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Always thinking of you,

Alisa

With Much Love

Hi Leslie,

Had to drop off another hippie picture
for you. Hope things are ok....



Alisa

Hi Leslie,

Just thinking of you like I do everyday...even though I don't sign every day. The kids are getting excited for Halloween and trick or treat.

Hope to talk to you soon,



Alisa

Hey Leslie...

Just thinking of you.

Alisa

Hi!!

Just thinking of you.



Alisa

Just thinking of you!!

Leslie,

Check out the volvo dealership near you......hopefully they are doing the pediatric cancer fundraisers up North.

Off to sell lemonade...


Alisa

Never a dull moment, huh??

Glad to hear you were laughing..........and smiling!!!! Glad to hear the butterflies paid you a visit too!!!

Keep smiling!!



Alisa

Hey Les,

Just thinking about you.



Alisa

Happy, Happy Birthday!!!



The Ross Family

The Ross Family
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 2, 2005 11:38 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope this weekend goes good for you. Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Friday, September 2, 2005 6:44 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie Thinking of you and glad you seem to be getting stronger. Hope the rest of the family are well and pleased the car is fixed.

Love and hugs from all of us here.
XXX
Margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Friday, September 2, 2005 6:33 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Imagine our dear Chris and angel six months already!
Glad the car passed, ours did too after Kenny did a bit of work on it, so that's it for another year.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Thursday, September 1, 2005 6:13 PM CDT

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Leslie
just wondering how you are
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 31, 2005 7:28 PM CDT

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thinking of you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 4:06 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Just popping in to see how you are doing. Just got back from a holiday in Asia. Keep smiling as best you can.
Still thinking of you. Love Fiona

Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 2:37 PM CDT

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That was a stupid offer they made on your house. I could see them asking you to go down 7,000 but not 70,000. Did they think you had idiot written on your forehead.
Hope the car will pass all the tests.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 10:29 PM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
How are you? thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 4:01 PM CDT

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Leslie,
Just checking in on you and hoping you are doing okay.
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 1:16 PM CDT

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thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland,Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Monday, August 29, 2005 6:17 PM CDT

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Just checking in Leslie and hoping you are ok. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, August 28, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

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I'm surprised that that agent
was even allowed to submit
an offer that low. It doesn't
speak too highly of his/her
agency.
thinking of you with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 27, 2005 1:03 PM CDT

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Leslie,

My hearts breaks when I read your entries. I'm usually not an emotional person...kind of a "toughness" thing. But your pain sears even me, and brings tears to my eyes, finally. Somehow, some way, even among all the pain, I have faith you'll keep on. Chris loved you a lot and he'd hurt to see you like this. Just keep taking it one day at a time. So many of us are thinking of you still...
Lauren Gamache <lauren.gamache@gmail.com>
Surrey, B.C. Canada - Saturday, August 27, 2005 3:59 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Hope the weekend is ok for you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, August 26, 2005 3:30 PM CDT

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Night Leslie.
I've got all four kids tomorrow, so I'm trying to get to bed early, that's a laugh, it's already 11.30pm. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Thursday, August 25, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Some people want something for nothing eh? what a cheek, as you said, that offer was insulting. Our car failed it's MOT too, so Kenny has to work on it this weekend sometime, the back break isn't working as it should, and something to do with the indicator light and another light. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 4:46 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Just dropping by to let you know that I'm still thinking of you and look in on you from time to time even if I dont always sign the guest book.Hope you see loads more butterflies.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 3:35 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Just thinking of you today. I had the most beautiful butterfly in my yard this morning. Hope you are still seeing lots of them around your place.

Alisa
Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 24, 2005 2:18 PM CDT

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Thinking of you & praying you have a peaceful day. Even a peaceful 1/2 day or a peaceful hour would be nice. Please, Leslie, keep fighting your way thru this. Your life has been so enriched with having Christopher in your life but parting is such sweet sorrow. I care!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
Little Canada, MN - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

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Leslie
so sorry you are feeling so lost!
prayers and love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 23, 2005 8:53 PM CDT

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Thinking of you leslie, love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 6:08 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I'm sorry you're having such a horrible time. I'll listen if you want to talk.



Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 23, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

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Hoping today was a bit easier for you Leslie. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Monday, August 22, 2005 6:13 PM CDT

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Hey g/f,
Can't stop thinking about you...Had a dream about all 4 of us the other night waiting for our Indian food across HSC!
Can't believe he's gone... Laura & I were talking about that when she came to keep me company for J-Man's biopsy.
I'm so angry at all of this...so unfair, so cruel...WHY???
Out of the 6 of us HSC rat pack moms, me & Cathy are the only ones left with our kids...and only God knows for how long. 9 days later, we still don't have pathology...
I really just wanted to come by and tell you that you are very much on my mind, daily. It's so much different when they are teenagers and you've had 16 or 19 yrs to get to know and love them. We need a cure.

Great big hugs to you,
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, Ontario Canada - Monday, August 22, 2005 6:45 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
It does break your heart every time we lose another c/b child, but as you said, you KNOW how it feels and maybe you can help some of the newer parents going through what you have. Remember Leslie, that through c/b, we came to know Chris, and many of us will never forget him, no matter what, he'll always be a part of our lives, someone we can look up to for being so brave, when we talk about heaven to Callum and Ruaraidh, they know right away that's where Chris is. I guess time isn't the great healer that people make out, it's so hard for you Leslie, I pray for peace and comfort for you. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, August 21, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I don't know what to say. You have been through so much and I can't even begin to imagine the emptiness you must be feeling. I know from reading the guestbook that there are a lot of people out there who care very much for you and want to help you deal with your loss. Chris was the bravest kid I ever met and he will never be forgotten. I know that you were turned off by the support group when you originally contacted them but maybe now would be a good time to give them a second chance. You have helped so many other people who are going through the battle and I know that there is someone out there that can repay you by helping you deal with your loss. You know only too well that people who have been through this themselves are the best ones to help.

Take care of yourself.
Hugs
Wendy
Wendy <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, ON - Sunday, August 21, 2005 9:43 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
What can I say? I feel so sorry for you, life must be terrible without Christopher. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.rg/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Saturday, August 20, 2005 6:42 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Sorry to read that you are having such a hard time, but I know how it feels. Maybe it was easier for me because I still had other "young" ones around to keep me busy whereas your kids are all older and doing things on their own. Remember, if you ever need anything, you know where to find me. The Rat Pack is always here for you! We are moving on Thursday, August 25th. I know that it will be hard for me leaving the house where we lived with Mitchell and all of the very few memories that we had with him here. But, it is time to move on! We are moving back to the other side of Bowmanville where the girls go to school and they will be able to walk themselves and visit their friends after school. They have absolutely no friends where we live now. So, life is very kaotic, living out of boxes for another four days. Then, I suppose, we begin a new chapter in our lives! Take Care!
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Saturday, August 20, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

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Goodnight Leslie
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Friday, August 19, 2005 5:11 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Miss talking to you. Hope this week might be a little better. Devin just had his next to last chemo treatment on Tuesday........can you believe its less than a month until we're DONE with this chemo?? Thanks for all of your help along the way.



Alisa

Hippie bus kid <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 18, 2005 10:38 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
My grandson Callum told me today that he wanted to send Christopher and Chris some balloons, I told him we would soon, I also told him that their mammy's miss their kids very much, he said "I know, they're in heaven now", I said "yes they are, but you know their mammy's would much rather that they were still here with them"
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Thursday, August 18, 2005 3:47 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
My Goddaughter got married on Saturday
right after most of the electricity in St. Louis
went poof! She had a candlelight wedding and
reception and brunch the next day. It was still quite
lovely. I was in the dark for 65 hours...until yesterday
morning. No big deal though for me. just had to replace
food.
thinking of you you with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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So sorry to hear that you had such a rough day. I can only imagine what pain you are going through.
That is wonderful that you have a new car. I always hated it when we only had one car.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 11:32 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie, I haven't signed in in a long time but I check on you often. Sending you lots of hugs,
Brenda B
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005 7:22 AM CDT

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Goodnight Leslie.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 4:57 PM CDT

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interesting
davie stebbing <daviestebbing2@hotmail.com>
bonnyrigg, scotland - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 6:19 AM CDT

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Leslie,

I"d love to talk again if you feel like it. MIss hearing from you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Glad you've got some transportation now.......does that mean I should get the guest room ready for your arrival??? Hope so.

Alisa

Hippie bus kid <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 15, 2005 10:06 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Last week I was back in Germany on the wee island where I had let of the balloons for Chris' birthday, it was on thursday the day of the celebration of life for our other dear Chris, I didn't know it was being held that day, so when Trudi told me it gave me the feeling, that was where I was meant to be that day, I'll always think of that place as the island of the two precious Chris'. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Monday, August 15, 2005 5:27 PM CDT

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Just stopping in to say hello. I'm so happy to read you got new to you wheels! Always thinking of you and Christopher!
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

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Holding your family very close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 12:17 AM CDT

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Leslie
thinking of you.
glad you got new wheels.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 13, 2005 1:30 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie - You don't know me but I've come to your site via our friend's daughter's site (Angle Cassie). I've dropped into this site a few times to see how you are doing and you should keep it going for as long as you can. I totally believe the butterflies are signs from Chris. I read your past entries and if you can, maybe you could try Bereaved Families again. I know you had a bad experience but I know Cassie's mom was also told to wait 3 months. Seens strange to me but they are the ones with the experience. I've read in another site a couple was going to a group and they really found it helped. My heart aches for you and all other parents who have lost a child I seemly can't imagine what it's like. I've also visited your friend Chris's son Jessy's site and I can't believe what she is going through right now. Life is sooooo unfair. Good luck in selling your house. I'm sure it will be very hard to leave it.
Christine <morrowbc@sympatico.ca>
Owen Sound, - Friday, August 12, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

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Having been through this battle I am still here. I feel for your loss and wish that there was really something I could say that would make things better. There are not. I hope the medical world will learn more in the future to help those like your son. God bless you.
Richard Greenlee <rdgreen@EV1.Net>
Houston, Tx USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

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Hey,

Just thinking of you and Mr. Christopher,

Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 9, 2005 3:32 PM CDT

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I found the web page for your very brave son from Travis Lind's page. I read many of your journal entries and my heart breaks for all of you. No child or parent should ever have to go through what you and your family have had to endure. I question so many things now. I have a seventeen year old daughter who has been having intensive chemotherapy since diagnosis 10/12/04. She has high risk ALL. I will pray that you find peace and strength.
Marcia Westcott
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

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So glad to hear that you had a nice get away.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 3:29 AM CDT

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Never heard a loon.
Probably have never seen one either.
glad you had a relaxing getaway with loons and frogs.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 8, 2005 3:19 PM CDT

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Just wanted to remind you that I think of you often & pray for you daily. I hope that you are managing O.K. ie: surviving the journey. Peace & Prayers.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, August 6, 2005 6:15 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm going away for a week so I won't be able to drop in to say Hi. 'see' you when I get back. Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Friday, August 5, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

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Hi

Just thinking of you,

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

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Just checking in...
prayers and love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

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Sending love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Thursday, August 4, 2005 5:43 PM CDT

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Night Leslie, Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 6:34 PM CDT

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howdy
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Hope things are going well for you at the moment.

Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 6:19 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Love and prayers as usual from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

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Hi leslie
sending love up your way....
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 7:42 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope all is well with you. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Monday, August 1, 2005 6:41 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Hope you're feeling a bit refreshed after having some time away. Always thinking of you,

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 31, 2005 7:43 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Just popping in to say "goodnight" and send love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Sunday, July 31, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Glad you and Ian are going to finally get your well deserved holiday. Have a good time and relax. Always thinking about you guys and am glad you have kept up the journal.

Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, On - Sunday, July 31, 2005 6:06 AM CDT

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Thinking of you Leslie.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Saturday, July 30, 2005 5:14 PM CDT

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Hope you had a wonderful get away. It is so good that you two have been able to find some time to get away.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Friday, July 29, 2005 10:23 PM CDT

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Night Leslie, love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Friday, July 29, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

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Hey g/f,
Hope you have a great time away @ the cottage with sweetie.
Boy you guys have earned it the hard way!
Thanks for coming by and cheering me up. You're the best!
Let me know when you get back and I'll come and visit.
Love ya tons and always thinking of you.

HUGS!
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, Ontario Canada - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:13 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Just dropping in to say "hi" and send love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Thursday, July 28, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

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What a great update.......

Hope things continue to go well for you guys...

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

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Hope you & your honey had a nice relaxing time together. You both needed that. New girlfriend in your household? What can I say . . . . . ? Hope you can continue taking small baby steps forward. Wishing you peace in your heart today.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:46 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm glad your feeling a bit stronger, I hope you and Ian have a really nice break together, relaxing and just enjoying each others company. I laughed at the thought of you all have your own mossy over there.
Love and prayers from Scotland. rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla

rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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Hope you have a wonderful get away Leslie.
Remembering Chris. Wishing you peace.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
Kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:43 PM CDT

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Leslie and Ian
have a lovely holiday!
mrs pam
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 6:18 AM CDT

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Thinking of you...

~The Tidds
Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 26, 2005 3:26 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I hope you are well, sending love and preayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 2:45 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Thinking about you and really wanting that "peaceful" garden so that I can sit and wait for the butterflies also.I do hope you are doing "well". This is difficult and we get through some how but we are never sure how. If you need to talk or get together I am a call away or I can meet you. Take care my friend.
Lots of Love and Prayers
Teresa(mommy to the greatest love of my life-Marcus-forever in my aching heart)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie

Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca>
Scarborough, On - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
Hope today was ok, love and prayers from scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Monday, July 25, 2005 6:31 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Just thinking of you,

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 9:12 AM CDT

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Goodnight Leslie
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Sunday, July 24, 2005 6:32 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Just thinking of you today and every day. I did get a call from the LLS and HOPEFULLY they will get things straightened out. Thanks for the support.



Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 24, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie - Just dropping in to say Hello and hoping you are all well. Love reading the messages from all you fabulous people out there. Feel I have got to know you all.

Love and Hugs xxxxx
Margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Saturday, July 23, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie.
I thought of you today when Kayla showed me a butterfly. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Saturday, July 23, 2005 5:54 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope today was ok, love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Friday, July 22, 2005 6:49 PM CDT

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HI Leslie! Yeah for doing nothing! Everyone needs to have days like those. I'm sitting here thinking about you, your family and Christopher. I hope you have a decent weekend! Big Hugs to you!
Tracy Eckhardt (Hug a Bug) and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, Canada - Friday, July 22, 2005 10:19 AM CDT

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Dearest Leslie,
You might never know it from the "nothing at all" you've heard from me, but I have thought,prayed, hoped for your well being, for Christopher to "be having his next stage of life in Heaven, Happy, Free," but to always let you know somehow he is with you.
I think we all know that hummingbird was an incredible proof that you were given (WOW!), that he is everywhere and right there.
Do you have in Canada, did I mention, the book, (is it?) Never Kiss Them Goodbye (I think) by Allison DuBois? She IS the real thing, sees, communicates w/ our loved ones who have passed. She titles the book that way because so many say or kiss Goodbye, but she is someone to whom our departed loved ones go and bring signs and messages, TALK. Please email me if you would like that book!
(She sees people to talk to them, as well, us folks still here on Earth, helps police, and there is a U.S. show, kind of dumb, "Medium," based on her..but I've "watched" enough in my 48 yrs. to see who's making $$, who is real. She is the most real I've ever seen. Her daughter got the gift as well.)
Well, I've gotten a dx, been at a FL Cancer Ctr., Moffitt, but am also on way to Indiana to the U.S. expert in my very rare tumor. You can see on the Board, but please don't bother your lovely garden existence..I just wanted to explain why I've been "gone."
Is there ANYTHING I can do? I've read "backwards," but probably not far enough to make up for two hospitalized periods, etc. Please, again, just email me, or have Julie do so..I'm not lizfink6 anymore, but you get my email here!
Leslie, I love and care about you, and Christopher, and all in your life. Please know that.
Take extra, very good care of yourself.

Elizabeth (Liz) Finkelstein <Bocaburton@aol.com>
FL - Friday, July 22, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

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Just thinking of you Leslie and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Thursday, July 21, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

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thinking of you today ;)
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

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Glad you were able to enjoy a peaceful, do nothing day enjoying God's beauty. We should all take you example & enjoy moments like that. Glad your's lasted a day. Think that was just what you needed. Know you have so many people thinking about you & praying for you. Just keep riding the waves, Leslie. And yes, there are plenty of us to dive & rescue you if you fall overboard. Visited my daughter in Chicago over the weekend. She is in an excellerated nursing program there. Just wanted you to know that there is a candle burning brightly in the chapel at Loyola College on the Lake in memory of Christopher & in support for you. Peace to you today, Leslie.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I just refilled my hummingbird feeder
this morning. But, I haven't seen any
this summer. Last year I had a lot.
I was told that I should put an extra teaspoon
of sugar in the mix in April when they are
scouting for good places to dine. Didn't work
this year. At least I have yellow goldfinches.
I love them!
thinking of you with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:40 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Thinking of you tonight and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 7:58 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Its always good to talk to you. When are you going to come and see me???????? We've got to get something set up, especially with Rosi coming to the US next spring.

Hope the car shopping goes well!!

Thinking of you!!

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:51 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie.
Glad you got to talk to Alisa, she's a good friend. the butterfly is wonderful. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 5:19 PM CDT

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Hi,
Just letting you know that I still look in on you from time to time even though I dont always sign the book.Thinking of you.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

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~~bananas please ~~~
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:17 AM CDT

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Always thinking of you Leslie...



Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 18, 2005 10:48 PM CDT

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Thinking of you tonight Lesley, with love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Monday, July 18, 2005 6:55 PM CDT

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Dear dear Leslie,

Not a day goes by that I don't think of my pal Chris. I often think of the times snow boarding was mentioned and my boogie boarding, two sports I think we had in common you know. I have often in these many past tough months thought of him and his courage it giving me the strength to go on. He is one of my angels. Each night when I say my nightly meditations he is among those many angels who have and continue to touch my life, I being grateful for them all :)

You dear friend, indeed all of the family, are always in my healing thoughts surrounded by hugs and love.....

Hugs n hugs,

Char :D
Char <Dezertduzt@aol.com>
San Rafael, CA USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 3:38 PM CDT

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Leslie,
I think that it is okay for you to cry. I don't think that you should feel like you are not coping well if you cry, crying is healthy. We think of you often down here in Suffolk VA. Hunter is doing well and I am serious when I say I have never in my life seen so many butterflies in VA. Hunter is a master at catching them and has a sudden infatuation with them. He asked me for a butterfly net the other night so I am fixing to find him one. We think of you all the time and love you dearly! Take care!
Amy Jean <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
How are things today? Thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Monday, July 18, 2005 4:02 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Christopher's name is, of course, included
on the side of the tire cover. I usually change
the cover each month, but this one will make
the rounds for many months, that's for sure!
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 17, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

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Leslie, Char and I were just wondering about you today. She is going through a tough round of chemo but she wanted to write you.
Yes, Leslie, Christopher was the bravest boy ever. And so is his Mum.
Hugs.
Gena
GA USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

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Goodnight Lesley.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Saturday, July 16, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Just back from our holiday in Cornwall. Had a great time. Pleased to see that you are keeping yourself busy. Getting up at 5am is no fun but atleast it makes you get up. Healing such a deep wound takes time and crying is good. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hahtornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Saturday, July 16, 2005 7:52 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I don't think you need to look for excuses to why you cry, I suppose every now and then you have just got to let it out.
I know how you felt about the London bombings, Trudi's husband's office is near where one of them went off, but by chance that morning he decided to come home early, which was just as well, because all the airports etc were closed for hours, so who knows when he'd have gotten home.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Friday, July 15, 2005 6:36 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
The Butterfly Garden sounds lovely, but of course, w/o the
old fruit!
I had a wonderful four days with Alisa, Gwen, Devin and
Kara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish I could meet my other cb friends, too.
love and continued prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 8:56 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I hope the donor reads about how you would like to contact her, but maybe, she's afraid, you never know, maybe she's worried that in some way she failed because Chris died, I don't know, these are only some of my thoughts on this, on the other hand, if you feel it would help you a lot, then you must try to find her, for your own peace of mind, I'm sure someone must be able to help you. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Thursday, July 14, 2005 6:21 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Always thinking of you. Hope that today is an easier day for you.

I'll call you when I get back to Utah.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 4:18 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
You are right, no mother should have to bury their child, and of course you were right again, Chris was such a brave fighter, he should never had died when he did. I'm sorry that your agony goes on and on, but I can only imagine that it will for a very long time, and even then, how can you ever get on without Chris, it was you and him for such a long time, what else can I say, I love you and think of you often and wish I lived nearer so I could be of more support to you. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:15 PM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
Thinking of you at this time.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 5:25 PM CDT

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I check in on you every morning...today with tears running down my face, my heart ache for you. Try to stay as strong as you have been. I'm sending a hug your way.
Kim
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

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Spending many hours on my bed (only air conditioned room in my sweltering home) with a torn ligament in my leg & just wanted to tell you that those hours are spend thinking and praying for both you & Christopher. I hope you are feeling them & are feeling stronger. Thought of you on Saturday with a smile breaking open the red wine on 12:01a.m.
Patty <Pattyvh151 @aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm just off to bed, it's 12.30 here, Kayla and Kyle will be arriving at 7.30am, so I better try and get some sleep so I'll be ready for them. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:28 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Monday, July 11, 2005 6:46 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I've been away on holiday, I come back and see that you've been having thoughts about stopping this page, Oh no you don't, there are too many people who love and care about you, for you to just drop out of our lives like that, I know it might sound selfish, but I really feel I know you and I love you, you and Chris have been a part of my life now for nearly two years, I know there are others who have 'known' you longer. Of course you must only write when you really feel like it, and say exactly what you feel, no use beating around the bush, if you feel sad and lonely at times, it's natural, tell us, maybe there's something we can do for you, I don't know, you tell us, I'm sure we'll all do our best to try to help in any way we can. While I was away last week, I was talking to Callum, my five year old grandson, Trudi's son, anyway we were talking about angels, and I said to him, "you know an angel don't you?" and he looked at me and said "who" I said, "don't you remember letting off balloons for his birthday" and he said "Oh yes, Chris, he's an angel, isn't he", so you see Leslie, Chris is and always will be a part of our lives, and keeping this page going is a trubute to him. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:01 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I'm sorry for not signing in more often. I find myself thinking of you and Christopher several times a day....I know you don't know that unless I tell you, so here I am!!! I often wonder how you are coping....I guess as well as can be expected. Cancer sucks...plain and simple!!! I'm sorry that Christopher had to endure so much, only to not get his earthly healing. It is so unfair.

Please, please, please keep this site open. When you feel like writing...write. We'll still keep you in our thoughts either way. I'm not so good at getting letters/cards in the mail to you so I'm going to try to get better at signing in here. I still use your journal as a point of reference when addressing issues in Devin's treatment. You have no idea how much you have helped just me.....not to mention the others that have found your site. Thanks for all you have done and continue to do. You and Christopher were and still are great inspirations to many people.

I hope we can talk again soon.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

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Leslie

I'm SO happy to hear you'll be keeping *Christopher's* site up and running. I'm also happy to know that you received such an out pouring of support. I knew you would -- you're such a wonderful woman and many, many people love you.

Hoping this weekend is a great one for you!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.om>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:05 AM CDT

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Leslie, I am so glad that you are back. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Cut yourself some slack. Tighten your seat belt. You are just beginning this bumpy journey. We are all here to catch you when you fall & drag your forward, yelling & screaming & kicking against us when you are unable to take baby steps forward on your own. We all care about you & I would hate to see you close the door on this support system. But like I said before, you must do what is best for you . . . no matter what any of us say. No right or wrong. Just what is best for you. God be with you on your journey & may you feel just a little moment of peace in your heart today.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:04 AM CDT

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Dear Leslie,
I am a stranger to you and your son, but at the same time, I have been following Chris's story for over a year plus (until he was given his wings). I am a 33 year old lymphoma survivor who was told I had very little time to live June 2004. Here we are 13 months later and I continue to fight for my life. I have laughed, cried, pondered and shared your daily experiences. Last February my husband and I went to Maui. With no access to the internet (duh-I was supposed to be content with the ocean and natural beauty), I found myself thinking of Chris a lot. I know it sounds crazy but on the day Chris decided to head to heaven, I cried and cried for him, all the time not knowing that he was actually gone. Upon returning home on March 6th, I headed straight to the computer to check on Chris and sure enough, my intuition was smack on. Leslie, I cried and cried, and to be honest, still cry once in a while. The truth is, I was grieving not only for Chris, but also for you and me and families and friends touched by this horrible disease. If I, a stranger to you grieved so much, I cannot fathom what you have experienced and continue to experience each second that passes. That said, if you benefit from writing this journal, then go on and write without editing what you feel. And if you are tired, which no doubt you must be, then give yourself a break. You have helped so many people for so many years by sharing your story candidly. You owe no one anything more. You owe yourself so much. My prayers are with you and your family. Be selfish. You deserve it.
Salima
Calgary, Canada - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:58 AM CDT

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Please keep this page!! I view this as often as I can. It makes me grateful to be hee today - although I only have minor health isues your story and the lov for your son keeps me inspired daily! I love this site.
nicole Doran <butterflygrl775@aol.com>
des moines, ia usa - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:38 PM CDT

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Leslie, I want you to do what is best for Leslie. I care very much about you & your well being. Of course, I want you to continue to journal - from the heart - whatever you need to vent. But if it ceases to be a comfort to you to empty your heart on the journal pages, then you must decide for yourself. Your journals are such an inspiration to all of us who read them & care about your. It also keeps Christopher's memory alive in those of us who care but never had an opportunity to meet him. You keep my life in perspective for me. I hear your pain & I am praying harder than ever for you. I know that you will never, never get over this huge loss, but with time and lots of prayers from others, hopefully, you will learn to live with it, and maybe even find some joy again. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Wishing you a moment of Peace today. Just a moment. And maybe, just maybe you will feel two moments of peace tomorrow.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 1:59 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Just wanted to say one more thing. It doesn't matter if you help one person or one hundred with your website entries you will help someone. That someone may even just be you but you need somewhere to vent your feelings. Keep going. If it works for you it works for everyone else. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 1:08 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
We all still care about you so if it works for you then keep writing about it. You journal does and will continue to help many people. Sorry for not leaving a guest entry recently. I have been a bit pre-occupied with Di Lindberg recently. She is not doing well at the moment. It has upset me alot. However she remains inspirational. Do you remember her? It is from her site that I found yours. Would have told you earlier but I did not want to add to your grief. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 11:32 AM CDT

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Leslie,
This journal should be a way for you to tell your feelings. Some people may not like what they read but they can close out the page and not read it. I think this is a way for you to let out your pain. Please continue.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 10:46 AM CDT

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Leslie,
This journal has become our way of checking in on you. I for one would be disappointed if you didn't continue. We want to know how you are doing and have come to expect you to tell it like it is. You have a very large audience of people from all around the world thinking and caring about you. Please keep it up and don't be afraid to tell us how you are really doing. Heck you are part of my morning routine and I hate changing my routine. Take care of yourself Leslie.
Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

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Leslie
It is Marcus' mom-Teresa. I am so sorry I have not been in touch more. You now what grief can do to you and mine is grabbing hold real hard these days. The best part about this journaling is that I can release some of this anger and hurt and people seem to "understand". I hope that you continue with Chris' page for yourself and for the people that have come to know and love you. I do not journal as much but it is good to "stay in touch". Thinking about you my friend. I will be doing LIGHT THE NIGHT in Oct 6/05-if you are interested let me know. I have formed a team called-"FRIENDS OF MARCUS-WALKING FOR THE CURE" Take care Leslie and the wine is always a welcome to me.
Teresa(mommy to the greatest love of my life-Marcus-forever in my aching heart)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie

Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca>
Scarborough, On - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:22 AM CDT

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Leslie,
I been reading your site since I was dx with lymphoma 2 years ago. Every day I checked to see how Chris was doing and now I check to see how you are doing. I think you are a remarkable Lady. Please keep us posted on how you are doing.
((((( hugs to you )))))
Take care

linda <lindav@strycowire.com>
Keswick, on - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

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I my name is Lorina and I am part of Caringbridge. I started to follow your sons story in January this was the same time we found out our precious daughter Cassie who was 16 had Leukemia and there was nothing they could do. We lost are daughter on May 6,2005 and I know how you feel. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her and cry the pain is sometimes to much to bear. Don't feel bad for drinking this is something I do to it get's me through the nights. Keep up your website I to was thinking whether I should stop mine but everyone said I should keep it up. It helps me get out my feelings. Cassie's website is www.caringbridge.org/canada/lorina please if you want check it out. Sorry it was so long but I felt I had to write I don't know you but some how we share a link.
Take care.
Lorina
Lorina Boucher <lorina_17@rogers.com>
OwenSound, On - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

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Morning Leslie,
You have been SO much on my mind...
No need to thank me for the boost, I meant every single word I said. And as I said before, I may not be there as far as having lost my child yet, but know where you are at. My nephew past away from Leukemia just a few months before Jessy's 1st relapse after 4 yrs in remission.
You have the right to be sad, angry, depressed, and even if surrounded with loved ones, alone at times too.
That's what mom's are made of, more than just a parent.
There is no time frame for grieving. We're all different and all handle it in our own way and the best we can.
I'm so proud of you and I'm glad our paths crossed, even if for all the wrong reasons.
Do what you need to do for you, and, one day at a time.

Luv & Hugs, always...
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 7:04 AM CDT

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Leslie,
I think that you should continue the journal. You and your family have a special place in my heart. I think that this website provides you with a unique type of support system from the caringbridge family. We all care about you so much and I think so often of how you are doing. If it is helpful to go to continue on this journal then please do so.
Funny story for you now.. Hunter caught a butterfly about three weeks ago and he named it Ennis.. he had that butterfly for about a week and he took it everywhere with us.. It sat proudly on our table in a tupperware container at Applebees while we had lunch one day. Ennis stayed alive much longer than any other butterfly that Hunter had caught and I couldn't help but think of Chris everytime I saw hime with it.. If I was crafty I would add a pic of him here with it but I will try to email it to you. My point is that you, Chris and your entire family are never far from our thoughts and I really felt like Chris came and spent some time with Hunter.... maybe he was his guardian angel for about a week..

You and your family have touched us Leslie and we love you all dearly!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 6:59 AM CDT

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Leslie

I've always enjoyed visiting *Christopher's* page and reading whatever it is you have to share with everyone. I would love to continue checking up on your family and to see how you're doing, but that's completely up to you. I don't think you should continue updating if it isn't something you want to do -- nobody can change the feelings you have. Just know that I think VERY highly of you and I wish you nothing but the absolute best. And if you should ever need to, you've got my e-mail address incase you want to get in touch with me.

Hoping this week is a wonderful one for you!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 5:48 AM CDT

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I have never signed but have visited before. I check every once in awhile just to see how you are doing.
Hmmm, let's see you want to know if you should keep your page open. I say yes, yes you should. Do you want reasons? I will give you a couple but it might be long. I'll try to keep it short.
First I must tell you that we lost our daughter on March 3rd this year to a Brain Tumor.
I think you should be honest in your journal, you should tell them just how you feel and the things that you think. WHY you may ask.
People out there think that we should just "move on", "Get over it", and now you can "start over". And you can't! In my opinion and we know what opinions are like. It is a release a means to tell everyone how you REALLY are not just the reaction answer of "I am ok, I guess"
Speak loud! Speak honest! Speak of how much hate childhood cancer and tell people how little is being done to fight it. Speak of Chris and tell us how much you love him yesterday, today and tomorrow. DO NOT LET THEM FOR GET HIM.
This is a horrible thing that we have to go through. Most people will never know what it is like and we would never wish it on them. There are too many as few as it may seem. Let the others know and ask them to help. Ask them to help you do something about childhood cancer.
Angel Melody’s Daddy
Rob Schleigh <rob@ourmelody.net>
Hemet, Ca - Monday, July 4, 2005 10:58 PM CDT

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Leslie

We all admire you here and appreciate the window you left open for us to look into. Leslie, move forward and don't look back. I won't speak for Chris but you knew him, what would he have you do?
I love your journal but it may be time to close it.
still praying for you and your family.
love
Tim
www.joeypage.com
Tim <appearances1@aol.com>
Chicagoland, - Monday, July 4, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

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Leslie
I hope you keep this journal.
It is the only way most of us can feel connected with you and Chris.
You don't need to feel pressure to write something.
Just do it when you feel like it.
And you don't have to read the questbook until you
feel like it.
No one expects you to say that everything is okay
because we know it is not. It is important that folks
hear your anguish as well as the good things
happening in your life.
Please know that we love you and the best way
to let you know how often we think of you is to keep this cb site.
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 4, 2005 5:52 PM CDT

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My dearest G/F,
I want to reach out and give you a great HUGE hug...
I may not be there YET, but totally understand where you're at.
It's more than OK to feel the way you are, it's more than COMPLETELY normal.
You are and always will be not just a GREAT mom, but a GREAT friend and human being. You are kind, caring, unselfish, compassionate, generous, thoughtfull, unjudgemental and most of all, have been able to retain your wonderfull sense of humour despite it all.
I can't stress this enough. I have great admiration for you and your strenght. You have NOTHING to feel shame or embarrasment about. You deal with it the best you can and always have and I want you to remember to always keep your chin up and be very proud of yourself girl. Believe me when I say that you're doing more than fine, even if you don't think so at times. May be selfish of me right now, but since you asked, I'd like very much for you to keep the page going if you feel YOU can do it.
You are one of a kind!

LOTS of Luv & Hugs, always...


Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Monday, July 4, 2005 4:33 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I am not sure if you even know me. My name is Erin I was friends with Gist. I still check on you and your journals almost everyday here at work. I like to see how you are doing. I'd like you to keep the webpage going. But do whatever is best for you!! Thanks for letting me and everyone know how are doing, it means more than you know.
Erin <cornacchiaE@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Monday, July 4, 2005 2:53 PM CDT

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Your son was one of a kind. You were a great Mom and still are. You are an inspiration to us all. I hope you will continue journaling.
thinking of you
- Monday, July 4, 2005 11:33 AM CDT

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Leslie,
I'm praying for you...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, July 3, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

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My name is Trish and my daughter, Samantha, is a year and a half into remission from cancer. I've been checking your sight every week for a long time, in the beginning checking to see how Chris was doing and now to see how you're doing. I came across this site through one of the others I check on, but I wanted to let you know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers and if nothing else I think you should keep this site open for you and help in your own healing.
trish <trishk3@prodigy.net>
- Sunday, July 3, 2005 8:27 AM CDT

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I check in on you quite often and it helps me to focus and reflect. I first met you and Chris at Sick Kids in TO almost 3 years ago when my son Owen was there for diagnosis of NHL. There is no doubt that Chris was a very special young man and Leslie is an inspiration to many of us. Big hugs and please do what is right and good for you.


Dawn Robichaud <dawnrobi@yahoo.ca>
Saint John, N.B. Canada - Sunday, July 3, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

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I have never signed your guestbook before but have been checking your website for the last six months(nightly)I prayed for Chris (still do) and I pray for you(and your other children)!!! Please don't stop writing!! If not for your journal I would have never known about Chris and the wonderful person he was (and is in heaven) Think of how many lives you touch through your journal postings!! I live in Georgia and through your journal feel like I know Chris and I feel what you are going through!!! I AM PRAYING FOR YOU!!!!
MUCH LOVE TO YOU!!!!!
Paige
Paige Chatham <epc00@aol.com>
Newnan, Ga USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 11:45 PM CDT

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Leslie, as you said, it's only been 4 months.You can't expect miracles concerning your feelings and "moving on"...whatever that means.It's still too fresh...sometimes very real and other times like a bad dream you just can't seem to wake yourself from.I believe and I'm sure others do as well, that you need this journal. You have to be able to get your feelings out and what better way to do it? So many people want to know how you're coping...they need to know.I don't think you realize how many people you help... people who have lost a child, people who might be losing a child or other family member and also those people who miss Chris too.We all care deeply about you, Fraser and Ian.Lenny too but he's far removed from it all and I'm sure that is helping him.Everyone who knew Chris is still feeling the loss and it's very helpful to know how you're feeling...to know you can get it out in this forum. Don't even think about stopping. Don't make me come over there and smack you.Just keep going.Do it for you, do it for us, just do it. Love ya, kiddo...Debbie P.S. now that my A/C is working again, the cookies will be on their way soon.
Debbie McDonald (Nichol) <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Saturday, July 2, 2005 5:38 PM CDT

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Leslie, I check on you often
Maggie Paulhus <mmpaulhus@rogers.com>
Newmarket, Ontario - Saturday, July 2, 2005 4:57 PM CDT

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Dear Leslie - Of course you must keep up your journal- so many people check in to see how things are going. I know you will be helping others to come to terms with their own problems. You know what they say " a problem shared is a problem halved" Grief doesn't just go away, it can take several years sometimes for the hurt to ease, and it does, but the memories are always there. You have been very strong but you must carry on for everyone but mostly for yourself. Chris will always be in your head and your heart.
Love Marg
Margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Saturday, July 2, 2005 3:08 PM CDT

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Leslie, i still make it a habit to check in here everyday, grief has no time limits....you said it yourself, everyone reacts differently, and others might feel a kinship with what you have portrayed in this journal. I for one feel, if you can, would like to see this journal continue, we care about you as well, Sandy, from NHL board.
Sandy
Toronto, Canada - Saturday, July 2, 2005 2:11 PM CDT

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I think you should definately continue with this Journal I think it helps other as well as you. I think in order for you to feel better and move on you need to be honest and the people who read this journal and write in it love and/or Care for you and Chris so I say be honest keep writing in it and start to feel better, Chris loves you and would want you to do whatever it takes to feel better.
thinking of you often
Ontario Canada - Saturday, July 2, 2005 12:51 AM CDT

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I think that you have every right to express how you are really feeling in the journal. If you don't feel comfortable doing so I understand, but if you do please don't quit the journal. Even though I don't know you personally, I still like to check in every day to see how you are doing. My child isn't sick so I don't know how painful it must be, but I am in school to be a pediatric oncology nurse and reading your entries has helped understand what the parents of other children who are suffering are feeling. If you don't feel that you can keep it up, I think we would all understand but thank you for keeping it this long.
Misty Tidmore <Eric4785@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 8:52 AM CDT

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Les,

Do what you feel you should do with the journal. I for one like to see how you are doing and this is the perfect way to keep in touch and check on you.

