have someone with you all the time, and He truly understands, and is taking care of Stanton for you right now!

Keep holding on my friend,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:21 PM CDT

Thanks for the update! I am sure your visit was bittersweet. I hope your eye is better soon. Keeping your family in my prayers.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 6:19 PM CDT

How there, How was the trip. I carn't wait to hear how it went. Keeping you all close to my heart and deep in my Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 8:56 PM CDT

I hope your family had a great weekend. I know it was probably very emotional but I hope you enjoyed it. Have a GREAT week.
Beth Markley <bethmarkley@bellsouth.net>
Hernando, ms Desoto - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 9:10 PM CDT

Although I have been so very busy lately that I have not signed in much, you and your family are always in our prayers. Hoping your week is going well.

Love in the precious name of Jesus.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 5:50 PM CDT

As always keeping you all close to heart and deep in my prayers. I know that I don't sign as often as I used to but please know that you are always in my thoughts.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 6:18 PM CDT

I said a prayer for you today.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:27 PM CDT

Praying for traveling grace for your trip to Memphis and for a weekend filled with loving friends. carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 2:28 PM CDT

Have a safe trip this weekend. You're always in my prayers but I will say extra prayers this weekend for your family and the trip to Memphis.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:47 PM CDT

Have safe travels this weekend. I hope you are able to share some pictures with all of us.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 5:52 PM CDT

I herad that Michael Waltrip was in a horrific crash and survived. I have no doubt he had a little angel in his passenger seat.

http://sports.yahoo.com/nascar/news?slug=ap-nascar-waltripaccident&prov=ap&type=lgns
KP <kmlindberg@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:33 PM CDT

Just checking in to say hello! I hope you had a GREAT day today. Thinking of you and praying for you!
Beth Markley <bethmarkley@bellsouth.net>
Hernando, ms USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:50 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
I think you should write whatever you need to write and not apologize for it! That is why we are still here!! Just one foot in front of the other. Praying as always,
Penny
Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:02 AM CDT

Praying for happiness for all of you and smiles as you replay the beautiful memories of your beautiful son! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings - however happy or sad - with us! Prayers and hugs to you!
Gina Mac
Willis, TX USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:49 AM CDT

I got a random prayer request email for Stanton one day which led me to follow your story and many many others daily. I still check in on all of my caringbridge families I have bookmarked, and although I don't know all of you, your stories are so powerful and have taught me so many good lessons. I have a child who is 3, and although I love her to death I think that one thing that I have taken away from reading your site is that time is so precious and I should never take one second for granted. I can honestly say many times when I need to be cleaning my house, and my daughter wants me to read her a story I think of how so many families can't do that anymore and I stop what I am doing and share those special moments. I know that by the grace of God it is not my child who is so sick at this very moment, but that it could be tomorrow. I am praying for you all and know that Stanton's life changed many people whom you do not even know. Your family taught me to love harder, hug tighter, and stop and soak up the wonderful moments while they are here. Thanks so much....
Tara
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 9:42 PM CDT

Tina - I wish I were there to give you a big hug! Your journal was sincere and from the heart. Never apologize for how you feel. We're praying for you!
Michele <mlangre@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 8:48 PM CDT

Tina,
Crying for you.
Praying for you.
Never forgetting your wonderful little guy.

michele p. <mpierani@fuse.net>
lawenceburg, IN - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 6:18 PM CDT

Hey Tina! Hope to see you and your family tonight at the Crawfish Hole. Yum!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 3:32 PM CDT

Tina:
Not that I can totally relate but I can somewhat...I lost my brother 11 years ago this Thursday and you are right holidays do not get easier....to me sometimes they do get harder! I wish I could tell you that it will all go away but to be honest it doesn't --you just learn to deal with it the best way possible. I find Christmas and Easter are the hardest holidays. I am like you I don't forget the reason for the season but I do find myself wondering what it would be like.

I just pray for you and that you will find comfort in knowing that you are not alone.

I don't sign in on a regular basis but I check this website daily. I have you on my pray list daily also. Please know that although I don't always say that you do have people that really care about you and your situation.

Wishing you a peaceful day!
Beth Markley <bethmarkley@bellsouth.net>
Hernando, MS USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 12:09 AM CDT

Hope you all had a blessed Easter....still here thinking of you and praying for you all. With love and continued blessings,
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, April 9, 2007 9:30 AM CDT

Happy Easter to you & your family!!!!
Jan Pippenger <PEPJAN921@msn.com>
St Paul, MN USA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:53 AM CDT

Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 8:14 PM CDT

Tina, I too am so thankful that Easter stands for Christ resurrection (sp?). That gives us the promise of us also having the assurance that we will also rise one day to meet our loved ones again. What an incredible gift for us all. I just want you to know that I am thinking of you and continue to pray for God's blessing and peace to be real to you each and everyday. I care!
Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:39 AM CDT

Tina,

It has been awhile since I have signed, but I check on you all everyday. Keeping you all in prayer as always.

Wishing you a very blessed and Happy Easter! He has risen indeed!!
Stephanie <smunch2@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL - Friday, April 6, 2007 9:21 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
Thank you for keeping Taylor in your heart and prayers. I appreciated your kind comments regarding my latest post. It is obviously much easier to speak of trusting God when the worst happens, when it has not happened to us. I applaud what you are doing- keeping the faith in the face of utter despair. I am so, so sorry that you have lost your little boy. I pray that I'd be as able to stand firm on the side of the Lord, never doubting His ability to heal or His providence in deciding not to. Carry on, and use this as God would have you to. Not one drop of your suffering will be wasted.
melissa gibbs
davidson, NC USA - Thursday, April 5, 2007 6:40 PM CDT

Hello from lebanon, sorry I didn't check on you lately, The sermon was for you there was a message for you hope you got it.
Take care and God bless you all.
Georges Karam <gk15@aub.edu.lb>
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 2:16 PM CDT

hope its fun
jennifer
sibley, la - Saturday, March 31, 2007 5:09 PM CDT

Tina, I was thinking about your entry and it brought to mind something that I expeirenced out of the blue this week. I was stopped at a redlight and glanced over at the car next to me. There was a little boy in the back seat and he looked to be about four years old. I started crying because I immediately started thinking about my nephew who would have been four this year. I don't know where the thoughts or tears came from but it just "hit so hard and without a warning". I immediately was so heartbroken just thinking of how much it must hurt my sister to see any child that would be about the age of her son, had he lived. What you both go through on a daily basis, so many of us never know. I am so inspired and so humbled at your courage and your strength. No doubt Stanton was up their painting that rainbow for your entire family. Maybe, our little Patterson was helping him. Just know that I think of you often and I really care about how you are doing. Give Jeff a hug and you have a wonderful weekend. You are an amazing mom and aunt.
Donna Garrett
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Friday, March 30, 2007 10:53 AM CDT

Sounds like a fun weekend ahead...hope that you enjoy it!
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:19 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you today. I pray that you are doing well.
Geri Hardy <jamhardy@suddenlink.net>
Minden, - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 4:35 PM CDT

Tina- Glad to read the update. I've been thinking about you and continue to pray for you. Have a good week!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 9:58 PM CDT

isn't that a great song?!?!? It is from Isaiah 53. I love you and the way you keep waking up and keep on keeping on. I cannot tell you the countless days I was ready to give up and just could not go another step . . .God directed me to read your entries for encouragement - for courage. Thank you again for sharing your heart! Much love and thanks! kk
kae johnson <kaekae7@bellsouth.net>
benton, la usa - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 11:10 AM CDT

Hello Tina,
Thanks for the beautiful song lyrics. I hope you have a wonderful week!
Love,
Robbie
Robbie Wilson <robbiewilson@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 10:12 AM CDT

Thinking of you today...have a wonderful week!
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Monday, March 26, 2007 3:52 PM CDT

Hey Haynes....my niece has prom Saturday night too....I will say an extra prayer that ALL the teens attending prom will be safe! Keeping you close always....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, March 23, 2007 8:56 AM CDT

Hayden,

GLAD YOU GOT A GOOD REPORT FROM THE DOCTOR.
HAVE FUN AT THE PROM AND BE SAFE.
JUDY RISNER
Minden, LA - Friday, March 23, 2007 6:49 AM CDT

Praying for you, Tina. Just letting you know that we pray for all precious Stanton's loved ones each day.

Love ya.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 10:07 AM CDT

Thanks for updating. I was getting worried. Praying for you all.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 21, 2007 9:24 PM CDT

hoping MaryClaire is home and feeling better
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 21, 2007 5:41 PM CDT

Praying for Mary Claire.

www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 3:26 PM CDT

I am glad to hear that they have identified what was wrong with Mary Claire. I will be lifting her up in my prayers. Praying that you and your family have a good week!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@intercall.com>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 3:45 PM CDT

Praying for you today. I hope that this week is better for you.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 10:39 AM CDT

I can't believe how much someone you never even met can touch your heart. Some cliche lyrics to share with you. Eric Clapton wrote this song for his son who passed away at the tender age of three suddenly.

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Time can bring you down; time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven
'Cause I know I don't belong, here in heaven
Erin
ny - Saturday, March 17, 2007 1:00 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say hi. I'd like to share this song with you.

Mark Harris - Wish You Were Here

I wanted to tell you how closely I've kept
The memories of you in my heart
And all of the lifetimes that we had to share
Live even though we're apart
But don't cry for me
'Cause I'm finally free
(Chorus)
To run with the angels
On streets made of gold
To listen to stories of saints new and old
To worship our Maker
That's where I'll be
When you finally find me

No don't you be weary cause waiting for you
Are wonders that you've never known
Just hold on to Jesus, reach out for his hands
And one day They'll welcome you home
And that's when you'll be
Finally free
Finally free

(Chorus)
I wish you were here, I wish you were here

And all of the dreams that you treasure
Will soon come together
And that's when your sorrow will find tomorrow
And you will rise again

(Chorus)

We'll run with the angels on streets made of gold
We'll listen to stories of saints new and old
We'll worship our maker that's where we'll be
When you finally find me

I wish you were here

Hoping all is well-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Saturday, March 17, 2007 0:04 AM CDT

Tina, Just checking in to say "hi" hope the extra duties work out ok for you. Keeping you in my prayers. carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:46 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you...hoping and praying you have a good weekend. With love and continued blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:41 AM CDT

Tina, I keep checking and noticed today that I am getting a message saying that pictures or images have been deleted or moved underneath Stanton's main picture. I wanted to let you know in case there was a problem or maybe it is just on my computer.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 7:36 PM CDT

Just to keep letting you know that you are thought of each and everyday.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 13, 2007 6:12 PM CDT

Tina. Thank you. But I need to say that we are the ones that have been Blessed. Thanks for giving us the chance to share Stantons life.I look forward to one day meeting you and your family and visiting Stanton's resting place.

Sending as always Love HUgs and a Million Prayers
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:25 PM CDT

Tina, Wow, I just loved that poem. I am going to copy it also and perhaps share it on Ashley's site once I get around to updating it...ha ha. I hope you don't mind that I am going to be a copy cat. It is just too good not to share.

Okay, now back to you...Just know that I love you just the way you are. I was one that got to witness first hand the sweet love that you and Jeff share as husband and wife. Watching you tenderly care for Stanton also imprinted on my heart the meaning of true love. Just the fact that you are your "true self" as Oprah (ha ha) would say, draws everyone to you. It is really hard to find people that just put themselves out there in the good and the bad. You have taught so many of us St. Jude families that is really okay just to let it all out. There is so much liberty in just taking the mask off at times and letting our true feeling out. God is a big God, don't you think He understands our emotions. I just want you to know that I think you are awesome and that you have touched our hearts time and time again. It is just so good to have you as a friend. I hope you will always just continue to be yourself and let us all just rally around you for whatever you need, good and bad. We care.
Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
Collierville, TN - Saturday, March 10, 2007 5:16 PM CST

WOW! That was awesome. I really needed to read that. This week has been a whirlwind here too! I have been praying for you. I hope you have a great weekend!
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 9, 2007 9:01 PM CST

Hey there, Keeping you Close to my Heart and Deep in my Prayers.

