Finally I have news! Want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for all the loving care and support I have felt in this time of waiting to see where this mega fork in the road would take me.

Happily, I have been open to the possibility that I would NOT have potent TILs and there would be opportunity in that (just recovering after major surgery and not doing devastating treatment). I surrendered it to the Universe and I got the verdict today. NO potent TILs for me so the path is back on moving forward with natural and energy treatment only. I can wish the cancer was not now in the intestines and lymph system, as well as lungs, bones and retroperitoneum, but it is what it is.

There is always continued Whack a Mole/Met with radiation/resection. The only other option conventional medicine has to offer is Ipi/Nivo immunotherapy that works a treat for skin melanoma but my oncologist said in clear terms last October was not to be recommended. There is another trial that might have been an option, but the drug maker has decided to only offer it to people who have had no other treatment. All the other trials are oriented to a blood marker group I do not have. Life! Clear is Kind. 

I had high hopes (yes, I am sad) and was deeply touched by how many of you offered to be there with me in Pittsburgh and for the many months of recovery after. Lots of good processing on accepting help :-). 

Love, light, and working on the laughter,
laura