A year ago today we met with pulmonary for our first consultation. It was then we were as dr said she is fearful that it’s interstitial pulmonary disease. Yes it’s terminal. Do all your planning you can. Let’s get a ct and if it’s what I think I’ll see I want another opinion from u of m or out of Gr. We will chat more after the test. We left so numb. I had a fear in the summer this illness wasn’t good and now to hear it really changed the emotional level.
This year has been so hard to have lost so much if I had only been informed. Those who support from the heart, those new faces that come and fill the voids and surprise in such Godly ways! If it were not for God I’m not sure where I would be! I’m still such a mess as some know I am and yet have no clue.
My one dream, my one wish, my hope and prayer… no one I know ever has to face what we have since this day!
To those that think anything of how awful I am these last months, you have no clue and I hope you never do!
Go God amaze us! As that keeps us strong too!
