Chantix. 

That word will haunt me for the rest of my life. 

What it has taken from my family can’t be put into words. It is indescribable and dehumanizing. 

My story is a complicated one and recalling details and events is extremely difficult for
me, but I am going to do my very best to tell you about the decision that changed my world forever. 

My brain has been the chaotic breeding ground for my own personal demons since the day I took that first pill. 

So so I guess I just start at the beginning. That will be my next post. 

Love,
Amanda