Oooooof. Chemo is rough. Just about the time I think I have turned a corner, BAM, back down. I am tired but can’t sleep. I am hungry but can’t eat. I am not hungry and don’t want to eat. I am going to have to do a better job next time of planning food. I want so badly to focus on plants to keep my body as nutrient dense as possible, but my body finds most things repulsive at the moment. Even things that sound good at the time become repulsive very quickly. But, enough complaints! My friend Sara sent me a fancy schmancy juicer and I am going to see if I can make some magic with that! 

Also! Good news! I got a phone call at 7:00 am on Saturday morning from a New Hampshire phone number. I didn’t answer it because I thought it was spam. They left a voicemail saying my appeal had been overturned!!! So (in the words of doctor Rader) “the Vivio bastards have to pay for my Perjeta!” What an absolute waste of time and anxiety. This company should be shut down. So come June 13, I *should* be getting the Perjeta as well as my other meds. Thank you for all of your words of encouragement, love, and prayers. I literally couldn’t do this without support from you all. M