Sober, sleep deprived people rarely receive news with grace. Like most people in the elder millennial generation,  I am often one disaster away from financial ruin and barely keeping my nerves tied together with a rubber band. Add sleep deprivation,  well you have the grand meltdown of April 2021. I dont know much yet, only that there will be chemo and surgery and more chemo. I have a train to catch to Orlando. Say a prayer for her in the beginning of our dogwood winter.