Jef and I had to make the hardest and most painful decision of our lives. We had to accept that there was just too much damage done to our beautiful baby's body. It's so hard to see it because she looks so perfect. We don't know how to be ok with this, it's going to be a pain that lasts forever. 

She was everything to me, every moment with her was precious. I guess my vision of your future was a lot different then what God had planned for you. I'm so mad. The fact that we couldn't get anything to go right for you to heal but we still had to watch you slowly fade away...who deserves that torture? I'll never understand. 

 

Sorry it took so long to update you all but we needed to tell our girls first. I want to thank each and every one of you for keeping beautiful Ella and our family in your thoughts and prayers, we still really need them.

 

-Ellodie's Mommy