June Riley, 
Today is your due date 💛 10/11/21
God I wish everything hadn't gone so wrong.
Will I ever stop crying ?!

This should have been a day of excitement & joy instead of longing & sadness.
I should be lost in love staring at your sweet little face instead of lost in thought staring at the wall. 
I should be breathing you in instead of trying to remember what you smelled like.
My heart should have been happy instead of hurting.
You should be here but you're not 💔

All my love is with you in heaven today.
Sleep tight angel . 

Love , 
Mommy