Believing in the Power of Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 8, 2007 0:06 AM CST

Praying for you!!I am glad Stanton's Easter stuff looked cute.May you be blessed!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, March 7, 2007 9:51 PM CST

Tina keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La USA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 11:08 AM CST

Thinking of you...praying for a good week.
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 9:36 AM CST

Keeping you all deep in my Prayers.
I wanted to share a Poem that was sent to me.
Please don�t worry � I�m home now
where there is no darkness
and pain is no more than a faded memory.
I am with family, those who love me
and�I am still with you.

Just listen � I am the beat of your heart and in every breath you take.
You will find me in your laughter
and at the times you choose to sing.
I am on the wind; amongst the patter of rain.
Listen closely and there I am � with you.

Just look � I am a morning�s ray of light and the first snowflake of winter.
You will find me in the shadows of a dance and in the smiles of those who love you.
I am amongst the stars; on the sparkling sea.
Look carefully and there I am � with you.

Just feel � I am the embrace of an old friend and the tickle of a secret�s whisper.
You will find me on a gentle, summer�s breeze and in the sun�s warm hands upon your face.
I am the flutter of an angel�s wings; perfect, at peace.
Feel with your heart and there I am � with you always.

- by Steven Manchester

A beautiful poem for a beautiful little boy

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 6, 2007 5:19 PM CST

Thinking about you today and praying for you.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 10:22 AM CST

Tina - Checking in to read another one of your wonderful posts. Your writing inspires and motivates me. I hope you're having a good week!
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Monday, March 5, 2007 8:59 PM CST

Tina, I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you and your family. I love Stanton's site and come to it daily, just to see his beautiful smile and here the song on his page. You are always in my prayers! ALWAYS BELIEVING!!!
Beth DaCunha <betha228@yahoo.com>
Londonderry, NH - Saturday, March 3, 2007 9:40 AM CST

I have been coming here for a really long time, found you from Jake (I think, I honestly can't remember.)

anyway- Today I was listening to 99.5, our local country station, & they are doing their annual St. Jude Radiothon. driving down to get my dad, and who comes on the air? Tina Haynes. talking about Stanton. Of course, by the end, I was sobbing. Hearing your voice, listening to you talk about your precious baby, and knowing that I come here but have never signed, I suddenly felt overwhelming guilt. You are such an amazing woman. I have thought that many times reading your entries. You are an inspiration to all womankind & especially Mothers everywhere.
I just wanted to tell you that.
We will be praying for you & your family.
Katie & Family <generallee112778@yahoo.com>
Tarpon Springs, FL - Friday, March 2, 2007 3:23 PM CST

I am thinking of you and praying for you. :0)
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 2, 2007 1:03 PM CST

Nothing you write is ever boring...Keeping you in my prayers for good days. Love to all. Carol
carol hagemann <heturtle@cebridge.net>
argenta, IL USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:54 AM CST

i heard about ethan from billie vern my moms friend i asked
my coworkers to pray for him and i called ksbj christian
radio station here in houston and asked them to put him on
their prayer line. Ethan and the family are in my prayers
and heart.
ronda hamilton <rhamilton@tmh.tmc.edu>
houston, tx usa - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 12:57 AM CST

Praying for you and Barney as well. I'm sorry to hear the sad news about him.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 4:20 PM CST

Tina again THANK YOU !!!! for sharing this poem I wish i could express to you how your light shines for the LORD.
I'm so glad you journal I think of you and pray for you and your family.Have a great day !!!
kelly proctor
vila rica, ga usa - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 2:12 PM CST

Thanks for mentioning Barney. I understand you wanting to respect their privacy. I was just caught so offguard by Trish's update about his surgery and when I saw it was dated on Monday(last week),and it was Thursday I thought I must have missed an update from you somehow.I keep up with you daily. I know how on top of prayer requests you are.Its just that if I had known I would have been sending him good thoughts and prayers sooner and spreading the word around to do the same.Last I had checked their site was last Sunday. Well....I'm praying hard now. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 26, 2007 8:36 PM CST

Tina,
Have you thought of displaying your precious quilts in a quilt safe, my quilt safe is made of oak on top & bottom & side framed, with glass insert on all sides front & back. My quilt safe is also used as an end table with table lamp. You can find quilt safes in "Country Home" magazines, & I'd be glad to send you a photo of mine if you like.
Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Monday, February 26, 2007 2:57 PM CST

Thinking of you....praying for a good week.
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, February 26, 2007 10:56 AM CST

Tina,
Thanks for signing Danielle's guest book. I wanted you to know how truely inspiring Stanton's site is. I can't imagine how you feel but do find comfort in your words. Please remember what you find theraputic I find strength in. My heart goes out to you and your family. Thanks again for showing your heart.
B.J. Pike <bjapike@yahoo.com>
Current Home- RMH, TN USA - Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:45 PM CST

Tina,
I read your site daily but don't always take the time to sign the guestbook. I think of you and your family often and continue to pray for all of you. I was also so sad to hear that Barney has cancer.
Michele <mlangr@aol.com>
Sparks, MD USA - Sunday, February 25, 2007 8:15 PM CST

Hi there.Praying for you all as always.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 25, 2007 7:43 PM CST

I checked Emma Grace's site and discovered the bad news about Barney. I was shocked. I came back here to see how I could have missed you giving us an alert to pray for him. It seems I didn't miss it....but am praying for him now that I do know. I think of you daily
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 22, 2007 10:41 PM CST

I was reading Emma Grace's site today and it looks like her daddy has cancer!
Beth
Londonderry, NH - Thursday, February 22, 2007 6:08 PM CST

Tina,
I have a wonderful idea for your precious quilts. Take measurements of the quilts and see if you can find someone in your area to make shadow boxes for them to hang. You know a huge wooden box about a quarter of an inch thick with glass in the front to display the quilt. Kind of like a huge picture frame. It may be a little pricy but it will preserve them for a long time. So sweet of these ladies to make them for you. I know you will treasure them forever. I made memory quilts of my parents one year for Christmas and gave them out to my sisters and brother. I took some down throws and printed pictures out of the computer of my parents on transparent cloth paper and ironed them in different spots on the quilt. They really turned out beautiful.
Praying always for Stanton's family.
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Thursday, February 22, 2007 10:57 AM CST

Praying for you, Tina, each day. I sewed a sleeve along one side of an antique quilt that I own, and then ran it on a curtain rod and hung the entire thing on a big wall in one bedroom. It is super. I take it down every now and then and toss it in the dryer on delicate to get the dust out of it.

Best of luck with the quilts. Love ya.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Thursday, February 22, 2007 0:06 AM CST

I'm back again....take a look at these (copy and paste the oh-so-long link, I guess)

http://www.potterybarnkids.com/products/6095632/index.cfm?clg=46&bnrid=3550201&cm_ven=Perf&cm_cat=Shopping&cm_pla=Datafeed&cm_ite=All%20Products

These are the ones I had in mind but if you "google" quilt clips there are lots of others.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 10:14 PM CST

Hi Tina...it's been quite some time since I've signed though I check almost daily for your updates. I think of Stanton and your family often and always love getting updates on Hayden.

I had to reply to your plea for a way to hang your sweet quilts. Have you seen the wooden clips that you can use for this purpose? They come in the shape of a flower or a star, etc. I believe that they can be found at Pottery Barn Kids and I think I've seen them at our local Babies R Us. Also, could you or someone handy sew some tabs on the back (like tab top curtains but more hidden in the back)and them hang them from basic drapery hardware? Please email me if you have questions or need some clarification. Also, if you can't find the clips, let me know and I'll see if I can't track them down for you. I am an Interior Designer and have some sources I can possibly find them. It would thrill me to be able to help you out. In the meantime, if I can find a link showing them, I'll send your way.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 10:11 PM CST

Hi Tina,

Just checking in to see how you are doing. Great update, beautiful song!

I'm so glad you are still crawling, and hanging in there.

Thanks for sharing your journey of HOPE, and love with us all,

Keep holding on!!

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 8:19 PM CST

Love the song. I wish I could get a copy here in Japan. Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you all.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 5:47 PM CST

Loved the song and yes I do understand why you like it so much. Keeping you close in prayer. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 1:09 PM CST

I'm glad you enjoyed the race - my husband loves Nascar so much that we are going to Las Vegas in just over 2 weeks for the race there. Take care and have a good day!
Eunice Johnson <e.johnson@shaw.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 7:00 PM CST

As always keeping you all close to my heart and deep in my Prayers today and everyday.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 20, 2007 5:09 PM CST

Just checking in on all the Haynes family. Tina, I pray for you and your guys every day! Count on it. I want to hear more about the Bible study book you recently read?

Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 3:36 PM CST

I'm glad that you enjoyed watching the race. My husband was all into it also! I hope that your week is going good so far and I will check back soon.

Take care,
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 10:29 AM CST

I have been praying for you. I am glad you had a good weekend. Talk to you soon.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 19, 2007 2:39 PM CST

Tina, as always an amazing journal update. Again a lot of tears were cried but this time not of sadness but happiness. You are so lucky to have been blessed with those boys of yours. Thank you for keeping the Journal going. I really enjoy being able to share your thoughts and treasure every journal you post.
Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you and your family and the proudest angel in the sky Stanton.

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 18, 2007 11:38 PM CST

Although I have been silent for a while, out of town with my parents while dad had heart surgery, I have thought about all the Haynes family. During this time of the year, I just wanted you to know that your names are placed before God's throne each day, for blessings and comfort that only HE can give.

With love in the Master's name.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Sunday, February 18, 2007 10:50 PM CST

I thought of your perfect angel on his birthday and wanted you to know I still stop by to check on you. I shed some tears reading about the special birthday Hayden conjured up for Stanton. What a remarkable kid! :)
Shaun Rogers <shaunr@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, Ga - Sunday, February 18, 2007 3:38 PM CST

I am so sorry about your loss. He looks perfect in every way. Our prayers & thoughts are with you. www.caringbridge.org/visit/marissamonroe
Tracy Monroe <tjmonroe@myrural.com>
White Pigeon, MI USA - Sunday, February 18, 2007 2:27 AM CST

Precious Ones, I'm so proud of all of you. You have learned so much from Stanton, and each other, during this remarkable journey. Now you're learning how to sort all you've learned and put those "revelations" into action. Precious Tina, I don't see you as "broken;" merely in the process of being "remodeled." Loving each of you and supporting you through the "remodeling" of your lives,
ShugII <shug65@suddenlink.net>
- Saturday, February 17, 2007 12:19 AM CST

Tina, I'm so glad you are going to keep journaling. It is a true inspiration
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La usa - Saturday, February 17, 2007 0:51 AM CST

Oh, Tina, I just cried all the way through your entry today. What two beautiful sons you were given! I have thought of you often this week, though I never actually signed on here (I "wrote" a few times in my mind). I guess I didn't have the words to say. I am also grateful you will keep journaling as time allows. I didn't want to push you, but it is part of my day to check in on you.
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Friday, February 16, 2007 8:43 PM CST

I am so glad you are going to keep journaling!!I check your site everyday to see that precious little face and also to hear what you have to share!!You always speak straight from your heart!!!Just know so many people truly care and are praying everyday for you.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, February 16, 2007 7:58 PM CST

Even though I do not sign very often, I read your page everyday. Please know Mrs. Tina that I pray for you every morning. God gave Stanton and Hayden to you for a reason. I only had the honor of meeting Stanton a couple of times but those memories will be with me forever. I have learned so much from your strength you show on here. Keep looking up. God is always with you!
Brooke Fenn (the Gravelle's babysitter) <brookiebrooke2008@yahoo.com>
Winnsboro, LA USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 2:44 PM CST

I am so sorry that I did not have an entry on Stanton's B'day. We had 10 inches of snow and kept losing power. I continue to read your updates and continue to pray for you and yours. You are such an amazing family. All my love goes out to all of you. Hayden, you are truly a wonderful son. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 1:11 PM CST

TINA, I just got through reading your journal update and with tears in my eyes and chill bumps, I must say that you have an amazing talent. I felt like I was there. I think God is using you to reach out to many others. Hayden is one amazing young man. keeping you all in our prayers.
Believing,
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Friday, February 16, 2007 11:57 AM CST

Yep...Hayden is pretty much amazing...what a great kid. During the auction, my mom would not stop talking about that boy--she just loves him.
Catherine Harper <harper.catherine@gmail.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Friday, February 16, 2007 11:13 AM CST

Way to go Hayden! What a true blessing you are to your family! I know Stanton is proud of his bubby! With love and continued prayers...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, February 16, 2007 10:53 AM CST

always here thinking and praying for you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 16, 2007 10:50 AM CST

Thinking of you all today and always. Love Hugs and a Million Prayers are sent to you all.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 15, 2007 10:34 PM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Let God be your strength.
Holly, Dan, & Bailey Mischnick <Hollyb33@sbcglobal.net>
Mineola, TX - Thursday, February 15, 2007 9:06 AM CST

Thinking of you during this difficult week. Our prayers are with you.

