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Remembering all of our angel children today.
http://caringbridgeclassic.org/tx/adrienne
Nichelle
Cedar Park, TX 78613 - Sunday, April 16, 2017 12:37 AM CDT

Think of you often,

Alisa
tiredofcancer@yahoo.com
Alisa Ross <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
South jordan, UT - Utah United States - Sunday, March 22, 2015 10:35 PM CDT

Thinking about Savannah today......... Peace and JOY
Terri
Russellville, AR - Wednesday, July 17, 2013 11:54 AM CDT

Remembering your spitfire today and always. ((((hugs))))
Natalie
- Tuesday, April 30, 2013 3:37 PM CDT

Lisa, just thinking about you today.........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Tuesday, April 30, 2013 1:32 PM CDT

Thinking of you.
xoxoxo

Maryellen
St Johns, Fl - Saturday, March 30, 2013 10:22 PM CDT

Thinking of you,Cassie and your little spitfire. You did what you had to do and you did it with grace and dignity. I hope I have your courage and strength.
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, March 22, 2013 10:28 PM CDT

thinking of you
Mrs Pam
- Tuesday, March 19, 2013 5:08 PM CDT

Thinking of you.

xoxox
maryellen
maryellen everett
jacksonville, fl usa - Sunday, February 24, 2013 11:20 PM CST

Just thinking of you today and wanted you to know...
Carrie Calhoon <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
- Tuesday, February 12, 2013 9:28 AM CST

Just saying hello, Lisa. Thinking about Savannah today.
Terri
Russellville, - Friday, January 18, 2013 12:46 AM CST

Savannah, send Mommy and your sister some butterfly kisses today. Thanks pumpkin
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, April 30, 2012 12:29 AM CDT

Today is my daughters 15th birthday. I remember checking caringbridge all those years ago today and seeing the update. I was happy for my daughter to be celebrating while crying inside as I knew Savannah was no longer with her family. I haven't signed in a while but just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you today and while we are celebrating tonight your daughter will be in my heart.
Hohni Weringa <dhweringa@wctatel.net>
Buffalo Center, IA - Monday, April 30, 2012 6:30 AM CDT

Hi,been too long wanted to tell you were thought of and I miss your posts.Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Wednesday, April 25, 2012 8:12 PM CDT

xoxoxoxoxo
Carol O'Berry Jones <carolojones@gmail.com>
conway, nc usa - Friday, April 20, 2012 1:12 PM CDT

Thinking of you today...
Paulette
Plumerville, AR - Wednesday, March 21, 2012 8:35 AM CDT

Happy birthday Angel Girl!!! It has been so many years but your light still shines stronger than ever and you will never be forgotten. We all love you.
Carol Jones <carolojones@gmail.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, March 9, 2012 3:17 PM CST

Happy Birthday Angel Savannah! Sending extra prayer's out to your Mom, Dad, Sister and the rest of your family and friends today.
Hope you are resting in peace!
Jackie
WPB, FL - Friday, March 9, 2012 2:30 PM CST

Thinking of you today and everyday ...
Sky Fiske <skyfiske@aol.com>
belen, nm usa - Friday, March 9, 2012 2:18 PM CST

Hey, Girls..........just stopping in to say hello. Been thinking about you both and Savannah. Peace and joy...
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, February 24, 2012 12:23 AM CST

Thinking about you and your beautiful Savannah.
Frances Roney <roneyfrances@yahoo.com>
Temecula, CA USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2012 7:24 PM CST

Hi Lisa,

Thinking of you. Praying life is treating you well. I read the article...made me cry. We can never let go of HOPE.
Take care, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, February 1, 2012 2:01 PM CST

Was just thinking about you today and wanted you to know...
Carrie Calhoon <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, January 2, 2012 8:32 AM CST

Lisa and Cassie.........just thinking about you both and Savannah this morning... Wishing you peace and joy.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, December 22, 2011 8:32 AM CST

Hi Lisa,

Thinking of you. Hope all is well.
hugs, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, December 5, 2011 3:03 PM CST

Just thinking about you this morning...........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Wednesday, November 30, 2011 9:04 AM CST

Lisa - just thinking about you and Savannah. I know this time of the year is tough. Much Peace to you......
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, October 21, 2011 9:03 AM CDT

Hi Lisa,It's been awhile but I thought of Savannah and how young she was to have to fight this fight..it's been a long 8 months and I pray I don't have to do it again.Remembering Savannah and know I won't forget her ever.Sherry xx
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Friday, September 30, 2011 3:03 PM CDT

Hi Lisa,
Hope you are both doing okay after those horrible tornado's. Let us know your okay.
Miss your postings.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, May 25, 2011 5:52 AM CDT

Hi, Lisa - just had you on my mind today. Hope you're doing ok.
Peace,
Terri
Terri George
Russellville, AR - Thursday, May 5, 2011 1:50 PM CDT

Hi Hurley girls..just wanted to let you know that you're in my heart this weekend ((HUGS))
Jenn Hartley
- Friday, April 29, 2011 10:17 AM CDT

It's has been so very long since I have been on Savannah's website. As my daughters 14th birthday approachs on Savannah's day, we will again be blowing out a candle in honor of Savannah!!!!
Hohni Weringa <dhweringa@wctatel.net>
Buffalo Center, IA - Monday, April 11, 2011 11:58 AM CDT

I'm sorry it's been so long since I've signed in. I think of you often and of Savannah. When I pull up this site and see her beautiful face, it makes me smile. I can't believe she would be 14. I'm sure for you it seems like an eternity without her. How proud she would be of you and of Cassie. You honor her life by living yours.
I hope she came to you in your dreams.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
andy, U 223 - Sunday, March 20, 2011 3:45 PM CDT

I hope you had that dream......thinking of you.
Carol Burgess <cburgess1971@yahoo.com>
Conway, nc USA - Friday, March 11, 2011 3:04 PM CST

Ahhh, now I know why I had the need to visit Savannah's site. Happy Birthday Pumpkin. Hope you had sweet dreams about your baby girl. love and hugs, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, March 10, 2011 1:43 PM CST

I will pray you have dreams about Savannah. I understand that need. I pray you feel her presence.

www.caringbridge.org/pa/rachel
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, March 9, 2011 10:26 PM CST

Lisa,It's been awhile since I've written...but know you are thought about and Savannah is never forgotten.Today is her Birthday and I know you must be missing here more than ever.14 years old ..Happy Birthday Savannah and hugs to you Lisa and know someone cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
ca - Wednesday, March 9, 2011 9:33 PM CST

Thinking of you and Cassie ... may the day be full of happy memories and good music.
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM - Wednesday, March 9, 2011 9:06 PM CST

Hey Lisa,

Thinking of you. Hoping things are going well. My life has been a little nuts lately but hoping things will settle soon. The nerves in my hand have really been bothering me. I'm almost at the 18 month mark now so I guess the damage is permanent. Sucks but I'm walking and talking so I can't complain!! It's been really, really cold - 37c the other day. I do know that -17c is the same as 0f...you get the idea. Hugs to you, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, March 9, 2011 4:11 PM CST

It has been forever. I pray all is well with Cassie and yourself.

Hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Saige
- Sunday, February 6, 2011 9:28 AM CST

Lisa,

Thinking of you...hope all is well.

hugs, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, January 21, 2011 4:22 PM CST

Hi Lisa.

Hope you and yours had a blessed holiday season. We ran away to the sun and sand. It was awesome. The whole family was there. First time without my Daddy so it was bittersweet. It snuck up on me a few times...thought i was past "those moments." I miss him so. He so loved kids that I hope he's been able to meet your little spitfire. I hope all your dreams come true....you so deserve it.
By the way, it is so darn cold -33c with the wind chill. Where is the beach?? hugs, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Cold, cold Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, January 12, 2011 11:45 AM CST

Just have Savannah on my mind today.........and you and Cassie. Hope all is well.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Wednesday, January 12, 2011 9:38 AM CST

Hi Lisa,

I just wanted to let you know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

Take Care,
Julie Remington
www,caringbridge.org/visit/savannahrebekah
Julie Remington <youthful64@aol.com>
Broken Arrow, OK USA - Friday, December 31, 2010 3:23 PM CST

Hi Lisa, just wanted you to know you are thought about and Savannah is remembered through the holidays.Lots of hugs.Someone who cares in Hemet.
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Saturday, December 18, 2010 6:08 PM CST

Hi Lisa.

I'm running away for Christmas. Need some heat, sun and sand. Hope you have a blessed Christmas. I will be thinking about you and your girls. Take care. love and hugs coming your way. Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, Ab Canada - Wednesday, December 15, 2010 4:26 PM CST

Thinking of you. You still amaze me. I know we've never met, but you inspire me. You've taught me alot and for that I will be eternally grateful. Maybe one day, I'll find myself in your neck of the woods. (((hugs)))) Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, Ab Canada - Tuesday, December 7, 2010 3:52 PM CST

Dear Lisa and Cassandra ~

You are in our thoughts and prayers, always. Lisa, you are my encouragement ... you have no idea how much you have helped me cope throughout the years, even though I have never had the pleasure of meeting you. Cassandra, your strength is beyond description. Your Mom is blessed to have a daughter so giving of herself.

I took down Nicole's page because of mean things that people were posting ... things like she is not really sick, that she couldn't have a brain tumor and still be alive this long. It was saddening to think she would be persecuted for surviving when we have been fighting so hard.

Many blessings and warm thoughts ...

Sky, Nicole, and the girls.
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Saturday, November 20, 2010 6:59 AM CST

Dearest Savannah,

I remember your Mom telling us how much you loved your soliders. In honour of Rememberance Day I wanted to share this poem with you....
In Flanders Field

In Flanders field the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row
That mark our place, and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high
If ye break fatith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders field

Major John McCrae, Canadian Military Doctor 1915

We wear poppies in Canada on Novemer 11. May God bless all our men and women fighting for our freedom. Lest we forget.

love to you, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, November 11, 2010 10:03 AM CST

Thinking of you...by the way, I think misfits are the best! I suppose because I am one too!
Take care and remember to be good to you - you are worth it!
hugs, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, November 10, 2010 10:45 AM CST

Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you all.Sending hugs..someone who cares in Hemet.
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Thursday, November 4, 2010 4:21 PM CDT

(((((hugs and love))))

Natalie

Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 2, 2010 4:41 PM CDT

Thinking of you. I know this is a tough time of year for you. Praying happy memories are embracing you.
with love, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, November 1, 2010 4:36 PM CDT

Lisa,

Thinking of you and holding you close. Be gentle with yourself. Know that I will be thinking of you. love and hugs being sent to you from the Canadian Rockies. Wish you could see them - they look so beautiful covered in snow!! Hugs, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, October 29, 2010 12:26 AM CDT

((HUGS))
Jenn hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, October 29, 2010 7:09 AM CDT

Think of you all often. Thanks for continuing to
write!

Alisa <tiredofcancer@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2010 0:51 AM CDT

You never cease to amaze me. Angelversaries are so hard. I wish I could be there for you. I'm not there but I hold you close. I pray the happy memories can carry you for as long as you need. Savannah loves you as you love her. Savannah, honey, please send Mommy some butterfly kisses.
love and hugs, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, October 22, 2010 3:15 PM CDT

Lisa,

Don't know why but you are on my mind today. Hope all is well in your corner of the world -- remember when you have loved someone their entire life their love surrounds you still. Savannah is a part of you...always will be. She is with you always. Hugs, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, October 20, 2010 4:46 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello, Lisa. I know October is not easy................
Terri <ricknterrigeorge@suddenlink.net>
Russellville, AR - Friday, October 15, 2010 3:39 PM CDT

Hey Lisa,

Hope life is treating you well. Yesterday, was about 23c (70's f) today it is 2c (32f=0c)and snowing. I'm not ready for this!! Can I come visit you? hugs, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, October 15, 2010 1:48 PM CDT

Thinking of you Lisa. Happy Thanksgiving - we celebrate in October in Canada - it's actually on Monday!
Wishing you and Cassie all the best, eh! There is a lot of snow in the mountains....old man winter is coming!!
hugs, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, October 7, 2010 11:55 AM CDT

Thinking of you. I know this is a difficult time of year for you and the fall always reminds me of Savannah...
Monica
Shawnee, KS - Wednesday, September 22, 2010 11:36 AM CDT

Just stopping by to check on you........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Tuesday, September 21, 2010 3:09 PM CDT

Lisa,

I have become a distant voice but forever you shall be on my mind and in my heart.
Mark
- Thursday, September 16, 2010 7:18 PM CDT

had to wipe my eyes for that..so powerful!Hugs Lisa..Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
hemet, ca - Friday, September 3, 2010 7:47 PM CDT

Lisa,

Simply amazing... Yes, you survived and you thrive. You do what you gotta do...and you remember to be good to you. By the way you are a writer...you have the gift....
hugs from Calgary, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, September 1, 2010 7:11 PM CDT

I was going through some things in one of my cabinets the other day and came across a bunch of little notes that I received from Savannah. Each one was covered with stickers that I sent and each one had a wonderful note! I read your posts and each time I think of Savannah and all that she went through. You are a wonderful mom and you've never hid your feelings and all that you've gone through! Always know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers and everytime I see a little red headed girl - Savannah comes to mind. Take care my friend.
Linda Hoover <secureange@aol.com>
Beach Park, IL USA - Monday, August 30, 2010 12:49 AM CDT

Lisa - what a sweet, sweet message. You are a writer AND an engineer.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, August 27, 2010 1:46 AM CDT

Beautiful words to your daughter. She must be so proud of you and her sister. You honor her every day in how you live your life. Life is a gift and you treat it as such. I admire you very much. I cry with you. I love the picture on her page, so beautiful, so innocent. An angel.

Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Thursday, August 26, 2010 9:26 PM CDT

Was just thinking about Savannah...Andrew started the 8th grade this year, and I know she would have also. I bet she would have been one to always stand up for the underdog. Andrew could use a friend like her sometimes, that is for sure.
Jennifer Cook <andrewaustinadam@yahoo.com>
Wooster, AR - Thursday, August 19, 2010 6:44 PM CDT

Savannah,

Send your Mom some extra special love today. You know why!
Thanks pumpkin.
love, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, August 16, 2010 4:29 PM CDT

Hi Lisa,

Hope the weekend treated you right. We've yet to put three nice days together. It's official....we aren't getting summer. So your big girl is driving....yikes....I remember how I felt the first time Dustin drove off the driveway. It will be okay....just remember to breath when she leaves :)
hugs coming your way from the Canadian Rockies. love, Natalie

Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 3, 2010 3:44 PM CDT

Lisa, we lost our little friend. She met the Lord face to face on June 9th. I imagine she has met Ms. Savannah too. She was brave and we all miss her. Still think about and pray for you.
Bev White <4whitehouse@att.net>
Reno, tx usa - Sunday, July 25, 2010 0:22 AM CDT

Lisa,

Thinking of you and Cassie -- hope you are enjoying summer. We've yet to have a string of good days. Scares me....ole man winter isn't that far off!! Wishing good things to come your way....you are worth it
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, July 23, 2010 4:37 PM CDT

Hi Lisa,

Thinking of you - hope life is treating you well.

Hugs from the home of the Calgary Stampede, Natalie

Natalie <namjws@telus.net>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Thursday, July 15, 2010 10:33 AM CDT

Hi Lisa,stopped by to say I'am thinking of you Cassie and of course Savannah! Mitch Albom's books are great for your soul.the five people you meet in heaven is one that touched me deeply.I hope your summer is going well and not too hot.Take care and know someone cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Monday, July 12, 2010 5:22 PM CDT

Thinking of you and Cassie. Hope you are being good to you and life is treating you both well. Happy summer
Hugs from the Canadian Rockies, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, June 29, 2010 3:11 PM CDT

Just thinking of you today...Love, Paulette
Paulette
plumerville, ar - Tuesday, June 22, 2010 4:02 PM CDT

It's been a while since I've written but I think of you often still. It seems like so long ago and yesterday at the same time- that sweet little read head in our cancer world here. I wish you a life full of love and laughter.
Carrie Calhoon <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, June 21, 2010 12:37 AM CDT

Glad I have a chance to see inside of this part of your life. Haven't been all over the site but wanted you to know that I have been here and will be back.
Nick Quartier "Hobbit" <hobbitq@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 19, 2010 10:33 AM CDT

wonderful post, Lisa......
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, June 17, 2010 10:53 AM CDT

wow! I have to say that my heart just ached over cassie.
The siblings had gone through so much too. When the time is right, you two will talk about it. So many people don't understand that we hurt for our sick child, ourselves, and for the siblings!

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, June 16, 2010 8:52 AM CDT

You amaze me. You take my breath away with your words.
How I'd love to meet you. :)
Be good to yourself because you are so worth it.
Hugs from the Canadian Rockies.....Natalie
Natalie <namjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, June 11, 2010 3:48 PM CDT

just decided to visit you, Lisa, and was touched by your latest update, that's for sure!
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Thursday, June 10, 2010 6:30 PM CDT

Thinking of you. I think of you often and hope you are well. Your posts always make me cry. You are so open and honest. Hard to believe Savannah would be a teenager. How time flies, but, does it fly for you?
My thoughts are with you.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
sandy, u - Friday, May 21, 2010 5:00 PM CDT

Lisa, I feel your pain and the fact that the hurt never stops. You visited my daughters page www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne back in 2006. I am just reading through comments left on her site and found yours. I love to remember but how sweet it would be if we did not have to remember and come back to reality. It has been 7 years since Adrienne has gone and years for you also. We are making it ..yes but with a piece of our hearts missing. I will pray that we all who have had loved ones go to Glory be granted strength and peace...because we NEED it. Alvin, father to Adrienne.
Alvin <nelsonal@onebox.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 9:28 AM CDT

Hey Lisa,

Thinking of you.....hugs from the Canadian Rockies, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, May 13, 2010 4:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you. What a wise woman you are.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, May 4, 2010 6:04 AM CDT

Lisa - just have you in my heart today...........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, April 30, 2010 4:07 PM CDT

Lisa,
You are in my thoughts and prayers today. You are a wonderful person and a good mommy!

((((HUGS))))

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, April 30, 2010 9:34 AM CDT

Lisa, Thinking of you today.

Marsha - M.O. Allison 1/18/90 - 9/11/2004 BSG <marshalardin@yahoo.com>
Shelbyville, In - Friday, April 30, 2010 7:17 AM CDT

Remebering Savannah and sending you hugs from Hemet.
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Thursday, April 29, 2010 11:35 PM CDT

Lisa,

Thinking of you today. I don't post often but think of you and your family daily. I hope the day was filled with memories that made your heart smile. She's with you always I just wish she was with you. Be good to yourself. hugs, from the Canadian Rockies, Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, April 29, 2010 4:14 PM CDT

Lisa, my heart and thoughts are with you as you remember your precious daughter. I was fairly new to Savannah's site six years ago today but I remember the day so well. It was as if the skies and the heavens were wide open, waiting to embrace Savannah as she left your arms. She is such a powerful spirit, your little red spitfire. I feel so blessed to have been able to experience even a tiny bit of her blazing light. Love to you, Cassie and Jerry on this day and every day.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, April 29, 2010 2:59 PM CDT

Your post seriously moved me to tears.

Lisa, you are an incredible Mom..and no Mother should have to plea for the death of her child. I listed to "My Immortal" today :) (((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, April 29, 2010 9:59 AM CDT

Not good news from my little friend with leukemia. She has been sent home, dr's telling them there isn't anymore they can do. Please pray for her and her sweet family.
Bev White <4whitehouse@att.net>
- Wednesday, April 28, 2010 9:19 AM CDT

It has been a while since I have visited Savannah's site, but I have never forgotten your precious little one. You, Cassie and Savannah are in my prayers. I am sure this week will be difficult, but just know so many of us are thinking of your sweet angel and those she left behind. Losing my Dad just a month before you lost your Savannah is always on my mind at this time of the year. Will be thinking of you - especially on April 30th. Love you, Kris
Kris Griffin
- Monday, April 26, 2010 3:55 PM CDT

thinking of you at this somber time
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2010 10:58 PM CDT

Lisa - I wish that you could talk to Jerry today, too. Sometimes it just takes the one that was sitting next to you to fully understand and comfort, doesn't it? Praying for your peace.............
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, April 22, 2010 12:45 AM CDT

Beautiful words from a beautiful mother to her beautiful daughter. Amazing....simply amazing. You take my breath away Lisa.
Be good to yourself.
with love. Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, April 22, 2010 9:04 AM CDT

I had forgotten about the rock opera, Jesus Christ Superstar!! Reading your journal makes me want to listen to it again..."hosanna, heysanna, ..."

I hope everything continues to unfold for you and that the future brings you peace of mind and a little adventure. We girls need both, don't we?
M Elton
Richmond, VA - Friday, April 9, 2010 8:35 PM CDT

Wow...that is a great story.Lots of different emotions, hope you can post the video of Cassie and Savannah.I tried the link and it didn't work,I don't know if I did something wrong or what but could'nt visit Jim.Take care Lisa.Always, Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Thursday, April 8, 2010 2:43 PM CDT

This is a powerful Easter post. You see the Easter Bunny. The Easter Bunny cannot be seen on camera. Jesus Christ Superstar (I have been obsessed with JCS myself over the last several weeks). Savannah saying 'it is my turn to be Jesus nailed to the cross'. Powerful stuff. You and yours are always in my heart.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, April 8, 2010 8:03 AM CDT

Savannah knows. I believe it.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 12:43 AM CDT

The pain cuts like a knife,bleeds and then slowly trys to heal to stay healthy but again rips open and starts again.Powerful words Lisa, you do tell it like it is..puts things in perspective.My thoughts are with you. Sending hugs.
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
hemet, ca - Tuesday, March 23, 2010 8:05 PM CDT

I admire how you can write, for some reason i can't right now. you brought savannah home, i can relate to that. it was so hard, all that medical equipment and couldn't believe it would ever be needed! looking back i do ask myself how did we get through that? when our daughters were alive we gathered our strength from them,their love, maybe i will write about that on Rachel's page.
I really admire how you kept your strength for so long, Rachel's was 11 weeks.
you really are a wonderful person, (((hugs)))

angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Tuesday, March 23, 2010 3:26 PM CDT

God I feel your pain. I had a Jerry also. I know what you mean. I know what you feel. Isn't it weird how they can be so there for you in your deepest hour, then snap right back into their own world. Mental illness is so hard to figure out. Maybe they have it right and we are wrong????? lol.
Sing girlfriend sing. Dance, scream, cry, throw something. Whatever you need to do. Shake him off you right now. Seems to be getting you down even more. Cassie is all you need right now. Flourish in her beauty and grace. Your both so beautiful!
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, March 23, 2010 1:08 PM CDT

Lisa, I love you. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2010 8:23 AM CDT

missed her special day by just a day;sorry. Something brought me here tonight,now I know why. It was to let you know I think of her often.......you and Cassie too!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2010 11:38 PM CST

Lisa, You have the ability to make me laugh, cry and scream in the same post. Thank you for sharing Savannah's birth story, it just adds to the magic that was Savannah Phoenix Hurley. Love and Peace...Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 9:13 AM CST

Happy Birthday Savannah! You are in my thoughts Lisa.Take care and know someone cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Tuesday, March 9, 2010 1:53 PM CST

Lisa, I am thinking of you today on Savannah's birthday. She was such a sweet gift to so many people including me. Love to you today and every day. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2010 10:44 AM CST

Such a hard time of the year for you, Lisa. I'm sorry.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Sunday, March 7, 2010 4:51 PM CST

What a hoot!! Wishing for your 45 year old saggy boobies back! Too funny, Lisa.........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, March 4, 2010 7:27 PM CST

Hi Lisa,

My work computer just crashed so I checked facebook and saw you updated Savannah's site. I hope you are doing well and your boobies get better!!

It feels like spring today. It's one of those bittersweet kind of days where the memories of those I miss come flooding back. When the day-to-day struggles with Henry get me down, it's days like these that make me get back up and smile.

The bulbs are poking their leaves out of the ground...I can't remember what they are. Maybe allium. Anyway, here they come, ready or not...just like the sun and days we have.

It's days like this that keep me honest and real....plugged in, instead of spinning around like a nut. It's memories like those of Savannah's life story that help me keep the rest in perspective.

I wish I had something more to say but I guess this will have to do for now.

Take care,
Mary
Mary Fleming <mary_c_fleming@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, March 3, 2010 12:21 AM CST

You damaged? No way lady!! I've followed this site for years...you are one of the strongest most inspiring ladies I've ever "known". Take a chance.....you deserve love. If he takes the chance...he's in for the ride of his life....you are worth it!! hugs, from the Canadian Rockies, Natalie
Natalie <nsmjws@telus.net>
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, February 25, 2010 3:14 PM CST

Dear Lisa and Cassie ~

We love you and are thinking of you. Lisa, take the chance, you deserve to be loved ... you are not damaged, you are one of the strongest women I have ever known. Oneday I hope to meet you, to see my hero face-to-face.

Let yourself be happy and it will all fall together naturally.

Love and Light ~

Sky and Nicole
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Thursday, February 25, 2010 10:33 AM CST

I came across Savannah's caringbridge site in 2003 when a young friend of my daughter's was dx with cancer. I was touched so much by the love you have for both of your daughters, I also have two girls. I have thought and prayed for you and Cassie so many times over the last several years. In Oct. 2008 another young friend who is in my Sunday school class was dx with Leukemia. It was a very difficult road in 2009, but she was in remission. She relapsed last week and is now in the hospital receiving adult chemo and the drs are planning a bone marrow transplant. Her younger brother and sister are going tomorrow to see if they are a match. I had been thinking of you and I was determined to find this site again. I am glad I have found it. I will continue to pray for you.
Beverly White
Paris, Tx USA - Thursday, February 18, 2010 11:31 PM CST

Just stopping by to say hi and to let you know I was thinking of you two.

