Today is chemo day. I’ve been dreading it for the past 2 days. I’ve been struggling to think about the positive side of it because I finally started to feel better from last chemo day. Now that I’m here I’m ready to get it done and over with. Praying for a bed as sitting in a chair prolongs the recovery. Sitting long for me hurts my back because of the L5 vertebrae that has deteriorated. There is only two medications that I’m getting today so today should go by faster than it usually does. So far there’s only 2 other people waiting in front of me but sitting here waiting feels excruciating. Thankful my husband is here with me and we get this time to catch up in our busy life. I