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Just stopping in to say we think of you always. I love how you have personalized the homepage with pictures, when you have time you will have to tell me how you do that.
Margaret <melissabauman@caringbridge.com>
Cold Lake, AB Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:18 AM CST

Hey Little Man,the sun is shining ,the birds are chirping and the sun is melting the snow.I looked out the window and saw the water running down the street and of course right away I thought "wouldn't Conor love to be jumping in those puddles".I remember the times at your house we would look out the window to watch the birds and the times we would sing Mr.Golden Sun.Miss You Baby.I'll Love You Forever.
nana <conaid@magma.ca>
otttawa on , ca - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:49 AM CST

krisy,
Thank you for letting me come out to Wetaskawin, I had a really great time. When the train passed right through downtown I could picture you and your Conor racing out to catch a glimpse of it. Also as I was driving into town I searched for the water tower that I knew about from your journal entries. I imagined Conor coming home from his hospital stay and breathing a sigh of relief at the sight of the tower. Thank you for the tea, sharing your town and your memories and pictures of Conor.
Becky
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:37 PM CST

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you always.Give that little Aidan a big kiss for me.
Hey Conor just want you to know that I'm thinking of you too as I always do.I love you all.

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:56 PM CST

Just popping in to say Hi & wish you a great weekend.
Charlene & BECKY BUNNY
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:54 PM CST

Hi Just popped by to say I am thinking of you guys. Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:14 AM CST

Kristy that is another one of my favorite picture's of Conor.They really all are.He was such a handsome little man.His smile can sure put one on my face and I'm sure on everyone else's too.Take Care.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 11:50 AM CST

Thinking of you....

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:17 PM CST

I have sponsered Cassandra in her marathon ! What a great idea ...... I hope she reaches her goal ;-))) Thinking of you and thank you for your new update.
Heather <hbuchana@telus.net>
Calgary, AB - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 12:57 AM CST

Hmmm, I thought the childhood awareness symbol was the gold ribbon? Anyway, I would love to have one of Conor's orange bracelets and support Cassandra at the same time:) I found this online today, from a link a friend had sent, and just had to show it to you Kristy....

Aidan

Popularity: #39
Style: Celtic, The -ens,
Nickname-Proof, Saints
Variants: Aiden, Aden, Ayden

Sisters: Chloe, Avery, Caitlin, Brenna, Sydney
Brothers: Liam, Gavin, Connor, Dylan, Riley
It's a fair bet that few of the parents now choosing this name have ever met an adult Aidan. As recently as the late 1980s, it was an obscure Irish saint's name. Today, Aidan's sublimely clean sound is the sound of a generation. In fact, with its authentic Celtic roots, Aidan is now the traditional alternative to names like Brayden, Kaden and Jaiden.

Pretty neat, huh? Under brothers, there he is... Conor (with the double n, but same difference :) My sons names both have Celtic roots also, this was on purpose of course, to honor my Irish/Scottish roots. Are you of Irish descent, Kristy?
Thank you for the update. There is nothing I can say to comfort you...I am just so sorry that he is not snuggled up beside you in bed.
Big hugs,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 11:59 AM CST

Hi Kristy, just checking up on you guys. Did you know that orange is also the "awareness" color for childhood cancers? I'm hoping to make a few beaded ribbons before the next Leukemia/Lymphoma walk here in Baton Rouge to try to raise some funds. I've got the beads...just not a whole lot of time. Feel like babysitting for a while? :-)

I was watching Oprah the other day and Christopher Reeves wife was on. She was saying that sometimes she forgets that he's not there anymore. Said that she and their son were about to get on a plain recently and she said, "wait, we should call Daddy before we get on," then it hit her like a ton of bricks that she couldn't call him. I cried through that whole hour thinking about y'all and knowing that y'all must go through some of the same things. So many people were saying what an inspiration Christopher Reeves was. Conor will always be hugely inspiring to me.

Take care,
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:41 AM CST

I check Conor's site often, but don't always sign. I want you to know that even when I don't sign, you are in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:47 AM CST

Kristy my heart truly goes out to you.I know you are having an aweful time.Remember you are not alone you have so many friends who love and care for your family.I wish I could take away everything your feeling but then that wouldn't help either.Conor is always with you even though you can't see him.He will forever be in all our hearts and in yours.Thinking and praying for you always.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 2:27 AM CST

Hey Buddy
Today a girl a Rabbit Hill had a really bad wipe out her name was Sara A.
She went on a trail and there was a orange plastic fence and she went under and hit huge trees and hert her self really bad. Her acident was werser than mine.
i WENT DOWN ROUT 27 And i tried to turn and i did not do a very good turn.
I tried to and i did about 4 flips and lost both of my skies. And hert my face and ear .
It does hert.

Katie is watchin Aidan well Kristy goes and gets her preshes nails done.[Better make them really nice because Darren only gets $10.00]
I love you.
aND I MISS YOU
Talk to me soOn.Tell mommy to wright in your Journal soon.
love you
Let me tell you it herts to fall
love you lots and lots!!!!
Kayla
Kayla <kaylamaygard@msn.com>
Wetaskiwin, Ab Canada - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:17 PM CST

Just sitting here thinking about you guys.....
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 7:51 PM CST

I was reading your past journal's and I had to stop reading because I could not imagine the pain that you felt losing your baby that entry of holding your baby as he took his last breath was so over whelming , may god bring you some peace...
Mary <maymay194@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 6:58 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 12:09 AM CST

Just checking in. Hope all is well.
Tracy M. BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:22 AM CST

Thinking of you Conor.
Hey little buddy Aidan.Hope to see you soon.I will have to give your mommy a call to set a time.Love you all.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, February 21, 2005 0:06 AM CST

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

nana <conaid@magma.ca>
ottawa on , ca - Sunday, February 20, 2005 7:31 PM CST

Hey Conor,
Felicity sent the balloons up to Heaven today for you and her Grandpa.THinking of you always and missing you lots.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, February 20, 2005 1:18 AM CST

We are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers...

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:13 PM CST

Kristy, thanks for linking Britni to Conor's site! Thinking of you!
Carolyn <abknsmom@telus.net>
GP, - Saturday, February 19, 2005 8:23 PM CST

Hey Conor sure do miss you.Remeber how you would cry when Jason would have to go home or you would follow him everywhere when you would play outside.You were so cute.He misses you so much.He will never forget you though.He has the picture of you and him hanging on his wall.The one of the two of you on the slide.Remember that time Kristy.Sneaky Conor came over to our house to play on our slide scared poor Kristy.She laughed later though.Felicity Birthday Party is today.And we are going to send you some balloons up there for you and for there Grandpa ok Conor,so you can let my Dad know there coming for you guys.Thinking of you always little man.You are such an insperation to everyone Conor you will always be amazing in my eyes.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, February 19, 2005 2:56 AM CST

hi kristy
please write soon
always thinking of you
love katie
katie <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Friday, February 18, 2005 4:35 PM CST

Hey Krist,

Always thinking about you guys.....

Steve
Steve Goodyear <stevegoodyear@hotmail.com>
Mt. Pearl, NL Canada - Friday, February 18, 2005 12:43 AM CST

Hi Conor,

Claudia has been thinking about you and talking about you a lot in the last few days. You have probably met her Great Grandpa Conner up in heaven this week. He is really fun...you two should hang out together. She said that he will teach you how to plant a garden.

When we were at the funeral home yesterday, we saw so many little graves. Too many. I wish there were none. I wish you were here with us.

Claudia asked if you would give her PawPaw a kiss for her and wonders if he has his teeth again now that he's in heaven.

We love you Silly.
Chad, Stacey, Claudia & Izzy <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 11:08 AM CST

Dear Kristy
Thank you for putting a link to Chiara`s site.Reading your entry broke my heart and still I know I can`t image how you must feel.You are still and always a beautiful soul.
I wish that one day you may find peace.
Love, Mari
www.caringbridge.org/me/chiara
- Friday, February 18, 2005 0:43 AM CST

Hi Everyone
Thanks Kristy for the link. Now I need to learn how to do the neat pictures on the side.
Sorry you weren't home when I needed to vent. But I will get you next time. You do have a life other than me phoning.
All for nw. You didn't really get him a super soaker did you?
Monika www.caringbirdge.org/mi/ireland <kjqk@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:09 PM CST

Dear Kristy,
I found my way here from your entries on my nephew Justin's website. I just want to thank you and give you a great big internet hug for your amazing words of encourgagment for Justin and Monika. (You also make me feel encouraged and I strongly agree with the *ss kicking cancer needs!!) I know they value your friendship. You tell it and say it like it is. Thank-you!!! Conor was blessed with a very loving mom.

Justin's Auntie Claire
Claire Hyland
Spruce Grove, AB Canada - Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:05 PM CST

Kristy,
Thank you for stopping in Katja's page and signing. Connor is a gorgeous boy, just Katja's age. I am glad I wrote what I have been thinking for the past four years. My husband would have preferred I not rock the boat. I have never been one to �sugar coat� anything, so why start now. I do not believe you are the one who drove those �friends� away. Everything we did and endured took incredible strength and courage. Apparently, picking up a phone takes courage. We were forced to have it; we did not have a choice. Our friends can choose to have it, it is their choice to reach out. I am reaching out to you to let you know you are not alone in all your grieving.

Jacqui and Angel Katja <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:07 PM CST

Your hearts are joined with Conor. Belated (due to broken computer!) Valentine's Day greetings, to you all. Conor is always much on my mind, but especially in February.
Big hugs,
Tracey and the boys xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 2:09 PM CST

hi kristy, darren and aidan
you know i visit almost daily. i thought i would finally take the time to write. want to thank you for everything.
how do you get the picutres on the side?
monika and justin www.caringbridge.org/mi/ireland <kjqk@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:50 PM CST

You are in my prayers.
Tina & Lance www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:25 PM CST

Praying for your whole family...God Bless.
Kim 'Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness' <jessesmom1972@yahoo.com>
Las Vegas , NV - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 6:37 PM CST

My prayers are with you and your family. I too have to echo another person here, Connor is most certainly in the car seat and at the dinner table. :) May you continue to find peace through God.
Nerrissa * FoA/RA* <makaylahsmommy@gmail.com>
Misawa Air Base, Japan - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 5:26 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 3:16 PM CST

My prayers are with you and your family!!!
Mindy <davin106@hotmail.com>
Des Moines, IA USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 1:18 PM CST

I want you to know your family in in my prayers! Connor is a beautiful angel, one who I am sure is right there in that car seat, and at the dinner table, and with you every where you go.

my love and prayers for you family!
Becka RA <rlmarsch@nycap.rr.com>
Delmar, New York USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 1:13 PM CST

Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, February 14, 2005 5:25 PM CST

Dearest Kristy,
First of all, thank you for stopping by to visit with us and ANGEL COLBY. You know first hand how these special days are for those of us who wear these shoes! THANK YOU. I just read your entry, and Laura or myself couldn't explain it any better. I felt all the pain, sadness, emptiness and etc. with every sentence. The group with which we have become members, is such a painful place. And worse yet, we all know that this pain will be with us all the way to the end of our earthly time. I just spoke to a friend a moment ago on the phone, and asked her what it is like 15 years out after losing their 3 year old boy. I got the reply that I figured, that it is no easier now than then. And I can somewhat relate to that on a smaller time frame, but it seems like time is irrevelant in a situation like this. Time has nothing to do with what we are grieving, and can not heel it! I feel so bad for you guys, us, and all the parents who must endure this tragedy and go on in life trying to be as normal as everyone else, when we're not. Like you said, we have to face all the empty voids that only our club members do. NO others could totally understand this place, and I wish I could wave a wand and make it so no others joined our club. I'm praying hard for you all, and hopeing that you find as much peace and happiness that is humanly possible at this time. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW. (FOREVER MISSING OUR PRECIOUS ANGELS)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, uniontown pa usa - Monday, February 14, 2005 4:18 PM CST

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY KRISTY DARREN AND AIDAN
LUV U LOTS
LOVE KATIE MAYGARD
Katie Maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
Wetaskiwin, AB Canada - Monday, February 14, 2005 1:55 PM CST

I hope valentine's day brings you warmth and beautiful memories of your wonderful valentine up in heaven.
one timeless love now four broken hearts
- Monday, February 14, 2005 0:15 AM CST

Love,
Marcia and the gang, BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Sunday, February 13, 2005 10:01 PM CST

I JUST READ YOUR HISTORY AND MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU. I CAN'T GIVE ADVICE AS I HAE NOT WALKED IN YOUR SHOES. I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE YOUR PAIN. ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS I AM SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN AND YOUR FAMILY WILL FOREVER BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX
RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON, WV - Sunday, February 13, 2005 1:33 PM CST

I am sorry I don't know how to put big fancy pictures in here...But I think it really is ok isn't it???
We hope to see you soon...Please send some of your patiences my way, for the making of Brooklyn's v-day dress! I hope I will be able to get it done in time...She is counting on me! Take care guy's
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Saturday, February 12, 2005 7:52 AM CST

Sorry I missed your birthday Kristy. I hope you had a great day!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 11:45 AM CST

It's so hard to believe it's been a year since Connor went to Heaven. Every time we see a Thomas card or toy we think of that cute smile of his.
Take care & know we'll never forget.
Charlene & Becky
BEARS WHO CARE
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 11:44 AM CST

Your words for your little boy are so beautiful. I have been reading Conor's website for several months. I am so sorry for your loss. Conor is a adorable child. Thank you for sharing such a personal part of your life with strangers. It truly makes me appreciate so much more what I have. Please keep writing your wonderful entries. It is so evident in your words how much you love Conor. Stay strong.
Ashley Seratt <aseratt@ycinet.net>
Newbern, TN USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:41 PM CST

hi kristy
at b&g club right now
could you please wright soon
love katie
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:19 PM CST

Hi Kristy!

I just wanted to let you know that you are very much in my thoughts every day of the year. Thank you and Conor for keeping my life, and that of my family, in perspective. I am truly grateful that I am here today to say how special your family is to me.

Bless you, your family and your beautiful angel who is watching over you!
Nancy Beauchemin <nancybea33@yahoo.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 2:12 PM CST

Just want you to know that your always in our prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.

Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven:

My Mom Is A Survivor

My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door.
I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more.
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!

Author unknown.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:20 AM CST

I'm so sorry to hear about Conor. I used to work with Darren a few years ago and I also met Kristy during that time, but I didn't have the privilege of meeting Conor. I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you all the peace and happiness in the future. Take Care and God Bless.
Michaela Hunt <michaelahunt123@hotmail.com>
Mount Pearl, NL Canada - Monday, February 7, 2005 10:09 AM CST

Kristy it looks like yesterday was your birthday, oh boy, to think that your little boy died the day before your birthday, thats got to be awful. But I guess the day would never be the same again anyway. Wishing you peace on the anniversary of Conors passing, and keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers.
Chris - Gooch's mom
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 1:03 PM CST

I heard the "LaLaLa" song on the radio yesterday, and I immediately thought of Conor. I didn't realize at the time what day it was ... I think Conor heard the song too, and was dancing up in Heaven! Hugs to Aidan, and I hope you are smiling a little these days remembering your sweet boy.
Connie (BWC) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Saturday, February 5, 2005 11:52 PM CST

It's hard to believe that a year has passed since Conor left this world. It's sort of a mixed blessing the way time seems to marches on unfazed. Conor, I hope you had a wonderful party in heaven yesterday. And I hope that your mom can feel your presence closer than ever today on her birthday. You remain an inspiration to me.
Meghan McFadden <Smilneyz@aol.com>
Renton, WA 98059 - Saturday, February 5, 2005 10:04 PM CST

Happy Birthday Kristy. You are in our thoughts. Love Krystal,Lisa and Doug.
Lisa Hobbs <lisa_hobbs21@hotmail.com>
CBS, NL Canada - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:22 PM CST

Happy Birthday to you .. Happy Birthday Kristy!
Thinking of you today and always...
Heather <hbuchana@telus.net>
Calgary, AB - Saturday, February 5, 2005 1:08 PM CST

Happy Birthday Kristy...I remember how awkward this day was last year not knowing whether or not to say happy birthday, but not wanting you to think we didn't remember it either, then i asked darren what i should do, and he said how much conor loved birthdays and that he would have wanted you to have cake and candles, so i hope you have cake and candles again this year, i just wish i could be there to watch you blow them out.
Kristy, you are a very dear friend to me, i hope you have a good day today, eat lots of cake (or 2 bite brownies)
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to the best mommy in the world :)
Happy Birthday to you.
Glenda and Mike <glendaroche@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, - Saturday, February 5, 2005 12:05 AM CST

hi kristy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR KRISTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy birthday kristy
hope it is ful of joy and happyness
love the maygards
the maygards <katrinemaygard@mshn.com>
wetaskiwin, alberta canada - Saturday, February 5, 2005 9:07 AM CST

Happy Birthday Kristy, I hope you and Aidan have a special day. He will bring you lot's of love and Conor will to. Thinking of ya

Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:08 AM CST

Hi there,
I came across this caring bridge site not long ago, and truly could not read thru it. It was just too overwhelming. I am not a cancer mom. I am a cardiac kid mom! My son was born with with multiple heart defects and is a survivor of open heart surgery (www.tannerlaughs.com) See the thing is, we all thought Tanner was the only lightening that would strike our family. On Jan 13th 2005 my beautiful niece Rebecca was diagnosed with ALL-T. She is 7 years old.
I cant make sense of any of these poor children having to suffer, but I do hope Conor can watch over Becca. www.caringbridge.org/ca/rebeccalynn
I have to tell you that the absolute love for your son shines thru and you should be very proud of this site, it speaks a million words, and in my opinion is absolutely incredible. GOd Bless.
Suzy Cassel-Yanez <tanlaughs1@aol.com>
Ca USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 7:05 AM CST

goodnight
sweet dreams
I love you
momma
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 0:41 AM CST

hi conor
today wright now you leave the presents in this earth.
you loved many many things the same as me. we got stuck by two trains tonight and i wanted to saty adn count them but them we had to go and get gass for the car.
i see you everywhere, you know that we might be going to disneylad this year in september, we were going to go together and go on the spinning tea cups and the safary train and all that. you promised me the last time i saw you. wel you will never break that promis because you are always there where ever i am and what ever i am doing even at school. my friend amanda her mom it in the edmonton hospital with some sort of desise so can you help her get better. amanada and her family deseve a mom. when we drove by your house i saw some lights on and there was another vehicle there most likley on of kristey's friends. tommorow is your mom's birthday and i hope that she has fun doing what ever she does i will wright an entry tommorow about that. there are way to many children in this world that have cancer almost half of them had died and i want them to come back go h ome to there mom and dad and maybe there siblings and aunty's and uncle's and grandma's and grandpa's and nana and pop's on so on will get to see these wonderful children again and free of canacer. at least you are now so please let there be a cure for cancer and there will be a sick free world and all the scildren could come and knock on the front door of there house and go boo or surprize i'm back till i am really really old and i have children and g randchildren and ever great grandchildren. i wish lots and lots and most of the time i get nothing but i am very luckey to be alive because anthing can happen and you should be happy god gave you time on this earth. you should say you love you to everybody nomatter what and who they are.
well i have to go conor. i can not belive that it has been 1 year since i saw you and that years go by fast.
I LOVE SILLY BILLY MOST OF ALL
I LOVE SILLY WILLY TOO
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
Love katie maygard aka silly lilly
p.s.you stinke but i still love you not matter what.
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
conor's home town wetaskiwin, alberta canada - Saturday, February 5, 2005 0:32 AM CST

Sending you hugs and prayers on this day.
Heidi Dempsey <dempseyh@ecsd.net>
Spruce Grove, AB Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 11:28 PM CST

Hi Conor! Today is a day with so many memories and emotions coming through all at once.It's hard for me to say anything else but" I miss you Conor " but I think you know that already because of where you are and who your with.Love YOU .XXX,OOO ...Pop
Don Pacholka ( Kristy's Dad) <d_pacholka@hotmail.com>
Cypress "visiting", CA USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:38 PM CST

Hi, Just letting you know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers on this day. I think of Conor often.
Take Care.
Teresa <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:31 PM CST

Hi sweetie. I don't know about any-one else but I definitely feel you tonight. You are coming through loud and clear. I love you Conor.
Kristy, I am on aol and for some reason I can't hear the song on the main page. When I came on tonight I heard the entire song. It blew me away. It's a very powerful song and so appropriate. Please know that I am thinking of you tonight. I am sending all my love to you .
Oh, and Conor, Thanks for the song. Love ya sweetie.
Aunt Diane
Diane Mercer <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:55 PM CST

Thinking of you all today and praying for you too.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:52 PM CST

Happy first birthday in Heaven Conor...I bet you are having so much fun-playing and laughing like kids should. Give Aiden a sweet dream tonight and please let your family know that there are so many people praying and thinking of them on this special day. God bless.
Trina De Luca <pdeluca@shaw.ca>
- Friday, February 4, 2005 7:40 PM CST

The sky here in Washington State this evening was absolutely amazing. It really looked like there were angels in the sky. The clouds were glowing and there was sun and rain and rainbows. Thanks Conor! You should really try and visit your Mom tonight and bless her with some sweet dreams. (((Ford Family)))
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:33 PM CST

The corner of my heart that Conor touched hurts today. May you find strength in the messages and prayers and love being sent your way.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 6:44 PM CST

Conor has been in my thoughts ever since I first read about him, but especially today. I wish peace and happy memories of Conor for you today.
Terrie Lynne
Smithers, BC Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 6:22 PM CST

Family Ford
My Prayers are with you today, i could'nt imagine how hard today is for you, but asure your hearts, that he is free of pain danceing with the angels in heaven. he sure is a beutiful looking boy, YES with those cute curls. Take care
Brenda's friend Tammy <twakefor@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, - Friday, February 4, 2005 5:19 PM CST

To the Ford Family,

<<<<< H U G S >>>>>>

Conor will never be forgotten.
Nancy Beauchemin <nancybea33@yahoo.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 5:14 PM CST

Kristy, Darren and Aidan,
You are very much in our thoughts and prayers today. What could we possibly say to offer comfort, except to say that we haven't forgotten Conor and we never will.
Conor,
You are so missed! How can one year have already flown by? You taught us all so much, left your indelible footprint on our hearts and minds, thank you sweetie.
Love and kisses all the way to Heaven...bet you're having so many great train rides, whenever you like.....
Tracey and family xoxoxo BWC and Heather and family xoxoxoxo BWC (Heather's computer is broken but she wanted to let you know, you are so much in her thoughts too) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary and Mississauga, - Friday, February 4, 2005 4:52 PM CST

Dear family. You are in my thoughts to day. May God be with you all.

