Well in about 6.5 hours I will be headed to BR GENERAL to have a lumpectomy...I have said it many times in the past 2 months but I will say it again....this just doesnt feel real - its like I am just going thru the motions. When does it become real? I am assuming tomorrow when I am on my way home?? 
The emotions are like a roller coaster ride, not to mention other lifes up and downs. 2020 has been a very stressful year. I thank the good Lord for all of my AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY...I couldnt do it without yall!! 
Well I will update hopefully later this afternoon or Decoteau will to let everyone know how things went. Goodnight