Hey everyone i was thinking this would b allot easier on me to do than write a million messages a day!! So this to me was a great idea hope you find it helpful!! I just want to let everyone know i am in high spirits that i feel my God has the victory and final say no matter what it looks like!! I'm researching to see how i can help myself thru this experience an I'm so thankful i have all of you to go thru this with me so i don't feel so alone!! I have had to do most of this with no-one by my side bc health care want let any visitors go back with me!! So I've had Sum very scary times but Jesus has calmed my spirit and my nervousness  completely!! And today God helped me feel totally comfortable about my situation!! He shows himself in odd hours odd times!!  But I'm very confident that i am going to live thru this!! I'm in huntsville hospital this afternoon doing some more testing..