Take Care,
Julie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/savannahrebekah
Julie Remington <youthful64@aol.com>
Broken Arrow, OK USA - Wednesday, February 10, 2010 3:40 PM CST

I know how hard these times of the year are. will you beleive me when I say after 16 years I got thru this past one pretty good. I don't think it will ever be easy, but it wasn't as bad or as hard. I wil lbe thinking about you with a prayer in my heart
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 10, 2010 1:20 PM CST

Lisa,you did what your heart told you to do,nothing wrong in that.Sometimes it works out and sometimes it dosen't.I'am sure the kids you helped felt some relief in their little chaos world so don't let anyone tell you different.You are a good person..and most of all a good mother.As for Fred well he did things for love hoping for something back..not your fault he's a grown man.Your hurt is understandable,but you did nothing wrong.Look at my status quote on fb it's perfect for you.take care Lisa and know someone cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 1:21 PM CST

Lisa, I am so sorry you got s____ on again. It seems like the more a person tries to help some one the worse it gets. I am sorry for those kids too, they don't deserve a mama like that
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 2, 2010 11:04 AM CST

I am so sorry to hear about all of that crap that is going on. You have done nothing but try to help someone who didn't want the help. Not the personal help to make life better on a permanent basis for herself and kids. As far as Fred you cant help if he took things differently than what they were. It was down right nasty of him to through good deeds in your face like it was you who made her that way. That is his own insecurities. He probably wishes you would have given him that affection he saw you show that family. Just keep on being Lisa and don't let the negative people take you down.
Carol Burgess <cburgess1971@yahoo.com>
Lasker, NC USa - Monday, February 1, 2010 8:38 PM CST

I struggle often with my Faith. Who knows what is right or not.
For the longest time I struggled with feeling that He stole her from me. I at times still feel that way. I felt soooo
betrayed! So many times I ask WHY ME?

But bad things happen to anyone. I miss those days when I
was oblivious.

Angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, January 24, 2010 11:32 AM CST

Lisa - I just cannot imagine your pain. I know that we are supposed to believe that God uses the bad things in our lives for something good, but it sure is hard to understand that at times. I pray for your peace today.
Terri George
Russellville, AR - Sunday, January 17, 2010 8:04 AM CST

Dear Lisa,thinking of you and sending you hugs.You were given a gift.. I believe the small glimpse of Savannahs blue eyes were there for you to see the love but alas with that comes much pain.Love and pain become one and with that healing.Thanks for sharing your dream and your feelings.Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Friday, January 15, 2010 9:29 PM CST

Lisa, This is a powerful post. Even with my mother, I am not comforted by "a better place", even though I believe with all my heart that she is free and happy. We still have to live the rest of our lives without the physical presence of someone we love. This is new for me and I feel like either doing nothing at all or screaming at the top of my lungs. I certainly am screaming on the inside. I am glad that Savannah spoke to you through your dream, I am glad that Cassie understands even when you don't say anything and I am glad that you scream it out on Savannah's site. I love you and treasure everything that you have shared with me. You have taught me so much and I am so very grateful.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, January 14, 2010 9:12 AM CST

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 13, 2010 11:27 PM CST

Hi Lisa, I love the new picture of Savannah took my breath away. The song is one of my favorites.I feel very blessed to have met you through this page Lisa,may the new year take you to new places and new friends.Always remember someone cares in Hemet. Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Sunday, January 3, 2010 1:38 AM CST

Lisa - just stopping by to wish you and Cassie a sweet Christmas season........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Saturday, December 26, 2009 8:59 AM CST

Love the new photo.

I think of you and Savannah quite often.

Love
M Elton
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, December 15, 2009 10:09 PM CST

Lisa,
Please do not think you're a failure because you are not. 2 divorces do not mean you're a failure.
You took care of your dying child, something no one should ever go through..and you have come out with your head high.
((HUGS))
P.S. Love the new pic
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, December 8, 2009 11:18 AM CST

Lisa,
As always, I love your writing and I LOVE the new picture of Savannah's sweet face. She is a teacher in so many ways. Are you/we a mess or are you/we stable? Why do others see us one way when we see ourselves in another way? People see what they want or choose to see. People see someone who is strong, who keeps going after experiencing something that we believe we could NEVER keep going if it happened to us. What they/we don't see (or don't choose to see) is that even the strong, even the stable can be SCREAMING inside. I admire your strength and stability but I LOVE the inside you. I love the you that aches and cares and never forgets. Always......
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, December 3, 2009 9:03 AM CST

Lisa,
You know that our life experiences make us able to help those around us. You may think you are a mess but you know that your emotions can either control you or you can control them. You've chosen to use your grief as a catapolt to launch you into a giving mode just as your sweet spirited daughter would.
I pray this holiday is one where you can be happy, at peace with yourself and the world around you, and have joy because Cassie lives and loves you. May the old saying "Don't cry because it's over but glad because it happened" have a sweet meaning for you this season.
We love you so much. Elaine
Elaine <ergarrison@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 2, 2009 10:25 PM CST

Well, thanks. Now, you have made ME cry. I have just been an emotional basketcase the past few days over a little boy in Adam's class, and what you have written certainly struck a nerve. Oh, the needs he has ~ and what on earth will his life look like in ten years without intervention. You know, I see my boys and think about your girls - even Savannah and how her life was cut short. She suffered like no child should ever have to, but how thankful I am that she knew love. This child doesn't. No day in, day out every-day type love. I've done some Secret Santa things today that might make him feel loved today, but I think about him at night when I tuck my babies in. What a blessing it is for us to be able to show love to our kids, and what a blessing it is for our kids to receive that love. Anyways, I'm rambling, but I'm proud of you for thinking of others in Savannah's name.
Jennifer Cook <andrewaustinadam@yahoo.com>
Wooster, AR USA - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 8:30 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving. : )
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 11:59 AM CST

Lisa - great to hear how the angel pin brought you sweet memories and smiles. Makes me smile to read this entry. Wishing you and Cassie a Happy Thanksgiving...........
Terri
Russellville, AR 72802 - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 3:23 PM CST

Happy that you have blessings to count this Thanksgiving even I know that nothing would compare to having Savannah. Thinking of you and so many others.
Jennifer Cook <andrewaustinadam@yahoo.com>
Wooster, ar - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 2:15 PM CST

Thinking of you.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 6:25 AM CST

Thinking of you Lisa and your beautiful girls. Hope your Thanksgiving brings you close to family and friends.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Monday, November 23, 2009 11:47 AM CST

Lisa, I have always been in awe of your writing. You write from the heart with honesty, love and pain. You are real and you don't write around your feelings to make them seem other than what they are. Everyone who knows you and Cassie in person or through the computer can learn from you both. I look up to you both.
Carol Burgess <cburgess1971@yahoo.com>
Lasker , NC USA - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 8:37 PM CST

Bittersweet. Your writing is so full of love for both of your beautiful girls.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 1:09 PM CST

I still think of you and wanted you to know.
Carrie Calhoon <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 10:22 AM CST

Lisa,
I'm still here. I come to see Savannah whenever I look at my grandson Mathew's site. Mattie died 4 days after Savannah. 4 children on Caringbridge that I became close with in my broken heart died within 2 months during April & May of 2004. I get it. Unfortunately. I keep reaching back every year to find them. My Mattie would be 20 yrs. old now. I want to know what he looks like, what he is doing, I want to touch him. You are not alone. I know your pain. Keep on putting one foot in front of the other. Try to love and be loved. Live your best life. We may never meet in this life, but somehow I think we will on the other side when we can at last reunite with our children.
Love to you and yours.
Suzanne
Now in Calif. was in Florida
Suzanne Hewitt <Ferngarden2@aol.com>
Tracy, CA US - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 8:40 AM CST

I get it Lisa. My one big wish right now is to have an age progression drawing made.

Sorry about having to ask for the URL. I forgot the state. I kept thinking Georgia. And obviously, that doesn't work.

Five years for us tomorrow...Cancer sucks and moms without their babies is just so wrong.
http://brokenwon.blogspot.com/ <won2xx@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 17, 2009 8:30 AM CST

Lisa there is no doubt about your love for Cassie and Savannah..I feel your emotions coming through your words..powerful,changes.Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Monday, November 16, 2009 6:40 PM CST

Lisa,
I understand more than you can imagine. Our third son of five boys died. Each year, when the school pictures in the frames change, his does not. While I rejoice in the changes in my other four, I weep inside for the fact that he will forever remain unchanged. It is something so innoculous to those who pass by, but to me, it speaks volumes of the 12-year-old pain in my heart. Please, continue to smile and weep, celebrate and mourn. There are many like you who "get it."
Terri <funstampin@yahoo.com>
West Chester, OH USA - Monday, November 16, 2009 5:31 PM CST

I love it that you have a "girl" deer hunter! One of my granddaughters loves to hunt with her Dad. Still waiting for the day she gets her first one, which will totally gross out her older sister! Thinking about you.......
Terri
Russellville, AR 72802 - Monday, November 16, 2009 3:54 PM CST

Lisa, I have written to you several times years ago and just checked Savannah's site again today, for the first time in a while. Personally, this is a memory time for myself, having 11/16 as the day I have attended 3 funerals of family members. It sucks that the world just goes on and those that lost family seem to drown in sorrow, while trying to put on an okay front for others. I do believe we will all be re-united once we are gone. Love on Cassie all you can, she is a special young lady and has dealt the loss of her sister, in a positve way. That says a lot about the mother you are!!
Sheilah Harrell <sheilah1@atmc.net>
Ocean Isle Beach, NC - Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:55 AM CST

Hi,
I was thinking of you all this weekend.

Take Care,
Julie (another MACS Mom)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/savannahrebekah
Julie Remington <youthful64@aol.com>
Broken Arrow, OK USA - Monday, November 2, 2009 1:23 PM CST

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, October 30, 2009 9:54 AM CDT

Amen. You say it all so well. Savannah smiles at the power of her mother's words. We live, we listen, we learn if our hearts and minds are open. Love you. : )
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, October 29, 2009 10:20 AM CDT

Thinking of you at this time. I can't imagine what you went through during those difficult days, months. I can only guess that you made all the right decisions when it came to Savannah's care. Try not to judge yourself Lisa, your little girl never did and never would I'm sure.
None of my business but as for your Ex, OH MY GOD.............
Jackie
WPB, FL - Thursday, October 29, 2009 10:19 AM CDT

Love you Lisa. And your girls. : )
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, October 23, 2009 12:33 AM CDT

Lisa
Thank you for thinking of me and my family. Your visual is nice, and I hope that is what they were and are doing. I hope they are happier than they ever been.

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, October 14, 2009 7:46 AM CDT

Lisa - I always think about you especially this time of the year. My prayers are with you that you have peace and sweet memories.....
Terri
Russellville, AR - Saturday, October 10, 2009 10:39 AM CDT

Hi Lisa!

((HUGS))

How much easier it would be if we were clueless...not knowing..not feeling all that is around us... I don't know if I could live that way.. a couple of glasses of wine gets me there. :)

My favorite saying is :Stupidity Should Be Painful" ...plain and simple - this was a bumper sticker & it's very true.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, October 1, 2009 11:57 AM CDT

Savannah was so beautiful....diagnoses day is so hard, its the day everything began to change.

wanted you to know that i am thinking of you, cassie, and savannah.

angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, September 30, 2009 5:57 PM CDT

I haven't been here for awhile and the last few days something kept telling me to come here.Read your post now i know.Should have remembered myself sorry for that...I told you i would never forget your beautiful Savannah and I won't.My heart is with you Lisa..hugs someone who cares in Hemet.
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Wednesday, September 30, 2009 2:41 PM CDT

Lisa and Cassie,

I am thinking of you both and remembering happy moments in Russellville. The fall colors remind me of Savannah and that beautiful red hair, she was definitely a warm autumn.... Hope you are doing well, I always think about you this time of year.
Monica
Shawnee, KS - Monday, September 28, 2009 1:37 PM CDT

Checking in to let you know i still am out here thinking about you girls.
God Bless you and bring you peace.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Carson's Aunt Jackie
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, September 22, 2009 6:25 AM CDT

Lisa, you said to not get too riled? Well, if we learned one thing from having loved and lost a DIPG child, we sure learned that! Don't sweat the small stuff and after losing Melody, to me, at least, the rest of it is ALL small stuff! I hope you and Cassie are well.
Pat Riley (Melody's Grammy) <prileypriley@yahoo.com>
Odell, Il USA - Tuesday, September 8, 2009 3:46 PM CDT

I am glad you got so happy for me. It felt like a very long pregnancy, you are probably relieved too haha.
I think going to school is wonderful. so many adults are going to college now. I know that I will need to go too.
I just have to figure out what for lol.
Your birthday picture were so funny, I laughed hard!

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, September 3, 2009 8:19 AM CDT

We love and think about you both often. Happy belated birthday.

Blessings ~

Sky and Nicole
Sky and Nicole Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Thursday, August 27, 2009 1:39 PM CDT

Happy B'day, Lisa!
Maryellen
Jacksonville, fl usa - Sunday, August 16, 2009 11:05 AM CDT

Lisa, Thank You for sharing this with me. Loss really sucks....and life is so strange. But you can take comfort in knowing you are loved.
Yvonne <mommyrenz@aol.com>
St. Louis, Mo USA - Saturday, August 15, 2009 9:08 AM CDT

I was so glad to see an update. I feel your pain and I pray for you. God Bless.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, July 28, 2009 9:38 AM CDT

Hi, Lisa; I was glad to read your update. It made me feel good for you. Hope you have some wonderful parties!

Terri
Russellville, AR - Sunday, July 12, 2009 9:00 PM CDT

Hi Lisa,

It was nice reading an update. I'm glad that you have some healing going on...no need to explain your absence with the updating...you've been thru a lot & need to "heal" your own way.