Dana <danajohanns@hotmail.com>
Sweden - Friday, February 4, 2005 4:08 PM CST

Kristy,Darren and Aidain,Angel Conor,
A year ago today it's so hard to believe.Conor is so much in my thoughts always,He is deeply missed.We love you all.Take Care.

BrendaDave's Site <rurka70@hotmail.com>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, February 4, 2005 3:36 PM CST

Dear dear family. I�m thinking of you all today, and have been these last days (and year), and will light a candle tonight and pray for you all. Conor was and is my hero and you all.

Love, Eva Huld.
Eva Huld. <evahuld@kerfisveita.is>
Hafnarfj�r�ur. , - Friday, February 4, 2005 3:24 PM CST

Sending peaceful thoughts to you today. Bless you all my friends.
Shellie, Phil, Bianca and Elliott xxx <riesenhaftdanes@optusnet.com.au>
Beaudesert, QLD Australia - Friday, February 4, 2005 3:04 PM CST

Darren, Kristy, Conor and Aidan,

Thinking of you all with extra special thoughts today. May God be with you and give you the strength to make through today and every day!
Rhonda <mantair@apfenergy.com>
Calgary, - Friday, February 4, 2005 2:55 PM CST

hi conor
a year today is when i became a caringbridge reader and some were happy stories and some were dissipointing and sand and wonderful at the same time.
1 year since i heard that laugh on the phone and the entry
''conor is very sick now i will update soon.'' that was the worst jornal entry yet out of all them. i was worried the rest of that day. then that day turned to a day of hell and that day we almost got in an accedent on our way to the library and i was so scared. i almost fell down the stairs that day and the tv almost fell over. today was almost the same people keep on staring at me i can't get my assignments done in class and every time i see people with curly hair i for some reason see you. i cant get you out of my hair. you are everywhere on the way to school after school in school and at home even mor at your house when i see your pictures and i here aidan cry and laugh and aidan's smile and voice and what he likes to play like the thomas game and the cat in the hat game and the silly music that they are playing wright now i think that they need some bon jovi and and the hot chocolat song for the train movie. well i have to go.
I LOVE SILLY BILLY THE MOST OF ALL
I ALSO LOVE SILLY WILLY TOO.
i miss you so much
love katie maygard aka silly lilly
p.s. did i tell you today i love you
p.s.s. did i tell you today you stink
p.s.s.s. did i tell you i love you and you stink too
p.s.s.s.s.i will love you infinetey + infinetey and beyond
love you
love katie maygard
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
home of conor ford wetaskiwin, alberta canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 2:17 PM CST

Thinking of you all
Brooklyn said to me today as we were going to Tim Hortons that Conor will be her only Boyfriend and no one elese will forever. He will be with us in our thoughts and hearts forever. Big hugs to all of you today. Everybody celebrate your children today!!
The Parnell's
Beaumont, - Friday, February 4, 2005 1:11 PM CST

Thinking of you today.Thank you for sharing Conor with all of us.Looking at his beautiful face brings such a smile to my heart and tears to my eyes. Sending cyber love and hugs...Mighty-Max's Granny Judie
Judie Sweeney <judithsween@aol.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 11:52 AM CST

Hi Conor,
Dickens the little Doggie sends you hugs and licks and all the love a little waggedy tailed doggie can give.
We love you with all our hearts and souls, you sweet boy.
Wilson and Barbara
Wilson Russell <wilsonrussell@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 11:12 AM CST

Just wanted to know we were thinking of you today. Love you all.

The Berndts Jen and Austen
OK - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:57 AM CST

I came to your site after seeing your post on Garrett Burnhams page today. I learned about Garrett only 3 weeks ago and have been so touched by his story. I think it not a coincidence that I came to your page on the 1st anniversary of Conor's passing. My prayers go out to your family today. I lost my older brother to leukemia in 1982 and seeing the pain and suffering again in the eyes of these children brings back so many memories that I thought were long gone. I was only 10 when I lost my brother and now I'm the mother of a 13 month old daughter - I can't imagine what my mom and dad went through. Unfortunately, my mom lost her battle to cancer 10 years ago, so I'm unable to have those discussions with her. Nevertheless, I know it was unbearable - as you know first hand. Find comfort in the memories of you sweet boy and keep his memory alive in the relationships with family and friends; that will bring you great comfort in the years ahead.

God Bless Your family, today and always-
Courtney Alcott <agnaustin95@yahoo.com>
Round Rock, TX USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 9:58 AM CST

HI Sweet Baby I'm sitting here with your candle lit,wearing your Bracelet that you made me and holding the teddy bear mommy gave me,I'm trying to think all Happy thoughts of you,it's hard,but I'm smiling through the tears.Mommy sure knows how to pick the songs,I listened to the whole song,hugging the bear.You'll always be a part of me,forever in my heart" Little Monkey Pooh".You are missed so much.
I'll Love You Forever
I'll Like You For Always
As Long As I'm Living
My GRANDSON You'll Be.
Nana
Nana <conaid@magma.ca>
ottawa on, ca - Friday, February 4, 2005 9:15 AM CST

Praying for you today.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, February 4, 2005 9:05 AM CST

We are thinking of you and your family especially today.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Katie, Hayley, Hunter and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:50 AM CST

Kristy & Darren: Have been following your journal all year. We cannot begin to imagine what the both of you have gone through, what you are still going through, but always remember that your precious Conor will NEVER be forgotten. Thinking of all of you, especially today. You too, Nan & Pop Ford.
Ros, Denis & Joey English
Ros English
Mount Pearl, NL Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:43 AM CST

Kristy, Darren and Aidan, my thoughts and love are with you always. Thank you for allowing me to be your friend and for allowing Conor to touch us all so deeply. He will always have a special place in my heart.
Lise and family <caileykyle@yahoo.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:42 AM CST

Sending hugs for you all. Always thinking of you and how special Conor was to us all.
Rebecca, Craig & Isaac
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:17 AM CST

Kristy, Darren and Aidan
I have been following your story for over a year now, but have never signed your guestbook. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about Conor and the rest of your family today (as I do every day). Thank you for sharing your story and your son.
Have a day filled with wonderful memories.
Donna
Fort Saskatchewan, AB - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:11 AM CST

Kristy, Darren and Aiden
I just wanted to check in to say that I was thinking of you guys today. Katherine and I are going to send off a balloon this evening for Conor. All our love goes to you in this very diffucult time.
Kathy and Katherine
Kathy Wadden <kwadden@wm.com>
St. John's , Nl Canada - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:33 AM CST

My thoughts have been with you all week leading up to today. Conor is so loved, and missed,I Love You, Glenda
Glenda and Mike <glendaroche@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:33 AM CST

Dear Conor's family, Just wanted you to know that here in Kentucky we are remembering Conor on this sad date and hurting for you. We never knew him but it is evident from this web site how much love and joy he brought into this world in his way too short time here. I'm so sorry that he's not here with you and my heart aches as I read all the places you don't find him anymore- especially the hole in your heart. I hope the power of Conor's love, keeps you going, keeps you smiling and keeps you hoping. Just wanted you to know you are being loved today.
love, hugs, courage,
The Miller family
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:13 AM CST

Kristy Darren Aidan
Wanted to say how much we love you, on this hardest of anniversaries. You are in our thoughts and prayers today, and everyday. We miss you, Conor.
with love
Carol, Anthony, Laura, Rachel <carol@mulraney.com>
central, Scotland, UK - Friday, February 4, 2005 6:30 AM CST

Dearest Connor's Family - I'm sending you extra special thoughts and prayers today. May you feel Connor's arms around you and hear his special voice always... Connor, you are sooooo very missed and loved.
Suzanne
Nicholson, GA USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 6:09 AM CST

Hey Conor,

It is now February 4. A year ago you left to become a very special angel. I never met you but I will never forget you...
Heather <hbuchana@telus.net>
Calgary, AB - Friday, February 4, 2005 1:03 AM CST

I am thinking of Connor today, as most days. My nephew that died at age 12 was born on Feb. 6th and my sister has a hard time every year, though he's been gone 12 years now. I know you will always have hard anniversaries the whole year through--hopefully you can feel the warmth of all of us out here sharing just a little part of your sorrow with you. It was great to see you and Aidan the other day at the hospital. Lori

Lori Grainger <graingersrus@sasktel.net>
Lloydminster, SK Canada - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:54 PM CST

Kristy, Darren & Aidan,

I have been quite the nut lately, just running on gas fumes. Well, just now Conor came into my mind. It just dawned on me that this is the eve before his passing. I remember this day and the next so clearly. How heavy my heart was for you. Gosh, my heart hasn't lost any weight. I know this month must be such a hard one for you. I wish there was something I can say or do to make things better. I just want you to know that I'm still thinking lots about you all. I sincerely hope that one day, February 4 will be a day where you can look back at your fondest memories of Conor and smile knowing what a sweetie he really was, and how he changed so many peoples' lives. I pray for all the strength your family needs to get through one of the toughest days in your lives.

God bless you all.

Nancy Beauchemin <nancybea33@yahoo.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:40 PM CST

Kristy, I have no words. Please feel the hugs I'm sending to you, Darren and Aidan.
Love,
Marcia,Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily and Angels Sonja and Tanner , BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
BRADFORD, ON - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:25 PM CST

Dear Kristy, Darren and Aiden,
It was hard to find the words to write when Conor left. It is just as hard to find the words to write one year later. Thank you for sharing Conor's life with us - it is apparent that he has had significant impact on so many people (including myself). Kristy, I know that one of your fears was that Conor would be forgotten - be assured, he is not forgotten and will not be for a long, long time.
Ron <ron@borsholm.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Thursday, February 3, 2005 10:57 PM CST

Thanks for sharing these pictures. Conor has influenced our lives in many ways, and we miss him dearly.

Love Always,
Krithiga, Subhas, Surina and Arjun
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 8:41 PM CST

Kristy. I will not tell you to be strong,I know no-one stronger. Keep Darren close tonight. You will need each other. I am with you in spirit. My thoughts are with you both. My wish for you tonight is to truly feel Conors presence and to know that he is happy. I love you all.
Diane <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:47 PM CST

I love the pictures.

I hate the pain.

Thank you for sharing your son with the world.
Helen Suchy <hsuchy@neo.rr.com>
OH USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 6:14 PM CST

Thinking about Conor and wishing I could give you a hug. A long distance one will have to do :)
Cathie L http://haldago.org Haldago Bay, Bears Who Care <haldagobay1@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, FL - Thursday, February 3, 2005 5:57 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 3, 2005 4:52 PM CST

Dear Kristy, Darren and Aiden,
It just doesn't seem possible that Conor will be celebrating his first year in heaven already. My heart is with you all tonight and tomorrow especially. Kristy, you did a wonderful job with the pictures and the music to celebrate Conor's life. It truly is a loving tribute to your beautiful handsome boy. He really had touched so many. Conor, you are missed by everyone!
Love, Lisa Post <LMPOST@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Thursday, February 3, 2005 3:08 PM CST

Dear Kristy, Darren and Aidan - Thinking of you at this time. I still come in every week to look at Conor's beautiful face. I know this is a hard time for you and I know you must miss him so very very much. Please take care.

Love Carolyn
Carolyn Hanlon <Carolyn.Hanlon@nl.rogers.com>
Mount Pearl, NL Canada - Thursday, February 3, 2005 2:22 PM CST

Big Hug from my
Sylv�a <skopleg@isl.is>
�celand, Keflav�k - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:46 PM CST

I miss you conor.
love little willy

Aidan <willywillydoo@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:32 AM CST

A year without you Conor, a year that seems so short in some ways and so long in others. You are our thoughts often here, as are your Mommy, Daddy and baby brother. Love and hugs always.
Angela, Ainsley and Robbie <anggovan@aol.com>
Hawick , Scotland - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:30 AM CST

Don�t Think of Him as Gone Away

Don�t think of him as gone away �
his journey�s just begun;
life holds so many facets �
this earth is only one.
Just think of him as resting
from the sorrows and the tears
in a place of warmth and comfort
where there are no days and years.
Think how he must be wishing
that we could know, today,
how nothing but our sadness
can really pass away.
And think of him as living
in the hearts of those he touched�
for nothing loved is ever lost �
and he was loved so much.
Nana <conaid@magma.ca>
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 10:56 AM CST

Kristy, Darren and Aidan,
I love the new pictures, both on the picture page and on the sidebar. What a wonderful gift, to see more faces and sides of Conor. The joy and love you shared with him is literally palpable.
As lame as it sounds, I pray for God's richest blessings upon you and your family. I fervently do.
Thank you so much for updating the site. I check here several times a week for well over a year and half and I have missed all of you.
Largest hugs,
Leeann <niccofive@aol.com>
ellicott city, md usa - Thursday, February 3, 2005 6:00 AM CST

(Please change the spelling of Conor's name before it goes into the Guest Book. I knew it was Conor but mistakenly put Connor. I apologize for my error.)
Carolyn McRae
St. Albert, AB - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:20 AM CST

I want to let you, Connor's grandparents, know that I will continue to keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers, especially now at this time of the first anniversary of your dear little Connor's death. How very special it is that his spirit is continuing to live on through you, through his family, and through all your friends.
Carolyn McRae <camcrae@telus.net>
St. Albert, AB - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:17 AM CST

Hey Little man.
I really miss as much as mommy does.
I will always have u in my heart.
I love you a lot my sweet angel.
See you soon!!!!!

Love you
Miss you.
Aidan i will try to e-mail you after i get of this web page
I love you both little trains traveling along the track.

kayla <kaylamaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 5:56 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 4:03 PM CST

Hey Conor - Watch for our balloons later in the week!

Kristy - those pictures look great! You're in my thoughts often....
Audrey (and Maclean and Cynthia) <ajohnman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 2, 2005 2:51 PM CST

Happy Ground Hog Day!!
We are always thinking of you guys everyday! I can't believe it has has been a year. It seems like yesturday that Brooklyn was knocking on your door in her bikini to go swimming with Conor
Gina
Beaumont, - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 2:02 PM CST

i just saw your page i know u dont know me but im good friends with brenda and i am so sorry for your bless his heart i am so sorry i cryed when i saw your page cause i have to small babys to and it made me think im so sorry hun love dawn
dawn <qteai38@hotmail.com>
aurora, co usa - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 1:17 PM CST

Conor,

I cannot believe that it has been almost a whole year since I heard your Mom's journal entry on the radio, the night you became an angel. As time passes, days seems to flow into the next, weeks go by, and now a year.. a whole year, 12 months. You touched my heart in a way that I can never explain. I will never forget you Conor. If you only knew how many lives you touched, if you only knew.....

Kristy, Darren and Aiden - Words are not enough. I have not walked in your shoes, I only have an idea of what you must feel ... just know that I am thinking of you, always thinking of you....
Heather <hbuchana@telus.net>
Calgary, AB - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 1:14 PM CST

Hi Kristy & Family,
Stopping in to say you are in my thought's and in my prayers.Kristy your journal entry is touching.That is the same way I feel about my Dad.The picture's look good.If you ever need a new one just send me more pic's.
Sending my love your way.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 12:43 AM CST

I have been following the entries for over a year but I seldom make one myself but today I just had to say that I wish you great strength and endurance to make it through the next few days and from then on, take each day as it comes. Conor had such great strength of character but don't forget that comes from his parents and you should be proud of his being that way!
Mary Carter <carterm@gov.nl.ca>
Mt. Pearl, NL Canada - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:56 AM CST

Kristy, Darren and Aiden,
The three of you and Conor have been on my mind alot lately. I want to tell you my thoughts are with you as the days go by. I will remember Conor with a smile, and probably a tear or two, and a whole lot of Bon Jovi.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:47 AM CST

I just wanted to let you guys know that I am thinking of you! I know how hard things are right now and I hope that you can feel some joy on Friday in remembering Conor. We will remember him with his great big eyes and warm smile and how excited he was when he realized that RMH had an "eligator" to get upstairs!!!
Cathy Peters <www.caringbridge.org/canada/isobel jacon@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:42 PM CST

It is hard to believe that I haven't written in Conor's guest book once in this past year that I have been checking in on your family. The first time I was ever to Conor's page was a year ago, just before he passed. Conor has touched my heart in so many ways I can't even begin to tell you. I only wish I had the chance to know him personally. I think of him and your family every day and have shared your story with so many others. I know that these next days will be unbearable, but please hang in their, you are an inspiration to everyone who knows you, and who visits Conor�s page. Even though Conor is not here with you, he's by your side all day everyday, to watch over you, Darren and Aidan. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers always.
Katie <katvdp4950@yahoo.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:37 PM CST

kristy, darren, and aidan
i know that in three days it will be one whole year since your baby and your brother died. i am so very sorry to think about your many emotions. sadness for knowing that he will never return, and you can never see his beautiful smile again. worry wondering if he is okay where ever it is that he is now. anger as to how and why this could have happened to such a perfect child, as well as the three remaining family members. guilt for things said and done or possibly things not said and done. despair, depression, fatigue, weariness, and even jealousy when you hear stories of triumph over this monster known as cancer. please know that i am thinking about you, and the tremendous pain that this one year date symbolizes. if there were any words of comfort, i would write them, but as there is not, i can only say that i care, and i am thinking of you all.
you are loved and missed so very much conor
your friend, becky <burbec@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, February 1, 2005 7:17 PM CST

Kristy, Darren, Aidan and Conor
You're in my thoughts. You're in my heart.
Conor, I can't believe it's almost been a year darling boy. Our family would like for you to do us a favour. Our puppy died during the week - from leukaemia - just like you had! Harry was very particular that you should look after her for us when she gets to heaven. In fact, he's planning on sending you a balloon later in the week with instructions. Keep an eye out for it.
Kristy and Darren, I hope this week is not too painful for you. Sending you warm hugs from down here.
Ali <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 3:10 AM CST

I am thinking of you guys.Jodi(Mom to McKayla liver transplant)
McKayla's Site

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 0:29 AM CST

Thinking of you all with a heavy heart this week. May you hold each other tight this coming week. I hope Conor walks you through your pain and is able to give you a little reminder that he is right there with you, every step of the way.
Trina De Luca <phil_trina@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, Canada - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:54 PM CST

Keeping you all in our thoughts as the 4th nears.
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 8:55 PM CST

Hey Kristy et al,
I miss you guys.
I miss Conor, always, but now I miss his family as well.
Take care, I'll keep checking in.
Hugs to all of you.
leeann < niccofive@aol.com>
ellicott city, md usa - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:18 PM CST

Kristy,
You may not want to be a hero to anyone, but you are a hero to me.
Helen <hsuchy@neo.rr.com>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 7:11 PM CST

Kristy,
Just wanted you to know that you are thought of often; I cannot imagine how difficult this week will be, or how difficult the past year has been. My prayers are with you.
Pam Lahr, Shanna's mama <pamlahr@hotmail.com>
Chesterfield, MI USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 5:32 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <rurka70@hotmail.com>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:01 PM CST

Kristy, I know this will be a difficult time for all of you. Of course it will, but know that my thoughts are with you. I love you all.

