Mom called me to day and she told me that she was in a lot of pain and I hurt some more for her. She also told me that "she hope she make it to Olivia's Birthday" I asked her if she would go with me to the Dr.s but she told me no. She told me that she loved me and not to feel bad. Ya right mom, I am going to make supper we will have ham and photos and a veg.  tonight. I have missed 3 day not going to see Mom but I need to make sure that I would not bring any thin to mom now. It will be good to see her today. well that's all for now.