Take Care
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, July 11, 2009 6:43 AM CDT

Thinking of you today...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, June 23, 2009 9:57 AM CDT

thinking of you
mrs Pam
- Tuesday, June 16, 2009 11:40 AM CDT

hey lisa! i was SO glad to hear from you (just today looked at my guestbook... that tells you how often i update...) ! are you planning anything this summer/fall for the BT conference ? i was thinking of going to portland for the Compassionate Friends meetup but idk... my energy's been low lately :-/ papaya's bday is this month... and it just eeks me out to exist. sounds like things have been much the same for you... i guess you know we moved to california, but i was supposed to start a new and less-stressful job but ended up with a much less salary... long story short, i am working in san jose (same place for now...) and commuting from santa cruz. it's nice down here, and a bit more affordable (much more family friendly)... although, it sure feels like i live for everyone else too. i keep thinking i'll find an outlet, but for now just working... and raising grant and ellie, who are going to 1st and 2nd grade next year! idk what happens to time... keep thinking how much i miss Celeste... and how she would be going to 5th grade this year...ugh. well, i am rambling... but i'd like to update with my email and number if you ever need it... i still have to activate the number but it should be up in the next couple of days, anyhow... i lost my phonebook in the last move so, if you have time to update me... i'd appreciate it!
hugs, tami 831.325.7143 <3 <tamara2077@gmail.com>
santa cruz, ca - Sunday, May 10, 2009 6:25 PM CDT

I'm so glad you posted. I feel your pain and your ability to move on. You must be one strong cookie. I am still realing in pain after losing my husband Dec 16th with no warning. Cancer sucks! One day at a time. God Bless you Lisa for keeping me calm in your postings. I look forward to reading them.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, May 6, 2009 7:32 AM CDT

you wrote exactly how I feel. this sucks! I am so sorry Lisa, you can call me anytime.

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, May 3, 2009 9:49 AM CDT

Hi Lisa and Cassie,

Savannah and you all have been on my mind a lot lately. I want you to know you all are in my prayers.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
Diana Cross <diana-99@comcast.net>
Houston, TX - Friday, May 1, 2009 10:23 PM CDT

Lisa, your strength amazes me.

Seether & Nickleback? How sweet!
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, April 30, 2009 2:10 PM CDT

Lisa,Thinking of you and remembering Savannah.Take care. Sending you Hugs from Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
ca - Thursday, April 30, 2009 11:55 AM CDT

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, April 29, 2009 11:51 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and always. Hope all is well.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, April 22, 2009 8:22 AM CDT

Lisa, I was thinking of savannah and cant believe she would be 12.. Life is so unfair. time doesnt heal either. it just goes on.. Cassie is beautiful! Im glad you keep the picture of them in the tub with the rose petals. its my favorite one of them.. I hope you are doing well. I think of you when I hear evanessance.. I think I spelled it wrong again! Im sorry! Its been a long time since I have been here.. But I wont ever forget savannah or the hurley girls!
KIM <dakk2222@comcast.net>
indiana - Thursday, April 16, 2009 11:12 PM CDT

you and cassie were on my mind;hope all is well
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 14, 2009 12:26 AM CDT

Just thinking about you.......
Terri
russellvillea, - Monday, April 13, 2009 5:02 PM CDT

Thinking of you today and praying for your peace for the days ahead. God Bless you!
Jackie
WPB, FL - Friday, March 27, 2009 8:17 AM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:49 PM CDT

It was a pleasure to meet you, Troy Vallem, in my tea room last Saturday. You are a funny kid. You made me laugh. You made my day. Thank you! I hope to see you and your mom and grandparents again. Blessings now and always!

Jan Townshend, (REFLECTIONS Tea Room) <jdtownshend@centurytel.net>
Russellville, AR USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:30 PM CDT

Happy 12th Birthday Savannah.. you will have place in my heart forever.Someone who cares in Hemet. Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
hemet, ca - Monday, March 9, 2009 3:27 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Savannah, your light shines bright in the hearts of all of those who love and miss you every day. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 1:10 PM CDT

Savannah

The time you spent on Earth was far too short.
However the memories you left behind
will last an eternity in many hearts.

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY

The PC Clan
- Monday, March 9, 2009 11:09 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSIE
:-) :-) :-) :-)
The Stewart Clan
PC, UT - Monday, March 2, 2009 10:56 AM CST

Thinking of you today. I know how much you miss your little one. I miss my "big on (husband)" and I look for you for words of excouragement.
Have a blessed day!
Jackie
- Monday, March 2, 2009 8:32 AM CST

Hi Lisa,

I heard the song "Blurry" by Puddle of Mudd yesterday and thought of you and your girls.

Please know that you are in my heart and prayers as the 5 year mark is coming up... ((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2009 12:25 AM CST

just wanted you to know that I was here...
mrs pam
- Sunday, February 22, 2009 3:41 PM CST

Hello Lisa,thinking about and missing your writing...hope all is well.Someone who cares in hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Friday, February 13, 2009 1:37 PM CST

i've been in the same boat, not feeling able to write but having cries. the last one, shopping. i can't tell you how often i shop and end up having a sobfest by the time i'm in the car. does that happen to you? i never know what will trigger it, sometimes it's a favorite snack of celeste's and sometimes a child has shoes like whe would enjoy now. i mean, it seems insignificant but it always makes me feel better somehow... just let those tears fall and know that i think about you and your girls just about every day. hugs,
tami, http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/celestevidayoung <tamara2077@hotmail.com>
san jose, ca - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 11:26 PM CST

I can now say I understand. I lost my husband right before Christmas from this awful Cancer. Came so quickly, didn't even have a chance to comprehend it.
I pray for you daily.
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, February 3, 2009 8:20 AM CST

Thinking of you and that sweet girl.
M Elton
Richmond, VA - Monday, January 26, 2009 8:25 AM CST

Thinking of you.....
paulette <paulette@conwaycorp.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:08 AM CST

wishing you a good new year
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 6:23 PM CST

HI and happy new year I wish only the best for the two of you
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:40 PM CST

Hello Lisa and Cassie.........just checking in with you. I hope you had a blessed Christmas....
Terri
Russellville, AR - Monday, December 29, 2008 1:13 PM CST

Lisa, just thinking about you and Cassie.Hugs someone who cares in hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Sunday, December 28, 2008 9:43 PM CST

Lisa and Cassie
I am wishing you a beautiful Christmas filled with joy and thanksgiving
as you celebrate the birth of Jesus.
May God's love bless you throughout the coming year.

Merry Christmas from the Preschool Pen Pals, too.

prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Thursday, December 25, 2008 4:21 PM CST

Thinking of you this holiday season and throughout the year.
maryellen
jacksonville, fl usa - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:34 PM CST

Just thinking of you over the holidays and praying for your strength/comfort and you celebrate them another year without Savannah. I continue to think about you and have such respect for what a wonderful mother and person you are. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 3:49 PM CST

happy holidays
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 18, 2008 11:13 AM CST

Congratulations Cassie!! Nicole knows how to dress a deer but has yet to hunt for one. She just left to OK to see her Uncle and hopefully get to go hunting before the season ends.

We think about you both always and keep you close in our hearts and prayers.

Blessings ~

Sky, Nicole, and the girls
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 9:43 AM CST

Lisa
just came here to tell you that I saw Savannah's
picture on a dpg video.
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Sunday, November 23, 2008 4:30 PM CST

thinking of you and cassie
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 5, 2008 1:13 PM CST

Dear Lisa,
Don't remember if I ever communicated with you before. But have been visiting your Savannah's page since before I lost my grandson Matty in May 2004. I don't know if the mourning ever gets easier. Sometimes it strikes me when I least expect it. After 4+ years I still don't know where I want to go or how to get there. I'm watching his little sister grow-up without him. She calls me sometimes in the middle of the night crying. "I want Matty back". I can only pretend to be strong and faithfull for her. I have other children and grandchildren. I should be comforted that Matty is in the arms of the angels and out of harms way. We who are left behind on our earthly plane are the ones in peril. Yet, my true wish is to go to the one who feels lost to me. I know I will see him again. But I want him now. Here with the rest of my flock.

The question I need God to answer most is "WHY".

You are not alone, if that can be of any consolation.
I beleive none of us are ever alone.

Special blessings to you as the holidays approach once again.
Suzanne
Suzanne Hewitt <Ferngarden2@aol.com>
Tracy, CA US - Tuesday, November 4, 2008 11:28 AM CST

I love our 3 generation chats. Although the 3 of us have been quiet, we will be chatty again. We tend to do that.

I know that alone feeling. I also know that please pamper me feeling. From trying to be strong all the time to cope...its hard to shut it off and allow ourselves to crumble.

You can use anything from Rachel's page that you want. I have been thinking of Savannah a lot. I went to your pictures and nearly lost it. I can see your love and pain and desperation in that picture.

I wish our girls were still here. I wish we knew what causes these tumors.

I also thank God too for having you and Celeste in my life.

HUGS
angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Monday, November 3, 2008 9:51 AM CST

Savannah was remembered at church yesterday in our prayers
for All Saints day.
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Monday, November 3, 2008 7:53 AM CST

How true there is no name for a Mama (or Daddy) who has lost a child. ITs been nearly 15 years here and I still miss my Mike and we still laugh about some of hte things he did and said
I totaly understand how you can get so down sometimes. you can call me we can cry together.
glad to hear how Cassie is doing...
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 1, 2008 2:39 PM CDT

Lisa: I haven't logged in for a while, but I still hold you close in my thoughts and prayers. Interesting that today is the day I thought of checking in. It is Halloween! I do remember that time when Cassie and Savannah came to the Halloween party. I LOVED Savannah's red hair. I always wanted red hair...Maybe someday (just once) I will try it in honor of Savannah. I am sorry, Lisa for your loss of your sweet child. It will never seem right for a parent to lose a child, but especially before they have lived a child's life. It does seem that there should be a name for such a grief-stricken parent, doesn't it? Sending you my hugs and kisses....
Paulette <paulette@conwaycorp.net>
Plumerville, ar - Friday, October 31, 2008 5:03 PM CDT

i understand completely.
K
- Friday, October 31, 2008 1:47 PM CDT

My heart aches for you.. the ultimate survivor of the ultimate loss.. never ending...just moving forward for her remaining child. Struggling, achieving, falling back, pushing forward. Know there are invisible ones, like me, willing you onward, forward and thru the pain.
Mary Hovingh <MaryHovingh@comcast.net>
Castro Valley, CA USA - Thursday, October 30, 2008 10:49 PM CDT

I thought of you yesterday, now I know why. I think about you all the time and hope you are well. The picture of Savannah always makes me smile. She is so beautiful. Time goes by so quickly, yet, at times, so slowly.
I'm glad to hear how well Cassie is doing. You must be so proud. You should be proud. She is who she is because of your example.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, ut - Thursday, October 30, 2008 1:09 PM CDT

Lisa,

I cannot get through October without thinking about you,Cassie and Savannah. I still remember the exact moment I found out about her diagnosis. The shock, incredible pain for you. The Hurley girls remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Monica <mmontgom@jccc.edu>
Shawnee, KS - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 12:20 AM CDT

thanks for the update. always thinking about you and cassie
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2008 9:34 PM CDT

Hello Lisa,Thinking of you all and Savannah too.Wishing you peace today, tommorrow, and always may you know someone cares in Hemet.hugs..Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Monday, October 20, 2008 2:04 PM CDT

Hi Lisa,

I have been thinking about you and Cassie and remembering Savannah. I know how hard this time of year is for you.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
Diana Cross <diana-99@comcast.net>
Houston, TX - Saturday, October 18, 2008 10:23 PM CDT

Just thinking of you today...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Thursday, October 16, 2008 10:52 AM CDT

Thinking about you lately and wanted to stop by. It has been a long and trying year for me (no excuse though) but you and your family are still close in my heart.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@embarqmail.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2008 3:02 PM CDT

Hi, Lisa: I know October is a hard month for you. I have you on my mind and in my heart..........I'm praying for peace and contentment in your heart.

Terri
Russellville, AR - Tuesday, October 14, 2008 2:09 PM CDT

missing your updates. thinking of you and cassie
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 12, 2008 1:18 PM CDT

Thinking of you. Post when you can.
Maryellen
jacksonville, fl usa - Friday, October 10, 2008 2:05 PM CDT

Thinking of you girls today and hope all is well. We miss your updates....