Diane <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:32 AM CST

Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:44 PM CST

Yesterday i found some thomas the tank engine books, conor sprung straight to my mind, I really wish things could be easier for you all.

all my love

viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 10:22 AM CST

Kristy,
You are in my thoughts everyday still. I dont sign enough but know that Conor still crosses my mind everyday. Take care!
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa - Saturday, January 29, 2005 10:10 PM CST

I love the new pictures! I think Becky and I need to get you scrapbooking! Thinking of you and Conor everyday. Brooklyn misses him so much, She talks about him often. She still hasn't found a new boyfriend, Conor will always be her first love. Give Aidan lot's of kisses and hugs for us. Thinking of you all
The Parnell's
Beaumont, - Saturday, January 29, 2005 1:43 AM CST

Just a quick note to say we are always thinking of all of you.
Margaret Bauman
Cold Lake, AB Canada - Friday, January 28, 2005 11:48 PM CST

hi kistey
i love the new pictures
please wright soon
love katie
katie <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Friday, January 28, 2005 3:47 PM CST

Dear Connor and family,
I just wanted you to know that just because Connor is not here on earth with us, still he will never be forgotton. We and yourselves have all those beautiful memories that Connor gave us to remember. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. If any of u need a shoulder to lean on once in a while, don't hesitate to let me know.
(((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 3:17 PM CST

hi conor it's me again katie
i was at your house yesterday and i saw you in aidan's eyes like i want to play trains aidan does not like playing trains with me. me and kayla made the best train track kind of like the one that you and me built the last time i saw you except there was different train peices, aidan got some new train peices for christmas. we say aidan on boxing day and he got tons of playdo and we played playedo and we played with his new baby and did some puzzles and stuff like that. aidan really likes watching the cat and the hat he really like that and he likes garfield aka orange kitty he can't say garfeild. when aidan cries it sound like you and when he laughs like you. in the summer we were running around the house and playing soccer and baketball when aidan saw some bug and that is how aidan got interested in bugs he has bug pj's. in the fall ma and kayla raked the leaves and we jumped into the leaves lots and lots and then we played in the sand box and we played trackters and dinosaurs and even trains in the sand box. on aidan's birthday we had a pool partey it did not mean to be a pool party but aidan had lots and lots of fun he loves woodey adn buzz too your mom loves aidan soooo much and she is sooooooo proud of him and how he goes to the bathroom practicly on his own but he likes someone to watch him so he can have a treat. well i have to go conor love you
p.s.I LOVE SILLY BILLY AND SILLY WILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY
p.s.s aidan's e-mail address is (willywillydoo@yahoo.ca
katie maygard@msn.com <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
conor's home town wetaskiwin, alberta canada - Friday, January 28, 2005 2:10 PM CST

Hi Kristy,
Everyone loved Conor. I am looking forwards to seeing you in a week. Bring Aidan and he can play with Airn. Big hugs to you all.
Carolyn www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni <abknsmom@telus.net>
GP , AB Canada - Friday, January 28, 2005 0:16 AM CST

hi conor
last wednesday night i had a dream of you it was scary in a way, you and me were playing then when we were having the best of fun playing trains and watching thomas sing alongs the scean changed we were out in a field you mom and dad were watching us in the van with aidan i turned to wave at them and when i turned around you were gone, i could not find you anywhere not in the tall grass there was no drop off anywhere, i started to scream your name out but you would not anwser your mom heard me and came running out aidan was now in my arms he was crying your picked up aidan and she said that we were going home, i tried to tell her but i could not speek and she just smiled all the way home. when we got inside on the table that has lots of pictures was there but there was nothing of yours there not the train that you painted not the soccer bouncey ball not the rockes not the picture of you and you mom and you and your dad not even you a brooklin not the wooden people not anything. Right then and there i woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. i cryed and cryed the rest of the morning nobady asked why i think that they knew in there hart. I just recently went to my great great aunty ella's funeral and they held it at a church. i have never met her befor but my mom took us anyway she told me because she wanted us to witness a different kind of funeral. also in my dream you had curly curly hair like you didn't even have cancer you did not have any scares from sugery and nothing from iv's and you looked so narmal. i pray everyday and wish that scienctest would find a cure to all cancer and all deseses and that they could help and prevent people from leving there family's and friend without any idea that they are leaving. conor it has almost been a year since you left us with your prestents. your nana was down at christmas. the last time i saw her was when you memoral was and befor that was when aidan was born, aidan was just broght home and your sprinkler was on we were soking i think it was your woody sprinkler we were having so much fun and that was the last time i saw you free of cancer. when i founs=d uot that you had cancer cassie was going up town and we were running from joyces to your house i said hi cassie and i said were going to conor's you want to come and she said no i am leaving and she also said oh by the way conor has cancer, i lookt at her and i said no that is not true well it was
got to go the bell is going to ring bye
p.s. i will write back soonm
love you
katie maygard
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, AB CANADA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 2:20 PM CST

Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, January 27, 2005 12:38 AM CST

We love you guys. I've just been reading last year's journal entries for this week. May God give you the strength to face the next second, then the one after that...

Helen Suchy <hsuchy@neo.rr.com>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:41 PM CST

Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 4:36 PM CST

hi kristy
thanks so much for the cookies, visits, information just your support. you can write what ever you like in justin's guest book as you have been here, done it and know how to get certain points accross. all for now, thanks.
Monika and Justin <kjqk@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/ireland>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 2:08 PM CST

hi kristey
please wright soon
love katie
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
home of conor ford wetaskiwin, ab canada - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 6:55 PM CST

Just popping in to say 'Hi', and that we are thinking of you. Conor, we talk about you so much, and you are still with us, in our hearts.
love
Carol, Anthony, Laura, Rachel (Scotland, UK)
Carol, Anthony, Laura, Rachel <carol@mulraney.com>
Scotland,, UK - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:16 AM CST

Thinking of you today.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:03 AM CST

Just stopping by to say hi and let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you always. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>�<><

p.s. I'm a HUGE Dr. Seuss fan...thanks for sharing "Oh the Places You'll Go" with us. It's always been one of my favorites, and it will have even more special meaning now.

Lighting Children�s Lives
Caged Kids
Friends of Allie

*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children�s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie <jenniferc@ilovetcolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 4:02 PM CST

hi kristey
as soon as i get off school and am at home i will wright longer please wright soon
love katie maygarad
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
home of conor (wetaskwin), ab canada - Monday, January 24, 2005 3:21 PM CST

K-when i went to jared's memorial (riannon's son) in oct 03 - they also read oh the place we will go. I don't remember if i ever told you that. my heart goes to you now - I think of you all often.
Tasha S
castro valley, CA - Monday, January 24, 2005 12:57 AM CST

I keep thinking that if February never comes, you guys will suffer less. All that wishing isn't going to stop it from coming though, is it? Please know that I'm here for you guys any time you need me, Kristy.

Love you all,
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 9:38 AM CST

Thinking of you always! Please call if you need someone to talk to. Love, Susan and Angel Jordan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 7:41 PM CST

Hi every one.
Kristy may you please wright soon.
YOU ARE ALL special. have a wonderful
day tommarow.
kayla <kaylamaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Saturday, January 22, 2005 11:38 PM CST

Kristy,

I have stopped by many times in the pass but have never signed in. Maybe a bit shy but this time you tugged at my heart and touched me with your written words. I just could't leave without sharing with you that I too have felt stuck, it was many years ago but it's never too far away and I just had to let you know that......you are just sitting on the track and resting for a little while. The brakes will slowly release and you will be on your way. Your little engine will always be with you to show you the way and to guide you along for the rest of your journey!

Thinking of you!

Julie Field

Julie Field <jmmfield@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alta Canada - Saturday, January 22, 2005 11:06 PM CST

Hi Kristy, I had lost this site a while ago when we had our computer fixed. I googled Conor Ford, after that this site was easy to find. Anyway, I havent been able to get you guys out of my head the last little while and have been feeling really down. Now I remember, it is so close to the last time I saw you all. This is likely going to be a very hard couple of weeks for you all. So please, if you need anything at all, please call. I will be thinking of you all alot over the next couple weeks. Please let us know how you are.
Rhonda Mantai <rdmantai@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Saturday, January 22, 2005 2:20 PM CST

Hi Kristy

Have just bought 'The Places you Will Go' and read it to Nathan. You seem to have a knack for finding poems and lyrics to express the feelings we can't find our own words for. Thank you and thank you Conor for sharing this special book!
Mandy Valentine www3.caringbridge.org/nv/nathanv/ <mandy@ajvalentine.fsnet.co.uk>
Liverpool, UK - Saturday, January 22, 2005 8:06 AM CST

hi kristey
please wright soon love katie
katie maygard <katrinemayggard@msn.com>
wetaskwin, ab canada - Friday, January 21, 2005 4:05 PM CST

Hey Conor,
I thought you might like this.Missing you more everyday.Thinking of you always sweety.

Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, January 21, 2005 3:15 PM CST

Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, January 21, 2005 2:50 PM CST

Kristy, Darren, and Aiden,
I am keeping you close in thought and prayer especially during this difficult time of year when the memories are so prevalent. God Bless.
Lisa Post <LMPOST@cox.net>
- Friday, January 21, 2005 10:15 AM CST

Kristy, Aidan and Darren,

If knowing that people are thinking of you this month helps, then please know that I have spoken Conor's name at least once a day each of the last six days. I've told his story to people who have never heard of him and tried to convey just a little bit of his spirit to them. Have you ever read "On the Day You Were Born" ? Speaking of books...
Helen Suchy <hsuchy@neo.rr.com>
Streetsboro, OH USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 10:29 PM CST

hi :) Just thinking of you all and wanted to pop in and say hello.
Ali <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, January 20, 2005 5:51 PM CST

Hi
What a wonderful website you have here I remember seeing your story locally,My thoughts are with your family.Jodi (Mom to McKayla(7)LRD:Liver Transplant to cure Citrullinemia 01/05/04)And Cory 12.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/mckayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, January 20, 2005 10:21 AM CST

Hi! My email is not working tonight- I got your message then it froze! I will email you asap! I hope todaywas a good day!!!
Cathy Peters <jacon@shaw,ca>
- Wednesday, January 19, 2005 11:54 PM CST

Kristy and Adian!

Those were the best Oatmeal chocolate cookies ever!! You two should put them in yellow bags and call them "MOM'S"
Thinking of you guys
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 6:41 PM CST

Just thinking of you guys. Wanted to pop in and let you know that y'all are never far from my thoughts. I hope you guys had a nice anniversary.

Take care,
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA UsA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 8:45 AM CST

Letting you know that your in our prayers and thoughts.
Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:57 AM CST

Thinking of you always.Aidan tell your Mommy to come and visit us when your not too busy.We all miss you guys over here.Talk to you later.Thanks for adding the song to Dad page for me Kristy,one of these days I will learn.
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:18 AM CST

Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honalee.
Little Jackie Paper loved that rascal Puff
And brought him strings and sealing wax and other fancy stuff, oh
Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honalee.

Together they would travel on boat with billowed sail
Jackie kept a lookout perched on Puff's gigantic tail
Noble kings and princes would bow whene'er they came
Pirate ships would lower their flags when Puff roared out his name, oh

Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honalee.
Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honalee.

A dragon lives forever, but not so little boys
Painted wings and giants's rings make way for other toys.
One grey night it happened, Jackie Paper came no more
And Puff that mighty dragon, he ceased his fearless roar.

His head was bent in sorrow, green scales fell like rain
Puff no longer went to play along the cherry lane.
Without his lifelong friend, Puff could not be brave
So, Puff that mighty dragon sadly slipped into his cave, oh

Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honalee.
Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea....

Good night, sweet dreams. I love you, Mom <missubilly@momma.com>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 11:33 PM CST

hi kristey
please wright soon
love katie
katie <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
home of conor ford wetaskiwin, alberta canada - Monday, January 17, 2005 7:52 PM CST

Hi Kristy,
Happy Wedding anniversary to you and Darren. Take Care.
Teresa <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, January 17, 2005 7:40 PM CST

hi conor
i miss you
i cross the train trackes everyday and think of you i see the water tower and think of you i eat french fries and chinken nuggets and think of you i see curry past the grocery store and think of you i see all of the changes happening and i think no you can't do that i wanted everything to stay the same since befor you had cancer.
everyday i think when will i see conor when will i see haley or great grandma gratgrandpa granpa larry great great aunty ella and her husband and meny meny more when when will i. i see your face everywhere i have lots of pictures of u and me kayla and allison you and aiadan every picture i see you in you eather have your tong sticking out or and your teeth showing. i would like to thank you nana for donating Thomas the Tank Engine book in memory of you aidan loves renting it from the library i am renting it now. it prble has aidan germs all over it. i is a big book and i am going to read it. i smell all the time hot chocolat or noddels and all the stuff like cookes you liked
well i have to go only 9 minuts left on the library computer.love you and miss you
I LOVE SILLY BILLY AND SILLY WILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY
love katie maygard aka silly lilly
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
conor's town wetaskiwin, ab conor's canada - Monday, January 17, 2005 5:19 PM CST

hi conor
i miss you
i cross the train trackes everyday and think of you i see the water tower and think of you i eat french fries and chinken nuggets and think of you i see curry past the grocery store and think of you i see all of the changes happening and i think no you can't do that i wanted everything to stay the same since befor you had cancer.
everyday i think when will i see conor when will i see haley or great grandma gratgrandpa granpa larry great great aunty ella and her husband and meny meny more when when will i. i see your face everywhere i have lots of pictures of u and me kayla and allison you and aiadan every picture i see you in you eather have your tong sticking out or and your teeth showing. i would like to thank you nana for donating Thomas the Tank Engine book in memory of you aidan loves renting it from the library i am renting it now. it prble has aidan germs all over it. i is a big book and i am going to read it. i smell all the time hot chocolat or noddels and all the stuff like cookes you liked
well i have to go only 9 minuts left on the library computer.love you and miss you
I LOVE SILLY BILLY AND SILLY BILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY
love katie maygard aka silly lilly
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
conor's town wetaskiwin, ab conor's canada - Monday, January 17, 2005 5:19 PM CST

Just stopping in to see how things are. Thinking of you all...
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, January 16, 2005 5:48 PM CST

Hi Aidan

How were those cookies Aidan? I bet you are a really good cook, just like your big brother!
Take Care of your Mommy!
Carolyn www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni <abknsmom@telus.net>
GP, - Saturday, January 15, 2005 9:56 PM CST

Conor guess what? I got a eyeball bouncy ball that glows in the dark! how cool is that? you know, I make mommy buy one everytime we go to the grocery store too! The always get lost though...do you know anything about that? Strangely they turn up in the most unusal places. I love you Conor. I can say your name really well now! I am growing up and doing all kinds of neat stuff. Mommy and I are going to bake cookies now. Mommy and gina wanted to make the sweet potato biscuits, your specialty but, mommy lost the recipe. The one you used to use that was dirty and stained and full of your sticky finger prints. Mommy won't make them again til she finds that recipe. Hope she does soon, they are yummy.
Love you lots conor,
your baby brother Aidan, sillywilly aka little buddy <willywillydoo@yahoo.ca>
- Saturday, January 15, 2005 5:25 PM CST

Big Elephant hugs from me to you,

Love Viks from BWC
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, January 15, 2005 6:14 AM CST

Hello Fords. I love that Dr. Seuss book too--I remember the first time I read it (to Alora) wishing it had been read at my graduation; but your take on it is so much better. Thanks for putting the note about Justin--I hadn't checked on him in awhile and didn't even know he'd relapsed. I got on the Blood Services website right away and mailed my application yesterday to be a marrow donor. I wish I'd done it years ago. I hope they can use me someday soon. Take care. Lori www.caringbridge.org/canada/lyza
Lori Grainger <graingersrus@sasktel.net>
Lloydminster, SK Canada - Friday, January 14, 2005 0:04 AM CST

Popping in to check up on you & let you know your in our thoughts Charlene, & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE
......................
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 5:52 PM CST

My heart is aching as I think back to when I first heard about this amazing little boy in Wetaskiwin. I remember reading about him in the paper, and felt sad that such a young child had endured so much. However, it wasn't until I decided to check out his website that I instantly fell in love with this boy whom I have never met with an enormous spirit. I wanted to meet him, laugh with him and play with him. I remember feeling so sad for so long. Now, a year later, that pain is still there for me. It must be absolutely unbearable for those that knew and loved him. I hope that God can extend some strength to your family at this difficult time in your lives. I also hope that Conor shows you that he is with you every step of the way. I know that you will find ways to cope the best you know how and somehow survive. A long and painful year has passed and if life had a rewind button, I would take you back to holding and kissing your son. However, I guess life makes us look forward to the day that you will once again hold your son. Not a day goes by that I don't think of that gorgeous boy who has touched my heart. Peace, strength, tears and smiles in the upcoming weeks. God bless.

Trina De Luca <phildeluca@shaw.ca>
Sherwood Park, Canada - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 11:35 PM CST

Kristy,
This month will hold many memories for you, and for others, even stangers like many of us are...I had such hope for Conor this time last year, we all did at BWC. I just thought if we could pray enough, beg enough, plead enough, care enough, that Conor would make it through. His loss was so devastating for so many. I wish we could have done more. We spoke that one time on the phone, you and I, I wish I hadn't missed you that day. I remember when Conor needed a big plastic tub for baths, I remember your anniversary (and how we didn't know Conor couldn't have any flowers in his room!), how you hated the showers at the Children's, how that stupid nurse upset Conor by breaking his 'rules', how you would go back to the apartment to be with Aidan and how torn you would feel...so many things. This will be a tough month, but you are not alone. We are with you.
Big hugs,
Tracey and clan xoox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 10:59 PM CST

HI Sweet Little Man,Like Mommy said this will be a month of memories,almost a year since I've seen your smile or got a Big hug or shared my coke with you and many other Beautiful Memories I have.I remember playing games on the computer,you showed me how to play,I remember watching Home Alone,Nemo and The Sound Of Music with you.I remember making Curry Chicken,opening 3 cans Of sauce and none of them were the right color.I remember the time Aidan jumped in the bathtub with you with all his clothes on,so many memories.I remember the night just you and I went for a walk,I ended up carrying you back ,I'd carry you back now if I could.Miss you so much.I'll Love You Forever.Nana
carol mercer <conaid@magma.ca>
ottawa on, ca - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 12:05 AM CST

What a beautiful entry... I hope this month of memories brings more good than bad and that your family is able to find some peace.
Meghan McFadden <Smilneyz@aol.com>
Renton, WA USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 1:37 AM CST

Thank you for that entry, Kristy, it's perfect in so many ways. I always thought that book was a good one, but to read it in your context gives it a whole new meaning.

