Things have been very stressful.Eddie has a stress test & echo cardiogram coming up in early Sept. He is just not feeling good at all. Every time he goes to Dr he has lost weight due to not eating much. :-( ...I am still having trouble getting anyone out here to help with the basics of yardwork. That is aggravating. people say "oh i will help" and of course they dont call,show up or email! So I have to try to help -which I am not supposed to do because I have my own health issues and last time I tried to help by cutting the grass I fractured a  rib under the shoulder blade. Which by the way hurts like *&^*&&%!!! I finally got that 95% healed up. I am also dealing with a sinus issue -I have a "hole" in my nose from alot of physical abuse as a child. They put in a nasal button to help. which it did for a year. Then when I fractured my rib I sneezed violently and it blew the button out. So went to ENT Dr and he checked it and said the "hole" got larger and my sinus have been acting up and I had to get a sinus scan of my face to see if the surgery I "had" in 20111 was actually done or if it was done incorrectly. So looking at another surgery to fix one or more issues. aarrggghhhhh -and he has a S,Security hearing in late Sept and I have open case with over the house as she wants to place us as "married" when we are not and she does not like us. Same case worker who took almost a year to clear out  a payment when my younger Brother passed away unexpectedly in 2017. SO MUCH STRESS! Sometimes I just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep as I just cant deal with it all..but I need to be strong for Eddie as he is not handling all his issues well-the kidneys going bad,memory issues,diabetes,not eating well etc. and his dad has been on his mind as he passed away from CHF which is what they  think Eddie now has too. So sorry to put so much but just clearing my brain out..have a nice day and thanks for listening :-)