Well in 12 hours I am on my way for my infusion, hope the first of many, or science works

Wonders and treatment changes. I feel this is the end- I need to look at it as a beginning- of good things- all I can think is the bad things.

This past weekend was hard- we buried the baby of the family- I no longer have a baby sister on earth. I shut off an alarm that controlled my life and everyone knew what it was- my almost 3 year old would hear the alarm and tell me time to take your medicine memaw. I no longer live my life by a watch but a calendar. Hard to get through these days without my alarm to remind me life is great. My plan is to make memories to last not only my lifetime but everyone involved lifetime.