WoW! I'm a husband, father, pastor, son, brother, grandfather. So how do you express the actual pain that I'm in while going through... Stage 4 Throat Cancer. Tumor on my neck, Chemo, radiation, lack of appetite, fatigue, constant pain all of my body. To describe what I'm dealing with including a feeding tube in my stomach that takes a week or 2 to heal Nauseous, A tumor on the side of my neck constant headaches I'm tired. I guess I would say to anyone it just HURTS! The mental anguish of knowing I can't go to work. The the mental depression of feeling incompetent as a man. I Will Give God All the Praise and Worship and Glory! No test… No testimony. But Right Now... I Need Your help in getting me through all of this to take care of my family. It is important and imperative.