Hi y'all.  I had a friend that told me about this website caring bridge, so I thought I would check it out. Although I didn't have this during my active treatment and fight for my life  I want to use it now as a way to chronologically layout this cancer journey I've been in on the front lines the last few years. I'm doing it as a scape book or diary of the good , the bad and the ugly.  So if you get offended by my off beat writing, I apologize for myself in advance , I will write as I normally speak and think. I will be uncensored and authentically transparent  I often joke that I should come with my own warning label and the one that always comes to mind first is , " proceed with caution ". I highly doubt anyone else will read this anyway aside from my nosey rosey sister, a kid or two of mine might glance through it, and if my rockstar mother and co author would finally retire. She might read this,  that is ,if she's not on a horse lol. With that being said,  let's get this shit show rolling . ....here we go.