I can't imagine what you and Darren are feeling right now and will feel over the coming month. But please know that I'm in awe of your strength, despite that you feel week. Also please know that these aren't days that you are counting down alone. I never met any of you, and I have a world-famous bad memory, but I will always remember where I was and what I was doing when I learned that little engine has chugged his last earthly chug.

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
WInnipeg, Canada - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:48 PM CST

Hi Kristy,
Thanks for sharing that story. It's one of my favourites. When I teach I plan to share that story with my class because I think it sums up how life is...no matter how old you are.
Teresa
Teresa <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, January 6, 2005 4:00 PM CST

Thinking of you today.... as always and missing you lots. Your entries never leave me with a dry eye !! I love you and wanted to stop by and tell you. Love and kisses to Darren and Aidan, special hugs for Conor !!
Lots 'a Love Always Nancy xoxoxoxoox <n_mercer@nf.sympatico.ca>
St. John's, NL Canada - Thursday, January 6, 2005 2:40 PM CST

Another beautiful entry. I wish the next month was not going to be so painful for you all. Know that I will be holding you close in my thoughts as memories take you back.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:49 AM CST

Hi Kristy... I tried to email on your telus.mail, but it's not recieving mail right now.

I love your entry...Thinking of you.

Carolyn Allen www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni <abknsmom@telus.net>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 11:47 PM CST

Thank you for opening my eyes to the beauty that children bring to our lives. I don't know the pain you are going through, and I can't even imagine how it would feel, but because of you, I appreciate all the children in my life so much more. Thank you
emma <emma@hotmail.com>
Orange County, fl usa - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 11:06 PM CST

Hello there,
I learned of your website through the Wetaskiwin Times online (my parents live there and I like to keep in touch with what is going on in their world.) I went to your site and read through your journal. I was glued to my computer for 6 hours!!! I started at the beginning and cried and laughed and felt. I really got a sense of Conor's spirit. You are an amazing mom and I admire your strength in the face of such adversity. I am a mother of two, ages 9 and 11 and I hope and pray that I will never know your sorrow. This does not make me care or feel less any less. The words you have written will make Conor live on and touch people for a long time. God bless you as you find your way home.
Terrie <thigginb@awgassociates.com>
Smithers, BC Canada - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 5:15 PM CST

To my favorite family,

Thinking of you and remebering all the amazing moments and funny stories and the great laughter and joy that your family showed the world. Remembering the quiet sweet moments just before Conor was asleep and the entire family snuggled into the thin hospital bed, there was such love in the room and courage and hope and a sense of the eternal.
No words speak of the privelege it is to know you.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Love the hughes girls
susan
edmonton, Canada - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 4:21 PM CST

Hey Little Man,We had a nice Christmas in Wetaskiwin,you were missed so much,I kept expecting you to jump out and scare me.Aidan has grown so much,he's a very loving child and is full of energy,he sure kept me busy.I pulled him around the house in his slide just like I did to you,I pushed him on the swing,Did you hear me talking to you.Where ever we walked in Wetaskiwin I remembered walking with you.I sat on your bed,slept in your room,touched your books and some of your stuffed animals.So many sweet memories of you.I felt Peace being there,never had that lonely feeling that I feel right now.I remember being i Calgary this time last year,I'll never forget you sitting on the hospital bed waitng for me to arrive,your little face lit up when I finally got there,I still see you so clearly,I got the biggest hug.I miss you Baby.You would be very proud of your little brother,you taught him well.I'll Love You Forever.Nana
carol mercer <conaid@magma.ca>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 12:20 AM CST

Hello Aiden, Kristy and Darren,

I just wanted to write a quick note to tell you that we think of you often and we still look at Conor every day. I found the picture of him with wacky hair and it is on our fridge. It serves as a reminder that not all our friends are here on earth, but in other and better places. I hope and pray that you will all be able to move forward knowing that Conor will still be guiding you along. Over bumps, thru valleys, on long stretches of empty highways that seem to lead nowhere. Please remember that Conor was who he was not only because that was his destiny, but by you and Darren being such incredible parents and Aiden being an incredible brother. It is amazing that you can express yourself so clearly to all of us. You truly have a gift for writing, I hope you can use that gift to bring peace to yourself and others out there hurting. I hope you can write novels or childrens books someday. Now I am babbling, but just know that we are always thinking of you and that you have taught us all to appreciate each and every day. One of my favorite books in the bible is John and IJohn. I encourage you to read these. John has an amazing way of expressing things, just as you do. God bless you all, today and always!
Jolene
Peace River, AB Canada - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:40 AM CST

Your entry today was very touching. You are right in that the book can apply to all of us in many situations. My prayers will be with your family as you approach the one year anniversary of Conor's passing to Heaven.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:22 AM CST

Kristy,Darren,Adian,
I know how hard it must be for you not being able to hold Conor,I wish I could hold my dad again.Conor will find away to send you a sign about the engine.It take's time to heal.I lost my dad Christmas Day and someone told me the other day I should be over it by now,I was shocked I am still crying for my dad today I will never get over him.I loved him and still love him with all my heart the way you all love Conor.They will forever be apart of us forever.I know my dad is taking great care of Conor and my baby brother Jason.They are having a blast up there in heaven I just know they are for they are now pain free and waiting till it's our turn to join them all.Tristan tells me all the time now that Grandpa is now in Heaven with Conor I tell him yes.He meet Conor when he was a baby not even a year old and he always talks about Conor that goes to show you he will never be forgotten by anyone ever not even by Tristan.I Love You All.Thinking of you always
Oh,Kristy Tristan really wants to play with Adain again so give us a ring sometime Okay.I would call you but I don't want to bother you.
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 0:54 AM CST

Kristy,We thought of your family the other day and thought the exact thing. I became teary to think it has been almost a year since you held Conor. May you find the comfort in your family, let yourself play the waiting game when you need to and let yourself just "be" when you need to. Your heart and soul will guide you along. It is truly remarkable how you are able to remember the most powerful moments with Conor. He sure is beautiful. He has this very mischievious and sweet look that I want to capture in my heart. Thank you so much for sharing him with all of us. He is with you, laughing, dancing and enjoying the sweetness of Heaven. It is my hope that one day you will laugh and dance with him. Until then, he will be on your shoulder as you laugh and dance on Earth. Till you meet again: God Bless.
Trina De Luca <phil_trina@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, Canada - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 11:32 PM CST

Kristy,
I bet at some point you will find something that pulls the train, not a replacement for Conor, just a motivation for yourself. It will probably take a long time and even then feel like its not right, but you'll get there. You'll always have Conor in your heart. Oh how I wish you could have him in your arms. Sending strength, thoughts, prayers and love from down South.
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:47 PM CST

You are in our thoughts and prayers today little man...
love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck.
Nan & Pop
Dartmouth, N.S. - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:33 PM CST

The trees are still, the snow isn't blowing but the wind chimes outside my window haven't stopped all day...miss you billy
mom
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 3:28 PM CST

HAPPY NEW YEAR CONOR!
WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ARE THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <rurka70@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, January 3, 2005 2:10 AM CST

Happy New Year Conor!
We miss you, Love you and will never forget you in 2005, OR in ALL the years to come. You are the most special Angel up there and in will be our Hearts and thoughts forever....XOXOX

The Parnell's <parnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Sunday, January 2, 2005 9:58 AM CST

Happy New Year!!! Just checkin'in. All the best for 2005.
Love
Kathy
Kathy <kwadden@wm.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Saturday, January 1, 2005 2:09 PM CST

Oh Aiden, that was just beautiful. I hope you all made it through the holidays OK. I truly wish that I would have known Conor. He sounds like the most amazing kid! That picture of him on the home page gets me every time ...
Connie (BWC) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Friday, December 31, 2004 11:43 PM CST

Hi Connor,

I love your picture and will never forget it.Aiden I thought that was real nice what u wrote about Connor. To the whole Connor family, he will never be forgotten. He will live on in our hearts and always be with us.
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 4:44 PM CST

Driving by to wish you a
Little Aiden we know Conor was with you as you opened gifts & ate your turkey. Bet your snuggles sure help Mommy too.
Charlene, Graham & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Friday, December 31, 2004 12:03 AM CST

Hugs and love to you guys,
always here.

Angela Ainsley and Robbie
Hawick, Scotland - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:08 AM CST

Happy New Year! My computer got real sick for christmas... Some Virus going around! We are all well and enjoyed Christmas together. Aidan, you just keep taking care of your Mama and dad... OK... You're right, Conor is in everyones heart this season... And we all miss him and what was.

www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni
Carolyn Allen <abknsmom@telus.net>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 0:59 AM CST

Happy New Year, Ford Family. I love the snowman song, thanks for sharing that. I am glad that Aidan is so very excited for Xmas and can imagine the joy he brings you each and every day. We think of Conor all the time, and wish he were here. He is definitely part of the magic of Christmas!
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:41 PM CST

Happy Holidays and hugs, Ford Family

audrey, maclean and cynthia
Audrey Johnman <ajohnman@canada.com>
Hamilton, ON Canada - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:37 PM CST

Hi,
I thought of Conor this year at Christmas, and your family having an angel celebrating the holidays. There's no way to know how that feels for any given moment, I can certainly understand feeling different emotions at different times. We send our love and support :) and warm hugs from Florida (and I do mean warm, it's been in the upper sixties. Nice!)
Cathie L http://haldagobay.org Haldago Bay, Bears Who Care, Hugs/Hope <haldagobay1@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, FL - Thursday, December 30, 2004 1:15 AM CST

I just wanted to pop in and wish you all a Merry Christmas! I think of you all often and Conor is always in a special place in my heart.
Take care. Love, Jenny
Jenny Langille <jenpritchard@shaw.ca>
Calgary (Q cluster), - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:51 AM CST

Hi Conor, thinking about you a whole lot tonight little buddy. Try and visit your mommy for me okay? I bet you are busy telling Aidan what to do with all of his new toys huh? Keep watching over him :) He needs someone to show him the ropes.

Kristy, I wish you were online tonight to tell me a Conor story or show me a picture I havent seen before. :)I have been thinking about you guys so much.
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 1:08 AM CST

What a wonderful entry Aidan! Do me a favour, next time you see mommy feeling a little down, give her an extra big hug, and tell her it's from me, k? Thanks buddy, it means a lot.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, December 27, 2004 11:08 PM CST

Christmas morning was very special for the Parnell family and for me, as our dear Brooklyn paused from opening a present, took a breath and said how much she missed Conor. Just right out of the blue and without having heard anything about Conor from anyone at that particular time, she said this in her very quiet and special way. It made us all stop and remember Conor as we sat together. Conor will always be in Brooklyn's heart. I know it. I feel that Conor will always "be there" looking out for Brooklyn and will be guiding her carefully and respectfully from Heaven on her journey through life. It makes me feel very good knowing she has a special Angel that will guide her and be on guard for her and I am thankful for that.
Val Stolee
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, December 27, 2004 10:00 PM CST

Hey little man how are you
Do you know if aidan got spoiled by Santa
I think he did

We went for a x-mas dinner at our grandparents and it
was dark on the way back so we played spot the
Water Tower.
I WON. It was all decorated in Christmas lights.
Kristy i wonder if the mall is open. There will be great deals on cloths,shoes,aidans chocolate egg,darrens kitkat bars and other stuff.

After we went to the farm we went to go see x-mas lights.

fOR X-MAS from my grandma we got tobogons from our grandparents. It was x-mas eve
and we went tobogoning in the dark for a half an hour.
Aidan
soon we can go to a park and go tobogining if mommy gets of
her silly computer. Then after we can go have Hot Chocolate.
Yummy.We might come over today after the mall. Maybe.

Kayla <kaylamaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Sunday, December 26, 2004 2:25 AM CST

Conor I thought about you today and how much I miss you.
Did you meet my Dad he became an angel today.He is wonderful you will have lots of fun with him.He is there with our Brother Jason which I'm sure you have played alots with already.Take care of them for me cause I know he will watch over you to Conor.Merry Christmas little buddy.I Love You
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, December 26, 2004 0:22 AM CST

Wishing your family all the best this holiday season...May you find comfort and Joy in Aiden and his bright little smile this morning
Crystal <cdnelson21@hotmail.com>
Red Deer, AB Canada - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:16 PM CST

Merry Christmas baby. Mommy misses you. Its still pretty early and I am the first one up waiting for silly willy to wake up and realize what day it is!! I can't wait to see his face. Last night as Aidan and I were putting out reindeer food we saw Santa's sleigh in the sky! Roudolf's nose and all. Aidan was sure excited. Its just not the same without you billy. We miss you.
Did I tell you today? I love you....
mama
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 8:14 AM CST

Wishing your family a peaceful Christmas.
Thinking of Angel Conor...and his sweet smile.
Courage,
Dana
Dana Doctor
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 3:37 AM CST

Love to the Ford family for the Christmas season and on....

Lori & Lyza & crew
www.caringbridge.org/canada/lyza
Lori Grainger <graingersrus@sasktel.net>
Lloydminster, SK Canada - Saturday, December 25, 2004 1:09 AM CST

Dear Kristy, Darren and Aiden. Just dropped in to wish all of you a Merry Christmas and a happy and prosperous New Year. Enjoy that turkey and give hugs and kisses all around. They are the glue that keeps us all together.
Darlene Gill <gillie50@hotmail.com>
Wetaskiwin, Ab Canada - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:27 PM CST

Merry Christmas Ford Family! You are in our hearts today, as always.

Conor, thanks for the help with Joey's train table. Who else would be able to help me fit all of the new track and know which trains go in the roundhouse, in which order?

Helen Suchy
Streetsboro, OH USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 11:02 PM CST

A PRAYER FOR CHRISTMAS

God Give Us eyes this Christmas
To see the Christmas Star.
And give us ears to hear the song
of angels from afar

And, with our eyes and ears attuned
for a message from above,
Let "Christmas Angels" speak to us
of hope and faith and love

Hope to light our pathway
When the way ahead is dark,
Hope to sing through stormy days,
with the sweetness of the lark

Faith to trust in things unseen
and know beyond all seeing
That it is in our Fathers love
We live and have our being

And love to break down barriers
of color, race and creed,
Love to see and understand
and help all those in need.

Lord, bless those we love this Christmas Day,be they near or far away Bless those good friends who mean so much and those with whom we're out of touch. We bring them all to You in prayer, and ask You to keep them in Your care.

Please know that you are thought of, in a very special way, not just this beautiful season but every day.
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 10:17 PM CST

Thinking of you all tonight and wishing you find peace and happiness this season. Conor is always in our hearts. Merry Christmas!
Tina, Dean, Noah and Nathan <tinaj@nl.rogers.com>
St.John's, NL - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:24 PM CST

Praying that you will remember Conor tomorrow and that you will cherish his memories always.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, December 24, 2004 8:19 PM CST

hi katie here
just wanted to say Merry Christmas Conor and Aidan and Kristey and Darren and Keith and Aidan's Grandma and Aidan's Uncle and Aidan's Unclues Friend the hole Ford family and friends.
love the maygard girls aka silly lilly silly chilly and silly milly aka the girls girls girls
p.s. i love the holiday's ecepecilly this one but it is hard without conor so try and make life liveable and too the fullesy
katie maygard <katrinemygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Friday, December 24, 2004 5:45 PM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !I hope you enjoy yourselves as we did last year dancing to that Santa.Last week I had to return to my house to do some repairs.I was down by the front door and I heard that Santa singing the same song and it brought back so much memories at one time and it hurt a bit but I looked up the stairs and he was dancing with two other kids .They had one too.It seems he gets around making kids happy everywhere. xxx,ooo
Don Pacholka , Kristy's dad;, Pop <d_pacholka@hotmail.com>
St.John's, NL CANADA - Friday, December 24, 2004 5:30 PM CST

Hi Fords. Just stopping in to say Merry Christmas. I have been thinking about Conor a lot recently..I guess because of what I was doing last year at this time. I hope you get your package soon Aidan! I hope you like it too :) Thanks for writing to your brother. I couldnt wait to hear from you guys. I guess I needed my Conor fix. Always in my thoughts and prayers,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Friday, December 24, 2004 1:32 AM CST

Merry Christmas to all of you!! I cannot even begin to imagine how difficult this time is for you but I believe in my heart that Conor will be there and show you the way....he will be your shining star ;-)
Heather <hbuchana@telus.net>
Calgary, AB - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:59 PM CST

Hi Fords!
Merry Christmas! We are thinking of you guys. Conor we think of you always. Thanks for getting me motovated to do some baking Kristy!! We are looking forward to see you all during the holidays. OXOXOX
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:40 PM CST

Hello its Lauren Hughes,
i just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS to every one and a happy new year
Lauren Hughes <goddess_princess14@hotmail.com>
Edomonton, albeta Canada - Thursday, December 23, 2004 5:36 PM CST

hi
katie again just forgot to say Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year tommorow is christmas eve horha yay yay presents on satruday
love katie
katie <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:28 PM CST

hi
katie here just wanted to type the song in thet we sang last night with you and darren and your mom and aidan and kayla and allison and me katie pictures in the photo album
Rain drops on roses
Wiskers on kittens
brown paper bag
and warm wollen mittens
these are some of my favort things
when the dog bits
when the bees sting
when i feeling sad
i simply remeber my favort things and then i don't feel sooooooo bbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddd!!!!!!!!!
i love that song.
love katie maygard and always conor and aidan's friend
aka girls

katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:26 PM CST

I think we had a visitor last Friday night. Ysabel was running quite a high temp because of an ear infection that she's been fighting for a couple of months. She was sleeping in her infant seat in the den with me on the sofa not sleeping at all but watching her and hoping she would be ok. As usual, my thoughts turned to Conor. And I asked him if he would keep an eye on Izzy if I happened to fall asleep...make sure she was ok. A little while later I woke up to the sound of Izzy giggling in her sleep. She's never done that before. I think Conor came by and told her a particularly funny knock knock joke.

Thanks, Conor, for keeping an eye on my baby girl. :-)

Love to you guys,
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 1:53 PM CST

Happy Holidays you guys! I never leave messages for you here, but I always read the entries. My heart is with you always, and I hope you have a wonderful Christmas.
Marquita, Dale, Vincent and Hudson Taylor <barracuda-m@shaw.ca>
Fort McMurray, AB - Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:51 AM CST

Hi Kristy,
Wishing you all a very merry christmas and my thoughts are with you at this difficult time.
Lots of Love
Lorraine Knight <lorraine.23@tesco.net>
Portsmouth, England - Thursday, December 23, 2004 5:48 AM CST

Hi there Kristi, Darren, Aidan
I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I hope this year will bring more joy and happiness and probably will make the pain easier. I know it will never really go away but I'm also sure you will go on whatsoever. We're praying for you guys.

Conor buddy, Merry Xmas to you too. I wonder what it's like to celebrate Xmas in heaven with the Guy Himself sitting at the birthday table. Sheesh 2005 candles on his cake this time! WOW, that must be a huge cake. :-). We miss you buddy and praying for your old folks and your little brother.

Stay cool all four of you
Leo & Lenka <goomba4ever@km.ru>
Irkutsk, Russia - Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:59 AM CST

Hello conor
Today Katie babysitted a little boy named Dallas. He is 4 years old. He reminded me a lot about conor really hypier,nerver gives up,fun,cute,and so cool. He is so fun like you.He is very tiny fo rhis age. I am sure you would like him. Well say hi to daddy[aka bouble butt]tell him how work is going
kayla maygard <kaylamaygard@msn.com>
canada, ab - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 6:48 PM CST

hi
katie here just wanted to tell everybody 2 days till christmas and not including today /christmas eve hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
katie <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 4:44 PM CST

Thank you, Conor, for my son's love of Thomas. This fall, I bought his first take-along Thomas, now he has as many as he can find & movies too. He sees Thomas stuff in a store, even before I have, the shelves are so full of other things.
David has loved choo choos for a while, but thank you for turning us in Thomas' direction.

