Hey everyone! Been quite some time since I've posted in here. Kinda feel like I let people who care and are concerned about Sarah down so for that I am sorry! This is going to be a long post so yeah. My last post Sarah was about half way done with her chemo and experiencing very minimal side effects, an occasional headache and a little extra sleepy (more than she usually is, anyone that knows Sarah knows she loves to sleep lol) and thats about it. Needless  to say we have been very fortunate throughout all of this, its been a fairly "easy" journey, not much has changed in our everyday life. This all was true all the way through the taxol  treatments. And then we started the AC. The side effects became a little more prevalent when and still throughout the AC. For the most part on treatment day she feels a little sleepy sometimes and then the day after a little more sleepy, and then when Thursday comes around its like she got hit by a bus and then ran a marathon, lifted weights for days and the headaches, oh the headaches, they're terrible.  Its difficult to explain how significant the difference in days makes but its not easy I'll  tell you that much. But Sarah, man, she has been so strong and so brave throughout all of it. So inspiring. The side effects now include a rare side effect of the taxol  called hand and foot syndrome, which just came on this past weekend. Basically it makes her feet extremely hot, sensitive and painful with a sunburn like color to them, and feel. She couldn't walk, like literally couldn't put  any weight on her feet for basically the whole weekend until yesterday. She would scoot around the house on her butt. I tried to do as much as I could so she didn't have to do that and my mom and Wepps came up Saturday to be here while I was at work. This last round of treatment really hit her hard and made her feel very cold, she was in the shower alot, sitting down, in the bath, unable to fill a cup with water to dump over her back so I was in there with her, lights off, candle lit, doing it for her. Talk about a humbling experience, yet satisfying, knowing that I can be here for her  in her darkest of hours, still loving her, even more, being grateful that i am here for her to do these things knowing she is getting the best care i could possibly give her. knowing that she would do the same for me. I would do it all over again if I had to until the day I died.  But enough of the bad stuff, let's talk positive! Tomorrow is her FINAL ROUND  OF CHEMOTHERAPY WOO HOO!!! its amazing to think how far she has come, what she has overcome! Doctors can't even feel the tumor anymore! And they look hard for it, but nothing! Take that gus!! We told you from the beginning you wouldn't win ya sonofabitch!!  We met with he plastic surgeon who is going to be doing the reconstruction, Dr. Timothy Schaefer, and we've got a great plan in place to rebuild what will be taken out on October 19th. Its almost over but yet at the same time shes definitely still in the thick of things. There is going to be a long road to recovery after the surgery. But just like this chemo journey, she will fight! She will win! And she will come out stronger and better on the other side!! I love you Sarah Elaine  Darling! With all my heart and everything I have! We're  in this together and we will beat this together! I speak for Sarah when I say thank you god, and thank you friends and family for your love, encouragement and strength throughout this journey and for everything to come! Thanks again and #fuckyougus we are #DARLINGSTRONG