I am sharing this FB post from Michelle and photo of the quote.
I know we have been quiet here. But there is no other was to put it....
it’s been a rough emotionally and mentally. 😢❤️🙏🏻
We have good moments and really crappy ones as we deal with this all. Been having sporadic abdominal pain thats hard to explain, I will talk to dr about it Monday. I assume it’s from the Ascites (fluid in my abdomen) praying that miraculously goes away....that the chemo stops it from returning.
Asking for prayers for a pain free day today as we gear up for treatment #2 tomorrow.
Tonight it’s steroids and more again in the morning so we have zero reactions and all goes well with the treatment and visit. I have so many questions.
This is all so hard to describe and I know so many of you care and are praying for me for us. It’s just hard for me to talk sometimes.
Your prayers and love have gotten us through these last week. They have.
The worst part of this is the look on Dave’s face.... in his eyes that I see throughout the day and night and all the tears.... it is such a look of utter broken despair. I can’t describe it. 😥 it’s the look of loving someone so much and feeling so helpless....having such fear and there is nothing you can do to stop
this to help and to fix it.
We keep asking why this is happening to us. There is no answer and that is the honest truth of what we are dealing with.
We just have to go along for the ride we are on with supernatural strength and faith that only God can give to us.
I ask you to please pray for Dave. Pray for his heart for strength for calm for peace for us both and pray for my healing and a smooth day tomorrow.
We are camping out on Gods promises and to surrender this to him.....and to feel that Jesus is with me and Dave.
We need mighty prayers for Tomorrow. And that chemo is gonna eat away at this cancer that is inside me.....it has to!!!!
Xoxoxo