Have a Merry Christmas & while remembering Conor, please, please, enjoy your precious time spent with Aidan, too.
Mabel Clark <mclark@sjsa.ab.ca>
Stony Plain, AB Canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 4:24 PM CST

Thinking of you as Christmas nears. God Bless
Emily Laude
Great Bend, Pa USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 3:10 PM CST

Kristy,
I was just thinking about you, as always.
I send my prayers and love at this time of the year.
Kathy
Kathy <kwadden@wm.com>
St. John's , Nl Canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 5:51 AM CST

Hello Kristy. I know this is a difficult time for you but try to focus on the joy of having had Conor,if only for a short time. He loved Christmas and he will be there with you
to share the joy and love that you have for each other. Try to make it a happy time for Aidan. The little guy deserves it. Sending happy thoughts and love; Diane
Diane <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 0:54 AM CST

Praying for you during this holiday season.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:21 PM CST

Hi Kristy,
I was student teaching last month and my class went to see the Polar Express. It was magical and it seems fitting that Conor was there to enjoy the movie with you all. Wishing you love and support throught the holiday season and in 2005!
Teresa Flett <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 4:05 PM CST

hi
katie here hope you write soon it is going to be a month since you have writen on christmas day so please write soon.
love katie
p.s. love the new pictures in the picture book
katie <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:02 AM CST

Thinking of you at this difficult time of year. That picture of Conor with the train is just so perfect.
Connie (Bears Who Care) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:56 PM CST

That dance in the theatre sounds magical! No it doesn't sound magical, it was magical. Have to take L�ah to see that film. I think of you very often my friend. LOTS of hugs,
Anna
Anna Martinsson <nanna.m@telia.com>
Sweden - Monday, December 20, 2004 4:10 PM CST

Thinking of you all as you face what must be a very difficult time of year. I hope sharing this time with Aidan will help lift your hearts. All my best...
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca'>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:55 AM CST

thoughts to you all. just wanted to pop in & say hi!
tasha
CA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:07 PM CST

Thinking of you all during this Holiday Season.... and especially you, Conor!!
Heather <hbuchana@telus.net>
Calgary, AB - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:44 AM CST

Thinking of you all during this difficult time of the year for those of us who have lost a little one. Praying that you find some joy and peace over the holidays. Take care. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(forever missing our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:40 AM CST

Kristy my heart goes out to you,Darren and Adain at this time.I know this time of year is hard.Just know that I'm thinking of you always and remember that Conor will be with you in spirit.We all miss him so much.Merry Christmas Conor.THinking and praying for you always.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:24 AM CST

Just thinking about you. I know the next weeks are going to be so hard. Aidan will help to show you the magic that is Christmas.
Take care.
Love,
Marcia and the gang, BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:10 AM CST

hi
hope aidan gets well soon and is able to play over the holiday's so we can hang out and dance to the snowman music and play around the chistmas tree and play with your trains and go out and play on the slide and come in and hear the hot chocolat bruing up and watch tomas the tank engin and play ring around the rosy just like conor us to do with me that is how much i miss him. and remember him and love him.
this chistmas will be my first christmas without buying you a wonderful gift we are buying aidan the best gift you would love it conor and i am giving your mom a train ornimant and i painted it and also a boigraphy of you YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU AND AIDAN AND YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!well i got 21 out of 24 2nd highest score for the hole class. yay for me
well got to go because my free time is almost up
I LOVE SILLY BILLY AND SILLY WILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY
love katie maygard aka silly lilly
p.s. I LOVE YOU BOTH SOOOOOOOO MUCH
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:54 PM CST

What an absolutely beautiful entry about your little angel and the Polar Express. I'm sure that he was right there with you, dancing along. He wouldn't have missed that moment for anything. I also was so touched by your expressions about the power of music. I'm a music therapist and I wish you could share that entry with the world. The power of music is something that is so difficult to really describe. Thank you for doing just that!! My thoughts and prayers are with you over the holiday season.
Sarah
Mesa, AZ - Thursday, December 16, 2004 1:13 AM CST

Hey Little Monkeyman,I just finished mopping the floor and I remembered the night you helped me wash the floor at your house(before Cancer)you were such a good little helper,I heard the Lullaby Hush Little Baby lat night on TV and instantly I saw us sitting at your kitchen table while you were having your snack,I was singing that song ,when I didn't remember what the next verse was I just made something up,you had a great laugh.I miss your Laugh so much,I miss everything about you,even your Stinky Butt.I'll Love You Forever.
Nana <conaid@magma.ca>
ottawa , canada - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 1:41 PM CST

Dear Ford Family: Well we had our first snowfall last week ~~~ not the snowman kind but got us in the mood to decorate. Are you all ready for Christmas @ your house?? Bet your letter to Santa is on it's way as know you've been extra good. Charlene, Graham & BECKY BUNNY
BEARS WHO CARE

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- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 6:16 PM CST

Thinking of you always.Sending lots of love your way.
Thinking of you today Conor and always.

Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 1:20 PM CST

Kristy,
Just stopping by to say "hi". Hope you are doing ok.
Thinking of you always.

Kathy <kwadden@wm.com>
St. John's, Nl - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 12:41 AM CST

What a beautiful journal entry - a great tribute to Connor and your lives together. He sounds like he was one amazing little boy.

Thinking of you all -
Susan (Katie's Mom) and Katie
Ottawa, Canada - Monday, December 13, 2004 7:54 PM CST

Hi Kristy, I hope you are doing ok with the holidays about. We are thinking of you often and sending you lots of thoughts during these times. Hugs to Darren to Aidan and sweet dreams for you. Take care.
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland , Wa USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:49 AM CST

What a poignant, bittersweet, beautiful entry to read. You can really make someone reading feel your pain and joy all in one breath. I hope your Holidays are peaceful. Conor is with you, I only wish you could feel him in your arms again. I do understand the comfort you feel when you feel his presence. I know that feeling. Still, the realization that they are on one plane and we are still here without them is gut-wrenching and horrific. It's something to think that some children are born and grow up into adults and some just bypass adulthood and grow straight into the wise spirits we all eventually become.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Sunday, December 12, 2004 8:54 PM CST

Just checking in to let you know you're always in my thoughts.
I made some great curry the other night, and told the girls about Conor loving it so much. Although they never met Conor, they all know him. We all do.
We'll be lighting candles tomorrow night, and there will be one there for your sweet boy.

Love,
Marcia and the gang, BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:24 PM CST

Hi Kristy,

I wanted you to know that I still think of Conor and you often. I just checked back to your website to see how you are and it reminded me of a story I never got the chance to tell you.

The day of Conor's funeral I had to work at the hospital and so was not able to come out. After I finished work I went and bought 4 bouncy balls and had them put into helium balloons. I then released them into the sky for Conor. I figured they would either get up to Conor or they would crashing down on Calgary wrecking havoc (imagine a bouncy ball landing on someone). Either way I thought it would make Conor smile.

I am now only casual on Q-cluster, working instead on my graduate degree so that I can be a nurse practitioner. I am still planning my trip to Nfld - for one of these days....

I'll always keep your Conor in my heart.
:) Mindy the nurse

Mindy the nurse <mindymc@telus.net>
Calgary, - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:42 AM CST

hi
it's katie
please wright soon
love katie
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Friday, December 10, 2004 4:48 PM CST

Hey Fords,

Just dropping by to let you know that you are all in our thoughts. I hope this finds you well.

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, December 10, 2004 2:01 PM CST

Just thought I'd stop in and say hello.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, December 10, 2004 12:54 AM CST

I don't know if this is something that you are aware of or not. It comes from a friend of ours who lost their sweet daughter, Sarah, 6 years ago. I know that you have suffered a loss also and want you to know that others still stand with you in support. I urge all those reading this entry to please remember Conor, Sarah and the other children that have gone to Heaven much to early. Please also remember the families and friends of these children who will not be forgotten.
Thank you.
Sara Hughes

Worldwide Candle Lighting
December 12th, 2004

The Compassionate Friends invites families grieving the loss of a child at any age and any cause, to join us on Sunday, December 12th, as candles are lit at 7 p.m. in all time zones around the world for a 24-hour wave of light.

To our friends:

In memory of Sarah, We invite each of you to light a candle to represent the love that Sarah brought and continues to bring to each of our hearts. We love you.

Barb and Bruce Flickinger

Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:22 PM CST

hi
it is katie
hope to see you soon in about 10 minuts and tell you about the e-mail that aidan's pop sent me
love katie maygard
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:33 PM CST

Hi Kristy, Darren and Aidan:)
Just popping in to say Hi. I hope you are all ready for Christmas, I'm sure you will feel Conor all around you, I know this will be such a difficult time for you but I know you will strive to make it magical for Aidan. Quinn has a hockey tournie in Strathmore on Jan 8/9 and I know a team from Westaskiwin will be playing too, I'll let you know how they all do :) We will probably be doing some more out of town tournies, there is one in Wetaskiwin that I was hoping we could attend....I want to see the tower that Conor always loved....and I thought you guys might even be up to coming out and cheering for our team, we would love to meet you and Aidan :) Thinking of you often, take care,
Hugs,

Tracey and clan xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:02 PM CST

Hi Conor,
This is Allison talking to you. Are you doing good? You're brother is very fun to play with. We play knock over in the kitchen. Its fun playing knock over. I want to play knock over with you. We would have lots of fun playing. I am doing fine and I am doing great in school. Your mom and dad are doing fine too. Us girls wanted to play with you more often. We all miss you lots.
Love,
Allison Maygard
allison <AllisonMaygard262@msn.com>
Wetaskiwin, AB CANADA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:23 PM CST

hi
hope to see you tonight
love katie
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 5:34 PM CST

hi
please wright soon and i hope to see you soon
love katie maygard
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 3:25 PM CST

Just checking in. Thinking of you today, as always...
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:16 AM CST

Thinking of you during the holiday season.Conor will be with you in spirit.Conor I made a snowflake for you I hope you like it.Sweet Adain Tristan likes the Polar Express he watches it almost every day.You will have to tell your mommy to bring you over and play soon.Then you both can watch it.Thinking of you all always.Sending lots of love your way
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:31 PM CST

It must be so incredibly heart wrenching at this time of year for your family. As Conor waits for you in God's kingdom, I wish your family peace and comfort in knowing that he is safe and happy. We think of Conor all of the time. He is so beautiful, those eyes, that smile absolutely light up the screen. God Bless,
Trina De Luca <phildeluca@shaw.ca>
Sherwood Park, AB - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 10:39 AM CST

Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. May God bless your entire family this holiday season. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>�<><

Lighting Children�s Lives
Caged Kids

*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children�s Lives & Caged Kids <jenniferc@ilovetcolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 2:34 PM CST

Hi Kristy,
I sat and listend to the music and held my anchor to my heart and cried!
We rocked to the music and I couldn't stop kissing him!
There is something about having a son, they really are truly anchor's of our hearts. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and your Conor.
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:14 AM CST

Just want you to know that I'm thinking of you today and always.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, December 5, 2004 3:17 AM CST

Thinking of you guy's today
I hope you had a fun day, at the movies!!
My swing was moving in the wind today....

Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:14 PM CST

We had chicken curry for supper last night and although we enjoyed it immensely it also made us a little sad as we remembered a cold night in February when we all gathered in Wetaskawin to celebrate a little boys short life. Eating curry will never be the same again and neither will our lives�we love you and miss you Conor.

Sweet dreams little man�

Nan & Pop
Dartmouth, NS - Saturday, December 4, 2004 9:34 PM CST

Hi Everyone,I'm still thinking of you, especially today.Lots of love .Dad,Pop xxx,ooo
Don Pacholka <d_pacholka@hotmail.com>
St.John's, NL CANADA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 1:48 PM CST

What a beautiful and touching journal posting. We are thinking of you and praying for your family, especially today, the 4th of December.

(((HUGS)))
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 9:45 AM CST

God bless you...you are an amazing mom to a precious little boy. How I wish that I could take away your suffering. Oh how sorry I am that he's gone.
Lindsay Kloehr <aggiebonfire00@YAHOO.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:50 PM CST

I came by yesterday and read your journal entry and just couldn't find any words to put here. Your writing takes my breath away, Kristy.

I listened to Forever Young by Bob Dylan the other day and cried and cried thinking of Conor and you guys. I think he wrote the first verse for Conor, the second for Aidan, and the last for you and Darren.

May God bless and keep you always,
May your wishes all come true,
May you always do for others
And let others do for you.
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

May you grow up to be righteous,
May you grow up to be true,
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you.
May you always be courageous,
Stand upright and be strong,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

May your hands always be busy,
May your feet always be swift,
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift.
May your heart always be joyful,
May your song always be sung,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

Love you guys,
Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:56 PM CST

I just caught myself sitting here singing along to Bob the Builder as I read the latest entry, I didn't even realize it had changed from Bon Jovi...

Kristy..if I can be half the mother that you have been to Aidan and Conor, I will have done a better job than I ever imagined I could. You are an inspiration to me....Love, hugs and kisses to the all of you...

My dance teacher wrote this on one of my papers once....

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:...a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;..."
from Ecclesiastes

I think I know what it means now......
Lisa Baker <caileykyle@yahoo.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:08 PM CST

Kristy,
A beautiful entry, thanks for sharing. I didn't want to cry, so I ran upstairs and ate the rest of the orange chocolate sticks instead, the next best thing....I am so pathetic! Steve asked me the other day, who do you think is the Greatest Canadian ever? Like Terry J., I said, Terry Fox, he's my pick. I'm so glad you could feel Conor there with you at the Polar Express. I'm so glad that Aidan is happy.

Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:15 PM CST

Just stopping in to say hello. I love that song!!
Tracy Eckhardt(BWC) and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:19 PM CST

Praying that you will always feel Conor's presence around you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:19 AM CST

Kristy,

I have to say that I also saw Polar Express with my children yesterday and sitting there in a movie theater in Maine I thought of a boy I had never met. I thought of your son, several times during the movies he popped into my mind and I so wished that he was healthy and that I could read an entry on your site telling me how much he enjoyed the movie. It sounds like he did enjoy the movie though and he did see it with you, and with me. That must be what heaven is about, getting to watch your favorite movie over and over.

I sent you an email but I am not sure you got it. I wanted to let you know that if you were interested my husband (who is the voice of Bob the Builder) could call Aiden and leave a message on the answering machine. Please email me if you think Aiden would like it.

Deb Duffy <debs3@maine.rr.com>
Cumberland Center , Maine - Saturday, November 27, 2004 3:39 PM CST

What a beautiful entry. It reminded me about why I started reading Conor's journal in the first place... a year ago. Someone had shared the share the love site (then under a different name) and I'd started reading the listings alphabetically. But Conor captured my heart in that very first day because he sounded exactly like my then 5 year old. It was like I'd found Riley's soulmate and I had to keep reading. So much written in today's entry could easily be said about my son. And it still breaks my heart that there are no new memories of Conor. A few weeks back I was at a birthday party for a boy turning 6. A big group of obnoxious boys wearing goofy party hats and singing in their worse voices and my first thought was a sense of sadness about Conor and what he is missing. How odd that this little boy, whom I've never met, seems to pop up in my thoughts at poignant times. What an amazing kid! Thank you Kristy for continuing to keep the memory of Conor alive and for keeping this journal going.
Meghan McFadden <Smilneyz@aol.com>
Renton, WA 98059 - Saturday, November 27, 2004 11:02 AM CST

May you always feel him there with you. What a beautiful song, and a wonderful thing for me to picture you dancing in the theatre with a little angel there in your midst. Thank you for that gift.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, November 26, 2004 7:08 PM CST

Michelle and I are here at Grandma and Grandpa's for Thanksgiving Holiday and we give Kristy, Darren, Aiden and all our relatives in Canada lots of love and hope to see you someday again soon. Stay warm and remember we care and love you very much.
Marlene Mendoza, Michelle Rousso and Grandma & Grandpa Pacholka <marlenemendoza@netzero.com; margaretpacholka@astropics.com;michellecats2003@yahoo.com>
Cypress, CA United States - Friday, November 26, 2004 2:14 PM CST

Kristy the song is beautiful it brought tears to my eyes.And you are right about something you are not going crazy Conor was there with you at the movie,watching and dancing.He will always be there with you all forever in spirit.He is your gaurdian angel with you always and forever.I miss him everyday.I come to the website daily just to see his wonderful smile he brought to those that love and care for him.He is amazing and will never be forgotten.

I'm glad you loved the movie Adain.I would of loved to see you dance little man.Take Care and God Bless,Thinking of you always.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, November 26, 2004 1:54 AM CST

Kristy,

I love the song, and yes it is a reminder of Conor. Conor was and is a beautiful soul that will always be so close to all of us in different ways, thanks to you, who shared him with us, who unleashed his light and let it shine on all of us. I know all of those memories are there and please share whenever you have one and I am in IM with you. I LOVE Conor stories. It makes him feel more complete to me. I guess since I never met him, although I feel like I really knew him and I miss him, there are holes. I dont have a complete picture and it's one that I want, or at least come close to having.

Conor,
I hope you had fun at POlar Express with Mommy, Daddy and Aidan. :) I want to see that movie too!
Cassandra cousin to Brendon http://www.caringbridge.org/nm/brendon <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, November 25, 2004 11:44 PM CST

Kristy You take my breath away! I'm sure Conor was there and danced with you. I truly beleive he is with you each and every day. He laughs with you on the good days and he comforts you on the bad days. Of course he is always on your mind. Conor was and is a brilliant shining light in your life. His light has dimmed a little but he is still guiding you. You speak his words every time you write and I can almost hear his voice.
Love to you all
Diane
Diane Mercer <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Thursday, November 25, 2004 12:22 AM CST

I do understand your pain. I understand the feeling grief for what did not happen, such as the Thomas collection new out this year. A kick in the gut, the tight feeling in your throat, sudden nausea, and the feeling of impending tears. The swirling thoughts in your mind. It doesn't sound so painful when you read the descriptions of grief, does it? And yet I have never ever experienced anything in my life more painful than grief. I would have 100 C-Sections rather than have to face grief again and yet I know I will. We all will. It may be a little more tolerable, maybe more understandable because you are absolutely right when you write about how unfair it is that children die like this. I can hardly wait to hear the answer to that one. They say we become all knowing at the time of our own death. All I can say is those answers that I get had better be good. Children dying like Conor did is cruel, bottom line. For whatever reason, it is cruel.

