MRI day turns my world upside down ...
and I can only sort of joke about that now that it’s over.
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Each time I think I’ll face this day with more grace. More peace.
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But it’s really fucking hard.
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Maybe it’s because life keeps getting better. I’d have more to lose. As Dr T says, I “still have all my privileges “ so let’s not mess that up.
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He also said definitively that continuing to take my anti-seizure meds and discontinuing immune therapy and vaccines for now are the best way for me to ensure I keep my privileges.
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Like driving. Seeing all my kids’ events when they start up again.
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Like working. Side by side with my partner for life.
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Like yoga. Which daily saves my life.
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Clean scan. Clean as a (Dr. T) whistle.
I’ve graduated to 3 months before my next MRI.
MIRACLES do HAPPEN.
So why not to me? Maybe...