Definitely rocking the zipper scar. Ethan is pretty full of fluid today so he needs to keep going with the diuretics before we can get much further with his progress.  One of his chest tube drains came out so they'll replace that soon. I got to place two hands underneath him at the bedside with the help of his nurses because I basically stood there bawling until they agreed to let me do it. I refused to go another day without holding him even if it wasn't real holding. 🙂❤