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This is going to be an amazing year! I’ve fought as hard as I could have possibly fought without majorly compromising my quality of life, and in 2023 treatment will come to a close🎉  It’s been a challenging 3 years, and I’m so ready to be done! 

A lot has happened since I last posted, but in synopsis I began the targeted therapy I mentioned in my last post in late fall 2021. I was at my goal dose (6 pills a day) and then I had a myriad of sicknesses all within a few weeks - flu, stomach virus, COVID - which ultimately caused me to have to stop the treatment. They called it the perfect storm. The plan was to let my body heal for a few months and then I’d try again. This time my goal dose was going to be 5 pills given I experienced a significant difference in side effects when I jumped to 6 pills the first time. I was determined to give it another chance given it’s the only drug that can prevent residual cancer cells from crossing the blood brain barrier, and can overall reduce risk of recurrence. This drug though. It’s rough. It’s not like chemo where you’re sick for a few days and then it’s over for a few weeks. It’s everyday. Every. Single. Day. It’s a mean drug. One that comes with “surprise” side effects. One minute you’re fine and the next you’re not. I won’t go into details about side effects, but it’s been a rough ride. I’m almost there. Last week I had an appt with my oncologist. It was the appt I’ve been anxiously awaiting for so long - the appt we set my end date. I’m in the LAST month right now! On January 27, 2023 I will swallow those 5 little red pills for the very last time! My oncologist says it will take some time to work out if my system and to not expect overnight results. Mentally, though, I will get immediate results. My year will have been complete. Another treatment I was able to finish. I’m so proud of myself for this one…it was a beast. I feel like I’ve taken the biggest inhale and am slowly getting to let it all go. Almost there!

I also graduated to follow ups every 6 months vs. every 2. That’s a BIG deal! That means way less blood draws/needles, which you all know is a real game changer for this girl lol. 

I’ll continue on tamoxifen for at least 3 more years, but overall I feel like I have tolerated it well. 

I had another reconstruction surgery on Nov 3rd that went well overall. I was having a lot of discomfort, tightness on my radiated side. It 
really is a daily battle to live with the physical feeling after having a mastectomy. It’s hard to describe. 

My dose of encouragement…whatever you’re going through, don’t give up. Even if the mountain looks impossible to move, don’t give up. Believe you can and you will. There are many things that got me through this journey, but the one thing that was always consistent was God. The love he has for his children (all of us) is so powerful. It’s always there and always available no matter the circumstance. You’ve got this and you will overcome your battle too! 

That’s all for now!

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