Lynn Savela and Family (Friends of Jake) <lsavela@comcast.net>
Vineland, NJ - Thursday, February 15, 2007 9:03 AM CST

I don't sign often but still check in on Stanton's wonderful family. I couldn't let today go by without signing the guestbook to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEET STANTON! It's hard to believe it's been two years since you went to live with Jesus. Please watch over your mom, dad, and brother, and let them know you're always near. You are a very special boy and will not be forgotten!!!
Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@tx.rr.com>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:53 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!! To all the Haynes may you feel the warmth from your Angel smiling down on you today.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:46 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton - sure do miss you here on earth - but can't wait to see you again someday. hope you and all of your angel buddies had a nice time today.

To Stanton's mommy, daddy and bubba - know that there are many of us who continue to remember and never forget your sweet angel and thanks for sharing your lives with us then and now especially. I love you guys.
CrAZy
memphis, tn - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:24 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!!!!

Liz
N. I., la - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:33 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Stanton!!!!!!!! Send some hugs from Heaven down to your family today as they miss you very much:( Don't worry, we will keep praying for them until you all can be together again!!! Celebrate little man!!!!! Tina......I know this is a rough time, but I hope you can find comfort in all the special memories of your sweet little guy:) Keeping you all in my prayers:) Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:28 PM CST

Coming to you from Taylor Gibbs site. Saying a prayer for you today and will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. May God Bless you on this very special day and keep you in His care. Peace be with you.
Marie McGehee
Lexington, SC USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:05 PM CST

I read your entry in Taylor Gibbs guestbook and clicked on your link to see your son. What a beautiful boy!
I don't know what to say. "I'm sorry" just seems stupid to say. Your journal entry was so honest and raw. I think you should keep doing it. It touched my heart and I'm sure there are others. I can't imagine living through every parents worst nightmare. I pray that even through your pain that you can feel God's presence and peace.

God Bless You,
Chris Boswell <watchmaid103@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 5:47 PM CST

Hey Haynes crew...
I am thinking about all of you today. I know this week really stinks for ya'll. Try to think on happy times and memories. If you need a short road trip to get away.... head east. We have an extra room! Mo

www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen
Melanie Massey <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West monroe, LA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 5:15 PM CST

Tina & Family,
Danielle & I sat in our room at the Ronald McDonald house today looking at your site and all you, Stanton and your family has gone through. You experienced everything that I hope and pray doesn't happen. I can't say anything to make you feel better and I am so inspired by your honesty. I wish I could give you a hug. I pray for your strength and am heartbroken by your loss. I pray you can feel God's arms around you today.
B.J. Pike <bjapike@yahoo.com>
Dubberly, LA 71024 - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 4:57 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you guys. As I was leaving school (work) yesterday, K-Love was playing "Homesick" by Casting Crowns. God sent a reminder to me to pray for your family.
Kelly Kicker <oosta24@hotmail.com>
Hernando, MS - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 3:23 PM CST

Tina, Jeff & Hayden: My you feel Stanton's hugs today and feel peace in these difficult days. I know I have not signed lately but have thought about your family alot and keep you in my prayers.
Deb Halloran <hallorandeb@hotmail.com>
Belle Plaine, MN - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 2:06 PM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I continue to check the site daily and I hope you know how very much I appreciate you and your family. I can not comprehend how hard today and yesterday must be for you guys. Know you are loved and many are lifting you up in prayer. Wishing and praying for peace for you. Keri

Keri Sites <kdsites@zoominternet.net>
Chesapeake, OH USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 1:38 PM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton! We are thinking of you and your entire family today. Tina, I have to tell you that Floyd came home from work last night telling me about another little boy that was a patient. The little boy didn't want to be at the dentist office. Floyd told him about Stanton and the $20.00 deal he had with him. We just laughed and just talked about how special Stanton truly was. Floyd mentioned that he just had this special way about him. I agree. I just wanted to let you know that even though Stanton is celebrating his birthday in Heaven, we are thinking about him and you. Hugs and love,
Floyd and Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 12:45 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
SIMMESPORT, LA USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 11:53 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!!

www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Tina-just keep on journaling as long as you feel the need too!
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 11:13 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:58 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton
Gina
Conyers, GA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:52 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON! I know you are having the world's most wonderful party today. I know you and your angel friends are running through the fields of heaven today! Tell God hello for me. And when He holds you tonight, give Him a hug from me.
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:42 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:41 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!
From a Jake Believer!
Believing!
Dawn Rushing <ppsidr34@aol.com>
WM, LA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:10 AM CST

I was walking through WalMart here this morning and God put you on my heart. I know that as so many celebrate Valentine's Day your heart is breaking. May God give you a peace and a smile sometime during this day.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:09 AM CST

Happy Birthday Sweet Stanton!

Love to all of the Haynes family!
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:39 AM CST

(A little something for Tina...from Brenda)

If I could pick one flower,
'Twould be a rose so fair,
That dwells in the Gardens of Heaven,
With eyes of blue and golden hair.

His smile could light the eastern sky
With rays of warming sun,
And his little arms around my neck,
Were soft as moonlight when day is done.

But, the Great Gardener needed him
In that palace made of gold,
To fill a place so special
That my "Stanton Rose" now holds.

So I'll just wait and bide my time,
Till I enter the Garden too,
And then I'll hold that rose so fair
And see those eyes of blue!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE STANTON....from Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:48 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!
I love you tons and miss you bunches!
Let mommy, daddy and Hayden know that you are OK!
Hearts to you...my forever little sweetie!

Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:42 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one sweet angel!!
Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:42 AM CST

Happy Birthday baby!
Amanda
minden, la - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:41 AM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers today and everyday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!! We all love and miss you! Hope you having a wonderful day up there with all the angles and Jesus and everybody else. That is the ULTIMATE birthday present!
Alisa Bentley <alisa.bentley@lpnt.net>
Chapmanville, WV - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:38 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton!
We miss you!
Crystal Beach <crystal.d.beach@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:28 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton! I know you will have a great day. May God bless you and your family today.
Jackie <jes11282@yahoo.com>
Ruston, - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:24 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Tina and the rest of the crew. I did not have access to a computer at all yesterday, but you were in my thoughts and prayers continuously! I am sure yesterday was hard, but I hope that you know how much you are all thought of and loved. I also wanted to tell Stanton Happy Birthday sweet boy!! I can only imagine the celebration you are having!!

With a sweet little boy on my mind.....
-Katie Pittenger
caringbridge.org/tn/christi
katie Pittenger <klpttngr@memphis.edu>
Collierville, TN USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:20 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton! I know you are having a great party in Heaven! Praying for your family today!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@bellsouth.net>
Auburn, AL - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:08 AM CST

Tina, Jeff and Hayden,
Thinking of you all!!! Wishing that words could ease your pain!! Praying that God will wrap each of you in his loving arms and give you the comfort you need today!!
Believing,
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:48 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET STANTON!! ALSO HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! I KNOW YOU ARE HAVING THE PARTY TO BEAT ALL PARTIES. SEND LOTS OF HUGS AND WIND BLOWN KISSES TO YOUR MOM, DAD AND HAYDEN TODAY. GIVE JESUS OUR LOVE!!
UNTIL WE MEET IN HEAVEN!!!!!
TRACY WALLS
CLEVELAND, MS - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:46 AM CST

Happy Birthday Stanton! I know you are having the best time with Jesus and all of your buddies. I miss you so much and want to kiss that little bald head of yours!
I love you,
Mrs. Sarah
Sarah Ortiz <sarah.ortiz@stjude.org>
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:34 AM CST

I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.

Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."
**~

BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 0:16 AM CST

Dear Haynes Family, I hope that one these difficult days you can feel God's love and also the love that is shared for you all over the world. You guys meet a difficult sitution head on. Through your strength myself and I gain so much from it.
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 11:05 PM CST

Tina, Hayden & Jeff,
I know I haven't been "around" much lately (well okay, not at all), but I hope you know that you are all never far from my thoughts and prayers (you know that, right?) I wanted to let you know that I've been thinking of you guys all day today, and remembering Stanton as well. The hurt that we all still feel is a clear sign of how just loved he was, and still is loved. Tina, I agree with you that time probably will never fully cure that hurt. But, time also cannot diminish the hope and faith that we will see him again someday. And what a great day that will be!! I love you guys!!
My best, Gerhard <barone@jepson.gonzaga.edu>
Spokane, WA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:07 PM CST

Tina, Just to let you know that we are all sending Ballons full of love and Kisses to Stanton today at my school here in Japan.

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2007 5:31 PM CST

I know today is especially hard for you. You said people told you that it will get easier with time. It does! My sister passed away 20 years ago with an incurable disease. She was my dearest friend. It has been difficult more so at times, but God has given me a peace that passes human understanding. I still don't understand why it happened. But I know she's in Heaven waiting for me, my family, and her children and now grandchildren she's never met. We may not understand God's ways but we need to trust Him. May God be with you in a mighty way this week and may He give you that peace as your soul is flooded with precious memories of your precious little angel.
Becki Mitchell
Doyline, La
Becki Mitchell <Beckimit@aol.com>
doyline, la usa - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 4:09 PM CST

Thinking of you today and saying prayers for you to help you get thru the day. Can't imagine what you are going thru.

I want to let you know that I read your journal entries but rarely sign your guestbook. If journaling helps you, then please continue writing. We will read it!
Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net>
Columbia, MO - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 3:56 PM CST

Wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! I know today is a difficult one as will be tomorrow asking the Father to lift you up!

Jenny <jauld83@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2007 3:25 PM CST

Dear Tina, Jeff, and Hayden,
Praying for you today and sending love and hugs! Thinking of you and your precious little man today.
Love, Tim, Robbie, Chris, Kelsie, and Caleb
Tim and Robbie Wilson <robbiewilson@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 3:06 PM CST

Praying for you on this difficult day! Thank you for sharing your precious family with us!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@bellsouth.net>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2:42 PM CST

Tina your right I don't know what to say except I'm praying for you and your family.May GOD hold you and your heart close today and through out the year!!! I know writing the journal maybe hard for you but I hope you know it has brought me PEACE on days I did'nt think I would ever have it. Your special and only time will tell how much you journal but please know there priceless!!!
kelly proctor
villa rica, ga usa - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2:37 PM CST

Hi Tina thinking of you today and praying for your peace and comfort. As you said there are no words that anyone can say to heal your heart. I am so sorry for your loss and your pain. I remember sweet Stanton and know that he is making Jesus smile like he made so many smile here. He really was a sweet little boy and I'm so glad I had the privilege of knowing him for just a little while. God bless you and may he bring you comfort.
www.caringbridge.org/ny/allia
Rosa Fraticelli <rosafraticelli@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2:36 PM CST

Tina, I have thought about you all day long. I cannot imagine how many times a day you think of your little man. He was your baby and you will never get over losing him. I know your emotions are so heavy and your heart is hurting.. today especially. I can only imagine how tough this week is for you!

I check on you every day! Please know that I am thinking and praying for you.
Much love to all of you!
Carrie Douglas
Carrie Douglas <onerebfan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Lakeland, TN 38002 - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2:34 PM CST

Thinking of you on this difficult day. Praying that you have a happy Valentine's day. I'm sure that Jesus will be having a huge birthday celebration for Stanton.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2:14 PM CST

I have come to your wonderful and truly touching page from my nephew, Taylor Gibbs caring bridge site. I am speechless to see the outpouring of love that is in each guestbook entry. I just wanted to say thank you for showing love to our family and we will keep you in our prayers as well. Blessing upon you and this very special day.
Heather Gibbs <heathergibbs@hotmail.com>
ashburn, vA United States - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 2:00 PM CST

Tina and family......just want you to know I continue to pray for you and my heart is aching for you today. I know that your little angel will give you the strength to get through......Hugs to all of you on this sad anniversary:( I wish there was something I could say to make it hurt less:( Just know I am continuing to pray for you all and will be thinking of you this week....Love Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 12:54 AM CST

Thinking of you not only today and tomorrow, but always!!! Praying for your continued strength. Stanton's heavenly birthday and earthly birthday leads to one BIG party in Heaven!!!!! I am sure that Emma Grace is singing Happy Birthday as loud as her little lungs will let her!!!

