Final Entry....
Tom's been laid to rest.  I know he isn't suffering anymore. He is finally at Peace. 
The pain, the fear, the suffering has been unbearable. 
When he was diagnosed with this horrible disease Pancreatic Cancer we knew the road was going to be tough.
We had no idea how tough. There were days that were so difficult 
we just sat in silence not knowing what was in the future, and how we could gather strength to keep moving forward. 
Our family and friends gave us that strength when we needed it the most. 
I will never forget the kindness , love, the hugs, the tears, the caring words, the visits, the food,cards and being  there that we recieved from all of you. Thank you. 
Why some are chosen to suffer so much is beyond my comprehension.  
Somehow I have to figure out how to move forward. I don't know where that will lead me. That scares me.
I have alot of decisions ahead of me. 
I'm in this journey of my life I never imagined, but here I am. 
Once again thank you all for your love and support. 
I will try to reply to messages and text you all have sent. 
Thanks to Tom's siblings for all the support and love. Thanks to my sisters also. 
Much love and hugs to all of you. 
Teresa and family. 
How do you mend a broken heart . I will love you forever. You will be deeply missed. Keep rocking!!