I'd really like to at least end this entry with a true and sincere wish that you have a peaceful Thanksgiving with Aidan and your family. I am sure the food will be wonderful and the company too. Enjoy it all as much as you can. Conor's watching.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:38 PM CST

hi conor
darren goes back to work today aidan loves him soooooooooo much and misses him lots all the time i miss you give your mom a signal to her and tell her to write soon and tell her you love her till the end of the world i love you and aidan i miss you soooooooooooooooooo much. the polar express movie came out in theaters on the 15 and i wanted you to see it with me and kayla and aidan and your mom right after you come home from the hospital and your dad would come and spent a hole bunch of money on all of us and we would sit there lookin at the skreen silent in suspens. i wrot a story about you and your mom is going to read it as soon as i get it back from my teacher and i will give it to her to keep forever and remember me.
I LOVE SILLY BILY AND SILLY WILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY
love silly lilly
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:04 PM CST

Kristy,
I know the Holidays will be a hard time of the year for u and all of Conor's family.Conor will not be forgotten, he has a special place in my heart. I just wanted u to know that none of u will ever be forgotton. You all will be in my thoughts and prayers and always in my heart.
(((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 2:39 PM CST

HI sweetie. still thinking about you. sending lots of love
and kisses.
Diane
Diane Mecer <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL Canada - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:57 AM CST

hi please write soon i am waiting to read what you wrote
mising you conor silly billy when aidan was dancing he looked like you and aidan looks like you more and more like you all the time. miss you and love you.
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Monday, November 22, 2004 3:15 PM CST

Hi Kristy,
I just wanted to say hi and let you know that I always check in to see how you are doing. I had a class in the clinical sciences building and walked by the Stollery a couple of times. I wanted to walk in, but didn't know what to do. I thought of Conor and all the children that have to be there. I'd like to volunteer. I've actually started to think that I would like to teach in the hospital because I know that Edmonton Public provides teachers to the Stollery. Everyone I've emailed has failed to email me back with information, so it's something I am working on. Take care of your self.
Teresa <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, November 21, 2004 12:29 AM CST

Just checking in on you all. Sending you smiles...
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:38 AM CST

Kristy: sitting here reading your note & had to run up & give Becky an extra hug. That train store in Myrtle Beach moved to smaller size & shared with Christmas store..........they tell me kids in US just aren't into Thomas. I told them they should have known Conor F.
Hope you enjoy your weekend.
Charlene

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- Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:43 PM CST

I was sitting here listening to the Bob the Builder song and I can see you so vividly sitting on the floor bouncing up and down singing that song,you were so happy.Missing you more and more every day.I'll Love You Forever.
nana <conaid@magma.ca>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 1:19 PM CST

love you billy...
momma
- Friday, November 19, 2004 8:47 PM CST

hi
i think that i might come over after schol and play with aidan hope to see you soon report card day conor pray that i do good because i do not want to be in study hall i love you i will wright soon and tell you about my dreams you were in it and it was great hope to see you soon aidan.
I LOVE SILLY WILL AND SILLY BILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY.
love katie maygard aka silly lilly
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Friday, November 19, 2004 3:18 PM CST

Hey Kristy, Darren & Aidan !!! Love and Hugs to you all.. special Hugs & kisses to "Conor" !! Hope your day is going ok.. I miss you lots and I am thinking of you always xoxoxoxoxo

Love Always Nancy ;)
St. John's, NL Canada - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:36 AM CST

Hey Monkey,Missing you so much.Love You Forever.
nana <conaid@magma.ca>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 2:29 PM CST

Still praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, November 15, 2004 10:27 AM CST

A note that I found at my Mom's Saturday...obviously she had some help spelling the words, but Claudia wrote this week before last when she was home (at Mom's) sick...

Dear God,
How is Conor? Tell him I miss him.
Love,
Claudia

Thought you'd want to know that, even with a short five-year-old attention span, Conor is not an easy little guy to forget...I don't think she'll ever forget him.

Love you guys,
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:01 AM CST

Kristy your parenting is very unique, You have taught me that are kids are not just our kids that we are not just there to guide them through their lives and to teach them how to be better people, and to teach them how to be little people. I have learned from you and Conor that they can be our bestfriends and if we spend the extra time over and above, like you did with Conor, we find out the special things about them. We teach them how to love what they find interesting. We can bring out their own individualaity in them. To leave our cleaning, to go play Barbies or to dance crazy, or to paint. If we just take the extra time and treat them like one of our bestfriends. We learn from them! I am really glad the kids got us together. You and Conor have taught us how to be better individualds. You have also taught me how to stretch my patience. It is just the simple things that we do with them, that they really enjoy and we can enjoy, enjoying them! Thanks for being you and for being such a amazing Mom and a awesome friend!
Also everyone needs to celebrate their children everyday
Gina <parnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:16 AM CST

I can remember following Terry Fox's run across Canada when I was a boy, drawing pictures of him too. Ever since that time, I have always thought of him as the greatest Canadian hero. Ever. And I still do.

I've been thinking alot about purpose these past few days, too. No real answers and conclusions, just that any purpose that calls for the hardships of cancer for our children can't be worth it. I don't think I'll ever understand.

Take care,
Terry Josephson <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, November 15, 2004 1:18 AM CST

We think about your family alot especially with the holidays coming up- I bet Conor would have loved the toy sections, spending time with family and loving every minute of it-who are we to say that he is not doing that now? Here's hoping that you have a special angel on your shoulders to help you get through this agonizing yet wonderful season. God bless,
Trina De Luca <phil_trina@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB - Monday, November 15, 2004 1:12 AM CST

Kristy....
You speak of another mother being such an inspiration to yourself. I remember when I knew you, I was inspired by how wonderful of a mother you were. I can only hope that when I have a child of my own I add up to half of what you were to Conor. It is the little things that count when it comes to someone being a good mother. It wouldn't matter if you bought a child everything in the world they asked for, they would love you either way if you didn't. But specially planned picnics or trips to the library or just child and mom walks in the park..... those are the memories they hold onto forever and make them love you even more. I couldn't tell you what my mom bought me for christmas when i was 6, but I remember we used to go for a bike ride together every sunday. I'm not sure if I'm rambling on or making sense, but i hope you catch my point. You are 100% dedicated to your sons and there are a million mothers in the world that could learn from you. You amaze all of us and continue to inspire and touch the hearts of people around the world each time you write. Continuing to hold you, Conor, and family in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.

Kim Briere <berri_blu@hotmail.com>
Thunder Bay, ON Canada - Sunday, November 14, 2004 10:33 PM CST

Kristy, I agree so much that is the things that were not done, or experienced that hits me the hardest. This year there are hotwheels suitcases filled with popcorn! Kaelan's two favorite things ofcourse are hotwheels and popcorn, why did I not find that last year so he could see it? I even found a hotwheels Christmas stocking, which with so much excitement I bought right away. It was only on the drive home from Walmart that it hit me, that Santa will not be filling that stocking this year. I am thankful to have a friend like you Kristy, someone who understands.
Becky angel Kaelan's mom <burbec@shaw.ca>
- Sunday, November 14, 2004 9:46 PM CST

Just checking in......
Marcia , Bears Who Care <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 11:24 PM CST

Hey Conor .. thinking of you tonight ... hope you are having fun with your angel friends!!

Take care,
Heather <new email .. hbuchana@telus.net old one was htapper@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:15 PM CST

Hey Fords,
You are on my mind as usual. Take care and long hugs and extra giggles. Thinking of you.
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
kirkland, Wa usa - Friday, November 12, 2004 12:36 AM CST

Gina sent me this address last night, I can't seem to pull away. I only met Conor a handfull of times,and he was one of the happiest kids I've met.I'm sorry he won't grow with your family, but there is a big peice of him in all of you,whether in looks or spirits.Take care
sandy wilkins <wilkins5@shaw.ca>
edmonton, ab canada - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:29 AM CST

Kristy, I hear the music on Conor `s page only today because usually I am at the cp late and I turn off the volume.It is soooo beautiful. I never hear that singer before but Grandpa Ford is right: his voice is so unique.
Did you know that "What a wonderful world" was one of the songs that we got played at our wedding cerimony?
It is comforting how people stories and memories intervine with each other.
Thank you for helping me taking care of Chiara with all your advices.Tomorrow i will write you an e-mail because I need your opinion on something.
Until then know that I keep you close to my heart.
Mari
www.caringbridge.org/me/chiara
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 4:19 AM CST

You and Conor's grandpa are right, the song just fits here and I think that now I'll always think of your little man when I hear it.

So I thought I'd stop by in here to sign the guestbook and what's this? Bob the Builder music playing?? Very cool Aidan, you shake that butt! Kristy, if you have a spare moment, go to Julianna's page and check out the latest Pink Wall of Fame inductees that I put up in the middle of the night last night...there's a celebrity on there that Aidan might like to meet!

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, November 8, 2004 11:08 AM CST

Thinking about you always and missing you Conor. I love you.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, November 7, 2004 3:35 PM CST

That is great the two songs on the site!!
We had yellow soup today..even baby Ryan had some. He loved it!! We shake our bums and be silly to Bob the Builder songs to. Bob is great!
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Sunday, November 7, 2004 0:07 AM CST

Thinking of you all.
Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:29 PM CST

Hey conor! You know what I remember? How you used to sing hte bob the buidler song to me all the time. Whenever I was sad you would sing it to me. It always made me happy. And remember the time I woke up and you were in bed with me and you rubbed my back and sang me back to sleep? When mommy and daddy came upstairs to get me, I was back asleep and you told them to be quiet and not to wake me up! I remember you saying "Its ok willy, It's allright little buddy" You were such an amazing big brother conor.
I brought mommy the bob the builder cd today and asked her to put it on. Since she was on teh computer she just put it in there, and you know what? Instead of going right to the songs, it played TWO VIDEOS! can u believe that? we never even knew they were there. They were two of your favorites too. "can we fix it" and "mambo number 5" remember the day susan and the girls came by and we danced and danced? remember shaking your butt and being silly? Remember how you danced with me? I love you so much billy. My big brother conor. MOmmy tells me that even though I can't see you, you are always there. Like the moon...the other night we were walking in the dark and sometimes I could see the moon, and others, I couldn't,it was behind a tree or a cloud, and even though I couldn't see it, I could see its light and I always knew it was right there...just like you conor. I miss miss you. I remember yoiu teaching me all the really important stuff. Like about trains and how to say sponge bob and how to laugh and fart and be stinky. You showed me how much you loved me and that will be with me always. You also showed me how to hug and love mommy and daddy and how to be good friend and that girls are the best friends to have! Sometime i rub mommy's face and say "its ok mom" just like you used to. Sometimes I see you in my dreams. I laugh out loud and mommy knows you are there, checking up on me and telling just how much you will always be with me.

Love little buddy, aka silly willy, aidan <missyoubro@seeuinmydreams.conor>
- Saturday, November 6, 2004 11:13 AM CST

I Love that song, We have had some pretty amazing rainbows this year on our rainy days. Always, we think of you little guy. Brooklyn misses you a whole bunch. I think of your mom every time I pick Brooklyn up from Kindergarten. Take care of your Mommy Conor
XOXOX
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
Beaumont, - Saturday, November 6, 2004 8:28 AM CST

Hello Kristy,

Just visiting again to see Conor's beautiful little face. I usually check in every week to read your journal. Wendy is coming to visit next week with Josh. He needs some minor surgery. Take care. You are always in our thougts. Love Carolyn and Race.
Carolyn Hanlon <Carolyn.Hanlon@nl.rogers.com>
Mount Pearl, NL Canada - Friday, November 5, 2004 7:23 PM CST

I LOVE this song Kristy! It is performed so beautifully, and it perfectly matches the entry in today's journal. The way you put your thoughts down never fails to touch my heart. Thanks for still sharing them with us.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:23 PM CST

Did I tell you today? I love you...

love you billy...always, mom
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:02 PM CST

Aaaahhh...that song. What a flood of memories upon hearing that Hawaiian version of Somewhere Over the Rainbow! Last year my daughter was at the University of Hawaii and I visited her just around this time. That song was flooding the radio waves at the time. You could literally be driving, hearing the song, and seeing actual rainbows appear out of nowhere as they tend to do in Hawaii. Warm feelings rushed through me and as I read your beautiful entry accompanying the song, I couldn't help but to well up. How one song can evoke so many different memories with different circumstances for different people. That song instantly fills me with memories of a mother/child bond as well as it does for you. Those memories are such a beautiful tribute to your son...never let those go! Thank you for touching me again today. God Bless...now I'm going back to the journal page to listen and cry again! Hugs from Connecticut.
Lisa Post <LMPOST@cox.net>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 2:34 PM CST

Love you guys.
Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:44 AM CST

I've been thinking about Connor lately. Every time I see something about Thomas the Tank, I think of him. Your entry today is very touching and I just want you to know that you are still in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:37 AM CST

*sigh* ohhhh boy. What to say.
A beautiful, touching entry, as always. Such a waste, such a shame. Again my heart breaks for you guys and for beautiful, brave Conor. I cry too for the life he should have had. I'm so sorry.
Ali Green <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, AUSTRALIA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 6:16 PM CST

I sit and type with tears pouring down my face. Your song hit me so hard, and reminded me of the loss of my boy. Your thoughts about Conor not spending as much time outside as he should have been allowed, mirror the thoughts I have whenever great snow man snow falls, or the longest rainbow spreads across the sky, or even when I find a deep puddle just waiting for Kaelan's red rubber boots. I, like you, keep watching the door, and in my mind he will come home soon. He just has to. Those red boots sit at my door waiting, with me.
Becky Angel Kaelan's mom <burbec@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 5:57 PM CST

The song is sung by Israel Kamakawiwo`ole a world reknowned Hawaiian singer with an unparalleled voice. It comes from his 1993 album �Facing Future� and this rendition is said to be one of the most beautiful performances of all time.

Pop Ford <bford49@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, NS - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 5:20 PM CST

The song is sung by Thomas Newman, and is in the movie "50 First Dates"

Norah Jones has the same versian but it isn't half as pretty sounding...

Elizabeth
St. John's, NL Canada - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 2:59 PM CST

Awesome song. I know it is the old Louis Armstrong but who is this that sings this version? When you look at Conor's picture and listen to the song, they just seem to fit perfectly!!! Hope Aidan had a great Halloween.
Ron <ron@borsholm.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:26 AM CST

Kristy, Darren & Aidan,

Ive been thinking of you and Conor lots lately. Big hugs for you. Happy Birthday Darren! I hope this year will be sweeter than your birthday cake!
Nancy Beauchemin
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 11:18 AM CST

Hope you have a nice birthday, Darren!
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 12:56 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!
YOUR DAY WILL BE FULL OF SURPRISES!
I'M SURE CONOR WILL BE BEHIND SOME OF THEM
HAVE A GREAT DAY
The Parnell's <parnell@telus.net>
beaumont, - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:54 AM CST

Did Aidan have a good Halloween? I hope so.. well just dropped by to check in on you. Have a good day beauty...
Lots of Love Always Nancy xoxoxoxo
St. John's, NL Canada - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:43 AM CST

HAPPY HALLOWEEN FORDS!!
The Parnell's <gparnell@telus.net>
beaumont, - Sunday, October 31, 2004 3:15 PM CST

Happy Halloween sweetie.Thinking of you lots today. I love you.
Diane
Diane Mercer <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. john's, NL Canada - Sunday, October 31, 2004 2:38 PM CST

HAPPY HALLOWEEN
MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU
LOVE KATIE MAYGARD
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Sunday, October 31, 2004 11:05 AM CST

Just stopped by to wish Aidan a Halloween full of fun and lots and lots of treats. Take care!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, October 31, 2004 7:45 AM CST

Hey Little Man, I bet you have lots of tricks up your sleeve for Halloween! I bet you have bags and bags of candy up there in Heaven, how can the angels help it? You are soo cute :) Lots of Love and Light to you and your Mom, Dad, and little Aiden.
debbie <DCHURCHMAN@SBCGLOBAL.NET>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 1:53 AM CDT

Hi Fords,

Just thinking about all of you. I hope Aidan has a great time tomorrow. I bet his costume is adorable! YOu better post pictures. I bet Conor will have a hand in making sure he gets the best candy! Oh yeah..take a look at Brendon's site if you get a chance. I didnt notice until tonight the picture I put up and the one of COnor on the front page. Oh yeah you have to teach me the music thing... I finally figured out the photos??

Hi Conor... I miss hearing of your crazy antics. IM sure you are still up to the same! MIss you little buddy.

Cassandra cousin to Brendon http://www.caringbridge.org/nm/brendon <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Sunday, October 31, 2004 1:15 AM CDT

I'm visiting for the first time, as a new member of BWC. My son's favourite song is Bon Jovi's "It's My Life" as well! He was about 3 when he started singing it one day ..."This is a song for the one who farted..." We actually got it on video. Now I'll also think of Conor when I hear that song.
Connie (BWC) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:59 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you guys know we still visit the site and were thinking about you..take care
Brad McLellan <brad.mclellan@ns.sympatico.ca>
Halifax, - Friday, October 29, 2004 2:33 PM CDT

La la la la la lalala, La la la...

Not too bad at carrying a tune, eh? Just like Tracey, I'm stopping by to wish Aidan a fun Halloween full of goodies and all sorts of fattening stuff!

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, October 28, 2004 11:46 PM CDT

Kristy,
I wanted to stop in and wish Aidan a Happy Hallowe'en...what is he going to dress up as?? I was wondering what Conor was up to this time last year, so I went back in the history. It was wonderful to think again of the night that you all went out into the dark night, to the playground and ran around like crazy people! I love that story! And also, you had gone to the library shortly before that, and Conor was getting ALL the train books and he and Aidan were at the table reading together, it is so touching to picture in my mind it makes me want to cry..I remember that was an emotional moment for you and it's easy to see why. I love the La La song and it's another one to relate and remember Conor by..move over Bon Jovi!! LOL
Take care,
Tracey and clan xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

So everytime I come to your site now I end up banging the keyoard, It looks something like this, ;ld l;sdf sdf;ld. I can see where the steering wheel would have worked better. Wishing you smiles today!!

Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

Conor is a beautiul child. His beautiful spirit and all your love for him is eternal. It must be heartbreaking to answer the question "How many kids do you have?" , or "Is Aiden your only child?" Is there anyway you can answer "He is our only for now." or "Just one right now."? The person who asks will probably think you are insinuating you may have future children, but privately you can know you are referring to a time when you had your precious Conor with you on Earth and there were 2. This way you are not denying him but you don't have to share your story with every stranger who asks. I don't know if that will help or not. Maybe it is stupid. I just wish you didn't have to think about how to answer this question at all.

I never met your son but I think of him often since reading his story. Especially when seeing a Thomas engine, a blue balloon, or hearing Bon Jovi.

You were blessed with an angel.
RMB <bollir@yahoo.com>
VA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 6:59 PM CDT

DOH! I have no patience. My original message just didn't show up fast enough. Sorry bout that. :-)
Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 4:07 PM CDT

Speaking of music. There's a song that's been playing a lot...Fall to Pieces by Velvet Revolver. Every time I hear it I want to run up to Canada and give you a hug, Kristy. Very sad, but beautiful.

Keep an eye on your mail...I sent out a package to you today...should be there in about 6 days or so.

Love you,
Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

There's a song that's been playing on the radio a lot that makes me think of you all the time, Kristy...Fall to Pieces by Velvet Revolver. It's not a happy song, but it's beautiful (I think) and makes me want to run to Canada to hug you every time I hear it.

Keep an eye on your mail...just sent out a package today. *Should* be there in 6-7 days.
Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 3:59 PM CDT

Just dropped by to say "HI", do you have snow??!!! Ugh...I will write you when I settle into my new place.. Love you Kris', give Aidan and Darren big hugs for me. The pictures are awesome !!!
Lots of Love Always Nancy
st. john's, NL Canada - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:42 AM CDT

Kristy, we all love you and think of you and Conor often.

The "how many children" bit... it doesn't get easier. It's been almost seven years for me and I still feel like I'm betraying the one who's gone if I don't include her when someone asks. Usually when asked how many children I have, I say, "two living," and try to keep the rest quick if they ask. It's awkward maybe, but it feels more right than the other. I know what you mean with that.
Rachel
- Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:13 PM CDT

Kristy, our family talks about Conor often and he is never far from my thoughts--sorry I didn't get in a birthday message to him. Maybe you could try coating the inside of your ring with clear nailpolish? Worth a try anyway. We are due at the Stollery on Nov. 24 and Lyza will enjoy the train table, I'm sure. Take care. Lori www.caringbridge.org/canada/lyza
Lori Grainger <graingersrus@sasktel.net>
Lloydminster, SK Canada - Sunday, October 24, 2004 2:42 AM CDT

Conor you still amaze,I blew up a dozen balloons on your Birthday,all colours and sizes,I wrote a message on everyone in marker,of course being me,I forgot they don't float up unless they have helium ,anyway I was also going to buy Foil balloons which I did.I figured I could tie all the others on to them,that didn't work either,I could hear you now "Nana"thats silly.Anyway we went to the park my friend with her two grandsons and Anna my neighbour,the boys stood on the slide,we stood on the groud,together we let all the Balloons go,the foil ones went way up in the sky out of sight,we let all the other ones blow around the park,well this is where yyou amaze me,that was Monday,on Friday I took the dog for a walk,I decided to come back through the park,all the balloons were gone except for a pink one and the message on it said I"ll Love You Forever",Wow I was blown away,that balloon is now hanging in my kitchen.See Sweet Boy you are Still Amazing me.I'll Love You Forever.
Nana <conaid@magma.ca>
- Sunday, October 24, 2004 1:58 AM CDT

Conor,

I will never forget you. NEVER.