Take Care
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Saturday, July 2, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

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Concerning your July 1st entry--if YOU want to be totally honest than maybe you should be. I have been reading your journal and I know that it is a unique sharing. Just write what you want to write. It has been amazing being a passenger in this guestbook. Think about Chris all the time and always step in to read your comments.


Salli from NHL message board
Ottawa, Canada - Saturday, July 2, 2005 2:22 AM CDT

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Leslie,

I don't have the right words. Please know that I think of you daily.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 2, 2005 0:31 AM CDT

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I think about Chris often and the struggle he and you as his Mom went through. You are doing so well for what you have been through. Chris loves you and knows how much you miss him. Hang in there...
Terri <route66hello@aol.com>
Berlin, Ma - Friday, July 1, 2005 10:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I think Chris will know exactly how much you miss him.
I won't be able to look in for a week, but please know that I haven't forgotten you, you are always in my thoughts and prayers, love from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Friday, July 1, 2005 6:47 PM CDT

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Hello Leslie - Hope you are all O.K. Sending love from us all here in U.K. Vance has joined the army and Duncan is off to college in London in October. Nana is missing everyone.

Love Marg xxx
margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Friday, July 1, 2005 2:53 PM CDT

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Hoping the flowers on *Christopher's* site survive. I bet they're beautiful!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Friday, July 1, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

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Happy Cananda Day
Hi Leslie,
Hope you are as well as can be expected.
love and prayers from Scotland.

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Friday, July 1, 2005 3:58 AM CDT

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Leslie
That's nice to have a garden for Chris.
I planted flowers under the Preschool sign
which is next to the street, and quite
far away from the outdoor faucet, so every day
I take four gallons of water in my car, and
stop on the side of the road to water them.
They are doing great.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

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Sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 6:34 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
It's so hard to think that Chris has been gone so long already, no wonder your heart is heavy. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow , scotland - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 6:30 PM CDT

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Hey G/F...
Been thinking of you...woke up @ 5 am with the alarm, hadn't slept anyways so went for a long walk before the troops arise. When I got back, I was surprised that we all commented on today being the 28th...

Boy are we thinking of you guys...

Take good care and let us know how the "House For Sale" is coming along.

PS: Tanya is getting married on Friday!

Luv ya tons & many Hugs
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 4:16 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

We need to talk again. So much going on here.

Thinking of you,

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 1:25 PM CDT

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Leslie
So, how long is the longest street in the world?
Ladybugs and butterflies!!! Two signs from Chris?

A couple of years ago our May theme was Butterflies and Ladybugs. We were able to watch butterflies emerge from their chrysalises, but we weren't able to get our order of ladybugs until June. So, three days after school was over, we had a "class reunion" and the children came back and we had a Ladybug Tea Party and they were able to take jars of ladybugs home for their gardens. It was pretty neat!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 5:16 AM CDT

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You're in my thoughts Leslie
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, June 26, 2005 7:14 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Just thinking of you.

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 26, 2005 12:33 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you, love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, June 25, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Good to talk to you today. Hope you have a good weekend,

Alisa

Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

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I haven't posted in awhile....but still think about you always, I hope I never have to experince what you have been through. My daughter has been in remission for 10 months,(2nd time around) the thought of losing her is unbearable. You are a very strong person..reading your postings kept me going many times. THANK YOU!!


Kim <kim_welch@hsb.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 10:54 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, June 23, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

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good night Leslie, love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:28 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Just letting you know that I still drop in on you.Thinking of you.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie, Even though Chris is gone I still check in all the time to see how you are doing. Sorry you had such a tough day on Friday. You are an inspiration to us all, as was Chris. He was so lucky to have such a great Mom in his corner for this fight. I'm so glad that Fraser is fine - I'm sure Chris was watching out for him. Take care of yourself. Tracey
Tracey <purvistl@hotmail.com>
Victoria, BC Canada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:46 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
We call them ladybirds here, I don't know why, that's just what they are here. I have been to Yonge Street and it is pretty long. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:18 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I still think about you. Keep fighting. Chris wants to see you smile. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Monday, June 20, 2005 4:18 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie - Just sending love from us all here and hoping you are O.K. and Fraser has recovered from his accident.

Love & Hugs
Marg xxxxx
margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Monday, June 20, 2005 3:42 PM CDT

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Leslie,

I'm sorry you are hurting. It is so unfair. Thanks for the email. Its always a pleasure to hear from you. Thanks for taking the time to write.

Love you!

Alisa

Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

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Leslie,
I wish too I was as clever as Alisa and would have taken a pic of Chris's bag at our relay.. I suppose I need some technical support ;) So sorry you had such a hard day on Friday. We are thinking about you always.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:40 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Another hard day for you, another first without Chris.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, June 19, 2005 5:43 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Always thinking of you. We participated in the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life on Friday night....



Alisa
Devin's site <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

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Leslie
sending love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 19, 2005 6:57 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
thanks for continuing to keep Chris' page going, we would really miss you if you stopped. it doesn't matter that you don't feel like writing that often, we still want to drop in and let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, June 18, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

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Thank you for continuing to post. No, Leslie, you are not alone. I pray for you & your family daily & hope you can feel it & that it gives you strength to continue on to honor your beautiful son.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, June 18, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

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Hey Les and family, As I've said so many times before and will continue to say, I have no idea how you are feeling and the pain you must be in. I'm very often sad that you have lost so many people you cared about but at the same time, comforted somehow, knowing you are not alone in your feelings. You have such an amazing network of support from families who are going through the same thing and can be of comfort to you. You are an amazing friend and your family has always been like an extention of my own. Just know that I and other friends are here for you whenever you need us. We love you, kiddo and that will never change. We miss him too...every day. And don't think your journal is a bore. So many people rely on your entries to keep them up to date. Keep going...Debbie
Debbie (Nichol) McDonald <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:35 AM CDT

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I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you often. So sorry to hear you lost two more dear friends.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Saturday, June 18, 2005 5:23 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
What's the update on selling the house, is it sold yet? Thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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just wondering if any more balloons had been found............
mrs pam
- Friday, June 17, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

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Am so glad a balloon was found. And Christopher's story continues on to inspire others . . .
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, June 16, 2005 11:30 AM CDT

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Thinking of you Leslie,
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 5:34 PM CDT

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Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 4:18 PM CDT

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Just thinking of YOU....

So excited about the balloon being found...hope many more are found and Chris's story is known around the world.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 12:44 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
That's great that someone found one of Chris's balloons and has looked in on his site.Still thinking of you.Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Monday, June 13, 2005 5:37 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Isn't it great that the first balloon has been found, I hope some of the others will be too.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:30 PM CDT

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SUPER COOL post below mine!!!!!!! A balloon has been found!!!!

I was just going to ask if anyone had found one...and evidently they have!!!!!

Hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 10:30 AM CDT

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I was getting my yard ready for a party last Sunday. I noticed a baloon in my tree, and after closer examination a birthday card to Chris....with this website information. I shared your story with all the women attending my dinner party. It was a sorority function to end our year. We were moved by the card, and this website. We will share this with others.Where did the baloons originate?
Bernice Harder <bernice_harder@hotmail.com>
Oshawa, on canada - Sunday, June 12, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

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HI Leslie,
thinking of you and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, June 12, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Hope you are having a relaxing weekend.

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 0:43 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Isn't that just great Pam having a butterfly border in memory of Chris, she's some woman. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi.

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, June 11, 2005 6:48 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I got my photos back of Chris' b-day balloon launching, so I will post them soon.
Also, today Mrs. Guthrie hung my butterfly wallpaper border that I got in honor of Chris, and you know what...it was made in Ontario!!.
I'll send a strip of it, too.

I hope Fraser gets back in shape soon.
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 4:03 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope the weekend is uneventful for you, just some peace and quiet. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, June 10, 2005 7:23 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Hope things have settled down a bit. I'm always thinking of you.

I get my kids back from camp this afternoon...so excited to see them.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 10, 2005 10:16 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
thinking of you, and sending love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, June 9, 2005 6:59 PM CDT

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Fraser

I hope your road to recovery goes as smoothly as possible for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you for a quick recovery as well.

Leslie

I know I'm a little late, but I wanted to let you know that Sammi and I released balloons for *Christopher* on his birthday. We hope he got them!!!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Thursday, June 9, 2005 6:10 PM CDT

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Hope today is a good one.

Alisa

Devin <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:34 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
No wonder you're a bit jumpy. I hope you do get to speak to someone soon, and that it will be a good help to you. Never forget we all love you and keep you and your family in our prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:06 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

I've had trouble getting into your site...glad to be able to check on you guys. Glad to hear that Frasier is doing better.

Hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 5:22 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

I've had trouble getting into your site...glad to be able to check on you guys. Glad to hear that Frasier is doing better.

Hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 5:03 PM CDT

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Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Enough excitement at the Gist household. Glad Fraiser is feeling well enough to go back to work. Hope he takes it easy so he makes a complete recovery. Sure Mom will see to it. Sounds like Angel Christopher had a huge part in his safety. Wishing you peace & some calm over the next several weeks.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 3:18 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I'm so glad that Fraser and his friends were all able to go to school.
Hope your nerves are settling!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 7:15 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Glad that Fraser is feeling well enough to go to school. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, June 6, 2005 6:36 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie &hearts,
Please tell Fraser I hope he's feeling better real fast.
Also, just wanted to let you know that today at school we had an awards assembly and one of the guidance counsellors made a Chris Gist award. It was really, really sweet of her. I'm sure you already know, but just incase you didn't...
It went to a student who was hardworking and persevering. :) Just like Chris.

Hope everything is well with you!! xo
Britt <aimlessendeavors@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Monday, June 6, 2005 2:56 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Verge of snapping.....I am not surprised! Thinking of you.
Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I hope Fraser is doing ok and not as sore as he was. We did the race for life today, for cancer research UK, I remembered Chris and I let off a balloon for him.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, June 5, 2005 8:54 PM CDT

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Girl...

What can I say...breaks my heart you are dealing with sooooo much.
Enough ALREADY!
Thank God the Frazernitor is ok!
Not a days go by that I don't think of you...
Please call if and when you can.

Your pal,
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Sunday, June 5, 2005 6:05 PM CDT

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Thinking of you guys..

HOpe things have settled a bit.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 5, 2005 3:32 AM CDT

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Leslie, Sending love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, June 4, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

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Just thinking of you guys,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 11:19 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Yes, we all know why Fraser and the boys survived that accident, their guardian angel was right there with them.
I hope Fraser is feeling a bit better now, and please take care Leslie, go to the doctor.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, June 3, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I cant believe what happened to Fraser but he was very lucky to have a special guardian angel watching over him.Hope he is doing okay.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, June 3, 2005 4:45 PM CDT

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Prayers...

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 3, 2005 8:52 AM CDT

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Leslie I had not heard about the accident. I am glad that Fraser is ok. His guardian angel was definitely looking out for him. You take care of yourself.
Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, On - Friday, June 3, 2005 7:45 AM CDT

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Leslie,

I'm sorry you have so much on your plate. Thank goodness for Fraser's guardian angel...

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 11:25 PM CDT

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Could anything else possibly happen to you guys within a three month span! Holy crap! I am so glad to hear that Fraser is going to be okay! Let us know if you need anything! You missed a great day on Saturday at Mitchell's tournament and we all missed your presence!

Take Care!
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Thursday, June 2, 2005 8:41 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
So glad to read that Fraser is home, best place to be. Take care of yourself Leslie, I know it's hard, you've had so much to deal with, know that you and your family are in the prayers and hearts of many.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, June 2, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

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Leslie
Praying for Fraser and you and Ian.
I am so sorry to hear about Fraser's accident.
I am glad you have him at home to help him recover.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 4:00 PM CDT

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happy birthday Chris hope you are having a wonderful time skating in the sky .
Leslie ,
I am sorry to hear about Faser I will pray for him and for you I know you are having a terrible time . Love and prayers Emily Johnston
Emily Johnston <peanut420e@aol.com>
johnstown, Oh usa - Thursday, June 2, 2005 12:53 AM CDT

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I just re-read the email Leslie sent...he is HOME now.


www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:49 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

So sorry to get the news. Please know that our thoughts are with you.

Alisa

FRIENDS OF CHRISTOPHER:

I got an email from Leslie this morning. Fraser was involved in a serious auto accident on Tuesday evening and taken by helicoptor to a trauma hospital. The other 3 boys involved were also taken to the hospital. Please pray for Fraser, Leslie's family and the families of all involved. Leslie has been unable to get into the site.

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Today Callum told me he had sent off some balloons to Chris, I asked him if he knew where Chris was and he said "Yes, he's in heaven" Trudi had told Callum and Ruaraidh that it was Chris' birthday and that's why they were letting the balloons go, they both asked if they could go to Chris' birthday party, she had to explain that Chris was in heaven and that he was an angel now.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

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Leslie,

I found Chris's site from a friend's who passed away last year, Rachel Green. I have checked the page from time to time to see how he was doing and to say a prayer. I was so sad to see that he had gone from this earth today. For some reason, ever since I saw this site a year ago, something about Chris and you (and family) has touched me. I am so very sorry for your grief, but I know that Chris is no longer sick or afraid, and that is good. I am continuing to pray for you and your family. You are obviously a special person, as was your son. Hang in there the best you can! Sending love your way....
Jana Younger
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 11:41 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
As you can see from the photo, we did send off some balloons for Chris,




my mammy and me took a ferry accross the Baltic sea to a peninsula which was very lovely and peaceful. I had taken the balloons with me from Scotland, because I wasn't sure if we'd be able to get any where we were, anyway it was just as well, as we didn't see any, there was no helium, and I had to blow them up by mouth, I had also made wee notes with Chris' details to attach. The photo isn't great, but you can at least see the balloons and know that we were thinking of him in Germany. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Were you able to stop smoking yesterday?

I sang Hymn of Promise and Happy Birthday
yesterday as Chris' balloon floated away.
It is a goosebump feeling knowing that Christopher had Canadian, American, Scottish and German balloons honoring his 20th b-day.
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

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Hello again Leslie,

Just can't get Christopher off of my mind today. Thank you for sharing your beautiful son with us.







Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 1:01 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Chris!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be watching out for the balloon(s)!
Connie
San Antonio, TX - Sunday, May 29, 2005 9:51 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Chris!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Krista Lynham <kristalynham@Hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:48 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

We just got back from launching our balloons. Randy found a beautiful canyon east of Salt Lake...it was filled with yellow and blue flowers!! A perfect accompaniment for our blue and yellow balloons. I'll get the pictures to you soon.






Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 7:54 PM CDT

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Happy 20th Birthday Chris! I know it is your first one in Heaven and the first one away from your family. Somehow, everyone will get through today, no matter how tough. This is just one of the many firsts without you and I know firsthand just how hard they all will be for your family. I am sure, while you were the oldest, that Mitchell, Alycia, and Christopher H., just to name a few, were with you as you celebrated your first birthday free from that horrible cancer beast! I bet you guys had a blast! I also hope that all the balloons that appear to be filling the skies reach you with love.

http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html
Laura (Angel Mitchell's Mommy) <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 6:27 PM CDT

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Happy 20th Gist. Hope you saw all the blue and yellow balloons sent your way today.
Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, ON - Sunday, May 29, 2005 6:14 PM CDT

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Hope Chris has a fantastic day!!!!!!!!
I've been thinking about him a lot today, finding it hard to believe it's been a year since we spent some time with him down at PMH.
Leslie, I'm sorry I just read your posting now, or we would have been there to honor Chris' day at the cemetary.
Brit and I think of Chris all the time and send our best to the entire family.
Barb Allison <brish@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

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Happy birthday Christopher,we sent your yellow and blue balloons up today,Callum and Ruaraidh wanted to go to your party up in Heaven but I had to tell them that we could'nt go there,not yet anyway.My mum(Rosi)was sending her balloons up today from Germany and although she cant sign your guestbook I'm sure she's thinking about you today.I know today will be hard for you Leslie but just remember that Christopher is watching over you and is still with you.Lots of love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Sunday, May 29, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER,
MAY YOU SHINE TODAY EVER SO BRIGHTLY..



"YOU HAVE NEVER LIVED UNTIL YOU HAVE ALMOST DIED, AND FOR THOSE WHO FIGHT IT, LIFE HAS A FLAVOR THE PROTECTED WILL NEVER KNOW"

**THE ROSS'S FRIEND CHRIS**
~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Sunday, May 29, 2005 3:06 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Chris.. Hope your celebrating and partying hard up there!!
Stephanie Edwards <roxy_1001@yahoo.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

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Christopher,



What an inspiration you were and continue to be. We miss you and appreciate the great courage you showed in your fight against cancer.

With love and appreciation,

The Ross Family
Randy, Alisa, Devin & Kara


www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 12:22 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Gist! missin u man
Darryl Henderson <dhenders@guelphhumber.ca>
Aurora, ON Canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I have a blue ballon with "Happy Birthday" written in yellow waiting in my kitchen to be launched heavenward for Chris. I will take a picture of the balloon first.
Thinking of you with love most especially today as folks throughout the world honor one fantastic Canadian lad!
Happy 20th Birthday, Gist!

Mrs Pam

xxoo <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:43 AM CDT

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Happy 20th B-Day handsome Kissifur, hope you get millions of blue & yellow balloons today and that you send one back to your mom & family...

TOY & HUGS

PS: We noticed yesterday that someone goofed the B-Day date for Chris on the "In Memory" card we got from Chris's funeral...they say May 25th...

Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:37 AM CDT

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happy birthday chris!
andrea <andy_strentse21@hotmail.com>
aurora, on canada - Sunday, May 29, 2005 7:02 AM CDT

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Hi!

We are thinking of you over here in Hungary!love laura
Laura

laura <freelikeabird1985@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 5:35 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Christopher!

I really don't know the right thing to say, just know you are in our thoughts and prayers today.. and everyday.
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Saturday, May 28, 2005 11:11 PM CDT

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Leslie,Fraser and Ian,
I know that tomorrow will be one of the hardest days for you and my heart goes out to you. I think the balloon launch is a wonderful idea and will help people all over the world honour him. I just read your entry, Les and remember, Chris isn't in that pile of dirt. That's just an empty shell. He's with you everywhere you go...every minute of every day, watching you, laughing with you and sometimes laughing at you ( just like we do sometimes LOL) and he's trying to comfort you when you need it.I know you can still feel him. We all can.That will never change.Look closely.He'll send you signs.Love you guys...Debbie
Debbie McDonald (Nichol) <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

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Hey g/f,
I got 20 yellow & 20 blue balloons to bring to the tournament today so that eveyone in the HSC team can release one in the sky to celebreate Chris's 20th B-Day.

How knows, one may end up in your very own backyard!

You will be missed today...

TOY & HUGS,
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Saturday, May 28, 2005 5:51 AM CDT

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Leslie, I check on you everyday, but have not posted for awhile. Good luck on your smoking, its hard. I know, I still can't quit. Blue and yellow balloons on Sunday for Chris. Take care Leslie.

Hugs, Sharon
Sharon Schenk <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 9:54 PM CDT

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Leslie
good luck with the no more smoking! When I gave up smoking many moons ago, I switched from Coffee to tea since I associated my first cigarette in the morning with my first cup of coffee.

Today Mrs. Guthrie came over and helped me rip out the wall paper in my hall bathroom. And then we went out to choose a border. I saw a border with butterflies and immediately thought of
Chris. Brought a sample home, and that is what I am going to use!

I'll be sending a blue and yellow balloon to Christopher this weekend.
lots of love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 8:49 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Always thinking of you. We'll be sending our balloons up with notes attached.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie :)
I'm definitely going to be sending up a bunch of balloons on Sunday. I've told friends about it also, and they want to do it as well. So look in the sky, I'm sure you'll see yellow and blue balloons on Sunday! ♥ xoxo
Britt <aimlessendeavors@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Friday, May 27, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm going away until tuesday, but I'm taking balloons with me and they'll be going up from Germany.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, May 26, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

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Hi,
I'm glad your starting to spend some time doing nice things for yourself,will be thinking of Chris on 29th and hopefully we'll have some balloons to send up to.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Thursday, May 26, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

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Hey, just thinking of you.. We are planning our big ballon send up on Sunday.. We are attaching notes also.. Sooo glad you took some time for yourself.. Good Luck with quitting smoking also.. Chris will be soo proud of you!
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 1:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Glad you took the opportunity to get glammed up.
Good luck with stopping smoking, we're all behind you on that one. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

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Leslie
Thinking of you at this time. Will be sending some blue and yellow balloons up. Good luck with giving up the smoking.YOU CAN DO IT!! and think how proud Chris will be of you.
Love and hugs from us all
Marg Nana & Roger
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Good luck with the smoking. Love Fiona
Fiona@hathornfamily.com <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 5:36 AM CDT

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Leslie, I'm sending love and prayers your way. Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 5:37 PM CDT

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Oh, Leslie, I am so sorry to read about
all your sad weekend news !
You must feel like a zombie.

with love
mrspam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 2:32 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Just checking in to let you know we are thinking of YOU!!!!

How's the house coming along??? Any intersted buyers yet?

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:59 AM CDT

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Yes it is shocking how much a family can cope with isnt it. Ive been thinking of you all.
Hope your as good as you can be.
Sorry about all the bad news this weekend...
Our angels are watching over us. Doing all that they couldnt do here.
Hugs and love,

Angela, Alyssa, and ^i^ Jacob <angela.trick@gmail.com>
Peterborough, Ont, Canada - Monday, May 23, 2005 6:35 PM CDT

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How are you today Leslie? I've been thinking about you. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, May 23, 2005 3:52 PM CDT

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Leslie,

You are so right..there are absolutely no guarantees in this life. I'm sorry this weekend was so crappy. Thinking of you.



Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 23, 2005 12:54 AM CDT

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Oh Leslie,
That's terribly sad news, what can I say, it always knocks on somebody's door. Sending love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, May 22, 2005 5:49 PM CDT

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Such sad news. Wow, what a weekend. It does remind us just how fragile life is. Sharing my prayers with your neighbors & friends. Please keep us informed of the young father's progress. Oh, what a sad story.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, May 22, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm happy to see so many people are getting behind Devin's idea of letting off the balloons for Chris. Yellow and blue balloons will be soaring up from all over the world, what a sight.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, May 21, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

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Great idea for the tag for the balloons. I will watch for it. Thank you for giving us a way to honor your incrediable son. As many yellow & blue balloons that I can stuff in my mini van (and still leave room for my two daughters) will be soaring high toward heaven from Gustavus Adolphus College in St. Peter, Mn. Oh what a view those cherished angels will have!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, May 21, 2005 12:29 AM CDT

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Dear Leslie - What a brave young man. I've just read your entire journal. My son was dx'd with "the beast" 7 weeks ago. Doing well on chemo so far, but obviously we've got a long road ahead. Thanks for sharing your courage, your frustration, and your love for your son.
Jean Akins <jeanmakins@wowway.com>
Berea, OH USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 11:04 PM CDT

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I think that the tags are a great idea and the boys will like to do that for Chris. We have stocked up on Butterfly stickers and are sticking some on the ballons.. not sureif they will stay or not but we will give it a go..
Amy cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, May 20, 2005 8:20 PM CDT

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Hi I just came across Chris's web site after visiting Devin Ross's. My heart was breaking for you as I read through so of your jounral entries. My 2 yr.old son JT was dx with Acute Lymphoblastic leukemia on Dec. 30, 2004. It is so sad that we can feel others pain and suffering as if it were our own because our kids share the same illness...CANCER SUCKS!!!! and I hate it and i'm tierd of it, and I want my sweet little boy back!!!!! I will send up balloons on May 29 for your son...
Shelia <jt2mommy@yahoo.com>
Amalga, UT USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:40 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
It's quite exciting I think, looking forward to Chris' birthday and letting off the balloons, I wonder if any will be found, I hope so.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

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Just wanted to stop by and say hello and that you are all in our prayers. We are new to your site but will be sure to stop and remember chris on his b-day and release some balloons! Take care!
caringbridge.org/wi/garrettstarr1
Melissa and Garrett Starr1 <mgatlin@centurytel.net>
Shullsburg, WI - Friday, May 20, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

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Leslie

I will definitely get some blue and yellow balloons so I can let them go on *Christopher's* birthday. Of course I'm probably going to have to do this without Miss Samantha's help -- she'll want to keep the balloons instead of letting them go.

I hope you're doing well these days, hon. Like I've said before, please feel free to e-mail me if there is every anything I can do for you or if you just want to talk.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:49 AM CDT

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Hello Leslie,

Thanks for the link to look at your house. It looks very nice. Its nice to know that while Christopher was at home his surroundings were nice and comfortable. Thanks for sharing that.



Good luck on selling the house. I bet it will be a snap.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you and still looking in on you.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Thursday, May 19, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

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TOY ( Thinking Of You ) g/f,
Sure the place is Spic & Span & ready for open house this weekend. Good luck with it , but I doubt you'll need it. Place looks great, you guys did good!
Hard work.
Keeps the mind occupied!

Thanks for being there,

Take good care & Hugs,
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Thursday, May 19, 2005 4:44 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I won't be at home on Chris' birthday, I'll be in Germany, but I will take some balloons with me to send up, and I'll leave some here for the others to let go too.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, May 19, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

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Count us in to send up some ballons also.. Hunter and Willie love to send up ballons to there friends. They always are worried about their friends having something to play with. Hope that you get a sold sign soon! We think of you oftne.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 2:35 PM CDT

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Leslie, I absolutely love continuing to check in on you to see how you are doing on your journey. I continue to be in awe of you. Can it really be a year since Christopher's 19th birthday? I will have very mixed feelings on the 29th but there will be blue & yellow baloons soaring upward from St. Paul. I was pulled toward your Christopher because he shared the same name as my son & was almost the same age. Well, on the 29th my son will be graduating from college ... and the colors are yellow and blue! my. I couldn't believe those are Christopher's favorite colors. Leslie, I assure you that you and your beloved son will be in my thoughts every minute of that day. And my tears of joy for my son will also be tears of joy for you & your son. I will be putting notes in the baloons for both you & Christopher and who knows, maybe you will find one in your backyward. Wouldn't that be wonderful. I hope you are taking care of yourself during this stressful house move. What an incrediable woman you are!! Thoughts & prayers.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:30 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
So, I'm going to try to find your house on the net.
Today I was trying to find airline tickets on Southwest, and when I typed that in, I found lots of other airlines, but NO Southwest. I need Alisa with all her netsearching skills!

I understand your at-peace-feelings. You deserve days like that!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 6:08 AM CDT

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Goodnight Leslie,
I'm just off to bed. 'see you tomorrow' love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

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www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 10:31 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie....

We'll try to call you soon. Did you get my message the other day?? Dev got the vincristine yesterday..they had to up his dose..its still not 100%, but if they push it too much he can't walk. Not feeling so great, but he's away at school....hmmm must be something/someone pretty important there. Whatcha think????? He's doped up and enjoying his day!!!

Thinking of you,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 10:30 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie - thinkng of you, hoping all is well. Keeping tabs on your friend Jessy.
Love and hugs Marg xx
Margaret & Roger
Darlington, U.K. - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 6:16 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Isn't that really nice of Devin wanting to send up balloons in memory of Chris?
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 5:03 PM CDT

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Leslie
Hope there's a "SOLD" sign soon!
with love
mrs pam
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:07 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,



Just needed to let you know that Devin has BIG plans for Christopher's upcoming birthday. He wants to talk to you sometime if that is ok and he also wanted me to ask you what Chris' favorite colors are?? He wants to send up some more balloons. He thought that was the coolest thing he had done in a while.

Always thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:33 AM CDT

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Hey g/f,
Thank you so much for your entry about Jessy, brought me to tears...very thoughful of you.
Thinking of you lots, especially about the house & Chris and how you must be feeling...
Hard to leave behind but he would want you to move on and stick with it as it was decided as a family before he passed.
Good luck this Saturday, looked at the listing many times and have no doubt it will be a quick sale!

Toy & Hugs,

Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 5:32 AM CDT

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Night Leslie.

Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, May 16, 2005 5:45 PM CDT

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just stopped by to check to see how things were going. Glad you are staying busy.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublink12.oh.us>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 8:32 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

How'd the house showing go???? Hopefully well

Alisa


www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 1:14 AM CDT

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Leslie
hope the house showed well yesterday!
I am sorry about Jessy.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:55 PM CDT

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Sending continual thoughts and prayers as you continue your journey.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:31 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Saying "goodnight" love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, May 15, 2005 4:37 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Just dropping in to say "hi"
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, May 14, 2005 4:06 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope the viewings go well. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, May 13, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

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Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

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Oh Les,

I'm sorry...off to visit Jessy.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 1:01 AM CDT

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Hi leslie,
Just saying goodnight, and sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, May 12, 2005 4:49 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 4:48 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie...

Just thinking of you guys,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 3:00 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie~ What an amazing example of a wonderful mother. What a difference a single moment can make in our lives that will affect us forever. As hard as it is for you, you have been so gracious to share with us someone that is so special to you and has been so special to us too. I hope that we can send you enough love to make a difference for you one moment at a time. If you ever get to Calif. or Fresno we would love to meet you and take you out to dinner.
Just spend some time visiting and sharing. God bless you and your family. We pray for all of you.
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 6:31 AM CDT

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Dearest Leslie,
PLEASE FORGIVE my "disappearance." I am still here for you. If you read my post of this night, middle of night, you'll know a bit about what's been happening since we got things together for Char's laptop. Please know also that I just sent her a "YOU CAN DO IT." card, listing some of the "outstanding" generous individuals who contacted us..You were in that list. If you still need her email, home or rehab address, please email or call collect (or remind my fuzzy brain to return call, take charges from U.S.A.!!) The poem is beautiful. All my Mother friends were on my mind on Mother's Day, particularly you and Chris, TOGETHER.
I'll wait to hear from you, but hope, at very least, we can help in any way you choose.
The very best to you, making your precious feel good even in Heaven..Only YOU, Leslie.
Take care.
Love Always, Liz/PugMom
Liz/PugMom Finkelstein <Bocaburton@aol.com>
FL - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 5:17 AM CDT

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Just this evening I happened to come across Christopher's web site and have read the entries about your beautiful son and his valiant fight. May God bless you and heal your broken heart. You asked in one of your entries whether or not you should close down the web site or continue making entries. Please don't close it down and please continue to be as open and honest about your feelings as you have been. Your entries may be a help and inspiration to other people who are going through similar circumstances. It may help them to know that their feelings are not "off base" or unusual. I will pray for you as you make another change in your life with your move. I pray that you will continue to use the things that you have experienced to help others. It made me angry when I read about the person calling and telling you that the time was not right for you to join the grief support group. What a loss that was to the other members of the group!!! May God continue to give you strength for the facing of each day.
Betty Givens <bgarg@charter.net>
Ringgold, , GA USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 2:58 AM CDT

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thinking of you
mrspam <preschoolpenpls@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 10, 2005 7:13 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope today was ok.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 5:14 PM CDT

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Thinking of you tonight Leslie,
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, May 9, 2005 6:26 PM CDT

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Hello Leslie,
My name is Brooke Allison, and I had talked to Chris several times on msn. We had become very good friends but we never had a chance to meet. He had given me his site address but I had lost it and yesterday came upon his site and found that he had passed on. To say the least I was heartbroken, I loved Chris very much. I hope you will email me back, so that I can get to know you. I love you Chris. Please email me leslie.
Brooke Allison <baa_84@hotmail.com~~www.caringbridge.com/ia/brookeallison>
Lake Mills, IA USA - Monday, May 9, 2005 3:51 PM CDT

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Just thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:20 PM CDT

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Happy Mothers Day, Leslie. Sure today is bittersweet for you. But what an incrediable privledge to be called Mother. Yes, today is the day to celebrate that gift from God. Holding you especially close in thoughts & prayers today.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, May 8, 2005 4:17 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
That poem is lovely but so true,I'm sure Chris was sending you loads of kisses.Love Always.
Trudi


Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Sunday, May 8, 2005 3:14 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I know this will be a very sad day for you, the first without your sunshine boy. Hope Fraser remembers to give you a big hug. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

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Leslie
Thinking of you with love today.
May you receive a Mother's Day Butterfly Kiss.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 8, 2005 6:10 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Always thinking of you. Hope things are going well getting the house ready...that sounds like alot of work!!



Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:00 PM CDT

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Leslie,
That poem is so beautiful and so true, I bet.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, May 7, 2005 6:52 PM CDT

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Good morning leslie

rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, May 7, 2005 4:40 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and hoping you are O.K. Thanks for the explanation!
Love and hugs
Marg and Nana xxxx
Margaret Willetts <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Friday, May 6, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
We saw two butterflies today, you know who they remind us of. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, May 6, 2005 4:57 PM CDT

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Hello Leslie,
Thinking of you today. Our Relay for Life is coming up and the boys decorated a luminary bag for Chris and we put skateboard and butterfly stickers all over it. The boys told me to tell you hello adn they hope you are doing okay. I think of you so often Leslie and am hoping to see some pictures of Frasier all dressed up ;)
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:39 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you, as always. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, May 5, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

Just thinking of you.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 10:35 AM CDT

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Glad you are distracted a bit with prom for Fraser. Way to go Fraser. How about a photo of him on this site all duded up. Am so glad the lad is going. Sending continual thoughts and prays to you, Leslie. You continue to have my deepest respect and admiration as you continue to be an awsome mom!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St, Paul, MN - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:51 AM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
Sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
That's great that there are so many people interested in your house!
Hope Fraser has a super time at his Prom!
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 5:55 PM CDT

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Just a Wednesday Hello to you Leslie.....

When you're not busy cleaning windows we'll have to talk again. I enjoyed talking to you!

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:10 AM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
Julie is a true friend to you, I'm so glad that you have her to take care of you when you need her. Where are you moving too? Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 5:34 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope you are doing ok.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, May 2, 2005 6:21 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
sending love up north
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 1, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

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Can't belive it's been 2 months already. thank you for keeping the site up. It keeps Christoher alive for us who have followed him for so long. Keep fighting thru this, Leslie. You ave the support of many.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St/ Paul, MN - Sunday, May 1, 2005 1:03 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you this morning, all you have been through and are going through now.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, May 1, 2005 4:01 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie...
Thanks for your visit, we fixed the boo boo I made with the pics...
Thought of you so very strongly Thursday, April 28...
we were @ HSC...Jess and I got called in for a CT Scan again. Won't have results till Tuesday or Wednesday I imagine.
I feel for you and the pain you are suffering...feel helpless with words and actions...but I know no one really can, it's yours to process...
You're doing great g/f...

Love ya tons guys,

Hugs always,
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Saturday, April 30, 2005 1:14 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie & Ian
Just dropped in to say hi. I can finally get into the guest book without my machine locking up on me. I can't beleive it has been two months already. We check on you every day and are so glad you decided to keep the site going.
Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, ON - Friday, April 29, 2005 6:40 PM CDT

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Thinking of you often. The boys are decorating a luminary bag for the Relay for Life with Chris' name on it. They are putting skateboard stickers on it...
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, April 29, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I cannot believe it has been 2 months....

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:33 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Still keeping you in our thoughts.
Love Trudi



Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Thursday, April 28, 2005 4:47 PM CDT

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Dear Leslie,
I suppose sometimes, 2 months can seem like 2 years, and at other times, 2 minutes. We all miss Chris.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, April 28, 2005 4:44 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Good luck with the house sale.
Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Thursday, April 28, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

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Thinking of you and your family today.
Kim
Kim Welch <kim_welch@hsb.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

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Thinking of you today, Leslie. Hugs to you.

Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

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Leslie
Praying for you most especially today!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 5:42 AM CDT

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Goodnight Leslie
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 5:09 PM CDT

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HI Leslie..

Home again....All is well.

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 12:37 AM CDT

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dear leslie.....im thinking of you and praying for life to get just a little bit easier for you...........patti from canada
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ont canada - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 7:50 AM CDT

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leslie
thinking of you
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 6:05 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Nana was talking about the family today - having one of her more lucid moments. I have pictures of all the family around her, especially the children as she still loves babies. I think older people identify with the younger generation. Hope you are having a good day. We think about you often.

Love Marg xxxx
margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 5:24 AM CDT

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Thinking of you Leslie and sending love and prayers from Scotland. Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie.
I saw a few butterfies today, of course they made me think of Chris, I was out walking, trying to get a bit fitter for the race for life we're doing in aid of Cancer Research, so the butterflies were a welcome sight.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi.

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, April 25, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm not sure if I have signed your guestbook or not, but I have been following your journey with Chris for quite some time. I just wanted you to know that I keep your family and Chris in my daily prayers. I hope you all have a great week.
Lisa and Kari
Kari's Page <Lisa@iamtheshoe.com>
Langley AFB, VA - Sunday, April 24, 2005 4:03 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I'll be away for a couple of days, but you can be sure you'll be on my mind.

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 23, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I'm so glad you and Alisa were able to talk to each other for so long!
Hope you get to feeling better. Of course, there's no normal... you just feel what you feel. You can try to think different thoughts, but your heart has its own agenda. The greater the love... the greater the heartbreak.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 23, 2005 8:28 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie saw a shooting star lastnight, couldn't help thinking about Chris. miss him. try a little thc it might help better than pills
Dave Gist <dave.gist@shaw.ca>
Calgary, ab Canada - Friday, April 22, 2005 5:44 PM CDT

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hello Leslie, for some reason I felt I should look at your page, perhaps only to say I'm sending you a hug from the UK, I think you need it right now.
I can see from your journal how hard you are finding life without Chris, but don't forget he is with you every day in your heart. Chin up, it will get easier although I know saying that isn't much help, but it is true. I don't mean the pain goes away,more that you learn a better way to live with it.
Sue
- Friday, April 22, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Just thinking of you this morning. Good to talk to you.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 22, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie
I am back from my holiday now and just checking in on you. Good to see that you are still coping. Regards Fiona
P.S. Don't give up on the support group because of their stupid rule. When you do eventually go you might find out they were right! Goodness only knows why.
Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Friday, April 22, 2005 5:29 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Isn't that butterfly just great that Alisa put in the guest book? I hope you had a good chat with her.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, April 21, 2005 5:21 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

It was sooo good to finally talk to you today.
Alisa <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:46 PM CDT

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Leslie
I had just finished reading your butterfly message when I opened a package from a Massachusetts friend... it was a butterfly windchime!!! Of course, we know that I'll now be thinking of Chris everytime I see or hear it!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
Thinking of you this morning, as always.
Love and prayers from Scotoand, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:08 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I'm always thinking of you. I replied to your e-mail. Let me know what will work for you.



Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

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Thanks, Leslie, for the lovely b-day greeting. I love hearing Chris' butterfly stories.
xxoo
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 6:56 PM CDT

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Good Night Leslie,
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Looks like Chris is letting you know he's still there,it's definately to do with butterflies.
Love Trudi

Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 2:53 PM CDT

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Leslie and Ian we keep the site on the toolbar to see how things are going. Thinking of you often and all that you are going through. If Frazer comes over to see Marg and Roger we will make a point of getting up to visit.
Love Rosalie Gist and Bill
Rosalie Gist <rosandbill@aol.com>
Sleaford, UK - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you and Chris often. I remember him sitting outside in the garden
with you last spring. That was so cool about the butterflies! Thank you for
sharing with us.I like the idea for the headstone. Hope to stop by for tea
and a visit soon
Love, Kelly Knox.
Kelly Knox
Aurora, Ont Canada - Monday, April 18, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

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DUH!
"Love ya mom"
Don't give up this page...I need ya!

Hugs...
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Monday, April 18, 2005 7:10 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm wondering what will happen next, it's kinda exciting to know that Chris is playing these wee tricks on you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:08 PM CDT

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Of course its Chris!!!

Wonder what he'll do next??

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 2:00 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie
Since a butterfly is a symbol of new life, it was the perfect messenger from Christopher!
Thinking of you today with love.
Mrs Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 7:36 AM CDT

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Dear Leslie - Thinking of you and hoping the butterfly made you feel happy. Do hope Fraser will come over later this year.
Love and Hugs Marg xxxxxxxxxxx
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Monday, April 18, 2005 7:33 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm glad the butterfly cheered you up and I'm sure it was Chris letting you know that he's still around.
Love Trudi
Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Monday, April 18, 2005 3:27 AM CDT

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Yes, I agree, that butterfly had to have been Chris. Shortly after baby Allie Scott passed away (the Allie from Friends of Allie), her Mother noticed these butterflies that would follow her around. One was even inside a building! Butterflies must be a vehicle of heaven - think about the metamorphisis and the rebirth ...
Connie (Hug A Bug) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Sunday, April 17, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

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Always thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 17, 2005 6:50 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Still thinking of you. Keep being strong. Thank you butterfly. Fiona

Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, Unitied Kingdom - Sunday, April 17, 2005 4:45 PM CDT

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Hey girl...
Gotta tell you, you've been on my mind big time!
I'm glad Chris sent you a butterfly kiss, probably his way of saying "chin up mom!"...Easier said then done!
Hope things are going your way as far as the sale of the house goes. I'm getting mine ready as well since I've been of work for the past 2 weeks...Feels really weird after 20 yrs! Too much time to think! I'd love to hook up for lunch or dinner if and when you are up to, no pressure.
Were're all hoping to see you @ the tournament May 28th, but we also know that's it will be Kissyfur's B-Day on the 29th...you know best...

Take good care girl and we send you lots of hugs...
Chris :-) www.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, On Canada - Sunday, April 17, 2005 8:42 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I've just got back from church, I find that my list of kids to pray for is getting longer every week, it's so hard, and just not right that these kids have to suffer so much in their lives, I also pray for the families who's kids are no longer here on earth, it is just unthinkable that so many families have to lose their children.
It was so nice of Chris to give you his sign in the form of a butterfly, I looked it up and although it has dark wings it has wee blue dots around the edges which I think might be a sign of hope to you. I hope so anyway.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, April 17, 2005 6:06 AM CDT

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I've lost friends to cancer and please believe me....HE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!! i didn't know chris personally but i know that he was AMAZING!! please remember that he left a mark on this world and he will be remembered by more than just you!! i know how hard it is to lose someone in the family to cancer.....believe me when i say that it will get easier to deal with the loss.....i pray for you daily!!
Jennifer <bamajrf34@hotmail.com>
Hoover , AL USA - Saturday, April 16, 2005 10:02 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie, Just stopping in to say hello and to let you know I'm thinking about you. Big Hugs to you!
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, On Canada - Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

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Thank you for stopping by and signing Troy's guestbook. I'm so sorry that another child has died. I'm so sorry that another family has to live like this.

Wishing you peace,

Nadine (Troy's mommy fovever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Saturday, April 16, 2005 6:13 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie: I know that Copper will turn green and can run but I didn't think the Brass would. I may be wrong but could be some confusion about the two. Good Luck with your plans, it sounds really neat. I think about you daily and all the kids fighting cancer. I don't know why all these precious kids have to go through this. I pray for miracles.
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Saturday, April 16, 2005 6:09 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Today I was clearing out a lot of papers that I had in a drawer, while I was checking through them I found the very first e-mail you sent me, I'd printed it out, it is dated
11 Sept 2003. You were anticipating Chris' transplant at that time, and you were so worried about him, yet you took the time to tell me what to expect with Kayla and what to look out for. Thank you so much for being there for me, and for all the encouragement you gave me, I will never forget you or Chris, you will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, April 16, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

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Chris is unforgettable. ♥ :)
Britt <aimlessendeavors@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

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Leslie
I am sorry it was such an emotional day. I think sometimes emotions have a way of snowballing, and it is tough to get back to feeling okay.
thinking of you and Chris with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 8:44 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm sorry it was such a hard day for you, but I guess there will be too many days like this. Don't worry about people ever forgetting Chris, there is no way a lot of us will ever forget him, he had such an impact on so many lives. He lives in our hearts.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:31 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

I think about you all the time. I know this is hard for you. I wish there was something I could do or say to help take some of the pain away. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 5:35 PM CDT

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Oh I'm so very sorry to hear that when you needed a group most who could understand, they let you down :( Like you said, they should have been there for you, let YOU decide when you were ready. THis is not the kind of group anyone would ever hope to be part of! Anyway, I do think you are doing as best as you can. Just know that there are so many, even anonymous people like myself, who care. It can't be easy to love so much and not ache for your Forever 19 son. I pray that you would find comfort in the many signs of your son in and around you and from the memories that flood your mind of all the best moments of being his mother. Take good care of you, Christopher would not want it any other way~

Peace and Blessings, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:47 AM CDT

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Morning Leslie, Thinking of you and hope today is a great day for you. Take care.

Hugs, Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Indep.,, Mo USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

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Hi Lesley,
Thinking of you and praying that you are finding a little peace in your heart, although I don't really know how and when you will.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, April 14, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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Leslie, need to be away from computer for approx. 2 weeks. But just wanted to remind you that I will be thinking of you & praying for you as always as you continue your journey. God Bless you & hold you tight.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 5:12 PM CDT

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Leslie,
When I go to the Mausoleum, I like to walk around and see familiar names and think about all those wonderful people and their families. Somehow, it is a comfort. Yet, it is also hard to suppress "what ifs" when seeing the names of young folks and children.

thinking of you with love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 5:35 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
We were driving along the road today, and a big lorry was just in front of us, the name 'GIST' staring me in the face, I have never ever seen that before, I said to my husband "look, that's Chris' name" so in the early morning in the middle of a busy road, I was thinking of you and Chris. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 5:41 PM CDT

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3 days, Leslie. What a "giant" little baby step that is. Hope the weather does permit you to get out into the yard. Fresh air is always a good thing. Still so in awe of you as I get such a heavy heart when I think & read about your beloved Christopher. He is so proud of you, Mom!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

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Leslie, I am happy for you that the days are getting a little easier. Its good to hear you are going to work in your yard. Hugs to you.

Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Indep, Mo USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

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oh my goodness leslie.....it was wonderful to read your letter............i see just a little bit of healing there and it makes me feel soo good......i know now you are going to be ok..........your strength is coming back .............patti in stratford.
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ont canada - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 5:08 AM CDT

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Thinking of you often.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 8:52 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,

You are on my mind, as usual. Hope you can have a good day.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 6:23 PM CDT

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Thinking of you Leslie
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,Ian,Frazer
It has taken a long time to talk to you all, but today I was doing a women thing and sorting out the cupboards when I found many photo's of Chris, you, Mark, Frazer, and Tim at the falls, also at sally's I sat and thought what a great time we all had if only we could see what is around the corner, but they were special times and always will be, and we will be over again to stay, if you will have us we have some talking and wine drinking to do, and I would enjoy going to see Chris. I will mail again very soon but for now love and kisses to you all

Sue & Mark xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sue & Mark Gist <mgist@lands45.fsnet.co.uk>
Durham , England - Monday, April 11, 2005 1:47 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking about you tonight. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, April 10, 2005 6:02 PM CDT

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I am so sorry you were not able to join the support group group. And what's up with a call 1/2 hours before the meeting time. Doesn't make sense to me to every turn away anyone who is asking for help . . . period!! Well, you are being led down that path for a reason. Meltdowns are good Leslie, although they feel like horse crap. They do push you forward. So go with the flow. I do feel that Christopher is pushing, pulling, & dragging you forward. You are being thought of and prayed for by so many people around the world. A difficult adjustment to make to be caring for Leslie right now but that is exactly what you must do. No one can decide what is right for you except you. You are a strong woman with increadible widsom & I am praying you continue to walk this path, crawl when you must until you hit a place where you feel peace in your heart. Pain is the result of loving so much & you loved so deeply. I continue to pray for your safe journey daily.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, April 10, 2005 4:12 PM CDT

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Leslie,

Just a Hello. Hope today is a good day for you. Did you get the email I sent?? Hope it put a smile on your face.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 10, 2005 2:20 PM CDT

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Leslie, Hi. I did some checking and found out they do have compassionate friends in Canada. The web site is tcf.canada.net. You can click on your area to see if they have chapters. I do so hope they do.

I know about them because I had a friend in the 80's that lost her son in a motorcycle accident and she found them. I really feel like if she had not went to them she would have ended her life.

Take care, Leslie. Hugs to you.

Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Indep, Mo USA - Sunday, April 10, 2005 6:57 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie, Just checking in to see how you are doing? What a question, huh? xxxx()xxxx. Just giving you a hug and praying for the day the memories make you laugh instead of cry. It will come. You are a very special person. I am sure that Chris was as proud to have you for his mother as you are to have him for your son. Thank you so much for enriching our lives by sharing the love you have for each other. God Bless you always.
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Saturday, April 9, 2005 11:04 PM CDT

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Love from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, April 9, 2005 5:37 PM CDT

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love from the States
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 9, 2005 6:08 AM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
Hope today has been ok for you. thinking of you as always.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:38 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie, I like everyone am glad you are going to continue this site. I feel like I have known you and Chris for so long. You are in my thoughts alot.

I am like everyone, I can not believe that woman. I have never heard of this before. I know here in our area they have a support group called Compassionate friends for parents who have lost children, wonder if they have anything like that in Canada.

Take care, Leslie.
Hugs, Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 6:56 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I'm so glad you've decided to keep this page going.Cant believe what happened with the support group,maybe your right and it just was'nt meant to be.
Thinking of you.
Love Trudi


Trudi <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, April 8, 2005 3:31 PM CDT

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Leslie

I'm completely confused as to what kind of support group only accepts people 3 months after a loved one has passed away. Where's the support? If you are still interested in finding a support group, I hope you find one that is a little more helpful.

I'm glad you've decided to keep *Chris'* page running. It's great knowing I'll be able to continue checking up on you and your wonderful family.

Wishing all of you a VERY happy weekend!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Friday, April 8, 2005 12:00 AM CDT

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Dearest Leslie,
You have so much going on, wrote me promptly re Board friend, answered my query, then I disappearesed into the hospital..Please know I will get in touch when I am better recovered, plus not up at these ridiculous hours.
You and christopher are in my prayers. Hang in there. This world is too screwy to let a support group's ridiculous rules get to you. We're all here for you, whether it's quietly (right now) like myself, or more vocally. You are in my thoughts always.
I want to help.
Take care.
Love, Lizzy/PugMom
Liz Finkelstein
- Friday, April 8, 2005 1:40 AM CDT

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Leslie

Beyond belief! That makes me so MAD!!!
Is there a Better Business Bureau for so-called Support Groups?

I hope you can find another group or that another group contacts you.

love and prayers
mrs pam
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 10:29 PM CDT

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(((((HUGS))))) to you Leslie...

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 7:55 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I can't believe that woman at the support group, doesn't she know what support means? how does she know when it's the best time for an individual person to go for support? surely if a person makes the effort to contact a support group, that in itself should be enough. Oh it makes me so mad,these so people who are supposed to know what you are going through, yet they don't help. I think maybe you should try a different one. It's so annoying, you have helped so many people through caringbridge and yet we are all to far to help you when you need us. I wish I was nearer. What else can I say, I pray for you everyday, and send you my love. Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

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I encourage you to find a DIFFERENT support group, just try it out and see how it feels. I regret never doing some type of group of therapy sessions for myself while i was going through treatment. Because i didn't and repressed soooo many feelings during my treatment(as i bet you are right now, you probably don't even realize it, i know i didn't)i now experience something on the lines of mini panic attacks, they are hard to explain but they leave me feeling real low. I just don't want you to avoid help because of this bad experience with that group, they obviously weren't right for you, but there is some one or some group out there for you. Take care of yourself, and as Alisa said caringbridge is always here.
jana bendik <singit7@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:27 AM CDT

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Now Leslie...that has got to be one of the sorriest excuses for 'support' I have ever seen. Know that your caringbridge friends are here to listen to whatever you need to get off of your chest. Just wish I could give you a big huge (((((((HUG))))))))

I re-sent that email...and I'm going to give you another site to check out.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 6, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

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What a strange situation. Support is support is it not? When someone needs it it should be their decision. How cruel and tactless!
Salli
Ottawa, - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 9:41 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I look in often to see what you have been up to and think it's great you've still kept us updated about yourself and the things that remind you of Chris.Will be sad if you decide to stop but it is whatever feels right for you.In our thoughts always.

Love Trudi

Trudi (Kayla's auntie) <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 5:17 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
I think you should do what makes you feel good. I often think of you and Chris and wish there was something I could say or do to make things better for you and your family. I think you are such a strong Lady you are an inspiration to me. Take care
Linda V.
Linda V <lindav@strycowire.com>
Keswick, on canada - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 10:35 AM CDT

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Hey Leslie,

Hope today is a good one for you. Its supposed to be nice here today...its about time. All of this rain and cold is depressing to say the least. I sent you a funny e-mail. Hope you can get a laugh out of it...

Thanks for being you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 6, 2005 8:32 AM CDT

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Hi there, still thinking of you and Chris often. As for what to do with the site .... that will be entirely up to you. If you find it therapeutic to journal your thoughts, then keep it! Someday you may want to come back and read it again, to know where you've been.

Take care
Connie (Hug A Bug) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

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Hi Leslie,
thinking of you and missing Chris and reading about him.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

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hey Leslie i read your past few journal entries (sorry i hadn't seen them earlier) and i'd love to get those pics of Chris from you. I'll add them to my page right away (i can scan them if they are actual photos and do all that needs to be done).
As for your page, i can see why you'd think maybe it's time to end your story, but i, like many others it seems, would love to keep reading and seeing how you're doing. Especially since if you're moving i won't get to drop or anything... it'd be nice to know how you're doing still.

I miss Chris :( i still think about all the good times everyday.
Phil <RazorXtreme2003@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 4:50 PM CDT

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Leslie,

Thinking of you...thanks for the site. It has made a world of difference in my life. I am grateful to have you as my friend.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 3:08 PM CDT

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thinking of you
mrs pam
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 7:48 AM CDT

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I think you should do whatever makes you feel good and whatever brings you the most peace in your heart and life.
I continue to read your updates to see how you are doing. I will continue to keep you in my heart and mind weather or not you continue to keep this journal.
Jana Bendik <singit7@comcast.net>
- Monday, April 4, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

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Dear Leslie,
Thinking about you tonight, as I always do. Love and prayers from Scotland,Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, April 4, 2005 5:00 PM CDT

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Oh, please, if you are up to it, continue the journal. Chris is still alive in all of our hearts and now our concern goes out to you. We truely do care. Chris has touched my life so profoundly, I would be so sad to see you give up the journal. I do think you keep Chris's memory alive by talking about him & writing about him. But of course, the decision is actually yours & I want what is best for you. God Bless you & hold you tight as you continue your difficult journey without your beloved son.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 4, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

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I think that you should keep it for a while. This stuff is still fresh. I enjoy reading about the good times that you and Chris had. I pray for you often.
Lori NIchols <LoveLoriLou@aol.com>
Goodlettsville, tn USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

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I think it is up to you if you want to continue this journal. I know there are lots of us that think of you often and wonder how you are doing.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Monday, April 4, 2005 4:30 AM CDT

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Leslie

It's completely up to you whether or not you feel like keeping *Chris'* page up and running. I do enjoy coming to *Chris'* page to see how you and your family are doing. In no way am I trying to tell you what to do, but I also think it would be good for you to have a place to voice your feelings and messages to *Chris*. But that's just my opinion. I hope you're happy with whatever decision it is you end up making.

Your family is ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
#24 - Sunday, April 3, 2005 8:10 PM CDT

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You should continue the journal for as long as it helps you come to terms with your loss! Losing a child is the most difficult thing anyone can deal with, and I am sure getting it all out is theraputic for you. Plus it gives those of us who care for you a glimpse of how you are doing! So keep on writing!
Jennifer Moreno <jenmoreno123@yahoo.com>
California U.S.A. - Sunday, April 3, 2005 5:52 PM CDT

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Definitely keep it going, Leslie. We all want to know how you're doing. ♥
Britt <aimlessendeavors@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Sunday, April 3, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

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Dear Leslie,
Please if you can, keep this page going, you were the first person whoever wrote to me when Kayla was first dx, I have been looking in everyday since Sept 2003, I feel I got to know you and Chris so well, and you both have been such a help and to me and so many others, I honestly don't know what I'd have done without your help at the begining of this journey, you told me about caringbridge, and without you I wouldn't have met so many other people in the same situation. I have come to love you and Chris like part of my own family, praying for you everyday, and Chris' death had such an effect on us all, he was and always will be our inspiration. I don't want to lose our friendship with you or Chris. Maybe I'm being selfish, do what you feel is right for you, I'll pray you make the right decsion.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, April 3, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

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Leslie, of course you should continue to write in the journal.For you, it's a "catharsis"...you need to get the thoughts and feelings out and what better way to do it? For everyone else, it's a sharing of Chris that no one is ready to let go of yet...perhaps not for a very long time.You two have so many friends around the world and everyone wants and needs to know how you are coping. From time to time, you write some funny little stories about Chris and that helps people who never had a chance to meet him in person, understand this amazing young man a little better... So you see? It helps everyone in some way. It's a "win-win" situation. You go girl!
Debbie McDonald (Nichol) <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Sunday, April 3, 2005 4:10 PM CDT

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Leslie,
Another 'yes' vote. Of course, we want to know how you are doing, and this is such a wonderful way for all of us to stay in touch.

love and prayers
mrs pam
- Sunday, April 3, 2005 11:51 AM CDT

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Leslie..

Just my 2 cents..but I definetly think you should continue with this journal. Its the story of a very brave boy who did everything he could to fight and ultimately did win..just not here on earth. I would imagine writing would/could be therapeutic for you. Your writings certainly have helped me and my family...not to mention the other loyal readers out there. Keep it up if you can.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 3, 2005 10:49 AM CDT

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Please continue writing and sharing through this website. I know it is helpful to you and the many readers who read it.
Heather <reed@argenta-oreana.org>
Oreana, IL USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

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Hello Leslie: Please continue with the website. I check on you and I did check on Chris everyday. It helps me to know what to pray for you and your family. Christopher got to my heart from the first day I checked his site. It breaks my heart that Chris was here for such a short time and my heart aches that you have to go through this. I am glad that you went to the grief counseling center. I wish I was there to hold you and hug you and cry with you. Chris is no longer in pain physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. It is those left behind that has to learn what it is that Chris has taught them. How we will use what we have learned and hope that we can touch the hearts of others that need us. You are an amazing person. I can remember when my parents died that I thanked God for giving me the ability to love someone so much that it hurt so bad to say goodbye. Please don't take that wrong because there are lots of people that don't love others that much. You are a blessing to all of us, Leslie.
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 1:23 AM CST

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I have been keeping tabs on this webpage since right after Chris went to be with God. It inspires me to read how as parent struggles with the sudden lose of a beloved child. I actually enjoy checking here and reading the updates. I ask that you please continue to keep the page up. You are a true inspiration to others who are facing this. God Bless.
Shane Hellenga <Bsnssmn101@aol.com>
Oregon, WI USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 0:49 AM CST

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I know you don't know me, but please keep writing. I look forward to reading your posts everyday and even though Chris is no longer here I think we all care about you and your family just as much as we cared for Chris. I understand if it hurts too much to write anymore but if it helps you cope with your loss you should definatly keep the journal. I don't feel that because you lost your son that you should lose all the friends you have made along the way, you have already suffered more than enough.
Misty Tidmore <Eric4785@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 0:19 AM CST

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Hi Leslie, Here it is Saturday night and I thought I would check on you. Yes, I think you should continue with this site. It's konda like a journal for you too. I feel like it will be good for you to keep writing about your thoughts and to keep writing to Chris. I know after my mom died, I kept a journal for a few months and it did seem to help to come to terms with her death. I was able to write things in it that I would never discuss with people until I did come to terms with it. I do hope this makes since to you. Thinking of you. Take care. Hugs, Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 7:36 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you tonight.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, April 2, 2005 3:19 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Looks like I missed signing in yesterday, but don't think for a moment you weren't on my mind. You always are. Always wondering how you are and how you are handling the days events. That was awfully nice of the dr. to call you..I'm very impressed. When you gonna come and visit me???

Hope today is good.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 12:12 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
As you say, it must be very hard on the doctors who try so hard to cure kids only for them to die, but it was very nice of them to get in touch with you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, April 1, 2005 3:00 PM CST

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Hi Leslie
I've had a couple of friends who have joined Support Groups...and they were really helped. Hope yours helps, too.
mrs pam
- Friday, April 1, 2005 5:51 AM CST

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Thinking of you as always Leslie. I cannot think of anything inspiring to say..

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 7:42 PM CST

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Fly high Chris
Michele
Greensburg, Pa USA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 6:39 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,
Hoping things are a bit brighter for you today.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 31, 2005 4:22 PM CST

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Leslie, Thinking of you and hoping that today is a better day and when you think of Chris it brings a smile and no tears. Hugs and love to you and Ian and Frasier. I do so hope Frasier is doing okay.


Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 1:07 PM CST

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Thinking of you - hang in there.
Love and hugs. Marg xx
margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Thursday, March 31, 2005 7:24 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Nice to know that other people are looking in on Chris at his gravesite.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 6:09 PM CST

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Hope you are continuing to enjoy warm sunny days. The sun does wonders. Hope you can get outside if only for a little while. Keep plugging thru this, Leslie. God Bless you as you continue your difficult journey.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 1:07 PM CST

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Leslie,

Just thinking of you.

Snowing like crazy here this morning.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:06 AM CST

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Hi Leslie
spring has sprung in Missouri, too. it's nice to be outside in shirt sleeves for a change.
thinking of you!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005 5:45 AM CST

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Hi Leslie
I am told if you loose a child you always feel as if a piece of you is missing. However overtime you will get stronger and learn to cope with that piece of you life gone. Keep up the excellent work and stay strong. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 3:48 AM CST

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Thankyou Jesus for 24 hours of peace. Thinking of you daily. Christopher continues to inspire my life. Thank you Chris.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 7:56 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
I am glad you had a tolorable 24 hours and a bright warm sunny day!
I pray you have another good 24 hours.
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005 4:10 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Everyday you will think of something that will remind you of Chris, sometimes, I suppose they'll make you cry, others perhaps a smile, and then maybe a laugh.
Oh Leslie, wish we could hug you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 10:02 AM CST

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dear leslie............it seems like yesterday but to know a month has gone by is hard to believe............i think of you every day...patti from canada
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ont canada - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 8:00 AM CST

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I can't believe it's been a month. Thinking of you often.
Connie (Hug A Bug) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Monday, March 28, 2005 9:24 PM CST

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thinking of you today Leslie.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
SUffolk, VA - Monday, March 28, 2005 7:22 PM CST

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Oh Leslie,
My heart aches for you, the pain you are feeling must be unbearable at times. I'm glad you've got the photo's to give you all those memories of Chris' happy childhood.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, March 28, 2005 3:34 PM CST

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thinking of you
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 5:33 AM CST

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Still mourning the loss of one of the bravest young men I've seen in my lifetime. Keep it together, one day at a time.
Lauren Gamache <http://www.mizmystery.blogspot.com lauren_gamache@hotmail.com>
Surrey, B.C. Canada - Monday, March 28, 2005 5:06 AM CST

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A month is but a minute. Thinking of you and your precious Christopher.


Salli
Ottawa, - Monday, March 28, 2005 0:46 AM CST

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Happy Easter Leslie,

I hope the memories of your sweet Christopher hoped to make your day a little brighter.

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:13 PM CST

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Dear Leslie
May the glorious message of Easter somehow give you comfort in your moments of sadness.

You had some wonderful Easter happenings at your house, but Bunny Poop is a real winner!!! I wonder how many people reading your journal will start a new tradition at their house.

Love and prayers for you and Ian and Frasier.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 27, 2005 6:33 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I am thinking of you this Easter sunday Morning. At church this morning I prayed for all the mammy's who I'd gotten to know on caringbridge who had lost their kids this past year, my heart goes out to each one of you, but especially you Leslie, I feel I've know you the longest, and I honestly never expected this ending for Chris.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, March 27, 2005 4:31 AM CST

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Leslie,

Thinking of you today and always.



Devin and family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 11:23 PM CST

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Leslie,
I am hoping you and your family get through Easter alright without Chris.I have not signed the guest book lately because I usually start writting and then it doesn't sound right so I just forget it. I just want you to know I check on you each and everyday starting by looking at your handsome son first. I pray for you each day that your heart hurt's less and that it is filled with only happy memories of Chris. I think that it is very healthy for you to keep on posting on how you are doing.
Happy Easter!
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 10:27 PM CST

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Leslie,
Thinking of you this weekend. Chris will always be in my heart as a shooting star. Hope your days get a little easier.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:37 PM CST

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Leslie

Wishing you and your family a VERY



Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!






Shannon, Jeff & Our Little Bunny <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Christopher* - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:19 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

I'm sure that today is another hard day for you. I'll just bet you had plenty of Easter traditions with Christopher that this year will just not seem right. I'm so sorry. I can't imagine the pain you must feel on a daily basis. We think of you everyday and what a heroic mom you are to Chris.

Love and hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 6:14 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I am reminded of you and Chris so often everyday. Tonight I was watching the tv and there was someone mentioning a hospice for kids in Englad called 'shooting star' immediately I thought of Chris, everytime I hear 'shooting star' I think of him.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, March 26, 2005 4:01 PM CST

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Leslie, you are constantly on my mind. Praying that you have a better day today. The tears are cleansing. Without love there are no tears and I feel how much you loved your beloved Christopher. I will be lighting another votive candle for your entire family tomorrow at Easter Services. I pray for your peace.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:18 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I cannot contain my tears when as I am posting this. I so feel for you.I prey that you feel Christopher's presence in your life as I am sure he is watching over you .
I too have a son Daniel whose birthday is a couple of days after Christophers - 31 st May 1985. He too has had lymphoma , diagnosed last year in May 2004 and has finished his chemo in October. He s got liver infection which they are having trouble diagnosing and he is struggling daily with nousea , fevers etc. I also have another son whose birthday is 25 October 1984. Thanks god he is healthy .
It was heartbreaking to read Christophers story. Some of the struggles sound so familiar. It is so hard on the young people when this disease strikes!
I pray for your heart to heal and be soothed. Lots of love
Ewa - mum of Daniel , London UK

Ewa Lee <ewa.lee@ntlworld.com>
London, United Kingdom - Saturday, March 26, 2005 7:06 AM CST

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Thinking of you all and hoping you are having a better day. Check in everyday to see how you are. Find it hard to believe Caringbridge want you to remove the links to other sites. The support you must all get from each other is wonderful. Think I will have to email them with my comments.
Lots of love & hugs.
Marg xxx
margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Friday, March 25, 2005 6:36 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
My grandson Callum is here tonight, he was playing a game on the computer, and at one bit we were in the night sky and he said, "there's a shooting star", and I said "do you know what a shooting star is?, it's an angel skateboarding across the sky" he looked at me in amazement, he's not five yet, and he smiled and I said "isn't that wonderful" and he agreed. I too will always think of Chris whenever I see a shooting star, he certainly was a star on earth so of course he's one in heaven too.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, March 25, 2005 6:34 PM CST

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Hi Leslie-
Thinking of you today here in Pipersville. Will look for shooting stars tonite!

Anjou
anjou
Pipersville, PA usa - Friday, March 25, 2005 5:27 PM CST

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Just stopping in after being away to let you know that I continue my daily prayers for you with the hope that you will eventually find peace in your heart. My respect for you continues.

Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, March 25, 2005 4:01 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, I just wanted to say how very sorry I am for your loss, Christopher looks a fine young man who I'm sure gave you a lot of joy. I too have a 19 year old Christopher and tonight will give him a special hug, I am sure your Christopher knew how much he was loved, and will be in your heart beside you for ever.
I realise nothing I can say can ease the dreadful pain you must be feeling, but I send you my love and the hope that soon you will be able to think and talk about him without the anguish, just remembering the happy times you had together.

Sue <sue@narramorefarm.com>
Exeter, Devon UK - Friday, March 25, 2005 2:45 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Of course you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Alisa
& Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 10:30 AM CST

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Leslie
I will be praying for you this afternoon during our Good Friday service.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 9:40 AM CST

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Hi Leslie, Just stopping in to say hello before we leave to go to Sick Kids and to let you know we will be thinking of you and your family over Easter. Big Hugs
Tracy (Hug A Bug) and Christopher E. <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Friday, March 25, 2005 1:18 AM CST

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Hi, Sweet Leslie,
I loved your thinking about Chris snow/skateboarding across the sky when you see a shooting star. There is a book, by Allison DuBois, "Don't Kiss Them Goodbye." She is the real deal, and those who have passed talk to her. She says she named her book that way because our loved ones are all around us, can hear us..When you're ready, I'll send you a copy. She believes in Heaven and God, just that we don't "lose" our precious loved ones exactly as we feel we do.
I'm thinking of you always, Chris, too.
Please be EASY on yourself.
Take care.
Love Always, Lizzy/PugMom
Liz Finkelstein
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:42 PM CST

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Hey Leslie,

Thinking of you. Hope the days get easier. Surely this has to be the hardest thing ever to do. Take it easy on yourself. Things will happen. You've got a guardian angel now.

Hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:32 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Ian,
I drive past your street on the way to one of my students and often start to head to your
house out of habit. I have such special memories of my time teaching Chris and visiting
with you.There was always a part of me that didn't want to think about you moving and
Chris and I kept focussing on finishing his English credit.I guess I just wanted him to be
a perpetual student. You would often dream of a new home and I think that Chris accepted
your excitement-as much as any teenager would let on. I love to read about your memories
of him . He will always be fondly remembered.
Thinking of your family often,
Love, Kelly.
Kelly Knox
Aurora, ON Canada - Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:06 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, I come to you from Julianna Bananna's page. I have just spent the better part of 90 min. reading christopher's story. Your honesty and candor in your journaling about your brave son's journey was incredibly moving. I'm sure he is never far from you in Spirit. My prayers are with you during this very sad chapter in your life.


Julie Di Lodovico <Cegagirl@hotmail.com>
Detroit, MI - Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:49 PM CST

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Ian and Leslie

I can only imagine the feelings in this deep valley. Hang in there guys and cling to eachother as you move forward. As far as Chris goes, I am happy for him that he is in a better place and doesn't have to fight cancer anymore.
Tim Nelson <appearances1@aol.com>
Chicago, - Thursday, March 24, 2005 5:36 PM CST

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Leslie,
I'm thinking of you right now, and sending love and prayers your way from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 24, 2005 3:03 PM CST

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Leslie
Moving under any circumstances has to be stressful. Don't be too hard on yourself. Guilt sneaks in where it doesn't belong! I know it isn't easy to dismiss it.

thinking of you and remembering Chris with love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:28 AM CST

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Hi Leslie: You have every right to be proud of Chris. He was so adorable and loving and never complained. He could have screamed and yelled and been resentful but he wasn't. He has a great Mom and I bet he is asking God to help you through this and make sure you feel their love always. I can't imagine how heart broken you are but there are so many of us out here that send you love every single day and I know it isn't Chris' love but I have no doubt he is trying to send his love and comfort to you. God Bless You.
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 11:27 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
You know in your heart that Chris wouldn't want you to feel guilty about anything, he knows that you were dedicated to him, and that nothing was too much bother for you where he was concerned. It doesn't matter where you live or where you go, Chris is in your heart and will always be there.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 6:12 PM CST

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Thinking of you still Leslie.
Joe Rollo
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 12:38 AM CST

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Dear Leslie
Chris would want you to move on and so do we all when you are ready. You must not feel guilty. You have nothing to feel guilty about. As you would say to Chris GO GIRL GO!
Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 11:39 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,

I don't have the words to say how sorry I am about Chris. He will not be forgotten.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:55 AM CST

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Leslie,
Just stopping in to let you know we are thinking of you today. I can't imagine what you are going through right now but I pray that each day gets better for you. Each time I sign your guestbook I feel that I lack adequate words to express how truly sorry I am that you are going through this. You are constantly in our thoughts here in Virginia.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 8:06 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
I've just got home, I've been thinking of you all the time I was away. Your heart has been broken, who knows how long it will take to mend, will it ever be completely healed? I don't think so, Chris has left a huge void there. People say it get's easier, who am I to know, all I can say is "I hope it does". Leslie, you are always in my thoughts and prayers, I'm so glad you have Ian to lean on.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 12:25 AM CST

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Leslie,

I know it hurts to lose anyone you love, but I can't imagine the pain associated with losing a child. In reading your posts, it sounds like you have such sweet loving memories of Chris, and those memories will sustain you for the rest of your life. I know you will never get over losing Chris, but time will heal the pain and heartache. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Rosemary Woodruff (Rick's Mom) <rosemary@firstky.com>
Frankfort, KY USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:21 AM CST

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Leslie,

I know it hurts to lose anyone you love, but I can't imagine the pain associated with losing a child. In reading your posts, it sounds like you have such sweet loving memories of Chris, and those memories will sustain you for the rest of your life. I know you will never get over losing Chris, but time will heal the pain and heartache. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Rosemary Woodruff (Rick's Mom) <rosemary@firstky.com>
Frankfort, KY USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:20 AM CST

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Leslie
Don't expect too much. It is perfectly natural to keep melting down at this stage. It will take months but you will get there. Thinking of you everyday. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:15 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Off more of the dreaded vincristine today. I'm going to go up there and have a little heart to heart with my favorite oncologist...now does that sound funny or what?? Anyway, just thinking of you. Hope today is better.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 8:20 AM CST

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Hi Leslie
Thinking of you with love!

I am taking care of a little 12 year old Yorkie for 5 days. She is completely deaf, but her eyes are AOK. She has discovered the goldfish that I have in a hanging fishbowl, and she sits on top of the couch talking (and sometimes yelling) at it. Right now she is just staring at it. I imagine she'll get a stiff neck after awhile. I really can't imagine how she saw it in the first place since there are rocks on the bottom of the bowl. I wonder if she could sniff fishy smells....

Bless Ian for being there when you need him.

love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 7:19 AM CST

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Hugs for you, Leslie.
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 7:18 AM CST

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Hope you are having a better day today. It takes a long time, but the pain gets less and the memories are always there but sweeter.
Vance is home safely. Thank you for looking after him - he is looking forward to Fraser coming over in the Summer.
Thinking of you.Love and hugs.
Marg xx
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 6:24 AM CST

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hi there ... get better soon, alot of other people out there need u too =)
shanice
shanice <shanicetan@hotmail.com>
singapore - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 5:37 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you. I am glad that Hunter's vacuum cleaner stories made you laugh. I told Hunter that Chris liked vacuums too ;) Hunter sends all of his helium balloons thathe gets from restaurants etc to his friends in heaven, he said Chris gets the next one only because he can't send him a vacuum ;) We will never forget your sweet Christopher!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:59 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Think about Chris every day, and miss him. Then I think of you and imagine how you miss him a million times more. I don't even have anything to say that hasn't been said (and no doubt much better than I can express it). Hope what they say about time healing is true.............

Take care, same to Ian and Fraser.

Barb
Barb <brish@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:56 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Hang in there. Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 21, 2005 2:33 PM CST

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i miss gist
jeffo <jeffoneill_@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Monday, March 21, 2005 10:42 AM CST

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Just checking in on you. Sorry you are having so many sad days.

If you can think of something I can do please let me know.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 20, 2005 10:29 PM CST

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Leslie

Glad you got a little change of scenery. How is Buster doing without Christopher around??

Thinking of you,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 20, 2005 5:01 PM CST

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Leslie,

Hope the past couple of days have been a little easier. Thinking of you.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 20, 2005 12:50 AM CST

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Leslie,

I'm mad too. You have every right in the world to be mad. Plain and simple you were robbed. Chris was robbed. CAncer sucks big time.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 11:13 PM CST

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Just popping in to let you know I'm thinking of you...
Marcia and the gang, Hug a Bug <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON - Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:52 PM CST

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Leslie,
I send you a big hug from Minnesota((((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))))))
I hope and pray for a better day today for you.
Shelli
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 12:25 AM CST

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Leslie.