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Saturday, October 4, 2008 7:43 AM CDT

I MISS MY LIL BROTHER MIKE HE PASSED AWAY FROM THE PROBS FROM HIS 2 BRAIN STEM SURGERIES AT THE AGE OF 6 & HE MADE IT ALL THE WAY TIL HE WAS 20 YRS OLD & I GUESS HIS BODY & LUNGS HAD, HAD ENUFF SO HE PASSED ON JULY 13, 2004... I LOVED HIM WIT ALL MY HEART & WILL FOREVER KEEP HIS BEAUTIFUL & TENDER MEMORY ALIVE!!! HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO OUR PARENTS BUT WE BOTH LAST OUR LOVING & THE ABSOLUTE BEST DAD IN THE WORLD TO BONE CANCER ON OCT. 06, 2001... MY PRAYERS & THOUGHTS R WIT EVERY FAMILY GOIN THRU WAT I HAVE GONE THRU AT THE VERY YOUNG AGE OF 12, I AM NOW 30YRS OLD & I HAV A BEAUTIFUL LIL GIRL WHO LOOKS JUS LIK HER UNCLE MIKE & I KNO MY DADDY & MY BROTHER R LOOKIN DOWN ON ME & MY FAMILY & JUS KEEPIN US IN CHECK & I LOVE IT, KNOWIN THEY R ALWAYS AROUND ME!!!! THANK U FOR LISTENING I NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT CUZ NO ONE IN MY LIFE HAS LOST A CLOSE FAMILY MEMBER & I FEEL BAD CUZ I KNO IT WILL DEVASTATE THEM, BUT I WILL B THERE FOR THEM & HELP THEM TO MY FULLEST EXTENT!!!!!
SINCERELY NICOLE V. CHISHOLM
NICOLE V. CHISHOLM <jupitr666@aol.com>
BAYONNE, NJ USA - Monday, September 29, 2008 10:31 PM CDT

Lisa - just checking in on you. Hope all is going well.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 11:03 AM CDT

Thinking of you...
Amy
MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 10:23 AM CDT

thinking of you and Cassie
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 13, 2008 9:43 AM CDT

Lisa,
We would love to have an update on you and Cassie. Hope you get a chance soon. Miss you!!
Elaine <ergarrison@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2008 6:22 AM CDT

Stopping by to let you know we are thinking about you and always remembering your sweet little angel.
Hope all is well, God Bless.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Thursday, September 4, 2008 7:45 AM CDT

hey I have you on my mind today... How is school starting out for Cassie so far this year? and how are you doing? I know some days are not so bad and others are just plain almost unbearable. But we mama's get through them, some how.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 23, 2008 4:42 PM CDT

Hello lisa,stopped by to say you were thought of today and Savannah was too.Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Thursday, August 21, 2008 1:32 PM CDT

I was watching the women's volleyball olympic games and noticed one of the players has an angel on her shoulder and immediately thought of you and Savannah. I hope you're finding some peace in your life. I think of you and your girls often.
Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:40 AM CDT

Stopping by to say hello and hope all is well. Stay strong and God Bless you.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 7:34 AM CDT

Checking in to see how you and Cassie are doing. It is sad how many relationships do not survive our childs illness's, would think it would bring loved ones closer together not tear them apart. It is sad ...

with love ~

Sky and Nicole
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Monday, August 11, 2008 6:31 AM CDT

thinking of you, miss our chats.

angel Rachel's mommy

jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
kop, pa usa - Saturday, July 26, 2008 5:55 PM CDT

still thinking of you
mrs pam
- Thursday, July 24, 2008 5:51 PM CDT

Lisa,

I just noticed you have the song "rise above this" by Seether on this page.... Have u seen the video? Isn't it powerful? The song was written by the lead singer after his brother committed suicide by jumping off the building.

This song reminds me of my best friends brother, Vincent, who died in a car crash on 3/17/05.

The death of a loved affects everyone who knew them - as that video shows.

Hope you summer is going great!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, July 21, 2008 11:25 AM CDT

thinking of you
mrs pam
- Monday, July 14, 2008 10:10 PM CDT

Have fun at Sparks! Be happy, laugh, drink, get crazy and let it all hang out. You sedesrveit girlfriend.
Have a safe trip.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Monday, June 30, 2008 12:40 AM CDT

So glad you posted and all is well. I'm glad you got a chance to get away and meet up with family members. Glad your back and God Bless you both.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Monday, June 23, 2008 5:35 AM CDT

welcome home
mrs pam
- Saturday, June 21, 2008 12:00 AM CDT

Lisa - so glad to hear you're both doing well and had a good vacation.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, June 20, 2008 10:01 AM CDT

Still thinking of your sweet Savannah! How are you doing? How is Cassie! Hope all is well and you are having a nice summer with Cassie!
Shelley`
San Diego, CA usa - Friday, June 20, 2008 0:01 AM CDT

Still think of you often. I feel blessed that you shared Savannah and yourself with me when you were here. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Thursday, June 12, 2008 8:38 AM CDT

God bless you. Hope you are well!
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 6:31 PM CDT

Lisa,
Could you please post and let us all know that you are okay? Miss you!
Elaine <ergarrison1@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 9, 2008 8:48 PM CDT

lisa
just wanted you to know that i was here....
mrs pam
- Friday, June 6, 2008 5:53 PM CDT

Lisa Lisa Lisa where are you????? I hope all is well. Stopping by to let you know I am thinking about you and Cassie. Please Please Please let us know how you are. We are worried.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Friday, June 6, 2008 10:58 AM CDT

Hi, Lisa - just stopping by to check on you. Hope you and Cassie are well......
Terri
Russellville, A - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 3:23 PM CDT

Hey Lisa
Just stopping by to check in on you. wondering how ya been?

Angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 10:29 AM CDT

Hello lisa, Stopped by to say I'am thinking of you and Cassie. Are you guys getting ready for school to end? Sending you hugs from Hemet. Someone who cares Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Monday, June 2, 2008 1:00 PM CDT

thinking of you and cassie
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:52 PM CDT

Hi, I linked to your site from my good friend, Yvonne's, mom to Leilani. I enjoyed reading your entry. You do not cut corners. I like that. My husband and I are both ordained pastors and when our daughter died, the platitudes and "church speak" got on my last nerve. I suppose it still does. You said in the introduction to your page that you had the blessing of time. We, unfortunately did not. There were 3 days between diagnosis and death; three previous weeks of what we were told was a bacterial infection.

It has been 5 years now for us. Yes, life goes on, but a different life. I think my emotions are more extreme than they used to be. When I am happy I am REALLY happy, and when I am sad I am REALLY sad. I supposed there is a medical or psychologic diagnosis for that (I should know, I'm a medical transcriptionist), but my only real disease is that I miss my daughter so very much.

Thank you for being so real on your page. You are doing a work for God. You have blessed me.
Nichelle (Adrienne's mom: http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne)
Cedar Park, TX USA - Saturday, May 31, 2008 11:30 PM CDT

Lisa,

Thanks so much for asking me to post Troy's web address here. I am just a friend, but I know his parents would aapreciate any support they can get.

caringbridge.org/visit/troyvallem

Hugs,

Bobbi
Bobbi <bobbi011@centurytel.net>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 3:51 PM CDT

Stopping by to say hello and wondering how you are doing? Always have you on my mind. Hope all is well and God Bless you.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 4:51 AM CDT

I was in a restaurant one day last week, and there was a little girl peeking over the booth behind us. She looked just like your sweet Savannah. She made me smile.
I very rarely sign your book, but I think of you and check in often.
Marcia, mom to many, including 2 sweet angels <marciat@sympatico.ca>
Bradford, ON Canada - Monday, May 19, 2008 10:12 PM CDT

thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 18, 2008 11:25 PM CDT

You are on my mind today......just stopping by to say hello. Hope you have peace in your heart....
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:46 AM CDT

The 4 year anniversery is no easier than the first. Your right. It is surreal. Knowing your story and following has helped me. Another caringbridge child, Jake Griffen, crossed over in April '04, then your Savannah, then my Matty on May 3rd. I come here still just to look at their faces. I know they dance, but we are still here and miss them. You help me know I'm not alone in the world. Thankyou.They chose to complete their journey's with us and we should feel honored. See you next year. Love to you and yours. Suzanne\Matty's gramma
Suzanne Hewitt <Ferngarden2@aol.com>
Tracy, CA - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 2:45 PM CDT

Happy Mothers Day
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 4:05 PM CDT

tami, celeste's mom <tamara2077@hotmail.com>
san jose, ca - Saturday, May 10, 2008 4:59 PM CDT

Dear Lisa, For every mother every day is Mother's Day but in honor of THE Mother's Day, I want to tell you one more time how much I love and honor you for the mother that you are to both Cassie and Savannah and for the incredible friend that you are to so many, including lucky me. I hope you can feel how much you are loved on this special day and every day. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, May 9, 2008 3:05 PM CDT

Thinking of you!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa
Jackie
WPB, FL - Friday, May 9, 2008 10:53 AM CDT

Hello Lisa,In a town called Highland,in California there will be a walk and my daughter- in-law will be participating I will buy a luminary in honor of Savannah.So you know she is not forgotten by any that knows her through you and I'am hoping new people will be aware of this disgusting disease that devastates everyone involved.I hope that everything at your part of town is alright. I hear other parts are not.I'am sure this is keeping you busy.Thinking of you and sending you hugs someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Monday, May 5, 2008 1:45 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say "thinking of you". Hope all is well with the storms that went your way.
Thinking of Savannah. God Bless.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Monday, May 5, 2008 10:59 AM CDT

i hope you are doing ok. just wanted you to know that i am thinking of you.

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, May 1, 2008 7:55 AM CDT

Thinking about you today!
Forever Cameron's Aunt Toni <tbrooks4176@yahoo.com>
Abingdon, MD - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 11:20 PM CDT

you and cassie are always in my thoughts.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 10:48 PM CDT

Lisa, Keeping you, Cassie and Jerry close in my thoughts today. Ann
Ann <radiogal62@comcast.net>
Scranton, PA United States of America - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 9:37 PM CDT

Lisa
I am thinking of you and Cassie and Savannah. I can't believe it has been 4 years. You hang in there and take care of yourself.

sending you lots of hugs!!
If you need me...call me.

angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 4:46 PM CDT

Lisa - Just want you to know that I'm thinking about you and Cassie today and remembering with many smiles and warm feelings your Savannah........... What an amazing journey you have had.... God Bless.
Terri George
Russellville, AR - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 4:10 PM CDT

Thinking of you and both of your sweet girls today .... as the smiles and the tears come together .
Carol
MN - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 11:50 AM CDT

Always thinking about you and Cassie, but especially today, even though we've never met. I know that this day is such a hard one, but know that even four years later, her memory continues to live on.

Please know that your little girl will never be forgotten.
Tammie
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 11:34 AM CDT

Thinking of you today...
Phally
Laurel , MD - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 10:46 AM CDT

Dear Savannah, You have made such an amazing difference in my life. I fell in love with you the very first day that I opened your Caringbridge site. You changed me. You opened my heart and life to things that hadn't even occured to me before. I remember exactly when you entered my heart. I can't even say anymore that I never met you because you are everywhere. So much wisdom in such a little girl. Today is the 4th anniversary of the day that you earned your wings. I know that you are looking down on all of us, especially your sweet mama and sister, who love and miss you so much. Thank you, Savannah....for everything. Love today and everyday. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 10:11 AM CDT

Lisa,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and sending you hugs.
Bobbi
Dardanelle, AR - Monday, April 28, 2008 5:39 PM CDT

Your family is in my heart & prayers and you remember your Savannah.

(HUGS))
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, April 28, 2008 1:20 PM CDT

Lisa,

We have been remembering Savannah and wanted you to know that she lives on in our memory. Our memory of her is simply our prayers for her, but my boys will never forget her even though they never even met her. What an impact that little red-headed girl has made on my family!
Jennifer Cook <andrewaustinadam@yahoo.com>
Wooster, AR usa - Monday, April 28, 2008 11:00 AM CDT

Dear Lisa, I so understand that feeling of being in love, especially that feeling of being in love with God, with EVERYTHING. Those moments when your heart and mind and soul are so open and you can really feel your connection to the universe. Even in the midst of something terrible, that feeling can come in and fill you up. It is odd, really. Maybe awesome or awe inspiring are the right words. I have experienced it many times but it doesn't seem to take hold permanently. I still go back to my daily worrywart, anxiety ridden self who is constantly looking for the answer that is apparently right in front of me all the time. Maybe this time that awareness will stay. I know just how lucky I am. I know how blessed I am to be surrounded by such pure love. I get it. Lisa, I am so blessed to have you in my life. I have learned so much from you. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, April 28, 2008 9:07 AM CDT

Hi Lisa and Cassie. Just stopping by to check on you and say hi and to thank you for coming to Carson's site. You are very kind. Take care of each other and god Bless you.
Always thinking of Savannah!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa

Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 7:41 AM CDT

Jackie........you have it on the prayers for your nephew.

Lisa and Cassie.......you are always in my prayers.....but you know that.

Looks like we will pass on the road so to speak again Lisa.....I arrive the middle of May and am leaving the 7th of June for New Hampshire.

Hugs and blessings.
Brandi
Brandi <bjrfromwa@aol.com>
Tenino, wa USA - Thursday, April 17, 2008 1:23 PM CDT

Thinking of you and Cassie.
Lisa I need help.....
My 11 year old nephew was just diagnosed yesterday with Germ Cell Carcinoma.
We need prayers for him ASAP!
Could you pass the word along in the caringbridge family, I would appreciate it.
His caringbridge website is:
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carsonruffa
Thank you
Jackie
Jackie
WPB, FL - Thursday, April 17, 2008 7:37 AM CDT

((HUGS))
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2008 10:31 AM CDT

checking in on both you and cassie. I'm glad that I did....I see you need some hugs.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 13, 2008 11:03 AM CDT

I don't look forward to having more
rain next week...dumb leaky basement.

Cassie's litter box poem sounds quite clever.

