Journal entry by Michelle Maes —
Today I'm struggling.
I hate this.
I feel so alone.
I can't believe he's gone. It should have been me. He was too important to have been taken so young.
I have no idea what I'm supposed to do, let alone what I'm actually doing. People think I'm okay, but I'm not. I hurt all the time. I'm always so tired.
I don't think I'm ever going to be okay again.
Gary deserved better.
I hate this.
I feel so alone.
I can't believe he's gone. It should have been me. He was too important to have been taken so young.
I have no idea what I'm supposed to do, let alone what I'm actually doing. People think I'm okay, but I'm not. I hurt all the time. I'm always so tired.
I don't think I'm ever going to be okay again.
Gary deserved better.
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