Rebecca
Rebecca Davis <auntbeppaann@aol.com>
Winnsboro, LA USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 12:20 AM CST

I keep up with your website. Reading your website makes me want to give my boys an extra hug every day. Thank you-sometimes we need a jump start after getting caught up in "the world". Our thoughts and prayers are with you all this week.
Jennifer Pennington and family <jpenning@dss.state.la.us>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 12:14 AM CST

You're in my thoughts, prayers and especially my heart! Stanton may physically be "gone", but he will NEVER be forgotten - He's in my heart forever! Love to you all,
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 11:19 AM CST

Tina, Jeff & Hayden:
Saying a special prayer for you all today & tomorrow, but keeping you in prayer always.

In Christ,
Stephanie
Stephanie Munch <smunch2@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 11:17 AM CST

Thinking of you today and saying an extra prayer for you.

Stanton, send Mommy, Daddy and big bubba Hayden extra angel hugs and kisses today. Let them know your okay and waiting until you can hold them again.

Tina Pense <tpense@ozarksecc.com>
Farmington , AR - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:54 AM CST

Thinking of you today and tomorrow and the next day.........
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:22 AM CST

Thinking of you today...
Gina
Shepherd, GA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:33 AM CST

Love ya, Love ya, Love ya, "Wuv Ya Right Here"!
I'm looking up with ya my sweet Haynes' ... He's right there and got our sweet babies by His side! We'll hang on together until we get Home.
Only By His Grace - Trish, Momma to Heaven's Lil Dancin' Darlin ~ Emma Grace
Trish Hampton <bubbleup42@yahoo.com>
Prairie Grove, AR - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:26 AM CST

Thinking of you and praying with you to find that place for the grief.
I lost my daughter at the age of 15 to melanoma in June 2005. I no longer maintain her caringbridge site and I commend you for doing so for Stanton. Your words have always been a comfort to me. Thank you
Debbie Beach <beachfamily@comcast.net>
Milton, Ma - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:23 AM CST

Dear Haynes Family,

I'm praying especially hard for you today and tomorrow that God will wrap you in his loving arms and give you peace. Tina - I hope you will continue to journal because it teaches us all the important lesson of loving our children and never taking them for granted.
Tiffany <chipper_10ab@yahoo.com>
Magnolia, AR USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:21 AM CST

Tina, Jeff, & Hayden,
Praying for all of you especially hard today. (((HUGS))))

Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:35 AM CST

Hello Haynes Family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you today as always but I am praying for even more peace for you on this anniversary. I am sure Stanton will be having a big birthday bash surrounded by love with all of his friends.

Penny
Penny Sheppard
Tega Cay, SC - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:19 AM CST

Tina,
You and your family have shared your life with so many people and so many families have been touched by Stanton's story. As a parent we all weep with you, but can't really comprehend what you face from day to day. We choose to wake up in our OWN world and forget about people around us who need encouragement and prayers.
I pray for continued strength for each of you. Thank you for placing your family and Stanton's story as an open book for each of us to read. I pray that each day I can draw something from your words/experience that will reflect the strength, faith and unconditional love that Stanton possessed.
Trace <tvaughan@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:04 AM CST

Dear Tina,
My heart is very heavy for you this week. I've read your journal for quite some time and it has made me realize that the answer of "time helps" really is just words to say.
Please do whatever you feel you must do with the journal, but know that there are people here who read daily, but like myself who don't sign, but my family prays for your family daily.
I have no idea what the future holds, but I know The One who loves you best, does.
Happy Birthday Stanton!
michelle regan <meeker68@yahoo.com>
Pleasant City, OH USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:03 AM CST

Dear Tina,
I still check on you and pray for you every day. Extra prayers for God's peace and comfort are being said for you today and tomorrow.
Kathy
Kathy Kumpe <KathyK@TheHeritageCompany.com>
Benton, AR - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 6:45 AM CST

Oh Tina, I'am sendng you cyber hugs today. I wish I could hug you in person. You have been an inspiration to me & many other people. I still check in on you every morning, & pray for you every day.
Happy Happy 6th Birthday Dear Stanton!!!!!
Jan Pippenger <PEPJAN921@msn.com>
St Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 6:16 AM CST

Jeff, Tina, Hayden and Family,

Thinking and praying for you during this difficult time. Still have such sweet memories of that precious little boy. May God wrap his loving arms around each of you. We love you guys!
Casey Fields <deanfields@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 6:14 AM CST

Dear Tina (and family)...I can only imagine what this week will hold in store for you. It has got to be very emotional. May God hold you as any parent would hold their child who is hurting, grieving and at times feeling so lost. He's there for you and He feels your pain.....remember, He too lost a child to death. Sometimes God calms the storm....but sometimes He calms His child and lets the storm rage. My heartfelt thoughts will be with you and your family this week! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE WARRIOR! Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 6:07 AM CST

Tina and family,
Just thinking about you tonight. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. You guys have been such an inspiration to others. We don't always sign but check your site often. Happy Birthday Stanton.
The Breedloves (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 9:26 PM CST

I enjoyed ansewering phones and taking pledges at the auction to honor Stanton. It was fun to hang out with the ole Haynes crew!! You guys are absolutely amazing--all of you. Praying for you daily.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANTON!!!
Laura Kelly <laura_04_04@yahoo.com>
Shreveport, La - Monday, February 12, 2007 9:16 PM CST

I am praying for you. I often think of Stanton and each of you and I pray for you when I do. I think we are a culture that underestimates grief and want to make people "feel" better. I'm sorry that you ache so much but I don't think you're crazy. Stanton left a gaping hole in many lives when he went on to heaven. Know that you are being prayed for - I've been reading the same book as you and I see it differently now that I know you're reading it too. (Get out of the pit...Beth Moore.)

Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Monday, February 12, 2007 7:28 PM CST

Tina, I'm praying for you (all of you) as I know this will be a very emotional week. I can't imagine the pain that you feel but I pray that God will comfort you and heal your heart. I hope you follow your heart as to keeping this site open, but know that I visit daily and you are an inspiration to me. I have become so "close" to the Caringbirdge families that I visit and just this past week about five have mentioned that they will be closing soon. I am so saddened but I know families must move on. Please remember I will visit as long as you journal. Sending hugs and much love...

Praying & Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
SIMMESPORT, LA USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 7:15 PM CST

(((BIG HUGS)))
Robin
Texas - Monday, February 12, 2007 6:25 PM CST

TINA SENDING YOU BIGS HUGS FROM FAR AWAY jAPAN. I READ YOUR JOURNALS EVERY DAY BUT SOMETIMES FORGET TO SIGN. THIS IS NOT BECAUSE OF NOT CARING BUT BECAUSE AS I HAVE NEVER BEEN DOWN THE ROAD THAT YOU ARE ON I THINK I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER. BUT I KNOW THAT A FEW WORDS OF LOVE AND PRAYING ARE ALL I CAN OFFER SO TINA. I AM SENDING YOU A WHOLE BUNCH OF LOVE HUGS AND A MILLION PRAYERS.

STANTON! HAAAAAAAAAAAPY 6th BIRTHDAY.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 5:30 PM CST

Hi Tina! I am one of those people who never knows what to say at times like these. But I do want you to know that you have a precious family. I really enjoy hanging out with you, Jeff and Hayden (except for the "kick me" sign) at the auction. Your strength still continues to amaze me. I'll check in as long as you choose to journal. I'm praying for ya'll as always. Love to ya'll!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Monday, February 12, 2007 4:31 PM CST

Haynes Family,
I'm thinking of you all today and in the days to come. Stanton touched my heart and he will not be forgotten as long as I am on this earth. I hope that you can find comfort in each other and in the wonderful memories you have of Stanton.

Chemo Angel Lori <Lorabelle@att.net>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 4:30 PM CST

Tina, here's a HUGE HUG from Tenney and I. We know this is a sad time for you and your family. Please know you are being lifted up this week for strength. I'm not real good with words but I can pray and I do daily for you and your family and each and every child in this world we live in. We love you!
Debbie Branch <debinminden@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 3:12 PM CST

It's a very difficult time of the year for you, so please be gentle with yourself. Grief of the sort you have, doesn't go away or really lessen, I don't feel, but maybe that's just me. I do always pray and hope, that as you suggest, it can be worked through and incorporated into daily life, so that it does not completely cripple our ability to enjoy the other dear people in our lives, do our work, worship, and generally go about our business. I don't know if this is very encouraging, but there is a hole left in our hearts and souls when someone so dear is missing from our earthly lives, and while we are never whole again the way we used to be, hopefully we can channel what we are left with in a positive and hopeful way. It is an ongoing struggle, and just personally speaking, I'm not that great with struggles like this. My prayers are with you, as this is the greatest thing a mother can struggle with, and I'm glad that you do find some comfort and encouragement from your writing. I always find some comfort and encouragement from reading what you've written.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, February 12, 2007 3:07 PM CST

TINA, I came to check on you guys this morning before you had updated the site. Then this afternoon, I got an amazing e-mail from my daughter with your journal update on it.
We have never met any of you, yet we feel very close to each of you. Stanton, Emma Grace, Zoie, Hannah, Big Ben, and then later Jacob Duckworth, Jake-Jake Raborn, and many children that have gone to be with Jesus at such an early age, will never be forgotten. I can remember that Sunday, like it was yesterday, When our sweet dear friend Monica got up in church and ask for prayers for these babies. They immediately took our hearts and we began to pray for each of them and their families. We had the sweet pleasure of meeting Emma Grace, Trish and Barney, But never had that pleasure with Stanton, Zoie, Hannah and Big Ben and their families. I do know that we talk about each one of these children at our houses (my daughters and ours) just like they were all part of our family. And I tell you after praying for all of you each and every day for over two years. It feels as though we are all family. Tina, we will be sending Stanton some Valentine Birthday balloons on Wed. So look to the sky and see if you can see them. Tina, Follow your heart with your journaling, but know that we check on you each day and would feel as though we lost another part of our family if you quit journaling.
Sending you more ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))).
Wishing Words could Help with the pain, but knowing they do not............
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Monday, February 12, 2007 3:00 PM CST

I have never in the entire time you have been journaling signed your guest book, but have read it everyday since your unimaginable journey began. I do not know if you remember me, but my husband, Glen, was youth minister at 1st Minden for about six years. I prayed for Stanton, and now pray for you and your family. You have given me perspective when my own four old is driving me nuts :), helped me to see what really matters in this life and insight into the loss of a child. God has used you to help me in a small way understand other's pain in loss and how I can in maybe a small way be an encouragement or give some hope. I cannot even fathom your emotions right now. BUT I know the FATHER who does, and I am continuing to pray for you and your family at this most difficult time. God bless you, your sister in Christ. Carrie Miers
Carrie Miers
Baton Rouge, LA - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:55 PM CST

Dear Sweet Tina, I hope you can feel my hugs from afar. The tears sting as I sit here wanting so badly to say something that would just ease your hurt if even just a little. I know that there are no such words. You said that you have beaten yourself up time and time again for going to sleep that night. I can only think that maybe it was God's grace and his covering over you that caused you to sleep as he drew Stanton to Him. I thought too about what you said about telling your kids goodnight and if you ever thought about if you would do it differently if you knew that it was your last night with them. I can tell you that there have been many nights that I got out of bed just to say goodnight one more time or to just kiss them one more time. I have learned just how precious life is through our experiences and through walking this journey with you and our other St. Jude friends. Oh how I wish things were different Tina. I too so wish Stanton was here with you and Jeff and Hayden. I pray that God will give you precious memories that will somehow ease the heartache that I can only imagine. I pray for rest for you this week. I pray that your friends will surround you and care for you. I hope you keep journaling. You have such an incredible gift. Thank you for sharing your life with us and most of all, for sharing Stanton. We will never forget him!
Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 1:32 PM CST

Many thoughts and prayers are with you and your precious family!
J
Ruston, LA - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:19 PM CST

((((((((((((((BIG HUG))))))))))))))
Tina - as far as the journaling....you've listened to God on every decision you had to make before....listen to Him now....He will let you know whether to stop or keep going. Whatever your decision is, we'll still be with you!
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:13 PM CST

Thinking of you and praying for you - this week especially. I cannot say anything to make you feel better but I hope if gives you some comfort knowing how much Stanton has touched so many lives and continues to do so. May God Bless your family and comfort you through the pain. BIG HUGS from Indiana!
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:05 PM CST

After reading your entry today I wanted to go to the school and grab my kids and hug them. We all take for granted the special people in our lives, even though we never know when the last minute could be. I will definitely hug my kids and my hubby a little tighter tonight! I am listening to the St. Jude radiothon on 107.5 today. We have just got to find a cure!! Praying for you always!
Alisha Bolyer <abolyer@hughes.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 12:57 AM CST

Tina, Jeff, and Hayden,
Sending you a great big hug all the way from Baton Rouge--you are always in my thoughts and prayers and especially right now. And thank you, Tina, for your daily journals--I will continue to read as long as you write.

