Dear Friends, in a major step on this long journey, over 10 months, I was told I am finally cancer free.  I'm slowly absorbing that this is my current reality and letting the  relief and joy seep into my consciousness. It is a quiet process and it comfortable with my energy level - better but not all better yet., whatever that will be is unknown, but I feel more is possible.  It is a relief. I'll be monitored regularly for 2 years, and hope being cancer free is my reality. The nerve regeneration and my walking ability is a longer recovery, maybe up to 2-3 years, but there is improvement in that sector. The pain is tolerable and I'm doing my exercising faithfully.  So much is new in my life, lots of learning and accommodating. I'm grateful to you all, and to all who have chosen to give support in whatever way they can. I means a lot. And most of all, I am grateful to be alive and able to reenter a recognizable life little by little. 

Lesson # 450 : When in despair about your world, or the world, focus on the good in your present. I was surprised at how effective that shift of perspective can be. There are lots of small nuggets one can mine for their beauty and ability to delight and surprise us. Be well, awake, and present....warmest regards, and mille thank yous, Leona