Thinking of you this Saturday morning.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:33 AM CST

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Hi Leslie, Still thinking of you and the family. I do so hope tht today is better for you. But all you can do is take one day at a time. And yes just keep wailing when ever you need to, it cleanes the soul. The tears help you cope with all of the emotions that you will and are feeling. I am a true believer in tears. Take care Leslie we are all here for you.

Hugs and much love sent your way,

Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Indep, Mo USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 7:18 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Just to let you know we are still thinking of you and your family and keeping you in our prayers.


Trudi (Kayla's auntie) <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Saturday, March 19, 2005 6:53 AM CST

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Oh Sweet Leslie,
Please go easy on yourself, and cry, wail all you need. Please expect nothing of yourself, and you and all of us should and do accept anything and nothing of you..Please just do and feel what comes naturally, no shoulds here, please. Chris would want only comfort and acceptance for/ of you.
Take care.
Love Always, Liz/PugMom
Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
FL - Saturday, March 19, 2005 0:05 AM CST

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Extra hugs tonight Leslie...

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 11:31 PM CST

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Hi Leslie
I now have Chris' picture on the hall bulletin board at church.

Even though you can't see all of us out here, please know that you are not crying alone for Chris. Sadness abounds across the borders.

with love and prayers for you
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 6:54 PM CST

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Dear Chris's family,

I'm so sorry for the loss of Chris to this horrid disease cancer. He is a handsome young man who has such a positive attitude displayed on his face.

It probably does not help, but when someone dies at such a young age, I tend to think of them as beating the rest of us to the 'finish line' in life's race and waiting for us to finish the race also.

May God bless you in the upcoming days as you struggle to try and make sense of it all. I do appreciate you keeping his web site up and letting us be a part of his memory. Some of us may not understand the pain and agony you are experiencing, but we do care and want to offer encouragement. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to 'know' Chris through his family.

In Christian love,
Mr. Wayne
Wayne Gordon <wgordon@cscsystems.com>
Hermitage, TN USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 4:46 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Hope today is better.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 12:48 AM CST

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I am SO SORRY about your loss!!! I have visited your site
before but have not checked in a while. I first heard about Chris through Devin Ross' site.
Sorry doesn't begin to cover the sadness I feel about Chris' passing. He won over the cancer though, as you said. He is at peace!!
I want you to know you are in my prayers. I pray for peace for you and your family through these extremely difficult times.
Love and prayers,
Diana Young

Diana Young <shawneedphc@sbcglobal.net>
Shawnee, OK USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 12:09 AM CST

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I can't even begin to imagine the pain and suffering you and your family are going through. No one can imagine what you are going through if they haven't gone through it themselves. Please feel free to express your pain here to us.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Friday, March 18, 2005 12:01 AM CST

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Tracy and Lucas www.caringbridge.org/il/lucas <crazyw4k1@comcast.net>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 8:37 AM CST

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You're still in our prayers. Hang in there, you've got lots of people who love you and are praying for you.

Love and Prayers,
Amy & Micah

MICAH'S JOURNEY

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 8:23 AM CST

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Oh boy girl...
Do I know what you mean...I'm so angry I could spit!
Why why why? So not fair, so wrong....makes me wanna scream WTF!? Such a huge feeling of helplessness....we can't put a Band Aid on this one and nothing can be worse for a mom...
Thinking about you, very much so...

HUGS
Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ON Canada - Friday, March 18, 2005 7:01 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,
Don't you worry about venting your anger here, you have a total right to be angry, why should Chris have died, he fought so hard. I know we all know he's in heaven and without fear or pain now, but that doesn't help, we wanted him here with you where he belongs. My heart aches for you Leslie.
I won't be able to check in for a few days, but don't think I've forgotton about you, you are always in my thoughts.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, March 18, 2005 3:52 AM CST

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Leslie....

Thinking of you....a lot!! I don't know that 'I' have fixed a meal (a decent one at least) since Christopher passed....it just doesn't seem right. I can't imagine all of the emotions you must be feeling. You certainly have a right to feel mad!! I'm mad for the way he had to live his life the past several years dealing with this cancer crap on a day in and day out basis......heck my 8 year old lives in fear for his life and he doesn't know 1 10th of what Chris knew and understood. Cancer is a living hell. I know that he is at peace now. It certainly wasn't what you planned for him, but the reality is he gave it a damn good fight and WON. I'm just so sorry he couldn't win here on this earth....and be around to drive you nuts and worry you to death for the rest of your years. It isn't supposed to be this way. Parents are not supposed to have to watch their kids suffer, suffer, suffer and die. I don't understand it. We need a cure.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:17 PM CST

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I'm so very sorry to hear about your handsome young man. Ugh, I hate what cancer does. Just want you to know that Chris will be with you always, in and around everything and it is totally okay to think about him--you are not being self absorbed! Make sure to give yourself and the rest of your family lots of time to be alone and to be together. Most of all just know that all the people who come around you at this time are not there to be entertained or fed or anything else. We send you all our love and momhugs for the hard days ahead.

Praying for God's loving peace and comfort for all of you, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@execpc.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, March 17, 2005 10:56 PM CST

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Leslie,
I'm just letting you know, that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 17, 2005 4:38 PM CST

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Thinking of you...

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 4:15 PM CST

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Leslie, I am thinking of you, and always remember we are here for you, just call.

Tanya <oasis11t@yaqhoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 3:08 PM CST

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Dear Leslie....
My heart aches for you and your missing your baby. As a stranger - I've actually felt a bit 'disconnected' myself since Chris 'won' his battle. And that's me - a complete and total stranger!!! But I've been by your 'side' for a while - keeping up thru the NHL site and Chris' caring bridge site.
Allow yourself the grief in missing your baby. Together you BOTH fought the good fight. Know you're never far from my thoughts and prayers.....
Lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Thursday, March 17, 2005 2:18 PM CST

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I am so sorry to read about your loss. My step daughter told me about chris and I just got his website address. My heart goes out to you.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 1:58 PM CST

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Leslie

I love the picture of *Christopher* that you've put on the front of his page. Thank you for sharing it with everyone who checks up on you.

Hoping you and your family have a



Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon, Jeff & Our Little Leprechaun <humphity@gmail.com>
#24 - Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:54 AM CST

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Hey Leslie...

Check your email....sent you a novel. More later...let me know if you want me to call him...when I did, it was HOURS, not days and EXACTLY what I wanted.

((hugs))

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 10:09 AM CST

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Hi Leslie
Sound like you are making good progress. Giving the blanket up is a start. Well done. You now need to find something to do with your time.....why don't you think about becoming a CaringBridge Ambassador? Even just temporarily until you get you self settled. Just ideas tell me to shut up if you wish. Much love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:55 AM CST

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I am very sorry to hear about Christopher. I understand how you are feeling my little Girl went up to heaven in January. please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
With Hugs.

Corinne, Angel Bree's mom
www.caringbridge.org/hi/breanna
Corinne Arthurs <barthun628@rogers.com>
Woodstock, Ontario, Canada - Thursday, March 17, 2005 6:47 AM CST

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He is so handsome Leslie..I'll bet the girls in Heaven watching him use his Boards just adore him!! I cry when I read about you crying, but my heart is warmed by every detail of Chris you tell, every story you relate. As long as it's right for you, it sure is a gift to those of us who didn't get to spend time with him on this Earth. What a beautiful cover page you've made. We are blessed by Chris. We are blessed by you. God Bless You Both.
Love Always, Liz/PugMom
Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
FL - Thursday, March 17, 2005 1:50 AM CST

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I can't even begin to imagine the pain you and your family are going through right now. Please know that you have people out here that care for you and are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Thursday, March 17, 2005 1:48 AM CST

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Leslie,

Thinking of you always.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 1:05 AM CST

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Dear Leslie
I'm going to try to print that wonderful picture of Chris. He is so very handsome!
Thinking of you daily, and praying for you, too.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 9:14 PM CST

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dear sweet leslie.how i feel for you right now...keeping chris things close are so good....you need that right now..it is so understandable how you feel......you and your boy were so close and connected..take each day as it comes and dont be too hard on yourself..im thinking of you a lot......patti in stratford
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ont canada - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 6:50 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
What can I say? I don't feel your pain, so I can't tell you what you should be feeling or not. I think you must do just what is right for you, and if that means sleeping on Chris' pillow and leaving his blanket unwashed then that's the way it should be. It must be so hard to wake up every morning knowing that Chris isn't there, and of course you'll feel a void, Chris was your life for 4 years, you lived and breathed every minute with him, that just doesn't pass. I wish I could help, I feel so useless. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 6:27 PM CST

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I was so sad to hear of Chris' passing but also know he is no longer subjected to the pain. Our 19 yr. old daughter passed away Sept. 18 after her stem cell transplant in May never worked to cure her lymphoblastic lymphoma. The last 6 wks. spent in ICU at City of Hope were so difficult. We loved her so much and feel the loss everyday as you will. May you find peace and comfort in the days to come. Our children are out of pain and we will always love them. My heart goes out to Leslie and everyone (thanks Julie for adding to the journal). My thoughts are with you.
Kate Steuernagel <steuern70@cox.net>
Chula Vista, CA usa - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 11:53 AM CST

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Hey Leslie,

Glad to hear that the legal matter is a thing of the past..I can remember how disgusted you were when that whole little ordeal happened...its a shame you had to spend as much time worrying about it as it was. SO GLAD this guy came through with getting it worked out for you...I'm positive Mr. Christopher had a hand it that. Quite a kid!!!

Hope today is a better one.

HUgs my friend,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 9:41 AM CST

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Hi Leslie..

I've tried signing in earlier, but no words. I'm sorry. The friend I told you about should be contacting you. She said she would be glad to help....If that doesn't work let me know and I'll help you find something that does.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 10:28 PM CST

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Hi Leslie
There are lots of nice people in the World. Thank goodness you keep finding them! Don't loose faith. Good to hear form you again. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 5:29 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
I suppose there will be many more days like yesterday. But, it's so good that you had this nice lawyer today, and he really does sound like a gem, I always think people who love animals are going to be nice to humans too.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 4:51 PM CST

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What a handsome son you have. Although I do not know you or your son, you are always in my thoughts and I hope that the fond memories of Chris will help you through the tough days ahead.
Laura
Winnipeg, - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 4:23 PM CST

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Leslie,

What a wonderful picture. Chris was such a handsome lad. I know you're very proud of him. We'll continue to pray the Lord will give you the peace and comfort needed as you go through this trying time.
Rosemary Woodruff <rosemary@firstky.com>
Frankfort, KY USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 7:44 AM CST

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Leslie,
Thank you for sharing the new picture of Chris.
Just know that I think of you each and everyday!

shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 7:36 AM CST

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Leslie

I'm sure you thought of absolutely everything to send along with *Christopher*. I was never aware that *Christopher* was a fan of Jay and Silent Bob. Jeff and I are too. It may not seem like much of a tribute, but you better believe that *Christopher* will be on my mind everytime I see one of their films. Thank you for mentioning that.

Hoping all is as well as it possibly can be with you and your wonderful family.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
#24 - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 6:29 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Wow, my heart leapt this morning when I saw Chris looking out at me, it's a great picture, thanks for sharing it with us.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 2:50 AM CST

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Hi Leslie and folks, I still check in every day and it was great to see the new pictures of Chris. He looks so calm. Fraser was so right-he didn't deserve all that lousy stuff but obviously handled it with much grace and maturity according to everyone who knew him who has shared their experiences with the rest of us. You were all very lucky to have had him for 19 years and I'm sure he enriched your lives immensely considering the short time he was here. Still sending best wishes to Chris and to you.
Tracey
Tracey <purvistl@hotmail.com>
Victoria, BC Canada - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 2:26 AM CST

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Wow..love the new picture of Christopher you posted...thanks for doing that. He looks so approachable. Wish we could have met him.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 10:52 PM CST

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Hey Les...
Can't stop thinking about you. Love the pic, glad you posted it. Handsome lad your Kissyfur...
BTW, neat list, kewl mom Jess said :-)

Luv & Hugs

Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ON Canada - Monday, March 14, 2005 9:26 PM CST

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Leslie,
It made me smile when I read all of the things you sent Chris on his journey with, all of his favorite things. You are a very special person and continue to inspire me. I wish there was more that I could say and I am so sorry that it turned out this way for Chris. He was a wonderful young man, I am guessing he takes after his mom ;) Thinking of you often
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, March 14, 2005 8:11 PM CST

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I just wanted you too know that I am thinking about you...
WIth hugs, We just lost our daugther on January 18, 2005, I know your pain..
You will be in my prayers.
Corinne, Angel Bree's mom
www.caringbridge.org/hi/breanna
Corinne Arthurs <barthun628@rogers.com>
Woodstock, Ontario, Canada - Monday, March 14, 2005 8:06 PM CST

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Leslie you are a sweet Mom. Been passing by here to check up on you. When my husband's stepfather died we put pictures in his pocket and he always told my husband that he could get along anywhere with a knife, a dollar, some hooks and fishing line and so he had all that in his pockets as well (from northern Ontario eh).
Salli
Ottawa, - Monday, March 14, 2005 5:48 PM CST

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Leslie,
I am so glad you sent Chris off with a little piece of me :) I miss him and think about him every day. Every time I watch Jay and Silent Bob I think of him, and how hard I laughed each of the times we watched it and how he would just shake his head at me.
Hope you're doing well, xoxo
Britt <aimlessendeavors@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Monday, March 14, 2005 4:20 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Well, one things for sure, I bet all those other angels couldn't believe Chris when he turned up in heaven with all that you packed for him. It was a really nice thought to put all his favourite things in with him and also to let him wear what he liked most.
I have missed looking in on you, but I have been thinking of you and praying for you all.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:49 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Monday again. Just thinking of you and wondering how you are. I don't think there is a 'normal' way to grieve. Like you said you have been grieving the loss of his 'normal' life for years. Even though Devin is doing so much better I still have those days where I just feel mad at the world because of the year of life he missed....and that is absolutely NOTHING compared to what your Christopher went through. Know that you made the best of your time here on earth with him and that he knew and you knew that he was loved. You take care.

((((((HUGS)))))

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 11:24 AM CST

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Dear Leslie
You're doing fine.How you feel is quite normal when four years of your life have been completely taken up caring for others. Keep strong.
Love Marg
margaret <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Monday, March 14, 2005 8:33 AM CST

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Dear Leslie....
I wanted to check in with you this morning and let you know I'm thinking of you.
Although your heart is forever broken, I hope thinking of Chris will help your heart hurt less.....


lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Monday, March 14, 2005 7:27 AM CST

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Leslie,
Ya know I think you are handling it the way your suppose to. Your life was nothing but hospital stays, chemo, worry so of course you are feeling lost but yet you must be somewhat relieved because your Gist is not suffering anymore. Leslie I send you my prayer's and thank you for sharing all the stuff about Chris.
Shelli
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 6:15 PM CST

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Leslie,

Thinking of you today. I stayed up last night baking a cheesecake for Devin. As I mixed the ingredients together I wondered how it would turn out, then I realized it didn't matter. Nothing really matters. I'm just so glad that he is here with me and of course that made me think MORE about you; how you are doing and how you are feeling. I cannot imagine. I hope you know that you are an IMPORTANT PERSON, even if Christopher is physically not here with you, you are still very much loved and an important part of many lives. Hope today is a good one for you...and I wish, wish, wish you could be here today to give you a hug...

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 5:23 PM CST

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praying for you, Leslie
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 5:09 PM CST

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Leslie---just thinking of you today---and praying that you are doing OK. Thank you for being so thoughtful and caring to all of the fellow CaringBridge families even when your heart was very heavy. It means so much that you take the time to encourage and share with others traveling the same tough road that Chris traveled so bravely. Chris was lucky to have such a caring mother---and the "community" feels they are lucky that he shared you. Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 12:38 AM CST

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Hi Les, you can add me to the list of people thinking of you today. Thank you for being so gracious to Alex that Friday night and for introducing Adele and I to the "Pack" on Saturday. I have read messages from them for so long in the guest book and it was nice to finally meet them.
Thinking of you every day,
Lots of love,
Brenda <brendabradbury@hotmail.com>
Oshawa, - Sunday, March 13, 2005 11:53 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Just thinking about you today.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:24 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Looked at a bunch of cards today hoping to find the 'perfect' one. Truth is, there is no perfect card and no perfect way to say I'm sorry things happened the way they did. I'm so sorry. I do hope that time will make it easier on you. I cannot imagine how you are feeling.. If you'd like to talk I'm here.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 6:25 PM CST

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Leslie,

Just thinking about you today. Hope you have a good day.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:14 PM CST

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Hi Leslie
Bad days are to be expected as you know. Over the years Chris will ensure that you get less and less of them. I know when my best friend died it took me 2 years before I could think of her without crying. It is now nearly 5 year since her death I now have only lovely memories about her. Not sad ones. Of course if I think of her death and situation surrounding her death I cry but I try not to do this. Much love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:41 AM CST

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Leslie,

Thanks for sharing your Christopher with us. I've missed getting to come and check on you. Please know that we continue to keep your family in our prayers.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 7:07 PM CST

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Leslie,

Thanks for sharing your Christopher with us. I've missed getting to come and check on you. Please know that we continue to keep your family in our prayers.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 7:07 PM CST

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I'm sure that Christopher made sure you found that bracelet today, just to let you know that he is free from pain and skateboarding like crazy up in heaven. Doing all the things that cancer robbed from him. Looking down over you and helping you try to get through these toughest of days.

Stay strong.

Heather (Hug a Bug)
Heather (HUG A BUG) <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, March 11, 2005 4:34 PM CST

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I made a picture for Chris, I thought it would be a really nice way to remember him. Everyone misses you Chris, I hope you like the picture. Leslie you are so strong, dont doubt your feelings, Take things in small strides.

Here's The link
http://pizzaville.tripod.com/GistsPic.jpg

Suzy Turney <turn6410@wlu.ca>
Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, March 11, 2005 4:27 PM CST

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I am another cancer mom praying for you right now. I am attending another funeral tomorrow but, today, I wear my sick daughters gold cancer pin in Christophers honor and my healthy son's skateboard has had Christophers name added to the sticker collection to ride with Dayton every day from here on out. We cancer mom's pray for you and hope you see your way out the other side of this. Shelley Cleveland www.caringbridge.org/ut/jourdyn.
Shelley Cleveland <shelleywcleveland@hotmail.com>
Cedar City, Utah USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:46 AM CST

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Good Morning Leslie,
Just checking in to see how you are doing and wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts.


Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, On - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:02 AM CST

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Leslie, There is not a day that goes by that I think about you and how you are doing. I am so glad you are posting and still sharing Chris with us. I feel like this will help with the grief process, knowing that so many people still check in and want you to talk about Chris. It will probably be the best medicine for you. Take care, we all love you.

Sharon(mar0929)
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:25 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
I guess you'll get lots of down days, it's to be expected. What a wonderful idea to give us factoids about Chris. I won't be able to sign in for a few days, we're going away, but I will be thinking of you, as always.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, March 11, 2005 3:16 AM CST

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Leslie-
Thanks for the factoids about Chris. It's nice to learn about his likes. Hang in there and know that someone in Georgia is thinking about you often.
Amy
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 10:25 PM CST

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Thinking of you Leslie.

James
James Rochford <jr007e5090@blueyonder.co.uk>
Bristol, united kingdom - Thursday, March 10, 2005 5:46 PM CST

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Thinking of you Leslie - just keep posting and talking about Chris.
God Bless.
Love and hugs
Marg
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Thursday, March 10, 2005 5:05 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
I'm going to bed shortly, but I couldn't go without saying goodnight.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 10, 2005 4:08 PM CST

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Dear Leslie
I am delighted to read your message. You sound like you are doing well, all things considered. Keep it up and keep busy. Love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Thursday, March 10, 2005 3:07 PM CST

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Leslie, you are in my continual thoughts and prayers. Everything that you are feeling right now is so "normal"including the 4 years of grieving and saying good-bye. What an incrediable act of love as a mother to be at piece at your child's release from painful wordly struggle. God Bless Leslie, on your continuing journey.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:21 AM CST

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We're keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!

Love and Prayers,
Amy & Micah

MICAH'S JOURNEY

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 7:00 AM CST

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praying for you, Leslie
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:19 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Thinking of you this morning.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 10, 2005 2:55 AM CST

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Leslie,
I have never written to you but I have followed your son's progress for along time. I tried to check on him last week but it was asking for a password so I couldn't. I just read about Chris and was so shocked and sad. As a young person myself(23), I have a hard time imagining not being here, but as I have followed his couragous journey, it is comforting to know that he is not suffering no more. Then as a mother of 2 I can not imagine the feelings you are going through. All I can say is you are one strong lady and never second guess your grieving because everyone could see your love for your "special baby". My condolences and thoughts are with your family.
Michelle Bowen <shell_bell00@hotmail.com>
Harts, WV USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:07 PM CST

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Leslie,
Chris would be very proud of you for all that you are doing, keeping it together as much as possible. You are doing a wonderful job and I just want you to know that I think you are one of the most inspiring people I know. We are thinking of you often
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 9:19 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,
You were with Chris all through this nightmare, and I think you are so relieved in a way that his pain and desperation for a normal life has ended. But who am I to comment on the grief of losing a child, I have never lost one. All I can say is, everyone's feelings are different, and you shouldn't even think about them, your feelings are right for you. You were and are a wonderful mother, we all know that. Please take care of yourself.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:15 PM CST

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Leslie
Thinking and praying for you always. Your feelings are so normal. The first weeks after Marcus passed I was working on shock and it looked that I was "normal" but normal is new for us now. If you ever need to talk I am here. Taake care and be gentle with yourself.
Love and Prayers
Teresa(mommy to the greatest love of my life-Marcus-forever in my aching heart)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie

Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, Canada - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:02 PM CST

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Leslie,
Thinking about you, and checking the web-site as became habit to so many of us.
Don't second guess your feelings right now, everyone grieves in their own way, in their own time. Tears don't make grief any stronger or deeper.
The important thing is to look after yourself now, as now it is you that is healing.

Barb
Barbara Allison <brish@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:07 PM CST

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Dearest Leslie,
Please excuse what I look back on as a long, capitalized alot (!!) message..I was feeling very emotional. No thank yous necessary for basket, just hoping what came provides easy sustenance. You are amazing, and we're all just praying for Peace for you. It's good to take Ativan if you need it. You need good "sleeps."
Thinking always of Chris.
Take care.
Love Always, Lizzy/PugMom

Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 1:26 PM CST

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to leslie...i think the feelings you are having are just normal and you shouldnt give them a thought.........your wonderfull chris is in such a safe and wonderfull place....in the past you were so busy trying to keep this child alive now your routine is so different.....how do you go to such a change overnite.....be easy on yourself .baby yourself .and know you were the best mom a kid could find patti from canada
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford , ont canada - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 12:56 AM CST

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Hi Leslie
Thinking of you. You will cope without Chris you just need time.
Fiona

Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 8:03 AM CST

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It is wonderful to read the comments from former students to Chris and his family. I taught Chris and Fraser and kept in touch with Chris' battle through Debbie McDonald. What a sad but brave battle was fought. My thoughts are with you, Fraser, and your family. You and Chris are remembered fondly by the oldies but goodies at Regency Acres Public School.
Becky Knowles <rebecca.knowles@yrdsb.edu.on.ca>
Aurora, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 7:54 AM CST

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Thinking of you this morning.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 3:18 AM CST

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Our thoughts are with you all
Craigs Mom is now in the hospital, but never a day went by when she didn't ask about Christopher, she sends you all her best wishes.
Craig and Tina West <craig.west@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, On Canada - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:01 PM CST

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Leslie,
Although I was away for a few days, I never stopped thinking of you and your family and holding you up in prayer. At the time of Chris service we were in the car, I just said "lets pray for Chris' family" and so we did. I am praying that you will have strength in the coming weeks, I know Chris is watching you and is you personal guardian angel. We all miss him, he was such an inspiration to us all.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 3:55 PM CST

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Leslie
treasuring you!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 1:39 PM CST

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just thinking of you
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 12:11 AM CST

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I'm sending love your way.
tiffany
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 12:06 AM CST

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Thinking of you...

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 10:59 AM CST

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Leslie and family,

Just thinking of you guys today.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:40 AM CST

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Dearest Leslie (and FAMILY),
I just wanted to say that your knowing you are Chris' FOREVER MOM, your SPEAKING to him, WRITING to him everyday, is STILL the reason it can be said without a doubt, there is NO MOTHER AS PERFECT as YOU. THAT is why THERE IS NO INDIVIDUAL, NOW ANGEL, but ALWAYS HERE on this earth, like CHRISTOPHER, in our hearts, minds, memories, mind's eyes.."Science" (right now a "yuck" for science) says things are looking like 40 to 50% genetic, 40 to 50% environment in how a child grows into, say, the INCREDIBLE young man Christopher has been. (I cannot use a "grammatically correct" "was.") My Brother, at 43, w/ his Wife, 43, adopted a lovely Korean son, Henry..It is in their questions, adjustment, etc. to being new, adoptive parents, plus my Brother's education as a professor in the sciences, that these discussions have arisen..To ME, HERE, it is only further proof positive, that your "Kissyfur," (PLEASE excuse me if that is only a name YOU can use in talking to him; I feel so close to you both, but don't want to overstep..Just say, please) Anyway, proof positive that percentages in (yucky) sciences even PROVE why Christopher has been the BRAVEST, you the most PERFECT..Made for one another, just as you are for your other children, but a special bond here because of an earthly lifetime packed into 19 years..Genetically, environmentally, POOR ways to "back up" or PROVE the power of the Heart, of Love..but even so, even they PROVE all that has been written here. I'm also SO GLAD you know he's SnowBoarding, Riding the Snowy Clouds..It really is true;(not something cynics cannot see, having less LOVE, less HEART). Everything also, Leslie, you have described yourself doing, is SO NORMAL, but as usual, a cut above normal, in that "Perfect Mom" Place.
Please accept all the outpouring of Love, Sympathy, Empathy, gifts, meals, support, coming your way. It comes to your doorstep for a higher reason, from a higher power, just using us as the bearers of what you ALL need.
Please keep writing if/ when you can Leslie.."They" say it helps, is "therapeutic," but it is Beautiful too. I Hope and Pray it helps YOU. It reflects your inner, outer beauty, Chris' inner, outer beauty.
PLEASE, as I say always, do not hesitate to call, email if you all need or want ANYTHING.
God Bless You All, and Watch over you, with Chris' guidance.
Take care.
Love Always, Lizzy/PugMom and Jesse/PugDad
Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net OR Bocaburton@aol.com>
FL - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 7:01 AM CST

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Dear Leslie and family;
Amanda Attridge informed us here at CDI College of your great loss. I hope for you and your family peace and comfort, however that may present itself. Skateboarding among the stars is a wonderful vision to hold onto.
My deepest condolences.

Debbie Fletcher-Queen <dfletcherqueen@yahoo.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 5:26 AM CST

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Leslie and Family,
Our family attended the funeral on Saturday and you could feel the love from all the people that gathered to pay tribute to your son. As I have read through many of the comments he was a role model to all of us that go through life with some very difficult times that he never complained.
My prayers go out to you during this time.
Patrick O'Neill

Patrick O'Neill <poneill@wayfarerinsurance.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, March 7, 2005 10:21 PM CST

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Leslie,

I feel like David the pharmacy guy...below. I am so used to checking your site several times a day...just habit. I'll still come here to check on you and your family. I still like to do 'research' by reading Christopher's journal history. I cannot tell you how many times you have helped me out...and probably had no idea you were doing so. Thanks again for keeping this site. It has helped our family and I'm sure it will help others as well.

Thanks for your extra kind words to Devin. He will get better, but its certainly not an easy road, as you can attest. Your concern is welcomed and appreciated.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 9:28 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
I didn't get a chance to speak to you on Saturday. I can't imagine the pain you must have been going through these past four years and the strength that you had to find in yourself to survive these past years.
The service on Saturday was beautiful. Elise certainly made it special for all of us who were there and, I'm sure for Christopher.
Once again, Leslie...our deepest sympathies.
Laura Beecroft <laura@graphicdirection.com>
Richmond Hill , On Canada - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:00 PM CST

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Leslie
It has been one of my regular routines to stop in and check on Chris and you. Now that he is gone I can't seem to stop checking in. We corresponded a couple of times about medicine issues, I wish I could have been more help. Thanks for sharing this journey with all of us. You are in my prayers. If I can be of any help just email me.

David
pharmacy guy
David <paschald@airmail.net>
Dallas, TX - Monday, March 7, 2005 7:53 PM CST

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Leslie

You are an extremely strong woman and I am so very proud to know you. Keep up with all the amazing work you've been doing while having to deal with such a difficult time. Remember, you have my e-mail addy should you ever find the need for it.

Christopher

Sweet, sweet *Christopher*
I just wanted to let you know that I wore my gold guardian angel pin for you all day Saturday. I hope you noticed! Please always keep an open eye on that terrific family of yours. I know they'll miss you forever and ever until you're reunited.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
*Always Remembering Christopher* - Monday, March 7, 2005 5:57 PM CST

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Dear Chris,
I had the pleasure of knowing you throughout elementry school and high school, but I wish I had made a better effort to keep in touch over the last couple of years. You are an amazing person who will be missed dearly and will always remain in our hearts forever. Gooodbye Chris.

Allison Hammond
Allison Hammond <a_k_h_99@yahoo.com>
Aurora, Ont - Monday, March 7, 2005 5:37 PM CST

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hello..... im realy sorry for your loss.... i know you must be hearing that alot... but i realy am.... my friend melissa is 12.... she always will be.. she had a brain tumor.... she passed away a week from yesturday..... and dont feel guilty.... God knows what he is doing... we might not understand it but in the end...... we will all be together!

with all my love,
Jillian Oliff
jillian oliff friend of Melissa <grnvwbug@aol.com>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 1:31 PM CST

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Hello Leslie,

So glad to hear you have a minute to just sit down. I know you are going to miss him like everything, but just knowing that there is no more suffering..no more chemo or complications must feel like a giant weight has been lifted. Devin told me yesterday that he knew that Chris was just skateboarding like a wild man...because he COULD now. I would like to think he is now catching up on doing so many things his earthly body has not allowed for so long...#1 just feeling good and being a kid.

Thanks so much for sharing his story with us and allowing us to 'meet' Christopher and become a part of your lives. We are proud and honored to call you our friends. If there is ever anything we can do to make this new path a little easier to walk, please don't hesitate to write or call. Know that you are welcome here anytime. I mean that!!!!!

Hugs,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 12:32 AM CST

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Our hearts goes out to you and yours. When my own Chris got sick in '03 you were a source of inspiration and hope for my wife and I. I guess I forgot that all endings aren't happy. If we can be of any help please do not hesitate to get in touch with us.
Ray, Maryanne and Chris Burkitt www.caringbridge.org/ny/chris <rburkitt@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 12:24 AM CST

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Leslie,
Thinking of you and sharing Chris' story with the folks at church.
fondly
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 7:06 PM CST

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I only met Chris a handful of times, through my brother (Jeff) who is the same age as him. He was truly a great person, always putting a smile on everyones face. He was truly an inspiriation to us all. I wish I could have spent more time with him. He will be missed deeply.
Greg O'Neill <feelthatbass@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Sunday, March 6, 2005 5:32 PM CST

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Thinking of you. Love Shawn
Shawn Troyer <oldwoman@sympatico.ca>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 2:39 PM CST

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Of course we are thinking of you. Always are. Hope that today is a little easier for you.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 11:57 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Sorry this is so late, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry about Chris. I wish you the best in all that you go on to do in later days. I'll be sending you a poem I wrote for Chris soon, I love to write poems, so I picked up on writing poems in memory of friends and family I've grown close to. Chris was like a brother to me. Just remember God loves you and won't give you anything more until he thinks you can handle it. Take one day at time and don't be in a rush to make things all back to somewhat normal, nothing can compare to the love God has to give. I'm always going to be here if you need support for anything.
http://www.caringbridge.org/il/teagan
Teagan Urzendowski <doglover02@att.net>
Streamwood, IL USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 10:31 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I too lost a teenage son a few months ago, and know the pain you are feeling. Chris sounds like an amazing young man and you did an awesome job taking care of him.
Leslie Edmonds (Angel Shane's mom www.caringbridge.org/va/shane) <ledmonds@charter.net>
Smithfield, VA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 9:36 AM CST

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Chris, you are my hero. I don't know anyone who would go through what you went through with such grace. You never once complained and that is why I envy you. I will miss tagging along with you and my brother and I will truly miss you always picking on me like I was you're little sister. I used to hate it when you would bug me but when I look back on it now I know that I wouldntt change any of it for the world. I am so lucky that I knew you Chris because you truly are the best person in the world. I know that your suffering is over now and I am so happy to know that you can now skateboard and snowboard as much as you want. You were like a brother to me ,and you will forever have a special place in my heart.
I love you my Tiffer
Michelle
Michelle <shelley807@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Sunday, March 6, 2005 9:20 AM CST

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Well, Chris, I'm writing this directly to you because I know you're up in heaven watching us and saying,"What's your problem? What's all this crap?" Well, the answer is simple.It's our way of paying tribute to an amazing young man.And you truly were, are and will always be an amazing young man to us all.Your friends and family have been remembering funny things you've done in the past.Just the other day, your mom and I were talking about the time Andrew slept over at your house and you charged him 25 cents for a bowl of cereal, but in all fairness, it WAS Cinnamon Toast Crunch...your fav and his.LOL too funny. One thing that stands out in my mind as well as in the minds of so many others is the fact that although you were suffering things most of us can't even begin to imagine, you never once complained. Perhaps you whispered in silent prayer, asking for relief from your torment...no one will ever know.And if you did, we can take comfort in knowing your prayers were finally answered. But we never heard you utter a complaint... not a "why me", not a single," this sucks and I don't deserve it". I don't know many who would be so strong. Every time I spoke to you, you told me you were fine...I knew you were lying and I told you so but you insisted you were ok and when I asked if there was anything you wanted, you said no, then thought a minute and occasionaly would ask for chocolate chip cookies. So I'd bake a batch and bring them over even though I knew you were too ill to eat them. I knew you weren't asking for yourself.You wanted me to bake them for Ian, Fraser and your mom. Even then, when you were too sick to eat, you were thinking of others. I know that angels can't walk among us on this earth but if they could, you would truly be one.Elise said something in her tribute to you that I'm sure you've already heard but I'll repeat it anyway. She said you must have been taken away because you were needed somewhere else. I truly believe that.I always have. Everything happens for a reason and that is the only reason I can think of that even begins to make sense. I know you are skatboarding and snowboarding and sharing that "impish" grin with family and friends who have gone on before you and probably having a wonderful time, but you will be very sadly missed down here by those of us who are left with only your memories....some sweet, some funny, some inspirational and yes, even some..."you're such a brat" memories, but all of them fond and close to our hearts.I know that you are finally free from the pain, sickness, countless pokes and prods and all of the indignities that go along with such a terrible, unforgiving illness and we, who are left, can take some comfort in knowing you are happy and whole again and living in perfect love. To say, "Thank you" doesn't seem enough but there are no words that fit. So I will just say say, "thank you for touching my life and the lives of so many others in the way that you have". You came into this world too early and you've left this world far too early as well. And as I wrote on your snowboard, it's never goodbye...just cya later. I love you kissyfur. You'll be in my heart forever...Debbie
Debbie Nichol (McDonald) <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Sunday, March 6, 2005 8:05 AM CST

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leslie.today will be a hard day.im thinking about you.........patti
patti lacriox <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ontario canada - Sunday, March 6, 2005 6:14 AM CST

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Will always remember when you spoke your first word. God bless.
Philip Barawitzka <gonediving@ic24.net>
Kuwait City, Kuwait - Sunday, March 6, 2005 5:38 AM CST

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We are deeply sorry for the loss of your wonderful Christopher. I am so sorry to be so late in expressing that to you. You are in our thoughts and we wish for you strength, peace and so many happy memories.

Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxo Hug A Bug (formerly BWC) <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab, - Sunday, March 6, 2005 0:32 AM CST

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Leslie,
Just thinking of you. I know today was such a hard day. Hugs for you!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 8:43 PM CST

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Just thinking of you guys..

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 5, 2005 6:43 PM CST

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Leslie, you are in my thoughts. Sending you strength and love.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, March 5, 2005 4:47 PM CST

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Hey Leslie...
Have just returned...The service was beautiful & touching.
You, Ian & Fraser are in our thoughts...always...
SHOUT if you need anything at all! The Rat Pack is here for you!
Hang in there kiddo, doing a great job!

Luv & Hugs


Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ON Canada - Saturday, March 5, 2005 1:59 PM CST

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I am so sad to hear of the loss of your son.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, March 5, 2005 1:18 PM CST

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Chris, you were so strong throughout this terrible ordeal, i know your having fun now, you will never be forgotten.
Cam <cam_troyer@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:44 AM CST

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Leslie,
I just wanted to let you know that I am wearing a gold ribbon today even if I cannot be there. My thoughts are with you and your family today!
Shelli and family
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
cleveland, mn - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:39 AM CST

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I put my ribbon on first thing this morning. I went to bed last night my thoughts of you Leslie and of Chris. Thoughts of the times when you posted happy times that he was eating, laughing or just being a cheeky kid. And thoughts of sad times too. Yet I choose my thoughts to remember the good times, those when your pride of your wonderful son was there for all to feel and read. You were and are a fantastic Mom Leslie don't ever ever think otherwise. Your courage through this entire journey was most evident as in the times you took on the medical established by the horns and wouldn't let go. You took it on for your son Chris, you were willing to take on hell itself for him. Chris knew that and he loved you so much for it. He was proud 'cause you were his Mom. I will always draw strength from you both. Chris had a wonderful example of being brave from watching his Mom you know. Chris was one courageous, funny, wonderful boy whom I will always be honored to know.

Although I can't be there in person my spirit and love are. May the day be beautiful filled with all the love from those who knew you, drew strength from you, and who simply put........loved you both so very much.

Healing thoughts filled with warm gentle caring {{{{{HUGS}}}}} always to you Leslie, to Chris, Fraser, Ian and all the family who loved him.