Catherine Harper <harper.catherine@gmail.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 12:52 AM CST

Tina,

I will be praying for you this week. I cannot imagine what you are going through and will not pretend to know. Just please know that Stanton is remembered and missed. I also don't have any words of wisdom about the journaling. I do know that sometimes I feel like God talks to me straight through you. SO MANY TIMES I have read your journal and been able to apply it directly to my day. It's kinda spooky sometimes. There are probably many people that could say the same. Do what feels right for you. If it has a positive effect for you, then keep writing, if not, let it go.

GOD BLESS!
Tina
Tina W.
Minden, LA - Monday, February 12, 2007 12:40 AM CST

Tina,

Just wanted to let you know that even though I have not been at Brentwood for a year that I continue to read your journals and continue to pray for your family. I can not imagine what you are going through but please know that there are people praying for you and your family. May God one day give you peace...
Stacy Smith <ssmi12@lsuhsc.edu>
Bossier City, LA - Monday, February 12, 2007 12:29 AM CST

You are on my heart Tina and I will be praying for you this week. Unless you have lost a child (no matter the age of the child) you cannot possibly understand what this kind of grief feels like. We all grieve in our own ways, but the one key for all of us is to keep our eyes on the Lord and to never giveup on the hope that is ours. I pray there will be lots of kind people in your path who will give you the opportunity to minister to them too.
Alice Larkin <larksrose@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, TX - Monday, February 12, 2007 12:18 AM CST

I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I know this is an extremely difficult time. I thank you for sharing your journey with us.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 11:42 AM CST

Tina:

Stanton & Emma Grace were the first two children that I began following on Caringbridge. I remember your words from 2 years ago so clearly. You, Jeff and Hayden are in my prayers.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 11:38 AM CST

I can't imagine what this week will be like for you but I do know that I will be praying for you. I will hug my children tighter because of you, I will enjoy each moment I have with them because of you, and I will make sure I tuck them in each night with a hug and a kiss because of you. With that said, please know how many lives you have changed for the better just sharing with us your ups and downs.
Krista Blakely Underwood <kristaunderwood@hotmail.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, February 12, 2007 11:33 AM CST

Tina, don't beat yourself up. You did what any parent would do. Hang in there. We are all praying for you as always, but even more this week.
Jennifer Taylor <vietnammom@hotmail.com>
Springdale, AR - Monday, February 12, 2007 11:07 AM CST

Praying for you!
Cheryl Manning <cmanning9@kc.rr.com>
Prairie Village, KS - Monday, February 12, 2007 10:48 AM CST

Tina, Jeff and Hayden....Thinking of all of you and praying hard for you as you enter this extremely difficult week. With love and forever blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, February 12, 2007 10:35 AM CST

Hey Angel Stanton's family,

I just wanted you all to know that I will be thinking of you this week as you reach another milestone.

Love you,
Dawn, Todd, Angel Shae & Mason

Thanking God for you all.............. <DawnPierce@BankPlus.net>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 10:33 AM CST

Tina, Jeff and Hayden,
I just wanted to let you all know that we will be praying extra hard for all of you this week. I know it will be a very emotional week for all of you. Just know Tina, that Stanton will never be forgotten.
Wrapping our arms around you and sending you big hugs and love (((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))
Trusting in HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, MS - Monday, February 12, 2007 10:27 AM CST

Some Lyrics I wanted to share with you, I hope you find them as uplifting as I do.

U2-Miracle Drug.

I want to trip inside your head
Spend the day there�
To hear the things you haven�t said
And see what you might see

I want to hear you when you call
Do you feel anything at all?
I want to see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out

Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby�s head

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I�ve had enough I�m not giving up
On a miracle drug

Of science and the human heart
There is no limit
There is no failure here sweetheart
Just when you quit�

I am you and you are mine
Love makes nonsense of space
And time� will disappear
Love and logic keep us clear
Reason is on our side, love�

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I�ve had enough of romantic love
I�d give it up, yeah, I�d give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug

God I need your help tonight

Beneath the noise
Below the din
I hear a voice
It�s whispering
In science and in medicine
�I was a stranger
You took me in�

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I�ve had enough of romantic love
I�d give it up, yeah, I�d give it up
For a miracle, miracle drug

Miracle, miracle drug
Erin
NY USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 10:21 AM CST

Hey Tina,

I know this weekend is going to be rough, but I'm just letting you know I think Stanton and his story is absolutely extraordinary..and no I never even met him, I just know he is. I worry myself and everyone around me will forget about my dad (im the one who left you a guestbook entry about 2 weeks ago, I lost my dad to the nasty monster about 4 years ago) But I realize its impossible to forget extraordinary and amazing people, so Stanton will NEVER be forgotten, even if you tried you wouldn't be able to do it. Just letting you know, Im thinking about you. Have a good day.
Erin
NY USA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 10:18 AM CST

Tina: I have been one of Stanton's followers for several years. Last night, however, was the first time I had heard his story on the radio. 99.5 (country station in Michigan) was doing the St. Jude telephone, and whose voice was there - but yours - telling Stanton's story. You did a fabulous job. . . even though the story itself was heartbreaking. I just wanted to thank you for being able to do this for all the other children. My little niece, Gracie Autumn, has ewings sarcoma (brain - diagnosed when she was 3). Since Gracie's diagnosis 3 years ago, there are several children that I have kept up with (one of those being Stanton). Again, thank you for all of these special children.
Diana Cunningham <dianamcdaniel@hotmail.com>
Belleville, MI USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:50 AM CST

Sounds like the auction was another huge success...congratulations. I enjoyed the
article that you posted.

Praying for you daily,
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:49 AM CST

Family and Friends,
After a routine visit to the doctor's office for Ethan's eight week checkup, they found a lump and sent us to the hospital. After numerous tests, they have confirmed that Ethan has Leukemia. From all that we know, this is an extremely rare diagnosis considering that he has between a 1,000,000 and 1,500,000 white blood cell count, and he just passed with 2 month birthday. Please visit http://www.ethanpowell.com for the full details. If you would like to send a word of encouragement or prayers, please do so at prayersforethan@yahoo.com. We place our son's health in God's hands and ask for your prayers.

We encourage you to pass this on to anyone you know that would be willing to prayer for Ethan, the next 24-72 hours are crucial.

With All Our Love,

~ Ben & Becky Powell

(Okay all you Prayer Warriors out there in CyberSpace...please add this little one and his family to your prayer list. I put this here, because I know the good people that read Tina's journal entries and I know Tina would support praying for this precious baby. thanks in advance to you all.)

Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 8:06 AM CST

thought we'd hear from you by now with details of the auction. i'll assume everything went well. thinking about you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 6, 2007 11:27 AM CST

Hoping all went well with the Auction this weekend - thinking of you...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 8:59 AM CST

Tina, All I can say is WOW!!! You & Jeff are very courageous. I can not imagine what y'all have gone through. Minden is an awesome city to be proud of. When my husband, Chuck, was dx. with Colon CA, the people of Minden poured out their hearts to us. The cards, calls, drop-ins & friends we've made have been overwhelming. I was so glad to be a part of the St. Jude auction again this year. If you don't live in Minden or work in Minden, you really miss out. Because, you don't hear enough about it. After leaving MMC in 2000, I failed to be involved & I'm sorry I hadn't. We need to get more people in the north end of the parish involved donating items for next year's auction. The Haynes family has been wonderful supporters of Two's Co. & I appreciate all of you. May God continue to comfort you, Jeff, & Hayden!!! Love, Jana
Jana Windham Burford <twosco@bellsouth.net>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 12:09 AM CST

Hope the fund raising went well.
Thinking of you all often.
Sending Prayers to you all.
Dale
- Sunday, February 4, 2007 5:07 PM CST

I saw Jeff speaking today at the Auction,very moving.I know Stanton is so proud of the work ya'll are doing to help find a cure!!FBC Weekday gets to answer the phone tonite starting at 10:00,say a prayer cause' I am kinda computer ilaterate!!It is so much fun to go up there and watch all the neat things going on,I am praying that lots of $$$ will be raised for such a great cause.I am always praying for you and your family too.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Friday, February 2, 2007 7:57 PM CST

checking in to say.........i'm thinking about you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 2, 2007 10:48 AM CST

Hi Tina, just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. I just left the Minden St. Jude website!!! Good Luck with everything.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
SIMMESPORT, LA USA - Thursday, February 1, 2007 12:23 AM CST

Hey Tina, I have followed your site for many years, but my computer is crazy and only allows me to sign every now and then. I just wanted to let you know that we are praying for you and your family. Stanton's precious face will never be forgotten.
Praying,
Crystal Kirkland-Beach <crystal.d.beach@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 4:01 PM CST

Hayden was such as blessing today when speaking to the students at Central Elementary. I know you are so proud of him.
Sara Chreene <saranel@websterpsb.org>
Central Elementary School, - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 11:47 AM CST

Hi there. Just to let you know that you are all in my prayers today and always.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 30, 2007 5:36 PM CST

I hope that you had good Monday. Good luck with the auction.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 4:11 PM CST

Angel Zoie
Heaven, - Saturday, January 27, 2007 3:42 PM CST

Just dropping in to let you know that I'm still checking on you. Praying that each day will only get better.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
SIMMESPORT, LA USA - Saturday, January 27, 2007 1:02 AM CST

Still praying that your days get better.

Have a nice weekend!
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Friday, January 26, 2007 10:03 AM CST

always in my thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 26, 2007 9:55 AM CST

Hi Tina,

You don't know me personally, but I found your site through another caringbridge website. About 4 years ago this nasty beast of a disease attacked my father when I was 16 years old. He succumbed to the disease only after 3 months of having it. Its been 21 years and not one day has passed since his passing that he hasn't come into my head. I just want to promise you it will get better. I know its not exactly the same situation and I don't know exactly what you are feeling, but it does get better. I thought I would never be happy again, losing your best friend is one of the hardest things in the world, especially if your best friend was short changed. But we must look ahead, holding on very tight to the great memories that were made. Some days are better then others. Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts, even though we never met.
Erin
NY - Friday, January 26, 2007 8:55 AM CST

Tina I wish I could say something that would take your pain away but that's not possible. I have a thought that comes to my heart for " BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD" I can't even begin to know your pain and loss. Don't you ever let anyone tell you how and when to stop greiving that is between you and GOD I just hope you know I only know you from this website and I've been checking in regularly. Your journals are outstanding and wonderful and so are you I wish you well on many levels but most of all I pray GOD will hold you close and guide your path always may I say to you and your family Happy New Year!!
kelly rpoctor
villa rica , ga usa - Thursday, January 25, 2007 4:27 PM CST

Sending hugs and friendship...just know I care so much. Tina, never apologize for what you consider to be rambling. Many of us could never even begin to imagine how difficult it truly is for you to move forward without Stanton. You just pour your heart out and let us help you carry this burden anyway that we can. Just know that so many of are praying for you each and everyday.
Hugs,
Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 25, 2007 10:01 AM CST

I wanted to let you know that I still stop by and read every day, even though I don't sign in always. I will try and be better at that so you know people are still out here who really do care about Stanton. Have a good day.
Cheri
Olympia, WA us - Thursday, January 25, 2007 9:59 AM CST

hey Tina, wanted you to know I stop by bout every day, just don't always sign. I think about all of you so often and have been especially these days. Please know I will always remember stanton!
CrAZy
memphis, tn - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 9:30 PM CST

Tina, Thanks again for a moving journal. I have said so many times before that I cannot not imagine what you or the other mothers feel after loosing a child. You have earn't the right to moan and grown about life being un fair but. I have just finished reading a journal update of Jacob Duckworth. His mom is very much like you in how she writes her journals. She wrote this scripture.
"The day you die is better than the day you are born."
Ecclesiastes 7:1
And then an explanation of what she thinks it means.
How when her son was born he would have to go through so much pain and hardship while fighting cancer. But since he has died he is free from all pain and cancer.
It's hard for me to put into her words if you have the chance visit the site and read it. It won't make things better but it might put a little light on how others cope.
Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers.

