Hi Everyone!
 I hope all you Mama’s out there are having a lovely day! Mother’s Day has been extra special for me this year. The thought that keeps coming to me is how much of a privilege it is that first of all I’m a Mom, and second that I am still here to love my family! So glad we made it through the difficult days when my very existence was so extremely fragile and the many lonely days away from my children. Nothing like going through what I have in the last while to make me realize the little things in life I’ve often just taken for granted. Each day is a gift and I truly have so much to be thankful for!  

I know different ones in my family that were writing these posts have thanked you all for things along the way, but I’ve wanted to personally thank you all again! It has been so amazing all the ways so many of you have shown support and love! First thanks for all the prayers. It’s been a long journey. Some days are hard and it feels kind of like everyone else’s lives are moving on without me, and then someone will tell us they still pray for our situation every day, and courage is renewed! Even though I am still very much recovering, so much healing has taken place. My immune system is getting stronger sooner than expected, and I always think it surely must be from all the prayers! And then to all you dear local people who continue to show up with food… Love in action for sure! It’s been such a huge help and we’ve enjoyed it all. Next I’d like to acknowledge all the donations we’ve received financially. We feel so completely unworthy of your generosity! There is just no way really to mention all the many gaps that are being filled. Just saying thanks feels cheap, so my wish is that you all will be blessed in special ways!  

Physically I’m definitely getting a little stronger! I’m starting to be a little more involved with getting meals on the table. Even though I often have to lay down and rest in between because I get so shaky, it gives me a sense of accomplishment that feels good! It’s kind of hard to be open about this, but I’d say one of my biggest challenges at this point is having the mental and emotional strength to handle life. It seems like my illness really brought on quite a weakness in that area. I suppose I’m still very affected by all the crazy medications I’m on, and my body did go through major trauma, but I look forward to the day when hopefully things even out for me a bit! I need to be patient with myself, and I hope my dear ones around me can continue to be as well. It feels selfish to ask for prayers again, but please continue to pray for healing of mind and body!

The only really sad thing about this day is that my Mom left this morning. I’d say it this way that she’s really been a lifesaver! She loves to be busy and has always been such a hard worker. My family and I are so grateful she was able to be here this long, but we sure are going to miss her!

Thanks again everyone for all your comments and the interest in what we are going through. That’s one of the neatest things about this journey is all the people we’ve reconnected with! Friends from long ago or family that our paths don’t cross with much… it’s been special to think of you all! 

                                                                                                 Much love, Shawnell