This morning started off pretty good. I woke up did my new normal routine, got back from the gym took a shower and as I was getting ready to go the hospital I got a flashback of the night of Khalis accident. I felt like I couldn’t breath. The panic set into my chest. I grabbed my phone and called a friend to talk me down. I did calm down and started breathing again. It’s the third time since that night that that has happened to me. After I got off the phone I spent some time in prayer just working on getting my peace back, but all I could think about is how so many people have experienced trauma in their lives that cause them this kind of panic feeling. Im sorry you have to feel like this!! It did pass and I did surrender it to God I think I just wasn’t prepared for it. I was glad today was a very busy day:
We went to ear Dr to do a hearing test and talk about Khalis fractured bone in her ear. I think the test was not totally accurate because it was hard for her to stay focused. They did find that the partial hearing loss in her right ear is permanent. The bone does not need to be repaired and the hearing in the left ear is perfect. He did say it’s something that can be addressed down the road if it really bothers her. I think overall that’s good news.
She had a great session on the LOKOmat, her reading during speech is improving this week and in OT they put the stim machine on her biceps which helped her tone a lot. She ate a little today again which is great and she did seem a bit clearer. Ali and Sina are coming tonight. I miss my Sina this week and of course it’s always good to see my Ali.
I’m grateful for great friends.
I’m grateful for Khalis progress
I’m grateful for all of you letting me share our journey with you and being so loving in return.