Dale <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 24, 2007 6:27 PM CST

Well Tina I check Stanton's site daily. I live in West Monroe where Jake Raborn was from and that's how I found your site a long time ago. You are an inspiration and you just ramble as much as you want to. I think you've earned that right. And guess what....there are many of us that love to listen. I believe I've only signed once and that was when Stanton passed away but I felt like I needed to sign today. So you hold your head as high as you can and with time you will be able to hold it even higher. Take care and know that even though I haven't signed that I am still thinking of you daily.
Krista Underwood <kristaunderwood@hotmail.com>
West Monroe, LA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 4:41 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I am a Stanton follower but I too have never signed the guestbook. I check on you every week. My heart goes out to you and your family. Believing that a cure will be found for this awful disease!! ALWAYS BELIEVING!!!
Beth DaCunha
Beth DaCunha <betha228@yahoo.com>
Londonderry, NH 03053 - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 4:12 PM CST

Tina....Ihave never posted to you before but I have been a part of your journry for a long time. I am constantly drawn back to your site. I feel a sort of kinship with you. LOL. I felt impressed by God today to tell you that you will hold your boy again.....you will touch his cheek and smell his hair....you will hear his laugh and see his smile. He is not gone....but he is free! I hug my 5 year old son alittle tighter and aittle longer each night in hopes that God will allow you to feel your son in your arms once again. I wish I could say something that would really, REALLY help you.....everything sounds so cliche. Just know that you are loved from afar.....I'm here for you and lifting you up in prayer. God is always good. :)
Rhonda McCleskey <rmccleskey@ghx.com>
Manvel, TX USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 8:21 AM CST

I don't know if it is a comfort or not, but I am still missing Kyle so much after 3 1/2 years. There seem to be levels of grief and relief that come and go at different times. Pretty hard to explain since we all seem to grieve in different ways.

I am praying for you Tina. Hope your eye is healing!
Alice Larkin <larksrose@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 9:54 PM CST

I hope your eye is doing better,you are in my prayers.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:22 PM CST

Tina, Thinking about you and all of our St. Jude friends. Now the eye???? Bless your heart, you just keep fighting what ever comes your way! You will always be an inspiration to me Tina. You just keep things so real. I just want to know that regardless of how much time goes between my notes on your page, I think of you more than you will ever know and pray for you everytime a thought of Stanton comes to mind. What an incredible little boy who touched us all.
Hugs...
Donna & Floyd
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Monday, January 22, 2007 12:38 AM CST

Thinking of you....
Liz <lizgold@comcast..net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, January 22, 2007 11:34 AM CST

I hope you feel better. As one who has had ulcers in her eye.....OUCH! Your doctor was kind in paralyzing the muscles to give you some relief!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 22, 2007 10:59 AM CST

TINA- I HOPE ALL IS WELL FOR YOU THIS WEEK!
I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM THINKING
ABOUT YOU!

I ADMIRE YOUR STRENGTH! KEEP ON THAT SOAPBOX!

SCARLET FERGUSON <graciegirl1@bellsouth.net>
SOUTHAVEN, MS - Sunday, January 21, 2007 10:44 PM CST

Sorry that you weren't able to make the trip to DC this year, but you're doing a great job spreading the word about childhood cancer. Keep up the good work!

Hope that you have a wonderful weekend.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 10:22 AM CST

You go girl!!!!
I don't sign in often, but I read daily. My son, Taylor, is a NB survivor. Praise be to God. I agree with you that it is wonderful that the other, adult cancers are finding cures. That is a huge thing, but we need this for our babies too. YOu get on that soap box any time, I am on it with you!!!!
In Christ,
kim Watts
Kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan Watts (www.taylorwatts.org) <Jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Friday, January 19, 2007 8:31 AM CST

Get on that soap box more ofter girl. You present a great case and are so articulate about the needs in research for childhood cancer!

I pray for you and all Stanton's loved ones every day.

Love in the Lord Jesus.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Friday, January 19, 2007 0:15 AM CST

Tina, You stand on that soapbox as long as you like girl. The more people that shout the better chance that someone will hear. I'm rooting for you as always.
Thanks for sharing and remember we are all with you in this fight.

Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 7:31 PM CST

Hey Tina! I sent out letters for the phone bank training. If you know anyone who is comfortable working with computers and wants to volunteer, please give them my info or let me know. We'll do what we can to help lower those stats for kids with cancer. Thanks for all you do to inspire the rest of us!
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 1:47 PM CST

Thanks for the update Tina! Sorry I haven't signed in a while. I still check on you everyday. You are doing a wonderful job sharing Stanton's story and raising the awareness about childhood cancer. Still praying for you!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@bellsouth.net>
Auburn, AL - Thursday, January 18, 2007 1:21 PM CST

What a beautiful story. My the Lord watch over you and grant you peace that pasees all understanding. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. I know it must be terribly hard for you many times, but your strength and faith are so uplifting. carol
carol hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 11:54 AM CST

Praying for you, Tina. Asking God to give you peace of heart, mind and spirit, overflowing and spilling out to help others around you.

Love in the name of Jesus, our Lord.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 0:05 AM CST

What an AWESOME journal entry,I LOVED it!!Hope you are having a good week,keeping you and your family in my prayers!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 9:52 PM CST

Thinking of you today. Have a great rest of the week!
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 3:38 PM CST

Hi there. Just to let you know I'm back after all my computer problems. Tina thanks for the e-mail.
Keeping you all close to my heart and deep in my prayers.
Hayden. Don't worry about the scores to much. Take your time and have fun.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 15, 2007 4:44 PM CST

I hope you are having a good weekend!!I am glad Hayden's health is better,also!!I just wanted to let you know that I pray for you and your family,daily.I check Stanton's page daily to see that sweet face and also see what words of wisdom you have to share.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Saturday, January 13, 2007 8:50 PM CST

Tina--I sent up a hello to Stanton yesterday. I was at the cemetery for a friend's funeral. The wind started blowing and I could hear all the chimes. My first thought was that all the children laid to rest there were welcoming my friend by running through the cemetery to rattling each of the chimes. Looking forward to the seeing ya'll and all the craziness during the Auction! Love ya'll and Hayden hang in there.
LM
- Friday, January 12, 2007 2:58 PM CST

Tina, just to let you know that you and your family continue to be an inspiration to me! I know your little man up in Heaven is proud of you too....keep the faith...God has all the answers! Bless you and yours this day! Love & respect, Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 6:00 AM CST

Chemistry is hard, hard, hard. I was too chicken to even try to take it. I know you'll do fine this time...Glad you are feeling better and it is so nice that you've picked a game that mom can win sometimes. You continue to be in my prayers. Carol
carol hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
argenta, IL USA - Thursday, January 11, 2007 7:37 AM CST

Hayden,

Glad to hear that you are feeling better and you will do fine in Chemistry. Had I taken it, I probably would have had to take it twice.
Hang in there.
Judy Risner
Minden, LA - Thursday, January 11, 2007 7:00 AM CST

Tina,and Family. Sorry for not posting for a while I have been visiting my adopted children in Thailand. Wanted to let you know that I am praying for you all each and every day. Nothing I or anyone says will take away the pain that you are feeling. Stanton is a special child who as I am sure you know touched the hearts of so many people all over the world. I for one have never met or spoken to you in person but there isn't a day that goes by where I don't think of Stanton. Through your Journals and your strength I have grown to know and love you all. Hoping and Praying that this year brings you peace of mind and heart.
Believing in the power of Prayer.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 10, 2007 6:15 PM CST

day by day, little by little . . .that is the mystery of greatness and success and victory. in the years i have known you i have seen strength and tenacity grow in you> it shows on your face...

day by day, little by little . . .i thank you again for your courage to share your testimony and heart.

there have been countless days i wanted to throw in the towel or quit trying and i would stop to read your journal for encouragement.

there are countless times i pray for you and thank God for you and your family and your open heart. anyone can share the joys of life, but i believe, it takes a real Jesus person to share the hurt and daily victories.

with much, much love
kae johnson <kaekae7@bellsouth.net>
benton, la usa - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 3:07 PM CST

i keep you in my daily thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 9, 2007 11:35 AM CST

Just stopping by to say "hi". Keeping you in my prayers everyday. Carol
carol hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
argenta, IL USA - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 8:51 AM CST

HEY TINA-
I MET YOU WHILE IN W MONROE
FOR JAKE'S LIFE CELEBRATION..
I WAS THE PERSON WHO GAVE YOUR
COUGHING HUSBAND THE TIC TAC'S!

ANYWAY, I CHECK YOUR SITE WEEKLY AND
JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO LET YOU
KNOW THAT I DO THINK ABOUT YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU
OFTEN!
MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU AND I KNOW THAT YOU
ARE A VERY STRONG PERSON!

I TOO HAVE DIFFICULTY LISTENING AND BEING STILL!
I BEST SUMMARIZE MY LIFE AS THIS...

AGAINST ALL THAT I KNOW AND BELIEVE I SOMETIMES TRY TO FLY THE PLANE ALONE AND WHEN I HIT TURBULANCE
I CALL ON GOD AS MY CO-PILOT TO STRAIGHTEN OUT THE RIDE!
IF I WOULD ONLY LISTEN AND LET HIM FLY THE PLANE...THE RIDE WOULD BE MUCH SMOOTHER FOR ME AND MY LIFE PASSENGERS
SUCH AS MY FAMILY!!!!

YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION AND I JUST WANTED YOU TO
KNOW THAT YOU GUYS TOUCHED MY HEART AND I FOLLOW YOU
WEEKLY!!!

YOU MIGHT HAVE HEARD THE RABORNS MAKING FUN OF MY
"ALL CAPS" FERGUSON SO I THOUGHT I WOULD CONTINUE
THE TRADITION!
SCARLET FERGUSON <graciegirl1@bellsouth.net>
SOUTHAVEN, MS - Monday, January 8, 2007 7:20 PM CST

I am in the 8 th grade at Bradley and I am doing a report on neuroblastoma for my science class and Since my mom knew Stanton I know that he had neuroblastoma. If you (Stanton's parents) were wondering my mom is Julie Morris who used to work at Minden Medical Center. Not only the pictures of all these inicent kids like Stanton but the information has made me really think about how lucky I am.
Shelbi Morris <shelbim93@yahoo.ocm>
Taylor, AR Uninted State - Monday, January 8, 2007 7:09 PM CST

Hi!
I saw the link for Stanton on Christal's web site. I too had gotten the CD. I also laughed and cried at the same time while listening to it, though I never got to meet or know Christal, I was close with a child in a very similar health crisis. I mourned her passing as well when Christal passed.
I hope that the days ahead of you are brighter with promise. Here are some hugs and prayers that your problems will blow away with the wind.

Cindy Schlicht
Burnsville, MN USA - Monday, January 8, 2007 4:13 PM CST

I definitely don't spend enough time listening...Thanks for the advice - Hope your "listening" continues to fullfill you. With blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Monday, January 8, 2007 1:05 PM CST

Just wanted you to know that we have been thinking of and praying for you especially over the holidays. We love you!