Love,

Char
Char <Dragunzblobublz@aol.com>
San Rafael, CA USA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:31 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I have followed this journey of yours and Chris's since I was dx. with NHL in 2001. You both have such amazing strength. I believe that what we on the NHL board have seen thru these years is the truest form of a mothers love. There was no mountain you would not climb out of sheer love for Chris. You and Chris were a team and still are. Nothing breaks the bonds between mother and child not even death. Please know that I am thinking about you and your family thru this time and that Chris will never be forgotten. I myself will never forget what an amazing mother you are. It gives me strength to fight this beast of cancer even more so that I can continue to be a mother to my 3 sons.
Praying and thinking of you both here in Texas.
Ana
From the NHL board.
Ana
Cedar Park, Tx USA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 10:14 AM CST

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We are very sorry for this unbearable loss for your family;We wish you strenght and love.
Daniel,Zita,Alyssa & Justin <dan77667@rogers.com>
Newmarket, - Saturday, March 5, 2005 9:52 AM CST

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A great fight but a tragic ending. My sympathies to Leslie and the rest of the family.
Larry Hobbs
Aurora, ontario Canada - Saturday, March 5, 2005 8:41 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,Tim,Fraser and Ian
We are so sorry that we are unable to be with you all today to say goodbye to Dear Christopher. We are all wearing our gold ribbons and are with you in spirit. We love you all, be strong and take comfort from all your dear friends and family who are with you today.
Love &hugs

Margaret,John,Nana & Roger
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Saturday, March 5, 2005 8:32 AM CST

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Dear Leslie and family,
I know thid is going to be such a hard day for you all, I pray that God will give you the strength that you need. I won't be able to check in for a few days, but do know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, and I definitely mean that. We are wearing out ribbons in honour of Chris.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, March 5, 2005 5:47 AM CST

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we are sorry about your loss. Out thoughts are with you. Take care. Lots of love

Sue, Barry, Paul, Richard, Teresa & Lynette <paul@plclrk3.wanadoo.co.uk>
colchester, england - Saturday, March 5, 2005 3:43 AM CST

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Leslie and family,

I'm sure that today and tomorrow will feel like some of the longest days of your lives. I am so sorry that we could not be there in person to help you celebrate Christopher's life. What a special, special boy he was touching the lives of so many around the globe. I know you are awfully proud of him. That pride and love is something no one can take away.

Although we are unable to join you tomorrow please know that we are definetly with you in spirit. Thanks for sharing your son with us. We are hoping the many good memories of his too short life can help comfort you in this most difficult time.

Hugs and love,

The Ross Family
Devin, Kara, Alisa and Randy
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 5, 2005 1:40 AM CST

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Leslie and Ian,
I am sure today was a very long day for you, but I am praying that you were surrounded by so much love from all the folks who love your Chris.
I will make sure that I am in our sanctuary tomorrow morning praying and singing for you and Christopher.
God be with you all.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 8:48 PM CST

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I also cannot imagine your grief. My precious daughter is part of my heart (I couldn't imagine losing her) as Chris is in yours. There is nothing much a person can say that makes any sense at all at a time like this. I was there with you in spirit through many of Chris' trials. I know what a great, young man he was. A true hero he was in our books.




(the NHL board Leslie also has some threads started)



Salli from NHL board
Ottawa, - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:04 PM CST

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Dear Leslie I have been thinking of you all day, I cannot imagine the grief you must be feeling, I lost my beloved mother one month ago, I know when you speak of waves of emotions as I am also experiencing this.
The loss of child is so much more difficult, as we never expect to outlive our children. I lost my daughter at age 4 months April 2 1981, the years go by and life goes on, but the pain remains, the pain of lost opportunities, but knowing that although our loved ones are not here in body but in spirit keeps us going. Don't ever give up your conversations with Chris he can and does hear you and if you listen in your heart you will hear him too.
My thoughts and prayers will be with you tomorrow and always.
I look forward to continuing to read your journal.
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Brampton, ON - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:48 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this extremely difficult time. I was so, so sorry to hear of Chris' passing. I will forever miss and remember him and I thank you for allowing me to get to know him. I will be certain to wear my gold ribbon all day tomorrow.

Please feel free to e-mail me should you need anything at all.





Shannon, Jeff & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
#24 - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:27 PM CST

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I just read your diary after seeing the link in the Auroran. I'm so sorry for your loss and the pain and suffering you both had to go through over the years. Your unwavering strength and Chris's will to fight are awe-inspring. Sincere condolences,
Britta Hild <brit.hild@utoronto.ca>
Aurora, - Friday, March 4, 2005 6:32 PM CST

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Leslie,

Thinking and praying for you, for strength for tomorrow, and for a great send off for Chris, I only wish I could be there. Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, March 4, 2005 6:20 PM CST

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Reading all these Gbook entries proves even further what an amazing young man Chris was. Praying you find comfort in your memories.
Charlene Mom to BECKY BUNNY
One Who Cares @ Dabbles & Doodles


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- Friday, March 4, 2005 6:03 PM CST

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I wish I knew about this website sooner. I wish i did alot of things before Chris Past on. I wish I could have told him thanks for the magazines I am not sure if he knew it but being there during one of the biggest events in my life meant the world to me, just having someone, a friend even at the hospital was incredible, I am so greatful for those last couple days we got to hang out, he was so caring and giving even his condition, It really made an impact, he was so selfless and just incredible, I wish I could have said thank you, although I am positive he knows it anyways..... He was the greatest, strongest and bravest person I have ever had the extreme pleasure to call a friend not only a friend but one of the best. You are a lucky family to have had such a strong and amazing person be a part of it for 19 long years. anyways I am not sure this is the place to be writing so extensivly, so I will keep it to this. and write you personaly probably later tonight and remember Lesile, Fraser, Lenny, Chris' Dad and Lenny's Dad (sorry I forget their names) you are amazing too and stay strong!

lots of love Chris Laxton
Chris Laxton <relaxton@gmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 5:13 PM CST

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Leslie,

I just keep thinking about you signing Devin's guestbook and what an honor it is to know you guys. Hope today is as good as it gets...I just know that things must be so, so difficult right now.

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 5:05 PM CST

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thinking of you today
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, March 4, 2005 4:47 PM CST

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Gist Family,

I didn't know Chris personally, but I know many people who did. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.

God Bless,
Heather
Heather Osborne <ozzy3000@gmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:43 PM CST

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Yesterday I was driving to class and I was thinking about what you said. Your apology to Chris that he never got to have a normal teenage experience. That sentence just played over and over in my head and it made me cry. I have always felt like I lost out on a normal teenage life from being sick, but yesterday it really hit me.. I had a teenage experience.. maybe it wasn't normal but it was more then some people get. My heart breaks for your family, but I know Chris is in heaven skating and what not with the best of them. You all are in my prayers, you were an amazing mother to Chris, don't even try to think differently. My love and prayers are with you as you send off you amazing son!

Lots of Love
Lisa www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage <bncknwurnumber@aol.com>
Belmont, CA USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:23 PM CST

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I am sorry about your loss. My thoughts are with you. Please take care.
Drive-in Girl <i_love_drive_ins@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:21 PM CST

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Just wanting to let you know I will be thinking of you tomorrow as you say goodbye to your very brave son Christopher and I will be wearing my gold ribbon.You will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Trudi (Kayla's auntie) <trudimillar@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, March 4, 2005 2:20 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. Christopher was a beautiful young man. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Lenaya
NE - Friday, March 4, 2005 12:30 AM CST

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Leslie,

I was at the hospital with Miffy this morning, and on the way home I noticed a great big sign with AURORA on it, I have never ever seen that sign before or even heard the name other than your address, I said to Lesley "look that's where Chris lives" I have had so many incidences like this since your dear Chris became an angel, I'm thinking of him all the time, of course I'm keeping you all in my prayers.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, March 4, 2005 12:14 AM CST

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Leslie,

You are amazing. Here is a perfect example...I should be helping YOU..and instead you come to comfort me. I appreciate you more than you'll ever know. You guys are more than welcome any time.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 11:32 AM CST

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I linked to Chris' page through another CaringBridge site. I am sorry for your loss.
Janet
Washougal, WA USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:10 AM CST

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I'm so sorry for your loss. From everything I have read your son sounds like a wonderful young man who was taken way to soon. And yes you do deserve a pat on the back....because you have gone through this journey with him as well. You are a brave women. Chris is a true hero. Everytime my kids have pushed my last button this week....I think of you and Chris. It is so unfair that he isn't here to push your last button. Keep your faith, trust in the Lord. "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference" Your in my prayers.
Lisa B. <lisaburkham@aol.com>
Dallas, Tx - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:07 AM CST

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Thinking of you all
Sheila Hopkins <sutherland78@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:54 AM CST

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Hello Leslie
I hope things work for you and your family tomorrow. Thinking of you and wishing you and Chris all the best for a great day. Love Fiona
P.S. I remember when my best friend died and her husband asked me to speak on his behalf at the funeral. Minutes before I got up to speak I was sobbing but amazingly the minute I started speaking I was OK and able to speak. After me tribute I went back to sobbing. What ever happens tomorrow you will cope and you will enjoy many wonderful memories.
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:32 AM CST

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to leslie.........to be finding the time to still be in touch with us is truly amazing once again showing your strenght .my thoughts have been with you everyday as are my prayers....patti
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford , ontario canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:20 AM CST

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to leslie.........to be finding the time to still be in touch with us is truly amazing once again showing your strenght .my thoughts have been with you everyday as are my prayers....patti
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford , ontario canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:20 AM CST

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chris you were the most powerful person i ever met. the strength you displayed over the past years can only add to the fond memorries i share with so many people. I will never forget all the good times we had and the laughter we shared. I know I only have to say goodbye in words because u will be with me and my family in our hearts and thoughts forever. ill miss you buddy. RIP chris
Rifki Rostum <rostum@hotmail.com>
aurora , ont. canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:18 AM CST

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Leslie and family...thoughts and prayers are with you today.
Laura <okiemom1068@gmail.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 9:01 AM CST

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Leslie,
May God bless Christopher, you and your family. You and Christopher have been such an inspiration to so many of us. Take care of yourself.
Carol Beaumont
Carol Beaumont <beaumontjcsrk@sbcglobal.net>
Orange, CA USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:42 AM CST

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Thank you thank you thank you Leslie, for journaling for us during this most difficult time. You are doing so much for us who are so invested in your family's journey. Yes, truely Christopher was our hero. He has changed so many lives includly mine, profoundly, for the better at my 53 years of age. But don't sell yourself short, Leslie. Behind every wonderful, incrediably strong & brave child is an incrediable mom . . . and you're it. I'm speaking as a mom now & a mom who has experienced a critically ill child for years & I know how exhausted & frustrated & absolutely desperate one gets. You are also my hero. You handled this journey with such strength & courage & dignity . . . and on and on. Only a mother of your great caliber could have raised a son of Christopher's caliber. No doubt you were specifically hand chosen by God for your great qualities to have the honor of being Christopher's mom. What a blessing you were granted. And because of your great grace in sharing your and Christopher's journey with us, I am forever changed for the better. And I thank you eternally for that. I care! Please feel the love and hugs I am sending you . . mother to mother. God Bless you Leslie for loving Christopher the way you did. Christopher KNEW he was blessed to have you as your mom!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:25 AM CST

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Leslie, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I know what a difficult day this is going to be, as is tomorrow. Feel the love of everyone around you, and take strength from your love for Christopher, and his for you.
With gentle hugs,
Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily and Angels Sonja and Tanner, Hug-A-Bug http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:17 AM CST

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Leslie and Family,
My thoughts and prayer's are with you especially today and tomorrow.
Love and prayer's!
Shelli
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
cleveland, mn - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:07 AM CST

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Leslie,

You and Chris will always be in my heart, as you are both the definition of hope and courage. May your relationship with him become stronger then ever. Physically, he may be gone, but spiritually he'll always be there watching over you like an angel.

Much love & hugs
Katharine <bilocated@gmail.com>
Glastonbury, CT USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:45 AM CST

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Sorry for the loss of Christopher. All the best to your whole family during this difficult time.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:41 AM CST

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Leslie,

I just read your message in my Devin's guestbook. How very kind of you to be thinking of others even as you go through this very difficult time. I just have to disagree with one thing you said. You are indeed, completely and wholely---a VERY SPECIAL WOMAN and MOTHER. I think God knew what a loving, caring, unselfish mother Chris would need to help him down his rocky road in life---and he knew you would be just the one. God bless you and keep you in his loving arms!

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:21 AM CST

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I wish I could be there to share in the celebration of Christopher's life. It will be the longest service in history. You will learn more and more about your precious son as time goes on and it will all be glorious and loving.
I think of the song, Wind Beneath My Wings. and the words Did you ever know that your my hero, and everything I woul like to be and I could fly higher than Eagle for you are the wind beneath wings. It would be a wonderful song for his service. God Bless All of you. Love, Barbara
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, CA 93727 - Friday, March 4, 2005 4:39 AM CST

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angel jen <angel.jen@mymacs.org>
Burns, TN USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 4:29 AM CST

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Love from,
Angel Jen and Baby Harley
Sunshine on Eagles Wings and Rays of Love
angel jen <angel.jen@mymacs.org>
Burns, TN USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 4:24 AM CST

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My sorrows are nothing compared to yours of course,but I want you to know that such a grand spirit reaches total strangers like me as well.A year ago my beloved wife passed on to the glory of Heaven and the awe of Christ. We remember as many good moments about her as we possibly can.We gather every Sunday and for a while we refresh our cherished memories of her.It helps us. It is written that the spirit in Heaven goes at its own speed to review all of one's own life, seeing what parts of one's own life plan got accomplished, and how one's own actions made others feel. How glorious it must feel to already know what a tremendous head start Chris has in his review. And his depth of love with you, and his modelling of bravery for his fellow man,and his inspiration on so many of his friends and near friends and his kindness for all of you. Know that his health is now perfect again and pain-free. Know that his spirit lives on in more places than you can imagine. And know that he prepares a place for each of the ones he loved all in their due times.Remember the last biggest smile he had with you for it will surely be the first thing you see when you meet again someday. Know that he has already had a chance to meet again those who have reached Heaven before him. And each of you will share your spirit's growth when you meet again. Knowing the head start he had, you must also know that he will be one of the spirits that God will be so proud of...and you, in turn, will be well known also to Him when you ultimately arrive there too.
Praise to Chris and support to you.Bless your strength and love.
Grandpa Banana <bajoseph@westman.wave.ca>
Brandon, MB CA - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:36 AM CST

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Chris,
Look after your mammy, she needs to feel you near her at this time, I'm glad that you are in heaven and that all your struggle has come to an end, but oh how you will be missed and are missed already.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:08 AM CST

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Chris, I can honestly say that you have been a true inspiration to anyone who ever met you or heard your story.
I know that I havent really talked to much since grade 9 but still from what i knew of you, you were a very strong person that i can only aspire to be. I know that where ever you are you will be doing the things that make you most happy. I know that everyone misses you and that you will be in all our hearts forever. Thank you for what you have taught us over these past years. You have definatly shown me not to take life for granted.
Sheena Hrynyk <pure47@hotmail.com>
Newmarket, On Canda - Friday, March 4, 2005 0:48 AM CST

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Chris, I only met you once or twice, but I always noticed your optimism and enthusiasm. I know your friends care for you very much. Although I am sad for your family, it makes me happy though that you can again enjoy the things you love and have missed out on during your struggle. You were a very strong and courageous person and it was an honour to have met you.
Carolyn <carolyngracebeaumont@gmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, March 4, 2005 0:11 AM CST

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I have wanted to write you ever since Chris passed to tell you how sorry I am for your loss, but I could not find the words to say. I lost my cousin Rachel to leukemia last May and,I don't know what its like to lose a child but I know how much it hurt when Rachel died, and I am so sorry that you have to feel that pain. I know they are both in a better place now free of pain and I know that should bring comfort but it is still so hard not to be able to be there with them. No child deserves this disease, it is so unfair. You are in my prayers.
Misty Tidmore <Eric4785@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:44 PM CST

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Leslie-
What a mom you are!! I know you wish more than anything that Chris never had to endure the hardships of cancer. We all wish that for him and for you. Chris's journey forever impacted my life and I'll never forget him, even though I never met him. I'll be thinking about you.
Love, Amy
Amy
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:15 PM CST

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Praying for comfort for you and your family. Chris will definetly be missed.
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:35 PM CST

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Dear friends of Devin and his family in S.L.C. - Words are so hard to come by at a time like this. We know what a help and inspiration you have been to this family -thanks to CaringBridge for making this possible - I know that your son will never be forgotten - God Bless Your Family, Devin's Aunt Anita
Anita Torpey <tdavid276@aol.com>
Seattle, Wa USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:10 PM CST

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I didn't know Chris very well, but when I did see him I quickly learned how incredibly brave he is. I never once heard him complain about anything, and he was always up for doing anything anyone else was doing. You will never be forgotten. My deepest consolation goes to his family. R.I.P. Gist.
Sarah Dunjko <sdunjko@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 6:57 PM CST

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I have just heard about Chris from Juliannas' site. My heart aches for you now. I lost my son Marcus Jan 14,2004 at the age of 8 to Leukemia. He was treated at Sick Kids and had a BMT and relapsed 3 months after. I wonder if we have meet at HSC. I did look at Chris' pictures and he does look familiar. Please know that you have so many people praying and thinking about you now as you begin this next journey. It is a rough one...so be gentle with yourself. If you need a friend I am here. I live in Toronto so that is not to far away. Take care and God be with you
Teresa(mommy to the greatest love of my life...Marcus...forever in my aching heart)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie

Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, Canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 5:28 PM CST

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Dear Chris,
We went to regency together and a bit of highschool together, but I wish that I got to know You better than I did. I remember how tough you were for such a little guy, which is why I am so amazed at how long and hard you fought. Now your fight is over and you can finally be at peace. You showed me just how strong a person can be and I am forever greatfull for knowing you.

Sommer Hilts <rockin_with_ozzy@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 5:02 PM CST

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Lesley, You are such a wonderful person, I was crying earlier when I saw that you had written in Kayla's guest book. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time out to do that. It's just so hard to read 'Angel Chris' we never thought we would have to read that.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 3, 2005 4:34 PM CST

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Gist, your twice the man I'll ever be, Dealing with what you had to, and never to have a complaint, except that you couldn't skateboard anymore. I think that was the only thing you were worried about when you found out about the crazy mess you had to deal with.

You were my friend then, and you will always be. I'll miss you forever man. Kyle Eden
Kyle Eden
Aurora, On Canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 4:08 PM CST

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Dear Chris's family,
Hello, my name is Mandy Torpey, I am Devin's 2nd cousin. I am also 19 years old. I fought back tears as I read Chris's story. Even now I'm at a loss for words. I hope it is an encouragement for me to tell you that I am praying for you. I pray that these words would also be an encouragement.

Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory. Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth as nothing I desire but you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
-Psalm 73:23-26

May God bring you comfort and peace.

In Him,
Mandy Torpey
Mandy Torpey <torpeyam1@gcc.edu>
Grove City, 16127 - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:48 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Precious memories---will always be right there in your heart!! Thanks for sharing Chris with the caringbridge family---he will never be forgotten!!

Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:37 PM CST

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We are so glad to have had the opportunity to see Chris one last time at Mt. Sinai Jan.30th Our thoughts and prayers are with you . God Bless.
Louise, Ralph and Chris Laxton <laxtonfamily@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:29 PM CST

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The Lord Is My Shepherd
Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointed my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. RIP Christopher.

Praying for you,
Barb, John, Shawn,
Shannon, & Colleen
www.caringbridge.org/page/shannon


Barb
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:22 PM CST

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Chris
You've been such a brave young man, I'm sure you've been an inspiration to those who have been ever present throughout your ordeal and to those who have followed your story. I hope you can now enjoy whatever is waiting for you on the next stage of your journey.

Lesley, Ian, Tim and Fraser
It is such sad news, hopefully you can at least take comfort knowing that Chris is not suffering anymore. Our thoughts are with you.

Love from Martin, Lucy and Janie

Martin Barawitzka <mbarawitzka@maluba.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:19 PM CST

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Leslie, just a reminder that I am thinking of you - can't get you off my heart - & praying for your family especially over the next couple days. Julie, thank you for your most thoughtful post. Yes, you did forget to thank someone. You, Julie. Thank you for being such an incrediably good friend to Leslie. I can only hope that my friends would step forward like you have. Also thank you for keeping us updated on Christopher's journey when Leslie was unable. Please hug Leslie for me. Thank you Julie.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:11 PM CST

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Dear Mrs. Gist:
I was so very sad when the news came to the school. We will miss Chris. I just remember his smiling face at the counter - always polite, a little intimidated perhaps to be in the attendance office, but only for good reasons :) I just have to tell you thank you for reminding us time and time again to hug our children - how easy it is for us to lose sight of the fact that each day with them is a gift and could be lost at a glance. You have shown great courage in this battle with Chris and I can only tell you that your words throughout the journal have been an inspiration to me.
carol gillison, <carol.gillison@yrdsb.edu.on.ca>
newmarket, on canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:26 PM CST

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Dear Chris,
One thing I know for sure is that you are one of the bravest and strongest people that I will ever know. We grew up together with so many good memories, like playing baseball in the circle every night with everyone. I remember you always used to call my dog Chaos, and we would always play basketball on your driveway and Rumblina would join in. I have faith that you are in a better place now. I know that I am a better person for knowing you and that your spirit will live on through so many people. I'll miss you Chris.
Katie Faulkner <katie_faulkner30@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ONT Canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:41 AM CST

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Leslie, Ian and Fraser,
Just wanted to drop in and say Hi, I'm praying for each one of you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:18 AM CST

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Leslie and family,

Thinking of you. Wish we had some words that could make things better.

Alisa & family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:03 AM CST

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I did not know Chris very well, But alot of people I know did. He was a fighter and we will all miss him dearly. I always made sure to ask how he was doing. I was very upset to hear he passed away. He is now free of pain.
Amanda <amandaattridge@gmail.com>
Stouffville, Ont CANADA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:52 AM CST

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Hi all, Julie here and I'd like to give a few word of thanks....

Ian, what can I say? You have been there every step of the way, always knew what to do, what to say, how to calm Leslie and others down, and help everyone cope. This hasn't been easy for you and I want you to know that you are fantastic in every way. A real tribute to mankind.

I would dearly love to thank Debbie and Wendi, Leslie's neighbours and friends, for the support they have offered before and after Chris' passing. They are being solid as a rock and are arranging all of the food that is being made by kind souls in and around Aurora for the reception that is being held at the Aurora United Church after the funeral on Saturday.

Thanks to all of you that are making sandwiches, deserts, etc. too! Couldn't have done it without you!!

Evelyn and Cathy, thanks for making the Gold Ribbons that will be offered to whoever doesn't have one before the funeral.

Thank you to all who have helped Chris and Leslie on this journey by way of donations, prayers, wishes, cards, visits, etc.

Thanks to all of the great nursing staff at Princess Margaret Hospital and for the special care you took of Chris. Thanks to the cleaning staff at Princess Margaret. You are a credit to that hospital. Thanks to all of the Doctors that have helped along the way. Dr. Minden you are great!

Thanks also to the nursing staff at Mt. Sinai hospital.

Thanks to Curves, Aurora Optimist Club, Aurora Rotary Club, Salvation Army, each church in Aurora, Aurora's Creative Connections, the artists who donated their art for fundraising, the donors who donated money or items to be sold, the donors who donated and delivered meals to the family while Les and Chris were in hospital, all of the anonymous donors and all who bought the items at the fundraisers.

Thanks to all who have followed Chris and Leslie's journey and to Caringbridge for allowing the journey to be told.

If I have missed anyone, please know that we all are very thankful for any little thing that was done or even thought in trying to get Chris better.

Love Julie


Julie Cox <julie.cox@careerdriven.com>
Richmond Hill, ON Canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:50 AM CST

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Just stopping in to see how you are doing. I think it is a wonderful thing to have everyone wear the gold ribbons. I am sure Chris is smiling down on you. I can't imagine what you are going through. Chris was an amazing boy and he learned that from you.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:31 AM CST

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Thinking of you...


~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:51 AM CST

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Dear leslie,

This is Kayla's mummy, I was so sad when my mum told me that dear Chris had died. He fought a long and hard battle, at least he's without pain now, it's just so hard for you and your family. my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Lesley, Kayla's mum.
Lesley <lesleyjohnstone@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:33 AM CST

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Hi Family,

first time in your site....soooo sorry for your loss, I read a little of Chris Journal and he was an amazing young man....he will be truly missed....I will pray that God gives you strenght and wisdom at these hard times....stay strong...

God bless
Ozzie <Ovieira@hartz.com>
Harrison, NJ - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:28 AM CST

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I'm so sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:15 AM CST

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i can sense ur grief ... loss for word ... pls do take care of yourself ...
shanicetan <shanicetan@hotmail.com>
singapore, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:13 AM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.Your in my prayers.
God Bless.
Evette
westland, Mi USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:44 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
You are in my thoughts and prayer's always!
Chris sounded like he was such a amazing kid, wish I could of met him! I think it's wonderful you are sending Chris's stuff with him to heaven, they need their music!
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
cleveland, mn - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:42 AM CST

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I can tell you that I have been following Chris's journey for many months. I was so very sad to hear that the 'cancer beast' had won. Please know that I have been praying for you both, and will continue to pray for you! Stay strong!
Julia <jhenderson6061@charter.net>
Helena, al usa - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:06 AM CST

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Sending you our deepest sympathy as you say farewell to your very brave and dear son. He will live on forever in your heart and soul.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton beach, fl usa - Thursday, March 3, 2005 6:19 AM CST

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Leslie,
It must be so hard for you, to think of sending your son off, he has been such a huge part of your life these last few years. Most teenagers never get the chance to really get to spend a lot of time with their mammy's they're usually to busy with their friends to think much of their mothers, I guess your were blessed that you got to spend so much time with Chris, even though it's not the way you would have chosen to spend that time. He knew that you loved him so much and your strength made him strong too. I think that would be a lovely idea, to have a memorial service for him at a later date, when it's less painful for you to talk and tell everyone of the amazing boy he was, not that you really need to tell anyone, because we all know.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi
www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:28 AM CST

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Dear Leslie, Most teenagers don't really get a chance to see or understand the devotion or depth of love that we as mothers have for them, as Chris has experienced with you. That knowledge and love will carry him forever.
Tracey <purvistl@hotmail.com>
Victoria, BC Canada - Thursday, March 3, 2005 1:33 AM CST

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Offering our deepest condolences during this very difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
The Kinikini Family <kill.cancer@gmail.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 0:02 AM CST

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Your family continues to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Laura <okiemom1068@gmail.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:09 PM CST

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Leslie and family,
I am so very sorry about Christopher. I have followed your story and prayed for you daily since I posted at the webmagic forum when my brother was diagnosed with B cell mediastinal lymphoma. I will continue to pray for all of your family.

Robin from Rhode Island
Robin McAllister
Kingston, RI USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:53 PM CST

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Leslie,

Thinking of you. So proud of you for all you have done. I know Christopher was so happy and proud to have you as his mom.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:53 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I have recently come across your son's story about his brave fight with NHL. My husband is also battling this disease and I know how emotionally devestating it is. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.I know your son is in Heaven smiling down at you and thanking you for being a great mom.God bless you. Mandy
Mandy <queenclo2004@yahoo.com>
Fl USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:24 PM CST

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Leslie,
I know there is a big hole in your hearts right now, but I know that the hole will someday be filled with all the loving memories you have of your sweet boy!

Dearest Chris - you fought the good fight and are now in a better place! I will be at your funeral in spirit and someday we will meet face to face! Rest well Chris...


Jen Moreno <jenmoreno123@yahoo.com>
Murrieta, Ca USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:10 PM CST

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Dearest Leslie,
You are so amazing to be able to think of so many other people at this time! I am so touched to know that Christopher saved his Santa picture.

I wear my gold ribbon pin that Alisa and Devin sent me everyday! I will be holding you all close to my heart on Saturday morning.
May you somehow feel the love of God surrounding you and protecting Chris.
fondly

Mrs Pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:59 PM CST

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Chris was a great guy to get to know...He was a fun guy to be around.. he never complined.. he lived life to the fullest and made each day a good as possible.. Chris was very brave and he will be remembed forever... To his family, you will be in everybodys prayers...
Michelle Fata <midnight_angel_xox@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:57 PM CST

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Leslie and Family...My deepest sympathy go out yo you and your family. So very sorry for Christopher but just knowing that he will always be missed greatly and never forgotten, will always be in all of our hearts now and forever. Please take care of u, and accept all of our prayers. thank you.
Jen Boden <jennluck01@aol.com>
aurora, Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:23 PM CST

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"My last breath did not say goodbye. For my love for you is truly timeless, and beyond the touch of death. I leave myself to your memory with love. I leave my thoughts, my laughter, my dreams, to you whom I have treasured beyond gold and precious gems. I give you what no thief can steal, the memories of our times together, the tender love filled moments, the successes we shared, the hard times that brought us closer together and roads we have walked side by side. I also leave you a solemn promise that even though I am home with God, I will still be present, whenever and wherever you call on me. All I take with me, as I leave, is your love and the millions of memories of all that we shared. I truly enter my new life as a millionare. Thank you, fear not, nor grieve too long at my departure. For my roots and yours, are forever intertwined."

Prayers for Peace and Comfort,
Terri ^Friends of Allie - San Diego^
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:53 PM CST

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Leslie and family,

Just thinking nothing but positive thoughts for you guys. So, so sad about Christopher. He is definetly missed.

Hugs,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:05 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, Fraser, Tim, Ian and family:

I am so very sorry to hear of your tremendous loss. What a courageuos fight you all put up to fight this dreaful beast, cancer. I wish you all blessings and good will, and hope you will all be happy in your hearts soon, as I can not imagine the pain you are in. Our deepest Sympathy

Cornelia, Nigel, Shnnon, Kate and Cody Cassell
Cornelia Cassell <cassellfamily@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, ONTARIO Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 6:24 PM CST

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Leslie,

What a lovely entry further down the page from Sharon, it just shows how Chris and you have touched so many people with your love.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 5:58 PM CST

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thinking of you today. Can't get you off of my mind. Praying for you.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 5:35 PM CST

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Hi I am sorry to hear the loss of your son Chris, I never knew him but my friend Jeff Allision did and iam sure he was a great guy.!
Our Hearts are with you
R.I.P Chris
Alexander Denny
alexander <alexander_chevy@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ontario Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:52 PM CST

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Leslie and family,
I'm so sorry to hear the news. I've been out of touch lately and Gena Shell from the Lymphoma board sent me an email. I hope Christopher knew how much everybody out here prayed for him how much we will all feel with his loss.
Love and prayers,

Krista Johnson www.caringbridge.org/mn/mckenna <krista_d_johnson@yahoo.com>
Ramsey, MN 55303 - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:45 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, Tim & Fraser,
So sorry that we cannot be with you on Saturday for Chris's last journey. We will be thinking of you and we share your sorrow. Chris will always remain in our hearts as a much loved member of the family and an example of true courage in the face of adversity.
With love from Angela, Leanne & David, Mandy & Roy, Ryan & Holly
Angela snow <asnow@btinternet.com>
Worcester, U.K. - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:42 PM CST

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Gist, you were the most whole hearted person anyone could ever meet. The strength and courage you displayed rubbed off on every single one of us, i never heard you complain ever. You were always in good spirts, you will be missed by many. Your strength will be an inspiration to me
always. RIP buddy. Mrs.Gist and family, i am so sorry for your loss but im sure you all have a piece of chris's strength inside. I wish you all the best and lots of love.
Erin Cornacchia <CornacchiaE@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:23 PM CST

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"Of all the paths a man could strike into, there is, at any given moment, a best path...a thing which, here and now, it were of all things wisest for him to do...to find this path, and walk in it, is the one thing needful for him." ~ Thomas Carlyle


Dear Chris,

It must have been needful for you to take the path that you did.

Be proud young man. It is obvious that you have had much in your life to celebrate.

Remember..."what a catterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls the butterfly." Your beautiful journey has just begun. May peace be with you.


You know, we only met once - it was last year when I came down to visit you at the hospital. The local paper said that you would welcome any visitors - and so you did.

It was shortly after your 19th birthday. I recall thinking how gracious you and your mom were by welcoming me, a complete stranger, into your room of hope.

I say room of hope because of the inspiration that I saw around you - the banner from your school friends; the laptop computer, which gave you a way out into the world when you really couldn't venture very far; the small glimmer of sunshine that was coming through the window; the smile on your face; and most especially - your mother.

You were thin and weak that day, but your eyes were strong sharing kindness and comfort each time you glanced my way.

Your mom looked tired and worn. It was as though she just stepped off a train that had been racing for days and days without a stop. She was merely waiting for the conductor to blow the whistle and tell her to get back on.

It was so obvious that her time and energy was where she wanted it to be - not on her, but with you.

I could see that her kind spirit was working overtime - so I deliberately didn't stay for very long.

Your mom is worthy of much praise for that "train ride". And although you have gone on without her, I am happy that the it has stopped and has let her off for good.

Her ride with you, Chris, may have come to a complete stop, but her journey has also just begun.

She, along with your other family members and your many, many dear friends will find a special memory of you in their hearts that will last forever.

They too will start another ride of sorts. And with you in the driver seat - let's hope that their ride will be blessed with that kindness and comfort that you once shared with me.

In memory of you, I will smile brighter today and be thankful that we once had the opportunity to meet.

God bless your family and friends during this time of passing.

With warmest regards,

Sharon Seaward

Sharon Seaward <shwedo@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:22 PM CST

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The ladies of Curves Aurora, Oak Ridges and Richmond Hill, would like to thank you for allowing us to get to know Chris through our fundraising efforts. It was a true honour to do a small part to help such a wonderful, strong young man. We hope that he is skateboarding through the clouds and feeling the love from the entire community. Our thoughts go to his family and friends. Many thanks to Julie Cox for being our connection to this special person and his family.

Sandy Bundy <curves@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:30 PM CST

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Chris,
you are the strongest person I know. Your fight was unbelieveable. I am so happy to have known such a brave, courageous person. God bless you and your family. May you rest in peace.
Stephanie Edwards <roxy_1001@yahoo.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:13 PM CST

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Chris,
It was an absolute pleasure knowing you!
We can remember all our fun times in the
Egg Van & always histarically laughing
when you were around. God Bless you Chris,
you were an inspiration to all. You always
lived life to the fullest despite your illness
and We will NEVER forget you!
Our thoughts & prays go to your family!
Thinkin' of you ALWAYS
*Jess & Jenna xoxo
(Lenny if you read this please e-mail
us and let me know how your doing!)
Jessica Rowen & Jenna Sweeting <jessica_rowen@hotmail.com, jennasweeting@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 12:56 AM CST

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Thinking of you and sending prayers your way.

Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 12:37 AM CST

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Leslie,we were so saddened to hear of Chris`s death.None of us knows why bad things happen but one day we will.May God Bless you and your family in your time of sorrow.Remember God Loves you and so do we.
Sandy and Murray
Toronto, On Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:58 AM CST

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Our Deepest Sympathy!
Thinking of All of
You at This Difficult Time.

Tracey & Brian Mead <sme@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:38 AM CST

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Leslie and family,

Thinking of you today. So sorry it had to be this way.

Love, Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:29 AM CST

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Hello, I found your page through another CB page, I just wanted to stop and say hello, I am so sorry to here about Chris...I know that he was a fighter without even knowing him NHL is a tough one, I know a survivor (she hasn't relapsed yet) and my friend has NHL as well-he is currently on a chemo matienece program...

I thought I wqould leave you with a quote

"Perhaps they are not the stars, But rather openings in heaven, Where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy"

~inspired by an eskimo legend~

May Chris shine down upon you forevermore..may you and your family be at peace...with deepest sympathy, sincerely, chris


~Chris's Page~ (WI friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:11 AM CST

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Leslie, Tim, Frazer and Ian,
Just wanted to let you know that i am still thinking of all of you. You are all in my prayers.
Christopher lost his battle with NHL, but he won first prize over all. He earned his wings. Now when people are battling whatever beast, he will show them the way and pass some of his enormous strength onto them. The way i understand it he didn't lose anything, he was number one!.
All my love,
Christie Arneson
Christie Arneson ( cousin ) <garneson@aol.com>
Edmonton , AB Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:34 AM CST

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Oh Leslie, I am so very sorry to learn of your brave Christopher's passing. So very sorry. Blessed that he went peacefully, surrounded by as much love as he was. My wife and I will pray for you and your family to somehow find the strength to face the days ahead, and for your Christopher to finally find his peace.

Love and sorrow,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:47 AM CST

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Leslie,
I am sorry that I live across the ocean, otherwise I would definitely be at Chris service, but I will be with you in thoughts and prayers and I will make sure that me and my family will wear our ribbons in honour of Chris and the other angels.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 5:15 AM CST

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I came across Christopher's site through Kody K. I am truly sorry for the loss of your beloved son. God bless all of you ~ Karen





Karen LaMountain <AngelgrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:20 AM CST

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We send our love and support your way during this difficult time. I only know what I have heard David and Juanita say but Christopher was clearly a shining light in your life. Our prayers and thoughts are with your whole family.

Never Alone
by Rodney Belcher

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath You took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to all
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone


Danielle Spencer (Juanita's Sister) <dasp@shaw.ca>
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:17 AM CST

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I'm sorry for your loss. You'll be in my thoughts and Prayers.




Dana Sanford ~*~Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness~*~ <Aunty.Dana@Gmail.com>
Spring Arbor, Mi - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:02 AM CST

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Leslie,
Words cannot express the pain that I have in my heart right now. Char and I have talked our hearts out about Chris, and you as well. I cannot imagine the pain associated with losing a child so I will not try to do so. I just know that Chris is in no pain now, and he is being comforted by the Creator and the Angels tonight.....and he is feeling NO PAIN! I will pray that you are given the strength to see this through, and afterwards, you can take peace in knowing that he has crossed-over into a better world.
Love and sympathy,
CathyO
Cathryn Osborn <CO5965@aol.com>
Saint Albans, WV USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:39 PM CST

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Leslie,

I'm so sorry.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:54 PM CST

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Hey Chris, I'm really glad i got the chance to know you, you were tons of fun, and we'll all miss you dearly.
Ian Mitchell <alphaghetto_23@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:41 PM CST

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Leslie & family,

I am so sorry - I hope that you can find some comfort in all of these wonderful messages of love for Chris that are in the guestbook. I wish I could have met him.
Connie (Hug A Bug) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:40 PM CST

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I've been following Chris' journey for quite a few months, but never signed in. For that I apologize and extend my sincere sympathy to his family and friends. God be with you and help you heal.

Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:33 PM CST

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Chris touched so many lives - including mine. He never gave up fighting and I was always amazed at his strongwill. He will always have a special place in my heart.

Love,
Angelica <luvableangelica@hotmail.com>
Madison, AL - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:54 PM CST

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Chris, its been more than 24 hours since i heard...and even now i can't put into words how i feel. every memory of you i have is a good one, and each one makes me more thankful to have had you in my life. you will always remain in my heart and the hearts of many others you've touched. thank you, and goodbye.
Andrea
Andrea Strentse <andy_strentse21@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:53 PM CST

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God Speed Chris!!
Leslie...all our prayers are with you, if ever you need anyone to talk to, scream, cry with..I am a click and a phone call away.
Kim {Kodys Mom}
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:57 PM CST

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I am so sorry that this has happened. I honestly cannot describe what I'm feeling right now. Even though I barely knew Chris, I still know what a strong, fun person he was and will continue to be for those that knew him. My deepest thoughts and sympathies go out to all of his family and friends.
Greg Zimmerman <gm_zimm@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:44 PM CST

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Leslie,
I know we just met,but, my heart is breaking for you.Chris new what an amazing Mom you are,Chris will never leave you,look for the signs he is there.I wish you peace and comfort and that you heart will mend some.God Bless
Love,

June&Jasmine <juneruss@sbcglobal.net>
caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:12 PM CST

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Dearest Christophher and Family,
I am terribly saddened by the loss of a strong, young man.
Though i haven't been around for a few years, i will remember you with fond memories. Those Christmases our families spent enjoying eachothers company will remain in my heart forever. I truley beleive, you will continue to live in the hearts of many people all around the world. You have shared your life with so many, and shared you strength with the world and now a small piece of your heart lives in the hearts of everyone.
Good bye Christopher, you are now and always will be the world's Gaurdian Angel.
Tim, Leslie and Frasier
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I just want you to know that we love you and are thinking about you at this time and always. With all my love, Christie Arneson- Gist
Christie Arneson <garneson@aol.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 5:07 PM CST

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thinking of you with love
mrs pam, <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:48 PM CST

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Hi there, as you know I've been coming by for a while and have just found out from Kody's site about Christopher's passing. Christopher's banner inspired me to produce the "Kickin' Cancer's Butt" gear in the store. Indirectly, he has helped make a lot of other cancer children happy through his positive attitude. I hope that's of some comfort to you as you start to face the next few weeks.

Respect...
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
KICKIN' CANCER'S BUTT STORE, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:43 PM CST

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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son. I am praying for your strength. The Melkonian Family www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:28 PM CST

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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son. I am praying for your strength. The Melkonian Family www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:28 PM CST

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Leslie,
As I left the house this morning, I looked back into the garden, one single daffodil has blossomed, today is St David's day the patron of Wales, and the daffodil is the emblem, I wrote earlier about the time my daddy died and about the snow and the wee girl saying it was confetti to welcome him into heaven, well my daddy's name is David. So I see it as a sign from my daddy, he knows how sad I am, and he's letting me know that Chris is OK.
Leslie, I know that you would rather he was here on earth with you, and the ache in your heart must be tremendous, I don't know that ache, I've never lost a child. I do hope that Chris will give you signs that he is ok, and I hope that when you see them, they;ll make you feel a wee bit better.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:20 PM CST

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I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I feel so lucky that I was able to find this web page. Thank you for sharing your son with me. He seems like such an amazing young man. He will always have a place in my heart as the young man that battled a good fight and now looks over his friends and family. My deepest sympathies.
Hugs,
Julie
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/collinpresley/index.htm
Julie Presley <collinpresley@aol.com>
Long Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:11 PM CST

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When I heard the news of Chris' passing, i was speachless. He's been such a fighter for so long, and been an inspiration to everybody he knew. Never once did I hear him complain about anything he was going through. Instead, he was always laughing and finding the better side of things. He will be deeply missed by everyone. He may be gone from this earth, but he will never be gone from our hearts.

My deepest condolences to his family.
Jeff Allison <jeffallison_1@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:05 PM CST

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The horizon is waiting
On that gleaming sea,
shining and bright
with rays of dreams.

This ship that takes us
is concrete and frightening
but the oranges and yellows
that are in the distance
is the angelic eternity.

Chris, you've been a great person in life. I respected and admired your easy-going nature, contagious laughter and your ability to make people feel comfortable around you. I hope that your family is coping well, and remembering all the good times you created for others. Personally, it's a big shock to hear what happened and I am feeling a nostalgic bitterness in my heart. I will remember you always as an amazing person.
Brent Delaney <taylormade21@hotmail.com>
North York/Unionville/Aurora, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 3:29 PM CST

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I learned of your son Christopher from Hugs & Hope. I see from your site that he became an angel last night. It was easy to see that Christopher was a VERY SPECIAL and LOVED BOY! Please accept my heartfelt sympathies for your loss. I am sure Heaven gained a really great angel~
Lisa Manahan
Pa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 3:14 PM CST

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Gist, I'll always remember the good times we had in High School skateboarding and hanging out. I never thought that we would actually lose you to cancer, you should've made it through it definatley wasn't your time to go. You're in a better place now and you'll be missed greatly. My thoughts go to your family and friends.
Kyle Brenn <kylebrenn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 3:11 PM CST

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I am so very greatful for the two years of friendship I have had with Chris. We shared so many laughs, so many memories, and I'll never forget the summer of 2003 where we were completely inseperable and watched Jay and Silent Bob atleast 20 times. That was the best summer I've had. He is the strongest person that I know, and a true inspiration. I'm glad he is free of the pain, and I will miss him so, so much.
Britt <aimlessendeavors@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 3:08 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I recent lost my baby cousin to a terrible diease call Krabbes. Maybe Chris has met her, she was only 13 months old. Candace never spoke a word but she touch lots of lives and by reading some of the GB entry it sounds like Chris did to. Once again I am so sorry for your loss.

www.caringbridge.org/ms/candaceangel
krystal <krysparkt@netscape.net>
dekalb, ms usa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:52 PM CST

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Gist!
I will always remember you from the few years that we spent together in Public School & the years we had together at Williams.
You were such a fighter. Never once did you complain about this. My thoughts and prayers go out to friends and the family. May you get comfort from the fact that now Chris is an angel in a wonderful place where Lymphoblastic Lymphoma can't find him!
Miss You!
Kate Henderson <katey_h21@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:42 PM CST

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So sorry that you have to endure such pain and loss! I will be praying that the light and love of our Savior, Jesus Christ shines brightly on you during these your darkest days and always!

A Friend in Christ's Love,
Michelle Bartoletti Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:40 PM CST

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Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Christopher was a fighter; there is no doubt about that! He is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.

The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable.

Christopher is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with him. She just loved children so much.

I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn’t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I’d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I’d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I’d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket…

AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pam’s website:
God's Garden


God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

Below is a poem that we have on a plaque dedicated to Pam:

The Broken Chain

We little knew that morning that
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly, in death
we do the same… It broke our
hearts to lose you, you did not go
alone; for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home… You
left us peaceful memories, your love
is still our guide, and though we
cannot see you, you are always at our
side… Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same;
but as God calls us one by one,
The Chain will link again.


You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.




Frank father of Angel Pam ( www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski ) <frmurato@nyct.com>
Syosset, NY USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:22 PM CST

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Gistopher..
I truly thought you would come out of this ontop. You never let
on that it had any control over you. Your laidback approach made
me think i was overreacting at times. I remember the night we
thought we found the cure...we were only kidding ourselves.
You will be one of the people I will still remember when
highschool becomes a distant memory.
I know Darryl, Berube, Bula, Gillespie, Allie, Ottawa and I will
always remember the times we all spent in Ottawa's
basement, running through the golfcourse and chilling by the
mailbox.
I think you underestimated yourself and how many lives you
touched.
You will always be loved and remembered.

Diana
Diana Crombie <cro_m_bie@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:53 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, Ian & Fraser, I'm sorry it's taken me so long to write & i still can't find the words to express how sorry we are for your loss & the depth of sorrow we feel at Chris's passing, you know you are always in our thoughts. Love you guys
Chris ... you fought so hard & were so brave, we are proud to have known you ... remembering the good times ... on sleepovers all snuggled up with all the soft toys ... sleep well. love you always
Karen & Barney <barnandkaz@sympatico.ca>
aurora, ont canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:53 PM CST

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I only chilled with chris 3 or 4 times outside of school. in those times i realized he was one of the nicest and most optimistic kids around. in grade 10 comp science class me him and brent were the only ones that didn't know the formulas, so we would just make them all up.. very funny...
i know everyone will miss him dearly.. and i hope whereever he is right now.. he is happy and doing whatever he loves doing (girls..skateboarding.. joking around. etc..) RIP chris.. u will live on in our hearts forever..
Joe Manchee <joemanchee@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:37 PM CST

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Chris,I never met you but I know from your family and friends that you were quite the fighter. I know that you are now resting in Peace and your pain and suffering is over.May you be an inspiration to all.
Rest in Peace.
Nigel Kean
Aurora, On Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:22 PM CST

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Leslie and family,
Stopping by your site, for the first time- I have read several of the past journal entries and guestbook messages and am beginning to formulate a wonderful picture of the courageous and kind person Chris is. As you begin this new part of the journey, please know that there are so many who are sending you our love and support. I pray that peace gently envelops you all.
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:17 PM CST

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Chris and family,
I am so sorry and my prayers are with you. I did not know Chris well, but I was honoured to know a person who carried such strength and optimism like no other. You're in a better place now, you'll always be in our hearts.
Sarah Hankins <sarah_hankins@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:16 PM CST

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Thinking of you today.

Love, Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:05 PM CST

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It struck me hard when I heard about Gist’s passing. I will always remember Chris as a kid full of life and laughter. Always having a smile on his face and a funny remark to make about anything he had a talent for making people laugh and bringing a good time to wherever he was. I am sad I didn’t get to hang out with him as much the last while, but memories of skating and laughing will forever be in my head as long as I live. Hope you are up there doing everything you couldn’t do the last couple years buddy, see you later.
My deepest sympathy to the family.

Kevin Mitchell <kwrm@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:10 AM CST

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I am so sorry to hear about Christopher.
Just want you to know that your in our prayers, and thoughts.
Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++
God bless you as you travel this journey.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:27 AM CST

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I sat beside Chris in eigth grade with Mr. Brown. The one thing I remeber is the day Chris ran out of gel and used Crisco cooking oil in its place. I can say I kept in touch or was even a good friend but he was still someone there, in my childhood. I am sorry for your loss and i offer my deepest sympathies.
Elliott Andrew Tipton <milktoasttheamazing@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ont Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:25 AM CST

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Chris Im gonna miss you so much man, Im sorry i did not come to see you as much as I could have. I look forward to seeing you and hangin out with you in my dreams. Hope you will visit me more then I did you. I will always remember your strength through adverse times, how you sense of humor was still intact and could make laugh so hard I cried. Your courage will live on in everybody you have touched, i will never forget you. Your friend forever Mike
Mike Reynolds <mr04ut@brocku.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:15 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,
My heart goes out to you. As a nurse I am often touched and inspired by the journey that i see many families travel. I consider myself very lucky to have known Chris and I will always admire him for his courage and strength. The memory that I will treasure most is from our trip to New York City will the Sunshine Kids organization. Standing on top of the empire state building looking out over the city and the sun shining on our faces.
You are a truly amazing mother and women. My thoughts and prayers are will you.
Brad Walsh RN
Hospital for Sick Children
Brad Walsh RN <walsh_bradley@hotmail.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:04 AM CST

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hey Chris's i don;t know you or i havent spoken to you but your nephew vance is one of my close friends and told me to have a look at the webpage. it sounds like he did well fighting cancer for so long, with deepes sympathies , Michael Suthers
Michael Suthers <sealkay69@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, UK - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:51 AM CST

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I don't really think that words can describe how people are feeling right now. I only knew Chris for about 5 years and in that time I got to know how much of a kind and caring person he really was. I am deeply moved by the sad news but Ifind comfort in knowing he is looking down upon us all and looking out for us always and forever. I look forward to seeing you one day my friend.
Steve Gould <kingofgeorgian@yahoo.ca>
Barrie, Ont Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:41 AM CST

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dear leslie

There are no words to describe how devistating this was to us when we heard. Chris is the best friend/Brother a guy could ask for.Andrew and I are very sorry we can not be there for you guys, but we send our love.
Lenny and Andrew <Nichol__9@hotmail.com>
colchester, England - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:12 AM CST

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I was devistated to hear the news yesterday.. And I will be attending the viewing on friday to pay proper respects.. I remember Chris since grade 3, always the little guy who everyone stood up for, even thought he could usually take care of himself, I'm going to miss him.. And I know alot of other people are as well..
Thomas Etherington <spittin_lines@hotmail.com>
Aurora (Toronto), ONT Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:41 AM CST

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sorry for your loss.i am new to this site i saw it on annie web page and i wanted to stop by and let you know that we are thinking of your family to day. i know what it is like to have a sick child from the beginning of life katilnn is 3 years old and she has hurlers syndrome and is very sick alot of times.chris was a very handsome young man and you must be so proud of him for his fight and courage.i bet he was also proud to be your son.kathy and katilynn preston www.caringbridge.org/ky/katilynnsmom
kathy and katilynn preston <katilynnsmom@yahoo.com>
tomahawk, ky usa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:33 AM CST

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We'll miss ya chris
Ian Hunter <htr_666@hotmail.com>
aurora, on canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:10 AM CST

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Hey guys,
Jess just wanted to tell you that it was an honnor to have had a chance to meet and hang with you and Chris @ the hospital...I agree...what a strong and dedicated family you are...
Have talked to Laura, Lisa & Tanya, all thinking of you and sending warm wishes.

Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:38 AM CST

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Leslie, I absolutely cannot get you off my mind. I have been nonfunctional since I read of Christopher earning his much deserved wings. I have truely felt of Christopher as a "son" since I chose him as the subject of my daily prayers because of his age & name of my healthy son Christopher. I cannot express my respect, admiration and utter awe that I have for both you & Chris. You both have been a pillar of strength & dignity thru a journey that I can't even begin to imagine how very difficult it was. Christopher has forever changed my life. I thank Chris for that & I thank you profoundly for the incrediable gift you have given me by sharing you story with me and all the others. Leslie, I so want to carry some of your pain for you. And although I carry pain from the loss of your beautiful son, I know that it does nothing to relieve the pain that you & your husband & your other lads carry from the loss of this incrediable child of God. I have asked my husband, Angel Denny of 17 years to greet Christopher, join him and look after him as he learns to fly free with his newly earned wings. Denny was a dare devil & I am sure Chris can show him some snow/skate board moves. Soar with the Angels Sweet Christopher!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:00 AM CST

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thinking of you.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:46 AM CST

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Chris may you rest in peace for you are an inspiration to all your friends. I don't think anyone can display the strength and courage you have over these past years. You'll be missed by everyone.
Adrian Cadawallader <adman11@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:27 AM CST

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Leslie and Family,
When I got up this morning, I looked out the window and it was snowing, it reminded me of the day after my daddy died, it snowed then too, a little friend of ours looked up and said, "look the angels are throwing confetti, to welcome him into heaven" that's what I thought about Chris this morning.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:07 AM CST

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Dearest Leslie & family,
Oh God where do I begin...I'm so sorry. I didn't know... I only just found out Chris earned his beautiful angel wings.. I'm so so sad. We have lost a truly beautiful boy. I loved coming by his site cheering him on...please know I'm thinking of your family during this most difficult time...I cannot imagine what it's like. My heart is with each of you...everytime you think of your beautiful Chris, know that you have your very own guardian angel watching over you always....

*~*~Chris buddy...you fought a great battle. I'm so proud of you. Fly high with those beautiful wings and your new perfect body. I cannot imagine what or how you must be feeling after being healed completely...it is all you deserved and more. Rest in peace, Chris...*~*~*~

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & Prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:53 AM CST

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Leslie,

I can't get you off of my mind. Hope you are able to get some rest tonight.

Love,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:40 AM CST

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The Dash-Linda Ellis

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.
For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house...the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile...
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So, when your eulogy's being read
With your life's actions to rehash...
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

We all know how strong Chris's dash was. Chris fought with all the might he possibly could and that is the truely amazing and inspiring part of it. Always remember how many people are thinking of you and your family aswell as remembering the countless amounts of hearts that Chris will remain in. The memories he has created with family and friends will always surround us and will constantly remind us of how blessed and fortunate we were to have a person so great in our lives. Forever young.

May you rest in peace.
Laura Headley <headley_xoxo@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:05 AM CST

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I am so sorry for the loss that you and your family are now experiencing. Chris was so brave and inspiring, and I could tell that just from reading the journal. I'll be praying for all of you. Fly free, Chris. Much love and hugs.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:35 PM CST

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From one parent of a child with cancer to another, my heart is breaking for you. I can only imagine how you must be feeling.
Chris Jenkin <cmap@iprimus.com.au>
Adelaide, SA Australia - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:35 PM CST

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Words can not describe how hard it is dealing with losing my brother... Chris did not deserve this BS from day one... he was one tought kid tho, know matter how sick and shitty he felt never once can i recall him complaining about how he felt... I will miss you forever Chris i love you


Fraser Gist
Aurora, on canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:24 PM CST

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WE LOVED HIM TOO OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU
DAVE&JUANITA
Dave Gist <dave.gist@shaw.ca>
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:21 PM CST

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Chris your truly inspiring, i could never have done what you went through, your a true fighter, and ill never forget your spirt.
Matt Mitchell <lipton506@hotmail.com>
Aurora, - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:14 PM CST

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Having somebody you know pass away is not something that any of us can prepare for. My relationship with chris was distant at best. I knew him through elementary school, and rarely saw him through high school. He has reminded all of us that life is a gift, and i'm sure he treasured every day of it. I can't imagine what his family and friends are going though, and i deeply regret not getting to know chris better. I know he is happy now, and i hope his strength with give strength to those he leaves behind.
Steve Girot <seede_33@hotmail.com>
St.Cathrines, - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:44 PM CST

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Leslie and family
There are not enough words to express the sorrow I feel for Chris's passing. I didn't have the opportunity to know Chris that well, but through Debbie I was aware of his brave battle. One thing I do know is that he was loved by many and that is the greatest gift anyone can give or receive. We are here only for a moment. Chris touched a lot of lives during his moment.
God bless you and your family.
Mike McDonald <mcm40@aol.com>
Yuma, AZ USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:36 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Family (and of course, Julie, who has been amazing...what a great friend). I have followed Chris' journey along with my children and I must say he was such a Brave Soul and a Great Person!!!...(not to mention the support from the best Mom Ever..Leslie you are amazing!!!). My heart and my thoughts are with you....Chris is at peace now .. (easy for me to say), but Leslie you seriously deserve a "Gold Medal" for being a Great Mom...No one could ever compete with you!!"
Sharon Kinney (nee Flaherty) <skinney@ca.ibm.com>
Newmarket, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:20 PM CST

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Jesse and I have shed tears and more tears; please forgive my delay in signing. There seem to be no words. Except Christopher is no longer suffering..He IS the BRAVEST young man we will and have ever known..YOU, Leslie, are the greatest Mother, the most Loving, Perfect Mother there has ever been..May your suffering ease with time..And the snowboard idea is just a small example of your forever devotion to Christopher, a wonderful idea, as has been said..Our prayers continue that someday, soon, all in your family will be at some PEACE, here or in Heaven, someday all in Heaven, where Christopher is now peacefully making special places and plans for you all, or snowboarding, like my Dad who plays golf..Real PRAYERS for you all.
God Bless You All, and Julie, and Everyone who has ever been there for you.
We continue to be at your service, for whatever you may ever need..Please never hesitate to email or call.
Love Forever, Liz and Jesse Finkelstein, PugMom and PugDad

Elizabeth and Jesse Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
FL - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:12 PM CST

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Christ was a good friend and an awesome person. He was a real nice guy and got a long with everyone. He didnt care what we were doing he just liked to hang out. He'd always come up with little funny comments about stuff and they would made everyone laugh. I miss Gist a lot already, but i know now hes in a better place. Take it easy Gist, you will be missed greatly.
Jeff O'Neill <jeffoneill_@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:06 PM CST

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Chris was the bravest guy ive ever known, he will be missed by all that new him, and will never be forgotten


Mike Bishop <mike_bishop24@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:58 PM CST

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Leslie, Tim, Fraser and extended families:
We are all so sorry to hear of your loss. It is always sad to hear of someone's passing - more so when it is a young person. It is not the normal chain of events for a parent to have say goodbye to their child. May you find your strength daily to carry on. Try and take solace knowing the freedom Chris' spirit has now.
Our hearts go out to your family's loss.
Love
Ozzie, Aviva and girls.
Aviva Freeman-Osborne & Mark Osborne <marva@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:50 PM CST

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Sorry I never got to know u better Chris..
You will be missed and will never be forgotten..
RIP man.
Graeme Moore <speirs506@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:40 PM CST

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Leslie,
I am so sorry to learn about Christopher's passing. I will pray for peace for you all. You are right - he is truly a hero.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@Tumbleweedfoundation.org>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 9:33 PM CST

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Material things come and go but it is human relations that survive and matter in the end. Above all else, anyone who had a relationship with Chris helped him truly succeed at living his life to the fullest. I've realized that people are constantly thinking about their future goals and stuff, but most of us rarely ever enjoy the true moment of the present. Chris was a divine role model for living in the moment and enlightened everyone he came in contact with in this way. It's the feeling of anticipation that gives us a false sense of happiness, but in reality it's the present and the past that creates a bond. Even though this is a sad time, we all must realize that this period of grief will only be a small part of Chris's entire life but the way he influenced the hundreds of people around him will never be forgotten. RIP Christopher Gist and thank you.
Shannon Sadler <sadl3230@wlu.ca>
Aurora, On - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:30 PM CST

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Leslie You and Chris were so brave for so long. Your devotion to Chris was that of a strong, kind and loving mother. You are a greater person because of Chris and he was a greater person because of you. Love Shawn
Shawn Troyer <oldwoman@sympatico.ca>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 8:55 PM CST

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Gist is the Ultimate Trooper. How many of us can honestly say that we could have done what he did for the past 5 years. i know i couldn't. im weaker then he is.

We shared a common interest in many things, especially in music. when he was stuck at home or in the hospital, i like to think that i made his isolation a little easier to deal with by keeping him company over msn. we used to send each other funny pictures and mp3's of bands that we thought were cool and we talked all the time. we talked about going to concerts and having a good time but his health had always kept him back although not once did he complain about it, which i think is a testiment to his spirit.

i would have liked to of visited him before he left, as i noticed in the past few months his time online has dwindled. i suppose i figured that he would get better soon and we would chill again. i feel bad for this as i know he would have loved the company.

In the past 5 years if chris didn't have bad luck, he wouldn't have any luck at all. But with his incredible spirit and with the support of his family and friends he put up one hell of a fight. We all miss u buddy.I'll Make sure i blast some "Piggy D" for you man. Cya later bro.
Brock Lougheed <brock.lougheed@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:19 PM CST

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Dear leslie and family,
I'm sorry for your loss. Chris was such a strong person, and never gave up fighting. He has been such an inspiration to us all showing great courage and strength. Chris will live on in our hearts and through our memories he will never be forgotten. He will be greatly missed.
Elisa Gray <ice_0@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:08 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

There is nothing I can say to you right now that will make things any easier on you...so, I thought that I would offer you the following verse that has come to mean so much to me since Mitchell earned his Angel Wings on New Years Eve 2001.

God saw you getting tired
When a cure was not to be
So he closed his arms around you
And whispered "Come to Me".

In tears we saw you sinking,
We watched you fade away,
Our hearts were truly broken,
You fought so hard to stay.

But when we saw you sleeping,
Peacefully and free from pain,
We could not wish you back
To suffer that again.

So keep your arms around him, Lord,
And give him special care,
Make up for all he suffered,
That seemed to us unfair.

So many times we’ve cried,
If our love could have saved you,
You never would have died.

Thinking of you....

Laura Fraser, Angel Mitchell's Mommy http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:06 PM CST

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To Chris, i'll never forget you and all the awesome times we had. I only wish i'd gotten to see you more often in recent times. Wherever you are now, i hope you are happy and know that you are greatly missed, not just by me, but by everyone. You are one heck of a trooper.

We will meet again, one day... I'll be looking forward to it


Phil Bryan <razorXtreme2003@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:08 PM CST

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Dear, Tim, Leslie, Fraser, Thomas and Families,
I don't even know how to say how sorry I am to hear about Chris.Everybody knows that this kid did not
deserve even one molecule of the demon that infected his body and took his life on earth away fom us. Knowing what
a fantastic kid he was and the contributions he would have made if given a chance makes you wonder the strange way
God works but, God is working and I'm sure he has a plan for Chris maybe to take over for SAINT CHRISTOPHER.... he must be gettin'on...That would be perfect for Chris he would get to become a big strong man, get to travel and then get a cushy job carrying people over a river. That demon may have taken his body but, God knows they are NOT taking his SOUL.I love you guys and hope you cope well during this very difficult time.

Yours truly,

John Best
JOHN BEST <johnbest@rogers.com>
TORONTO, ONT CANADA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:06 PM CST

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Dear Leslie and Family,

I am so sorry. My sincere condolences to all of you.
Rochelle <rwmoskow@aol.com>
New York USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:04 PM CST

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Leslie and family, we are very, very sad for you and wish we could give you a hug. Chris tried his best and I know you gave him every comfort and the best of care that you could. We will keep you in our thoughts and say a prayer for Chris in heaven.
Cathie L http://haldagobay.blogspot.com, Dabbles and Doodles, Hugs/Hope <haldagobay1@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:29 PM CST

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Dear Leslie and family,
I just had to drop in again before I go to bed to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you for strength to get through this.
Chris you made such a difference to many people's lives, mine included, I miss you.

Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:11 PM CST

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Dearest Leslie,
Several months ago you wrote four profound words. You simply said, "I love my son." Every time that I opened Chris' site, I thought of you saying that.
May God give you strength in the difficult days ahead, and may you always remember that so many caringbridge people love Christopher, too.

Fondly,
Mrs. Pam
p <preschoolpenpa;ls@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 6:09 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,Tim,Fraser & Ian
We are so sorry to hear that Christopher has lost his fight. He was so strong and brave. You have also been so brave caring for Chris.

When shadows fall across your life
And no one seems to care
Remember shadows only fall
When there is light somewhere
And so behind life's clouded sky
A sunbeam casts it's ray
And the darkness of your grief and pain
Like clouds, will pass away.

Chris had so many friends and we thank them all for caring about him.
Our thoughts and love are with you all.
Margaret, Roger and Nana

Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:58 PM CST

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Leslie,
Just thinking about you again today. I was at work this morning when I found out, and I kept it together all day long. I am just so very sorry Leslie and wish there was something that I could do. Chris fought for so long and I was so brave the entire time. Please know that you are on our mind here in VA.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:47 PM CST

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Chris & Family,
Such sad news, I just wanted to say that Chris has been an inspiration to all that knew him. I will never forget how amazing it was to see so much happiness and optimism come from a guy who faced things that none of us could have ever imagined. Thank you Chris for all the wonderful memories, they warm my heart. To his family, my deepest condolences, i can only hope that some of Chris' couage has rubbed off on you during this time. Lots of love.
Amy Fiorito <amy_fiorito@hotmail.com>
Aurora/Hamilton, Ontario Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:46 PM CST

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I found your web site on Devn Ross'. I am so sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you.
Andrea Brown www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryanbrown <andrea_brown03@yahoo.com>
Fort Campbell, Ky USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:07 PM CST

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Christopher was very strong and brave and I know he will be greatly missed. I'm thinking of you all in this difficult time.
Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:42 PM CST

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Dear Leslie and Tim, We are all so devastated to hear that Christopher has gone, We have such happy memories of him. Peter and Richard particularly remember him watching 'frog baseball' in the reataurant when you stayed with us. Where do the years go! Our love and thoughts are with you all.

Rosalie, Peter and Richard <rosandbill@aol.com>
England - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:26 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Mom to NHL in November. She, like your Christopher, put up one heck of a fight and was a wonderful, wonderful person. Mom loved kids and wanted to be a Mom from as far back as she could remember. I just keep thinking that she has her arms open to hug Christopher and will be there for him.

I will keep you all in my prayers.

Barb
Barb Bushnell <barbbushnell@hotmail.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:22 PM CST

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Leslie,

I cannot get you off of my mind. I hope that you are ok. If there is something I can do, please let me know.

Love,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:59 PM CST

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Chris and Family,
I am very sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you rest in peace.
Becky Cosgrove <cosgror@mcmaster.ca>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:43 PM CST

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Dear Leslie
How wonderful it is that so many people are leaving messages for you and your family. Remember the good times and note how many people have followed Chris's story. You were beginning to loose confidence is people. The messages today remind you. I hope of the many people that did and do care about you and your family. Never loose sight of this. Remain positive, as you have been, for the future.
Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:26 PM CST

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Dear Leslie
How wonderful it is that so many people are leaving messages for you and your family. Remember the good times and note how many people have followed Chris's story. You were beginning to loose confidence is people. The messages today remind you. I hope of the many people that did and do care about you and your family. Never loose sight of this. Remain positive, as you have been, for the future.
Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:26 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear of Christopher's passing. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.
Tina & Lance www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:23 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, Ian, Fraser and Tim~
Lifting you up in prayer~song, tears streaming down my face... barely able to fathom your pain... so very glad you had a clue the time for Chris to leave was near, so you could say good-bye. What a bitter sweet time... knowing he would soon be pain-free...knowing too, this meant you'd be without his physical presence. So very, very sorry.
Yes, I think signing Chris' board would be an excellent way for his friends to say good-bye, and stand by you, honoring his life as well.
Much love and support,
Lucel~Melody
Lucel~Melody Wings <LucelWings@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:08 PM CST

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Dear Leslie

We fondly remember the time we spent with you and your family back in 97, when we stayed at your place. We are all really sad to hear that Christopher lost his fight today. He was such a sweet boy and we will treasure the memories of those 2 weeks forever.

May God bless you and your family, and may He comfort you in the times ahead.

All our love, Dave, Dawn, Kris & Kyle

Psalm 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit
David Knott <david.knott@centrica.co.uk>
Birmingham, UK - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:44 PM CST

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Leslie, I am sorry to hear about Christophers death. I pray for you and your family. God Bless!
Lori <LoveLoriLou@aol.com>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:34 PM CST

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I think that would be a great idea for Christophers friends to sign his snow boards.
Lori <LoveLoriLou@aol.com>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:31 PM CST

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Dear brave Leslie, I am heart broken to hear that Chris has left us, but know that he is now at peace. What an amazing boy. Chris was so brave and faced the beast with courage, strengnth and many times humor.
My Hearfelt sympathy to you and Ian and pray that the wonderful memories you have of Chris will carry you through this very trying time.
With love,
Helen2
NHL board.
Helen <Helentwo2000@yahoo.com>
Fl. - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:25 PM CST

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Leslie,
Please accept my heartfelt sympathy and condolensces.
I have watched and followed Chris's struggle against this beast and can only add my 'admiration' at Chris's courage and determination as well as your unconditional love and support for your son. So sorry that Chris has finally lost his fight.
Words are little comfort but he has been an inspiration and strength to all fellow sufferers.
Nick
ALTCL
Nick Price <nickbp@btinternet.com>
Wirral, England, UK - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:11 PM CST

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So very sorry for your loss. You'll be in my thoughts.
I think having Chris' friends sign the board is a wonderful idea, and will bring them a sense of being included, and will give you a wonderful memento to keep forever of the lives he touched.
Tracy M BWC <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:03 PM CST

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Leslie,

I am sorry about Chris's passing. Very very sad. I have followed his story for about a year now from your post on the NHL board. What a great kid, I am very sad for you guys.
Joe Rollo
Ashburnham, MA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:59 PM CST

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I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your precious son. He leaves behind a legacy of true inspiration and so much more. I learned about his bravery and valiant fight from Devin Ross'page. Your family is very much in my thoughts and prayers.
Laura <okiemom1068@gmail.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:57 PM CST

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Chris and Family,
I am very sorry to hear of your loss. There's so much I could say, but mainly I am happy to have known Chris. I will never forget those memories I too have of Chris. Praying for you.

Evelina Moniz <evelinamoniz@hotmail.com>
Aurora, On. - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:56 PM CST

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Leslie, may your son now rest in peace. May god give you the strength for the days ahead and the courage to go forward. thinking of you
Ginger/BWC <craftygramginger@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR u.s.a. - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:48 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I just had to drop in again and let you know that you have been in my thoughts all day, I'm crying again, I just don't know how you will get through these difficult days ahead, but I know you will, that's the kind of mom you are, and you won't give up on Chris now. I pray that God will give you the strength you need, and the courage to carry on, and that Chris will be with you all the way too, just as you were always with him.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:47 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. Christopher was a brave and courageous fighter. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Angel Amanda’s mom
Deloyce Barrington
Virginia Beach, Virginia - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:28 PM CST

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dear leslie i am really struggling today with your loss of chris. Let me know how I can help. evelyn james
evelyn james <www.sharon.james@symptico.ca>
aurora aurora ont , canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:08 PM CST

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Leslie,

My heart is broken

Love, Devin

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 1:07 PM CST

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Leslie, May you feel the grace of God's blessing as you grieve the loss of your son. I am a Hugs and Hope Club Member who stopped by because Cathie said you needed some encouragement. I was sad to read that your son's battle was over. Still want to offer you encouragement. Hope in the future you are able to let us know how you are coping.

Hugs from another cancer mom in Colorado.
Linda Pung Dabblesand Doodles and Hugs and Hope Club Member <ginponymom@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 12:56 AM CST

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Leslie,
I was so saddened when I read this morning that Chris had passed. Please accept my deepest sympathies to you and the rest of your family. I hope you find some confort in knowing that he's not in pain anymore.
Take Care
Linda V. <lindav@strycowire.com>
Keswick, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 12:45 AM CST

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I have been crying all morning since I read you post. Then figured I need to pull myself together & post something for you but really, Leslie, I am completely without words. Only the most overwhelming emotions. So for now I will just say that my thoughts & prayers are with you. Yes, I would ask the boys to sign Chris's snowboard. That may help them deal with it. Have a feeling they may be feeling some regrets in the future. Please feel my love & sorry from one mom to another.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, February 28, 2005 12:41 AM CST

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My heart hurt and became heavy when I heard of Chris's passing. Even when things looked bad the last few days I still pulled for him and refused to believe he would pass away. Man, life gets messy. But the Lord has a plan and knowing the Lord, there is no doubt in my mind that Christopher is snowboarding right now. He will be missed.
Leslie, I hope you update us on how you are doing. Whether you realize it or not you yourself have given parents like me strength as we go through similar situations with our sick child.

In deepest sympathies,

www.joeypage.com



Tim <appearances1@aol.com>
Chicago, - Monday, February 28, 2005 12:25 AM CST

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Dear dear Leslie I am so sorry that Chris had to leave you. You and he will always have a place deep within our hearts. I think asking his friends to sign his snowboard is great thing, just ask them Leslie I have a feeling they'd do it for their pal Chris.

Sending you healing thoughts Leslie with bunches of warm caring gentle *HUGS* as well.

Love,

Char
Char <Dragunzblobublz@aol.com>
San Rafael, CA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:57 AM CST

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Dear leslie, Ian, Frazer,& Tim
It has taken all day to try and put words together to explain how Mark and I feel, but we are still at a loose end, We are both so very sorry for you all and we know how much you loved Chris as a mother and best friend. Our thoughts are with you all, Thank you Leslie for being a fantatic Mother to both your boys.

Good night & God bless you Chris.


Uncle Mark & Aunty Sue <markgist@lands45.fsnet.co.uk>
Co: Durham, England - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:55 AM CST

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Leslie,

I am so sorry. I have no excuse for not signing in earlier..just trying to collect my thoughts. I was so sorry to hear that Christopher never got a healing here on Earth. He was such a fighter. We was and STILL IS a great inspiration to so many. You are such a great mom.

Praying for you and yours today.

Love, Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 11:34 AM CST

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Leslie I am so sorry to hear this news. You and Chris were such an inspiration to so many!!
Jen <jenkorrell@earthlink.net>
WV USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:31 AM CST

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Leslie, I am so very sorry for your loss.
I think that the snowboard signing would be a great idea!
Sending gentle hugs,
Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Chrissy, Emily and Angels Sonja and Tanner, BWC http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:50 AM CST

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I am so sorry for Chris, for Leslie and the whole family. It is so unfair after all that Chris went through. I have thought of Chris and your family often. Please know how sorry I am.
Terri <route66hellO@aol.com>
Ma - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:47 AM CST

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Gistopher....your journey on Earth has come to a close but your journey in Heaven is just beginning. You truly are one of a kind that has inspired me beyone words and taught me the power of positive thoughts and personal strength. I remember talking to you over the internet a few months ago and you were telling me that it could be worse. I never once heard you complain. After speaking with you I always felt uplifted....your courage was contagious. Thanks for some great memories at Regency and Williams and of course introducing me to Pugs!! :) Leslie, Fraser and all family members, I am deeply sorry for your great loss and you are all in my prayers.
Lindsey MacKay <lindsdm@yorku.ca>
Aurora, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:31 AM CST

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Dear Chris

I remember your baby smiles and baby tears,
your toddler steps and parents cheers,
your playful ways, your hugs and kisses,
your cuts and bruises and band aid wishes

The way you poked your brother when he was first born,
the look of amazement on Christmas morn,
the toys, the excitement of being young and alive,
hide and seek, peek a boo, and the cars you would drive!

You and Fraser waiting for Terran to be born,
running through sprinklers on hot summers morn,
your mom running after you with peanut butter and jam,
the faces, the laughter, you were a camera ham!

