I am so so tired. Most days are spent mostly in bed. I am also significantly immunocompromised and am requiring round the clock care as my thinking is cloudy and I can’t keep my own needs nor medications straight. I went to the hospital Aug 21st I think. I couldn’t stop vomiting. Colitis from immunotherapy. My body is killing the cancer and my colon cells. So I have a freaking decomposing necrotic colon. After a couple weeks in hospital, came home. Like Sat of Labor Day. Life is still fuzzy. I am still trying to recover and slough off dead organ as well as heal the rest.
So that is what is going on around here. I am also aware of experiencing so many blessings. My tribe is showing up in really meaningful and helpful ways. I am receiving notes and emails that mean the world. Please forgive my scant or even empty response. I’m simply tired. The doctor said it would be a long recovery, and I can see going in a positive direction, so we are staying the course. Love to all!!!!