Todd and Alicia
Alicia DuBose <todddubose@yahoo.com>
Minden, LA USA - Monday, January 8, 2007 10:47 AM CST

I'm glad I could make you laugh Tina. Sometimes it helps to hear things from "another voice."
Sandy
BC Canada - Saturday, January 6, 2007 11:32 PM CST

Just so you know....someone in a little town in Tennessee is thinking of you and Stanton.....Stanton is imprinted upon my heart. Your faith is a blessing and encouragement to me. Press on...press on.
In His Name...Jesus.... and with love from an itty bitty town close to the Great Smoky Mts, Dee
- Friday, January 5, 2007 11:32 PM CST

Tina, Happy New Year!! I love to sit down and read your entries. They and you are a blessing to me everyday. I wish you the best. I don't think anyone will ever forget
Stanton. In his short life he taught everyone so much. God Bless!!
Shirley Cox <LittleLefty244@yahoo.com>
Minden, La - Thursday, January 4, 2007 11:44 PM CST

All I can say is...WELL SAID, TINA!

Heather Reed <heatherlee74@hotmail.com>
Oreana, IL USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 8:35 PM CST

In your journal entry you wrote "when I am writing this . . . I know some of the thoughts are a little irrational but I hope you can understand". You often seem to be really hard on yourself. It is almost as though while you rationally realize that things will never be "normal" again somewhere inside yourself you seem to believe that if you were strong enough, or spiritual enough, or had enough faith they somehow would be.
You will never forget Stanton, Jeff won't, Hayden won't, extended family won't, friends from St.Jude's won't. My mom died before I turned 4, that is just over 42 years ago. I still have some memories of her, as do others who knew her.
Losing a little one is not a "rational" thing. It is not how things are "supposed" to happen. Our babies are "supposed" to outlive us. Of course your thoughts about it are not always rational. An irrational thing has happened.
My prayers are with you and your family.
Sandy
BC Canada - Thursday, January 4, 2007 3:15 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. Hope you have a wonderful year.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
SIMMESPORT, LA USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 2:54 PM CST

I hope that you and your family had a nice Christmas.

Happy New Year!
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 2:15 PM CST

I continue to pray for you. I never hear "Homesick" without thinking of Stanton and each of you.
Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Thursday, January 4, 2007 12:33 AM CST

jeff and tina just dropped in to say hello and this is hard to go through. it seems odd that two children from a small town as minden end up with this horrible disease dillan has had it for at least 3 years probably longer. we found x-rays from minden and it was there then but we never knew. dillan also has a caring bridge site and these people are so wonderful his is dillanjohns. we are planning on coming to the st jude auction this month have labs tomorrow so hopefully we can make it. if we do we might see you all there. wish you all a happy new year .
ashley ,darrell and dillan <a.johns@yahoo.com>
kilgore, tx - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 11:11 PM CST

Tina, you and Jeff and Hayden are in my prayers this morning, and every day. Asking our Lord to give you a huge blessing of peace of mind, comfort and much better health this year.

Love from Bastrop.
Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 7:45 AM CST

Praying for your family as we began the new year.
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, January 2, 2007 10:47 PM CST

Thinking of you. BIG HUGS FROM INDIANA.
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 6:39 PM CST

Wishing your family a very happy, healthy and prosperous New Year. I continue to pray for comfort and peace for you with each day.
Trace <tvaughan@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 10:53 AM CST

Wishing your family a healthy new year. Please know my thoughts are with your family and with Stanton.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 10:11 AM CST

Happy New Year Haynes Family! Praying for God to watch over you through a New Year!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@bellsouth.net>
Auburn, AL - Monday, January 1, 2007 3:52 PM CST

To all of you, Happy New Year---I do hope God blesses you with peace and some new beginnings...I do continue to pray for you, Tina- and I understand perfectly when you talk about being scared of forgetting and scared to move on. I keep re-saving a phone message that I have on my cell from Christal- ah, how I love to hear her voice! It "keeps her here" in some way... Know that you all are loved and held up by many who continue to pray for you---and we, too, live on memories... Much love and hugs !
Lois De Rosa (Brave Christal's proud Grandma) <jderosa1@tampabay.rr.com>
Lakeland, FL - Monday, January 1, 2007 12:27 AM CST

Thinking of you as the new year approaches (in just a few hours)...may you continue to feel His presence, through the moments of joy and the many moments of sadness. And know that we are right behind you, praying for His peace.
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Sunday, December 31, 2006 8:31 PM CST

Hey there beautiful lady, it's been a long time since I've signed. I am wondering where you got the idea there is a proper way to grieve or that you have to hide your feelings and be ok for people to be proud of you. You are putting one foot in front of the other and if that's all you can do, it's all you can do. Rest in HIS grasp and take all of the time to heal in Him that you need. Never ever feel as if you have to apologize for your emotions.
Julie <jlpeacock_3@yahoo.com>
MO - Sunday, December 31, 2006 9:55 AM CST

wishing you a happy and healthy New Year
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 30, 2006 11:45 PM CST

I was just logging in to say..."You don't have to explain". You don't have to even understand yourself, much less owe others an explanation. I am sure that I speak for many when I say that we couldn't even BEGIN to understand even if you could explain. Someday when we all meet in Heaven, it will finally make sense. Until then, I pray that your days can be filled with that sense of peace that can ONLY come from Him.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 10:08 PM CST

Hi Tina,

It is Amy, your prayer warrior up here in Pittsburgh, PA.

I love reading your journals, and I hope that it helps release some of your thoughts.

You are always apoligizing for how you feel, (ie whine, etc), but I want you to know you don't have to apoligize. You have every right to feel the way you feel. My heart aches for all you parents who have an angel. I could not even imagine how you feel.
I am not trying to be mean, but I want to you know that there should NOT be a time limit on how long you grieve the loss of your precious son. Shame on those who say so.
You should be allowed to grieve for the rest of you life.

I admire you and your strength. You inspire me each and every journal you write. I appreciate you sharing. I am so blessed to have met you last year. (By the way, I still have to get those pictures developed) That will be a New Years resolution.

As I sat at my sister's on Christmas day, my niece's and nephews where all sitting in the living room, one on the couch next to me, 3 on their bean bag chairs, playing their game boys, and I tried to picture just one not there, as my sister complained there wasn't enough room. That was hard.
I just thought, be thankful there isn't enough room and that they are all here.

I prayed for all of you who wish you had your baby back.

I have to get back to work, but I just wanted you to know that you don't have to apoligize for how you feel.

I will continue to pray for you, Jeff and Hayden.
I know I don't sign very often, but I think of you all every day.

With Love in Christ,
Amy :)
Amy Stevens <lovepenguins66@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 2:06 PM CST

Tina - Please don't ever apologize for your "whining". Until someone has lost a child, no one can understand what you are going through and what you are feeling, so no one can judge you for how you are handling the situation. This is your own grieving process to be done at your speed and your way, no one elses. We are your friends, your prayer warriors, your extended family.....it is to all of us that you should share your feelings - your TRUE feelings! And I for one, will never get tired of your "whining"....let's have some cheese with that "whine"! :) SMILE :) I'm glad that you were able to enjoy most of the holiday - Praying that 2007 brings you more peace and happiness! With continued love and blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 9:37 AM CST

Tina I personally will never get tired of hearing you "whine". I too am afraid sometimes I will forget and I never want to forget any of the things I remember about Stanton, Emma Grace, Ali, Jake, my mother and the list could go on forever. I often walk through the hospital to the cafeteria and the small plaque on the wall of many others that is in honor of stanton catches my eye. I will see someone or something that reinds me of him. I have never seen any other two children chasing each other with TPN bags in tow through the cafeteria - guess there will always be somethings that are uniquely stanton and emma grace. I love you guys and am thinking about you as you start another year without him being physically present in your lives. Remember he will always be a part of our lives and he will not only never be forgotten by you, but there are others of us that will also never forget. Love to you all!
CrAZy <angela.pratt@stjude.org>
cordova, tn - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 4:03 PM CST

Sand Fleas
written by Susan Larson

�The death of a child takes you places you�ve never been before, not only in terms of emotions, but in terms of awareness of all that is. I liken the experience to playing on the shore with your friends and complaining about an occasional bite from a sand flea. It�s painful and annoying, but at least everyone else understands how you feel when you�re bitten.

Then one day, a wave grabs you and pulls you out into the ocean where you are bitten by a shark. You feel pain you never imagined could exist. And you�re alone in unfamiliar territory. When you get back to shore, you try to explain your pain to your friends, but the worst pain they can imagine is being bitten by 1,000 sand fleas. That�s all they know. There is no way to explain it to them.

But it�s not just the pain you can�t explain. While struggling under the water you�re suddenly aware that there is infinitely more to life than what we see on the shore. You see the ocean floor with coral reefs and rock formations, things you had never before imagined. You have tapped into the vastness of creation to a higher degree.

And again, there is no way to adequately describe this vastness you see and feel. You have nothing to compare it to.

You have a true sense of a greater dimension, and you know that the loved one you miss is out there. You also know your loved one is not lost, but has only gone before you to a place more beautiful and vast than those on the shore could ever imagine. Yes, you still get annoyed with the sand fleas, but you now realize how trivial they are. And even if your friends don�t understand you, you know there is Someone greater out there who does.�

KP <kmlindberg@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 1:16 PM CST

Tina, The poem was so beautiful and you are so amazing. Just know that I am thinking of you and praying for you and Jeff and Hayden. May you find joy and peace in the quiet times and special memories flood the heartache. We care...and we are thinking of Stanton too...He was and will always be one of our little heroes. Hugs and much love,
Floyd and Donna
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleygarrett <donnagarre@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 26, 2006 5:17 PM CST

Thinking of you today...
Reba <RRinks@aol.com>
Springdale, AR - Monday, December 25, 2006 10:25 PM CST

Hello, dear Hayneses,
I hope you are having a merry Christmas in your new house. I know our babies are having a big ol' time in their new home too. We think about ya'll often!! MO
Melanie Massey, aka Aunt Mo, www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 2:25 PM CST

Merry Christmas to you and your family. Thank you for being our special angel and helping make our Christmas
wonderful. I appreciate all you have done. I can honestly say that we have been blessed beyond my wildest dreams. You are one of many who have blessed us. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 1:10 PM CST

Merry Christmas Stanton, and wishing you were here.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:32 PM CST

I wanted to stop by and with your family a Merry Christmas this year. Also, I wanted to tell you that our local mall had a giving tree and I picked out a little boys name in honor of Stanton and bought him something Nascar.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 12:22 AM CST

Christmas�

Each Christmas I remember
The ones of years ago;
I see my Parents and Grandparents with their Santa glow.

Each Christmas finds me dreaming
Of days that used to be,
When we hid presents here and there,
For all our family.

Each Christmas I remember
The smell in the air,
Of roasting turkey, pies
And cookies everywhere.

Each Christmas finds me longing
For Christmas� now past,
And I am back in childhood
As long as memories last.

From our family to yours.

Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net>
- Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:12 AM CST

The Stockings Were Hung:

The stockings were hung by the chimney with care
But one special stocking was no longer there
All that was left were the memories bittersweet
Of a life that had ended so incomplete

The family had pictures all gathered around
That sometimes made all of them tear up and frown
For the sorrow and sadness without their sweet child
Made it difficult for the whole family to smile

Although there were times when they felt him(her) so close
As if they were feeling some kind of a ghost
The signs that were sent were so special and clear
That they felt that he(she) truly was so very near

They often would talk to him(her) as if he(she) was there
Sometimes they would smile but also shed tears
For each Christmas that came brought with it such pain
That they felt in their hearts would always remain

Then one special moment on one special day
He(She) came to them and simply took them away
To fly through the heavens and up to the stars
A beautiful place that was not very far

He(She) showed them where they would all join once again
A place full of beauty no sorrow or pain
A place where he(she) is happy with heavenly friends
A place where we too will also ascend

After their amazing visit was through
This family was no longer terribly blue
For they finally realized one day not to far
They would all be together on a heavenly star

LOVE BRENDAMY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Sunday, December 24, 2006 3:57 AM CST

Praying for a cure for all cancer in 2007. Also wishing your family a blessed Christmas.
Eunice Johnson <e.johnson@shaw.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Sunday, December 24, 2006 2:06 AM CST

Praying to God for a cure... God Bless and Merry Christmas. Your family continues to be in my prayres.
Amy Robertson <ajr1255@sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Saturday, December 23, 2006 6:16 PM CST

Praying for your family!! As I was walking on my treadmill at home this morning, I put in a CD that I just bought to help pass the time. A song came on that flooded my mind of the many St. Jude families that have lost their sweet babies to cancer. I just wanted to share the lyrics with you in hope it will bring comfort to you during this Christmas season.