Kristy, Darren & Aidan,

Belated greetings in celebration of your beautiful son's "birth day!" I wish you were celebrating Conor's 5th birthday. This day will always be special for you. Embrace it no matter how much it hurts.

Love,

Nancy Beauchemin
Calgary, AB Canada - Saturday, October 23, 2004 11:25 PM CDT

:) We just saw the photos. My goodness, you guys DID get some snow!! That is such a beautiful picture Kristy. The kids got a kick out of seeing themselves in there too :) Hope you guys are doing OK.
Love
Ali, Gerry, Harry and Sof <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, October 23, 2004 11:04 PM CDT

Kristy,
The photo's are gorgeous; you celebrated Conor's birthday in true Conor style:) When we sent up balloons for Angel Harris' birthday, we had Conor's name written on one of the balloons too, I'll send you those photo's. We'll never forget Conor, that's a promise.
Love Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary (snowy like you!) , - Saturday, October 23, 2004 0:13 AM CDT

Forgotten? NEVER! Conor changed my life. I would never have ran the marathon for a cure, (that changed my life) because of Conor I remember to slow down and let Lilli get messy. In so many ways Conor has changed my life therefore the life of my 22 month old daughter. Conors birthday is the day before my bestfriends little 6 year old. He and you will always be remembered and you Kristy have changed the way I parent. You words always amaze me and I feel sometimes as though I know you. I am so glad Conors birthday was a special day. You are in my thoughts. Blessings to You, Darren and Aidan.
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:07 PM CDT

Just popping by to say we are thinking of you today & always. Love what you did for Connor on his special day both then & now
Charlene, Graham & BECKY
Bears Who Care

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- Friday, October 22, 2004 8:02 PM CDT

Kristy, i just read your journal entry, and i wanted to let you know that Conor will never be forgotten! That precious boy had so much of an impact on so many people, no one forgets an angel. Love you, i'll touch base over the weekend.
Glenda and Mike <glendaroche@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, - Friday, October 22, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

Those are some nice pictures.Jason sent some balloons your way too Conor we sent up 5 just for you and we wrote I love you on them and missing you.You are so missed here on earth Conor but will never be forgotten.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, October 22, 2004 4:40 PM CDT

Hi Everyone!Those are great pictures of you all.I tried to keep busy that day also and remembered the the train cake we had on his second birthday when I was there.I also drove by the houses where we celebrated his first birthday ,twice.There is still the notation of his birthdate and weight in my telephone notebook as I was working in the U.S. on that day five years ago.
Don Pacholka ,Dad,Pop. xxx,ooo <d_pacholka@hotmail.com>
St. John's, NL CANADA - Friday, October 22, 2004 2:16 PM CDT

What a wonderful way for people to show that Conor is still loved and thought of often. We do the same for our angel friend Caedan, and it's now become a tradition. It's a tribute to the spirit Conor was, and the lives he has touched.
P.S - HOLY GEEZ!!! That much snow????
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, October 21, 2004 10:14 PM CDT

The pictures are wonderful! What a special tribute!
I sure hope your snow doesn't travel east too quickly!! I'm not ready for that yet!!!

Marcia and the gang, BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
ON - Thursday, October 21, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

It is so evident by the pictures and the guestbook entries what a special boy Conor was. May his memory always be strong in your heart and mind.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, October 21, 2004 8:39 AM CDT

I am sure that Conor loved all the balloons that he received. Did the snow stay? I am dreading it, but sometimes it is better than the cold damp rain that we have been getting.

Take care and stay strong

Heather (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Thursday, October 21, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

I can't believe they have snow already myself! Wow! What awesome pictures! And what a couple of adorable children in Australia. Isn't that amazing? I sit here in awe and it feels pretty good to see the kindness and love that the life of this absolutely adorable little boy brought into the world in just 5 years. I understand how badly you miss Conor.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

Whoa!! Look at that snow. I imagine COnor had something to do with that!! The pictures are wonderful and make it very clear how much Conor has touched people and how many people love him.
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

Hi Kristy and Darren,

I know after-the-fact words of encouragement aren't worth much, but I hope you were able to squeeze some moments of happiness from between all the sorrow of the past couple of days. Lord knows your memories of Conor can give you new things to smile about for an eternity!

Bless,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

Knowing that this is a difficult day, you are in my prayers. Conor will always be remembered for his wonderful spirit and the tremendous joy that he brought to so many. God bless you always.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 11:43 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Conor!
10 days late! Wow. That is absoltely amazing. You are a trooper for waiting it out. I'd have begged to be induced! ;)

My son, Ethan, was born on 9-9-99. Just a month before Conor. My son turned five this past September and I thought of Conor that day. I thought of a couple of other children that would have been his age that very month, but have become angels due to cancer.

They could have been friends under the right circumstances. I wish Ethan would have had the opportunity to know Conor. I wish I had had the chance to meet him.

I am here and checking on Conor's site day to day. Not going to leave any time soon.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor!
I hope you got the balloons we sent up to you yesterday. Maclean said that when we couldn't see them anymore it was because God caught them and brought them to you.

Audrey, Maclean and Cynthia
Audrey <ajohnman@yahoo.com>
Hamilton, ON - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 11:30 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor!

It's my life

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

CHORUS:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wann live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting hard make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your owns breaks

Repeat - Chorus

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

laura <freelikeabird1985@yahoo.com>
budapest, hungary - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:34 AM CDT

I was thinking of you on my drive home last night and was thinking of how you described the weather the day Conor was born...and guess what?? It was the same yesterday!
You are always in my thoughts
Kath
Kathy Wadden <kwadden@wm.com>
St. John's, Nl Canada - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 5:26 AM CDT

Conor,
Did you like the cake Annabeth put outside for you? I hope so. She made sure you got the blue flower.

Helen and Annabeth Suchy <hsuchy@neo.rr.com>
Streetsboro, OH USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 4:37 AM CDT

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday Conor
Happy Birthday To You

I hope you are having a blast making train tracks through the clouds!!!
*hugs* Camie <booomoogoohoo@hotmail.com>
Fountain, CO USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 1:16 AM CDT

Hi Conor!
I want to wish you a Happy Birthday in Heaven.
~Joanne's Page~
Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 0:06 AM CDT

Happy Birthday in Heaven Conor.
Wishing your family peace somehow, through this senseless loss of a beautiful young life
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Monday, October 18, 2004 9:58 PM CDT

Happy birthday, Connor. I've been thinking of you and your family all day. We all miss you so much.

Love, Christine, Allen, and Stephen Rout
Christine Rout <csr@cise.ufl.edu>
Gainesville, FL US - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor!!! Noah and Nathan had a great time playing with your little brother when he and mommy came home for a visit. Nathan is always asking for him to come back for another sleepover. We sure did miss you. Guess what Kristy? It's a cold, wet and rainy day here today too. Thinking of you always.
Tina, Dean, Noah and Nathan <tinaj@nl.rogers.com>
St.John's, NL - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor!
Love, Cathy and Jake <www.caringbridge.org/canada/isobel jacon@shaw.ca>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 7:48 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor. I hope you are smiling and having tons of ice cream in Heaven. I hope you can send some comfort to your Mom and Dad today as I am sure today is going to be especially hard for them. We are always thinking of you!!
Tracy Eckhardt (BWC) Christopher's Story <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, On Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 7:07 PM CDT

Conor's sweet smile shines through the heavens! Conor you are missed by all...I only wish I had a chance to meet you. Your family is dear to my heart...a part of my JMML family.
God Bless Conor and Family.
Happy Birthday baby!
Courage,
Dana
Dana Doctor Zackie's page
- Monday, October 18, 2004 5:39 PM CDT

Happy Heavenly Birthday Conor! Your mom put the best music on your site and I just did a little birthday dance in honor of you!!! May you celebrate with all the angels!!!
Kristy, Darren, and Aidan, Thinking of you all on this very special day. God Bless
Lisa Post <LMPOST@cox.net>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 5:01 PM CDT

Happy Birthday little man.
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:54 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet boy, i have been thinking of you all day, and i've been thinking of your mom, dad and aidan too, i'm sure they are missing you so much today (and everyday). Kristy, Darren and Aidan our thoughts are with you today.
Glenda and Mike <glendaroche@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:26 PM CDT

CONOR. Bet the Angels in Heaven are helping you to celebrate.
Ask God to send your Mommy & Daddy a huge rainbow okay?? they are thinking of your birth & celebrating with friends.

In 3 short weeks we are going on a trip & Conor sure wish we could have you along. There is a gigantic train store dedicated to Thomas the Tank you could tell us who each train etc is & what it does. I bet you'd even charm us into buying some!!
Take care little man & remember we will never forget you.
Charlene, Graham & Becky
BEARS WHO CARE
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 4:09 PM CDT

happy birthday conor
i miss you hope you get the balloons all of us sent you i can't belive that you are 5 years old you will be five in my hart all the time
i really miss you and love you and miss you and love you
I LOVE SILLY BILLY AND SILLY WILLY LOVE SILLY LILLY
p.s. i love you and miss you
katie maygard aka silly lilly <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

Happy birthday to Conor up in heaven.Bet he is smiling that beautiful smile,knowing he is still thought of and loved.hugs&smiles helen
Helen Parody (b-w-c) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, NY USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:45 PM CDT

Conor We are all wishing you a very Happy Birthday in Heaven. I am sure that you are catching all the balloons that are being sent your way, and sharing them with all the other special angels like you.

All our love

Heather & Family (BWC)
Heather <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:18 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to you, sweet Conor. You are in the beating of my heart today, as always. We are missing you so very much this day, the 18th of October, the day of your birth, and yet, you are so alive today in my mind! I picture you stuffing your face full of chocolate chip cookies and ice cream, and ripping open piles of presents. I can see your smile spreading across rooms of people, and infecting them with that powerful spirit you had from the moment you came into this world. I can see you flirting with all the girls, and talking your brother into all sorts of adventures with your new toys. I wish it wasn�t in my mind and memory alone. But there, in my heart and mind, I will embrace what you have left to me, for they are gifts that I can never repay. Today, we will dance for you and laugh for you and every smile in my own children�s eyes will be a reflection of your most amazing life. We love you with all of our hearts... Yesterday, Today, and forever!

LOVE,

Allison, Bill, Benjamin, and Harrison Taylor <aotaylor@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 12:16 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Conor. The girls and I are going to send off some balloons later to help you celebrate your first birthday in heaven. I put some balloon stickers on your button and have been wearing it all day. We miss you.
Lise and Meagan your Oct99 buddy <caileykyle@yahoo.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 12:05 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear CONOR
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!

Thinking of you today......
Heather <htapper@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, October 18, 2004 12:03 AM CDT

Happy First Birthday in Heaven, Conor... I am sure you are bringing your fellow angels as much joy as you did to your family and friends down here on earth. I will always remember you and the mischevious glint in your beautiful brown eyes. You are missed each and everyday.
Kristy, Darren and Aidan, I know today will be difficult, but I hope you will enjoy being surrounded by all of Conor's favorite things and people...you all share in a part of Conor, be it by blood, or with very special memories of an incredible little boy.
Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:58 AM CDT

Happy birthday Connor... You are still always in my thoughts.

Ron <ron@borsholm.ca>
Victoria, BC Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:58 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor! Never will I forget all the lessons you have taught me.
Teresa Flett <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

Dear family. I cannot imagine your experiences or your emotions, but I wish to thank you for your sharing your journey. I do not know you, but your story has touched me in ways nothing ever has. I came home from work today after being introduced to this page, and hugged my boy tighter than ever. Through knowing Conor, I have learned to be more humble and keep my eye on what really matters. Your increadibly moving story provided a perspective to our lives. God bless you, and tahnk you for introducing us to your wonderful son Conor.
Best regards,
Maria and family
Maria
Reykjavik, Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:42 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor. Your courage and beautiful smile are not forgotten.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:15 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor! We miss you so much and will remember you always. Today we will celebrate what a great little guy you are, by doing the things you loved. Brooklyn had a cinnamon bun for breakfast today. We will have your family in are every thought. Have fun giving the presents to the kids at the hospital today I know you will be there with your Mommy and Daddy and Aidan. I will always remember how you served your cake, to your guests at your 100th day celebration.
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
beaumont, - Monday, October 18, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

I keep remembering "Soulmate" and how very sure you are of this.... take comfort... you know he is very near, today as always. Give Aidan a big hug and kiss for me. Lots of love to Darren.
Love you Lots, Nancy xoxoxoox
St. John's, NL Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 10:19 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ND BEST WISHES TO U R LOVED ONES. U R IN MY PRAYERS TONIGHT.
Dagbjort Johnson <tabrizice22@yahoo.com>
Germany - Monday, October 18, 2004 10:06 AM CDT

Sending lots of hugs your way, on this bittersweet day.

Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily, Angels Sonja and Tanner - Bears Who Care <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

Happy birthday little angel.. Best wishes to your family on this special day..

Rest in peace...
Sigr��ur Sigur�ard�ttir <sirry12345@hotmail.com>
Egilssta�ir, Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Laura
Grand Rapids, MI - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

You are in my pryaers.
Lina
- Monday, October 18, 2004 9:49 AM CDT

I just wanted to sign in your guestbook on this special day.
Thora M. Kristj�nsd�ttir
Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:48 AM CDT

Happy birthday Conor. You really are a hero
Dagbj�rt Diego
Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:48 AM CDT

I will think of you to day, it must be a hard day for you. Love, hug and a lot of good thoughts.
Harpa <harps@strik.is>
Rvk, Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

Please know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers today on Conor's first birthday in Heaven. I pray that you are surrounded by many friends and family and that your memories bring you some joy.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:44 AM CDT

Happy Birthday little man! Look out for all the balloons heading your way today...I know you will share them with all of the other angels up there.

Conor, in your short time here with us, you taught me so much about what is truly important in life, and I want to thank you again for that. How I wish you were still here teaching us all! But we are still learning. Every time I start to lose my patience, I stop and think about you, and trivial things don't seem so important. A hug seems better suited to fix the problem than yelling does. Thanks for teaching me that.

Loving you always,
Stacey & Family <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:28 AM CDT

Keeping you close in our hearts and in our thoughts on this special day...
Happy Birthday Conor!
Nan & Pop <bford49@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, N.S. - Monday, October 18, 2004 5:38 AM CDT

Kristy,
I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you today. Conor is with you today.
Love
Kathy <kwadden@wm.com>
St.John's, Nl Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 5:37 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Conor!!! We�ll light a candle for You tonight.
G. Matthiasd�ttir <gudnymatt@hotmail.com>
Reykjavik, Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:50 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor :) we will light a candle for you in Iceland to day for you and your family.
kv H Gu�finnsd
Iceland

H Gu�finns <saga_99@hotmail.com>
Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:33 AM CDT

Happy birthday little hero.
Margret <margrethome@visir.is>
Iceland - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:29 AM CDT

Dear Conor, have a happy birthday in heaven with angels celebrating with you, am thinking of you always, and your family.

Love, Eva Huld.
Eva Huld Valsd�ttir. <evahuld@kerfisveita.is>
Reykjav�k. , Iceland. - Monday, October 18, 2004 3:10 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to darling Conor..
Love always, Krithiga, Subhas, Surina and Arjun
- Monday, October 18, 2004 2:37 AM CDT

Happy birthday Conor!!! Hope you caught some of the balloons that have been heading your way!!!
Shellie, Bianca, Elliott and Philip Hickey
Beaudesert, QLD Australia - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:39 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor.
Thinking of you always.Kristy just want you Darren and Aidan to know that we are thinking of you and I know this day will be hard but good for all the memories.Take Care
Love always Brenda.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:10 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor!!!!

Have you spotted any ballons yet??

Ours will go when I get home from day care, but I've heard Harry and Sof let theirs go
Lovisa <carola@vattnet.com>
�jebyn, Sweden - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:07 AM CDT

Darren, Kristy and Aiden - - we're thinking of you even more this special day.
Carola, Johan, Sofia & Lovisa <carola@vattnet.com>
�jebyn, Sweden - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:05 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to you, Conor

Love from us all,
Carolyn Allen
www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni
Carolyn <abknsmom@telus.net>
GP, - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

On this Day ,Your Birthday ,MY Darling Grandson.
I Remember with Joy,the Day You were born
While trying to Forget the Sorrow of the Day
You were Taken from us.
A Special Smile
A Special Face
And in My Heart
A Special Place
No words I Speak
Can ever Say
How much I Miss you
Every Day.
I"ll LOVE YOU FOREVER.
Nana
Nana <conaid@magma.ca>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 11:34 PM CDT

Miss you Billy...
xoxoxoxo
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 11:28 PM CDT

Conor
Today we celebrate your life and the joy you've brought to so many. I'm sure you have a wonderful celebration planned but remember to take a moment to smile down on your mom, dad and brother. I know you will. Godspeed little man. We love and miss you.
Bonnie & Price Howard
Bonnie
madison, Al usa - Sunday, October 17, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

Kristy, Darren and Aiden....Tough week ahead...I hope that you find the strength to remember your beautiful son on the day that he was born. Let yourself cry, but it is my hope and prayer that you spend more time smiling and laughing and remembering with great proudness the little man you brought into this world. He was so special, so strong and meant so much to a lot of people. Rejoice in his memory.
Conor...Happy Birthday little fella! I bet you are still dancing cancer-free up in Heaven...please remember to send a little strength to your mom, dad and little brother as I am sure their hearts are feeling heavy with sadness...
Trina De Luca <phil_trina@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB - Sunday, October 17, 2004 9:16 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Conor.

Ali Green <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, October 17, 2004 7:10 PM CDT

Conor,
Happy Birthday Buddy. I wil be sure to light a candle for you here at my house tomorrow. Thinking of you!! Kristy and Darren, I am thinking of you a lot lately I hope you are doing as well as possible. (((((FORDS))))
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 3:18 PM CDT

Hi Kristy, Darren and Aidan,
I know there have been a few milestones since we last heard from you and I can't imagine how difficult those days have been.
We are still thinking of Conor and praying for strength for his beautiful family.
God be with you.
leeann <niccofive@aol.com>
ellicott city, md usa - Sunday, October 17, 2004 7:08 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Conor. We are aiming hugs at Heaven

Debbie and Sarah
Debbie and Sarah <DCHURCHMAN@SBCGLOBAL.NET>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 2:56 AM CDT

Ford family,
thinking of you :) Take care this week. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
Ali Green and family <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, Australia - Saturday, October 16, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

Thinking of you.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Saturday, October 16, 2004 8:04 PM CDT

^i^ Just stopping by to say my thoughts are on you and Conor tonight. I hope your weather is not as cold as ours is here. Although that seems pretty impossible that you guys are warmer up there. I will bet it is beautiful where you live this time of year. I hope you are getting out to some Fall festivals and finding a way to enjoy the Fall season. I hope your memories make you smile. I know. Not quite yet. I know the tears are still pretty fresh most days. I am still here and checking Conor's page. Wondering how Conor's mom and little brother and his dad are doing, or what you have been working through each week or month. Because reading the pages of these journals helps me in so many ways. Conor's life made a difference to my life.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Saturday, October 16, 2004 7:28 PM CDT

Hi Kristy,
I love that picture of Connor. I want u to know from the very bottom of my heart, that just because Connor is not with us on earth, he is in our hearts and will always be with us in spirit. Connor will never be forgotten. Who could forget that face.
((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 2:44 PM CDT

Hi Everyone,I got home in time to see Kristy and Aidan before they went back to Alberta.Conor ,I sure miss you also but you already know that . There isn't a day you don't come in to my mind .Love you all .xxx,ooo
Don Pacholka , Dad,POP <d_pacholka@hotmail.com>
St.John's, NL CANADA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 1:48 PM CDT

HI Kristy. Just checking in to let you know I'm thinking of you. I love you all.
Diane <dkatiesnan@aol.com>
St. John's, NL canada - Friday, October 15, 2004 5:19 PM CDT

Dear Ford Family:
Wanted to be first in line to wish you a HAPPY HALLOWEEN
Charlene & Graham
& BECKY BUNNY
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Friday, October 15, 2004 4:32 PM CDT

Thinking of you always Conor and missing you.I might not be here on Monday so Happy Birthday Conor.I know you will be in spirit with your mom on this special day.I love you Conor.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, October 15, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

Kristy, I hope that you are doing alright. I am thinking about you, and your Conor.
Becky - Angel Kaelan's mom <burbec@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Just popping in to say hey. I was looking through some email stationary today, and one of the paintings looked just like Conor! What a beautiful picture it was. :o)
Always thinking of you,
Marcia and the gang, BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 9:58 PM CDT

Hi Sweet Little Boy,Missing you so much.I'll Love You Forever.
Nana <conaid@magma.ca>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 4:14 PM CDT

Hi Kristy,

Just stoped by to say Hi!