Halloween was one of your very favorites,
dressing up and candy was high on your list,
each year went by and you progressed,
cartoons, school, sports and tests.

You passed them all with ease and grace,
Kristhoffer, so fair of face,
I'll remember you forever, Peace be with you
in your very special place.

All our love Julie, Rick, Terran and Charlie
WE LOVE YOU CHRIS

Julie Cox <julie.cox@careerdriven.com>
Richmond Hill, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:25 AM CST

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I have followed Chris' journey the past few months. I had not signed on for a few days, and am so deeply saddened, and completely shocked at the passing of your beautiful son. He is in pain no more. He flies with the angels, and a beautiful angel he is. May time dull the edges of your never-ending pain.
With deepest sympathy,
Linda ZP
Linda ZP <dropusanote@juno.com>
Orland Park, IL - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:00 AM CST

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What a wonderful mother you have been to your son. He has a new body now free from this horrible disease. My prayers are with you and your family.
Brenda Stanley <bstanley51@yahoo.com>
Bluff City, Tn USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:57 AM CST

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I am so very sorry. I will continue to pray for peace and strength for all of you.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, FL USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:52 AM CST

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Leslie and Family,
I offer you my sincerest condolences. Although I didn't know you or Chris; I checked the journal all the time to see how Chris was doing. He was a very brave young man. I know that he is up in heaven in no pain; I hope that you can find some peace in that . God Bless.
Laura (from the Lymphoma forum) <laulaubee79@yahoo.com>
Chelmsford, MA - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:49 AM CST

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My mom and I are both deeply saddened by your loss, you will always be in our thoughts and prayers. Your son must have been the bravest person you've ever known. May he rest peacfully forever in heaven.
jana bendik <singit7@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 9:44 AM CST

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I am very sorry for your loss. Glad that the end was peaceful and without pain.

Fionn
- Monday, February 28, 2005 9:25 AM CST

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Dear Leslie,

I am deeply saddened to hear of Chris' passing. He was a very strong and courageous young man. He fought his disease with dignity...truely inspirational. He is with the Lord now, finally free of this horrible illness. I hope you can hear him telling the other Angels that he had the best Mother in the world helping him fight. May God bless you and your family.
Eric Davidson <e.davidson@mchsi.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 9:07 AM CST

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My heart goes out to you and your family right now. Chris always reminded me of my brother in law, who also lost his battle with T-Cell Lymphoma at the age of 23. I'll be praying for you that the Lord will help you through the coming days.

Love and Prayers,
Amy & Micah

MICAH'S JOURNEY

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:59 AM CST

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Chris has been in our thoughts. He was a strong and brave young man. My deepest condolences.
Randy Ross (Devin's dad) <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
West Jordan, UT - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:52 AM CST

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Leslie,
You have been and still are an inspiration to us all. Thankyou.
James

England
James Rochford <jr007e5090@blueyonder.co.uk>
Bristol, united kingdom - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:52 AM CST

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We are so sorry to hear of your loss....you are all in our prayers...


~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 8:23 AM CST

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Leslie,
Chris fought the good fight and you were by his side every step of the way! I wish you both peace and comfort... You are in our thoughts and prayers!
Jen Moreno
Murrieta, CA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:22 AM CST

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Leslie,
I am from the Non-Hodgkins message board. I've been following Chris' journey. I'm so sorry. He's pain free and watching over you now.

Carrie Hughes
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:02 AM CST

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Oh Leslie, I'm so so sorry. I so wish I had something to say that would make this better. I'm happy his pain has ended and he left peacefully. I think the snowboard idea is good. It's a nice way for his friends to remember him. I'm here for you if you need me. Fly free Christopher.
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:56 AM CST

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Alisa,
So sorry to hear about Chris. Try to take comfort in knowing that he is at peace now and not in pain, easy for me to say. I am soo very sorry for your loss. He was incredibly brave and you have done a remarkable job taking care of him. We love you guys!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:51 AM CST

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My prayers are with you in this very hard time. Know that Christopher's fight is finally over
Bill Crews <bill_crews@anadarko.com>
The Woodlands, TX USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:46 AM CST

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I am so very sorry for your loss. Christopher was such a wonderful young man. Praying that you get through most difficult time.

Heather (BEARS WHO CARE)
Heather (Bears who Care) <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:44 AM CST

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Leslie, Ian and family, I am so very sorry for your loss, It is the most painful experience a mother could ever go through. And no one could ever understand unless they have lost a child themselves. My heart goes out to you Leslie. Christopher was a lovely young man, and went through a lot in life. He has been so brave through everything. All I can say now is that both our Christopher's are together and one day we will all be reunited with them. I am there for you. My prayers and thoughts are with you all during this time. And once again I am so sorry for your loss.
WE can't know why somethings happen, but we can know that love and beautiful memories outlast the pain of grief. And we can know that there's a place inside the heart where love lives always, and where nothing beautiful can everbe forgotten. A child so much a part of us is never really gone.
Tanya <oasis11t@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 7:43 AM CST

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Dear Leslie.....
I could spend days trying and still not come up with the words to express the depth of sorrow I feel in Chris's passing. He was such a fighter.....with the greatest of Mom's as a cheerleader!!! He's now soaring with the rest of the angels, free of pain forever.
I pray for you that you find strength and inspiration from his fight to help you and guide you thru this difficult time.....
lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:42 AM CST

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Leslie---what can I say?? I am so truly sorry for your loss and pray that God will grant you the strength to get through these next trying days. You are an amazing woman---and I am sure Chris knew how lucky he was that God chose you to be his mom.

Thank you for always being such an inspiration for Devin and Alisa---and for his Grandma too!!

Love, Devin's Grandma Gwen
Gwen Woods <gwenfromok@yahoo.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:39 AM CST

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Leslie,

I'm sitting here with my mouth wide open. I haven't read the posts for a couple of days, and thought things were looking up. Even though I only knew of Chris through his website, he seemed like a wonderful person. Such a brave and courageous boy. And you Leslie, fought right along with him. I am so sorry for you. Me also being the mother of a son with NHL, I can imagine what your pain is right now. Please know that you and the family will be in our thoughts and prayers. My heart breaks for you.
Rosemary Woodruff <rosemary@firstky.com>
Frankfort, KY USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:37 AM CST

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DearLeslie-
My condolences and hugs.
xxo
Anjou
anjou
Pipersville, PA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:34 AM CST

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To Leslie and family,
I cannot find words to express how sorry I am for all of you. Please know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Nicole
Nicole Marsh-Burke <nicolemb@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:33 AM CST

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Leslie,
I send you my deepest Sympathy and love.
The blessing here is that Chris is now free of all pain and in heaven with God and is now a perfect Angel.
My thoughts will be with you and your family over the next few days.
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
cleveland, mn - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:31 AM CST

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This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...

We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

Stephen Curtis Chapmans' "With Hope"



Diane From Lymphoma message board <cdgoodsell86@cox.net>
Yorktown, Va - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:23 AM CST

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Leslie and family, My heart goes out to you in your loss. Chris is finally free of this beast!!!! Such a fine young lad, but we know he will be an even finer angel watching down on you. Leslie we all love you and may you find comfort from everyone that Chris has touched.

Hugs and prays to you
Sharon
Sharon (mar0929) <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:16 AM CST

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I'm so, so sorry Leslie.Chris was everyones child. You just couldn't help falling in love with him.How precious the time,how beautiful the memory. I think the snowboard is a nice idea.Rest in Peace Chris..
MG(nhl board)
- Monday, February 28, 2005 6:43 AM CST

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Leslie,
There's a new angel in heaven named "Christopher" and he will watch over you until it is time to join him. There may be many hard days ahead as you grieve, but remember that Chris would want his mom to hold her head high and say, "I might be beaten down now, but watch out world I have a lot of living to do for myself and my precious son".
Take care...
Gerri Sacks <kalicopatches@yahoo.com>
Jacksonville, fl usa - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:38 AM CST

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I'm so, so very sorry to hear of your loss. Chris was sure a fighter, and a wonderful person. Take care, I'll be thinking of you guys and praying for you all.
Erin *Bears who Care* <erin_suddick@hotmail.com>
Bradford, ON - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:36 AM CST

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Leslie and family, we're so, so sad, but at the same time thank goodness Chris faces no more hospital rooms, treatments or constant worry.Lets hope now he can just party.

The snowboard idea is good..........we've been thinking of little else here, wish there was something comforting we could say or do. Chris was the strongest person we have ever met.

Barb and Brit.




Barbara Allison <brish@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, On Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:31 AM CST

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Dear Leslie, My deepest Sympathy to you and your family. I think it is a wonderful idea to have his snowboard signed. Christopher, you gave new meaning to the word "Brave" Bless you Christopher...With Love, Sheryl and Family (Mom To John, T-Cell Lymphoblastic Lymphoma)

To Where You Are

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
Your still an inspiration
Can it be

That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Josh Groban
Sheryl <sstar1458@yahoo.com>
Tacoma, Wa USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:17 AM CST

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No words can express how we all feel over here and how much worse it must be for you.He will always be with you,just remember the good tomes and he will always be in your memories.
All our love and best wishes to your family
Joy,Rachel,Nikki,Jason and their families in Perth.
Nikki Scanlon <anscanners@aol.com>
Perth, WA Australia - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:02 AM CST

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I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious Christopher. My thoughts are with you and your family during this very difficult time.
Heidi Rempel (BWC)
Fredericton, NB Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:02 AM CST

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Do it Les, get all of them to sign it!
Thinking of you g/f...sooo much it pains...


Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:57 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that our thoughts have been with you every day of this long journey.
Wendy Henderson <henders@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, On - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:00 AM CST

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dear leslie............chris final journey is over...what a brave young man he was.......he truly earned his angel wings and now will be flying high,watching over you.i feel very sad indeed but happy to know his pain is over and he can rest...........love to you all..patti in canada
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratyford, ontario canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:59 AM CST

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Our prayers are with you and your family. What an inspiration Chris has been to those of us with this same disease. Thank you for sharing your son with us. I am thankful he is not suffering any longer.
Carolyn Jordan <imasunbum@comcast.net>
Dothan, AL USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:48 AM CST

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Chris impacted so many lives with his journey. You have my deep sympathy.
Maureen- NHL board
Erie, PA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:34 AM CST

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Hugs from us. Chris touched so many people, he was brave and very strong.


Owen and Dawn
Dawn Robichaud <dawnrobi@yahoo.ca>
Saint John, New Brunswick Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:19 AM CST

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Leslie & family, my heart aches for you. God be with you. I am still praying for you.

Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:07 AM CST

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I'm so sorry for your loss!
You are in our prayers!


laura <freelikeabird1985@yahoo.com>
budapest, hungary - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:46 AM CST

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You're now in peace, Chris.
No more pain
I don't know what else to say.
My hands are shaking while I'm typing this....
I'm so so sad
Yolana <yolana_d@indo.net.id>
Palembang, Indonesia - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:32 AM CST

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Leslie and Family
I can say nothing to help you at this difficult time, other than I am so sorry for your loss. Christopher is peaceful and restful at last. His journey is over and in time he would want you to move on and build a new life. However now is not the time for this. I wish you lots of love and strength over the next few months as you come to terms with life again. Will post again in a few weeks time. Much love Fiona

Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, UK - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:31 AM CST

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Leslie,

I knew as soon as I saw the angels on the page that Chris had gone. Surely Heaven has a very special Angel now, I never expected to be adding Chris to my list of angels. He was such an amazing young boy growing into manhood, with an amazing mother to nourish and support him all the way. Your life will never be the same, our lives will all be poorer with the loss of Chris. We know Chris is at peace now, but that doesn't help, we wanted him here, we wanted that mirale, why did he have to go through all those years of treatment to be taken like that in the end, who knows what the answer is, maybe his purpose on earth was for us all to get to know him, his strength, get to know you because of him. It's been a very cruel journey at times, and you have always been there for so many of us who are walking this path behind you, always having the time to write to us with words of encouragement. Leslie I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing you wonderful son with me, I wish like a lot of others that I could have met him in person, I feel I did know him, my heart is breaking, I feel so sorry for you and your family.
I love you, Rosi
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:45 AM CST

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Leslie...
I'm so sorry, I'm so mad...
Why!?...I want to scream!
You will never leave my heart you guys...
Fly high Superman!
Mom...I wish I had words od wisdom but don't...
Pains me beyond words...
Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:25 AM CST

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My heart is broken. Earth has lost a true hero, while heaven has gained another precious angel. I sent Chris a card by e-mail two weeks before he passed and I hope he knows of it now...I meant it that this storm would pass, but I wish it hadn't ended this way...Rest in Peace Chris...it's people like you who give people like me the inspiration to keep fighting amidst trivial things.
Lauren Gamache <lauren_gamache@hotmail.com>
Surrey, B.C. Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:22 AM CST

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Condolences to all your family.
I'm glad Chris is at peace-no more pain, no more chemo, no more needles. Chris was the bravest of young men.

Gena
Richland, WA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:20 AM CST

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Though I have never met Chris I know he is one of the most amazing, most brave people I have ever known of. Chris is cancer free in heaven playing Chess with the best of them. So many amazing beautiful people up in heaven with him, he's one of the best and god just needed him back, so not fair, but I'm glad he is cancer free. I am sorry for your loss.

Lots of Love
Lisa
www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage <bncknwurnumber@aol.com>
Belmont, CA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:17 AM CST

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So very, very sorry for the loss of your wonderful lad. Thanks to your journal we know what a special young man he was. He will be in our thoughts and never forgotten.
Tracey <purvistl@hotmail.com>
Victoria, BC Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:05 AM CST

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Hugs to you all,
Lena {Bears who Care} <lena_butler@yahoo.ca>
Jasper, AB - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:16 AM CST

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The only thing that comes to mind is peace.....May the LORD bless and keep you. May the LORD make his face to shine upon you, and give you peace! Chris and Leslie...I am praying for you both that GOD would give you peace and understanding....I am praying feverishly!!
Jennifer <bamajrf34@hotmail.com>
Tuscaloosa, AL USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 0:28 AM CST

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Keeping Chris and your entire family in my thoughts and prayers. Much love to all of you.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 0:16 AM CST

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Praying for you...

love laura
laura <freelikeabird1985@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 0:13 AM CST

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Gist, buddy i am so sorry. I love you and my memories with you will never be forgotten. You were always a great friend and i will miss you. Lots of love Gist you will be in my heart forever.
Darryl Henderson <dhenders@guelphhumber.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Monday, February 28, 2005 0:07 AM CST

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Praying for you...

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:47 PM CST

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I've never been at a loss for words until now.God bless you both.
MG(nhl board)
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:31 PM CST

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Leslie.

You guys are amazing. I'm so sorry this is happening. Know we are with you in thought and prayer,

Praying for an easy transition.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:18 PM CST

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I am praying for you tonight, asking the Lord to bring each of you comfort and a powerful sense of His presence.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:09 PM CST

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Chirs I love you. I was supposed to come and see you today. I guess I will never get to see you again. I prayed for you and hope to god you survive. Keep fighting I will miss you so much. I hope you're at peace I want you know that I'll miss you everyday. Please let me know what's going on with Chris. I hope you make brother. Love James.
James Gaby <slimgaby@hotmail.com>
Aurora, ON Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:35 PM CST

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Leslie, Ian, Fraser and Tim, We're all praying for you...have been all along and will continue to do so.Right now our prayer is that Chris passes peacefully and gently and that you are given the strength to get through this terribly, difficult time.We're here for you always.Goodnight sweet "kissyfur".All our love goes with you and you'll be in our hearts forever...Debbie, Matthew,Andrew and Michelle.
Debbie Nichol <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:59 PM CST

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Leslie, thanks for thinking of us at a time like this by posting news of Chris. We are all so anxious right now.

We are praying that Chris has no discomfort and that if it is his time to leave that he slip easily and effortlessly into eternal peace at last free from pain.

Leslie, we pray for comfort for you. Your love and dedication to Chris is a great example of a mother's love.
Love to all
Gena
Richland, WA USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:59 PM CST

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Dear Leslie,
I am so sorry what is happening to Chris,I'm praying all goes peacefully.I'm also praying very hard for you and your family,may the comfort of Angels surround you at this time.
God Bless
All my Love,
June <juneruss@sbcglobal.net>
caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:32 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that you are all in my thoughts at this difficult time.
Fiona (BWC) <finarda@yahoo.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:30 PM CST

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My prayers are with you and your family at this time. If you need me call me ANYTIME (Dont worry about the time, just call),ANYDAY.
Wendi <w.osborne@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:26 PM CST

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Been thinking of you all day and will continue hoping for the best even if that is only a lack of pain. -Andy
Andy Michael
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:00 PM CST

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ohboy.
oh no.

i never even got to call him.
not that i ever really knew him as much as other people, but i just wanted him to know everyone cared. or at least that i did.

i'm praying.
i'm so sorry
hayley <justthisgiirl@hotmail.com>
aurora, - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:16 PM CST

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NO NO NO.. How can this possibly be happening?.. Leslie, and the rest of your family, I'm so sorry you have to go thru this. Please know we are here for you, still praying for Christopher and still hoping there is time for a miracle.
Tracy Eckhardt <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:08 PM CST

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Hello,

Just wanted to let you know that i'm praying for Chris....
love,
Tracy and Lucas www.caringbridge.org/il/lucas <crazyw4k1@comcast.net>
Bridgeview , IL USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:07 PM CST

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Dear Chris and family we have been praying all day long,praying that you are not in pain, praying for the miracle that we know can come,praying for your mom who loves you so very much and praying for your family that they can all come together during this time.
God Bless,
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Brampton, ON - Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:08 PM CST

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Leslie,

I'm so sorry it has come down to this. I wish I had something to ease the pain. Cancer is so unfair. Praying for a peaceful transition.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:58 PM CST

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Love you guys,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:53 PM CST

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Chris, I pray that you are resting comfortably now. You are a wonderfully courageous young man. Leslie, dear Leslie, we all are heartbroken to think that Chris may not be here with you much longer. I do so remember all the funny stories you shared with us about Chris. You raised a very special young man.

Gena
Richland, WA USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:49 PM CST

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Chris you will be remembered for your courage and for never giving up. God will take care of you there is no question. Everybody loves you man. We went to grade school together and a bit of highschool and I am honoured to know you.
Justin Boyne <boynej@hotmail.com>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:14 PM CST

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Leslie,
It's with a very heavy heart and lots of tears I'm going to bed now. I just can't believe this is happening, I know you won't get any rest, I put you, Chris and your family and friends in Gods hands, what else can I do?
Love Rosi, I'll check in first thing in the morning.
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 27, 2005 5:37 PM CST

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Dear Julie,

What you wrote is so moving. It expresses what all of us are feeling. I know that all the people who have been following Chris' story are there in spirit with Leslie and Chris and their family. I hope they can feel our presence as we feel theirs wherever we are today.


Salli
Ottawa, - Sunday, February 27, 2005 5:23 PM CST

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I can't believe the news.
I feel so sad. I can't stop my tears.
God, please don't let Chris in pain any longer. Please...
yolana <yolana_d@indo.net.id>
Palembang, Indonesia - Sunday, February 27, 2005 5:11 PM CST

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I am so devestated by this news. I pray that god gives him comfort, I don't know what else to say, I have never met chris, but the tears I shed are real. I'm sending my love to chris and his family.

Lots of Love
Lisa
www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage <bncknwurnumber@nwurnumber@aol.com>
belmont, ca usa - Sunday, February 27, 2005 4:12 PM CST

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This is so not fair...I just don't know what else to say. I'm hoping for a miracle but praying for peace too.. Big Hugs..
Tracy Eckhardt <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 3:13 PM CST

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Hi Leslie, I've been following Chris' story for a few months now and have been amazed at your strength and what a great job Chris has done in fighting this awful disease. I check every day to see how he is doing and am shocked and so saddened to see how quickly things have turned. As someone who doesn't pray I have prayed many times for Chris and will do so now for him and your family. Tracey
Tracey <purvistl@hotmail.com>
Victoria, BC Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 3:08 PM CST

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Leslie and family,
I'm not a religious person but I am praying for each and everyone of you. WE ARE ALL THINKING OF YOU at this time.
Love
James and family
James Rochford <jr007e5090@blueyonder.co.uk>
Bristol, united kingdom - Sunday, February 27, 2005 3:05 PM CST

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Leslie,
What can I say, I am praying with all the others.

Rosi

rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:54 PM CST

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Leslie I am so shocked to here the latest news, my prayers are with you and your family at this time. Please do not hesitate to call me if you need anything.
Tanya Hoarau <oasis11t@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:49 PM CST

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Much love and prayer's!
My heart is hurting for you all!
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:47 PM CST

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Chris may you snowboard through the heavens forever pain free. I'm thinking of you with a smile pal. Leslie sending you ALL healing thoughts, loads of love, and many many gentle warm caring {{{{{hugs}}}}}.

Love,

Char
Char <Dragunzblobublz@aol.com>
San Rafael, CA USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:32 PM CST

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Thanks Julie for the update. God Speed, Christopher!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:13 PM CST

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Leslie, I am sending my love and prayers to you and your family, that God keep you strong through all of this...Love Sheryl (Mom to John, Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma Board)
Sheryl <sstar1458@yahoo.com>
Tacoma, Wa USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 1:57 PM CST

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Guys, we pray & love you...
Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ON Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 1:49 PM CST

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Praying and praying for you.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 12:57 AM CST

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Can't believe this latest news. We are all praying for a miracle. Our love ,thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Aunty Marg,Roger & Nana XXXXXXX
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Sunday, February 27, 2005 12:41 AM CST

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You guys are in my thoughts and prayers.





Erin *Bears who Care.* <erin_.suddi.ck@hotmail.com>
Bradford, ON - Sunday, February 27, 2005 12:41 AM CST

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Chris and Leslie
Praying, praying!
God be with you at this difficult time!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:42 AM CST

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We are sending prayers your way...
Jen & Mario Moreno
Murrieta, CA USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:18 AM CST

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Leslie/Chris

Our family is storming the heavens right now with prayers for Chris. We will contiue to do this for as long as we need to.
God Bless
Gail <mum_41@hotmail.com>
Brampton, ON - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:10 AM CST

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Chris- Sending extra prayers your way for you and your family.
XXOO, Marey and Cali Ali
Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:36 AM CST

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Hey g/f,
Praying for a positive update soon...

Luv ya!
Hugs,
Chris

Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:19 AM CST

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Leslie,

You are incredible. I know exactly where your wonderful son gets his fighting spirit.

Love you guys,

Alisa

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:54 AM CST

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Leslie,
I can't get you out of my mind, I'm continually praying for you and Chris.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:37 AM CST

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Leslie,
We are coming to HSC on Tuesday for an MRI and a meeting with the Heam/Onc team.
We would love to see & visit with you guys but ONLY if you are up to it...
Anything you need? Let me know...
I've emailed my cell phone # again just in case...
Anything at all you need, I mean it, SHOUT!
We sent our prayers and good wishes to you, hang tight...

Luv & Hugs to you all





Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:02 AM CST

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Oh Leslie and Chris, My heart is just broken. I'm keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!
Tracy Eckhardt <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:19 AM CST

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Lesley,
I've got tears in my eyes. You are such a brave and wonderful mother, keeping us all informed at this time when your dear Chris is in such a terribly poor state. You are and always will be in my thoughts and prayers, we prayed especially for Chris in church this morning.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:13 AM CST

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Leslie and dear Precious Chris,
My thoughts and many prayer's are with you today!
Shelli Hoffmann and Family
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:42 AM CST

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Leslie, thank you for thinking of us & keeping us so updated during this difficult time. You are an incrediable mom & will always have my complete respect & admiration. We are all there with you!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:40 AM CST

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Dear Leslie & Chris,
Prayer~songs being sung with you both in mind... lifting you up to Healing Light, surrounding you with love... may God's balm rain down and soak into every ounce of your being and light your way.
Much Love and Support,
Lucel~Melody
Lucel~Melody Wings <LucelWings@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA 30309 - Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:13 AM CST

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Leslie,
You are so generous in sharing your struggles and yor joys with us.Your journaling
has given us an up to date way of keeping track of Christopher's battle and we
are so grateful to be able to keep in touch this way. Our family continues in prayer for
you and Chris. You are a very special part of our lives.
Love, Kelly Knox and Family
kelly knox
Aurora, ON canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 7:06 AM CST

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Leslie, prayed all night at my bedside as you kept a vigil at Christopher's bedside. My heart is absolutely breaking for you. You two have been thru so very very much. If anyone deserves a miracle it is Christopher. My tears are for your Christopher who fights and for my Christopher who has been blessed with good health. I cannot keep from questioning God and asking why. There is no answer but I will continue to pray. Sending love, and hugs, and comfort and prayers.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:53 AM CST

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Leslie & Chris ~ You have been through so much. Praying for a complete healing for Chris. Chris, you are my hero and I hate that you have been through so much in your fight to live free from cancer. You have really touched my heart. Leslie, I cannot imagine how your heart must be broken as you sit by your son's bedside praying for his healing. God be with all of you.
Barbara Bush <BFBush@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:36 AM CST

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praying for the miracle to come your way
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ontario canada - Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:25 AM CST

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Leslie, My thoughts and prayers for Chris and you and rest of the family.
Sharon
Sharon <sschenk3@iwon.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 6:10 AM CST

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Click Cake
Sharing my special day with someone I consider my little friend.
God's blessing and love,
Angel jen
Sunshine on Eagles Wings
Rays of Love
Baby Harley

angel jen <angel.jen@mymacs.org>
Burns, TN USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 4:11 AM CST

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Praying for you Chris!

love laura
laura <freelikeabird1985@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:07 AM CST

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Praying for all of you...
Love,
Gena
Richland, WA USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 2:06 AM CST

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Chris is in mine and my family's prayers. I am praying for a miracle for him, my heart goes out for Chris and his family. Melody & Carley age 4 dx with All 1-24-o4.
Melody Green <Melodyof3@yahoo.com>
Searcy, Ar. USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 1:57 AM CST

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We are all thinking of you.Stay strong.
Lots of love Joy,Rachel,Nikki,Jason and their families in Perth.xxxx
Nikki Scanlon <anscanners@aol.com>
Perth, WA Australia - Sunday, February 27, 2005 1:34 AM CST

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Praying for Chris and for your entire family! Love, hugs, and prayers.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 0:16 AM CST

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Praying for that miracle. You are not alone. We are all there with you. Let the Lord carry you as you fight this beast with your precious son. Went to church special tonight to light a candle for Christopher. Feel our love and support and prayers and hugs.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:10 PM CST

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Thinking of you,
you are a great friend and will be in my heart forever
Shawn Berube <berube@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, ON Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:07 PM CST

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Praying for you....

~The Tidds
caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:04 PM CST

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Leslie, some of us are still able to be hanging in there with you and Chris. I know this is terrible for you - far beyond what most of us could concieve of. I also know that God is with you and Chris and He's already waiting in tomorrow, no matter what it might bring. Hugs to you both and many many prayers
KathyA <kamos@lib.brenau.edu>
Gainesville, GA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:02 PM CST

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Leslie,,

Much love and prayers sent your way

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:54 PM CST

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Christopher,
Praying for you buddy, for that special miracle. Also for peace and comfort. You are not alone, and so many people care for you....
gentle hugs,
Tracey and family xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, AB, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:42 PM CST

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Still praying...
Tracy Eckhardt <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:36 PM CST

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Thinking of you as always.
Amy
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:29 PM CST

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Saying a prayer for what you ask and hoping for mercy

In Jesus' Name
Melodys Aunt Sissy
Karen Peji <kdpeji@adelphia.net>
Hemet, CA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:13 PM CST

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Saying lots of prayers for you all!

Amy & Micah

MICAH'S JOURNEY

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:41 PM CST

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Praying that things get better. Stay stong. I am praying for the mircle that you need.

Heather (BWC)
Heather (Bears who Care) <hmaini5566@rogers.com>
Mississauga, ON Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:16 PM CST

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We are sending hope and hugs.

Dawn and Owen
Dawn Robichaud <dawnrobi@yahoo.ca>
Saint John, New brunswick Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:06 PM CST

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Leslie,

PRAYING for your precious Christopher.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:32 PM CST

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Leslie,
I know you're taking it minute by minute right now, and we are thinking of you down here in Florida. God is with you :) Wish we were there to give you a big hug.
Cathie L http://haldagobay.blogspot.com, BWC, Hugs/Hope <haldagobay1@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, FL - Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:25 PM CST

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Leslie
I know we all feel so helpless here--we are not able to help you or Chris ourselves--but that is the job of the doctors, nurses, you and God. He is in the best of hands now. I know we all will continue to pray and pray and pray somemore. I know it works!!
David <paschald@airmail.net>
Dallas, TX - Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:00 PM CST

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Our hearts are with you tonight.
Salli
Ottawa, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:28 PM CST

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Im praying my heart for Chris and your family right now! I am praying for his peace, for him to find comfort, and for a miracle.. if anyone deserves a miracle its definitely Chris!!

Lots of Love and Prayers
Lisa www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage <bncknwurnumber@aol.com>
belmont, ca usa - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:13 PM CST

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Les...
OMG...I can't believe we are doing this again guys...really...
Hugs you all...

Les, know that I'm here!
Chris
Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:12 PM CST

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praying big time.
Laura
Winnipeg, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:10 PM CST

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Dear Leslie
My thoughts are with you during this difficult time and Im saddened to read what you and Chris are going through.

xxo anjou
Anjou <anjou1@juno.com>
Pipersville, PA 18947 - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:03 PM CST

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Hounding Heaven.
Charlene
BWC
..
Ajax Ont, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:42 PM CST

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Oh Leslie,
I don't know what to say, I'm so terrified for you both, I just can't believe what I read. "Please God be in that situation with these dear people, give them the strength that they need, they have been through so much, hold Chris in your arms, and please give him healing, please hear the prayers of all the people who are holding Chris up to you in prayer tonight"
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:41 PM CST

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I'm storming heaven with prayers right now for Chris and will continue to do so. Love and strength to all of you.
Lia
Plains, PA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:33 PM CST

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Dear Chris and Leslie,

I am praying very hard that you will have the strength and courage to endure and triumph over this difficult time. I am sending an extra helping of positive thoughts to you both. Never doubt the strength and spirit of the human body to heal itself. Remember, the least understood and most poorly characterized of medical phenomena is the MIRACLE! Have faith, be strong, God bless you both!
Eric Davidson <e.davidson@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:09 PM CST

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Just me checking in! My heart goes out to you Leslie, and Iain and the boys as well! It has been such a long road for you all! Chris is such a fighter! There are no words that I can express to you that will make things any easier right now! I know exactly what you are going through and all I can say is I will be thinking of you!

Love Laura
HSC Rat Pack & Angel Mitchell's Mommy
http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:08 PM CST

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Praying Praying Praying!!!!
Tracy Eckhardt <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:05 PM CST

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Saying a special prayer for you tonight Chris!!! Hang in there Leslie and family!
Amy
Birmingham, Al USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:48 PM CST

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Praying for you...of course.

Lots of love

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:20 PM CST

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Chris, I am praying for you.
I really hope God will give you the best. You really deserve it.
yolana <yolana_d@indo.net.id>
Palembang, Indonesia - Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:16 PM CST

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Hi Chris, so sorry to hear you are not doing so well, glad to hear however that you are no longer dealing with the issues at the other hospital.
I read your site often, however this is my first post.
Thinking and praying for you always.
Gail
Brampton, ON - Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:10 PM CST

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Hello Chris,
From what I have read of your story, I think you must be a brave and corageous young man. It has been my pleasure to read about you but I am so sorry for it to be this way. You will be in my prayers from now on. Take care, God Bless you and your family.
Avis Grandon
Spanaway, WA USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 4:53 PM CST

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Leslie -

Though I do not sign the guestbook very often, both you and Chris remain in my thoughts and prayers every day.

Dawn
SC USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 4:27 PM CST

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Sorry to hear Christopher is struggling. I will keep him in my prayers.
Ginger/BWC <Craftygramginger@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR u.s.a - Saturday, February 26, 2005 2:08 PM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie,
So sorry to hear your news, but don't give up the fight yet. I'm praying hard for a miracle as I'm sure everyone is. Lot of love and hugs,
Auntie Angela XXX
Angela Snow <asnow@btinternet.com>
Worcester, U.K. - Saturday, February 26, 2005 2:08 PM CST

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Im really sorry things have got even worse, as little good that it does, know im thinking of you andsending all my love your way x
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 1:46 PM CST

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Really really sorry to hear the latest news. Hoping all goes as well as can be wished for.
Fionn
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 1:40 PM CST

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I will be praying for Chris and his entire family. The news was devastating to read but I thank you Leslie for sharing it with all of us. Visiting Chris's webpage has been the first thing I do every morning. Chris's life has impacted myself and I'm sure many many others.
Tim Nelson <appearances1@aol.com>
Chicago, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 12:39 AM CST

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We are all PRAYING for Chris.

Much Love,
Shelli Hoffmann and Family
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 12:26 AM CST

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I am praying praying praying my heart out for Chris and you! You are flooding my thoughts right now.
Lauren <happychik903@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mo/laurenspage, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 12:03 AM CST

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Praying Praying Praying. Leslie, I don't know how you maintain the strength to continue. Praying for both of you.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:45 AM CST

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i am praying with all my heart for you and chris...........patti
pattilacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ontario canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:50 AM CST

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Leslie,

Glad to hear Mr. Chris is getting some rest. I know this whole ordeal has to be exhausting for all of you.

Hugs,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:13 AM CST

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Bless your whole family, Laura
caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:21 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you guys know I'm thinking about you and you're in my prayers. This must be such a tough time for you.
Erin *Bears who Care* <erin_suddick@hotmail.com>
Bradford, ON - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:13 AM CST

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Leslie,
I am so sorry and saddened to read your post about Chris. I have been following you guy's for awhile now and almost feel as if I know you. Chris has been delt one difficult life but has been a very brave young man fighting his battle. Leslie I think your one special Mom to stay strong for Chris and your family. My heart breaks for you. I send my love and prayer's.
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:59 AM CST

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Chris,
Thinking of you!
I'll be back later to see if Mom put up the address at the hospital.
Continued prayers and love
Mrs Pam
xxoo <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:58 AM CST

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Leslie: I'm so sorry to read your latest post. Know that Chris is in our thoughts & prayers & so are you as you begin this journey.
CHRIS: getting all that stuff from Don Cherry WOW!!!! Bet your room is awsome & your the envy of many.
.Charlene Mom to BECKY BUNNY



BEARS WHO CARE <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:43 AM CST

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i am truly devasted by your info.i have been following the story of chris for a long time.to you leslie i will pray for you evry day that you will be able to give your young man the strength he is going to need to finish his journey.and that you know the overwhelming support you have in the group of people that have been following your couragious and never ending spirit of caring for your child......i send my love to you and chris.......patti
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ontario canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:33 AM CST

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I am absolutely heartbroken to read your latest entry. What can I say. You have my prayers & my admiration. We are storming heaving. Enough laid on this lad & his mom. Please feel my prayers & hugs. Please keep fighting Leslie. The battle is not lost.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:22 AM CST

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I am very saddened to read your update. Hang in there and continue to be the fighter that you are Christopher. Thinking of you.
Janice Kyle BWC <pjkyle@sympatico.ca>
Drumbo, ON Canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:59 AM CST

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Hello Leslie and family, I hope the onc is wrong and that miracles happen for you. Much love at this impossible time. Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Saturday, February 26, 2005 4:38 AM CST

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So very sorry to hear this latest news :( Chris, hang in there buddy, keep up the good fight, you are in our thoughts and praying for a miracle. We'll be back in to check on you again soon,
big hugs to you all,
Tracey xoxo BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Saturday, February 26, 2005 1:14 AM CST

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CLICK FOR ARIEL'S MESSAGE TO CHRIS (Ariel is an animated cartoon with intelligence)

Leslie, we wanted to share our Site Pal, Ariel with you. Chris is the SECOND person that Ariel has chosen to talk to, she's very picky, lol. I have a flock of EIGHT birds, and Tripoli, my amazon, actually does carry on conversations (Ariel refers to Tripoli) My severe macaw, Pompeii, is a real clown, and Tripoli's boyfriend. They are a cute pair.

In your photo album, I did assume that was Whoopi? If not, "Ariel" messed up. Let me know if I did, and I'll tell "Ariel."

I wanted to give you and Chris something different, to try and provide even a brief minute of respite from your situation. I am sorry the birds and I aren't there in person to give you a hug :)

The message will be taken off Sunday, Ariel likes to visit as many kids as possible. I think she has a crush on Chris, though, she wasn't too happy when I told her we could only speak to Chris for a few days. (I'm just kidding, you'll understand when you pop in to the page.)

Ariel has a limit of 4 viewings per surfer until we change her message again, so if she stops working for you, that's why.

We are thinking of you :)
Cathie L http://haldagobay.blogspot.com, BWC, Hugs/Hope <haldagobay1@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, FL - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:55 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear your latest news. Chris will continue to be in my prayers!
Marcia and the gang, Bears Who Care http://fivegoofs.tripod.com <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:22 PM CST

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Leslie and Chris,
I can not believe what I just read.. NO NO NO NO.. Chris is a figther.. one step at a time and I'm praying for a miracle... Big Hugs to you both..
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:20 PM CST

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Chris & Leslie,

I don't know what to say, other than there are lots of people out here praying for a miracle. I'm so glad you are back with the docs & caregivers you are comfortable with. Please keep us posted as to what any of us might be able to do, and please let us know Chris' address so we can send him some mail.
Connie (Bears Who Care) <Bogeymama2000@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:04 PM CST

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I believe in miracles so I am praying praying praying for one for Chris. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lia
Plains, PA - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:36 PM CST

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Sending my prayers - let's get over this hill quickly!
Susan Steven <susans@pioneer.com>
Wichita, ks usa - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:14 PM CST

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First off, Happy Birthday Julie..

Second...hang in there Leslie. If there is something we can do here in the U.S., please let me know. That offer still stands.

Hugs to you both,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 9:55 PM CST

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So sorry to hear your news. I keep Chris is my prayers...as I do all your family. I hope you feel the prayers of all of us out here. You don't know us, but we are all one big family and truly care.
Patti
Yakima, - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:43 PM CST

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Sorry to hear that Leslie. Chris is in my thoughts. He is a very special, young man.


