These posts are difficult to find the words. It would be easier to say good news. 

After preparing and expecting to have surgery at Mayo this fall, our plans suddenly changed. 

The days leading up to surgery initially showed everything on course, but the very last scan, the day before surgery showed something new that was not showing up on the other images. The scan showed more possible cancer tumors growing so they needed a biopsy to confirm cancer. This was an emotional rollercoaster for us as scans and biopsies showed differing information but ultimately a biopsy confirmed new cancer growth. Mayo cancelled the surgery as surgical treatment is no longer a viable option. Chemotherapy will be my only option going forward. Hearing this was difficult. This news was not what we were expecting, but we saw God's presence at Mayo with us in the events that unfolded. We are keeping positive that He knows my best plan & to stay strong through this change in course.

I started chemotherapy this week in the Twin Cities. I am getting the same powerful dose as before that causes illness and skin sores, especially on the face. We are hoping this regimen will shrink down the cancer tumors. 

I still watch the sunsets during chemotherapy cycles, although through the windows instead of the screen porch, looking for God's beautiful awesomeness in the day and my life. Looking for the positives in each day and praying that God continues to strengthen me. My family shares in focusing on living fully and positively. 

We are so grateful for those who reach out to support us. Your thoughtful cards, messages and visits uplift us. Your kindness and love give us strength and comfort. We thank you for your prayers. We thank you for your support. Most of all, we thank you for your love.❤️