Praying for you, Lisa, as the end of April nears.
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Saturday, April 12, 2008 10:29 AM CDT

Hi Lisa and Cassie......
We have been treading water here too..for weeks it seems. Finally it is dry today..supposed to be tomorrow as well then back to rain.
When will you be visiting your folks??
I MAY be out to see Les, Jeanette and the kids for a couple weeks the middle to end of May. One of these days it would be nice if we were there at the same time.
Hugs, blessings and prayers as always
Brandi
Brandi <bjrfromwa@aol.com>
Tenino, wa USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 6:06 PM CDT

Can you beleive it??? we have had sunshine for a whole day now.!!!!!! I sure do understand the ups and downs life throws at us. Some of them are so hard to take... I still have the thank you note from Cassie hanging above my computer to remind me of all of you every day. (and it does have a lot of stickers on the front.) Take care of the two of you....
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
across the swollen river, - Friday, April 11, 2008 5:20 PM CDT

Hi Lisa, I'm visiting the caringbridge pages again. It is that time of year. I followed Savannah's journey along with another Jake Griffin's and his mommy Susan. Along with my grandson Mathew. All three with the dreaded pontine glioma. Matty turned 15 on 4/3/04, Jake crossed over on 4/08/04, Savannah on 4/30/04, and my Matty joined them on 5/4/04.
Will we ever know what purpose these trials of intense grief and longing serve. Sometimes I thing I see a light at the end of the tunnel and then sorrow and self pity block it out. I can only pray for enlightenment. I'm sorry I've connected with others this way but only we know the burden of the god awful hole in our hearts. Is there anyway we can turn our pain into a positive for ourselves, each other, or some else? I pray for us. Our children are fine.
Without knowing you, love
Suzanne, Matty's gramma.
Suzanne Hewitt <Ferngarden2@aol.com>
Tracy, CA US - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 9:08 AM CDT

Lisa, just checking on you and hoping you are okay. Sometimes we "grandmas" worry when we don't hear from you "moms" for awhile. Somtimes I think how nice it might have been if Savannah and Melody could have been friends. I can just see the two lovely little redheads running amok in heaven, can't you? Mel would take Savannah shopping for shoes! You are always in my thoughts.
Melody's "Grammy" <prileypriley@yahoo.com>
Odell, il - Monday, April 7, 2008 8:55 AM CDT

Hello Lisa,Been to long just that life keeps well happening but now I think its over for the time being anyway.I hopw all is weel with you and the people in the areas being hit hard.When is this going to stop.Spring is here and maybe theirr is hope.thinking of you and know someone cares in Hemet.Sherry
sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
cowpies5@aol.com, ca - Sunday, April 6, 2008 3:37 PM CDT

Lisa
Thank you for your messages in Rachel's guestbook. I just updated. I have been in my so called cave and i am doing better now. I guess we go there from time to time.

You must of sensed it.
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 9:54 PM CDT

Waiting for an update to make sure you are all okay with those floods in Arkansas.
Please let us know.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Jackie
WPB, FL - Thursday, March 27, 2008 8:31 AM CDT

Sending Easter Blessings your way....
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Saturday, March 22, 2008 8:17 AM CDT

wishing you a Happy Easter
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 19, 2008 5:06 PM CDT

Thinking of you especially now during this unbearable loss. I have no words of comfort; you are a mama with half empty arms. I just hope that even with half-empty arms you still have a completely full heart.

Prayers for peace. Today and always.
Alice
- Monday, March 10, 2008 3:45 PM CDT

Remembering all of you at this sad time. You are such a strong family and I admire that.
God Bless all of you and keep you safe.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Jackie
WPB, FL - Monday, March 10, 2008 4:52 AM CDT

Hugs to you on Savnnah's birthday. I know it was a difficult day. Hope you enjoyed that wine!
Shelley
ca, ca usa - Monday, March 10, 2008 0:34 AM CDT

Lisa and Cassie
thinking of you today on Savannah's b-day.
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Sunday, March 9, 2008 5:58 PM CDT

Thinking of all of the Hurley girls today - you are always in my prayers. Happy 11th birthday to Savannah - birthday parties in Heaven must be amazing!
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Mooresville, NC USA - Sunday, March 9, 2008 12:09 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Savannah!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 9, 2008 11:10 AM CDT

Lisa,

I haven't been by in quite a while. The photo of Savannah took my breath away. I saw something in her beautiful smile that I "forgot"....one of the mannerisms that slowly slip away with time, no matter how we wish otherwise. I noticed Savannah's smile being crooked. Olivia's smile was often like this too. It makes me wonder if it is just a random thing that happens...or if it related to our angels diseases. Such a sad road we must travel. Such a sad, sorry excuse for a life we are left with alone. Still hanging on, trying to breathe in the light and blow out the darkness.

Godspeed, Angel Olivia's Mommy, Wendy
www.caringbridge.org/mi/oliviasgrace <won2xx@gmail.com>
- Saturday, March 8, 2008 4:16 PM CST

Dear Lisa, I am thinking of you today, a few days before Savannah's birthday. I will keep you and Cassie close to my heart on Sunday as you remember and honor Savannah on the anniversary of the day that she came into this world. Thank you, as always for sharing your little spitfire with all of us. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, March 7, 2008 12:52 AM CST

How was the birthday party??? and how did you like all this snow today????
I have been thinking about you with the girls birthdays now. I know its hard sometimes.....
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 4, 2008 5:46 PM CST

Hope you had a great Birthday Cassandra!Thinking of you and know someone cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Monday, March 3, 2008 12:58 AM CST

Thirteen. Cassie, have a wonderful birthday and great party with your friends. I am excited for you! A teenager! You are growing from a wonderful girl into a wonderful young woman. It happened so fast! Love to you today and every day. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 3:30 PM CST

Hi Lisa
Its not easy. I am thinking of you all and sending hugs to you.

email me a pic of your new look.

angel Rachel mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
kop, pa usa - Friday, February 29, 2008 10:58 AM CST

Happy Birthday Cassie
t <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 27, 2008 5:17 PM CST

Every picture you post of Savannah is like poetry for the eyes. So many different looks, such a beautiful child ... sigh. So glad you and Cassie were spared from the horrible devastation that struck the area. I think it's time we attend another play :-)
Love from the P.C. Clan
- Friday, February 22, 2008 7:36 AM CST

how terrble. thankful you are safe
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Thursday, February 14, 2008 11:16 AM CST

Lisa, I am so thankful that you and Cassie are okay but stunned by your description of the devastation around you. My heart is with everyone who suffered loss of life and/or belongings. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:07 AM CST

So glad to hear that you guys are all okay. I was paying that you made it through.
God Bless you.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Jackie
WPB, FL - Thursday, February 14, 2008 5:36 AM CST

SUNSHINE!!! Finally I figured out what that picture of Savannah looks like and I had to come back to tell you. I hope you and Cassie are doing well
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 10, 2008 10:39 PM CST

What a sweet, sweet picture......... I think about you all so often......
Terri
Russellville, AR - Saturday, February 9, 2008 7:51 AM CST

Lisa..Savannahs picture lites up the page.I love it.I hope all is well where you are I read the papers and there is total devastation from the tornados in 5 states.Good for Cassie,I'am sure she will do great on the act test.Take care and remeber someone cares in Hemet.sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
hemet, ca - Thursday, February 7, 2008 2:09 PM CST

Savannah's picture is BEAUTIFUL. Thank you for sharing...And good for Cassie for standing up to the criticism.

Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, February 7, 2008 11:45 AM CST

What a beautiful picture. It brought a smile to Sam's face, even though she's not feeling well. Thank you for that.
Ellen and Sammi Robertson www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean yahoo PBT <Scanmom@hotmail.com>
Wyandotte, MI - Thursday, February 7, 2008 9:27 AM CST

My day was made to see a new picture of that beautiful little angel and a new posting.
Thank you for lifting ME up without even knowing me.
Hope all remains well and God Bless.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Please visit Kathy and leave words of encouragement

Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 10:53 AM CST

I like the precious picture. Thank you for sharing.You and Cassie are in my thoughts
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 5, 2008 6:57 PM CST

What a sweet face. I love the new picture, every detail down to Savannah's little fingernails. I am glad that Cassie is talking about Savannah. They are sisters forever. There are so many reasons to be proud of Cassie. She is growing up so fast! It seems like you are settling into a time of peace. I am glad for that. I wish that for you today and every day. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 2:58 PM CST

Such a beautiful girl, and I love that red hair. Praying for you and Cassie. I'm glad the girls had such a close relationship. I recently was listening to someone tell stories about her sister and how close they have always been and I thought gee, I wish I had a sister. Then I remembered - I do. What they had is a such a rare, precious gift, I just wish with all my heart they had more time. You are raising such an amazing girl.

Please know that none of you are forgotten and there are many who check on you and keep you covered in good thoughts and prayers always, Holly

Holly Hart
Katy, TX USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 10:48 AM CST

I am most sorry that you and Jerry could not work out the troubles between you. It is sad when there is love and history and it goes away. I am praying for your healing and for Jerry's. He clearly misses her tons also.
LIsa
- Tuesday, February 5, 2008 0:42 AM CST

thinking of you....
mrs pam
- Friday, February 1, 2008 3:43 PM CST

Lisa,

Just read your entry dated 1-2-08 -- I am laughing at what you wrote about the back of the tree needing ornaments, too.... :-) True!!!

Love
M Elton
Richmond, VA - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 0:17 AM CST

Lisa..came by to say hi and saw the new picture of Cassandra...she's a beauty just like her mom.Someone who cares in Hemet sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol..com>
- Tuesday, January 22, 2008 1:10 PM CST

Yes, it is hard to keep "that mind" on track,
isn't it? Imagination can sometimes take you
where you don't want to be.

Cassie looks gorgeous, btw.

prayers for you
and for Jerry, too.....
Mrs. Pam
- Monday, January 21, 2008 7:23 AM CST

CAN YOU SAY BEAUTIFUL!!!! Cassie is quite a young lady!
tricia <Triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 18, 2008 11:27 PM CST

Honey Im so sorry.
Donna <donerleg1@yahoo.com>
lou, ky usa - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 10:13 PM CST

Lisa, I come here very often to see how you and Cassie are doing, but very rarely sign my name to let you know I've been here. I do apologize for that. I read something on a friend's Caringbridge site that I wanted to share with you. I hope it helps in some way. Much, much love...

The Gap
by Michael Crenlinsten

The gap between those who have lost children and those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed and what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn and shredded. A black hole as been blown through our souls and, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, and torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again and again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come and it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered and softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.

Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them and our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot and through their denial and a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating and isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion and insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity and capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us and stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them and our feelings about their death. Deny this and you deny their life. Deny their life and you no longer have a place in ours.

We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful and the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, and so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy and drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - and extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.

We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends and relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.

Jennifer Weston <weston_j@hotmail.com>
Seneca Falls, NY USA - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 3:34 PM CST

Lisa,I agree with Jackie although right now you may not feel like it will.Just know we are all here for you in one way or another.You are not alone...we all in some way have been through where you are now.You will survive for the next phase of this thing called life.Be strong, have faith,peace to you Lisa.Someone who values you for what you are a beautiful,sensitive, caring mother. Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 1:45 PM CST

praying that your time in the dark place you find yourself in is short lived.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 15, 2008 2:35 PM CST

Praying for peace of mind and heart. I think of you and your girls often.
Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 8:29 AM CST

This to shall pass. I have been there, I feel your pain. You are right, Jerry came at a time when you needed him most (God's will). You will find happiness one day, I promise you.
It's okay to feel the way you are feeling, it's natural. Pray on it and God will carry you through.
P.S. Jerry don't know what he is missing............
(Hope that made you smile!)
Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 4:48 AM CST

thinking of you
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Tuesday, January 8, 2008 10:11 AM CST

Lisa and Cassie,

To the both of you and everyone that drops by here "Happy ... Happy ... 2008". Tomorrow night though we are a mere 1,400 miles apart we shall share a toast to all our memories of the past and to all our hopes and dreams of tomorrow.

A.S.K. + 6 Salut
Mark and the PC Clan
- Thursday, January 3, 2008 5:45 PM CST

Happy New Year! I love the line about the back of the tree needing decorations too ... place the past in the back and save room in the front for where the heart truly belongs.

Blessings ~

Sky, Nicole, and the girls
caringbridge.org/nm/nicole
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Thursday, January 3, 2008 10:06 AM CST

You have so many emotions going on. Hang in there!
I had many great days over the holidays and then on xmas night...it hit me hard. But we try our best.
Happy New Year....

oh yeah...I'm pretty lame too haha.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 11:27 AM CST

wishing you a happy,healthy and peaceful new year
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 2, 2008 10:58 AM CST

Happy New Year! I hope that '08 will be full of happy and peaceful events for you and Cassie. We think about you so often...
Jennifer Cook <andrewaustinadam@yahoo.com>
Wooster, AR - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 3:16 PM CST

Lisa- I have not signed the gb lately but you and savannah are never far from my thoughts. The picture on the front page is gorgous.
Prayers and hugs!
Sara <sassiesara@aol.com>
Portland, ME USA - Sunday, December 30, 2007 4:13 PM CST

I love Christmas music. One of my favorite carols
is Silent Night, and especially the verse that
invites us to sing with the angels!

"Silent night, holy night,
wondrous star, lend thy light;
With the angels let us sing
Alleluia to our King.
Christ the Savior is born,
Christ the Savior is born!"

Lisa and Cassie
Wishing you a blessed Christmas.

prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Monday, December 24, 2007 3:16 PM CST

Lisa,Thinking of you and wishing you a holiday of good cheer and lots of love.May you and Cassie feel the joy of the season and rembering your lil red.I love the picture shes cute as a button.Savannah a beautiful child who will always be remebered here in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
hemet, - Monday, December 24, 2007 3:11 PM CST

I was dusting the shelves in Nicole's room and came across the bead heart that Savannah sent to her. I couldn't leave it on the shelf, it belongs on the Christmas tree to bring focus on what really matters, love. All the shiny packages in the world cannot match the gift of love.

