It's been hell for me hospitalized a week.I found myself overwhelmed with grief and depression just felt like it was better to take my own life than to go thru the agony of this painful ordeal I've been dealt.I'm okay now I wasnt able to write or do to much of nothing but im getting better now atleast im dealing with it abit better than before.I know God must know how I feel because he saved me once again and showed me that he got me regradless of who turn there backs or not there or even care about me or whatever im going thru he does and all this is for a reason and for my good.Victory is his he saith the lord so I got this aslong as God got me I'm will overcome