Marsha’s Story

Site created on March 26, 2019

Hi Family and Friends,

Just wanted to let you know what is happening in my life.
I started writing this on Thursday, March 26 while sitting in my hospital room, awaiting a procedure to be done and results from tests already completed. Please know that I am in good spirits, and actually a little bored.

A couple weeks ago I was experiencing a sudden onset of abdominal pain. In contemplating whether to go to Urgent Care or my doctor's office, I had the insight to call my PCP and I got right in. Dr. Langerak (filling in for Dr. Elizabeth Brouwer that day) sent me for an ultrasound of the abdomen and blood work. Both showed some concerns, so even though the pain had disappeared by that evening, we scheduled an MRCP (abdominal MRI) for April 4 with instructions to go directly to the ER if the pain returned. I subsequently felt fine until this last Saturday (March 23) when the same pain came back.

Fast forward ahead and here I am at St Mary’s in my private room waiting, always waiting as seems to be the case at most hospitals these days. On the plus side, I have a private room and the sun is shining, and I am in no discomfort. I know you are saying "Marsha, enough already, we want some details". At this point not much to say. What is known is I have gall bladder stones and they will be removed later today. Also I have a spot on my pancreas that the doctors are exploring.

Love to All,
Marsha


March 30
Sisters Talk about the Early Diagnosis

Today Marsha spent almost two hours on the phone with her sisters: Susie, Lisa and me (Nancy).

Individually and in four different geographical locations, we were coming to terms with the fact that, although the gall stones were successfully eradicated, the pathology report did indicate pancreatic cancer.

Marsha’s optimistic tone today was exactly what it was on Tuesday when we got the news. On that day, I remember asking her how she was doing. She replied, “I feel calm and in good hands. God has been preparing me for something for awhile now, and now I know God will help me (us) get through this."

She reassured us that this journey has been and will be filled with unexpected blessings. Already, we know that the cancer was found early. It's in a good spot in the pancreas for removal via a not-too-complicated surgery. It turns out that the emergency gall stone pain prompted testing that allowed the relatively early discovery of the cancer tumor.
Left unseen and without symptoms of it's own, pancreatic cancer often becomes too advanced to treat effectively. Who would have guessed that we’d be celebrating gall stones?! It's actually quite the miracle, since Marsha's gall bladder was removed years ago!

Marsha shared more good news this morning. She met with her incredibly wholistic oncology team at St. Mary's Lacks Center yesterday to prepare for a port insert this week followed by surgery on April 9. Some are the same skilled and compassionate professionals who helped her successfully beat breast cancer in 2008. Another unanticipated blessing!

Today’s conversation was simply about sisters caring for each other. I know I can speak for Susan and Lisa when I say that we will be “shoulder to shoulder” with Marsha as she undergoes surgery and (likely) chemotherapy. Not surprising, I realize she is already setting a tone that is truly ‘Marsha’. In her own words, “It’s not just about me. It’s about how God works.”

Here’s to a week of preparations: rest, fresh air, good nutrition and gratitude ....♥️

Nancy

Newest Update

Journal entry by Marsha Harrison

Dear friends,

This week marks the 5th Anniversary of my pancreatic cancer surgery and continued freedom from any signs of cancer returning! Alleluia!! Alleluia!! As I heard this news from my amazing oncologist, Dr. Gribbin, I was overcome with gratitude, memories of struggles and gifts of grace, peace and wonder. After sitting with these overwhelming feelings, I ran across this prayer and wanted to share it with you. May these words continue to resound in my life and in yours as we start each new day in God’s Eternal Love. 

Marsha


“Dear life,


Grant me the courage 

To change what I am capable of changing

And the grace 

To accept what is beyond my control

And choose my battles wisely.


Please help me fix what has fallen apart and is broken in my life

That would benefit from being mended

And accept what would not 

And move on accordingly. 


Grant me the strength

To fully seize each day 

And make the most of each moment 

Savouring the ones that provide me with joy, meaning and fulfilment  


And remind me to treasure time spent with those I love

And pursue my passions and what uplifts and energises me 

And focus on all that lies ahead of me

Rather than all that lies behind me.


Please help me to embody love

And radiate it to all whom I encounter

Regardless of whether they remain in my life

Or are no longer with me.


Please help me to remain calm and at peace

During the chaos and shifting seasons of life

And flow with it

Understanding that everything is fleeting and temporary 

But that the true nature of who I am is eternal 

And more than this limited body

And transitory physical experience 


Please show me how to let go of fear, pain and resentment

So I can feel light, unburdened and free 

And prioritise what is important

While disregarding what is not.


Please comfort me in my grief

And reassure me with the knowledge 

That I will one day be reunited with those I love who have left this reality 

But remain in spirit with me 


And in the times when I am hurt

May you show me how to heal and move forward


In the times when I feel small and fragile  

May you remind me of my inner strength 


In the times when I feel weak

May you remind me of my inner power


In the times when I feel lost 

May you help me rediscover purpose and meaning 


In the times when I feel lonely and isolated

May you remind me that everything is interconnected


And in the times when I have lost confidence and trust in myself 

May you help me remember who I am.


Words by Tahlia Hunter


(Inspired by the Serenity Prayer by Dr Reinhold Niebuhr)

 

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