Salli
Ottawa, - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:25 PM CST

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Dear Leslie, you and Chris have been in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Please know that I continue to pray for Chris, and a day never goes by that I don't think of how he is doing...I believe in miracles, and the greatest power that God has given us is "Love". Know that I am thinking about ya!....With Love, Sheryl (Mom to John..Lymphoblastic Lymphoma T-Cell)
Sheryl <sstar1458@yahoo.com>
Tacoma, Wa US - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:14 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

All I can say is, from a mother who has been there, take it one day at a time! You will find the strength somehow! I did! Know that I am thinking about you all! Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you!

Laura
Angel Mitchell's Mommy
http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html
Laura <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:47 PM CST

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Hey Les...
I can't find the words...
Boys are you guys on our minds...
Deep breaths...baby steps...

Shout if you need me!!!!

Hugs,

Your HSC Rat Pack Pal,
Chris XO
Chris wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/jessy <c1966@rogers.com>
Orangeville, ONT Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 6:49 PM CST

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Hey Chris,
I'm so sorry you've been feeling lousy lately...that totally sucks, huh. I pray it all goes away soon so you can be yourself again. Keep strong and fighting, buddy... I'm cheering you on!!!

Julie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! I hope you have a great day :)

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & Hugs,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:41 PM CST

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Hey guys! So glad I can get an update now. I have been worried sick but I totally understand. I was thrilled to read that Chris has a vistor coming, just what the dr ordered I hope! We are praying for you guys and I am so very proud of both of you and hope Chris continues to improve!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:04 PM CST

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Hey kiddo,
When I phoned you said you were ok but we both know you're feeling pretty crappy. I hope you start feeling better soon so I can send down some more chocolate chip cookies.Not a day has gone by when you and your family weren't in my prayers and that's where you'll stay.Hugs to you all,
Debbie Nichol <dnic@aci.on.ca>
Aurora, Ont. Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 4:43 PM CST

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Hi Chris
Happy Birthday to Julie!
I'm sorry you are still feeling awful.
Continued prayers!
We prayed for you in school today.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 4:35 PM CST

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I'm so glad to see your website back. It worried me when it was gone. Keep hanging in there Chris - I think of you everyday and I'm praying for you!
Julia <jhenderson6061@charter.net>
Helena, Al USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 2:58 PM CST

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Hi Lelsie,
I'm glad you got the cot, maybe you'll be able to get a bit of sleep. Happy Birthday to Julie, you're a treasure.
Hope Chris picks up a bit.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi.
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Friday, February 25, 2005 2:46 PM CST

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Julie,
Happy Birthday Also thank's for keeping the site updated while Leslie is busy tending to Chris.
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 2:22 PM CST

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I have been following Chris's story for awhile. Chris, your a strong, inspiring, young man. Leslie, your a rock. Your in my thoughts and prayers each night.
Darcey Mussato
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:45 PM CST

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I'm so glad we can check your page again! We check on you every day! We're praying for you!!!
The Martin Family <angiermartin@charter.net>
Helena, AL USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:22 PM CST

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Thank you, Leslie, for allowing us back on Chris's page. Fight hard, Chris, fight hard!!! You all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Simone (Taber's Mom)
Simone Carpenter
Port Coquitlam (Birthplace of Terry Fox), BC Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 12:02 AM CST

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Like many of the other followers, I am so happy that the site is accessible again. I also follow Chris on a daily basis and was heartbroken not knowing how he is. Our prayers are with Chris and your family.
Patty
RI United States - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:24 AM CST

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So so very glad the security thing is off. I was so very worried about you. Thought it may be my computer & even called Caringbridge. It's not much but do want to assure you that my family & I are praying for both you & Chris everyday. Feel so much better now that I can check on him again daily. Thank you Leslie for alowing that again.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:28 AM CST

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Chris and Leslie: I've been following your struggle for months and I was very concerned when I could no longer access the site. I'm glad its back up. I'm a PMH patient myself and I'm really, really, really glad to hear that you are back at PMH. I"m glad you enjoyed Don Cherry's stuff - too bad you can't enjoy the Leafs!!!
Susan
Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:07 AM CST

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I'm glad the site is back open. I missed checking in on Chris. I've been reading about him for so long its kind of like a habit now to check on him. Its literally a part of my day.. I check his website every day and pray for him every night. I'm sorry he isn't doing so well right now, my prayers are with him. Let him know if he needs someone to chat with I'm semi interesting.. :)

Lots of Love
www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage <bncknwurnumber@aol.com>
Belmont, CA USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 4:24 AM CST

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Leslie and Chris-
I've been following your site for almost a year and was so worried over the past few days when it wasn't accessible. I want you to know that I think of you both often!! I imagine there are lots of other people out there like me...wishing you days free of pain and suffering. Thank goodness you're now in a better hospital. Here's to hoping things improve.

Amy
Amy Whitlark <whitlark_amy@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 10:11 PM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie - I'm a new poster but not a new follower. Was worried there for a while, as I couldn't get into the site. Thanks, Devin's mom, for the link.
Chris, you're a heck of a fighter. Don't let all the "stuff" get ya down. We're out here pulling SOOOOOOO hard for you! I've got faith you're gonna get through this!
Go get some Tim Bits and have a good rest. We're out here reading and AMAZED at what you've managed to pull yourself through. Leslie, you're a pretty amazing Mom, ignore the hassles as best as possible and know you have a team out here pulling for you both!
Kathy A <kamos@lib.brenau.edu>
Gainesville, GA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:50 PM CST

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Hi Chris,

Sorry to hear you aren't feeling so good. I bet getting all ready for that radiation really wore you out. Hopefully you'll get some rest tonight and feel better in the morning.

Thinking of you guys,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:21 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Be careful with that great stuff that Chris got. It's hard to imagine but there are people who will steal even in hospitals!

I hope you both have a good night . . .




Salli
Ottawa, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 5:56 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
So glad the surprise brightened Chris' day, Julie is a real friend to you both. Hope the temp stayed away.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Thursday, February 24, 2005 5:21 PM CST

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Happy Thursday Leslie and Chris,

Hope today is a good day for both of you. Thinking of you and praying for things to settle down for you guys.

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan

www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 3:47 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Chris
Very pleased to hear about the surprise package. Excellent news. Thinking of you always. Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Thursday, February 24, 2005 2:56 PM CST

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Chris
thinking of you and Mom!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 12:11 AM CST

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Sounds like today was a better day!!! Yay. Hope tomorrow is even better.

Thinking of YOU,

Alisa & Devin
#1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:56 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
It's so good to hear that chris' friend is dropping in to see him, I bet that cheers him up no end.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 5:55 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Chris - Glad you seem a bit more cheerful today. Just what are timbits?! Vance is really excited about his forthcoming trip to see you - wish I could be there too. Keep strong, we're all fighting with you.
Love and Hugs XXXXXXXX
Aunty Marg
Margaret Willetts < m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:38 AM CST

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Good Morning Chris and Leslie, Just stopping in to say hello. I hope today is a better day and I'm hoping that you do get to get out for the weekend:0) Big Hugs to you all!
Tracy Eckhardt and The Other Canadian Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:57 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Glad to hear he's in better spirits. I know that makes you feel better too. Glad you got a break from that place...now just hoping Chris can get a break as well.

Alisa #1 Aerosmith fan
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:40 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
It probably did you a bit of good having a break from the hospital yesterday. Is Fraser going to take up the offer of the holiday to England? it might be good for him to have that holiday. I'm glad that their cousin Vance is going to see you all, I'm sure that will give Chris a great boost, also seeing his former fancier.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 5:14 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,

Glad you both got a break from each other. So pleased to hear that things sound as though they are looking up. Its always nice to get visits.

Check back on you guys after chemo.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:25 AM CST

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Leslie and Chris
Like most people I don't know what to say with regard to all the things you have had to deal with in Hospital. That said I am still so pleased that you have the energy to fight. Leslie if you didn't have then you would have fallen apart long ago. Keep fighting both of you. Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Monday, February 21, 2005 4:01 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Chris,
It's unbelievable the stuff you've had to deal with in that other hospital, I pray that things start to get a whole lot better now, and that Chris can start to be treated properly.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 21, 2005 2:55 PM CST

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Chris and Leslie,

I'm so sorry for the things you are dealing with...cancer stuff is hard enough without all of the added stress. Hang in there...Praying for you.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 21, 2005 12:30 AM CST

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Chris and Leslie,
It just makes me so sad and mad to read about all the stupid inexcusable things you had to deal with at that other hospital. I am praying that you can get back on track for a full recovery!
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 21, 2005 12:13 AM CST

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Leslie,

Hang in there. Lots of people thinking and praying for you guys.

Love,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 20, 2005 10:26 PM CST

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Leslie, I am really sorry about your family situation. I can't imagine all that you have had to handle in the past few years.
Please take care and know that lots of folks are thinking about you and Chris.

Gena <shihmom2@yahoo.com>
WA USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 6:44 PM CST

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Thanks be to God for this transfer..I can only second, third, fourth and so on, ALL the well wishers and good wishes and prayers for you Christopher, for you Leslie, Thanks to Julie, and ADMIRATION beyond human description for you ALL. The BRAVEST SOULS on this earth. Leslie, you know how to contact me..PLEASE let me know how, even from Florida, I might help??
All the Love and Prayers in the World, Lizzy/PugMom
Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, February 20, 2005 4:15 PM CST

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Oh Leslie,
You don't need this.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
Glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 20, 2005 4:06 PM CST

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Leslie and Chris
thinking of you and praying, too
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 20, 2005 3:58 PM CST

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Ok, Leslie...

Hope things get better for all involved.

Hugs,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 20, 2005 2:51 PM CST

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Just thinking of you guys.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:08 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Chris,
Praying that things are a bit better for you both.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, February 19, 2005 6:18 PM CST

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Hope you are settled in and more comfortable in your new hospital Chris. Vance has just gone home - think he will be polishing up his chess ready for when he visits you!! Will be thinking of you and praying that all will be well. Keep strong and positive.
Lots of love and hugs.XXXXX
Aunty Marg, Nana & Roger
Margaret & Roger <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Saturday, February 19, 2005 4:44 PM CST

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Glad to see youre able to enjoy playing chess just make sure you dont loose to youre dad.hang in there.
Love
Vancex

VanceAlexanderPaines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, United Kingdom - Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:41 AM CST

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Hi Chris
I think playing Chess would be fun, but I've never learned how. Last week the computer beat me at checkers!
Praying that you won't have a rough time with your chemo next week.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:26 AM CST

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Coninue prayers - stronger than ever. Leslie, I am in awe of you. The fact that you are still standing is a testament to the love you have for that son of yours. I hope you can feel the prayers of many keeping you standing. I truely wish I could carry some of the burden for you to give you a break. I'm counting on the Lord to do that. . . and soon!!!
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:22 AM CST

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Leslie,

Hope you were able to relax while you were away. I know you have got to be exhausted. Hope today is a better one.

Hugs

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:21 AM CST

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Hope despite everything your soon feeling



Love Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:38 AM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Hope you get some relaxation time to yourself, although I know you won't really because you'll be worrying all the time. Just know that we are all praying for you and Chris. You have been through so much.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, February 19, 2005 4:41 AM CST

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Lots of positive energy coming your way.
Randy Brokaw, father to Julia Hope 2 1/2, www.brokaws.com <rpbrokaw@gmail.com>
Chandler, AZ US - Friday, February 18, 2005 11:16 PM CST

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Oh Leslie,

So glad to hear you are getting some time away from the hospital. I know you have to be absolutely frazzled. Enjoy your time away...thinking of you. Hoping tomorrow is a better day.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 7:34 PM CST

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Glad to know things are calming down some. thinking of you guys!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:28 PM CST

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Hoping things are settling down a bit,
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, February 18, 2005 4:22 PM CST

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Hi Chris , hope youre settling in at PMH, sorry about the odd signature on the last message i missed off my dads name,lol."Uncle John" was the intention.I am going to Scotland on tuesday for my Army recruitment test, should be good fun, ill be away for a few days,so my dad will keep in touch.Making plans to come out to Toronto the following week, hope to pay you a visit,till then try and get some rest and i hope things improve for you.
Love
Vancex
VanceAlexanderPaines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, United Kingdom - Friday, February 18, 2005 3:08 PM CST

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Hope things are going better since Chris' transfer. Thinking and praying for all of you.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 10:10 AM CST

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Hi Chris, What a relief to hear that you are back at PMH. That other place sounded like it was a nightmare for you all! Keep fighting, I am sure you will improve quicker now that you are in a better place. Lots of love and hugs, Auntie Angela XXX
Angela Snow <asnow@btinternet.com>
Worcester, U.K. - Friday, February 18, 2005 2:12 AM CST

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thinking of you guys.

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:03 PM CST

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Brilliant news that you are back at PMH. One less thing for you to have to deal with. Thinking of you and praying for you.
love Rachel
Rachel Weir <weirar@bigpond.net.au>
Perth, WA Australia - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:44 PM CST

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that's so wonderful to hear that chris got moved and such. still praying, but it seems like things are slowly getting better =)
hayley <justthisgiirl@hotmail.com>
aurora, - Thursday, February 17, 2005 6:38 PM CST

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OMG! This sort of confusion goes on and lots of times the patients don't even know it! Thank goodness he's back where his own doc is at least there you have some history with the doc. The lack of communication is incredible. We've seen it as well. Hooray for Dr. Minden . . .


Salli
Ottawa, Ontario, - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:51 PM CST

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Hi Chris,glad to see that you have transferred to PMH hope your new bed is more comfortable than the last one,every one is behind you so keep your head up and carry on
fighting.Our thoughts are with you.
Love
Vance,Duncan,(Uncle) and Clarexxx
vancealexanderpaines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, United Kingdom - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:00 PM CST

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Great news...now lets hope they can get things figured out and get him on the mend.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:54 PM CST

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Oh, Thank you God, Julie thank you too for your updates, Leslie must be so relieved now that Chris is going to Princess Margaret's, hopefully he'll be taken better care of there.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, February 17, 2005 12:14 AM CST

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GREAT NEWS...THEY HAVE A BED FOR CHRIS AT PRINCESS MARGARET AND HE IS BEING TRANSFERRED TODAY.
THANKS DR. MINDEN!!!! I WILL UPDATE WITH ADDRESS AND ROOM NUMBER ONCE HE GETS THERE. TAKE CARE ALL AND THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND WELL WISHES.
FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE TRYING TO BEAT CANCER, PRAYERS, THOUGHTS AND WELL WISHES ARE BEING SENT FROM THIS END TOO.
Julie Cox <julie.cox@careerdriven.com>
Julie Cox, ON Canada - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:22 AM CST

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Hi Guys,

Thanks for the update. Gosh I hope you can get Chris moved...I know what little faith you had in the current hospital must just be shattered.......Praying for you. Keep your chin up!!!
Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:25 AM CST

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Chris, Leslie, and Julie,
I couldn't sign the guestbook yesterday to tell you that I am praying so hard for that tumor not to be. Hope that you certainly get to go to Princess Margaret. You've had some beyond-belief treament the past few weeks.
love and prayers
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:49 AM CST

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Thanks Julie for the update - so glad you are there for them. Praying hard and hoping Chris gets through this one and that he gets transfered to Princess Margaret a.s.a.p. Keep strong Chris and you Leslie, I know you can do it.
LOVE and HUGS from us all XXXXXX
Aunty Marg
Margaret Willetts <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:18 AM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie.
I am sorry for what you guys are going thru right now. I pray for Chris to get better soon and to be moved to Princess Margaret Hospital ASAP. I can't believe the incompetence on this STUPID Mt. Sinai hospital. Leslie you should tell your story on the Toronto Sun once Chris is moved to PMH people need to know what's going on there. Thanks Julie for keeping us posting.
(((( Hugs ))))
Linda V.
Linda V <lindav@strycowire.com>
Keswick, on Canada - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:15 AM CST

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Leslie and Chris,
Loving prayer's coming your way! I also pray hard that they get Chris out of that hospital soon.
Shelli
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 7:57 AM CST

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Praying and Praying.
Love and prayers from Scotland. Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:23 AM CST

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I am sorry to read the latest news about Chris. The lad has faced terrible obstacles before and come through. We'll pray for strength for Chris' body and comfort for his family.
Gena
WA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:08 AM CST

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How about BIG LOUD prayers for both of you??!! I'm saddened to read the last couple of weeks journals. We will be praying that things get better soon...like right now!
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 8:10 PM CST

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My Prayers being sent up to God for Chris and his Family..
Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:06 PM CST

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Oh Dear God, PLEASE let it be ok, this family doesn't need anymore bad news. Praying really hard.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org.hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 6:24 PM CST

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praying praying praying.

much love <3
hayley <justthisgiirl@hotmail.com>
aurora, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 5:32 PM CST

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Hey, just stopping in to wish you are great week. JESUS loves you, Monica
Monica Martin <monie48m@lycos.com>
Livingston, Louisiana USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 4:10 PM CST

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Oh Chris I know where you are, I'm having CTScan needle biopsy of my right kidney tomorrow. I am hoping, keeping positive thoughts that you get through this and the tumor isn't cancer. Hang in there Leslie and hang in there Chris!!!

Sending you lots n lots of healing thoughts, gentle caring *hugs* and loads of positive energy!!!

Love,

Char :D
Char <Dragunzblobublz@aol.com>
San Rafael, CA USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 3:14 PM CST

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Well shit....just what you don't need. I'm so sorry. So, so sorry. Cancer sucks...plain and simple!!!

PRAYING AND PRAYING AND PRAYING FOR YOU.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 9:57 AM CST

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Hi All,
I am so very sorry for the bad news. My heart is breaking for Chris and his family. I pray the results are not more cancer.
Love and prayers!
Shelli
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 8:38 AM CST

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Hi I am a friend of Lauren's, My name is Simone, I have Leukiemia, I jsut want to say, Hang in there, While you are in the hospital, just think, how many people call you a hero, and how brave you are. You are a very special person. I kno im just a stranger to you, but, I have a taste of what youre going threw. I hope timorrow or the next day after that you will feel even more better. but I know how it is, Like one day you do feel good and the next day, you dont feel good. Im praying for you, and hang in there.


Simone <silvercharms1008@yahoo.com>
Walnut Creek, CA United States - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 6:50 PM CST

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Hi Chris, Glad to see you're feeling better. The last and I think only time we met was at my wedding some 12 years ago when you came to England. I remember you and Fraser and Peter and Richard letting the hellium balloons go outside to see if they could reach the planes taking off as we were really close to Heathrow airport. You could only have been 7 then. So much has happened since then though especially for you. You are constantly in my thoughts and my family and I send you and your Mum lots of love.
Cousin Mandy, Roy, Ryan and Holly xxxx
Mandy Fox <royfox@myrealbox.com>
Worcester, UK - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:50 PM CST

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Just thinking of you and hoping today was a good one.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:35 PM CST

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Hope today is a good day for you guys. Know that you must be completely exhausted of this crap. Hang in there.

Lots of love and prayers from your Utah fans,

The Ross Family
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:05 PM CST

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great news to see youre doing better today, youre very lucky to have Julie as a friend shes doing a great job with everything. allways in our prayers
Love
Vancex
Vancealexanderpaines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, UK - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:52 AM CST

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Hey Chris,
Just wanted to wish you a happy Valentine's Day! I hope you're taking care, you're in my prayers,

Erin *Bears who Care* <erin_suddick@hotmail.com>
Bradford, ON - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:54 PM CST

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Leslie and Chris,
Happy Valentines Day! Hope today is a good day. Glad to hear that Chris had some friends visit, it's about time they show up.
Thank's Julie for the updates, Happy Valentines Day to you too!

shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 1:39 PM CST

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Thanks for keeping us posted Julie.
Love and prayers from Scotland to Chris and Leslie,

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 14, 2005 12:35 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Chris and family,

Get that blood pressure under control......

Hugs from Utah

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 10:39 AM CST

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great to see you were able to meet up with some friends, wish Fraser a great 18th , make sure he doesnt drink TOO MUCH!
Love
Vance
Vance Alexander Paines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, UK - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:47 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day!
Annie <penguini1982@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 10:41 PM CST

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Hi Chris: happy to hear your out of ICU & were able to visit with some friends. Praying your recovery goes quickly & you'll be home again soon
Charlene, Graham & Becky
BEARS WHO CARE
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- Sunday, February 13, 2005 8:22 PM CST

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Hi Julie,
Thanks for the latest.
Happy Birthday Fraser, hope you have a nice time.
Chris, so glad that you're eating, wasn't that a nice entry in the guest book from Haley?
Leslie, hope you are ok.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 13, 2005 6:08 PM CST

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Hi Chris
Glad things are better today. Pleased you've had a few of your mates to see you. A big Happy Birthday to Fraser from all of us here - can't believe he is 18!! Hope your Mum is getting some rest.
Love and Hugs XXXXX
Aunty Marg,Nana & Roger
Margaret & Roger Willetts <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, United Kingdom - Sunday, February 13, 2005 3:36 PM CST

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I stop by every day to see how things are going and to keep you all in my prayers. Hang in there! I hope you can get home soon.

Love and Prayers,
Amy & Micah

MICAH'S JOURNEY

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 3:13 PM CST

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Hi Chris
happy Birthday to Fraser! Hope he shares some b-day cake with you since you can now eat anything you want. Thank, Julie, for the update. Love to Leslie!

mrs pam
xxoo <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 13, 2005 12:13 AM CST

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hi. i don't know you, so this might seem weird. but i know your brother, fraser, and although i'm not friends with him, i remember you. i'm in grade 12 at williams right now... i just hope everything goes alright, because it seems like you are an amazing person from what i've heard. don't worry about anything because people who don't even know you care enough about you to say hi. you're special. and keep fighting. i don't know much else to say.
xox
hayley <justthisgiirl@hotmail.com>
aurora, - Sunday, February 13, 2005 11:05 AM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie
We have been having a family painting day and whilst taking a break were thinking of you. Sorry to hear that you have had it so tough - yet again.... great to see that your fighting spirit is still going strong. Wish that we were all a bit closer and could help out.
With love and best wishes.
Aunty Joy and Cousin Rachel
Rachel Weir <weirar@bigpond.net.au>
Perth, WA Australia - Sunday, February 13, 2005 2:12 AM CST

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Hope everything is ok, and that you got to eat something nice.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, February 12, 2005 5:51 PM CST

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Hey!
I have been thinking about you alot since now I have alot of time, hehe, being in the hospital. I am soooo glad Chris got outa the ICU, thats awesome! Guess what! Together, me and Chris are each gonna beat our cancer, after 3-4 relapses each, were both gonna prove this cancer wrong! Okay, im glad things got a little better. I am praying for ya!!

www.caringbridge.org/mo/laurenspage
Lauren <happychik903@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 12, 2005 3:39 PM CST

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Hi Chris
Hope you got some timbits..I think that's what Julie called them. So glad you are out of ICU!
mrspam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 12, 2005 2:03 PM CST

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Hello and Happy Saturday,

Been thinking of you guys all the time...just having trouble getting into everyone's guestbooks. Glad that Chris is out of the ICU and hope that he will be on the mend soon.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 12, 2005 11:06 AM CST

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Hi Julie,
What a relief, I bet Leslie is exhausted by now, and completely drained. Hope Chris gets to eat something nice soon.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, February 11, 2005 5:06 PM CST

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What a seesaw you are on-let's hope you stay on the UP SIDE from now on!!! Thinking of you and praying hard wishing we could do something to help.
Lots of love and hugs.
Aunty Marg, Nana & Roger XXXXXXX
Margaret & Roger Willetts <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Friday, February 11, 2005 3:57 PM CST

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Stopping by to let you know that we are thinking of you and sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Wishing you a very bless Valentine’s day!!!!!!!!!!
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
God be with you.

~*~LaKota~*~


http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, February 11, 2005 1:36 PM CST

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Chris & Family: Just wanted to send you good vibes for today in hopes you get out of ICU & wish you a Happy Valentine's Day
Charlene & BECKY B
BEARS WHO
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- Friday, February 11, 2005 10:55 AM CST

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Good Morning Chris & Lesley,
Chris I'm so happy to hear you are feeling better,God has answered the many many prayers out there for you to be well again.Timbits huh,they sound good,here in the USa we call them donut holes lol.Well I hope you get to eat whatever you want.Stay strong sweetie,Lesley hang in there,I know everyone comments on how strong you are,and I also know you don't feel very strong but you will carry on through this just as you always have.God Bless
Lots of Love,
June & Jasmine <juneruss@sbcglobal.net>
caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Friday, February 11, 2005 9:45 AM CST

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Hi everyone, Leslie doesn't have the computer with her and has been unable to read all of the messages but will when she gets a chance.
Salli, what kind of pump did your husband have?
Vance, that is very kind of you and Margaret.

Julie Cox <julie.cox@careerdriven.com>
Richmond Hill, ON Canada - Friday, February 11, 2005 8:17 AM CST

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my dear leslie and chis,i am praying that soon the tide will turn for you ,,,,,,,,patti in canada
patti lacroix <patti62can@hotmail.com>
stratford, ontario canada - Friday, February 11, 2005 7:44 AM CST

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Hey Chris hope youre having a better day today, aunty Margaret is hopefuly trying to arrange to get me over to see you soon,hang in every one is rooting for you.
Vance Paines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, United Kingdom - Friday, February 11, 2005 6:14 AM CST

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Leslie
I guess you have no time or energy to look at your messages. This is a total nightmare. We are all praying for you and your family. This is totally unfair. I wish there was something I could do. Lots of love Fiona
Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Friday, February 11, 2005 2:04 AM CST

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Poor Chris. Allan had to have a chest tube as well and it was a terrible pain. I found him sitting on his bed (by himself) and totally out of it. No one told us what to expect. Maybe a pump would help Chris with the pain. That's what Allan had.
Salli
Ottawa, - Thursday, February 10, 2005 11:45 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Can't believe what you and Chris are going through. We are praying for you
guys daily and often and hope you both get some much needed rest and relief!
Love from The Knox Family.
Kelly Knox
Toronto, ON CANADA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 9:49 PM CST

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We're keeping you in our prayers!! Hang in there!

Love and Prayers,
Amy & Micah

Micah's Caring Bridge Page

Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 6:43 PM CST

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Sending Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Thursday, February 10, 2005 3:37 PM CST

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Hi Chris,

I have been reading your journal for the past two year and you have really been in my thoughts and prayers. Sounds like you've had a rough time here lately. My 34-year old son sent me to your website because he was diagnosed in 2/03 with the same type of NHL as you, and had an allo SCT in 4/04.

You really sound like a tough guy, and I know it's hard at times, but just hang in there. There will be brighter days! And just remember....you've got a lot of people praying for you.





Rosemary Woodruff <rosemary@firstky.com>
Frankfort, KY USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 7:48 AM CST

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Dearest Leslie, Christopher and loved ones and friends,
My PRAYERS and HOPES and THOUGHTS and COMFORTS and WISHES that ALL GOOD THINGS are coming your way, and all this I am asking of God. You deserve, need a break, happiness, health, and in lieu of that, only the best and most loving care. Please call on me for ANYTHING.
God Bless You All.
Love Always, Lizzy/ PugMom (from Board long ago)
Liz Finkelstein <lizfink6@earthlink.net>
FL - Thursday, February 10, 2005 5:00 AM CST

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Leslie and Chris
Hope the blood draining goes well and you get out of this hell hole soon! Best wishes
Fiona

Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Thursday, February 10, 2005 3:16 AM CST

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sounds like you are getting on the right track.
love and prayers
mrspam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 10:21 PM CST

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hey guys, thinking of you!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:16 PM CST

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Hi Julie,
Thanks again. You are a good friend to Leslie and Chris.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 6:21 PM CST

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Chris I know the roads been tough please try and hang in there okay? Leslie you know you have all my support for both of you!!! Sending you tons and tons of healing thoughts, warm caring gentle *hugs* and as much determination that I can gather to help you guys through this okay??

LOve ya guys,

Char :D
Char <Dragunzblobublz@aol.com>
San Rafael, CA USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 3:54 PM CST

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Thanks for the update Julie. Hope things get under control there. Thinking of you all.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 10:52 AM CST

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Hi Julie,
Thanks for the latest news.
Love and prayers from Scotland, rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 7:14 AM CST

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Hey guys, hope today brings some improvement and a better day in general.

Praying for you guys!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:05 PM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie,
Chris you are such a fighter and I know your Mom is the best support a guy could have. I feel confident that you'll beat this latest problem, too. I have asked my daughter to have her school (she teaches at a boys high school) include you in their Friday prayers. Take good care and know we are all pulling for you to be well soon. Big hugs, PacaMom
Sands <alpaca@alpcamine.com>
Grass Valley`, CA USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 6:18 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Chris.
Hoping that today is a better one for you.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 5:43 PM CST

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Chris, I am so sorry you're having such a hard time. I hope you feel better soon and can get out of the ICU. Love and prayers,
Francoise
Francoise Johnson
OH USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:28 PM CST

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Hi Chris,

Sending you alot of prayers from St Louis,Mo.You sound like a strong determined young man,keeping fighting you will come out the winner.Chris,you have a feisty Mom,& I know she loves you very much & would do anything to stop all that is happening if she could.God Bless you.
Love,
June & Jasmine <juneruss@sbcglobal.net>
caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 3:12 PM CST

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Hope today is a better day.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 3:05 PM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie,
Sorry things have not been too good again but happy that you are feeling a bit better now. Keep fighting, we're all behind you with our love and prayers.
Lots of love, Auntie Angela XXX
Angela Snow <asnow@btinternet.com>
Worcester, U.K. - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:45 AM CST

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Praying!
mrspam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:45 AM CST

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Hi Leslie and Christopher!!

Checking in on you two today and hoping that things have improved some!!

Sending prayers your way....


lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 9:45 AM CST

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Leslie, Ian and Chris:

Please know that you are thought of often and are in our prayers.
Linda Groscurth from the NHL board <groscurth.LL@dreyfus.com>
Evergreen, Co 90439 - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 9:37 AM CST

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Hi Chris its Vance here,a long time since ive seen you.It must have been at least 8-9 years.I remember when we went to the cabin in Canada with the motorboat and the rock we used to dive off. I really enjoyed that holiday and spending time with you and the rest of the family.
Im working part time at the moment, and i will save up and come and visit, i promise.Im not very good at writing letters or (E-Mails) as you can probably tell, I will write again very soon, in the meantime keep fighting because i cant wait to come over and see you, just believe that youll get through it and you will, everyone is supporting you.
Love
Your cousin
Vance x
Vance Alexander Paines <vancepaines@hotmail.com>
Guisborough, England - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:42 AM CST

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Hi,
Thinking of you all and sending many prayer's!
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
cleveland, mn - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:40 AM CST

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Julie, you are such a good friend. Thank you. Please give Leslie & Christopher our heartfelt thoughts & prayers.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 7:23 AM CST

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Keep the faith. Our prayers are with you.
Kathy, wife to Jeff, NHL Diffuse Large B Cell, Chop + Rituxin, radiation, then remission for 8 months. Last June Stem Cell Transplant, now just holding on and hoping.
Kathy Faucett <kathyfaucett@aol.com>
Bloomington, IN USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 7:10 AM CST

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Hi All
Only just back on line again. My computer problems continue. Thinking of you. Best wishes and lots of prayers.
Love Fiona


Fiona Hathorn <fiona@hathornfamily.com>
London, United Kingdom - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 5:54 AM CST

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Hugs and prayers,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 10:16 PM CST

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Chris and Lesile.
so sorry for all the problems you are having, Chris, just hang in there, You can do it.

Rochelle
rochelle <rwmoskow@aol.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 6:36 PM CST

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Oh, my gosh, Leslie and Chris...I am so sorry that you have so much to deal with right now. Lots of prayers and positive thoughts for you.
mrspam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 5:36 PM CST

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Christopher will be in my prayers.
Tina & ~Lance~ <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 5:27 PM CST

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Julie,
Thank you so much for the update, we are all so worried and it's good of you to keep us clued in to what is happening. Pleas let Lesley and Chris know that they are in our thoughts and prayers as always.

Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 7, 2005 5:07 PM CST

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Thanks for the update Julie. Tell Leslie and Chris to hang in there.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 5:01 PM CST

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Hi Leslie and Christopher!!!
I'm so sorry you are going thru this latest set back. Sure hoping they get to the bottom of things so poor Chris gets back on track soon.
And, Leslie....You sure do deserve some SERIOUS spa day once he's outta that place for GOOD!!!

Hang in there....we're all out here pulling for you!!!


lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Monday, February 7, 2005 4:36 PM CST

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Thanks for the update Julie. Praying for you Chris - keep strong darling.
Love Aunty Marg xxxx
Margaret Willetts < m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, U.K. - Monday, February 7, 2005 4:15 PM CST

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Dear Chris & Family ,
I am sorry to hear that you maybe in the ICU . I hope that everything turns around . I will be praying for you and your family that you will all make it through this . May God Bless You . Emily Johnston
Emily Johnston <peanut420e@aol.com>
Johnstown, Oh USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 2:40 PM CST

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Thinking of you guys,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 12:41 AM CST

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Leslie,
Lots of prayers going out for Chris, especially today!
Keep strong Leslie.
shelli hoffmann <hoffmann.jeff@mchsi.com>
cleveland, mn - Monday, February 7, 2005 10:50 AM CST

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Leslie,
Thinking of you and Chris.

Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Monday, February 7, 2005 9:28 AM CST

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Leslie, I am crying for you now. I sooooo am feeling your frustration. No apologies, ever, for anything. You are a mother bear protecting your baby cub. You go girl. Glad you got a warm bath before calling the hospital. I'm afraid of the toll this is taking on you. Blessed Virgin Mary, mother of Jesus Christ, please protect Leslie, mother of Christopher, today & always.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:41 AM CST

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*&$%@

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:53 PM CST

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Oh Leslie,
You must be thinking "when is this ever going to be better", just when you thought you were going to have a relaxing evening, this happens, you must be so worried again, it's like living on the edge. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Sunday, February 6, 2005 6:54 PM CST

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Leslie,
I hope things get better soon and you guys get out of that hospital. You are doing such a great job keeping it all together, for Chris and ole' Mel too ;) Keep it up, I know it is hard and more than frustrating to have to deal with the "new wifes" comments too... You have dealt with so much and have always maintained your dignity. You are a wonderful mother and we are supposed to get "she-tigerish" with our little ones, even when they are big ;) We will check on you soon!
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 5:14 PM CST

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Leslie...you know all your cb friends are pulling for you.
sorry you have to deal with all that *#@!
mrspam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 2:23 PM CST

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Leslie, you are a most incrediable mother. I am in awe of you. You stay strong & keep fighting for your son. And Hey, moms . . . mothers of Chris's friends. If you are reading this, please, pleeeese get you sons out to visit with Christopher. Please! I am the mom of a 24 year old daughter who still suffers the scars from being abandoned by her friends at age 15 & 16. It does incrediable damage to these sick kids. The illness can heal. The injuries from the abandonment from their friends they will carry for the rest of their lives. You as moms have the power. Please take your sons or encourage them to go down for an occasional quick visit. Or how about a quick phone call every couple of days??? And then get on your knees & and thank the Almighty Lord that it is not your son that has laid so long in the hospital without visitors from his peer group. Praying that God leads you to this message & continues to Bless you all.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:59 AM CST

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Les,

I'm here and ready to listen...

E me when you get a sec.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 9:06 PM CST

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Hi Leslie&Chris,
YOU GO GIRL!!!!When it comes to our kids nobody better mess with a stressed out worried Mom,my EX is the same my Jasmine went through 21/2 of treatment,relapse,transplant,did he really care? yeah,he said he did,right.He hasn't seen her in 4 years.I say tell'em all off.I'm praying hard for Chris.
God Bless you both


June&Jasmine <juneruss@sbcglobal.net>
caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, mo usa - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:00 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Let's pray that Chris gets out of there quick, what a place, and poor old Mel and his wife, I bet they're glad you're there, isn't it awful how the 'caring profession' treat the people who need care? I know they're not all like that, but there are quite a few, and they seem to be everywhere.
Love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi
rosi <rosipullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, February 5, 2005 6:33 PM CST

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Just keep shouting Miss Feisty - they will listen to you eventually. Good job there are caring people like you around.Keep smiling Chris we wish we could be there with you and your Mum.
Lots of love and hugs
Aunty Marg,Nana & Roger
Margaret Willetts <m.willetts@ic24.net>
Darlington, England - Saturday, February 5, 2005 4:52 PM CST

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Leslie,

I'm sorry. I feel your pain....Wish I was there to round up his friends for you.....I know exactly what you mean. I know it has to be far more important to Chris at his age than it is to Devin, but as a mom it truly hurts. Thank God for our caringbridge friends. I'm so glad YOU have Julie..... Hopefully some of his friends will call soon. I know it would be of tremendous help to him.

Thinking of you both,

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 2:09 PM CST

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Hi Chris and Leslie
I hope you are outta there soon! Wish Mel could go with you.
lots of love
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 1:16 PM CST

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Greetings,

My girls would love to talk to Chris, though they have only read about him, and introduce themselves. Know that the support of strangers is not the same as that of friends but if you think he would like to receive their call please send me the phone number.

Nurses sometimes can be stubborn in listening to us "inexperienced" parents. Glad one finally listened and changed the cuff!

Blessings ~

Shari and Nicole
www.caringbridge.org/nm/nicole
Shari McElroy <ShariMcElroy@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:39 AM CST

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What a story...I tell you, if I hadn't 'been there, done that.....it would be hard to believe. The stuff that happens in these hospitals is nothing short of amazing!!! Good thing you were there....aaaggghh..

I'm sorry Leslie...I guess by now they must know that you mean business....or at least they should.

Thinking of you, and praying for strenghth to get through this horrendous ordeal.

Alisa
www.caringbridge.com/ut/devinross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 4, 2005 8:10 PM CST

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hey Alisa...
so happy to hear Chris is feeling better and in good spirits.. Good Job being there for Mel also.. can't wait to read tomorrow's entry..
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:51 PM CST

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Hi Leslie,
Glad Chris is in good spirits. Can't wait to read the next episode regarding old Mel.
Love and payers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kalya
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Friday, February 4, 2005 6:26 PM CST

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