Watermark \ Glory Baby

Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby�baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us baby�baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we�re home with you�
Until we�re home with you�

Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there�s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You�ll kiss our tears away
When we�re home to stay
Can�t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
�till mom and dad can hold you�
You�ll just have heaven before we do
You�ll just have heaven before we do

Sweet little babies, it�s hard to
understand it �cause we�re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we�re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would�
Just like He said He would�

BRIDGE:
I can�t imagine heaven�s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it�s all you�ll ever know�all you�ll ever know�

When I heard the chorus, God brought you and so many other families that I've come to love through caringbridge to mind. Remember the Savior of the world is holding your baby until you see him again!
Kelly Kicker <oosta24@hotmail.com>
Hernando, MS - Saturday, December 23, 2006 10:09 AM CST

I love the poem,as I have said before,you should consider writing!!You have an awesome way with words.I am praying for your family,I can't even imagine what you go thru on a daily basis but just know I CAN and I DO pray everyday for all of the families who have lost a child due to this terrible disease.I got a hug from sweet Elynn Kate a couple of days ago,she is precious!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 11:19 AM CST

Merry Christmas!
Praying for you and your family and remembering Stanton everyday,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 10:51 AM CST

Merry Christmas, Haynes family! I'll be thinking about ya'll. Next week we start working on the new computers for the auction phone bank. I'm so excited. I can't wait to see what we can accomplish this year for St. Jude. Love to you all.
Julie McEachern <julesrulesall@hotmail.com>
Bossier City, LA - Friday, December 22, 2006 10:12 AM CST

JUST BEAUTIFUL!!! Thinking of all of you and praying extremely hard for you during this holiday season. I know Stanton is showering you with love from above, and know that his light still shines brightly for all of us! Wishing you all a very Merry Christmas and a happy, healthy New Year! Missing Stanton too....
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Friday, December 22, 2006 9:55 AM CST

Praying for you during this difficult time. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you always. Have a Merry Christmas!
Lori Beth <lbrichey@bellsouth.net>
Auburn, AL - Friday, December 22, 2006 9:28 AM CST

Oh Tina...I love it. Thanks so much for including Shae. You all are in my thoughts and prayers.

Merry Christmas,
Dawn, Todd, Angel Shae & Mason

Thanking God for you all.............. <dawnpierce@bankplus.net>
Hernando, MS - Friday, December 22, 2006 8:35 AM CST

Hey Tina, Jeff and Hayden - thinking about you at this time of year and pretty much every day of the year. Still so glad to have been a part of Stanton's life and a part of your family.
CrAZy <angela.pratt@stjude.org>
memphis, tn - Thursday, December 21, 2006 10:38 PM CST

Tina,Jeff and Hayden. This time of the year is always going to be hard. I cannot even start to imagine how hard.
As I have told you so many times how greatful I am that you shared Stantons story. He has made such an impact on my life I will this holiday as I do everyday keep you and your family and the other brave fighters in my Prayers and close to my Heart. Merry Chrsitmas.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 21, 2006 8:05 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Tina-
Before the holidays get here, I just wanted to tell you Merry Christmas. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers during this time. I know somewhat what you are feeling, this is our first year without both of our parents-- but it is still totally different when it is your child. Stanton made a huge impact on this Earth and his legacy will be remembered. I can tell Hayden is making a huge impact as well and will leave his mark here. They learned from 2 great parents. Keeping you in my thoughts...

Katie Pittenger
caringbridge.org/tn/christi
Katie Pittenger <klpttngr@memphis.edu>
Collierville, TN USA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:05 AM CST

tina, I wish I could tell you that the third year is better, but I cant. Grief over losing a child ,regardless of age, is the worst. I did discover that grief almost became my friend. It was something I could clutch on to during the sickening pain that seemed would never go away. Although there are those people who cluelessly think we should "move on",we really don't want to. IT seems moving on is somehow losing touch with our precious sons.
we both have loving families, great children, and great church and church families. We have much to be thankful for. I have been blessed in so many ways, but I will never be the same again. I will miss sonny every day of my life,as it should be. I will say that life does get better. there is much support and peace and comfort through our precious savior. He is the reason I survive. I m reading a book by Elizabeth Edwards that is really good She gave an ananolgy that was realy good. She says losing a child is like having an incurable disease. There is no cure. The symptoms can be treated and we can live good lives, but it never goes away. That just hit it on the head for me. We will survive this . You are an awesome testmony, and have many prayer warriors. Just don't be to hard on yourself. We will overcome.
love , susan Rose <suzrr@aol.com>
Minden, la s - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 10:25 PM CST

Praying for you and thinking of you always. I hope that you have a blessed Christmas. BIG HUGS from Indiana.
Amy Robertson <ajr1255 @sbcglobal.net>
Greenfield, IN - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 8:19 PM CST

Praying for you and Jeff and Hayden this Christmas and always. You can count on it. Love in Jesus name.

Mrs. Fay <thomasx@suddenlink.net>
Bastrop, LA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 7:02 PM CST

happy holidays to you all. i'm headed to NY for Christmas to be with family,...but you will be in my thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 20, 2006 4:20 PM CST

Thinking of you during the holidays. I'm sure the entire year is tough for you but now must be horrible. Please tell Stanton when you go to the angel garden that a lady in Washington state is thinking about him.
cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 12:46 AM CST

Tina,
It doesn't surprise me that Stanton & Hayden have learned to joy of giving. They have learned it from you. You give so freely of yourself, even when you are hurting. Your boys are blessed to have you as a Mom. Wishing you a Christmas filled with God's peace.
Stephanie <smunch2@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 11:55 AM CST

Tina the e-mail was so sweet you are such a special person to take time to uplift and inspire everyone.I can't even imagine this path of grief you have walked and will continue to walk don't let anyone tell you when your grief should end that's between you and GOD you are a amazing person in your grief you have inspires uplifted and gave many smiles to lot's of HEARTS all because you took the time to write in the journal.I look for to coming to work so I can see what your journal says , It has touched my heart many many times. I have left work so happy and at PEACE all because of your e-mails and stories. May GOD Bless you Tina and Hayden and your husband again I PRAY GOD WILL HOLD YOUR HEART CLOSE AND GUIDE YOU MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
KELLY PROCTOR <KELLY.PROCTOR@WELLSTAR.ORG>
VILLA RICA, GA US - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 4:09 PM CST

Thinking & praying for you and your family! We love you and miss you
Chassidy & John Satterfield <chassidy.satterfield@stjude.org>
Norman, ok - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 2:16 PM CST

GREAT email - Thanks! Once again, you have put things in perspective! Thinking of you and always praying. With love and continued blessings...
Liz <lizgold@comcast.net>
Bensalem, PA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 8:29 AM CST

Thanks for sharing the e-mail. As always you are in my prayers and thoughts today and always.
Beleieving in the power of love and Prayer.
Daleangel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 18, 2006 11:18 PM CST

Just thinking of you and the family...I'm looking forward to seeing ya'll at the auction this year...I hope Jeff has been working out his arms for that paper cutter! Wishing you a blessed holiday...you're always in my thoughts and prayers :)
Catherine Harper <harper.catherine@gmail.com>
Baton Rouge, LA US - Monday, December 18, 2006 2:49 PM CST

I am praying you and your family have a very blessed holiday! Sounds like you had some fun little visitors!!
Susan Lumpkin <hrcmstrble@aol.com>
Calera, AL USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 1:05 PM CST

I loved the e-mail, thanks for sharing. I'm glad you had a good weekend. Praying for the whole family!

Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
SIMMESPORT, LA USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 12:07 AM CST

Just checking in...keeping all of you in prayer. Glad youare going to your office Christmas party. Love to all.
Carol
carol hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 8:07 AM CST

Couldn't sleep tonight and had you on my mind.
I wish we could get together some time.
Miss you.
Beth Ann
Beth Ann Gravelle <joegravelle@bellsouth.net>
Winnsboro, LA - Monday, December 18, 2006 0:46 AM CST

have a great weekend and enjoy the season
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 15, 2006 12:53 AM CST

Hey Tina,

I just signed Emma Grace's site and wanted to come & tell you about the Christmas card I got from the Ronald McDonald House today. There is a picture in there of Stanton and Emma Grace on the bottom of a slide. Stanton is in front and Emma Grace has her arms wrapped around him...a priceless picture. I am so glad that I was blessed to get to know these two precious angels.

I love you girl and you are never far from my thoughts.

Merry Christmas,
Dawn, Todd, Angel Shae & Mason

Glad to call you my friend............. <dawnpierce@bankplus.net>
Hernando, MS - Thursday, December 14, 2006 7:17 PM CST

I sit here weeping thanking God for His love. Thank you Tina. I have watched you walk this grueling path of grief and you have allowed God to work in your life in such a mighty way. I'm glad I have had the privilege of praying for you.
Alice Larkin <larksrose@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, TX - Thursday, December 14, 2006 12:26 AM CST

Tina, we too remember the good times we had at your grandmother's house on Christmas Eve. We yearn for those days ourselves. Our children are so far away and we will never have that kind of closeness at Christmas that we felt during that time with your family. We love you all and hope that you have a Merry Christmas and a very happy new year!
Alice Roberts <aroberts@interimnola.com>
Haughton, LA - Thursday, December 14, 2006 11:40 AM CST

I remember when my grandma was in the nursing home and I would go with my family at Christmas (and any other times) and visit with her. She had suffered a stroke and couldn't speak much any longer, but I would always show up and brush her hair, put bright red lipstick on her and bright pink blush on her cheeks. We'd go down to the lunch room and my mom and her would have coffee together. Unfortunately, she has now been gone for around 20 years, but I can still to this day remember going at Christmas and how everybody was lined in the halls waiting for somebody to show up. I'm sure many of them never had anybody to come visit with them. How sad. You are doing a wonderful thing by being their Santa for the day.
Cheri
Olympia, WA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 3:16 PM CST

Thinking of you during this time of year and always praying for your strength to get through each day. I know you will get through this - just one day at a time. Your family continues to be in my daily prayers. God Bless! BIG HUGS FROM INDIANA.
Amy Robertson <robertson@iquest.net>
Greenfield, IN - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 10:11 AM CST

I think I have signed your guestbook one time, but I have followed Stanton's story for about 2 years. I just want to tell you how much reward you will get from visiting the nursing home. I challenge each person that comes to this site to buy one gift and carry it to a person in the nursing home that is not visited by family. You will have the best Christmas ever. I love reading your journal everyday, please never stop. You are such an inspiration and I am so thankful you are taking it on to make sure that person has a gift. Keep the faith and the work of our Lord and Savior.

P.S. I came to you through Bonnie's website
http://www3.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire/
Helen Davis <helen_davis@ncsu.edu>
Dover, NC - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:16 AM CST

Tina I wish I had magic words for you to feel better only GOD can give you the peace you need. I hope and pray your holiday's ahead will go by peacefully and each and every day GOD will holld your HEART extra close. I can't even begin to imagine what your going through. Please know that you inspire so many people I look forward to your journal you have helped me in so many ways with your up lifting journals.GOD BLESS YOU TODAY AND EVERYDAY YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
KELLY PROCTOR
VILLA RICA, GA USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 5:02 PM CST

I hope that your "crud" is getting better. Hang in there, the holidays are hard for a lot of people. God is watching over you and he will pull you through.

Give yourself a hug,
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 2:40 PM CST

I just loved your story about your Mamaw. My "Mammaw" died several years ago and today was her birthday. We also used to have everyone gather at their house on Christmas Eve with way too much food. Good Memories!
Praying for you this Holiday Season,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 12:43 AM CST

Praying for God to carry you through the Holiday season! You and your family are always on my mind.
Lori Beth <lbrichey@bellsouth.net>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 11:41 AM CST

I'm praying for you Tina; Praying that God will carry you through the next few weeks.

Believing-
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 11:33 AM CST

May the peace that passes understanding be yours to claim this day! Love ya, Brenda Werner
Brenda Werner <ladyofrhyme2@suddenlink.net>
Minden, LA USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 11:29 AM CST

I am praying for you.

:0)
Erin <aveain@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:40 AM CST

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