Carolyn www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni
Carolyn <abknsmom@telus.net>
Grande Prairie, - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 11:20 PM CDT

Hey Conor, I noticed that they were fixing up the water tower! I can't wait to see what it looks like when it's done. Maybe it will have your name on it... That would be really cool!
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
beaumont, - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 4:09 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys today!
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

Hi Conor,
We all love you and miss you, sweet boy.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Wilson, Barbara, Missy, Tigsy, Lacy, Casey and Dickens the little Doggie
Wilson Russell <wilsonrussell@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 2:22 PM CDT

Hope you all had a good Thanksgiving.Thinking of you always.Conor I will be sending you some balloons up for you on your Birthday.We all miss you alot.Tristan was watching tv the other day and there was angel and out of the blue he said Mommy that's Conor.I was amazed he only met you when he was a baby but he knows who you are and always will..You will never be forgotten ever.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 3:31 AM CDT

Conor,
I hope the turkey up in Heaven is the most yummiest, and moistest ever and you are chowing down:) We are so thankful to have 'known' you, and we are thankful for your precious little brother Aidan, Mommy and Daddy, as well as all our family and friends...and many other things, too numerous to list here!
Love and miss you,
Tracey and clan xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@Shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 0:10 AM CDT

conor,
hey buddi! Me and Cassie went and played with Aiden alot this weekend. He's alot like u! He loves playing hide and seek with us just like u did. He loves his trains and when me and Cassie put thema way he dumps them all over again! He also loves to play in dirt and chase Cassie's cats just like u did! Whenever i look at him i miss you more and more! I alwayz say connor not aiden when i talk abotu him to Cassie! Anywayz i better go I'm goin to my grandmas for thankgiving!
Happy thankgiving Connor
Love
Taryn
Taryn Irwin <lil_brit_chik@hotmail.com>
Camrose, AB Canada - Monday, October 11, 2004 5:49 PM CDT

Happy Thanksgiving, Ford Family!

I am truly thankful for having you and your beautiful angel in my life.

Love,
Nancy Beauchemin
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, October 11, 2004 2:06 PM CDT

Happy Thanks Giving guys! Thinking of ya all
The Parnell's <gparnell@telus.net>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 5:15 PM CDT

Happy Thanksgiving to the Ford Family, May you share a special weekend with your family and with the beautiful, special Angel who is always with you.
Trina De Luca <phildeluca@shaw.ca>
Sherwood Park, AB - Sunday, October 10, 2004 0:15 AM CDT

Hey Kristy and Darren,

Despite all the tearful happenings of this year, we hope that this weekend you are able to find things to be thankful for and that those things are able to bring you some comfort and maybe even some smiles. We know that we're thankful to have been able to learn about your amazing son.

Bless,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:28 PM CDT

thinking of you during this holiday
abbie �♥Angel Mitchell♥� <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
truro, ns canada - Saturday, October 9, 2004 2:41 PM CDT

It's been a while since I visited Conor's site but I just wanted you to know that there is NEVER a time I hear a Bon Jovi song that I don't immediately think of Conor Ford! Maybe it's his little nudge to make me log on and say a little hello to his family! I will be thinking about him even more as his birthday approaches. It'll be hard for you but I'm sure Conor will find a way to let you know he's still here with you and helping you get through the day. Thoughts and prayers from Connecticut.
Lisa Post <LMPOST@cox.net>
- Saturday, October 9, 2004 2:26 PM CDT

Just a short hello from me,

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, October 9, 2004 8:35 AM CDT

Hope you have a good Thanksgiving!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, October 8, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

CONOR: Another very common Irish name found in most families. It comes from the word for 'high-will' or 'desire'. The name is also famous for its connection to Conor McNeasa, a prominent figure in Irish history
Pop Ford
Dartmouth, NS - Friday, October 8, 2004 10:53 AM CDT

Hey there guys
Kristy, it's really cool that you posted that wish-list because I broke almost ALL of those "rules". I'm ALWAYS afraid to go back to the pages of kids who earned their wings. I never know what to say and always afraid to "reopen the wound". Now I know what to do :-).

I just want you to know I always remember Conor... btw, is there a story behind only ONE "n" in his name? You wanted a "special" name? Or skipped too many English classes at school? :-D

I'm glad you guys are alright (are you?).
Stay cool
Leo & Lenka <goomba4ever@km.ru>
Irkutsk, Russia - Friday, October 8, 2004 9:02 AM CDT

Hi guys just checking in to say hello to you all. Have been thinking about you! Bianca has worn Conors pin to school several times and the class has discussed him! Prayers have been said in his honour. Love you all!
Shellie, Bianca and Elliott Hickey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <riesenhaftdanes@optusnet.com.au>
Beaudesert, Australia - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

Hi friend! Need some help from you - I was sort of hoping you could look after my little friend Emil - he turned one in the end of August, and in mid Sept. he got diagnosed with leukemia - a way better one than your's, but you see his parents doesn't know you - and they won't listen to me when I say he's going to beat this like nothing. What would I know?! But both you and I (and all Oct99:ers with familes) know much more about life than people believe we do.

BTW did you enjoy my birthday party?? I know you were here cecking it out!!!

A lot of hugs and kisses from me!

And if I were you ...... I would look for ballons Oct 18...
Lovisa <carola@pite.dyndns.org>
�jebyn, Sweden - Thursday, October 7, 2004 5:28 AM CDT

Just stopped by to see how things were.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:48 PM CDT

Dear Ford Family: Just had to stop by & wish you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING
Charlene & Graham
BEARS WHO CARE

- <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 9:54 PM CDT

Happy Thanksgiving, Ford Family!!
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:52 PM CDT

hello :) just thinking of you guys and came in here to say hello. It is a very windy day here today Conor - we have thunder and lightening..... very very frightening ;) I actually love days like this - except I keep worrying that the umberella sitting in the table out in the back garden will take off and we'll never see it again! That would be funny wouldn't it :)
Thinking of you sweet boy. More than ever this month. Thinking of your mummy and daddy and cute little brother too. Hope you're all doing OK.
Ali <aligreen@optusnet.com.au>
Melb, Australia - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:35 PM CDT

Hi Buddy
miss you love you so much. Aiden is getting to be alot like you. We'll got to go love you buddy.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
cassie <baby_blue948@hotmail.com>
wet, ab canada - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:35 PM CDT

Guess What Conor! Brooklyn really loves to play with Aidan. She told me after he and your mommy left, she really likes to play with him because he reminds her of you! She was so excited to get a new Conor button as we lost one of our 5... She brought it to school with her one day to wear on the Terry Fox Walk. But she didn't bring it home??? You hiding at her school??? We miss you so much! Your special day is comming up!!
Gina <gparnell@telus.net>
beaumont, - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 4:38 PM CDT

Hi Kristy,

Just thinking of you. Are you home now? I hope you are well.

Take Care
Carolyn www.caringbridge.org/canada/britni
Carolyn Allen <abknsmom@telus.net>
- Monday, October 4, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys tonight...we love you!

Nan & Pop
Dartmouth, NS - Monday, October 4, 2004 9:22 PM CDT

HI Kristy,
Just want you to know that I'm thinking of you all always.Those are nice pictures of the climb.Wish I could of climbed with you.Well take care and talk to youi soon.Great Job with the climb Adain.Conor I miss you and I'm thinking of you always.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, October 4, 2004 2:00 AM CDT

I finally got a chance to check out the pictures of the climb. Looks like a great time was had by all. Thanks for sharing them with us!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:37 PM CDT

Hope your week is going well.
Charlene & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE

sorry about last note!! I guess I need sleep ;o)
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- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 9:30 PM CDT

img src=http://www.wtv-zone.com/coplove/Cute/Cards/assure.jpg>

Hope your week is going well.
Charlene & BECKY
BEARS WHO CARE

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- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

To Connor Ford's Family,

I just wanted u to know that just because Connor is not with us any longer that we don't think about him. Connor and the entire family will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Care
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

Well, the leukemia walk we went on Sunday went well. There were a little less than 1000 people there...a good turnout. A lot of my family that doesn't normally get together got together for this. I talked to a woman at the Leukemia Society and she told me that they raised $48,000. Not bad! Claudia did pretty good...she made it a good 3/4 of the way, then we had to take a shortcut back to the starting point. We brought our balloons home and she sent one to Conor Monday afternoon. It was a very clear day and the balloon was bright red, so we were able to watch it for quite a long time before it vanished. There were kisses for Conor on the balloon. I'm sure it got to where it was supposed to be going. :-)

Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 2:18 PM CDT

love you baby
mom
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 2:18 AM CDT

Hey family Ford,

I was at clinic with Julianna today, and overheard that our Child Life clown Hubert was being shadowed by a woman from Alberta. When she wasn't busy, I went over and asked which hospital she was from. She said that she was a Child Life specialist in Calgary. So of course I asked her if she ever met your Conor and she said that indeed she had! To make sure we were talking about the same Conor, I told her that Conor had a rule that you didn't put stuff on his bed...yup, same cutie! She said that she used to give Conor foot massages. I'm thinking that if she has the technique down, why not massage my aching feet right there. Alas, I chickened out and didn't ask.

This world just keeps getting smaller and smaller, eh?

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 1:10 PM CDT

Hi Kristy and Aidan,
We showed your photo at the Signal Hill walk to Dickens the little Doggie and he got very excited and wagged his tail.
He can't wait to see Aidan in person and roll around on the floor with him and lick his nose and make him giggle.
xoxoxoxo and woofs from
Wilson, Barbara, Missy, Tigsy, Lacey, Casey and Dickens the little Doggie
Wilson Russell <wilsonrussell@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, September 27, 2004 3:27 PM CDT

Welcome home! Glad things went well on the walk/climb. Thanks for the link to the pictures.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, September 26, 2004 10:22 PM CDT

Just leaving a note to say hello and that I was thinking of Conor today.

Glad you did the climb and that it went well.
Take care.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Sunday, September 26, 2004 8:19 PM CDT

hi there
we are going to come and see you today i am going to bring my friend hope aidan likes her. welcome home
katie maygard <katrinemaygard@msn.com>
wetaskiwin, ab canada - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

Hello..How's NF?? Sounds like the climb went well. I spotted you guys in the pictures....yellow rain jackets huh? :) Im glad you got to do it!
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Friday, September 24, 2004 10:56 PM CDT

Hi Guy's!
Hope your having a great time! I can't wait to hear about it and see all your pictures! I hope the climb went good for ya, Did you have to carry Aidan???

Gina <parnell@telus.net>
beaumont, - Thursday, September 23, 2004 9:52 AM CDT

Kristy, hope the climb went well!!!

Wanted to let you know that I have a page up in Conor's Memory raising funds for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society.

http://www.active.com/donations/fundraise_public.cfm?key=SSuire

We'll be out walking in the Light the Night walk Sunday evening. Hopefully we can raise some funds to help find a cure. Of course, we'll be carrying you guys close to our hearts Sunday.

Love you all!

Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 12:04 AM CDT

HI I hope the climb went well. You guys were in my thoughts. I cannot wait to hear. Take care.
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

Hi Kristy and family,
Just wanted to say how very, very sorry I am for your sad loss. Your little boy seemed so brave and his baby brother is a credit to you. Our 22 week old son was diagonosed with jmml 11 weeks ago, I now see what a terrifying battle he has ahead of him but must remain positive and strong.
My thoughts are with you xx
Lorraine Knight
Portsmouth, england - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:29 AM CDT

Hey Sweet Adain,
I'm sure glad your having lots of fun.The Ocean is beautiful isn't it.And don't forget little buddy that Conor will be with you all forever.Kristy I will be thinking of you During the climb today.Conor will be there beside you chugging along like Thomas.Thinking of you always Conor.Miss you lots.
Brenda <smokinbee@canoemail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:10 AM CDT

Hi Everyone! This time last year Krystal came with me and we did a tour of the Railway Museum and walked up Signal Hill along with so many others of Realtime Cancer.We couldn't do much to relieve the suffering of those who were ill but we tried to show we cared and they would never be alone.
Don Pacholka ( Kristy's Dad) <d_pacholka@hotmail.com>
Cypress "visiting", ca usa - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Hey Kristy,

Good luck with the climb! (Anything with the word "climb" is pretty ambitious for me). As long as that Pay Pal thing worked, our pledge is in.

Take care,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, September 18, 2004 1:14 AM CDT

hi......
sounds like NF was what you needed right now. good luck with the climb. i don't have a credit card to contribute but i'm trying my best to find someone that can do it for me. if i can't i am sorry. i'll still be thinking of you and conor that day. in my thoughts and prayers always. take care.
Kim Briere <berri_blu@hotmail.com>
Thunder Bay, ON Canada - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:54 PM CDT

Kristy, I wish I could contribute to the Climb...know that I'll be there in spirit with you guys. We've kind of reached our donation max right now though because we are doing the Light Up The Night walk for the Leukemia/Lymphoma Society here in Baton Rouge next weekend. My uncle is still fighting AML...he's in the hospital right now actually. Just finished up what is supposed to be his last round of chemo for now. He's sort of in remission (if you can be sort of in remission), but his docs have told him that they really do expect it to come back. He's gotten into the "how much time have I got so I can sit back and enjoy it" frame of mind now. They've told him 1.5 to 2 years. We're all hoping and praying that SOMEONE will figure out SOMETHING better to fight this monster before that time comes. So all the walks and climbs...makes me feel like people are really doing something. I'm glad I can be a part of it.

Give Aidan a smooch from way down here in South Louisiana.
Stacey Suire <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

Kristy and Aidan,
Have a great climb! I'm sure if you get a bit tired, Conor will give you a little butt shove...:0)
Hugs,
Tracey xoxoBWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:31 PM CDT

Wow Aidan!! sounds like a great time in NF!! Fish n chips huh? Eat some for me too. :) Tell your mommy I said Hi! Have fun Aidan and remember your big brother is always in your heart.
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 11:21 PM CDT

Hi Kristy,
Popping in to say Hi, hope all is well and you, Aidan and Darren are all enjoying the nice fall weather and the colors of the trees turning. Think of Conor often. Take care,
Tracey xo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 5:47 PM CDT

wow Aidan sounds like you are having lots of fun ! Have a great time today.... I am sure your big brother is there right beside you ....
Heather <htapper@shaw.ca>
Calgary, AB - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

hi conor! mommy and i saw the ocean, and I jumped in it! it wasn't as warm as the one in bermuda though. I like newfoundland, and mommy is showing me all the cool places she used to walk with you. we saw some pretty big boats the other day too! Its fun to walk out the door and see the ocean and boats lots of hills! Mommy took me to the park by the ocean and I was going so high I though I was going to fly off into the ocean! Mommy said you had been there too. I am meeting lots of new friends, and everyone is so nice to me. Most everyone crys at some point though! Mommy misses you lots and I do too. I sure wish you were here with us. We'd have so much fun. well billy I got to go, mommy is taking me for fish and chips tonight. she's talked about if for months and I can't wait to see what all the fuss is about! I am enjoying lots of yummy fries, real fries. with gravy...yummmmm.
miss you and love you billy
aidan (with help from mommy)
St John`s , NL canada - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 1:37 PM CDT

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son Conor. May his memories live forever in your hearts. May you find peace and comfort in knowing that your sweet angel smiles over you each and every day from heaven. I'm sure he makes Heaven an even heavenly place!
Amy Miller <jm0478@sccoast.net>
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 5:47 PM CDT

Kristy,

I hope you are enjoying your vacation and relaxing, although it will bring back many memories, IM sure they will all be wonderful ones. Conor is there with you too!!
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:14 PM CDT

Was just thinking about you today Kristy- Know that I do often sometimes several times a day. Give Adian a kiss for us.

Jen and Austen <jenycat74@sbcglobal.net>
Atoka, OK - Monday, September 13, 2004 11:48 AM CDT

Just stopping to let you know we are thinking and praying for Conor tonight. Sweet Dreams Conor!!
Tracy Eckhardt (BWC) and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Sunday, September 12, 2004 10:35 PM CDT

Remembering You Is Easy,We Do It Every Day,Losing You Is the HEARTACHE ,That Never Goes Away.Hi baby I read this in the paper,A mother wrote in memory of her son she lost on 9,11.I thought of you and how appropriate these words are.Miss you,I'll Love You Forever.nana
nana <conaid@magma.ca>
ottawa on, ca - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

I am excited for you about the music thing! Nice touch.

Here's hoping something wonderful happens to you or for you on your sons birthday. That way you will know he's with you still. I hope, too, that he visits you in your dreams and gives you the kind of hug you wake up still feeling.

I am really trying not to be too sappy here. But I just typed things that came to mind that I would like to wish for you on that special day.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

Just popping by with a
Charlene
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:09 PM CDT

Just popping in to say hello. I "won" a "vacation" from Rainbow vacuum (that always looks like it's spelled wrong) cleaners last week. Turns out it's a two night hotel vaucher. But Calgary is on the list. Maybe sometime next year I can jump a flight up to see you...drink some margaritas...listen to some Bon Jovi...and have a good cry. That would make having the Rainbow man show me how truly bad a housekeeper I am almost worth it. :-) I mentioned it in passing to Chad earlier this week and he didn't say no, so maybe that's a yes. Not that I need a yes to do what I want anyway. :-)

Anyway...just wanted you to know I'm still here.
Stacey <stacey@nbta.com>
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 3:19 PM CDT

HI Kristy,
Just stopped by to say hello. You guys are in my mind as usual. I copied the poem about a grieving parent wish list and gave it to another CaringBridge Mom. I hope you dont mind I let her know it is from you site. Also thank you for the music I find myself coming and turning it on and just listening. Hope you are well. Take care!
Liz <jinx.kihlstrom@verizon.net>
Kirkland, Wa USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

Hi Kristy,

Long time since I have wrote or called you. I come in everyday and read your entry and look at Conor. Every picture of him he looks happy, Kristy you are a wonderful mother there is no doubt about that. I think about you guys all the time. Take care of yourself and I will try calling again soon.

Love,

Wendy Barbour( Hanlon)
Wendy <wendy.barbour@nf.sympatico.ca>
Wabush, NL - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:46 AM CDT

Glad to hear things are going well in your honoring Conor's birthday. So many kids will benefit from your kindness!!
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:39 AM CDT

Sometimes it's hard for me to read your entries because they capture my thoughts so well! Your 9/4 entry was like that for me. All the mixed feelings about going back to the hospital... Thank you for sharing it so well.

Rachel <jimandrach@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:26 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing such a important part of yourself w/ us
Lyn <tlynda@praize.com>
Dickson, TN usa - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

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