Many blessings to you and Cassie. Merry Christmas, wishes for a happy New Year.

Sky and the girls.
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Friday, December 21, 2007 7:31 AM CST

Lisa and Cassie, I was thinking about you today and want to wish you a good Christmas. I know its hard and the 'what ifs' are always there. I think about the three of you often and wish I had had the chance to meet your angel too.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 20, 2007 3:47 PM CST

Dear Lisa,
I have "known" you for a few years now. I hope you and Cassie enjoy the holidays!!
Love & Prayers,

Kym Little <kymlitttle@comcast.net>
Mobile, AL - Friday, December 14, 2007 10:49 AM CST

what a pretty baby picture. I love all the detail on the collar of the dress too. I hope you and Cassie have a good Christmas. I wish I had a movie of my son, I do of my mom, its good to watch and remember. I always think maybe I will see you some where shopping or eating or something but don't seem to. if you see me give me a hollar.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 7, 2007 6:00 PM CST

Ohhhhhhh.....sweet baby Savannah! I just want to scoop her up. I just love that fire red hair. I love it when you share these wonderful pictures. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, December 7, 2007 8:30 AM CST

what a "baby doll"
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 4, 2007 4:41 PM CST

Oh, My, Gawd, is Savannah a beautiful baby!!! She looks like a little dolly, a porcelin (sp?) doll. And those little fingers curled around the lace of her dress, how precious! She is truely an ANGEL! Thinking about you this holiday season, God bless
Brandi
Brandi Nelson
- Monday, December 3, 2007 7:00 PM CST

I see the new picture...OH MY GOD!!!! Savannah's twin entered my life last year. I have a God daughter who just turned 10 months old, they look so much alike. WOW!!! Her name is Bentley Sophia Ann and she's an awesome baby!!! I'll have to get a new picture of Miz Bentley and email it to you....
Hohni <hohni@redihaul.com>
Buffalo Center, IA - Friday, November 30, 2007 10:42 AM CST

Such a sweet photo.

Lisa, I have been through Arkansas twice this year and both times wished I'd been able to say hello to you properly in person. Maybe next year. I thought Arkansas was beautiful.

Keeping your girl in my heart!
M Elton
Richmond, VA - Thursday, November 29, 2007 9:28 AM CST

Hi Lisa
She is gorgeous!! I saw her picture and it took my breath away. Beautiful and and cute lips!

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, November 29, 2007 8:34 AM CST

Hi, Lisa: Just wanted to wish you and Cassie a Happy Thanksgiving and a peaceful holiday season........
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, November 22, 2007 7:41 AM CST

I haven't checked in on you in a while (or anyone for that matter). Been in one of those don't care about anything anymore slumps! Anticipation of the holidays are as bad as the holidays themselves.
Glad that Cats was good and you two had a great time.
Please know that I am thinking of you!!
Carla Brooks <cmfbrooks66@yahoo.com>
West Hartford, CT - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 4:22 PM CST

hope your thanksgiving will be blessed
with love and beautiful memories.
prayers and love from mrs pam
- Wednesday, November 21, 2007 11:33 AM CST

Have a gentle Thanksgiving.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:38 AM CST

Wishing you and Cassie a Happy Thanksgiving.

Blessings ~

Sky, Nicole, and the girls
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:13 AM CST

I am looking through the CATS program dad brought back began thinking about you and Cassie so I decided to send you both a public "HAPPY THANKSGIVING" greeting.

Lots and lots of holiday hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,
Saige <old_soul_poet@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 3:37 PM CST

It was wonderful to see you- wish we could have met under different circumstances though. Still, I am blessed to know you and to have known Savannah. All my love and prayers during the holidays.
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 12:11 AM CST

As you can see, I tend to repeat myself! Celeste : )
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, November 19, 2007 2:17 PM CST

Lisa, beautiful words from a beautiful person. I count you as one of MY many blessings. As always, your words touch my heart. Love to you this Thanksgiving and always. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, November 19, 2007 2:14 PM CST

I would love to see Cats! We will be thinking of you Sunday, as we do everyday.

with love,

Sky and the girls
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Saturday, November 17, 2007 2:14 PM CST

Lisa,

CATS was fantastic, the company even better. Sorry I stole Midnight away from you for two nights ... LOL. If my dogs knew they would never speak to me again. The Holidays are always tough but having adopted you and Cassie into our family has added a blessing we all needed. On behalf of my family I want to wish you, Cassie and all those that come by here and post here the most glorious of Turkey times possible.

Lisa, thank you again for all you have done. Next trip out Cassie and I will get you to try cheesecake ;).
Alpha Dog of the PC Clan
- Friday, November 16, 2007 11:35 AM CST

Tammy Nunes Trundle Still thinking of you all.
Tammy Nunes Trundle <trundlebug74332@yahoo.com>
Big Cabin, Ok 74332 - Thursday, November 15, 2007 9:32 PM CST

I haven't been by in ages, but I still think of you girls often and have a special place in my heart for Savannah, her mommy, and her sister. I am finally going to see Evanescence in concert tomorrow night... so you are all especially on my mind.

Love and blessings,
Dawn
Dawn Morgan <oxymorgan@sbcglobal.net>
Boulder Creek, CA USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 1:43 AM CST

I hope you have a wonderful time at CATS. I think of you and your girls often. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 3:49 PM CST

Greetings Lisa and Cassie ~

Checking in to see how everyone is doing. So glad you enjoyed your company. Hard to believe Cassie is 12 already. She and Ashley are the same age ... Ashley does a great eyeroll also.

You are in our thoughts, prayers, and hearts.

Always ~

Sky, Nicole, and the girls.
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM 87002 - Friday, November 9, 2007 8:45 AM CST

Lisa,

I haven't been to your site in a very long time but have never forgot how moved I was by it when I first came across it. As so many people here has said, I feel I know you but of course I don't. You have such a wonderful way of expressing emotion whether it is sadness, pain, love, joy, happiness. I feel I have learned so much about my own life by reading about yours. Thank you for the gifts you give to us all. I am deeply sorry to hear about you and Jerry. Saying good-bye is never easy.
Lynn
San Jose, CA - Monday, November 5, 2007 7:08 PM CST

glad the october visit was a good one.
mrs pam
- Saturday, November 3, 2007 9:51 AM CDT

Lisa,

The pleasure of the visit was all mine. You opened your house to a stranger. There are no words to explain how it felt to have the pain and sorrow subside for a while. The opportunity to help Chef Cassie cook was a Kodak moment or as the Mastercard commercials say "Priceless". I still haven't figured out the rules to "Speed Monopoly" but that is another story. I cannot thank you both enough. On to kittycats under the spotlights.
Mark
PC, UT - Saturday, November 3, 2007 9:02 AM CDT

Hi, Lisa. Just stopped by to check on you - Hope you're doing ok.
Terri
Russellville, AR - Thursday, November 1, 2007 3:08 PM CDT

Thinking of you today. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, October 29, 2007 9:58 AM CDT

I am glad you are happy and so thankful that you found your smile again. It sounds like you had a busy month! Hope you have a great time camping.

with love,

Sky, Nicole, and the rest of the girls!
Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM usa - Monday, October 29, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

Hello Lisa,thinking of you and Cassie.,wondering what you are up to.Also on my mind Savannah.Keeping you in my thoughts and hoping you are all well.Someone who cares in hemet.sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
ca - Sunday, October 28, 2007 3:18 PM CDT

From all of us ...
A wink

A hug

Most of all warm thoughts for you and Cassie. Have a wonderful weekend.
The PC Clan
- Friday, October 12, 2007 1:35 PM CDT

I wish our girls did not have that tumor. I still look at your pic on the main page and it just blows me away. Everything in that pic is perfect.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, October 11, 2007 1:57 PM CDT

Lisa
I just can't stop thinking about you.
glad that you and Cassie are doing okay.
prayers and love from mrs pam
st Louis, - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 7:53 AM CDT

Lisa, I love the depth of your emotions. Happy, sad, hopeful, you express yourself so well. Your writing pulls me in. October is such a rich month for you, deep, full of color and emotion. It is your ability to go all the way into your feelings that makes me know that you will always be okay. My heart is with you. Thank you so much for sharing your life in such an open-hearted way. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, October 8, 2007 9:10 AM CDT

Good to hear some happiness in your writings. Keep walking down that same path with God holding your hand.
Best wishes to you and Cassie.
God Bless.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
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Jackie
wpb, fl - Monday, October 8, 2007 4:36 AM CDT

Lisa, You've been on my mind for the last few days for many reasons. Had to come see how you were progressing. I apologize for not keeping in touch as closely as I should have. My heart breaks for you because I know how deeply you loved this man ... and ... how deeply he loved you at one time. Don't you wish love could fix all problems? Love changes so much but some things it can't even control. Those are the "faith" times that teach us much and make us stronger. I thank God that you and Cassie have each other. She challenges you and you, her. Enjoy watching her soar while you prepare to take flight again. You both have so much to do(and give)in the coming years. I miss you both. All my love, Elaine
Elaine <ergarrison@hotmail.com>
Clarksville, AR - Friday, October 5, 2007 9:38 PM CDT

Lisa, I have been a Savannah caringbridge "stalker" for quite a while, checking on you guys and was so sorry to hear about you and Jerry. Your comments reminded me of the following. I hope it helps you in some small way to heal:

People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be.. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
Debbie <dss52356@yahoo.com>
Hoover, AL - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 10:41 PM CDT

I come by your site every now and again to catch up on how you and Cassie are doing. I have been reading this website for years now; I feel like I "know" you. And so, I am sorry to hear of your divorce from Jerry. I know that the pictures of you, and him, both holding Savannah's hand in in her final moments, are some of the most moving things I've ever seen. I have always been touched by the palpable love from *both* of you to precious Savannah in those pictures. And so, like you said, perhaps for a season ...

I pray and wish for you to have happiness, freedom and even joy. God bless.
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, tx - Monday, October 1, 2007 8:30 PM CDT

Dear Lisa,

I am in shock reading of the divorce believed you and Jerry had a marriage litterally made in heaven. I am so sorry for your pain and wish I could give you a hug. My mate of 10 years left me last month ... some people cannot love as deeply as others.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Cassie.

Blessings ~

Nicole McElroy's Mom Sky (previously Shari ... new name, new life)

Sky Fiske <SkyFiske@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Friday, September 28, 2007 7:50 AM CDT

Lisa,
I wish I had some words of wisdom, yet once again I am speechless. I don't know why you have been forced to say goodbye again; it doesn't seem fair. Maybe Jerry wasn't meant to be your "forever," but the universe planted him at your feet when you were in your darkest hour and for that, he will always be worth his weight in gold. His footprints will remain on your heart and you will remember the good and release the bad.
You are a strong woman who has already been dealt life's cruelest blow...Remember that you have an angel watching over you, holding your hand, loving you and healing your heart. Oh, how I know you'd rather have her here in person and how empty and hollow my words may ring, but sometimes it's the only way to get through. I can't imagine living life with out truly believing we will see the ones we truly love again and that they are always with us even if we can't see them.
I am sending you my love and best wishes, stranger friend. I know you will make it through this.

Lauren
NY, - Tuesday, September 25, 2007 3:39 PM CDT

(((((((HUGS))))))))))
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Monday, September 24, 2007 9:51 AM CDT

Lisa,Sending you hugs I hope you can feel them because they are sent from the heart that no words can express.You are in my thoughts and I'am hoping that your friends close to you are keeping you close because you need them.People come and go in our lives but always remain in our heart.Its better to have loved than not at all.I think that's how it goes anyway i'am rambling so know that someone cares in hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Sunday, September 23, 2007 2:56 PM CDT

Hi, Lisa.....Just thinking about you. I know that October is not a good time for you anyway and I'm really sorry that this has happened during this time especially. Just know that a lot of people are thinking of you and praying for your heart.......
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, September 21, 2007 8:40 AM CDT

Lisa, I'm sorry to hear about you and Jerry. I love the picture of you and the girls. I think about you all often. I'll be praying for peace for you and Cassie, keep your head up. It will get better. Hugs from Texas!
Tammy DeBlaay FOH <tamydeblaay@yahoo.com>
Fort Worth , TX - Thursday, September 20, 2007 4:26 PM CDT

You are gonna be alright lisa. Your life has been full of changes in the past couple of years, you have been constantly adjusting and it does take its toll. I am here whenever you need to vent. Good things will come...you are where you are supposed to be right now.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 11:39 AM CDT

Lisa, your writing is so pure. You go right to the heart of love and faith. You know who you are. You know what you feel. As always, I admire your ability to go right to the core. I wish you peace as you continue on your journey of healing. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

I want you to know that I am constantly thinking about you and praying that your heart heals soon. You are right in saying that sometimes in life an angel appears when you need them most, and then they must move on. Jerry was there at a much critical time for a reason. Your love for him proves that he must have gotten in your heart. Try to remember good times with Jerry. The laughter, the conversations, the relationship he formed with your girls, etc...You will love again someday, I promise you.
I feel your pain for I have been through it (and I mean ALL of it). Someone with your beauty and grace will not be alone forever.
I pray for you Lisa and I wish you peace, comfort and most of all joy!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois

Jackie
WPB, FL - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 10:05 AM CDT

Lisa,

You are so right about the love and people being in our lives for awhile and then being gone. I still care for my ex and we are even friends. How can I hate the father of our children. He served a purpose in my life. We may not always understand the hows and whys, but it is never wrong to love through it. Keep strong.

Love, Bobbi
Bobbi Breshears <bobbi011@centurytel.net>
Dardanelle, AR - Monday, September 17, 2007 5:27 PM CDT

Just dropping in to let you know that I am thinking of you.
Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Monday, September 17, 2007 3:04 PM CDT

Lisa - I'm so sorry..........I imagine your heart is broken. Hang Tuff.......
Terri
Russellville, AR - Friday, September 14, 2007 3:26 PM CDT

Lisa- I have been away from my computer for quite some time now. Gone but didn't forget that special little girl who shares her "birthday with God" with my Daughters real birthday. I was shocked to see the news about Jerry. I tried to look back and see what I missed, but I couldn't find anything. Savannah wanted you two together when you would need him the most, she must of known now that her Mommy was a STRONG, TALENTED, WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL Lady that could do it on her own with Cassie. Continue on with life and live it to the fullest extent possiable. Smiles and hugs are coming your way. Please know that there are so many who care and so many lives that Savannah touched during her short time here on this earth. Every birthday, April 30th, when Tiah blows out her candles and celebrates, Savannah is on my mind and in my heart. I never got to meet her or you, but I know that we would of been very good friends. We have the same attitudes and our girls shared many similarities also.
Hohni Weringa <hohni@redihaul.com>
2308 480th St, Buffalo Center, IA - Friday, September 14, 2007 2:19 PM CDT

Dear Lisa,

This is not one of mine but I felt it says all I want to say. My heart, my love and my small shoulders go out for you and Cassie.

Saige
---------
ANGEL'S HUG

An Angel indeed visited me one day
And touched my heart so tenderly
She drew near by, right up close
Then placed her hand upon my knee

With radiant wings and shining halo
In a brilliant aurora of warm light
With gracious charm, sparkling eyes
Which twinkled ever radiantly bright

She placed her arm about my waist
Her face right up close next to mine
Hugged me gently, touched my heart
The most gentle hug, one ever so fine

I felt my pulse rate, slowly flutter
With thought that my time had came!
I tried to speak, could only stutter
When she softly whispered, my name

However, the moral of my story is
In awe stricken state here I declare
I glowed and shone I am now truly well
And was blessed right then, and there

I wish to pass this to you, my Friend
May an Angel also hug you this day?
And as they reach, and touch your heart
May they bless you every possible way?
Saige <old_soul_poet@yahoo.com>
Park City, UT - Friday, September 14, 2007 9:51 AM CDT

God bless you both. I pray you
have moments of peace....
Susan <susanlebas@austin.rr.com>
- Friday, September 14, 2007 7:14 AM CDT

Be strong Lisa. Many Many people are praying for you right now. I hope you can feel the love!!!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Jackie
WPB, FL - Friday, September 14, 2007 5:08 AM CDT

Lisa and Cassie,

You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Hang tough, girls. Please call if you need anything.
Bobbi <bobbi011@centurytel.net>
Dardanelle, AR - Thursday, September 13, 2007 5:22 PM CDT

I am so sorry.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, September 13, 2007 2:57 PM CDT

I'm so sorry about your divorce. Hope all went well.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Thursday, September 13, 2007 11:11 AM CDT

Lisa, I am so sorry that things came to this today for you... I will be praying for you and Cassie and knowing that things will get better.... but when .. you ask? I don't know I just have faith they will. you can call if you need some one to talk to I'm in the book
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 13, 2007 10:39 AM CDT

Lisa: The new picture is great. It makes me smile to look at it. I hope tomorrow goes smooth for you all and you are able to have some peace and contentment. You are on my prayer board at home..........Hang Tuff and God Bless.
Terri <ricknterrigeorge@suddenlink.net>
Russellville, AR - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:37 AM CDT

Beautiful picture! I needed that smile today!
You are so honest and so open and I want you to know that I think about you everyday and pray for you and Cassie each night before I sleep.
God Bless all of you.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
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Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:03 AM CDT

Lisa, I gasped when I opened Savannah's site and saw the new picture. Then I studied it for all of the mother/daughter details. I love Savannah's chubby little leg and the way your hands are holding each of the girls. I love their hands and the color of yours, Cassie's and Savannah's hair. I love the apples because we have always gone apple picking as family and I can just feel that day and what it was like. I love the girls' clothes, the way you dressed them. Pure bliss. Absolute happiness. You and your daughters. Thank you for sharing this picture with us. You are in my heart. You have been through so much and it all seems so unfair. I wish you peace. I wish you deep happiness because you deserve to be happy every minute of every day for the rest of your life. Love to you today and every day. Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:39 AM CDT

Lisa
although it has been apparent that Jerry
has been absent for quite some time, I
am indeed sorry that marriage was not
right for both of you.
Praying for you and Cassie.......
mrs pam
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 7:22 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear about you and Jerry. I hope you find peace too because you deserve it too. The picture of you and the girls brought a smile to my face. I hope Cassie has fun this cotillion season. She's growing into such a fine young lady. I think about Savannah often. I will keep your whole family in my prayers.
Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 4:07 PM CDT

thinking about you tonight..... I love that picture of you and the girls. sometimes its so much fun to look at the old pictures and have the happy memories of days gone by and some times i know it hurts to much. I truly wish we had some video of My Mike, but I am sure it would be hard to watch too. I wish only the best for you
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 10, 2007 8:16 PM CDT

That is a great picture!! It is so strange sometimes to look at pictures of the past...I look at that picture and everything seems so fine...just a mother with her healthy kids eating apples...with no idea of what they are about to face. It still is hard to accept that something so awful is yet to come when these kids look and act so normal. Its just that nothing stands out. I feel like I am back in that "angry" and "disbelief" phase.
Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Monday, September 10, 2007 9:29 AM CDT

I wish I was at the DPG conference. It must be so comforting being with parents that really "know".
I hope that things are going well for you. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you, cassie, and Savannah.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Monday, September 3, 2007 10:52 AM CDT

Happy belated Birthday to you! Hope all is well with you and the family.
Have a great year in school Ms. Cassie!
God Bless.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
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Jackie
wpb, fl - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8:29 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know I still think about you and sweet Savannah. I cannot believe how much Cassie has grown. She is beautiful! Happy late birthday by the way. I think whoever is in a group with you is very lucky- you are probably a gift to them. Hope to see you sometime...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, August 20, 2007 2:25 PM CDT

Have been away for awhile and unable to check for updates. kids moved from Chicago back to Nebr and I was helping them. would love to see Cassies new hair do. can not beleive school is starting already but guess its time. Glad the confrenece went good. sometimes is good to spend some time with others that have been where you have and that understand where you are. I think about you a lot ... oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 17, 2007 11:36 AM CDT

I haven't written in a very long time but Savannah was one of the first kids in this caringbridge site that caught my attention! What a beautiful child! I often check that darling photo of the girls with the rose petals in the bathtub. What a wonderful thing you did for them. I am so sorry that Savannah has left this world but she was a very lucky girl to have had you for her far too brief time on this earth. Hang in there, Lisa. It sure isn't right. Would love to see a photo of your big 7th grader's new hairdo!!
shelley <FessFam5@aol.com>
Carlsbad, Ca USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 10:45 PM CDT

Lisa, I havent been here in a long time. But I think about you and remember savannah always. i cant believe cassie is going into 7th grade... same as my son... and that savannah would be in 5th... it just doesnt seem fair or possible. Im so glad you have jerry by your side! Cassie is just beautiful! just wanted to say hello!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:57 PM CDT

Lisa, I want to share this John Denver song with you. I have been playing it over and over again for the last few days. It speaks to me in so many ways. Thinking of you. Love, Celeste

Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don�t know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Oh, love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don�t know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of change
Like a fire when it�s cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, August 10, 2007 12:45 AM CDT

Lisa,

Thanks for the birthday wishes. The children of the sun draw strength in this season and there is little beyond reach. Embrace the radiance of the divine and know that I wish you the best as well in the year to come. I am ever

yours faithfully,

Eric
St. Louis, MO US - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 1:28 AM CDT

Hi Lisa
I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you. i hope you are having a nice time at the DPG conference.

take care
jeanne
angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, August 5, 2007 10:33 PM CDT

Lisa,

Who ever would have thought our first chance to meet would be like the two ships that pass in the night. Thank you so much for the hugs. It had to be one of the most powerful moments of my life. I did not want to let go but of course Murphy's law dictates of all the flights last night mine had to be one of the few departing on time. I can't remember any other time I had hoped for a delay.

I hope the conference goes well for you and all the other families. May you not only find several pieces to the never ending puzzle of healing but help others attending to discover theirs as well. I wish you well.
Mark
- Saturday, August 4, 2007 6:18 AM CDT

Yes, Andrew starts 5th grade this year, too -- and I can't believe that he is already in Middle School. Cassie is growing up, too. Trying hard to hang on to him and keep him little... We think about you often.
Jennifer Cook <andrewaustinadam@yahoo.com>
Wooster, AR usa - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 3:41 PM CDT

I can't wait to see pictures of Cassie with her new hair style! Send me pics!

I think that feeling you are describing is being so proud of her, it is a great feeling.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, July 27, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

I call those "golden moments". Moments of pure bliss with your child. Time seems to slow down and the moment just takes you in. I am so happy for you and for Cassie. Love, Celeste
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:33 AM CDT

we are on the same page. sometimes with ella, i feel joy that is so intense it doesn't make me forget but it helps me to heal... hope everything's good... busy as usual here... idk if i can take off from work for the conference

this year... crazy consulting work... but i will try for next year... i really want to meet up somehow. i met up with some parents (lorraine, nolan's mom - and lin, haley's mom) and it was absolutely wonderful. haley is absolutely amazing... warmed my heart (literally)...
tami <tamara2077@hotmail.com>
sj, ca - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:15 PM CDT

hope to see pictures of the 'new' cassie....
pam
- Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:11 AM CDT

Just a quick note to let you know I am thinking about you and praying for you daily.
Keep God close.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
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Jackie
wpb, fl - Monday, July 23, 2007 9:45 AM CDT

Lisa... Hope you and your family are well. May you have time to listen to the birds sing and smell the flowers.

Thinking of you all often,

Lori
Lori (The Alaska Gang) <aklori72@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 17, 2007 3:28 AM CDT

Lisa
reading between the lines....
I am so sorry that you are going through such a rough time.
mrs pam
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:12 AM CDT

Lisa.. Been thinking of you and Savannah,so i stopped by to say hi and I'am hoping you are in a better place.. since your last entry.Hope your trip to see your family is filled with love.The DPG will always be a place for bonding and that is a good start.Sending you hugs from Hemet and know someone cares in hemet.Sherry Take care!
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 3:12 PM CDT

Lisa and Cassie-
Sorry to hear about your recent troubles. I pray that you will enjoy your family time and be able to make whatever decisions you need to. Always thinking about you.
Allison <allisonemeyer@gmail.com>
Columbia, MO - Monday, July 9, 2007 7:40 PM CDT

I check in often........love reading your thoughts. I'm so glad to see an update. Enjoy your family time this summer.You didn't mention Jerry;I hope he's ok too.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 8, 2007 10:43 PM CDT

the letters got jumbled ... i meant to say, if you know what i mean... sorry.... i am typing fast with two hyper kids on my lap... !
tami <tamara2077@hotmail.com>
san jose, ca - Saturday, July 7, 2007 10:47 PM CDT

How are you? I think of you all the time! I would definitely like to get some tickets for the conference --- I will try emailing you... My number's changed, finally got a local number... 408.829.6517... working on a site but it's been so busy... I'll send a link when it's up... finally got a scanner - I would like a less steroid site,I mean... less depressing pictures... but will take time : ) if you know what hugs to you*
tami <tamara2077@hotmail.com>
san jose, ca - Saturday, July 7, 2007 10:45 PM CDT

So glad to see your update. Hang tough......
Terri
Russellville, AR - Monday, July 2, 2007 2:48 PM CDT

Hugs from Celeste, today and every day.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Friday, June 29, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Just checking on you..........hope all is well.
Terri
Russellville, - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:37 AM CDT

Hi Lisa hope all is well. Haven't been here in awhile due to recent back surgery, but I am back......
Still praying for you and the family.
Take Care.

Jackie

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
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Jackie
wpb, fl - Monday, June 25, 2007 5:39 AM CDT

Missing your updates, hope everyone is doing ok!
Jeni
Rockford, il - Friday, June 22, 2007 9:04 AM CDT

i hope everything is going ok. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 10:38 PM CDT

Lisa,

Lots of smiles from the three of us to you and Chef Cassie :). ASK+6 is about 2 months from coming onto its own. Label idea time. A glorious toast will be had. More SMILES.
Mark
CA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 9:51 AM CDT

Thinking of you and your family. Hope you are enjoying summer.
Lori (The Alaska Gang) <aklori72@yahoo.com>
Wasilla, AK - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 2:52 AM CDT

Hi Lisa,

I miss your updates and words of inspiration. Your strength and wisdom help me deal with the "small day-to-day" stuff that clutters my life at times. I hope you don't let one bad apple spoil the seeds that you help plant for me and others.

On a brighter note, Cassie is certainly becoming a beautiful young lady. Watching her grow up must be most wonderful and scary at the same time.

I keep your family, including of course Angel Savannah, in my thoughts and prayers.

Love and Light,

Ann
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 9:03 PM CDT

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